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Back Home
De RJ Scott
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- RJ Scott
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- May 28, 2017
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Falling for his brother's boyfriend broke his heart. Now he's back home and falling in love all over again.
One birthday kiss, given on a dare, and Kieran realizes he is in danger of falling for his brother’s boyfriend, Jordan. Leaving for college, then moving to another country is the only way to ease the ache in his heart.
But, when his father becomes ill, and his sister begs him to come home, Kieran returns for good. He finds the family business nearly bankrupt and Jordan, the man he ran from, beaten down by despair and guilt.
Friendship is what they promise each other as they work to repair the business, but it could never be enough for Kieran. When secrets spill, and there are vital decisions to be made, Kieran realizes two things; he’s back home, and he wants to stay with Jordan for good.
Now he just needs to convince Jordan.
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Back Home
De RJ Scott
Description
Falling for his brother's boyfriend broke his heart. Now he's back home and falling in love all over again.
One birthday kiss, given on a dare, and Kieran realizes he is in danger of falling for his brother’s boyfriend, Jordan. Leaving for college, then moving to another country is the only way to ease the ache in his heart.
But, when his father becomes ill, and his sister begs him to come home, Kieran returns for good. He finds the family business nearly bankrupt and Jordan, the man he ran from, beaten down by despair and guilt.
Friendship is what they promise each other as they work to repair the business, but it could never be enough for Kieran. When secrets spill, and there are vital decisions to be made, Kieran realizes two things; he’s back home, and he wants to stay with Jordan for good.
Now he just needs to convince Jordan.
- Éditeur:
- RJ Scott
- Sortie:
- May 28, 2017
- ISBN:
- 9781785640698
- Format:
- Livre
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Back Home - RJ Scott
Back Home
First edition published 2011
Second edition published 2013
This edition ©2017 RJ Scott
Smashwords Edition
Cover design by Meredith Russell
Edited by Rick Mulholland
Published by Love Lane Books Limited
ISBN 978-1-78564-069-8
Falling for his brother's boyfriend broke his heart. Now he's back home and falling in love all over again.
One birthday kiss, given on a dare, and Kieran realizes he is in danger of falling for his brother’s boyfriend, Jordan. Leaving for college, then moving to another country is the only way to ease the ache in his heart.
But, when his father becomes ill, and his sister begs him to come home, Kieran returns for good. He finds the family business nearly bankrupt and Jordan, the man he ran from, beaten down by despair and guilt.
Friendship is what they promise each other as they work to repair the business, but it could never be enough for Kieran. When secrets spill, and there are vital decisions to be made, Kieran realizes two things; he’s back home, and he wants to stay with Jordan for good.
Now he just needs to convince Jordan.
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Dedication
Always for my family.
Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Epilogue
Chapter One
Jordan, are you finishing now?
Ben’s voice made Jordan Salter jump, and he glanced up from his work, refocusing tired eyes that had been intent on delicate handwork on a three-by-three post of kiln-dried walnut. He widened his eyes fractionally in the gathering evening gloom, blinking and attempting to make sense of the new focus of his concentration. The ache behind them was the icing on the cake—a by-product of a nagging headache that had tracked him all day and the need to concentrate on creating the intricate detail work that he was determined to finish. He closed his eyes briefly, gritty exhaustion in them, and he let out an almost incoherent, Wha…?
You said you’d be finishing early today.
Sorry?
What is it with people interrupting my work?
The overhead light flicked on, and Jordan winced.
Jesus, Jordan, it’s past eight, and you’re still here?
Jordan blinked steadily—if it was eight o’clock then why the hell was Ben standing in the house? He should have gone home two hours ago. Come to think of it, why was Ben dressed to the nines in his Sunday jeans and a clean shirt? Jordan remembered last seeing his friend and colleague in overalls, working on wiring. Ben Craig was the only subcontractor they called on and then only in an emergency.
You said to come back for you. To remind you about the party.
Ben was clearly and deliberately speaking in words containing minimal syllables, and he spoke slowly enough so Jordan could absorb the words. Tension stiffened the older man’s stance, and his expression schooled itself into a frown. What was he supposed to remember? Suddenly, through the fatigue, the memory clicked into place. The party. Hayley’s party. She was twenty-two today, and he’d been invited to join the Addisons and associated friends at The Olive Garden for dinner.
Shit.
