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441) ----------------------------------Find Out Who, |* REVELATIONS OF AWARENESS *| How Many Have In Fact, You |* The New Age Cosmic Newsletter *| You Served? And Really Are. ----------------------------------How Well? Cosmic Awareness Communications Box 115, Olympia, Washington 98507 email: alex@spiral.org (E-mail subscription information, FTP information, other online service provider locations, and SnailMail hard copy information are listed at end of this file.) "Helping People Become Aware Since 1977." ------------------------------------------------------------------REVELATIONS OF AWARENESS is a cosmic newsletter, published by Cosmic Awareness Communications, Box 115, Olympia, WA 98507 (a non-profit organization) Copyright 1994 by Cosmic Awareness Communications and the Aquarian Church of Universal Service. Reproduction is permitted, but no alterations may be made without express permission. ------------------------------------------------------------------COSMIC AWARENESS is the Force that expressed Itself through Jesus of Nazareth, the Buddha, Krishna, Mohammed and other great avatars who served as "Channels" for what is commonly known as "God," and which expresses Itself once again as the world begins to enter the New Age of spiritual consciousness and awareness. This information is for those who desire to help in bringing in the New Age. Throughout the thousands of "readings" given, Cosmic Awareness tells us not to *believe* anything, not even Cosmic Awareness, but to question, explore, doubt, and discover through your *own* channel what the truth really is. Cosmic Awareness will only "indicate" and "suggest." Neither CAC or the Interpreter is responsible for anything Cosmic Awareness states in any of these readings, nor does CAC or the Interpreter necessarily agree with the statements of Cosmic Awareness. The Interpreter interprets the energies as they are seen in trance levels and is not personally responsible for what is said. The Interpreter has no connection with, nor control over the editorial comments, either, which are entirely the responsibility of the editor. Paul Shockley, Interpreter Avaton, C.A.C Editor Vikki T., Office Manager Alex, OCR'er and NetPoster -----------------------------------------------------------------------IN THIS ISSUE: THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE: Is It True That Nothing Comes To Pass Without The Permission Of The Divine?; God, The Divine Force, Is Defined; There Is No Way The Dark Forces Can Win; Where "Free Will" Comes In; Is God Really In His Heaven And All Is Okay?; The Positive And

The Negative Views Of Life; How The Collective Reality Works; If You Are Unhappy With Your Life, Change Your Attitude; Those Who View Life As "Meaningless"; Somewhere Between The Elephant And The Wisp Of Smoke; The Beatnik Philosophy And The Hippies; Looking For The Ideal Relationship; Those Entities Who Can Move Mountains; How The Uninvolved Spirit Can Violate Others; Is There An "Unpardonable Sin"?; More On Cimmeria; The Unpardonable Error Or Sin; Those Many Who Energize The Light: Can They Prevent Global Catastrophe?; More An The Acceleration Of Acceleration; If The Outcome Is Already Known, Why Must Entities Go Through All This?; Is There Such A Thing As An "Accident Of Birth"?; Who Would Want To Be Born To A Thalidomide Mother?; Are Most Of The Significant Events In Life Planned By The Entity Before Birth?; How To Avoid Negative Astrological Forces; How To Receive The Higher Benefits From Your Birth Chart; Once Born, How Much Choice Do We Really Have?; Each Physical Problem You Have Is A Chance To Move You Into A Higher Spiritual Expression; Are Those Who Are Creating Crop Circles Really Artful, Playful, Gracious Entities?; We Hear From One Entity Who Disagrees With Cosmic Awareness; How Pleiadians Make Contact With Earthlings; Do Crop Circle Shapes Contain Energies?; Why Are Crop Circle Symbols Appearing On Many Entities Abducted By Aliens?; About Those Symbols Energized; Those Mysterious Gold Plates Discovered Beneath Crop Circles In Germany Which Have The Same Design On Them; Is The Organization "CSETI" On The Right Track?; It Has Asked The Greys And Reptoids To Cease Memory Blocking; Most U.S. Government Agencies Are Under Alien Control; Did Aliens Create The "Black Death And Other Diseases During Middle Ages?; Are They Still Creating Diseases Today?; What Was The Purpose Of Spreading Diseases?; More On The Underground Deros As Demented Greys; Demons, Trolls, Leprechauns, Gnomes, And Fairies; Who Were The Sinister Entities In Black Seen Just Before An Epidemic Broke Out?; Where Are The Men In Black Today?; The Ufo Scenario In A Nutshell; Valuable Questions Being Asked By C.A.C. Members; Menopause: Why Do Some Women Have A Hard Time And Others Don't?; More On Sex And Preventing Hot Flashes; On The Eve Of Destruction, Be Especially Alert!; Some Alternative Sources Of Information You Won't See In The Controlled Press. ------------------------------------------------------------------------

IS IT TRUE THAT NOTHING COMES TO PASS WITHOUT THE PERMISSION OF THE DIVINE? (C.A.C. General Reading, September 8, 1993) QUESTION: A question from G.L., Lapeer, Michigan. "It has been written in a book entitled "The Spirit Book," that nothing comes to pass without the express permission of God. In the Bible we read that the very birds, that every flower, and yes, even a leaf, is under God's care; that nothing happens to them except that it be by the Will of God, or the express permission of the Divine. Also in the Bible you can find where it says we should not condemn ourselves or others for what the Divine has allowed to happen. In light of what Awareness has constantly said about faith and hope, it sounds as if everything is moving along and unfolding according to the allowed and expressed Will of the Divine. My question is this: Could Awareness explain more fully for us, the idea that nothing comes to pass without the permission of the Divine?"

COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that It has expressed this in various ways before; that the Dark Force is essentially a force that assists in driving entities to the Light; that when the Dark Force acts, it may perceive itself as having an innate power and may see itself as gaining greater power, but the Divine allows this to occur only so that it can drive the entities who are confused or uncertain toward the Light, much like wolves drive the caribou so that the weaker caribou are caught and eaten by the wolves and the herd becomes stronger in the process. This Awareness indicates that the amazing thing about the Dark Force is that it thinks it has control and that it is in power simply because the Forces of Light do not do anything to stop the Dark Forces, and many entities think that the Dark Forces have greater power because they are active and the Forces of Light do nothing to stop them. This Awareness indicates however, that the Force of Darkness can only see within a certain narrow range of activity, and while it may see itself within that particularly narrow range as being greater than the victim or its mischief, believe itself to be strong and powerful, it does not see the greater picture that is witnessed by the Higher Forces of the Light, of the Divine. This Awareness indicates that only when the Dark Force has completely played its hand and has made its move, to the point of no return, does the Force of Light then turn Itself on so that the Dark Force realizes the trap it has put itself into. This Awareness indicates that the Dark Force often sees itself as moving for conquest, but once it has made its move and cannot retreat or back out, it will realize it has simply entrapped itself and there is no escape for it. God, the Divine Force, is Defined This Awareness indicates that the Divine Force of the universe -- that which entities refer to as God -- is a living energy that permeates all things. It is a Life Force. It is everywhere present. It is all-knowing, and it is what entities refer to as God. God is not simply a portion of that Life Force, of that Universal Life Force, that sits in some body of a humanoid type shape that is often described as a kind of anthropomorphic being, sitting there with a white beard and long flowing white hair as an some sort of "Einsteinian" type god. This Awareness indicates that It is not human-shaped at all. It is consciousness, ever-present throughout the universe, and man as image of that Divine Self is a reflection in consciousness -- not in body shape -- of the image of God. This Awareness indicates when entities understand this, they will have a more clear realization of what God is, and that God, the energy field throughout the universe, the Life Force throughout the Universe, the Ultra Consciousness that lives everywhere in the Universe, is the Divine, and sees the Dark Force for what it is, and that this Dark Force which is a promoting force for death, is very finite, very limited, for the Life Force of the universe is eternal and continues, regardless of whatever death is caused by the Dark Force. There is No Way the Dark Forces Can Win This Awareness indicates when entities understand this, they will also

realize there is no way in which the Dark Force can win, can gain control, or can rule supreme in the universe; therefore, by the very nature of existence, the very nature of consciousness in the universe, the destiny is determined. It is like the seed determining the destiny of the tree that grows from the seed. This Awareness indicates however, that this does not mean that entities should simply sit back and wait for God to take care of everything, and that they should simply avoid any responsibility for their own actions or for the actions of those around them, for the responsibility that entities learn in life is also part of the general outgrowth of the Divine Will, and if entities can learn something from this, it is indeed to their benefit. There is a certain degree of free will involved which allows entities to have a kind of destiny based on their own actions, but regardless of the actions of individuals, the ultimate universal movement and destiny of consciousness will continue on its course, with or without the benefit of the human involvement. It is for the soul of the human individual to work toward his or her own spiritual evolution. If an entity does not wish to do so, the entity's future destiny may suffer, but the universe itself, the Divine actions of the God, will continue Its flow and movement according to Its own destiny, even if the human cannot keep up. The suffering, in other words, of an entity who is negligent of his or her soul growth will not affect the direction and evolution of the universe, even though it may affect the personal efforts of the individual in his or her personal evolution. This Awareness indicates that this appears to be a problem for some entities who think that there is no point in struggling to become a better person, because the wheels of the Gods continue with or without your help. This Awareness indicates the individual who puts forth effort will evolve and gain, while the individual who is negligent or negative in expression will begin a downward evolutionary cycle that will be detrimental to the soul, even if the upward movement of humanity in general continues to evolve spiritually and physically on all other levels. Where "Free Will" Comes In In other words, your own destiny is not necessarily totally in the hands of God. God has given you free will to make your destiny according to your own intentions and willingness to rise to the occasion or to sink in deprivation and deteriorated evolution, if that is your choice. This Awareness indicates in reference to free will, most activities of humans are based on their own conditioning. The conditioning is based on their experience and their programming from themselves and others, particularly from others, but there is always one area in everyone's evolution that supersedes conditioning, if one wishes to use his or her own personal free will, and that is the choice of one's attitude. One can have an attitude that meets with each moment in a positive manner, to help the entity overcome the negative and to reach for more positive expressions, or one can have an attitude that looks for some negative to cling to, such as the entity who says, "Everything bad happens to me!," in order to gain some kind of excuse for sympathizing with self, or to get others to sympathize with self, and this attitude

as that which may be of a negative and unhealthy nature. This Awareness indicates the entity has a choice of what attitude the entity wishes to experience in each moment, and the entities who choose the negative experience and who accept an attitude of negativity will have their negative reward. This Awareness indicates that with this in mind, entities who wish to have a positive outcome should recognize the importance of a positive attitude, regardless of what is occurring in his or her life, for this may be the only area where you do have such freedom of choice.

