A JOURNEY THROUGH THE LIGHT AND BACK

Near-Death Experience Story of Mellen-Thomas Benedict

Mellen-Thomas Benedict speaks:
In 19! I died from terminal cancer" The condition I had #as
inopera$le% and any kind of chemotherapy they co&ld 'i(e me
#o&ld )&st ha(e made me more of a (e'eta$le" I #as 'i(en six
to ei'ht months to li(e"
I had $een an information freak in the 19*+s% and I had
$ecome increasin'ly despondent o(er the n&clear crisis% the
ecolo'y crisis% and so forth" So% since I did not ha(e a spirit&al
$asis% I $e'an to $elie(e that nat&re had made a mistake and
that #e #ere pro$a$ly a cancero&s or'anism on the planet" I
sa# no #ay that #e co&ld 'et o&t from all the pro$lems #e
had created for o&rsel(es and the planet" I percei(ed all
h&mans as cancer,and that is #hat I 'ot"
That is #hat killed me" Be caref&l #hat yo&r #orld (ie# is" It
can feed $ack on yo&% especially if it is a ne'ati(e #orld (ie#"
I had a serio&sly ne'ati(e one" That is #hat led me into my
death" I tried all sorts of alternati(e healin' methods% $&t
nothin' helped"
So I determined that this #as really )&st $et#een me and -od"
I had ne(er really faced -od $efore or e(en dealt #ith -od" I
#as not into any kind of spirit&ality at the time% $&t I $e'an a
)o&rney into learnin' a$o&t spirit&ality and alternati(e healin'"
I set o&t to do all the readin' I co&ld and $one &p on the
s&$)ect% $eca&se I did not #ant to $e s&rprised on the other
side" So I started readin' on (ario&s reli'ions and
philosophies" They #ere all (ery interestin' and 'a(e hope
that there #as somethin' on the other side" I ended &p in
hospice care"
I remem$er #akin' &p one mornin' at home a$o&t .:/+ 0M%
and I )&st kne# that this #as it"
This #as the day I #as 'oin' to die" So I called a fe# friends
and said 'ood$ye" I #oke &p my hospice caretaker and told
her" I had a pri(ate a'reement #ith her that she #o&ld lea(e
my dead $ody alone for six ho&rs% since I had read that all
kinds of interestin' thin's happen #hen yo& die" I #ent $ack
to sleep"
The next thin' I remem$er is the $e'innin' of a typical near-
death experience" S&ddenly I #as f&lly a#are,and I #as
standin' &p $&t my $ody #as in the $ed" There #as this
darkness aro&nd me" Bein' o&t of my $ody #as e(en more
(i(id than ordinary experience" It #as so (i(id that I co&ld see
e(ery room in the ho&se" I co&ld see the top of the ho&se% I
co&ld see aro&nd the ho&se% I co&ld see &nder the ho&se"
There #as this 1i'ht shinin'" I t&rned to#ard the 1i'ht" The
1i'ht #as (ery similar to #hat many other people ha(e
descri$ed in their near-death experiences" It #as so
ma'nificent" It is tan'i$le2 yo& can feel it" It is all&rin'2 yo&
#ant to 'o to it like yo& #o&ld #ant to 'o to yo&r ideal
mother3s or father3s arms"
0s I $e'an to mo(e to#ard the 1i'ht% I kne# int&iti(ely that if I
#ent to the 1i'ht% I #o&ld $e dead" So as I #as mo(in' to#ard
the 1i'ht I said% 45lease #ait a min&te2 )&st hold on a second
here" I #ant to think a$o&t this" I #o&ld like to talk to yo&
$efore I 'o"6 To my s&rprise% the entire experience halted at
that point" 7o& are in control of yo&r life-after-death
experience" 7o& are not on a roller coaster ride"
So my re8&est #as honored% and I had some con(ersations
#ith the 1i'ht" The 1i'ht kept chan'in' into different fi'&res%
like 9es&s% B&ddha% :rishna% mandalas% archetypal ima'es
and si'ns" I asked the 1i'ht% 4;hat is 'oin' on here< 5lease%
1i'ht% clarify yo&rself for me" I really #ant to kno# the reality of
