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f;are .;af;a" .=rejrhl= f,i udf.a jD;a;Sh ;h wrUd fl
lf,lsks' ld,dka;rhla uq,af,a .re;ajhg Ndckh jQ;a"
f.!rjmQjl Yauhlska iudc nqyquka ,enqjd jQ;a" m%NduKav,hlska
hqla; jQ;a" .=rejrhd fjkqjg ksia ;j, .eUqr yE,ajg ,la
we;s wixf j;udk iudcfha u jegqma ,nk jD;a;slhl=
njg Tyq m;alsu ksid" uyd mudK jxpdjkaf.a yd wd;au
jxpdf f.dre njg .=rejre nyq;rhla m;aj is;s' ta yd iu`. u
.ys; foaYmd,k l%ufha fkdmk;al ksid;a f iudc
f.dfydrefjys .s,S hka mj;sk ;j;a tla ixia:djla njg
wOHdmkh m;a ;sf'
udf.a m<uq kjl;dj jk zzw;a biafldaf, ydfkaZZ
jD;a;dka;fha l;d kdhsldj jk zz;s,ldZZ yd wef.a iehd
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lsug iqfjka fyda odhl;ajhla iemhQf k" udf.a jHdhduh
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o,k ld,hg fldaka .ia foi kE ;r f,djla n,d
ish yel' th t;r uk n`okd iq oiqkls' jk wrKl ie,lsj
hq;= bvlvla w;am;a lr.kakd fldaka.i ksfid,auka yia;s
rdcfhl= isys .kajhs' ;o fld< meye;s .e fldaka m;a iys;
w;= b;su; Uqre meyehg yqre ,sfik o meyehlska fldaka o
olakg mqjk' jk,eyenl tl <`. we;s fldaka .ia fm<la tljr
o ,oa wmQre is;=jula uef' i`o we;s rd;%shl" tn` ia:dkhl
uejqfKa wuq;=u pu;aldrhls' h<s l,dmhg wdfksl ieye,a
iq<`. .; mqrd oejfgka ;sf' .;g oefkk isis,i yd ieye,aj
is; mqnq lrhs' jir .Kkdjla uq,af,a ;ud fkd,o iekiSulska
is; mshkq" ;s,ldg oeKsks' fmdfydhg ;j l,a we;;a" b,a
jeiaig fudajk j<dl= w;ka i`oj;sh t nejd h' fldaka
o w;ka fm tk ta i|lsrK ka g ;s,ldf.a uqyqK u; o
m;s; f' b,a jeiai <x j;a u lr| u,a msfma' iq mdg wysxil
lr| uf,a iqj| o wysxil iqj|ls' fuf;la f,d u ;nd is
fomhska tla mhla ;ud ys`o isk nqre; fldgh u;g .;a ;s,ld
okysi u; oE;a ;nd tla luq,la Bg nr l<d h' lKduefhl=
;udg kqfrys jQ l=vd m`rl m;%hla jgd ims,dldr j ieirhs'
yudhk isyska iq<f`.a ,;djg fi,fjk tu l=vd m;%h ;ud u;
jeiSug lKduehdg bv fkdfohs' jyd mek lKduehd w,a,d
.ekSf is;la ;s,ldg my< Ks' tfy;a" tfia l< fkdyel'
w`f jqj o lKduefhl= miqmi tfyg fufyg j hkq lsisjl=
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l=l=<l= y`vkq <`. u wefia'
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ieriSug wE bgd .;af;a miajre yh miq ;snQ neKs' ihkh u;
ys`of.k cfka,h wi, ;a;shg msgka wE ;ju;a cfka,fhka
f.;=<g wefok msg; wdf,dalfha msysfgka jdr igykla ,sug
iQodk jQjd h' kd oyhla myf<djla .; jQjo tl wl=rlaj;a
,she ke;s nj ;s,ldg mila jQfha" ;enQ fn,su,a j;=r
fldamamhla yd yl=re leghla /f.k ;u l=hg meKs kld
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zzia ,shkj o l,amkd lrkj o''''@ZZ
zzkld j o''''@ZZ kldf.a mekhg ms<s;=re f,i iskdiqkq
;s,ld" fmr<d m%Yak l<d h'
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msgu; fy,d isk kld ;udg msgqmd h;au" fn,su,a fldamamh
W.=rg folg ysialr msg;g hdug ;s,ld ;SrKh lf<a" ;udf.a o
fldKavh f,Sug bv yef woyiska muKla fkdf' fk,df.k
wd u,a fol o /f.k ,g hdug wehg wdYd is;=k;a tfia
lsug weh ue,s jQjd h' .=rejhl foi iudch n,kqfha fiiq
jD;a;slhkag jvd fjkia j h' tfyhska u .=re fm!reIh i`oyd u
jk iajhx khlg wkq.; ug .=rejrekag iEu g u isf'
;udf.a fmd;a m;a wiqrd ;snQ l=vd fih u; jQ ks ,dmqj
oe,a jQ ;s,ld cfka,h jid oeuqjd h' weh mqgqfjys ys`o .;af;a wvq
;rka jdr igyklska wvla fyda ,shd wjika lsf wgksks'
zzia l=ryx frd lkj o''''@ZZ h<s;a j;djla ldurhg wd
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zzux wdihs kld''''ZZ
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uqyqK u; jQ ma;sh ke;s nj jgyd .;a;d h'
zzfyd`ohs'''' kld wehs'''' Thd'''' we`vqj o''''@ZZ
zzka'''' kE ia'''''ZZ wehg lSug ;j;a hula we;;a th fkdlSf"
ta i`oyd iqiq jd;djrKhla f.;=< ke;s ksid nj ;s,ldg
ye`.=fKa" ;reKsh fodr froao foi n,d ;ud foi o fudfyd;la
n,d is neKs'
fihg ys`o .;a; o ;s,ld ,shQ jdr igykla k ke;'
oeka wE ys`o isk f.f,a jQ nqre; fldgh fj; weh wdf bka
miqjhs' wjg ljr je we;s neka" t;ek uola ksoyfia ys`o
isu myiq h' i`o t<sfha wish `ug" isys,a iq<f`.a myi `ug"
lKduehka miqmi mkakd hEug" fldaka oj, iqj`o bug" ;udg
is;a fokafka wehs''''@ ta mqx lKduehd w,a,d W! w;lg .=,slr"
w;a l=yrh t<sh lrk ta l=vd lDhd" wu;d lSug l;djla" iqn
wdrxhla ;s,ldg ;sf' ;ud oeka iskafka ;ud Wka .ug ie;mq
ish .Kkla wE; bijl h' th" l;dnfyka" foaY.=Kfhka" is;a
;aj,ska ;udg fnfyka wd.ka;=l m%foaYhls' idudkH fm<
Nd.h yudr f.or is ;s,ld" wud;a iu`. jkaokdf wd
fkl oyj,a wdydrh i|yd jejla wi, kvh k;r jQjd wehg
u;l h' f jf.a jejla .dj wfma f.a ;snqKd k hehs" tod is;+
weh" wo je .ul .=rejh f,i fiajhg meK is' oekg udi
y;rlg fmr mq;a;,fuka ie;mq iaila ;r ka jQ .,al=,u
oHd,hg ish m<uq m;au ,;a weh la jQfha" ks;r wud" ;d;a;d
yd u,a,S oel.ekSug fkdyels u .ek muKs'
hemq lDIsluh m%Odk jfkdamdh jQ wysxil .ehkaf.a
fl;" lu;" jej" mkai," foajd,h fyda ixys| inkaO jQ
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w;ayer ke;'
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l;djla ;s,ldg u;la h' zznE f ydfjdhs lKduefhdhs
tlal''ZZ hehs Tyq lSf" Wka .ek lelEfrk wukdmhlska
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i;= h hq;= im%odhsl {dkfhka wkQk jQfjls'
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foi ne ;s,ldg i| u`v, fmKsks' ,nk fmdah jk g ;ud g
jvd j.lSj,ska neKq mmQK .eyeKshl iskq we;' jdm;a
fkdjqk o ;uka yd Ydka; .; lf<a j.lSj,ska f;dr" ieye,a
fi,a,laldr ; fkdf' ;ud;a Ydka;;a ;h hka; f;are
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we;sj j;a ug h' iudc iev myf foig u .idf.k hk
ksiqka w;r" l=uk fyda wdOdrlhl t,a,S" h ia:djrhl /f|ka"
;uka miqmi isk ;udf.a u mrmqr fjkqfjka j.lS bgqlsu
ffojh Tjqkag mjrd ;snqKs' ffjjdrK fi,a, nvq fjkqjg
f.dmafld< yq<ka fm;a;l" l=rene ueIsul iSudf /Kq
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mshjr ;nka or f.k taug jk,eyeng .sfhda" l=vd or hla o
ysi u; ;ndf.k ta w mdfr u f.or wdfjda h' ke;sk" Wo
flhla /f.k uvg neiafida h' Tjqkaf.a mrmqf u msila jhi
wjqre ismy ;sy fjoa;a" ;h lS%vdjla fldgf.k ish "
jhi oyh fod<y muK fjoa" ;u ;ukaf.a l=gqN ;=< jQ
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jk wr.,hg yels muKska ish is`.s;s oE;aj,ska iyh u werUQ


Tjqyq" f jk g ;h ms<sn| .eUqre m{dkhla ,nd ishy'
fmdfrdkao flfia fj;;a" jxYh" l=,h l=ula jqj;a" Ydka;;a
;ud;a w;r we;s f iudk;ajh yd wjfndaOh ;j;a i;s
lsysmhlska werfUk kj ;fha w;d, u jk nj ;s,ld i;=ka
is;=jd h' ;ud;a Ydka;;a tla;ekafuka" fofokd fo;ekl isf
vdj ixisf|kq we;' ;uka mjq,la fia tla;eka jkq we;' kj
j.lS ksudKh jkq we;' ;h ;j;a ixlSK jkq we;'
zzk fohla fjoafoka''' Ydka; ux .djfka'''ZZ isyska y`ka
KQ ;s,ld wks;a mh o nqre; fldgh u;g .;a;S" fook <xlr
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fokak;a tlalu m%Yakj,g uqyqK fokfldg tlsfkldg oefkk
nr wvqhs lsh,hs ux ys;kafk ;s,ld''' iuyr hdfjd''' wr u;l
fkao kkaohd''' W!;a tfyuhs'''" Wka ys;kafk f.j,a yo,d" ij
imQK fj,d .Ekq .kak' ux lsfj" f.a ndf.g yo, k
.Eks f.k;a fokak u tlal tl;= fj,d b;s l bjr lrmx
lsh,d''' t;fldg tal wfma f.a''' ke;a;x .Eks lshhs''' Thdf.fk
f.a''' ffl lsisu fohla ug k yg fkfuhs ;sfhkafk'''
wrlo flo lsh,d''''ZZ Ydka; lSf" .,al=,ug ;s,ld meK i;s
lsysmhlg miqj h'
Ydka;f.a oDIafha .eUqr jgyd .;a ;s,ld ;ud ;=< jQ
u;h tljru msg fkdlf<a" tlsfkldf.a ; fj; mej ;snQ
fiiq j.lS mfil ;nd" ;u jdyh blauka lsu kqiqiq hehs
yef`.k hula ;ud fj;ska Ydka;g lshjqfkaoehs is;+ ksid h'
;ud;a Ydka;;a i;=j ;ju;a bgq lr.; fkdyels jQ h h
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j.lS ;sf' Ydka;f.a umshka yd kef.Ksh isfha wv


jYfhka ksud l< .Dyhl h' kef.Ksh Ydka;g jvd jir follska
nd, jQ w;r" weh we`. ludka; Yd,djl iq /lshdjla lf<a
;d;a;df.a f.d;ekaj, wiajekak remsh,a i; lr.ekSu myiq
fkdjqk ksid;a" tfia remsh,a i; lr.;a; o f.or fndfyda ho
i|yd ta jkdlu msuefikafka ke;s ksid;a h' kx.S ms<sfj,la
fkdlr Ydka; jdy u is; fkdf'
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isiqfjls' u,a,S;a ;ud;a w;r jir oyhl mr;rhla we;' ;udg
jir follska muK nd, kx.S flfkl= <ore fha u h.sh
mqj; wud lSj o ta .ek kskjla ;s,ldg ke;' wn,ka ksji h
muKlg ms<silr lsu m%udKj;a h' u,a,S mqjka ld,hl th
iar j ilid .kq we;' f ish,a,g u jefhka jdy u`.=,la
i|yd ho lsug ;ekam;a Okhla fomdYjfha u umshka
;=< ke;' ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a ;ju ,ndf.k we;af;a jegqma y;rla
muKs' jdyh ms<sn| Ydka; l;d lrk iEu fgl u ;s,ld f
lsisjla ,ehsia;=jla fia lsfhf ke;' tfy;a jka jr we;e
lreKq weh isys lef|jd h'
kjl oHdmSG .=rejreka i|yd m;a ,nd fooa" ;s,ld;a
Ydka;;a fofokdf.a u k mq;a;,u ia;s%la ,ehsia;=f we;s nj
Ydka; fndfyda lf,lg by; oek.;af;a h' hdno wOHdmk
fldGdY follg u m;a ,efuka" tlsfkldf.ka ria
isug isf o hk wksYa; ix;dmh Ydka; flfrka re jQ
w;r" ;s,ldg wjYH /ljrKh iemhSug ;r myiq rlska
Ydka;g o m;au ,eu ms<sn| fofokd u i;=gq jQy' .,al=,u
oHd,h;a" nrKkalgqj lksIaGh;a w;r r fl ux Tiafia
ie;mq wglg je fkd h'
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ne,Sug Ydka; meKsfha h' i;s wka;fha fok u .,al=,ug
meKSug j.n,d.;a Ydka;" we;e fkl .sfha iquk,;df.a
ksjiska jd wdydrh o imamdh fuka miqj h'
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zzi bkak uu fk w, udjl=;a yejd'''ZZ msg;a ug


Ydka; ,g mshux l< nj ye`.=Kq fkl iquk,;d l=iaisfha
isg lE.Ejd h'
zzf jef yhkafka kE''' ux yeuodu kslx ld, hkjd''ZZ
wdmiq biaf;dmamqjg f.dvfjk Ydka; lshhs' miqj" i;s wka;fha
kla fyda we;eg fok u iquk,;df.a ksjiska oyj,a wdydrh
.ekSug mqre jQ Ydka; w,dNh msuefik fia is,a,r fyda Wvrg
t<j lla f.k taug mqre h' iquk,;d Bg lsisjla lSf
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lghq;= i|yd hdug t;r Wjukdjla fkdks' hula wjYH k"
wE Ydka;g l,a we;sj oekq fohs' tfy;a Ydka; wd i;s wka;
fkl jd wdydrfhka miqj" mdif,a isg ie;mq nd.hla ;r
ka msys" ch.s lf fj; Tyq iu`. u mhska weo f.dia" ;udg
wjYH fldms fmd;la" mEkla f.k wdmiq taug ;s,ld leue;a;la
oelajQfha" iquk,;df.a wd,skaofha Ydka; iu`. foh fkdyels
we;e foa w;ru`. l;d l< yels jQ neKs'
fofokd tla;eka fojkqj fiiq m%Yak iu kqjKg yqre
hehs" kla Ydka; lSf ch.s lf isg iquk,;df.a ksjig
wdmiq weo tk w;r;=r h' fj,dj uOHdyak jqj o .=re
mdgr ;o wj m;s; fkdf' ta" fomi ;=reuqka hd ukd
iqkaor hkla ksudKh ;snQ neKs' w; mdjg l=vh f.k
.sh kuq th bis,Sug wjYH;djla fkdks' u. fomi f
;=re j Tjqkag wmQre hkla idod kakdg wu;r j" ksia
isf;ys;a .f;ys;a jQ vdjka Wrd .ekSf wmQre yelshdjla o
ta ;=re j i;= h' Ydka; fndfydag .uka lf<a" jkh foi
n,ks' ta iEu fgl u Tyq w;a fohla kslaIKh lf<a h'
;s,ld iu`. o fnodyod .;af;a h' u. ;uka miqlr hk
.ehl= nhdj" zzuy;a;hd Wfoa o wdf @Z hehs Ydka;f.ka
wihs' m%isoafha ;ud ljqrekaoehs ykajd ke;s jqjo .f .=ma;
ikaksfok rgdjka iska" zzwr w;a biafldaf, ydfka nkak
15

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

bkak uy;a;hd'ZZ f,i Ydka; ykdf.k ;sKs' tjka .ehl=f.a


by kslg foi n,d" zzT udud''ZZ ke;fyd;a" zzT wd;dZZ hehs
Ydka; lSf .f u wfhl= fuks'
zzThdgkx k ;ekl ysheyels'''ZZ tn fgl ;s,ld
lSjd h'
zzksiaiq yefudau wysxilhs''' ;s,ldZZ Ydka; tg ixiqkaj
lshhs'
;u ;ukaf.a fm!oa.,sl ;h ms<sn| j l;d lsug o"
mdif,a isjQ we;e is ms<sn| ;u .%yh o" Ydka; fj;
bm;a lsug ;s,ld f md.ukska hk wjia:dj fhdod .;a;d h'
iquk,;df.a ksjfia ryfia fuka l;d lsu .=re hqj<g iqiq
fkdf'
zzuuhs Thhs f m,d;g fj,d fo;ekl j;a fjk tl
f;areula kE lsh,d" wfma wud fodf<dia fjksod ux f.or .sh
fjf,a lsjd'''ZZ
zzwfma wu;a weyqfj" ta <uhskaf. me;af;ka yis lrkjo
nx lsh,''ZZ
zzb;sx'''ZZ
zzb;sx ux lsjd tfyu kE''' Ydka;f.a kx.S;a bkakjfka
lsh,d'''ZZ
zzya''' Thd okakj o kx.S f mdr lsjd''' whsfh Thd Th
rgq ys;k yg ys;kak k kE''' Thd, fokak mq;a;,f u
fo;eklg fj,d fudk msiaiqjla o lrkafk''' Thd ms<sfj,la
fjkak''' Bg miafi ux .ek n,d.kak nehe lsh,'''ZZ
zzkx.s tfyu l;d lrkj o @ZZ
zzwfmda wfma
W.kajkjd'''ZZ

kx.s

@''''

iuyr

fj,djg

ug;a

zzya'' whshf.a u kx.sfka'''ZZ ;s,ld lSf kx.s ms<sn|


wdorfhks'
16

p, ,shkf.a

zzwuj ljqrey fyd| fodia;r flfkl=g fmkakkak k


Ydka;'''ZZ weh h<s;a lSf uo ksye`hdjlska miqj h'
zz;du ks, jYfhka mjq,g inkaO ke;s ksid uu wdju
ljqrej;a fudkj;a lshd o @ZZ
zztfyu ys;=j;a ys;k wh wuj tlalx hkj o @ZZ
zzya''' cQ,s fmdah tlal ojia ;=kl ksjdvqjla ;sfhkjd
huq o @
zzhx wfka''' ke;a;x wdfh wf.daia;= ksjdvqj'''ZZ
zzwkak Thd zwfkaZ lsjd''' t;fldg ug ysf;kjd wms ne|,d
lsh,d'''ZZ weh zwfkaZ lshkjg Tyq leu;s h' Ydka; lshkafka
we;a;hs' l=vd pu;aldrhla" iqkaor;ajhla ;h ;=< ;sh hq;= h'
wdorh lsu hkq" m%Yak ksrdlrKh lsu u fkdf'
;s,ld iskdiqkd i lsisjla fkdlSjd h'
zzux ta .shdu wu tlal wms .ek;a l;d lrkakx''' f.j,a
j,skq;a wd.sh tfla'''ZZ ;s,ld ixia:dkhlg mefKka
lSjd h'
zzya''' iqiq yla lrkak''ZZ
zzfudlo u`.=,a lkj lsh, wms f.da,afmaia fydagf,a u u`.=,a
lkjhE'''ZZ
;s,ld tfia lSf lsis fkdukdmhlska fkdf' isxy,hdf.a
ux.f,da;aijhl pd;% uq,a;ekla .;a w;r" wdfgdamhg ysjQfha
iaj,am jkdluls' tfy;a ish,a, Wvq hl=re fjka mj;shs' ta
fjki fld;r m%N, o h;a" th uqukska u ixialD;sh wdl%uKh
lr ;sKs' kj wdfgdamhka ixlr hehs foiafofjd,a ;nkakkaf.a
hys;a ;=< mjd ckms%h mkakhg u`.=,la lkakg we;ak hk
wdYdj frdamKh ;sKs'
zzfndfydau pdfug lrk fohla lruq ;s,ld''' yenehs pd;%
wvqmdvq fkdlr'''ZZ Ydka;f.a y`v ;=< .uHudk jQfha jdy
ux.f,da;aijh i|yd w;HjYH foaj,a ,ehsia;=jla ms<sn| j Tyq
17

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

is;ska weia;fka;= lrka isk fihls'


zzfudkjo Thd ys;kafk'''ZZ
zzThdg fyd|g f;afrkjd fkao''@ZZ Ydka; lSf ;s,ld foi
fudfyd;la n,d isfuka wk;=rej h'
pdj;a blaukskq;a ;s,ldf.a iy Ydka;f.a jdyh islsu
nqoaf.dapr nj ;SrKh l< fomdYjfha umsfhda wf.daia;= ui
;=< jrla fojrla uqK.eiS ish,a, ;SrKh l<y'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
zzia''' wmafma ;du t<sfha o''' ux nejd fldydg Wkdo
lsh,'''ZZ ;s,ld f;rla ke;s l,amkd ihqfrka fka iquk,;df.a
y`ks'
zzoeka wg;a Wkd ufh ysf;a'''ZZ
ux f fldaka .y hg b|f.k yshd iquk,;d''' y ikSm
yq<`.''' l=iaish me;a;g wdfjj;a kE ux'''ZZ
zzwd''' talg ula fjkj o''' hx ia lEu luq'''ZZ
zzugkx ta ye nv.skakl=;a kE iquk,;d'''ZZ
zzug ys;=kd ksjdvqfjka miafi wdod b|,d iaf. ys;kx
ms, lsh,d'''ZZ ;s,ldg ;ud ms<sn| ,ecdjla we;s h'
zzfudlo ia <`. wmsg;a flala lkak mqjka o @ZZ .u
fld;r Ialr jqj;a is;ska ksiqka tafrdmafma h' hg;a ;jdofha
wlauq,a iudc ia:rfha fld;r rlg ls|d nei we;ao hkak
jdyfha ixfla;h flala f,i" yoaod msir .e .eyekshl mjd
is;Sfuka fmfka' ;s,ld fudfyd;la f.d jQjd h'
zzux miafi lshkakxfld iquk,;d'''ZZ l=vd jqjo f .Dyh
tys merKs nj blaujd hkiq ms<sfj,lg ;nd.ekSug iquk,;d;a
wef.a hKsh kld;a iu;a ishy' biaf;damamqjg Tfnka jQ
18

p, ,shkf.a

l=vd ueo id,fha whsklg jkakg ;nd ;snQ lEu fih jgd mqgq
y;rls' b fld<hla t,d we;s fih u; jQ fje,a l+vh bj;g
.ks;a u mqkai|la fia ljdldrj jvd" mqiaik ,o l=rlalx frd
folla o" Kq ila o" uqxweg fydoaola o ms`.kaj, ;sfnkq ;s,ld
,dmq t<sfhka gqjd h' frd;a Kqiq;a ols;a u ;s,ldf.a
lgg fl< bkqf h'
zzflda f kld'''@ZZ ;s,ld weiqf fjkod weh fndfyda g
weh ;ud iu`. wdydr .kakd neKs'
ia ux lfkda'''ZZ uq;ekaf.k foiska weiqfka kldf.a
idudkH lgy`v fkdf' weh hula lka isk nj ienE h'
tfy;a weh y`vka isk fihls' th mr lsug fkd.sh ;s,ld
fihg b|.;af;a" zzb;sx iquk,;d lkafk keoao @ZZhs wiks'
zzodylsx fydhd .kak ne uy;a;fhla ;uhs ia i'''ZZ
;s,ldg ishq wdvnrhla oeKqk kuq;a" f .eyeksh Ydka;
ms<sn| j t;r ldrKd ldrKd okafka flfiao hk mekh jyd
weh ;=< mek ke`.sKs' lsisjla fkdlS wE iskdiqkd h'
zzug ukqiaifhlaf.a .=Kd.=K lshkak ta ye ld,hla k
kE ia' is;=x. uy;a;hd iag kj;skak fyd|o n,kak i j
fufy tlal wdod u ux tal oek.;a;d' i ,e tlg b|ka
.sysx mrx lr, nejfka ia'''ZZ ;s,ldg iqiq kjd;ekla
fidhd .;af;a Ydka; h' thg ;udf.a fjk;a hyjl= ud.fhka
mdi,g kqre m%foaYhl f.dck fiajd ks,Odjrhl= Wo jQ nj
Ydka; lSh'
zzyenehs ;s,ld ta f.or .Ekq flkd .ek wmQre l;djla
;sfhkjd'''ZZ .,al=,ug msg;a ug i;shlg fmr ;s,ldf.a ksjig
.sh Ydka; lSf" iquk,;df.a f.or k;r u iar lr.;a
miqj h'
zztal .eyeksh yQrf.k lk f iudc l%ufha u ;j;a tla
ixisoahla'''ZZ
zzlshkak flda wf.a fkdlr'''ZZ
19

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzTkak Th;a mm wykak ,e idudkH .eyeksfhla fjkak


yokjd''' fl mmhla fkfuhs" kshu isoa wOHhkhla'''ZZ
zzfudllao Tpr wf.a we;s l;dj'''ZZ fl ld,hlg fyda
;ud k;r ug hk ksjfia .Dyksh .ek f.;S we;s zwmQre l;djZ
oek .ekSf l=yq<ska u`vkd ,o ;s,ld lSjd h'
zzThd wy, ;sfhkjo mq;a;,u me;af;a m%isoaO weue;s
flfkla b|, ;sfhkj niakdhl lsh,'''ZZ
zzug .dkla kE''' b;sxZZ
zzksy fofjks mdr uy Pkafo k,d j,jg we;a lsj
jevg ysgmq flfkl=g" ug ch iurkak fyd|g weyeg lKg
fmak kEUq,a fl,af,la fydh, hx lsh,d'''ZZ
zz#'''ZZ
zzwy.kakfld l;dj uq,ska'''ZZ
zzwr wysxil ksy;a tfyhs yduqrejfka lsh, f.or
.sysx'''ZZ
zzb;sx'''ZZ
zzb;sx''' tfyu tl tl ;sikqkag k k fj,djg kEUq,a
fl,af,d fydhkak bkakj o @ZZ ;s,ldf.a oEia msg;g mekSug
wdikak h'
zzyjia fjklx ta ksyd ke;s ksid weu;shd .sysx ;=jlal=j;a
wrx ta ukqiaihf. f.or'''ZZ
zzta .uk'''ZZ
zzta hkfldg ta ukqiaihf. mjq, jf.k we;a ll=,a fol
<`. je| je,d''' wfka yduqrejfka wfma ukqiaih urkak tmd
lsh,d'''ZZ ;s,ldf.a uqyqfKa we;af;a yria mo fm%fya<sldjls'
zztfyk W!g lshmsh ux b,a,mq foa f.k;a fokakhs lsh,"
lshdf.k wdmyq yefrk fldg u" ta ukqiaihf.a j jef b|<
kd, hfroao mska f.or tkj''' fl tlaodyia kjish mkia
20

p, ,shkf.a

.Kkaj, fjp isoahla'' wr ;sikd" fjk fl,af,d tmd


fnd, f bkafk wmQre tlshla lsh,d wr .Ekq <uhd weof.k
.sysx''''ZZ
zzydfmda'''ZZ
zzwrEg ljqre y lsh,d f wysxil ukqiaihg weyeg lKg
fmak fjla bkakj lsh,''' ta ksid ;uhs kEUq,a fl,af,la
fydhdf.k tk rdcldh ta ksyg u mejref'ZZ
zzBg miafi'''ZZ
zzmiafi''' Wf. .dh msuyf.k f fl,a, tj,d''' tkfldg
wr ukqiaihd t,a,s,d''' ta fl,a, ;uhs Thd k;r fjkak hk
iquk,;df. wud''' Bg miafi .fuka msgux fj,d orejg wr
weue;shf. jdi.u;a od, Wmamekak iy;sfla wrx ;uhs .u we;a
;sfhkafka'''ZZ
Tf w; .idf.k u n,d.;a ;s,ld h<s ysi Tijd
nef l fj,djlg miqj h'
;ud ldf.a ljqo lshd iquk,;d okS' ;udf.a uj wkd: l<dg
miqj ;u uj yeisreKq wdldrh ms<sn|j w;sYhska wdvnr jQ
weh" uj IKh l< weue;sjrhdf.a ikqyrhg u ffjr l<d h'
tfy;a ta jro iuia; ms ixy;shg u megug ;r iquk,;d
fudav fkdjQjd h'
;s,ld oek yek uila folla h;au" ;u Wm; ms<sn| ish
;;= lshoa ;s,ld th wid isfha jHdc Yauhlsks'
zzuu ia fohkag lsfj mqf;la ,efnkak lsh,d''' tfyu
Wkdkx l=kaf. mrmrdfj fl,af,la j uu uf.a f,a,s lr
.kakjd''' Wkaf. irej ms;a;, knqj froao m,af,x ffrkag'''ZZ
weh udk n,d we;af;a niakdhl mrmrdfjka fl,a,l f,a,sh
lrf.k ;u l=vd ksjig le|jdf.k ;a wjux lsug i wkd:
lr,Sug fkdf'
.,al=,u oHd,h merKs f.dvke`.s,s ;=klska yd wn,ka .=re
21

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ksjdihlska muKla iuka;" md fmkqulska hq;a mdGYd,djls'


jir oyhlg myf<djlg by; isgqjkakg we;ehs wkqudk
l< yels nqre; wrgq lsysmhla ;ju;a mdi, bmska je we;s
.=remdr wi,g jkakg l lKq f,i b;s we;' tajd hd l<
lgql jir lShlg k fmr rd .sfhaoehs lsisjl= fkdokS' .rd
jefgk f.dvke`.s,s ;=fkka folla tlsfklg iudka;r j ;snQ
w;r" wfkl Bg ,nlj msysfhka bx.S%is zt,aZ wl=rl yevhg
f.dvke`.s,s msysgd ;snqKs' tla mfilska fm!oa.,sl bvulg
udhsj ;snQ mdi,a j;af;a .=re mdr yereKq g b;s fomi
jkfhka iSud h' mdi,a f.dvke`.s,s yd jkh w;r;=r
we;s lv msgkshla fia ore oehka iska Nd;d flKs'
tlsfklg iudka;r f.dvke`.s,s foflka" uola Tfnys merKs
.=re ksjdihla jid oud we;' tys bmi cfka, lsysmhl u re
we;s w;r" jy, fyd| ugf mej;sks'
zziag i tlal .=re ksjdfi mx fjkak nehe'''ZZ
iquk,;d tfia lSug fmr isg mjd ;s,ld ;=< ta woyi ;sKs'

22

p, ,shkf.a

02
zzf <uhskag jeisls<shla keoao @''''ZZ
zzWkag fudk jeisls<s o''' wr lef<agufk hkafka''ZZ ch;s,l
.=re;=h lSf" jeisls<shla isiqka i|yd fkdue;su wmyiqjla
f,i olska lmdfjka fkdf' jeisls<s wkjYH nj wef.a
iajrfha .e ;sKs' f m%foaYfha u jxYj;a yd Okj;a mjq,l
ldka;djl jQ ch;s,l uy;ah kdl .=rejhls' uy.,alvj,
isg .,al=,ug tk mdf Wia ;dmamhlska jg jQ ireidr fmd,a
j;a;la ueo msys wNsudkj;a ksji" ch;s,l mrmqf jxYj;a yd
Okj;a nj fudkjg lshdmEf h' m%foaYfha f.dvuv bv wlalr
.Kkdjl yslrejd jQ ch;s,l ks<ff.a ;=kajk hKsh jQ
ch;s,l uy;ah jhi mkiamy wdikakfha ishd h' km;d u
ukdj wkq ,nk Tih;a" f., jgd m<k ffjjdrK w.ia;s
ud,;a" , wl Wmeia hqj<;a wef.a iudc wkkH;dj ms<sUq
lrk idOl w;r m%uqL h'
.=rejrekaf.a .;sis;a" wdl,am flnoehs oek.ekSug
;s,ldg ie,lsh hq;= ld,hla .; h' jvd;a ksjerj mqoa.,hka
weiqre lrk f;la Tjqka iu`. iSudiys; weiqrla meje;au jvd;a
fhda.H nj weh ks;r is;=jd h' jvd fydka oek yek .;a g"
hd ;%l m<,a fyda mgq l< yel' .=re ksjdihg hdnoj ;snQ
jeisls<s .=rejreka md lrk w;r" tys fodrg b h;=re oud
;sKs' tu jeisls<sfha jy,hla fkdjQj o ta .ek lsisfjla lsisjla
fkdlSy' msgksh fldkl j,aje we;s" isiqka iska l,lg by;
23

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

Nd; lrkakg we;ehs is;sh yels hq.< jeisls<shla miqj ;s,ld


oeln,d .;a;d h'
.,al=,u yf,a f.dvke`.s,s lsisjl jy,h wn,ka
;snqfKa ke;' f m%foaYhg jIdj ys`.u ksid;a ks;r wfjka
h<Su ksid;a jy,fha jQ oej b;d merKs jqjo ug ,la
kqjQfha h' u isfuka;s .e, fhdaO j<j,a fkdiEreKq tl mka;s
ldurhlaj;a .,al=,f fkdh' tu Yd,dj, ;ek ;ek fvia
mqgq lsysmhla ;nd mka;s ldur ksudKh lr.;a isiq isiqfhda"
.=rejreka meK ;ukag hula lshdfok f;la ksfid,auka j
ishy' mdif,a uq YsIH ixLHdj yeg tlls' tl jir mka;sfha
fodf<dia fofkla is w;r" fol ;=k fojifrys u isfha <uqka
is fofkls' y;r my ;j;a yh fofkla ishy' yh y; jirj,
tl isiqfjl= fyda fkdis w;r wg jifrys kj fofkla o b;s
msia oyh yd tfld<yh jifrys o ishy' wjqreoaola yudrla
muKla fkdj" l,ska i;sfha mdi,a meKs orejl= f i;sfha
fkdmeKsfha jqj;a ta wehsoehs lsisjl= mr fkdl<y'
iudka;r Yd,d folg ,nl Yd,dfjys tla fldkla fldjla
fia Wiaj ;kd ;snqfKa kuq th m%ix.hlg Nd;d l< kla
lsisjl= fyda fkdokS' tu fldjg wE|d fjku ldurhla b
;snQ w;r Bg we;=ug msg;ska fodrla h' iq ;Ska; .E ,E,s
lene,a,l w;awl=ka zldhd,hZ hehs ,shd" ta fodrg by<ska
;a;sfha ilr ;snqKs' y,am;s wurodi uy;d ta ldurfha
isfha h' ,E,s lE,s lsysmhla tlalr wgjd.;a rdlalhl k
fmd;a lsysmhla ;snQ w;r" tu ldurfha u mfil mrK fm<fmd;a
f.dv.id ;snqKs' kjh oyh jir j,g isxy, yd nqoaOd.u
b.ekajQfha y,am;s;=ud u isks' ,s je jK jQ b u,a
lsysmhla oeuQ ysia cE fnda;,hlg wu;r j" ld,fo y`.jkq
msKsi kdo flfrk iSkqjla o fih u; h' y,am;s;=udf.a
fifha tla mfilg jkakg tl fm<g ;nd ;snQ isiq mqgq yhla
.=re idlPdjl fyda fjk;a wuq;af;la meKs gl fyda
Nd;d flKs'
24

p, ,shkf.a

fl ld,fha .=rejre ;uka T;df.k wd hula /f.k


y,am;s;=udf.a ldhd, ldurh fj; wekq w;r .=rejfhda
;ks ;ksj u ;u ;uka f.k wd fohla f k" wdydrhg .;ay'
.,al=,u oHd,h we;a; jYfhka u bf.kq b.eka ldhhla
is jQ ;ekla fkdf' rcfha jegqma ,nkakka fiajd ia:dkhg
jd;d l< hq;= neka" fndfyda .=rejreka yd y,am;s;=ud fuys
wdy' m%udohg r;= b jefka ke;' mdi,a mlaIljre fkdwdy'
tfy;a i;shlg j;djla folla ;s,ldf.a lK jel=Kq u;=frla
h' zzfl jel,a hkak l,ska jy, odhs'''ZZ hkq ta uka;%hhs' th
u;=rkakka foi ;s,ld nef u;sh uqiq ms<sl=,lsks'
;s,ld meKs miq mdif,a mej;s m<uqjk .=reuKav,
idlPdj mj;ajkq ,enQfha wf.daia;= ksjdvqj wjika i;s
lsysmhla blau .sh ;ek h' fldGdY yd l,dm wOHdmk
ldhd,j,ska ,e ;snQ ,sms lsysmhla lshejQ y,am;sjrhd
idlPdj yudr lsug W;aidy oeh' ldg;a wjYH jQfha mqgqj,ska
ke`.sug kd" jeo.;a hula l;d lsug fkdf'
zzi m%d:l mka;sj,g wjYH jH lla .kak''' .=Kd;aul
fhojq m%;smdok ,e, keoao'''ZZ ish,a,ka wuq;= if;l= foi
n,kakdla fuka ;s,ld foi ney' wjidkfha y,am;s;=ud u
l;d lf<a h'
zztfyu lsis fohla k wmsg ,e, kE' ia b;sx Th fm<
fmd;aj, ;sfhk fohla lsh, fokak'ZZ Tyq lSf Odkhl
iajrEmfhks'
zzwms;a m<uq m;au .;a; yefh Tfydu ;uhs'''ZZ fudkak
lSf ;s,ld we;= ish,a,kaf.a iskyjla wfmalaId lrks' tfy;a
;s,ld;a Ys%hdKs;a yer ish,af,da iskdiqkdy' md,l mlaIfha
foaYmd,k fyxphshl= jQ fudkak uy;d g jir oyhlg
fod<ylg fmr f m%foaYfha mxhg wdf h' .,al=,ug ,o ;u
m<uq m;au fjkia lr.kakg Tyq n,j;a fjfyila oerEj o" th
wid:l h' miqj ;ud kjd;eka f.k is ksjfia iajd jf.a
kef.Ksh iu`. jdy " l l,la .=re ksjdifha mxj is
25

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

fudkak uy;d uy.,alvj, yd mq;a;,u w;r fmd,a bvul


bfjk ;u fouy,a ksjfia h uyf,a mxhg .sfha h' .,al=,u
wdikakfha l=Uqre wlalr ismyla ;syla Tyq wiajoaok w;r"
;j;a O jHdmdrj, fhfok nj .uq l;d lr;s' .=re jD;a;sh
fuf;la Tyq iska w;a fkdyk ,oafoa Bg uqjd u b;d wdrlaIs;
neKs' mdi,g meKs miq tla tla p; .ek wOHhkhl ksr;
fjka isk ;s,ldg" fldfydug;a Ys%hdKs ;=< fiiq whg jvd
je fjkila olakg ,eKs' weh hqO yuqod fin< hla jQjd h'
uy.,alvj, mx wE" ;s,ld .,al=,ug meKSug jir follg
muK fmr isg uy.,alvj, oHd,fha fiajh lrka ish
i;shlg k foll wkqhqla; fiajdjla .,al=,ug iemhQ .=rejhls'
idudkH fm< olajd u bx.S%is b.ekaf ksr; jQ weh" miqj
.,al=,ug udre jQfha uyl,alvj, bx.S%is w;sla;hla we;s jQ
ksid h' l=vd hKshka fofokl=f.a ujl jk Ys%hdKs Rcq
fm!reIhlska hq;a .=rejhl jQjd h' fldgg lmd ;snQ wef.a
fldKavh wE i;= fm!reIh ;j;a Tma kexjQfha h'
zzuy.,alvj,;a Tfyduuhs kx.S''''ZZ fuf;la l,a weh
ish rdcldh uqksj; rlska lr we;af;a l;d lsug lsisjl=
fkdjQ ksid hehs ;s,ldg is;sks'
zzljqrej;a rdcldh lemfuka lrkafka kE''' mrlal= fj,d
tkj''' wd .uka jkak Trf,daiqj n,k tlhs rdcldh'''ZZ Ys%hdKs
uy.,alvj, Wmka tlshla fkdf' wef.a Wmka .u ud;f,a h'
yuqod fin<l= iu`. fm%aufhka neKq wE .=rejhl f,i m;au
,nd yuqod fin<d iu`. jdy we;af;a" umsh wdYSjdoh ueo
fkdf' Ys%hdKs ;s,ld iu`. ;u u;h m%ldY lf<a lsysm klg
fmr" zwehs wlafla f yefuda u biafldaf, jyk tl .eku
l;d fjkafka'''ZZ hs weiQ miqj h' h l=m. njla Ys%hdKs iu`.
f.dvk`.d .;a ;s,ld fyg wksoaod ;u ;fha isjkakg hk
fjki ms<sn| weh o oekqj;a l<d h'
zzug ixf;daihs kx.S''' Thd ldgj;a fkdlSj;a m%Yakhla kE'''
ta;a oex u,a,S;a fufy hk tk ksid''" jeh;a u Thd, .=re ksjdfi
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p, ,shkf.a

k;r fjkak ys;dk bkak ksid yefudag u lshkak'''" wksoao .=re


idlPdf '''ZZ ;s,ld ;=< jQ WNf;dafldal mekhlg Ys%hdKs
,ndka .=reyrelu b;d w.fka h'
zzug mqx fohla yefudag u lshkak ;sfhkjd''' uf.a fjka
tl ,nk udfi istla fjksod''' r;akmqf ;sfhkafka''' fndfydu
pdj lrkak ys;df.k bkafk'' <`. u {d;Skag ;rhs wdrdOkd
lr, ;sfhkafk''' mqjkakx yefudag u tkak lsh, ux wdrdOkd
lrkjd''' wdrdOkd m;% fudl=;a .y, kx kE'''ZZ .=re idlPdj
wjidkfha is;g .;a ;s,ld lSjd h' wehg wjika lsug
,enqfKa ke;'
zzyd''' yd''' taj yhkafka kE''' wmsg fyd| mdhla kE
kx.S'''ZZ fudkak lSf jHdc ys;j;alula ujd mdks'
zzT''' T'''ZZ ch;siai;a y,am;s;=ud;a tljr lSy'
ch;siai uy;d jdis ms< iu`. yeisf' tfy;a th l,amkdld j is lrhs' ;ud isgf.k iskafka ldf.a ia:djrh iu`.oehs
lsisjl=g;a is;d.; fkdyels m yeisug Tyq olaI h' tfy;a
ks;r y,am;s;=ud;a fudkak;a iu`. isug Tyq ms%h lf<a h'
u; .egqul Tyq th u. y' .=,lska ysi msg;g oud jgmsg
n,k hl= fia ish,a,kaf.a uqyqK n,hs' wkHhka iskdfia k
Tyq o iskdfihs'
ch;s,l uy;ah;a" ch,;a ueKsfla uy;ah;a lsis;a fkdlS
kuq;a iskdiqky'
zzwdx wfma mq;df. hdfjlaf. u`.=,la f <`. lsh,
;snqKd''' fjka flala fmhg ;rla remsh,a ;=kaish
.dKla'''ZZ iqmqre f,i tlsfkld mrhd ;u j;afmdfydi;alu
.ek l;d lsug ch,;a ueKsflag;a" ch;s,l uy;ahg;a
;s,ldf.a jdyfha wdrx ud;%h lu fldjla ilid
;snqKs' ta fofokdf.a l;djg ndOd fkdlr t;ekska hoa" Ys%hdKs
lsisjl=g;a fkdfmfkk m ;s,ldg je,fgka wekakd h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
27

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

.=reksjdih ;udg ,ndfok f,i l< b,a,Sug hym;a m%;spdr


,eKs'
zztafl we;=f< Th levqKq fvia mqgq lla od, we;s ia'''
tajd l wiamia lr.kak fjhs''' ux ys;kafk f,dl= frmhd kx
k lrkafk keye''' biairy lep re lg fudkj y
lr.;a; u we;s'''ZZ .=reksjdifha h;=r ;s,ld fj; foka
y,am;sjrhd lSh' ta;a i;s wka;fha Ydka; tkf;la ;s,ld
.=reksjdih jD; fkdl<d h'
zztfykx flhs wfma nx.af,da tl fjkafka'''ZZ fikiqrdod
;s,ld o iu`. .=reksjdih jD; lr" Bg t ne,Sug hk w;r;=r
Ydka; lSh'
zzfudkjy lla r;a lrf.k ld, je, bkak ;snqK u
uo Ydka;'''ZZ
zzya'''ZZ je myiql N=la;s ug ksid ;=< we;af;a
fkdixisf|k wdYdjls' tla ch.%yKhla ,nd.;a miq ksid bka
iEySulg m;a fkdf' Tyqg ;j ;j;a b,lal fmfkkakg mgka
.kS' ;h w;ska mgka .ekSug Tkak fukak lshd ;sh jqjo
;s,ld isysk olskafka flfia fyda je isug we;s kjd;ekla
ms<sn|j h' w.kd m%dido" hdk jdyk .ek isysk oelSug Tjqka i;=
j.lS iNdrh bv fkdfohs'
zzuu;a tkak o p,;a tlal fufy kj;skak'''@ZZ kld
weiqf l=vd hKshl wik mekhls'
;s,ld;a Ydka;;a .=reksjdih ne,Sug hdf kld;a ta
miqmi meKshd h'
zztkakfld kld''' t;fldg wmsg md kE'''ZZ Ydka; jyd
lSh'
zzux fndrejg weyqfj i'''ZZ weh bj; n,d lSjd h'
zziur mel tlla f.k,a, .d.kak fjhs' nvquqgq fudl=;a u
keyefka'''' yeu foau .kak fjhs ;s,ld''' f hlv l t<shg
28

p, ,shkf.a

wklx fudkj;a u lr.kak nef''' ,nk i;s wkaf; ojia


fol u flg fhdouq'''ZZ
zzi ljo ydg o wialrkak ys;dk bkafk'''@ZZ iquk,;d o
miqmiska meK is'
zztal ;ud iquk,;d ux l,amkd lf<a ,nk iqudfka
ydgj;a''' ZZ Ydka; lshoa" zzf kl;a wms tlal .=reksjdfia
mxhg tkj lshkafka'''ZZ ;s,ld iskdfika lSjd h'
kldf.a ksji fyj;a ;s,ldf.a kjd;ek we;af;a mdi,
bmsg j;af;a h' tfy;a wE f.oka msgux ug wr wkakS o @
kldf.a uqyqfKa we;e fkl w`rla olsk ;s,ld" ta .ek weiqj o
weh lsisjla fkdlshhs' tfy;a wehg lSug hula we;s fihls"
;s,ld gqf'
kld mshlre hKshls' .e <`olf.a ;sh hq;= ,laIK
ish,a, wE ;=< jQ w;r" jhiska wjqre oykjhla jQ wE uE;l
.,al=,f wjqre l=uh f,i o wNsfIal ,nd ;snqKs' we nqoau;a
fukau ksudKYS,S o jQjd h' mrK fldms fmd;a lsysmhlska lvd
.;a msgq ismyla ;syla tlg wuqKd" tajdfha ;ud iska mn`k ,o
ksioeia .Kkdjla kla wE ;s,ld fj; kakd h'
zzy ,iaikhs kld''' ux ig fmkakkak o'''@ZZ
zztmd ia i yskd fjhs'''ZZ jyd ;s,ld w;ska fld< f.dkak
Wrd .kakg W;aidy orka wE lSjd h'
zzi n,, WmfoaYhla fohs''' fyd`o tajd m;a;flg
hjhs'''ZZ
zztfykx fokak ia'''ZZ
kldf.a ksioeia yq fnd<`o fm%auh .ek ,she jQ tajd
fkdh' wE .ehdf.a jk wr.,h Bg wkqidx.sl" ix{d"
ixfla; wkqidrfhka m%;sksudKh lsug W;aiy ord ;snqKs'
iajNdj fi!kaohfha ,n me;slv Tiafia hula lSug wehg
Wjukd ;sKs'
29

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzkld fldfydu o l ,shkak mqre jqfKa'''ZZ Ydka; kla


kldf.ka weiqf h'
zzwfka tajd y kE i''' ux iag lsjd fokak tmd lsh,;a'''ZZ
.e <`olg wdfksl ,ecdYS,S;ajh fmroej weh lSjd h'
zzTh ,ecdj lj, keyefka''' Thd iuyr m%Yak fndfydu
jD; j idlPd lrkak W;aidy or, ;sfhkj'''ZZ ;udf.a
ksudK lsysmh .ek Ydka;f.ka ,efnk m%;spdrh wef.a byg;a
Wka h' weh mqufhka hq;=j f ;reK .=rejrhd foi n,d
ishd h' Wmfoia lsysmhla kldg ,nd fokq isj" iquk,;df.a
f.f,ys jQ uhs, .i hg nqre; fldgh u; ys`o.;a Ydka; <`.
kld k;r jQ w;r" ;s,ld;a iquk,;d;a f.g wdy'
zzkld blaukg ndysr Wmdhlg ,shdmx fjkak''' uu k
jljdkq mx;s .ek fydh,d iag mKsf fokakx''' mq;a;,f
ke;ak y,dj; y we;s''' n,uqfld'''ZZ l;dj wjika lrka lS
Ydka; ke`.S isfha h'
zzig fndfydu msx'''ZZ
.=re ksjdih jD; lr ne i;s wka;hg miqj wd nodod
kfha .,al=,ug .sh Ydka; wu;d ;s,ld ;j;a fohla lSjd h'
zzwkak iquk,;d .f kel;a yok flfkl=g lsh,
fikiqrdod fyd`oo n,,d''' Wfoa y;g l,sx jev mgka .kak
lsj'''ZZ
zzuf. wf tal .sysx ;sfhk r'''ZZ Ydka; lSf iur mel
lsysmh o" irfkare fol ;=kla o" re ke;s cfka, ljq m%udKhg
lmdf.k wd re o iys; mdi,h Tyqf.a h;=re mehg ne`o ;snQ
mh nqre,a lrks' ;Ska; .Eug wjYH nqreiq" hlv weK we;=
;j;a wvqu l=vqu lsysmhla tys h'
zzoex f.g nvq .kak kx nhsislf,a l=Kkak fjhs'''ZZ
zzmsiaiq o wfka''' wms fjk fudlla y l%uhla .ek ys;uq'''ZZ
.=reksjdih Y=oaO lsf fikiqrdodjg l,ska isl=rdod iji
30

p, ,shkf.a

Ydka; .,al=,ug wdf we` fol ;=kla Tnd.;a l=vd nE.hla o


w;e;s j h'
zzi wo wd tl fyd`od''' fyg Wfoa u fia;x udud ths'''ZZ
zzta ljqoZZ iquk,;d ka rKjrd u,a fldamamh w;g .;a
Ydka; yl=re wkjYH nj w;ska ika lf<a h'
zzTfydu jevlg w; .yoa ms<sfj,la ;sfhkak tmdhe i'''
i, hxlsis ld,hla bkak f.jk ;ekfka'''ZZ weh lshkafka
ienEjls'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
zzThd ;du kso @ wdx weia wer, biafldaf, yd nejkx'''ZZ
WoEik yh yudr fjoa ldurhg f;a fldamamh o /f.k tka
;s,ld lSjd h' fmrk rd;%sfha ;s,ld kld iu`. ksod.;a
w;r" Ydka;g ;s,ldf.a ldurfha ksod .kakg i,id fok ,'
;s,ldg ;u we`o ,nd u merla t,d .ekSug kld fl;r
W;aidy oerej o ;s,ldf.a fm/;a; u; fofokd u tl wef`oys
ksod .;ay' ;udf.a u jeuy,a fidfydhqhl <`. ta WKqyqf
ksok fihla w;a` kld" miq od weyefha ;s,ld ms<sn`o oe
fifkyilska fukau Yd, i;=glsks'
zzfls iag mhska .eyqf keoao''' kskafoka'''@ZZ WoEik u
iquk,;d weiqjd h'
zzwfka''' kE''' ug kld bkakjd oekqfkaj;a kE iquk,;d'''ZZ
;s,ld kld foi n,d lSjd h'
;s,ld iska jD; lrk ,o cfka,hg fl,ska u mdi,
iaf' mquhls" ta jk g;a y;a wg fofkla mdi,a f is;s'
.=reksjdih wi, isgjQ fldagq ;=kla u; f.dmafld< j,ska hQ
myka me,ls' jeysfhl= ta wi, fudk fudkjdfoda lrka is'
lsn;la Whk iqj`ola uq;ekaf.h foiska ths'
31

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

uqyqK fidaod fldg l,siula ye`o mdi, fj; hEug B<`.


kd oyh we;=<; Ydka;g yels h' ;ud .ehka fkdye`kak o
ta ish fokd ;ud y`k;s'
zzwd''' wfma uy;a;hd tkak''' wms f fmd fmd foaj,a
lla iQodk l<d'''ZZ
zzf fia;x udud oZZ
zzT uy;a;fhda'''ZZ .=re ksjdih jg fldg" y;r fldk isgjQ
myka me, i;rla hd lrka iq kQ,a wka is fya mejiSh' iEu
myka me,la ;=< u mdg lsysmhl u,ao myka fol ne.ska o ;nd
;snqfKa flfi,a o lene,a,la u; h'
zzfj b;sx flfrkaku k foaj,afk fohshxf. wvfha'''ZZ
Ydka;g ;rul ,ecdjla oeKsks' ;ud ta .ek fkdie<ls,su;a
u jrola o@ B<`. fudfydf;a kld;a" iquk,;d;a" ;s,ld;a ta
foig wdy' fia;x ududf.a Wmfoia wkqj ;reKfhda ;=ka y;r
fofkl= O oE ,l,Eia;s lrka ishy' le,fhka lmd.;a .
gla f.k wd msila Bg fmd,a w;= w.sis lsysmhla ;nd n`ka
isfhda h'
zzyduqrefjd jkj'''ZZ fia;xf.a y`ka ish,af,da mdr foi
ney' mrK isjqrla ord is fli`. ;,;=kd yskula o ;j;a l=vd
idufkar kula o md .ukska jka ishy' mdjyka fkdme<`o
is ysjrekaf.ka jhia.; yshkaf.a wf;ys muKla jgdm;la
h'
zzkflda''' wr .s,xmi fldamam fol wrx jfrka'''ZZ
Ydka; fudfyd;la is;=f h' f lsisjla ;udf.a fyda
;s,ldf.a wkqoekqu u; isjQ foaj,a fkdf' iquk,;df.a oekq
fuka .uqka ish,a, iQodk lr we;' w;g ire fkdjQj o"
is;ska mam;a ke;s .ehka w;r ;ju;a b;s j we;s wjHdc
ukqIH;ajfha iqj`o Ydka; fukau ;s,ld o fudfy;la wd>%dKh
lf<da h'
32

p, ,shkf.a

msi mxpYS,fhys msysg jQ .,al=,u ydria:dkfha lYajr


mKa; yduqrefjda wdrlaIdj msKsi ms;a iaj,amhla o iCOdhkd l<y'
zzw;a biafldaf, ydfka fjkqfjka .uq fndfydu
by<ska hq;=l bgq lrk nj fmakjd''' ta wd.ka;=l i;aldrhg u
fkdfjhs uy;a;fhda t;=h f orejkag fndfydu fyd`ka l;d
lrkjd" W.kajkjd lsh,d .uq lSm fofkla mkaif,a ud
tlal;a lSjd'''ZZ
zzw;a biafldaf, ydfkaZZ ku oeka ;s,ldg mgne wjika h'
biafldaf, ydfka hehs Nd;d fkdl< mrmqr wehg zzw;a iaZZ
hehs lSy' .,al=,ug m;a ,nd uE; ld,fha mia yh fofkl=u
meKs kuq;a" ta whf.a fiajd ld,h i;shlg follg iSud h'
;u .m,d;g nek" k.rhla wdikakfha fyda ld,fo
fnod.; fkdyels ;r .=re w;sla;hla we;s md,ilg fyda
Tjqyq jyd udrejla ilid .;af;a foaYmd,k{hl=f.a yjqyrKsks'
;s,ld wdf fiajh lsug i" m,d hdug fkdf' orejkag
wdorfhka l;d lsu;a" ;u .=re ldhh ksishdldrj islsu;a
;s,ld;a Ydka;;a jHdcj isl< oE fkdf'
iquk,;d iska mqok ,o .s,kami j<|d iajdka jykafia
foku wdmiq jefha ;s,ld yd Ydka; iu`. kd oyhla
myf<djla l;d lrka isfuka wk;=rej h'
zzuy;a;h,d f lrkafka uyd msxlula''' ;ukaf. wu,
wmafmd, od, ye;emau ish .Kkla we;a f fmdf<dj tlal
yemafmk .uqkaf. ore megjqkag wl=rla lshdfok tlu we;s
ud.M, ,nkak' oex biairyg ;sfhk jeo.;a jev lghq;= bjr
mjr fj,d mkai, me;af; tkakfld ksjdvqfj l;d lrkak'''ZZ
zztfyhs yduqrejfka''' wms Tnjykafia,dg wdrdOkd lr,
lsh, okakjk mslrlaj;a iQodk lrkjd''' wmsg iudfjkak'''ZZ
Ydka; ;=< h miq;eula bm ;sKs'
zzuy;a;fhda ug mQcd lrk mslrg jvd f m,d;g
33

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;uqkakefya,d lrk fiajh W;=''' ta .ek lafjkak tmd'''ZZ


mKa; yduqrefjda lreKdfjka lSy'
;s,ld yd Ydka; muKla fkdj" ta jk g t;ekg /iaj is
.efhda oy fodf<dia fofkla my;a jekaody' .,al=,u rcuyd
ydrh ;s,ldg;a Ydka;g;a yqremqre ;ekla ug je ld,hla
.;jQfha ke;'
zzljqre;a lsn;a lE,a,la ld, buq'''ZZ iquk,;d mx u,af,ka
fkx fld< lsysmhla bj;g .kska lSjd h' Ydka; yd ;s,ld
ljrodlj;a fujeks iudkhlg md;% ke;' .uqkag
;s,ldf.a;a" ;udf.a;a wjlx;ajhg yd bj je we;' f uyd
iydh ta fjkqfjks' Tjqka fuu`.ska wfmalId lrkafka fm!oa.,sl
,dNhla fkdf' ;ukaf.a ore uqKqnqrkag wl=rla W.kajd
.ekSuhs'
fmrjre oyh muK fjoa .=reksjdih ;=< jQ wn,s mqgq" fi"
hlv rduq ish,a, u mdfya tla Yd,djla whsfka f.dv.id wjidk
lrk ,'
zzrx;a wdx lnKav udu <s| nkak f.ke;a b;s fjp
isfuka;s fldg nd.hla ;snqK" tal wrx jfrx ihslf,ka .sysx'''
uu Bfh Wkaoeg lsj k Wfkd;a ljqrey tjkakx lsh,'''ZZ
fia;x lSf .=reksjdifha f.u yE ;snQ j<j,a oelSfuks' ;j;a
.efhda lsysm fofkla iur h lrka ishy' iji fol muK
fjoa w;ska bl< .=re ksjdihl iajNdjh .,al=,u oHd,fha
.=re ksjdifhka iah'
iydh jQjka iu`. ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a wdydr .;ay' kldf.a
iu jhfia ;=hka fofkl=f.a ksfjiaj,ska oyhlg fod<ylg
iEfyk ;r lEu f.ke;a ;snqKs' f ish,a, ukdj ixOdkh
lr ;snQ wdldrh .ek ;uka u; jk nj;a" ;ud;a Ydka;;a f
foh lf<a k k fol;=klska fumsg th wjika l< fkdyels
nj;a lS ;s,ld" fia;x udud" yduqrefjda we;= ieug ia;+;s lr"
iquk,;d .ek fYaIfhka i|yka lf<a wef.a w;lska o w,a,d
34

p, ,shkf.a

.ksks' ish,af,da w;a biafldaf, ydfkaf.a we;=<dka;h .ek


hula f isfuka jgyd .;ay' ia;+;sh lr wjidkfha weh ;j;a
b,a,Sula o l<d h'
zzuu m%d:l .=rejhla''' b;sx f .f ;j m%d:l jhfia
orefjda biafldaf, fkdhjd f.j,aj, ;shdf.k bkakjkx"
lreKd lr, tjkak''' ks, we" w;a fmd;a fudkj;a k kE'''
fudlla y wkao," nv msfrkak n;a lla lj," biafldaf,g
tjkak''' f mKsf wks;a whg;a lshkak'''ZZ
ish,a,ka isr .sh miq ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a ;j;a fudfyd;la
.=reksjdih ;=< k;r jQy' ;uka jdy jQ miq ;h fnod .kakg
hk l=vd .Dyh iSfoa kjd;eklehs fofokdg u is;sKs'
zzuu l,amkd lf<a ,e tfla jy< mjd f ksiaiq ie,iq
lrf.k b|,fka'''ZZ
,sfik glrka fi,s lrkq ,enQ jeisls<shg kj fmkqula
,e we;'
zzThd Th fodrj,aj,g fya;a;= fjkak tmd''' ojila folla
hhs ;Ska; ff,kak'''ZZ
zzk< <sf|ka fidaokak j;=r .kak mqjx''' fndkak l<f.
folla kalf,a <`. <sf|ka yeuodu yekaoE fj,d f.auq'''ZZ l=vd
.Dyfha wjYH;d ,ehsia;=.; lsu fofokd iska u wrUd ;snqKs'
zzwr ljfr mEkl=hs fmd;l=hs we;s''' tal wrka Th yeufoa u
,shkak'''ZZ
zzWhk msyk j<x
ma,diala mqgq yh y;la
ief .kak mqjka''''ZZ
.dKla hhs Ydka;ZZ hs
iqiqula o fy<ks'

;=kmy jf.a foaj,a w;HjYHhsfka'''


uq,ska f.auq' miafi wks;a foaj,a ieka
hehs lS ;s,ld" zzf lg iEfykak
lSf .= ,ehsia;=j h<s;a lshjd n,d

zzwms n,uq''" fldfydu;a f;a w;ska mgka .kakfldg


yeufoa u w;ska .kak tl fyd|hs'''ZZ
35

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzwo;a Thd fufy bkakj o @'''ZZ wou .=reksjdifha k;rug


we;ak f,i ;s,ldg is;=Ks' ms<silr lsfuka miqj th t;r
lug ia jQfha h'
;s,ldf.a;a Ydka;f.a;a jdyh i|yd tla ksjil tl;= jk
msi mkylg fkdje jQy' tfy;a ta i|yd ish,a, ie,iq l<
hq;= jQ ksid o iEu j.lSula u ;u ;uka u; mej ;snQ ksid o
;s,ld .,al=,u oHd,fha w;ska l< hq;= hehs is;+ foaj,aj,ska
lsis;a blauka fkdl<d h'
zzklg lhs ia .=re ksjdfig hk tl .ek''' oeka iag
yqre fj,d'''ZZ iquk,;d lSjd h'
zzwfka''' ux uy rlg hkj o @ klg k fj,djl tfyg
jk tlfk ;sfhkafk''' uu;a fufy tkakx iquk,;d'''ZZ
zzT ia ux lsjd''' Th fudkjo fld< lE,s j.hl l=regq
..d ysfha''' ux ys;kafk l ,shkjd we;s'''ZZ iquk,;d lSf
fiks' ;s,ld iskdiqkd h'
zzBfh ux lsjd WU w`vkak tmd'''' ug WU k,jkak
we;skakla tlal tkak nE lsh,'''ZZ ;s,ld ta l;dfjka Yauhg
m;a jQjd h'
zzfudlla o ta l;dj @ZZ ;s,ldf.a isf;ys Wmkafka l=yq,ls'
y`vk orejka ke,u i|yd w,s we;=kag w`v.Eu jkaksfha
ckY%e;shla o @
zziag lsj u fudlo'''" tal we`. ys jefgk l;djla'''
klg hka;x wjqreoaola we;s''' wfma wu;a uf. <`. fufy
ysfh''' kl,f. ;d;a; m%isoaO ldrfhlafk''' rg mqrdu
tlalf.k hkj''' ta ksy uf<a kl nvg wdmq w;uhs''' ug
,eu kE ia''' ksy u<d mdkaor cdf rl hkak msg;a fj,d
mhsxu hoa ;ksh md.,'''ZZ
;s,ldg iqiqula fy<sks' kld i;= lldrlu wef.a mshdf.a
wdNdih h hq;= nj" ;s,ld jyd is;=jd h'
36

p, ,shkf.a

zzthdg lsh, whs;s fj,d ;snqK l=Uqre lE,s tfyu;a whsh,


u,a,s, fld,a, ld .;a;''' ughs lsh, b;=re jqfKa wf;a mfha yhsh
;rhs''' b;sx ux f.dhx lmk ldf,g" ysgjk ldf,g l=<shg
hkj''' Th oex fufy tkafk hkafk kduis''' .=Kodif.a u,a,s
flfklafka''' fnoaod ia''' iag;a oeks, we;sfk''' whshf. odk
udk bjr fj,d udi fol ;=klska tald fufy tkak mgka .;a;'''
yefudau lsj" WU, leue;skx tafl we;s jrola kEfk lsh,'''
wfma wu;a lsj''' WUg hk l,la ys;kak tmehs ,f;da''' b;sx
ux tal tkjg reoaO jqfKa kE ia'''ZZ
zzb;sx'''@ iquk,;df.a f;a y ixlSKhs tfykx'''ZZ
zzb;sx ux ojila f.dhx lmkak .syska ysoa fld f.k
l=Uqrg we;a f.a jy< wdj lsh, ug fida,s lshdms''' ug;a bji,d
we;sfj,d ysfh ia' uf.;a lg weiaiqKd''' fld ug <`.
;sp fmd,a,lska .eyqjfka''' l=Uqfr ys .Ekq fiaru lE.yf.k
jgfj,d udj biams;df,g f.ksysx''' ug isysh ;s, kE'''
yekaoEfj wfm wug l,amkd fj,d flda kld fl,a, lsh,'''
ux uhs, .yl fyjfka w;a;l fr f;d,a,l fl,a, t,a,,hs
f.dhx lemqfj''' wfma wu ne ur .df; rxueKsfl kekaoj;a
w`v.yf.k f.dhx lmdmq bijg .sysx ;sfhkafk w`v w`vd''''
okakjfk i;a;= l,t<s nysk fj,djfk f.duk''' wug
lef<ka wefykj orej w`vk ioafo'' ieka ief''' ta tlalu
rxueKsfl kekaog oeks, ;sfhkjd w,s .|''' Wkaoe wug lKg
lr, lE .ykak tmd lsh, ysg mre wiafika f.dhx lmdmq
l=Uqr ;sfhk bijg x.,''' ia Yajdi lrkak" orej t,a,mq
;ek ;=kam;a ?k''' ia okakj o orej fkdkj;ajdu w`vkafk
nv.skakg''' ta w`vkfldg we;skak fydf`vka ysg f;d,a, ;,a
lrkj''' meoa,a, bjr fjklx fl,a, kd`v b|,d''' kej;sp
.uka wdfh w`vkj''' we;skak wdfh k<jkj'''ZZ
;s,ldf.a wef`.a ys.`vq msmS ;sKs'
zzn,kfldg kl;a tfia fufia flfkla fkfuhs'''ZZ
;s,ldg lsheKs'
37

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzfndre ia''' wfm wu;a rxueKsfla ls wud lshk foaj,a


Yajdi lrkjfka'''ZZ lshka kld ldurhg we;= jQjd h'
rd;S% wdydrh .ekSfuka miqj o h<s;a kld ;s,ldf.a ldurhg
wdjd h'
zzia nE.a tl wyqr,;a bjr o @'''ZZ
zzT kld ux ksod.kak yefj'''' fyg Wfoa u hkak
kfk'''ZZ
zzi uy.,alvj,g tkj lsj o @'''ZZ
zzya'''ZZ
zzuuhs" iukau,Shs" ks,aKshs mqjka Wfkd;a u`.=,a f.org
tkakx Wojla y lrkak'''ZZ
zzwfka tkak kld'''' fldpr fyd|o'' ta;a"ZZ
zzwehs ia ta;a lsfj'''ZZ
zzta;a tal t;r f,dl= u`.=,a f.hla fkdfuhs kld'''ZZ
;s,ld ydkais is wef|a wE wi,ska ys|.;a kld wef.a
w;la w,a,d .;a;d h'
zzia f,dl= fjkak k ix.%yh" wdNrK" kEoEhkaf.
l=,f.d; fkfuhs" wfma ye`.Su''' uu wdihs ta jf.a tl wjia:djla
y n,kak''' talhs ux mqjka Wfkd;a tkakx lsfj'''ZZ
zzb;sx tkak <ufhd'''ZZ ;s,ld fldgh we| gug fya;a;=
lr Bg nr myiq bhjlg udre jQjd h'
zzuu okakj ia,f. u`.=,a f.or fojk ukud,sfhd" u,a
l=udrfhd ljqrej;a kE lsh,''' ta Wkdg iaf.hs if.hs tl;=u
ienEu ux.,a,hla'''ZZ weh fndfyda ye`.Snr j lSjd h'
zzwmsg lrkak f.dvla foaj,a ;sfhkj kld''' f .uk
.sysx wdju ux ys;=j Thhs" ks,aKshs" inkaO lr.kak''' f
.=re uKavf,a Ys%hdKs p ;rhs .,al=,ug" <uhskag wdof''' ug
wks;a wh tmd fj,d ;sfhkafka''' Thd, jf.a W.;a <uhs bu
.f jdikdjla''' i ug fhdackd lsysmhla u lrd wms n,uq"
38

p, ,shkf.a

fudkj y lrkak''' uqx yefudau biafldaf, jefyk uka;f


u;=rkj oji ;siafi u''ZZ ;ud wdf.YS,S jQjd jeoehs ;s,ldg
is;sKs'
zzT ia''' Th ch;s,l ia bkakj fkao''' thdg fkx w,
lla'''" bruqiq lla'''" yd,a lla f.ak wful=f. orejkag
;uhs lreKdfjka l;d lrkafk''' wks;a fiargu jfrx m,hx''ZZ
zzka''' kE'''ZZ
zztal ;uhs we;a; ;;afj ia''' .f ksiaiq yq`.la <uhs
f.or ;shdf.k bkakj biafldaf, fkdtajd'''ZZ
zzfohshfka tal ;uhs kx fmdf;a <uhs is .Kklf.a kx
,sh,d ;sfhoa oyhla fod<yla ;rla biafldaf, tkafk'''ZZ
;s,ld ;=< we;s jQfha n,j;a l,lsuls'
zzwms fudkj y lruq kld''' bkakflda'''ZZ
zzug;a iaf.kqhs" if.kqhs yq`.la Wo k fjkjd'''ZZ
zzi Thdg ndysr Wmd mx;s;a fydhkak k lshkjd ux
wyf.k'''ZZ
zzuf.a f;a mdfjkjg ux wdi kE ia''' ug b,lalhla
k'''ZZ
zzaThdghs rgghs folg u jevla ;sfhk b,lalhla wms yod
.uq kld'''ZZ
zzia'''ZZ wehg lSug hula ;sf' g l,lg by; fkdlshd
.s, .;af;a th h yel'
zzya''' lshkak kld'''ZZ
zzwr wfma ndmamd lshk kreu ksyd ux miafika tkjd
ia'''ZZ kldf.a weia j,ska l` .,d hhs'
zz''' fudkjd'''ZZ
zzmiafi miafia wu talj fkdi,ld yehg" W!g k
odg fufy tkjd''' ka wud lsh,d ;sfhkafka fufy jeo.;a
ukqiaifhla bkakjd''' ;sifkla jf.a yeisrefKd;a .%dufiajl
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w;a biafldaf, ydfka

rd<dg lsh,d fmd,Sishg okajkjd lsh,d'''ZZ


zzW! fufy tkafka ug lror lrkak ia''' ux W! ?g
fufy bkak odg'''ZZ kld ;s,ldf.a Wrysig nrj blsug mgka
.;a;d h' wehg tfia u isug ye ;s,ld" wirK oehf.a ysi
fifuka msueoaod h' ;s,ldf.a we`.s,s ;=vq ysiflia w;ka .uka
lroa kldg oeKqfka wms; iykhls'
zzux''' kshkafka kE ia''' ug nhg''' wug ux fudkj;a
lshka kE ia''' wu;a .Eksfhlafka''' W! fldfydu y uf.a
ldufg x.,d uf.a ll=,lska y wkjd ia''' fudflda wfma
f.j,aj, fodrj,a kEfk ldurj,g''' ia ysgmq udi fol ;=fka
yq`.la wvqfjx ta ksyd wdf''' ta;a ug nfhka j;a fjkak nE
ia'''ZZ
oehg l;d lrkakg ye ;s,ld oe fifkyilska
hqla; j wef.a ysi w;.Ejd h'
zzkld leu;s ljqre;a keoao'''@ZZ
zzbiair yshd oeka kE ia'''ZZ
zzwms fiaru m%fYfuka i`o.uq kld'''ZZ
zziqhs irehs udj n,d .kak'''ZZ
zzux fmdfrdka fjkjd''' ux ig;a lshkakx kld'''ZZ
;s,ldg .= iqiqula fy<sks' weh ;jrg;a kldf.a ysi w;
.Ejd h' kd myl oyhl ksye`hdjla ldurh mqrd mej;sKs'
kldg ;u Wru;u kskao f.dia we;s nj ;s,ldg jegyqfKa wE
wdYajdi m%dYajdi l< wdldrfhks'
zzkld wms ksod .uq'''ZZ ;s,ld fifuka lshoa wj jQ kld
zzux hkakx iaZZ lshka l,n,fhka ke`.skakg yooa" weh
w;ska w,a,d keje;a jQ ;s,ld" zzkE ud;a tlal ksod.kak ZZ hehs
lSf'' kldg ;u Wru; kskao f.dia ;snQ fudfydf;a bmi
fodr werf.k kduis f.g we;= jkq ;s,ldg weiqkq neKs'
zzw;a biafldaf, ydfkag biafldaf, jev ;rla fk40

p, ,shkf.a

fuhs ;j fndfydu foaj,a lrkak ;shkjdZZ f mqj; weiQ Ydka;


iskdfika lSf h' ta iskdj ne?re h' we;af;ka u ;udg
lsug fndfyda foa we;ehs ;s,ldg is;sks'
jdy u`.=,a khg k follg fmr ;s,ld Ydka; iu`. .
n,d msg;a jQjd h' fjkod fld<ka tla nihlg f.dvjk
fofokd tk niar: follg f.dv jQy' ;s,ld r;akmqr nihlg
kexjQ Ydka; w;aje,af;dg nihg hdug fmr fudfyd;la weh
foi n,d isfha h' ;s,ldf.a wefiys l`<la u;=Ks' ta lg
oehs" i;=gg oehs weh fkdo;a;d h' k follska ish {d;S ;%dka
iu`. Ydka; ukd,fhl= fia ieriS ;u ksjig tkq we;' iqmqre
f,i zznq irKhsZZ lS ;s,ld ug fhduq jQ ysiska ;udg msgqmd hk
Ydka; foi wm%udK wdorhlska n,d ishd h' uo rla .sh Ydka;
wdmiq ye iqmqre iskdfjka weh foi n,d" w; jkd fkdfmkS
.sfha h'
ie,iq l< m ish,a, is flKs' i`od jdyfha pd;%
jevlghq;= wjika jQ w;r" w`.yrejdod k kj hqj<;a ;s,ldf.a
mdYjfha {d;Ska lsysm fofkl=;a nr,shg wdy' Ydka;f.a
ksjfia tla /ia jQ msi o iailg ismylg je fkdh' ish,af,da
wdpdr iudpdr lr .kska tlsfkld yd l=m.j l;d lf<da h'
nodod WoEik ;s,ld;a" Ydka;;a m<uqj r;akmqrhg meKshdyq"
t;ekska wiaidf,a,g;a" yegka Tiafia kqjrt<shg;a <`.d jQy'
ta lu,af.a werhqu u; h' lu,a oHdmSG iufha isg Ydka;f.a
fyd`ou hyjl= jQ w;r" Tyq jdy jQfha Tjqkaf.a u jif
isiqhl jQ wmaird iu`. h' l,lg miq tlsfkld uqK.eiqKq
hy fhfy<sfhda fndfyda foa l;d lrka o w;S;h wdjckh
lrka o ld,h f.jQy' Ydka; yd ;s,ld h<s;a nr,shg wdf
i`od oyj, h' Tjqyq Bg fmr k kqjrt<sfha isg r;akmqrfha
;s,ldf.a ksjig meKshy' B<`. fikiqrdod Tjqyq m<uqj
r;akmqrhg .sfha ;s,ldf.a mshdf.a b,a,Su m h' ;d;a;d iska
;u hKshg odhdo f,i ieliQ we`ola o" wd,skao mqgq lg,hla o"
l=vd lKaKd fihla o l=vd f,dhlg mgjd ;snqfKa ;s,ld o
41

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

mquhg m;a lrjks' f,dh u,a,sf.a ;=rl=f.a h' u,a,S o ;j;a


;=rl= o mq;a;, hdug iQodk j isfhda h' ;s,ld ;=< ;d;a;d
yd wud flfrys we;s jQfha lls' ;u Yla;s m%udKfhka hKshg
odhdo ug Tjqyq wu;l lr ke;'
zz;d;a;d myq.sh udfi u lf<a Th rdcldh ;uhs' fiar u
wdx wr lreKdj;S kekao,f.a f.or od, ;snqfK'''ZZ
ffjjdrK .Dy NdKav , .ekSug j;alula ke;s ;d;a;d
;ud o;a Ys,amfhka" ;u ndyq hq.aufha Yla;sfhka hKsh i`oyd
wjYH .DyNdKav ksmojd ;sf' tajd , l< fkdyel' ta ;d;a;df.a
jh ta ;=< .ej we;s neKs' ;s,ld ;d;a;d foi nejd h'
;u wdorKSh hKshf.a ne,au ;=< jQ ye`.S iuqodh f;are .;
fkdyels jQ mshd zztfykx b;sx msg;afjh,a,d ff.d,af,d wo
wdmyq tkak;a tmehs''' ;j Wjukd fohla ysg yod.kak nehE'''ZZ
lSf h' ;s,ld yd Ydka; f,dfha bmiska f.dv jQ w;r" u,a,S;a
Tyqf.a ;=rd;a f,dfha msgqmiska f.dv iqjmyiq we;sj mqgq
foll yso.;ay'
iEfyk rla hk;=re Ydka; lsis;a fkdlSf h' Tyqf.a
ksye`hdj hkq" ;j;a w;a w;aoelSula ms<sn`o flfrk is;s,a,l
ksu.akj isuls' Tyq l=ula .ek is;kq we;ao @
zzwms l=reKE., mdfrka huq fkao wlafla'''ZZ f,dfha hre
weiS h'
zzwmsg l=reKE., meh Ndf.lg k;r lrkak mqjka fjhso
u,a,S''' Ydka; wfma ,ehsia;=f nvq uqgq l;a gla .d,d .;af;d;a
wmsg yu f,aishs'''ZZ th lu woyils'
miajre y;r muK jk g .,al=,u oHd,h bmsg k;r
l< l=vd f,dfha meKsfha w;a biafldaf, ydfka;a" ire;a
nj lsisjl= fkdis;+y' w;a idhlska ieriS is ;s,ld f,dfhka
nei iquk,;d,f.a f.a foig .shd h'
zzwf''' ia tkfjda'''ZZ kld fmru.g jd h' foda;ska u
;s,ldf.a oE;a w,a,.;a kld zzia ,iaik fj,dZZ hehs o lSjd h'
42

p, ,shkf.a

zzfohshfka''' wms ys;=jd ;j ? fjhs lsh,d'''ZZ iquk,;d o


fmru.g wdjd h'
zzwms tfy b`o, u jdyfkl wdf iquk,;d''' u,a,s,d wo u
hkak lsh,d' wms nvq l nd,d tkakx'''ZZ
zzbkak ia ux h;=r wekak tkak'''ZZ ;s,ld .=reksjdifha
h;=r iquk,;d Ndrhg muqKqjd tau idudkH is; ;sKs'
we`olg yd ma,diala mqgqj,g weia;fka;= l< uqo, b;s jQ
ksid Ydka;" fodr fofla jdfka w,audhla o" wl=,d ;eh yels
l=vd hlv we`ola yd fughla o .;af;a h' nvq uqgq ish,a,
.=reksjdifha ;eka ;ekaj, ;enQ ;reKfhda ;sfok we`o ilr
wdmiq r;akmqrh n,d msg;a jQfha iquk,;df.a f;a meka ix.%yh o
N=la;s fuka wk;=rej h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
;h w;a ;sf' fgl th ixialD;sl jYfhka w;a
fjhs' ;fha mfo udre u w;a ula u fkdf' idudkH
fm< olajd jQ mfoh" Wiia fm<" oHdmSGh" .,al=,u oHd,fha
m;au''' f ish,a, mfohka h' jdyh hkq" kj ;hl
wdrNhhs' ish,a, w;a h' th .eyekshl fyda mshl= iu`.
;ks hykl ie;mSf w;a w;aoelSu u fkdf' ;hg uqyqK
fok wdldrh" is;k m;k wdldrh" Whk msyk ye,s j<x" f
f.u" ;a;s ish,a, w;a h' ta w;a nfjys we;s pu;aldrh
ms<sn`o j ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a O jr l;d lf<da h' .=reksjdfig
fmak f;la udkfha f.j,a lsysmhla ;snqfKka jg msgdj .ek"
fidr i;=rka .ek hla ;s,ld fyda Ydka; ;=< fkdh' miq.sh
udi lsysmh ;=< ;uka .,al=,fu .ehka njg m;a ;sf'
ish,a,ka ;uka fofok yd l=m. h' ys;j;a h' rd;%s y; wg jk
g ld ish jev wjika lrk ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a .=reksjdih
43

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

bmsg mqgq folla ;nd mehla yudrla ys`o isfhda h' Tjqyq
fmfkk f;la udkh mqrd ys" wE;ska iajk ;=reysia u;ska
wjika jk wyfia ;re foi n,d l;d lrka ishy'
zz;s,ld ux fyg f.akjd kd me< folla" wms fldhs ;r
ld,hla f m,df;a b`o okakE''' .,al=,f f .=reksjdfia wmsg
fYaIhs' wehs wfma w;a f;a mgka .ekqfKa fufy ksid''' ta
fiaru u;la fjkak''' ta kd me< fol f biafldaf, j;af;a
fldfya y ysgjuq' wms fufyka .sh ldf,l y we,a, ta .ia
n,d.kak mqjkafka'''ZZ
miqk iji Ydka;;a ;s,ld;a" .=reksjdih;a" ;ks Yd,djla
w;r lfvys j<j,a folla ydrd kd me< folla isgjQfjda h'
ks;r j;=r oukq ,efu;a" ksia is;l wjOdkh yd wdlYkh
,eu;a ksid fiiq m`re w;r fld< meye;s kd me< lemS
fmKqks' tajd fkka k o,d jeks'
.,al=,ug meK ih uila h;au" fuys .=rejrekaf.a yevrej
ms<sn`o uQ,sl ks.uk lsysmhlg t<ug ;s,ldg yelshdj ,eKs'
;udf.a iEu kslaIKhla u Ydka; iu`. fnod yod.;a wE
nrKkalgqj lKsIaGfha o tu ;;a;ajh we;s nj jgyd .;a;d h'
;ud t< isk ks.uk yq wufkda{ ;SrK fkdjk nj Ydka; o
m%ldY lr isfha h'
zzuqkaf.a wuklx .ek m%YAk lrk tl ;j l,a .sysx mqjx'
wms wfma rdcldh yhg lrkak W;aiy lruq ;s,ld'''ZZ
zzwms yhg jev lrkak W;aiy lroa" jev fkdlrk wh
wmsj olskafka i;=rka yg'''ZZ
zztal iajNdlhs ;s,ld''' wfma jef yhg lrkak hkfldg
ljqre y talg ndOd lrkj k" wmsg ta wh fkd;ld bhg
hkaku fjkjd''' Thdg uu wo lsjd lsh, ,sh, ;shkak" wms
yhg jev lfrd;a jev fkdlrk whg reoaO j fndfydu
blaukg ksiaiqu ke`.S bkakj'''ZZ
tlsfkldf.a w;aoelS Y%lr .ekSfuka fofokd ;=< u
44

p, ,shkf.a

h h wNsfhda.j,g uqyqK u i`oyd jvd;a m%N, Yajdihla


;yjqre ks'
zzwms mSfG bf.k .kak iuyr foaj,a fldhs;r wm%dfhda.sl o
lsh,;a ysf;kj ug'''ZZ
zzisoaOdka;j, ye Tfydu ;uhs' taj m%dfhda.sl fjkak
iu; ;;a;aj hgf;a ;rhs''' ure w, fydoao wE'''ZZ Ydka; lSf
wjidk n;a msv ;s,ldf.a uqjg <xlrks'
.,al=,u oHd,h jid oeu keue;s urKhg f.dre jqj
fyd;a Bg j.lsj hq;af;a y,am;sjrhd yd f wuk .=re msi
nj ;s,ld ks;r is;=jd h' Y%shdKs yd ;ud tla f oHd,h
kdY ug bv yef m%jdyhg tfrysj Wvq. n,d msyskSu
fl;r m%dfhda.sl oehs ;s,ldg tg u is;sks' ;uka iu`. ta
fufyjrg tl;= ug mdif,ka msg fndfyda fofkl= n,d is'
Tjqkag mdi, ;=< mej we;s rdcldhla ke;' tfia k ;u
ldhNdrh h hq;af;a" mdi,ska msg; tlafrdla we;s f Yla;sh"
.,al=,u oHd,h jvd;a hym;a ia:dkhla lsu i`oyd fhdod
.ekSuhs' ;uka l=ula l< hq;= o hkak ksYaph lr.; yels hqKq
mdi,a m%cdjla .,al=,u oHd,h jgd fkd h' tfy;a ioaNdjfhka
hfula ;uka fj; h ldhhla mjrhs k" th wjxlj bgq
lsug ta mdi,a m%cdf wysxil .efhda ie meye ishy' ;u
ldhfha wjika M,fha jeo.;alu fiug f wysxil kQ.;a
.efhda W;aiql fkdjQy' Tjqkag jeo.;a jQfha ;uka fj; mjrkq
,nk ldhhhs'
zzyeu flkdu .=reldh" y,am;s ldh lrkak uykais
fjkak k kE''' flfkl=g mejfrkafk mdif,a jeg .yk tl
fjkak mqjx''' yenehs tal jkdlka wvq N+ldjla fkfuhs'''ZZ
Ydka; lSh'
zzuu uf.a iSudj wldh blaujd hkjd lsh, l;djla
yefohs o @'''ZZ
zzW;aidy lr, n,uq''' biafi,a,d'''ZZ
45

