The life: The Black Perl, Sky-eye, Fearless Soul, Enlightenment, The GOD,

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The Extraordinary Trance Experience

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About the marriage…

--- The First Legend

The legendary story was started since 4 billions years ago. Two extreme fast
moving subtle conscious traveling thorough the entire universe, whirling
across galaxy, passing through solar system, star after star, seems there was
no concept of space, time & causality, they were exist and forever exist in
this beautiful cosmos. The Hot ambitious conscious, decided to create super
start; a new solar system, in order to transform the energy to build a
wonderful world, heaven! But one uncertain was they were not sure if they
able to recognize each other after billons year of hardship. “My love, let me
go first, I can tolerate any intolerable challenge, suffer in the inferno pain,
and awaken my ambitious soul. When the moment come, I need a small
piece of you to remind me, then I will awaken your sleeping soul.” The Solid
Bright conscious said with full sympathy. The Dark Soft conscious pass her
Basic State Shape to the radiant conscious “Awaken me if I am not able to
recognize you, look after me if I am not strong enough, here is my Basic
Form.” The brave enthusiastic conscious fly at the light speed, hit the tiny
rock, “BANGGGG!!!” The big BANG! A super star was born! Spin crazily in the
universe, the enormous power torn 9 objects out of its radiating body. The
bright conscious stay firm right in the middle, never moved from the very
beginning to the end. Shines up the whole Solar system, to give warm and
life, never stop offering what he has, regardless day or night, summer or
winter, always smile and warm, in future, human call it the Sun. All of its 9
sons revolving their respectful father, because without father, without them.
They all are spinning clock-wise, except one in the future, the Venus.

It was all started from chaos, inferno, the hot hell, no living creature can carry
any conscious… year after year, decade after decade, century after century,
millennium after millennium… after 2 billion years of time… A gigantic
cosmos ice hit the Earth, made a huge turbulence, cooling down the fireball,
the hell… The dark soul, saw the time had come! She had absorbed and
accumulated enough energy to create the new world! Bounce from the other
side of Black Hole, enormous energy straight to the Solar System, piercing
through the 5 planets; Venus (Gold), the first stroke was too strong, it
absorbed almost half of its velocity and she changed the spinning direction of
the Venus to anti-clockwise. Jupiter (Wood), Mercury (Water), Mars (Fire),
Saturn(Soil). She finished to take all basic elements to build the Earth. Bought
those elements stroke to the earth, BANG!!! Tremendous powerful stroke,
force the Earth “spit out” part of it, by that time, the Earth still in liquid state,
easily reshape itself back to circle by its quick spin. This part became a
satellite of the Earth, in future human call it the Moon. Horrible scene,
volcano melt everything, distribute equally on earth. She flew to the sky,
raised her electrified hand, powerfully stroke to the earth, created immense
thundering! Lightening hit on the top of the rock, the big island, the
continent, the first organic life cell were born! In the future people call it
Africa, the origin of life. She used 7 cosmos days to build the Earth. Each
cosmos day equivalent to 100 millions Earth time. She was exhausted, her
body died, “back to the earth” to nurture to this new born forever growing
planet, the Earth! Her spirit “float” to the Moon. The Moon dominates
emotion, the Sun dominate life; The Sun radiating, the Moon absorbing; The
Sun hot, the Moon cold. That’s the basic form of Yin/Yan. Single cell merge
with another different Single Cell to strive for survival in difficult environment,
Double cell formed, Complex cell created, The First Plant germinated, The
First Bacteria was born, bugs crawling, insects flying, fishes swimming, birds
singing, animals roaring, predator chasing, pray running, mammal yelling,
first ape standing up & working and finally human crying *HAWA~~~! The
conscious is awakening! The world full of life! The first living creature possess
empathy ability, experience the conscious of themselves, of other, of
questioning to themselves, “I can crawl, I can swimming, I can roar, chase,
run, yell, stand, walk cry, but why I cannot fly!?, No, I should be able to fly
and I will be the god!” “WHO AM I?”, “Am I god”, “WHY AM I HERE!?”, “WHO I
REALLY WAS!!!???” “Where am I originally from”, “From the SUN”, “NO, it
must be from the GOD, because the GOD has all answers of our unknown,
forget about our origin, the SUN, put a Bright Rounded Ring to our GOD’s
head, because GOD is SUN, no SUN is GOD!?…..” The confusion world has yet
started. The physical evolution is closing to finish, the spiritual world is
awakening…. As anything in the world evolve from Chaos  Simple 
Complex  Sophisticated  Simplify  Unify  Basic State. We are close to
build the Wonderful world, the heaven…. The yearning souls are awakening…
The King of the Human King is awakening the souls on earth on by one! “I am
the King of the King” King Earth yelling!!!

*HAWA was the first woman in bible. Probably the name of the first woman of
the earth was made by the baby crying voice.

HAWA, the name originated from Ethiopia, means mother Earth. Ethiopia is
the origin place of Abrahamic religion, Abraham was the 10th generation of
Adam. Abrahamic is also known as the root of 3 western dominated religions;
Christianity, Judaism, Islam. Abrahamic believe in Unity god. These religions
cover more than 70% geographic region of the world. The rest left is Dharma,
in Asia. Dharma in its universal meaning shares much in common with the
way of Tao or Taoism.

--- Unforgettable love

The extraordinary experience is real like the perfect Pearl… The whole story
should be started in 3 years ago, year 2006, summer time, while the lonely
man was working in Japan, suffering from the lost love for 3 years, an
unforgettable 6 years relationship. After been through 3+3 years living in the
hatred, regret and loneliness, torn every night in the similar dream.

The young beautiful girl, a precious gift on the earth, every man encountered
her, wanted to possess her with pure nature desire, wanted to protect her
from inbuilt male’s hormone, because she was just literally stunning, good
looking girl, blooming at her golden age of 19, finest baby skin, emitting
nature fragrant smile, big innocent charming eyes, attract everyone’s
attention just at a glimpse. Goddess heart, helped everyone that she could,
didn’t care if her smoothest hands get dirty. Highly educated, with shy and
humble attitude, attract everyone surround her. Angle face, Devil body with
perfectly matched given name Crystal-Sin. Put all the best elements in a
single soul and body, just made her irresistible seductive! She was not
belongs to the earth, so rare, not exist in the world, like an extinct dinosaur,
from the heaven beauty soul and appearance, the true Angle. He was so
sure that she was the most precious gift from god to compensate what he has
lost for years and any upcoming challenge. He thanks god every time he
struggled when the moment he saw her fragile beautiful angle face, and
enjoyed her appealing sensitive body. But he could never expect that is the
biggest boom that god had just prepare for him for years, and going to
extinct his soul without leaving any fragment of his believe including his
belongings...
----“天將降大任於斯人也，必先苦其心志，勞其筋骨，餓其體膚，空乏其身，行拂亂其所
為，所以動心忍性，曾益其所不能.” 孟子

----“Sky is getting ready to assign the big task to the giant, it must first grind
his tendons and bones, hunger his body and skin, bitter his heart and soul,
make him suffer to his limit, make him upside down, misbehave, do
everything wrong. Lead him to have high virtue, patience and determination,
benefit from his incapable”

“If god wants to destroy you, he must make you run crazy first” That was
exactly what had happened to this hot blooded teenager. Disaster came after
3 years enjoyment, just wait for the bonding between the couple build up the
level cannot be loosen, but tighten. It was a tragedy, the incident completely
fucked up this young man when his career run on the top wave of Internet
blooming, he was ambition, bright, outstanding in the crowd in his career
achievement. He collapsed without any bones support his body, all left is a
pair of eyes, whirling on the sky, “Why me, why me!!! Why everything was
happened in such perfect way to push me to the cliff and trigger disaster in
such coincidence!? God why you take away something that I care the most, I
thought you treat me well, look after me, at the winter time send me
crystallized hot coal, and you just wait, wait until I get naked, felt safe, then
you pull out everything without look back, left me stay in nothing, no shelter,
no one, but cold snow for no hope of summer will come!!! Why!?” The young
boy cried, yelled and punched to the wall. “It cannot be planned by human,
or by mistake, everything just happened perfectly wrong, it was all planned
to play me, to torture me, lure him to the mountain high and drop him from
the top, make sure I gonna shatter completely, no life hope, screw him up
with no mercy! Why you play him like that!? I screw you god!!! I gonna cut
your head down and send you to the hell, and fuck you up, let you know how
much I have suffered, I will let you enjoy the abuse!!!!” The dark soul was
germinating rapidly in this terrible man’s heart, human world call it Devil,
Satan!
The shocking tragedy only happen in the movie scene, but not daily life
experience, not at all, not that he heard. He could never expected will
happen to himself, when he was young listen to the radio about the heart
breaking story, he heart fell, with both fist squeeze tight, when he saw a
movie scene of that, it trigger his hero spirit, to stop and punish everyone
that make such trouble on earth. He is not the man just thinking or
expressing his thought on Internet, he really put it in action, because his
boldness and justice character. He wasn’t bold, in fact he was coward like a
no threat rabbit. Because he was living in a family where man dominated,
everyday he saw how his father treat his mother with nonsense and no fair.
“One day, wait for one day when I get independent, when I get enough
power, I will NOT keep my silence and never will!” He vowed to himself. His
provoking face, (face is grow from the heart, flawless) and behavior attracted
a lot of trouble, gangsters beat him up and insult him, made him cry with a
lot of questions and humiliation, every time he kept silence, hold his fists,
grind his tooth, hatred was built from his friends, classmates, teachers,
coworkers, brother, father…. Anger hold in his heart for decade, he never
manage to release it, he would never expect those were all the strongest
power source to build him up as a giant after he fully recovery from biggest
pain, he going to understand everything he been through, every suffer is a
bless to his radiant extraordinary life! Just because of his pure heart, justice
in ACTION!

