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54 Regional News Nuwas Manto, Lahore
55 International News Arijit Singh, Kanpur
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57 Happenings Tushar, Manipal
57 Helplines Ratnesh , Gandhinagar
Shiva Prasad, Hyderabad
57 Opinion Polls Ravi, Chennai
58 Troy Kishore Kumar, Pune
Ahana Bannerjie, Kolkata
60 Queer 'n Funny!
Karan Sood, Bhopal
61 From the Blogosphere Sudhanshu, Mumbai
Ankur Rathore, Pune
As the Indian LGBT community has now got its long desired freedom from
Section 377, it's also time to thank those men and women who've made this
momentous achievement possible. And the one name that is almost
synonymous with the early days of the Indian gay liberation movement is
that of Ashok Row Kavi- India's pioneering gay rights activist. The first
person to speak out forcefully in the public domain for the rights of sexual
minorities. Ananya Dhote catches up with this iconic figure at a café in
Delhi and shares with us what Kavi has to say about his activism days and
the new dawn of freedom.
Also, as Indian gays and lesbians are now slowly but surely coming out of
their closets, what has sprung up is a feeling of togetherness, a community
bonding. The enterprising nature of our community has been made evident
in the way we fought against all odds in the battle for legal recognition, but
now that it has been achieved, this nature of ours is also creating ripples in
other fields. Most notably, through the power of pink money. Gay couples
are what corporates prefer to call DINK- double income, no kids. And so,
businesses in India have started targeting the gay community like never
before. From travel and tour agencies catering to same-sex couples, and
merchandise stores selling gay oriented products, we now have night outs
being organized in five star hotels. And believe me, all this is just the
beginning.
Also introducing to our readers in this issue is a new section- The gay
agenda. Our commentators will share their opinion on matters of crucial
importance to the Indian LGBT community. Harish Iyer discusses the latest
findings of a national opinion poll that found that Indians have a long way
to go before fully accepting gay people. Also featuring is Rohit Dasgupta's
first hand experience at the Outgames, the spirit of which could hardly be
deterred by the outrageous bombings orchestrated by a rightwing
homophobic fringe. Ahana writes a touching personal account of what it
means to be a transgendered woman in a country like India, where
effeminate men are scoffed upon. Meanwhile men rocked at India's first
all-men's fashion week in Delhi. All this plus a lot more in the following
pages, so sit back and give yourself a pink read!
-Nipun Goyal
Chief Editor
Congratulations!
Congrats to all the people behind Pink Pages! This magazine whets the
appetite of all its readers..from stories to people…from issues to less
known facts concerning our life and society The first issue truly deals with
all the aspects of LGBTs. Hope it can live up to the hopes of all its readers in
future too! All the best to Pink Pages!
Rohith Kumar
I was ecstatic upon seeing this magazine, online, for first time. Also I saw
renowned artist like Mallika Sarabhai's words of support over there. I
adore her a lot. The words "India's national gay and lesbian magazine"
sparked something in me, and I thought, "oh at last... now days of gays and
lesbians in India have come. There is light, there is a world for us too where
I can feel free”. I thank you all who have made this happen. I hope I can live
my world through Pink Pages.
Chintz Shah
Freedom… After 150 years!
I am so happy for all my beloved
Congratulations on this new effort. The quality of articles is generally
brothers & sisters in India who may
good. However, there appear to be contradictions among the statement that
now arm up with love and come out
“It will have many flavors to offer and will appeal to everyone in the
from the shadows! On the day the
alphabet soup of sexuality.”, the "National Gay and Lesbian magazine"
law changed, I met a straight Indian
tag, and the focus which appears to be mostly by and towards gay men.
who I know & who is against gays.
How about having inclusivity reflect in "India's national LGBT magazine"
Just recently he had told me, that
rebranding, and more importantly, seeking out lesbians, bisexual men,
freedom for gays would never
bisexual women and trans people to write for it?
happen in India- "at least not in the
Devamrit
next 500 years". So when I saw him
on 2nd of July, I greeted him with a
This gay magazine is so informative, and so unlike gay social sites which
bright grin and said: "not in 500
are more or less like free online brothels. This magazine I am sure, with few
years, ya?!"
innovative marketing strategies would be able to make it to the BEST
Guenter
magazine of the nation. I think, the magazine needs to be more interactive
rather than just plain articles. It needs some more visual attractiveness.
**Correction: The previous issue of Pink Pages mistakenly mentioned Aham, instead of Kishore Kumar as the writer of the poem
'He'. The error is regretted.
but even from a few foreign 'reproductive health clinics' for thought to be an import from the
countries as far as Afghanistan. women?! As if women are not west, but the truth is that everyone
Bombay Dost was a lifeboat that expected to be sexual otherwise! seems to be aware about it. It is
people were holding on to, and a And then, what about lesbian something comfortable that
magazine would have been unable women?!” I agree, sir! everyone wears, from working class
to provide a grounded solution to men to upper class people. And, 'gay'
their problems. The only way to give This one is for our Constitution is much the same. He interestingly
a tangible support for LGBT Regarding the 377 verdict, he said differentiates between
community's concerns was to he would rest the credit primarily 'communities' and 'networks'.
concentrate on them geographically with Chief Justice A P Shah and Networks are made among people
and physically. Hence, they thought Justice S Muralidhar, NACO, the who lie on a common social
of starting a Trust in Bombay. Constitution and the judgment hierarchy. What we need to evolve
The core editors of Bombay Dost itself, while the rest of the factors are 'communities' which involve and
became the Board of Directors for contributed positively and helped integrate all social levels, from the
this newly formed Trust. And so, to wheel us to this victory. top to bottom. At Humsafar Trust, he
Humsafar Trust was essentially “During the proceedings, it was is doing just that! He also says that
evolved from the magazine. What the NACO affidavit that really concerns of different forms of
started as fun weekly meetings counted”, he says. The judgment sexual minorities can be
among gay men and lesbian women has redefined privacy and liberty significantly different from one
at its drop-in centers is now an and it has references to sex, another. “I've got enough shit on my
o rg a n i z a t i o n i n v o l v i n g 2 0 0 sexuality and gender. According plate!” is his piqued remark
employees, operating 17 projects, to him, most importantly, it has expressing a valid argument that it is
HIV/AIDS related medical services' defined a certain “constitutional impossible to look after entire set of
clinics, routine visits by medical morality” which gives me the issues of LGBT people under one
health professionals from reputed right to wear a stupid dress and roof. But, Humsafar does provide
city hospitals and garnering support walk the streets. Another person mentoring and financial help to
of various governmental and non- can make fun of me though, as other institutions like Sangini that
governmental socially sensitive long as I harm no one, it's my right work in this field. They have
programs. The target groups include to wear that dress no matter how collaborations with lesbian
MSM, trangenders, hijras and male stupid I look! The next step would organizations that have their own
sex Workers. be a tough fight, though he niche of lesbian concerns like
wouldn't comment on what could mental health and domestic
When he was quizzed on whether he follow this verdict…”Why, I have violence.
