Name: Matinia Aglamas Age: 18 years old

Palangyos

Hobbies: watching TV programs, surfing the net Motto: There is no such thing as darkness, only failure to see. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: When there were two kids roaming around with us and the warm welcome of the people of the community. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Discussion and results obtained at the survey and cooperation to activities Challenges encountered in community: Walking for many hours and the first encounter to the community people What did you miss the most: The bonding with classmates and the hospitality of the people

May 20, 2013

By morning, it was so gloomy because its drizzling but the idea of going to Basil motivated me to jump out of my bed. I arrived at the school a little bit early so we had a little chit chat with some friends while waiting for the others. Each and every one of us had a different feeling about going to this immersion; as for me the feeling is just like the feeling of going to my first duty. Im excited because I know it would be a new adventure but not knowing what about of the place gives me the feeling of mild anxiety. And this is it, we finally arrived and its proven that water is scanty. When we prepared our lunch we need to fetch water but then the discomfort that Id feel was replaced by the feeling of pure joy and the feeling of acceptance from the community. For me this is enough to endure any discomfort that the physical environment would give. And I think it would be worth it.

May 21, 2013

It had been a long day. So far this day had been a great day. We meet new friends and we had built a good relationship to the community people. At first, while we were on our way we always get confuse with the direction on where to go so we end up crossing on fields. The first time we went on the sitio where we were assigned was Saan na tayo pupunta, dito na yata ang daan; but then we were able to had our first c lient and the next thing we know it come out to the way we want it be. From this point, we already know where to go next because we asked the first person we had interview about the what abouts and where abouts of the nearest neighbor. Sobrang nakakataba na din ng puso ang malamang willing na iaccomodate kami. Along the way, may nakilala din kaming dalawang bata na naging tour guide namin. Sa kanila din namin naramdaman na tinuring na nila kaming friendships. Nakakatuwa din na nagwalis pa ang mga bata bago kami papasukin. At nung lunch gustonggusto ko talaga sila kasi napakatotoo nila. Ang makatulong din sa simpleng paraan na makakaya namin katulad ng paghuhugas ng pinggan at magpaligo ng bata ay nakapagbigay ng satisfaction sa akin. Gaano man kahirap at nakakapagod ang magbahay-bahay sulit naman kasi tinaggap kami ng mga tao. Ang makatulong sa mga bagong kaibigan ay isa na talagang blessing.

May 22, 2013

This morning it was sizzling hot; but thinking that our instructors will come with us, we did s pent much time to our first client for this day for our instructors to catch up on us. We helped Aunt Mary harvest siling labuyo and then after a couple of hours there was no sign of our instructors coming, we politely nagpaalam to Aunt Mary so that we could catch up to our other companions. But since, our hands are itching we stopped by at the pump to washed our hands. Lakad-lakad-lakad then we reached the house of our prospected 2 nd client for the day but then our other groupmates are already there so we decided to follow our other client to Omma because despite of our earliness hindi namin sila naabutan. Walang katapusang lakaran at talunan ang nagawa namin para makarating, but then its worth it kasi the couple was very hospitable and since they were busy we did helped them to the things they are doing while we interviewed them.

Before lunch, we were able to finish the survey so we meet our group mates and had our lunch before going back to the school. Nakakamatay na lakaran then nakauwi na rin. We rested then proceeded to the kitchen to prepare the foods for the night. And while waiting for the foods to be cooked we started to finalize our survey tool and we started our tally.

May 23, 2013

Today was a busy day; everyone was rushing to finish the tallying, nagmukha tuloy Election Day ang room. And buti na lang nakastart na kami the night before this day kaya we dont need to rush everything; thats what the lesson learned for this day na dapat tapusin na ang mga work na pwedeng tapusin para di matambakan ng trabaho. May mga bagay talaga na hindi natutunan sa four corners ng classroom, though meron na ito doon pero dito talaga sa community naeemphasize. Ang group kasi namin ang nakaassign sa dishwashing kaya kailangan namin pagsabayin ang finishing touches namin sa report ng survey namin at hugasan ang mga hugasin. And since walang tubig kailangan namin kargahin ang mga hugasin para sa baba maghugas. Nakakapagod pero okay lang kasi atleast patapos na rin kami, buti na lang talaga na worth it ang pagpupuyat namin last night at higit sa lahat hindi kami nasasakal today. Kagabihan puyat mood na naman kami. Nareshuffle ang work assignment namin kaya biglang sa may adult kami. Nagplano kami kung paano gagawin yong visual aid tapos we had a short slept and we did continued our work.

May 24,2013
This is the great day. Finality na ito. Alas tres ng medaling araw gumising na kami para magawa ang visual aid namin. Nakafour hours lang ako ng tulog pero okay nayun, nagstart kami ng paunti-unti and buti na lang nakaramdam ung mga iba at tumulong na din sila sa amin. Malapit na kasing mag alas otso at hindi pa kami tapos sa aming ginagawa kaya mabilisan lang talaga ang mga galaw namin para lang makaabot sa required time of the program. Pagpunta ko sa taas iisa lang ang tao na andun kaya nag aalangan ako kung may darating kaya. But afterwards, nagsisimula ng magdatingan ang mga tao kaya medyo late nagstart yong program. After a couple of hours, presentation na ng data gathered sa survey kailangan talaga namin mag-isip ng ibang words para hindi maoffend ung mga tao sa mga bagay na hindi kagandahang results ng survey. Teamwork na din talaga kaya nagawa namin ng maayos-ayos ang work assignment namin. May mga aberya man on the way pero in general ang ganda naman ng feedback nung mga tao. They are so thankful for us kasi we were able to taught them some things that would help them. After the program, nagdistribute na ng mga donations sa mga tao then we did our after care. Sobrang nakakatense at nakakapagod naman ang araw na ito may saya at contentment namin dala sa bawat isa. It was two way learning, may natutunan sila sa atin and at the same time marami tayong natutunan to them. Sabi nga nila pag may ibinigay ka may babalik sayo.

May 25, 2013

Its our departure day, Id feel relief that we are now going home but on the other hand its sad to think that we wont be able to see again this time the people whom we touched and who definitely touched our life. Even for a very short time; staying in this barangay is very memorable; there will always be a memory that would remain in our heart no matter what happened. We started our day a little bit late but we still did finish our task on time. For our group we were assigned at the church and so its tiresome but through team work and time management we were able to clean the church. After that we went down at the school to help others then after a few minutes we had eaten our lunch then we fixed our things at the jeep. We traveled safely then part ways to go home to our home. It had been a day of good bye but we are certain that if we will make it we are sure that we will be back to Basil.

Name: Larrenz Maurey Sage Albon

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Age: 17 years old Hobbies: Playing ball games, surfing the net, drawing, reading inspirational stories Motto: Hard to get, hard to lose. Easy to get, easy to lose. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Meeting new people and of course the hiking part. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Simply by cooperating with the group would be my most valuable contribution to COPAR Challenges encountered in community: There is only one challenge that was hard is understanding each and every members attitudes may it be bad or good. What did you miss the most: The thing that I miss the most in the community is the welcoming smiles of the people.

May 20, 2013

I woke up around 4:30 in the morning, I didn't know if it was our excitement or I'm just scared of going to Basil, Tublay, Benguet for our community immersion. Well, you know what they say life must go on even if we aren't ready or even if we don't want to. The byahe was okay but the hard part of it was putting our big, huge, gigantic bags in the jeepneys. We had a hard time because all of us were not cooperating and some of us do not know what to do, but at least we did it. We arrived here at Basil, Tublay I think around 10:30 a.m. when we arrived people working in the health and they were looking at us so it was a little intimidating, then we started working; we cleaned the rooms, fixed our things, cooked, fetched water and the worse of all cleaned the comfort rooms that haven't been cleaned in ages, until now we are still working but we're getting used to it.

The hardest part of the experience here is having no water. We have really to conserve water to the point that we can only use one tabo of full water enough for washing ourselves which is really challenging. One thing I do not want to happen to us is having a fight over who consumed most of the water, who is not helping and other things. I know it makes us mad and say things that hurt other people. I wish that we just get along and say things we do not like to a person nicely and have an open mind and listen to what other people say about the bad deeds we do and the bad doings we are not aware of doing. I pray that all of us would be able to understand and forgive each other.

May 21, 2013

The second day, the most awaited day of all, visiting the community. Our group was assigned in Pangablan, Basil, Tubaly, Benguet. At first, my batch mates were discussing that Pangablan is very far that it would take you an hour and 30 minutes to get there if you walk fast. It was not really a big deal for me when they were saying that but after getting there, I suddenly thought about the saying don't judge a book by its cover. I thought of that saying because, when we found out that the immersion is going to be in Tublay we all were saying Tublay lang met gayam, 30 minutes lang dayta, but after that hike, we all ate our words. All of us wanted to give up walking because it was so far and so tiring. Getting to Pangablan is not a joke you can feel you sweat dropping from our faces, our hearts are throbbing so fast. The only motivation that I had to keep walking was if we stop now every distance we travel would be useless. After 2 hours of hiking mountains we finally reached our destination but all the excitement that we had was gone and all we were feeling is the heaviness of our body. We were all tired and it affected our mood like we didn't want to talk we just get some rest but we have to do what we came for so we had to put our game face on. Interacting with the people of Pangablan, it was fun, I got to see and learn a little about their way of life and their problems. I met different kinds of people but I can say that everyone of them is really an Ibaloi. The people of Pangablan are very nice and cooperative they listen and welcome us into their homes instantly. The hardest part of visiting Pangablan is that the weather is really bad. I learned to appreciate people who visit homes because, now I know how hard it is to visit families house to house. The most important thing that I learned is that we should always appreciate what we have, good or bad.

May 22, 2013

Love is sweeter the second time around but for me immersion is sweeter the second time. The second time we went to Pangablan it wasn't hard like the first time. The first time we went there it felt like we were going to die because of the distance we had to travel to get there, but the second time it felt like it was nearer. We hiked the same distance but now it felt like it was different we got there earlier than the last time if I am not mistaken it was 30 minutes earlier. Just like yesterday, we grouped ourselves to three and went to the houses we think we didn't go yet. We did our usual routine interview, assessed, BP taking, etc. After that, we were kind a having a race who would complete 18 households with the other 2 groups so we were like having this competition that we should be the first in that house until we all met up at the top store where we had our lunch. The best part that I enjoyed that day was to take a bath in an open bathroom with unlimited water so we enjoyed the water so much. When it was getting late, we decided to head home but like the first day, I scared of

walking back to Basil Proper because of the weather and the slippery way. There are times were I asked myself if I could really do it and I even reached the point where I want to try and change myself. But when we were heading home people were asking us where we are going and when we told them to Basil they were all shocked so that made us scared as ever that was the time we asked sir if it is Okay if we ride back. Sir did not reply instantly so that made us think that it wasn't okay so we were discussing that we had to walk so that they won't be angry at us. But walking down we met people going home so we thought they are the people living in the houses where it was empty so we interviewed them because it would a waste of time if we leave just like that. Then we all met at the meeting place where we received Sir Gil's reply that it was okay and it's up to you. So we had a meeting together and we all decided that we won't risk our safety and just take a ride back to Basil Proper. On the way, all of us were asleep because we are tired we thought we are going to be scolded because of being so late but actually they were just worried about us so that made me guilty of not texting them that we were okay and alive. After that, we did the collation of data. The one thing I learned this day listening is very important but non-verbal people are the most part which really shows our true attitude. Smile and they will smile by.

May 23,2013
It's our rest day today, Thank God, after traveling two times in Pangablan we really need a rest. I thought we weren't going to do anything that day because we finished collating last night but we were wrong because there is a slight problem the other groups made mistakes in their tallying so we had to wait for them to be able to get all the data of Basil, Tublay. We did out spot map of Pangablan it was very nice because we put a lot of work in it, we finished last in making the spot map but it was worth it. We were grouped in our tasking tomorrow for the program and I was assigned in the kitchen so we had to prepare everything so that we won't be rushing. After preparing, I was so tired and sleepy so we went to bed. Others were still awake tallying the data, drawing the spot map and planning for tomorrow, it was a busy night. Others did not even sleep because we have to rush everything for tomorrow. I woke up together with my group mates and went to the kitchen the next morning. I learned that every moment count whatever situation there is, we have to make everything count. I could not even count how many times I've learned that rushing is not good but we do it all over again, I don't know, it's like a habit that we have to change. To tell you the truth we're really good at rushing every work at least we finished everything.

May 24, 2013

This is the most awaited day of community assembly, honestly, I was excited but also scared because we are in charge of the food and we're nervous because maybe it would not be enough. We woke up early and prepared everything; the ingredients, the cups, plates and spoons to be used. When we were busy preparing, the children are starting to come and everyone started panicking, fixing the stage, the registration and at the end they finished everything. What I could say is that we did not have a problem at first but when the sun was out and it was so hot the children were thirsty and there is no drinking so we had to buy some at the store. I can say that, that was the only problem that we encountered in the kitchen, we finished cooking everything on time. We also prepared and

served the food on time it's just that the food that we served did not satisfy the adults so we had to serve extra pancit and at the end it was okay. I observed that in the kitchen, we really worked together hand in hand so we finished everything on time even cleaning and washing the dishes. We all were successful in our tasks, it may not be perfectly executed but we are proud we did it together.

May 25, 2013

The feeling of contentment, success and the feeling proud of us for finishing our community immersion, these are the feeling I felt that day, when I woke up that morning. That's not the end of our community immersion, we had a lot of things to do before we say goodbye to Basil, Tublay. We had to clean the classrooms, the church, the surroundings and lastly, the CR. For me, I think all of us worked that day, maybe because we wanted to go home already; at least that's what I felt. The work was okay it was not hard but the only thing that annoyed me was when some are nagging and asking where their things were, how are we supposed to know, they should be responsible for their own things. I got a little pissed about that but I just controlled myself so I wouldn't burst out of anger. I also had fun cleaning with my group mates it was all anger that I felt. By the way, we planted coffee trees in memories of our stay here in Basil. After working, we ate lunch and out our baggage in the jeepneys, in fairness to us we were faster than the last time we loaded our bags. It was a little hard because it was raining but we managed. The trip going home was comfortable because I slept all the way; I think all of us did. There we reached CN and unloaded our things and went home. All I could say is that we did a really good job there; we made a lot of people happy just by visiting and playing with them. I can't stop thinking about the people who have no family and are living alone there. I feel sorry and sad for them. I pray that they would not be lonely, that they would find happiness even if they're alone. THANK YOU FOR MY BATCH MATES AND INSTRUCTORS FOR GUIDING US AND ACCOMPANYING US.

Name: Niki Therese Segnaken Alcos

Age: 17 years old Hobbies: reading magazines and books, strolling in the park, window shopping Motto: Live life to the fullest. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: walking along the mountains with friends, the smiles of the people around and the warmth of friendship =) Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Since it was a group effort and not only one person can achieve it, I can say that my participation alone was a great contribution. As a student nurse, consciousness rising among the community was also a valuable contribution. Challenges encountered in community: Going to the community was a new and fun experience, I was really challenged on how to deal with different kinds of personality within that week, not only with the community but also with my classmates and of course there's that lack of water. What did you miss the most: Despite the challenges, I miss the simplicity of life there and the bonding shared. watching TV,

May 20, 2013

4:30 a.m.: My sleepy eyes refused to open from all the stirring I did last night. I couldnt sleep from the excitement (anxiousness!!!) I was feeling. I barely slept so I woke up and headed to the kitchen to find something to drink. 7:00 a.m.: My father drove me to school. Upon arriving at school, we had to wait for the jeepney that will take us to Basil, Tublay. Checking the luggage was a bit tiring, we had to run back and forth to make sure that all the things needed (for our survival) like food were completed. 8:00 a.m.: We started loading the jeepney with our luggage. It seemed like forever. Finally at 9:30 a.m., we started our trip and arrived before lunch. The moments after were a blur: we started cleaning the rooms to be used,

set-up cooking materials and the tents. It was such a tiring experience; I felt that all the energy I stored was all sucked out. Well for what its worth, it was a good experience. We started cooking for dinner, storing water and waiting for the sun to set while writing our journals. We ate our dinner healthfully and prepared to sleep. The trip was short but Im sure that our journey will be long...

May 21, 2013

Today was the day we bathed in a creek. We were on tight schedule and there was not enough water for everybody. I dont know what got into me but I felt so tired. 9:00 am, we started the community immersion together with Maam Valles at Beckol. We are very grateful that we were the group accompanied by a clinical instructor. The trip started smoothly as we trudged along the pathway leading to the houses. A kindly old couple welcomed us inside their house and so we started the immersion. After a little while of going around the houses my mood lightened up. There was more of this materialistic world. A lot of feelings came over me: some good, some frustrating but generally it was reflecting the reality. At first there was a bit hesitation on my part to interact with them, but later on I found the confidence to talk to them. It was an enjoyable day. It was part lunch and we still hadnt eaten lunch. The rain was starting to pour and we were looking for a place for us to eat and we came upon a house where they offered a place for us to eat our lunch. After eating, the rain started to pour and we were stuck until a jeepney offered a ride to Basil proper: it was a warming experience.

May 22, 2013

5:45 am!!! Oh no! I overslept. I hurried outside and prepared to go. Our group decided to go early today. This day was a bit more exciting than yesterday because we gained more confidence and was ready to immerse ourselves. We decided to divide ourselves into three groups and each of us went our way. Reaching the first house we proceeded to the interview. A kindly old couple welcomed us into their home. They gave us banana; they even agreed to talk to us in Ilocano for us to understand them. We proceeded to the next house, a guesthouse owed by them. Their children slept there whenever they came to visit. Next to it was a house owned by their daughter who has her own family. From the assessment we made, they were a wealthy family here in Beckol. We went down to another house and found that there were three families sharing a house. They were warm people which made our work much easier. We went up with other groupmates and proceeded to a far house. The houses were in a secluded area where 3 families live. Two of the houses were owned by siblings. They live alone and I know that they were touched by the visit we made. The place was abundant with water and so we decided to take a bath there.

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The evening was a little frustrating because as I started to collect the data I found out that it lacked essential information. Our group decided to go back to houses tomorrow at the break of dawn to complete it. I slept worried this night.

May 23, 2013

I woke up early to remind my groupmates to go early and complete the task we were supposed to finish. I stayed behind because I was to wait for Ma'am Catapang and accompanied her to the house where we were supposed to change the dressing of the wound. Ma'am Valles went to La Trinidad to fix some paper works and so she will not be able to accompany us today. Some of my groupmates also went to La Trinidad to buy things needed for tomorrow's activity. I was already preparing my things when Ma'am Catapang informed me that Sir Gil will be the one accompanying me. About 8:00 A.M. we went straight to Beckol. The way there became very familiar to me. I felt that I grew up in this place. The sound of the grass blow by the wind, the majestic mountains surrounding the barangay and the comforting sounds made by the cicadas. Finally, we reached the house. Sir Gil performed the wound dressing and reassessed the wound. Sir advised the client to visit the hospital as soon as possible. We were about to leave when we met my groupmates. They came from a different household. Trudging on the way back to school we consider as home, casually going to our room and changing clothes: for the first time I felt this was really a community immersion. The next moments I barely remember. It was a very busy day. Tallying, completing the details of the survey tool and preparing our topics were very hard. The spot map was difficult for me since I was not good with directions. This night was a long one. We made all necessary preparations for tomorrow and ended sleeping late. Eventually the day came to an end.

May 24, 2013

Ah!!! I overslept again. I didnt finish the things I was supposed to do. Since we prepared the things needed for todays activity, it was easier to organize the things. Time is gold for everyone. Our group was composed of four people, including me, assigned to do the laboratory works. At first, I expected that a few people will want to get their urine tested but contrary to it, almost three-fourths wanted to be tested. It was a little bit tiring but enjoying. The time went by fast. It was already twelve oclock but our hands were still full. The activity ended and I proceeded to the classroom. I was packing my things when suddenly all the emotions I bottled up for days came out. I burst into tears and cried for a long time. My classmates were shocked, I, too was shocked myself. The day ended discovering new sides to me. One important lesson: water is life.

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May 25, 2013

Last day has finally come although it was not as exciting as the past days. Today we were given the freedom to sleep until 7:00 am but knowing that this was the last day we still woke up earlier. The first thing I did was to pack my personal things and bring it out of the classroom. After that, I accompanied my classmate in sweeping the ground. I was disturbed at the sight of the garbage and so I decided to bring it down. We carried it to the pit to dump it, as we were throwing the garbage; our instructors told us that we should segregate it first. So we spent half day rummaging through the garbage, segregating it. The task was done and I proceeded to the kitchen to help out. While we were having lunch, there was a situation requiring first aid. We immediately went out to extend our help. This day was a synthesis of the skills we have learned so far: from building rapport to the actual interventions. At about 2:30 pm, we had already packed our things and brought it into the jeepney. The trip was short, arriving home, I fixed my things. My aunt and nephew from Abatan came for a visit and so I had to play with my nephew. At around 5:30pm, I took a long bath and dried my hair. Moments after, I fell asleep. The community immersion made me grow as a person and inspired me more to become a competent nurse. The memories and experiences I had will be used a lifetime.

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Name: Criselle Candido Alonzo Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Motto: A visionless person is like a boat at the sea, tossed by the wind in any direction. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: I cant forget my experience when I went to the most remote part of Beckol. There I encountered two siblings that are single and not both old. There more about their lives and I felt pity towards them Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I did health teaching during the home visit and during the community assembly. Challenges encountered in community: Scarcity of water and need to hike many mountains before arriving to the houses What did you miss the most: The moments I shared with the elderly and children

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May 20, 2013

This day should be a day of mixed feelings such as nervousness, excitement, and happiness because this day is our first day here at Basil for our Community Immersion; but instead of feeling those emotions, I found myself in a calm state unlike during the past where I usually feel nervous every time I enter a new place where I am exposed for the first time. Perhaps one of the factors why I dont fee l intense is that I am from Tublay, although not from barangay Basil, and I have an idea about the Ibalois already. I liked this day so much because I have done the most important thing that I should do. I am happy because I had bonding moments with my classmates. I also felt happy for our batch because at least I had seen solidarity especially during the loading and unloading of our bags in the jeepney. I was also happy to experience experience working with my batchmates in dressing the chicken. I was happy to see everyone helping each other and doing their own roles with happiness. Even though we cant deny the fact that each one of us has our own attitude or preference that could cause disharmony, for the sake of our awareness that we belong to a family, which is NARS family, we still try to work together in harmony. The community has water scarcity so we need to conserve water. From this problem, we learned to find a solution for the problem. We learned to find a solution for the problem thats why some went to find the creek so that they will have something to use for bathing. Well, art of resourcefulness and act of initiative was manifested.

May 21, 2013

Dear Diary, This day was a tiring day because we had our survey. I did not feel energetic during our survey because perhaps my sleep was not enough. Before I went here at Basil, I didnt sleep and last night, I just had a few hours of sleep. We were the cook thats why I woke up early and I am happy for that. I thought I will not wake up because I was so tired and I was having hypersomnia. I and my group mates have cooked torta for our breakfast and lunch. We had encountered water shortage; we didnt have water for taking a bath thats why I and my friend went to the creek and found a covered place where we could take a bath. We departed for our survey and went to Beckol. I was happy to meet the first clients, the Lopez family who gave us bananas for our snack. We interviewed the wife and I learned from the client the history of Beckol. During the survey implementation, when I faced my clients for the first time I suddenly felt confused wherein I didnt know what to say first to the clients. One of my weaknesses was timidity and having low self-esteem thats why I thanked God because I knew he will use our community immersion to conquer my weakness. I thanked God because I was able to talk with my patients even though deep inside sometimes I feel ashamed and I have a low self-confidence to interview them. I thanked God also for the strength he gave each one of us, I thanked Him for giving me the endurance to endure my headache because it seems Ive a migraine all throughout the day.

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In the afternoon, when we were going home, it rained but praise the living God for He provided free ride for us. Truly God is gracious for even in simple things that happened this day, He made sure that I will grasp some lessons out of the experiences. Im happy for my group mates because Ive seen their perseverance and endurance even though they are not used in walking a long distance, climbing mountains, etc., but Ive never heard them complain about the hot weather, steep roads and dangerous paths etc., they are cowgirls and cowboy. There are many things that should be done but I didnt do, thank God for letting me reali ze my shortcomings and mistakes, but by His grace I will do higher rebound tomorrow so that I will be able to do the good things that should be done to the clients. Tomorrow we will go back to the families that we were not able to meet because they left their house earlier thats why we were not able to catch them up.

May 22, 2013

First of all, I will honor the mercy of my God to me. I thanked Him for the love He gave to me this day. I thank Him for my life and my strength. This day is the second day of our survey because we were not able to finish our survey yesterday. We were sup early and just ate our breakfast and departed right after. We were not able to take a bath because there was no water so we just brought clothes with us and took a bath in our c lients house at Basil. We were still slightly late thats why we were not able to talk to some families that we didnt meet yesterday. Yesterday, Maam Ruth accompanied us in our survey, but this day, she didnt accompany us all in our entire survey throu ghout the day. But it has importance. I observed that in her absence, our confidence was boosted because we only depended on ourselves. We didnt have to depend on someone but on ourselves only. There are many principles in life that Ive learned this day also and Ive observed some improvement in my character and perceptions in life because I try to make something new in my life every day. Im trying to overcome my weaknesses in every situation that I am in and I believe that I can overcome my weaknesses through my experiences. What struck my heart most is the situation of Mr. Cajimero Cayso and his sister that Ive learned and witnessed. I saw the face of poverty again, and I realized how blessed I am. I felt much pity towards them because Ive seen how hard their lives are. I dug deeper about their personal lives and Ive thought of thought of their lives for eternity. Im sure they are not Christians, thats why Ive thought that they are so pitiful because what if they will not be saved and they will go to hell? Their lives are so hard in this world and again, they will experience extreme hard life again for eternity. I realized more that a nurse should not only provide physical care but should be more on emotional and spiritual care. Therefore, a nurse should be physically, emotionally, and spiritually healthy to be able to provide care. Truly, this day is a day of learning for my character, improvement, and spiritual maturity.

May 23, 2013

Again, first of all, I praise and give thanks to my God again this day for his greatness to me. I thanked him for He loved me so much that He gave me another chance to live to correct my shortcomings during the past days.

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Again, we woke up early in the morning to be able to finish our survey for our tallying. Our survey tools were not filled up completely so we needed to go back again to Beckol to interview the families for the questions that were not answered. We went out without eating and taking a bath so that we will be able to catch up with the families that were going to the garden. We were divided again and my company is Jamaimah. During our third survey, we found out that some of the information was not correct or true so we need to make some modification in our survey sheet. We revisited some of the families so that we will give our donations of clothes also. At 10:30 A.M., we were here at school already and we made our tallying. This day is a busy day because this is the last day of preparation for our community assembly tomorrow. We prepared the things that we will use tomorrow that's why we slept late at night.

May 24, 2013

This day, we did many things because this is our community assembly. I praise the Lord for letting us pursue our community assembly successfully. Truly, He is a great God. I was assigned to the adult group so I joined my classmates in consolidating and ushering the guests at the church building. At first, I thought that only few will come at the church building for our assembly but I thanked God for at least many came. I stayed at the Registration area and helped in getting the blood pressure of the clients. I gave health teachings also if I saw that their blood pressures are high. After I helped in the registration area, I went at the laboratory area and made the recording of the results of the Acetic Acid and Benedicts Test. I helped in explaining to the clients the results of the tests that weve done and unluckily there are people who have positive results in Acetic Acid Test and Benedicts Test. We provided health teachings al so on how to prevent Diabetes Mellitus and Kidney diseases and UTI to the clients. I stayed half day outside the chapel and went inside at afternoon because I provided health teachings about hypertension. I praise my God because we were finished at 3:00 p.m. After the program, we cleaned the chapel and its surroundings and went down at school after the rain subsided it is raining so I helped Hanee in storing water so that we will have something to use tomorrow for our general cleaning. This day is a great day because of the mercy of our God. He continually blesses our batch and shows our shortcomings or weaknesses and correct us gently just like what a loving father does to his beloved child.

May 25, 2013

Thank God, for at last the community immersion was done. This is our last day at Basil at the same time, our departure day. The community immersion was successful and I thank God for that. Everyone is busy this day;we are busy packing our things, cooking our foods for our lunch. Cleaning the rooms, the comfort rooms and cleaning the surroundings of the school. All of us want to go home already because we are tired.When we are eating our lunch, a patient came so our instructors attended to his needs. After we ate our lunch, we loaded the hired jeepneys with our things and unluckily, when we started to depart, it rained. When we arrived at La Trinidad, we unloaded the jeepney at the front of the Administration building. It was raining so I and my friend Cherry hired a taxi for us and our baggages and for her gasul tank that has gas content. When I arrived at our boarding house, I told story with my sister, I shared to her my assessment to myself while I'm in the community and asked her advices on how to do better next time. There are many things that I should have done while I am in the community but I did not do, but its ok because I was given chance to do higher rebound next time. I learned few things that could help me in the future

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and things that could help me improve my character. Truly God is great. I'm happy that He had given me chance to be with my batchmates and teachers even in a short period only. He allowed me to learn from them and know them more.

Name: Sunshine Bua-eg Alos Age: 18 years old Hobbies: watching movies, listening to Christian music Motto: An honest centavo is better than a stolen peso. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: when we were lost in our way to Bovas Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: What I did contributed to COPAR is that, the health teachings I had imparted to the families we visited, the bonding I build with the families, gaining their trust to cooperate in the activities, the time I had with the children teaching them the proper hygiene, like teaching them to nail clipping, hand washing, and shampooing, which I know it could help them. Challenges encountered in community: I was challenged in how to interact with the family during our survey especially in the first day and because I was the only Ibaloi in the group, I was oblique to speak for the group in every house and as we start to have the survey, I don't know how to start in greeting the family and even if I am an Ibaloi, still I was hard to express what I want to say, maybe because of nervousness.

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What did you miss the most: What I miss the most are the families we have visited. The feeling that for the days we are with them, communicating with them they were been closed to our hearts. I miss the way they welcome and smile as they saw us.

May 20, 2013

I arrived at school at about 7:30 in the morning, I thought I was late but I was wrong because some of my batch mates were not yet there. We had to wait for another hour before everybody was there. Our instructor then assigned what jeepney we will be riding and then we need to arrange and pack our baggage in the jeepney. Again, our instructor checked our attendance. As we departed, I was excited to view the place and a bit curious to see the location, if what it looks like. We carried our baggage and placed it on the stage of the school. The place was so good and really quiet. After a few minutes, we were assigned to do our tasks per group. We were then assigned to cook our lunch, unlike the group 2, they had their packed lunch. We had difficulty preparing our food because of water scarcity so we just used our drinking water in washing the sayote and ginger for the pinikpikan. We were laughing while working because of the jokes of my group mates. After the preparation was finished, I went to our room and took some rest because I felt so tired. After 30 minutes, I returned to the cooking area and chat with my group mates while watching our food to be cooked. It was really fun to be with friends. Finally, its time to feed our stomach. We placed the foods on the stage and assigned someone to pray. Then we all ate, I enjoyed eating with my friends. After eating we washed our used spoons and when everything was finished I played cards with some of my group mates while chatting and laughing on some jokes.

May 21, 2013

Adventure Day! We walked at 8:00 in the morning going to our assigned sitio Triple B, Basil, Tublay. While walking, I was amazed at how clean the place was; there were no garbage along the road. As we went on, my feet seemed to have cramps and my body is tired because the straight going down and its also hot that it made me feel uncomfortable. But in spite of all those barriers, joy and excitement was still there. We arrived at Bongog at 9:00 a.m., the other groups then went to Pangablan because they were assigned there. We started to visit the Mariano Family. It's the family I pitied most. They are just two in the family; the mother in her 60s, separated from her husband and the son in his 40s, no wife and not educated. The mother welcomed us inside their house. The house is simple and some of the things are scattered. The son was like a baby, he knows nothing about reality; cant read, cant write, and cant even communicate. He is also deaf and is really unclean. We want to wash him but he doesnt want to be touched and there was no water. W e then just encouraged the mother to bath her son. We then asked her the way going to Bovas and she told us. The track was more adventurous because we were lost and there are many crossroads, we just guessed which way to go. But then we realized that we were already far, my group mates got scratched by leaves and bitten by insects. When we were already tired, we decided to go back and just ask directions again.

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After taking some rest, we decided to go and visit other houses because its almost 10:30 and ye t we just visited one home. Thank God because before 12:00 noon, we finished four houses. We then ate our lunch in the house of the midwife. We had to wait for the rain to stop before going to the 5 th house. After that, we went to the 6th house. They were kind and they gave us bananas and mangoes. We went to the 7 th house and we stayed there for 30 minutes until the resident of the house told us to take a ride on a jeepney going to Basil Proper. So we were really thankful to God that He made our activity successful and also provided our needs.

May 22, 2013

I woke up early then started to fix my things for our second visit. After we finished eating and preparing, our instructor, Maam Maureen told us to walk slowly because they will be acc ompanying us. I got nervous because they will be observing us. I tried to ignore the uncomfortable feeling. I am still excited in spite of the different feeling because I will be with the community again. As we reached Bongog, I realized that the distance is near and I was enjoying the hike already not like yesterday. We decided to go to Banao first while waiting for our instructors. We started the interview to the first house when our instructors arrived. After that, we went to the 2 nd then to the last but there was no one there. So our instructors divided us into two groups with 3 members. The first 3 went to Bovas and the other to Bangog. I, Leny and Claire went to Bongog. We first interviewed the Comismis family and my first impression was that she was not approachable because she doesnt smile and I sensed that she doesnt want to entertain us. We still talked to her and tried to get her attention because she was cleaning. Were thankful that after a while she offered us a seat and she began opening-up. We finished it successfully and when we were about to leave they gave us bananas. The preceding houses were empty because they all went to their farms. So we stayed at Gubeks house and waited for the owner. In the afternoon, the owner came home and we grabbed the chance to interview him and ask him about the two empty houses. He told us that the resident there was deaf and mute. So, we wont be able to interview them. We also performed shampooing, nail clipping and hand washing. After 3 hours, we decided to go back to the camp. So we hiked going back. We told stories along the way so we were not that exhausted. Its nice to feel inner happiness as we saw the smiles of the community.

May 23, 2013

We woke up early and took a bath in the house of one of the residents here in Basil. What we thought is that were going to join the tree planting activity here in the elementary school but it was cancelled. I felt a little happy inside me because I will not be tired and I can have time to rest but we need to tally our household survey and we have to finish our spot map. We finished our spot map at about quarter to twelve and our tallying at about one in the afternoon. As a reward, we then ate our lunch. According to our instructors, we can eat our lunch if were done with the tallying. In the preceding hours, we took some rest for we will be doing a lot of work in the evening as a preparation for the program tomorrow. I didnt sleep because I played cards with some of my group mates. At about 3:00 p.m. we cooked pancakes and our group also cooked our dinner. Our day was not that heavy and I wasnt tired. I thank God because He still gave me the strength I needed and also our batch for sharing wisdom and knowledge in our daily activity.

May 24, 2013

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This is it!!!! The day of our last activity. We woke up early at around 3:00 a.m. because we need to help in doing the visual aids for the presentation of the household surveys. But then, we couldnt start it because the other was not finished with their tallying. We finished the visual aids at about quarter to 8:00. We then changed into our CHN uniform because of the guests, the children and the parents, are already arriving. The parents will be using the church while the children will stay at the elementary school. I was assigned as the usher and we assisted the children in the registration area. The program started and we were still trying to adjust, the emcee does not know how to start and lead the games. Our 2 young instructors introduced a new game. The children are happy and each carried their smiles. We gave prizes to the winners. After playing games we started to divide the children for the hygiene demonstration. Before they started the demonstration we gave them their hygiene kit and our cooks served snack. I helped in nail clipping and assisted in shampooing and tooth brushing. When everything was finished, we played games again before we had our lunch. Everyone was hungry and we saw how happy the children were as they received their food. The cooks also served foods to the adults. In the afternoon session, we played games, gave prizes and clothes. After the games, the cooks served our snack, champorado. After eating we distributed the remaining hygiene kit. As we ended the program, our instructors thanked everyone and gave their closing message. We took some pictures then performed our after care. I thank God for even if we didnt satisfy the expectations of our teachers, He still made it successful.

May 25, 2013

Yahoo!!! Time to go home. Everyone was excited fixing their things. I also fixed mine, and then Sir Gil instructed us to bring out our bags and start cleaning. They assigned our tasks and we were assigned in the kitchen. My other group mates began cleaning and I helped in cooking pancakes and rice. Each of us did our part in cleaning which made it easier and faster. For me, I was happy that I will be going home but inside, I miss going to the sitios were assigned. Im sad that I will not be seeing them so I just convinced myself that I can still visit them some other time. After finishing our tasks, I took some rest then went with my friends to take a bath in a well. When we returned, we ate our lunch then prepared our things. After a while, our instructors told us to put our bags in the jeepney because it has arrived already. While putting our bags in the jeepney, it started raining that everyone rushed inside the jeepneys. After everything was done, we were now ready for our departure. I really felt tired when we entered the jeepney but I had the chance to sleep while travelling. Finally, we are home. Im thankful that the ARFA was postponed because I really want to go home and sleep. Im thankful that God gave me the strength I needed during the immers ion and for the safe trip. After living in Basil, I realized that God blessed me with a good family and I just realized that we must be contented of what we have.

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Name: Jezreen Calbone Ambales Age: 18 years old Hobbies: playing chess, biking Motto: AIM HIGH! Discover within yourself what you really are. Unforgettable Experience been before. Aside time which is new others. I learned proud of. in the Community: Explore events or places Ive never from that, Ive tasted food and cooked at the same for me because the way I cooked is different from skills and achieved the things and I, myself is

Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: COPAR empowers people as this helps to generate community participation in development activities. Thus, my most valuable contribution to the said organization is group interaction with the community where in we collaborate to the people for them to be self-reliant capable of achieving an acceptable level of health and well-being and be involved in community resources that are mobilize for the development of health services. Challenges encountered in community: In 1-week community immersion, each day I didnt expect that I will surpassed the challenges we had such as on our first day we were lost on our way and we dont know if we should continue to walk or just stay put and wait for someone to come. I didnt also imagine that we had to take a way in which above us were quarters of larvae. Well, of course, we had no choice but to take that path. In addition, as I interview the first person of that certain sitio, I find it difficult to talk to him because there is a conflict

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to our language and the worst part is I separated from my companions who understand there dialect for us to finish ahead of time. I came to realize because of that incident, I enjoyed learning some words of Ibaloi and I am so grateful for all of these challenges that prove myself that I can do better. What did you miss the most: I wont forget the two girls who helped and lead us the way to some of the people residing in that sitio. They showed us the easier way and we thought that they would leave already after they accompanied us but we didnt expect that they will be there the whole time. If we were assigned to that place again we will surely visit them first. I will also miss the people of Basil because they were hospitable and above all, very generous. In addition, I will miss exploring to other places (waig) to take a bath or just to wash the dishes and clean some stuffs. May 20, 2013
The Day Has Come Do everything to survive! Never undervalue yourself. JUST BE WHAT YOU WANT YOU ARE! Thats what I told myself with determination when I stepped off the house and the real challenge already began. And this is my story: So the is the day? I cant explain why or how time run so fast. I woke up 4:00 in the morning feeling so excited and tired at the same time but I cannot sleep already. I just keep on staring at my luggage imagining if I brought enough clothes and materials necessary for our immersion. By around 11:00, we arrived at Basil, Tublay where in were house at their school. Ohy my jee! Its hot, the air is stagnant and also you have to conserve water however, I felt very present to the people well. I mean WE. Little by little, all of my sweat, energy and others were gone in a snap after we ate pinikpikan. As for our lunch, we also ate mangoes afterwards para may panghimagas kumbaga. After eating, we did the things on our own way. Some are singing just like deciding to form a ban, others were fixing their tents already and playing cards: pusoy dos, tong-its, wan-two-three pass. Hay! Even though were so exhausted after all we did, I can say that it is worth it. Simply learning something is not worth praise. But living with these great learnings, worth a BRAND NEW LIFE.

May 21, 2013

Survival Mode It was indeed a very furious heat that we are to surpass! Litres of tears and sweat are on the fall down (tears coming from sweat, muscles are starting to twitch and bones trying to do their best to keep together. It was such a real adventure, beyond words to describe the feeling! Were asked for full, we had it! But really; be careful for what you wish for cause you might just get it! Never really thought that thrill we wanted was beyond our expectation. We t hought we wont have same mistake we

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had the last time but we ended up worse. But surprisingly, no matter how make it or break it the situation is, we ended up giving with such BIG smile- a are one! A smile of victory! Well, I was actually referring to the trail going to our area of assignment. We got lost along the way. It really looks like a maze- always going back to where you came from or worse, ending up with the trap. It was this time that Ive got to really overcome my fear with heights and stay focused or else Id definitely fail to stay where Im supposed to be. Ive had a tough time during this... this day because I felt dizzy every time I walk on a narrow path. But Ive got to get along and make sure I wont cause any problem to my companions. It was indeed a journey full of laughing.. I mean laughter coupled with nervousness and prayers hoping that we could make it. And yes! We made it! And for this lifes chapter, I chose green to best describe it! A very nature lowing colour depicting the several mountains full of trees weve passed, the breath-taking pasture land and the banana leaf which we has to use to shelter us from rain. Not to mention the green jokes and topics we shared. Live life to the fullest. And certainly, this day left a big part of my life. Something that I would carry even to the succeeding chapters of this blessed life. And the lesson Ive got for this day? I learn to appreciate simple and small things because they might be the real treasure youve been searching for.

May 22, 2013

Pause and Think Life requires different experiences, an understanding line from a famous movie which further go with another line, keep going. But I say, Life is on both on opposite poles, both with start and end. And to keep going, a break is much needed. Why I say so? Heres my thought. Yesterday was the survival mode, a matter of life and death, I could say. Everything were all on forwards no stops. It was indeed full of fun but could never deny that it was really too much for a day. I hoped for a pause or just a short break and luckily, times on our side. Well, for today, were only about to look for a single person who just transferred to one of our area of assignment. It was really such a distant to go for, but I felt like it was more of just a walk. I could say that we had lots of things to give thoughts these previous weeks that Ive been looking for a chance to rest that it happened to be this day. This day wherein I simply appreciated the surrounding thinking no other problems and stresses and workloads and school stuffs. HHYST! Stressors. It was just a quiet day but I bet, its what I badly needed. Today, I just kept getting amaze with the blue, listening to the birds chirping and all of a sudden falling rocks. So for this day? With these calm feeling of ours, Blue would be best give colour for my day. A colour which is much associated with refreshing feeling. Though a lot keep going telling us to keep on, do more, show better, it doesnt mean that one must forget the word WAIT, STOP, PAUSE. For it is something much needed for a person not only to be able to be more successful as a professional but moreover to live more like a human being.

May 23, 2013

Aja! Fighting As the saying goes put your heart in everything you do no matte r how difficult it is because you can achieve the things you want. This is the day that I am worried for lots and lots of haggard and unexplained that I

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also enjoyed but more exhausted and very down. Do you know the feeling that you sleep 2 hours only then woke up and continue working? Hay. What an experience that I also cant believe I did it. We started the day tallying, collating the gathered data to each sitio individually, by group and as a batch. The environment is hot. Hot in a sense that some are tasks for. I thought that we will finish it by the end of the day. However, unfortunately only a few are helping. Lots of queries are in my mind. malpas me ngata daytoy?,successful ba ti program nu bigat? and maaramid ko ngata jay naited kanyak? Its already 10:00 in the evening and were only half our way. I saw others sleeping and thats what Im worried and angry for. Moreover, this is not just for us but for the community. Its not that we went to leave a good impression to them but to learn and learn. I realized how that I dont know myself yet. Im grateful that even though I want to give up already and just leave them. I cant erase the fact that conscience will bother me and we want them to enjoy and learn some information also from us. With these, I colour one in a million day as gray wherein white paved its way to lighten the dark one just as I have been brightened by the experiences.

May 24, 2013

A Call for a Big Day The big day has finally started! The most awaited event has come. Smile, positive aura and excitement is filling the air. Since this week started in a positive way, it continued all way out: Just as a famous passage stating, life has many choices but it was patterned to choose one . I believe that we did give this day a full blast! A striking one! So lets get started... Since excitement led the day, every one of us got up anew before we could have a glimpse of the light of the day. Groups of bees seem to buzz around, footstep heard all around. All of us are expecting much of this day and as we go on, some already start to feel tensed as much as I fell to the extent that I really needed to perform deep breathing exercises myself. Its really ironic why I felt such, the fact that were expecting a lesser population this time. But anyways, I have to overcome it no matter what so Ive decided to do the ushering of the participants, health teaching and in the portion of the laboratory. The so called benedicts and acetic acid test. Dealing with them is a great help, making me feel that this is it and moreover learning from them. So when the lecture time is up. I finally delivered the topic the way I wanted it to be and with that. I feel satisfied about it. It was even further healed up when the overall activity was such a success for me. Only feelings of gratitude, happiness filled the air. Everything that was actually alone had a fruitful ending. Endless gratitude were so expressed by the community people even with the simple things were done. I really envy their simple y et joyous outlook in life. Its something which cant be bought nor achieved with great wealth and knowledge. I had a very warm feeling dealing with them and that for some time, I asked myself as to when could I be like them- honest and true to their own self and to others. I really wished to at lea really learn the real value of living and import it to myself so with all of these things. I believed that I see myself in a dark corner so that these brand new learning helped to enlighten me.

May 25, 2013

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Do you still remember what I wrote the very first day? That I shall task myself to discover and give color to each of my companion aside from the day itself? Do you still remember when I said I shall only aim for positive things only? Well, for this entire exhausting yet challenging week, finally, I made it to the finish line and heres the answer... Just as always been stated, Everything has to end in order to start again and the end has come so in every end comes another beginning and certainly there would come a time that we shall go back to this indescribable place. Time runs so fast and who knows just for a blink of an eye we shall find ourselves standing here at Basil and I hope that we could do more for this community and hoping as well that the community people would find enough courage to start the changes for the betterment. Well for the color thing, I thought I could simply decide each and everyones color by the end of this activity but lately, I realized that I cant , because once I already established a color depicting their character just like a paint, it could hardly be removed nor changed already. So I decided to still keep the white color for today a color which would do no harm to other colors once mixed rather would just simply help in lightening dark ones. I could say that the hardest thing to do is to say goodbye. Surely, departure is something we hated but it is inevitable. Its already a part of a cycle which can never run away from. But to depart with gloomy face would just worsen the scenario so still, depart with a big smile! So here I am, back to my real world around 5:00 in the afternoon. Hope to reclaim the strengths.

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Name: Junessa Colting Angon Age: 18 years old Hobbies: singing, dancing, cooking baking,

Motto: Existence is not to please others but to be your purpose. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: I will never forget how the people accepted and welcomed us that they provided whatever they can to offer something to us. Moreover, everytime they meet us, either on the way or at the school where we stay, they smile and greet us wholeheartedly giving me the strength and perseverance to do the tasks assigned to us. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I was able to help in organizing the community thru disseminating information in coming to the program where each shares their knowledge. Challenges encountered in community: how to convinve the pople to join the planned program because most residences are far from the church. What did you miss the most: The belongingness I felt when I was there.

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May 20, 2013

COMMUNITY IMMERSION HAS COME, AT LAST! Hearing about this made me nervous, because it would be our first time to be with a community we dont know, their culture and way of life. We would be living with them and experiencing the life they have. Yet, later I became elated. The nervousness went away because the place was introduced to us, at least and especially when the place was revealed. Also, we had our training for 3 days be prepared. Basil, Tublay, a community the same with where I lived. There are some people I know and knew me: some are relatives, too. Excitement grew strong because I knew I can share a little knowledge they can use, with my classmates, of course. Monday, May 20, 2013: Off to Basil. All four vehicles we hired were jam-packed, even the drivers were shocked on how we packed our things. 11:30 a.m. was the arrival and drivers were expecting for lunch but they left without having lunch. We all set up and fixed everything. It was a tiring day but it was amazing to be with the community where I belong. The people helped us though they were just curious why we were here. :o We just hope to give our full effort to be part of this community.

May 21, 2013

TO CHAT WITH THEM. It felt like this was the theme and task for today for the house-to-house visit and survey. The night before, I had foreseen that Id be the interviewer because I can speak Ibaloi fluently and it was true. Then this day came. I was all nervous because I might not know how to start and do the talking and go on with a conversation. I felt settled when Maam Valles came with us, so we started walking and started asking. We arrived at the first house and I was happy because the resident is Lola Paula, who is one of our lolas who always visits us at home when we were still young and who I wanted to see. My first conversation was comfortable because I felt like I knew her and excited to know about how theyre doing. Everyone tried their be st to ask questions nicely and so the interview went smoothly. She gave us saba banana. Down came the second house, I was asked again to interview them and found out that we are in the same clan which made us comfortable to talk to each other.

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We continued to the next house but most were closed because they had to go to the school for Brigada Eskwela. Some shut their doors and some did not entertain us. We were just lucky to open one of our OB bags and perform wound care to a post-CS mother. Lunch time passed and we havent eaten yet. We decided to go back to school but ended up eating in a lolas house who gladly invited us in her house. Thanks to her generosity. We also interviewed her. We were on our way back to school when the rain poured hard, we stopped at a house, interviewed the owner because the chance to finish the interview should not pass. In the middle of the interview, a jeep passed and we had to leave but well be going back for sure. We came back to school safe and still in good shape. And now we're ready to have dinner.

May 22, 2013

THE SECOND TIME AROUND This is our second day to be walking around Beckol and it was overwhelming. I heard about another story about Beckols history. At first, I thought they wouldnt welcome us but it turned out like they were waiting for us. Every household entertained us and were almost complete in our survey, but two things struck me the most. First, a mother listed her childrens birthdays for us because we told them wed be back to interview them again. The mother was so kind to help us in that way because she went to their garden far from their house. Second was when we came to Bisil (a part of SitioBeckel), the two persons, Lola Sixta and Lolo Casimero, we interviewed were full of joy that we came to their homes. They are siblings and theyre both alone, I was happy to be there to chat with them at least for a while. Lola Sixta even let us take a bath and told us to go back when we will have our bath. They were kind, I felt like they didnt want us to leave. The reason was, it was the first time that visitors had been there. Time passed and we had to leave. We hugged and kissed Lola Sixta. Lolo Casimero stays inside his house because of his condition. His brain was affected by stroke making him act indifferently. We tried the shortcut and we came back early. It was tiring but fulfilling. Si Apo Shiyosladtangoeshanmantar-tarabay sun sikara.

May 23, 2013

NAKSHENG MA. May 22 was supposed to be the final tally of our surveys but we had to extend this day. It might have been hard for us walking for minutes up and down the mountain, bearing the strike of the sun, the heat making us surrender and the thought that residents wouldnt entertain us anymore because of coming to their houses for the third time around but no, they were even happy to see us again, Everyone has become familiarized with us, we greeted them and they greeted us back with wide and radiant smiles.

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It was funny because we had to knock just to ask for their income and if they ever used any family planning methods. It might have been awkward for them and us also but they still answered us with willingness. When we passed by a house, the children followed us everywhere we went but we had to part ways. During some interviews, we gave the donations we carried for them. We then came to the last house, at Basil again. We called them and saw glowing faces welcoming us. We gave them their share also and they gave barako. It was overwhelming that even if they had not much, they still gave us something of their own. It was good to see one of their grandchildren visiting them. It was also good because we all had fun, and that everythings done already. The job no w is to tally every sitios surveyed answers.

May 24, 2013

It was successful Mayat Deknak Ta Kinsheng Nan Mayat E Task Niman. Todays the final test of what we learned and experience here. It was our COMMUNITY ASSEMBLY. Its the presentation of all our surveys and our last day. I and Teresa were assigned to be the masters of ceremonies in the activity for adults at the Church. It was a challenge for me because it might be hard for me to deliver my role who would control the program. I was also nervous because I felt like no one trusts me. Jayvee just exchanged role with me but still encouraged me. I wanted to start and end the program perfectly so I really tried hard to wake up this morning to prepare for this day. I went home just to fix myself up. It was 8:00 am already yet there are not much people. I thought no one would come but after more minutes of waiting, people were already coming and most came from the farthest sitio. I was so happy. We let everyone play a game to boost peoples participa tion while still waiting for more to come. There were 74 residents who came who filled the Church so we already started it right with an invocation. During the program, we had bunutans to stabilize their participation. Everyone listened and concentrated . I was so happy I brought out the humorous me that made everyone laugh. We presented the spot map that didnt let us sleep and the surveys that made everyone hang -over. We taught them some ways on how to make money as livelihood from herbal plants, espe cially by Maam Catapang. To sum it all up, it was successful. I was contented and over-whelmed on how they participated. Just so delighted, happy, just LOVED IT! :)

May 25, 2013

Enuli kami med BSU.Safay koma ket narangoy ang kenotic janai sepa sun sikared Basil. Everyone's busy preparing and packing things as we will be going back to BSU and go home to each house. We cleaned and put everything back into place at the school where we stayed. Everyone did each part in the cleaning tasks.

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Most were happy and the most reason was that they would be taking a bath at last because water is scarce in Basil. I didn't really feel like going home because it was also like I'd been home already for the past week that we stayed in Basil. Staying at Basil wasn't hard for me because our house was near the place and I was able to go home; visit my family and have a bath. I really enjoyed staying at Basil especially that the people were close to me. What I can say is that, I love being in the community. I almost forgot, during our cleaning time, we were able to use our OB bag. Hehe. One man brought a wounded motor driver whom he had collision with his jeep. It was good that we were there at the school. We'll surely be back at Basil!

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Name: Chrisa Arnobit Age: 18 years old

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Hobbies: anything fun with the mood Motto: Better hate for who I am, than to like me for who I pretended to be. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: The immersion itself was unforgettable. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: To be an affective member and leader to our group in order to accomplish tasks intended for the community as well as the unplanned such as the unforgettable moments with the community, with my co-members and with our advisers in the event. Challenges encountered in community: To get along with the community I didnt grow up with and adjust most especially with their dialect (So thankful for the considerate people and with my Ibaloi friends) What did you miss the most: The bonding with the Batch group, all the good and bad times which molded glued us more to be effective and happy understanding with each other. Also, with 2015 and and the

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May 20, 2013

Day 1 OFF TO BASIL, TUBLAY Twas 3a.m. when my phone alarm rang. I had to wake up that early because I havent packed my things yet. After 2 hours of packing, I went to the kitchen and cooked tortangtalong for my baon with friends, ate, washed the barrel that I will be bringing, then took a bath. A friend/classmate dropped by at our house so we can go together to school via taxi. We arrived in school at around 7 a.m. It took us about 3 hours to finish fixing all of our bags in and on the jeep. We went off around 10 a.m. Basil, Tublay is not that far from BSU since it only takes like 45 minutes to reach the place. We arrived at Basil, Tublay around 11 am. The good thing was, our group decided to bring packed lunch since it took us long to carry all of our stuff from the 4 jeepney to the school ground. The other group still had to cook their lunch. The not so good thing about the packed lunch thing is that some werent able to bring their baons (where all of the boys in the group werent able to bring theirs). But the members of the group managed to share what we have so that all of us could eat. It was really hot, but everyone managed to help themselves enjoy each others company. Some enjoyed chit-chatting, others by eating mango, some by singing songs with their guitar and others. Currently, while writing this journal, our dinner is being cooked by the group assigned. Earlier, I was so amazed on how Kryme prepared the 3 live chickens to be cooked. Same with the others who enjoyed to help in preparing the chicken was greatly appreciated by me! :D Unfortunately, my stomach is having trouble (like LBM *.*). Nevertheless, it didnt stop me from waiting eagerly for the food. Yum-yum-yum! Really smells so good! (^^,)

May 21, 2013

Second day was full of excitement. Its the day we started to explore the place we dont really know. Todays the official start of another adventure. But before I spill the details of today, Id continue my journal yesterday.

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And so we waited for our dinner. It took a bit long but guess what, the long wait was worth it! Having Jon as our head cook was great. The adobo was great and so was the unexpected additional menu Dinuguan. His version is now my favorite. For todays adventure, it was very tiring but it was fun. Going to the first house was not that hard. Its a good thing we have with us in our group some Ibaloi and one of our Instructors, Maam Valles. The over-all that I observed is the simplicity of their living. They plant and take care of animals which they eat and they do things they use. But being in their place doesnt mean they have no access in the citys way of life. Some of the houses there also have television and some basic gadgets of machine. The way of their living is not that new to me. I have tried it also before with my grandmother. To live in a place far from the city, where hiking is also the means to reach the house. To plant and harvest and to have it on the table. Where nature is very close to us. If I was to change the way of living they have there I wouldnt! Because it is an experience that only a few now does. To live simple with the people close to you. Where unity is seen. All they need that we could offer is to help them achieve a healthy status.

May 22, 2013

Today we decided to go to the sitio assigned to us earlier so that we can catch up with those who will go to their work very early. The group was divided into 3 subgroups with 3 members each subgroup. I was grouped with Zydee and Jamaima. We were able to find the house of Mr. and Mrs. Bay-an on the top of the mountain. They have 3 kids very cute and absolutely adorable kids. It reminded me of my grandmas home at Balatoc which was located down the mountain and where trees surrounded the house. It reminded me of how simple yet fun life could be there. It reminded me how my twin and I enjoyed each others company how we fought, laughed, and ventured around with all the natural gifts around. The times we went with our grandmas uma to plant corn, gather Sabunganay and swim and have picnic near the karayan. Hiking around Beckol wasnt that very hard for me since its just like the way going to our grandmas house. It really was tiring, but tiredness fade when you feel that cool fresh air sooth through the pores of the skin filled with sweat. At the farthest home we reached, they welcomed us warmly and even insisted for us to take a bath and just use the water there since it was free-flowing. And for the day ender, Maam Valles treated us all with halo -halo! Yum-yum-yum! The lesson of the day for me is that, even the simplest things I thought we all have can be very valuable one day. Just like the shortage we everyday feel WATER SHORTAGE! Today we decided to go to the sitio assigned to us earlier so that we can catch up with those who will go to their work very early. The group was divided into 3 subgroups with 3 members each subgroup. I was grouped with Zydee and Jamaima. We were able to find the house of Mr. and Mrs. Bay-an on the top of the mountain. They have 3 kids very cute and absolutely adorable kids. It reminded me of my grandmas home at Balatoc which was located down the mountain and where trees surrounded the house. It reminded me of how simple yet fun life could be there. It reminded me how my twin and I enjoyed each other s company how we fought, laughed, and ventured around with all the natural gifts around. The times we went with our grandmas uma to plant corn, gather Sabunganay and swim and have picnic near the karayan.

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Hiking around Beckol wasnt that very hard for me since its just like the way going to our grandmas house. It really was tiring, but tiredness fade when you feel that cool fresh air sooth through the pores of the skin filled with sweat. At the farthest home we reached, they welcomed us warmly and even insisted for us to take a bath and just use the water there since it was free-flowing. And for the day ender, Maam Valles treated us all with halo -halo! Yum-yum-yum! The lesson of the day for me is that, even the simplest things I thought we all have can be very valuable one day. Just like the shortage we everyday feel WATER SHORTAGE!

May 23, 2013

A Glimpse of the City For the last day of surveying, almost all of the groups decided to get off at 6am. I was up at 5:30 am then helped in the kitchen. Today was the day where some would go to the city to double our supply for the following days event since what we expected was a guest of 200. Then 200 became 500 based on what one of our instructors assessed who also lives at Tublay, based on what she was able to ask from the people living at Basil. As I remembered, we only expected also for 150 children to attend so, since the population expected doubled, we also had to double the expected number of children. I asked Maam Maureen then on how about the things to be used at the hygiene clinic, then she answered Magbihis na kayo ah! With a shock, I ran to Jaay, our group treasurer who is holding the money to come with me at Baguio. We changed our clothes as fast as we could then rode the first and only trip of the jeepney going to Baguio. The trip from Basil to Baguio was only 45 minutes and the only trip going to Basil is at 1pm so we had lots of time to finish the marketing to be done. We came to the school like around 4pm. But before that, let me describe what happened along the way. The jeepney was so fully loaded with people and stuff where we, Jaay and I ended up having bonding Jaay sitting on my lap. It was a bit tiring but its okay because we have to adjust since it was us who almost occupied the jeep. Maam Carol and Maam Mau decided to take a taxi at the toll, where these taxis were meant to be rented to Basil. They were called garage. But before they could even move away the jeep seat, the passengers told them that its just fine and we just all ride the jeep since its almost there. It was because they sensed that we were already shy since we made the jeep crowded. Then we managed to keep our positions until we reached Basil, the school where we stayed. Lesson for the day, be sensitive to others politely sensitive. Being concerned with the people around helps build trust and establish rapport. Most of all, it could be the root of BAYANIHAN.

May 24, 2013

KEBS yan Day! kebs used by some which means Carry or kaya. So this day was full of lines Kebsyan (carry yan or kaya yan). I said those lines so much that day most especially for positive thinking. It was because positivism pulls

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positive energy, I believe. The batch was divided into 3 groups; adult area; kids area and the kitchen area. Obviously, I was assigned at the kitchen area where I liked it much. I love food and food loves me (^^,) The night before, we already prepared for our ingredients ( I was assigned at the agar-agar menu), so we already made the gulaman, agar, and sago so that all we have to do for the next day is to slice and mix it all up. Preparing the food was enjoyable most especially the tasting part (haha) we served salad in the morning, egg sandwich and pancit at lunch and then champorado in the afternoon. I was also able to help in the photo documentation when I had the chance. After all the work in the kitchen, we helped on the ongoing program for the kids since it is whats nearer to us. We also enjoyed watching and playing with them, all their smiles and laughters relieved the exhausted feelings in us. We did actually just a little but it felt like we did so much to them, more than what we expected, based on their faces. Overall, the tiring day was filled with much fun! Lesson for the day. I hope we all work because we have a job to fulfill, not a pride to raise, confidence to boast and not a face to model to the CIs to show them that we are responsible. We know ourselves -it just takes time to realize. And most of all, may we all learn to respect each and every one of us. One may be famous, but may lack sensitivity! (^^,)

May 25, 2013

Soap it all up! Its been 2 nights since I deprived myself from sleep. The first was due to lots of work to accomplish and the second night (the night before) was due to Daisy! I missed her so much that we talked until 3 a.m. We talked about random things. Its just that we really missed each other so much that we had lots to talk about. Then we woke up at 6 am. Started to pack things up then fix the rooms we used. Later, tasks were distributed within the batch. This day was full of sharing. We shared chores, laughters, foods and stuff. We all packed, cleaned and went home - that's what we overall did the whole day. To wrap up all the days, the major thing the immersion taught me was to adjust to people especially to the i-Tublay people who were actually not that hard to get along with if we just be humble, respectful and sensitive. Next is that, this immersion really did build us up. The batch had a wonderful bonding; we had the opportunity to learn more of each other. We were a family - each has a unique characteristic but each makes us "US". May we be each other's guide, helper and all. And I also am really looking forward for the next immersions! Goodbye Basil, Tublay! We shall comeback.

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Name: Benson Cojpag Attagao Age: 18 years old Hobbies: playing ballgames Motto: Hitch your wagon to a star. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: My unforgettable experience during the immersion is to deal with the community people the fact that theyre strangers to me. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: As a student nurse my most valuable contribution to COPAR is that to implement the processes, facilitate or relay learning about COPAR and being an advocate the fact that COPAR maximizes community participation and involvement for community development. Challenges encountered in community: The challenges I had encountered in the community firstly was to walk for how many hours in order to reach the houses where we were assign to. It really tested my patience, temper and especially my energy/stamina. Secondly, to talk to stranger people for me to gain the information what I need. What did you miss the most: Although I considered a challenge, the thing I still miss is to walk with my classmates in which I see them really very tired and they want to go
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May 20, 2013

This was the first day of our immersion. I think on my own that I don't have enough time preparing myself. I spent time rushing on completing and fixing my things. I can't sleep the night before this maybe because of excitement or nervousness. Unfortunately, this day before we arrived, the rain poured. Because of the rain, it took us much time in piling our things on our jeepneys that we used in transporting. It was approximately 9:30 am when we started going to Basil and we arrived at the school after an hour. We fixed our things and started cooking. It was around 1:00 pm when we started eating. After that, we started making an improvised bathroom made of "tulda" but the problem was the scarcity of water. It was hard making the bathroom because the materials are not enough. Still, we were able to finish the bathroom through helping one another. After that, we tried finding the source of water but what we found out was the river which was 5 minutes travel from our destination. At about 9 pm, cooking was finished and eating time came immediately. After eating, we cleaned, had a short meeting with our instructors and lastly, we slept.

May 21, 2013

Dear diary, Alam mo, sa ikalawang araw ng immersion namin, ang hirap. Grabe! Tapos ang aga ko pa nagising. Ewan ko nga kung bakit kaya tumulong nalang ako na magluto. Pagkatapos naming kumain pasado alas- otso ng umaga, umalis na kami. Ni wala kaming alam kung saan kami dadaan kaya nagtanung-tanong nalang kami. Si Sir Gil ang nagtanung-tanong at nakita ko sa mga ka-grupo ko na parang nahihiya pa sila, pati ako din naman ay nahihiya. Merong isang babae na nasalubong namin na medyo matanda na at "English speaking" pa. Namangha pa nga siya nung sinabi namin na papunta kami sa Pangablan at sabi niya "Okay, sige, you go and climb the mountaiinnn." Biruin mo, ang haba ng pagkakasabi niya ng "mountain." Pero bago kami pumunta, alam na namin na ang pinakamalayo na sitio galing sa Basil ay ang Pangablan. Una ay bumaba kami ng bundok. Para hindi ako maboring ay nanghuli ako ng mga... ano ba yun, may mga pakpak sila at ang ingay nila. Grabe, ang layo nga. Para makatawid ng bundok ay dadaan muna kami sa "hanging bridge" na nasa paanan ng bundok tapos umakyat kami ulit at yun, nakarating nakami sa Pangabalan. Hay grabe, kapagod. Pinawisan kaming lahat. Buti nga at ang babait ng mga tao doon, "hospitable" ika nga. Sa buong araw na yun, walong pamilya lang ang nakuha namin dahil sa dumating ang napakalakas na ulan. Hindi na kami nalakad pabalik sa Basil. Naghire kami nalang ng taxi at mga alas-singko ay nakabalik kami sa Basil. Nagluto kami at kumain. Sa huli, nagkaroon uit kami ng meeting at natulog na kami.

May 22, 2013

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This was the second day we went to Pangablan. Our group decided to start walking at 6am but unfortunately we started at around 7am. We find its still difficult going to Pangablan despite of the fact that we already knew the way. It is because the way is muddy, in fact some of our group mates slipped. I found time on making our spot map. At first its difficult because there were so many houses. Some houses also found on the fields. This was also the day wherein one of the families offered to us food for lunch. We ate with them. We shared our viand and they shared also their owned food with us .Their life is simple. Their occupation is only farming. Before we left, they gave us beans bananas. After lunch, we take a bath on the spring. The water is fresh. We enjoyed it, the fact that many hours passed for just taking a bath. After taking a bath, we completed our cases but unluckily some of our clients were not still on their houses. We tried to wait but already nearly evening. At first we deicded to walk but thinking on the back to Basil elementary, its risky. But in the end we hired taxi, it is past 7pm when we arrived we ate for dinner and after eating, I made my spot map but then I did not finish, after that I slept to gain energy for the next days activity.

May 23, 2013

This day I continued making our spot map. After that I accompanied one of the other groups, we went to Shontog and Pacshal. I did think that it is near but I was wrong I think i ts like going to Pangablan. The only difference I notice is that houses are far from each other. We gave clothes to lolo Sergio Ignacio and I was touched when lolo suddenly cried. On the other house, a 20 minute walks from the first house we also gave a clothes to an old woman who is visually impaired and she gave us mangoes. Its very hot that time. All of us were very thirsty but unfortunately we run out of water. Patiently we walked going back to Basil elementary school where we were housed. Later in the afternoon, we prepared for the next days activity. We put the tolda, arranged some of materials unluckily its raining so we did not finished all the things to be fixed so we decided to continue it the first thing in the morning. After eating we had a short talk with our instructors about the distribution of the works the next morning. At around 11pm I and my groupmates slept.

May 24, 2013

Its our second to the last day of immersion and its still good. We had our barangay assembly. I was assigned to the hygiene clinic wherein I was at the nail clipping division. I enjoyed nail clipping, the clipping itself, and every detail of it from every hands Id nail clipped. We had explained the reasoned behind why should our nails are clipped and we told them to keep their nails to be clean. At the same time we had a chance to chat and to exchange jokes even though there is a language difference. We had the chance to play with the kids and I know both of us, students and the kids had enjoyed the day. We end up our activity with some sort of picture taking. After that we did our after care, fixed things and materials that have been used. We had some snacks and then I decide to fix my things so that I would not be rushing the next day because I know that we would be doing many things the next day such as cleaning Basil elementary school. Next, I did my journal then slept.

May 25, 2013

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This day is somewhat relaxing. We woke up late compared to the other days. I think I woke up 6:30am. I did fixed again some of my things. We had helped each other in cleaning, starting to the rooms we had used and the surroundings of the elementary school. I, Kryme, Neil, Mark and Rye are the ones who butchered the chickens. Some of my classmates did feel pity with the chickens. In our culture, when we are going to butcher any kinds of animals we would not pity them. According to elders its bad but unfortunately I dont know the reason behind and saying hala piman is also bad. Before eating Neil and I took our bath because we did not take our bath in the morning and even yesterday. Hay. What luck, it did rained and we rushed to fix our things and put them to the jeep. Before we left Basil, I talked to one child and I discover that they really enjoy the small things we did for the m. During the trip, Im thinking about the hardships and challenges we just overcome such as walking to the mountains. Most of my classmate fell asleep during the travel but for me I didnt until weve reached CN. The rain is so strong. I left my other th ings at Marks house. I went home late and immediately I had eaten my dinner then slept.

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Name: Mhemory Baygan Awakan Age: 17 years old Hobbies: playing instruments kahit hindi marunong, reading pocketbooks Motto: Courage will follow when faith takes the lead. Do all the good you can, while you can. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Yung hindi ka naligo ng dalawang araw at yung pag-akyat namin sa Pangablan. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Helping to make the output for the presentation and the re-tallying Challenges encountered in community: Challenges that I encountered is in the cooking area. I was challenged there because I need to learn to cook a food. I was challenged also when doing a work because even if I am very sleepy, I need to do the work or help my groupmates in doing it. What did you miss the most: the kids in the community, the hiking and bonding with my batchmates

May 20, 2013

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Dear Diary, As it was my first time to have a community immersion in Basil, Tublay. I woke up early to check all the things that I had put on my bag so that I can see if there are things that I forgot. Ive prepared all the things and Im ready to go to school. But I had to look for a taxi because it rained in the morning. Upon arriving, we covered our bags with cellophane to prevent it from getting wet because we had to put all the bags on top of the jeepney. After a long ride, we arrived at Basil. Upon arriving we started to unload our bags and brought it to the school. After that, we took some rest and cooked our lunch. There is water scarcity so we had to fetch water using our pails. When our lunch was cooked we ate it then rested. After a few minutes, we went to clean the CR because it was so dirty. After cleaning the CR, we went to wash our hands then joined our classmates who were eating mangoes using aramang as their sauce. We asked one of the faculties of the school if there are other sources of water, she told us that we can find a creek if we go down and follow the path that they made. We thanked the faculty and asked permission from one of our instructor if we could go and see the creek and she allowed us to go. We followed the path that the faculty told us and we saw the creek but the water was not that overflowing as I imagined it to be, although, its sufficient enough to be used for bathing. I t was okay going down the river but its very tiring when going up. We took some rest when we arrived at the school then fetched water again for our personal care, changed our clothes then wrote our diary.

