Iordered10gmofEtizolamformthegoodoldSilk Road,ofthebrandetilaam,mostlytotestoutthe SilkRoadsystem,butIdidgetachanceto experiencethisdrugsinterestingeffects.Theonly pastexperiencesIvehadwithbenzodiazepines(or thelike)waswithKlonopin.Thiswasmuch different,definitelymoreeuphoric,andIdefinitely noticedthesleepyeffect.Averageonsetofeffects: 30minutes,averageduration:approximately2 hoursforevery.5mgtaken.Sublingual administrationwasmypreferenceoutofthetwo tested.Sorryfortheterseandcolloquialnatureof thereports,butenjoy! 0.

5mgEtizolam Swallowed 2:07pm.5mgEtizolamswallowedwithwater. T+0:17Doinghomework. T+0:23Notfeelingtoomuch. T+0:27Firstgentleeffectshavesetin.It'slikealittlepresenceinmyskull. T+0:31Definitelythegentleeuphoria,urgetorestpresent. T+0:42Verygentle,andImeangentleeuphoriacontinues,slightmotorimpairmentpresent. Goingtogetlunch. T+1:31Backfromlunch.Eithertheconsiderablementaleffortexertedinaconversationwitha friendortheratherlargelunchhasdispelledthisdrug'smostnoticeableeffects.Stillhappy,none theless.Remnantsofsleepyfeelingremain. T+1:43Feelingprettymuchnormal.ThisexperiencemightsuggestthattheswallowingROA maybemoreaffectedbyeatingthanthought.

0.5mgEtizolam Swallowed 3:16OnehalfofoneblueEtizolampill,swallowed,withabitofwater.Takenonamostlyempty

stomach(3+hourssinceeatinganything). T+0:11(thetokennothinghashappenedyetrecord) T+0:22Verysubtle,nicewarmfeeling.Notmuddlingatall.Atadoftheusualphysical impairment. T+0:34Gentleeuphoria.Gentleeuphoria. T+0:41The"laydownandsnuggle"feelingjusthit.Nottoobadofafeeling. T+0:44Maybealittlepainrelief?Mysoreneckfeelsatadbetter. T+0:57Stillnicerelaxingeffects,atadgroggyphysically.I'mnottoousefulfordoingworkatthis point. T+1:07Orderedadeliciouswrapfrom.Definitelykindofoutofitordering,butfeeling verynice.Thisisdefinitelythecorrectdosage. T+1:29Feelingmostlybacktonormalmentally.Motorcoordinationbacktonormaltoo. T+2:29Absolutelybackinprimeform.Feelingbetteractually,longterm.Maybeabitof afterglow?

1mgEtizolam Sublingual 1:061mgEtizolam,inonebluepillplacedundertongue(sublingualadministration).Tastenot horrible,butnotgood.Couldbelikenedtocardboardflavor. T+0:08Tookabout9minutestodissolveundertonguecompletely. T+0:33Nonoticeableeffects,veryslightsedation,possibleplacebo. T+0:41Definitenonplaceboeuphoria,justsittingrightabovetheclouds.Notweedhighoreven amphetaminehigh,justanicegentleeuphoria.Wonderful. T+0:45Motorcoordinationjustslightlyimpaired. T+0:48Thisisverygood,justenoughtopushonesmentalityoutofthenormal,rigidsober space.Asmallperturbationnotahugedeviationlikeweed.

T+0:59Urgetocurlupinabedandsleep.Thisdefinitelyisanantiinsomniadrug. T+1:32Lieddown,putinsomegroovytunes,closedmyeyes.Veryrelaxing.Sleepmayhave occurredbriefly. T+2:50Stillrelaxed,thoughclearheaded.Nonoticeableeuphoriaabovenormallevel.I'musually ahappyperson,soit'salittlehardtoalwaysdistinguishwhatisplacebo,whatisnormal,and whatisadrug'seffect.Iwouldsaytheeuphoriceffectshaveended.Slightmentalloopynessstill present,aswellasahintofphysicalimpairment. T+4:54Lastbitsofanymentalalterationfelt.95%backtonormal. Retrospective:Thisstuffisnice,butgoddoesitevermakeyouwanttocurlupintoaballandgo tosleep.

2mgEtizolam Swallowed 1:15ingested2blue1mgEtizolampillsorally,swallowedwithwater.Haven'thadanythingtoeat since9:10thismorning.Definitelyemptystomach.Willgetlunchinhalfanhour. T+0:24Definiteeffectshitting.Verytipsy.Differentheadspacethanbooze,moreclear.But comfortable. T+0:30Verysedatey. T+0:38Walkinghasbeenveryinteresting.Ifeelquitetipsy.Thisisaheavilysedativedrug. Strongurgetolaydownandsleep. T+3:00Wokeup. T+3:52Havebikedtolecture.Stillverygroggy.Motoractionsstilltipsy,but passable.Bikingwasn'ttoobad.Stillslightlyaddledinheadspace. T+4:28Stillverytipsyphysically,abletodocomplexproblemseasilythough. T+5:09Clearheadspace,butcomfortable.Physicalmotion(walkingespeciallystillloopy.) T+5:54Havebeentryingtodohomework.I'mcompletelyuselessfordoingFrench,despite beingok.

T+6:15GeneralfeelingoffatiguesinceaboutT+6:00.Thismightbebetterinamorerecreational settingthishasn'tdoneanythingtoalleviatefeelingsofanxietyoranythinglikethat. T+7:07Physicaltipsynesshasmostlysubsided.Mentalfatiguehasdefinitelynot.Goingfor anothernap.Only1mgnexttime. T+8:29Feelingprettynormalafterashortnap.Stillhaveagroggy"justwokeup"feeling. Retrospective:Took2mgofEtizolam,swallowedwithwater,intwobluepills,1mg/pill.Imight speculatethattheamountofsleepIgotthisweekmayhaveaddedtotheeffectsofthisdrug,but sufficeittosaythatthisEtizolamknockedmethefuckout.Itseeminglyhadlittlementaleffect, otherthenfeelingsoffuzzinessandfatigue.AsIsaid,complexmathwasnothardwhileonthe drug.Also,Ireallydidn'tgetanyfeelingofrelieffromanxietyinfactIwasfeelingratherworried aboutgettinghomeworkdone,etc.towardstheendoftheexperience(myfaultfordoingdrugs whenIshouldhavedonehomework).Willattemptthisexperimentagainwithonly1mg.