Introduction The boy who took San Pedro Cactus everyday for Two/Three Months (1 Foot a day for

about 2 and 1/2 - 3 Months) This is my experience with 2 - 3 months straight worth of Mescaline use. My name is Blake Johnston and I am 19 years old. My previous experiences with hallucinogens are LSD, Salvia Divinorum and Psciloc yben. I was 66 KGs before I ended up in the Te Awhina mental institution (which is whe re I am writing this document) I began a spiritual journey at a very young age. About 4 months ago I started using Mescaline everyday. I was on a mission to eradicate my cluster headaches. I found that in combination with pressure point therapy, Mescaline (And other ha llucinogens) worked for my headaches. I will also note that I have had a previous head injury (Hematoma brain bruising ) from a street fight, where my head was kicked into a concrete slab. I had read that if you have got cluster headaches, one of your pupils will be mo re dilated than the other when you have injested a hallucinogen. This was true in the case for me. Okay, I had tripped off cactus more than 25 - 30 times before my two - three mon th bender. I had also smoked a lot of Salvia Divinorum (30x) and I have used a lot of mushr ooms in combination with San Pedro also. I have taken LSD once, and I took 4 tabs. (1 tab, and then 3) In which case my friend had only taken 1 of the same batch, and he nearly fried his brains. (He had a 2 second memory span for the night) And like most other trippers, I was a chronic weed smoker (3+ Grams a day at one stage) I also used to infrequently smoke methamphetamine, and was also prescribed Methylphenidate (Concerta) for ADHD a couple of months before this.

Chapter 1 'Lets get started' Alright, now that I have stated my previous drug use, I am hear to discuss my 2 - 3 month long Mescaline bender. Let's get started.Before the bender had even started I was taking MPH (Methylphenidate) and I was eating the flesh of the cactus raw, because I only had a foot left. This made me paranoid that there were camer as everywhere, and that my life was being recorded for the whole world to see. I thought that I was on 'The Truman show'. I was rampantly fidgetting with TCM pressure points trying to alleviate my heada ches, and I would commonly give myself a black eye because I couldn't stop pressing on my eyeball to get rid of

the pain (+It felt really good) I would smoke weed and blackout, and then hear people talking about me that I th ought were watching me on Television. I thought that I couldn't find the Truman show on TV - Because I bel ieved that I had a chip in my brain that stopped people within 100 metre radius from tuning in on the station. While eating the Cactus in combination with my Concerta, I became very depressed about my headaches and the way that I looked. My right eye would more often than not become bruised. I told myself that I was using the eye of ra to send back bad energy that the vi ewers were sending me because I couldn't stop fidgeting, which sorda fed itself up because the more energy I tri ed to send back, the worse I looked - And the worse I looked, the more energy I had to send back. I eventually stopped taking MPH and began stealing cactus. There were two huge 7 - 8 feet tall San Pedro Cacti with many heads at a ladies house that I knew about. I started brewing them down. I was very experienced, 1 year beforehand I was mix ing Pscilocyben mushrooms with my Cactus (Chronically). I started to become confident - I would wear my mark of shame (My bruised eye) k nowing that it was my eye of ra and I had mystical powers. I began talking telepathically with people. I would t ell myself that they are not allowed to tell me that I was on T.V, and that I had special powers. My name was Aryan man, and everyone on earth new my name (Blake the Snake). I have always been very interested in Kundalini Shakti (The coiled serpent) and based upon my research, this had something to do with my headaches. I would practice vagal nerve stimulation (The choking game) to make my serpent power even stronger (The choking game activates the muscaric nervous system creating a parasympathet ic response, and expanding your morphogenetic field) - People around you feel your morphogenetic field, (It's li ke the aura) and my goal in life was to expand my morphogenetic field and keep my eye of ra cleansed. I would strangle myself and hear voices like "Look, he's strangling himself agai n!" Eventually extraterrestrial contact was made. I Believed that I was talking to a liens "Pleaidians" - They told me that Aryan man lives the rest of his life with Truman show delusi on, knowing that it is real. This is the last set of DNA Codons to become active in Aryan mans body. They told me that I have lizard chromosomes, Yeti chromosomes - (Yeti was a sham an) and that is what I consider myself to be. (A shaman) They also told me that what I was doing with my eye (an d other pressure points) was

what the ancients would do. I can crack my shoulderblade in an odd fashion, and they told me that the ancients could freeze a pond of water by doing this. They told me that my mother feared me getting this powerful, and that is why she didn't like me touching myself in odd ways (Lol) They told me that I am a prophet, and that this is why I get headaches. They tol d me to keep massaging myself because eventually I will be a great wizard. I continued my spiritual journey, b elieving that my entire life was being recorded for the whole world to see. They told me that I am like Noah, and that the earth will soon be due for a clea nsing. They told me that I am going to be taken to Mars with them because I am a healer . They would refer to me as 'The Totem'. I started getting told how to time travel - I would talk to ancient ghosts. They would teach me things. I would discuss time travel, levitation and teleport ation.