May 21, 2013

Dear Diary, Early morning, around 4:00, we woke up to take a bath and prepared our things that we will be bringing in the community we are assigned. Our classmates prepared our breakfast and we put rice in our lunch box. We started walking going to Pangablan and it was so hot along the way. We dont know which way to go because there was a crossroad but thanks to a man spraying his beans because he told us which way to go. We thought we were already at Pangablan when we went down the mountain, But no! Because we still have to pass by a narrow bridge and hike again even if its so hot. Oh no! Im so tired and I cant take this anymore these are the words that came out of our mouth. Hindi ko na kayang umakyat dito sa bundok. Pero dahil nasa gitna na kami ng daan at gusto naming makita ang itsura ng Pangablan at tulungan ang mga tao lalong-lalo na tungkol sa kanilang kalusugan kaya umakyat parin kami kahit ang init-init at parang hindi na naming kaya. When we arrived at a house at Pangablan, we introduced ourselves and the school where we come from and the purpose of our visit. We brought out our BP and started the survey. Pagkatapos non nagpaalam na kami para makapunta din kami sa ibang bahay at ituloy ang aming surve y. We appreciate the attitude of the people there because theyre nice, hospitable, approachable and respectful towards us. After we finished our survey, we ate our lunch and took some rest before continuing our survey. In the afternoon, it rained so hard that our instructors had to ask if there are mobile numbers of drivers who can sundo us and take us back to Basil Proper. We contributed for the arkila of the taxi that took us to Basil Proper. When we arrived, we cooked our dinner and took a bath because we were so wet.

May 22, 2013

Dear Diary, It was our third day in this community, as usual we have to wake up early and prepare everything so we can reach Pangablan and not having to walk under the scorching heat of the sun especially during the hike. After more

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than an hour of hike we finally reached Pangablan. Our groups separated and we started our interview to those people we didnt interview last Tuesday. But there were also houses na walang tao dahil maaga parin silang pumunta sa kanilang trabaho or sa kanilang talon, Kaya hindi namin sila naabutan kahit na mas maaga kaming pumunta kaysa noong una. Around 11:00 we headed to Payew where in that is the last house. When we arrived they welcomed us, after introducing ourselves we started the interview. During the assessment my groupmates found out that the children there have lice so they did their delousing and nail clipping. After that they offered us bananas to eat and also lunch. After that we thanked them at bumalik na kami kung saan naming iniwan an gaming mga kasama. At around 3:00 pm, we took a bath because its raining so we cannot continue our survey. After taking a bath, nagpasalamat kami sa may-ari ng bahay kung saan kami naligo at umalis narin kami para ituloy ang aming survey. Pero wala pa rin ang mga ibang tao sa kanilang bahay kaya nagpasyahan na naming umuwi kasi gumagabi na kaya tinawagan ni Larrenz ang kanyang daddy para sunduin kami. We arrived at Basil Elementary School at around 7:00 pm.

May 23, 2013

Dear Diary, It was our fourth day at the community. We woke up at around 5:30 a.m. at least it is not as early like the past few days. So, our other classmates went to La Trinidad to purchase food for the community assembly on the 24th and other things which will be needed during the hygienic clinic and health teaching. Some did the tallying and the spot map, while some cut the letterings for the stage. At the evening, the boys fixed the tolda as to protect the children from the heat of the sun or the rain, after that we had dinner. Our instructors divided us into groups, Kitchen, Hygiene Clinic and Health Teaching, we, the hygiene clinic group had our meeting and started preparing everything. Every bag contains a shampoo, toothpaste, toothbrush, towel, nail cutter, cotton buds and bathsoap. Some bags have no shampoos, nail cutters, towel, or toothbrush so we added extra toothpaste and soaps. We also sorted out the clothes for donations that are suited for elementary, high school and adults. We finished sorting out late already but we still need to help our classmates who are still tallying so we can all go to rest at the same time, unable to finish our work we slept at 1:00 in the morning and managed to wake up 3:00 am to finish everything.

May 24, 2013

Dear Diary, As it was our second to the last day on the community. We woke up very early to continue our work and help our classmates with the tallying. Even though some woke up late, we still have to continue because the survey will be of no use if we wont present it to the community. Even with all the rushing, we still managed to finish everything very well. Others were already in their uniform while the others were not so we switched places, and they continued with the unfinished work. The children started coming and registering, we introduced ourselves and started singing songs and playing games the children knows. After this, we proceeded to our main activity which was shampooing and delousing, hand washing, tooth brushing, nail clipping and ear cleaning. We were served agaragar for our snack. Around 12:30pm lunch was served and our Hygiene Clinic was also done. After taking a rest, we played games such as longest line, dragons tail, trip to Jerusalem and potato. Sir Gil also introduced a clap called the rain clap. On the game longest line Sir Gils group grabbed the prize of 500 pesos for having the longest line. At around 3:00 pm, snack was served which was Champorado, prices were also given to those who sang in front, and the donations were also distributed. Before everyone heads home we had our picture taking together with the children and the community people, we also thanked them and their parents for joining the community assembly. After all of this, we started fixing everything and started cleaning also. I learned from my

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May 25, 2013

Dear Diary, It is our last day at the community so we didnt wake up early. We woke up at around 6:30 am because we need to pack our things and clean the room we have used in our stay here. We need to clean the surroundings, kitchen and the CR. After packing our belongings we started cleaning and applying floor wax while others cooked for our lunch. After lunch, we hurried on loading our bags because the rain is coming and we also need to put a tolda so that our bags wont get wet. We departed around 2:00 pm and arrived at La Trinidad at around 4:00 pm.

Name: Bernadith Babag Awidan Age: 20 years old Hobbies: playing ball games and computer games, viewing, reading educational books Motto: The purpose of life is not to win. The purpose of life is to grow and share. When you come to look back on all that you have done in life, you will get more satisfaction from the pleasure you have brought to another peoples lives than you will from the times that you outdid and defeated them.

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Unforgettable Experience in the Community: My unforgettable experience is the time we hike at Pangablan and is so tiring but I guess it is enjoyable. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: My most valuable contribution in COPAR is the time I tallied the data of the households we gathered and coloring the drawings. Also, during the program, we are assigned in ear cleaning. Challenges encountered in community: Trying Ibaloi. Haha hard to speak

What did you miss the most: I miss hiking the way going to Pangablan and the time we play with the children.

May 20, 2013

Wow! This is our departure from a school to be immersed with the community at Basil, Tublay. However early in the morning its raining thats why we hired a taxi to go to school. Upon arrival at school, everyone is packing and fixing things in the jeep. Everybody is excited to have an adventure. Yehey! We arrived at Basil elementary school; we gathered our things at the school ground. Its tiring however its enjoyable because we helped each other. We cooked lunch because we did not have our packed lunch. So we helped each other to peel ginger and sayote. We waited until our food is cooked then had our lunch. After eating our lunch we ate mangoes. At around 4pm, we clean the Cr. Because its so dirty and foul smelling. After it, we rest for a moment then we again ate mangoes. We have fun fun fun in eating mangoes and so with plying scrabble with Claricelle. Then we fetched water for cooking and for bathing supposed to be however water is so scanty thats why we just watch. Grabe naman to, tipid talaga ang tubig peo anyways this is life, we need to adopt ourselves to render our service to the community. After eating, we have our short orientation of what is life really in the community and of course what we should do during our stay.

May 21, 2013

Well, what a nice day. We woke up early in the morning. Its very cold but we need to take a bath because this is the first exposure in the community. Umagang umaga may nagaglit na. At 7:00am, we have our breakfast and get ready for the adventure but before that, we washed first our plates and we gave our orientation before we

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start our journey. We are assigned to the very far area of Basil called Pangablan. After our orientation, we start to hike mountains going to Pangablan via Beckol together with our classmates. Grabe its far but we did enjoy hiking we are quite in the group. After those sweats, we finally reached Pangablan at around 10:00am. So far, most of the people are welcoming nad vey hospitable. Our first stop was at the house of Mr. and Mrs. Bartolomero Cando. They are welcoming; its our first time so nahihiya kami but they are nice to talk with. We share stories with them kaya medyo natagalan kami however we enjoye it. After our interview, they give us banana. Our next stop was at the house or Mr. and Mrs. Mary Jane Cando. I was the one who interviewed while my company does the BP monitoring. This time we went to other houses but this is maybe one of the experiences that we will remember in coming here. We interviewed a person who is maybe out of mind kaya hindi naming siya naintindihan. After it,we had our lunch at the school. We shared our viands and all of us wala ng tubig thats why we searched a store and we did buy a sprite for us. At 1pm, we proceed again to several houses and our last st op is kasama naming sina Maam Mau and Sir Gil but before it, we stopped to a house who have children and we taught hand washing and nail clipping. After our last stop, We waited for our companions at the church and we all agreed that we will hire a garage para ihatid kami sa Basil and we did it kaso malakas ang hangin at kidlat while we were waiting. Grabe inaantok ako sa sasakyan and finally we arrived safe and we did take our bath.

May 22, 2013

Today is the third day in the community. We woke up early because our group mates that we will be early so that we would be early to interview some of the community people in Pangablan and yesterday we decided that we will be taking our bath in Pangablan. We have eaten our breakfast and we did fix our packed lunch. At 6:30am, we start hiking again the same mountains we had hiked yesterday. We arrived at around 8:00am and started our interview para maabutan naming yong mga tao sa kanilang mga bahay. After we go around, some people in the community just leave their houses so we did not interview them. At around 11:00am we rested in a waiting shad near Alno. Wow!so fresh air and there are so many trees. After resting, we continue surveying however natapos na lahat so we go back at the waiting shed and wait for the others so that we will have our lunch. After our lunch we go back to the other houses that we did not interview kaso wala pa yong mga iba. At around 3:00pm, we took our bath near the waiting shed that have a lot of water kaya doon kamie naligo lahat. Grabe, parang dun naming nafeel na maligo ng maayos because the water is not limited. However pila pila kaya we wait for our companions para makaligo kami lahat before we dispersed. After we took our bath, we packed our things and ready to hike the way going back kahit medyo late na. When we were able to reach the bridge, we received a text telling us if we want to ride and we agree na babalik kami. So we went back and when we see the houses that we did not interview in the morning and we did interview them kaya mas lalo kaming natagalan. At around 5:30pm we have a ride and were so sleepy not minding our phone na tumatawag na pala mga kasama namin. Anyway we arrived safe.

May 23, 2013

Today is another day. I woke up 5:30am this morning. Puyat pa ako but I havr to wake up,natulog kasi ako ng 1:30am because we need to tally the documents that we had gathered from the different sitios of Basil, Tublay at ganoon pala kahirap. We did not yet finished kaya tinuloy naming ulit. Inaantok talaga ako kaya medyo patulogtulog kami nung ginagawa namin yong tallying. Abg buhay nga naman. Parang ngayon na ako natatauhan talaga, this is not the life I want to be even in the future. Life like this is so stressful. However when Im scanning the the survey tool that weve gathered, I found something that reminded me again of my great mentor. Be contented of what you have but dont stop dreaming and to try new things. Humble you and success will chose. Make friends to everyone and it will be easy to smile. Well people in this commu nity are humble and not difficult to deal with. They always smile at you so we did the same.

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In the afternoon we prepare the things that we will need for tomorrows activity like the letterings and the data. Then we took our bath and then I went to the kitchen to help my classmates to prepare our food. Now! Charap.after we have our dinner. We have a meeting on what we will be doing during the program. After it, we are grouped and prepare the things that we will need. I was assigned in the hygiene clinic so we packed the things that we will be using in delousing. Tooth brushing, ear cleaning and nail clipping. We had slept at around 12:30am.

May 24, 2013

Well, another day. T.G.I.F. However, maraming dapat gawin. This is the program proper. Today, we will be doing a lot of things like data presentation, doing things related to hygiene and everything. However, umagangumaga maraming hindi natapos. We have our early breakfast and kailangan naming tapusin ang dapat tapusin and and to prepare the program area. Everybody is rushing things that are not done. At around 8:00am, merun na ang mga cute na kids for the activity. So we star entertaining them. We start our days activity with a prayer. And we introduce ourselves and Sir Gil introduced a game and the kids were so excited to join but some would say shy mango. After the game we proceed to the highlight of the activity which is the hygiene clinic. I was assigned to the ear cleaning division so we did start cleaning the ears of the children. Its nice to dea l with these children. At 12:00pm, our companions serve pancit and bread as our lunch. Nakakatuwa nga lang, parang kulang yong mga naserve sa kanila kaya yong iba pumunta ng kitchen para kumuha ulit ng pagkain. After lunch, we continue to play with the kids and we did distribute yong mga clothes and the prizes. After that we did do our after careand fix our things. Well thank God because tapos na ang activity saka umulan ng malakas. After doing such things, I take my nap to rest my tired body. Grabe nga lang ang sunburn but any hows thats life. We had our dinner at exactly 8:00pm.

May 25, 2013

This is it. Now, we will be going back to our homes. Eto na siguro ang pinakahihintay ng lahat. We slept last night at 1: 30am because we played cards and woke up at 5:00am because we are the one assigned to the kitchen. Nangahas pa kasi akong magvolunteer eh pupuyatin pa ako but I did enjoy it. However, I and Jevy Ruth was the one who is awake so I woke up Rencel and Clezon so that we will have companion to carry the burner. So we start cooking rice and preparing the flour for the pancakes and the noodles and eggs for our breakfast. Our assignment is to clean the classroom we used so we applied floor wax and scrubbed the floor. At 10:00am, we have our am snack. Then we continue our work; fix our things and everything that is needed to be fixed before leaving the area. Grabe, nakakapawis so I like to take a bath but there is no water and anyway we are going home so I decide to take a bath when I reached home. At around 2:30pm, we carried our things and fixed it in the jeep and at 3:00pm we did start our travel and ang lakas lakas ng ulan so I did slept in the jeep. When I woke up we were at Town and as usual the rain is so hard. At around 4:00pm we arrived at the school and parked in front of then administration building, but the rain wont stop so we did wait until the rain stopped at around 5:00pm so we hired a taxi. At last, we reached our boarding house; I took my bath, eat my dinner and slept. What I learned is that maybe it more on teamwork sana kasi parang kanya kanya system, I observed that some are not helping the other groups porke natapos na nila yong mga task nila. Its a lesson to everyone to make this immersion a better one for the next immersion. People forget how fast you did a job, but they remember how will you do it ---HOWARD NEWTON.

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Name: Zydee Bartlet Balong Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Reading, Singing Motto: Life isn't about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself.
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Unforgettable Experience in the Community: classmates!

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Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: family surveying

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Challenges encountered in community: Language barrier; Lack of resources (water) What did you miss the most: warm smiles of the people there and bonding with friends til sunset

May 20, 2013

As I started the day, the feeling of anxiousness also started to creep inside of me. I will be going to a new place and will be meeting new people which seem somewhat exciting. The weather was not good yet it did not prevent us from going to Basil, Tublay. It was 9 oclock when our trip to Basil started, we reached the place at 11:15 and it was then that the tiring work began. We had to carry our bags from the jeepney to the elementary school. When our things were already inside the classroom where well stay, our group had our lunch and continued in setting up our things. We aired the vegetables by removing them from the plastics and placing it on the floor. After all the working, we had the chance to appreciate the place by singing songs while looking at the view. It was 4:00 p.m. when our group started to prepare for dinner. I had the chance to remove the feathers of the chicken which I found to be a fun experience. After all the food preparations, I washed the plates and as the sky darkened, we washed our faces and waited for the delicious dinner to be cooked. Overall, the day was tiring yet it was fun. Sometimes youll see some things that will make you feel bad but as the time goes by, youll learn that things happen for a reason.

May 21, 2013

Meeting one person in a day is a grateful feeling but meeting more than one person in a day makes a person happy.

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Awakened by the sounds of feet walking around and the glimpse of light dancing in the dark, I rose from my sleeping bag and started my day with a smile. 6:24 am when my friends and I decided to go to the creek to take a bath. At first, it was awkward but as the time goes by youll be used to it and at least I tri ed it so that I can say that I had an amazing experience. The journey going back is so tiring that it took most of our time. At 8:30 am, my group together with Maam Valles started our journey to Beckol. I had a hard time walking up the road because of my shoes cutting, cutting my skin but after reaching the first house, the pain subsided. Our first client was an old couple who welcomed us warmly and invited us inside their house. Interviewing them was fun because we found out that even at old age they still know their age and birth date as well as their childs age and birthdate. Before leaving the house, the couple offered some bananas which were delicious. 10:00 am when our group found our second house and decided to divide the group in two. After the third house, we were directed to a far and somewhat secluded place where along the way a spring and creek was found. The feeling of disappointment run to me after reaching the place because one house was initially hammering but after hearing us shouting stopped their work and kept their silence until we went away. We had our lunch at 2:00 p.m. because of the rain that didnt stop and we cant find a place where to eat. Thankfully after asking an old woman who readily offered her house we were able to eat. It was unexplainable because it was my first time encountering a person who readily accommodated strangers. At 3:00 pm we were trapped by the heavy rain combined with thunder. Luckily, a jeepney came and I was shocked to know that there is still a free ride. Our dinner was mongo with malunggay then we had our meeting. The day was tiring yet it was fun. Ive experienced first times and the people are so nice.

May 22, 2013

Its the third day and I had to wake up at 4:00 am to cook our food. The members of co oking tasks silently stepped out of the room and prepared for breakfast and baon. After eating, we had to rush in fixing our things. We took the narrow shortcut going to Beckol and after a few minutes of walking we reached our destination. Our group decided to group ourselves into three. My groupmates were Chrisa and Jamaima and our first family client appears to be staying at the top of the mountain. When we reached their home, we were happy because we saw two houses but when we asked the family, we were disappointed to learn that one family only lives there. Our next family client is the cousin of our first family client that day. The household is full of children who played with me while my classmates were busy with the interview. After the interview we helped the father in preparing their lunch and after that we had fun in taking pictures with the clients children. It was already 10:00 when we saw our 3 rd family household. I had to carry the baby because my classmate will interview the mother and while dancing with the baby I felt a hot water soaking my shirt. At first I thought it was just the babys saliva but when I realized that the soaked part was somewhat huge, that was when I knew the baby peed. 11:00 am and its time for us to go to the househo ld of a post CS to clean her wound and when it was done we had our lunch at the roadside. 1:00 pm when we reached the secluded place and found three houses. One house is occupied by an old maiden; the other house is occupied by an old bachelor, and the third one by a family. After the interview we asked if we could take a bath and luckily they said yes. One by one we took a bath and after that we went to the short cut way which according to the old maiden is much shorter than the one we used that morning.

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We were very tired when we reached the school because the said shortcut was means climbing the mountain. Once we reached the school, we started the data tallying. Unfortunately, I was already tired so I fell asleep while doing our tallying. The last thing I did that day was to wake up at 12:00 am hearing my groupmate moving about me wholl do the tallying.

May 23, 2013

Its our fourth day here in Basil, Tublay and because I slept early last night I woke up earlier than my group mates. Immediately, I started fixing our survey tool for easier tallying. It was 5:30 when my group mates one by one started to wake up. I urged them to fix their things for them to be able to catch up the household owners who will be leaving their home early. After my classmates left, I ate breakfast and started tallying. When all the tallying was done, I was disappointed to know that the data didnt match so we had to do it all over again. I together with my group mates finished the data at 4:00 pm. I then spent my time chatting with my classmates. At around five to six pm, I saw that the overall tallying is far from done so I asked the ones assigned if I can get the group ones survey tools for me to be able to help. After reviewing all the total tallies of each sitios I had the feeling of regret because I realized that there are many things that needs to be done and some tallies of the sitios is either incomplete, questionable, or does not match the data. It was maybe around 7 or 8 pm when we had our general assembly and I was assigned to help in the kitchen for tomorrows activity. After the general assembly, the group assigned for kitchen tasks had a meeting and when the meeting was over, I asked my friends if I could leave. Overall tallying would have been easier if each group assigned to a certain sitio coordinated to have a standard idea on how to total the data surveyed. It was 12:00 pm when half or of group 1 was already asleep and still tallying is not done. Luckily, Jaay and Aubrey helped so I had the time to start my journal. It was 2:00 in the morning when all the other was already asleep in the room so I decided to go to the other room where some of my of my classmates are busy doing the spot map. While working, Esther and Jascha came and it was kind of them to serve us with coffee and bread. It was 3:30 am when I went to the other room and also it is when we decided to wake our classmates for them to help and an hour later, I fell asleep.

May 24, 2013

Its Friday and in a few more hours well all be going back to La Trinidad. It seems like it was just yesterday when we arrived here in basil and tomorrow we will be leaving the place. My day I think started at 5:00 am after waking up from a 30 minutes to 1-hour sleep. It is the day for the program so all of us are busy in rushing the visual aids and different materials. Even though I am still tired and sleepy I tried my best to finish the tally and after that we continued it to the other group. It was 8:00 when the entire tally together with the visual aids were done so I had to rush in preparing my self As the program started, our work in the kitchen also begun. The vegetables were sliced last night so our work was lessened. While cooking, we are also watching and we are having fun with just watching the childrens smile with every price they receive. It was 10:00 when I had the opportunity to go to the adult program to serve food. There I saw some people from Beckol, which I find it nice. After serving, I went back to the school and learned that we were running out of drinking water so we decided to fetch some from the hose and boil it afterwards. So my time was used in waiting for the water to fill the container. Lunch came and pancit was served, then when all the children have eaten, games resumed. 1:00 PM when I decided to finish my journal but instead I found myself asleep. It was when the program was finished that I woke up and helped in cleaning. Then the remaining time that day was used in finding my things and doing my journal/diary.

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This day was meant for the community and serving them/helping them was all thats important. To see the community smile is enough for us to be happy.

May 25, 2013

"There is only one way to learn. Its through action. Everything you need to know you have learned through your journey" a saying by Paulo Coelho that I can relate to my 6 days and 5 nights stay in Basil, Tublay, Benguet. Its 7:00 a.m. and I just woke up. This day was meant for packing, preparing and cleaning. Each group was assigned to clean a certain area and our group was assigned to the open pit. While waiting for my groupmates, I helped in removing the feathers of the chicken. I had fun while removing the feathers that I lost track of time. The next thing I know is that my groupmates were already finished in cleaning. I felt ashamed that I didn't help them so I had to find ways to be able to help others instead. Luckily, the entire classrooms are not yet done so I helped one classroom to another in scrubbing and fixing the room. After the classrooms, I again saw the group of people having fun while doing the dishes so I joined them. When the classrooms were done and the dishes are all washed, I used my time to appreciate and enjoy the view of the whole school. We had our lunch and after that we had to rush in washing the used plates and pots. It was around 3:00 pm when we reached La Trinidad, Km 5 to be specific. I was so overwhelmed that I'm home again that when I reached house, I immediately took a bath. 6 days and 5 nights was just the beginning of my journey in Basil, Tublay but that beginning has taught me a lot of things. I learned, enjoyed and helped and I know that is all that matters.

Name: Jamaima Tipal Banasen Age: 18 years old Hobbies: watching animes, asianovelas and movies, reading books and manga, playing online games Motto: Always trust God no matter what.

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Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Living with the people who were once stronger, mingling with them, knowing the ways of life (of the people of Basil) and learning new things which are not taught in the school nor the books. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I think that my most valuable contribution in COPAR is that I did my part wholeheartedly in every activity happened in the community. Example of which is helping in preparing the food, imparted health teachings to the children, etc. Challenges encountered in community: One thing for sure that challenge me in the community is tasting a bit the life of what a nurse would experience in serving the people in a rural community. What did you miss the most: What I the people of Basil, I miss feeling I felt just living them, that's what I miss the miss most is the place and the experience, i miss the simple and learning about most.

May 20, 2013

Have you ever experienced leaving you home without even knowing what place you will be staying? I mean the structure, the ambiance, the whole place, and the people itself clueless. Early in the morning as soon as the clock alarmed, I woke up immediately having the feeling of excitement. To tell you honestly this is my first time to get out of our home 6 days straight, so I was happy yet wondering what will happen. I rushed to the bathroom and took a bath. I did all the necessary things to get ready for the said immersion, rechecked the things inside my bags, filled the bag with the things that should be in there, and removing all the unnecessary things. Before I finally got out and said goodbye to my family I said a little prayer to God. Upon arriving at school, I made myself available in helping my classmates in unloading and loading their baggage. After were done fixing, we prayed, led by Maam Ruth. Then, we travelled for less than an hour, which I thought would have been for more than an hour. Thank God! We arrived safe and sound. Unloading the jeep with our luggage was one of my favourite part of the day. I saw teamwork in each and every one of us, each carrying a heavy bag even though it was not theirs. Each person small, medium in height, and tall did their parts, no complaints, I appreciated that moment. We also cleaned the room that well be using for our

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comfort. Next in line was lunch, the most awaited moment for us. We filled our stomachs to savor our packed lunch. After lunch, we had our own time, some played cards, some singing with the accompaniment of the guitar, others took a nap, but my friends and I chose to play scrabble. Those hours were happy times that were broken when we were assigned to clean the CR. My! That experience was one of a kind for me. The CR was a horror. Thank goodness we were able to pull through that challenge. Phew! It was tough but worth it. Another challenge came our way water shortage. I needed to carry buckets and buckets of water. It was tiring but at least we can use something. Lastly, we waited for dinner and yeah, the dinner was OK but the dinuguan was of a different level. After dinner, we cleaned ourselves and we slept. Good night!

May 21, 2013

At early 3:49 in the morning, I woke up feeling tired and uncomfortable. Feeling tired because we slept at night busy writing our journal and when I was about to sleep the light was still on. Yet that didnt change the fact that I was a bit happy because finally we were about to start knowing the people of Basil. We will how do the intended purpose why we were here. As soon as all of us were ready to go, we didnt forget to ask guidance from the Almighty - for me that part is important. I always think that without God, we cant function properly or so I say we are nothing. Gods grace was really something, I cant imagine why even our body was tired we still have the energy to talk to the people. The first family we visited in Sitio Beckol was the Lopez family. The said house is composed of a very hospitable old couple. We heard many stories from them; the old couple also told us about the history of the name of Beckol, the way of life they have, some experiences they have, etc. The story of them was so interesting and heartfelt that to the point I dont want to leave. It was so warm in that house, even when we were about to leave they made it a point to give us a bundle of bananas which is so very kind of them. After that visit we walked to each house checking and interviewing the people of each household. There was this home that was composed of a big family where 12 siblings are in there and about 3 of them have another family. There was also a place where all of them were not present because they go to work early. Other houses were composed only of children that were why we cant interview them. So far, all of the family we visited was hospitable, only at first you can see that they were a bit shy but as soon as you start the conversation the barrier was thinning each passing moment. The last family we visited was one of the enjoyable moments, there were a lot of kids and I love kids for that matter. So we took the initiative to assess them physically by braiding their hair, checking their nails and communicating with them. It was enjoyable and I thank God because of it and the experience that we tasted in each house we visited. Soon, when we got back here at school, we did all the necessary things to prepare again for the next day. The day ends, sleepy heads longed for soft pillows, ready to sleep for tomorrows big day again.

May 22, 2013

Have you ever tried not taking a bath early in the morning? To the point that youre scratching your head because its itchy and you can smell yourself and can tell you do not smell nice? Then you still get out and talk to the people? Twas this day that was unique for me. Going again to the place you visited once is a bit easy, you cant get tired early because at least you now know the way. Its not tiring; its hard because we divided our group by 3, and I know interview will be challenging.

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First house we visited was a bit far from other houses. Soon when were at the door, we saw that the mother is preparing for their meal and is ready to eat, so we waited until theyre finished. My other 2 comrades interviewed the mother and I took the height of her 2 children aging 5 and 2 and I helped my friends in finishing the interview. After that we visited the house of Bay-an Vicente Marcido family thats why the 3 of us needed to interview each family. I interviewed the family of Bay-an and I thanked God because Ive communicated properly with the head of the family while helping him to sort out the beans. After that we played for a little while with his children and said goodbye. Next house we visited was the family of Ontino Bayeng. While Im interviewing the mother my comrade took the baby and played with him and as our conversation was ongoing, the baby peed on my friend causing the house to laugh and when I was finished we said our goodbyes. We also went to Contanos house and visited the post -stroke old woman whose name was Marcelina. Interviewing her is short because she couldnt hear us clearly. Thankfully Maam Ruth continued interviewing he r so I had the opportunity to complete the survey through Genesis, her grandchild; unluckily he doesnt know other information about her siblings so we made an appointment to visit them again tomorrow. Then we proceeded to Mencis house to check again the wound of the pregnant woman. After that we ate our lunch and went to Urbanos place. When we got there we divided our group into two causing me and others to interview the old man. When I saw him and talked to him I felt sad because he lives only by himself and some of the food he is eating is given by his neighbors. I realized too that having no spouse is not good for that matter its lonely. I just thank God because he taught me a lesson in just interviewing the old man. After were finished, we took a bath in that place and we were very thankful to those 3 families we interviewed. I think without their kindness and permission, tomorrow will again be an uncomfortable day. We left with gladness in our hearts and said again goodbye to those 3 families and proceeded to our said home. When we got in our said home our work still continued. We finalized and tallied the information we gained. At about 12:50, I ended my day with a good nights sleep.

May 23, 2013

Waking up early in the morning is hard this da y, a few hours of sleep was only given. Yes its hard but sacrifice is needed to finalize all the things weve surveyed. At exactly 5:00 in the morning, I woke up. I rushed fixing myself, not brushing and taking a bath just used wipes, but I needed to visit all the house and complete all the information needed in the survey tool, so about 6:30 am, me and my other three companions started to walk going to Beckol. Soon, when we got there, we divided our group. I and Criselle visited again Lola Marcelina, the post-stroke patient. We are thankful because her daughter-in-law was present so we gained all the information needed. We said goodbye and gave some clothes to Lola Marcelina. We also visited Mensis house and gave clothes to the health worker. After completing all the information needed, we rushed getting back in our said home to finish tallying. I thought at first that tallying will be easy but its not. Thats why we finished at about 3 pm. This day was so busy, we all rushed just to finish all the tallied information of all sitios in Basil. Some tallied, some did their spot map, others talked about what they should do in health teaching, some planned for the games to be played with the kids and adults, some have the time to do their journal all were busy in every place of the room. After we eat our dinner, we had a meeting and our CI divided our group into 3. Each group had its task, one in the kitchen, one in the adults category and one in the kids category. Im assigned in the kitchens task thats why we did the preparation for tomorrows menu. As the clock strikes at 1:00 am, I slept to regain my energy for tomorrows big event. A day without prayer is compared to a house with 3 posts. It will stumble even only one is missing.

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To be able yo serve the people, sacrifice and time is needed. If thats the one you choose, no turning back just go on, meet some obstacles in life to win and be successful. Being assigned in the kitchen area had many works to do. So even if I slept at 1:00 AM I disciplined myself and needed to wake up at 3:00 AM to do all the preparations. Honestly, Im not a good cook or so I say I only cook instant foods totally novice. Yet Im in that place, at first I asked myself how can I be able to help? That place is my weakness and I should not be there. Ha! God is awesome I said to myself. God made me help in the area, from peeling the carrots, slicing and cutting it, preparing the egg sandwich, serving the food and washing the dishes. I just did. Wow. I was able. We were able to feed big number of people- lesson learned never doubt yourself specially Gods awesomeness. We finished early preparing the food from snack to lunch. Without team work and sensitivity in each of us we will not be finished early. Thank goodness we have them at that time, because of it we were able to participate in some games of the kids. I was so excited when the MC said that the next game was newspaper dance and the children should choose one of us to be their partner. Actually at that time mo st children dont choose us, we chose them. I grabbed the opportunity and choose JR because hes one of the child Im closest to, unluckily I did made him win; but still the excitement and happiness we felt at that time was priceless. Next game we played was trip to Jerusalem with a twist that we Ates and Kuyas serve as their chairs. The game also was enjoyable. After that game we prepared to serve the last menu of the day Champorado. Preparing it to serve at that time was a mix of emotion of sadness and happiness. Sadness because I know serving the last menu signals it is going to end, happiness because at least its going to end. Yes time is precious, every minute counts as they sa carpe diem! Make each minute count. After all have finished we took some pictures and finally said our goodbyes to the kids. Thank God I can now sleep after this. After cleaning the kitchen area I rushed in our room and took a nap. Soon the day ends and tomorrow we will be able to go to our own home.

May 25, 2013

Everybody of us was so tired yesterday, thus each one of us woke up late in the morning. Though thats the case, we still feel tired yet happy because finally we can now go home. After breakfast, each group was assigned to a particular task, for me and my groupmates we were assigned to clean the bathing area. Thank God we finished fast, so I went to the classroom and helped again in cleaning the room. It was fun cleaning with them so work was also done fast. That's why we still played at the room while waiting for another work or so I say waiting for lunch. When our lunch was ready we blessed it and ate with our hearts content, then did all the finishing touch in the school so when we get out of the place all settled. After that we filled the jeep with our luggage and are set to say goodbye to the people of Basil and meet again the people of the city. As the engine started I know at that time each one of us was happy and contented. 30 minutes trip lasts and we arrived at BSU. The rain poured so hard so going home will be a bit hard. Some waited for their relatives to pick them, some waited for a taxi and some walked to their home. As for me I rode a taxi together with my 2 friends, but got separated with them because my house location was different from the two of them. I waited again for a taxi and finally someone agreed to pick me. As the taxi speeds up, I looked at the sky and reminisce all the memories I left at Basil. Mixed emotions load my heart as I pictured all the things that happened. Part of me was a bit happy and part of me wants to go back. I want to go back, I want to live there, I want to live simple like them where they don't care who you are, what you are, where place you come from. As long as you're there, you're part of it. Someday, I said in myself I will work there. I want to burst in tears but no, instead I prayed to God that He will bless and protect the people of Basil, and whatever is His will so be it. 6:10 pm I arrived at our home; my dad and 2 brothers welcomed me with gladness in their heart.

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I always think that my status in life is not as good as others; but I realized I have a great life given by God.

Name: Jehazel Faye Odoc Bastian Age: 19 years old Hobbies: watching movies Motto: Carpe Diem. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: all Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Sharing our little knowledge about health and helping to make the activity a successful one Challenges encountered in community: Communication barrier What did you miss the most: The simple way of living and the kind-hearted people, the long walk, chit chat with friends and the COPAR activities

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May 20, 2013

This is our first day in the community and it had been a busy day for us, starting from the departure at BSU until we rested for the next days activity. It was a rainy morning for us, and its good that the rain stopped earlier; otherwise we would have more difficulty in travelling. It feels like there is so much to be done starting from our departure. We had have to get the baggage that were brought to Kerens house and bring it back to CN, fit those in the jeepney, carry those to the base, cook for lunch and dinner, clean rooms, and a lot more. I even appreciate the security guards and jeepney drivers because they were very helpful to us in fixing and carrying our things. Upon arrival, it was a relief to see that we dont need to walk for a long distance to reach our base; otherwise it would be difficult for us, given the fact that we have limited manpower and that we have a lot of baggage. It was also good to see that the people of the community welcomed us with their warm smile. Also, it was very nice of them helping our gentlemen build the washroom. At the end of the day, its nice to know and see that each of us helped in one way or the other.

May 21, 2013

Life is indeed difficult. The second day of our immersion showed me more of the reality of life. The households were very welcoming. They were very accommodating and also cooperative with us. We could also see that they were really trying their very best to answer our questions. At first, we were hesitant on how to approach the households. But as we went to the next houses, we have learned to talk with them even if we cannot speak their dialect. As we finished our survey in each household, we felt grateful that we were able to do something helpful in one way or the other. At the end of the day, it was so heartwarming that we were able to see their appreciation for us. They even gave us some of their crops just to show us how thankful they are. I also felt the kindness of the people when one of the jeepney owners gave us a ride to reach here. After we reached home, we cooked our food, fixed our things, shared our experiences and then rested.

May 22, 2013

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Its another day for us, student nurses. Its the third day of our community immersion and we are to visit the houses left from the survey of the second day. This time, our group was divided into two groups, one group to cover sitio Bovas and another to cover the rest of sitio Bongog. For our own group, Maam Maureen and Sir Gil came along with us. So just like yesterday, as we passed each house, we tried to interview, give interventions, and we invited them to our program on Friday. In here, we needed to climb the mountain for us to reach the houses hidden behind the trees. It wasnt easy to reach the houses because we got lost several times. But still, I felt glad because we were able to see the situation at their places. This day, I also experienced to eat at the mountain. For this day, we have interviewed five households. For the last house, we have at least walked for more than two hours to reach them. I also saw that they are using their resources around them and that most of them have enough just for a day. With that, I learned that I should conserve and we should not be wasteful of the things we have.

May 23, 2013

Fourth day of our immersion, and we are to prepare all things for the B -day. In the morning, we looked for a place to take a bath, and so we reached this place of a grandfather wherein there was a creek nearby. We asked if he would permit us to take a bath there, and he allowed us. So we also took the opportunity to wash our clothes. After which, we tallied our data from the survey tool, collated and made visual aids until the morning. We even had pancakes and coffee at midnight. I dont know what happened, but we were not able to sleep well because we have not finished our task earlier. Yet, Im thankful because we helped each other when others needed to t ake a nap. Though we finished our tasks late, we have done what we could do to have a better presentation. And so next time, we should really have cooperation for us to finish our tasks earlier.

May 24, 2013

May 24, 2013, the B-day, For this day, I am one of those tasked in the adult area. Since we were not done with our task yesterday, we were still doing some of the visual aids this morning. Good thing, we were all working so we finished before the people started to come. The program began with the registration of participants; and so until the program started, we were out ushering the visitors, and helping our group mates in the registration area. I can see that some of them were shy to approach the registration area, so some of us needed to take the initiative to guide them there.

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During the program proper, I am one of those who will present the data gathered from the survey. And one of the topics I was tasked to present is the educational attainment. I felt that I needed to know a way to present this without them feeling awkward and so I asked Maam Valles on how I could possibly discuss this topic. The later part of the program included the presentation of the spot map. And so, Claire and I presented our area, Triple B. After the program, we cleaned our area and there were some children left so we played and sang songs with them. When we went down the school, we cleaned, prepared for dinner, fixed our things and rested. I, myself, felt so tired so I slept without making my journal. For today, I saw that young people, adult, and even the teenagers actively participate in this kind of activity, and so it is very heartwarming.

May 25, 2013

May 25, 2013 - departure day. Today, almost everybody woke up late. I guess everyone was so tired on the B-day. Being the departure day, this also is the general cleaning day. Everything should have been set just like when we arrived. And so each group has had their own task. Just like us, we were tasked to clean the kitchen and the room beside it. I wasnt able to help clean in the kitchen because I didnt yet know that there was a scheduled tasking. On the other hand, I helped cook our lunch. So as soon as there was less to do, I helped clean the room beside the kitchen. After, we also planted seedlings. After everything, we ate our lunch, wrapped things up, and went home. In the jeepney, I observed that everyone was tired and so almost everyone was leaning on the persons beside them, sleeping. At around 4:00 pm, ALAS! Its home sweet home. For this past week, I learned many things in the community and I hope to learn more in the next community immersion.

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Name: Jaay Lacel Depayso Bayan Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Watching Editing Videos Movies,

Motto: Never let a bad day make you feel like you have a bad life. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Mine was during the community Assembly wherein I had a chance to handle a group of kids I had fun playing and teaching them Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Active participation and health promotion Challenges encountered in community: Scarcity language differences or barriers of water and

What did you miss the most: Home visits and bonding moment with my friends

May 20, 2013

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The community immersion is something a student nurse is looking forward to. The experience of being with your classmates for 5 days in a place where you have never been. My excitement woke me up at about 5:00 in the morning. I packed my things and headed to school. At 7:30 a.m., I arrived at the college. Before heading to the community we did some last minute shopping. Truly, God is good. The request our group made to solicit for eggs was granted and they provided 4 trays of eggs which was what we needed. After loading our things, we set sail to Basil, Tublay the community for our immersion. The trip going here seemed slow because I was having motion sickness. Thankfully, I did not vomit. Arriving at the school we immediately took our bags and piled it up at the stage of the school. Thats when it was evident that we over packed which was reasonable because it was our first time. Then we were instructed to clean 3 rooms where we were going to stay, it was definitely hot and in no time I was sweating. After eating lunch, we accidentally took a nap. My group was assigned to cook our dinner for today which gave us the opportunity to bond. I had fun and learned a lot of techniques in cooking. In the end, our hardwork paid off. The food prepared was delicious and our group was satisfied.

May 21, 2013

I knew it! Our second day would be challenging. I knew it! It would rain, but I never expect that our beddings would get wet. Our day started with excitement because it would be our first day to interview. Luckily our group was accompanied by Maam Valles. The first family we interviewed was a breeze. They were so welcoming. We left their house with a smile and some banana. The following family was difficult to approach because they were young. Language barriers were surely present thats why Junessa who is very fluent in Ibaloi took over the interviews. I was able to apply the bag technique. Maam performed wound care with my assistance to a patient with an infected wound. As we were finalizing our interviews and starting to head home the rain came and stopped us from going home, thankfully a jeepney passed by and we hitched a ride. Finally we arrived at school. I planned to rest immediately rest after arriving but to our surprise: the water seeped into our tent. In the evening we had our A.R.F.A. We shared our experiences. After the meeting, we end up sweeping at the quarters of the instructors. Four of us shared one sleeping bag at the quarters of the instructors but we were still able to rest.

May 22, 2013

Unfortunately we were unable to finish our survey, but even though it was a hassle for us, at least we were given the chance to truly know and assess the community. We had to go back to the community and visit the households that we were not able to interview because we did not reach their home or no one was there at that time. This time, we were confident to divide our group because we now have an idea on how it is done. The families as always and again were welcoming. I had a chance to interview a former 8HW wherein we both learned from each other. Then we met up with our other groupmates before lunch. The weather was so hot we were all craving for something cold. I guess Ma'am Valles sensed it, having a kind and generous personality; she treated us with halo-halo which definitely made my day. We went back and made a quick stop at the Menci's residence to clean and assess the infected wound. After doing so, we went to a residence which for me was the furthest but it was worth it. She was friendly but she is alone. We were able to take a bath because the water there was overflowing. Today was rewarding and fun. The only downside is the insect bites.

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May 23, 2013

Finishing our reports became our main focus today. We planned to go back to the community to complete our data but I was tasked to go to La Trinidad to purchase the materials needed for the activity tomorrow: the highlight of our immersion. I woke up with the idea that I will go to the community again. Not long after waking up, I was informed that I would be joining the marketing committee. At around 7 in the morning we arrived at La Trinidad. I took the opportunity and went home to take a bath. After buying the needed materials, we headed back to Basil and we arrived at about 4 pm wherein we saw that our classmates were busy. I checked with my group mates and offered my help. Today was tiring and stressful. I wanted to sleep but I could not because there were a lot of things to be done for the activity on Friday. There was too much work to be done that it was 2 in the morning that we were able to sleep.

May 24, 2013

I woke up at 4 am together with my mates to prepare for the community assembly. I was assigned at the registration for the kids. At about 7 AM we changed into our CHN uniform then we arranged the setting for the activity then 30 minutes later, Kids were starting to come and at the stroke of 8:00 there were already 100+ kids registered. I was able to master an Ibaloi term for asking the name and age. The program started with games and intermissions, and then we proceeded to the hygiene clinic proper. Where in we showed them the proper way to wash hands, brush their teeth and clean their ears, we also washed their hair and cut their nails, I even demonstrated proper brushing and I had fun doing it I handled a group of kids . I was the one who guided them in every station after that games followed. The kids gave their full cooperation throughout the program and I felt that that thing we did was much appreciated. We had to end the program early because of the anticipated rain, we did the aftercare immediately. For me the activity was successful even though there were times that seemed we were not prepared, but in the end of the day we did not only give those materials but also information information vital to them and their family.

May 25, 2013

The week appeared to pass quickly. It seemed that it was only yesterday that we arrived. We woke up late this day compared to the previous days. It seemed that we were all tired from the community assembly; we also knew that today would be our last time to sleep on the tent so we took advantage. We started the day with laughs then it turned to tears. As we were caught violating a house rule, a rule we took so lightly, but we were wrong. No rule should be taken lightly for it was implemented for a purpose. When we faced the instructors, only then did we realize the weight of what we did. Shame and regret filled the room as 6 of us faced our chosen consequence. Setting that aside, we went on with our tasks, we were assigned to clean the stage, I didn't know what happened but we ended up segregating the garbage. It was tiring and naturally dirty. On our last day, team work was visible, although

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there were some who did not help, but majority of us did do something. A bit of disappointment were in me as they thought of this, being our last day sunk in me. It was disappointing because this is the last day that we will be with the community and that our time to bond us a batch has come to its end. I was so caught up with my circle of friends that I did not give myself to know my other batchmates. I am looking forward for the next immersion.

Name: Xaris Zhen Legaspi Bayawa Age: 18 years old Hobbies: reading books, food trips, doing anything related to music watching movies,

Motto: Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

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Unforgettable Experience in the Community: The experience of finally being able to live in the wild and testing my girl scout skills. Also, being able to clean the gut of 7 chickens. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Being one of the few people who did the spot map, I think and helping with the cooking Challenges encountered in community: My patience towards my groupmates was definitely tested. Establishing rapport with the people was a challenge since I didnt know how to speak their language. What did you miss the most: Everything about that place

May 20, 2013

Today was a backbreaking day! But even though the weight of the baggage was pushing down hard on us, we still finished transporting them from the jeepney to the school in a short period of time. Before reaching the place, I expected the place to have a cold atmosphere like that of the highlands but upon reaching the place the warm air greeted us which by then I knew I was wrong. Basil, Tublay was not how I expected it to be, since I pictured it in my mind as a place where there were no concrete walls but it surprised me in a positive way. It was hot and whats challenging was the scar city of water. The humid air plus the sticky feeling brought temptation to take a cool bath or a bath of cool water, but we had no choice but to overcome this temptation. We needed to conserve water for the kitchen use and this is where reality hits me, Life is hard. Throughout the rest of the day, we fixed our things and made preparations for our 5-day stay, such as making the bathroom for bathing and cleaning up the dirty school CR for our use. Most of all, we cooked and ate our own mad, I mean prepared food (which was of course the most enjoyable part). I learned a lot of things today and observed a lot of different attitudes, too; but nevertheless, I still had my patience intact, what I was reminded of today was that even though some may be slacking in their work, always do what is right. Sometimes going against the flow may be good especially if its what should be done. Im really looking forward to the coming days and I hope that well learn a lot of things, lessons, and values as we immerse ourselv es in this community. Today was just the start and tomorrow well be facing the REAL DEAL.

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May 21, 2013

Kring! Kring! The alarm from my cell phone rang loudly; it was 3:30 in the morning. I woke up quickly and proceeded out of our tent and started waking up my co-group mates for todays tasking we were to handle cooking todays breakfast. This day was the start of the real deal as I have previously mentioned in my journal. And it began with the challenging menu for breakfast tortang talong. To cut it short thanks to what they call teamwork we finished it a little bit on time (which means we were still late to finish). The second highlight of my day was the opportunity to take a bath in the creek. It was my second time actually but even though how many times youll bath there it always gives you the best feeling of all. The sad news about it was that it was the last time well be doing it since the creek (without prior knowledge about it) was the main source of the communitys water and also, it held much danger for us. Still, I enjoyed it to the fullest. The third and last highlight of my day was of course, the main event of our activity house to house survey. I wasnt that really nervous about it since we had with us our CI but though some (or mostly) of the interviews I felt useless and dumb because I didnt know how to speak the Ibaloi language when i n fact I was an Ibaloi. I was shy of course but when I already gained my confidence (thanks to my group mates and our palaistoryang CI) I came out of my shell. Being with the community was better than being in the hospital, thats for sure, because compa red to the hospital setting, we were always rushing but when in the community you feel calm and relaxed. Also, your focus is much more on the client since you constantly and spontaneously talk with them. Thank God for this day.

May 22, 2013

It was a good day today. Aside from the bright sunny weather that welcomed us this morning, I was excited (and not nervous) to go back to the community we were assigned in -- Beckol. The only problem I had was that I haven't gone to the CR since yesterday. Due to the scarcity of water, none of us (my groupmates) were able to bath the morning but still it was worth it. Comparing our shy level from yesterday, we were much more confident today, especially that we were all given the chance to conduct our own individual interviews/survey. The people from the community were "as always," welcoming and at least most were very cooperative with us. We were divided into three groups today so the work was much easier. After meeting up with our groupmates, our CI treated us to some halo-halo (thanks Ma'am Valles! :D) then we proceeded to the house of the BHW we visited yesterday to follow-up the cleaning of her sister's infected wound from her CS. Upon finished the work, we looked for a place to eat our lunch which eventually was beside the road, under the heat of the sun, though thanks to the trees, there was a bit of a shade for us. The next and last stop we took was in Bisill, the farthest of the households we were to visit. We reached the place and interviewed the occupants who were siblings, a man and a woman. The woman was so much welcoming and overwhelmed by our visit which made me happy because she did not only allow us to take a bath from their overflowing cool water but she also wanted us to go back to their place again. What I really learned this day was that living a rich and luxurious life may not always be fun or may not always bring you happiness; but living a simple and contented life can mostly bring you true happiness. :) That's all. P.S. I was able to go to the CR that afternoon. Hehe.

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May 23, 2013

Its been a busy day today, not only with the fact that we had to go back to the assigned sitio (Beckol) but because today was the deadline for everything we had to do. From the paper works to the activities we are to conduct, everything was rushed, especially that some last adjustments, additions and subtractions were done. We had to learn from our mistakes the hard way and many lessons were pressed hard on us. Nonetheless, we still stood strong even if the most of us were whining deep inside (due to high expectations of our instructors). Everything has a reason they say, may it be good or ba. One of the hardest things we teenagers and adults need to learn is to stop whining and view things in a positive way, taking everything as an opportunity to grow and mature as an individual. Personally, I am still mastering this (haha!). I learned many lessons, or rather valuable lessons today. First is that dont panic! Dont rush! Just make some fast moves (ninja moves) but always stay calm and think before acting. Secondly, be patient and stay cool. Everyone was rushing and sometimes because of these things we easily get mad unintentionally (most of the time). Thirdly, always brace yourself for expected or unexpected happenings. I pulled out an all-nighter tonight with two of my batchmates because we had to finish our spot map for the whole batch; I had no hard feelings towards my other (some only) batchmates who actually slept the whole night but I just realized that if you dont take the initiative no one will. I really appreciated our instructors that night because without their help, the three of us may have not finished it, of course with the help of few friends too. Most of all, I really thanked the Lord for giving us the wisdom, knowledge, and strength to finish our spot map and for my batchmates who were able to finish tallying. Whew! Aja! Lets do it! :D

May 24, 2013

Ang bilis ng araw! Community Assembly na and our tallying was not yet finished this morning. As I have said in my previous journal, we pulled out an all-nighter to finish our spot map, thank God we did but tallying wasnt yet. Our instructors and we were all nervous of what will happen during the general assembly since everything was rushed. To cut the story short it all went well but of course there were still some flows. I was assigned in the kitchen today and I was so, so tired due to my lack of sleep, thats why, after having our lunch, I slept, together with my friend who also who pulled out an all-nighter. We told each other that we were only going to take a nap but it turned out to be a long nap. Anyway, at least I was able to take a rest even for a short while but I wasnt able to help the others with the aftercare (sorry for that). I just thought that since I was one of the few people who had no sleep in order to finish our batch project, all is fair. (haha :D) The program went well, and thank God the weather was very good too. The kids enjoyed the games and the activities they were engaged in especially in delousing, I think because they were able to experience what it was in the parlor. On the part of the adults, they seemed to have enjoyed the activities too, especially the intermissions where they were taught an action song by Maam Valles and a song (spec ial song) by Junessa C. Angon, which was one of the all the time favorites, the Laylaydek Man-I. Overall, the experience I had with the community was challenging but full of surprises coupled with valuable lessons we could never learn in the urban area. Having grown up there, I was so much overwhelmed with any things by which one is not being able to speak in Ibaloi, but at least, I have learned enough words to speak/pronounce correctly, I was tested many times by the attitudes and behaviors of my batch mates but I thank God for them because I was able to learn patience & self-control. I can say that with the sermons and challenges our instructors imposed on us, I have grown. I have so many things to say about our experience here but to wrap it all up. It was a very wonderful learning experience and now I know, my parents/ our parents were right, not only in some ways but in all ways. Thank God for this activity and for our instructors who cured our imperfections, of course for the community who for the community who welcomed us. :D

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May 25, 2013

Yes! Finally! After 5 days of challenges we can now go home. :D BUT of course we have to finish our after care which is, cleaning the whole school and wrapping up everything. I was assigned in the cleaning of the kitchen but eventually I went to the cooking committee since they were shorthanded. Obviously, everyone was busy cleaning, segregating the trash, waxing the classrooms and fixing their things. At exactly 12:30 pm we finally finished all our work and had our lunch (delicious lunch). After doing the dishes and transporting our things to the jeepneys, we bid our goodbyes and travelled back to our own homes, but before that we proceeded first to BSU. It rained hard that day and even though we were so wet, we still enjoyed every moment we had as a batch. The experience I had during the community immersion was an eye opener. It challenged me not only physically but psychologically, emotionally and spiritually. It was the time where many realizations came flooding in my mind. The imperfections of our batch became evident that whole week and I was discouraged at times but I still am hoping that one day, maybe in the next community immersion, we will be able to deal with each other as truly brothers and sisters. We have been tested and mostly failed but I know that in one way or another we each have learned our own lessons. I have so much to say and pour out but Ill leave it at that. :D Basil, Tublay changed me, not in a big way but in some ways; my perspective, my personality and my attitude towards things. I really thank God for such an experience and if at first I was hesitant to go, now, Im looking forward to the next time well be going back to that place. To God be the glory!

Name: Leny Lyn Hangdaan Bayninan Age: 18 years old Hobbies: reading fictional books Motto: Life isnt about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself.

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Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Hiking for more than one hour going to Bovas, but we found out that we are in the wrong direction, were lost. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I was able to utilize the techniques and different approaches of COPAR to help the community especially the younger ones to get involve on community activities because it is a big help on them. Challenges encountered in community: Language barrier since most people are Ibaloi speaking and Im not fluent enough. Because of this, I felt that there is a gap between us. Furthermore, I was not able to gather more information and speaking of health teaching, it was not rendered well but at least I tried my best to share some information. Within our five day stay, we really had water scarcity so we have to sacrifice it for the big day. What did you miss the most: Despite of the shortages and challenger we had in the community, our five day stay was still memorable. As they say, one simple act means a lot. On my part, I miss the families particularly on Sitio Bongog specially the children wherein they cooperate on the services rendered.

May 20, 2013

Im sure most of my batch mates were excited because today was the said date for us to go to barangay Basil, Tublay for a five-day community immersion. Supposed to be, we will meet at CN by 7:30 am, but it was not followed. And honestly, I also arrived at around 7:45 am. Even though it rained, we still helped each other in arranging and organizing our baggage and other materials in the jeepneys so we could leave earlier. At around 12:30 pm, we have arrived at the said place for our immersion, which is a part of our curriculum. Likewise with what our facilitators said, this place is hotter than La Trinidad because of its low elevation and furthermore, water is scarce in this place. I was thinking if I can survive in this place with these conditions.

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The two groups were now busy in carrying and organizing their materials in their respective areas. And because we have agreed that we will not have our packed lunch, instead we will cook for our lunch, we cooked for lunch while the others cleaned the rooms. After having our lunch, some took their short naps while some looked for other recreational activities to relax themselves. Aside from cooking, we helped in fixing our kitchen. Some also cleaned the CR while some fetched water.

May 21, 2013

Todays really a great day for everyone. Its a challenge for us since we are now going to start our services in every sitio. It was already 8:00 am when we departed from the school. Luckily, our group was assigned to sitio Triple B, which was composed of Bongog, Banao and Bovas. Since it was our first time to arrive at this place, we had to ask questions to the peoplewe met regarding these places. Because of their help, we had reached Bongog and the people there told us that Bovas was the farthest one. Applying our logic, my group decided to go to Bovas first which has only three households and to visit BanaoangBongog later on since it was not that far. While going to Bovas, we saw one household which is a part of Bongog. We decided to have our survey and health education as suggested. Upon assessing their health and environment, we shared some information which can be a help for them. After the services we rendered, the interviewee showed us the way going to Bovas. And so we followed her instructions, we passed by a creek. The problem was there were a lot of possible ways after the creek that we cant decide where the right pathway was. So we just followed a pathway we thought was the right one. While we were on the way, we were astonished because we never saw any houses and we were, at that moment, about to reach the mountain top. Some tried to look for other pathways but didnt find any; instead we found a kaingin area. It was already 10:45 am and we werent able to reach Bovas. It seemed that we were lost so we needed to go back to Bongog so we could at least survey some. After resting for a couple of minutes at the creek, we saw some houses which were part of Bongog. Before we started with the interview, we grouped ourselves into two so that we can be able to interview faster. We went to one household and started surveying and educating them about health as well. At the start of the interview, my companions and I felt that there was a gap between us. We werent able to establish rapport immediately, and so with assessing sinc e theres a barrier in our communication. The informant was speaking in their own dialect but we cant understand. On our part, we were trying hard to use Ilokano as a means of communicating with them, but still it wasnt enough for us to gather some infor mation. But what caught my attention was the condition of this family. Im so much touched because their one -storey house, made up of wood, contains ten members. A lot of them were little children. Looking at their status, you can say that they were not taken care of so much. They were not well-groomed because according to them, their parents are preoccupied with their work to earn for a living. How I wish I could lend help to them. Im just thinking how blessed we are compared to them. But at least we have done our part. We deloused them and gave pieces of advice regarding hygiene. If in the morning, we were very tired, now in the afternoon, its full of excitement. Every household that we have encountered have different personalities. Some had interest and were willing to interact with us. Because of this, we were able to establish rapport with them, and at the same time, gain trust. Nail clipping, health teaching, and even delousing were some of the services we rendered. At the end of the day, I did not expect that we will bring bananas and mangoes at school.

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May 22, 2013

Even though the weather was not good, Im still happy since I have acquired some values and learning from the different households we have visited today. Truly, knowledge cannot only be gained in the academe, but also outside the school, like in the community. We started our home visitation early in the morning so that we could finish it within this day so that the following day well only be tallying and collating. After visiting one household in Banao, we were divided into two. One will go to sitio Bovas and the other will continue surveying the places or houses in Bongog which were not visited yesterday. Since we were assigned to continue surveying in Bongog, we then immediately started interviewing. Upon entering the first house, we thought that the mother will not welcome and accommodate us since her face was not good, it seemed like she was angry. But we were wrong because when we have established rapport, we easily caught her attention and her face turned into a smiling face. From that, we were able to know some of her background, and about some bad memories. We felt sorry about what happened to her family, but at least we have shared pieces of advice. Furthermore, she was so kind, and when we were about to leave the house, I didnt expect that she was going to share us bundles of banana and were thankful about it. After this, we visited the other houses that were not surveyed, but still, we didnt find any people because most of them already went to work. We decided to rest for a while, and after a couple of minutes, we saw an old mother who was about to fetch water from the spring. Without hesitation, we then helped her. While we were at the spring, we also saw an old lady taking a bath. We tried to interact with her, but we found out that she was deaf, and that shes also an owner of a makeshift house. This was really a challenge for us on how to gain information and do our assessment on her. Yes, non-verbal can do, but the problem was, Im not good at it. But Im still thankful because we were able to gather some data with the help of her neighbor. With regard to values, I learned that kindness is a language that the deaf can hear. We should not underestimate the power of touch, smile, and simple acts of showing care. Who knows, through these simple things, you can change their lives. Thats why, instead of eating the bananas that were offered to us earlier, we gave it to her and she was so happy. In the afternoon, we were able to interview some. We also rendered delousing, hand washing, bathing, as well as nail clipping to some children.

May 23, 2013

As for today, no more surveying was done since we have finished it already yesterday. So what I thought for today is that it wo uld be a rest day for our bodies from hiking for the last two days. But it wasnt that way. Our bodies rested, however our minds were adventuring in the places we have visited. In the survey tool, the questionnaires were already prepared but you need also to observe. Our activities for today were a challenge in our part. We needed to tally and collate the information we gathered. Same with our spot map, we should be finished doing it before 12:00 nn. After our breakfast, we had to restart tallying because what we did last night was wrong. We have merged the three sitios which were supposed to be separated. So that it would be easier, we distributed the task others will do the spot map and some will do the tallying. Its nearly 12:00 nn, and most of us wont be able to finish it on time. It took us a long time to finish tallying all the information about the sitios assigned to us, same as with the spot map.

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We finished collating for our group but it was already late. But still, some of the other groups were not yet finished so we helped them. After helping, we prepared early for dinner since we also had to prepare the things we need for the BIG DAY which is tomorrow. We then had our group meeting and I was assigned in the Hygiene Clinic, particularly nail clipping. So all of us who were assigned in the Hygiene Clinic prepared the things we need. Also, we packed gifts. In addition to that, I also prayed that the program would end successfully.

May 24, 2013

Today was the most awaited day for us in our five-day stay here in barangay Basil, Tublay. It was a community gathering wherein we will be having programs which include activities that have something to do with health promotion and disease prevention health teaching is one; nail clipping, delousing, hand washing, and tooth brushing are some. But before this program started, all of us have done our part to contribute on the success of the program. Its around 2:30 am when we woke up to continue the work we have started just last night, such as the visual aids on the data we have gathered. We may have had a short nap, but still we have to do this for the community. Because of time constraint, all of us did not take a bath. We really needed to sacrifice, aside from the reason that water is scarce at Basil. Its nearly 8:00 am and still some are not yet finished working. It made me feel so nervous. This made us then very busy at that time. Time check, its already 8:00 am. Some children have already arrived so we entertaine d them while we waited for the others. The watchers enjoyed the games that were introduced especially the game that was introduced by Sir Gil. There were also action songs and intermissions before the start of the Hygiene Clinic. While they had their snack, they were divided into groups for the different categories of the Hygiene Clinic. In our area, we enjoyed nail clipping while we rendered them teachings about the importance of a healthy lifestyle. What caught more of my attention was the little boy on whom we have performed delousing, bathing, proper hand washing and nail clipping during our visit at their home. In fairness, he is now well-groomed. The fact that his mother had already passed away and that his father is busy in their gardens, and their house is far from the school, he still had the eagerness to join the activity. Aside from nail clipping, I also joined the delousing team because I also wanted and I enjoy doing this. Moreover, many children were willing to be deloused and their team consists of only four members so I decided to help them. We were tasked to present the spot map of our area to the adults but I wasnt able to do so. After lunch time, we then continued our activities the games, intermissions, and distribution of gifts. The program was now over, and I am so grateful because it really went successful despite the short preparation time. We have done our after care and its now time for us to rest. As for my five-day stay here in barangay Basil, Tublay, I really enjoyed it. I have gained a lot of values and learning despite the short stay here. I also observed that the people here are very hospitable, generous, and kind. May God pour abundant blessings on them.

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Whew! Finally, we were now going to leave Basil, Tublay. Most of us were excited to go home for some reasons that we miss something there in our place our hobby is one; and even our families as well. It was just a short stay but I learned a lot. It gave me inspirations to move on. Were saying that we came f rom a poor family, but on the other side of the coin, still there are those families who are poorer than us. So, how blessed we are, that at our age we still go to school while for them, they needed to stop because their parents cannot afford to send them to school. So for us who are supported by our families in our studies, we should not take it for granted. Let us also bear in mind their sacrifices just to be able to send us in school. With regard to values, I learned also that wherever you go, we should carry our discipline. They say that discipline starts in our home. So its expected that in the outside world, we know how to discipline ourselves. Aside from disciplining yourself, you should build your confidence. If you dont have the confidence to fac e any situation, then you wont be able to survive. It is important for us to boost our confidence because for example if you get lost in a strange place and youre shy to ask questions, then you will be hard up in going home. Likewise with this community immersion, most of us dont know this place yet we were able to do our home visitation since we are confident enough to ask questions to the people there. But above all, faith is the most important. If you let God rule your life wherever you go, you will b e safe with the presence of our Almighty God. Dont always hesitate to pray, because prayer changes things. So early morning this day, we all had our after care in all the rooms, the comfort rooms, and even the surroundings. After lunch, we all prepared our baggage and other things used, and then we fixed them in the jeepney. At about 3:00 pm, we have departed from the said place. Even though it was just a one-week stay, this place would be so memorable to me.

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Name: Krisha Baguling Belmoro Age: 18 years old Hobbies: singing, watching Motto: Always be thankful to the Lord. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: almost two hours na hiking sa Pangablan, enjoyable lalo na nung last day na pumunta kami sa Pangablan. Kahit na nahiwalay ako sa friends ko eh nagbigay daan iyon para makilala ko pa ng husto yung mga kagroup ko. Masaya lalo na nung big day kahit na diretsong puyat at pagod, nawala iyon nung makita ko ung mga bata na masaya at nagustuhan ung food. Thanks to God kasi ginabayan niya ang group Pangablan sa hiking at sa 1 week na stay natin sa community. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: surveying collection and data

Challenges encountered in community: kawalan ng tubig at yung pag-hike papunta sa Pangablan What did you miss the most: Enjoy yung sa implementation nung mga gagawin sa big day, nakakamiss yung pag house to house na nakakatulong ka sa mga taga doon kahit sa maliit na paraan, nakakamiss yung mga bata na napapasaya mo sila.

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May 20, 2013

Today was the day we are going to Basil, Tublay to have our community immersion. While going to school I feel nervous, always thinking if I have put all the things the things I needed for our stay in the community, if I have completed the paraphernalia in my ob bag. When we were already seated on our seats I start wonder how the place looks like and how are the people there. When we arrived at the school we helped each other to carry our things to the stage. After that we cleaned the rooms when we are going to sleep and stay. Lunch is nearly approaching and our group is hungry while the other groups have eaten the packed lunch but at least around 2pm we had our lunch. When I had unpacked some of my things, I had found out that I left my stethoscope and my blood pressure cuff. In the afternoon after our lunch I helped the other group in their task in cleaning the comfort rooms by carrying a pail of water for them to use. In the evening we ate our dinner. One of our viand is laing, for me it has a good taste. I like its spiciness too. After that we fixed the linens we are going to sleep. I thank God for guiding us here in Basil.

May 21, 2013

This day is a very tiring day. Early in the morning, my friend woke me up so we could take a bath and prepare ourselves and thanks for our house to house survey. At 8am in the morning, we started to walk on the road going to our respected places. While walking we ask some of the residents the right way to sitio Pangablan. We did not expected that the path going there was really up and down, some are slippery, some that is steep and hanging bridge was a little scary. Along the way I was separated to my group mates because the one in front of me was so fast and those behind me were a little bit tires so they rested and walked slowly. So I just trusted my instinct and I just continued to walk after how many meters of walking alone I found some of them. In the first house where we went were very happy because there so hospitable, they offered drinks. At first it is hard to establish report but we were thankful because our instructors were with us to help us. After that we hiked again to look for houses but most of it was vacant.

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One incident that I cannot forget is when we were at a 5 houses that were built beside each other, the old women was dwelling nice with us but sadly she doesnt want to interviewed and also to take her BP. After eating our packed lunch we hiked again to look for houses. At around 2pm the rain drops started to pour down. Still we continue to walk. We stopped walking when the rain was hard and when it was soft we walk up and meet our group mates at the church. In order for us to go back to Basil, we rode a taxi going to Alno then to Cruz and then to Basil. Even though I was tired this day, I enjoyed walking the road, hiking at the steep way to go and assessed the people there in Pangablan. And we were also happy because the people were nice to us and they also offered their homes where we can have a seat.

May 22, 2013

Still its a very tiring day, yesterday we have a deal that we will woke up early so that at 6am we will start to walk so that we could arrived at the area not that hot. But the plan was not followed because we were all tired yesterday and we didnt wake up early. We walked at the short cut way to arrived at Bongog fa st. We went to the houses that were vacant yesterday. Unfortunately some houses were vacant because the occupant went at the garden. Before lunch we went to the farthest house of Pangablan. There we saw those 3 kids that have many lice on their heads so we decide to delouse them. I saw in their faces that they were happy of what we did. While delousing one of our group mates interview their father. Lunch was nearly approaching and our group mates asked permission if we could eat with them. The family shared their food to us and we did also. After that we had a little chit chat. When we saw that the sky looked gloomy we decide to go and look for the other houses that not yet done. Before we go, they gave us some bananas and plastic bag full of beans. When the rain started to pour we stayed under the waiting shed when we saw a spring we decided to take a bath. After we are all done bathing we decided to go back to Basil. But along the way the houses that are vacant in the morning was now occupied so we decided to interview them so that we could also add them on our survey. At 4pm, while walking, we had a conversation if we will continue to walk or to take a ride. After receiving the message that is up to us if we will walked or ride. Since the surrounding is getting dark and foggy we decided to have ride. So we walked up back to the waiting shed to wait for the taxi. When we arrived to Basil elementary school our instructors were standing waiting for us. They were really worried because we didnt answer their calls and also it is because it was silent. Our group ate dinner late so we said that we were sorry for what had happened. Yet, it is a tiring day I enjoyed and I want to go back to the farthest house because I think they need us. This day I learned that if ever we make a decision for our group we should thank that people who were waiting for us in order for them not to be so much worried.

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May 23, 2013

I want to woke up a little bit late this morning because I really feel tired and I want my mind and body to have rest, unfortunately at around 5:50am our room mates were already up and a little bit noisy so I was disturbed and I cant get back to my sleep. This day we did not get back to Pangablan because it is really far away. So what we did is we continued our tallying of what we have surveyed. We also went to the well to take bath and after that we fetch a pail of water to be used in washing the dishes. Then some of my group mates made visual aids for the big day tomorrow. Then I helped the others to make substitute test tubes rack out of cartoons. Then we fold and cut some cartolinas the will be use as a name tag for the kids and also for us. In the evening I was at the kitchen. I helped the other grouped to cook our food for dinner. When we saw that everyone in our room are busy, we brought the food on the stage and we had our dinner so that we could finish our work. After dinner, our group and other were gathered at the middle room with our instructors talk us about our groupings for the big day. I was a part of the kitchen group. Some of my friends are on the hygiene clinic and health teaching. After that conversation we met with us our own groups. When we were at the kitchen we divided ourselves among the food to be cooked. In order for us to finish slicing the carrots and beans we helped each other. Also maam Catapang said that we should already to be slept before midnight so that tomorrow we will not look so very tired. Our works is easily done if we helped each other and also if we loved the work we are doing.