the sit&ation"6 I cannot really say the exact #ords% $eca&se it
#as sort of telepathy"
The 1i'ht responded" The information transferred to me #as
that d&rin' yo&r life-after- death experience yo&r $eliefs shape
the kind of feed$ack yo& are 'ettin' $efore the 1i'ht" If yo&
#ere a B&ddhist or =atholic or >&ndamentalist% yo& 'et a
feed$ack loop of yo&r o#n st&ff" 7o& ha(e a chance to look at
it and examine it% $&t most people do not" 0s the 1i'ht
re(ealed itself to me% I $ecame a#are that #hat I #as really
seein' #as o&r ?i'her Self matrix"
;e all ha(e a ?i'her Self% or an o(erso&l part of o&r $ein'" It
re(ealed itself to me in its tr&est ener'y form" The only #ay I
can really descri$e it is that the Bein' of the ?i'her Self is
more like a cond&it" It did not look like that% $&t it is a direct
connection to the So&rce that each and e(ery one of &s ha(e"
;e are directly connected to the So&rce" So the 1i'ht #as
sho#in' me the ?i'her Self matrix" I #as not committed to
one partic&lar reli'ion" So that is #hat #as $ein' fed $ack to
me d&rin' my life-after-death experience"
0s I asked the 1i'ht to keep clearin' for me% to keep
explainin'% I &nderstood #hat the ?i'her Self matrix is" ;e
ha(e a 'rid aro&nd the planet #here all the ?i'her Sel(es are
connected"
This is like a 'reat company% a next s&$tle le(el of ener'y
aro&nd &s% the spirit le(el% yo& mi'ht say" Then% after a co&ple
of min&tes% I asked for more clarification" I really #anted to
kno# #hat the @ni(erse is a$o&t% and I #as ready to 'o at that
time" I said% 4I am ready% take me"6
Then the 1i'ht t&rned into the most $ea&tif&l thin' that I ha(e
e(er seen: a mandala of h&man so&ls on this planet" No# I
came to this #ith my ne'ati(e (ie# of #hat #as happenin' on
the planet" So as I asked the 1i'ht to keep clarifyin' for me% I
sa# in this ma'nificent mandala ho# $ea&tif&l #e all are in
o&r essence% o&r core" ;e are the most $ea&tif&l creations"
The h&man so&l% the h&man matrix that #e all make to'ether%
is a$sol&tely fantastic% ele'ant% exotic% e(erythin'" I )&st
cannot say eno&'h a$o&t ho# it chan'ed my opinion of
h&man Bein's in that instant" I said% 4Ah% -od% I did not kno#
ho# $ea&tif&l #e are"6 0t any le(el% hi'h or lo#% in #hate(er
shape yo& are in% yo& are the most $ea&tif&l creation"
The re(elations comin' from the 1i'ht seemed to 'o on and
on" Then I asked the 1i'ht% 4Does this mean that Mankind #ill
$e sa(ed<6 Then% like a tr&mpet $last #ith a sho#er of
spiralin' li'hts% the -reat 1i'ht spoke% sayin'% 4Bemem$er this
and ne(er for'et2 yo& sa(e% redeem and heal yo&rself" 7o&
al#ays ha(e" 7o& al#ays #ill" 7o& #ere created #ith the
po#er to do so from $efore the $e'innin' of the #orld"6
In that instant I realiCed e(en more" I realiCed that ;E ?0DE
01BE0D7 BEEN S0DED% and #e sa(ed o&rsel(es $eca&se
#e #ere desi'ned to self- correct like the rest of -od3s
@ni(erse" This is #hat the second comin' is a$o&t" I thanked
the 1i'ht of -od #ith all my heart" The $est thin' I co&ld come
&p #ith #as these simple #ords of total appreciation: 4Ah dear
-od% dear @ni(erse% dear -reat Self% I 1o(e My 1ife"6
The 1i'ht seemed to $reathe me in e(en more deeply" It #as
as if the 1i'ht #as completely a$sor$in' me" The 1o(e 1i'ht
is% to this day% indescri$a$le" I entered into another realm%
more profo&nd than the last and $ecame a#are of somethin'
more% m&ch more" It #as an enormo&s stream of 1i'ht% (ast
and f&ll% deep in the ?eart of 1ife" I asked #hat this #as"