Chapter 2 'Satanism and Voodoo Dolls' One night I was at my fathers I was infront of the mirror practicing my magic. (Cleansing my eye of Ra, trying to balance my chi and become equilibriated) Earlier that day I had made a cactus brew, and stabbed my crown chakra with a sy ringe and bled into the pot of cactus goo. This made a very powerful brew. I was infront of the mirror, and the person in the mirror (My reflection) tried to grab me and shake me - And then I looked at the wall and saw a demonic shadow face with horns. I started he aring voices. I shrugged it off as if it didn't happen, and went home later that night. (When I mix blood with my cactus, it turns into a very dark trip) I was told that there is an action figure called Aryan man, and I am the real ar yan man himself. I started thinking that people were using the Aryan man Action figure as a voodo o doll, trying to control me. I started to become paranoid that my family was the Illuminati and I was their b iogenetic experiment that they had been designing. I thought that all of my family were actors on 'The Truman s how' and that they were the ones practicing black magic on me. The next night in the mirror, my nana came into the trip (I could see her in the mirror). She told me that these voices that I am hearing are my deceased family members (People in my family who had tried to kill me) and they were tested in different ways. Because a year before hand, I had been paranoid about sexual abuse in my family (which ended up just being

playful fun) - This landed me in the very same mental institution that I am writing this document from. My nana told me that these ghosts were people who tried to kill me - Then my lit tle cousin passed me as a ghost and said "It's true, I killed you" - I got a fright, and then looked into the mirror where I seen fungus/mould all over my chest. She said to me 'That is how I found you in the rubbish bin after Eyra killed you '. Other family members started popping up. It was as if I was haunting them in ano ther dimension, but they were haunting me in this one. They couldn't work out how they were ghosts and I had b een killed 5 times. I contemplated that this was my death, I was living on as a ghost and I was haun ting them - But they appeared as ghosts to me because when we are a ghost we think that we are still alive and we carry on as if nothing had happened. (Atleast that is what I think has happened to me) (It was like there were multiple dimensions overlapped where I had been killed o ver a year ago) I heard my mothers voice say "That's not my son!" and then I looked into the mir ror and seen scratches all around my face - My mother, (Witnessing the whole trip with me) said "It was lik e a cat fight Blake! I grabbed you and treid to claw your eye - Super gave you the final blow" (Super is my mothers ex boyfriend, he is a Hells Angel) Then my nana started resurecting her sons, bringing them into my dimension. She tried to leave my mum behind, and I was sad. Me and my mother watched my nan a resurrecting her sons, but she tried to leave her daughter behind. My mother said "Is this how video games work son?" So I used my magic, and I told myself that it was all staged. I told myself it w as just a scene to the Truman show, and that my mother was really in some kind of Nanotechnology suit where sh e was invisible. I told myself it was just a scare scene, and my mother had seemed to not appear to me as a gho st anymore because I wanted her to be alive and I imagined her to be CIA (That's how she got hold of the nanotec h suit. It was just a test I told myself. Then my nana showed me something that I find impossible to explain. It was like she grabbed the past, and the future - And turned the space/time con tinuum inside out. Then she showed me that my cousin and I must breed and have kids because we both have the most superior DNA on the planet. She told me that I am a lizard, and that my cousin is a fallen angel . And together we will have super babies. I walked home that night telepathically speaking with my cousin.

