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2. gvidZi evYx
3. mywdev` AvcwiPqi GKgv c_ 1g L
4. mywdev` AvcwiPqi GKgv c_ 2q L
5. mywdev` AvcwiPqi GKgv c_ 3q L
6. mywdev` AvcwiPqi GKgv c_ 4_ L
7. mywdev` AvcwiPqi GKgv c_ 5g L
8. KviAvbyj gvRx`i evsjv DPviY I Abyev` 1g L

gvidZi evYx
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DrmM
Aag jLKi Rb`vZv gig njvj Dwb Avng` Ges gvZv
mZviv eMgi bvg| wcZv njvj Dwb Avng` wQjb
KivwbM DcRjvi c_g Gg. G., we. wU| gvZv mZviv eMg
GKB DcRjvi gq`i ga c_g gwUK| zji wkKZvB
wQj evevi ckv| Avgvi Rvbv gZ 1933-34 mvj c_g
wkKZv Kib biwms`x Rjvi Pi wm`yi nvBzji cavb
wkK ic| Zvici 1934 nZ 36 mvj ch XvKv Rjvi
KivwbM DcRjvq AewZ Kvwj`x nvBzj cavb wkK
wQjb| Zvici 1936 mvj nZ 39 mvj ch eZgvb Puv`cyi
Rjvi gZje DcRjvq AewZ R we nvBzj mnKvwi cavb
wkK wQjb| Zvici Pwek ciMbvi evivkZ miKvwi nvBzj
1939 nZ 42 mvj ch wkKZv Kib| Zvici eZgvb
Rvgvjcyi Rjvi Mf. nvBzj 1942 nZ 45 mvj ch
wkK wQjb| Zvici 1945 mvj nZ 51 mvj ch XvKv
kni AewZ Mf. gymwjg nvBzj wkKZv Kib| Zvici
eov Rjv zj 1952 mvj nZ 55 mvj ch mnKvix cavb
wkK wQjb| Zvici PMvgi i Uwbs zj meZ Qq wK
mvZ gvm wkKZv Kivi ci GKB Rjvi KjwRqU nvBzj

meZ AvU gvm wkKZv Kib Ges Zvici Kzwgjv Rjv zj

1957 mvj nZ 58 mvji 30 gvP ch mnKvix cavb
wkK wnmve _vKvKvjxb 31 gvP gviv hvb| Ges wbR
evwoZB Kei `Iqv nq| Kei cjx Kwe Rmxg Dwbi `yUv
jvBb AvRI wjLv AvQ
KwVb Rxeb c_i AKv mwbK
njvj Nygvq n_v wPiwbfxK|
GKwU NvlYv
h Kn GB eBwU QvcvBqv h Kvb `vg wew A_ev cPvi KwiZ
cvwieb| BnvZ jLK I cKvkKi c nBZ Kvbv cKvi
Avcw iwnj bv Ges _vwKeI bv| KviY, GB eBwUi gvwjKvbv
jLK wbR nBZ mvb mgM cw_exi h Kvbv `ki gymjgvb,
wn`y, wLvb Ges Ab h Kvb agi Abymvix`iK mgvbfve
AwaKvi w`evi cKvk NvlYv Kwiqv Mjb| ZvQvov `wbK,
mvvwnK, cvwK, gvwmK, gvwmK Ges h Kvbv mvgwqKxZ
GB eB-Gi m~Y A_ev AvswkK jLKi bvg A_ev h Kvbv
Kviv bvg avivevwnKfve QvcvBZ cvwieb| GZ jLKi ev
cKvkKi Kvbv cKvi Avcw _vwKe bv| hw` Kn Kvbv w`b
eBwUi gvwjKvbvi wg_v `vwe Zvjb, Zvnv nBj mB wg_v `vwe
mevb, me Av`vjZ evwZj ewjqv MY nBe|
Aviv DjL _vK h, GB eBwU cw_exi h Kvbv `ki h
Kvbv fvlvq Abyev` Kwiqv QvwcZ cvwieb|

jLKi wKse`xZzj Aci iPbvwU njv KziAvbyj Kvixgi

kwfwK Abyev` I Zdwmi Zvdmxi KziAvbyj Kvixg
AvZ&Zvdnxg Avj& Avmix Avj gybvevi Avj& Avmvmxj Dj~g Avj
Rv`x` Iqv Avj& dvjmvdv Avj& Bmjvgxqv wgb gydvm&mi Rvgvb
Wv. evev Rvnvxi ev-Cgvb Avj-myikix
90 (beB) L mgv
(cw_exi meenr KziAvbi Zdwmi)
[we. `. Avw_K mvnvh Qvov GKvi c Qvcvbv Ame|]
jLKi cKvwkZ eBqi cvwvb
eB wewPv, 36, evsjvevRvi, XvKv|
ivgb cvewjkvm, 26 evsjvevRvi, XvKv|
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GKzk, AvwRR gvKU, kvnevM, XvKv|
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wew`Z, AvwRR gvKU, kvnevM XvKv|

KvgjU eyK j, Kgjvcyi ij kb, XvKv|

mRbx, Kgjvcyi ij kb, XvKv|
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we`v feb, eBjx ivW, XvKv|
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mygb jvBeix, wbD gvKU, XvKv|
MKwj, wbD gvKU, XvKv|
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MfxiZv KZUzKz Zv bv ejj eis cvVKB eBwU co cwivi
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Ni eBwU Qwoq wQwUq w`Z PvB G Rb h, evZj
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eBwUi mB gZv I kw AvQ ej hviv wekvm Kib
Zv`iB KvQ ejZ PvB h, Avw_K mvnvh I mnhvwMZv
cj Avgiv j j eB QvcvZ cviev| wZj wZjB Zvj
nq| myZivs AbKi mvnvh wgj weivU wKQy Kiv hvq| GB
Ave`bUzKz G RbB Ki ivLjvg h, GKUv weeKi `vwqZ
Kuva Pvwcq w`jvg| GKevi bv nq NUv Ki Mi RevB bv
Ki mB MiUvi mgg~ji UvKvUv `vb Ki `Lyb
bvKZjv eB bvggv g~j Qwoq w`Z cvwi| A_ev
Avcwb wbRI Qvwcq wew KiZ cvib| KviY eBwUi ^Z
Avgv`i AwaKvi ivLZ evev NYv Kib| Ges Gi
cwZwqvUv h Avcbvi wPvavivi KZ eo ez nq `uvove
mUv cuvP wgwbU wPv Ki `Lyb Zv| hviv mywdev` wekvmx
Zv`i Rb ivLv fvj h, evZj diKvjv Mvcb

mywdev`K Kgb Ki evsjv`k nZ gyQ djZ ne Zvi

bxj bK&kv nqZv evbvbv nZ cvi|
bvwn` kvgmvexR o e`g Iqvimx

GKwU elwqK `ytL

Avgvi (jLKi) evwoZ Avmv-hvIqvi gv GKwU c_| h
c_ w`q AvovB kZ eQi ai Avgvi c~ecyil mevB hvZvqvZ
KiZb| mB c_wU wZb eQi c~e mnmv GKw`b gv GKRb
Rvi Ki e Ki w`j| `yB `yBwU Pqvigvbi KvQ bvwjk
Kijvg Ges AvkvmI cjvg| Mvgevmx mevB AevK weq
`ytL cKvk Kijb, wKz AvRI c_wU e Ki ivLv nqQ|
PvPv`i evwoi Ici w`q Avgiv Ges fe` hvZvqvZ
KiwQ| wKz KZw`b Gfve Pje? mevBK GB `ytLRbK
welqwU G Rb Rvwbq ivLjvg h, nqZv KD bv KD

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GKw`b welqwU myivnv Kivi Rb gvbweK KviY GwMq

Avmeb| mZ ejZ wK, Avgiv AZ wbixn cKwZi ejB G
iKgwU KiZ ciQ| KjRbK BwZnvm nq _vK cvVK I
fe`i KvQ Avgvi Mvg PybKzwUqv|
mevB RvbyK GKRb z` MelKi Rbfwgi GKwU elwqK
`ytL| mevB RvbyK MelKi wcZv, KivYxM DcRjvi c_g
Gg. G., we. wU. gig njvj Dwb Avng`i evwoi
GKgv ivvwU e Ki `qv nqQ, h ivv w`q evevi ez
cjxKwe Rwmg Dwb Avi wkvi W. gynv` knx`yjvn& G
evwoZ GmwQjb| Kwe Rwmg Dwbi wjLv `y'Uv jvBb
evevi Kei AvRI wZ nq AvQ
KwVb Rxebc_i AKv mwbK
njvj Nygvq n_v wPiwbfxK|
jLKi KqwU K_v
jvf eBwji mvRvwi eBZ AbK Dj bvix-cyili QweK
hgb AkxjZvi QK djvi ckB DVZ cvi bv, Zgwb
Gjg gvidZi inmc~Y K_vjvK Dcv Kiv A_ev
Aev c`kb Kivi ckI DVZ cvi bv| fO fO evLv

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Ki hywi avivjv Zievwii Dci w`q nuU Pjvi Afvm

nj wevb, `kb Ges Aavev`i| GLvb Muvovwgi ~jZvK
`qvjic `uvo KivZ PvBj wcwQq coZ nq gbi ARv
| wKQyw`b ciB GKwU RvwZ ZLb f` wfzKi RvwZZ
cwiYZ nq Avcb wbqgi cwiYwZZ| KviY, BwZnvm GKw`b
Zwi nq bv| ZvB hviv Kej wbR`i k ej Rvbvevi
Afvm Kivi gZ gvivK bkvq bkvM, mB RvwZK mf
RvwZi nvmcvZvj mvjvBb bevi Rb ZvovZvwo fwZ nZ
nq| Avmyb, D`vi gb MelYv PvjvB Avgiv| GB MelYvi
Avmj-bKji Dci `uvwoq axi axi GwMq hZ nq|
nuvUZ kLvi mgq AvQvo LvIqv wbwl, hviv ejZ Pvq
Zv`iK Kx fveeb? muvZvi KvUZ Mj cvwb cvb Kiv
eviY' ejv evKvwgi jY| GZ MelYvi gv_vq AvNvZ
jvM| weiZv Ub Avb cyZ| ZvB mec_g gb KiZ ne
h, MelYv MelYvB| h RvwZ GB MelYvK NYv Ki m
RvwZ wbRKB Ki NYv; A_P g GKUv KvR Ki djjvg
ej wn wn Ki Zwi nvwm nvm| wejvci evev Kvbv h GB
nvwmi AwZ KvQB wePiY KiQ mUv BwZnvm GKw`b Zzj
ai| KviY, Abyvbjv hLb Avmj Dk I j fzwjq