IS GOD REALLY IN HIS HEAVEN AND ALL IS OKAY? (The Positive and the Negative Views of Life) FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Then essentially, when the poet Wordsworth wrote, "God is in his heaven and all's right with the world," he was stating an absolute truth? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this was so, particularly from his view of the world. Another entity who has a more negative attitude might say, "God is in his heaven and he has simply deserted us on earth", and with this attitude, the entity would be making a different form of reality for himself, and if, holding that attitude, the entity should find himself in a negative world, he would feel that he has properly evaluated reality. This Awareness indicates that there are many ways that entities can interpret reality and be accurate at any given moment. One can look at reality and say: "It is a terrible experience, it is a terrible place to live," and find reasons to prove by evidence that the world is a terrible place to live. Another person, even living during the same time and the same place, can say: "This is a beautiful place." They can point to the flowers, to the trees, to the sky, to the sunshine, to the fresh air, all of which can be seen as evidence to prove it is a beautiful place to live. This Awareness indicates that whatever you seek, you generally can find. If you seek evidence of negativity, that is what you will find, and you can prove the negativity you see is real. If you seek evidence of a positive joyous nature, you can find that positive and joyous evidence to indicate the reality of your positive view of things. The question is: Which entity is going to have greater happiness, the one who proves that life is negative, or the one who proves that life is positive, and produces positive benefits? This Awareness indicates obviously, the one who can see the more joyous experiences in life will have a more joyous life. The one who sees only negatives, is likely to have more negatives as witness to his or her life. This Awareness indicates that the realities of these two different views of life may each be true. Each, of course, is ignoring certain other elements. The negative view of life ignores the positive, the positive view of life may ignore the negative. The realistic person who witnesses

both may have both negative and positive experiences in his or her life, even simultaneously. This Awareness indicates it is a question of which the entity prefers. The entity who says: "I want both the negative and positive aspects of life to deal with," may view everything from a very realistic level, witnessing both positive and negative experiences equally. The one who sees the negative view of life and ignores the positive will find all kinds of reasons to complain, to criticize, to point out what's wrong with life. This Awareness indicates the entity who sees the good and ignores the negative will find all kinds of reasons to be happy, to be joyful, and many will look at him and say: "You are a foolish person. You laugh at everything. You enjoy things even when they are miserable." And the entity might say: "Well, maybe I'm foolish, but I sure enjoy life." How the Collective Reality Works This Awareness indicates that each entity has a choice of how to approach and how to create the reality that he or she lives in, and the reality is, in a sense, personal reality for them. There is also the collective reality that allows for all entities to have the various choices. If all entities in that collective reality were to see the world as a positive enjoyable place to live, they would naturally keep each other happier. They would make it joyful for each other. If some of the entities see it as a negative place, they are going to make sure that others also see the negatives in life. Thus, the collective reality can have its negative side as well as its positive side, and entities can see both the positive and the negative in life. This Awareness indicates that it is a matter of personal choice. It is a matter of collective choice as to how entities wish to experience life, but for the main part, it is matter of which attitude an entity chooses to view the world from. If You Are Unhappy With Your Life, Change Your Attitude The rose-colored glasses, in other words, are really the attitude toward which you approach the earth, the reality of your life. This Awareness suggests that you may wish to alter your perception by altering your attitude, if you are not happy with the life you live. Change your attitude, change your life if you are unhappy with the situation you find yourself in. If you are unhappy with all of the negatives in your life, begin to look for the positives. Look for those things that are nice, that you may have ignored. Notice the flowers that you have trampled on because you were too busy thinking of something else. Notice the children's smiles, and their innocence that may annoyed you when you were so concerned about some negative consideration. Notice the friendliness of a neighbor that may have irritated you because they seem to be meddling or giving you attention when you were busy mulling over a problem. This Awareness indicates that if you pay attention to the positives that you may have been ignoring and give less attention to the negatives that have been haunting and driving you

crazy, you may find that those positives grow stronger and fill up more of your life, and more of your thinking, and the negatives diminish proportionately as time passes. This Awareness is not trying to say that you should ignore negative experiences to the detriment of yourself. If you have a phone bill that needs to be paid, to ignore it will only complicate matters. It is better to deal with negatives and neutralize them as soon as possible. This Awareness is simply saying: Do not let the negatives take over your entire life to the point where you are hounded by them and have no room left for the positives of life. Find room to give more attention and to enjoy the positive sides of life. This Awareness indicates if for example, your telephone bill needs to be paid, you have the choice of spending whatever time necessary to pay the bill, or you may wish instead to resist paying it, to feel anger about paying it and to dwell upon it for several days, becoming more and more negative and hostile toward it and then paying it, or letting it go another month, until the phone is shut off, and then lamenting and being angry because your phone has been shut off. These are ways that entities can deal with a situation either in a positive and direct manner, or in a manner that allows the situation to take them over and affect their emotions and their time and their money and their energies in a greater way than is necessary. This Awareness indicates that it may not be a telephone bill we are talking about, it may be some other situation in your life. Perhaps it is a relationship with someone, and your attitude toward that relationship becomes more and more negative to the point where it is haunting your every moment, driving you into fits of rage or overwhelming depression, or you can simply deal with the relationship in a way that dispenses it from your life. For example, deciding that if you can't get along with the person, then you will simply not communicate with the person, or you'll communicate in a light way that does not call up these heavy depressing energies. This Awareness indicates that everyone can develop problems in their life, and everyone can choose what problems they will deal with in their life, and everyone can determine whether to toy with these problems, prolong them, milk them for all there is available in the problem, to keep the problem dangling before them from day to day, never really reconciling the problem, never ending the problem, keeping it there in order to have something to do, keeping that negativity hanging in front of their eyes at all times. Entities who do this dwell in the negativity of a problem, and if they develop this way of dealing with problems as a kind of habitual way, then their life becomes centered on that habit of making problems worse than they really need to be. This Awareness indicates that the same entity could learn to take care of a problem more quickly, dispense with the problem and move on to something else that is more enjoyable or less oppressive. It is a matter of attitude. What attitude do you want to project toward life and toward life's situations?

THOSE WHO VIEW LIFE AS "MEANINGLESS"

(Somewhere Between the Elephant and the Wisp of Smoke) FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Aside from positive and negative perspectives, what about the one who sees life here as meaningless? I had an ex-member write that he sees that what humans do is irrelevant because God and earth will go on with or without mankind. I can see that is true, but I'm uncomfortable with that perspective, because what's the point of doing anything, if that's the perspective you operate from? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this kind of nihilistic approach to life has been the basis for many entities in their approach; that nothing is meaningful, nothing matters, and that they might as well not exist. It is a kind of non-existent approach to life. "Why should I worry? Why should I care? Why should I apply myself to making something of my life, to helping humanity or to doing anything? Why not just kick back and watch the old world go by until the day I die?" This Awareness indicates that this is the approach that some entities live by, and it is their choice. If they wish their life to be meaningless, then they can look at life as meaningless, and who can object to that approach? But who wants to have that approach put upon them? This Awareness indicates that if you look at life as meaningless and you see it as meaningless, it generally reflects on your own behavior, making most of what you do relatively meaningless, and you cannot have much quality or sense of purpose or meaning in your life. Your relationships are meaningless, therefore, your relationships are shallow. You are like a butterfly, passing through the earth, a lifetime of fluttering without ever really touching anything with much pressure or gravity. Compare that kind of fluttering life with a life of, for example, the elephant, which would be the opposite extreme. The elephant walks upon the earth, its presence is felt, its presence is known. It makes its mark with every step, leaving a track with every foot that touches the earth. The elephant's life is by no means irrelevant. It is very relevant. The very fact that it moves and steps and goes from place to place is meaningful. This Awareness indicates that it is a matter of choice, whether you want to simply be a wisp of smoke that passes through life hardly noticed and making no impact on anything, or whether you want to be somewhere in between that wisp of smoke and the elephant; whether you want to make a mark on life, or to be recognized for something you do, or whether you consider living to be irrelevant, for indeed, as you say, the movement of the winds, the streams, the weather, the movement of the earth, the planets and stars -- all this will go on with or without you. The Beatnik Philosophy and the Hippies This Awareness indicates that this essentially is nothing more than the same approach and philosophy that the Beatniks wrestled with, where they said "All life is false and phony so why get involved? We're beaten. We might as well just forget it. Just step out of life. Step out of the

mainstream of society and watch the fools go by doing their unimportant work which they think is so important." This is an approach that entities can use to excuse themselves from life. "Pardon me, life, but I didn't mean to get involved so I'll step out." This Awareness indicates that it is one way. It is one approach. It is one philosophy which entities can take and live by if they so choose. The Hippie movement recognized the truth in the Beatnik movement, but said: "Sure, it's perhaps all phony and meaningless, but as long as we're here, why don't we enjoy it? Why don't we have some fun with it?," and so they began working, living, doing things that they enjoyed doing. This Awareness indicates that many of these entities in the Hippie movement became involved in things and then found themselves perhaps joining society in a way that allowed them to play the game. Even though they knew it was all phony, they could get involved with the game, become re-absorbed in society without becoming enmeshed in the facade and social activity in such a way as to become absorbed totally by it. They kept their individuality, worked at their jobs knowing that they could walk off the job any time they chose, knowing that it was not a life and death struggle, knowing that it was simply a job and they were getting paid for it, and they enjoyed the use of the money and what it bought them. This Awareness indicates that it is the same with any individual looking at life. You can get involved without becoming entrapped, for if you recognize that it is simply a situation and you don't have to be involved in it, if you recognize that it is a life that can be ignored, then you also should recognize that it doesn't have to be ignored. You have the right to get involved in life, and you may enjoy the involvement, and if it becomes too heavy for you, too difficult, rather than going insane or committing suicide, you can simply step out and look at it again from an uninvolved state, from an uninvolved viewpoint. So you step out of life long enough to reassess your place in life, and when you have regained your balance, you can step back into life and get involved again with the relationships, with the activities, with the obligations and enjoy yourself in the game of life. This Awareness indicates that usually the person who wants to step away and not be involved with life and simply let "God take care of it all," has had an experience that was not pleasant and the entity does not like the remembrance of that experience and feels that he would like to escape, and the escape being to step aside and ignore the deeper aspects of life. Looking for the Ideal Relationship This Awareness indicates that some entities use this same approach in terms of relationships. They would like to be close enough to have the benefits of a relationship and all of the pleasure of a relationship, but they want to be free to step away from the relationship any time an obligation comes up. Thus, they want the best of two worlds and seek to find the best by involvement for pleasure and departure from any obligation or pain. This Awareness indicates that this, of course, does not allow the entity

