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Clear Light Arts, ADL
Third Eye of Horus Mystery School
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WORDS OF CAUTION
The meditations, practices, and techniques described herein are not to be used as an
alternative to professional medical treatment. This book does not attempt to give any medi-
cal diagnosis, treatment, or suggestions for medication. For any illness based on mental
disorder, a medical doctor should be consulted. Such problems should be corrected before
using Heart & Soul Healing.
The practices described in this book have been used by Ken Page, Nancy Nester, and
practitioners certified by the Institute of Multidimensional Cellular Healing. Readers must
not undertake practice of Heart & Soul Healing without personal training by Ken Page,
Nancy Nester or a teacher certified by them.
This book encourages the use of various techniques and practices which can assist a
better understanding of life's challenges. This book is intended to further one's exploration
into the philosophies of Heart & Soul Healing. It serves as a supplemental manual to 'The
Heart of Soul Healing", the teaching book for the intensive course offered by Clear Light
Arts, ADL and the Institute of Multidimensional Cellular Healing. This manual and its
guidance will serve as a history and reference guide for these practices. Anyone who uses
these practices on the basis of this book alone does so at his or her own risk.
The Institute of Multidimensional Cellular Healing, Heart & Soul Healing, Ken Page,
Nancy Nester and Clear Light Arts, ADL are not responsible for the consequences of any
practice or misuse of the information in this book.
Copyright

March 1995 by Ken Page.
All rights reserved. Printed in the United States of America. No part of this book may be
used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission except in the case
of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews.
Multidimensional Cellular Healing, Heart & Soul Healing, Living Light Breath,
INscension, and Third Eye of Horus Mystery School are registered trademarks of Clear
Light Arts, ADL, Ken Page and Nancy Nester.
Clear Light Arts, ADL is a 501 (c) (3) not for profit organization and derives all pro-
ceeds from the sale of this book.
Graphic design by Alan Klemp, Austin, TX.
Consulting and Editing by Rev. Nancy A. Nester
Original Publication March, 1995
First Edition, 1997
Second Edition, 1999
Third Edition, 2001
Fourth Edition, 2007
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CONTENTS
Authors Note iv
Introduction v
Chapter 1 Accessing the Holographic Whole-Brain State of Being 1
Chapter 2 Beyond the Senses: Energy and Energetics 11
Chapter 3 Moving Out of Polarities 25
Chapter 4 Creation and Creatorship 45
Chapter 5 The Living Light Breath 49
Chapter 6 Major Learning Modalities 57
Chapter 7 Influences Around Us 67
Chapter 8 Being Here 81
Chapter 9 Keys to Understanding Relationships 89
Chapter 10 Keeping It All Together: Protection 99
Chapter 11 Symbols 103
Chapter 12 Altered States 113
Chapter 13 The Animal Kingdom 119
Chapter 14 How It All Happens: What is Heart & Soul Healing? 123
Chapter 15 Heart & Soul Healing Sessions and Case Studies 129
Chapter 16 The Healing Steps 139
Chapter 17 Questions 145
Chapter 18 Heart & Soul Healing Practitioner Training 149
Chapter 19 Glossary 151
Chapter 20 Suggested Reading 153
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AUTHORS NOTE
All knowledge of reality starts from experience and ends in it.
Albert Einstein
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.
Helen Keller
This book is for those who wish to understand their lives a little better and live in a state of grace,
love, joy, and happiness the way life is truly meant to be lived. Today it is no longer a matter of
what you say, or how you say it. Today it is what you do that counts.
If you are here reading these words, you have already signed up for an adventure the adventure
of your own life. You may never view things in the same way again. Hopefully, your awareness will
expand to include the possibilities presented here. You can read this book as if it were fiction, an
adventure tale, or a metaphoric drama. You can read this book for pure enjoyment, curiosity, and
novelty. You can also read it in your own quest for the whys and wherefores of your life.
Whatever your motives, whatever led you to this exact moment in time, I believe your life is an amaz-
ing and interesting journey. In this moment, as your eyes sweep this line, as your hands hold this book,
I acknowledge your desire to understand your life, to be who you are and to exceed your potential in
this lifetime. We are on a path of expansion never before witnessed anywhere else in Creation. I salute
you for your courage.
Thank you for your interest in Heart & Soul Healing work. May you know and experience much joy
and happiness.
Ken Page

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INTRODUCTION
I never came upon any of my discoveries through the process of rational thinking.
Albert Einstein
Our job is not to solve mysteries, but to live them.
Deepak Chopra
The information presented here is drawn from thousands of individual client sessions, years of
Heart & Soul Healing (formerly known as Multidimensional Cellular Healing) Practitioner Training
and intensive courses, and hundreds of workshops, seminars, and lectures.
We believe that as teachers, it is our duty to share the very latest information we receive. By the
sharing of knowledge without reservation, and in an open and giving manner, we continually and
consistently make room to receive even newer information, often from a higher level. After all, once
a question is asked, the asker is ready to receive the information.
The purpose of this book is very simple. Using the building blocks of the ways our brains receive
and translate information, combined with a discussion about basic energetics and how energy works in
our third dimensional world, we are able to build a solid platform to understand the manner in which
Heart & Soul Healing (HSH) originated. The information provided here was drawn from direct expe-
rience and from interacting with thousands of clients who told very similar stories, no matter where in
the world they were living. The purpose of this information is to inform, not to convince the reader of
anything. If we believe the reports of clients when working in an altered subconscious state, and the
information they provide following a HSH session, we come to understand that the 'basics' of life are
really very easy. We are here to know ourselves, to be ourselves, to understand what we are creating,
to move into Creatorship, and to have fun and enjoy our process as much as we possibly can.
It is within these understandings of the 'basics' of life that Heart & Soul Healing really provides
its greatest benefit. Once we understand what we are doing and creating, we are free to move from our
position as 'human doings' into 'human beings'. In order to accomplish this for ourselves, we merely
need to understand our creations fully: mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. By accessing
our Higher Selves, Heart & Soul Healing can provide us the highest level of understanding, for it
accesses all dimensions of our awareness in a way that is easily and finally understood. This process
bridges all layers, down to the cellular level of our being. It is this level which carries the encoding
of everything about us, our mission, our purpose, our past and our future. Healing occurs when we
receive complete understanding about all the whys we have ever had in our life. Besides its application
during a healing sessions, Heart & Soul Healing provides simple, usable techniques that can be used
in our everyday life.
Welcome to the Heart & Soul Healing process of learning and discovery. While some of the ideas
presented here may appear to be a different approach than your experiences in life, they could be
the very keys to unlock what you have been asking your whole life. May each of you find within this
experiential process, those answers you seek in your ultimate 'Quest of Why?'.

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Chapter One
Accessing the Holographic Whole-Brain State of Being
You can change your world - including your body simply by changing your perception.
Deepak Chopra
If you want to change your body, change your awareness first.
Everything that happens to you is a result of how you see yourself.
Deepak Chopra
OBJECTIVES
How do our conscious and unconscious minds differ?
What are the prime objectives and responsibilities of our unconscious minds?
How to address your subconscious
Define the role of the imagination and the right brain in processing energy
Identify the seven levels of brain function
Define the functions of the right and left hemispheres of the brain
What is the difference between consciousness and ego?
Aura vision exercises
It is my desire to simply and completely introduce you to the physical, mental, emotional and spiri-
tual functions of the human brain. In the spiritual realm of the functioning of our brains, lie all of our
psychic abilities and easy access to higher states and dimensions of our consciousness. Our mind is the
result of brain activity and without our brain, there would be no mind as far as human functioning
is concerned. Once we have an understanding of our brain, on all levels of its function, we are then
easily able to access our natural holographic state of being and move into Inscension and a constant
State of Miracles.
Some of the following information has been excerpted from The Alchemical Hypnotherapy
Workbook, by David Quigley and William Thornton, and Your Introduction to Alphabiotics, by
Dr. Virgil Crane.
HOW DO OUR CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS MINDS DIFFER?
We all operate within two realities every day of our lives: One in which our bodies appear to be
concrete and seem to possess a precise location in space time, and the other where we primarily exist
as a shimmering cloud of energy, whose ultimate location in space is fairly ambiguous.
As we operate between these two worlds, our actions and reactions within our physical arena set
energy into motion, forming our experiences. Our various experiences are then stored as memory or
imprints.
Stored experiences or memory, is constantly being compiled and updated, and is sometimes
referred to as intelligence. Those of us who can rattle off all of the left brain facts we learned in school
may do well on intelligence tests and are usually referred to as bright, intelligent, or smart.
Those of us, on the other hand, who have been able to translate, understand, and learn from our
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experiences, are sometimes referred to as wise or enlightened.
Intelligence can express itself as either thoughts or as molecules. A primary emotion such as fear
can be experienced and described as an abstract feeling.
Intelligence may also be measured and located as a tangible and very real molecule of the adrena-
line hormone, released within our physical body. Without a feeling, there is no release of hormone.
Without the hormone, there is no feeling.
Our conscious mind is the area of the analyzer, the judge and the critic. It is roughly localized in
the area of our brain called the cerebrum.
Conscious awareness is the active receiver of the emotions, which originate in a deeper level of our
brain, primarily our limbic system.
Our unconscious mind contains our long term memory, instinct, habits, emotionally charged
memories, feelings, beliefs and our Higher Self. Our unconscious mind is the origin of the energy flow
in motion we call E-motion.
WHAT ARE THE PRIME OBJECTIVES AND RESPONSIBILITIES
OF OUR UNCONSCIOUS MINDS?
Our subconscious has five major functions:
1. Our subconscious serves as a memory bank or computer. In our brain, with the help of billions
of tiny inter-connected nerve cells, everything we have ever seen, heard, felt, tasted, touched, smelled
or experienced is permanently recorded, in a maze of memory patterns which, when activated, will
feed back their information into our conscious mind.
2. Our subconscious controls and regulates the involuntary functions of our body, such as breath-
ing, circulation, digestion and elimination. Since tension and stress inhibit these processes, both may
be partially responsible for symptoms of psychosomatic illness.
3. Our subconscious is the seat of our emotions and this is what accounts for its domination of
our conscious mind. Our emotions govern the strength and direction of our desires, and our desires
determine our behavior. If we have conflicting desires, our subconscious ones will almost always win.
Our subconscious is incapable of discrimination, and it believes everything it is told by our conscious
mind, such as: Ill never get that right, Im stupid, Im fat. Our subconscious says, OK, we can attract
situations where this person gets to feel stupid, etc.
4. Our subconscious is the seat of our imagination. Our imagination is dominant and our creative
powers are at their peak when our reasoning mind is dormant. Mozart stated his musical inspirations
were formed like dreams. Newton solved most of his mathematical problems while in so-called dreams
and Nikola Tesla claimed to have received his greatest inventions, intact in their entirety down to the
last bolt and wire, while dreaming.
5. Our subconscious manages and controls activities we have reduced to habits. The next time,
just before you brush your teeth, see if you can predict which part of your fingers are going to grip
the exact middle of your brush. Your subconscious mind knows and does this automatically. If you
pause and attempt to do this using your conscious mind, the process is much slower and a lot more
awkward.
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In summary, the subconscious mind:
Stores and organizes all memories
Represses memories with any unresolved negative charged trauma, shock, or emotion
May keep repressed memories repressed for protection
Is the originator and realm of E-motions (energy in motion)
Is in charge of our physical body functions and contains the template for our body and our
original perfect blueprint.
Preserves and maintains our body in integrity
Is active all of the time
Follows orders, in a literal way
Does not recognize negatives
Accepts sarcasm as literal directives
Takes everything personally
Maintains physical instincts of survival
Maintains and controls all our perceptions of our third dimensional world as well as the unseen
worlds
Receives and transmits perceptions and sensations to our conscious mind
Uses and responds to images, dreams and symbols
Experiences an unceasing, always flowing, stream of images
Perceives the interconnectivness of all consciousness
Chooses what images to show our conscious mind
If allowed, will offer glimpses of realitys true nature, which routinely creates miracles
Functions best as a whole integrated unit
Will seek the path of least resistance
HOW TO ADDRESS YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS
When addressing our subconscious we need to remember the following:
Our subconscious gives the most priority and attention to our most highly motivated feeling or
emotional commands.
Address your subconscious in the positive. Like a computer, our subconscious deletes negative
commands. If given negative commands, our subconscious has no clear way to read or act upon
them.
Always use the present tense, first person personal, to frame your requests to your subconscious.
Remember, your subconscious is an emotional, feeling mind which only responds to the present.
Suggest to your subconscious the action itself, rather than the ability to act. For example, state: I
speak to groups well, with confidence, ease and grace, rather than, I have the ability to speak well.
Keep your language simple. Use direct simple, understandable commands a five year old could
easily understand.
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WHAT IS THE ROLE OF OUR IMAGINATION AND OUR RIGHT BRAIN, PROCESSING OR
READING ENERGY?
Our cerebrum, (cerebral cortex), is divided into the left hemisphere and the right hemisphere. In
persons of primary or normal dominance, the right hemispheres area of activation is imaginative and
intuitive, while the left hemisphere is accessed for speech and verbal translation, or thought.
This specialization is considered unique to the human brain and appears to be related to our ability
to make rational decisions.
The price we pay for this ability is the isolation of our rational or aware consciousness from having
direct connection to our deeper brain structures, such as our limbic system and the hypothalamus.
Because of this separation, images and emotional memories of our right hemisphere, which are
still connected to deeper parts of the brain, often become unconscious due to the relative priority of
our left hemispheres instinct and ability to survive.
BRAIN FUNCTION
There are over one hundred billion nerve cells in the human brain coming together to create a system
of seven connected brains or levels of function.
Our brain is an energy accumulating, energy transforming transmission device. It sends power,
energy, and life force into all parts of our body. All levels of our brain function are interconnected.
Higher order animals, (mammals), have brains containing the limbic system. Our limbic systems
allow us to override our basic survival instincts. Our limbic systems also allow us to learn from experi-
ence and adapt our behaviors to our environment and the circumstances around us.
Highly evolved species have a cerebrum that allows them complex thought. Our cerebrum contains
two hemispheres that think, and process input data independently.
For each hemisphere to know what the other is thinking, there must be communication.
Communication between our brains hemispheres takes place across a nerve bridge known as the
corpus collosum.
Each level of our brain function communicates with all the other levels and each level specializes
in specific tasks. Most functions necessary for intelligent life involve the cooperation of all seven parts
of our brain. At times, one level of brain function will take over the functions of the other levels.
Humans continually shift from one brain level to another and we are generally unaware, in our
conscious brain, when these shifts in levels occur. If our bodies are out of balance, our various brain
levels will compete for available energy. Whichever level of our brain receives the most energy deter-
mines control.
THE SEVEN LEVELS OF BRAIN FUNCTION
Preamphibian
Amphibian
Prereptilian
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Reptilian (Also known as limbic system.)
This part of our brain is more cold and calculating and its job is the physical survival of our organ-
ism. In times of perceived danger, our reptilian brain literally takes over. If the danger is extreme or
continuous, this part of our brain can hold the power almost exclusively. It will withdraw power from
other levels of the brain function, even from the highest levels themselves. It will fight coldly and non-
emotionally for our survival, doing whatever is required. Our reptilian brain is also concerned with
the outer world. It controls breathing, heart rate and consciousness/unconsciousness.
Premammalian
Mammalian
Our mammalian brain, called the cortex, gives us our sense of care and concern for others. Part
of this function has to do with sexual love and ferocity. This part of our brain is into fight, or flight,
and/or excitement. It comes into play during confrontations, sex and emotions. It controls our body
temperatures, blood pressure and blood sugar.
Human
Our human brain is called the neo-cortex, and consists of the outer 1/8 inch of brain tissue that
overlays the surface of the cortex, or the two hemispheres of our mammalian brain. Our integrated
neo-cortex represents the highest level of brain activity or the spiritual part of the brain.
The highest level of brain activity occurs when both brain hemispheres are fully integrated and
operating simultaneously. Full integration happens when the corpus collosum (the two hundred million
plus fibers which connect our brains hemispheres) are fully functional, healthy and focused.
Our brain receives and processes over one hundred million sensory impulses per second. Ninety
per cent of the function of our nervous system is to provide sensory input into our brain. Less than ten
per cent of our brain and nervous system activity has to do with the motor functions of our body.
HOW IS THE ENERGY OUR BRAIN GENERATES USED?
The energy our brain generates is used in four ways:
Cognition. The average child, between the ages of three and seventeen, loses seventy percent of
their cognitive potential.
Metabolism. (such as causing our muscles to move, our stomach to digest, etc.)
Healing.
These first three activities use less than one percent of our motor activity.
Orientation. The final way our brain uses the energy it generates relates to our physical body as
it exists in our Earths gravitational field. This function uses about nine per cent of our neurological
activity. Ninety per cent of all of the motor activity of our brain and our nervous system is used to
gather sensory input from ourselves and our environment.
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OUR LEFT HEMISPHERE

Eighty five percent of the adults in Western culture are left brain dominant.
Ninety eight percent of adults in Western culture are stress-locked into their dominant hemi-
sphere.
Our left hemisphere includes such abilities as logical reasoning, math functioning and keeping
time.
Our left hemisphere is analytical, judgmental, rational, segmental and responsible for linear
thinking.
Our left hemisphere is concerned with identity, status and power.
One of our left brains primary functions is to separate all incoming events, to search for the
known. This has to do with our strong and innate sense of survival. If something is perceived as
unknown, we are put on a heightened alert status until we can understand the incoming event, and
sort for its apparent threat or safety.
The left limbic system is motivational.
OUR RIGHT HEMISPHERE
The realm of our right hemisphere is feeling, creative, emotional, sensitive and it is responsible
for our non-linear thinking.
Since our right hemisphere, or the right brain, is not based on linguistics, its messages are
perceived as more primitive.
Our right hemisphere is concerned with security, stability, continuity and freedom.
Our right brains experience serves to unify experiences and allows us to look at the higher, or
overall picture of any experience.
ARE YOU RIGHT OR LEFT BRAIN PREDOMINANT?
To find out if you are right or left brain predominant do the following exercise:
Hold up your right thumb, with your right hand fully extended, yet relaxed, directly in
front of you, aligned with the midline of your body.
Keeping both eyes open, line up where you think your thumb would be if it were perfectly
aligned with an object at least 20 feet in front of you.
Holding your arm steady, keep one eye open, while closing the other. Now switch sides
keeping the other eye open while closing the first eye.
Notice if your thumb was more aligned or centered with what you saw from your right
eye, or your left eye.
If your thumb was aligned with your right vision, you are predominately left brained.
If your thumb was more aligned with your left vision, you are predominately right
brained.
Our right brains task is to be close to our emotions and desires and know what our body is
aligned with.
Our right brain retains its original connections to the deeper brain. For this reason, the active
imagination of our right hemisphere is a doorway to our unconscious.
Our right limbic system is affectional. Its task is to be able to be affected by, to recognize and
to establish closeness with persons, places, things or ideas.
The natural or gut reaction of our right limbic system is ecstasy.
WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CONSCIOUSNESS AND EGO?
Consciousness may be looked at as if it were an electromagnetic spectrum of light. Even if our eyes
only see a tiny portion of the existing spectrum, most of us, because of what we have learned in school,
do not question the entire spectrum of light, which includes microwaves, radio waves, infrared light,
ultraviolet light, X-Rays, etc. In much the same way, most of us are conscious in only a very small
portion of the entire energy spectrum available to us as living beings of light made manifest.
CONSCIOUSNESS is awareness of awareness
EGO is the part of you that recognizes and defines yourself as you
HABITS are to our body what JUDGMENTS are to our consciousness
EXPERIENCE expands our consciousness
INSIGHTS come when our left and right brain are working together
EXERCISES TO INCREASE YOUR ABILITY TO SEE AURAS
Auras are very easy to see once you have given your eyes an example of what to look for. Our eyes
are merely energy receptors and they are able to process information coming in from a very specific,
narrow bandwidth in our physical electromagnetic spectrum. Our mind, on the other hand, is without
the limit of our physical vision, and is able to detect and translate information received from additional
bands in the electromagnetic spectrum.
To see auras, our focus of perception is shifted from our physical eyes to the inner eye of our mind.
The key to the process is to relax and simply allow yourself to experience what comes naturally. Let
your vision sink back into your third eye area, rather than project out of our eyes, and follow the
guidelines below:
1. Use a white background, such as a light colored plain wall or a large white sheet.
2. Use a light with a dimmer.
3. Obtain bright squares of poster board or cardboard about ten inches across in blue, red, yel-
low and green. Best results are achieved when these colors are as true as possible to the basic primary
colors.
4. Using a bright light, gaze directly at the center of one of the colored squares as you hold it in
front of the white background. Do this for about one minute. Depending upon the room, sometimes a
dim light will also give very good results.
5. After about one minute, remove the cardboard square. After the colored square is removed, an
after image of the squares complimentary color will appear in your field of vision.
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If you were looking at a red square, a translucent green after image will be perceived. If you were
looking at a green square, a pinkish after image will appear and so forth.
6. Gaze at this color after image until it fades.
7. Repeat this process using all four colors. Usually it is best to do the yellow square last as the
translucent blue left up on the background area is usually very delicate in nature and requires the
most practice to see clearly.
8. With just a small amount of practice with the colored squares you will begin to see genuine
auric colors around living subjects, be it a person, plant, or animal. In the case of human subjects, the
observer will find the auric colors change as the thoughts of the subject changes. The colors around
the head will generally be a reflection of the subjects thoughts,and the colors around the body will
usually be a reflection of the emotions, as well as the state of physical health the subject is experiencing
at the time viewed.
9. An excellent backdrop to see auras are large windows, such as those found at
airports and stores.
USE OF IMAGINATION
When we actively use our imagination, our consciousness shifts to our right hemisphere and estab-
lishes contact with our unconscious imagery, our limbic system, our thalamus and our hypothalamus.
Imagine if you will, biting into a tart, juicy, sour lemon. Immediately your salivary glands are acti-
vated by your hypothalamus, as it receives both impulses generated by your memory, and imagined
images from your right hemisphere.
Also note, simply saying the word lemon to yourself, (using language stored in your left hemi-
sphere), will not produce the same physical reaction in your mouth.
CREATIVE IMAGINATION
Creative imagination is the ability to combine different old images (from our
memory banks) into a new image. This is a skill which can be learned just like reading or multiplica-
tion. Einstein is quoted to have said, Imagination is more important than intelligence.
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CHAPTER ONE REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. How do our conscious and subconscious minds differ?
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8. What are the seven levels of brain function?
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Chapter Two
Beyond the Senses:
Energy and Energetics
Reality stands before us, yet we do not see it, because what we call real is just
a mirror image of the expectations we project.
Deepak Chopra
You are in physical existence to learn and understand that your energy, translated into
feelings, thoughts, and emotions, causes all experience. There are no exceptions.
Seth
Reality is simply what is. We miss it because all most of us see is
what we THINK should be there.
Deepak Chopra
OBJECTIVES
Define energy
Describe how energy is stored as memories and imprints
Describe the energetic effect of carrying around past events
Identify how energy is activated and amplified through our interactions and actions
WHAT IS ENERGY?
Energy is the power of doing work possessed at any instant by a body, or system of bodies.
Energy is power effectively and actively displayed or exerted which, when interacting or acting
upon a person, thing or living unit, will change the state of that object.
Energy may be perceived as quanta, as a particle, and/or a wave. quanta is the term used to
describe the energy of heat radiation (such as that felt from a heater). This type of energy is not emit-
ted continuously. It appears in the form of discrete energy packets, termed quanta.
Actual or kinetic energy: The power or potential of doing work, innately possessed by a moving
body, by virtue of its motion.
Subtle energy: Energy that exists outside of the ordinary or positive space/time frame, i.e. elec-
tromagnetic energy which moves faster than light.
WHAT MAKES UP THE ENERGY WE PERCEIVE AS OUR THIRD DIMENSIONAL WORLD?
The theory of conservation of energy states: The quantity of energy in any system of bodies may not be
increased or diminished by any mutual action of those bodies. The total energy in the universe exists
in constant quantity. Energy may be transformed/transmuted, causing the appearance of motion or
change.
In the essential state, our physical body is composed of information and energy, not solid matter.
Our energy is drawn from the infinite fields of energy which make up our universe.
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While most of us perceive our bodies as being made up of solid matter which maybe broken down
into atoms and molecules, quantum physics now is able to tell us every atom is made up of more than
99.999 per cent empty space.
Quantum physics also reports to us the subatomic particles moving at highly accelerated speeds
through the empty space of our being are actual bundles of vibrating energy. These vibrations, defin-
able by their specific frequencies, carry information. Through the codes read from the frequency of
a particular vibration,one bundle of vibrations becomes identifiable as a hydrogen atom, another as
oxygen, and so forth.
By this definition, every solid particle in our universe is a ghostly bundle of energy vibrating with
purpose, focused and defined by its individual frequency. Each particle is ready to be read, inter-
preted, or translated, and thereby transformed, or transmuted into the every day objects we know as
our third dimensional world.
According to Einstein, matter is energy at a slow rate of vibration.
HOW IS ENERGY STORED AS MEMORIES ?
As we have been told many times, every experience, every action, every thought, word and deed
either done by us, or to us, has been recorded and saved within our inner most part known as our
subconscious mind.
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ANGER
The root of this word originally meant strife, or trouble. Anger is an emotion
of action. Healthy anger helps us define our preferences. Healthy anger is felt by our
bodies in the first two or three seconds of an interaction which tests what we inter-
nally consent to. Unresolved anger lingers in our bodies and is a reactive emotion.
Some of the ways to tell if you are holding some unresolved anger in your body
is: Waking up tired, making judgements about someone, feeling a need to control
your environment, inability to say how you are really feeling, blaming someone
else for something that happened to you, and criticizing others.
BALANCED ANGER UNBALANCED ANGER
says no criticizes
sets limits controls
defines preferences clearly is indirect
passive/aggressive
speaks the truth can be hurtful
adjusts direction can be cruel
looks for choices is all or nothing
FORGIVES AND ACCEPTS holds scorecards
is compassionate may be violent or
destructive
leads to spiritual focus and purpose can be conditional
Parts of chart excerpted from Balanced vs. Unbalanced Anger
1993 Blueprint Energetics
While our subconscious mind contains the mental record of all events, our etheric imprint contains
the energetic, or experiential version, of the very same incidents. If we experience an event we do not
completely understand on all levels of our being, the particular action or event is stored, along with a
specific energetic charge on our etheric imprint.
Even though years may have passed since an original event or occurrence, someone completely
different may say certain words to us, grab our arm or touch us in a particular spot, or look at us
in a distinctive way, and an emotionally charged reaction is triggered within us. Over time, we carry
around a whole range of trigger patterns, overlaid upon our physical being.
Through healing on a cellular level, patterns preventing us from making clear connection to our
Higher Self are understood, released and removed, thereby freeing us.
These bits and pieces of our unresolved situations draw more and more energy over time, until
they may become controlling factors in our life. The essence of other people connected with unresolved
issues, still stored within us, result in an energetic loop or connection. It is almost as if we are car-
rying a little piece of others around within us. The reason attachments are formed are as a result of
many different situations. One common reason could be we felt we have a small piece of unfinished
business with them, or there was something we wished we could have said to them. If we ever have
lost a person close to us, or who left our life as a result of a sudden death, a small piece of them may
remain energetically with us, simply because we were never able to say good bye to them properly.
HOW IS ENERGY STORED AS IMPRINTS?
Any intense emotion felt at a time of crises, in the drama or trauma of our life, becomes energetically
stored within our etheric imprint. For example, extreme anger or bitterness over situations where we
felt we have been treated unfairly, becomes frozen or trapped inside of our psychic space.
Unless resolved, each time, as we continue to think about these past events, giving them our atten-
tion and energy, additional feelings of anger and bitterness are generated and add to our stockpile of
feeling. If we brood about these events long enough, continuing to play them over and over again in
our mind, we generate so much anger it becomes almost like a coating we wear over our entire per-
sonality.
One single trigger word, no matter how incidental, may then send us into a tirade of rage and
reaction almost before we realize what is happening. It has been said that anger is pain turned outward
and depression is pain turned inward. Hurt is recorded as unfinished business.
Anger, bitterness, hatred, jealousy, guilt, envy, shame and sadness are just a few examples of per-
vasive emotions, or thought forms, that may seem to take over our whole life and personality. Stored
anger or emotion affects the way we see, feel, and interact with others. Most emotions expressed in
this way have a deeper root of fear. Perhaps the base root of all fear is the fear of change.