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w`Z _vK, ZLb mB AbyvbjvKB evSv Ges dvjZz gb

nq| cwZev`i cvPxi `uvo Kwiq vbx`i gyL Rvi Ki e
Ki w`Z PvBjB Rb nq bvwKev`i| jvk dj ivLj
cPb Avi cvKvi AvMgb AeavwiZ| GUv hw` A^xKvi
KiZ Pvb Zvnj mg cwieki euvabjvi ^xKwZi myi
mxZ eR DVe| Vzgwi-K`vivi Gwjq cov myi bq, eis
wece-we`vni fqvenZvq|

Dii AcivMZvq
Bmjvg ag GKwU c~Yv Rxeb-weavb, bv wK GKwU c~Yv
Rxeb-`kb? whwL wK wLvb, bv gymjgvb wQjb?
whwL wK wLvb ag cPvi KiQb, bv Bmjvg ag? gymv
wK Bw` ag, bv Bmjvg ag cPvi Ki MQb? Bmjvg agi
Avi wK gvnv` nZ, bv c_g gvbe Av`g nZ? hw` Av`g
nZ Bmjvg agi i nq _vK Ze Kb cPvi Kiv nq h,
gvnv` nZ Bmjvg agi Avi? cZK RvwZi Rb imyj

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cvVvbv nqQ mB RvwZi fvlvqKvivbi GB wPib

NvlYvq Kx eySvZ PqQ? mB AbK AbK RvwZZ
cvVvbv AbK AbK imyjiv AbK AbK fvlvq wK
Bmjvg ag cPvi Ki hvb wb? Avjvn&&i imyjiv wK Bmjvg
ag cPvi bv Ki AbK ag cPvi KiQb, bvwK GKwUgv
Bmjvg agB cPvi Ki MQb? gymvK mek cwiZ cyil
Z_v AeZvi ej Bw`iv hgb cPvi Kib, Zgwb
whwLK wLvbiv, gvnv`K gymjgvbiv, eiv MZg
eyK, wn`yiv kxKK, cvwkiv Ri_mK, wkLiv i
bvbKK : Gfve mevB Zv`i AeZviK mek ej NvlYv
Ki Kvb aibi gRv cvq? Gi dj wK gvivgvwi, nvbvnvwb
DuwKSzuwK `q bv? mveRbxbZvi evYx wK msKxYZvi h~cKv
gbi ARv KvUv nQ bv? GB ckjv Aag jLKi bq,
eis AbKB Aag jLKK ck Kib| Dii AcviMZvq
Qvcvi Ai mevi KvQ Zzj aijvg| Avi mB m evev
Rvb kixd kvn myikix iwPZ GB eBjv coZ Abyiva
Kijvg : 1. wmii nK Rvg b~i, 2. b~i nK M b~i, 3.
gvZjvDj Djyg, 4. jZvqd mvwdqv, 5. AvBbvBb, 6.
mwdbv-G mdi|

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huv`i Avwg cig kvi mv_ me mgq gb Kwi

c_gB Avwg cig kvi mv_ iY Kwi cig c~Rbxq kvn
mywd mq` m`i Dwb Avng` wPkZxK, whwb Avgvi Avcb
gS PvPv| Avwg evjKvj Avgvi Rb`vZv, KivbxM
DcRjvi c_g Gg. G., we.wU njvj Dwb Avng`K AvR
nZ cvq cvk eQi AvM nvwiqwQ| mywdev`i Dci avbavibvi DrmvnwU cqwQ Ges nuvwU nuvwU cvq mywdev`i w`K
AMmi nqwQ huvi KviY, wZwb Avgvi RMZi Avcb PvPv
kvn mywd m`i Dwb Avng` wPkZx|
Avgvi GKwU Lvivc Afvm wQj, Avi mB Lvivc AfvmwU
njv, cwZw`b `k-cbi Nv jLvcov KiZvg| GB Rb
AvgvK Avgvi eziv eBqi cvKvI ejZ| Avwg cPfve
wbic GKRb gvbyl| mZmvbi c_ Kvb gZev`i
mvBbevW Avgvi Kuva ZzjZ `B bvB| Ze hywi cQbI
h AbK evev hyw `uvwoq nvmZ _vK, mUv wekl ingZ

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Qvov Rvbv hvq bv| Bw` agi gvjv-gydwZiv whK k~jxZ

Pwoq ejwQj h, Avgiv wbRivB mv w`wQ h, Zzwg
gZK RxweZ KiZ cvi; wKz Gevi Avgiv ZvgvK k~jxZ
PwoqwQ Ges Avgv`i GB k~jx nZ hw` ewiq AvmZ cvi
ZeB ai wbe, Zzwg mZ bex| wKz wh mB k~jx nZ ewiq
Avmb wb| GB hywwUZ hyw AvQ eU, wKz mZwU bvB|
Kb bvB? hw` mwZB wh mB k~jx nZ ewiq AvmZb
Zvnj mevB gymjgvb nq hZ Ges mevB gymjgvb nq Mj
Avjvn cvKi Zvgv`i cixv Kivi Rb GB `ywbqvZ
cvwVqwQ'K_vwUi m`h Avi _vK bv| A_P hywi
K_vjvi euvab eo k| Ges GB hywi k euvabi duv`
co AbKB Bgvb nvwiq dje| wKz GB k hywi
fZi h we`ygv mZ bvB, eis hywi WzMWzwM evwRq, hywi
fjwKevwR `wLq, hywi hv`y `wLq wncbvUvBR Ki
dj| c~eRbi Kgdji Dci wfw KiB ZKw`iwU `uvwoq
AvQ| GB ZKw`i h vbi Dchy mLvbB wbq hve|
GUvB ZKw`i gveivg Z_v h ZKw`ii Avi e`j nq bv|
kvn mywd mq` m`i Dwb Avng` wPkZxi gZ GKRb
Bmjvg MelK Ges i GB cw_exZ KgB cvIqv hvq| Zuvi

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iwPZ Kvivbi Zdwmi wZb L evRvi cvIqv hvq|

ZdwmiwUi bvg w`qQb Kvivb `kb| KZ Mfxi wPvi
cwZdjb NUZ cvi ZviB GK weqKi wb`kb njv GB
iPbv| Avwg Aag Zuvi gywi` nB bvB mZ, wKz DwbB Avgvi
c_g wkvi| kvn mywd m`i Dwb Avng` wPkZx 1914
mvji 22 m^i RbMnY Kib| Zuvi wcZvi bvg mq`
KvwRg Dwb wPkZx Ges gvZv eMg Bqvib bQv| Dwb c`v
MnY Kib Z_v BKvj Kib 2006 mvji 22 m^i|
Avgiv AbKB Rvwb, gnvbexi Avwefve I c`vMnY 12B
iweDj AvDqvj| gIjvDj Avjv evev mq` Rvb kixd kvn
myikixi Rb I IdvZ w`emwU 2iv AMnvqY| Avgiv Rvwb,
eMg ivKqvi Rb Ges gZzw`emwU 9 wWm^i| wKz PvLi
mvgb eve `LZ cjvg, GKB w`b Rb Ges gZzi
NUbvwU NU Mj kvn mywd m`i Dwb Avng` wPkZxi
Rxeb|
Zvici Avwg iY Kwi MvDmyj AvRg evev fvvixi AvIjv`
kvn mywd mq` gwReyj eki mvneK| Zuvi fvjvevmvi QvU
LvU NUbvjv Kvbw`b KvbKvjI fzjZ cvwi bv| Avgvi

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x evev fvvixi Mvjvg Ges LjvdZ cqwQj| evev

fvvixi AvIjv` MvDmyj AvRg evev gwReyj ekii K`g
gveviK hw` Aagi vb nq Zv Rxeb mv_K gb Kie|
GKwU Ave`b
Avgiv gvivKvev-gvkvn`vi Z_v avbmvabvi GKwU zj
LyjwQ biwms`x Rjvi wkecyi DcRjvi RqbMi BDwbqbi
bKvNvUv Mvg| meZ evsjv`ki Kvb cxi-dwKi G iKg
GKwU zj Lvjb wb| Avcbv`i, wekl Ki mywdev`
wekvmx`i wbKU Avw_K mvnvh Kvgbv Kwi|
Mvb evRbv
GB eBZ GKwU welq GKUz ewk AvjvPbv Kiv nqQ| mB
welqwU nj, Mvb evRbv wK nvivg bv nvjvj? hviv nvivg ej
Rvbb Zviv bvsiv wPvi Mwi euvabi duv` co AvQbGgb
Akvfb K_vwU ejZ bv PvBjI Zv`i cRbB kvfb bv
Akvfbi `v nq `uvove| Mvb evRbv h nvjvjG K_vwU

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eySvZ PqwQ| Rvwb, KD cwivi eySe, Avevi KD eyS

AvmZ PvBjI ZKw`ii ei euvab evav nq `uvove| Aag
jLK G welqwUK dvjZz gb KiI wjLZ eva nQ G Rb
h, mywdev`i Dci hv`i h_ AbyivM AvQ Ges hviv GB
eBwUi evcK cPvi nIqv cqvRb ej gb Kib Kej
Zv`iKB ejZ PvB h, Avcbviv eBwU Qvwcq wew KiZ
cvib, A_ev AbyivMx`i Avw_K mvnvh evi evi QvcvZ
cvwi|
m~wPc
01. gRvwR Kei I nvwKwK Kei/41
02. kqZvbi cwiPq/46
03. avbmvabv mK AvjvPbv/50
04. Bgvb mK AvjvPbv/63
05. ZKw`i mK AvjvPbv/66
06. mwi weklZ I GKKvZvi wekgvbeZv/72
07. ag I mvabv/77
08. Kejv I Kvevi cwiPq-wfwK mvab-cwZ/84
09. Kejv I Kvev mK AvjvPbv/93

