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Magetta Chantiloupe
DRIVEN: WHEN
OBSTACLES TAKE
CENTRE STAGE
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Acknowledgments
I would be remiss if I didnt thank my friend Mary Quigley for
her assistance with proof-reading my manuscript.
It is to my mother and father Lela and Raphael Chantiloupe,
my grandmother Margaret Strangh-Mahoney, and my four
children, Gilfoyle, Andrea, Widmark and Michelle that I
dedicate this book. I owe them a tremendous debt of gratitude
and they have made me proud. My parents (eventual) faith in
me (especially my mom) and their continued encouragement
throughout my life that I could be anything I wanted to be if I
put my mind to it, and my children whose cooperation
throughout my tumultuous tribulations and difficulties have
never wavered, have enabled me to achieve success. I especially
want to thank Gilfoyle and Andrea who inspired me to write my
memoir.
With all my love.
Pictures of Roger Flore and Maxine Waters are used with
written permissions.
New York
Leaving Jamaica
When I left Jamaica I was so distraught. I left everything behind
and eventually lost all my furniture and all my photographs,
including those of the children. I had packed some of my
clothing and the childrens clothing and toys. But I left all of the
household and furniture and appliances. I never realized that I
could have sold at least some of the furniture and appliances as
well as my beautiful wedding gown. I could have used the extra
money while I looked for a job.
When my husband went to the house the following day he
noticed that our clothing was missing. When he asked the
neighbour, Mrs Sharpe, if she knew where we had gone, she
told him I had left the country and the children were being
boarded out.
When my first child Gil was born, every month of his first
year a photographer came to the house and took his progress
pictures. I couldnt afford to do that for my other two children,
but we took quite a few pictures of them. Decades later when
my daughter Andrea needed a baby picture for a workplace
event, I was unable to produce one. I felt so bad that I started to
cry. It had never crossed my mind that I should have at least
taken all of my pictures.
This was a pivotal moment in my life. Any decision I made
could be critical. I recalled one of Grandma Lurrys comments:
Nothing ventured, nothing gained. Moms advice: There is
nothing you cant do if you put your mind to it, and Nothing
good comes easy, also came to mind. My parents had taught
me to be self-reliant and I felt I had the necessary drive and
determination. But that didnt make the decisions I faced any
less difficult.
While in elementary school, I received a letter from Linda,
an elementary school student in Utah saying that her teacher
wanted her class to have pen pals from other countries. Her
teacher had provided them with a list of elementary schools
from various countries listing the names of the attending
students. Our school, the Richmond Elementary School, was on
the list. Linda had chosen my name Magetta because she
thought it was cute. Her letter was the beginning of a
correspondence that lasted for several years.
Now that I was leaving my husband and my mothercountry, I wrote to Linda asking her if she could send me a letter
of invitation to visit the US. I told her I would not be staying
with her because I would be traveling to New York where I
would be staying with my two sisters in Queens. Linda sent the
letter.
I then went to my boss, Dr Velasco, and told him that I was
planning to take my vacation and would like to visit the United
States and needed a letter to take to the American Embassy in
Kingston to apply for a visitors visa. An Argentinean, he
jokingly replied that if I were going to the United States to find
a husband I should find a South American. He then told me to
prepare a letter for his signature. The letter I drew up stated that
after my vacation I would return to my current employment. I
knew I could not get a visa if they suspected I might overstay
my visit. My letter also said: I would conduct myself with
utmost decorum while in the United States, and I would not
become a public charge. After he signed the letter I took it to
the American Embassy. I was granted a six-month visa. I then
called the person at Thomas Cooke who handled airline
reservations for Pan American Health Organization/World
Health Organization PAHO/ WHO and had him arrange my
reservation to America.
school and placed into a public school since there was not a
Catholic school within a reasonable distance from my parents
home. It was enough of a change for them to adjust to being
without their parents.
How would I find someone trustworthy enough to take care
of my three children while I was away? Just after I was married
we had rented a bedroom and bath from the Gouls family in
which we shared the kitchen. They were a nice quiet family with
two well behaved children, Cherry and Courtney. I contacted
them and they agreed to keep the children for me. I transferred
them to a Catholic school closer to their new home.