May 24, 2013

Hurray! Its the big day. A very busy and tiring day and yet we enjoyed this day. Around 4am I woke up then to go straight to the kitchen to help them prepare the ingredients and utensils to use in preparing and cooking for the food. After that my friends and I in our works, we went to the house of our friends cousin. It is there where we took our bath. After we had worn our uniform we went again to the kitchen and helped the group in preparing the agar agar. Next is the pancit we soaked it on a basin so that it will be soft and easily to be cooked when it was 10am we helped them served the agar agar. After that we removed the shell of the boiled egg and mash it then mixed it with mayonnaise. Then spread it to the bread then sliced it to halfs, nearly lunch we prepared the pancit and the egg sandwich for the kids we put it

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on a paper plate in small amount because some of the children may not eat all what serve with especially also that there prize are candies and cookies that they may be full. To the parents we put it on trays, and we put much on their plates. After lunch my friends and I joined the games of the kids, we had paper dance and trip to Jerusalem and as being brothers and sisters, we served as the sits. Even if we didnt won with my partner I enjoyed much. In the afternoon before the program ends. We served the champorado at the church and then to the kids. After that the hygiene clinic groups gave gives away like suyod, toothbrush and nail clippers for them to use. Then before the kids went home we had a picture taking with them. Before the rain started to pour down, we helped each other clean the things we used. I really enjoyed this day that even the kids and I cant understand each others dialect, we did lik e understand each other base on our non-verbal expression. I am thankful to God because this day for me is a good start for having our community immersion.

May 25, 2013

Alas! Were going home now and Im so excited. Early in the morning, one of my group mates wake me up early so that we can fetch water and wash the dishes. After that I went back to the room to fix my things and to bring it out to the room. Then I went back to the kitchen to help my friends in cooking, while waiting for our group task. After how many minutes, my friends called me so that we can start cleaning the room that was assigned to us. We swept the floor, applied wax then scrubbed it to make it shiny. Then we fixed the chairs and tables of the rooms but unfortunately we cant remember the original places of the things so we just trust our instincts in fixing it. After that we had our breakfast. While waiting for our lunch we put our things inside so that the food will be placed at the stage. In the afternoon we carried our things to the jeep. We fixed it so that it will be fitted and arranged. We had too much food so we left it there so that it wont be a waste. When we are in way to La Trinidad, my group mates was asleep because they was so tired, while me I just gaze upon the view of the mountainous Tublay. When we were at Shilan the rain poured out heavily. When we were at the school campus, we packed our things near the admin building. This day I want to have plenty of sleep. But today I had observed that after the immersion some still are not so sensitive. But this week I learned to be more sensitive to others need, time management, be more responsible to the task that was assigned to us, and also that life is really hard if we dont have water. Most of all I enjoyed my story in Basil, Tublay.

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Name: Claire Bad-e Cabbigat Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Playing instruments, singing Motto: Dreaming high with action can lead you to success. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Going to each house of every family; after surveying, they gave us bananas and mangoes and I appreciated their kind heart and hospitability. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: My most valuable contribution to COPAR is that I shared my knowledge about promoting health to the people especially the far flung areas. I shared the joy of helping others through simple things like cutting the nails of the children to prevent transfer of bacteria to go to the foods they eat, proper hand washing before and after touches a thing and also delousing children and I saw that they are very thankful of having us in their community. Challenges encountered in community: Conserving water is one of the most challenging of all especially that its summer and we really need to take a bath every morning .But then because of scanty water we learned a lot that water is really a main source of everything so we need to conserve. Also, the houses are very far from each other and its really hard to go there especially that it sometimes rain so hard and the way is slippery. What did you miss the most: I miss most the people of the barangay we are tasked to. They are so hospitable. First impression of them is that they are not nice, that they are snobbers but our first impression has been broken when they invited us to come inside their houses and they even gave us bananas and some mangoes. It was really a happy experience. We also got lost on our way but
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then it is the most enjoyful thing that all of us shared the laughter and we feel our tiredness being vanished as we laugh and laugh going down the mountain. In addition, the children are very nice to us; I also enjoyed serving the people in simple ways like shampooing them and delousing them and sharing stories to them.
May 20, 2013
Dear diary, Im so glad that weve made it to reach this place. When we arrived here in Basil, Tublay, Benguet I saw a little girl smiling at me and I also smiled back at her. I felt the ease of tiredness. Its really good to go to a place like this, far away, even though at first the mood is very int ense because we have been scolded but then its not a reason for us to be gloomy all the time. And at this time Ive enjoyed singing with my classmates and this is the first time Ive sang with them. And before that, in the morning at least, we helped each other carry baggages of all type and I know that we are welcomed by the people in this community and in this elementary school. I enjoyed the view and the sounds of the birds and all the insects in this place. Its really hard not to have sufficient water , but this is life! Everything will not be granted. Though I feel like Im home in this place, I also miss my family and everything what Ill learn in this place will be applied in myself and in my home. Hoping for this community immersion or to be successful and hoping that the community people will learn many things from us.

May 21, 2013

Dear diary, This day, I felt nervous because we dont know what to do especially that its our first time to go to a place wherein we dont know how to communicate but then in the middle we gained confidence to talk to them eventhough its hard not to know their dialects. I enjoyed talking to children and their parents, at first, we dont know where to go, which way we need to walk to reach that place. Were lost! We climb the mountains in which in return, there were no houses! We only laughed because we were so weary going up in a place where there are no people. We asked for directions but still we dont know where to go. Until we decided to stop over a creek, we had our own snack while listening to the loud sound of nature. We continued our journey, at least we met people and we went to their houses, we now gained confidence to talk and give health teachings to every family. We performed delousing and nail cutting to e very children and its so great that they accepted our service. After that, we were really happy because they gave us lots of bananas and mangoes. The rain poured so strong and I was shocked that the lightning was so strong, I have fear of lightning but I stayed strong. We were strained in a house where the head of the family is very funny, we spent the time talking and laughing with them. Even though they have a special child who is epileptic, they dont have sad face because they dont consider it as a hindrance to continue life.

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May 22, 2013

Dear diary, It was second day to survey houses again in the sitio of Bongog, Banao and Bovas, smile painted on my face and I was excited again to walk a thousand steps from Basil. (Sigh) At first I was really tired to walk specially that it was too far but then I see smiles from the people so I was really inspired again to have a service to people. Then, I got nervous because my classmates said that Sir Gil and Maam Maureen will accompany us to go every house. Honestly, I dont what to do if CIs are there but then I said to myself that be yourself. I know in myself that I am shy especially when it comes to performance but when Im with my friends then I am not shy. I just do what I know, when we are in a house, I tried to get the baby and carry him like what I did to my cousins when I was a child. I am their caretaker so Im very kind to children. Our CI dec ided divided us into 2 sitios and they went with our group mates, at least, one of my group mates knows how to speak Ibaloi. We spent minutes just to ask and explain something to the family and it turned out great, they appreciated our visitation though some of the houses were closed and sometimes they dont want to be interviewed. We waited hours to wait for them. When we are waiting on a house, we saw an elder trying to fetch water on a spring and because we kindhearted we helped her and we saw the smile on her face. It was really a big help to us eventhough were tired walking around. After that, we tried to ask for help and she said that there are no houses on that part anymore. While heading back to Bongog we heard laughers of children and went down to try delousing them but they dont want so we were disappointed and while waiting again for houses to be opened we spent our lunch at the house of the Midwife and they welcomed us after that we were happy because at least we deloused some kids.. Thank God because they were kind-hearted and we went home safe and sound.

May 23, 2013

Dear dairy, This day, I was really anxious, I dont know why. Everyone is busy and Im not used to work slowly. I wanted to do the work fast but then my body is weak and I cant h elp being tired so even in the morning I really felt sleepy specially because the weather contributes to it. We did the tallying. It was a hectic day and I didnt really enjoy this day. I want to go home but then I remembered that tomorrow is the big day so I smiled again and smiled because everyone is hilarious in a way that everyone is panicking about the big day. After lunch, I also helped my group mates in doing tasks and I learned, always learned that be on time. I thank God that my day became joyful; He made a way so that I will not end this day in a bad mood. We cooked dinner with my group mates and friends and they are the ones who are on Gods way to excise all negative moods inside me. Really! Collating was really a hard task to do because every paper of a family will be tallied on a paper so itll be really tiring. Until the night, we tried so hard to be awake just to prepare everything for the big day but then we cannot be help that our body will surrender due to tiredness so I decided to sleep and rest and rest until it turns morning again. God is the mighty and powerful one that in times of problems, He is always there to guide and everyone of use here in the community! Todah!

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May 24, 2013

Dear Diary, Wow! This is really it! Nervousness and excitement were the feelings inside my heart! I cant explain the things that I want to say because this day came. But then, we cant help that in every situation, there is a problem. We rushed things and that was not suppose to happen because we had all the time yesterday. Rushing things was not really a good idea because it destroys everything. God provided everything just for this assembly to be successful because God knows that it is for the people. Im happy that in every situation he always gives me p atience and I always thank Him for everything He has given me. Everyone became really nervous on what to do but at the start of the program our self-confidence was boosted so it started really awesome and I enjoyed a lot of things especially seeing many kids coming here in Basil Elementary School and I didnt really expect that many kids would come because its too far. I smiled so wide when I saw the children from Bongog came and they participated in many activities. I also enjoyed delousing and shampooing kids and it was really a tiring job but I saw joy on their faces so I didnt mind the pain on my shoulders and the tiredness I felt. I have a lot to say but a simple smile from me explains a lot from what I feel inside. Im very lucky to experience this day and all the things (the simple things) to serve and take care of people and all the needy. God really plans everything from the start and I cant explain how I am really blessed to see things, it maybe simple but meaningful. I remembered what my parents always say that study hard because it is what we will give to you as your parents so it came back again to my mind that I was really blessed because God always provide everything for us to finish college.

May 25, 2013

Dear diary, It was the last day of our immersion! Im happy that we accompanied many things for the community. It was indeed a great experience because it is only this immersion that I experienced 1 week staying on an unknown and unfamiliar community. We woke up a little bit late, after that we are tasked to clean the whole elementary school and its very enjoyable to clean the kitchen with my friends, accomplishing something for the students and all the people studying in that place. Being part of the Benguet State University College of Nursing was a big dream of mine, though I really didnt want to go to the immersion because Im not used to stay in a place far away with my family but I am still happy that when we departed from Basil, Tublay I felt the loneliness because I really wan t to care for the children and elderly in Sitio Bongog, I prayed for them to continue their life even though its really hard to go to that place, and it was really nostalgic like it was really my own homeplace. The smiles of the children as we said goodbye touches my heart. Before going home, I realized something; we did really help each other give color again for that community. I smiled a bit when that voice of sir Gil came into my mind scolding us because we are very insensitive enough when we didnt help each other doing task like cooking and when we were scolded because we used the

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Name: Joyce Capiral Age: 18 years old

Dianne

Tamayo

Hobbies: Singing, writing poems

scrapbooking,

Motto: Be a lotus; beauty catches the attention but character catches the heart. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Every household we went is unforgettable but there is one place that places a mark in my memory lane. It was the house of Lolo Ignacio who is a post-stroke patient. Everytime we went there and say goodbye, he always cries. It was heartbreaking to see him cry but very rewarding because I know those are tears of joy. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I understand Ibaloi a bit thats why I always work as the writer of the group and I speak Kankanaey and I speak with the community people too. I also love playing with children which made it easier for me to talk to them. Challenges encountered in community: First and the most challenging??? WATER it made us angry, it made us happy, it made us itchy.. We find it hard to find and have water

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available for bathing and washing. Special thanks to the spring, creek and rain water we survived. What did you miss the most: Kadwaan dak man! Enta ag isbu J , agtudtudon entayun agsakdo conversations we always say we always hear in the community. I miss the bonding in the community. The bonding of the batch during tasks especially the late night paper works and the time we were searching for the houses. The bonding with the children makes me want to go back every time I remember particularly when we play with them. The lit in their faces when they smile erased our weariness and frustrations.

May 20, 2013

What do people feel on immersions like this??? Excitement and anxiety, hmn! I guess that is very normal; well for me, even up to this time the idea of being immersed here in the community did not yet sink in. I felt so tired carrying bags and we didnt have enough water to be used which made me miss home more. I am happy because I know that here in the community I will learn not just things I do not know but things I thought I already knew. This opportunity comes only once in a sophomores life thus I have to enjoy this and make it productive. There is no perfect timing as they say so we need to stretch out our resources to patch up all the constraints we have. I guess this day is successful. Weve managed to overcome space co nstraint while riding the jeepney. Weve overcome carrying over numbered luggage and wash dishes with minimum amount of water. Life in the community is really that difficult but as to what I can see the people here do not see it that way because they have camaraderie and they always lend a helping hand. Being a community nurse takes a lot of patience and resourcefulness.

May 21, 2013

You will see how lucky you are when you encounter people that are more unfortunate than you. This is the thing that I have realized today. We sometimes mumble on the things that we dont have yet other people got nothing. We woke up very early in order to prepare but it comes out were the last to leave because we have to wait for our companions. Our group was assigned at Sitio Shontog and Pakshal. Shontog is an Ibaloi term which means mountain and it is really mountainous there. We have to hike to reach the houses but the houses are really far from each other. Each house that we went have different stories but the one that really remained was when we visited a house which is a post-stroke patient. We got their temperature, RR and PR, we also heard that he has murmurs in his lungs. Before we leave, we talked to him and he even cried saying goodbye to us. Fortunately this day, at least weve done our jobs and were not bitten by dogs.

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May 22, 2013

This day we left the school very early without even eating our breakfast in order to catch up with clients in their houses because according to our informants, they leave very early to go to their gardens. We went to the house where some of my groupmates were horrored yesterday and we found out that she is neither paralyzed nor mentally ill, but she is blind due to cataract. I feel very sorry for her because she was being locked in their house whenever her family went to work in their garden. After checking her up, she offered us mangoes found in her backyard and we got a lot. We went to Pacshal, another Sitio assigned to us but we got frustrated because we got stinky and yet there is no one to interview then we slept on a big rock. After that we already went back to school to eat our breakfast. Then we went back to Pacshal to continue the survey. We got home very late because we want to finish our work already. When we reached home we ate, had out post conference, then we slept.

May 23, 2013

This day we also left very early but now we learned our lesson. We packed our breakfast and other clothes for us to take a bath on the spring that we saw the other day. We went to interview the hou seholds that we didnt finish in Shontog then went directly to Pacshal. It was a long, muddy and stinky way to reach the last house at Pacshal. There was an old lady living there and she had a visitor. This visitor saw the red marks in our hands and told us that it is their belief that when you have like those someone we cant see touched our arms. We felt so afraid. After that we went back to Shontog to bring the clothes to Lolo Ignacio and Lola Vestra. When we reached inside Lolos house, we gave him the medicines and jackets and he cried again. I went out the house because I also felt like crying. After that we are about to go home when one of his sons asked if we want jackfruit. After giving us jackfruit, when we are about to leave, they chased us and gave us a brunch of bananas. Then we went to Lola Vestras house and they gave us mangoes again. We went to the spring to take a bath then went home. We made the tally of our survey, ate our lunch and prepare for the program tomorrow. While we are fixing the clothes that will be given, one of our groupmates said, Awan adi daytoy puyat tayo nga daytoy no icompare mo idiyay sacrifice ti community nga inpausar da diyay danum kenya tayo. Then I realized, Wen inya, ag -ited da paylang piman ti prutas uray awanan da. We slept at 2:30 am.

May 24, 2013

Wooh! This is the day, this is really it. This is the day for our community assembly; we were assigned in the hygiene clinic as nail clippers. First thing in the morning, we went to fix the prices for the games and we even prepared the venue. It was just 7:30 in the morning that we started fixing ourselves and the program starts at 8 am. We did our things as fast as we could and went to the school entrance and waited for the kids there. I was surprised that there were many kids that came. I dont know but emotions were over flowing this day. All I know is that I enjoyed a lot and even though Im very tired. The faces of the children lighten out our day. There were misunderstandings but I know those are just little stones and we can step on them.

May 25, 2013

And here comes the departure day! The last day of our community immersion. I feel great thinking that I

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would go home and sleep in my bed, take a bath as much as I want, sleep and dream as much as I want but after cleaning and segregating those horrible trashes of ours, I feel bad about leaving. It is very heartbreaking to leave the community people without even helping or giving them anything only knowledge. Activities during day 6 are really easy compared to the other activities during the past days but we worked with heavy heart knowing what would happen to our groupmates who broke some house rules. We know they did wrong but thinking of the result, it is really hard to accept, While traveling home I closed my eyes and realization came flashing back. I mumble when I dont have enough yet people there dont have any. I realized how difficult it is to earn a living. I realized that it is really hard to be "basureo/basurera" when we segregated a mountain of trash. After those realization I fell asleep and I only woke up when were already in Cruz.

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Name: Shiralyn Taganap Casta Age: 18 years old Hobbies: watching movies friends and family with

Motto: Vision without action is a daydream and action without vision is a nightmare. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: During the immersion, my unforgettable experience is when I and my groupmates have house to house visit. That visitation was very scary and in the end, it was full of laughter. I learned and that happening made change in my life. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: We prepared and served food for the community people Challenges encountered in community: Doing the house to house survey, asking the monthly income and family planning, water shortage What did you miss the most: The people in the community

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May 20, 2013

Finally the big day has arrived, when I woke up in the morning I felt so excited and also nervous. I think my colleagues also felt the same. This morning we met at the school campus. As I arrived there, everyone was so busy completing their things, putting plastics on their bags to prevent it from getting wet. Then we counted off to check if everybody was present. While we were on our trip to Basil, I felt very dizzy because of the zigzag road and also nauseated. I felt very uncomfortable at that moment. After some time we finally arrived at Basil, Tublay, Benguet, a good place which has a very nice view. After we arrived, we put down all our things, helped each other bring all the baggage to the school. Also, we started cleaning the rooms that were going to be used. After doing the cleaning, I felt hungry so I ate my baon with my classmates and chatted with them. Then, we rested for a while; some took their nap while some also played cards. I chose to play scrabble, which was fun. However, it would have been more exciting if there was a corresponding punishment for players who will lose the game. But all in all, it was a very enjoyable game. Time travelled so fast. It was already late afternoon. After resting and playing, we helped fetch water to clean the comfort room. After cleaning, I joined the jamming session of my classmates where different songs were sung. Some were in good tunes, while some were not, but at least everybody did really have a good time. When it was already dark, we cleaned ourselves and again helped fetch water. We ate a special dinner prepared by our classmates and the day ended with a good nights sleep.

May 21, 2013

It was already 4 oclock when I woke up in the morning. It was so cold and I still felt sleepy. This morning our group was assigned to cook our breakfast. After preparing the meal, we went down to the creek. It was a good experience, on the way I had tried walking on a hanging bridge, it was so scary I felt like falling. My classmates and I then went down a slippery road towards the creek and took a bath; also we washed our wet undergarments. Bathing in the creek with my classmates was really awkward because we needed to remove our clothing and expose our bodies. After, on the way towards the school we found it very difficult to go up unlike when we went down. It was very tiring and after some time we finally reached the school. Then we ate our breakfast together and prepared to visit the community. In the community, our group was assigned to Sitio Shontog/Pakshal. The first house we visited was very welcoming, as we easily established rapport with them and they answered all our questions in a nice way. While we were interviewing Mr. Ignacio, my other groupmates and our CI assisted his father, a post stroke patient and he is also experiencing pneumonia. After the assessment, Health teachings were given and some information about health was also shared. In addition, Maam Rose gave Mr. Igancio some roselle to be boiled to be given to his sick father. Before we left the house, they gave us bananas and thanked us for the things we have done for them. It was very touching when the father of Mr. Ignacio cried while we were leaving. The other houses we visited were also very welcoming. Visiting community houses was fun, but there was one thing I cant forget, that is when we separated to interview to finish our work faster. It was at lola Betras house where we had a scary experience. When we w ent to the house and looked if there were people staying, no one answered when we went in; Hariet then looked in to the window. Hariets face was pale in color and looked so shocked and she turned her back. We were all frightened at her reaction, so we ran and ran until there could be no possible way out. No one wanted to stay behind or even look back. Then after we rested for a while, we again went back and checked the old lady. While Hariet talked to the old lady, we were again frightened by the way the old lady talked so for the second time, we ran and ran again until we reached the way out. After relating everything that happened to our groupmates, it just made them laugh. Inquiring

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about the old lady, some people living in the community told me that she was sick, bedridden and lived alone in her house. We felt so guilty that we decided to go back tomorrow to visit her again and try to help her on her problems. We reached the school at 4 oclock in the afternoon and helped fetch water because it was raini ng so hard. We filled all the drums and other water container and because we were already wet, we took a bath after which we ate dinner and had a post conference. We talked about our experiences during the visit, good, bad, or kakaibang karanasan and it was ended with a prayer by Maam Valles. After, we had a good sleep.

May 22, 2013

In this day, I woke up early because my groupmates and I planned to visit again Lola Bestra. We departed from the school at 6 in the morning. We walked about 15-20 minutes to reach her house. When we were there and saw her condition, I felt very guilty about what we did yesterday. Lola Bestra was suffering from cataract; she can't walk alone because she can't see. Her manugang is the one who is taking care of her. As we continued having conversation, we found out that she once worked in a charcoal factory at Pangasinan and went home to Basil, Tublay when she had an illness. After which, we took her blood pressure and assessed her condition. Before we left she offered us apple mangoes from her backyard. Then we went to the spring and took a bath and ate our snacks. Then we separated to finish surveying Sitio Shontog. We went home to school at 11 am and we ate our lunch and took some rest and wrote our daily journal for the second day. At 3 pm we went again to continue our survey at Sitio Pacshal. The houses at Sitio Pacshal are really far from one another and it was difficult to go up and down the mountain. When it was already 7 pm we hurried and went home and decided to continue to survey tomorrow. We arrived at the school at 8 pm and ate our dinner. After that, we again had a post conference and had a good night's sleep.

May 23, 2013

It was the fourth day of community immersion and the third day of surveying. I and my groupmates went to Pacshal early in the morning to complete our surveys to the different houses. We went to three houses and also revisited Lolo Sergio and Nana Bestra and gave them wagwag clothes. We gave Lolo Sergio medicines for his pneumonia, he was very happy that he visited him again and before we left, he cried again and thanked us a lot, and his son gave us langka. Nana Bestra also was very happy and thanked us very much. I was very glad that we came here and helped the community. After we went to the spring and ate our our baon and at the same time took a bath. The water was so refreshing, it really felt good. After, we went home to school, I felt very tired and dizzy. I took some sleep and woke up at 5pm. Then I helped my groupmates in tallying our surveys. After doing some paperworks we had a general assembly for the big event tomorrow. Our CIs grouped us into three groups, kitchen adults and kids. After the general assembly, they gave us the chance to have our meeting with our groupmates regarding our plans for tomorrow. While we are meeting Maam Catapang came and shared some information in cooking pancit, champorado and the preparation for the agar and the spread for the sandwiches. Then we started preparing the ingredients for the pancit. After that, some of us took our sleep including me to have energy for tomorrows big event.

May 24, 2013

I woke up at 3 oclock AM to help prepare for the event. We first washed dishes and sliced carrots for the pancit. After we went to the house of Jamaimas cousin to take a bath. When were there they offered ud coffee, they are very kind to us. They also let me borrow pants when I accidentally dropped my pants and got wet. After bathing

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we went to school again and started working on the kitchen, we fetched water, done the dishwashing and preparations of foods. It was fun working with my classmates, we had a lot of laugh and chat and finished cooking on time. On lunch we served foods to the kids and the adults. After lunch we joined the childrens group and played games with children, I met again this cute child named Mary Joy from Pacshal. Im very glad that she came and had fun with us. The first game I played was the newspaper dance and my partner was Mary Joy. We had reach until the final round but unfortunately we lost. The next game was trip to Jerusalem. It was fun playing and talking with the kids. They are very cheerful and cute. When it is already 2 oclock in the afternoon we served the champorado, after, we had a picture taking with the kids. Seeing the kids had fun and enjoy was worth the hard work, effort and sacrificing of our sleep. The program was a success and it was unforgettable, I had a nice experience that I can cherish. I had hoping to come back here again, help, and serve the people. After we had the after care, then had a nap for the afternoon and then ate dinner. In addition, end the day with a good night sleep.

May 25, 2013

At 5 o'clock in the morning my alarm clock woke me up. I was so tired because of yesterday's activity and very sleepy but I needed to go up to fixed my things and took a bath. Since this day was our last day at Basil, Tublay, it was scheduled for general cleaning. I was assigned for the last time at the kitchen while the others were assigned to the bathroom, classroom and the open pit. Before cleaning, we had eaten first our breakfast and then started to fix the kitchen equipments; foods left and cleaned the kitchen area. Some of our groupmates washed the dishes, cooked food and fetched water. Cleaning was on done time because of the cooperation of every member. Before lunch, everybody had finished their tasks. Then we had our last lunch at Basil, it was an abundant lunch, we had adobo, pinikpikan and dinuguan. When the jeep arrived, we put all our baggage, some are placed at the "taplod" and some are placed inside the jeepney. Before leaving Basil, we had our count-off to check if we are complete and after it, the jeep started to run. The rain was very hard when we were heading home to La Trinidad and took us less than an hour to reach BSU. After we helped each other to put down our baggage. Then, I went home with Vannelyn and Soccoro. I rested for two hours and started washing clothes and fixed things. When night came, I ate dinner with my cousin and then slept again for the whole night.

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Name: Jevy Ruth Lasa Compelio Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Cooking, watching TV, cleaning, reading Motto: Vision without action and application is dead. The problem is in you but the solution comes from you. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: My hair, eyelashes and eyebrows was slightly burned while cooking. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I think it was when I taught and demo tooth brushing and proper hand washing to the children and also the importance of such. Challenges encountered in community: What I remember was water scarcity. We really need to conserve water. It was even my first time to use rain water for bathing. Because it was also my first time to be with Ibaloi community, I had difficulty conversing with them especially the children. What did you miss the most: Actually there were many things that I really missed. Some of these were the laughter and enjoyment we had with my classmates and being with the community, almost more than 1 hour hike to reach Pangablan but the most I missed of all was the conversation with each family about their health and concerns and rendering my help whatever I could do.
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May 20, 2013

The Arrival First day pa lang, thinking of what will happen in the community is a mixture of different emotions like excitement, nervousness, pagkailang, doubtfulness and fear. Pagod at slight stress pa ang sumalubong sa umaga in carrying and fixing my clothes at sa pagbubuhat sa mga pinundong bags from Kerens house. But I was very thankful na wala masyadong saskyang pumasok along trading post cause its a very busy place. May ibang nainis at nagalit dahil nakaharang daw ang jeep but there were some who cared. Nagpaiwan ako at medyo late sa school because I had to carry the tulda. Nang dumating ako sa school, I wasnt at ease because I had to buy things to complete it. During the assembly, medyo nahirapan ang class in fixing all our bags in the four jeeps. Sir Gil got angry because of not doing our parts and responsibilities well and Id like to say sorry to him and to maam Gay-as for that matter. Along the way, I felt lonely and sleepy. As we arrived, my body was full of sweats as we transferred our bags from the jeep to the Basil School but I was glad that the batch arrived safely and I was able to carry all the baggage. After transferring all the things, each group cleaned the assigned rooms and some of my classmates cooked pinikpikan for our lunch and I also helped na umabot hanggang 2:00 p.m.. Before eating, we had to put up the cooking area. After resting, I assisted my classmates in cleaning the CR and oh my! It was really odorous but with patience of the cleaners, the odour was at least lessened. However, the heavy yellow and dark-stained wasnt removed. After that, my body got itchy and I had to wash my face since nahawa sa tubig na ginamit sa paglinis. After it, we fetched water because we had to conserve it. After dinner, we had our orientation for tomorrows activity and had to drink lots of water because hindi ko nakaya and spiciness of the gabi.

May 21, 2013

I woke up early this morning to take a bath and to prepare for my first day of going to Pangablan as our assigned sitio. It was really a busy morning at karamihan ay namomoblema sa panligong tubig. I was thankful that the water I fetched last night was not used. This first day was really a mixture of different feelings. I was excited, nervous, afraid and anxious. While preparing for breakfast, I saw Maam Catapang holding papaya leaves. From there, I learned from her the process of pulverizing its leaves. Before we went to our perspective areas, Sir Gil got angry again because of our ineffective time management and tasks that were not well done, I understand him. On the way to Pangablan, there were many paths and we didnt know the rig ht way but, luckily, we found our way with the help of our instinct and God helped kaya hindi kami naligaw. It was really far that we had to cross the river and hiked the mountain. Ang nakakatawa pa, nahihingal ako ng grabe at halos lumabas ang dila dahil sa pagod but one thing I learned was that when I feel like giving up just because Im tired, Id close my eyes, make my mind busy, have rest and then strive again. Dont mind the heat, the difficulties and sweats of the body. After the long walk, the group we were able to reach the top. I thought at first that Ibalois are cold and masungit but I was wrong. The first house we entered was warm and hospitable. They talk to us with kindness and softness. They did not seem irritated but instead participated during the interview. I admit that during the survey, I was sleepy and sometimes, I forgot that they are talking to us. I did some assessment and asked questions about their

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health. I really want to do something that could help them improve their health especially that they are old but I do not know why I could not. I used my penlight and stethoscope. May nasabi naman ako but it was not enough. Having this though, I could say that my assessment skills are poor. As we went on our way, we stopped by in one of the house and taught the children the proper hand washing. When the group went out o another house, the family gave us bananas. Then suddenly, it heavily rained and it was already four in the afternoon so we went back to Basil through taxi passing by Alapang, Cruz and to Basil. Thank God we arrived safely. After eating, we had our ARFA and rested immediately.

May 22, 2013

The sun was shining bright and the sky was blue and the clouds were beautiful as the suns wonderful rays reflected. A new day had come again and was our third day here at Basil, Tublay. The morning was busy because everyone was preparing for the new day and hike to respective areas. I woke up late in the morning about 5:00 a.m. and just ate my breakfast. My group hiked before 7:00 a.m. to prevent the strong heat of the sun at the strike of 8:00 a.m. But as we hiked 75% of the mountain again, our body was wet with sweats and was very tiring going up, down and up. When we reached the top, we had to walk distances to reach the houses. Unluckily, the first house we went to was closed so we went back again in the house in the afternoon. What I observed during our interview was that they did not talk that much when we asked about their common health problems and concern as water scarcity. Whenever I met children, I looked at their nails and was amazed that such were cut. They have no head lice. We taught them proper hand washing after playing and after using the toilet and to wear their slippers especially outside. When I looked around the sitio, I could tell that it was organized and the people looked fine and well and every time I asked about them having sickness such as ulcer, diabetes and difficulty of urination, they usually answer with haan met, awn met. There are only few children, babies, pregnant and aged people in the sitio when we had interview. To meet the 18 respondents, we asked for houses that were far and nearly got outside the boundary between Pangablan and Longlong since we finished 14 households. We then decided to take a bath in the spring that we saw. We enjoyed it because the water was unlimited. We were just 25% way back to Basil when we decide to have a ride because the sky looked dark. As we arrived, Sir Gil and Maam Gay-as were worrying but it was okay because we all arrived safely. After dinner, we did the collating and though we were sleepy we managed to finish most of it.

May 23, 2013

Since we had an overnight yesterday, I woke up at 5:30 a.m. This new day will be our third day of stay here at Basil. It was a preparation day for our big day the next day. While we were collating, we were still sleepy

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and sometimes, we didnt notice that we slept because it was very hot. Collating and summarizing the surveyed data was tiring, took much time and concentration. During lunch while I was cooking, I had a chat with some residents working near the area and helped them on what they were doing. They were and talked friendly. After cooking, we took a bath near the school. This was my first time to fetch water in a well, however, it was hazy. After bathing, I shared the concerns of one of the residents of Pangablan to Maam Catapang about the problem on their main source of water. At the same time, I asked pieces of advice on how to help them. I learned from this experience that no matter how a person wants to help a community if the community itself has the problem, it is impossible. In the evening, we continued on finalizing our data as a whole group and prepared the necessities for the next day. We had a group meeting on what we should do for tomorrows activities according to our respective areas. Part of the hygiene clinic, we prepared the prices for the games, give away clothes and hygiene kit. We had again our overnight doing our spot map, name tags, etc. Unluckily, we were not able to finish all until the next morning. I was trying not to sleep this night but I really cant.

May 24, 2013

This is it! This is really it! The day we had been waiting and preparing for this week. It was a big day because it was the community assembly. It was really a busy day. Some were pressures, some were relaxed. We almost did not sleep throughout the night just to finish and polish our data we surveyed. We made and finalized the spot map, tallying, visual aid, etc. We also planned and assigned activities for adults and children separately. Simula pa lang ng program for the hygiene clinic, it was likely to be palpak because it was not well organized at first but as it moved on, gumaganda na ang flow ng program. After the games, the children were taught about nail clipping, hand washing, tooth brushing and we also did ear cleaning and delousing. When I was assisting in tooth brushing, I noticed bleeding gums and tooth decay commonly among two to six years old so I gave them advice about it. Some of them, hindi nakaksunod sa akin. Medyo marami-rami naman ang nag attend but I could sense few who did not come. It was really tiring teaching children. Minsan nga medyo tinatamad akong magturo because I had to repeat from one group after the other but it was worth it. In the afternoon, I attended techno-transfer at the church and learned about the herbal plant roselle and its several benefits on health. I also learned the new findings about the use of langka roots, leaves and bulk. At the strike of three in the afternoon, the program ended and everyone had aftercare. Thank God we made it. Kahit nagtatalsikan ang laway ng mga nagtotoothbrush sa mukha ko, go pa rin. Kahit nangangati ang head at nahuhulog ang lice sa kamay during delousing, go pa rin.

May 25, 2013

Final Day I woke up early this morning because we were the cooking staff for this day. Ginising ko pa ang mga kasama ko. Ang ganda naman kasi ng tulog nila so I had to wake them up twice. I slept only for four hours because I had to finalize my daily journals especially that Id lost my second journal so I had to make again.

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After cooking rice while the pan cakes and canton were being cooked, I started packing up my things and brought them out of the room so we could start cleaning and fixing everything. Cleaning room 2 was the assigned task to us. While cleaning, we were laughing, joking and enjoying our work. After doing our work, we also helped the other groups. I just finished my lunch while the others were busy eating when suddenly one of our jeep drivers asked help because his companion was badly hurt because of a car accident along the way. I was than kful that I didnt panic and brought him immediately to the H.E. room I asked him to wash his wound but he complained of dizziness. We offered him a drink it was not okay for him because he was still warm and tired. Tiningnan ko si Maam Valles and were both speechless. Then maam Gay-as, sir Gil and some of my classmates came for assistance and they continued the care. After several hours, everything was set and ready for our departure. I felt excited na nalulungkot but these kinds of feelings were normal to me. It was heavily raining when we arrived but we were able to reach home safe and sound. At the end of the week, my doubts before the immersion were all gone. I could say that I really enjoyed the community immersion kahit na may happenings that were not good. I learned that if I want to enjoy, learn to have sense or silbi ang activity, I have to work on it. Alertness, sensitivity and critical thinking are also important to survive. However, nahirapan ako in communicating with them because of their language.

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Name: Keren Joy Tuban Compelio Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Reading Motto: Everything without you. goes on

Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Living beyond my comfort zone -- dealing with the scarcity of water and the lack of personal space, among others. It was a challenge and a blessing, because then I got to learn the reality of life and really grow as a person. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I believe with my cooperation and hard work, we were able to accomplish our task. Challenges encountered in community: At first, I had difficulty interacting with people, not knowing whether or not they are pleased with our presence. I was afraid we were taking too much of their time when they were supposed to be working. However, with their warm welcome and sincere smiles, I was reassured that that wasn't the case. What did you miss the most: I miss the community per se: the beautiful sceneries that are unique to Basil and the warmth of the people.

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May 20, 2013

Growing up starts when youre out of you comfort zone. Ive read that line somewhere in the past and only on this day have I truly understood what it meant. We werent even at Basil yet, but already I was feeling the pressure. Weve been warned numerous times by our instructors; but I guess it hasnt really set in until now. We had to carry loads and loads of baggage from our house to the jeepney waiting for us a good distance away. Those baggages (classmates and the batchs stuff) were left at our house the night before since there was nowhere else to safely stock them. Then, we had to fix our bags on the jeepneys parked near our college. It wasnt an easy feat, I tell you. Upon arriving at our destination, we had to carry those bags again to the nearby school. There wasnt much of a distance, but the weight of those loads was just so... *sigh* I have no words. Carrying them wasnt exactly a good experience. I dreaded that part where I finally see for myself that the water supply isnt quite adequate for all 77 of us. Again, weve been notified of this inconvenience during out 3 -day training; however, I had hoped that by the time we set our foot on Basil, things wouldve changed for the better. It isnt that we had to conserve water. Its the panic and the possibility of the delay or disorganizations of our plans that really shook me. I was also a bit mortified upon learning that well only be sharing 2 classrooms and the instructors will share one with the males. I initially thought that the space wasnt adequate and wed be packed like sardines. Good thing some of us brought tents which they shared with others. Time and time again, I try to remind myself that we came here for a reason: community immersion. We didnt come here to live like royalty, but to have a firsthand experience on the lifestyle and the daily circumstances of the people in this community. Somehow, my excitement and eagerness to learn kept and is keeping me sane. I cant deny the fact that ever since the first step I took here in Basil, Ive b een longing for the comfort of my own home, the four walls of my room, and the warmth of my bed; but I can only shrug it off and hope for the best, look forward to tomorrow, and believe that it can only get better.

May 21, 2013

You know that feeling when you desperately want something but you know you cant and you shouldnt? I do. Ive wanted a bath as soon as the sun went up. We were asked to conserve water and not take a bath as much as possible; however, some students neglected our instructors wishes and proceeded with their bath. I can hardly blame them I wanted to do the same thing myself. But, knowing that I shouldnt, I bridled the need to bath and settled for a quick shower. This experience is new to me. Being pushed out of my comfort zone and living in a rural community is somewhat a challenge and a gift. It made me realize the traits I had that were a bit undesirable, and most of all it made me understand how blessed I am. Ive taken for granted the things that were treated as luxury in the ir community. I honestly dont want to enumerate them because it kind of hurts knowing I can have those things in a snap of a finger while they have to struggle for it.

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The first family I went to had a member who had suffered from stroke and recently contracted pneumonia. He reminded me of my own grandpa. Maam Catapang helped me to assess him and I had to perform bronchial tapping to help him expectorate his phlegm. I winced when I found out his meds were long gone. Good thing Maam Catapang spotted medicinal plant in their surroundings. We asked them to attend our program on Friday which would include various health teachings and hopefully, theyd grace us with their pressure. By the time we had to leave Lolos home, we were already at ease with him, as he is with us. When we bid our goodbyes, I was pleasantly surprised to see his tears. I guess that meant we did the right thing and said the right words. It was still second day of our stay in this community and already this immersion is proving to be a tad difficult conversing and trying to build rapport with the families we visited due to language barriers, not to mention all the hiking we had to do just to reach their homes; but these peoples warm smiles and reception to us made it all worth the effort. P.S. I learned some Ibaloi terms this day, credits to Hariet Delmas. Mayat ja agsapam! (Good morning); Mayat ja akew ju! (Good day); Mayat ja maashem! (Good afternoon); Ngantoy mohadagdag -ah? (What are you doing?); Waray iahan ko. ( I have something to give you); Waray ipauney ko ( I have something to show you); Waray ikuwan ko (I have something to tell you); Nganto (What); Ngantoy (Why). I am so proud of myself.

May 22, 2013

Mom, you were right. I woke up feeling itchy all over, with bite marks on my skin due to insects from the day before. While I was packing my things two nights prior to our departure, Mom was telling me to buy Off! lotions and ointments for insect bites. I didn't listen, and look where it got me. Those bite marks became so big that it was impossible to miss them. I couldn't keep my hands off those bite marks that it was all I could do not to scratch them. Mom, I wish I listened. The other day, we were able to visit only 7 out of the 20-family quota for Shontog/Pakshal, Basil, Tublay. I woke up praying that we'd finish the other 13 this day. Much to my disappointment, it seemed like it wouldn't be possible. We set out for the houses at about 6 in the morning, thinking that maybe this early, we'd be able to talk to the people while they were still home. We haven't had breakfast and we were planning to take a bath in the spring we spotted before, and then go back to school to have our breakfast. Of course, due to circumstances, that didn't happen. The whole morning we were starving and longing for a bath and a rest, but we kept going, searching for houses. Most of the houses we went to were locked and it seemed that we were too late, that the people who lived there already went to work. In the end, by the time we returned to our quarters at about lunch, we were able to interview only 3 families. Our efforts seemed futile at that time and we decided to stay and rest then go back to the houses in the evening, hoping they'd be home by then. By 5 pm, we were on our way to the houses again. This time, we were able to interview 7 more families. All in all, by our 3rd day here in Basil, we surveyed 17 families. That was our biggest problem at the time. We were 3 families short for our immersion and we were supposed to have finished our survey

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by this day. We then decided to go back to Pacshal and Shontog early next morning and try to finish the survey as soon as we can. P.S. I forgot to mention, we were back at about 7 pm in the evening. On our way back, we asked the last house we went to for shortcuts. I never had a good sense of direction and it was kinda fun arguing with my groupmates about which road to take, which path to follow. So yeah, community immersion is fun.

May 23, 2013

Mapteng ja agsapa ju! Im still learning Ibaloi and I can proudly say that Im making progress. Teehee! Yes, we stil had three houses to visit and it was no easy task. The houses were so far apart that it ould probably tak us hours to reach each of them. As planned, we set out early in the morning. This time, of course, we took a load of food so that we wouldnt starve. The first house we went to was in Shontog. We had some donated clothes for Lola Sylvestra so we had to hike to her house again. We didnt mind, even though it is so far away. We went to Pacshal next and passed by Lolo Ignacios house. We also had some clothes for him so we visited him again and gave those donations. I would never forget his tears of gratitude. The first time we went there, he also cried when we bid our goodbyes. It was very heartwarming that the simple act of visiting and a simple gift like what we brought were very welcome and appreciated by the people here. It still seemed like we weren't early enough. Some of the houses we planned to visit were still closed. Good thing there were people in some of them. We finished our survey and we took the advantage to take a bath in the spring or ubog in Shontog. We went there again and when we returned from our bath, we were very sweaty. I didn't mind. I finally had a bath. That's all that mattered. The whole afternoon and evening, we were tallying the surveys and planning for our program for the next day. We were the last to finish and we had to hurry with our tally. I was assigned to do the Benedicts test so I had to practice with the other students assigned for laboratory. At some point, we were panicking because it seemed like we wouldnt finish it on time the tally and the necessary paraphernalia for tomorrows program. We slept late and woke up early, some didnt even sleep all for the sake of pleasing and helping the people in the community. I really hope our efforts wouldnt be in vain and that it would all be worth it.

May 24, 2013

COMMUNITY IMMERSION The day, the climax and the finale of our stay in this community. I honestly thought only a few people would come, even though I had hoped otherwise. I was pleasantly surprised then when I saw a lot of people coming in but, that simply meant lots and lots of work for us. I was assigned in the laboratory to perform t he Benedicts test and the heat and Acetic test along with other students also assigned for that task. All throughout the morning, people kept coming to our makeshift Laboratory, handling me their cups filled with urine. It was bit difficult at first and very tiring, since we were working on the test

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nonstop; but as we got used to our work and because of the encouraging presence of Mr. Gil Milan and Maam Maureen Gay-as, it got easier. I thought it would be a failure, that somehow people would think these tests were nonsense and not reliable; but again, I was surprised to see that almost all of them were interested with the test and were very eager to know the results. They were very thankful and indeed, they were so vocal in expressing their gratitude to us. I cannot fully explain how I felt this day. Happy, I guess. Contented, yes. Full-filled, definitely. There were times when I told people the results where Id get teary-eyed and emotional. It downed on me then that although it might have been a roller coaster ride, with me having fun yet complaining a lot, I am glad and so thankful I was here. And the best part? The people in the in this community are, too.

May 25, 2013

Our last day in Basil, Tublay wasnt exactly my favorite one. It wasnt just that we had a lot of cleaning up to do. It was more of what I felt when I finally realized we were going to leave this beautiful place. At some point, it was a relief; but there was also this feeling of regret. Regret that we only stayed here for 6 days when clearly the people (like lolo Ignacio) needed us here. Regret that I might not have done enough for this community but already I was bidding goodbye. I know that were not done here yet, that we'd return for our next community immersion, that were only assessing this place for now, but still. My sadness overwhelmed me that it pushed me to work and work and work. I needed to do somethinganything- just to keep my mind busy. I wanted to clean every inch of the place, to sweep of the dirts and the pollution we've caused. I didn't mind that I was starting to smell like the garbage we were sorting/segregating. I didn't mind that my clothes became as dirty as the rags we used for wiping. I didn't care that my arms and every exposed inch of my skin were being tanned by the scorching heat of the sun. I wanted this place clean. It was the least we could do for them for letting us stay here, after all. I didn't want to leave yet. I realized how much this place meant to me and although it might not be home, it would always be something close to my heart. We left at about 3 in the afternoon and as I glance back I saw the familiar silhouette of the place, a promise formed in my mind. Basil, Tublay, I shall return P.S the only thing I didn't like in this place aside from the scarcity of water, were the insect that bit me. Until now I can't stop scratching my bite marked skin.

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Name: Teresa Lito Dackias Age: 21 Hobbies: eating, watching movie, internet surfing Motto: Aim mark. high and hit the

Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Hiking up the mountain for two hours was an extraordinary, tiring yet enjoyable experience I ever had and discovering the place and learning from the people made it meaningful. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: As a student nurse, Community Immersion is a way to work with the community as a prime purpose. The most valuable thing that Ive contribute to COPAR was to educate every family even with simple and very basic intervention that they can do for the promotion of health and prevention of illness. Challenges encountered in community: waking up early, climbing up the mountain, the warm welcome and the hospitability of the community people was the things I am missing at Basil, Tublay. What did you miss the most: Dealing with different people, overcoming your pride, and learning to mingle with people (classmates) with different personalities was the most challenging part that Ive experience in the community. But throughout those days that weve been

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May 20, 2013

Shamon Akew Community immersion? At first, I was really excited because this is it, the most awaited immersion ever! After packing all my things, there are so many things popping on my mind. I ended up lying on my bed thinking all those people that we will be helping at least. As we arrived here at Basil, Tublay. I dont know what to feel, as if I wanted to go home immediately, especially that the community people are staring at us. But as the time goes by, we tried to feel comfortable, familiarized ourselves around and just go,go,go! No maarte and KJ. I was happy though because the community people helped us build the shower area but was disappointed because we have to conserve water. But I found myself being challenged, especially the whole of us because it is where our attitude are being tested. In here, we will come to know each other more, find each others weaknesses and strengths and learn from it. I just helped that tomorrows long walk would worth it.

May 21, 2013

Kapinshowa ja akew Every day is a challenge, and every challenge is learning. Thats what I kept on my mind as we start our journey going to sitio Pangablan with my group mates and Clinical Instructors. As we climb up the mountain, I felt very, very tired and wanted to go back but I thanked God because I overcome that feeling and successfully reached that area. At first, I dont know what to do or where to start but I found myself at the peak of my confidence, in short, kinapalan ko na ang aking pagmumukha. After a while talking with them, assessing every family household, asking some health related questions about their health, trimming the nails of the children, clean their ears and even play with them to get their attention and all, I find it enjoyable despite all of those hardships that weve been through just to reach the area, though I felt sleepy and tired, it all worth it because of the warm welcome of the people. I felt so overwhelmed because actually it was my first time to be in Pangablan and I discovered that some of the residents are my cousins. I learned that believing can mold you to become YOURSELF!

May 22, 2013

Kapintedo Jen Akew Today is another day of journey! Our group, Pangablan ABC, decided to wake up and start to hike early so that we will be reaching the place before the irritating sun shines. Our target was to finish our task early so that we can be able to hike back to our camp. But unfortunately and unexpectedly, we failed, at about 1:00 p.m., the heavy

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rain came. We waited until it stopped, and we took a bath for a while. At 5:00, our group (Pangablan C) finished our survey but the other group were not finish yet so we have to wait for them. At 4:00 p.m., we decide to go back to those houses that were not yet surveyed, but same fate they havent arrived yet from their garden. We decided to go home. Bu when we tried to start hiking, the pathway is so slippery and wet so we decided again to have a ride instead. So we climb up the hill again going to main road and waited for the garage to fetch us. It was already 6:00pm when we departed the place. That moment I felt so scared and guilty that we didnt met the time allotted for us to finish our tasks. There are so many if only thoughts coming out of my mind but theres no one to be blamed because we all did our best to finish surveying the place but unfortunately, we didnt manage our time wisely. Value every minute! That lesson made my day.

May 23, 2013

Kapin-epat ja Akew To day is a mixture of stress and rest. As usual, we woke up early to cook for our breakfast. After that, we helped in segregating the wagwag for the community people. We also continued collating and tallying our data, and checked our spot map. Then, we went to Am-ahe to take a bath. During the night, we started preparing for the program the next day. Twas already 1:00 a.m. when (we) I slept after finishing the letterings for the hall. At 3:00 a.m., I get up again and helped in the collation of the data. I just felt so disappointed because we are expecting that those people who slept early will be waking up to help but sadly they didnt even bother to help, especially those who didnt had the chance to stop sleep piman. But anyways, we all have our own reasons. Its okay to mind our own business but be sensitive. The best lesson that Ive learned today: Be patient, help and understand.

May 24, 2013

Kapin-dima ja akew Learning is pleasure but doing is the height of enjoyment. I was so happy because the program ended up successfully though this morning we are all cramming because were not done yet with the collation and the visual aids that we will be using for the presentation. But at least, I appreciated our unity At about 9:00 a.m. we started our program and it flowed well. From the introduction to the closing program, the community people participated and appreciated the data, the spot map and the health teachings that weve presented. I felt so overwhelmed because after the program, the community people expressed their gratitude through hugs and smiles that they gave us. Hindi ko na nakontrol ang aking emosyon at akoy naiyak kasi nakita ko ang pagmamhal at sakripisyo ng mga tao kaya kahit malayo ang kanilang pinanggalingan, at kahit nahihirapang maglakad, lal na ang mga matatanda, nagawa parin nilang dumalo upang matuto.

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This is the best day ever! I cant express the joy that I felt through the past days medyo pumalpak kami pero at the end natuto at natuto din sila.

May 25, 2013

Maudin Akew As I pack my things this morning all of a sudden my excitement of going home has turned into sadness because I will surely be missing the place, especially the memories and all the experiences that we will be leaving. Those adjustments that I have made, like waking up early, no internet and most of all, we have to limit bathing because we dont have enough water supply. I am so happy because we helped the community people even in simple ways. At about 10:00a.m. we started to clean, cook, fixed everything, waxed the floor and planted a tree. I was so happy because I can see the happiness that each of one has because we have learned a lot in the community. After having lunch, we departed from basil and reached La Trinidad at pm. The joy that I felt is incomparable because at the end though we mad e a lot of Kapalpakan from the start, at least, weve learned from those.

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Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Playing ball games and watching Motto: Problems are not the reason to give up but a challenge to move forward. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: walking and hiking under the heat of the sun, laughing and sharing stories to the people in the community Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I did was to immersed with the people in the community. By the means of immersion, I learned the lifestyle and culture that helped me in assessment after assessing; I shared some of the immediate nursing care practices that will help them when health problem occurs. I integrated some of their herbal plants that they do not know Challenges encountered in community: I had a hard time to communicate with some of the people because they cant understand Ilocano and Im not an Ibaloi speaker and that became a challenge in me. I had been challenged also to take a bath with one pale of water. What did you miss the most: What I miss most in the community were the people. They are very hospitable, cooperative and generous to us. They let me felt that I am special

May 20, 2013

I had a hard time sleeping on the night of May 19, 2013 because of excitement, nervousness, and yung feeling naparang may nakalimutan akong iimpakeng gamit para sa immersion kinabukasan. When the morning came, I woke up early, prepared my things, and got ready to depart from our boarding house. Then suddenly it rained, and this made me feel sad but in the end I came to think that maybe its Gods overwhelming blessing on us. 9:30 a.m. was the time of departure from school to Tublay. I felt overwhelmed yet

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nervous while on the way. I was amazed while peeping at the jeeps window, seeing the beautiful environment that lay ahead. After preparing all our things we took a nap and before the sun went down we had a tour at the surroundings. While taking a picture of the Barangay Health Center, one of the teachers was talking about the creek, as a source of water. Because of curiosity, Maam Catapang allowed us to take a look at the creek. My companions and I separated ways. I followed the way to the creek, and surely I found it. I was kind of lost in the center of a forest, where I was hearing the sounds of insects and birds chirping. There was water in the creek, but only little. Nang pumunta ako sataas to take a look kung mas maraming tubig, ngunit iba yung nahanap ko. Know what I found? Wow! Its a birds nest at naisturbo ko yung mother kaya lumipad. Meron siyang dalawang anak, ang cute ngay nilang matulog. 5:30 p.m., time check Maam Catapang was heading to the river. Mas maraming tubig sa river kaysa sa creek. I washed there and went back to Basil Elementary school. On the way, I realized that Basil, Tublay was such a beautiful place. I ended my day with a big smile on my face.

May 21, 2013

I woke up four oclock in the morning para lang i-finalize yung diary ko. Luckily, I finished it in one hour lang naman. Taking a bath at the river made me feel awkward pero ok naman kasi malinis yung tubig tapos walang tao sa paligid. Medyo nainis nga lang ako sa mga naligo sa baba kasi nilagyan nila ng sabon yung tubig wherein hindi dapat. Naghirap kaming nag-igib tapos naligo sa tabi pero sila deretso na sa river. Ang hindi nila alam sa river or I should say sa creek pala nanggagaling yung source nila ng water, kaya kami pa yung nahiya sa community dahil sa ginawa naming kasamahan. 9:30 am at Ignacious residence, Shontog, Basil, Tublay was my first experience of interviewing, wherein nahihiya pa kaming makipag-usap sa family. I appreciated Ignacious family because I felt that they welcomed us in their hearts. They even gave us bananas that overwhelmed out hearts. The same happened in the other houses where in they were open and kind to us. They shared about their lives, experiences and problems wherein it challenged us student nurses to make plan, and solutions to their problems. One thing I observed in Shontogs people is that almost all of them were not educated and were senior ages. 11:45 am we went down the mountain wherein we were just like walking in a tunnel because both sides of the way was covered with soil. We got lost there because we thought that may bahay pa sa baba pero imbes na bahay yung datnan naming is kalabaw lang pala tapos yung spring where Maam Catapang took a bath. Two oclock ng hapon na nakabalik kami sa bahay nila Lola Roseta para ituliy yung interview. Unluckily umulan ng malakas kaya pinakape kami doon which was good for our part kasi nainitan ako maslalo. Alas kuwatro na when we returned to Basil Elementary School. During the survey of Shontog iba ngay yung impression sa lugar noong una but when we already took a tour I was amazed. Shontog is a beautiful and clean place where in I discovered many things. Hiking, running, walking and jumping in the mountains was one of the adventures I ever had. Smiling at people and trying hard to speak Ibaloi kahit na nabubulol kami is such a funny experience for me. Laughing and sharing stories with the Shontog people completed my day. I ended up my day with a mixture of feelings, yung feeling na masaya, naaawa at pagod. I ended the day with good impressions and surely I will start my day with a big smile and happiness in my heart. As the Shontog people say BE HAPPY.

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May 22, 2013

I woke up early knowing that it is our schedule for the cooking of food. I felt sleepy while cooking kasi kulang ang time ng pagtulog ko tapos pagod pa kaming bumaba at umakyat sa Shontog. Lesson no. 1, use your time wisely. The families that we will be visiting are going to their work early do kailangang maaga rin kami para may maabutan kami kaya hindi na kami nakapagbreakfast at nagbaon. The first family that we visited on the second day interview was the house of Lola Sylvestra who is blind that's why she is afraid to go out kasi baka mahulog siya. Luckily, she let us climb the mango tree. We ate our breakfast sa spring sa pinaka huling bahay sa Shontog kung saan din kami kumain noong nagdaang araw. Our breakfast is composed of 5 cookies and 2 junkfoods kaya hindi kami nabusog. Lesson no. 2: dapat sana nagbaon kami kahit nagmamadali. On the way back we decided to divide the group so Jon's group went to Pacshal and Hariet's group including me went to Ate Novelyn's house wherein all 3 of us fell asleep while Hariet was interviewing. Ala nakakahiya tas nang bigla akong gumising, 4 cups of coffee are already in front of us. Ayun pinakape kami. 11:00 am we returned to school, we had our lunch and packed the prizes. 3:00 pm, we returned to Pacshal without Jon. Walang tao sa unang house but a child appeared after a few minutes. We thought that bahay nila yung bahay na yun pero hindi pala. I tried to talk to him but it turned out he couldnt speak. He is mute but he can do some sign language. I appreciated that a lot pero hindi ko nagustuhan yung ginawa niyang pagsuntok sa aking ilong. Nabigla ako kaya hindi ako nakasagot agad. Tinatawanan ako ngay ng kagroup ko kasi pinaghirapan kong kunin yung American Guava tapos sira lang pala at may ipis pa. Nagpakahirap pa akong nagsungkit, binato ko ng tsinelas, tumalon pa ako para lang makuha tas yun sira pala but anyway I tried pa rin. Ika nga nila, theres no harm in trying anything just to accomplish something but in a good way and manner, thats my lesson no. 3. Hindi kami nakapunta sa pinakamalayong bahay sa Pacshal kasi masyadong malayo tas hindi kagandahan yung daan. Lesson no. 4, dapat mas maaga kaming pumunta para nakarami kami. I enjoyed going to Pacshal because I discovered many things. One oclock am, natulog na ako kasi nagtally pa kasi kami sa survey naming. I ended my day with lesson no. 5. Always thank the Lord your god because He always protects and guides you wherever you are.

May 23, 2013

Emo Day Six oclock in the morning, we returned to Pacshal with Benson as our companion instead of Jon. They always complained when Im leading the because Im leading the wrong way dawpero hindi naman Im just thinking of their safety. After Pacshal, we returned to Shontog para ibigay daw yung gamot nina Lolo Ignacio at Lola Sylvestra. Lolo cry again when we came and visited him. When I saw him cry, I felt longing for my grandpa. Knowing Lolo Ignacio gave me courage to fight, hope and willingness to care for others. Afterwards we went to Lola Sylvestra and had a short conversation tapos binigay namin sa kanya yung damit. Lola Sylvestra is an image of a great believer for she said to us, Ni Apo ladta ti maadda kenyayo ta iso na ti Apo ken mangisalakan kenya tayo.

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Despite of her condition, she has no doubt in the Lord. Knowing all the people at Shontog and PAcsahl is a great experienced for me. For they gave me the courage, boost up my confidence and most of all to believe in God, the creator of all. We had our very late breakfast sa spring na dati naming pinupuntahan. We took a bath and returned to school. Nahirapan kami masyado sa pagtally kasi hindi organizedbut thanks to God its done. Nagpuyat kami this time kasi maraming nagawa to the point na hindi natulog yung iba. But for me I really cant hold onkaya natulog na ako kasi as in masakit na yung ulo at mata ko.

May 24, 2013

SUCCESS Finally the last day of the community immersion at Basil, Tublay. Cook assigned for the day. We became gentlemen for a meanwhile ,walangkataposangbuhat. Cooking food for the community is our task. You have to learn how to budget and double your time para on time tashindikinukolang. Cooking is like the community for the individual as the ingredients that composed the menu. Different is unique in taste, style and shapes same way to the individual that composes the community. The foods need seasoning for it to taste good same way to the community, if you put care, love, trust. Respect and values, the community will be happy, there is unity strong relationship. The program ended successfully. Marami kaming pinasaya sa araw na to. Made me cry because they are the reason that may (SKA) Skills, Knowledge and attitude are enhanced. They made me realized that taking up and not just viewing a specific topic but widening the horizon. Knowing that this is a great adventure I had.

May 25, 2013

Visiting Lolo Ignatius once again made me cry for he was kind and has a strong faith. We gave him clothes and personal hygienic materials as a sign of care then we returned to the school with pineapple and papaya leaves in our hands. Thank God. Its time to go home. I want to take a bath na, kasi naglinis pa kami ng CR na barado ang bowl. Nainis ako that time sa mga taong naglagay ng wipes sa bowl, parang hindi sila nag-isip. Paano ba naman ifuflush yung kumpol ng wipes, buti nalang nagawan ng par aan. Maging resourceful sabi nga nina maam. So what I did is, kinuha ko yung basahan saka ko tinali sa kahoy kaya nakagawa ako ng vacuum. One hour later, problem solved, pwede ng mag-CR. Ngunit nang lumabas ako, grabeh! Nangamoy na ako tapos ang rumi-rumi ko pa. It was my first time to use wipes for cleaning my body. When I went to the kitchen, akala ko tapos na ang trabaho, hindi pala. All the things were not packed. Buti nalang nandoon si Jamaima kaya nagtulungan kaming i-pack lahat ng mga natirang gamit na iuuwi. At two o clock pm we went back to La Trinidad. Leaving Tublay made me feel sad but all my experience there is quite memorable. I can remember the mountains that we climbed, the creek where we took a bath and most

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Name: Claricelle Siteg Dayao Age: 20 years old Hobbies: Cooking, playing guitar, singing

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Motto: Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: My unforgettable experience is when we ran as fast as we can to get away from a scary person but not actually scary but pitiful. We ran because of our own fear and imagination. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Be able to gathering information about the people interview for the improvement of all. Challenges encountered in community: To communicate with their own dialect help in through and

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What did you miss the most: The thing I miss most is the smile and warmth of the way the people in the community welcome us in their homes as visitor.

May 20, 2013

Finally, after days and weeks of excitement and preparation, today is our community immersion. Unfortunately, the weather was bad and it was raining. I woke up early because I was worried that I might be late and that I might have other things that I didnt pack. I was scared as well as excited to go to the community. I went to school as early as I could to bring my things to the school. My cousins helped to carry my bags to school. As we reached the school, I saw my classmates busy putting plastics on their bags to prevent it from getting wet when put on top of the jeep. There were four jeepneys rented for us to ride. We fixed our baggage to fit in the jeep. Unexpectedly, out bags were so many that it was like the jeep couldnt take to contain us anymore. We have brought many things, maybe because we didnt know yet the things that we will or should bring. Before going, we prayed led by Maam Valles. As we went to our destination, we dropped by at places that we passed to buy other things that were needed. It was almost lunch when we arrived at Basil, Tublay. At the elementary school, we passed by parents fixing the school. We helped each other unload the baggage from the jeepneys and bring it in the school stage. We

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had team work to carry those many bags. It was already lunch time. Others still have to cook their food and because of that situation we divided and shared our lunch with our classmates who didnt have lunch or packed lunch. After lunch, we did whatever things we needed to do and it was also our free time to play scrabble games. When it was getting dark, all of us wanted to wash ourselves. What luck, there was no water that was available for us to use for washing so all of us used 2 dippers of water to wash ourselves and we should budget to be enough for our body. It was almost 9 p.m. or past 9 when we ate our dinner. We had a mee ting afterwards by Maam Valles and Maam Catapang.

May 21, 2013

Today is our second day in the community. I need to wake up not the usual time for my body clock, just to get ready for the day. We woke up and went down to the creek to take a bath. Going down from the school takes 5 minutes, while giving up takes 10 minute - walk. Water is really hard to find. Water in the creek is not even that water flowing strong but just a calm flow. While we were back up to the school we had our breakfast and started to prepare to leave. We were assigned to Sitio Shontog, the way was going down from the school and we started at a home and they were so welcoming that even we dont/cant speak Ibaloi, they welcomed us nicely. They gave us time to talk with them and be able to give them health teachings. The father of the interviewee had stroke just this month and we went to see him. He talked with us and we asked questions from him. He was so good and one of my classmates who knew how to speak Ibaloi had stories with him, that he was able to express himself better in their dialect. After the interview we were telling him that we were now going to other houses also and we thanked him and my heart was so touched when he cried and wanted us to stay. He also thanked us that we came to see him and talked with us. I wanted to cry nut I was able to control myself. Also, we went to his first child who is married and in that family even though they didnt finish their schooling, their children finished school and that most of their children were already abroad. After those families went to another house and other houses until we reached a house with dogs. When we went there, there was no one until we went to the house with the door locked outside. One of our classmates went to look for the people there, when she reached the window of a house she tried to peep in the window covered with mosquito net, when she opened it she saw an old woman with dark eyes and with white hair. When she looked at us, as if she saw a dead person and she was pale with purple lips and when we saw her we got scared of her face and her reaction when she jumped in front of us. We went where she was and asked why and she said Nakakita ak ti baket dita, kala ngay nga diay Filipino horror nga babae. What she sa id scared us as we ran down, down, down until there was no way anymore. After composing ourselves we decided to go back. And when we are up again we said knock knock the woman talked and said Umuneg kayo nu kayat dak nga makita, then we got scared and ran again going up because we are scared that she might hurt us. We were at last at school. It is good that it rained strong and we were able to gather water for taking a bath. We filled pails and drums with rain water. In the night we had our meeting and sharing about the activities or experiences and we made our journals and took a rest.

May 22, 2013

How wonderful it is today that I wake up and God gave me another life this day. I woke up early and we went as early as 6 am to the farthest part of Shontog, we went back to the house of Lola Silvetra, the woman we who is crazy and ran away. We found out that she is blind, I felt guilty of running away because I am scared. They described her eyes that her vision is cloudy before and now it is like the eyes of a frog. Upon assessment, we found out that she has a cataract. She can move her feet but she cant stand because she might be hurt and she cant see. One time she almost fell in the Clift when she insisted that she wants to take a bath and cant go back t o the house. It

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is good that her daughter arrived and helps her. After everything, they allowed us to climb the mango tree blessed with many fruits. From there, we went to the other house nearby to interview, while we were there and start to interview the mother of the supposed interviewee came and they were so welcoming. How sad that the mother is both the mother and father of nine children for almost 10 years because her husband is in prison at Muntinlupa. She was alone raising her children. Her other children was not there anymore, it is only her last child with her grandchild. Their family is so challenging that with only a mother she was able to raise them. After that we walked and find other houses we didnt finish yesterday. Then we went back to schoo l to eat our breakfast but instead of breakfast it is brunch joined breakfast and lunch. After eating we had our time maximized and we continued packing the candies for the kids. At 2 pm we went back to Pacshal to survey those houses there not knowing that Pacshal is included to be surveyed. So we went down and while going down there was along fence in the middle and we dont know the way so we ask for directions, unfortunately the way is to either to go over, under or around the fence so we decided to go under the fence. We crawled for us to fit and our clothes not to be torn. We thought there is only two or three houses there but when we asked there are many more located at the distant places so we walked and looked for it. We were so hungry because we just ate brunch and already 5 pm when we there. There were houses but there is no person. We waited for people and while waiting we went to the other houses. We interviewed four households. Their ways are so tricky. We went as far as Pacshal and we ask for directions going back to school. It is almost dark when we reached the road and it is good that someone passed by because our classmates are quarrelling about the direction going to the road. And we were able to arrive at the school safely. I think we all passed by every way and short cuts at Shontog and some part of Pacshal.

May 23, 2013

I didnt sleep yesterday night, instead I slept at 1 am, fixing or tallying our survey and we sliced potato for breakfast because we are the cook for the day. Among the cook, two of us woke up at 3 am to cook and we sliced potatoes that were left as well. At almost 6am we are starting to prepare to go back to the houses we didnt finish yesterday. We went as early as we could to be able to reach the people in their houses. First, we went to Bayacsans house because they went to the garden early and we were able to interview her and she knows one of our classmate. After that, we went to Pacshal, to the farthest house and we interviewed one house and one of our classmates was asked if something bit her and why is it that their skin is with pus. The old man said that, Ada ti haan nga makita nga nagkursunada kenya yo ket sinagid-sagid dakayo. While going back, we reached Lolo Ignacios house, we brought clothes for him and vis ited him. We also brought medicine for his cough and while we are giving those things, he was crying and we felt like crying but we were able to handle it. He old us many things and as we were leaving again, he was crying and I felt touched that even in those simple things we made someone happy. As we leave the house, one of his sons gave us jackfruit and exactly we didnt eat breakfast and we have something to eat. Next is that we walked in going to the house of Lola Sylvestra, the blind woman at Shontog. We brought her some clothes to wear and she was grateful but unfortunately she cant see the clothes we brought her so she let us give her the clothes to feel them to be able to recognize the, she asked us where we came from and we introduced ourselves one by one and she told us many stories as we tell her where we came from. Before we leave, she told us to get mango again and we are so lucky with the blessings they gave. After that we were so tired and we are perspiring so we decided to go to the spring that they told us and we walked going there. I first took a bath and after that I saw my groupmate Marycris coming up the mountain telling

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us that there is a river down. We got so excited and we went downward and followed her. In the half of the way, the river seems far and we decided to go back and continue to take a bath in the spring. We walked now going to the school and upon arriving, we were so tired so we took a rest and in the night, we had our post con and we planned, prepared and were assigned to different tasks for tomorrow. For us, we separated and pack the clothes for the adults and after that we rested.

May 24, 2013

Today is finally the day that is mixed with different feelings, nervous, excited, busy, and pressured and others. In the morning all of us are busy doing things we should have for the activity. We had ourbreakfast, we were required to use our CHN uniform. I was assigned for health teaching, and I am nervous as well as scared and I cant and it will be my first to speak to a larger crowed. We prepared everything. People are coming and they have their big smile with them as the y see us and every person have to register and let their blood pressure be checked/taken. Other part of that they had the privileges for their urine to be dete cted if they have UTI, Kidney and diabetes. Its almost 9 Am and we had the people have action to/or while waiting for others we sang my ties, my knees, my shoulder, my head. After that we started with bayong next we started the presentation of the data gathered from all the sitios. We we had that draw lots to get prices. While discussing they brought up snacks at 10 AM and lunch at 12 AM together. At 12:00 we started our health teaching on hypertension, coyh and colds. Roselle is the first herbal plant which helps to reduce blood pressure and makes us strong. Demonstrations of the preparations and how it affects the body were shown. Next is cough and colds and not only for cough but other illnesses like head ache, pain and this also can be capsulated to store longer time. And the last plant is the conig as they say it in Ibaloi. It is the plant in the family of ginger grind and squeeze it and mix and apply it on the affected part. After all the lectures we distributed the prices to them and before they depart they told us to come back again. In the night we did our journals and took a rest.