Devastating devil soul exposes completely in a day because his very trusted
friend, apparently very high virtue friend cheated on him, and another very
charming, elegant, good looking gentleman (That’s the true ass hole, the
most dangerous, atrocious person, they have dreadfully seductive power,
because their beautiful gesture, speech, smirk can fool everyone surround
them! But NOT the strong man who possesses the piercing Sky-eye after 10
years hardship training) destroy his precious, the sheep headed, wolf hearted
enemy, his beloved turn her back to him???!!!! He stepped back, shaking his
head, walking backward, because of unacceptable cruelly reality, until he
reached the dark , small, wet, cold corner, nowhere he can escape, get down
on his knees, holding his back head, questioning why, what happen, iris
changed, eyes wide opened, like an animal, a goat. His believe system was
completely messed up! His devil heart broke out,
“ARRR!!!!!ARRR~~~~~~~” He roared, roared like a wolf, a lion, the form of
predator! Opened his devil eyes, piercing provoking redish eyes, outstanding
in the cowed, (as always, but just different form) you DO NOT want to come
closer to him, even a very rough gangster walking with him, the gangster will
be seen as one of his prawn, no threat, the true mafia head was right here,
right on his face and gesture, the King killer look, “You better don’t trigger his
emotions change, just said “Yes Boss! You are right master!!!” can help you a
lot to stay away from trouble, trust me.” His friend said.

The previous 5 years intensify suffering (“I couldn’t understand why you still
can survive and move advance in life, not even think about suicide? You are
taught and such optimistic man I even seen!” his peers comment.) was
nothing compare to that soul broken shocked and torture, he realized all his
previous lost was trivial, although all of them were life precious to him, but
this broke was overwhelming, like a bug’s beam compare to enormous sun
light, he finally understand what the real precious is; affection, precious
human’s love!

The stroke was straight through to his core believe system, pin-pot, like
acupuncture, no mistake, at the core energy of intersection, every single
piece of his body could not move, iris closed to the size of pin hole owing to
the bewildered shocking, he could not think straight, no matter how logical
his mind is! His soul freeze and torn apart gradually year after year, because
the destiny just don’t let him go easily, constant spray salt in his never
recovered big wound. Throw his destined enemy to the media,
advertisement, on the small taxi, big bus, big poster in the train station, TV,
from night time to the first day of the morning, the whole day ruin because of
constant provoke is weakness, his pain, his regard, his mistakes. Ironically,
himself, his enemy, and one super star they are looked the same, every
single moment trigger his way back out of control emotions, but over years
he built his own face very different from them, not sure if that was
destructive attitude changed him or his subconscious don’t want to see his
own enemy everyday when he woke up see in the mirror of himself, that is
natural selection or fittest survive? We evolve according to need of survival,
we change hearts, we change faces because of social status, because of
perception, because of power, because of people surround us or because of
ourselves? The strongest enemy is YOURSELF!!! And we are always defeated
by our OURSELVES, our hidden true weaknesses, from our imaginary sly
spooky to divine god!!!

Living in hatred and revenge emotion, you can read his face like want to kill
everyone because he was really planning to kill his enemy’s soul for 5 years!
The soul not the body! Because “To kill somebody’s soul it literally means
send them to eternal hell and live in forever pain!” The true smart devil
thought and grinned to himself, he is genius in how to torture people, (he is
good at everything he wants to, coz he think and student a lot of that), not
killing but stick one’s heart sharp, then slowly let himself face the shit he
made, pin-point with no mistake.

He didn’t put it in action immediately, but planned for 5 years later to do

that, because he must win the most important life battle, the dead of survival
game, he cannot lost this heart breaking game, if he lost, he knows he will go
to gel and his life will be really “Game Over” but he prepared to go to prison
in the worse scenario. The reason he put this ugly revenge on hold for 5
years, because the incident involved police case, if he done it immediately,
he will be the first suspect, because policemen has seen all how this furious
young man reacted to his pray(enemy), he beat him up, like a pig head big
because of a lot broses! (He will never expected what he planned on his 5
years revenge plan, was a perfect time for him to digest and dissolve every
single emotion created by himself, he gave 5 years to himself, to his enemy,
just enough time to safe his life and other’s soul.) That’s how his PATIENCE
was built, his was capable to hold his true anger so deep that no one knows
what had happen to him, he has never tell anyone what made him like that.
Everyone knows he is a naked person, has no secret, this was really a big
challenge for him. That’s how challenge build up one’s incapable, after he
fully recovered, his friends were amazed by how he can be so calm to deal
with those things could trigger anyone’s deep anger, but he just laugh it,
calm his friends down, or calm those provoking strong brutal men, those
gonna beat you up badly with their primitive dumb eyes without think about
the consequence and why they do that, with the crab size big powerful arms
or just teasing his friends of their misbehavior. (His provoking character
always with him, coz he likes to see one’s true color, the true abilities, the
true personality only can be seen in extreme bad circumstance, over years
pay attention on people’s expression, he learn a lot who is ass hole, who is
true gentleman) Because those are all trivial things to him, nothing close to
his true pain or real anger, ordinary human just get hurt too easy, attached to
their own benefit too much, not capable to put themselves to other’s shoes,
the beauty of forgiveness, the harmony world… he has no secret for his
whole life, because he just like to share everything, the innocent character.
The detail of the story, the only one secret he kept for decade, until he met
her, only release to someone capable to understand.

He tried very hard to left the bad memory, just to be strong for the new life,
but his enemy just like a ghost everywhere, left him no space for breathing,
on where, but nightmare, no matter how far he went, how disconnected to
the sad place, destiny sent him to Japan, while he was almost sleep, peaceful
and enjoying the internet radio channel from his home town in his comfy
harmony room, wondering who is the interviewee, his has nice life view and
good voice. When the interviewer finished the program and thanks for his
visitor, he called his name; an uncommon name that he only knew one
person has changed to this name! “Zxxxx”, his fate enemy. Silent voice, a
powerful thunder, cut the sunny sky in half, from another side of the world,
passed from his laptop to his earphone, piercing to his ear and shock his
brain, awaken his soul! His eyeballs run out, eyelids force to opened wide,
almost cannot hold the eyeballs that it has hold for decades, iris shrink from
the largest night mode to black hole size, like the king predator lion, getting
ready to devour his enemy in split second! “Why you again, I am having my
new life here, working very hard to build up my life from the unforgettable
past, why you don’t give him a break, stay away.” He asked to himself. But at
the same time, everything almost come to the end, because that was too
much intensify torture, he was get use to the wicked torture, paralyzed, the
hatred feeling induced by his enemy provoking him on the media was
vanishing. “ 物 極 必 反 ” “ Everything goes to its extreme, must reverse!”
Chinese philosophy. The love to his beloved Crystal was purifying;
PERFECTION, POSSESSION, GREED, OBSESSION, ADDICTOIN, JEALEOUS,
FEAR, SELF-ESTEEM were vanishing…

He thought he would never be able to recover, his spirit shattered, not just
because of losing love, yet he lost everything, every precious thing that he
was extreme care of, the Universe took away his precious one-by-one, year
after year, nonstop, intentionally to check his limit. It stroke all aspect of
human weaknesses (Greed, Jealous, Fear, Perfection, Possession, Addiction,
Obsession, Self-Esteem)+LOVE. “I am done! I cannot lift up my head again,
with fucked up soul, I don’t know how to have optimistic life view, I think I just
going to have boring and sad life and wait until I get old and die. I’ve lost my
beloved, I cannot love anyone else, because I had the best already, but I ruin
it, I can NOT love ANYONE anymore. Was all my fault, my stupidity, my
enemy, my life full of regret…” He said to himself.

To further elaborate the human weaknesses. Everyone of above weakness

link with Love, is not unconditional love, that is selfish love, that going to be
immense dangerous power, because pure Love is irresistible power with no
tendency to any direction and can solve any problem, anywhere it goes, but
Love attached with any “noise”, that going to be very strong bias, until it
reach the aim regardless how to achieve the goal in any forceful way.