the full experience of a meaningful relationship, and therefore the entity, by being shallow, unattached, except when it is beneficial, can pretend to oneself that he or she has a meaningful life, but gradually the entity will discover that such a life is nothing more than that of a butterfly, a flighty approach that has no basis for deep meaningful life involvement. This Awareness indicates that when an entity truly gets involved in life, without being entrapped, the entity recognizes that he or she can step out of a relationship, but knows that he or she can also stay in the relationship, can stay in the reality of life and remain there, even through the pain, even through the difficulties, and gain from the experience of the deeper more meaningful levels of life, of the relationship that comes from deeper involvement. This Awareness indicates such entities become stronger and more capable of handling these energies so that the entity who goes through life accepting the deeper levels of involvement finds this to be not a burden, but a normalcy, and in that deeper involvement and the obligations that go along with such involvement, the entity's feeling of purpose is seen only as average behavior for that entity. It does not seem that he or she has extended themselves excessively or become too involved or taken on too much responsibility. It just seems normal. The entity still knows: "If it gets too rough, I can simply drop the whole thing and go off somewhere and live a quiet life, unattached." Knowing that, the entity can also know that, "This attachment I am experiencing has some responsibilities that are very trying and difficult, but I'm not yet ready to give it up, to go off and live a shallow meaningless life. In fact, I feel I could take on even more responsibilities, if necessary." Those Entities Who Can Move Mountains The entity has become stronger than he or she ever imagined themselves capable of becoming, and such entities are the ones in life who move mountains, who create history, who make changes for the rest of the people. This Awareness indicates that when entities accept responsibilities in ways that require almost super-human strength, the super-human strength is only normal strength for such entities and it is considered superhuman only by those who would not dare take on a challenge because they are inclined to avoid deep meaningful actions, pursuits or relationships or involvement. This Awareness indicates in other words, the more an entity gets involved in the deeper meaning of life, the more normal it is for them, and the more energy they can move. The more an entity seeks to evade or avoid deep involvement in the energies of life, the weaker they become and the less capable they are of moving energies in life, of handling responsibility. It is simply a matter of personal choice, whether your life is to be meaningful or to be shallow, unattached, allowing everything to flow without you. In other words: Are you a piece of driftwood? Or can you swim the stream? Can you buck the current? Can you get to a particular place or goal, or do you just drift with the current?

It is a matter of personal decision and choice. This Awareness suggests there is no need to become upset with the entity who only wants to drift and let life pass them by, for your feeling of disturbance is not going to really affect that entity. This Awareness indicates if it is a close loved one, and you feel they are wasting their life, then indeed you may wish to put forth the effort to shake the entity up enough to get them to see your point of view.

HOW THE UNINVOLVED SPIRIT CAN VIOLATE OTHERS FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: This perspective is so different for me, I just wonder, if you lived life from that perspective, wouldn't you violate people all of the time? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this is possible, not necessarily probable. The entity may simply want to stay away from any involvement. It is no violation to another if an entity does not want to become involved in a relationship. However, if the entity tries to use another, gets involved in a relationship, breaks the relationship off when it is no longer of great value, and then shifts back to the shallow uninvolved attitude, the entity could indeed hurt another by such behavior. This Awareness indicates that this is not uncommon. It is quite common for entities to say, "I want to be a free spirit. I can't get involved. I'll only get involved long enough to make you pregnant, or to make you fall in love with me, then I am off to my free spirit mode." This Awareness indicates that this is quite common and it is a karmic violation. There is no justification for such behavior. This Awareness indicates there is no spiritual excuse for such behavior. This Awareness indicates that sometimes an entity will create an attachment to another which may exist for many years, and then the entity will switch into the shallow mode and say: "I'm tired of this relationship. It no longer satisfies my biological urges, or my psychological ambitions, or my monetary aspirations, and I think I can do better. Therefore, I am calling it quits. I am off to see the world. It has been fun, but it is enough and I am leaving now." Such an entity, in such a shallow behavior, to shuck off a relationship as if they were flipping off an apple core without any respect or regard for the other person, who has perhaps given him or her some of the best energies or years of his or her life, without any explanation, without any concern for feelings, without acknowledging the devotion of that person, simply flicking it away like an old apple core, such is criminal in the sense of spiritual obligations. This Awareness indicates that it is indeed sad that there are people who do this -- such irresponsibility in regard to the welfare and feelings of others. But it is common. This Awareness indicates it does create karma, and in some future time, those entities who behave in such a way may find themselves constantly being rejected by others. Because they have treated others in such a way, they themselves may be treated in a similar manner in future experiences, perhaps in the next lifetime.

If they have been blessed in this lifetime with good looks that allow them to treat others in such a way, they may find in their next lifetime that they are not good-looking, that they are quickly rejected by others, or that they are used, and dropped and left broken-hearted, so that they might get a feeling for the kind of things they have done to others. This Awareness indicates it is all part of karma. It is part of the cycle of life. It is part of the learning experience, for all of life is truly a learning experience. It is not simply a situation where you can play games with being involved and jumping out of any involvement without any consequence, there are consequences to all of your actions. Karma is always being created and entities will either create positive karma or negative karma, and the negative karma will extract payment, and the positive karma will receive payment.

IS THERE AN "UNPARDONABLE SIN"? (More on Cimmeria) QUESTION: In the August, 1993, issue of the magazine "The Plain Truth," a Christian publication, they have an article that asks the question: "Is there any unpardonable sin? Is there a sin so terrible, even God won't forgive it?" And they go on and describe the various attitudes and sin and arrive at the conclusion that there is such a sin. Would Awareness agree with that? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that if there is such a thing as an unpardonable sin, it is the sin of separation from the Divine. However, it is pardonable when the entity gives up the separation from the Divine, but it is unpardonable as long as the entity continues the separation from the Divine. This Awareness indicates that if this separation continues long enough and creates negative behavior toward others for a long enough period of time to where the entity can no longer find himself capable of returning to the Divine, of surrendering to the Divine, then the sin or error becomes fixed and the soul cannot be redeemed because the soul cannot surrender to the Divine. Such a situation leads the soul then to that realm known as Cimmeria, wherein the energies of that soul are swallowed by the seething energies of other lost souls that becomes more like a subconscious sea of seething energies with no direction, purpose or individuality -- they are simply emotional energies melted together as a kind of sea of seething hunger. This Awareness indicates that Cimmeria has been described by this Awareness previously. It is a realm where there is no escape back to individuality, but remains as a collective energy of hunger and seething subconscious energy. The only reason it is unpardonable is because it does not have the will, the desire, or the capacity of surrendering itself to a higher frequency or vibration, to the Divine Energies.

FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: This article included the attitudes of sin, which I'll read and ask Awareness if there is anything to this. "If we combine the principles from the Scripture we have studied, we can see several attitudes associated with the sin that will not be forgiven. (1) Rejecting the Holy Spirit. (2) Stubbornly opposing God. (3) Not willing to admit to sin or to repent. (4) Not willing to ask for forgiveness. (6) Not willing to forgive other people. (6) Deliberately and willfully rejecting Christ's sacrifice; and the last, rejecting God's definition of good and evil." COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness suggests that all of these are basically the same thing as separation from the Divine. QUESTIONER: It concludes: "The unpardonable sin is a deliberate hardening of the heart and a refusal to listen to anything God says. This cluster of themes, helps us to understand how serious this is and why God will not forgive it." COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates it is essentially the same message given by this Awareness except that it has been restated in various ways, in various rules or terms that are of much the same meaning, but described differently, in different words. Essentially it is saying the unpardonable sin is that of separation from the Divine. This Awareness indicates that this separation is not unpardonable by God, but it is impossible to allow the entity who does not wish to merge with the Divine to be forced into such a merger with the Divine. Therefore, the entity has, in separating from the Divine, created his own situation in which he is unable to align with the Divine, and that is the aspect that occurs. It is not so much that the Divine cannot pardon him. The Divine would pardon the entity if it were of any use, but how can you pardon your child for leaving your family, if the child has no intention of returning? The pardon can be given, but it is meaningless to say that "I pardon you for not loving me." It is meaningless if the child has no intent of loving. The Unpardonable Error or Sin The parent can, and God does, pardon entities for all things, but it does not bring the entity back to the Divine, if the entity's choice and free will continues the separation, and the entity may move into greater and greater distance from the Divine until the entity is totally lost and separated and cannot find his or her way back, cannot surrender to the Divine, cannot return to the Divine, and does not wish to. That is the true concept of the unpardonable error. It is not that God refuses to pardon the entity, it is more that the

error or sin cannot be pardoned because it is a separation that cannot be forgiven. How can you forgive an entity's separation? You can forgive the entity for separating, but the separation, the unpardonable sin or error, is still there and you cannot forgive the loss or the separation, even if you forgave the entity for doing it. If the entity does not want the return and to undo the separation, what good is a pardon? It is like the entity who is in prison, and you may pardon the entity, but if the entity does not leave the prison, does not want to return to society, then what is the pardon? It is meaningless because of the entity's own choice and action.

THOSE MANY WHO ENERGIZE THE LIGHT: CAN THEY PREVENT GLOBAL CATASTROPHE? (More an the Acceleration of Acceleration) QUESTION: A question from R.Y., Baltimore, Maryland. He asks: "Are there not many individuals and groups around the world, both within the various longstanding religions and traditional and outside them, who in their various ways are "energizing" light, love, peace for the world, healing for the planet, etc., and if so (and I believe it to be so), extrapolating from limited information, is there not a synergistic coalescence at some level that results in very strong energy in both directions, and if so, is this currently increasing or decreasing, and will it be enough to stave off global catastrophe?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates this is in the affirmative; that it will be enough to stave off global catastrophes and it is on the increase. This Awareness indicates it is a matter of how quickly this energy will spread, as to how effective it will be in curtailing the negative energies that are in motion in trying to create a particular situation. This Awareness indicates that there is indeed the Dark Force with its plans, with its intentions. It should be understood that the Dark Force has a limited view of the total reality. It can see up to approximately two dimensions higher than do humans, thus it can see further into the future than do humans, but it cannot see as far as the Divine perspective, and the Divine Light and perspective recognizes that the Dark Force is limited in its view of the future and that its intentions and plans will come to nothing in the long run. It may have its brief moment of success, it may have its hopes of success, but it will not have ultimate success. The question is: How far along will it proceed before it is defeated by the Light Forces? That depends on how quickly these Light Forces continue to build. They are building very quickly at this time. Even in the last two months there have been great strides in terms of the Light Forces, and once they start to build stronger, they grow at ever-increasing speeds. It is the "acceleration of acceleration" that is involved in the movement and growth of the Light Forces.