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

03
zzi .sh wjqreoafo tl jir k fmdf;a <uhs isyh
fofkl=f.a k ;snqKg" fod<yla ;r ;uhs wdfj''' jdfr
wka;sug fjkak k" oy wgla ;r wdj''' ux ys;=fj lla fydh,
n,kak" wehs ta <uhs fkdtkafk lsh,'''ZZ
.=re ksjdih w;ajehdjg odhl jQ umshka w; mdi,a
fkdtk <uqka h<s tug lghq;= lrk fuka ;s,ld l< b,a,Sug
m%;spdr f,i orefjda yh y;a fofkla kej;;a mdi,a meKshy'
;s,ld isfha i;=ks'
zzfudlo ukao i uqx y;a wg fofkl=g u jdfr w. wdfh
biafldaf, u;la jqfKa'''ZZ ch;s,l ia y,am;s;=ud wu;d lshkq
;s,ldg weiqfKa k lsysmhlg fmr h'
;s,ldf.a b,a,Su weiqKq y,am;s;=ud m<uqj weh fkdirema
nila lS f,iska fudfyd;la weh foi n,d ishd h' foien
ksjdvqjg fmr ,ys,ysfha w;a tl jir whm;% tfld<yla
.,al=,u oHd,h fj; ,eKs'
zztl u flkdfk ia f wema,sflaIka mqrj,d ;sfhkafk'''ZZ
zzkE i ux ys;kafk fokafkla''' n,kak f w;awl=re'''ZZ
mdi,a fkdheug ;SrKh lr ;snQ orejka lsysm fofkl=f.a
umshka ;ud yuqjQ g kld yd frdayK ud.fhka Tjqka
fj; whm;% ,nd tajd mqrjd jydu ldhd,h fj; ,ndf
lghq;a; ;udf.a wkqoekqu yd wkq.%yh u; isjQ nj f ksid
okafka o @ Tyq ;ud mlaId lrkafka o @ ;s,ld fyd/yska
46

p, ,shkf.a

y,am;s;=ud foi nejd h' tn fjkila Tyqf.a uqyqfKa ke;s


ksid ;s,ld iekiq iqiqula fyjd h'
zzi" ch;s,l ia tl jir lrkak wudrehs lshkj''' iag
wudrek ,nk wjqreoafo ug fokak i'''ZZ f .eyeksh tfia
lshoa ldhd,fha ljqrej;a isfha ke;' weh tfia lf<a is;d u;d
l,ah,a n,d o @ oeka" .sh jif we;=<;a l< kuq;a mdi,a fkdwd
<uqka .ek fidhd n,kakg wr whs''' fuh tfia fufia ie,iqula
fkdf' f .eyeksh folg .ek .kakg fkdyels fia wysxil
fmkqula ujd ishdg f wr wkafka ;ud uqukska u kdY
lsug o @ ;u rdcOdksh w`.f,ka w`., wdl%uKh lsu oekgu;a
weh wrUd we;ehs wurodi uy;dg is;sks' jpk m%fYfuka Nd;d
l< hq;= h' oekg hulA lshd" ;udf.a w.%mqfrdays;hka jk ch;siai
yd fudkak fom< w;ska Wmfoia ,nd.; hq;= h' Tjqkaf.a
iglmgl fkdoek Tjqkag ;ud wjk; jkjd fkdf' Tjqka
iska kgjkq ,nk ?lvhla isu fl;r iqkaor o @
zzj .ek Th ;r fudlg fjfyi fjkj o ia''' fldhslg;a
ch;s,l iaf.kq;a wy, n,kakflda''' ia wjqreoaola folla
ch;s,l iaf.a wlaIKh hgf;a jev lrkak'''ZZ y,am;sjrhd
;s,ldg lSf wK lsul iajrhlsks' th ishq mlaIKhla o h'
zzfyd`ohs i'''ZZ ;udf.a we`.g mek myqre .Eug ;r ;ju
f hlaIKshf.a ksh ;shqKq ke;ehs ;s,ldf.a ms<s;=frka wurodi
uy;dg is;sks' tfy;a weh fkka k ish ksh uka isk nj
fmfka' is l< hq;af;a we`.s,s u lmd oeuhs' ch;s,l fkdakd
wmQrejg ta rdcldh bgq lrkq we;' ;udg msgqmd hk .=re,sh
foi n,d is y,am;sjrhd tfia is;=f h is;ska iskdfiks'
lsis;a fkdokakshl fia ch;s,l .=re;=h
y,am;s;=ud lS ish,a, wE iu`. lSf fudav
mdks' uqyqfKys fjkila msg;g fkdfmfkk
wid is ;,;=kd .=rejh" ;udf.a w;aoelS
wjqiaid ks.ukhlg t<hd h'
47

yuqjQ ;s,ld
.;shla ujd
m ish,a,
u,a, is;ska

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzya''' fmfka o uQ f .Eks ,jd udj wUrjkak yok ye'


W!fka y,am;s' f yemskak ,jd ug oIaG lrj, fudkakh
y,am;s lr, uQ mkskakhs yokafk''' fokakxfld uu;a fyd`o
jevla'''ZZ .,al=,u jeisShdug fmr y,am;s;=ud udre hkq
we;ehs o" tfia .sh miq y,am;skshl jirla fyda fiajh lr
.re.dNSrj fiajfhka iuq.ekSf ;DIaKdfjka fmkq ch;s,l
uy;ah tfia is;=jd h' wehg tfrys j fudkak ikakoaO
lrf l=uka;%Kh y,am;s;=ud lrka is" hk Yajdifha
t,an is f jhil ia;%sh oeka ;s,ld fhdojd ;ud j, lsug
y,am;s lghq;= lr;shs o is;=jd h'
zzuf.ka fudkj wykak o <ufhda''' Thd leue;a;la lrkak'''
Thd,;a mqyqKq .=rejrefka''' b;sx fudk wlaIK o @'''ZZ m<uqj wE
tfia lSf y,am;sf.a wKilg ;ud hg;a fkdjk nj ;s,ldg
we`.ug;a" ;s,ld ie,iq l< oE ;ud t;r by<ska .Kka
fkd.;a nj;a we`.ug h' tfy;a f ;reK .=rejhf.a jHdhduh"
.uqka ;=< ;ju;a ;ud .ek we;s nh mlaImd;lu relrjd
;ukag tfrys u;jdohlA f.dvke`.Sug fya;= fo hk fo.shdj o
wef.a is;g we;= h'
zzfldfydug;a Thd f wdj .uka f .f tld, tlal jeh
mEfykak hkak k kE'''ZZ ;ud w; we;af;a fomsg ,lal=jla
hehs ch;s,l uy;ahg is;sks'
zzwms fufya fkfuhs ksid .uq tlal lla <`.sx wdY%h
l<dg lula kE lshkak'''ZZ ;s,ld f l;d m%jD;a;sh lshkq wid
is Ydka; lSf" tk iji igykla ms<sfh, lrk w;r;=r h'
zzTh;a fufya ysh kx y fIdala'''ZZ
zzmsiaiq o ;s,ld''' Bg jvd fufyu fyd`ohs'''ZZ Ydka; lSf
l,amkdjl ksu.ak fjks'
miqk miajre folg muK .,al=,f .%du fiajl ls uqhkafia
.=reksjdih bhg meK ish mdmefha iSkqj kdo lf<a h'
zzwd''' rd<yd''' ia ,Eia;s fjkjd'''ZZ bhg meKs Ydka;
48

p, ,shkf.a

lSf" lf,l isg Tyq y`kkafkl= f,i h' .efhda ljo;a f


wfkHdakH;ajhg leu;s h'
zzrd<yd fj,djg we;a'''ZZ ;s,ld ,g neiafia o Tyq
fndfyda lf,l isg oek y`kkakshl fia h' mdr f;df yuq jQ
fgl" fkduiqrej iskdfik .=rejh wu;d uqj mqrd
zzbiafldaf, ydfkaZZ lSug ls uqhkafia mqrej isfha h' wo
k .f ksfjia lsysmhlg hEug ;udg lr ;snQ wdrdOkh ms<sn`o
Tyq mqu jQf h' ;ud okakd ld,hl" f mdif,a .=rejrhl=
mdi,a fkdtk <uqkaf.a ksfjiaj,g hdug ;udg y`v .id ke;'
u`. f;df ;ud gq g mdmefhka nei uqjmqrd iskdiS
zzbiafldaf, ydfkahsZZ lshk .ehd f .f .%dufiajl
ks,Odhd nj ;s,ld oek .;af;a miqj h' iq iru yd w;a
fldg lih ye`ug yqre is fya ks;ru ysi mSrd ms<sfj,lg
isfha h' fmkqka Tyqg jhi mkylaj;a we;ehs ;s,ld is;Sh'
Tyq i;= ;SlaIK oEi idm%odhsl .e jeysfhl=f.a uqyql=rd .sh
nqoah oyd mEf h' mdrml .uq,doEks fjkqjg" .%dufiajl
;k;=r ia:dk.; u ld,Sk j is jQ mmd,kuh fjkila jQj o
msir .efhda ;ju;a .uq,doEks iu`. is;ska j;a jQy'
.%dufiajl hkq" jvd;a klrKh jQ ;k;=rls' tfy;a ls uqhkafia
olsk ;s,ld iEu g u is;=f Tyq ;ju;a .uq,doEkS yd
.%dufiajl hk ;k;=re fol w;r j;ajkakl= nj h' ls uqhkafia
m<mqre f.dfhls'
zzwms tlal ;j;a fokafkla tkj rd<yd'''ZZ iquk,;df.a
blvq,a, <`. isgf.k isk kld;a ks,aKS;a gq ;s,ld lSjd h'
zzwd''' f <uhsfka''' yenehs biafldaf, ydfka wf.a we;s
fl,af,d fokakd''' wr iafPd o fudlla o moku hgf;a y
biafldaf,g inkaO lr.kak mqjka kx biafldaf, ydfkag
wf.ag iyh fjhs'''ZZ .%dufiajl ks,Odhd lSf ;ud ;=< o jQ
woyils'
zzwr iS,j;S,hs j oeka 'ta' wka;su wjqreoafoa uf. ysf;a'''ZZ
49

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

Tyq lSf ks,aKS .ek h'


zzfokak ia nE.a tl ux .kakx'''ZZ ;s,ld w; jQ ,smsf.dkq
lsysmhla iys; fmd,s;ska Wrh b,a,ka ks,aKS lSjd h'
zzbiafldaf, ydfka wms ,ehsia;=j n,, buq o" t;fldg
tfyghs fufyghs hkjg jvd ms<sfj,la we;sj msg;a fj;elsZZ
;reKshka wi,g t;au ls uqhkafia lSfjka ljqre;a Bg tl`.
jQy'
zzf.j,a oyhlg myf<djlg hkak fjkjd''' fyd|d wms
fyar;a nKav,E f.oka mgka .ksuq'''ZZ
nvb`.= jjd ;snQ f.j;a; ueo" mgqmdr f.a f.me, foig
wefok msi gq fyar;a nKavd msf,ys jQ wef`oka ke`.sg ,g
nq,;a fl< mdrla o zzksu,aflda'''ZZ hs lE.eiS h'
zztkj wmamZZ lshka froaola yd ieghla ye| is ;reK
ldka;djla f.a msgqmi isg ,g wdjd h'
zzwd''' uqhkafia uduhs''' w;a iqhs'''ZZ
jyd f.g j .sh wE merKs mqgqjla f.ke;a msf,a we| wi,
;nd ta u; mrK" tfy;a msis ;a;hla tjd h'
zztkak ia''' b|.kak''' ux f ;d;a;d l;d l<dg ljqo
lsh, nejd''' rd<d udud jd fjkag'''ZZ ksu,ald wd.ka;=lhska
ms<s.ksoa fyar;a nKavd .re ire we;sj mfilg isfha h'
zzf i|rejkaf. wud fjkak we;s'''ZZ ;s,ld iskduqiqj
weiqf byska lkska je.sfrk vyh ish f,akaiqfjka msisks'
idfmdfgka weh mjka i,d .ekSug mgka .;a;d h'
zzT ia''' ZZ ksu,ald ;=< h u;shla o h'
zzflda oeka i|rejka'''@ZZ ;s,ld wi;a u fyar;a nKavd f.a
ms<slkakg lE.ik y`v weisks'
zzpQ mqf;a''' flda u,a,S''' blaukg fokak;a tlal tkak'''ZZ
fudfyd;lska msi bfha fmkS is whsh uf,da fom<f.ka
whshdf.a uqyqK ;s,ldg u;l h' Tyq my jif orefjls' tla
50

p, ,shkf.a

kdia mq`vqjlska .,d tk fidgq o iu`. ,ecdj o h o u;sh o


iys; j .,a.eiS isk fmdvd i|rejka h hq;=h'
zzoji ;siafi u kgk tl ;uhs ia''' whsh wdju thd j
w,a, .kakjd'''ZZ we| is froafoa fmdglska i|rejkaf.a kyh
msi ouka ksu,ald lSjd h'
ks,aKS foig yereKq ;s,ld" zzTh ljfr we;s mdi,hla
.kak'''ZZhs lSjd h' th jD; l< ;s,ld w;g .;a ls fgd*S folla
orejka fj; .= l<d h' tfy;a f whsh uf,da fi,jqfKaj;a
ke;' .=re;=h fj; meKSug jeuy,a orejd ;=< h hla
;sKs'
zzwd''' i|rejka whshg;a , lkak'''ZZ
zz.kak ufh mqf;a biafldaf, ydfka w;sx'''ZZ iShd foi ne
fldjd ,ecdfjka iskdiS ;s,ldg uola <x j fgd*S .ekSug
w;la .= lf<a h'
zzyd yd''' oE;ska oE;ska'''ZZ iShdf.a wKg Tyq h<s;a jyd lSlre
h' fgd*S fol .;a orefjda jyd w;=reoka jQy'
zzia ux fodvx f. folla lv, yokakx''' ia, fyd|fgda u
fyay;a fj,d mhsxu we,a,d'''ZZ ksu,ald ,g neiaid h'
zzkE kE ksu,ald''' wms ;j f.j,a .Kkdjlg hkak kE'''
tl f.orlg fjka lrkak mqjx kd mylg;a wvq ld,hla'''
kld wms wdmq ldrfKa lshkak'''ZZ ls uqhkafia ;s,ld foi
n,d isfha uy;a f.!rjhlsks' ;ju;a ;reK fha miqjk f
.=rejh jka .=rejreka fo;=ka ishhla j;a rfgys isk" hehs
Tyqg is;sks'
zzksu,ald wlafla''' wfma w;a ia ;uhs oeka tl jir w;ska
Ndr wrx bkafk''' .sh wjqreoafo k fmdf;a <uhs yq`.la we;=,a
lr, ;snqKg taflka Nd.hlaj;a biafldaf, we;a kE''' wms ta
f.j,aj,g hkjd''' ta <uhs wdfhu;a f wjqreoafo tl jirg
tjkak lshkak u;la lrf.k'''ZZ
ksu,ald kld foi uy;a f.!rjfhka yd f,ka.;= j nejd h'
51

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

wfkla fudfydf;a wef.a uqfjys jQfha Wmydih" l,lsu yd


ixf.h uqiq iskdjls' ;u hKsh foi ne fyar;a nKavd o u
n,df.k Tnfudn ilaux lf<a h''' ;s,ld blauka jQjd h'
zzksu,ald orejd we;=,a l<dg biafldaf, fkdtjkak O
fya;= ;sfhkak we;s''' ta jqkdg ,nk iqudfk b|, tjkak'''
ke;a;x tal orejg lrk widOdrKhla'''ZZ
zzfyd|uhs ia'''ZZ ksu,ald iaridr j lSjd h'
zzfoyduqrefjda Tn;=hj f biafldaf,g g wjqre
oyhlg myf<djlg l,sx m;afld,a, tjkx fu,ylg .,al=,u
uyd oHd,hla'''ZZ
ls uqhkafia tfia lSf f.j,a oyhlg fod<ylg f.dvje
fjfyi j wdmiq tk .ufka ;s,ld wu;ks'
zzwms ;du mrlal= kE rd<yd'''ZZ tfia lSug is;=k o ;s,ld
ta jpk .s, .;a;d h'
miajref .u mqrd l< ixpdrh wjik ;s,ld wdmiq
wdf .=rejhl f,i ,o yels b;d w.kd w;aoelS iy oekq
iNdrhla o /f.k h' ta tlsfkl wE Ydka; iu`. fnodyod
.;af;a rd;S% wdydrh .ekSfuka miqj" .=re ksjdifhka msg;
ksoyfia ys| ish h'
zzta yeu <ufhla u wysxilhs''' Wka yqr;,a ke;s fjkak
mqjx''' fmkqu iq mqx fnda, jf.a fkfuhs ;uhs''' ta;a Wka
yefudau <uhs'''ZZ ;s,ld wjidk jYfhka lSjd h' ;s,ld ms<sn| j
Ydka; ;=< wdvnrhla bmks'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
B<`. i k WoEik .,al=,u oHd,fha tl jir mka;s
ldurh wi, tlu ld,f.dahls' fuu jif mdi,g we;=<;a
lrkq ,en orejka is tla fokdg wu;r j ;j;a fodf<dia
52

p, ,shkf.a

fofkla meK is;s' Tjqyq fuu jif we;=<;a lrjQjkag jvd


jeud h' ;s,ld ta .ek is;=jd h' orejka i|yd iEfyk ;r
mqgq fyda fi fkd;sKs' ;udg hdno mka;sfha ksudKh ;snQ
wnqoh foi ch;s,l uy;ah fyd/yska nef his;ska i;=gq
fjks' ;j;a iq fj,djlska ;uka lrka yqka mdvu k;r
lrka ch;s,l uy;ah ldhd,h foig hkq gq ;s,ld zzTh
hkafk f,dl= if.a lfKa ;shkakZZ hehs is;=jd h' weh is;=jd
yhg u y h' oeka ;ud iQodk h hq;= h'
zzId kx.S''' ug we;a;g u wdihs mka;sfha <uhs ms,d bkakj
oelalu'''ZZ msgqmiska Ys%hdKs meK iskq gq ;s,ld ;=< uo
wiajeis,a,la we;sks'
zzoeka b;sx iag mqgq fi;a fydhdf.k tkak fjhs'''ZZ
y,am;sjrhdf.a iajrh Wmydid;aul h' Ys%hdKs ;=< we;s jQ
fldamh ksys ke;' ;s,ld ;u ye`.S md,kh lr .;a;d h' weh
iskdiS zzn,uq iZZ hehs lSjd h'
mqgq lSmhla fyda ,nd.ekSug ia:dkhla fkdue;' fol ;=k
yd y;r jif ;snqfKa isiqkaf.a m%udKhg wjYH mqgq fi
ixLHdj muKs' tkak tkaku isiq ixLHdj my< hdu ksid w;a
fi mqgq jqjukd fkdks' mdi,a tka is orejl=f.a mqgqjla
wn,ka ks k" tys m%;sM,h f,i tu orejd mdi,a .uk kj;d
oeuqjd i" Tyq i|yd kj mqgqjla iemhqfka ke;'
y,am;sjrhdf.a f wufkda{ m%ldYh ta jk g;a
mka;sfhka msg; ;rula wE;ska / is ujreka lsysm fofkl=g
weisks' Tjqkaf.ka ;j;a lsysm fofkl=g fuu wdrxh ie,h'
;udg iula ,ndfokjd fjkqjg wj{dfjka ie,l+
y,am;sjrhd flfrys ;jrg;a Yajdih ;eu M, rys; h'
Tyqf.a wekqmo fyda Wmydi m%;HlaI lrk tla i;Hhla we;'
tk" lsis wNsfhda.hlg Tyq i;=j i l,am fkdue;s njhs'
Tyqf.a ysia nj Tyqg u mdrdj<,a,la jkq kd" ;u fufyjrg
th n, fkdmdkq we;' is; ;=<g fldfya fyda isg f|ka |
53

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzffOhhZZ k uyd> T!IOh Y%djh jk nj ;s,ldg oeKsks'


f .j, fmdfvda fomd mK ke;a;jqka fkdf' fyg fudjqka
legqj ujreka mefKk f;la" lsug fndfyda foa we;' B<`.
fudfydf;a" <uhska f.dkak o lej msgksh fldklg jkakg jQ
wU .fia fijk fj; wefok .=rejh foi iskduqiqj n,d isfha
Ys%hdKs muKs'
miqk mdi, fj; ;u orejka o legqj wd iuyr ujre
merla o /f.k wdy' mka;s ldurh w;=.d mere t,k ,' l=vd
orejkaf.ka ody;r fofkl= yer fiiq ish fokd merej, ys|
.;ay' th myiq bhjla fia fmKqk o mere iy mqgq f,i
fohdldr jQ wdik rgdj ms<sn| ;s,ld ;=< jQfha fo.shdjls'
ch;s,l uy;ahf.a oEia oeka mqru we;af;a tl jir mka;s
ldurfha h'
zzwms n,uq mqf;a ojiska oji b|.kak ;eka udre lrkak'''
mq;d, wdio tl ojila merej, b|.kak'''@ZZ
zzT'''ZZ mqgqj, ys| is l=vd orefjda lE.Ey'
tfy;a miqod WoEik fofmd<l ujreka tla/ia hula
l;d lrk fihla ;s,ldg fmksKs' wE mka;shg h;au bka tla
f.dkaklska wd ujla" zzia wfma <uhs f wjqreoafo wd wh'''
thd,d u jd lrjkak k tmd''' fma,a fjp <uhs merej,
ysgmqjdf'''ZZ hhs lSf ;s,ldf.a oEia u`.yka f.fhks'
zzljqre'''' fma,a fjp <uhs lSjd''''@ZZ ;s,ld o fmr<d m%Yak
l<d h'
zzfudk Ndf. fma,a fjp wh o'''@ZZ tjr ;s,ld weiqf
fmrg;a jvd je y`vlsks''' wr uj miqnd .shd h'
wks;a f.dkafka jQ ksu,ald bhg tkq fmKsks'
zzia lula kE wfma orefjda mefru ysgmqjdfj''' ia Wkag
wl=rla W.kajkak'''ZZ lS weh ;rula fika''' zzwfma Wkag mer
fyd|hs''' t;fldg wuq;=fjka ug jefgkak fohla keyefkZZ hs
54

p, ,shkf.a

lSf wr uj foi n,ks'


ksu,ald foi fudfyd;la n,d is ;s,ld mka;s ldurh
;=<g .shd h' .eyekqka ish,af,da u mka;sh foi ney'
zzmq;d, ,d fiaru ke`.sg,d ud <`.g tkak''' l=vd orefjda
fvia mqgq lsysmfha o yemafmka .=re;=h fj; j .sfha l=re
?kla fuks' ojig folg Tjqyq ;s,ldg im ishy' jirla
mud meKs orefjda o fiiaika wkq.ukh l< o ;ju;a Tjqka
;=< h pls;hla b;s ;sKs'
zzwfma mka;sfha mqgq;a ;sfhkjd" mere;a ;sfhkjd''' ux
w;amqhla .eyqj u yefudau ;uka leue;s ;eklska j, .sysx
b|.kak'''ZZ
;s,ld ix{d l<d muKs" h<s;a j;dj;a fvia mqgqj, yefmka
j .sh ;sia .Kkla jQ is`.s;a;ka ?k mka;sfha t,d ;snQ mer u;
tl fmdhg fmrfKa .,al=,u oHd, N+fha jir oyhlska
myf<djlska fkdke`.+ iskd y`vla o k`.ks' fiiq mka;sj,
orefjda f wmQre lS%vdj foi WfoHda.su;aj n,d ishy' mer
fj; uq,ska u j.sfha" ;u orejkag mqgq wjYHhehs lS ldka;djf.a
mq;%hd h' fiiq orejkag jvd Tyq ;rula Wi h' mDIau;a h'
;s,ld tu ujreka lKavdhu foi nefha mka;sh ueo
yqol,d iska" lsisjl=;a ys|.ekSu m%;slafIam l< mqgq Wjukd
k f.khkakehs lshk whqks'
zzwms fiarg u mer fyd|hs fkao mqf;a'''ZZ ;s,ld Wia y`ka
lSjd h'
ch;s,l uy;ah fjef,ka fihg ;,kq weisks' udrefjka
udrejg mqgqj, yd merej, ys|.ekSf fhdackdj ujreka w;g
m;ajQfha l=vd orejkaf.ka fkdf' th f mdi, ;=< u isk
kmqre ksiqkaf.ka tfll= l< fkdmk;a luls'
zzydfka wrh o''' thd biair ysfh tl jir mka;s Ndr"
thd jf.a''' thdf. f,dl= <uhd tfla yshfk .sh wjqreoaog
biafi,a, wjqreoafo''' yeu i;shl u oel= fmhla wrx wdjd
55

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

wfma ch;s,l uevg'''ZZ ;s,ldg Ys%hdKs tfia lS miqj fndfyda


foa jegysKs' .=rejhl f,i ;udg lsug we;s ldhNdrh yd
igk iqmgq fkdjk tlla nj ;s,ldg fkka ku jvjvd;a
jegfykakg mgka f.k ;sKs'
zz;s,ld wms wmsg u hula fmdfrdka fjkak Tfk'''
fmdfrdkajlg;a jvd tal wfma Ydl udkisl fi!LHhg
jeo.;a m%;sm;a;shla'''ZZ
zzta fudlla o @ZZ Ydka; ks ,dmq t<sfhka ,shka is
igykg tfnka ;s,ld weiqjd h'
zzwfma fiajfhka wms ,nk ;Dma;sfhka wms i;=gq jqkdg wmsg
t,a, jk wNsfhda. ksid miq;efjkafk" lvd jefgkafk kE
lshk fmdfrdkaj'''ZZ
;s,ld bmsg ujl yeis we;s wdldrh wef.a is;g ;ka
ldje we;s nj f;are .;a Ydka; lSf h'
y,am;s;=ud m<uqj ;u wld n,h Nd;d lrka ;ud
h ia:dkhlg fldgq lr ;eug W;aidy ork nj ;s,ldg
oeksKs' fojkqj Tyq ch;s,l .=re;=h jeks ;udg myiqfjka
tfrys jkq we;ehs is;sh yels p; Wis.ekaug mgka .;af;a h' ta
lsisjlska ;ud fkdkj;sk nj ols;au fya ;ud fkdi,ld yeug
mgka .;af;a h' wjidkfha ;s,ldf.a wNsu;h m ls%hdlrkakg
bvyeu olajd miqnei ;sf' weh W;aidy orkafka ;u ;k;=rg
lgqj .eiSug fkdf' tfy;a wef.a Wjukd tmdl i|yd tyd
fuyd jmek weug ;udg mqjkalula ke;' jir is .Kkl
.=re fiajfha;a jir oyhlg wdikak y,am;s fiajfha;a ;ud
islf<a fm< fmdf;a we;s hula kEjg tmdjg b.ekau;a"
wksjdh mmd,k rdcld lsysmhl ksr; u;a h' th fl;r
ksoyia ldhhla o @ ;udf.ka W.;a orejkag l=ula isksoehs
;ud okafka ke;' tfy;a iEu uilu ;udg ys f;kh ,eKs'
;ud okakd wfkla fndfyda .=rejre o tfia h' fuf;la l,a ;uka
wOHdmk mmd,lhkaf.ka fkdl< b,a,S lsug mgka .;a g"
56

p, ,shkf.a

wkHhka fudkjd fkdis;hs o @ ta iEu fjkila u ueh ksid


nj Tjqka is;kq we;' zzf .=rejhf.a ls%hdl,dmh mudoYShsZZ
wurodi uy;df.a yDo idlaIsh fldrd Tyqg lshkq weisks' bka
wvlaj;a ;u ; ld,h ;=< bgqlsug ;ud wiu;a u ms<sn| j
Tyq ;=< oeka oeka we;s jkafka l,lsuls' lmdjls' zzug wdmyq
uq, b|,d mgka .kak mqjka o @ZZ Tyq ;u yDo idlaIshg
f.darKdvq jQf h' f .Eks k u`.=,la lr.;a;df' ksiaioaoj
b|,d y talg h iyhla kafkd;a uf.;a m lla y fya,
hhs' wurodi y,am;s;=ud Tyqf.a j;udk ia:djrh olajd
miqneiafia tf,i h'
zzi''' foumshkaf.a /iaula tfyu ;shk woyila keoao
<`. '''ZZ ;s,ld ljo;a hula uikafka ixhufhks' wiSre fohla
jqjo uqjg k`.d.;a iskyjlska hq;= j weh wihs' lsisjl=f.a is;a
thska fkdfoa' tfyhska weh fhdackd lrk hulg wuq wuqf
reoaO f yelshdjla lsisjl=g;a ke;'
zzfoudmshkaf.a /iaula fkao ia''' wms l,skakx lsysmhla
;shkak W;aidy l<d''' flda b;sx tkjhe''' y;a wg fofkla
;rla ths'''ZZ
zzi uf.a mka;sfha <uhs ;sia .dku oeka yeuodu jf.a
tkjd''' ;ju Nd.hla fokd merej,''' .=re ksjdfi wialroa
ux oelald mqx mqgqj, hlv rduq f.dvla''' ;j b;sx wr mka;s
lduf klrKh lr.kak tfyu;a mqjka kx yq`.la fyd|hs'''
ux nefj ta ksid uf. foumsfhda l /ialr .kak lsh,d ,nk
iqudfk ydg''' i l;d lf<d;a foumsfhda nE lshk tlla kE
hula lrkak'''ZZ y,am;s;=ud jyd ksYaYo jQfha" zzf .Eks ug
Tf,dlal=jg o fufyu lshkafka''ZZ hehs is;ks' Wojla lsug
yelshdj we;af;la jqjo ;ud uey;a jqjfyd;a Wo fkdlrk nj
Tyq okS'
zzle|jkakflda ia w`.yrejdod ydg'''ZZ
zzfyd|hs i'''ZZ
57

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

B<`. w`.yrejdod tl jir <uqka isy;r fofkl=f.a


muK umsfhda ;s,ld iska le|jk ,o foudmsh /iaug
meK ishy' /iau wdrN lrka kdhla folla l;d l<
y,am;s;=ud" zztfykx Thd, ch;s,l iqhs" ;s,l iqhs tlal
l;d lr.kakflda''' ug f yis jevj.hla ;sfhkjd'''ZZ hehs
lshka ish ldurhg x.d .;af;a h' ch;s,l uy;ah jpkhl=
l;d fkdl<d h' ish,a, ;s,ld iska u is lrk ,' th
yer fiiq OdkH wiajkq fk,k ld,h jQfhka fhda; ldhhka
i`oyd /iaj isfhda tlajru leu;s kqjQfjda h' tfy;a ;u orejka
fjkqfjka" lKavdh y;rlg fn meK mqgq iaila yd fi
wgla w;ajehd lr ug Tjqyq leu;s jQfjda h' .=re ksjdifha
isg t<shg weo f.dv.ik ,o mqgq fi rduq u; ,E,S ilrk
,' fo.=reka u;a lrkq msKsi ;s,ld ;u hoka frdai mdg
;Ska; f.kajd tajd fi mqgq u; wdf,am lr jQjd h' i;s lsysmhla
.;j;a u Yd,dj fl<jrl jQ tl jir mka;sh wuq;= ma;shlska
nenf<kq olakg ,eKs' th" w.siafia i m;% lsysmhla muKla
iys; kuq;a" rdm;a jk oejeka; relaIhl mdoia:fhka u;= jQ
wis ireidr wxl+rhla n h'
zzkldghs''' ks,aKSghs ;uhs msx fokak k jef ,iaikg
flreKg'''ZZ fo.=reka u;a lrka /ialsu muKla fkdj"
umsh lKavdh y;r Y%uodkfha ksr; jQ k y;f u" Tjqka yd
Wfrkqr .e jev lrka oelajQ iyh ;s,ld w.h l<d h'
zz.=rejre fiaru tljf.a kx biafldaf, wuq;=u ;eklg
f.akak mqjx ia'''ZZ ks,aKs lSjd h'
zzia rdcH fkdjk ixOdkhlska wmsg Wojla .kak
ne o @ZZ kld weiqjd h'
;s,ld;a" kld;a" ks,aKS;a .f lDIsldl ixjOkh
i|yd hehs lshka O ixjOk jevlghq;= lrk foaYSh rdcH
fkdjk ixOdk lsysmhl ksfhdac;hska yuqjQ kuq" ;uka i;=j
we;af;a jHdmD;s i|yd fjka jQ ksYa; uqo,la muKla nj lshka
Tjqyq lr yehy' tfy;a klg jrla fojrla .,al=u oHd,h
58

p, ,shkf.a

bmska mjd tu ixOdkj,g wh;a iq meye;s iqfLdamfNda.S


ma r: tydg fuydg Odjkh flKs'
zzwfka ia thd, lr, ;sfhkafka fudkjo @ wdx wr y;r
fofkl=g wU me, oyh .dfk ,'''' ;j lsysm fofkl=f.
orejkag nE.a tlhs" fmd;a oyhhs" im;a;= l=guhs fno,'''ZZ
frdayK lSf Tyq Ydka; yuq wdmiq tk w;f h'
frdayK .f is ;j;a W.;a ;reKhl= h' ish mshd iu`.
f.d;eka lghq;=j, ksr; j ish o Tyq mq;a;,u Wiia ;dlaIK
wOHdmk wdh;kfha m.Kl maf,daudjla yodrhs' tu oekqka
ljr m%dfhdackhla .; yelsoehs hkak wksYa; jqjo Tyq uy;a
ffOhfhka hqla;j th lrf.k .sfha h' .,al=,u ydria:dkfha
oy mdif,a wdpdhjrhl= f,i o Tyq lghq;= lrhs' frdayK Rcq
woyia we;af;ls' Tyq" ls uqhkafia rd<ydfha whshdf.a mq;d h'
kdhl;ajhg Tk .= kdihla o" ;shqKq oEila o" m<,a uqyqKla o
Tyq i;= h'
zzfrdayK b;sx f tl jir mka;sh lla klrKh lr.kak
yla keoao''' whsfk fldkalS% fi fol ;=kla .y,'''ZZ Ydka;
weiqf h'
zzn,uq i'''ZZ .f ;reKhka yd Ydka; w;r Yla;su;a
ys;j;alula f.dvkef`.ka mj;S'
zz.f lS%vd iudchlaj;a ;snqKd k fudkjd y lrkak
;snqKd''' wfma .j, l tlla y .y, i,a,s tl;= lrkjd'''
tfyu ixOdkd;aul mokula keyefk'''ZZ frdayK .sh miq
Ydka; lSf h'
kla ijiajref .,al=,u oHd,fha lvq,af,ka frdao fofla
w;ag%elagrhla we;= h' frdayK yd rx;a tys bmi ys|f.k
is w;r" ;j;a fld,af,d l=refgda tys ke`.S meKshy' Ydka;
.=re ksjdifhka msg;g wdf ta y`v weiSfuks'
zzi wmsg wo fyg isfuka;s fldg ;=kla ,efnhs''' .shmdr
fjila tlg mkaif,a .ymq l+vqjg ,enqKq fmd uqo,la fld,af,d
59

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

.dj ;sfhkjd''' wo wms je,s f.dvoeud k Tfhka'''ZZ hqyqiqj


je,s f,rh ms<sfj,lg ndk w;r;=r rx;a lSy' je,sf.dv jgd
w;a .fvd,a leg w;=rk ,' k Th ro ne wef,a l=vd w;=
.x`.djls'
zz.fvd,a fldfykao orefjd'''@ZZ
zzf ldf, .f ksiaiq l=Kkak .fvd,a lmkjfk ia''''
wms yefudagu lsj leg oyhla m;Hd. lrkak lsh,d''' f
rx;a,f.a f.okqhs" ks,aKs,f.a f.okqhs ,efnkak k taj'''
wfma jefg .fvd,a leg iaila we;s'''ZZ
B<`. ksjdvqj wjika jk g ;s,ldf.a mka;sh wuq;=u ishla
.;af;a h' th k.rfha mdi,l m%d:l mka;shlska fjkia jQjd
k" ta ,sh yd c, myiql fkdue;s fuka muKs' h<s
fnda,amkd .yla mka;sfha tla uq,a,l i l< ;s,ld th l=re
.i njg m;a lf<a h' ;j;a ;efkl je,s uq,a, h' iEu klu
fmrjre oyhdudr jk f;la ujreka fofokl= ;s,ldf.a iydhg
k;rug tl`. jQy' flh we;s m u,a" l=re,a,ka yd fjk;a
;% we| mdg l< ;s,ld mka;sfha ;ek ;ek tajd t,ajd h'
zz;s,ld ux ys;, ;sfhkjd wfma .=re ix.f ksfhda;fhla
le|jkak''' wfma yeu fldGdYhlu tal fj,d''' fufy ughs
ndr fj,d ;sfhkafk''' n,uq Thdf. mka;sh fmkak,d thd,f.
ys;j;=kaf.ka wdOdrhla .kak mqjka o lsh,'''ZZ Ydka; kla
lSf" ;u mka;sfha we;s myiql hg;amsfihska fol yd ;=k
jir mka;sj,g;a jHdma; lsf Wjukdj ;s,ldf.a is;g jo
fok nj Tyqg oekqKq ksidfjks'
zzThd Th foaYmd,k jevg k inkaO fjkak tmd'''ZZ
zztal foaYmd,khla fkfuhsfk''' fldfydug;a f l,dfm
inkalrKh ug mjr,d bjrhs oex'''ZZ
ta jqKdg n,df.k''' f n,kak'''ZZ ;ud mdg lrka is
;%h wE Ydka;g fmkajQjd h'
60

p, ,shkf.a

04
l=vd orejl= WoEik wjjk wdldrh fld;r pu;aldrckl o @ th u,la msfmkq n fkdfoehs ;s,ld is;=jd h' uqj
jr fkdlr wmeye,s Yohla msglrka o" tlsfkl ;o lr.;a
fof;d,a fmd tfy fufy lrka o" we,fhka we,hg yefrka o"
ms w;a,j,ska oEia fmd lrka ;j;a ojil wrefKdaoh oel
.ekSug ore is`.s;af;da ierfikq weh wkka;j;a oel we;'
tfia oEia jr jk ;=re orejdf.a uj fyda mshd fyda fofokdu
fyda ta wi, f k" ta foi n,d iskqfha oe fifkyilsks'
;j;a udi lsysmhla wejEfuka ysjk" ;u l=,a orejd o ;j;a
l ld,hl yeuodlu fufia WoEik wjjkq we;'
fkka k bhg fkrd tk ;u l=i foi Ydka; nef
W;=rd hk fifkyilska nj ;s,ldg u;l h' jdm;a jirla
.; jk;=re;a ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a umshka f ,laIK my<
fkdjqks'
zzuql=;a fjkila tfyu keoao orefjda'''ZZ fomdYjfha u
ujre ;s,ld Ydka; fofokdf.ka u fyda Tjqfkdjqkaf.ka fjka
fjkaj m%Yak lf<da h'
zzia, ne|,;a f udfig wjqreoaola fjkj fkao @ZZ
iquk,;df.a mekfha h wre; ;s,ldg jegysks'
fokakfoud,ka o ore iqr;,a ne,Sf wdYdfjka f;dr jQfha
fkdf' tfy;a Bg ksis ld,h t<h hq;= h' ;s,ld fj;ska
ta ,laIK oel.kakd ;=re fyda weh ;ud wu;d ta .ek hula
61

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lshk ;=re Ydka; fkdbjis,af,ka isfha h' jdy udi yh


y;la blau h;a u orejl= ms<sn| b`.shla Ydka; fkdbjis,af,ka
wfmalaId lrk nj o;a ;s,ld is;ska fohka heoaod h'
zzf mdr;a yhka kE jf.a Ydka;'''ZZ weh lauqiqj lshoa
Ydka; weh ikidfha h'
m<uq jdy ixj;airh iurd uila blau .sh ;ek iqmqre
m rd;S% wdydr f.k .=re ksjdifhka msg;g w,a,dm i,a,dmfha
fhfooa Ydka;f.a oE;a w,a,d .;a ;s,ld wo ug Thdg jeo.;a
fohla lshkak ;sfhkjd'''ZZ hehs lSjd h' wk;=rej weh ;udf.a
lKg fnfyka <x j lS mqj; Ydka;f.a is;g ,ndkafka
wm%udK mS%;shls' Tyq jyd ;s,ld je<|" wef.a k<,; ism
.;af;a h' zz;=kqrejkaf.a u irKhs ThdgZZ hs lS Tyq ;ud okakd
m weh l< hq;= fkdl< hq;= foaj,a ,ehsia;=jla u lSf h'
zzwfka fuh;a okak foaj,a'''ZZ ;s,ld ys l<d h' weh
yels;dla m%fY jqjo udi lsysmhla blau hk;=re f iqn
wdrxh lsisjl=gj;a fkdlsj hq;= hehs fofokd u ;SrKh l<y'
zzwu,g;a okajkak fjkafk myqfj,d''' ,shqula oefud;a
lla l,n, fjkak ne kE'''ZZ
Ydka; tfia lSjo" ;ud ujl jk nj ye`.S hk ;reKshlf.a"
ish uj imhg j hEug we;s jk ffki.sl wdYdf m%udKh
fuf;lehs lsj fkdyels nj ;s,ldg m%dfhda.slj u jegyS hka
;sKs' ;udg fYaI lEu lsisjl wjYH;djla fkdoekqK;a" Ydka;
yels iEu fgl u rij;a lEula uy.,alvj,ska T;df.k
wdf h' udi folla wjika j;au lreKq ldrKd okakd wfhl=g
f .ek u;la lr isu iqiq nj ;SrKh l< Ydka;;a" ;s,ld;a
m<uqj is;=x.;a" Tyqf.a | nKavdr ueKsfla;a ta ms<sn|j
oekqj;a lf<da h'
Ydka; nrKkalgqj oHd,hg m;aj ;a kjd;eka .; yels
;ekla fidhd .ekSu i|yd is;=x. uqK.eisks' is;=x. uqK.efik
f,i Ydka;g kq kafka" is;=x. okakd ykk Ydka;f.a {d;s
62

p, ,shkf.a

fidfydhqfrls' kjd;ekla fidhd .kakd f;la ;u ks, ksjdifha


k lsysmhla fyda kjd;eka .ekSug yels nj is;=x. ldreKsl j
f ;reK .=rejrhdg okajd isfha h' ;udg jvd jir y;
wgla jhiska je" f.dck fiajd m%dfoaYSh ks,Odhd;a" Tyqf.a
|;a" ldreKslj;a" wjxlj;a Tyqg Wmldr lsug bm;a jQy'
we;af;ka u Ydka; k ;=kla Tjqka iu`. k;r isfha h' tfy;a
;reK hqj<f.a ksoyig ;ud ksid ndOd fo hk mSvdj Tyq ;=<
ksrka;rfhka u h' tys k;r is f;k ;=< Tjqfkdjqka
ish ; ms<sn| j O f;dr;=re yqjudre lr.;ay'
i;=ka Ydka;g iqnme;+ is;=x.;a nKavdr ueKsfla;a zzkx.s
fudkjo lkak wdihs lshkafkaZZ hs weiQy'
zztfyu fYaI fohla b,a,ka kE wlafla'''ZZ Ydka; lSh'
zzwms fyg u we;a hkak tkjd u,a,S'''ZZ is;=x. lSf h'
wdrxh ie,l< .i iquk,;d zzwfma w;a iag whshkdhl
fohkaf.a u msysgdrlaIdjhsZZ lshka" zzkfld Th ldishla
foysnEhl W,,d fidao,d fufyg .ksx'''ZZ lshka h j;dj;la
bgq lsug ieriqKd h'
f;uilg miqj . n,d .sh Ydka;;a" ;s,ld;a wdmiq
meKsfha fld<U fYaI{ ffjoH fiajd imhk fm!oa.,sl
wdh;khl ,shdmx " m%ij yd kdfo ffjoHjrhl= o
yuqfuka wk;=rej h' ;s,ld mlaId lr gka lsysmhla
ksfoaY l< Tyq ;j;a udihlska kej; Tyq yuqjg tk f,i
oekah' ffjoHjrhdf.a ldreKslNdjh" wjOdkh wdh foi
Ydka; n,d isfha wkqlmdfjks' ksh; meh .Kk frdayf,ys
fiajh lrk f fYaI{ ffjoHjre fm!oa.,sl frday,a" pek,a
uOHia:dk lsysmhl o fiajh lrka rcfha udisl jegqm fuka
y;awg .=Khl wdodhula uilg ,n;s'
ore .eng udi myla msfroa is jQ iq rer jdykhlska
;s,ld lmkhg m;ajQjd h' k lsysmhla u rerh x lsysmhla
ne.ska jykh h'
63

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzThd <uhskag lE.y, W.kajkj o @ZZ


zzkE wfka uu oeka yeu ;siafiu b|f.k ;uhs bkafka'''ZZ
zzwms fldlg;a fyg fld<U .sys,a,d tuqo @ZZ
;u l=i ;=< ;j;a ksia megjl= we;soeu wrUd we;s nj
oek.;a fudfydf;a mgka ;s,ld iEu lghq;a;l u kshefKa
m%fYfuka h' Ydka; ;ud ms<sn| fmrg;a jvd je wjOdkhla
oelajQ w;r" ks;r ;u wkd.;h ms<sn| l;d lf<a h'
tfy;a" ;s,ld ialEka mlaIKhg Ndckh l< fYaI{
ffjoHjrhd .= iqiqula fy<d" Tyqf.a k<f,ys fomi ol=Kf;ys
fjoe`.s,af,ka yd uymge`.s,af,ka uDj iamY lsug mgka
.;af;a oEia mshdf.k h'
zzwehs fvdlag'''@ZZ Ydka; oe wksYa;;djlska hqla; j
weiSh'
zzfmd m%Yakhla''' wou fuhdj we lrkak'''ZZ ffjoHjrhd fld< lene,s lsysmhl fudk fudkjfoda igyka lf<a h'
zznnd ke;sfj,d''' Thd, l,n, fjkak wjYH kE''' TmfIka
lrkak fjkjd'''ZZ
wjg we;s ish,a, ;ud jgd N%uKh jk nj ;s,ldg oeksKs'
ta w;sYh iqkaor w;S; is oduhl wjik b;d fokdiy.;
j;udkhlg weh uqyqK ishs' lsis ye`.Sulska f;drj by<g
fhdud.;a fofk;ska" uqyqK fomig .,d .sh l h<S .sh
iajNdjhls' tfy;a ;ju;a wehf.a oEia f;;a ;sf' ysia jQ
Worfha fokdjla fkdoefka' l .,d .sfha o we;s jQ Ydl
fokdjla ksidfjka fkdf' Ydlj o udkislj o wehg ysia
njla oeKsks'
;h jkdyS w;sYh ixlSK .Ks; .egjls' ;h
wfmalaId fmdhls' ta wfmalaId fmdhg ;j ;j;a wfmalaId tl;=
lrka" f.k hk jk .uk tla h;d:hla <`. k;r f'
ta ienka u u,aM, .ekafjk wfmalaId w;f,diai ksid ksia
64

p, ,shkf.a

ika;dkfha we;sjk lkiai,a,hs' oeka ;s,ld th ka iskakS h'


;j;a fudfyd;lska m%ikak" yqrenqyq fyhl ;ud fj; <xjkq
wE gqjd h' rer mSvkh uksk WmlrKh we;= ;j;a wdmkak
lsysmhla weh w; ks' weh ;s,ldf.a j wf;ys ndyqj jglr
rer mSvkudkfha fr iys; fldgi t;=jd h' ;s,ld ish we|
woaor jQ cfka,fhka msg; fmfkk kd.l ksjdi iuQyh foi
n,d.;ajk u ishd h' ;j;a ojil ysre wjrg hhs' f fmfkk
f.j,a iuQyfha whs;slrefjda fyda kjd;eka .;af;da" f.duk
iu`. jid we;s fodrljq ;=<ska we;= fj;s' ta rd;%sh t<sjk;=rdjg h' jd ld,fha ;ud ilr ;snQ hka;%h fj; jhdug
miqod myka jk;=rd Tjqyq ta ldur ;=< ie;fm;s'
msg;ska ia jk f.dvke`.s,a,la fj; fldfyafoda isg wefok
, /yekla f.a flfire f,afkla j hhs' hdr lsysmhla
Tfnka fkdbjis,sjka; nia r: hrl= ;o lrf.k isk
k,djl lka mqmqrd hk kdofhka jqjo fkdief,k fuu f,akd
.ek o ;s,ld ;=< we;s jQfha iqmqre wukdmhhs' ta wukdmh
fo.=K f;.=K lrka oeka W! wr wkafka" Wf.a yelshdj ms<sn|
w;lafiarejlska jhrfha isg hdno ;a;s odrh fj; mekSug
nj ;s,ldg jegyqKs' ta foi wE jvd;a Wkkafjka nejd h'
iqmqre u,dksl .;sh fjkqjg lsish ma;shla wef.a oEi u;
,siqKs' f,akdf.a W;aidyh yq rx.khla fkdj" oji wjidkfha
;u l=gqNh fj; hEug ;h;a urKh;a w;r lrk igkla u
fjhs' th yeuodg u fmd h' jdgqjg my<ska frdayf,a ;dmamhg
mska we;s iEu .Dy tallhl u o f wr.,h tf,iska u
ls%hd;aul fjhs' th jk wr.,fha kd.lhkag wkkH jQ
fldgils' kd.l;ajh iska wdfrdamKh lrkq ,nk wj;ajh
mirfha iEu i;ajhl=g u" fldgilg u fmd h'
f.fhka .uka lrk fjka jQ ue iys; hl" tla
uehlska ;j;a uehlg udrejk" ;ud gq lvfpdare fjf<kaol=
;s,ldg isysm;a jQfha f f,akd oelSfuks' Ydka; iu`. lf,lg
by; wkqrdOmqrfha isg fld<Ug wd .ukl ;ud gq we`.
65

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ls<sfmd,d hk f oYkh ;du;a wehg i j u;l ;sf'


fjf<kaod wjidk mshjr Tij;a u wehg lE .eiSug wdjo th
w;ska wdhdifhka kj;d .kakg weh iu;a jQjd h'
oeka Ydka; fldfya we;ao @ wef|a wks;a miska fmfkk ;a;s
Trf,daiqj foi ne weh ;a; fldkla f.k weia mshod .;af;a fnd|
jQ .;shlska wjg ia jQ ksidfjks' Trf,daiqj iji y;rhs y;,sia my
iksgqyka lf<a h' Tyq frday,a f.agqj wi, fmdrlk ksia
fmdfha fkdbjis,af,ka we;s' Tyq fudkjd f.k tkq we;ao @
wo rd;S% ;udg is m lEu .; yel' Tyq mqjka yehg rij;a
hula f.k ta' fudkjd f.kdj;a tajd rij;a f,i ld oeh
yels h' ;h hkq" n,dfmdfrd;a;= f.dkafkka fuf;la bgq
fkdjQj ish,a, wvq l< miq b;s jk fidpuhs' ta b;sh hkq"
fuf;la bgq jQ foa yd ;ju;a j,x.= jQ o wm uq,dlrjk iq jQ o
wkd.; n,dfmdfrd;a;= h' wehg oeka f ilrKh fydka yqre h'
;udf.a fukau Ydka;f.a o umshka ;uka ne,Sug meKsfha
ye`vQ lf,ks' f,vqka n,k ;=ka ff,ys u meK ;u we|
wi,g ysi w;.dka is Ydka; l;d lf<a b;du;a wvqfjks'
;udf.ka iuqf.k hk iEu fglu Tyqf.a oEia ;=< l<la isr
;sfnkq ;s,ld gqjd h'
zzwms oeka W;aidy lrkafka ;j;a ksfila f f,daflg
f.akak' tal ne?re j.lSula''' f f,dafl bkak ksiaiq m%Yak
lShlgkx uQk fokjo @ ta m%Yakj,g lr .ykak wms;a w;a
ksfyla f.akj''' mjq,la yehg wmsg orefjla kE ;uhs''' ta
Wkdg wfula wmafmla ke;s j wirK fj,d la k orefjda
lShla kx f ia;s%lafl ;rla we;ao @'''ZZ ;s,ld wu;d Ydka;
lSf g udi lsysmhlg by; h'
zzwe;a; wfka'''ZZ
;j;a i;shlska ;s,ld .,al=,f ish iqmqre rdcldh wdrN
l< w;r weh uqyqK ka Nd.Hh ms<sn|j ish,af,da lmd jQy'
zzuu m;a;fl oelal kx.S" idudkHfhka ishhg oyhla
66

p, ,shkf.a

iaila .id fjkj lsh,'''ZZ Ys%hdKs lSjd h'


zzudj n,mq fvdlag;a tal lsjd wlafla'''ZZ
zziag r;ak;a;f msysghs''' oex j wu;l lr, B<`. fohla
.ek ys;uq''' ta orejg iqhs if.hs orejd fjkak msx uysuh
ke;s j fjkake;s'''ZZ iquk,;d lSf fofokdf.a u is;a ikikq
wfhks'
zzyeufoag u ,eula ;sfhkak k iquk,;d'''ZZ
zztal yenEj ia''' ta;a oex wr uep ch;=x.f.a mjq,'''
<uhs myhs' Wka fiaru yduf;a''' tal ,eu o ia''' ug kx fj
f;afrkafk kE'''ZZ iquk,;d lSf lkiai,af,ks'
udi lsysmhla .;fuka miqj Ydka;;a ;s,ld;a h<s iqmqre
ffjoHjrhd yuqug .shy' jdgqf ;u ihkh wi, kdhlg
jvd fkdkej;=Kq Tyqg kd oyhla myf<djla ksoyfia ;ud;a
Ydka;;a iu`. f YS; ldurfha w,a,dm i,a,dmfha fhfokakg
we;s biamdiqj .ek ;s,ld mqu jQjd h'
b jif o udi lsysmhlg jrla Tyq neyegq kuq lsis
fjkila is fkdh' hk iEu jdrhl u kj mlaIKhla
ksfoaY l< Tyq .e .ekSu m%udo jkafka ldf.a wvqmdvqjlska
oehs fiug ;j;a mlaIKhla B<`. j;df is l<
hq;= nj mejiSh' tfy;a thska miq ;s,ld yd Ydka; Tyq uqK
fkd.eiqfKa" fuf;la l< mlaIK m%;sM, idudkH jQ neKs'
fomdYjfha u umshkaf.a;a" {d;Skaf.;a" .,al=,u .ehkaf.a;a
b,a,S m O Ndrydr" fi;amQcd fldf;l=;a mj;ajk ,'
fYaI{ ffjoHjrhd uqK.eiSug hdu w;yer oeu ms<sn| ;s,ld
;=< wlue;a;la fkdjQfha" mlaIK kd m%;sldr lsisjla Tyq
ksfoaY fkdlsu ksid muKla fkdf' ffjoHjrhd fhdackd
lrk mfhaIK i|yd Tyqf.a idysldj o ish jqjo ish isrer
ksrdjrKh lsug isu ;s,ld ms<sl=,a l<d h'
ish l=,a n,dfmdfrd;a;=j iqkafuka jir lsysmhlg
miqj jqj orejl=f.a wjYH;dj ms<sn| ;s,ld isys.ekajQfha Ydka;d
wiajeiSu i|yd h'
67

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzwms f fiajh lrkafk;a orejkagfka ;s,ld''' Thd Th


.ek kjg jvd ys;kak tmd''' yeufoag u fj,dj tkak k'''ZZ
zzta Wkdg'''ZZ
weh fkdlshk l;dj Ydka; okS' .,al=,u jeks w;sYh
.no jgmsgdjl we;s im%odhl;ajhg uqyqK u f ksid ;rula
wiSre jkq we;' iudch fun wjia:djl we`.s,a, la lrkafka
.eyekshg nj o Ydka; okS' Tyq ;s,ld foi nejd h'
zz<uhs ke;af; wmsg ila Thdg fkfuhs''' ljqre y
weyqfjd;a Thd lshkak" wms <uhs yokake;sj bkak ;SrKh l<d
lsh,d'''ZZ
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
;s,ld;a Ydka;;a mkai, fj; hoa f,dl= yduqrefjda l=vd
fnda uj wuka ishy' mdif,a isg mkai, olajd tk jk
,eyeka jgjQ .=re mdf toa wehg j,a i;=ka ms<sn| lsish hla
oeKsks' .uqka yd mdi,a isiq isiqhka lshkd m ;ks w,shdg
;ekla fkd;ekla" f,djla wf,djla ke;' ;ud;a Ydka;;a f
.uk taug msg;a jQjd f,dik jeoehs wehg is;=fka tjf,a h'
f,dl= yduqrejka ols;au ta woyi wehg h<s;a we;s ks' m,ska
m, .e, .sh" tfy;a ms<sfj,lg weisug W;aidy ord ;snqKq
.,a mfm< ke`.Sug weh je f,djla .kakd nj Ydka;g
jegysKs'
.,al=,u rcuyd ydrh wE; b;sydihlg Wreul lshhs'
hdno . lsysmhl ksoka we;ehs m%isoaO .,a;,d o fiiq jej,g
iudk fkdjQ mj;j,ska .yk jQ je lsysmhla o ydria:dkh
jgd jQ jhila fkdokakd rElaI jDlaI rdchka o wE|d" .ehka
iska f.d;k ,o wmQj l;d .Kkdjls' lsis ,s; idlaIHhlska
if;HlaIKh fkdjQ tu l;d b;d wdlIKSh fjhs' ,xldf
iqm%isoaO rcjre lsysm fofkl= u fuys ryis.; j ie`. is nj
68

p, ,shkf.a

tla mqrdjD;a;hl lshefjhs'


ydria:dk bvf fldkl jk .,alKq kslu tajd
fkdf' h l,d;aul ,shlula ta .,alKq w. h' uqL mrmrdfjka
mej; tk we;e m%jdo neyer fkdlrk fuka ta ia:Nfhda
wfmka b,a,;s'
ish uqkqnqre kshka jglr.;a w;a;l=" w;a;ful= f
mqrdjD;a; Tjqkg mjik oiqk oeka .,al=,u .%dufha o ,N h'
w;S; u;lhka" ;uka wid we;s mqrdjD;a;hka B<`. mrmrdjg
odhdo lr,Sf jqjukdj" l=vdjqkaf.a kqjqjukdj iska u u`vk
,o fia h' tfy;a we;e jeys ms lv fmd<l fjd lSy'
.eyekq fmdaod nK uvqf ta l;d lSy'
.= .,alKq tl u; tl ;efuka idod.;a uKavmhla u;
frdams; fndaka jykafia bmerKs fkdf' tfy;a tys fmkqu
jhia.; h' th l=vd jDlaIhls' ta uKavmh jgd" je,s we;srE l=vd
ujla h' uj jglr ;snqfKa isfuka;sfhka yd l .,ska nk
,o neulsks' mkaif,ys nq uer l=vd h' ue ;a;s lmrdre lr
yqKq wdf,am lsfuka idod.;a nq uef msheiai uy .,al=f,ls'
lgdr lmd ;snQ i,l=Kq ta msheiafiys ykd.; yelsh' Yd,
.,a w;a;sjdrulska ld,l muK m%udKhl uefhka .,al=,
olajd ;a;s kxjd" bmerKs ffY,uh ms<su jykafia f;kula
wdjrKh fldg ;sf' .,al=f,ysu wfkla mi wd,skaohla jk
fia .= m,ila o Bg hd l< fom<lg ieliQ l=vd .Dyhlska o
iuka; wdjdih NslaIQka jykafia fokulg fijK i,ihs'
lYajr f,dl= yduqrefjda fmr lS wd,skaofha ydkais mqgqj u;
je;sr isu b;d iq,N oiqkls' mkaif,a we;a;hd jQ rKanKavd
?g we,fjk mere lvud,a," Tyqf.a fldgh o T;df.k Bg
uola Tfnys t,af,k mere wdkl / we;'
wjidk .,am lsysmh k`.s;a u" ydria:dkhg u wdfjKsl
fmd,af;,a fm`.=Kq mdka;srj,ska o fmd,af;,a jegqKq j<j,aj,ska o
ykal+rej,ska o wdjdif.hs iejekaord uq,ska o kslafuk Y% iqj|
69

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;s,ldf.a keyehg oeKsks' weh ljo;a f iqj|g leue;sh''''


zzwd''' biafldaf, ydfkhs uy;a;hhs''' fudflda f Wfoa u @ZZ
f,dl= yduqrefjda wjHdc u;shlska uiQy' fofokd u
Wkajykafiag oK kud jekafoda h''
zziqjm;a fjd''' wo ksjdvq ojfia .m,df; hkafk ke;'''@ZZ
zzkE wfma yduqrejfka''' yeu i;s wkaf;u wms .ug hkakE'''
udfig ojila jf.a ;uhs hkafka''' ta;a . i;s wkaf;lg'''ZZ
zzya''' iEfyk rhs fka'''ZZ tjr Wkajykafia weh foi tl
t,af,a n,d uolska h<s uj weuu werUQy'
zzb;sx wd ldrfKa lSjkx iafldaf, ydfka''' @ZZ yduqrefjda
weuu uolg kej;+y'
ydria:dkh lrd msg;aug fudfyd;lg l,ska ;s,ld
fm<kq ,enQ is;s,a, h<s;a m%uqL ;sf' fuh flfia k mKA;
yduqrejka jykafia iu`. lsjhq;= oehs weh jrla fojrla fkdj
f;jrla u is;=jd h'''';ud fudav .eyekshl" ke;sk ,dul
fkdfrE ;eke;a;shl f,i Wkajykafia i,lkq we;s o @
fnda ujg lug fmfkk uola is .sh jej foi n,d
fudfyd;la is;d .=re;=h h fokdjlska fmf<k nj mKa;
yduqrefjda oek jod< y' w.kqjka muKla fkdj" wdikak; u
k.rfhkq;a lsf,dag iaila ;syla wE;ska msyshd jQ f
Ialr .ug m;aula ,o f ;reKsh oyila ndOl wjysr;d
ueo orejka lsysm fofkl=f.a fyda oEia mdokakg .kakd wm%;sy;
W;aidyh" .ek fmhl=,f lYajr ysfhda yoj;ska u
m%Yxid uqLfhka l;d l<y' Wkajykafia ;=< weh flfrys wm%udK
Nla;shla" f.!rjhla h'
zz'''' yduqrejfka fyg oj,a wms odfk lla yox tkakx''''ZZ
zztalg ulafjkjo biafldaf, ydfka''' fyg fYaI ks;a;la
;sfhkj o''' t;fldg ug tal;a isys lr, msx wkqfudaoka l<
yelshs'''ZZ
70

p, ,shkf.a

f .ul ksiqka odfk hehs f.k tkafka Wkaf.a mam;a


nvf.daia;f w.%.kH fldgi nj yduqrefjda fydka u oek
ishy' Wkajykafia Bg by<ska lsisjla n,dfmdfrd;a;= fkdjQy'
jHdxck folla" ue,aula iys; j n;a lla /f.k wdj o" th
j<|oa mam;a wjxl .ehdf.a wjHdc Ydiksl f.!rjh mKa;
yduqrejkaf.a wOHd;auh ljo;a wukaodkkaohg m;a lf<a h'
odkhg iemhsh hq;= uijq j. ljodj;a fuys ,ehsia;=.;
fkdks'
w;a fyakl wiajekak ,;a fgl odkhla Whd mkai,g
f.k tau mam;a .efhda islr;s' u<.sh m%dKshl=g msxu jeks
im%odhl lreKlg jvd fu;ek .ehd i;=ka oka mQcd
lrhs'
zz'''biafldaf, ydfkaf.hs'''' uy;a;hf.hs umshka ;ju
j;=ka w;r fkje''''ZZ
;s,ld uola l,n, jQjd h'
zz'''wfka tfyhs yduqrejfka''' ta;a f fjk flfklag'''ZZ
Ydka; lSf h'
lYajr ysfhda ;ju;a m%Yakd:fhks'
.=re ksjdfig wms wdod b|,d ne<,sfhla yshd''' myq.sh
wjqre fofla wms tlaluhs''' ojilaod fuhdf. mK;a freKd''' ta
ne<,s ksid kfhlaf.ka''' ta ne<,s Bfh oj,a u<d yduqrejfka'''
fuhd kfyx w`v w`v bkakjd'''' ux lsj odkhla ,d msx
wkqfudaox lruq lsh,d'''ZZ Ydka; h<s;a lSf h'
W.=r mE kdhl ysfhda uyd ldreKsl whqka .=re;=h
foi ney' wef.a ixfNdjh ksy`v j w.h l< Wkajykafia"
zzbiafldaf, ydfkag uu ta .ek fyg odfkka miafi u lsh,
fokakx flda'''ZZ
zzmqx yduqrefjda fmakak ke;af;a'''ZZ ;s,ld wdjdih foi
nejd h'
71

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzfmd ku'''ZZ kdhl yduqrefjda Wia y`ka l;d lr


fudfyd;lska wdjdifha fodr fj; l=vd r;kfcda;s ysfhda j
wdf uk#l,ams; hla mojks' mKa; yduqrejka iu`. isk
.=re hqj< ols;a u w|kh mska is idufkar ysfhda wdjdih
;=<g jf.dia isjqr o ojgdf.k ikaiqka .ukska msi wi,g
jefha ,ecdfjks'
zzmqx yduqrefjda flda t,jf.k wdmq nia tl'''ZZ l=vd
r;kfcda;s ysfhda ,ecdfjka fl;s'
zzfukak fl kdhl yduqrejkag;a , j<|kak kE'''ZZ
;s,ld l=vd mdi,hla r;kfcda;s yshkag foda;ska u kakd h'
zzux okakj biafldaf, ydfka fudkj y fohla T;df.k
tkj lsh,d'''ZZ lYajr ysfhda wukau lSy'
zzwjirhs yduqrejfka'''ZZ fofokd u oK kud jekaody'
zziqjm;a fjd'''ZZ
;s,ld ta l=vd ydria:dkfhka msgux jQfha wm%udK i;=glsks'
fkdfndaod weo yeKq jeiafia iev myka fia fgl ldKqjla
fuka o ;j;a ;efkl ta iev myka u .idf.k wd iq je,af,ka o
ms we;s md mdr f.a mdi,g we;s ie;mq ;=kald,l muK r
weo wdf fndfyda foa is;ks' fgl ta ne<,sh ;ud miqmi tkq
we;ehs is;d wE msgqmi ye nejd h' zz[dZZ y`vla weiSfuka wE
mdr fomi j foi uis,af,ka nejd h'
zzwehs mQis lE.ykj jf.a weyqK o @'''ZZ Ydka; weiS h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
;udf.a;a Ydka;f.a;a fndcqk ms<sfh, lr.kq msKsi .=re
ksjdifha l=iaisfhys we;s N+f;,a Wk" fyg idx>sl odkhla
ms<sfh, lsug iQodk l< hq;= nj wE is;=f fla;,h r;a lrkq
72

p, ,shkf.a

msKsi th o,ajoa h' isiq isiqhkag myrKh l< fkdyels jk


fia ,E,s .e, .sh isiq fihl hlv rduqjla u; ,E,s lE,s
lsysmhla ;nd idod.;a zzfifhysZ tla mfil N+f;,a Wk
;nd we;' t;eku we;s ;ks cfka,fha ueo rej f.disks'
uq,ska ta i|yd w,jd ;snQ b fld<h .,jd oeuQ Ydka; ,E,s
lene,a,la .id .;af;a b fld<fha wkdrlaIs; nj ksid h' Wk
;eug wgjd .;a fuu fifhys w folla" ;=kla ;r jQ b;s
fl<jr Nd; lf<a Whd msyd.;a hula f,la fof,la N=la;s
k ;=rd b;s lr ;eug h' .=re ksjdifha fiiq ish wyquq
.e" wdOdrl fi mqgq Wv weo .sh o f ne<,sh .=re;=h msiQ
wdydr ;nk fih u; ljodj;a f.dv fkdug ;r kh
.rel jQjd h' Ydka; mq;a;, .shfyd;a uqyq ud /f.k ths'
ud ms<sfh, lrk fgl ;u ckau .;sh ksid u ;rula l,n,
jk ne<,sh uola ier lr;au zzwukdmZZ ud Y=oaO lrk ;s,ldg
msgqmd b|.kS' zzWU ;ryhs fkao @ZZhs weiQ fgl ysi muKla
laIKhlska yrjd wE foi n,k ne<,sh l,lsreKq y`vlka
zz[dZZ lshkakS h'
zz''' wfka nx''''' WfU;a wdvnr'''ZZ lshka fgl ;s,ld ud
jr,la ne<,shg is lrhs'
f ne<,sh kslaIKh l< ;s,ld .DydYs%; fiiq i;=kag jvd
n<,d ksia is;ai;ka f;are .ekSug je iu;alula olaj;ehs
;ksj u ks.ukh l<d h' mdi, we .=re ksjdihg wd fgl
wef`.ys oejgqK o" mdi,a ld,h ;=< ;u iajdj gqj o ne<,sh
jyd weh u`. yer .sfha lSlre nhdlulsks'
.=re;=hf.a is; ne<,sh fj; ;kau wehk hula isjqfka
ne<,sh kdUr jhfia miqjoa h' .=re ksjdifhys ms<slkafka hdr
lsysmhla Tfnka nqre; l|ka lsysmhla ;sf' ljqreka l=uk
jqjukdjlg f.k;a oeudoehs lsisjl= fkdoks;;a ld,h;a iu`.
rd fkdhk ta ldYaGl Ydl l|ka we;a o< fuka ue iq meye
.eka ;snqKs' lSh .il fijfKa we;s f nqre; l|ka u;
73

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ys| ;s,ld fgl m<d j.hla Y=oaO l<d h' ke;fyd;a ysi
mSrejd h' ;ud wi, ne<,sh ys| is k weh ne<,sh iu`. l;d
l<d h' kla ;ud wi, tfia ksod isk ne<,sh jyd ke.skq
;s,ldg oekqK o weh t;r .Kklg fkd.;a;d h' tfy;a
B<`. fudfydf;a ;s,ld jyd ye msgqmi nefha ne<,sh kqmqre
Yohla k`.k neKs' ;udg w follg ;r ka y,a,a,
fld<hla ;r Yd, fmkhla iys; kd.hl= iskq gq ;s,ld
fl;r y`ka lE.eiqf o h;a iquk,;d mjd lvq,a, wi,g j
wdjd h' kd.hd fmkh mqmamdf.k is ia:dkh;a ;ud;a w;r is
ne<,shf.a f.ru fkdjkakg k.hd ;udg oIaG lrkq we;ehs
;s,ld is;=jd h'
zztfyu kE wfka'''ZZ h ;udf.a wef`.a t,a,S isk ;s,ld
wiajika Ydka; lshoa fmkh o yl=,d f.k .sh kd.hd miqmi
l rla .sh ne<,sh wdmiq f.g j wdjd h' ;s,ldg;a we;af;a
l=vd oehl n ,dul ys;lehs Ydka;g is;sks'

74

p, ,shkf.a

05
jirlg muK fmr meje;s md,sfka;= ue;sjrKfhka lemS
fmfkk nyq;r n,hla ,nd.ekSug md,l mlaIh wiu;a h'
Tjqkaf.a w;lafiarej uqukska u jeriy.; nj Tjqkg u
wjfndaO ;snqKs' ;u jro ksjer lr.kq fjkqjg ck;dj
flfrys oafI iy.;j lghq;= lsug jvd;a fm< isfha cd;sl
kdhlhska fkdj" . ugf is foaYmd,k fyxphsh,d h'
we;a; jYfhka u" m%Odk mlaIj, m%Odk kdhlldrldka ish
ugf ksfhda;hkag yd wdOdrlrejkag oekq ;snqfKa <`.
tk m<d;a md,k ue;sjrKfha ;u ;ukaf.a Pkao mokfuys
lemS fmfKk fjkila islsu i|yd ck;dj /jgd,sh yels
fudk Wmamrjehla fyda Nd; lrk f,i h' t;r fohla
l%fudamdhsl j islsug ;r Nd; {dkhla fkd;snQ .ugf
foaYmd,k ksfhda;fhda md,sfka;= uka;S%jreka ,nd ;snQ
uOH.; wruqo,a ;u mdlaIslhkaf.a u muKla hym; msKsi
fhoug uykais .;ay' thska Tjqka W;aidy lf<a m%;smlaI
u;Odkaf.a ys;a mEu h' l=vd mudK bl" <sx lemS"
mdrj,g ;dr oe tug is jQ w;r jxpdj yd IKh o b;d
by<ska is h'
md,sfka;= ue;sjrKfha m%Odk mlaIh wNsnjd hdug
fkdyels jqjo ie<lsjhq;= chla ,nd .ekSug jdudxYsl foaYmd,k
jHdmdrh iu;a ;sKs' thska jvd;a ffOhu;a jQ tu jHdmdrfha
cd;sl kdhlfhda ugf m%;sixOdk lghq;= jvd;a ldhlaIu
lf<da" m%Odk mlaIj, .ugf ls%hd;aul ms<sn| ck;djg
75

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

iq.u ixjdohla .u ;=< u we;s lsug W;aidy .;ay' ta i|yd tu


foaYmd,k jHdmdrfha jD;a;Sh i;s" YdLd ixOdk" l,dlrejka
wd mq,a n,uqjla ilik ,'
.,al=,u ;=< o Wkays.uka .=re mdrj,a jid ;dr oeks' jej
mqkre;a:dmkh lrk njg o wdrx me;sks' .,al=,u oHd,h
wx. imQK mdi,la lsug fhdackd lr we;s nj o wdrx h'
zzmqu jevlafk ;s,ld''' wfma biafldaf,;a ixjOkh
lrkak f;darf.kfka'''ZZ .,al=,u .ek ;s,ld lS mqj; wid
Ydka; lSf h'
zzf fiaru uqxf. fndre''' fyg wksoaod wks;a n fmdf
tkjfka''' talg f.d;k lgl;d f'''ZZ Tyq h<s;a lSy'
zzfudld y lula kE''' biaflda,hla yokjd kx'''ZZ ;s,ld
lSjd h' m<uq jir isiqka fojk jirg hEf Tjqkaf.a fvia
nxl= w;yer lsis myiqlula ke;s mka;s ldurhlg hEug isu
.ek ;s,ld lska isk nj Ydka; okS'
zzux Thdg lshkakuhs ysfh''' oex Th tfla <uhs folg
hoa thd,g fvia nxl= yod.kak l%uhla'''ZZ
zzta fudlla o @ZZ ;s,ld oe Wkkafjka weiqjd h'
w;ska tlg tk orejkaf.a wu, ;d;a;,g lshkak
folg fvia nxl= lla yodfokak lsh,''' wr k ;rx hlv rduq
;sfhkafka'''ZZ
zzwe;a; ;uhs'''ZZ
tfy;a fuh ieuod l< fkdyel' jirla folla we;=<;
rcfha m%;smdok wjYH f' oeka ;ud lrka iskafka tla;rd
wdldrhl me,eia;r oeula nj ;s,ldg o jegyS ;sKs'
k lsysmhlg miqj .,al=,u oHd,fha lvq,af,ka l,dm
wOHdmk ldhd,hg wh;a le r:hla o re wre l< ;j;a
ma r:hla o yrjkq ish,af,da gqfjda h' mdf fldf;l=;a jdyk
.uka l< o ;u mdi, fj;g tn jdykhla .uka lrkq gq m<uq
76

p, ,shkf.a

j;dj fuh neka l=vd orefjda o jyd ke`.sg isg f wreuh foi
ney' ghs m me<| is ks,Odhl= o ;j;a rcfha ks,Odkshl o
le r:fhka ug ng w;r iq meye;s w;a . lihla iy
l l,siula ye| is ;rula ;rndre msfhla l re iys;
jdykfha bmi u fodrgqfjka ug neiafia ish wlKaKd
.,jks' Tyq ug nisoa tu r:fha msgqmi wiqfka isg ug nei
isfha .,al=,f .f u mxlrefjls'
zzwd''' nd, uy;a;hd''' m,d;a iNd uka;S%;=udj;a tlal f.k
we;a'''ZZ
ldhd,fha fodrlv isgf.k is y,am;sjrhdj o
fmr,df.k ma r:fha isk odul uqyqKla iys; ksid fj;
l=,E mQil= fia jka fudkak uy;d lSf h' Tyq t;r
ls%hdYS,S j lghq;= lrkq ;s,ld ka fmr lsisod oel fkd;snqKd h'
;s,ld jvd;a Wkkafjka nefha ghs mh me<| is wOHdmk
ks,Odhd foi h' Tyq fldGdY wOHdmk wOHlaI;=ud fkdf'
.,al=,ug meKs miq iyNd.s jQ fiajdia: mqyqKq ieis foflka
tll ;s,ld fldGdY wOHlaI wdhodi uy;d oel ;sKs'
fudkak uy;d hqyqiqj ish .=rejr .=rejhka y,am;s
ldurh fj; le|jQfha y,am;sjrhdf.a o wkque;shlska f;drj h'
ldhd, ldurfha fodrgqfjka Bg we;= jk ish .=rejr
.=rejhkag iglmg yskdjlska foaYmd,k{fhda fofok ix.%y
l<y' wOHdmk ks,Odhd yd ks,Odksh uis,af,ka ish,a,ka
foi nejd kd lsis fjkila fkdfmkajQy'
zzwfma''' m,d;a iNd uka;S%;=ud;a''' oekg f m%foaYfha''''
oekg''''ZZ nd, uy;a;hdg kdu fhdackd ,efnk wdrx ud;%h
kd Tyq i;=j fjk;a lsis ;dkdka;rhla fkdh' y,am;s;=ud
wuq;a;ka ms,s.ekSug f.dia f;mrnEf tneks'
zzwkd.; m%dfoaYSh iNd uka;S% lshkak'''ZZ m,d;a iNd uka;S%
hehs ykajd ka ;eke;a;d tfia lSf fnd,a y`ka iskdfiks'
Tyq yd wfkla msi o iskdikq we;ehs is;=j o tfia fkdfuka
77

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

Tyq ;rul wmyiq;djlg m;ah' f mqyq ksiqka ish foaYmd,k


wNs,dIhka i|yd mdi, ;=<g x.Su fld;r ms<sl=,a iy.; oehs
;s,ldg is;sks' orejl=g wl=rla lshdfok ld,h Tjqyq Wrd.k
is;s' f meK iskafka l,dm wOHlaI;=ud yd m.Kl wxYh
Ndr wOHlaI;=h nj .=re uKav,fha fndfyda fofkla oek.;af;a
y,am;s;=udf.a ms<s.ekSf l;dfjks'
zzl,dm wOHlaI kx uy ier mdghs'''ZZ ;s,ldg is;sks'
y,am;s;=ud lrkq ,enQ wdrdOkdjg wkqj m,d;a iNd
uka;S%jrhd l;d lf<a h' th mdi, .ek fyda fjk;a lsisjla .ek
l< l;djla fkdjQ w;r" ;udf.a m%cd fiajh;a nd, uy;a;hd;a .ek
l< l;djla h' l;dj wjidkfha" zzuy weue;s;=ud fm!oa.,slj u
lsjd" .,al=,ug m.Kl tallhla ,ndfokak k lsh,d''' ta"
fYaIfhka u ;uqkakdkafia,df.a wkd.; uka;S%;=udf.a b,a,Su
wkqj''' b;sx wms f wOHlaI;=ud,;a tlalrf.k wdj''''ZZ ;jrg;a
fudk fudkjo lS Tyq m.Kl ms<sn|j we;s ;u fkdoekqj;alu
m%oYkh lf<a h' nd, uy;a;hd mqgqjla wrd ys| ish o lsisjla
fkdlSf Tyqg nkskq kd l;d meje;af mqreoaola ke;s ksid
hehs miqj Y%shdKs ;s,ldf.a lKg lr lSjd h'
l,dm wOHlaI;=ud kmqrl= hehs ;s,ld mQjl,amkh l< o
Tyqf.a l;dj ;=<ska fya fld;r wk ks,Odhl=oehs ;s,ld
jgyd .;a;d h'
zzm<uqfjka ;uqkakdkafia,dg lshkak k''' uu mq;a;,ug
l,dm wOHlaI yehg m;afj,d we;a ;du k ody;hs' uu ;du
l,dmh wOHhkh lrkqhs bkafk'''ZZ ;u jD;a;Sh b;sydih .ek o
mshfidau uy;d hula lSh' m<,a Wr;,hlska o Rcq ne,aulska o
hq;a ks,Odhd ms<sn| ;s,ld ;=< meyeula f.dvkef`.ka
;sKs'
zzfu;=uka, f yisfh u uf.a ldhd,hg f.dvje,
huq .,al=,u lsjg ila fjk;a lsisu f;dr;=rla oekf.k
wdj fkfuhs'''ZZ tfia lSug mshfidau uy;d h fkdh' ldg;a
78

p, ,shkf.a

fkdfmfkk fia Ys%hdKS ;u oKysfika ;s,ldf.a oKysig


;gq l<d h'
zzta;a ux ixf;dai fjkjd ug wyfnka y f mdi,g
f.dvfjkak ,eu .ek''''ZZ wk;=rej m,d;a iNd uka;S% iska
i|yka l< m.Kl tallh .ek i|yka l< t;=ud .,al=,u
jeks mdi,la i|yd ne ne,aug m.Kl tallhla ,ndug
m<uqj l<hq;= fndfyda oE we;s nj lSf h' ;s,ldg oeKqfka
wm%udK i;=gls' wOHlaI;=ud ish jpk iaj,amh wjika lr;a u
msi foi ne m,d;a iNd uka;S%;=ud"
zztfyu k wOHlaI;=ud tlal ;j l;d lr,d wmsj oekqj;a
lrkak''' oeka wmsg ;j m%cd fiajhl wlaIK lghq;= lrkak
hkak ;sfhkjd'''ZZhs lshka ke`.S isfha h' foaYmd,k{fhda ke`.S
is;a u jyd ke`.S is fudkak uy;d" Tjqka iu`. ma r:h
olajd u .uka lf<a" ;u l,dmfha by< u wOHdmk n,Odhd
fu;ek is;shs hkak mjd wu;l lrks'
zziqufka wr nhs tl yokak lshyx gla .d,''''ZZ nd,
uy;a;hd ish cx.u rl:kfhka lshkq ldhd, ldurfha ys|
is ish,a,kag u weisKs' ,s wjqiaika ma r:h msg h;a u"
h<s j wd fudkak uy;d foi fydka ne wOHlaIjrhd"
hula lSug f.dia th .s,.;a nj ;s,ldg jegysKs'
mdif,a YsIH ixLHdj" m%;sM," im;a wdh .ek m%Yak
lsysmhla weiQ l,dm wOHHlaI;=ud wk;=rej" zzoeka wdpdh
uKav,h ys;k yehg fudkjo blaukg u fjkak kE'''ZZ hs
weiqf h' y,am;s;=ud o ysi fid,jka wdpdh uKav,fha
lsysm fokd foi nef ;ud o ta m%Yakh km;d wik njla
w`.jks' lsisfjla ms<s;=re fkdkay' we;a;g u lsisjl= i;=j
ms<s;=re ke;' tfy;a tla lgy`vla weisks' ta Ys%hdKsf.a h'
zzi wfma biafldaf,g <uhs fkdtkafk im;a jf.a u"
bf.kq b.eka ldhhka .=Kd;aul me;a; j, ksid'''
oex f ;s,ld ia fndfydau <`. biafldaf,g we;a" .u;a
79