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10. mvjvZi AvjvPbv/98

11. kwiqZ, ZwiKZ, nvwKKZ I gvidZi AvjvPbv/103
12. evev Rvb kixd kvn& myikix-wjwLZ eBmg~ni
AvjvPbv/108
13. b~i nK M b~i-_K/111
14. bex I imyj mK AvjvPbv/145
15. cg, Avv I cvYi welq AvjvPbv/155
16. bdm I in mK AvjvPbv/164
17. RbP mK AvjvPbv/167
18. bex I imyji ga cv_K/182
19. mxZ mK AvjvPbv/196
20. cvK cvvZb mK AvjvPbv/238
21. Bgvg nvmb (Av.)-Gi kl fvlY cm/244
22. wekvm I cg mK AvjvPbv/246
23. weavb bv `kb?/250
24. gvidZ Kx/254
25. fvj Ki Rb ivLyb/255

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gRvwR Kei I nvwKwK Kei

Kei `yB cKvi : GKwU gRvwR Kei, AciwU nvwKwK Kei;
GKwU icK Kei, AciwU Avmj Kei| icK Kei w`q Avmj
KeiK wPbZ nq, RvbZ nq, eySZ nq| GKwU g~Z, AciwU
weg~Z| GKwU PvL `Lv hvq, AciwU PvL `Lv hvq bv| h
KeiwU PvL `Lv hvq bv Dnvi cwiPq `evi RbB g~Z Keii
cqvRb nq, icK Keii cqvRb nq, gRvwR Keii cqvRb
nq| gRvwR KeiKB GKgv Kei gb Kij wPvi euvab
weivU MMvj jM hvq| gvwUi MZwU gRvwR Kei, icK Kei,
g~Z Kei| ZvB mnRB PvL `Lv hvq| Rxe `nwU Rxevvi
nvwKwK Kei, Avmj Kei, g~Z Kei| Rxe `n-Kei Rxevv
evm Ki| Rxevv Aevb KijB `nwU Rxe _vK| GB Rxe
`n-KeiB ni`g Rxevvi AvRve fvM KiZ nQ| AvRvei
gvv KLbv QvU, KLbv gvSvwi, KLbv fvwi, KLbv Amnbxq
fvwi| Rxe `ni gvS QvUeo me ivMjv GK GKwU Keii
AvRve| GB Keii AvRve KLbv mn Kiv hvq, KLbv mn Kiv
hvq bv| AwZgvvq Amn AvRve hLb GB Rxe `nwU fvM
KiZ _vK, ZLbB AvnZvi ceYZvwU `Lv `q| Rxe `nwU

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nZ hLb Rxevv evwni nq hvq ZLb mB Rxe `nwUK jvk

ejv nq| Rxevv wenb `nwU Avi mPj _vK bv, GK`g APj
Ges A_e ic aviY Ki| GB APj Ges A_e `nwUKB jvk ejv
nq| Rxevv Avwg ^qs, `n-LuvPvwU Avwg bB| Avgvi `nLuvPvwUi gvc gvUvgywU mvo wZb nvZ| h Avwg bvgK Rxevv
`n nZ evwni nq hvB, mB Rxevvi gvc Kq nvZ? Rxevv
gvcv hvq bv, KviY Rxevv `Lv hvq bv| hvnv `Lv hvq bv
DnvK wbivKvi ej| RxevvK Aviwe fvlvq bd&m ejv nq| GB
Rxevv Z_v bd&m Avjvn&&i mw, KviY Rxevv Z_v bd&m gZzi
^v` MnY Ki| wKz Rxevvi cvkB in Z_v cigvvwUK
dzrKvi Ki `Iqv nqQ| cigvv Z_v in Avjvn&&i Kzg,
Avjvn&&i Av`k, Avjvn&&i Avgi| Avjvn&&i Kzg Z_v Avjvn&&i
Av`k Avjvn&& nZ Avjv`v bq| Pig mZ Z_v Dj mZ
cigvv Z_v in Avjvn&& ^qs| GB cigvv Z_v in Rb `b bv,
RbMnY Kib bv| Bnvi Avw` I A bvB| Bnv GK I GKK| Bnv
mqy| cigvv Z_v in Nygvq bv, ZvB RvMiYi ckwU Aevi|
cigvv Z_v in-Gi Kvw I Aemv` bvB, ZvB RvMiYi ckwU
Aevi| GB cigvv Z_v in Avjvn&&i mgM mwivRi ga
wZbwU vb eZxZ Kv_vI _vK bv| GB wZbwU vbi bvg nj :

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c_gwU jv gvKvg, Zvici wRbi Ai, Ges Zvici gvbyli A

i| GB wZbwU vbB cigvv Z_v in ^qs RvZ-ic Aevb
Ki| Avi Kv_vI cigvv ev in-Gi Aevb Kivi K_vwU mgM
Kvivbi Kv_vI bvB| ZvB Kvivb cKvk NvlYv KiQ,
Avgiv Zvgv`i kvnviMi wbKUB AvwQ|' Kvb Rxe-Rz, Kvb
MncvwjZ c A_ev Kvb wnsm Rvbvqvii kvnviMi wbKU in
_vKvi Kvb `wjj cvIqv hvq bv| myZivs mg cvYxKzj, ccvwL, KxU-cZ, nvi-Kzwgi, gvQ cZKi bd&m AvQ, wKz
cigvv Z_v in bvB| gvbyl Ges wRbi bd&mi m cigvv Z_v
in Aevb KiQ ejB GB `yyBwU cvYxK mwi k Rxe ejv
nqQ| KviY cigvv Z_v in hZ z` icB _vK bv Kb, hZ
AYycigvYy icB _vK bv Kb, mB Rxevv Z_v bd&m, cigvv
Z_v in-Gi enbKvix| hnZz wRb Ges gvbyl G `y'wU Rxe
cigvvK enb Ki PjQ, ZvB Zviv mwi k Rxe| Ab_vq
mwi k Rxe nIqvi ckB DV bv| hnZz Avjvn&& ^qs in-ic
gvbyl Ges wRb bvgK cvYxZ Aevb KiQb, ZvB Zv`i GB
cw_ex bvgK MnwUi KZZ `vb Kiv nqQ| ZvB gvbylK Avjvn&&i
Lwjdv ejv nqQ| Av`g Avjvn&&i Lwjdv, myZivs Av`gi
eskaiivI Avjvn&&i Lwjdv| nvwZ, wmsn, evN, Mvi, bxj wZwg

23

hZ eoB nDK bv Kb, hZ kwkvjxB nDK bv Kb, G`i

bd&mi m in `Iqv nq wb, ZvB GBme cvYxKzji bd&m
wbgvbi Ges wbevPb Kivi gZv nZ ewnfZ; ZvB GBme
cvYxKzj Zwn` evm Ki| myZivs GB cvYxKyj gbi ARv mevB
gymjgvb| GB m~ welqwUi MelYv KiZ wMq MelKiv
ZvjMvj cvwKq dj, ZvB G`i MelYvi jLvmg~n
Avweivai Szwo cvIqv hvq| GBme MelKiv gb Kib h,
AbK wKQy Ae`vb ivLjvg, wKz gbi ARv KZjv fzji
Szwo cvVK`i Dcnvi w`q hvq| BnvKB Awe`v fqsKix ejv
nq| Bnv`i wjLwbZ im AvQ, wKz g~j welqi evLv I
weklYi ck weivU k~b|
cvYxKzj hnZz Zwn` evm Ki ZvB Giv gymjgvb : Giv
Avjvn&&K mR`v KiQ, Ki Ges wPiw`b Kie| gv_v bZ
KivKI mR`v ej| GB gv_v bZ KivUvKB gRvwR mR`v ejv
nq| Bnv KLbvB nvwKwK mR`v bq| nvwKwK mR`vZ gv_v bZ
KijI Pj, bv KijI Pj| gvbyl gRvwR cuvP Iqv bvgvR
Avjvn&&K mR`v w`Q, Avevi Avjvn&&i Av`k-wblajv Agvb
KiQ; wKz nvwKwK mR`v Z_v Avmj mR`vq Avjvn&&i Av`kwbla Agvb Kivi ckB AvmZ cvi bv, KviY Bnv `vqwg

24

mR`v, gRvwR mR`v bq| gRvwR mR`vi cUcwieZb nq, wKz

nvwKwK mR`vi cUcwieZbi ckB Avm bv, KviY BnvB `vqwg
mR`v| gRvwR bvgvwRK IqvBj bvgK `vRLi fq `Lvbv
nqQ Kvivb| `vqwg bvgvwRK G iKg fq `Lvevi ckB
AvmZ cvi bv; KviY gnvbex ejQb h, Iqvwqv bvgvR nZ
AbK ewk `vqwg bvgvRi ghv`v|' ^qs Kvivb NvlYv KiQ,
gymwj m-B, h `vqwg bvgvRi ga Aevb Ki'| gRvwR
bvgvR Av`kwjwc cvV Kiv kLvq, myZivs gRvwR bvgvRi
iZK LvUv Ki `Lvi AeKvk bvB| MelKiv hLb gRvwR
bvgvRKB GKgv bvgvR ej ai bb, ZLbB g~j `kb nZ
wQUK cob Ges fzj `kb cPvi Kib| GB fyj `kbi dj
gZf`i mw nq Ges axi axi `vqwg bvgvRi `kbwU nvwiq
hZ _vK Ges gRvwR bvgvRwU GKgv bvgvR ej cZxqgvb
nq| Kvbv GKRb cwiwPZ jvK ejQb h, GKwU wg_vK
mZievi mZ mZ', ej cPvi Kij BnvZ mZi ZvwQi
cwijwZ nq| jvKwUi `kb hw`I nvjKv `kb, wKz cqvMi
ejvq mewelq, me`kb Bnvi ZvwQi Avgiv ninvgkv `LZ
cvB| GLvb GKwU K_v ej ivLv fvjv h, GKwU welqi K_v
ejZ wMq AbK welqi K_v Avcwb Gm co, AbKUv Kvb

