WATER

ROSE BOREALIS

Dedicated to

My Family

Water
Rhea Solaris
The mountains of
worries
Rose
Those
whose
worries were of this

kind, were more of

the occasional, and
whilest the same of
the origin were
these
were
the
same
These were of the
same, that the kind
it has become of the
same,
that
the
thread be the same,
but
while
the

obvious
reasons
were of this kind, the
same of the origin,
that these be the
kind it could never
recover for the cases
it has brought to the
obvious, and while
the hills were only
for
knowing
the
kicks,
that
they
dont really cause
the recordings, and
while so, the matter

became
just
so
much of this, that to
happen in one such,
that
they
dont
happen
to
have
caused the memories
for a while, that the
matter was lost, and
while
so,
they
happen to be caused
by the same matter,
and as yet, they
dont really cause
the memories, that

they
became
the
origin,
while
the
memory was also
fading, and for this
reason, she was a
giver, and she gave
up the origin, that
they dont happen in
one such frame, and
while the hike was
about
to
have
happened for this
reason, that they
dont form one such,

that
this
doesnt
really happen for the
real reel, that this
was that reason, and
while so, the matter
just
became
so
much of the socalled,
that
they
dont cause it the
matter to have been
formed with such a
kind, that it happens
with the hills, and
causes the memories

as like the hike

wouldnt
really
happen to have been
formed
with
the
reasons, that they
formed and then got
distracted, that this
matter was just so
obvious that to the
matter it happened,
and while this went
away, the same was
returning, as like
they
dont
really

cause it to the
memories as yet, but
to have formed it on
the glasses, that the
fog was away for a
while, and then the
matter was lost. So,
this happened in the
July of the same
year, that to cause it
for the memories, I
was causing it to the
matter as such, that
this cannot be called

by the occasional
frames, but the men,
that they dont really
cause the memories,
for a while, and
while this wasnt
about the happening
forms,
that
they
were distracted, too,
and
then
the
memories were so
much
of
the
happenings, that the
kind it could have

brought
to
the
origin, that it wasnt
just for the reasons
it has brought for
the same, and this
circular path, that
the origin be the
same, and as yet, it
is
circular,
and
moves on its path,
that to encourage
the fraction, where it
happened, that it
wasnt
just

happening for the

reasons
unknown,
that was that broken
thread, that to have
happened for this, as
yet, that they bring
the same regain, and
as yet, they dont
happen
of
the
thread, and for this
kind,
that
they
happen
to
have
forgotten it, that this
has been happening,

and this way, the

thread, that it wasnt
just for the real
phase, and this is
where they go to
sleep, that is for a
lifetime as if, and
while it goes away,
the reasons dont
really
follow
this
same thread, for this
reason, while the
matter wasnt just
for the reasons, they

happen to have been

formed, within, and
while
the
matter
wasnt just lost, I
recalled,
what
matter is, as like the
word, and then the
same
thread
happens
for
the
regain, that they are
really
growing
within, that a lady
and her womb, that
to have carried this

to this direction, that

the religion this has
become, and this for
a while, that the
matter will soon be
open for all, and that
relation
of
the
obvious, that this
kind wouldnt just
open the door to it,
that this has been
the thru of the way,
that it wasnt just for
the causes, that the

matter was obvious,

that
to
have
happened on one
such, that the soil,
would it happen,
would
recall
the
phase,
that
so
obvious, and while
the
matter
was
happening for the
same reasons, that
they happen for the
reasons that have
begun reacting for

the obvious causes,

that these were only
the origin of the
next, and while so,
they dont really call
it for the reasons,
that this is how I
had been brought to
these, and they dont
gather it, that this
has happened for
the matter which
has been keeping it
to the real, that the

real
phase
then
would bring it to the
same matter, that of
this kind was so
obvious
of
the
oddness, and while I
was still of the sleep,
the
regular,
this
happened to have
been formed on the
brain
and
the
tissues, that that
was that reason,
that to have been

lost thru the way,

that this cause was
just that matter, and
I was awake, that
this
matter
then
causes just so much
of the real, that to
have
been
happening for the
religion, that to have
called it by this
name, not knowing
the knocking door,
that
this
was

happening of the
real, and for some
kind of real reasons,
this had become the
religion. So for this,
and of this kind,
that the happening
was real, and was
leaving a trail of
happenings in our
lives, that has really
caused
this
the
matter, that to have
become such of the

religion, that the

cause has now got
the
matter,
and
would really leave it
soon, so much of
this kind, that the
obvious
of
the
reasons, would it be,
would
leave
the
thread of the trail of
happenings, as like
it knows, and this
is the knock at the
door. That this kind,

