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    If Ever I Fall
    If Ever I Fall
    If Ever I Fall
    Audiobook10 hours

    If Ever I Fall

    Written by S.D. Robertson

    Narrated by Emma Gregory and Leighton Pugh

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    About this audiobook

    A heart-rending story of family tragedy, perfect for fans of Amanda Prowse and Jojo Moyes.

    Is holding on harder than letting go?

    Dan’s life has fallen apart at the seams. He’s lost his house, his job, and now he’s going to lose his family too. All he’s ever wanted is to keep them together, but is everything beyond repair?

    Maria is drowning in grief. She spends her days writing letters that will never be answered. Nights are spent trying to hold terrible memories at bay, to escape the pain that threatens to engulf her.

    Jack wakes up confused and alone. He doesn’t know who he is, how he got there, or why he finds himself on a deserted clifftop, but will piecing together the past leave him a broken man?

    In the face of real tragedy, can these three people find a way to reconcile their past with a new future? And is love enough to carry them through?

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherHarperCollins Publishers
    Release dateFeb 9, 2017
    ISBN9780008174729
    If Ever I Fall
    Author

    S.D. Robertson

    Former journalist S.D. Robertson quit his role as a local newspaper editor to pursue a lifelong ambition of becoming a novelist. He lives in a village near Manchester with his wife and daughter and now writes full-time – and it’s safe to say the career move paid off! Stuart is a USA Today and Kindle Top 100 bestseller.

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    • 4/5
      Bit hard to follow jumping back and forward but still enjoyed it
    • 2/5
      Dan, Maria and Ruby are each struggling to come to terms with the death of Sam. The story unfolds through Maria's letters to an older Sam, Dan's story of before and an entirely random and strange dream section, which seems to serve little purpose.I enjoyed the first two sections, the last left me wondering why, it seemed a pointless diversion - unless I missed the point!