MATHEMATICS OF SEXUALITY

My writings in my laptop

November, 2012

PREFACE A white bearded man, possibly not a homosexual, a psycologist, was saying on TV 'Homosexuality is quiet normal'. I will try to show that male homosexuality is not normal.

AXIOM My axiom is Life's tendency is towards beauty. Therefore A human's tendency is towards beauty. Therefore A man's tendency is towards beauty. You may accapt this or you may not. For example, your axiom may be A human's tendency is towards praying God. I accept this; i.e., you may put such an axiom. Then, you may state the results. But my axiom is 'life's tendency is towards beauty'. You may also ask what beauty is, what tendency is, what being towards something is. These are also undefined; understand whatever you want from these. But try to sense if my theory reflects the reality. (Though, there may be more than one reality). *** (My English is far from being perfect. I am not a native speaker of English). *** LOVE Love and beauty can not be along with asshole; because shit and fart can not be thought along with love and beauty. Sodo-masochism can not be along with asshole; because sado-masochism can not be thought along with shit and fart. Sado-masochism is very sweet love. You are aware of the indispensable of togetherness of asshole with shit stink and fart stink, aren't you? *** Sado-masochism is very sweet love but, it is hard to fix the frequency and to reach an accord. Let me relate a memory: When I was young, without thinking that they are very dirty places, I had been going to the whorehouses. In a whorehouse I went, (allow me not to say which one), I wanted from the bitch I

was making love to bite me. She met this as very strange. It was a tasteless situation. (I told this as a funny memory. Consider this as a comedy movie scene). *** Sadism of love is soft sadism, masochism of love is soft masochism. Bites, bleeds, ties... but does not give permanent harm. Real sadists and real masochisists are maniacs. I remember one who had killed three little children with hanging. When arrested, he had selfsuicided. *** BACH Bach frequently violates harmony rules. But, of course, Bach is Bach. The same is true for porno. i.e., violating harmony rules. *** ADVICES TO PORNO BITCHES (Or 'Advanced Porno') In a woman, a robust and a beautiful character impresses me mostly; not her showing her sexual organ or nude breasts continuously. These must already be seen by themselves and must not be shown consciously. But stupid men are eager to see sexual organs. I don't like to see an ugly female sexual organ or very big breasts. I'm not fond of it. On the other hand, being too much impressed by a woman, character might turn into transsexuality. Men have no place in porno. Porno is woman. *** I cancelled those photographs I didn't like. In the rest, there remained a girl almost I liked most. As far as understood, those porno professinals are conscious. They count stupids to win money. *** I think; can a person find a girl such as this in life? I say love's life is two, or three weeks. In two, or three weeks, a man and a woman will tell everything they want to tell each other. ***

LESBIAN BITCHES Women, at least bitches imitating lesbianism understand nothing of lesbianism. What is the meaning of direct looks into the camera? *** BITCHES It is obvious that these are extremly ignorant people. I wonder if they know reading and writing. I think exactly that bitches are very dirty people. For this, I never go near them. Syphilis is a horrifying illness. I don't know if it can be cured nowadays. But even if it can be cured, it mustn't be forgoten what troubles this ignorant world had given to lots of people. *** What kind of need is shitting so that it oftenly dominates the sexuality of these people and they can't keep their sexuality away from the need to shit? And they never feel shame. *** BEAUTIFUL ASS Girl; I love your ass very much. I'm dying for the beauty of your ass. I want to embrace it, I want to kiss it in abundance. But why do you keep your asshole in front of my face insistingly? You are only disgusting and idiot with your meaningful sneer when keeping your asshole against my face... Is it so heavy to be so little serious? How shall we deal with you? *** And that habituated pimp? There is no such a sexual joy! The rest is his being a beast. ***