of the same, that

this has really been
happening for some
reasons, and for that
kind, this left, and
so I slept again. This
kind,
that
the
reasons dont really
unfold
the
happenings, that the
matter is still alive,
and that was the
tissue,
that
it
happens
to
be

formed in such a
way that it can really
bifold itself, and as
like the same matter,
that the cells dont
really cause it the
fraction, and as yet,
this has been that
obvious reason, that
while I got to get up
of the same reasons,
the matter becomes
just so dilute, that to
cause it for the

origin, that this has

been that thud, and
now, I woke up.
That of this same
kind, that the origin
will soon grasp it as
like, the same has
now caused it as like
this has been so,
that the same wasnt
of the real, that the
thread
and
everything with it,

that be it the form,

and the last.
Afterwards, the same
was beginning to get
sorted out, as like
grinding the same as
if this was about the
worries, and as like
the beginning was
about to tell, the
kind it is, it gets
perforated, that to
carry it anymore

further, the same

was repeating. This
has been that kind
of the origin, which
keeps the kind it
begins to tell the
kind of, and then
puts it to the tail,
and the trail of the
ends, that this has
never
been
the
beginning at all, will
begin,
and
will
pursuit it anymore

further, then also

the finishing line
was just the trail of
beginnings,
that
kind it has become,
and while so, the
matter is becoming
just so impure, that
to put them both at
the bothering line,
that the first one
who began this trail
of the consequences,
was about the same

kind, this is untrue,

that the genes carry
it forward and while
so, the matter would
not put it to the trail,
that the sequence
was about the as-ithappens line, but to
be so, one has to
know what it feels
like to be so, then
only
I
would
translate
and
transfer. This has

been the obvious

reason
for
the
reasonable kind it
has been, so for
about the white, that
the color would give
off the kind it has
become now, that for
the beginning, and
everyone in my life is
co-operating me on
this aim, so by so
far, I would just give
it a straight line,

that this has been

the sequence, which
you must follow.
Next time, when I
was just appearing
on the matter, that
this has been the
repetition
of
the
beginning, the kind
it is, was beginning
to tell the story, in
my ears, that I can
recognize that the

person I am, was not

the same, and while
so,
the
matter
becomes solid, that
this pursuit begins
to tell it off, that to
put me on this
beginning, it tells the
story, or at least
begins to tell the
story, meaning it
gets formed, and
again and again this
happens, and while

so, I might just be

merged within, but
as yet, at least this
beginning was about
a huge issue, that to
tell it, the kind it is,
the one and the only
one, and while so,
the matter is now
beginning to end.
This was that initial
code which I was
keeping
merged
within, and when it

unfolds the mystery,

I would never be able
the call it mine, that
was this kind, and
when the answers
keep me at the same
beginning, the same
was only for a while,
that this kind of a
beginning was just
the pure sense of
myths, that they
carry me to the end,
and this becomes

that addition, the

adding,
of
the
feeling, that I am
really listening to
me, and as if this
wasnt just all, the
same is an obvious
cause for the next
beginning, for a few
days, that this code
just
keels
murmuring in my
ears, that I am not
the same anymore,

and then the initial

days,
that
this
feeling must go by
and a new beginning
was about to tell the
kind it has been, so
for a while, and by
far the biggest myth
in my history, that
the junk of mine was
about the telling,
that
this
can
happen, and when
this happened for

the same of me, that

there are no ladies
within me, that was
just so sure for me,
that the same voice,
that I can hear, was
mine, and that this
kind could not be
me, that I am sure
of, that the kind it is,
the voice, it has been
just so much of
mine, that I can
remember, and can

distinguish between
two different kind of
people, that this is
about the genes,
they are mine, and
for a forgiving factor,
the same of two
boys, that this might
just have been an
issue for the making,
that we could have
made this a habitat,
and then the sure
end of this, that it

makes me believe in
me more and more
each time, that this
time, the most sure I
am, that the edge of
this kind, keeps it to
me, that I am now
sure what I am
carrying within. This
edge, that this kind
would later suffer a
more sure end, that
has been just me,
that this happens

every
time
I
remember this, as
this, and at least if
not, then not now,
but to end it, there
had been me, and to
know it better, the
genes I carry within.
That to this surety,
that
this
doesnt
really happen to be
just
the
transmutation, that

they call it just a

submerged history,
that this happens
with each kind, and
every time I carry me
more
and
more
towards the delivery,
that it is sure an
edgy thing, but to
call it real, one has
to go thru it, and to
find it the dirty end,
that people really
believe and do such

things,
that
this
happens to be that
kind of a game, that
I am playing with
myself,
that
this
doesnt really call me
happy, but to end it
for the real rally,
that they are too
many, that to call it
the delivery, this
time, this happens
to be called by any
name, and yet, it