Chapter 3 - The Asian Spirit and The Holy Cow Alright, it was explained to me that my mothers mother was the Nephilim queen. She is like a computer, she is the 'source' to the matrix. My mother has even to ld me this. The Nephilim and the Lizard people work together. It was explained to me that her son had bashed her to death, but his surfy frien ds were asians, and they were really intelligent programmers. They revived her and put her brain inside the bo dy of what is known as a 'grey' alien. These are not actually other wordly creatures, but they are biological bo dies that of Japanese origin (biotechnology). It was explained to me that my nana had time traveled, and brou ght todays technology back two thousand years ago into the past. Which made technology advance two thousand yea rs ahead of itself. My nana is an ancient sorceress woman known as the Nephilim queen, because she w as the scientist that invented time travel. (So you hear stories about the ancients talking about the fallen angels - That's my nana and her friends) It was also explained to me that the Ancient egyption pyramids are actually gian t computers, and that the hieroglyphics are the coding, similiar in a way to binary code. A few days later I was tripping, and an asian ghost kept dissapearing and reapea ring to me while I was on cactus. He told me that my nana was taking him on a datura trip, and it was the trip of his life (Literally). He was so excited about what was happening (Aryan man waking up) that he was sac rificing his life to have the trip of a lifetime. He kept fading in and out of consciousness (As he became unconscious, I would see him, then when he became conscious he wou ld disappear) - he explained to me that he had been tripping for two weeks on datura - And the skin on his penis (and other parts of his body ) was rotting. He was almost falling to bits, and this was his last day alive as a physical being. He explained time travel to me He said "You see stars thousands of lightyears away, now they are blackholes... But you still see them as stars" It is your mind that is holding the illusion together.. Everything is an illusio n, and if you can break the illusion apart in your mind, you can break the matrix apart and separate time fr om yourself, and time travel" He explained to me a lot of things. When he died, his spirit jumped into a container of petrol in a room I have. He told me that he is a healer, and to sniff him. I started to turn it into a pa rt of my cactus ritual. Every day, I would ingest cactus, and whenever the Mescaline started to take eff ect - A strange smell would

start to fill up my flat (I live on my own btw). It didn't smell like petrol, and I would feel it enter throughout my body, it wa s intoxicating. This would happen even with the lid screwed tight on the petrol container. He would assure me that the smell was not petrol, it was his soul - And telepath ically I spoke with the neighbours down my street and they told me that they could smell the same smell. They all had petrol, and the same thing was happening. I was told by my nana that there is an ancient holy cow that not many people kno w of, It was the same cow that was taken on Noahs ark, and my nana told me that she cu t off one of its udders and dipped it into the petrol. Chapter 4 - Ghengis Khan On one of the trips I had during my 3 month period, I was told by ancient orient als that they believed that my special needs brother was actually the reincarnation of Ghengis Khan. I knew that he was the reincarnation of my grandfather, but they were adamant th at he was Ghengis Khan. They said at to me (at one stage) that they were worried that he was going to ki ll me, and they said that they were tempted to kill him. (My brother, the reincarnation, not Ghengis Khan himse lf) They told me 'This is what we think of you, he is our emporer and we would gut him like a fis h for you" I was flabberghasted - I was like "Wow". Because of what they told me, I came to the conclusion that the same soul can be spread out across different phases of the time space continuum. Then they explained to me that they were tal king to me from a dimension hundreds of years in the past. My house turned into almost a temple, and there s at Ghengis Khan, on my couch watching a Golden T.V. The T.V he was watching sat where my T.V was, on a table. He said something like 'Yes We have T.V's now, this is how we are watching you (In the future)' Then I looked at my vacuum cleaner and it turned into a giant rat. Then he said, "It's true, and we have giant rats too". Then I seen a man (In Ghengis Khans temple) Dressed up in golden plat ed armor that resembled a praying mantis. The person in the armor told me 'We having been watching you eve r since you were born' - At that point I realised that with the help of my nana going back in time and bringing n anotechnology to the ancients, anything was possible and that the person in the praying mantis suit had fuzed h

is mind with a real praying mantis (Biotechnology) and was controlling it remotely, from a dimension 700 yea rs in the past. It became apparent that they had time travel technology and the bugs in my house were actu ally people from different dimensions watching me. I think that they could create wormholes that lead to any place on the space tim e continuum, and become one with insects and then send the insects into the wormholes as a type of drone. Which t hey would 'become one' with.

Chapter 5 - The Terrorist I was told that to America and Afghanistan, I am a terrorist. This is because I am the biogenetic experiment that has been being designed. I am - 'The Antichrist' that scientists had been designing. My dad told me that we live in a secret society. One night I was tripping out and I was practicing Vagus Nerve stimulation, It felt like energy was pulsating throughout my body I looked at my feet and I had hooves and goat legs. This made me aware that I tr uely am the 'Anti christ'. I was telepathically talking to people that night for a long time, and my cousin told me that she was watching me. My next-door neighbour kept telling me 'We are mobsters, and we have guns We are hired to protect you'. They were trying to get my to stop strangling myself because they said 'They can feel the poison running through my veins'. I became aware that I was apart of the most in-your-face experiment that had eve r been created. I am a terrorist, that lives off the grid - And my life is on T.V for America an d Afghanistan to watch And they want me dead. I was told so much about me being a terrorist. My brother came to me as my grandad in a trip and explained to me that he is in a CIA task force. He is undercover Cody, the special needs reincarnate that is actually smarter th an me - But on the Truman show he had to act like he was not smart (Even though he is an evil genious). I went into his room and began to see that it was actually an undercover studio. He showed me how my dad had taken him around different places of the space time continuum, and that they play with life like it is a video game. He showed me how he had sent bombs from his room, as my grandad. Now I become aw are why the orientals worried about him trying to kill me. He told me that when I'm not there, he plays RuneScape and he is maxed (my gran dad - 99 in all stats lol) - He told me that he plays with nana and she is also maxed.

