She carried me in her womb

And then she gave birth

She was the mother who never was
My birth was to be a eternal curse
She mothered me as a baby
And at least kept me alive
She was the mother who never was
I am lucky to have survived
She went on to feed and clothe me
And meet my most basic needs
She was the mother who never was
I had to follow her ever lead
She never ever loved me
Only when she would abuse
She was the mother that never was
Who simply saw me as a doll to use
She would hug me in public
Her affection was fake
She was the mother who never was
I had to give for her to take
I saw her as superior
I tried my best to behave
She was the mother who never was
She used her daughter as a sex slave
I thought that she was normal
And my rape was ok
She was the mother who never was
A child's navet is easy to betray
She made me think she was helping
She pinned me to the bed
She was the mother who never was
Ensuring I did whatever others said
I tried my best to please her
But my best wasn't ever enough
She was the mother who never was

Who treated me so brutally rough

Only ever loving in public
Playing happy families
She was the mother who never was
No one cared to hear my pleas
Dressing me as slut
They paid the asking fee
She was the mother who never was
Who got her sex for free
Taking me for granted
My body was never my own
She was the mother who never was
I was simply properly paid for so violence condoned
So in the dark of the night
I was never ever saved
And the mother who never was
Will lead me to a early grave
No funeral wanted
And no prayers said
The mother who never was
Can be pleased her daughters dead
A sense of relief
As she got away with her crimes
The mother who never was
Won't ever even pay a fine
She did what she wanted to
With no thought for me
The mother who never was
Should be thankful her daughters free
Instead she won't care
I'm her daughter no more
The mother that never was
Is simply a selfish whore
Tortured from cradle to grave
By a mother incapable of love

The mother who never was

Can't harm me if there is a heaven above