doesnt call me by
any name, doesnt
know
me,
this
means a lot more to
me, that to even
have heard my own
voice to it, that it
exists, and that my
ears are not ringing
this time, that this
happens to have
been just so much of
a male kind, that I
can distinguish, that

the female would

never call it mine,
that if there is any
destruction, then the
female would never
survive
such
a
genetic
mutation,
that to carry it for
the reasons, that
why so much power,
and while so, the
matter is aimless,
after all, no male
wanted within me

any such person,

then also I could
have given a favor,
that this was just
the beginning, and
as yet, we could call
it mine, but I wasnt
really interested in
real stuff to do such
things, that they call
it real and I dont,
that
also
can
happen,
then
I
would just ignore the

powers these were

that
matter.
The
matter I had been
talking about, that
they dont care for
the stuff it has been
ever the edge and
the edgy things they
call it, was mine,
that this happens to
be formed initially,
during every time,
and each time I
would end it as like

this
has
never
happened in real life.
For a more of this
kind, they would
repeat, and each
time, I was at the
wrong door, that
they carry it more
and I cannot, this
happens to be just
so sympathetic, that
I cannot call it mine,
that I would just
avoid the adjoining

door,
and
would
never knock at, but
to see it in real life,
that this has been
happening for me,
that in real world
within me lies the
terrible history of
such kind, that I
would carry and I
can and that had
been the reason, so
has
been
the
mystery. To call it in

real world, that to

hear
the
voice
within, that this is a
male voice and this
is a female voice, one
never gives up, for
the reasons, that
they call it real, they
make it sympathetic
and the make it for
the suretys end,
that this has been
my beginning and I
am thankful for it,

that would not be a

female, that I was
sure,
somehow
I
cannot explain how,
but this has been
that reason which
lies in the genes,
that
the
coding
wasnt
just
the
beginning, at least
for now, this has
become the edge,
that to carry it more
into
a
rounded

shape,
a
double
helix ring structure
of DNA, that this
would not just bring
it out, but also for
survival in a world
that withdraws the
survival
of
the
mythful, that this
kind would not give
up for births, that
for survival, it is
important to know
the right tact of the

beginning of life,
that those first few
hours of coming to
life are important,
for the survival of
whole of life, that I
had got to know
somehow, bot to see
this in a whole new
light, one might just
end up with no
favors at all, that
this is what it is, but
not now, that so

because now it has

been
a
different
cause,
and
for
survival, this double
helix
ring
DNA
would carry it to the
myth-bringing
creatures, they dont
survive in such a
womb, that to carry
them
any
more
further, the genetic
defect would just
avoid the births, that

is for the first few

hours, when I wake
up, I am filled with
many lives, each
that survives, comes
to our world, to our
earth,
and
this
survival I cannot
choose, I would just
bring what is mine,
and in this stage, I
am just bringing the
best it can me, just a
few hours of sleep

can
bring
the
rightful me into me
that kind, and the
same was beginning
to tell it the history,
to keep it to survival,
that this can happen
again, and again,
that so for a while,
the matter would not
just bring it the end,
that this has been
an edge, but to bring
them to the right

kind, this has been

an
appropriate
method.
The tricky thing,
that mostly comes
thru the survival,
that one makes it
happen into ones
self for a next kind it
becomes, that see,
this is how one
survives, that kind,
and while so, the

matter just becomes

a lost world of an
oddness of a kind,
and
then,
the
submerged kind it
becomes, that story
it had been, that the
whispering
words
would
never
recognize.
That
this
time,
everything
about
such a thing was

apparently annoyed
within me, as if
these were not real,
and the rally was
about to take off,
that this kind was
apparently just a
giver, and thats why
not coming out. This
kind, as like the
same were of the offbit kind, that not my
type, and not always
so, thats why taking

medicines, that says,

these were only for
keeping us busy,
that to reproduce,
one must go thru
these, and they were
for coming back into
the same water, that
these kind were of
the off-bit, and again
and again this was
repeating, so I took
the medicines for the
menses, that they

were of the same,

and not of the fond
ones, that we could,
but to bring it to the
same kind, that the
surface was just so
much more of this
kind,
that
apparently I am just
too close to the nearby future to bring
the futile cycle back
into progress, but to
bring it to life, one

could still bring it

out to the surface,
but to know this,
that a bit of this is
just an unknown
safari, one might
just find it simpler
than the description,
that this progress
was an annoying
method, not only for
me, but also for the
upcoming
breed,
that
they
were

obviously for some

reasons, giving it a
track, that we could
bring it out for a
future use, but only
a small bit of these
were known, that too
for a partly known
time, so I could find
it more pleasant an
experience, that this
time, I was about the
same, and if they
were
already
for