May 25, 2013

Finally, its Saturday. We can finally go home to La Trinidad. This day we had to clean before going home. We started to pack our things and brought it outside the classrooms. After breakfast, we were assigned to the areas where we were going to clean. Our group was assigned to clean the bathing area. A lot of water was gathered today since the pails and drums were full. It was overflowing and it would just be wasted if we wont use it, but everyone decided only to wash because there might be no water left to use for the washing of dishes and cleaning of the comfort rooms. For us in the bathing area, we cleaned the grasses and dismantled the bathroom built out of wood and tulda which was my first time to do that. I was holding the hammer so I used it to remove the nails in the wood then we piled all of it together. After that, we washed the tulda and helped with the others who werent finished with their work. I proceeded to the classrooms where I helped them wax and scrub the floor while sharing jokes and singing songs with my fellow batch mates. After finishing our job, we went to pack the things in the kitchen then we had our lunch break. Later, we brought all our bags to the respective jeepneys we were to board. At 2pm we left Basil and went home. We arrived at our school at about 3-4pm. As soon as we reached the school we unloaded our things and parted immediately because the rain was very strong. Most of us took a taxi going home because of our heavy baggages and we were all

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tired that we were desperate to go home and rest. As soon as I arrived home, I sat down at the sofa and without noticing I quickly fell asleep. I woke up at 7pm and had my dinner then I drifted once more to sleep.

Name: Hariet Joy Dintan Delmas Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Cooking, badminton playing

Motto: Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto your own understanding. (Proverbs 3:5) Unforgettable Experience in the Community: happy moments with my groupmates when we did our survey Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: My most valuable contribution in COPAR was when I shared information in the community regarding the immediate used of nursing care in their houses like TSB and the used of herbal plants just around them and also when I presented to them the data we gathered during our interview. Challenges encountered in community: One of the challenges I encountered was to take a bath with 2 kaod of water only and when we do the visual aid for the presentation of our data to the community.

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What did you miss the most: What I miss the most were the people I met in the community and the friendship we developed.

May 20, 2013

What a day! Feeling excited and nervous, its not my first time to go to Basil, Tublay, but it was my first time to go with my friends, classmates, and also with the guidance of our instructors. As I woke up early in the morning before preparing, I prayed and asked for help and guidance from our Almighty God, may He bless this community immersion all throughout the week. It was a rainy morning but this was not able to stop us in carrying and transferring our baggage to the jeep. Our assembly time was 8:00 a.m. but we left Benguet State University, College of Nursing at exactly 9:38 a.m. basing on my watch, because of loading our many, big baggage. Before leaving we had first our prayer led by Maam Carol Ruth Valles, our Spiritual Adviser. We arrived at Basil, Tublay safe and sound throug h the powerful hand of our Lord Jesus Christ. Here comes Basil, TUblay, Benguet. Again I felt very nervous because of my what ifs, but I prayed, the best solution. I was very thankful that God was always there to guide us all throughout the trip. The first day in Basil was very tiring but also enjoyable. It was tiring because of the transferring and carrying process, yet enjoyable because of the moments and bonding with my friends and classmates. I was also very happy because I tried to clean the intestines of the chicken, which was a first time experience. What I only hate in Basil was, there was no water for taking a bath and for washing clothes and that it was very hot. Et si Apo Shiyos kuma e on bendisyon son sika tejo nemin so niyay ya immersion.

May 21, 2013

Oh yeah! 3:15 am, get up and wash your face. Day 2 in Basil, Tublay our group was scheduled to cook our food for the whole day. We woke up 3:15 in the morning and prepared the food to be cooked. I cooked rice and helped also in cooking our viand (tortang talong). It was almost 7:00 am when we finished cooking. I didnt still take a bath for there was insufficient supply of water, so I decided to go to the creek and take a bath there. It was already quarter to eight when I returned in the school in time for the assembly, for our instructors will be assigning us to different sitios, I was in a rush that I didnt eat my breakfast, though I was hungry I didnt care, for I was very much excited to tour around Basil, Tublay and interview the residents there. This was the day I was waiting for, the start of our journey and the reason why we were here in Basil, to assess or to survey. Our group was assigned in Shontog, and Pacshal, Basil, Tublay. According to the residents in Shontog it has been called as Sitio Shontog because houses there are located in the mountain, wherein Shontog is the ibaloi term for mountain. People there were very welcoming, they were very eager to answer all our questions, also they were very kind like the first house we interviewed, and after we had talked to them they gave us bananas. Also, Lolo Sergio Ignacio one of our interviewees, cried when we were learning.

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The first day of our work as a student PHNurse was really enjoyable, exciting and thrilling, no matter how far houses are in Shontog and the weather was very hot it didnt stop us to do our duties. My funny and scary experiences this day was in the house of Lola Silvestra, I thought that she has a mental problem at first for she was in a dark and locked house, like an abandoned house, she was very thin, her eye bags were black with a white long hair and I compared her to an old woman in a horror movie. When my group mates looked at my facial expression after seeing Lola Silvestra, they were as shocked as I was for they didnt know what happened and what I have seen. All we had to do was to run as fast as we can even if there were many dogs barking at us. But when we asked her neighbors, they said that she was bedridden and wasnt able to walk for a long time. My hea rt begun to beat very fast because of the shame I felt, for we ran from an old woman Lola Silvestra who needed our help the most. I wanted to go back but it was already too late, so our group decided to go back early tomorrow morning. This day was the weirdest and most funny, also a little bit scary.

May 22, 2013

The Awkward Feeling Well, the night were very peaceful after our post-con yesterday we slept past 11:00pm, all I want is to lay and rest my tired body. But early in the morning we woke up to go and see Lola Silvestra, upon arriving at their house we immediately talked and attended to her. And we have known that she was blind, and according to her daughter-in-law who answered our questions, the cause of her blindness was because of untreated cataract, at that time I felt very small because of what Ive done yesterday. But I rea lly thanked God for He was the one who lead us all the time. We had a little chat and before we leave, she let us get some mango on her backyard that made me feel more uncomfortable. On this day also I interviewed a single mother with nine children. According to her husband was in prison. I asked why and I was shocked of what she answered, I only expected that he steal something or others that was not a big crime but its not. For you know what he has done? He raped his own child; I really dont know why he had to do that, to a young lady and his own blood. But still I prayed and let God do the judging. I appreciate Maam Severina Caramay for she served as the mother and the father of her 9 children, also she welcomed us very warm and kind, after our interview she offer us coffee. After our lunch we continue our journey from Shontog to Pacshal, though it was very far we did our best only to reach all the houses of the sitio assigned to us. In one of the houses we visited in Pacshal, a weird 10 year old named Justin Pucay approached us and according to her Lola something is wrong with him (autistic), so we tried to understand his condition and his actions towards us. It was already dark when we arrived in school because we tried to finish all the houses but our group decided to go back and continue our enjoying and thrilling journey in the community of Basil tomorrow. Praise and glory to you our Almighty God and our powerful protector for such a beautiful and wonderful day.

May 23, 2013

So, this day is the last and most enjoyed day of our survey in SHontog and Pacshal, Basil, Tublay. Every day was a great day in Shontog and Pacshal, Basil, Tublay. People there were very welcoming, I would really miss them. Yes, I admit I was very tired walking from mountain to mountain just to survey but it doesnt matter because of the enjoying moment I had with the people there. The family of Uncle Leon and Lolo Sergio Ignacio, I wont forget them because of their kindness, when we visited them again we gave Lolo Sergio medicines and some clothes. In exchange, Uncle Leon, his son gave us jackfruit and banana again.

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Our group also was the only group that was not finished and so we had to go back early because tallying was before 12:00nn but we didnt come in time since we enjoyed taking a bath on the creek in Shontog, we also enjoyed eating the jackfruit given to us. I will also miss the bond between our groups. We arrive late so we had to rush up our surveys for us to submit it on time, but mistakes occurred that made our work slower. This day was also the busiest day, for we will be preparing for tomorrows affair so we had to finish all the visual aids we will be using. So we had to sleep very late and wake up very early. Im really tired this day but I had to be strong and awake. I thank God for His help when we were in hard times, when we felt we cant do it, thank You God Almighty for Your full support even if we are sinners and often tempted.

May 24, 2013

THIS IS THE DAY Oh no! Im very much nervous for this is the day we were preparing for, I was sleepy, for I slept 1:00 am and woke up 3:00 am just to finish our visual aids, we didnt even took a bath, we only changed our clothes and washed our face finalize our works. Exactly 8:00 am we had to start our works, and we begun it from the registration. I really thought that people would not come because it was already past 8:00 am. Then only one person arrived, then before 9:00 am I was surprised because people were arriving at the same time, and we had to work very fast. This day was very overwhelming for now I saw people from the place we went even if it was very far, I am happy that the reason theyve come is that they want to see us present what we had surveyed, I wanted to cry that time for in a very short time we spent together. There were already bond between us and that was the reason of our community immersion for us to build a relationship and establish rapport. I really enjoyed the 6-day community immersion because of experiences and the happy moments, even if we encountered many problems like insufficient water, I wont never forget our first community immersion in Basil, Tyblay, Benguet, all the happy, funny, scary and awkward moments with my classmates, friends, Clinical Instructors and most especially the community and the families. I thank God that I belong to the students of the College of Nursing Benguet State University, Batch 2015 Pipiyan ko eh Basil, Tublay

May 25, 2013

Well, this is the day that I was waiting for and this is also the day that would make me sad. I waited for this day because I want to go home and see my family. But Im not excited because I would be leaving my newly met friends, I will surely miss them especially the bonds that was developed between us. I will also miss the beautiful view of the mountain and the hot weather of Basil,Tublay. I just comforted myself with the thought, we will be coming back soon. Early in the morning we visited Lolo Sergio Ignacio to give his clothes, brush and towels. Also, we went there to say goodbye to him, but before we left, his son gave us 4 pineapples fresh from their backyard. He gave us advices and cried while saying goodbye to us.

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After that, we had to go back to the school to prepare everything; to pack our things and to help in cleaning. While we were eating our lunch, there was an emergency. A male person was brought to us because he had met a vehicular accident on his way home. So our clinical Instructors and some of us went to attend to him. He had a wound on his left arm and left foot but it wasnt that serious so he wasnt brought to the hospital. After all these things, the happy and sad experiences, those awkward feelings and all the unexpected happenings, we were now to leave Barangay Basil. Our first exposure in the community was now over, but there was more to come. I thank God for all the experiences and lessons learned, most of all, for the safe trip/travel on our way home and His guidance and love. Praise and glory be unto You our Lord!

Name: Jubilee Beth Lasegan Depayso Age: 18 years old Hobbies: reading, watching Motto: Good, better, best. Never let it rest, until your good is better and your better is best. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Hiking :p Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: strengthening of relationships Cooperation barriers and and

Challenges encountered in community: Language hiking

What did you miss the most: Staying with my batchmates, the bond that we had

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May 20, 2013

DAY 1 Dear Diary, Today, we go to Basil, Tublay, Benguet for a new adventure to be added in our book of life stories. It all started when we all decided to meet at the entrance gate of our college. Then when all accounts were all settled, our departure started. When we arrived, we were greeted by the cheerful smiles of the communitys people while we unload all our belongings. Since its already lunch time, our group started to cook our scheduled meal for that day, whereas the other group had their packed lunch. As we settled ourselves, we also started fixing our baggage. Its nice to see all of us working together as a group. As the afternoon approaches, some of us started to do our things. Others were singing, sleeping, playing cards, and also eating. For our dinner, our group cooked boneless bangus and laing, which was specially cooked by our C.I., sir Gil. As for the other group, they prepared their live chickens for abodo (not sure if it was). But the thing that bothers me until now is that the fact that I didnt lend a hand to our C.I. when he was going to was the laing. I kinda felt guilty about that. Anyway, after all that, our group started to fetch water from the H.E. room of the school. We transferred palesof water to the other side, where the drums were located. Water was really scarce in that area. Each and everyone freshened up then had our dinner. Before we go to sleep, we met first our C.I.s for our ARFA. Following that is, right now, where Im writing to you with droopy eyes and have nothing more to say. So, goodnight diary, til I write again.

May 21, 2013

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DAY 2: SUCCESS Dear Diary, Its day 2, time to immerse! The place assigned to us was the area of Pangablan. Something makes me smile about the name. It is the fact that I always say Pangaldan instead of Pangablan, which is correct. Before we could reach the place, we have to encounter a long, long, long, long, long hike. Finally, we reached our destiny (kidding, our destination). Maybe you are wondering why so long, it is because Im not used to it. Despite the tiring, exhausting adventure, it was worth it since we saw happy faces of all the family we visited. We did our tasks like assessing the clients, surveying the households; we also had our health teachings and etc. We went to every house asking questions and at the same time learning a little bit about their way of life. That day, I realized things regarding life (though I realized it before, it is only now that it strikes me). How long and hard life if it isnt paved for you to pass through. And like roads, life changes in a spur of a moment. Today, you might be living an easy and carefree life but we d ont know for tomorrow, you could be facing serious challenges and problems. During this day, something funny happened. My shoes were slippery, causing me to slip and I lose my balance. I passed the other way around since I thought it could be safer than the original path, but then, the opposite occurred. Another lesson was learned. It is that we should never forget that the Lord is always there for us to hold on to and in every obstacle we face, we must always stand firm and be brave. As the day ends, all of us, three groups, met along the road, near the church. Since it was raining really hard, we decided to ride a rented car in order to go back to Basil Proper. It was kind of doubtful to go back walking because the pathway is quite scary. That ends the adventure for today. To sum it all up, today was FUN!

May 22, 2013

DAY 3: BECAUSE OF YOU Dear Diary, Oh yeah, still surviving! Today we went back to our area, Pangablan, to complete our tasks. Our quest was to survey 18 households for each group. At around 6:30 am, we started to travel and took the shortcut to the area and we arrived there at around 8 am. We didnt even realize we arrived fast since the first time we hiked, it really felt very, very far. This time, we didnt have our C.I. with us. As usual, we did what we have done the yesterday. When it started to rain, there was a household who offered us to take a bath at their place. The owner said that the water in their area was overflowing. So, we grabbed the chance to take a bath alternately because almost all of us really stink. After we took a bath, we went back to the other households that we werent able to attend to this morning, hoping they have arrived already. Fortunately, we were able to catch up with some of them. Given that there were still houses, which were empty, we decided to ask among the neighbors for some questions regarding that household.

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When we decided to go back, one of my group mates asked our C.I.s if we are allowed to ride a car again in going back. Then they replied its up to our group, so we decided to rent a car and my other group mate texted her father, who has a car, to fetch us. All of us werent able to answer back all the text messages or calls of our C.I.s and batch mates because all our phones were on silent mode and all were tired and asleep during the trip. We were all sorry for what happened. Maybe it was because all our minds were clouded that we didnt thing straight and inform somehow our C.Is. (Who wouldnt be disappointed to what had happened. With 18 heads, not even one thought of it. In the midst of that, even our batch mates were kind of angry at us, sharp eyed people.) Anyway, my eyes are falling already. Goodnight for now.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4: NOTHING SPECIAL Dear Diary, Day 4! Still fighting but today, we wouldnt be going back to Pangablan (how sad). Theres no adventure much for today but he challenge is that we have to collate and have our final tally in all the gathered information, do the spot map and visual aids for the big day. At night, we had a meeting as a batch and we were divided into 3 groups. 1 for the kitchen staff; 2 for the hygiene clinic; and 3 for the adults. For every group, they had their individual meeting. They planned, assigned every task and started to prepare the needed things for tomorrow. For my group, we started preparing the ingredients of the meals. The groupings were based from the discretions of our C.Is. One thing that was funny about the group was, all the bigger ones were group toget her and its in the kitchen area. Anyhow, we better sleep in order to wake up early tomorrow. Sleep tight!

May 24, 2013

DAY 5: WHATS GOING TO WORK? TEAMWORK! Dear Diary, Finally! Today is the day. Our group started to change in our CHN uniform and then preparing the food and things needed. The program started and ended at right time. Despite the temperature and stress felt by each and everyone, it was still good cause all enjoyed. Then after the program, we fixed, cleaned and wash all the things that were used. It was done at the right time before the rain starts pouring again. While it was raining, I kind of fell asleep. Then night came and I watch some play cards then dosed off. How funny that is. Its already morning and I just want to end this. Got to go clean!

May 25, 2013

DAY 6: BITTER SWEET

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Dear Diary, I survived! Today we go home, (Home sweet home)! Theres nothing much to say about today. Its just fixed and packed our things, then assigned areas to be cleaned. I ate breakfast then started doing the chores. After all things were done, cleaning, fixing and preparing, it was already lunch time. This time they butchered all left live chickens. It was prepared in different kinds of dish: pinikpikan, adobo and dinuguan. All had their share and ate. After eating, our ride have already arrived so, all started loading bags, drums, tanks and stoves. Then the journey started. Goodbye Basil, Tublay (til next time, see you soon). We have returned to La Trinidad, Benguet. We went straight to school and unload all things. After looking for each personal baggage, we went home. Time to close this chapter of my adventure! Resting time!

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Leonarie Karren Tomas Dominguez

Age: 18 years old Hobbies: eating, singing, dancing, reading, reflecting, hanging out with friends sleeping,

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Motto: Reality exist in the human mind Unforgettable Experience in the Community: During the community immersion, I was able to explore and enjoy the scenery while walking. Also, I was able to talk to different people and I think those are unforgettable moments to cherish. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I think my most valuable contribution is giving my time and effort to roam around the community and simply talk and communicate to them. Challenges encountered in community: One of the challenges I have encountered is the lack of effective communication in organizing the works to be done and also during the interview in every household. What did you miss the most: I miss the simple and cool way of living in that community.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 Hala! Sana kami din mag community na. This was the line that I usually say whenever I see my higher years go to the community and help the people there. And now that I am living that envious hope, I must say, I still cant believe that things are happening. It is exciting though that I find myself here in the community. When we got here, it was just a usual feeling to be honest and I dont know why. No expectations. No worries. No particular plans in mind. In one way or the other, I was just living and seizing every moment of today. Hakuna Matata. It means no worry, as Timon and Pumba always say. However, I know that it is somehow risky to feel this way. But considering that it is the first day, I dont feel that bad. Maybe I just want to relax and dont feel the pressure of the moment.

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Nevertheless, the fact that some members of the group are not sensitive when it comes to responsibilities and duties frustrates me. It saddens me that they have become so self-centered that they cant feel anything.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Heart beats fast every day I have died waiting for you. Every day, every moment when we started with our community subject, I usually think how things will work out when we reach the community. Will people accept us? Will I be effective as a nurse? Will I like my grouping? Will I like the place? Today, these questions were answered. The experience was not bad at all. It was worth the wait I must say. Of course, at first I was anxious. I was out of my mind at some point but because my group mates were very helpful and supportive, things went well. Be calm and confident, this is what I have learned today. When we started the interview, we were a bit unorganized with what we are saying. Consequently, we werent able to establish genuine rapport at first. However, as we went on and continued with the interview, we gained our confidence and we learned to keep calm. Unfortunately, the weather wasnt that good. I was overwhelmed on the other hand how the people let us in their homes. They were so sensitive on our need. We got so wet that day but it was fun to walk through the rain.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Lets get ready to rumble! AGAIN! Day three of our community immersion was a day full of excitement and of accomplishment. The excitement of going back to the sitio and to get to know more people energized me to be more confident. Consequently, it was a day of achieving something. However, it was a stressful day because I have realized that we needed to tally things and prepare for Fridays activity at the end of this day. I started this day with a great hope as we went to sitio Diogao. We walked faster today going there because somehow we mastered things. We knew what houses we will visit and how we will get there. And because of this, we were able to finish the interviews. We also had the chance to rest under a tree where we also had our lunch break. Ive realized that having these things, the tree and the views, around us are so amazing. Th e view from the tree and the fine pine tree itself are so incredible. I was in awe. How great indeed is our God for He had created everything. In addition, for the past two days, I have been around with my group mates. I was once so skeptical and close-minded about groupings especially when Im grouped with not -so-close-friends-of-mine people. However, since my group mates were so kind, helpful and funny, I was reminded not to really judge people. It was an awesome experience knowing and being with these great people. So, it was time for us to go back to our headquarters. There were mixed emotions. I was sad thinking that I will never get to see those faces for some time. Im happy, knowing that I was able to help and finish our task.

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Nevertheless, I hope tomorrow will work out despite the confusions that we are encountering in tallying the data gathered.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 Mamaya na yan. This probably was the mindset of almost every one this day. And this caused our downfall for today. Ahh that moment when you are done with the survey and want to rest but are left with tallying, thinking that tallying isnt that hard. It was so bad, really bad. I must say, based on observation, we were a bit relaxed. Then came lunch, things didnt change that much. E veryone was confused thinking and deciding if we will tally or not. Of course, reality, some chose not to tally thinking that they can do it later cause they still have time. Some, on the other hand, wisely chose to do it to be able to finish things. However, miscommunication impeded this tallying. We even had these things called no tally, no lunch but is seems like it didnt have any effect on the progress. So, things happened. Time flew so fast. Movements lasted. Laughter seized the day but still there we were still, no results. And on the other hand, we still need to organize things for tomorrow. Things were not that good but I can say some changes occurred along the way. I learned for this day that things should be done if time allowed it. There is no turning back. So, I guess time management indeed is important. It is also a discipline. Fingers crossed. I pray that things will be successful.

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 Mariing kayon. This phrase was what I heard as I opened my eyes this morning. Wake up in the morning feeling tired and weary. Almost everyone was doing something. As for me, I was assigned in the kitchen. I tried to finish yesterday night anything that should be done with the foods that will be prepared today. And because of this, I slept late but it was worth it. But the others werent able to finish their tasks and caused them not to have enough rest. If only things really went well then this might not have happened. Nevertheless, I stayed in the kitchen cooking and preparing. It was nt that easy but as my ate always says to me, wala naman kasing madali eh. It was stressful but I have to keep it under control. Despite the heat of the burner, I should still keep it cool. BWALA! The foods were magically prepared. It was delicious and just the way I imagined it to be. It was worth it. Happy me!

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However, I wish I will have the opportunity soon to also deal with the people. I want to interact with them so that I will develop my confidence when dealing with people. I learned to be more patient in the kitchen. Dealing with tons of people is very challenging. I was reminded of a proverbs saying, better is a patient man than a warrior. Sometimes, we need to be patient with people even though they shorten our temper, than to be a person who is right but very defensive. Staying in the kitchen is a different level of experience. It was quite an experience.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 We made it! Whoo! My last day in Basil, Tublay, Benguet was one of the unforgettable days for the entire week. It was something that I cannot forget because it was the only moment that I have really seized. Although, I can still say that I have enjoyed and spent well the days from Monday to Friday, there is still something special about that last day. It was something that I cannot find why and it was an indescribable feeling. AMBIVALENCE. It was ambivalence, maybe, or I dont exactly know. I was so sad to leave that day for I felt like I have made a distinct connection with the place and it was hard for me to disconnect such kind of bond. On the other hand, I was happy because I can go home and be with my family again. Also, I can take a bath properly when I reach home. I must say, goodbyes are not really easy; however, they are not that bad. There are things that we really need to let go for now, not because we will never have the chance to go back again to that place, but because it is the process that we have to undergo. When I left Basil that day, there was an inner force in me that I wanted to cry and I dont know why. But when I saw my family, the feeling suddenly went away. That day, I fixed my things and rested.

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Name: Norieleen Nahpadan Ebro Age: 18 years old Hobbies: drawing Motto: Nothing is impossible. Unforgettable Community: mountain Experience Hiking in on the a

Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Helping the family to recognize the disease or illness prone in their community and how they can prevent these by letting them enumerate the diseases and its management Challenges encountered in community: Doing my best in understand their dialect and thinking how to communicate well with them What did you miss the most: The warm acceptance

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A travel from Km. 5 La Trinidad to Basil, Tublay for the community immersion was just a short travel but I felt it was too far from home. For just how many hours, I missed home. Coupled with this feeling were nervousness, excitement, and anxiousness. Its because it was a FIRST TIME. I wonder how it would be being with families you never knew. Actually, this thought was running in my mind since the training. All day long, after the arrival, I felt so tired, my headache was to the max and all I wanted to do is to rest but then I have to bear with the situation. Well, when everyone was busy playing cards, scrabbles, and singing songs, I found myself sleeping in the middle of the day. At least I rested,haha. Theres not much to do yet but it was tiring. All I know that made me so tired was when I carried the bags. At night, I just helped in fixing the survey paper, helped fetch water, and nothing followed.

May 21, 2013

This is it! Its time to be with the community. Time to know them and to know their problems in their community and in their health and so with how they deal with those problems. So, early morning busy preparations, rush fixing of things. Afterwards, assignments were given at 8:00am, everybody was excited to go and merge with the community. Departure started but me and my other classmates got behind waiting for our members who took a bath. At 8:30 we started to walk from Basil Elementary to Bendi-an which I never expected to be that far, low and that silent. We arrived there at past 9:00am and it was so good that the first home we visited was so welcoming and the owner was the BHW. I and my group mates got happier because we have located her to guide us immediately. The houses there were actually near from each other however, the path makes it difficult to be reached. I dont know but the people we interviewed are l ike alternating, the first was open, the second was shy, the third was open again then followed by the shy mango person. I just came to think about that cause I got amazed by it. However, its good that we were able to gather information despite of their different attitudes. Through the survey, I realized that youll be able to establish a better working -relationship if you are able to speak with them in their dialect.

May 22, 2013

The second day, the second round. Getting up early is too hard for me so I woke up around 6 am. I know we have to catch up with our early bird clients so we went there immediately by 6:30 am without eating our meal. Were happy because we are able to catch them in their homes and knowing that they are also happy seeing us stan ding and sitting with them. Its a relief that they welcome us and been waiting for us to come. This time, we found out that the pregnant lady was already nine months and her date of delivery would be tomorrow (May 23). So we applied the leopolds maneuver and tried to get the FHT. However, were not able to count it for full minute because were losing it. Afterwards, we did health teaching and advised her to go to the health center or to the hospital when she feels like in labor or when her bag of water breaks since she is a primi mother. Actually, I and Ashley say saying and sana tadta nalang nag -anak, for experience and for more interventions because we want to try how would be delivery in homes.

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We also visited a 5 months pregnant lady in their home but then she was at the garden so we followed her there at the bottom of the mountain and hiked although. It was her 3 rd pregnancy but still she didnt have TT vaccine and prenatal care even at the health center only. When I saw her gardening, I felt pity for her since shes pregnant and still do hard works, hikes a mountain and cook for food after all just to survive. I hate thinking about it but I cannot avoid because I just cant simply imagine how she lives. Overall, we end up done with the 10 households around 11 am. So, we rush back to school because we already feel our hunger and feel so tired and weak after hiking a mountain. Rested, comforted, and refreshed after eating, sleeping for a while and going at the spring to take a bath. So its time to d o the tallying and discussed the observations and we finished it by 11:00-11:30 pm. Such a good feeling that weve done the tally by that time thinking that there are only 10 households, 50 people and 13 families. And goodnight followed the day I started with sacrifice.

May 23, 2013

Time check! 5:30 am, Im still sleepy, want to lie down so comfortably and take time to rest. Hmm, it cant be, theres still a work to be done, cook, wash clothes, do spot map, recheck the tally, etc. I was actually awakened by the voice of Maam Catapang so I started to cheer up myself. I wanted to go with my classmates who are going back to their assigned sitios but then my feet ache and Im actually in the state of calamity laziness. I stayed here at the school, do the task mentioned. I just got annoyed, frustrated and mad with some or I mean many comments of the people I'm with the other members of the group. I just cant understand why do they have to do the works and then complains when others didnt do their tasks. For me, maybe everyone should just love what they do, no complains, no hard feelings because it was actually a responsibility which should be kept in mind. Another thing done for this day was the preparation for tomorrows activity, we were sermoned by our instructor and I know and understand its our fault. Afterwards the division of labor was done and I was assigned at the kitchen. So, preparation of ingredients until 1am was to be done. I expected that It would be hard because we have to wake up earlier for the construction but I was so sleepy after peeling and slicing the carrots so by 1am I slept.

May 24, 2013

3 Am!Doors close-open-close-open-close-open-close. I hate it. Well, I continue sleeping. Four AM, I was again awakened, awaken by the noise of people who complain so I just woke up and its already 24. Our last day. Time for the 2nd round preparation for foods, so, when everyone is still sleeping, I and kitchenmates have to start working. Its a fun seeing each of us working together but afterwards, during the beginning of the program, everybody is getting angry. Some got annoyed to those who conducts the program, annoyed with other kitchenmates for somewhat just appeared , angry for everything ang I got so mad with them all for all those complains and whatever words I heard, however at the middle, everybody got along with each other.

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Talking about the program, its overwhelming to see the parents and children come from their homes just to attend the said assembly, and it feels so happy up inside to see them having time enjoying the program. We all end up tired, after the program, we can see the members lied down and sleeping soundly (Haha) and I joined them just after washing dishes. Night time came, almost all sleep so soundly. However I and some are still awake busy chatting, doing journal and reflecting to what is done this day.

May 25, 2013

This is it! The day Ive been waiting for .Its time or I mean its the day to go back home. Im so much excited because I can sleep tightly after going home, take a bath and consume as much as water I want and take time on my own. Well, the experience of having emersion is so much unforgettable and fun. It taught me many values, here; I learned a lot to be sensitive and learned to be giving. I also learned how to maximize what is available and learn to discipline myself better than I used to. After thinking all these things, I was awaked that there are still things to be done before going home, haha. So I have to forget first the so called "time to go home". I helped in segregating the garbage which I never expected that I can do it despite of the offensive smell and "owe, yucky", I mean disgusting mixtures and structures of the garbage. And it felt so good after segregating because I found myself enjoying what I have done and I never complained such an achievement! Thereafter, I fixed my things, helped cleaning and rested. At the departure, I tried and experienced going up at the roof of the jeepney and fixed the top loads because it almost rained and nobody wants to help the driver simply because nobody wants to get wet I guess. Overall, excitement and enjoyment is what I am feeling when were all on the way home saying till we will come back"

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Name: Rye Vaughn Anas Esteban Age: 18 years old Hobbies: performing tricks, beat-boxing magic

Motto: Take care of your dreams because they are the blue prints of your destin. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: None Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: My most valuable contribution to COPAR is that the rendering of health teachings to the people in the community. These health teachings are a big help to their lifestyle especially on how they take of their selves to prevent diseases. Challenges encountered in community: The challenges Ive met are on how to go along with my instructors and classmates because these were the times that we have to help each other and to have team work. Another challenge that Ive met is that on how to be along with the community because it is a new community to me to be in Basil, I must go along on how their life is for me to easily establish rapport. What did you miss the most: What I miss most in the community is that the bonding of the batch, I miss the joy of each and every one of us, the sharing of experiences of
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going to the different sitios of Basil and most especially is the teamwork and cooperation of all of us.

May 20, 2013

On the day of May 20, 2013, I woke up at 6:00 in the morning and suddenly I felt that my head was aching and I had the feeling of having a fever. At 7:00 am I took a bath even if I was having a headache. At 7:45 am, I fixed my things and went to school. We departed at 9:30 am and arrived at Basil, Tublay at 10:30 am. Upon arriving, we immediately fixed our things and cleaned the rooms where we would be staying. At 1:00 pm, we had our lunch which is pinikpikan and after eating, I washed my own plate. At 3:00 pm we built a bathroom and finished at 5:00 pm. The whole day I was having headache but I still acted normal and helped my classmates in building the bathroom. At 7:00 pm, I washed my face and feet and after that I took my medicine for my headache. And at 8:30 pm we had our dinner. At 10:45 pm, we had our meeting about the house rules and other reminders. After the meeting we slept to gain energy for the next day.

May 21, 2013

Oh my God! Its the second day of our immersion and still I had this headache and body pain. It was 3:00am when I woke up because we were the ones assigned for the cooking. Even though I had headache and body pain, I took a bath immediately went back to the room and rested and I did not help in cooking because I was still having headache and body pain. After 2 hours of sleeping I woke up and got out and checked my group mates who were cooking but they were not yet finished so I helped them because it was very embarrassing because I just slept while they were cooking outside and it was very cold. It was already 7:00 in the morning and we ate our breakfast. After eating we fixed out things to be needed in community health nursing but Maam Valles told me that if Im not yet well I may not go to the community so that my fever will not worsen. So I decided to stay to watch over our things. At 10:00am I slept and gained energy for the next day. At 12:00nn, it was time for lunch and suddenly my group mates came and we all ate our lunch. After I hour break my group mates went back to the community to continue their survey and I stayed together with Shery Ann because Glynn substituted her. At 2:00pm it rained very strong. But in spite of this Shery Ann and I disassembled the tents and fixed them and we also had this opportunity to store water. At 4:00pm I already started cooking rice and when my group mates came they immediately cooked our viand. I took a bath at 7:00pm. After taking a bath we ate our dinner at 8:30pm then rested and slept.

May 22, 2013

My Diary Oh yeah its our third day at Basil, Tublay and at last my body pain and headache was relieved. But theres a positive side, theres also a negative side because at 3:00 am in the morning we were disturbed sleeping by the

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cooks because we were assigned to sleep in the kitchen. After eating and washing myself I prepared my things and joined my group mates and went around the community/ When we went around the community we had interviewed a man who is alone in his house. I appreciated him because he let us in and welcomed us in his house and even wiped the chair for us. After our first interview that day we went the next house. This house, there is a child together with her grandmother and as usual we interviewed them the same way. Our third interview is the last and the best or memorable because when we are greeting an old woman from a distance to her house she is responding but we cant understand what she is saying and when we got closer to her we all realized that she paralyzed that we cant understand her. At 10:30 am we already finished our survey and we went back to school and rested. At 6:00 pm, we had our dinner and after eating we begun finalizing our paper works and slept.

May 23, 2013

5:00 in the morning I woke up and I immediately washed me and at 7:00am, we went back to the community without eating because we have to finish those unsurveyed houses. Fortunately, we interviewed all the people in their houses that recently came back from a vacation. First, we interviewed a father with three children and a wife who is an OFW. The people of the second house that we interviewed came from a swimming trip in Itogon. We interviewed them the same way. The third house that we visit is a house of an old woman. While we are interviewing her, we were touched by her stories because she told us that she has an enemy at Basil, Tublay. She told us that one day, when she went to her farm, she is shocked because all of her plants were destroyed and her chickens are dead. As she is telling that story, it seems she wanted to cry but she didnt. After interviewing her, we went back to the school and rested for a while. At 10:00 am, we had our brunch and started our spot map. At 1:00pm, we finished it and prepared for the community assembly. We finished all at 9:00pm and had our post-conference. After the post-conference, we ate our dinner at 10:00pm and slept at 10:30pm.

May 24, 2013

Yes! Yes! Yes! Its the day for the community assembly. Hope to enjoy it! I woke up at 6:00 am. My classmates and I went to the church and had our hall preparation. At 7:45 am I washed myself and changed my clothes, wearing my CHN uniform. At 8:00 am there were already a lot of children coming, so we started the program with a prayer. After the prayer we started the games so that the children will not be bored. As times goes we had our hygiene clinic and assisted the children to the different stations like hand washing, nail clipping, ear cleaning and others. That time was very hot and I cannot move comfortably but anyway, the feeling was good, because all the children that we taught were happy because of us.

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At 12 noon we had our lunch followed by games. In giving donations (clothes) and foods is the best thing because it feels like the feeling of marijuana that made my feeling unexplainable. At last, the successful program was done at 3:00 pm, after that we had our after care. Ad I went immediately to our room to ix my things so that I will not be busy packing my things the next day. At 5:00 pm I continued ad finished my journal and then rested and waited for dinner to come. At 8:30 pm we had our dinner and after that we had our postcon. Oh yeah! Its a very good day, good night diary, and good night too, Basil, Tublay.

May 25, 2013

The day I've been waiting for! At last all our efforts walking miles and miles have ended. In the morning, I woke up 6am and I still wanted to sleep but I can't because my entire companion in the room already woke up. At 7am all of us were busy cleaning. We were grouped with different tasks; some of us segregated the garbage, cleaned the rooms, and washed the used kitchen wares while we boys butchered the chickens for our lunch. After we butchered all the chickens, we cooked them in two menus, pinikpikan and adobo. We are all odorous and dirty because the smell of the burned feathers sticked to our clothes. At 1pm, the foods were already served and all our classmates ate while we boys took a bath. After we took a bath, we had our lunch. At 2pm, everything was settled and we were ready to depart but the rain came so were all rushing putting our things to the jeepneys. We left Basil at 3pm and arrived at BSU Campus by 2:45pm and went home by 5pm.

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Name: Ashley Nicole Lawig Feliciano Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Reading, sleeping, watching Motto: Everyone has his burden. What counts is how you carry it. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Last day of the community where the people laughed and enjoyed the activity. Those smiles that was plastered on their faces. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Challenges encountered in community: Ways on how to establish rapport with different kinds of people in the community lalo na kapag di mo alam mag ibaloi, and tipid sa water, maaga nagigising What did you miss the most: I miss how the people in that community share their stories, I miss the bond na nabuo.

May 20, 2013

This day, today, is the most awaited day, maybe, for everybody because today is the day we are going to our first community immersion in Basil, Tublay, Benguet. The morning experience was horrible because I had to carry my things to school even though it was drizzling and I had 4 bags. Before going to Basil, we first prayed. I enjoyed the laughter that we exchanged during our way. We stopped at some point to get our foods and refill our water gallons.

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We arrived, here, in Basil, Tublay at 11:30 am and we helped each other to carry our bags and other things that we will need. We settled these on the school where we were going to stay. We cleaned the classrooms where we were going to sleep and after that we settled down while waiting for some instructions from our instructors. Some of us slept, some even played, some prepared and built the bathroom that we will be using, some cleaned, some sang, and some even cooked. After a very tiring day, we were all tired and drowsy and we were all ready and excited to sleep. I got ready for a new challenge that we will be facing on the next day.

May 21, 2013

Some of us woke up at 3:30am to prepare breakfast; some woke up to get ready for a new challenge in the day. When we were having our pre-con, I was nervous about the things that we will be doing in the community because I feel that the Sitio that we will be going is not welcoming. We were assigned in Bendi-an. We walked like 45-60 minutes going there from Basil Elementary School. We walked and walked and talked until we can only see green trees, tall bamboos, grass and cows. We followed the path until we reached the Sitio without was only composed of 10 houses. The first resident that we interviewed was very very welcoming. We still have to practice how to approach them properly. The nice thing about the Sitio was, they were not just answering the questions but they were also elaborating on their answers. It was nice because they show that we are welcomed in their Sitio and they trusted us with the information that they are sharing. Thinking, seeing, analyzing and realizing the things that the residents shared is the reason why this community immersion has occurred or is happening. And Im happy that I am here to stay, to help them in any way that I can. There are many things that happened this day. It was challenging, exciting, enjoying, frustrating, exhausting, it was also educational. And from the things that Ive heard and saw this day was also HEART BREAKING.

May 22, 2013

We Slept We wake up early so that we can go to Bendian immediately to interview the other residents that we still didnt interview because they were already on their own gardens. We interviewed them all but theres this that we didnt nahabol, her daughter said that she was already in there garden. So we decided to go to their farm and interview her. We hiked half of the mountain just to reach her, and then when we interviewed her, we knew that she was 5 months pregnant and shes still working on a very hot day in the garden.

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After the interview, we went back to Basil Elementary School, we took a bath and played, we rested and didnt start tallying our work because just thinking of it gives us no determination to do so it. After resting and playing, we decided to work on our papers so that we could finish it early, we thought that the tallying was simple but we did it, we find it quite hard. As the night falls, our tallying was good and we finished it then after that, we slept.

May 23, 2013

In the morning, we just rested and relaxed, but when the night fall, we all got busy for the preparation for the program tomorrow. Some of us made visual aids, some tried to finish the tali-ing, some prepared the foods, some also prepared the games and activities that will be held the day after. My two friends and I tried to build the spot map of the community because it is one of the highlights of the program. It was hard because of different perspectives of the individual spot map that each group made. We had a hard time to figure out where are the right directions of the houses and the different sitios of the barangay. Our instructors even helped us to figure it out, so we hadthis sketch and decided to start and combine all the spot maps. Doing the spot map was not an easy thing to do. Because we also have to follow the correct directions, paths and positions of the houses. We didnt sleep just to finish the spot map. I was quite distracted while doing the spot map, because we were surrounded by sleeping people. Staring at them while theyre dreaming makes me want to tuck myself in my sleeping bag and sleep also. I slept at about 5:00-6:00 am, I have to wake up because we have to continue working on our spot map and luckily we finished it 30 minutes before the program starts!

May 24, 2013

Just a Smile Unlike the others, they were excited but nervous of what will happen this day. Some of them started their day with a smile. But for me, I admit that I started my day with a frown. I didnt really thought that there will be people coming in this general assembly. I just thought that my colleagues and I should finish our spot map. We didnt sleep the whole night; we just worked on the spot map, eager to finish it. I was assigned to help in cooking. When I joined my kitchen-mates, some of them were complaining, some of them were just silent, I stayed silent because I dont have any more energy to find out what they were complaining. I just helped the others to cook the pancit even though I really wanted to sleep. The other groups started the program, thats when I saw the children sm ile, laugh and enjoy the program, its like all my tiredness evaporated. I enjoyed watching them participate in the activity. Seeing their smiles, hearing their laughter, seeing those children having fun made me happy too. I got my energy back (haha).

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After preparing the foods for lunch and distributed, we also ate. After that when we were not doing anything, we joined the children. We played with them, we chatted, and we even laughed together. I was happy because I shared a little time of my life with th em, and them with me. Im happy because with this short period of time that I stayed here in the community I learned a lot. I learned that doing simple things can make a little innocent child smile and happy even though they are having a hard time in their lives. I enjoyed this day because at least, now, I know that I touched the childrens hearts and lives with just a simple smile, respect, love and care. The disappointments and sacrifices were worth it. ^_^ LONG LIVE BASIL, TUBLAY. GOD BLESS YOU...

May 25, 2013

Its our last day in Basil, Tublay and we did many things. We were divided into groups for the cleaning of the school. Some cleaned in the kitchen, in the classrooms, in the comfort rooms, some cooked our lunch and some just laughed and took pictures. We helped each other so that the work would be finished earlier, of course, so that we can go home because we dont like na maabutan ng ulan. After eating our lunch (which is pinikpikan, adobo and dinuguan), some of us carried our bags and loaded them to the jeepneys while me and my other 4 batch mates washed the dishes and pots that were used. Unfortunately when we were nearly done washing, it started to drizzle so we had to hurry with what we were doing. After that, we still had to clean some of the things in the kitchen. The rain was pouring hard when we were done with our work so we waited for it to calm a bit before proceeding to our respective jeepneys. We arrived at Benguet State University at 4:00 in the afternoon and still, the rain was heavy. We waited for it to stop then we finally went home. When I was at home I rested for a while then I took a bath. I didnt bother to eat because I was very tired so I slept immediately. There are many things I want to say but words are not enough. I loved and liked the immersion and I also learned a lot. While I was packing my things, I was also packing the memories I had in Basil, Tublay. It was a great experience in my life and I will never forget it.

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Name: Ruby Garin

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Age: 19 years old Hobbies: Watching movies, eating, surfing the net Motto: A thousand miles starts with a single step. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Defecating and urinating in an open pit, bathing using rain water, long walk and hike, going out to interview without taking a bath and toothbrushing Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Participating surveys Challenges encountered in community: Water survey areas shortage in and the far

What did you miss the most: The community people

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May 20, 2013

On the first day of our community immersion here at Basil, Tublay, we were all very excited at the same time very nervous. For most, it was not their first time to be away from their parents. But for me, it was my first time. While staying here, I should not depend on others to do things for me. In this immersion, I should not only think of myself but also others (classmates, groupmates, facilitators, community, etc.). My first day here was no different from the others except that I got to butcher a chicken and cook it for my groupmates, which was something new to me. The place was good so far, but there were only two things that most of us considered as problems: the comfort rooms and the water. The CRs were not-so-good to use and the water was very limited. It is in here where I experienced to have body shower using only 2 dippers of water. I know that these will not be the only things that are new that I will be experiencing/encountering and I am looking forward for more. At the end of the day, I realized that the training we had before we went here was indeed very important. I cannot say that my expectations (positive) towards myself, peers, the community, and the facilitators are true yet but I can say this early that some of us are already showing the ir true colors. I am looking forward to know more of my batchmates.

May 21, 2013

This day was our first encounter with the community. We were assigned au Sitio Bendian. It is 30 minutes 45 minutes walk from Basil Elementary School where we live or s tay. The moment we learned that this place we will be conducting a survey. It was not excitement that we felt but nervousness. We didnt know how to start a conversation with the community people. The questions: Will they open their doors to us?, Are th ey going to entertain us and answer our questions?, How are we going to deal with them? these were the questions that came up as we headed to the place. Luckily, the first person in the first household that we interviewed was a Barangay Health Worker. She was very welcoming and she even told us of the families whom we should go. Every household in Bendian has different personalities. There are some who are very kind, welcoming, and funny but there are also some who are very shy and unwelcoming to the point that you know there is somebody in the house but they hide so that we will think that nobody is home. There is one thing that I had noticed in that community that I really admired; they really know each other. They know whats happening and the diseases of the member of the community. Inquire about any information regarding their neighbors and they will give you an answer more than what you are asking for. In totality, Sitio Bendian is a good community. The long walk that we had was worth it. Most of the people were very kind and approachable. When I saw and was able to meet the people there, I realized that I really am so lucky to have this kind of life. I may not have what I want but at least I have what I need.

May 22, 2013

Our third day here at Basil and second day of interviews. These are three families that we were not able to interview yesterday so we came back earlier today in order for us to reach them before they go to work since most of them go to farm in the working.

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Theres nothing much new happened this day. We already had an idea about Bendian and the community people so it was not that hard to deal with them. I can say that we already built a rapport with them. One of the three houses that we interviewed today has a family member who i s pregnant whose due date will be tomorrow. What if shell give birth today?, a question suddenly stricken me. She was already having contractions so we advised her to see the Midwife earlier to prevent giving birth at the wrong place. There was also another pregnant woman that we saw today. Weve been to their place yesterday but we didntnotice that she is pregnant so we were not able to ask her about maternal health. Unluckily, she was not in their house when we went there. They said that she went to the farm. We have to ask her because this is very important for her and for documentation so we start leaving and followed the direction that they instructed to us. There were times that we thought of giving up because it is so far. Further than we expected and is dangerous. Their house is on top of the mountain and their farm is on the bottom of the mountain. The long hiking was worth it because we had the chance to experience what most people do for work in that community. And we were able to get the information that we wanted. Indeed life is so hard, that even though you have other life that you need to take care of in your womb, you still have to work and sacrifice a lot for you to live.

May 23, 2013

We finished surveying yesterday so the only thing tha t we did today was to prepare for tomorrows activity (Community General Assembly). We only had this day to prepare. The program paper was just made and a new task group was given. Everything and everybody were in a rush and was very busy, hoping that all things will be done before the sun shines. I was assigned in the kitchen; the foods that we will be preparing are pansit, agar-agar, egg sandwich and champorado. As early as 8:00pm today, we already started to slice and prepare ingredients that we will be needing for tomorrows menu just like the carrots, beans, gelatin, agar and others. This is to prevent rushing things. At first, almost all group members were helping but as the night gets deeper, our other groupmates sleep also gets deeper. 12:00am passed and there are still a lot of things undone but at the kitchen, we were almost done. Some were still working and making visual aids, letterings, spot maps, etc. indeed a day is not enough to prepare for an activity which may change or touch another peoples life. In situations like this, cooperation, teamwork, sensitivity between each member of the batch is required. But its a sad reality that even thought some people are already suffering, there are still and will ever be people that will not care. Its better to do things alone than to as other peoples help and gives you pout reply.

May 24, 2013

ASSEMBLY Finally, the day that weve been preparing for came. I can say that we are not yet ready. Some of the data that would be presented today was still being done & some visual aids and the spot map were not yet done. The only letterings that were finished were the letterings that will be decorated in the adults program stage. Its was only in the last minute that they said that we also have to make letterings for the childrens program stage. We made it on a rush so the letterings keep falling and falling thus we ended up removing them. The cooking was good, though we had a little problem regarding the champorado. The group that was assigned to this was transferred to another group but the problem was solved immediately & the champorado was properly cooked.

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They said that the program for adults was a success, yet for me, the program for the children was a little bit boring. There was no continuous flow of the program & since almost everybody of us didnt have enough sleep, almost all of us didnt have much energy enough to make the program lovely. Though it was not I expected, whats important is that the children had fun & we had the chance to help those who are in need. It was the community that was important, so atleast we made them happy in our own simple ways. In general, I can say that the program was a success. There are some goals and objectives that were met. It was really touching and heartwarming to see and think that despite of the very haggard days, their simple SMILES & THANK YOU was a relief. Tomorrow will be our last day here at Basil. Surely, I will miss this place, not just because of the place and people but also, there were a lot of Firsts that happened to me in this place.

May 25, 2013

Finally, its the last day of community immersion. We were all very excited to go home. I didnt know nor thought that in this one week of community, this last day will be the most memorable. As usual, I was awakened by the noise coming from the kitchen. Then one of our instructors came to our room asking if ever one guy slept with us last night. We all kept quiet because we knew that it was us she was talking about. We didnt know what to do. Are we going to tell the truth? we all felt fear. What will happen next? thats when we decided to admit what we did and talk to the instructors. As expected, they were angry and disappointed with us, which I understood since they have been repeating to us that boys and girls are not allowed to sleep together even before the beginning of the community immersion. But still we did it. We didnt expect that this matter was such a big deal because Jayvee is a gay and we dont see him as a threat or a person who would harm us, but then, we realized that hes still a man and we broke the rule. Whatever consequence they would be giving us, we deserve it and will accept it. This would serve as a lesson that will make us a better student and person. Before leaving, each group was given a task. My group was assigned to clean the stage and the grounds; this includes the segregation of the garbage. We separated the biodegradable, non-biodegradable, recyclables, pig food, etc. It was not easy. We had to face and smell the wastes that came from us. So thats what it feels like to be a scavenger. Yes, it was a dirty job, but thats the moment I realized how wasteful some people are. There were still a lot of things that was useful in the garbage. Being in the immersion was a very good thing. I realized how hard life is and how lucky I am of what I have now. This is good Basil for now but we will be back and when that time comes, we will surely be better. Thank you Basil!

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Name: Gellan Salbino Gatayen Age: 18 years old Hobbies: eating Watching, texting, you

Motto: Life is a race; have to run for it.

Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Hiking almost 3 mountains for less than two hours, using half-filled pail to take a bath, using baby wipes to clean my body Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: participation and I helped in community that we were assigned in. It would be my surveying in the

Challenges encountered in community: Establishing rapport to the citizens being interviewed and hiking for almost 3 mountains in order to reach our destination. What did you miss the most: I missed the good bonding and the smiles of everyone even though we were all tired hiking. I also missed the hospitality of the people in the community.

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May 20, 2013

DAY 1 Its the first day of our community immersion at Basil, Tublay, and it was drizzling. I was thinking that maybe it will be cancelled and moved to another time. Fortunately, the rain stopped. We packed our things then we arrived at our destination. I was thinking that the place would be cold but it was the other way around. Upon arrival, we unpacked our things and fixed them in our respective rooms. Then we cooked for lunch. As I was looking at the place, it came to my mind that Im lucky enough to be sent to a wider or more spacious school, and to have been brought up in a place where you can consume as much water as you can, at any time you want. Its already night time. This is very unforgettable since each of us was given only two dippers of water for washing our body. I was really so glad that we bought some wipes when they told us that the water was scant. Im still hoping that tomorrow, we will have more dippers of water. I also hope that we will enjoy our stay in this community.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Its 5:00 am. Everyone has awakened to prepare food, to bathe and to get ready for the big day - its the first day for us to conduct our survey and establish good relationships with the citizens. At first, we were so excited but later on got tired along the way for we hiked almost three mountains in two hours. After two hours of hiking we have finally arrived at our destination. We were so happy that we have arrived safely. Our clinical instructors lead us on what to do and we saw how good they were. The first house where we went was good, and the members of that household were cheerful and hospitable. I was saddened after knowing that they make use of candles as their source of light. We were given the chance to establish rapport with the citizens of our sitio. At first, we were shy, but on the next interview, it was the other way around. The people were nice. At around 2:00 pm, the sky was gloomy. Still, we went to the next house. While in the middle of the interview, the rain started to pour down. Around 3:00 pm, the rain poured so hard and the lightning struck. We stood along the road while we waited for our companions. When we were all there, my tiredness was gone. We shared our experiences while doing the survey. In sitio Pangablan, all of them take care of their spring, for it is the source of their water. We also found out that on some areas, siblings and other related persons are neighbors. So to conclude, almost all of them know each other. At their place, the Barangay Health Clinic is located at the Elementary School. The school was narrow so only grades one and two were available on their area. Some children patiently walk for almost two kilometers from Pangablan to Alno in order to attend class.

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I can say that I am lucky enough to go to school riding on a school bus and having a good studying facility.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Its 4:00 am when we woke up. We hurriedly prepared ourselves so that we can reach our destination as early as we can. We should be at Pangablan at around 8:00 am because the citizens go to the farm early. At 6:30 am, we left our campsite and reached Pangablan at around 8:00 am. My two companions and I went to the house of an old man as we have told him that we will surely return to him for he has to ask his daughter about the birth dates of his children because he could not remember. The others went to the houses which we werent able to survey yesterday. At around 11:30 am, we went to an isolated household near the farm. They have a simple life but despite that, they showed us their warm welcome coupled with bananas and beans. The mother stated that they would have given us kamote if they knew that we would come. We ate with them during lunch time. We also applied Kwell shampoo onto the heads of the three little children. At 1:00 pm, we met with the other groups and found out that there are still some households that were not interviewed because they went out to the farm. While waiting for the rain to stop, we bathed at the public bathing area behind the house of a woman who was interviewed by our group mates. The bathing area is said to be their source of water. The water was so refreshing so we just poured and poured water onto our body, we felt like it was our first time to take a bath. When we were about to go home, some of the closed houses were already open so we interviewed them. While we walked home, it rained. We doubted that we might not be able to do it because the way might be slippery. We were halfway near the river when our C.I. texted one of the members of the group. We then all agreed to return to Pangablan and take wheels going back to the campsite. As we were heading to the waiting shed, the remaining two households that were not interviewed were open, so we had to interview them in order to complete the fifty-four households assigned to us. While on the way home, we all fell asleep so we didnt notice the phone calls from our classmates, friends, and C.I.s. This day reminded me of my mom and dad, way back in high school, who gets so worried about me when they dont see me by 5:00 pm. I can see how worried our C.I.s were. I can say that it is our responsibility to text them that we would be taking a ride. I also learned that the richness of a family cant be seen through the luxuries they have, but it can be seen through the good relationship they have its in the strong bond they possess. I can also say that this kind of family doesnt need to have a house, because they surely have a home.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 I woke up at around 5:00 am. I was expecting that we will help the parents having BrigadaEskwela with their tree planting activity because earlier, we have been told about it. We were so haggard because we fell asleep at around 1:00 am for we tallied the data we have gathered.

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This day, we continued tallying the information we havent finished. By the afternoon til evening, we continued to make our spot map. At around 11:00 pm, we had a meeting and I was assigned to be a member of the kitchen committee. We went to the kitchen after the meeting; we cleaned and chopped the beans and potatoes, then we cooked rice for the next day for tomorrow is a big day. But of course, chatting and telling jokes will always be there. This seems to be the first time that all of us had worked together and I can say that working is a lot easier if there are many workers. Always remember, you can do it!

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 This is it! This is really is it, is it! We woke up early to help and prepare the things needed for the days event. Everything was already set. Everybody was busy. I can see that the children were happy. I remembered my childhood days when I saw them. I was so fond of having gifts and joining games. The children were cooperative. For the overall output on this day, it went smoothly. I hope that they learned something from us. Though we didnt give them expensive things, I hope that they could apply what they learned and that they could teach it to the other children. I also hope that they will always remember that BSU student nurses came to Basil, Tublay in order to share to them what we know. I will always hope that what was taught and shared to them wont be forgotten until they grow older, and also that the teachers of BSU College of Nursing are the best teachers for they would lend their hands to them. I told you, you can do it. Have faith on yourself, your companions and on God. Things might have gotten complicated, but always remember to smile.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Its 8:00 am, almost all of us woke up late because it is the day that we will leave Basil and return to our own houses. Everyone has been preparing everything most especially our own things. Some were angry for they cant find their things. Some were sharing some experiences about what happened yesterday. Some were also busy preparing for lunch, planting trees, cleaning the comfort rooms and classrooms, and washing the dishes. Everyone seemed to be excited to go home and take a bath, and also to see their family. As for me, Im glad that we finished the tasks that we were supposed to do at Basil. Around 4:00 pm, we already arrived at La Trinidad. It seems that it was my first time to be in La Trinidad. But I was also thinking about what was happening at Basil that very moment. Most of the time, I was thinking about the children there, most especially at Pangablan for in their school, only grades one and two are available. If they would want to continue their studies, they have to go to Alno.

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I can say that I am really lucky enough to be sent to school by my parents. And that sometimes, I can buy what I want to buy, and I can just ride to school, but for them, they can hardly do it.

Name: Yza Lou Budong Gayasco Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Playing volleyball and table tennis Motto: When nothing goes right, go left. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: All Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Surveying in the assigned sitio Challenges encountered in community: Having adjusting to the new environment What did you miss the most: The kids no water and

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May 20, 2013

Its an outing again, way back fourth year high school when we last went out of the school, and now here we are again. Its away from home, wherein Ill be with my friends and classmates with different perceptions and attitudes. Thinking what to expect in Basil, Tublay is quite exciting and makes me nervous because it was my first time to be with the batch, to be out of the school, to be together in one place, like indeed a family, sharing and helping one another. I was disappointed with the place because of the lack of water which was not really as expected. And I learned to be with others even though were not close, and be with them in an awkward situation the feeling that youre in one bathroom wherein you are both naked. This is my first day in this place, I felt nervous and worried because of what will be done on the next day. But at least I had fun this day.

May 21, 2013

Its my second day staying here at Basil, Tublay, a community where there are many ibalois. This day was better for me than yesterday because I felt better and settled in this place, unlike yesterday that I felt bored and wanted to go home. Its already 5:00 oclock in the morning when I woke up. The first thing that I did was to prepare my clothes for the day. Then we went to the creek to take a bath. I enjoyed going down because of the way that is not good. After that we had our assembly at the playground for a short meeting with the instructors and to get assignments for the survey. Hmmm... We were assigned to have a survey here at Basil Proper. Its good! We didnt have to walk a kilometer like the other groups. While having the survey, I was relaxed and calm in asking questions because I can talk with them in our own dialect, Ibaloi. After all the households were surveyed near the school, we surveyed the only house that seemed isolated in this sitio. When we went there heavy rain came, so eventually all the members of the group got wet. Going around while raining was an experience we enjoyed. After reaching our quarters, then we went home here. We showered and prepared our food and ate... This day was exciting and an experience that I cant forget.

May 22, 2013

Its our third day of the community immersion; I am bored and want to go home already. We are almost finished in the survey in Basil Proper yesterday. So we went back this morning wherein we prepared ourselves without taking a bath or eating our breakfast but we brushed out teeth and had our shower and changed our clothes. When we went out of the quarter we went to find more houses. We walked until we found three houses along the fields. Then after we interview them we went back to the houses that we didnt finished yesterday then after that we

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went back to our quarter before lunch because we are tired walking, we slept, ate and took a bath. After we are done, we checked, fixed and finalize our surveys, then tally the things that are important. After which, me and my companion have a rest and just waited for the food to be cooked. Its already 6:30 when we had our dinner. Then after that we had our short meeting and I ready myself for tomorrows activity.

May 23, 2013

I woke up quarter to 5 oclock in the morning then I went immediately to the kitchen, since we are assigned to cook for the breakfast. Without gargling and washing my face, because I was late for the preparation of food, I helped my groupmates in the cooking area. I catched up them already cooking our viand because they said that they woke up at 3:00am. After all, we finished it at already 6:00am then we called for the other members of the group to eat. So there, after eating, I didnt mind taking a bath because I didnt go with my groupmates for the spot map and interview. I just helped them tally what we had surveyed for the past two days. But when they arrived, the spot map is quite messy so after I slept and ate our lunch, I accompanied Glynn, Twinkle and Johanne to fixed and walked around Basil Proper for the finalization of our spot map. Finally, we fixed it. I and my groupmates finalized again the tally of our survey together with the spot map. Its already 5:00pm, I and the other cook group went to prepare again and cooked for our dinner, and then we ate. After all, we had our short meeting and prepared for the program for tomorrow, which is the community assembly. After all, the preparation and fixing of the prizes and giveaway things. I brushed and went to sleep at already 11:00pm while the others are still awake. This day is quite boring and also a busy day because the tallying for the survey and doing the spot map.

May 24, 2013

This is the day of our community assembly, its also the last day of our working day, and after all for the past four days we are now to assemble the community for our program. Because I am still sleepy, I woke up at 6:00 am. We prepared the playground for the program and for the hygiene clinic, where we are going to teach the children tooth brushing, nail cutting, ear cleaning and delousing. This morning, I prepared myself, wearing my CHN uniform. After which Joyce Diane went out of the school campus and waited for the children and ushered them in going to the registration. When we started the program, the emcees were not able to speak Ibaloi, I assisted them. After the games, we started the hygiene clinic. When I am bored in working as photographer and I joined the assigned group in ear cleaning. I enjoyed the cleaning their ears because their dirty. Then we had our snack, and then continued our activity. When I am still bored doing our cleaning, I joined the delousing area. Then after the hygiene clinic we had our lunch and continued out program. We had our games in the afternoon, in 2:00 pm we had our snack and closed the program by giving the children their prizes and the clothes. This is the most happy and busy day for me for these past days because the children participated in all the activities and the our group was really helping each other for the program to be successful.. hmm.. I hope for the next immersion, its more fun and exciting.

May 25, 2013

Finally we will be going home; this is our last day at Basil, Tublay for the community immersion. For the past five days that weve been there, is quite good and I enjoyed only at our community assembly.

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Yehey!!! Its cleaning time, we are arranged to clean at the temporary comfort room and also a bathroom that was made by the boys of the batch. After cleaning the C.R., 2 went to the kitchen to help the other group. We had to wax the floor and clean everything. Grrr!!! I wanted to go home early that day. After the batch cleaned everything, we had our lunch; its already past 12:00 pm, when we had our lunch, so maybe around 2:00 pm we had fixed all the kitchen utensils. After that, we helped one another to carry all our things in the jeep. Its already 2:30 pm when we went out of Basil. The rain poured when we left Basil until we reached BSU. Successfully, we arrived safe, and because my father and sisters are already waiting for me. I thank them for being there because I cant carry my bag alone. So there, my fa ther carried my baggage and I carried the light bag I have. I thought, we will be having a short meeting or discussion about what we had in that immersion, opps!!! Thank God, since the rain is strong, the meeting was cancelled so we went home. This community immersion was exciting and I learned a lot from the things that we had been doing there and I learned also the real situation in Basil, the real life of the community and lastly I learned and saw the attitude of each of my group mates. Hmm!! For the next immersion, I hope it would be fun and exciting.

Name: Febhie Miguel Guilanda Age: 19 years old Hobbies: listening to music, internet Surfing
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Motto: Your dream doesnt become reality through magic! It takes sweat, determination and hard work. Believe in yourself and trust God. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: taking a bath with a little amount of water (considering my long hair), walking a long distance without knowing the right destination, taking a bath with friends without considering the surroundings, when somebody is around as long as we are going to take a bath Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Surveying Challenges encountered in community: I was challenged when we had our home visiting in every house. I even tried to speak in Ibaloi even when I just learned speaking in Ibaloi when I was in high school just to let the people we encountered understand what our purpose is and to let the children participate in the interventions we did since not all of them speak in Ilocano. What did you miss the most: I missed the tree planting we did. Walking for a distance with my group mates and resting under the big tree with the fresh air.

May 20, 2013

The Start The night where I was hard to sleep, I dont know if I was excited or nervous of what will happen the next morning. Then, the day came, now was again the start of my learning, to experience something new. It was a rainy morning, as I carry my heavy bag covered with plastic to avoid it from being wet, I went to school I dont know the feeling because I still cant believe that this is it! This is really the start of the day wherein I will be away from my family, where I will not be sleeping in my bed. I dont know if what the situations I will be facing are. When we were already in the school where we are going to stay, we help each other to carry all our things. This day, I still cant believe that we are already here; I felt that I want to go home. However, after an hour of viewing the mountains that surrounds the school I use to appreciate being here. Though I am from Tublay, this

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was my first time to come here, and there was a difference from our barangay, aside from the dialect, there are only few houses here. I am glad that I was given an opportunity to stay in this community. After cooking, and eating our lunch we fixed all our things. We sat down for a couple of minutes and tell story of what we are going to do on the other day. We went at the river to see if there is water. The site was nice there was a bridge where we took some pictures. Preparing for tomorrows activity, I believe that we are going to learn something different from staying in this community; this was again the start of my learning.

May 21, 2013

The Start of Visit We woke up early to prepare all the things we need. This is the time we had the home visiting. At first, everyone was wondering if where we are going because all we know about this place was the name of the sitio where we are assigned to go. I am very nervous because there are no instructors that will accompany us. As we went along, we met somebody whom we asked if where was the exact place where we are assigned. There were almost three persons whom we asked. We were not able to locate the right way immediately, we entered a wrong way thats why we were almost tired and yet we were not yet there. After looking for the right way, at last, we were able to locate our site, the first family that we visited has ten children, at first, we were scared to enter their place because they have lots of dogs, however, we were able to establish rapport. I realized that the umbrella that we brought was really useful when the dogs were barking. The feeling was so different because whenever we are going to ask, we should think well on how we are going to ask, we should think well on how we are going to say it. It is very different from the activities we did in school. There place was so nice, they have lots of plants. There houses was away from each other thats why we need to walk from one house to another, this consumed our time however, I use to appreciate the people there because the entertained us when we went to their houses. I can say that this day was successful; we were able to visit 14 families. We passed other houses but there were no person around thats why we will still go there tomorrow. We were stucked to the last house were we visit because it rained so hard and there was a lightning. I was nervous because before, there was a family who was hit by a lightning and somebody died. I thank God because we were able to go back to the school were we are staying safely, though we are tired I am happy because we have lots of experiences where I learned something.

May 22, 2013

During Our Third Day Everyone woke up early, we prepared all the things we need and ate our breakfast immediately. We are the dishwashers thats why before going, we first washed the dishes. As we go on, the way was not difficult to locate already because we know where we are going unlike the other day we are very hard up to locate the place where we shall go. We went to every house where we havent been yet. Just like the other day, there were lots of dogs barking whenever we are about to enter every houses. I was amaze because they have lots of animals such as dogs, cats, ducks, pigs, cows and carabaos. There was a family who gave us mangoes and bananas, they are very hospitable and tried to participate in every intervention we are offering them. I learned how to communicate well, so that the client

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will participate and understand what you are telling. I noticed that whenever you are going to use their dialect they are more willing to tell their concerns thats why even though Im not an Ibaloi, since I knew a little of the di alect I was able to talk to them in Ibaloi. I learned to appreciate the strengths and weaknesses of my group mates because though sometimes you dont like the personality of one person, when you are already in the community, you must work as a group. I used to appreciate my group mates because we really work as a group though we have lots of differences. We had our lunch under the tree, this was one of the most unforgettable that happened to us, and it is very comfortable to stay there because the air is so fresh. As we continued to visit every house we observed how they live and I realized that I am very lucky. I learned to appreciate and value all that I have. In this immersion, I learned how to save and value everything I have. We came back to the school where we are staying. I thank God because everyone is safe. Everyone was tired and slept too late just to finalize all the data we gathered.

May 23, 2013

The Preparation This day was the time where we fixed all the data that we gathered. We woke up early to wash plates, since there was no water; we need to go down along the road to wash the plates in the spring. I realized that it is very hard to tally all that we gathered; we need to keep on repeating it whenever some data is not proportionate to the other. We did lots of activities this day. We even got some lantana leaves to mix it to the Kwell shampoo that will be used the other day. It is only now that I had known lantana extract can be used for lice. Maam Catapang told us that based on research, it is really effective. The smell cannot be removed in my hand and the colour as well, it was already glued on my fingers because we pounded and extracted it. This day we slept for just an hour to finish all the things we need for the general assembly, I hope tomorrow, everything will be okay. I am excited and nervous as well because we were the ones who will be discussing the data that we gathered. I am also excited because tomorrow will again be another experience. I pray that everything will be fine and all the activities we will be doing will be successful.

May 24, 2013

During the General Assembly This day was our general assembly. We are lacking of sleep because we rushed all the things we did last night. It is almost 6:00 a.m. and yet we are not yet done with our visual aids that we are going to use though it is not their task. I am very nervous because it is again the very first time that I will be talking in front of the crowd. The last time I did it was when I was in high school though we are having our reports in school; it is still different to talk in front of people who are not familiar to you. When we are already done with all the visual aids, we went to the church and communicate with the people from the community who are coming. I am happy because some of those who are from the sitio where we had come, most especially when the first person who came was from the sitio of Diogao where we visited. This day was full of fun. I learned a lot and appreciate the people in the community because they participated to every activity given. As they learned from us, we also learned from them. I learned that there are lots of plants here in this place that can be used to treat some diseases like hypertension and arthritis. I thank God

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because the general assembly was successful, the program ended at the time it should be. I am glad and happy that I was able to experience such. May God bless us all.

May 25, 2013

Its Time to Go Home Early in the morning, everyone started to fix their things because now is the day for us to go home. We ate our breakfast and started doing our tasks. Our group was the ones assigned to clean the Home Economics room. I cleaned the comfort room and my group mates applied floor wax on the floor. We helped each other to scrub the floor thats why we were able to finish our task immediately. Since we finished it right away, we are the ones assigned to plant the coffee tree. It is very enjoyable after how many months, when I used to help my father plant in our farm this was again the day that I tried to plant. I enjoyed it very much. We brought all our things on the car where we are going to ride going to our houses. It was raining so hard while we go home. When we are on our way, we told stories about our experiences, those funny events and everything we encountered when we are in Basil, Tublay. I was laughing that time because after my companions told stories, all of them slept that was why I was able to take pictures of them. When we arrived in our school, everyone carried their own thing. I was worried because my bag is very heavy and yet I dont have any companion and the place where I am going home is very far. I need to walk for a couple of minutes. When I arrived, Am very wet and my hand is very painful but still I thank God because I was able to go home safely.