THE ENERGETIC EFFECT OF CARRYING AROUND PAST EVENTS
The effects of energetically carrying around past events, bits of people we have interacted with, or
prevailing thought forms which distort our behavior or personality,may have devastating and destruc-
tive effects.
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At the very least, unresolved issues cause our energy levels to feel low, or depleted. Telltale signs
of unresolved issues are when we end up feeling drained after contact with certain people or places.
Most of us have at least one or two friends or family members that when we visit with them we are
left feeling exhausted.
Moods can get easily triggered if we attempt to keep all our real feelings and emotions stuffed
inside ourselves. We continue to add more and more feelings and emotions to our original energetic
trauma or charge each time we relive past events, over and over again in our minds. If we continue
to do this, we could eventually reach a point where we begin to experience various forms of physical
reactions, or breakdowns, within our body, such as stress and tension. This might happen as we reach
our mental, emotional, physical and spiritual limits.
An imprint is the result of an interactive or experiential situation we have not completely under-
stood, or have been clear with, in our past. Many times major imprints have a base or a start in what
the client reports as a past life. There may not really be such a thing as a past life. It may all simply be
stories our subconscious gives us so we may look at something in a slightly different way, and thereby,
understand our lives and our lessons more fully. A belief in past lives is not necessary for the Heart
& Soul Healing system of healing and clearing to be effective.
While it seems easier for most of us to think in linear terms, what is happening more and more
is we are all going holographic. Becoming holographic occurs to the level and extent we are in the
now, and ready for the experience. If we have experienced a trauma or shock and did not understand
the event completely at the time it occurred, our lack of full understanding causes an imprint to be
formed on or in our body.
FULL UNDERSTANDING IS A FOUR PART PROCESS.
The physical, emotional, mental and spiritual aspects or parts to any lesson all have to be understood
simultaneously. In the case where an event gets stored, something happened to us on one, or all four
levels (mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually), we did not quite understand clearly. Our
lack of full understanding causes the imprint, or lesson record to then form on a particular area of
our body.
Nothing is ever lost. Our Higher Self saves everything which happens to us, even confusing or
incomplete energetic experiences. Such experiences are kept for us to look at another time, when we
might be better able to put all the pieces together. Therefore, as long as something happened to us we
failed to completely understand (physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually), we still contain,
or wear the original imprint of the event on our body even today, no matter where in our history it
occurred. The Heart & Soul Healing method of healing is structured to quickly and easily identify the
missing pieces of our lessons.
THE USE OF ENERGETIC HAND SCANNING
The Heart & Soul Healing method uses a process of energetic hand scanning to find existing etheric
imprints on the body.
Energetic hand scanning is a focused enhancement of an ability we all possess. Think back to the
last time you walked into a room where there had recently been an argument or fight. The people
involved were still there, no longer fighting. Usually, within an instant or two, our internal radar picks
up quite clearly the fact that something is amiss. This same sensing ability, when focused through our
hands, is quite accurate when scanning for breaks or anomalies in a persons energetic field.
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A typical imprint or energetic pattern around the wrist area is found on about 99% of all clients
who have come for session work. Using the example of such an imprint (around the wrist), we offer
this question: What if, in a past life, you were tied up, held, or restrained in some way, where your
hands were restricted from their full movement. Such an occurrence probably has happened to most
of us at some time. Even if an event of this type has not happened to us physically, perhaps there may
have been a time we felt held back in some way, either mentally or emotionally.
This common imprint may be energetically detected as thin as a single line at the wrist, or as thick
as a three or four inch shackle. What we usually discover later in the session is the possibility, at some
point in the clients past, they had been held back, restrained or tied up.
Patterns around the wrist might have happened or been imprinted in a past life, where someone
was physically tied. Past lives may really only be stories our subconscious mind gives us so we can
look at certain lessons and patterns in our life in a slightly different way. It doesnt even matter if past
lives are true or not. What is important in the overall picture of the event is what we were learning
or bringing to our attention to understand.
Going back to an experience of being tied or held, we know how angry we would be if someone
were to do that to us today. Even if we understood what was happening to us physically, the experi-
ence itself would probably be about power and control. Certainly, if we are going to fully learn about
power and control, someone will, at some point, come into our lives to test us. Either someone wanted
us to do something we resisted or refused to do, or we were doing something we had been told to stop
and we kept on doing it. Whatever the actual event, at some point, someone or a whole group, came
to take us away and held us against our will.
During the perceived event, there were probably many projections of anger, rage, hatred or fear
being projected onto us by those who were interacting with us. At the same time, we probably had a
lot of feelings and emotions projected towards them as well. For one thing, having our hands or feet
tied probably was not the worst thing that was going to happen, because we usually dont die from
having our hands tied. So something much worse usually happened to us before everything was all
over. Once the event concluded, it would leave a main or primary imprint on another part, or area of
our body where the death trauma actually occurred.
Even though we might have understood physically what was happening, as well as mentally and
emotionally, it would be more challenging to have a clear understanding of the entire event spiritually.
We would especially question why our life had to end up that way. This would be particularly true if
we were doing something we loved to do and really believed in when authority figures (usually either
the government or the Church) came and took us away.
HOW ENERGETIC IMPRINTS LEAD TO CONFUSING
AND/OR ERRONEOUS INNER PROGRAMS OF BEHAVIOR
When we are at one with Source, (prior to coming in and planning what we are going to learn and
teach here on Earth), we would not think about pain, separation or death. While with Source in our
soul planning stage, we are aligned with the energies of love, compassion, understanding and clarity.
As we physically come here to live our lives, we experience a wide diversity of energetic events.
When something unpleasant, painful or shocking happens to us, we have to spiritually make sense of
what happened. To do this, we need to be able to reaccess the clarity and knowing of our soul planning
stage.
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It is the combination of projected energetics, along with the part of us which does not under-
stand fully what may have happened to us or why, which cause imprints to be formed on our bodies.
Physically, we may have understood what was happening to us to some degree, and we might have
sorted out most of the reasons, from emotional and mental levels, yet the imprint still remains.
It is usually on the spiritual level of understanding our lessons where we seem the most vulnerable
or open to confusion. For full and complete comprehension it is necessary for us to understand what
has happened, or what is about to happen to us, as it fits into our overall mission in life. For example,
if we came to understand more about love, any painful, hurtful or cruel experiences are clearly not
what we originally came in to learn, yet they still happen, and must be understood. All events which
occur make up the experience, not the lesson itself.
If we were to experience many similar shocks or traumas over a series of times or lifetimes, our
subconscious might create an internal program such as: It is too dangerous to love, or it is too painful
to love. Furthermore, our subconscious might decide if we were to love openly and completely, we
might lose our life, our family, or those things we cared about, loved and believed in.
In a similar manner, if we were to take our power or do what we truly came to do, we might
conclude something painful or traumatic might happen to us. Once we make such a decision, we begin
subconsciously to use some of our own energy to stop or hold ourselves back from our full potential.
An example of one type of program our subconscious might create for us would be one where we
came to learn about love. In living our life we experienced pain, suffering, and separation, yet at the
very end we found love, compassion, and happiness. If this was the case, our subconscious might cre-
ate a program which reflects: To have love or happiness, I first have to experience, pain, suffering
and/or separation.
Unless we were able to change the original program of distortion, we would keep it up and run-
ning. Whatever we were learning in that lifetime, whether it was about love, anger, humility, power,
control, etc., needs to be understood in a new way, otherwise we would not have created a version of
it today, as part of our life. Even though patterns such as ones found on our wrist might be using as
little as 5 or 10% of our energy to keep themselves activated, any amount used is too much .
WHAT DOES GIVING CONTINUED ENERGY TO AN IMPRINT PATTERN MEAN?
When we are still giving energy to a pattern, it means there is still some part we are not clear about.
Many of our energy imprints are many different aspects of the same lesson.
When an area is holding an energy imprint, Heart & Soul Healing is able to follow the energy back
to our subconscious mind to discover the original belief program it contains. Like a giant computer,
Heart & Soul Healing plugs right into the place which set the energetics into motion.
Once we understand the truth of what we are learning, the held energy pattern is released. The
freed energy is then made available for us to create whatever we choose to have in our lives.
To see the truth in all of our realities, we have to see, feel, or know the truth in our physical body,
our emotional body, our mental body and our spiritual body. When we really know and understand
something, we possess the most powerful tool we can use to change our consciousness and integrate our
knowledge into the unified whole of our being. Once we have real knowing and understanding within
ourself, our body no longer needs to hold the energy pattern in place. Once understood, the energy
pattern has fulfilled its purpose which is simply to get our attention. Then we can understand why
we have come to Earth and what we are supposed to do.
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Our fully awakened knowledge and understanding automatically becomes part of our wisdom
and awareness, changing the way we create and who we are.By connecting our inner self, our soul,
with our Higher Self, we establish a way to trust the information being received with confidence and
certainty, gaining a whole new range of choices.
There is nothing more transformational and self empowering than to reclaim our own energy, our
own spiritual space, and our own body, and establish a clear reconnection with our Higher Self on a
cellular level. Everyone is entitled to 100% of their own space, without interference from any outside
source.
When changes are made on a cellular level, such changes will be permanent for they will occur on
every level and within every cell of our being. Our very vibration changes and it will be impossible to
be what we were before. For example, if we had come in to learn about love, yet ended up experienc-
ing loneliness, heartache, separation, pain, or death, we might develop and carry a program within
ourselves which subconsciously tells us: To love is to suffer and die.
Unless we clearly define and separate our lessons from what we experienced, we continue to con-
fuse our experience with the lesson to be learned and may even hold ourselves back from fully loving,
or being loved.
HOW IS ENERGY ACTIVATED OR AMPLIFIED
THROUGH INTERACTIONS WITH OTHERS?
Accumulated thought forms and emotions such as anger, bitterness, hatred, jealousy, guilt, resent-
ment, shame and sadness act as catalysts. These thought forms draw to us, time and time again, simi-
lar situations or people, until we completely understand all there is to understand about any particular
emotion, and, how to balance such emotions within ourselves. For example, if we are here to learn
humility, we may set up lessons which are humiliating. If we are here to learn about power, we may
create lessons where we feel powerless. If we are here to learn forgiveness, we may draw people into
our lives we are always needing to forgive. If we are here to learn independence, we may set up situ-
ations where we are alone, or on our own.
As the patterns of our lives unfold, we set up a series of tests for ourselves to see if we are, in
actuality, learning what we have come here to learn. Perhaps because none of us would ever choose to
be too bored, we disguise our tests. Even though we may continue to create a whole range of experi-
ences around the exact same thought form or emotion, we will most likely vary our experiences just
enough to have them appear or feel slightly different. One favorite way to create variety is to change
the name or the face of those who bring our tests to us. Ask yourself the following question: If you
were making up a test to challenge yourself, would you probably set up a pretty good one? Would you
make it too easy, or too boring?
If those around you continue to co-create experiences which trigger you or push your buttons,
remember they usually mirror or reflect the very same issues you have agreed to learn and resolve. So,
what is the most effective action to take when our issues are triggered? Learn to use the times when
you get thrown off center or off balance, to go back into linear time, within your own mind, to find
and understand where your issue really began. Do your best to understand your energetics around the
issue itself, whether it is about your feelings of abandonment, self worth, trust, guilt, shame, being
alone, about power and control, or anything else which comes up. Until you understand any reactive
energy you may have, generated from experiences around you, your subconscious will continue to
create a series of similar events, helping to keep you focused on what you have come to learn.
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Once we understand our issues, mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually, they cease to be
energetically charged. Until we realize we have agreed to create our own patterns of events, acting as
a catalyst to keep us focused on our issues, we unknowingly continue to divert most of our creative
energy into drawing such circumstances and people to us.
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CHAPTER TWO REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What creates the appearance of motion or change?
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2. Where is the energy of our physical body drawn from, other than the food or drink we ingest?
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3. Where are the energetic records stored of all actions, experiences, thoughts, words and deeds in
which we have ever participated ?
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4. On what four levels of our being do we need to fully understand something for it to be released
completely?
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5. Give two common reasons energy attachments are formed:
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6. What is an imprint?
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7. How would the energy of anger be stored as an imprint?
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8. What is a telltale sign we are carrying around unresolved issues, and how do such issues affect our
energy?
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9. When someone pushes our buttons, how may we best access the information we are actually offer-
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Chapter Three
Moving Out of Polarities
Reality is an interpretation we make.
Carlos Castaneda
Certainty and uncertainty are two aspects of your nature.
At one level, things have to be certain, or order could not exist.
At another level, things have to be uncertain or there would be no newness.
Deepak Chopra
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happiness
would lose its meaning, if it were not balanced by sadness.
Carl Jung
OBJECTIVES
Define the basis of Heart & Soul Healing
Identify how Heart & Soul Healing differs from other means of therapy
Describe non-projection of energy
Understand why unconditional love for the self provides us the key to life
Identify how to stay in your own space
Specify techniques for clearing the energy field around ourself rapidly and effectively
Understand how to face your worst fears and why it is important
Identify specific modalities for moving out of polarities
THE BASIS OF HEART & SOUL HEALING
Heart & Soul Healing (HSH) is a method of healing all aspects of ourselves on a cellular and multidi-
mensional level. I developed this healing process through fifteen years of practice with thousands of
clients. These people dealt with their issues on every level of reality and dimension of their existence.
All of us are multidimensional and there are aspects of us functioning in other times or in other
spaces or both. One thing most of us would agree on is that there is probably a very sacred aspect of
each of us that is connected with Source.
As we love all the parts of ourselves unconditionally, we allow more of ourselves to come into our
conscious awareness. Becoming aware of all the different aspects we exist in, with focus and under-
standing, is a benefit of the process of Heart & Soul Healing. Sometimes in a HSH session, clients
address issues they have on other dimensions and other realities. If this experience occurs, then there
are other dimensions that are for the client a reflection of the same lessons they are working on in this
reality and dimension.
Everything is interconnected and as we are finding out more and more, interconnected
holographically. Everything is being done right now on all realities, simultaneously. Through the use
of healing on a cellular level, we are able to go wherever we need to gain the level of understanding
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that frees us to be who we truly are. The missing pieces to the puzzle may lie in the first few months
or years of our life, in the womb, in past lives, or even on multidimensional or inner dimensional levels
of our being. All these areas are available to each of us on a cellular level.
Unless an issue is understood simultaneously on all four levels of our being (mentally, emotionally,
physically, and spiritual), our subconscious mind automatically gives energy to our remaining cellular
imprints still held in doubt and confusion.
Once we know and understand our truth on all four levels of our being, we are set free from
imprinted energy patterns, inappropriate thought forms or programs and the hold other people may
have had on our lives. Through direct contact with our Higher Self, we realize we are already the
master of our life. This realization assists us to take full responsibility for who and what we are.
HOW HEART & SOUL HEALING DIFFERS FROM OTHER FORMS OF THERAPY
Heart & Soul Healing helps define and detect any patterns our subconscious mind or Higher Self gives
energy to, without our conscious awareness.
Our subconscious mind knows all about us including everything that has happened to us. Our
subconscious knows and keeps track of every aspect, space, and place we have ever existed on since
we originally came from our Creator.
Heart & Soul Healing accesses our place of knowing in three primary ways: Visually or by what
is seen, auditory or by what is heard, or kinesthetically by what is felt.
Our individual place of knowing is easy to access by reporting the very first thing that comes into
our mind. When asked certain questions, our very first thought, sensing or knowing is information
from our Higher Self, and is often perceived as a very soft or quiet voice of knowing.
The second wave of information (what we hear, see, feel, or sense) is usually our ego or conscious
mind intervening. Our ego, whose main job is to insure we survive, usually comes through very loud
and clear and may attempt to override our subconscious mind.
Sometimes the first thing that comes into our minds does not make immediate sense, or seems
strange or weird.
One reason information accessed this way might not make sense to us immediately is because our
conscious mind begins to judge incoming information. Any judgement we make about incoming infor-
mation is based on our conscious perception and collection of everything that has happened to us from
the time we were born, until now.
Our intuitive part, our subconscious or Higher Self, does not judge. It simply contains all informa-
tion about us. Once we access our Higher Self, allowing us to know we can find our answers within
ourselves, we then have a true and direct connection we can trust and use.
The most self empowering and powerful thing any of us can ever do is to establish direct connec-
tion with our Higher Self, in a fully conscious and aware state. Once we make conscious connection
to our Higher Self, we know the information we are getting is true. We are able to trust it and we do
not have to go look somewhere else, or depend on someone else, for our answers.
Our fully awakened knowledge and understanding automatically becomes part of our wisdom
and awareness, changing the way we create and who we are. By connecting our inner self, our soul,
with our Higher Self, we establish a way to trust the information being received with confidence and
certainty, gaining a whole new range of choices.
There is nothing more transformational and self-empowering than to reclaim our own energy and
our own body, and establish a clear reconnection with our Higher Self, on a cellular level.

When changes are made on a cellular level, such changes will be permanent for they will occur on
every level and within every cell of our being. Our very vibration changes and it will be impossible to
be what we were before.
COMPARISON OF HEALING MODALITY EXPERIENCES
The above summary table is what the client experiences. Each technique is being used by itself.
Any combination of techniques and/or the addition of any other technique may result in different
experiences from the above table for the client.
Reprinted with permission from Charles Matthews
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MODALITY MODE: ACCESSES: COMMUNICATES WITH:
PERMISSIVE DIRECT TRANCE

PHYSICAL/MENTAL CONSCIOUS-UNCONSCIOUS
AUTHORITATIVE INDIRECT STATE EMOTIONAL/SPIRITUAL HIGHER SELF
HSH P I LIGHT P M E S C UC HS
NLP A I WAKING M E C UC
HYPNOSIS P I LIGHT M E C UC
ERICKSO
HYPNOSIS A D DEEP E UC
TRADITIONAL
TIMELINE A D MEDIUM M E S C UC
HUNA A I MEDIUM E S UC HS
REIKI A I WAKING P E S UC
CRYSTALS A I WAKING P E S UC
THE NINE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF HEART & SOUL HEALING
The key to the success of Heart & Soul Healing is that the entire process is self-empowering, and on
going. The results do not simply start and stop with an HSH class or a private session. There are
simple and specific self-empowering, clearing and balancing techniques that can be used by anyone.
The philosophy of Heart & Soul Healing involves nine basic principles:
1. The use of clear light.
2. Non-projection of energy and ability to center within your own being.
3. Accepting responsibility for all your creations, thoughts, words and deeds.
4. Commitment to unconditional love of self and compassion for others.
5. Your commitment to being completely present and in the moment.
6. The daily incorporation into your life of a dynamic clearing process that takes, on the average,
30 to 45 seconds of your time.
7. Keeping yourself clear while you eat.
8. Facing your worst fears, thereby turning them into your greatest strengths.
9. Moving your point of focus and creation into your pineal center.
THE HEART & SOUL HEALING USE OF CLEAR LIGHT
There is a very specific reason why Heart & Soul Healing uses only clear light for release procedures.
One method of protection most commonly taught is to use white light around everything we do. The
thought behind this teaching is that white light both enhances and protects us in what we do and where
we go. Many of us have been taught to meditate with white light, heal with white light, and surround
ourselves and our loved ones, again, with white light.
I started to notice a seemly disruptive effect of exclusively using white light many years ago when I
was setting up my entrepreneurial business. One of the most interesting things I say was the apparent
emotional and mental patterns of very metaphysical people. Originally, I thought I would prefer
to enter into business agreements and patronize vendors owned and run by spiritual or metaphysical
types of people, thinking that because of their own inner work and understanding, metaphysical indi-
viduals might be a little more honest, and more successful than other types of people. However, as I
started to carefully observe how many of the metaphysical people around me acted, I noticed a large
number of them experienced yo-yo type emotional and mental swings. These swings happened over
and over again in their lives. As I looked to discover why these experiences might be occurring, one
major reason keep coming up.
The majority of the metaphysical people I observed at that time were exclusively using white light
for their practices, meditations and fields of protection. The exclusive use of white light caused an
interesting and completely natural phenomena to occur. Keep in mind, one of the basic constructs of
our third dimensional world is for every action, there is an opposite and balanced reaction. Action
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DIRECT SUGGESTION SECRET PROCESS
(Clinical) (NLP)
INDIRECT SUGGESTION INTERACTIVE PROCESS
(Ericksonian) (Heart & Soul Healing)
and reaction principles are the basic theory and use of polarities, viewed in a slightly different way.
By only using white light to work with, what logically would come in, right on the heels of calling in
white light? By the law of action and reaction, the opposite or polarized forces, of course.
Constantly using one side of any polarity causes the user to be pulled back and forth, from one
polarity to another, positive to negative, over and over again. Each time we realign ourselves with and
in the polarity of white light, a shift back to its polarized opposite occurs to some degree. The effect
would be like going from our most positive actions directly into our worst fears. For this reason, I
have chosen to do all of my work, and all of my release work, in the Clear Light of Source. The sacred
space of Clear Light is one of the most powerful and balanced places we can be, and it does not invoke
or trigger polarity issues.
THE BENEFITS OF USING CLEAR LIGHT
The use of Clear Light, even to view our own lessons, is the clearest, truest reflection we can use for
ourselves in this dimension.
Clear light is the truest state of our own divine reflection, and the clearest, most balanced reflec-
tion of Source available to us on this plane.
Clear light, because of its balanced neutrality, can be brought into our own space, rather than
moving ourselves out into the polarity of white light.
The act of moving out and centering ourselves in a polarity defeats the very act of seeking balance
in all areas of our lives.
Clear light allows us to remain centered with ourselves.
Through the use of Clear Light, we are still able to bring in polarities, as we need them to learn,
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yet allows us to remain in balance. By using clear light, we are able to learn from our actions and
experiences, with increased ease, grace and gentleness.
The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying has a great deal to say about the idea of Clear Light, or
as they refer to it the Dawning of the Ground Luminosity. Tibetans state that Clear Light appears
where consciousness itself dissolves into the all-encompassing space of truth.
Padmasambhava describes the luminosity:
This self-originated Clear Light, which from the very beginning was never born...
This self-organizing wisdom has not been created by anyone...
It has never experienced birth and has nothing in it that could cause it to die...
Although it is evidently visible, yet there is no one there who sees it...
Although it exists in everyone everywhere, it has gone unrecognized....
Even though it is the thing that is most essentially yours, you seek for it elsewhere, amazing!

