THE NUMBERS GAME
Just trying
to keep living
it seems
like it's
already a
long time
not long
enough
is what
the voice
says
and
burns in me
Isee
the happiness
the excitement
of youth
I'ma part
of it
it never left me
it never will leave
the number
that we count
for the years
does not make
any sense at all
what is your age
how old are you
bullshit
too fucking abstract
I don't get it
what's the point
we're here breathing air
for as long as we can
breath air
that's it
that's everything
so what
a waste of
time to think
when is it when we stop
surround myself
with people half
my age
it feels good
they don't give a shit
I don't give a shit