Name: Nopha Marie Paran Kimkiman Age: 18 years old

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TV

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listening

to

music,

Motto: To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Dealing and communicating with the people in the community and the way the children interact as we approached them; Unavailability of water that we have to go to the creeks to take a bath. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Sharing what I know to the people in the community, participating and contributing in the tasks given to us like in the hygiene clinic for kids during the general assembly and the assigned tasks for us during the week. Challenges encountered in community: Dealing and communicating with the community especially that some expect much from me for I have the same dialect with them and dealing with the people around me and those that I came to work with What did you miss the most: The community and the people (their warm welcome, their smiles especially the kids)

May 20, 2013

This day, I think was an unlucky day for me at the same time a day when I learned things about life. I had a lot of disappointment, feelings, of unsatisfaction , shame and a different feeling I cant describe. There are even times when its like I dont like it already however it also made me learned and realize things that I should understand and practice. This morning, I dont know what I feel because its our t rip to Basil, Tublay for our community immersion. Im not yet ready for it and that I have to still get and meet the sayote that I should get that is in the jeep going to Trinidad from our province and check my bags for I was not able to check it yesterday because of time constrains. Its like maybe Im not that lucky because the time the jeep should be in our place was not met instead it was late

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and that I have to go after them because when they already texted me, I was not able to catch them, they had already passed our place. When I look at the time, its already late so I have to text them and explained that I needed already to go home to prepare so they suggested that I will not follow them already at Baguio instead Ill met them somewhere at km4 so I agreed but when I got home I have to rush however there are really no jeep or taxi passing by and I have a lot of bags so I cant walk to the highway. I dont know what to do that time. Its like Im not in my presence of mind so I forgot to check my bag. Im really ashamed to my classmates especially our instructors. I dont know what to say, how I will act or what especially that they just let me stop at town and just wait them so I could ride. While we were going here at Basil little by little I realize that I forgot many things that I should get. I was really upset, I dont feel well. Im worried and my emotions were mixed. When we arrived and saw the people its like I dont know if I can make it. I even feel that I wanted to go home already but I hope I can overcome it. Ive learned the importance of doing things early, thinking all the possibilities either good or bad, checking things, having presence of mind. Also Ive learned that things cant alwaysbe perfect and of what you have expected so you should be ready at all times.

May 21, 2013

This is it. Its a challenge for us at the same time a responsibility that we should take for this is the day scheduled for our first home visit to the places here at Basil assigned to us. We have to remember and if possible apply the things weve learned in the past and to choose the best word in talking with the people in the community. Also, we dont know the exact way in going there. We, as a group 6 was assigned to a place named Tafaja. Its good with the he lp of those community people. We were able to reach the place. As we arrived with the first house and conduct the interview, Im happy its a good start because of the cooperation of the interviewee or should I say the person in the house. Even though the houses are far from each other, I can see their cooperation and they were willing to answer us especially when we went into a house and met two children. I appreciated their help in knowing the next house and even accompany us till the last. Also, they let us eat in the hose of the other one even though their parents are not in the house. We also experienced things like bathing the children and surveying the residents which in turn gave us ideas on the kind of life they have. At the end, as we were walking back here at the school, Im happy that we were able to make it.

May 22, 2013

Time is important. You have to value every free time you have for others may not have any like it. They have to go to work early and went home late in order for them to finish their work and have something for their life. Unlike yesterday, we prepared earlier and started going to the place to us earlier on the purpose of trying to catch up the community people in their houses before they will be gone to their farms. However, even if we were already there at around seven still we did not able to meet some. Its good that we divided our groups into two so the other group could already start their interview and that we could also go in the other target house and that we were

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able to draw questions. Although we have to make it faster, at least we got some information from him and thats its good that he showed cooperation and generous life in accompanying us to other houses. After that, we cant do something but to go home early. I wa s a little bit disappointed because we were not able to finfish the survey but as told that they will come back home in the late afternoon, we decided to go back already in the elementary school we were staying and just help in the other chores and start finalizing the tools we used. Still, Im happy and its good that we had done the best we could to interview the families we did not yesterday.

May 23, 2013

The day of paper works, a busy day for us; it is a day where teamwork should really work. Yes, teamwork is a great word for this day in order to finish every work given to a group or team. Today, we were tasked to tally and collate the date we got from each places assigned to each group to interview and also prepared for the planned activities for tomorrow. As a result, we continued the work we left yesterday early in the morning even if we slept late last night. Each of group members had their own tasks in order to finish the work earlier, especially that our group is the assigned dishwasher for the day. We were told, the whole batch, to maximize our time however maybe we did not that manage our time however maybe we did not manage our timethats why we were not done early in tallying and also preparing. Since not all of us were given the work in tallying; in the afternoon, we also prepared a procedure. It is doing an anti-lice shampoo with the use of lantana leaves extract which will be used in the delousing procedure for tomorrows activity. First, we collected leaves of lantana and then grind it an d got the juice which will be mixed with shampoo which is in equal amount with the extract. Also, a crude extract can be used or done by pouring water and then again collecting the juice. This night we have to sleep late to prepare for tomorrow because the tallying is not yet finished. Teamwork is really important in every group activity and projects and also cooperation.

May 24, 2013

Hay salamat, these were the words that were spoken after the program planned today was finished. Its been a successful even if maybe we did not perfect, it we did something for it. This morning before the start of the activity, each of us has mixed emotions for this is the day for the assembly wherein we have to presented data we gathered for the past two days, teach the community people about health and hygiene and be with the kids. I was assigned at the hygiene clinic so throughout the activity, we were with the kids. Also, Im at the delousing station so weve tried the lantana extract and its so effective for theirs a lot of lice removed. Its also good in then feeling when the kids weve met during the interview came and saw me and smiled at me.

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Its fun having games with the kids, especially the time they showed their cooperation and interest in the activities we prepared for them, even though its a little bit tiring you will feel relax and happy at the end when you also see them happy and enjoying. Its really good meeting them.

May 25, 2013

After how many days of staying at Basil for our immersion, now were already back here at La Trinidad. This morning even if our group did not yet eat our breakfast, we are already gone up the church to start cleaning for we are the ones assigned to the work. One of our group mates just went down to get us some snacks when we already felt hungry. Since we are the only group assigned to the area we had to divide those who will clean outside and inside the church and Im one of the members who will clean inside. Even though its tiring to swept, wax and scrubbed the floor at least were able to made it and finish not so late. After everything was done like cleaning, washing, painting, fixing and weve eaten lunch, we already rode going here at La Trinidad. At last after how many hours, we had already arrived however its raining so Im having problem on how I will bring home my bags. Its good and Im so thankful to one of our classmate for letting us ride in their car. Now Im already home with my bags.

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Name: Hanee Grace Lomasoc Kimmot Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Taking pictures, Reading books, listening to musicetc Motto: Everyone has his burden. What counts is how you carry it. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: For 1 week of staying in Basil, the whole duration was an unforgettable experience: Taking a bath using the water which was collected when it rains, it`s sticky, but we have surpassed that, for a whole week; Having a distended abdomen because you don`t want to defecate at night in the open pit, as if somebody might grab your ass. Hihi but still we have survived and didn`t poisoned our body; Culture shock, because i`m a kankanaey from mountain province, I can`t even understand a single ibaloi word. But yes, after that immersion, i`ve come to learn at least 10 words. People of Basil are hospitable. that`s why, it was not that hard to establish what they call rapport to them ; To be a man when working and trekking, a lady when moving and talking. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Anu ba yan... No need to enumerate whatever those contributions are... bahala na yung mga naggagandahan at naggwagwapuhang tao ng batch 2015 na magsabi kung ano man ang mga yan. Hindi naman kailangang sabihin (haha! ^_^) May HALO yata sa ulo ko ngayon. Challenges encountered in community: To be able to enumerate those challenges, we need a whole page to write those so random nalang. a) WALANG TUBIG! Grabe yung feeling na Tubig-ulan na malagkit ang pinangliligo mo. Kung meron mang malinis na tubig, hanggang 2 tabo lang. Pro-environment kami during that time b. Weather, Ang INIT! kulang nalang pati singit mo. c) Distance yung mga bahay ang lalayo

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matatayog

na

What did you miss the most: A. when it rains, takbuhan na kunin and mga timba ng mga kasamahan at punuin also with the drums. B. Siyempre, violating some of the house rules.. hehe (pero hindi na mauulit yun) C. Bonding na hindi nangyayari pag nasa college kasi sobrang busy... LAHAT NAMISS KO BOW..
May 20, 2013
A mixture of excitement and nervousness was all I felt during the night before the departure for community immersion. Excitement was felt for the new things to be learned on the activities and nervousness for I dont know what awaits us in Basil, hoping hard they will cooperate especially on the surveys. I woke up at 5:00 am and had to take a bath immediately. It was raining when I was waiting for a vehicle; and made the situation hard because of the things that should be bought. With Steivy and Twinkle, we arrived at the assembly area on time. I was stunned to see all of our baggage that made the 4 hired jeepneys fully loaded. At 10:00 am we started our trip going to Tublay; however, we had to make some stop-over to have the gas and water containers refilled by almost 11:00 am we finally had a glimpse of what Basil, Tublay is. There was a fascinating view of the place; however, the temperature was hot even though there was no sign of Mr. Sun. Everyone helped during the carrying and the unloading of the baggage. Working committees were assigned, so the force started to do their own job or function. Some of the community people helped in the water system and gave us 2 drums. Also, during the immersion, it was my first time to prepare a live chicken, removing the feathers, mincing, and burning it. This day was stressful, but at the end of the day, I came to realize that this day, I learned some lessons, like conserving water. Scarcity of water is greatly seen in the place even though it lies on a mountainous area. It was my first time to experience trying to save almost a quarter of a regular pail and have a bath or shower to remove the sticky feeling after a day full of carrying, loading and unloading, cooking and washing activities. As I sleep tonight, hopes and wishes for tomorrows adventures that it will be a successful and a challenging one. Will our expectations be met? Carpe diem!!

May 21, 2013

Tuesday, the second day of the immersion. Waking up as early as four oclock in the morning made my head a little bit wooby. The cold water wakes up the body as I took a bath; and finally feeling a bit energized brought about by the fresh, new day and w new adventure. Today, we were going to start the survey as we conducted home visits. I was with group Basil Proper with a target household of 37. After breakfast, we started to gather and started to make our way to the assigned sitio.

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In the first house, I met the family of Lola Concepcion. At first we were hesitant on the method on approaching them since we have the communication barriers. I cant help myself to be amazed when I talked to her while my group mates conducted the interview. Hesitantly, I spoke in Ilocano but surprisingly she answered in Tagalog, shes 83 years old by the way. When it was already noon, we went back to Basil Elementary School to have our lunch and to rest as well. While, having lunch with the group, we shared ideas and on the observations, we had seen as we surveyed the houses. We admire how they (community people) know each other especially on health-related problems. Most of their problems included hypertension, heat stroke which caused some of them not be able to mobilize. At first we were shy to ask questions, however, they have cooperated. As to what Lola Conception and I talked about, she told the story of her teenage years and even gave an advice not to get married or get pregnant at an early age because of the circumstances you have to face. At almost quarter to one, we started to do the home visits while conducting the survey. In some of the households, there were no people to answer the door because they were in the farm. At 2:30pm, it started raining hard which stucked us in a house of the Venturas family. It was a long and tiring day; our feet were sore, our head ached but the information, ideas and what we have learned and what the people shared made it a great trade of all the aches we had. The people are hospitable as well as approachable. They had many stories to tell especially when it comes to health problems. Im starting to like Basil but not the weather and water supply. Hehe.

May 22, 2013

Third day of immersion, Wednesday. What to do? We are the group tasked on cooking food for all the 39 members of group two. We woke up as early 4:00 to cook rice and boil water. Yes, we finished on time since the target time of all groups is to begin working and moving at 6:00 am because some of the households members leave the room to work in the garden. Im a member of basil Proper, but I was the one left with the group of Sitio Am-ahe (they finished their survey yesterday) to watch over the things we left, help in cleaning the areas. However, we decided to go to Am-ahe and visit Lolo Estacio before doing the task. Do you remember Lolo Estacio? Hes 67 years old and lives alone in the hidden part of the Sitio. If you dont maybe the word Liberal Arts rings a bell. Yes, he graduated with flying colors in finishing the course Bachelor of Liberal Arts and Sciences. It took us the 15 minutes walk in reaching his house. I was fascinate d by how artistic the old man was. His comfort room is half a regular one however it was made of Anahaw plants ladders were permanently attached to the trees where he can get some fruits for food (hes monthly income is only 500 pesos). After wondering in Am-ahe, we decided to go back to the school and help Kryme in the after-care. It was a hot day; the heart radiates as it burns the skin; sweat freely flows on your face, as you step out of the shade. Maam rose informed me and gave the money Kagawad Fanga nan donated; who would not be happy? Even the community officials are cooperative and are willing to help us in our activities. Also the Sotero family donated 1,000 worth of pandesal for the Fridays activity. (Hope it will be a success )

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As usual, every night, we have the post-conference. As some of our friends share their experiences in the far Sitios, I wanted to join them and experience hiking, seeing the communitys general problems. Still, this day was a stressful one (almost every day) because of the spot map, tallying and finalizing of the information gathered during the survey. Today, we have new circle of small barkada: friends (children). Named Jinggoy, Bubble and Janjan (all boys) who wanted to pose on cameras.

May 23, 2013

Paper works documents paper works A lot for this day since the survey we have conducted was now accomplished. The tallying for the group just started in the morning, however some groups went to check their patients gain who needs special medical attention and have a last look at their sitio for the spot map. I I joined the task group assigned in dishwashing in sitio Am-ahe because there was no water supply in the school; it didnt rain on Wednesday. Realizing the real situation in the province as we carried the pails and d ishes while walking along the forest-like trails of Am-ahe. While going back to Basil Proper, we met our comrades who wanted to take a bath. Since they are from group one and does not know Am-ahe; I accompanied them in Lolos house. Do you still remembe r Lolo? Liberal Arts? Were lucky he was there (he wasnt there when we went yesterday). I mentioned in my previous journal that he was idoled by Sunshine Tayaban. He was wearing a shirt with rugged parts in front and at the sleeves. He was so hospitable. He told stories about his health and his personal life. He even showed us his maintenance medication for hypertension. However, I was bothered until today when he said he shifted or changed his medicines from amlodipine, a calcium-channel blocker to metoprolol tartrate, a beta-blocker because it was cheaper. Then and there, we had our health teaching regarding drugs and hypertension. When we are about to go back to Basil Proper, I was amazed by how he remembers things despite his age. He asked, Nu Friday ba diyay event nga inbaga dagijay kakadwa yo nga inmay nag-survey? We are assigned also to different committees this day for the community general assembly. I was assigned in the hygiene clinic; we are going to handle the kids. We prepared the hygiene kits we are going to give to the children, the necessary materials needed.

May 24, 2013

This is it! We are about to know what will happen to all what we prepared for. We all prayed and wished that there will be children to attend the event. It was then answered when we saw the first batch during the registration, yes at last! During the program I realized that language as a barrier of communication has really affected how we interact with the children. However, they participated during the games because of the prices given to them. Target time to finish the hygiene activities was achieved. Our area was crowded with children because they're interested in the natural Lantana shampoo in removing the lice in the head. It was a stressful day however we enjoyed it especially at the span of the program, they joined and enjoyed in all the activities. They applied what we taught them to do. The feeling that at the end of the program you want to

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stay with them all you want, especially Knchilln. I was so attached to her, I remembered her during the survey that she has heart murmurs. After the program, we did our aftercare, all worked hand-in-hand. The schedule of water was today so we have to watch over if they have connected it already. For 4hours and 30 minutes, I filled the pails and refilled it because almost all are taking a bath. This is a community immersion; we enjoyed it and felt how the people in the province live. For a week that we lived with the, were going to love Basil all of it, except for the water and the hot weather of the community.

May 25, 2013

Endaw nohad! Im so excited to go home Sleep on the soft bed tucked with thick blankets I miss taking a bath with the unlimited supply of water the comfort room that does not need to carry a pail of w ater to flush the baradong toilet bowl. However I will still miss Basil, in here, l learned to save and conserve water, to wash your body with just two tabo, to pray for the rain and fill the pails and drums with rain water for all of us to use, to walk for a half mile just to knock on someones door and ask if you may take a bath. Ill miss the childrens warm welcome when you see them walking around and against your back as if a free massage from the long exhausting days. Basil, Tublay is a perfect place for community immersion. I remembered, Lolo Liberal Arts when he said, Mayat tan pinili yo daytoy Basil ta nagadu ti mangkailangan ti tulong . Yes, and we will all help hand in hand to meet our goal of improving not just their health but also in having their income like teaching them how to make home-made soaps and others. It was hard seeing them not having enough money for their daily living, but what can we do? We are just students and not politicians. Its hard to leave Basil but surely we will be back again and have chat again with the community! Sa uulitin!

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Name: Jon Lacsina

Ignatius

Bucalen

Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Watching hiking, biking Motto: Never back down. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: How we limit water use just to have something to use for the next day, waking up early to help in the preparation for breakfast, the best experience is that running away just because of an old woman Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I think my most valuable contribution in COPAR during the immersion is my cooperation during the whole week. Challenges encountered in community: Things that challenged me during the immersion are on how to handle things when things with your peers go slightly complicated and of course how to limit whatever resources that is available. What did you miss the most: I missed the times walking under the sun just to reach the families of the assigned sitios without eating breakfast and how we really find a way on where to take a bath and waking up earlt to help in preparing breakfast. movies,

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May 20, 2013

Ambivalent feeling might be the suitable word for me this day. Ambivalent I say because of some sort of unexplainable feeling due to my expectations of my peers and especially of the community. When we arrived here at Basil, Tublay, my feeling was so light because the people smiled at us and its a warm sign of welcoming us. Cleaning the rooms where we will stay was the first activity we did, while some members of group 1 cooked their lunch (Group 2 had a packed lunch). We arranged our things after lunch and entertained ourselves by singing, playing cards, and scrabble. By four pm, we started to prepare for our dinner. Because the kind of chicken we bought takes a lot of time in order to be tenderized, we really had to prepare early. By 8 pm, we had our dinner. Due to water shortage, 2 dippers of water is the maximum quantity given to each of us for body wash. I dont know how it was enough for me. 11:30 pm, time to sleep. :D

May 21, 2013

No ROOSTERS around but I had to wake up at 3:30am to prepare and cook for breakfast. I wasnt expecting that I can/we can cook for a mass of people in events/moments like this. Right after breakfast and taking a bath at the creek we started to go to our own assigned sitios. Of course before disseminating, we prayed. We were so welcomed by the first family we visited. Its so heart -warming that they dealt or talked to us like we were a resident of their barangay or sitio. When we were about to go to the next house, they gave us bananas. The time was exact, we were hungry so we ate the bananas that time and its the banana that they gave to us that we ate. All the families we visited were so welcoming. At some point after the day, we were kind of disappointed not because of the people but for the reason that some of the families we visited were not home. (The feeling that after walking a distance just for us to reach their homes and suddenly find out that nobodys around.) At the end of the day, we were able to interview 7/20 families and I guess its a JOB WELL DONE after all for the day. When we arrived at the school where we were staying, I joined the assigned members of our group for cooking, preparing for dinner. By 8:20 pm, we were able to eat at the same time with the other group (group 1). ARFA was done at around 11pm and we slept thereafter. This was such a great day, full of experiences. The lesson Ive learned: no matter how hard life is, we still have to do our BEST just to make some people happy and in this way, it also makes us happy.

May 22, 2013

I love cooking. I woke up again early to help the assigned group in cooking for breakfast. As early as 6:00 AM, I and my group mates started to continue our home visit to the families we werent able to inte rview yesterday. Our first stop was at Lola Sylvestras house. We were so glad that the other members of the family were also there and we were able to interview then. Some of the families that we were planning to visit this day were again not home. After several hours, we decided to divide our group into two so we would be able to visit the other families (Before they leave their houses). When we went to PACSHAL, Oh no! Nobodys home in the two houses we visited. Because the sun is high and hot, we rested at the big stone shade with a tree. After a few minutes we decided to go back to Basil Elementary School to have or brunch but some of our group mates were left at Shontog. At around 2 PM, the sky is getting dark so we were praying that it will rain hard so we can have water for washing dishes and even for bathing. Unluckily, It rained for not more than an hour. By 3 PM, my group mates went back to Shontog and Shilan to continue the family interview. Im so thankful that my group mates so understand becau se even if I didnt join them, I didnt hear any complains on why I was left. I didnt join them because we prepared for our dinner (Squash with noodles). The dinner was prepared early so our group ate early. But I decided not to eat so I

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can join my group mates for dinner when theyll arrive (Eat dinner at the same time). They arrived pass 7 PM and I called them quickly for dinner because I was hungry (How much more with them) after the dinner, We tried to tally the data gathered at sitio Shontog and Pacshal. The problem was we were all tired and we cant focus on what we were doing. But at least we started to tally some of the data, after the ARFA at around 10:30 PM so that the next day, there will be lesser work. Some of our group mates slept 11PM and 12 MN, and I slept pass 1 AM. Lessons learned this day are; time should be maximized as possible and fit right to whatever situations for easier work.

May 23, 2013

I really wanted to wake up early, 3:00-3:00am maybe so I can help in cooking for breakfast, but I guess I was so tired and slept late yesterday thats why I only woke up at around 4am and I only helped in frying the potatoes. Because we are going to Baguio to buy groceries for Community Assembly tomorrow, I also have to prepare because the only trip to Baguio is 6am. I took the opportunity to take a bath at our house with no water limitation. Because at Basil, we have to conserve really have to conserve water due to water shortage. I went to town by 8am to meet my classmates for the grocery. By 11:30, we went to slaughter after all the things needed were brought so we can put them to the jeep that well be riding going back to Tublay. Its so tiring to carry boxes transferring from one grocery to another. We arrived at Basil Elementary School with most of my classmates so busy tallying all data gathered at Tublay. In preparation for tomorrows activity, we also put a shade so the chicken will not be burn from the sun or will be wet if ever it rains. Everyone was really busy with the tasking assigned. I was assigned at the kitchen as I was expecting. The other members prepared for the ingredients, the pancit and agar. But I slept early because I was so tired and for me to be able to wake up early. During the preparation, it was raining but still, we must go on so the said activity would be successful. Lesson learned: No matter how tired you/we are we still have to move or work so that whatever things that needs to b done, it would be done on time. We should also be flexible as possible especially with us guys.

May 24, 2013

Here comes the day weve been preparing for! Kitchen is busy. As Maam Catapang is saying, the cook is the king for whatever occasion so we have to our best so can provide good quality and delicious food for the community. I was one of the assigned members on cooking the pancit. I dont really feel good this time, I doubted myself because this is the first time Ill be cooking 15 kg of pancit. But then, God is with us. God be with us, are my words for this day. I have to be more flexible this time because of the ample time. While cooking the pancit, I was also checking for the champorado because the assigned members werent so sure if theyre doing it right. The pancit and the champorado were cooked well. I think weve given the best we can to have the best outcome with the foods. Here comes lunch time, the pancit was so many and it wasnt even consumed. Theres one big problem left. Snack time! Champorado needs to be served. Everything went well, from opening to closing. All the said activities in the program were done. After the program, dishwashing was also done. Thank God for the strength. After all, we were all relaxed because the only thing well be doing for the rest of the day is our daily journal. The day ended right, well, happy, and blessed. Our dinner was the pancit left during the lunch and still not consumed! Tomorrow again! :D Teamwork and patience really work for a successful event. Im planning to sleep 12 midnight. This is our last night and I must have to enjoy it enjoyable as possible.

May 25, 2013

The Come Back

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There's not much thing to say this day. All I did was to fill my suitcase full of good moments and memories to somewhat I can call a peaceful place. After the successful program yesterday, I was planning to wake up late (6:00 or 6:30am). I can't help myself to wake up early,(4:30am) because I know everyone was tired after yesterday's affair and everyone would wake up late. I began to prepare for breakfast until some of my groupmates also woke up. When the breakfast was over, everyone was busy cleaning the used rooms, surroundings and segregating garbage while we are also busy preparing for our lunch. Everything is "almost" done and we had our lunch at around 1 pm. Before I took my lunch, I took a bath first so with the other because there's a water coming from the pipe. Wow! It was so REFRESHING! After lunch and after care, we loaded our baggage to the jeepneys we will be using going back to La Trinidad. On our way, I was thinking and reflecting on what kind of lifestyle I had at Tublay to the lifestyle I'll have again (original / old lifestyle). There are things that I want and love to treasure of course; there are also things that I want to throw so it will never be flashback. Though, those are my mirrors and frames so the next immersion, I would be able to do my BEST.

Name: Kyrah Camille Leao Lamsis Age: 18 years old Hobbies: reading and surfing the net Motto: Be strong, go forward, move ahead. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: When me and one of my groupmate were nearly bitten by a dog; when my bag fell
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from the top of the jeep and my favorite cup, plate and water container were broken; the welcoming warmth of the people of Basil. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Hygiene Clinic- taught the children about proper hygiene Challenges encountered in community: Communicating with people and gaining their trust What did you miss the most: Playing with the kids :D

May 20, 2013

Today, we started our first community immersion at Basil, Tublay. I woke up at 6:00 at the same time the first ring of my alarm clock sounded. Hmm...excited? I dont know. I thanked God for giving me another day, another opportunity to unravel His mysteries, to discover and appreciate His creations. I got up and did my morning routine. My parents were up early. Im not also sure about how they felt. It will be my first time to be away from them. After breakfast, I re-checked my things. My parents drove me to school and we arrived at exactly 7:30. After two hours of waiting, fixing, and making sure that no one is left, we headed for Basil. The 30-minute ride seemed like 15 minutes to me although we had a couple of stops to pick up some things along the way. It wasnt so bad but it wasnt so good either. (LOL). It wasnt just you know, enjoyable. Its disappointing that Basil is not far from home. But anyway, I didnt come here to take a vacation. I came here to help, to learn and to educate people all about health. We are staying at Basil Elementary School where 3 classrooms were given for us to occupy. Yep, classrooms. That meant sleeping on the hard floor with other students (and Im not even sure if they snore), bonding with them, working with them, and having fun with them. Just like my ideal concept of socialization. After cleaning the rooms, we fixed our things and then stacked our food on a classroom (and now it looks like a mini-market). We had lunch, rested, and then started preparing for dinner at 4 pm. After the cooks hard work and efforts, we had a hearty meal around 9 pm. Afterwhich, we refreshed ourselves, made our beds, and checked the attendance. Lastly, we had a meeting with Maam Valles and Maam Catapang. Well, its been a long day. It seems like my ideal concept of socialization will take place inside a big tent with 5 other people. Once again, I thank God for giving us this day and pray for strength for tomorrow where the real challenge begins.

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May 21, 2013

4:30am is a sacred hour for me. It is a time when I am in deep sleep and happily dreaming. The constant murmuring from the cooks and the loud clapping of slippers against cement broke my perfect dream. It forced me to get up so early in the morning that I ended up feeling irritated and complaining. My companions felt the same. The scarcity of water added to our moans and groans. But we are not in our homes, we are in a place where we are strangers and we have no right to complain whatsoever. Here, we have to use our intelligence and test our ability to survive outside the confines of our homes. The voice of my companion calling me to bathe with them broke my trance. We went to her friends home to bathe and headed back for breakfast. After which, we packed f or the things we need for home visiting. We were grouped according to the arrangement of the first letter of our last names. I, together with 11 others was destined to go to Basil Proper. At first, we were scared but as we talked to the people and felt how welcoming they were, we felt at home. We noticed that they respond better when our Ibaloi group mates speak their dialect so we let our Ibaloi group mates speak to them first before we speak Ilocano. We interviewed 14 welcoming homes by 12 and then we continued after lunch. The rain started to pour as we headed to more houses and the poured harder when we reached the 25 th house located a bit far from the centre. By 4pm, we headed back to the school when we realized that heaven isnt going to take a break. As a general observation, the people of Basil Proper are serene but united. Some of them are very participative while some are just fine. They have one common problem water supply and they have one similar solution water pump. In regards to health, they are in good health but there are still some who suffer from illnesses especially the elderly. For now, this is all I can say. I look forward to meeting more families and discovering their health needs or problems.

May 22, 2013

Although my sleeping bag was soaked together with the tent we slept on, I still managed to keep myself warm and get a good sleep inside the classroom. I woke up at 5:30. By then, half of the group was already up and most of them have already bathed. Our group (Basil Proper decided not to take a bath anymore due to lack of water. We had a hearty breakfast and we did not rush in preparing. We are more confident this time and more prepared for anything than ever. We left at quarter to eight to search for the remaining houses. We divided our group and went to different directions. It was tiring. Moreover, it was very disappointing because some or most of the remaining houses were empty. The families are on vacation. The farthest house was located a few meters before Am-Ahe. There were people inside but they ignored us. It was rude and we were upset so we went back up. Mr. Roberto Macedo lives at Am-Ahi and it so happened that he was on his way home when we met him. He is very kind and self-spoken. I was able to ask him about the history of Basil, Where they got its name. After a little chat, we went on. We rested on a sari-sari store and my other group mates were happily chatting with another Old man. They were also able to ask why is this place is called Basil, proper. Binga! We were lucky and it was not so disappointing after all. We then headed back to the school. We went there and refreshed ourselves. Overall, we were able to visit 32 homes. We went back to the school again, Slept and ate lunch. The fun part came next paper works! Tallying, data recording, preparation for Fridays assembly and many more. We will now test our brains. The test of strength (physical) is over (for me; others will go back tomorrow).

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May 23, 2013

I slept for six hours straight. That, plus a food meal was enough to give me enough strength to start the day. Today, we had started tallying the data we collected and started drawing our spot map. Everything must to be done before 12pm. After 12 we have to merge the data of other groups with ours to make up one barangay even with the spot maps. We worked slowly. Everyone seemed to be upset. I dont know if because of the numbers or it is because of the scorching heat. Because of Basil Propers complicated road structure, our spot map had unidentified houses. We could not remember where some houses were located and whose houses they were. We didnt finish our work even after 12. We just finish our tallying but not that spot map. Finally, we finished it at around 1:30 pm and started merging with other groups around 3 pm. the tasking came next. I was tasked to help in the hygiene clinic. Almost everyone slept late. Those who made the tallying, spot map and visual aids took turns in sleeping. I dont know what will happen tomorrow. I have a feeling that it wont go well (so much for being optimistic). We lacked teamwork. Issues keep coming up. Someone says something about someone, somebodys get mad all of a sudden, others are laughing and some other people just dont care. As a group, we work well but as a batch, we focused too much on the differences. I only hope and pray that tomorrow, we will be able to forget about the differences and focus on the welfare of the community.

May 24, 2013

My 4 hours of sleep is a luxury. Some havent had enough while some just started sleeping. I can feel the pressure, the panic and the overflowing emotions. We worked in a rush. Good thing our instructors were patient enough to guide us. Today, I can feel a sense of unity among us. By 7, we were still making preparations. The kids started arriving at 7:40 am. Those who were tasked to be with the adults went to prepare on the church. The cooks started cooking snacks. At 8 am, we started the program. My companions let the children sing while we carried more chairs outside. More children came and those who were in the registration worked faster. My parents used to say that all their worries and stresses go away when they see us. I felt the same way when I saw the children we invited from Basil Proper and those who came all over Basil, Tublay. Different ages, different sizes and different faces with weird names. They gave me an unexplainable delight and happiness. We gave prizes to those who sang. We introduced ourselves and gave instructions in Ibaloi for them to fully understand. After playing, we had our snack and proceeded to the clinicthe program proper. We went dead air at intervals so Sir Gil and Maam Mau came to the rescue. We had lunch at 12:30 and then played more games. We gave away more prizes and gifts. The program was over by 3 pm. Aftercare was done automatically after the program. We were exhausted. I bathed first and then went to sleep. I woke up at 7. Everything went quite well. The children en joyed themselves. I just hope they wont forget what we taught them. Aja!

May 25, 2013

The Sixth and Final Day at Basil, Tublay I believe that we all slept well. We didn't get up that early because we had nothing very very important to do and

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nowhere very far to go to. It was our last day. By 6:30 am, everyone was up and busy doing things like packing, cooking, and cleaning. I already packed my stuff the previous night so I helped in doing other things. We had leftovers for breakfast. The boys (I mean gentlemen) and some of the ladies started preparing for lunch. Like the previous days, I could still feel an unpleasant force, an intuition that something wrong is going around me. There is also this feeling that I'm being watched. Paranoia is hitting me again so I went out; I walked back and forth the kitchen and the room just to shake the feeling off. I helped everywhere. In cleaning the classroom where we slept, in carrying the bags and the chairs and in waiting the dishes. After that, I felt dizzy so I went back to the classroom which was already fixed and the floor, waxed. I sat down and looked around. Everybody was busy cleaning and chatting. I reminisced the highlights of my days here in Basil. There are many unforgettable experiences that taught me many lessons. It would take too much time if I would still write them. I like Basil very much. The warm climate resembles the warmth of the people. I love the people. Their humble ways of living and interacting touched me deeply. I have never met people as loving, caring and as unified as them. Surely, I would go back there and experience the good experiences over and over again.

Name: Cherry Dokipen Age: 18 years old

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Hobbies: Listening to music, watching movies, surfing the net, drawing and reading stories Motto: ALL trials are not the reason to give up but a challenge to improve ourselves. Our Pain is not an excuse to back out but an inspiration to move on. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: My unforgettable experience during the community immersion is when we had our home visiting. That time, I still remember the
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smiles of the people we met. They also gave us coffee and bananas. We had a good interaction even they are Ibaloi and most of us are Kankana-ey. Lastly, I tried to be thrifty in water due to lack of supply. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Data visiting collection; home

Challenges encountered in community: Some parents went to their work early and went home late so we had a difficulty in interviewing them. Also, other challenge was some children cannot understand Ilokano and another is the lack of water supply. What did you miss the most: I miss a lot of things last immersion. The beautiful sight of the place, the hospitality and the smile of the people and when we had our home visit. Also, I still remember when we played together with the children and when we ate our food all together.
May 20, 2013
As May 20, 2013 came, it is our time to go to Basil, Tublay, Benguet for community immersion. This moment, I dont know my feeling if Im excited or not. However, as we arrived, I f elt enjoyment. This day, I learned that we should be flexible in every activity because our batch has fewer boys and we need to act like boys to do such things as carrying heavy things and going on top of the jeep to fix the bags. In addition, I learned to economize with water and to be resourceful because here in Basil, there was lack of water and its difficult to store water. For this reason, we went to the creek as suggested by one of the teachers and as permitted by Maam Catapang with also the purpo se of roaming around. Then, we saw a nest on the bamboo with two little birds. Good memories flashed back on my mind because the place was a little similar with my grandparents place. At 7:30 pm, we went to wash but unluckily, the water should be two dippers per person so we did nothing even though we would like to take a bath. Though we lacked water, I really admired the place because it is not populated, has many trees, many spaces, and its beautiful. Through this immersion, I saw the unity of the group and at the same time, there was discipline. As they worked, I followed the group tasking. Lastly, some of my classmates did some things that were their first time to do, such as cooking food for us.

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May 21, 2013

Dear Diary, We woke up early in the cold morning of Tuesday to prepare for our home visitation. At 8am, maam announced our groups and what sitio was assigned to us. Luckily, Basil Proper where the school is located was assigned to us. During the home visitation, we really enjoyed for we went around to view Basil Proper. Also, during the interviews we didnt find difficulty because even when folks were Ibaloi they can also speak Ilocano, so we had an effective communication. In addition, every one of us tried to interview different families with different characteristics. But generally the families in every household that we have interviewed were hospitable. They were cooperative and they never snubbed us. Besides, they invited us to come into their houses and welcomed us to with smiles on their faces. Some also gave us coffee, told stories while we interviewed them and they showed their concern especially when it rained. At the same time, we encountered one of the common health problems here in Basil which is hypertension. In addition, the people of the community complained of their water supply. We also came to know that most of them were related to each other. Lastly, even if it rained hard and some of our clothes were wet we felt contentment from the memories of the community people, the place. These gave us courage. Also we heard words/pieces of advice from the informants.

May 22, 2013

It is Wednesday morning and we woke up to prepare ourselves to continue our home visits. Yes, our group was assigned at proper, Basil and we went there past 7 am. We went back to the same houses to continue our survey and at the same time we visited the house hold that were not interviewed yesterday, however some of them went early to their work, went to a meeting or to a vacation. And as time went on, we went to the store where we saw a little boy who cannot speak and we see that he has a mental problem. After that, we saw maam going to Beckol, thus we accompanied her for the reason that we want to visit Beckol which was more than 1.5 Km away from the elementary school. In Beckol, I appreciated one of the old women for when we visited their house; she was nice, approachable and was very welcoming. Also, the place was rich of fruits like pineapple and banana. In addition, I nearly lost my I.D and shoes when we took pictures. It was accidentally thrown but luckily there was a way down and found it. We ate for lunch, and then I and my two classmates separated with the other group assigned at Beckol, Basil because we needed to go back and help our group mates in tallying. Also, Shery Ann was not feeling well. Lastly, Thanks to Gods help we were all safe and we felt good and healthy.

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May 23, 2013

After all, we need to complete all of the data for tallying. Thus, I woke up early and went to the houses with one of my groupmates to interview them. Luckily, by Gods help, we were able to survey three houses who were from vacation out of 35 household at Basil proper. This moment I encountered that there are many single male or female who is above 30 years of age because of different reasons. But based on observation, being single is difficult especially if you reach old age. Also, I encountered 48 years old single woman who is faithful. As we asked her where shes going for consultations regarding her illness, she says, I never go to hospital and take medicines since I received God. I trust it all. I only pray to God and went for spiritual healer. From these answers, we find it difficult to teach her that it is better to visit the clinic especially that she is having pain in her right lower quadrant and she is alone. But even she said that medicines were effective to her during the past, we still convinced her that through God provides health through the aids of the doctors, nurses and medicines. in addition, we saw a well in one of the houses. We were lucky that they allowed us to get water for bathing. As time pass by, we need to go back to school for tallying wherein we also learned the magic potion of the Roselle plant. I also learned that it is good for hypertension as a stimulant. Lastly, our CIs group us into three for the general assembly. With that, we knew that we are assigned at the hygiene clinic. Then we fixed the kits, clothes and had our meeting before we sleep.

May 24, 2013

Dear diary, Four days passes by as we stays in Basil, Tublay, Benguet. May 24, 2013 came in. We woke up early for its our cooking schedule and also, to help cooking for the community assembly. Community assembly is now our activity. Some are happy, nervous or have different feeling. This moment, we need to fix ourselves fast to prepare the things to be use especially we didnt finished the tools. With this situation, we are scolded for there are children coming and yet we are not yet done. Actually, I didnt blame anyone. In addition, this day is very exciting and joyful moment for we could deal with the community, played with the children. And for us assigned in delousing, I really appreciated the Kwell shampoo. I learned also that lantana extract is for removing lice. Also, I tried shampooing the children. Besides, I saw the cooperation of the children and the adult because instead of going to work, they shared their time for the assembly. They waited also until the program ended. They enjoyed the activities and games and they are happy for they learned something. For me also, I felt enjoyment for we could interact with the children, we taught and gave those prizes and candies. This moment was a very memorable activity that will inspire me. Lastly, I thank God for His protection, guidance and love with us for we have successfully finished this assembly even though we are not prepared well. Same, we and the community have a good communication even though if they are Ibalois. Also, the children were able to understand Ilocano language. Thank God we and the community enjoyed the assembly as were seen in their faces given the limited time for us to interact with them.

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May 25, 2013

Yes! An awaited day came. It is now Saturday, May 25, 2013. At that moment, I know most of us were excited. But before that we should fist clean/ fix the school surroundings, rooms, CR and everything weve used. With that, each group was assigned to do different tasks. Some in the classrooms, open pits, and comfort rooms. As the time pass, we finished our lunch and we are ready to go. However, as we are transferring our bags the rain poured so we had to rush in fixing the bags in the jeep. On the way, I felt sad because Im already missing all the sharing, helping and bonding formed with my friends and classmates in our past activities like home visiting, cooking, and cleaning. Besides, I missed the place also, the smile of the people there and the laughter of the children as we played with them. Yes, when we were still there we were in a hurry to go home but when its the time, theres sadness in me. However, we cant do anything and we need to go. Lastly, I thanked God for His help and protection. Even if it rained we were still able to arrive home safely. We reached home full of stories to share what happened and how is Basil, Tublay. Also, because of this activity (community immersion) we learned a lot. We learned to be resourceful, flexible, and to have a good interaction. Besides, we learned from our mistakes that can be a reflection for a better community services for the next to come.

Name: Karen Rose Vicente Libayo Age: 18 years old

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Hobbies: Playing combative sports Motto: Pain: its just a matter of sensation. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: I was not able to believe that I actually survived hiking up and down for about two hours just to get to our designated sitio (Pangablan). Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: family surveying assessment and

Challenges encountered in community: Having myself tried to understand Ibaloi as much as I could do but atleast I learned a little, communicating was a bit hard for me since I hardly speak Ilocano and in the end I was able to communicate with them comfortably so far. What did you miss the most: What I missed so much was the warm and welcoming nature of the people of Basil, the long distance hiking, also the bonding moments with our fellow students, the laughter and fun we had.

May 20, 2013

It was cold and raining early in the morning of the 20th day of May 2013. Waking up. All I can see are chaos of the things needed to be packed. Ive been thinking about the upcoming community immersion. While Ive been thinking i lost track of time and forgot to fix my things. I felt scared and anxious but I need to hurry and pack the things I need. After I finished packing I fixed myself up as well, physically and mentally. Although I dont know what to expect I have to be tough and be ready. Assembly time was fast approaching so I carried my things and hurried to school. Upon arriving everyone was already placing their baggage on the jeepney so I helped placing the rest of things on the jeep. All our things were in place so were all good to go. During our travel I fell asleep; I got tired rushing and running all the way to school. When I woke up we already arrived at Basil, Tublay. The place was refreshing and welcoming. Upon arrival, everyone helped out in

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fixing up our baggages. Everyone was cooperative so we finished our work earlier. But we ate lunch a bit late since we prepared our food a little late. We enjoyed our meal. Theyre all good cooks. There were some problems weve encountered soon as the scarcity of water supply. Almost all complained about this problem but weve somehow managed to clean ourselves up. Before we prepared our meal, for dinner, we were assigned per groups for our specific tasks. At night we all had our dinner and most of us did each our daily journal/ diary. It was such a tiring day we had a lot of fun so far.

May 21, 2013

The day has finally arrived when were going to immerse with the community of Pangablan, Basil. Its 4:30, early in the morning and daylight is nearly approaching. I tried waking up but my body is so lazy to wake up since its so cold. At 4:45 a.m., I woke up d ue to the sounds of footsteps, door squeak and mumbles. Immediately after waking up I prepared my things and hurried for bathe together with Febie and Ernelyn, so we all have to be nude while bathing. Although were a bit ashamed we preceded since were al l hurrying and there are tasks we need to finish. I was finally done preparing the things I needed including myself. It was already time for our breakfast but before we proceeded we prepared our lunch box and snacks and unluckily, I was not able to prepare water for drinking while hiking. After finishing our meal, our clinical instructors asked for us to assemble and gave us instructions regarding our duties and responsibilities in the community, they gave us pieces of advice regarding our attitudes and actions. We got scolded but we admit it was really our mistake since we were not able to do what is expected of us. They reiterated sensitivy and compassion towards others It was already our departure and I still felt a bit sleepy while we were hiking, I was thinking what to do when I get there and how are people going to react when we get there. We hiked for more that 30 minutes yet were not even halfway at sitio going to Pangablan. We passed through a river, hanging bridge and climbed mountains high and low. Two hours of hike, we finally arrived. We started immediately with assessment and survey just as we arrived, for the day, we were only able to survey 6 households. I was always trying hard to communicate with the people there and I was thankful that they are so kind and understanding. With the 1st day in Pangablan, It was all good and we were able to learn a lot from them. We were open with them and they were able to open up with us, as well.

May 22, 2013

It was already our third day of immersion and Im so tired I could hardly get up. I wanted to sleep for long time but I have to wake up early since we agreed to go to Pangablan as soon as possible. Since I was reminded of the long distance hike, I got up although I dont want to. I got my things p repared and packed. We had an early breakfast and departed to Pangablan at 6:30 A.M. While were walking we were all talking, laughing and giggling. Even though were all loud along the way we still had so much fun. Ive noticed that without humors we easi ly get tired and bored. Fun could always be found in anyway even in simple ways or things. While we were having fun along our way to Pangablan we havent noticed that we finally arrived at Pangablan. I was not able to notice since we were busy joking and laughing out loud. Were able to arrive easier than our first time going there.

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Upon arriving we separated at our own grouping and proceeded to our own specific areas for survey. Each of us went to find a household to assess. I was able to survey one household. I was always trying hard to speak in Ilocano but at least I was able to finish the survey. Theres no harm in trying, thats what I always keep reminding myself after a day of walking and roaming Pangablan we were only able to finish 9 household surveys. The last household we visited were so kind hearted they even invited us to their simple home and we had lunch all together we shared lunchbox with them as well as they gave us bananas and beans. They are warm and welcoming that all felt comfortable around them. After we were finished with our assessment and survey we thanked them for their kindness and bade them goodbye. It was already 1:30 P.M. and we decided to assemble to discuss and finalize our surveys. The other groups were able to finished their surveys but were only able to finish is household out of 18 required households. At around 2:30 we all went to bathe at a public bathe area, the 17 of us were finished bathing at around 4:00 P.M. and we decided to head back to our camp area (Basil Elementary School). We arrived late and we got scolded for not informing them that we were going to back home late. We apologized for our mistake and immediately went to our room to fix up our things. The night was so busy since we have to start tallying and collating. With these days activities all I could say is that making the best of our days is the best way to live up the fullest. (Smille always)))

May 23, 2013

Our fourth day of immersion has arrived and its going to be a busy day. Most of us woke up l ate since we slept late due to the collating and summarization of our survey tools. We had our breakfast at around 7:30 A.M. and proceeded tallying again. Some of us continued resting and sleeping since they have not slept at all due to tallying and collation. It was already 4:00 P.M. yet we still havent finished tallying all the survey tools for barangay Basil. At exactly 12 oclock noon we shouldve been able to finishwith all our tallying but were not able to beat the time since there were a lot of missing information on our survey tool. The only thing were able to finish is our spot map. It was all thanks to Benson and our other group members for creating our simple yet elegant spot map. Our tallying was done at nearly nightfall; so we started making the letterings for the stage presentation for tomorrows activity. Nikka was the one assigned for the stage preparations and she did a great job for making good outcome, thanks to their artistic ability. At 10 oclock we had our class meeting for our task a ssignment for our upcoming program which composes of the hygiene clinic, adult program, and the cooking committee. I was assigned at the kitchen committee. Which I so much prefer since its all about food and cooking. After the meeting I went to sleep immediately since I was so tired. A hard work pays up in the end.

May 24, 2013

Early in the morning I could hear a lot of murmurs and footsteps. It was 3:00 A.M. and almost everybody was still doing their visual aids for todays activity. I tired waking up so I could help them but I really cant since my muscles were aching due to the long distance of hiking for the past two days. At exactly 4:00 A.M. I was able to get off bed. Immediately after waking up I went to kitchen since I was in the part of the food/ cooking committee. We prepared all the ingredients needed to be prepared for the days menu late on I went to prepare and wore my CHN uniform. At 8:00 A.M. the program is going to start so we have to prepare the food as soon as possible because A.M. snack is near. We did the peeling, slicing and chopping of the rest of the ingredients for pancit. We prepared the ingredients for agar- agar, egg sandwich and the champorado as well. It was a relief that we were able to do our work easily since all of us in the food committee worked well.

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Our cooks were so good, thats all I can say since the food tastes so good. All the agar, egg sandwich, pancit and the champorado were consumed, but some of the pancit were left since we thought the pancit was not enough at first, so they cooked more.

Program was finally over and everyone was so tired and exhausted we managed to finish our after care. After finishing our tasks we went back to our rooms and played cards. I never realize it was so much fun playing cards after a tiring event or work even though everyone was so tired, we still managed to tell each other our experiences and joking while laughing all out. The day is so tiring but all I could say is that; besides the stress and obstacles we go through as long as we see them in a positive way, happiness is always around us. And never forget to smile and laugh

May 25, 2013

Finally, is what everyone was saying. The final and last day of our community immersion has arrived. I woke up late since I was tired from our late activity. Not one of us isnt tired from our past activities because we all looked to our best extent, thats what I think. There are complains heard everywhere, so I was thinking why the ruckus when you could simply do what you can and show them the right things to do. Thats all there is to do in order to avoid misunderstanding and chaos among group. No bragging and talking behind others back, just simply keep it by you. I could hear rumors here and there but I simply shut my mouth. This day we all had our breakfast together and packed all our things afterwards. Each of us looked for a work to do in order to make ourselves useful. I went to where they are butchering the chickens and lend them a hand since there are lots of chicken to be butchered. After the butchering was done I went to our specific task which was cleaning of the room. We have to sweep, apply floor wax, scrub the floor and arrange the entire thing back to where they are placed when we first arrived at the school. We were done with our work so we went to fix ourselves and had lunch together, after finishing our meal we brought all our things on the jeepney and got ready for our departure. We bade goodbye to Basil, Tublay and went back to La Trinidad while it was still raining. Two hours after or maybe lesser we finally arrived. At last I signed, I would be able to rest properly, bathe and eat junk foods or maybe not. Although we left Basil already I will never forget the things Ive learned there. It was so nostalgic ge tting to reminisce the experiences there. The kindhearted people there. I will not forget each of us learned from them and they learned from us as well. I wish them the best health.

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Hobbies: Watching movies, surfing the net, listening to music Motto: If you wish to please people, understanding them. Charles Reade you must begin

Unforgettable Experience in the Community: My unforgettable experience in the community is to hike for almost two hours for two days, to visit the community house to house, to report in front of the adults and elderly during the last day of our community and I dont forget the water crisis. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: The most valuable thing that I could contribute in the COPAR is to save water, help in preparing foods, help in washing plates, help in preparing the visual aids for the reporting, to write the survey tool and the most is to help my groupmates during our house to house interview. Challenges encountered in community: The challenges I encountered during the immersion is not to take a bath due to water scarcity, to walk a long distance from house to house for a couple of days, to talk in front of the community and to establish rapport to the families we interviewed just to get their smiles and openness. What did you miss the most: I missed the smile of the families we met and I also miss the view of their place.

May 20, 2013

Early in the morning about 7:00 a.m. when the clouds turned turquoise. Rain drops started to fall as I walk through the slope of the way with my bags on my hands. Im feeling the hesitation to go for our immersion but theres no choice but to go. I will miss half of my life if Im not going. Were going to serve Basil, Tublay and its community.

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I took the taxi as the rain drops. I arrived at the meeting place after the call time. I was late but as I see my classmates, theyre few and Im thankful to that. Its 12:00 p.m. when we arrived at Basil. We helped each other to get our classmates baggage. We also ate lunch late. I felt very tired so tired I took a nap. To tell frankly, I was bored but when we went for a ten minutes hike, I wasnt. I have the feeling that Im going to enjoy the immersion as days will go by that Im going to enjoy serving and helping them.

May 21, 2013

I suddenly opened my eyes when my phone rang at 4:30 am. It was my alarm. Its the first day of the challenge in Survivor Pangablan. We prepared the things that were going to need. 8:00 am is the call time. At 8:15 am, we have begun stepping forward to get to our own destination Pangablan. As we walked the distance, I felt all the burdens went down at my feet. I havent walked f or kilometres for four years. At first, while we were going down the hill, my legs were shaking. I cant control it. I started to feel hot and to lose fifty percent of my power when we started to climb the mountain. My clothes were wet because of my sweat, and at the same time, I was lacking oxygen. However, with this experience, we still continued walking step by step until we arrived at Pangablan. The families that we interviewed welcomed us, however, some didnt. While interviewing, it started to rain ve ry hard. We didnt have a choice but to go back, so we took a taxi. I felt sleepy and tired when we arrived. However, we still helped the cook prepare the food while others took a bath. In fairness, I enjoyed it. What a day.

May 22, 2013

It is the next day of the challenge. I woke up late because I didnt set my phones alarm. My shoulders hurt so badly and so is my head. I prepared my things and went to wash. This day, I knew that it would also be tiring. We hiked again almost an hour before reaching Pangablan. We continued surveying starting from the nearest to the farthest. Im tired and sleepy but we must keep on going to finish it. Nevertheless, we had a chance to take a bath there. It is so refreshing. They gave us also steamed kamote. They were very hospitable. After that scene, we resumed our work. We went down to survey those who were not in their houses this morning. We did this while its raining. Its very enjoyable but we cant hide the pain on our shoulders and legs. As time passed by, we reached the quota. I felt at ease and contented. This day will be memorable to me. I learned a lot of things that are helpful. To socialize with families and learn from them, and vice-versa, is one thing I started to practice.

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May 23, 2013

Loud noises woke me early this morning. I tried to open my eyes even if it hurts. Were going to continue the tallying because we didnt finish it. This day isnt a relaxation day as I thought it would be. Were all busy today. I cant even help myself not to sleep but I cant control it. I slept on the floor while my group mates did the tallying. I remembered that I woke up just when our teacher came. They said that were not having lunch until we finish our work. Nevertheless, we finished it but had had lunch but it was too late. Time is so fast when it rained. I took a bath and helped the cooks in cooking. I thought that day, Im going to relax but since were having the assembly tomorrow, were very busy preparing. Today is another tiring day but I think I enjoyed and loved this day though were fully booked with responsibilities.

May 24, 2013

Im not contented with my sleep today because it was a rush hour. My group mates woke me up at around 3:00 am just to do our visual aids. Im still sleepy while doing the graph; the others keep on pouting because some of the group didnt help us. I understand them because they didnt sleep and thats the reason behind that. Were running out of time so we just let the others continue what we were doing while we changed ou r clothes. Nevertheless, we were finished on time so they prepared also. The thing was, Im nervous about what Ill say on the data presentation. The program flowed smoothly and continuously and Im happy for it. We did our presentation well and I hope the community liked it. They learned something from us and we learned something from them. This day is the last day of our immersion and Im excited to go home. I can tell that I learned things in just five days. For now, Im sleepy and tired so Im takin g a nap. I like this day.

May 25, 2013

Im sleeping so soundly when one of my group mates woke me up so early. I was staring at the ceiling when she rolled my blanket. Im so sleepy and yet she disturbed me. Good for her, Im in a good mood. They told me it was us who will be the cook so I followed them to the kitchen. We then started to cook. This day is the last day of our immersion. Im so excited because were going back home. After breakfast, we were assigned to clean. We finished cleaning and the next will be lunch time, I ate less because all I wanted was to go home. After lunch, we prepared our things. Were going home. Im so excited. While were packing our things, the rain started to pour. So we hurriedly loaded our things and prepared to leave. Were taking off in just a minute and Im excited. Never mind the rain; at least were going home. While were along the way, I asked myself, Did I enjoy it? Well, yes, I enjoyed it. I enjoyed being there to serve and to learn.

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Name: Kelly Diane Banglot Ligos Age: 19 years old Hobbies: listening to music, reading books Motto: Just Keep Swimming. Dory Unforgettable Experience in the Community: I think I can say that all my first time experiences are unforgettable. It was

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my first time in a place where water was scarce, where a toilet is not really available and others. The best was how we all learned to adjust in these conditions to make the best out of our stay :)) Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Surveying? Some might think surveying is easy, especially since we have the tool and we just have to ask the questions but going there and experiencing it for myself, I can say that Im proud of what I have accomplished(filling out the survey tools completely) Challenges encountered in community: Language barrier was a very big problem for use non-Ibaloi speakers. Although there were also some who spoke Kankan-ey it was still difficult for me because I don't really know how to speak in Kankana-ey fluently. What did you miss the most: I miss the bond formed between some the people I never really thought Id be friendly with. There was something in the community that made us closer or more comfortable with each other.

May 20, 2013

I woke up 4 oclock this morning feeling very excited, f inally the day for our immersion has arrived but sadly, the weather was not cooperative. It was a very gloomy Monday morning and when I have arrived at our school, it was drizzling non-stop and my excitement was somehow diminished, however, just minutes before our departure, the sun showed up as if hearing our prayers. So off we went to Basil, Tublay where we will be having our first ever community immersion. We finally arrived 12 pm, we were all famished but thankful because we finally arrived; were fina lly here, although the towns people didnt look very happy to see us, well I just thought, hindi pa kasi nila alam kung bakit kami andito. And somehow I was comforted with the thought that after our immersion they will be sad to see us go. Haha. Well then, we settled ourselves in the room or school which we call home for the next 5 days, the only problem is that there is no water supply!

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May 21, 2013

Being the assigned cook for breakfast today, we had an early start. Our group woke up at 3 oclock in the morning in order to be able to complete the designated meal of the day. But because we only had one stove to use, it took us almost 3 hours to finish our task. Having no water was also a big challenge for all of us, we had to conserve the only water that we have for 4 days and of course, we needed it for cooking, washing the dishes and bathing. I was somehow annoyed when I learned that some of us took bath even though we all know that we only have almost 6 drums of water, which should last until Friday. Some of us had no choice but to go down to the creek and take a bath there. At around 8 in the morning we were all getting ready to go at our designated sitios. We were assigned at Tafaja and we had no idea how to get there. We had to toughen our guts and ask random people we meet on how to get there. It was hard because only 2mmebrs of our group knows how to speak Ibaloi. We also had walk through a rice field and it was hard, especially for me since I was not accustomed, but I was thankful that my group patiently waited for me to figure out where I should step on next, etc. after years of walking (from my perspective) we finally reached the first house but was disappointed when we found out that there was no one home. Fortunately when we arrived at the next house, we were greeted by a jolly man, who welcomed us and talked to us for at least an hour. It was longer than what we needed for the interviewing and it costs us the time but at least we gained the confidence we needed to continue on. All I can say is that I think we were all prepared to deal with the Ibaloi stereotype which is shy mango but then I was shocked with their hospitality and their willingness to entertain and talk with us. Clearly, stereotype is not always right.

May 22, 2013

We only had 4 clients to visit so today should be easy right? But those 4 families were not available yesterday because they needed to go out early and in order to catch them before they go to their gardens. At least now, we know how to get to Tafaja so our journey didnt take too long, on our way, we talked about dividing into 2 groups to be able to save time, and so we did. The first client that we interviewed was the kagawad of the barangay but he was on his to Diogao, as he informed us, we told him well just walk with so as not be burden but he declined and said ok lang, uray ditoy ladtan, while staying at the pay-ew or rice fields on the way. We were ashamed because we didnt want to be a distraction but he was very accommodating and its as if he r eally want us to be part of their community because he kept on telling us his plans for the community, their way of living, etc. when we were done, we expected him to say goodbye and go on his own way but he asked us who else didnt interview and offered t o show us the way. We felt so grateful because he really wanted to help us even though he had worked to do. For that, we were really appreciative.

May 23, 2013

Tomorrow we will be having a program for the community and so today was a very busy day, luckily we (our group) was done with the visitations so we had the whole day to collate, tabulate, our survey tools and make our spot map.

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I expect that this day would be so hectic, at first it started just fine but because most of us slept late yesterday and woke up early, we looked like zombies. Then Sir Gil told us the things we should do, like we should be done with the tallying which became a problem because we didnt know what categories we should tally and others. In the evening they told us our assignments for tomorrow, and I was assigned in the kitchen, which is fine although I would have loved to be in the kids program, but oh well, thats life.

May 24, 2013

Once again, this day started early, because today is for the community assembly. As kitchen people, we were expected to wake up earlier than the others to cook breakfast, but it was our CIs time to shine, and so we just prepared the things, or the ingredients needed for our menu which is agar-agar, pancit, egg sandwich and champorado. It was very hot and we were in our Jollibee uniform so naturally we were dripping with sweat. Ehen we started cooking, it became even hotter that I was really in a bad mood already. Then when the kids program started we were laughing because its as if the one assigned didnt know how to handle kids, they keep asking for singers, etc. instead of just having a game but thats not our problem. So we just kept quiet. Then we served the food to everyone, first the agar-agar which was simot na simot and then the pancit and sandwich, which we were worried that it might not be enough for everyone, because we didnt think that there will be too many people. Thankfully, it was enough and then the champorado was also a success, especially when none of us really knew how to cook. All in all; I think our programs went well. Although not smoothly but good enough for first timers.

May 25, 2013

Finally! Its time to g home, although I enjoyed our time here. Im looking forward to going back to civilization. No more cooking for 30+ people , or waiting for the rain to come in order to be able to take a bath because water is scarce, waking for almost an hour to reach our destined sitios and etc. But before we got home, we had to clean first and somehow our group felt a little biased with the assignment of the tasks. We were assigned to the church and when we got there we thought there should have been 2 groups assigned because the outside itself needs sweeping and then inside should be waxed and scrubbed. Instead of just moping around we thought, oh well, lets just go on with it somehow with the joking around and storytelling while working, we didnt even notice that we were already done with our work. After that we had our lunch and then, Bye bye Basil! It started raining but then the time we were ready to go and so by the time we arrived here at La Trinidad, the rain was so strong and no one can come to fetch me. So Jannah and I just talked and agreed that well just share a cab. Then I was really home! After 5 days, wooh! But now I look at our house differently; the water supply, the electricity, the appliances and other, I never really considered my family rich but now, maybe I can say that Im lucky and satisfied with what we have.

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Name: Twinkle Odan Lomong-oy Age: 18 years old Hobbies: watching TV cooking playing t tennis Motto: Live with passion today and every day. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: When we got lost when we went to take a bath, sacrifice all for self just to have water for cooking food. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: helped in the spot map and surveying Challenges encountered in community: lack of water and language barrier What did you miss the most: bonding with classmates

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May 20, 2013

This day was the day we are going to Basil, Tublay for our first immersion. As I woke up in the morning, the weather was bad which made me worry of how I could bring my things to school, but then the rain stopped. As we departed from school, I was a little bit nervous because as we all know it is our first time to do this. Many things came to my mind that I hadnt realized we had already arrived. We started to carry all our things despite their heaviness and the hot rays of the sun. After all the carrying was done, we had our lunch and fixed our room afterwards. Time went by, and then we had our dinner and had to do our diaries before we could sleep. I slept with my companions in the tent though it was a little bit cold outside.

May 21, 2013

We started the day waking up three oclock in the morning to cook food for our group despite the fact that we only slept for four hours. As the sun appeared, problems arose because of water shortage; members of the other group used most of the water stored for food for their own (bathing) not remembering that we lack water. We just kept quiet and let them have their conscience bother them. As we were busy cooking, we hadnt seem to realize that its already 6:30am so we decided that half of us who were cooking will go to take a bath dow n the creek then we could alternate with them afterwards. As we were the last going back due to the breath taking stairs, we had to hurry to get started on our survey in Basil Proper. At around 3pm, heavy rains dropped. These made us wet but we had to take the risk taking ways in order to reach other houses. We decided to go home at around 5:30pm; changed our clothes, had our tea and prepared what we will be cooking for dinner. We ate for dinner, had our group meeting and slept soundly for tomorrows activity.

May 22, 2013

I woke up 6 oclock in the morning to continue our survey at Basil proper as what we decided but then most of my group mates were not last in fixing so we started at 8 oclock in the morning. I can say that its not a good day because we really need to search the remaining thirteen houses we hadnt had a survey but then we cannot find them; we intended to consult the spot map posted at the clinic but it was closed. We had to take every possible way we could see to check if there were houses there. The survey ended having only three houses surveyed because the others had their vacation. We had an early dinner.

May 23, 2013

This day was allotted for finalization of the tallying of the survey and the spot map as what we conducted house to house in different sitios of Barangay Basil, Tubaly. We woke up as early as we can in order to reach out others who leave their houses early. And to verify the spot map we made, we came back at around 10:30 and then we had our late breakfast. Afterwards, the tallying continued that we hadnt seem to realized the time our instructors reminded us to eat lunch at around 2pm. Many instructions about the tallying so we had done it again as I thought not less than 5 times. In addition, it has extended until the night but then we have a batch meeting which was about

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the community assembly the next day; we had prepared things for that day and other continued the tallying and the spot map until 5am.

May 24, 2013

Here comes the program many had been waiting as we had invited the community during the house to house survey. Many children had come and enjoyed so far; children started to mingle with others who they dont know. Theyre participative and cooperative in the games. Then the highlight of the program started the introduction of hand washing, tooth brushing, nail clipping, and ear cleaning to all ages. As what I observed, most children come on our station (delousing) for their lice. Afterwards we had our lunch then the program resumed, games were continued then giving of the clothes and other food were done. The program ended so far good as we can see wide smile on their faces, thats enough. It just meant theyre satisfied. After all, we had our late dinner because we all slept because of tiredness then we slept soundly.

May 25, 2013

After the other day's activity, all of us woke up late in the morning due to tiredness yet it is also our departure day. We started the day packing and fixing all our things. Because of being busy cleaning the rooms, surroundings and doing all the chores most of us forgot to eat breakfast so some of our batchmates went around offering us bread, water or food while working. After all, then we had our late lunch; many cooked food were left so we decided to give it to the school with all the left over or not cooked canned goods, vegetables, fruits etc. Then others started to put our things inside the jeep while I and my company went to wash the used pots, plates and e.t.c and check if there were things left in each room. As we departed, rain fell down that made us sleep until we arrived at the College of Nursing, with lack of guys in the group, we girls were the one who got the bags up the jeep. Most of us worried because not all our bags are in the same jeep we rode in but then we found it. We went home despite the rain and I was helpless carrying all my bags and things. After all the immersion, I just realize that after you volunteered for the group to barrow your things, after everything, they wont mind, sifter all the sacrifices you did to carry those things whats on their mind is that "bahala na siya, sa kanya naman eh"

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Name: Mark Malute

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Age: 18 years old Hobbies: playing basketball, listening to rock music, playing chess, watching movies and reading interesting books.. Motto: Live with passion today and everyday. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: My unforgettable experience in the community was when we got lost on the second day of our community immersion while at the middle of the mountains trying to find the families that we were supposed to interview that time. Luckily we were able to find and we did interview those families with the help of our instructors on the third day of our community. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: My most valuable contribution in COPAR was teaching the children to practice the proper hygiene Challenges encountered in community: I find difficulty on how to start our interaction to my client because of language barrier.

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What did you miss the most: What I missed in the community that I was unable to get enough information to some of our clients that I interviewed.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 This is the first day of our community immersion at Basil, Tublay. Before this day we went out with my friends to complete the materials of our CHN bag but unfortunately we were not able to buy all the things needed for our bag. During the afternoon, I was rushing to pack my things but I made sure that I will not forget the important things I need the most. In the morning, I went to school to bring my baggage and help my classmates load their things on top of the jeepney. We started moving around 9:30 am and arrived exactly 10:30 am. As soon as we arrive, we started to cook for our lunch. It was in the afternoon that we started to build our own bathroom. Water was really inadequate so, we managed to fill up all the drums for all of us to use. Evening came when all ate and enjoyed our dinner since it was Sir Gil who cooked for all of us. In the end of the day, all were happy. For me, Im felling excited whats going to happen tomorrow.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Second day of our immersion was the start of going to the assigned areas. Our group aasinment was to visit three sitios of Basil, which were Bongog, Bovas, and Banao. I t took us about an hour to reach those areas. Im a little bit nervous when we met our first family. One of our group mates introduced us to the family and started to interview them at the same time. We also observed that they dont have comfort rooms and they also lack water. After finishing our health teaching, we asked our client how to reach Bovas but unfortunately we took the wrong direction and got lost. So we decided to go back to Bongog. The next family, whom we encountered, has a family member that is suffering from gouty arthritis and so we advised him to have proper diet, which is avoiding high protein food and legumes, etc. we also found out that the children have lice and we bathe them with Kwell shampoo. After that, we had our lunch and left for the next family. In the afternoon, we interviewed five more families and each child has lice. The other families treated us nicely and cooperated with us until we accomplished our job. They also gave us food after our encounter. At the end of the day, we were so tired but we also enjoyed the activities done. We learned lot of things from them and in exchange, we taught them important things regarding their health.

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May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Third day of the week and this time, we decided to divide the group into two in order for us to finish the task earlier. All of us woke up early just to interview the families that we werent able to finish yesterday. Since some of them maybe went to their farm earlier. This time, we went to Banao first and were abl e to interview one family and according to the people from Bongog that there are only two houses at this place and so we went back to Bongog. Half of the group stayed at Bongog to do the interview while for us, we went to Bovas together with our instructors. We were able to interview three families and encountered different ailments that the families encounter: arthritis, hypertension, and diarrhea. When we started to travel again going to Pinan I remembered my bottle of water, which\ I forgot at the last house, and when were on top of the mountain I was so dehydrated hoping to fid a house soon so I can ask for water. After 3 hours of hiking, we found a place that is good for camping and at the same time asked for water to the man lived there and he also told us the way back to Basil. Finally, were back at Basil Elementary School t around 4 pm where I can finally drink lots of water and rest too.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 This day, we were assigned to go buy thing that we needed at the city for the preparation of our program tomorrow. Before we purchased materials, we went back home first. While Im at home, I was able to take a bath and change new clothes before we meet again at Baguio. In the afternoon, we did the marketing and load it in the car but there were still things to be brought on the way to Basil. We didnt expect to have lot of baggage casing the vehicle to be overloaded so our instructors decided to transfer the baggage when well reach Acop but when we were about to do so, the other passengers told us that its okay for them even if were too crowded inside. They even helped us bring down the baggage when we reached Basil. During the evening, everyone was busy preparing the food for tomorrow, others did the finalizing of the papers. We slept at exactly midnight and others were still doing their tasks causing them to sleep less.

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 This is the day of our program and we were glad that many children and parents attended and some of them even came from far places. Every one of us has different tasks and I was assigned in the hygiene clinic. It was divided to tooth brushing, shampooing, hand washing and ear cleaning. The children that we handled cooperated and enjoyed themselves with the games that were played. All of us also enjoyed the food that was prepared by the other groups.

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The program ended early in the afternoon so that the families that came from far places can go home early. All were tired, as usual but it was an enjoyable activity.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Today will be our last day here at Basil, Tublay. Everyone was so excited to go home and busy fixing their own things and cleaning their own rooms. While for us boys, we butchered the chickens to be prepared for lunch. We cooked adobo and pinikpikan. While waiting for it to be cooked, we also did the disassembling of the things used during the program yesterday. After lunch, I and my friends took the chance to take a bath. Each and every one carried their bags to be loaded in the vehicle unluckily it rained and we were all wet same as our bags. We started going back to the city at around 2 pm while the rain continues. We arrived at BSU around 3 pm but it was still raining hard. As for our jeepney, it stopped in front of the college while the other 2 jeepney stopped at the administration building. I and my companions waited til all others left to their homes before we did. When I arrived home, I took a nap and thinking of the lessons that we learned and experienced during the community immersion.

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Name: Neil Jhon Bacani Manao Age: 18 years old Hobbies: None Motto: The early bird gets the worm. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: The hospitality of the community to us. Even they have something to do; they still have interest in answering our questions. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: surveying Challenges encountered in community: language barrier What did you miss the most: the community and the community people

May 20, 2013

The very first day of community immersion.

