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L i b a t i on
Deirdre Heekin
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Five years later, after other extended trips between the
States and our adoptive culture in Italy, the words for
which we had been searching found their expression.
Caleb and I would open a little bakery and restaurant
in a small town in Vermont, which we christened Pane e
Salute, bread and health, after a sliver of a bakery we used
to frequent in Italy. Our Pane e Salute became a collage
of all those tastes, images, scents, and sounds that had so
shaped our vision.
After a time, the bakery morphed and became subsumed
completely by the restaurant. Caleb and I found our own
intentions with which to fashion this joint adventure:
Caleb creates dishes from heirloom Italian recipes that
we’ve collected over the years, using the raw materials
grown and raised in and on our Vermont terroir, both
cultivated and wild-gathered; I assemble an archive of rare
and indigenous wine varietals from Italy based on taste
and scent, history and future. Together, we try to build
menus of flavor, geography, and recollection.
For me, in my effort to understand better my work tast-
ing and pairing wine, I have been drawn to the physicality
of actually making wine. Yet my introduction to making
wine has been through the world of spirits, as liqueurs
seemed possible efforts whereas wine always seemed
too mysterious and complex. The leap to making wine
became less overwhelming, however, after years of creat-
ing infusions out of fruit, flowers, spices, and brandy.
Still, learning the mechanics only of the cantina, or “wine
cellar,” have not been enough. As a believer that truly good
wine is made in the vineyard, I’ve wanted my own grapes
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pages, as I will the liquid from my first handcrafted bottle
of wine, to the ground and landscape that have inspired
me, to the memories that sculpt my own history, and to
those who have gone fiercely and bravely before me. For
them—this is my libation.
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tion. But I’ve been eager to redress all that went before. I
want my story to be one of redemption.
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narrow glasses, and we fill them as the wine goes around
the table. Its pale red roughness has been cut with a little
sparkling water. This dilution is usual, traditional even.
Economical. My first experience with local wine in Italy
is not from a vaunted, aged bottle of brilliance. This is
honest, unpretentious wine.
The second defining moment happens only a few weeks
later, but this time the meal we share with Gianfranco’s
family is in the small restaurant dining room that they
run only on weekends. This kitchen and dining room are
where we’ve had many firsts: our first meal in Italy; our
first Tuscan pizza, our first dish of small, roasted birds;
our first attempt at making pasta; our first lighting of the
kitchen’s tiny beehive oven. We are gathered on November
1 for All Saints’ Day, a holiday in Italy on par with our
American Thanksgiving. All the tables in the restaurant
have been put together to make one long surface. The
menu is epic. There are crostini (those little toasts topped
with brightly flavored tapenades). There are platters of
cured meats, fresh and aged cheeses. There are two pastas,
one a penne with cooked tomato, onion, and pancetta;
the other is made of long fresh noodles glistening in olive
oil and flecked with prized black truffles. There is roasted
chicken and roasted pork. There are uccellini (roasted little
birds like squab) lending a pronounced earthiness to all
the previous tastes. Then comes fish roasted in salt and
rosemary. After these courses there arrive the side dishes
and salads. Dessert is a decadent tray of cream-filled
pastries from the pasticceria.
The wine throughout the meal is still local, but a bigger
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known as the “Shot Queen” on my college campus, drink-
ing every willing contender literally under the table. I was
tough. Wasn’t I tough? My mother practically dragged me
home by the scruff of my neck. She made me swear on a
small black Bible (I can still see its pages, gold-leaf-edged)
that I would no longer drink in such a way. Growing up
Catholic and superstitious by nature, I would never dare
buck a promise made on the Holy Book.
But was renunciation agreeable? By stark contrast,
in Italy, alcohol was not to be feared. In fact, for me it
suddenly lost all its venom, and in so doing it lost a secre-
tive, dark power over me. I could finally take pleasure
in the full complement of all that was offered to me at
the table—without fearing chaos in myself or in others.
Imbibing with restraint felt natural. The restraint was not
punitive, but a discipline of savoring. Could Angelina,
Gianfranco’s mysterious grandmother, the sorceress of
those long-held shadowy traditions, have helped remove
my own Evil Eye?
It seems a long time ago, those first days in that village
in eastern Tuscany. I have devoted many years since to
owning and running that small Vermont restaurant
with my husband—a venture inspired by our “other life”
abroad. Now my role has deepened and clarified as I’ve
expanded my efforts. My role first was that of pastry chef.
But two cooks in the tight kitchen meant that neither one
of us was watching the front of our house, circulating and
welcoming guests, guiding their choices. It was inevitable
that I should move my energies to the front and manage
what was initially a fledgling wine list. Ever since that shift,
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the lambs at night from the prowling coyotes that regularly
cross our meadows to reach the wild terrain on a ridge
above our land called the Chateauguay. Now the potting
shed stores an assortment of terra-cotta pots during the
winter and a rough-hewn cedar desk. Pale aqua chintz
curtains culled from a village matron’s salon hang at the
French doors. The shed holds my ever-growing collection
of wine and perfume books that I keep thinking I will box
up any day now, bringing them into the house for winter
reading and to keep the pages from curling with winter
cold and damp.
My thoughts circle around topography, the shape and
contour of our land. The meadow beyond the potting
shed is open, gently sloping, and takes sun from the east
and south all year long. Early on, we joked about the site
being prime for growing grapes. Then we found on the
edges of our meadow the thick, sinewy vines crawling and
twining up poplar and maple, any tree they could get their
grasping fingers around. In summer, small hard char-
treuse-colored fruits would appear, and by September, if
the birds had not stolen them yet, they would ripen black,
and taste pungent and foxy. We pick them for cooking in
fall—for making flatbread, or stewing with meats—even
a hearty white fish. I consider the possibilities of a wildly
cultivated dessert wine.
Since our discovery of rampant wild grapes on our hill-
side, we’ve started to believe that wine grapes could grow
on the gentle slope of our meadow. So three years ago,
we began an experiment. We planted two local varieties
of wine grapes called Frontenac Gris and St. Croix around
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