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Uvbj gv_v Avmvi gZv, ZvB Aag jLK wbicvq nq GZjv

welqi AeZviYv KiwQ|
Gevi Avgiv h welqwU wbq c_g AvjvPbv KiwQ mB
welq wdi Mjvg| Rxevv wenb Rxe `nwU hLb jvk cwiYZ
nq ZLbB mB jvkwUK gRvwR MZ bvgK gRvwR Kei BZi
mv_ kvqvq `B Ges euvk, PvUvB I gvwU w`q XK `B| GB
euvk-PvUvB, gvwU w`q XK ivLv KeiwUKB gRvwR Kei ejv
nq| GB Kei Kej jvkwU Aevb Ki, Rxevv bq| myZivs
Rxevv Z_v bd&m Z_v Avgvi GB iKg gRvwR Kei cek
Kivi ckB Avm bv| myZivs h gRvwR Kei Avwg bvB A_P
jvkwU AvQ, mB Kei AvRve nevi K_vwU ai wbZ nq| GB
gRvwR Kei bd&m Z_v Avwg _vKj Zv AvRve ne| Avwg bvB,
AvQ Avgvi jvkwU| myZivs AvRvei ckwU cvVK`i nvZB Qo
w`jvg| gRvwR Kei Avwg _vKj Zv kvw ne| hnZz Avwg
gRvwR Kei bvB, Zvnj kvwi ckwUI gRvwR| myZivs gRvwR
KeiwU nj Avmj Keii cwiPq Rvbvi Av`kwjwc| AsK,
GjReiv Ges MwYZi h iKg avivevwnK dgyjv _vK, m iKg
Bmjvgi cwZwU welq dgyjv AvQ| GB dgyjvi cZKwUi `yBwU
ic AvQ : GKwU gRvwR Ges AciwU nvwKwK|

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kqZvb `yB cKvi : GKwU gRvwR kqZvb, AciwU nvwKwK

kqZvb| gRvwR kqZvb cw_exi GKwU `ki GKwU bMixi GKwU
wekl vb Aevb Ki : mB `kwUi bvg mw` Avie, mB
bMixi bvg cwe gv bMix, mB wekl vbwUi bvg wgbv| GB
wgbvZB wZbwU gRvwR kqZvb Aevb KiQ : GKwU eo, GKwU
gvSvwi Ges GKwU QvU| GB kqZvb wZbwUK nvwRiv KsKi Qyo
gvib| nvwRiv Rvbb bv h, GB wZbwU kqZvb h cv_i w`q
evbvbv nqQ mB cv_ijv Zwn` evm Ki| nvwRiv Rvbb bv
h, h KsKijv GB wZbwU gRvwR kqZvbK Qyo gvib mB
KsKijvI Zwn` evm Ki| nvwRiv Rvbb bv h, Zv`i h
nvZ w`q KsKijv Qyo gvib mB nvZjvI Zwn` evm
Ki| nvwRiv Rvbb bv h, Zwn` evm Ki bv Kej GKwU
wRwbm : mB wRwbmwU nj cwZwU nvwRi cwZwU Ai| GB wZbwU
gRvwR kqZvbK nvwRiv h KsKi Qyo gvib, GB gvivUvB
Avmj kqZvbK wPbevi, Rvbevi Ges eySevi GKwU Dj Ges
cwe Av`kwjwc| myZivs GB Av`kwjwcK Gwoq hvIqv, iZ bv
`Iqv, Ges GKwU nvv welq ej Dwoq `Iqv gvUB wVK bq,
KviY GB cmwckb Z_v eevcwU gnvbex w`q MQb|

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wn`y-kv wPZv Z_v kkvb `yB cKvi : GKwU gRvwR wPZv Z_v
kkvb, Ges AciwU nvwKwK Z_v Avmj kkvb| Avmj kkvb Z_v
wPZvZ RxevvenbKvix Rxe `nwU cwZwbqZ elwqK wPZvi
jwjnvb Avb RjQ| gymjgvb-kv Rxe `nwUK hgb Kei
ejv nq, Zgwb wn`y-kv Rxe `nwUK Rj Avbi wPZv ev
kkvb ejv nq| Acic gRvwR wPZv Z_v kkvb Rxevv Z_v
bd&m bv _vKv gZ `nwUK `vn Kiv nq| myZivs bd&m Z_v Avwg
KLbvB gRvwR Z_v icK wPZv Z_v kkvb Rje bv, RjwQ bv
Ges Kvbw`bI Rwj bv| KviY gRvwR wPZv ev kkvb Avgvi
AevbwU bvB, AvQ Kej Avgvi gZ`nwU| myZivs Avgvi
gRvwR wPZv Z_v kkvb Rjvi Z_v `vn Kivi AwMRvjv Abyfe
Kivi ckwU AvmZ cvi bv| KviY Rxevv Z_v bd&mwUi evnb
nj GB `nwU| evnb KLbv Avwg bB; myZivs gRvwR Kei A_ev
gRvwR kkvb Avgvi _vKvi ckwU Aevi| Ub A_ev gvUi
Mvwoi GKwmWU cyiv cv-wU `n nZ wewQb nq Mj, mB cvwU Avgvi PvLi mvgb cUvj w`q Rvwjq w`j, A_ev Kvb
MZ gvwU-Pvcv w`q ivLj Avgvi wKQyB Avm hvq bv, KviY
Rxevv Z_v bd&m nZ mB cyiv cv-wU m~Y wewQb| myZivs
Avgvi gRvwR Kei hvIqvUv A_ev gRvwR wPZv ev kkvb `vn

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Kievi ckB AvmZ cvi bv| KviY jvkwUZ Z_v giv `n

Avgvi Avi Aevb _vK bv, ZvB GB welqwUZI MelKiv
gbi ARv fzj Ki emb, Ges my wPvwUK ivMv Ki djb
Ges bvbv cKvi Avevj-Zvevj, Dvcvv Ges AvRwe gbMov
`kb cPvi Ki `kKi cvZ wevwi jveov Zzj `q : GUvB
Avgv`i `yfvM, GUvB Avgv`i cvov Kcvj| AvPvi-Abyvb
hLb g~j Dk I j nvwiq djZ _vK, ZLbB mB AvPviAbyvbjv AbvPvi cwiYZ nq Ges wevwi MvjK-auvav Avcbv
AvcwbB Zwi nq| Ni-evwo Qo w`jB eivM nq bv, eis
wbRi wfZi Lvbvmicx kqZvbwUK gvivKvevi avbmvabvi
gvag Zvwoq w`Z cvijB nq mwZKvi eivM| myZivs Kvb
gvbylB gRvwR Kei hvq bv, Ges Avjvn&&i Kvbv Ajx gvRvi ev
iIRvq Aevb Kib bv : Aevb Ki mvaviY gvbyli jvkwU,
Aevb Ki gvRvi I iIRvZ Ajx`i cwe byivwb jvk
gveviK| myZivs Ajx`i gvRvi I iIRv GKwU cyZcwe wP ev
wbkvbv Qvov wKQyB bq| Aek cvPxb Kvji mwgwUK wPvavivi
Mvei-MYkx-gvKv wPvavivi dmj AbK MelKi
gb-gw wRbi AvQii gZ fi Ki em| myZivs Pig mZ GB
MelK`iKI `vlvivc Kiv hvq bv, hw`I G`i `kbjv cv

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_K gv_v ch `~wlZ, KjywlZ Ges KjwZ : A_P GB

MelKiv gb Kib h, weivU weivU Kgi `vwqZ cvjb Ki
Mjvg| AviI GKwU K_v ejv chvRb h, GBme kq MelKiv
bv eyS bv b gye gvvb`iK hv-Zv MvjvMvwj KiZ
waveva Kib bv, GgbwK G`i Aa-Dj A_ev Dj A_ev
jvj kvjyKvco civ `L f ejZI mvgvb wPvfvebv Kib bv|
cwikl Avgiv GB wmv DcbxZ nZ cvwi h, Avwg gRvwR
Kei hve bv, hZ cvwi bv Ges hvevi weavb bvB| hnZz Avgvi
`nwU AvgviB cwiPq GZKvj enb KiwQj, ZvB gbi ga
GKwU fzj aviYv nq h, AvwgI `ni m Kei hve| GB fzj
aviYvwU BQvKZ bq, gbi ARv GB fzj aviYvwU Avcbv Avcwb
Gm hvq| Avwg KLbvB gRvwR kkvb hve bv, hZ cvwi bv Ges
hvevi weavb bvB| gRvwR kkvb Avgvi `nwUK Rvjve,
AvgvK bq| KviY Avwg mg `n nZ we`vq MnY KiwQ, wewQb
nq MwQ; myZivs Avgvi jvkUvB gRvwR kkvb Rje| Avwg
bvgK RxevvwU Rje bv Ges Rjevi weavb bvB| myZivs gRvwR
Kei Ges gRvwR kkvb Kej Avgvi jvkwUKB aviY KiZ
cvi, Avwg bvgK RxevvwUK aviY KiZ cvi bv Ges aviY
Kivi weavb bvB| Rxevv `naviY KijB cvc-cyYi ck Avm|

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Rxevv `naviY bv Kij cvc-cyYi ckwU Aevi| we`yZi

cKvkj nj evjwU| evji gaB we`yr Avjv Qovq Ges Avjvi
cKvk NU| wKz gb ne evjB we`yr| hLb evjwU we`yr cKvki
DchyZv nvwiq dj ZLbB evjwU bvgaviY Ki wdDR evj,
Z_v Avjv Qovbvi kw Avi bvB, Z_v giv evj| giv evj
Rvj, ZvB dj `Iqv nq|
kqZvbi cwiPq
gRvwR kqZvbi cwiPq I evLv AvMB `Iqv nqQ| GLb
Avgiv nvwKwK kqZvb Z_v Avmj kqZvbi cwiPq I evLv
mvgvb w`Z PvB| nvwKwK kqZvb Z_v Avmj kqZvb, cwe
Kvivb Abymvi, Pvi cKvi : Bewjk, kqZvb, gi`y` Ges Lvbvm|
GB Pvi cKvi kqZvbK Avjvn&& cvK gv `yBwU vb _vKevi
AbygwZ w`qQb| GB `yBwU vb Qvov GB Pvi cKvi kqZvbK
Avi Kv_vI _vKvi AbygwZ `Iqv nq wb, GgbwK Avjvn&&i mgM
mwivRi Avi Kv_vI _vKvi AbygwZ `Iqv nq wb| h `yBwU
wbw` vb GB PviwU kqZvbK _vKvi AbygwZ `Iqv nqQ
mB vb `yBwUi bvg nj : wRbi Ai Ges gvbyli Ai| wRbi
Ai Ges gvbyli Ai Qvov GK cv-I evwni hvevi gZv