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

tlal tl;= fj,d fndfydau foaj,a lrkak W;aidy lrkjd'''


ux ys;kafk thdg kx oefjk wjYH;d lsysmhla u ;sfhkjd'''ZZ
;s,ld i|yd fldj ieliSu Ys%hdKs islf<a ;u hq;=lula fia
i<lks' l;d flfrk iEu fohla u l,dm wOHlaIjrhd w;ska
igyka fmd;l ,sheks' jvd;a Wkkafjka ;s,ldf.ka m%Yak
lsysmhla weiQ wOHlaIjrhd y,am;sjrhd o iu`. wef.a mka;sh
ne,Sug hEug ke`.S is;a u Ys%hdKs yer fiiq ish,a,kaf.a uqyqKq
wre h'
;s,ldf.a l;djg lsis ndOdjla fkdl< wOHlaIjrhd tla
w;=re m%Yakhla fyda fkdweiSh' Tyq ta ish,a, igyka lr.;af;a h'
mka;s ldurh ;=< ksudKh we;s bf.kq jgmsgdj olsoa Tyq
;=< f ;reK .=rejh ms<sn| we;s jQfha wm%udK f.!rjhls'
zzug k Thd, jf.a wh orefjda'''ZZ ;ud ys| is isiq fifhka
ke`.S iska t;=ud lSf ;s,ldf.a ysig uDj fojrla w;ska
;gq lrks'
zzug;a y mquhs ia''' Thd f ..dKla r we,a,d lrk
foa''' biafldaf,ka Nd.hla <uhs bkafka Thdf. mka;s fofla'''ZZ
m.Kl wOHlaIjh lSjd h' y,am;s;=ud ;ud ;s,ldg reoaO
fkdug .;a ;SrKh fld;r roYSoehs is;ka isfha h'
zzug udihla l,a fokak''' uu fldGdY wOHlaI;=udj'''
wurodi uy;a;hd wkkjd fkao wdhodi uy;a;hj''' blaukg
fufyg tjkj''' wms fudkj y lruq'''ZZ hs lS t;=ud f,d.a fmd;
b,afhka y,am;s;=ud hqyqiqj ldhd,h lrd .sfha h'
zzf tl tl foaYmdfjd miafi biaflda,j,g tkak uu
fldfy;au leue;s kE orefjd''' tal wfma jD;a;shg;a ks.%yhla'''
m.Kl tall''' f fyg wksoaod m%dfoaYSh iNd Pkafog o`.,kjd
ljqre ljqre;a'''ZZ ;j;a fudfyd;la ;s,ld wi, / is wOHlaI;=ud
msg;a jqfka i;=gq is;sks'
zzwkak nd, uy;a;hd biafldaf,g fudlla o w;a ,aula
fokak l;d lr,dh lshkafka'''ZZ ksiqka uq,d lsu jD;a;Sh
80

p, ,shkf.a

lr.;a;jqka wfmalaId l< m u l;dj .u mqrd me;sks' zzT


,nk udfi uq, uq,a.,a ;shkjd''' tod f,dl= uy;a;=re we,a,d
fiaru l;d lrf.k .shdfka'''ZZ fudkak jeks k .=rejre o
Bg w,.= ;enqfjda h'
.,al=,u .u foaYmd,ksl jYfhka wij,a mlaIfha n,
l|jqrla hehs k ord ;snqfKa ke;' . f.j,a bmsg ;u
mlaIfha mdka fld tiu" ue;sjrK ldhd, blsu fuf;la
is fkdjQj;a" nd, uy;a;hd foaYmd,khg msiSu f ;;ajh
Wvqhl=re lf<a h'
zzWU,;a ta ksyg Wo lrm,a,d''' riaidjlaj;a .kak
nehE'''ZZ kQ.;a .efhla ;u orefjda wu;d lshoa" zzriaid fohs
fukak lsh,d''' wr biafldaf,g fldmshqg kafk''' ta jf.a'''ZZ"
zzWka fok riaid''' lef<a lmk riaid ;ud'''ZZ wd weKqmo lshk
;reK ;reKshka lsish woDYHudk jHdmdrhla iska oekqj;a
flfrk" n,uq .ekafjk nj oeKqfka .,al=,u ydrdm;s
iajdka jykafiag" fia;x jeks fcHIaG .efhl=g muKs' ta
ljqrekaoehhs fkdfijQ Tjqyq ;reKhka hym;a u;hla oeu w.h
l<y'
m%dfoaYSh iNd Pkafog i;shlg fmrd;=j mdi,g /ia jQ
;reK msi . ,Kqjl wdOdrfhka" mdi,a j;af;a bmi udhsu
ukska l+[a[ .eiQy'
zzfnd,d ta mdr fudloao lrkak yokafka'''@ZZ mdf hka is
l nKavd mdmeh kj;d weiqf h'
zzwr fldmshqg ,au''' tafl fldka;%d;a tl wmsg
kakfka'''ZZ rx;a lSf ish,a,ka iskd ihqf .s,ajks' wdjdg;a
jvd f.fhka l nKavd nhsisl,h meoafoa ;udg yskdfjk
fld,a,ka w;f ;u mq;%hd o iskq oelSfuks'
B<`. fok ;=< mkai,a j;af;a f.dv.id ;snQ nqre; l
lgd ish,a, mdi, fj; lkau f.k wd ;reKfhda tajd W,a lr
isgqjd w;a lgql miafmdgla .eiQy'
81

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzfldfyka o frdayK lgql'''@ZZ Ydka; weiqf fkdoek


fkdf'
zzuOH.; wruqo,a''' kE kE m%;smdok i'''ZZ rx;a lshoa
iefjdu h<s;a uy y`ka iskdiqky'
;reKhkag f wis jh ,ndfokafka w;a biafldaf,a
ydfkaf.a uy;a;hd o @ ta;a fld,af,d ta uy;a;hd tlal
fodfvdakjd ux oel, keyefka''' ljqre jqK;a Wkaf. Tj
yokjkx krlhE''' wkqudk lsu f,dl= yduqrefjda w;yer
oeuQy'
miqk mdi,a j;af;a ;ek ;ek lsish ie,iqulg wkqj
j<j,a lemQ ;reKfhda tajdg fmdfydr mia wdh msrjQy'
;reKfhla fkdjQj o fia;x o Tjqka yd yyhg jev lf<a h'
l ueh" iq lrej," f.dvlsr, jeks me, oyhla fod,yla
imhdf.k ;a ;sKs' mdi, ksuug m%:u .=re uKavf,a
ish,a,kag me, frdamKh i|yd Tjqyq wdrdOkh lf<da h'
frdamKh l< me, jgd ,S mj,ska wdjrK ieliqfka .jhkag
mdi,a j;a;g we;= ug ;ju;a bvlv ;snQ ksid h'
zz;j l ojilska ta me;s;a l .ykjd ia'''ZZ frdayK
;s,ld iu`. lSf h'
zzfiaru f biafldaf, wd YsIHfhda o @ZZ y,am;s;=ud
kEjg tmdjg fuka weiSh'
zztl j<la b;=re lruq nd, uy;a;hg uq,a ., ;shkak'''ZZ
rx;a ish,a,ka yskeiaiSug oeka oeka lu foa lshhs'
m,d;a md,k Pkaoh wdKavq mlaIh ch.%yKh lr ;snqK o"
uy ue;sjrKfha Pkao moku ;jrg;a |je ;snqKs' tfy;a
m%Odk mlaIfha ;ek" fndfyda m,d;a md,k wdh;kj, ;=kajk
n,f.hg ys ;su" wdKavq mlaIfha ch ieuu i|yd mj;ajk
idoj, ma;sh wvq lsug fya;= ;snqKs' nd, uy;a;hd wka;suhd
f,i f;a m;ajqjo .,al=,f Pkao fmfha Tyqg ukdm ;snqfKa
82

p, ,shkf.a

is tlla muKla nj o lsheKs' Pkao m%;sM, weiSug muKla


.,l=,f jeisfhda u ;syla y;,syla Tyqf.a ksjig tod tla/iaj
ishy'
zzrf ie,lsh hq;= fjkila fjkak <`.hs jf.a'''ZZ Ydka;
lSf h'
zzta lsf'''ZZ
zzn,kak Pkao moku tydg fuydg jk ye''' tlafld rf
md,k n,h w;a n,f.hlg hhs''' ke;sk uokhla mgka
.kS'''ZZ
zzta;a <`. md;l Pkaohla ;sfhkj o @ZZ
zztal we;a;''' ta Wkdg f foaYmd,k ia:djrh fyd| m%fYhla
lr.kak mqjx ;=kajk n,f.hg''' b lghq;= i|yd''' ta;a
b;sx lshkak nE''' n,h ;ju wdKavq mlaIfha ;sfhkafka''' m,d;a
iNd Pkafog;a wjqre folla ;r ;sfhkjd'''ZZ
flfia jqj o" ;=kajeks n,f.fha ugf ls%hdld u
jvd f.j;a h' uqo,a" n,h" wdhqO" jHdmdr" l=uka;%K jeks
idOl fjkqjg ue;sjrKh ;=<ska ;u mlaIhh flfrys ck;d
m%idoh ;yjqrefuka ffOhu;a jQ tys ls%hdldyq ;u Y%uh"
wjxl lemu" ;j;j;a odhl lsug miqng kqjqfjda h'

83

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

06
Ydka; .=re ix.uh iu`. in|;d f.dvk`.d .;af;a oHd
mSGfha fojk jir isiqjl=j ish h' idm%odhsl idys;H i;s"
fn!oaO i;s yereKq g YsIH ix. oHd mSGfha fkdjQ ksid u
.=re ix.uh iu`. mSGfha ls%hdld YsIH lgqjla in|;d meje;au
isflKs' Ydka; m;aj wd nrKkalgqj oHd,fha .=re ix.uh
iu`. lsgq in|;d mj;ajk fcHIaG .=rejrfhla isfha h'
mq;a;,u ia;s%lalfha .=re ix.ufha ixOdk lghq;= i|yd
kdhl;ajh ka Tyq Ydka; oek ykdf.k Tyq wkd.; ia;s%la
kshuq ;k;=rg f.k taug lghq;= lf<a ix.ufha m%OdkSkaf.a
wkqoekqu o we;sj h' jD;a;Suh jYfhka uqyqK fok wNsfhda.
fldf;l=;a ;snqK o .=rejre jD;a;Sh ls%hdud.j,g ms<smkafka
b;d wvqfjks' wmkhk ieliq l,dmj, o jD;a;Sh whs;sjdisl
W,a,x>kh fldf;la jd;d jqjo jD;a;Sh wr., ms<sn| wikakg
,enqfKa b;d wvqfjks' Bg fya;=j fuu lafIa;%hka foflysu
nyq;r Y%lhka ldka;djka u hehs lSug we;efula W;aidy
oerEy' .=re lafIa;%fha idmdfudla wdlD;sh |je fndfyda
l,a h' msfjka l%uh o laISk .=re fiajh jD;a;shla njg m;aj
;sf' mj;sk iudc l%uh ;=< .re;ajfhka hqla;j j;a ug
wdl Yla;shla wjYHh h' md,lhka l;d lrkafka ta ish,a,
fydka ia:dmkh lr we;s m h' Tjqyq .=rejrekag tfrysj
.=rejrhd ms<sn| j we;s iudc m%;sudkhka whla lr.;ay' fgl
.=rejreka Ifhys" zzyji fol fjkfldg f.or hk msilaZZ"
zzwjqreoafoa udi ;=kla ksjdvq .kak msilaZZ wd nxfldf,d;a
84

p, ,shkf.a

w:l:k m%ldY l<y' ksia iudch wkd.;hg mshjr ;nd hk


oejeka; l,d,fhys huk Ndrj isk Ys,amshd .=rejrhd nj Tjqyq
is;du;d u wu;l lr isfhda h' ish jk wr.,h i|yd jD;
fjf<| fmd< yd .kqfokq lsf .=re jD;a;shg we;ehs lshk
.re;ajh" ms<s.ekSu mshlg fyda ys, l< fkdyels h'
.=re jD;a;Sh whs;sjdisl kd.ekSu i|yd ixOdkh
flfrk m jHdma; jD;a;sh i;s ls%hdud. ms<sn| j .=rejreka
oekqj;a lsug .=re ix.uh f.k ;snQ ;SrKh mq;a;,f
ls%hd;aul lsu ;u wlaIKh hgf;a is lrk f,i ish
fcHIaG ;%hd Ydka;g mej h' f ;;= oek.;a ;s,ld
.eyekshlg wdfKsl wjjdod;aul iajrhlska miaika lghq;=
l< hq;= fkdfoehs Ydka;f.ka kejk;a uid ishd h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
iji fol muK fjoa .,al=,u oHd,fha lvq,af,ka hdno
mdi,aj, .=rejreka tld fofokd ne.ska we;= jQy' /iau i|yd
.,al=,u f;dard .eKqfka fiiq mdi,a ;r ckdlSK fkdjQ
ia:dkhl .,al=,u msysgd ;su;a" mdif,a islrk lghq;= ms<sn| j
wjg ckhd t;r uis,su;a fkdu;a hk lreKq fol mok
lr .ksks' /iau i|yd meKSug fhda; ish,a,ka u mdfya
h;=re mehl yslrejka jQ w;r tfia fkdjQfha k" ldf.a fyda
h;=re mehl ke`.S .uka myiqj i,id .ekSug lld lrf.k
;snqKs' ;s,ld iu`. YS%hdKs o k;r jQ w;r" wef.a iehd f
kj, ksjdvq msg isk neka myg muK weh legqj hdug tk
nj mjid ;snqKs' mdrg jemqr fkdfmfkk Yd,df ish,a,ka
l;d lrka yqka w;r Ydka; ish fokd iu`. jka jr l;d
lf<a fuys ixOdhl fukau i;aldrl N+ldj o Tyq u; mej
;snQ neKs' frdayK fukau ks,aKSg o kldg o ;s,ld u`.ska
Ydka; werhq lr ;snqfKa fYaI fya;=jla we;sj h' Tjqyq l,ska u
85

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

meK ishy' .=re ix.ufha mq;a;, ia;s%la kshuq rfldaka


uy;d iu`. ix.ufha cd;sl lgq idudl chkd: meKsfha h'
rfldaka fiiq .=rejreka iu`. k;r jQ w;r Ydka; fl<ska u
chkd: legqj .=re ksjdihg u .sfha h'
zzwd''' whsfh tkak''' b|.kak'''ZZ ;s,ld lSf fndfyda lf,l
isg okakd ykk iajNdjhlsks' zzuu lEu l fnokakZZ hehs
lshd weh uq;ekaf.g hoa Y%shdKs o wE miqmi .shd h'
fndfyda wjxl iskyjlska ;s,ldg ix.%dy l< chkd:
l=vd wd,skaofha jQ mqgqjl ys|.;af;a h' ;uka ms<sn| j .=re
ix.ufha cd;sl lgqj oekqj;a isk nj ;s,ld fkdo;a;d h'
tfy;a fndfyda ixjdoj, ;s,ld mrudoYS .=rejhl f,i
yqjdolajka" cd;sl lgq idudlfhda l;d l<y' fndfyda foa
lshjd n,d we;s ksid u fjfyilr fndrmeye.;a oEiska ;udg
msgqmi yrjd hk ;s,ld foi ne chkd: ;=< cd;sl lgqf
mjd iNdjkdjg md;% we;s ifydaoh oel .ekSu ksidu we;s
jQ i;=gg isky my, h'
n;a ms`.ka fol fnod mfilg l< ;s,ld ks,a meye;s ma,diala
fcda.=jlg t<sfha ueiai u; we;s l<fhka j;=r fcda.=jla kjd
.;a;d h' rejla o" Ydka; j;=r fndk fnf,la fldamamh o wE
w;g .ks;a u" zzux f fol .kakxZZ hehs lS Y%shdKs n;a ms`.ka
fol .;a;d h' wd.ka;=lhl=g ix.%y lsug g jvd iqfjka
fyda hula l< yels jQj;a" tfia lsu wkjYH nj Ydka; lshd
;snqfKa h'
zzn;a ms`.kaj,g u fnj whsfha'''ZZ ;s,ld jD;j u lSjd h'
zztalg fudlo kx.SZZ hs lshQ chkd: j;=r rej f.k bka
W.=rla fojkqj Y%shdKs w; ;snQ n;a ms`.ka tlla w;g .;af;a h'
zzf kx.S;a .,al=,fu o @ZZ
zzT'''ZZ Ys%hdKs ms<s;=re kakd h'
zzb;sx u,a,S kx.Sg;a ld, bkak lshkakflda''''ZZ chkd:
lsf m<uq n;amsv uqjg <x lrks'
86

p, ,shkf.a

zzy whsfha ux lkakx'''ZZ ;s,ld f.;=< isg lSjd h'


zzwfma wvqmdvq n,,d lkak bkakj fjkake;s''' wfma wuhs
wlal;a Tfydu ;uhs'''ZZ chkd: fifuka lSf h'
zzlEu rio ukaod'''ZZ
zzKq weUq,a jf.a u wd.ka;=l i;aldrh;a Y% fj,d ksid
jH fNdackhla'''ZZ
Ydka;g o fmr wkqNjh wjika l< chkd: ;j;a j;=r
rejla f.k ish w;;a ms`.dk;a bka fiaf ;s,ld ms`.dk
;shkakehs lshoa h'
iji folyudr j;au" Yd,djg wdrdOkd ,en is istla
fokdf.ka" is fofkl= muK meK ishy' ish mq;=Kqjkaf.a
wikSmhla ksid mf.d,a, lksIaGfha iuka;s,lg meKsh
fkdyels nj okajd ;sKs'
chkd: fifuka kuq;a ;ldkql+,j l;d lf<a h' Tyqf.a
jpkj, wkHhka mqnqjd,sh yels wmQre Yla;shla .ej ;snqfKa h'
ish,a,kaf.a u m%Yak i|yd Tyq i;=j m%dfhda.sl ms<s;=re ;snQ w;r"
m%Yakh ke`.+ mqoa.,hd ;Dma;su;a jk f;la Tyq ;u iajrfhka
l;d lf<a h' m%Yak wikakka foi ish Wmeia hqj< msgqmi jQ
fofk;ska chkd: n,d isfha ;u Yrfha Y%jfkash yer fiiq
ish ixf bkaSh wluKH lrks' Tyq ta ;r m%fYfuka
ijka kafka h' m%Yakh f;are.;a njla ye`.jug Tyq fgl
ysi by< my< jekqf h' m%Yakh wjika jQ miq uola u n,d
ksy`v j isg ms<sfj,;a wms<sfj,;a w;r jQ kv;a;= fkdl< Wvq
iy h /jq,ska jg jQ uqj jr lr ms<s;=re kafka h'
whs;sjdisl Wfoid igka lrkakka ma,jjdka o @
wkHhkaf.a whs;sjdial Wfoid igka jeug tn mqoa.,hkag
we;s fYaI Wjukdj l=ula o @ bka Tjqyq ,nk h m%;s,dNhla
fo @ ma,jjdka hk jpkhg ;s,ld l=vd l, isg we l< o
ma,jjdka ljqrekaoehs lshdug wE jgd jQ lsisjl= fyda wE lshejQ
,dxlsl idys;H lD;shla fyda iu;a fkdh' jvd;a uqyql=rd h;a u"
87

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

YS% ,xldf isjQ wr., lsysmhla ms<sn| fmd;m;ska lshejQ weh


ma,jjdka i|yd ;udf.a u w:l:khla ilid .;a;d h' chkd: o
wd;aud;h mfil ,d wkHhkaf.a whs;sjdisl Wfoid fndfyda
fjfyfikafkls' ;ud o Ydka; o jegqma fyda fjk;a jrm%ido .ek
lsis ;elSulska f;drj ;j;a mrmqrl wNsjDoah fjkqfjka
fjfyfikafkda fjuq' tfiak wm ish fokd ma,jjdka o @ f
ma,jfha wruqK l=ula o @ tys kdhl;ajh orkafka ljqreka o @
chkd:f.a oekqu" l:k ,dYh fuka u Tyq ;=< oHdudk jQ
udkj ohdj ;s,ld u; we;s lf<a oe n,mEuls'
zzYdka;g jvd chkd: whshd wjqre oyhla myf<djla
jeuy,a we;s''' ta jhig toa fuh;a tfyu ys'''ZZ ;s,ld tfia
is;=jd h' ;ud ;=< isk jvd;a we;=<dka;hg keUqre jQ" uola
ief,kiq" .eyekshg iuqug ld,h t<U ;sf' wehg iuqh
hq;= h' w;aoelS kue;s .x`.djg ;ud o ng hq;= h' nqoah kue;s
mdIdKh bka fia hdug bvy, hq;= h' th tg iqugj Tmug
fjhs'
zzuu hkakx kx.S''' Th lemu ffOhh Th yg u
;shd.kak''' .,al=,f biafldaf,kq;a t;fldg olaIfhda nqre;=
mska ysfjhs'''ZZ chkd: iuq.kska lSh'
zzchkd: whshd Wfoag;a yhg lEf ke;s'''ZZ Ydka; lshoa
;s,ldg we;sjqfka lla fkdf' ffOhhls' Ydka; oHd mSGfha
isiqjl=j ish u chkd:,d iu`. w;aje,a ne|f.k isfha h'
;ud o ta i|yd ;j;a l,a ueh hq;= ke;'
j;auka y,am;s wurodi uy;d udre l< nj .,al=,ug
ie, jQfha uE;l jqj;a" y,am;s;=ud ta .ek ie<lsjhq;= l,l
isg oek isg we;' th ;j;a Pkao m%;sM,hla kqjQjo fjk;a
foaYmd,k jD;a;dka;hla ta jgd h' Tyq udre lr hjd ;snqfKa
l=Uqlalvj, oHd,fha ksfhdacH y,am;sjrhd f,isks' th ;rula
ckdlSK wO kd.l m%foaYhla jQ w;r ienE wjYH;dj
;snqfKa .,al=,f mqrmamdvqjla ksudKh lr.ekSu h' ch;s,l
88

p, ,shkf.a

uy;ahf.a y,am;s isyskh fnd| hka ;sKs' f mqrmamdvqj


ksudKh wOHdmk ldhd,j, wjYH;djla fkdjQ w;r" th
uqukska u foaYmd,k n,mE u; ish' kj y,am;s f,i
udrisxy uy;d jev Ndr .;af;a kj mdi,a jdrh wdrN u;a iu`. h'
iq l,siu;a" iq w;a. lih;a weug mqre is udrisxy
uy;d l mhla o l im;a;= o me<fha h' jhig jvd ;reK
fmKqula ksudKh lsug Tyq W;aiql jk njla fmfkkakg
;sKs' Tyq ish h;=re mefhka mdi,a wd w;r" m%jdykh .egjla
fkdjQ neka mdi, ksu ;j;a mehla yudrla ldhd,fha /
iskq olakg ,ef' fya olaI llhl= h' .,al=,ug meKs miq
meje;ajQ m<uq WoEik /iaf f.j;a l;djla l< Tyq ;ud
wdmiq hkafka .,al=,f ;udf.a ku iksgqyka lr nj lSf h'
zzku o rEfm o okakE ;sh, hkak yokafka''' y l=l=<d'''ZZ
oHd Ih Ndrj isk ch,;a ueKsfla ;s,ld yd Ys%hdKs iu`.
lSjd h' ch,;a ueKsfla" ;s,ld gq ;j;a iqfYaIS p;hls'
fndfyda g ;ksj isug wE W;aidy .;af;a" wkHhka yd uqyqu
;u jxYhg;a jvd Ihhg umqxlulehs is;+ ksid h' fiiq
.=rejreka yd weh iskdiqfka;a" l;d lf<a;a iSudjla we;sjhs'
mdif,a fyda .=rejrhl=f.a fyda Wjukdjl h fya;=jla lshd
th u`.yeug weh oelajQfha fYaI iu;aluls' wg muK fjoa
oyh msiouka mdi,g tk weh yhg u tlydudrg kej;
mdif,ka msg jQjd h' fiiaikag ix.%y lsug jHdc iskdjla
kEu fgl wef.a uqj. ;sKs' km;d u Tifhka ieriS
meKs ch,;a ueKSfla" ch;s,l .=re;=h iu`. fyda w,a,dm
i,a,dmfha fhfKa ;u ;ukaf.a jxYj;al .ek kd fjk
lsisjla .ek fkdf' ;uka yd fkdlshk fudllafoda wdfrdajla
udrisxy y,am;s;=ud yd ch,;a ueKsfla w;r we;ehs ;s,ld
is;=f Tyq .ek fu;r l;d lrk neKs'
zzksyg o`vqj udrejla''' ia;s%lalfhka msg hjkake;sj
uka;S%;=ud ;ud k;r lrf.k ;sfhkafk''' .EKq <uhs tlal
yqgmghla'''ZZ ch,;a ueKSfla kj y,am;s;=ud ms<sn| mqj;a ujhs'
89

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

mq;a;,ug im ;rula kd.l uxikahla jQ fldakajej yf,a


isiqhlg w;jr lrkakg ;e;alrk ,oehs fpdaokd ,en jev
;ykulg ,lajQ Tyq kh mlaIKfhka wk;=rej udrelr
heug ;SrKh flKs' wdKavq mlaIfha m%N, wdOdrlrejl=
ksid foaYmd,k wkqoekqu u; ;djld,sl j Tyq ie`.ug l<
W;aidyhls" .,al=,ug m;alr tu' Ydka; ;s,ld iu`. ish
mqj;a miqj lSf h'
udrisxy uy;d .,al=,f yeisrefKa ieoeyej;a fn!oaOhl=
fia h' l=vd nq ms<suhla ldhd,fha ;em;a l< Tyq ieuod u,a
lsysmhla Bg mqokq ldg;a oel.; yels h' .=rejreka iu`. o
isiq oreoehka iu`. o .uqka iu`. o ys;j;l= fia ls%hd lsug
udrisxy uy;d lD;su W;aidyhla orK ,' ;s,ld ldhd,hg
le|jQ Tyq" zzia fndfydau uykais fj,d f,dl= fiajhla lrk nj
uu okakjd'''' uf.ka k iyfhda.h;a lshkak''' ux bkafk talg
;uhs'''ZZ lSf ;rul hgy;a my;a lulsks' oekgu;a ;u wkd.;
m%;sjdka Tyq ykdf.k wjika o @ ke;fyd;a ;ud ms<sn| l,dm
fyda fldGdY wOHdmk wOHlaIjreka hula Tyq iu`. mjid
we;ao @ o`vqj udrejla ysjQjl= .,al=,ug tjQfha wehs @ l,dm
wOHlaIjrhdf.a yis ixpdrfhka miq ;s,ld ;=< Tyq ms<sn|
we;s jQ meyeu wNsnjka fkdukdmhla biau;= h'
.,al=,u ms<sn| j ;ud olsk isyskhg udrisxyf.a wd.ukh
ndOdjla h yels oehs l,dm wOHlaI;=ud oywf;a l,amkd
lf<a h' ;udg fjkia l< fkdyels wdldrhg ish,a, is
;snqfKa udrisxyf.a foaYmd,k n,mqjkaldrlu ksid h' flfia
fj;;a" udrisxy,d oy fofkl=gj;a ;s,ld jekakshlf.a Yla;shg
wNsfhda. l< fkdyels nj o;a mshfidau uy;d" zzlula kE
wdhodi uy;a;hd wms n,uq'''ZZhs lSf Tyq ;=< h ie,eiaula
;snQ ksid h' .,al=,f jev Ndr .ekSug fmrd;=j udrisxy ;u
ldhd,hg le|jQ l,dm wOHlaIjrhd udrisxyf.a foaYmd,k
n,mqjkaldrlu .Kklg fkd.kska .,al=,u ms<sn| ;udf.a
wjfndaOh meye,s lr tys l< hq;=" fkdl< hq;= oE .ek o
90

p, ,shkf.a

.%y lf<a fldGdY wOHlaI;=ud o bfha h' kEu wOHdmk


n,Odhl=g lg .eiSf mqreoaola udrisxy ;=< jqjo Tyq fu;ek
ksYaYo jQfha ;u uka;S% ys;j;d lS fohla isysfuks'
zzudfr oekaj;a yehx''' fj uf.;a idhu hk jev'''ZZ
uka;S%jrhd ;udg kafka wjidk wjjdoh hehs is;+ udrisxy h
ld,hla uqKsj; /lsh hq;= nj ;SrKh lr ;snqfKa h'
zz.ug .sysx n,mx wmsg Pkao lla je lrkak''' ke;sj
biafldaf, fl,a,kag'''ZZ uka;S%jrhd t;ekska k;r lf<a u n,d
jHdc ,ecdjlska weUfrk udrisxy oelSfuks'
zzkx.S okakj o jevla''' wfma w;a y,am;s;=ud ug
fhdackd l<dfk thdf. nhsislf,a huq lsh,d'''ZZ Ys%hdKs lSf
fldamfhka yd Wmydifhks'
zzb;sx''ZZ
zzux jeo.;a yg m%;slafIam l<d''' wdfh l;d lf<d;a ux
lshkj Wkaoeg'''ZZ
zzTkak Thdg fyd| wjia:djla ;sfhkjd'''ZZ fkka ku
w;a y,am;sjrhdf.a ls%hdl,dmh .ek kj wdrxhla ;ud
iu`. lshk ;s,ld wu;d kla Ydka; lSf h'
zzksyd lla ldka;d mlafIg nrhsfka''' oex fhdackd
lrkak" .f olaI W.;a <uhs bkakjd fo;=ka fofkla iafPd
lrkak leue;shs" .uqo i lsh,d'''ZZ
zzya''' ta;a uu j l;d lrkak ksy .djg hkak leue;s
kE wfka'''ZZ
zzya''' tal;a y'''ZZ
wkfmalaIs; fudfyd;l fldGdY wOHdmk ldhd,hg
wh;a le hla mdi,a j;a;g we;= h' fldGdY wOHdmk
wOHlaI wdhodi uy;d o" ie,iq wxYfha ;j;a ks,Odhl= o
meK isfha .=re uKav,h uqK.eiS h lreKq lsysmhla >
jYfhka idlPd lsug h'
91

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzl,dm wOHHlaI;=udg Wjukd jqfka g udi lsysmhlg


l,ska f foaj,a ixOdkh lr.kak''' ta jqkdg f O
rdcld wiafia fudkj;a lrkak ne jqKd'''ZZ Tyq y,am;s
mqgqf ys|f.k l;d lf<a h'
zzwmsg oekg wud;HxYfhka okaj, ;sfhkjd Ialr mdi,a
lsysmhl w;HjYH u ixjOk wjYH;d ;lafiare lr, tjkak
lsh,d''' l,dm wOHlaI;=ud m%uqL;ajh kafka .,al=,ug'''ZZ
;s,ldf.a is;g oe i;=gla oefkka ;sKs'
zzwmsg fmdaru lsysmhla tj, ;sfhkjd''' ohdkkao uy;a;hd
tfykx tal mqrjuq o @ZZ wOHlaIjrhd ie,iq wxYfha ks,Odhdg
lSf h'
udihlg muK fmr .=reuKav, /iaul .=re uKav,fha
woyia uika" y,am;s;=ud iska ilid f.k ;snQ wjYH;d
,ehsia;=j Tyq i;=j ;snqfKka Tyq th lsheh'
zzf fiaru .=re uKavf,a woyia'''ZZ hehs lSug o Tyq wu;l
fkdlf<a h'
mehl muK idlPdjlska miqj" zzfjk fudkjo flg
wvx.= fkdjqKq lreKq ;sfhkafka @ZZhs wdhodi uy;d weiqf
;s,ld foi n,ks' ;s,ld y,am;s;=ud foi nejd h'
zzlshkak ;s,l ia''' wmsg fudkj y u.yereK o'''@ZZ
y,am;s;=ud weh ffOhu;a lroa wi, ys|is Ys%hdKs fifuka
;u oKysfika ;s,ldf.a oKysig ;gq l<d h'
zzuu i tlal l;d lrkakuhs ysfh''' f'' wfma m%d:l
wxYfha <uhhs md,kh ;rula wmyiqhs''' l=Uqre jev ldf,g
wu,d kj;a; .kak;a nE''' wmsg iafPd ljqre y .kak
mqjkakx'''ZZ ;s,ldg wjika lrkakg jQfha ke;' udrisxy uy;d
jyd ueoy;a h'
zzfyd|hs ia''' bkakjo ljqrey ;reK .Ekq <uhs''' .fu
kx yq`.la fyd|hs'''ZZ
92

p, ,shkf.a

Ys%hdKs ;u yskdj wdhdifhka kj;d .;af;a Wmeia hqj<g


by<ska" y,am;s;=ud foi n,k wOHlaI;=ud oelSfuks' udrisxy
uy;d uola miqnd .sfha h'
zzia iqiq <ufhla fokafkla y,am;s;=ud tlal l;d
lr,d .kak''' wmsg oekajqjdu we;s''' yenehs <uhskaf.ka i,a,s
tl;= lr,d thd,g ukdjla fokak tfyu mgka .kak tmd'''
tajhska y wjq,a ksudKh fjkjd'''ZZ ;s,ldg oeKqfka n,j;a
iekiSuls'
zzwr wfma <ufhl=;a bkakjd''' uu lshkakx i we;a yn
fjkak lsh,d'''ZZ ch;s,l uy;ah blauka jQjd h' fudkak
wyi fmdf<dj .eg,kakg fuka l,amkd lf<a" iafPd
.=rejrhl= fyda .=rejhl fia fiajh lsug ;rj;a iqiail=
;ud fkdykkafka wehs o hkak h yel'
zzia fmdvla huq o mka;s me;af;a'''ZZ wOHlaI;=ud fhdackd
lf<ka ;s,ld o y,am;s;=ud o Tyq legqj tl fol jir mka;s
meje;afjk Yd,dj fj; .sfhda h'
zzi''' ug ys;d.kakj;a ne jqKd fldfyduo ia f jf.a
fjkila f yoao lef,a lf<a lsh,''''ZZ udrisxy ;ud jKkd
lrkafka ;udg we;s wdorhlg fkdjk nj ;s,ld okS'
zzya'''ZZ wOHlaIjrhdf.a je ie<ls,a,lska f;dr ms<s;=r
.ek ;s,ld ;=< we;s jqfKa i;=gls'
;s,ld iska umshkaf.a wdOdr Wmldr we;sj isl<
klrKh oeka y;r jir olajd u jHdma; wjidk h' ta;a
klrKh jQ mka;s ldur i|yd Bg fijK ie .rd jefgk
f.dvke`.s,a, kqiqiq jQfha h'
zzia ug k jqfKa f fiaru uf.a weiaj,ska oel.kak'''
mshfidau i <`. b;s jqKq m%;smdok lla we;s''' <`. u f
Yd,djg oe,a .y,d fohs''' ;j WmlrKhs" w;sfl lsh fmd;a
lsysmhl=;a ,efnhs'''ZZ y,am;s;=ud ta ish,a, igyka lr.kq
;s,ldg fmKsks' p;fhys fldf;l=;a wvqmdvq we;;a fya hula
93

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lsug W;aidy or;shs ;s,ld jfrl is;=jd h'


zzia uu w;a fhdackdjla l<d l,dm wOHlaI;=udg''' wfma
fldGdfY bkak ishu m%d:l .=rejrekag .,al=,ug lafIa;%
pdldjla ixOdkh lrkak''' f foaj,a ta wh oeln,d .kak
k lsh,hs uu ys;kafk''' ta .ek lla l;d lr.kak iag
,nk nodod mq;a;,ug tkak mqjx fka o @ZZ <`. md; lsisjl=
fkdjQ neka ;s,ldg udrisxy uy;d foi ne,sks'
zzia wksjdhfhka u hkak''' tal fyd| wjia:djla''ZZ
fyf;u lSf h'
zzoHd wxfY fudkjo wvqmdvq ia'''@ZZ wdmiq tka is
wOHlaI;=ud ch,;a ueKSflaf.ka weiqf h'
zzfudkj;a kE i''' ln tlkx lla mrKhs'''ZZ
zzwd'' talg fudlo''' ux weyqfj WmlrK" ridhk jH'''ZZ
zzuql=;a kE i''' ux toa ;snqK mlaIK k< Wk;a ta .dku
tfyu ;sfhkjd'''ZZ
zzta fldfydu o @ZZ wOHlaI;=ud weiqf jyd yqka;ek u
kj;sks'
zz'''' i'''''ZZ ch,;a ueKsfla lsisjla is;d.; fkdyelsj
f.d;.eiqjd h'
zzoHd WmlrK" fYaIfhka u mlaIK k< tfyu lefvkak
|kak tmdhe''' ug fmakafk ia taj <uhskag w,a,kakj;a
fokake;s mdghs'''ZZ wOHlaI;=ud wjOdrKfhka lSf h' ch,;a
ueKSflaf.a uqyqK r;=h'
oHd Ihh b.ekau ksidu yg.;a udkakdl njla
ch,;a ueKsfla ;=< h' fYaIfhka u weh m%d:l .=rejreka
flfrys oelajQfha oe fkdie<ls,a,ls' ;ud oHd .=rejhl u
wdNrKhla fia ie,l+ wE wkHhka iu`. iSudj blaujd iqyo u"
;u ;;ajh my< hEug fya;=jla h yels hehs ks;r wkqudk
l<d h'
94

p, ,shkf.a

kla m%d:l isiqkag pqNl fyj;a ldkao ms<sn| uQ,sl


lreKq lshdu i|yd ch,;a ueKsflaf.a iydh me;Sug ;s,ldg
ish' k.rfha mdi,aj, fuka ldkao len,s we,jQ mekai,a
fm .,al=,u oHd,fha lsis orejl= i;= fkdjQfhka" ldkaoj,
ls%hdld;ajh Tjqyq m%dfhda.sl j w;a| fkd;snqKdyq h' ;s,ldg
wjYH jQfha hlv len,s" weK wd oE wdlIKh lr .ekSug
ldkao i;= f wmQre yelshhdj isiqkag wdoYkh lsughs'
zzueKsfla ia ug lla yn fjkak k'''ZZ ;s,ld lSjd h'
zzlshkak kx.S fudkjo flfrkak k'''ZZ weh .jfhka
hq;=j weiqjd h' wE ;s,ldg kx.S hehs lSf iqyo;ajh m< lsug
jvd ;u fcHIaG;ajh Wmamd oelaug h' uykqjr m%foaYfha
Wmkakshl jk ch,;a ueKsfla wdKuvqf jHdmdlhl= iu`.
jdy ishd h'
zzug fyg f fmd Wkag fmkakkak ldkao lE,s folla
;=kla b,a,.kak mqjkao''' lsh,d n,kakhs wdf''''ZZ ;s,ld
jvd;a hgy;a j uiqjd h'
zzldkaox''' ta fudkjo @ Thdg pqnl k fokakx''''ZZ
lg fldklska iskdiS f ia;S%h lf<a ysjla fkdjk nj
;s,ldg jegysKs' th ;ud mdNdIsl jpk fkdokakshlehs l<
ip,hls'
zzia tfykx ug oKav pqNl foll=hs" LQrm pqNlhl=hs
fokak'''ZZ
ch,;a ueKsfla jvd;a jr jQ oEiska ;s,ld foi n,d
Yauhh yd mrdch jid .ekSug uy;a fjfyila orka ishd h'
zzux fyg Wfoau fokakx kx.S'''ZZ ch,;a ueKSfl jvd;a
ys;j;a iajrhlska lshoa ;s,ld wdmiq .sfha h is;ska
iskdfiks'
i;shlg muK miq iodjl pd id follska ieriqKq
kld;a" ks,aKS;a" .= l l,siulska yd iq lihlska ieriS
95

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

im;a;= fia ,d.;a frdayK o .,al=,u mdi,a f.agqfjka we;=


jkq .uqka n,disfha byjyd hk i;=glsks' ;sfokdf.a u w;aj,
neKq ms;a kQ, ne.ska h'
iafPd .=rejreka iu`. imj lghq;= lsug udrisxy
uy;d oe leue;a;la oelah' ldhd, lghq;= i|yd hehs lshka
klg meh Nd.hlaj;a kld fyda ks,aKS le|jd.;a Tyq Tjqkg
O rdcld mejrejd muKla fkdj" <`.ska ys| ta i|yd iydh o
jQf h' Ydka;f.a Wmfoia m y,am;s;=ud .ek ;ud okakd
ish,a, ;s,ld f oefhda fofokdg mjid ;sKs' ;u ;ukaf.a
wdrlaIdj Wmufhka i,id .ekSug Tjqka iu;a nj ;s,ld
Yajdi l<d h'
ckjd udifha mdi, wdrN lrk g m%d:l wxYfha
mka;s meje;ajqKq Yd,dj uqukska u klrKh ;snqfKa h'
Yd,df isfuka;s ia:N w;r wjldYh jid ,S rduq wdOdrfhka
fldgq oe,a .id ;snqKs' frdai meyefhka tajd jK .kajd ;snqfKka
Yd,djg kj fmKqula ,e ;snqfKa h' mdi, kej; jD; l<
m<uq i;sfha nodod f,d r:hlska m%d:l mka;s i|yd tl ne.ska
jdfka w,aud o l,E,s fjkqjg iq,E,s yd tajdfha ,shk mEka o
tjd ;sKs' fjkuu fmhla ;=< tl jif isg my jir olajd
isiqkag lshug fhda.H w;sfl lshe fmd;a h'
zzug w;a wdrxhla ,enqKfka'''ZZ kla rd;s%fha Ydka;
lSf h'
zzchkd: whshhs''' wfma mshfidau irehs''' YajoHdf,
ldf, b|, u hdfjdfk'''ZZ th oe lemfuka ish jD;a;sfha
kshef,i ;s,ld" Ydka; jekakjqkag ffOhhls'
fldGdY ldhd,hg ;ud le|jd ka Wmfoia m%ldrj"
.,al=,u oHd,fha m%d:l wxYh f olajd klrKh lsf
ls%hdj,sh ;s,ld jd;d.; l<d h' tys flgqm; o /f.k
fldGdY wOHlaI;=ud yuqjQ g tys ;jrg;a ksjer hhq;=
ia:dk lsysmhla t;=ud iska fmkajd fok ,'
96

p, ,shkf.a

zzi uu kx lshkafk f jd;df ;sfhk idys;Huh


.;sh tfyuu ;sfhkak wuq lsh,d''' fudlo tal f jd;df
mdGlhkag fyd| fm<Uula''ZZ fcHIaG m%d:l wOHlaIjhl
lSf ;s,ld o iu`. tlu fih jgd ys|f.k jd;dj ;jrg;a
ilik Wiia ks,Odka w;r isk wOHlaIjrhd wu;ks'
zzm%Yakhla kE isia iurjdlr'''ZZ
wk;=rej jd;dj h;=re ,shkhg;a" frdaksfhda msgm;a lr th
fldGdY ldhd,fha ;nd .ekSug;a wk;=rej fhdackd flKs'
zz;s,ld uu udrisxy uy;a;hg ,shqula oeud ,nk is
fojeksod wr m%d:l .=re lKavdhu .,al=,u n,kak tkj lsh,d'''
Thdg;a okajd''' iQodk fjkak''' fldGdY ldhd,fhka msg;g
taug fudfyd;lg fmr weh weu;+ wOHlaI;=ud lSf h'
zzleue;s keoao .=re WmfoaYl flfkla fjkak''' Wmdh
lr,dfk bkafk'''@ZZ
zzT i'''ZZ
zzb;sx <ufhda mmd,k Ndf. ,shkak ;snqKfk''''ZZ
iskdiqkq weh" zz.=rejhla yehg ;j lrkak k rdcld
lla b;=re fj,d ;sfhkj iZZ hehs lshka wOHlaI;=udf.ka
iuq.;a;d h'
.,al=,u oHd,hg udrisxy uy;d m;aj tau .ek nd,
uy;a;hd ;=< jQfha t;r i;=gla fkdf' udrisxy uy;d;a
nd, uy;a;hd;a tlu mlaIfha jqjo udrisxy ys;j;a j isk
md,sfka;= uka;S%jrhd nd, uy;a;hd fyda Tyq yd ks;r .kqfokq
lrk m,d;a iNd uka;S%jrhd ms%h lrkakl= fkdf' tfyhska
f ;;ajh ms<sn| ;u ys;j;a m,d;a iNd uka;S%jrhd u.ska" uy
weue;s;=ud fj; .;= lSug nd, uy;a;hd is;d isfha h' mdi,
;=< ksudKh jk ;;ajh ;ukag;a" nd, uy;a;hdg;a" m<d;a
iNd uka;S%jrhdg;a wys;lr nj w`vka fodvka m%ldY lrk
,oafoa .,al=,u oHd,fha u wdpdh fudkak uy;d isks'
97

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ks;r nd, uy;a;hd neyeoelSu Tyqf.a is; h' fudkakf.a


lkafl`h iEfyk l,lg fmr wdrN jQj o nd, uy;a;hd
jvd;a l=ms; lrjQ ixisoah uE;l y,am;s;=ud iska le`ojQ
foudmsh /iau h'
zzuu fndfydau i;=fgka lshkafka''' .,al=,u oHd,h wx.
imQK mdi,la njg wo fygu m;a fjkj''' f fjk fldg
ie,iq lr, ;sfhk ixjOk lghq;= fudkj o lsh, uu
;uqkakdkafi,g lshkakx'''ZZ Tyq uE;l fldGdY wOHdmk
wOHlaI;=ud meK ,ehsia;=.; lr.;a ishu lghq;= lshjqfha h'
zzf fjk fldg wfma m%:l wxfY b;du hqKqhs''' ;s,l
iaf. fiajh oeka uq fldGdfYg u ,nd fokak ;SrKh
lr,'''ZZ
zzuu fndfydu j.lSfuka lshkafk f fiaru ug lrkak
mqjx jqfKa fldGdY fukau l,dm wOHdmk ldhd,j,
fufyh fuka" wfma iquk nKavdr .re md,sfka;= uka;%s;=udf.
iyfhda.h wkq.%yh u;'''ZZ ;s,ldg" Y%shdKsg fukau iafPd
.=rejreka ;sfokdg;a oeka udrisxyf.a jHdhduh meye,s h'
;gq,en mshdUd .sh fuu wdrxh ,o nd, uy;a;hd
f.dakqiaifhl= fuka lsmqfKa h'
zz.,al=,ug wdmq m%skaism,aldrhd wuq;=u fi,a,ula mgka
wrka''' iquk nKavdr Wkakeyeg foaYmd,k /ia biafldaf,
;shkjd''' ta wiafia .=rejre wfma ksfhda;hkaj ;fg udhsx
lrkakE''' Wkaf. yhsh w;g wrka .f fld,af,d oex fjku
l,a,shla'' wmsg fkdfmfkk fohla fu;k isoaO fjkjd'''ZZ
o;al+re lka ish,a, wid is uy weu;sjrhd" zzn,uq iuyr
biaflda, jyk ie,eiaul=;a biairyg tkjd hou jehs
lsh,d'''ZZ hs lSf ;ud bmsg mqmqrk ksiqkag iekiSula ,nd
fok wfhks'
jirla folla .;j;a u tl yd fol jir isiqkg b.ekau
i`oyd ,eh hq;= ksmqK;d j kld;a ks,aKS;a ,nd ishy'
98

p, ,shkf.a

frdayK yh y; jir i`oyd nqoaO Ouh" isxy, jeks Ihla


b.ekafuys ksr; jQ w;r" isiqka i`oyd Yrl wNHdi Tyq iska
is lrk ,'
zziafmda tlla lrkak wdihs ia''' ug u;lhs uu
tfld<y jifr bkaoeoa tlla ;snd'' Bg miafi kx ug u;l
yehg iafmda tlla lf<a kE'''ZZ frdayK lSf ;s,ld;a"
Y%shdKS;a" kld;a" ks,aKS;a isk ;ekl h'
zzfrdayK whshd ;rhs ia fupr ldf,lg f biafldaf,ka
ils .sysx ;sfhkafka'''ZZ kld lSf h'
zzwe;a; o @ frdayK ZZ ;s,ld weiqjd h'
jir lsysmhla iafPd fiajfha ksr; jQj o ;j jk;=re
Tjqyq lsis f;khla ,nd ke;' tfy;a kslrefKa .f .;jk
;u ld,fhka Wmu m%fhdack .ekSu i|yd Tjqyq .=rejreka
f,i fiajh tlajQy' ta fkd,fha jqj o mdif,a l=uy;a iEu
lghq;a;l u Tjqkaf.a wjYH;dj ;ka u lemS fmKqks'

99

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

07
jir oyhlg muK miqj .,al=,u oHd,fha meje;s
ksjdidka;r lS%vd Wf<,ska uhqr ksjdih m<uq ia:dkhg meKSfha h'
uhqr" yxi yd mfr f,i isiqka fjka lsfuys mgka wjidk
;Hd." l=i,dk yd iy;sl m%odfkda;aijh olajd ish foa lsfuys
uQ,sl;ajh f.k is frdayK" kldf.kq;a" ks,aKSf.kq;a w.kd
iyhla ,enqf h' Ydka; o lS%vd ;r. meje;au i|yd wjYH
Odjk m: ieliSug Wmldr jQ w;r lS%vd ;r. ksYaph i|yd
fukau lS%vd W;aijh ixOdk lghq;= i|yd iydh ug k
lsysmhla Tyq nrKkalgqj lksIaG oHd,fhka uqodykq ,en
isfha h' k lsysmhlg fyda tlu mdif,a Ydka; iu`. lghq;=
lroa ;s,ldg wm%udK i;=gla oeKsks' mdif,a ore oehkag o
.,al=,f .ehkag o lS%vd Wf<, kjuq w;aoelSula h' by<
m%;shla olakg fkd,enqKq l=vd ore oehkaf.a wdpdr fm<md,sh
ms<s.;a fldGdY wOHdmk wOHlaI wdhodi uy;dg" ore oehkaf.a
is;a;=< we;s W;a;udpdrh fydka oeKsks' m%Odk wdrd;hd f,i
y,am;s;=ud yd ys;j;a iquk nKavdr weue;s;=ud le|ug Tyq
iQlaIu j W;aidy oerej o foaYmd,k u; .egqul fmrks;s
olska is Ydka;f.a Wmfoia u; ;s,ld;a" Ys%hdKS;a" iafPd .=re
lKavdhu;a tlaj foaYmd,k{hka lsisjl=;a fkdle|jd wOHdmk
wOHlaI;=ud le|u iqiqh hk u;h f.kyer mEfjdah' udrisxy
uy;d Bg tl`. jqjo Tyq ;=< Wmka wukdmh k lsysmhla hk
f;la uqyqfKys fmfkkakg ;sKs'
.,al=,u oHd,fha yh jif bf.kqu ,nk p;=rx. kue;s
100

p, ,shkf.a

iqms Odjlhd biau;=u" ksjdidka;r lS%vd Wf<f,ys jeo.;a u


m%;sM,h h' m<uq j;djg mq;a;,u ia;s%lalfha l,dm ;r.dj,shla
i|yd yd wk;=rej m,d;a ;r.hla i|yd p;=rx. iyNd.s jQjd
muKla fkdj" l,dmfha;a" m,df;a;a oy;=fkka my< m%:u
ia:dkh Tyq kd.;af;a h' ;r.h wjika lroa fiiq lS%vlhka
yd p;=rx. w;r Yd, mr;rhla ;s we;s w;r Tyq ;r.h ksud
lroa foda;ska u ish l,siu w,a,df.k we;af;a Bg .eiQ yeg
lgqj yisfha .e, hdfuks' Odjlhka i|yd jk weK im;a;=
fyda fjk;a myiql lsisjla Tyqg fkdue;' l,dm yd m,d;a
;r. meje;a fjk khg k lsysmhlg fmr isg .,al=,u y,a
lS%vd msfha uelS hka mj;sk Odjk m:fha ux ;Srej, jka
g foiSh mqyqKq lghq;=j, p;=rx. ksr; jQfha frdayK
yd Ydka; iu`.sks' ;u ys;j;a lS%vd Ndr wdpdhjrhl=f.ka
b,a,df.k wd ld, udmlh wdOdrfhka Ydka;" p;=rx.f.a Odjk
ld,h uek .;af;a h' p;=rx. i|yd jHdhd lsis;a wjYH fkdKs'
Odjk m:hl u ms<sn| j o;hq;= lreKq lsysmhla muKla Tyqg
lshdu wjYH h'
p;=rx.f.a mshd .j mhl yslrejl= jQ w;r Tyqf.a
ksji yekajQfha zzlsf.orZZ hk kks' mdif,a .=rejrekag
;nd" we;e .ehka jqj uqK.eiS l;d lsug ue,slula oelajQ
p;=rx.f.a mshd" ks;r u ish .j mh iu`. ;u ld,h jkj
;=< .; lf<a h' WoEik oyhg muK fyda iji my yh jk
g ish .j /< olaldf.k jElkao u;ska .uka lrk mqxrd<
olakd ,' ta jk g ;udg uqK.efik ljqreka iu`. fyda ish
lig o;a fmkakd iskdiqk Tyq ks;ru fndanq fldagqjlska ;u
o;a uka isfha h' .jhkag ;e,Su i|yd jk flgla o je,g
<`.ska t,af,k l=vhla o iys; j is f ksid ksjfia jqj
l;d lf<a b;d wvqfjks' mdif,a Wjukd tmdlj,g wdf .sfha
p;=rx.f.a wud h' weh Wi .eyekshls' zzp;=rx. wud jf.auhsZZ
fndfyda wh lSf p;=rx. o flgq kuq;a Wi orejl= u ksid h'
b;a;E l+re fuka Rcq Tyqf.a fldKavh ljrodlj;a mSrd lSlre
l< fkdyels h'
101

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzp;=rx.g iuia; ,xld ;r.j,g jkak k im;a;= odkak u


fjhs ;s,ld'''ZZ ;j;a uilska meje;afjk iuia; ,xld ;r.
i|yd jhU m,df;a g foish wxl tl lS%vlhd .ek Ydka;
tfia lSf h'
zzta Wkdg frdayK lshkjd im;a;= od, jkak .sysx p;=rx.f.a
f.h nySo lsh,d'''ZZ
zztal we;a; uu lshkafka oekau im;a;= .kakjd kx
fyd|hs'''t;fldg j,d yqre fjkak mqjks''''ZZ
im;a;= ms<sn| j p;=rx. oekqj;a lsf m%;sM,hla f,i
miqk iji p;=rx.;a uj;a .=re ksjdihg wdfjda h'
zzi fldjg im;a;= .kak k lsjdh lsh, ug lsjd''''ZZ
weh hgy;aj lsf Ydka; wu;ks'
zzwd''' T''' iuia; ,xld ;r.j,g hkfldg im;a;=
odkak u fjhs' oekau .;af; ke;ak im;a;=j,g yqrefjkak
ne fjhs''''ZZ
im;a;= .ekSu i|yd y,dj;gj;a hdhq;= nj o ta i|yd iqiq
idmamq lsysmhl k o i|yka l=vd fld< lene,a,la Ydka; ish
fmd;a w;ka fidhd .;af;a h' lsisjla fkdlshd ta fld< lene,a,
.;a; o .eyekshf.a uqyqfKa ;du;a fkdiKq m%Yak lsysmhla
we;s nj ;s,ldg fmKsks'
zzwehs p;=rx.,E wf''' ;j fudkj y oek.kak fk o @ZZ
;s,ldf.a y`ka weh jvd;a Wjukdfjka ;s,ld foi nejd h'
zzia''' f'''' f''''ZZ p;=rx. Ydka; iu`. fudk fudkjfoda
l;d lrhs'
zzwmsg fjd .kak ta ye f;areula kE ia''' wksl remsh,a
yhiShla ;r ;sfhkjd we;s fjhso ukaod'''' ls;a kE f ojiaj,
ia''' wdfh megjq tkafk foien ydgfka'''ZZ
lDIsluh ish m%Odk jfkdamdh lr.;a; .ehd
w.ys`.l ueo j;a jQjl= fkdf' tfy;a fjf<| fmd< iska"
102

p, ,shkf.a

iajhxfmdaIs; lDIsldlhdf.a jk rgdj fnfyka ixlSK


lr we;' wiajkq ld,hg lKlr m<k .e .eyekqkaf.a
wdNrK ;j;a udi lsysmhlska hdno l=vd k.rhl fy lvh
fj; Wlia flf' yrla we;s l< o megjqka ke;s ksid ls ke;'
mqx rd<f.a w;g irejkafka l=Uqr uevug yrla wjYH jk
ld,hg h'
zzim;a;= folghs" iQ tlghs ;=kaoyia tliShla .shd''''
Thd okakj o lf p;=rx. idlal=fjka remsh,a yhiShla odmq
ljrhla ud wf;a ;snd wud kakd lsh,'''' ux ta fj,dfj wrx
oex f.a <`.ska p;=rx. niai,d ta ljf wdmyq wr ukqiaih w;g
,hs wdfj''' fld,a, nhsislf,ka neye, ug oK.y, jekaod'''ZZ
l,sif mh nqre,a lrka Ydka; lSh'
;s,ldg Ydka; ms<sn| j we;af;a oe Nla;shls' p;=rx.f.a
uj lS mqj; Tyq yd lS g Tyq lSf" zzwksoaod Wfoa p;=rx.g
y,dj; hkak ,Eia;s fjkak lshkak'''ZZ lshd h' ldf.a kuq;a
orejl=f.a Wjukdjlg Tyq fufia ho lrkafka" ;udf.a u
orejl= fkdue;s ksid o @ ;s,ld iqiqula fyjd h'

) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
zzp;=rx. ld,h fyd|g u jehs''' ;j m%elaia lrkak fjhs'''ZZ
Ydka; lSf uqj weo lr ysi fomig jkks'
iquk,;d f.ke;a ka fodv f. lsysmh ld idod.;a
hqI re y;rla o iys; j ;s,ld Ydka; imhg wdjd h' zzfl
,d yskak p;=rx.'''ZZ frdayKg o Ydka;g o miq fodv rej
w;g .;a p;=rx. u n,df.k th f h' B<`. j;df u
werUQ Tyq g tlish mkyla muK jf.dia k;r j jyd
u jd .;af;a h' ish,af,da t;ekg jyd j .sfhda h' p;=rx.
y`vka isfha h'
103

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzug nE ia im;a;= od, jkak'''ZZ


;s,ld ys|.;a;d h' p;=rx.f.a im;a;= .e,ks'
zzfohshfka''' ll=,a foflka u f,a .,kjd''''ZZ
im;a;=j, yevh fkdoek ksoyfia yeKq .e orejkaf.a
foll=,a im;a;=jlg ysr l< g bka ksis ls%hdld;ajh fkd,ef'
ta fjkqjg isjkafka mh ;=jd, u muKs'
zzfiargu l,sx ll=,a fol ikSm lr.uq orefjda'''ZZ Ydka;
lmkfhka lSf" ma,diag yd fjm j,ska wdjrKh lrk
,o md iys; p;=rx. ksji bmsg niaijoa h'
iuia; ,xld ;r. i|yd ;j;a we;af;a k myf<djls' md
;=jd, u ksid k .Kkdjla fkdl< p;=rx. nhsisl,fha
kxjd.;a frdayK .=re ksjdihg wdf h'
zzi p;=rx. ojia follska ll=f,a ma,diag .,j,d im;a;=
fol odf.k yrla n,kak .sysx'''ZZ frdayK iskdfika lSh'
zzoeka ll=,a lefmkakEhs lshkafka'''ZZ
tk iji p;=rx. fuf;la g foiSh i|yd jd;d l<
fyd|u ld,h jd;d lf<a h' im;a;= iu`. Tyqf.a jhk bhj
;j;a ,iaik ;sf' ;r.h wjika lr Odjk m:fhka ld,l
muK rla Tyq ye,af j .sfha h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
iuia; ,xld ;r. i|yd meK is ish,af,da u k.rfha
mdi,aj, orefjda h' ta w;r niakdysr m,df;a" fld<U ia;s%lalfha
ksfhdackh by< h' jO wjia:djkays uqK.eiS we;s Tjqyq
kk im;a;=" we`. WKqiq lrk lnd ye|" ;ek ;ek frdla
tlsfkldf.a fyd|u Odjk ld,h" im;a;= fjk;a w;aoelS
.ek l;d lf<a isxy, yd bx.S%is Y% nilsks' mQj jgh i|yd
iQodk jk f,i l< oekqu;a iu`. u p;=rx. ish rn
104

p, ,shkf.a

firmamq fol .,jd fmd,s;Ska ljrh ;=<g oud lih o .,jd


Bg u th' ;s,ldf.a mduq, th ;enQ Tyq u ys|f.k ;u im;a;=
hqj< me,| .;af;a h' ;ud i;s lsysmhlg fmr yoj;ska u
ffjr l< fuu wmQre WmlrK hq.<h f ;udg jvd;a
ia:djr mshjr ,ndfok nj ye`.S .sfha uE;l h' Bg wkq.; jQ
Tyq jvd;a f.fhka f h' w;a Igh o ye|.;a p;=rx. oK
.id ;s,ldg o frdayKg o jkq fndfyda fofkla n,d ishy'
fifuka fifuka Odjk m:h fj; weo .sh p;=rx. foi n,d
isk ;s,ldf.a weiaj, l gq frdayK u n,d .;af;a h' mQj
;r.h muKla fkdj wjidk mQj jgfha o p;=rx. ch .;af;a
b;d myiqfjks'
jhsfka ckms%h mdi,aj, .=rejreka o YsIHfhda o p;=rx.
fj; meKshy' p;=rx. uola miqnd isfha h'
zzfldfyo fldf,a tl'''@ZZ tla orefjla p;=rx.f.ka
weiSh'
zz.,al=,u fldf,a'''ZZ p;=rx.f.a ms<s;=frka ;s,ld;a
frdayK;a Wvf.dia u jeKs' Ys%hdKsf.a bx.S%is b.ekau ms<sn|
;s,ld ;=< oe i;=gla we;s h'
zzta fldfyo @ZZ
zzmq;a;,f lrej,.iajej lsgqj''' ,am;a;= udhsf'''ZZ
p;=rx. lSf mels,Sulska f;drj h'
t;ekg /ia jQ orejkaf.a mdi,aj, .=rejre ;s,ld yd frdayK
iu`. l;d l< w;r orefjda p;=rx. nKavdr jg lr .;ay'
zzyeuodu m%elaia lrkj o @ZZ
zzf,s m%elaia lrkak nE'''' wmsg fyd| .%jqka tlla
kEfka''''ZZ bx.S%is ia uqx wyhs lsh,d ys;, lshdmQ m%Yakufka
uqx wykafk''' p;=rx. ms<s;=re kafka tfia is;ks' Tyq jkakg
mqre jk w;f Ys%hdKs ;j;a mqyqKqjla p;=rx.g ,nd we;'
wjidk ;r.h i|yd k w`v.eisks' p;=rx. nKavdr k
105

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

.,al=,fuka meKs fldjd" k.rfha mdi,a ;=< oy;=fkka my<


g foiSh rka molalu i|yd ;snQ n,dfmdfrd;a;= ish,a, kdY
lr oud wjika h' yrla miqmi jka" r;= lel= n;a" je ud
lka fndka we;soe jQ f .f hlaIhdg mam;a .ehkaf.a o
wdpdh uKav,fha o wdYSjdoh ys j ;sKs' jhU m,df;ka
fjk;a ;r. i|yd meKs ish lS%vlfhda p;=rx.g iydh foka
T,ajrika ug ;SrKh lf<a Tyq u;a fkdlrkafka k
ch fkd.ks;shs is;d fkdf' p;=rx.g T,ajrika u Tjqkag
wdvnrhls'
Odjk m:h wi, h<s;a ye ;s,ld foi ne p;=rx.
iskdiqfka h'
zzierfiaka''' fka''' fvdax''''ZZ p;=rx.g fuh ;j;a ;r.hla
muKs' Tyq ,s f.fhka bhg mekafka h' fiiq ish,a,ka
w;r ;r.h we;af;a molalu i|yd muKs'
zzp;=rx.''''''''ZZ ;s,ldg lE.eisks'
;u wdorKSh .=re uEKshkaf.a lgy`v l=vd fldjdf.a ijka
fj; .,d .sfha h' ch;s,l iag oel= f.k hdug fkdyelsj
mdi,g we;=<;a jQ od isg k lsysmhlg miqj f.or k;r jQ ;ud
h<s mdi,a tjk f,i b,a,ka fu;=hh f.org fkdmeKSfha
k" ;ud wo .,al=,u je;djq,af,a yrla mhla miqmi iskq
we;' y;r jif ;ud f.or k;r jQ miqj o ksjig meKs
wE umshkaf.ka ;ud veye .;a;d h' weh ;u ku lSf wehs @
ka fmr fufia lshd lE.id ke;' wehg m;la o @ ;ud jrola
lf<a o @ jyd k;r ne,sh hq;=h' f ;r.h hldg .shdf'''
p;=rx. ish f.h wvd, fldg miqmi nef h' fiiq ish,af,da
Tyq miqlr .sfhda h' ;u orejka foij;a fkdn,d p;=rx.
foi n,d is fiiq ish,af,da .,a.eiqkdy' ish fokdf.a yDo
iamkaokh fudfyd;lg k;r h'
zzlfudaka''''ZZ ;u wdorKSh .=re;=hf.a uqka kslauqKq fojk
jok Tyqg weisKs' zztfykx iag lrorhla fkfuhs''' fiaru ux
106

p, ,shkf.a

myqlr,d'''' fl fudk lcla o''''ZZ ;udf.a y`v weiS f.h wvd,


l< p;=rx. gq ;s,ld oEia mshd.kska foda;skau ysi nod.;af;a"
isjQ wkfmalaIs; ls%hdj oelSfuks' fiiq ish,af,da p;=rx. miq
lrka g oyhla myf<djla j f.disks'
lfKa isre ;=<ska we;= jQ ;u .=rejhf.a y`v ysi mqrd o
wk;=rej uq isref u iakdhq mqrd o ,shla fuka we hkq
p;=rx.g oeKsks' Tyq ;ka weia mshd .;af;a h' Bfha yji wud
;ud legqj whshkdhl fohkaf.a ixys| wi,g f.dia myka
o,ajk fjf,a " ta myka t<sfhka <siqKq ;S%Y+,h ;ud bmsg
ueKs' f,dl= yduqrejkaf.a ms;a kQ, k<shkq oeKqfkka weia
jr l< p;=rx. fudfyd;lg fmr ;ud miqlr jka is fiiq
msia miqjkq gqf h' ksye`hdjl .s,S is krUkafkda h<s jh
,oaodyq h' ;s,ld oEia wehd h' ;r.h ksujd ;j;a g iaila
;syla Odjk m:dfha j.sh p;=rx. wdmiq ye fl,ska u jf.dia
l j.=rejka ;ud fj; j wd .=re;=h je<| .;af;a h'
zzg foiSh iuia; ,xld Y+r;dj kd.;a p;=rx. fikr;a
nKavdrg iqnme;=ZZ
mq;a;,u k.rfha wOHdmk ldhd,h wNshi;a" .,al=,f
isrdf.a nhsisl,a jevfmd< bmsg;a nek m%oYkh flKs'
mqj;am;aj, f mqj; m< jQfha p;=rx.fha PdhdrEmhla o iu`.sks'
fldGdY wOHlaI;=ud yd l,dm wOHlaI;=udf.a m%Odk;ajfhka
.,al=,u oHd,h ixOdkh lr ;snQ pd ms<s .ekSf Wf<,g
p;=rx. wdf isrdf.a nhsisl,a jevfmd< <`. isg ish mam;a
mdi,a ;=rkaf.a lr u;sks' .efhda fofofkla .e im%odhg
wkqj hla fnr folla jhka bfhka .shy' mam;a .efhda mdr
fomig f;uqkq oEiska ta foi n,d ishy'
zzi wfma <uhs oeka foiShla ;r bkakjd''' yh tfld<y
mka;sj, ye;a;Ej;a ;r we;s''' nEKa tlla fokak ne o @ZZ
;s,ldf.a fhdackdj i|yd fldGdY wOHlaI;=ud lsis;a fkdlS
kuq;a" ish l;dj wjidkfha l,dm wOHlaI;=ud lSf" ;+h jdol
107

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lKAvdhula i|yd wjYH NdKav muKla fkdj" kegq" ix.S; yd


.Ks; .=rejreka jyd .,al=,ug tug ;ud ksfoaY lrk njhs'
Yd,dj w;afmd<ika y`ka .s.= kafka h'
mq;a;,u ia;s%lalfhys iafPd .=rejrekaf.a tl;=fjys
f;dr;=re fidhd.;a Ydka; kld;a" ks,aKS;a" frdayK;a ta
ms<sn| j oekqj;a lf<a h' md,sfka;= ue;sjrKhla <`. tk
neka rg mqrd isk iafPd .=rejreka tla ;u fiajh iar
lrk f,i rchg n, lrka islsug ksh; Woaf>daIKhg
yelsk iyNd.s jk f,i o Ydka; oekq kafka h' rg mqrd
mdi,aj, fiajh lrk iafPd .=rejrekaf.a iqiql fidhd
n,d Tjqkaf.a fiajh iar lrk f,i oekajQ ,smshla m,d;a iNd
fj; fhduqlr we;ehs lgl;djla me;s .sfha h' we;af;ka u
th lgl;djla fkdks' f mqj; weiQ nd, uy;a;hd;a" Tyqf.a
ys;j;a m,d;a iNd uka;S%jrhd;a" .,al=,f lsisjl=;a iar
fkdlrk ;ekg jev l< hq;= nj ;SrKh lf<da h'
zzn,uq Wkao,d iar fjk ye'''ZZ
nd, uy;a;hd lgue; fovjQ nj frdayKg mjd wdrx h'
Ydka; jyd ls%hd;aul h' chkd: weue;+ fya ;;ajh meye,s
l< w;r" ;s,ld kla yisfha u ksjdvq .;af;a mq;a;,ug f.dia
fldGdY l,dm wOHlaIjreka o uqK.eiSug nj oek isfha
Ydka; muKs'

108

p, ,shkf.a

08
uy.,alvj, ;eme,a ldhd,fha fYaI ,shqlrejl= kld
jdi,uqo,s" ks,aKS ffldaka yd Wlal=nKav,df.a frdayK fj;
,shdmx ;emEf,ka tjk ,o ,sms ;=kla /f.k mdi,g wd kfha
;j;a fYaI hula is ;snqKs' ix.S; .=rejrhl= f,i ms%hoYk
o is,ajd" kegq .=rejhl f,i ,d f,dl=nd,iQh o" u,a
;s,lr;ak .Ks; .=rejrhl= f,i o m;a ,nd meK ishy'
.,al=,ug ysre ke`. ths' hefoka ;snQ .,al=,u h<s yqiau
.kS' ysre ols;au lfodameKsfhda ie`.fj;s' fudkak;a" ch;siai;a
wj,x.= jQ p; njg m;afjka is w;r ld iu`. fyda ;%
isug Tjqyq n,j;a fjfyila .;ay' Tjqka iu`. ljqre;a wehs
fyd|hs lS kuq l,a,s fkd.eiqky' ch,;a ueKsfla ;jrg;a
;ksj u ishd h'
oyj,a fl ld,fha " f;a u i|yd kld" ks,aKS"
frdayK" ,d" ;s,lr;ak" ms%hoYk yd Ys%hdKs hk ish fokd u
;s,ld iu`. .=re ksjdihg hdug mqre jQy'
zzwmsg fldGdY i ;s,ld wlald .ek f,dl= ia;rhla
l<d'''ZZ ,d lSf lEu mdi,h .yks'
zzig ysf;kj wdmyq .=rejrfhla hg biafldaf,lg
hkak'''ZZ weh ;jrg;a lSjd h'''
z.=rejrhl=g lrkak uy f,dl= rdcldhla ;sfhkj kx.S'''
tal fmakak mgka .;a;u ksld bkak ysf;kafka kE''' ta;a tlalu
mjqf, iyfhda.h" wjfndaOh kE''' whshd ug fldpr Wo
109

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lrkjo'''ZZ ;s,ld iskdfika lSjd h'


,d uy;a Wjukdfjka ;s,ld foi n,d ishd h' t;r
Wi fkdjQ isrerla iys; ,df.a weia wef.a ;f< uqyqKg kj
t<shla f.kdf h' k;kh Ihg u i,k isrerlska hq;= jQ wE
ukd ms<sfj,lg we| me<ug mqre j ishd h' weh l;d lroa"
iskdfioa wE foi n,d isug ;s,ld leue;a;la oelajQjd h'
zzwksl wmsg i lsjd''' fudkj l<;a ms%kaism,ag fkdlsj;a
lula keye wlalg lshkak lsh,d'''ZZ ms%hoYk ish,a,ka yskiaika
lSh'
zzmsiaid'''ZZ f;a fcda.=jla yd fldamam iys; l=vd nkafoaishla
fih ueo ;nka ;s,ld lSjd h'
zzwlafla fmd msx leghla yo,d ;a;sfha .yuq''''zf;a wruqo,Z
lsh,d''''ZZ
f ;reKhd ish,a,ka yskeiaiSug Wmka ymfkls' ;f<
meye;s iula we;s Tyqf.a .k weysne uqyqKg ;rul kmqre
fmKqula tlalf<a jqjo Tyq l=vd fldjl= fuka lshug
reisfhls' Wia isrerla iys; ms%hoYk ls%hdYS,S fukau jD; j
yd Rcqj l;d lrk ;reKfhls' ;reK .Ks; .=rejrhd ixf
mqoa.,fhls' Tyq h' ;rula ;rndre h' l h'
zz,shkakflda ;s,fl wfma ,d .ek lhla''' ux ;kqjla
okakx''' ,dg u kgkak lshuq''' ugkx ,d weoao;a kegqula
;uhs''''ZZ ms%hoYk lshdf.k hhs'
zzuqf.a lgg kx fla kE'''ZZ Ys%hdKS lSf ms%hoYk foi
n,ks' ms%hoYk ;=< ,d ms<sn| is;la my< we;ehs ;s,ldg
jqj o is;sks'
ch;siai yd fudkakg;a" f;a ug .=re ksjdfig tk f,i
wdrdOkd l< o" zzwms b;sx jhil ksiaiqfk kx.SZZ hehs lshka
th ixjrj m%;slafIam lrkq ,eKs' ta werhqu ch,;a ueKsflag o
l< g wE" zzug yeuodu jf.a oHdj ;sfhkafka bkagj,a
110

p, ,shkf.a

tlg miafia''' wdihs ug;a tkak''' ta;a ux fu;k blaukg f;a


fndkjd'''ZZhs lSjd h'
ch,;a ueKsfla oHd WmlrK iys; ,S w,audh ;=< u
km;d ;u w;anE.h ;ekam;a lrhs' t;ek we;s isiq fih;a"
mqgqj;a wef.a ish lghq;= i|yd fhdod .eKsks' weh lEf o
f o fmd;a nef o t;ek h'
zzug kx ch,;a ueKsfla ia olsoa fcda;smd,f.a isxjla
u;la fjkjd'''ZZ ;s,lr;ak fifuka lSf h'
zzfudllao g uy,la o @ZZ ms%hoYk ish,a,ka h<s;a
yskeiaiqf h'
zzkE nx''' ueKslla rlskd kd rf|l= fia'''ZZ
zztal kx y''' Tfydu mqjka o wfka oHdj W.kakkak''' f
<`. ux wyf.k mlaIK k,hla w;g .;a; lsh,d <ufhl=g
.ykjd'''ZZ ,d lSjd h'
.fuka ysjQ kjl .=re msi o msg;ska wd msi o ukd
iyfhda.hlska lghq;= lsug tla fya;=jla jQfha Tjqka iu
jhfia u h' mdi,g kqre ia:dkj, k;r jQ Tjqyq kEug .,al=,u
jejg .shy' O ;ekays weug .shy'
tn fkl" zzwkak rxpqj tkjd''' Th;a .sysx tkak''ZZ
Ydka; lsh;a u ;s,ld o msig tla jQfha uy;a i;=glsks'' i;=ka
Tjqka iu`. weug hk ;s,ld foi Ydka; wkqlmdfjka n,d
isfha h'
zzmyudrg jejg tkak kdkak''' k lrk foaj,a fiaru
nd,ahg od, we;s'''ZZ f.agqj wi, isk msig tlafjka weh
lE.Ejd h'
kjl .=rejreka f,i u;a j m;au ,enqj o kld;a"
ks,aKS;a frdayK;a ;=< ;ju;a ;uka mdi,a isiqhka h hk
ye`.Su ;sKs' Tjqka ys| is ia:dkhlg ;s,ld fkdj" fjkh
.=rejrhl= .=rejhl meKSfha jqjo Tjqyq jyd ke`.S isfhda h'
111

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzwfma ch;siai i ysgmq .uka iafPd wh W.kajk


mka;sj,g jer,d jf.a f.dvfjkj''''ZZ ;s,ld kla lSf
Ys%hdKs iu`. h'
zzwehs ta''@ZZ
zzwr kl y" ks,aKS y" frdayK y gla.d, ke`.skj
fka''' tal <uhs biairy lrj .kak ksy y leu;s''' frdayK
Ydka; tlal lsh,d'''ZZ ;s,ld lSjd h'
zzuu lrkakflda fyd| jevla'''ZZ Ys%hdKs lSjd h'
Bg k lsysmhlg miq" zzf Thd,d wmsj olsk olsk fj,djg
ke`.sgkakhs" jdfjkakhs .sfhd;a fldkafo wudrej yefohs'''
ke`.sfg ke;sjg wmsg ;sfhk f.!rjfha wvqjla fkfjk nj
wms okakjd'''ZZ Ys%hdKS ish,a,ka bmsg kld" frdayK yd ks,aKS
wu;d lSf jD;j u h'
mdif,a YsIH ixLHdj jOkh jQ w;r" miq.sh jir ;=<
muKla foj;djla kj fvia nxl= l,dm wOHdmk ldhd,h
u`.ska .,l=,u oHd,h fj; tjkq ,eKs' bvlv l<ukdlrKh
nrm;, .egjla jQ w;r" fkdfndaod ;+hjdol lKavdhula
i|yd ,enKq WmlrK o .=re ksjdifha l=vd id,fha me;a;l
;ekam;a lrkq ,eKs' mka;s ldur y;rla meje;ah yels Yd,djl
y;la meje;aKs' th .=re ldhhg fukau isiqkag uy;a
ndOdjla h' .f ;reK fm< msgqmi jQ woDYHudk yia;hla
fi,fjk nj ldg ldg;a f;are .sfha y,am;s;=ud yuqug"
;reKhka oyfodf<dia fofkl= w,jx.=" Wo jeks wdhqO /f.k
meKs g h'
zzi''' .sh mdr foudmshkaf. /iau fj,dfj lsh,d
;snqK bvlv m%udKh .ek''' w;ska ,aula ,efnkj lsh,;a
wdrxhs''' wms t;lx ;djld,sl f.dvke`.s,a,la yokak lsh,d'''
ZZWlal=x lSf h' Tjqka wdmiq heh fkdyel' B<`. i;sh we;=<;
mdi,a orefjda fmd;a nE.hg wu;r j wu;r j ;j;a fohla f.k
wdy' ta hk ,o fmd,a w;= bre folls' l=vd orejkaf.a umsfhda
112

p, ,shkf.a

th /f.k wdy' iaihs y;,sh m%udKfha fmd,a w;= fi,s l<


Yd,djla .=re ksjdihg Tfnka bflKs'
zzffl .yuq" nd, uy;a;hd Yd,dj lsh,d'''ZZ rx;a ish,a,ka
yskeiaiS h'
iar merKs f.dvke`.s,s ;=< jQ ;onoh uolg ,sys,a h'
kjh oyh yd tfld<y jirj, orefjda tu Yd,djg hEug
iafPdfjka u bm;a jQy'
mdi, ;=< isjQ lsis ixjOk lghq;a;la ;u ys;j;a
iquk nKavd uka;S%;=udg jdisodhl jk whqka lr .ekSug
fkdyels jQfha wehs o hkak udrisxy uy;d flS j is;d
nef h' foaYmd,k{hka wE|d fkd.ekSug ksr;=rej ;SrKh
lrk ;s,ld m%uqL l|jqr;a" lsish woDYHudk yia;hlska
fufyhjk .f ;reK mrmqr;a" f lKavdh foflys u;h
wNsnjd fkdhk .,al=,f jeishkq;a Bg ndOdjla fia fmKqk o
udrisxy uy;d is;=f fuf;la isjQ iEu lghq;a;l u
mqfrda.dhd ;ud fkdu" ;udg wjYh m tajd fufyhug
ndOlhla jQ njhs'
jhsfka ckms%h yskula inkaO lr .kska" zzumsh
.=K iNdjkdZZ jevigykla mdi, ;=< lsug ;udf.a n,j;a
wdYdjla we;shs yisfha u Tyq mjikafka" iudc idrOu /lSug
;ud wemlem we;s nj ish,a,ka bfha fmkajk w;r ta Tiafia
;u uka;S% ys;j;dg mdi,g f.dvug o fldjla ilikq
msKsi h' fjila fmdah w; <`. ths'
zztal kx fyd|hs''' f le<E .;s hkak uqkag nK lla
lshk tl'''ZZ ch;s,l uy;ah Y%du .ekSug Tkak fukak lshd
;sh jqj o ;u wdl,amj, mj;khla islr f.k ke;'
zzyenehs foflka mx.=jlg tlal tkak wu, wmam,
bkakjo okafk kE''' wu oek.;a; Wk;a wmam yhg u ljqo
lsh, okafk ke;s j we;s Wx''' ZZ fudkak uy;d tfia lSf
kjl .=rejreka ;sfokd lmkhg m;alrks' fudkak
113

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

uy;df.a l=Uqre jevg hdug .uqka oeka oeka t;r leue;a;la


fkdoelau ms<sn| Tyq lsmS isfha h'
zzuqxf. orefjdkx fldfydug;a wfma .iaf. lvkak
tk tlla kE''' oex Wkag W.kakkak .=rejre we,a,fka''' Wxj
tacka;, lrkak''' ch;s,l fkdak;a fyd|g u l,ls,''' f
mdr wjqreoaog miafi ch;s,l fkdakg fkd fmdWka wr
iquk,;df.a fl,a,g nq,;a , je|,fka'''ZZ Tyq f.or jka
jr .=.=f<a h'
zzumsh .=K iNdjkdjZZ i|yd ;j we;af;a k lsysmhls'
tfld<y jir mka;sh meje;afjk fmd,a w;= Yd,dj foi isg
l,amkdld .ukl ksr; jk Ys%hdKS ols;au" ;s,ldg ye`.=fKa
ta wehf.a iqmqre .uka ,dYh fkdjk njhs' Ys%hdKs fndfyda
fifuka .uka lrka ishd h' wehg wikSmhlaj;a o @ isiq isiqhkag hula kshu l< ;s,ld mka;s ldurfhka msg;g wdjd h'
Ys%hdKsf.a foluq,a f.a l folla .,dhhs' weh lsisjlg
ief,kakshl fkdf' ;s,ld ols;au ol=Kf;ys ms w;af,ka oEia
msiod .;a iskdiSug jEh l<d h'
zzwehs'' wlal f'''' ljodj;a u ke;sj'''@ZZ wehg hfula is;a
fok hula lSf j;ao @
zzkE kx.S'''' ug lla l ys;=Kd'''ZZ w;a l folla
weiaj,ska msg;g .,d wdf h'
zzfudlo wlal Wfka'''ZZ ;s,ld wef.a w;la w,a,d .;a;d h'
Yd,df fldg ;a;shg fya;a;= jQ Ys%hdKS msgkshg Tfnka
fmfKk jk ,eyen foi n,d iqiqula fyjd h'
zzuu .shd tfld<y jirg" f .=K iNdjkdj .ek lla
u;la lr,''' wu, ;d;a;d, tlal tkak lshkak'''ZZ weh ;ju;a
jk ,eyen wdikakhg jkakg mdi,a msgksfha h<s ;K nqk
leyegq .jhka foi n,d ishd h'
zzb;sx''@ZZ
114

p, ,shkf.a

zzumsfhd fokaku tlalf.k tkak k''' wvqu ;rka


tlaflfkla y tlal tkak uykais .kak lsh,d ux lsj u
fiaru" yd ia lsj''' mq, nE ia lsj'''ZZ
zzThdf. uQKg u'''ZZ ;s,ldf.a uqyqfKys jQfha zfmfkao
flf. ;ruZ jeks woyila .uH lrjk wNskhls' Ys%hdKs
fifuka ysi by< my< jekqjd h'
zzmq,f. wuhs ;d;a;hs fokak u kE kx.S'''ZZ Ys%hdKs lSf
;u fof;d,a ;olr .ksks' wef.a kdiamq`vq oauhlg .eiaisks'
;s,ld ;ju;a whd.;a uqka u h'
zzmq, lshkjd Thd y ux y mq, biairy ta jevigyk
fj,djg b|.kak wu fjkqjg'''ZZ
;s,ld fld;r y`ka iqiq ,Efo h;a" mka;sfha <fuda lsysm
fofkla ye ney' O wdh;k ;=< isk O mdYjhka w;r
mriamr;d ;sf' tfy;a mdi, k jQ wdh;kh ;=< isk .=re
f.da, fomdYjh w;r mriamr;djka ke;s ;r h' th fgl
umsh ore in|;dj o blaujd hhs'
zzux hkakx kx.S''' ux fmdfrdka jqKd mq, biairy
b|.kak''' mq,f.a wu fjkqjg'''Z
fiiq orejkag jvd Wi uy; f orejdf.a oEia uis,su;a h'
l=;=y,fhka nr h' jeuy ksil=f.a weiaj, fndr meyeh
mq,f.a weiaj, h'
zzW! uy mKa; fld,a,d'''ZZ ch;s,l uy;ah lshhs'
zzux kx ys;ka kE Ndf. mdia fjhs lsh,d'''ZZ ch,;a ueKsfla
jrK wjika h'
zzW.kakoa wyl n,df.k jf.a bkafka'''ZZ ch;siai uy;d
lshhs'
f" ;ek ;ek mq, .ek ;s,ldg weiS we;s l;d h'
zzwyl n,df.k bkakj we;af;a mq,g ;sfhk m%Yakj,g
ta mdvj, W;a;r ke;s ksid'''ZZ hs is;+ ;s,ld zzumsh .=K
115