giving, I was about

the same aim, and if
they could, then I
would go thru the
same route again, so
for a while, this
stops, just for a
while,
and
then
happens to bring it
to the future, that
they could bring me
to the surface, but
not coming out, that
we can but would in

near-by future, not

now, that I would
know,
and
then
soon,
when
we
disappear, the lights
were of this kind,
that I would know.
This kind of future, I
would know soon,
but thats a year
ahead, so for a
while, the apparently
missing link was
about the mythic

existence, that such

mutants were only
for a short while,
and in my memory
they cannot exist,
and so for a while,
that
the
matter
would soon disclose
the
apparently
known making of the
matter, and then I
was of the ice on it,
that the kind it is, it
brings the best out,

no description I have
for it, that they can,
and
I
am
just
amazed at this, that
this could be just a
well brought birth to
such a matter, and
while so, the matter
is so white of the
fairness, and about
the skin, this is that
kind which brings
the subject to the
fairness, of the skin,

and while so, my

ancestry
has
multiple options, not
just fair, whereas
these two, the male,
that the kind it is,
that we choose any
one, either fair or
fair, and faint it is,
that to bring it to the
subject, I cannot
differentiate
it
anymore, that this
happens to bring it

to the making of this

kind,
that
it
apparently brings it
to enclose, that the
topic itself was about
the kind it is, and
while I might just
call it a kind it can
be, and to the end of
the sufferings, that
this is what it is, and
that was a year
ahead, and while so,
the matter just lies

beneath me, that to

call it just a kind it
can be, and they
could bring it to the
matter, this matter
becomes
magically
known to me now,
that I cannot call it
the subject anymore,
and while so, the
matter brings it to
the
qualification,
that the one who
survives, was about

to survive, and while

so,
the
number
grows, that they can
bring it to the topic,
that
the
matter
would not just cause
this kind to the
matter, but also the
same it is, if, then
also the subject was
obviously
missing
from my mind, that
to cause this a
superficial memory,

just a flash, and

while the countless
matter
was
just
choosing the ones
who would survive,
the
ones
which
caused the tentacles,
that the matter was
obviously
a
beginning, just an
initiation
in
the
genes,
that
the
matter is about a
ring structure, that

this
kind
can
multiply within as
well, that the DNA
was about encoding
while this time, and
so why this could
have taken just a
year, and while so,
the
matter
was
becoming knowingly
just a matter, that I
could know all this
time, that I wasnt
just
apparently

known to this, but

also was just an
observing eye, not a
mother,
not
just
because
I
was
absolutely causeless,
but also for some
reasons unknown to
me, I might just find
it
pleasant,
an
experience as such
would bring me to
life like never before,
but that is a birth

process, and I have

not gone thru it, that
has been my feeling
all this time, that
just a superficial
existence it is, that I
cannot even count
how many they are,
and while I was just
going
thru
this
process, the making
of
such
an
experience
would
only cause some

kind of memory, just

a memory, and while
so, the genes have
nothing to do with it,
that my brain is just
separate from the
genes I am talking
about,
that
they
would always cause
a wound if I were to
ignore the making,
and
while
the
making is still in
progress, I might

just begin to find it a

way
thru
reproduction,
that
might just be a
reason. While the
progress of such a
matter is becoming
the
kind
which
always keeps mum
at the making, and
that is annoying,
that sometimes, one
might just cause it a
matter, that this

cannot just be, and

while so, I could still
make it a process,
and that has been
quite
a
known
cause. For a while,
when an approach of
this kind was a
supposed answer to
itself, in defense, I
would
have
recovered, but to put
this on a temporary
holt, the approach

wasnt the kind it

could be, or to be
better noted, the
self-issue
was
missing, so I was in
this
way
just
recovering from the
facts, that they can
recover
primarily,
and while so, I would
just end the issue.
For this reason, I
was kind of upset
with
the
whole

episode, that this

might just end very
soon, and that was
what had happened
recently, as if this
wasnt
just
the
truth, that had been
my approach. This
way, I was just
becoming more of
the person of future,
a young one, or may
be, if so, then also I
would not give up,

that kind I had been

previously, so I was
undoubtedly for this
sure reason, giving
up. So, to enter this
whole new world of
surprises, that past
few hours ago, I was
a
completely
different person, and
now, in the morning,
the soreness was
more about the kind
it had been, that to

the
superficial
reasoning I would
say that I have
admitted the truth,
and the facts would
follow then, but to
see this new life in a
bit different light, I
was
forming
someone within me,
a new me, and this
new me was giving
me answers to the
untold facts, as like,

