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Richard Brautigan
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In Wat'r(')*n Sugar
B**+ On': In Wat'r(')*n Sugar
In Wat'r(')*n Sugar IN WATERMELON SUGAR the deeds were done and done again as my life is done in watermelon sugar I!ll tell you a"out it "e#ause I am here and you are distant Where$er you are% we must do the "est we #an It is so far to tra$el% and we ha$e nothing here to tra$el% e&#e't watermelon sugar I ho'e this wor(s out I li$e in a sha#( near i)EAT* I #an see i)EAT* out the window It is "eautiful I #an also see it with my eyes #losed and tou#h it Right now it is #old and turns li(e something in the hand of a #hild I do not (now what that thing #ould "e There is a deli#ate "alan#e in i)EAT* It suits us The sha#( is small "ut 'leasing and #omforta"le as my life and made from 'ine% watermelon sugar and stones as +ust a"out e$erything here is Our li$es we ha$e #arefully #onstru#ted from watermelon sugar and then tra$elled to the length of our dreams% along roads lined with 'ines and stones I ha$e a "ed% a #hair% a ta"le and a large #hest that I (ee' my things in I ha$e a lantern that "urns watermelontrout oil at night That is something else I!ll tell you a"out it later I ha$e a gentle life I go to the window and loo( out again The sun is shining at the long edge of a #loud It is Tuesday and the sun is golden I #an see 'iney woods and the ri$ers that flow from those 'iney woods The ri$ers are #old and #lear and there are trout in the ri$ers Some of the ri$ers are only a few in#hes wide I (now a ri$er that is half an in#h wide I (now "e#ause I measured it and sat "eside it for a whole day It started raining in the middle of the afternoon We #all e$erything a ri$er here We!re that (ind of 'eo'le I #an see fields of watermelons and the ri$ers that flow through them There are many "ridges in the 'iney woods and in the fields of watermelons There is a "ridge in front of this sha#( Some of the "ridges are made of wood% old and stained sil$er li(e rain% and some of the "ridges are made of stone gathered from a great distan#e and "uilt in the order of that distan#e% and some of the "ridges are made of watermelon sugar I li(e those "ridges "est We ma(e a great many things out of watermelon sugar here , I!ll tell you a"out it , in#luding this "oo( "eing written near i)EAT* All this will "e gone into% tra$elled in watermelon sugar Margar't T*IS MORNING there was a (no#( at the door I #ould tell who it was "y the way they (no#(ed% and I heard them #oming a#ross the "ridge They ste''ed on the only "oard that ma(es any noise They always ste' on it I ha$e ne$er "een a"le to figure this out I ha$e thought a great deal a"out why they always ste' on that same "oard% how they #annot miss it% and now they stood outside my door% (no#(ing I did not a#(nowledge their (no#(ing "e#ause I +ust wasn!t interested I did not want to see them I (new what they would "e a"out and did not #are for it -inally they sto''ed (no#(ing and went "a#( a#ross the "ridge and they% of #ourse% ste''ed on the same "oard. a long "oard with the nails not lined u' right% "uilt years ago and no way to fi& it% and then they were gone% and the "oard was silent I #an wal( a#ross the "ridge hundreds of times without ste''ing on that "oard% "ut Margaret always ste's on it M, Na(' I GUESS /OU ARE 0IN) O- 1URIOUS as to who I am% "ut I am one of those who do not ha$e a regular name My name de'ends on you 2ust #all me whate$er is in your mind If you are thin(ing a"out something that ha''ened a long time ago. some"ody as(ed you a 3uestion and you did not (now the answer That is my name 4erha's it was raining $ery hard That is my name Or some"ody wanted you to do something /ou did it Then they told you what you did was wrong , 5Sorry for the mista(e%! , and you had to do something else That is my name 4erha's it was a game that you 'layed when you were a #hild or something that #ame idly into
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5/ou are at i)EAT* ! 5What is this7! 5i)EAT* ! 5Oh When are we going to get to i)EAT*7! Margaret was nowhere around I wal(ed "eside 4auline to (ind of shield her from in9OIL and his trash in9OIL saw her and #ame o$er *is o$eralls loo(ed as if they had ne$er "een washed 5*i% 4auline%! he said 5*ow are tri#(s7! 5/ou disgusting man%! she re'lied in9OIL laughed 5I!ll mo' the floor after you lea$e here%! she said 5Where$er you wal( is filth ! 5)on!t "e that way%! in9OIL said 5*ow should I "e7! 4auline said 5Loo( at you ! I had gone o$er to shield 4auline from in9OIL and now I almost had to ste' "etween them 4auline was $ery mad I had ne$er seen 4auline mad "efore She had 3uite a tem'er in9OIL laughed again and then he "ro(e away from her and went u' and +oined 1harley 1harley was not ha''y to see him either It was a strange 'ro#ession tra$elling down the hall 5When are we going to get to in)EAT*7! Th' Tr*ut Hatch'r, T*E TROUT *AT1*ER/ at i)EAT* was "uilt years ago when the last tiger was (illed and "urned on the s'ot We "uilt the trout hat#hery right there The walls went u' around the ashes The hat#hery is small "ut designed with great #are The trays and 'onds are made from watermelon sugar and stones gathered at a great distan#e and 'la#ed there in the order of that distan#e The water for the hat#hery #omes from the little ri$er that +oins u' later with the main ri$er in the li$ing8room The sugar used is golden and "lue There are two 'eo'le "uried at the "ottom of the 'onds in the hat#hery /ou loo( down 'ast the young trout and see them lying there in their #offins% staring from "eyond the glass doors They wanted it that way% so they got it% "eing as they were (ee'ers of the hat#hery and at the same time% 1harley!s fol(s The hat#hery has a "eautiful tile floor with the tiles 'ut together so gra#efully that it!s almost li(e musi# It!s a swell 'la#e to dan#e There is a statue of the last tiger in the hat#hery The tiger is on fire in the statue We are all wat#hing it inBOILS iDEATH ALL RIG*T%! 1harley said 5Tell us a"out i)EAT* We!re #urious now a"out what you!$e "een saying for years a"out us not (nowing a"out i)EAT*% a"out you (nowing all the answers Let!s hear some of those answers !
