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Rancid smell forth from foul nectar of weeklong tulips-tulips that she refused.
Why did I wish to remember such misery? If I were to forget again, I wish to ret
ain a memory that would stop me from trying to remember.
Ngunit paano ako muling makakalimot? Alak? Hindi, panandalian lamang ang handog
nitong amnesia. Bagukin ko uli ang ulo ko? Punyeta.
I don't know what to do anymore. The walls, the curtains, the fluorescent bulb,
they are all laughing at me, at my misery.
Paano kaya kapag ako ay maglaho kasama ang mga alaala? Mas mainam kaya?
At doon nahagip ng aking tingin ang bintanang maluwag ang pagkakangiti tila ba i
pinapakita nito ang daan patungong kalayaan, patungong pagkalimot. Lumapit ako.
Tinahak ang daan patungong kalayaan para lamang magising sa katotohanan.
Too bad, because when I opened my mind, my eyes were already blinded by the azur
e sky as I plummet from the 5th floor to the ground. As I plunged and waited for
my brain to lay asunder at the concrete pavement, I pictured her face in the sh
ade of red . Her lips were always painted with red. My last thoughts were: "Will
Earth be as beautiful in scarlet?"