The Labyrinth Within
By Anita Carter
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Anita Carter weaves imagination and reality together to create beautiful poems full of emotion, honesty, and inspiration. This is a moving collection of poems mined from the struggles we all face in our lives.
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The Labyrinth Within - Anita Carter
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Can You Hear the Voice
The silence is deafening in the reverberating ripples of my soul.
I watch every moment
With patient eyes…
Hopeful.
Every minute of soundlessness sends me further into insecurity’s embrace.
I drown the monotony of non-tones
With beats and words from the energies of griots.
Yet still, my own thoughts
Raise their decibels to come in
Loud and Clear
Delusions’ ideas always were able to attain space in my head though—
Images rush forth to the frontal lobe of my head like
Floods in close quarters,
What ifs
take over my neurotransmitters, causing them to misfire.
Indifference is a crack in the glass globe we spin inside.
Miscommunication of feelings
Masks their true identity.
I have stared so many times into the same brown eyes
That dilation stopped its departure and remains ever apparent
While each blood vessel has its own story to tell
Dreaming of reflection like the light that passes through the trees
Illuminating their beauty
With unmoving hands of time
Wishing I could be the gold sun rays atop a sea that sways slow.
I am missing the presence of stillness
Where truth reveals itself in simplistic terms
And where hindrances are lifted away
Even those of my own control
The silence silences me
Except now
I listen.
Boxes
Condescending tones whisper repeatedly inside of shadows
As I walk backward in my mind
Like records stuck on rewind and playback;
Scenes replay their emotion charged contents in front of screens
Around me.
Funny how
One incident rehashes memories long forgotten
From pages unturned in years.
Amazing how
Arrogance consumes the minds of people,
Even your brothers, even your sisters
Especially those you saw had no physical ties to you.
The taste of yesterday seems bitter when
Blasphemous bodies brew broken beliefs belligerently,
No matter how bright the sun shines the truth.
The truth.
What becomes of our truth when
Lies and stubborn attitudes surround us?
Tolerance wears thin like melting ice
As thoughts now manifest into physical words,
Curbing the harshness of ideas.
By adding comical commentary in between is like
Shaving off the corners of a square
So that it will fit into a circle.
Don’t let me fit into that circle, please,
Lest I forget who it is I am.
Not this body,
Not this physical temple,
Not these emotions,
Not even this knowledge.
I simply am;
What lies beneath the unheeded silent sounds
Sang sweetly saves sanity
From crossing that thin line,
From going in and out of the box most exist within…
That box of conformity.…
Conformity, you place your hold on me
But… I… Will… Break… Free.
Revolutions
Breath pushed me down
As salty droplets welled up
In the ducts
Of my eyes’ wading pools.
Melancholy, why’d you grasp my heart?
Strum its strings,
Play those distressing chords
That vibrated throughout
The elements in my temple.
I couldn’t seem to get that music to stop
Spinning;
Get all those blues
To stop floating
Through the air
Around me,
Into me.
The grooves of that record have been embedded
So deep
From repetition,
From constantly falling into the
Redundant Circular Revolution
Redundant Circular Revolution
Redundant Circular Revolution…
Locking me up inside this mystic misery
Where disillusionment begins at a snail’s pace,
Moves to a baby’s crawl,
Then finally engulfs you in its snare
Before you even think to retreat
While this blind world watches
And offers only further judgement and condemnation,
And you’re forced to either sink inside the illusory quicksand,
Drown in the ocean of tears you’ve cried
From the pain you’re feeling,
Or find some bit of strength
And hold on like that was your last breath,
The only breath you had to conserve.
I’m pursing my lips, trying to allow for only a tiny gap to exist,
So that the smallest quantity of air will pass through it
While my heart beats
Way past its target rate
And the sweat pours down my overheated flesh,
But I’ve only got a few inhales and exhales left to take
While I’m moving through this
Extreme Emotional Excursion
Bracing onto the spirit within me
That sends me seeds of perseverance and self-love
To keep me inspired,
That keeps me moving through life’s bitter fields and sweet pastures.
I’m searching for a place where I will find
The absence of my misery completely,
Where depressive notes won’t return
Like the haunting memories of a shattered past to the abused.
Yet, my mind holds onto images
In pockets of cellular memory,
Recalling it back to the conscious fronts whenever
Issues from yesterday resurface once again.
I am searching for that plateau,
That time,
Space,
And continuum,
That eternal resting space
Where I will no longer have to experience
The weighted pressure of
Breath pushing me down
Inside my temple,
Of salty droplets
Welling up in the wading pools
Of my eyes.
The only thing I can do is
Focus my mind’s eye upon seeds of change,
That one day, the door upon which I knock
Will open and I will find
All the answers
To the questions
That revolve inside me,
Transform the grooves of that record embedded so deep
From repetition
And stop falling into the
Redundant Circular Revolution
Of Melancholy’s Grasp.
Amorous Rotation
Another new beginning
Reminiscent of fragmented memories