Daily Personal Prayer

to lead us towards more and more experiential understanding of

Emunah and Birachon

so that we more and more easily have the

clarity
we need to override our natural responses and

base our emotions, thoughts, speech and deeds on Torah

when challenges arise setting the stage for verbal introspection
Thank you Hashem for returning my soul to this body today, for your faithfulness and belief that the efforts made
with the free will You give us are more and more drawing closer to reflecting You into this world and giving
You delight.
Please give me the consciousness at every moment:
1. to live and interact based on being made in the image of Your 13 attriburtes of mercy.
2. to give the benefit of the doubt when others who are also made in the image of Your 13 attributes of mercy are
gripped by confusion of mind.
3. that the place of the world is Your Mind and
4. that all the power is Sourced in You and triggered in us so that we can lead Your Attributes of mercy into the
areas of lack and darkness, thus giving You delight in relating with a being that can both understand and feel
the pleasure of fulfilling Your Vision and Will.
Please help me grow and expand in consciousness that all happiness comes from and ONLY from:
1. learning Torah,
2. praying fervently to You because all we want is You and for everything to be okay, and
3. emulating your 13 attributes of mercy.
Therefore in order to extract false beliefs that happiness comes from matters in time and space, please help me
attach all imagination to clinging to tolerating insults, overlooking faults, bearing the burden of confusion of mind
with patience for all because You have made us in the image of Your 13 attributes of mercy, forgiving, and casting
sins into the sea.
I only want to be who You want me to be! I desire to serve You with all my heart, all my soul and all my might
Please give me real confidence:
1. please give me the wisdom to know that whatever I am experiencing, choosing to emulate You produces the
real material to fill whatever is lacking, even if my native intellect does not understand how, even if it doesnt
feel good, even if it doesnt make any logical sense.
2. Please help the native intellect notice the clarity and see that it is good so that the native intellect will accept
and go along with the free willed choice in every moment to generate emotion, thoughts, speech and deeds
from Torah and from expressing Your 13 Attributes of Mercy, tolerating insult, overlooking faults, bearing the
burden of confusion of mind, forgiving and casting sins into the sea
3. Please help the native intellect understand that saying the words Hashem Echad with consciousness to rectify
what triggered it creates a positive spiritual being from the natural reactions triggered by the natural
experience of the elements water, fire, wind and earth that have become corrupted over time due to imperfect
service and choices, and that You then use the natural resouces repackaged by the words Hashem Echad into a
positive being, and You can choose or not to extract the very elements needed to fill the lack which the native
intellect reacted to in the first place.
Even if I dont understand the mechanics of this process, please help me grow in bitachon that everything that
will result after I use free will to submit to You and to separate my identity from the natural to more and
more attach identity to effort to emulate You is merciful, just and the greatest kindness there is.
Here is what is happening in my life Hashem,verbally introspect out loud in Hashems presence.