The 1i'ht responded% 4This is the BIDEB A> 1I>E" Drink of
this manna #ater to yo&r heart3s content"6 So I did" I took one
$i' drink and then another" To drink of 1ife ItselfE I #as in
ecstasy"
Then the 1i'ht said% 47o& ha(e a desire"6 The 1i'ht kne# all
a$o&t me% e(erythin' past% present and f&t&re" 47esE6 I
#hispered"
I asked to see the rest of the @ni(erse% $eyond o&r solar
system% $eyond all h&man ill&sion" The 1i'ht then told me that
I co&ld 'o #ith the Stream" I did% and #as carried thro&'h the
1i'ht at the end of the t&nnel" I felt and heard a series of (ery
soft sonic $ooms" ;hat a r&shE
S&ddenly I seemed to $e rocketin' a#ay from the planet on
this stream of 1ife" I sa# the Earth fly a#ay" The solar system%
in all its splendor% #hiCCed $y and disappeared" 0t faster than
li'ht speed% I fle# thro&'h the center of the -alaxy% a$sor$in'
more kno#led'e as I #ent" I learned that this -alaxy% and all
of the @ni(erse% is $&rstin' #ith many different (arieties of
1I>E" I sa# many #orlds" The 'ood ne#s is that #e are not
alone in this @ni(erseE
0s I rode this stream of conscio&sness thro&'h the center of
the -alaxy% the stream #as expandin' in a#esome fractal
#a(es of ener'y" The s&per cl&sters of -alaxies #ith all their
ancient #isdom fle# $y" 0t first I tho&'ht I #as 'oin'
some#here% act&ally tra(elin'" B&t then I realiCed that as the
stream #as expandin'% my o#n conscio&sness #as also
expandin' to take in e(erythin' in the @ni(erseE 0ll creation
passed $y me" It #as an &nima'ina$le #onderE I tr&ly #as a
;onder =hild2 a $a$e in ;onderlandE
0t this point% I fo&nd myself in a profo&nd stillness% $eyond all
silence" I co&ld see or percei(e >ABEDEB% $eyond Infinity"
I #as in the Doid"
I #as in pre-creation% $efore the Bi' Ban'" I had crossed o(er
the $e'innin' of timeFthe >irst ;ordFthe >irst Di$ration" I #as
in the Eye of =reation" I felt as if I #as to&chin' the >ace of
-od" It #as not a reli'io&s feelin'" Simply% I #as at one #ith
0$sol&te 1ife and =onscio&sness"
;hen I say that I co&ld see or percei(e fore(er% I mean that I
co&ld experience all of creation 'eneratin' itself" It #as
#itho&t $e'innin' and #itho&t end" That is a mind expandin'
tho&'ht% isn3t it<
Scientists percei(e the Bi' Ban' as a sin'le e(ent #hich
created the @ni(erse" I sa# d&rin' my life-after- death
experience that the Bi' Ban' is only one of an infinite n&m$er
of Bi' Ban's creatin' @ni(erses endlessly and
sim&ltaneo&sly" The only ima'es that e(en come close in
h&man terms #o&ld $e those created $y s&per comp&ters
&sin' fractal 'eometry e8&ations"
The ancients kne# of this" They said -od had periodically
created ne# @ni(erses $y $reathin' o&t and recreated other
@ni(erses $y $reathin' in" These epochs #ere called 7&'as"
Modern science called this the Bi' Ban'" I #as in a$sol&te%
p&re conscio&sness" I co&ld see or percei(e all the Bi' Ban's
or 7&'as creatin' and recreatin' themsel(es" Instantly I
entered into them all sim&ltaneo&sly" I sa# that each and
e(ery little piece of creation has the po#er to create" It is (ery
diffic&lt to try to explain this" I am still speechless a$o&t this"
It took me years after I ret&rned from my near-death
experience to assimilate any #ords at all for the Doid
experience" I can tell yo& this no#: the Doid is less than
nothin'% yet more than e(erythin' that isE The Doid is a$sol&te
Cero% chaos formin' all possi$ilities" It is 0$sol&te
=onscio&sness% m&ch more than e(en @ni(ersal Intelli'ence"
The Doid is the (ac&&m or nothin'ness $et#een all physical