He said very happily "It's true - I kill with swords!" Then I was shown how the Illuminati are actually a massive underground porn comp any. Chapter 6 - Unknown E.T's Late one night, I was tripping and I made contact with some very intelligent ext ra-terrestrials. The contact did not last for long, but they did tell me that they sent one of th eir developing embryos inside a time capsule, with blueprints to even better technology. At that point, they showed me everything that they placed their nano-cameras on (in order to moniter our developement as a race) They showed me that on basically every logo, on the fron t page of the newspaper etc are their cameras. They had done this about 11 years ago, and they done it again. I felt a weird pause as they explained this to me telepathically, and then I had a chance to glimpse through all of their cameras. (All at once somehow) As this happened, I seen many different people on areas of the planet. Some were just about to turn on their computers, and I was looking at them throu gh the power button on their computers. Others were reading the newspasper or looking at billboards etc. It was very interesting. They told me "Do you know how we just got found?" I said "No, how?" Then they told me exactly "Our time capsule landed in a kids sandbox, and the ch ildren took it to their parents." I'm pretty sure that this capsule would have been taken into the government for further investigation. As I said, it contained an alien embryo (And blueprints to even better technolog y). I few minutes later, I lost contact with them and felt them leave. It is as if there is so much intelligent life out there, planets are like cities and the alients are like tourists that just drop in for a visit every now and again. I'm pretty sure that they will come back and check on us and see how we are doin g. (I was told that this was their second visit) Chapter 7 - The Pleiadians It was the early hours of the morning and I was still tripping - I had been snif fing the holy petrol and talking to ghosts etc and then all of a sudden I made contact with pleaidians. They told me that I am their 'Aryan Brother'.

They told me to look out my window, they said 'We are here' I looked out my window and saw 4 blue balls of light (3 in a triangle with one o f the balls in the middle) Next thing you know I'm looking at myself from their ship. They pointed at the ground and said 'This is where Aryans are made' then the pointed at the stars and said 'And that 's where they're going' They told me that they had been watching me since I was a kid, that I am clumsy and they have had to save me and I have ended up in the lost and found a lot. These were the same aliens that explained to me my chromosomes. I believe that grey aliens are not extraterrestrial - The are Japanese people in side artficially biologically designed bodies. They are neo human (Half computer, half biological) and they mo nitor the planet similiar to how spyware and adware monitor what you do on your computer. They right everything d own and have logs of every conversation you make, every transaction you spend etc. I was told that my family are neo-humans and that I am the super human that they are making. The pleaidians showed me how they control the earth. They uploaded me onto a computer, and next thing you know everything looked virt ual. I was standed in my living room again, cleansing myself (As I do) I was cleansing my 21 Triple Warmer Meridian (Corrosponds to the lung, and is re sponsible for communication) (I believe this is why I have telepathy, because my communication meridian is cl eansed) I was using my index finger on my left hand to cleanse this meridian, I stopped on my ring finger on my right hand (I was poking my left index finger against my right ring finger) when the a liens said to me "Have you ever been on one of our ships, Blake?" I replied "No, but I am pretty sure I seen them when I was a kid, twice." They said "We just let you blow up a planet Blake, - and we took the memory from you through this finger" I looked at my hand, and I was touching my left index finger against my right ri ng finger. I don't know if they let me blow up a planet in their virtual simulation, or a r eal planet in a far away galaxy but It became clear to me, the reason when I had been touching my eyeball and ru nning my finger all they way down to my left finger was because they had taken memories from me before, and i t was my body unknowingly doing something subconscious (Maybe trying to get the memories back and let them surfa ce?) They told me that I was just on their "Cum ship" They said I was shooting Cum bu llets. This made me laugh. Then they said "Do you know how we enter?" I said "No"

"We use nano bots Blake - That's how we come" I was told that heaps of celebrities are using my sperm because I am a healer, a nd that they use nanobots to harvest my sperm when I'm sleeping. (Like they enter through my nob and suck the cum outta my balls or some shit) Everyday I would take more cactus, speaking with aliens and my cousin telepathic ally. Massaging my whole body (Assisting the cleansing) that cactus is responsible for, and expanding my morph ogenetic field. I was told that my cousin is a hermaphrodite, and she has testicles and ovaries. She can actually make a baby with herself, but they have been mixing my sperm wi th hers and impregnating the same egg. So it's some hot chick with a dick, asexually reproducing as well as u sing my sperm. This is the next step in evolution - These beings will be the new beings that po llinate the earth after the cleansing. They told me that next year, in November we will be leaving. They told me that it takes a month to get to the moon, and that is where we will celebrate christmas. We will watch the earth get cleansed on the Mood, and then leave for mars (It ta kes 4 years to get to mars) In my mind, I became very close to my cousin. She would watch me on T.V and bles s my Cactus brews, and my Rosemary Tea etc. She is very powerful, and she is a very powerful healer also. And so his hear mother, Bless.