“The lucky person in the world is they have ugly face in childhood, but lovely
face in adult; The misfortune person is they born with beautiful face but
destroyed to ugly face in adult; But the luckiest person in the world ever is
who has been through the second one, lost everything, but regain everything
with full appreciation and cherish what he had/having, that’s way more much
better in any case, that is god definitely blessed person!” The young man
thought to himself. After years suffering and struggle, his way of thinking
started changing, the sleeping genius was awakening just awaiting for the full
moon to come to rhythm his heart beat. He was describing himself as
misfortune person, but he could never imagine or dream about he will be the
3rd one, the happiest person in the world! Possess everything that he had
dreamt about! Full of joy and love, a charisma person, radiant on the earth.
He is going to regain everything that he lost, learn a lot of valuable of life, he
is going to possess pure soul although he grew up in the dirty slump. The
enlightenment going to give him Crystal clear mind and overcome all Sin
that he possessed.

One of the secret was, at the age of 7, still in kindergarten , he said to himself
“Don’t lies, because lies is really bad thing!”. No one knows where this strong
pure thought came from. In the world of full of lies, he stands firm and strived
really hard to “Do NOT lies to myself, confront your own shit” This is the
fundamental solid base of pure soul, because his aim is always clear, and that
that how he achieves his aim through persistence. He is a naked person with
no secret, talks whatever he feels like with no decoration. Because he
understands to expose his weaknesses in public, is the best way train up
himself, because everyone going to put their best effort on him, joke with his
incapable, tease him or even attack him, that is the best moment to know
who is truly care about you, or who’s happiness is built on top of your pain.
That is the most efficiency way to choose your friends and stay away from
the noise maker. The trouble makers sneak in many ways to masquerade
their true move, intention, their plots to betray, and lead to direct or indirect
benefit, both material or mental enjoyment, the dirty heart cannot cover
anymore, because it is too tempted for them to COME CLOSER and spray a
salt on your wound, cannot hold their desire of enjoying the abuse, cannot
hold their expression from heart to their face, Smirk! “Catch it”, the innocent
boy possess the outstanding people reading ability over years without putting
any effort or intention, is all by painful experience. Because he is incapable to
read face, that is too complicated for him as a boy like simple and behave so
straight forward, he just trusted everything what others told him, believed
everything that could lead to impossible, life lesson gives him millions times
of punishment, that’s how nature train up his incapable, the invaluable life
lesson, learn it perfectly with a lot of pain. He strengthen his own incapable
by others non-stop effort to flat his weakness, the contribution was
tremendous. Yet, this naïve boy was full of hatred with his best
teacher/enemy in his early day. They are all the best enemy/friend teach him
in a very hard way.

After 6 years struggling of his love, the core weakness of him, been through
slow and prolong process of suffering, this man is evolving to the higher level
of human being, of course he has no clue of what was happening was so big,
was so significant to the world. In the unexplainable moment, one night, he
recovered! He was lying on the bed, almost asleep, he stood up all the
sudden, with really suppress expression on his face, his eye open large, stood
still, a pair of muscle was dragging his face and made his lips moving up
right, that is smiling expression, a confidence, satisfaction expression, and he
start laugh, he laugh really loud, holding his both fist up right and shout:
“YES, YES, oh YES, Thank You! Thank you so much!!! Thanks for giving him
such chance, such training, suffer was ABSOLUTELY necessary! Without that, I
could not understand what is Love, What is hate! I’ve got the power, the
strongest power ever, Knowledge is my god, and only thing I respect is
Knowledge! I reborn, I got too much love, it is leaking everywhere, I can feel
it, the human’s heat cannot hold it anymore, I can LOVE ANYONE, ANYONE on
the earth!!! Phoenix reborn!!! Ah yeah!!!!! Hahaha!!! Hahahahaha!!!!!” At the
precious moment, he was releasing a huge power to the universe, like the
explosion of a new super star, the pure love, the unconditional love has
germinated! (He could never expected 3 years later, the Extraordinary
Trance Experience will show him another level of love! The top is never the
highest!) He got the devastating power and even threaten confidence to
other from the suffering, he understood what the precious love is,
Forgiveness, thoroughly, inside out, he understood even he love someone so
much, doesn’t mean need to possess her, she just need to be true happy… At
the miracle moment, someone received the subtle magical signal in her
dream on the other side of the earth, Europe. When she woke up, she could
not manage to stop crying, because the love was too big, she had never
experience this kind love in human kind, although she is the person full of
love. That was late July, 2006. His first human love was started 9 years ago,
the same month of summer.

An extraordinary dream was forgotten in a week, until she met the warrior 3
years later, awaken her hidden memory, the existence of non-exist
Extraordinary Love. She didn’t notice the hidden signal was not dormant, it is
yearning in her subconscious, she left all good men treated her very well, the
men she loved and she has been suffering from the guilt and shame year
after years. The burning desire sent her flying all over the world to find the
life she is looking for, she found her second home – Brazil. By coincidence
(shouldn’t say by coincidence anymore, coz too much coincidence, it become
a fate), it was warrior’s second home way back a decade ago, Mato Grosso do
sul. In 2008, the same year warrior back to his second home for visit by home
feeling inspiration called him to come back. He was so excited he has a home
to return, because he sworn will never go back home if he fail his world
mission. He gratitude god treat him so well, so special, so thoughtful. He
thought he could take a rest from the non-stop life battle, he was tired like a
lonely bird soaring by its own across oceans and continents, he was all the
way alone for the battles country after country, culture after culture, people
after people without any back up, but he could never expected this journey
was an other really tough and rough battle prepared for him to grow, very
thoughtful god’s arrangement, he was threatened by gun by his own host
sister! An innocent child feed by host mum’s spoil with her selfish (Greed,
Jealous, Fear, Perfection, Possession, Addiction, Obsession, Self-Esteem) love.
He has no more home to return and he knew he has to build his own home,
the destiny stirring his desire again and again. The spiritual journey had yet
started.

--- The extraordinary power

In the past 10 years of torture, this young boy opened a door, a very special
door, the door ordinary people need to pass the long path before they can
knock the door with full courage, because the door is protected by a lot of
monsters, devils that were built from human weaknesses and fears, a horrible
dark and cold place, you can see mist exhale from nose, from mouth every
single breathe, the spooky atmosphere force your eye balls whirling, and you
have to command your body to stay still before you alert any monster to
attack your fragile body, your soul! The door called, “The Door of Gain/Lose”.
Anyone manage to open this door, they are one big step close to heaven, this
is forbidden place, because any ordinary person if the manage to open the
door, they will get enormous power, the power of awareness, the fearless
soul, piercing 3rd-eyes, the threat objects has to find the place to hide,
otherwise it will be devoured with no trace.

This young hot blooded warrior, possesses the best weapons on his back,
integrated perfectly with his body. Because each one of them was pulled out
from his “Heart”, each of those devastating weapon was full of spikes when
the moment he pull out from his heart, inch-by-inch pulled it out, it last
forever for this simple movement, for years indulge of pain, every single
move was tearing heart pain, only true warrior can manage to pull it out, they
almost like to be torture, because it was not fun at all, every inch is link with
your entire nerve system, lightening shock every time. On 2006, was the first
time he manage to pull out completely with those horrible weapon, full of
tear and bloody weapon, he get the weapon very close to his 3rd-eye, shook
it, all blood and dirt vanished without trace, shining with very warm light, like
a very aura surrounding the sword’s body , full of power. He put it on the
back, that was the most powerful weapon, “The Sword of Love”. Everywhere
it cuts, it solves all unsolved problem, sharp and clear, doesn’t leave any
confusion nor regret. Over years of non-returning journey, he possesses more
and more different kind of weapons; Long, Short, Sharp, Round, Heavy, Light,
Hard, Soft, Solid, Flexible, Bright, Dark, different colors… Make him feel safe
on his exciting life journey, the true confidence was built gradually.
---Do it or die.

The giant was awakening, he decided to become a influential person, open a

new market in China, because he wanted to use his power to help those
people are suffering in the slump, who doesn’t have such good chance as
him, able to recover with all perfect condition by destiny, a blessed man. He
like simple, because simple is beautiful, complicated things always annoying
him, because it all creates problem, his always aims to eliminate the over
complication system that leads to confusion.

On 2006-10-10 mid night, he left home, and he said to himself and everyone
he knew. “I will never come back home if I failure. Break the bridges and sink
the boats. To the world, the non-returning journey! Return home if only if
return Radiant!!!” But he would never imagine his dream was getting bigger
and bigger until reach to the point where never ever anyone in this planet
has done it before, to Unify the world! No Religions, no Countries, no
Language barrier, these are 3 rooted problem in the world, people suffer, die,
threat every day because of this. The determination come to his head
because of this young warrior has suffered so much and have seen so much
corruption, confusion and killing because of above the core 3 reasons. He
swore to himself, “I am no one in this earth, I have no power, yet I am
training up myself every single day, I know the way to gain power through
hardship. I am using my SWEAT and BLOOD to burn my goal, make all
sacrifice for my dream with pure passion! 1 Dream, 1 World! First unify
complicated 53 countries in Africa, then AfriChina, the whole world will
volunteer to unify because the overwhelming benefit!” He knows this is very
dangerous game, he is playing the real fire, but his is ready for that with no
doubt! Coz nothing he cannot lose anymore! Has put his life and personal
satisfaction aside.

