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Dear readers, before finding the Way, the Truth and the Life, I studied esoteric for years, whether in the Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis, more commonly known as the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC, or through the study of the founders of New Age and false gods, study which was particularly painful, especially with regard to the teachings of Alice Bailey, Rudolph Steiner, Helena Petrovna Blavatsky. The latter, by the complexity of her writings, confused me a lot, especially when I tried to study the Secret Doctrine, which I totally rejected later, first because these writings are very difficult to understand and secondly because they are totally irreconcilable with the Catholic faith. A little further, I will explain my poor experience in the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC, a very disappointing experience for it led me to a great despair and infinite inner emptiness. As the years passed, I realized the futility of all these studies, which led me to know the God of my heart and not the true Christ Jesus, the one true God and Savior of all men.

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One day, as I was visiting my cousin, I met a friend who was part of the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC. We got to know each other quickly and after getting along well, she told me about the teachings she had studied for years in that esoteric order which she had stop to continue because she was no longer interested in them. She has started to meditate and pray. As I was in a deep search for knowledge, I asked her the address of this Order in order to get a first contact with them. Very quickly, I started to receive monographs at a rate of four per month, and I can attest for having studied the teachings for some time, that the Lord Jesus is never recognized as Saviour. And this is a perfect sign that the enemy has managed to ape a doctrine to drive away thousands of persons from the Holy Trinity. While on a pilgrimage in a Marian sanctuary, I received many graces from the Blessed Virgin Mary for me to quit the Order.

Back home, I decided to write to the Imperator of the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC (which stands for The Ancient Mystical Order Rosae Crucis). The imperator is the Grand Master and when someone wants to leave very freely, he must notify it in writing. Then I received a letter from him, asking me the reason why I had decided to go and I answered I wanted to return to the Catholic church because I had received the Baptism shortly after my birth. For a long time, I kept on thanking God for releasing me from the chains that bound me to this esoteric order. My brothers and sisters Rosicrucians respected my freedom to leave. With them, I was part of a group, called a lodge; This came in addition to the teachings I received at my home, in the form of small booklets, called "monographs". Some of my friends were disappointed, but with great charity, I told them that I believed that only Jesus Christ was the savior and everything I could have learned in that order as the years went by, was nothing but dust for me.

We continued to meet us for some time, but pretty soon I followed the path that Jesus Christ had drawn. I felt like I was resurrected by Jesus of Love and I firmly believed He was my Lord and my God, and my only Savior. I felt in my heart how much the Lord Jesus asked me to pray for their repentance and with the help of God and the Blessed Mother Mary, I managed to persuade a friend to leave the Rosicrucian Order. As a Catholic Christian, my duty was to help her find the one true God of Life, Jesus Christ, especially as she had forgotten Him a long time ago and had been affiliated to Rosicrucian Order for a very long time. Since then, she started to go back to church, confess, pray the rosary and now she is happy because she believes in her salvation and believes in the infinite Lercy of the Lord Jesus as soon as we pour out. The both of us became prodigal daughters. During my various conferences throughout the world, I meet people who come to tell me that they too were part of this esoteric order, but after being enlightened by the Holy Spirit, they confessed they never had one single doubt that these teachings migh have been harmful and they give thanks to

God for releasing them from Satan. What I noticed with these people is that they were not really aware of their sin of infidelity towards the Holy Trinity who must be loved and worshiped at the first place. As for my other brothers and sisters, called in the Order, fratres and Sorores and I will continue to pray Merciful Jesus for them all my life, so that one day and maybe even at the hour of their death, they shout with all their heart to the Lord Jesus "My Lord and my God." If you knew how much the Lord Jesus loves them, and how much he suffers to see them far away from His divine heart. As soon as those souls of love return to the unity of the church, then the good and gentle Jesus does not suffer anymore because the prodigal son is back on the road to paradise. In the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC, I stopped at the seventh degree and I passed some esoteric initiations since I was part of a lodge. I can testify that these initiations filled me with anguish and spiritual pride. So to be delivered, I had to pray the rosary a lot. I also had masses celebrated for the salvation of my soul and find peace.

Apart from initiations, we often met in the lodge to attend the rituals which gave me nothing; on the contrary, I remember that once I ran away and hid in another room as the experiments were too strong. I knew a gentleman with whom I shared the roof like brother and sister and who was also part of that order. He said he had largely achieved the twelfth degree. As he was leaving his monographs lying around at home, I was able to check easily at what stage he was. Unfortunately he stayed there and I continue to pray for Divine Mercy to come one day and justify his poor soul. I respect his inner freedom to serve God or serve Satan. Personally, I prefer to follow the advice of the apostles of the Lord Jesus who founded the Holy Catholic Church. I was particularly touched by the Word of God, in the first epistle of Saint John who asks us to protect oneself from antichrists.