Buddhist masters describe the state of luminosity or Clear Light various ways. Some say it
expresses the radiant clarity of the nature of mind, its total freedom from darkness: free from the
darkness of unknowing and endowed with clarity and knowing. Further descriptions describes the
luminosity or Clear Light as a state of minimum distraction, because all the elements, the senses and
sense objects are dissolved. The luminosity which arises at death is the natural radiance of the wis-
dom of our own being, and our true nature is revealed. Ground Luminosity presents itself naturally
and many are unprepared for its short immensity and the range of its vast and subtle layers of depth
which lie within its simplicity. Clear Light is the subtlest level of consciousness in the third dimen-
sion.
According the the Dali Lama:
What provides the continuity between lives is not an entity, but the ultimately subtlest level
of consciousness. According to the Buddhist explanation, the ultimate creative principle is con-
sciousness. There are different levels of consciousness. What we call innermost subtle conscious-
ness is always there. The continuity of that consciousness is almost like something permanent,
like the space-particles. In the field of matter we find space-particles; in the field of conscious-
ness we find Clear Light. The Clear Light with its special energy makes the connection with
consciousness.
NON-PROJECTION OF ENERGY
In the past, most metaphysical people are also taught and continually asked to project energy, light
and love to those around them. We all live with many different polarities in our third dimensional
world. We have been basically trained in ways to interact with others, from a very young age, through
all forms of social behavior and religion. Most of us, who are in the met physical world, project our
thoughts, our ideas, and even who we are, outward, so other people know who we are and what we
are about. In almost every instance of our life, for example, when we are in love, when we are seeking
a job, when we wish to create, help or heal, we end up projecting part of ourselves outside of our own
space, to engage interaction with others.
An interesting phenomenon occurs when we project anything to anybody outside of our own per-
sonal space, no matter how innocent or well meaning our original intent is.
By projection, we mean any thoughts or feelings sent out to influence others, visually, mentally or
spiritually, through ideas, meditations or prayers. For instance, if I were to project love to you, the
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energy I was sending you would immediately cause some form of energetic reaction within you, and
result in an interaction taking place between us. Even if I believe I am projecting something positive to
you, a part of you may subconsciously feel a type of psychic intrusion, or feel I have made a personal
judgement about you. Even if our energetic interaction is only perceived and felt on the subconscious
level, the two of us remain in some form of energetic exchange. Because of the ways most of us interact
with each other, many of us end up feeling psychically roughed up, judged, pushed around or intruded
upon, without quite knowing the reasons why.
The majority of us are doing well just to clearly understand and know our own lessons and chal-
lenges. Sending love, for example, to someone else, is complicated because we dont know for absolute
certainty what they are here to learn. There are literally thousands, or even millions, of different
combinations of polarities you may have chosen to experience and master this time around. Whatever
you have chosen serves to help you find unconditional love within yourself. Even though you and I
may be learning different aspects of the same lesson, you may need to learn things in a very different
way than I have chosen for myself.
As we live our life working on certain lessons, we operate within our own perspective of love.
Each of us has experienced different experiences of loving and being loved, and these experiences have
shaped our perception of what love is. No two people have the exact same interpretation of love.
Perhaps we only experience love to the degree we have been loved and accepted ourselves. How
many of us have ever felt 100% completely loved and accepted, even by our own parents? As we proj-
ect our version of anything, for example, love, to anyone else, our version of love energetically meets
their version of love. In the dynamics created, we are drawn into energetic exchanges, colored by the
polarities and distortions either of us have about a specific feeling, idea, or emotion.
Please consider the idea of not projecting at all:
First, refrain from sending light, love, or anything.
As we choose to interact with others, simply reflect or hold a state of compassion.
In most cases, there is no polarity attached to holding a state of compassion.
As we become more and more unconditional with ourselves, the essence and balanced state of
our being-ness automatically radiates out through our compassion and is felt by others.
CENTERING WITHIN YOUR OWN BEING
Now that you are not projecting anything outward, it is easier to center yourself. This brings us to our
second technique: Centering within your own being and staying in the moment
Begin simply by centering yourself inward, using your conscious intent and focus. Center your-
self within your own being. Do this by pulling your energetic fields in your own physical space, while
continuing to be fully present in your body.
A very easy way to do this is to extend your arms out from your body, as if getting ready for a
wide embrace.
Focusing on the thought you are now going to bring in all your energetic fields, sense and feel
your energy coming in closer and closer to your body, as you slowly bring in your out stretched arms,
enveloping and holding your own incoming energy.
Proceed, or repeat this process, until you have a sense of being energetically and completely in
your own physical space, while continuing to ask to Be all here.
Very few of us are here 100%, completely, totally 100% of the time. Almost without exception
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our fields are out anywhere from one block to many miles around where we live or work, or both.
Bringing yourself back into your own space benefits you on every level of your life: mentally, emo-
tionally, physically, and spiritually.
ACCEPTING RESPONSIBILITY FOR
OUR CREATIONS, THOUGHTS, WORDS, AND DEEDS.
Until we accept responsibility for our creations, thoughts, words and deeds, we remain in a reactive,
victim-savior consciousness. Instead of continually reacting to our environment and the people in it, we
reserve the right to respond, with choice, to what is happening around us. We do this by staying in our
own space, without projecting outward.As we learn to recognize our creations through our thoughts,
words, and deeds, even as we experience them, we move into direct creatorship with our world.
By owning what is happening around us as our personal creation, the lessons we have come to
learn become clearly defined and understandable. Our Higher Self no longer has to resort to extreme
measures, or create what we do not prefer to get our attention. Because it may have been easier in
the past to notice what we do not like, many of us use a polarized, or negative way to learn our les-
sons. It would be like having to move into a house with inadequate closet space to know the next time
we prefer a house with plenty of closets. Once we become our own witness, experiencing and owning
events around us as our creations, we have a greater chance to move into the way of living many call
miraculous.
LOVING OURSELVES
The best and most helpful state of being (for ourselves and others), is to be unconditional with our-
selves. Have unconditional love for yourself every aspect, whether you are tall, fat, big or small.
In a very short amount of time, you will find people start treating you very differently. You actually
become unconditional love. You will be it. No longer is it a matter of what you say. It is a matter
of being what you are, walking your talk. Again, as you become more and more unconditional with
yourself, the balance of your beingness radiates (not projects) out through the compassion you have
become.
The key to balanced creation lies in the lessons we have come here to master. One of the most
universal reasons many of us seem to be here at this time is to learn and master all the conditions that
make up unconditional love. Perhaps the only task we all have is to learn unconditional love and full
acceptance of self.
In true unconditional love of self, there is no separation or differentiation in terms of worth
or importance.
Unconditional love and acceptance have no concept of individual importance.
Unconditional love of ourselves is to our own personal benefit, for it gives us accessibility to
everything in the universe.
Unconditional love of self is not something to practice, it is something to be lived.
Unconditional love is a state to be maintained within our own beingness.
Unconditional love is learning to live in personal integrity and impeccability, in all areas of
our life.
In order to truly have it, we have to become it. The willingness to trust, by loving our-
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without conditions, is how we open up to the most our universe has to offer.
Loving ourselves without conditions, allows us to perceive any aspect of life we desire.
EXCERPTS FROM A 1994 RADIO SHOW
The key to self-knowing and empowerment is having unconditional love for ourselves first, and then
finding and holding compassion for others. Most of our basic issues are about finding balance within
ourselves, while having and holding unconditional love for all aspects of ourself. Our third dimensional
world operates in polarities, allowing us to learn about all the different facets which make up love.
Maybe one of the quickest ways to fully learn about love would be to allow ourselves to experience
a lifetime which would include experiences of hate, and anger. As we experience opposite polarities
of our lesson, we also increase unconditional love and acceptance for all similar experiences. Once
we have a personal experience of our own, we then have personal compassion for similar experiences
anyone else around us chooses to have.
Basically, all of us have come in to learn some facet of love or unconditional love. When we are
with Source in our soul planning stage, before we come here, we are usually not thinking about pain,
suffering, sadness, etc. Next, we begin to have our third dimensional physical experience, sometimes
including the opposite polarity of the very same feelings or emotions we have come here to master,
such as love, honor, courage, humility, etc. Through our polarized personal experiences, our subcon-
scious mind may decide it might not be safe, for instance, to love any longer. If this situation occurs,
our subconscious mind could carry a program such as: It might not be safe to love, or in order
to have love in our lives, or before we could achieve love, we would first have to experience pain and
suffering,
All unresolved polarized programs are carried forward and compounded with
each experience. All we would have to do is experience the same type of energy originally
projected onto us during past circumstances. Then we would immediately be back in the energetics of
our original lesson. Re-activating energetics surrounding our original imprint and program attracts
similar energetics or circumstances. Such a system of continuity acts almost like an insurance policy
to immediately put us into our lessons. If we honestly think about about some of the energetics that
may have been around our family at our birth, chances are part of them represent the very issues we
have come in to understand, balance and teach.
Why do you suppose it was all set up this way?
If we are here learning all the polarities or conditions of unconditional love, or all aspects of what
makes up unconditional love (in order to completely learn and achieve real compassion which goes
with true unconditional love) we would have to experience every aspect, both negatively, and posi-
tively. Lets say I have unconditional love for you. However, what if the very first thing you did or
said I didnt like. I would then pull myself back from full interaction with you. By doing this (pulling
myself in), I also separate myself from unconditional love. My separation from you sends me back into
linear time, to a place where I would have to look at my original memory or imprint of separation.
It is not until we can learn and master all the different polarities of love, acceptance and nonjudge-
ment that we can stay in the moment, and be in unconditional love. The whole process of energetic
interaction and relationship is a very interesting and complete way to pick up all the parts of uncon-
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ditional love we need to learn and understand. In order to facilitate our whole process or journey, we
find mates, partners, friends or jobs having a similar reflection or polarity. By continuously drawing
such experiences and interactions to us, we eventually understand all the aspects of our chosen les-
sons.
How do we begin to go beyond this way of learning and understanding?
The first and foremost way to do this, is to stop projecting energy, thoughts, or anything at all.
So this is all about the process of learning to love yourself. Over the years we have heard so many times
we need to love ourselves. People have a tendency to shrug this off and say, Of course, I love myself, but
that is not always the case. Loving yourself is really an energetic thing, rather than something that can be
defined. Is this correct?
Yes it is. The process of learning is really getting in, and loving every part of yourself. If you are
tall or short, if you are overweight or underweight, these things are all a part of us. It no longer is a
question of saying you love yourself. Self love has nothing to do with telling others you love yourself.
If we continue to really love and accept all parts of ourselves, what eventually happens is we get to a
place where we become, actually BE, a Being with unconditional love as part of our very presence.
This is the state of being we are all looking for. Once we achieve this level of being, we may truly own
our position as human beings. At that point, it would no longer be necessary, for instance, to find a
mate outside of ourselves to reflect something in order to discover who we are. Our beingness no lon-
ger has anything to do with looking outside of ourselves. Beingness has only to do with looking inside
of ourselves and our issues.
This is why it is so important to know what our issues are. We will continue to co-create situations
in our current day world to reflect to ourselves what our issues truly are. The main key to understand-
ing our lives is to know what issues we are working on.
One of the things I know I am dealing with personally is humility, and it always seems to be in my
face. So, for example, every time I start a class, I make sure my zipper is zipped, and my buttons are
all buttoned that sort of thing. I do my best to recognize what these types of situations are showing
me. Each time such situations occur, they serve me to recognize how I am doing with my particular
issue. I see or feel if there is any sort of charge which occurs, along with any particular incident or
situation. If an energetic charge occurs, then there is something I still need to look at, or understand.
I recognize this basic premise as the true basis or starting place for co-creating love and happiness in
our lives. We need to clearly know what we are creating now, and once we have identified what it is,
we then have the ability to change or modify it.
You talk about loving yourself and having unconditional love for yourself. Does that always mean that you
are going to have, or need to have, unconditional love for everyone else around you? Sometimes there seems
to be a fine line about unconditional love and being a doormat.
What I am suggesting is to absolutely not project anything outward, not even unconditional love.
To have unconditional love for others, you first must establish it for yourself. Then, unconditional
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love becomes automatic. Unconditional love is a state of being without judgement. If you can stay in
compassion, judgement wont even enter the picture. Everyone is always perfect, all of the time.
COMPASSION AND NON-JUDGMENT
Most of us have been taught to have unconditional love for everybody. Focus first on having uncondi-
tional love and acceptance of ourselves. This is what we so often get mixed up about when we are told
to have unconditional love. When we are able to feel and have unconditional love for ourselves, we
can then have true non-judgment and compassion for others. To be truly honest with ourselves and
others, we have to first honor OURSELVES. Our path begins and ends within. In actuality, we cant
really even be on any path, for we ARE the path.
It is actually the concept of judgment which sets up barriers and limitations to what we can do,
and to who we are or will become. We hold at bay that which we truly desire when we put conditions
on it. By putting conditions on our creations, we limit them to manifesting through one narrow little
doorway, when, in the reality of All that is, there are actually thousands of doorways through which
our creations can manifest themselves.
Not much has been said about the paralyzing effect judgment can have on our lives and our cre-
ations. Something very interesting happens when we judge something. In that moment of judging,
all creative and transformative energy involved is frozen. A piece of our reality becomes locked into
place. Any aspect we judge, whether it be in ourselves or another, becomes locked into a freeze frame
of reality, until it can be located and released. The particular aspect, trait, or person being judged is
psychically welded to our lives, just where we dont want it. If we look back at the people and things
we have judged, our very acts of judgement has stopped time right in that moment. Twenty years may
have gone by and if we thought someone was stupid then, we will probably think they are stupid now.
This is because our conscious mind, when asked to picture someone we know, will usually go back to
the last time we saw them.
In any event, once we have a particular judgement about a particular personality trait frozen into
our time banks, that behavior will keep appearing, usually in other people around us, time after time.
The same aspect or vibration will take many different forms until we realize, Oh! There it is again.
Why does it keep coming back, over and over in the relationships we have, or the people we end up
working with. The way to release a judgment is to simply realize we do not prefer that particular thing
in our life. In doing so, we are able to fully allow anyone and everything else to embrace any particular
view of life they wish to, to act like it, and be like it. To accept something in others does not mean it
is a true reflection of what we wish to bring into our own lives. The Bible even says, Judge not, lest
we be judged. The act of true preference, unlike judgment, will set up a vibrational field from which
we can create those things we chose or prefer the most.
Many of us, however, have had difficulty in the past with the concept of feeling and sustaining
unconditional love for everyone, everywhere. Perhaps all we originally intended and committed to
learning and expressing were different facets of unconditional love for ourselves. We first need to
reach a state of total and complete self-acceptance. Only upon completion of self acceptance could we
then be able to experience unconditional compassion for everyone else. It is this quality of uncondi-
tional compassion which is desirable to hold for all others. Unconditional compassion in all our rela-
tionships allow us to express, an evenly balanced sense of emotionality, without wide mood swings.
Unconditional self love allows us to find calmness and serenity within our own being. It is only the
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peace of mind within us which will ultimately allow us to express true compassion for others. Peace of
mind is only made possible when we hold unconditional love for all parts of ourselves. True serenity,
which is an expression of compassion, is the absolute allowance of all, without judgment. True serenity
reflects a knowingness everything is equal.
In order to learn to meet other people exactly where they are, there has to be a complete absence
of judgment, and a complete presence of ultimate compassion. If we learn to integrate and express
the quality of compassion in our interactions with others, all intolerance and prejudice will dissolve.
Intolerance exists only because we have forgotten every individual is an aspect of the Infinite. No mat-
ter how different someone or something may appear, if it exists, it fits. Everything belongs exactly
where it is, for there are no extraneous actions in all of creation.
BEING IN THE MOMENT
Once you are centered in the place of unconditional love, the other important element to add is getting
yourself to a place between the past and the future. What exists between the past and the future? The
now, or the moment Most of us are not in the moment. Most of us are playing over a program
of, I wish I had done something different in the past, I wish I had said that, I wish I had heard that,
and so forth. Either that, or we are in the future with thoughts such as: As soon as I get this done,
Ill be that, or as soon as I have this, Ill be that. What happens is we miss the moment. Being in the
moment is of utmost importance because the moment is the access point for the finest reflection of
Source we can be. If you are in a place of loving yourself, present in the moment, with compassion, a
wonderful and powerful thing happens. Your entire beingness radiates out through your compassion,
and this is what I believe we are here to do. Now is our only place of true power, for it is the only
place where we are able to use our choices to create changes, within and without.
Our choice point is always now, since choice collapses the limitation of time. Havent we all heard
it said, With that one decision, in that one moment, so and sos life completely changed. Some such
moments may even be referred to as miracles. These moments may really be choice points times
when we chose to take a chance, change our direction, or even change what we do for a living, heal
our lives, and do what we truly love to do. Our free will is the creative force of the universe. Choices
are expressions of creativity. Free will may only be experienced in the world of choices, in a moment
of realizing, acting, and being the knowing itself. In other words, real knowledge, which is wisdom,
is not found in the book, but rather in the reader, who is the doer, the one who takes action on the
knowledge, turning it into wisdom. Centering within your own being allows you the maximum number
of choices, in any one moment.
GETTING TO THE MOMENT
If those around you continue to trigger you or push your buttons, remember those around you usu-
ally mirror or reflect the very issues you have come to learn and resolve. Use those times when you
get thrown off center, or off balance to go back in linear time to find an understanding of where that
particular issue began for you. Do your best to understand your charge or your energetics around
the issue itself, whether it is about abandonment, self worth, trust, guilt, shame, being alone, power
and control, etc. Until you understand your charge around the issue itself, your subconscious contin-
ues to create event after event, so you may keep looking at what you have agreed to learn. Once we
understand our issues, mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually, there ceases to be a charge
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around it. Until we realize we have agreed to co-create patterns of events to act as a catalyst to keep
us focused on our issues, we unknowingly continue to divert most of our creative energy into drawing
such circumstances and people to us.
The key to the entire process of learning and being is to stay in the moment. If anything gets into
your space and triggers a reaction, do your best to look in your linear past to understand where it
all started, and what you are learning from it. This is the only way to be truly aware of exactly what
you are creating, and why you are creating it. Anytime you find yourself out of the moment, examine
where you went, (past, future) and what the issue was which sent you there.
CLEARING YOURSELF
Now you have stopped projecting, pulled yourself into your own space, and are simply being in the
moment, you may then proceed to the third process: the technique of clearing yourself within 30 to
45 seconds. What if we told you there was a place where you are alone, 3, 4, 5 or more times a day,
in complete privacy, and where you basically have nothing else to do but just be? Impossible? No, not
really. That place is, of course, the bathroom! While this might even seem laughable to some of you,
think a moment. If we said you would have to stop your busy schedule even just two times a day to
change your life, and even if we could give you provable results, how many of us would really follow
through? That is why we are suggesting you simply begin the following clearing technique the very
next time you go to the bathroom. In that moment of privacy, whether you are sitting or standing, all
you have to do is:
Using your intent and focus, bring yourself into your own space.
You can either do this in your minds eye, or even better, bring yourself in using your out
stretched hands, as if preparing for a wide embrace.
Remember anything you do on a physical level is always much more powerful in our third
dimensional world than something you simply think about.
Bring yourself into your own space, and place one or both hands over your solar plexus.
Next bring your hands up, over your head, and as you relieve yourself, think clear.
As you think clear, bring your hands down the front midline of your body, down to your
first chakra, as your body does in actuality physically clear itself.
Finish by bringing your hands in again, resting them over your solar plexus.
Up to this point, you have used about 10 to 15 seconds. Now take another 5 to 10 seconds to
simply be in your space, BE in the moment, holding a really good feeling - love yourself (like
you love a warm bath, a beautiful sunset, a walk on the beach). Thats it!
That is all there is to it. Repeat this each time you go to the bathroom during the day, and you
will have consciously cleared yourself and all your fields four, five, or more times each day! Anything
you do with conscious attention and focus everyday, even if it only takes 20 seconds of your time, will
change your life. While it may seem too simple, practice it for just three short days. Your life will
change.
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KEEPING YOURSELF CLEAR WHILE YOU EAT
The last technique I recommend is keeping clear and centered while you are eating. One of the things
we are finding with many of our clients is their kidneys, intestines, and livers are all vibrating in har-
monic resonance, based on the way our clients think and feel while they are eating. Whatever you are
thinking about, feeling, listening to, looking at, or engaged in, while you are simultaneously taking
food into your body, you have now energetically encoded into your food, to be absorbed by all levels
of your body and being.
Because we are all so busy, and may have little time to ourselves, especially at work, what hap-
pens? How many of you eat on the run, using your meal time to think about your problems and your
worries? By holding those kinds of thoughts as you are simultaneously wolfing down your food, what
are you doing? You are taking the energy of your thoughts, whether they are worry, anger, fear, dis-
appointment, sadness, doubt, whatever, and you are sending those vibrations and energetics to every
cell in your body, along with the food you are eating. In addition, the organs where your food spends
the most time is, of course, the most affected.
So how many thousands, or hundreds of thousands of those kinds of thoughts have you sent into
your body? We have found it is very important to do your best to keep your thoughts clear while you
are eating. If there is any conflict around you including what you are reading, watching on TV, or
how you are interacting with those around you, the conflict vibration will be actually absorbed into
your body, right along with the food. If you cant think happy thoughts while you are eating, at least
eat in peace and quiet.
FACING YOUR WORST FEARS
By focusing and tapping into our inner understanding, provided by our Higher Self, our truth turns
our greatest fears into our greatest strengths. Any fear we have and do not explore, as well as com-
pletely understand, takes our energy and drains us of our life force.
Ironically enough, our greatest fears are usually what we have come here to teach. If we look back
on our lives, we are usually sent, or find ourselves precisely where we fear the most, for it is there we
become stronger. We can only be as strong as our weakest weakness or fear. By doing what we fear
the most, we actually accelerate the most. Our fear of death may be only a fear of life or living. Our
fear of abandonment or separation is sometimes only a fear of being able to trust ourselves in the face
of letting go what we know and is comfortable to us. Examples could go on and on, yet the important
point is when you discover what lies behind your fears, your truth and understanding sets you free.
If you face your worst fear, then you can do anything! Strange as it might seem perhaps, doubt and
disbelief are only tools we use to test ourselves.
By being open to facing our greatest fears, and our own personal doubts and
questions, we gain the greatest amount of personal growth, understanding, teaching, and sharing.
This is a path all of us can take. All we have to do is to examine the very things we fear the most. By
addressing, understanding and converting the energy we put into keeping our worst fears at bay, we
change our life.
In order to tap into all the energy we could possibly use, the first step is to release all of the trapped
energy locked into our worst fears. To gain insight into our fear is to be able to address it in such a
way so it may be turned into usable wisdom and knowledge. By focusing on our inner understanding,
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our truth turns our greatest fears into our greatest strengths. Truthfully, if we had to, most of us could
write volumes on whatever focus we have given hours and hours of our lives to understanding, such as
fear, guilt, shame, loneliness. All of us would be a master at anything we have given so much of our
time and focus to. Any fear we do not explore and completely understand takes our energy, and robs
us of our life force.
It would be quite easy to underestimate the importance of examining our fears. One of the greatest
achievements any of us may ever accomplish is to be able to turn our greatest fears into our greatest
strengths. Our subconscious minds are very well aware of this, and if approached in the right way,
they do all they can to assist us to gain clarity and understanding. The very process of achieving clar-
ity and understanding turns all of us into unlimited beings. There is nothing anyone can do which is
stronger or more self empowering than facing their fears.
By doing what we fear the most, we apparently accelerate and grow the most, and unlock the key
to who we are. Moreover, finding our strengths in our fears is usually exactly what we have come to
teach, to help others with, and to help the consciousness of the planet shift or change. finding your
own piece of inner polarity
MY PIECE OF INNER POLARITY
I was able to find my own piece of inner polarity by a natural process which occurred spontaneously
in the fall of 1993. I was in Long Island teaching workshops and seeing clients. For three nights in a
row, instead of being able to sleep, every time I closed my eyes, I was presented within my minds eye,
a series of three pictures. Each picture represented a scene out of my life where I had experienced an
emotional reaction. This may be similar to reviewing ones life the final few seconds before we die.
The first of the three pictures I saw in my minds eye, was a specific event which had occurred
earlier in my life. The second picture in the series was a view of my emotional reaction to the original
event, at the time it occurred. The third picture in the series was how I feel emotionally about the
same event now. I found that if I still experienced any emotional charge around the event, the series
of three pictures would reappear. Picture 1 was still of the original event, presented in a slightly dif-
ferent way. Picture 2 had changed into the emotional reaction I had just experienced from viewing the
original event. Picture 3 was how I feel now about the slightly changed view of the original event.
Each time I continued to experience an emotional charge or reaction around the presented event,
the sequence of three pictures would repeat. Each repetition would offer a slightly different view of the
original event. This would continue, over and over, until I no longer experienced an emotional reac-
tion or charge. Once all the charge was gone for the particular set of visuals, the process would begin
again, offering a completely different event in my life, and the sequence of three pictures would start
all over again. During that three day span, I experienced thousands and thousands of sets of pictures.
After three long nights of processing, I was left with one reoccurring set of pictures.
The experience of the remaining set of visuals was an occasion where I had lost my temper with
Charles, a co-worker of mine many years before. Charles and I had a background of disagreements
on matters of company management. I was the creative consultant for the company. Charles had to
submit reports on proposed projects to me and at times this arrangement led to differences of opinion.
On this particular occasion, Charles and I exchanged words and the event culminated with Charles
grabbing my shirt collar and shoving me up against a wall. Charles yelled at me, Stay out of my
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My reaction at the time was astonishing, both to myself and to others. I blanked out and came to
when I heard my secretary screaming! Apparently, I had picked up Charles and thrown him across
my office. I then proceeded to hit Charles several times, very hard in the mouth, knocking out four
of his front teeth. My secretary came running into the room and her screams of horror brought me
out of my dream-like state. The last time I had hit anyone was in elementary school when I was nine.
Needless to say, I was very embarrassed and amazed at my behavior. Charles and I then spent about
a week away from each other while the company investigated the whole affair. Because Charles had
started the physical confrontation, I was held harmless, and thought the matter was resolved.
Approximately ten days passed and I was sitting in the office of the owner reviewing some of
the current plans to modify our sales approach. Charles happened to pass by the owners office and
paused in the doorway, asking if he could come in to talk to us. Not knowing what to expect or what
else to say, I said it was okay. What Charles had to say was completely unexpected. He began by say-
ing, Ken, I really want to thank you for what you did the other day! The owner and I exchanged
surprised looks, not quite sure what was going to come next. Charles went on to say, You see, I hate
going to the dentist. I really hate going and I have put it off for much too long. I have been needing to
go, but I couldnt force myself to do it. After our fight the other day, I had no choice. The four teeth
you knocked out were caps anyway, that is why they came out so easily. When I went to the dentist to
have them put back in, he found I have a very serious infection in my lower gums. My infection was
so serious, it was beginning to cause poison to drain into my system. If I hadnt gone to the dentist
when I did, my infection might have killed me. While Charles explanation did not excuse my actions,
I felt much better.
I had not thought about this incident with Charles for years. I thought Id completely understood
and released everything around my interaction with Charles. So, it was a surprise when that particular
occasion was the one series of pictures that I could not resolve.
The first of the three pictures I saw in my minds eye was a specific resolved event from my past.
What I did not know at the time and was to discover later, my unresolved incident represented my
own hidden inner piece of polarities. Usually our inner piece of polarity is locked or hidden in a space
of our lives between our conscious recollections. Most times our inner piece of polarity is hidden in a
place where we lost our heads, either out of fear, anger or rage, or when we have become unconscious.
It is different for every person. When you find your own inner piece of polarity (and it can usually
be found within about five minutes), there will almost be a physical feeling of release, like a puff of
smoke going poof. Until our inner polarity is released, we continue to be affected by polarities.
Moving out of polarities is the quickest way to access other dimensions. It is said one of the things
we must face as we leave this dimension, to ascend or transcend to other, higher dimensions is we
have to pass through the Void. The Void has been described as both completely neutral and totally
reflective. What we may face in the Void is the remainder of any of our fears or those pieces of our
own inner polarity we have yet to bring into balance, multiplied by 100 or 1000 times intensity.
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MOVING YOUR POINT OF FOCUS AND CREATION TO YOUR PINEAL CENTER
In the process known as the Living Light Breath, the final procedure is to move your breath up from
your Hara and center it in your pineal. The process itself is described in detail in Section Six. Just what
is our pineal center exactly, and why is it important? Montak Chia, author of several excellent books
on healing and energetic fields of the body, has interesting things to tell us about the pineal gland or
the Human Compass, as he calls it:
The Pineal gland is a cone shaped body, reddish in color, about half an inch in length, and not
much larger than a grain of wheat. It is attached to and situated over the third ventricle of the brain,
weighing about two grains. It is composed in part of nerve cells containing a pigment similar to those
present in the cells of the retina. This strengthens the argument for its function as an eye in earlier
animal species.
In the Taoist terminology, the Niwan-Kung corresponds to this gland. In the cauldron, as it is
known, it is considered to cultivate the highest level of the spirit in practice: Congress of Heaven.
When the gland is fully developed it will tell us where our destination is.
In addition, our pineal center is the point of contact through which higher energy systems surrounding
our body connect. Our pineal is our connection with All That Is as it unifies with our human bio-
logical system. Our pineal center is the energy center for the insurgence and utilization of the Divine
Light, or Clear Light.
According to Dr. David Tansley, a radionics specialist, our pineal center encompasses 972 small
vortices. In Dr. Tansleys book Radionics and the Subtle Bodies of Man, he states our pineal is con-
nected to the Crown chakra, and is formed at the points where standing lines of light cross each other
21 times.
In the book, Vibrational Medicine, Dr. Richard Gerber shares the following information about the
pineal:
The pineal gland is a crystalline structure that receives information from the soul and the subtle
bodies, particularly the astral body. The subtle bodies often act as filters for teachings from the soul
and the Higher Self. From the pineal gland, information travels to the right portion of the brain. If
there is need to alert the conscious mind to this higher information, it passes through the right brain in
the form of dreams. Then the left brain analyzes it to see if the information can be grasped. This often
occurs with clear dreams that offer messages. From the left brain, information travels through the
neurological system, specifically passing through two critical reflex points the medulla oblongata,
and the coccyx. There is a constant state of resonance along the spinal column, between the medulla
oblongata and the coccyx. Properties of the pineal gland resonate between these two points.
Dr. Gerber goes on to state:
On the physical level, the crown chakra represents the beginning stage of ascension into the state
of spiritual perfection. This seventh chakra is tied to the activity of the cerebral cortex and general
nervous system functioning. In addition, the proper activation of the crown chakra influences the
synchronization between the left and right hemispheres of the brain. The crown chakra is also closely
linked with the pineal gland.
For the crown chakra to be fully awakened, there must first occur a balancing of body, mind,
and spirit. In the individual who has an opened crown chakra, the seventh center is represented by an
energy polarity between the pineal gland and the right and left cerebral hemispheres.
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SUMMARY
In summary, remember, doing what you love to do, continuing to bring your joy and presence into
every aspect of your life (physical, emotional, mental and spiritual), centering in the moment, being
unconditional with yourself, and holding compassion for others changes your life more than you can
possibly imagine.
Center yourself in the moment, not projecting anything outwardly. As you center yourself within
your own being, expressing unconditional love for yourself, you begin to resonate more and more of
what and who you truly are. You will find you are able to bring in many more aspects of yourself,
and as you become more holographic, you become very, very powerful. By following this course of
action, you will change your vibration until you no longer vibrate with the lower polarities.
Practice this for a short time and see what happens. Remember, no projections at all no pro-
jection on what you choose for your kids, your partner, or the state of the world! Remember, it all
starts within. As you make even the tiniest change within your own being, it is reflected back to you
from the world you inhabit. Center in your being, loving, respecting, and being one with yourself. Do
your best to always create in a space where you are happy and playful. If you find yourself in a spiral
of emotions or confusion, do something physical, such as dance, play, take a walk end that spiral
and get yourself back into a centered, balanced state. Only create within that space. Love, accept and
honor yourself for the unique being you are. Spend just a few moments a day on yourself and you will
change your life
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CHAPTER THREE REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What does cellular healing address?
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2. What allows more of ourselves to come into our conscious awareness?
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3. Name three areas of our existence available to us on a cellular level in the process of healing
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4. What are the three primary ways HSH accesses our Higher Self, our place of knowing?
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5. What are the nine basic precepts of Heart & Soul Healing?
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9. Why is it important to keep yourself clear while you eat?
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10. If we face them, what do our worst fears turn into?
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11. What does being in the moment mean?
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Chapter Four
Creation and Creatorship
The healthiest attitude is to realize that the unknown is just another term for creation.
No two people share exactly the same universe. Every world view creates its own world.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
Often people attempt to live their lives backwards: They try to have more things or more money,
in order to do more of what they want, so they will be happier. The way it actually works
is the reverse. You must first BE who you really are, then DO what you
need to do, in order to HAVE what you want.
MARGARET YOUNG
Time is an invention. Now is a reality. Our whole energy remains blocked, if held either in
the past or in the future. When you withdraw all your energy from past and future,
a tremendous explosion happens. That explosion is creativity.
BHAGWAN SHREE RAJNEESH
OBJECTIVES
Learn the importance of acknowledging your creations
Define the ideal state from which to create
The ideal place for us to create is from a whole and balanced place within us where we are the finest
reflection of Source we can be. The strange thing about the way most of us create is when we are the
most desperate, driven, stressed, or under some type of force or pressure. In other words, many of us
create when we are forced into making changes. How different our lives would be if we would learn
to create from a place which is playful and happy? Being happy is actually the ideal state from which
to create anything we truly choose to have in our life.
ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR CREATIONS
The most intriguing part of creation is in order to get better at it, we all need to take full respon-
sibility for all of our OWN actions, thoughts and desires. Yes, we said thoughts. Every single little
thought. There is something very powerful and wonderful about taking full responsibility for our
every thought, word and deed. As soon as we are able to do that, our ability to create (and we mean
really magically create all those things we really choose in our life), moves right into place, beside
responsibility. Responsibility is the ability to respond. As we own our part in all the interactions we
attract to ourselves, even the ones we are less than enthusiastic about, we confirm we are creators.
If, on the other hand, we create and do not acknowledge ourselves for what we have created, our
creation ability may begin to shut down and lessen. Let us say you are choosing to manifest a new
house for yourself. As you begin to look at property, and a house comes along which is just about
right, rather than pick it to pieces for the few faults it may have, honor yourself for your ability to cre-
ate something which is very close to your ideal. Thank yourself for what you have created, and claim
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or decree to the Universe you choose to have all the best qualities of the house you prefer. Moreover,
include all the changes you would like to incorporate into your ideal. When we begin to affirm to our
Universe our choices, and our responsibility for everything we are creating in our lives, it is as if our
Universe takes notice. Speak and act only those words and deeds you would consciously choose to have
come directly into manifestation, NOW. In its own way, it all makes perfect sense. If a creator is not
completely responsible for their creations, it could cause a very big mess, very quickly.
IDEAL STATE FROM WHICH TO CREATE
There is nothing more powerful in the universe than an aware, happy, playful person, acting on their
preferred choices by creating and being who they are. In actuality, when we are not true to ourselves,
we are really going throughout our life committing partial suicide. So many of us create from a place
where we are forced to, under unhappy or desperate circumstances, when our bills are due, when our
backs are against the wall, or when it is a do-or-die situation. When we create from such a place of
desperation, our creations are distorted in some way. Our creations will take on some of the essence or
form of our desperate and distorted energy. As we have already mentioned, similar energy or vibra-
tions always attract more of the same type of energy, as everything likes to grow and be more than it
is. When we create from a place where we are doing what we really love to do, we generate the perfect
place from which to create. When we are happy and playful, we are in the perfect flow of our own
life. From such a place, we are at one with all aspects of ourselves, in balance and harmony.
The only difference between any of us and Christ, Buddha, Krishna, or any of the enlightened
masters are three things:
They knew who they were
They were safe with being who they were
They became it, in consciousness and by their words and deeds
In order to create the things we really choose to have in our lives, we not only have to take respon-
sibility for our actions, thoughts, words and deeds, we have to also know who we are. Unless we first
know who we are, we end up wanting and creating things we do not even need. It may even get to a
point where we create a lot of things just to discover who we are by seeing so many examples of who
we are not, and what we do not choose to have in our life.
The most important part of knowing who we are is to first establish a relationship with ourselves.
If we dont know and like ourselves, who is supposed to do it for us? It is when we realize and accept
our true worth, we finally come into our complete power. Complete realization of empowerment
occurs when we let go of any need to receive validation or approval from anyone outside of ourselves.
Empowerment and manifestation of our choices, through conscious creating occurs when we simply
become who we already are: OURSELVES!
There is a timeless space and state between the past and the future. If you are always thinking
about how you could have changed things, or done them differently, you are in the past. If you are
always thinking ahead, with thoughts like, as soon as I get this done, then I can go do that, then
you are living in the future.
When we wish to change something about our life, NOW is the only place any of us can really ever
create change. To change anything in our life, it is required that we be truly living in the moment, in
the now. If we create when our focus is in the past or the future, or we are desperate or panicked, our
creations will then have distortions. Because there is no other time for us except this moment, do what
you love to do as often as you can. Do your best to create in the timeless space of the moment. When
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you are in this space of creation, you are the finest reflection of Source you can be here on Earth.
Third dimensional time also offers each of us a very special gift. Time offers all of us a linear
framework of magic in which we may practice becoming conscious Creators. As we create within the
framework of time, we are offered gradual and physical proof of who, what and where we are on our
path of life expression. The delay brought on by time allows us enough practice time until we get it
right for ourselves. Each moment by moment, instant by instant, is an all new experience. NOW is a
point and a place that we have never been before, never seen before, and never felt before.
Each moment is an experience for the first time. The moment is the source for all of our creative
powers and abilities. Each instant is a fresh access point for magic, and passion and expression for
who and what we truly are.
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CHAPTER FOUR REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What is the ideal state for us to create from?
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2. What happens to creations we manifest when we are in the past or the future as we are creating?
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3. What is the gift time offers us here on the third dimension?
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4. Where is the finest reflection of Source available to us on the third dimension?
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5. Why is it important to acknowledge your creations?
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Chapter Five
THE LIVING LIGHT BREATH
True wisdom is not the kind of knowledge you learn it is the kind you become.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
Within you there is a stillness and sanctuary to which you can
retreat at any time and be yourself.
SIDDHARTHA
OBJECTIVES
Define Living Light Breath
Identify how to breath the Living Light Breath
CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS BREATHING: THE LIVING LIGHT BREATH
Two thousand years ago, a gate or portal was created and opened to all human consciousness by the
Being known as Jesus of Nazareth, or Christ. A special gate, which connects the body and the spirit,
the realms above and the realms below, and the inner worlds with the outer worlds, was created and
opened at the time of His death. The gate or bridge was specifically activated as He took His last
physical breath, and moved into the Living Light Breath. The Living Light Breath is a way to
move into unity consciousness, connect with the Christ consciousness grid, and connect to all living
consciousness.
OVERVIEW OF THE GATEWAY TO THE LIVING LIGHT:
First we connect to Christ at the time He was on the cross, taking His last breath. We next access the
gateway or tube of Light which became activated as He took His final breath of air, while still in the
physical body. In order to visualize or sense this completely, imagine you are floating in the air about
1015 feet above Christs head. From this position, look directly down on Christ as He was on the
cross. From directly above Him, it would look something like this:
Directly above Christs body, a passageway, or tube of Light was created for His Spirit to
reconnect, and travel back to Source. Moving to a position of what it would be like to be Christ on
the cross, move into the experience of His last breath. The original tube of Living Light surrounding
His body was activated as He drew His last breath. The tube of Living Light connects all the way to
Source.
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Imagine yourself within this tube, traveling and drawing your Light Breath all the way from
Source. Bring in the Living Light Breath back down into your Hara Point in your physical body here
on this plane of existence. Repeat this process of travelling with your consciousness up the tube, draw-
ing in the Light of Source, and bringing it back into your physical body, seven times.
On the eighth breath, move the focus of your breath up from your Hara, into your pineal gland,
and continue to breathe from there. Your pineal gland is found approximately midway between the
front, back and side of your skull, and on the level of where your third eye would be located.
OVERVIEW OF THE LIVING LIGHT GATE
Connect to Christ taking His last breath
Float above the cross looking down,
Move energetically onto the cross
Take one last air breath
Access the tube of living light
Imagine drawing Living Light from Source
Bring Living Light back down into your Hara point
Repeat seven times
On the eighth breath, move your breath to your pineal, and keep breathing from there
THE HARA POINT
Your Hara point is found just below your solar plexes. The Hara is the point of exact balance in your
body. If we were to suspend each one of you from a string centered in your Hara, your body would
be perfectly balanced horizontally. Barbara Brennan, the noted healer, states the following about the
qualities and importance of our Hara point:
The Hara exists on a dimensional deeper than the auric field. It exists on the level of intentional-
ity. It is an area of power within the physical body that contains the tien tien (the gate of life). It is
the one note with which you draw up your physical body from your mother, the earth. It is this one
note that holds your body in physical manifestation. Without the one note, you would not have a body.
When you change this one note, your entire body will change. Your body is a gelatinous form held
together by this one note. This note is the sound the center of the earth makes.
BASIC BREATHING LOGISTICS:
The complete breath itself consists of three natural cycles: inhalation, retention (a holding or pause
state), and exhalation, and involves three specific states of focus. The physical aspects or logistics of
the Living Light breath are as follows:.
Sit erect, but comfortably. Always sit with the spine as straight as possible.
Place your hands on, or in your lap, lying or cupped comfortably, either in the first mudra or
with one palm loosely resting in the other. The first mudra is having the tip of each index finger
touch the tip of each thumb on each hand
. Use whatever mudra which feels the most natural to you.
Close your eyes, breathe through your nose, and relax.
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During the entire sequence of breath, keep the tip of your tongue touching the roof of your
mouth, just behind your teeth in the upper part of your palate. Keeping your tongue in the roof
of your mouth connects the two major meridians in your body.
Double lock your anus.
Begin the Living Light Breath by consciously drawing in a normal breath deeply through
your nose, so the air scrapes the back of your throat and flows down against your spine.
Let your breath go all the way down until it cant go any further. You will find it naturally
flows upward into your lower belly and navel.
When your belly is comfortably full, let your air rise and expand your ribs, and let your chest
rise. If your shoulders rise a little, thats okay, but only a little. You are now full of air.
You have filled yourself from bottom to top, from abdomen to chest.
Now empty yourself from top to bottom, from chest to abdomen.
Compress your chest firmly as if an invisible hand pressed upon its center. (Use your own hand
at first if it helps).
You may have been holding your shoulders up. If you were, let them down.
Exhale very slowly and gently for there is no need to rush.
Your abdomen deflates automatically.
You have just completed one complete breath.
Breathe this way several times, relaxing and getting comfortable.
RECAP OF BASIC BREATHING TECHNIQUES FOR THE LIVING LIGHT BREATH
Threefold process: inhale, hold, exhale.
Sit erect.
Place hands in mudra.
Keep tongue on roof of mouth.
Breath in and out of nose, fully and completely into your diaphragm.
Hold breath in abdomen.
Double lock anus.
FIRST PHASE: THE LAST BREATH EXPERIENCE
Imagine the event at Calgary when Jesus was on the cross. Imagine being able to stand in front of
Him, looking up at Him. Without feeling all the emotions this may evoke, simply observe and connect
with Him, without feeling any accompanying pain or sorrow.
Now that you have been able to imagine connecting with Christ, imagine as if you were Christ
Himself, about to take His last earthly breath. Without feeling the physical effects of the crucifixion,
allow yourself to imagine what taking that last breath would be like. Common sensations might be
ones of resignation, sadness, and a feeling a separateness.
Your head, upon taking the last breath (experienced by some as a very deep sigh), seems to be
drawn naturally down, and to the right. If your head feels like it wants to move in this direction, allow
your head and chin to simply fall slightly forward, onto your chest, and then up to the right, as your
body goes limp after taking its final breath.
FIRST PHASE SUMMATION: THE LAST BREATH EXPERIENCE
Imagine Jesus on the cross.
Imagine standing in front of Him, looking up at Him.
Without feeling emotions simply observe and connect.
Imagine as if you are Christ Himself, about to take His last Earthly breath.
Your head may be drawn naturally down, and to the right.
Allow your head and chin to simply fall forward, onto your chest, then up to your right.
SECOND PHASE: MOVING INTO THE LIVING LIGHT BREATH
You are now ready to take your first breath of Living Light. Your head is still in a position of almost
resting on your chest, and is slightly tilted to your right. There may be a very slight feeling of resis-
tance, or a back and forth pulling feeling. At this point you will feel or experience a natural, slight
swing, or half circular motion of your head, up and to the right. As your head completes its semi-cir-
cular movement, down, and up towards the right, a slight upward pulling feeling will be felt in your
crown area. You have now entered the tube of Light, or the portal or gateway created at the time of
Christs death. Imagine you are now spirit, reconnecting with the light of God or Source. Feel yourself
being lifted up, and taken back to your spiritual home. Most people report a sense of lightness and
freedom.
Each time, as you draw in a breath from Source, hold your breath for as long as you can. This
process is called a lock. Eventually you will deprogram yourself that air is necessary for life. Your
goal is to get past that belief. Every time you cross over from physical breathing, into energy breath-
ing, you have in fact died to the old way of being. You experience what is known as a small death.
You become very accustomed to the state of transition across death. After a while, the idea of death
will not frighten you any more. You gain a continuity of consciousness, which passes back and forth
between these two states, with every moment of each and every day. This creates a whole different
concept and connection to unity and conscious being, in your mind, body and spirit. This experience,
when it happens, will transform your life forever.
Continue to breathe in above manner seven times:
Imagine traveling up the tube on your in breath, filling up with the Light of Source, bringing
it into your Hara.
Once you are filled with the Living energy of Source, bring your breath down into your belly,
and hold for as long a you can.
As you hold your breath, lock down the opening to your anus.
Do this by squeezing the muscles of your buttocks tightly together, and then clench the second
set of your muscles found about 12 inches up inside of your rectum. This double lock prevents
any energy from being lost or blown out through your first chakra.
Remember to keep the tip of your tongue resting gently in the soft part of your palate, just
behind your front teeth. This prevents any energy from being blown out your crown chakra,
and keeps you connected in a sealed loop.
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SECOND PHASE SUMMATION: MOVING INTO THE LIVING LIGHT BREATH
Now get ready to take your first breath of Living Light.
Your head is still in the position of resting on your chest, slightly tilted to the right.
You may feel a slight or light feeling of resistance, or a back and forth pulling feeling.
As you take your next breath, a natural swing, or half circular motion, up and to the right,
will occur.
Imagine you are spirit, reconnecting with the light of God, or Source.
Sense you are being lifted up, and taken back to your spiritual home.
There will be a sense of lightness and freedom.
You may experience a light upward pulling feeling felt in the crown area.
You have now entered the tube of Light, or the portal or gateway created at the time of
Christs death.
Each time, as you draw in breath from Source, hold your breath as long as possible.
The process of holding your breath is called a lock.
Continue to breathe in this manner seven times.
With each breath, imagine traveling up the tube on your in-breath, bringing in the Living
Light of Source.
Once filled with the Living energy of Source, bring the breath down into your belly, or Hara
point, and hold.
Double lock your anus. This double lock will prevent any energy from being lost or blown out
through your first chakra.
Keep the tip of your tongue touching soft part of your palate, just behind your front teeth.
This prevents energy from being blown out your crown chakra, and keeps you connected in a
sealed loop.
THIRD AND FINAL PHASE: CONNECTING THE LIVING LIGHT BREATH
TO YOUR PINEAL
On the cycle of the eighth breath, imagine you are drawing your breath directly into your
pineal.
Continue to breathe from this area, and open your eyes. From your pineal, you now will be
able to feel and connect to all of your chakras, in a new and non-polarized way.

EVERY DAY
Please consider making this way of breathing a part of your every waking moment.
Let it become a part of who you are. With this breath, you are now in a place where you feel all
of your chakras simultaneously, as well as each one of your trillions of cells within your own body.
Breathing in this way, you consciously become a part of Unity consciousness, as well as connect to the
Christ Consciousness Grid. Breathing this breath enables you to move into the timeless space of the
Moment, and stay present and aware while connected consciously to God or Source. Breathing the
Living Light Breath is the quickest, easiest, most harmonious way to bring the aspect of Inscension
into your body, and integrate it into your very way of being.
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CHAPTER FIVE REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What did Christ create or leave for us at the time of His death?
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2. What does the gate Christ created connect to?
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3. Name three important things about our Hara point:
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4. Name the three fold parts to breathing:
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5. What is the best way to sit during the Living Light Breath?
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6. Why is it important to place your hands in a mudra, and lock your anus while performing the
Living Light Breath?
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7. Where should you place your tongue during this breathing process?
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8. Describe the process of connecting with Christ as He takes His last breath:
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9. Describe the process of breathing from the tube of light:
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10. Once you are breathing from the tube of light, how many times do you breath this way?
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11. Where do you center yourself after taking your eighth breath through the tube of Living Light?
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12. Now that you are breathing the Living Light Breath, what are you connected to?
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Chapter Six
Major Learning Modalities
Reality is simply what is. We miss it because all most of us see is what we THINK should be
there.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
In conceiving his theory of Relativity, Einstein said the one crucial thing that helped him was
his ability to visualize what it would be like to be riding on the end of a light beam.
UNKNOWN
There are infinite versions of every event, depending upon the observer.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
OBJECTIVES
Identify the three basic ways we learn, using our three major senses
Define VAK
Define eye accessing positions
Describe why knowing the preferred mode of processing is important in relationships
Our body constantly processes an immense amount of information every moment, whether we are
awake or asleep. Information about our environment bombards our senses at the rate of millions of
different stimuli per second. Ninety per cent of all of the motor activity of our brain and our nervous
system is used to gather sensory input from ourselves and our environment. Even though our conscious
mind filters out about 9297% of all stimuli, ALL incoming stimuli is fully received, stored, and filed
by our subconscious. Most of us have a preferred way of learning through our senses, usually highly
specialized by the time we reach second grade.

THE WAYS WE LEARN, USING OUR THREE MAJOR SENSES
Think back about when you were in school. Was it easier for you to remember information if you saw
it up on the board, if you heard the teacher say it, or if you wrote it down? Most of us find we had a
definite preference with the way we were able to receive, learn,and remember information.
The three basic ways we learn are called VAK for short:
Visual
Auditory
Kinesthetic
For each of these methods, or modalities, we usually perceive information first
as external events and then form internal representations, based on our process of
internalization. For example, if we visually saw sights, we stored them as mental pictures. If we heard sounds
and words, we stored them as internal sounds and dialogue. If we gathered information kinesthetically, in
feelings of temperature, pressure, or texture, we then internalized our reaction to such stimuli in feelings
such as motivation, pleasure, discomfort, excitement, fear, etc.
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The process of internalization includes two main filtering systems, and five possible ways to shift
raw data or stimuli received. The two main filtering systems we use are:
Survival: Is the perceived stimuli life supporting, or life threatening?
Known or unknown: Is the perceived stimuli a known quantity, and if not, is it dangerous? How
does the perceived stimuli fit in to any of our prior experiences?
THE FIVE POSSIBLE WAYS TO SHIFT INCOMING RAW DATA ARE:
Accurate perception.
Complete deletion. This occurs if the perceived stimuli offers no reference point to what is part of
the persons culture. One example would be early visitations to the Australian Aborigines by photogra-
phers. Because the Aborigines had never seen a photograph, when handed an enlarged photographic
portrait of themselves, all they reported seeing was a blur of dots!
Selective attention. This occurs when we pay selective attention to certain aspects of our per-
ceived experience, and omit the remaining aspects.
Distortion. This occurs when we internally shift our experience of perceived data to fit in with
our belief structures, unknowingly making it misrepresentation of information
Generalization. This occurs when we form an overall belief, habit, or global conclusion on only
one or two actual experiences.
COMMUNICATION OF INFORMATION IN VERBAL AND NON VERBAL WAYS.
Here is a sampling of process words, made up of verbs, adverbs and adjectives, used to represent
internal experiences as we communicate with others. Which category contains the largest amount of
words and phrases you use most in your everyday communication?
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METHOD MODALITY EXAMPLE
VERBAL Auditory Content, pattern of presentation, words, sounds.
Auditory Voice tone, pitch, tempo, volume, accent.
NONVERBAL Visual Through written words, or printed images.
Visual Our own personal skin tone, body language, head
movements, hand/arm movements, facial expressions,
body posture and breathing
Kinesthetic Manner of touching, amount of pressure applied,
smell, fragrance, quality of dampness or dryness.
LANGUAGE PREFERENCE
A SAMPLING OF VISUAL WORDS AND PHRASES
An eyeful Birds eye view Angle Appears
Aspect Bright Clarity Clear
Clear cut Catch a glimpse Colorful Conspicuous
Crystal clear Dark Dawn Dim view
Discern Envision Examine Flash in the pan
Flashed on Focus Foggy Foresee
Get an image Get a perspective Glanced Glimpsed
Hazy idea Hindsight Horizon Illustrate
Illuminate Imagine In light of In view of
In person Inspect Look Looks like
Make a scene Minds eye Mental image Naked eye
Noticed Peek Obscure Observe
Outlook Paint a picture Perception Perceive
Perspective Picture Plainly see Pretty as a picture
Read Reveal Recognize Scope
Scrutinize See See red See to it
See ya Shortsighted Show off Show me
Sight Sign Sign off Sketchy
Sparkling Starry-eyed Stare Stare into space
Survey Take a peek Tunnel Vision Twinkle
Under your nose Unforeseen Up front Vague
View Vision Watch Witness
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LANGUAGE PREFERENCE
A SAMPLING OF AUDITORY WORDS AND PHRASES
Afterthought Amplify Announce Articulate
Ask Audible Be all ears Be heard
Blabbermouth Call Call on Clear as a bell
Clearly expressed Comment on Deaf as a doornail Describe
Discuss Dissonant Divulge Earful
Earshot Enunciate Exclaim Express yourself
Give an ear Give an account of Gossip Grant an audience
Harmonize Hear Hear from you Heard voices
Hidden messages Hold your tongue Hush Idle talk
Inform Inquire In other words Key note speaker
Listen Loud Loud and clear Make music
Manner of speaking Mention Mutter Noise
Outspoken Overhear Overtones Pay attention to
Power of speech Proclaim Pronounce Purrs like a kitten
Question Quiet Quoted Rap session
Remark Resonate Ringing Rings a bell
Roar Rumor Say Scream
Screech Shout Shrill Silence
Sound Speak Speechless Squeal
State State your truth Suggest Talk
Tattletale Tell Tone Tongue tied
Tune Tune in Tune out Unheard of
Utter Verbal contract Vocal Voice an opinion
Well informed Word for word Within hearing range
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LANGUAGE PREFERENCE
A SAMPLING OF KINESTHETIC WORDS AND PHRASES
Active All washed up Bearable (Unbearable) Beside myself
Boils down to Calm Catch on Cool
Chip off the old block Come to grips with (Un) comfortable Concrete
Control yourself Embrace Emotional Fall apart
Feel Firm foundations Firm Flow
Floating on thin air Forceful Go to pieces Get a hold of
Get a load of this Get a handle on Get in touch with Get the drift
Get your goat Grasp Grip Gut feeling
Hand in hand Handle Hang in there Hard
Head on Heated argument Heavy Hold
Hold on Hold it Hop to it Hothead
Hurt Keep your shirt on Kick Lightheaded
Lay cards on the table Lukewarm Lump in my throat Make contact
Move Not following you Numb Pressure
Pain in the neck Pull strings Pull through Pull away
Push comes to shove Rough Scrape Sensation
Sense Sharp Sharp as a tack Slip through
Smooth operator Soft as a ... Solid Sore
Stiff as a board Start from scratch Stay in touch Stand on
Stiff upper lip Stress Strike Suffer
Tap into Tension Throb Throw out
Tied up tight Tight Tired Touched
Touched base Tough Turn around Underhanded
Warm Weary Whipped
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Not only do we seem to have a preferred way of receiving and storing information, we store it in
places which may sometimes be perceived by others. For fun, ask yourself the following questions and
notice where your eyes seem to dart as you are thinking about this information:
What color were the walls of your bedroom when you were ten years old?
What did your boss say to you when he gave you your last raise?
How did you feel when your first child was born?
What does a pink elephant look like?
Using the following chart, a person with a normally organized left and right hemisphere would
look up and to the left for the answer to the first question, look to the left side (middle) for question
two, look down and to the right for the third question, and look up and to the right for the fourth
question, (presuming you have never physically seen a pink elephant).
EYE ACCESSING
In this diagram, the information accessed appears reversed, yet it is true if you are observing another
person. These guidelines are for the normally organized hemispheres, and some people may be
reversed.