manifestations" It is the S50=E $et#een atoms and their
components" Modern science has $e'&n to st&dy this space
$et#een e(erythin'" They call it Gero point" ;hene(er they try
to meas&re it% their instr&ments 'o off the scale% or to infinity%
so to speak" They ha(e no #ay% as of yet% to meas&re infinity
acc&rately" There is more of the Cero space in yo&r o#n $ody
and the @ni(erse than anythin' elseE
;hat mystics call the Doid is not a (oid" It is so f&ll of ener'y%
a different kind of ener'y that has created e(erythin' that #e
are" E(erythin' since the Bi' Ban' is (i$ration% from the first
;ord% #hich is the first (i$ration" The $i$lical 4I 0M6 really has
a 8&estion mark after it" 4I 0M,;hat am I<6 So creation is
-od explorin' -od3s Self thro&'h e(ery #ay ima'ina$le% in an
on-'oin'% infinite exploration thro&'h e(ery one of &s" I $e'an
to see d&rin' my near-death experience that e(erythin' that
is% is the Self% literally yo&r Self% my Self" E(erythin' is the
'reat Self" That is #hy -od kno#s e(en #hen a leaf falls" That
is possi$le $eca&se #here(er yo& are is the center of the
@ni(erse" ;here(er any atom is% that is the center of the
@ni(erse" There is -od in that% and -od in the Doid"
0s I #as explorin' the Doid d&rin' my life-after- death
experience and all the 7&'as or creations% I #as completely
o&t of time and space as #e kno# it" In this expanded state% I
disco(ered that creation is a$o&t 0$sol&te 5&re
=onscio&sness% or -od% comin' into the Experience of 1ife as
#e kno# it" The Doid itself is de(oid of experience" It is pre
life% $efore the first (i$ration" -odhead is a$o&t more than 1ife
and Death" Therefore there is e(en more than 1ife and Death
to experience in the @ni(erseE
;hen I realiCed this% I #as finished #ith the Doid and #anted
to ret&rn to this creation% or 7&'a" It )&st seemed like the
nat&ral thin' to do" Then I s&ddenly came $ack thro&'h the
second 1i'ht% or the Bi' Ban'% hearin' se(eral more (el(et
$ooms" I rode the stream of conscio&sness $ack thro&'h all of
creation% and #hat a ride it #asE The s&per cl&sters of
-alaxies came thro&'h me #ith e(en more insi'hts" I passed
thro&'h the center of o&r -alaxy% #hich is a $lack hole" Black
holes are the 'reat processors or recyclers of the @ni(erse"
Do yo& kno# #hat is on the other side of a $lack hole< ;e
are2 o&r -alaxy% #hich has $een reprocessed from another
@ni(erse" In its total ener'y confi'&ration% the -alaxy looked
like a fantastic city of li'hts"" 0ll ener'y this side of the Bi'
Ban' is 1i'ht" E(ery s&$ atom% atom% star% planet% e(en
conscio&sness itself is made of 1i'ht and has a fre8&ency
andFor particle" 1i'ht is li(in' st&ff" E(erythin' is made of
1i'ht% e(en stones" So e(erythin' is ali(e" E(erythin' is made
from the 1i'ht of -od2 e(erythin' is (ery intelli'ent"
0s I rode the stream on and on% I co&ld e(ent&ally see a h&'e
1i'ht comin'" I kne# it #as the >irst 1i'ht2 the ?i'her Self
1i'ht Matrix of o&r Solar System" Then the entire Solar
System appeared in the 1i'ht% accompanied $y one of those
(el(et $ooms"
I co&ld see all the ener'y that this Solar System 'enerates%
and it is an incredi$le 1i'ht sho#E I co&ld hear the M&sic of the
Spheres" A&r Solar System% as do all celestial $odies%
'enerates a &ni8&e matrix of li'ht% so&nd and (i$ratory
ener'ies" 0d(anced ci(iliCations from other star systems can
spot 1ife as #e kno# it in the @ni(erse $y the (i$ratory or
ener'y matrix imprint" It is child3s play" The Earth3s #onder