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

iNdjkdZZ jevigyfkys ixOdk lghq;=j,g mq, jvd;a


ij inkaO lr.; hq;= hehs Ys%hdKsg fhdackd l<d h'
zumsh .=K iNdjkdjZ i|yd fhdod.;a kfha .,al=,f
;ekska ;ek we,jQ le<E m;a;rhla ish,a, Wvqhl=re lf<a h'
zzudrisxy ia;S% Ilhd mkakuq'ZZ wm%lg mdmhla muKla
;snQ udrisxy uy;d ms<sn| l;dkaorh fuhska .ug u ksrdjrKh
h' ie,iq l< m umsh .=K iNdjkd jevigyk is
flreK o udrisxy uy;df.a ys;j;a iquk nKavd uka;S%;=ud Bg
iyNd.s fkdh'
Bg k lsysmhlg miqj meje;ajqKq .=re uKav, idlPdj
udrisxy uy;df.a uqyqfKys jQ wr ;j;a je lsug fya;= h'
m,d;a wOHdmk wud;HdxYh mka;s lj meje;au ms<sn| j tla
pl%f,alhla tjd ;snQ w;r" ta iu`. tjk ,o wfkla ,smsh uy
weue;s;=udf.a foaYmd,k fha isjk ixj;airh fjkqfjka
meje;afjk ;r.dj,shlg isiqka iyNd.s lru ms<sn|j h'
foaYmd,k{hka .ug x.Sug mdi, o m%fY ud.hla lrf.k
;sf' mlaI foaYmd,kh wkqj fn is .=rejreka fukau fo.=reka o
mdif,a Wkak;sh mfil,d ;u fm!oa.,sl foaYmd,k u;jdoh
Wfoid m%uqL;ajh kay' wi,ajeishdg ffjr lrk ;rug .ehd
IH lsug n,f,daNS foaYmd,kh iu;a ;sf' by; ,smsh o tjd
;snqfKa" m,d;a wOHlaI;=udf.a oekqu u;" l,dm wOHlaI;=ud
yryd h' mmd,k ks,Odyq foaYmd,k n,mqjkaldrl bfha
wirK h'
foaYmd,k{hka iyNd.s jk W;aij i|yd Tjqka mefKk
f;la l=vd orejkag mehla folla we;e g u. fomi o fma<s
ie n,d iskakg is h' lsysm fokl= la,dka; jef'
wjidkfha ksh; fj,djg mehla folla mud tk foaYmd,k{hd
ish oejeka; isrer iem fhka t<shg .ks;au orefjda w;amq
;,;s' f tkafka ljqo'''" lrkafka l=ula o''' orefjda fkdoks;s'
orejkag W.kajkafka .=rejre h' olaI;d fmkajkafka orefjda h'
tfy;a m%uqL;u cjksldj ;Hd. m%odkhg tk foaYmd,k{hdf.a
116

p, ,shkf.a

r`.mEu h' mdi,g im;a ,nd.; yelsh hk Yajdifhka


foaYmd,k{hkag O W;aij i|yd wdrdOkd lsu idudkH
im%odh ;sf' tfy;a wjidkfha ,efnkafka mqgq fi
lsysmhla" hlv w,audhla muKs'
zz;s,l ia ljo o mka;s lj mj;ajkafka'''@ZZ y,am;s;=ud
weiS h'
;s,ld ;u mka;sj, foudmshka iu`. ks;r l;dny lrhs'
tfy;a wehg wjYH fgl foumshka /ialr .ekSu myiq
fkdjqfKa mdif,a fiiq fYa%Ksj, tn im%odhla fkdjQ ksid h'
mka;s lj Bg fyd|+ ms<shuls' fuf;la l,a foudmshka /ialf<a
mdif,a fyda mka;sfha wvqmdvq .ek l;d lsug h' lsisjl=;a
fuf;la Bg jpkhlska fyda reoaO fkd" iydh ,nd kafka
;s,ld ms<sn| j jQ Yajdih ksid u h' oeka ;ud yg orejkaf.a
bf.kSf iajNdjh .ek umshka yd l;d l< yel' isiq ldh
idOkh .ek oekqj;a lsu mka;s ljj, tla m%Odk wruqKls'
zzi ,nk udfia fodf<dia fjks isl=rdod Wfoa wgg'''ZZ
zzWfoa wgg'''@ZZ y,am;sjrhd uiqf sYaufhks' wka wh
;=<;a ta Yauh we;aoehs" oek.ekSug ch;siai uy;d fhl= fuka
jgmsg nef h'
zzT i''' /iau ug fod<yg tlg ;r ,Eia;s lrkak
mqjka''' ta jqkdg foumsfhd tkafk kE''' ksiaiq f udfi
w.g f.dh lmkak mgka .kakjd''' bjr fjkfldg B<`. udfi
w. fjhs'''ZZ
zzux ys;kafk tal ;uhs fyd|u l%f''' mka;s lj ;shkakx
jdf, ;sh, jevla kE''' fudkj y lla l;d lr,d''' foumsfhda
wdfj kE lsh, we`. fr.kak kx lShg ;sn;a lula kE''ZZ
Ys%hdKs lSf ch;s,l uy;ah foi n,df.k h'
zztfykx yefuda u Wfoa jrefj mka;s lj ;shkak uykais
fjkak'''ZZ y,am;s;=ud wjidk jYfhka lSf h'
117

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;udg reoaOj we,jqKq le<E m;a;rfhka miqj iquk


nKavdr uka;S%;=ud uka uo ;ud wE;a lrk njla udrisxy
uy;dg ye`.Shka ;sKs' Tyq ;=< jQ tlu Yla;sh jqfKa iquk
nKavdr uka;S%jrhd h' foaYmd,k yyrklska f;drj ;udg
mej;sh fkdyel' fudkak lS l;dj ms<sn| .eUqka is;d ne,sh
hq;=h' uy weue;s;=udg jqjo inkaO isfuka wk:hla is
fkdf' wOHdmk ldhd,fhka ,e ;snQ B<`. ,smsh ms<sn| je
Wkkajlska l;d lsug Tyq ;SrKh lf<a tneks'
zzwms wfma uy weue;s;=udf.a zzoYl foll fufyjrZZ
jevigyfka ;r.j,g <uhs iyNd.s lrjkafka fldfydu o @ZZ
lsisjl=g;a lsisjla lSug wjldY fkd,eKs' ms%hoYkf.a
meye,s lgy`v Wiaj ke`.sks'
zzi uy weue;s;=ud fudk yg f biafldaf,g inkaO o
lshkak uu okafk kE''' yenehs foaYmd,k{hkaf. fm!oa.,sl
ixj;air fjkqfjka meje;afjk W;aijj,g <uhs iyNd.s lsu"
foaYmd,k /<shlg <uhs hej jf.a jevla''' Th mka;s lj
msmiafi fjk ,shqula yg l wuqK, tjg Th pl%f,aLfha
m%Odk wruqK foaYmd,k jHdmD;shla'''''ZZ
;udg oefkk i;=g ;j;a lsysm fofkl=gj;a oefkk
nj ;s,ld Yajdi l<d h' ms%hoYkf.a ksNS; jpk ish,a,ka
fudfyd;lg ksy`v lf<a h'
fudkak fkdikaiqka we;s njla fmfkkakg ;sKs'
zziuyr foaj,a ;sfhkjd''' ms%hoYk uy;a;hd wmsg nE
lshkak ne''''ZZ y,am;s;=udf.a m%ldYh ;=< we;s ;ckd;aul
iajrEmh ;s,ldg jegysKs' Tyqg ;u m%ldYh wjika lrkakg bv
fkd,eKs'
zzfl foaYmd,k jHdmD;shla fjkafk fldfydu o @
Th pl%f,afL w;aika lr, ;sfhkafka uy weue;s;=ud o'''
wOHlaI;=ud o @ZZ fudkakf.a folka r;a we;s nj ;s,ldg
is;sks'
118

p, ,shkf.a

zzy i''' f rf mmd,kh foaYmd,kfhka f;dr o @


Rcq mmd,k ks,Odfhl=g yeu foaYmd,k fyxphsfhlaf.ka u
wykake;=j ;SrK .kak mqjka o @ tfyu Wfkd;a lrkak
fjkafk ; wjodku fkd;ld''' fl f uy weue;s;=ud
fkdoek wOHdmk wOHlaIjre ie,iq lrmq tlla o @
fudkak miqnd .sh o Tyq m%shoYk foi n,d o;al+re
lEf zzfokakx WUg jefZZ hehs is;ks' ;reK .=rejrhl= f,i
m%shoYk ;=< we;s m%.;sYS,S oDIah ms<sn`o ;s,ld fjfiiska u
i;=gq jQjd h' tfy;a Tyqg ;j;a hula miqj lshd h hq;=hehs weh
is;=jd h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
mka;s lj /iaj, l;d l< hq;= hehs ;s,ld is;d
is ;j;a fohla jQfha orejkaf.a bf.kSf lghq;= i`oyd
foudmshkaf.ka ksjfia ,o hq;= iyhhs' fgl orejkag wl=rla
lshd ug iu;alula foumshka ;=< fkdh' tfy;a" ish jk
rgdj" jk jD;a;sh w;r;=r bf.kS lghq;= i`oyd biamdiqjla
orejkag i,id fuys jeo.;alu .ek l;d lsug ;s,ld bgd
.;a;d h' miq.d orejka ks;r mx;sfha msgqmi ys`o .ekSu je<elaug
weh ish mka;s ldurfha lKavdh ilid ;sKs' olaI orefjda o"
wolaI orefjda o tlu lKavdhul idudlhska u;a" lKavdh
ye`.Su mok lr .kska Tjqfkdjqka tlsfkld i|yd Wmldr u;a
jeks idOkSh ,laIK m%;sM, h' .eyeKq ms f,i mka;s ldurfha
;snQ fnu ;=rka h' mejre i`oyd fm!oa.,sl ,l=Kq fjkqjg
lKavdh ,l=Kq ,nd fokq ,eKs' orejka ;=< lKavdh ye`.Su
m%N, j biau;= h' tfy;a mka;s ljh wjidkfha wkfmalaIs;
fohla is h' /iau wjikaj ish,a, isr hoa umshka yh y;a
fofkl= muKla mka;sfhka msg; k;r liq l=iq .dkq ;s,ldg
fmKsks' ;s,ld Tjqka fj; .shd h'
119

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzwehs Thd,g fudkj y ;j l;d lrkak ;sfhkjd o'''@ZZ


weh iskduqiqj weiqjd h'
ish,af,da u ksy`v j tyd fuyd jQ w;r" ;s,ldg uqyqK,d
w`vljhla fia Tjqka isg .;af;a l,ska ie,iq lr.;a moafoks'
g lf,lg by; ish orejka me`f ys`o.; hq;= ke;ehs lS
ldka;dj" hula lSug W;aiy ork nj ;s,ldg fmKsks' th hym;a
fohla h fkdyel'
zzlshkak ikaf. wfu'''ZZ ;s,ld weh u;a l<d h'
zzia fl ta ye f,dl= fohla fkfuhs ia''' <uhs kx
f .ek fudl=;a lsfj kE''' ta;a b;sx wms f .j, bkak
tmdhe''' wfma mq;d bkak lKavdhf wks;a y;r fokd u wvq
cd;sfha <uhs''' ia f .j, ;sfhk l=,u, .ek okake;sj
we;s''' Wkaf. wu, wmam, wfma f.orl l=Uqre jevlg wdj;a
f.g f.dvfjkafk ms<slkak me;af;ka''' tfy tfla wms wfma
<uhs ta <uhs tlal tlg lkjg fndkjg ta ye leue;a;la kE'''
ia fudl=;a ys;kak tmd'''ZZ
;j;a ujlg woyia my< h'
zztod wfma j" wks kak lsh,d fpdl, fnda, j.hla
f.ke;a wfma uy;a;hd Wr, is l<d''' fufy yq`.la wr cd;sfh
ksiaiqfk bkafk ia''''ZZ f l=,Sk .eyekqka ;udg W.kakkak
ierfikafka o ke;akx" ;udf.ka mdvula bf.k .kakg
ierfikafka o hkak ;s,ld fudfyd;la is;=jd h' ;u lKa fm;s
fj; r;a jQ rerh .,d hkq wehg oeKsks' ;s,ld ;=< fjka
mj;sk fjki jgyd.;a .eyekq fudfyd;lg ;=IakSN+; jQjdjQ"
l=ula l< hq;= oehs fkdoek jgmsg n,kakg jQy'
zzuu f Thd,g fndfydau lreKdfjka lshkafk''' uu f
lshka foa fydka f;are .kak''' Thd,f. u;h ork ;j wh
bkakjkx ta whg;a lsh, fokak'''ZZ ;s,ldg lshkakg ,enqfKa
tmuKls'''
zzia ia ika''' ika'''ZZ m<uqj j wd orejdg lshkakg
120

p, ,shkf.a

,enqfKa tmuKls' megf,k jpk w;ka y;s weu;a" wl f,i


hm;a u;a ksid ;j;a lsisjla fkdlS Tyq h Ydjlg w; .=
lf<a h' Tyq y`vk nj o fmfka' h m;la is we;' ish,af,da
ta foig jQy' mdi,a msgksh fl<jr jQ merKs jeisls<sh wi,
<fuda <dm k`.;s'
zzflda <uhs ika'''ZZ ;s,ld ,dm ke`.=jd h'
zzp ika ,E,a, le,d j<g jegqKd''' wks w,a, .;a;d
mek,d tl mdrg u'''ZZ
ish isreka wvla jeisls<s j<g fhduqjk fia u .d
iskakS wks h' j< ;=<g t ne,Sug bvla ke;' wksf.a ysi;a
isfuka;s neu;a w;ka fmfkkafka wr muKs'
ikaf.a uj isysiqka jQjd h' fiiq ujreka lsysmfokd weh
j;a; lr.;ay' wre jeisls<s j< ;=<ska fodaxldr y`vla wefia'
zzika uf.a w;a yhsfhka w,a, .kak''' ux Thdj w;dkafka
kE'''ZZ
mshjreka lsysmfofkl= jf.dia bksu.la o w,jx.= lsysmhla o
f.ke;a ;sKs'
zzia fudlo jqfKa'''@ZZ
zzwfka ukao i'''ZZ ;s,ldg lE.efihs' f j< fld;r
.EUqre o @ ta ;=< fudlal=ka we;ao @'''' l=vd oehf.a isrer ;j
;j;a f;rfma''' .jqu f,hska f;;a fjhs' weh wmyiqfjka yqiau
.kakd nj fmfka'
zzia'''ZZ
wks l;d lrkafka ;udg h' l,la ;udf.a n;a m;ska n;a
weg lsysmhla ke;sk" lv, weg fol ;=kla f.ke;a ;udg
leug ;r iqr;,aj is f oeh uyd rjhls' ikaf.a wud
isysnqoafhka ishd k" zzwks wvq l=f,a ksid mq;dj w;dkak
lshkakehsZZ ;ud wehg lshkq we;' l< hq;= lsis;a fkdo;a ;s,ld
wks <`.ska oKska je wef.a n| jgd ;u w;la hef h
121

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

.d isk mrK fldkalS% ,E,a,g ;u w; iSfrk nj fkdoek


fkdf'
zzia''' uf.a w;aj, ika t,a,s,d bkafka''' blaukg ldg y
neye,d thdj w,a, .kak lshkak'''ZZ wks fl .Ejd h'
ndf.g .e, ;snQ b;s fldkalS% ,E,a, bj;a lroa wksf.a
oEf;ys t,a,S m;=, fkdfmfkk j< ;=<g fkdje isk ika
ldg;a fmKsks' j<g we;= l< bKsu`. wdOdrfhka ika w,a,d
.;a msfhla zzy f w;dkakeZZhs lSf h' Tyqf.a nr ksid
my<g l%ufhka rEgka is wksf.a isrer iS jegqKq f,a
kaj,ska ikaf.a lih f;;aj ;sKs' wks isysiqka jQjd h'
;j;a msfhla le|jdf.k ;a ;snQ ;S%frdao r:hla fj; wks
foda;g Tijdf.k jk .uka wr ujreka foi ne ;s,ld" zzwr
ug lshkak nefjp l B<`. ojfi lshkakx'''ZZ lshoa Tjqyq
u n,d .;ay'
;;ajh ;rula nrm;, neka wks y,dj; ia;s%la frday,
fj; hjd ;sKs' miqk Ydka; o iu`. y,dj; frday,g .sh ;s,ld
gqf wkfmalaIs; oiqkls' oeh je;s isk we| wi, tlsfkldf.a
oE;aj,ska WKqiqj w,a,d f.k fofofkl= l;d lrka ishs'
wksf.a;a ikaf.a;a ujreka fukau jvd;a iqyoj l;d lrka
yqka mshjreka ;s,ld ols;au .re ire we;sj mfilg jQy'
zzThd jf.a orefjl=f.a mka;s Ndr ia u .ek ug
wdvnrhs f''''ZZ ;s,ld wksf.a ysi msuka lSjd h'
wks ika isoah we;e umshka ;=< uq,aneif.k ;snQ
idm%odhsl woyia uqukska u fjkia lsug fya;= fkdjQj;a"
ie,lsh hq;= fjkila we;s lsug iu;a h'
zzB<`. udfia mka;s ljhg ljqre y f;a fndkak uql=;a
f.akak''' /iau bjr fj,d wms f;a lla fnduq''' t;fldg wms
ljqre ljqre;a je jefhka oek yk .kakjfka'''ZZ ;s,ld
ujrekag fhdackd l<d h' ta wkqj tla ujla B<`. mka;s lj
/iaug w.a.,d ilidf.k meKshd h'
122

p, ,shkf.a

zzfukak .=re ksjdfi h;=r''' f;a''' iSks uf.ka'''ZZ


;j;a ujla ;s,ld ka h;=r o f.k .=re ksjdih foig
mshuekakd h' ix.%yh Ndr.;a uj mSis fldamam y; wgla f.oka
f.ke;a ;snqKs' .=re ksjdih fmd ia:dkhla jQ w;r kEu
fgl th jD; lrug ;s,ld fyda Ydka; miqng fkdh'
oy fodf<dia fofkl=g f;a ug wjYH iq .e rile,a,la
ilid .; fkdyels ;r .,al=,f jeisfhda wOHd;al j mam;a
fkdjQy' ms`.dkl ;em;a lrk ,o f,dl= w.a.,d gq ;s,ldf.a
lgg fl< bkSh' zzb;=re Wfkd;a tlla Ydka;g wrka ;shkjd'''ZZ
weh is;=jd h' m<uqj ;ud fj; wd w.a.,d ms`.dfkka tlla ;s,ld
.;af;a zzyu ri mdghsZZ lshks'
ix.%y lrkaksh B<`.g ujreka fj; .uka l<d h'
zzux Wfoag ldmq.uka wdf'''ZZ
zzug wo nv y kE jf.a'''ZZ
zzuu;a Wfoag ldmq.uka wfka'''ZZ
/iaj is ody;a fokdf.ka oyhla fod<yla u tfia lshoa
;s,ld uis,su;a jQjd h' wehg ;ju;a w.a.,d lEug wjldY
fkd,eKs' w.a.,d nkafoaish .=re fih u; ;enQ uj lska yd
,ecdfjka l=Kq ;u uqyqK ug fhdudf.k ish wiqfkys
ys|.;a;d h' ish,a,kag iudj h yel'''tfy;a ikaf.a wud'''
;ju;a weh ;=< f ukia.d; b;sj we;s ie''' ;s,ld ke`.S
isfha fldamfhks'
zzuu wo ,ecd fjkjd Thd,d .ek' ux ys;=f f .udkj,
ksiaiq <`. ;ju;a ukqiailu b;=re fj,d ;sfhkj lsh,d'''
mqoa.,sl m%Yak f.dvla tlal ux f biafldaf, bkafk''' Thd,f.
orejkaf. weia mdokak''' uu ta orejkag W.kakkafk jxYh
fydh, fkfuhs''' ug ta <uhskaf. fmakafk .Ekq ms fjki
;rhs''' Thd, wo fmkakqj ;u ;uka fldhs;r fkdhqKq o
lsh,''' Thd, nia tll b|.kafk <`. bkak tlaflkdf. jxfY
fydh, o @ lflska f;a tlla fndkafk fl jxYj;=kag fjka
123

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

fjp fldamamhla lsh, fydh, o @ u. f;df lEu lkafk


f jxYj;=ka Whdmsydmqj lsh, n,, o @
ish,af,da ug keUqre lr.;a uqyqKska hq;=j wid ishy'
;s,ld fld;r Wia y`ka l;d lf<a o h;a" Ys%hdKs blauka
.ukska meK mka;sh fodrlv isg .;a;d h'
wkfmalaIs; m ms%hoYk uy;d w;sYh Ialr m%foaYhla jQ
.f`.ajdh m%foaYhg udre lr hjd ;sKs' Tyq .,al=,f jirlaj;a
.; lf<a ke;' uy weue;s;=udf.a pl%f,aLhg reoaOj l;d lsu
tfia udrelr hejug fya;=j nj ;ek ;ek l;d we;s h'
ms%hoYk fj; udreu oekafuka wk;=rej fudkak mdi,
;=< weoafoa uyd f,dl= flreldrhl= moafoks' ix.S; Ih
yodrK isiq isiqhka mkyla yegla .,al=,f ke;;a Tyq tl
jirg mjd ix.S;h b.ekah'
zzfudllay fi!kaoh Ihlg ys; keUqre jqKq ksiaiq
wks;a whg jvd ixfhs'''ZZ Tyq ks;r lSy' isiq ore-oehkag
fmd,algq f.k tk f,i wK l< Tyq wmQre kdo rgd thska
ksmoh' Ys%hdKsf. werhqu u; mka;shlg hk Tyq bx.S%is .Shla
.ehS h' idys;H i;sfha Tyq .S;hla .ehqf iafPdfjks' udi
wgla kjhla we;=<; ms%hoYk .,al=,f ckms%h p;hla
isfha h'
zzB<`. iafmda tlg wfmau <uhskaf.a nEKa tlla ;uhs
fm<md,sfha biairy hkafk'''ZZ Tyq wg kuh jir <uqka iu`.
ks;r lSf h'
.,al=,u mdif,ka ms%hoYk uy;d iuq.kakd kfha .=rejre o
isiq oreoefhda o tla Yd,djlg /ia jQy' y,am;s;=ud o ;s,ld o
Tyqf.a fiajh w.hka l;d l< w;r" wg" kjh" oyh yd tfld<y
jika tla isiqjl= ne.ska flfhka ia;+;s lf<a ye`vQ lf,ks'
wjidkfha iNdj wu;k f,i ms%hoYk uy;dg okajk
,' uo iskdjla o iys;j fldjg f.dv jQ Tyq ;u jh,Skh
w;g .;af;a ish,a,ka u; lrjks' Tyq jdokh lf<a
124

p, ,shkf.a

ldf.aj;a ksudKhla fkdf' th Tyqf.a u h' ix.S;fhka


.uH lrjk mKsvh jgyd .ekSug ix.S;h yeoErEfjl= h
hq;= ke;' th fhdaj" iuq.ekSu ye`.fjk fYdalS jdokhla h'
jdokh wjidk j;a u tl w;afmd<ika kdohla fyda fkdke`.sks'
ish,af,dau ish oE;aj,ska l msi,ka ishy' jh,Skh m%fYka
fmh ;=< ;ekam;a l< Tyq ish,a,kagu oE;a tl;= lr wdpdr
lf<a h' wk;=rej fldfjka neiSug iQodk j;a u ish,af,da
ke`.S ishy' by< mka;sj, orejkaf.a ye`vqu ,dmhla ;sKs'
udrisxy uy;df.a fmr ;snQ ls%hdYS,S;ajh fkka ku .s,syqKs'
;uka fkdokakd hula isfjka mj;sk nj ;s,ldg is;sks' ;u
hKshg w;jr lsug W;aidy l< y,am;sjrhdg ksis o`vqj
,nd fkdu ksid" tu oehf.a mshd Widfha kvq mjrd ;snQ nj
ish,a,ka oek.;af;a" udrisxy uy;d jydu ls%hd;aul jk m
jev ;ykulg ,lajQ neKs' iquk nKavdr uka;S%;=ud o udrisxy
uy;d u.yer ;snqKs' jyd yuqjQ l,dm yd fldGdY wOHlaIjre
ch;s,l uy;ah o ;j;a udihlska Y%du hdug ksh; neka"
jevn,k y,am;s rdcldh fcHIaG;ajh u; fudkak fyda
ch;siai jekakl=g mjrKq fjkqjg" l,ska y,am;s wurodi
uy;d h<s ;djld,sl j m;alr tu fhda.H hehs is;+y'
ms%hoYkf.a iuq.ekSf oeKqkq fokdfjka wxY= ud;%hla
fyda udrisxy Wkays.uka fiajhg jd;d fkdlsu ksid
lsisjl=g;a fkdoeksks'

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w;a biafldaf, ydfka

09
zzmSfG wka;su ojig miafi iuq.ekSf fokdj ug
ms%hoYk u,a,s hoa wdfh;a fyd|gu oeKqkd'''ZZ ;s,ld Ydka;
wu;d lSjd h'
oHd mSG ;h ;s,ld isys lrkafka Y% ye`.Sfuka hq;=j h'
YS% ,xldf iajNdj fi!kaohh b;d by<ska we;s m%foaYhl mSGh
msysgd ;snqK o tys ;h mirh ;r iqkaor fkdh' t;=<
ish,a, Y%j ;sKs' ;=frda fukau i;=frda o ishy' l=yll
fukau ifydaorl o h' isxy, fukau fou< o h' YsIH
YsIHdfjda jfrl jeyshka fuka o ;j;a fgl l=vd orejka
fukao yeisfrKq olakg ,eKs' Ydka; ykd .ekSu oHd mSG
;fha tla jeo.;a isoahls' fndfyda ld,hla ;=< tlsfkld
kslaIKfhka" ;=re ;=hka f,i weiqre lsfuka" miqj
iod;ksl tl`.;djlg Tyq yd mefKkakg yelsu .ek ;s,ld
i;=gq jQjd h'
uOHu llrfha f;aj;= j,ska jeiS.sh ukr l uqka
lsysmhlska jg jQ uo nEjq mirhl oHd mSGh msysgd ;snqKs' th
kqjrt<shg b;d wdikak ksid u iqjodhl isis,a jd;djrKhla
|.ekSf yelshdj yeug ,enqKs' kqjrt<sh - yegka uyd ud.fha
fldg.,g uola Tfnka msys oHd mSGh fj; msiSug nifhka
nei ;dr le .,a .e,jqKq mgq udj;la Tiafia .uka l< hq;= h'
ta fomi llre ksfjia fma<s fyj;a ,ehs ldur .Kkdjla
jQfha h' ;ka br wj mdhd we;s ojil k uqyqK mqrd fydgq
fmrd.;a" l meye;s isreka hq;a l=vd orefjda y;awg fofkla
126

p, ,shkf.a

f mgq udj; wi,g tys hk tk f mirhg wd.ka;=lhka


foi uis,af,ka n,d ishy' ;uka iu`. iskdfikakjqka fj; o"
;ukag weo lrkakjqkg o ;uka foi rjd n,k wd.ka;=lhkag o
f orefjda ix.%y lf<a tlu m%;spdrhlsks' ta Tjqkaf.a uqyqK
u; weKq" lsis ye`.Sula .e fkdjqKq" m%Yakd:hlsks' ta orefjda
b;d wmsis h' wi, ,ehs fma<sj,ska wefik f;drf;daxhla
ke;s lE.eys,s" nek w`v.E" rKavq irej,a fgl fkajdisld.drj,g o weisKs'
f mgq udj; fomi jQ f;a j;= udhsj, .,aje ne| ;sKs'
.,aje woaor u tl fm<g jjd ;snQ fiar mre mdxY+ Ldokh
j<lajd w;r tajd ksrka;rfhka u lmamdjg ,lah' u;a
.,a je o" tl fm<g isk fmar mre o llre oE;aj,ska ksujQ
oE h' Ydka; fukau ;s,ld o ta foaj,g we l<y' mdr woaor u
f;a o fk,k ldka;djka hqyqiqj ;u ldhfha ksr; j iskq
oelSug ;s,ld wdYd l<d h' mdi,g hk udj; fomi we;s fldaka
.ia fm< <`. fukau fun wjia:djl o ;ud ;rula fifuka
.uka l< nj ;s,ldg u;l h' weh kElka f;a o fk<k
l;=ka foi nejd h'
zzisxj, f;a o fk<k <ka jKkd l<dg nx''' f ksiaiq
udr lla kafk''' n,mx tfllaj;a <ka fkfuhs" orefjd
fo;=ka fokd bkak wu,d nd.od'''ZZ ;ud iu`. hka is
pdkaokS wu;ka ;s,ld lSjd h' m%:l wxYfha m%dfhda.sl .=re
mqyqKq ;rula f,dikska wjidk jk neka Tjqkg flSj
mSGh fj; meKsh yel' tn kj,g iji foaYk o ke;'
zzwfka ;s,ld wfma .f me;a;l;a fou< ksiaiq bkakjd'''
,ehs lsysmhlu''' tal ;kslru wmdhla''' ta ksiaiqkaf.;a fjkia
fjkak Wjukdjla kE" lsh,hs ug ysf;kafk'''ZZ pdkaokS fun
iudc Iu;d gqf ;rula ixfj h'
zzbkak ;;afjka f.dvhkak Wka fudkjo yn lrf.k
;sfhkafk''' WU okakj o Wxf. mh @ remsh,a tlish .dKhs
ojilg''' tal;a jev lf<d;a ;rhs'''ZZ
127

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzwe;a; ;uhs" wfma udu;a iqmjhsi flfkla''' rn


j;a;l'''ZZ
we`.,d isk l=uk jerye<s weug fyda mska fmd,s;Ska
fld< lsysmhla T;d.;a .eyeKq wjeis fkd;ld o fk,;s'
f;a o iu`. .efuka fudg jQ kshfmd;= iys; ljka w;e`.s,s
we;e fgl ;=jd, we;af;a h' tfy;a tu we`.s,s fnfyka
ls%hdYS,S h' ta" ;ukaf.a;a ;ukaf.ka hefmkakkaf.a;a nvh; iy
fiiq f,dl= l=vd wjYH;d .Kkdjla Wfoid h' l,lg by;
f;a o fk<kaksh ish msg u; r|jdf.k isfha ngfmd;= l+vd h'
tfy;a uE;l isg fmd,s;Ska u,a,la u tfia t,a,d .ekSug Tjqyq
mqrej is;s' fmd,s;Ska u,af,a jdhg .eg.eiQ fr mhlska msg
u; we;s u,a, ysfiys k<,g uola Wka /f|a' u,a, nr jefjk
;rug fn,a, fokd fohs' tfy;a u,af,a nr je jQ ;rug
,efnk fidpu o ;rula jefjhs'
zzThd okakj o isjd,f. wuf. Tf Th f;a l+fv
t,a,, u .g lr.eghla jf.a mdr ysg,'ZZ fkajdisld.drfha
;udg hdno we|ys isk isjdf.a uj ms<sn| j Ydka; kla ;ud
iu`. lSjd ;s,ldg u;l h' hqyqiq oE;a f;a .ia u; tfy fufy
jkjdg wu;r j ug ,Sh o f;a .ia u; Tjqyq tyd fuyd
lr;s'
,o wjia:djl nq,;a meig w; hjd weo.kakd nq,;a
fld<hla lf Tnd .ks;s' ysia isoaOdf,am l=mams fmdvla jr
lr uymg we`.s,af,a kshfmd;af;ka yqKq lla f.k fjys ;jrd
.ks;s' lemQ mqjla ke;s k b;d msueiafuka mqjla f.hla m<d
l=reg yer .ks;s' tu mqjla lene,a, uqjg tfnk ;=re nq,;a
lyka u ;o Uqre meyehg yereKq o;a fom< ueo nq,;ag moug
tafohs' fldg l,siulska ieriS" w;afldg lihla o Bg msg;ska
ls<s iafgrhla ye| YS;f,ka wdrlaId ug tnu ls<s mgq
;=jdhla f., jgd T;df.k f msi wi, isk lxldkuf.a
wjOdkfhka f ish,a, lr .ekSug .eyeKq olaIh' Tyq f
iqkx.=j gqj fyd;a Bg nek w`v.ihs' l=vd mdia fmd;la o ;rula
128

p, ,shkf.a

Yd, msyshla o w;e;s lxldku" ta kiqkaf.a cku; kdhlfhls'


llrejka iu`. tlu ,ehsf j;a jkjd kd lxldkug
nx.,d ke;' lxldkuf.a orefjda o" llre orefjda fukau
j;af;a ;ks Yd,df mdi,g .shy' k.rfha mdi,g hEf jr
,enqfKa fldkafodia;rjreka fyda Bg by< ;dkdka;r oerejkaf.a
orejkag muKs'
.eyeKqka mdr woaor f;a o fk,k fgl ;s,ld ta wi,ska
hkafka k" Tjqka foi n,d iskd iSug W;aiy l<dh' weh iu`.
ish lyg o;a fmkajd iskdiqfka k ta b;d l,d;=rlska .eyeKshls'
u. fomi isk l=vd orefjda fiau fndfydauhla .eyeKq wehg
m%Yakd:hlska u ix.%y l<y'
tfy;a .eyeKqka ;ud foi jvd;a Wjukdfjka n,k nj
;s,ld okakS h' wehf.a meyem;a isrer;a" ksrka;r iskdfjka
msreKq uqyqK;a" wjHdc oEi;a llre ldka;dfjda m%sh l<y'
;uka ksrka;rfhkaa olsk" f u. hfkk fiiq .eyeKqkag;a"
mskag;a jvd iqyoYS,S ys;j;a lula f ;eke;a;sh ;=< ;uka
flfrys we;s nj Tjqkag jegyS ;snqKs' oHdmSGfha .=re isiqhl
fyda isiqjl= ta mdf .uka lroa lxldku ta wi, jQfha k"
jgmsgdjg wefik fia fj,djg i,k m bx.%sis NdIdfjka"
/,a nqre,a yer" .jfhka zz.= fudaksx iZZ ke;sk zz.= fudaksx
pZZ hehs lSug Tyq miqng fkdjQf h' .=re wNHdi,dNshl=g iqn
me;Sug;a jvd" ;ud tjekakka iu`. mjd l;d lsug iuf;lehs
hk mKsvh wy, my< isk llrejkag fuka ish iudc
;;ajh ms<sUq lsf wysxil W;aidyhl Tyq ksr; jQfha h'
oHdmSGfha .=re wNHdi,dNSkaf.a nyq;rh f j;=lr
llrejkaf.a orefjda h' oHdmSG mqyqKqj i`oyd f;dard .kq
,nkafka j;= fiajlhkaf.a orejka muKs' tfy;a j;=lr
ikSmdrlaIl llrejdf.a mgka we;e j;= wldjrekaf.a o"
ffjoHjrekaf.a orefjda o fuys mqyqKqj ,n;s' isxy, iq;rh
jqj o fuu tl .=re isiqjl= fyda isiqhl j;=lr llre
orejka fkdjQy' Tjqyq hg;a msfika iqmjhsijrhl=f.a mq;l=
129

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

fyda hKshl jQy' idudkHfhka fou< ckhd flfrys isxy,


iudch ;=< jQ wvq ms<s.ekSu ksid is;ai;ka ;=< me<mh we;s
.jhg wu;r j fun` ;rd;sr mok lr.;a mdka;sl lreKq o
fndfyda isxy, isiqhka ifydaor fou< isiq - isiqhka flfrys
oela jQ frdaOdl,amhg fya;= ;snqKs' Y%s ,xldf ,s; b;sydih
;=< fukau lgjyfrys o ol=Kq bkah fou< ck;dj j;=
llrejka fia furgg f.k tau wd lreKq o mok lr.;a
wvq ms<s.ekSula fou< ck;dj flfrys isxy, iudcfha uq,a
nei f.k ;sf' th ksjer fkdjqk o ta i`oyd fodia ke`.sh
hq;af;a b;sydihg yd tu ;;ajh wNsfhda.hg ,la fkdlrk
j;udkhg;a h'
oHdmSG ;h ;=< fun` iudcuh fn fjfiiska u
oHdudk h' f ndyska olsk fn j,g jvd fnfyka ishq
;;a;ajhka ms<sn|j ;s,ldf.a uki wj lrk ,oafoa Ydka; isks'
Tyq tn` foa ia;r lroa wE oEia uy;a lrka yd fifuka ysi
jkka tajd wkqu; l<d h'
zz;s,ld okakj o f <`. fydiag,a tfla hg ;gqf jqkq
fohlaZZ Ydka; weiqf weh m%fYfuka . yk n;am; foi
n,ks' .= i;s wka;hlg f.or f.dia mefKoa Ydka;g o"
;udg o ;j;a lsysm fofkl=g o iEfykakg n;a uq,la T;df.k
taug ;s,ld mqre ishd h' th riuijqf,ka wdvH fkdjqjo
fkajdisld.drfha isk .=re wNHHdi,dNSka i|yd msfik l,afoar
n;g jvd oi oyia .=Khlska rij;a h' is,su,a, ;+<ska msg;g
.;a n;auqf,ys lvodish .y;a u WKq n;ska ;ejqKq flfi,a
fldf<a iqj| fofokdf.a u l=i.skak je lf<a h' n;a uqf,ys jQ
h jHdxckhl f;,a msg;g ldka ;snqKs' Ydka; ish we`.s,a,
tys Tnd j .Ef h'
zz''' tamd wfka'''' .dklx bkak'''ZZ
;s,ld ujl fia ;rjgq lf<a Tyqf.a w; weo mfil ouks'
Ydka; jyd jgmsg nef h' ta ;s,ld ;u oE;ska weo bj;
oukq fjk;a lsisjl= oelSu ulula ksid k fkdf' th kqiqiq
130

p, ,shkf.a

ls%hdjlehs wkHhka is;sh yels ksid h' Tyqg wdorh wjYH h'
tfia u Tyq wdorh lrkakg oek isfha h' tfy;a ta iEu
fohla i|yd u Tyq Tjqkg iSud jQ fm!oa.,sl f,dalhla me;Sh'
tlsfkldg ;=re j wdorfhka u;aj wisysfhka fuka fmd
m%jdyk fiajdjkays ish ifydaor YsIH YsIHdjka .uka lroa tu
fhysu ;s,ld yd Ydka; tlsfkld yd l;d lf<a l=m. ;=rl=
yd ;=hl f,isks'
n;a mf;ys fld,a jHdxckhla o w, neula o h' .eUqre
f;f,a nk ,o lrj, lene,s lsysmhla fjku fmdhl
ne| f.ke;a ;sKs' oHd mSGhg m%fY jk f.agqj wi,
tlsfkld uqK.eiS fjka fjkaj fome;a;l msys fkajdisld.dr
fj; hEug m<uqj fndfyda isiqisiqfhda fufia wdydr fnodf.k
lEy' we;efula ta i|yd oHdmSGfha fNdackd.drhg .sh w;r
;jflla fijKla iys; .ila mduq, jQ WoHdk nexl=jla
f;dard.;ay' Ydka; yd ;s,ld ys| isfha fNdackd .drhg j
miska we;s ;rula Yd, fmdl=K biau;af;a jQ WoHdk nxl=jl h'
t;ek fijk i|yd Yd, nlsks .ils' > i;s wka;hlska miqj
h<s;a mSGhg meKs ksid mirfha isis,i is fia | .kska"
w,a,dm i,a,dmfhys ksr; fjka Tjqyq wyr ri kafoda h'
zzyu rihs ;s,ld'''ZZ
zzya'' wufk bfj'''ZZ
zzuu okakjd''' Thd bjk uu fu,ylg;a ld, bjrhsZZ
zzwfka hkak''' b;sx wr l;dj fudlla o my< ;gqf
Wkd lsf'ZZ
zzThdg;a mmuhs ke'''ZZ Ydka; lrj, lE,a,lska fldgila
lvdf.k b;sh iqrf;ys onr wes,af,ka ;s,ld n;a wkka
is bijg id:l j is lf<a h' weh o th u wkqlrKh
lsug W;aidy l< kuq wid:l ks' iskyiSug W;aidy l<
Ydka;f.a wdydr biafmd,af,a .sfhka" ;s,ld jyd nE.h yer
l=vd j;=r fnda;,hla f.k th ol=Kq ndyqfjka ,eueog ;o
131

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lr.kska ju;ska uQh .e,jQjd h'


zzweoao @'''ZZ
zzn;a o @''''ZZ
zzkE hs'''' ug wmydfig ysky jqKdg biafmd,af,a .shd
weoao lsh, weyqfj'''ZZ
j;=r wyjr jQ Ydka; l;dj mgka .;af;a h'
zzwr m%d:l wxYfha rYxl okakj o @ fld,a,d''ZZ
zzT'' T''' wr ,iaikg ysx isx lshkafk''ZZ
zzyhg u y'ZZ Ydka; tfia lshkjd weiSug ;s,ld i;=gq h'
zztald f < Wfoa kd,d we| Wv ke.f.k we udre
lrkak yok fldg u" m%hsufha i flfkla fydiag,a tlg
we,a,d'''ZZ
zzb;sx tafl we;s je/oao fudlla o @ZZ
zzbkakfld lshkak''' fld b|, ;sfhkafk wuq
ksrejia;frka''ZZ
zzka''' kE'''''ZZ
zzkE fkfuhs T'''ZZ
zzta mdr'''ZZ
zzta .uk uQ tlmdrg u wef|a .d fj,d t;ek w,j,d ;snqK
foaj rEfmg je|f.k fudkjo iaf;da;% j.hla lshjkak .;a;'''
ldurfha wks;a fld,a,kag yskdj k;r lr.kak ne'''ire;a
yskdfj,d wdmyq .shd'''ZZ
zzkshu WmdhZZ
zztal fkfuhs ;s,ld" Thd okaj fkao k.=,d @ZZ
zzk.=f,aYajrka''' wr uq.=kaokSf. fndahs fkao @ZZ
zzyhg u y'''ZZ
zzk.=f,aYajrkqhs" rYxlrehs tlu j;af;'' ta;a Thd okakj o
ta fokakd l;d lrkafkaj;a keyeZZ
132

p, ,shkf.a

zzmjq,a m%Yakhla @ZZ


zzmjq,a m%Yakhla k lula keye'' fl mx;s m%YakhlaZZ
zzta lsfj @ZZ
zzk.=f,aYajrkaf.a ;d;a;d ta j;af;a *S,a T*si flfkla''
ta lsfj fldkaoia;r flfkla' rYxlf. ;d;a;d idudkH
flfkla' j;af;j;a Wka uQKg ynfj,d l;d lrkafka ke;s'
k.=,d .sysx ;sfhkafka gjqfu iafldaf,g' r j;af; iafldaf,g'
Thd okakj o k.=,a isxy, fl,af,d tlal yqla ys;j;a' ks;r u
lshkjd wms wdY%h lrkafka ta me;af; isxy, wh ;ud" j;af;
tjqka ijq;a;=''' fudlla o Thdf. .%yh @ZZ Ydka; uis,af,ka
;s,ld foi nejd h' Tyqg ijka foka n;am; foi n,df.k
wdydr .kska is weh jyd Tyq foi nejd h'
zzk.=f,aYajrka,f.hs isxy, whhs w;r ys;j;alu ienE
jd.sl tluq;=jla fkfuhs' ;ukaf.a mx;s wjYH;d j i|yd
yod.;a; ys;j;alula'ZZ
zzyhg y" ;ukaf.a Wiia nj /l.kak rYxl,j fjka
lrkjd' fudlo Wka ,hsfu" uqka nx.,dfj'''ZZ
zztahs WU, ld, bjr o @ZZ wE;ska yqremqre lgy`vla weisks'
pdkaokS" .xd yd wmaird Tjqka foig tka ishy' ta ;sfokd u
tlu m%foaYfha wh fj;s' wdf;a .sfha;a tlg h'
zzjfr,a,d''' jfr,a,d''' WU, nv.skafka ksid ug foierhla u
blal yekd'''ZZ Ydka; fndre lSf fl,a,ka weiaiSug h'
Tjqka wi,g u meK is pdkaokS Ydka;f.a msf jk
f,i ish w;anE.h jekqf'' zzwms fkdokak Wf blald'''ZZ hehs
lshks' ta ;sfokd tl;= jQfhka ;s,ldf.a;a Ydka;f.a;a fm!oa.,sl
l;dny bka k;r ks' pdkaokS Tjqka wi, u ys|f.k is w;r"
fiiq fofokd ish .uka u mfil ;nd wi, jQ mhsmamfhka .,d
wd iS;, c,fhka ish uqyqKq fodjka ishy'
zzud;a w; fidaof.k tkak' l bjr lr,d wfma tajd
133

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

,syuq''ZZ pdkaokS o ke`.S ishd h'


fl,a,ka i;r fokdg n;am; lEug bv Ydka; ke`.S isfha"
zz;s,ldf.a n;a tflka lEjd we;s'' WU,f.kq;a lg lg y lkak
kfk'''ZZ lshks' nlsks .ia fijfKka uE;a jQ Ydka;g wE;ska
;sfnk d mSG f.agqj iaks' i;s wka;hg ksfjia n,d .sh
.=re" isiqisiqfhda tld fokakd ne.ska tka ishy' ta w,ilks'
i;s wka;h werfU;a u foaYk wjidkfha Tjqyq f.agqfjka msgj
.sfha hqyqiqj" tl fma<shg uy;a Woafhda.fhks' tfy;a wdmiq .uk
;rula wE,s uE,s h' fndfyda fofkla mSGh ;=< iudc ;h ms%h
l< o tys jQ myiql ms<sn| miqjQfha fkdleue;af;ks'
we;s yels ;eke;af;da i;s wka; ksjdvqjlg f.dia
mefKoa ud weUq,a;sh,a" wpdre" iSks ifnda, f.k wdfjda h'
;u ys;j;=ka" ys;j;shka iu tajd fnod yod .ks;s' fiiq ish
fokd mSGfha l,afoar n;g yqre th u .s, uQy'
WoEik yhhs ;sy jk g jIdj fkdmj;skafka k" ish
fokd Ydl wNHdi i|yd mshg meKsh hq;= h' kqjrt<sh
ia;s%lalfha WoEik yh y; muK fjoa mj;skafka ;o YS;,la
nj lsj hq;= fkdf' kqjrt<sfhka neyer m%foaYj, isiq isiqfhda
;o YS;, fkd;lka ;rula fyda we WKqiq lr .ekSug w;mh
jkka" ye,af jka l=vd lS%vd msh fj; wdy' m<uq meh
Nd.h oauhdkql+, jHdhdu is l< hq;= jQ w;r ta i|yd lS%vd Ndr
.=rejrhdf.a wlaIKh hgf;a ojfia ldhNdr isiqjd - isiqh
le|jkq ,eKs' ldhNdr isiqjd fyda isiqh yekaug tys fl
bx.S%is kduh Nd; h' ta zzhq iagqvkaZZ hk bx.S%is fomofhys
uq,a wl=re tla lsfuka iEkls' d mSGh Yajdhg jvd
fjkia ia:dkhls' Yajd,fha isiq isiqhka N=la;s k
wiS; ksoyi d mSGh ;=< fkd h' tys mqyqKqj ,oafoa .=re
wNHdi,dNSyq h' tk" wkd.; .=rejre h' Tjqkag YslaIKh
yqre lrkq msKsi fndfyda iSudjkag hg;a j d mSG ;h
.; lsug .=re wNHdi,dNSkag is ;sKs' tla w;lska th
jeys isiq isiqhka bf.kqu ,nk mdi,lg iu h' lS%vd
134

p, ,shkf.a

msfha fuka u mx;s ldur ;=< o isiq - isiqfhda fjka j fomil


ys| .;a;dyqh' fNdackd.drfha o .eyekq ms f,i fomdYajhla
fjkafldg ;sKs' fun fN!;sl fn lsis m%;sM,hlska f;dr
nj fndfyda fokd rE u;h h' we;a;g u ta u;fha mokula
;sKs' kh hkq" wOHd;al mokulska iafPdfjka wkql+,
h hq;= iudc Ouhla kd" n,y;aldrfhka l< hq;a;la fkdf'
tfy;a ta ms<sn| j t<smsg lsisfjla l;d fkdl< w;r ie<lsj
hq;= isiq msila f fnu ms<sn| l,am u;hla rE y' ndysfrka
oHdudk jk iqkaor;ajh mSG wNHka;rfha ke;' rcfhka fjka
jk m%;smdok isiqkaf.a wdydr mdk i|yd m%udKj;a fkdf' tu
m%;smdokj,ska o ie<lsjhq;= m%udKhla .id lk nj ;ek ;ek
liql=iq me;sf' h;, myiql kv;a;=jla fkdflf' ;=ka
wjqre zzcd;sl YSlaIK d maf,daudjZZ Wmd mdGud,djla l<
hq;= h hk b,a,Su fndfyda l,l isg is flf' fun isiq
b,a,S lsisjla ch.%yKh fkdlrkafka mSG ;=< yd mSG w;r
mq,a inkalrKhla iy tl;djla fkdue;s neks' tn
tl;djla we;s ug we;s bvlv iSud lsug ia;S% mqreI f,i
mSGh ;=< is lr we;s fnu m%n, f,iska odhl jk nj hg lS
l,am u;hhs' Ydka; fuka u ;s,ld o tu u;fhys t,anf.k
ishjqka w;r h' mSGfha isiq isiqhka w;r fm%au in|;d we;s
u o" ke;s u o is jQ kuq;a zzfm%auhZZ mSGhg ;yk jpkhls'
tu ;yku lsisfjla m%Yak fkdl<;a ;u ;ukag yels whqka
,efnk wjldYh m%fhdackhg .ekSug mSG fma%ujka;fhda iu;a
jQjdyq h'
lS%vd msfha o isiq isiqfhda Ydl wNHdi i`oyd fma<s ie
isfha fjka fjkaj h' idudkHfhka dmSG ;=< isiq lKavdh
folla is' ta m<uq jir yd fojk jir h' wjidk jir isiq
lKavdhu mdi,aj,g wkqhqla; j iSudjdisl mqyqKqj imQK
lr;s' tfyhska mSGh ;=< iuia; issiq msi ydrish mkylg
wdikak h' nyq;rh .eyeKqq h' ish fokdu mdfya ks, l%Svd
we` we`.,d is w;r" je fofkla Wvqlhg iS;,g we`.,k lnd
135

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

me<`o ishy' oauhdkql+, Yr wNHdi wjik ud. Odjkhla


fyda fjd,sfnda,a" nekagka" fkfnda,a jeks l%SvdjkayS isiq msi
ksr; fj;s'
fmrjre y;hs ;sy muK fjoa mSGfha fNdackd.drhg j
hk Tjqyq WoEik wdydrh .ks;s' muKg jvd lr jQ" ksis nr
fkdue;s mdka iy mmamq" w, fyda ;lald,s jHdxckhla iq,N u
WoEik wdydrh h' b`oysg lv," uqxweg jeks fohla ,enqKs'
kjl YsIH lKavdhula meKs g Tjqkag ,enqKq tla kjl
johla jQfha zzixLHdkhhsZZ' mdka wkqNj lrkq msKsi mmamq ,o
fkl ;u ;ukaf.a ms`.kaj,g ,e we;s mmamq weg .Kkalr
ish fokdf.a u tl;=j isiq ixLHdfjka fnod mmamq uOHyakh
fiu tu mdvuhs' th kslu ksl kjl johla fkdf' mSG
;h ms<sn`oj" tys Ialr;dj ms<sn`oj" fukau .=re isiqkag isjk
widOdrKhka ms<sn`o h b`.shla o tys .ej ;sKs'
oHdmSGh ;=< jQ .=re mqyqKq l;jHhg wu;rj tlsfkldf.a
; fj; t fndfyda mdv bf.k .; yels j ;sKs' tfy;a
;s,ld ieug u fiiq wh yd wvqfjka uqyqug W;aiy l<d h'
wehg hy fhfy<shka fkdishd fkdf' tfy;a wkjYH .eUqre
;%;ajhla Tjqfkdjqka w;r mj;ajd .ekSu wkjYH nrlehs weh
is;=jd h' Ydka; tys wks;a wka;fha isfha h' Tyq ks;r lSf
yels;dla wkHhkaf.a ; ;=<g t n,d wm mdv W.; hq;= nj h'
Tyq tfia l<d muKla fkdj" ;s,ld o ta i`oyd fmd<Ujd,S h'
Ydka; k y`kdf.k l,la .; fj;au wkHkaf.a ;
yeoEfuka Tyq f.dvk`.df.k we;s w;alS iuqodh .ek ;s,ld
mqu jQjd h' tys wjidk m%;sM,h f,i ;s,ld gqf Ydka;
Wjukdjg jvd ixf mqoa.,fhl= ;suhs' Tyqg whqla;sh
ish,a,kag u l,ska fmKsks' lsish isoahl m%;sM,h iy wdkj
fndfyda l,ska lSf yelshdjla Tyq i;= h' jHdc;ajh fl;r
ie`.ug ljfrl= W;aiy l< o Tyq th uefkka y`kd .;af;a h'
wkqkaf.a m%Yak ;u m%Yak fia ie,lSfuka Ydka;g fndfyda mdvq
ish' ;s,ld ;=< ta ms<sn`oj jQfha fkdi;=gls' Tyq ;=< f.dvke`.S
136

p, ,shkf.a

we;s f ;SlaIK nqoah o" mrd:ld;ajh o iska kdhl;ajh


Tyq fj; ks;e;skau f.k tkq ,eKs' tfyhska Tyqg wkHhka
ksfhdackh lsug ish' fndfyda ;ekaj, Tyq b,lalh jQfha
tfyhsks'
oHd mSGfha mmd,kfha uq,a mqgq" mSGfha isiqka ck j.
follg wh;a u md,kh myiq ug fya;=jla f,i ie,l+y'
rf mj;sk foaYmd,k jd;djrKh;a iu`. u f cd;Ska fol
w;r kEu fgl .egqulaa wjqjd,sh yel' ixialD;sl fjki o
mok lr .kska mriamr;d ksudKh lr wYajdih we;s
l< yel' md,s;hka fn isu md,lhdg jdishls' fjk;a YsIH
lKavdh inkaOfhka lghq;= l<d fuka fudjqka i`oyd o wju
jrm%ido ,ndu m%udKj;a fh hk Wml,amkh md,k wldh
;=< h' rcfhka tla YsIHfhl= i`oyd ,efnk m%;smdok m%udKj;a
fkdjQj o g jvd .=Kd;aul fiajdjla" wdydrhla ,ndh yel'
tfy;a mmd,kfha IK wl%l;d ksid YsIHhka ,nk fiajdjka
fkka k msfyka mej;sks' fiiq YsIH lKavdh o f ;;ajhg
tfrysj wr., l<y' wjidkfha mrdch ndr .;ay' wr.,h uo
rla f.k hk Tjqyq th w;ru. kj;d fou< yd isxy, f,i
fn .egq we;s lr .ks;s' isiq igk t;ekska fl<jr f'
tfy;a fujr wr.,fha ukd ixOdkd;aul njla lsh yels h'
YsIH jHdmdrh m<uqj .=rejreka kd .;af;a h' ixLHd f,aLk
,s; idlaIs iys; j wl%l;d IK ms<sn`oj m<uqj lldpdh
uKav,h Kqj;a flKs' isiqkaf.a jqfha tlu b,a,Suls' tk"
ish igk wjika jk;=re uOHia: j isk f,ihs' jckhla
olajd wr.,h f.k fkdhdug YsIH lgqj fmdfrdka h'
YsIH lgqjg mjdr ;j;a kslaIK lgqjla m;a flKs'
Tjqkaf.a ldhNdrh jQfha isiqka cd;sjd mokulska wiu.s lru
fyda fmdf l=ms; lru i`oyd .kq ,nk W;aidyhka laIKsl j
y`kd .ekSu;a" tajd l%fudamdhsl j l<ukdlrKh lsu;a h' isiq
ix. fkdue;s d mSg ;=< fun wr.,hla ie,iq jQ m<uq
wjia:dj fuh h' mSGdm;s yd fmd myiql i|yd j.lsjhq;=
137

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

wkOHhk ldh uKav,h iu isiq yuqjla meje;aKs' thg


mSGfha m<uq jir yd fojk jir YsIH YsIHdfjda iyNd.s jQy'
isiqka uqyqK we;s .eg l%udKql+,j tlsfkld bm;a l<
w;r" ta ms<sn| j u; laug j.lsj hq;a;kag ys jQ wjia:df
m%Odk fkajdisld.dr md,l" ka fmr is isiq lKavdh w.h
lrka l;d l< w;r f isiq lKavdhf tu ;;ajh fkdue;s
nj ;udg fmkS hk nj mejiSh'
Ydka; yd isjd isiqka fjkqfjka ms<s;=re l;d lf<a YsIH
YsIHdjkaf.a w;afmd<ika y`v uOHfha h' md,lhkaf.a uqyqKq
r;= h' YsIHhska cd;sjd mokka fNao kak lsf l%fudamdh
wid:l jk nj md,lhka f;are .;af;a w;afmd<ika yf`vys
oauh ;=< jQ tald;al nj ksid h' YSIHhkaf.a b,a,S f,aLkh
;s,ld yd rdfIAj iska lshjkq ,eKs' fkajdisld.dr foaYk
Yd,d wdfhys iq,q w;ajehd ls udihla we;=<; ksu lsug
n,Odyq tl`. jQy' wdydr i|yd ,efnk ukdj m%udKj;a
fkdjk nj mqk mqk lS n,Orfhda wdydr i,dlh je l<
fkdyels nj brd u lSy' YsIH lgqj jyd ish l,am fhdackd
bm;a lrk lf<a h'
zzwms fhdackd lrkjd" wdydr , .ekSf ls%hdj,sh
uqukska u wdydr lgqjg mjrkak lsh,dZZ lu,a fhdackd lf<a h'
zztfyu lrkafka fldfydu o @ fldfyj;a wdydr lgq
;ksju , .ekS lrkafka kE'''ZZ
zzwehs ke;af;a ;j oHd mSG foll tfyu lsu wrU,d Tjqka
,dN mjd ,ndf.k ;sfnkjd'''ZZ oHd mSG foll k o lsheks'
n,Orfhda ksre;a;r jQy' wjidkfha B<`. ui isg wdydr
jH , .ekSf lgqj fj; u mejKs'
n,Orhkag ys;j;a f;d. fjf<ka|kaf.ka h<s wdydr
msls fuka u t<j , .ekSu o k;r h' YsIH wdydr
lgqj ish wOHhk lghq;= w;miq lr fkd.kska if;di yryd
msls yd h<s wdydr jH ,nd.ekSug lghq;= lf<a h' f;d.
138

p, ,shkf.a

fjf<ka|ka u`. yer t<j jjkakkaf.ka Rcq j t<j ,


.eKsks' tla wdydr f,la i|yd fuf;la ls%hd;aul jQ jHdxck
;=fka kS;sh jHdxck y;r olajd ixfYdAOkh flKs' ish wdydr
i|yd m%;shla o ielisKs' uq;ekaf.hs wdydr .nvdj, f;d.
jfgdare fmd;a YsIH lgqf f;d. jd;d iu`. ieiks' uila
wjidkfha w;s Yd, ,dNhla ,o yels h'
mrd; n,Odkag wjYH jQfha fuu l%ufoh B<`. isiq
lKavdhu fj; .,d hdu k;r lsughs' tfyhska kj isiq
lKAvdhu meKSug uilg fmr Tjqyq kj whla isiqkagh
tfrysj w;ayod ney' fkdikavd, iq fiajlhl= fia m%p,s;
fis ta i|yd fhdojd .kq ,eKs' iji u;ska meKs Tyq
fou< udOH isiqjl= yd nyskania h' cd;sjdoh o wE`ks' kslaIK
lgqj fyda fcHIAG isiqka uey;aug;a fmr m<uq jir isiqyq
Tyqg myr kay' isoah ms<sn| n,Orfhda jyd fmd,sishg meKs,s
l< w;r" myr ka lsisjl=f.a k meKs,af,a igyka fkdjqKs'
isoah r. hdfuka ;ukag myr ka YsIHkag tfrys j
ls%hdud. fkd.ekSf ms<sfj;g tfrys j wkOHhk ldh
uKav,h jckhla werh' Tjqkaf.a wNsm%dh jQfha mSGfha c,h"
,sh" uq;ekaf.h wd ishu fiajdjka wvmK fldg mSGh jid
oeuhs' tg i;s lsysmhlska fuys tk kj YsIH lKAvdhf fud<
;ukag wjYH m fidaodyeh yel' tfy;a b;sydifha m<uq jrg
mSGfhka isiqka msgux l< fkdyels h' wOHdmk wud;Hjrhd
olajd isu f.k.sh wkOHhk ldh uKav,h mSGdm;s fj;
weue;sjrhdf.a w;aikska hq;a mSGh jid oef ks, ksfokh
mjd tug iu;a jQy' n,y;aldrfhka f.agqj, b h;=re ;uka
Ndrhg .;a YsIHfhda mSGfhka msgux fkdjQy' ,sh lmd oeKs'
c,h kj;d oeKs' uq;ekaf.ys wdydr msiskafka ke;' ta fiajd
k;r l< muKska isiqka msg hkq we;ehs wkOHhk n,Odyq
l< wvq ;lafiarej Tjqkaf.a w;aje/oaola h' jyd /iajqKq YsIH
lgqjg ;s,ld o" rdfIaj o we;=<;a h'
zzThd,d .eyeKq <uhskaf.a k tmdl n,kak''' k ;r
139

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ld,hla lEu u fokak wmg wkq.%ylfhd bkakjd' fjk ljqrej;a


fkfuhs" f mSGfha y;r udhsf j;=j, mam;a llrefjda'''ZZ
Yka; fld;r wdf.fhka lSf o h;a" lgqf is lsysm fokd
w;afmd<ika kay'
zzyefudaf.u fudrd,a tl jeo.;a' tal jefgkak fokak
tmd''' .eyeKq <uhs lla l,n, fjhs' l,amkdfjka bkak'''ZZ
isjl=ud m<uqj fouf<kq;a fojkqj isxyf,kq;a lSf h'
jd l, wjeis fkd;lka" l uqka fj; wefoka f;a
.ia w. we;s remsh,a Y; fk<Sug fjfyi jk ;reK" uy
ujre mdkaor folg ;=kg wj jQy' yeu ksjil u ksjeishkaf.a
wjYH;djg jvd jefhka frd folla fyda ;=kla ms,siai;s' ;j;a
;efkll ,hska ldur ueo nka ,o ,sml ldf.;a wdOdrfhka
mmamq jHdxckhla yd ;j;a hula ms<sfh, flKs' wdydr mdi,a
lrkq ,enQ w;r fmj,g wiqrd mSGh ;=<g heKs' mSGfha
l,afoarj, msiqKq n;g jvd ukqIH;ajh Y% jQ f wdydrh
rij;a h' c,h ms<sn| m%Yakh W.% jQfha YsIHdjka inkaOfhks'
lS%vd we mska ;dmamh u; ke`..;a YsIHdfjda j;=lrfha flire
.eyeKqka iska oe wdhdifhka /f.k tk ,o j;=r finq
;dmamfhka fumsgg .;ay' f ish,a, ;s,ld;a" rdfIaj;a
wlaIKh l<y' iEu rd;s%hl u fkajdisld.drfha iEu ldurhla
lrd u weo .sh ;s,ld yd rdfIaj ish,a,kaf.a wjYH;d
fm!oa.,slj u fidhd ney'
zzffl bkakjfk f.j,aj,;a Kqhs n;=hs ldmq tjqka'''
Wkag k fjd lld bkak mqjka'''ZZ Wvrg jxYj;a nj
ysig f.k yeisreKq tla isiqhla ;ud miqlr hk ;s,ldg;a
rdfIajg;a wefik fia tfia lSjd h'
zzwehs ;s,d m%Yakhla o @ZZ ;s,ld k;r weiqjd h' wE lsis;a
fkdlSfjka zzfyg fjoa iula ths lsh,d lgqj lshkjd'''
wms lla n,uq ;s,d'''ZZ hehs wjxl iqyo;ajfhka lS ;s,ld uola
Tfnka / is rdfIaj fj; .shd h'
140

p, ,shkf.a

zz;s,ld nqf*a tlla odmka''' ffl bkak yduq,g lkak'''ZZ


wmaird fkajdisld.drh fojk;a jk fia lE.Ef ish,a,ka iskd
.iajks'
zzBfh uu t;ekska hkfldg ;s,d lshkjd'''" uqkag k
ka fkd,enqfKd;a f;a o lvkak y mqjka''' wms fudkj
lrkak o @ lsh,d'''ZZ rdfIaj fika lSjd h'
m%.;sYS,Ska w;r m%;s.dka o f' f ld,h fcHIaG YsIH
lKavdhug b;d jeo.;a h' hula ld mdv lr .ekSug yelshdj
bfg u ,e we;' YsIH lgqj fuu .egj ksrdlrKhg jd?
fjfyfihs' m%n, .egjlg we;af;a c,h yd ,sh fkdue;s
uhs' jckhg k myla imQK fjoa w;f<diaila muK jqj o
myiql rys; j ish fkdyels isiqkaf.a frdaOh YsIH lgqj
fj; ;ka t,a, jk ,' n,y;aldrfhka lsisjl= r`ojdf.k
fkdish hq;= nj ;SrKh l< lgqj" leu;s wfhl=g ksfjia n,d
hd yels nj ksfokh lf<a h' ydrishhla muK jQ isiq msfika
is tla fofkl= muKla bj;a j .sfha fiiaikaf.a Wiq iq
uOHfha h'
oHd mSGfha is jQ fuu jckhg isiq msi uqyqK ka
wdldrh fukau ta i`oyd wi,ajdiS llrejkaf.ka ,;a iyh o
;s,ldf.a isf;ys ;ka u igyka h'
zz ta ksiaiq ye`.Sj,skqhs m;Hd.YS,s;ajfhkqhs mam;a kE
;s,ld'''''ZZ Ydka; miq kl wE yd lSjd h'
ryis.; j mSGfhka msg jQ YsIHfhda k.rj, fmdaiag w,jd
ck;dj oekqj;a l<d muKla fkdj .egj jyd i`ok f,i
rchg o n,mE t,a, l<y' jckfhka oijk kfha mSGh
h<s jD; lrk ,o w;r" myr lE wkOHhk ldh uKav,
idudlhdf.a y`kd .ekSu u; isiqka oy fofkl=f.a mx;s
i;shlg ;yk lrk ,' u;ska is neka fisg o i;shl
jev ;ykulg hg;a jkakg ish'
zzf wjidkh fkdf' wr.,fha f whr l%shd;aul
141

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

jQfha YsIH YsIHdjka i`oyd rcfhka ,efnk ukdj Is; j


yd wldhlaIu j l<ukdlrKh lsug tfrysj h' wr.,h
fidp ukdj m%udKj;a m je lr .ekSu olajd u f.k hd
hq;=h'ZZ ;s,ld ish kfmdf;a tfia ,shd ;sKs'
zzIya urefka''''' n,kak ta igkska Thd bf.k f.k ;shk
;ru''''''ZZ wyfnka gq kfmd;a igyk .ek Ydka; ish i;=g
m< lf<a h'
zz yeneys flg ;j W!K mQrKhla lrkak fjkjd'''''ZZ
zz b;sx ,shkak'''''ZZ
zz oHd mSG .=re wNHdi,dNSkag mskukq ,nk maf,daudj"
Wmdhla olajd by< ouk f;la wr.,h f.k hd hq;=h'''''ZZ
Ydka; ,Sf r;= mEfkks'

142

p, ,shkf.a

10
th cQ,s udihhs'
.,al=,u oHd,h jid oeug wOHdmk n,Odka .;a
;SrKh mdi, fj; okajd tjd ;sKs' tk uOHyak fod<yg
y,am;s;=ud yisfha le`ojkakg fhk .=re idlPdjl ta
nj oekq fokq ,eKs' Bg ie;mq y;la muK wE;ska msys
uy.,alvj, oHd,hg fuu mdif,a <uqka yd .=rejreka wkqhqla;
lsug lghq;= lrk nj o tu ,smsfhys olajd ;sKs' th ;j;a tla
pl%f,alhla n`h' .,al=,u oHd,fha y,am;s;=udgj;a" .=re
uKav,hgj;a ta ms<sn`o lsisjla lSug" lsisjla lsug fyda hg;a
msfihska ish m%;spdrh oelaugj;a bvlvla fkdks'
zz Th l ;ud ug oekq fokak ;sfhkafka" wms fudkjd
lrkak o'''@ fj b;ska by<ska ie,iq lrmq foaj,a''''ZZ
y,am;s;=ud idlPdj wjika lsf ix{dj tfia ,nd kafka"
,smsh tys keuq mdrj,a f.a kjd ,shq ljrhg Tnka h'
udrisxy i`oyd bvlv ,ndug l=Uqlalvj,g ;djld,slj udre
hdug fmr" wurodi uy;d lsish ia:djrhlg <`.d isfha h'
ta" fudkak l,a,sh yd tla fkd ;s,ldg o iydh fkd
fkdne` ms<sfj;la wkq.ukh lsuhs' tfy;a .,al=,u jeiShdu
l .ekSf hre wdYdj Tyq flfrka ;ju;a re ke;s nj
;s,ldg fmKsks' .,al=,ug ffjr lsug .,al=,u Tyqf.ka Wrd
.;a fohla ke;'
tlsfkldg hdnoj ys`ois .=rejre tlsfkldf.a uqyqKq foi
143

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ney' ch;s,l .=re;=h ;=< jQfha i;=gla yd ch.%yKkh uqiq


ye`.Suls' ;jrg;a f .f fld,a,kag fl,a,kag b.ekau l<
hq;= ke;' weh mdi, jeiShk f;la u.n,d Wkafka" ish ksjfia
ne,fufyjrlug fl,a,l= w`v.id .ekSug h' wkqrdOmqrfha
mx isk foore ujl jk ish hKshf.a f.or ne,fufyjr
lsug o mdi, jeiSfuka miq kkak;a;dr jk fl,a,ka tfll=
fkdj fokakl= w`v.id .; yels h' fudkak uy;df.a ysf;ys
jQfha lkiai,a,ls' ta" mdi, jeiShdfuka ;udg isjk wdl
wjdish ms<sn`oj h' W.kajk w;r;=r jqjo y,am;s;=udg
w;lska ika lr mdi,g g y;a wgiShla ka jQ ish l=Uqre hdh
fj; j tau fuu mdif,a .=rejrfhl= jYfhka Tyq ,o fYaIu
jrm%idoh h' we;e kl Tyq wdmiq wdf mdi, wefrkak
Tkak fukak lshd ;sh h' oeka tA jrm%idoh lvjkq we;'
wvishjila merKs f mdi, jid oeu lsisjl= ;=<;a lmkhla
ckkh fkdlrhs' fu;eka isg ie;mq y;la r hkq ;nd f l
r o f.jd wmyiqfjka fuys meKs ore oehkaf.a wOHdmkh
jekiS hdu ms<sn`o j lsisjl= ;=< lmkhla ke;' y,am;s;=ud
wOHdmk ldhd,fhka ,smsh lshj;au Bg ijkau mfil,d"
;s,ld lf<a ms<sfj,ska wks;a .=rejr .=rejhka foi ne,Su h'
weh tfia lf<a fuu mqj; wehg w;a fohla fkdjQ ksidfjks'
zz;s,ld Thd,f.a biafldaf,a jykak hs iQodku'''''''ZZ Ydka;
tfia lshoa ;s,ld fnfykau mqu jQjd h' ta g udi y; wglg
Wv h'
zz '''''ka'''''kE'''''ZZ
zz kE fkf T''''' <uhs .=rejrehs .,alvj,g wkqhqla;
lrkjdh lshkafkaZZ
zz ljqo lsf''''@ZZ
zz wOHdmk ldhdf,a me;af;a wfma ys;jf;la''''''ZZ
f;dr;=re ,enqfKa ldf.ka jqj o" ta mqoa.,h jeo.;a ke;'
jeo.;a jkafka fuu wufkda{ ;SrKh hs'
144

p, ,shkf.a

zzt;fldg f <uhs' Thd ys;kj o fuf;kag;a wfma lf


nf,ka tk <uhs ;j ye;emau y; wgla f.jdf.k uy.,alvj,g
hhs lsh,'''' hka; biafldaf, Tj biaiqjd ;rhs'''ZZ
zzmsiaiq o ;s,ld Wka fiaru f.or'''ZZ Ydka; lSf fndfyda
r n,df.k h' ixf ye`.Sul Tyq l;d lf<a rg fhdud.;a
fk;a we;sj h' ta weia fndfyda foa lshd mEf h' ta weia foi
n,kakl=g fndfyda r fmkqKs' tfuka u ta ne,au ;ud kso
oelSug o ;j;a wfhl=g Wmldrhla h'
zzyenehs <`. u .,al=,u ykafha fmd,sia uqrfmd<la jD;
lrkj'''ZZ Ydka;f.a yf`vys Wmydihla fukau fokdjla o
we;'
zzy''' biafldaf,a jy,d wjqreoaola folla hoa uqrfmd< wx.
imQK fmd,sia ia:dkhla fjhs'ZZ ;s,ld o lshdf.k .sfha h'
zzuy.,alvj, biafldaf,a ms%kaism,a ,nk wjqreoafo uq,
Y%du hkjd' t;fldg Thd,f. tlalkdghs ta ;k;=r'ZZ
Ydka; lS foh ksjer h' .,al=,u oHd,h jid oeu wyUq
isula fkdf' th ukd fia ld,dka;rhla uq,af,a ie,iq
lr we;' ksfok ,smsh lshjoa jHdc lkiai,a,la o" mquhla o
uqyqKg wdrEV lr .kakg W;aidy oerE y,am;s;=ud o ta zz>d;kZZ
ie,eiaf fldgialrefjls' ta Tyqf.a fm!oa.,sl jdish msKsi h'
.,al=,ug jvd uy.,alvj, Tyqf.a .ug im h' Tyq .uka l<
hq;= r wvq f' wOHdmk mmd,k ks,Odka .,al=,f kQ;k
m%.;sh y`kdf.k ;jrg;a ta .ukg ffOhh imhka is;s'
tfy;a uy weu;sjrhd m%uqL m,d;a iNdj Bg brdu mgyeksj
lghq;= lrka iskafka" l=uk mokula u;o hkak lsisjl=gj;a
woyd .; fkdyels h' f ms<sn`oj jvd;a mquhg m;ajQfha kjl
.=re msihs'
mq;a;,f isg ,x.u nia r:hla meKsfha uy.,alvj,
olajd muKs' ;drmdr t;ekska wyjr h' uy.,alvj, wjg j,a
w,s ;ck fkdKs' .,al=,u oHd,hg jvd tla f.dvke`.s,a,la
145

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

uy.,alvj, oHd,h i;= h' tk" tys f.dvke`.s,s i;rls'


mdrg udhs j msys l=vd lhl msysgd we;s uy.,alvj,
oHd,h mdr yereKq g fiiq iEu me;af;ka u l=Uqka jg
jQfha h' orejkag lS%vd lsu i|yd f.dvke`.s,s ueo msyshd jQ l=vd
lvla h' orefjda thg msgksh fkdj , hehs lSy' mdi,
bmsg mdfrka wks;a me;af;ys jQfha fld<U mx jHdmdlhl=g
wh;a iqi,a fmd,a bvuls' mlaIshl= yereKq g thg we;= h
yelafla uqrlreg yd Tyqf.a wkque;sh ,;a fjk;a whl=g muKs'
ireidr fmd,a bvu jgd jQ fmdgj,a wglska iuka; l
jegg u w,a,d fld< meye;s l=vd fldgqoe,a jegla o blr
;snqKs'
Ydka;f.ka ,o f;dr;=r fuf;la ;s,ld lsisjl= iu`.
fkdlSjd h' wehg mdm l;d lSf wjYH;djla fkdks' oeka
ish,a, ilaiqola fia meye,s h' m<uqj fuu f;dr;=r ie,u;a
iu`. ;s,ld ;=< we;s jQ l<lsu uqiq jQ fokdj h wdldrhl
;ryjla njg mj;kh jkq wehg oeksKs' ta" .=re jD;a;sh k jQ
fY%aIaG fufyjrg uqjd isk fkdksiqkaf.a wd;aud;ld
mgq ye`.S fm!oa.,slj u w;a`fuks' tu wdf.h ;s,ldg
Tfnka ys`ois Y%shdKs .=re;=hg o oefkkakg we;' weh jrla
fojrla ;s,ld foi nejd h'
;s,ldg ;udf.a oEf;a we`.s,s fj,kq oeksKs' tlaflda ;ud
la,dka; ug wdikak h' ke;sk hula lSug ;udf.a yDo idlaIsh
oej n, lrhs' ;udf.a ye`.S ugu md,kh lr.; fkdyels
f k lsjhqla; fkdlSu jvd fhda.H nj Ydka; ;udg lshdka
ie wehg u;la h' Tyq lshQ moafoka oeka ;ud l;d lsug
f.dia lsjhq;= mKsvfha w:h lD;s h yels o @ ke;sk ;j;a
fudfyd;la bjid yqiaula f.k l;d l< hq;= o @ ish,a,g we;af;a
;j ;;amr lsysmhla muKs' h<s l,dmfha cQ,s udih jk g
we;s .S%Iauh jka jr yud tk iq<`.ska iukh jqjo jfrl oej
iug oefka' .ia fld<ka Uqre meye;s mr`v,d we;' ksiqkaf.a
uqyqKq o h<S f.disks' tfy;a ksiqkaf.a n,dfmdfrd;a;= k
146

p, ,shkf.a

k ,sh,hs' jir yhlg fmr mK wk ish ;fha wjidk


fydard lsysmh f.jk fhdaO i;ajhl= n jQ .,al=,u oHd,h o
f ld,.=Ksl" foaY.=Ksl" iudc wdl mhdihka yuqf" ish
;h h<s;a werug ;SrKh lr we;s nj oek isfha lsysm
fofkl= muKs' we;euqka th oek ish o fkdoekqkd fia ishy'
jvd;a hym;a wkd.;hla fjkqfjka tu fhdaO i;ajhd fuu
jgmsgdfjka Yla;shla iys; jk yqiau Wrd .kakd nj fmkqfKa
Bg;a wvq msilg h' ta i;Hh fjkqfjka oeka l;d l< hq;= h'
ish luq,aj, ;snQ WKqiqu oeka wvq nj ;s,ldg jegysKs' f
iqiq u wjia:djhs'
zzi'''''ZZ ta kslu kslka l< weu;Sula fkdjk nj
ish,a,kag u laIKhlska jegysKs' y,am;s;=ud fukau fiiq
ish,af,da u ;s,ld foi Rcqj ney' ;s,ld wi, ys| is Y%shdKs"
weh hula lSug iQodk jk nj fydka u oek ishd h' tfyhska
weh muKla ;s,ld foi fkdn,d ishd h' O wj,do" wNsfhda.
uOHfha mdi,a orejkag ish hq;=l wl=rg u bgq l< f .eyeksh
fndfyda wjia:dj, ish,a, iskd uqiq uqyqKska bjid is nj o
ke;sk uqKsj; /lal nj o ish,af,da oek ishy'
zz'''' wrh k Khla f.jkafk'ZZ hehs ch;s,l .=re;=h
fudkak uy;d iu`. lSf" mdi, ksu yji y;r my jk
f;la <uqkag wu;r hula lshd fok ;s,ld oelSfuks' ;u ore
hka my jir YsIH;aj Nd.fhka iu;a jkq lSf Wu;= frda.h
.,al=,ug je< ke;;a" YsIH;aj Nd.hg fkdhj uqyqK fok
ore msila ys lsuj;a l< hq;= hehs ;s,ld bgdf.k ishd h'
i;sfha k lsysmhla ijia jref ;=k" y;r" my orejka is;sia
fofkl= i`oyd fkd,fha meje;a jQ wu;r mx;shg uila folla
wejEfuka uy.,alvj,ska o <uqka iailaj;a meKshy'
zz''' thd ;rla fkfuhs wfka" thdf. tlalk;a ta yu
;ud''' f,j,a <uhs ;sy y;,shlg kslx W.kajkjd lshkafka'''ZZ
we;euqka Yka;d .ek;a l;d l<y'
147

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lsisfjla wfmalaId fkdl< fudfyd;l" ksy`v .eyeksh l;d


l<d h' fuf;la wehf.a iajrfha fkdweiQ <hlska fiiaikag
wef.a y`v weisks'
;ud lSug hk foh ;s,ldg ksYa; h' tfy;a wE Y%shdKs yd
fiiq ;reK .=rejreka yer fiiq ish fokd fj; fudfyd;la ish
fk;a fufyhjQjd h' we;euqka u n,d .;ay' ;jflla iskdiSug
W;aidy l< y' y,am;s;=udf.a uqyqK u; jQ m%Yakd:h Tyqf.a
uqyqKg;a jvd Yd, h'
zz;s,ld okakj o''' f lsh,d ;sfhkjd" md,lhka wm
wLKavj mSvkhg m;a lrkjd k" ma,jh wfma tlu l,am
ud.h f,i wms fndfyda i;=ka Ndr .kakjd lsh,d'''ZZ Ydka;
kla lsjd ;s,ldg u;la h' th fun wjia:djl wOHd;auh
;=< mqrjd .; hq;= f;aud mdGhls' ksy`v .eyeksh ish l;dj
werUqjd h'
zz''' i''' wfma biafldaf,''' jykak ;SrKh lr, ;sfhkafka
fudk moku Wv o @ fudkjo talg fya;='''@ZZ
y,am;s;=ud foi ish,af,da u n,;a u ;ud o hula lsjhq;=
nj Tyqg jegysKs'
zz''' ia l,dm ldhd,hg''' f''' f''' mmd,k ho"'''
uu lshkafka wfma biafldaf,g mq;a;,u b|,d ;sfhk r yd
nej u''''ZZ y,am;s;=ud hula lshkakg fjr orkjd i
lshkafka ke;' Tyqf.a iyhg bm;a jkafkda o h is;s' ksy`v
.eyeksh f ksiqka iu`. j;a fjka" Tjqkaf.a ukqIH;ajh
iu`. uqyq fjka o" f mirfha lfGdar njg id:l j uqyqK
foka o hula Wrdf.k ;sf' weh ta cjh uqodyeug fyda w;ayod
ne,Sug W;aidy lrhs' fuh b;d wiSre wjia:djls'
zzi''' j fudk fya;= o @'''' iuyrg i fya;= okake;sj
we;s' wmsg ne o f biafldaf, jykak fya;= fudkjo lsh,
wOHlaI;=udf.ka wykak' tal wfma hq;=lula'''ZZ ;s,ld wjg
nejd h' Y%shdKs o hula tl;= lsug W;aidy ork nj fmfka'
148

p, ,shkf.a

kjl .=re msi ysia i,ka ;s,ldf.a lshuk wkqu; lrka


is;s' ch;s,l uy;ahf.a yd fudkak uy;df.a uqyqKq yels,S
f.disks' y,am;s;=ud wirK h'
zz'''''T ia, ys;kj k wms ,sh, wyuq fudk mokulska o
f biafldaf, jykafk lsh,'''ZZ y,am;s;=ud mrdch ndr
.ekSug blauka ;sf'
zzfudlo rch myq.sh wjqre lsysmh ;=< u ,xldf tl tl
m<d;aj, mdi,a jy, oeud lsisu ksoNdjhla ke;sj" <uhs
fldpr wirK fjkak weoao @ uu fufyg we,a, wjqreoafoka
l=vdl=Uqlaf.d,a,Efj m%d:fla jeyqj' <uhs ;sia .dKla yshd'''
iuyr <uhs wfma biafldaf,g wdjd'' iuyre ;ukaf. biafldaf,
.uk t;ku k;r l<d''' mf.d,a, biafldaf, lksIaGhla"
tal;a jy, oeud''' l,dm ldhd,hhs fldGdi ldhd,hhs
wfma biafldaf, wdoYhg wrka wmsg .=rejre im;a ,nd fooa
fldfyduo m<d;a ldhd,h jykak ;SrKh lrkafka'''@ZZ ;s,ld
lshdf.k .shd h'
zzfmd,sia uqrfmd<la k jD; lrkj'''ZZ Y%shdKs lS foh
fl jqjo r;a we;s mr`v,d f.dvg wjYHu .sks mq,s`.=jla h'
zzi''' Th ,shqfu lsh, ;sfhkafka f jdrh ;rla mdi,
mj;ajkj lsh,fka''' ta ksid wmsg ld,h f.dvla keye' ,sh ,sh
bkak k kE''' ,shqulg W;a;r tjkak tfyg fufyg hkak
;j iEfyk ld,hla hhs''' wms huq wOHlaI;=ud yuqfjkak''' ,nk
nodog'''ZZ ;s,ld l,amhla fhdackd l<d h'
zzyisfha ;eme,a iag%hsla lf<d;a'''ZZ frdayK lSf h' ;s,ld
;=< jQfha ishq i;=gls' B<`. mrmqr o mkakrh ,nka is'
.=re idlPdj meje;ajQfha y,am;s;=udf.a ldhd,
ldurfha fkdf' ta ;=< bvlv fkdjQ neka idudkH fm< mx;s"
kjh iy oyh jir mx;s fol meje;a jQ Yd,df fldkl th
meje;aKs' ;s,ldf.a f wkfmalaIs; u;=u foi u;sfhka n,d
is .=rejfhda Yd,dj foi fkdney' y,am;s;=udg Yd,dj
149