“The world is rely on youth, we are youth, why not you and me!” Haklam
AiKiLiZ
He has be looking for all over the world, pass 7 oceans 5 continents, to
overcome himself, confront his fears, train up himself to be the strongest
man, interact different kind of people all over the world one by one, to find
his missing parts; Charisma, Fearless, Confidence, when he possessing them
through the bold move, he realized he was missing something much more
after the Extraordinary Trance Experience, the soul, the big soul and he
sensed she was very close to him, Rwanda, Kigali. He struggles for his whole
life, lost so much that he was born with, life make him fearless coz he has lost
everything in the period of 10 years torturing life, he decided to dig all his
fears out one by one, get them close to him, check it out, what was that, he
was so scare, every time he do that, he was so panic, headache, no
exception, no escape, his body was shivering, refused to get closer, but his
ego spirit just call all his fears “Come Closer, who are you? Kill me or I gonna
chop your head down?” There were no Devil or God dared to touch single
piece of his hair, all were frighten by his crazy aggressive spirit! There is no
ghost in the world anymore, because he did NOT empower them anymore. He
was such cowardice to the ghost, he was always alone at home when he was
young. Every time, he woke up, he open his eye slowly and move his body
carefully, afraid to alert the ghost! Suffer from those whirling shadow passing
by, the knocking sound inside the house but there was no one there. He
finally understood the ghost has no power, if you don’t feed them! By your
mind! All spirits were vanished forever, because of the little enlightenment,
he started to worship knowledge, nothing else but pure knowledge, he
doesn’t know that is his forever GOD yet, he is festinated and passionated
about any kind of knowledge, because that is his only GOD can keep him
away from trouble, safe his effort for better usage and earn his life.

He opened large his eyes to face all his fears, his obnoxious curiosity gave
him a lot of pain (at least some of his teachers didn’t like him much or even
hate him, insult him, but his didn’t give up, “Come Closer” because he asks
“WHY” on everything, especially those critical & controversial topics, that he
always seriously embarrassed his teachers and “force” his teachers to give
him a satisfy answer “I don’t know why, my teacher taught me so” his
teachers replied. He understood, all authorities has limited, he has to find his
own way to pursue the truth, the pure knowledge. Because of that, he gained
the most beautiful things in the world that every human kind dreams of!

--- When Come Closer, is Fear still a Fear, or Threat still a Threat?

Threat and fear works as a pair, like a lion and pray, if you run away,
it chase, magnetic like nature attraction system. Almost no
exception, if you come too close to the threat, is suicide! Just like if
you provoke a lion, you gonna be torn apart with no doubt! No
wonder all of us stay away from or avoid to Come Closer to our own
fears, because we gonna burn our self-esteem out. But if the feared
object looming to the threat without fear, then when the threat
come, it will misbehave because of the feared object doesn’t release
normal fear “smile”, threat object confused, and the unknown factor
is building when the moment it Comes Closer. In the bewildered
bizarre moment, threat object attracts the fear energy from its pray,
it open a door of processing energy transformation to its opposite!
In the split second of confusion, he devoured the threat at light
speed, he swallowed the LION!!! Possessed the Lion King’s heart!
That is the true power of fearless, GOD’s spirit. The Integration of
the complete set of Fear/Threat in oneself, the true Yin/Yan balance
status, the basic state of awareness. Fear is not a fear, threat is not
a threat anymore. That’s every time how he built up confidence and
brave behavior. Possessing the ability of gently throw threat or fear
out and attract another pair on his hand, just like a magician tosses
balls in the air, he knows exactly where will those balls coming from
and wait at the perfect place, because all depends how he flip it,
“Catch it”, flawless gesture, tranquil movement. This is the nature,
the Law of Attraction!

Unknown/Confusion/Doubt/Ignorance are all form of fear in different

expression; That’s why religion play the immense role on earth.

“Religion is a form of fear and another side of Ignorance.” Napoleon

Hill.
--- The Black Pearl

<Photo 1>

In order to find the black pearl that belongs to his third eye, he plunged into
very dangerous sea, no one ever jump into this coldest, darkness “non-return
journey”, because all of them either died in their half way, or never got guts
to try. The sea was so dark, deep and extreme cold, a lot of monster was
swimming around him, a lot of them they looks scary, he was always told how
dangerous they were, but they were actually no threat; A lot of them looks
small and not danger, but when they “Come Closer”, it shocked him every
time, almost make him swallowed the dead water, but he past the challenges
one by one, because he was born like a warrior, getting excited when the
challenge come and a lot of training to himself over years in both physical
and mental ways.

<Photo 2>

He dived so deep, there was no more light, there was no different if he

opened or closed his eyes. He always made himself no choice “Do it or Die!”,
because of his indecision personality. He have no second thought “Never go
back, if failure!” Possess pure aim “If go, go big, till alive; If stay, stay quite,
till die!” The pure burning desire with unbreakable determination, The GOD
bold spirit; fearless. At the critical moment his Heart-EYE opened wide and
bright! It shine up the whole ocean, he never known he was born with 3rd-
eye! All living creature were shocked and hided, they could not stand on this
shocking phenomenon. The ocean become Crystal Clear” and silent, only left
was a mountain of shells, the peal shells. They comfort by the warm heat,
they opened their “gate” slowly with full caution, it closed immediately
because the light was too bright, it was unbelievable warm & bright, like a
winter’s Sun shine on the earth north. Most of them too scare to open their
gates, and close forever because they associate the light was dead light,
owing to never seen this “Alien” before, almost all of them closed the gate
without observe, shut the eye without think, no risk, no pain. Only few of
them tried to open. They opens again after they took a deep breath and with
full curiosity and shy, all of them irresistible beautiful, like blinking jewelry
everywhere on the sea bed. The 3rd-eye eagerly checked one by one, because
he was getting very excited come to the stage so close to his dream, his
complete self, the full power mode of himself! Whenever any peal gave him a
subtle signal, he pay full attention on them, Come Closer to them, but all of
them close their gate afterward, either immediately or gradually or gave him
a signal will open again, but never do. The 3rd-eye wait and wait, all left were
false hope, they never opened again for him, nor for a glimpse. He was built
too bizarre for those ordinary shells coz they have never encounter this wired
living creature on the earth; no trust, no interested, don’t know how to
response to the strange light beams. Desperate desire was burning out, the
3rd-eye determined to leave and go to other place, swam up, had a glance of
the lovely place he has station for awhile. Two shells took his old place, 3 rd-
eye beam it, they response vividly, arouse his curiosity, but not expectation…

--- The enlightenment

The 3rd-eye have checked every single object remained in the scene with its
piercing eye, The EyE with full enlightenment, fearless with true wisdom, the
only object left to response to the beam was the green layered “Black Pear”,
yet it still covered by a lot of mud, the black pearl was not as shiny as it
should, only had a pin hole of his body really reflect the light perfectly, as it
grew up in the polluted sea, but it reflected the light every time, this is
unusual bold black pearl, it attracted 3rd-eye full attention, it Came Closer
with its full speed, performed stunning dance, sing a charming song, use
every instrument he could fetch in the dark sea, attracted everything living
creature to dance with him, playing the best music he had learnt ALL OVER
THE WORLD to her, overwhelming her, just to keep her eye open! She let the
3rd-eye come closer with full skeptical, although she had seen and been
through a lot life and death experience, but still scared to his bizarre power.
3rd-eye shined it in very close distance, it response, beamed it, it reflected!
“What a special Black Pearl!” He wondered to himself. The 3rd-eye’s iris
enlarge to its maximum size, almost cannot see its edge. The beams getting
more and more intensify, more and more frequent, the shell had to close its
gate again and again, because it just too much for her, but it opened again
and again, because he is too charming for her, it was overwhelming,
exhausted! Finally, the 3rd-eye fetch the shell with both hands, it put his
forehead very close to the shell, the force of attraction sucked the Black Pearl
to his frontal lope swiftly, “Kak” the black pearl stuck on her gate, the
movement of the 3rd-eye triggered the shell nature protection system! There
were green weed surrounding the pearl, that was one of his instrument he
gave to her, he just gently pull it, dragged the pearl out, the pearl few from
the shell, floating in the sea, in the slit second, the powerful attraction sucked
the black pearl again, straight through to his 3rd-eye position, “Dak”, a
resonate sound, silence the whole sea… It integrated perfectly with its hole
on the frontal lope, it seems everything has been prepare since they were
born!