Contemplating leaving the children with strangers for an
indefinite length of time filled me with fear and trepidation. I
tried to explain to Gil and Andrea (Mark was too young to
understand.) why I was going to the United States. I told them I
would send for them as soon as I was settled. But deep in my
heart I was scared to death. I had no idea how things would
work out.
To say my feelings were divided when I dropped my
children off at the boarders would be an understatement. What if
I were unable to find an employer willing to file for a permanent
residency for me? What would happen to my children? What
would happen to them if several years went by and I was still
not able to bring them to the United States? And what if the
boarder decided not to keep them any longer? As I watched
them go into their new home, I cried.
Deciding to move to the United States and leave my
children behind was heart wrenching enough. My situation was
no more encouraging. What if I failed in my endeavor? What
gave me strength in this time of doubt was the realization that
failure could not be an option because if I failed so would my
children my failure would also be their failure. I was well
aware of the steps I was about to take, but I never wavered in
my resolution.
I faced what seemed an incredible opportunity. However, I
appreciated the fact that, practically speaking, not many options
were open to me. I needed to make a fresh start. I felt I did not
have that option if I stayed in Jamaica.
Seeing my sisters
Two of my sisters had preceded me to the United States.
Yvonne, a younger sister, was the first to visit the United States.
Pamela, an older sister, was next. I got off the plane, collected
my luggage and was met by Pamela and Yvonne and Linda and
Bonnie, two other friends from Jamaica. Bonnie drove me to
Yvonnes place in St Albans where I would stay temporarily
with Yvonne, her husband Robert, her son, and my sister
Pamela until I found a job and my own place. Their first bit of
advice was that I needed to get a job with a family willing to
sponsor me as a permanent resident. After I accomplished this, I
would need to go to the Immigration office in Manhattan a
month before my visa was to expire and apply for a visa
extension.
winter. I wasnt properly dressed for winter and the stiff biting
winds penetrated my clothes. I was wearing a dress and opentoe shoes and did not have a pair of gloves or earmuffs. My legs,
hands and feet felt frozen. Eventually, I gave up. I took a train
back to the Forest Hills subway station and called my employer
to pick me up. When I got there my legs were frozen and blue.
They took me to their doctor. He said I had arthritis. I stayed in
bed for several days before feeling well enough to move about.
My employers took very good care of me while I was sick. I am
still grateful to them.
It was a while before I bought a pair of closed shoes. I was
sending most of my salary to my home country to pay for the
childrens boarding and tuition. I bought their clothing and
shipped it to Jamaica.
Confrontation
Realizing it might take some time before I found a job, I thought
this would be as good a time as any to try and find and take my
estranged husband to court for child support. Clifford was one
of the capitalists Michael Manley had referred to when he took
over the country. Clifford and his girlfriend were now living in
the United States.
While trying to locate him, I received a call from a friend
telling me that Clifford was living in New York and that my
former neighbour from Pembroke Hall in Jamaica ran into him
in downtown Manhattan. Clifford had told him that he was
working at City Bank on Wall Street. I immediately went to a
legal stationery store, picked up a divorce form, typed it up,
went to Queens Supreme Court and filed for child support and a
divorce. My brother Beck, who had moved to the United States
and was sharing an apartment in the Bronx, served the papers on
him. When he saw Beck he asked if he were looking for a job.
Beck handed him the summons to appear in court and left.
At the court hearing, Clifford explained to the judge that he
was barely making enough money to take care of his expenses.
He offered $25 per month child support for three children. The
judge replied that he had two children, and $25 cannot buy milk
for a month for two children. The judge ordered him to pay $75
per month, but he never even paid the $25 per month that he
said he could afford.
Manhattan owned by a father and his two sons. The salary was
low, but it was my first secretarial job in the United States. Now
I could add New York secretarial experience to my resume.
The three men argued and yelled all the time. They yelled at
each other and they yelled at the other employees but not at
me. I believe they realized I could not tolerate yelling. I was one
of three secretaries in the office. One of them said to me one
day, You speak too softly. People will take advantage of you.
One day she said, If its the last thing I do before I quit this job,
I am going to teach you to yell. My soft voice probably saved
me from being yelled at. I worked for the company for about a
year. Before that year was out, and with my New York
experience I decided to look for a better- paying job.