is trying to work in close association no crystal ball that can gaze into
with the government, he said that it's the future!” Mocking the religious debate
already a reality. Bombay Dost was ”There are temples in India that
registered a long time back. And, the Inequalities within the inequality marry men off! Hinduism has no
Humsafar Trust operates from a He recalls the time when he had an problem with homosexuality except
government bazaar with various affair with a bhangi's son; he for that Baba Ramdev”. He adds,
other public offices by its side. Also, would often visit their house for “To be honest, I've never really
Ashok is currently serving as the lunch and this would leave his understood Christianity” He feels
National Technical Officer with mother irked. “My mom is an that there is no need for any sort of
NACO. The underlying principle orthodox Hindu and even religious backing for homosexuality
behind Humsafar Trust, also today…” he says,” when my as there is no active homophobia.
Ashok's own belief is that medical Muslim lovers or friends come to Same-sex relationships may not be
services are not only for socially my house, her orthodoxy often recognized, but they aren't really
recognized premier groups. It's a centers round the fridge!” For him opposed. The problem creeps in
service to be provided by the it is interesting to note that the 'gay when homosexuals refuse to marry
government and all the people of aspect' is only a strand among because India still holds on to
this country should have a right and thousand others that exist in familial and traditional constructs of
access to them. “Why can't a hijra India's social fabric. And, this society. Not the fact that he was gay
have a bank account?!” he snapped. strand is invariably inseparable but rather, ”How will you have
“And, why are there sexual health from the others. He says, “ 'gay' is children?” , “Who will look after
clinics for men but only very much like 'jeans'!” It is you in old age” were his mother's
concerns when he came out. general conversation with him. ”I the same position, we undoubtedly
don't really watch movies”, he agreed with him.
Back to Future said. He still stuck to his remark
“The future of gay rights movement on Fashion being a bad, It was one hour already. Talking
in India has to be grounded in homophobic movie but did not about the groceries that he needed to
reality”, he says. Highlighting one agree to comment on the reason. buy, he got up to pay the bill. We
of the negative aspects of virtual In contrast, he said that Dostana stood up with him, perhaps feeling a
activism, he asked that if a gay man was a movie he enjoyed. “Where little dazed. His phone rang; he
is locked up by the police can an else would you see a straight man picked up the call and followed his
online forum summon a gathering of having a pink car or a mother friend to the door. He turned and
400 people to protest against it, then talking about his son's waved at us, we waved back and
and there. He said that as young homosexuality?!” The LGBT shouted a Thank you. A few things
LGBT people we often dream of literary space, he said, is still very didn't change, like people around us
leaving this country to settle abroad scholastic and academic, though that kept glancing occasionally, the
with our partners. But, as he himself he would want to see a few infected atmosphere of candidness
witnessed, even a liberal western channels of fun and humor that stayed even as he left and my
country like US has areas that are creeping into it. He glanced at me, own keenness to talk to him for
acutely homophobic. It is difficult to and then at my co-interviewer another one hour! Though, most of
survive; “let a thousand flowers cum girlfriend; he smiled and my presumed ideas about the 'gay
bloom”, and then he added a said, “I don't understand lesbians. rights movement in India' had
whisper, “999 of them are going to Most of them are men-hating melted into a thin, clear fine liquid,
die”. When asked about Pink Pages, radical feminists.” I can't deny the much like the iced-tea kept on the
he agrees that young people from 'radical feminist' part, at least for table. I sat down, looked lovingly at
diverse backgrounds getting myself, but sir, we like gay men! A my girlfriend sitting beside me,
involved with activism in a positive young gay friend of his from and sipped my iced-tea.
way definitely builds a synergy of Mumbai had come in to meet him
events. It is this synergy that gives a during the interview. He works for
little but honest push to our rainbow- UNDP and said a few things about
spangled cart! the importance of feeling
comfortable within your own
When the air got damp with personal space, among family,
intellectual drowsiness, I began a friends and colleagues. Much in
Ashok (right) with Prince Manavendra Gohil at the Queer Azadi March
Pakistan Diaries
I n my previous article for this
makeup doesn't fit together.
As I have been quite open about
Unfortunately due to Zia's Islamist
laws, there is little hope and a lot of
column, I mentioned how hard it is my sexual orientation, I have been fear, when it comes to speaking for
to be gay and live happily and freely fortunate enough to come closer to LGBT Rights. If Huma Yusuf gets
in Pakistan. Seldom do you come what people think about being gay away with writing about
across openly gay men (I have never or bisexual, all thanks to their homosexuality in Muslim societies
heard of openly gay women) and quips and witty yet homophobic in a Dawn piece, (which was by the
even then they can be out in certain remarks. This goes without saying way not published in the newspaper
circles only. Gay activism is non- that the stereotypical image of but on its website. And quite
existent in Pakistan due to anti- gays is not only held up popularly, interestingly underneath the article
LGBT laws, all thanks to those who as if muscular and manly gay men Dawn Website made it clear the
made full use of inculcating Quran can't exist, but also despised. views were of the author and not the
and Sunnah as 'guiding principles' in There is no doubt that Pakistan has Dawn Group, which they don't do in
the Pakistani Constitution. a lot to learn when it comes to their newspaper at least) it is because
LGBT rights before it can even she is writing in an English
One of my acquaintances conceded think of legalizing them. The main newspaper which majority of
that he is gay but when through some problem starts with religious Pakistanis don't read. In a country
desultory discussion I mentioned the interpretations which are held up where a convict can get away with
word 'bisexual' he asked me the reciting a Naat (praise for the
meaning of the word. As I explained Prophet of Islam) to a judge (Oh yes!
it to him, he jumped off from the Nuwas Manto writes about the That happened) and no legal
conclusion that he was gay to that he current popular perceptions in proceeding whatsoever, what hope
was bisexual, which clearly shows Pakistan about LGBT people, there is for a homosexual to stand in
his lack of knowledge of human how stereotypes are reinforced by a court room and argue against
sexualities. I wouldn't be surprised homophobic clergy and media irrational traditions and religious
provided that the word 'gay' in more people, but also raises hope that interpretations?