IF THE OUTCOME IS ALREADY KNOWN, WHY MUST ENTITIES GO THROUGH ALL THIS? FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: So even though the long-run conclusion is already known, the reason why we're going through this is for the people to become involved with it and they thereby grow? COSMIC AWARENESS: This is in the affirmative. The more entities learn from their life experience on earth, the less they will be forced to return for more experiences. In other words, if they experience enough, they may not need to return at all. If they simply flutter through on the fringes of experience and don't really grasp what occurs or know what happens, they are likely to need to return again and again and maybe many, many times, until they have involved themselves so deeply that they understand why they had to go through the experience, why they had to learn from such involvement. This Awareness indicates once you learn a lesson, you do not have to repeat it again. Once you learn a lesson, you can go through the same experience a second time, a third time, a fourth time, and it is no longer a problem for you because you know how to get through it. You have learned the lesson before. Therefore, those who have learned certain lessons and have gone through these experiences can come back for other lessons and if in the process they have to go through lessons they have already learned, it does not matter to them anyway, because they know how to get through those particular lessons. Therefore, they can focus on the new lessons that they need to learn. But if an entity evades learning, avoids involvement in the learning process, the entity may have to go through that learning process again and again. It is much like the entity who does not seem to catch on to a particular lesson in school and is flunked or forced to go through the same lessons again. If the entity still does not learn and the teachers pass him simply to get him out of school, and the teachers do not put him back for further learning, but the entity still has not learned, then the entity may be living the rest of his life without understanding certain principles that he should have learned in grade school, and the entity may still be trying to learn these things later in life or may be trying to avoid learning them, but in any case, there are lessons left to be learned by that entity, and if the entity doesn't get it in one lifetime, it is not likely they will get it in between lives because there is very little learning between lives, so the entity may be forced to return again to this dimension where greater learning takes place in order to learn the lesson that he or she failed to learn in the previous lifetime. These lessons may range from very simple things to very complex things, depending on what the entity's block was and where the entity stopped learning.

IS THERE SUCH A THING AS AN "ACCIDENT OF BIRTH"? (Who Would Want to be Born to a Thalidomide Mother?)

QUESTION: A question from J.D. in Vermont. She asks: "Is there really such a thing as an "accident of birth?" If, for example, a fetus is genetically defective or Thalidomide deformed, doesn't the entity knowingly choose to enter such a one?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that an entity, in choosing to be born, may select his or her parents intuitively, and that intuitive selection will be a refection of the entity's basic soul in terms of its evolution, and in terms of its karma or the karma it carries. Thus, if the entity's intuitive selection of a certain parent who has used a drug or who has some genetic problem, the entity chooses that parent, it becomes an externalization of the karmic energy carried by that soul. In that sense, it is not an accident. It is the result of karmic carryover from that soul to the outer expression of the body being developed. This Awareness indicates in some instances, the entity having a certain amount of karma to carry over may select a person, a parent, so that the body becomes karmically developed with its deformities, and the parent may also terminate or abort the child when discovering that the body is deformed, and that in some cases may be enough for the child, or the soul, to have repaid any karma involved, so that the next attempt toward rebirth will select a parent that is more wholesome and suitable for the soul so that it has no deforming qualities, and the soul can enter into a normal or more normal body. This Awareness indicates that this is not always the way it works, but in a great number of such cases, the soul will select to enter a body only momentarily in order to get rid of certain karmic obligations. In other instances, the soul may choose to select parents who go ahead with the birth and the child may live a life of handicapped expression or deformations, and the karma may carry on for the duration of that lifetime. ARE MOST OF THE SIGNIFICANT EVENTS IN LIFE PLANNED BY THE ENTITY BEFORE BIRTH? (How to Avoid Negative Astrological Forces) QUESTION: Another question from J.D. "Once incarnate, what percentage of significant events, like meeting a mate or finding a vocation are prechosen, are karmic, or just random?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that for the most part, these are pre-chosen by the birth time, and the astrological energies at the time of birth. There is some potential for affecting these astrological energies, much in the same way that an entity in reading an astrological chart can see certain influences and can modify those influences by appealing to higher or lower potentialities of that influence. For example, a planetary influence might indicate on the one hand the potential for Martian or martial type of energies, such as police or institutionalization or jailing, or one might see this same energy as being that which influences fighting energies, adrenaline energies, or one might see this same energy as that which would be associated with

working with iron, or with weapons, and one can make a choice as to how this particular astrological influence is going to be expressed in his or her chart at that time, and by deliberately selecting a particular expression and working to express oneself in such a manner, an entity can use his or her chart at the moment for a particular activity that channels that energy of the chart so that it cannot take a more negative expression. In other words, if there is a conjunction, for example, of Uranus and Mars, (Uranus being sudden and unexpected, and Mars being metal and martial type energies), one could expect that those energies might indicate an auto accident or a clash with the law, or a clash with soldiers or some kind of potential for sudden and surprising problems, even a sudden gunshot would be classified as under such a conjunction. This Awareness indicates that if one saw this in one's chart and didn't want this to occur, one could appeal to different interpretations of Uranus and Mars. For example, Uranus relates to flights. It also relates to intuition in the mind, and Mars relates to energizing and adrenaline energies or arguments, thus, one could simply create an experience, artificially create an experience in which one gets into an intuitive argument that stimulates the adrenaline and perhaps argue with some theory with someone so that the energies are channeled in that direction rather than in going out in the public and perhaps getting into a fight or getting into a clash with police or an auto accident. This Awareness indicates that likewise, Uranus relates to altruistic expression, and Mars relates to military or police or the militia; therefore, one could altruistically send a box of cookies to the police, and thus channel that energy. This Awareness indicates that these are ways of altering influences by recognizing the influence of one's astrological chart. This Awareness indicates that if one were to do this on a regular basis, one could effectively avoid some of the negative experiences that might otherwise impose themselves upon one's life from an astrological point of view. This Awareness indicates that likewise, an entity intuitively moving into a body from the other side might wish to selectively choose to alter the influences of a negative birth by moving into those higher interpretations of the chart rather than becoming victimized by the more mundane and lower vibratory influences of the chart. In this way, with some greater insight into these forces, an entity can enter into a physical body at the moment of birth and channel a higher vibration than was normally expressed by the astrological influences of that moment. This Awareness indicates that in other words, the more aware person, in entering into a time period for birth, can choose the higher interpretations of those astrological influences and in so doing, receive a more beneficial effect than most entities viewing the chart would expect for that entity. This Awareness indicates if the question was not completely answered, It suggests it be repeated.

HOW TO RECEIVE THE HIGHER BENEFITS FROM YOUR BIRTH CHART QUESTIONER:

I believe it was answered quite well The question was: "Once incarnate, what percentage of significant events, like meeting a mate or finding a vocation are pre-chosen, are karmic, or are random?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that the pre-choosing has to do with one's astrological chart, but whether it is favorable or less favorable or unfavorable in terms of future events in the life will depend on what level of interpretation the entity intuitively follows in terms of his or her chart or astrological influences, for there are different levels. It is as though you have a wide variety of choices within that particular astrological chart and its many influences. You can use the higher or lower interpretations of each planet, of each house, of each aspect and if one is more aware and more spiritually evolved, and if one lives a life more responsibly, then they are likely to receive the higher benefits from the chart, the higher meaning the more beneficial aspects of the chart. This Awareness indicates if one is more negligent and irresponsible, and less spiritually inclined, then one is more likely to receive the more negative interpretations of the chart. In other words, the aspect or planet or house configuration can have many levels. The vibrations being sent out from that particular expression in the chart, can be picked up by the individual of the chart in such a way as to have many means of expression, higher and more responsible, or lower and more irresponsible and more negligent, and depending on how the entity expresses those energies which he or she feels from his or her astrological chart will determine the outcome of that particular energy in its expression in the entity's life. ONCE BORN, HOW MUCH CHOICE DO WE REALLY HAVE? QUESTION: One last question, this also from J.D. "How much of our life, once we're in incarnation, is determined by voluntary choice versus uncontrollable circumstances?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that most of entities' so-called choices are dictated by their conditioning. If they have been conditioned to like the color blue, if they have been conditioned to like a certain set of values, then their choices are going to reflect those conditionings. This Awareness indicates that sometimes, entities choose people because the people have something about them that reminds them of someone in their past, perhaps a father, a brother or someone; certain qualities that they particularly liked on a subconscious level, and they may see similar qualities in this person. And though the person may have many other qualities that are less admirable, they are drawn to this person because of these particular qualities that are reminiscent of something in a person they admired. This Awareness indicates that in this sense, an entity is being directed by conditioning from the past and there is more of this past

conditioning influencing entities' decisions and choices than most entities would ever imagine possible. This Awareness indicates that very much occurs in terms of haphazard activities in life, haphazard or spontaneous actions of life, but entities seldom make choices based on such haphazard and unconditioned actions. Most of entities choices are made by conditioning, by programming, by the influences that have affected an entities emotions, feelings and subconscious desires or fears, or dislikes and likes.