why and where I had

been in the morning,
and why so much of
the developing of a
good, healthy heart,
and why so much
mental and physical
strength,
and
a
healthy heart can
tell too many more
stories, as if adding
it to me, and then
compressing
the
thoughts, and the

process was as like, I

was just a beginner,
and when the whole
issue would be over,
I would just be
following the woods,
and the cotton and
the wool was more
like similar, that this
way or that way, I
would
reach
the
person certainly, and
that was someone
else, that had been

left, only this much,

and I was all out
from everything else.
To give more light to
the dilemma, that
this way or that way,
may be I was just
trapped in a short
while of time, that
this experience was
telling me, that this
has been a reason
for upcoming events,
and while I would

just bring the very

best of me out, I
would
also
not
compromise with my
needs, and a whole
mountain of worries
was beginning to
disappear from my
eyes, and worries
would
just
tell
nothing more, that
there has been these
three nights while I
had
been
just

focusing
on
the
matter more, and
while so, I would
just
concentrate
more on my healthy
life, and what such
an experience would
have for giving to
me, is a healthy
heart, to the first,
that the reason had
been
excess
cholesterol, and I
was developing a

myth-like recovery,
and while so, I was
more
on
my
abdomen, that this
kind of process can
cure it, that this, for
a
while,
was
reducing me more
worries, that this
way, I was more
healthy, and could
have
become
a
princess of this kind,
and that had been

about the process I

had gone thru, and
while
so,
the
abdomen would just
tell this story to the
kind I had been
seeking, a complete
cure
to
the
problems, and the
worries about my
good
health
was
becoming a better
subject, that we can
cure much more,

and that had really

been so, that whole
night that night, I
was just counting
the beats in my
stomach, that this
when I wake up, and
look at my body in
the mirror, I was
surprised
and
shocked with the
recovery, everything
about that PCOD
and the fat, that this

kind had been about

the hormones, and
while so, I would
just give the matter
a U-turn, and that
had
been
a
motivation
for
upcoming
months,
which
I
was
supposedly going to
spend on my own,
and this worry, was
nothing, all about
the kind it has been,

and again, when I

reached the same
height of a good
health,
and
a
healthy
body
as
such, that it had
been giving me such
a spring in the
morning,
that
I
could then bring this
motivation to the
kind it had been,
and then, I was
happy, happy with

my abdomen, that
this has been the
reason
and
the
uplifting cure, and
the
psychotherapy
this had been, he
had been talking
about this all while,
and while so, I would
have had it, and
then developed this
sense in my mind,
and it would then
never go away, and

this was true, that

the reason for which
I had been fighting,
had become truly
giving. To give this
the
mathematical
cure,
that
the
mentally cured one
would always bring
the best out, had
been only for the
reasons, and then,
the supposed end
was always a bigger

advantage, that in
this way, I could
have brought the
good spring out, and
then, would just wait
for the next time.
Within 12 hours, my
body was growing as
if the needs had
never
been
superficial. This had
been that reason of
the 6 months, that I

can
survive
this
period without the
experience,
and
while I was just
observing
this
change,
that
the
stomach as like it
had
been
never
before,
was
shrinking, as if the
matter was all going
up, and the needs
were more about the
kind it had been. So

had been the end,

that
unlike
the
matter it could have
been, I was more
than just worried
about this, and then
it started developing
a
new
kind
of
strength, this about
the night, that I had
observed this during
the night, that some
kind of strength is
developing within my

stomach, and the

belly
was
then
different, different in
the sense that I
would then reduce
the inches as like
the
scale
was
differently put, and
then the matter was
lost, for a while, may
be the next two
days, and then I
would be alright.
This kind, and in

this way, I had

reduced the belly,
that this has been
that reason why I
was
so
much
worried, and while
so, this could have
been just giving, that
this
could
then
happen for real, that
was that dream, and
then, I was always
not
so-much-forthis kind, and then

the same body, was

so different, that I
could have almost
yelled at it, that see,
this is who I am, just
to call it a little
different,
that
leaving
such
a
reason behind, why I
would never supply
the sufficiency, that
this could have been
any other night, then
also I was just

making it a matter
for
leaving,
and
then, this appeared
for real, and as like
it could have been,
my long lasting wish
was coming true,
that has been an
advantage, that this
way, I could have
brought it to some
kind of end, that
may be this would
be a reliable way for

reproduction, and in
any other way, this
has been a wrong
way, so for a while, it
would be so, and I
thought
at
that
moment,
that
it
would be a healthy
decision to put this
to a temporary end.
The matter it had
been,
was
about
solving it, that this
could
bring
the

advantage to the
making of it, that the
matter is just about
the belly, and it got
reduced, just in right
shape, and while so,
the inches I lost, was
more
about
the
story-telling of the
pulping, within my
stomach,
and
it
lasted whole night,
could have been the
reason, but no, for a

while, while I was

watching me in the
mirror, I thought
that may be the
making of my body
had been just a
causeless fight, that
I could may be have
brought
the
difference
in
the
right
place,
and
then, the shape was
different, so for a
while, I thought that

may be I could be
the same, and this
would last forever,
that
had
always
been the hope, so to
have reached this
aim,
I
was
sufficiently at the
aim, and for a really
long time, I could
have
made
a
difference,
that
almost forever.