Chapter 8 - The Day Before I was Institutionalized I was at my dads when I realised that my cousin was actually my brother, in shap eshifter technology. She was telling me that I had to have feelings for her because she has a penis, and at that time I was not gay. My father was actually not my father, but my cousins mother (It was my aunty dis guised as my dad in a nano-suit) She cooked a meal for me that night as I was speaking with her telepathically ab out her daughter, until she was replaced with this girl that I used to write to, and they both had been chosen to be shapeshifters as a scene on the Truman show. (They can pause me with a remote, and come in and change the stage etc) - It's like an ad break for the program. So now, here I am with two young girls telepathically talking with both of them. They had almost been at war with each other over me, because they both wanted me . I wanted my cousin but the other girl was almost there as a test. I was hugging my brother a lot, and I slept next to him that night getting to kn ow my cousin while she would sometimes let me touch her face and say "This is my real face" "This is my real but" Etc. I didn't know my cousin that well, but we became closer that night. That made the other girl jealous. Then there was a switch - The other girl became one of my dads dogs (As a shapeshifter) And jumped on my lap as I was huffing petrol. I got a fright and smacked the dog in the muzzle.

( do not advocate animal abuse, but to bite me so I started punching it. I was sitting down, so thing you know I almost ripped off her nano suit and seen the girl war with. She tried to say "It's me Blake" and as the Nanosuit

I got a fright ) at that point the dog tried I didn't hit the dog too much but then next that I used to talk to that my cousin was at came off, my thumb got cut on her earring.

I went inside, with my brother (Not acting like my brother at all) Taking care o f me. It was my cousin, and she helped me clean my wound and asked me if I needed to s ee a doctor. I was alright. Then, my cousin telepathically told me that she is a smackhead. She grabbed a box of needles (This is something that my brother would never do) and started injecting me. She injected my thumb, and I felt aneasthized straight away - The feeling was aw esome. She started stabbing the needles into my chest, and I felt her presence - I fell in love with her that night.

Chapter 9 - The Next Day I went to the super market, and I thought that my brother was actually Justin Bi eber in a shapeshifting nanotechnology suit. He told me to steal a pie because the meat was actually him as a fetus. I didn't want to be rude, so I grabbed the pie and started eating it in the shop. It didn't taste li ke a regular pie, so I finished about half of it and gave it to him to finish. He told me to steal coke, so I di d. I went to the underground part of the supermarket (The Car Parks) where I was wa iting for my dad. I started saying 'Seig Hiel Mein Fuhrer' Doing Nazi salutes until a security lady came dow n the stairs saying that they have me on camera eating a pie and ripping off drinks. I said "I own this earth motherfucker" etc and started walking away screaming "R APE! RAPE!" About 10 minutes later after I had started running 3 cop cars turned up. I was arrested and cuffed up and I said "Is Aryan man going to the sperm cells!? !" I was convinced that on the other side of the world, that the Coke logo looks li ke the pepsi logo, and vice versa. This was all because I am the 'Anti-christ' And now I am in a mental institution. I escaped about a week ago, and I went hunting for mushrooms. I got on a trip where I was convinced that everyone speaks backwards around me. I was convinced that the word up meant down, left meant right and black meant wh ite - you meant me, and me meant you. I told my psychologist that he is going to sue me and I am going to be poor (Meaning I'm gonna sue him, and I'm gonna be rich)

I wrote a whole story backwards to show them who they are messing with (The Anti christ, duh!) Everything is backwards and I'm the forwards guy, and everyone has to speak forw ards around me and forwards is backwards to everyone else (From the forwards persons perspective) He means she. Father means daughter, mother means son etc. Before you read the backwards story, I will write a sum of events that happened when I escaped