EACH PHYSICAL PROBLEM YOU HAVE IS A CHANCE TO MOVE YOU INTO A HIGHER SPIRITUAL EXPRESSION FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: So that what appears to be free will is either a compulsion or conditions, or in a higher sense, a call to respond to urgencies? COSMIC AWARENESS: This is in the affirmative. There is really very little free will, apart from one's conditionings. Many entities think that free will means they can choose the way they want to, but few realize that the way they choose or the way they want to choose has been determined by the way they were raised or the experiences they've had in the past. CLOSING MESSAGE: This Awareness indicates that spiritual energies and mundane energies are not that much different. Spiritual energies are simply higher vibrations, and the higher vibrations come about usually when there is a reconciliation of polarized vibrations from the lower frequencies. Thus, an entity moving into higher frequencies may do so at a time when lower frequencies are reconciled. In other words, an entity may have some kind of emotional conflict, and when the entity resolves that emotional conflict to a point of reconciliation, the entity may suddenly find himself or herself in a peaceful state of higher, more spiritual frequencies or vibrations. This Awareness indicates that likewise, entities sometimes move into a more spiritual level after having been injured physically, and when the physical energy begins to reconcile and healing takes place, the higher frequencies then begin to be felt, and the energy of the entity recognizes these higher frequencies and becomes more acutely aware of such frequencies and the entity essentially has moved into a kind of higher spirituality as a result of the injury that has eventually healed. This Awareness indicates that whenever you find yourself going through a physical difficulty, look at it as an opportunity to move into higher spiritual expression, or experience, for it will help to increase the benefits of that spiritual expression if you are aware of its inclination. And as the physical problem begins to heal and your focus is on the higher frequencies, you may find that they become ever more strong because of your conscious attendance to them. This Awareness indicates likewise, if you are in a higher frequency and

you find yourself becoming hostile and irritated and frustrated about some emotional situation that throws you into an emotional imbalance, it is not too unreasonable to expect or to experience some kind of physical accident, for the imbalance of your energies can very often bring about a physical imbalance that causes an accident, a physical imbalance. This Awareness indicates that by being aware of the connection and relationship of the physical and the spiritual energies in their relationship to each other, one can avoid accidents by keeping the emotions balanced or bringing them back into balance quickly, and one can take advantage of any negative experience on a physical level by focusing into the spiritual energies and helping to begin a healing from a higher vibratory balance and frequency. (End of Reading; The Law of Gratitude is given.)

ARE THOSE WHO ARE CREATING CROP CIRCLES REALLY ARTFUL, PLAYFUL, GRACIOUS ENTITIES? (We Hear From One Entity Who Disagrees With Cosmic Awareness) (Excerpt from a C.A.C. General Reading, June 18,1993) QUESTION: A couple of questions from R.R., in Denver, Colorado. He writes: "I and many others who read my copy of "Revelations of Awareness" have been dissatisfied with what you've printed about Awareness's comments on the crop circle phenomenon. We feel that this is a very significant event. These seem to be the first lasting marks made by supernatural intelligence that we can really investigate. Southern England is beautiful and sacred land and when these formations appear overnight in a food crop field, I certainly think they are some form of communication. They are cleverly placed, artful, magnificent, and show me that a caring (the grass is not hurt), conscious, intelligence is at work here and knows full well that humans are watching this magic at work, and pondering the implications and energies. (I am not talking about hoax formations which might make up 5-20% of the total). It seems to me, after careful field study and some research and networking, that what we have here is communication from some other intelligence from the greater universe. Not meaningless markers but rather meaningful symbols for us to puzzle over and meditate upon like sacred art. Let me give you some examples of what I mean. I joined the CSETI (Center for the Study of Extraterrestrial Intelligence) research team at Alton Barnes in the summer of 1992. One evening a small group of us on the top of Woodborough hill sat in a circle and discussed and decided upon a shape that we would project out through focused meditation to the circle makers (whoever they are). For 30 minutes we meditated and visualized this shape. We told no one of this shape and did not draw it out but rather held it in our minds. The next morning our requested design was imprinted in a field below Oliver's Castle five or so miles away. The CCCS (Centre for Crop Circle Studies in England) authenticated this formation as not being hoaxed because it was too well done and had all the hallmarks of a genuine formation. Is this not the beginning of a dialog? What else could we have asked for? If they give us a formation we request, would they give us something serious like answers or help with some of our more pressing world problems? Every night that I was in this part of England, I saw UFO's of one sort or another, mostly unusual

lights, sometimes a structured ship. My questions for Awareness are: Who specifically is creating these Crop Formations? We suspect Pleiadians, not Zeta Greys, as Awareness has postulated. The energies are too healing and positive to be from a negative source. We are dealing with something that is artful, playful, gracious, and the resulting formations are stunningly beautiful." And he's got another series of questions, but perhaps Awareness could answer the first one. COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that It does not see this as coming from the Pleiadians. It sees this as coming from certain other entities of extraterrestrial origin. This Awareness has very little difference with this entity's evaluation, It simply does not see it as coming from the Pleiadians. This Awareness indicates that It indicated previously, and apparently the entity disagrees, that these circles were symbols left in part for their own people to understand, much like the Kilroy sign during World War II, it being like a marker to give information to those who follow. This Awareness indicates there is also a kind of language involved in the diagrams that is understood by these entities who communicate through these symbolic diagrams. This Awareness indicates that it appears the language is evolved from earlier Celtic symbols. They are not Celtic, but can be seen as having some similarities and are the evolved result from a Celtic origin. This Awareness indicates it would appear that the Celts received their symbols from entities from the ancient past who were extraterrestrial in nature. This Awareness indicates that it should be understood that the Greys, particularly those from Orion, have had contact with those of earth down through the ages; that also the Pleiadians have had such contact. It just simply does not appear to this Awareness that these particular entities are Pleiadians. How Pleiadians Make Contact With Earthlings Pleiadians seeking to contact humans use a different approach: they communicate through telepathy first. After a certain amount of telepathic communication, they make themselves visible, and then by visible means, show that they recognize the entity much in the way they danced their space ships before Billy Meier's cameras. Then, after a period of recognition maneuvers, they telepathically communicate further in regards to a direct meeting, and they meet directly with the entity. This Awareness indicates if there had been Pleiadians use of crop circles it would likely have occurred in the area where Billy Meier had his contacts also. This Awareness indicates that the British Isles have long been a center for communication from Draco, or that which is called the Dragon people. There are what are termed Dragon Holes in the countryside and stories relating to the Dragon People. It is likely that this area is visited by entities from Draco or their allies and associates. This Awareness indicates that this is easily researched in UFO lore

pertaining to the area and there even existed the secret society of the Pendragon clan, which was basically a secret religious order centered around the Dragon, which John Adams and his family were part of; this in reference to the second president of the United States. This Awareness indicates that the dragon also was associated with the story of King Arthur, which in turn was related to the society known as Pendragon. This Awareness indicates it appears the Pleiadians had much of their contact in earlier times in the Middle East; also in certain areas of Europe, Asia and South America. The Pleiadians being associated also with the Caucasus mountains and down through the Middle East and into Egypt, in later times. They also had certain influences in Atlantis. This Awareness indicates that these entities appear to have followed after some of the earlier visits by the Draconians and the Greys of Orion are seen as having come later. However, there was yet an earlier visit by the Orion Greys dating back to a period in Atlantis. This Awareness indicates there was also a time in the pre-Christian era of the Middle East wherein these Orion influences were expressed, particularly in the time prior to the life of Alexander the Great. This Awareness indicates that it appears that the more recent crop circles are mostly from the Orion Greys and some relating to the Draconians, those of Draco. FOLLOW UP QUESTION: Those Draconians, are these the same as Awareness indicated in the Pendragon reference, dragons? Were these essentially Reptoids? COSMIC AWARENESS: This as in the affirmative. They are also sometimes referred to as Lizard People. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Well, the basic premise this entity is building his argument on is obviously faulty, but anyway I'll read his other questions: "How are were, in into our evidence we to integrate these shapes, these ciphers, embossed as it the fields of wheat, or whatever? How do we integrate all this consensus reality, or even our individual reality? Doesn't this change everything?"

COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that It suggests there is something beyond the so-called normal reality, and of course it will have an effect of changing that normal reality if entities accept this as valid, which is why so many entities would prefer to think of it as a hoax and why many entities will simply ignore it altogether. Some entities would prefer to leave it a mystery and pretend it can't be solved than to admit there are beings outside of their limited view of reality.

DO CROP CIRCLE SHAPES CONTAIN ENERGIES? FOLLOW-UP QUESTION His other question on this: "Many people, myself included, have reported healings and other anomalous events while inside the circles. Are these shapes or the energies left behind by the makers acting like some sort of transformer machine? I watched as birds overhead refused to fly over the formation and split apart as a group and flew around it on both sides. And I was witness to an airplane's loss of gauge readings while over the formation. What would do this? Is this just residual electromagnetic energy or is this beyond what we know as electromagnetic?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates it appears there is a residual energy from the placement of the craft and that there is also some field of radiation that birds are sensitive to. This Awareness indicates it does not appear that the radiation is particularly harmful; it appears rather that it is simply a kind of mild radiation and electromagnetic energy, a kind of energy unique to these circles, not quite like anything known to man. It is possible that some of this can be detected by instruments, if the right instruments are used. WHY ARE CROP CIRCLE SYMBOLS APPEARING ON MANY ENTITIES ABDUCTED BY ALIENS? QUESTIONS: Steve N., in Ontario, sent a clipping from some tabloid that lists a number of people who claim when they were abducted by aliens, that later, these crop circles marks appeared on their body. Does Awareness see there being any truth at all to that? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that if one recognizes these crop circle marks as being like identification symbols, such as a brand on cattle, or a brand on land to indicate some kind of rightful claim, then to have such marks appear on a human body after an abduction, could be a symbol for others of their group who might abduct the same person to recognize who it was that abducted this person and puts a claim on the entity. This Awareness indicates that these are not exactly ownership claims, but that when one makes claim to the entity's sperm or eggs or a right to abduct the entity, they often do not want others interfering with their project, and by putting a mark on the entity which signifies who they are, it is much like warding off other parties, warning them to "Stay away, this is my project." FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Okay, there is truth to this article then. It calls them "UBMs", unidentified body markings, and these were reported in 60% of the kidnapping cases over the last three years, to a hotline run by the UFO Research Institute of Canada, and it says UBMs can be easily seen under

a fluorescent tube, ultraviolet lamp, and some of the abductees also reported numbness underneath parts of their skin, sometimes going deeply into muscle tissue. And the article goes on to say that American UFO researchers conducting their own research surveys say the markings are also showing up in the skins of abductees from the U.S. The victims appear to be people who have no reason to lie and in many cases participated in these surveys with great reluctance. COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that it is further evidence of a branding type of marking or trademark symbol of those who perpetrate the abduction or who operate in a particular area to put similar marks on the earth.

