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The Me I Want to Be
Copyright 2010 by John Ortberg
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Ortberg, John.
The me I want to be : becoming Gods best version of you / John Ortberg.
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1. Self-actualization (Psychology)Religious aspectsChristianity. 2. Christian
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contents
Acknowledgments 7
15. Try Going Off the Deep End with God 171
16. Make Life-Giving Relationships a Top Priority 181
17. Be Human 194
18. Find a Few Difficult People to Help You Grow 203
Sources 255
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PART One
finding my identity
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Chapter 1
Learn Why God Made You
One evening my wife, Nancy, pulled me into our bedroom and said
she wanted to talk. She closed the door so that none of the kids could
hear, and she took out a list.
I was not happy to see a list. She claims it was an index card, not a list.
But it had words written on it, so to me thats a list.
You know, she said, when our marriage is at its best, I feel we
share responsibilities. We divide our work well and our kids see us do
that and I feel valued, and I think thats important for our family. But for
some time, because you feel so many demands on your life, this value
has been slipping.
When our marriage is working well, I also feel like we both know
each others lives. You know details about my life and I know details
about yours. And I feel like thats been slipping too. Lately I know whats
going on with you, but you dont ask me much about whats going on with
me. She went on.
When our marriage is at its best, you also bring a kind of lightness
and joy to it. Then she reminded me of a story.
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because I thought they would make me feel alive. I cant wait anymore
to be that man, I thought.
I realized this then, and I know it now: I want that life more than I
want anything else. Not because I think Im supposed to, not because it
says somewhere that you should. I want it.
There is a me I want to be.
Life is not about any particular achievement or experience. The most
important task of your life is not what you do, but who you become.
There is a me you want to be.
Ironically, becoming this person will never happen if my primary
focus is on me, just as no one becomes happy if their main goal is to
be happy. God made you to flourish, but flourishing never happens by
looking out for number one. It is tied to a grander and nobler vision.
The world badly needs wise and flourishing human beings, and we are
called to bring Gods wisdom and glory to the world. The truth is, those
who flourish always bring blessing to othersand they can do so in the
most unexpected and humble circumstances.
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a second time just to hang out with the guy. We would say to p eople who
got on after us, Watch this guy! He wasnt just our shuttle bus driverhe
was our leader; he was our friend. And for a few moments, community
flourished. On a shuttle bus for a rental car companyand one person
moved toward the best version of himself.
What happened to that shuttle bus driver can happen in you. Sometimes
it does. Every once in a while you do something that surprises you and
catch a glimpse of the person you were made to be. You say something
inspirational at a meeting. You help a homeless man no one else notices.
You are patient with a rambunctious three-year-old. You lose yourself in a
piece of music. You fall in love. You express compassion. You stand up to
a bully. You freely make a sacrificial gift. You fix an engine. You forgive
an old hurt. You say something you would normally never say, or you keep
from saying something you would normally blurt out.
As you do, you glimpse for a moment why God made you. Only God
knows your full potential, and he is guiding you toward that best version
of yourself all the time. He has many tools and is never in a hurry. That
can be frustrating for us, but even in our frustration, God is at work to
produce patience in us. He never gets discouraged by how long it takes,
and he delights every time you grow. Only God can see the best version
of you, and he is more concerned with you reaching your full potential
than you are.
For we are Gods handiwork, created in Christ J esus to do good
works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
You are not your handiwork; your life is not your project. Your life
is Gods project. God thought you up, and he knows what you were
intended to be. He has many good works for you to do, but they are not
the kind of to do lists we give spouses or employees. They are signposts to your true self.
Your spiritual life is not limited to certain devotional activities that
you engage in. It is receiving power from the Spirit of God to become the
person God had in mind when he created youhis handiwork.
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GOD
BLESSING
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Redemption always
involves the redemption
of creation.
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MIND
TIME
SPIRIT
EXPERIENCE
RELATIONSHIPS
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Along with your spirit and mind, when you flourish, your time begins
to be transformed as well. You have confidence that whatever life throws
at you will not overthrow you. When the day dawns, you awake with a
sense of expectancy. You have a vibrant sense that things matter. You
begin to receive each moment as a God-filled gift.
You realize you are never too young to flourish. Mozart was composing brilliant music when he was five. The apostle Paul told Timothy,
Dont let anyone look down on you because you are young. You are
also never too old to flourish. Grandma Moses was sixty-nine when she
took up painting, and Marc Chagall spent hours a day at his art in his
nineties. A few years ago my dad hit seventy, and at seventy years old
he started walking three miles a day. (Five years later, we have no idea
where to find him.)
Your flourishing self pours blessings into your relationships. You find
other people to be a source of wonder. They often bring you energy.
When you are with them, you listen deeply. You are struck by their
dreams. You bless. You are able to disclose your own thoughts and feelings in a way that invites openness in others. You quickly admit your
errors, and you freely forgive.
Relationally, your languishing self is often troubled. You are undisciplined in what you say, sometimes reverting to sarcasm, sometimes to
gossip, sometimes to flattery. You isolate. You dominate. You attack.
You withdraw.
But as God grows you, he wants to use you in his plan to redeem his
world, and you find him changing your experiences. Your flourishing
self works out of a richness and a desire to contribute. You live with a
sense of calling. How much money you make does not matter as much
as doing what you love and what creates value. You become resilient in
suffering. You get better. You grow.
What could you want more than to become the person God created
you to be?
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in the flow
How is your spiritual life going?
I used to answer this question by looking at the state of
my devotional activities: Did I pray and read the Bible
enough today? The problem is that by this measure the
Pharisees always win. P
eople can be very disciplined,
but remain proud and spiteful. How do we measure spiritual growth so that the Pharisees dont win?
I asked a wise man, How do you assess the well-being
of your soul?
He immediately said, I ask myself two questions:
Am I growing more easily discouraged these days?
Am I growing more easily irritated these days?
At the core of a flourishing soul are the love of God and
the peace of God. If peace is growing in me, I am less
easily discouraged. If love is growing, I am less easily
irritated. It was a brilliantly helpful diagnostic to assess
the health of my soul.
How would you answer those two questions?
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THE ME I WANT TO BE
Becoming God's Best Version of You
By John Ortberg, Bestselling Author
The Me I Want to Be by John Ortbergthe bestselling
author of When the Game Is Over, It All Goes Back in the
Box; God Is Closer Than You Think; and The Life Youve
Always Wantedwill help you discover spiritual vitality
like never before as you learn to live in the flow of the
spirit. But if God has a perfect vision for your life, why
does spiritual growth seem so difficult? John Ortberg has
some intriguing answers to that question, and he has
organized his thoughts and God's words into a
straightforward and timely guide for living your best life in
The Me I Want to Be.
This book will show how God's perfect vision for you
starts with a powerful promise. All those who trust in God
"will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its
roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes;
its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of
drought and never fails to bear fruit" (Jeremiah 17:7-8).
Ortberg urges you to recognize your brokenness,
understand that God is the project manager, and follow
His directions.
The author first helps gauge your spiritual health and
measure the gap between where you are now and where
God intends you to be. Then he provides detailed tasks
and exercises to help you live in the flow of the Spirit,
circumventing real-world barrierspain and sorrow,
temptations, self-doubt, sinto flourish even in a dark
and broken world.
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