Describing myself

I am a very strange human being.

Life is also something very strange. I feel acute that I lose my life unnecessarily. As if
you could spend it useful. I feel it , that's for sure .
I 'm afraid that in this way I lose the best years of my life . I 'm afraid it will come a day
whenI regret my 19 years and it will come a day when I look wistfully at the age that I
have today , while now I waste time in vain .
I do not know clearly what I could meet . I do not know exactly what I want, but I know
that soon I will not have aged that I have found that the 19 years of my boredom are
extensive .
I am alone , alone . It's awful to be alone . But there's nothing to do. You can not get out
of loneliness pliers to see why. All day you see a lot of people , you speak with them ,
laugh with them , you even have friends , love sometimes , you think you understand but
you can not say that sometimes fail to do .
But that does not prevent you from being alone, terribly alone ...
I am me and only me and always think, therefore I change all the time and no one else
sees me all the time , so nobody can know me for real .
That was my sad part but I am a happy one of course. Most of time I think about what
should I do to laugh more, live better and reach the fulfillment.
Im very sociable, I make a lot of friends cause I hate to be lonely.
I am very creative . Aaa! and do not forget that I talk a lot . Sometimes it helps me a lot
,but sometimes it is an inconvenient. In any case , I love to express myself , to say all I
have to say in order not to leave a trace of sadness in the soul or regeret.
For this reason, I try to clarify exactly which are my real desires. I take it step by step ,
trying not to rush and skip steps.
I enjoy every moment because I am aware of the fact that tomorrow wont be like today ,
just as there is no yesterday as today.
I live in the present , but I never forget that the future is built by us .
I think I can do anything , as long as I want and I think that if I had all I want , I would
not like anything.
These two sides are with me everytime. I am a human being so I must have uncertains.

Erbasu Alexandra
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