ABOUT THOSE SYMBOLS ENERGIZED FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: What would their motive be, to come up with the symbol that these people energized? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that it may not have been motivated at all. It may have simply been that these entities energized a symbol, either a symbol they had already collectively agreed upon, perhaps because they had seen such a symbol, or it may have been a symbol they collectively energized that was completely unique and new, but which was telepathically received by some extraterrestrial, and they may have simply incorporated it in their design in some way, or it could well have simply been coincidental. It may not have been the same symbol, but similar in its design, and perceived as being the same, when the entities saw it in the field. This Awareness indicates you cannot conclude conclusively from what the entity stated that his assumption is correct -- that the extraterrestrials took his group's mental symbol and drew it out on the field for the purpose of communicating with them. You cannot conclude this based on an assertion that they had visualized together a symbol, and it appeared later in the field. Had the symbol been actually designed in writing or simply remembered in the mind by the entities? How well was it remembered? Did the entities see exactly in their minds the symbol that later was produced on the field? Were these symbols really exact? Are they the kind of symbol that might appear commonly? For example, was the symbol a simple circle with some type of notch at one side, or was it a very complex symbol with many different geometrical features that made it unique and which appeared exactly the same in the field? It is easy for entities to conclude that the symbol they held in their minds was the same symbol that appeared on the field, but often entities want to see such things for verification of their own special experiences, when it might have been quite different, if closely examined by an outsider. This Awareness indicates that if a number of people other than this group could duplicate that same experiment, whereby they visualized a unique symbol and that unique symbol appeared in the field shortly thereafter, then this repetition would add to the evidence of the truth

of the claim, but otherwise, it is simply a claim which one either believes or doesn't believe, and you can't base an assumption simply because someone claims something, you can't assume it to be absolute fact. You can't use it as a premise to build a logical argument, for it may be faulty. It may be misunderstood or mis-remembered.

THOSE MYSTERIOUS GOLD PLATES DISCOVERED BENEATH CROP CIRCLES IN GERMANY WHICH HAVE THE SAME DESIGN ON THEM QUESTION: In "UFO Encounter" magazine, and also in other ones, there's articles about a German crop circle and three amazing plates. I may have asked about this before. But I'll read this one brief one here. "On July 22, 1991, a bizarre set of circles creating a unique pictogram appeared overnight in a wheat field located near Hildesheim, Germany. The formation was huge, measuring 300 by 150 feet in size, encompassing over 45,000 sq. feet of land. The design is said to resemble an ancient Scandinavian rock painting of a "Chariot of the Sun." The area where the formation emerged was considered sacred ground for nearly 4,000 years. At 1:30 a.m., on the night the formation appeared, eyewitness Christian Fiedler spotted an orange-colored, pulsating and flashing light dashing around the area. Around 2:00 a.m., others heard a strange "whooping" noise. The listeners say it was unlike a helicopter sound. In the days to follow, the amazing scene drew many observers to the site. The owner of the field, farmer Werner Harenberg even began charging money to those who wanted to enter his field, which didn't deter anyone from coming. The research group EFODON visited the circle and announced they measured unusually high radioactive readings there. On August 2, a peculiar guest made a fantastic discover. While using a metal detector over the formation, he registered three positive readings. Each was located within the three circles of the formation that had half rings. Digging to a depth of two feet at the three different locations, the man discovered a single metal plate at each one. The plates were very heavy, measured about 12 inches in diameter, and were heavily encrusted with dirt indicating that they had been buried for quite a while. The man carried them off, telling an overseeing farm worker that he was taking them to Mr. Harenberg. However. the man stole the plates and never returned. The story becomes more intriguing. The man took the plates and later called Mr. Harenberg on August 7, and sent him a picture of one of them. Amazingly, embossed on the plate was a replica of the crop circle formation! The same was said to be true of the other two plates. When the plates were originally discovered, they were too covered with dirt for any markings to be distinguished. Recently, the International UFO Library published a photo of one. This was the first time I had seen the photograph. It wasn't long before all three plates were shown. A Mr. Hass (unclear if he was the one who stole the plates -- by German law they should belong to Mr. Harenberg), showed the plates to the local press. The man and the local editor took them to a jeweler for examination. The jeweler announced the three were made of different metals -- one of gold, one of silver, and the other of bronze. All three were of very pure metals. The silver plate was of higher purity than sterling. The gold one was what is known as "altgold," which is also of highest purity. A Mr. Pfeiffer was later able to track down the finder of the plates, and purchased the silver and bronze ones for 50,000 Deutschmarks (about $30,000). Unfortunately, the gold plate had been

melted down and was sold for a few hundred thousand Deutschmarks to a jeweler. Yet, the high purity of the two remaining plates was verified by the German Federal Material Inspection Authority, which for all practical purposes, ruled out the possibility of a hoax. What an expensive hoax that would be. However, in another UFO story on those same plates, (International UFO Library Magazine), it says, in another article: "In the meantime, the controversial German psychic and "channel of the Ashtar Command" Engineer Hermann Ilg from Reutlinger, allegedly received a message from the space brothers claiming the young treasure hunter was inspirationally instructed to find the plates and that they were placed there about 300 years ago on a former visit of the gods on Earth as evidence of this extraterrestrial visitation for the afterworld. According to Ilg they were made out of a "special metal alloy unknown to terrestrial science." Now that sounded like a pretty good story, until the "Ashtar Command" got into it. What does Awareness say about these plates that were found under the crop circles? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates it appears these were placed there quite a number of years ago. It could have been more than 300 years ago. The purpose being to serve as a guide or marker, or signpost for extraterrestrials in that area, to know where they are, where they were. It is like putting something underground which your instruments can find but which will not be destroyed, so that when you come back to the area, you know what area of the map you are looking at, and from there, what exists on your chart in the various directions. This Awareness indicates it appears that these were navigational instruments for extraterrestrials to help them locate various grids and ley lines in the areas for their navigational purposes. This Awareness indicates that the crafts, having certain instruments to read underground marks of this nature, are able to locate those particular designators and may use those designators as indications on their charts to pinpoint their location in terms of earth gridlines and earth points of reference. This Awareness indicates that by creating a mark associate with that particular location, they can also see it or mark it for others who follow so that it can be seen without necessarily coming down to earth to locate the energy from the disks that are placed underground. This Awareness indicates that it would be a good research project for entities to check other crop circles for metal buried beneath those crop circles. In some cases entities may find similar material. FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Were these plates made on earth or manufactured elsewhere? COSMIC AWARENESS: It appears that these were manufactured elsewhere and carried by space surveyors to be deposited in different locations on earth to be used for marking locations, much the way a surveyor marks a line using strips of white colored plastic on stakes.

ED's Note: The two articles on these plates appear in the following magazines: UFO Encounters, C/O Aztec Publishing, PO Box 1142, Norcross, GA 30091. (12 issues for $17.95). Also, International UFO Library Magazine, 11684 Ventura Blvd., No. 708, Studio City, CA 91604 (1 year, 6 issues, $19.95).

IS THE ORGANIZATION "CSETI" ON THE RIGHT TRACK? (It Has Asked the Greys and Reptoids to Cease Memory Blocking) QUESTIONS: R.R. in Colorado, the entity whose questions started this reading, has one other subject. I'll read his statement as there are several questions in it, and then go back if Awareness requests. He writes: "My other question concerns CSETI, an organization started by Dr. Steven Greer, an emergency room physician from Asheville, North Carolina. Some of the precepts of Greer and CSETI are enclosed in the material accompanying this letter. Basically. we do not assume hostility on the part of any alien visitors. We take a position of citizen diplomats and encourage communication. We see these visitors, irrespective of their apparent agenda, as being created by the Great Creator -- All-That-Is -just like we were originally. We don't want to be prejudiced or xenophobic as we see too much of that within humanity as it is. Yet some of the scary information that Awareness has published in the past years seems to want to create just these kinds of problems. After reading some of the Cosmic Awareness alien information, one wants to take a gun into the field when we see a UFO. This is the opposite of the CSETI approach even though many of our members are contactees and abductees and have had "bad things" done to us. The opportunity to overcome our feats and embrace the unknown (intelligently) and say "hello" to these visitors seems to me to have a nobility of purpose lacking in so many of the UFO and abductee groups. It is from this position that I would ask Awareness to remove from public view the fear-raising advertisement that CAC runs in so many publications. I have mentioned this to Avaton before. I feel that it's right to be made aware and alert to the visitors, but to promote fear around an issue that could be tremendously mind-expanding and help to integrate us into the larger universe, is not quite right. So my questions to Awareness are: (1) Is CSETI on the right track in our efforts and our understanding? (2) Do you see the organization growing into a large movement that is beneficial to humanity? (3) Do you see that our genuine communication efforts with ET will have any effect on the way the visitors are treating us? We have asked the general ET community to stop using mind control and memory blocking mechanisms so that we who think we're ready can remember and integrate the experiences, not be haunted by strange fears and neuroses. (4) So far the secret government agencies that are involved in this know about CSETI but have a 'hands off' policy. Could we be helping them in some way like possibly positive publicity? I suspect some sort of disinformation to come out publicly to counter CSETI's positive citizenactivist-diplomat approach, but so far there have only been petty and minor disputes from the established UFO-abduction fear-based people we suspect of being on some secret payroll. Ed's Note: The CAC ad that the entity is referring to concerns an illustration of a Reptoid swallowing a struggling human, with this caption "Learn the Real Truth About the Aliens!" We run the ad because

too many people, like this entity asking these questions, believe that the aliens abducting all these citizens are just "good little guys" and that the abduction experience is something blessed and "spiritual" -remarkable bull put out by many of the "space brothers" followers, but unfortunately something that is believed by many entities. (We will be glad to change the ad if the entity can come up with something better.) And that basically is his statement. Would Awareness comment on that please? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that it would appear this entity has not been around long enough to remember that for approximately 30 years or more, everyone in the UFO community assumed that these UFO beings were benevolent "Space Brothers," here to help humans in their spiritual development. It appears that the entity was not around when almost every UFO group was trying to get other people to recognize the wonder of the new era in which space brothers would come to earth to rescue mankind from his own annihilation. It appears this entity was not around when everyone assumed that space brothers were a form of Angelic beings sent here by God to help raise the spiritual evolution of humanity and to prevent nuclear annihilation. This Awareness indicates that it was only in the last decade that entities began to question whether these space beings were friendly or hostile creatures. It was only in the last decade that the government discovered that these space beings were actually not only mutilating cattle but also humans. This Awareness indicates it was only in the last few years that entities began to remember some of the horrors they had witnessed after being abducted by space beings. Therefore, this entity is assuming that he is presenting some kind of new approach to the aliens that has not been thought of yet. This Awareness indicates that to do so is to ignore the facts that have recently been uncovered in regard to these aliens who have been mutilating humans and who have implanted them with tracking devices and other forms of implants, who have created genetic hybrids in the laboratories of parts from humans, animals, and have a menagerie of monstrous creatures in the underground bases from the genetic experiments on humans. The entities who are finally coming forward to talk about having been picked up, having eggs taken on a monthly basis, having witnessed the purpose and reasons for their abductions, the entities who have been taken to those underground prisons where humans are held in cages for the various breeders' experiments, and for body parts to use in genetic operations; these entities, having recently come forward, are finally leaving information to humans about the visitors and their purpose and agenda. This entity would ask that maybe we should simply be nice to them, in the same way that the Indians were nice to Cortez, when he came to South America, and treat him like a god, and maybe they will in turn be nice to us. This Awareness indicates there is a certain naivet in this