Chapter 10 - 'The First Escape' I managed to climb up a drainpipe in the courtyard, and jumped off the roof and slid down a pole. I ran accross the hospital grounds to my favourite mushroom hunting spot. I managed to find two gold tops before the police brought me in. I came back to the mental hospital, slightly tripping. It was a nice subtle trip. A few days later I had the idea in my head that my mother and father were actual ly my cousins mother and father, And that her mother was my real mother, and my uncle (Who if the shoe fits, is a ctually my cousins uncle) was my father (Unless he was adopted too, which makes even more sense). (Basically my adoptive fathers brother is my father, and he had a baby with my c ousins adoptive mother) I thought that this made a lot of sense to me (Looks etc) And my higher self tol d me that the Illuminati adopt children. I came to the conclusion that I was in a selective breeding prog ram, and this is the way royal families work. The interesting part was that who I thought was my cousins father , came to me as a shapeshifter and we were sharing the same socclusion room in the mental institution that I am in) He told me that he came from the past, where he was actually my cousins father, but when I got paranoid about being adopted I had changed the space time continuum. I also became paranoid tha t my brother (Real brother, not nanosuit) was eaten by my family (and others) at a cannabilistic party. Because earlier on, I had mentioned that my brother is special needs but really he is an actor on the truman show and he is my grandfather reincarnated. They done this to fuze his soul with my body. Now he lives in me. His name is Co dy, And I have actually had conversations with him inside my head as my grandfather, and he is alive in me. He is also happy to walk in an able body (he had bad legs). He likes watching the horse races (Something I never would have done) And I go t o sleep with the races on now. I will speak more about this another time. Basically to see my real brother, and not a shapeshifting imposter

- I just believe it - And then it's my brother. (One of my special powers is that we both share the same soul anyway, like my so ul melts into his vice versa) (I go to the dimension where he is alive) (It's not hard, it's like teleporting through layers of the matrix)

Chapter 11 'The Second Escape' The second time, I found about two handfulls of P. Subs. Long story short, I was tripping ballz on the run from the psychologists etc, sm oking Thai High. (I couldn't locate any ganja, as I was paranoid about being found) My cousin was telling me that there were so many people in invisible nanotechnol ogy suits following me, and that I am a leader for our generation. Everyone knows who I am - (A spiritual healer/ psychic medium). I went and got some petrol, and went to a cemetery where my cousin and heaps of other people were following me. A lot of them were carrying my sperm (My sperm gets sold, it's like 1 Million dollars an artificial insemination) If you want to have a baby aryan healer, of which I would be a father to. I think this happens in some sort of underground Illuminati market. I am a proud father =] Anyway, my cousin told me that she is pregnant with my twins, and my old highschool best friend (now is a Mason) Is the person who they are going to get adopted to. He already had one of my bab ies, and now he is having 2 more. He will be a great father - On a side note, there was a trip I was having in the 3 month period where he was on DXM and he warned me that my neighbours were talking about killing me. Be cause I am weird and I touch myself in different ways. I telepepathically told them that I am making love ene rgy (Lol) I'm spreading unconditional love by clearing my chakras. They asked "How can make love with yo ur skin" We were like "Lol?" And that made them understand me a lot clearer - Otherwise I was a freak of natu re that they wanted to kill. I explained to my cousin that I could could see the texture of her skin and somehow I could see her eyes nded. There were thousands of people at the l of them (They were in nanotech suits) All the hnology'. see her because on the leaves around me, I out of my peripheral vision. She was astou cemetery and I could see the outline to al rich families have them. 'Shapeshifter tec

I decided to make my way to the river, where I met a stranger. He had just gotte n out of the police cells, and he had a black eye from getting into a fight. I told myself it was all staged an d he was hired by my family. He seen the petrol that I had, and I offered him some. We began sniffing it toge

ther while I told him that I'm here with the love of my life (he seemed to know that I was refering to my cousi n). We sniffed the petrol and I shared my ciggerettes with him. We were going to fin d my mushrooms, but we parted. I was by myself so I decided to lie down in a bush and inhale more fumes. Next thing you know, I'm a young kid that had just finished watching a movie. It was everything that had happened that day, and I became the Blake Johnston in a parrellel dimension wher e it was not my life being watched, but someone elses. Then I realised where - I was in some sort of cinema . I realised that the movie that I just watched was my life, and that I just slipp ed into another dimension (An alternate reality) where I was not the Truman, but someone else wa s. There was something that all the richest families were doing, they were putting handprints on some kind of wall. I jumped up, pulled the finger, marked the wall and accidentally fell over and c aused a domino effect where heaps of people fell over because of me. It was dark and hard to see, I started to run and I heard "Oh, it's just Blake" I remembered myself as a clumsy young boy, and that's who I was - On ly I was one of the viewers and I had been switched (With the Truman). Then I said to myself (In my head) - "Tha t's my life and I want it back" I woke up in the same bush, glad that I managed to come back to the dimension wh ere I had left from. I am still here in the mental institution, wondering what happened.