3rd-eye close its eyelid, silence peaceful ocean, wave stopped, current
stopped, unnatural atmosphere like the critical moment just before the big
typhoon were coming. The energy passed from frontal lope to its 7 chakra
downward, all the way down to his intuition chakra. 3rd-eye took a very long
deep breath, getting ready to open the eyelids again, because cannot hold
the energy coming from all chakras upward, the irresistible energy forced the
eyelid to open again! The 3rd-eye full power mode, the SKY-EYE opened!!!
“Wuuuuuu~~~~~~” the whole sea bed was shaking, boiling, the power was
devastating! It emitted the beam and heat straight through from the deep
sea to the sky, the light landed right at the new moon, changed it to full
moon in light speed. The whole sky brighten, stars run away, the full moon
brighten the entire sky. All living creature lift up their heads to see the
brightest night ever. The oceans, the sea, the lakes, the dew, every single
drop of water reflect the full moon.

<Photo 5>

Enlightenment is like the moon reflected on the water. The moon does not get
wet, nor is the water broken. Although its light is wide and great, the moon is
reflected even in a puddle an inch wide. The whole moon and the entire sky
are reflected in dewdrops on the grass, or even in one drop of water.
Enlightenment does not divide you, just as the moon does not break the
water. You cannot hinder enlightenment, just as a drop of water does not
hinder the moon in the sky. The depth of the drop is the height of the moon.
Each reflection, however long or short its duration, manifests the vastness of
the dewdrop, and realizes the limitlessness of the moonlight in the sky. – Zen
Master Dōgen Zenji

<Photo 3>

Time passed by quickly, it is turning from sunset the dark night without
noticed, it comes to final stage, the power of GOD attracted every innocent
living creature around the place where they were, come to witness this
heaven made couple, standing in front of them. “Good, very good, all my
kids come, to witness us tonight, a wonderful night you will never forget,
come and sit, my children…hand-by-hand, form a circle, come everyone
come” The GOD called with very warm smile. The circle form by hands
become bigger and bigger, rounder and rounder, hold it with all innocent
hands, they brought with their unpolluted innocent mind and the GOD lighted
up them one-by-one, explain to them what the purpose of life is. “My
children, you were born with this physical body, nature gives you food, nature
gives you joy, and I give you candle, it only can be lighted up by
KNOWLEDGE, when the light reach the full power, that is The LIGHT of
ENLIGHTENMENT, light up the darkness, clear all blurry confusion, lead you to
the life’s goal without fear, The POWER of COMOS! It has no origin, it has no
ending!” He already know, the one sit next to him is the one come to help
him, she helped him to light up the candle one-by-one until form a light circle.
“Ar… There is food” A child said, “You can have it, if you ask for” GOD said.
There are a lot of food to share, “Dian, come to help me to share the food”,
“Yes” Dian response with his innocent voice, together with his beautiful wide
open innocent eyes, nodded his head with his eyes aiming to the GOD
without changing direction. He helped to pass the food one by one with Order
and Progression. The leader gesture was showed naturally. The innocent
living creature start to call GOD’s name, Repeat and Repeat, Louder and
Louder with full excitement “Do you know what does this name means?” GOD
asked. The kids open their twinkle eyes and opened the hollow month,
yearning for the answer. “The first name means overcome yourself, face your
fear with your full passion, full power! The second name means Wisdom. The
wisdom only come when you overcome your true self, this name is belongs to
you when the day your soul awaken, you call your own name, call GOD’s
name without any fear or confusion. GOD faces his own fear with a lot of fear,
overcome it gradually with persistence, this is the process of repelling
ignorance. GOD “Always DO What he SAID! That’s called Commitment!” With
Fearless! Determination! Burning desire to accomplish the mission,
Unconditional Love to glory the world! To shine every single living creature on
the earth with his overwhelming love, like the father Sun! <Photo 6> GOD
means black and white, dark and bright, Good and Bad, Soft and Hard, God
Or Devil, complete oneself, altogether, flawless! Admit his guilt, acknowledge
his limits, expose his weaknesses, let nature spray salt on his wound,
absolutely naked, madness bold but take all consequence with full
responsibility, learn the lesson in any consequence on what he has ruin other
life, feel shame about it and make up for it with his true heart because he has
been suffer for so long of self guilt.

I am the G.O.D./D.O.G.! To bring food, joy and light on the earth, to show all
my children what the GOD love is, the true meaning of life, awaken every
single soul on earth! Show you what is unreasonable happiness, I am NOT
going to bring you to the heaven nor drag you to the hell after death, I am
going to show you what is the "Heaven" Right Now!!! Right Here!!! I can give
you everything you want in life, I can answer any question that bother you for
your whole life! If I am not the GOD, who gonna be!?

A big boy standing aside, skeptical to join the circle, “come my boy, come to
join us and share” Finally he came with a protective, mature gesture of adult
on the age of 13! Because he is the oldest among the group. Sit down with
exclusive style. “My little boy, why you pretend to be leader here, you just
like them, like a child, now you are 3 years old child” GOD talk to his sould
through his eye. His eyes soften in a second, twinkle like a 3 years old boy
with innocent smile on his face, and fully integrated with the scene.
“Dian, can you pass your beloved toys to other children, just for few minutes
for them to see how beautiful your toy is, just share it for few minutes with
your friends, OK?” GOD asked him with the child tone. “Yes” straight and
simple answer, he passed his beloved toys, one after another. Until one
greedy child stop the Order the Progression. She was having one big tomato,
hold it with her 2 hands, because it was too big for one hand, it looks really
greedy compare other without any food on head. “Hey why you stop passing
the food to other? This is greed, now I gonna take all of your food to other,
and pass again, you will be the last one to have the food after the cycle of the
circle, you going to learn a lesson from hunger because of your GREED and
POSSESSION” She gave the super big tomato to the GOD without strived for
that, she felt the overwhelming power, with no intention to hold the tomato
by her limited power at all. The food passed from her right hand side. She
gazed on the grass, the only toy motor bike just coincidence lying next to her,
she grab it, hold it tight with full possession and not letting it go “You still
don’t learn how to share, now I am going to take your joy away from you, you
going to suffer from loneliness and emptiness because of your ADDICTION
and OBESSION, you will be the last one to enjoy the joy my poor child.” The
GOD took back the toy gently, forceless, it was so gentle and subtle natural
movement, just like the power of nature, Flawless! The toy passed from her
left hand left side, and it back to the Order and Progression circle again. Now
she has nothing to play with, her JEALOUS, FEAR, and SELF-ESTEEM stirring
her desire too much, too much that she could not handle it any more,
confused, bewildered, lost, anger, those sound from her heart yearning her
“Do something, Do something NOW, to show your existence” (Of course she
doesn’t know what exactly happening, but it all shows naturally, because it is
nature.) She looked left and right, up and down, felt something wrong,
nothing to possess, she picked up the Forbidden Light, the Light of
Knowledge (Only few children have candle, her candle was sitting right in the
middle of her opening legs). “Now you play fire, you have nothing to play and
you play fire!!! Do you know how powerful is this fire, it going to burn you,
your life will be gone, you will die because of IGNORANCE, play the power
without good understand of what is it!!!)” GOD took back the candle swiftly,
because no one on earth should ever offend the knowledge, because
knowledge is ultimate divine power, The true and only GOD in the whole
universe, the awareness! If miss use, it going to be devastating, it destroy all
Order and Progression. Everything has gone now, the ignorance girl left
behind in the dark, helpless, and no one knows what was aftermath, such
behavior because their parents are ignorance too, they didn’t teach their
child pay Attention, Obey and Respect. That’s how the world gets confused.

An adult came to take all kids away from the harmony, the lesson of life, the
Critical Consciousness! Even GOD cannot stop this well poisoned adult, he
came and grab the kids without observed what was really happening in this
divine circle. GOD tried to keep the children with soft words, but no help.
Because the power to the kids are not from the GOD, are from their Parents!
Are their Parents! Parents!!! Understand!? Is NOT your Damn god, god
doesn’t have any Damn power to teach your kids, whatsoever, are the
parents, the Education, the proper education, are not those ridiculous
religions claiming you have to believe in god, otherwise he is going to send to
you eternal Hell, but he loves you!? Those poisoning words, poison all spirits
on earth every day, make you life live in FEAR, IGNORANCE, Confusion!!!
Without education, it leads to disorder, disrespectful to the divine Knowledge,
without Understanding, without Tolerant, without Patience, without humble
attitude to learn from each other. “We cannot stay because we have no time”
Adult said. “You have time to pray every day, but you don’t have time to pay
attention in this precious moment, not even try to understand what is going
on, all because of your fear telling you that take all kids away from this
strange man!” GOD shout! Everyone has gone. Except Dian, “I stay” he
responded to the adult again and again, the adult could not convince him to
leave this dangerous circle. The world leader has been chosen at that critical
moment, Dian will be the king of king in this forever growing continent. He
will bring Peace and Love, Order and Progression to the earth. That was the
GOD first child has such potential that he wants to cultivate him to be useful
person in the world, because the young spirit is yearning for that. His mother
come, GOD acknowledge his mother. “You child is very special one, you have
done very good job to teach him discipline, he will be very useful man. Thank
you!”