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From the moment I woke up, there was one thing running on my mind. Are my things ready? Are my companions ready? And am I ready? The first thing I did was to check my things that are needed and to prepare the backpacks to be ready at exactly 7:30 am. Ive already gone to school to put and fix my things in the jeep. They said that the convoy will start at 8 am and all the materials and stuffs must be fixed already; but as expected, we started travelling at 9 am. When we were on our way to Basil, I felt dizzy and irritated because I was in the backseat where there was dust and smoke. Then we arrived at 10 am. When we arrived, the people were very busy in their works, digging holes, cleaning the surroundings, and fixing fences. We put down our things and this task was as difficult as when we put them up. As we fixed our things, I was already imagining myself knocking at doors going from house to house and talking with them in a different language. Hopefully I got group mates who can come to the rescue. I worked with my friend in building bathrooms and dishwashing area. It was very difficult and hard but it was fun to work with my friend. Our instructor told us before we went here in Basil that there is lack of water to use in cooking and in taking a bath, and as early as now we already have experienced it. I can conclude that this day was not so bad, rather it was full of fun.

May 21, 2013

This is the second day of community immersion. I woke up at 4:00 in the morning because I have heard a voice calling my name. But thats alright because I was one of those in-charge of cooking, so we must wake early. I helped in peeling the roasted eggplant for torta. We ate at 7am and started fixing our things. At 8am we had our pre-conference with our instructors by pointing some advices in dealing with the community. At 8:20am we already started traveling to the area that we were assigned, Beckol. On the way, Maam Carol told some stories about her past experiences I expected a long and rough road travel bit it appears to be short and easy travel because I listened to the story of Maam Carol. At last, we arrived at the first house. The first house was resided by two senior citizens and I felt like I cant do this because the one who entertained us spoke Ibaloi but during the interview finally I heard her speak in Ilocano. It was a great experience, for the first house attended to in my first community immersion. The rest of the house-to-house interviews were good even though I didnt talk much because of language differen ce between me and the community, but most of them can speak Ilocano. Then, came the heavy rains with thunder and lightings and we got stranded hoping for the rain to stop for a while so we can go home. Finally, a jeep passed by in the middle of the heavy rains. We got our free ride back to the school. During the afternoon, I was not in good mood to socialize with others because of headache. This day was a great one, my first time in community immersion not considering the bad weather.

May 22, 2013

This is the third day of our community immersion. We woke up early to help prepare our breakfast and to travel early to arrive on our area before they go to their work. On our way some of our previous informants joyfully greeted us a warm welcome and even shared their own story or about their neighbor. It feels great how they treat us and how they cooperate during the interview. We tried to finish it all, the houses as we could before the rain begin so we grouped ourselves by 3 to maximize our time. During lunch, we all ate at the side of the road and it is a good time for us to share our stories during the interviews. We continued the interview. After lunch, the whole group went to the house we did not complete the data yesterday. Even though the parents were not there the still left a piece of paper with the data. We proceeded to the next house we were not able to interview because nobody was there or

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they are in their work. My groupmates decided to stay there to take a bath but I and our instructor decided to head to the school before the rain comes. I can say that this day is better than yesterday because we are able to finish more and established better relationships to the community

May 23, 2013

The fourth day of our community immersion. I woke up early and prepare my things because we need to come back to the community again for the household we werent able to interview yesterday. Last night, we tried to finish the tally but there is a lot of data that are incomplete like the birth of a family member and their monthly income. Fortunately, we arrived there before they went to their work and were able to complete those data needed. We finished our interview before 10 am and went back to school at 10:30 AM. I helped in tallying the data after that, we ate lunch together with the other groups but there are still some groups that are not around maybe because they went back to the community. After lunch, we started preparing the drainage for the tooth brushing for tomorrow. But we were interrupted by intermittent rain but we were able to finish the job. After that, we started building the tent to be used as a shade from the sun and rain. We asked for a bamboo tree from the neighborhood and gladly said yes. We finished the tent at 9 pm and had our dinner and very worried for tomorrow because it appears that we are not ready and prepared but I think we can still do it well.

May 24, 2013

This is the fifth day of our community immersion. As usual we woke up early but not because we are going to the community rather the community is coming to us. We early prepared the stage for the adult program and hygiene clinic and the sound system. After it we arrange our stuff and the other cleaned the grounds. I was assigned in hygiene clinic and the program started at 8:00 am. 120 children are listed in the registration; it appears to be big participation in a small community like Basil. First, they hesitated because they are shy but later they are willing to participate. First part of the program is introduction, comes after it is hygiene clinic and discussion on health and hygiene. During the hygiene clinic I was assigned in nail clipping, of course we cut those long and dirty nails and the most important is to teach them about proper hygiene. At the end we are able to get the participationof the children and the parents and it was a great experience for us to deal with the community and gain their trust and maybe established rapport.

May 25, 2013

Its sixth and the last day of our community immersion. Unlike the previous days, I woke up with the sun already raised up, may be because we have nothing to worry about because the community works are over. The first thing we did was fixed the area where we had the community assembly. We had our breakfast with loaf bread and pandesal with coffee and for me it is enough. After breakfast we continued fixing our things, bags, clothes and other stuff. We also arranged the room we used and fix it the way it was when we arrived. Its very memorable day because you can see everybody is helping each other to their works without even asking for help. We butchered the chicken as our lunch with the help of some girls. After cleaning the chicken, we cooked it, and while cooking we shared stories about the community and how does it works and enjoyed it together. During lunch, we ate together but some of us have something to do so they ate after us. Now, everything is set to go home and I think we got one thing in mind that is when we all reached home, we will take a bath. We packed and picked up the things and piled

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up and arranged it in the jeep. The rain suddenly poured while we are fixing our things in the jeep until we reached home. At quarter to 3:00 in the afternoon, we arrived at the school campus. I am happy because we already got home, but Im happier because we went there and saw how people live their lives. There is one thing I wont forget they accepted us and gave us a warm welcome.

Name: Johanne Dicam Martinez Age: 19 years old Hobbies: playing sports Motto: Fight even if you have 1% chance. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: lack of water; we went to the river to take a bath Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: We define the community, collect data and assess the people in the community. Challenges encountered in community: Lack of water and lack of sleep

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What did you miss the most: Going to the river to take a bath and to sleep with my friends in the tent.

May 20, 2013

We were all excited when they said that we will have community immersion in Basil, Tublay, Benguet. I was a little bit nervous because I didnt know what to expect in that place. It was our first community immersion and the first time to interview families in each house. This day was our first day here in Tublay and it was enjoyable. We enjoyed riding on the way and after 45 minutes of traveling, we arrived in our destination. We all rushed to unload our bags, fixed all our things and cleaned those rooms that we will be using. We ate lunch and cooked for our dinner. I learned many things that I can apply to my daily life. I realized also that life is so difficult and we need to work for us to survive. I observed that every one of us has different upbringing and personalities or attitudes. I appreciated my group mates who cooked and washed those dishes for this day because they showed that they have cooperation and good participation in the tasks that were assigned to us. This night, I felt that I want to go home because I missed those things that I used to do, but its okay. Maybe its only a home sickness. By the way, water in here was very important. We all needed to sacrifice our wants to take a bath to save water for our foods. This day was a good start for all of us to know each other, work together, cooperate, and participate.

May 21, 2013

Really tired, lack of sleep and wanting to go home! These were the feelings that I felt this day. This second day of our immersion was exciting, like our first day. We went house to house and interviewed. The place that was assigned to us was Basil Proper. I enjoyed doing our task. We were happy because the sitio was so near but they gave us a lot of households. People in here were cooperative and welcoming. I liked their attitudes as they tried to mingle with us even though we asked a lot of questions. One of their most pressing problems was water supply. They needed water for them to survive so they do their best just to save water. On our way to survey I lost my umbrella, I was really careless. It was 2:30pm when it rained so hard. We found a store where we stayed waiting for the rain to stop. Later when we tried to go to another house we found out

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that the house was far. Arriving in that house, we were all wet and felt cold. So after interviewing, we decided to go back to school and change our wet clothes. I hated the rain because our tent was all wet but I love it because we had a lot of water to use and they will not fight again because of water... hehe! This day was a great day and also an enjoyable one.

May 22, 2013

Good day because we are stress free and we have enough sleep0 last night but we felt so cold because our sleeping bags are wet so they gave us one sleeping bag only for the four of us. 5:00 AM when we woke up and we didnt notice that it is already morning. Again we were shock ed because all the water in the pails last night were already gone and all of us (My group mates) didnt wash or took a bath last night, so again, because of water the two groups were having a conflict. By the way, thats life and we tried our best to understand them. We understood that all of us have different attitudes and personalities. 7:00 AM, we already ate uor breakfast and prepared ourselves and went to find those houses that we didnt survey. We went down the road and we saw houses so we went. We were shouting Tao po, Knock Knock! and a boy saw us but he went back inside his house immediately, but we repeated, we shouted but the boy did not go back. So we went back to the road and walked and we saw an old woman. We asked were Basil proper is. She is very approachable, while walking she told as stories about her life and the life of her family and after that we saw an old man again and we asked the history of basil proper. He told us that Basil meant Other side. The word Basil has different history and meaning to the people in this place. We didnt survey this day because the four houses that we needed to interview, no one was there, but its okay because we learned many things to those people that we met. After that we went to school to have lunch but we decided to go to the creek and take a bath and we went back again to the school and we rested. We decided to go back tomorrow, to interview and continue our survey.

May 23, 2013

Lack of sleep again. We are the cook for this day so woke up ea rly to cook egg and potato and rice. This day was a boring day because we did paper works whole day. We just cooked meal for the lunch and continued spot mapmaking and tallying. Its 4pm when maam Catapang told us that we should cook early for our dinner and so we started cooking fried rice and chayote with sardines. At 6 pm, we served the food then we ate our dinner and our instructors told us that we will have to move fast since there are many things to do for the program tomorrow. We had a meeting as a batch and the instructors discussed the things that were needed to be done. We divided the committee and helped each other in packing the prices and hygiene kit. We discussed about the games to be played by the children and each one was assigned to different tasks for tomorrow. Many things were done this night and I slept until 4am. The task that was given to us was about the hygiene clinic and Im one of the enlisters. Tomorrow is another day.

May 24, 2013

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Experience is the best teacher. This is the quote of the day. I experienced in the past days that life is so difficult. Its all about sacrificing and surviving. Today was a long day for all of us. We slept late and woke up early for this awaited day for all of us and the community of Tublay, Benguet. 4:00 am when we woke up and I went to the kitchen to help in slicing those vegetables that we will be cooking and then we prepared those things that we are going to use for the program. It was a rushed plan program for all of us. We are all nervous last night because our plan is not organized and we dont know what to do for tomorrow. I was assigned as one of the enlister for the program of the children. 7:30 am when we finished preparing. Many children came so we do our own task. We list those children and got their height and weight. They are all cute and some are shy. I enjoyed entertaining them. I love children. After the registration the flow of the program began. We used to enjoy playing with them even though, we all lack of sleep. I was touched because when I saw those children that we helped are so happy and they enjoyed our program even though it is not organized and boring. But I enjoyed giving gifts because maybe to all of us, that gift is a simple thing and maybe we will not even need them but for them, I saw in their faces that those clothes that we gave is a big thing for them or a big help for them. I realized that I was lucky because I have this life unlike them. I saw one of the families that I interviewed and I appreciated them because they are cooperative and they are good in participation. By the way, we didnt take a bath in the morning again because of the water shortage. 1:30 when we ended up the program and I think the program is successfully done and teaching them is an enjoyable job to all of us. Still, communication with them in Ibaloi is really hard. You dont know if they understood what you are saying or not and one of the communication barriers is language difference.

May 25, 2013

Last night, we were sad but excited. Sad because its the last night of our immersion and excited because we will go home tomorrow. We woke up late for the first time. I was telling stories with my friends and laughing while lying down. We were so happy at that time. After an hour, we were shocked because Maam Catapang was looking for Jayvee. So we woke up and went to Maam Catapang to discuss about the rule we broke. The rule was no boys are allowed to sleep with the girls. We were surprised because we dont intend to that thing and we dont expect that we made a big problem. The instructors talked to us and gave advices and also punishment to the 6 of us. We were ashamed to the instructors because we broke the rule and they have big expectations and trust to all of us but we broke that trust. After that incident, we went to pack our things and went to the kitchen and ate our breakfast. 8:30 am, we started cleaning the school. We cleaned the bathing area and after that I went to the kitchen and cooked rice. 12:00 pm, we ate our lunch

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1:30 pm, we started to get our things and brought it in the jeep. We fixed them and started to travel, we are all excited to go home! 4:00 pm, when we arrived at the school. The weather was bad so we waited for the rain to stop before going directly to our home. 5:00 pm, when I arrived at home. I went immediately to the bathroom to take a bath. I missed the water and everything at home, I was culture shocked at Basil, Tublay. Hehe! After taking a bath I ate my dinner and went to sleep.

Name: Vallorie Tibao Medona Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Playing sports, reading books, doing adventures such as hiking, zipline, and travelling Motto: Destiny is not a matter of chance; it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved. William Jennings Bryan Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Being thrifty especially on the usage of water; walking half an hour to take a bath in the spring; trying hard to speak
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Ibaloi; knowing the sacrifice of Basil to provide the water, hospitality of the people in Basil Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: data gathering, tallying, data documentation Challenges encountered in community: language management, scarcity of water What did you miss the most: the whole community barrier, time

May 20, 2013

The day of going to Basil, Tublay, Benguet for the community immersion has come. I do not know what to feel about the community immersion, since it was my first time to participate and join in the said activity. By the time that I woke up, I was feeling so nervous and excited at the same time. I prepared all the things I needed and rechecked my things too. Suddenly, the weather was not good initially because it rained while I was on my way to school. As I arrived at school, I was still feeling the same way about the day ahead of us. We helped each other in bringing the things in the jeepney. Before departing, we were instructed about the things that we are apt to do and we asked for the Lords guidance through prayer. We, the group 2 members, stopped by the water refilling station and bought rice and chicken at the same time. Upon arrival at our destination (Basil, Tublay, Benguet), we were housed in a school and there we started to bring out our things. Then, we ate our lunch and there I have witnessed the camaraderie and the spirit of sharing within the batch. We also fixed our things and the room we were going to use. I began to feel so excited and happy throughout the day even though I experienced headache. I also experienced things which I have not done before. These experiences revealed to me that there were lessons and opportunities I can gain in the community. The day ended with a beautiful and extravagant day after eating and having personal time to perform hygiene. Community immersion is an activity to which each and every one of us can learn with each other and also to impart and gain knowledge from each other.

May 21, 2013

This day was not an ordinary day, one which I was used to have because of many adjustments to make. I started the day very early at around 3:30am because we were the assigned group for the task of cooking. After cooking, my companions and I took a bath at the creek. It was a breath taking walk because of the distance we travelled just to reach the source of water. Meanwhile, it was successful because we were able to take a bath.

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After all the preparations, our instructors assigned our groupings and we began our tasks. Our initial survey was fascinating and comforting because the families we interviewed were open and hospitable. It was a great help because we were able to build our confidence going to the next families we are apt to interview and provide care. We continued to do our tasks and eventually we were able to partially finish the task. After we had our lunch and continued to do our responsibilities but unfortunately it started to rain. It was not a hindrance because we still pursued to go to each household for our vital purpose. It was a great surprise when a strong and hard rain met us along the way. We were all wet so we stopped by a house and waited until the rain ceased. Since it didnt stop, we just walk through until we reached the school. We cleaned ourselves and prepared for dinner. Ive learned an enormous lesson within the day especially in the aspect of interviewing. It is really significant to give respect to the interviewee and to let them feel comfortable to establish rapport. Also, it is necessary to always wear the universal uniform called SMILE.

May 22, 2013

A good weather approached my sight as I opened my eyes and woke up in the morning with the sun shining so brightly. We prepared all our things and performed the same routine. We continued on our survey with the families whom we did not interview due to the lack of time and also their absence. It is a great and enthusiastic feeling of experiencing these things in the community because it is a way of developing, building and boosting our confidence in many aspects. After the activities we have done, we took a bath in Am-Ahe where in the walk we had was really tiring due to its distance but we did not think nor mind about it. We ate our lunch upon arriving at school from bathing and started to collate the data we have gathered. We also began to tally all the significant information recorded in our survey tool. Unfortunately, we were not able to finish all tasks because some information were incomplete and that we need to survey again the houses tomorrow in the morning. Also, it was a day for us to start preparing for the activities on Friday (Community Assembly). Most of us were late in sleeping because of the tallying but we did our best to finish a part of it. I may call it as a day of stress but it was worth it because of the many lessons I have garnered which is the sense of collaboration and teamwork in order to finish a task on time corporately.

May 23, 2013

A day with a pile of tasks to be done. the same routine happens and it was a day on which we started our spot map and organized our collation for the emerging of results of the sitios in Basil. The spot map of each sitio was made; however, it was a hard time because each group created their spot map from different perspective. We had a difficulty on creating the correct spot map of Basil and with the help of instructors. At night, we had a general meeting for the activities to be done for tomorrow. Each person was assigned to three specific groups- kitchen, hygiene clinic, and adult registration to perform a specific task for the organization of the program. Each specific group had a short meeting for the assigned tasks. I was assigned at the hygiene clinic and helped each other in packing the hygiene kit to be distributed to the kids. Also, we talked about our plan for the program like the games to be played, person assigned to each hygiene clinic and the things to be prepared for the specific division.

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It was a day of preparation as a summary because of the things to be prepared and to be made. Also, we are again mostly late in sleeping due to the tasks. However, it was a day to be called because of our cooperation and participation and team-building with each other.

May 24, 2013

This is it! A product of all the kinds of preparations we have done and made. We woke up early in the morning to fix and prepare for the things to be needed per station. I was able to appreciate the residents of Basil, Tublay because most of them were really on time. We gathered the registered children on the quadrangle and followed the program. After the start of the hygiene clinic, the game masters started to call their attention by the prepared games. Initially, they were few in number but eventually, as the program progresses, the population of the children increased. Their population was estimated to be around 120-140 children. It was a feeling of appreciation towards their effort to come and participate on the said activity because some of them still came from far places and it must be a great sacrifice for them but theyd still took time to come becau se they wanted to learn and know ways many ways and methods of hygienic cleaning. We as their older brothers and sisters joined them in playing after all the procedures of hygienic cleaning were finished. The program then ended with a picture taking with us and the community. It is fun and enjoyable activity and that made us so tired that we had to sleep. A day full of fascinating interaction and enjoyable experiences with the community especially the children whom we have encountered. All the experiences we have gone through depicts the real situation of the community we are entering, and that, we were able to adjust and know the procedures on the next community immersion we will have.

May 25, 2013

Its an unbelievable feeling that we are able to finish the almost one-week community immersion. Many lessons and experienced was gained and that I have seen the reality of what is the community all about. It was a day of preparing all things and also to do after care. We washed the dishes while some attended to their respective tasks such as letterings, cleaning the stage, cleaning the CR and segregating the trashes and many more. It was a wonderful feeling to realize and know that each one of us must help and cooperate in order to finish a task on time. However, some of my classmates are telling that others are not working. All of the activities were done in the morning and that we also started to vacate the classrooms we have used in order to put our bags and luggage at our jeepney while we wait for lunch. We thanked the community for accommodating us and we assembled at the jeepneys for our departure. Unfortunately, it rained so we have to move fast for us not to be wet by the rain. We immediately went to our assigned jeepneys and there on our midway, almost of us slept because we were all tired. At last, we were already at La Trinidad but it continued to rain very hard. But luckily, my father fetched me in school and accompanied me to get my other bags at the Administration Building. I bid goodbye to my classmates and instructors and went home.

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Now, I have arrived home and went straight to my room to fix my things then I ate a little while and took a rest. I missed La Trinidad and even Basil, Tublay. Anyways, theres still the next community immersion.

Name: Gia Lenn Ludaes Mendoza Age: 18 years old Hobbies: reading books, watching TV, playing the guitar, singing Motto: Never lose hope. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: not taking a bath every day, hiking of unending three mountains while the sun is high, cooking meals for the week and for the big event, knowing more about others personality

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Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Helps us in surveying the area. To assess the needs of the community and plan for the better good of the people and to have an action to promote the wellness of the community. Challenges encountered in community: Interviewing the community people in Ilocano and they speak Ibaloi. Its hard to gain their trust if they know you cant speak in Ibaloi. In summary, its hard to communicate with them. You will need an interpreter or someone who knows how to talk in Ibaloi. Also, the long walk and climbing 3 mountains. Weew! What did you miss the most: I actually miss the hiking. The long journey before you rich your sitio. The people most especially. They are very welcoming, kind, generous and hospitable. Even the place. Its quiet and peaceful.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 Community immersion. Weee! So excited, so nervous, so unraveling, unidentified feeling. Packing-check, eating-check,bathing ng todo-todo-check. Almost all are done and ready to go but then here comes the rain! What?? Why now, why not yesterday?? Why not later when I have reached the school?? Luckily, I arrived at school safe, all bags were carried, and nothing was left behind. As soon as the jeepneys were available, each and everyone carried their own luggage and load into the designated jeep. It took us a while, since it was drizzling, fixing the drums, bags of different sizes were hard to place. Some even hand carried their bags. The journey began at around 10 am in the morning, many stopovers were met in order to refill the empty gallons, find a store to exchange the empty gas tanks. Refilling the gallons were achieved, unfortunately, we find it hard for the gas tanks to be refilled. The stores dont have refilled gas tanks or they are out of stock. We have reached our destination. Welcome to Basil, Tublay! It took us maybe an hour to travel. When we arrived, we started to unload our bags. We also observed that the distance from each house were really far from each other and from our site. People of the community were kind of in the middle of doing their jobs as we passed along

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and gave those smiles. I also observed that we were not able to greet the people and that was rude (I know) but I said to myself, Ill do good in order to fill that undesired behavior. Each one carried and transferred all the things to the school ground, and I saw that we really brought lot of things. After separating the bags, we started to prepare our food for lunch and it really took us hours to do it. The whole afternoon was left for the fixing and arranging our things at the designated rooms. Fixing the kitchen area, washing area, cleaning the CR and doing some other things were all the activity we did. But I know that the coming days would become harder, interesting, nerve-wrecking since well be then exposed to the community, the rationale of coming here. I hope that it would really teach us something and learn something prom it too. That we may/will/can survive this week with lack of water supply and with group participation. God Bless!

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 This is the day, the day when we really go to immersion. Go and visit the area assigned to your group. The pathway towards the area of Pangablan was unknown. We followed the instruction our C.I. told us. We must pass through the long cut where in we were not quite sure if that was it. So it took us a while. The other groups were ahead of us, and we have to hurry just to catch them up. Wow! Ito na ang hiking?! Really?? 3 bundok? Inakyat ko ng todo-todo. Every part of my body was trembling, shaking, sweating. I can really feel my body break down. Eventhough it was like that, I endure it. Scenery of the place was really good. There was fresh air and lots of trees, there was also the river, fields and while walking we also met the people. At last! We have reached the area. Its really a mountainous adventure. We met the first family who was very welcoming. We were 3 groups in that area, wherein one group took the chance to interview the family. So for us, we separated ourselves to look for other households. As for our group, we again divided ourselves in order for us to survey and reach our quota. We finished 6 households for today, even though some information were quite not answered. We interviewed old people, young ones and the middle aged, who were present in their homes. People in that place were very welcoming, generous enough to give us fruit. My group received bananas, which are really tasty. Different feelings arise when you travelled 2hours of pure hiking. With the experience of meeting and socializing with the people who speaks in Ibaloi and you cant go with the flow since you cant speak w ith their language. It was challenging on our part but it was good. Finally, were home! After the thunders, strong rain, and lightning passed by. One last thing, lesson learned?? I am blessed, lucky, and be thankful since I have the things that most people doesnt have, I attend school and I have the support of my parents. Thank you Lord!

May 22, 2013

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Good morning! Time check. Its 4 am. Already awake and preparing to climb and travel the mountains, second time around. Before the sun rises, we should be prepared in order to arrive at the designated area earlier than yesterday. All ate, prepared their packed lunch. At around 6 am, all the members of the Pangablan group started to walk and this time we passed by the shortcut that the others used yesterday. It was cold, quite creepy, and full of trees and it was a cemented path. I didnt feel that much tired, it was like we were accustomed in walking that far. Since we were early, we were able to stop along the river to wash up a bit since we didn t have time to wash at the school. 8 am when we arrived. We dispersed again to continuo the surveying activity yesterday and to complete the quota of households. This time, were going to the houses that we skipped because there was no one around. We were grateful to the people in that area, since they allowed all of us to take a bath at their area. It was overflowing spring water and the source of water for the people in that area. After we took a bath, we went back to continuo to survey the other houses. Some of the groups werent able to achieve their quota and we decided to wait for them so that well go back to school as one. I felt guilty and sorry towards our CIs, who were worried about us. We werent able to text them since we thought well arrive there before theyll text. We explained what happened and apologize to everybody. We were not considerate of the others. After all ate, and we started to do the tallying since its a long process. We did it alternately so that some can take a nap and others would continuo. Its been long day, hope tomorrow will be better. Good night!

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 The day for finalizing, summarizing, and spot map making. All information per sitio must be tallied initially for easy combining the data. All groups stayed at the school to work on the tallying of the data. Some groups were not able to finish their tally per sitio causing the delay. At the same time, spot maps of the different groups were not also furnished yet. This day was supposed to be the day that all must work hand in hand but still some didnt even bother. Late in the afternoon when the other groups submitted their initial tally. Almost all the things to be done since morning were done in the afternoon. All were in rushed hour. A meeting was also held regarding the program for tomorrow. As for me, I was assigned in the kitchen. As soon as the meeting was adjourned, the kitchen groups started to work on the preparation of ingredients for the different dishes. As the evening approaches, many problems were encountered, making it hard to finish the tasks. Tallying was not yet done, visual aids were not yet made. Many did not even sleep just to finish the task. All things should be done on the allotted time in order to avoid rush hour.

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DAY 5 GENERAL ASSEMBLY DAY! Luto time! I woke up early since I am assigned in the kitchen. Too many things were not yet done; some ingredients were not yet sliced and prepared. Since the first menu for the day was agar-agar for snack in the morning, we started grating, slicing, and the gelatin in cubes and mixed it with the sago. We went now and change with our CHN uniforms. Even if we were the cook and the temperature was so hot, we endure it just to look presentable when serving and cooking. The next thing we cooked was the pancit, since it would be served for lunch. All helped in preparing, mixing and serving. This time, we had quite a problem since the champorado was not yet cooked, we had a contingency plan, and we served the pancit with the sandwich. Luckily, the egg sandwich was prepared earlier. We managed to serve and prepare more for everybody. Then came the afternoon, we then served the well cooked champorado. There was even an extra, so some were able to eat twice. All was surely tired, sleepy, sticky and etc. for sure some took a bath with rain water, some even slept without changing their clothes. Snoring people are everywhere. It was quite funny. Even if some problems were encountered, I enjoyed cooking and all survived. Thank God for everything!

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 The most a waited day (for others), since all will be going home now, all will have a long hours of bathing and sleeping. Even though we were all excited to leave, it was still heart breaking. It was a heart breaking since well be leaving the place, the people of our surveyed area and their heartwarming welcome, their generosity, their kindness. They were like our family and friends for that week. As soon as the day breaks, everyone woke up early in order to start packing our bags, fixing, cleaning the rooms, surrounding, and the CR. Everyone went to their assigned area, some went with the cooking of the meal for lunch. The viands were pinikpikan, adobo and dinuguan. They butchered all that was left of the live chickens. All had the chance to eat and taste the food. It was after lunch when the jeepneys came to fetch us. As soon as everyone was done eating, each one carried all the bags to be loaded on the jeep. When we were nearly done transferring the bags, here come the rain again. As we travel back to the city, it was raining really hard. So were back to the civilization, thank you God, we arrived safe and sound! THANK YOU BASIL, TUBLAY! Until next time!

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Name: Clezon Calya-en Menzi Age: 18 years old Hobbies: bullying, singing and watching movies Motto: Opportunity knocks but once. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: taking a bath in a public CR, taking a bath with rain water, and sleeping alone in one room Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: survey: results and discussion: spot mapping, to cook a food that is to be eaten by various people

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Challenges encountered in community: being confident to communicate with the people in the community even we are in different languages What did you miss the most: I miss the time when all our personalities are shown and are not hidden.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 The night before our community immersion was very stressful. My nephew, whos 3 year old, had an accident. He was fractured making me accompany my cousin at the Benguet General Hospital. I actually cant sleep that night after I got home since Ive been thinking lot of things. Surprisingly, I received a text message telling me to accompany my cousin and I was the only one who appeared so I just did my responsibility. We started the departure at the college building ant it was raining making us think that the immersion would be postponed. On our way to Basil, it was kind of stressful since the 2 gas tanks were not yet refilled. I thought this immersion would be the worst but as we reached the place I thought it would be a success. That well be able to apply the things weve learned during the encounter. When we arrived at the school, the weather got better and every one started to bring their bags to the school. I was in group 1 and we didnt have our packed lunch so we have to cook our meal first. We wer e the ones in charged of the cooking and I was worried because it was already past 1 pm and the meat was not yet cooked and so is the rice. While we were cooking, the others started to clean the rooms where well stay and the temporary kitchen for the week. I also realized that the training was very useful for all of us but I think there were still some who didnt apply it. Im not saying that Im the only one who remembered it but I can really see that there were some who didnt. Lastly, all the expectations about the community that were shared were really true.

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DAY 2 Second day of the immersion and all that happened was not organized. I mean for example, the water for the whole week was consumed because it was used for bathing. We started our community survey with a meeting and got the impotent things. We travelled as a group until we reached our destination. All I can say is that I am so very tired after we had arrived at Pangablan. Almost all of us were running out of water but we were thankful that we were able to save some for the whole day. We were the first one to interview a family. We started with the first house that we saw. We consumed some time with that family unlike the others that we interview but we finished them. Today, I experienced eating canned goods for lunch but it was fun. We interviewed an old lady, who doesnt know what shes saying, and we cant understand her. Im proud for this day since we were able to apply what we have learned in school. This includes hand washing, delousing, nail clipping, and wound care. Ill not be able to forget this day because of what had happened. Community immersion is really fun.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 We need to start the traveling early in order to arrive in Pangablan earli er so we could finish what weve left yesterday and go home early. All agreed to walk at 6:30 am and no one took a bath or even wash and we arrived at around 7:30 am. We didnt expect that the remaining houses to be surveyed were difficult to reach since they are far from each other. Each group did not have the chance to complete the household to be surveyed, including us. I did one survey on my own and I find it difficult but at the same time it was also a challenge. After the interview, I found out that the main source of water in that particular area was at the back of one house. I asked permission if all of us can take bath and she agreed to it. We first had our lunch since its already 12 and then proceeded to take a bath by 2s, 3s since its a public washing area and the water was over flowing. After each and every one took a bath, all decided to interview the remaining houses, which were empty during the day maybe because they went to work. Luckily, we did survey all the houses. Our instructor texted one of our classmate and said we can go back by walking or by riding a rented car and we were fetched by Larrenz father. When we arrived, it was already 8 pm. At that time, we ate our dinner and started with the tallying of the gathered data until 1 am.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 In the morning, we felt so guilty that our other group mates did not eat early because of us, Pangablan group, being late in going home. But this time, we did not go back to Pangablan because of what happened yesterday and because we finished interviewing all the households. We were thankful as a group that some of the tallying was done yesterday not thinking of the stress. Then all compiled the information for the grand tally of

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different sitios. It was very hard to do the tallying because if there was only one mistake then all shall be changed again. So we have to be careful. I woke up late this day and felt guilty that I didnt help in any task. What I only did was to look for someone to talk to and decided to take a bath and wash our clothes in Amahe. After taking a bath, we went back to the school and tried to help in any way. As for me, I helped in the kitchen to cook and prepare snack for the afternoon. Since its too crowded in the kitchen, I went to help in the spot map makin g. Evening came and we were grouped into 3 committees for the tasking regarding the program tomorrow. However, most of the tasks were not yet finished. So our instructors told us not to sleep early in order to accomplish everything to be needed in the morning.

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 This is the big day weve been waiting for. This is the day wherein, all parents and children will come to the school for the assembly. Parents will have the heath teaching session and presentation of data. As for the children, games and hygiene clinic will be done. We woke up early in the morning because we were given the task of cooking and preparing the food to be served. This area will most likely show the camaraderie and alertness for all the people involve. I was one of the pancit group in which I helped in cooking. Most likely, I was a multi-tasking person since I helped in every area which needs support. I did not expect that today will be a rush hour moment. In spite all of that, we were still able to accomplish things: the stage was prepared, the food was already been prepared and cooked. All were in their CHN uniforms and people were starting to grow in number. As for the hygiene clinic, they started with the singing session. In the afternoon, we were able to do the things needed before the rain comes. All were excited since all can go to sleep early and do the things they like. I did 3 of my journals in the evening and went to chat with the others before going to sleep. We were very thankful to God that the immersion or the program was a success even if we encountered problems that we resolved. I also hope that the next immersion would be more fun and better than this one.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Its the last day of immersion. We woke up early to prepare and cook for breakfast. We started off at 5 in the morning and finished maybe at 6:30 am. Today was stressful because there are lots of things to be done. We started to clean the whole school and everyone was assigned to different tasking. We cleaned room two as a group. At first, I helped in dressing the chicken. I was quite disappointed on how the boys bled the chicken out. They should have done it while its still alive. I was also disappointed that there were two persons who didnt even help ever since the first day. They were just sitting there nakaporma, nakashades, nakahawak ng camera. Kung maka

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porma bongga, Kung sa work walang-wala! Well, I was just angry to the people who have this character. Sila pa yung nag sasabing agawid tayon a e alam nilang hindi pa tapos ang trabaho. All were busy cleaning the whole school and its already lunch. One character that I obsereved was that when its their personal thing, theyll just get it. They shouldve waited until everything was washed then all at the same time, everyone will get their own things. Just to be organized. They were just thinking of themselves and its disappointing. They didnt even thought of the others who is still doing something, which is not finished yet. When all things were done, we went back to La Trinidad. I learned many things, lessons. One of it is that true identity is being shown during immersion. Thats what they call TRUE COLORS.

Name: Nikka Cheong Moltio Age: 18 years old

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Korean

dramas,

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Motto: What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are small things compared to what lies within us. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: hiking for hours (I survived!), using rainwater for bathing(slippery!), defecating in a pit(I did it!), no bathing or brushing (Oha!) Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: surveying Challenges encountered in community: Hours of trek just to reach our destination accompanied by the glaring sun and steep mountain slopes, difficulty in understanding some of the ibaloi terms What did you miss the most: I dont miss anything.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 I woke up early not knowing what to feel. Should I feel excited? Well, its my first time to experience or even join a community immersion. Lots of things suddenly popped up in my head. With so many things bothering me, especially my dad whos currently in the hospital; with his current state, makes me want to stay instead. It wont make him any better but I just want to show how much I care for him. Three big bags with my OB bag carried separately, feels like my lower spines about to break. My sweat is starting to drip and my body starts to ache. Whew, staying out for an immersion, leaving what youve normally lived with (I mean everyday) is surely not an east stuff. Upon arriving at the school where we were supposed to stay, we were welcomed with a super dirty room (since it was used as a voting precinct last election period). Again, weve carried our bags and started cleaning. Sweep, scrub, sweep and finally, were done. It was about 2:00 pm when we had a sumptuous meal, pinikpikan, nom nom nom.

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Its past noon and they told us to clean the comfort rooms. At first sight, youll surely utter these words disaster, super messy, and somewhat abandoned. During that time, bacteria became visible, as seen by my naked eye. Also, I salute both Jayvee and Clezon. Yes, maybe they both have the heart of a woman, but well, all I can say is that theyre more than a man (by their actions and work!). They were able to clean and manage the locks and cloth line in the comfort rooms. They literally transformed the comfort room to something new or even better. Before retiring to bed, we washed and freshened up a bit, minimizing the water supply. Overall, its quite fun and tiring at the same time, only to think, its just our first day

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Today, it feels like its one of my most tiresome and enjoyable days. So many things happened unexpectedly. Since before the said immersion, some of my classmates viewed Tublay as Tublaylang? (not to degrade the place but because its not that far from the city; 45 minutes ride). It was really tiresome since weve passed through mountains and bridges accompanied by the extreme heat of the sun. At the same time, despite how hard it is to go to our destination, its still somehow enjoyable because of the new experiences we had. It was about 8:00 am when weve started walking and asking for directions. We went through lots of ups and downs, straight and curves, and steep slopes. After two hours of hiking, weve finally seen a house (at last!). At the first house weve visited, our clinical instructors were the first ones to initiate the talk, and then afterwards we started interviewing. At first, I didnt really know how to start, but when the interviewee started to respond to my questions actively, I somehow felt better and at ease. It was already past 12:00 nn when we were at the second house. After interviewing, taking of blood pressure and height and weight of their baby, we had our lunch together, sharing what we have. The afterwards, we then again continued walking, looking for houses to interview. There, we met a jolly lola whos really open. After our interviews, we went back to Basil Elementary School through a cab due to the strong rain with thunder and lightning. That night, we also had A-R-F-A before retiring for the night. Our second day made me realize how hard it is not to live with what weve been living with for years. Water did never become a problem in our household, not even electricity. I somehow salute and idolize them because of their way of living; they dont seem to complain with what they dont have but laugh instead. They (almost) live simply and contented. We dont need to have what we want; instead we sh ould learn to love what we have. Having a good life is not measured by our house value, luxurious rides or even social status thats what Basil made me realize (as of today).

May 22, 2013

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Its Wednesday and its our second day of community visit. My lower back and butt still hurts due to our previous hike going to sitioPangablan. Today, we then again hiked just to reach our assigned sitios (wherein we were divided into three subgroups). During this time, so far, it had a good and bad scenario. Looking back at my previous journals, I always mention how warm the people of Tublay were. And again, they didnt fail me. One of the last houses that weve visited (last house between the boundary of Pangablan and Balangabang), unlike the other households, they treated us a little bit more special. They were composed of six family members, three of them were kids. During the time of visit, we assessed the children and found out that they have head lice. As a group, we bathed and cleaned their nails. While fo r the parents, weve taken their blood pressure and taught them some of the things we know. Oh, I almost forgot, upon arrival, they immediately gave us a plastic filled with bananas. Also, theyve asked us to join them for lunch and we both shared what we have. Before leaving, we instructed them on how to use the licealiz shampoo, and they gave us another bag of fresh beans. Having those happy moments or thoughts with me, I didnt expect that this day we would also disappoint our teachers. We were late, making them worried; not only our teachers, but also our classmates who waited just to be able to eat. We never intended to go back late, we just tried our best to finish surveying, unaware that we would end up like this. We were really sorry for our shortcomings and thankful for their concern. The day didnt end so well, but still hoping for a better Thursday.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 Its now the day before the big day, so initially what we did this day was to prepare the things that are needed for tomorrows event. Each of us did what we can, even staying late at night. While others were busy collating, some of our classmates went back to visit to give some clothes as presents. Of all tasks to be done, some of my classmates and I made the stage letterings. We made use of different colors of papers for variation. With the help of the group, we made it on time. So to sum up what weve been doing for the rest of the day, aside from the chores, bathing, etc., this day served as a day of preparation (which isn t enough? I guess). For the rest of the night, we were all busy preparing the ingredients for tomorrows menu (pancit), stage letterings, spot map, health teachings and the result of the survey. The night went by, and as the clock ticks, the big day approaches.

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 It was such a long day; we were all tired and weary. But the good thing is we survived. Yes! There were so many visible flaws in todays event (which cant be denied). At first, some were still rushing, trying to catch up, jus t

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like us who were assigned to do the stage letterings. I didnt know we would be making two. I thought one would be enough but I was wrong. So what we did was to rush the letterings. We worked serving, plating and offering drinks to the adults and kids as their own programs were pushing through. We tried to serve them on time and as efficient as possible. Not only that, we had our aftercare after the program (just before the rain). After the program, we were somehow relieved. We took a bath and rested for a while, and then we made our daily journals as our requirement. Oops, its now past 10:00 pm and Im about to retire to bed. Saturday is just two hours ahead and itll be Hello Trinidad. It makes me quite excited, missing what I normally do. The community immersion experience is quite unique; it made me experience things I dont actually do (closed pit and etc.).

May 22, 2013

DAY 6 Weve finally reached our last day. Thinking about it plays music to my ear. No more rain water for bathing, plastic bags for eating and even an open pit for defecating, although its still somehow a good experience. All throughout the night, Ive been looking forward to this day (Saturday baby!). Its 5:00 am when we woke up just to fetch water for washing last nights dishes. After which, weve started packing and cleaning our stuff since well be travelling after lunch. After accomplishing all of those, weve had our breakfast. Sir Gil then asked us to paint labels for their herbarium, it was about fifty, I guess. With the help of Kryme and the other girls, we were able to finish it before going home. It was around 2:00 pm, if Im not mistaken, when weve left Basil. Feeling drowsy and weary during the trip, weve reached the college (raining). We then took a cab going home. At last! Well be able to sleep in our own mattresses and bath or wash without limits. I will never forget our first immersion with the phrases agtayakayun, agtudon, awanagdigdigos, sensitivity and even the challenging mountains of Tublay (on the way to Pangablan). till next time Basil (if I would pass this semester). Please be good to us the next time well visit. P.S. To our teachers, thank you for your guidance and unending patience. Sorry for being hard headed and uncooperative at times. Again, badegiyaman mi sun sikajo.

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Name: Socorro Almendral Nasungan Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Reading non-fiction books/novels magazines and others, listening to music, watching movies Motto: Live like theres no tomorrow. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: when we eat our lunch together under the big tree, going around diogao that it turned out to be a good exercise, talking to the people at barangay Basil, I will never forget the BIG DAY of our community immersion ;) Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Health teaching, sharing information about their health status is a big help to them. Challenges encountered in community: Their dialect at Brgy. Basil is commonly Ibaloi; it is a challenge for me to at least know a few words of their dialect to have a better communication with the people at basil. What did you miss the most: I miss the place because its peaceful in there; it reminds me of my hometown; the beautiful scenery, the fresh air, and the mountains.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 Woooh! Yeaaahh! As in yeah!! We all had a great tiring day. Nabfay ak, tuan nu ngay nangnangyari.

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Yes! Welcome to Basil, Tublay, Benguet. Its my first time to come here obviously. This is a beautiful place with different plants surrounding it. I will surely love this place. We are now staying here at Basil Elementary School. When we reached the place, we spend our first hour, I mean first day cleaning our surroundings especially the rooms that we will use for the whole week. We first fixed our belongings at the designated room, arranged the next one to be used as the kitchen, then the make- shift bathroom. We also cleaned the actual bathroom and etc. Some of our companions did the cooking for lunch. Hindi ko na namalayan yong oras, hapon na pala at doon ko naalala yong gutom ko. Naladaw kami ay nangan sinan lunch, ulay tan naimas nan makan. Well, we continued our work for the whole afternoon until night time. Ninsakdu kami si danum, naglinis kami iti C.R., naksakdu kami manen iti danum. I realize na talagang mahirap kumuha ng tubig dito, as in hindi naming alam kung saan kami iigib ng tubig, kung meron mang tubig, konti lang. Kaya kailangang mag igib. Well, we are here to learn. Kaya kailangang makisama, matuto at makiramdam. I enjoyed this day! Kakayanin ko to til Saturday. God Bless for tomorrow and the following day is only the beginning. THATSALL FOR TODAY! GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS!

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Its already day 2 here at Basil. No water and everyone were rushing to fix things up. This was the day that we will be going to our designated sitio to do our surveys in every household. I am with group A and went to Diogao. We walked and talked to some people, whom we met along the way. And were now atour destination. At first, I was nervous because they might not talk to us, but it was the opposite, nag -iistorya kami while asking the questions in their dialect. We survived the first house, which is actually lasted an hour or less. It turns out to be good at the end. We went to every house that we see ken naki isistorya habang agdamdamag. They answered every question nicely. I can say that Diogao is a nice, beautiful, simple, and a clean place, in return, it reflects the attitude of the people and they are very welcoming. From what we have surveyed, their main problem was their water supply, which comes from the spring. Some families also practice family planning- pills. Children in their area have completed their immunization. Dahil nahihiya kaming maki kain sa isang pamilya, naghanap kami ng magandang kainan. We ate under a tree with a nice view, and its very relaxing, nawala yong pagod naming. We continued our survey in the afternoon and perform delousing to some children who have lice. There came the rain with thunders, lightning. We were so wet when we reach our quarters, but its ok kasi nakaligo ako ng bongang bonga. We had our ARFA in the evening at around 10 pm, each and every group sum up what had happened during the day. We also shared the values learned such as : we are still lucky, life here is simple, realized na talagang mahirap ang buhay. Word for the day was SENSITIVITY. Makarikna met a kuma t daduma. Thats all for today! Good night and God Bless!

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May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Everyday is a story of patience, perseverance and faith. Because it is everyday that we are faced with an unknown tomorrow, uncertain fate, and unsure future. Lets conquer everyday with optimism grounded with prayer. We woke up early, fixed things up and went back to Diogao early. This was the second time to go back in order to finish the survey. The first house from the school took us only15 mi nutes to travel which means its a short trip. We started off with the missed house the last time. Looking for the houses were quite hard since big trees cover them all but we managed to find them somehow. Most illnesses that occurred in that place were hypertension, cough and cold. We were able to ask why their place was called Diogao. Some said it was because of scattered big rocks and the meaning of the word Diogao was big rocks. Then we said kitan tayo man gayam nu adu t dadakel nga bato ditoy. As we walked along to the next house, we saw big rocks scattered in the fields. We also saw their storage of their own fertilizers, which they make. Lunch time, and at the same spot like yesterday, we had our lunch there. It was our favorite spot in that area. During the afternoon, we surveyed the last two houses left. Lola Nena was so kind to us that she gave us bananas. We also asked her why the area was called Diogao and she said that when it rains the mud looked like lugaw. After finishing the entire household, we went back around again to check our spot map. During the night we finalized our household survey tools, and made our collation about the things we surveyed. We were all busy and tired that some already slept and others continued their work. Thats all for today! God Bless! Until tomorrow!

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 We woke up early in the morning to wash the dishes and other utensils at the creek. What we did for this day was to tally the gathered data according to the category given. We also made our spot map per sitio. I helped in cooking and fixing things in the kitchen. My observation was some do not help but rather sit and relax all day long. Some may thought that the things to be done for tomorrow were done but what they dont know is tha t there are lot of things to be prepare, arrange, etc. we were told that if well not finish the tallying, we would not eat our lunch and the tallying is yet half-way finished. If only others would help, the job would be surely done. When evening came, we had our meeting and talked about what will happen tomorrow. Many things were still to be done and were not yet prepared but I hope the program will be a success. We were assigned in every task in order for all to work. As for me, I was assigned in data presentation, where in we are the ones in charge in presenting all the data gathered. We were now back to create our visual aids, unfortunately, the tallying was not yet done. In that case, we were not able to make the visual aids. So, I decided not to sleep just to help in whatever that was not finished. Kaya ko to, kailangan matapos ito para ready na bukas! AJA!

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May 24, 2013

DAY 5 Prayer works best when nothing else works at all. When the situation is hopeless, prayer fosters hope. This was the big day of our community immersion. There were so many things that happened, but I will only emphasize the good, funny and enjoyable things. I want to remember this day as a good in spite of the struggles that we went through. I want to make this day memorable. We welcomed the people of Basil, who came to attend the program. Registration happened as they enter and we also took their BP and encouraged them to try the Testing activity. While waiting, we conversed with them and listen to their stories. Lolo Ernesto, told us why the area was called Basil, and now I know. As time goes by, people grew and grew in number, which is good. Then the program started with the invocation. Our C.I.s introduced some songs for the community. All the people participated and all sang along. That was really fun. Presentation of the data started with all the visual aids that were rushly made. And we did it even if we were nervous. Our guest speaker, Ms. Maritess Cruz gave a message and she also discussed some points regarding the data gathered. It already lunch time and we ate with the community with the food we prepared. They said that we really came prepared. During the afternoon session, maam Rose did her magic potion of roselle that made the community interested. We had our health teaching regarding the top illnesses in their community that we presented. As the program ends, we gave the prizes of clothes. We also took group pictures with them. Thank yous were said to them and in return they expressed their gratitude. In the end, I can say that it was a success! Til next time!

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Wooohoo! Full moon! I woke up early in the morning at around 3:00 am. I slept early, without even eating and when I woke up, thats the time I felt my hunger. When the sun was already visible, I helped in the kitchen and baked pancake and pancit canton for breakfast. After eating, designation of the tasks began. Some were assigned in the CR, in the rooms, in the church and in the surrounding, also in the kitchen, some started to cook for lunch. My group enjoyed the cleaning session, we even took pictures, sang a song, and dance while cleaning. Some other groups also were doing their task. We also planted coffee seedling and planned to comeback during the next immersion to see if they lived. As soon as were done, we started to fix our belongings. Now the immersion was finished. It was a very nice experience going to Basil and socializing with the community. It was fun learning their language/ dialect, which is Ibaloi. Well, we also had our flaws, and were always getting scolded for us to realize that we made our mistakes and t he things that well be doing. So that in the future, we will all be oriented on what to do. Thank you to our beloved Clinical Instructors, who accompanied us in our immersion. Until next time!

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Name: Graile Joy Palbusa Ngina Age: 18 years old Hobbies: reading books, eating, listening to music, surfing the internet, watching movies Motto: Learn from live for today; tomorrow yesterday; hope for

Unforgettable Experience in the Community: My unforgettable experience in the community is when we took a bath in the creek. Another is defecating in an open pit. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I helped in assessment, data collection, health teaching and tallying. Challenges encountered in community: One of the most challenging challenge that I encountered in the community is water scarcity especially that it is hot there. What did you miss the most: I miss the bonding with my groupmates, surveying and taking a bath in the creek, river and from rain water.

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May 20, 2013

Its the first day of our community immersion at Basil, Tublay. I am excited and somewhat nervous. It was because I really dont know what to do and what to expect at the place and with the people. We had an assembly at the school and after about two hours of waiting, fixing our baggage, and preparing, we already headed for Basil. After about 1 hour, with some stops to pick up things, we arrived at Basil. Upon arriving at the place, we brought down our baggage and then went to the school where we will stay. We cleaned the classrooms where we will stay and we also fixed everything. After that, we ate our lunch. While waiting on what we will do next, we looked around. We went to the place where we will put the water containers and where we will store water. We also looked for the comfort room. We also spent time by playing cards and also helped in preparing the foods. While waiting for the food to be cooked, we helped in filling the water containers. We also stayed to watch the water supply because some of them used too much water. Because of that, we made the rule dalawang tabo sa isang tao to be fair. We were happy because the rule was followed and the water was used well. We ate our dinner which was chicken adobo and after that, we went back to the water station. Due to lack of water, we did not fill all the containers and we went back to our room. Our instructor met us and told us about our activities for the next day and also about some rules. After that, we all slept.

May 21, 2013

Today, I woke up at 3:30am. I woke up this early to see if there was water and also to take a bath. Unfortunately, there was no water so I decided to help in preparing the food for our breakfast. I helped in peeling the eggplant for the tortang talong. When it was already 5:30am, we went to the creek to take a bath. We went back to the school to eat and to prepare our lunch. At 8:00am, we were all ready and we met our instructors who assigned us to different sitios. Our group was assigned in Basil Proper. It is located just near the school so it is not hard for us to locate it. Also, we dont need to hike and to walk for a long distance. Since we are many in our group, we decided to divide our group into two again. We began our surveying and we finished about 5 household. Because its near the school, we went back to the school to eat our lunch. We also fixed the tents outside because we saw that the clouds were black and it seemed about to rain. After fixing, we went back to home visiting. At about 3:00pm, it started raining. Even if it was raining, we still continued visiting houses. But when it rained very hard, we stopped at one house to wait for the rain to stop. Because it was still raining very hard, we decided to continue our home visiting the next day and went back to the school. Visiting homes is fun and tough. Fun because we enjoyed asking them questions and because they answered all our questions. Tough because they cannot remember some of the details about their family members such as their birthdays, ages and family members. Overall, we enjoyed visiting homes and I hope the next days will be enjoyable too.

May 22, 2013

Just like the last day, I woke up early today. I woke up at 4:00 AM because we are in charge of cooking our meals. We cooked beans with corned beef and we also reheated our viand last night. After cooking, I prepared

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myself and my things for the second day of home visiting, I did not bother to take a bath because I knew that the water was limited and there is more important use of the water other than using it to take a bath. I and my group mates decided to take a bath in the creek after the home visits. At 7:00 AM, we started again in visiting homes. Because most of the houses are surveyed on the last day, only a few houses were surveyed. We had a difficulty in searching some of the houses. We surveyed about three houses, at about 10:30 AM, We returned at the school. Because we are not too busy, we decided to take a bath first. They said that it is not advisable to take a bath in the creek so we went to sit Am-ahe. After getting directions from our other group mates who is assigned at that sitio, we went there. After about 10 minutes of walking, we arrived there. We started taking a bath. We also washed some of our clothes there, when we were all done, we returned to the school. After lunch, we started finalizing the survey tools. After that, we cooked our food for dinner. After eating dinner, we continued finalizing our survey tools and collated the results; we met with our instructors and shared our experiences with our group. After that we continued collating and at 11:00 PM, I felt very sleepy so I went to sleep.

May 23, 2013

Today is the fourth day of our community immersion. Since I slept a little bit late yesterday, I also woke up a little bit late today. I took a cup of coffee and together with my group mates; we went back to our designated sitio which is Basil proper. We went back there to recheck our spot map and to interview those whom we didnt interview the last two days. After 1 hour, we were done and we returned to the school because we were hungry. We ate and we started collating the data again because the data we tallied last night was not organized plus we had to make sure our data was accurate. In the afternoon, it rained and we took the opportunity to fill our drums and pails with water. We also had the chance to take a bath. After that, we started doing some of the things needed for the next days activity then we had our dinner. After eating, dishwashing and fixing all the kitchen utensils, our instructor met with all the batch members and assigned the works and tasks for the next day. I was assigned at the kitchen area. We were tasked to cook, serve and wash dishes; all the work involving the kitchen. After the meeting, we started doing some of the tasks in cooking. We prepared the needed ingredients such as the vegetables for the pancit and gulaman, sago and agar for the agar-agar. At about 12:30pm, when the preparation was over, we slept.

May 24, 2013

I woke up when the people assigned in preparing letterings came to the room where we are sleeping. I slept a little more and when its already 4:30am, I woke up and fixed myself and went to the kitchen to prepare food for the general assembly. I sliced the gulaman and grated the agar. When it is all done, we mixed the ingredients except the milk. We ate breakfast and we changed our clothes to our CHN uniform. After that, I went back to the kitchen. We started cooking the champorado, pancit and egg for the egg sandwich. Throughout the day, I helped in preparing, mixing, serving and dishwashing. During my free time, I participated in the games of the children. The program ended at about 2:00pm and we all helped each other in fixing everything. When all the works are done, we took a bath. Because of the tiring day and sleeping late during the past nights, I slept for about 1 hour. After that, we ate dinner and I finished all the paper works that I did not finish in the past two days. I also fixed my bags to be ready for the next day. After that, I slept again.

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May 25, 2013

I woke up at about 6 am. This day is our last day at Basil, Tublay. When I woke up, I immediately packed up my things. I looked for my things such as my plate, pails, dipper and other things. After packing all my things, I waited for the assigned works that we will do. Our group is assigned in cleaning the two open pits. We cleaned it for about thirty minutes. Because I dont have anything left to do, I helped in painting the GI sheets for the label of the medicinal plants. I also helped in cutting them. When I saw everything is fixed, I already changed my clothes. At 12:30 pm, we ate our lunch. At about 1:30 pm, the jeep came and we loaded our baggage. We left the place at about 2:30 pm. When we are near La Trinidad, it started raining, we immediately unloaded our baggage. Because many of us helped in unloading our baggage, we finished in a short time. Me and my classmates who are also my neighbors waited for a taxi to bring us home and luckily we found one immediately. At last, Im home. Leaving Basil is difficult and hard for me. There are things that I will miss in that place. One is the quietness and peacefulness of that place. Another is the place where we took a bath. Lastly, I will miss the people and their hospitality to us.

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Name: Glaiza Olayan

Claire

Am-amlan

Age: 18 years old Hobbies: eating, watching, reading Motto: Failure is never final, success is never ending. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: All experiences Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Surveying Challenges encountered in community: Adapting in the community What did you miss the most: All happy, sad and asaran moments

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May 20, 2013

Check date: its may 20, 2013. Its the day wherein we were scheduled to go to our community immersion. Its already 5am and yet I am still on my bed but I need to fix my things because I was assigned to buy chicken and eggs. At exactly 6am I was able to take a cab and go to our college to leave my things before I will go to buy what I needed to buy. I did my task with the help of Jehazel and Jon. When we arrived at the CN we discovered that Narie and Clezon left what they bought at hilltop so I grabbed Matinia to go with me to get what my other classmates left. When we were on our way going back, its raining hard. We fixed out things at the jeep, we buy cellophanes so that it would be used in covering our bags. And after a couple of minutes we started our journey. We had our stopped at Town to buy rice and we also did fetch Nopha there. And after an hour of travel and laughing with my group mates we just arrived at Basil, Tublay. When we arrived, we saw parents having their brigade and we dont know how to react and what we should do so we just smiled at them. We fixed our things and started cooking for lunch. After sometime we had just discovered that there is some misunderstanding about the fare but still we had managed to budget our money. At lunch time, napadami kami ng kain maybe because we are so hungry and we ate at around 2pm. After that we had time to know others, most especially the people whom we do not know. In the evening we had encountered problem about water and as for me hnidi ko maiwasang maasar but after bursting out my asar nawala din siya and eventually we helped each other in trying to make puno-puno the drums and pails. Before we end the night we had our orientation with our CIs. As many others say theres always a first time. This day is so stressed full yet its full of laughter and joys. Really life is so unpredictable.

May 21, 2013

Date check: May 21, 2013, the day wherein it is considered as our first day of immersion. We were task to go to the community to visit the people and we were assigned to sitio Tafaja. At around 3am, Kelly disturbed my beautiful sleep because we are the one who is assigned to cook for the breakfast. We finished cooking with the help of Jevy and Clezon. After cooking we decided to go take our bath at the creek. Pero parang di rin lang kami naligo dahil sa pawis na lumabas ng naghike kami pataas. We fixed our packed lunch then a brief discussion na nauwi sa konting sermon galing kay sir Gil. On our way to Tafaja, nakailang daan at tanong na kami bago namin matagpuan talaga ang tamang daan. At luckily, nakasalubong namin sina Kagawad Urbano at Kapitan Walther sa daan kaya parang nagkaroon kami ng mga clues sa mga dapat namin malaman sa kanilang community and most especially sa mga daanan. Nakailang talon dito, talon doon muna ang drama namin bago namin marating ang unang bahay but unluckily walang tao so we did try our best to go to the next house na nakikita namin from the first house kahit hindi namin alam ang daan to go there, we just follow a path na kami ata ang gumawa and Im so lucky because nakaboots ako eh medo maputik, madahon at madulas ung mga dinadaaan namin. At sa wakas nakarating kami with a house full of dogs but the person in that house appeared to us with a warm welcoming voice and a big smile. Hes so nice with us and very approachable to all the questions were asking him. And because of him w e were able to know the whereabouts of most of the people in their community. And our visit to the community was a success, nagpaligo kami ng mga bata, we deloused some of them, we nail clipped them and we chit chat with them. This day we were able to visit all the households in Tafaja but unluckily we were not able to interview them all because some were umalis, nagvacation and one is we discovered

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that hes sick. We started our journey with medyo mali mali but we end it with a success and a feeling of contentment. We are very proud of ourselves and very very happy and thankful with the two kids named, Jina and Marjorie for without them we would not be able to go home with a shortcut path. This day Ive learned that Im very very lucky and so blessed. This day are stressful, nakakaiyak, nakakfrustrate but above all it was enjoyable and an adventurous day.

May 22, 2013

This day is our third day of immersion. In this day we had experienced such things but I think this would be the happiest day of our immersion. I and my group mates decided that we should be early so that we maabutan namin yong mga tao before they will go to their omma. Our first stopped supposedly is to the house of aunt Dominga but we saw a woman in the other side so we divide our group. We helped aunt Mary to harvest her sili while we interview her. At first parang napakadali lang ng paghaharvest kaso ng tumatagal nakakatamad na but still we continued what were doing. And after a couple of hours nagpaalam na kami sa kanya. We received a t ext message na hindi pala nainterview ng mag kasama namin sina anti Dominga so we decided tofollow them to their omma. The place is so malayo, we again talon, talon, talon at walang katapusang talon ang ginawa namin para makarating sa kanilang omma. When they saw us they were so welcoming and very hospitable. We helped them to their work habang nag-iinterview kamie at ang saya ng feeling na they appreciated the very little things na ginawa namin for them. They gave us pinya when we were about to go up again. Yong feeling na mixed, yong tipong pagod na pagod ka na pero youre still very very happy. Ang sarap isipin na sana mayaman na lang ako so that I could help them and maybe I could give them the things they needed most especially ung mga batang pudpud na ang mga tsinelas. We had our lunch at the road and we had a debate with our group mates kung where we will walk kasi baka hinahanap kami nina sir Gil kasi ang alam namin na sa amin sila susunod but we found out na hindi pala sila sumunod. We went home to the school and we did start to finalize our work. This day, hahahhaha nabuhay na naman ang dugo ko na maging rich rich rich to the highest level para makatulong sa maga bata. I really love kids and I dont want them to feel ung mga kalupitan ng mundo. Bei ng with Jina and Marjorie is such a blessing at the same time it did gave me a desire to help them in any way I can. We encounter problem but we did survived and I SURVIVED. Life really is unpredictable, may mga bagay na hindi mo inaasahang mangyayari, may mga bagay na it would inspire and touch you. Life is always unfair but CONTENTMENT is happiness.

May 23, 2013

Early in the morning, umalis kami dahil kami ang nakatoka na bumili ng mag gamit na kulang for the big day. Im so excited and I feel so lucky dahil makakauwi muna ako. When we were on the jeep, naalala ko yong mga

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gallons dahil nakalimutan namin dalhin or rather Ive forgotten them kasi sa akin nakatoka. Kahit tinext ni Haze na gagawan nila ng paraan kinakabahan pa rin ako dahil I think its my fault. When we were at Cruz bumaba ako sa water refilling station para magbakasakali na pwede silang magpahiran ng gallons pero unluckily nakasara. So I went home and I did enjoy myself in eating and taking my bath. After that inayos ko na yong kukunin kung regulator then pumunta ako sa may store para try humiram ng gallons at exactly meron yong nagdedeliver ng water so I talked with them then after a bonga bongga pakikipag usap ko pumayag na din sila. With a feeling of contentment, sumakay na ako para mai-meet ko yong mga kasama kung magmamarket. We went to hilltop, Tiongsan Harrison and Tiongsan bazaar then after that pumunta na kaming slaughter. The funny thing is that yong mga kasama ko there so inaantok at everytime they had time they would take a nap then bigla na lang silang magugulat but anyhow, we did eat together then I told Mark and Kryme na puntahan nila sina Maam Mau sa CN and si Jon naman sinabing kong puntahan sina Chrisa and me I went to buy yong ibang things na pinapabili nina Maam Mau. At around 1pm, umalis na yong jeep sa Baguio. Ang rami munang stop overs before kami nakarating sa Km5 and nung naisakay na namin yong mga gamit namin yong mga tao is oh!oh!oh!oh! Tinginan yong mga tao at kami naman is nahihiya kami kasi kami na ata yong pumuno sa jeep. So maam Valles decide na mag -gagarage na lang sila sa Acop, pero nung nasa Acop na kami hindi na natuloy dahil sa lakas ng ulan and also because of the people na sinasabi nilang huwag na daw kasi naiayos naman na daw. When we were at Basil feeling ng mga kasama ko is I was so lucky dahil nakauwi ako but hindi nila alam na 45 minutes lang ako nasa amin. At nakakapagod maglakad lakad and magbuhat ah. At night sabi nila walang tulugan, kaso after kung tumulong sa mga dapat gawin for the big day at magplano kung anong gagawin sa visual aids I decided na matutulog lang ako ng 30 minutes pero paggising ko oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,its umaga na and nagrurush sila for the visual aids, I did help them and tinatawanan nila ako kasi para daw akong mantikang matulog kasi ilang beses na daw nila akong ginising eh wala parin daw.

May 24, 2013

Oha! Oha! Oha! This is it, our community assembly. Lahat kami natataranta na sana matapos na yong mga visual aids namin. Everyone who is takbo doon, takbo dito para lang matapos na lahat ng dapat gawin for the community. At around 7: 30 am, om! May tao na sa taas eh hindie pa kamie nakaready kaya sinabi ko sa isang namin kasama na duon muna siya habang hindi pa ako bumabalik. We rushed things, pagpapalit, pag aayos ng mga gagamitin at ibang pang kailangan sa aming community assembly naming. Pagkatapos, tumaas na kami ni Esther para may tao na magbabantay sa taas and to entertain some of the people who is arriving kasi kamie ang assigned sa registration. Were very happy kasi maraming mga Tafaja na dumalo and were very really happy because hinanap pa talaga kami ni anti Dominga para lang bigyan ng saging. Ang sarap ng feeling kasi yong kunting bagay lang na nagawa naming for them is so malaki for them and they really appreciate it. The work is so easy kasi naglilista lang ng names pero nung nagsisimula na yong community program most of my companions is naantok. We did help each other, mas lalo na sa laboratory kasi nasugatan si Rencel so they need manpower. The program went well and I think people really enjoyed the program. At lunch time, nataranta kami because of the foods pero it went well naman.

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The program ends, and may mga batang tumaas sa area naming so we let them sing na lang in exchange of candies kaso bitin kasi umulan na. May mga ibang batang natira sa church so we did sing with them. I really enjoy the day with the kids singing, gustong gusto ko talagang nakakarinig ng mga batang kumakanta.

May 25, 2013

Time check 6am na kaso konti pa lang sa amin ang gising.i think everyone is so tired and natatamad ng bumangon. Matinia and me go to Am-ahe to take our bath kasi we did not take our bath yesterday. When we get back most of our classmates is fixing their own things so we did the same. After that our task is posted and our group is assigned to the church. We decided that we should clean first before we eat our breakfast. When we were at the church, we were hesitating if we will apply floorwax or we just sweep because the church is so big and we are 6. I and my group mates did complain a lot before we start working. After sweeping, apply wax and scrubbing the floor were very tired to fix the chairs in their places so we decided to have our snack first before we will finish our work. We had lots of fun during cleaning time, tawanan, tuksuhan, asaran, picture taking at kwentuhan. Life is unfair but its up to you to enjoy it. We did have our breakfast and rest a little time. Napansin namin is yong mga kasama naming is kanya kanya ng tago ng mag gamit nila and nakabahan ako sa mga gallons because I dont see any, merun man pero hindi yong nahiram ko so I tried to find them and successfully I found them pero nagkapalit palit sa ibang mga old gallons. I did find my other things and most of it is nakakalat lang most especially yong nagamit for the kitchen. Ahahhah lesson learned. At around 2pm, we did star our journey going back to the school. When we were at the jeep I cant control myself to be asleep. Most of the time travel I did sleep. When we reached school, the rain is so hard so we stopped at the admin and we fix our things and started to go home na. when I am at our boarding house my mother asked me where the things na kinuha ko for the community and I realized that I forgot my other things at the school so I did go back and Im thankful that meron pa sila Clezon and andoon pa yong mga naiwan kong gamit. I helped Clezon in carrying his bags before I went home. I feel very very tired and hungry so I decide to take my rest first. I did wake up at around 11pm and realize that I was so tired and I really really need a long rest. Life is always unpredictable. You do not know what will happen next, you do not know whom you met. You would not know that the person you met will gave an impact in your life. Every person we met along our journey will in another way touch our life. Their life would make us strive hard and it will give us an inspiration. We have always our first times in lifes. Its up to us to make it a good experience, and we should make it learning so that same things would not happen again.

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Name: Charlot Macario Pablo Age: 19 years old Hobbies: Viewing Motto: A life without God is like an empty box, easily blown. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: The time when strong rain came and that caused me to get wet. the

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Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: The most valuable contribution to COPAR is the time I helped in surveying. Challenges encountered in community: The challenges encountered are dealing with Ibalois, understanding their language because I really dont understand and speak Ibaloi. What did you miss the most: What I miss most is the hiking we did, the sharing, helping and most, the water conservation of the community.

May 20, 2013

I woke up early this day to prepare my needs in our community health nursing at basil, Tublay. I cant carry all my bags, thats why I asked the help of my friend. He accompanied me until we were ready to go. We rode in a jeepney. At 11:30 am, we arrived at Basil Elementary School. I felt like vomiting but I needed to move and help them carry our bags even though I was having dysmenorrhea. It was my first time to go to this place. I dont even know how to speak and understand their language Ibaloi. The weather was hot and that urged me to remove my jacket which was the only thing that covered my back. We first cleaned the rooms by group. I felt so thirsty but I dont have water. I also did not bring with me my packed lunch so I just ate biscuit while my group mates had their lunch. I was so shy because Im not yet familiar with my classmates. I was not really comfortable being with them. Criselle Alonzo showed her concern when she approached me. She shared some encouragements and some Godly words which encouraged me. After her sharing, she also told me her past experiences that are related with mine. After her encouragement, I found myself seeking for something on how I would also change my attitude. Thinking of what she had said, I joined her and her friends looking, walking, and taking pictures around the school. We also fetched water and helped clean the comfort room. I just found myself laughing with them, feeling comfortable and communicating with them. I even joined them at the creek below the school to see if the creek has enough water for taking a bath. I felt a little bit happy. At 9:30 pm, we had our dinner. We ended this day with a prayer after the meeting.

May 21, 2013

This day, I woke up early just to take a bath; it was so difficult to consume just a half basin of water for taking a bath. We needed to economize in using water because we dont have enough water resources. We prepared ourselves while waiting for our breakfast. After breakfast we prepared our baon and everything we needed for our survey. They gave our task and the assigned place for us is Basil Proper. We prayed before we went to our assigned

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places led by Maam Carol Ruth Valles. We started our survey at Mr. Rogelio Pedros house. I felt nervous at first but as we continued on, I enjoyed the activity we were doing. I took the blood pressure of some who were willing to have it taken while the others were doing the interview. We enjoyed our lunch sharing with each other. We continued our survey near the street. We stayed at the store when it rained. Talking to the family was a little bit difficult but it was enjoyable when we already established rapport. When we continued our walk, we got wet because it rained again and it was stronger. I felt so cold. This walk was quite breath taking. When we reached the school, I changed my clothes and slept because I was not feeling well. I wanted to rest for a longer time but I needed to help so I got up and joined my group in doing our task. I tried my best to help even though I was having dysmenorrhea and was not feeling well. After a few minutes of waiting, we had our dinner. We prepared ourselves for sleeping after eating. We ended this day by sharing our experiences in our assigned places followed by a short prayer led by maam Carol Ruth Valles.