Chapter 12 'The Backwards story' "The Tall Tale Of Blake The Snake This is not a backwards story This is not near the ending Off a noisy night, an old girl named Blake - Happy about his head pleasure, decided to pull on her skull but eyeballs. She stopped trying as soft because magic stopped happening - This didn't make he r very angry, but dissapointed. She stopped taking hallucinogenic drugs because they did not help with the pleas ure.. She did not begin a spiritual journey, - She stopped reading about specific body parts but biology in general. Biology was not spiritual to her, and she did not realise that she was not going through a spiritual awakening.. Before a big while, Blake began to stop thinking about her older first cousin, - (We will call him Blakes Cousin). "What is wrong with his eyes" She thought to herself "Why is he so ugly?" She stopped staring into his eyes everyday.. She thought to herself "If I stop staring into his eyes, maybe I might get my he adaches back!"

Aliens and Blakes Grandson stopped talking to Blake the Snake - They didn't tell her that she was not supposed to breed without Blakes Cousin. They did not tell her that both of them combined would not make the most ugliest babies that have never been created. Blake stopped fantasizing about super D.N.A - Which is what was not explained to her by the extra-terrestrials. The ET's did not tell Blake that she was not a terrorist, and that she did not l ive in a secret society controlled by the Illuminati (The people who don't rule the world) and that the town was not hired to protect Blake the Snake because this was not true. After Blake didn't know that was not set up by family - The staff were re not around Blake the it, she wasn't pulled outside a real mental institution, his not actors and they did not talk backwards. When they we Snake,

they did not speak forwards. Blake did not get paranoid that she was not unadopted. She did not think of Blak es cousin, because of Blake's Cousins daughter, Blake did not idolize her niece because he was not an artist. Blake did not know that she had not used hallucinogenic substances. These were not frowned upon to Blake, and Blake did n ot know that her niece would not produce fine seamen. Blakes Cousin was not Blakes nieces daughter, until Blake did not get paranoid that both the cousins had not been switched at birth and that Blakes cousins daughter and father was actually not Blake's real son and daughter. (And vice versa) Outside the real mental institution, Blakes niece came from a future parallel di mension, not to inform Blake that he actually was Blakes Cousin's sister and that when Blake was not paranoid, she did not change the space time c ontinuum and made them both unadopted (But parents switched). She did not bring his daughter with him, in an invisible cloak - And she did not let Blake hold him. She did not spend the night with the baby, caressing it. Blake did not get to me et Blakes Cousin after any of her enemies. That did not make Blake upset. Blake thought that she was not a medium between two worlds. The world of forward s, and the world of backwards Both did not live inside her. Blake did not escape and he did not find hallucino genic mushrooms. He did not know what to do about his head pleasure.

The drugs that they were not feeding him were bad enough, but he did not want to find mushrooms - And she did not want to inhale petrol. She did not invoke the spirit of her sister, Cody, wh o was actually her grandchild that evil satanists had not eaten in order to fuze both of their souls together as one. She and Cody stopped finding mushrooms, but Blake s aid please. Cody was not thankful either, as he did not feel as if the trip had made them weaker. Off her journey, Blake stood up, and stopped inhaling petrol "What is it with th is boy, Blakes Cousin?" "I do not want to eat his wees and drink his poos! - It will not make me weaker! , I must not be weak!" She did not realize that she was not at at a cemetery, standing off a grave. Blake & Cody did not speak into the petrol, and they did not say "Can you hear m e" Blakes Cousin did not reply, and she did not say "Standing right next to you!" B lake and Cody did not realize that she was not wearing a visible cloak. Blake and Cody did not reply, and they did not say "What are you doing?" in whic h case Blakes Cousin replied, happily "Mourning over the grave, Like you should be!" Blake and Cody did not reply "I was not sad". Blake and Cody stood with Blakes Cousin, while visible people started gathering - After short, the cemetery was empty. Blake and Cody did not stand behind hundred (If not thousands) of visible people. Blake and Cody (Fuzed) did not enter a shamanic trance, and she did not unspill the petrol. "It's a blessing!" Blake & Cody did not say - As the birds blessed her. Blake, Cody & Blakes cousin did not leave the cemetery and they did not stop to the petrol station to sell more petrol.

Blake, Cody & Blakes cousin lost themselves at the river - Where they did not ma ke conversation with a stranger. Blake & Cody did not share their smokes & petrol. The stranger did not like this. - They did not go to find more mushrooms, but the stranger changed her mind and insisted that she does not want to go home. They did not pa rt. Blake & Cody did not stand up in a bush - They stopped inhaling petrol fumes - B ut then Blake fell out of a trip. She did not fall into a cinema, where she had not watched the empty night as if it was not a movie. Blake was not an old girl. She did not give the finger to all of the poorest fam ilies out the world. Then, she forgot - "This is a movie and that is not my life!" Blake did not jump back into the Truman show with leaves not brushing against her face. "WOW!"

