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In Partial Fulfillment
By
Justin G. W. Bellars
By Justin Bellars
Abstract
others bitter and distraught. Though superficially it may seem to amount to little more
than an exercise in futility or a horrendous waste of time and effort, there yet remains
unrequited love. Unrequited love could, perhaps, best be viewed as a means by which
the Lord redirects our attention on our need to find life solely in Him. When we think
the fullness of our life depends on someone or something other than Christ, we are
selling ourselves short on life as God intended. John 5:40 is a commentary on mankind’s
refusal to come to Jesus for life. We need life, and He offers us life, though it seems, far
too often, rather than seeking His living water, we go to other places, or as the prophet
Jeremiah might say, to broken cisterns.[1] We chase counterfeit forms of life, rather than
the One who offers real life. This is perhaps one of the saving graces of unrequited love.
Many of us lose sight of our propensity to seek out life in relationships with image-
Thomas recounts having read the Song of Songs with great discomfort as a young man
lovers wanted each other. Such wanting, [he] knew, even at a young age, can lead to
very real possibility. Even if “success” results, however we may define that, very
seldom does it seem to correspond directly to what we may have once envisioned. The
way we respond to the realization that our romantic aspirations will never be
reciprocated by a particular individual can speak volumes about our character and
pursuing a romantic relationship with another individual. For some, our hunger for the
approval of others can drive us to pursue someone who displays even the most
heading in a romantic direction, which results in unrequited love, it can feel much like
a breakup, especially if the risk of pursuit has cost the friendship. When what we
imagine to exist in a relationship does not correspond to the other person’s reality, that
love. For many, unrequited love amounts to losing a sense of significance thought to
have been gained from another person’s involvement in their life. The issue then
becomes seeking significance and identity in someone other than God, which is
idolatrous. Unrequited love can involve various dynamics that appear to complicate
Ultimately, Jesus can identify with unrequited love. For as many as have chosen
to reciprocate His love towards them, there seem to be far more who have chosen not
to reciprocate His love. He endured the rejection of mankind (1Pe 2:4, Jn 1:10-11),
and wrath. There was no sense of entitlement by Christ, and if He is our model for
living a life of faith, we should respond with an attitude devoid of entitlement and
resentment as well. We should ultimately identify with Christ’s sufferings over those
who will never reciprocate His love for them. We should gain a clearer perspective on
what it means to pour ourselves out for someone who will never appreciate us.
However, as followers of Christ, we can never just leave it there. We need to keep in
mind that despite the loss we feel through unrequited love, He is the only consistent
One who initiates love toward us, and when we respond to His love, He reciprocates in
ways no other truly can. Ultimately, Christ’s love for us surpasses any love we could
receive from another human. People in our lives fail and disappoint us. Only Christ
never fails nor disappoints. Only Christ responds perfectly to us as whom He has
created us to be. Only He can adequately love us as we truly need to be loved. There is
no lack of completeness in Him. No other can compete with Him in this arena.
Striving after Tangible Affection
Our dilemma appears to be the notion that we may strive after things that seem
more tangible or readily available than God. We opt for the touch of another human
over a promise of ever-present companionship in the form of the Holy Spirit. We desire
an embrace over the promise of a future hope that will not be realized this side of
heaven. This takes us to another aspect of why these encounters with unrequited love
to devoting our lives to our Creator, we cannot expect Him to settle for a secondary
position in our lives. The Christian life demands the centrality of Christ. Unrequited
love may be a self-correcting manifestation of the Holy Spirit’s work in our life, guiding
Unrequited love can be an opportunity for the love of Christ to further impact
our lives. Despite any relational pain we may endure, we are being loosed from a one-
sided commitment. Once a relationship has taken a step in the direction of unrequited
love, we must be attentive to what Christ is doing in our lives. For those of us affected
by such matters, we need to choose to accept what has happened, even if we will never
understand it. If Job was not granted explanations for his afflictions in his life, how
much less may we expect them? Demands are not ours to make. We cannot expect we
given our heart to a one-sided relationship, we need to walk away, not just for the sake
of our sanity, but for the sake of our relationship with Christ and for the sake of
sensitivity to His image bearer who we have claimed to love. Continuing to pursue a
false hope or false reality will subject us to continuing torment. We must be wary of
letting bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and slander consume us, lest we grieve the
Holy Spirit with ungodly responses to relational rejection.[ 3] We are not guaranteed a
If our love for someone is not consistent with the attributes presented by Paul in 1
brothers and sisters,[ 4] despite their chosen behaviors toward us. Neither the existence,
nor the end of any earthly relationship factors into our true identity.