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

foi nefKa frdayK ;eme,a jckhla .ek lS foh;a" weiqKq


iskdj;a iu`. h' Yd,df orefjda iskdfika is w;r ish
fokdf.a u wjOdkh .=re idlPdj foig fhduq ;snqKs' ish
wdf.h" fldamh" mrdch" ,ecdj ish,af,a im%hqla;h msg lsug
y,am;s;=udg wjia:dj ie,isKs' th idlPdj wjika lsug
;=remqjla lr .ekSug o Tyq W;aiql h' Tyq isiq oreoehkaf.a
w`.g lvd mekafka h' wk;=re j" zztfyu k wms ,nk nodod huq
;s,ld iaZZ hehs lshka ke`.S isug W;aidy lf<a h'
zz'''i Tfydu fmdvla bkak' wms .syska l;d lrk foa .ek
tl`.;djlg wdfj keyefk''' wms .sysx ldhd,fhka lshk fya;=
wyf.k b|, tkj o ke;sk" wms f mdi, jykak tmd lsh,
fhdackd lrkj o @'''ZZ
zzjykak tmd lsh, wmsg lshkak mqjka ia''' ta;a ta ;SrKh
wrka bjrhs fka o @'''ZZ
zztfyu k wms hkafk jykafka wehs lsh, wykak ;rla
k" uu ys;kafk tal f;areula keye'''ZZ Y%shdKs l;d l<d h'
zzwksjdhfhka u i wmsg fmkajkak fjkjd myq.sh wjqre
;=fka wju fN!;sl myiql hgf;a" .=Kd;aul jYfhka mdif,a
wOHdmkh ,nmq fjki''' wms iQodk fj,d huq'''ZZ ;s,ld yudr
l<d h'
fuf;la fj,d jpk o wu;l j is ch;s,l .=re;=hg
l;d lsug wjia:djla ,eKs'
zzuu <uhs l n,d .kak''' i,g .sysx tkak nehe'''ZZ
mdx;sl yd l=, .jh iska u`v, ,o .eyekshf.a wdOHd;auh ;ud
;sia jirla .=re jD;a;sfha kshefka hehs mqrdfrefjka lshk
fuu mdi, ms<sn| y`vla ke`.Sug bv fkdfok ;r l=yl h'
.u ;=< j;a jqj o Tjqyq .efhda fkdfj;s' m%N+jre h'
zzfufyu;a ksiaiq''' fuhd,g;a bry| mdhkjfka'''ZZ ;s,ld
jpk msg fkdl<d h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
150

p, ,shkf.a

fuu ixjdoh uqukska u" mdif,a fcHIAG;u tk" kuh"


oyh yd tfld<y jirj, ore oehka bfha is l< jD;
idlPdjla n h' .,al=,u oHd,h k jQ ish wOHdmk
mshi mK wka isg fudkh fya;=jla ksid fyda h<s yqiau
.ekSu wrUd we;s nj;a" ;u mdi, h jhla ,nka isk
nj;a" fyd\ldrj u okakd l fokd w;r ismylg ;sylg
fkdje jQ f oreoefhda o jQy' tfyhska f idlPdj tk
ijia hduh fjoa Tjqkaf.a umshka jQ mam;a .ehkaf.a lK jelS
;snqKs' mrmrdfjka ish jfkdamdh f,i Wreu we;s lfGdar
fmdf<dj iu`. .eu jD;a;sh lr.;a .efhda Nd. iu;a jQfjda
fkdjQj o" mirh iu`. lrk wr.,h mok lr .kska
ckY%e;sfhka fmdaIKh jQfjda h' Tjqka i;= mdrml {dkh
oHd;aul Yaf,aIK bfha h,amskQ hula fia fmkqK o"
oHd;aul j ish oekqu /ialr.;a fndfyda whg jvd Tjqyq
bfhka ishy' idm%odhsl ck wd.u Tjqka fj; YSlaIKhla
,nd ;snqKs' tfyhska kS;s" fr.=,dis" ;lj,ska Tng hka
hul .=K w.=K" fyd| krl jgyd .ekSug" i;d iSmdj foi n,d
yhg u yhk wkdjels lSug muKla fkdj" .yl je<l
fmd;a;lska" uq,lska" weghlska woyd.; fkdyels m%;sldr
ksudKh lr .ekSug o Tjqyq o;ay' f,dalfha f,dl= l=vd iajNdl
fjkial" ksiqkaf.a phdjka ish,a, Tjqka uis,a,g Ndckh
lf<a f ck {dkh mok lr.ksks'
;uka flf;a" luf;a f lfGdar mirh iu`. .efgoa"
.,al=,u oHd,h kue;s lv ;=< kak nei.;a w;a
biafldaf, ydfka k jQ .eyeksh ish ore uqKqmqrka" fidhqre
fidhqhkaf.a wkd.;h wiajeoaoug .kakd W;aidyfha . m<,
.efhda oek ishy' weh ms<sn| j ,;a wdrx ud;%hka" .ehka
O wjia:dj, l;d fldg zzwfka wfmdhsZZ lshd we;' ke;sk"
zzw;a biafldaf, ydfkag msxisoaO fjkak keZZ hehs lshd we;'
weh ms<sn| j .uqka o;a tla i;Hhla h' ta" flys o iefmys o
WfmalaIdfjka isug weh i;= YlH;djhs' tfy;a tu
151

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

n%yiam;skaodf iekaoE ld,h ;=< weh flfrys .ehka ;=< jQ


Nla;sh fo.=K f;.=K lrjk mqj;la me;sr .sfha h' ta" .,al=,u
oHd,h k" jir mkylg jvd .= b;sydihla we;s mdi, jid
oef ;SrKhg wNsfhda. l< tl u ;eke;a;sh jYfhks' ore
oefhda ;u ijkaj,ska u weiQ" ;u oEiaj,ska u gQ fuu ixjdoh
;u ;ukag jegyqKq muKska ;u udmshka iu`. KQy' .ehka
ish fokd u fkdjQj;a Tjqkaf.ka fndfyda fofkl=" jir fol
;=kla fyda mdi,a f.dia we;ak ta .,al=,u oHd,hg h' mdi,a
uka hehs oej ms<sis|.;a wdorhla mdi, ms<sn| j Tjqka ;=<
ke;;a" ta ms<sn| lsish f.!rjhla Tjqka ;=< h' f mdif,a
bf.k fkd.;a" tfy;a ish fm!oa.,sl ;h uqukska u mjd
wu;l fldg kkakdkk m<d;l orejkaf.a weia mdokakg
fjr orkjdg wu;r j" wl=re lshd fok f.dvke`.s,s lsysmhla"
mdi,la njg mj;kh lsug weh ork W;aidyh .efhda
yek ishy' jir lsysmhlska w;a .=rejrfhla m;aj fkdwd
.,al=,u oHd,fha fkdmels, j rdcld Ndr.ekSug t;r jQ
f ldka;djg .efhda j wdorh l<y'
m%cd mSvlhka yuqf jqj o t<smsg reoaO;ajhla fkdoelau
isxy, .ehdf.a is; h' ;u .fuys u mx ch;s,l .=re;=h
jekakjqkaf.a ;j, .| yuk wNHka;rh .efhda oek
ish o Tjqyq ta ms<sn| uqksj; /laldy'
zzksiaioaoj yshg ta ukqiaih j WU,E biafldaf,g tj,
;sfhkafka whshkdhl fohsfhdu ;uhs''' u,sfh msx yx
whshkdhl yduqrejkag'''ZZ idudkH fm< mka;sfha isiqhl jQ
iukau,S wu;d wef.a uj lSjd h'
zzbiafldaf, jeyqfjd;ska fldfydukx lsh, uy.,alvj,
hkak o wfm wud''' w,s bkak bi folla myq lrkak k'''ZZ
iukau,S ms<s;=re kakd h'
zzuq;=nKav,f.a f,dhg;a hkak tkak remsh,a iailaj;a
.kS' fldfyo tal;a wo fjd;a fyg kE''' fyg fjd;a wksoao
kE''' <ufhl=g biafldaf, hkak mqjka jdykhlahe tal'''ZZ f
152

p, ,shkf.a

w;r iukau,Sf.a mshd f.g f.dv h'


.,al=,u mdi, jid oeu isjqjfyd;a th uq m%foaYh u
uqyqK fok fYdalckl brKula jkq we;' mdi,la jid oeu
mmd,kuh" l<ukdlrKuh ;Skajls' f ;Ska ;SrK .kakka
tlaflda tleia lKqka h' ke;sk Wjukdfjka u weila jid
iskakjqka h'
zzbiafldaf, jykak .;a;= ;SrfK" l,dfm ;SrKhla fkfuhs'
Tl msmiafi f,dlafld''' ux lsfj foaYmd,k n,mE ;shkjd
;s,ld'''ZZ tk iji Ydka; lSf h'
zzn,uq frlag yn fj,d''' thd lshk foa wkqj B<`. mshjr
.kakjd'''ZZ
;s,ld fjkia h' f fjki weh ;=< ;ud fndfyda ld,hla
wfmalaId lf<a h' ta i|yd Tyq lf<a wehg fmd;m; ,ndu;a ;ud
okakd foa lshd u;a muKs' jir lsysmhla ;=< l%udkql+, j weh
fjkiajkq oelSu ;u wNs,dIh jqj;a ;s,ld ;=< tn fjkila
isjkq oelSug Ydka;g fkdyels h' tfy;a" ;u jD;a;Sh ;fha
uqyqK ka Yd,; u wNsfhda.hg tfrys j l< m<uq ke`.sfuka
w;am;a lr.;a Yla;sh iu`.ska kj .eyekshl Wm; ,nd is'
;udg msgqmd hk ;s,ld foi Ydka; n,d isfha wdvnrfhks'
fmdfrdka m%ldr B<`. nododf ch;s,l .=re;=h mdi,
n,d.ekSug k;r jQ w;r" y,am;s;=ud o" ;s,ld o" Y%shdKs fuka u
frdayK o .,al=,f isg mq;a;,u n,d hk we'' f,dhg f.dv
jQy' uq;=nKavd kfuys bx.S%is uq,a wl=re t'' jQ w;r .uqka th
WPdrKh lf<a we'' hkqfjks' .uqka i;= jQ tl u m%jdyk
fiajh we'' f,dhhs' nd. m%udKfha f,dhl msgqmi .= nxl=
folla i lr" we;=<g jd;dY%h ,efnk m f,dfha n| ilid
we'' f,dh u.S m%jdyk fiajhla njg m;alrf.k ;snqKs'
nxl= foflys u is fofkl=g muK ys|.; yels jQ w;r" ;j;a
ismylg muK isgf.k hd yels h' isgf.k hkakjqkag w,a,d
.ekSug f,dfha jy,fha isg my<g t,af,k w fol ;=k ;r
153

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

la jQ lU lE,s oelsh yels h' ;gqf mhg wh ;nd f.dvh


fkdyels .ehl=g f,dhg ke`. .ekSu i|yd wjYH jqjfyd;a
Nd;hg .ekSug fldg nxl=jla o f,dh ;=< h' f,dh meojQ
hre jQfha we'' uqo,d,sf.a u,kqjkaf.a tl u mq;d jQ Wlal=x h'
Wlal=xf.a ;d;a;d l nKavd fldkafodia;r rdcldh lf<a h'
Tyq ke;s odg Wlal=x ;u ;=rl= ta i`oyd fhdod .;af;a h'
y,am;s;=ud;a" .=rejr .=rejfhda lsysm fofkl=;a" mdi,
<`. iskq gq Wlal=x f,dfha ;sx. ;o lf<a mdi, foi n,ks'
bmi wiqfkys ys|f.k is l nKavd jid nei tu wiqk
y,am;s;=udg ,nd msgqmiska f.dv h' f,dh ;=< .efhda
oyhla fod<yla ;r jQy' .=re msig f.dvu msKsi l nKavd
iska nxl=j ug ndk ,' iEu .efhla u .=rejreka f.dvj;a u
;uka ys| is wiqfkka ke`.sg o" wjidkfha ish,a,kag u
ys|f.k hEug bv ,eKs' mdi, foi fld;r ysi yrjd nej;a
ks,aKS oel .ekSug Wlal=xg fkdyels h' Wlal=x iy ks,aKS
w;r jQ fm%au in|;d j ;s,ld oek is w;r" iafPd .=rejhl
f,i wef.a ku ksfoaY lsf ta ms<sn| j j.lSfuka lghq;=
l< hq;= nj m%ldY lsug ;s,ld ue,s fkdjQjd h' mdrg Rcqj
fkdfmfkk mdi,a f.dvke`.s,a,l ;=k jir isiqkag .Shla lshd
foka is ks,aKS ;ud fidhk Wlal=xf.a oEia fkdgqjd h' Tyq
f,dh bhg meoh'
f,dh ,sj,ska .yk mdf j<j,aj, jefgka o meoafoka o
Wv isfjka o fika bhg weKs' l nKavd f,dhg
f.dvjk fodr wi, u isgf.k isfha h' we'' f,dh ojilg
tla j;djla mq;a;, .sh w;r" uy.,alvj, yxh yd .,al=,u
w;r fo;=ka j;djla Odjkh lrjk ,' WoEik uy.,alvj, isg
mq;a;,u olajd msg;ajk ,x.u nihg fik`. f.k taug y;hs
;sy muK jk g .,al=,f isg f,dh uy.,alvj, yxhg
fiaka fjhs' .,al=,fuka fmrjre kjhyudrg muK msg;a jk
we'' f,dh fl,ska u mq;a;, hhs' y,am;s;=ud o" .=re msi o
f.dv jQfha tfia mq;a;,u n,d hk f,dhghs'
154

p, ,shkf.a

.=rejreka f.dvu;a iu`. u ksYaYo jQ f,dfha is .efhda


ie;mqula folla h;au h h foa l;d lsug mgka .;ay' tfy;a
fjkodg jvd je fYaIhlska yd Wkkajlska hqla; j .ehka
;ud foi n,k nj ;s,ldg jegysKs' tfy;a Bg fya;=jla wkqudk
lsug wehg fkdyels h' f,dh tfld<yhs ld,g mq;a;,
k.rhg fiaka h'
lld lr.;a m m<uqj fldGdY wOHdmk wOHlaI;=ud
uqK.eiSug ksh; j ;sKs' l,dm wOHdmk ldhd,h msysfha
tu f.dvke`.s,af,a u fjk;a fldgil h' .,al=,u jeks w;s Ialr
mdi,l ksfhda; msila wOHlaIjreka uqK.eiSug mq;a;, tau
w;sYh ,N isuls' ldhd,hg msg;ska weof.k tk msi
gq fldGdY wOHHlaI wdhodi uy;d" ;ud le|jd is jegqma
,smsldKsh wu;d" zz.,al=,f lKavdhula k tkjd fmakjd
ia" wfma wurodi WkakEfya ta mdr fudk mg,e,a,la yodf.k o
okakE'ZZ hehs lSh' .,al=,u y,am;sjrhd mg,e,s" wx i|yd
wOHlaIjrhd yd fiiq mmd,lhka w;r mjd m%isoahla Wiq,hs'
iskdiqKq ,smsldKsh ;u rdcldh wjika neka ,sms f.dKqj o
/f.k wOHlaIjrhd bfhka bj;a jQjd h'
zztkak" tkak" wurodi uy;a;hd'''' fudflda f wo
imsjka'''ZZ
zzi n,kak tkak k lsj f <uhskag'''ZZ y,am;sjrhd
z<uhskagZ hehs lSf ;udf.a .jh ;yjqre lr.kq msKsi h'
zzb;sx''' ug f uQK t;rx ks kE'''ZZ wOHlaI;=ud frdayK
foi n,d lSf h'
zzwd''' ta wfma <`. iar lrmq iafPd <ufhlafk'''ZZ
zztfy lSfofkla iafPd l<do @'''ZZ
zz;=kafokhs i'''ZZ frdayK ms<s;=re kafka wNsudkfhks'
zzb;sx wd ldrfKa lsjkx''''' ;s,l ia ysia w;skau o wdf'''ZZ
;s,ld ljqre;a fydka oek ykhs' wOHlaIjrhdf.a f wjHdc
155

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ysjg ;s,ld ksy;udkS iskyjlska ms<s;=re kakd h' wd


ldrKh y,am;s;=ud meye,s lrkq ,j wOHlaIjrhd
fiiaikaf.ka lsisjla uiSug W;aidy fkdoe h' frdayK yd
Y%shdKs i;= we;s ,smsf.dkq follska O lvodis" ;s,ld w;g
m;ajkq gq wOHlaIjrhd jyd ish ia:djrh meye,s lf<A h'
zzuu .,al=,u jykjg fm!oa.,sl j reoaOhs''' tal uu k
;ekl lshkak nh kE'''ZZ Tyq lSf i;Hhs'
zzug fmakj lKavdhu u wdf f .ek l;d lrkak fyd|
iQodkulska lsh,d''' wms huq l,dm wOHlaI;=ud yn fjkak'''
wkak wo t;=ud ldhd,fha bkakj''''ZZ
fldGdY wOHlaI wdhodi uy;d fukau l,dm wOHlaI;=ud o
;s,ldg wd.ka;=lhska fkdf' Tjqkaf.a fiajhg ;snqfKa ndOd
folls' bka m<uqjekak m%;smdok m%udKj;a fkduhs' fojekak
foaYmd,k we`.s,s .eiSh' f four w;r yels Wmu m%udKfhka
ish rdcldh bgq lsug Tjqyq lem jQy'
zz,shq tjkx lS ldf,lska lr.kak mqjka foaj,a o
fjd'''ZZ l,dm wOHlaI ldhd,hg weo hk w;r;=r Y%shdKs
lSf y,am;sjrhdg wefik f,i h'
ish,a, .,al=,ug ys;lr f,iska u is f' l,dm
wOHlaIjrhdf.a ldhd,fha is ie,iq wxYfha ks,Odhd;a"
fldka;%d;alrejl=;a fldGdY wOHlaI;=ud yd msi mefK;a u
msg jQy'
zzwd''' wdhodi uy;a;hd tkak'''ZZ
zzi" f .,al=,f y,am;s;=udhs" .=reuKavf,a ksfhda;
msil=hs we;a'''ZZ
zzwd''' tkak tkak'''ZZ wOHlaI;=ud ne?re ;;ajhla fmkakq
fkdlsu b;d fyd|h'
zzwd'' f'' wfma ;s,ld iafka'''ZZ ;s,ld foi ne l,dm
wOHlaIjrhd l=m.j iskdiqfka h' wOHdmk ks,Odka ;udj
156

p, ,shkf.a

y`kd f.k isu ;udg Yla;shls' th wdvnrhg fya;=jla o h


yel' tu wdvnrh idOdrK h' tfy;a fuh wdvnr fjka ish
hq;= fudfyd;la fkdf' ish,a,g u fmr ;s,ld biair jQjd h'
zzi wfma biafldaf, .ek wiqn wdrxhla ;sfhkjd'''ZZ
zzb;ska''' uu udrejla yo,d fokak gjqfu biafldaf,lg'''
tkakfld fikag%,a tlg''ZZ ;s,ld mshfidau uy;df.ka tn`
m%;spdrhla wfmalaId fkdl<d h' wehg oeKqfka oe wmyiq;djls'
tfia k ;ud meKs .uk M, rys; o @ .,al=,u jid ouk
;Skajg wNsfhda. lsu ys;jla muK o @ h weiska y,am;s;=ud
foi ne ;s,ld Tyqf.a uqyqfKys i;=gq iajNdjhla h'
zzi .,al=,u jyk tl g wjqre y; wglg Wv l<d
k wmsg Wk;a ksiaioaoj u ta ;SrKhg wjk; fjkak fjkjd'
ta jqKdg myq.sh wjqre lSsmfha lemS fmfkk fjkila yeu
wxYhlska u'''ZZ ;s,ldg l;dj wjika lsug jqfka ke;'
zz<ufhda Th ;SrfKag imQKfhka u reoaO flfkla
uu''' f bkafk Thd,f. fldGdY wOHlaI;=udf.ka u wy,
n,kak'''ZZ wdhodi uy;d iskdiqfka l,dm wOHlaI;=ud" ;s,ldg
k.rhg tkakehs lshd l< ljglug h'
zzThd, <`. imQK o;a;" f;dr;=re iia;rd;aul j we;s'''
uu okak foa lsh,d uu l;d l<d''' uu l;d l<d <uhs jeu
.ek" YsIH;aj m%;sM, .ek" ix.S;" lS%vd ch.%yK .ek''' ta;a uy
weue;s;=ud ;uhs jykak ksh; mdi,a kjh w;rg .,al=,u;a
od, ;sfhkafka''' tal uOHu wdKAvqfjka m<d;a iNdjg mjrmq
j.lSula'''ZZ
zztal uy wmrdOhlafk i'''ZZ Y%shdKs wdf.YS,S j lSjd h'
zzuu f lshkafk ta .ek ug fudl=;a lrkak neye lsh,
fkfuhs''' uu ys;=j biafldaf,kq;a ta .ek frdaOhla kE lsh,d'''
.,al=,u jykak fhda;hs lsju uu lmd jqk ye uf.a fkdakg
l;d lr, wy, n,kak' ta;a biafldaf, ksfhda;hd ksyvj bkak
fldg ux fldfyduo lg wkafk @ flda f wurodi uy;a;hd
157

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lgj;a weh o" wms y,am;s /iaf Th .ek l;d lroa'''ZZ


l,dm wOHlaI;=ud ish,a, ksjer j islrhs'
zzi flg h n,mEula lrkak ;ju bvlvla ;sfhkj
lsh, i ys;kj o @'''ZZ ;s,ldf.a iajrh ;SrKd;aul h' ye`.=nr h'
zzidudkHfhka pl%f,alhla fjkia lrkak nE''' Thd, Yajdi
lrhso ukao" wms m,d;a wOHlaI;=ud tlal;a l;d l<d''' t;fldg
t;=ud lsj foa ;uhs uu uqKisxy iag l,ska lsfj''' wr gjqug
tkak lsh,'''ZZ ;s,ld lg fldklska iskdiqkd h' tys wj{djla
igyka j ;sKs' weh y,am;s;=ud foi n,d h<s Y%shdKs foi
nejd h' zzfufyu ms%kaism,a,d fmd,ams;sj,skq;a lmd .;a;Els'''ZZ
fofokdf.a u is;aj, igyka ;sKs'
zzn,kak iag wurodi''' y,am;s /iaug udfilg miafi
;uhs pl%f,alh ksl=;a lf<a'' wvq ;rf frdaO;dj l,ska f.kdj
k" fudkj y lrkak ;snqKd'''ZZ l,dm wOHlaI;=ud ;=< o
y,am;sjrhd ms<sn| oe wm%idohla bm ;sKs'
zzux''' ux''' ug tkak Wfka kE i'''ZZ ;s,ld frdayK legqj
wdf kslu fkdf' f isoah isheiska oeln,d .ekSug oeka
.,al=,f u mxlrejl= is' Tyq .ug f.dia f m%jD;a;sh
lSj o fkdlSj o Tyq i;Hfha judk idlaIslrejl= yudr h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
l,dm wOHlaI;=ud uqK.eiSug hdug lsisjl=;a iafPdfjka
bm;a fkdjQj o frdayK lej hdu ms<sn| j .,al=,u oHd,fha
we;efula fkdiaiq iy.; jQy'
zzn,m,a,flda wr frdayKhfk oeka jhsia ms%kaism,a fj,d
;sfhkafka'''ZZ ch;s,l uy;ah" ch;siai uy;d iu`. lSf h'
zz.sys,a, n,uqflda Wkaoe,d fjkia lrk ye pl%f,afl'''
fudkak uy;a;hd lsj" tal uy weue;s;=udf.a vrhla'''
158

p, ,shkf.a

tal fjkia lrkj fndre'''ZZ ch;siai lSf h'


zzoeka f biafldaf, rdcld fiaru flfrkafka fldfykaj;a
wdmq Wkag k yg''' ch;siai uy;a;hd okakj o" ;reK
iudchlafoda fudllafoda msysfgdaf.k tafl kdhlh;a Th
frdayKh''' wfka fydgq fmr fmr uf.a mx;sfha ysgmq ,d
mexpd'''ZZ
zzia f firu b;sx wr fokakf. Wjukdjg fjk jevfka''ZZ
f wd l;kaor ksudKh ;sKs'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
zzwms uy weue;s;=ud yuqfjuq o'''ZZ fhdackdj wdhodi
uy;df.ks'
zzm,d;a wOHlaI;=ud oekqj;a lrkak fjhs'''ZZ l,dm wOHlaI
mshfidau uy;d lSf l,amkdjl ksu.ak fjks'
zzwfka T i''' wms W;aidy lr,d n,uq'''ZZ
mshfidau uy;d rl:kfha iSjrh w;g f.k wxl
lsysmhla tnqf h'
zzm,d;a wOHlaI;=ud bkakj o'''' wd i o''' i ux mshfidau'''
wr jyk mdi,a ,ehsia;=j'''ZZ Tyq ish,a, ia;r lf<a h' .,al=,u
oHd,h jid oeug l,dm wOHlaI;=ud ;=< o we;s fkdleue;a;
fudkjg bka meye,s h'
zz'''fyd`ouhs i''' bkak ux wy,d n,kakx'''ZZ
iSjrfha fl,jrla w;ska jid.;a l,dm wOHlaIjrhd''''
zz,nk nodod weue;s;=ud tlal m,d;a wOHlaI;=udf.a idlPdjla
;sfhkj oyhg' talg mehla ;r hhs''' tal bjr fjk ghs
tlg tkak mqjka o wykjd" l=reKE.,g''ZZ
'''nE lsfjd;a f .Ekq fokak;a" frdayK fldj;a wdmiq
.ufka ;ud urd oeug bv we;' tfyhska y,am;s;=udf.a
159

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

uqka" zzhuq fkaoehsZZ weisKs'


wdmiq .ufka y,am;s;=ud iu`. l;d fkdl< ;s,ld"
zzta /iaug ;j lla iQodk fj,d hxZZ hehs lSf Y%shdKsg;a"
frdayKg;a wefik m h'
zzne Wfkd;a .uu f.kshuq kx.s l=reKE.,g'''ZZ Y%shdKs
hula lSf b|ysg jqjo ta iEu jelshl u Yla;sh ms ;sKs'
zzug fj,djlg ysf;kjd" ;s,ld Thd .sh wd;af f .f
ksiaiqkaf. kEfhla fj,d bm,d yshd j;ao lsh,d'''ZZ Y%shdKs
tfia lSf uy.,alvj, isg we'' f,dfha hk w;r;=r h'
y,am;sjrhd uy.,alvj, k;r jQfha h'
zzwo wms fkd.shdkx''' wdfh l;d folla kE''' jyk tl
jykjd'''ZZ frdayK o lSf h'
zzwms fldhslg;a ig lshuq fyg .=re uKavf,a /ia lr,d"
wo l;d lrmq foaj,a lshkak lsh,d'''ZZ
zztal fyd|hs'''ZZ Y%shdKs lSf ;s,ld i;= l<ukdlrK
l=i,;d ms<sn| u; fjks'
fndfyda ksiqka yg fjkil Wjukdj oefka' Tjqka fjkila
i|yd Wrug o leue;s f' tfy;a ish,af,da ljqreka fyda uq,
mqrk f;la n,d ys;s' Y%shdKs ;=< .,al=,u oHd,fha mydksh
ms<sn| oe fokdjla fukau th fjkia lsu i|yd mqmqre .ik
wNs,dIhla o ;snqK o wehg ;kshla oeksks' th iajNdl h'
tfy;a ;s,ldf.a ls%hdl,dmh wehg ls%hd;aul u i|yd u. jr
lr kafka h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
uy weue;s;=ud iu`. flfrk idlPdj fln foehs is;d
.ekSug W;aidy l< ;s,ld Ydka;f.ka fndfyda .=reyrel .;a;d h'
m.Kl myiql ke;;a wfha fofla ldfnda len,s u;
160

p, ,shkf.a

ma,e.ak l+re yd mdg l+re wdOdrfhka jK .kajd we| ;snQ


jg m%ia;dr" ;Sre m%ia;dr fukau fLd m%ia;dr" ;j;a j.= oyhla
fod<yla o Tjqka iQodk lrf.k ;snqfKa l,dm wOHlaI;=ud
yuqug fmr isg h' uy weue;s;=ud iu`. l< hq;= idlPdj
ms<sn| Wmfoia .ekSug Ydka; .=re ix.ufha chkd:
ifydaorhd yd rl:k idlPdjla mj;ajd ;snqKs' ish Wmfoia
,ndka Ydka; wjidkfha''' zzfldfydug;a Th foaYmdfjda uyd
jkprfhda ;s,ld'''ZZ hehs lSf ;u ohdnr | fj; ,ndfok
fm!oa.,sl Wmfoil iajrfhks'
uy weue;s;=ud uqK.eiSug ksh; nododjg fmr w`.yrejdod
l,dm wOHlaI;=udf.a ks, r:h .,al=,u mdif,a lvq,a,
bmi k;rjQfha ish,a,ka u;hg m;alrks' tfy;a
wOHlaI;=ud fjkqjg nei wdf Tyqf.a hre h' ldhd,
ldurhg hqyqiq j .sh Tyq y,am;s;=ud w; ,smshla ;eh' ;ud
ta fudfydf;a t;ek isu fyd|hehs Y%shdKsg miqj is;sks' ,smsh
lshejQ y,am;s;=udf.a uqyqK ;rula ne?re h' fldfydug;a
miq.sh i;sfha l,dm ldhd, ixpdrfhka miq Tyqf.a uqyqfKys
t;r l,t<shla olakg fkd,eKs'
zzia ;s,lg fmdvla tkak lshkak'''ZZ wurodi uy;d
Y%shdKs wu;d lSy'
tu ,smsfhka lshe ;snqfKa" l,dm wOHlaI;=udf.a;a n,j;a
fm/;a;h u; .,al=,u jidoeug we;s frdaOh ms<sn| j m,d;a
wOHlaI;=ud uy weue;sjrhd oekqj;a lr we;s njhs' tfyhska
miqjod meje;afjk idlPdjg wod, ish,a,ka le|jd we;s nj;a"
ta i|yd fydka iQodk mefKk f,i;a jerg;a okajd ;snQ
tu ,smsh l,dm wOHlaI;=udf.a w;awl=ka u ,shejqKls'
zzwms fldfydu;a to;a .sfha iQodkkafka i'''ZZ ;s,ld
lSjd h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
161

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

l=reKE., msys uy weue;s ldhd,hg .,al=,f msi


<`.d fjoa fmrjre oyh ;snqKs' mdi, jid oeug tfrys j
flfrk fuu wr.,hg iyh ug bm;a is .uq l;sld fldg
uy.,alvj,ska ;S%frdao r:hla f.kajd .;af;da h' mdi, jeiSf
wjodku''' ta i|yd y,am;sjrhdf.a iy ;j;a lsysm fofkl=f.a
we;s iQodku''' Bg tfrys wr.,h''' ;s,ldf.a uey;au''' ish,a,
.uqka oek.;af;a frdayKf.ks' th" frdayK yels iEu fofkl=
iu`. u lSf mdmhla f,iska fkdf' .uqka oekqj;a lsu
;u hq;=lula fia Tyq is;=f h' .fuka k.rh lrd fmrjre yh
muK fjoa msg;a jk lsis jdykhla fkdjQfhka .uq ;S%frdao
r:hla iQodk l<y'
;s,ld we;= msi uy weue;s ldhd,h fj; le|jk ,oafoa
tfld<yhs ld,g muK h' uqukska u jdhqiukh lr ;snQ tys
tla fldKl jQ idlPd fihl m,d;a wOHlaI;=ud o" l,dm
wOHlaI;=ud o" fldGdY wOHlaI;=ud o uy weue;s;=ud iu`. ys|
ishy' uy weue;s;=ud wdikakfha u ys| isfha m,d;a f,al jQ
w;r" ish,af,da uy;a .reire we;s j yeisfrk ols;au ;s,ld
;=< we;s jQfha fkdmyka ye`.Suls' b;d ksy`v jQ iqi,a ldurfha
.Dy NdKav ukdj kv;a;= lr ;snqKs' iEu ;ekl u .e,fmk
jKhkaf.ka ;nd ;snQ u,a fmda foi Wjukdfjka ne ;s,ld"
f jk g ;=ka y;r j;djla ;u ysfia isg mdodka;h olajd
j.sh uy weue;sjrhdf.a lEor fk;= kqgqjd h'
m,d;a wOHlaIjrhdf.a wkska idlPd fih jgd jQ mqgq
iSrefjka msgqmig weo msi ys|.;ay' ;ud bmsg ys| isk
uy weue;sjrhdf.a oEia ols;au" Ydka;f.a Wmfoia ;s,ldg jyd
isysm;a h' ;o l meye;s iulska hq;a f ;rndre ksidf.a
;g ysi Tyqf.a wj,iaik je lf<a h' ueKsla lgqj olajd u
jefik fia ye| is w;a. lifha iqmdg" Tyqf.a if
jKfha l meyeh ,sfik ;;ajhlg m;alr ;sKs' ;ju;a
weismsh fkdfy<d ;udf.a uqyqK foi n,d isk f ksidf.a
yeisu ;s,ldg f.k kafka wmyiqjls' uy weue;s;=ud ms<sn`o
162

p, ,shkf.a

O lgl;d .=rejreka w;r me;sr hhs' Tyqf.a is;e`.s bgq lrkafka


k" udreula idod.ekSu myiqh hkak tn` ckm%sh l;djls'
udreula idod.ekSu i|yd uy weue;s;=ud fm!oa.,slj
yuqjk f,i .=re,shka oekqj;a lsug ie meyekq iyprhka
msila Tyq jgd h' tn .=re,shka yg uy weue;s;=udf.a cx.u
rl:k wxlhla ,nd foa' ;ud wu;k .=re,sh weyeg lKg
fmfkk ;eke;a;shla o hkak ms<sn| t;=udf.a iyprfhda u
t;=ud oekqj;a lr;s' idlPd j w;rueo uy weue;s;=ud ;u
fldkafoaish bm;a lrhs'
zziaf.a Wjukdj bgq lrkak kx ug;a Wojla k'''ZZ t;=ud
lshkafka iglmg f,i iskdfika" ;u ju;ska kslg w;.dks'
ldhd,fha iskg tn weue;=ula ,enqKfyd;a" ish ydkais
mqgqfjys miqmig nE ys wka ;u fldkafoaish fygq lrhs'
kla fun weue;=ula ,oafoa Tyq jdykfha .uka lrka
ish h' jdykfha isfha hrd muKs' uy weue;s;=ud b,a,k
Woj f;are.; fkdyels jQ rl:kfha wfkla mi is .=rejh
zzi fudk jf.a WojlaoehsZZ weiqjd h'
zzwfka pQ nnd okafk u kE fkao''''@ZZ uy weue;s;=ud Wm
.=rejhl iu`. f;dfod,a fjkq hre wid isfha ms<sl=f,ks'
zzlshkak i i,a,s o @ZZ
zzi,a,s''' i,a,sj,g jvd ug Thd jkjd''' uu lsfj f'''
f''' Yfrg Wojla'''ZZ rl:k weue;=u ika h' hrd
;u l;djg wjOdkh fhdud is nj Tyq f;are .;af;a ;udg
fkdoekSu f.h wvq ;snQ neKs'
zzfudflda nx .dgkafka'''ZZ Tyq .=.=f<a h' kej; r:h mshEug
.;af;a h'
f wmQre foni flfia fyda ckms%h lgl;djla njg m;ah'
th fkdo;a .=rejrhl= jhU m,d; ;=< ke;' udre .ek ks;r
Wkka jk .=rejhka wu;d zzYfrg Wojla hxZZ hehs ifydaor
163

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

.=rejre ysjg lSy' fuu lgl;df uQ,slhd ;u hrd hehs uy


weue;sjrhd iel lf<a h' i;s lsysmhlg miq wysxil ksidf.a
isrer l,amsh m%foaYfha j.=re ul ;s yuq h' ;u hrd urd
oeuQjkag Wmu o`vqj muqKqjk nj ckudOH Tiafia jqrka lS
uy weue;sjrhd Tyqf.a wju`.=f,ys ish ho o oe h'
.eyekqka i|yd oyia .Kka uqo,a ho l< hq;= jqj o"
udreula i|yd tk wysxil .=re,shlf.a udxYfhka
fkdf,a u ,nd.kakd w,a,i ,nd.ekSug by; lgl;dj
;rula ndOd f.k kafka h' tfyhska Bg uq,a jqfha hehs ;ud
wkqudk lrk hrd urd oeuQfha ;u wNsu;h m nj okafka
uy weue;s;=ud;a ;j;a lsysm fofkl=;a muKs'
zzoeka wfma .,al=,f .=re uKav,h''' biafldaf, jykjg
leue;s kE'''ZZ
;s,ld;a" Y%shdKs;a" frdayK;a y,am;s;=ud foi ney'
zzi''' myq.sh wjqre fol;=kl ld,h we;=<; biafldaf,g
we;= jk <uhs .dk je fj,d ;sfhkjd'''ZZ jir oyhl
myf<djl y,am;s w;aoelS we;s mqoa.,hl=f.a fm!reIh .ek
;s,ldg we;s jQfha wkqlmdjls'
y,am;s;=udf.a wia:djr ms<s;=r w;r;=r ;ud bfha ys|
isk mshlre ;reK .=rejh w;g ,smsf.dkq lsysmhla m;ajkq
ish,af,da gqfjda h'
zzwd''' b|.kak'''ZZ ldurhg wd iyldr f,al yd ckudOH
ks,Od wu;d uy weue;s;=ud lSf h' Tjqyq o idlPd fifha
b|.;ay'
zzi''' wmsg m.Kl myiql kE''' f fiaru w;ska ;ud
lf<a'''ZZ ;u Y%djlhka tfia fufia msila fkdjk ksid u ;u
oEf;a isyska fj,Sula we;ls nj ;s,ldg oeKsks'
zzf ;sfhkafk wfma mdif,a YsIH ixLdf jOkh myq.sh
wjqre oyh we;=<;'''ZZ l%ulal%ufhka wvq fjka meje;s YsIH
ixLHdj myq.sh wjqre my ;=< iS>%fhka jOkh we;s whqre
164

p, ,shkf.a

oelafjk fLd m%ia;drhla ish,a,kag olajka ;s,ld lSjd h'


m,d;a f,al;=ud yd wOHlaIjre m%ia;drhg jvd Wkkafjka
;s,ld foi n,d ishy'
zzi f myq.sh wjqre my ;=< YSIH;aj Ndf.a iu;a jqK
<uhs ixLHdj l%ufhka oyh olajd je fj,d ;sfhkjd''' fN!;sl
mirh ixjOkhg wms lrmq ls%hdldrl f'''ZZ
wju jYfhka m%ia;dr mylaj;a Tjqkag fmkajk ;s,ld
wjidkfha fndrejla o lSjd h'
zzwms f fiaru y,am;s;=f.a ldhd,fha m%oYkh lrkakhs
ilia lf<a'''ZZ
weh ksy`v jQfha .,al=,u y, jid oef ;Skaj ms<sn|
iqnjd fjkila ljqreka fyda j.lsj hq;a;l=f.ka wfmalaId
lrks' l=ula lsjhq;= o @ m.Kl myiql yd fiiq .=Kd;aul
fhojq f.dv.id we;s k.rfha mdi,la .ek jqj fun l%udkql+,
jrKhla ,nd.; fkdyel' .=re jD;a;shg fldfyka k
m%dN+; jQ ;eke;a;shla o f" hk mekh iu`. ish,a,ka wkaka
l=kaka ishy'
mshlre .=rejh foi n,d oEiska weh Wrd fndka is uy
weue;sjrhdf.a .scq l,amkdj ;s,ldf.a y`ka ;u ldurh msh;a u
w;=reoyka jQfha h' wef.a l;d ,dYh iu`. weia kegfjk
wdldrh" uqyqfKq wNskhka foi n,ka uy weue;sjrhd ,enqf
fjkuu wdldrhl kaokhls' uqKsj; /lSu mrdch Ndr .ekSuls'
.,al=,u oHd,h jeiQj;a ke;;a ljqreka fyda f ksy`v;dj ksud
l< hq;= h' j.lsjhq;a;ka ish fokd u tlsfkld foi nefha
hula lshkakehs tlsfkldg wdhdpkd lrks'
ksia lgy`vlg fmr uy weue;s;=udf.a w;ska fih u;
;snQ iSkqjj kdo h'
zzf i, ia, lhg u f;a ,Eia;s lrkak'''ZZ ldurhg
j wd fiajlhl=g wK flKs'
165

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzwmsg uOHu rcfhka oekq , ;sfhkafk''' f jf.a wvqu


<uhs .dkla bkak mdi,a lsysmhla f;dar, jykak lsh,''' ta <uhs
<`. fjk;a mdi,lg wkqhqla; lr, ho wvq lr.kak .;a;=
mshjrla tal'''ZZ m,d;a wOHlaI;=ud lSf .,al=,f lKavdhu lS
lsisjla wNsfhda.hg ,lalsug fkdf' hula lsjhq;= neKs'
zzi fldfydu;a .=rejrekag m f.jkjfka''' fjk kx
houla wfma biafldf,a fjkqfjka orkjo lsh,d wms okakE'''
<uhskaf.a fm<fmd;a we fldfya ysh;a fokjd''' .=Kd;aul
fhojq lsh,d ynfjk lvodis" mEka lkx .fukau Wk;a
fydhd .;a;Els''' fudlo f.dvke`.s,a,l u;l we;s ldf,lska
iur lla .d, kE''' l,dm wOHlaI;=udhs fldGdi wOHlaI;=uhs
.eg f.dvla ueo b`of.k wmsg Wmu iyhla fokjd''' wka;su
mam;a mdi,a m%cdjl odhl;ajh wms ,ndf.k ;shk ye n,kak
ig tkak mqjka kx wms yu i;=gqhs'''ZZ Y%shdKsf.a y`v
lsisjl=g;a l;d lsug h bvla ;snqfKa k th uqukska u wyqrd
oef h'
zzhflda f biafldaf, Tlafldu tlhsfk'''ZZ fndfyda
fofkl=g tfia is;Kss'
zzfyd|hs''' uu wdvnr fjkjd f lKAvdhu .ek''' wfma'''
;s,ld''' ;s,ld uqKisxy fkao''' jf.a .=rejre uf.a m,df; ysu
ug wdvnrhla'''ZZ
msi l=vd jqjop uy weue;s;=ud l;d lrkafka Pkao
/iaul fuks' l,dm wOHHlaI;=udf.ka hula wid uy weue;s;=ud
th ish kfmdf;ys igyka lr.kq ;s,ld gqjd h' th ;udf.a
ku h hq;= h' h hla o ta .ek miqj wehg is;sKs'
zzuu wOHdmk weue;s;=ud oekqj;a lrkak''' wms .,al=,u
oHd,h jidoef pl%f,alh wfydais lruq'''ZZ uola Tfnka
ys| is wOHdmk f,al foi n,ka uy weue;s;=ud lSf h'
;s,ldf.a i;=g ksys ke;s h'
166

p, ,shkf.a

zzwms ig ia;+;shs lshkafk kE''' fndfydu msx''' f bkafk


wfma .=re uKavf,ag uq,ska iafPd .=rejrfhla yehg inkaO
fj,d miafia iar jqkq wfma biafldaf,a u wd YsIHfhla'''
;=kafofkla inkaO lr.;af;a .=re ys`.h W.% ksid'''ZZ ;s,ld
y,am;s;=ud foi n,ka l;d l<d h'
zzi''' wmsg nefjhs o biafldaf,a wvqmdvq lla muy.kak
Wojla .kak'''ZZ
Y%shdKs tfia weiqf tjeks fhdackdjla ;s,ldf.ka isu
kqiqiq hehs ye`.=Kq neKs' uy weue;sjrhdf.a .scq oEi ;s,ldf.a
isrer mqrd jhkq weh uq, isg u gqjd h'
zzn,uq''' n,uq''' uu ta me;af; tkakhs ys;df.k bkafk'''ZZ
uy weue;sjrhd lSf iglmg whqka iskdfiks'
zzia oex wjqre lShla o .,al=,f @''''ZZ uy weue;sjrhd
;s,ldf.ka weiqf ish,a,ka f;a fndka ish h'
zzyhla myq jqKd i'''ZZ
zz. m,d; @''''ZZ f Tyq l=reudk w,a,kaf.a udreula
.ek l;d lsug o @ frdayK ;s,ld wi, u /fKa" ;u
uEKshl n .=rejh iu`. f ksid l;d lsu mjd Tyq
kqreiaik neKs'
zzuu r;akmqf i''' uuhs uy;a;hhs .,al=,f .=re ksjdfi
bkafk''' uy;a;hd nrKkalgqf'''ZZ ;s,ldf.a ms<s;=frka uy
weue;sjrhd uola miqnd .sfha h'
f;a mdkfha ;s,ld iu`. m,d;a f,al;=ud o" wOHlaI;=ud o
jvd;a l=m.=j l;d l< w;r wef.a ku Tjqkaf.a igyka fmd;aj,
,shd.kq ,eKs' ish,a,ka uy weue;s ldhd,fhka msgux jqfKa
oyj,a tlg muK h'
zzuy weue;sjrhdf.a uey;a fuka .,al=,u oHd,h
jeiShdfuka je<flaZZ k lsysmhlg miqj mqj;am;a lsysmhl tu
mqj; oel.; yels h'
167

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzoeka Thd,d fudl=;a lr, u kEfka'''ZZ Ydka; iskdfika


lSh'
zzuy jkpr mdg ksfyla Ydka;'''ZZ ;s,ld lSjd h'
.,al=,u oHd,h jeiShdu k;r f we;a; l;dj
frdayKf.ka uq .u u oek.;ay'

168

p, ,shkf.a

11
Ydka; i;= ixOdkd;aul yelshdjka ms<sn`o j .uqka oek
.;af;a" .,al=,u zkef`.k ;reZ l%Svd iudch yryd h' l%Svd iudchla
jqj th u;a ixOdkd;aul mokula fkdue;s tluq;=jls' .f
mdi,a f.dia yudr jQ fld,af,da o" uehg wdikak jQ mqoa.,fhdaa o
.,al=,u oHd, N+fha l=vd bv lvl i;shg k fol ;=kla
yekaoE hdf fjd,sfnda,a .eiQy' l,lg by; foaYmd,{fhl=
iska m%odkh lrkakg fhk fjd,sfnda, folla" oe,la" l
l+re yhla" ne ms;s foll=;a" fgksia fnda, ka tll=;a f l%Svd
iudcfha j;al h' ta ish,a, ;ekam;a lsug fmd ia:dkhla
fkdjQ ksid ;reK msi iafPdfjka u tajd .,al=,u oHd,fha
ldhd, ldurfha we;s mrK w,audfha msgqmi ish,a, ;ekam;a
lf<a h' yekaoE hdufha l%Svd lsug n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka k"
tla ;reKfhla meK mdi, ksuug m%:u tajd ,nd.; hq;= h'
tk l%Svd lr myqjod h<s;a Ndru tl`.;dj h' kuq;a ;s,ld
.=re ksjdifha k;r u;a iu`. u y,am;s;=ud ldhd,fha h;=re
ish,a, wehg Ndr hEug mqre isfha h' tfyhska ijig lS%vd
lsug mefKk fld,a,kaf.a wjYH;dj m lS%vd WmlrK u o
h<s;a tajd ;ekam;a lsu o ;s,ldg mejereKq ;j;a rdcldhls'
weh th lf<a n,j;a leue;af;ks' ;reKfhda fukau ;reK h
blaujd .sh o .efhda yji yh yhdudr jk ;=re mdi,a N+fha
/ isu wehg i;=gls' lS%vd lrkakka ;u mji ksjd .kafka
.=re ksjdifha ueiaila u; we;s ;s,ldf.a l<f.hlsks' yjia
fjoa we;e fkl wef.a l<f. fol u ysia lsug fld,af,da
169

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

iu;a jQy' tfy;a Tjqka kslau hEug m<uq j l<f. fol /f.k
msf fldaka jx.=j fj; jf.dia l<f. folg u j;=r mqrjd
wdmiq f.ke;a ;eug wu;l fkdl<y' .=re ksjdifha mx jQ
w; udihla yudrla hk f;la Bg g ishhlaa ;r wE;ska
msys fldaka jx.=f k< <s| fj; f.dia j;=r f.k wdf
;ksj u h' tfy;a fndfyda fkl <s| <`. is fyda <s|g hka is
.eyekshl" msfhl= wehg j;=r f.ke;a ug ldreKsl h'
zzia lvq,a,
tjkjfk'''ZZ

<`.g

we;a

lE.eyqjkx

ux

klj

;s,ld j;=r f.k tkq olsk iquk,;d ks;r lSjd h'


yekaoEjg f.j,g j;=r f.k taug ms k< <s| fj; tkafka j;=r
ner,a mqrjd .;a ,ane/lal ;,a lrf.k h' lsisjl= <| wi,
fkdue;s wjia:djla n,d tys hEug fndfydag ;s,ld W;aidy
lf<a ;ukaf.a meKSu Tjqkg lrorhla fh hk mQjl,amkh
ksid h' tfy;a .uq wehg wjHdc j Wmldr lsug lsisfgl;a
ue,s fkdjQy'
lS%vd NdKav ,nd.ekSug we;s myiqj ksid u fld,a,ka lS%vd
lsug tk k .Kk je h' fld,a,ka .Kk o je h'
we;e fkl mdi, lS%vd mshla n` h' l<f. fo;=ka j;djla
msrug is fjhs' ,ys ,ysfha l<f. /f.k jhk fldjl=
olsk ;s,ld"
zzfkd;a tfyu w;a l<hla f.akak fjhs'''ZZ lE.Ef
ysjg fkdf' tfy;a" bka tla l<hla fka ueiafika ug
fmr<Sfuka ;s,ld w;ska u h' l<f.hla wvq we;s nj j<x
f.org wdrx jkafka o lS%vd idudcfha idudlhka u`.sks'
miqk u wmQre l<f. folla nhsisl,fha ,ef.ach u; ne|.;a
fiod .=re ksjdihg meK" zzw;a biafldaf,a ydfkaf.a l<hla
kd lsh,d fld,af,d lsjd''ZZ hehs lshka l<f. fol
ms<slkak me;af;a ;em;a lf<a h'
zzwfka fndfydau ia;+;shs udf'''ZZ lS weh f.g j.sfha uqo,a
170

p, ,shkf.a

f.k taug nj o;a wysxil .ehd jy jyd nhsisl,h o ;,a


lrf.k mdi,a lvq,a, foig .sfha h'
zzux i,a,s f.akak .shdu udud hkak;a msg;a fj,d'''ZZ ;s,ld
Wia y`ka lSjd h' wE foi iskduqiqu ne fiod" zz;shd.kak wfma
w;a biafldaf,a ydfka i,a,s'''ZZ lshka nhsisl,h mE.=f h'
;u l=,fha u flfkla kd f . ;=,dfka lsisjl=;a ;udg udud
lshkafka ke;' tfy;a msg m<d;lska meKs f ldka;dj ;u
jxyqx oek fyda fkdoek udud hehs lS whqre f.org tkf;la u
fiodf.a isf;a /ms<s/ kafka h'
zzwum hs''' w;a biafldaf,a ydfka ug i,a,s;a fokak
yejfk l<f. folg'''ZZ ;u | wu;ka fiod tfia lSf
fkd,fha .=re;=hg l< ,nd ;ud l< ymkalu .ek we;s jkQ
i;=gg;a jvd" udud hehs .=re;=h weue;Su ksid wysxil .ehd
;ud ms<s.ekSug ,lafuka Wmka ;Dma;sh fya;=fjks'
wu;r mx;s fkdmeje;afjk fkl" Ydka; .=re ksjdifha
isfha k wksjdhfhka u Tyq o fjd,sfnda,a lS%vd lrhs' mdi,a
fha isg u Ydka; olaI fjd,sfnda,a lS%vlfhls' mSGfha o bv
,efnk iEuy fgl u Tyq fjd,sfnda,a lS%vd lf<a h' .,al=,f
lsisjl=;a Ydka;f.a fjd,sfnda,a l=i,;djg ,xjk ugul
fkdishy' tfyhska Ydka; lS%vdjg iyNd.s jk iEu fkl u"
lS%vd lsug u;af;ka" jHdhdu o fjd,sfnda,a mqyqKq ieishla o
mj;ajkq ,eKs' lS%vd lsug meKs ish,af,da Bg uy;a
Woafhda.fhka iyNd.s jQy' udxYfmaIS ,sys,a lrjk jHdhdu o"
miqj we`. WKqiq lrjk jHdhdu o fgl Tjqka lf<a we| is
iru wuqvhla fia .idf.k h' tfy;a jel,a fkdhd u iEu
fokd u mdfya fldg l,siula fidhd .ekSug iu;a jQy'
zzwehs Thd,d lS%vd i;shla msysgqjd .kafk ke;af;a'''ZZ
Ydka; meK ishjqkaf.ka m%Yak lf<a kla fjd,sfnda,hg
iq<x .eiSug l=vd ms <uqka fofokl= isrdf.a kal,hg hejQ
miqj h' /iaj is myf<djla iaila ;r jQ lsisjl= i;=jj;a
171

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ms<s;=re fkd;snqKs' tlsfkld" <`. ishjqkaf.a uqyqKq ney' u;a


ixOdk mokula ke;s jQj;a ish,af,da u hg lS foaYmd,k{hdf.ka
,;a lS%vd NdKav yekajQfha lS%vd iudcfha oe," lS%vd iudcfha
fndaf, wd jYfhks' lS%vd lsug yji y;ryudr my jk g we
tk ;reK msi iaar /lshdj, kshq;= jQfjda fkdfj;s' .,al=,u
yd wjg m%Odk jfkdamdh jQ lDIsludka;fha Y%u n,ldfha
;reK msi lS%vd lsug tys we wdy' ta lS%vd im;a;=" fia"
okysia wdjrK me<|f.k fkdf' we| is iru yd lih fyda
nekshu .,jd .i u; fyda jegl weKQ Tjqyq l,si fldghla
mska lS%vd l<y' oHd mSGfha weug Nd;d l< lS%vd we
lg,h o oKysia wdjrK o Ydka; i;=j ;sKs' thska ieriS lS%vd
lrk Ydka; foi n,d isug ;s,ld wdYd l< w;r msfhka
msg;" ;r. krUk fldl=regkaf.a w;amd Ydka;f.a lS%vd bh
wkqj kegKs" fi,Ks'
zzwms fmdhg lS%vd iudchla yo, ,shdmx lruq'ZZ Ydka;
lSf lsisjl=f.ka ;u mekhg ms<s;=rla fkdue;s jQ neKs'
fndfyda fofkla zzyd iZZ hehs lSy'
zzyenehs flg .Ekq <uhs ll=;a inkaO lr.kak
fjkjd'''ZZ Tyq ;j;a u;la lsula lf<a h'
.,al=,u zkef`.k ;reZ lS%vd iudch werfUkafka tf,i h'
lS%vd iudch i|yd wjYH oelau" fufyjr" wruqKq" w;=re
jHjia:dj wd ish lreKq ;reKshka w;ska ksudKh jkafka
Ydka;f.a Wmfoia yd wlaIKh u; h' th lrej,.iajej m%dfoaYSh
f,al ldhd,fha" lS%vd yd fmd lghq;= ks,Odhdf.a iyh u;
,shdmx flKs' lS%vd iudcfha iEu iNd jdrhlg u
fkdjrojd u Ydka; iyNd.s jQ w;r" lS%vd iudcfha wNsjDoah
i|yd bjy,a jk ld,Sk f;dr;=re ksrka;rfhka u fnodyod
.;af;a h' mq;a;,u ia;s%la fh!jk iudc lS%vd ;r.dj,sh i|yd
.,al=,u o ta jif iyNd.s jQ kuq;a lsis ch.%yKhla ,nd.; fkdyels
h' tfy;a Bg jirlg miq fjd,sfnda,a wjika mQj ;r. jgh olajd
meKSug .,al=,u iu;a h'
172

p, ,shkf.a

zkef`.k ;reZ lS%vd iudcfha Wm; mdif,a lS%vd lghq;=


flfrys fnfyka u n,mEf h' th .,al=,u oHd,fha isiq
oreoehka yd Ydka; w;r in|;dj jOkh l<d muKla fkdj"
Ydka; ms<sn| j o .uqka ;=< ukd meyeula we;s ug o fya;=
h' jir folla wejEfuka" lS%vd iudc i|yd jk rcfha m%;smdok
fhdod .kska" iar fjd,sfnda,a mshla .,al=,u oHd, N+fha u
b h' lS%vd NdKav rdYshla o ,o w;r" ta ish,a, .,al=,u oHd,fha
;ekam;a lsu ms<sn| j lS%vd iudcfha lsis frdaO;djla fkd h'
bka mdi,g o uy;a m%;sM, ,eKs' mdif,a YsIH ixLHdj ishhlska
muK jej;a u" lS%vd i|yd iyNd.s jk msi o je h'
zzi''' wmg oeka <uhska lla bkakjd'''" nvquqgq;a
;sfhkjd''' lS%vd Ihg .=rejrfhla .kak ne fjhs o @'''ZZ tla
.=re idlPdjl ;s,ld pd,d h'
zzmqjx ia''' n,uq uu fldGdYfhka b,a,Sula lrkak''''ZZ
y,am;s;=ud .sh iqmqre ukafoda;aidyfhka ms<s;=re ,ndkafka h'
flfia fj;;a udi lsysmhla wejEfuka mdi, kslaIKh i|yd
meKs l,dm wOHlaIjreka ish kslaIK wjidkfha .=rejreka
iu`. meje;s idlPdfjys o fuu lreK fhdackd lsug
;s,ldg yels h' ;j;a udi lsysmhlska uy.,alvj, oHd,fha
lS%vd .=rejrhd i;shl k foll wkqhqla;hla .,al=,ug fhdackd
lr ;sKs' Tyq Ydka; o fydka ykhs' ;ud .,al=,ug
mefKk fok ;=< Wmufhka isiqkag fiajh lsug Tyq
fjfyi jQfha h'
zkef`.k ;reZ lS%vd iudchg lS%vd we ,nd.ekSu i|yd
m%foaYfha foaYmd,k{hl=f.ka wdOdr ,eKs' th lS%vd iudcfha
b,a,Sula fkdjQ neka" foaYmd,k{hdf.a fldkafoais i|yd wjk;
h hq;= fkdKs' m%;smdok ,nd.ekSu i|yd lsis foaYmd,k{hl=
fj; fkdhEf uQ,sl tl`.;djla lS%vd iudch ;=< h' tfy;a
O m%Odk foaYmd,k mlaI yd inkaO jeyshka ud.fhka
lS%vd iudch fj; we;e foaYmd,k{fhda jl%j we/hq tjd
;snqKdy'
173

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zztod f,al uy;a;hd y.eysp fjf,a ug lsjd" WU,f.


lS%vd iudcfha whg uka;S%;=ud we;a hkak lsj lsh,d'''
m,h,a,flda'''' wfh ynfjhs u fkdlshkak'''ZZ uq;= nKavd
ish u,Kqjkaf.a mq;d jQ Wlal=x wu;d lSy' Wlal=x lS%vd iudcfha
NdKavd.dljrhd h'
zzTppr Wjukdkx we,a, fokak lshkakflda''' Th tkak
lshkafka lShla y ,d B<`. Pkafog fmdaiag .yk rdcldh;a
wmsg u mgjkak'''ZZ Wlal=x lshdf.k lshdf.k .sfha h' uq;=
nKavd ksy`v h'
zz''' wr''' m,d;a iNdf isr;ak whshd wmsg we uiai,
kafk''' <`.g u we,a,''' wkak ksiaiq'''ZZ Wlal=x lshkafka m,d;a
iNd uka;S%jrhl= .ek h' uq;= nKavg ksy`vj ish fkdyels h'
zzfudflda ke;af;''' WU,g b;sx /jq,aldrhkaf. i,a,s
;rfk k''' n,uq'' n,uq'' yqya'''ZZ uq;= nKavd lSf" ln,a
nhsisl,hg ke`.S mdi, fj; mk Wlal=x foi n,df.k h'
lS%vd iudch msysgqjd jir folla blau h;a u Ydka; Tjqka
bfha kj fhdackdjla ;enqf h' ta lS%vd iudcfha idudlhka
fndfydauhla lDIsldl Y%u n,ldh ksfhdackh lrk neka
;reK f.d iudchla msysgqf woyihs' tu woyi m%ldY fjoa o
;reKfhda ;ukag yqremqre m%Yakd:h u iys; j f ;reK
.=rejrhd foi n,d ishy' tfy;a Tjqkaf.a is;a ;=< tla Yajdihla
muKla ;sKs' f ;reK .=rejrhd wmsg krlla jk hula
lsisfgl;a fhdackd lrkafka ke;'
lS%vd lsu i|yd we tk ;reKhkaf.a cjh" ls%hdYS,s;ajh
fukau jOkh jk tluq;=lu o gq Ydka;f.a is;g" fuu ;reK
msig iduqysl ksIamdok ls%hdj,shl w;aoelSu ,ndh hq;= hehs
is;d oeka fndfyda l,la .; we;' tfy;a tu fhdackdj bm;a
lsug Tyq l,ah,a n,ka isfha h' f Bg iqiq u wjia:djhs'
isxy, w;a wjqreoao miq ;snqKs' b,a jeiai jeug ;j udi
lsysmhla u we;' ;reK f.d iudch msysgqu" thg mokula
174

p, ,shkf.a

f,i iuQy f.dfmd<la wdrN lsu" .,al=,u .u fl<jf


w;ayer oud we;s je fldgqj ;kd Y=oaO lr h jr lghq;=
wdrN lsu jeks ie,iq /ila ms<sn| j Tyq ;ksj fndfyda isysk
oel ;sKs' ieneka lsisjla wrUd fkd;snqK o isfuka isu
isysk fia olska" fndfyda r hdug Ydka; reisfhls' tmuKla o
fkdj" ;u isysk wkHhkaf.a o lrka tu isysk lrd hdug
fjfyfik rxpqjla tlalr .ekSug o Ydka; ;=< we;af;a Wmka
yelshdjls'
;reK f.d iudch msysgqu o" mKa; yduqrejkaf.kla
wjir ,ndf.k mkai,a hdh f,i .uqka ykajk wlalr
folyudrl muK l=Uqre hdh taldnoaO f.dfmd<la fia wiajeoau o"
.u fl<jr by< .,al=,u je fldgqf h u;aiH j.dj is
lsu o" ta i|yd wjYH wdh;k" .eKqlrejka" im;aodhlhka
inkaO lr .ekSu muKla fkdj" tu ksIamdok wf<h i|yd
jevms<sfj,la o mshjfrka mshjr Ydka;f.a is; keue;sa m;a brej
;=< ukd fia ixOdkd;aul j igyka ;snqKs' lsisjl= iu`.
idlPd lroa Tyq ks;e;ska u ish is; kue;s igyka fmd;
.yer .;af;a h' thska lreKq Wmqgd .kska l;d lf<a h'
Ydka; h<s l,dmfha Wmkakl= fkdf' mq;a;, ia;s%lalhg
. .Kkla wE;ska Tyq Wmkafka h' Tyq ye jevqfKa o nr,sfha h'
isxyrdc jkdka;rhg udhs jQ f m%foaYh f;;a l,dmhg wh;a jQ
w;r ksiaiq l=Uqre f.d;eka lf<a wyia jeiafiks' jeis ke;sj
h<s l,dmh la oa" jeis jeu ;u l=Uqre i|yd wNsfhda.hla
jQ nj Ydka;g u;l ;sf' Tyqf.a mshd m<mqre f.dfhls' ish
umshka iu`. Tn fudn wek jki;=kaf.a megjqka fuka"
;ud o kx.S o ;d;a;d miqmi l=Uqrg .sh l=vd ld,h Ydka;g
u;l ;sf' cjimkak f.dhl= jQ mshdf.a Wo myka fkdmsg
fmrf<k mia msv,s foi l=vd ld,fha mjd ;ud n,d isfha uy;a
wdYdfjka nj Ydka; ks;r isysm;a lf<a h' ;d;a;df.a iEu
jevlu rgdjla ;sKs' ;d;a;df.a wjOdkh uqukska u l=Uqrg
fhduq fjoa ;ud kx.S iu`. jlalvlg mek uv ;jrdf.k i;=gq jQ
175

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

whqre Tyq okS' Tyq lDIsludka;h Ihhla jYfhka fkdj jk


jD;a;shla jYfhka yodrkafka ;d;a;d jev lrkq n,d isfuks'
Tyqf.a iEu mia msve,a,l u jQ oauh fiau" jlalv lvk" jlalv
nk" fmdfydr bisk ld, jljdkq Ydka; u;l ;nd .;af;a h'
Woe,a, bis,sh yels l=vd fldjl= j;au ;d;a;d ;udg l=vd Wo
flhlg gla .id kakd Ydka;g u;l h' l=vd Ydka; ,shoaol
oukq ,enQ m<uq we< kakla fuka ke ;snqKq gq ;d;a;d lsis;a
fkdlSf h' iskdiS Tyq th ksje/ lf<a Ydka; w; jQ l=vd Wo
flfhka u h'
Ydka;f.a mshd bv ys Okj;a f.dfhla fkd h' nqi,a
Nd.hlg fkdje l=vd l=Uqrla Tjqka i;= jQ w;r ljo;a bka
m%udKj;a wiajekakla ,eKs' tfy;a mshd iqm%isoaO w| f.dhl=
h' O fya;= ksid ish l=Uqre wiajeoaod .ekSug fkdyels jQ
.efhda ;d;a;df.a msysg me;+ nj Ydka;g u;l h' l=Uqre hdhl
we;s lhla jmqroa kshr nef ms<sfj,la we;' ;u l=Uqre
fldgfia Wv udhs kshr by< fldgfia f.dhd nkq ,nhs'
ju o ol=K o tfiau h' ;ukag ys;=uf;a jemsh fkdyel' wiajkq
fk<sh fkdyel' th ish fokd iu`. oauhdkql+, j l<
hq;a;ls' ke;sk ieug u mdvq isf' f.d;efka .e ;dlaIKh
fukau" kS;s;s o" is;a ;a o" Ydka; ukd fia m%.=K lf<a h'
f.org f.kk mqj;am;l f.d w;sflh Tyq lshejQfha uy;a
wNsrehlsks' ireidr t<j fldrgqj, msx;+r foi Ydka; uy;a
wdYdfjka n,d isfha h' ish l=vd bvf t<j fldgqjla
;ekSug Tyqg wjYH jQfha wjqre kjhla oyhla muK fjoa h'
;d;a;d iska ilikq ,nk t<j fldrgqj l,ah;au t;r
ie<ls,a,la fkd,enqfha" w| f.dhl= f,i Tyq fj; ,enqKq l=Uqre
m%udKh je fjoa h' ksis kv;a;=jla fkd,enQ jhia.; jngq
.ia uq,g wdikakfhka lmd oud fmdfydr fhdod" msrej,ska
u wdjrKh lrk wudf.a lDIs ;dlaIKh foi Ydka; n,d
isfha h' tfia lr" zzfo;=ka f,la lkak mqjka Wk;a iqj,amhe'ZZ
weh lSjd h' ;d;a;d t<j fldgjq,g h<s ld,fha j;=r ouoa
176

p, ,shkf.a

Ydka;;a kx.S;a ta miqmi .sfha uy;a wdYdfjks' fldgqjg oeu


i|yd j;=r ,nd.kafka Bg hdno fod< myrlsks' jrlg mksgq
fol ne.ska ;d;a;d j;=r f.k toa j;=r msreKq nd,aj, nrg
Tyqf.a Wrysia my; o we" uia f.dn b,smamS ;snqKs' md;a;s u;
;enQ mksgqj,ska jrlg fmd,algqj ne.ska c,h f.k j wf;a
w`.s,s wdOdrfhka fkdfrE t<j me< u; u,a jeiaila fia j;=r
isrejd yk ;d;a;df.a oE;a foi Ydka; n,d isfha wdYdj uqiq
Yaufhks' ;d;a;d Tyqg;a kx.Sg;a mejerE ldhhka h' fod<
myka j;=r .ksoa j;=r iu`. mksgqj,g meK is okaka"
;s;a;hka" ldjhs megjqka jeks l=vd udka ;d;a;df.a we`.s,s
w;ka bisk j;=r iu`. t<j< me< mduq, f;; mi u; jef'
fkduefrk fia ta ud megjqka w,a,d wdmiq fod<g f.k f.dia
oeu ta ldhhs' Ydka;;a kx.S;a ta ldhh uy;a wdYdfjka l<y'
orejkaf.a l=vd we`.s,sj, uD .=Kh <m udkaf.a Yrj,g
ydkslr fkdjk nj ;d;a;d okafka h'
zzf udjd Bfh;a wdjd'''ZZ t<j me< mduq, je o`.,k
l=vd udjl= olsk kx.S we;e fgl lE.Ejd Ydka;g u;l h'
tfia je o`.,k ud megjqka w,a,d .ekSug fmr u|la Tjqka
foi n,d isug Ydka; wdYd lf<a h' ta" ur lf,ka o`.,k
ta i;ajhdf.a phdj flfrys Wmka hre is;s,a,lska fkdf'
u| br t<sh iu`. .efgk udjdf.a n| meye;s h' Tyq ud
megjqka gqf ,k wdNrK iuQyhla f,isks'
me<hla isgqjd th uka uo jefvk wdldrh foi n,d
iskakg" tys u,a mQk wdldrhg" M, nr jk wdldrh n,d
iskakg Ydka; wdYd lf<a h' kEu Ih lafIa;%hl m%Khl=
jkakg mqoa.,hl= wfmalaId lrkafka k" Tyqg wjYH m<uq
iqiqlu jkafka ta lafIa;%h ms<sn| fl< meKs m%Khl=u
fkdf' ta ms<sn| l=yq,ska hq;a Wkkajla ;suhs' Ydka; ;=<
lDIsluh flfrys jQ Wkkaj iska ta ms<sn| h ;dlaIKsl
oekqula o ,nd.ekSug Tyq fmd<Ujk ,oafoa h' Wiia fm< iu;a
jqj o YajoHd, m%fYh i|yd m%udKj;a ;r ,l=Kq ke;s nj
177

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

o;a Tyq uyblam,a,u lafIa;% fNda. mfhaIKdh;kh u`.ska m<


lr ;snQ mqj;am;a oekaug wkqj flld,Sk lDIslu mdGud,djg
whe lf<a h' th /lshdNsuqL mdGud,djla fkdjQj o Tyq Bg
whe lf<a uy;a Woafhda.fhks' mdGud,d ld,h udi y;rla jQ
w;r .dia;=j remsh,a ydrodia mkaishhla h' uila wejEfuka Tyq
,o ,smsh lsjQfha tu mdGud,dj yeoEu i|yd Ydka; f;dardf.k
we;s njhs' B<`. wNsfhda.h jQfha uqo,a h' yis uqo,a wjYH;dj
i|yd we;s tl u l,amh wudf.a ud,hhs' th lsis fgl;a
wud f.< fkdme<jd h' fYaI;u u`.=,lg hf;d;a muKla
weh th m<kq Ydka; oel ;sf' wud ud,fhka ,o tl u
m%fhdackh jQfha yis wjia:dj, th uqo,a njg yrjd M,odhS
f,i Nd; lsfuka ,o ;Dma;shhs' tn m%fhdackhla ke;sk
ud,h wehg lrorhls' l=vd ue l=iaisf.a ,sm <`. ydrd j<,d
;snQ uq fmdhl wud ud,h o" uq folla o" wd wudf.ka
,o mjq Nd.hla o i`.jd we;s nj Ydka; okS' oekq f;are we;s
orejka jk ;=re f nj wud Ydka; fukau kx.Sf.ka o jix
lf<a l=vd jqka f;drf;daxhla ke;sj lshjk neKs'
wudf.a ud,h tjr Ydka; j lDIslu oHd,hg heug
iu;a h' udi y;rl lDIslu mdGud,dj id:l j yeoErE Tyq
.ug wdf n,dfmdfrd;a;= fmdhla o iys;j h' l=UQre f.d;ek
fukau my;rg t<j j.dj ms<sn|j o wud yd ;d;a;df.a
wNHdifhka fmdfydi;a is Tyq" isuia mdGud,dj wjidkfha
hqKq lDIsldl {dkhlska fy ;reKhl= isgfha h' ;udg
l< yels foa fndfyda nj Tyq is;+ w;r is;a ;=< f;rfmk ;u
woyia iuyrla f.or wudg yd ;d;a;dg wefykakg lSf
tajd ms<sn| Tjqkaf.a u;h oek.ekSug fukau" ;ud oeka hula
lula mqjka ksil= nj fmkaug h' l=vd l, mgkau ish
tl u mq;df.a ydial foi n,d isug;a" tajd w.hh lsug;a
fou,af,da wdYd l<y'
zzf .f f.d ixOdfka ;d;a;d idudlfhla fkfuhs o @ZZ
lDIslu mdGud,dj yudr meKs w; kla Ydka; weiSh'
178

p, ,shkf.a

zzfudflda ke;af;''" ta;a Wkaoe,d lrk fohla kE''' wfma


uy;=ka whshd lsjd odfk,d f mdr wuqfK ,S lg;a o,
lsh,d'''ZZ
zzuu ,nk mdr f.d ixOdk /iaug hkak k'''
;d;a;d ug lshkak''' uqkag lsh,d fokak k f.d ixOdkhla
fudkjo lrkak k lsh,d'''ZZ ;reK Ydka; l;d lrk ,dYh
foi ;d;a;d n,d isfha ;ud lr lr yqka lghq;a; uolg k;r
lrks' g .eiQ Woe,a,;a" wenh lmd .ekSug <xlr.;a ukakh;a
Tyq uolg wE;a lf<a h'
zzmqf;a''' ux tlla lshkakx''' WU bf.k f.k wd foalsx'''
wfmhs lsh, fohla n,d yod .ksx''' ffl tld,d tlal WU
l;djg hkak k kE'''ZZ
wud o Bg tl`. h' hula lshd .f Wka y u`.g .ekSug
W.yg nj wud o ;d;a;d o w;aoelSfuka okS' tfy;a Ydka; Bg
tl`. ke;' zzWU jev lr, Wkag fmkakmx''' Bg miafi kslxu
Wka WfUka .=reyrel .kak ths'''ZZ wenh g m,df.k Wo
u, ;=<ska by<g tkf;la iu;,d l .,l Woe,a, ;gq l<
;d;a;d Ydka;g lSf" Wo ;,h ug ;o lrka" mdh i|yd
th jvd;a iqiqoehs mlaId lrk .uka u h'
;d;a;d lshk l;dj we;a; h' tfy;a" ;dreKHh iska ms
i;ajhdf.a we`.g wdfI lrkq ,nk fkdbjis,a," ;d;a;df.a
wjjdo ue`vf.k ke.S is' mdGud,dfjka i;s lsysmhla wejEfuka"
Tyq ;u f.j;af;ka jev werug msUqrem;a ilia lf<a h'
;d;a;d fj; ,efnk w| f.d;eka m%udKh by< hhs' ksiaiq
lDIslufhka wE;a fj;s' n;a ,efnkafka ye<sfhka hehs
is;kakkaf.a mrmqr iS>%fhka jefvka mj;S'
Ydka;g l< yels jQfha f.j;a; ie,iq lsu muKs' m<uq
jr Wiia fm< m%;sM, u; ;ud whe l< oHd mSG mdGud,dj
i|yd Ydka; boaou,af,k f;dardf.k ;sKs' ta ms<sn| ;d;a;d
yd wud jvd;a ikaf;daI jQfha" Ydka; ;=< .u yokakg hdf
179

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

Wjukdj bka je<flk neKs' Ydka; ;=< is lDIsldlhd h


.sfha ke;' ;djld,sl j ksy`v h' ta ksy`v;dj ;=< lDIsldlhd
jv jvd;a W.;af;a h" w;aoelS ixcdkkh lf<a h' Tyq wjodk
wOHhkhka l<d muKla fkdj" kj l%fudamdh ckkh lf<a h'
ta lDIsldlhdg u;=ug oeka wjia:djla Wod ;sf' tfy;a
ta nr,sfha fkdf' Bg ie;mq ish .Kkdjla wE; ksiqka
iuQyhla iu`. h' Tjqyq ;ud YAjdi lr;s'
ksiqka iu`. jev lsug m%:u ksiqkag wdorh l< hq;= h'
ksiqkag wdorh lsug" ksiqkaf.a iqj| ykd .ekSug"
iudcfhka - iudchg" .fuka - .ug O jk jk rgdf oauh
ykd .ekSug Ydka; W.;af;a ;ud mYS,kh l< fmd; m;sks'
ksiqka iu`. .= .ukla hEug k ksiqkaf.ka tflla h hq;=
nj Ydka;g lshdkafka Tyq lshejQ idys;H hhs' lsish wxYhla
flfrys we;s Wkkaj" ;dlaIKsl oekqu fukau" ksiqka ms<sn|
we;s wdorh ixl,kh jQ ;ek kj oelaula Wm' th .=ld,Sk
fyda flld,Sk h yel' ksil=" jHdmdrhla fyda iudchla
fufyhjk .dul n,f.h jkafka tn oelauls'
f jk g zkef`.k ;reZ lS%vd iudcfha idudl ixLHdj
mky blauh' mdi,a hk jhfia oreoehka oy fofkl= muK
ta w;r h' kef`.k ;re ;reK f.d iudcfha idudl;ajh
y;,syla h' idudl;ajh fkd,o o mdi,a jhfia oreoehka o
f.d iudcfha /ia yd fjk;a ls%hdldrl i|yd iyNd.s
lrjd .kq ,eKs'
.,al=,u flaka lr.kska isjk f msf flakaia:dkh
mdi,hs' /iaug m%cd Yd,djla ke;ehs lsisjla w;ay< hq;= ke;'
mdi, nyqldh uOHia:dkhla fia l<ukdlrKh lsu b;d
myiqfjka l< yel' wjYH jkafka lemu yd Yajdih muKs'
miajre tl yudfrka foflka miq .,al=,u oHd,h ysia f'
tfyhska .,al=,u oHd,fha im;a O lghq;= i|yd myrKh
l< yel' kef`.k ;re ;reK f.d iudcfha iudrNh b;d
ixOdkd;aul j is lsug Ydka; j.n,d .;af;a h' f.d
180

p, ,shkf.a

iudch msysgqug uilg muK fmr isg ;reKhkaa w;r jvd;a


ls%hdld lsysm fokd iu`. Ydka; ixOdk lghq;= wdrN lf<a h'
yels;dla ;reK msi fmruqfKa ;nd.kska lghq;= lsug Ydka;
j.n,d .;af;a" ;ud fuu m%foaYfha mxlrejl= fkdjk neKs'
tfy;a fmr fkdjQ rE" tfuka u ;j;a mrmrd y; wglska fuyd
is fkdjk mj;khla .,al=,u ;reK mrmqr ;=< isfjoa ta
msgqmi iskafka fuu .=re hqj< nj ldg;a fkdryila u h'
Wlal=x" frdayK" iqksu,a" jka; yd rx;a o legqj Ydka; m<uqj
.,al=,u ydria:dkhg .sfha h' lYajr mKa; yduqrefjda;a"
oekg jhi myf<djl" oyihl ;r jhfia miqjk r;kfcda;s
ysfhda;a f .okj, ksia jk pl% foi WfmalaIdfjka u
ney' zzyyux flfkla we;a lreKq ldrKd lshd fokj k
ffl tld,g tf.dv fjkak mqjka biafldaf, uy;a;fhda'''
fldfyo fufy lla Tj Wiaik yeu tldu lrkafk" gjqug
lsgq fjk tl fkdje''ZZ ta Wkajykafia ks;r Ydka; iu`. lS
l;djls' Ydka; fukau ;s,ld ;=< jQ wjxl;ajh;a" wYaGdkh;a
fgl Wkajykafia mquhg m;a lf<a h' g jir wglg muK
fmr ;s,ld m<uqj .,al=,u oHd,hg m;aj wd g Wkajykafia
jqj weh ms<sn| j is;=f m;au myiq ;eklg fjkia lr .ekSug
fkdyels j meK" wdmiq kslau hk f;la fkdikaiqkaj isk
;eke;a;shl f,isks' tfy;a Wkajykafiaf.a is;s,a, je/ nj
miq.sh jir wg ;=< Tmamq we;' f m%foaYfha m%cdjg keKi
,ndug ;ud ,ndfok wdOHd;al iyh muKla m%udKj;a
fkdjk nj o;a mKa; yduqrefjda" ta i|yd uey;a jkafka k
uekjehs Ydka;g fkdlshd lS jdr wkka; h'
.,a mfm<ska mkai,a j;a;g we;=j;a u" gq fohska Ydka;
.,a .eiqfKa h' fiiq ;reKhka ;=< t;r fjkila is fkdjqKs'
lYajr mKa; yduqrefjda o" r;kfcda;s fmd yduqrefjda o
Wo fl folla f.k mkai,a j;af;a tla fldkla Wo .dka
is;s' Ydka; jyd tys .sfha h'
zzf fudlo yduqrejfka'''@ZZ Tyq fujekakla l,ska oel
ke;'
181

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzwd''' wfma biafldaf,a uy;a;hd'''ZZ


zztfyhs'''ZZ Tyq ke fokug u jekafoa h'
zz''' oekg lkak fol ;=klg biair;a wms f fla nvb`.=
weg lla biaid' f mdr;a nvb`.=hs" ;j fudkdy ll=hs
ysfgdaodkak lshd''''ZZ
zzb;sx Tnjykafia Wo .dkafka''' .f ldjy tl;=
lr.kak ;snqKfk j,a fldgkak'''ZZ
Ydka; ;=< jQ lmdj uqiq ye`.Su ;ju;a myj f.dia ke;'
yduqrefjda Woe,a, /f.k mkai,a wdjdih foig mshke`.+y'
r;kfcda;s fmd yduqrefjda blauka .ukska wdjdif.hs mE,
fodr fj; jefha" j;=r fcda.=jla o" f,dl= yduqrejkaf.a w`vqj
levqKq fcda.=j o /f.k oeka Wkajykafia ys| isk biaf;damamqj
fj; wdy'
zzwd''' wf.hs fmd ku'''Z lS mKa; ysufhda j;=r fcda.=
folla " wjidkfha ;ud bmi l=vd mqgqjl ys| isk
.=rejrhd;a" u ys| isk ;reK .eg foi;a ney'
zzksiaiqkag uf.a j,a fldgkak ;shd" Wkaf. jev
lrkakj;a fj,djla ;sfhkjo uy;a;fhda'''@ Wka Wfoa ysgka
yekaoE fjklu fmdf<dj tlal y w,a,,d nvf.daia;f
fydhd .kafk fudk;r wudrefjka o @ ksiaiqkag;a tkak
tkaku wudrehs uy;a;fhd''' wms fokugg odfk x. f.akak;a
wudrehsfk''' Bfh mdka nd.hl=hs mmamqhs'' ta l mQcd lrkafk;a
ysf;a Nla;sfhka Wk;a Wkag ,echs' msKavmdf;a jev,d f.hla
biairy ysgf.k bkak ug ys; fokafk ke;=jd''' urfKlg"
nKlg" odfklg y" fjkh Wjukdjlg y wms bkak
tmehs uy;a;fhda .fu''' ke;sk Ndjkdjla lr.kak wmsg;a
lef<alg" wdrfKHflg jeheyels' ta;a uqkag mkaif,a yyrK
ku fka''' nvb`.= lla by .;af;d;a yishlg lr<la folla
;ndf.k msuy .kak nerejhE'''ZZ Wkajykafia lshdf.k hoa
Ydka; is;ska .uka lf<a fjk ia:dkhlg h' klg ,laI .Kkska
182

p, ,shkf.a

uqo,a tl;= jk msx fm iys; fn!oaO ydria:dk ,xldf


fldf;l=;a ;sf' .=rel" hka;% uka;% ish jfkdamdh lr.;a
jrOdyq o ,laI .Kkska uqo,a .r;s' tu im;aj,ska fidpula
fuu ydria:dkh hqKq lsug m%udKj;a h' tfy;a tajd nexl=
.sKqj, fmd<S u muKla u isf'
Ydka; ;s,ld hqj<g r;kfcda;s fmd yduqrefjda jvd;a
f,ka.;= h' ;ud l=vd idufkar yskula j is ;efka mgka"
;s,ld oelSu" ;u u oelSu n ye`.Su;a ;ud ;=< ckkh l< nj
Wkajykafiag u;l h' Tjqkaf.a fufyjrg jvd Ydka; ;=< jQ
Woafhda.su;a" l;d ,dYh Wkajykafiaf.a is;a .;af;a h' Ydka;
fyda ;s,ld mkai,g tk kEu wjia:djl" ;ud mkaif,a jev
iskafka k" Tjqka yd uola l;d lsug r;kfcda;s ysfhda ms%h
l<y' kef`.k ;re lS%vd iudcfha ;reK msi mdi,a lS%vd msfha
lS%vd lrk we;e fkl r;kfcda;s fmd yduqrefjda o mdi,g
jehy' bx.S%is fyda .Ks;h i|yd ;s,ld fmd yduqrejkag
iyh jQjd h' mdv lshd kslau hdug fmr Wkajykafiag iqiq
.s,kamila msug o weh wu;l fkdl<d h'
zzfmd yduqrefjda biafldaf,g jkafka uf.ka mdv
wy.kakjg jvd fjd,sfnda,a .yk yd n,dk bkak ufh ysf;a'''ZZ
kla ;s,ld lSf ;r.hl Woaf.lr wjia:dj foi wiqkska
ke`.sg n,d is r;kfcda;s ysfhda wu;ks' jyd ys|.;la
Wkajykafif.a uqyqfKys ,ecdjl fiahdjla h'
zzb;sx uy;a;fhda wo fudlo f .eg tlal f me;af;a'''ZZ
mKa; yduqrefjda ksy`v;djj | oeuQy'
zzyduqrejfka wfma lS%vd iudch fndfydu id:lj biairyg
hk ksid" ta ;reK msigu uu fhdackd l<d ;reK f.d
iudchla msysgqjkak''' wmsg Tn jykafiaf.a wdYSjdoh jf.a u
iyfhda.h;a kE''ZZ
mKa; yduqrefjda ish ;SlaIK oEiska Ydka; foi n,d h<s;a
wE;ska fmfkk is hka we;s jej foi ney' .u f.dv.ekSug
183