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kqZvbi bvB| myZivs wRbi Ai Ges gvbyli Ai Qvov GB

PviwU kqZvbi _vKevi Avi Kvb we`ygv vb bvB| AvKvk
nZ kqZvbiv h Avbi Mvjv wbc KiZ _vK Z_v djZ
_vK, Dnv cw_exi AvKvk bq, eis cwZwU gvbyli gbi AvKvk|
GB gbi AvKvk nZB kqZvb gvbylK wev Kivi Zi,
w`knviv Kivi Zi, wec_ bevi Zi, AbeiZ Avbi Mvjv
wbc KiZ _vK| Pig mZ gvbyli gbi AvKvk kqZvb h
Avbi Mvjv wbc Ki, Bnv kqZvbi wWDwU| gvbylwU `ywbqvB
Pvq, bv Avjvn&&K Pvq, GB cixv Kivi RbB Gnb Avbi
Mvjv wbc Kivi K_vwU Avm| hw` cixv Kivi ckwU bv
_vKZ Zvnj gbi AvKvk Avbi Mvjv wbc Kivi ckB
DVZ bv| myZivs kqZvb evwni _vK bv, _vKevi weavb bvB| `ya
Avi gvLb hfve `yai m Rwoq _vK, Ges `yai gvS h
gvLb AvQ Bnv eySevi Dcvq _vK bv, m iKg gvbyli Ai h
kqZvb Aevb KiQ BnvI eySevi Dcvq _vK bv| myZivs cwZwU
gvbyl gb Ki h m GKv, wKz Avmj m gvUB GKv bq|
hnZz cwZwU gvbyli m kqZvbK cixv Kivi Rb `Iqv
nqQ mB nZz gvbyl `yBRb, AbKUv GKi wfZi `yBqi gZ|
wKz BnvI mZ bn| KviY Rxevvi m Lvbvmicx kqZvb

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cvkvcvwk Aevb KiQ, m iKgfve AviKRb Aevb KiQ|

mB AviKRbi bvg nj in Z_v cigvv Z_v ^qs Avjvn&&| ZvB
cwZwU gvbyli kvnviMi wbKUB Avjvn&& AvQb ej NvlYvwU
`LZ cvB| Ab Kvbv
Rxe-Rvbvqvii kvnviMi wbKU Avjvn&&i AevbwUi NvlYv
Kvivb cvB bv| GLvb GKwU K_v ej ivLv fvj h, hnZz wRb
wbq Avgv`i Kvb KvR Kvievi bvB, ZvB Avgiv BQv KiB
wRb welqwUK ev` w`jvg, hw`I wRb Ges gvbylKB Avjvn&&i
Bev`Z Kivi K_vwU ejv nqQ| mg mwivR Avjvn&&i Bev`Z
Wze AvQ, ZvB Bev`Z Kivi Av`k `evi ckB Avm bv| hnZz
gvbyl Ges wRbK mxwgZ ^vaxb BQvkw `Iqv nqQ, mnZz
Bev`Z Kivi Dc`kwU chvR| hLb kqZvb AnsKvi Ki ZLb
kqZvbi icwUi bvg nj Bewjm| evjvmv kwUi A_ nj
AnsKvi| Bnv wne fvlv, Aviwe fvlv bq| evjvmv Z_v AnsKvi
kwU wekl Z_v bvDb, Bewjm Z_v AnsKvix kwU weklY
Z_v GWRKwUf, myZivs kqZvbi Avw`ic Bewjm Z_v
AnsKvix| KviY Av`gK mR`v w`evi KzgwU mivmwi Agvb
Kivi `iY m AnsKvix nq Mj, Z_v Bewjm nq Mj| ZvB
BewjmB nj kqZvbi c_g Ges Avw`ic| gvbyl RxebaviYi ck

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hLb wewfb cKvi jvf-jvjmvi Li co hvq Ges RxebaviYi

ck elwqK welqi NvZ-cwZNvZi AvNvZ cwZwbqZ RRwiZ
nZ _vK, mB AvNvZ-LvIqv AevbwUi bvg kqZvb| ZvB cwe
Kvivbi h Kvbv cwe m~iv cvV Kivi AvM Avgv`i ejZ
nq h, cv_ii AvNvZ-LvIqv kqZvb nZ Avkq PvB| nvwRiv h
kqZvbK cv_i Qyo gvi mB gRvwR welq nZB nvwKwK eywSq
`Iqv nqQ| KD eySZ cvi, KD cvi bv| evSvUvI ZKw`i,
bv evSvUvI ZKw`i| myZivs Pig chvq, Avjvn&&i mwi gvS
we`ygv fzji AeKvk bvB| BnvB cwe Kvivbi cwe m~iv
gyjK ejv nqQ| KD evSb, KD evSb bv| evSvUvI
ZKw`i, bv evSvUvI ZKw`i| ZKw`ii ejq nZ Avjvn&&i wekl
ingZ Qvov ewiq Avmv Ame| wRb Ges gvbyli Ai Qvov
kqZvbi AevbwUi K_v hw` Ab Kv_vI AvQ ej KD wjL
Zv ai wbZ ne h, m Bmjvgi we`y-wemMI Rvb bv, Kej
nvDKvD Ki eo eo K_vi dzjSzwo Qovq, Aviwe evKiYi
ZjmgvwZ `wLq mij gvbyljvK wjLwbi gvag wev,
w`knviv Ki ZzjQ| h gvbylwU Kejgv `ywbqvB Pvq Ges hvi
`ywbqv PvIqv Qvov Avi Kvb PvIqvB _vK bv, ZvK gi`y` ejv
nq| gi`y`i vb nvweqv `vRL| nvweqv `vRLi Zjv _vK bv|

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h gvbylwUi `ywbqv PvIqvi mxgv _vK bv mB gvbylwUK ZjvQvov nvweqv `vRL hZ nq| GB gi`y` kwU cwe Kvivb
KqKevi cvIqv hvq| h kqZvb mewelq meNUbvq wcQy wcQy
KzgYv w`Z _vK Zvi bvg Lvbvm| kqZvbi GB LvbvmicwU
fqsKi Ges wec`RbK| ZvB Lvbvmi KzgYv nZ cwe Kvivb
gyw PvBevi Dc`k w`qQb| AevK jvM h, kqZvbi GB
LvbvmicwU GZ fqsKi A_P mgM Kvivb gv GKevi DjL
Kiv nqQ| KvDmvi kwU Ges Avnv` kwU mgM Kvivb gv
GKevi Ki DjL Kiv nqQ, Zgwb Lvbvm kwUI GKevi
DjL Kiv nqQ| A_P GB wZbwU ki gvS Mvcb inm
jywKq AvQ| GB wZbwU ki A_ evKiY w`q gvUvgywU GKwU
aviYv RbvZ cvi, wKz Mfxi inm Abyaveb KiZ nj `q
w`q MelYv KiZ nq| myZivs cwikl Avevi GKB cyivbv
K_vwU ejZ PvB h, wRb Ges gvbyli Ai Qvov kqZvbi
_vKvi Avi GKwU vbI bvB| GB Lvbvmicx kqZvbwU, hvnv
cwZwU gvbyli Ai Aevb KiQ, DnvK Zvwoq `evi e
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gvkvn`v, avbmvabv, Gev`Z- e`wM, Kvbv I wejvc, bd&mK
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gvS gY Ki `L h inmjvKi inmjv KZ gayi, KZ

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gbi fZi Avcm Zwi nq hvq GKwU AwfZvi e| eySevi

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Zv`i|
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Aviv Mfxi wMq vb ARbi c_ evav nq `uvovq| Ges BnvB

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Av`kB gxi Rvdii Awfbq KiZ nqwQj| mvi GB mwi

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avbgM nevi mvabv, Z_v Avcb AwZi ga jyvwqZ cig mvi
cwiPq jvf Kivi mvabv| GB mvabv Ni _KI Nii evBii
mvabv| GB mvabv RbZvi wfoi ga _KI GKvi mvabv| GB
eivM NiK GK`g Qo bq| Ni _KI Ni bv _vKvi gZ
mvabvi bvgB GKwU DbZgvbi mvabv| GB mvabvi gvagB wZwb
wRewij Avwgbi `kb jvf Kib| Ges Kvivb bvRji Avmj
inmB nj GB wbRb mvabv| GB mvabv Avcb AwZi Afi
Kx AvQ Zv Rvbvi mvabv| GB mvabv Qvov Kvbv wKQy jvf Kiv
ev AeMZ nIqv h cvq Ame, mUv Zuvi wbRi Rxebi Ici
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KiZ PvB bv| hvi cwiYvg nj Avgv`i GB jR Mveii `kv|

GB mvabvi bvg eivM mvab| GB eivM msmvi Rxeb evm KiI
Kiv hvq, Avevi msmvi Rxeb ZvM KiI Kiv hvq| msmvi _vKv
A_ev bv _vKvi wmv MnY GKv ewMZ| GLvb Bnv KiZB
ne' Ggb Kvb kZ bB| hw` Kvb m`vq Rvi Ki h Kvb
GKwUK evaZvg~jK ej ai bq, Dnv gvUB wVK bq| KviY
Dnv nj cew cm~Z Z_v gbMov AvBb Zwi Ki Rvi Ki Mjvq
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msmvi Rxeb _KI eivM mvab Kiv hvq, Avevi msmvi ZvM
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mvabi ck Bmjvg ej wb, Zgwb msmvi Rxeb _KB eivM
mvab KiZ ne ejv nq wb| `yUvi GKwUKI AekB' KiZ
ne ej Bmjvg NvlYv Ki wb| mevi Rb GKB iKg eevc
nZ ne, Ggb K_v Bmjvgi ga hgb nvmKi, Zgwb `ywbqvi
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myiv dvZvn&i AvUvk b^i AvqvZ Avjvn&& ejQb, wZwb Zuvi
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Dnv`i Rvni ev cKvk Kivi Rb|