Our Doubts
For those of us who find ourselves dealing with unrequited love, life is anything
but romantic. Though, if nothing else, this is an attestation to the fact that God has
imbued us with needs that only He can meet.[ 5] Many of us have devoted our lives to
pursuing romantic notions of what this life is supposed to be about and what we want to
believe that God is calling us into. We are told in Genesis, that it was not good for man
to be alone,[6] hence the creation of Eve. Furthermore, we are counseled that a cord of
three strands is not easily broken[7] and how much better life is when there is someone
there for you to help you in life.[8] Even Jesus sends the disciples out in pairs,[9] making it
seem prudent that we do not engage in life alone. This fuels many of our pursuits for a
mate, someone with whom to engage in life. We can often take this as an assertion of
entitlement to a mate, but what is this really telling us? Some people say this is merely
Community may sound like a plausible explanation to the uninitiated, but for
those languishing in their perceived loneliness, this is no form of exhortation. For those
who may be surrounded by a church family of brothers and sisters, and yet still feel
completely alone, this begins to seem like little more than a shallow platitude. For the
individual holding a friend’s newborn and being elated for them and later that same
day weeping uncontrollably because they are convinced they will never have a family
of their own, this is little encouragement. The struggle for the lonely is that unrequited
love seems to legitimize the attacks they suffer most from the enemy of their soul. For
we are being denied what we want most.”[10] We lose sight of the fact that each of us
needs God more than a man needs a woman or a woman needs a man.[11]
Many of us want to believe that God has high aspirations for our lives, but our
lives do not appear to tell us the same story. We lament being less than we wish we
were. We lament ostensibly not possessing whatever is required to elicit the interest of
the person we think would best suit us. And no matter how real the emotions attached
to our disappointments in this life, we often fail to look at Christ and the life He lived to
show us what we ought to expect our lives to be like, if we truly follow Him and
conform to the precedent He set with His life.[ 12] It is not a romantic life. It is a hard life,
built on an unshakeable trust in the Father[ 13] and full obedience to His revealed word.[14]
That is a life where any notion of entitlement has been tossed out of the equation. If we
are to live authentically as God intended, we need to be trusting and obedient just as
Christ has demonstrated. We need to look no further than Him.[15] Despite our demands
for material proof, such as that which Thomas required in order to believe the
resurrection of Christ, we need to understand how Jesus’ words to Thomas in John 20:29
apply to our own situation. We will be blessed if we trust in Christ’s ability to come
through for us, regardless of our ability to personally realize the instances in which He
beings.[16] If we truly trust God on this point, we recognize that it is not God’s desire for
us to endure severity in this life without reason, anymore than it was His goal to
gratuitously inflict severity on His own Son, but rather its purpose is for the restoration
which is accomplished through the endurance of affliction.[ 17] There was a sanctifying
element in the life of Christ that is just as present, though to a lesser degree, in our
process, not a means to satisfaction.[18] I contend that such a principle extends to all
which do not develop as we wish they would. We can respond to unrequited love in
acknowledgement that God is using it to make us more like His Son, rather than
becoming embittered as the world, our flesh, and the enemy would prefer. There is a
enhancing another’s glory or toward degrading one another.[19] The same opportunity
God knew what He was doing from the very beginning. He decided from the outset to
shape the lives of those who love Him along the same lines as the life of His Son. The Son
stands first in the line of humanity He restored. We see the original and intended shape of
our lives there in Him. After God made that decision of what His children should be like,
He followed it up by calling people by name. After He called people by name, He set them
on a solid basis with Himself. And then, after getting them established, He stayed with
Oswald Chambers wrote, “If our hopes are being disappointed just now, it means
that they are being purified.”[ 22] Unrequited love is one of many aspects of the
Desperation of Compromise
recognize that we do not need to settle for the breadcrumbs or table scraps of a
relationship that someone we love disproportionately is willing to offer us. This