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzyyux flfklaZZ meK we;' ;reK f.d iudc" fndfyda


udlaiajd rgj, ckms%h ksIamdok l%fudamdhls' th f m%foaYhg
b;d fhda.Hh' /lshd rys; fndfyduhla ;reKfhda l=Uqre
yshkaf.a l=<Sldrhka njg m;a is;s' l=Uqrl l=<shla lsug
fkdue;s k" fika ndia,dg w;aWo ug msg m,d;aj,g h;s'
.f iudc ieleiau b hka mj;S' fuh wmQre woyils'
zzuu biafi,a, u wdf Tn jykafia uqK .efykak''' Bg
miafi ;j lSm fmd<lg hkak ;sfhkjd'''ZZ
zzuf.ka flfrkak k yeufoau uu lrkak uy;a;fhda'''
ug mgka .kak fka oekq fokak''' wms mqrmlaIfha ojila fhdod
.ksuq'''ZZ
zztfyhs'ZZ
zz;reK f.d iudfcg uu ;E.a.la fokjd''' wdx wr .u
fl<jf mkai,a hdh wiajoaouq''' ug kE x mx.=jla kE'''
wiajoao,d ffla bkak mKa; f.d rd<,dg fmkakuq wfma
nf,a'''ZZ Ydka;f.a i;=g ksys ke;' ;ud lsug meKs b,a,Su
isys lsug;a fmr Wkajykafia Bg wkque;sh kay'
zzBg l,ska wfma yduqrejfka''' fyg yji wms Tnjykafiaf.a
j,a fldgd fokak tkjd''' Tnjykafia oeka lla fl
.kak'''ZZ
zzwmsg wjir'''ZZ Ydka; m<uqj o" ;reK msi fojkqj o ke
fokug u je| mkai,ska msg;a jQy' mKa; yduqrejkaf.a oEfiys
lsish ma;shla oe,aKs'
zzyenehs ffl iuyr tld,g k Th jev reiaik tlla
kE'''ZZ Wkajykafia fifuka lSy'
zzfmdku mqmqjka fj,djg biafldaf, uy;a;h,d lrk
foaj,a tlal inkaO fjkak kE''' .sysfhd Wk;a wmg bf.k
.kak fndfydau foaj,a Wkakefya <`. ;sfhkjd'''ZZ
zztfyhs'''ZZ r;kfcda;s ysfhda lSf miajkla mS%;sfhka
iskdfiks'
184

p, ,shkf.a

Ydka; we;= msi wk;=rej uy.,alvj, yxfha msysgqjd


we;s f.dck fiajd uOHia:dkh fj; .sfha h' f.dck fiajd
m%dfoaYSh ks,Od is;=x. m%.;sYS,s woyia ork mqoa.,fhls'
ksrka;rfhka kj hula lsf Wjukdfjka fmKq Tyq"
wldhlaIu rdcH ;ka;%h iska ;ud fj; mjrd we;s taldld
rdcldhg oafI lf<a h' ish | yd l=vd hKshka fofokd
iu`. f.dck fiajd uOHia:dkfha ks, ksjdifha mxj
is Tyq wjxl ks,Odfhls' Tyq hgf;a fiajh l< f.d
kshduljrekaf.ka fndfydauhla foaYmd,k fyxphsfhda jQy'
Tjqyq is;=x. fkdiaiQy' ta" Tyq wjxl j fiajh lrk Rcq
ks,Odhl= jQ ksid;a" lsis foaYmd,{hl=g wjk; fkdjkakl=
ksid;a h' is;=x. uy.,alvj,g udre lr tjd jir kjhls'
th o`vqj udrejls' jro Tyq l,la fiajh l< rKjrdjej f.d
kshdulhka k lsysmhla fkdokajd fiajhg jd;d fkdlsug
ksoyig lreKq uid ,sms heuhs' m,d;a md,k ue;sjrKfha
fmdaiag .eiSug ? ;siafia fjfyi jk f.d kshdulfhda
mdkaor hdufha w mq .id ksod.;a g weyefrkafka miqod iji
;=k;a miq h' jro th fkdh' Tjqkaf.ka ksoyig lreKq uiQ
is;=x. udre lr tjkq ,eh' uy.,alvj, Ialr nj ksidu
m,d;a lDIslu wud;HdxYfha fndfyda fofkla th yekajQfha
zzuy W f.orZZ lshd h' is;=x. fuys wdf b;d i;=ks'
ulaksido" fuh jrm%ido iys; ia:dkhla fkdf' tfyhska Rcqj
rdcld l< yel' fu;eka isg o`vqj udrejla ug fjk;a
ia:dkhla ke;' o`vqjula f,i ;u /lshdj wys l< yel' thg o
is;=x. iQodk h'
fldfydu;a i;shlg follg j;djla Ydka; is;=x.
uqK- .eiSug hhs' ta" wd.sh f;dr;=re l;d lsug;a" rf O
ld,Sk lreKq ms<sn| j tlsfkldf.a u;h fnodyod .ekSug;a
h' Ydka; yd ;s,ld jdy ug fmrd;=j o j;djla folla
is;=x.,df.a ksjig fofokd u f.dv we;s kuq;a" jdyfhka
miq j is;=x. neyeoelSug Ydka; .sfha ;s,ld o legqj h'
185

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

jdy jir yhla .; jqjo Ydka; - ;s,ld hqj<g ;ju;a ore


im;a fkdue;su ms<sn| j is;=x. hqj< yoj;ska u lmd jQy'
Tjqkag o ish m%:u hKsh ,efnkafka jdy jir ;=kla
wejEfuks' is;=x.f.a | nKavdr ueKsfla" ;s,ldg jvd;a
we,aula oelajQ w;r" wehg ksrka;rfhka O Wmfoia ,ndkafka"
;ud o jdy jir ;=kla hkf;la orejka fkd,o .eyekshl jQ
neks' jdy jir y;r my miqfuka miqj;a ;s,ldg orejka
fkdue;su ms<sn| weh fnfyka iafidam jQjd h' ;s,ld .e.;a
nj wid foklska weh ne,Sug nKavdr ueKsfla mefKkafka
ta f,ka.;=lu ksidu h' tu ore ,en .id wdmiq mefKk
;s,ld gq nKavdr ueKsfla weh je<|f.k y`vd je<mqfKa o ta
f,ka.;=lu ksidu h'
miq.sh i;sfha is;=x. yuq jQ wjia:df;a ;reK f.d
iudch .ek imQK woyi u Ydka; Tyq yd lSf h' ish,a,
Yaufhka wid is Tyq wjidkfha" zzu,a,s bkak ;snqfKa wfma
fomd;fka;=f''' ffl tjqka lDIsluh mrf;rg okakjd'''
ta;a Wjukdjla .E,dj;a kE'''ZZ lSf h'
is;=x. Ydka;g l;d lf<a zu,a,SZ lshd h' tfy;a msgia;r
wh bmsg Ydka; is;=x.g z'' iZ f,iska o" is;=x. Ydka;g
ziZ f,iska o wu;kakg mqre ishy' ;reK f.d iudch
ms<sn| woyi bm;a l< k u" ta ms<sn| fndfyda lreKq ldrKd
Ydka;g meye,s lr ka is;=x." zzwr h u;aiH j.djg c,
tflka Wmu iyhla .kak mqjka u,a,S''' tafl y,dj; T*sia
tfla bkak tld mKqj fyd| fld,af,la'''ZZ hehs o lSy'
Ydka; we;= msi f.dck fiajd uOHia:dkh fj; we;=
j;au" zztkak tkak i''' f ;reK f.d iudcfha idudlfhda
fjkak we;s''ZZhs fiiaika foi n,ka iskduqiq uqyqKska lSh'
zzT '' i''' wms wdf b lghq;= .ek lla l;d
lrkak'''ZZ
tk idlPdj wkqj" bfha msysgqug fhda; ;reK
f.d iudch b,lal lr.;a oekqj;a lsf jevigykla
186

p, ,shkf.a

meje;aug;a" Bg i;shlg miq f.d iudch msysgqug;a tl`.;d


we;s lr .;ay' fuu lghq;af;a fYaI iyhla ;ud fkdwvqj u
,ndfok nj mejiQ is;=x." ;j;a fohla isysm;a lf<a h' ta my;a
y`ks'
zzwfma ta'whs uy;a;hd" lDIslu WmfoaYl;=ud tl yl
flfkla lsh, f <uhs Wk;a okakjd we;sfk''' fldfydu y
thdj;a f jefg yjq,a lr.kak fjkj''ZZ
th wNsfhda.hls' uy.,alvj, lDIslu WmfoaYl jkdyS"
idudkHfhka iekaoE hdufha u;a j ldKqjla m,af,a oel.;
yels mqoa.,fhls' wid:l mjq,a ;hla .; l< fya ;u m<uq
h yd hKsh w;yer" orejka fofofkl= isk jekaoUq l;la
h fldg .;af;a h' uy.,alvj, isg ie;mq y;la wgla ka
fjfik Tyq ks;r ldhd,fha isfha o u;sks' isysnqoafhka
ish fcH;sIh .ek l;d l< Tyqf.ka lDIsluhg inkaO
WmfoaYhla ,nd.ekSu fnfyka wiSre h' tfy;a tu wNsfhda.h
ch.; hq;= h'
;reK f.d iudchla hkq l=ula o @ tys idudlhkaf.a
ldhNdrh fln o @ tys m%;s,dN fudkjd o @ wdh ms<sn| j
> foaYkhla B<`. i;sfha fhdod.;a k ;reK msi wu;d ''
uy;a;hd iska islrkq ,eKs'
;reK f.d iudch ms<sn| j Ydka; oek ish o th ''
uy;d ,jd u islsu jvd;a uekjehs Tyq is;=f h' meh fol
;=kla ;r > jQ foaYkh ;reK msi wid isfha Woafhda.fhks'
ksiqkaf.a is;a kdf.k Bg hula we;= lsf yelshdj Ydka;
fuka u is;=x. op i;= h' Tyq iska l< fndfyda WodyrK
hqKq f.d;ek" hka;% iQ;% /iaj is ;reKfhda ;u is;a;=< ujd
.ekSug W;aidy oerEy' ;reK .eyekq <uqka y;a wg fofkl= f
/iaug iyNd.s is ksid" ;s,ld o meK wiqkaf.k ishd h'
mdi, ;=< wdoY f.j;a;la ia:dmkh lsu" ;reK f.d iudch
,jd lrjd .; hq;= hehs weh lm f,i is;=jd h' mdi,ska f;dr
f,dalhla wehg fkdh'
187

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
msi mxpYS,fhys msysgjQ lYajr ysfhda fl wkqYdikdjla o
l<y' ;ud wid - lshjd we;s m ridhksl fmdfydr fjkqjg"
ldnksl fmdfydr Nd;h ;reK f.d iudcfha tla mrud:hla
jkq oelSu ;u wdYdj nj Wkajykafia jod<y' th Ydka; ;=< o jQ
wNsm%dhls' mKa; yduqrejkag hdno j wiqkaf.k is r;kfcda;s
ysfhda f ish,a, ijka OdrKh lr.kska ishy' ;ud l=vd
l, .,al=,u m%foaYfha gq wE,suE,s yDo iamkaokh ke;s hka
;sf' Wka jykafiag oefkkafka fjkia iamkaokhls' .,al=,u
yqiau .ekSu wrUd ;sf' .,al=,ug ;h tka is' ;u .=refoaj
mKa; yduqrefjda wn, n, fj;s w;a yqiaula f.k h<s jh
,nk f u< N+fha ukqIH m%dKSkag wOHd;al wkqYdl;ajh
,ndf ldh ;u Wr u; mejf' Bg iQodk h hq;=h' rd;S%fha
Ou lreKq ldrKd jkfmd;a lroa ;ud kslsrd jefgk
wjia:djl Bg hdno ydkais mqgqjl isk lYajr ysfhda''"
zzfmdku ksu; nj uu okakjd" ta;a ;j lla mdv lf<d;a
fyd|hs lsh,d uu lshkafka" ldrKd ldrKd f;are wrf.k'''
uf.a lghq;= wyjr fjkak l,ska fmdku" yq`.la rg bf.k
lshdf.k" ta jf.a u wks;a Ydiksl lghq;= oek lshdf.k wjika
fjkak kE''' fudlo wog jvd nrm;, iudchlghs
biairyg wkqYdikd lrkak fjkafk'''ZZhs lshkafka wehs oehs
fmd yduqrefjda oks;s'
;reK f.d iudch msysgqf wjia:djg idudl;ajhg
wu;r j" '' uy;d o" c, wldfha jHdmD;s ks,Odhl= jQ
ir;a l%uisxy uy;d o" .,al=,u .%dufiajl uqhkafia rd<yd o"
f.d kshdul ks,Odksh o" Ydka; yd ;s,ld o iyNd.s
ishd h' /iau w;rueo ish,a,ka mquhg m;alrka lDIslu
WmfoaYl fidauis uy;d o jeks jekS Yd,djg wdf h' Tyq
tkq gq is;=x. ysfia w;.id .;af;a Ydka;g yd ;s,ldg fmfkk f,isks' jyd fmru.g .sh Ydka; foda;ska u fidauis
uy;df.a oE;a f.k Yd,djg le|jdf.k tkq ,eKs' ish l;dj
188

p, ,shkf.a

uqukskau laIKsl j fjkia l< Ydka;" fidauis k lDIslu


WmfoaYljrhd ;ud fuys b,lal lr.; hq;= nj ;SrKh lf<a h'
fidauis uy;df.a fiajh w.h lrka Ydka; mjq,a ;=kaoyia
yegmyla jdih lrk uy.,alvj, f.dck fiajd n,m%foaYfha"
lDIs f;dr;=re wjYH;dj imqrd,sh yels fjk;a c.f;la ysmsg
we;aoehs uid isfha h' Ydka; foi fyd/yska ne is;=x. oEila
b`.s lf<a h' .,al=,u fyd|u lDIsldl .%dufiajd jiu njg
m;a lr" fidauis uy;df.a fiajh rgg ykajd u kef`.k
;re ;reK f.d iudcfha tla wruqKla nj o Tyq lSf ;rula
Woaf.fhks'
f.d iudcfha wkqYdil uKav,hg" lYajr yshka o" .%du
fiajl" ' uy;d" f.d kshdul" fidauis uy;d yd Ydka;;a"
.f f.d ixOdkfha iNdm;s .=Kr;a; nKavdr" ldf.a;a
ms<s.ekSug ,la jQ fia;x udud;a f;dard m;a lr .kq ,eKs' f
ish,a, ;reK msi iu`. '' uy;d yd Ydka; ukdj idlPd
lr ixOdkh l< oE h' iNdj wjidkfha nf,ka u l;djla
lsug wjYh hehs lS fidauis uy;d" fuu ;reK f.d iudch
fjkqfjka ;ud fhkakg jqj iQodk nj lSf h' ish,af,da
iskyj uevf.k wid ishy'
Bg k follg miq is;=x. uy.,alvj, lvfmdf<a
yuq jQ Ydka; weiqf mqu l;djls' kef`.k ;re ;reK f.d
iudch msysgqjd meKs kg miqod isg f olajd u fidauis
uy;d u;ameka |la mdkh lr ke;' yq,af,ka jeiqKq" i;=ka
imhska mjd .ejfi;ehs h isf;k fmd;a rdlal fm
wjqiaika Tyq O j.djka ms<sn| j fomd;fka;=fjka tjk
,o igyka fiug o mgka .;af;a'
zzta ;rla fkfuhs u,a,S" ug;a we;a ks;r lshkjd" ;reK
f.d iudcfha idudlhkag fnod fokak ia;r m;s%ld f.kak,
fokak''' ksyf.a mrK fudag ihsl,h;a frmhd lrkak
m%;smdok fjkalr, fokak''' tl cxcd,hhs'''ZZ
zzkS;shg" wdh;k ix.%yhg lrkak ne yq`.la foaj,a
189

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

jpkj,g lrkak mqjka is;=x. whsfha''' Th ksy oelal


ojfiu ug ys;=Kd ksy , kdia;s fjkak yokafka" iudcfhka
ksyg ke;s wjOdkh kd.kak lsh,d''' fmd w.h lsula ta
jf.a ksiaiqkag yhg jkjd'''ZZ
zziy;sl we;a; u,a,S'''ZZ
;j;a i;s folla wejEfuka fhda; mqyqKq mx;s werUqKs'
;reK f.d iudcfha w;aikska ,smshla ieliQ Ydka; th ;s,ld
u`.ska .,al=,u oHd,fha y,am;s;=ud fj; bm;a lf<a mqyqKq
mx;s ijia jref mdif,a meje;aug wjir ,nd.ekSug h' ,smsh
Ndr.;a y,am;s;=ud ;udg iqmqre ,S,h mEf h'
zz''' flg ;s,l ia" fldGdfYka wjir .kak fjkjd'''ZZ
Tyq lSf ,smsh lshjk .uka h' tfy;a ;s,ld foi ne Tyq
fifuka fu,a, h' ;ud iqkqiqkq hk ms<s;=rla jqj ug oeka f
.eyeksh miqng fkdfjhs' wef.a weiaj, oekak .sKsmq<s`.= ke;'
tfy;a wef.a luq,a r;ajkq we;ehs y,am;s;=ud is;=f h'
zzia f fld,a,kag lshkak udj we;a ynfjkak lsh,d'''
uu fldGdY ldhd,hg l;d lrkakx''' mx;s l ie,iq
lrmq yg lrf.k hkak''' ia fldfydu;a fjd n,dlshd
.kakjfka'''ZZ
zzT i'''ZZ" zzfyd|uhs i'''ZZ lS ;s,ld ldhd, ldurfhka
msg;a jQjd h'
kEu ls%hdjlg Ydfjka m%;sreoaO jqj o" n,fhka iudk jQ o
m%;sls%hdjla we;ehs lSf oHd{fhls' .,al=,u jhla rys;"
tfy;a fkdu< jy,a N+hla jkq oelSf wgkska j;a jQfjda"
.,l=,u h<s kejq jhlska mshdu foi laIsma;j n,d ishy'
tu fmruqfKys Rcqju fmkS ishjqka fukau jl%j iyh ka
msila o jQy'
zzhflda biafldaf, .Eksghs" talsf. ksyghs Tk ygfk
ffl tld, oeka kgkafka'ZZ m%dfoaYSh iNd uka;S% nd,uy;a;hd
fkdfyd;a idkdhl lSf wjika u;ameka xj o uqjg jefgk
190

p, ,shkf.a

f;la Wvq w;g yrjd yudr l< rej f.fhka fmdam u; ;nk
.uka h' wdKavq mlaI uka;S%jrekaf.a" m%foaYh ksfhdackh l< Wm
weue;sjrekaf.a fukau uy weue;sjrhdf.a n,;, o Tyq mam;a
.ehkag tfrys j Nd;d lf<a h' is fia le<E md lsu Tyqf.a
fkdaodxYhls' ;u foaYmd,k n,j;=kag l= f.khdu msKsi
ks;r ovh lsug Tyq f.da, nd,hka fufyh jQfha h' w`.=re
l meye;s iula ys ksil= jQ Tyq ;rula jmr h' ;rndre h'
kdih me;e,s h' wj,iaik h' Wvq/jq, jjd isk f ksid ks;r
iq wekaf|a h' th Tyqf.a wj,iaik meyeh jvd;a ;Sj% lf<a h'
zznd, uy;a;hg lshkak" oeka fld,af,d fl,af,d l yjig
fi,a,x lrkjd ;rla fkfuhs" lDIslu mx;s o fudkj o
biafldaf, ;sfhkj lshkafk'''ZZ
zzljqo j lrkafka'' biafldaf, .Eksf. ksy o @ZZ
zzT''' W! kx f .=frdldrfhla u ;uhs'''ZZ
zzf .=frd fkfuhs l`.fkd Wk;a lula kE ug''' oeka
n,d yshd we;s'''ZZ
zzwdx''' mkai,a hdh;a Wkaf. ;reK f.d iudfcg o fudlg o
, ;sfhkafk f mdr wiajoaokak'''ZZ uq;= nKavd o" nd, uy;a;hd
.ug tk odg WkaoE iu`. ug yjq,a fjhs'
zzwumd n,uqflda Wkaoe,d wiajoaok ye'''ZZ ;j rejla
msKs'
zzby< .,al=,u wdKavqf je fldgqjg ud megjq odkak;a
hkj'''ZZ kodi tl;= lf<a h' kodi .,al=,f mxlrejl= jQ
w;r" nd, uy;a;hdf.a lsgqu ys;j;d h' ish jk jekiS"
i;=ka ovh ls ixOdkh Tyq w;ska is jQ w;r" nd, uy;a;hdg
ys mrK vn,a le r:fha hrd o kodi h' fgl Tyq
th ish fm!oa.,sl foam<la f,i myrKh lf<a h' t;=<
is ;sia fofkl=g jqj zj.lsj yelsZ wdhqO ;em;a lr we;s
nj we;e .uqka iu`. ryfika fuka kodi lSf" jl%j
191

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

Tjqkag flfrk ;ckhla fuks'


zzwkak tal fyd| jevla kodi''' fudlo wmsfk ud
w,a,kafka'''ZZ ish,af,da u fldla y`v,d iskdiqky' Tyqf.a iskyj
k;r jQfha leiailsks' th idudkH fohls' fiiq ksiqka flfrys
ffjrfhka oefjka" wd;aud;ldufhka u;a j;a jQ Tyqf.a
Yrh ;=< Tyqg fkdoekSu hula isfjka mej;sfha h' ta nj Tyq
wjg ksr;=rej is we;efula wjfndaO lrf.k ishy'
lyskak .;ag nd, uy;a;hd kd myla j;a lyS' Tyq iu`.
fldla y`v,d iskdfikafkda Tyqf.a leiai wdrN u;a iu`.
ksy`v fj;s' th nd, uy;a;hd ;j;a wmyiq;djg m;a lf<a h'
Tyq tlla bjr jkakg tlla is.r oe,aug uqo,a ,oafoa jkfha
ksoyfia je jecUqKq .ia lmd l= lr fyda brd lsKSfuks'
ke;sk" wysxil i;l= urd lsKSfuks' .f mdrg .,a lshq myla
oeug widudkH f,i by< fgkav ,kaiqjla fldka;%d;alrejl=
;nkafka" bka fldgyla nd, uy;a;hdg lem l< hq;= neKs'
fudav .ehka fldgilf.a o" msg m<d;aj, ish .Kkla
ksiqkaf.a o W.=re nvje,a ms,siaiQ yd Tjqkaf.a ore mjq,a kdY
l< fidr iqrd fmu Tyqf.a wfkla wdodh ud.h h' o,ajk
iEu jehlu by; lS mSvdjg m;ajk mdYjhlf.a ,dmh;a"
Ydmh;a lej ;sKs' ta Ydmhka ish,a, Tyqf.a Yr l+vqj ;=<
je Tvqjk nj lsisfgl;a Tyq fkdis;=f h'
nd,uy;a;hd ish leiai kj;d,Sug oe wdhdihla oerEfha"
wf u ish id,hg f.dvjk wuq;a;l= gq neks' ;ju;a lyska
is Tyqf.a uqka jpk msg fkdjqKq neka tu mqoa.,hdg
we;=<g tk f,i w;ska ika lf<a h' nd, uy;a;hd yer wiqkaf.k
is ish,af,da ke`.sg kej; wiqka .;ay' fuys meKs mqoa.,hd
wka ljfrl=j;a fkdj" .,al=,u oHd,fha wdpdh fudkak
uy;d h'
f wjia:dj i|yd ljo;a Tyq iyNd.s jkafka .=rejrhl=
i;= ikaiqka ;em;a iajNdjfhks' tfia meK wiqka .kakd Tyq
192

p, ,shkf.a

nd, uy;a;hd zzlla .kakehsZZ n, lrk f;la is;ska la hs'


fm/;a; lroa fndrejg wu lrhs' ish,a, wjika jkafka
.=rejrhl=g ;nd mdovhl=gj;a kqiqiq whqka" u;a j ldKqjl
weo je fyda Wu;= jQjl= f,i fyda fiiaikag je| jefuks' tn
fndfyda kj, Tyq f.or .sfha ldf.a fyda lr u;sks' l,lg
by; .,al=,u oHd,fha W.;a tfll= fyda fofofkl= nd,
uy;a;hdf.a l,a,shg tl;= ishy' fudkak uy;d u;a j
weo jefgk;=re Tjqyq n,d isfhda h' tumKla o fkdj" Tyq
legqj fyda Tijdf.k fyda hEug f msi Wkka jQjdyq h' Bg
fya;=j wka lsisjla fkdf' mdi,a fha l< fkdmk;alulg"
fudkak .=re;=udf.ka ,o o`vqjulg m<s.ekSug th w.kd
wjia:djla ksid h' ;ukaf.a jdrefjka hk .=re;=ud mdf uv
j<lg w;yer h<s Tijd f.k hdu Tjqyq ks;r is l<y' l,ska
iQodk lr ;snQ ysia ;e,s fldanhlg uQ;%d lr" u;ska isk
.=rejrhdg mdkh lsug ie,eiajQ Tjqyq l=re f,i iskdiqky'
ish,af,da u u;ska ishyq h'
fudkak uy;d nd, uy;a;hd weiqre lrkafka wo Bfha
isg fkdf' th jir oyhlaj;a me/Ks ;=ouls' m<uqj f,dhl
hre iyhlhl= jQ nd, uy;a;hd miqj lismamq fmug keUqre
h' thska Tyq fmd,sish oek ykd.;a w;r" m<df;a m%isoaO
pKahl= h' thg lrk Wmydrhla jYfhka" l,la md,sfka;=
uka;S%jrhl= j is j;udk uy weue;s;=ud" nd, uy;a;hdg ish
fm!oa.,sl wdrlaIl ;k;=rla mskeuqf h' miq.sh m<d;a md,k
ue;sjrKfha " .,al=,u m%foaYfha l=Uqlalvj, m%dfoaYSh iNdjjg
ksfhda;hl= m;alr .ekSf jeo.;alu uy weue;s;=ud f;are
.;af;a" wyfnka tys .sh fgl gq ireidr f;alal .ia ksid u h'
Bg iqiq u mqoa.,hd o oeka ;ud wi, is' ta idkdhl fyj;a
nd, uy;a;hd h' uy weue;s;=udf.a fyxphshl=j isk nd,
uy;a;hdf.a iyh fudkak m;kafka" mdi,a mlaIljreka l<
meKs,a,l m%;sM,hla jYfhka" ;ud ,lajQ jev ;ykula wj,x.=
lr .ekSug h' t;eka mgka fofokd .c ;=frda jQy'
193

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzyd''' i''' fldfyduo y,am;s;=h tfyu'''ZZ nd, uy;a;hd


y,am;s;=h lshkafka ;s,ldg h' tu weKq moh f;are .;a
fudkak ksjg iajNdjhlska iskdiS u n,d .;af;a h'
zztalsf.a
lshkafk'''ZZ

ksy;a

oeka

fufy

iudc

fiafjg

neye,

zziudc fiajhla k ux okakE nd, uy;a;hd''' Tkak Th


.eg l w,a,f.k fudk fudkjo lrkj lsh, wdrxhs''' ZZ
fudkak jvd;a nhdj lSf ndf.g ysia jQ wrlal= fnda;,h
foi n,ks'
zzyd''' .kakjd .kakjd''' Th n,d yshd uoE'''ZZ nd, uy;a;hd
lSf h'
zzfldfydka fldfydka y W! .uu ku .kshs' .Eks;a
j|.Eks Wkdg n,kjfld ymkal'''ZZ
m<uq W.=frkau u;a is fudkak lgue; fovu
werh'
zzuu f oeka wdf ta .ek l;d lrkakuhs''' f mdr k
fudkj y lrkak fjkjd nd, uy;a;hd''' flda l,ska lrmq
foaj,aj,ska M,la WkdhE'''ZZ
zzya''' ya'''ZZ nd, uy;a;hd ;ud bfha ksjghl= lgue;
fodvk .=rejrhdg ;j;a l;d lsug wkqn, kafka h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
;reK f.d iudch yd yd mqrd lshd islf<a" Ydka; mKa;
yduqrejkag fmdfrdka jQ m%ldr mkai,a j;af;a fldgil j,a
fldgd uhs' j,a fldgd fuka fkdkej;=Kq kef`.k ;re ;reK
f.dyq tys fldgd md;a;s mjd ilid kay' jeis wer .i
nvb`.= weg isgqug o odhl ug Tjqyq fmdfrdka jQy' .f
;dreKHhg oelaula ksudKh u yd Y%uhg oauhla tl;= u
194

p, ,shkf.a

ms<sn| j uy;a fia i;=gq jQ mKa; yduqrefjda .rd jefgk


wdjdifha biaf;dmamqf mrK ydkais mqgqjg nrj hqyqiq j jefvys
ksr; ;reKfhda foi n,d ishy' ;reK r;kfcda;s ysfhda
;reK le< wi,u /ky' th Wkajykafiag uy;a wiajeis,a,ls'
;reK fm< fufyhjka ls%hd lf<a frdayKhs' l,amkdld
tfy;a ls%hdYS,S ;reKhl= jQ frdayK .,al=,u oHd,fha m<uqj
bf.k miqj wkqrdOmqrhg f.dia Wiia fm< yeoErEfjls' Yaj
oHd, m%fYh i|yd m%udKj;a ,l=Kq ,nd.ekSug wiu;a jQ
Tyq fojk jr Nd.hg fmkS isf woyi w;yer .u tkafka"
wkfmalaIs; f,i isjk mshdf.a wNdjh ksid h' fmkqfuka u
hula oek W.f;l=f.a ,laIK frdayK ;=< h' oekg jir
fol ;=klg fmr" oy mdif,a W.kajkakehs lYajjr ysfhda
frdayKg l< oekqu ksy;udkSj ndr.;a fya f olajd ta
lghq;af;a ksr; fjhs' Tyq Oudpdh Nd.hg iQodk jk
w;r" <uqka iaila ;syla mefKk oy mdi,a mx;s lsysmhlg
b.ekajQfha h' kef`.k;re ;reK f.d iudcfha idudl
idudldjkaf.ka ;=fkka tlla u frdayKg jvd jeuy h'
tfy;a iefjd u Tyqg ijka kafka" Tyq oek Wf.f;lehs
wkHhka ;=< jQ Yajdih ksidfjks'
mqyqKq mx;sj, fidauis uy;d fyda is;=x. '' uy;d
fyda lshdfok lreKq m<uqfjka jvd;a meye,sj f;are .;af;a
frdayKhs' we;e lreKq kQ.;a .e ;reKhkag meye,s lsu
i|yd mqyqKq mx;s meje;afjk w;r;=r w;ruehl= fia ls%hd
lsug o frdayKg ish' Tyq th wdYdfjka lf<a h' tn
wjia:djl frdayKg iyh jQ ;reKshl jQfha ks,aKS h' weh o
ka .,al=,f .=rejhls'
mqyqKq mx;sj, Ih lreKq ms<sn| foaYkj,ska miqj" Yka;
wy,l my,l isfha k" mehla yudrla fmd lreKq ms<sn| j
idlPd lf<a h' Ydka;f.a foaYk ffY,sh o WodyrK o ms%h
l< ;reK ;reKsfhda Tyqf.a l;d wid isug uy;a wNsrehla
oelajQy' lDIs oHd;aul foaYkd yudr j;au" Ydka; fmfkkakg
195

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

fkdue;s k kld fyda ks,aKS .=re ksjdih foig jf.dia


zzia'''wo i ke;aoehsZZ wi;s'
ish l;d w;r;=r" ;reK f.d iudcfha b jev ie,eiau"
wjodk" wNsfhda." kh yd f.d iudcfha ixialD;sh ms<sn| j Tyq
l;d lf<a h' fgl Tyq rf foaYmd,kh ms<sn| o l;d lf<a h'
tfy;a yels;dla tu lreKq iSud lsug Tyq m%fY h'
zzThd,d u;l ;shd.kak" wfma wruqKq lrd wms <`.d u
mudfjkak O idOl n,mdkak mqjka''' wms w;r fnula"
wYAjdihla we;s jqfKd;a" wms m<uqj l< hq;af;a tal idlPd
lrk tl' ta iEu l;djla u jD;" wjxl fjkak k' uu tfyu
lsju f;afrkj fka'''ZZ
zzfyd|g f;afrkj i'''ZZ msi w;ka wvq u wOHdmkhla
we;s wx;af.a m%;spdrh ish,a,ka ksfhdackh lf<a h' Tyq ljo;a
Ydka;f.a l;d wid isfha iskduqiq uqyqKsks' nq,;a lyg neKq
Tyqf.a fndr meye;s o;a" yqKq fld< ier ksid mqmqrd .sh
f;d,a w;ka u;= fjoa flfkl=g wmq,la oekqk o Ydka; gqf
wysxil;ajh u muKs'
zzwfma jefg reoaO l fofkla ;eka ;ekaj, tl tl
l;d lshkjd lsh,d wdrxhs'''ZZ rx;a ;jrg;a lSf h'
zzrx;a''' lshk foa b;d jeo.;a'''ZZ .=rejrhdf.a w.h lsfuka
rx;af.a uqj u; ch.%dyS yskdjla weks' zz;eka ;ekaj, l;d
l<dg wmsg .egjla keye''' kuq;a wmsg Rcqj ljqrey we;a
j.lSfuka hula lshkjd k" wms talg ms<s;=re fokak k' ta
lshk foa jeo.;a k" ta ms<sn| wfma u;jdoh wms l;d lr,
;SrKh lrkak k''' fudlo wmsg msgia;r ksiqkaf. lgj,a
jykak nE' wmsg iqnm;k wh jf.au'''ZZ Ydka;g wjika lrkakg
,enqfKa ke;' ;ud bmsg ys| isk ;reK msi rdka; jQjd
fia Tyqg oeksks' hful= ;uka msgqmiska mefKk nj Ydka;g
is;=fKa ;ud mdi,a j;a;g we;= jk blvq,a,g msgqmd isk
neKs' Tyq jyd msgqmi ne,Sh' nd, uy;a;hd" kodi yd ;j;a
196

p, ,shkf.a

fofofkl= iu`. ;uka fj; mefKka is'


zzTh lshkfldg u tkafk'''ZZ kld my;a y`ka lSjd h'
Ydka; jyd weh foi nef ;rjgq ne,auls' nd, uy;a;hd
Yd,djg f.dv wdj o lsisjl=;a wiqkaj,ska ke`.S isfha ke;'
th Tyqf.a fldamh ;j;a je lf<a h'
zzwdhqfndajkav uka;S%;=ud''' tkak b|.kak'ZZ Ydka; ;ud
wi, ;snQ hlv mqgqjla weoafoa h'
zzya''' i fudkj o f yjig yjig W.kajkafk lsh,d
n,, hkav ys;=Kd'''ZZ
zzfndfydu fyd|hs''' uu fkfuhs''' W.kajk .=rejre fokak
k llg l,ska .shd''' wfma ta'whs' uy;a;hhs" '' uy;a;hhs'
uu f ;reK f.d iudfc .ek fmd fmd lreKq lla
idlPd l<d'''ZZ
zzya''' uu f fkdalaldvq lshkj fkfuhs''' ;uqkakdkafia,d
f jf.a i;shla msysgqjd .ksoa wmsg;a u;la l<d k ;ud
fyd|'''ZZ
Bg h hq;= ms<s;=r ;reK msi bmsg ;udg u ug isu
.ek Ydka; i;=gq h' th o ;reKhkag mdvuls'
zzuka;S%;=ud wms ys;=jd wms h ;eklg we,a,d Tn;=ud,
.djg wdju Tn;=ud, i;=gq fjhs lsh,d''' ysia w;ska u wdju
lrorhla fjkak mqjks' Tn;=udg ,efnk iS; im;a .f
ixjOk jev lShlg lsh,k fhdojkak o @ ta ksid wms l
rla .sysx uqK.efykakhs ie,iq lf<a'''ZZ
nd, uy;a;hdg lgW;a;r ke;s h' fld tfia fufia .=frla
fkdf' Wml%uYS,S;ajfhka fl< meKsfhls' ta;a oeka ksy`vj
ish fkdyel' ;udf.a oEi u.yer u fyda bj; n,d isk
;reKhka fifuka tlsfkld foi n,kq fmfka' we;eful=f.a
lg fldKl iskdjla o we;'
f lsisjl=;a ;u oEia foi tl t,af,a fkdn,kqfha" ;udf.a
197

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

f;acia nj ksid hehs is;+ Tyq" we;af;ka u lsisjl=;a ;u oEia


foi fkdn,kqfha tajdfha we;s mldr wmsislu ksid nj
iSfkkq fkdis;=f h'
zz'''ya''' tal fyd|hs''' oeka fudkj o wfma ;reK f.dhsfhd
l lrkak hkafk'''ZZ nd, uy;a;hd weiqf Ydka; foi
n,ks'
zzwms tal wyuq uka;S%;=ud f.dhsfhlaf.ka u'''ZZ Ydka; w; .=
lf<a ;ud bmsg ys| isk ;reK le< foig h'
zzWlal=x lshkak'''ZZ frdayK ldg;a wefik fia lSh'
zzwms uq,ska u mkai,a bvf fmd j.djla odkak u yejd'''
tal yduqrejkaf.a m%fhdacfkag''' B<`.g mkai,a hdh f mdr
wiajoaokjd'' hs" nvbre`.=hs yokjd' kshr j.djl=;a odkjd''' f
lkafka f.dh lmdmq .uka uqx weg byskjd hdhu''' B<`.g'''
Wlal=x uola miqnd isfha h' ;u umshka uevf.k isk f
mqoa.,hd bfha fumuK fohla lshd .kakg ,eu o chls'
zzjej''''ZZ frdayK u;la lf<a h'
Wlal=x bka cjhla ,oafoa h'
zzwd''' T" .,al=,u b;a;Ef jej Y=oaO lr,d ud megjq
odkjd'''ZZ
zzf f.dfmd<" h ksIamdok fiaru l=K,d ,efnk
wdodh f.d iudfc nexl= .sKqul ;em;a lrkjd' uy.,alvj,
f.dck fiajd uOHia:dfk ksIAmdok wf< y,la jD; lr,
wfma ksIamdok jf.a u .f wks;a whf. lDIs yd lDIs fkdjk
ksIamdok wf, lrkak n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd'''ZZ ks,aKS tl;=
l<d h'
nd, uy;a;hdf.a yDo iamkaokh by< f.dia ;sKs' kodi
,jd ;=jlal=jla f.kajdf.k fu;ek iskjqka ish,a,ka ndjkakg
Tyqg Wjukd ;sKs' lgla wkakg jdre ke;sj .,al=,f jeks
jekS ys .egjqkag .eiaishkag fu;r yhshla wdf flfia o @
198

p, ,shkf.a

f wefikafka ;udf.a wjidkh ms<sn| ,shd we;s f;aud mdGhla o @


f wmrdOh .ug l< .=rd w,a,d mrilaj, .eish hq;=h'
uka;S%;=ud ksYaYo h' Tyq m;a we;s wmyiq;d j ldg;a
jegysKs' tfy;a Tyq t;r wmyiq;djlg m;a l< hq;= ke;'
Ydka; l;d lf<a h'
zzTkak uka;S%;=ud f.dhshkaf.a ys;aj, ;sfhk woyia'''wms f
mqx u.fmkaula ;rhs lrkafka''' oeka n,kak Th lshmqjdhska
;uqkakdkafiag iudoka fjkak mqjka fld;kg o lsh,d''''''''ZZ
Bg ms<s;=re ug jpk nd, uy;a;hd i;= fkdh' tfy;a
hula lsj hq;=j ;sf'
zzfndfydu fyd`ohs i'''' fndfydu fyd`ohs'''' ug y
ikaf;daihs f <uhs .ek'''' ux f mq;a;,x b`o, tk .uka''''
tfykx ug wjirhs''''ZZ
jyd ke`.sg.;a Tyq miqmi fkdn,d u Yd,dfjka msg h'
Yd,dfjka msg; hk ;ud foi .=reksjdih wi, isg n,d isk
;s,ld Tyq gqf tghs' ta ne,au Tyqg u;l h' fld;r fyd`ka
u;l oehs lsjfyd;a jyd h<ss;a bh n,d.;a fya ;u fomd
f.j;a lf<a h' g jir lsysmhlg fmr ;ksj u mdf .uka
lrk ;s,ld miqlr h meojQ nd, uy;a;hd h<s th miqmig
f.k" weh wi, kj;ajd" r:hg f.dvjk f,i wdrdOkd lf<a h'
f mqoa.,hd yye fkdy`kk ;s,ld zz;j l rhsfka''' ux
tkakx''''ZZ hehs lSf iskyuqiq uqyqfKka hq;=j yd ia;+;s mQjlj h'
weh flfia fyda r:hg kxjd.; yelsh is;+ fya B<`.g lS
fohska ;s,ldf.a fldamh byjyd .sfha h'
zz ,iaik yskao o wdvnr'''' ffl k ;rx ,iaik wh
.syska ;sfhkjd''''ZZ
;s,ldf.a uqyqfKka isky j w;=reoka h' lsis;a fkdlS wE
yqka;eku k;r nd, uy;a;hdf.a uqyqK foi tl t,af,a n,d
ishd h' ta weiaj,ska kd.hska fofokl= u;= ;u uqyqKg oIaG
199

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lrkq Tyqg fmKqks' hflla gq lf,l fuka h jQ Tyqg ;ud lS


foh fufkys lsug ;r isys l,amkdj ,eKs' ;j;a fudfyd;la
j;a tys fkdis Tyq f.fhka h meoh' .=re ksjdih wi, isg
;ud foi n,d is .eyekshf.a weiaj,ska o wr kd.hska fofokd
nei tkq Tyq h' nd, uy;a;hdf.a lmkh fydka jgyd.;a
kodi Tyq r:hg f.dvj;a u th f.fhka bhg weoafoa h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
;reKfhda fukau ;reKsfhda o tldjka j jev l<y' .f
wka;jd fkdjQ wIs; jeys f.dyq fndfyda fofkla o ;reK
msi yd Wfrkqr .efgka Tjqkag iydh kay' mkai,a j;af;a
isgjQ nvb`.= weg mqmqrd kef`.k ,d o ysre iu`. iskdfioa
Bg jh ka ksiqka iuQyh mkai,a hdfha ;u Y%uh j.=rejka
ishy' ld,dka;rhla uq,af,a w;yer oud ;snQ f.d;eka hdh
;ek ;ek ;rula Yd, mre je ;sKs' jir lsysmhla Woe,a,l
myi fkd,;a fmdf<dj >k ldIaGl ;sKs' hf<ka
mK /l.kakd ;=kS ;Kfld< ;gqjlska ;eks;,d fmdf<dj
wdjrKh ;snQ kuq wek flfkl=f.a h m;=,aj,g oeKqfka
;ud l.,a ;,djla u; weo hkq n ye`.Suls' by< f.dia
fmdf<dj u; m;s; jk Wo ;,hla mi fonE lrf.k ls\ niskq
fjkqjg bj; is fjhs' l=Uqre jevg yd fjk;a nr jevg yqre jQ
;reK msi fl;r fjfyi ug iu;a jqj o l=Uqre hdfhka
Nd.hl muK j,a fldgoa nrm;, f,i ukafoda;aidys ishy'
Ydka; miqnd .sfha h' k foll flhlska miqj mkaif,a
uqK .eiSug ish fokd l;sld lr .;ay' mkaif,a yuqu
uekjehs fhdackd lf<a ;s,ld h' iq<f`.a kegfjk <m nvb`.=
me< fl;r fjfyilr wfhl=g jqj o jhla ,nd fok nj wE
is;=jd h' fjfyi jQ ;reK msig h wNsfm%arKhla fok
wre;sks weh th fhdackd lf<a' th fnfyka w.h l< Ydka;"
zzyduqrefjda l;d l<d u ;j lla Wkka fjhs''' ug;a b;sx n,
200

p, ,shkf.a

lrkak nE'''ZZ lSf h' Ydka; miqnd hdu ;s,ld fkdiaiqjd h'
zzTh;a oeka jef w;Er,d jf.a'''ZZ
zzkE wfka''' ta;a ug n,lrkak nEfk''' jef wudre ;ud'''ZZ
Ydka; ;=< o jQfha ie,iqlrK whf jQ w;lafiarej ms<sn|
;rul lk.dgqjls'
zztlafld wmsg f lkafk hdfhka nd.hla wiajoaokak
;snqKd'''ZZ
zzfldfydu Wk;a ux mkai,a .sysx tkakx'''ZZ Ydka; .=re ksjdifha
mE, fodka msgj ueiai u; jQ l<hlska j;=r lla kjd fndka
is f;a fldamamh wfha b;s jQ lyg | fidaod yefha h'
zzThd yjia fjhs o @''''ZZ
zzkE''' fol ;=k fjoa tkak'''ZZ Ydka; lSf mdi,a j;a;g
we;= jk lvq,a, wyqrks'
kef`.k ;re ;reK f.d iudch msysgjQ od mgka f olajd
meje;a jQ iEu /iaulg u tys idudlfhda ish fokdu iyNd.s
ug j.n,d .;ay' ta n,j;a Woafhda.fhks' jvd;a iqfYaIS lreK
jQfha ksh; fj,djg u ish fokd iyNd.s uhs' Ydka; ish
h;=re meh .,amfm< wi, kj;aj;a u" m lsysmhla ke`. is
kld;a" iukau,S;a k;r jQy'
zzwms ys;=jd i fu,ylg;a we,a, we;s lsh,d'''ZZ
zzkE <ufhda''' ia f;a tlla yejfka''' talhs kd oyhla
myf<djla mrlal= jqfka''' hx''' hx''''ZZ Tyq ;reKshka whg folg
miq lf<ka ;reKsfhda o hqyqiq j mfm< ke.a.dyq h'
nK uvqj ;=< hfula isk nj oeKqk kuq kef`.k ;re
f.d iudcfha /iaulg ;ud tkf;la fmru. n,d isk
;reK msif.ka wefik Woafhda.su;a y`v Ydka;g kEiqfka h'
.;g fjfyila fkdjQj o miq.sh k ;=k y;r ;=< ;reK fm<
uola miqnd hdu ms<sn| O whqka is;ka is Ydka; is;ska
fjfyi isfha h' nKuvqj ;=<g fkdtu wdjdih lrd Tyq
201

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

.uka lf<a nKuvqj ;=< ;u is;a;ejq, jvjk hula we;ehs Tyqg


bfjka fuka oeKqk neKs' wdjdifha we;= ldurhl cfka,hla
wi, me/Ks mxPdx. ,s;la fmr<ka is lYajr ysfhda uola
ysi yrjd" zzwd uy;a;hd wjdoeZZhs weiS h'
zztfyhs yduqrejfka'''ZZ Wkajykafiag je| ke.sk Ydka;
gqf cfka,h msg; isk r;kfcda;s yshkaj h'
zz<uhs is tlla we,a,d i'''ZZ Ydka;g iqiqula fy<sks'
Tyqg ;jrg;a is;Sug wjldY fkdh' ta" mKa; yduqrefjda
l;d l< neKs'
zzwfma uy;a;fhda fufyuhs'''' iuyr wjia:dj,a tkjd
;fha wms hh w;a fkdy< hq;=''' fYaIfhka u mska
fmfkk foaj,a u;''' oeka Th fld,af,d l miqneiafia we`.a
uykaishg o @ kE''' Wkaf. uyWka uqx uykais fjkfldg fmak"
wkdjels lshkak .;a;''' l wiajeoaokak mqjka o @ wms wo Bfha
l=Uqre lrmq ksiaiq o @ wfka wumd WU,g;a Tjla ke;s ye'''
lsh,d'''ZZ Ydka;f.a weia fukau uqj o jvd;a jr h' ;reK fm<
ukafod;aidyS lsug Tjqkaf.a u jeyshka lghq;= lr we;ehs
Ydka; lsisfgl;a fkdis;=f h' tfy;a f,dl= yduqrefjda th
kqjKska o;ay'
zzwfma uy;a;hd''' .sysx" we,a, bkak msig l;d lrkak'''
ux l;d lr.;a; jf.a fia;xg mhsxvhla weh f me;af; we;a
hkak tkak lsh,d'''ZZ
zztfyhs'''ZZ
Ydka; nK uvqjg f.dvjeKq kuq fndfyda ;reKfhda
Tyqf.a oEia u.yeug W;aidy l<y' mkai,a hdh wiajeoaf
fufyhqu w;ru. k;r lr,Sf fokdj fukau fu;r wvq
msila meK isu o kef`.k ;re ixl,amfha ksud;Djrhdf.a
lkiai,a,g fya;= jk nj Tjqyq o;af;da h' Ydka; ;ud ;=< jQ
lk.dgqj fkdfmkajd isug W;aiql jQfha" ;ud msgqmiska mKa;
yduqrejka jeu o Tyqg ta fudfydf;a uy;a wiajeis,a,la h'
202

p, ,shkf.a

zzfudlo lh wvq''' uykaishs o'''ZZ Ydka; idudkH


fmkqula uqyqKg wdrEV lr.;af;a h' lsisfjla lsisjla fkdlSy'
zzux kx lsfj i" wo oji;a fu;ek kdia;s fkdlr
fl<ska u hdhg u huq lsh,d'''ZZ wE,suE,s nj" ukafoda;aidyS nj
hk ksy`v;dj ;=< hula mqmqrd .sfha h' ta" rx;af.a y`vhs' rx;a"
Wlal=x" frdayK we;= ;reKfhda y;a wg fofkla myq.sh k fol
;=< o Ydka; yuqug .=re ksjdihg taug wu;l fkdl<y'
fl;r fjfyilr jqjo mkai,a hdh fufyhqu iu`. bhg
hdug iQodk oy myf<dia fofkl= iu`. fyda ta .uk hd hq;= nj
Tjqkaf.a u;h h' Ydka;f.a udkisl;ajh h ia:djrhl mj;ajd
.ekSug odhl jQ ta fh!jkhka iuQyh ueo is f zzfkdyslauqKqZZ
;reKhd foi Ydka; nef wdorfhks' Tyq lSf mkai,a tau
ksYaM, nj fkdf' lYajr ysfhda o rx;a foi lreKdfjka
ney' r;kfcda;s yshkag Wjukd jQfha ;reK msi iu`. hdfha
/f|kakg h'
zzwfma uy;a;hd''" ux lSj ksy wdx tkj'''ZZ .,amfm<
fifuka ke`. tk fia;x foig ysi yrjka lYajr ysfhda
lSy' nK uvqf u ys| is fld,af,da fl,af,da jyd biaiS fyda
ke`.sg mkai,g m%fY jk oajdrh foi nejdyq" nK uvqj
foig ixhufhka weo tk uy tfy;a W;a;=x. foayOd .ehd
gqy' lf,lg by; .,al=,u fj,a odfka f,i lghq;= l< o
.ug fyda .ehdg Tfrd;a;= fkdfok ks,Odjdoh" im%odhsl
mmd,k yd l<ukdlrK rgd | oeuQfhka fj,a odfka,d
kslu kslx ksiqka njg m;ah' tfy;a fia;x .f ldg;a ish
w;aoelSj,ska ix.%y l<" .eg /ilg i w;aoelS weiqfrka
fidhd.;a ir, .efhls' .efhda ljqre;a fia;xg nqyqux lf<a
Tyq ;=< jQ mph ksidu h' Tyq fjfols' iq wudrejlg w;afnfy;a
/ila Tyq i;= jQ w;r Tyqf.a im fjolu wy, my< .j, mjd
m%p,s; h' ;reK msi mkai,a hdh wiajoaok wdrxh lK jel=Kq
iekska jvd;a i;=gq jQjl= jQfha fia;x h' ;reK msig iyh
ug jeys .ehka fhduq l< n,f.h fia;x nj Ydka; oek
isfha h' fia;xf.a lDIsldl fl!I,Hh .ek Ydka;g lreKq
203

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lSf is;=x.hs' Ydka; fia;x ykdf.k isfha fjo uy;l= yd


ldf.;a ms<s.ekSug ,laj is ;,;=kd .efhl= f,ihs' fia;x
;=< jQ wjHdc ukqIH;ajh .ek Ydka; fiiq ish,a,kag u jvd
oek isfha h' nK uvqj wi,g u meKs .ehd hula weiqKq
lf,l fuka jyd wdmiq ye blauka .ukska mkai,g f.dvjk
.,amfm< fj; mshke`.=f h' Tyq foi n,d is ish,af,da laIsma; jQ w;r mfm< wi, k;r jQ fia;x lr u; jQ l
f,akaiqj w;g .kska jyd nKuvqj foi ne,Sh'
zzwfma biafldaf, uy;a;hd" .yska f me;a;g wdjkx'''ZZ
Ydka; Tyq fj; j .sfha h'
zzwfka Ydka;'''ZZ ta jk g;a ;s,ld wjidk .,am lsysmh
k`.ska ishd h' yduqrejre foku o fiiq ish,af,da o ta jkg
t;ekg /ia ishy'
;s,ldg l;d lr.; fkdyel' weh f.fhka yqiau by<
my< fy,hs' oEiska l jef''' hula is we;'
zzwfka Ydka;''' ;d''' ;a;'' g wudrehs'''''ZZ weh jyd .,a
mhla u; ys| .;a;d h' l;d lsu" ye`u" y;s weu" yqiau
.ekSu ish,a, tljr l< fkdyel' weh oej lmkhg m;aj
ie;mq ;=kald,la jQ r jka meK we;'
zzfld,af,d wdx wr oxf.g .sysx'''ZZ lshka wdjdih foig
w; .= l< mKa; yduqrefjda j;=r l<h /f.k f.fhka tk
r;kfcda;s ysfhda gqy' l<h w;g .;a Ydka; bka h iaj,amhla
;s,ldf.a foda;g j;alf<a h'
zzwfka uf.a''' ;d;a;d'''ZZ weh l=vd orejll= fia y`vhs' t;ek
ishjqkaf.ka mKa; yduqrejka yd fia;x udud yer fiiq
ish,a,kaf.a oEia l<ska f;;a j ;sKs' Ydka; n,j;a wmyiq;djg
m;aj isfha h'
zz;s,ld wms huq oekau'''ZZ Tyq lSf weh bmsg weK ;nd
ys|.ksks'
204

p, ,shkf.a

weh bj; n,df.k y`vka ishd h' Ydka; jyd ke`.sg


ix>hd jykafiag jekafoa h'
zzyduqrejfka wmsg wjir''' frdayK'''" rx;a'''" fia;x udud
tlal l;d lr,d iqiq fohla lrkak''' ux hka .uka ''
ig;a u;la lrf.k hkakx'''ZZ
zzwfma uy;a;fhda l,amkdfjka''' w;a biafldaf, ydfka
nhfjkak ld kE''' f.or hoa wmam wmQrejg b''' b;sx kd`v
hkak'''ZZ ;s,ld ke`.sg j;a u mKa; yduqrefjda .eUqre f,i fia;x
foi ney' wyi foi ne fia;x Bg u i,k .eUqre ne,aulska
Wkajykafia foi n,d fifuka ysi by< my< lf<a h'
zzljqo ;s,ld mKsf lsfj @''''ZZ Ydka; weiqf mK.ekajQ
h;=re mehg ;s,ld kxjd .kakd .uka h'
zzis;=x. whsh,g u,a,s l:d lr,d''' thd yishlg y,dj;
hkjd lsh,d wr nhsisl,a jevfmdf<a isrd wf;a mKsvhla tj,d'''
ta ukqiaihd ug lsfj'''ZZ ;s,ld ye`vq w;ka lSjd h'
;fha n,dfmdfrd;a;= Odldr h' tajd fm!oa.,sl fyda
fmd h yel' ta tla me;a;ls' ;fha h;d:h wks;a me;a;hs'
n,dfmdfrd;a;= iu`. ksid j;a jkafka h;d:hg uqyqK foks'
mkai,g .sh Ydka; ;u lkiai .;sh u.yrjdf.k tkq we;ehs
;s,ld wfmalaId lf<a Tyq bka mSvd whqre weh fm!oa.,slj u
w;a neKs' tfy;a ta ish,a, lKmsg fmr,ka ;fha
h;d:h u;= ;sf'
;s,ld lkka weula ye|.;af;a o y`vks' weh ksr;=rej
wiajeiSug Ydka; fjfyi h' k lsysmhla k;r ug is fj;ehs
wkqudk l< ;s,ld" .jq fol ;=kla o" Ydka;f.a l,siula"
lihla yd irula o fjku u,a,lg Tnd .;a;d h' mdif,a
lvq,a, <`. Ydka; h;=re meh mK.kajoa t;ekg meK is
kldf.a wud iquk,;d fj; .=re ksjdifha h;=r;a" mdif,a
y,am;s;=udf.a ldurfha h;=r;a Ndr kakd h'
zzi|g l,ska tkak fjhso okakEfk kl,f. wfu'''ZZ
205

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

h;=r foka ;s,ld lSjd h'


zzljo tkak nehe w;a ia''' .sysx tkakfld whshkdhl
fohshkaf.u msysfgka'''ZZ weh wjHdc j fmr<d mejiqjd h'
zzwfma fl,a, ;ju;a mkaif,a fjkake;s fkao i'''ZZ
iquk,;d weiqf Ydka;f.ks'
zz;j llska ths'''ZZ
h;=re meh bhg weKs' wdrxh lK jel=Kq fndfyda
.efhda u. fomig meK Ydka; yd ;s,ld foi n,d ishy'
Tjqkaf.a is;ai;ka fj; iekiSu h<s <`.d jkafka f hqj<
;u ln,a h;=re mefhka wdmiq tk oiqk gq miqj h' fndfyda
fofkl= uqka fkdlSj o ;s,ld yd Ydka; bj; hkq Tjqka n,d
iskafka ;u wdrlaIlhska ;ukaf.ka wE;a j hkq n ye`.Sulsks'
yels iefjdu iu`. ;s,ld u<dksl j iskdiqks' y`fuka wef.a
uqyqK b ;snqKs'
ish mjqf,a hful=g WKla fyiaidjla je<K o ;s,ld
fnfyka l,n, jk ;eke;a;shls' Ydka; ta nj okS' tfy;a weh
fu;r l,n, jQfha wehs @ wdrxh f.k wd ;hd ;=< wdrxhg
jvd je hula ms<sUq jkakg w;ao @ Ydka; je,s mdf h;=re
meh Odjkh lf<a l,amkdf ksu.ak fjks'
zzisrd wdmq.uka weyqfj Thdj''' talhs ug yq`.la nh'''
wikSmhla jqKdu idudkHfhka fufyg ljqre;a l;d lrkak
yiais fjkafk keyefk''' f,dl= wudrejla o okakE'''ZZ ;s,ld
fifuka lSjd h' Ydka;f.a ks.ukh ksje/ h' wikSmh m%N,
h hq;=h' ke;sk bka tyd .sh m;la h hq;=h' ta l=ula jj;a
oeka Bg uqyqK h hq;=h'
zzudj fydhkak we;af;a Thd ;kshu ysgmq ksid fjkak
we;s'''ZZ Ydka; lSf ;s,ldf.a is; ikik wfhks'
zzya'''ZZ weh blaukska u lSjd h'
;uka myqlrf.k hk .,aje,a foi ne wehg ta iEu
206

p, ,shkf.a

;eklu ;d;a;d ue fmKqks' g jir .Kkdjlg by; ;ud


;d;a;d iu`. f mdf wdjd wehg u;l h' ta" ;S%frdao r:hlsks'
;d;a;d idudkHfhka jefhka l;d lrkakl= fkdf' tfy;a
Tyqf.a bh" Tyq ;=< we;s ye`.S lshd mEf h' md jk ,eyen
miqlrka bhg wefok ;S%,fhka msg; n,d is ;d;a;d
tlajr u ;s,ldf.a w;la w,a,d .;a;d wehg ;ju;a u;l h'
zzwehs ;d;af;a @''''ZZ
zzkE f,dl= f'''' f m,d; yq`.la mdhs''''ZZ ;d;a;d lSf
lauqiq iajrhlsks' fld;r f,dl=uy;a " . .sh o umshkag
orefjda orefjda u h' Tjqkag ;uka j;a jk;=re /ljrKh
ie,iSu Tjqkaf.a tl u wIaGdkhhs' .=rejhl f,i ;s,ldg
m;au ,efnKqfha ;u fijKska ie;mq ish .Kkla ka nj
;d;a;d fufkys lf<a h' udmsh - ore in|;dj wNsnjd rcfha
;SrKj,g ysi keh hq;=h' fkdtfia k ksluqka fia f.org
ish yel'
zzug WU, f.or ;shdf.k n,d .kak tl m%Yakhla
fkfjhs''' ta;a WU biafldaf, fkdak flfkla lsh,d lshkak
,efnk tl Bg jvd ixf;daIhla f,dl= f'''ZZ .,al=,u oHd,fha
jev ndr.ekSug msg;aj taug f.oka msgjk fudfydf;a ;d;a;d
tfia lSf h' fldfydug;a mshd ;=< jKsh flfrys je wdorhla
we;' y`vka ;udg iuqfok wud yd u,a,Sg ;ud tkf;la
miaika bkak hehhs lS ;d;a;d by; joka lSf Tyqf.a m;=,a
u; ;s,ldf.a k<, iamI fjoa h' tfy;a Tyq fkdye`vqf h'
.,al=,ug jk ux ueka <`.d fjoa ;d;a;d tlajr u ;udf.a w;
w,a,d .ekSu msgqmi jpk odylska lsj fkdyels wjjdohla" .
;snqKs' ;s,ld ta ish,a, jgyd .;a;d h' fjkodg jvd ;d;a;df.a
w; ta fudfydf;a iS;, jQ nj ;s,ldg u;l h'
zzWUj wer,,d wdmqodg miafikaod ;d;a;d jevg .sfha kE'''
ux wikSmhlaj;a o lsh,d weyqju kE''' tfyuu;a kE lsjd'''
fldprj;a wdx wr .,a;,dj Wvg fj,d jd fj,d m,a,xlf
207

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ydj n,d Wkakd''' ojia fol ;=kla hklx yhg lEf f


j;a kE nx'''ZZ wud tfia lSf .,al=,u oHd,fha m;au Ndr
.ekSfuka miqj" ;ud m<uq ksjdvq ld,hg f.or .sh gl h'
Y=oaO lrka is r;=Kq f.h mfil ;enQ ;s,ld jyd ysi yrjd
wud foi nejd h'
zzTh WU .shdg ys; y kE ;du idxldj''' .syska iqudkhla
hklx ;d;a;d ;uhs nq myk ;sfn''' ux n,df.k" je`o,d bjr
fj,d ifrd fmdfgka weia msy odkjd'''ZZ
;s,ldf.a oEia w.ska h<s;a l` .e,Sug mgka .;af;ah' h;=re
meh uy.,alvj,g <`.d ;snqKs' iqmqre m h;=re meh kj;d
hEug is;=x.f.a ks, ksjdihg Tjqyq .sfhda h' yereKq fodka ysi
fmf is;=x.f.a `o hs'
zzwd''' u,a,S''' wdrxh wdmq .uka u whshd ta m<df; ukqiaifhla
wf;a mKsjqf wehd''' whshg wo '' fldka*rkaia fka'''
fkdhdu nE'''ZZ
l=ula o f wdrxh @ fuh wikSmhlg tyd m;la o @
Ydka; ms,sirj is;ka jyd l;d lf<a h'
zztal ;uhs wlafla''' uu;a lsf wms blaukg huq lsh,d'''
fldfydu;a hoa yjia fjhsfk''' wou biams;df,g hd .kak ne
jqfKd;a" fyg Wfoa hkak mqjka lsh,d ux fuhdg;a lsfj''''ZZ
;;ajh l=ula jqj;a ;s,ldf.ka ;djld,slj ish,a, jix l<
hq;=h'
zzT''' T u,a,S" tfykx ux whshg lshkakx''' .syska l;d
lrkakflda'''ZZ
zzhkjd wlafla'''ZZ ;s,ld fifuka lSjd h'
;udg msgqmd hk ;reK hqj< foi uy;a ohdfjka n,d is
nKavdr ueKsfla .= iqiqula fyjd h'
zzYdka; udf g''gd'''ZZ is;=x.f.a jeuy,a hKshf.a y`ka
jyd wdmiq yereKq Ydka;g;a" ;s,ldg;a fudfyd;l i;=gla
208

p, ,shkf.a

oeKqfka ta iqr;,a hKshf.a uqj oelSfuks'


mq;a;,fuka fld<U nihg f.dvjk g uOHyakh miq
;sKs' fld<U hoa iji ;=kyudrj;a fjhs' t;eka isg r;akmqrhg
;j;a meh ;=kls' r;akmqf isg wlehg meh Nd.hlaj;a .;
f' Ydka;f.a woyi wkqj rd;S% wg muK fjoa f.or hd yel'
ljqj ;=<ska .,d wd iq<f`.a f.h md,kh lrkq msKsi Ydka;
th uola jeiqf h' ;s,ld fu;r lmkh jQfha" zz;d;a;dg
wudrehs jydu tkakZZ f,i mKsjqvhla ,enqKq neKs' ;d;a;d
;ukaf.a wmyiq;djla" wikSmhla f,fyisfhka wkHhkag we`.
jQfha ke;' b;d W.% fokdjl mjd Tyq lf<a ueiafia jQ
f.drl uqhg w; hjd iqEKq f.hla f.k bka flka l
Y=oaO lsu muKs' f ldrKh okakd wud jyd th idiamdkl
oud ,sm ;nd ;nd fmd lr ;d;a;dg fndkakg fohs'
zzfldhslg;a uu fld;a;u,a,s ll=;a ,sfma ;snd''' Wfoa
fjkfldg fjkila kQfkd;a rdcmlaI uy;a;hd .djg hk tlhs
fyd|'''ZZ tn kl iqEKq fndk ;d;a;d wu;d wud lshhs'
flfia fj;;a" ;d;a;d inkaOfhka h nrm;, ;;a;ajhla
Woa.; we;s nj ;s,ldg o oefkhs' weh ;u ysi Ydka;f.a
Wrysig nr l<d h'
zzlla ksod.kak ;s,ld'''ZZ Ydka; uDj lSf h' tfy;a
wehg kskao fkdhk nj Tyq okS' uola jr jqKq oEiska ;ukag
miqjk fmd,aremamd o ta w;ka jka jr ia jk hl;s o ksia
ckdjdi o olsoa ;s,ldg oeKqfka mdj uqiq fjfyils'
olaI jvq ndiqkakefya flfkl= f,i m%isoaO ;d;a;d ;ud yd
u,a,S wu;d ks;r lS fohla ;s,ldg u;l h'
zzf riaidj wf;a mfha yhsh ;sfhklx ;rhs''' ug jdre
ke;s fjkak biair WU,d ms<sfj,la fjh,a,d'''ZZ
zz;d;a;d ;ju;a kdlshe'''ZZ ;s,ld tg lshhs'
zzkE''' ;du ug ismyfk'''ZZ ;d;a;d iskdfika lshhs'
209

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzkE''' oywghs'''ZZ ;s,ld lshkafka ;d;a;d <`.ska lyg f;a


flamamh;a j;=r fcda.=jl=;a ;nk .uka h' Tyq mqreoaola f,i g
lEf h' tfyhska fjk hula lEug ug fmr j;=r W.=re fol
;=klska lg fidaod .ekSu mqreoaola ;sKs' ;d;a;d ;udg jvd
uola u,a,Sg ;rjgq l< nj ;s,ldg u;l ;sf' Tyq lsisod w;a
weula weu ms%h fkdlf<a h' w;a irula we`.,Eu ;d;a;dg
wmyiqjls'
;d;a;df.a wdhqO u,a, wiamia lroa ;s,ld ks;r u ta wi,g
.shd h' O ,S yd .efuka uqjy;a jQ ta wdhqO w;r" l=vd h;=legh
weh fnfyka ms%h l<d h' ,E,s iu`. iamI fuka ukdj ue
we;s tys h uqyqK; yd ;d;a;df.a oE;a w;r iudk;ajhla we;ehs
weh is;=jd h' fjfyi jev lsu ksid u ;d;a;df.a m<,a
Wi Yrh ukd yevhlska hqla; h' ;ud Wiia fm< yodroa;a
b|ysg ;d;a;d wi,g jf.dia zz;d;af;a jvd .kakeZZhs wE
lSjd h' ;d;a;d ;;amr lsysmhlg fyda wE jvd .;af;a h' wud th
gqjfyd;a wehg neK w`v.dhs' tfy;a biair fuka fkdj" ;ud
Wiq,d isu ;d;a;dg wiSre nj ;s,ldg jegysKs' Tyq jhig hka
is' ;d;a;df.a iu /<s je we;' w;mh uola isyskaj f.disks'
m;a;rh nef weig <xlrf.k h'weh ;=< we;s jQfha lls'
;s,ld jyd ysi fl<ska l<d h' weh ksod fkdis nj o;a
Ydka; jyd zzwehs ;s,ldZZ hehs weiqf h'
zz;d;a;dg fudkjf.a wikSmhla o okakE'''ZZ
zz.sysxu n,uq''' uykais fj,d jev lrmq ksiaiqfka'''ZZ
fjkjg lshkjd fkfuhs''' tla;eka fj,do okakE''' mmqfj
wudrejla tfyu we,a,d'''ZZ
zzThd fufy b|ka fmak fkdlshd bkakflda'''ZZ
zzThd lr lr ysh jef w;ru. od, tkak Wk tl .ek
;ryska bkafka'''ZZ ;s,ld fkdalaldvq iajrfhka lSjd h'
zzTkak mgx .;a;d''' Thd kslx u kslx idudkH .Eksfhla
fjkak yokjdfka fmdv we;a;x'''ZZ
210

p, ,shkf.a

f wdrxh ;rula nrm;, nj Ydka; o okS' tfy;a bka


;ud ;=< we;s jQ lmkh msg;g fkdfmkaug Tyq m%fY h'
Ydka; ;u mshd yd ;s,ldf.a mshd w;r lsis fjkila fkdolS'
fofokd u wjHdc .efhda h' ;s,ldf.a mshd ;ud fj; oelajQfha
;s,ldg fkdfofjks wdorhls' ;s,ldf.a u,a,S jir lsysmhlska
;s,ldg nd, h' ;ud y yn l< fohla wkd.; Wreulaldrhd
u,a,S nj ;s,ldf.a ;d;a;d o;a kuq;a" ta ish,a, n,d yod
.ekSfuys ,d ;udf.a iyfhda.h ;d;a;d wfmalaId l< nj Ydka; okS'
;ud iu`. ksoyfia l;d l< wjia:djl" u,a,S ;=< ;ju;a mj;sk
fi,a,laldr .;s mej;= ms<sn`o j Tyq ;rula fkdukdmfhka
l;d lf<a h' ;udg jvd jeuy,a ;=rl=f.a .rdchl iydhl
jevla l< Tyq ;ju;a ;h ms<sn`o nrm;, f,i is;kakl=
fkdu ;d;a;df.a f lkiai,a,g fya;= jkakg we;s nj jfrl
Ydka; ;s,ld iu`. lSh'
zzta Wkdg uu u,a,Sg bvlv .ek Wmfoia fokak hkakE'''
ug ysf;k fohla uu Thd tlal lshkakx''' Thd u,a,Sg lshkak'''ZZ
kla Ydka; ;s,ldg lSh'
zz tal fyd`ohs''' ke;ak u,a,S Wk;a ys;kak ne kE''' wms
Th ;shk w,a,la ;r bvug wey .yf.k bkakjd lsh,d'''ZZ
;s,ldf.a ms<s;=r ksjer h'
;s,ldf.a ;d;a;d ms<sn`o j wu;l fkdjk isoa lsysmhla
Ydka;f.a is; ;=< ;em;a j ;sf' Ydka; jvd;a we lf<a
Tyq ;=< jQ wjHdc;ajhghs' Tjqka oHdmSGfha isk w;r;=r tla
fikiqrdodjl ;s,ldf.a wud;a ;d;a;d;a weh ne,Sug oHd
mSGhg meKsfha h' ta jk g ;ud yd Ydka; w;r we;s in`o;dj
;s,ld wud iu`. lshd ;sKs' ;u wkd.; nEKkqjka neyeoelSu
fuu .ufka tlu mrud:h fkdjQj o Tyqf.a yev yqrelu n,d
.ekSf l=l=ila wud;a ;d;a;d;a ;=< ;sfnkakg we;' ;s,ld;a
Ydka;;a l;d jQ m wud yd ;d;a;d meK mehla muK .;fjoa
Ydka; Tjqka w;rg meKsfha h' ta Ydka;f.a im;u ;=rl= jQ
lu,a o iu`. h' ;s,ld ;ud ujg yd mshdg y`kajd fo;au Tyq
211

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ke umshkag jekafoA h'


zzwu,d tfyka Wfoka u tkak we;s'''ZZ Ydka; wud foi
n,d lSf h'
zzT orefjda wo u hkak;a tmdhE'''ZZ wud lSf Ydka;
foi ;j;j;a fyd`o ye n,ks' ;d;a;d yqka ;ekska ke`.sg uola
uE;a fjkq gq Ydka; ;j;a hula wud iu`. l;d lr" ;d;a;dg
<x jQfha h'
zz;d;a;,g uykais;a we;s niaj, we,a,d''' oex wdfh hkak;a
tmdhE'''ZZ
iq irula o" ,dly meye;s w;afldg lihla o ye`o rn
firmamq hqj<la me<`o is ;u uduKahd foi fyd`ka n,ka
tfia lS Ydka; zz;d;a;, lEjd oeZZhs weiSh'
zzhka .uka fudkj y imamdh fjkak nehE <ufhda'''ZZ
Tyq lSf oHdmSGfha msgkshg Tfnka iajk fia .iska jeiqKq
l` jeh foi n,d f.k h'
zzj Th <uh .ek wu tlal lshkj ux wyf.k'''ZZ jfyka
Tfrda ke;sj u ;d;a;d lSf h' Ydka; Bg fnfyka leu;s h'
zznr,sh yE lsj fkao'''ZZ Tyq tfia weiqf ;u oEia foi
tl t,af,a n,df.k h'
zz nr,sfhka ye, hkak kE''' ;d;a; okakj o ukao'''
fld<ksh yh'''ZZ
zzta ye u;lhla kE''' fmd ikafha ird,sia lsh, ndia
flfkla tlal w;aje,af;dg me;af;a jy,la .ykak wdj'''ZZ
taoka is nq,;ag Tyq lf r`ojd .;af;a h'
zzwfka ukao" g lEjg fl< .ykak mqjka o lsh,'''
f,danlf nE f ;Kfld< fmaoa'''ZZ ;d;a;d lSf f;,a .d
ukdj mSrd ;snQ fldKavh w;lska iliks'
zztalg ulafjkj o ;d;af;a'''ZZ lu,a wkqn, kafka h'
zzya'''ZZ Tyq lu,a foi n,d iskdiqfKa h'
zzTh <uhs mqx wh fkfuhsfka''' oek w`kf.k wdY%h
212

p, ,shkf.a

lrkafka woyila we;sj''' wmsg;a ldrKd ldrKd lshd fokak


Th <uhskag mqjx''' orejkaf.a weia mdokak okak msila fka
.=rejre''' wfma hq;=lx fj,dj wdjyu wms bIaG lrkakx''' fufyx
msg Wkdu wu, ;d;a;, tlal we;a hkak tkakfld ta
me;af;a'''ZZ wd.sh f;dr;=re l;d lrka is ;d;a;d Tjqkaf.ka
iuq.ks;au lS ta joka Ydka;f.a is;a.;af;a h' mSGfha f.agqfjka
msh wE;aj h;au wud fo;=ka jrla ye ;s,ld foi ne kuq"
;d;a;d tfia fkdlf<a h' u n,d.;ajk u bhg mshke`.+
;d;a;d ;=< ish hKshf.ka iuq.ekSfuka we;sjQ lmkh jvd;a
je nj Ydka; okafka h'
Tjqka fld<Ug <`.d fjoa ;=kyudr muK ;snqKs'
w;ru. nksila ld f;a meKs kuq;a" fldgqfjka isis,a u
fnda;,a folla hdu iqiq nj fofokdg u jegysKs' l=i.sks
fkdjQjo .;g oeKqkq h<s nj Y% fjfyi ta i`oyd Tjqkag
wkqn, kafka h' we,smsh nihl r;akmqr olajd .uka myiqj
i,id .ekSug Tjqkag yels jQj o ,enqfKa tla wiqkla muKs'
;s,ldg tys ys`o.kakg ie,eiajQ Ydka; ta wi, isgf.k isfha h'
nih wiaidf,a, miq lr;au iq<f.a we;s h<s llY nj uola
wvq jQfhka ;s,ldg fkdoekqj;aj u kskao f.dia ;sKs' wE wi,
isgf.k is Ydka; fj; wE fya;a;= isfha fkdoekqj;aju h'
;s,ld ms<sn`o Ydka; ;=< we;af;a wm%udK wdorhls" f.!rjhls'
wef.a iehd u ;u ;fha ,o by<;u fm!oa.,sl jrm%idoh
nj Tyq iEu g u Yajdi l<d muKla fkdj" t<smsg u lSf h'
kj wNsfhda. fidhd hdug" Wm;ska u Wreu jQ iu;alula we;s
;ud jekafkl=g" mdo mpdldj u .eyekshlg f,fyis
myiq lghq;a;la fkdf' ;u jqjukdjka flfrys wE ;=< we;s
ixfNdjh;a" ;u m%uqL;d iu`. wef.a ;h .<md .ekSug
kuHYS,S fjka weh lrk lemlsu;a ;u ;fha id:l;ajfha
ryia nj Ydka; ;ka Yajdi lf<a h' weh i;= ixfNdjh
mshdf.ka ,oaolehs Ydka; wfkal jr is;=f h'
msfhl=g ;u ixf;dj Rcqj t<smsg m%ldY l<
213

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

fkdyel' fiiaika th woykafka .Ekq .;shla f,i h' tfyhska


fndfyduhla mska y`vkafka fydr ryfia h'
fl;r pdj is flrek o ;udf.a;a ;s,ldf.a;a jdyh
pd;% jd;% j,;a wvqjla fkdh' ;ud;a ;s,ld;a fmdarejg f.dv
ish fmdaref pd;% bgql< jeyshd mshd fmdarej bmsgg
le`ojQ wjia:df Tyqg fkdyvd ish fkdyels h' tys isk
lsisjl= .ek;a ;elSula fkdl< ;d;a;d l=vd orejl= fia oE;ska
uqyqK jid uy yka yevqfh' ta ;u hKshg m;la jQ ksid
fkdf' weh wka mqreIfhl=g irKmdjd ka ksidfjks'
th ksis l,jhig is h hq;a;la jqj o" ;u orejkag wdof
we;s ujl msfhl= th y`.skafka fokdld w;aoelSula f,isks'
;s,ld oHd mSGhg we;=<;a lr mshd f.or meKsfha y`vks'
jir fol ;=kla f.oka msg uxj is wE h<s .u wdj o m;au
,en .fuka ie;mq ish .Kkla wE; m<d;lg hoa mshd lmd
jQfha h' jdyh isjk od l=vd orejl= fuka ye`h' f ;fha
iajNdjhhs' ksia ne ia;r lsu b;d wmyiq h'
Ydka;;a ;s,ld;a r;akmqrhg <.d fjoa iji y;yudr
miq ;snqKs' wleh olajd hk wjidk nih wgg msg;a f'
;d;a;df.a wikSmh oekq ka wfhla Tyq lsk frday,l m%;sldr
,nkafkaoehs olajd ke;' oekq kafka jydu f.or tk f,ih'
tfyhska l< hq;af;a f.or hduhs' wjg ljr me;s ;snqKq
neka" okakd y`kk lsisfjla fmfkkakg o ke;' nifha
hfula yuqh yel' tfy;a Tjqka r neyer /lshdj lrk whu
ksjiska msgjQjka h' ;s,ldg ksjig mshdUkakg we;ak hehs
is;=Ks' wleh ykafha nih k;r lroa wgyudr miq ;snqKs'
.uka fjfyila fkdoefka' b;ska fndr mdf mh blauka l<
hq;=h' g fo;=ka ishhla weo .sh g yuqjk kd.,lkao
rn lfha .ia w;ka ;u ksjfia myka t<sh oel.; yel'
kEu r neyerl isg ? fnda tk ;s,ld ,nk tlu i;=g
thhs' mshdf.a wikSmh ksid wo je msila f.or iskq yelsh'
214

p, ,shkf.a

tfyhska mefg%duelaia ,dmqj o,ajd ;sh yel' ;s,ld l=vd l<


isg u mefg%duelaia ,dmqj o,ajkjdg leue;s h' ta jefhka
f.a fodr yd wjg l,t<sh jQ neKs' ks ,dmqfjka t<s jQfha
ksiqkaf.a uqyqKq muKs' mefg%duelaia ,dmqj o,ajk odg ;s,ld;a
u,a,S;a ksod .;af;a fndfyda ? fnda h' ta Tjqka t<suykg mjd
mek fi,a, l< neKs' tjeks fkl ? kjh j;au th ksjd
oukak hehs ;d;a;d wu;d wud fo;=kajr lSf N+f;,a hou
.ek is;Sfuks'
zzfmd Wka fokakd ;j lla ysgmqjdf''' yeuodu m;a;=
lrk tlla hE'''ZZ tg ;d;a;d lshhs'
;s,ld fl;r f.fhka weoafoao h;a Ydka;g y;s jeks'
tfy;a rn lfha .ia w;ka ;u ksji foi n,oa ;s,ldf.a
oEia uy;ah'
zzwfka Ydka;''' wehg lE .eisKs' wr wehs wfma f.or ,hs
od,d'''ZZ
Ydka; .= iqiqula fyjd i lsisjla fkdlSf h' ta fjkqjg
wef.a wf;ys jQ nE.h o ;ud fj; .;a Tyq wef.a w;ska w,a,d
.;af;a h'
zzwfka wfma ;d;a;dg fudlo Ydka;'''ZZ weh lE.ika bhg
j .shd h'
Ydka; is we;s ish,a, oek .;af;a h' th wreuhla fkdf'
Tyqg o oe fokdjla oekqfKa h' f mKsvh ,;a fudfydf;a
isg is we;s kEu m;la `o ord .ekSug Ydka; is; yod
.kska isfha Tyqg hula oeKqkq neKs' tfy;a ;s,ld tfia
fkdl<d h' wehg is;=kq we;e foa weh wu;l lr oeug n,j;a
fjfyila .;a;d h'
fndr mdfrka ksjig yefrk lvq,a, fomi jQ Wi .sksl+re
.ia fol hd lrka we`o ;snQ ,Kqjl t,af,k iq fr lene,a,
;s,ld ;=< jQ m%Yak ish,a,g ms<s;=re iemhSh'
zzwfka''' uf. nq ;d;a;d'''ZZ lE .eiQ weh isysiqka jQjd h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
215

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ish,a, is yudr h' f wd,skaofha ys`of.k fl;r lvq,a,


foi n,d ish;a th werf.k ;d;a;d h<s fkdtkq we;' ;ud
mSGfha isk ld,fha mjd l,af,d we;sj f.or wd fkl wud
l=,a,g oudfok yd,a m;l wyq,kakg ;s,ld f;dard .;af;a o
;u ksjfia we;s l=vd ms,alvhs' weh tfia lrkafka" ;d;a;df.a
nhsisl,h fldhs fudfydf;a fyda lvq,a, wi, k;rjk f;la
fkdbjis,af,ks' tjka kl ;d;a;d gq jydu l=,a, mfil ;nd
jhk ;s,ld oel zzbiaflda, ydfka fkfuhs fudld jqk;a
flsf. .;sh fjkia fjkakE'''ZZ hs ;ksju uquqKka yd,a l=,a,
.kakd wud ;d;a;d <`.ska nhsisl,h ;,a lrf.k tk ;s,ld
foi n,d ishs' ;d;a;d u< nj ;s,ldg woyd .; fkdyel'
tfy;a Tyq h.shd muKla fkdj Bfha rd;%s u;l nK o mj;ajd
wjika h' mkaif,a fokug yS,a odkhla o mqod ta hq;=lu o wo
wjika h'
oeka wdmiq l%ufhka mshf,djg msh ueksh hq;=h' th
myiq ke;' ;s,ldf.a weia j,ska msg;g mek luq,a f.a .,d
hdug l` b;s ;e;' u< f.org odkhg Womo jQ ish,a,ka
kslau f.disks' ;d;a;d h<s;a j;djla ixidr .ufka i;r uyd N+;
rEmhkag fhdackh is' Tyq fldfya fyda Wmkakg mqjk'
lsis ksil=g i;l=g Wmldrhla i ysxidjla fkdl< ;d;a;d
krl ;ekl kQmk nj Yajdih' ms,alfvka ke`.=Kq ;s,ld
fifuka f.g mshuekakd h' ;d;a;d ksod .;a ldurhg we;= jk
fodr ols;au h<s;a wehg lla oeKsks' wuq;a;l= wd g ;d;a;d
id,fha u ksod .;af;a f.or h ;rul fyda ms<sfj,la ;snqKq
ldurh th neKs' t;ekg .sh weh fifuka fodr froao uE;a
l<d h' jyd u bfhka iajk fnda,l+vqf ;d;a;df.a lihla
t,a,d we;' Tyq tla we`ula fndfyda ld,hla md lf<a" Tyqg
fndfyda .uka uka kqjQfjks' ;d;a;d u< nj lih fkdokS'
h<s;a ;ud we`.,d .kakd f;la fuka lih fnda,l+vqf t,a,S
ishs' th ljodj;a is fkdf'
zz;s,ld'''ZZ ;s.eiaiqkq weh jyd we`o foi nejdh' Ydka; tys
216

p, ,shkf.a

Wvqne,sj .e is' wehg iqiqula fy,sks'


zzThd n,d ysfha ;d;a;df.a lfia ydo'''ZZ Ydka; ldurhg
we;= jk g Tyqg o f ye`.Su we;s ;sf' ;s,ld fifuka
ihkfha Ydka; wi,ska ys`o .;af;ka Tyq uola Tng wehg
bv kafka h'
zzT'''ZZ wehg ye`vq ths'
lsis;a fkdlS Ydka; jyf,a Wleg w;r hula fidhkakg
fuka n,d ishs'
zzwms fyg ;r huq' wog we;a ojia tfld<ylafka'''ZZ th fyd`o
fhdackdjls' fuu mirfhka wE;a fuka l ;=kSh yel'
zzya'''ZZ Ydka; lSf t;r Woafhda.fhka fkdf'
h;d:h hkq jyx.= l< yels fohla fkdf' is;a ;ejq,la
Wmkafka k th nqoafhka u md,kh l< hq;= h' wlefha
isg .,al=,u olajd jk > .ufka lsis wjia:djl ;s,ld
ikid,k wfhka fyda wehg mshdf.a urKh wu;l lrjk
wfhka fnd<`o ufkda m%;sldr l%u wkq.ukh lsug Ydka;
W;aiy fkdlf<a h' ta fjkqjg Tyq lf<a ;s,ld mshd isysm;a lrk
iEu wjia:djl u je jefhka ta ms<sn`o j l;d lsuhs' mshdf.a
fndfyda .;s.=K Tyq fkduiqrej ;s,ld iu`. jKkd lf<a
wjxlj u h' thska ;s,ldg uy;a wiajeis,a,la oeKsks' h;=re
meh ,nd .ekSug is;=x.,df.a f.org .sh ;s,ld Tjqka
bfha h<s;a j;djla ish mshd isysm;a lr fYdal jQjd h' mshd
wikSmfhkah hk mKsjqvh jyd ie, .,al=,fuka msg;a jQ kg
miq k bodjla jQ neka y,am;s;=ud hdno ksjil rl:khla
Tiafia inkaO lr .ekSug mqjka h' y`vka Tyq weu;+ ;s,ld
urKh ms<sn`oj oekajQjd h'
zzi uu hq;=lula yehg oekq kafka''' tkak lror
fjkak tmd i'''ZZ
zzta jqkdg ia'''ZZ
zzwfka tmd i''' fldhs ;r rla tkak o @'''ZZ
217

