Written by Sarah Elena Illustrations by Khaled Eltayeb
We would like to dedicate this book to all of the people at Tir Na Nog, for taking care and loving these beautiful animals. You are truly making a difference. Thank you.
Sundance A new beginning for an abused horse
(1) There are a select number of things I can remember about my previous life. I can remember where I was born, and who my mother was. But after that my memories become hazy. We teach ourselves to forget as much as we can. Some things though some things I cant forget no matter how hard I try. Thats what happens to victims of abuse and neglect. Apparently, I was born with one purpose: to carry a rider into the Olympics. To compete in the Olympics, a horse needs to excel in dressage, which is like ballet for horses, or in jumping over a series of impossibly high fences. (2)
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In the beginning I lived in a beautiful stable. I was constantly attended to by grooms, farriers and veterinarians, my riders worked with me everyday. I was fed only the best grain and hay. Each morning, Id wake up and go through my dressage routine. Then back to the stable so I can eat. Next, Id get brushed, and then its back out to the track arena to practice stadium jumping. There are different people always riding me. Teaching me how to jump properly, and different ways to move my hooves for dressage. At the end of each day, I was tired and my muscles sore from the intense training. I slept well during those days. (4)
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Some of the other horses here the same routine as me. Some trained even harder. The main difference between them and me is our ages. Most of the horses here were 8 years old. I was only 3 years old. Sometimes the people loaded the other horses into big moving metal boxes. Sometimes they come back with big blue ribbons. Sometimes they dont come back at all. Horses are always coming and going from this place. (6)
(7) It wasnt too long ago, that I decided I didnt want to jump fences anymore. Actually, it wasnt that I didnt want to, I couldnt. My hind legs began to feel weak and then they actually started to hurt. If I had my choice, I would rather be free to run across vast plains like my ancestors. Free to roam without any expectations of me, but thats just a fantasy. Everyone knows that all horse need to earn their keep. Anything less and youre done.
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Eventually it became so uncomfortable to jump fences and put so much weight on your back. My front legs hurt as well, but my hind legs, were much worse. I tried to show my injury to the people, but they never really seemed to notice. When they did notice, they gave me injections for the pain so that I could keep training. They had big plans for me.
(9) Soon, every time they took me out to the track I was unable to do the jumps, and my legs just gave out. They would urge me back to my feet and walk me back to the stables I would get to have the day alone. This was nice. There were no expectations of me. I just got to be rest and be comfortable. The people looked all looked disappointed. I felt bad. I hoped Id be better soon. The vet came and shook his head sadly. Too much too soon he said. youve ruined this horse. He was too young for such extensive training. After a while the people stopped taking me outside. They would always talk in front of my stable but they never talked to me anymore. (10)
One day, they took me out of the stable. And they brought me to the metal box with wheels. A ramp got put down, and up I got pulled into it. I was too scared to resist. I wonder where they were taking me. Inside the metal box was hay, but it didnt look like enough to live off of. They took of my halter, and closed the door. Soon after, there was a loud noise and the box started moving. I cant even remember for how long we were moving for. Hours and hours maybe.
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When the box finally stopped, it seemed as if we were in the middle of no where. There were no stables anywhere. No paddock. No arena with jumps. No trees. It was flat, and very hot. They unloaded me out of the box, and took me to the side of the road. They slapped me on my flank and I trotted away. They quickly got back into their moving puller, and drove away. And there I was, in the middle of nowhere, left all alone.
(12) At first I thought they would come back for me. They wouldnt leave me here all alone. I decided to start walking in the direction they went, hoping they would come back. A day went by, and I was still alone. I hadnt eaten. Hadnt drank any water. My legs are killing me. I can barely stand up. I decided to lay down for a little bit. While I was laying down, I thought about what was going to happen to me.
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(14) What do I do to deserve this? Was it because I could no longer carry riders? I never imagined being on my own like this. Will anyone come for me? Why would people who took care of me for as long as I remember abandon me? The people who I have known all of my life. Why would they leave me all alone in my time of need? When I was injured? I soon fell into a deep sleep, for I needed the rest badly.
(15) The next day, I was woken up by a woman standing over me talking on her cell phone. She clearly was upset. Near death, I heard her say. And then, abandoned and inhumane. Send help was the last thing I heard before dozing off again. The second time I was woken by people talking and loud sounds. I lifted my head to see a number of people, as well as some more vehicles. I tried to get up, but my legs wouldnt let me. I just fell back down. They brought the metal box over to me and helped me stand. On shaky leg I was led into the box. We started moving. I could only guess where we were going. I just tried to concentrate on distributing my weight so I wouldnt fall down.
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Soon, we arrived at what looked like another ranch. I was brought into a stall. A lot of people came to see me. They touched me, and brushed me, and looked at my legs. The people were very gentle and nice. My legs were wrapped up, and they walked me slowly out of the room. I took in my new surroundings. There were other horses, and many paddocks with fresh hay and room to run, and the sun was shining bright. I was put into an outside pen, next to two other horses.
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(19) Ever since, I have lived here. I have all the cool water I need. Fresh hay and grain. I am brushed and to in the same ways I was in my past life. No more jumping. No more dressage. The people here are sweet and kind, and have taken care of me like I matter, even though I can no longer carry a rider. I have learned that this place Tir Na Nog, is a horse sanctuary. This is a place where I will be allowed to live out my days with no expectations.
High Tech High International was able to work with Tir Na Nog during this project. We were able to meet all of the horse at the ranch and learn their background story. Sundance stood out to us, and we felt that his story needed to be shared. No animal should be treated as a replaceable object. They are living just like us too. If you ever decide to adopt an animal, remember that they are not disposable. They need love and care just like we do.
If you would like to know more about Tir Na Nog you can visit their website at www.horsesoftirnanog.org Or you can call at 619.465.6384 Email them at horsesoftirnanog@yahoo.com