commonly used and understood in the Delhi High Court judgement
the sense of insulting someone or will soon have a positive effect in Still, not all is bad. When the
telling them they are sissy ('Yaar Pakistan too. Shumail Raj-Shahzima Tariq case
,you are so gay!') and that means that came into the open, Jasmine Malik, a
the words bisexual and transsexual Pakistani political talk show host,
are seldom used in public. Most quite openly invited two guests, one
against any kind of sexual
people don't even know what the a lawyer and another an aged man
behaviour apart from one
word transsexual means. This is (who belonged to a medicinal field
prescribed by the mullahs. What is
quite evident from the fact that when as he spoke more about the role of
laughable is the fact that more than
Shumail Raj (as far as I can genetics in homosexuality than
ninety percent of these mullahs
remember, the only trans man of our anything else), both of whom spoke
have never had to chance to study
country to come out) and Shahzima in favour of homosexuality (when
diversity in human sexualities and
Tariq (a woman by birth) married asked about religion and
the workings of human sexual
and when they were dragged into homosexuality, even the aged one
needs. They legitimate their
court by Shahzima's family, most of who spoke quite openly about the
fatwas against non-heterosexist
the press mentioned Shumail as 'she- link between homosexuality and
behavior from the works of men
male' and headlines such as 'She- genes told Jasmine he couldn't
who lived in ages when scientific
male marriage' could be seen in comment on that as that wasn't his
studies were still in their nascent
important newspapers of Pakistan. expertise). I don't watch PULSE, the
stages. Since they have been
How ignorant one has to be to show Jasmine Malik hosts but only
brainwashed and indoctrinated
conclude that Shumail Raj was Pete knows how much I respect her
right from the start of their
'shemale'. She-males have male even if she hadn't uttered a single
madrassah education days, there
sexual organs right from their birth, pro-gay word. Why? Because not
are slim chances of their
while trans men don't and are born in many hosts would tolerate the
unscientific and backward
a perfectly functioning female body. tolerant people when it comes to
notions against homosexuality and
It's only that their mind/body LGBT issues!
transsexuality to be changed.
Pink Pages November 09 9
Neighbours
Out in Nature
Avi Roy writes in this apolitical functions like pair bonding or they
article about new evidences that could be involved in dominance or
suggest that same-sex behavior in aggressive interaction. In bonobos
the animal kingdom is much more in particular such behavior is aimed
common than was earlier thought at resolving conflicts between
and includes not just sexual acts, but males, whereas in albatross, it goes
preening and coupling too. to the extent of same sex
parenthood. Hence, same sex
W hen we talk about sexual behaviors in animals are not
necessarily aimed at reproduction.
behaviors, homosexuality in In a far removed example of the
special, the first thing that pops in fruit flies, the behavior takes place
our mind are probably not flies, in wild surroundings where the
frogs, dolphins and other members male attempts to copulate with
of the animal kingdom. However a other males. It is found that sexual
research by scientists of the behavior in fruit flies is associated
University of California, Riverside, with certain sex specific peptides
led by Nathan Bailey, published in and genes, which when removed
copulation. In fact, in some insects
the journal General Trends of from the flies; they tend to court or
like the fruit fly, this can take the
Ecology and Evolution suggests that mate other males. Clearly, behavior
form of males courting other males
homosexual behaviors like of the birds contradicted the notion
by preening to them; which is a
grooming, preening or even that homosexuality is 'unnatural.'
contrast to others animals like the
coupling is actually common in For many this isn't just an academic
albatross (a sea bird) whose
several of these animals. Such subject and therefore, leaving
females form long term bonds with
behavior directed toward the same political or religious concerns
other females and make nest
sex has been noted in a variety of away, Bailey states that genome
together so that they can lay eggs
animals, including dolphins, sheep, wide scans have looked into the
together and rear them, suggesting
penguins and bonobos. He defined genetic architecture of sexual
a wide variety of behavior. Asked
same sex sexual behavior as “...any orientation in human beings, to find
that why such animals engage in
behavior that members of the same that such behavior in humans are
the acts when it does not lead to
sex engage in, that members of related to certain chromosomal
reproduction, Bailey clarify that
opposite sex also engage in, in the locations. He further accomplishes
“... sex isn't always about
context of reproduction.” that same sex behavior in humans is
reproduction...” even in opposite
sex interactions that look sexual on actually shaped by evolutionary
As such, such behavior could range processes.
the surface can have other
from courtship to preening to actual
"We asked ourselves what "I see it all as a joke. It doesn't upset
face we could give to the me. God made me the way I am and I
virus, and it couldn't be a accept myself. I am who I am and I'm
pretty face." -- Dirk Silz, proud of myself. I'd like to dress up
creative director of more often and wear dresses, but I
Germany's new "AIDS Is a never get the chance." -- Caster
Mass Murderer" Semenya, gold medal winner at World
campaign, on choice of Athletics C'ships, whose gender is in
Adolf Hitler as virus's question.
human embodiment.
Nitin Karani
Priya Ganoo talks to Nitin Karani, feeling likewise. “The situation is satisfied with the response but felt
the editor of Bombay Dost and much better today. More people that last year's QAM had a lot more
prominent gay rights activist from are aware that being gay is not a energy than this one. “Maybe I was
Mumbai, on the struggles he went disease or a condition.” He agrees. in that part of the parade which was a
through and why the cause of gay “However, it is important to little down-tempo. But the oomph
rights remains dear to him. understand that having a friend and energy at last year's parade just
coming out to you is very different seemed a lot more.”
from having a family member Coming out is easier today but the
For someone who holds a place of doing the same because then it's in road can still be very tough for some.
such prominence in the Indian gay your own backyard.” Nitin has come across suicides by
community, he possesses a rather After the media coverage of the adolescent teenage boys and also
cool and quite demeanor something repealing of Section 377, the cases where families force the
that took me by surprise when I homosexuality debate has finally children to go through 'therapy' for
spoke to him for the first time a few made its way to a dinner table in becoming straight. “Coming out
months ago. normal Indian households. “This may be a difficult task but is a very
The person in question is Nitin topic has been shoved under the important step. If nothing just tell a
Karani who has been relentlessly carpet for way too long. It's finally loved one or your friends and that
battling for the cause of the queer out of the closet and there is no too makes a lot of difference.”
community ever since he came out way it's going to be pushed back A few questions about 'why not a
almost a decade and a half ago. “I in.” asserts the Humsafar trustee. straight parade' were heard and Nitin
came out around 1993-94 when the Nitin's association with The answers with a perfect punch for an
atmosphere was very different from Humsafar Trust goes back a long answer. “Heterosexual couples
what it is today. The new media way. A Communications and flaunt their sexuality everywhere
hadn't developed so much and Journalism graduate from and they are free to do all the time.
misconceptions about homosexuals St.Xavier's college he was always The parade is not just a way to feel
were rampant.” more involved with Bombay Dost. proud about who we are but also
He met Ashok Row Kavi one of the A few years back though he was send out a message to others stuck in
pioneers of the gay movement in the offered a seat as a trustee at the closet that we are with you.”
