It took me few hours thinking what can be the best thing that can represent myself.

During that time, there were so many things entered on my mind- shoes, bag, butterfly
slippers, coin, glass- but I couldn’t decide which is the best thing among them that can
really represent who I am, until I realize that I, myself, can be the best representation of
myself.

Look at me right now from head to toe. Now I’m goin to ask you, give me three
words to describe who I am.

Most of the time I am described as maarte, a SNOB, very feminine, weak. But the
truth is I am more than what you think I am. I am one of the guys. Ever since, I adore or I
appreciate MEN. Not in a romantic way of course, I just appreciate their nature-their
simplicity. Compare to women, they don’t need make-up, expensive dress. All they need
is a clean shirt and clean feet to be good-looking. When I was a kid my mom was really
scared. She thought that I am going to be lesbian because most of my friends were boys.
I just started staying away from them when I found out that in ISLAM, it is not good. But
up to now, that other side of me still in my nature. My friends in engineering were
shocked when they found out that I joined Softball and Basketball game during our
intrams. They could not imagine that a very feminine like me can play that kind of
games. But they were totally wrong, I am awarded as Athelete of the Year when I
graduated.

I am not weak. I am a strong person who love challenges. Back in my high school
and college days, I was an active student. Despite the difficulty of my course, I still
manage to join different organizations and became an officer to some of them. And
ALHAMDULILLAH! I still graduated on time.

I am not maarte, I just want to be presentable all the time. It is one thing that my
mother keeps on telling me. As you have notice, I love the color pink. 80% of my things
is PINK. My friends are always teasing me about my addiction on the said color but I just
laugh with them.

And lastly, I am not a snob. There are just times that i’m so shy to smile or greet
an acquaintance. But those person who really know me will say that I am a good
person.-a god fearing.