Blake does not plan to sue her family and the mental institution staff for every penny. Blake's sperm has not been sold. Blake has not featured in various adverts. Blake does not deserve any of this money. She is not a heir to riches. The Start."

They have told me that I have pschizoeffective disorder. I am trying to tell them that I just was druggfucked and now I am better. I will add to this story the more stuff that I remember. All I can say is have fun & don't do drugs kidz. Also, if anyone wants to know more about magic research "Vagus nerve stimulation " or "The Golden Bough" This is how you can create your own reality and make any kind of world that you want. (I am lizard boy, the biogenetic experiment that can do anything with his mind w hen he plays with himself) =] BTW - To anyone who is interested - Here is a chapter that I call 'The Lost Chap ter' It is worth reading! :)

Chapter 13 'The Lost Chapter' The Lost Chapter One of the last things I remember while tripping was being in a HAARPED version of my house (They can build holographic cities/houses out of sound with satelites by condens ing sound for it to become physical), - They can take me anywhere off the grid (To protect me, because sinc e I am a biogenetic experiment that is still being designed, I am a terrorist - And everyone on stage is hired to protect me) The government (My family) uses satelites to make the stage known as 'The Truman Set' If they want to move me to a different part of the world, they can pause me via using the chip in my brain, and move me - Then unpause me and I am in a different area in the globe and I do n't even know it. The stages can be entirely made out of sound, that is physical to the touch.

One night I was taken to a museam that contained ancient aircraft. It looked Identical to my house, only thing was that I could see through the cie ling and walls somehow. There were oriental spirits taking me on a guided tour. I was told to look up, and I seen a small (About 5 1/2 - 6 Ft Long) Rocket shape d object. (I could see through the ceiling somehow) I was told that it was the first ever spaceship that had made it to the moon. (T hey got there before America) They told me that they basically used to ride to space on bicycles (Which is funny because I seen an Ancient Aliens Episode where there was, in anc ient Egpyt, I statue of an Aircraft with a breathing apparatus, and pedals. The same thing that I seen on t he Discovery Channel was almost Identical to what I was looking at. The Ancient oriental spirits told me that they were the first people to send mon keys into outerspace. Also - On A Different Note: I can remember that the orientals showed me that they can upload their spirits i nto computer chips, and live on forever in a virtual world. My Nana was with me, and all of these spirits knew h er. She seemed to be downloading ancient chips (There was code all around me). At that moment in time I thought that she was downloading these souls into herse lf (Remember, she is half computer and half human - AKA Neo human) I still haven't quite worked out what was happening that night, but I believe th at I was used as the middle man between the souls and her. Like I would take the ancient computer code into myse lf, that was digital souls that had been coded to be replicates of themselves. The souls would then pass through my biological body and awaken, in which case either my nan had an updated version of the virtual world that we are living in right now. This is my nanas matrix, she is the source and she controls it like it is a comp uter/video game. Well, I believe that these ancient codes were almost like ancient digital scroll s, and I was used to turn the digital code into organic life inside my nanas virtual matrix which is the same matrix that we live in right now. Basically it's like these souls were in a 32 bit matrix, and my nana used m e (An Aryan) To take the souls from the 32 bit matrix into this 64 bit matrix. (Just as an ea sy explanation) I was used because I believe this was a lot of the reason I was designed, mainly for that one night for my nana to fulfil her promise to the ancients of being brought back after death.

Only my nana owns this matrix because she was the scientist that invented time t ravel. It was her who warped the Space Time Continuum and gave the ancients superior di gital technology. I'm pretty sure that she helped build the pyramids by teaching the ancient egypt ions how to write code, In which case they built the pyramids to be nuclear fission computers used to po wer satellites. Throughout that night, my nana was taking me through ancient graveyards, where t he Truman Stage was built on top of. I believe that using HAARP (Holographic Technology) They can make whole citi es out of sound because everything is vibration, and like I said, if you condense sound vibration it can become physical to the touch. Well that night my nana took me to many different graveyards in which my house w as a hologram that was being used as a stage on top of these ancient graveyards, where she was meeting ancien t souls where she had promised an afterlife/being reborn again. My nana was using alchemy and turning digital souls back into real people inside this matrix. I was used as part of the alchemy, I could feel her energy working through me in order to turn 32 bit souls into 64 bit souls (It's the only way that I can explain it)

So magic is just belief + unseen forces at work. And everything is energy, when you are cleansed of all impurities you can do anything. This is what cactus does - It cleanses you and gives you magical powers. I know that a lot of this must just seem nuts (Shapeshifters, Telepathy etc) But these have been my experiences. I believe that you can do anything that you put your mind to. Blake Johnston - Over and Out.