ultimately produce far more frustration and unhealthy relational patterns. We were
made for mutual relationships, not ones in which we yield control solely to the hands
of another human. One of the unfortunate outcomes of unrequited love is the notion
that “taking whatever a person can get” is acceptable. Such an act of compromise kills
the heart when what we truly desired was so much more. Compromise may prove to be
a situation may further commit our hearts to a relationship of false intimacy, false
hope, and an extended fiction. When we allow another person to delineate boundaries
as God intended it to be. In such a scenario, we have given a person too much control in
our life. We must be alert that we can choose the relationships to which we give over
our hearts and the things to which we do not. We can choose what we will let into our
Signposts to Christ
In researching this topic, I encountered the notion that unrequited love can
Laura Smit states that, “In some cases, unrequited love may point us to God even more
truly than mutual love. In mutual love, we may be distracted from God and lost in the
experience of loving. Unrequited love includes pain and restlessness that prompt us to
look beyond the person we love toward whom that love points.”[23] Our society, our
friends, and our churches are eager to get us to “move on” or “get over” the person by
whom we have experienced the pain of unrequited love. However, one aspect of
unrequited love, unaddressed by both this advice and secular observation, is the notion
that what draws the pursuer to the pursued is the pursued individual’s reflection of
reference in Smit’s book that mentions how Charles Williams, who ventured to explore
the theological aspects of romance, conjectured that often, what attracts one individual
to another is that person’s God-given potential that will ultimately not be revealed this
The argument is made that seeing another person’s beauty requires seeing what
is there, as well as imagining what is not there, but what the person may be as God
when we imagine someone to be something that they really are not. When a romantic
bearer of Christ, the situation becomes idolatrous. Any relationship in which someone
or something is sought for its/his/her ability to gratify the pursuer, there are distinct
emotions we construe as love for another are selfish (i.e. “consuming”) in nature or
The Will
One issue, in particular, that I did not find directly addressed, is that when a
person is rejected by someone in whom they sense this notion of godliness, they can
feel like the rejection is from God Himself. This is compounded if our understanding of
Some of us are easily swayed by “prophetic” utterances to the effect that pursuing a
particular individual is the will of God and would be beneficial in following His calling
encourage us to overcome our fears and act in faith, we can sometimes be willingly
aspirations of our own. Whether intentional or not, this can result in spiritual abuse.
When “spiritual” manipulation is combined with unrequited love, the results can be far
more devastating than in typical unrequited love scenarios. Dynamics of spiritual abuse
factor into the psychology of the enamored individual. This further exacerbates the
feelings of hopelessness, distrust, disbelief, or anger that may result in the culmination
Smit notes that attributing another person’s rejection of us to God’s will fails to
recognize the genuine agency of the other person.[26] In the same way, prayers that
someone will come to love us are essentially asking God to override someone else’s free
will to gratify ourselves and serve our needs. We fail to recognize that people are not
handed to us as prizes for our faith, although a distorted theology could certainly bring
an individual to entertain the thought. Seldom do we acknowledge the free will of all
people have preferences and ideals as to what they are looking for in relationships and
that is part of who they are. That is part of what we claim to love, and it is our choice to
love them for who they really are, rather than whomever we may imagine them to be.
Popular fiction, books, movies, television, and other assorted fairytales, would
Unfortunately, some of us have discovered that, “life never turns out the way you think
it will about 90 percent of the time.”[27] After receiving fictitious spiritual assurances
from well-meaning people, only to find that those assurances are far from reality, it can
easily seem like there is no bright future available, ever. False expectations foster an
attitude of entitlement. With the realization of false hope, our hearts sink. If any aspect
of the pursuit has been “spiritually” manipulated, we can feel despair, betrayal, and
recognizing and respecting another person’s will, we may begin to question our faith.