V
C
V
R

A
C
A
R
K A
D
R= Remembered C= Constructed D=Dialogue
V
C
VISUALLY CONSTRUCTED: This area is accessed when a person needs to construct an
image of something they have never seen before, or they are looking at remembered images differently
than they were originally seen, (from a different viewpoint). If a persons eyes access this realm, they
have usually moved into the future to gain the information. A question to access this area of processing
would be: What would you look like if you were twenty years older?
V
R
VISUALLY REMEMBERED: Seeing images of things seen before or as they were seen in
the past. If a person is talking about a trauma or an emotional event, and they access the informa-
tion by looking up and to the left, the shock or charge is primarily around something they saw, or
witnessed. A question to access this area of processing would be: What is the color of the interior of
your current car?
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v
A
C
AUDITORY CONSTRUCTED: When a person accesses their information by keeping their
eyes level, yet moving them to the right, they are hearing sounds or words not yet heard, or not heard
before. They are moving into the future to retrieve this information. A question to access this area
of processing would be: If you and I were to sing Row, Row, Row Your Boat, what would it sound
like?
A
R
AUDITORY REMEMBERED: Information accessed by keeping the eyes level, yet moving
them to the left indicates a person is remembering sounds or words heard before. If a person is talking
about a trauma or an emotional event, and they access the information by keeping their eyes level, yet
moving them to the left, the shock or charge is primarily around something they heard, or spoke. A
question to access this area of processing would be: What does your doorbell at home sound like?
K KINESTHETIC: Feeling emotions, tactile sensations, (sensations of being touched and
touching), muscle movements, etc. are accessed by looking down and to the right. A question to access
this area of processing would be: What does it feel like to run?
A
D
AUDITORY DIALOGUE (Internal): Looking down and to the left indicates you are talking
to yourself about an event or situation, real or imagined. This is the location of the critical judge,
and the nag. Someone who is mulling over a problem, or going over and over something in their
minds without resolving it, will go around with their eyes in this position. A way to access this area of
processing would be: Recite the ABCs.
One of the most important things we can find out about those we are in close interaction or per-
sonal relationship is their preferred method for receiving information. Taking just a moment, please
do the following exercise. Then do the same exercise with your closest business associate, and/or your
closest relationship.
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ARE YOU PRIMARILY VISUAL, AUDITORY, OR KINESTHETIC?
One of the easiest ways to find out which of the three major methods of sorting information is
your preferred method, simply ask yourself what are you most likely to say at the end of your
telephone conversations:
See ya!
Good to hear from you
Keep in touch
Looking forward to.
Thanks for giving me a ring
Hang in there
In an argument would you be most likely say which of the following:
You always tune me out
It all boils down to.....
You are making a scene
This stinks!
You better evaluate this and then decide......
One of the most important elements in creating cohesive, clear and happy partnering is to know
how you are loved, and then share it with your partner. Of these three examples, what would
honestly mean the most to you?
You hear: I love you
You receive gifts, attention or favors
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CHAPTER SIX REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Name the three major ways we process information:
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2. What are the two main filters of the process of internalization?
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3. What are the five ways we shift incoming raw data?
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4. What are four ways we interact when we verbally communicate with others?
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5. What are four ways we non verbally communicate with others?
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6. Give five examples of Visually oriented words:
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9. What does Vr mean in the eye accessing cues, where is it located, and why might it be important
when dealing with clients?
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10. What is your preferred method of receiving information, and why is it important information to
know about those you are close to or work with?
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Chapter Seven
Influences Around us
A person who knows himself as spirit never loses sight of the experiencer in
the midst of the experience.
Deepak Chopra
Remember you have come here having already understood the necessity of struggling with
yourself. Therefore thank everyone who gives you the opportunity.
Gurdjieff
Do not take lifes experiences too seriously.
Above all, do not let them hurt you, for in reality, they are nothing but dream experiences. If cir-
cumstances are bad and you have to bear them, do not make them a part of yourself. Play your
part in life, but never forget it is only a role.
Paramahansa Yogananda
OBJECTIVES
Defining the realms of influence around us:
Influence of the living
Influence of the non living
Influence of humanness and mass consciousness
Influence of thought forms, emotions, and disease
Influence of time
Most of us would agree there is a part of us connected to Source and, therefore, we are each a reflec-
tion or representation of Source. In the Heart & Soul Healing belief system, each of us is connected to
every living being present in our third dimensional domain, whether seen or unseen. In this way, each
of us is a Creator. As one of us experiences something, all others within living consciousness experi-
ence it on some level of their being as well. Each thought, action and emotion we experience affects
and changes us, with each second of every day. On very subtle levels then, thoughts others have for
or about us are picked up by us on some level of our own being. On the cellular level of each of us,
all is known. Keeping this in mind, all of us are possibly being influenced on many levels, by all living
matter around us.
INFLUENCE OF THE LIVING
Anytime we pick up the thoughts, energy, partial essence or fragment of another entity or soul, their
energy may have the ability to affect us on more levels than we realize. What do we mean by this?
How many of us have family members, friends or relationships that, in the past, have left us feeling
drained, or less than energetically optimized?
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If we feel tired at the end of any interaction, our own energy has been used. If we act a certain
way around particular people and as we walk away from them, we give a big sigh of relief, our sigh
indicates we were not able to truly be ourselves in that situation. In cases such as this, our energy was
used, or tapped in on through emotions such as guilt, shame, anger, our desire to please or any and
all of our co-dependent behaviors. According to the testimony of hundreds, if not thousands, of our
clients being influenced by others it appears to be a very common occurrence.
We are living in a time where all things are coming back into balance, and part of the balance
within our dimension is to assist or help free any trapped souls who are still here. It would be an
impossible job for just one person to do this, so apparently many of us have agreed to do our part.
Aiding lost souls or spirits, while more common than usually perceived, most often happens within our
own family and/or friends. In addition, about 10% to 15% of our clients, while in a heightened state of
awareness, report they have psychically aided strangers, or those they did not know personally. Since
most of us have been raised to help and be compassionate, this is not as surprising as it might first
seem. A soul keeper is one who consciously, or sometimes even unconsciously, gathers up lost souls
and keeps them safe until they can be released back to Source. For instance, if you could somehow
psychically see a lost baby or child who was unable to find the Light, would you gather them up to
keep them safe? Most people answer, Of course, I would if I could, in a second!
Some of our clients who pick up the spirits of babies or very small children report the sensations
of feeling pregnant, being tired, feelings of pressure or weight, or a drain to their energy. Effects
include mental, emotional and physical sensations and most of the time involves the client putting on
some actual physical weight, as psychic compensation for energetic pressure caused by the lost souls.
Psychically, our body always knows when there is something in its space which does not belong there.
As reported by a majority of our clients, their bodies may compensate, either by putting on extra
physical weight, or by diverting some of their own energy to keep our balance internally.
Sometimes, after a client has picked up the essence of someone who has died in an accident or died
after a long illness, they may even begin to manifest the deceased symptoms within their own body!
We have case after case of this occurring.
A surprising number of us may turn out to be soul keepers. People from all different areas of
the country, when in discussion with their Higher Selves during a session, find out that they too have
been helping to gather lost souls. Sometimes clients may have just a few souls with them, or a dozen,
but some of the clients we work with have found hundreds, or thousands, of lost souls and spirits. We
show these clients a more balanced and harmonious way to keep fulfilling the soul keeper part of their
assignment or mission, without causing energy drain to their physical, mental or emotional self.
Sometimes clients come to us after moving into a new home or area where souls or spirits may have
previously gathered, and now need to be released. The client has not taken the spirits onto themselves
personally, yet the souls or spirits seem to hang about, stirring up trouble. Any dwelling or place can
be dehaunted in a matter of minutes safely, quickly and effectively. Again, we strongly believe there
are never any accidents or coincidences, even about the places we choose to live and work. If we have
been drawn to a strange or spooky feeling place, there is a reason for it. Each one of our choices, both
big and small, fits into the bigger picture of our life. We can understand all those pieces if we will
simply remain alert, aware, and conscious of all of the different areas and situations we are drawn
to.
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INFLUENCE OF THE NON-LIVING
Most of the time, specific reasons for apparent attachment are discovered in each individual session,
and will differ greatly from person to person. We present here a very condensed list of general reasons
for spirit/energy attachment, (keeping in mind each client and session is unique and different, and the
exact reason may be a combination of several reasons).
The engaging or attaching energy/spirit:
Was confused, or didnt know they had died
Experienced sudden or traumatic death or suicide
Had a fear of going to hell or of being punished
Unsure of where else to go, so remained around familiar territory
Had obsessive attachments to living persons or places
Felt guilty or had an inability to forgive themselves for deeds done
Had strong bonds of love or devotion to family or friends
Had a deep attachment to their body
Desired to comfort or help a living person unknown to them: someone scared, abused, lonely
or depressed. Energetic attraction might occur with phrases such as, Isnt there anyone out
there to (love, care, want) me?
Was under the influence, or had addictions to drugs, smoking, food, alcohol or sex,
and found someone with a similar or like vibration.
Had a sense of unfinished business, unfulfilled mission, or undelivered communication
Had a desire for revenge or vengeance
Had unfinished karmic agreements with a particular person or group
Was afraid and sensed love, compassion or caring from a particular person who had
wandered onto the death scene to be of assistance, or was curious
Was drawn back to a grieving loved one who did not want to release them
Had concern over the fate of their family and children
Had made a prior promise (Ill never leave you)
Was ashamed of their former actions and really didnt want to face their families or
loved ones, who had already gone into the light.
Was an aborted baby, not named/acknowledged, properly buried or mourned
WHAT SPECIFIC BEHAVIORS, STATES OF BEING, OR LIFESTYLES
ARE THESE ENERGIES ATTRACTED TO?
A person is most vulnerable to spirit/energy engagement or attachment if they:
Have had a serious illness, were hospitalized, or had surgery
Have taken excessive medication or been under anesthetics
Have a great deal of stress, exhaustion, fatigue or burnout
Have a devitalized nervous system
Abused alcohol or drugs
Used a Ouija board, attended seances, or invoked black magic rituals
Channel, or play around with unknown psychic phenomena
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Willingly involve themselves with dark forces
Experience extreme states of emotional or mental confusion
Are extremely negative or exhibit antisocial behavior
Experience states of anger, resentment or fear
Are extremely lonely or depressed
Harbor strong thoughts of hatred, vengeance, or revenge
Have extreme insensitivity to the suffering or pain of others
Are extraordinarily willful or stubborn
Habitually lie or show a complete lack in consciousness
Have low self esteem, despise self, or have pervading feelings of guilt
Exhibit a complete dedication to preserving their self image of perfection, rigid and
unyielding behaviors
Display a narcissistic attitude and extreme self-centeredness
Have feelings of being useless and unwanted
Are willing to do anything to gain extraordinary psychic gifts, material possessions,
or physical or sexual control over others
Experience continuing states of jealousy, greed, envy, lust or cruelty
Are in battle or combat duty, or in life threatening situations
Are in a physically or mentally abusive situation
Harbor obsessive thoughts of power and control
Had a severe mental, physical, or emotional trauma
Are in a state of loss or grieving over a loved one
Had an organ donation or transplant
Had experienced amputation of limbs or severe wounds
Experienced sexual contact through a rape or incest
Experienced severe depression or self destructive feelings
Suffered a fall with a blow to the head
Had a NDE (near death experience)
Had an OBE (out of body experience)
Had any terminated pregnancy or stillbirth
Are around morgues, funerals, cemeteries, or hospitals
INDICATIONS OF RECENTLY FORMED SPIRIT ATTACHMENT
In and of themselves, these indications do not necessarily mean a person is under the influence of
a spirit. However, when they appear in a pattern or combination, spirit attachment is a possibility.
Indications may range from only a minor illness, a negative change in attitude, to a complete change
of personality. Common sense and careful observation are important to maintain. As with any physical
symptom, have all symptoms thoroughly checked out by a physician.
Sudden onset of fatigue without apparent cause
Persistent lowered energy level or feelings of energy drain
Mental states such as hysteria, mania, aversion, amnesia, or hallucinations
Deep depression or suicidal tendencies that have no logical cause
Feelings of not feeling yourself, of being shadowed, something around you that feels not
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right, people telling you that doesnt seem like you.
Abrupt changes in behavior or personality: rapid mood swings, uncontrolled temper, violent
rages, actions out of character, inappropriate use of language, new compulsive or obsessive
behavior patterns, new habits such as smoking, drinking, drug use, or overeating, impulsive
behavior, doing things without thinking of consequences, unusual reactions to everyday
circumstances
Unusual physical symptoms which have no explainable cause
Lengthy internal dialogues, arguments, or conversations, mentally or verbally, or
hearing voices in your head
Hallucinatory visions
Exhibiting new habits, interests, personality traits, speech patterns, or idiosyncrasies
after surgery, hospitalization or the death of a loved one or close friend
Unusual discernible behavior and personality changes following an accident, blow to the
head, emotional trauma, or moving to a new location
Difficulty in staying focused, or with logical mental activities, as well as problems with
poor concentration
DEGREES OF SPIRIT ATTACHMENT
SHADOWING
Perceived as outside the physical body
Vague feelings of being observed or having someone present around you
Mild influence
OPPRESSION
Perceived as inside the auric field
Greater emotional affect, beginning of sudden mood swings or unusual emotional thoughts
OBSESSION
Perceived as actual invasion of the physical body
Invading entities bring in their own habits, mannerisms, phobias, allergies, and personalities
Can cause untraceable physical conditions such as headaches, breathing difficulties,
weight gain, fatigue, unusual heart problems or changes in blood pressure or heart rate
Compulsive behavior, unusual or undesirable habits
Depression and/or suicidal thoughts or urges
Emotional outbursts, violent crying, rages, temper tantrums
POSSESSION
Original persons psyche and conscious behavior is completely pushed aside to allow in
the invading entity
Complete control over the body, speech patterns, thoughts expressed, behaviors and
mental processes
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SOME INTERESTING CHARACTERISTICS OF EARTH BOUND ENTITIES
Each entity encountered is individual and unique, with their own personality and story. A few general
observations have been noted in the several thousand sessions which have been conducted, but are
certainly not true in every case.
Many times the entities have experienced sudden death or are murdered
Many times they are confused, dont know they are dead, and dont know they are in a
body that is not theirs
Remaining exactly as they were moments before their deaths they seem to be holding on
to the death trauma or final emotional thought
Experience no aging, spiritual growth or change, once they decide to stay
Often they are tired and are quite willing and ready to leave
If, at the moment of their deaths, they were drugged by anesthesia, medicine, alcohol or
drugs, they remain in a spacy or confused state
Those who have been beheaded at death most often need to relocate their heads to
understand the situations and life lessons properly
Those who commit suicide continue to feel hopeless and depressed
Some never looked up to see the light because they were so concerned with the fate of
loved ones left behind, or were bent on getting revenge or vengeance
Earthbound spirits are no smarter than when they were alive, since they have experienced
no growth or change
Most earthbound spirits simply dont know where else to go, and once they perceive a
known and loved one that comes for them from out of the light, they are quite willing
to leave
Many times, a belligerent earthbound spirit will have a dark energy or spirit within itself
that needs to be released into the light first.
A possessing spirit is intent on finding a home, forming a strong attachment to the
host. Many times the possession spirit doesnt even particularly care for the host
The more negative and/or demonic energies can be quite appealing, fascinating or seductive
in their guise and approach.
TYPES OF POSSESSION:
Spirit of a dead person
Fragment or breakaway of ourselves from another time, past, parallel, or future
Mind of a living person
Family hex, curse or spell
Repercussions of a spell, curse or hex we have placed on others
ET (extra terrestrial), or Multidimensional negativity
Demonic
Devic/elemental
Environmental possessions/haunting
Energy consciousness of disease (Cancer, Arthritis, Radiation, Parkinsons, etc)
Energy consciousness of a thought form (hate, rage, anger, death, etc.)
Souls or etheric babies we have pulled in our space in order to keep them safe
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SPECIFIC FORMS OF PSYCHIC ATTACK AND ATTACHMENT
The forms attachment and attack can take are numerous and extremely varied. We present a general
list of some of the many types which may appear:
Discarnate human souls, disembodied or earthbound spirits
Misplaced, lost, wandering spirits
Spirit or soul fragments (either from a living person or a deceased spirit)
Negative energies:
Spells & curses
Hexes
Bewitchments and enchantments
Evil eye
Sorcery/witch thought fragments
Demonic beings
Dark ones
Watchers
Grids:
Woven or interwoven grids
Hidden, concealed or disguised grids
Inscribed or etched grids
Holding patterns or grids to prevent movement or flow
Holographic grids
Thought forms
Bands of thought forms such as cancer, death, alcoholism, obesity, fear, or death
Focused thought forms
Spirals or swirls of thought forms
Sound vibrations and frequencies having a pattern, shape or particular pitch
Light or color bands having a pattern shape, or frequency
Shapes:
Sacred or geometric shapes
Symbols
Hidden, clocked, disguised, concealed shapes
Inscribed or etched shapes
Elemental and devic forces
Little people (trolls, imps, gnomes, fairies)
Imprint shadows (ghosts) of atmospheric film
Vritties (Powerful negative thought forms or energies that influence a large area such as
found in former Nazi concentration camps)
Implants and probes
Multidimensional beings:
ET entities
Supernovas or bands of light
Vibratory beings
Forms not considered human
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Manipulating elements of any kind
Controlling elements of any kind
Any anti-life force
These different forms can be attached to any of the various bodies: the mental, emotional, etheric,
physical or spiritual bodies, or could be located in the auric field. Directive questions will reveal the
location, entry point, and reason for attraction of the specific entities with each individual.
THE FREEING AND LIBERATION OF SOULS AND SPIRITS
The healing miracles of Christ have been proclaimed and examined throughout the ages. One of the
most important areas of Christs ministry is still obscured and undefined even today. While it is gener-
ally acknowledged as possible by most Biblical scholars today that Jesus healed the sick, restored the
sight of blind men, cured leprosy, made water into wine, and even perhaps raised the dead, one area
of Christs ministry still remains enigmatic, unfathomable and incredible to many.
The New Age Bible states one of the most important reasons for the coming of Christ was for Him
to break the spell between man and evil discarnates and elemental spirits, and to exorcise demons
from the minds of mankind. This practice was referred to as the casting out of demons. While
many of these passages, giving specific details as to how Christ performed this are still included in
our Bibles, little mention of it is made by lay priests and pastors in todays teachings. Attempts to
understand this part of human nature and its relationship to our psyche has been limited, since many
of us tend to discount the invisible energies of our world. There is a general lack of knowledge about
unnatural influences of energy upon us. Even today, the very idea there may be unfriendly spirits
attached to us, not to mention the possibility of demonic possession is so scary and threatening that it
is not a comfortable topic for most of us.
In truth, the casting out of demons, or spirit releasement did occupy a conspicuous place in the
healing ministry of the Messiah and its importance was stressed as essential in the training of His dis-
ciples. Jesus had an understanding of the types of thought forms and energies which can be manifested
through mans mind.
Through His teachings, He sought to release any type of energy attachment affecting those who
came to Him for healing. He taught His disciples the importance of casting out demons, and He
stressed the art of exorcism as fundamental to complete healing. Jesus not only had the ability to heal
the outer afflictions of the physical body, He also had the ability to uncover and release the inner
invisible disorders affecting the mental, emotional and spiritual bodies of man. Obsession was so
prevalent at that time, demonology was a familiar subject to Jews of that day, as was the knowledge
of its far reaching effects as a cause of disease. Jewish rabbis and Catholic priests studied and were
instructed in the art of exorcism. The Catholic Church, even today, will perform the rite of exorcism
under certain circumstances. In fact, all the early writings of the Chinese, Egyptians, Hebrews and
the Greeks showed they generally attributed mental disorders to demons which had taken possession
of an individual.
Unknown, or unrealized by many, is the fact that in the New Testament at least one fourth of
the healings performed by Christ consisted of the casting out of unclean spirits. There are over forty-
two references to the release of spirits by Jesus. The writers of the Gospels set obsession apart as an
entirely different illness or malady from any other condition which was described.
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Among the individual healings by Christ recorded in the New Testament, seven healings were the
releasing of spirits: five men, one boy and one girl. In each case, Jesus used different and specific
methods in obtained cures, addressing each spirit as a recognized entity, separate from the host body
or mind. Christ knew and could recognize the intelligence of the energies He was working with, and
He also realized the individuality of the different specific attachments.
One of the most important things to realize was Christ did not destroy the attaching energies of
evil. Even while Christ was engaged in healings, He was also instructing the disciples. One of His most
important missions was to teach soul releasement to his disciples, and for them in turn to teach their
disciples, on how to transmute negative energies from the lower realms of the astral world.
The first act of exorcism or spirit releasement is recorded by both Mark and Luke, and was among
the earliest events in the healing ministry of Christ. Some of the passages in the New Testament which
reflect the various methods Christ used to recognize and release lower vibrations from man are:
Matthew 11:1421, Mark 9:1129, Luke 9: 3742, Matthew 9: 27, Matthew 8: 1415, Mark 7: 2430,
Matthew 15: 2128, and Luke 7: 110.
Hippocrates, Plato, and Aristotle all studied and wrote about mental disorders. Beginning in eigh-
teenth century Europe, the concepts of obsession, possession and exorcism were overshadowed by the
rise of rational thinking and scientific advancements. Modern man put his faith and trust into only
those things he could see, feel or hear.
The curing or healing of obsession or spirit attachment today is seldom attempted even in todays
time because it is so little understood, and is usually classed as a form of insanity or various nervous
disorders. More and more books like Dr. Edith Fiores, The Unquiet Dead and Dr. Brian L. Weisss,
Through Time Into Healing are now appearing in major book stores throughout the world.
Similar types of stories are being brought to the big screen with movies like The Sixth Sense,
Prelude to a Kiss, and Ghost. By quietly introducing this age old topic into our lives as entertainment
and non-threatening literature, this once frightening and uncomfortable topic may finally be under-
stood and accepted.
INFLUENCE OF HUMANNESS, RELATIONSHIPS AND MASS CONSCIOUSNESS
All interactions involve one form of energy exchange or another. Some exchanges are equal, some are
not. Some exchanges could be viewed as positive, life affirming, and supportive, while others could be
viewed as stressful, energy depleting and detrimental. One of the most interesting things that I have
observed in most of the clients who come to see me is that they have a thought pattern, energy, or
entity attachment with them. To some degree, these attaching energies interfere with the quality of
their relationships.
Every interaction which involves another is created by co-agreement. Many such interactions are
the result of prior agreements, an unresolved karmic debt, or even the attachment of a breakaway, or
even a fragment of ourselves from long ago, which had never been able to make it to the Light. Such
interactive agreements could also occur as some part of a mission clients have agreed to work on.
Many different thought patterns or mental programs have a direct impact on the quality of our
relationships. If we have been involved in a series of hurtful or painful relationships, our ego starts to
keep score. If our ego receives too many shocks or traumas, it would only make sense for it to keep
us as protected and safe as possible by keeping us out of love. Our ego and mental mind might make
assumptions from experiences we have had. Such assumptions will usually get changed into programs,
such as: If I fall in love, it will bring me pain and sorrow. If I fall in love, I will be left and abandoned.
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If I fall in love, I wont be able to show who I really am, and so forth. If we had enough of these types
of experiences, perhaps we might make a decision such as: It is too dangerous to love or it is unsafe to
love. As if this wasnt bad enough, each time we choose to learn another lesson about love, each new
program generated will pile up on top of any old ones, one right on top of another, until we may have
hundreds of conflicting messages about love.
For example, if we came in to learn about love, and we experienced hatred, deceit,and betrayal,
we might be hesitant to be fully open to the experience of love the next time around. On the other
hand, if we came in to learn about love, experienced separation and pain, yet finally ended up having
love, we might have fed a program into our subconscious that we can have love, but only if we experi-
ence pain and separation first! Certain segments of our lifes experiences may end up being confusing
to us from a mental, emotional and spiritual prospective. Until we are either able to go back to Source,
or get in touch with our Higher Self, it is almost impossible to fully understand the big picture of
what is actually happening in our lives. All of our lessons need to be understood physically, mentally,
emotionally and spiritually. Our Higher Self, since it has all of eternity, seems not to care if it takes a
while for us to get it. When we choose to learn all facets of a spiritual lesson such as love, doing so also
includes presenting ourselves with aspects of the exact opposite, or polarity of such an overall lesson.
Experiencing both sides of emotions (such as love and hate), ensures we get a well rounded education
in every aspect of our chosen lesson.
For example, if we had come in to learn about love, we might find ourselves being drawn into
several different experiences about hate. Although unusual, this certainly would be an interesting self
test or challenge for us to see if we could always find our balance, no matter what was happening to
us or around us. We might repeat such lessons several different times or ways just to see how long it
takes to return to a state of balance and love. Having such experiences does not mean anything was
wrong with us, it just means we have chosen an interesting and challenging way to learn.
Unless we are willing to have a relationship first with ourselves, who else do we
really expect is to going to choose to have one with us? In addition, if the relationship we have with
ourselves does not honor our true creative expressive self, then it is unlikely anyone else is going to
experience or honor us either. Furthermore, if we hold back from others who we really are, no one
can ever truly be in a relationship with the real us anyway. If we dont enjoy ourselves, and our own
company, why would we think anyone else would enjoy our companionship, or choose to be with us?
INFLUENCE OF THOUGHT FORMS, EMOTIONS, AND DISEASE
How many thoughts have been given, through time itself, to diseases such as cancer, arthritis or diabe-
tes? How many of us have been sad, lonely, or frustrated? How many combined thoughts does it take
from our mass consciousness to generate enough energy for the subject or theme being focused on to
energetically come alive? Over the years, through our client sessions, we have talked to hundreds of
such consciousnesses: Cancer, radiation, killing, war, suicide, hatred, greed, to name just a few. In
the realm of a polarized dimension, such as our three dimensional world, both sides of the coin have
to exist for the consciousness within that dimension to grow and learn. Think back on your own life.
In the past, have you made some of your greatest changes when you were forced to, or pressured by
circumstances around you?
The question to ask yourself is: Are we victims or are we creators? We believe all of us are cre-
ators. There are many ways to learn and many methods to bring our lessons to us. What if the very
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essence of the energetics you grew up in was the very thing you came here to Earth to balance and
teach? For example, as spirit, if you knew how to truly love, would you go to those people or places
which already knew all about love? Or would you, on a spirit level, agree to go to places where there
might be killing or hatred to help and assist parts of the consciousness and the planet, who had no
idea about true love or compassion? How many of you were different from your family? Could it
have been that you came to teach them something they might not have known anything about? Once
you come into balance with energetically challenging polarities you experience in your own life, you
then logically have the potential to help balance the very same issues and challenges within our mass
consciousness. As one of us gets it, we all get it. In our third dimensional world, in order to balance
certain polarities (for example child abuse), it appears the beings who have come to do this would need
to pick up a piece of the very same polarity, most often by living it.
By accessing pieces of energetic consciousness, thought forms and diseases our clients bring to us,
we are able to tap into the overall consciousness surrounding their challenges and bring them back into
balance. In addition, anything we have experienced for ourselves we will have the most compassion
for.
THE INFLUENCE OF TIME
In working with thousands and thousands of clients, we have discovered the only place you can access
true change within your being is in the moment. In fact, now is the point of change for our whole
universe. If you are not in the moment, there will always be some form of distortion. Time, that ever
elusive element which defies true definition within our three dimensional physical world, is actually
only a measure of change. I believe it has been rightly said we are all spirit, simply here, having a
physical experience. As spirit, we live outside of time. Time restricts or confines many of us to a linear
way of thinking, separating us from our true holographic selves. Strangely enough many of us have
a concept that the future is easier to change than the past, since the past is locked in. Perhaps past
and future lives are all the same, and merely represent metaphorical points from which to understand
ourselves and our lives better. By accessing wisdom and understanding from the stored events we all
carry around within us, we are able to understand and see the Big Picture, the Plan, the 'Why' and
'How Come' of what we are really doing physically and spiritually.
It is important to utilize a practical, down to earth approach that we can apply in our daily lives,
right here, right now. The real proof and value of any information we receive is if it enriches and sup-
ports our life today, as it helps us to understand more of ourselves in a straight forward and applicable
way.
There is a timelessness state on the cellular or energetic level of our being. By directly access-
ing that timeless state within our own cellular being, we access direct self knowledge and wisdom.
Accessing our self wisdom in the NOW is like receiving the knowing of hindsight, without wait-
ing five or ten years to get it. It is a way to understand, without having to emotionally retrau-
matize ourselves by going back through every traumatic experience one by one, until we finally
access where the original imprint occurred. All of us have had times in the past where we have
been stopped or challenged because our emotions were so overwhelming or painful. During
those times our self-preservation instinct cut in and short circuited incoming information, mak-
ing those experiences somewhat inaccessible to our conscious mind. On our cellular level, our
subconscious, super conscious and inner minds blend and integrate with our Higher Self to give us the
information we need, all within a clear state of awareness.
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In the past, time itself may have been a challenge in our lives. Few of us feel as if we have suf-
ficient time to do all we have to, or choose to. One thing I hear, no matter what part of the country I
am in or what part of the world I happen to go to, is most of us dont feel as if we have enough time.
Even worse, most of us dont make or take time out for ourselves for the things we truly consciously
choose or love to do. As a result, one of the topics we focus on in our workshops is the timeless space
available for everyone and which may be experienced by all of us, as we stay in the moment.
The only way any of us can truly BE here completely is to be 100% present in the moment. The
only thing which keeps any of us out of the moment is all of our unfinished business: our fears, our
doubts, our lack of trust, as well as our unresolved interactions. One thing we are personally commit-
ted to is to be in the moment as much as we possibly can. When we find ourselves out of the moment,
we simply notice where we were and why we were there, and then return ourselves back into the pres-
ent moment of the now.
THE END OF TIME
As all of us can simply BE, we may reach the END OF TIME so many of us have heard about, or have
been waiting for. Maybe, the end of time as we know it is simply moving into the timeless state of the
now, and simply being. When you are in the moment, you are timeless. Perhaps the true purpose of
time is to focus us so we can exist in the moment. In addition, what if the true gift of having a physical
body is simply to provide each of us with a constant and consistent anchor point for now?
One of the very biggest polarities of all in our third dimensional world is the one of time. The
pull of the past and the tug of the future both serve to distract us from the only place we can ever be
anyway: the moment of now.
The quality of the moment should never be underestimated. As we all look within, understanding
the larger picture of all the experiences we have had, these old lives do fade away, no longer claiming
our energy and psychic attention. We store the wisdom and knowledge those events bring and release
the rest, bringing harmony and balance of the moment into our lives. In place of past lives, we now
simply have memories of lessons that have become a part of our knowingness. For us, times and places
from long ago no longer have any literal meaning or emotional charge. As soon as they became a part
of our learning and knowing, they changed and passed into a space of timelessness. Whether these
experiences were on this planet or other planets, whether they were yesterday or tomorrow, does not
matter any more. Every dimension, every reality is probably just a living illusion we have created in
which to learn and grow.
Take just a moment and look at the way you internally hold your own personal idea of now. Does
your own personal now hold ideas from your past attached to it, about what used to be? Strange as it
may sound, what just happened to you a moment ago is not actually connected to what is happening
to you right now, unless YOU choose to connect those two points of time!
For most of us, our ideas about life and ourselves are maintained by the fabric of our reality, as it
was. These ideas are held in the mind as memories and in our bodies as imprints. Strange as it might
seem, 'what was' only exists as an idea. In addition, for most of us our idea of what was also contains
part of the collective idea of the society we chose to be a part of and will, therefore, reflect a part of
our mutual agreement of the consciousness of our society.
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By choosing a new idea about now, we can create a new reality for ourselves, not bound, limited or
restricted by others. If we are in the moment, we can let go of what was and be freed to create what
never has been. What is right here right now is actually a state beyond language, beyond time bound
restrictions and beyond even the limits of our conscious society-linked mind. As soon as you let go of
your ideas, memories and imprints about what was or will be, you automatically access what is.
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CHAPTER SEVEN REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. Name five reasons a soul or spirit might not go home to Source when the physical being dies:
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2. Name four specific behaviors or lifestyles lost souls or spirits are attracted to:
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3. Give four indications of recently formed spirit attachment:
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4. Name two of the four degrees of spirit attachment:
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5. Give five interesting characteristics of earth bound entities:
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6. Name three of the twelve types of possession:
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7. Name four specific forms of psychic attack or attachment:
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8. Name two types of thought forms, emotions, or the consciousness of a disease, which may influence
us:
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9. How does time affect us?
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Chapter Eight
Being Here
Sensuousness, which encompasses the whole range of physical delight, is often considered low
compared to the heights the soul can reach. But spirituality must also be sensuous, because a
spiritual person is one who lives fully in the present moment, which means living fully in the
body.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
Your emotions are the most present centered thing you have. An emotion is a thought
linked to a sensation. The thought is usually about the past or the future,
but the sensation is in the present.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
Live in the present, for it is the only moment you have.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
OBJECTIVES
Finding out who you are
The use of clarity of purpose and a mission statement
Occupying your body
Experiencing your holographic self
How to live in the state of Miracles
FINDING OUT WHO YOU ARE
No matter how social or popular any of us may be on the outside, there is an inner secret self. Within
this deeply private and individual space the real us lives, each with our own list of lifes questions.
Who am I? Why am I here? What am I supposed to be doing? Why do I seem to create the same things
over and over in my life when I am trying so hard to do better? Why dont I feel happier? Why does
it seem like a part of me is missing?
As we ask these questions of ourselves countless times throughout our lives, we begin to search
high and low for the answers. We look for answers among our friends and family, educators and
philosophers, through countless books, a variety of seminars and workshops, different forms of coun-
seling, and all forms of personal and social interactions. Very rarely do we seem to find the types of
answers that completely satisfy our inner desire to know ourselves. Many of us have heard the state-
ments, All the answers are within you, Know yourself and Go within.
All well and good you might say, great advice, or maybe even universal truth, but so what? If
it were that easy, all of us would have accessed our truth and knowing a long time ago. Yet strange
enough for the vast amount of time each one of us ends up spending with ourselves over the range of
our lifetime, the discovery of our true self tends to be one of the most complex, puzzling and compli-
cated assignments we will ever undertake. Our task is really a very simple one. It is like searching for
something you already are. The unknowable is not knowable, it is only be-able. YOU are the only
authority of what is good for you. Who actually knows more about you than you?
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Our best clues to who we are can be found in all the questions we have about our lives. Time after
time, when we are ready to receive information, the answer pushes our questions to the surface of our
mind, to be perceived and asked. Having a question means we are ready to understand the informa-
tion. If the answer were not already within us, it would not even be in our reality to ask our question
in the first place.
CLARITY OF PURPOSE AND USING A MISSION STATEMENT
To find out what we are doing here and what our purpose is, we first have to discover who we think
we are. So, who are you? Are you your face, your body? Are you your personality? Are you your
career? Are you the same person you were five years ago, ten years ago, or even five minutes ago?
And what about why you are here? What about that?
An excellent and useful tool for defining who and what you are, what you have done and what you
are here to do, is making a personal mission statement. Throughout life, I have kept a list of goals
and plans for what I choose to achieve. However, it wasnt until 1987 when I went to assist my uncle
Drunvalo in setting up the Nacall Mystery School, that I wrote out a formal mission statement. This
is it, from 1996!
Besides choosing to be a healer of healers, I also chose to be a finder of lost souls, to create a space for
them to be able to return home, completely and safely, to Source. I was also told by my Higher Self
that I was here to help bring balance to polarities, and to bring back truth and harmony, to remove
multidimensional negative energy, returning it to where it belonged. In November 1992, my Higher
Self added that I was to begin teaching and sharing my work. Spirit has a very fast way of working
within one month I was contacted by a former client who sponsored a class in North Carolina.
Shortly after beginning to teach I founded the Institute of Multidimensional Cellular Healing. I have
been teaching what is known as Heart & Soul Healing since that time.
The latest addition to my mission statement, added in August of 1993, is that I am here to love,
and to be all I can be. Each of these additions over the years has changed my life and my work com-
pletely. My mission statement meant I was to meet each person where they were and be prepared to go
with them to any dimension, any universe, any reality, any situation that was necessary, without being
afraid. I was to create a space, rather than hold or get into the clients own space. To do this, I must
address every issue and fear that I possess, for I can only assist those who come to me to the degree
that I am clear within myself. Doing this type of work means I must allow for a constant change and
process, while achieving harmony and balance. My choice of profession requires me to let go, moment
by moment, of my current reality and even the I that I believe myself to be. I have had to 'let go'
in order for my linear mind to easily flow with the ever increasing energy, to be able to think and to
act holographically. In the end, everything I knew, worked with and loved changed.
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MY MISSION STATEMENT
1. I am a healer of healers
2. I am a finder of lost souls, and I return them home, completely and safely, to Source
3. I am here to bring balance to polarities, bringing them back into truth and harmony
4. I am here to remove multidimensional negative energy and send it back where it belongs
5. I am here to teach and share my information
6. I am here to love and be all I can be.
It seems our task here on Earth is always to find ourselves and know ourselves. One way that I
have found to make finding myself a little easier is to list all the things that I have been: physically,
mentally, emotionally and spiritually. As I began to open up more and more to who I am, what I have
done, and where I have been, my list grew longer and longer. Here are just a few examples I currently
have on my list:
The list goes on and on and it expands every day. I suggest to everyone that you make a similar
list of all the different hats that you have worn over time.
STAYING PRESENT
If we are not 100% here, we have abandoned ourselves. Chances are we will probably never feel safe
or whole until we commit to being here, fully present in our bodies, 100%. This is one of the most
important keys to understanding our lives. The real test is to be here, and to be the total and complete
being we are. By spending time reliving our past, worried about the future, or using our energy to
keep out of our own bodies by disliking them or feeling bad about them we never reach the timeless
state of the moment. Once we access timelessness we discover time itself collapses and we automatically
have access to our sacred, holographic and complete selves! All aspects, abilities, and wisdom from our
complete selves are found and available to us in the space of the moment. Remember, we do not have
to do anything or go anywhere to find our true selves we are already them! All aspects and abilities
we are and we have are now existing, right here in the moment. The moment is a state of being. The
moment is not a place we have to go somewhere to find. The moment is easily and naturally accessed
by all of us as we let go, get out of our own way, and simply be who we already are. The easiest way
to access and be present is being fully in our bodies, focused and present, showing up more than we
have ever done before, being a committed listener, being spontaneous, and speaking from the truth
of our heart.
OCCUPYING YOUR BODY
One the biggest causes of energy drain is the simple fact a lot of us are not fully here! Very few of
us are actually present 100% of the time. Remember, if we are out of the moment, we are not really
here. We may begin to experience lack of focus or poor concentration, as so much of us remains out
of the moment.
There are basically two schools of thought in metaphysics: Disembodied and Embodied. We believe
in the Embodied way. Through processes like Heart & Soul Healing it is safe and comfortable to
occupy your body and own your own space. As you discover the reasons it might have been challeng-
ing or unsafe in the past to fully be here, with 100% of your essence, you will understand what you
have been creating, and be given a whole new range of choices about being here.
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WHO AM I?
A child, a son, a brother, a friend, a husband, a father, an uncle, a businessman, an entrepre-
neur, a godfather, a teacher, a healer, a healer of healers, a gentleman, a spirit, a spirit guide, a
teachers guide, a holy man, an ambassador, a soul keeper, a soul guide, a gatekeeper, a finder
of lost souls, a finder of lost angels, a psychic surgeon and a dolphin.
Remember, our physical body is the only part of us always in present time. Being here at this time
means confronting and reconfirming our commitment to being here on the planet, PHYSICALLY
now. Our bodys primary need is to be deeply felt. Our body will do exactly that by experiencing
varying degrees of either pain or pleasure. How we end up feeling is strictly up to us. Our body is
devotional by nature and takes its orders from our brain, which acts on orders from us as well as
from our DNA. Through focused intent our DNA evolves from the subatomic mysteries of matter,
which are perpetually in motion from the nucleus of the atom. As all of us know, 99% of each atom
is space. Many scientists who have dissected atom after atom finally discovered that the essence of life
lies within the space, not in the matter. The message these subatomic mysteries seem to pass on into
our DNA appears to be infinity. Infinity, by the time it gets passed onto our Central Nervous system, is
translated as immortality. As the message of immortality is passed into our body, our body translates
it as reproduction time. This is how sex has become the greatest mystery of all, as well as one of mans
primary driving forces. Aligned, sacred sexual union is said to be the nearest we can physically experi-
ence God in this dimension. Sex translates our genetic message of immortality by reproducing our own
being, which becomes our DNAs way of knowing itself through the purpose of living forever.
If our body is not accepted for what it is, it is unable to supply our Soul with the essential ground-
ing necessary for its worldly manifestation. Our body needs to feel safe and accepted before it willingly
works with and for us. The practice of willfully forcing our body to do things which create physical
tension and pressure will eventually drain our physical energy. Actual physical disorientation or dis-
ruption occurs when our body images are out of sync with bodily realities.
This is the time when we can bring our body with us, wherever we may eventually choose to go,
as we experience transition from this dimension. Now is the time to reclaim our body, own it and
honor it. The degree to which we center and align with our whole spirituality, fully embodied and
present here physically, is the degree we may shift from one timescape or reality to another. All times
and places are accessible to us from the Source of the God within us, primarily through our physical
body.
EXPERIENCING OUR HOLOGRAPHIC SELF
The moment of now is not a place, it is a holographic state of beingness. It is in this state of being we
can create what we truly wish, without distortion. If our focus is continually in the past or in the future
when we create, we will also create some sort of distortion and limitation along with our creations. The
moment, being timeless, is unlimited. In this state and space, we are all things, with all our aspects,
qualities, abilities, and beingness available to us. We dont have to go anywhere to experience all
there iswe just simply have to be.
One of my clients experienced his holographic self during a stressful event, and it changed him
forever. Carl came to see me in Florida, in the late summer of 1993. He was an extremely educated
man, working as an aerospace engineer and designer. He was fairly left brained and analytical in his
approach to the world, and he seemed sort of surprised that he had actually come to have a Heart
& Soul Healing session. He had thought out his decision to come with much care. He confessed he
primarily came because he had witnessed such dramatic changes in his wife. Earlier that same month,
his wife had come with a long list of lingering physical and emotional problems left over from her
childhood. Through her Heart & Soul Healing session she was able to understand and clear them very
successfully. Her new understanding made a great difference in the peace and happiness of her fam-
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Carl was different. He had very few questions, no real health problems, and little in the way of
past emotional or mental trauma. The bottom line, he said, was he knew he was supposed to come
and somehow Heart & Soul Healing was going to be very important for him. Since I always ask clients
about any past accidents or illness, Carl was prompted to tell me about the one unexplained incident
in his life.
He had been driving his Bronco into work early one morning, on Highway I-95. An erratic move
by another driver had caused him to jerk his steering wheel sharply in order to avoid having an acci-
dent. His car had been traveling over 60 mph at the time and reacted badly to his sudden maneuver.
His cars wheels locked, the car started to spin and ended up swerving completely off the embankment,
rolling side over side, until it came to rest at the bottom of a concrete gully. The car, although miracu-
lously ending in an upright position, was severely smashed in on all sides. The front hood looked like
an accordion, the roof had collapsed and the tailgate was cracked and split.
Carl related he had been wearing his seat belt, and all the doors had been locked. Another motor-
ist had witnessed the entire accident and called the rescue squad from his car phone. The paramedics
were on the scene within minutes. The fire department had also been called to bring the jaws of life
equipment to help extract any of the victims who were in the accident. The fire engines also arrived
within minutes. Carls car was completely mangled and battered.
All set for a grisly recovery, the paramedics and firemen cautiously proceeded down the embank-
ment. They couldnt believe what they found. Carl was calmly sitting at the edge of the gully, just
looking at his car. He was not hurt or marked in any way. The firemen found all of the doors still
locked from the inside, the front seat jammed within inches of the steering column, and Carls seat belt
still strapped into place! Even though all the car windows had cracked, because they were made of top
quality safety glass, they luckily all remained intact. No one could figure out how Carl had managed
to escape from his vehicle.
The stunned paramedics escorted Carl back up the embankment where he refused medical treat-
ment. On the way back to the hospital, the paramedics took Carl back to his home where he proceeded
to shower and change, and go in to work! In relating this completely amazing incident, Carl said other
than a short wrangle with his insurance company, he hadnt given the accident much energy or focus.
He had thought he had merely shrugged it off, and resumed his normal round of activities. Relating
the whole episode now, he admitted he was somewhat curious as to what had really happened that
day.
In the last part of his session, Carl went back to the scene of his accident. He went to three minutes
before the crash had actually occurred, and this time he watched it from above, like he was seeing a
movie. Seeing the accident in this way gave him a whole new perspective. Now Carl could see the entire
sequence of events almost in slow motion. He was stunned at what he discovered. Relating a minute
by minute account, he reported, in a shaky and incredulous voice, apparently two beings of pure light
had come and physically removed him from his car. They had lifted him out of his tumbling vehicle,
in midair, just as it was going over the embankment. He had not been in his car when it had made
its final stop at the bottom of the gully. The two beings, which he now classified as angels, had taken
him to sit by the embankment until help had arrived. They had spoken to him softly, telling him many
things.
Carl was able to remember what they had told him in great detail, and he began to cry quietly.
Profoundly moved, he realized that most of the changes that had occurred in his life after the accident
had occurred because of what had happened that day. His life, which he thought had been basically
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the same, was actually radically different. He had made an inner commitment to spend quality time
with his family. He had become interested in helping out a nearby program for mentally and emotion-
ally needy children. He had veered into a whole new field of expertise at work, with new information
seemly at his fingertips. He had become more physically fit and active, started reading more esoteric
literature and had opened up to investigating and participating in processes such as the Heart & Soul
Healing sessions and classes. His expanded awareness of how his life had changed from that one event
went on and on, as Carl realized the actual changes within all realms of his life. These changes ranged
from the quality of his dreams to his interactions with everyone around him. Every area of his life had
been touched and changed. In many ways, some part of the old Carl had died the day of the accident,
and a whole new aspect of his soul-spirit had been allowed in, to grow, flourish and expand.
We are all holographic beings, reflecting thousands and thousands of blended and integrated
aspects. Part of the joy of the work we do as Heart & Soul Healing practitioners is to witness client
after client put together more and more pieces to the big picture of their lives. Apparently ordinary
and non-impactful events in each of our lives are actually full of hidden insights and understandings
which can answer the questions of who we really are, and what we are doing here.
LIVING IN THE STATE WHERE MIRACLES OCCUR
Lets make this a time when we all move into our own passionate beingness.
Allow yourself to just simply be who you already are. In the process of accessing what is, the ideal
focus is to be fully and completely present in your mind, body and spirit. If your mind is continually
roaming around in the past or the future, you are not fully present mentally. If you ignore, resent
or fail to honor and respect your body, you are not fully present physically. If you fail to take full
responsibility for your life and your actions as direct creations of your own Higher Self and spirit, you
are not fully present spiritually.
Perhaps it will be your total commitment to being here, being a responsible creator, and being will-
ingly and fully in your body that will provide the undoing of time. Perhaps it will be the act of being
present in mind, body and spirit, right where you are, that will lead you into true physical immortal-
ity.
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CHAPTER EIGHT REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What are the four things we need to take responsibility for in order to create what we truly
desire?
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2. How will we come into our complete power?
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3. What is the purpose of a mission statement and why is it beneficial?
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4. Write out your mission statement here, using specific, first person languaging:
5. Write out what you have been, or know yourself to be:
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MISSION STATEMENT
WHO AM I?
Chapter Nine
Keys to Understanding Relationships
Understanding comes about through feeling, from moment to moment,
in the mirror of Relationship.
BRUCE LEE
Your only goal is to find out Who You Are.
A COURSE IN MIRACLES
TOPICS COVERED
* Balancing the Male-Female Aspects of Ourselves
* Male and Female Templates
* The Task of Any Relationship
* Functioning Half Complete
* What Do We Attract In Our Relationships?
* What Happens When We Hold Back?
* Relationships Are Opportunities to Share
* The Results of Expectations and Judgments
* Balanced Relationships
* Challenging Situations
* "Wrong" Relationships
* How Do We Show We Really Love Someone?
* Agreements
* What Ingredient Will Insure Our Relationships Are Enhancing?
* Change
* "Changing" Our Partners
* Safety
* Vulnerability
* Complete Trust
* Connection to Infinite Creation
* Communication
* Summary
BALANCING THE MALE-FEMALE ASPECTS OF OURSELVES
Which of us hasnt dreamt of finally finding and keeping our perfect relationship? What if we are in
a partnership that is confusing and always changing? How do we cope with the loss and heartache
relationships can sometimes bring? What if we dont seem to be attracting any kind of intimate inter-
actions at all?
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The working dynamics of good relationships are for many of us one of the greatest mysteries of
life. It is a secret each of us seeks to unravel from the day we are aware there is more than one of us
around. Why do interpersonal interactions -- something we are all engaged in every day, every min-
ute, every second of our lives -- sometimes seem so challenging, complicated, confusing, difficult, and
mysterious?
The quality of our partnerships with others actually reflects the quality of the relationships we
have with ourselves. Do we know who we are, and do we like who that is? Do we believe we are worthy
and deserve unconditional love? While we may know how we would like someone to love us, do we
love ourselves that way already? Do we trust and accept all parts of ourselves? The bottom line for
most all of us is we simply would like to be loved and accepted for who we are, for our real selves.