Private Secretary
The job I had landed was as a private secretary with M&T
Chemicals, Inc., a subsidiary of American Can Company. M&T
Chemicals main office was in Rahway, New Jersey. However,
they also had an office in American Can Companys building on
Park Avenue in New York. I would work for Robert, the
manager for proprietary chemicals, in the International Division.
M&T manufactured specialty and non-specialty chemicals for
export to Europe, South America, South Africa, West Africa,
Asia, the Middle East and the Mediterranean.
I was one of three private secretaries: one served Buzz
Cuntz, the Vice President; one David Lurie, the Manager for
Non-Proprietary Chemicals; I worked for Robert Benner, the
Proprietary Chemicals Manager. Along with my job at the
World Health Organization, this was one of my most rewarding
jobs and my most rewarding job to date in the United States. I
learned a lot about chemicals and dealt with customers in
person, by telephone, by written correspondence and by telex.
After working at M&T for several years, Buzz retired. The
Vice President position was given to Richard Campbell, a
person from American Cans home office in Greenwich,
Connecticut. Although meeting customers face-to-face was very
important for the company, Buzz didnt like to travel overseas
and very seldom left the country instead relying on the
telephone and the few customers who would visit us. Richard
loved to travel. He kept Buzzs secretary Sylvia until she retired.
Then I became his secretary. Upon returning from each trip, he
would give me a broad outline of his report which I had to
arrange, consolidate and type for him to review before
forwarding to our home office in Rahway, New Jersey.
that I did not know now a stranger was extending the same
kindness to me. It was wonderful being able to see my children
more often. Clover and I became very good friends. When I got
married to my second husband, her husband Eddy gave me
away. She was my matron of honour and became godmother to
my daughter, Michelle.
I wanted to bring one child a year to the United States. It
would be difficult for me to have all three of them here while I
worked, and it would be much cheaper to keep them in Jamaica
while they were young. Gil, the oldest, came first. I found a onebedroom apartment for us. Located in Laurelton, Queens, it had
a dining and living room. I furnished it with a bed and a
convertible sofa bed.
I noticed that Gil was constantly sucking his thumb and
pushing his nose up with his other fingers so much it seemed he
was pushing his nose out of shape. I tried everything that I could
to get him to stop. I felt this bad habit was my fault that it was
a way for him to compensate not having had a mother or a father
for three years. I knew he was uncomfortable with his nose out
of shape, but he never complained. After he graduated from
high school, I was able to have his nose fixed.
I thought it would be better to bring Mark to New York
next. I believed it would be easier to have two boys together
than a boy and a girl. However, now I think I should have
brought my daughter first. An eight-year-old girl especially
needs her mother to guide and comfort her. It pained my heart to
send her back without her siblings. I could see the hurt in her
delicate face every time she was sent back alone.
Eventually, I brought Andrea home. When I explained to
her why it took me so long to keep her here, she said that she
would have been happy to have slept in the bathroom. It broke
my heart when she said that. Having been born and raised in
Jamaica, West Indies, in a family with ten siblings, I can
imagine how she felt being left alone in Jamaica. I was always
being pitted against the others and more often than not I would
end up being the loser.
My Parents
My parents had little education. They provided for us by
working the fields and raising livestock. My mothers
dressmaking occupation supplemented the farm income. My
mom was a great clothes designer. She was always in demand.
She put a lot more time into making the clothes than she
charged for them. At times she would let me use the sewing
machine to do some of the stitching for her.
My father couldnt afford to pay someone to help with the
cultivation, so he instituted what he called the Morning Sport.
Morning Sport consisted of the neighbours spending several
hours helping on the farm. In return, Dad provided them with
lunch. Soon everyone had their own Morning Sport.
My father was a resourceful man. He built our house and all
of our furniture. The house was sturdy. A very bad hurricane
one year failed to damage the house.
I was always a curious girl. I watched my dad while he
worked and learned the name of every tool he used. I even
learned a little about electric wires. Decades later when I needed
a thermostat installed in my house and couldnt afford to pay an
electrician, I installed it myself.
While struggling financially to provide for us, Mom would
say: We are trying to make ends meet. My father, would take