There is nothing else for me to say, to do; that's all... Wiseguy creates blind excuses for anal intercourse. *** And then he leaves excuses aside, anal intercourse becomes love... *** HUMAN RIGHTS AND DISGUST Lesbianism and male homosexualiity are not paralel. And transsexuality is unbeleivable illogicality. By giving their rights to Lesbians and, as appopriate for them, by despising male homosexuals and transsexuals, Turkey may help humanity to fix its confusedness. Lesbianism is human right and male homosexuality is disgust and maniacness. *** ANAL INTERCOURSE Anal ntercourse is not an ethical subject, it is a stomach subject. I accept that there is something which may be called anal joy; but anal joy is not a sexual joy, it is the joy of shitting. And existence of such a joy is quite naturel. But thinking that shitting joy is a sexual joy is a historical maniacness. Inability to exterminate it in the being is maniacness. You may have a fool humor relating to shitting. I don't say to you to leave this humor; because you are a beast, it is meaningless to say to you to leave it. But you make a porno album for a bitch like an angel, in it there is anal relation... Understand that you are a beast. Being a blockhead or annoying people are different things, and being a beast is something different... *** BIRDBRAINED Is saying that 'No smoking' or 'Don't pick up the flowers' the same as saying that 'Anal relation is maniacness'? Birdbrained!

I see no mistake in saying that you are birdbrained. *** I'M IN LOVE According to my theory, this situation lasts two or three weeks. This will be so even if no heartbreak happens. But no heartbreak is almost not possible. For example, I began thinking that she is an ordinary bitch. They may be laughing because I can't see what everyone sees. But, as known, love is blind. *** YES Yes, dear, you are in terrible conditions. But I'm in terrible love with you. *** INTERNET Two speciality in internet attract my attention: 1. Abundance of girls. (How poor I am. My poorness is frightful. Are these all bitches? And are all of them clear?) 2. Among these, you sometimes see Turkish ones. And you are well aware that you are looking at a Turkish one. Turkish porno-makers have such a sympathy(!). *** PORNOGRAHIC PHOTOGRAPHS I'm looking at porn-photos. If a girl had taken 120 photos, in half of them, she turned her ass to the camera. In many photos, she makes some hand or arm movements. What do they mean? What did I make to you? *** Because these girls and their photographers are very ignorant people , you must be ready for meaningless behavior. They never have art in their mind; they have in their mind only hunting clients. If they have art in their mind, they become unbearable, they become affected. But I think a nature photograph; a forest, a bird, a flower photograph can not be banal. Like this, perforce, porn-photos contain, if not art, bits of art. If you are careful, you may meet things worth to see.

*** QUALITY DIFFERENCE I tought there was a quality difference between nude art and porno and because porno was an appearence of prostitution, this difference could not be covered. But it is simple how to cover this difference: Skip the foolnesses when copying the photographs into the laptop. I was already doing this, as well. Why was foolnesses boring me so much? You can not erace human-like creatures so early... *** PORNO Can porno be this much with these girls? Why don't I look at meaner things? Is porno the place to pour out disgust? *** FOLKLORIC ETHIC When I say 'The curse is on you' to male homosexuals I do not talk with folkloric understanding. I ask what we shall tolerate. Their turning our stomachs? *** HERMAPHRODITES I didn't say anything about hermaphrodites. Because I don't consider them even as metaphysics, they are fantasies. *** SECOND TYPE MALE HOMOSEXUALITY What I call 'second type male homosexuality' is not only particular to men; same thing is seen as 'anal intercourse' among women and men. i.e., It is wrong to see 'second type homosexuality' as a perverseness particular to men. But, although active-like men are prestigeless and most of the time, they are both active-like and passive, if an active-like man is directed to women, he is not even considered as 'perverse'. Besides, second type has two stages: 'Naive stage' and 'Quasi-masochism/Quasi-sadism stage'. ***

