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The Labyrinth Within
The Labyrinth Within
The Labyrinth Within
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The Labyrinth Within

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This collection of poetry is for those who have loved— for truth seekers. For the ones who have sought to find harmony. For those who have questioned life's pathways. "The Labyrinth Within" is a journey in search of peace and balance amidst the obstacles that life often presents. Raw and intense yet delicate, these poems provoke the mind and will resonate with many.

Anita Carter weaves imagination and reality together to create beautiful poems full of emotion, honesty, and inspiration. This is a moving collection of poems mined from the struggles we all face in our lives.
LanguageEnglish
PublisherBookBaby
Release dateOct 28, 2020
ISBN9781735453705
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    The Labyrinth Within - Anita Carter

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    Can You Hear the Voice

    The silence is deafening in the reverberating ripples of my soul.

    I watch every moment

    With patient eyes…

    Hopeful.

    Every minute of soundlessness sends me further into insecurity’s embrace.

    I drown the monotony of non-tones

    With beats and words from the energies of griots.

    Yet still, my own thoughts

    Raise their decibels to come in

    Loud and Clear

    Delusions’ ideas always were able to attain space in my head though—

    Images rush forth to the frontal lobe of my head like

    Floods in close quarters,

    What ifs take over my neurotransmitters, causing them to misfire.

    Indifference is a crack in the glass globe we spin inside.

    Miscommunication of feelings

    Masks their true identity.

    I have stared so many times into the same brown eyes

    That dilation stopped its departure and remains ever apparent

    While each blood vessel has its own story to tell

    Dreaming of reflection like the light that passes through the trees

    Illuminating their beauty

    With unmoving hands of time

    Wishing I could be the gold sun rays atop a sea that sways slow.

    I am missing the presence of stillness

    Where truth reveals itself in simplistic terms

    And where hindrances are lifted away

    Even those of my own control

    The silence silences me

    Except now

    I listen.

    Boxes

    Condescending tones whisper repeatedly inside of shadows

    As I walk backward in my mind

    Like records stuck on rewind and playback;

    Scenes replay their emotion charged contents in front of screens

    Around me.

    Funny how

    One incident rehashes memories long forgotten

    From pages unturned in years.

    Amazing how

    Arrogance consumes the minds of people,

    Even your brothers, even your sisters

    Especially those you saw had no physical ties to you.

    The taste of yesterday seems bitter when

    Blasphemous bodies brew broken beliefs belligerently,

    No matter how bright the sun shines the truth.

    The truth.

    What becomes of our truth when

    Lies and stubborn attitudes surround us?

    Tolerance wears thin like melting ice

    As thoughts now manifest into physical words,

    Curbing the harshness of ideas.

    By adding comical commentary in between is like

    Shaving off the corners of a square

    So that it will fit into a circle.

    Don’t let me fit into that circle, please,

    Lest I forget who it is I am.

    Not this body,

    Not this physical temple,

    Not these emotions,

    Not even this knowledge.

    I simply am;

    What lies beneath the unheeded silent sounds

    Sang sweetly saves sanity

    From crossing that thin line,

    From going in and out of the box most exist within…

    That box of conformity.…

    Conformity, you place your hold on me

    But… I… Will… Break… Free.

    Revolutions

    Breath pushed me down

    As salty droplets welled up

    In the ducts

    Of my eyes’ wading pools.

    Melancholy, why’d you grasp my heart?

    Strum its strings,

    Play those distressing chords

    That vibrated throughout

    The elements in my temple.

    I couldn’t seem to get that music to stop

    Spinning;

    Get all those blues

    To stop floating

    Through the air

    Around me,

    Into me.

    The grooves of that record have been embedded

    So deep

    From repetition,

    From constantly falling into the

    Redundant Circular Revolution

    Redundant Circular Revolution

    Redundant Circular Revolution…

    Locking me up inside this mystic misery

    Where disillusionment begins at a snail’s pace,

    Moves to a baby’s crawl,

    Then finally engulfs you in its snare

    Before you even think to retreat

    While this blind world watches

    And offers only further judgement and condemnation,

    And you’re forced to either sink inside the illusory quicksand,

    Drown in the ocean of tears you’ve cried

    From the pain you’re feeling,

    Or find some bit of strength

    And hold on like that was your last breath,

    The only breath you had to conserve.

    I’m pursing my lips, trying to allow for only a tiny gap to exist,

    So that the smallest quantity of air will pass through it

    While my heart beats

    Way past its target rate

    And the sweat pours down my overheated flesh,

    But I’ve only got a few inhales and exhales left to take

    While I’m moving through this

    Extreme Emotional Excursion

    Bracing onto the spirit within me

    That sends me seeds of perseverance and self-love

    To keep me inspired,

    That keeps me moving through life’s bitter fields and sweet pastures.

    I’m searching for a place where I will find

    The absence of my misery completely,

    Where depressive notes won’t return

    Like the haunting memories of a shattered past to the abused.

    Yet, my mind holds onto images

    In pockets of cellular memory,

    Recalling it back to the conscious fronts whenever

    Issues from yesterday resurface once again.

    I am searching for that plateau,

    That time,

    Space,

    And continuum,

    That eternal resting space

    Where I will no longer have to experience

    The weighted pressure of

    Breath pushing me down

    Inside my temple,

    Of salty droplets

    Welling up in the wading pools

    Of my eyes.

    The only thing I can do is

    Focus my mind’s eye upon seeds of change,

    That one day, the door upon which I knock

    Will open and I will find

    All the answers

    To the questions

    That revolve inside me,

    Transform the grooves of that record embedded so deep

    From repetition

    And stop falling into the

    Redundant Circular Revolution

    Of Melancholy’s Grasp.

    Amorous Rotation

    Another new beginning

    Reminiscent of fragmented memories

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