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mKj xb ejZ gvbe iwPZ cvw_e AvBb-Kvbyb ev

weavbjvK eySvq| ewRxeb Ges mgvR Rxeb cwiPvjbvi Rb
gvbylK AbK cKvi xb Z_v weavb Zwi Ki wbZ nq| GB me
gvbyli xbjv Z_v weavbjv Avjvn&&i GKgv xbi Z_v
Avjvn&&i gwjK mw weavbi avivi m hvMm~ bv ivLj
gvbyli KgRxeb Zwn`fve nZ mi ci| GB RbB Avjvn&&i
GKgv xbi iO gvbexq xbjvK ivwOq wbZ nq| ZeB
Avjvn&&i xb Z_v mwi g~j Kvh I KviY gvbexq mKj cKvi
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bv|
Kvivbi GB eei c~Y mg_b Avgiv cwe evBeji c_g
Li gw_i cuvP Aavqi mZi b^i evK `LZ cvB : nRiZ
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gymvi kwiqZ Avi bex`i evYx evwZj KwiZ AvwmqvwQ| Avwg

mBwj evwZj KwiZ Avwm bvB eis c~Y KwiZ AvwmqvwQ|'
gnvbex msmvi Rxeb evm KiI niv ceZi mB wbRb nvq
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AbymiY Kiv'-Kvivbi GB K_v Ges Dc`kwU Avgv`i cvq
meviB Rvbv AvQ, A_P GZ eo mvabvi welqwUi AbymiY Kivi
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Avgv`i Rxebi Pjvi c_ nZ ev` w`q djwQ| BQv KiB
ev` `Iqv nqQ wKbv Zv ejZ cviev bv, Ze ev` h `Iqv
nqQ GUv Kgewk mevB eySZ cvi| GB wbRbZvi fZiB
Kvivbi c_g evYxwUi Avwefve| GB wbRbZvi fZiB ij
Avwgb Z_v nRiZ wRweji c_g AvMgb Ges c_g `kb jvf|
A_P GB wbRbZvi GZ eo gnvb Yjvi iZ w`b w`b
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Avgv`iK AekB wbRbevm KiZ ne : wbRb avbgM nZ bv
cvij we`vi GKwU eo mvMi nZ cviev mwZ, wKz wbRK

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Pbv I Rvbvi ck GKUv cPv WvevI nZ cviev bvGUv AZt

Aag jLK njc Ki ejZ Pvq Ges digvb Rvwi KiZ Pvq h,
GZ wKQy Rvbevi ciI GKwU nZvkvi evev e_v wbq BnjvK
nZ cvb KiZ ne| Avgiv cvq mevB Ab wKQyK Rvbevi
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KiZ fvjevwm| cw_exi gvbyl Avi gvwU Pbvi KZ AvMn Avi
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bB? Avcwb Avi Avwg eKvi _vKZ cvwi, wKz Avgv`i
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Zv Ame, eis AwZ AB GB ZvwM`i cKZ iZ w`q _vK;
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evwbK nZ cvi| fei bvUkvjvq gvbyl Pbv `vq' Z_v

AciK Pbv `vq, bj cZKi gb wn wn Ki nvmZ Pvq| Zvi
gvb gb mvq `q h evKwU GK`g mZ| wKz hw` ejv nq, fei
bvUkvjvq wbRK Pbv `vq i, Z_v LyeB KwVb, Zvnj Avcm
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m eBwU evRqv Kivi NvlYv bZ ne| KviY Bnv Dcbvm,
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Kg| cwZwU evwbKi `vbK gvbeRvwZ kvi mv_ iY Kie

Ges Kiv DwPZ; wKz mB evwbKivI wbRK Pbvi mvabvi
cwZ AvMn cKvk Kib wb| KviY, GUvB wQj Zv`i ZKw`ii
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evwbK w`Z ciQ Ges Gi Pq GKPyjI GwMq hvevi gZv
Kvb evwbKi bB| RbPi N~Yvqgvb gi wewfb bvUKi
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Pwii fwjv wK PvKvi NyiQ bv Ab wKQy? PvKvi
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cvZvq cvZvq AvQ? bv GK`g bB? KvbUvi K_v Kvivb ejQ?
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LwZ cwZfvZ nq PjQ Ges Pje| wKz GB Pig AvaywbK
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w`b wbRK Pbvi gwkb ev h Avwevi KiZ? hw` cvi Ze

ab GB wevbK| Avi hw` bv cvi Zvnj ejvi wKQy bB|
KviY, GB welqwUi ck wevb Kvbw`b cvi wKbv Zv cvq
m`nRbK ejB Aag jLKi gb nq| hw`I gbcvY `vqv
Kwi h, AwPiB hb Aag jLKi m`nwU GK`g eiev`
cwiYZ nq Ges agi bvg bvbv cKvi DU gZev`jv Avcbv
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nRiZ Av`g (Av.) nZ nRiZ gvnv` (Av.) ch GKwUgv
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K_vwU nj wbRK Pbv| hyMi Pvwn`v Abyhvqx Kej kwiqZiB
cwieZb Ges cwieab mvwaZ nqQ, wKz g~jbxwZi cwieZbi
ckB Aevi| KviY, Avgiv `LZ cvB, Kvivb c~eeZx bex`i
mvjvZ Kvqgi Dc`k w`qQb| myZivs gnvbexi AvMi bex`i
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g~j welq I ee gv GKwU, Z_v Avjvn&&i m hvMvhvMi
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fvlvq hvK bvgvR Av`vq Kiv eySvq| hLb wbRK Pbv nq hvq
ZLb Avjvn&&KI Pbv nq hvq| GK_v NvlYv KiZ wMq Bmjvg
GKwU k eenvi KiQ Ges mB kwU nj dvKv`', A_vr

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Kvbv m`ni AeKvk bB, Aek AekB| A_vr wbRK Pbvi

Aci bvgB nj Avjvn&&K Pbv| GKwU welq j Kivi gZv Avi
Zv nj, GLvb Avjvn&&K Pbvi Avnvb bv Rvwbq wbRK Pbvi
Avnvb Rvbvbv nqQ| wbRK wPbZ cvijB me wKQyi mgvavb
nq Mj| GgbwK h mvK Rvbvi GKUv AvKvv Kgewk
gvbyli gb D`q nq, mB AvKvvwUI c~Y nq Mj ejv nqQ|
Avjvn&& _vKjB ev Avgv`i Kx jvf ne, Avi bv _vKjB ev
Avgv`i Kx wZ neH welqwUi ck hywZK, `vkwbK
gZev`i bvbv iKg Kkj Aej^b Ki ~j gbi weKviMZ
vB
cKvk cve Ges GB weKvii nv-Zvk `vkwbK`i `kb cojB
cwivi eySv hvq| ZvB Bmjvg G iKg cki gyLvgywL bv nq eis
wbRK Pbvi I Rvbevi Avnvb KiQ| Ges GB GKwU gv
welqi gaB mg Rvjv-hYvi wPi Aemvb nevi K_vI ejv
nqQ| Aek `vkwbK`iI `vl w`Z PvB bv, KviY wPvi
wewfbZv Ges RwUjZv bv _vKj G iKg Dc`k `evi mv_KZvI
_vK bv| ivM AvQ ejB wewfb cKvi wPwKrmvi wbqg-Kvbyb
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Afve AvQ ejB Zv mgmv, cvc AvQ ejB Zv vY cvevi
Dc`kjvi GZ `vg| wbRK Pbvi ck DVj wbRbevm KiZB

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ne| Zv Ni _K nvK A_ev Ni bv _K nvK mB ckwU gyL

bq| gyL nj wbRbevm KiZB ne Ges mB wkv gnvbex Zuvi
wbRi Rxebi Ici GKwU Dj `v vcb Ki MQb niv
ceZi nvq GKvKx wbRbevmi avbgM mvabvi gvag| Avcwb
hw` G iKg mvabvK A^xKvi KiZ Pvb ZvZ Kviv wKQy ejvi
bB; KviY, mvabv Kiv bv-Kivi ^vaxbZv AvcbvK `qv nqQ
Ges GB ^vaxbZvi mgqmxgv gZz bvgK NUbv ch| Dc`k `evi
ZvwM` _vKZ cvi, wKz Dc`k MnY Kiv bv-Kivi BQvwU GKv
ewMZ| A_vr, Dc`k MnY KiZB ne, G iKg kw LvUvbvi
Av`k wekl Ki GB welqwUZ bB, eis GB welqwUK MnY
Kiv A_ev eRbi AvQ cZKi c~Y ^vaxbZv|
Kejv I Kvevi cwiPq-wfwK mvab-cwZ
wbRbevmi cKvif` AbK iKg nZ cvi| GB bvbv cKvi
wbRbevm cwiek, cwiwwZ Ges mgqmxgvi gvcKvwV wewfb
icaviY KiZ cvi| me wbRbevmB h GK iKg nZ ne Ggb
K_v Bmjvgi weavb bB| KviY, cP kxZi `kjvi cwiek
Abvb `ki gZ GK iKg nZB cvi bv| myZivs wbRbevmi
ck `y'wU m~Y wfb cwieki cqvM-cwZI wfb nZ eva, wKz

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avbgM nIqvi ck GK nZ eva| Ze avbi MfxiZvi ckwUI

ewKw`K| KviY, mevi avbi MfxiZv GK iKg nq bv Ges
nZB cvi bv| KviY avbgM nevi welqwU GKv gbvMZ evcvi
Ges gbvMZ evcviwU KLbB GK iKg nq bv| AvRKi GB
AvaywbK hyM wbRb mvabvwU kni evm Kiv gvbyli c GKUz
KKi ewK| Zvi Ici RxweKvi ckwU Zv AvQB| hw` wbRb
mvabvi GKwU cqvM-cwZi LyuwUbvwU wbqgjv ejZ PvB
Zvnj wK mevi c GKB wbqg meci nZ cvi? hgb aib,
wbRi evwo A_ev fvov Kiv evmvq wbRb-mvabv KiZ nj
GKwU QvU Ni wbRi Rb AekB ivLZ ne Ges mB NiwUK
Rvwnwi myiZI AekB cvKcwe ivLZ ne Ges mB NiwUZ
Ab h Kvb ewi cek m~Y wbla| GgbwK Avcb cy-Kbv
Zv eUB, Zvi Ici wbRi xK ch mB Ni XzKZ `eb bv|
mB Nii mvRvbv MvQvbv nZ i Ki me wKQyB Avcbvi wbR
nvZ KiZ ne Ges wbRb mvabvi mgqUzKz AwZevwnZ nevi ci
m m Zvjv w`q mB Pvwe wbRi KvQ ivLZ ne| KviY,
Avcbvi gbi ARv hw` KD fzjg XzK co Zvnj Pje
bv| GK K_vq mB Ni Avcwb Qvov Avi KD XzKvi ckB DV
bv| Ze wbRi cxi I gyik` Kejvq Kvevi Rb mB Av`k