I stress this point insistently, becasue I want to write some metaphysical stories about transsexuality (which I call 'first type'), and altough transsexuality is an inadequacy of thinking, I hate it to be confused with this loathsomeness. *** MALE HOMOSEXUALITY Pay attention that there are two kinds of male homosexuality: 1. Male homosexuality which can be taken serious. These can not understand their inadequacy and helplessness about womanhood. This kind may turn into transsexuality. We shall not argue this kind anymore. 2. Male homosexuality which can not be taken serious. Mixing shitting joy with sexual joy; instead of a relation with a woman (which can easily be constructed), declaring that he prefers shitting joy. These two kinds of male homosexuality mix with each other with variable ratios. Pay attention that there are two kinds of male homosexuality. *** MALE HOMOSEXUALITY COLLAPSED I am not saying this with anger, I am saying this as the announcing the known, I am saying this because I have the impression that it is necessary. Male homosexuality collapsed, at least, at the intellectual level. There remained nothing to be confused about it. It is not necessary other then loathing it. It is ignorance. I repeat: Male homosexuality collapsed at the intellectual level. *** LESBIANISM Let's dwell on lesbianism a bit more. Lesbianism is not perversity; it is nature. Every woman is lesbian. May be she has to discover it. (because life's tendency is towards beauty). Yet; there can be no abstract lesbianism. Marriage of lesbians is foolish. Lesbianism can not be by itself, it can't be alone. If a woman has 10 sexual relations, 9 of them should be with her man; may be only 1 of them with the woman or girl she desires can be normal. Lesbianism more than 10 pecentage is not normal. Because lesbianism is absent sexuality.

But today's human does not admit lesbianism. There may be an explanation for this. And lesbianism is contrary to the folkloric ethic. As seen, lesbianism is one thing, first type male homosexuality, i.e., transsexuality is another. First type male homosexsuality is a mistake in thinking. In this respect, we can say first type male homosexsuality is perverseness. Lesbianism is not the reciprocal of transsexuality. You may be angry at transsexuality; yet, you can not curse it. But, although there is no logical relation among first and second type male homosexuality, they are closely mixed with each other in practice. My thoughts are related to intelectuality. For example, team of ignorants and fools get mad in my cursing of anal intercourse. *** CLASSIFICATION We can make such a classification: Today's man: Half sexuality, Today's woman: Compulsory half sexuality, Lesbianism: Absent sexuality, First type male homosexuality: Wrong sexuality, Second type male homosexuality: Shizophrenia, Anal intercourse: Shizophrenia. *** WAR! Hitler had said that 'If wars disappear, humanity degenerates'. I don't know exactly what Hitler meant; but it is seen that wars can not prevent degeneration. There are horribly degenerated creatures in American airplane carriers. Instead of thinking means to prevent degenerations, states get degeneration live in their laps. I say 'If wars disappear, manhood will disappear'. But after this disappearance, at least at the beginning, there will happen an era of degeneration. As seen even now, a 'Sodom and Gomorah era' will happen. God had finished first Sodom and Gomorah era by throwing stones from the heaven, but I don't think this new Sodom and Gomorah era can be prevented by stories.

We must be ready for this era of degeneration. What can be done? I don't know. But the idea of the most sublime value as beauty should be given to humans. *** A QUESTION IN MY MIND The guy is just like a girl. Sympathetic. But he is a male homosexual. Your stomach turns, you want to get away. (Isn't that normal? We forget a male homosexual is the one who turns our stomach, that even does't come to our minds. We tolerate male homosexuals. We tell 'that male homosexual is good man'. Do we develope an unconconscious behavior to stop the hyperactivity of these creatures?) On the other hand, the woman is beautiful, but her beaviors are like a man's. She is a lesbian. The question that comes to my mind: Why can't this woman prefer this guy? We leave the guy to male homosexuality and we can not stand the preference of the woman as this guy. In this, life of the love being two or three weeks may play an important role, but let us change this way of thinking; let's develope preferances. Do not forget: the curse is on the anal intercourse. *** NIPPLE JOY Whorehouse women had taught me nipple joy. She was tickling my nipple. I was looking at her wondering what she was doing. I suddenly grasped and I shamed very much. Can you think? I shamed from the whorehouse woman. *** Hulusi Kentmen, too, as understood,was a nipple joy addict. And, as understood, he wasn't brillant; he met with a light retarded intellect. And later on, he died. ***