country through a friend in late 1993 Humsafar which he readily took This is another reason why he has
and this would be the start of not up. “My role at Humsafar is a lot been championing the cause of gay
only a great friendship but almost a more decision oriented now. I people all these years. “I could have
life changing alliance for Nitin. have seen it flourish over the last spent all my time and energy doing
Through Kavi, he became a part of few years and the journey has been other things but I would rather not.
the Bombay Dost magazine when it fantastic.” he says. Simply because society needs to
was launched for the first time way The lack of gay icons in India has change its perception about our
back in the early 90's. “Ashok has been a major hurdle for the queer community and this is my way of
been an inspiration and a very close movement and Nitin has always helping our common cause.”
friend through the years. He was a emphasized on the same. “It's
great support with his protective and understandable that coming out is
nurturing nature when I was coming a v e r y d i ff i c u l t t a s k f o r
out. Most people fondly call him sportspersons especially the ones
Amma for his nurturing ways.” he in team sports. On the other hand
says with a smile. if you belong to something like the
In today's times with the advent of film industry which is already so
internet and social networking, add accepting and open-minded, it
to which a powerful and often wouldn't be that big a deal to come
sympathetic media the fight for gay out. That's the least you can do for
rights does seem marginally easier. yourself and your community.”
But public figures like Baba One of the main organizers of the
Ramdev calling homosexuality a Queer Azadi March which saw
disease often dictate the minds of a more than a thousand people walk Nitin Karani with Priya Ganoo at the
large section of the society into for the gay cause, Nitin was Queer Azadi March
First impressions are often lasting. Most of the clients for Indjapink Things are definitely turning up for
The name of the business, Indjapink, come from Western Europe, US the gay community in India and the
itself sparks curiosity and intrigue in and Canada. They get around 20- future looks quite promising.
the mind of the visitor, as Sanjay 30 enquiries and serve around 3-4 Sanjay has a lot of plans for the
tells me was the intended purpose, guests every month and even future, one of them is about having
and I must say, it works pretty well! though they only cater to gay men, exclusive guest homes for gay men
they do get many enquiries from in India which he says he is going to
Sanjay also says that the pink dollar, the lesbian community as well. put it into action very soon. We at
that is the purchasing power of gays Sanjay says that currently Pink Pages wish him and Indjapink
all over the world, is huge and the Indjapink is dedicated to men only, all the best for the future
industry spawning around it is but biased it is not. Their publicity
already worth $2 trillion. With such
amounts of money involved,
Indjapink seems a brilliant idea,
especially when you consider its
exclusive position in India. Infact,
one tends to wonder why nobody
came up with such an idea before,
and then one is reminded of the
intolerance towards gays in India.
India is becoming more open now,
and the changing attitudes are giving
opportunities for such good ideas to
bloom.
his fare and started exploring. At million Indians are gay. This is
first glance, I was a little also a mainly urban demographic.
disappointed. Guess I expected too There were I agree, books of an Homophobia is a social
much. The street was run down. objectionable nature in that store. disease.
People were hurrying on their way But we needn't deal with those - Bumper sticker
to work after lunch. I just wandered kind of books. This is just an idea
aimlessly wondering if I should to anyone who might be
have planned the trip better. As I interested. I spent an hour there in
walked along the street, I came the Castro and then explored the
across a bookstore. It was called "A rest of San Francisco a bit. At four
Different Light Bookstore." I went in the evening, I boarded the train
inside. The store had a huge back to Sunnyvale, tired but
collection of LGBT themed happy.
literature, none of which I could buy
since I was living with Indian
Homosexuality is a
sickness, just as are baby-
rape or wanting to become
head of General Motors.
- Eldridge Cleaver
"Notes on a Native Son,"
Soul on Ice, 1968
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of you a vague idea already. problems and the
Azaadbazaar.com is India's first response of the
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parties, and the Kolkata and what was the whole idea
Mumbai pride marches. behind launching such a
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ramp (AP Photo/Mustafa Quraishi)
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record of
having
worked with
all Indian
Deepak
Wadhwa has
been among Krisha is also among the hot
the Top 5 models who walked the ramp at the
finalists of Mr Men's Fashion Week.
India World
2008
Interiors Today W elcome to our space of interior design. It's the sheer
marvel and magnificence of this house that draws me to
describe it. It is a perfect piece of contemporary styling.
Allow me a tour!
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The Girl I want to be… punishment, asked my brother to sit in of shame when he spoke to me for the
I don't know if it is wrong to dream. I'm the girls' row for a month. I shifted first time. We are good friends till date,
a dreamer since childhood. I dream undoubtedly. And I felt blessed. even though he know about me very
every now and then, about everything Months went by, the teacher forgot well and still admires me the way I am.
around my life. I feel safe when I about the whole thing. Year after year,
dream. It's the only place on this earth I kept sitting in that row and although, Realization about my complete self,
where I feel safe, independent and care they laughed at me, never asked me to came late to me. As a kid I kept on
free. There my people love for who I change my row nor complained to any thinking, “Why only me?” Why do I
am and what I've become in life. There, teacher against my unofficial space in feel so good dressed up as a girl? Why
the men praise me and my sisters love the class. New students came and left, being a boy I like wearing make-up?
me. Men treat me like a princess, some became very good friends. My Why I can't manage to walk like a guy
admire my beauty, eulogize my dress elder brothers were the school or shy away from men? Why do I crave
and play my servant, when required. I marshals (head-captains as they were for a man's warmth? Why don't I get
go shopping with my mother and my known in my school), so making fun attracted to girls or envy them when
sister and my aunties, to get clothes of of me or even ragging me was seen as they are being treated well by a man?
my choice. There, my mother gifts me throwing a challenge to them. My The big question for me all these years
jewellery and accessories, overlooking twin was very protective of me. I had was a 'Why'. During college, I
the cost of the gold, as my sister looks the privilege of visiting and considered myself 'gay'. But was I
on with an envious eye. Daddy sometimes living in the girls' hostel gay? I kept on mingling with many
pampers me with soft toys and Barbie owing to my closeness to them. I was people, since my teenage years,
dolls and chocolates, and loves me like the envy of many boys. especially with men, trying to discover
never before. This is a place where I I swished when I walked, kept long my inner self. The five to six hours of
feel like living for the rest of my life. nails, had somewhat a long hair, wore long conversation with different men
But it's a dream, and dreams are dreams kajal in the eyes and was the only kept me on the look for the answer. If
always. fellow, apart from the girls to color I'm a gay, then how come I'm not
my toe nails. But that again was comfortable with my own body? Why
The day I was born, was a great hidden under the leather, my shoes. I do I put up artificial breasts when I don
moment for my parents. When the baby was a joke among my friends in the the clothes of my roommates who were
first came out, as my folks say, he was boys' hostel. To change or wear biological female? It was simply the
shocked. When the second baby was clothes, I used the bathrooms. way I wanted myself to be. I liked it
out, he was even more shocked, yet Somehow I always felt ashamed of when an autowala or a bus conductor
happy. It was twins for them, identical dressing in front of the boys. After my addressed me as beti, didi or madamji. I
or Siamese twins, as many would say. tenth standard, my parents frustrated liked when a guy would stop his
Both were male. The first kid is me. My and angry with me, ordered me to motorbike to give me his compliment
parents were informed that it would be complete rest of my studies from about how beautiful I'm in the dress.