MALE AND FEMALE TEMPLATES
As we change our inner definition or template of our male and female selves to a place of balance and
self-acceptance, we are able to attract someone who is more reflective of our true counterpart. Even if
we are balanced with our inner masculine reflection, if we do not like our own femininity, we would
be unable to create a truly balanced relationship for ourselves.
One aspect many people do not give much thought to is that we look to our partners to reflect
aspects of ourselves back to us. For example, if we are a woman, our partner is holding a place for us
so we can better understand the feminine part of ourselves. If we are a male, our partner is holding
a place for us to understand the masculine part of ourselves. Although this may be the opposite way
most people view their relationships, how, if we were a woman, would we be better able to understand
what type of woman we were unless someone could reflect it back to us as we interact with them?

THE TASK OF ANY RELATIONSHIP
The task of any relationship is always to find ourselves, to understand ourselves, to be the complete
and natural selves we already are. The only true relationship we ever really have is the one we have
with ourselves. Everything else, every other interaction, whether we might realize it or not, is simply
a reflection. As long as we resist being our natural, balanced selves, the real us, we continue to always
attract relationships that will serve to remind us of what and who we are not. Resisting who we are
will, therefore, usually attracts relationships that are unfulfilling, or ones where we have to work very
hard. By being fully and completely who we are, we then attract relationships that reflect back to us
the fullness of our creative being. It is the age old adage: What we put out is what we get back.
FUNCTIONING HALF COMPLETE
Many of us function as if we are only half complete. If we project the vibration of half of an individual,
looking around for someone else to complete us, we attract an incomplete relationship. The resulting
interaction with anyone attracted in this manner will usually come up short of what we ideally desire.
Entering into any interaction from the viewpoint we need the relationship to feel complete, results in
the relationship continuing to reflect and remind us of our belief in our incompleteness. What we will
have is a partnership made up of two half people, truly satisfying to neither person. When we know
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we are a relationship unto ourselves, complete and sufficient within ourselves, we set up a vibration
that attracts someone with those same qualities and assurance. Too many times people make out long,
wonderful lists of all the attributes they wish their perfect partner to have. The question to ask is, are
we all those things? Do we have all those attributes? Unless we are able to reflect the type of vibra-
tional being we choose to attract, how will we ever be seen and recognized by someone who does?
WHAT DO WE ATTRACT IN OUR RELATIONSHIPS?
We always attract our definition of what we think we are capable of attracting, no matter what
may be on our wish list. The first question we should ask ourselves (the most basic question for any
relationship) is: What do we get out of it? What do we get out of having a relationship with so and
so? Secondly, what did we learn about ourselves by being in that relationship? We primarily attract
situations to ourselves that create interactions, allowing us to continue to accelerate, serve, and learn
who we are. We can do this with ease, grace, love, and joy, or through the school of hard knocks.
The choice is always ours.
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE HOLD BACK
It is absolutely impossible to experience a reality if we are not the same vibration. When we are cau-
tious, when we hold back, when we do not show who we really are, when we think we are not suf-
ficient, not wise enough, or not powerful enough to create the reality we truly desire, we then attract
a representation of our own doubt in ourselves. Remember, the vibration we are, the vibration we are
broadcasting, is the reality we receive. There are no exceptions to this rule.

RELATIONSHIPS ARE OPPORTUNITIES TO SHARE
The reason for relating to someone else is for the opportunity to share who we are. Approaching a
relationship as an opportunity to share attracts individuals who reflect our belief in our own complete-
ness. When our relationships are set up this way, we are able to interact with the other person as two
complete individuals coming together to share experiences. We will both know and experience the idea
of personal fulfillment.

THE RESULTS OF EXPECTATIONS AND JUDGMENTS
When we put expectations or value judgments on the outcome of our relationships, we never actu-
ally get to experience the real reason we created the particular interaction in the first place. For this
reason, it is important to accept relationships for what they are. If we invalidate what we have drawn
into our lives, we are really invalidating ourselves.
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BALANCED RELATIONSHIPS
It is important to understand why we have drawn certain individuals into our lives. We usually have
attracted others to allow ourselves the opportunity to grow and to give us more information about
who we are. The idea is not to become like each other. The idea is to allow each individual to be the
strongest, healthiest, most balanced individual they can possibly be. Sometimes we might forget this
because we think unity is the product of conformity. Unity is the product of granting and allowing
equality to uniqueness and diversity. In a balanced relationship, we do not lose our individuality just
the opposite occurs. We each become stronger reflections for each other of all that is possible for each
of us. The purpose of any relationship is to allow us to be more of who we choose to be. It is like look-
ing into a mirror and seeing another aspect of ourselves. This does not mean our relationships will be
an exact 11 reflection of who we each are. Rather, our relationships become a reflection of what the
two of us have agreed to learn and teach each other.
The best possible relationship is a balanced sharing, without dependency. Each party in a relation-
ship has strong, natural attributes that can assist the other in their growth. If our support is aimed
at creating a space for our partner or friend to grow in their own self-support, the relationship will
be a happy and flourishing one. Think of it this way. Instead of constantly doling out small pieces of
bread, wouldnt it be of true, lasting benefit to teach someone how to bake their own bread? If we
are in a relationship where we are giving, giving, giving, it sends out the message to our partners that
we do not believe they have the ability to match or mock up their own vibrations of completeness and
sufficiency. Offer support to others as long as it does not represent the idea we are taking on respon-
sibility for them. We cannot really be responsibility for other adults. Our attempts to do this usually
leads us very quickly to examine our own issues about boundaries, because taking on another persons
responsibilities brings us outside of where we prefer to be. The idea of responsibility is not to lay the
blame on anyone, rather it allows us the freedom to choose what we prefer.
In a balanced relationship, each of us can still do what we prefer to do. We dont have to change
our lives just because someone else disapproves. There is no reason to attempt to be anything that we
are not. Doing that only brings us more of what we are not. We will only become more uncomfort-
able, unhappy, unhealthy, and unsuccessful, if we keep trying to be something we are not. It is vital to
express who we are, be who we are, and say what we think. We should only change our lives because
we choose to, and because we are becoming more completely the real us. If we know we are function-
ing in true personal integrity, even if others around us dont like it or want us to change, we continue
to be who we are.
If we are doing what we enjoy and love in life, it very quickly provides us confirmation of who we
really are. The idea is always to relax, have fun and be ourselves. Remember, anyone we attract into
our lives by being ourselves belongs in our lives. Being of service to ourselves and others is only pos-
sible when we are complete within our own selves. If we are not fully ourselves, then the other person
is not really in a relationship with the real us anyway!
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CHALLENGING SITUATIONS
Negative situations are not in our lives to show us we are stuck with them or that we are bad people.
Such situations happen to offer us a mirror like reflection of what we think about ourselves, or what
we feel we deserve. If we find ourselves in situations we do not really prefer, we have given ourselves
a very clear opportunity to change. One way to allow ourselves a chance to find out and discover who
and what we are is by seeing so many examples, and creating interactions with a number of different
individuals that represent who we are not. This is a very effective method of validating our true and
natural selves by the simple process of elimination: Oh, I am not like that, I am not like this, I am
certainly nothing like that, and so forth. Looking back on different relationships, we might say, "That
wasnt me, and that wasnt me either. This is what I really am all about."
WRONG" RELATIONSHIPS
Why would any of us create a whole series of wrong relationships? The reason itself is basically very
simple. Either we have forgotten who we are, or we are afraid to accept who we are. Who we are is
actually our naturally centered selves in a state of balance and complete self-acceptance. As long as
we resist being our natural, balanced selves, the real us, we will not attract harmonious, long lasting,
or healthy relationships.
Once we become true to ourselves, we automatically attract the right person to ourselves, even as
we move through changes. If someone decides to change or leave a relationship with us, realize their
energy is no longer in harmony with ours. Therefore, by understanding this even if someone leaves
us, nothing will really be missing. We cannot miss anything from a vibration that we are not truly a
part of.
HOW DO WE SHOW WE REALLY LOVE SOMEONE?
We can really show we love somebody by accepting them for who they are and by allowing them to
be just where they already are. It is very important not to put any expectation on how it must be, or
regret how it was or was not. When we live in the moment and trust ourselves enough to be in each
and every moment, we always attract whomever is appropriate for ourselves. The best advice ever
given for relationships is to trust, let go, and be ourselves. Trust is the glue for any relationship the
trust we feel for ourselves, as well as the trust we have with others.

AGREEMENTS
Sometimes, even when we are expressing who and what we truly are, we may attract someone we feel
has a lot to learn. Because we make all kinds of agreements to be of service, we also sometimes make
agreements to create a space for others which in turn will help them find strengths and abilities within
themselves. We may attract others into our lives so that we can be examples of what they could also
be, if they choose to be aware of it. Remember, it is always their choice. We create a space for them
by our examples. Understand that we cannot possibly be in any relationship unless the agreement is
a co-creation and of a similar vibration. It is important to remember and understand whomever we
attract is exactly who is supposed to be there, with us, in that moment.
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WHAT INGREDIENT WILL INSURE OUR RELATIONSHIPS ARE ENHANCING?
All relationships, when created through a sense of integrity, are fundamentally enhancing. Relationships
are meant to expand and evolve. If our relationships restrict us and cause us to inhibit and repress our
true selves, we need to ask ourselves very quickly what are we still doing in the those relationships?
What lessons are we learning from staying in these situations? If relationships are created from a
point of dishonesty and it could even be we are dishonest with ourselves, or with the other people
about our truth then these types of relationships will act as exclusive, disharmonic interactions. If
we are able to let go of fear in our relationships, we become compassionately supportive and allowing
of the other person so they, in turn, can be true to themselves. It is up to us to set the example first.
The negative side of support is manipulation and interdependency and this makes everyone feel icky.
Some of us may have a fear that being a strong individual will cause problems or separation and
may eventually push us away from one another. However, this is not true in a healthy relationship.
The point is not to lean on anyone, the idea is to support them. In supporting them, we become sup-
ported. More importantly, we all need to practice unconditional love, acceptance, and support for
ourselves. This is what allows us to trust and know, no matter what changes are made. Know, by
divine law, we are never cut off from anything that is truly intended for us.
CHANGE
When we come from a place of integrity and changes occur then the changes belong in our lives. Fear
of change is usually the fear of losing something. If we understand everything is happening as it needs
to, then we never need to fear losing anything. It is usually only the fear of the change that prevents
us from changing along with our partners. By letting go of our fears, we will know that no matter
how much we might change, we will attract whatever and whoever is representative, harmonious, and
unified with our changes.
If we allow change into our lives as we naturally grow and evolve instead of resisting it or pre-
tending it isnt happening the vast amounts of energy we used to put into resisting change become
available for our own creative purposes. It has been said the only constant thing in this world is
change. As we honor the changes that occur in our lives, we will find we no longer experience others
who have made the choice to live and act differently. We will interact and co-create with those who
exist on the same level as we do, with similar natures and vibrations. The best way to share our wis-
dom and ideas is to simply be an example ourselves.
The energy and vibration of who we are radiates from us, and is picked up psychically by all those
who are of the same vibration. If someone in our lives changes and makes the choice to leave us, we
should not look upon the relationships or ourselves as a failures. The parting of ways in a relationship
is the signal that the lessons both of us have chosen to learn are completed.
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CHANGING OUR PARTNERS
If we feel we have to change or manipulate our partners, the relationship bears examination. When
we force someone to do something, it is a statement that we believe we will never really get what we
are after or that the person we are with will not be able to give it to us. When we force changes in our
relationships, even if certain changes occur for awhile, our relationships are no longer in balance or
integrity. Sooner or later the individuals who are being forced to go against their true selves will leave
as the relationship is not a reflection of the real them.
Force is a non-integrated, distorted way of taking action. Remember, everyone naturally moves
at the perfect rate and speed for themselves already. There is never any positive reason to accelerate
someone (by force) to look and accept things they are not ready for. Even if they would be able to hear
or see some part of the lesson we are attempting to force down their throats, until they are ready, in
their own time and place, they will never grasp a true understanding of the lesson we are forcing them
to learn. And because of our intervention, their original lesson became distorted and is much more
difficult and confusing for them to learn. Usually, once interfered with, they will have to recreate their
lesson all over again in an effort to counterbalance our interference.
This has happened to all of us. How many times, when we sought to help someone who didnt ask
for our help and upon whom we have forced our help, did their situation get worse? At first it may
seem we have set things right for them for a while. After a few weeks or months, it will become evident
to us that the person is in an even worse position than they were before. What has happened is that
their Higher Selves are so determined for them to fully understand and learn their original lessons that
they have recreated the necessary energetics, except this time the lesson is ten times or one hundred
times more intense than before. Each of us will keep turning up the intensity of our creations, until
our original lessons have truly been understood and completed on all four levels of our being.
Someone is ready to truly gain from our assistance and wisdom when they ask, of their own free
will, for our guidance and insight. In such an instance, truth and wisdom is then shared, understood,
and integrated in just the right way. The other person, by the fact of their asking, is where they can
truly hear, know and understand what we have to offer.
SAFETY
If we feel we need to keep ourselves safe or protect ourselves, we will end up limiting the type of rela-
tionships we can create. I have been told many times by my clients that they are not currently in a
relationship because it does not feel safe for them. Two things might be the cause of this. If we feel we
need safety, we may somehow feel we are in a relationship that will not allow us to be our real selves.
On the other hand, if we are in a relationship that is not satisfying, but we stay in it because we feel
safe, maybe we are not safe with the idea of taking full responsibility for who and what we are, and
who and what we could be. As soon as we stop resisting our natural selves, our reality will automati-
cally change to allow loving and supportive relationships to come into our lives.
In some cases, some clients report they need safety to avoid being in a position where they could
be abandoned or vulnerable. Some of us would rather be alone than express our true inner needs. If
we are in a relationship where we do not feel safe or comfortable expressing our deepest inner needs,
we are alone anyway. We are simply alone together.
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VULNERABILITY
In creating relationships that work with love and joy, it is important to express our vulnerability.
Vulnerability has earned somewhat of a bad reputation in our society. Vulnerability really means we
are open to all that we are. Vulnerability is a strength, not a weakness. Vulnerability is not exposure,
it is full and total trust. Vulnerability does not mean being open to everyone and everything so they
can take pot shots at us. Vulnerability means being open and available to our true, preferred selves,
for when we open up to ourselves, we are open and available to the infinite Source of all creation.
Connecting to our infinite creation will bring us peace, strength, and power, and it makes our lives
real, joyous, magical, and happy.
Strangely enough, many times we might only feel we are in control, when we are expending or
exerting an effort. Vulnerability allows us to be in control effortlessly. Why would we need to expend
effort to be in control of something that we already are?