All became silent again, only left the GOD and the Black Pearl in the darkness
scene “Do you want to have the true wisdom? Whatever you ask for, I can
give you the perfect answer, I can give you the true meaning of life, the true
knowledge, and the true happiness that your whole life yearning for!” The
pearl puzzled, her eyes twinkle like a 3 years child. “All you need is to pay full
attention until 00:00AM, I need your 5 hours full attention, complete trust,
whatever happen, even I put a knife on your neck, you need to trust me,
because in any case, I do it with pure purpose, which is to protect you and
show you what the true knowledge is, my aim will be the dangerous enemy
behind you even I put a knife so close to you. Do you understand? Do you
want to have the true KNOWLEDGE?” Pearl nodded.

Yet, GOD felt easily every now and then the Pearl was so confused and full of
doubt, even the bizarre experience the GOD just show her, she still remain
very skeptical because she was taught not to believe any stranger. Stranger
is stranger; Trusted person is trusted person. She was using her brain to
analyze but not the heart. “I know what you said is all real and true from my
intuition, and what I have seen just now is all unbelievable miracle, but my
brain, just keep telling me that is not true, that is not real, my intellectual and
intuition are not in sync. I know I should believe my intuition, because it has
been always true, but I can’t.” She shook her head. Another hour passed,
“You have 4 hours left, all you need to do is the true faith, only that I can
show you the truth, you can only lose for 4 hours or you can lose your whole
life” GOD said. All left on her face, just full of confusion. GOD saw face
changing from wolf, fox, black man, old women, old man, his beloved Crystal
Sin, crying eyes, confusion eyes. For normal person see that, could have
shocked and run away, but this man already possess the full enlightenment,
nothing can scare him in his domain, nothing can confuse him with piercing
Sky-Vision!

Another pearl come, she is her best trusted pearl in this ocean. She came
with a not caring gesture anything what just happened or happening,
because she was tired, not willing pay attention to the golden moment that
she can have anything she wants, she left her home to pursue her dream, the
burning desire dragged her to this continent, Africa, the land she claim
belongs to her, and the answer of her dream just in front of her, because the
GOD just gave her the same offer “Whatever you ask for, I can give you
perfect answer, the true knowledge” She still not willing to pay full attention.

GOD smiled and Said: “Thank you! Because of your non cherishing behavior,
made me find the true pearl on this huge ocean, you refused his necklace,
and you know I don’t give away my jewelry easily, because I like them all,
that is my precious, the Necklace is the precious tool for me the find my
missing part” GOD didn’t where this thought coming from, but all going to
make sense at the Critical Moment coming in no second! At the moment he
gave the necklace to her, her facial expression was not satisfied because of
second thought co-existence, her thought still stopped on the belt he gave to
big pearl, JEALEOUS block the pure thought, even such subtle and last for
short time. She always get the best thing, but she doesn’t cherish that. When
he took it back the necklace, she tried to strive for it, use her weapon that
man cannot easily resist, “Come Closer”. High virtue warrior won, everything
must be clear with no doubt, precious thing only will be given to whom with
full appreciation.

Ignorance doesn’t know they were going to leave the golden chance of life
value. They communicated with their own language, the language that GOD
haven’t learnt yet. “Respect to other, use the common language that
everyone able to understand, since he left home, he only use common
language, even in private, he only use English with his colleagues, even they
use Chinese, he use English to response, that the way to make other feel
more comfortable and to be more inclusive. He had once used Chinese
language, but his colleague use English to response, such potential person,
he use his ACTION to response what he had understand from the teacher,
even he have not taught him directly. This is his first student and he will be
radiant on earth, his name is called Hank” GOD said. Although Pearls promise
to use common language, but they just continuously using their language,
breaking the rules again and again with no shame of their misbehavior. “Do
what you Said, with ACTION!!!” GOD started angry, because these 2 children
just didn’t want to learn a lesson of respect and did not willing to include
others, because they felt much better in their private zone. Although they
have been suffering from the same situation, they were excluded from other
languages conversations, but still want to pull back to their comfort and
secret zones. That’s all irresponsible and ignorance behavior.

The furious GOD gave them final warning to another pearl “Do you want the
true knowledge, do you want the thing that you dream for in your whole life,
if so, pay full attention! And give yourself commitment to pay full attention
and respect the conversation! Say yes if you want to!” The GOD started
counting from 3 hr in a very fast way, 2 hrs, 1 hr, 30 minutes, 1 minutes, 30
second, 29, 28, 27, 26, 25, 24, 23, 22 – 10!!! 9!!! 8!!! “The Chinese lucky
number, means prosperity” GOD said. 7!!! 6!!! 5!!!

4!!! “The dead number! You all die now, too late!” Their eyes frighten
because their soul scared. “You have one second to reborn!”

3!!! “You are reborn!” The live number! Still no answer, they just let the
chance slip away without doing any ACTION.

2!!! The air become so tense, seems everything freeze and waiting for the
clock to tick one more precious second
1!!! “Please stop me! I don’t want you guys die, I cannot stop GOD to count
down, PLEASE my friend, stop my finger to form a circle (zero), please!!!!”
Sky-eye begged. Sky-eye’s hands started shaking, faster and faster, like a
machine gun, until they cannot really see the hand, it seems he used his
ultimate power to against the GOD power, every single piece of his face’s
muscles expression looked so struggle and suffer of pain, but he tried hold it
with his full power, used up his last breath to protect his beloved friends that
he never encountered such precious friends who constantly give him
responses with beautiful understanding and acknowledgement.

“0 !!!” the thumb and indication finger touched. “You are dead! No more time
for you, out!” The small pearl was shocked and bewildered, stood up but not
willing to leave….

“You think you have the eye can see aura, use your eyes check my aura now!
What do you see? You see nothing, the fear block you to see the true color of
anything! The Sky-eye can see everything, the EyE of true wisdom, see the
aura and not limited to the layer, but also the color and different shape &
faces of people on their face” GOD stood up slowly with warrior gesture,
powerful movement, provoking motion, every single words was piercing to
her frontal lope, right target to her third-eye position, provoking every single
inches of her ability, putting her down, yelling her to face her own fear, NOW!

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“I am going to give you last chance” The compassion from GOD. The GOD
lifted up the round candle, “If you wanna play this game again, you can use
your brother’s life to play one game. 1 life, 1 game! Play it with your full
attention and trust, if you don’t, your brother gonna die” She was frighten,
the scare of unknown and overwhelming power of GOD, made her cannot
make a mistake. “What if I don’t play, will my brother be OK?” Her voice was
with full worry. “He will be completely fine… But if you don’t use your
brother’s life to play, you are dead already, because you will never find truth
and the one you are looking for. You are going to have a confusion life, live in
unknown, it means you are dead!” Her body response in ACTION, she stood
up. Just before she left, GOD pass her the candle “Keep this candle, whenever
your brother feel sick, hold the candle tight, and pray for him, he will be fine”
GOD replied. “Is that real” She bewildered. “YES” GOD replied with solid
answer. She held the candle carefully and put it into her pocket. His brother is
sick in the hospital waiting for surgery. “OUT and don’t disturb us” GOD
shouted at her loud. GOD stood up slowly, moving his hands, T-post on his
foots, held his fist gently, the marshal-art form, then all the sudden, the GOD
hit the lawn with 2 fists, boommmmm! Thundering sound breaking the
silence night! Again and again, consecutive 3 punches, left 2 deep holes on
the lawn! They were shocked. The GOD will only present to her as Jacky Chan
in the future, because there is no constructive contribution nor benefit of
giving away knowledge without others full appreciation to receive it.

The critical moment come!!! The pearl stood up with the small pearl, her
ACTION was showing she was out too for this crazy life game made by
nonsense GOD! She was standing aside of her friend, and dishonor to her
commitment to the GOD, to HERSELF, life without commitment, is it still a
LIFE? Or we are living in the world that full of lies, we lie to ourselves every
single day, we poisoning our soul every moment, our irresponsibility diluting
our divine soul every single second, we become dead man without knowing
where we are heading to, no aim, without determination to commit our
dream, how could our dream come true with this fragile spirit, living in
confusion, weight in trivial, leave the critical; moment, people and place! How
sorrow the life going to be? Parents taught us don’t aim too far, because they
scared too much of us being hurt in any case, disappointment, depression,
insult, humiliating, threat, dangerous. But they overlook one critical element
in life; awaken our soul, pursue our true happiness, show our true color on
earth, be a better person, be a useful person, be completely free of your
thought, release your true spirit!!! That can warm the earth and comfort
every living creature’s heart! The real heaven is here, in your heart, on your
vision! Ironically, everyone put their ultimate hope to the unknown place so
called “Heaven” after death through authority, human always call it religion
and assuming they are living in “Hell” or going to the “Hell” if misbehave.
“Where is the Hell!?” “We don’t know life, how can we know death”
Confucians. You don’t know when the moment Adam ate the forbidden fruit,
he released the true freedom, the true freedom is whatever you do, you will
get equivalent consequence whatever was Good or Bad. The free-will and he
was the one creating the Perfect world! Flawless, “Natural Selection, Fittest
Survive” Darwin, everything is naturally connected if they back to the state of
“Pure”, the Basic State. The wrong perception is poisoning our soul, that
rooted in everyone’s heart, that’s fear. The fear can be something unnoticed
small, not talking about something big like life or death. The fear cannot be
small as fear of MOTH. How to overcome our fear? “Come Closer” face your
fear with your fear, similar thing attract each other, because they are nature
identical pair. Same as love, when you show your true color, you true love will
be attracted to you naturally, this is “The Law of Attraction” If you hold back
of your true thought, your true freedom, you will attract similar object, your
pair will be equivalent with hold back spirit, limited, low quality, doubtful, the
one, your beloved, he or she will see you as uncertainty if you were his pair
or a life time partner or not. Then you better forget about the true love, the
unconditional love, because you have no guts to take that! That will be only
in your dream, heaven only will be in your imaginary and will NERVER come
to your life nor after life.