a girl and a boy. But, to their dismay, home. Again, this too did not work out Internet and doctors made me realize
both were boys and still that made my as they were too concerned about that I'm not gay, but transgender. The
father smiling. He never treated us their self respect in the society and doctors didn't say it directly, but I came
differently. As a kid he gave me their circle. My cousins somewhat to know about this when a junior doctor
whatever I asked for. I liked playing accepted me for what I am but could came asking about my case and the
with dolls. I liked wearing my elder not gather the courage of supporting physician replied by saying I'm
sister's dresses and make-up. Brother me in front of their parents. Family suffering from 'Gender Identity
was different. He played with macho engagements were fun and frivolous, Disorder'. A search about it in the
toys- like guns, balls, bats and but then often turned out to be very internet, and lo! It was all there before
sometimes, destroying whatever he atrocious for my parents when I was me. Through it I made number of
found within his reach. He was my asked by my uncles to dance like a girl friends from different parts of the
father's favourite and I, my mother's. with them laughing at me. Mom kept world. I came to know about a surgery
They sent us to the same school. At a strong watch on me for these whereby I can alter my biological sex.
school, things got more different. I reasons. There, for the first time in my Somewhere down the line, I felt
went crazy with colors, sprinkling them life, I felt goose bumps in my body confident about my true identity. I felt I
everywhere. I shied away from the whenever I saw this tall and fair man too can be the one who I've dreamed of
boys, and hated sitting with them in with short hair, with stubble walking being since childhood. Since then, I
their row. It was my brother, who then in the house or talking with my started my life afresh with a dream to
came to my help. Once the teacher, as a mother and the others. I turned red out be the girl I want to be…
Yours' Emotionally
Ratnesh
interesting about the movie is
Sridhar Rangayan's flamboyant the participation of more than
drama delves deep into the invisible 100 gay and transgender
Indian gay culture. The movie members of gay support
explores cultural identities and groups in Mumbai and
openly challenges the Indian gay Gujarat. It is indeed
stereotype. Based on the theme of appreciable that the movie has
struggling love, Yours Emotionally been shot so openly in a society
is vivid, honest and full of passion. that frowns on gay life. But the
Two best friends, Ravi and Paul go movie is disconsolate because
on a vacation to India where they of the prodigal use of
attend an all night gay party. At the characters. After watching the
party Ravi falls for Mani, a good movie one may say that India is
looking but strictly closeted loaded with homosexuals and
working class guy. The scene transgenders. Everyone is into
becomes rocky as Paul reveals his everyone else without the
own hook-up with Mani, but the slightest idea of why. That
love again blossoms within the said, one must also admit that
confines of the hidden subculture. all these issues are
Will the traditions and customs overshadowed with the surreal
allow these two love birds to accept beauty of the film. The bizarre
each other? Can they be together as colours, the excellent
long as their love is a traditional scar cinematography and of course
of shame? the hot Indian characters make
According to the director, what is the movie a must watch.
Shelter
Niket
A confused young artist is torn movie's abundance of tanned Wanting nothing but the best for
between his family and his future in bodies, rolling waves and golden him, Zach is forced to decide
this sensitive romantic drama from sunsets create an aesthetic of between his pattern of always
writer and director Jonah i n o ff e n s i v e h e d o n i s m t h a t putting others' desires first or
Markowitz. Set in the working-class perfectly matches the subject fighting for what is really most
San Pedro area of Los Angeles, the matter. important and appropriate for both
movie centers on Zach , a short- Shaun and Zach develop a his and Cody's future.
order cook. Between shifts Zach friendship that develops into a true, “Shelter” is less about erotic soul-
pursues a desultory relationship intimate relationship. Shaun searching than about defining one's
with his girlfriend, Tori , and acts as presses Zach to take control of his boundaries. And if at times the
surrogate father to his 5-year-old life, and to take ownership of his symbolism is a bit heavy-handed
nephew, Cody . His real passion, artwork. He also develops a strong and the ending is easily foreseen.
however, is painting, expressed in bond with Cody, and Zach happily Coming out has rarely looked so
the graffiti he sprays on notices the positive effect Shaun's pretty.
neighborhood buildings and in the attention has on him. As time
art-school dreams that his selfish progresses, however, a host of new
sister is determined to sabotage. issues come up. Zach struggles
Everything changes when Zach with his identity, his family, and
finds himself drawn to Shaun (Brad friends, while trying to understand
Rowe), a confident writer and eager the new emotions Shaun has
enabler of all of Zach's passions. As brought into his life. When the cat
the two hit the surf and Shaun's is let out of the bag, Jeanne
mattress with equal enthusiasm, the threatens to take Cody away.
hot summer, not looking at or previously untouched aspects of Boys don't cry
touching each other, they engage in immigrant communities, creating Karan Sood
imaginary sex. This is the tenderest an intense plot of the relationship
and the most painful love scene ever of a mother and her gay son. Ian
one can see in any movie or TV Iqbal Rashid's romantic comedy Boys Don't Cry is an American
show. rests not just over coming out independent drama film based on
Bent is not just a 'gay holocaust' or a conflicts, but also deals with the the true story of Brandon Teena, a
'love tragedy'. It is for the people cultural clash along with the transgender man who attempts to
who are willing to see a powerful adoring love story of Alim and hide the fact that he has female
movie about love and salvation. It is Giles. The story had effectively genitalia to avoid discrimination.
intense, moving, and completely portrayed the hardships of coming Directed by Kimberly Peirce, the
unforgettable. So see it and be out of the closet, and even film features Hilary Swank as
moved. concluded with a positive note Brandon Teena and Chloë Sevigny
with the eventual acceptance of a as Brandon's girlfriend Lana Tisdel.