We may believe we failed to pray enough or believe enough. Our contempt is searching
for a home. Two common destinations are ourselves, because we believe we failed and
it is our fault, we believe we could have done more, been more, or invested more of
holding out on us, that He could have come through, and He could have changed the
other person’s heart, but He did not.[28] In turn, this causes us to question His goodness
and His righteousness. Of course, in cases of idolatry, the other person receives the
“It is a heroic courage to trust in the love of God regardless of the outcome,”[29]
including in unrequited love. “If we believe that God is love, we need to trust that even
at those times when we want to cry with rage and frustration because something
precious to us seems to have been taken away, God is treating us with love. Even at
treating us unfairly in some way, we must have faith in God’s constant love for us, just
our earthly parents, we later are able to respond in gratitude. We are assured in
Scripture that every good gift we receive comes from above.[31] “We must confess that
everything God gives us is good. If God is the cause behind our breakups, if God is the
reason we are single, then breakups are good, and singleness is good. This must be the
context of all discussion about this.”[32] When we do not realize our hopes, we scramble
to uncover the rationale behind our circumstances. We feel unresolved until we either
Delighting ourselves in the Lord, such that He will give us the desires of our
hearts,[ 33] has to be understood in light of the fact that the Lord does not give us things
which we will ultimately consume with our flesh.[34] We need to humble ourselves in the
sight of the Lord, and this is only possible by gaining an accurate perspective of who He
is and who we are. We need to be able to wrestle with the tension that we are image-
bearers of Christ marred by sin, yet adopted and loved. Focusing on one aspect or the
other is insufficient. The Psalmist declares that he is a worm of a man, a reproach who
is despised,[ 35] yet that perspective alone is insufficient, because there is so much more
to our identity, and the rest of Scripture offsets such extremes. Even without knowing
God, man is still created in His image, and that makes man far more valuable than a
worm. When we trust in Jesus, however, we are displaced from being summarily
identified by our sin to being identified by the righteousness of Christ, which seems to
transform us from material used for ignoble purposes to that which is used for noble
purposes.[36] We are loved by God and we are considered lovely to Him. Ultimately what
we mean to Him matters far more than what we mean to someone else.
As Laura Smit asserts, “No matter what painful romantic rejection you may
experience, you can be confident that God will never reject your love for Him.”[37] If God
does not dictate or override the will of another based on our desires, neither will He
dictate or override our own will to love Him. I get the distinct impression that there is
much to learn about the character of God from unrequited love. It seems when we
pursue another person, we may really be seeking a taste of God in the present which we
cannot truly experience in all its fullness this side of heaven, and we are beside
ourselves when we are denied even that taste. I would venture to suggest that perhaps
that is a shadow of how God feels when someone He created to spend eternity with Him
in paradise turns their back on Him. We can speculate that is why things do not always
work out the way we wish they did. He may be allowing us to identify with how His
heart breaks when one of us turns away from Him. If He gives us the choice to love Him
or not, it would seem that He does not get everything He desires, 38 and He feels pain, so
why should we not feel pain as well? He neither forces nor demands His will, so neither
should we.
When we question God’s intentions toward us, we need eyes to see what is really
happening. We demand the tangible in the here and now, rather than trusting in the
promise of perfection in God Himself. Part of this may be a result of being burned by
presuming to understand God’s will and acting out our romantic pursuits based on a
people presuming to offer us encouragement in alleged words from the Lord, but
the cause, such pursuits can make us callous and affect our sensitivity to genuinely
trusting in the legitimate promises of Scripture made in God’s Name. Saint Irenaeus is
quoted as having said, “The glory of God is man fully alive.”[39] Yet it is a challenge to
exhibit the fullness of life when hopes and dreams, regardless of their legitimacy are
revealed to be nothing more than false hope. In John 10:10, Jesus instructs, “I have
come that they may have life, and have it to the full.” The overriding principle, that we
are missing, is that the life needs to come from God alone, not a broken cistern, not a
fallen person, not a well-meaning believer. We need to be attuned to the
If someone or something other than Christ has been incorporated into our big
dream for this life, we are headed for disappointment. We can only legitimately include
ourselves and God in our dreams. We have no control over whether anyone else will
remain in our lives or not. Sometimes we will be forced to let go of them, for the sake of
our own sanity, lest they should interfere with or even sort of 'dictate' what we do or
do not do. Sometimes people are taken, or take themselves out of our lives. Including
anyone other than God in our dreams or aspirations enables those dreams or
aspirations to be controlled by someone who does not have our best interests at heart.