child H?&man Bein'sI make an a$&ndance of so&nd ri'ht no#%
like children playin' in the $ackyard of the @ni(erse"
The 1i'ht explained to me that there is no death2 #e are
immortal Bein's" ;e ha(e already $een ali(e fore(erE I
realiCed that #e are part of a nat&ral li(in' system that
recycles itself endlessly" I #as ne(er told that I had to come
$ack" I )&st kne# that I #o&ld" It #as only nat&ral% from #hat I
had seen d&rin' my life-after-death experience"
I donJt kno# ho# lon' I #as #ith the 1i'ht% in h&man time" B&t
there came a moment #hen I realiCed that all my 8&estions
had $een ans#ered and my ret&rn #as near" ;hen I say that
all my 8&estions #ere ans#ered on the other side% I mean to
say )&st that" 0ll my 8&estions ha(e $een ans#ered" E(ery
h&man has a different life and set of 8&estions to explore"
Some of o&r 8&estions are &ni(ersal% $&t each of &s is
explorin' this thin' #e call 1ife in o&r o#n &ni8&e #ay" So is
e(ery other form of life% from mo&ntains to e(ery leaf on e(ery
tree"
That is (ery important to the rest of &s in this @ni(erse"
Beca&se it all contri$&tes to the Bi' 5ict&re% the f&llness of
1ife" ;e are literally -od explorin' -od3s Self in an infinite
Dance of 1ife" 7o&r &ni8&eness enhances all of 1ife"
0s I $e'an my ret&rn to the life cycle% it ne(er crossed my
mind% nor #as I told% that I #o&ld ret&rn to the same $ody" It
)&st did not matter" I had complete tr&st in the 1i'ht and the
1ife process" 0s the stream mer'ed #ith the 'reat 1i'ht% I
asked ne(er to for'et the re(elations and the feelin's of #hat I
had learned on the other side"
There #as a 47es"6 It felt like a kiss to my so&l"
Then I #as taken $ack thro&'h the 1i'ht into the (i$ratory
realm a'ain" The #hole process re(ersed% #ith e(en more
information $ein' 'i(en to me" I came $ack home% and I #as
'i(en lessons from my near-death experience on the
mechanics of reincarnation" I #as 'i(en ans#ers to all those
little 8&estions I had: 4?o# does this #ork< ?o# does that
#ork<6 I kne# that I #o&ld $e reincarnated"
The Earth is a 'reat processor of ener'y% and indi(id&al
conscio&sness e(ol(es o&t of that into each one of &s" I
tho&'ht of myself as a h&man for the first time% and I #as
happy to $e that" >rom #hat I ha(e seen% I #o&ld $e happy to
$e an atom in this @ni(erse" 0n atom" So to $e the h&man
part of -od,this is the most fantastic $lessin'" It is a $lessin'
$eyond o&r #ildest estimation of #hat a $lessin' can $e" >or
each and e(ery one of &s to $e the h&man part of this
experience is a#esome and ma'nificent" Each and e(ery one
of &s% no matter #here #e are% scre#ed &p or not% is a
$lessin' to the planet% ri'ht #here #e are"
I #ent thro&'h the reincarnation process expectin' to $e a
$a$y some#here" B&t I #as 'i(en a lesson on ho# indi(id&al
identity and conscio&sness e(ol(e" I #as so s&rprised #hen I
opened my eyes" I do not kno# #hy% $eca&se I &nderstood it%
$&t it #as still s&ch a s&rprise to $e $ack in this $ody% $ack in
my room #ith someone lookin' o(er me% cryin' her eyes o&t"
It #as my hospice caretaker" She had 'i(en &p an ho&r and a
half after findin' me dead" My $ody #as stiff and inflexi$le"
She #ent into the other room" Then I a#akened and sa# the
li'ht o&tside" I tried to 'et &p to 'o to it% $&t I fell o&t of the
$ed" She heard a lo&d 4cl&nk%6 ran in and fo&nd me on the
floor"
;hen I reco(ered% I #as (ery s&rprised and yet (ery a#ed
a$o&t #hat had happened to me d&rin' my near-death
experience" 0t first all the memory of the trip that I ha(e no#