1 John 2:18-28 (King James Version) Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time. They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us. But ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things. I have not written unto you because ye know not the truth, but because ye know it, and that no lie is of the truth. Who is a liar but he that denieth that Jesus is the Christ? He is antichrist, that denieth the Father and the Son. Whosoever denieth the Son, the same hath not the Father: he that acknowledgeth the Son hath the Father also. Let that therefore abide in you, which ye have heard from the beginning. If that which ye have heard from the beginning shall remain in you, ye also shall continue in the Son, and in the Father. And this is the promise that he hath promised us, even eternal life. These things have I written unto you concerning them that seduce you. But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the
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same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him. And now, little children, abide in him; that, when he shall appear, we may have confidence, and not be ashamed before him at his coming.

I realized that if the church teaches that reincarnation does not exist, it was not necessary for me to remain in an order that taught me otherwise. In Luke, chapter 23 verses 42 and 43, we have the evidence that reincarnation does not exist:
Luke 23:42-43 (King James Version) And he (the good malefactor) said unto Jesus, Lord, remember me when thou comest into thy kingdom. And Jesus said unto him, Verily I say unto thee, Today shalt thou be with me in paradise.
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Dear readers, I had time to realize that everything I learned in monographs or in the lodge was useless for my inner development, or for own my salvation, since when we are Catholic we understand that the only true initiation is a personal encounter the Holy Trinity who dwell at the bottom of our heart and the Holy Tirnity alone can really make us grow and give us the true Life. In this Order esoteric, I learned many useless things, for example, teachings on karma and reincarnation. The Catechism of the Catholic Church teaches us that:
1013 Death is the end of man's earthly pilgrimage, of the time of grace and mercy which God offers him so as to work out his earthly life in keeping with the divine plan, and to decide his ultimate destiny. When "the single course of our earthly life" is completed,[584] we shall not return to other earthly lives: "It is appointed for men to die once."[585] There is no "reincarnation" after death.

And this how, dear readers, we see all the mercy of God who forgives the sinner and opens up the sky for him simply because he recognizes Him as his Lord and God. We know that no sin will exhaust His infinite mercy, if only we would acknowledge our guilt to a priest, behind whom Jesus hides always ready to forgive us because Jesus is our only true friend, the only one to whom you can pen your heart; He is there at the door and knocks the door to enter. If God has opened the doors of paradise to the good malefactor, this means reincarnation does not exist at all.

Through Rosicrucian mongraphs, I studied the visualization, meditation and many things that I never used. On the contrary, these techniques destroyed me because fallen angels came to me through my opened chakras and tried to remove the faith in my heart. For a time they succeeded, but, by the grace of God, the Blessed Virgin Mary was watching over me, as she watches over all Her children who love Her. Through these studies, I also chose freely to order many books written by Rosicrucians authors and after reading them, I felt a great call to get rid of them. After tearing them, I threw them away for during a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, we were asked to get rid of everything that was not Catholic. A few years later, while making a comparison with the doctrine of the Catholic faith, I have found heresies upon heresies. In the various books written by Rosicrucian authors which I read, I found that they boasted adored themselves. It's the perfect sign of a false prophet for a real doctor always glorify the Lord Jesus, and

denies himself, places himself behind Christ and considers himself a useless servant, not a master. To be named Master is usurping the Lord Jesus Headship or place which is rightfully His. He alone is the Master of our souls. Whoever stands against Him commits a sin of overweening pride. The Lord Jesus, while being God, did not glorify himself but he glorified God the Father. I thank Jesus Christ for delivering me from illusion and being a knowledge-seeker who always wants to know the Lord more and invited me to be humble for me to be saved, He invited me to smallness and real service. This is not because we wear an apron when we go to a lodge, that we are true servants. We think we serve but as a matter of fact we are a victim of the enemy who is playing with us. Satan has lost because of his great pride, now in his infinite hatred, he wants to lead all souls to hell after him. Therefore, it leads many souls to betray Jesus Christ and leave the Catholic religion. You can not put together the holy cross of Christ and a Rose.

Satans Rose is a sign of fusion of all the adversaries of God, especially opponents of Jesus Christ, his cross, his precious blood; it is a sign of rebellion. I can assure you that in this order I have never heard of the deity of Christ, the Blessed Trinity, the Blessed Virgin Mary, purgatory and hell, papal infallibility, Church authority and Gods commandments. All this is hidden and therefore, it is easy to understand that it is signed. On Judgement Day, before the Most Holy Trinity, I should produce many acts of mercy, charity for God to accept me in His Paradise. What is certain is that I will account for the time I spent in the study of these false doctrines and the money I spent in there which I could have sharedt simply with those who were hungry. As I said earlier, Satan, who is the father of lies, wants to lose all the souls that God has created out of pure love to give His life in its fullness. Yet how can we have this life in us if we are dominated inwardly by the Beast by adhering to false doctrine?.