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzfyd`ohs uu l;d lr, n,kakflda'''ZZ


lsisjl=f.a iyNd.s;ajh wkjYH nj ;s,ld lSf wjxlj u h'
f id rl;rla f.jdf.k ho ordf.k meKSu w;jYH
fkdf' tn` wjia:djl iyNd.s;ajfhka odhl u kd" fjk;a
whqrlska wdOdr" Wmldr lsug o .=re iqnidOk jevms<sfj,la
.,al=,u oHd,fha fkd h' flfia fj;;a" is;=x. ' '
uy;d;a" Tyqf.a `o;a" Ys%hdKs;a" frdayK;a" kld;a wju`.=,a kh
fmrjref meKSu ;s,ldg uy;a wiajeis,a,ls'
nhsisl,a jevm< <. h;=re meh k;r lr;au ;ud lrka
yqka jevh w;ru. k;r l< isrd jyd .=re hqj< fj; j wdf h'
ieoE iuhg wdikak ;snQ neka" k< <s`o <`. /iaj is
.eyekqka lsysm fofkl= o .=re hqj< fj;g wdy'
zzwfka ia wmsg wdrx jqKd'''ZZ Tjqyq wjHdcj u fYdal jQy'
;s,ld;a Ydka;;a .=re ksjdihg meK mehlaj;a .; jkakg
fmr" ;reK f.d ixOdfka idulfhda ish fokdu mdfya
,ys,ysfha .=reksjdih fj; wdf ish fomdj, we`j, ;ejreKq
uv o iys; j h' ta jk g;a kldf.a uj iquk,;d ;s,ld yd
l;d lrka uq;ekaf.hs ishd h'
rx;a" Wlal=x we;= lsysm fofkla u Ydka; iu`. l;d
lrkq weiS ;s,ld bhg wdjd h'
zzia wmsg wdrx jqKd''' wmsg y lk.dgqhs tkak nejqK
tl .ek'''ZZ ;reKfhda weh fj; fndfydau;a <xj f<x.;=j lSy'
;s,ldg ukqIH;ajfha WKqiqu;a" wjHdc;ajhla oeKsks'
zzlula kE <uhs''' f.d,af,da fiaru ksfhdackh lrkak
frdayK wdjfka'''ZZ frdayK foi n,ka lS weh zz f;a ye
Tfhdu ;uhs orejfkaZZ lshka u n,d.;a;d h' iefjdu .=
iqiqula fyy' miq k mdif,a ljqre;a" ;s,ld fj; wjq;a"
fm!oa.,sl j u ;u fYdalh m, l< w;r" wE ta ldg;a ia;+;s l<d h'
iEu fohla u fyd`ka isjQ nj wE ldg;a oekq kakd h'
218

p, ,shkf.a

12
i;s follg wdikak ld,hla r;akmqrfha k;r j isfuka o"
wju`.=,a lghq;= i`oyd jmek ,;a fjfyi o ksid isl=rdod mdi,
ksu meKs Ydka; uola flSj isug is;=f h' tfy;a Bg
fmrod l;sld lr.;a m" mkai,a hdh foig hEf Wjukdj
Ydka;f.a isf;ys oe j ;snqKs' iji y;r jk g msKq Tyq
tys hdug iQodk jQfha h' mkai,g o f.dv miq.sh k lsysmh
ms<sn`o ;;= mejiSh hq;= h' mkai,a hdh ms<sn`o Bfha ;reK
msif.ka uik ,o kuq;a" lsisfjla lsisjla fkdlS w;r" zzi
fyg ta me;af; tkakflda'''ZZ hehs rx;a lSf mrd;j fkdf'
;reK f.d iudcfha ish fokdu mdfya Bfha ;uka meKs nj
ie,jQ jydu .=re ksjdih fj; j wdf mkai,a hdfha isg h
hq;= h' Tjqka uv ;jrd f.k fjfyij isfha tneKs'
Ydka;g ;u oEia woyd.; fkdyels h' mkai,a hdfha ;ek
;ek olakg ;snQ jk nQgEjka oeka olakg ke;' ;ek ;ek olakg
,efnkqfha oe,a wjika jkakg wdikak .sKs f.dvj,a h'
;rula Yd, l`oka o lkquq,a o or fmfk,s ;snQ w;r" tajdhska
l=vd udrhla ke`.sKs' uq mkai,a hdhu kjoe<s fyakl isf.k
;snqKs' mkai,a hdh wiajeoau i`oyd l<hq;= m%Odk;u ldhhg
;reK msi w;.id ishy' r isgu" ;uka fj; tk .=rejrhd
gq msi uy y`ka zzwdx i ZZ hehs lSy' t;ek /ia is msi
mkylg je h' fia;x Bg kdhl;ajh ka w;r" ;j;a je
ysfhda oy fodf<dia fofkl= ;reK le< iu`. ,ys ,ysfha jev
lrka ishy' uola Tfnka n`k ,o ,smla u; Yd, uqhl
219

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

j;=r mefika ;snqKs' t;ek is hqj;sfhda o jyd .=rejrhd fj;


wdy' ;reK msi iska fia;xf.a Wmfoia u; f islrka
iskafka" mkai,a hdh fj; c,h f.k taug" jefjys j bjqre
we< fj; fomdjla lemSf ldhhhs' Bg ;j;a we;af;a nU
folla muKs'
zzi''' fyg ;ud ux., hjr hdhg uqod ykafka'''
ta wka;su miamsve,a, lmkak k Tn;=ud'''ZZ fia;x lshoa
;reKfhda i;=gg w;a fmd<ika kay' ;s,ldf.a mshdf.a zzwikSmhZZ
ie, .,al=,fuka Tyq msgux jQfha fo.shdfjks' ;reK msi
;=< jQ ukafoda;aidyS nj Tyq mSvdjg m;a lf<a h' kuq;a l=uk
fyda n,f.hla iska ish,a, lKmsg yrjd ;sf' Ydka; ;=< jQ
flfv;a;= .;sh uqukskau myj f.dia ;sKs' fyg f hdhg
jir .Kkdjlg miq hjr .,d tkq we;' jknQgEjka is| .sKs
,o fmdf<dfjka kef`.k ms,siaiqKq mia isidrd hjr .,d hkq
we;' thska kef`.k iqj`o `o .ekSug ;s,ld o lej wd hq;=h'
;reK msi iu`. uola l;d lrka is Ydka; Bg kqfrys jQ je
lKahg f.dv h' Tyq miq miska rx;a o" frdayK o" fia;x o
jE lkao u; ke`.=kdy' jef hjr Ydka;g fmkqfKa fyg .
hkakg ieriS isk ukd,shlf.a uqyqK fuks' fyg kfha tla
fudfyd;l b mia msve,s lsysmh lemS h;au" mkai,a hdh fj;
.,d hEug fkdbjis,sj;aj ta hjr n,d ishs'
zzi wdx n,kak ljqo tkafka lsh,d''' wo Wfoa b`o,u wms
tlal" ta'whs' uy;a;hdZZ
fuho mquhls' lsis ksYa; rdcldhlg w; fkd.id"
rcfha ldhd,j, u<lk WmlrKhla fuka ish fokdf.a
fodaI oYkhg ,lafjka is fidauis uy;d" jk nQgE is`o
ou;au u;=jk ireidr fmdf<dj fuka" m%fndaOu;aj is' fia;xf.a
idm%odhsl {dkh o" ta'whs' uy;df.a lDIs ;dlaIKh o" ;reK
msif.a cjh o iY%Kh ;sf' Ydka; h<s;a jE lkafoa jmi
nef h;=re mehl y`v weiSfuks' is;=x. mefKhs'
220

p, ,shkf.a

zzux .=reksjdfia me;a;g wdj''' ia lSjd i f me;a;g


wdj lsh,'''ZZ
zzmyq.sh ojia fla m%.;sh n,kak wdj ' ' i'''ZZ Ydka;
iqmqre ,S,dfjka lSf h'
by; lS iY%Khg ffk;sl yd ixOdkd;aul Yla;sh o
we` ;sf' ta wvq jeh ' ' uy;df.ks' Ydka;g ;ud ms<sn`oj
wdvnr is;=Ks' f ish,a, iudfhdackh lrkafka ;ud
fkdf o @
wlalr fol yudrl muK imQK l=Uqre hdfha j.d lf<a
muKla fkdf' Bg jvd;a iqiq fNda. rgdjla" fidauis uy;d
fomd;=fka;=f IhdkqnoaO fiiq ks,Odka iu`. tlaj ilid
kafka h' nvb`.=" ljqms fukau t<j j. lsysmhla o j.d
flKs' fNda. isgqfuka yd jemsfuka i;s lsysmhlg miqj"
uq mkai,a hdhu" ,d fld< meye;s m,ila fia wE;g iah'
wjYH fj,djg j;=r uqr ksl=;a flKs' jemsu l,a miq l<
fkdyels h' kejq fmdf<dfjka <m me< u;= j;au" ;reK
msi hqyqiq jQfha" hdh jgd jegla b lsughs' lgql fydKavr
;=klaj;a ta i`oyd jeh l< jQ w;r" f.dck fiajd uOHia:dkh
yryd th ,nd kak o jdl oyhlska remsh,a wg oyil uqo,a
f.h hq;= h' Ydka; Bg wem jQ w;r" f;,a bisk hka;%hla o"
, .ekSug Ydka;;a ;s,ld;a odhl;ajh imhk ,' ;reK
f.d iudcfha fmd foam, ish,a, mkaif,a ;ekam;a lsu ms<sn`o
mKa; yduqqrejda ish n,j;a m%idoh m< l<y' fgl tu jH
w;rg .sh r;kfcda;S ysfhda tajd w;.d ney'
yhy;a fofkl=g muK myiqfjka merej, ksod .;yels
l=vd .Dyhla uefhka blrk ,oafoa jej foig jkakg h' jrla
Ydka; iu`. tys .sh ;s,ld ;a;sj,g .ik ,o ue hf,oa
kslafuk iqj`o wd.%dykh l<d h' wE Bg oelajQfha n,j;a rehls'
f l=vd ue .Dyh wi, jQ rEiai m .ila u; ;rula Yd,
ueiaila bl< fld,af,da Bg f.dv h yels m<,a bksu.la o
;ekQy' mkai,a hdh ms<sn`o l=uk wdl,amhla .ehka ;=< jqj o
221

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

yDo idlaIshg tl`. j th fpkh l< lsisfjla kqjQy'


nd,uy;a;hd ;=< jQfha f ms<sn`o leue;a;ls' tfy;a Bg inkaO
;udg ckm%sh ug wjia:djla fkd,e u .ek WrK jQ Tyq
Ydka;g yd ;reK msig BIHd lf<a h' ue .Dyh bmsg u
,E,s weK lsh;a tla/ia flKs' tajd O ." yev Tiafia ;kkq
,eKs' ,E,s isre lsug kkaois ndiaWkakefyaf.a nqreuh f.k
tkq ,eKs' O weK uq ;o flKs' yjia fjoaoS iskdfika"
lE.ika ;rula Yd, ,E,s fmhla n` hula lr ;nd.;a
fld,a,ka is ;sia fofkl= isrdf.a nhsisl,a jevfmd< foig hkq
fmKqks' ;udf.a jdrh tk f;la ksoyfia .uka l< fld,af,da
iska lshka miqmiska .uka l<y' f l=uk wreuhlaoehs fkdo;a
.efhda ish ksfjia j,ska t mdrg uQk fmdjd ney' l=vd fld
l=refgda ;reK le< miqmi jka .hka i;=gq jQy' mdi,a
j;a; wi,ska .uka lroa ish fokd ksy`vj u .uka l<y'
zzflo g%elagf rx;a'''ZZ mdif,a lvq,a, wi,g wd ;s,ld
weiqjd h'
zzT w;a ia fldfydu o wfma jef''' Wlal=x leu;s Wkd
f.dkdf.a ldh leue;af;ka u lrkak'''ZZ rx;a iskdfika
lSf ;s,ld iu`. mdr wi,g mK is kld;a ks,aKS;a foi
n,ks' kld ks,aKSg we`.s,af,ka wekakd h' ish,af,da uy
y`ka iskdiqk o ks,aKS ,ecdfjka u n,d.;a;d h' Wlal=x
.,la wyq,d f.k rx;a miqmi j.sfha ;rylska fkdf'
iji my muK jk g f wmQre fmh isrdf.a kal,h
fj; f.ke;a u ;nk ,' ;j;a fudfyd;lska Ydka; t;kg
meKsfha ;u h;=re meh msgqmig ;nd n`k ,o gh iys; frdao
folla iu`. h'
zzTkak nvq fiaru y ZZ Bg l,ska f.ke;a kal,h ;=<
;nd we;s ;j;a tn`u gh folla fld,a,kaf.a weig yiqjQfha
uo f,djlg miqj h'
rx;a" Wlal=x" frdayK" jka; yereKq g fiiq fld,af,da
isr .shy'
222

p, ,shkf.a

zz' ' uy;a;hd fldfydu y fomd;fka;=fjka wjir


wrxZZ l,ska Ydka; lSf f frdao f.dck fiajd uOHia:dkfhka
.ekSu t;r iar ke;s nj h' th flfia fyda is ;sf'
;reKfhda iskdiqky' ljr jefg;a u mefg%duelaia ,dmqj
o,ajd.;a isrd" ? kjh muK jk g lr;af;a jev wjika lf<a h'
B<`. ldh jQfha ;Ska; .Euhs' tfy;a Bg fmr" f wreu
mqu lr;a;fha l%shdld;ajh mlaId lsug fuka" isrdj o
b;s fld,a,kaj o tys mgjd.;a rx;a" lr;a;hg ilr we;s
fldlallg .eg.eiQ khsf,daka lUhl wdOdrfhka th mdr f.a
uo rla tyd fuyd we`of.k f uy;a i;=glsks' wk;=rej tys
;Ska; .E ish,af,da isr .shy' ;rula Yd, wl=frka zzkef`.k
;re" ;reK f.d iudch - .,al=,uZZ f,i w,xldr whqka
we`k ,o ;yvqjla" weK wdOdrfhka lr;a;fha n`og il< isrd
zzuu okakE i fupr ,iaikg wl=re w`kak okakjd lsh,dZZ hs
lSf h' Ydka; ksy`v j iskdiqkd i lsisjla fkdlSf h'
k lsysmhlg miqj isg" f.j, bj; ouk rdhk wmjH"
.jhska we;s ksfjia j,ska f.du wdh tl;= lsf ldhhg f
lr;a;h Nd; flKs' ;reK f.d iudcfha idudlhska fuu
ldhfha ksr; jQfha b;d i;=ka yd Woafhda.fhks' th kef`.k
;re ;reK f.diudch i;= jQ m<uq jdykhhs' fldfmdaia
ksmo ks' tajd fmdf<djg tla flKs' wjia:d lSmhlu hdhg
je mKa; yduqrefjda ;reKhkag wdYsjdo l<y' Ydka; yd
;s,ld yuqjQ fgl Tjqka foi fndfyda fj,djla n,d is lYajr
ysfhda .= iqiqula fy,d hula lSy' Wkajykafia ;=< f ;reK
hqj< ms<sn`o we;s f.!rjh yd Nla;sh fuf;lehs lsj fkdyel'
r;kfcda;S yshkag Ydka; rfhls' ;s,ld hkq ujls'
l,la j.d fkdfldg w;yer ;snQ fmdf<dj .,al=,u uy
jef hjr fuka o" Bg tl;= l< ldnksl fmdfydka o
fmdaIKh kj mKla ta u; jefvk kejq Ydlhkag ,nd
kafka h' ie,lsj hq;= we;= OdkH wiajekakla ,eKs' iq
jYfhka jjd ;snQ t<j wiajekak .ug u msueisks' ;reK
223

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

f.d ixOdkh i`oyd Wo;," f;,a bisk hka;%" lgql


wdh .ekSug ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a ho l< uqo,a wdmiq ,nd ug"
frdayK we;= msi W;aiy l< o .=re hqj< b;du;a iqyoj th
m%;slafIam lf<da h' tfyhska wdodhu uqukskau f.d iudcfha
nexl= .sKqfuys ;ekam;a flKs' B<`. lkakh i`oyd j.d ie,eiau
ieliSug ish,af,da hqyqiq jQy' f.dh lemSug fmrk uq
hdfhau uqx weg biskq ,eKs' f.dh yd ksiqkag mE.S f;;
mfiys ms .sh ta weg me< ;snqKs' B<`. lkakfha j.d lsug
fmr bfgu uqx weg wiajekakla o ,efnhs' lDIsludka;h ;r
wd;au ;Dma;shla ,nd.; yels fjk;a lsis jD;a;shla ke;s nj
;reKfhda is;+y' Ydka; fu;r i;=ka iskq ljr odlj;a oel
ke;' m%.;sYS,S ksil= ;Dma;su;a jkafka ;u Yla;sh Wmufhka"
udkj ixy;sfha hym; Wfoid jeh lsug wfmalaIdjla ,o g
muKs' Bg bv fkd,efnk fgl ksid ;ud i;=j w;sla;
Yla;sh fjk;a l%shdldrl i`oyd fhdojhs' fgl Tyqf.a f;a
mriamr;d ksudKh lsug th fya;= f'
B<`. lkakfha j.d lghq;= lsu wdrNl wjia:dj fuka
wmyiq fkdjk neka" ;j ;j;a ;reK f.d iudcfha ksIamdokh
mq,a l< hq;= nj Ydka; wjOdrKh lf<a h' tu /iaug
;reK r;kfcda;S yshka o" ' ' uy;d o" fidauis uy;d o
iyNd.S jQ w;r" l,ska l;sld lr.;a m by< .,al=,u jej
mqkre;a:dmkh;a" Bg u;aiH megjq uqod yeu;a is l< yels nj
' ' uy;d fmkajd kaafka h' ta i`oyd ish,a,ka fyd`ka y`kk
c, ks,Od ir;a uqk.eiSug khla o fhdackd h'
by< .,al=,u je fldgqj mqkre;a;dmkh ys;k ;r myiq
ke;' th ksia Y%ufhka l< yels jqj;a hka;% fhdod .ekSu
jvd;a ldhlaIu nj ish,a,kaf.a u;h h' kef`.k;re
;reK f.d iudcfha b,lal m%ldrj udi lsysmhla we;=<;
f.dck fiajd fomd;fka;=fjka m%;smdok ,nd .ekSug
is;=x. wfmdfydi;a h' ta i`oyd jirla muK .; jQ kuq;a" th
224

p, ,shkf.a

l,amiq ula f,i lsisjl=g;a fkdoekqfKa" fiiq j.d lghq;=j,


Tjqka kshek neKs'
kla mdi,a hEug msg;a jQ Ydka; fudfyd;lska wdmiq wdf h'
;s,ld hg m;ajQfha Tyqf.a iajrEmh oelSfuks' Tyq u,dksl
isfha h'
zzwehs''' Ydka;''' wikSmhla o'''@ZZ
zzkE''' w;a wNsfhda.hla'''ZZ
zzta mdr fudlla o@'''ZZ f ;h ;=< fkdwvqj ;snqfKa
wNsfhda. muKs' tfy;a wo .ehka ;udg;a Ydka;g;A uy;a
fifkyiska i,lkafka ta wNsfhda. .Kklg fkd.kska ;u
hq;=lu kEjg;a jvd bgql< neKs' ;s,ld idh we`u mfil
,d ta jk g ye`ois .= hg idh;a yegh;a ms;a Ydka; bmi
isg .;af;a h'
zzfudloao fj,d ;sfhkafka'''@ZZ
zzle,E m;a;r .y,d'''ZZ
zzfohshfka''' fudkjo lsh, ;sfhkafka'''ZZ
Ydka; mdi,a lvq,af,ka msg fjoa ta bmi jQ Yd, lSh
.fiys ,Kq fmdgj,a foll wdOdrfhka ne`o ;snQ m;%sldjla
gqf h' th lshjQ Tyq jg msg n,;au ;u bhg ye,af j tk
nhsisl,a jevfmdf<a isrd h'
zzi''' ljqre y w.=;af;are jevla lr,d'''ZZ
zzya''' uu;a f lsfhjd isrd'''ZZ
zzwdx''' <s`o .dj ;j ;=k y;rla ;shkjd'''ZZ nhsisl,h lSh
.i mduq, k;r l< Ydka; <s`o <`.g hkf;la mhska u .sfha h'
zz.f ;reKhkaf.a Y%uh .=rdf.a idlal=jgZZ
zz.,al=,u oHd,h uvula fkdlrkq''ZZ
zz.=rd ke;s odg ' ' x.hsZZ
225

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

by; jels f;are .ekSug fo;=ka j;djla lshh hq;=


h' WoEik th lshjQ ish,af,da luq,g w; .id ys;ska f
fkdikavd, ldh l< Wkag idm l<y'
zz,shmq tjqka ys;df.k we;s wms tajd w,jmq .iaj,u t,af,hs
lsh,d'''ZZ
zzThd l,n, fjkak tmd Ydka;' uql=;a fkdjqKq .dkg
biafldaf,a hkak' uu;a hkjd tajd lshj,d tkakZZ
zztmdZZ
zzkE ux hkjduhs''' ksiaiq biairy uu tajd lshjkak hkak
kE'''ZZ
Ydka; msg;a jQfha h' Tyq ols;au le,E m;a;r lshjka is
.efhda lsysm fokl= uE;a jQy' iqmqre iskd fjkau Tjqkag ix.%y
l< Ydka; lsis;a fkdo;a m bhg .sfha h' le,Em;a;r .f
m%N, udOHhls' le,E m;a;rhl we;s mKsjqvh lgl:dfjka
w;a;gq ,nhs' wy, . y;l fuh me;s hkq we;' tfh;a thg
h h hq;af;a ;uka pQ;fhla k muKs' ld,h iska i;H
fy<s lrkq we;' fuh nd,uy;a;hd we;= msif.a u jevla h
hq;= nj Ydka; fukau ;s,ld o is;sh' mqu h hq;af;a i;=rka
ke;sk muKs' we;af;ka u Ydka;;a ;s,ld;a zzjrolaZZ lrka
is;s' ta .,al=,ug jh msuhs' ta zzidmrd wmrdOhgZZ o`vqj
lsug .,al=,f isk cqodia,d iQodk fj;s'
ljo;a l,ska mdi,g tk Ys%hdKs fl,ska u .=re ksjdihg u
wdjd h' zzug wdrx Wkd wlafla ZZ weh gq muKska u ;s,ld
lSjd h'
zz.Kka .kak tmd kx.SZZ
zzmsiaiq o wlafla''' bkak uu .sysx uf.a oEyska u n,,d
tklx'''ZZ
zzfudlg o kx.SZZ
zzbkak flda'''ZZ ;s,ld biair ;s,ld fkdf' mshdf.a
wju`.=f,ka weh iek o y`vd jegqk o ta ye`vq kj;d we;af;a
226

p, ,shkf.a

;j;a oejeka; Yla;shla ;ud ;=<g Wrd .ksks' wo .eyeKshlg


ksrems; j j;a ug k f Yla;sh wjYHu fjhs' Ys%hdKs ta
.ek i;=gq jQjd h'
;s,ld w;aika lsug ldhd, ldurhg hoa tys fodr <`.
l;d lrka yqka ch;siai o" ch,;a ueKsfla o" ch;s,l uy;ah o
jyd ksy`v h' b;ska k lsysmhla hkf;la l;d lsug Tjqkag
hula we;' fjkod ke;s .re irejlska y,am;s;=ud o ;s,ldg
zz.= fudaksx ia ZZ hehs lSf h'
zzi ux pqgla mdrg .sysx tkakx''' f fudkj o fnda
j.hla .y, uuhs Ydka;hs .ek'''ZZ
zzj .kx .kak tmd ;s,ld ia''' f .j, tjqka lsis
.=Khla ke;s tjqx'''ZZ
zzux gla .d,d tkakx i'''ZZ
Ys%hdKs o weh yd tl;= jQfha zzhuq kx.S ud;a tkakZZ hehs
lshks'
zzoelal o zzch;=ka lgqjZZ Wfoa u lfoa je,ZZ Tjqka fndfyda
g ch;siai" ch,;a ueKsfla yd ch;s,l .=re;=h ye`kajQfha
zzch;=ka lgqjZZ f,i h'
zzwfka l;d lrmq foka wlaldZZ weh lSjd h'
zzwfka w;a ia uqxf.a w;a lefvkak k whshkdhl
yduqrejkag fmks,d''' uy fmdf<dj Wyq,k wmrdO fjd'''@
iquk,;d fyj;a kldf.a wud o ;s,ld;a Ys%hdKs;a iu`. tl;=
h' ;s,ld lsis;a fkdlSjd h' m<uq jir orejka lsysm fofkl=
mdi, fj; leojdf.k tka is .e .eyekqka lsysm fofkla o"
nhsisl,alrejka fo;=ka fofkla o kal,h <`. ne`o ;snQ le,E
m;a;r lshjka ishy' ;s,ld gq .eyekq o fuh l< jqkag
foiafofjd,a ;eug mgka .;af;a h'
zz.Kka .kak tmd''' M, we;s relgfka .,a .ykafka'''ZZ
;s,ldg lshkak ,enqfKa tmuKhs' mdi, foiska h f>daIdjla
227

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

weisks' jyd ye ne weh gqf ;reK f.d ixOdkfha rx;a"


jka; we;= isfofkl= muK lE flda .ika fldamfhka
tk wdldrhhs' u`. f;df ;s .,jd.;a le,E m;a;r Tjqkaf.a
w;aj, ;sKs'
zz;s,ld jyd bhg h;au Tjqyq ksy`v jQyZZ
zzf Thd,d lE flda .ykak tmd orejfka''' yji i yn
fjkak''' jd Tfydu ;ud'''ZZ tfy;a ;reK msi ikaiqka lsu
myiq fkd h' .=rejh kslau .sh miq h<s;a lE flda .eiQ Tjqyq ;u
wdorKSh .=rejrhdg;a Tyqf.a `og;a lr we;s wmydih ms<sn`oj
oe fia ;u frdaOh m< lrka .u mqrd .sfha ;ek ;ek w,jd
fyda .iaj, ne`o ;snQ le,E m;a;r brka mqiaid ouks'
tk ;=< fudkak .=re;=ud ;s,ldf.a uqyqK foij;a
fkdnejd h' Tyq wi,ska hoa fmrk rd;%sfha Tyq fnfyka
u;aj is nj ;s,ldg oeKsks'
zzux fndfydu lreKdfjka b,a,kafka' Thd, bjiSfuka
bkak' wms fudav i;=rf.a ugug m;a fjkak k keye' Oufhys
yeisfrkakd Ouh iska wdrlaId lrkq ,ef" lsh,d lshukla
;shkjdfka' Th fudk foa ,sh, ;snqK;a ia okakjd uu ljqo
uu okakjd ia ljqo lsh,dZZ Ydka; lSf ;s,ld foi n,ks'
weh o ijia jref Ydka; iu`. ;reK msi yuqug wdjd h'
zzf .ek fydhkak uykaisfjk kdhlg jvd wfma f.d
fmdf<a ;Kfld< .yla W.=,a,kak kdhla uykais fjk tl
jkjd' thd,g wudre Thd,d wmsg wdof ksid' uf.a b,a,Sug lka
fokak' yenehs Th fudk foa ,sj;a uu Thd,d hdhq;= ;ekg f.ks
hk ldhh w;dkafka keye'''ZZ Ydka; oe wgkska lSf h'
m<uq lkak foflys wiajkq l=Kd ,dn fnug" kef`.k;re
;reK f.d ixOdkh ;SrKh lrk ,' Ydka;f.a fhdackdj
jQfha" ishu idudlhska nexl= .sKq jD; l< hq;= njhs' tys
we;s wrmfriaiu Ydka; meye,s lr fuka wk;=rej tla fkl
ish,af,da u uy.,alvj, .shy' ta f.dck fiajd uOHia:dkfha o
228

p, ,shkf.a

wkqoeKqu we;sj .%dh nexl=f .sKq jD; lsughs' ;reK


f.d iudcfha .sKqu o .%dh nexl=f mej;s neka" .kqfokqj
b;d myiq h' iuia; f.d ixOdkh ,;a ,dNfhka fldgila
muKla idudlhska w;r iufia fnok ,' i;=ka bms, .sh
;reKfhda nexl=fjka ,nd ka fmd;a m%fYfuka /f.k wdy'
fuh kj ixialD;shl wdrNhls' ;=kajk lkakfha ;reK
f.d ixOdkh ,o ,dNh fnfyka je h' Bg fya;=j jQfha
wf, lghq;= ;rula fjkiaj is lsuhs' .,al=,u muKla fkdj
wy, my< .udk ish,af,a u OdkH ksIamdok fiaref fofla
isg fydKavr .Kkska , .;af;a ch.s uqo,d,S h' fya
uy.,alvj, Wmka mqoa.,fhl= jQ w;r" . rdYshl flakaia:dkh jQ
uy.,alvj, k.rfha Yd, fmdfydr .nvdjla o" f;d. lvhla o
oekg mj;ajdf.k hhs' rcfha lDIs ridhk jH wf, hka;%Kh
f.ck fiajd uOHia:dkh yryd is lsug oerE W;aidyh
uqukska u wvd, jkqfha fun` jHdmdlhka ksid h' wiajekak
ys,jg ;nd f.k Khg lDIs fhojq wf, lrk Tjqyq O
.Kka ys, kQ.;a .ehkag lshd mdka Tjqkaf.a wiajekak
l=Uqf u fld,a, l;s' f;jk lkakfha kef`.k ;re ;reK
f.dyq oUq,a,g ish ksIamdok f.k .shy' thska ch.s iuQy
jHdmdrhg w;ajQ mdvq folls' m<uq jekak tu jH , f.k
kej; lsKSfuka ,o yels jQ ,dNh fkd,e hduhs' fojekak"
ch.s uqo,d,Sf.a f,ys we;s widOdrKh ms<sn`o ;reK f.d
iudcfhka oekqj;a " fiiq f.dka o ;u ksIamdok je ,lg
;reK f.d iudchg wf, lsug fm<uhs' f fya;= oajh
ksid u Tyq isfha n,j;a fldamfhks'
zzi f ma,jfha mqfrda.dhd ksid ch.sf.hs" nd,
uy;a;hf.hs fokakf.u b,lalZZ frdayK lSf h' frdayK ;=<
jk plaIKYS,SNdjhg Ydka; leu;s h'
zzwms n,uq frdayK'''ZZ
zzyenehs i l=ka fokaku fyd`o hdfjda" ta ksid i
fokakf.u b,lal fkfuhs''' uukx lshkafka ig lalr, ;sfhk
229

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;=jlal=f ldkq folhs'''ZZ tfia lSf kld h' kld ks;r l;d
lrkakshl fkdf' tfy;a weh ksudKYS,S h' hula is;a we`o
.kakd m lshhs'
ish Y%ufha yd wjxl lemf m%;sM, uQ,Huh jYfhka ,eu
ksid i;=ka bms,S is ;reK msi" f le,E m;a;r isoah iu`.
n,j;a ix;dmhg m;aj ishy' Ydka;g wjYH jqfka le,E m;a;r
;ud lsisfia;a u ii, fkdl< nj we`.u h' Tyq ta .ek wvqfjka
l;d lf<a h' ;s,ld yd Ydka; jqj o f le,E m;a;r ms<sn`oj
i;s fol ;=klg jvd l;d lf<a ke;' tajd t;r fkdjeo.;a h'
le,E m;a;r isoafhka i;s folla wejEfuka f.dck fiajd
fomd;fka;=j by< .,al=,u jej kef`.k ;re ;reK f.d
ixOdkhg mjrd mqkre;a:dmk lghq;= werh' fYaIh jQfha" f
jej hgf;a l=Uqre bv wlalrhlaj;a fkd;suhs' tfyhska fuh
uqukskau h u;aiH j.dj fukau t,a,x.dj my< jej,
fmdaIKh msKsi lrkq ,nk wdfhdackhla fia i,lkq ,eKs'
j;=r l;a;laj ;snQ by< .,al=,u jej ;=<g jeKq nq,afvdairh
hre if;l= fuka jej wdl%uKh lr ;snQ j,am`re muKla fkdj"
Yd, .ia o W.=jd ;,alr oe h' f ld,iSudj ;=< .f
fldl=regkag muKla fkdj jeyshkag mjd by< .,al=,f
jej yEu n,kq kd fjk biamdiqjla fkd h' fhdaO wef;l=f.a
fyd`vhla n` w;ska .ia m`re W.=jd ouk fvdairh wk;=rej
oejeka; hlv l=,a,la n` keuqkq hlv m;=rlska ish,a, ;,a
lrf.k f.dia bj;g ouhs' k oyhlska myf<djlska muK"
jef imQK jmih Y=oaO fldg wjika flKs' we;af;ka u
th Yd, jejls' tla mfilska le,hg udhs jQ fyhska fuh
.eUqre lsu" jk i;=ka i`oyd o lrkq ,nk fiajhls' w,s we;=ka
. jeu wju ug o bv ;sf' N+h Y=oaO lsfuka miqj ish
fhdaO wf;ys jQ Yd, kshfmd;= j,ska jElkao myqre .d m
l< oejeka;hd wk;=rej je fuys jQ f;; mia ;gqj ;,a
lrf.k wjq;a jvd;a m<,a jElkaola ksudKh lf<a h' udihl
muK ld,hlska miqj by< .,al=,u jej yd wjg m%foaYh
230

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gqjkafka uk n`okd mir l,dmhla fia iah' jef


fidfrdjla fkd h' jej o m%;sixialrKh isjQfha ;reK msfia
Y%u odhl;ajfhks' ish,af,da jeis jefgk f;la fkdbjis,af,ka
n,d ishy' yisfha oyj, br j<dl=,lg uqjd jqks k jeis
werfU;ehs Tjqyq is;+y' by< .,al=,u ms jdka ouk ;=re fujr
jeis jeh hq;=hehs tys m%;sixialrK lghq;= werug fmr
whshkdhl fohka Wfoid ls b;srf l< hd;sldj
wjidkfha fia;x me;Sh'
.uqkaf.a is;a i;=ka mqrjd <ka wyi y`vkakg mgka
.;af;a" fjkodg;a jvd je f.hlsks' l=vd orefjda we;s ;r
lroys Tre md l<y' j,afldgd .sKs ,d ;snQ fykaj, ms,siaiqKq
mig jeysfmdo jefgoa .fvd,a fmdarKq wi,ska yslafuk iqj`o
ysks' fndfyda f.j,a ;=<g h rErd jegqfKa jy,j,a oe
jIdjla i`oyd Tfrd;a;= fok m idod fkdue;s ksid h'
zzug kx y nhhs f jf.a yhsfhx jysk fldg Ydka;'''
fufy wdmq ldf,lg f ;r jeye, keye'''ZZ ;s,ld lSf
jyf,ka jefgk h je,lau yrshgu b,lal lr weksh
uqhla ;nks' wl=Kq .eiSu o ish'
zzmsiaiqo <ufhda''' f jyskafka wfma jej jdx odklx''' n,kak
Bg miafia jeiai ;=r,a lrk ye'''ZZ Tyqf.a uqyqfKys i;=g ms
;snqKs' rej .e, hdu ksid bfld< lene,a,la ilr" msh
lr ;snQ cfka,hl lfmd,a,la jr fuka" f.;=<g tk yslvh
j<ld,ka Ydka; lSf h'
k ;=kl jIdfjka miqj by< .,al=,u jdka oukakg
wdikak nj lSug fld,af,da .=reksjdihg j wdy' ;ju;a f
;reKhkaf.a <ud .;s blau f.ia ke;'
jeiai;=r,a lr ;snQfhka ;s,ld o Ydka; iu`. jej ne,Sug
hdug msg;a jQjd h'
zzi rdcdx.fka jf.a fik`.ZZ rx;a lSf h' rdcdx.kh
jej jdka ouk wdrxhg wju jYfhka ,laIhl foll fik.la
231

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

/iaf' ksiaiq jdka fodrgq j,ska f.fhka fok c,h foi


wmuK i;=glska n,d ishy' fik. md,khg fmd,Sish mjd
fhof' jej wdikakfha u. fomi j;a jkafkda lvfpdare
wf,fhka by< wdodhula ,n;s' ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a tys <`.d fjoa
yegl ye;a;Ejl muK msila jdk fomi /ia ishy' fia;x
<m fmd,a w;a;la hd kjd idod.;a u,ame,la /f.k meK
;reK fha ishU,d .ila uq, ;j;a fldagq foll wdOdrfhka
r`ojka isfha h'
zzwd wfma i''' wd tl fyd`ohs' tfykx Tn;=ud u mykla
m;a;= lrkak flda'''ZZ f lsis;a Ydka; wfmalaId fkdlf<a h'
;s,ld Ydka; ms<sn`o wdvnr jQjd h' myk o,ajd yudr j;au
msi ;=< jQ oe ksyehdj ksid u msgqmi ne Ydka; gqf"
fik`. /ia lk jdk fj; jElkao f.a Ydka;j jk mKa;
yshkq;a" r;kfcda;S yshkq;a h'
fia;xf.a b,a,Su m isgf.k u ms;a iaj,amhla icdhkh
lr yudr l< yduqrefjda ish,a,ka wu;d Wia y`ka hula lSy'
zzu;l ;shd .ks,a,d" f bkafka mQref wd;aful WU, wfma
fiarf. u wuhs wmqphs fjkak ne kE'''ZZ
zzfukak jdka odfkda'''ZZ jdk Wvg u ;s;a;fhl= veye
.kakg nl;mia rlsk udk fldfll= fuka fndr h foi n,d
is rx;a tl jru lE .Ef h' ish,af,da ta foi n,d ish
ksixi,j h<s jir .Kkdjla is by< .,al=,u jef hjr
,ecdYS,S ;reKshla ish w; .ekSf wruqKska f.org meKs
ukd,fhl=g fymamqj mEug fodr froafoka uE;a jk ,S,dfjka
jdk Wka fifuka W;=rd .sfha h' ;reK msi ;jrg;a t;ek
/`K w;r ;s,ld;a" Ydka;;a" iajdkajykafia foku;a ;j;a
jeys .ehka lsysm fofkl=;a wdmiq .shy'
jej ms udihlska c, j.d wldh ;reK fm< i`oyd
h u;aiH ludka;h ms<sn`o mqyqKq ieis lsysmhla mj;ajk ,'
Bg k lsysmhlg miqj ' ' uy;d o" c, jHdma; ks,Odjrhd o
232

p, ,shkf.a

meK ;reK msi iu`. u;aiH megjqka ;=kaoyila .,al=,u


jejg uqod y,y' u;aiH megjqka l=vd l, O f,damslhskaf.ka
wdrlaId lr.; hq;= neka uqr l= lsysmhla u" jej jgd blr
/ln,d .ekSug fhdackd ks' u;aiH wiajekak fk,Su ud;=
udifha muK is lsug mqjka neka" ta jk g wkjirfhka
ud we,a,Su md,kh lsug oe fjfyila .;hq;= nj o ks,OdyQ
fmkajd kay'
ckjd udifha .,al=,u kef`.k ;re ;reK f.d iudch
w;amsg uqo,g frdao fofla w;agelagrhla , .;a w;r" tys
m<uq pdldj wdKuvqj wdY%s; j we;s ry;=ka jev iQ mqoula
fia ie,flk mrudlkao fj; h' g%elagrh rx;a iska mojk
,o w;r" Ydka; Tyq yd bfhka ys`o isfha h' ;s,ld o .eyeKq
<uqka lsysm fofkla o f%,rh we;=f<a ,E,s odrh u; ys`o.;a
w;r" fiiq ;reKfhda tlsfkld u; f;rfmka g%elagrfh u
ys`of.k jf t,a,S o .uka l<y'
;reKhka ;=< jQ wdvnrh ms<sn`oj Ydka; ksy;udkSj i;=gq
jQfha h' g%elagrh mkai,a hdh biau;af;a jQ ;reK f.d iudc
uQ,ia:dkh f,i oekg ie,flk ue .Dyh wi, .d,a lsug
l=vd uvqjla blr ;sKs' rd;%s ld,fha wvqu ;rka ;reKhka
miafofklaj;a uQ,ia:dkfha ishy' frdayK fyda jka; tjeks
fkl lshug Ydka; i;= fmd;a j,ska tlla fyda folla /f.k
.sh w;r" rx;a jekakl= isfha k fiiaikag o wefik fia
Yo k`.d lsheug wksjdh h' l%ufhka mkai,a hdfha ;reK
f.d iudc uQ,ia:dkh ckdlSK jkakg mgka .;a w;r"
wiajkq fk,k kl k t<j lla , .ekSug mefKk
.ehkaf.ka" .e .eyekqkaf.ka th f;dr fkd h'
;s,ld isysk Yajdi fkdl<d h' tfy;a kla WoEik
uq;ekaf.hs isg hula msiska is ;s,ld we`o Wv ;ju;a ys
wka is Ydka; wu;d weh fmr k rd;%sfha gq isyskhla ia;r
l<d h'
233

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzux oelald j;=r msp ,la''' yu meye,s j;=r''' yrsu


,iaikhs Ydka;'''ZZ
zzId urefka'''ZZ
zzbkakflda''' lsh,d bjr lrk lx''' tl mdrgu ux oelal
w,s rxpqjla tkjd''' wr j;=rj,g neye,d Wka tafla oe`.jd''' Bg
miafia uu oelald ta w,s Tlafldu mqx fj,d yrla ;rug''' j;=r
fiaru uv mdghs'''ZZ
zzkshuhs fg,s kdgHhla jf.a''' tpro'''ZZ Ydka; weiqf
;ry weiaiSug h' weh jyd we`o wi,g wdjd h'
zzuu lshkafka l wiqn ySkhla'''ZZ Ydka; lSh'
zzta fldfyduo @ZZ
zzoex Thd fu;kg wdju" wr ,sm Wv ;sfhk jExck;a
lrfjkjd''' t;fldg oj,ag lkak fkfuhs w`.=re j,ska o;a
ukak ;uhs fjkafka'''ZZ
weh .iaidf.k whg folg wdmiq .shd h' Ydka; o fldla
y`v,d iskd fika wE miq mi .sfha h'
zzfyg uu ksjdvq odkjd'''ZZ Ydka; lSf uq;ekaf.h f,i
fjkalr f.k we;s l=vd fldgfiys ;nd we;s wekao .e,jqKq
mdi,a mqgqfjys ys`o.ksks'
zzwehs ta'''@ZZ
zzfyg wr ud wiajekak fk,k ojifka''' fld,af,d lsjd
ug;a tkak lsh,d'''ZZ
zzm jef yenehs n,kak'''ZZ
zzya'''ZZ
zzThd ud w,a,,d f.dvg .kak biafi,a,d .sysx tkak'
ud w,a,k ;ekl n,d b`o,d tafl la mdl yehg nq
yduqrejkag;a ysfia weula ;snqK'''ZZ
zzyaZZ Ydka; nKg oyug leu;s h' tfy;a ksid uqyqK
isk jk wr.,h m<uqj ch.; hq;= nj Tyq ks;r is;Sh' lSh'
234

p, ,shkf.a

wd.u oyu jqj l%udkql+,j weoysh yels jkafka tg h' wo


isjk wd.l mrsydksh" ksid wOHd;al jYfhka msySu Tyq
w: olajk whqka" ksid jk wr.,h keue;s .e<g ;nd ne`o
oef wys;lr w;=re M,hls' Ydka; mkai, flaka lr .;af;a
jk wr.,h ldhlaIu j uqyqKq h yels ksia /<la ys lsug
th flakaia:dkh lr.; yels neKs' im%odhsl .f cku;
uQ,ia:dkh mdi,hs' jk wr.,h ch .ekSu i`oyd yhdldrj
ksid Ydk; l< miq ta .uk w;rueo wefik nK mohl
f,daflda;a;r fukau f,!lsl jkdlu o by< h' nvh; i`oyd
bnd.df;a tfya fufya jk ksiqkag foik nK m%;sM, rys; h'
NslaIQka jykafia kul bmi ys`of.k nK wik ksid
ieoeyej;a j .;ska t;k we;;a is;ska t;k ke;'
tk yji hdufha ;reKfhda myf<djla iaila muK
.,al=,u oHd,hg wdf miq od uu wiajekak fk,Su ms<sn`o j
ilia lr.;a ie,eiau h<s;a j;djla mr lr ne,Sug h'
zzyji ' ' uy;a;hhs" fidauis uy;a;hhs" c, tfla
ir;a uy;a;hhs ths'' thd, wo yji fufya bkak n,df.k
tkafka'''ZZ
zzfiaru y i''' wms lEu" b ysgq hdfh uef.hs ,Eia;s
lrkjd''' ' ' i t;ku bkak k lsf'''ZZ frdayK ms<s;=re
kafka fld<hla fmr<d n,ks'
zzjka; ix.Sf;l=;a ,Eia;S lr, i'''ZZ rx;a iskdfika lSh'
Ydka; o tys hdug fnfyka m%sh l< o ;s,ld tjeks
f,djl legqj hdu iqiq fkdf'
zzuu;a we;a hkak tkakZZ hehs Tyq lSf ldf.a;a is;a
fkdfok m h' iji yh muK fjoa is;=x.;a" fidauis;a"
ir;=;a .=reksjdihg meKs w;r" Ydka; ;s,ldf.a ;kshg kld
kj;ajd Tjqka iu`. .sfha mehlska follska tk fmdfrdkaj
msg h' c, wldfha vn,a le r:hl Tjqka meKsfha oe,a
wdmkak o /f.k h'
235

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zz;s,ld uu fflu tkakx'''ZZ Tyq jdykhg f.dvfjka


lSh'
zzy''' blaukg tkak'''ZZ
zzi le tfla u tk tl fyd`ohs ia''' w,s bkak mqjka'''ZZ
kld lSjd h'
ud wiajekak fk,Su ;rul Ndrr ldhhls' Ydka; fyg
ksjdvq oud we;af;a ta ksid h'
ta ldhfha Ndrr nj ksid u Tyq miq.sh k .Kkdj u isfha
l,amkd lrks' ;s,ld o isfha f ldh wjika jk ;=re h'
isxy, w;a wjqreoao i`oyd ksjdvq ug we;af;a ;j i;s folls'
ksjdvq klska follska Tjqka . n,d hkq we;' Ydka;ka
;ud;a jdy ud;= ;siajk odg jir oyhls' ore im;a mud jqj o
fofokd w;r wdorfhys wvqjla ke;' ;s,ldf.a Wmka kh
wfm%a,a oyjkod h' ta ish,a, ksoyfia ieye,afjka ieuug f
ne?re ldh ksujd ish hq;= h' ud wiajkq fk,Su Ydka;f.a
is;g fl;r ne?re j.lSula o lshf;d;a Tyq wef.a Wmka
kh" w;a wjqreoao jdy ixj;airh wd lsisjla ms<sn`o j miq.sh
k lsysmh mqrd jpkh l= l;d fkdlf<a h' le r:h fkdfmkS
hk f;la n,d isg wdmiq .=re ksjdih fj; msh uksk ;s,ldf.a
msgqmi kld o .uka l<d h'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
rd;%s y;yudr muK jk f;la /iaj is iailg wdikak
fld,a,ka udo ma,diala mqgq y;rl ys`o O oE l;d lrka yqka
Ydka;" ke`.S isfha ;ud hdhq;= nj lshks' nvl=f i`.jdf.k wd
ldf,a fnda;,hlska W.=frka W.=r ;rula fj is fidauis
uy;d Tyq w,a,d ys`ojQfha zzwfma kdhl;=ud .shd u wms fldau o
;kshu bkafka'''ZZ lshks' ish,af,da iskdfifuka Ydka; kj;d
.ekSug fjfyfik fidauis uy;d u;a l<y'
236

p, ,shkf.a

f jk g fidauis uy;df.a oEia wvjkaj ;sKs' jefkka


ke`.S is Tyq l;djla meje;aug ierfihs'
zzwfma Ydka; boaou,af,k ue;s;=ud hq. mqreIfhla'''ZZ Tyqg
lSug ,enqfKa tmuKls'
by< .,al=,u jef wjika rd;%sh uqr lrk lKavdhf isg
rx;a j wdf h'
zzi''''' i''''' i''''' wrex''''ZZ Tyqg l;d l< fkdyel'
ish,af,da rx;a jglr .;ay'
zzkodi ksiaiq od,d ud'''''ZZ Tyq y;s w zzwfma fld,a,ka j
jElkao Wv oK .eiaiqj'''ZZ Tyq lshd ksu lf<a o;a lks' Odkhla
wKla wjYH fkdks' ish,af,da tl msug ta foig j .shy'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
;s,ld fodr yefha" jdykhl y`v weiSfuks' fldfyafoda isg
mshUd wd niail= wef.a wf;ys je fjk;a Ydjlg mshUd .sfha h'
zzf fudk uQi, lula o @ la''' niafila kldZZ tfia lsh;au
;s,ld gqf ,s f.fhka mdi, o miq lrf.k uy.,alvj,
foig wehk le r:hhs' wef.a is;g wksh; hla we;= h'
le r:h fu;r f.fhka mq;a;,u foig Odjkh jQfha wehs @
lsisjla is;d.; fkdyels jQ jyd ye kld foi nejd h'
wef.a uqyqfKys we;af;a o m%Yakd:hls' f,dj rd;%s wghs ;sy
muK ;sf'
zzwfka ukao ia fudkj fjkj o lsh,'''ZZ .;jQfha ksfIhls'
;reK f.d iudcfha g%elagrfha y`v wE;ska weisks' ;s,ld jyd
mdif,a lvq,a, wi,g .shd h' ;s,ldg fmfkkafka g%elagrh
fld,a,kaf.ka ms we;s nj h' th lvq,a, wi, k;r flKs'
lsisjl= niskafka o" l;d lrkafka o ke;' ;s,ld l;d lf<a
Wiay`ks'
237

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzfrdayK" rx;a" Wlal=x''''' ljqo ffl bkafka @ flda


i''''ZZ
frdayKj;a" rx;aj;a" Wlal=xj;a tys ke;' g%elagrh mojd
f.k wdf jka; h'
zzia''''ZZ ljf u ;ud fj; wd jka; f.d; .ihs'
zzflda <ufhda i''''ZZ fu;ek ;s,ld uqkisxy k jQ .=rejh
fyj;a .uq wu;k moafoka k zzw;a biaflda, ydfkaZZ ke;'
iskafka" Ydka; boaou,af,k k ksidf.a `ohs' `olf.a
m<uq wNsm%dh iehdf.a iqrlaIs;Ndjhhs' weh fl;r f.fhka
tfia weiqf o h;a iquk,;d o ;j;a wy, my< ksiqka lsysm
fofkla o t;ekg j wdy'
zzia'''' ''' ia Wka ig fj ;snd ia''''ZZ jka; y`vd jefgka
lSh' g%elagrh ;=< fld;r ksyehdjla mej;sfha o h;a t;=<
we;af;a u< l`okaoehs ;s,ldg fudfyd;lg fmr is;sKs'
zzw'' hsfhda'''''''''' ljqo fj ;sf'''' flda i''' oeka''''ZZ
;s,ld isysiqkaj weo jegqKd h' iquk,;d o" kld o ;j;a
wi,ajeis .eyeKqka lsysm fofkla o iska ;s,ld .=reksjdih
fj; Tijd f.k hkq ,eKs' n,y;aldrfhka ud w,a,kafka
wehs oehs uiSug" ksrdhqOj ta foig wd ish,a,kag uerfhda fj
;snQ w;r" Ydka; Bg f.dre h' ksrdhqO ;reK msig t,j t,jd
myr fooa Ydka; w;yer fkd.sh ;reKhkag m,dhk f,i ksfhda. l< frdayK" Wlal=x yd rx;a is;=x. yd tlaj f,a je.sfrk
ish wdorKSh .=rejrhd Tijd f.k j .sfhda h' ysig jeK
fmd myrlska f,a .,ka is ir;a Tijd .;a ;j;a ;reKfhda lsysm fofkla Tyqj o jyd mkai,a hdfha kj;d ;snQ leh
olajd f.k .sfhda h' ;j;a iq fudfyd;lska mkai,a hdfha ;snQ
;reK f.d iudc uQ,ia:dkh .sKsn;a h' ta jk g g%elagrh
msg;a ;snqfKka th fKs' g%elagrh fj; j wd .uqka
iu`. isjQ m; lshk ;reKhka o" f odulhkag Ydm lrk
.uqka o B<`. ksfIfha" jyd mdi,a j;a;g jf.dia fyda wi,
238

p, ,shkf.a

jk ,eyenl ie`.jQfha wE;ska weiqKq f,dhl y`v weiSfuks'


f,dh t;r f.fhka Odjkh fkdjQ w;r" lsysm fofkl=
zzudf,daZZ hs lE .ikq weisks' ud wiajekak fk,d.;a odulfhda
.uqkag kskaod lf<a;a" ;reKhka ;j;a ojQfha;a tfia lE
.iks' mdi, wi, kj;d ;snQ g%elagrh wi, f,dh k;r Ks'
bka nei.;a lsysm fofkla fmd uq.=re j,ska myr foka g%elag
f%,rh kdY l<y' ;jflla wf;ys ;snQ nQ,shlska N+f;,a
jeks hula wekau u; isrejd ykq ,eKs' mdi,a j;a; ;=<
ksfid,auka j is ;reKhkaf.a mmql=yr mqmqrd fkd.shd muKls'
widOdrKh whqla;sh fu;r m%dfhda.sl j Tjqyq w;a`o ke;' ish
oE;aj, lr.eg tk f;la oyla o f g%elagrh oeka w hkq
we;'
;j;a ksfIhlska mirfha uQi, ksye`hdj yd uerhkaf.a
hre lE .eiSu mrhd y`vla weisKs' ta .eyekshls'
zzljqo ne,a,sf.a mqf;da f mdyr jef lrkak ;r yhsh
y;a;sh ;shk tld''''ZZ ta y`v fl;r ;ka ke`.=fka o h;a" isysiqkaj
is ;s,ld hka; weia yer zzYdka;''''ZZ hs lSjd h' fudfyd;lska
wehg h<s;a isys ke;sh'
g%elagrh u; N+f;,a biska is uerhd fj; hlskakl fia
mekak rxueKsfla N+f;,a nQ,sh Wrd .;a;d h' uerfhda rdka;
ishy' rxueKsfla wka lsisjl= fkdj f odul lf kdhlhd
isk kodif.a uEKsfhda h' ish tl u mq;%hdf.a fkdukdl
.ek fnfyka l,lsreKq wE Tyqg ish j;al mjrd hKsh
iu`. j;a jQfha Bg f.j,a fol ;=klg kqks' i;r fmdahgu
is,a iudoka jk weh" ksNS; ;eke;a;shl o jQjd h' kodif.a
mshd j;=ka w;r ish w`ohg jev l< l=Uqrl wiajekak whqla;s
iy.;j fnu ms<sn`o WrK jQ wE" l=Uqre yshdf.a f.rgu f.dia
wdmiq meKsfha f.daks tlyudrla ;kshu Tijd f.kh' ;u
uj meK iskq gq kodi f,dfhka nei jyd weh fj; .sfha
iru ;ka ye`o.ksks'
239

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzwf''' WU Wf jevla n,d .ksx''''ZZ Tyqg wjYH jqfKa


wud yrjd yeug h'
zztkak tmd fnd, ud <`.g''' fm;s .ykjd f;da uf. mq;d
Wk;a'''ZZ wef.a ol=Kf;a le;a;ls'
ie`. f isu n,d is ish,a,kag ;u ;ukaf.a f,a r;ajkq
oeksKs' tfy;a Tjqyq yqka ;ekaj, fkdfi,a n,d ishy'
zzflda fnd, f .f .Ekq''' jfr''' .f,damsh f
mrhskaf. fr''' f;dms .Ekqkaf.a yhsh okake;s n,af,da''''ZZ
zzwf ux WUg tl mdrla lsjd'''ZZ
zzb;sx tl mdrla fudlo lshmdh oy mdrla" f;da ug wud
lshkafka lka o lshdmsh''' f;da jejg jvd fyd`ohs ug ier
n,af,la yod .;a; kx''''ZZ weh fiiq uer msi foi nejd h'
zzf;dms f fld,a,kaf.a g%elagfg .sKs ,kag o N+f;,a
jlalf'''' b`od uf.a mqf;a Bg l<sx .sKs ;shmsh ug''''ZZ hre
hlskakl fia le;a; wfudard is rxueKsfla N+f;,a nQ,sh
ysfia isg y,d .;a;d h' kodi wkaka l=kaka h' wudg <x
jqjfyd;a le;smdr isl=re h' w`f m`rej,g uqjd is .efhda
fjy'
zzh .sKsfmh'''ZZ kodi fj; wud <x j;au Tyq ye
jf.dia f,dhg ke.af.ka fiiafida o ke`. .;ay' f,dh
b.s,a,sks' m`re msgqmi uqjd jqj o ;reK fm< ksy`vj isfha
rxueKsfla kekaodg fmr jqj o f odulhska yd urdf.k
uefrkakg ne j fkdf' ;u wdorKSh .=rejrhd f,a je.sfrka"
;h yd urKh w;r igka lrKq gq Tjqkaf.a is;a fnfyka
`oje ;snqKs' zzfudkjd l<;a WU,d jyx fj,d bom,a,d''''ZZ
Ydka; Tijdf.k hk frdayK lE.Ejd Tjqkag fyd`ka u;l h'
;ud iu`. rx;a le`ojd f.k hdug o frdayK ;SrKh lf<a ;u
Odkh wNsnjd f.dia ;j;a m;la isu j<ld,sh hq;= neKs'
? tfld<y fod<y muK fjoa oy fodf<dia j;djla msh
240

p, ,shkf.a

isysh ,;a ;s,ld h<s h<s;a isysiqka jQjd h' ;u {d;Ska fkdjk"
;u . m,df;ka ie;mq ish .Kkla r neyerl isk ksiqka
msilg fufylsug meK ta ksiqka w;r wka; wirKj isk
.eyeksh ms<sn`o .efhda lmd jQy' mdi,a j;a;g /iajQ ksiqka
/f.k wd t<s j,ska ;ek ;ek wdf,dalu;a ;snqKs' urfhda m<d
.sfhka rxueKsld kekaod fj;g <xjQ wef.a hKsh;a iu`. fiiq
.eyekqka wehg kd .ekSug Wo l<y'
zzuu uefrkak nh kE fnd,'''' uf. mq;d jqK;a <`.g wdjd
k uu le;s .ykjd''' uf. wud m,a''' whshkdhl yduqrefjd
wdfjd;a ila udj kj;ajkjd fndre''''ZZ wef.a lshu lgue;
fovula fkdf' N+f;,ska fm`.S ;snQ jr,i inka .d w;=,a,oa
wef.a ifuka msgjk WKqiqu .eyekqkag oeksKs' weh ;=< we;s
fldamfhaa ;ru bka fmksKs' jyd kd .;a rxueKsfla ;s,ld fj;
.shd h' ;s,ld ols;au wE l=vd oehl fia ye`vqjd h' ta jk
g msh isyshg m;aj is ;s,ld wu;d zznh fjkak tmd uf.a
r;a;rka w;a biafldaf, ydfka''' uy;a;hdg lrorhla ke;s nj
ug Yajdihs''''ZZ y`vka is .eyekqka ;j;a bls,ika ye`vQy'
lYajr ysfhda;a" r;kfcda;S ysfhd;a .=reksjdihg toa
uOHu rd;%sh o miq ;snqKs' jr ols;au ke`.skakg ;s,ld
W;aidy oerej o wehg uy y`ka h<s;a ye`ks'
zzkd`vd bkak w;a biafldaf, ydfka''' Tn;=h i;H l%shd
lrkak''' ta W;a;uhg lrorhla fkdfjkak lsh,d''''ZZ lYajr
ysfhda ysi Tijd lsisfjla foi fkdney' w`rg tlajQ r;kfcda;S
yshka o ;ksj u is w;r" Wkajykafia fj;g ;reK msi wd
kuq Wkajykafiaj;a" ;reKfhdaj;a l;d fkdl<y'
le r:h fifuka mdi,a j;a;g fiaka jQfhka" ;s,ld wi,
is .eyekqka yer fiiq ish fokd u ta fj; jQy' ' ' uy;d o"
frdayK o" rx;a o" Wlal=x o bka neiai kuq;a lsisfjla lsisjla
fkdlSy' lYajr yshkaf.a oEia foi Rcqj ne is;=x. u
n,d.;af;a h' Wkajykafiag .= iqiqula fy,sKs'
zzir;a j mq;a;,u biams;df,a kj;a;d .;a;d''' Ydka;'''''
241

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

fld<U weh wfma yduqrefka''''ZZ is;=x. bls.id ye`vqf h'


fiiq ;reKfhda o oE;ska ysi nod .kska yqka;ekaj, u ys`o
.;ay'
.Ekqkag ;s,ld kj;d,sh fkdyels h'
zzwfka is;=x. whsfha''''' Ydka; flda''''''ZZ .,al=,f .efhda
;u w;a;d uq;a;df.a ld,fhaj;a fun` m;la wid ke;' lsjhq;af;a
l=ula o@ l< hq;af;a l=ula o@ Tjqyq fkdo;ay'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
Ydka; b;s j ;u mjq,a j,ska tld ne.ska urd oeuqjd k
.,al=,gf lsisjl= y`vkafka ke;' ;u `o .,al=,f wkd.;h
ma;su;a lroa .,al=,f j;udkh f.dv .ekSug fjfyi jQ
ksid fkdksiaiq iska urd oud we;' oeka b;ska ;ud l=ug j;a
jkak o@ ;s,ld wfkaljr is;=jdh' wehg ta nj uqkau lshKs'
tfy;a weh jgd ksrka;rfhka lsysm fofkla /kdyQh' kef.k
;re ;rek f.d ixOdkh" kef`.k ;re lS%vd iudch ;u fYdalh
oelafjk nekrhla m%oYkh lsug is;=f ;u udf.damfoaYlhdf.a u<.ug fkdf' .,al=,f f.a fodr jid oeKs' mdi,
<`. k;r jQ niar: follg ish,af,da f.dv jQy' yrldndk we;s
ksjil tla wfhl= k;r jQfha h' ish,af,da nr,sh n,d .sfha wdmiq
tk khla fkdoek h' Ydka;f.a foayh ;nd ;snQ l=vd ksjig
f.dvj;a u" ;ukag udf.damfoaYl;ajh iemhQ f uyd ksid
;uka n`u mS;hl= nj ish,af,da u jgyd .;ay' Tjqka fy
l` by< .,al=,u jej h<s jdka oeug ;r m%udKj;a h'
;s,ld Ydka;f.a N+uodkh islrkq okafkaj;a ke;' weh
fojrla frday,a.; flKs' mdxil+,hg lYajr ysfhda o"
r;kfcda;s ysfhda o ys`o.;ay' lYajr yshkaf.a .=K l:kh
w;ru`. foj;djla k;r h' r;kfcda;S ysfhda Ydka;g fj
jeK k isg f olajd l;d l<d k ta" mKa; yduqrejka
weiQ mekhlg zztfyhsZZ lSu muKs' mdxil+,h meje;afjk
242

p, ,shkf.a

wjia:df;a ;s,ld we;= ldurhl la,dka;j je;sr isfha w;g


i lrk ,o fia,hska fnda;,hlska .,d wd jfhks'
zzmq;a;,f mdi,a .=rejrfhl= fj je uregZZ" zzfj ;enQ
mqoa.,hd fidhd fmd,sia mlaIK wrUhsZZ" zzmq;a;,u .=rejrhdg
fj ;ef isoah ( zzfmd,Sish meKs,a, igyka lr .ekSu
m%;slafIam l<dZZ f.dck fiajd m%foaYSh ks,Odhd lshhs'
Ydka;f.a wNdjh m%Odk mqj;a fukau w;=re mqj;a o ueh'
PdhdrEm o m< h'
la,dka; isk h;a" Ydka;f.a umshka yd fidhqh;a"
{d;Ska msi;a yer fiiafida N+uodkfhka miqj msg;a jQy'
.,al=,f ;reK msi" mdi,a orefjda yd .efhda lsisjla fkdoek
isysiqkaj isk ;s,ld <`.g f.dia my;a jekaod h' weh h<s
.,al=,ug fkdtkq we;' ;u mrmqr ms<sn`o j ,sh,d wd iEu
n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla u oeka w;yer oeh hq;=h' ,dnd, jqj o
Ydka;;a ;s,ld;a .ehkaf.a m%idohg md;% jQfha ujl yd msfhl=
f,isks' fkdksiqka ish,a, ;,d fm,d kdYlr oud we;'
.uqka nia r:hg f.dv fjoa" Ydka;g fj jeKq rd;%sfha
ldg;a weiqKq wNS; .eyekshf.a lgy`v h<s Wiaj weisks'
zzfmauj;sfha WU m,hx'''' ux w;a biafldaf, ydfka
ke.sg, ila wdfh .,al=,ug tkakE fnd,''''ZZ weh w; Tijd
lSjd h'
lYajr ysfhda jyd nifhka nei wdy zzWmdilu k;r
fjkak''''ZZ weh mKa; yduqrejkaf.a fomd jekaod h'
zzf ljqrej;a wdmyq hkafka ys;lska fkdf wfma uy;a;hd'
;uqkakeye,g nrla fkdf k wms fiaru k;r fjkjd wfma w;a
biafldaf, ydfkag iqj fjklx'''ZZ lYajr ysfhda niar: wi,g
meK is Ydka;f.a uj yd mshd o ;s,ldf.a uj o wu;d lSh'
zztfyhs yduqrejfka''''ZZYdka;f.a mshd lSf" ?rd jefgk
l` msi ouks' ;u mam;a mq;d ;ud lS foa wl=rg ms<smka"
243

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

jia;=j bvlv fjkqjg ksiaiq /ialr we;' .,al=,u oHd,fha


y,am;s;=ud we;= wdpdh uKav,h o" Ydka; fiajh l<
nrKkalgqj oHd,fha wdpdh uKav,h yd isiq ore oefhda o
meK isfha fjk u nihlsks' .=re ix.ufha ksfhda;fhda o"
tys foaYmd,k ksfhda;fhda o ;u ;uka meKs jdykj,ska msg;a
jQy' Ydka;f.a wju`.=,g ljqreka wdf o" ljqreka kdf o hkak
lsisjla ;s,ld fkdo;a;d h'
msh isysh ,o ;s,ld weia woa m<uqj gqf rxueKsflaf.a
uqyqKhs'
zzweia wkak uf.a r;a;rx w;a biafldaf, ydfka'''' wms
fiaru n,d bkafka Tn;= ke.sklx''' ke`.skak uf. wmafma''''ZZ
;s,ldg ye`.=fKa Ydka; wu;k fihls' weh jyd ke`.sg we`ou;
ys`o.;a;d h'
zzflda Ydka;''' thd ug l;d l<d''''ZZ weh Wkaudo jQ tlshl
fia lSjd h' msh isysh ,o ;s,ld idudkH ;;ajhg m;a jQfha"
;j;a k y; wgla wejEfuks' u;l nK" odkh ish,a,g weh
iyNd.s jQfha y`vks' lEug n;am; w;g .kakd wE wyqrla ld
mfil ;nhs' j;=r fldamamh mehlaj;a fndhs'
oeka ;udg hd yels hehs is;+ rxueKsld ;s,ld wu;d ta nj
lSjd h' tfy;a .=rejhf.a fm/;a;h u; wehg k;r ug isKs'
zzoeka b;sx myqfj,d u,a,S tlal .sysx WfUhs uy;a;hf.hs
nvq l wialrx jfrka ZZ wud lshoa ;s,ld rxueKsfla foi
nejd h' rxueKsflaf.a oEiaj, hula igyka ;sf'
zzya''' tal fyd`ohs''' ta;a j wfma f.orhs bkafka kx.sfhaZZ
Ydka;f.a ;d;a;d ;s,ldf.a uj wu;d lSf weh Tyqg jl kd
f,a,shl fkdjQ neKs' ;s,ldf.a oEig l` ke`.sks' rxueKsfla
bj; n,d .;a;d h'
zzw;a biafldaf, ydfka fldhs foa fjkafk;a ukqiaihdg'''
Tn;= ug lreKq lshd fokak W.;a flfkla'''' ux .=reyrelx
244

p, ,shkf.a

fokjd lsh,d ys;kak tmd'''' uf.a ksy w,sh .y, uf<a ug


wfma fmauj;sh ynqfjkak wudre fj,d o`.,oaa" uqo,d,sf.a
f,dh f.akak .sh fj,df'''' f.a yhl fudfllaj;a kE''''
WkaoE y;r fofklaf. lr mska toa uu uf.a rdcld lrf.k
wyjrhs'''' biams;df,gj;a f.kshkak Wfka kE'''' w,sh u<l=K
tlal;a fi,a,ka lr,fka'''' orejd jomq uu;a je,yskak jf.a
we`vqj'''' yenehs udihla hoa uu uf.a ksyf.;a yhsh wrka
ke.sg fohsfhda'''''ZZ ;s,ld wehg ijka foka" ;udg jvd Yd,
h,s ,S lene,a,la /f.k neur.df;a bhg wefok o<
lfhl= foi n,d ishd h'
;u ;fhka y wvla h f.dia we;' ;ud iu`. ;h
fnod.;a ta W;a;;r ksid h<s lsisod fkdtkq we;' Tyqf.a
n,dfmdfrd;a;='''' okafka ;ud muK h' Tyqf.a b,lalh y`kd
f.k isfha ;ud muK h' ta ish,a, Tyqf.a ffojh iska ;ud
iu`. lshjkq ,enqfha h wruqKla iys; j h hq;=h' Ydka;
lsisod lsisjla ;udf.ka i`.jd ke;' Tyq m<uqj lrkafka kEu
is;s,a,la ;ud iu`. lSuhs' Tyq m<uqj ,oafoa ;udf.a pdrhhs'
Tyq is;kakg mgka .;af;a t;eka isg h' .eyekshl f,i ;ud
wfmalaId l< ish,a, Ydka; ;ud fj; ,nd kafka fkdfoehs
;s,ld l` ms fofk;ska is;=jd h' Tyq oek y`kd .;af;a g
jir oy;=klg fmr oHdmSGfha h' t;eka mgka f olajd Tyq
l< lS oE ;udf.a ;hg fl;r wod< o @ m%fhdackj;A o @
lsish fya;=jla ksid foudmshka ore iqr;,a ne,Sug ;ud yd
Ydka; wiu;a h' tfy;a ta ldf.a wvq mdvqjla ksidoehs fidhd
fkdne,sh hq;= nj Tyq ;rfha lshd isfha h' ;ud .e.;a
wjia:df Ydka; ;=< jQ i;=g ma;sh' .,al=,u jej jdka ouoa o
Tyqf.a uqyqfkys h' mdi,a hdfha wdvnrldr Wi nvb`.= .ia
lr,ska nrj;a u" ta ueka weo .sh Ydka;f.a uqyqK uy;a Woaodufhka
ms ;snqKs' tfy;a ish,a, wjidkh .,al=,u'''' weh gq isysk h'
wr uQi, niaid'''' wdmiq .,al=,ug hd hq;= h' ta;a ta ish,a,
/f.k taug h' h<s;a tys ;hla ;udg ke;' th lsisfia;a u
245

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

l< fkdyels h' ;u is;e`.s lsisjla lsisjl=;a iu`. fkdlS ;s,ld


fndfyda foa ;ksj is;=jd h' ieug u lka kakd h'
Ydka;f.a wju`.=f,ka i;s follg miq .=reix.
ksfhda;fhda h<s weh ne,Sug wdy' is;=x.;a" nKvdr ueKsfla;a
Ydka; fnfyka u wdorh l< Tjqkaf.a l=vd hKsh;a ;s,ld
ne,Sug meK wdmiq .sfha miqjod h' Ydka; jekakjqka ;j;a ish
.Kkla O ia:dkj, ish ldhfha ksu.ak nj weh oek.;af;a
.=re ix.ufha chkd: f.ks'
zzkx.S Th jhU m<d;hs" W;=re ueohs mqrd f fjk fldg"
Ydka; u,a,Sf.a isoah mok lrf.k . ugf oejeka;
l;dnyla hkjd' Ydka; .,al=,f kef`.k;re tl;= l<d
jf.a . fo;=ka odyl ;reK ;reKsfhda ,laI .dKla tl;= lr
.kak wfma msi iu;a fj,d ;shkjd' kx.S iudc mj;kfha
mqfrda.dhd fjkak k .=rejrhd'''' udj Yajdi lrkak'''' Ydka;
Thd tlal lsh,d we;s thdf.a n,dfmdfrd;a;='''' tajd fiaru yenE
fjkjd blaukg u''''ZZ whshd lshd weu;=j o .=re ix. /iaj,
Tyq chkd: ifydaorhd h' ;udg jvd jir oyhla fod<yla
jhiska je kuq;a Tyqf.a n,dfmdfrd;a;= ;reK h'
zzkx.S fldfya fiajh lrkak f;dar .;a;;a Ydka;f.a ySk
yenE lr.kak odhl fjkak''''ZZ lshka ke`.S is Tyq iuq.;af;a h'
;s,ld iskdiqkd i lsisjla lSf ke;'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
zzwf.ag f.d;ekla lrf.k bkak ;snqK ydohd''' kslx
u<d''' ug we;a;g u lhs ch;siai uy;a;hd'''ZZ fudkak ;u
lsUq,a l` fy<Su k;r lr ke;'
zzya'''' f .j, fndfydu miaika rdcld lrkak
kE''' oex n,kj wms wjqre oy wgla''''ZZ ch;siai lSf h'
246

p, ,shkf.a

zzwjqre oy wgg lrmq u.=,la ;sfhkjo @ZZ f jHdc fonia


wid flaka;sfhka msmsfrka is Ys%hdKs is;ska lSjd h'
zzffl tld,f. ye uu l,sx ;s,lg lsh, fokak
yejd'''' flda weyqj o @ZZ ch;s,l .=re;=hg o fmdgla mE we;'
weh is;k wdldrhg Ydka; urd oud we;af;a .,al=,u oHd,hg
wl=re lrkakg tk wysxil u,a lel=jka ore oekaf.a mam;a
foudmshka h'
zzy m jef kx.S''''ZZ ljo;a w;rueo isg .ekSug olaI
ch,;a ueKsfla Ys%hdKs .=re;=h iu`. lSjd h'
zzflda wlafla ;du tfllaj;a w,a,kak fmd,Sishg mqjka
jqKd o @ZZ Ys%hdKs lSf ;rula Wia y`ks' ch;siai;a" fudkak;a
fydr n<ka fia wE foi ney' weh bj; n,d .;a;d h' k;k
Ih Ndr ,d hqla;s.rel h' jD; h' weh ;s,ldg;a" Ydka;g;a
we l<d h'
zzwfka ukao wlafla ;s,llald we;a fldfydu bkak o
lsh,d''''ZZ lshka wE Ys%hdKs wi,ska jd jQjd h'
zzwkak ' uy;a;hd'''' Thd okakjfka wr is;=x.
uy;a;hd'''' thd wf;a ;s,ld mKsjqvhla tj,d ;snqKd biairy
f.or klg .=reksjdfi me;a; lla n,kak lsh,d'''' ux
ys;kafk wo fyg u Wk;a tkak ne kE'''' we;a hkak''''
fldfydu lsh, bkak o kx.s ;kshu''''ZZ
zzwlafla ugkx ;du ys;kak nE Ydka; whsh j;=ka w;r
kE lsh,d''''ZZ
zzwhsfhda kx.S'''' ta .ek fudlg lshkjo'''' ta ksyd urd
.;af;a wrEu ;ud''''ZZ
zznd,uy;a;hd''''ZZ
zzke;=j''''ZZ
zzl=kag fyk y; jkak k wlafla''''ZZ ,df.a f;d,a
fj,hs'
247

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzlgj,a lShlska idm lrkj weoao @ZZ Ys%hdKs ;ekam;a


iajrfhka lSjd h'
zzugkx ;s,ldf.a uQK n,kakj;a ysf;kakE" kx.S fldfydu
kx Wyq,kak mqjx lla oZZ <`. m;aj wd kuq;a ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a
ljqrekaoehs oek ye`k isk .Ks; .=rejrhd jk ;s,lr;ak
lSf h'
mdi,a lvq,a, wi, k;r jQ we' ' f,dfhka y,am;s;=ud
neiafia h' Tyq WoEik l,dm ldhd,hg;a fldGdY ldhd,hg;a
.sfha oyj,a .=re /iaug meKSf tl`.;dj u; h' Ydka;f.a
urKfhka miqj ;s,ld ms<sn`oj oe ohdjlska l;d lrk fya
;s,ld lsisfia;au .,al=,f k;r fkdjkq we;ehs wkdjels ks;r
m< lf<a h'
zzf ;reK fl,a,la fldfydu ;g ;kshu jkakshg fj,d
bkak o @ZZ Tyqf.a lreKdj fgl t;r . m<, h' Ys%hdKs
n,d iskqfha ;s,ld tk f;la h'
flka l wehg lSug fndfyda foa ;sf' tajd m m
fkdf' wehg w;sYhska jeo.;ajk f;dr;=re h'
zzux l,dm wOHlaI;=ud;a uqK .eyqKd'''';s,ldf.a m%Yafk
l;d l<d'''' l,dm wOHlaI;=ud lsjd fldfydug;a uqod ykak
tmdhE lsh,'''' fl udkqIsl fya;=jla fka''''ZZ
udref b,a m;%hla wkqu; lr .ekSug .=rejr
.=rejhka `k l okafka Tjqka u muK h' tfy;a fuys
;s,ldf.a udre u i`oyd y,am;s;=ud ;=< we;s udkqIsl
lelal=u ms<sn`o lsysm fofkla uqyqKska uqyqK n,d .;ay'
;s,ldf.ka lsis;a fkdwid f udreug j,slkafka ljqreka oehs
iefjdu okS' Ydka; urd Tyq ksy`v lrh' oeka ;s,ld udre
lr heug udk n,hs' tfy;a fujr igka lsu fyda mrdch
f;dard .ekSu ;s,ldg Ndr h' wehg lsisjl=g;a n,mE
l< fkdyel' kj mdi,a jdrhg wod< lreKq lsysmhla idlPd
248

p, ,shkf.a

lsfuka wk;=re j /iau yudr flKs'


zzu;l o .sh wjqreoafoa ;s,ld wlal wjqreoaog f.or .sysx
toa f.kdmq wdia'''' wdfh ljodj;a .EKs wjqre lk tlla
kE wlafla''''ZZ ,d lvq,a, foig weo hk .uka Ys%hdKs iu`.
lSjd h'
we' f,dh tkf;la kdhla folla ish hq;= h'
zzflda f f;drK ojia foflka fmr<hs lsjg f;drK ;shd
.yl .y, ;sfhk lgjq tlla .,j,d kE ;du''''ZZ ;s,lr;a;
Tjqka fj; tka lSf Ydka; fjkqfjka mdi, bmi mdi,
yryd kef`.k;re ;reK f.d iudch bl< oejeka; f;drK
fmkajks'
zzlgj,a ;rhs u,a,S''''ZZ Ys%hdKs jgmsg n,d lSjd h' odulhska
Ydka; urd oud fmkakq l< f iydisl;ajh fiiq .=rejreka
;=< o lsish hla cks; fkdl<d fkdf' ta .ek fudkak
jekakjqka h is;ska i;=gq jQy'

249

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

13
uy.,alvj, isg .,al=,ug tk we' f,dh mdi,
bmsg k;r jQfhka y,am;s;=ud kslug fuka ta foi nef h'
wk;=rej wj;drhla gq lf,l fuka Tyq .,a .eiqfKa h'
mka;sj, is orefjda zzw;a ia'''' w;a ia''''ZZ hehs lshka
lvq,a, foig j .sfhda h' Ys%hdKs fukau ,d o bhg .shy'
iq idhlska ieriS f,dfhka nei.;a ;s,ld m<uqj mdr yryd
bl< f;drfKa ilr we;s Ydka;f.a rEmh foi n,d isfha h'
iqmqre Woafhda.su;a iskyj iu`.ska Tyq wE; n,d is' wehg
fkdoekqj;aj u wef.a oEiska l` .e,S h' zz.=re mshdfKks wfma
W;a;udpdrhZZ f;drfKa ,sh ;snqKs' blr ;snqfKa" kef`.k;re
;reK f.d iudch yd l%Svd iudch isks'
th tla;rd wdldrhl W;a;udpdrhla o" fYdalh m< lsula o"
frdaOh mEula o jk nj ;s,ld jgyd .;a;d h' wy, my<
.iaj, i l< iq meye;s bfld< mqjre j, fYdal m%ldY jels
,shd ;sKs' u< f.hla o" u< flfkla o" u< wfhl= N+uodk
l< ;ekla o ke;s .ula u< .ul isf.k ;sf' ta ish,a,
;=< lshefjkafka f ksiqkaf.a ukqiai luhs' mdi,a N+hg
wh ;n;au Ydka; fuys j;ajk fihla ;s,ldg oeKsks'
Ys%hdKs;a ,d;a wef.a w;a w,a,d .;af;da h' wehg h<s ye`ks'
y,am;s;=ud ldhd,fhka msg;g meK isfha h' <fuda weh
msjrd .=re ksjdih foig .shy' .=reksjdih wi, ;s,ld <uqka
foi nejd h' zzuu wo Thd,g uql=;a f.kdf kE orejfka''''
yeuodu f,diskacr mel tlla .kak u;la lrkafk i'''' i
250

p, ,shkf.a

keyefka'''ZZ n woyila wef.a ne,afuys .ej ;sKs' orefjda u


n,d .;ay' zzTh <uhs miafia pg l;d lrkak wE''''ZZ ;s,ldf.a
tl .uka u,a,la w;e;s j is rxueKsfla lsjd h'
zzia'''''' ug oeka <ufhla j, .syska lsf''''ZZ
;s,ld kld foi n,d ishd i lsisjla fkdlSjd h' f
iskafka ;uka g udi lsysmhlg fmr gq .eyeksh fkdjk nj
kldg jegysK'
zzwuhs uuhs Bfh;a yekaoE fjklx .=reksjdfi b`o, .sfha
ia ;jrg;a ksy`v ;s,ld wu;d kld lSjd h'ZZ
;s,ld l=vd bnd jr l<d h' f ldh fjkod lrkafka
Ydka;hs' weh tf;la .uka u Wiq,df.k n,d ishd h' fodr
y;au iajk fnda, l+f Ydka;f.a li folla yd wjidkhg
Tyq we`. ,d is l,siu t,af,hs' jyd u ne wehg ;ud msgqmi
Yd, msila isk nj oekqKs' .=re uKav,fha ish fokd u
mdfya t;ekg meK ishy'
zz;s,ld lla .suka ykak tfykx wmsg miafia l;d
lrkak nehE''''ZZ ch;s,l .=re;=h ish,a,ka u ksfhdackh
lf<ka ,d;a" Ys%hdKs;a yer fiiafida wdmiq .shy'
;s,lr;ak zzwlaflaZZhs lshka ;ka wef.a w;la w,a,d .;af;a h'
zzfudkjd lrkak o u,a,shsZZ lS ;s,ld Tyq iu`. wysxil j
iskdiqkd h'
we|f.k wd weu mska u we| u; ys| fkdfi,a fnda,
l+vqj foi n,d is ;s,ld bfkys n`k mh mska .,jd oud
we;s Ydka;f.a l meye;s l,siu .,jd w;g .;a;d h' kld ,sm
wjqjka is' fifuka l,siu ;u uqjg <x l< ;s,ldg ;ju;a
tys we;s Ydka;f. iqj`o oeksKs' ta iu`. u" hula ;ka wef.a w;
.eKs' weh jyd l,si idlal=jg w; hejd h' lvodis ljrhl
oeuQ l=vd fmhla tys h' ;s,ld hqyqiqj msg;g .;af;a l=vd
wdNrK fmhls' th jr l< wE gqf r;= meye;s ueKsla
.,la we,a l=vd ud, fm;a;ls' f Ydka; ;udf.a Wmka kh
251