Touch of Pink gay son by his mother. Pierce had successfully created
Karan Sood intense emotional savageness,
The screenplay has been kept without fictionalizing the true facts
simple; giving it a pleasant flow of the account. It has effectively
with succinct dialogues. On thrown light on the darker shades
screen, Jimi Mistry (Alim) and on Brandon's life, portraying the
Suleka Mathew (Nuru) have done confusions, uncertainties, and
an excellent job. The movies seclusion in her life. The complete
didn't receive much acclaim by crew has done an excellent job in the
critics, with only four making the movie a great success.
nominations in all at various film Boys Don't Cry received
festivals in Canada. But overall, I tremendously positive acclaim from
would say that these 92 minutes critics, especially the two lead
deserve at least a one time watch. performances from Swank and
Sevigny, and considering its
And if you are planning to come reasonably low budget, and
out of closet, do watch this! May independent production, it was a
be you would like to watch it again box office success, with most of the
with your mom! success coming from word of mouth
and critical views. Swank was
awarded the 1999 Academy Award
She was humiliated, she for Best Actress, and Sevigny was
Touch of Pink, directed and written was assaulted, and she was nominated for the Academy Award
by Ian Iqbal Rashid, is the story of raped and finally shot to as Best Supporting Actress.
Alim, a young gay Ismaili Muslim death, just because she Winning under 41 categories of
man living in London, miles away various film festivals, it was
was a transgender man.
from his mother, Nuru in Toronto. nominated for 68 categories.
The reasons for this distance are
quite obvious; he can't come out of
closet to his mother and relatives.
Secondly, He can't leave his love,
Giles, Caucasian economist
working for UNICEF. Alim has an
imaginary friend, Cary Grant ,
whose advices are very effective in
letting him into troubles. All four
characters are strikingly built from
head to toe, especially the mother
and the son.
The L Word
I am not a lesbian. I am not even a lesbian trapped in a (not to mention orientations) from one season to
man's body. When my wife dresses me, I may have the next, story arcs are half constructed and left
incidental metrosexual tendencies, but clearly I am abandoned (what the heck happened to Papi, the
not The L Word's target demographic. And yet, for Latina limo driver?), and cliff-hangers are
four and a half seasons I've been watching the elaborately set up only to be nonsensically
sapphic Showtime soap about a clique of close-knit resolved before the show's end. I'm no Aaron
Los Angeles lesbians who hop from bed to bed with Spelling, but they're supposed to be left hanging,
such alacrity that one of them actually keeps score on right? Otherwise they're just...cliffs.
a wall-size chart in her apartment. I even watch the
talky bits. To be fair, this season the writing does show signs
of improving. After a misguided attempt at
That's the brilliance of The L Word. It combines abstinence, sinewy beautician Shane (Katherine
earnest social commentary on contemporary gender- Moennig) is once again carving a Warren Beatty-
identification issues this season there's a plotline like swath through the bedrooms of Beverly Hills.
about a lesbian war hero getting booted out of the And whiny author Jenny Schecter (Mia Kirshner)
Army for sexual misconduct with lots of hot chicks has been outfitted with a much more amusing way
making out. Sure, it's soft-core porn, but coated with to be annoying: Ever since her book became a
a PC patina that makes it slightly less embarrassing best-seller, she's been a raging Hollywood diva. I
when you get caught looking. It's not often you run still don't care whether Bette and Tina (Jennifer
across erotica that works this hard to raise your, um, Beals and Laurel Holloman) get back together
consciousness. It's Red Shoe Diaries with a L.A.'s dullest couple have been dancing around a
women's-studies degree from Smith College. reconciliation for two seasons now and waffling
transsexual Max (Daniela Sea) really should make
Of course, once you strip away the sex and gender up his/her mind about what gender he/she would
polemics, the R-rated melodrama can appear pretty, like to be. (In one recent episode, there was talk
well, bare. It's largely an endless loop of girl-meets- that the character was actually a gay man trapped
girl stories. Dramatic resonance and plot continuity in a pre-op body.) Still, I'll keep watching. And not
apparently aren't a high priority in the writers' room. just for the reasons you think. (ew review)
Characters are sometimes given new personalities
Pink Pages: Tell us a bit about your Pink Pages: Tell us about your
background coming out experience.
Roy: I'm basically a Goan, and am Roy: When I was 26, I had written
the eldest son in my whole extended a letter to my boyfriend and
family. I studied at Harvard, foolishly left it on the table. As was
majoring in Economics. I've lived in expected, mum and dad read it The
eight countries as my father was in point of coming out is to rise up to Roy Sinai
the Foreign Service. At 22, I joined the challenge truthfully; of being change in the ideas of those who will
Citibank in New York and was part accepted and not rejected. “Do you make up the society; whose attitudes
of the project that involved building want me to live a lie?” I asked will be the whole society's attitudes.
India's first ATM network. them when I came out. “I told you 70% of Indian population is under
Pink Pages: And the sudden shift this because I want you to give me 25, meaning a lot more youth
into the world of photography? the support I need to fight this, consciousness. Our schedules, our
Roy: I was working as COO, a together. I want your love.” agendas are different. Youth today
proper executive job, something that Coming out to myself was much can be influenced in many ways,
I knew was a major achievement in more difficult, I'll say. In those good or bad. The fact here remains is
my life. But something was amiss; I times we didn't have the internet, to not be invisible, and to not allow
felt like I needed to take a sabbatical. or mobile phones. We used to have prejudice to continue happening.
I took a 6 month break during which house parties outside at which I “You cannot be gay” are the words
I learnt Photography at the used to invariably end up fleeing that come out of a prejudiced person.
International Centre for from the door. I finally had the We need to chop that prejudice and
Photography in New York. I might courage to go ahead one fine day. give way to understanding. Because
actually call it a mid-life crisis. I felt To my horror, I discovered that of their love for us and deeper
the need to evaluate direction, and more than half the crowd there understanding, when they know
re-evaluate my goals. I didn't have consisted of married men; here I someone close to them is gay, they
children to put in college; I didn't was finally accepting myself, and I go up in arms to fight for us, showing
need to be part of the system for find myself in a room full of support, because they can see that
once. hypocrites! we're not that different from others.
