A PLANNED JOURNEY

Life is incomplete without love & honest work. Which is the main theme of this story? Live your life fullest, enjoy every moment .do your work honestly, never run after money or success or famous. I always believe if you are honest to your work means you will be automatically famous, if you will be famous means you success, if you success means money will come. But always a successful person is not the richest person, but yes they get enough money for survive & fulfill their general requirement. Success belongs to those who actually learn something from their life <A GOOD LEARNER> & a good human being. We all get life for once, let's stop taking about what make you worry, think about those which really make you happy. Because we dont know when our life will be end & we will be still there like as before. Some changes should be needed. Smile & make other smile. Live for others that's called as life. You never know how much beautiful it is. Live it & show others how to live a peaceful life. Enjoy each & every moment. Which our life always teaches.

This is a story of a hero ,who did many things for his country & his love life .many problems arises

still he never break or bend just read ,you can understand how beautiful life is ..

Here I act as a narrator!

Hope this story touch your soul, this is something different kind

PAIN + STRUGGLE + PLAN + LOVE + SUCCESS = LIFE

~STORY START ~ Ah!

At last SUNDAY, I always wait for this day. I actually love this day because I get some time to spend with my grand papa & feel relax so much. it already 8 oclock in my wrist watch ,as usually I finished my everyday work all exercise & bath everything before 8 oclock. I felt this morning is so special for someone, of course not for me but

for my grand papa, I found him smiling & talking with himself for the first time. at first I didnt wanna mark him but when I saw him further I found him smiling in open air , really I could not understand with whom he was talking . When I saw him constantly I found he was looking at my grandmothers pic & telling something to her. It was damned cute .I never felt that my grand papa was also so much romantic. When I saw him in this condition I couldnt control my emotion , I hugged him tightly & silently told him in his ear! You missed someone, am I right. You cant tell me lie I marked you .I mark your each & every activities but this is the first time I feel that you are so much romantic mood what has happened! In a jock I told him who is that heroin then we both laugh for sometime then he left that place .but before leaving that room he told me YES SOMEONE SPECIAL, WHO WAS & WILL BE FOREVER IN MY MIND & HEART! For the first time I felt he is weak , no doubt he was very strong person from mind but for the first time I felt he is weak from his heart he is not what he looks he is very kind & soft from his heart . First time I found a love in his eyes after so many years, but I couldnt understand what might be happen so that he became so weak! Which made me tensed? As without him my life was empty, I had no supporter because he is a great idol for me now & will be future .as he was a real hero in his time. He did many

things for his city & even if in his country also. He was not only strong but also very soft hearten person. But he never told me about his past life, which I really wanna know. But I had to wait for the good time & his good mood.

Day passed, ah! What a beautiful evening sun fall scene! It was clearly visible from my grandpas room. At that day I felt like sun also dont wanna go, it was really a beautiful evening, cold wind was blowing from south .me & my grand papa was enjoying the sunset scene. This is not todays case, but most of the time we both enjoy the sun set. No doubt I couldnt give company to my grand papa every time , but I saw he too love to enjoy the sun set & he never wanna to miss this view but I dont know why ,but I always feel there must be some story behind this ?? But whenever I asked this question , he always smiled & left that place, I didnt know why???

Sometimes, I felt he knowingly hide something! He cant keep the secret but some he loved to hide like some personal life & the lady who is the story behind his whole life & whom he always miss! I wanna know everything about his past life.

That evening we both together enjoying the beauty of the earth & the sun fall scene I feel he continuously smiling & murmuring. For a while I also I stop looking at the sun & continuously staring him. Suddenly he looked at me & I felt like shocked, actually I also looked at him & when both looked at the same time it was really a different kind of feeling as u all know! He asked me what has happened & I smiled & say I love someone & I wanna share with you about him, can you bear me please!He smiled & told, you are in love & laugh. Are you serious & I told yes, I am!

Please dont insult me .I am not a kid, I am mature enough! Suddenly his laugh stopped & asked me who is that alien??? & further laughed like mocking at me. This time I was seriously fired upon him, he was thinking I am kid & I couldnt love anyone .HUH tear filled in my eyes when I saw him how he took it as a jock , suddenly his tone changed when he saw me in teary eyes & asked me tell me now I am serious ,sorry ! I could not believe you ! you are so matured to love someone. Right now also I couldnt believe how the days passed & you turned into 20 years. Its like a dream for me, really my daughter, I love you! Tell me your storybut he didnt know it was my entire plan to know about his past life. So suddenly I change the topic & emotionally blackmail him ."OH, yes u wanna know. Have you told me about your love life .hmmm!!! Did you! If no , then how you expect , I will tell you my story. If you can hide why not me! its a symbiotic relationship , if you will tell me then Ill tell you . Then tell me your story first"!!! First time I saw him a blushed smile over his face, he eyes filled with full of tears & a smile with lots of love. I felt like is this my grandfather!!! Or who is that man???