#as not there" I kept slippin' o&t of this #orld and kept askin'%
40m I ali(e<6 This #orld seemed more like a dream than that
one" ;ithin three days I #as feelin' normal a'ain% clearer% yet
different than I had e(er felt in my life" My memory of my near-
death experience came $ack later" I co&ld see nothin' #ron'
#ith any h&man Bein' I had e(er seen" Before that I #as
really )&d'mental" I tho&'ht a lot of people #ere really
scre#ed &p" In fact% I tho&'ht that e(ery$ody #as scre#ed &p
$&t me" B&t I 'ot clear on all that"
0$o&t three months later a friend said I sho&ld 'et tested% so I
#ent and 'ot the scans and so forth" I really felt 'ood% so I
#as afraid of 'ettin' $ad ne#s" I remem$er the doctor at the
clinic lookin' at the $efore and after scans% sayin'% 4;ell%
there is nothin' here no#"6 I said% 4Beally% it m&st $e a
miracle63 ?e said 4No% these thin's happen2 they are called
spontaneo&s remissions"6 ?e acted (ery &nimpressed" B&t
here #as a miracle% and I #as impressed% e(en if no one else
#as"
D&rin' my near-death experience I had a descent into #hat
yo& mi'ht call ?ell% and it #as (ery s&rprisin'" I did not see
Satan or e(il" My descent into ?ell #as a descent into each
person3s c&stomiCed h&man misery% i'norance% and darkness
of not kno#in'" It seemed like a misera$le eternity" B&t each
of the millions of so&ls aro&nd me had a little star of 1i'ht
al#ays a(aila$le" B&t no one seemed to pay attention to it"
They #ere so cons&med #ith their o#n 'rief% tra&ma and
misery" B&t% after #hat seemed an eternity% I started callin' o&t
to that 1i'ht% like a child callin' to a parent for help"
Then the 1i'ht opened &p and formed a t&nnel that came ri'ht
to me and ins&lated me from all that fear and pain% That is
#hat ?ell really is" So #hat #e are doin' is learnin' to hold
hands% to come to'ether" The doors of ?ell are open no#" ;e
are 'oin' to link &p% hold hands and #alk o&t of ?ell to'ether"
The 1i'ht came to me and t&rned into a h&'e 'olden 0n'el" I
said% 40re yo& the 0n'el of Death<6 It expressed to me that it
#as my o(erso&l% my ?i'her Self matrix% a s&per ancient part
of o&rsel(es" Then I #as taken to the 1i'ht"
Soon o&r science #ill 8&antify spirit" IsnJt that 'oin' to $e
#onderf&l< ;e are comin' &p #ith de(ices no# that are
sensiti(e to s&$tle ener'y or spirit ener'y" 5hysicists &se
these atomic colliders to smash atoms to see #hat they are
made of" They ha(e 'ot it do#n to 8&arks and charm% and all
that" ;ell% one day they are 'oin' to come do#n to the little
thin' that holds it all to'ether% and they are 'oin' to ha(e to
call it"""-od" ;e are )&st $e'innin' to &nderstand that #e are
creatin' too% as #e 'o alon'" 0s I sa# fore(er% I came to a
realm d&rin' my near-death experience in #hich there is a
point #here #e pass all kno#led'e and $e'in creatin' the
next fractal% the next le(el" ;e ha(e that po#er to create as
#e explore" 0nd that is -od expandin' itself thro&'h &s"
Since my ret&rn I ha(e experienced the 1i'ht spontaneo&sly%
and I ha(e learned ho# to 'et to that space almost any time in
my meditation" Each one of yo& can do this" 7o& do not ha(e
to die or ha(e a near-death experience to do this" It is #ithin
yo&r e8&ipment2 yo& are #ired for it already" The $ody is the
most ma'nificent 1i'ht Bein' there is" The $ody is a @ni(erse
of incredi$le 1i'ht" Spirit is not p&shin' &s to dissol(e this
$ody" That is not #hat is happenin'" Stop tryin' to $ecome
-od2 -od is $ecomin' yo&" ?ere"