My photography begun from
The point here lies in being seen; in
scratch, and in an arena where Pink Pages: So why, according to not being invisible. The timing is
everyone else is in their mid 20's, it you, is coming out important, that now, and change can happen.
has been hard, but fun, to be able to too in the present day scenario
catch up. I liked the prospect of with homosexuality becoming Pink Pages: Tell us about the
starting my photography in India as more acceptable? blackmail experience and how
it's just started catching up here, and Roy: As far as society goes, ideas things used to be way before gay
with visual media being one of the can be changed, culture evolves. rights were in focus
most sought after fields, I think it has The younger generation is more Roy: Financial independence
an immense potential. receptive of ideas, and hence we emboldened me to do something
need to ensure that we cause a about my curiosity. I created a new
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Arts
Neel; I liked his poise. I also found accentuate your dive experience Masters in Commerce, but he
out from our conversations that and keep you safe.” I liked the always relented about not having
Neel was a Konkani. He would be way the information was shared applied his knowledge the way he
staying in his home for the same precisely by him. would have liked to at his current
period, i.e. seven days, the same as job. He used to encourage me a lot
we would stay in Goa. “So, do you have plans for scuba to read Economics. I remember
diving?” he asked. those stressful nights when my
I was interested to know about the father would explain me everything
place where a particular scene of “My parents will never allow, I I needed to know for the ten-mark
DCH was shot, the one in which can't just think of!” I frowned. economics section in class ten
the three guys were sitting on the board exams and I would say at the
border of a broken fort with the “That's sad, but in a way that's end, that I didn't understand a
seamless sea in front. helpful as well, because you major portion of it! The way he
never get into any sort of used to get pissed off, and then
“Its Chapora Fort, you have to trouble.” start all over again. I admired his
climb a lot in order to get there, as tenacity and patience. I didn't do
private vehicles are not allowed “And what about water-biking?” justice to his efforts at the exams,
after a certain point; this fort is I continued the discussion. not because I didn't try, but some
near Vagator beach.” he was fool preferred not to give me what I
descriptive. “Oh yes, you can definitely do deserved while awarding marks.
that at Calangute, the spot boys Now seeing a person from the same
“You need to be with friends to are helpful and they will take line of study dad was really
enjoy Goa, no offences, but you care that you don't fall off!” excited. They discussed the future
would find it a bit boring with your course of career, something which I
parents,” he said. “Hey! That sounds quite was not able to make heads or tails
interesting,” I said and added about.
Goa, from my perception, was a “How much do they charge?”
place for water sports & scuba My mom also discussed a couple of
diving. I was always ebullient “Guess around hundred bucks for things with him, but not related to
whenever I saw scuba divers on fifteen minutes or so.” his course of study. We were sitting
National Geographic or Discovery. closely as a family, with Neel
I asked, “Any idea about scuba “But that's too much!” I beside us. I noticed that he was tall
diving near the beaches?” exclaimed. and dark, taller than me by a few
inches. He had solemn eyes, which
“That's a fantastic sport; I have not “That's the going rate here sparkled with the intellectual
done myself, but have seen people dude!” brilliance in him, and a long nose.
doing it. They need some
specialized paraphernalia.” It was time for dinner. I A turbulence of thoughts had
introduced him to my parents. He initiated in my mind with so much
“So, does that require any training, felt comfortable even with my happening in front of me. I was
before you can actually go on a real parents. My father was happy to scared to think that I would ever
tour?” I asked. find someone from Goa. So he initiate anything spicy with this
“Of course dude, novices cannot started enquiring him about boy. If I would misbehave, firstly,
dive in just for fun!” things we needed to know in he might find it very odd.
order to enjoy our stay and visit Secondly, I wouldn't get to see him
“And what are the equipments the places of interest. Neel, as for the rest of the tour. I was so
required?" usual, was very informative and comfortable talking to him, within
briefly discussed almost such a short time, and I wanted him
“I have some idea; you require a everything he was aware of. to be with me for the period of stay
mask for seeing clearly through in Goa. I thought, I wouldn't get
water, a snorkel for breathing, a My father had high regards for bored, and it would be fun with
pair of fins for gliding, and a few Neel's branch of study. This was him accompanying us during our
more. Good equipments will because my dad had done a sight-seeing. I didn't want to spoil
US gay rights march pushes for equality Matthew Shepherd Act passes US
Congress
while Obama pledges action
The Matthew Shepard Act, or the
On 12 October, tens of thousands of gay rights supporters marched in Local Law Enforcement Hate
Washington DC calling for equal rights for LGBT Americans in all fifty Crimes Prevention Act, passed
states. The main demands of the marchers were- repeal of the US military's Congress. It will expand the 1969
"Don't ask Don't Tell" policy under which thousands of gays and lesbians United States federal hate-crime law
have been discharged, repeal of the Clinton era "Defense of Marriage Act", to include crimes motivated by a
and federal anti-discrimination laws. President Obama, a day earlier, in an victim's gender, sexual orientation,
address to the country's largest gay rights group- the Human Rights gender identity, or disability. Some
Campaign, had promised to do away with anti-gay legislations and showed conservatives who opposed the act
his support for gay domestic partnership laws. Many have accused Obama originally did so fearing that this act
on backtracking on his promises to LGBT voters. The march was USA's would muzzle free speech regarding
largest gay protest since nine years. homosexuality. They were afraid
that making comments stating that
homosexuality is immoral would be
construed as inciting violence
against them. The act as passed
contains the following provision,
“Nothing in this Act…shall be
construed to prohibit any expressive
conduct protected from legal
prohibition by, or any activities
protected by the free speech or free
exercise clauses of, the First
Amendment to the Constitution.”
The inclusion of this provision
alleviated some concerns regarding
the prohibition of speech regarding
2 killed in attack on Israeli gay center homosexuality. Matthew Shepard
was a student at the University of
A lone gunman has killed two firing indiscriminately. The Wyoming who was murdered near
people and wounded at least 10 at a black-clad man is still at large and Laramie, Wyoming in 1998. His
gay support centre in the Israeli city police have ordered the temporary murder shocked the nation and
of Tel Aviv on 2nd August before closure of all gay clubs in the city. spurred activism against anti-gay
escaping. Most of the victims were Gay leaders say it is Israel's worst- violence.
gay teenagers, who were meeting at ever hate crime against the
the centre on Nachmani street when community. Hundreds of lesbian
the gunman entered and started and gay Israelis held a rally and lit
candles in Tel
Aviv in protest
at the shooting.
One woman
said she was
"terrified,
shocked,
surprised,
amazed" by the
attack "because
it was so
unexpected".
Kennedy hailed for supporting gay rights Is Israel ready for a gay PM?
Gay rights advocates say Sen. Ted key sponsor of the 2009 Matthew “A poll published by the Hebrew-
Kennedy was a staunch supporter Shepard Hate Crimes Prevention language daily Yediot Aharonot on
for their cause. Aravosis, who runs Act, named after young gay man Friday showed that nearly half of
AmericaBlog a political site that who was killed. The bill was Israelis surveyed are ready for a gay
often focuses on gay rights issues approved by the Senate in July. prime minister, reports The
said it was Kennedy who sparked his Kennedy also opposed the Jerusalem Post . Among
interest in the movement. Kennedy military's “Don't ask, Don't respondents, 25% said they were
co-sponsored the 1990 Ryan White tell”policy adopted in 1993.The certain they were ready for a gay
CARE Act, which passed the same policy, which is still in place, prime minters, and 19% said they
year. Later in 1996, he co-sponsored ended the military's practice of thought they were ready. Some 13%
a bill to reverse the discharge of asking potential service members said they were unsure, while 7%
HIV-positive members of the if they were gay, but required the said they were not ready, and 11%
military. He was also a staunch dismissal of openly gay service did not answer. The poll came days
defender of hate crimes legislation members. after an Israeli gay center was
in his Senate career. Kennedy was a attacked by unknown gunmen.