COMPLETE TRUST
Trust really boils down to our own ability to trust ourselves. Complete trust occurs when we have an
absolute knowingness we deserve to exist. Do we have to do something special in order to deserve to
exist? No. We simply have to be. Creation has already decreed we deserve to exist. Can we give our-
selves the same acknowledgment, respect, and love? We have a Divine right to exist in the manner we
choose, simply because we prefer it! There is no other reason needed.
CONNECTION TO INFINITE CREATION
When we realize we are connected to everything, we also realize it is not possible for us to be aban-
doned. It has been said, the word "alone" can be read: alone or all one. The choice is ours. We are
always connected to the infinity of creativity, and we can choose to be open to the flow of it in all the
moments of our lives. All things have the ability to come to us through that flow. By paying attention
and staying aware of divine flow, being in the moment and acting upon it with integrity, all circum-
stances in our lives align into place, representative of whatever is our strongest intention and focus.
Everything that needs to work itself out will. If we can conceive of another way we would like to be,
then our desire alone is a sufficient sign of our ability to create it for ourselves.
Infinite creation will not deny us our preference of the way we choose to be, once we are clear
and balanced with what specifically that is, and we begin to express it in true integrity with who we
really are. Creation has given us the free will as to how we choose to live our lives. Our free will and
the ability to choose what we prefer is our go-ahead wave from creation to do just that.
COMMUNICATION
Most of the problems that occur in relationships are caused by what is not being said, rather than
what is said. Non communication, or withheld communication, is simply another way many of us hold
back the 'real' us from our partner. The problem with unspoken communication is more complex than
might first be perceived. Saying everything is all right, when we are thinking drop dead, wont fool
the other person for very long. Our real hearts truth and our honest feelings will always be psychi-
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cally picked up by the other person on some level. Count on it! This is an ability we all have. It is the
same sense that tells us when there has been a big fight or disagreement as we step into a strangely
quiet and tense room. It is the same sense that we use psychically to energetically scan large groups of
strangers at a party, as we decide who would be interesting to spend an evening getting to know.
Direct unspoken communication is often used by intent by an acquaintance of mine who is well
versed in martial arts. He uses it to defeat very powerful and well known karate masters. Gifted in
his own right, this particular gentleman is very aware of the power of unspoken communication and
uses it to his advantage. As he takes his preliminary bows before his match begins, he smiles on the
outside while mentally projecting extreme violence towards his opponent. His opponent energetically
and mentally picks up these projected waves of discordant energy. These waves temporarily short out
his opponents power centers, making it almost impossible for them to defend themselves as the bout
begins.
Every relationship, in order to grow and flourish, requires open and honest communication com-
ing from a point of inner truth and balance. Honest communication enables the other person to truly
relate and to have a relationship with who we actually are. Open, clear, conscious communication
enables the other person to observe and act with trust, for they know where they stand. By being clear
and direct, they wont be receiving one message from us verbally and another mismatched or opposing
one psychically. It is time to share what is in our hearts with truth, trust, honest, and clarity.
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SUMMARY
True creative relationships are expressed and experienced from a state of relaxed trust and creative
joy. Relationships are simply learning how to play with each other, how to love and accept ourselves
unconditionally, and how to trust who and what we are. When we share ourselves in a relationship,
we will feel our own sense of completeness, and we will realize we are never alone. In creative rela-
tionships, it is very important to remember how to play and balance our energy, both as an adult and
as a child. To have a successful relationship, we must awaken the divine young child inside ourselves
first. A young child is full of curiosity and knows the universe is beautiful and full of surprises. A
young child is naturally loving and trusts in a positive way. A young child is naturally truthful and
in integrity. A young child is more occupied with being natural, not normal. A young child lets their
imagination soar, unlimited in the creation of a magical and miraculous world. Always, always seek
out a good playmate for your primary relationships, and especially someone who knows how to play
fair. Allow yourselves to remember the world is magical, and allow that magic and enchantment back
into your life. Be who you are, and do the things you love to do as often as you can! That is really the
only way to really live our lives.
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CHAPTER NINE REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What do we have to do to make use of the greatest source of energy we have as human beings?
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3. Why is it important to feel complete BEFORE entering into a relationship?
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4. What do we always attract in our relationships?
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5. What happens when we put expectations or value judgements on the outcome of our relation-
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6. Give three indications of a balanced relationship:
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7. What are the two primary reasons we may attract a wrong relationship?
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8. How do we show someone we really love them?
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9. What is the true definition of vulnerability, and why may it be beneficial in our relationships?
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10. What are we really doing when we attempt to force change on our partner?
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Chapter Ten
Keeping It All Together: Protection
The enemy is fear. We think it is hate; but it is fear.
GANDHI
There is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so.
SHAKESPEARE
OBJECTIVES
How to clear and prevent any kind of energy attachment
Specific ways to protect yourself
The personal grid protection
WHAT CAN BE DONE TO PREVENT ANY KIND
OF ENERGY ATTACHING TO ME IN THE FUTURE?
Protection from energy attachment comes with increased awareness and understanding. By your very
intent and will, and the taking of full and complete responsibility for your own motives, intentions,
emotions, desires, thoughts, behaviors and actions, you have taken the most important step possible.
There is a need to understand the importance of learning to protect ones integrity rather than the
need to defend ones thoughts. Fear allows the entrance of others into our field of self identification,
and trust does not. Discovering, facing and understanding your greatest fears can help you turn them
into your greatest strengths.
Creating a positive life reality and establishing a sense of peace and harmony in your home and
working environment is a necessary step for complete protection. The increased strength of your aura
and a strong immune system will also be of great benefit. Declaring your space sacred and 100% yours
is important. Being drug and alcohol free, and maintaining good physical health is very important
as well. Knowing your personal boundaries or preferences, and honoring them, makes you less sus-
ceptible to attachment (you can be caring and compassionate, yet not allow any outside interference).
Absence of anger, depression, grief, and most of the mental and emotional states already covered in
prior sections, will prevent many types of energy attachments.
SPECIFIC WAYS TO PROTECT YOURSELF
There are literally hundreds of ways to personally protect yourself. The following are a small selection
of many available techniques. Feel free to change them or combine them. The most important thing to
remember is your awareness, will and intent are your first and strongest lines of defense. There is no
correct or right way. Pick the one most suited to your own particular way of being, the one that feels
right for you. Honor your own process and the spirit of who you truly are.
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POINTS TO REMEMBER IN PROTECTING YOURSELF
Focused will and intent
Taking full and complete responsibility for your life, thoughts, and actions
Increased awareness and self understanding
Being drug and alcohol free
Increasing the strength of your auric field
A strong immune system
Declaring your space sacred and 100% yours
Maintaining good physical health
Knowing and honoring your personal boundaries
Absence of traumatic, highly charged mental and emotional states in your life
Developing genuine self respect
Replacing fear with trust in your life
Making your greatest fears your greatest strengths
Creating a positive life reality
Establishing harmony in your home and work place
Asking mentally or verbally for protection from higher beings: God, spirit guides or whatever
is appropriate for you
Invoking the protection of the Clear Light
Using Clear Light imagery to surround and protect yourself and your home
Use of prayer and/or focused meditation
Use of your personal grid system
THE PERSONAL GRID PROTECTION
The protection method I most commonly suggest and teach is the personal protection grid.
Now, just relax and as you relax, imagine warm and spiritual light emanating from your heart area.
It will usually be a white, yellow, blue or purple light or combination, and is very soft and warm. And
as you imagine your light in your heart, push it throughout all of your body until you are totally filled
with your spiritual heart light.
Now, focus and push your light out until it radiates six inches from your body, all around your
body. Next imagine, focus and push your light out six inches more until its totally surrounding you
in one foot of heart light. Now, take some time, take a few deep breaths and be with your light and
push it out until it glows two feet around you. Again, take time to be centered,breathe and focus, and
push out your heart light another foot until a beautiful cocoon of light totally surrounds your body,
bathing your body in three feet of heart light.
Now, imagine a grid system on the outside of your cocoon. It might look like squares or diamonds,
any shape is just perfect. Your grid system will act as a shield so any time anything negative may
come close to your space, your grid system will close into an impenetrable shield. Your grid system
will only allow positive feelings, energy and experiences into your space. It will automatically close if
anything negative approaches, night or day. Your grid system does this for you, automatically and
effortlessly.
Now, look up with your spiritual eyes and there is a beautiful light which shines upon you. As
you feel its healing energy, become aware of a universal grid system woven in the light. Understand
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how you fit into this universal grid and plug your personal grid system into this universal grid, in
the perfect place. As you plug in, feel the flow of energy between the two grids energizing you, and
enhancing your protection and strength. You are now a part of the universal continuum of energy and
you are protected from any type of energy which exists in any reality which may be inappropriate.
Your grid effortlessly opens to loving, positive feelings and experiences and closes instantly to anything
unhealthy which may approach your mental, emotional, physical or spiritual bodies.
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CHAPTER TEN REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What are the two primary attitudes which bring protection from energy attachment?
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2. What allows for the entrance of others into our field of self-identification?
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Chapter Eleven
Symbols
OBJECTIVES
Identify how symbols provide important information
Symbols are part of the process of human evolution and whether we notice it or not, personal symbols
will always contribute to our efforts to fulfill the whole of our potential. Symbols concentrate espe-
cially on those parts we are ready to uncover and fully own. In Heart & Soul Healing sessions, I have
found consistent information coming from my clients that indicates certain universal patterns. These
patterns and symbols represent keys or doorways to important information held deep within their
unconscious and higher consciousness of Self.
Common shapes such as crosses, stars, circles, and squares are significant for many clients.
Sometimes a group of people all living in similar areas report similar symbols. It is as if these people
are connected to a similar mission or cause, even though these people do not know each other, and
can in fact live even several thousand miles away. Their connection seems to be with the symbols
chosen and their similar description as to the meanings of the symbols while in an altered state. The
symbols we bring into this lifetime reflect in some way our past and/or future connections. Recall of
these symbols can bring forth tremendous emotions and feelings of deep association and connection
with the symbols and their meanings.
By accessing information held within our conscious, unconscious and higher conscious minds, we
create holographic imprints of our identity and purpose. Many times these holographic imprints act
as a direct connection with our space connections, other dimensional awarenesses outside this planet,
and the linear time-space we normally exist in. Personal connection to our individual symbols may
release physical stress and mental confusion within us. Follow up interviews with our clients, after they
have discovered and understood the meaning of their own personal symbols, indicate they have since
focused their attention on why they are here, and how they make a difference within their own society
or culture. Many clients also report making a more collective connection with their environment.
Higher Self connection and communication, while in a heightened state of awareness, creates direct
connection between our conscious and unconscious worlds, without the influence of an interpreter. The
importance of this is we become the only expert when it comes to defining the true symbolic meanings
of our symbols.
Carl Jung helped to establish the value of our unconscious world as being infinitely richer and
vastly more informative than our conscious realm of every day reality. Through his extensive study of
dreams he gave us the keys to the language of the unconscious. These keys are called symbols.
Why is this communication with the unconscious valued so highly? First, our unconscious realm
is recognized as being a large part of our total being, and we are always growing and expanding to
more than what we are. Secondly, our unconscious provides us with a rich source for guidance not
obtainable elsewhere. The information residing within our unconscious can provide us with knowledge
about who we really are and what our true life purpose is.
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Communication from and with our unconscious is direct, personal, real, and it is intimately
connected with our collective consciousnesses. Most of this communication is available through
symbols or through story form. On a conscious level we understand the importance of sto-
ries and we will listen to them as we evaluate their message. Stories from our unconscious usu-
ally reveal specific themes and use a communication which incorporates symbols. These symbols
are common to all mankind, yet our unconscious will continue to use them in individual ways
until, by use of our own personal key, we discover enough information to be able to interpret
them. The unconscious mind continues to focus upon particular themes or patterns by present-
ing the self with recurring views or variations of the same subject. Each view is seen, experienced
or expressed from a slightly different angle until the individual gathers enough awareness to
consciously connect with the entire knowing. Through this repetitive and symbolic presentation or
process, the individual brings in to his or her awareness a wider range of choices and possibilities, at
a personally comfortable rate and pace.
SALLYS SYMBOL
Sally came to the session expressing deep concern. She had the distinct feeling someone was always
watching her. Even in her dream state, there were recurring dreams of eyes. Sometimes the eyes were
hidden in the darkness of a cave or similar environment. Sometimes the eyes were seen as drawings
in the sand, or even etched on trees. In whatever setting the eyes appeared to her, they were always
beautiful, sensuous and inviting. Sally was not fearful of the eyes. She was concerned because she had
definite feelings these eyes were attempting to communicate important information specifically to her,
and yet she was not able to clearly receive or understand the messages.
During her leisure hours, Sally spent much of her time outdoors in beautiful, natural settings.
While camping out under star filled night skies, she often would be drawn to get out her star maps,
imagining what it would be like to be part of the star universe itself. When she would allow herself to
feel the depth of her longing, her emotions would swell up and almost overwhelm her. The sadness of
it would sometimes seem too great, the exposure almost too intense, and the desire to be part of that
reality too painful to deny or be separate from.
Sally was also drawn towards painting pictures depicting or containing expressive eyes. She had
collected several paintings by others of children and women who had large exotically different eyes.
Sallys personal beauty practices included detailed and intricate eye makeup, something similar to the
Egyptian look popular in the 60s.
While experiencing a Heart & Soul Healing session, two special symbols came to her: a triangle
within a circle and a pyramid with an eye (similar to the one on a dollar bill).
I asked Sally to describe the insignia on her left side just above her breast.
It looks like a circlesort of goldthere is a pyramid inside the circlemaybe more than one
pyramid. Yes, I see three now.
Asked what the symbols meant to her, she paused and said, I guess it is part of my uniform. I
have on a strange uniform.
Told to look into a mirror within her own minds eye and relate what she saw, Sally turned her
head slowly to the left. A confused frown gripped her face, as if she was looking at something she did
not understand. Just as quickly, she gasped and then began to sob. Her chest cavity seemed to cave in
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as she began to release deep sobs from within her. Her left hand went to the place on her chest where
the insignia had been felt. She began to trace the outline of the insignia with her middle finger, as if
this action could stimulate even more memories. Then Sally said:
I see a face, sort of, with a large eye formation. It is between my two regular eyes. My regular
eyes do not look right. They are tiny and grey, with no pupils. This is not right. I dont look
like this...do I? Looking at the large eye, Sally began to cry again. She sounded like a little girl,
lost in confusion. As her voice raised an octave, she began: Thats the eye that always follows
me. Its me and yet, it isn't me. Ive been looking...searching for this eye all my life. I go to this
space at night I KNOW this is me!
Told to look around, Sally described her surroundings. She began to realize that this was her, a
part of her that lived in another dimension. She described her space ship, the galaxy she come from,
and the reason why she chose to come to Earth.
Every answer to the questions she asked of herself brought visible signs of physical release. As
her wholeness became known to Sally, her body changed. She released significant amounts of tension
from her throat and face. Her body posture relaxed and became more fluid. Sally continued to accept
what she saw, and she proceeded to go deeper into her unfolding space connection.
Sally also saw the larger meaning of her symbols: the circle, the triangle and the eye, and how she
was to use this wisdom. She described her group and how she would recognize them here on Earth.
Each new perspective of her self brought fresh tears. When asked about the reason for the tears, she
said repeatedly,
Im home! Ive been longing for this forever!
When we limit ourselves by living exclusively in a world of conscious interpretation, rejecting messages
from our unconscious, we literally bind ourselves to the rigid laws of conscious logical life interpre-
tations. To our conscious mind, any thought which appears to be less than logical will then become
unfulfilled as a feeling.
This judgement of invalidity or distortion is then absorbed within our unconscious memory banks
and lodges itself within our body/mind with fear and uncertainly. When a symbolic representation of
this previously rejected awareness again comes into our view, we recall our uncertainty of interpret-
ing our symbolic messages. This compounds our fear and distorted interpretation. If this distortion
continues to perpetuate itself, we learn to transfer our uncertain expression onto the symbol itself,
resulting in confusion about its representation on any level.
In rejecting any symbolic message, we learn to either repress its meaning in our life or to obsess
after its expression. Neither choice is effective for us since our law of logic still rules and contains our
original unwanted thought. When we introduce ourselves to a heightened state of awareness, we have
an opportunity to release our frozen thoughts. As this happens our symbolic message receives full
expression of its pattern within our personal and collective realities.
For example, in the case of the square, many clients state the square seems to represent an entry,
or passage. This entry seems to be a way of leaving/entering the earth dimension at night. When the
individual accepts and understands this meaning for the square, full expression and integration of the
individuals space travels and connections come into view. Many times the circle is a symbolic repre-
sentation of when we left our original place of origin or when we entered into manifestation on this
planet, or realm. This information provides access to the beginning of the holographic imprint of the
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Self. Release brings knowingness and wider dimensions to the individuals purpose on Earth. Renewed
communication between our unconscious and our conscious activates greater psychic identity.
When our unconscious and conscious become integrally connected we recognize we are moving on
parallel planes. Symbols being interpreted by us while we are in a heightened state of awareness are
our bridge between these planes, and help us understand the forgotten knowledge of our Selves.
Sometimes the visions are so profoundly real they shock the person deeply. One such example was
a client of mine named Michael.
MICHAELS STORY
Michael had several dreams about fights. He was always fighting for territory or identification, or a
cause. The fights were life or death: either he won, or he lost his life. Over a number of years he had
taken on several jobs. He felt the reason he continued to move from job to job, with little gratification
was because they (his superiors) were always trying to do him in.
This pattern was also reflected in his relationships. Michael had been with over a hundred women
in less than 15 years. He saw himself as never being able to be fully intimate. He felt women were
after some part of him, and felt like he was being taken apart by them.
When Michael entered into a heightened state of awareness and was asked to look down and
describe the symbol seen there, nothing came. He was directed to look to the left of that space and
find another symbol still nothing .
Told to look down and focus in on the symbol again, his cheeks flushed and his skin began to turn
red quickly. His fingers twitched as he expressed several other bodily disturbances.
Asked what he saw he replied, A heart a large red heart! Its bleeding! How did this happen?
I dont knowI see a sword or something. Oh! NONONot my heart!
With that comment, Michael sat up in the chair, his eyes opened filled with shock. His hands were
crossed over his heart like a shield protecting it from some unknown hurt.
What he had seen had moved him immensely. He was shaken by the clarity of his symbol. This
was his first meeting with his unconscious in this way and he felt the lessons from his experience. Time
was taken to allow Michael to talk through his experience. As he listened to himself, he felt the heart
symbol held a multitude of experiences for him to explore.
Willing to explore further, Michael re-accessed his inner knowing and began to look at his symbol
again. Through the discovery of his session, Michael was able to understand the last time he had expe-
rienced the bleeding red heart was during an abduction by outer space beings. The fright he felt from
his experience was transferred onto the heart symbol. In his experience, he had been operated on
in a strange way and he had interpreted it as life or death. Seeing his one symbol of the heart within
his minds eye was all Michael needed to have his understanding unfold for him.
During his session, as his inappropriate program was understood, and then released from its con-
nection to heart energy. Michael plainly understood why he would have been reluctant to fully commit
his heart to a loving relationship. As Michael was able to look at his experience again, he saw it dif-
ferently. He remembered the gentle touch of the beings, as they explored his heart and its functions.
He communicated with them without words. He felt safe and protected, and knew he had actually
encouraged this exploration. By allowing his conscious and his unconscious minds to work together,
Michael was able to reconnect to his whole experience. He was able to use his higher consciousness to
create a natural holographic imprint for the betterment of his self image and his relationship to others.
This awareness released Michael from his feeling of having to fight for his life.
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The patterns within our unconscious are spontaneously responsive to the inquisitive probing of our
conscious mind to be clearly and completely understood and expressed. Something happens which
cannot be explained by common sense and the feelings experienced are real. The release is real and
the new consciousness is real.
Symbolic messages from our unconsciousness are always natural and spontaneous in form.
Symbols manifest themselves within our psyche in all kinds of ways. Our unconscious contains an
unlimited array of symbolic patterns coming forth as symbolic thought or feelings. Symbolic acts and
synchronistic situations also find ways of expressing symbolic patterns within us.
Many symbols also go beyond ones personal connection, and are associated with a collective rep-
resentation connection, not limited to the scrutiny of the conscious mind. Psychological terminology
for these symbols is cultural symbols. Cultural symbols are thought to represent eternal truths,
and evoke deep emotional responses in individuals. Many of these symbols have been used in religious
practices and have undergone such tremendous transformations that they have lost their original
power to connect.
The swastika is a good example of distortion which can come from the misuse of an original sym-
bolic meaning. The word swastika is sanskrit, and comes from su meaning good, asti meaning
being, and ka which is a suffix meaning all is well. It was originally a symbolic representation
of the descent of spirit into matter. Yet, today most people associate the swastika with Hitler, the
Holocaust and World War II.
As our unconscious mind opens itself to dialogue with our conscious mind using our symbols as
bridges, a profound change takes place. When our psychic energy is drawn into our symbols it intensi-
fies whatever meaning is represented by the symbolic pattern.
Circles and triangles commonly connect clients with visions of space ships and grid formations for
space travel, much like highways form grids for road travel. Certain types of crosses, hearts and star
formations are common insignias on uniforms, indicating group connections. When our feelings are
anchored into our symbols, an emotional awakening takes place. An actual physical release visibly
takes place as our feelings and the lost knowledge connect within our body/mind. We can use our
symbols to connect and reawaken our purpose for being on Earth at this time.
When space connections are made and understood, these holographic imprints become extremely
vital and significant in opening the individual to his or her destiny. Follow-up interviews with clients
indicate that awakening to our space connections accelerates our personal progress. Integration of dis-
associated experiences takes place rather quickly, jobs are changed and even relationships change, as
we show less and less uncertainty about our identity. Connections with outer space are very important
aspects of learning who we are. As we tend to identify less and less with patterns of imperfection, more
of our true nature comes alive.
All of my clients who made space connections also realized they were making regular space con-
nections at night, during what they believed was their dream state. Perhaps this is due to the reduc-
tion in outside stimuli. When this awareness was brought into their conscious realm, many other
experiences they were having began to make sense. Several people were aware of beings or an energy
being present at night in their bedroom. After the connection was made, some people realized why
they were so restless at night and why they awoke still feeling tired. Space travel and connections with
outer dimensions are highly stimulating for ones body/mind. If we are actively engaged in this type
of activity on a regular basis without consciously accepting it, the body/mind can awaken exhausted.
Space connections can give us clear indication of our purpose on the planet. Many people were looking
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for their group, and came to understand why they had moved to a certain place, or why they were
suddenly drawn to special interest groups.
None of our clients reported or exhibited fear in what they saw or experienced. The most
common feeling expressed was relief. Their relief was in knowing they had importance, and in
knowing they had a strong group association. Group association through symbols seemed to
be more important to them than their identification with their own immediate family system.
It was also very important to each person to know they had a way to communicate with their
mother ship and fellow shipmates. The most difficult part of the space connections seemed to
be in coming back to the present reality, and not being able to share the experience with many
people. How do you explain to someone else that you have seen and felt yourself as a different
colored being, speaking a language you never knew you could speak? And, how do you tell some-
one else that you liked what you saw, even though the description may have seemed less than
attractive or desirable by human standards of pleasing human personal appearance.
To operate as a whole unit, fully empowered, each of us has to have a meaningful intention and
purpose here on Earth. The recognition of this intention comes through our unconscious realm by use
of our creative imagination. Symbols are important keys to fulfilling our need for our own quest and
our mission to find our sacred Self.
As we ascend into a higher, more expanded level of awareness, the process is clearly defined: We
depart, we seek and find fulfillment, we return. Like it or not, we all face the process of change and
detachment from our previous state of consciousness. This calls for separation from individuals and
groups, social positions and/or cultural conditions. Thus begins the rite of passage which accompanies
every change and transition we undertake.
The second stage of seeking and finding fulfillment involves the experience of
entering the void and the ambiguous state of not knowing who we really are. We are no longer what
we identified with, while we have not as yet become accepting of who we are becoming. Not quite here,
and not quite there. On the return, we recognize our environment and ourselves but in a very new
way. A new state of being has been added to our connection to known reality.
The personal significance of our symbols creates a necessary release from typical identification in a
profoundly self changing way. The most revealing part of the symbols we studied is the unusual reoc-
currence of certain symbols within one specific area of the United States. For example, a particular set
of symbols appeared to clients in California, New Mexico and Colorado. None of these people knew
each other and none knew they were going to be asked to look at the symbols they brought in with
them. The six pointed star repeated itself in over 70% of the sessions. Three out of four times coloring
around the star was described the same way. Less than 18% of the clients were Jewish, allowing for
the fact the star could be the Star of David and all that it is associated with.
Additionally, each person knew the wisdom of the six pointed star and their descriptions of its
meaning was almost word for word the same! The descriptions with the accompanying space group
beings and the ship were almost the same! Their understanding of their mission was almost the same
as well. What does this all mean? Could it be possible this wide range of people came from the same
outer space group connection? Are they all part of a group assigned here with the same general mis-
sion? How were they able to repeat almost identically the descriptions of the star and its meaning on
a multidimensional level? These are all questions for each of us to answer as we connect with our own
group, and our own personal symbols.
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VISUALIZATION TO RECEIVE YOUR PERSONAL SYMBOLS
Here is a visualization that I take my classes through, so they may receive their personal symbols:
Now, we are going to take you on a little journey, primarily just to pick up some symbols.
Please close your eyes, take a few deep and relaxing breaths, and settle in so you are comfortable.
As you listen to my voice, just let yourself get comfortable and relax. Take a few more deep breaths.
Breath in and out, simply noticing thoughts, feelings, and sensations as your mind begins to experience
that place of quietness and calm awareness within.
Now, I call upon my guides and my angels to hold a space, a safe place, where everything is exactly
the way you wish it to be, and to support you in the highest and most spiritual way. I call upon your
guides and your angels to be here now I also call upon all those guides and angels that now have
information for us, to be here present with us now, and I call upon the dolphins and whales to be here
to spin clear nets of light around us, nets of love, truth, balance and protection.
Now remember, we all imagine different ways some of us see, some of us feel, some of us
hear however your information comes to you, its perfect just remember to tell me the first thing
which comes into your mind when I ask you a question.
Now, I am going to take you on a journey it is to a beautiful place it is a spiritual place, it is
a safe place. Just imagine you are walking on a beach a beautiful beach. Its a summer day, a nice
day, the sun is shinning. There are many colors of blue and white, many colors of blue in the water
and in the sky and many colors of white in the foam and in the clouds. Most important very close
by, or right next to you, there is a beautiful color radiating out of a cave or a large opening. This is
a very safe and sacred place. As you notice this color, it becomes very magnetic, very vibrant, almost
alive. This is a very special color, perhaps the most brilliant and beautiful color you have ever seen
and as you move over to the color, you realize this is the color of your spirit your essence, the color
of who you are, as most closely connected and reflective of God or Source. You now enter this color
as it begins to touch and illuminate every cell of your being, raising your vibration and aligning you
with who you are, as you most closely touch God or Source.
You also realize this color has its own filtering device and nothing else can come into this sacred
place, nothing else and as you move further into the cave or opening you enter a most magnifi-
cent dome a beautiful dome. It is made of one continuous piece of crystal The floor is a light, white
marble and as you walk to the center of this dome and look up, the ceiling is over one hundred feet
high. And now, as you walk to the center of this dome, a chair moves up, right up out of the ground,
right up out of the floor. It is a special chair fitting the contours of your body as you are able to now
sit and relax. As you are there relaxing, you realize you are able to see holographically holographic
thinking, holographic being what you are moving into. Your linear type of consciousness is shifting
you are able to see three dimensionally and to look around and to see all the different ways the
different paths you could take to go anywhere you needed or chose to go. Holographic thinking is a
way of teaching, of learning, and of being.
Now, as you are sitting there in your chair thinking about some of the things I may have said to
you, a symbol, a shape, an object, something appears at the base of your feet. As I gently tap your
forehead, something pops right into your mind. What is the first symbol that comes into your mind?
What color is it? How does it feel?
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Now your chair moves automatically, moving to the left. Your chair just turns by itself a quar-
ter turn and a second symbol pops into your mind as I touch your forehead. What color is it? How
does it feel?
Now, I just want you to notice how relaxed and comfortable you are. Remember how easy it was
to get to this place. This is a safe and sacred place within your own mind and your own being. You
can come to this place anytime you choose. Your body, mind and spirit will remember this place very
easily. All you have to do to come back to this place, this state, is to ask your body to BE THERE,
and it will easily, automatically, effortlessly enter into this state. Whenever you choose to, you will
be able to reenter this state. Ask yourself anything you may want or need to. Your only responsibil-
ity is to hear your own heart. Your heart knows the answers you are seeking. You have all you need
already within you. You are worthy of your own love and when love is present, all things are possible.
It doesnt mean you may never feel fear again, it means now you will simply be able to see beyond it,
beyond its illusion. There is only one reality you know and that is love, the rest is all illusion. You
can know love by knowing who you are.. Honor the wisdom of your heart. Your intuitive heart is the
doorway between the worlds. It is what brings you joy, what brings you abundance, and what brings
you back home. Be fully present, believe in yourself, love and trust the being you are. You now have
the wisdom and the knowledge of how to talk with your Higher self, your true soul self.
Now, please take a little time to draw your symbols in color and then meditate a few moments on each
of them. Ask your Higher Self to receive and understand the information they hold for you.
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YOUR SYMBOLS
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CHAPTER ELEVEN REVIEW QUESTIONS
1. What do activated holographic imprints often connect us to?
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2. What are the keys to the language of our unconscious?
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3. What happens when we reject symbolic messages?
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4. What does the symbol of the square often signify?
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5. What does the symbol of the circle often symbolize?
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6. What provides us access to the beginning of the holographic imprint of our Self?
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7. What activates greater psychic identity within us?
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8. Name the two things symbolic messages from our unconscious always are:
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9. Draw the two symbols here you received during your symbol visualization:
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Chapter Twelve
Altered States
You can change your world including your body simply by changing your perception.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
Most of your reactions are echoes from the past. You do not really live in the present.
Memory is just frozen time.
DEEPAK CHOPRA
OBJECTIVES
Define rapport
Identify methods of pacing and leading
Define the characteristics of an altered state
Identify methods of induction
Communication is so much more than the words we say. While we communicate with our words, we
also send out communication through our voice quality or tonality, our body postures, gestures and
expressions. For example, our tonality and body language will determine whether the word Hello
is a simple recognition, a threat, a put down, or a delightful greeting. In order to effectively com-
municate with those around you, especially in a therapeutic setting, we need to understand certain
techniques to ensure our communications are being accurately conveyed.
WAYS WE COMMUNICATE:
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Body Language
55%
Words 7%
Voice Tonality
38%
RAPPORT
It has been said that the meaning of communication is the response you get. When we interact with
others, how do we get into the most effective communication loop with them? Rapport is the answer.
Rapport is the process by which we establish and maintain a relationship of mutual trust and under-
standing between two or more people. Rapport is also the ability to generate responses from another
person. Look around a restaurant or a public gathering. You can always tell the people who are in
harmony or rapport with each other. They are probably sitting closer to each other, they are commit-
ted listeners, and their body postures are either open towards each other or very closely resembling
each other. They are in sync. When two people are in rapport, their bodies as well as their words
match each other in posture, gesture and eye movements. The deeper the rapport, the closer the body
language match will be, until they may even match the rhythm of their breathing.
Successful people create rapport and rapport creates and develops trust. To establish rapport
with the words you use (and remember this is only 7% of your overall communication), refer back to
the various categories of the auditory, visual and kinesthetic words. Match your phrases and expres-
sions with those you are hearing from the person you are communicating with. Once you are verbally
communicating, using the dominate preference of the other person, notice how he or she is sitting or
standing. Are the arms folded across the body or is one leg crossed over the other? Is the person lean-
ing towards you or away from you? Are you sitting or standing taller than the person you are talking
to? Is the other person slumped over, holding his or her body rigid, or making eye contact with you?
All of these areas give you very useful and insightful clues as to whether the person you are commu-
nicating with is receiving the essence of your communication and how receptive or shut off to you he
or she is.
As you become aware of the persons body posture and movements, begin to match the arm move-
ments with small hand movements, and the body movements by your head movements. You can also
match the distribution of your body weight and basic posture. Usually sitting lower than your client
or business associate immediately takes care of any power or control issues that person may have with
you. Remember, matching is not mimicry. If you make noticeable, exaggerated movements or posture
in your attempt to copy or mirror the other person, it will be immediately picked up, and usually
considered offensive or manipulative.
Once you have finished with your desired interaction, a good way to disengage is to begin to subtly
mismatch body language. Mismatching will usually have the desired effect rather quickly. Of course,
the most extreme mismatch would be to suddenly stand up or turn your back on the other person.
Another important way to establish rapport is to match voice tonality, pitch and pace. If you are
talking high, loud and fast, and the person you are with is talking slow and quietly, it will be much
more challenging to establish true rapport and ease with the other person. Remember, the purpose of
rapport is to allow you to build a bridge to the other person as you establish points of understanding,
contact and trust.
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PACING AND LEADING
Once you have established rapport with another person through the techniques of Pacing and Leading,
you are then able to direct the interaction where you choose for it to go. The greatest teachers are
masters at rapport, pacing and leading, for they meet the students where they are, establish trust,
and then lead the students into the learning process on the students home ground. In a therapeutic
context, pacing and leading was perfected by Milton Erickson. Erickson focused on finding common
ground with the client. In addition, by agreeing with the clients feelings and perceptions, the practi-
tioner assists the client to trust and relax. Pacing is a general skill we all use when we are discussing
common interests, friends, work or hobbies. We can pace by the clothes we wear (wearing the right
type of clothes to a restaurant with a dress code or to a job interview), by matching emotions, (being
sympathetic to a dear friends concerns rather than loudly yell: Snap out of it), or by changing our
behavior in places such as our office or Sunday school.
Leading comes about when we have established rapport with the other person, and have paced
them and the situation enough to establish trust. Once the other person is engaged in a trust-
ful way, you can then begin to gently lead him or her into modified behaviors. As an example,
when you are with an angry person, matching the anger would probably only lead to escalation
of your interaction. By being a committed listener, matching the intensity of your speech just
below their level (without the anger), and respecting their state just where they are, most often
the person will unconsciously perceive you have heard them and respected their stat. As a result
they will be very likely to follow your lead into a calmer and gentler state. Pacing and leading
are powerful ways towards moving into agreement or a shared outcome. By paying real atten-
tion to the other person, and all the ways they are communicating with their words, body pos-
ture and voice tonality, you will be flexible enough in your own behavior to respond to what you
see and hear.
As a practitioner, do not be concerned about being able to get your client in an altered state.
Most of us are in an altered state much of the time! For those of you who doubt this, remember an
altered state is anything where less than 100% of you is present, right here, right now, completely in
the moment. Every time you mentally go over something in your head which either happened to you
in the past, or start to plan or decide what you will do in the future (even five minutes from now),
you are out of the moment. Who hasnt driven somewhere familiar, and suddenly you arrive with no
clear recollection of how you got there? It has even been said most people are in an altered state of
consciousness every time they make love!
Probably your biggest challenge will be to get your client fully present in the moment. In a Heart
& Soul Healing session, during the original interview conversation with the client and in the final por-
tion of the session, the focus is on having the client understand and appreciate the importance of being
here now, fully, in the moment. Often times people will spend a great deal of energy learning how to
get out of the body, how to ascend and so forth.
The real secret to becoming holographic is to be all you can be, in the body, in the moment. As you
accomplish this, you automatically go holographic and you will have access to all aspects and reflec-
tions of yourself, simultaneously! You dont have to go anywhere to find yourself just BE here. To
practice staying in the moment, be as present and as much in your body as you can, and simply notice
when you are no longer in the moment. Notice where you went and gently reground yourself in the
moment. This is one of the reasons it is important to love all aspects of yourself unconditionally. Make
the best of friends with your own body, accepting all parts of yourself without judgement. Otherwise,
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you will never truly, fully, be here.
Heart & Soul Healing uses a heightened state of awareness where the clients have direct access to
their Higher Self and the truth of their being. Simple and specific techniques to do this are taught at
our Practitioner school. Once you have been able to access that state with your clients, there are both
external and internal characteristics they will demonstrate as evidence of their altered state.
CHARACTERISTICS OF AN ALTERED STATE
External Evidence
Body stillness
Flickering eyelids
Eye roll, with eyes partially open
Rapid eye movement
Pupil dilation
Jerky body movements, twitches
Quick changes in personality, moods, expressions
Non social behavior or lack of concern about appearances
Speech changes
Reporting or describing unusual phenomena
Internal changes
Experience of altered state phenomena
Selective or focused awareness
Rapport or telepathic connection with the practitioner
Increased responsiveness to suggestion
There are several well established methods for guiding the client into an altered state. These methods
of formal, directed induction are taught through a variety of ways: NLP, alchemical hypnotherapy,
Erickson hypnosis, etc. All of them can be very effective in the right setting. Heart & Soul Healing
uses a unique method which directly engages the Higher Self, usually within the first few moments of
the session. Other induction methods are as follows:
FORMS OF FORMAL, DIRECTED INDUCTION
Authoritarian, forceful, or paternal induction
Permissive, persuasive or maternal induction
Hidden, subliminal, informal or buried induction
Building rapport through pacing and Leading
METHODS OF ALTERED STATE iNDUCTION
Pacing and leading
Breathing
Grounding cords, white light
Eye fixation
Counting down
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Guided imagery
Progressive relaxation
Body manipulation
Repetition
Mental confusion using a double induction
Disorientation and/or sensory deprivation
LEVELS OF ALTERED STATES
VERY DEEP STATE (Comatose)
Associated with Theta waves and appears similar to the Somnambulist state. Breathing is reduced to
1 or 2 breaths per minute and complete anaesthesia is achieved. It is rarely used outside of a surgical
context.