I asked -od: 4;hat is the $est reli'ion on the planet< ;hich
one is ri'ht<6 0nd -odhead said% #ith 'reat lo(e: 4I donJt
care"6 That #as incredi$le 'race" ;hen -odhead said% 4I donJt
care%6 I immediately &nderstood that it is for &s to care a$o&t"
It is important% $eca&se #e are the carin' Bein's" It matters to
&s and that is #here it is important" ;hat yo& ha(e is the
ener'y e8&ation in spirit&ality" @ltimate -odhead does not
care if yo& are 5rotestant% B&ddhist or #hate(er" It is all a
$loomin' facet of the #hole" I #ish that all reli'ions #o&ld
realiCe it and let each other $e" It is not the end of each
reli'ion% $&t #e are talkin' a$o&t the same -od" 1i(e and let
li(e" Each has a different (ie#" 0nd it all adds &p to the $i'
pict&re2 it is all important"
I #ent o(er to the other side d&rin' my near-death experience
#ith a lot of fears a$o&t toxic #aste% n&clear missiles% the
pop&lation explosion% the rainforest" I came $ack lo(in' e(ery
sin'le pro$lem" I lo(e n&clear #aste" I lo(e the m&shroom
clo&d2 this is the holiest mandala that #e ha(e manifested to
date% as an archetype" It% more than any reli'ion or philosophy
on Earth% $ro&'ht &s to'ether all of a s&dden% to a ne# le(el of
conscio&sness" :no#in' that may$e #e can $lo# &p the
planet fifty times% or K++ times% #e finally realiCe that may$e
#e are all here to'ether% no#"
>or a period they had to keep settin' off more $om$s to 'et it
in to &s" Then #e started sayin'% 4#e do not need this any
more"6 No# #e are act&ally in a safer #orld than #e ha(e
e(er $een in% and it is 'oin' to 'et safer" So I came $ack from
my near-death experience lo(in' toxic #aste $eca&se it
$ro&'ht &s to'ether" These thin's are so $i'" 0s 5eter B&ssell
mi'ht say% these pro$lems are no# 4so&l siCe"6 Do #e ha(e
so&l siCe ans#ers6 7ESE
The clearin' of the rain forest #ill slo# do#n% and in fifty years
there #ill $e more trees on the planet than in a lon' time" If
yo& are into ecolo'y% 'o for it2 yo& are that part of the system
that is $ecomin' a#are" -o for it #ith all yo&r mi'ht% $&t do
not $e depressed" It is part of a lar'er thin'"
Earth is in the process of domesticatin' itself" It is ne(er a'ain
'oin' to $e as #ild a place as it once #as" There #ill $e 'reat
#ild places% reser(es #here nat&re thri(es" -ardenin' and
reser(es #ill $e the thin' in the f&t&re" 5op&lation increase is
'ettin' (ery close to the optimal ran'e of ener'y to ca&se a
shift in conscio&sness" That shift in conscio&sness #ill chan'e
politics% money% ener'y"
0fter dyin'% 'oin' thro&'h my near-death experience and
comin' $ack% I really respect life and death" In o&r DN0
experiments #e may ha(e opened the door to a 'reat secret"
Soon #e #ill $e a$le to li(e as lon' as #e #ant to li(e in this
$ody"
0fter li(in' 1K+ years or so% there #ill $e an int&iti(e so&l
sense that yo& #ill #ant to chan'e channels" 1i(in' fore(er in
one $ody is not as creati(e as reincarnation% as transferrin'
ener'y in this fantastic (ortex of ener'y that #e are in" ;e are
act&ally 'oin' to see the #isdom of 1ife and death% and en)oy
it" 0s it is no#% #e ha(e already $een ali(e fore(er"
This $ody% that yo& are in% has $een ali(e fore(er" It comes
from an &nendin' Stream of 1ife% 'oin' $ack to the Bi' Ban'
and $eyond"
This $ody% that yo& are in% has $een ali(e fore(er" It comes
from an &nendin' Stream of 1ife% 'oin' $ack to the Bi' Ban'
and $eyond"
This $ody 'i(es life to the next life% in dense and s&$tle
ener'y"
This $ody has $een ali(e fore(er already"