In it, big time,
Ben muttered, walking across the kitchen and, almost as if he couldn’t help it, sliding the palm of his right hand over the unwaxed, still-dull brown wood that Jordan had chosen for the newel post. Fingertips barely touching the surface, Ben traced the grain and nodded. Jordan looked from the wood to Ben and back again, mind working feverishly to keep his focus on the fact that he’d promised to be at the party.
She’ll be pretty,
Jordan offered, wondering if he was coming across as defensive even as he dismissed the thought and focused on the beauty of the wood.
She’ll polish up well,
Ben agreed. Walnut was a good choice.
I just get…
Involved, he finished in his mind. Engrossed to the point that he felt no weariness until his attention was broken. From intricate carved details on newels to the hand-turning and intricate inlay work for chair backs, Jordan had always been mesmerized by the forms he could create. The patterns and the curves under his fingers had always been inside the wood, as far as he knew. Able to find the faintest of grains, he would sand and shape and polish, thinking of nothing except the beautiful wood beneath his touch. Once he saw the purpose of each piece of wood, and had paid attention to the shapes buried in each piece, he laid out the finished product in his head. Giving his thought to the raw potential in front of him, he focused on having the wood’s final shape match the completed mental image. He often didn’t know where to start, but when he was in the zone, when each tiny cut made the beauty of the wood show in striations of pale brown and gold, he couldn’t snap himself out of it.
Tonight wasn’t the first time over the last few months that he’d forgotten something, nor would it be the last. Jordan was tired, and he felt years older than his twenty-nine. He commonly put in eighteen-hour days. First had come the hard physical work on the larger aspects of renovation, then the labor-intensive, detailed finishing woodwork on Mistral House had consumed him.
The recession had hit the construction industry hard, and he was the sole remaining staff member of Addison Construction. AC had no choice—people had had to be let go, and he was finishing this contract on his own, with just Ben in and out for things he couldn’t do, electrical being one of them. When Jordan was working on the final touches of a renovation, he sank into the process, the carving and staining and completing his only reality. Intensely involved and completely cut off from the rest of the world, such things as birthday parties and promises to attend them didn’t exist.
AC needed to flip Mistral House as soon as they could—the very existence of Phil Addison’s company depended on the cash flow realized from the sale of the home. Added to the stress of the need to finish, Jordan had little more than three hours sleep last night, and he was into his nineteenth hour working today.
He glanced back down at the smooth wood, the texture of the newel, satiny and solid beneath his fingertips, judging that he only had a quarter hour, maybe half, and this part of the detailed, intricate work would be finished.
The kitchen cabinets, each custom made, were solid walnut, generations of growth in the sturdy wood. Jordan’s elaborate detailing accentuated the highlights and luster of the wood’s deep honey tones. Jordan had created a pedestal, circular-topped kitchen table, and four chairs as well, and the rails complemented the other wood in the room. The kitchen was the crowning glory of the carpentry in this house renovation and a source of great pride for Jordan.
He had, after all, done most of the work single-handedly, since Phil had become too ill to work alongside him. The kitchen was his baby, and he just needed to finish the detailing— tonight. Ben stood, waiting for an answer if his subtle shifting from foot to foot was anything to go by.
I’ll be there before they cut the birthday cake,
Jordan compromised softly. Softly, because he half hoped that Ben wouldn’t hear and, if Jordan seemed to ignore him, would just give up of his own accord and leave. Jordan didn’t need the inevitable lecture as to why he should be with the Addisons, that it was important he was there for Hayley, because he was all she had left in the way of a brother.
Lady Luck, however, was not smiling down on Jordan Salter. Ben heard him and started to work up a good head of steam.
You go nowhere. You have no social life. You work all hours God sends us. Do you have a freaking death wish, son?
It was that single word—son—that broke through Jordan’s barriers. There was affection in Ben’s voice—affection and concern. Maybe he should stop working. Maybe Ben had a point.
Ben…
He turned slightly, determined to talk, and then had to jerk to catch a hammer he had knocked with his arm.
God damn fool. You’re an accident waiting to happen.
Ben’s eyes narrowed as he sized up Jordan from that new perspective. And he clearly didn’t like what he saw.
I’m not far off finishing.
There was steel in his voice, even he could hear it, and he winced inwardly. Ben didn’t deserve his disrespect. However tired he felt, he should at least try to be polite.
You’re not far off killing yourself.
Ben’s usually calm voice held something new. A level of panic had replaced a little of the anger. Jordan dealt with Ben the only way he knew how, by dismissing Ben’s concerns out of hand, not giving the electrician any room to carry on the conversation.