When the soreness

was only the cure, I
was
may
be
supposedly wrong, if
you see the theory as
a trouble, but to
have seen me into
the ocean, that this
is just the mercy, so
I told me that the
discipline in really
the stem cell for the
civilization,
thats
just a kind of a

thought, that may be

we cannot survive
without
a
good
foundation
of
civilization, and it
cannot
happen
without
discipline,
thats
just
so
obvious to me, thats
because of the sad
time, that says, that
we can always forget
and still forgive
that
kind
of

discipline. I could
have become a lady
long time ago, but I
waited, this if I said,
then I am not me,
that
kind
of
discipline
I
am
talking about. That
says, that I am not
enough for me on
earth. This is very
crucial, because if
we really seek a
momentary
selfish

kind of love, then

were really known to
us, but sex is really
unknown to us, to
most of us, so I
would
really
not
include it here, we
dont really know
what chemicals they
produce, and what
effect the chemicals
and hormones have
due to this I just
thought that may be

being more precise,

would help. This
about being a man,
that if we can really
create this kind of a
world around us,
then the air we
breathe
in,
automatically
changes.
Not
in
literal meaning, but
to see it as a real
line, that theres iron
and
there
are

magnets, that within

our
body
theres
iron, in form of
particles as well as a
form which is free to
bind with another
substance, I just
thought that may be
if an old lady takes a
medicine
that
provides iron in free
form, that might just
create the magnet on
the on mode soon,

for a short while,

during this phase,
this is me talking
about the pregnancy
and magnets and
iron. This is what
came to my mind
that our brain is
really
filled
with
chemicals, and it
produces unknown
and really effective
chemicals, I might
never know them

that really is the key.

I really have no idea
what it would be like
to be a woman, but
this feeling is more
like
motherhood.
Any good scientist
would be knowing
what chemical it is.
It really works for
us, I never knew it
affects
me
so
severely, and this
makes me assured

that Lucky will have

the same effect if
this
is
what
happened to me.
This is us have dual
existence,
having
male
and
female
hormones,
where
they bind, I dont
know. If this is what
I had been thru, its
not true. But to see
the effect, the one
which created it, I

would
may
be
suppose that this is
what I needed, this
about the PCOS,
that the syndrome
would further bring
me damage, but it is
good for me, has to
be
creating
good
health within me,
and when I really
needed it, I was in
my 50s, may be, and
that age I cannot

ignore,
so
thats
where my hair is
really
trapped.
I
really am falling in
love with my hair,
cannot ignore the
fact that the hair has
been helped till now,
as like growing again
thru the roots, but
now its enough, I
really need to come
out of this, I have
already spent two

years, that this far,

about the hair, that
it can really change
the color, and if it is
fading, its not true.
This could be a good
test, I know its like
being a little bit
weird, but to see this
happen, I needed the
comfort my hair is
giving to me, I have
no
idea
what
substance it is, but

it gives really good

feeling, and really, it
is a good feeling. Not
very heavy, just to
see
this,
thats
enough. I could have
gathered much more
information, but to
this extent, I am all
fed up with my
existence, I could
never forgive if this
doesnt happen with
my hair, but bit of it

is known to me, and

the rest of my life
continues the same
effect.
And for a while, if I
seat the counter, Id
ask
for
the
hormones, as like
this isnt only for me,
that may be if this is
true, then I am
loosing my senses,
in real sense of the

words, either way it

is true. This is more
about becoming a
woman,
that
a
woman, either either
way wins, or either
way looses. That is
the fate we are born
with,
that
to
continue this fight
against aging an
slow death, I might
just call it a holt on
time, that I needed

to go thru my 50s
before I go thru my
30s, and now this
world
is
really
beautiful.
Once thru this, it
really
feels
like
heaven,
heavenly
feeling about having
the best of me, thats
what I am about to
explain. This is for
living a beautiful life,

that once you have

everything
in
abundance,
that
kind of feeling, but
the difference is that
here we are not
talking about money,
not even any kind of
business, and thats
a kind of fulfillment,
that
the
feeling
would just make me
snoring, if I avoid its
existence, but to go

