Random Eyes and

Paternal Lies

Random eyes and

paternal lies,
Out of the bold,
New war ends,
The great art sold,
Forever in this masticated mayhem,
This organic machine,
Slave to be,
Slave to be,
Where is my palace?
Where is the whore?
Where is the death of all that's seen no more,
What i wait to see,
What i waste is separate and folding,
The decision never abolished,
The new wall now,
A line must be drawn,
The betraying,
The face of love,
On and on this season must deliver me,
The massive rearrangement now prefunct,
An observation of the norm,
The Nile or subsurfacings deform,
Annihilation of all existence,
What will be in her love,
The chaos and the pound of loss,
Beat a rest of solid disgrace,
Again I live,
And I breathe my last
That father, son and holy grasp,
That loosened grip,
Of Satan's past,
That fall, that call,
Of what would be,
If we had our sanity,
What king of time is suffering,
 Who points the turret at your head?
Where i love,
I lose all love,
and die without,
I rise again,
Out of the well,
Out of my mind,
I call to terror,
Call all around,
He is is our life,
He must be found.
The disease that eradicates my mind,
Frees my soul from the jaws of my own self made
cage of misery.
The perpetual hate machine grinds its way through
the flesh
of this so called life.
Hand of destruction,
Alleviate my agony!!!
Tell me!!!
What is left for me to be?
Sever me from mundane reality!
Awaken me, to the chaos of immortality.
Pushing through,
Making pure a new obsession,
Viral passion-
To subjugate terminate and obliterate,
Total existence self destructing,
An end devour, to form the new,
Reveal the spite and hate,
The chaos beat-down,
Retro fit the sea,
Of our suffering,
Reapply,
Designed linchpin,
Pull the pin to see salvation,
March into the martyrdom to see the madness.

Into the Dark

 Pull apart the fracture,
Minds split engage me,
Tear open my face,
And enter the new eternal misery,
Sublime and simulated,
Oblivious to messianic messages,
The mass collapses from the weight.
Self-proclamation the end of the lie,
Elect elite elude the law,
What was will be, what will be has been,
Circuit completion,
Radical course of self-mutilation,
Our universe bearing the mark,
The beast of old,
Its reason: fall-
To begin the new, the old,
The ominous
Revulsion,
Compulsion, heal me in,
The electrocution, seal me in,
The manipulating forever enduring,
Lifeless loss
This our path where sin began,
This is where i found my hate,
This the fake that perpetrates,
This is my soul,
I burn within,
Why am I?
Undone I am,
Undone, what i want,
Undone is all,
Seize the path,
The burning rage,
See the raising infirmity,
See the fall,
The man, the all,
See the suns fall before my eye,
See her all,
 Before the lie,
Time's deception,
Times belie,
The greatest sacrifice to be,
Justice served through anarchy,
What, will be, has been, will be,
for all the godless,
eternity,
What will i be when i leave,
What will i? Will I Believe?
Time to end the rhyme is told,
Forever on an end i hold...
Will you be the man i see?
Will you be?
Or will you bleed
This destruction demonstrate,
Before i fall back into dismay,
There will be a dopamatic war,
A seratonic catastrophe,
Imagined by me!
Mirror, morose, mandating misery!
Will you make me, me?
Give me,
reason to be!
Just left alone, but not with me.
The clamor,
The clutter,
The iron board's shutter
all that is gone.
And I again am at peace!?
Within this macular wall, this image burnt true!
Awaken now!
Atrocity!
The face of misery!
Give me the pills to make me better,
ill be OK...
As long as you die!
I go down, into the deep and suffering
Abyss,
The seratonic catastrophe is a
 Madness
Now, I!
Fall away.
Exponential chaotic decline
Inside a prison,
Outside a park,
Burn it through!
Remember the weak link!
Remember the hue?
Remember the blazing,
Burning light blue,
And as I fall,
Enter the sum-
All things absolute.
Demons, old
fevers, cold,
All on me,
Fall away into...
dismay.
The complete disintegration of all,
Is a lie, a mental apathy,
divine!
I walk alone, in a perpetual haze,
My civilization, in exponential chaotic decline,
Forever in a serpentine fall,
Will i live to walk again?!

The Fall of Man

The decision is a lie.

I never believe, and
I never had won,
Its all truth!
Treason, and
My unending fate,
This fire's a wake.
Mindless demons,
The eyes...
 Will wait!
Leave me in the furnace,
Of your love's desire?
Drown me in waves!
Rape my mind?!
Godless souls, made of iron,
Bring out the razor!
Drag it along the flesh!
Landscapes split into the river red.
Undulating planes of soft earth or flesh,
What God, would say... Let there be injustice?...
Lost loves?
Easy bake oven,
Loaf of bread,
Losing all reason to live...
The woman,
The hanger?
The sea is so great
A mill,
A wood,
An apricot, and pea
The game is over
No time to reconcile,
No reality to now defile...
The face of me torn,
The face of thee born...
The fall,
An open vein of love...
Desire? A fall-
To ever attain,
The sacred lost soul
Of death's demise.

Falling Liquid Lies

Telepathic disease of man,

Like its counter art unveiled,
In this flesh a sound absolute,
 The fleeting glimpse of surrendering defeat,
On I walk,
End upon desire,
Like myself,
I find,
Ever sinking rearranging,
Longing for a way to grasp the failing liquid lies.

Dead Crimson Absolute

Crimson tides of deaf ill will,

A song of written grace appears,
Passed down through the ages,
Lives forsaken terminal and grant you nothing,
The desire of mine,
Or a man , selfish, grief,
Interruption of soul,
Reaping glory of fortune,
Tantamount to glory of perfection,
Wreaking mind of solid conviction,
Welded to my soured deceptive cowering eyes,
Liquid air,
Like obscure loose lens disheveled absolute truth
be held.

The Flower

A final summoning of souls,

The constituted demise,
Like a strife implanting mind of sacrilege to me,
Believed to find the atrophy of discontent,
A word soiled in my surroundings,
Flowering like a seed,
Capturing the drop of life,
Grief sounding solid state,
Discontent buried,
 To see in me,
Is to see a disease,
Flowering malcontent,
Of true dissonant mayhem,
Here in my soul,
I fear not to breathe,
Often my love trampled,
I seethe in my soul,
I feel it,
Growing out of me me,
Like a rapid geyser of fluidity,
And motions unlike,
Any that I have come across,
Like seeds they flower behind me,
The word gazed upon,
Signifying the ends demise,
Who am I to say,
What I want?