I tought nipple joy belonged to the women. I couldn't get it complied with manhood . But, I think nipple joy belongs to the beautiful. *** BEAUTY - WISENESS There are two main characteristics for a human being: 1. Beauty 2. Wiseness Beautiful human must look for the ways to have children. But wiseness is not the way out for the ugly human; ugly human must not have a child. He must accept to be annihilated gentlemanly. While if she/he finds someone to walk with, it is okay; but he/she mustn't have child. *** Two ugly humans got married. Is everything okay? Is it the time to have a child? Ugly human must not have a child. *** The guy is handsome but stupid. He doesn't accept right to speak for me. He despises me. Guy; tell what I tell, I will shot up. If I don't shot up, I am dishonored. *** Ugly human must not have a child, but he himself /she herself must decide about his/her ugliness and not to have a child. *** They consider my being a fan of porn nonsense. I say 'The most sublime value is beauty'. (Porn is abasement, but what kinds of perversities exist). *** Not accepting the right to have a child for the ugly humans is 'Modified Nazizm'. ***

RELATIVE They say 'Human is the thinking animal'. Another property of human is that: To say what is sexual and what is not sexual depends completely on himself/herself. There is no such a property for any other animal. For example, I say 'The only point which is not sexual in a woman's body is her asshole'; but, of course, consideration of psycological dinosaurs is different. Pay attention that the guy is a psycological dinosaur and his cosiderations are not objective, they are digustingly subjective. To understand why I'm saying that asshole is not sexual is easy. And the fact that weather asshole is sexual or not sexual depends on me. *** NUDE - LOUD NUDE Okay, woman is nude, but not loud nude. But think that you prepared the album obeying the high level pornography rules. Yes, your problem is being contrary to me. *** ABASE I said 'Porn is abasement'. So, why am I a fan of porno? But I am poor about sexuality. Is it too much to go abase? Think that there are lots of perversities. (A perversity is poorness in several angles). *** PORN-SITE TABOO Why don't porn sites let a beautiful boy and a beautiful bitch make love? They make every kind of baseness and when it's time for this taboo, they ran away. Though, once, they let a very old and disgusting male homosexual and a bitch make, so called, love (and the result happened to be a disgusting heart-break), but, there, the man wasn't a beautiful boy. It is strange that porn sites have a taboo. They, even, let them to have child; they can even do this. Even in Turkey, there are very attractive transsexuals.

*** LET ME NOT WRITE I decided not to write, but I can't resist. Your beauty gives me inferiority complex. But, please, don't do disgust and nonsensity with your asshole! In fact, your pimps who give you tactics live continious inferiority complex. What they want is being you. However handsome they are. In a manner, they find salvation in your asshole from their inferority complex. Human beings' tendency is towards beauty, not towards male handsomeness. *** CHASTE STINK In the 18. Century, there were some people who think shit stink was a chaste stink. Noblemen ordered their footmen to bring the jerry and let them smell it. Smolett, in his novel 'Humphrey Clinker', recounts them jokily. This, of couse, does not necessiate anal intercourse, this half-foolness does explain anal intercourse; don't let me be another confusedness. Anal intercouse is disgust. *** OPPOSING WAR Opposing war is something different. I am saying this, if it is right to say, in Machiavelli's mood. But you have to keep in mind that war does not prevent beauty. Of course, nowadays. *** MAN - WOMAN When, so to say, opposing male homosexuality some people say man and woman structures are different. It is not very obvious what they mean; at least we can say this is not an inconvenience for beauty, but what they say is the best example of confusedness of male homosexuality. Difference of man and woman structures is one thing, being disgustful another. It is meaningless to oppose man homosexuality beause man and woman structures are different; man homosexuality is disgust. And this has no complexity, no depth. But it seems that it will take decades for people to see , to understand this. ***

PERSPECTIVE Thinking sexuality as unchangeble with time is like thinking the world as flat. Time is the only answer to many problems in sexuality. But in periods of ten thousand years.

MODIFIED NAZIZM ---