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An E9chang' in9OIL and that gang of his staggered into i)EAT* 5What a dum'%! one of them said Their eyes were all red from that stuff they made and dran( in su#h large 3uantities We #rossed the metal "ridge o$er the little ri$er in the li$ing8room and went down the hall that leads to the trout hat#hery One of in9OIL!s gang was so drun( that he fell down and the others 'i#(ed him u' They almost had to #arry him along "e#ause he was so drun( *e (e't saying o$er and o$er again% 5When are we going to get to i)EAT*7!
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Wor(s A "ird was loo(ing near the ashes for something The "ird didn!t find what it was loo(ing for% got tired and flew away I saw 4auline wal(ing through the 'iney woods u' towards my sha#( She was #arrying a 'ainting with her It was a sur'rise for me I saw some (ids 'laying "ase"all in the "all 'ar( One of the (ids 'it#hing had a good fast "all and a lot of #ontrol *e threw fi$e stri(es in a row I saw -red dire#ting his #rew in the ma(ing of a golden 'lan( of watermelon sugar *e was telling some"ody to "e #areful with his end I saw Margaret #lim"ing an a''le tree "eside her sha#( She was #rying and had a s#arf (notted around her ne#( She too( the loose end of the s#arf and tied it to a "ran#h #o$ered with young a''les She ste''ed off the "ran#h and then she was standing "y herself on the air Th' Grand O)d Tr*ut Again I STO44E) LOO0ING into the Statue of Mirrors I!d seen enough for that day I sat down on a #ou#h "y the ri$er and stared into the water of the dee' 'ool that!s there Margaret was dead There was a swirl of water on the surfa#e that #leared the 'ool all the way down to the "ottom% and I saw The Grand Old Trout staring "a#( at me% with the little i)EAT* "ell hanging from his +aw *e must ha$e swum u'stream from where they were 'utting the tom" in That!s a long way for an old trout *e must ha$e left +ust after I did The Grand Old Trout did not ta(e his eyes off me *e remained stationary in the water% staring intently at me as he had "een doing earlier in the day when he lay "y the tom" they were 'utting in There was another swirl of water on the surfa#e of the 'ool and then I #ould not see The Grand Old Trout any more When the 'ool #leared again% The Grand Old Trout was gone I stared at the 'la#e where he had "een in the ri$er It was em'ty now li(e a room G'tting -r'd I WENT )OWN to the Watermelon Wor(s to see -red *e was rather sur'rised to see me down there for the se#ond time that day 5*i%! he said% loo(ing u' from a golden 'lan( that he had "een #he#(ing out for something 5What!s u'7! 5It!s Margaret%! I said 5*a$e you seen her7! 5/es ! 5What ha''ened7! 5She!s dead I saw her in the Statue of Mirrors She hanged herself from an a''le tree with her "lue s#arf !
Th' Wa, -RE) WENT O-- to the Watermelon Wor(s and I started "a#( to my sha#( to write% and then I de#ided not to I didn!t (now what to do I #ould go "a#( to i)EAT* and tal( to 1harley a"out an idea I had or I #ould go find 4auline and ma(e lo$e to her or I #ould go to the Statue of Mirrors and sit down there for a while That!s what I did Th' Statu' *2 Mirr*r/ EEER/T*ING IS RE-LE1TE) in the Statue of Mirrors if you stand there long enough and em'ty your mind of e$erything else "ut the mirrors% and you must "e #areful not to want anything from the mirrors They +ust ha$e to ha''en An hour or so 'assed as my mind drained out Some 'eo'le #annot see anything in the Statue of Mirrors% not e$en themsel$es Then I #ould see i)EAT* and the town and the -orgotten Wor(s and ri$ers and fields and the 'iney woods and the "all 'ar( and the Watermelon Wor(s I saw Old 1hu#( on the front 'or#h of i)EAT* *e was s#rat#hing his head and 1harley was in the (it#hen "uttering himself a sli#e of toast )o# Edwards was wal(ing down the street from Ron!s sha#( and a dog was following "ehind him% sniffing his footste's The dog sto''ed at one 'arti#ular footste' and stood there with its tail wagging a"o$e the footste' The dog really li(ed that one The sha#(s of in9OIL and that gang of his lay now only as ashes "y the gate to the -orgotten
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