Despite the pain of unrequited love, this is a far easier lesson to learn when the
relationship does not materialize. Although we would like to attribute our desires to
God, if He is not the center of all we are and do, our life is out of balance. It is true that
we do have legitimate desires that God has given us, nothing for which we should feel
implicit shame. None of us wants to walk alone, and God acknowledges this desire in
Genesis. But the desires we have cannot override our purpose for being here. If the
otherwise) we empower them to invalidate us.[40] Jesus Christ is the only person who
does not let us down or leave us. He should be the center of our life, and our “big
dream” for this life, anyone else who steps into our dream is icing, but not essential.
Jesus needs to be our focus. We can only find validation in Him. He loves us as no other
person can. He loves those people we think we love as we never could. Though desires
that result in unrequited love may feel like weakness, we must keep in mind that no
struggle has befallen us that is not common to man,[41] and His grace is sufficient for us,
knowing that His power is perfected in our weakness.[42] If there is a reason for
ourselves. There is no hope in that, and God is not one to leave us without hope. We
indicating when something is not right inside us and forcing us to concentrate on the
1
Jeremiah 2:13
2
Gary Thomas, Sacred Marriage (Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 2000), 211.
3
Ephesians 4:30-31
4
Ephesians 4:32
5
Robert S. McGee, The Search for Significance (Nashville: W Publishing Group, A Division of Thomas
Nelson, 2000), 41.
6
Genesis 2:18
7
Ecclesiastes 4:12
8
Ecclesiastes 4:9
9
Mark 6:7, Luke 10:1
10
Laura A. Smit, Loves Me, Loves Me Not: The Ethics of Unrequited Love. (Grand Rapids: Baker
Academic, 2005), 29
11
John Eldredge, Wild at Heart (Nashville: Thomas Nelson, 2001), 189.
12
Luke 9:23
13
Matthew 12:50
14
Proverbs 3:5-6
15
John 6:68
16
John Eldredge, “The Utter Relief of Holiness,” 4 CD Presentation, Ransomed Heart Ministries, 2007.
17
James 1:2-4
18
Gary Thomas, Sacred Marriage (Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 2000), 13.
19
Dan B. Allender and Tremper Longman, Intimate Allies (Wheaton: Tyndale House Publishers, 1995),
11.
20
Rob Eagar, The Power of Passion (Suwanee: Grace Press, 2002), 243.
21
Eugene H. Peterson, The Message Remix: The Bible in Contemporary Language (Colorado Springs:
Navpress, 2003), 1327.
22
Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His Highest (Uhrichsville, OH: Barbour Publishing, 1935), 53.
23
Laura A. Smit, Loves Me, Loves Me Not: The Ethics of Unrequited Love (Grand Rapids: Baker
Academic, 2005), 243.
24
Laura A. Smit, Loves Me, Loves Me Not: The Ethics of Unrequited Love (Grand Rapids: Baker
Academic, 2005), 176
25
Ibid.
26
Laura A. Smit, Loves Me, Loves Me Not: The Ethics of Unrequited Love (Grand Rapids: Baker
Academic, 2005), 236.
27
John Eldredge, Waking the Dead. (Nashville: Thomas Nelson, Inc., 2003), 6
28
John Eldredge, Waking the Dead. (Nashville: Thomas Nelson, Inc., 2003), 7
29
Brennan Manning, Ruthless Trust, 4.
30
Laura A. Smit, Loves Me, Loves Me Not: The Ethics of Unrequited Love. (Grand Rapids: Baker
Academic, 2005), 27
31
James 1:17
32
Laura A. Smit, Loves Me, Loves Me Not: The Ethics of Unrequited Love. (Grand Rapids: Baker
Academic, 2005), 27
33
Psalm 37:4
34
James 4:3
35
Psalm 22:6
36
2 Timothy 2:20-21
37
Laura A. Smit, Loves Me, Loves Me Not: The Ethics of Unrequited Love. (Grand Rapids: Baker
Academic, 2005), 28
38
1 Timothy 2:4; 2 Peter 3:9; Matthew 23:37
39
Alexander Roberts, James Donaldson, A. Cleveland Coxe, The Ante-Nicene Fathers Vol.I : Translations
of the Writings of the Fathers Down to A.D. 325, (Oak Harbor : Logos Research Systems, 1997), S. 489
40
John Eldredge, Wild at Heart (Nashville: Thomas Nelson, 2001), 94
41
1 Corinthians 10:13
42
2 Corinthians 12:9
43
Philip Yancey, Where Is God When It Hurts? (Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 1990), 26