Bombs explode on
Outgames track
An athlete was injured and other participants
were frightened when three bombs were thrown
onto a track during the World Outgames at
Copenhagen before a relay race. One was only a
few feet from where a sleeping infant had been
only moments before. Says Outsports, “Danish
police arrested a 31-year-old man caught after
tossing the third bomb and charged him with a
hate crime, according to Danish media. The
suspect was carrying a backpack containing
another half-dozen or so bombs . . . . The devices
that exploded on the track were described as
being powerful, about 9 inches in length, with a
blue plastic covering and a fuse that was burning
after it landed.”
"Dear Son, I'm not saying that you I'll be right back."
'do' sleep with Mark, and I'm not
saying that you 'do not' sleep with Being the helpful sort, the janitor
Mark. But the fact remains that if agreed. Just as expected the Widow
he was sleeping in his own bed, he McGee came into the booth and
would have found the gravy ladle started her confession. "Oh Father,
by now. Love, Mom” I fear I have done the unforgivable.
I have given into carnal thoughts
and have had oral sex."
A wife was making a breakfast of
fried eggs for her butchie. Stunned, the janitor had no idea
Suddenly, her butchie burst into how to handle this situation. Surely
the kitchen. 10 Hail Mary's would not do. So,
"Careful," she said, "CAREFUL! in a moment of desperation the
Put in some more butter! Oh my janitor peered his head out of the
John invited his mother over for GOD! You're cooking too many at confessional and asked an altar
dinner. During the meal, his mother once. TOO MANY! Turn them! boy, "Son, what does the minister
couldn't help noticing how TURN THEM NOW! We need give for oral sex?"
handsome John's roommate was. more butter. Oh my GOD!
She had long been suspicious of WHERE are we going to get In reply the altar boy said, "Two
Johns' sexual orientation and this MORE BUTTER? They're going Snickers bars and a Coke."In a
only made her more curious. to STICK! Careful. CAREFUL! I small cathedral a janitor was
said be CAREFUL! You NEVER cleaning the pews between services
Over the course of the evening, listen to me when you're cooking! when he was approached by the
while watching the two interact, she Never! Turn them! Hurry up! Are minister. The minister asked the
started to wonder if there was more you CRAZY? Have you LOST janitor, "Could you go into the
between John and the roommate your mind? Don't forget to salt confessional and listen to
t h a n m e t t h e e y e . them. You know you always forget confessions for me? I really have to
to salt them. Use the salt. USE go to the bathroom and the Widow
Reading his mom's thoughts, John THE SALT! THE SALT!" McGee is coming. She tends to go
volunteered, "I know what you must The wife stared at her. "What in on but never really does anything
be thinking, but I assure you, Mark the world is wrong with you? You worthy of serious repentance, so
and I are just roommates." think I don't know how to fry a when she's done just give her 10
couple of eggs?" Hail Mary's and I'll be right back."
About a week later, Mark came to The butchie calmly replied, "I just
John and said, "Ever since your wanted to show you what it feels Being the helpful sort, the janitor
mother came to dinner, I've been like when I'm driving. agreed. Just as expected the Widow
unable to find the beautiful silver McGee came into the booth and
gravy ladle. You don't suppose she started her confession. "Oh Father,
t o o k i t , d o y o u ? " I fear I have done the unforgivable.
In a small cathedral a janitor was I have given into carnal thoughts
John said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll cleaning the pews between and have had oral sex."
write her a letter just to be sure." So services when he was approached
he sat down and wrote: "Dear by the minister. The minister Stunned, the janitor had no idea
Mother, I'm not saying you 'did' take asked the janitor, "Could you go how to handle this situation. Surely
a gravy ladle from my house, and into the confessional and listen to 10 Hail Mary's would not do. So,
I'm not saying you 'did not' take a confessions for me? I really have in a moment of desperation the
gravy ladle. But the fact remains to go to the bathroom and the janitor peered his head out of the
that one has been missing ever since Widow McGee is coming. She confessional and asked an altar
you were here for dinner." tends to go on but never really boy, "Son, what does the minister
does anything worthy of serious give for oral sex?"
Several days later, John received a repentance, so when she's done
letter from his mother which read: just give her 10 Hail Mary's and In reply the altar boy said, "Two
Snickers bars and a Coke.”
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2. Socialize: There is life beyond guy. Use good deodorant and never
in others and appreciate the same.
your work too. Socialize with a forget to wear a smile. 99% of guys
Tell them, how much you like it
capital S. Till the time, you don't won't like a guy smelling of cum.
and rather help them in making it
meet people, how will you find the (Though I wouldn't mind it if I am in
better. Lets say you like a guy who
right guy for you. You need to kiss a kinky mood!)
has a very good body, you should
lot of frogs to find your prince dear.
not only tell him about his good
No one will come and knock on 7. Have Faith: I am not asking you to
physique but help him in his
your door, just for you. Here are a be religious, but be spiritual for sure.
endeavor to develop a great body.
few ways to socialize- Visit Just have faith and keep hanging,
May be you can tell about a better
networking sites, meet people in you will definitely get your kind of
physical trainer or even a better
clubs, through friends. Talking to person, sooner or later. It is only a
pair of shoes which he can wear to
people in public transport is matter of time. You can obviously
the gym.
another innovative way to pray too. It has a lot of power. Think
socialize. Join hobby classes. and imagine the kind of guy you
5. Be the guy you want: You are
looking for a drop dead gorgeous would like to be with , and the
3. Be genuinely interested in other universal forces will help you getting
guy. 90% of handsome hunks
people: Not only MEN, but other the same!
would like to hang around with
wise too, people do notice, if you
other handsome hunks. Hence you
are saying hello to them just for the
need to be smart enough. Hit a
sake of it or if you are really I've wondered what my
gym, Change your wardrobe, go to
interested in them. If you really sexuality might be, but I've
a hairstylist. I am sure, you will be
care, be genuinely interested in never wondered whether it
more noticeable to your kind of
other men. I am sure other men will was acceptable or not.
guys, if you yourself are like them.
be genuinely interested in you as Anyway, who really cares
well. It is the universal law, you get whether I'm gay or
6. Hygiene: Please. Please. Please.
what you give. straight?"
Shower daily! Change your
clothes, especially your inners. If George Michael
4. Look for Good things in others: To Britain's Big Issue
you are not maintaining a
Be Positive. (Not HIV positive magazine
moustache or beard properly then
stupid!) Try to find out good things
please shave before meeting the
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