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LvUe bv| wZwb AekB mB Ni XzKZ cvieb, _vKZ cvieb

Ges wbRb mvabi cqvM-cwZjv mLvb _K AvcbvK
wkLvZI cvib| A_vr GK K_vq wbRi cxi Kejvq Kvevi Rb
mB Av`kwU gvUB chvR bq|
Avcb cxi I gyik`B nj Avcbvi nvwKKZi Kejvq Kvev|
myZivs Kejv I Kvev ejZ Kx evSvq mB welqwU ci wevwiZ
evLv bv w`q evSvZ Mj welqwU wKQyUv NvjvU _K hZ
cvi| Ze hviv wbRb-mvab Kivi gbgvbwmKZvi DchvMx, Zviv
GB Kejv I Kvev welqwU cwivi eySZ cvib| ZeyI Kejv I
Kvev KvK ej Zvi wevwiZ evLv AekB `evi cqvRb
Abyfe Kwi| KviY, hviv GB welqwUi inm Rvbb bv, Zv`i
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Kgewk G iKg Aevq coZ nq, Avevi eywSq w`jB me wKQy
cwivi eySZ cvi| Zvici mB NiwUZ GKwU euvavB Kiv Qwe
ivLyb| mB QwewU Kvi? wbRi cxii Qwe| hw` mvg_ _vK Ze
GKwU Uc iKWI ivLZ cvib Ges wKQy fwg~jK Mvbi
KvmUI| mB Mvbjvi KvmU ivLeb, h Mvbjv Avcbvi
`q fwi Avb awiq `q| Zv m h aibiB Mvb nvK bv

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Kb| Avcwb ivZi wKQy Ask A_ev hw` mviv ivZ cvib mB e
Ni em GK gb Avcbvi cxii w`K Pq _vKzb| Ggbfve
PvBeb hb mB QwewU Avcbvi avbi Qwe nq| gbgMR Kej
cxii QwewUB _vK, Avi wKQy bq| Aek c_g c_g gb Gw`Kmw`K hveB, Zvici axi axi mvabvi gvag GKvMZvi Mfxi
AMmi nZ _vKe| GB MfxiZv mgqmvc, Ze avbi
MfxiZvi ck meviB GKB iKg mgqi cqvRb nq bv| Kviv
ZvovZvwo nq, Avevi Kviv ev ewk mgq jM hvq| Avcwb
Avcbvi cxii QwewUi w`K Pq gb gb fveZ Pv Kib h,
cxii QweZ h nvZ `yUv `Lv hvQ Dnv Avcbvi wbRi nvZ,
cv `yUv Avcbvi wbRi cv, PvL `yUv Avcbvi PvL| Zvici
Aviv avc avc GwMq hZ _vKzb| Gfve Avcwb gb KiZ
Pv Kib h, cxii h QwewU Avcwb `LZ cvQb Dnv
Avcbvi wbRi Qwe, A_vr Avcbvi GB `nwUZ m~Yic wZwbB
eZgvb Ges Avcbvi gb ZuviB gb, myZivs Avcbvi ejZ Avi
wKQy iBjv bv| me wKQyZB wZwb, GB avb gM nZ Pv Kib|
cvYcY Pv Pvwjq hvb| GB Pvi gvS kqZvb cPfve avv
gi mwiq w`Z PvBe| KviY, GB mvabB kqZvbi gZzNv
evRZ i Ki `q| Avcwb KLbv kqZvbi KvQ ni hveb,

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Avevi KLbv wRZ hveb| GB nviwRr-Gi mvabvq AvcbvK

cv_ii gZ _vKZ ne AwePj| kqZvb bvovZ PvBe hZ
cvYcY, Avcwb Zvi Pq ewk AwePj _vKvi `p cwZv wbq
AMmi nZ _vKzb| KviY, me mgq gb ivLZ ne h, kqZvb
Avgvi gbi fZi evmv eua AvQ, Avi Avwg kqZvbi evmvq
Avb awiq `evi mvabvq iZ AvwQ| myZivs weiva Ges msNvZ
AeavwiZ| hLvb weiva Ges msNvZ AeavwiZ mLvb RqcivRqi ckwUI AeavwiZ| myZivs mvabvi MfxiZv hZ ewk
ne, kqZvbi AevI ZZ Lvivci w`K hZ _vKe| kqZvb
Kxfve wPrKvi i Ki `q Zv nvo nvo Ui cZ i
Kieb, hLb Avcbvi mvabv Mfxii w`K avc avc AMmi nZ
_vKe| GB mvabvi bvgB Zvmveyi kvqL, Z_v cxii avb
Kivi mvabv| cLg w`K cxii Qwei avb Kiv LyeB KwVb gb
ne| ZvB Avcwb cxii `Iqv wRwKi Avi AwRdvq wKQyY wj
_vKyb Ges avbi cwiek wbRi ga Zwi bv nIqv ch wRwKi
Avi AwRdvq wj _vKzb| hw` Avcb cxi Kvbv wRwKi Ges
AwRdv bv `b Zvnj Avcbvi gb gZv h Kvbv cKvii nvK
wRwKi Ges AwRdvq wj _vKzb Ges wKQyY _vKvi ci avbi
mvabvq hZ Pv Kib| cxii G iKg avb Kiv mePvBZ

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KwVb welq, A_P ejZ Mj gb ne KZ mnR| KviY avb

welqwUB nj GKv gbi welq| gbK mKj vb nZ QywUq Gb
GKvb ivLv Ges ZvnvZ wbgwZ nIqv h KZUzKz KwVb welq
Dnv mvabv bv Kiv ch eySZB cvieb bv| KviY, GB gb GZ
Pj Ges GZ `Z MwZmb h, GK welq nZ Ab welq
Ggbfve QyU Pj h, Zv Ui cZ bv cZB QyUvQywUi isZvgvkvjv my`i eySZ cvieb Ges gbi ARv mvabv KiZ
wMq Avcwb dK Ki nm djeb Avcbvi gbi GB QyUvQywUi
ic `L| w`b w`bB Avcwb MfxiZvi w`K GwMq hZ
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hnZz GB KvevNiwUK gvbyli gbwUi cZxKic MnY Kiv

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wb h Kzjyb bdm wgb Avg&wi ivwe' A_vr bdm Z_v cvY Avgvi
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bv ZvivB, hviv weivai wewfbZvi ga `ov`wo KiQ Z_v
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Avevi bB h ZvI ejwQ bv| Avmj GUvB weivai Avmj ic

Ges g~j Pwi| myZivs wgjbK KvVMovq `uvo Kwiq wePvi Ki
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Rvjvi `vn Zzli Avbi gZ RjZ _vK gZz bvgK bdmi
Dci NUbvwU Avmvi c~e ch|
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nq| wZxqevi mB GKB iKg PgK Avi Kvbvw`b Ges Kvbv

KvjI `Lvbv nq bv Ges Kvbvw`b nZI cvi bv Ges GUvKB
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RbP mK AvjvPbv
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wejvc KiZ GB KviYB eviY KiQb? hw` ejv nq, nuv, GB

KviYB, Zvnj mgM Kvivbi cvZvq cvZvq Rbviev`i mg_b
cvIqv hvq| Zvnj wK Rbviev`i `kbwUK avgvPvcv `Iqv
nqQ weKZ Abyev` Avi weKZ evLvi RMvwLPywo cvwKq? Avi
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cve|
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Avevi hw` ewj, nuv, ai bIqv hvq, Zvnj? Avevi ck KiZ

cvib| ZvB GB welqi Dci Avgv`i gnvbex Kx ejQb mUvB
ejZ PvB| gnvbex ejb, Kvj&wjgyb& bvmv Avjv Kv`&wi
DKzwjwng'| A_vr hvi h cwigvY eyw, Zvi m mB cwigvY
K_v ej|' mevi KvQ me K_v ejv wVK bq| Avi hw` gnvbexi
evYxwUZ gbi wVK DiwU cjvg bv ej Avcw Kib Zvnj
gvIjvbv Rvjvj Dwb igxi fvlvq ejZ cvib, Dm&Z& w`Iqvbv
K w`Iqvbv bv `&|' A_vr h cvMjB nq wb m-B Zv cvMj|'
Avjvn&i cg cvMjB my A_P h cvMj nq bvB m-B Amy|
Avv hw` Rb Ges gZzi Aaxb bv nq Zvnj Rbviev`i
ckwUB Aevi| hnZz Avv GB `yUvi GKwUiI gyLvcx bq
mB nZz Avvi Rb Rbviev` K_vwU GKwU evZzjZv gv Ges
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Kvbv cKvi mg_bB _vKZ cvi bv| hnZz bdm Z_v cvY Rb
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K_vwU AvmZ cvi| KviY, bdm Z_v cvYKB cwi nZ nq
kvab wqvi gvag| ZvB bdmi Z_v cvYi wZbwU fvM Kiv
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Ki; Zvici nj bdm jvDqvgv Z_v h bdm Z_v cvY