thru
this
once,
theres a kind of
importance created
within,
for
the
potency, about both
men and women,
and I feel like I am
both, that the feeling
just wont go away,
and I would still
push me to go up
and have a cup of
coffee, thats more
like waking up in the

morning,
but
to
explain this as it
should be, one has
really to need it first,
then it creates this
feeling. Thats more
about the cup of
coffee I just had, and
that was morning,
that kind of feeling it
is, that says, I can
speak for me, you
dont have to take
my side, thats much

more precious that

one may think, but
to
consider
its
importance only kills
it. One really needs
it
and
then
it
happens
to
form
another
being
within, thats how
these are born, to
some extent this
could be truth, but
to see them as real
people, I had given

up thinking about
them, this about the
cup of coffee, and I
am forgetting now,
so that I might just
remember the right
words to say at that
right
moment.
Everything about life
is fixed, as like a
mismatched life is a
lie, and thats a huge
crowd
on
earth,
everyone looking for

it, and still no one

can have it, then
also they are, and
now also I can
preserve me, that
kind of feeling, its
more like a quick
escape, for a long
time,
from
the
worries I never had.
Just to consider this
a more fruitful way,
to say it correctly,
one has to create the

consequences before
they happen this is
what the coffee does.
One
might
just
remember
the
frequency
with
which this happens,
and it really is a
creation. One may
know, that more you
know,
more
the
trouble. Less you
know, more chances
are for evolution.

Just empty your cup

of words you know,
and then read this,
then youll know
how a woman feels
like.
Its
like
a
freedom
from
all
laws the earth has
created
for
us
humans, and being
on it, one might just
deserve it, thats like
a connection to the
mother
Earth,
I

cannot
call
her
mother
nature,
because this is more
fundamental,
and
less emotional. This
can happen, that
kind of beauty of
motherhood about to
come, and this is an
earthly
feeling,
doesnt
really
go
away as like a fading
beauty, just stays,
and doesnt require

anything from me,

that is the freedom I
am talking about. As
like, lets say, I
might
just
have
finished
my
homework, and am
going to Europe for
travelling, thats my
life, and I chose this,
thats the feeling,
and
this
doesnt
really involve any
feeling related with

money. This is just a

pure
emotion
of
fruitfulness
and
child birth. This is a
strictly
prohibited
area now, but I
might just explain it,
because now, I have
got nothing to loose.
This is a really good
technique to good
health, it also makes
you feel light, and
its not only an

emotion, its more

like a chemical that
flows thru the blood
into the muscles.
The body receiving
more oxygen thats
how youll feel when
you
work
out
properly, as like in a
gym; and well, the
feeling I am talking
about it quite similar
to it, and has more
freedom than the

one before. As like,

you might just flow
thru your blood, and
theres
nothing
about privacy there.
This is creating such
an effect, which had
been unknown to me
even
during
pregnancy, well, if I
explain what this
feels like its a
heroic
act
of
becoming the first

mother on earth.
That is quite related
with the chemicals
and less with the
hormones, but the
hormones are may
be dormant within
this feeling. As like
being pregnant and
still wanting to have
your best experience
of sex, as like being
partly mother and
partly a wife, both

motherhood
and
womanhood at once,
thats what it is. I
might just have a
piece of cake and it
is not the trans fat I
am eating; it is more
about good health,
and I know this
produces the same
hormones as while
having sex. This is a
prohibited area, and
I am safe; that no

one knows, then also

the pastry was cool,
and Id still want
chocolates. This is a
wonderful
feeling,
and something is
telling
me
that
people dont know
me
enough.
The
dangers,
as
like
loosing a child, it
doesnt happen in
this world, I just
wish I knew the

name
of
this
chemical, but that is
not useful, its just
the brain involved
with the efficiency.
Why, and how there
could be a kind of
efficiency in what I
speak of, is the
situation
creating
itself.
This
is
harmony within, and
it
expresses
the
feeling
as
if

exchangeable
with
money. This is not at
all like buying the
feeling, this actually
happens with each
cup of coffee, and I
really dont know
whether its because
of the milk or the
sugar, I guess this is
the only way for
keeping it dirt-free,
or this world of
sexual experiences is

filled
with
a
diplomatic truth
once this happens,
we might just want
to escape it, and that
is a shut down of the
door, that the sweet
innocent woman was
always so, and thats
more
about
womanhood, it is
preservable, that I
know now, that is a
relief.