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

i`oyd f.k wd ;s<sKh h hq;= h' th Tyqf.a w;ska ,nd .kakg


;ud mska l< ;eke;a;shl fkdu .ek lajQ ;s,ld bls.ika
y`vkakg jQjd h' Tyq ks;r hula ,shQ l=vd fmd;a fih ;ju;a
tfia ;sf' tfy;a tys ys`o hula ,sug Ydka; flfkla ke;'
l<f.fhka kjd.;a h foda;lska uqyqK fidaod.;a rxueKsfla
f.g we;=j;a u" l=vd wdNrK fmh fodaf;ys ord y`vk
.=rejh gqjd h' zzw;a biafldaf, ydfka fufya nvq uqgq tfyu
olsoa lsysm fodyla hklx l ysf;hs' ux hkjd fmauj;S,Ef.a
yd f.dysx tkak' ? fjkak l,sfhka tkakx''''ZZ
zzrxueKsfla kekao bkak lyg lla , hkak''''ZZ kld
lSjd h'
zztmd fl,af,'''' ux whg folg j, wdmyq tkakx'''' WUg
mqjka kx ux tklx fufya b`omka'''''ZZ
zzwfka ia'''' wms f.or ;j u mmvulaj;a neoafoa keye'
wks;a .uq;a tfyuhs''''ZZ
kldf.a wud f.g f.dv jQjd h'
zzwd''' iquk,;d''''ZZ ;s,ld lSf fifuks' Ydka;f.a Wmka
k ;Hd.h iys; l=vd fmh ;ju;a wE wf;a h'
zzf'''' wfma uy;a;hd ug f mdr Wmka fkag f.kdmq
;E.a.'''' wo ynq jqfKa l,si idlal=jl ;s,d'''''ZZ ;s,ldf.a
uqka joka lsysmhla msgjqfKa tjr h' Ys%hdKsg fukau ,dg o
ye`Ks'
zzwfm wmafma''''' uqxf. y;auq;= mrmrdju ye` .E, hkak
k ia f lrmq wmrdfog '''';du .f kE tfllaj;a'''' wr nd,
uy;a;hj;a fmakak kE''''ZZ
lsisjla fkdlS ;s,ld" iquk,;d foi n,d ishd h' zzysh;a
ug fudlo iquk,;d''ZZ jeks woyila tys .e ;sKs'
zzia fufy Whkak k kE''''ZZ iquk,;d lSf wef.a ksji
;s,ldg kqyqre ;ekla fkdjk neKs'
252

p, ,shkf.a

;s,ld kld ka f;a fldamamh w;g .;a;d h' kd lsysmhla


hk f;la tl f;a W.=rla fyda ;s,ld fkdfjka" Ys%hdKs
fifuka ;s,ldf.a ysi w;.Ef" zzkx.S f;a tl fndkakZZ lshks'
,dg .= iqiqula msgh'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
miqjod lsis fmr oekq ulska f;drj l,dm wOHlaIljrhd;a"
fldGdY wOHdmk wOHlaIjrhd;a .,al=,u oHd,hg meKsfha
;s,ld meKs nj oekf.k fkdf' mdi, bmsg Ydka; i`oyd
blr ;snQ Yd, f;drK gq Tjqyq Yauhg m;a jQy' jid oeug
ish ;Ska ;SrK f.k ;snQ .,al=,u oHd,h miq.sh jir my
;=< ,;a m%.;sh msgq mi iskafka wka ljfrl=j;a fkdj ;s,ld
uqKisxy k h .=re,sh nj wOHlaIljre o;ay' .,al=,u
y,am;s meK ;s,ld uqody, hq;= nj mjioa th l< yels nj
l,dm wOHlaIljrhd jqj lSf ;reK .=rejhl uqyqKmdk b;d
,N .kfha w;aoelSulg ;s,ld uqyqKmd we;s ksid;a" thska weh
fnfyka lmkhg m;aj .,al=,u yerhdug ;Ska lr we;s nj;a"
y,am;sjrhd mqk mqkd mjik ksid;a h' wOHlaIljrekaf.a
meKSu ksid jyd .=re uKav, /iaula ixOdkh flKs'
zzux .sh jdfr wr m%d:l .=re mqyqKq ieish wjidkfha fufyg
ta .=rejre tlal f.k wdjg miafihs wo wdf'''' tfyu fkao
wdhodi uy;a;hd''''ZZ ys`of.ku l;d l< l,dm wOHlaIljrhd
fldGdY wOHlaIlf.ka weiSh'
zzT i'''ZZ
zz.,al=,u jefykak Tkak fukak lsh,d ;sfhoa ta ;SrfKa
fjkia lrf.k" wmsg woyd .kak ne fjkila fmkakk mdi,la'
f mdif,a m%d:l wxYfha <uhskaf.a ldh idOkh b;d by<hs'
mdi,a j;a; wjqre myla we;=,; ys;d.kak ne m%.;shla ,e,'
.,al=,u jf.a u nrKkalgqf lksIafG;a b;d by< ugulg
253

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

uE;l m;a jQ mdi,la' ta;a wms okakj f Bfha fmfod isjqkq


wjdikdjka; isoah' tal;a tlal f mdi,a fol f ,nk
m%.;sh fldhs wdldrfhka bhg mj;So lshk tl wmsgj;a ys;d
.kak neye' ;s,ld ia wms tod Ydka; uy;a;hdf.a wju`.=,g
wd f,df Tn;=hg l;d lrkak mqjka ugul Tn;=h
yfha keye' uu h<s;a j;djla mq;a;,u l,dmh fjkqfjka wfma
fYdalh m< lrkj'
zzuu kslx biafldaf,g f.dv Wfka' oeka Tn;=h;a .sydu
mdif,a j;udk jevms<sfj, l<ukdlrKh lr.kak ;shk
ie,iq .ek l;d lrkak' ug mqu ys;=kd Tn;=h bkakj
oelalu''''ZZ
ish f,akaiqj uqjg ;olrf.k u n,d is ;s,ld jyd
wOHlaIljrhd foi nef u;sfhks' ch;siai fukau
fudkak;a Wjukdjg;a jvd ysi by, my< fid,jka is;s'
ish fokdu ;ud .,al=,fuka mkakd .ekSug udk n,k nj
;s,ld okafka wo Bfha fkdf' oeka Bg iqiq u wjia:dj ,e
we;ehs Tjqyq is;;s' hula lSug ;s,ld ke.sgd h'
zzia b`of.k l;d lrkak'''ZZwOHlaI;=ud lSf h'
zzi'''' ug iudfjkak' uu fuprl,a l;d fkdlf<a '''' wms
.ek ys;,d'''' uu Ydka;g;a miaika l;d lrkak lSf thdf.a
wdrlaIdj .ek ys;,d''''ZZ weh ye`vq w;ka l;d l<d h'
zz;jrg;a zzwms ZZ keyefka i'' uu ;rhs'''' uu fufyg
,enqK m;au fjkia lr fkdf.k wdf f biafldaf,g hula
lrkak ila" .,al=,f orefjda bf.kf.k uf.a mrmrdjg
;cKhla fjk tl j<lajkak fkfuhs''''ZZ ch;s,l ia u
n,d.kq wOHlaI;=ud o gqf h'
zzuf.a l+Uqre jevg f,dl= <uhs y Wkafka wu,d wmam,d
y f.kshkak fkfuhs'''' ;=gq fofla foaYmd,k{fhda tlal
?g ,'''' Wkafka fmdaiag .yk .uq lla ys lrkak;a
254

p, ,shkf.a

fkfuhs' uu;a uf.a uy;a;hg;a k Wfka fiajh lrkak ila


riaidjla lrkak fkfuhs' riaidj l<d k thd ;ju;a j;=x
w;r' i ug kake;s udre ula kE' k kx ug;a fj ;sh,
.=reksjdfig od,d mqpmqjdf' uu wdmq ldh bjr lr, ila
.,al=,fuka hkakE i'''ZZ weh yudr l<d h'
kd lsysmhla hk;=reu lsisfjla lsisjla l;d fkdl<y'
Ys%hdKsg yd ,dg ;s,ld ism je<`o .ekSug wjYH h'
fudkak is;=f tl;a tlg u f .EKsg uep ksyd jeys,d
fjkak we;s lshd h' wjidkfha wOHlaIjrhd u l;d lf<a h'
zztfykx wurodi uy;a;h oex m%Yak bjrhsfka'''' Tn;=ud
nh fj,dfka ysfha ia hhs lsh,d''''ZZ Tyq y,am;s wu;d lSf
Tf,dlal=jg h' ;j;a jirlska Y%du hdug isk y,am;sjrhdf.a
uqyqK r;= h'
zzuu ;j jpkhla lshkak k' uf.a wjqre is yhl fiajd
ld,h mqrdjg ug Tn;=h jf.a flfkla uqK .eys,d kE''''ZZ
mshfidau uy;d u n,df.k u lSf Kq y`vlsks'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
;s,ld iu`. rxueKsfla .=reksjdifha k;r jQjd h' rd;%shg
kld wksjdfhkau ths' i;shg k tlla fyda folla ks,aKS o
k;r ug wdjd h' .,al=,ug meK i;s fol ;=kla blauh;a u
;s,ld m%lD;s ;;a;ajhg m;ajk nj ish,af,da gy' yels;dla
oy fmd;m; lshug;a" nK oy Y%jKhg;a ;s,ld keUqre
jQjd h' bka ,efnk wOHd;al iqjh buy;a nj wehg jegysKs'
tfy;a" Ydka; yd neKq wehf.a f,!lsl is; bka uqod .ekSu
myiq fkdKs' Ydka; isysjk iEu fudfyd;l u kejq l<la
wef.a fk;a w.g .,d wdf h'
255

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;reKfhda h<s fi,a, lsug msgkshg wdy' .,al=,u


;reKhkaf.a wIaGdkh .`.la n` h' ta bmsg ksudKh jk
ndOlj, yefmka tajdg uqyqK foka th bhg .,d .sfha h'
kef`.k;re ;reK f.d iudch h<s;a j.d lghq;= wdrN lsug
;SrKh lr ;sKs' uerhka iska lvd `o oukq ,enQ g%elagrh"
f,rh uy.,alvj,g f.k f.dia w;ajehd lr .kafka
' ' uy;df.a Wkkafjks' mkai,a hdfha mqiaid oeuQ ;reK
f.d ixOdk uQ,ia:dkh h<s ms<silr lrkq ,eKs' frdayK
ish,a,g kdhl;ajh ka w;r" wjYH fgl ;s,ld yuq Wmfoia
,nd .ekSug o Tjqyq wu;l fkdlf<da h' yels iEu fgl u
kld yd rxueKsfla iu`. ;s,ld mkai,g .shd h' wyfnka
kl mkai,a hdhg .sh wE hqyqiqj jefvys fhfok ;reK msi
oel i;=gq jQjd h' ta N+fha kej; t<j nvb`.= .ia ireidr j
jef' Ydka; ke;s nj .yfld< fkdokS' ue .Dyfha bmi
msf,ys" mdi, bmi jQ f;drfKys ilr ;snQ Ydka;f.a
PdhdrEmh t,a,d ;sKs' ;reKfhda idlPd lf<a" ;Ska ;SrK
.;af;a ta PdhdrEmh t,a,d ;snQ ;ek u ys`of.k h' zzi
fldfyay b`oka wms yd n,df.k we;s iaZZ rx;a ks;r lSh'
Tyq ;=< jQ r .;sh uqukska u myj f.dia h' rx;a ks;r u
l,amkdfjys ksu.ak jk fihla fmfkkakg ;sKs'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
zzrxueKsfla fldfyao f hkak ,Eia;s fjkafka''''ZZ
zzbiaflda, ydfka we`ula od .kakflda''''ZZ ;a;hla o
yeghla o we`o mkdjlska ysi mSrk rxueKsfla" jejg f.dia
kdf.k meK f;; fr tlska tl wf ouk ;s,ld wu;d
lSjd h'
;j;a iaj,am fudfyd;lska .=reksjdih bmsg ;%sfrdao r:hla
k;r lrkq weisks'
256

p, ,shkf.a

zzia ,Eia;s o @ZZ Wlal=x msg; isg weiS h' ks,aKS fl,ska u
.=reksjdih ;=<g .shd h'
zzfldfyao <ufhda f hkak yokafka'''' wms fudgo Thd,
fokak .sysx tkak'''' hk ydl'''ZZWlal=x yd ks,aKS w;r we;s
in`o;dj .uqkag fkdryils'
;s,ld iskdfikq gq ks,aKS ;=< uy;a i;=gla bmKs'
zziq;a hxflda''''ZZ
ish fokdu kef`.k;re f.d iudchg wh;a ;%sfrdao
r:fhka mf.d,a, olajd meKshy'
zzfu;k b`o, mhska ;ud ia hkak fjkafka''''ZZ
zzb;sx fudflda f yisfha mf.d,af, hkafka''''ZZ Ydka;
ish ;ud Tyq iu`. jrla fuys meKs whqre ;s,ldg u;l h'
w,s we;=ka ks;r .ejfik jkh ueka je ;snqKq udjf;a uola
meKs Ydka; ;s,ld h jeoau i`oyd f;,a bjr nj lshka
h;=remeh k;r lf<a h' th fndrejla nj oek.;a ;s,ld" h;=re
meh meof.k fifuka bhg hk Ydka;f.a msgg fifuka
.eiqf zzuu nh jqKq ;rulaZZ lshks'
;s,ldf.a weia w`oyd.; fkdyels h' .,al=,f ishu
;reK ;reKsfhda;a" fia;x we;= jeyshka lsysm fofkl=;a
fu;kg /iaj is;s' msi ;sylg je h'
zzwehs f ks,aKSZZ ;s,ld mefKkq gq kld ,ys,ysfha
o,ajka is myka mfil ;nd j wdjd h' lmk ,o m<;=re hqI
iqj`o o" lmqre" y`kal+re" fmd,a f;,a wdfha iqj`o o Y% jQ jd;h
wdYajdYhg m%sh h' jk ue`o msys mf.d,a, whshkdhl fofjd,
wkqyia we;s ;ekla nj .uq lsh;s'
zziag u;l keoao wog kef`.k;re ;reK f.d i;shg
wjqre ;=khs''''ZZ
zzfohshfka i ysh kx''''ZZ ;s,ldg bfg u lsheKs'
257

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

weh fofjd, bmi jk ,eyen w;ka wE;ska iajk jej


foi ne,qjd h' mxl=l=<f.a kdoh wehg weisks' mxl=l=<df.a .Sh
ry .Shlehs Ydka; ks;r lSh'
zzwehs''' ta''''ZZ
zztal l ysf;k iajrhla''''ZZ ta Tyqf.a u;hhs'
zzw;a biafldaf, ydfka we;a fufyka b`o.kak''''ZZ m%Odk
lmq uy;a;df.a y`ka weh jyd msh f,djg wdjd h' ;s,ld ys`o.;a
miq fiiq ish,af,da u ys`o.;af;a h' hd;sld lsu werKs' mska
iska u ms<sfh, lrk ,o ls n;la o m<;=re j o msks'
;reK msif.a b lghq;= id:l lr .ekSu i`oyd whshkdhl
fohkaf.a wdYsjdoh fukau wdrlaIdj o ,nd fok f,i lmq
uy;d fohkaf.ka b,a,S h'
tfykx yefudag u zzwhshkdhl yduqrejkaf.a msysghsZZ
mQcdj wjika lrka lmq uy;d lSh'
zzTfydu x.s;a;la bkak lmq uy;a;hd''''ZZ hlv .eyeksh"
rxueKsflf.a y`v Wiaj msgqmiska weisks' lsisfjla msgqmi
fkdney'
zzug;a ;shkjd hula fohsyduqrejkaf.ka b,a,kak''''
wjir oZZ
zzfyd`ohs lshuqflda n,kak''''ZZ
zzTn jykafiag lsn;a Whkak .Ekq wmsj fmd,a .dkakj;a
.dj .kafka kE'''' fohsyduqrefjda ug iudfjkak kE'''' Th
Tn jykafiaf.a fka;a;rd fol biairy b`of.k bkak orejd
yd lreKdfjka n,kav kE'''' t;=hf.a iajd mqreIhdg
lrmq m; Tn jykafia oelal o @ l=kag Tn jykafia wpq
lrkak kE'''' wyjrhs''''ZZ rxueKsflag ys`o .ekSugj;a jqfKa
ke;' hg msnd fuka ksy`v j is ish fokdf.a folka mqrd
oejeka; yia;sfhl=f.a l=xp kdoh weisKs' ish,af,da u;sfhka
.,a .eiqkdy'
258

p, ,shkf.a

zzrxueKsfla Wf hd;sldj fo yduqrejkag weyqkd lsh,d


ms<s.kakj o @ZZ
zztfyuhs lmq uy;a;fhda''''ZZ rxueKsfla fodfyd;a uqka ;nd
ms<s;=re kakd h'
l=xp kdoh weiqfKa wy, my< u neka msi foajd, N+fhka
msgux jQfha ;jrg;a jgmsg fidais lsfuka miqj h'
zzldgj;a wpq lrkak k kE'''' rxueKsfla'''' ksiqkag fu;a
jvuq''''ZZ ;s,ld wdmiq toa rxueKsfla iu`. fifuka lSjd h'
kodi .u wd mqj; ie,ks' fmd,sia ma hla mdi, wi,
keje;a h' ;s,ld yuqjQ Tjqyq lgW;a;rhla igyka lrf.k
.sfhda h' fmd,Sisfha .e,u msKsi muKla fmd,Sish mlaIK
lf<a h' Ydka;f.a ;=ka udfia mskalug . n,d hEug ;s,ld
iQodk jQjd h' kld o" rx;a o" frdayK o weh iu`. hEug iQodk j
isfhda h' isl=rdod Wfoa y;g we' ' f,dfhka uy.,alvj,g
hEug ish,af,da l;sld lr .;ay' ta i`oyd ,ys,ysfha ;s,ld
iQodk fjoa iquk,;d .=reksjdihg j wdjd h'
zzw;a ia okakj o jevla'''' fo yduqrefjda wpq lr,d''''ZZ
oe,s j<`ola w;=,a,ka is rxueKsfla o j wdjd h'
zzfudlla o iquk,;d''''ZZ
zzwdx'''' Bfha wr fmdidohd f.yqx niai,d wdmyq nhsislf,a
f.org tk w;f kodig w,sh .y, luq;= lr,' Tj
fldfyj;a l`o fldfyj;a lshkafk''''ZZ
iquk,;d fmdaidohd hehs lSf nd, uy;a;hdg h'
;s,ld jyd rxueKsfla foi nejd h' bj; n,d.;a uy
.eyeksh f.fhka weismsh i,kq fmKsks' wE ms w,af,ka weia
msi oeud h'
zzux w`vkafka lg fkfuhs w;a biafldaf, ydfka''''
ug whshkdhl yduqrefjd .ek i;=gq ys;=Kd''''ZZ f .eyeksh
lshkafka uqidjla fkdjk nj ;s,ld okS'
259

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

zzlf.a l=K n,kakj;a uu hhs lsh,d ys;kj o'''' ;=ya


Wkaoej''''ZZ
. n,d hdu ojilska mud l< ;s,ld we;= msi"
kodif.a mjqf,a Woh uqk .eiS fYdalh m< lsug wu;l
fkdl<y' u< f.org ;s,ld tkq gq nd, uy;a;hd;a Tyqf.a
f.da, nd,fhda;a jyd tydg fuydg jQy' f isoafhka miqj
;s,ld foi jvd;a f.!rjfhka nefha weh flfrys jQ hlska
fkdj hqla;sh flfrys jQ Yajdih ksid h'

260

p, ,shkf.a

14
we'' f,dh fikiqrdod Wfoa .uka jdrh uy.,alvj,
fkd.sfhka ish,af,da u kjhyudrg mq;a;,u n,d hk f,dhg
f.dvug l;sld lr.;ay'
f,dfha y`v weiS ,ys ,ysfha mdrg tk ;s,ldg ,shqlre
,smshla .= lf<a h' ljrfha ;u ,smskh ,shd ;snqfKa kqmqre
w;awl=ks' fuh ljqrekaf.ka h yelsoehs is;+ ;s,ld" jyd th
;u w;anE.hg Tnd .;af;a f,dh meKs neKs' mq;a;,fuka
fld<U nihg f.dv jQ wehg h<s;a ,smsh isys h' ;ud yisfha u
,smshla ,o nj kldg lS ;s,ld" th fifuka jr l<d h' mrK
fmd;lska lvd.;a folg keuQ fldgqrE,a fld<hla t;=< h'

zzf"
WU mq;df. odfkg toa f me;af;ka we;a udj;a
tlalf.k m,hx' WUg ;sfhk lror ujg ug;a lshkak
foaj,a ;shkjd' u,a,S .sh udfia b|ka .Eksfhla f.k;a
f.or odf.k' uu f ,shqx lE,a, ismd, ndmamdf.a
fl,a, wf;a yxhg hjkjd ;eme,a lrkak' WUg iuka
fo yduqrejkaf.a msysghs'
g" wudZZ
,smsh lshjQ .=re;=h uqukska u m%lD;s ;;a;ajfhka wE;a
jkq kld gqjd h'
zzwehs''' ia'''ZZ
261

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

fifuka bhg wefok nifha ljqfjka msg; n,d isk


.=re;=hf.a oEia k<shhs' kld muKla fkdj" .,al=,u .uu ;u
;;= fydka okS' thskq;a kld fidhqhl jekak' wehg lsisjla
ie`.h hq;= ke;' kldf.a mekhg ms<s;=re fokq fjkqjg ;s,ld
,smsh weh w;g kafka tfyhsks'
zzia'''ZZ kld fifuka ;s,ldf.a w;la w,a,d .;a;d h'
zzlror tkfldg tl msg tl tkafka kld'''ZZ ;s,ld lSf
msg;g fhduqjQ oEiskau h'
zzwNsfhda. t,a, fjkafka'''' tajg uqyqK fokak mqjka
ksiaiqkag ia'''ZZ kld fifuka lSjd h'
wud legqj taug ;ud r;akmqrhg hd hq;= nj rx;ag;a"
frdayKg;a oekq ka ;s,ld kld o iu`. r;akmqr nihg
fld<ka f.dvjQfha ;reKhka fofokd nr,shg hdug fydka
okakd neKs'
u,a,S fkdis;+ m fjkia we;' Tyq is.r fukau u;amekg o
weneys we;' le|jdf.k meK we;af;a ;udg jvd jir yh
y;la jhie;s ixlr .eyekshls' Ydka;f.a wju`.=,a kj, ;ud
wudf.a uqyqK gqf k" wehg u,a,S iska we;s udkisl
fokd lshjd .ekSug ;udg yelsjkq we;ehs ;s,ld is;=jd h'
;s,ld t;r fldam .eka iskq kld ljrodlj;a oel
ke;' wud gq muKska" u,a,S f.jk kreu ;h ;s,ldg
jegysks' zzflda l oex'''' wdfokaflda Wkaoe wo f.or'''ZZ ;s,ld
lSf we;= ldurhl isg lrfmdjd ;ud foi ne f;dfrdn,a
fmKqula iys; .eyekshla fkdoel fkdf' wE ta lsis;a ;=gqjlg
udhs fkdl<d h'
zzWU lEfkd.y bx''' W! oex biair jf.a fkfuhs'''ZZ
wudf.a wdhdpkh ;s,ld lKlg fkd.;a;d h' ta fjkqjg
wE wudf.a mrK w,audh wer mrK id" ;a; lsysmhla yd ;j;a
we .uka u,a,lg Tnkakg mgka .;a;d h' ;s,ld Yla;su;a
262

p, ,shkf.a

we;s wdldrh foi kld mqufhka n,d ishd h'


zzWU Th fudlo lrkak yokafk''''ZZ
zzwud ux lshk foa lrkak''' ug fu;k fjk foa
f;afrkjd''''ZZ lsisjla fkduid ;s,ldg wjk; ug ;r wud
k fokdj h'
msg; nhsisl,hla k;r lrkq weiqfKka ;s,ld t,shg wdf
,eyeia;s is wud o legqj wehf.a .uka u,a, o w;e;sj h'
zzux wu tlal hkj''''ZZ
weh lSf tmuKls' u,a,S lsisjla lsjfyd;a wjYH m
ms<s;=re ug weh is;d .;a;d h' tfy;a weh rdka; jQfha
u,a,Sf.a uqyqK gq g h' Tyqf.a weia .s,S we;' ysifla jjd l=vd
fldKavhla miqmiska ne| ;sf' w;a md isyskaj f.dia" yl= fomig
fkrd f.disks' Tyq fj;ska is.r .| yd ;j;a ier iqj|la jykh
h' ;ud ksjig meKs iEu klu u,a,S iu`. l:d l< ie"
wjjdo wkqYdikd ka ye wehg u;l h' ta" g jir lsysmhlg
fmr u,a,Sf.a l,si idlal=jl ;s is.r melegqjla yuqjQ
mqj; wud ryfia ;udg oekq ka miqj h' ;d;a;d o fkdue;s j
;ksj lfia ld,h f.jk wudg fun ksil=f.ka fi;la
w;a fkdf' wud ;udf.a l lshd ,shq lene,a,la .,al=,ug
tf weh k fokd W.% we;s neKs' ksjiska msg;g tk
wud;a" wlald;a" oel mqre ;reKsh;a foi Tyq wj;drhla gq
lf,l fuka n,d yqkafka h'
zzwlal f,dafl rf orejkaf.a weia mdokak oyla kj'''
u,a,s fufy fnoafola" kreufhla''' ksiaiq ug fudkj
fkdlshhs o @ WUg yefokak whshj ur, odmq isoahu u o @'''''ZZ
;s,ld u,a,S wi,g u f.dia weiqf .sKsmq<s`.= msgjk oEiska Tyq
foi n,ks' lsisjla fkdlS Tyq h<s;a nhsisl,h ;,a lrf.k
hkakg .sfha h'
zz;d;a; yshkx lj Wiai, fmdf<dfj .y''''ZZ ;udg
263

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

msgqmd jekS jekS nhsisl,h meof.k hk u,a,S foi n,d ;s,ld


lSjd h' ,g nei uo rla weo wd weh wdmiq ye f.h foi
nejd h' ;ud l=vd l, ;d;a;d o wud o u,a,S o iu`. i;=ka
f.jQ ta iqkaor ksjyk wo wmdhls' wdmiq fkdtkakg h
ia:dkhla w;yer hk ksil=f.a fk;=j,ska .uH jk mKsvh
;s,ldf.a oEiau; ;sKs' ;u oEia f;;a jkq wehg oeksKs'
;udf.a ;fha im;u fldgialrejdf.ka iuqf.k fomhska
ke`.S isug yelshdj ,oafoa k" f fN!;sl mirhg iuqu
lsisfia;a u wiSre fkdf' wud Ti fmdfgka l<la msi uqj o
wdmiq ye fkdnejd h'
zzuu wdrdfulgj;a hkak ys;d ysfh orefjd''' ug l kE
fj od, hkak''' ux oekakqfj kE g''' tals fudk .skaorl o
bkafk'''ZZ wud fifuka kld yd lshkq ;s,ldg o weisks'
Ydka;f.a odkh wjika jQ ;s,ld wud o legqj .,al=,u
n,d msg;a jQfha" wud ;uka iu`. k;r lr hk f,i Ydka;f.a
uj;a mshd;a l< n,j;a wdhdpkd uOHfha h'
zzuu udihla folla tfy k;r lrf.k b|,d ksjdvqjg toa
wu fufy k;r lrkak tlal tkak wfu''''ZZ weh Tjqkaf.a
is;a fkdoaod lSjd h'
zzwfma wu wdjg rxueKsfl fufy bkaku ke'''ZZ ;s,ld
lshoa rxueKsfla" zzfyd|uhs biafldaf, ydfkaZZ hs lSf
i;=ks'
;j;a fojirla f.ks' .,al=,f f.jQ ld,h ;=< oej
nK Ndjkdjg fhduqj is wud kla ;s,ldf.ka wdhdpkhla
l<d h'
zzWUg udj ljodj;a nrla fkdjk ;a;sh ux okakjd''' ta;a
f;a fndfydau foaj,a w;a|,d ug oex ysf;kjd lla Ndjkd
lrkak'''ZZ .ska .g u l;d lr wudf.a is;e`.s jgyd .;a ;s,ld
wehg reoaO fkdug ;SrKh lf<a yoj;ska y`vd jefgks'
264

p, ,shkf.a

wud legqj ;s,ld lygmshg .sfha wud .f wer,jkak


hkjd hehs lshks' m%Odk is,a uEKshkaf.a wjirh u; ;s,ld o
k fol ;=kla tys k;rj tu mskafuys wdYajdoh kaod h' ysi
uqvq lr" lidj;la fmdrjdf.k tk wud olsk ;s,ld ;=< we;s
jQfha lla fkdf" i;=gls' zzug;a fufyu fjkak we;akx'''ZZ
weh kslug is;=jd h'
zzia k ojil we;a wud n,,d b|,d hkak''' ojila
folla bkakjkx wfma mqx uEKsjrekag fudkj y W.kajkak
nehe''''ZZ
f,dl= uEKsfhda tfia lSf weh tkakg msg;a fjoa h'
jeuy uEKsjrekag yd NslaIQkska jykafia,dg wu;rj O
jhiaj, oefhda oyhla fod,yla muK me tys oy W.kska
ishy' w;sYh .no m<d;l .ula fl,jr jkhg udhs jQ ksi,
lvl we;s wdrduh ksixi, h' Ydka; h' fndaujg my;ska
msys iqi,a kq. rel jgd we;s mfm< nisk ;s,ldg ;ud
;ks we;s fihla oeksKs' wjika mh nei wdmiq ye ne weh
fndauf isg ;ud foi n,d isk wud gqjd h' zwfZhs lshd
lE .idf.k wE fj; jhdug ;s,ldg is;sks' tfy;a weh oe
wdhdihla f.k miqmi fkdn,d u .uka .;a;d h' ;ud bmiska
fyda msgqmiska Ydka; .uka lrk nj weh ks;r is;hs'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
<`. tk .=re kfha jhU m,df;a YsIaG .=rejreka oi
fofkl=g iudk m%odkh lsug m,d;a iNdj lghq;= lrk nj
.,al=,ug o ie,h' ta iudk,dNSka oi fokd w;r ;ud o isk
nj fudkak uy;d ;ud wu;d lSf ryila lshk moafoks'
fuf;la l,a ;ud iu`. lsisjla fm!oa.,sl j l;d fkdl< f
ksidf.a yeisu msgqmi we;s mKsvh l=ula o @ m<d;a ugf
iudk Wf<,l ;udg o iudkhla ys nj oek.kakd .=rejhl
265

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;=< we;s jk ksys ke;s i;=g m%fndaOh fjkqjg ;s,ld fj; uQi,
l=;=y,hla <`.d h' fuh ljr Wmamrjehla o @ fudkak
jekakl= ta .ek oekqj;a fuka meye,s jkafka th foaYmd,kuh
hl+gq jevla nj h' ;udg mshjreka fofokl= n fldGdY yd
l,dm wOHlaIjreka yuqug ;s,ld ;SrKh lrkafka ta ksid u h'
.=rejhl f,i ;udf.a fiajh;a" .eyeKshl f,i ;ud uqyqK
we;s ; wNsfhda.h;a fydka u okakd" Yajdih ;eh yels
ksiqka fofokd f wOHlaIjreka fofokd h'
zz;s,ld ths lsh, wms ys;=jd''' hx''' mshfidau i bkakjd'''ZZ
wdhodi uy;d biair jQfha h' ;ud hula lshkakg;a fmr" ;ud
wdf wehsoehs f ksiqka oek.;af;a flfiao @
;ud;a fldGdY wOHlaI;=ud;a gq l,dm wOHlaI;=ud uo
iskdjla o iys; j fifuka ysi by< my< p,kh lrkq ;s,ld
gqjd h'
zzwdhodi uy;a;h Th fodr lla tydg lrf.k u
wdjkx''' b|.kak orefjda'''ZZ
mshfidau uy;d olsk ;s,ldg ks;r ;d;a;d isysfjhs' ;d;a;d o
tmoafoka u uD h' tfy;a ;s,ld ;=< oeka we;af;a pls;hls'
hls' lsish kmqrla isfjka mj;S o @
zziudk .kak hkak ,Eia;s o @ZZ mshfidau uy;d ;s,ldf.ka
weiqf ysjla blaujd .sh ne?re iajrhlsks' ;reK .=rejhf.a
uqyqK u; m%Yakd: rdYshla we;s nj Tyq kqgqjd fkdf'
zzux wdf ta .ek wykaku ;ud i''' fudlo ug ta wdrxh
wdmq ud.h .ek uf.a meyeula kE'''ZZ
zzya'''ZZ l,dm wOHlaI;=ud .= iqiqula fyf h'
zzTh lsisu kdu fhdackdjla wfmka wy, lrmqj fkfuhs''
fldkau m<d;a wOHlaIj;a oekqj;a kE''' ;s,ld wefrkak b;=re
kj fokd u foaYmd,k fyxphsfhda''' ta wiafi Th orejg iudk
fok tl Th orejf.a mrudoYS fiajhg wmlS;shla'''ZZ
266

p, ,shkf.a

zzfl wfma fm!oa.,sl woyi'''' Bg;a jvd nrm;, uy


weue;s u Thdf.a ku ,shd mq tl'''' t;k nrm;, wk;=rla
fmakj orefjd''' Thd Th .=rejre lshk l;d wy, we;sfk'''ZZ f
ksiqka fofokdf.a fomd keuug ;s,ldg wjYH h'
zzwfka i''' uu Th iudk .kak hkafk keye'''ZZ
zzbkak''' l,n, fjkak k kE'''' yenehs Thd oex bkak
;;a;ajh Thdf. wdrlaIdjg m%udKj;a kE''' hula Wkdg miafi
la fjkake;sj lla l,a;shd iQodk fjk tl fyd|hs'''ZZ
wOHlaIjre fofokdu l;d lrkafka fifuks' Tjqkaf.a
mk; oDIakag yiqjQ hula wjxlj u ;ud yd fnod yod .ekSug
Tjqka fjr ork nj ;s,ldg jegysKs'
Bg i;s lsysmhlg miqj iudk Wf<, i|yd ks, wdrdOkd
m;%h .,al=,u oHd,hg ,eKs' y,am;s;=ud th ;s,ldg
kafka iqn m;ks' fiiq .=rejr .=rejfhda bfha Ys%hdKs;a
kld;a ;s,ldg iqn me;=f ldrKd ldrK fkdoek fkdf'
;s,ld ish,a, Tjqka yd lshd ;sKs' fiiq ;reK msig o hula
jegyS ;sKs' iudk,dNSka ish fokd iudk Wf<,g fmrk
fmryqrejlg le|jd ;snQ w;r thg iyNd.s u wksjdh h'
zzTh fmryqrejg Thd hkak orefjda''' t;k isoaO fjk foa
wkqj Thdg hula jegfyhs' foaYmd,k fyxphsh,g kak;a"
iudkh .kak tfla jrola ux olskakE''' ta;a l ljqrey
;sifkla fkdiKavd,lula ysf;a ;shdf.k odk weula kx
lla l,amkdld fjkak fjkj'''ZZ
W;aijh meje;aug fhda; m,d;a iNd f.dvke`.s,a,
ols;au ;s,ld hg m;a jQjd h' Ys%hdKs ;ud yd isu Yla;shls'
fmryqrej i|yd Tjqka le|jd we;af;a iji ;=kg h' wdmiq hoa
?fnda h yel' fiajlhl=f.a u. fmkau u; /ia Yd,dj
fj; .uka lrka is ;s,ld;a" Ys%hdKs;a wdmiq yerefKa
msgqmiska lsysm fofkl=f.a md Yohla weiqKq neKs' l ;rndre"
wj,iaik uy weue;sjrhd ish wdrlaIlhka msjrd tka is'
267

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;s,ld;a Ys%hdKS;a jyd k;r mfilg jQy'


zznd, uy;a;hd lshk foa yhg y''' fls f .=frla tlal
lef,al la kak k .Eksfhla fkfuhs''' wfma ud,s.dj,
iem kak k tlshla'''ZZ ;udg msgqmd weka is ;s,ld gq
muKska uy weue;sjrhdg is;sks'
zzoex b;sx ndOdjl=;a kEfka''' Th iudk j,sx tl;=;a
,d ;gq lr, nejkx y i fodrg''' wms j Tn;=udg lshd
fokak kehe'''ZZ .sh udifha ;udg oel= /f.k meKs nd,
uy;a;hdf.a fhdackdj isysm;a l< uy weue;sjrhd Tyqg is;ska
mska kafka h'
;u msi tk y`ka ;s,ld jyd mfilg jQfhka" uy
weue;sjrhd fkdikaiqka jQfha" ;jrg;a ish oEiska wef.a isrer
Wrd ug fkdyels u .ek h'
;s,ld wi,g meKs Tyq k;r h' ish n f;d,a j,ska
ukud, yskdjla ujd .ekSug W;aidy lf<a h' Tyqf.a .scq
oEia" ysia we;s ;u f., yd <eu fmfoig .uka lrkq ;s,ld
gqjd h'
zziag f,dl= lrorhla Wkd lsh, wdrxhs''''ZZ
zzT''' T''' i''' i''''ZZ ;s,ld f.d; .eiqjd h'
zzj Tfydu ;uhs fl,af,''' ux nefj Thdf. ,iaik
wvqfj,d kEfk fmdvlaj;a''''ZZ
l;dj t;ekska k;r jQfha Tyqf.a cx.u rl:kh kdo jQ
neKs' Bg ms<s;=re foka mshjr lsysmhla weo .sh uy weue;sjrhd
jyd wdmiq ye" zzbkak ux miafi l;d lrkakx''' Thd,g
hkak ux yjig le tlla fokakx''' ? jqkd lsh,d nh fjkak
tmd'''ZZ hs lSf h'
;s,ld oEia mshd <h mqrd yqiaula .;a;d h' iudkfha wruqK
meye,s h' iudkh keue;s weug ne|+ we;s fhd;lska f il=re
imhd ;ud ,Snd .ekSug h;ak orhs'
268

p, ,shkf.a

zzfldfydug;a Th foaYmdfjd uy jkprfhd ;s,ld'''ZZ


Ydka;f.a Wmfoia h<s;a folka wi, u weisks'
zzwlafla wms hx''' oekauu hx'''ZZ
zzkx.s'''ZZ Ys%hdKsg f.fhka weo hk ;s,ld miqmi hkq
kd fjk;a l,amhla fkd;sKs'
zzYdka; urmq tlg uQ;a yjq,a we;s'''ZZ meh lsysmhl .uklska
miq uy.,alvj,ska nisoa tfia lshk f;la ;s,ld lsis;a
fkdlSjd h'
miqk iudk Wf<,g fkd.sh o f imhd ;ud miqmi tk
tl fkdkj;skq we;' ;ud wjk; lr.ekSug fkdyels jqjfyd;a
;ud IKh lrkq we;' bkamiq urd oukq we;' .,al=,f wysxil
.ehkag ;ud fjkqfjka y`vd jeug yd miqj jrolrejkag
o`vqj lrkakehs fohka bfha m<s.eiSug jvd je hula l<
fkdyels jkq we;' fofhda Ydka;f.a >d;lhkag o`vqj l<d
kd Tyq bka uqod.ekSug wiu;a jQy' urKh | .ekSug ;ud
iQodk nj ;s,ld okS' tfy;a wm;% .eyekshl f,i fkdf'
weh ysi Tijd jdfka w,audh u; we;s Ydka;f.a mska;+rh foi
nejd h' l=vd u,aou fi,ks' iq<`.la o ke;' Ydka; o lshkafka
;uka is;k foa ksjer nj h'
fyg ;ud iqmqre f,i mdif,a iskq olskakka iudkh
.ekSug fkdhdu .ek oyila m%Yak wikq we;' tfyhska
blaukska hula l< hq;= h' l=vd .uka nE.hg w;HjYHu we
lsysmhla weh oud.;a;d h' wjidkhg jdfka w,audfha ,dpqjl
;snQ jeo.;a ,shlsh,s o Ydka; ks;r hula l=regq .E l=vd igyka
fmd; o" w,audh u; jQ Ydka;f.a PdhdrEmh o tu nE.h ;=<
;ekam;a flKs' miqod WoEik y;hs ;syg uy.,alvj, hk
we'' f,dhg ;s,ld f.dvjQfha iudk Wf<,g hdug nj
ljqre;a is;+y'
zzia Wfoa u .sfha l=reKE., W;aiflg hkj lsh,'''ZZ
269

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

rxueKsldf.a m%ldYfhka th ;yjqre h'


tfy;a kld;a" Ys%hdKS;a weh thg fkdhk nj brdu o;ay'
iudkh o /f.k ;s,ld ijig .,al=,ug tk nj fiiaika lshoa Ys%hdKS;a kld;a tlsfkld foi n,ka uqksj; /lal o weh
fldfya .sfha oehs hk mekh fofokd ;=< u ;sKs'
iji y; wg fjoa;a ;s,ld fkdwdfjka" .f ksiqkaf.ka
wvlg;a je msila mdi,a j;a;g /iaj O ks.ukj,g niska
ishdyq h' rxueKsfla .=re ksjdifha fodrlv ys| yS,ajd h'
zzwfka''' w;a ia hkak .sys,a,d'''ZZ kld lE.i;a u ish,af,da
ta foig jQy' weh w; ,sms folla h' tlla y,am;s;=ud kug
,shQ rdcld ,smshls' ta" fiajfhka b,a,d wiau h' fojekak
.= ,smshls' th kldg ,shd ;sKs' ;ud .,al=,ug wd od isg
ish is w,,d ,shk ,o ta ,smsh lshjoa nd," ;reK" uy
ish,af,da muKla fkdj" lYajr ysfhda o" r;kfcda;s ysfhda o
ye`vQy' wjidkfha wE ish,a,kaf.ka iudj wheo is' ta" fkdlshd
kslau .ek h'

zzudf.a iajdmqreIhd urd oud fyda ud


.,al=,fuka wE;a lsug lsisjl=g fkdyels h'
tfy;a ;ks jQ udf.a Yrhg bj w,a,k wOuhka
w;ska iudk ,nd Tjqka w;ska u miqj IKh
fhkq fjkqjg m,d hdug .;a ;SrKh .ek Tn ug
iudjkq we;ehs uu Yajdi lr' ;fhka iuq.ekSug
ojilg fyda fmr .,al=,f hqKqj isheiska oel
.ekSug kej; t' uu;a udf.a iajd mqreIhd;a tlaj
Tng fmkaug W;aidy l< b,lalh ykd.;a ;reK
msila .f isu f fudfydf;a ug ;SrKhla .ekSug
fnfyka Wmld h'
f;rejka irKhs''
w;a biafldaf, ydfka $ w;a iaZZ
270

p, ,shkf.a

,smsh lshjd wjika lf<a y;a wg fofkl= isks' jdlHhla


fyda folla lshjk wfhla y`vka" bls.ika wfkldg
,smsh kay'
.,al=,u h<s;a u<f.hla njg m;ah' ksiaiq fkdld fkd
;s,ld fidhd.; yels u.la l;d l<y' r;akmqrhg o" nr,shg o
lKavdh msg;a flKs' M,la fkdh'
) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )
wud oiis,a uEKshl f,i h.sfha isysnqoafhks' ta
fudfydf;a ;ud wE wi, isu fld;r jeo.;a oehs ;s,ldg
is;sks' ;fha uqyqK ka ish ixisoaka klg lsysm jrla isysm;a
lrk ;s,ld ta ish,af,ka ;ud Wlyd.;a wdOHdh idrh ;ud
ks;r mYS,kh lrk oy fmd;mf;ys ,she we;s Ou lreKq
yd ukdj .,md .;a;d h' th wef.a ka;kuh ixjOkhg fya;=
h' miq.sh jir ;sylg wdikak ld,h ;=< f wdrduh fnfyka
ixjOkh ;sf' l=vd fufykska jykafia,dg b.ekau w;sYh
kejq w;aoelSuls' ;ud lidj; fkdorkakg ;SrKh lf<a .sysj
iska NslaIQkska jykafia,d i|yd l< hq;= fndfyda hq;=l we;s
neKs' ;h fN!;sl j f wdrduhg yd fl .uka lsysmhlg
muKla iSud jqj o wOHd;al j ixlSK ixjOkhla ,nd we;'
fmda od is,a iudoka jk ishhlg wl Wjeis Wjeisfhda ;s,ldf.a
Ou foaYkdj,g ms%h l<y' mdi,aj, YS, jHdmdr i|yd wehg
fYaIfhka wdrdOkd flKs'
klg meh lsysmhla Ndjkd lsu o" oy fmd;m; mYs,kh o"
l=vd fufykska jykafia,d O Ihhka .ek oekqj;a lsu o
ks;sm;d l< ;s,ld bv ,o fgl mqj;am;la nejd h' zz.,al=,u
oHd,hZZ hk ku mqj;amf;ys wo wE gqf" ;ud .,al=,ka
ksla jir y;r mylska gq ika yd wkS m%uqL kegq
271

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

lKavdhula cd;sl Y+r;dj kd.ekSf mqj;g miqj h'

zz.,al=,u oHd,h uyd oHd,hla njg m;a flfZZ


kd lsysmhla we;=<; tu mqj; oy fodf<dia j;djla ;s,ld
lsfhjd h' ;udg weug fjr ,nd fok w;ajdrej foi iskdfika
ne wE ;SrKhlg t<hd h'

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p, ,shkf.a

15
mS;a; mh lmkq ,enqfha m,d;a iNdf wOHdmk weue;sjrhd
isks' .,al=,u uyd d,fha isiqfhda oi fofkl= muK .dhkd
l< chu`.=,a .S uOHfha th isks' wk;=rej weue;s;=ud o"
f,al ;=ud o" m,d;a yd l,dm wOHdmk wOHlaIjre o" fldGdY
wOHdmk wOHlaI;=ud o we;= iNdjkSh msi Yd,dj ;=<g
we;= jQy' W;aij ixOdk lghq;= Ndrj is isiq isiqhka yd
O rx.k yd .dhkdjka i|yd iQodk j is isiq isiqhka
yereKq g" tlaodyia foiShlg wdikak isiq msila o"
foumsfhda o" fjk;a iNdjkSh wuq;af;da o Yd,df ys| is w;r"
wdrd;hka we;=j;a u ke`.S is ish,af,da w;afmd<ika kay'
rgdjlg ief,k w;amq kdoh w;r iNdjkSh wuq;a;ka bfha
d,hSh kegq lKavdhf isiqhka yh fofkl= ukr kegqula
kgka .uka l<y' Bg bfha d,hSh kegq lKavdhf
isiqka isjq fofkl= .eg fnr jhka .uka l<y' W;aijh i|yd
jevujd jod< uyd ix>r;akh i|yd bmi fma<sfha wiqka
mkjd ;sKs' wdrd; fYaI wuq;a;ka i|yd ieliqKq fih o"
wdik yhla o fldj u; h' th wx. imQK Y%jKd.drhls'
kEu kdgHhla i|yd wjYH jk m ieliQ ,sfhka ls%hd;aul
jk ;sr fr .Kkdjla o" fld wdf,dallrKh i|yd wjYH
,s ,dmqj,ska o fldj iuka; jQ w;r" Ys,amSka i|yd
jk fld.dr" fkam;Hd.drh o b ;sKs' ffjjK ,s
nqnqj,ska wdf,dalu;a ;snQ fldj" f iNdjkSh W;aijhg
.,al=,u yd wjg .j,ska meK is .ehkag ienE u kejq
273

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

w;alSuls' iefjdu ta wdkkaoh |.kska ishy' jevigyk


fufyhu i|yd olaI isiqhl yd isiqjl= fhdojd ;snqKs' isiqjd
cd;sl weka o" isiqh Tihlska o ieriS p;=r f,i tlsfkld
iu`. ukd inkalrKhlska Wf<, fufyhjka ishy' iEu
f,dl= l=vd ksil=f.a u uqyqfKa m%fndaOhla we;' iEu weila u
m%fndaOfhka jr we;' wjqldIaGlh fld;r r jqj;a fmr
fkdjQ rE ma;shla" wIaGdkhla ta oEia ;=< we;' Bg fya;=j
.,al=,u d,h uyd d,hla u j;a" wNskj Y%jKd.drhla
jD; lsuj;a f W;aijfha wdkkaohj;a fkdf' ksiqka
j;au wdrN lr ;snqKs' mirh yqiau .ekSug mgka f.k
;snqKs' ksid ksidf.a ys;iqj msKsi" wjxlj;a" M,odhsj;a
ish,a, l<ukdlrKh lsu wrUd ;snqKs' ta fjkiska jir folla
blauh;au" f ;uka iska wdhdifhka isl< fjkfiys m%;sM,
Tyqkaf.a ; fj;" f.me< fj; <`.d ;sKs' mlaI mlaI
ish,a,kag u h ;rulg ;u Y%ufha m%;s,dN ,efnka mej;=Ks'
tfyhska u mirh o myiqfjka yqiau .;af;a h' ksiqka ,nk
iEu fN!;sl m%;s,dNhla u wNsnjka" wIaGdkh Tjqkaf.a uki
;=< ,e.= f.k isfha h'
kegq lKavdhu iska yrika le|jdf.k tkq ,enQ
iNdjkSh msi m<uqj b mqgq fofma<sfhys wiqka .;ay' .eg
fnr jehQ isiq orejkag ila mskafkda fofokl= o tl;= jQy'
d,hSh m%Odk YsIH kdhlhd yd kdhsldj ukr f,i irid
;snQ fmd,af;,a myk wi,g meKshy' fufyhjkafkda fmd,af;,a
myk ,au i|yd iNdjkSh msig wdrdOkd l<y' u`.=,a fnr
ilay`v uOHfha wdrd;fhda m%mh fj; <x jQy' th idudkH
fmd,af;,a mykla fkd h' fldfjys bmi uqyqK; y ueo
ue nka" fk fld<" lr,a" fmd,a u,a" f.dlafld< wdh
fhdod .kska idod ;snQ ;%j;a m%mdj,sfhys ,au i|yd l=vd
ue myka oyhla ia:dk.; lr ;snqKs' myk ,aug fmrd;=j
wOHdmk weue;s;=ud y,am;sjrhd iu`. ta ms<sn| j hula lshkq
ldg;a fmKsks' th" f w.kd l,d ksudKh w.h lsula h
274

p, ,shkf.a

hq;=h' ue myka kjhl je Tjqka w;ska ,ajqks' ksfok lghq;=


Ndrj is h ;j;a ldg fyda iNdfjka bm;a j b;s myka
jeh o,ajk f,i werhq l<;a lsisjl= Bg bm;a fkdjQy'
wk;=rej .,al=,u ydria:dkfha ydrdld ishU,djej
r;kfcda;s ysfhda meKs ish,a,ka mxpYS,fhys msysgjQy' fuu
W;aijfhys ;%j;a njg ydks fkdug ish fl wkqYdikh"
Wf<, wdrNfha msi mxpYS,fhys msysgqu;a iu`. u lsug
wjir b,a,d ;sKs'
kd foll muK ld,hla .,al=,u mdif,a b;sydih
ms<sn| j l;d l< Wkajykafia .,al=,u d,h wo ,nk
wNsfIalh w,,d wdlYKSh wkqYdikdjla l<y' /iaj is oyilg
wl jQ msif.a wjOdkh ;ud fj;g fudfyd;lska wdlIKh
lr .ekSug Wkajykafia iu;a jQy' g jir lsysmhlg fmr
wmj;a jod< lYajr kdhl yshkaf.ka miqj" ydria:dkfha
jevlghq;= Ndrj lghq;= lrk r;kfcda;s ysfhda" ka jhi
y;,sy blaujQ mK; NslaIQka jykafia kuls' fkdfndaod ish
Ydia;%m;s Wmdh ,nd.;a Wiajykafia ka .,al=,u d,fha
ksfhdacH y,am;sjrhd o fjhs' m,d;a wOHdmk wud;HdxYfha
WmfoaYl lgqf idudl;ajh o Wkajykafia i;= h'
zzmskaj;=ks''''" .,al=,u biafldaf, .,al=,u uyd d,h
njg m;a l<dg miqj tu N=fha islrk m%:u ks, l;dj uf.a
wkqYdikdjhs' tfyhska ks, jYfhka .,al=,u uyd d,h
hk ku m<uq jrg Nd;d lrkakd uuhs' wfma weue;s;=udj;a"
wOHlaIjrekaj;a" y,am;s;=udj;a ud iu`. ta .ek wukdmhla
ke;ehs lsh, ux ys;kjd''''ZZ
weue;s;=ud oE;u tlalr iskduqiq uqyqKska uola wiqkska keS
Wkajykafiaf.a ksy;udkSlug wdpdr l<y' wdrd;hka ish
fokdu w;r f.!rjmQjl iskyjla me;sKs'
zzmeoafola f,i ug ye`.S wlem Wk;a" f fj,dfj
ug fkk wdvnrh" wm%udKhs' ;uqkakdkafia,d bfha"
275

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;uqkakdkafia,df.a wkd.;h fjkqfjka ;syka fj,d fhdaO


cjhlska yqiau .kak .,al=,u uyd d,hg jk yqiau msUmq
h ldka;dj wms ldgj;a wu;l kE' wms weh f wjia:djg
le|jkak .;a;= W;aidyh wm%udKhs' tfy;a weh" wfma ;s,ld .=re
uEKshkaj fidhd .kak wmg fkdyels Wkd'ZZ
Yd,dj u tljr u yqiaula by< .;af;a h' lsisjl=g;a ta
yqiau fy<kakg wjldY fkd,eKs' Ydia;%m;s r;kfcda;s
yshkaf.a jpk msg fkdf' Wkajykafia jyd ish Tf,d.=fjka
r;=meye.;a f,akaiqjla t<shg f.k ;u oEia msiod .;ay' Yd,djg
/ia j is fndfyda fofkl=f.a fk;a l<ska ms ;snqKs' fn!oaO
NslaIqjlfha fofk;g l kexug ;r uyd ldhhl ksheKq
ta W;a;udh fkdokakjd k ta" jhi ;sylg ;siamylg fumsg
isfhda muKls' fiiq ish,af,da u w;a biafldaf, ydfka k
yek" wef.a .=K iqj| wd.%dyKh lr ;snqKy'
zzta;a wfma Wiia fm< <uhs yomq wmQre m%mfha tla jehla
o,ajkak lsis flfkla bm;a fkdfjk fldg uu fn!oaO
NslaIqjla yehg ys;=j" wfma w;a biafldf,a ydfka ljod
y ojil f .,al=,u uyd d,hg f.dvfjkj wmsj n,,
hkak lsh,''' wjidk jYfhka uu b,a,Sula lrkj" t;=h tk
fj,djl uu fkdysfhd;a" t;=h ,jd f fldj Wv mykla
o,ajkak lsh,'' ta;a tlalu weh ish ;fha tla mdr;djla f
N+fha mqr, imQK l<d' ta ;uhs fk;a okau' wE f mdi,g
m;afj,d tkfldg ysgmq <uhs mkyg yegg fk;a kak jf.a u
.f .ehkag" wOHdmk n,Odkag fk;a ,ndkakd' ta ;rla
fkfjhs" ;j mrmrd ish .Kklg' f biafldaf, f ;;ajhg
f.akak odhl fj,d lrmq msxlu fjku u mdr;djla'''ZZ
u n,d.;a jk u is y,am;s;=udf.a fofk;ska l
.,dhkq gqf lsysm fofkl= muKs' fndfydauhla fokd r;kfcda;s
yshkaf.a wkqYdikdjg ijka muKla fhduqlr" ukiska h<s;a
f m%d;sydhfha mqrd.d p;h ujd .kakg W;aidy l<y' ish
fm!oa.,sl ;h mjd uqukska u wu;l l< w;a biafldaf,a
276

p, ,shkf.a

ydfkaf.a W;aidyh wo id:l ;sf' tys i;=g fnod .ekSug


wo weh fu;ek ke;' tfy;a f msx wehg wkqfudaoka jkq we;'
f uyd ldhh ;=< wehg ke;s jQ oE fndfyda h' ish iehd
;reK fha u wehg wysjQfha f Ialr fiajhg meKSf
m%;sM,hla f,i nj ish,af,da oks;s' ;u fufyjr yudr fkdjQ
nj weh kishd muKla fkdj" ;u fm!oa.,sl ;h tu
fufyjrg ndOdjla lr.ekSf lsis Wjukdjla weh i;= fkdks'
;s,ld lS muKska" mq;a;,f ;s,ldhs weiSug ;r cd;sl
wOHdmk ks,Odyq weh .ek k ishy' wehf.a Yla;sh mduq,
cd;sl foaYmd,k kdhlfhda jqjo uqksj; /laldy' ke;sk
u.yer .sfhda h' fndfyda fofkl=f.a wiaj,ska l .,d ye,sks'
ksiqka yoj;a jr lr wehf.a u;lhg msg;g taug wjldY
i,id kay' w;a biafldaf, ydfkaf.a .=Kl| fufkys l<
yoj;aj,ska kslauqKq iqiq wNskj Y%jKd.drh mqrd ms ;sKs'
ksfhdacH y,am;s r;kfcda;s yshkaf.a wkqYdikdj
ksiqkag ukqIH;ajfha f;;ukh h<s ,ndkafka h' ish,af,da
wjik idOqldr kay' fldjg /iajQ ;sylf.ka muK iuka; jQ
O jhiaj, orefha wk;=rej ms<s.ekSf .S;h .dhkd l<dyqh'
W;aijh fufyhjQ fcHIaG isiqjd;a isiqh;a meKs wdrd;hkag
fldjg wdrdOkd lf<a bka wk;=rej h' m<uqj wdrdOkd ,o
ksfhdacH y,am;s yshka fmrgq lr.;a" wOHdmk weue;s;=ud o"
f,al;=ud o" m,d;a yd l,dm wOHlaIjreka o" fldGdY
wOHlaIjrhd o" y,am;s;=ud o fldjg f.dvjQy' tla wiqkla
fldf b;s j ;sKs' lsisjl=;a ta .ek ;elSula fkdl<y'
W;aijYS%fhka Tojev is lsisjl=;a miqmi nefha ke;'
iNdjkSh wdrd;hka wiqkaf.k iskafka o" ;j;a fudfyd;lska
;%dx. fld.; jkafka o bmihs' mdi,a j;af;a o lsisjl=
fkdjQy' wdrd;hka meKs r:j, hrka mjd Yd,dj ;=<
wiqka f.k is;s' wdrlaIl ks,Odka isjq fofkl= muKla
Y%jKd.drfha m%Odk fodrgqj wi, isgf.k is;s' m%Odk fodrgqj
Yd,df fldj we;s me;a;g reoaO me;af;ys y ueo msysgd
277

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

;sf' tu fodka Yd,djg we;= ug W;aidy ork" w;ajdrejl


wdOdrfhka .uka lrk uy ldka;dj lsisjl=f.a wjOdkhg ,la
fkdKs'
y,am;s;=ud ish ms<s.ekSf l;dj wdrN lf<ah' lsjhq;=
fndfyda oE ;sf' ta ish,a, lreKq jYfhka igyka lr.;a l=vd
fld< lene,a,la uhsl%f*dakh /` llhka i`oyd jk wdOdrlfha
,E,a, u; Tyq iska r`ojd ;snQ w;r" fya ta foi nef h'
Yd,djg we;= ug" w;ajdrejg wu;rj Wjiaig uola
jdre jQ jfhdajDoaO ldka;dj wiqkla fjoahs l .ekSug uola jg
msg nejd h' Wmeia meye,s ke;' tys we;s odh jdIam msyod .;
hq;=h' ish,a,g m<uq ys`o.; hq;=h' ysia wiqka ke;s nj meye,s h'
tfy;a ;udf.a wn, n,lu l .kak w;mh j,x.= we;s
.ehl= wiqkla mskukq fkdwkqudk h' tfy;a lsisjl=;a msgqmi
fkdn,;s'
y,am;s;=ud l;dj wrUd .; jQfha fudfyd;ls' ksfhdacH
y,am;s ysfhda jyd ke.S iskq y,am;s;=ud gqf h'
zzi''' i''' w;a b''' biafldaf, ydfka'''ZZ Wka jykafia
f.d; .eiQy'
fldj foi n,d is lsisjl=g;a lsisjla wjfndaO jQfha
ke;' y,am;s;=udf.a oEia uy;a j;au ;uka msgqmi hula isjk
nj ish,af,da jgyd .;ay'
zzwfma''' yduqrejfka w;a ia''''ZZ y,am;s;=udf.a y`v Yo
ldYk hka;%j,ska .s`.= kafka h'
ta jk g;a" ishU,djej r;kfcda;S yssfhda fldfjka
niska ishy' weu;s;=ud o fiiq ish,af,da o jyd ke`.S fldfjka
uy fmdf<djg ngy' m fm< mjd wu;l jQ p;=rx. fikr;a
nKavdr y,am;s;=ud jyd blauka jQfha wfkla mi m fm<
nisks' f isjk ish,a,g fya;=j ;uka msgqmi isjk m%d;sydh
nj jgyd .;a /ia Yd,df wiqka f.k isfhda jyd msgqmi
278

p, ,shkf.a

ney' Tjqkaf.ka y wvlau Yd,df fodrgqj wi, isg laIsma;j


ta f w; n,k .eyeKsh y`kd .;ay' ;u m%foaYhg jh ka
w;a biafldaf, ydfka nj jgyd.;a Tjqkaf.a uqka tla jru
zzw;a iaZZ zzw;a biafldaf, ydfkaZZ hehs lshks' ;u ;uka
l=ula l< hq;= hs Tjqka fkd;a; o" Tjqkg fkdkqj;aju
ys`ois wiqkaj,ska Tjqka ke`.S isg ;sKs' hqyqiqj ;uka ueka
f hq. ldka;dj fj; we hk ksfhdacH y,am;s yshka o"
y,am;s;=ud o foi Tjqyq fudfyd;la n,d ishy' fiiq wdrd;
wuq;af;da fldfjka ug nei th bmi fm< .eiS fudkjd
fyda l;d lrka ishy'
r;kfcda;S ysfhda h<s;a j;djla w;a biafldaf, ydfka
wi, f.d h' ta;a ta fudfyd;ls' th Wkajykafiaf.a ;fha
.u fudfyd; h' iiqka .;j jir fol;=klska ish uEKsfhda
fhda u l=vd r;kfcda;S idufkar yshkaf.a ;hg j Kqkq
isoahls' ;ud iiqka .; lsug fya;=j y;r j.h ksjdKh lrd
f.k hEu fkdj" ujg ord.; fkdyels jQ jk nr nj Wkajykafia
fydodldr j u k ishy' lIajr f,dl= yduqrejkaf.ka mshl=g
iudkj ,o fifkyi ;u me ;hg muKla fkdj" fm!reIh o
f.dvkexug uy;a fia odhl jQ nj Wkajykafia oks;s' l=vd
idufkar yskula .,al=,u ydria:dkfha Tn fudn wek
;u fk;g zzw;a iaZZ yiqjkafka tla miajrejl weh mkai,g
meK wdmiq hoa h' iskduqiq uqyqKska ;ud foi n,d" zzmqx
yduqrejkag fmd,ams;s f.dfkla yo, f.k;a fokak hs ZZ weh
keUqrej weiQ wdldrh Wkajykafiag ;ju wefia' ta wduka;%K
oauh ;u ujf.a fifkyfiys WKqiqu w;r iudklula we;s
nj l=vd yskug Kqks' weh ;ud iu`. fndfyda l=m.j" ;udg
imj lghq;= l< wdldrh f|ka | ;ud bfha iajk nj
r;kfcda;S yshkag jegyqKs' jir .Kkdjlg miqj .,al=,u
oHd,fha ixOdkh l< wOHdmk pdldj ;ud o iyNd.S lr
.ekSug f,dl= yduqrejkaf.ka wjir ,nd.;a zzw;a iaf.aZZ
iq,e`.s,af,a t,a,S .uka l< nj u;la l< Wkajykafiag h<s;a
279

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ye`vq wdf h' ;ud isjqr rej o fkdorejl= f,i tfia .sh
wdldrh f,dl= yduqrefjda miq kl o isysm;a lr w;a
biafldaf, ydfkaf.a .=K jKkd l<d u;l h' tn` W;a;u
ldka;djlf.a fomd je`u lsis mdmhla fkdf' ta;a ;ud ork
nqoaO jrh Bg ndOdjls' th kh jrola h yel'
uola r;kfcda;S ysfhda foi n,d is ;s,ld zzwfma fmd
yduqrefjda''' ;du;a ta yuhsZZ lS jofkys jemqr ;snqfKa W;=
ud;D iafkayhhs' weh jyd my;aj Wkajykafia keuug W;aidy
l<d h' tfy;a Bg m%:u wehf.a f.da,hl= jQ p;=rx. fikr;a
nKavdr fkdfyd;a .,al=,u uyd oHd,fha y,am;s;=ud wef.a
fomd u; je`o jegqfKa h' wmyiqfjka md;a Tyqf.a Wrysia
w,a,d.;a ;s,ld f mqoa.,hdf.a uqyqK foi fyd`ka nef h'
wehf.a uqj jr Ks'
zzp;=rx. fikr;a''''ZZ
zztfyuhs w;a ia'''' uu p;=rx.''''' fikr;aZZ
p;=rx. jvd;a ckm%sh jQfha p;=rx. fikr;a f,i h' jhi
oy ;=fkka my< w;solaI l%svlfhl= jQ Tyq udKav,sl ;r. lrd
f.k hkafka o" wk;=rej ia;%sla ;r. o" m,d;a ;r. o" cd;sl
Y+r;dj o lrd f.k hkafka o ;s,ld;a Ydka;;a isks' Tyqg wjYH
l%svd we`" mdjyka mjd Ydka; , .;a wdldrh fofokdg u
isysm;a h' mdi, ;=< ckm%sh fkdjQ p;=rx. fikr;a" idudkH
fm< i`oyd weyegqjej uyd oHd,hg we;=<;a l< wdldrh o"
Nd.h wdikakfha mdi,g kqka jQ Tyqf.a ksjig hka tka
ksrka;r .eka ,nd ka wdldrh o wehg isysm;a h' Tyq h<s;a
yuq ;sf' ta ;ud oYlhla fiajh l< mdi, uyd oHd,hla jk
wjia:df tys y,am;sjrhd f,isKs' ;jrg;a W;aij iNdf
lsisjl=g;a ;u ye`.S ue`v.; fkdyels h' zzw;a biafldaf,
ydfkaZZ ''' zzw;a iaZZ lshka mqgq nxl= ;,a lrf.k j wd
Tjqyq wehf.a fomd uq, je`o jegqKdy' y,am;s;=ud jyd mqgqjla
280

p, ,shkf.a

f.k;a weh tys ys`ojQ w;r" W;aij Yd,dj ld,f.dahla h'


tfy;a h<s;a j;djla ish,a, ikaiqka lrka wdlYkSh
lgy`vla Yo ldYk hka;%fhka kslauqfKa h' ta r;kfcda;S
ysfhda h' Wkajykafiaf.a kq u m%ldrj" ish,af,da h<s;a
ys`o.;a w;r" ;s,ld fldj fj; le`ojdf.k hEug jyd kegq
lKavdhu le`ojkq ,eKs' wmyiqfjka weo .sh ;s,ld j;a;
lrf.k hk ,oafoa y,am;s p;=rx. fikr;a nKavdr isks'
Yd,df ish fokd wiqkaj,ska ke`.S iska" wehg ish f.!rjh
mqo l<y' Tjqkaf.a oE;a tl;= ;snqK kuq lsisjl=;a w;afmd<ika
fkdkay' fldjg weh imj;au" ksfok lghq;= Ndr isiqjd
yd isiqh h<s;a uhsl%f*dakh fj; <xj is w;r" r;kfcda;S
ysfhda Tjqka imfhys ys`ka Wmfoia fuys ksr; jQjdyQ h'
,aug wfmdfydi;a jQ mykais, inkaOj Wkajykafiaf.a
wIaGdkh kd .Kkla ;=< ienE h' b;s jQ myka isj
o,ajk f,i wehg wdrdOkd ,eKs' fldf wjYH .Kkg
jvd tla wiqkla ie`. ;sKs' weh ta wiqfkys ys`o .;a;d h'
W;aij iNdjg kj mKla u;= ;sKs' .,al=,u uy
y,a N+fha ti ;snQ iEu fldhlau" kj cjhlska iq<f`.a
fi,ks' fldjg fhdud is iEu uqyqKlu kj msula h'
ta ish iodorKSh {d;sjh" hdjj ys;j;sh l .ekSfuks'
u l fia isk orejl= w;a`k WKqiqu" /ljrKh
ksiqka fkdj mirhg mjd kS ;snqKs' jfrl ;u wdrlaIdj
fjkqfjka f,dl= f,dlalka yd Wfrka Wr .e lghq;= lsug ;r
cj imkak .eyekshl jQ zzw;a biafldaf, ydfkaZZ lsish
wjia:djl ;uka yd isfha k" th .uqkaf.a uy;a i;=gg fya;=
h' Tjqkaf.a wd;au Yla;shg bka mK ,eKs' ;u . m%foaYfha
kQmkafka jQj o .fu kdhl;ajh weh fj; mejks' .uq weh
Yajdi l<d fkdj weoyQy' ta ish oE wEfj; .,d wdf fuu
ksiqka i`oyd fufy lsug weh ;=< jQ wjxl wjHdc jqjukdj
ksidfjks' wehf.a wjxl;ajh m%ldY lsug f;jk mdYjhla"
281

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

m%pdrl jev ms<sfj,la wehg kqjqukd h' .uq th ksrdhdifhka u


jgyd .;a;d yQh'
wehg kqre wiqfkys ys`o isfha weu;s;=ud h' Tyq weh fj;
keUqre h'
zzTn;= .ek uu okafka fndfydu ld,hlg l,ska
b`oka'''ZZ
weh ish iqmqre iskdfjka weu;s;=udg ix.%y l<d h'
zzuu .=re ix.f chkd:f.a jeu,a mq;d'''ZZ bka weh mqu
jk nj weu;s;=ud fyd`odldrj u k isfha h' wehf.a weia uy;a
ks' jyd weh weu;s;=ud foig u`ola yereKd h' fojrla fkdis;d
t;=udf.a w;lska w,a,d .;a;S'''' fudfyd;la ksy`v j Tyq foi
n,d ishd h' weu;s;=udf.a uqyqfKys jQfha u`o iskdfjls'
zz;d;a;dg ka fldfydu o i'''ZZ
zzTn;= ug i lshkak k keye''' ;d;a;d wka;%d jqKd ka
wjqre oyhlg ;r Wv '''ZZ
;s,ld .= iqiqula fyjd h'
fuu ;reK weu;sjrhd iu`. ;j;a fndfyda oE l;d l<
hq;=j ;sf' Ydka; yd ;ud jdy .,al=,f mx jQ w;
meje;ajQ m,d;a md,k ue;sjrKfha m%;sM, iudf,dapkh l<
Ydka; tlaflda rf m%n, fjkila isjk nj fyda ke;sk md,l
mlaIh oreKq uokhla wdrN lrk nj fyda lSf h' tfy;a
le< is md,l mlaIhg uokh lrd ;,a ug" u;=fjka ;snQ
kj fojk foaYmd,k m%jdyh bv ,nd fkdkafka h' fldkafoais
rys; j u kj fojk n,f.h iu`. taldnoaO j lghq;= lsf
;;a;ajhg md,l mlaIh nxfldf,d;aj ;sKs' jdudxYsl kj fojk
n,f.h bka Wmu m%fhdack ,nd.;af;a h' ue;sjrKj,
m,d;a md,k wdh;kj, isg md,sfka;=j olajd u tla j ;r.
lsug ;SrKh lrk ,' tys m%;sM,h jQfha ishu foaYmd,k
wdh;k ;=<g f;a m;ajQ kj fojk n,f.fha ksfhda;hka
msi by< hEu h' th iajlSh m%;sm;a;s ck;dj w;rg f.k hEug
282

p, ,shkf.a

lu wjia:djla fukau" md,l mlaIfha m%;s.d;ajh ck;dj


bfha yqjd laug lu l%fudamdhsl fldjla njg o m;alr
.kakd ,' B<`. jir oyh myf<dj we;=<; ;ksj ;r. l< kj
fojk foaYmd,k n,f.h rf m,d;a md,k wdh;k rdYshl
fukau" m,d;a iNd lsysmhl jvd;a ia:djr n,hla ,nd.;af;a h'
ka fmr fojk ;ek kd is mlaIh fldkafoais rys;j u
;ju;a md,sfka;=f nyq;r n,h ys md,l mlaIh iu`. tlaj
lghq;= lsug m%;s{d kafka" ish khs ffjr wld uld ouks'
ck;d mrudm;H ;yjqre flfrk kj foaYmd,k ixialD;shlg
f m%;s.d fomdYjh u ;=< we;s frdaOh Tjqkaf.a ks,
ikaOdk.; u ;=< fmksKs'
km;d u mqj;am;la lshug fkdyels jqj o wdrduhg
ys;j;a odhlfhda wef.a b,a,Su wkqj ;rula miq fyda i;s wka;
mqj;am;a weh fj; f.ke;a kay' m%jD;a;s mfil ,k wE rf
foaYmd,k .uka u`. ms<sn| j ;;= k.kq msKsi ksrka;rfhka u
foaYmd,k .%yhka lshug wu;l fkdl<d h' ish fm!oa.,sl
;h mjd mfil ;nd Ialr m%foaYj,g ;ud yd Ydka;
jekakjqka ish oyia .Kkla lrk lemlsfuka jeka; iudc
mj;khla f.;a; jk nj Ydka; ks;r lSf h' ;s,ld rfgys
foaYmd,k m%jK;djkag ks;r ixfj isfha tys we;a; ke;a;
k.kq msKsi h' Ydka; lshd we;af;a i;Hh hs' ; m;Hd.
fhka l< fiajfha m%;sM, ,efnka mj;S' Ydka;" chkd;" ;ud
yd ;ud fkdykk oi oyila fokdf.a lemfuka .,al=,f
kef`.k;re fukau" fiiq m,d;aj, o ,laI ixLHd; j ;re ke`.S
mdhd we;' ta iudc mj;kh bhg f.k hdu B<`. mrmqr
Ndrf.k we;'
chkd:f.a mq;Kqjka hkq" Tyqf.a mq;l= muKla fkdf'
;ud Ydka; we;= f ma,jfha wiSre;u wjia:djkayS vyh
l` f,a je.srejkafka iuia; mrmqfrys u B<`. mrmrdjhs'
;udg ka ksoyfia oEia mshd.; yels nj ;s,ld fudfyd;la
is;=jd h' weu;s;=udg Tfnka ys`o isk wOHlaIljrekaf.a
283

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

ghsm wehg hka;ka fmKsks' ;ud wdOqksl .=rejh f,i


fiajh lroa wOHlaIljreka flfrys jQfha hls' th ngysr
ks,;ka;%jdoh iska we;s lrjk ,o NS;sldjla" yS;jla kd wka
lsisjla fkdjk nj Ydka; lS jdr wkka; h' tfy;a b`oysg fyda
mdi,g wOHlaIljrhl= mefK;ehs ie,u mjd wiqn mqj;la
h' .=rejrhdf.a iqnidOkh fyda bf.kq" b.eka ldhfha
.=Kd;aul jOkhg wjYH lsis;a ,nd fkdkak o .=re ldh
ms<sn`o we.hSug muKla mdi,a fj; tk Tjqka flfrys ;s,ld ;=<
jQfha tla wdldrhl fkdukdmhls' ;ud ;=< tn` Wiia ks,Odka
flfrys we;s fkdukdmh ij idOdrK fkdjk nj miqj ;s,ld
jgyd .;a;d h' tfy;a we;e mmd,k ks,Odka i;= mdx;sl
wdvnrh ;s,ld fkdiaiqjd h' ka ish,a, fjkia ug mgka
f.k ;sf' chkd: jekakjqkaf.a foaYmd,k oYkh whfrka
whr ch.%hKh lsu" ta fjfyfiys wdrNhhs'
W;aijh iji y;r muK fjoa wjika h' im;a chkd:
;reK wud;Hjrhd msg .sfha ;s,ld ish . n,d hk kh
;ud fj; rl:kfhka okajk f,i b,a,d isks' kla ;u
ksjfia .; lr hk f,i o Tyq wef.ka b,a,d is w;r" weh
wdmiq le`ojdf.k hdu i`oyd m%jdyk myiql imhk nj o Tyq
oekq kafka h' weh wdrd; wuq;a;kaf.ka iuq .kakd ;=re
fkdbjis,af,ka n,d isfha .efhda h' weu;s;=ud weh fj;ska
bj;a jQ jydu .=re uKav,fhA ishu idudl idudlfhda o
.efhda o wE jg lr .;ay' y;a wgishhlg je msila iska
wef.a fomd kukq ,eKs' ish,a,kag u ish iqmqre wdYsjdoh
weh ,nd kafka" i;=gq l` ms fofk;sks' ;ud fuys fiajfhka
bj;aj f.dia jir ;syla y;<syla muK f' ;ud fuys fiajh
lroa ;reK fha is ish,af,da ka ue fha h' ke;sk uy h'
ta;a ish,a,kaf.a uqyqKqjr ;s,ldf.a ;SlaIK oEiska y`kd .kq
,eKs' fndfyda fofkl=g weh ku lshd l;d l<d h' Tjqkaf.a
;;= uiqjd h' ;ud ms<sn`oj hula lSjd h' ;s,ld iska uik ,o
Tjqkaf.a {d;Sjrhl=f.a wNdjh .ek wid weh fYdal jQjd h' weh
284

p, ,shkf.a

jgd wjidkfha b;s jQ oyhl myf<djl muK msi wehg tla


kla fyda ;u ksfjiaj, .; lr hk f,i ne.Em;a jQjdyq h'
zzia''''' ta y`v ;s,ldg weiqfKa" ;ud ks,aKS yd Wlal=x iu`.
l;d lrka isk g h' Wlal=x ka mK; jHdmdlfhls'
ks,aKS o hm;a h' Tjqkaf.a mq;=ka ka jdy jk jhfia
miqfj;s' y`v wd foi jyd ;s,ld ye nejd h' ;ud fj; j
tk uefha .eyekshl weh gqjd h' y`vka meKs wE ;s,ld
jyd je,`o .;a;S" wef.a fomd u; je`o jegqKd h' ;s,ld wehg
wdYsjdo lrka" weh foWfrka w,ajd Tijd w;r" weh y`kd
.ekSug fyd`ka nejd h'
zzfohshfka kld''''ZZ ;s,ldg lsheks'
zzT ia'''' ux kld''''ZZ Ydka; wys jQjdg miq ;udf.a ;ks
fkd;kshg .=re ksjdifha /kq orejkaf.ka tla wfhl= jQ kld
<ore fha isg u m%Yak .Kkdjlg uqyqK ka ;eke;a;shls' weh
gq muKska ;s,ldg ye`.S .sfha ka weh hym;a ;hla .; lrk
njhs'
zzia f uf.a mq;d''''ZZ weh ;udg y`kajd kafka W;aijfha
fufyh lghq;= l< yqrenqyq ;reK YsIHhd h' Tyq o keUqre
;s,ldf.a fomd jekafoa h'
zzwkak biafldaf, ydfka'''' wr tk fokakd w`rkjd o''''
ia .ek f;dr;=rla ke;sj w`v w`vd ysgmq ;j;a fokafkla ;uhs
Th'''ZZ r;kfcda;S ysfhda lS moafoka weh jyd Wka jykafia la jQ
bij nejd h' uehg wdikak jQ by< uOHu mx;sl hqj,la
W;aijfha ksfok lghq;= l< ;reK isiqh o iu`. jka
;uka fj; tkq fmfka'
zzwkS'''''''''''''ZZ ;s,ldg lE .eiqks'
wks yd i;a hqj, wef.a fomd keueoa Tjqkaf.a hKshl
;u foudmshka wkqlrKh l<d h' wks ke`.S isfha y`vks'
weh l=vd orejl= fia y`vka" ;u uj fj; jdrejk hKshl
285

w;a biafldaf, ydfka

fia ;s,ldf.a f.f,ys ysi fydjd .;a;d h' ika ish hKsh
;ud fj; <x lrf.k u n,d isfha ish l` wkqkaf.ka
i`.jd .kakg fuks' m%d:l mx;sj, isiq isiqhkaj ish
merKs jeisls<s jf<l fldkal%s wdjrKh t;=<g we`o jegqKq
i;a frd .ekSug wNS;j uey;a jQ wks wo Tyqf.a m;sksh
ishs' l=< .jh iska fnod fjka l< iudchg jeka; wl=,a
myrla .eiSug ;u <ud fhau iu;a jQ f fofokd mdi,a
kdgH lKavdhu cd;sl ;,hg f.k hkafka" tys m%Odk k ks<s
hqj<f.a N+ldjg mK foks' Tjqkag tu N+ldjka ysjkafka
ish olaI;dj ksidu jQj;a" ;s,ld ;=< ta ms<sn`o ishq i;=gla
h' .,al=,u oHd,fhka idudkH fm< olajd u Ys,amh yeoErE
Tjqyq Wiia fm< i`oyd k.rfha mdi,a fj; hoa fidhqre fmu
blaujd .sh hula Tjqka w;r we;s nj ;s,ld o;a;d h' weh Bg
is;ska wdYsjdo lf<a th jdyfhka u fl<jr hhq;= hehs
m;ks' Tjqka YajoHd,hg o we;= jQj o ta fofokdf.a tla
ug jeysfhda yria jQy' fYaIfhka u ikaf.a mdYjh Bg
;ka u reoaO h' fofokd ;ks ;SrKhlg t< w;r" ;u
wNsu;h moa jdy f.k ;=kajk w;=,a myr o f .NS;
iudc l%uh lvd `o oukq msKsi t,a, l<dyQ h' ika k.rfha
nexl=jl by< ks,hla orK w;r" wks k;k .=re WmfoaYsldjls'
f ;s,ldf.a orefjda h'
zzbiafldaf, ydfka''' w;a ,af jD; lsf M,lh
lal fkao@'''ZZ yduqrefjda h<s;a pd,y'
zzkeye wfma fmd yduqrejfka'''' iudfjkak uu ;ju Tn
jykafiag fmd yduqrefjda lshkjd''''ZZ ;s,ld mejiqf jrola
l< fihlsks'
zzTn;=h fmd yduqrefjda lshoa ug fkk i;=fgka
ishhg tllaj;a uf.a ;k;=re" Wmd lshjoa ug fkkakE'''' fldhs
;r f,dl= f,dlaflla Wk;a wful=g mq;d mq;d u ;uhs''''ZZ th
r;kfcda;S yshka is;d u;d l< m%ldYhla fkdf' tfy;a wo
286

p, ,shkf.a

;s,ld gq fudfydf;a mgka f olajd" ;udf.a <h ;=< f;rfmk


hula f m%ldYh iu`.ska yE,a jQ nj Wkajykafiag ksks' wehg
wud hehs lSug Wkajykafia ;=< jQfha n,j;a Wjukdfjls' th
wefi;a u" r;kfcda;S yshkaf.a oEia foi fl,ska ne ;s,ld
zzwfma yduqrefjda lshk foa ug f;afrkjd''ZZ hehs lSjd h'
ish,af,da weu;s;=ud iska jD; lrk ,o ffY,uh M,lh
fj; <`.d jQ w;r" tys ;snQ fiiq l=vd wl=re mrhd Yd,kh
lr fldgd ;snQ foh ;s,ld gqjd h' wehg ish weia woyd.;
fkdyels h'
zz;s,ld boaou,af,k Yd,djZZ flf<ys.=K o;a ksiqka Ydka; j
wu;l lr ke;' Tyq yd jdy jQ miqj o ;s,ld ;u ku zz;s,ld
uqKisxyZZ f,iu Nd; l<d h' Ydka; ms,sn`o u;lh o fkduelS
hdu i`oyd f ksiqka ;u kug Tyqf.a jdi.u fhdod we;' th
fl;r wmQre o' Ydka; ioyg u ;udf.ka iuqf.k jir ;sylg
je h' tfy;a Tyqf.ka ;s,ld lsisod iuq fkd.;a;d h' Ydka; yd
;ud w;r jQ in`o;df . m<, weh fydka k ishd h' th
Tyq u< miq Tyqf.a PdhdrEmhla wi, km;d frdai u,la ;nk
mkakfha fnd<`o wdorhla fkdf' Ydka; ks;r u l;d lf<a
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we;s jQ wvqj msueiSu i`oyd fofofkl=f.a jev lsu h' Ydka;
urd uQ w; Tyq ms<sn`o fufkys l< iEu wjia:djl u weh
fokdfjka ye`vqjd h' tfy;a jir fol ;==klg miqj weh tfia
fkdy`vk nj ;udg u fmdfrdka jQjd h' ye`u Ydka;g lrk
wf.!rjhls' Ydka;f.a jpkj,ska u lsjfyd;a fm!oa.,sl ye`.S
i`oyd fYdal ug ld,hla wmg ke;'
ish,af,da weh foi n,d ishy' ta nj o;a weh lf<a fifuka
fifuka M,lfha wl=re lshu h' wk;=rej u nejd h' M,lh
md uq, kdu,la je ;sf' wehg th wyq,d .ekSf Wjukdjla
h' Ydka; kdu,aj,g wdid lf<a h' jdyfhka miq .=re ksjdihg
meKs w; .=re ksjdih msgqmi tlsfklg kqka Tjqka
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fofokd iska kd me< folla frdamKh l< hq;= nj Tyq fhdackd


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me< ;sKs' ;s,ld yisfha f mirfhka iuqf.k hoa fiiq
kd .ia w;r Tjqka fofokd isg jQ kd .ia o muKg je ;snqKs'
mdif,ys ish ;uka fofokd iska isgjQ kd .ia foi iEu
g u ;s,ld fYaIfhka nejd h' Tjqkaf.a wdorfha yd jdyfha
judk idlaIslrejka ta kd rela fkdfhs weh is;=jd h' tfy;a
klrKh lsf fndfyda .ia bj;a lrkq ,en ;sf'
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muKs' tk" uyd ud.h muKs' tfy;a th ;jrg;a fmr ;snQ
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isg wkqrdOmqrh olajd mq;a;,u yryd bjQ wf.S uyd ud.fha
m%fY ud.hla njg th m;aj ;sKs' wf.S uyd ud.h
blsf uy.,alvj, d,h uqukska u w;=reoyka
f.disks' mdr b we;af;a ta bmi jQ fmd,a j;a; fonE lrks'
uy.,alvj, jidu ne?re lghq;a;la fkdjQfha m%foaYfha
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wd fmd myiql ish,a, u hqKq ;snqfKka wjidkfha <uqka
is ;sia fofkl= olajd u msysKq uy.,alvj, d,h uyd
ud. jHdmD;sh iska hglr u wiSre ;SrKhla fkd h' mdi,
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f;uy,a f.dvke`.s,a, kef`.k;re f.d iud.f uQ,ia:dkh
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Yd,djla o h' ;s,ld ;ud meKs nifhka neiafia o" mdi,g
we;= W;aijh meje;afjk Yd,djg we;= jQfha o f .,al=,u u
hs jQ ;rul fo.shdjlska hqla; j h'
zzug f lsisu fohla ys;d .kak nE''' ux f jg msg nef
.=re ksjdfia fldhs yfho ;snqfKa lsh,d''''ZZ ;ud ksu.akj is
is;s,af,a jQ wysxil nj iska u wef.a mekh o ;rula fnd<`o
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;snqK ;ek ;uhs wms f ysgf.k bkafka''''ZZ
ia'''' iqhs irehs ysgjmq kd .ia fyjfka ;ud wms ka
bkafka''''ZZ kld lSjd h'
;s,ldg jyd by< ne,sKs'''' fldfya foda isg yud wd iq<`.lska
bka tla kd .il fld< fyd`ka fi,Ks' bka .s,syqKq kd u,la
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ish Wmeia hqj< ju;ska .e, jQ ;s,ld mrK w;a nE.fhka msg;g
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