Let us be wary (careful) about of all these teachings which are not from God and let us run away from them in horror as long as we are in the time of the great divine mercy because it comes a time for justice where no apostate will be able to convert. God calls us continually to repent and when He called me, He delivered me totally from teachings and initiations; Then He showed me how much Satan was the leader of these esoteric initiations and how much it was him who gave them. By way of contrast, Jesus, in His extreme simplicity, suggests, through His church, which is His heart, to take the sacraments to help us walk the road to paradise. In the Rosicrucian Order, I had no hope to meet again those who had departed and I never heard of the Rosary, the Stations of the Cross, Mass that could have helped them to be released from the pains of purgatory. Yet after this one earthly life, we shall all appear, without exception, before the Blessed Trinity for the trial of our own soul. The Catechism of the Catholic Church teaches us that:

1021 Death puts an end to human life as the time open to either accepting or rejecting the divine grace manifested in Christ.592 The New Testament speaks of judgment primarily in its aspect of the final encounter with Christ in his second coming, but also repeatedly affirms that each will be rewarded immediately after death in accordance with his works and faith. The parable of the poor man Lazarus and the words of Christ on the cross to the good thief, as well as other New Testament texts speak of a final destiny of the soul--a destiny which can be different for some and for others.593 1022 Each man receives his eternal retribution in his immortal soul at the very moment of his death, in a particular judgment that refers his life to Christ: either entrance into the blessedness of heaven-through a purification 594 or immediately,595 -- or immediate and everlasting damnation.

CONCLUSION When I was a member of the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC, I could have attended to Mass if I had wanted to, but I could have never received communion. Why? Quite simply because you can not be a Catholic and adhere to a doctrine which is incompatible with the teachings of the church. If we receive communion while being a member of this order, the same if you are Freemason, then you must know that the word of St. Paul applies; Regarding Holy Communion, St. Paul, in I Corinthians chapter 11 verses 27-30, says the following:
1 Corinthians 11:27-30 (King James Version) Wherefore whosoever shall eat this bread, and drink this cup of the Lord, unworthily, shall be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord. But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of that bread, and drink of that cup.
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At the evening of life, we shall be judged on our love.597

For he that eateth and drinketh unworthily, eateth and drinketh damnation to himself, not discerning the Lord's body. For this cause many are weak and sickly among you, and many sleep.


This order is mentioned in the report on sects No. 1687 of June 10, 1999 (report ordered by the French government). Now that Jesus of Love has erased my sin after I had admitted my sin to a priest, I often invoke Maria, Rosa Mystica who comes to crush the three roses of Satan. The White Rose, which is the expression of a true science without the true triune God, the Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. The Red Rose which is sign of a fusion of all the adversaries of God, especially opponents of Christ, His passion, His cross, His very pure blood; they are apostates of the latter days. The Golden Rose of Satan represents the idolatry of the ego, "be like God." Dear readers, in these difficult times, I urge you to avoid all the wolves ... Praised be Jesus Christ and the immaculate heart of Mary.
Fabienne GUERRERO http://fabienne.guerrero.free.fr

So if we know we are in a state of grave sin and that we did not confessed, we should stay at our place and be content with a spiritual communion until the next confession. Dear readers, when the Lord Jesus came to save us, he never condemned someone when he preached on earth. Jesus desires the salvation of all souls and that is why He wants us to confess and be reconciled with Him before receiving the communion for us not to receive damnation. I thank from the bottom my heart Jesus and Mary who delivered me from eternal damnation by removing me from that order. One day during a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, the Blessed Virgin Mary informed me that the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC was a sect, and after following these advice to get out of it, I went to meet a priest of the Catholic Church who confirmed that it was all true.


TABLE OF CONTENTS BACK OF THE BOOK: PAGES Introduction ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... My experience in the Rosicrucian Order, AMORC . Conclusion ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Fabienne now gives many lectures around the world and reflects the infinite mercy of God for her soul and for all those who quit the esoteric to regain faith in the Roman Catholic Church. Fabian Guerrero, a former Rosicrucian follower was delivered in 1996 by Jesus Divine Mercy from this esoteric order. In this book, she talks about her experience in the rosicrucian order, AMORC and shows how God and the Blessed Virgin Mary removed her out of it.