One of unexplainable fear of GOD was the MOTH. Because why he was young
taking a shower, he shattered something while he was rubbing his back.
Another weakness of the GOD, he is very much short-sighted, he had to bring
very close to see what was this sticky texture on this hand, that was a MOTH!
This disgusting memory like a nightmare stick to his memory for decades. At
that night, he attracted everything to come, including his deadly enemy,
MOTH, stayed right on his towel, the biggest moth he ever seen, hairy
horrible fat moth, like a spook. Small pearl touch the moth, cuddle right on its
back, the moth response with its “antenna” moving down and backward, they
immediately knew that was relaxing and comfortable gesture, because it was
exactly like the dog when they are enjoying the cuddle on their head, their
ears move down and backward slowly. The cowardice GOD not dares to do
the same easy job.

All human being are going to raise very common question way back, “You are
the god, hahaha, no no no!!!” They all shakes their dumb head, why dumb?
Because “No matter how smart you are, when the moment you close your
mind, you become ignorance immediately.” - AiKiLiZ. Does anyone see god
before? Is the god can fly and separate the sea with their bare hand, reborn
after 3 days, can kill anything in a second, can do whatever you can imagine
in the comics or Hollywood movies. No one seen that before my boy! “No, no
no, you know I have seen nature healing, telepathy…” My boy, do you now
someone can do that without believe in your god, they just believe in
themselves? Anyway, back to the focus, there is no reference point what the
god really is, how can you tell what the god is, believe in something you’ve
never seen before or single channel of theory or something you have never
examine before, that is called IGNORANCE! Ignorance is the most miserable
thing in the world, because you feel shame without knowing if that is worth to
shame for, you feel guilt without knowing if that is true guilt, you kill without
knowing who you are killing. They defense, “Of course I know she is my own
sister, he is another ethnicity, they are cockroach.” You are killing yourself my
boy because you don’t know what you are doing, you are putting your neck
on the sharp of the blade, because hatred generate hatred. When the
moment you were shocked by emotional turmoil, the basic human weakness
(Jealous, Greed, Fear, Perfection, Possession, Addiction, Obsession, Self-
Esteem)+Love. You are creating negative energy hurting yourself, but no
body else. Before you put your emotion into action to hurt somebody, you
have to hurt yourself first, living life in hatred and not willing to understand or
to be understood, learn a lesson, what is the life for?
“If you were god, you can do everything!” Ignorance laugh (Do you know
even god has weakness, like he might not able to speak French yet?) or
offended (Pay attention on this, are we offend the god, or we are offending
the ignorance?) They got offended enough to kill you immediately, because
you are affecting his path to eternal happiness, the heaven, wake up
ignorance, have you pay attention on how your selfish small brain function?
How can the god be offended by ordinary people, how can the god get angry
because of your free-will, and send you to the inferno hell just because you
do NOT say “Baba, you are my salvage. You are everything and I am nothing”
but please remember, he love you!? This kind of hilarious lies full of flaws,
even worse than in the fairy tale, the monster going to eat you during the
night if you lie. But billions of people believing in same way, can you feel
how sorry, sorrow I feel of you!? My child you really need to stack up your
pillows and think about it every night, what is going wrong with this generous
god!!!??? Because even Papa and Mama’s love can tolerate their children’s
small misbehave of not obeying or admitting their parent, and their parent
will never let go their children to eternal hell to suffer because of the Trivial
things. What kind of love that the god will punish you in the eternal hell, just
because you do not agree the bloody Jesus die for you? “No, you can not
compare human’s love and god’s love! Because the god’s love is very big and
special, we don’t understand it” Wake up my boys, love is love, kill is kill.
Simple like water dropping downward, human looking upward. To kill a spirit,
is incomparable severe penalty of any crime on earth, just because we don’t
admit the great god!!!??? Do you know you are confusing yourself because of
ignorance and fear? Like a dog knows who is their true master, who take care
of them and they loyal to protect them with their life as return the pure love,
no matter what happen, no matter how big, strong their enemy is, they use
their full life to protect their beloved friend, human. And how about you? Well
you must be thinking “We are mammal, we are high intelligence, we should
know about what is the meaning behind life, the dog is not intelligence
enough to ask, to know who is their creator” By respecting your imaginary
creator is giving you better value of life or respecting your mother of striving
the 10 months period of pregnancy? The 10 level of intolerable pain during
giving burn and your father work day and night non-stop just because they
are worry about there is not enough food at home or there is not enough
knowledge in your head that can lead you to prosperity future? Stop lying to
yourself my child!!! You are literally looking for the ultimate benefit from the
god that he will bring you to heaven, then you can have whatever you what,
and stay in the ultimate happiness in return of believing your divine religion,
your only true god! Because of this irresistible temptation to the imaginary
paradise (even imaginary, that’s good enough to control people heart and
pull the trigger, send a bullet to their beloved’s head), the dumb human
being turn their back on their own people; PUNISH them if they don’t believe
the same GOD, KILL them because they believe in Devil; HANG them because
they go to our divine temple without taking their shoes off; SHOT them all,
because they saw my sister’s face and they touch each other! But they allow
themselves to touch other women, 2 of them, 4 of them, a lot of them, as
many as they want if they get the power and make their own standard
according to their own bible. Pathetic Double Standard, the ignorance pick
all benefit towards themselves.

--- The moth, no threat object, big fear!!!

Next morning when the GOD woke up, the gigantic moth still there, seems
there was unfinished business with this new born GOD. “Why are you still
here!?” The GOD wondered. The GOD held pearl’s hand, pull out his
indication finger, come very close to the moth, the horrible warning sign
passing from his finger, straight through to his heart, telling him pull back his
shaking finger. The GOD’s whole body against this “deadly” trial, he was
shivering, goss pop… Pearl can easily sense his fear from his shaking hand.
The moth seems stayed on the towel for while night, just waiting for him to
come closer. Touched!!! First the wing, the GOD held another breathe, moving
the finger to the hairy fat moth’s back, Touched!!! The moth responded with
fully enjoy and comfortable movement of its hair and antenna. The fear and
threat encounter first time so close. The story wasn’t finished yet, the crazy
GOD pushing his limit higher, “come really closer” that was really crazy, he
was moving his face to the moth, Touched!!! With his nose to the moth’s
wing, cannot be more closer. He get down on his knees with full respect to his
fear and close his eyes, and moving his top head upward slowly towards the
moth, his could feel the tension between the moth and the head. Touched!!!
Crazy man! No wonder he called himself GOD.
The GOD just demonstrated to the pearl how he overcome to his fear, every
time “come closer” to his own fear, very very close, until he cannot see the
fear object as an object. “Fear is not a fear anymore, Threat is not a threat
anymore”. When the Fear/Threat meet, the magical moment form a complete
pair of opposites. Few minutes later, the moth was gone after stay still for
whole night, together with the GOD’s fear, mission finished, no point to stay
any longer, all it left was fresh empowered GOD. This madness GOD started
to touch more insects, because his guts all the sudden grow much bigger.
Touch butterfly, easy job of course. Bees, not afraid of its deadly spike, the
bees just let him touch with full “Trust”, enjoy the gentle “cuddle”
acknowledge with its tiny body, with no intention to show its deadly weapon
that has pierced the GOD’s neck a decade ago, it was bloody pain. After that,
even birds come closer to him, but not totally friendly, it robbed his brand,
cunning!

