Juli Andra Fuentes @ Juli Andra Fuentes Awe Darren. | am so sorry to hear this. Jonel is in denial and she's going off the deep end -drugs/alcohol/identity crisis. Could be hormonal? It's sad. | haven't talked to her since the "break-up" and am not really interested in hearing what she says about me. She's a bit delusional. I'm sure it was along the lines of me not paying her or something to do with money. | was so mad about that, | gave her the $31 "Il owed her" in change and stuck it ina Douche box. LOL Really, if anything, she owed me. | was always baby-sitting for her and stepping in when she was stepping out. The last straw was when she left the baby with "her Mom" for 5 days. But Carol, was too busy to watch her in the morning because she was shopping for men (playing on Match or similar site) and by 5pm every night, she was drunk. If | hadn't of stepped i Lucy would have been left in soggy diapers and not fed and ignored...it was awful. I didn't get to say goodbye to Lucy and of course, Jonel involved her Mom and Megan, so it made moving out ugly and uncomfortable and made me wonder why/how | ever got involved with her in the first place. | was loyal to her and | think she just used me. Was pretending to be my friend and than trying to destroy me behind my back. | was angry and sad - miss Lucy so much.... | just wish Jonel would get better and be the normal, kind person | thought she was, and stop being so vindictive. I've forgiven her. Don't want to keep the anger in my heart although wouldn't take her back into my circle. Hang in there. Keep the faith. Keep striving for your goals and it will turn out the way it's supposed to in the right time. Pray | +New Message # Actions ~ Q | OR