entity's approach that is rather cute. This Awareness wishes this entity lots of luck if he ever gets the opportunity to meet face to face with a Reptoid, or a hostile Grey. Maybe he can place a kiss on the entity's mouth and become good friends. Most U.S. Government Agencies Are Under Alien Control This Awareness wishes, however, that other entities who are more realistic to be careful. This Awareness indicates the reason that government agencies are taking a "hands off" policy toward this organization is because most of the government agencies are under the ultimate control of these aliens and want to cooperate with them in leading the masses of people into a world that is dominated by the aliens, where they hope they themselves can be part of the establishment that is set up on this earth by these aliens. This Awareness indicates that the MJ-12 group that seeks to cooperate with the aliens in their takeover of the planet earth will be most pleased about the organization that promotes the aliens as being wonderful space brethren who are here for the purpose of serving humanity. This Awareness indicates the part of MJ-12 that would like to warn the masses of the dangers will be most concerned at such teachings, and will perhaps wonder if the organization is somehow created by MJ-12 majorities to mislead the masses into an attitude of welcoming the invaders as was depicted in the "V" miniseries on television in the early '80s. This Awareness indicates that there are many entities, who, down through history, have assumed that they can simply walk up to a beast, a tyrant, a killer, or an army of savages or Mongols or ruthless creatures, and by petting the kitty or petting the beast or feeding the savage, or giving a smile to the barbarian, tame the creature, and thus become friends, and perhaps even learn to play checkers or chess together with the creature. But history is filled with these entities having good intentions and belief in stroking the beast, who have been devoured, slain, burned at the stake, put into the pot of hot water, served as a meal, or otherwise destroyed for being such naive and innocent creatures. This Awareness wishes entities to be realistic, to be gentle when they can be gentle, to work toward peace, but to be realistic, and not walk into a gun battle or a battle between tanks or battles between barbarians, thinking that you can simply lift your hands and say "Peace be among you," for these things are not practical and are not likely to work. This Awareness indicates that this is true even moreso in these times when the barbarian type of consciousness would as soon flatten you as look at you, as if you were nothing more than a bug. This Awareness indicates the entity Gandhi would never have been known or recognized as a peacemaker or as a pacifist had his territory been that of Nazi Germany. He was only successful in his methods in India, because he dealt with British and American influences. The American influences being the press, and the British having a conscience in regard to how they were perceived by the world. Had he been in Nazi Germany, he would never have gotten started before

being eliminated. There would have been no room for the American press to present his position to the world. He would have simply been eliminated without any record. This Awareness indicates that entities need to be realistic in regard to who and what they are dealing with. This Awareness indicates that some of the Zeta Greys are less dangerous to humans than are others, but this Awareness suggests that the Reptoids as a general rule are nearly all extremely dangerous to humans, and anyone who wants to try to negotiate a peace with these entities is quite likely to end up in pieces, perhaps being chopped up for a meal, or just chopped up and discarded. This Awareness indicates these entities do not have any respect for friendly humans. They are not the least bit frightened by humans, so they do not feel relieved when a human smiles at them, any more than you would feel relieved if a mouse smiled at you. The entity assumes apparently that these aliens are afraid of people and that if you are loving toward them, they will be loving in return. That may be true, if they are indeed afraid of people, but this Awareness indicates this does not fit into the premise of reality.

DID ALIENS CREATE THE "BLACK DEATH AND OTHER DISEASES DURING MIDDLE AGES? (Are They Still Creating Diseases Today?) QUESTION: Some questions from J.M., Paramus, New Jersey. I'll read his statement, and the questions, then we'll go back to any that Awareness requests. "In medieval times, there was a common superstition that armies of demons and angels descend from the skies to spread plagues among mankind. Also, in the book The Gods of Eden, William Bramley asserts that plagues like the Black Death, which devastated the population of Europe, were caused by aliens. A great many people throughout Europe and other plague-stricken regions of the world were reporting that outbreaks of the plague were caused by foul-smelling "mists" and bright lights were reported far more frequently and in many more locations than were rodent infestations. The plague years were, in fact, a period of heavy UFO activity. Reports of identical disease-inducing mists from the Plague years strongly suggests that the Black Death was caused by germ warfare and that strange flying objects were doing more than just spreading disease: they were also apparently spraying chemical or biological defoliants from the air, killing trees and destroying the fertility of the land. A second phenomenon was sometimes reported: the appearance of frightening human-like figures dressed in black. Those figures were often seen on the outskirts of a town or village and their presence would signal the outbreak of an epidemic almost immediately. It appears that the "scythes" may have been long instruments designed to spray poison or germ-laden gas. Strange men dressed in black, "demons' and other terrifying figures were observed in other European communities. The frightening creatures were often observed carrying long "brooms," "scythes," or "swords" that were used to "sweep" or "knock" on the doors of people's homes. The inhabitants of those homes fell ill with plague afterwards. It is from these reports that people created the popular image of "Death" as a skeleton or demon carrying a scythe. In looking at this haunting image of death, we may, in fact, be staring into the face of the UFO."

And his first question is: "Have the aliens really been bombarding the human race with deadly diseases?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this is in the affirmative. This Awareness indicates that in modern times, it is using humans to create and to bombard the planet with germ warfare techniques that do the same thing, or are designed to do the same thing, namely to diminish the population of earth to that which they can more easily control. WHAT WAS THE PURPOSE OF SPREADING DISEASES? (More on the Underground Deros as Demented Greys) QUESTION: Was the so-called "Black Death" in particular caused by aliens? COSMIC AWARENESS: This is in the affirmative. This Awareness indicates that what in Medieval times were termed demons, and what many of the Christian faith considered to be demons, are in fact what entities refer today to as extraterrestrial aliens. The Greys from Zeta Reticuli today are not precisely the same invaders as those of the Medieval times. The Medieval aliens were both Reptoid and also of the Grey community that now is underground and known as the Deros. The Deros underground are demented forms of Zeta Greys, which have been here for many thousands of years, living underground to avoid sunlight and to avoid communication with humans except on those occasions where they seek to make contact for one reason or another. Demons, Trolls, Leprechauns, Gnomes, and Fairies These entities were also referred to in past literature as trolls, sometimes as gnomes and sometimes as demons or devils. This Awareness indicates the Reptoids generally also kept out of sight. They were seen more often in areas of Europe than in other parts of the world. They lived in Dragon Holes, which were essentially well-like holes in the ground, going down into the ground, and from there into tunnels. This Awareness indicates the next question be asked. QUESTION: Awareness just answered it. "Could Awareness identify the kinds of aliens responsible for those plagues?" His next one is: "Could Awareness give us the real reasons behind their acts of spreading the plague?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that this was basically to keep the population down to a level which would allow them to feel secure in terms of their livelihood on earth, where they would be able to regulate the population for their future agenda. This Awareness indicates that there is a certain timing where the Reptoids' base or planet returns to the earth on a regular basis, and if mankind overpopulated the earth beyond a

level that could be conquered, these entities would have failed their mission. The idea was that they would return and then eventually destroy most of the population and gather much of the population for their own purposes and also set up "God's Kingdom" on earth. These entities seeing themselves as gods, thought that they could set up their own kingdom on earth. They believe themselves to be the creators of mankind, and therefore, its owner. This Awareness indicates that much of this is reflected in the Sitchin books, particularly "The Twelfth Planet." This Awareness indicates the Bramley book, "The Gods of Eden" is essentially correct in its evaluation of these entities during the time of the great plague. (ED's Note: These 2 books are available from CAC. Refer to the Book Price List.)

WHO WERE THE SINISTER ENTITIES IN BLACK SEEN JUST BEFORE AN EPIDEMIC BROKE OUT? QUESTION: The reference where the phenomenon he referred to of "frightening humanoid figures dressed in black, often seen on the outskirts of the town or village, which would signal the outbreak of an epidemic almost immediately": Were these the aliens wearing civilian clothes? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates this is in the affirmative, that this also as an earlier version of the so-called Men in Black. These were entities who were able to transport themselves across time and investigate and relate to humans through the appearance of being human. They could hold a particular shape and form for a limited amount of time before going back into their true shape. This Awareness indicates that this relates to alternate vibratory rates, or Delta and Theta consciousness levels, where these entities come out of certain dimensions into your human dimension, and they will take on the human form long enough to relate to humans. Then they flip back into their other dimension. These are the higher or more developed beings, or in UFOlogy terms, these are the Men in Black. This Awareness indicates that the Bible has a language reflective of a different culture than your present culture, and it describes things in different words than would currently describe the same thing. This Awareness indicates that in Biblical terminology, and in some churches which still use the same language, there is talk of "demons." In modern terminology, these demons are what entities would refer to as aliens. In other cultures, they might be called by other names such as trolls, leprechauns, or the various names that different cultures assign to those beings that appear to be supernatural. The Indians have seen them. The Orientals have their own words for these entities. The British Isles were particularly aware of these different entities.

They would refer to some as fairies or as gnomes or trolls or by other names. This Awareness indicates all cultures and countries have their stories of the little people, the strange people -- the people who are not the same as humans.