Avwi Rb me iKg Abvqi wei msMvg Ki Pj, hvK
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cKvi bdmi AwaKvix`iKB Kvivb Avgvby ejv nqQ Ges
Kvivbi hZ Av`k Avi Dc`k `Iqv nqQ Zv G`iK j
KiB ejv nqQ; Zvici nj bdm gvrgvqbv Z_v h bdm Z_v
cvY wbRi LqvjLywk gZ Pjvi wei msMvg Ki weRqx nZ
ciQ Z_v cwi nZ ciQ| GB bdm Z_v cvYi Avi
Kvbv cKvi wPv _vK bv| Avjvn&i BQvi KvQ wbRi mg
BQvjvK mgcY Ki w`qQ| wbRi ej Avi wKQyB ivLv
nqwb Ges GZB Z I mz| Rnv`i mvabvq iZ _vKv Aevq
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ci in Z_v AvvK emvevi Rb wmsnvmb ic evbvbv nq
MQ| KviY mecKvi weivai Aemvb nq MQ| GB bdmK j
Ki Kvivbi DbbeB b^i myiv dvR&ii mvZvk nZ wk AvqvZ
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Zvgvi iei w`K wdi Avm, (Zzwg) cwiZ Zuvi (Avjvn&i) m

vl nZ| cek Ki Avgvi `vm`i ga Ges Avgvi RvbvZ cek
Ki|' myZivs ZZxq Z_v bdmi kl chvq hLb AvMgb nq ZLb
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en cek Ki| GKUz j Ki `LZ Pv Kib Zv, GB
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cj Zvnj GUv wVK, Avevi hw` ejb gZzi ci cj Zvnj
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gi hvI, GB K_vi A_ nj AvwgZ ZvM Ki Ges Bnv nj RxweZ
_KB gZzi ^v` MnY Kiv| myZivs AvwgZi gZzi ciB GB bdm
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GB bdmK h Kx cKvi ZvM Avi mvabv KiZ nqQ mUv
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GB chvqi bdmi AwaKvix RxweZ _KB RvbvZ cek KiZ
ciQb Avevi Ab wnmve gZzi ^v` MnY Kivi ciB RvbvZ

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cek KiQb| GB wnmvei inmwU bv eySZ cvijB GKUv

Miwgji wnmve `uvo Kivbv nq| KviY, gvbyli Aeva cew
wnmve Qvov PjZ Pvq bv Ges PjZ cviI bv| ZvB MuvRvwgjB
nvK Avi RvovZvwj gviv boeo ~j wPvB nvK, GKUvi ga
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Zviv bv eySB G iKg Acev` w`Z eva nq| myZivs Pig chvqi
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GB K_vwU cgvY Kivi RbI wK D`vniY w`Z ne?
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hLb Bgvg nvmb RbMnY Kijb, gnvbex gv dvZgvi Ni

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AmvaviY fveB `vM KvU| Avi gnvbexi ck Zv Aviv ewk

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cvqi wbP coZB gnvbex m m Lvrev `Iqv e Ki w`q

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gyQ w`Z cviwb| KviY, Awcq Ges `ytLRbK njI Bnv AwZ
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cvijvg bv Ges Avwg cwivi eySZ cvwi h, Gi Rb Avgvi ez

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cvib? Lvwmi gv_v mvgb iL KzKzii gvsm wew KiZ weeK

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mvaviY gymjgvb|
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Avwg GLvb `LvZ PqwQ, gnvbex Bgvg nvmbK KZUzKz

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MQb|
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Mvjvg|'
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Zviv AekB LvRv evevi K_v gvbv Zv `~i _vK, eo cxi

mvneKB hv-Zv ejZ wav eva Ki bv|
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Avevi ejQb, evKviv eySZ cvi bv, Bgvg nvmb cvwbi
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cvwbi bni eq hZ, Avi LvRv h Bgvg nvmbi Mvjvgi

Mvjvg mB Bgvg nvmbi inm GLbv eySZ cvi bv?'
Bgvg nvmb (Av.)-Gi kl fvlY cm
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GUvB Bgvg nvmbi kl Avnvb|
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Bgvg nvmbi GB kl fvlYwU gv GKwU Qv evK| A_P

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kl evKwUi mvgvb evLv w`qB kl KiZ PvB| LvRv evev
hgb ejQb, Bgvg nvmb Avmj Ges bKji fvMwU cwivi
Ki `wLq Mjb', m iKgB A_ enb KiQ Bgvg nvmbi
kl fvlYwUZ| KviY, GwR`i mbevwnbxZ GKRb wn`y, e,
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A_P Kx mvsNvwZK Ges fqi fvlYZvgv`i gvS wK GKwU
gymjgvbI bB?' GwR`i mbevwnbxi mevB gymjgvb, GUv Aag
jLKi K_v bq eis h Kvb we AvjgK ck Ki `Lyb|
A_P Bgvg nvmb G Kx ZvK jvMvbv K_v ejQb, Zvgv`i
gvS wK gv GKwU gymjgvbI bB?' bv, GKwUI mwZKvi Avmj
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PvL Avyj w`q eywSq w`q Mjb| wZwb eywSq w`q Mjb h,
hviv `uvwoq AvQ Zviv mevB bKj gymjgvb| evRvii Pvjy Avmj
gvjK hgb e bKj Ki RbZvK auvKv `q m iKg Giv
bKj gymjgvb nq mij RbZvK auvKv w`q hvq Ges GB auvKvi
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wMq AbK weRbI bKj gvj Kbvi duv` co hvb, m iKg

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KiZ nq, hw`I we`vi ck Zv mvgvb| hgb wekwe`vjqi
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Avi wekvmi evLv `Iqv hvq bv Ges Gi evLv bB| nRiZ
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ejZ PvB h, fvjevmvK fvjevmv w`qB gvcZ nq| AbK
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g~j _vKZ cvi? Gi Di w`Z PvB bv G RbB h, G iKg ck
Zvjvi wKQy gvbyl bv _vKj fvjevmvi icwU GKNqwgZ
cwiYZ nq| wewPZvi SuvKzwb _vK bv| ZvB gnvbex Zuvi wbRi
Ryev gveviK w`q GB fvjevmvi g~jvqb KiQb| GLb Avi
GKwU weivU ck ZzjZ PvB h, gnvbex h Bgvg nvmbK
KZUzKz fvjevmZb Zvi mvgvb bgybv AvMB Zzj aiwQ| Zey
GKwU K_v Avevi gb Kwiq w`Z PvB h, gnvbex ejQb h,
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Avi GKwU nvw`m ejQb h, nvmvqbK hviv fvjevm Zviv
nvmvqbi m _vKe Z_v en _vKe| GLb GKwU ck
AvmZ cvi Zv nj, Bgvg nvmbi Kvievjvi gvV mePq
e`bv`vqK kvnv`vZ eiYi kvK Bgvg nvmbi Rb kvKi
gvZg Zzj, eyK Pvcwoq, QvU QvU PvKzi Qov w`q wcV AvNvZ
Ki nvq nvmb', nvq nvmb' ej i Sivq, Zvnj Bgvg
nvmb GB fvjevmvi Rb wK wKQyB `eb bv? KviY wbiU
fvjevmv Ges GB fvjevmvi evLv I hyw DfqB m~Yic

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eKvi| Bgvg nvmbi fvjevmvq KD gvZg bv KijI ejvi

wKQy _vK bv| KviY GUv ewMZ evcvi| Zv Qvov fvjevmv Zwi
Kiv hvq bv| Avi hviv Bgvg nvmbi fvjevmvq gvZg Ki, i
Sivq Zv`iKI ejvi wKQyB _vK bv| KviY, hyw I evLvi
hLvb Kei ev kl, fvjevmv mLvb _KB Avi nq| GUv `q
w`q eySZ nq gv_v w`q bq| hyM hyM me mgq GB gZ
GKkYxi gvbyl eyS gv_v w`q, Avi GKkYx eyS `q w`q|
KvDKB ZzQ Kiv hvq bv| KviY GB vw`K cwZZB me wKQyi
inm jywKq AvQ| KD eyS, KD eyS bv| ZvB KvDKB
`vlvivc bv Ki GUv hvi hvi ZKw`ii wjLb ejjB my`i
gvbvq|
wekvm I cg mK AvjvPbv
hLvb Awekvmi fwg mLvbB wekvmi dmj Rb| Awekvmi
gvVUv hw` cvov gvwUI nq, Kvb dmj RbvZ cvi bv ej hw`
Kvb Ruv`ij RvbbIqvjv ej, Zey wekvmi dmj Kx Kij
Rbve Zvi Pj Aweivg MelYv| Kej gvbyl bvgK RvZUv
wekvm bvgK dmjUvi Rb `evi MelYvq gZ _vKe| KviY,
Awekvm AvQ ejB Zv wekvmi gvni gvivi BQvUv _KwQj,

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_vK Ges _vKe| Awekvmi bvg hw` gv nq Ze mB gvqi

cUi mvbwUi bvgB wekvm| KvKi evmvq KvwKji Rb|
Amvayi Ni mvayi Rb| g~wZc~RviK AvRii Jik Bevwng|
cyuwRev`i cU mvgev`| cP SuvKzwbi cg ckvwi `ywZ`kb|
gqjv AveRbvi cU Rb nq AevK Kiv me eo eo MvQ-MvQov|
Awekvm hgb Kuv`vZ Rvb Zgwb nvmvZI cvi| Awekvmi
Rvji gvS wekvmi Ggb me gwYgvwYK wevbxiv Avwevi
Ki djb h, mevB ab ab KiZ eva nq| kZ eQi AvM hv
wQj Awekvm, MuvRvLywi M, AvR mUvB wekvm Ges eve ej
mevB gb wbQ Ges gb wbZ eva nQ| Awekvmi Mvj Po
gviZ gviZ hviv GwMq hvq wekvmK Avwevi KiZ, Zviv
evwbK, Zviv mvaKnvK bv mB mvabi wbqg Kvbybjv
mgvRi KvQ MnYxq A_ev eRbxq| Awekvmi Avi GK bvg
m`n, mskq, ck A_ev wRvmv| Gjv AvQ ejB AZxZ hv
wQj Ame, Aeve, MuvRvLywi M AvR Z_v eZgvb me, eve
Ges mZK_v| myZivs Avgiv ejZ cvwi h, m`nB Rb w`Z
cvi wRvmvi Drmvn Avi GB wRvmvi DrmvnK eyK wbq gvbyl
GwMq hvq mZK Avwevi KiZ| GB cwikg Kv_vI e_ nq,
Kv_vI wKQyUv GwMq hvevi ci _g hvq, Kv_vI GKUvK

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weewPZ nq Zvnj hviv m` Rgv Ki Gnb Aev Zwi Ki

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nuv, MRveB| KviY, GUvB h Rxebi c~Yv `kb, hv m wbRi

BQvq bq eis mvgvwRK Rxeb eevi Avweiva `L ev` w`Z
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Aviwe Avivdv k nZ gvidZ| Avivdv A_ nj Rvbv, vbjvf

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