He gave me one diary & told me to read this "where I have written everything which can give you your all the answers!" I saw that diary total 10,950 pages means 30 years & everyday one page!

I felt like horrible, OMG how can I complete it. But I was so curious to know so I started to read the first page slowly I could not understand how a night passed & another day also passed & I was sitting on that chair & was reading & tear drops falling from my eyes! I couldnt believe this! I felt every successful man has a painful life history, TRUE L

When I opened the first page I saw the date it was 1/1/1980
The story beings

It was a wonderful day for me, as my mother & fa ther all are together. My two brothers & one sister also here, like a happy sweet family. Pray we all will be together & happy like this throughout the year. its my new year resolution I will keep my promise & show to this world I will be like my dream hero really who inspired me ,not only he but also my mother is great ideal for me & great teacher .who is behind my each & every success who tried her best to give me better education. Some time I feel I couldnt believe a day without my mother. She is my life. Life begins & slowly slowly i grow up. I was not belongs to any high profile still I never feel like I was poor because my mother was sufficient to fulfill our all requirements & we also tried our best to give her smile. As she had done many thing for us. Life begins with many struggles, my father died .but our lifes flow would not change and we tried more & more to become educate. sometimes society also told many things still we managed ,I learn many things from my life .I am a good learner as I learnt many things from my childhood days ,which helped me in my young age to become a successful man. We tried not only to service but also to survive with a good & prestigious way. That only my education could give .seriously telling. After reading this I felt the importance of education & try try until you get success. That should be in

prestigious way. No doubt many people are there in this world wish for become a famous personality but very few do work honestly which helped them in future to become famous. I learnt being famous is not important but the

way you famous is important.

Then further I started to read 1/1/1990 Wow, it is really a wonderful day for my life some real pleasure I have got, its really a great feeling. I have got which I always dream for. I always wanna to help others & its a great platform to help others .sometimes I wanna thanks to my lord & sometimes to my pain & struggling moment .but every time I wanna thanks to my mother. No doubt I entered but I dont know how to take this serious responsibility .sometimes it really makes me fear. Whether I could success here or not. Is there anything wrong I am doing? Every time many thoughts came in my mind, still I tried my best to make everyone smile. I believe on myself, I am not doing anything wrong & I can try my best to become my dream person. My life goes on & I am very serious for my duty. Of course I should be .as it is my country & it is my first duty .I did many things & many things I achieved. Still I felt never happy. Every time I wanna do more & more. How my people became pleased & their all requirements will be fulfilled it is my everyday

tension , I dont wanna to please any single person, I wanna get pleasure from my heart when I really do something from my heart & in a honesty way. YES! I HAVE DONE GOOD THING & GOD WILL GIVE ME GOOD RESULT After reading this I felt he was so serious for his duty & he always wanna do something for someone. After reading this my heart filled up pride & respect. How great my grandpapa is???He really deserve for love & respect. But I couldnt find any romantic life history in his life. Only work load whole life .still I was counting how many pages left I thought maybe next page I will get something which I really wanna to know. As I was young, my mind was always there means on love matter. Whom he loved & how he loved. I was so curious to know. Then further I started to read 1/1/1995

Oh so beautiful morning, I am preparing myself for the office as usual , suddenly my eyes fall on a girl who dress up something different. You can say, it was so funny type. I just smile at herhow funny& tell myself why people like to be dress up like this??? What they think, is it really suits them or they seek people attention. After entering into my car I locked my door & further my eyes fall on that girl. I found she was something different. then for the first time I wanna watch a ladys crazy activities ,I found she was doing something amazing .she actually wanna to spread smile through this .as now a days life is so busy ,so we should not forget to smile. This was her message to whole .thats why she dress up like that. After that I interested to know more things about her. I collect the information, I found that she was a physiology

student, not only this she did many good work. But seriously I am saying for the first time I was little bit attracted because for her activities .her dressing style really always came in my eyes. Whenever I staring at my window, I dont know why she always came in front of eyes. I wanna flush her out from my mind but couldnt do. Suddenly one day I found her in my office as I was the collector she needed some signature for open a new school for the poor & handicraft children & a new apartment for poor homeless parents no doubt I couldnt give permission to all, still after her many request & valuable explanation , I gave permission to open a school for poor as well as physical handicraft children. At that time I didnt know about her & slowly she also removed from my eyes & mind. But one day I socked when I saw her she saved one life before a train. Which really a shocking news for me .I couldnt believe my eyes, how a girl can do such kind of adventurous work! Which shocked me for a while after that my heart filled up full of respect for her. No doubt I could not express my feeling but heartily I thanked her a lot as saved one life. Everyday her all activities came in front in my dream, I could not sleep peacefully I felt what was going. Why for the first time my heart beat for a lady! Is there any reason behind or is it love! Every morning I