May 22, 2013

I woke up early. I am thankful that I was feeling well not like yesterday. Our task now is washing the plate thats why I must cooperate. I didnt take a bath because there is no water; I just washed my face and changed my clothes. We ate our breakfast then we prepared for the survey but I helped washing the plates first, so we were the last group to leave. We visited the houses that we didnt visit yesterday bu t still there were no people for they went on a trip/vacation. I just accompanied them (my group mates), at the stare. I accompanied 2 of my group mates together with maam Carol Ruth to barangay Beckol. Maam Valles paid the halo -halu we ate together with her group. We joined their group, visiting their patients, we also ate with them. After eating, we went back to school and took a rest because it was so hot that made us uncomfortable. We helped in wrapping of candies to be given to the children on Friday during the community assembly. We washed the plates and after washing, a half pail of water was left so I used it for taking a bath. We ended this day with a prayer and sharing of experiences. This day is quiet good because I didnt experience dysmenorrhea. I felt comfortable and I enjoyed the walk together with cherry and Shery Ann.

May 23, 2013

I woke up early because we must go and interview some of the househols that we did not yet interview. I did not take a bath because there was no water and we must really go early. I and Cherry went early so we were able to meet and interview the family that was followed by their neighbour. We also interviewed Mr. Marlon Julian who invited us to take a bath in their house. We were happy because finally we can take a bath. We went back to the school, ate our breakfast and returned to the house of Mr. Marlon and took a bath. Back in the school, I helped in doing the dishes then joined my groupmates in tallying the data we collected. Even though I was shy, I tried my best to participate. It is so difficult to deal with people when you are shy. After eating, we continued our tallying. Today was a busy day. I wrote the topic that was assigned to me which was on Breastfeeding. We had a meeting and the Health Teachings were changed so I was now to report on the Morbidity Records of our collected data during the survey. We were waiting for the results of the tally for us to start our visual aids but it was finished late so we also slept late that night. We ended this day with a group meeting until we slept late because we were busy for tomorrows activity.

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May 24, 2013

Today, we woke up at 3:00 am because we must continue the materials we need that we did not finished when we sleep at 12:00 am last night. This day is our community assembly thats why we were so busy. We rushed every minute to finish the said material for our data reporting collected during our stay in Basil, Tublay. We started the program at 8:00 am. We assisted the adults in registration and I also helped in listing the names of persons who wants to have Benedicts test and Acetic Acid test. I felt so nervous because I will have my report later. We also had our reporting of our data presentation. My classmates presented our spot map to the community. They were happy when they saw the spot map that was presented. We had our lunch together with the community. The afternoon session was very exciting and enjoying because of the magic of Roselle presented by Maam Mary Rose Catapang. They even tried it in fr ont and some of the community members participated. Roselle is really effective in health. The group assigned for herbal medicine reporting had their reports with some augmentations of topics from Maam Mary Rose Catapang. We ended the program by giving of donations to the people. The said donations were clothes. I am very sleepy and I cant concentrate during the program. When the program was finished, we cleaned the venue and returned to school. We ended the day good but very sleepy. Maam Carol Ruth Va lles leaded a prayer.

May 25, 2013

This day, I woke up late. I felt happy because we will be going back to La Trinidad. I packed all my things and fixed them to be sure that I will not forget anything but sad to say, I cant find my lunchbox. I tried to look for it in the kitchen and inside the classrooms but I cant look for it so I just closed my bag and brought it outside. We did the aftercare. The task assigned to us is to clean the comforts. We fetched water and proceeded to the CR. We cleaned the CR even though it was so odorous because it was blocked by baby wipes, pads and tissue. It was so difficult to pump because we dont have a pumper. My companion tied a cloth and we used it as a pumper. It was effective but the other bowl was difficult. The muriatic acid was so smelly and even the Clorox we used. I realized that cleaning the CR that was blocked by other person is hard to clean. After cleaning, there was no water left, so we really need to use baby wipes to clean ourselves. We went to the classroom and changed our clothes. After eating, we transferred all our things to the jeepneys and while transferring, it rained so we got wet. We arrived at the school and its still raining so I went home wet. We arrived at the school raining so I went home wet. I took a bath and slept. I ended the day happy.

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Name: Aubrey Gatiwan Pagat Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Watching, sleeping, reading Motto: Experience is the best teacher. Just do it! Nike Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Using 2 dippers with water in showering yourself; walking less than 1 kilometer just to take a bath; using the open pit in defecating Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: active participation in gathering information and in activities Challenges encountered in community: language barrier. You cannot communicate with them effectively because I dont know how to speak their mother tongue. They can more easily open up if the interviewer is an ibaloi. What did you miss the most: It is the hospitality of people rendered to us. Even though we were there for a few days, they did their best to accommodate and tend to our needs.

May 20, 2013

May 20, 2013 The day we first experienced the unforgettable community immersion. Packing is one of the most challenging experiences weve ever had and some of us exceeded (way too much!) and I brought too much load. When we were on our way to school, I was a little bit disappointed because it rained and we were carrying too much load. I arrived at school at 7:15 am and was surprised when I saw our combined bags. Its as if, we were on a

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challenge on whose bringing the most load game. For me, I understood why we were able to fill the 4 jeepneys including their top loads with our bags (excluding our seats, of course). Maybe because it was our first time or we were informed of the water shortage thats why we considered that we might as well not wash our laundry and bring as many clothes as we can. We started our journey to Basil, Tublay, Benguet at 9:45 in the morning, according to my watch. But before that, we would like to thank Mrs. Myrna Walsi-en for being generous and donating 4 trays of large eggs. We had so many stop over before arriving in our destination. And that destination is defined by me as challengingly not! Challenging is when the weather is so hot and yet you have to work (bring all our exaggerated baggage to our assigned rooms). After that, we were expectedly drenched with sweat! But that challenge gave me the concept solidarity and hardwork!? (laugh).. It was once again shown when we helped each other to cook our adobo using live chicken and should be cooked for at least 2 hours! Another problem came up when our rice lacked water and was not yet cooked but the smell and taste is nakset! Despite the problems, we enjoyed our meal not only feeding our growling stomach but also filling our brains with lessons that were gathered throughout the day and heart whelming memories. But of all the challenges, the hardest of all is cleaning your body using 2 measurements of pail dipper! How is that even possible?! Youre drenched with sweat and etc. and yet you will use minimal amount of water?! But well, we survived the challenge and looking forward for more to come! After the discussion of the CIs we immediately went on our sleeping zone. They lang pala. There we all snoring and everything and Im here rushing my journal. Bow! Time check: 12:10 am! O.O

May 21, 2013

We started our day with groggy faces because we were not able to grasp enough hours of our usual haven. Why? Because our classmates bombarded us with noise! How can they talk loudly at three in the morning? I mean, they should be sensitive! We decided to get out of bed at 5 in the morning and searched for a place we could refresh. Luckily, thanks to the relatives of Tetz we were able to clean ourselves and have confidence to face the challenges lying in front of us. We ate our breakfast, tortang talong and got ready for the game. We were assigned to our respective sitios and before leaving, maam Valles led the prayer. I was expecting a one hour walk or thirty minutes hike before reaching the bulk of houses because of the rumored stories but found out that we were too blessed. Interviewing at first was a little bit hard because we cannot speak nor understand their native tongue. Thanks to the very understanding community, they adjusted and spoke Ilocano in order for us to communicate. The communitys full participation and honesty made the survey and interview way much easier compared to our role playing during our training. One of the most memorable experiences was when we went to an isolated house while it was raining so hard. We were waiting for the rain to stop but it never happened thats why we decided to walk under the rain since we were wet already. Its my first time walking shoeless! We arrived in the school and were all shocked because our sleeping gears were soaking wet. Thanks to the CIs and other groupmates for letting us borrow some of their kamen, sleeping bag and blanket and we were able to sleep somehow! Tomorrow again is another day. Adieu.

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Another day has come! We were expecting the noise but to our sudden surprise they really controlled their mouth after hearing complaints of our CIs and the community regarding our noise. We woke up 5 in the morning bit it seems like its 7:00 already because the sun is starting to shine. We finished our morning chores as usual and proceeded to the interviews and survey. What we did, mostly in the morning is search for the houses that were not visited the other day. Unfortunately, the 2 houses that we found was either empty or they dont want to entertain the disturbance. We decided to go back at the school and tally the gathered data but on our way, we met an old man named Mr.Macedo fro Am-Ahe and questioned him about the history behind Basil. The old man gladly explained what he knew. We invited him for the assembly this coming Friday and exchange, he invited us on the upcoming event on Saturday (Thanksgiving?) He assured us that he would come and bid our goodbyes. We found for a place abundant with water and enjoyed washing ourselves. After that, we tallied the data and made plans for tomorrow. We divided the tasks among us to make it faster. We did our ARFA and went back to our group discussion. Tallying is so challenging that we wanted to cry because we had so many rounds in checking if we tallied concisely and precisely. So Tiring! Another day is yet to come! Nothing Follows-

May 23, 2013

Time flew fast! Imagine? Were already on our third day! Oh yeah! What we did mostly this day was to tally the gathered fruits of labor during our interviews and survey. Tallying is one hell frustrating. Were already on the third set of checking the data but still they wont match. Well maybe because some information was stil l missing thats why we divided our group members. Two of us tallied while the remaining others roamed around to complete the information and the others went for a long walk to draw the spot map of our assigned sitio. We were unable to finish it last night because we had different photographic memories about the place. Our facilitators gave us the time to beat in submitting the tallied data per assigned sitio but unfortunately, we were not able to make it on time because each of the group used different ranges and methods. We tried our best in rushing to complete and fix the details and its all thanks to our good classmates who sacrificed their sleep in order to finish the grand tally that was presented the next day. We slept at 1:00 in the morning and wished Father God to guide and help us for tomorrows activity! Sleepless nights, thats all!

May 24, 2013

Whispers. Noise, thats what woke me 4:00 in the morning but thanks to that I was reminded about the group task given to us. I went directly to the kitchen and saw Chrisa already cooking. Thanks to all who helped us which made the task easier. After our breakfast, we prepared the necessary things and procedure for the Hygienic clinic. Then we rushed and changed our clothes to our CHN uniform because we only have 30 minutes before the said time. 15 minute before 8:00 we, the registration team were ready on our post. I was overwhelmed when the kids were lining up to register. We all know that in every event we go, Filipino time is being practiced but they proved me wrong. It was already 9:30 in the morning when the 122 kids were completed and counting. We were all happy because this event will not go to waste since the reason for the activity were being met. Even though communication barriers exist, we were able to understand each other because we helped each other. Being in the registration committee makes us the first one to welcome the kids. I was on my cloud nine when most of the kids were from our sitio. Aside from the distance which is one of the reasons behind, it made me smile knowing that they didnt break their promise to come. Nonetheless, I was touched for sacrificing their energy and time to be with us.

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In my perception, the program may not be the best but still it went well. We knew that it has many flaws but next time those mistakes will help us for our betterment. I felt the fulfillment and sacrifices of the sleepless night worth it. It makes you feel youre too good just like Florence Nightingale. We finished 3:00 in the afternoon and ha d our picture taking with the kids. Lastly, we bid our goodbyes and thank yous for all the members of the community for making our activity a success! Finishing this program made our breaths from hysterical to normal. Even though were haggard thinking that you helped the community relieves the stress. Now the only problem left is packing and the aftercare and also requirements (sana wala na). Leaving the place you stayed for almost 6 days makes you miss the place and memories shared. Goodnight!

May 25, 2013

Boom: Rules are Rules! The day has come! The day we have been all waiting for! We expected that we would be spending our last day of immersion with memories and experiences which are unforgettable. We woke up with smiles on our faces because we knew that were done! We gave ourselves the credit of waking up so late. Oops! But not too late! We woke up at exactly 6:00 am. We were happy chatting with each other when Maam Catapang entered our room angry and asking where Jayvee slept. All the laughing stuff turned silence and beating hearts. From that moment on, we know what was going on but still we smiled and laughed about the problem in order for us to relieve our nervousness. We immediately fixed our tent but on the process of folding our blankets, one of our batchmate went to our room and checked on us and suggested that we should talk to our instructors. We all plan to do so but we were planning on fixing our tent first. But well, we followed what they suggested and went to the headquarters of the instructors. Luckily, they were all there and only us. We sat and kept quiet because we were all ashamed. We know that we broke one of the rules and we should be responsible for it. The instructors were considerate and gave us the chance to decide on what punishment does we think we deserve. Its either gradeless or go to every room and have our lecture on rules and regulations and things we should do during an immersion and the heaviest part of the lecture is that we should confess what we did. I started to cry because we have no choice but to make option 1. From what we understood, grade less means seeing number 5 under our CHN subject. We were all dismayed because all of our time, energy and sacrifices were all thrown out in just one day! If we would choose option 2, the image of our batch would worsen. For the past 2 years, we were all intrigued by many issues and we cannot prevent the others stereotyping us. So its either us or them. Initially, we made the option 1, but it seems our instructors doesnt want to impose a permanent damage on us thats why they made revisions and decided that we should still lecture on CHN but we will not be mentioning about the mistake we made. And for that, I thanked them for their kind consideration! After our long discussions, we settled the issue among us and went out with smiles on our faces. But before that, we planned on testing the reaction of our batch regarding our issue. On this game, we wanted to cry because of the support of our friend. They hugged me and assured me everythings going to be alright and they would be all on our side. Huu! Tears! After the dramatic moment, we changed our clothes and performed all the tasks that were assigned to us. We went to the garbage committee because we were finished with our tasks. That garbage is one hell of an experience! We all want to puke and back out when we should segregate and fix the garbage! We want to sit also just like the others! We want to scream and backward all the part when we shouldve thrown ou r wastes separately and surely we wont be here facing these trashes! But well, thanks to God we finished it. It was nearly lunch when we were finished. We waited for the food to be cooked and thats why while waiting we reminisced our moments during our FIRST IMMERSION! We ate and prepared for our departure. And after 45 minutes of sitting inside the

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jeepney, we arrived in BSU and luckily (sarcastic) its raining! We were in the school at 4:00 pm. And thats where our first COMMUNITY IMMERSION ENDS! Though, many things failed we learned many lessons and gained knowledge, skills, and hopefully attitude. And hopefully on our next visit to Tublay we would pass the sensitivity and honesty test. Looking forward for the next immersion!

Name: Vanessa Penson Pascua Age: 20 years old Hobbies: watching TV, sleeping Motto: Nothing is impossible.

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Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Hiking a mountain for how many hours and minutes before arriving from one house to another Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Helping and knowing the existing problems and solving those with the community Challenges encountered in community: The distance I have to walk before reaching the house of the residents and eating foods that I never ate. What did you miss the most: Missing the hospitable and kind people of the community, the bonding with the children and most of all the smiles of those people when they saw you

May 20, 2013

I got up early this morning to make sure that all the things are well prepared. My first time to be here in Tublay, I felt nervous because I dont know how am I going to cope with the community. I dont know and even understand how Ibaloi is and also I am not fluent in speaking in Ilocano. This is a tiring day from school we travel for an hour, because I experienced some that I did not experience since then, like eating pinikpikan for lunch. I appreciate my co-students because I am new in their batch they treated me like they know me. After that, we took a rest, then cleaned the CR. I also helped fetching water for us to be used for cooking. This place, I think, is somewhere we can get an unforgettable experience and we will learn a lot from those experiences.

May 21, 2013

It was our second day in Tublay. This is it, our time to face the part, members, and the people of the community.

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I woke up early in the morning at around 3:00 a.m. may be because the environment is new to me. I took a bath with Norie, Jee and Joyce. Im not expecting ourselves bathing together only with our pant ies but we are running out of time and some are waiting to take a bath also. I was not able to eat my breakfast because of vegetables that are there in our meal. So I just ate skyflakes and noodle soup. After eating, we prepared and went to the community. And the sitio assigned to us was triple B; Bonong, banao, and bovas. We first found Bongog but our group decided to go first in Bovas because that is the farthest sitio, we tried to locate the place but unfortunately after hiking a very high mountain, we were not able to locate their houses, so we decided to go back to Bongog and started right away with the survey. We deloused some children, nail clipping and health teaching to adults. We found out that people there are kind; they welcomed us, and also entertained us. Some gave us banana and mango and some let us ate in their houses. While at the community, a strong rain came so stayed at the house near the road and when we saw a jeep and asked the driver if we can ride with them because the rain is so strong. After arriving at Basil Elementary School, we took a bath. Being with the community people is a really good experience, I learned from them and hopefully they learned from us.

May 22, 2013

Our second day to face again the community people in Basil, Tublay. Were to hike again. After breakfast, we left the site earlier. Since triple B was assigned to us, we headed to Banao because that was nearer than Bovas and also there are only two houses in Banao. After visiting the houses, we decided to split the group so that we will be able to finish our goal. Me, Haze and Mark, together with sit Gil and Maam Mau went to Bovas while Leny, Sunshine and Claire went to Bongog to Survey the unsurveyed houses. The first house that we visited was Lola and Lolo Kimino. I thought that I will not be able myself with them because of their age but I was wrong, they were very kind and they also entertained us. All the community people are kind and made us feel that we are part of their community, they did not treat us like strangers. Now I realized that age not really a big barrier in communicating and dealing people but language is really important for us to understand each other. After that, we went up to find the other houses, after locating them we decided to go to Pinnan which is also part of Bovas that was really an unforgettable experience for me. We dont even know the right path so we did a trial and error method to locate the proper way. But unfortunately it became hard for us to find a way so Sir Gil decided to call one of my co-students to ask the way going to Pinnan. Luckily, after three hours of hiking, we reached the target place. There we met the family of Gwendalyn which really made us happy and relieved the tiredness that we felt that time. Then when the interview and the interventions were done, we went up on the road to look for a jeepney going to Basil so that we will be able to reach the site earlier. Even if it was a really tiring day, I and my group mates cooked chop suey together. I was the one who cooked that and they tasted it because that was vegetable. After dinner, we started collating the data that we gathered and also the spot map of the sitio so that it will become easier for us to finalize our work. That was my third day in Basil.

May 23, 2013

I woke up late and then ate m breakfast. Its our time to finalize our work, we dont have any activity this day only collating the information that are gathered from different sitios and also did the spot map. After finishing the work, we took a bath, supposedly it would be at Am-Ahe but on our way one of the mothers here in Basil offered their house for us to take our bath.

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Its not really a tiring day, we took a rest during the day and at ni ght we did a meeting about the activities for tomorrow. And when the tasks are already distributed we started to sort the clothes for children according to age and gender. I slept at around 2:00 a.m. after sorting the clothes.

May 24, 2013

The final day of our activities here in Basil, Tublay. I woke up early this morning to prepare for this days activity. After breakfast, I helped the other group in doing their visual aid for the presentation of the surveyed information from the community people. Then at exactly 8:00 a.m. the program started and I was assigned at ear cleaning but there are more activities before that hygienic practice so I decided to go to the entrance of the school to assist the coming children from different sitio. At around 10:00 a.m. the hygienic practices started. I helped in ear cleaning. Im so happy meeting and interviewing them even if its really hard for me to speak in Ilocano, and I have to interpret when doing that. Now, I realized that life here in Basil is really simple. The children are very happy when they received small things like candy. We served lunch and after that parlor games were conducted. I also participated in the games when they need us. When the program ended, we did the aftercare after that, I, Joyce and Jee went to the store to buy along the way, I saw a child who participated in the activity teaching her younger sister on tooth brushing and hand washing. Im really touched because upon arriving home, they already practiced what they learned. This was a very good day, so happy serving people who wants to be served.

May 25, 2013

The last day of our immersion, I woke up early in the morning to fix my things. After fixing my things, I started helping my group mates in cooking our breakfast. We ate our breakfast then we started cleaning the kitchen because that was assigned to us. I learned that helping and doing the tasks together will help us finish ahead of time. Everyone is busy doing every task given to them, when everyone was done, we had our lunch and I observed that everybody was so excited and tired after a 5-days stay at Basil, Tublay, but behind all of that, I know that everyone learned a lot from the community, how difficult their life is and how blessed we are having this things and education that we have now. I realized that, I have to be contented for what my parents and others gave to me even if it the simplest thing. Being with the community is really a precious experience that I encountered; I learned how to become independent. Wherein, no one helped me fixed everything and being with them made me realize that SIMPLICITY AND BEAUTY.

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Name: Glynn Itchock Pasigon Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Watching anime Motto: If I die, I die. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: going to every house to interview Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Lectured about medicinal plants to the community people Challenges encountered in community: Overcoming barriers communication

What did you miss the most: Fun of doing group work

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May 20, 2013

Finally the day of our community immersion!! Hmp! Have I forgotten anything? Should I bring this? How about this? My first time to pack my bag independently and to complete all the on the list, should be brought stuff. The feeling was a mixture of excitement and anxiety, deciding whether I should or I should not. Lets just call it a jumble word! After all the packing and preparations the time of departure has come! Now to Basil, Tublay. We arrived! All of us carried our baggage and laid them all at the school ground. Wow! We sure did bring our houses here! Thats what I thought then I realized that we all felt the same way and all had the same worries. We unpacked, cleaned the room where we were supposed to stay, then fixed everything. We had our lunch (packed lunch) after which. Then siesta!!! We spent our free time playing scrabble and then cards. The discomfort, however, was not enough water, considering that the weather was hot and sticky and stinky. Because of water condition, we ended up making the rule 2 dippers per head! Ah! The feeling was weird especially that it was my period. Luckily we managed to use our resources well. We had our most awaited dinner! Yey! Chicken adobo, munch! Munch! Munch! And Zzzzzzzzz We survived for this one day; I hope the same thing for tomorrow because the true task and challenge have not really started yet.

May 21, 2013

3:30am, Noise!!!, Im still sleepy, whats with the noise! Guys, have you forgotten that we slept at twelve! Grrr! disturbance. 5:00am: Alyssa: Lets wake up after 10 minutes more Me: Ok, Zzz... Ending: we woke up at 5:30 am... haha. This day I was so excited, were going to the community and do a house to house survey. Ah! Before that we decided to go bath at the river. On the way, we walked and walked but where is the river? then we were lost but thanks to the loud shouting of our co-students which led us in finding the river. We all stripped up our clothes together and no Im conservative drama. All is visible, head to toe. Breakfast was served, eggplant! Yummy! Then after eating, I excitedly prepared my lunchbox and set up all my bags that I will carry for todays activity, however I was given a different task that is to be left behind and to watch for all our things and make sure that nothing will be stolen. Staying behind I found myself something to do, I started to make conversations with the people in the school then played with all the children around. Then without

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noticing the time, lunch came, students assigned to survey Basil Proper had their lunch, backat school, then I ended up wanting to go with the group and tried my very best to convince someone to stay in my place, luckily Shery Ann agreed. I went with the group for survey and enjoyed myself, god thing I was wearing my rain boots because the rain fell so heavily. Heavy rains equals we very wet and equals we enjoyed. The activities ended then we made ourselves comfortable back to the school, our camp site. Though tired we still continued the fun with storytelling and eating. Dinner was mongo with malunggay. Hot! Good for the cold night. Then a good night sleep. Zzz....

May 22, 2013

As was agreed, today is our turn to do the cooking works. We woke up by 4:00 AM then started preparing for breakfast. We cooked beans with corned beef. Every group had decided on their priority, Task to be done. So the other groups went to do the survey first before eating. Continuing our unfinished work from yesterday, we spent 2 more hour to sum up or finish our survey. None from our group went out who took a bath. I guess the water shortage is the most likely reason. Though after the survey we went out to find someplace where we can bath ourselves, we did. By 12:00 PM we were done taking a bath and we headed up back to our camp for lunch. Due to the distance of the place where we took a bath to the camp site, we arrived sweating. Hahaha. Ah. the sun is too active this day that it covers and fries the whole place. Survey is not the bulk of the task we were to do. We needed to sum up and collate all data gathered. We also thought of the program we would do on Friday and we should prepare for it. Lots of worries of this and that, the more you think about it, the more it becomes harder. We were a bit pressured with all the works to be done, though, thats not the only activity we should do, and we still have other responsibilities assigned like cooking for dinner, thats us. We prepared kalabasa with noodles and everybody enjoyed eating it. The day is ending and the hours pass fast, were not yet nor nearly done. Its hard to breathe just nearly thinking about it, but Im sure because everybody was working together. The challenging task will sooner or later be done. We need to have a rest, Its important, we should relax for a while then by that time we can clearly think, Im sure well be able to finish it more faster. zzzzZZZZ

May 23, 2013

5:00 am a good time to start the day! We had our coffee, then, as to what was planned, we went to the community to finalize and sum up everything. We were supposed to finish everything for the community by 12:00pm then use the rest of the time to prepare for the next days program. We finalized the housing locations and owners for the spot map and finished all unfinished interviews. We were done by 10:00 then that was the time we had our breakfast. Though all the groups finished their data collection, collating them and categorizing it together made this day a challenge. Clashing of ideas became a sad problem and the pressure added up in the anxious minds of the students. The due date was coming near and yet the project was just starting. Everybody felt the crazy atmosphere and each one of us bore a part of the burden. This was our first time to plan and organize a program by ourselves; from program paper to food prep to prizes, all these needs to get done immediately. Even the weather wasnt cooperating. I can say that the work was really hard. All of us were burdened; we wanted to burst out into tears. It was hard to keep your cool but since we all felt the same we needed to be positive in order to encourage each other that we can do this. Its 10:00pm and yet there was still a lot of things to do, some were not even started. 12:00 am came and no one even dared to sleep, all we had in our mind was to get these things done! Tomorrow should be a success! We had to cope up with the peoples expectations and remove any unnecessary comments of comparison.

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At 1:00am, everyone was still awake but by 2:00am some had the chance to rest and the others were still working. 4:00 am passed then 5:00 am then 6:00am and others had no sleep. And it was time! THE TIME!

May 24, 2013

THE BIG DAY! Stage setup was done, running out of time! The program starts at 8:00am and it was six. Faster! Faster! Faster! Get done, get all done, and get everything done! *sigh It was time and everything starts. People are not yet around, would this day fail? But suddenly one kid came and then another bunch, a group and many more came. The adult section, also people started to come. Then each with their assigned work, started execution. Registrations, vital signs taking and urine-testing was done, then the program proper begun. Standing at the center stage facing people twice or even thrice older than you was so energy draining. Ah! Good thing in our group is there are people who speak the language they are using in this place. The great thing was we were able to grasp and get the attention and participation. We reported on the sum of all the survey answers we had. At least the community listened to us. It was a great success! Even the adults were able to enjoy. Everyone was happy, the sleepless nights payed off. The rain came, the program was done by 3:00pm and I ended up waking up by 6:00pm. What a day! It was fulfilling, the aim of the program was met as well as the day was used well. All id one! Dinner came and then we slept. We were allowed to sleep until 8:00am the next day.

May 25, 2013

Last Day Finally! Immersion is over. Waking early is not a requirement anymore. All the pressure was over and Lactic acid crawls all over our body, its like my bodys telling me Youve worked real hard! the fulfillment and the feeling of success. What a week, it felt like a year pass. Weve done so many things that the time was never noted, not until the last day. This day, we are to do general cleaning and also the day to say Goodbye Basil!, Till we meet again. Everyone is so excited to go home; they miss their room, ah! Especially their comfort rooms. We did not get to have a chance to comfortably use the comfort room at Basil; its either stress caused the feeling of withdrawal or the unfamiliar place. Everybody was assigned to do different task. We are assigned to clean the Open pit. It was not that bad, we managed to clean it. Then since we finished the task so early we went to help the other team in cleaning the garbage area, also segregating the wastes. We had hard time doing so. Too much instruction and the bad things is decisions keep changing. The smell of all the garbage turns my stomach upside down; the heat of the sun adds up to the discomfort but we need to do this if we want things to get done we have to do it. Ah! We felt irritated when we were doing the garbage Thing and other free people around keeps on laughing, telling stories and enjoying themselves on that sweet shade on the stage of the school, so annoyed! Anyway we were done; we finished all the work and rest. We had our lunch then its time to go. Zoom!! By 3:00 pm we went home. The rain fell as we packed our things to the jeep. The day was over and we all went home. I took a hot bath and had a long nice sleep.

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Name: Alyssa Denise Galigo Rosimo Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Playing volleyball, trippin and eating surfing the net, sound

Motto: I dont want to be somebody or anybody; I just want to be me! Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Taking a bath in a public place naked. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: help in doing the spot map Challenges encountered in community: language barrier What did you miss the most: the tree where we are resting in going to Diogao and walking from house to house

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May 20, 2013

DAY 1 It was a gloomy day, I really dont want to leave my bed early this morning but I have to I have too because it is not just an ordinary day: it is the first day of community immersion. (Yey!) I was really excited due to the thought that Ill be away from home for a week and will live independentl y (not really) and try to learn to live life, but a bit anxious as well because I do not know where the place is and what is the real condition in it. At 7:30 am, I was already in school with all my bags packed. But suddenly, it started to drizzle, that changed my excitement into annoyance (just a bit). We did hire four jeepneys all fully occupied by us and of course our BIG bags. Departure was at around 10:00 am and we arrived at Basil, Tublay at around 11:00 am. Group one cooked their own lunch in Basil. We ate lunch at past 1:00 pm with pinikpikan as viand. After eating, we cleaned again. After all these stuffs, I really wanted to take a bath because my skin feels so sticky already. But due to water scarcity, we need to conserve water. So, what we did is to have one dip of water to clean ourselves; and I mean whole body. We built our tents at 4:00 pm and they started to cook dinner. We had dinner at 9:30 pm, a group meeting at 10:00 pm which ended at 11:00 pm; we did our journal and slept at around 11:30 pm. Thats how my first day in Basil was.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Its my second day in Basil, Tublay. A new day is breaking; at 5:00 am, the surrounding started to be lighted. My pals and I woke up already and decided to take a bath. Due to the fact that we do lack water, we chose to take a bath in a creek. Taking a bath in an open space fully naked was a first time (ever!). But at least I had the opportunity to clean myself and it was really fun.

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Going back, last night, we were divided into six groups. Esther, Naire, Socc, Febhie, Vannelyn and I belong in the fourth group, which was tasked to go in sitioDiogao to do our community health nursing. At 6:00 am, we were back. We did everything (changed clothes, ate breakfast and packed our things) in a flash because time is running so fast and we were instructed to go in our designated places at 8:00 am. At first, we found difficulty in finding our way. But then, after asking where the right direction is, we were able to reach the place. At 9:00 am, we already started to interview the first household. We took so much time there because we were still starting. But as we moved on to the next houses, interviewing, observing, and assessing werent that hard already. We took our lunch break under a tree. It was so fun and comfortable because of the view and the fresh air as well. But we did consider that tree as our resting place. At 1:00 pm, we resumed what we were doing. Suddenly, the sky was being covered with black clouds little by little and rain drops started to fall. We rushed into the last house in Diogao to do our job, but we were stuck due to heavy rain and thunderstorm. The rain did not stop so we decided to go back in Basil Elementary School because its getting dark already. We were all soaked with rain water as we reached the school. So we did change immediately. At the end of the day, what we observed and learned in the community made us realize how lucky we are to live in a more comfortable place.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Same time, same chores and same place At 8:00 am, were on our way back to Diogao. Yesterday, we had eighteen households, now; nineteen more houses were added to our list. We had difficulty in finding these houses because they are covered with trees, or in short, hidden. We did have our lunch break at the same place the old pine tree. We only have one more household left, so at 1:00 pm, we were on our way going there. At quarter to two, were all settled with surveying. But it rained again so we had no choice but to wait for the rain to stop. At 2:30 pm, were on our way back to the school. At 2:50 pm, we were already in school. We went back to Am-ahe to take a bath. We cleaned ourselves and started collating. We finished doing the spot map at 12:00 mn. But before that, we had our dinner at 9:00 pm and continued with tallying the data. Doing all the tallying was not boring because we had the chance to talk about all the information and analyzed them. After these things, were ready for bed. GOOD NIGHT! Back in the community, the people were so generous. They offered us fruits which really made us smile. And thats one of the best things that happened this day.

May 23, 2013

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Everybody woke up early because we need to finalize every data gathered by the different groups from the different sitios in barangay Basil. Every member of each groups have their own different tasks. One is to tally, one is for the spot map, and one is to make visual aids, etc. By the way, these things are being prepared for the community assembly tomorrow. In this program, we need to present to all the people of Basil the data we gathered: population, religion, health problems, water sources, and the like. This day was really tiring, in fact, more than tiring. Why so? Its because of time pressure. We had a short meeting where groupings and tasks for the assembly were discussed. I was assigned in the Hygiene Clinic. After the meeting, we did continue our own work. I was in the spot map-making group. Time is running tik tok 11:00 pm 12:00 mn se conds, minutes, hours have passed, but we are not yet done with everything. We really did everything but because of time, we werent able to sleep. These dark circles under our eyes will prove this thing. At the end of the day one thing learned TIME IS GOLD

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 Fifth day of immersion the most awaited day the day for the community assembly. As I am one of those who made the spot map, I really did not have enough sleep. Maybe we slept but it was just for a while, and I mean POWER NAP. Making the spot map is not that boring in spite of not having enough sleep because some people are really considerate. They made us midnight snack, and thats really cute. Visual aids are being rushed spot map having the final touch tallying nearly done and at 8:00 am were all settled. The program for the adults was held in the church near the school, while hygiene clinic and kitchen people stayed here in school. We started the program for kids by offering them a game, and then we introduced ourselves (some used Ibaloi) and more games after that. At 10:00 am, we decided to start the hygiene clinic; we have 120+ children. Before that, we gave one hygiene kit for each. Snack in the morning was distributed by the kitchen people, while the children were in the process of cleaning themselves. Just before lunch, hygiene practice was successfully done. Lunch was offered; not just for the children, but for the adults as well. At 2:00 pm, hygiene clinic ended. We cleaned the surroundings, and after that cleaned ourselves. Due to the fact that everybody was tired, most of us did sleep immediately. NO ARFA was done considering that everybody was sleeping already. This day was really tiring but fun as well. I enjoyed playing with the Tublay kids and the thought of giving.

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This day just proved that: a simple thing can make a person smile.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Yeah men! Its time to go home At 8:00 am, we (everybody) were awake already. A group cooked our breakfast and we ate at 8:30 am. This day, all we have to do is to clean the school and plant coffee trees. So after eating, our own designated places to be cleaned were already planned. Ours is the H.E. room. We first cleaned the room (I mean sweeping, mopping and fixing) after the floor had dried already, we did apply floor wax. After a few minutes, we did scrub the waxed floor. There, its so shiny!! After cleaning the room, we proceeded with planting coffee seedlings around the church. After that, we started cleaning ourselves and prepared for departure as well. We had lunch at 1:00 pm, and then rested for a while. We then finally fixed everything and started carrying loads into the jeepneys. At 3:20 pm, we departed from Basil, Tublay. And at 4:30 pm, were back here in La Trinidad. Yes!! HOME SWEET HOME! See you again Basil

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Name: Kryme Dalunag Rosito Age 18 years old Hobbies playing basketball, golf and adventure: Motto: I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: nothing Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: completed what is assigned to me Challenges encountered in community: difficulty their dialect What did you miss the most: everything in learning

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May 20, 2013

In the morning, I was rushing to prepare all my stuff even though I prepared it the night before. I arrived at the meeting place past 8 am then helped others to load baggage, tools, and other materials needed in the immersion on the jeep. On our way, we had to stop to get some of our food, and to fill our containers with water. We arrived at around 10:30 am in Basil, Tublay. After we arrived at Basil Elementary School, we had to unload our things and I started observing. We all helped each other and the task was done very well. Even though my body is weak, I still needed to work and finish my responsibility especially that we, men, are few in number. We endured the heat and the heavy things just to get settled immediately. Weve done a lot of things like cooking, building bathrooms, fetching water, and so on. I learned that helping one another is what we needed to develop and to have the initiative to learn. I was also observing the personalities of each and every one of us including our relationship to each other and the instructors.

May 21, 2013

I woke up past four in the morning. I went to cook rice and helped to cook vegetable with egg, tortang talong. I consumed a lot of our time to grill the eggplant. I was worried that the rice didnt turn out well so I made sure that the rice was cooked well by doing what I learned on how to cook rice in large amounts. The others were prepared but me and three others were not. We reasoned,no one thought of substituting us in cooking the other viands. They changed clothes and were ready to eat yet they didnt ev en think that we were not yet done cooking and taking a bath. I and Jon went down to the creek and took a bath. The two girls were next when we were finished but we had to wait for them. We know were late so we rushed taking a bath then went back to the s chool. My group mates were waiting for me so I immediately changed clothes and joined them. The three of us, I, Wynwyn and Sunshine went to Am-ahe. Our instructor told us that there were ten households in the area, but when we counted, there were only eight. Most of the families living there are related to each other by blood. We reached the first home, so I took a deep breath but we were fine because Wynwyn can speak the Ibaloi dialect. We applied most of the knowledge we acquired in school and put into practice every teaching our instructors taught us. We continued to visit every house, observing the surroundings and the houses; each family and other significant and relevant data related to our goals and objectives in the community immersion. Our instructor told us that Basil is rich in fruits and yes it is true! Every pathway or every area I have seen, there was a fruit tree, with or without fruits. Then we came to a small house with an adult man living there alone, living a simple life. We explored not just the environment, but also the different personalities of each family toward us. They were friendly and some were hospitable but over-all they were nice! We had a lot of fun! My groupmates talked a lot but I just kept my mouth closed, smiled and laughed. We have noted that most of their water supply is

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from a spring, their comfort rooms were open pits as well as the garbage disposal which is a compost pit. We have finished all the households and decided to go back to the school. I already made a spot map while we were travelling but it was dazzling. We were already at the school when the heavy rain reached us. We started to fill the drums and pails with rain water. I was wet because I was repairing the gutter that flooded the tents and sleeping bags of our classmates. In the afternoon, the grounds and rooms were full of noise because everybody was telling their stories and what they felt about the first exposure. I knew and understood many aspects related to our subject matter. I learned a lot and more is waiting for me. I was challenged to learn to speak the Ibaloi language and I started my first step.

May 22, 2013

We slept in the food storage room. I dont have to wake up early because I dont have much work to do but I had to help my classmates in cooking our food. I stayed at the school to watch over our things and to clean the surroundings and the kitchen. I and my group mates waited for the community midwife because we were going to interview her. When Wynwyn and Sunshine went to their house in Am-Ahe, they were not there maybe because they went somewhere else. As for me, I just made myself busy until others came back. I just fixed little things and sipped coffee.

May 23, 2013

I and my group mates were assigned as the cook for the day and I only slept for two hours. My mind was telling me You can do this but my body had no reaction at all. When they told me t o prepare because we were to go to La Trinidad to get some things, I intended not to go but I had no choice since I have to give the key of my room to my little brother who was in La Trinidad. We went there to take some clothes intended for donation to the people of Basil. We took some important things to be used from the college and purchased food items in Baguio in preparation for the community assembly. I was very tired and felt sleepy but we came back in the afternoon and continued working. Setting the tolda and other things was one. I slept early because I was exhausted. Doing the hard work was easier for me since I grew up and was trained to be like my father---Jack of all Trades. I was glad that it helped me most of the time. During this day, I had a lot of conversations with our instructors and it was enjoyable wince we were just like friends and not like the usual teacher-student interaction.

May 24, 2013

This is the day the day weve been waiting for, a day that is the same as the past few days. The difference is that this is a day reserved for the community assembly, the activity as planned and I was assigned in the cooking team. We had to set up everything first, the sound system, stage, tables, chairs and water availability. There were many of us in the cooking team and we came to one idea from many thoughts about how and what style of cooking we would adopt. I helped in cooking the pancit and other foods, to the distribution of merienda to the washing of dishes and lastly the aftercare. Cooperation really worked and we have been on time. I even participated in the childrens activity and games. The day was very full of memories, also in black and white. Everybody enjoyed and the people were very glad, by just looking at their faces.

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I thanked God for blessing and guiding us every second for the success of the activity. It is well with my soul.

May 25, 2013

I considered the night before this day as the longest time I slept. I woke up then had a cup of coffee. I, with my groupmates and facilitators, started to pack all our things to vacate the room in order for the assigned group to clean it. I and the other boys started to demolish everything that we built like the bathroom, tolda, etc. We also butchered the chicken for our lunch but I left them to do the rest because I had to help Nikka in painting some lettering of the Herbal/Medicinal plants, bio- and non-biodegradable slogans or placards. We had to maximize our time so that we could finish it on time. Fortunately, we finished it because many came also to help. My hands became numbed so I can hardly carry bags especially if theyre heavy. After lunch, we then load all our things. It is full of memories and everybody of us hopes to improve more for the next immersion.

Name: Rencel Finnos Valdez Sabog Age: 18 years old Hobbies: playing the guitar, singing, watching horror, comedy and sci-fi shows/movies, cooking

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Motto: You only live once. Do everything you can do, anytime you want to. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Unforgettable Experience in the Community: All the nude "bathing" sessions in the open spaces of the Pangablan and Am-ahe kagubatans. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I believe my most valuable contribution in the COPAR was my active participation in almost all the activities, from the general cleaning during our arrival at Tublay up to the documentations done thereafter. Challenges encountered in community: I believe the most difficult challenge Ive encountered during our community immersion was the adjustment. From our luxurious lives in La Trinidad (being able to bath whenever you want to, having access to all needs and wants, and many more), in Basil, we had to adjust and make ends meet if we wanted to succeed in our first take of CHN. We needed to save water mainly for kitchen use and for the community assembly; in the end, we owed the rain much gratitude for providing water for us to clean ourselves. What did you miss the most: I miss the greenery, the scenery, the chirping of the birds, and the sound of the early morning breeze. I miss Basils environment. We were stressed most of the time being there. Nevertheless, in a way, the areas atmosphere seemed to relax me through its preserved natural setting.
May 20, 2013
DAY 1 Finally! The BIG DAY. I actually didnt know what to feel. I was anxious, thats what I know. I havent slept a wink for the past two nights rushing too many things. At the same time, I was completing all paperwork

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needed for the nomination of the Bagong Rizal Award, packing necessary items for our community immersion and collaborating with Keren for the program paper. Luckily, I was able to finish everything on time. However, it seemed like every bit of me was exhausted. Seeing the scene at school when I arrived, I believed it was the final straw. Nevertheless, I extended help during the time I was free, for even up to the preparation time, I was completing the tasks reiterated earlier. I was quite a mess running to and fro, to and fro. This fight-or-flight response was triggered more when Sir Gil somehow had a temper because of our behaviors. There were various reactions from all of us, but it appeared that we had come to our senses after the incident. We arrived at about 11:00 am. Everybody moved, some cleaned the quarters, while the others cooked our lunch. At around 2:00 pm, several girls from our group, Clezon, Steivy and I helped in the building of our kitchen. To our dismay, the boys came in quite late. Nonetheless, it was fun building a makeshift kitchen of our own. Then we had lunch afterwards. At around 4:00 pm, we rearranged a room and turned it into our marketplace. It was a sight when everything was put in place. There was not much to do thereafter. Everyone had started their respective recreational activity. Dinner was prepared by interchanging members of our group from 5:00 pm to around 8:00 pm. Before 9:00 pm, we were already lining up for food. Note: I helped in the preparation of all dishes but wasnt able to participate in the cooking itself. Nakakatuwa naman si Sir, hehe. Sir, promise, masarap yung laing. Kinmagat nga agpaysu diyay gasang na. Upon finishing our meals, we had a last minute conference. We were informed that the next water delivery would still be on Friday. Gosh. So Vannelyn and I bathed sharing a single pail of water. It was a difficult task to achieve but the two of us just kept in our minds that our intent was to save time and to hasten the preparation time the next morning. Whew. The day seemed to be a little bit of everything.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 This is really is it! Whew. Lakad lakad. Hike hike. We started at 8:00 am and arrived at Pangablan at around 10:00 am. This is the hike of a lifetime. The place was so far, roads were too steep, and everything was slippery. There were so many times when I already wanted to give up. I can no longer step, my sweat glands became unusually over productive, and my water bottle is already thirsty itself. The trek was a very challenging and difficult one. Nevertheless, our efforts all paid off when we were warmly accommodated by the household we first encountered. Upon leaving the house, Lola Petra, the household heads wife, offered us a bunch of bananas which according to her was called by the natives as Dandanugen.

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Soon after, we proceeded to the neighboring houses and interviewed each one of them. We had difficulty in looking for the houses available for interviewing. Most of the families have left early while the others have already been interviewed by the other Pangablan groups. Moreover, in an area, there may be three households clustered as one, but then the next clusters would be found a hundred meters away in different directions. Nonetheless, at the end of the day, we were able to interview ten out of eighteen households assigned to us. There was this one significant encounter I can vividly remember. This was with a 50-year old woman who we cant quite comprehend. She kept saying, Nalpasak en dita. Fifty ak en. Ay-ayamlangdayta. Apan kayo en idyaysabali, while smiling creepily. After wasting all our efforts in convincing her, we eventually left. It seemed like she wasnt in her proper state of mind. She appeared to be in the right state at one point then very different at another. If only there was a CCTV around during the incident, the recording of our reactions would have been interesting to watch. Our expressions were one in a million; we were trying hard to put up with that she was saying but ended up looking ?Shrugging all the discomfort we had, we left. As the sun set, I felt proud of my group for having finished more than half of our agenda. Also, the process wasnt rushed. We tried to, if not in every house, at least open our bags in most of the houses. Unluckily, we havent been able to record everything. We were too focused on the health teaching activities we have spontaneously done. The rain poured heavily in the afternoon. It was good that we were able to ride taxis going home. We arrived at around 6:00 pm. It was very disappointing. There were groups who arrived earlier but when I checked the kitchen, nothings accomplished. Rushing, I called the attention of everyone to cooperate to be able to finish all tasks on time. However, just a few came to help. It was really, very disappointing. I hope the next day would be a better one.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Since we already know that were going to take a 2 -hour walk, we left for Pangablan at 6:30 am. To our surprise, we arrived at around 8:00 am at the area. It took us about one hour to reach the place; what an improvement! To not waste time, we walked fast and went to the houses we werent able to visit yesterday. 12:00 nn, we have only interviewed a total of four households. We still had four more to keep up with the quota. We went further and further to see if there are still houses we missed at the higher areas of Pangablan. Luckily, concerned citizens explained to us that if we will still go higher, we would already be reaching another sitio, which according to my memory is called Balangabang. We waited for Pangablan-A so that at lunch, everybody is in. We waited and waited. Unknowingly, they were actually already enjoying the company of the last and farthest household of Pangablan. Enjoying the stay offered to them, they texted us to have our lunch already for they were already invited by the household earlier. At around 1:00 pm, we were already done with our lunches. The others went to buy Bida (cornbits) at the nearby store. With the vinegar Clezon bought, they satisfied themselves with all the Bida, soaked in vinegar, they could eat.

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We just stayed at the shed for another hour or more. We dont know what we were supposed to do. If well go down to return to the houses where owners have already left before we arrived, surely, at 1:00 pm they cou ldnt still be there. To not waste time, we took the opportunity to take a bath at the main source of their flowing water. Fresh! This was my first time taking a bath in public naked. It was difficult and challenging, yet the experience was a fun and adventurous one. The feeling of the cold water flowing on your skin covered with dried sweat whew, what a relief. At 3:00 pm, everyone was done. It was agreed upon that all the Pangablan groups would go together during the trip down. It would be easier that way because if wed pass a house and try to visit the house owners, the respective groups would call out if they have already surveyed that particular house. By the end of the day, Pangablan-A had a total of fifteen households interviewed, group B with nineteen, and group C with eighteen. During our trek down the mountain, Sir Gil replied to our earlier message of our members asking if we may ride a taxi home. It said, Its up to you. After all disagreements, we came to a conclusion that it would be better if wed take the ride option because it was already dark at that time. And we went home I believe the others have already told the story of the unanswered cellphones.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 Having overslept (5 hours), I woke up anxious. Our tall ying was still unfinished, but then I saw Jascha making our collation. I immediately helped out, complaining why she didnt wake us, her fellow members. We were able to finish it before 9:00 am. When we were about to pass it to the other Pangablan groups for a group collation, we were told that we should complete all areas of the survey tool. Thus, we again collated and collated, non-stop. I warned everyone that the combined collation of groups 1 and 2 should be done by 12:00 nn. However, several groups from group 2 have left and the collation seemed impossible. At 12:00 nn, group tallying is still going on. Observing all groups to be busy in tallying, I checked the areas which arent still polished. I asked the leaders of each presentation including those with the hygiene clinic if there is anything that we may help with. Visual aids, most of them explained. I gathered the art materials and gave them to those certain people who had to do the visual aids. Becoming the errand girl, I was exhausted running to and fro, checking things that mat have been missed out. 2:00 pm, group 1 was done collating the data collected. Group 2 was still halfway. Shontog group have just arrived at lunch and they were still rushing their collation. While waiting, at around 3:00 pm, we planned what we should do with the letterings of the stage. Mainly, Nikka and Jezreen were planning while we were just on stand-by, ready to cut and trace letters. We took a break and went to take a bath at Am-ahe; another first time for me. It was my second time taking a bath in public but it was a first for me bathing in a forest ambience. Another first would be bathing with three naked ladies in public. Gosh. Until now, I am laughing at the memory. Rushing, we walked back home. We continued creating the letterings when at around 8:00 pm, the whole batch gathered at Room 2. A different tasking was presented which saddened most of the members, especially those

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who were already done with their respective presentations. We cannot do anything about it, so we just followed orders and make up with what we had. I volunteered myself for the Heat and Acetic Acid Test. I practiced with the other members, namely: Nikki, Keren and Jezreen. With the guidance of the four instructors, the practice went well. I was up until 12 mn, preparing the request forms for those who would want to try the tests. When the clock struck 1, I really was at my worst. I cant function well. Thus, I tried to sleep and requested Chrisa to wake me up at 2:30 am. But then

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 But then at around 2:00 am, I can hear nagging at my sides. I woke up and heard Esthers explanation. She said, Rencel, ibangon mo. Naiturogan en ni Hazel. At that instant, I came to my senses, hurried and ran to Room 1. There I found Hazel lying down, asleep. I can see her exhaustion; and I just instinctively replaced her. I continued the collation with Daisy. At 3:00 am, only the Age Range and Sex table was done. We were anxious. We woke everybody up but only about seven people worked afterwards. We were mad seeing such behaviors. Nevertheless, figuring out that anger wouldnt lead us anywhere, we just patiently rushed the collation. This continued until 6:00 am. For the last two hours of preparation, all visual aids were rushed. As we were about to finish, Sir Gil raised his voice at us. I can feel guilt everywhere. I wasnt guilty at all. I did my best, even at waking them up. But that didnt matter. I was just anxious that we werent able to create a satisfying output. For two nights, several others and I collated so that the visual aids would be made nicely. But to no avail, truly, the fault of one faults all. I just continued the day with a smile. It was already 8:15 am, and only one person has arrived. We prepared ourselves for a pile of urine to be tested. I wore my gloves. Figuring out that only a few matches were left, I shared with the lit fire of Kerens lamp. Whoosh! My gloves went on fire. I shrieked with the thought of my hands being on fire. Hurriedly, I kept the lamp safe, removed the gloves immediately and soaked my burnt hand in our pail of water. Whew, so many things to do in a split of a second, Thirty minutes has passed and the burning sensation hasnt left. I figured something out. In order for me to be able to help with the tests and not be a burden, I placed my hand in a dipper half-filled with water. With my thumb securing the outer part of the dipper, I was able to bring it anywhere. With that, I was able to work again. Lunch time, one by one the citizens came asking for their results. One would easily see the worry they had on their faces when a positive result would be announced to them. My fellow members would come to the rescue and explain why such results occurred. At the end of the day, I realized the importance of what we just did. Everyone was so grateful to us, when instead they should be proud of themselves. The 75% positive outcomes actually came from their hard work at maintaining a healthy lifestyle. Nevertheless, we still welcomed them for accepting us. As everyone took off, I had the feeling that we may have actually done well.

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May 25, 2013

GO HOME DAY! At last, after so much activities accomplished in a span of 5 days, we are going home. Our CIs during the immersion made mention during the final Action-Reflection-Action session that we were the only group whom they handled who had such eager to leave their community. I believe our sentiments during the departure day were more on the excited to go home aspect rather than the ready to leave mood. I started the day really early. With the mistaken thought that our group was in-charge for breakfast, I headed immediately to the kitchen and helped prepare breakfast. Many more came and helped, even those not in our group. It was quite fun, working and chatting with my peers. Afterwards, while all were busy waiting for the food to be cooked, I was busy writing all my journals from Day 2 to Day 5. We had a busy week and it appeared at the end that I had been too indulged with all the work being done that I wa snt able to get done with any individual requirement. Harhar. Anyway, it was still high time to recall all the memories of the past days and put it into writing. In no time, I completed every dear diary needed to be submitted. Moving on, at about 9 am, we started cleaning the respective areas assigned to us. The day was high and at Basil, the weather is really hot. Some bought ice candies as refreshers for everyone. An hour after, all were already digging into the pancakes we in Group 1 had as leftovers for breakfast. The cleaning was a tiring task, but I think it was also one of the happy times of the batch. With everyone perspiring jewels and jewels of sweat, each one still had the energy to make fool of themselves and of others. It was quite a sight to see the batch working as one. At around 1 pm, we departed. Beforehand, everyone had a share of being wet as it was starting to pour down when we were loading our luggage. Not only were the heavens the only ones getting angry at us. We left Basil with our instructors also quite disappointed with us. I heard the others saying that they were angry because we were slow-movers, that we cant get work done in a flash. Haiiyy. What a day. We arrived at La Trinidad at about 4pm. The rain was pouring hard. We stopped at the Research and Extension building while the jeepneys ridden by the Group 2 members unloaded at the Administration building. After all the fuss of going to and fro looking for personal items, everyone was able to go home, safe and sound.

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Name: Mhyrlynejee Martin Salis Age: 19 years old Hobbies: Sleeping, eating Motto: The past cant be written, but it can make us stronger. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: The warm welcoming of the people and the sweet smiles of the children while receiving their prices for their active participation during the general assembly Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Help during the general assembly Challenges encountered in community: Scarceness of water and the distance we have to walk for us to locate house from houses What did you miss the most: The smiles of the children and the hospitality of the people

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May 20, 2013

Today is the day! Excitement? Anxiety? Nervousness? What actually did I feel? All at the same time? On the way to the community, I was thinking of what will be the style of the place were going to, the way the people react and welcome us and the environment we would be arriving at. Basil, Tublay, here we come! Upon arrival, the hot weather was the first thing that welcomed us and I swear I sweated a lot and the feeling of sleepiness visited me at once. As we arrived, we saw how the community welcomed us. It was warm accompanied with big smiles. After hauling our things to where we will we cleaned first the rooms and thereafter we had a nap. Theres not much to write for today Time to rest for tomorrows long day journey!!

May 21, 2013

Good Morning! Early bird catches the worms Thinking of what would happen today; I was already awake at 2am and cannot sleep again. In preparation, we took a bath at around 5am and endured the coldness of the water. Taking a bath using half-full pail of water? Kurang adi...haha. But still we should bear with the water shortage. 8:00am. It is time for the journey and to face whatever challenge that would come along the way. My group is assigned here at Basil Proper, the nearest, haha. On the way going to the houses, we started observing the surroundings for possible sources/reasons of health threats. We have seen the beauty of Basil, the sound of a province, a place, perfect place to stay. Though we have observed that the way they store their garbage was not proper, still the place was perfect. Upon arriving on the first house, we felt the warm welcome of the people. Big smiles and welcoming words. During the interview, I observed the patients fingers. They were short, like it has been cut. I doubted to ask why maybe because I was really shy to ask or was afraid to offend the patient, haha. Being an Ibaloi, indeed, helped me a lot during an interview. As observed, hypertension is the common disease of the people because there are mild stroke and stroke patients/cases. As a community, water shortage/source and garbage collection would be their main problem. What a tiring day!!!

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May 22, 2013

Second day, Continuation of yesterdays adventure. Hope we will finish it today. It is, indeed a hot day! We should endure it to be able to finish our survey. During our walk, we tried spotting our map, as we pass by houses; Happiness is filling my heart because the people met us with smiles and are helping us locate the other houses. They offered us food, coffee and told us stories as we interview them. Along the way going to the next house, luckily we met the Barangay Captain of Basil and shared the story where the name Basil was derived. According to him, Basil was part of a place once known as Talahib/Tala-ib where a sick old man named Annas lived. His neighbors/the community was afraid of him and his sickness thinking it was communicable. They decided to send the old man away to prevent the spread of his disease. Every place he went, all the people sent him away until they found an appropriate place for him to stay where there were no villagers. They isolated him in there and called the place Basil which means isolate or separate. Two? Three days more? Ang tagal!?? More patience and the time will come at uwian na..hahaha 11:00 PM. sleeping time. Goodnight everyone. Miss my little Jaexy . Hmmm

May 23, 2013

Haray, panagbabangon mwan, kula-kulang e ugep. Its a working-rest day. Its a rest day because we were done with our survey but a working day because we have to tally the data according to specifications, plus our spot map was not done yet. Some of us did the tallying while some went back to the houses to confirm our spot map. We had to rush everything and prepare for tomorrows big activity. Its puyatan mode! because we had to plan and prepare everything for the next day. Ah, maka -ug-ugepak man shili! we had to endure our sleepiness to be able to finish everything. We sorted the clothes to be donated for the kids and for the adults. Coffee and more coffee please!! 1:30 am! Sleeping time! 4:00am! Waking time! Hajo, anos malan ngiyel iyay! One more day and its uwian time!

May 24, 2013

Last and final day! At last! Still, very sleepy. Walang maliligo! Jajaja. We didnt really take a bath anos adi, maligo tayopn sa atimng sariling pawis. :P I have to be ready for I am assigned for the registration. I have prepared early, changed my clothes to CHN uniform without even washing or douching. Hmm, eish.

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7:30am. Wow, the kids are very early and so many! We got their names, age, height and weight! We can see that they are so eager and excited and maybe wondering why or what will they be doing. Some of them were shy and the others are very talkative. Also, during the registration we assessed them and observed that they lack proper hygiene practice. The girls have many lice and they have dirty nails. A hundred plus children came. We met our target. The program started and the kids enjoyed the games. We started our hygiene clinic, distributed the hygiene kits and assessed them after. The children, as observed, are very courteous and disciplined. We can see the true happiness of a child with their smiles and laughs after each game and activity and when they receive prices. I love kids. There are many things and experience today but too many to be written. The feeling cannot be explains because it is happiness injected with sadness for we know we did our best to make them happy and enjoy the day but really we will miss the kids. Hope we will see them again soon. Time to rest because uuwi na BUKAS! YES!

May 25, 2013

Its the end of a long "expedition" :) At least after this day I can go rest and take a bath ...yes ! After 5 long days of enduring the hot weather and scanty source of water , I feel happy that its time to go home but also sad that will miss the bonding with the people of Basil, the laughter of the children and the conversation with the people . I already fixed my things and ready to go. But before that, we have to clean the surroundings, it was my first time, swear! To segregate wastes into bio and non-biodegradable. D.A.M.N! I feel nervous! Maka-ut-uta-ak! Hahaha. But it is also an achievement to do such, Its departure time! I thank the lord for guiding and blessing us during our immersion, without him we would not be able to stand strong to achieve our goal, GOODBYE! Basil, Tublay we will see you soon

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Name: Shery Ann Pay-aoen Sally Age: 18 years old Hobbies: reading Motto: No retreat, no surrender. Just trust in the Lord. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Its my first time to take a bath in the creek and the way the people accepted us in their home wherein they are too hospitable.

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Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: My most valuable contribution was that I helped to assess some of their health problems and share a lot on m knowledge about the availavle plants in their localty that they may utilize. Challenges encountered in community: The challenges encountered were on how to be thriftier with the use of water and how to mingle tithe the community. What did you miss the most: what I missed most are the community and their hospitality and the community assembly.

May 20, 2013

Its been a horrible morning! Y just looking up the sky, its so cloudy and seems ready to cry. And its true. The rain came when I was ready to leave my boarding house. Yet, this was not a hindrance; rather, it gave me strength to proceed to the departure area. While on the departure area, my excitement and nervousness were all gone. I became worried because the rain didnt stop and I didnt bring my boots. But later, I was relaxed when we were about to leave La Trinidad because before the departure time, we had a prayer led by Maam Ruth. When we were halfway to Tublay, I was surprised because the road was dry so it didnt rain there. Then when we entered Tublay, I started to observe the place, the distance of the houses, and what their plants are. When we arrived, I was amazed when I saw some of the community people fixing the surroundings of their Barangay Health Center and digging a compost pit, and by the expression of their faces, we were welcomed to their place and some helped in carrying our baggage. After fixing our baggage, we ate our packed lunch and had a rest. During the afternoon, we were assigned in cleaning their dirty and odorous CR considering the water scarcity. Dealing with this water problem led us to follow the suggestion of one of the school teachers on where to find water. And while we were on the process of finding the said place, we were able to see two Martinez birds on their nest. Theyre cute!

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As we went on, we found the place and decided to go back the following day to take a bath and wash clothes. When we went back to the camp site, we were wet with our sweat and so we needed a bath but due to water scarcity, we just budgeted the two dippers of water in washing important parts of our body. Thus, these experiences marked the beginning of my stay at Basil, Tublay.

May 21, 2013

It was a great day when our journey begun! The sun was brightly shining. We were assigned to different sitios where we were going to have our surveys. We were all excited to start house to house visiting and invite community people to join the program on our fifth day. But before we proceed to our destinations (assigned sitios) we had a prayer. When our group visited the first house of Basil (Proper), we were very welcomed and one of the community people who is a teacher immediately approached us and invited us to teach the children whom she was teaching because she knows that the kids will bear with us. Thus this kind of belief on our capabilities overwhelmed us and gave us additional strength to pursue our journey in that place. As we went through, we found out that most of them were blood related and they used wood for cooking and their main problem is water supply. With regards to the common illness we found out it was hypertension. Moreover, our house visiting for the half day was good because the people were nice. The only problem is that some houses were closed because the owner (the whole family) went for a summer vacation. After lunch, I, together with Rye stayed in our camp site. This afternoon became a challenge for me because it rained very strong. At first, its fine because there was no water leaking that might make the tents wet but unfortunately while we were busy carrying the drums, we did not notice the water that flowed under the tent making the blankets wet. In this case, we cant do anything but to save the dry linens and hung the wet ones. The only good thing about the strong rain was that we were able to store water in all the drums and pails and I was able to wash clothes and take a bath. And what made me smile is that this is the first time I was soaked in rain water including my underwear. In the evening, before we slept we gathered all together and each group shared a lot of experiences they had on the sitios they visited. This gave us knowledge on how the people on the other places entertained them. Thus, this was the end of our journey for this day.

May 22, 2013

Another wonderful day came I woke up early in the morning to perform my task of cleaning the surrounding and our room we occupied together with my task groupmate. Unfortunately, I was the only one who woke up early and did the task together with my two concern friends. Later, we went to the creek to take a bath. This was the first time that I took a bath on the creek with many companions. We Had to expose the private parts of our body to take a bath, yet my being conservative was still here at first I was having doubts if I should take a bath or not, but in the end I took a bath with my under wears. I endured not being comfortable with clothes taking a bath just as to clean of my sweat. Its laughable if were looking at it but must remain as a memory in this place, yet all through this. I was able to wash my clothes and went back to our camp site.

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At the camp site we were all rushing, because the sun was already there brightly shining and the community people might leave their houses and we will not have someone to interview so, if this is the case, then we need to go back the following day, but as we go in visited the houses where there is no people on the other day, were thankful because, they were there (except for those families on vacation) and that we were be able to finish our survey at 9:00 AM. So, we preferred to go to the store to buy snack. While having a snack, an old man came to buy and because my kakulitan occurred. I approached him and introduced myself and asked the history of proper basil. Greatfully, he knows it, so he nicely told the story. Without noticing the time, Half an hour has already pass aw we were chattering with each other then here comes maam Ruth Valles on her way to Beckol and needed company so three of us immediately volunteered to accompany her. I said to my mind, this is an opportunity to explore more of this place and gain knowledge. For those who were left, they went back to school to do the tallying of our survey tool. In Beckol, I was amazed on the people. They were also welcoming to the specific house we visited, wherein there is a post-op CS for already 1 month. Having an unhealed wound on the operation site. It is here where I saw wound dressing with skin (dead) diriment. Then while the process was ongoing, her baby cried while being cradled by Jaay. She only stopped crying and fell asleep when I carried her. Moreover, after we had lunch, we went back to the camp site and helped my group mates in tallying, later, we had dinner and of course post conference is always there. Just like the past two nights. So it ended with a prayer and I was able to sleep at 11:30 PM

May 23, 2013

Regardless of me sleeping late, I woke up at 3:00am together with Claricelle to cook for the food of our group. While cooking, I was hoping that they would not reject what we cooked, which was French fries and ginisang lettuce. I was really worried but during our breakfast, nakahinga ako ng malalim because they actually liked the menu we prepared. This made the start of my day wonderful. After this, due to the scarcity of water, we needed to go to Am-ahe to wash the plates we used. Then when we went back, I needed to cook again for lunch. Luckily, it was a success again and they found the food delicious. In the evening, we did the tallying and preparation of the ingredients for our food the next day. This was followed by having our dinner and a general group meeting. Lastly, we, I being a part of the Hygiene clinic group packed the prices, candies, hygiene materials and clothes. I slept at 11:00pm.

May 24, 2013

Finally, the most awaited day came. The most busy, tiring yet the greatest day of all. Considering the few hours of sleep every night, I was still able to wake up at 3:00 in the morning. It seems that it became my daily routine. Anyway, I went to help in preparing the ingredients for the pancit even if I was assigned on hygiene clinic, specifically on the area of toorhbrushing. Luckily, we finished it before there is natural light or as I say before the darkness was gone. As the darkness was fully gone, each were already awake and were all busy preparing, performing the given tasks. I know, each of us was all tensed on facing the bulk of community people that will be attending the said activity.

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Moreover, when the program started, I was so relieved and relaxed becaus e the programs flow was good and our clinical instructors were present and very supportive to us and also augmented what we cant do due to communication barrier. Thus, we are very much thankful for them and we were able to perform well or responsibilities and duties for the day and we were able to enjoy the couple of hours being with the kids who were shy, lovely, cute, active and playful. We had lot of funs and memorable day to be treasured until the day of another visit in this place. In summary, I learned a lot of things being here, like being thrifty with water, valuing every minute, realizing how difficult is the life of other people, managing different characteristics of people, knowing better the characteristics of each of my bacthmates, learning more on how to deal with health problems and many ore. I was bale to apply what was taught under the roof of the school. I was able to imagine someone who is always on a four cornered room and then allowed to wander in a no-wall area. You will be like an ignorant person, but good for us that we were been prepared before allowing us \to face another battlefield of learning. Well, indeed, I know that all of the experiences and knowledge also with the skills I gain in having the journey in this place will be treasured and always be a part of who I am today and on the future. Hopefully God will pour more blessings in this place, heal the sick, lead the community leads for the improvement of their community. Thus, this will end the story of my journeys and to be continued on the following immersion on my higher level of learning. May God Bless us all!

May 25, 2013

As I woke up and looked in the window, it was already bright and I could hear some noise. It made me smile and I said to myself, Hay..mga BSU student nurses talaga, mga maingay. Then I looked up and whispered a prayer. I am thankful to God for everything and that I was able to finish this long journey despite the scarcity of water, lack of sleep and lots of mosquito bites I garnered. Moreover, as I looked around, most of my group mates were still asleep, obviously tired from yesterdays activity but for me I was still energetic. Later, after ng konting pagmumunimuni, I fixed my linens, packed all my things and left the room. I went to the kitchen and helped in cooking our breakfast. Afterwards, Sir Gil gave us our tasks and we proceeded to our areas to clean. For my group, consisting of seven members, only four members went to the bathroom and performed our job well. After that, I went back to the CR to do my morning care and change my clothes. Upon returning to the school, I noticed that many were not yet finished with their work, so I offered them a hand. Finally, the cleaning was done and it was time to eat lunch, but unfortunately, during our meal, an emergency came requiring our assistance. At first, my group mates who got hold of an OB bag thought that it was just a slight wound but it was from a motor accident. One of the people came and approached our clinical instructors and immediately, we proceeded to where the patient was and helped him. Luckily, we were thankful to God that the patient didnt acquire serious injuries. An hour passed and we were already on our way to La Trinidad. On the way, some bags were accidentally dropped from the jeepney we were following. We laughed at the matter but deep inside we were worried for the one who owns that bag.

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Moving on, we arrived at La Trinidad and it was raining hard. We were worried on how we will be unloading our bags from the top of the jeepney. Yet at las, we were able to manage it and eventually went to our respective boarding houses and homes. Thus, this was how this day ended. May God bless us all!

Name: Jayvee Albas Salvador Age: 18 years old Hobbies: listening to music, playing badminton, reading magazines Motto: You can do everything you set your mind to. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Seeing all the people smile and laugh made me feel welcome and appreciated most especially during the community assembly. Furthermore, the community people made me realize how lucky I am in life. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: I have the opportunity to be one of the data collectors of the information that will be needed for our plan that will be implemented to the community. Challenges encountered in community: The area that we visited is far; language barrier; shy people they are unable to

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May 20, 2013

I remember the last day of our training last week before we came here today to start the 5-day community immersion. AS I was recalling all the things that happened, I came to realize that its true we are here in the community to learn physically, mentally, spiritually, and socially. By the way, I cant describe the feeling that I felt as we arrived here in Basil.. (ewankoba.. ) It was already 11:00 am when we arrived and everybody seemed so tired and excited but as the time passed by, the atmosphere of excitement turned into boredom. (paanonamankasi) At this very first day, we already encountered some problems, one of which is the lack of water supply. It is a major problem for us to face and make a remedy of, since water is one of our primary needs for us to survive for 5 days. Though these problems came, we are still thankful to the people of Basil for kind-heartedly welcoming us here in their peaceful community. It is such a welcoming experience. Thanks to them, we have a place to stay in for us to complete what we came here for, which is to deliver to them some basic health care services as well as delivering to them our health teachings. I can actually call it a day Kakapagod. But I know we can accomplish our goal as long as there is community participation.

May 21, 2013

A day with a lot of great experiences, that is the way how I described the days community visitation/ home visitations. I woke up at around 4:00am, and as I went out from our tent, I immediately felt the cold breeze of the atmosphere which I think brought the early excitement. After doing all the other necessary personal stuffs (bathing, eating), the group assembled for a short meeting for the announcement of grouping. By the way, I was assigned to team-up with three awesome girls, Ashley, Ruby and Norieleen and I thought I am going to feel great with them. We departed from the camp at around 8:30am and headed to our assigned sitio to walk on which is sitio Bendian. Upon hearing the name of the area, I felt happy and energized because some thoughts suddenly came in to my mind that made me feel that way. When we were on our way those feelings of happy thoughts almost vanished...(haha), why? ... It was far. I think it took us about 45 minutes to reach the particular area. The group was so fortunate to have the Barangay Health Worker to be the first person to be interviewed. She was the one who

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brought out some information about the family that we are about to visi. After our encounter with the BHW, we then proceeded to the next family. As we were doing the interview to all the other families, I never lose the thought of comparing the family with one another. I just noticed the way they acted that most of them were shy mango. But there were also families that will offer you everything that they have just to satisfy you. Most of them would actually say, Kalajo nen, mankape. It is such a warming experience. It occurred in my mind that, people who are less fortunate in life are much more likely welcoming because they will offer you every single food or thing they have. Many things came into my realization this day. Feeling that were unexplainable came. I came to realize that mas okay pala ang buhay ng ibang tao kaysa sa uri ng pamumuhay nila, pero kahit na ganoon, mararamdaman mo pa rin na they have big hearts...dun sila mayaman and that is the thing that matters the most. What a day!!!