DEEP (Somnambulism)
This state is associated with Alpha and Delta waves. It is a profoundly relaxed deep state with no sen-
sations from the body. It can be recognized by one or more of the following conditions:
Lethargy, including an unwillingness to move or talk
Catalepsy, which is rigidity of posture
Amnesia, which is the inability to recall what has been said or done after regaining a normal
waking state
Total regression, which is complete involvement in past incidents
Slurring or distortion of the voice so as to be unintelligible
MEDIUM
Associated with the production of Alpha waves. The body is very relaxed, bodily perceptions are dis-
torted, and the client is very open to emotions and memories. Partial regression is where the client
is aware of being in the present and in the past at the same time. This is a highly suggestible condi-
tion.
LIGHT
This state is associated with the production of Beta waves and is a slightly relaxed state, open to emo-
tions, memories and ideas. The person is able to share his or her experiences easily, is fully aware and
in control, and often feels that he or she has not been in an altered state.
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Chapter Thirteen
The Animal Kingdom
OBJECTIVES
Describe how to work with animals
Describe two examples where animals helped to teach valuable lessons
Provide a visualization to receive messages from power animals
All creatures have a special place here on Earth. I believe that they are our examples of unconditional
love. If we approach the animals around us as if we were coming from their point of view, they will
be much more receptive to us. It is very important to meet them where they are, not as if they are
human, and we expect human-like responses.
In my animal workshop, I work with companion animals, usually horses, cats, and dogs. All
participants are able to use Heart & Soul Healing techniques especially developed for animal healing.
Once we have established trust and rapport with the animal we are going to work with, we use hand
scanning techniques to find temperature or energetic variations in its fields. Once the specific area of
trauma or energetic disturbance is found, the animal owner/practitioner uses his or her pulling hand
to energetically lift off the affecting energy. For cats and dogs, most of the affecting energy is found
or held in their bellies, on the spines, or along their back legs. After removing the main energy, rescan
the animal up near the space between the eyes and ears. For cats and dogs, a spot will be found usually
about the size of a dime. The spot will have the same feel or vibration as the main energy you have
already removed from the animals bellies or legs. Once you detect the spot of energy on the head, rub
it gently with one or two fingers of your pulling hand while talking to your animal. The spot on the
head was created in response to some worry or thought the animal had about his or her basic needs.
They were worried, for example, that they might be hurt, left, not fed, etc. While you are massaging
the affected area, gently tell them you love them, you will always have a place and food for them, you
will be there to play with them, or whatever (of a negative nature) you know has been experienced by
the animal. Basically, say the very same things you would like someone to tell you I love you, I care
for you, I will be there for you. On a horse, the spot on their head is about the size of a quarter and
again is treated the same way as for cats and dogs.
MY LIFE IN A BARN
For about two years, I lived and worked part time at the horse stables that my aunt owned. My Aunt
had asked me to become a partner with her in the tack and feed store that she owned on the same
property. She also asked me to help her care of the horses that were boarded there.
During my time at the stables, I grew to love a remarkable horse named Cindy. She was thirty-
three years old and the winter cold was hard on her. Sometimes when she laid down she had trouble
getting up again. One particular day when I was preparing the afternoon feed, I noticed Cindy did
not appear as usual to greet me. One of the stable hands told me that she had been lying down in her
stall for several hours. I hurried to see her.
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I will never forget how I felt as she fought to stand up and greet me. Her chest heaved with her
efforts to stand, but her legs kept buckling. Her body was soaked with sweat and matted with straw,
mud, and manure. Although she was weak, she hadnt given up. I believe she knew Id come to help.
We called the veterinarian and Cindys owner.
I got down on my hands and knees in front of Cindy to soothe her. Every once in awhile, she
would muster her strength to pull herself upright, but she didnt have enough strength and would
come crashing back down. Soon I had bits of straw, mud, and muck stuck to me as well. I remember
thinking, Gosh, if everyone cherished life like this courageous horse, what a world this would be!
After repeated, futile efforts, she and I just laid there, waiting for the vet to come.
I stroked Cindys forehead gently and told her that if she was going to die, I would stay with her
and my Indian friends were coming to help her with strength and love. As she relaxed, her breathing
became shallow and her gums started to pull up, exposing her teeth, a sign of approaching death.
Cindys owner, Cathy, finally arrived and started crying when she saw Cindys gums. Cathy asked
me to leave, so she could be alone with her beloved companion.
The veterinarian arrived late in the afternoon as I went to sit on one of the horse trailers overlook-
ing the riding arena below. He and Cathy spoke and she made the hard decision to euthanize Cindy;
Cathy didnt want her friend to suffer any longer. The vet went back to his truck to prepare a lethal
injection.
Suddenly something caught my eye. There were thirty Ghost-Spirit Native American Indians in
ceremonial dress dancing in the riding arena. Shocked, I kept blinking my eyes to see if they would
vanish. Instead of disappearing, I began to hear their singing and drumming and felt their spiritual
presence even more strongly.
I was entranced by this mysterious spectacle when a shout from the barn turned my attention.
The rays of the setting sun highlighted Cathy and Cindy as they walked triumphantly out of the stall!
Cindys red chestnut coat glowed in the sunlight. I was caught between disbelief and exultation as I
began to cry. Cindy was on her feet. It was a miracle!
Cindy made me realize the importance of desire and intention. There is nothing more powerful
than using all of our energy to be fully present in the moment and focused on our desires. Cindy
wanted to live. The vet had already gone into the stall, syringe in hand, to put her down, when she
managed to get up. We were all amazed, because we had lost hope.
Cathy asked her friend, Terry Ryan, a woman who communicated telepathically with animals,
to come over and talk with Cindy. I had not told anyone about my private conversation with Cindy
when we were in the stall together, nor had I shared my vision of the spirit Indians who had gathered
to ghost dance in the arena. So I was amazed to hear Terry tell us how Cindy told her a story about
Native American Indians who had come to visit her. They told her that if she wanted to live, they
would help. All she had to do was release her fear, come back into the moment, and focus again on
getting up, and they would help. Cindy wanted to live. Cindy wanted to get up, and at that moment
the Indians lifted her onto her feet.
Animals can hold the same place as we do. Because of unconditional love and the place of non-
judgement our animals and pets hold for us, many consider them the kindest kingdom of all. The
animal kingdom holds amazing knowledge about how life and energy are all related, no matter what
physical form or shape one chooses to take.
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SPIDER TALK
I have had some very interesting experiences with animals and have received valuable information
from them. I was visiting some friends in Hawaii. In the late afternoon, the skies had begun to clear
and it was beautiful outside. I chose to go outdoors to get some fresh air and admire the beautiful views
all around the house. It was when I was outside, simply standing on the porch and looking around,
that I noticed an unusual spider web.
Because the sun had come out, the glistening rays of sunlight caught the web threads. The light
reflecting off the silky, silver strands caught my attention. I noticed an astounding large spider, sit-
ting right smack in the center of the web. Curious by its rigid stillness, I moved a little closer to get a
better look. I got quite close to the spider and it didnt appear to have moved at all. At the same time
I could feel a very intense life force present around it. Cautiously approaching, I soon was very close
to it, perhaps less than two feet. All of a sudden, something strange happened. Although it was quite
impossible, I thought I heard the spider talking to me! It might not have even been a real spider,
but whatever it was, it certainly caught my attention! The spider went on to clearly reveal to me how
spells work, how grids work, how to break a spell and how to release curses. The spider also told
me that no matter how high the wind could sometimes get, a spiders web stays intact. The spiders
net does not disintegrate because the web has the capacity to move, to stay fluid, to move with liquid
motion. The web does not keep its mass, but rather, it moves with the wind. Scientists have discovered
the filament used to spin the web is much stronger than steel and far more resilient.
My conversation with the spider only took about thirty minutes, but it seemed to have lasted for
days. It was almost as if an entire consciousness was telling me everything it knew, as much and as
fast as I could take and hold the information. It was really an incredible and unexpected experience
for me. Up until that point, I had never even been fond of spiders, even though I knew through time
that spiders have been an important ceremonial animal for many cultures. Little did I know that
within two months I would be using that information and more, as I began to draw to myself clients
who had been involved in various types of cults and groups that had used spells and curses as part of
their power ceremonies.
MEDITATION TO RECEIVE YOUR OWN MESSAGES
FROM YOUR PERSONAL POWER ANIMALS
The following is a meditation I often use in my workshops for participants to receive their own mes-
sages from their personal power animals.
To begin, please get yourself settled and comfortable. Now, I am going to take you on a short
journey. Please take a few deep breaths, close your eyes and relax. I call upon my guides and angels
to be here now, to create a safe space, so everything is exactly the way you choose it to be and to sup-
port you in the highest and most spiritual way. I also call upon your guides and your angels to be here
now.
Now remember, we all imagine different ways: some of us see, some of us feel and some of us hear.
However your information comes to you, just know it is perfect and, as we go through this process,
remember the very first impressions and information that comes to you.
Lets begin on our journey. Its to a beautiful place, a spiritual place, a safe place. Just imagine,
in what ever way that is comfortable for you, that you are walking along a path in a beautiful place
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in nature. It is a nice day, a safe day. As you proceed on your path, you begin to notice a very special
and beautiful color radiating out of an opening to a valley, appearing very close by you, or right up
ahead of you. The color you begin noticing is a very special and unique color. It is vibrant and alive
and as you move towards it, it becomes even more electric, more alive. You realize this is the color
of your spirit, your essence, the color of who you are, of your highest reflection as you are connected
to Source, as you touch God. It is a healing color, very balancing, centering and loving. As you enter
into this color, your body begins to resonate, to vibrate with the color radiating and pouring out of
the valley. You also realize this color has its own filtering device and nothing else can come into this
place, for this is your own sacred place, within your own being, where you can come to anytime you
wish.
As you move through the color, going farther along the path, you now enter the valley. It is
just twilight. The valley is surrounded by canyon walls on all sides and the light of the setting sun is
reflected off all of the sides of the walls. The canyon walls begin to reflect and shimmer with all the
colors of the rainbow and it is one of the most beautiful places you have ever experienced. As you
continue down into the valley, you notice a very special opening in the rocks. It is an opening to a very
safe and sacred place and as you step through the opening, you find yourself inside a very beautiful
and magnificent cave. You follow the cave all the way back until you almost have to crouch down
to proceed forward. As the path becomes even narrower, your body takes on a liquid, fluid quality,
enabling you to keep going deeper and deeper into this magical place.
You now reach the end of the cave and you discover a large crack in the floor, where light filters
through, beckoning you even further. Using the fluid quality of your body, you now find yourself
fitting through the crack and you move out into brilliant sunlight. You have come out onto a natural
ledge that allows you a complete panoramic view of the magical place you have entered.
In this beautiful place, all different types of terrain and vegetation are present, from thick lush
jungles, to fragrant pine forests and the starkly defined beauty of the desert. You find yourself being
instinctively drawn to just the right area for you. Within this place, you are met by a special rep-
resentative of the animal kingdom, who is quite at home in this environment. This animal has been
especially sent to greet you with very important and personal messages.
Take a few moments in silence to listen and receive this message.
Now, as you remain within the same place, or perhaps move to another, you are greeted by a
different animal, which also has a message for you. Take a few more moments in the silence to listen
and receive this message.
Now, it is time for you to return. You find yourself saying good-bye to your animal friends, know-
ing that you can return to this magical place any time you choose. You easily find the ledge, as well
as the entrance, and you move back up into the cave.
Proceeding towards the caves entrance, you find the caves path widens and grows taller and
broader, until you can easily and comfortably walk upright, out into the beautiful twilight evening.
As you take a deep breath, you now open your eyes, fully awake and present
For those interested, Heart & Soul Healing animal clearing techniques are demonstrated on my
animal healing video, available from the Institute.
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Chapter Fourteen
How It All Happens:
What is Heart & Soul Healing?
So what does all this mean? How can we put this information into our lives, in order for it to have
real meaning for us? How can we apply any of this to the lives we are living, right now, today? One
thing is for sure. We are changing, our society is changing, the world and the environment around us
is changing. One way to achieve progress is to do different things in unpredictable ways. During the
many years that I has been compiling this information, Ive uncovered ancient wisdom that can be
used in new and innovative ways. The basis of my work is very straight forward and uncomplicated.
In its simplicity lies its magic.
THE BASIS OF HEART & SOUL HEALING
The part of you which knows all about you is actually your subconscious mind. It knows everything
that has ever happened to you plus all your multidimensional realities, beginning with the time you
came from the Creator. Sometimes this information doesnt even make sense to our conscious mind,
and our ego will attempt to override the voice of our Higher Self. Our Higher Self is the intuitive part
of ourselves which does not judge. It is within us, and it has all the answers we are looking for. Our
Higher Self is the most powerful and self-empowering part of ourselves. Once we have established
direct access to our Higher Self, through our subconscious mind, we do not have to go elsewhere for
our answers or depend upon anyone else.
It is time for those in the healing arts to give people back their power. It is time to move from
being a healer, to becoming a facilitator for healing. It is time for every individual to claim their own
power within themselves. We are in a time when the most important thing any of us can do is to hold
a space for others. Holding a space for another enables them to find their answers within themselves.
Holding a space for someone is very different from getting into their space. Most of us would agree
enough people get into our space every day. The biggest danger we can place ourselves in is when we
begin to believe someone else can save us, someone else has all the magical answers to our lives, and
our truths and answers lie outside ourselves. True healing is about getting people in tune with them-
selves, back into harmony and balance, and reconnected with their own inner truth. Our Higher Self
is the aspect of us which knows how to live free and authentically.
Unless a lesson is understood simultaneously on an emotional, mental, physical, and spiritual level,
true understanding and healing does not take place. When a lesson is understood, learned and released
on all four of these levels, healing occurs on a cellular level and the change is permanent. In Heart
& Soul Healing, the energy fields around our body are scanned. Scanning will detect any variance in
our fields at the etheric level. A variance occurs when there is energy being given to an area by our
subconscious mind of which our conscious mind is unaware. Our conscious mind consists of our ego
and our five senses. Our subconscious mind, however, is very well aware of our patterns, as well as
the true lessons and reasons behind them.
The energy of a variance in our energetic fields, accessed through our subconscious minds, will
enable us to find out why this pattern or lesson is still active in our lives today. Variances could be
caused by lessons of power and control, unconditional love, love and hate, and so forth. Because
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we live in polarities, maybe the only way we can learn everything there is to learn about love is to also
learn about hate or anger. Perhaps we are here to learn the polarity, or opposite of what our lessons
seem to be, so we can learn the unconditional or compassionate part of each particular lesson. For
example, we might come to Earth to find out and even teach about love, and then experience a lifetime
of learning, being confronted and challenged with anger and hatred. Whatever our lessons, when we
are giving energy to some pattern (in the etheric energy field of our physical body), it only means there
is some part of an experience or lesson we are still not clear about. Even though there may be a very
small part of the bigger picture we have yet to understand, it will be enough to generate the energy to
attract versions of that specific lesson to us until we get it.
As we all know, there are many different (and sometimes endless), aspects to any one of our major
lifes lessons. The good news is, through cellular healing, we are able to follow the energy variance
back to our subconscious mind where all of our information is stored. Our subconscious mind is almost
like a big giant computer we can plug into once we have the right access code. Our access codes lie in
the energetic patterns we wear on our bodies.
Once you know and really understand the truth of your particular lesson, emotionally, mentally,
physically and spiritually, your truth sets you free. There is nothing more powerful than your truth
to bring about a change or shift in your entire being and in all the realities in which you exist. Once
understood, the original energy imprint no longer needs to be in place to get your attention. It can
now become part of your wisdom and awareness. Within each pattern are all the answers to all the
lessons we are carrying, based on all of our experiences, and all the things we have come to learn. The
energy which was being devoted into holding our patterns in place, until we could look at the lesson
in question, now becomes energy which can be used by us for the creations we intentionally desire to
manifest in our lives.
Heart & Soul Healing is different from most work of this type for several reasons. By accessing
specific energy patterns, we can move directly to the moment it was imprinted on your etheric body.
Unlike most other therapies that ask you to go back to the last occurrence of the emotion or behavior in
question, HSH goes right to the source point of your lesson. The reason HSH is such a streamlined and
efficient method (getting precisely to the information needed), is it does not need to go to your general
pool of emotions, to then spiral back, layer after layer, to get to your understanding. Imagine how
many layers and layers of experiences we would have to get through to access, the starting point of a
major issue like power and control. When we have to go through layers and layers of built-up emo-
tions, the chance of us retraumatizing ourselves in the process is extremely high, further complicating
our original issue. With HSH, this does not occur.
The main job of a Heart & Soul Healing Practitioner is to hold a safe and neutral place for you
to look at the issue in question. This enables a clearer picture and understanding of your lesson with-
out distortion and illusion. HSH allows us to hold and support your space, without getting into your
space. Even though it would be just as easy or actually even easier, to merely read your mind and tell
you everything going on with you, to do so would take away your power. You would begin to believe
someone else had all the answers. You might not realize you can find the truth within yourself. Who
is a better authority about you than you anyway? It is truly only you who has all the information and
answers about yourself. When you give your power away, you forget your truth is within yourself.
When you see the truth is within yourself, you are empowered. HSH is empowering because your truth
is being accessed and understood from within you, by you.
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In Heart & Soul Healing we are taught to hold a place for you to do this. We are able to do this
because we are empathic. Being empathic simply means we are able to pick up what is going on in
your body by scanning your fields. This can be done in person or by remote work. Spirit knows no
time or distance in these matters. We are all empathic, yet many of us spend most of our lives trying
not to be. Would it ever really be safe or wise to feel everyone elses pain? Who would want to do
that? Yet being empathic is something we all do, every day of our lives. It is as simple as walking into
a room where there has been an argument, and immediately being able to feel something is wrong,
even though those involved are no longer verbally engaged.
When most of us were little and we got into a situation with our parents, or even with our teach-
ers at school where we felt we had to protect ourselves, we began to shut down the empathic part of
ourselves, bit by bit, because it was safer for us. Any of us can reopen that aspect of ourselves, and
the main key to doing this is to learn to trust the empathic part of ourselves again.
In turn, holding a space for you, uncluttered by illusion, distortion or emotion, is like being able
to walk down a dark alley with a friend by your side. It doesnt take anything away from you because
you still have to walk down the alley. Yet with support, you are able to do so without being distracted
by emotional or traumatic fears and illusions. You can look at and really see what is at the end of the
alley, instead of worrying about all the things which could be out there. This enables you to look at
the major underlying themes and patterns in your life, seeing and understanding them clearly.
Why am I here, what am I supposed to be doing and why does it seem like part of me is miss-
ing? Why do I seem to create the same things over and over in my life, when I seem to be doing
my best to do better? Why dont I feel happy? What the heck is wrong?
These are not particularly unusual questions. We all ask them. We have looked for answers among
our friends and family, among famous educators and philosophers, through countless books, and a
variety of seminars and workshops. We have sought the answers perhaps even in different forms of
counseling, and all types of personal and social interactions.
For the vast amount of time each one of us ends up spending with ourselves over a period of our
lifetime, the discovery of our true self seems to be one of the most complex, puzzling and complicated
assignments any of us will ever undertake. Why is that? Why is it so hard? Perhaps one of the main
reasons it seems to be so challenging to know ourselves is because so few of us are actually here! It
is like searching for something we already are. It is like finding out that what we want to know is
unknowable, but it is be-able. It is the good news and the bad news, all at once. To know ourselves,
we have to be here. No, not just a little. Not just now and then. It means we must be totally, com-
pletely, 100%, all the way here, in the moment of now.
Can we ever find answers which truly and completely satisfy our inner desire to know ourselves?
Yes, we can. In order to do that, we have to be here first. In my mission statement, I clearly state
that I am here to be the finest reflection of Source that I can be, here and now, by fully being present
in my physical body. By being in the moment, we are apparently able to understand and see the Big
Picture, the Plan, plus the whys and wherefores of what we are really doing physically and spiritu-
ally. Being here is like receiving the knowing of hindsight without waiting five or ten years to get it.
Being in the moment is a direct way to understand our purposes and our lessons. It is a way to under-
stand ourselves and what we are about, without having to emotionally retraumatize ourselves. It is
not necessary to go back through every traumatic experience we have ever had, until we finally access
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where our original traumatic energetic imprint occurred. Many times, the very reason our complete
understanding of our past is blocked is because our emotions at that time were so overwhelming and
painful, our self-preservation instincts stepped in and short circuited our awareness and information,
making it inaccessible to our conscious minds. On a cellular level, our subconscious, super conscious
and inner minds blend and integrate with our Higher Selves, giving us the information we need for
understanding our lives, all within a clear state of awareness.
Apparently our clues can be found in the very same questions we have already asked about our
lives. In keeping with all the rest of the mysterious timing of the universe, when we are ready to receive
information, our answers push the right questions to the surface of our minds. In other words, if our
answers were not already within us, it would not even be in our reality to ask our questions in the first
place!
How can we be able to go wherever we need to in order to gain the level of understanding that will
free us to be who we truly are? The missing pieces to the puzzle of our lives may lie anywhere. They
may lie in the first few months or years of our lives, in utero, in past lives, or even on multidimensional
or inner dimensional levels. How do we know where to go?
It is our Higher Selves who always know where to go. All of these areas are available to our Higher
Selves on a cellular level. Unless an issue is understood simultaneously on all four levels of our being
(mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually), our subconscious minds will continue to give energy
to the remaining cellular imprints still held in doubt or confusion. Once we know and understand the
truth on all four levels of our being, we will be set free from energy patterns, inappropriate thought
forms or programs, and the hold other people have over our lives. Through direct contact with our
Higher Selves, we realize that we are already in control of our lives. Once we understand this, we will
be able to take full responsibility for who and what we are.
By connecting to our inner selves and our Higher Selves, we will be able to trust the information
we receive with confidence and certainty, gaining a whole new range of choices. The key to all of this
is simple. The key is NOW. Now, in the space of the moment, is our only place of true power for it is
the only place where we can use our choices to create changes within and without. Our choice point
for change is always now, since choice collapses the limitations of time. Havent we all heard it said:
With that one decision, in that one moment, so and sos life completely changed? Some such moments
may even be referred to as miracles but, perhaps they are choice points times when we choose to
take a chance, change our focus and direction, change even what we do for a living, so we can change
and heal our lives, and do what we truly love to do. Our free will is the creative force of the universe.
All choices are an expression of creativity. Free will can only be experienced in a world of choices,
in the moment of realizing, acting and becoming the knowing itself. In other words, real knowledge
(knowing and wisdom), is not found in a book, but rather in the reader. The reader must become the
doer, the one who takes action on the knowledge, turning it into wisdom, and a state of beingness. It
is like reading about how to swim. Until we jump into the pool, jump into the experience and feel it on
a physical level, we really do not have any idea of the full reality of swimming. This is the key to life
itself to live life, we have to take action and be in it. To fully be in the moment, we have to become
the moment, BE the moment, and experience all the moment touches.
We must first focus first on having unconditional love and acceptance of ourselves. Perhaps this is
what we so often get mixed up about when we are told to have unconditional love. When we are able
to have unconditional love for ourselves, we can then have true non-judgment and compassion for
others. We first have to honor, know, respect, and accept ourselves. The path begins and ends within.
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None of us can really even be on the path for each of us are the path.
As we commit more and more to being in the moment and to being the moment itself, our aware-
ness and experience of ourselves on all dimensions expands and grows. This automatically occurs
when we stop giving our power away to others, step into the miracle of ourselves and become who we
truly are. There is nothing more transformational and self empowering than to claim back ones own
energy, space, and body, and to reestablish a full reconnection with ones Higher Self. Everyone is
entitled to 100% of his or her own space without interference from any outside source. When changes
are made on a cellular level, the changes will be permanent for they occur on every level and within
every cell of our beings. Our very vibration will change and it will be impossible to be what or who
we were before.
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Chapter Fifteen
Heart & Soul Healing
Sessions and Case Studies
OBJECTIVES
Identify what is covered in a Heart & Soul Healing private session
Identify areas related to HSH therapy
Offer two examples of HSH cases, including background and insight
Define the healing steps used in an HSH session
AREAS COVERED DURING PRIVATE HEART & SOUL HEALING SESSIONS
Identify if you are visual, auditory or kinesthetic
Discover the personal color which resonates with your soul essence
Identify symbols which unlock information from your past
Discover countries and places you have lived in the past
Learn what energy or patterns you have picked up from your parents
Identify any aspect of you out of the moment, held in past feelings, or emotions
Release attached feelings or karmic attachments to parents, lovers, or others from the past
Balance and release all thoughts out of balance with your nervous system
Release energetic patterns you are carrying from past traumas
Release conflicting programs in your subconscious: It is not safe to love, be in your power, etc
Release any psychic weight you might be holding in your subconscious thoughts
Experience Ascension, and bring that feeling back into all of your body
Energetically clear all chakras and meridian points, inside and out
Bring in all of your essence and any aspect which has not been safe to be here
Connect with your God self in a way you can do so easily, even after the session
Discover your mission and purpose for being here now
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HEART & SOUL HEALING RELATED AREAS OF STUDY AND THERAPY:
Research in NDE (near death experiences)
Research in OBE (out of body experiences)
Dreamwork
Rebirthing
Holotropic breathing
Energy work, body work, massage
Past life therapy
In Utero experiences
Counseling physical and sexual abuse clients
Working with ET abductees
Working with spirit guides
Working with animals
Dehaunting and depossessing homes, places, structures of all kinds
Working with children
Hypnosis
Psychotherapy
Martial and family counseling
Working with the inner child
Treating co-dependency
Working with phobias and obsessive behaviors
Specializing in smokers or weight loss
Treating co-dependency
Working with victims of witchcraft and voodoo
Future life progressions and multidimensional realities
Working with symbols and sacred geometry
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TEDS STORY
The following is a true account of one of my clients who, by letting go, found purpose in his life. It
was a life changing moment as he understood the why part to his own personal date with destiny.
Here is the story he has to tell:
I never knew what hit me. One minute I was at the peak of my life, successful, happy, and healthy
and the next moment my life, as I knew it, was over. What was about to happen in that moment would
change every area of my life, leaving no thought, belief, or even one cell of my being untouched.
It started out just like any other day in the late summer of 1992 in upper state Connecticut. When
I casually yelled goodbye to my children that day and rushed by my wife on the way to my car, little
did I know it would be more than two years before I could gather them up in my arms again and hug
them. All I had on my mind that morning was the fact that I was late and I had lots of work piled up
waiting for me once I got to my office. I had worked for the State of Connecticut for nearly fifteen
years and being late was frowned on, especially at bonus and promotion time.
I was quite a serious jogger then, using whatever spare time I could plan into my schedule to keep
myself fit and healthy. Because of the long hours I worked and the distance I had to travel every
day to and from work, I had recently taken up the practice of jogging during my lunch hour. It had
developed into a regular routine for me, and for the past month or so, a few of my co-workers had
even begun to accompany me on my regular run. On that particular day, I almost decided not to go.
This was very unusual for me, but l had not been feeling very well that morning and the weather had
been unusually hot. Our lunch hour came and the guys started to get their clothes and shoes on for
the run. Just as my jogging buddies set out, prodded by their remarks about slacking off, I decided to
join them at the very last minute. Almost immediately I regretted it. I felt sluggish and slow. I could
not get my running tempo right and I began to fall back in the pack. Never before had I run last in
my group of five or six as I prided myself on finishing first, every time we ran. Too quickly, I began
to struggle just to keep up, and not embarrass myself.
Soon I found myself running at the very back of the group. Thankfully, torn between a real desire
to stop and my stubbornness to finish, I realized the group had reached the very last intersection we
would have to pass, before returning to work. The city was in the process of doing road repair work
at that particular intersection, and there were a lot of barriers and lights in place. My friends and I
were running along the grass beside the intersection, intent on keeping our pace steady and still out
of the direct way of traffic. That is when it happened.
From out of nowhere, a large, dark blue older sedan careened up on the grass behind us, and
without warning, hit me squarely from the back. I had no time to think, no time to prepare myself.
In mid air, reaching out to take my next step, I was hit and then pinned under the front of the car.
My body, too big to pass all the way clear of the cars underside, was wedged about a third of the way
back. Already beginning to black out from the shock and the pain, I remember thinking, How did this
happen? This cant be happening to me. This isnt real.
The entire details of the accident soon unfolded. An older man, unaware of our jogging group,
had started to drive through the intersection. He was suffering from Alzheimers and was somewhere
in his seventies. That particular day, he was in a very confused state and he really should have been
stopped from driving. His family had settled up his finances and had given him a limited amount of
money, yet they had not grounded him as such, nor had they taken away the keys to his car.
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Apparently from eye witness accounts told to me later, the old man, while driving through the
intersection, became distracted and confused by all the construction. He lost control of his car and
ended up driving onto the grassy area where my group just happened to be jogging by. The old man
never even saw me. He unknowingly ran over me and l had become entangled and trapped beneath
his car. Oblivious to what was happening, the man continued to drag me along. Trapped underneath
the car and unable to get free, I had passed out and had been unable to call for help.
Ahead of me my group never saw a thing. By a sheer stroke of luck, two city workmen on the
construction job saw what was happening, and tried to flag down the old man. They ran over to his
car and begun beating on his window in an attempt to get him to stop. Once the man was stopped, the
workmen helped to free me.
While it was a miracle I was even alive, it would be two long years before I could truthfully say I
was glad I had not died that day. It was soon discovered the accident had broken my neck. As a result,
I have been paralyzed ever since.
Before my accident, I would never have agreed to go and meet with someone like Ken. My straight
forward reality would not have allowed it. Now, things were different. More than two long years had
gone by since my accident and I secretly wanted nothing more than to die. Strangely enough, because
I was in a state of complete surrender and allowance, I was led to the very place and space where I
would be able to begin living again. My wife had heard of some remarkable healing work Ken had
done and she told me about him, in hopes I would agree to meet with him.
Prior to my accident, I had been very independent with lots of stamina and physical
strength. I had prided myself on taking care of everything and everyone, both at my job and at home.
I had been good at dealing with facts, logic and being in charge. Now, my wife had to take care of me,
completely. In the morning, she had to lift me out of bed and onto the bathroom. She had to assist me
in relieving myself, and in giving me bed baths and showers the best she could. I was totally, absolutely
dependent upon her, and I just couldnt deal with it any more.
For all intents and purposes, I was completely immobile, and I thought my inability to move
around independently meant it was the end of everything which had meaning in my life. I had been
able to continue working at my job with the state, which gave me something to look forward to each
day. However, I was both grateful and ashamed that the state had modified my job, eliminating the
traveling I had done before my accident. Each work day, I would get up with considerable effort and
the assistance of my wife, and get into my wheelchair. My wife would then take me out to the front
curb where a special state van would collect me, taking me to and from my job. Sad about these
changes, I had pretty much given up all hope my life could ever be any different.
I was surprised when I showed up for my appointment with Ken. I dont know what I was expect-
ing from a healer or a metaphysical kind of person, but Ken was very different from anyone I had ever
met before. He was a soft spoken man, moving in a graceful, fluid and assured way. Quiet and unas-
suming, his powerful vitality and presence radiated out of his brilliant blue eyes. This was a man who
both loved and believed in what he was doing. He had a remarkable way of making me feel completely
comfortable, and I found it easy to tell him even my most private thoughts and fears about what had
happened to me. Almost immediately, even when Ken did the initial energetic scanning of my body,
there were some unusual occurrences. I was able to feel the powerful radiant energy of his hands all
around my head. I was also able to feel his energy when he put his right hand below the base of my
spine, and his left hand on top of my head. My body was reawakening to feelings and sensations I had
not experienced in two years!
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I brought my X-rays for Ken to see. I had not severed my spine or my spinal column in the acci-
dent, yet I was unable to move. I had just recently started to get back some faint feelings in my arms
and hands and some very faint physical sensations along my spine. As Ken put his hands in a drawing
position along my spine, I could definitely feel the energy moving down my spine. It actually started
to get hot. I had never felt anything as strong in that area of my body.
Although Kens process was very different from anything I had heard of, I found the things he
explained to me made a lot of sense. Ken told me that once we understand something on all four levels
of our being, especially the why part, we would no longer need to go on creating those situations
in our lives. More than anything else, I wanted to see and clearly understand why my accident had
happened to me.
The first thing recognized and released in my session was the anger that had come as a result of
my accident and had continued to build inside of me ever since. Ken then took me back to the scene
of my accident just prior to the time when I was struck by the car. We found out that psychically I
knew something was going to happen to me that day. In fact, I discovered I had actually known the
day before that something was about to happen to me, and that was the reason I had not been feeling
well the day of my actual accident. Apparently, when something of this nature is about to happen to
us, we always know it. The trouble is we dont always recognize or trust these communications from
our inner self.
During my session with Ken, and the space he held for me to connect with my Higher Self, I
became aware of a number of things I had forgotten since my accident. At the hospital, after I was
injured, it was revealed the angels had come to talk to me. I had never been able to tell anyone about
this, as up until my session, I was pretty sure I had been hallucinating or was just confused. In fact,
angels had come to me in the hospital to tell me that I had a choice whether to stay or to leave. I also
remembered that at one point I was very conscious of floating over my body, while my doctors oper-
ated on me! I was conscious of floating over my body while in a coma for a few days after my surgery,
hearing and observing everything that was happening around me.
The main focus of my session became what the angels had said to me and what the actual, specific
reasons were which played a factor in my choice to stay and live my life through, even though I knew
I would be paralyzed. It made all the difference in the world for me to realize I had apparently cho-
sen to experience my accident and my remaining disabilities, as my lesson about power and control. I
now could understand why, for I was also learning about forgiveness, trust, love, and compassion. At
that time in my life, because of the path I had chosen, I had to change and my accident was the most
efficient way to make all of those changes at once. My accident certainly caused everything in my life
to change. It not only brought me closer to my family, it allowed me to know who I really was and
my purpose for being here. However, in order to get that information, I had to be in touch with my
true, inner self.
Through Kens work, I was able to gain an overview and understand insights I had not been able
to access before. I now understood I had chosen to stay here on Earth, and this knowing made an
incredible difference to me. Many times prior to this, I had thought consciously I wished I would have
died in the accident, rather than live such a limited and dependent life. The understanding I was able
to receive in my session provided me with the needed spark of hope, which had been missing before.
My attitude changed from one of I dont want to be here, I am useless to I can do this now and I
still have something important to give. I was also able to understand from my session why my soul
had chosen to be an example to others, to teach others about persistence, bravery and courage. My
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problem had been I did not admire or love myself. Even prior to the accident, I had secretly felt I
couldnt really do anything here of importance, and now because of my accident, I wouldnt have to
try anymore. I now understood it was my own feelings about myself that mattered.
Following my experience with Ken, and the progress I have made since then on all realms of my
being, I realize how important and vital our connection to our own inner or higher self is, and how
Ken was able to hold that space for me, so I could connect to my own inner knowings. I know that
space, along with Heart & Soul Healing has helped thousands of other people from all walks of life
get in touch with their own purpose, and reason for being.
We all have dates with destiny, but the most important one we can ever have is where we are
provided the opportunity to tap into our own sense of self and our own beingness. My life has been
forever changed. I now live life to the fullest. I rejoice every day I am here, for each moment, to do
the very best I possibly can do, just within each precious moment. Please take it from someone who
has been there. Be all you can be, in every moment of your life, for it may just possibly be all you
truly have.
MARSHAS STORY
This story is told by one of my clients who later went on to take my Practitioner Training. This is a
reprint of her article which appeared in a New York newspaper several years ago.
It was the fall of 1992 and my mind was awakening to the reality I was under psychic attack by
very sophisticated dimensional beings. I had done enough work on myself to discern the difference
between my psyche and the influences of other intelligences. In the attacks I would experience a strong
presence/pressure closing in on me, difficulty breathing, a tightly closed throat, a churning third
chakra, frazzled nerves, a clouded mind, and a shaky, sick, fearful feeling pervading my aura. Along
with the attacks, there was the constant barrage of other minds berating me. Some times I could pick
up on their strategies but I was not adept enough to be free of them on my own.