WHERE ARE THE MEN IN BLACK TODAY? FOLLOW-UP QUESTION: Don't the Men in Black that the recent UFO literature is rife with have anything at all to do with spreading disease like they did back in Medieval times? COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that these entities are more like alien investigation agents, where they investigate situations. They also do what might be called "damage control," where they might contact entities who have witnessed UFO landings and attempt to minimize any damage from having them witnessed by warning the people not to discuss anything. This Awareness indicates It does not see these entities as spreading disease as in the Medieval times. In fact, It does not see aliens doing any of this biological warfare directly. They have, however, helped in genetic technology to lead to the formulation of disease by bringing together various common diseases through a kind of genetic manipulation to create new biological warfare diseases that can be used to diminish and control the population. These have taken the forms of various diseases presently known and others which will soon become known to wipe out much of society. The UFO Scenario in a Nutshell New subscribers are urged to read the five newsletters below which are checked with asterisks if you wish to understand the Alien Presence on this planet and the various possible scenarios. Awareness has indicated that the information in these five newsletters is basically all one needs to know about the subject. The other issues reflect additional information (More flesh for the Skeleton) and other areas of interest related to the UFO phenomena and related conspiracies Note: Except where noted, all issues are $3.00 each. 79-01 79-18 79-25 80-27 82-24 83-18 85-01 85-15 86-01 86-06 86-07 86-08 86-13 86-14 / / / / / / / / / / / / / / Web of Conspiracy, Part 1: The Gathering Storm ($4.00) A Cosmic History of the Illuminati Web of Conspiracy, Part 2: Secret of the UFOs ($4.00) Alien Invasion and Robotoids Web of Conspiracy, Part 3: The Forces of Ahriman ($4.00) Bigfoot and Other Weird Items Walk Ins and Aliens The Dark Side of the Moon Some Mysteries Explained Walk Ins and Aliens Cattle Mutilations Inner Earth Alternative 003 A Peek at Life on Venus

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VALUABLE QUESTIONS BEING ASKED BY C.A.C. MEMBERS CLOSING MESSAGE: This Awareness wishes to comment on the questions that the CAC membership has been sending in. It sees these as being very well thought out and having considerable value to other members so that the messages and material that others read from these messages becomes quite meaningful to them. This Awareness is pleased with the types of questions that have been coming in for these readings. ED's Note: Yes, but since these readings were given, the membership has all but stopped sending in meaningful questions. Please, all of you, put on your thinking-cap and send in some questions! Thanks!)

MENOPAUSE: WHY DO SOME WOMEN HAVE A HARD TIME AND OTHERS DON'T? (More On Sex and Preventing Hot Flashes) QUESTION: A question from J.J., which I'm sure we've asked before, but she's got a new approach here. She writes: "Regarding menopause, it seems to say grin and bear it and that it's inevitable, but it's not. Some women have little or no problem. Why do some have a hard time and some remain perfectly comfortable, and can't the former learn from the latter and mimic them in some way to alleviate or eliminate their syndrome?" COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness indicates that much of this has to do with the general balance of the individual's chemistry. For example, calcium and

magnesium properly taken in balance can help to diminish the negative effects and the extreme effects of the menopause reactions. This Awareness indicates, of course, certain other herbal combinations that can be used to formulate a kind of herbal estrogen that can be beneficial for entities. This Awareness indicates that the entity Dr. George Shahbaz carries these herbal estrogen substances which can be used by entities to diminish the problem. This Awareness indicates that keeping an active sex life throughout and during the menopause time period can help to diminish the difficulties of menopause in terms of hot flashes. This Awareness indicates that even though entities' sex lives are often affected adversely, where the entity loses interest in sex by continuing to be relatively active, the hot flashes will be reduced because of the effects of the hormones and these balances on the body. This Awareness indicates that vitamin B complex and Vitamin E and Vitamin C can be helpful to entities to reduce the effects of hot flashes. Also garlic can be beneficial. This Awareness indicates that potassium which can be found in bananas in sufficient quantity, can be beneficial. Chromium picolinate or chromium, if you cannot find it in the picolinate form, can be beneficial. This Awareness indicates that all of these things taken can reduce the negative effects. Some entities will already have these substances in their diet and body sufficiently so as not to have the more adverse effects of menopause. Others will need to take such for supplementing their diet and to diminish the adverse effects. This Awareness indicates that likewise, entities should be careful not to overdo alcohol or caffeine or anything that stimulates nerve activity when using these substances and when experiencing hot flashes. This Awareness indicates that lecithin can be beneficial. Lecithin taken can help to coat the nerves, to give them more protection against the effect of hot flashes.

ON THE EVE OF DESTRUCTION, BE ESPECIALLY ALERT! (Excerpt from a CAC General Reading, September 23, 1994) CLOSING MESSAGE: This Awareness indicates that this series of readings will conclude this visitation until some time in early November. This Awareness suggests that entities keep their eyes open for indications of further removal of army troops from this country, or of U.N. troops into this country, and be aware of potential events that may trigger the removal of troops in the future. (ED's Note: Since this reading was given, U.S. troops were sent to Haiti and some 40,000 were sent to the Middle East.) This Awareness indicates also be very watchful to the potential for a U.S. Identification Card and the Postal Service becoming the administrator of this, for it does appear that the Health Care Plan has met with too much resistance to be effective for delivering the medical card; that either the medical card or the Postal Service U.S. Card will

be used for identification of individuals within this country. Once you have that identification it is only a matter of time before these things are converted into chips that are implanted in your hands, under the skin, or somewhere on your body, so that you can be monitored and tracked, much like the animals that are marked with such. This Awareness indicates that you need to be aware, be watchful and get in touch with other sources of information relating to patriotic groups and what materials and information they may disburse. This Awareness suggests that the editor of CAC may be able to provide some addresses for some information of other groups, or material that such groups provide, and it is important that entities have some sources other than this alone to help inform them of what is happening in this country. (ED's Note: Included below) This Awareness indicates that there are many now many voices expressing what is going on, each can present a little different picture, the total picture so that you grasp a little there, from different sources. things happening, there are and of these many voices, a little different angle of more here and a little more

Being informed is extremely important during these times, for you are much like the entities of Europe on the Eve of Destruction, prior to the beginning of World War II in September of 1939. This Awareness indicates that being aware of the events that may follow can be of great importance so that you can place yourself where you want to be if such events occur. **** Some alternative sources of Information you won't see in the controlled press: Dr. George Shahbaz-Arami, Naturopathic Physician, Oregon City Holistic Health Clinic, 216 Sixth St., Oregon City, OR 97045 (503) 657-4043. The Spotlight (a weekly), 300 Independence Ave. SE, Washington, DC 20003. (30 weeks for $19.94). Preparedness Journal, PO Box 25454, Salt Lake City Utah, 84125. (10 issues $19.95). Aid and Abet Newsletter, PO Box 8787, Phoenix, AZ 85066 (Published by Jack McLamb) Subscription $15.00. Center For Action Monthly Newsletter, 652 N. Glenview, Mesa, AZ 85213 (Published by Bo Gritz). The National Educator, PO Box 333,1051-E South Lemon, Fullerton, CA 92632 ($20 a year. Sample $1.00) For the People News Reporter, 3 River St., White Springs, FL 32096. (13 issues $10). The Future of Freedom Foundation, Freedom Daily, 11350 Random Hills Rd., Suite 800, Fairfax, VA 22030 ($15 per year) Freedom Network News, International Society for Individual Liberty, 1800

Market St., San Francisco, CA 94102. ($35 per year, tax deductible). The Ron Paul Survival Report, PO Box 602, Lake Jackson, TX 77566 ($99 a year). The Freedom Networker, The American Freedom Network, 42015 Ford Rd., No. 260, Canton, MI 48187 ($24 per year). America's Promise Newsletter, PO Box 30,000, Phoenix, AZ 85046 (Sample copy $2.00, A Christian publication). Self-Reliant Living, Box 910, Merlin, Oregon 97532 (12 issues $135) Note: It's expensive but well worth it for the Hotline and Survival information it contains. Carl E Krupp, Publisher. Phone: 1-503-476-4721. America's Future, Inc. PO Box 1625, Milford, PA 18337 (Sample $1.00) Perceptions Magazine, 10734 Jefferson Blvd., Suite 502, Culver City, CA 90230 ($15 per year). Revealing facts on government, health and metaphysics. (A quarterly with back issues available.) New American, PO Box 8040, Appleton, WI 54913 (13 issues $22). A new magazine we highly recommend. **** END OF ISSUE ----------------------------------------------------------------How to Get Electronic Copies of "Revelations of Awareness": ----------------------------------------------------------------VIA THE INTERNET: -------- New Issue Announcements -------As hard copies are OCR'd by SPIRAL, they are announced in the following Usenet newsgroups: alt.alien.visitors alt.conspiracy alt.paranormal talk.religion.newage and posted in the alt.paranormal.channeling newsgroup. -------- Back Issues -------Back Issues Lists, which include the topics discussed in each newsletter, are also periodically posted to those groups. -------- Anonymous FTP -------NOTE: All of the issues in the back issues listed in the Back Issues Lists that have a ^*^ symbol in front of the issue number, along with Back Issues lists themselves, and Cosmic Awareness Introductory material, are available electronically via anonymous ftp. They are located in:

ftp://etext.archive.umich.edu/pub/politics/conspiracy/Cosmic.Awareness These are .gz format, which means you also need to get use GZip to unzip the files. The utility is available at the ftp site. Read the READ ME when you log in. (NOTE: Due to restrictions at this site, I have to wait for the sysadmin to post the issues I upload into the incoming directory. Sometimes that can take a while. If you want an issue NOW, try the E-Mail method or other Online Service methods listed below.) -------- E-Mail -------If you would like to receive an issue or Back Issues List via E-Mail, send a request (any form will do; I reply mannually, not by daemon) to: alex@spiral.org. I will append the requested issues to a mail message to you. Be aware that some of these issues are quite long. They average about 110K of ASCII text. Requesting all of 1993 could easily chuck four or five megabytes of ASCII text into your mailbox. VIA COMPUSERVE: The files are located in the New Age Forum, Lib. 12, Spiritual Growth. VIA AMERICA ONLINE: Someone told me they are in Lifestyles and Interests/Religion and Ethics/Religion Library Center/New Age Library. I have not checked this, though. I have no AOL access. VIA PRODIGY OR APPLE'S E-WORLD: Not yet, but if you have access, I'd be happy to send you all of the files if you would put them up there and let me know where they are. Thanks! PLEASE NOTE: Due to the fact that there are more than 500 30-page newsletters (that's about 15,000 pages of information which is set in dense 9-point type), most are not OCR'd at the present time and exist only in hard copy form. At this time, all 1993 and 1994 issues exist electronically. It is quite a tedious and time-consuming project. If the issue you seek is not available electronically, you can order it from CAC at the address shown below (cost is $3 for each issue). CAC Membership information is also listed below. ----------------------------------------------------------------How to Get Hard Copies of "Revelations of Awareness" by SnailMail: -----------------------------------------------------------------

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