Sometimes in our Life some incident changes our whole life

style & our old schedule. We may change our path not our
dream or life choices.
Dream plays a great role in our life, we cant live without it. So
to reach at that position we all try various methods & follow
various paths to get that by HOOK OR BY CROOK.
In todays life if you ask anyone even a small kid they also can
say about dream now the world is so ambitious, I love those
who have dream; even I help those who try their best to make
it real, as for me my dream great means to me.
I have seen most of the time people get confuse about my
dream & what I want actually. I wanna say I wanna do
everything, I wants to do those works what I am capable of. I
can WRITE, SKETCH, PAINT these are
my hobbies & I cant live without
these.Social work is my final destination
& my educational background is my
source of earning money & profession.

MY SOCIAL WORK

I gonna start my story from beginning.

I love to do sketch from the beginning even I am strong in that,
I write everything in my diary as I am very introvert type from
my childhood days. So my introvert character helped me to
raise my writing style. I am not a very good writer , I know I
am poor in vocabulary , I cant remember any word easily , I
am very confuse among words when I was child . I have also
many drawbacks still I wanna write, as I know
practice makes a man perfect, even I wanna
be a writer. No one is born writer /painter / any great person,
everyone make themselves, but when you get supportive
hand it becomes easier. Frankly speaking in MY FAMILY
MY PAPA WHO INSPIRE ME FOR WRITING &
PAINTING & MY DREAM , except him no one , yes ! my
mom also inspire me but she wanna see me in a very high post
, I should be in a well rank , people should know me . So these
two people actually inspire me except them no one is there in
this WHOLE WORLD who support me & act as my right hand.
Even I dont want, I wanna be self independent.
When I was child, I saw how my grandpapa helped poor
people even he donated our many lands for school; I specially
inspired to do social work from him. When I was child I marked
how much poor people loves me that much love even our own
people also dont do , so I am very attracted towards poor
people due to their well spoken words , loving kind of behavior
, may be they have not so much money but they have Big
hearts, How much I have seen. In my school time if I see any
poor kid I gave my affine to them even my pocket money, I
gave my toys & dresses to baggers if I see any girl child like me
.I dont get anything but I feel lots of satisfaction here, one day
I asked my grandpapa why he gave money to poor people ,
what he got from that? he told if you give something to
others then god will also give you that thing when you will
require in your future & god will fulfill your all dreams. So
from that day I start giving whatever I can, I still remember
when I was child if I saw a beggar my mom give rupees to give
them while giving them I told them tell God to give me first
position in my class as my grandpapa told if you give
something to poor then God will fulfill your dream so I am
giving you, then they laugh at me & told, Sure God will give
you! Now it becomes like a habit for me, now I dont demand
anything for my work as I feel lots of satisfaction here.
I never get any chance to work for others, I only give moneys
to beggars, even one day in winter season while travelling in
train I saw - a 6-7 old child was trembling in cold & no one can
feel his pain, I go near to him then I found he was suffering
from fever I gave my SALL to cover him, food & medicine, I
always keep some important medicine with in my beg me
where ever I go. I got one message from this incident now in
this world people are really careless about others especially
TOWARDS POOR. After coming engineering life for the first
time I get opportunity to join many organizations, I love it
seriously! I stared working from my 2
nd
year , First I joined in
a Womens organization through Social media , even you can
see one my page STOP CHILD LABOR & one Group also on
this name. at first I have no idea about these , after first year
real tragedy started in my life , I didnt get well cooperation ,
even I feel like alone in hostel except my 2-3 friends no body
talk with me in well manner, so I stared avoiding everyone ,
without my fault people blame me & spoil my name which
REALLY INTOLRABLE FOR ME , people took the
advantages of my silence, so I spend maximum time in social
media , at first I invest my time creating social work pages &
groups , as I wanna busy myself so that I cant hear others rude
& criticizing words , I just wanna do everything to away myself
from these cases ,I just wanna be alone & busy at that time.
After looking at my social work activities in social media, I got
one invitation from one lady to work in a womens
organization she told I am small to handle but she wants I
should join & know how to work for others, she told me as its
easy to say but difficult to do . she invite me as she wanna see
whether I am fake or true, I gladly accept that as I wanted
that but didnt get any sources but she told me dont tell
anyone till you become a member , I say its ok & then I joined
But before joining I gather all information about that
organization as now a days many fake organizations are there
, I wanna see whether that authentic or not , maximum time I
prefer to do my all work through internet , its really difficult
to go outside as our college campus is far from town , if you
wanna go somewhere you have to pay at least 250/-
minimum for outgoing which I dont wanna pay , TRUE
STORY :P even I was the single worker from my college , our
work is to see how the crimes related with women
, INTRENET CRIMES & DOMESTIC CRIMES etc, then I
joined in 2 fresh groups started with us including me , ONE IS
Youth club & another one is Talk.bhubaneswar , I worked
there for very short period, as I was in 3
rd
year at that time, so
of course at that time I have to focus on my study
as EDUCATION IS MY 1
ST
PRIORITY still I worked there , I
only worked as a volunteer in 1/2 camp, I worked there from
my whole heart , these all my own interest . I was not attach
with everyone, I focus on my work rather than gossip, I agree I
am really very serious for my work whatever I do, but I saw
very few students really interested in social work as
for YOUTH CLUB & TALK.BHUBANESWAR ,we need
many group members as these two were new groups so I
requested my friends to join but most of them refuse in a
gentle way, some laugh & told these are fake organizations ,
ha ! SOCIAL WORKER, let me handle myself first then Ill work
for society. Their words hurt me so I didnt request anyone after
that ,as to help mankind you need will power , you cant force
anyone to join. Except Bhumi, (one of my friends) no one
joined, she actually wants to help others so she joined with me
next. I found in this world many people are there , but few
really cares about others even many people join in politics /
IAS their motto is not for to help others but to earn sufficient
money within a short time . yes ! some are there who wants
development , From their work we can visualize their interest
to help mankind . So its very difficult to find someone who
actually wants to do something for society without expecting
anything & do freely, I never take single money even dont
demand any good position for my work as I got lots of
satisfactions from my work. I worked there to see the way of
living of poor people, whats they want, I joined in
organization to learn something new like how to work for
mankind & the process. I love to work for mankind so I joined.
Except these I also involved in SHAYOG where I teach the poor
children, in our college campus like me many students also
involved there. I worked near about 1 years (2 year & 3
rd
year I
gave my few time) , except Shayog I dont have any picture
as while working I forget about Photoshop :D yes ! Group
picture are there but I dont have any. In final year means
4
th
year I was not involved in any work due to my study
pressure, PROJECT, ENTRANCE + OWN COURSE. So I love
to work for mankind, its my interest even I take it as my duty
& responsibility.
I always prefer to give foods the poor people than doing party
in my birthday.