Why this was happening was mostly a mystery to me. I understood some levels of it, however, I
felt like a victim. This was difficult to reconcile with my metaphysical training that I create my own
reality. Why would I create psychic attacks, disempowerment, and financial difficulties for myself?
In my eyes I was a devoted, sincere, spiritual Being pursuing my path as a visionary artist. I looked
around me and saw that many in the New Age/metaphysical community were in varying degrees of
similar situations. Only most of them were owning everything that happened to them. Few dared
to think along the lines of psychic attack and possession as being part of the situation.
I had taken a workshop that summer with Drunvalo Melchizedek. He had spoken of the clearing/
healing work his nephew, Ken Page, was doing. In the depth of my being, I somehow knew that Ken
was the only one sophisticated and experienced enough to deal with the masterful dimensional minds
that were affecting me. So in February 1993, two friends and I co-sponsored Ken Page to present a
workshop and offer private sessions in our area.
I went to meet Ken at the airport clutching a little rubber dolphin, my knees knocking, my aura
about to burst. He took one look at me and cheerfully said, Lets get to work on you. Youll be a lot
more fun after that. As we drove to my session he shared the empathic, kinesthetic impressions he
was picking up from me, See how that pressure is closing down your crown chakra now feel that
shift in the tone in your ear and on, and on. I was amazed at how precise he was and how valu-
able it was to have these sensations mirrored back to me.
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As we got ready for my session, Ken showed me the goosebumps on his arm explaining that this
was his personal signal that strong multidimensional negativity was present. It was so comforting to
my psyche that he could physically perceive the invisible influences which I had been struggling with.
Trusting fully in his abilities, I opened to the session.
The directions were easy to always say the very first thing that came into my mind. That
would be my unconscious and higher self speaking. The second voice would be my ego want-
ing to edit the information so that it would conform to my belief structures. I prided myself on
a pretty expansive view of reality so I thought piece of cake. Wrong, major wrong. When you
work with a man like Ken Page who has astute empathic, kinesthetic, telepathic abilities, highly
sophisticated experience with multidimensional negativity (and light) and is a balanced, spiritu-
ally connected being you are working with a powerhouse. You combine that with the basic
metaphysical person whose dimensional dharmic missions have created a galactic Indiana Jones pro-
file and you can blaze past every reality and belief structure you ever gripped onto. Frankly, this
is my kind of fun. Though I did not know until that day that it was possible to go beyond my own
imagination. How could one possibly do that? Yet that is exactly where your higher self-unconscious
will lead you, if you are willing to face your deepest, darkest fears. What lies beyond the confines of
your own reality? Everyone finds their own adventures. For me, it has meant actualizing the long
dream of becoming more holographic more dimensionally connected (including becoming more
connected in the physical 3-D).
Back at the session, my reality stretching began with questions about my personal symbols. They
were black, red, gross and ugly. Youre doing great, Ken said. What? How come my symbols
werent spiritual? (Ive since learned more about the connection between symbols, spells and con-
sciousness.)
Ken went on to dialogue with the thought forms around me. He called for a light to come and
assist them so that they could evolve. I expected to see glistening faerie dust, or some such, yet what
I saw was grey. Then black. What? Ken quickly had the dolphin and whale consciousness which
he works with spinning clear nets of light around the grey and black energies. We then rose into the
higher levels of sophisticated multidimensional negativity. I became the mouthpiece so that Ken could
dialogue with these Beings. It was most unique to experience myself, a spiritual light being, chan-
neling the grimmest of the grim. I felt their essence, thoughts, motivations and strategies. I was now
in their space. Kens adeptness (which he later described as holding a safe space) allowed me to
stretch my reality so these Beings, who were communicating through me, could be assisted with their
evolution by being sent into the light.
Ken asked me how many lifetimes I had been pursuing these energies. Wait a minute, Ive been
pursuing them?! Ken explained in his seminar that many of us have taken on missions to balance
negativity. We seek these energies out, holding them around us until we can balance them. The pieces
of my mystery puzzle were coming together.
As Ken sent the thought forms and dimensional negativity into the light, a peacefulness came
over me, and my knees finally stopped knocking. He moved to the heaviness over my heart and chest
which is usually where the lost souls (entities) hang out. The story that unfolded still amazes me to this
day.
I was an ethereal ET-faerie Being on a beautiful planet with the rest of my clan. Our clan was
fully empathic-telepathic so that I couldnt quite tell who I was at first. A group of strange Beings
approached. Feeling curious, we waited. The strangers (who my 1993 ego recognized as crude bar-
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barians) were equally curious of us. They were intrigued by our beauty and pawed at a member of
our clan (which I experienced as me) ripping right through the body. The clan, all experiencing the
destruction of the one, froze in shock. The barbarians, not understanding the effects of their actions,
proceeded to rape and destroy the entire 1,000 members of the clan except for one faerie who was
hidden from view behind some rocks. It was clear to me then that I was the lone survivor who held
the empathic-telepathic experience of the clans destruction. Ken assisted me to recognize that I also
was holding the whole clan of tortured fairies in my auric field to keep them safe until they could be
returned to the light. Can you imagine holding that kind of energy in your aura (for several lifetimes)?
I was dumfounded, shocked. My concept of who I thought I was floated parsecs (trillions of interstellar
miles) behind me. We sent the whole clan safely into the light and an indescribable weight lifted off of
me.
Then we went into the regressions. Ken uses hand scanning to pick up the cellular imprints ema-
nating from the body. These imprints are created by traumas which energetically leave a mark on the
etheric body. Ken begins with the most highly charged imprint and leads the client to the originating
point of the trauma. When the trauma is understood from a larger, more holographic perspective,
the hidden beliefs which create dysfunctional patterns in our current life are revealed. Recognizing
the greater truth releases the imprint, shifting the victimized experience into a balanced state of
empowerment. Exploring these traumas is where I faced my fears.
By the end of the session I was peaceful, calm and still. The dimensional minds which had been
berating me were gone (and they have not returned). I had a lot to integrate, yet I knew there was
more to explore.
A few days later, in my little house in the woods, I had my second session with Ken. I had brought
out a number of my paintings because I wanted to know more about my work with painting glyphs and
dimensional Beings. The session focused on one lifetime on Earth where I was a pioneer-like woman
living alone in the woods. I was attacked by a bear outside my cabin. I stabbed the bear with my knife
and we both died. I was very sad because I knew we had not wanted to hurt each other. The strength
of my feelings led to the recognition that the bear was still in my aura, was in love with me, and was
interfering with my current relationships. Ken had me look at the knife. Instead of a simple metal
style, I saw a beautiful crystal laser-like wand with a silver blade. It was magical. It also seemed out
of context with the surroundings and times. Ken had me explore inside my little cabin. I saw so many
details that I felt as if I was actually there. Everywhere there were artifacts and simple paintings all
with symbols and glyphs on them. I had made them for specific purposes, painting or beading each
symbol carefully. Again it all seemed out of context; there was something that I wasnt getting. Ken
helped me to see what was right before my eyes, yet so difficult to accept. Suddenly I knew I was a
spellbreaker. My mind went silent, maybe numb, as my body vibrated in recognition. I was exposed
to my own truth with nowhere to hide.
Stunned, I walked outside and another shock wave hit me as I realized that the bear had been
my human lover, transformed into the bear by a powerful magician and sent to kill me. The magi-
cian and I had pursued each other for many lifetimes, through many realities. The rest of the session
flowed easily. I remembered something of the dimension the magician and I came from, how he had
been lost in the realms of duality, and why it was important to bring him home. Ken had me complete
my dharmic mission by having me be the one who took the magician, and the missing shard home.
He was restored to his true nature, and the dimensional beings whom I have consciously worked with
as colleagues for the last few years were released from their disguises, freed from hiding. The bear/
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lover was sent on into the light and I was joyously reunited with my star family, having completed an
important assignment.
It was all very wondrous and thrilling except for one small detail that slowly dawned on me over
the next few days. I looked around at my current little house in the woods, looked at all of my paint-
ings of glyphs and symbols, looked at my dear sweet cat named Magic, and knew that I had come
back here once again, to be a spellbreaker. How in contemporary 1993 was I going to pull that off?
More importantly, how was I going to do that and survive?
I had several Multidimensional Cellular Healing sessions with Ken. Since then I have spent time
training with him so that I could learn his method of working and expand my path of service. My
understanding of the geometry and symbols in peoples auric fields is unfolding quickly and I know it
will play a significant role in my work with clearing and my art.
When I look at the many nightmares that I have experienced in both this and other realms, I see
that I have been well trained and prepared for the work that I am now to do. I never thought that my
souls passion would be found in the midst of horror and fear. Always I hold close to me that moment
of transformation and the knowing that any and all consciousness can shift in the flash of reflection.
Holding that knowing, and daring to feel, is now part of how I create a safe space for myself. Safe
enough for me to do my work with symbols and dimensional spellbreaking. As a last note, if certain
minds are wondering, Are these stories real?, may I suggest this question has no single answer and
will keep the mental wheels spinning indefinitely. I find it far more useful to ask, How do these stories
affect me? Then what I can tell you is that when the truth of our inner stories is revealed, it created
transformation. And that transformation is very real.
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Chapter Sixteen
THE HEALING STEPS
The following is a very brief outline of the process Heart & Soul Healing follows with a client in heal-
ing the wounds located in the hidden side of the soul.
Begin by hand scanning the body and making notes of all energy blocks. Repeat this process
after every release of energy.
The induction process is used to heighten the senses and set up the aura of protection so the
client will feel comfortable with the inner realms of the self.
While in the induction stage, have the client identify two symbols being subconsciously carried
with them. These become major tools in opening the gateway into healing.
Beginning at the top of the head, access and release energy blocks. Starting at the head is
important because this allows the client to have a clearer inner vision of the healing.
Then, move down the body to other hot spots until the body and mind feel balanced and in
tune with the vibrations of the Self.
After the complete release of energy blocks, have the client make a space connection to com-
municate with his or her higher source.
At the conclusion of the session, allow quiet inner time for the client to bond with his or her
personal wisdom and truth found within the healing.
There are times when the necessary healing cannot be completed within the realm of earthly
reality. During those times, have the client go aboard his or her space ship and do the healing
there. There is no sense of limitation when healing is done in outer space.
COMMUNICATING WITH ENERGIES FOR RELEASING
When doing the actual releasing and healing of wounds, use the following procedure as a basic way
of making sure the whole traumatic experience is being healed and transformed into a supportive
memory. Interject personal anchors where it is appropriate to do so.
Locate the energy blocks in the body through hand scanning.
Set up a voice dialogue, through the client, with the energy causing the blockage. Use ideomotor
responses when necessary.
When dialoguing, find the answers to the following:
The name of the energy having an effect on the person.
Where in the body is the energy being experienced?
When did the energy and the client first establish a relationship?
Why is the energy here now?
Is the energy being experienced as a specific weight or pressure in the mind/body? Clients are
usually very specific about this: 200 pounds of weight or 1000 pounds of pressure.
What is this experience about at the highest level? What effects is this having on mental, emo-
tional, physical and spiritual bodies?
If this is a death experience, establish the dying thought and how the thought is affecting the
client today.
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If this is a trauma other than death, reveal the inner belief about the experience and how it is
affecting the client today.
Discharge the polarized force and find the truth behind the frozen belief.
Prepare the energy for release into transformation. Use color, light and/or sound to assist in
this releasement. Always make sure the light being used as the guide is a pure light, and feels
right or good to the client.
After releasement of the energy into the light, bring in the psychic surgeons, angels, guides
and who or whatever is important for the healing.
Heal the affected areas with light, color, and/or sound.
Finally, suggest the higher vibrations of the experience be incorporated into the clients con-
scious awareness for daily use.
Conclude the session. Usually each session takes one and a half to two hours. The client needs
some time to re-enter into the conscious world.
I suggest the client wait at least a week before coming back for another session. Time is needed
to integrate the new awareness and shift old structures around. Then, in future sessions, re-
weave the tapestry of the clients life patterns and provide the support he or she needs to begin
trusting this new personal perspective.
The relationship between the client and the facilitator is very important. You, as the facilitator,
help people birth a new dimension to themselves, and the trust you instill and encourage within
your relationship to them is the foundation upon which they build a new trust in themselves.
STEPS USED IN HEART & SOUL HEALING
Here is a very brief outline of the basic steps of a Heart & Soul Healing session. In Heart & Soul
Healing Practitioner classes, detailed handouts, scripts, and specialized formats are given to each
student, including detailed ways of handling the many special circumstances that may come up in
individual sessions. For the sake of this outline, we will assume that your client is female.
Meet and introduce yourself to the client, noting how she is dressed and her general body
language.
Have the client sit down. Sit near but slightly lower than the client and establish rapport.
Have the client fill out her name and address on the client sheet.
Explain HSH, giving her a basic understanding of the work, and the three major areas you
will be working with and/or addressing in the session:
The three major areas are:
1. The energy or thought form(s) around her (usually by her forehead area) that act as a focus
or a catalyst for her to learn and understand what she is doing and/or experiencing in her life.
2. Entities, lost souls, spirits, babies, or fragments of beings (living or deceased), who are in
her field, usually around the chest, or, in the case of babies, in the area of her womb or sexual
organs.
3. Energetic patterns active or being given energy that are on her body, beginning with the
crown, face, and neck.
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Give the client a brief experience of hand scanning by scanning her arm and wrist area.
Ask why the client came and what she wishes to address in the session.
Ask the client to lie down, keeping her eyes open. Stand over her and show her the body scan-
ning process, allowing her to experience and feel, as much as possible, the patterns you may have
sensed or detected in her field.
Demonstrate how you will use the pillow to indicate and release patterns. Add assurance that
you will always tell the client before you touch her in any way as it might be startling. Take
care of the logistics by giving her permission to use the restroom before and/or during the ses-
sion. Ask if there are any questions or any other information that would be helpful before you
begin.
Ask the client to relax, take a deep breath and close her eyes, as you are going to begin the
session.
Recenter, focus yourself, and begin. Set the tone of the session by asking for her guides and
angels, and your guides and angels to be present. Use conscious intent and focus.
Proceed with the induction using the visualization and get two symbols. Note the symbols on
the client sheet.
Work first with the prevailing energy or thought form around her field in the upper part of
her head, forehead, or crown area. The first time she looks up into the light for a guide or angel,
once it has been established to be a bona fide representative from the clear light of Source, ask
psychic surgeons, guides and/or healers to come down to be with the client. Jot down the number
that come to help.
Once the main energy is released (including the use of the double pyramids if necessary), pro-
ceed to release any entities, spirits, soul fragments, or babies in her field. If a multidimensional
group is in her field or taking her energy, complete multidimensional negotiations, moving the
group to where they belong or came from. Finish off by using psychic surgery to remove any
implants created or used by the multidimensional group.
Ask permission and proceed with the nervous system balance. When the nervous system bal-
ance is complete, after telling the client what you are doing, step away and wash your hands.
Proceed to the pattern release portion of the session, addressing the strongest pattern first.
After completing the understanding and lesson of the pattern, release the pattern energetically
and break any karma with existing family or friends who were in that past life and may be pres-
ent today. Break any old distorted programs, as well as any spells, curses, etc. you may have
discovered.
Work with the client until there are no longer any patterns on her body, or until about ten
minutes before the session is scheduled to end.
After explaining what you are about to do, proceed with the chakra clearing.
Once the chakra clearing has been completed, reposition your pulling hand over the clients
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third, second, and first chakras, one at a time. Explain what you are doing and proceed with
the chakra-body activation, bringing the clients focus to those chakras. When this is completed,
wash your hands.
Have the client look up into the Light and ask for the aspect of her Higher Self to come out of
the Light.
Have the client bring in her Higher Self. Make sure her field is safely and fully closed. Point
out to the client that she is now in a balanced and integrated state with full communication with
her Higher Self and she can easily reaccess this state at any time.
Tell the client the session is complete and you are going to step away or out of the room. Assist
her to bring herself gently back. Suggest she take a moment or so to silently ask her Higher Self
any questions that she may still have.
After you have allowed the client a quiet time of about five minutes, reenter the session room
if you have left, or speak quietly if you have remained in the room. Have her sit up slowly. But
before she does, tell her to ground herself in a fully balanced and aware state. Briefly answer
any questions she might have.
Hand the client the client letter. Remind her it is important to shower and change her
clothes when she returns home. Also ask her to read the client letter at home as it will answer
almost all of the questions she might have. Thank her for coming and show her out of the room,
making sure she has taken her eye glasses or any personal items she may have taken off or
removed during the session.
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BENEFITS OF HEART & SOUL HEALING
Clarification of ego distortions
Personal empowerment
Creation of new behavior patterns
Freedom from reoccurring destructive emotions and mental programming
Integration and understanding of the lessons of past lifetimes
Experiencing and understanding lessons from all four perspectives: mental, emotional,
spiritual, and physical
Clarifying the reasons for reoccurring patterns in relationships and present life conditions
A realization each of us has a divine right to exist, our own right to be, and the right to
occupy 100% of our own personal sacred space
Reexamination of relative values and why we have emphasized particular issues in our
present life situations
The experience we are more than just our body
The opportunity to take our greatest fears and make them our greatest strengths
A new sense of the spirit being real,and that spirit is the basis of all reality
Produces clarity and an understanding which may change the way we view the death
experience
Greater self esteem and sense of self worth, as well as greater ego strength
An overview of why it is so important to assume responsibility for ones own motives,
intentions, emotions, desires, behaviors and actions
Supplies increased personal awareness, understanding and a sense of integrity, as well as
an expanded inner spiritual awareness
Connection with Higher Self, Source, spiritual guides and teachers
Release of the spirit from regret and ambivalence
Reintegration of fragments and separated parts of the personality
Highlights our own individual core patterns and soul purpose
Our cleared mind can become a true reflecting point or mirror for the pure self
consciousness and the flow of universal harmony in our lives without blockages or
obstructions
Rebalances our core patterns to perfect center point where we can claim 100% of our
nergy and activate our full potential to fulfill our lifes mission and purpose.
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Chapter Seventeen
Questions
HOW MANY NEGATIVE ENTITIES CAN BE IN ONE PERSON?
The number usually varies between three and twelve but there can be many more, especially if the cli-
ent has a history of drug and/or alcohol abuse or is under heavy medication. When we find somebody
who has a healing consciousness and understands how to use that consciousness, we may find several
hundred negative entities around them, waiting to be helped and released. They are not attached to
the persons energy, but they may be very close to them.
WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A DEMONIC ENERGY,
AN ENTITY, AND A DISINCARNATE ENERGY?
Disincarnates and entities are the living part of the dead that has not left the vibrations of this earth
plane. This would also be described as a lost soul. Demonic energy would be an energy that has never
had physical body and a soul substance of its own.
WHY DO YOU ASK FOR THE NAME OF THE DEMONIC?
It gives us an idea of how much it has evolved on its own.
WHY DO YOU VOICE DIALOGUE WITH THE ENTITIES?
So that the conscious and the subconscious minds can hear what is going on and can understand. It is
important for the conscious mind of the client to have an understanding of how much pressure, how
much weight, how much energy is being drained from the physical body so that when the demonic or
entity is released, the conscious mind can have an understanding of how this energy has been affecting
the four bodies of the person involved.
IS THERE AN ASSOCIATION BETWEEN DEMONICS AND SPELLS?
Yes. Demonic energy would move toward spells because of the patterns of negativity found within
spells.
WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A SPELL AND A CURSE?
A curse is more of a group consciousness, something that has been projected onto a land, a country or
a family. A spell is not necessarily collective or focused toward a large unit of energy. A spell usually
will be placed on one, two, or maybe three people at a time.
HOW DO DOLPHINS AND WHALES ASSIST IN THE HEALING PROCESS?
There is a collective consciousness, a healing vibration, that is inherent to dolphins and whales that
seems to neutralize or balance negative energies. The dolphins and whales can also contain an energy
with boundaries
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to provide safety for the client during the process. The energy is comfortable with these boundaries
because dolphin and whale energy is not aggressive, its more like having a liquid net surrounding and
holding the energy. The client is also comfortable because the vibration feels safe.
WHAT IS THE ADVANTAGE OF EMPHASIZING
WEIGHT AND PRESSURE IN THE HEALING?
We find that clients often carry tons of emotional and/or psychic weight with them that is sometimes
manifested into physical weight and/or posture problems. By seeing and understanding this kind of
weight, people have been able to drop physical weight off their bodies and begin to move with a new
freedom and lightness.
WHAT IS THE ADVANTAGE OF LOCATING THE DYING THOUGHT?
It will probably be the first thought that comes into the conscious mind the next time the person rein-
carnates. The dying thought can do great damage to the persons belief in what is real and what is
not real. It can affect the way they interact within relationships and can block them from achieving
their dharma.
WHY DO YOU USE LIGHT TO RELEASE ENERGY?
The power of light energy seems to be universal in its acceptance. We come from a light substance.
There is a oneness with that regardless of cultural or religious background.
WHAT DOES CLEAR LIGHT SYMBOLIZE?
It symbolizes the Christ being, our higher vibrations, our connection with the Oneness of the universe,
and our balance within polarities.
WHY DO YOU USE IDEOMOTOR RESPONSES?
Primarily it is the fastest way to move past the conscious mind, the five senses and the ego. Direct
motor responses will give you a clear answer to the questions asked. Also ideomotor responses allow
the subconscious to have a clear channel when answering questions that the conscious mind may not
know how to answer. For example, when asking a client about a deep seated pattern of pain or pun-
ishment, we ask, Has this ever happened before? The conscious mind may block the truth by say-
ing no, when in fact, through ideomotor responses, we receive a yes response to the question. Then I
know the client has some deep feelings about the issue and needs to be guided with lots of support to
understand why there is such denial. Ideomotor responses also show clients parts of themselves that
have answers that they, on the conscious level, may not have known they could access. Such responses
can make them feel safe and can give them some idea of what is going on inside them.
HOW DO PSYCHIC SURGEONS AND HEALERS HELP THE CLIENT?
Bringing in psychic surgeons and healers during the healing process is opening up the consciousness
of the client to other levels of reality. The surgeons and healers, and even the guides they choose, will
come in and assist them in the healing of his or her body. These energies help bring all the dimen-
sions of a person into alignment with his or her Higher Self. The psychic surgeons and healers also
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assist the client in not feeling alone or abandoned and they can continue to assist the person after the
session is over.
WHY DO YOU HAVE CLIENTS GO TO OTHER DIMENSIONS TO HEAL?
Lots of clients are affiliated with space groups and other dimensions. Once they become aware and
bring that into their own reality, there are places where we can take their etheric body to be healed.
And since these other dimensions are of another vibration, the type of healing the client experiences
is very different from what can be felt or experienced on the earth vibration. There are preconceived
notions that if we have some sort of illness or disease which cannot be healed by modern science, then
we may be facing terminal illness. By taking the client to another dimension and bringing in other
healers who can work on that disease, the client is able to remove the limitation and gain new insights
into how to heal him or herself.
DO YOU DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT WHEN YOU WORK WITH A CHILD?
Children are usually filled with imagination and love so they move very quickly into their truths. With
an adult it might take an hour or more to locate the truth within the wound but with a child it may
only take fifteen minutes and they are right there!
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Chapter Eighteen
Heart & Soul Healing Intensive Course
MISSION STATEMENT
The purpose of the Heart & Soul Healing intensive course is to unconditionally share all the information
gathered from thousands of individuals around the world, and to accomplish this by creating a safe place for
each of us to move into the awareness of Oneness in complete balance. Join Ken and Nancy as they share the
wisdom of the Third Eye of Horus Mystery Schools and the energetic shifts in the Collective Consciousness.
Experience the physical manifestation of your own Higher Self and expand your awareness. Not just for
individuals who choose to become practitioners of Heart & Soul Healing, this course provides insights into
how energy works in your daily life, choices and experiences in the creation and manifesting of Heaven on
Earth.
Over the years that Ken Page has practiced the healing arts, he has found that our bodies are imprinted
with billions of energetic patterns. These patterns are thoughts, feelings and emotions locked into other times
and memories. How do we unlock these patterns spread over eons of time, which include past lives, other
dimensions and past experiences? Ken founded the Institute of Multidimensional Cellular Healing to provide
an opportunity for everyone to energetically expand their awarenss.
During this intensive Course, you will be provided with the very latest of information on the subtle shifts
of consciousness. Nothing will be withheld - you will receive all of the wisdom from Kens mystery school,
the knowledge of his experiences over 25 years helping millions of individuals around the planet through his
healing technique known as Heart & Soul Healing. You will also receive insights from Nancy Nesters 30
years of spiritual teaching, Reiki practice and her own Hands of Kwan Yin compassionate vibrational heal-
ing technique. By sharing in this open manner, attendees to the course continually expand, making room
for new, high-level information to be received.
We believe that when the student is ready, Spirit appears to assist in the teaching and sharing process.
The purpose of the Training course is simple. Using the building blocks of the ways our brain receives
and translates information, combined with a discussion about basic energetics and how energy works in our
third dimensional world, course attendees are able to build a solid platform to understand the manner in
which individual healing originates. Course participants have experienced profound results from both Ken
and Nancys healing abilities. Visit www.KenPage.com for testimonials about course attendees.
The information provided in this course was drawn from direct experience with thousands of clients who
told very similar stories, no matter where in the world they were living. Everything Ken and Nancy have
leared will be presented in clear cut and simple terms, so that each student will understand the true essence
of the information. If we are to believe the reports of their clients, both during a session and after working
with Ken or Nancy, the basics of life are really very easy: We are here to know ourselves, to BE ourselves,
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to understand what we are creating, to move into Creatorship, and to have fun and enjoy our process as
much as we possibly can.
It is in the understanding of the basics of life that we feel Heart & Soul Healing can provide the great-
est benefit. Once we all understand what we are doing and creating, we can move out of our position as
human doings and into human beings. To accomplish this movement for ourselves, we merely expand
our awareness on all levels: mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. By showing the participants
through daily experience and demonstrations of accessing their own Higher Self, the merging of One.
ABOUT THE COURSE
The course is a nine-day experiential intensive that expands the concepts and techniques of Heart &
Soul Healing, (formerly known as Multidimensional CellularHealing). More information about this
course is found at www.KenPage.com
SOME OF WHAT YOU WILL EXPERIENCE IN THE COURSE
Discovery and clarification of your life purpose and spiritual mission
Activation of your will, power and control, and the complete awareness of your
physical body
Integration and realignment of your unique male/female templates from the Universal Self
Discovery of Holographic and Angelic realities
Activating additional neuronal pathways and pathways of awareness in the brain
Learn to balance your energy through 3 new techniques: Nervous System Balance,
Spinal Cord Balance & Chakra Balance
Bringing the Universal Self all the way into the base chakra of the physical body
Activating the pineal to unify all chakras
Clearing the chakra prisms of energy from time bound overlays, as well as residue
left by repeated dusting of energetic patterns of interaction
Individually locating, sustaining, and using, in a balanced way, the Source vibration to
create in the third dimensional world
Using the energy of the moment to expand holographically
Learn to identify & change the different programs your subconscious picked up in
the past that may still be affecting you today
Learn about the energetic affects of carrying abound past event
Learn how to be energetically safe in your body, home, office, and everywhere you are
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SAMPLE COURSE TOPICS
Heart & Soul Healing
A detailed discussion of Heart & Soul Healing, including a review of required material. Actual
sessions will be used to demonstrate and clarify techniques. Includes empathic techniques, quali-
ties of a practitioner, how to stay in your own space and how to be in a space where miracles
happen.
Hidden Secrets
Treatment of phobias, ego challenges and blocks, substance abuse, abuse patterns and addic-
tions, including co-dependent relationships.
Making Peace with the Body
Rebirthing, in utero regressions, past life and present life regressions, physical disease, dis-
abilities and body imprints
Unique Forms of Energetics
Male/female balance, nervous system balancing, oversoul and tearoff integration.
Alternative Identities
Rebirthing techniques, soul and gate keepers, in utero traumas, child abuse, and miscar-
riages
Time & Space
Recovery of oversoul fragments, soul theft, tearoffs & breakaways, implants, ET interference,
reconnection to own planet/space or group, psychic and alternative reality surgery, use of the
Source vibration in Creation, and traveling in and out of time, gates and portals
Facing the Other Side
Demonic networks, depossessions, voodoo, curses, spells, grids, pacts with the Devil and witch-
craft
Interacting with All the Rest
Self clearing techniques, sessions with children and pets, dehaunting of physical locations, as
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Chapter Nineteen
Glossary
CELLULAR IMPRINTS: Traumas which have happened to us over the physical, spiritual, emotional,
and mental evolution of our personal development.
DEPOSSESSION: A process which corrects a distortion of original soul occupation. This is
accomplished through the releasing of influencing anti-life forces of all kinds. Also known as Spirit
Releasement.
DEPOSSESSIONS WITHIN DEPOSSESSIONS: Process of release where an invading or attached
energy is found within the original invading energy.
DHARMA: Our individual life purpose, which we are free to pursue once we have balanced our
karma.
EARTHBOUND: The state of remaining in the third dimensional physical world as an entity, after the
physical death of the body. It is a result of unsuccessful transition into the light and higher realms.
EMOTIONAL SIGNATURES: The negative or positive residue or traces left in the astral and etheric
bodies (expressions of love, joy, peace, hate, anger and so forth) which are unique to each individual
spirit.
ENTRY POINT: The spot at which the spirit enters the host where a conscious or unconscious
choice has been made by the host to allow or permit entry to be made.
EXORCISM: The driving away of possessing or influencing spirits, the drawing away and casting out
of departed spirits, usually without much regard or gentleness towards the invading influence.
HAND SCANS: A form of energy sensing. Passes with the hand are made over the clients body to
determine any outside anti-life force interference. Usually done on the etheric body field. It detects
irregular energy fields, blockages, dark or shadowy spots, voids, holes, and empty places.
MAGNETIC PATHWAYS: Impression routes (usually to the astral plane) of incomplete mental
projections, thoughts, actions, or emotional reactions for which we deny ownership.
NDE: Near death experience. The experience of actually having died, experiencing clinical death, or
the loss of all vital signs such as the heartbeat and respiration.
OBE: Out of body experience. The spirit body travels while still connected to the physical body by the
silver cord. Sometimes referred to as astral projection or soul travel.
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PAST LIFE RESIDUE: Usually consists of three parts:
1. Mental residue (thoughts, assumptions, conclusions, judgments, or decisions).
2. Emotional residue (feelings of guilt, regret, anger, fear, sadness, etc.).
3. Physical residue (pain or other physical sensations including amputation).
All three can lead to fragmentation, submersion, or separation.
PAST LIFE THERAPY: Psychotherapy or hypnotherapy involving regression to former lifetimes, to
understand and solve the problems of the current lifetime.
PERMANENT MARKER: The etheric double which stays within the earth vibration, as our personal
signature of having been here. It is our Marker of our Self having experienced this plane of energy.
It is not usable, and is without life force, when the physical body is shed. It does not dissolve. It is our
portal or pattern to which we are always connected. As we move into another incarnation and blend
into the vibration of the earth, the etheric double guides us back into that consciousness.
PICTURIZATION: Controlled visualization, shaped thought forms.
POSSESSION: Possession is a form of trance behavior caused by the displacement of the
individuals soul or self by that of an outside or alien entity. Dramatic changes in behavior can accom-
pany the entitys occupancy of its human host.
REINCARNATION: The return by the soul to physical form in repeated existence.
SOUL MIND: Mechanism which records the sum total of a spirits experiences through incarnations.
Forms physical bodies and lifestyles, composes a persons character, personality, or individuality. It
never dies. It is also called the memory bank, and the permanent intellect or consciousness.
THOUGHT FORM: A projection of consciousness. It can persist through the lifetimes of its host
and/or originator.
UNATTACHED BELIEF SYSTEM: A series of related thought forms which vibrate and move around
us without any connection to its owner or originator
WALK-IN: An agreement made at a soul level between the Higher Self of someone on the physical
plane, and the evolved spirit of another who wishes to incarnate. The incoming spirit or walk-in does
not wish to go through birth, lengthy childhood, or early adulthood, and yet has an important mission
or purpose to accomplish on the earth plane. The evacuation of the physical body from the original
owner to the walk-in is completely voluntary.
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ALoul lLe AulLois:
KEN PAGE
A gifted empath, futurist and intuitive, Ken was a clinical hypnotherapist for more than 20 years.
From that background, he created and developed Heart & Soul Healing which identifies ener-
getic patterns on the physical body. By using these patterns to access the subconscious mind,
physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual patterns are released from our past. Ken has seen thou-
sands of individuals worldwide in his ongoing Heart & Soul Healing practice, assisting them
to achieve full self-empowerment and creatorship. Each client has added to Kens knowledge
about our journey on Earth and elsewhere!
Founder and Director of the Institute of Multidimensional Cellular Healing and the Third Eye of
Horus Mystery School, Ken is the author of 'The Way It Works', 'The End of Time', 'The Heart
of Soul Healing' and co-author of 'Dancing with Ghosts (Awaken the Angel Within)-Gatekeeper
for Lost Souls. He currently offers certified Heart & Soul Healing 9-day intensive and training
courses through Clear Light Arts, ADL, a 501 (c) (3) not for profit organization.
A respected international teacher and lecturer, Ken has participated in health and healing confer-
ences all over the world. A sampling of the various programs where Ken has presented are the
Wesak events in the US and overseas, Whole Life Expos, Body, Mind and Spirit Festivals, Para-
psychology Conferences, the Peace in Mind Festivals (Sweden), Body Spirit Festivals (England),
One Heart Production Seminars, Universal Lightworkers Conferences, Total Health Conferences
(Canada), UN Members Assembly Group (New York), and the Solar Heart Symposiums. Ken has
also written numerous articles for various newspapers and magazines, health and spiritual pub-
lications, as well as appearing on national television. A requested radio speaker, Ken has been
a guest presenter at many Unity Churches and metaphysical centers and bookstores throughout
the United States and Europe.
Ken is a survivor of the dis-ease known as cancer and offers his Hospice training and life ex-
periences to those individuals or family members dealing with crisis, terminal illness, sickness
and the energetic dynamics of life-threatening circumstances.
Each month, Clear Light Arts, ADL sends out a free e-zine monthly newsletter reaching thou-
sands of individuals around the world. Visit www.KenPage.com for updated information.
Ken Page has been in the professional and healing fields
for the majority of his life. While his career in the corporate
world brought him many successes, he continued to feel
that life held more. Ken has devoted much of his own life
to personal understanding, spiritual development and self
empowerment.
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From an early age, Nancy Nester communicated and received guidance from angels, ascended
masters and other energies of light beings. Her experiences as a child and again as a young
woman created a need to question and explore her abilities as a clairvoyant (seeing energy
in motion), and as an intuitive and empathic healer. Nancys several near-death experiences
have provided her with a unique vision and awareness of the multi-dimensionality of the soul
and its journey.
As a professional in the legal eld for over thirty-ve years, Nancy gained valuable insights into
the minds and hearts of clients, learning compassion for all lifes events and circumstances.
While working in the world of right or wrong, she chose to nd the center point of truth
through her intuition and knowing. Her philosophy in life s learning experiences, teaching,
sharing and healing has always been of Unity Consciousness:
There is but One Mind, One Truth, One Source in the Universe,
and I AM ONE with ALL there is.
Nancys Doctorate in Metaphysics and Degrees in religious studies with an emphasis on com-
parative world religions has brought her thousands of clients and students in the past 35 years.
A Reiki Master-Teacher for many years, she has an active Reiki practice and Reiki teaching
schedule for all levels of learning. She is an ordained ADL minister, offering relational and
spiritual counseling.
Founder and Director of Ancient Wisdom Spiritual Centre, ADL, Nancy successfully created
a full-service metaphysical and spiritual center offering every individual a key to access the
wisdom within themselves. She has also created the revolutionary technique known as Hands
of Quan Yin combining ancient gates (never before published) for the vibration of compas-
sionate healing.
Director of Clear Light Arts, ADL, Co-Director of The Institute of Multidimensional Cellular
Healing, and the Third Eye of Horus Mystery School, Nancy is also a Practitioner-Teacher
of Heart & Soul Healing. She has developed a unique healing session combining the en-
ergy of Reiki with three powerful Heart & Soul Healing techniques for a Blended Energy
session. With her additional experience as a clinical hypnotherapist and training in Bio-En-
ergetic Repatterning, visualization and empathic awareness, Nancy has helped thousands
of individuals worldwide to access their subconscious mind and free themselves from the
physical, emotional, mental and spiritual patterns of their past.
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Nancy is the co-author of Dancing with Ghosts (Awaken the Angel Within)-Gatekeeper for
Lost Souls. She teaches classes and workshops throughout the United States, Canada, and
Europe. She offers ongoing workshops, classes and private Heart & Soul Healing Sessions and
assists Ken Page in offering certied Heart & Soul Healing 9-day intensive intensive and train-
ing courses through Clear Light Arts, ADL, a 501 (c) (3) not for prot organization.
Nancy is also a trained, certied mediator and entrepreneurial coach, offering services in the
eld of group dynamics and interpersonal relationships for both personal and business suc-
cess. Nancy offers her skills to assist individuals in business and personal relationships to
move from adversarial or outcome-based roles towards a centered approach, enhancing a
more uid understanding and a better perspective, allowing for the creation of an open and
trusting safe space. Her consultations are designed to increase the art of communication,
self-awareness, focus, energy and condence, as well as to expand creativity, satisfaction, and
prosperity.
Nancy is a survivor of the dis-ease known as cancer and offers her Hospice training and life
experiences to those individuals or family members dealing with crisis, terminal illness, sick-
ness and the energetic dynamics of life-threatening circumstances.
Each month, Clear Light Arts, offers a free email monthly newsletter reaching thousands of
individuals around the world
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