For God’s sake, Ben, I’ll be along in an hour.
Half an hour,
Ben snapped back at him. Temper coiled in Jordan, but how could he lose it with Ben, when the older man did have reason to worry? And Jordan knew it.
He didn’t think he’d ever felt so low on reserves, so damn drained, but Ben didn’t know the full extent of the shit that Addison Construction was in. He wasn’t aware of the debt that sat at the bank, the check that Mistral House was just about to cut for them only just covering the deficit. The timing had to be perfect. They were coming to inspect in two days, and he had so little to do to finish. Jordan let Ben keep talking, ignoring it mostly for his sanity, until Ben reached his peak then just as suddenly stopped.
Jordan frowned at the sudden silence. Silence with Ben was always a bad thing.
Brad wouldn’t want you working yourself to death just to get to see him sooner.
Ben’s words were weighted with sadness, and he said them so firmly, not backing off one inch from his opinion.
Guilt, anger, temper—all three churned in Jordan’s gut, then came a sudden maelstrom of grief. The overwhelming feelings he felt when he thought about the man he had loved and lost were something he ruthlessly pushed down. He locked them away, behind walls of stone. Fuck. Exhaustion was allowing the hidden emotions through. Ben should leave well enough alone. Why did he even have to mention Brad, tonight of all nights? Couldn’t he see that Jordan was busy trying to save the company from going bust?
Ben looked at him with such mute understanding in his lined and weathered face that Jordan felt the temper in him begin to dissipate. He banked the fire of his anger as much as he could, channeling it to fuel his stubbornness. He didn’t have any response to Ben’s statement. All he wanted to say was that, yes, maybe he did want to join Brad, that somehow dying would make everything easier. Maybe if something did happen to him, it would be for the best. He was insured big time, and his will specified everything would go to his surrogate family, the Addisons, and that would clear all the debt and then some. He turned on the small jigsaw he’d been using earlier to do more shaping on the newel post. The high whine of the machinery made talking impossible, and it was the only way he could stop himself from giving in to anything other than the determination to finish this damn house. His throat was thick with emotion, and his thoughts writhed—tangled and tied in all manner of what-ifs in his head.
Ben should never be forced to bear the brunt of that horror. Deliberately, Jordan turned his back on Ben. In no uncertain terms, he declared the conversation over and returned to concentrating on finishing the work. He caught a glimpse of the worried expression on Ben’s face, but ignored it.
This is getting too dangerous,
Ben muttered to himself as he left, but Jordan ignored that too. In fact, Jordan only relaxed when he sensed that he was alone in the room and glanced over his shoulder to confirm that the door no longer framed his friend. Gone with Ben was the air of disappointment and growing concern that had surrounded the older man.
With a hefty exhalation of relief, he turned back to the work at hand, trying to find his balance, desperately attempting to connect to the skill that was inside him, not wanting to ruin everything now. Working with his hands, creating beauty out of the wood, comforted him and centered him. Kieran had once called him an artist.
Jesus. Where had that thought come from? First Brad and now Kieran? This was one hell of a night for ghosts and memories to choose to haunt him.
Trying to calm his anger and the roiling misery inside him, he was able to push through the complete exhaustion, the last, stuttering pulse of adrenaline forcing him towards the finish line. The bone-deep tiredness verged on paralysis and was causing his eyes to half close. His muscles, operating with an overload of lactic acid, howled with pain. Jordan knew that he’d pay dearly for the abuse in the morning. At least the pain would be eased a bit by the satisfaction of creating the final invoice for the two hundred thousand they were owed.
Ben’s words rattled in his head—Jordan was too far past exhaustion to be able to block them. Damn him for talking to Jordan now about Brad. Hayley’s birthday meant that the anniversary of Brad’s death was only days away, the dark anniversary of a nightmare that had yet to lift.
His concentration slipped, and he caught himself just in time to stop the wickedly sharp blade from carving a hole in his hand. Through the fog of weariness, one lashing flicker of reality shot through. Jordan felt rather than heard his frustrated sigh. That had been too close, much too close. He was an ass. Insurance money or not, he wasn’t suicidal, and he would be no good to the Addisons or himself if he managed to destroy his most valuable tools—his hands. It was way past time to stop.
Jordan stretched up and took a step backward, his legs cramping, sore and tight from being in the same position for so long. The pain and a momentary weakness in his left leg caused him to stumble. Attempting to catch himself, he somehow managed to