staring at the window as my eyes always wanted to see her at least once. I didnt know what was really happening. no doubt when I was busy in my office I forget everything as my work was my first love but when I got relax from my work or whenever I listen any song suddenly her face came in front of my eyes. Sometimes I managed to say myself its just an illusion, it cant be possible. I have to be strong from my mind & heart. Days passed like running a race, I couldnt know how one year passed & I never met with her still her image always etched in front of my eyes. Sometimes I smile at myself how crazy I am! one day further I saw her in my office ,actually at time I thought she was in front of me ,but I didnt know she was really in front of me .as it was like my daily illusion . I smiled & told myself in a load voice CONCENTRATE!!!HUH She just astonished & knocked the door further & asked for coming ,but this time I feel no , its real .I feel little bit nervous before her as whom you love if that person come in front of you. Its really very painful & socking moment to see their eyes & talk with them as a normal person. Oh God it was damned painful time for me. I control myself then I told her what you want! She further came with that pervious application which I was rejected at first. This time I couldnt refuse her & signed

her application. She left my office & one junior officer told me that she must be fake how I allow everyone to start this type of responsible work. But my heart said no, she is not only good but also amazing one. Still for clarify I told my junior officer tomorrow morning they will go that place where that school & the poor old homeless people are staying. I was sure that she was not a cheater but still I wanna prove her. Thats why I had gone that place with my staffs .I found some kind of peace there. I couldnt believe my eyes how a lady take the whole responsibility, when I asked this question she smiled & told this is my duty not my work. A person cant compromise with his/her duty. I feel these children are my brothers & sisters .that poor parents are my real parents. This is my whole family which consists of 120 members. Its still too small I wanna a big family need more love after listening this I gave a check with money 1 million rupee to help her, I know it was not sufficient ,but I couldnt control myself when I saw a such kind of daring girl ,who alone handle the whole . But I wanna know about her. I felt that I never met such kind of girl so I collected information about her. I found that she was the only girl of her parents & her name is ROSE but after her parents died in an accident she suffered a lot. even if she worked other houses to get some food but lord help her so one day one kind hearten priest saved her life & helped her to become a

good educated person & helped her a lot to become a person she wanted .no doubt that priest couldnt gave her everything but he fulfilled her all monetary requirements . As he was not a married person & he worked in a church. There was a great respect for him in her heart. Thats why she built this whole school & apartment on his name. After getting this news he felt that his life quite beautiful than her. I really want to talk with her. Every day evening in returning time I love to meet with her & love to talk with those innocent kids .days passed they fall in love with each other. But ROSE fear as she knew there was no one in her life & she feared what will happen if she would marry as she has a lots of responsibility. Slowly time passed I fully mentally prepared me to marry her. But I felt she make some distance from me but I couldnt understand the reason behind her ignorance. Sometimes it really hurts me a lot. Still I manage to tell my heart everything gonna be ok. Every time in my pray I only beg her, I dont know why may be I loved her so much. At last she agrees to marry. No doubt at that time I was struggling for win the election , sometimes I felt she really lucky for me ,because after she entering into my life my life changed a lot. Her love always comforts me & her smile always took my all sorrow. My days passed. She became pageant no doubt I win, but there was a war related to a company matter. I tried my best to solve this problem. At that time the

condition was really worst ,I couldnt understand what I will I do ,sometimes I wanna to regain but ROSE always encourage me ,no doubt at last that problem solved but some people really against in my decision. So one day I was celebrating my success. One angry citizen shoots me but unfortunately ROSE saved my life & she took the risk of her life. That day I really feel so weak. Because doctor put two option before me & which I have to choose Either I will go for surgery for to save my child but no guaranty for mother If I dont choose 1st option then I will 2nd option no surgery, but they dont get any child further in their whole life. She might be alive or die, but more chance to live. So I choose the second option, as she was everything for my life. No doubt her life saved but we live a life like die each moment as she was suffering from Alzheimer disease & she could not be mother further. Sometimes I feel like hell, why she took all the risk for me. No doubt we had 1000 children & 500 parents .thats why I never feel empty in my life but I always feel guilty whenever I saw my wife .she was a real gift for me sometimes I think. One day one of my staff died in an accident so I took care of his baby at that time he was only 6 months .we fully

complete after that .ROSE died at the age of 30th.most painful day of my life.i lost my half part. Still she always in my heart. After her I feel there is nothing in my life. so I stop writing. After reading this tear drop fall from my eyes, what a love story & after that I could understand why my grand papa didn't want to tell his story.

One day fully complete , I feel like one hour, my motion became slow & I felt like life is whatonly pain??? Still I wanna know the story after that so I went to his room, at that time he was looking at his old album. I smiled & hugged him tightly & cried a lot. You are a real hero. I love you more than me. I couldn't express my feelings. But one word I wanna say YOU ARE REAL HERO, but I wanna know more things about your life after this last page. he smiled & told one word. I finished my journey there, means my life ended!

HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT

WRITTEN BY SWETA LEENA PANDA