Its my personality & my interest.


MY WRITING & PAINTING

Writing act as my voice , I love to write , I know I am not a so
good writer still I love to write even I wanna be a writer in
future but not now , as before make myself a writer I wanna
do something for my future . Writing is a way to show my
talent & give good messages to whole world, thats all! I can
write till my last breath .

In writing I dont think Age matters, Quality of writing matters.
Now in this world many authors are there but all are not so
popular for their books, write one may that take 10 years but
that should get one PRIZE which will be memorable for all. I
dont know my future , but I give more
value in quality + inspiring writing , No
doubt my writings are not so good , I am not strong in
vocabulary , I admit it before all but I always try to write
something which will help mankind in future.

I cant publish my own books so people take
my original Story writing as COPY
PASTE, SO I STOP WRITING STORIES IN
MY BLOG , MY 21th STORY IS my LAST
STORY AFTER THAT I PROMISED ILL
NOT POST MY STORY IN MY BLOG ,
RATHER POST IT IN BLOG , STORE IT IN
MY LAPTOP , WHEN MY TIME WILL
COME PUBLISH THAT AS A BOOK , NOW
I AM NOT CAPABLE OF PUBLISH ANY
BOOK AS I KNOW IF ILL PUBLISH ILL
BE LOOSER , SO I WAIT FOR PERFECT
TIME. So I stop writing stories in my blog due to many critics
& doubts. I hate if someone tell my writings are fake & copy
paste as I know how much time I spend here , I write blog not
for getting money, but for give good messages to all .

Likewise painting & sketches , I love to do , my all paintings &
sketches are in simple paper , I dream when that
time will come Ill do it in a board & can
show others , Yes , its my painting .

MY CAREER

Sorry, I am also really confuse in this matter, I can do anything
in future Either I follow COMPUTER CAREER means my
own professional line or BUSINESS related to computer
based or LAW (for to help mankind & get a better position
in good name & fame organizations ) My time will decide , I
CANT SAY YOU ABOUT THIS UNTIL I ACHIEVE
THAT .LET ME TO MAKE IT REAL .
This is all about me & my interests