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Back to the scene. GOD shout “You are not good enough to receive anything
from me!” This thought come from first Extraordinary Trance Experience,
every single detail can trace back what was the reason, because everything
has been planned for tonight, tonight of Yin/Yan encounter. Small pearl took
off her bracelet that he bought to her as a gift earlier, not as precious but still
mean a lot from his true hearted gift. The critical life term decision making
moment was coming!! The big pearl was taking off the precious necklace,
she has decided to step out from this nonsense game regardless the miracle
signs show continuously in the past 6 days. This woman will be gone forever
from GOD’s heart The GOD dragged away the cover on the lawn earlier they
were sitting there for picnic. Because he needs to get down on his knees on
the earth to receive back this precious jewelry with his full earthly respect to
this life precious stone. He knows this precious necklace is for him to find his
missing part on the earth. His was so excited, lift up and opened his hands up
front, like a warrior receiving an award ceremony from the KING, his iris
opened absolutely at the full size, month opened, letting the tongue hanging
in the middle of the month, full attention, with absolution respected and
expecting the precious eye come back to his hand, because he knows very
well, no matter how possible the woman in front of him is the one his is
looking for his whole life, the signs tell him everyday, she is the one, she
must be the one. But if the woman cannot pass all the tests, she will not be
the one, she just literally CAN NOT. This is WIN-WIN situation, with full
passion, fearless of making all sacrifice for his pure aim, no doubt, no look
back, as his casual gesture “Do it or Die” This is his life secret, he never lost.
Because either case, the answer will be only “showed very clear” or “Come
Closer” to the truth, eliminate all doubts on the path of seeking the Truth.

Not sure the GOD get down on his knees for how long, because he was so
desperate for the necklace come back to him. He was awakened again when
the pearl said “I cannot open the necklace, cannot you help me to take it
off?” BINGO! CLEAR! No Doubt! Absolutely no doubt! Everything was
CLEAR!!!! She is the one!!! Definitely 100% with no doubt!!!! Everything
come true, everything is real, The Extraordinary Trance Experience is true,
the big DREAM of life really come true! She is the one! The Queen Earth!!!!!
The one the GOD encountered on 8th March, 2009. The necklace cannot be
taken off without his help. Few days ago she requested “Could you please
tighten my necklace” he tighten the necklace with special way, hard to open
by accident. It was so close to failure, very dangerous, because it was not too
hard to open. Imagine the life term fortune was hang on this non eyes
catching necklace, bought it in Nairobi souvenir market, crazy sound like
telling a fairy tale story, but it was bloody true!!! This is her pure heart,
cherish anything that given by anyone with their true heart, their precious
belongings. The GOD immediately understand how everything come to the
end! Everything was linked flawlessly for him to find his precious woman.
How pure spirit works! The GOD immediately extend 5 hours tolerance to life
time commitment to her. She passed the final test from GOD.

--- The Butterfly Effect VS The Law of Attraction

That was something beyond “Butterfly effect”. He was so determined to leave

the country, after 3 months striving in the country, but got nothing. He has
well prepared and train up himself to enter the war zone D.R. Congo for
better prospect. Please refer to the following link. Because this country is
enough for him, even the country can offer him attractive his professional
work, he will still go. That is his character, when he decided to do something
big, once the command has given to himself, he is not able to take it back,
because the command like the King’s command to a warrior, once the warrior
receive the command, even King cannot stop it in the battle field, the
determination is irreversible. He possess this 2 personality. 紫 微 + 破 軍 “ No
one can stop me, if only if something really extraordinary happen” He has
planned to go to Burundi to explorer, then Uganda, then Dubai, then back to
D.R. Congo again, Kinshasa. Everything like an arrow on the bowl! But the
power of universe really stopped this warrior. When he came back from D.R.
Congo, just decided to stay few days and will be gone forever. He made a
reservation in hostel, telling them “Don’t rent out my room, I will be back in
about 1 month.” When the day he was coming back, he made a reservation
again, just to make sure he can have his beloved special room and the
receptionist had kept for him. But he returned, the room was taken at the
same time he made the reservation. He couldn’t fall in sleep for the whole
night, apparently yearning him to take back his old room ASAP. Next morning
woke up very earning, just because cannot fall in sleep for whole night. Check
out who took the room and going to “kick” them out. That was his future
wife! Only if extraordinary thing happen, can stop me in this country, his
future wife really stop him here. The black pearl come to his room, at the
same bed (There were 2 beds). That’s how they met. This far more then
Butter Fly effect, if this country not failed him so much, he will not had such
strong desire to leave, if there were not a group of interesting ladies asked for
his help for couch surfing, he will not delay to stay 2 more days before he
went to D.R. Congo, if he didn’t not mistaken the 8 days visa from D.R. Congo
that he supposed to leave on 23-04-2009, he was stuck in border on 24-04-
2009 to ague the penalty because of the confusion of the visa of the 1 day
more stayed behind, the argument cost him half an hour, he missed the bus,
cost him another hour… but all of this happened just to give his future wife
enough time to take over their future room. On Black Pearls side. When they
came to this country, the back packer place was full, the warrior’s hostel was
full, this was really unusual, because he has been living in here for 3 months,
it always has a lot of empty room. Black peal stay 1 night in the more
expensive hostel, just next to it. The next day they took his room, the Room
number 1. The best room in the whole Kigali, stunning view, giving you a lot
of peace and inspiration. No wonder when they meet, the black pearl said,
this is very spiritual room. Of course, because the warrior was doing spiritual
training in here for few months.
That’s how those small detail things linked up them together, too much
coincidence, we call it faith bring us to our destiny. How it works? It calls the
law of attraction, the power from the universe. The power is not limited to be
given to those religions people go to church to pray for day and night, craving
for their need. If you strongly believe enough and the believe system will
form very precious thing, it calls Faith, it cost a lot of determination and
sacrifice. When the faith form, it trigger the power from the cosmos, it
attracts everything come to you, it calls “The Law of Attraction”, but it
only can be driven by Pure Love, only innocent heart have capacity to hold
this divine power, that’s why Devil never can WIN the definite battle, because
they possess the Dark heart since they were born, the true Dark heart only
lies on very few man, so do pure heart. You better turn your back from Devil
and back to Father Sun, because it is really not fun if you lost, because when
the moment you know it, it is too late already, you gonna lost everything that
you never able to stand up again, your soul will be in prison forever, where
the place call hell, please don’t 1 step further to play the deadly games! You
can play your own fire, but don’t try to invade other’s fire space. The Law of
attraction is not something bizarre, it exists since the universe was born, it is
forever exist and it never ends.

The PERAL spirits knows she is not strong enough, that’s why she send a very
subtle signal to the strongest man (Their subconscious communicated), to
protect her, no matter what kind of circumstance, he needs to protect her,
secure her, whatever her emotion she is, how naughty she is, how ignorance
she is, please protect me, my love! Coz I need the strongest man like you,
hold him tight and fly to the moon as he am always unsure, he am not strong
as you, and you will have his same extraordinary love in return, massage
your soul, comfort your heart, coz he knew he am the one capable to have
such unconditional love. And she did! She impressed the unique warrior so
much from the first time they meet each other, was all by coincidence and by
the Force of Universe, she was sleeping in his room No. 1 St Paul, Kigali,
Rwanda, that he has ordered don’t rent to anyone while he was away. But
because all unbelievable mistakes all put together push this thing happen, he
was return from Goma, Congo, the war zone, and find disappointed his home
was just taken before he made a call in the afternoon, could not sleep in the
new room and wonder why, woke up unusual early jogging, checked out who
was in room no.1 and prepare to ask them move out of the room. But she was
at the right room, at the perfect timing and place, sleep on his place, felt this
room is very spiritual.

No one capable to understand his thought like that, no matter how crazy and
naked he is, she received signal release from his thought every time, no one
in the earth ever able to do that. That is not a surprise no one can do that,
because wherever he passed, he shocked everyone by his unusual thought,
friends just ignore him or stay away from him, fear of him if he come to close.
“3 years before he had a dream, about a man gave him unconditional love,
the man was on the TV show, but he knew was not him, was someone else,
That’s how he knew he am capable of, he cannot believe that can be true, he
have forgotten this dream, but your Extraordinary Trance Experience just
remain me” his woman described on the first day we met on 25th April 2009.

Precious love, no matter what happen, he will not left her, no matter what
circumstance, he always use his life to embrace her, because she is the only
one capable to receive his great love, the GOD LOVE! They Married. It was 1st
of May 2009. (The GOD decided to married her on 1st of May 2009, She
decided to married him on 3rd of May 2009, it has been all decided in a silent
and implication way) The month of may They share the 3 precious night…
They fall in deep love in a week, because the were born in a pair, almost
perfectly match, and work for their best to resonate and synergize each
other. Being together only for short time, but they share so much, laugh so
much like a baby, the true happiness, the warrior shows to his woman for 10
days experience living in the heaven, they departed in different way for their
life journey, the love grow everyday, even though they are not together, this
is just the beginning of the great love story…
May our spirits fly free & leave a black hole size impact on this earth before
we travel to the next realm of existence.

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======= What A Wonderful World =======

by Louis Armstrong

I see trees of green, red roses too

I see them bloom for him and you

And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue and clouds of white

The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night

And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky

Are also on the faces of people going by

I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do

They're really saying I love you.

I hear babies crying,I watch them grow

They'll learn much more than I'll never know

And I think to myself what a wonderful world

Yes I think to myself what a wonderful world.

======= What A Wonderful World =======

Haklam AiKiLiZ

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