May 22, 2013

NAKHENG MAY PAKITABTABAL Early birds catches the worm, that was the thought that built into my mind as I woke up at around 4:00 AM these morning. I was able to relate to the common joke Gravity really works early in the morning why do I say so, because I had difficulty of working up from my sleep. Hahaha After having a cup of coffee with all the other group members, we decided to proceed to our sitio as early as possible for us to surely get the information we need. Today was not really an Ibaloi day for me. Haha. I have not used or vernacular that much as we were doing our interviews. It feels different on my part. Though that happened, I am still happy of the results, at least we were able to interview the families that we have not talked to yesterday. Again, comparing each family from one another seems to be the hardest thing to avoid. You will never lose the thought of saying that most of the individual are really Shy mango. There was thesewoman who was hiding from us, but at least, we had facilitated that barrier toward our goal of finishing the interview. I can say that most of the families that we approached today are far batter in terms of house structure, financial status, and educational attainment than the one we had yesterday. Happy and sad. Happy to know that we are done with our interview and sad on the other part because you cant do something that can help the fa milies. (dunsa style ng buhay nila, financial status and so on.). God will make a way, when there seems to be no way.

May 23, 2013

I had been thinking of the activities that we will be doing after finishing our survey. I bet, those things arent going to be easy for us. Several hours passed and the tension between eac and everyone started to occur. Todays task was one of the hardest things to do when the survey tools are being analyzed. At first, we have been encountering a lot of problems, one of which was having a difficult time finishing the tally on each category on the survey list. I felt embarrassed because we had been spending a lot of time in counting, analyzing and rewriting all the information that we have.

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The group decided then decided that we would instead discuss about it and I was glad that the plan was effective. After spending the whole day here in the camp, we accomplished the tallying. It was nakakahiya on our part because we really took a lot of time on finishing the tally yet that said that it was an easy thing to do. Hahaha... at least we did it. If I was right, we were the second group who was able to finish the tallying. I was thankful to my team/ group mates because we all worked hard and have given our best efforts for toda ys activity. After today, I am expecting a more stressful and embarrassing activity for tomorrow since it will be the Community Assembly. As for the moment, we had been doing all the other preparations, one of which was helping in doing the letterings. I am hoping that everybody can finish their jobs. God bless you.

May 24, 2013

Tadahhhh!! The day that we had been waiting, working on had finally came. Today is Friday and it is the community assembly day. My head has been pounding seriously since yesterday because of my nervousness. Uhhh. I am assigned to lecture or teach about hea lth during the assembly. Thank God Im not alone. We started the program at about 9:00am and you can feel the immediate occurrence of pressure that is undertaking. Several hours had passes and tense started to build. I can do this, were the words that I am saying. And finally, it was my turn. After speaking at the front of my fellow community people, I think it was a good feeling (pala). It is within my mind that they had fully understood the message that I had conveyed because I did it vernacular (Ibaloi). I had been inspired today, I have seen different people who came from far areas just to attend the program. And to tell you the first erson who came in the assembly is Lola Rosita who I think is from Tafaja. I was amazed and happy for her. Yehey! May prize siya. kahit wagwag, alam ko masaya na siya dun. Though I felt the breeze of pressure, I think we still did a great job on todays activity. It has been a warming experience to hear appreciations from people that you know just because of doing a simple thing for them. We are very much thankful for their full participation on the asid activity. I am hoping that for the next immersion, there will be more to be given and shared for the community. I am totally inspired by the people to learn more and share to them every single knowledge that I know. I am really looking forward for the next community immersion. God Bless us all, and it is a SUCCESS.

May 25, 2013

Its Saturday and its about time for us to all go back to the place where came from. I am h appy to leave Basil, Tublay because I learned a lot of things from them. It was a humbling experience that will never be set aside. I hope to come back here sooner than what I am thinking of. Furthermore, during our 5 days stay in the community, different personalities showed up. Ive witnessed some acts and attitudes from my classmates and friends whom you would never expect to do so. There were also instances wherein you would feel anger because of other peoples unchangeable attitudes toward others. Some would cooperate and some would not, some would listen, but other, never. Those were most of the embarrassing attitudes Ive seen. On the other hand, the last day for me and my closest friends was a day of great shame on us. We have committed one stupid mistake that you would never expect for it to be a serious encounter. The group was totally wrong in doing it, sleeping with the girls became a wrong idea, because we failed to abide with the house rules we have set and most of all, to ask permission from our fellow clinical instructors. It was a risky move that I did. I

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understand what my clinical instructors reiterated during our meeting with them. I know that they were doing it to protect us from any harm that might happen. I really wish, I could have thought first of the consequences before I did it. I was wrong. But even though, that incident happened according to Gods perfect plan. I know that situations such as those will never happen without a reason. This day served as a lesson for me not to make decisions on my own without asking or consulting others. I will never stop saying sorry for what had happened. I am really sorry. Thank you for all the things Ive learned from the land of Basil, Tublay. It was a great opportunity being there, I have experienced and learned a lot.

Name: Jascha Kevyn Lucio Sangao Age: 17 years old Hobbies: reading Motto: Everyone has his burden. What counts is how you carry it. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: hiking

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May 20, 2013

I woke up feeling euphoric and at the same time a bit edgy because after three days of training and more than a month of book learning, at last! Well be heading to Basil, Tublay for our first community immersion. Upon arriving here at Basil, everybody must have felt the warm welcome of the weather and of the community people. As we started taking the loads off the jeeps, we were already drenched in our own sweat in just a minute! It took us a while before we finally settled down; while some of us cooked our lunch, some were also busy cleaning our quarters. The longer we stay here, the more we are adapting to the environment. Despite the fact that water is scarce here, we still managed to find a way on how to perform our tasks normally. We had a little discussion before dozing-off. I thank God because we arrived here safely and we managed to survive on our first day.

May 21, 2013

We started venturing through the cicada noise-filled pavements, hanging narrow bridge and silent humid forest going to the farthest sitio of Basil at around eight oclock in the morning. We barely have an idea how to get there so we had to ask directions along the way. My knees started shaking as we were walking down the pavements and my back slouched while walking up the steep mountain due to the weight of my backpack which is pulling me backwards. After two hours of hiking, finally! We arrived at Pangablan. We were the first group to have complete members so we went directly to the first

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house we saw. There, resides a couple with their daughter and grandson. They were very welcoming and so kind that they even gave us food when we left. I admire the couples because for how many years they stood by each other and if Im not mistaken, theyre 86 and 94 years old. We went out of their house f ull of bliss and with boosted confidence because we never thought that the people here would be hospitable and that our perception about them is actually wrong. By lunch time, we met the group of Teresa and we munched our foods together. Then we rested for a while before trying to continue our task for that day. In the afternoon, the rain started pouring so hard that we couldnt hike back to Basil proper, thus, our instructors had to call someone to give us a ride back to our quarters. We were all exhausted and I thank God for the rain because if it wasnt for it we couldve hiked back to our quarters.

May 22, 2013

Hiking! The first word that was registered into my mind after waking up from my deep slumber. We hiked back to Pangablan to finish what we have started yesterday. Although, we failed to reach the target time to start hiking which is six o clock, we still managed to hike 30 minutes later. Along the way, we stopped by the river and played there for 10 minutes and rested under a tree for about five minutes before going back on our tracks. Upon arriving at Pangablan, we instantaneously went to the houses we havent finished yet. We were very lucky to arrive there before eight o clock because we were given the opportunity to interview those people wh o goes to work before eight o clock. By 11: 30 a.m., we started texting each other so we could meet for lunch. It was more fun sharing and munching our food together. It was already two o clock when we the group started taking a shower at a nearby spring. It was very refreshing! When everybody was finished, we went to the houses we havent interviewed yet and we were lucky to reach our aim which is eighteen households. We were already going down when our instructors texted Steivy that we may either hike or take a ride back to our quarters. It was a unanimous decision, since we were all dog-tired, to take a ride back. We went up the mountain again and while walking, we noticed that one of the houses we were not able to interview was open so some of us went there while the other half of the group continued walking up to wait for the car. Everyone was asleep during the travel thats why we havent noticed that our phones had been ringing. We were back at our quarters by 7:30. I thank God that we made it through the day, safe and without a scratch.

May 23, 2013

Today was preparation day and at the same time rest day for us hikers. I woke up early to continue tallying the data we gathered. We were given a deadline which was twelve o clock noon. Everyone busied themselves; making spot maps, tallying and cooking. We tried our best to finish it on time but since we were not able to meet the deadline, we were not able to eat our lunch. We took a shower around three o clock in the afternoon thats why we missed pancakes for our snack. While jogging back to the quarters, the rain started pouring so hard again that we were stuck in a canteen so we bought edibles there. During the night, we cut out letterings, made nametags to be used for the community assembly and tallied what we havent tallied yet. Our instructors told us that no one should sleep until the tasks are accomplished. By

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May 24, 2013

Time flies so fast that I havent even noticed that today was our fifth day in this community and its community assembly day. Im ecstatic and at the same time weary be cause I only slept for two hours. At around two oclock in the morning, we were already starving so we decided to cook pancakes during that wee hour. Something shocking happened at around three o clock, Esther was so mad because the other group was sleep ing soundly that she went to the other room and shouted at them. By four oclock, I dozed off and woke up around six o clock to help in the preparation. We were a bit panicky since we just started making letterings and the children started to arrive. I was still very sleepy thats why I was silent the whole morning until after the kids were grouped and my companions started delousing, cutting their nails and teaching them how to perform proper hand hygiene, tooth brushing and etc. I was starting to doze off so I went to the tooth brushing section and saw that my companions were having difficulty handling the children because some cant understand Ilocano. I gathered all those aged 3 -6 and started speaking in our vernacular to get their attention. After that, I went to the nail clipping section and helped them also. Although we were not that organized, I can say that the program went well because everybody was blissful especially the kids who went home with happy faces.

May 25, 2013

Ta-ta for now Basil! Today, well be going home but before travelling back we have to clean our quarters, pack our bags and do some community service first. I woke up early again because we were the scheduled cook for today. After packing my bags and after cooking pancakes for three hours, I went to help Ate Nikka paint. We were finished immediately after lunch. We were all haggard-looking and my clothes were stained with paint but at least were going home that day. We survived our first community immersion! And I thank God for a superb experience. We were all so blessed because we learned how to mingle with other people --it was actually my first time to do interviews, because during high school I never dared to speak when were conducting an interview -- and we experienced a lot of things like hunting for water, taking a bath in an open space, cooking during the wee small hours and being observed on how you perform tasks and work with others. Although it was not a flawless immersion at least we were blissful and contented that at some point during the community everybody did a part to make our immersion a successful one.

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Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Playing volleyball and badminton Motto: If you feel being poisoned by problems, the best antidote is to pray. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: Taking a bath with friends at the same time. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Participated in the data collection and other activities Challenges encountered in community: To build rapport to the different community people What did you miss the most: The hospitality and the very accommodating community people, bonding with batchmates

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May 20, 2013

Before allowing my body for repairs and rest, I did set the alarm first. But then, I guess because of excitement I woke up before the time that was set that I was supposed to wake up. To start the day right, I prayed before anything else. I did the household chores and prepared for school. Suddenly the sky shed her tears. I guess she doesnt want me to leave. Perhaps, shell miss me. Because of the aforementioned, I waited for a while before commuting to school carrying with me my big and heavy bag, OB bag, and an umbrella. When all was set, Maam Catapang asked us to try to solicit again for eggs and/or chickens. Then we did go as instructed. For heavens grace, the manager of the poultry gave us eggs. How happy and pleased were we at that moment. The drivers were about to start the engines of the jeepneys but first we did check our groupmates and prayed. When all was set, we started the journey right away. We stopped by the water refilling station to fill in the empty water jugs and containers. At the same place, we bought a cavan of rice. When we arrived, the humid air embraced and welcomed us. Everybody helped to off-load the luggage and other things. At least, in this way I burned the fats that were stored, I really hope so. After wed settled down, we had our lunch, sharing what we have, since some of our groupmates forgot or didnt pack their lunch with them. After the meal, some did something to entertain themselves and the others as well. This is of course after doing their designated tasks. And before going to sleep, I wrote this diary. Tsk! I hope I wont disturb the people around me when I already fall asleep. Zzzzzzzz!!! Its a tiring, muscle -aching but still enjoyable and memorable day for me. Jokewwa. Jogwekhahay

May 21, 2013

Hoy bangon!!! says the talking muscle as he danced. How could this thing be talking to me and he even danced gracefully and smoothly. To my disbelief I opened my eyes wide to see whether I was just dreaming or not. Then, thats the time I woke up. Hurriedly, I did what is supposed to be done upon waking up. Wash my private part even in the scarcity of water because of one reason that I hoped that everyone would understand. I was having my period, I also understood the need of water so I also tried my very best to conserve water as much as I could. Then I had my breakfast and prepared myself to be t he front liner since I know that Im the only person who understands and can speak the dialect Ibaloi. As expected, I was the person who dominantly spoke to the people of the community. But I cant also deny the fact that I was shy, nervous, in doubt, excited, urgh! I dont know. Then, this is it, knocking at the door saying the words, Apo iya kami di. Then the first interview went fine and okay. Aaah!, oh yeah, I think this was a good sign, haha. I enjoyed being with my group mates. I cherished the times we went through all those things, insects and the people in the community. I would never forget those people who always wear their smile as we interviewed them and even meet them on the way. Before it rained cats and dogs, we already reached the school where we were housed. This time, water was in abundance, we tried our very best to fetch water from the sky haha. I think the water got angry hehe. This was the chance to clean and flush the toilets so, grab it. It was a great day after all.

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The sun with a smile woke up from sleep, out from it blanket as I also woke up from my precious rest. Followed my routine as usual but this time not being ran out by time because I know that we have almost finished our survey. Thats the reason why we volunteered to stay and watch over the things left by out batch mates. After everybody left, we finished the things they were not yet finished because they must be off as early as they could. When everything was settled, we went to sitio Am-Ahi to bathe and went back afterwards. We did continue the paper works thereafter, making the prices wrapper and cover more attractive, makes the brain have some rest for a while and as a way to divert my attention away from the humid air and burning sunlight. In order for dinner to be prepared in a jiff we already prepared the ingredients to be used in cooking the menu. Dinner is already by 5:00 pm. We did satisfy the needs of our stomach, after dinner, we did perform the task assigned to us. Post conference! We again shared the unique experiences of each group from the different sitio. Some experiences of each group from the different sitios. Some experiences draw the sexiest curve in our face. Some on the other hand, spills out tears from the eyes. Post conference is over; we again started on our paper works, through brain-storming and small group discussion. After all, rumors!!There were Rumors that I heard. I may be sensitive emotionally but Im also that strong in some time. So all I want is that if I did something wrong I want to hear it directly from that person, my rationale? - So there could be understanding, so it would be settled immediately, so I could also explain my side if possible/applicable. I may have sharp teeth but I dont bite. I know Im not perfect so accept criticisms and I would say that God knows the things I do even the times I sit down and stand up

May 23, 2013

3:00am, the loud ringtone broke the silence of the dawn. It was a wakeup call alarm. I expected that the person who set it on would wake up but after a few minutes no one dared to turn it off so I tried to shut it down. Five minutes passed when it woke me up again from my sleep. This happened again for about 5 times so I just woke up and continued to help in the kitchen. After breakfast, we did our paper works. As usual, we as a group brainstormed and tried to fix what should be fixed and settled. The day was ending when suddenly someone noticed that what we have been doing was not in the format of the updated one and there was a problem with the program preparation. Hence, our instructors held a short meeting to settle the problem. We had to flexible so our previous plans were modified. There were no violent reactions and objections thus it was carried right away. I was assigned to the kitchen. After the meeting we proceeded to the kitchen to prepare the ingredients for tomorrows menu. Knowing that there was still work to be done we made it swift. While helping in the stage preparation, I noticed myself falling into sleep like a drunkard in the corner but I I woke myself up and continued on with my job. Until later when I couldnt take it any longer, so I asked permission and promised to wake up early to finish what was left to be done. Oh! What a restless, sleepless, interrupted, unexplainable night. It a part of living. Its a students life.

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May 24, 2013

Time Like a Wildlife ooy bangon! Alas tres en. In a split second, I woke up like a robot. I didnt even know if my eyes are still closed or its already open. What matters most is I am already in a room decorating the cloth that serve as a cover to the stage during the community assembly. When 5:00am strikes we are already in place where we are supposed to put the cloth that we decorated and fixed. But before entering, we looked for the key holder for the key to open it. Actually, the church is the setting of the Community Assembly for adults. At about 6:50am we had our breakfast. I was about to brush my teeth and to be in uniform when suddenly Nikka told me to help her decorate the stage for the community assembly for the children. Oh my God! The program would start at 8:00am and we only have few times left. But despite the inavailability of materials to be used and the short period of time, we still made it. Although we are the last person to change in our supposed satire, we clean ourselves with the aid of baby wipes only. It turned to be fine and alright at least. We then proceed to the room utilized for preparing foods; I did what I can do to help and serve the community and likewise to my groupmates. After lunch, I dont already feel good so I went out for a whi le. The little girl held my hand and asked me if I could play with her. Despite my head aching, I joined the game which I also enjoyed. After a little rest, I also helped in washing the dishes. After the program, after care is expected to be done next. The program went fine and okay. I had a nap and after waking up, I took a medicine to at least ease the pain and it did. Water is available and abundant so we took a bath to at least wash off the sweats and the odors of the day. All the efforts are worth it.

May 25, 2013

I woke up from my deep sleep at around 5:00am. Even if I still dont want to wake up because I wanted to rest more since I was worn-out from the activity yesterday, I had to wake up and help in the kitchen. When breakfast was almost ready, I went back to the room and to take off and pack my jacket in my bag. Hahaha!!! Wyn, have you checked on your cellular phone yet? Hahahaha! I was puzzled so right away I opened my files and viewed the latest video taken. The silent morning was filled with an ear-splitting laughter. Urgh! I knew it! Its so embarrassing! How I wish I could go back to the time when I was dozing off. Well, after flashing back the things Ive done before that night, I expected that to happen. What can I do? I was very tired and exhausted. Though I can delete that shameful and mortifying video, I didnt have a second thought of destroying a memory that I know someday would make me smile, especially during those times when I forget how to grin from ear to ear. The day must go on. The group taht I belong to was assigned to clean the comfort rooms. In order to finish the job in a dipiti bapiti bo way! We helped each other. After the CR was transformed from worst to good, I offered a helping hand to the other groups. During the clean up laughter and happiness never vanished in the batch. I guess this was the way for us to forget the scorching heat of the sun, fatigue and hunger.

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Twelve oclock strriked and some of our jobs were not yet finished, especially on the painting part. While drying the painted materials we had our lunch. At around 2:00pm, we bade farewell to Basil, Tublay. I was home at around 4:30 in the afternoon because I got stuck from the rain. After all, I thank God for all the things He did for me and the group, most especially His everlasting and unconditional love.

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Name: Daisy Joy Badilla Subaday Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Sleeping, net surfing, watching documentaries, chatting Motto: Live. Laugh. Love. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: To have experienced the fact that the poor has more to give. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: cooperation Challenges encountered in community: distance, distance and water scarcity long walking

What did you miss the most: the fun and comradeship, late night chats and not to forget sweating a lot because of long walks under the suns hotness.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 Today, the air is filled with too much excitement. Too much that you can see and feel everybody is panicking during the assembly. The presence of the rain added to the tension. Despite that, we managed to push through. After a short while, we arrived at Basil, Tublay. We settled at the school.

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Upon arrival, we started arranging our set-up. It took us quite a long time to settle down from transferring our luggage and starting up a fire. We managed and we got to eat our delicious pinikpikan lunch at around 2:00 pm. After all, it was worth waiting for. During the afternoon, we were overwhelmed by the water scarcity. Most of us started complaining, including me. Everything seemed to be a lot harder without adequate water. It is so frustrating that the water supply is not even enough for cooking, so it would mean that there is a very thin possibility for bathing. Under those circumstances, you can realize and reflect on the importance of water. We carried pails in order to clean the bathrooms and to fill the empty drums. Tonight, as I compose and write this journal, I am thinking of the possibilities of tomorrow. I know that despite the problems on water scarcity and our individual differences, things are going to get better. As I close my eyes to rest, I pray to God to thank Him for this opportunity to learn and discover, and that He may be with us to guide and protect us as we comply with the purpose of this immersion.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Good morning new day! I forced myself to wake up early just to be able to take a bath at the creek which was at least a five-minute walk from our settlement area. The water was so cold yet so soothing. Its so refreshing that it awakened my energy just after soaking for a while. This is it. After a re-energizing breakfast, we walked our way to our destination sitioPangablan. During the first kilometers, I was actually enjoying the walk; but then after a few more kilometers, the pathway was getting narrower and slippery. By then, I was getting hot, sweaty and anxious. Anxious for Ive got a feeling that we are on a sloppy, rocky road adventure. True enough, after two hours of walk over a sloppy pathway, plus a somehow unsafe, human-improvised bridge, we finally reached our destination. By then, I can feel my feet are trembling. I was soaked with my own sweat and seriously, I nearly ran out of breath. As we rested upon arrival, I took the chance to have a glimpse of the place. The place is quiet, the surroundings are generally clean, the houses are not congested, there are fields surrounding the area, there are assorted fruits around I can tell that they have pig pens somewhere based from the smell of the air, and I cannot see anyone just yet. After a while, we encountered our first community member Mr. Alejandro, a farmer, who is very kind enough to welcome us at his humble home. As usual first timers, we were felt quite uneasy and unsure of how to do our duties properly. Our CIs our lifesavers, felt our worries so they took charge of the situation. They established rapport with the household, making use of the Ibaloi language more often. After observing, we expressed our gratitude and set out. We knocked from house to another, greeted the households cheerfully, and explained our purpose and importance of our visit. We did these interventions in a friendly way and with utmost respect. By the end of the day, I was so weary that I jumped off to bed, of course after dinner muna, and went soundly asleep in an instant. Nevertheless, I am happy and overwhelmed. We are fortunate that the community people are so welcoming and participative.

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May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Today shall be a better day! Good morning. We started the travel earlier this day to avoid the extreme heat of the sun. This time, we were in a hurry yet we had a brief stop under the bridge to rest and catch our breaths. We rested on the cold rocks; the cold feeling of those was extremely uplifting. The sound of the running water was so seductive. The sun is up and I felt hot that I wanted to jump in the tempting river. After a while, I washed my face on the spring before we continued trekking uphill. After an hour and a half, we finally arrived at Pangablan. We needed to catch up with the community people who leave their homes early, rather very early, to go to the fields. Farming is the main livelihood in the community. We were in an adrenalin rush. We divided the group by twos to be able to finish our responsibilities on time, and then we went our separate ways. At lunch time, we met each other at the waiting shed where we have agreed to eat our packed lunches. We shared funny stories as we ate our food. Afterwards, we were so full because of the abundance of food for some people we visited gave us fresh fruits. It reminded me of the phrase, The poor has more to give, which is very evident in our own experiences. Later in the afternoon, everyone was rushing to check on every house we missed. We were literarily running uphill downhill and vice versa while the rain poured. It was past 4:00 pm when the rain poured so hard, and we decided to go back for it was already getting dark. We waited for each other downhill until everyone was present, and then we started walking on our way back to our encampment area. About thirty minutes later, we received a text that we may ride a taxi back if the group agrees to. As we expected, everybody agreed instantly so we quickly went back uphill to wait for a taxi. As we rode home, everyone was weary that we mostly fell fast asleep. At that moment too, we were scared that our CIs would be so mad at us. So as we walked a little distance to our encampment area, we started planning on what to say if we should tell them that we walked, or took a ride. In the end, everyone decided to tell the truth. Upon arrival, we felt sorry for the worried looks of our CIs. We know that we should have informed them earlier. Even the whole group hasnt eaten dinner yet for theyve been waiting for us. After dinner, we gathered per group to collate. The room felt empty. There was an instant silence for the first time. Then here comes the murmurs. We were so sorry but we didnt explain ourselves further. Maybe silence was the best explanation we can give at that moment. Tomorrow will be a better day!

May 23, 2013

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DAY 4 Today, we stayed at the room to continue collating. We needed to combine the data we gathered all together. It was a long, patience-filled process especially that not everyone was helping. The kanya-kanya syndrome was much felt. I, myself know that I am so lazy often times. But during those moments, I made adjustments. Im not perfect but I try to improve my imperfections. Having seen some people behavin g in a way like they dont care at all made me feel disgusted especially that we should be - all in these together. We should be working as one. Its not even the first time we were reminded of SENSITIVITY I realized at that moment, daytoy nga kinasadsadot ko ket adu pay gayam ti nasadsadot nu siyak. Moving on, in the afternoon, we sorted some clothes to be given to the community. We were not able to go to Pangablan to distribute the clothes so I joined my friend to go at an old mans home. He was so we lcoming that you cant instantly determine that deep inside, he is not so happy at all. He was alone, unmarried, and he lives in a small hut with no electricity - using only sunlight. I was at least relieved to know that there is a creek a few meters outside his house. At that moment, I felt depressed. The feeling was so painfully gloomy. I was moved by his condition that I cant keep him out of my mind up to now. I keep on thinking on how to help him more. I just hope he will still be there on our next visit. Maybe by that time, we may be more of help. Later in the afternoon, we went back at lolos home to give him more clothes, and to take a bath at the creek nearby. After bathing, we sat outside lolos home and listened to his stories. He was so kind. Af ter which, we expressed our gratitude, and then we went back at our encampment area. At night, we were at the kitchen eating as we shared stories. We were also preparing the food to be served for tomorrows assembly. It was funny though because most of th e upsize ladies, like me, were the ones assigned in the kitchen. Maybe the one who designated us thought that we are good in cooking as we are in eating. Nevertheless, we did what we had to do. As we are at the room, I cant help but notice that as if eve ryone has their own worlds. There is a group playing scrabble, another playing cards, some doing their journals, and of course, I cant ignore the group leaders at the corner, which I can easily tell, are stressed; still working on the collation. I sat down and worked on my journals (na-ipon eh). After a short while, I slowly descended to the floor and dozed. I woke up at around 10:00 pm. There were two group leaders still awake, the rest were in deep sleep. Since I cant help much for there is only one co mputer used for encoding, I went to the room to check on our spot map. They all looked so sleepy. I helped a little. It was quite hard to keep awake, for in the same room are our CIs sleeping, so in short, we cant be noisy. After a while, some friends mad e us pancakes with chocolate on top together with cups of cappuccino coffee. I was so happy. Then we continued working. Soon afterwards, we were slowly getting knocked out one-by-one, in awkward sleeping positions. I cant help but laugh. But after a few minutes, everyone continued working. Seeing their faces, I can only hope that tomorrow will be a better day that all our hard work will pay off. At 3:00 am, already the next day, the collation is halfway done, so as the spot map. So I woke up everyone in the room. And its a hard job merely waking them up. Because it took me a long time, it even made me mad that they cant be awakened faster. When most were already up, they were assigned tasks and finally started working. As I sat down at a corner, I unconsciously descended to sleep.

May 24, 2013

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I woke up due to the noisy, I meant very noisy environment. Not only that, my leg felt so heavy and there was discomfort. Then I remembered my two friends who always love turning me into a comfortable pillow. I opened my eyes to confirm, and no doubt its them. At first, I wanted to shake them off, but since theyve been my companion who stayed up last night, I had a change of heart (kuno). I slowly moved out and replaced a real pillow. Everyone is busy and the whole room is in frenzy. Well, at least by this moment, I finally saw the cooperation we needed from the first day. I went to the kitchen and its the same everyone was busy. After the preparation at the kitchen, we went back in the room and boom! Gosh! The room is so trashy or messy or devastating or ransacked I meant literally. So we cleaned up a little until it didnt look so devastating, then with the sweat all over our body, we put on our uniforms and went back to the kitchen. After the program, we had a small group talk on how our overall performance was. The children were happy they were contented by the small presents we have given, the food we prepared was okay, and the community people were grateful. So I guess we were all happy, and next time well be happier; there is still a room for improvement. I stayed up all night with my best friend, Chrisa. We were supposed to finish off our journals. Instead, we indulged ourselves talking about random things from the things we experienced in this immersion, the improvements we should make, our responsibilities, the sensitivity issue, up to the personal matters. Weve chatted until our throats were sore. We havent had the luxury of time to be chatting even though we were near each other because theres a lot of work to be done, so this time, we grabbed the opportunity to be toget her again to bond and share each others burdens, just like the old times. At one point on our reflection, we were so thankful because we know that we are lucky enough. Through this experience, we learned a lot. And perhaps we grew, even just a little bit, into maturity. There is this saying that would wrap up my appreciation, Its better to give than to receive.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Its Saturday! Well, surely I do want to go home. Yet somehow, thinking about it makes me miss the fun and the bonds I unexpectedly shared with these diverse individuals may it be during the good times or the bad times. Yes, I had so much pleasure during this immersion. I enjoyed it so much that I havent noticed the days as it quickly passing by. Everyone was awakened early. Perhaps we were all excited to go home. Everybody started packing, and then afterwards, we had the general cleaning. We even had a tree-planting activity. Up to this day, I cant help but notice that some are still not that cooperative especially that most of them are same people from the past days. So disgustingly insensitive! I wish those individuals will be awakened and realize the importance and the meaning of those activities and the immersion itself. Given that we are in some ways different from each other, I hope they will learn to be flexible. I was irritated with the attitude kastoyak eh and paki -alamkongay. A little adjustment wont hurt; besides, its only for a few days. I, myself, am aware of my insufficiency and that I need a huge impro vement. We have responsibilities and duties we need to attend to. Our goal is achievable as long as we work hard together. We need each others helping hand for it to be a success. I shall call this the evaluation day. This experience in Basil is inimitable. Forgive me for my inadequacy. There is a huge hole to be filled for improvement. The next time Ill be back, I wish Ill be more equipped with knowledge and skills. I thank the community for their active participation. I also thank my peers for the support, effort and work they have invested to make this immersion significant.

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This is where we say our goodbyes, or maybe not really. We will still be back for sure.

Name: Esther Ruth Toclo Tan Age: 18 years old Hobbies: Cross stitching, Camerawork Motto: Keep calm & carry on! Unforgettable Experience in the Community: bathing in the woods half-nude! -_Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Surveying Challenges encountered in community: understanding language and not having ample supply of water their

What did you miss the most: Resting under a tree and having a magnificent view of the firmament after walking for hours

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May 20, 2013

DAY 1 I woke up this morning not completely ready to face a brand new challenge in my life. Its the first day of our very first community immersion. It was somewhat stressful for me to wake up and start packing my things. In addition to that, the weather was so gloomy so my mood didnt start out right. Our call time is 7:30 in the morning. When we arrived at school, it was drizzling, so most of us, if not all of us, bought plastic bags to contain our things. Then after, we fixed our things in the jeepneys and at around 10:00 am, we started our journey to Basil. By 11:00 am, we have finally arrived. It was so hot. We first cleaned the rooms for our accommodation, and then we started unpacking and fixing our things. We ate our lunch at around 2:00 in the afternoon. After re-energizing, some of us cleaned and renovated the comfort rooms; some built our very own washroom, while some fetched water. Late in the afternoon, some of us wandered around. For me, I went to the creek with some friends and Maam Rose it was really fatiguing. At around 9:00 pm, dinner was served. Then after, we had a meeting with our clinical instructors. They reminded us of what we were supposed to do. We also reflected back on the happenings this day. Then at around 11:30 pm, we finally slumbered.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Kriiiiiiiing!! The sound of the alarm woke me up by 3:00 am. It was still so shadowy and almost everybody were still asleep so I went back to sleep. At around 5:00 in the morning, the sweet voice of a friend of mine awakened me saying, Esther, bangon coupled with a matching wobble. After getting ready for the first day of roaming, we had our pre-conference. Then we headed off to Diogao. We only had a bit of information about how to get there so we walked straight until the signage going to Beckol. It was a good thing that we asked about our whereabouts. So we went back approximately one hundred meters and there! We found an intersection. We followed the road going down and sooner, we found the first house. Before we approached the first household, we had a little review of what we were supposed to do. The first interview experience brought anxiety to us. However, in the middle of the conversation, we felt more comfortable interacting with the interviewee. After the first interview, we decided to divide our group into two so that we may perhaps finish our task earlier.

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By lunch time, we were along the road. So we tried to find a spot where we can rest and there! We found a good spot under a big pine tree. It was so relaxing. The view was exceptional and it was quite breezy. In the afternoon, we deloused three young girls near the spring in the middle of the fields. While we were on the process, a heavy rain poured. When the rain got weaker, we continued with our survey. We went to the last house of Diogao, and unfortunately, we got stuck again. It was nearly 4:00 in the afternoon and heavy rain still poured down. Eventually, we decided to walk barefooted. Upon arriving at Basil Elementary School, we were really drenched with rain water. During our reflection time, I realized how blessed I am to have been born and brought up in my family. Sabingani Maam Mao, maramisaatinanghindinakaka -realize na we are only one step away from getting everything that we want.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Its the second day of roaming around our respective sitios. While we were on our way walking down to Diogao, we have realized that it was not that far at all it was just a fifteen-minute trek from Basil Elementary School. We went back to the household we first visited yesterday in order to gather the information we needed. And then, we discovered that there were more houses down there concealed with tall trees. So there we continued surveying. By lunch time, we only had one household left to survey. So we went there. Unfortunately, nobody was around. We then decided to go back under the tall pine tree to eat our lunch. It was already our second time to be there but the view was still spectacular! We can see La Trinidad and Pangablan over there. Just after we were done with our lunch, we went back to that last house. Luckily, the owner was already home. At around 1:30 in the afternoon, we were already done with the survey. So as a group, we have decided to wander around to familiarize ourselves with the place and to improve our spot map. After we were done with what we were supposed to do, we went back to the school so that we could help cook for dinner. After dinner, we started tallying the data we have gathered from our two-day interview.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 It was not a stressful morning for me. However, I knew that stress would come my way. We started preparing for tomorrows most awaited event the community assembly. By lunch time, we thought we were almost getting nearer the finish line. But just after lunch, there were many adjustments in the collation that were coming our way. Stress was coming our way! It was already 9:00 in the evening and we were still tallying. Many of our batch mates were already preparing to sleep. So we told them to sleep early so we could exchange tasks by early morning. Also, during the

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night, our clinical instructors, especially Maam Mao and Sir Gil kept checking on our progress. And I really do appreciate their concern. Tic toc..tictoc.. It was already 11:00 pm. We were already getting a little bit hungry and sleepy. So, we heated water and drank coffee. Time check, 12:00 midnight. And we still have a looooooooooong way to go.

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 Its already past 12:00 midnight. We were all starving so Socyan, Jascha and I went to the kitchen to cook pancakes and prepare coffee for those people who were still awake. Tic toc.. tic toc.. It was already past 2:30 am, and it was getting hopeless! We were still not halfway through and our eyes were already tired facing the laptop. By then, we started waking those who slept early; however, they didnt wake up. At around 4:00 in the morning, many from our group were already rising up. They started doing the visual aids even without the results of the tallying. It was already 6:00 am, I felt that my eyes were getting heavier. And so, I took a thirty-minute doze. When I woke up, I immediately prepared myself for the activity. I needed to be early because I was assigned at the registration area for the adults. The flow of the program went smoothly. We had a laboratory to check for possible kidney problems and diabetes. We presented the data we gathered, we had health teaching, and also, we served snacks and lunch. After the program, we went back to the school and I went directly to sleep. The end.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Just when I woke up from my twelve-hour slumber, I realized that it was Saturday the day that I have been waiting for so looooooong. I had been homesick for almost a week so I was really excited to go back home. When I rose up from bed I hurriedly prepared myself for the days activities. Then, I grabbed on some bread and water for breakfast and immediately started working on my journals for the past three days. After which, we were given tasks to do before we could leave the school. For my group, we were designated to clean the H.E. room. After we cleaned our area, we planted coffee plants around the church. Then it was lunch time

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At past 2:00 in the afternoon, we had already started travelling back home. It was a one-hour ride from Basil back to BSU College of Nursing. Upon arrival, we have had a tough time gathering our things since it rained really hard. When I got home, I immediately prepared to take a bath. I boiled the guava leaves I had asked for back at Basil. While I was taking a bath, I pondered on the events that have happened during the week. I have learned a lot from that experience. One thing I learned is how to blend in with different kinds of people. Also, I have realized how hard it is to live independently at this age. To sum things up, my community immersion experience brought me joy to have helped those people who are in need. However, it had also brought me discomfort for all the insect bites I had during the stay. Those experiences at Basil have led me to the thought that I should be contented with what I have.

Name: Sunshine Banugan Tayaban Age: 18 years old Hobbies: playing video games, listening to music Motto: Dreaming high with action can lead you to success.

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Unforgettable Experience in the Community: when everybody laughs because somebody cracked a joke and there I was laughing too, though I didnt understand. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: collection of data thru survey Challenges encountered in community: how to cope up with their dialect, how to get their trust What did you miss the most: giving of simple gifts

May 20, 2013

Oh this is it! Its the day the sophomore students of BSU College of Nursing get to experience their first times. First time maybe to leave home for almost a week; first time to sleep without their favorite pillows and blankets with them; or even first time to sleep on a cold cement at night. At around 11:30 am we arrived at the humble place of Basil, Tublay. I saw children who seem shocked, amazed, or even startled maybe because its their first time to see people just mushroomed in their land. Clezon and I t ried to speak to them but they didnt respond. I realized, I think I really need to make an effort to at least try to learn some Ibaloi words in order to communicate with the people of Basil. Upon arrival we unpacked our stuffs and cleaned three rooms offered to us. Unfortunately, we are more than the capacity of the three rooms. Thanks to some who brought their tents for at least we are not that packed in our rooms. We are also assigned to clean the comfort rooms ready to be used by anyone. Upon inspection, the toilets were so filthy, rusty, and so smelly; but after all the big Zonrox with rugs and water we used, the comfort room turned out to be a clean and pleasant one. Surveying the scene is very important as always said by our instructors. Brought about by curiosity we went down the hill just to see what they are saying that there is a river where we can take a bath. Unfortunately, it wasnt really a river; its more like a creek but with clean and clear water. Time runs so fast then it was 7:30 pm already. I felt so sticky and dirty and I really needed a bath. Thanks to someone, Ms. Teresa, for she knew and she let us use their water. Water really is everything. Its because of it that is why I was able to at least survey the place around.

May 21, 2013

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First day of survey happened this 21st day of May. We were tasked to take Sitio Am-ahe which had 10 households. We were just three in our group and honestly all of us were clueless which path to take that would lead to Sitio Amahe. Fortunately, we met three new friends along the way namely Chichid, Jas and Banban who led us to the sitio themselves. Before we reached the place, I saw a boy who I think is aged 10 carrying a short piece of wood on his back with two pails of water on both ends. Right at that moment, I realized how lucky I am becau se I havent experienced that kind of living my whole life. As I can remember, I spent my childhood playing with other children, going home with mud on my clothes and there awaits my father preparing food all ready for us to eat. What if I was him? Will I survive? I think I can say yes, if it takes my whole familys lives, I will try to survive. (Sorry, I havent thought of helping him; its just at this moment that I realized). In just 8 minutes, after we parted ways with the other group, we reached the first household. Even with the nervousness and the different feelings and emotions inside us, we calmed ourselves by setting a goal. Our goal was to finish interviewing the 10 households identified or not in the list. In the whole duration of the survey I realized that even in this little sitio we can already see different kinds of families. The first family was I think perfect. They have a father who is a police man and a mother whos taking care of their three children. The second house hold was just a man living alone in his simple house. Right at that moment too, I realized how hard life would be when you havent found someone to spend your life with. The third household was a blended family. During the interview, I observed that the informant tried to keep secrets when answering the questions. This day was so exhausting but honestly I enjoyed it.

May 22, 2013

This day was not so stressful for me and my group mates. Actually we are almost done with our survey. We planned to visit our last client who was just a few blocks away from where were staying but eventually she hasnt visited the health center till past 8 AM. Because we were the group whose sitio is near, we were assigned to stay to clean and fix things. Since we really need to interview our last client, we decided to go see her at their house. Eventually no ones home, so we just continued walking and reached lolo Ernestos house where we took a bath. Time passed, Rain falls and darkness appeared and covered the sky. We are tasked to finalize all survey tools and started tallying or collating. Unlike other groups, they took time tallying because they had more than ten clients but as for us, we finished as fast as we can. Then, we all agreed to start atleast two or more family nursing care plan. Thinking that were ganna be too busy getting ready for the big dy, we tried and finished two family nursing care plan. Thanks to Kryme, because he did the spot map, sketched it himself. It is now 11:44 PM and some are asleep even snoring while some are busy writing, summarizing and doing their journal. As I can see and hear after our forum and sharing, still adventure and storytelling are still endless. This means that our survey gave us a lot of experiences and memories we will never ever forget our whole life even just in a short period of time

May 23, 2013

I was part of the cooking committee for this day. We agreed to wake up early the night before and eventually I woke up at 5:04am, so I rushed to the kitchen hoping that they havent started yet. Sadly, they were already cooking so I told myself, babawi ako this lunch. So me, Ashley and Wynwyn stayed at the kitchen and planned what to have for lunch with the help of Maam Rose. Thinking that our vegetable supplies were going to rot after 3-4 days, we decided to have potato, chayote and carrot. In the afternoon we were told to finish all the tallying and submit it because other things needed to be started especially that tomorrow is the big day.

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Misunderstanding and issues came up but still we were able to manage it and get things started. I helped in making the decorations and letterings. Also, I was assigned in the adult accompanying group especially in the so called health teaching part in the program. I was so nervous that time, thinking that I dont know and understand the Ibaloi dialect. I wasnt even fluent with my Ilocano when speaking in front of a crowd. When I realized that my partner was an Ibaloi I was somewhat relieved. After the short meeting, everyone was busy with their preparations. Some were fixing the prices for the children, the guys were fixing the tolda to protect the community from the heat and rain; and we were busy discussing what we should do in our task. After which we joined the others in packing the donations to the community until past twelve. Actually, I did not feel sleepy unlike the others but instead I was thinking of the activities we will be doing. I thought of it to be exhausting so I decided to take a rest. I ended this day praying that tomorrows big activity would be successful and fun.

May 24, 2013

Navy blue, Jollibee-like Attire May 24, 2013 second to the last day of our saty in Basil, Tublay. We all woke up, didnt know what to expect. I observed that others where somewhat confused what to do first, whether they would just change their clothes or what. But for me and Glynn, we ate breakfast, changed our clothes, brushed our teeth and prepared ourselves for our task. After 8:00am, navy blue, Jollibee-like attire dominated the whole school and church. Everyone as I can see is ready and excited too. We all appreciated the punctuality of Lola Rosita who was the first one to arrive. It only means that the group who visited her this past day is successful in convincing her, and it also means that she is eager to learn more. During the few minutes of the allotted time for registration, honestly we are so worried that a few will come because it is not Saturday, maybe they will all need to work. But then, after 9:00am, dagsaan na ang mga tao. To the extent that our food seemed not enough. Although from the start of the program until the end, it moves smoothly and accordingly. For me, it was an extra ordinary experience. We are able to see really how welcoming and respectful the people of Basil were. We got to see the people from where we surveyed. I hope there would be more community immersion and that when the time comes; I will be able to speak and understand also Ibaloi. So after the exhausting day, in the afternoon, some already got to regain their strength and slept. Not its already 8:50pm and almost all of us are busy recalling what had happened through writing our journals and diaries. As I also take my sleep, I will bring with me the happy experiences and somewhat forget or convert bad experiences to somewhat beneficial and educative. Thank you Basil, Tublaly the place of smiles and sharing.

May 25, 2013

Everyone as I can see and observed was waiting for this day to come. Maybe because of some personal problems they encountered but for me, I just dont like the hot weather during the day because its killing me. Another thing was that we lacked water for washing dishes and for bathing. The night before the farewell day, we were told that we can wake up at 8:ooam because we felt tired for the whole day activity. I woke up and saw that everyone was already awake, except for me and Ashley. I was still sleepy but I chose to wake up to pack and prepare to leave. But before leaving, we were assigned to clean the stage

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and playground of the school. Since I saw the other boys butchering chicken for our lunch I decided to help them even if I didnt know what to do. To leave something for the community, or kumbaga remembrance, I helped painting a big strip of GI to be used for identifying the names of the herbal/medicinal plants. Lunch came and we all ate. After that, we started placing our bags on the jeepneys we were to ride. Eventually it rained so we moved slowly but still we managed to pack our things and off we went. We arrived at La Trinidad at 4pm and it was raining very hard. After unloading the bags, I saw the smiling faces of my batch mates and thought that they now felt relieved.

Name: Steivy Umaming Tiwaken Age: 18 Hobbies: watching TV and movies, surfing the internet, sleeping

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Motto: Do your own thinking independently. Be the chess player, not the chess piece. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: living in a hot place with scarce water; a very tiring, long and exhausting hike from the happy community of Pangablan Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: surveying, assessmet and teaching people regarding health and sanitation Challenges encountered in community: learning to be independent, adapting to the new environment and saving water due to scarcity What did you miss the most: tiring but enjoyable hiking for hours going to Pangablan with their welcoming smiles and greetings and their abundant, overflowing water

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 This day was a terrifying day a combination of excitement and nervousness. It was the first day of our five-day community immersion in Basil, Tublay, Benguet. Packing clothes and things without knowing what the condition of the place may bring us makes it more nervous and more of an excitement. We all met at school and prepared all our things in preparation in going to Basil which was very exhausting. We started our 45-minute trip with smiles and curiosity in our faces. Disappointment was with me when we reached the place. I wished for a longer trip and the place is not what I expected. I cant live in a place without water at all, but its a challenge for me to go beyond my comfort zone and to have creative decisions. We ate our lunch late and had story-telling during the free time. Improving the place where we will stay was what we have done from the rest of the time until evening came. Darkness came and we started cooking our food for dinner which was pinikpikan and boneless bangus which we enjoyed. We ended our night writing our journal, having our meeting and having our bed rest.

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May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Pangablan, Basil, Tublay made my Tuesday a great and very haggard day. Hearing them say that the hike will take two and a half hours made me more excited and energized. But, as soon as we started hiking, I felt so tired that I wanted to just sit and rest. I also lost hope, for after hours of hiking, houses and people were not still in view. The roller coaster way with the striking bright sun made us all sweaty, weak, and out of energy. We, all three groups, hiked all together and worked as a team in reaching our destination. Interviewing household members was not that easy for us. Keeping interviewees interested and not to get bored with the interview portion was not that easy to maintain because we are not that talkative. But, sharing stories and showing us their kindness, generosity and patience made all our sweat and tiredness worth it. Seeing their faces with their smiles and welcoming greetings made us more energized to do our work well. I can say that this day is one of the most unforgettable days in my life. It made me happy and I realized how lucky I am. The experience gave me memories that I will treasure in my life. Rain may drop hard and the lightning may be scary, but what matters most is that we have done what we are supposed to do, and we enjoyed it.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 May 22, 2013 marked the third day of our community immersion here in Basil, Tublay, Benguet. For the second time, we started the day travelling towards Pangablan, the sitio assigned to us. We started hiking at 6:30 am, and reached there at 7:30 am. We did it for an hour, unlike the past day, maybe because we already know the way and we expected it already that it is that far away. Arriving there early made us happy, thinking that we can interview household members early before they go to work. Walking towards Pangablan, while meeting people there, made us energetic. Their warm greetings toward us made us happy even if we were intensely sweating and freakin tired. We started interviewing the people that we didnt finish the past day. We divided ourselves into our three assigned groups to make work faster. We took their blood pressure and asked things about their health and some ways to prevent their diseases such as lowering fat and oil in cases of hypertension. People there are just so approachable that made our work faster and memorable. We had our lunch and took a rest after eating. We continued our task after lunch and tried to finish all houses. As soon as few houses were left unfinished, hard rain started to drop and we all decided to stay and take a bath at the house in which we were offered to do so. While the rain was still pouring, we stayed there until all of us finished taking a bath. We tried finishing all households until 4:30 pm. We all decided to better hike going back. But then, drizzle came, we had mutual decisions to just have a ride going home. Larrenz texted her father and we waited for them until we were all able to reach here at 7:30 pm. O ur mistake was that, we didnt respond to our instructors and classmates texts and calls because some of our phones were placed in one bag and we all took a nap on the way home. We arrived tired and learned our lessons clearly. Always inform others about the events that involve you and them. They may not show their care, but deep down, they are so worried about you. We took our dinner and started the collation of the data we gathered until we fell asleep.

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May 23, 2013

DAY 4 It was 6:30 am when we woke up this day. It was due to the late night accomplishment of our tasks which was to collate the data we gathered until it was finished. This day is our rest day for hiking, especially for us who hiked for two days, but it is also a day for finalizing some documents and to prepare for the community assembly the next day. It was a busy day for us with all the things to be done. Scarcity of water made us look for water and we were able to take a bath. It was so refreshing. We didnt have lunch because we were still not finished with our collation of the information we gathered, as said by our clinical instructor. We tried our best to finish the work but it was so time-taking and frustrating. Pancakes came for our snack and we ate a lot to energize. We wanted to finish immediately. Until night came, we were still doing our spot map for sitio Pangablan. Sleepless night is what we expected after our meeting and truly, we slept late and tired. Teamwork, time management and sensitivity are some of the characteristics of a team or group in order to be successful. Time should not just be wasted because it only comes once; working together is the best to keep time useful. Sensitivity is a serious talk, wherein it is a hard part for a group to achieve. But with the past experiences and with peaceful minds, it can be reached.

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 This is it! This day is I think the highlight of our community immersion here in Basil, Tublay, Benguet. We are going to present the data we gathered from all the surveys and interviews we have done to the community people. We all woke up early just to present and prepare all the things we needed to be able to make the day productive and successful. Everyone is, I think, in rush and nervouse because we dont know what the result w ill be. Community people and kids started to arrive by 8:00 am at the two venues Basil Elementary School for the kids, and the church near the school for the adults. We were all divided into three groups, namely, kitchen, health hygiene for kids, and health promotion for the adults, so that every one of us will have tasks to do. The kitchen group, where I belong and Im happy with, did well. We worked together and helped each other just to do the work well and to finish early. We cooked and distributed the community food on time. For the health hygiene for kids, I was not impressed with them. They didnt have an organized meeting and the flow of their program was not that fluid. The adult section, for me, did well and they prepared for their own parts discussing each topic continuously. This day was so hot that we were all sweating and feeling tired. Rain poured exactly when we finished all the programs. As we perceived it, we finished it successfully. We were all excited to take a bath. On my part, I enjoyed thinking about my last bath wherein there was no scarcity of water, and that I can go home tomorrow in our house which I really am missing, and so as with my family.

May 25, 2013

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DAY 6 We are finally going home! My most awaited day for the entire week has finally come. It seemed to me that we stayed for a month and the joy and feeling of going home is so exciting. The day was a busy day for all of us. We excitedly cleaned the surroundings, rooms and all those places that need help and improvement. All of us were assigned to some areas to be cleaned. Everyone worked together and helped each other for a faster cleaning and finishing of many areas. Most of us didnt take a bath. So when lunch came, we were all sweaty, sticky, stinky and tired. Some of us want to go home immediately having no appetite to eat, while some ate a lot due to tiredness. We started fixing our bags and things in our designated jeepneys and it took us a lot of time to finish it. The travel took forty-five minutes and we happily arrived at the BSU Research Extension compound. It was raining, so we took our time waiting for the rain to stop. We all helped each other for all of us to go home safely. And I think we all went home safe and sound. Finally, when I opened my Facebook account, most of us were online already and I felt the eagerness to see what is happening there. One week without Facebook is just that long for me. With the 6-day community immersion, it is where I saw all the attitudes of my class mates and what they really are. Even though Im not that good at cooking, I always tried to help in cooking which helped and challenged me to learn more. I found and discovered more of myself during the community immersion which helped me grow and be more open-minded. I learned that with teamwork, sensitivity and flexibility of the group members, I guess, a team will be that successful and productive.

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Motto: Its better to enjoy life, commit mistakes and learn, rather than playing safe in your entire life without learning. Unforgettable Experience in the Community: hiking Having with us two kids from Tafaja who volunteered to tour or bring us from house to house was really unforgettable because with their presence, or work became easier and faster and they were very willing to help us. They were part of our group, we ate together, run and played and also, we shared stories; there was a give and take relationship between us. Most Valuable Contribution in COPAR: Conducting house to house visit, integration with the community, assessment of the family and surveying Challenges encountered in community: Working at the garden during the hottest time of the day is exhausting but at least weve tried and helped whole-heartedly. What did you miss the most: I miss those days when I and my groupmates go from house to house and interview for an hour, playing and having stories with the people of Basil on the way, in the gardens and in their houses with their warm welcome and with the smiles on their faces.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 In our journey through our education, we face many obstacles and opportunities. Obstacles to test how strong we are to continue our journey in life; and opportunities to learn and explore more about ourselves and all about what is around us our environment. And one of the opportunities is the community immersion.

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Community immersion is really an opportunity, because from it, we can learn many things from the community and we also teach them about what we know; theres a give -and-take process. The day of our immersion! The weather was not that good, it was drizzling. Despite the weather, I still went to school early and rechecked again the things needed for the immersion. At about 9:00 am, I put my bags in the jeep where I was assigned to go. I also helped in carrying the baggage of my classmates and also the things needed for the batch. Departure from BSU was around 9:30 10:00 am. On the way to Basil, Tublay, on the back of my mind, I thought to myself the road was familiar. Just then, I realized that I was once at Basil, Tublay during our NSTP when we were in the first year level, and that experience was good and successful. Basil, Tublay is a nice place, full of trees; we arrived here at around 11:00 am. We then transferred our packs from the jeep to the elementary school. During this time, it was so hot that after transferring all of our things, you can see in all of the faces that were all exhausted. Work does not end here theres still cleaning. After all the cleaning and everything, we decided to relax ourselves for a while by playing cards and scrabble. Exhaustion was lessened. We cooked our dinner at around 5:00 pm. After dinner, we had a meeting with our C.I.s, Maam Maureen Gay-as and Sir Gil Milan. We had tackled many things and so we slept at around 11:30 pm. Over all, the day was fun.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Second day of the Community Immersion It was early in the morning, around 4:00 am, I woke up and I helped in preparing and cooking of the food for breakfast. At around 6:30 am, our group for the tasking and sitio grouping decided to divide into two, for us to finish both bathing and cooking earlier. Time to take a bath We went to the creek and when we arrived there after five minutes, we have seen our batch mates naked and in two-piece. Haha! After bathing, food was already served. On our way to Tafaja, we didnt actually know the way going there and so we asked the first person that we met. I asked, Halu manong, ayna kadi ti pagnaan nga paapan idyay Tafaja? Bumaba kayo lang dita tapos agderetso kayo, he answered. On our way, we were still not satisfied with the information given, so we asked again another person and he said, Haan nga idtoy, ngumato kayo tapos suruten you diyay kalsada . So we returned again where we were at first. We were really confused where the way is and so we asked again another person and we followed all the instructions given. During that time, the way is there! No, its not here, its there! No, not here, there Waaah! Ayna ba talaga?! I think all of us have these in our minds. Hahaha. It was tiring but its adventurous and I love it, we finally reached Tafaja. Weve seen the first house but no one was there, so we proceeded to the next house. In this house, we met Mr. Mayo Otot, he was so nice and warm. He welcomed us in their front yard. Weve shared many stories and he really participated. Weve been with Uncle Mayo for nearly an hour and we really enjoyed being w ith him.

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The next house that we visited was Uncle Mayos cousin. He was at their garden so we approached him there and then he went to the pumping site, so we followed him. On our way to the pumping site, we met Uncle Mayo and so we accompanied him because he is also going to fetch water at the pumping site. The whole day, we actually went to all of the houses but some of the families transferred to other places. Going back, at around 10:30 am, we met two kids, Marjorie and Gina, they came with us all along until the afternoon. They volunteered to tour us to the households. We were really thankful that we met them. We experienced doing delousing, bathing, shampooing, nail clipping and ear cleaning to the kids. This day was really great and fun especially that we were with the two kids. Its really good to be strong knowing that you have your friends, family, other people and of course God, who is there to lift you up when you feel like giving up.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 In life, there are lots of people watching our next move, desperately waiting for us to fail. But would you want yourself to fail? Why should you allow yourself to fail if you can do something? If someones watching your next move, then do what is good or right for the betterment of all. Cring, cring, cring!!! Time again to cook Walang liguan but still I can see some taking a bath, getting water from the drums which should be used only for cooking and washing the dishes. Theyre just thinking about themselves tapos parang wala lang sa kanila. Haay!! Anya ngay garud, talaga nga kasta ti biyag . At around 6:30 am, we departed from our quarters to Tofaja. We divided the group into two, for us to finish all the households that were not interviewed during the first day. My companions, Glaiza and Matinia, went to Mrs. Navarros house. She was alone. Mrs. Navarro was eating when we went there and she just gathered some of the sili in her garden. So we decided to help in gathering sili while one of our companions would interview her in her house. Matinia and I experienced and helped in the sili gathering. Even though the weather was so hot, we still continued until the interview was finished, and then they also joined us. While gathering sili, we shared stories. Then after, she invited us to have a cup of coffee. It really feels so good when someone welcomes you and treats you like youre a part of them. It motivates you to go on. Its worth going at their place even through how many miles. Youre tired, yet it relaxes you. After going to Mrs. Navarros house, we went to auntie Domingas house but they were not there. They already went to their umma. In coincidence, we met Marjorie. So we asked where auntie Domingas umma was. She led the way and wow! It was too far and we had nothing to do but to continue through the hot weather and through the fields. Weve reached auntie Domingas umma and we found Uncle Carlos, aunt Domingas husband. He was busy at their umma. We helped Uncle Carlos and later on, aunt Dominga came and we interviewed her. After interviewing and being with them for about forty-five minutes, they gave us a pineapple. Interview and assessment of all the families in Tafaja, Basil, Tublay was finished at last. Time check 11:30 am.

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During the afternoon, weve started collating our data; data collected from the community.

May 23, 2013

DAY 4 Fourth day of the community immersion, May 23, 2013 This day was given for us to do the collation of the data collected from the community and the spot map. Weve done tallying with all the information needed. During the afternoon, we continued again the tallying because it was not yet finished, and so as with the spot map. Then after, weve helped in cutting letterings for the activity on Fridays Community Assembly. We all helped in the summation of data and in cooking. My group mates in the tasking and I slept at around 1:00 am. The night was so busy. I slept for two hours then I woke up at around 3:30 am. From that time on, we continued the letterings and all that were not done during the night. Working hand in hand makes work easier. They say nga, No man is an island. Everyone needs a companion for faster and easier work. During this day, most of us were really exhausted.

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 The day has come for the community assembly. I woke up at around 3:30 am, and I helped in the letterings. After which, we fixed the altar at the church for the program. While we were at the church, food was already served. My companions and I, who fixed the altar, ate then our breakfast. After eating, we changed our clothes with our CHN uniform. The batch was divided into three for the community assembly: kitchen, hygiene clinic, and adult program. I was part of the hygiene clinic. When I was already in my CHN uniform, I went to the church. Then I found lola Rose, she was alone so I went near her and we shared stories. She was early at the church because she has nothing to do in their house and shes alone in there. While we were sitting outside the church with lola Rose, I realized that I was a pa rt of the Hygiene Clinic, gayam. So I went to the school and wow! Many children already came. We played games with the kids, while we waited for the others. The kids participated. Weve played many games before we started the program proper, hygiene clinic. There were one hundred thirty kids who registered. Being with the kids is really exciting.

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There were five stations during the hygiene clinic, namely, nail clipping, delousing, hand washing, tooth brushing and ear cleaning. I was at the hand washing group. We taught the children the proper way of hand washing, when to wash, and the like. We provided the kids with snacks and lunch. We gave them prizes, clothes, and hygiene kits wherein after, we can see in their faces how happy they were. Even us, we were happy that even through our simple ways, we helped them and made them happy. This day was really good and I didnt even notice that it was hot because I was really enjoying the program. Overall, this day was great and I love it. I love being with this community.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Last day of the community immersion I woke up just a little bit late. How time flies, its really fast when youre enjoying every minute of it. This day was scheduled for us to clean the school, the church and the surroundings. Tasking for the cleaning was presented to us. The tasking was the same with the sitio grouping. We were assigned to clean at the church. We swept the floor then applied floor wax and then after, we scrubbed. After scrubbing the floor, we swept again and fixed all that needs to be fixed inside the church. We had late breakfast together with my group mates and after which, we helped in the school and put out our bags from the rooms. Lunch was served at around 1:00 pm. After eating, we prepared our packs for the departure. We departed from Basil, Tublay at around 3:20 pm. After a week that Ive been at Basil, Tublay, I really realized how lucky I am that I still go to school because most of the people there just finished elementary level. I understand why most of them just finished elementary level, its because of money and distance. Heavy rain came when we were on our way to La Trinidad. We arrived at around 4:00 pm. I can see in all the faces that they are all exhausted. This day was so tiring but it was worth it. Thank you to my batch mates and all the C.I.s who were with us at Basil, Tublay, especially Maam Mao and Sir Gil who were with our group, group one. I really enjoyed being with them Thank you. Thank you and Ive learned a lot from you.

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What did you miss the most: The tree where used to took our nap during lunch. The scarce water and the company of friends.

May 20, 2013

DAY 1 Step up for Change Step up for Commitment Step up for Compassion Step up for Confidence Step up for Caring Today is no ordinary day; its the day for me to step up. This community immersion is just like couple of GSP Regional Encampments I have been attending during my high school days. However, the difference points on the activities planned for this 5-day stay at Basil, Tublay. This morning, a blessing from heaven (the rain) woke me up with dismay, questionin g myself, Is there a storm? Will our immersion push through? Im having problems regarding how I would bring my stuff at the meeting place. Being blessed, the service to be used helped me on my problem. While on the way, I felt like I was going home. The place is similar to my hometown in some angles. The place was cool and green; however it was a little bit warm making us sweaty and uneasy. Here comes the big work. Upon arrival, some were busy cleaning and fixing things, preparing food and familiarizing the area, while some were looking for a suitable place to build a bathroom, washing area, and others. Cleaning up a school toilet was an experience the foul odor, the gross sight, the scanty water but the resilient classmates turned the area from yucky to a little good-looking and Zonrox-smelling toilet. The cooking was fun. I enjoyed helping and watching the cooks stressing themselves, trying to present nutritious, yummy-looking and mouth-melting dishes for supper. In bathing, one pail of water for two people was a shocking experience for me. Whew! Im an advocate of Conserving Water for Mother Earth. Because of not totally washed soap, my skin felt itchy and it was slightly

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uncomfortable. However, this experience kicked me off to step up for change. As the passage from an anonymous writer says, To create a change for your own, you should leave your comfort zone.

May 21, 2013

DAY 2 Let the real business begin. Wheres the way going to sitio Diogao? Everyone started the journey with a quest ion. Being amateurs in implementing a survey made us feel uneasy and uncoordinated with what to do or ask. During the first interview at a humble womans house, we felt nervous thinking of every possibilities of starting a longer and lighter air of conversation. We must be cautious on how to blow a question to the interviewee in order to spare any start of throwing an offending statement that would hit the client at any aspect of her familys life. As we went onwards, the people of sitio Diogao welcomed us with hospitality and willingness to be interviewed. They were open to every question we threw on them. Although we were not able to speak in Ibaloi, still, they truly have understood us. At some instances, I was also able to understand Ibaloi words even at a windlike pace of communication; but sadly, I wasnt able to speak so. Regarding environmental concerns, as we try a birds eye view at the place and every household we went into, we noticed open dumping of garbage, open toilet pit, open drainage and serious problem on water source and its susceptibility to becoming a breeding place of causative factors of some digestive system diseases. Their spring sengi and well bobon are not covered, and at some instances, they are stagnant. On the other hand, the place was blessed with abundant fruit trees and herbal plants. Some health problems we have assessed on our clients were goiter, hypertension, and swollen lymph nodes on the groin area affecting her genitals and causing pain. Physical assessment and health teachings were done. In addition, we were able to delouse three children under the heavy rain. After the heavy rain and the frightening thunder, we took a great sacrifice of being wet while walking just to save our precious CHN bags from the rain. It was quite fun and its a once in a blue moon experience. To sum it up, the day was great, enjoyable and educational. Ending my story with this passage: Treasure all hardships for these are blessings; blessings that make us a person of a bigger future, w ould be better than just a period.

May 22, 2013

DAY 3 Third day of stay at Basil Continuation of survey Im being bored and eager to be back home

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Second day on our real business was a little bit easy for us. The road became nearer; stuffs are lighter because only two OB bags are with us. As we approached the houses, we were asking them if where those ten were houses we havent reached. Only to found out that some of them were standing under tall fruit trees. It was my first time to saw a tamarind tree. As usual dogs welcomed us first with their terrible sounds. Im really scared when dogs start to bark loudly, because of an experience during childhood. Among the visits weve conducted, there was a certain family who firstly showed me hospitabi lity and openness. They dont have the guts to reserve their questions. They showed willingness to learn from us as we interrogate them. There were also mangoes and bananas shared to us as we bid goodbye to them. Bless them. We aimed to familiarize ourselves on different angles of the said area for easier revalidation on our next immersion. Also, to be able to fully assess the general situation of the area, the lacking and the abundancy of blessings from above. At the last household we visited, I appreciated the cheerfulness and warmth of welcome she showed to us. She happily shared her life to us as we start to eat those fair-skinned bananas she offered. A good grandmother. To my groupmates, I have appreciated their flexibility with every situation we faced. Everyone willingly sacrificed and shared efforts to finish the tasks assigned to us before the day ends. It was such a great day. Its bathing time; remove those clothes you can take off, leave those you cant. Who cares, someone may see ours but cant get them. Jajaja. Bathing with a retained bra and panty only at the center of the woods was a little bit awkward yet memorable experience as I treasure the bonding with my groupmates who, just like me, havent put any reserve among themselves. To end my story at Diogao, I want to mark some words Ive picked up during my every step at this wonderful place. Be compassionate to gain friends. Be humble to remove ones self-reserve or shyness. Arf arf arf. Be like a dog; be confident to bark at someo ne. Bark knowledge; bite a wisdom that theyll never forget,

May 23, 2013

Data collation day Data tallying was that difficult pala especially if the information you badly needed wasnt at your hand because the interviewee hesitated to give honesty in all the questions asked. Every category provided as a basis of summarizing all information gathered was really that crucial. Extra critical thinking and all honesty were needed in order to prevent jeopardizing the provided information. It may be that it is super incomplete, but it should be a hundred percent true. During the process of collating, I was pre-occupied with worrying moments regarding those lacking information on the survey tool which were not provided by the clients especially that our aim was to present an accurate, updated and complete data during the general assembly. However, I appreciated the moment of

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brainstorming and activity recall weve done as a group the moment we reminisced our kagagahan as we went to sitio Diogao. One great experience we had was having lunch under a pine tree. Also, under that tree was a wonderful view of Camp Dangwa to Upper Tomay, and the mountain slopes at different angles. Going back at the data tallying moment there were lots of times in which our data were not in congruence with each category where it was supposed to be in parallel with. It was that super embarrassing, stressful and annoying for it consumed lots of time and effort (the feeling of boredom plus annoyance might lead to finely torn pieces of paper). Naks. No one is allowed to eat lunch if no final collated data is submitted before lunch. Ouch. Natsamba pa na nagugutom ako. Whew. In the afternoon, no particular tasks were done. I felt too drowsy and bored. Unfortunately, we were obliged to turn our night into very busy working hours for the visual aids needed the following day.

May 24, 2013

DAY 5 This is it Community Assembly Day At around 3:00 am, I woke up with teary and reddish eyes. It made my head feel heavy and my body painful. Im sooopuyat and pressured, just like my co -members in the adult program committee, because of delayed finalization of collected data that hindered us from finalizing our visual aids. Anyways, the visual aids we made were not that totally wrecked because of the growing unity among us as the pressure arises. I truly appreciate their sensitivity and encouragements during the preparation, maybe because of the terrible nervousness pictured on our faces. The program Wow! Earliest bird I was overwhelmed by the presence of a grandmother who came from sitio Diogao the place assigned to us during the survey moments. As we were presenting the data we have gathered, basing on the reaction of the community, I observed that some of them are not aware of the changes of the status of every sitio, such as the population number and their demographic profile, dwelling unit and others. Herbal plants and Techno transfer In this session, educational and interesting topics were discussed. Ive learned much regarding the healing wonders of herbs and the top three leading causes of morbidity in this area. The herbal plants paralleled on the illnesses are as follows: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. Garlic = hypertension, viral and fungal diseases Roselle cacao = cough and colds (immune booster) Yellow ginger (ointment) = arthritis Lagundi (decoction, capsule) = cough and colds Lemon grass = cleansing Langka = lowers blood sugar

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I was grateful to Maam Catapang for sharing some of her discoveries on herbal plants that we usually ignore. True to life, God created everything for a certain purpose and making our life more comfortable and enjoyable. Regarding the communitys response on the program and our five-day stay, they showed their warmest welcome and deepest gratitude on this said immersion. After the program, a certain client from sitio Diogao approached me with a very tight hug and with teary eyes expressing her pasasalamat for the pieces of advice weve given during our visit.

May 25, 2013

DAY 6 Yehey! Home Sweet Home Day Everybody were sooo excited to go back home after the five-day stay at Basil, Tublay, Benguet. I do believe that we all have the same reasons which are: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. To take a bath To poop To do laundry To sleep freely To watch TV To go online (FBupload)

While on the way home, I reflected on my five-day stay at Basil. I have realized how tough I am. Its like my experience during my high school days attending GSP encampments the scanty water in which we must search for water in the surroundings... the bonding spent with friends and classmates... the puyatan moments and the snoring moments because of tiredness As we arrived at school, heavy rain suddenly came. I was troubled on how to get my stuff home plus, it was difficult finding a taxi. Also, my other things were placed in the other jitney which stopped at the BSU Admin building. However, the rain didnt stop us from our desperation to be home immediately. By 6:00 pm, I checked my Facebook account amazing! Only few of my classmates were online too. However, lots of our memories were spread worldwide and comments followed through. For the first time, since Monday, I was able to text my friends who flooded me with messages and greetings. What an experience! I have nothing to say but Thank you! for the guidance and care of our instructors.

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