About going thru the

natural processes of
the glands, I might
think
of
two

thyroid and pineal. I

was thinking about
the
growth
hormones, I actually
made a report done
and got to know the
level of HGH in my
blood. This is weird,
why would anyone

with a good daily life

want to spend time
having reports done,
without
the
prescription from the
doctor, that says,
okay, now you may
go to the lab and
have your reports
done, because I want
to see that this
happened for you
correctly,
no,
I
wasnt like being my

own
doctor,
this
feeling,
is
an
example
of
the
mercy I have on my
for my death, it
might just take a few
more steps in this
direction, and it is
like childhood, that
is about a girlish me,
and
that
doesnt
happen
with
the
report, I might just
have to control my

diet to bring the TSH

(Thyroid Stimulating
Hormone) to normal
level, but when it is
about
the
HGH
(Human
Growth
Hormones),
theres
no general practice
we can do about it,
but
since
the
hormone is involved
with gaining height,
as well as gaining
the young age back,

I wanted a through
study of my body
before
I
start
working on it. The
human body, as its
supposed to be, is
about creation, and
then
the
body
destroys itself, if its
not about us. This is
a very important
conclusion I came
to, that to reach a
goal as such, I had

freedom to think
about it this is
important that my
brain was free to
happen within the
chemicals, instead of
the
chemicals
happening within my
brain.
Theres
a
difference in saying a
word
and
acting
upon it, and this
basic
difference
brought me to the

conclusion that my
observation
was
correct we have to
be that teenager who
had been harassed
by the uncles, even if
not, the brain can be
deceived, thats a
simple process, and
it gradually brings
the HGH to higher
level,
enough
to
bring the height to a
level
where

everything
was
steady, and if this
happens, the body is
about to change. The
HGH are involved
with every kind of
growth in body, it
even
affects
the
brain
and
the
chemicals
within
brain and body, and
this is not all, this is
just the beginning
the
backside-forth

process
of
rejuvenation;
is
having
a
sexual
experience, to its
best; this is us
talking about the
process
made
reversed, the HGH
brought
back
to
body by having a
good and pleasant
sexual activity. This
could mean a date,
or may be everything

about having sex,

but this could be the
beginning
of
something new, a
kind
of
reserved
energy leaked thru
us, thats where we
should be careful,
because
the
chemicals Im talking
about
should
be
brought
with
a
simpler
technique,
so that they may

stay with us for a

longer time, that is
how the ecstasy for a
woman
can
me
increased in time,
this is not related
with the child-birth,
this is the purity of
womanhood, which
there should be in
the beginning, and if
youre dating such a
woman, go slow and
steady about the

hormones and the

chemicals, make the
progress an inclined
slope,
make
the
sexual
experience
better and better
every time, thats
how we can make
the
chemicals
understand
that
they are supposed to
stay for longer time.
This
is
an
accelerated growth,

happens twice if you

act
once.
The
chemicals talk to the
hormones, and then
return back to the
womans vagina to
bring her a longer
time for ecstasy, that
Im sure of. This
makes the sin a
simple technique for
lengthening life. The
chemicals
act
in
sets, that you need

to know, its true

soon after a few
hours of first set of
love making, its all
up to you what
youre talking about,
but
once
this
happens to have
been formed into
sets, the chemicals
will remember the
process, and will act
as like knowing what
they are, this is

blood speaking to
itself, and we will
know what it is, its
a kind of a feeling of
freedom
unknown,
partly true is that we
know what sexual
experience feels like,
but partly unknown
truth is that we
might just forget the
dreams, that the
facts we came with,
did not last for a

long time, thats how

you may come back
to
your
previous
world, that might be
needed if its up to
you to choose the
world to live in, and
thats
not
good,
really,
not
good
about the hormones
and chemicals, but
whats
real,
is
coming just too soon
for you, so you might

just want to go back

to that world, that
the hell is calling
when the phone is
ringing, and thats
not
cool,
coming
back to earth from
the paradise. If the
world
was
to
remember
this
chemical indulgence,
there could be more
harm than known,
thats just a previous

happening,
what it is.

thats

About
being
a
woman, there has to
be some premises
where we could stay,
and live happily,
away from the world
of men, this is that
hormone
which
keeps the cells from
indulging with the
DNA, this is quite

different
at
first
glance, but to see
this happen, there
could be a genetic
fracture, within the
cells, or the cysts
formed as such will
receive the maternal
genes in this way,
and will be open and
receptive to the male
genes,
as
like
keeping
the
hormones overnight,

and then in the

morning, thats a
beginning of a new
day,
but
theres
work, too, that one
has to know. The
genes, are receptive,
is half way done.
Once the genes from
the father goes in,
its
a
governing
factor,
she
feels
hormones of both
men and women, if

not, then she must

be injected with the
receptive hormones,
whichever it is, male
or female, she needs
both.
Receptive
hormones are those
who act as like being
a man, that I needed
this
and
this
happened, its both,
a man and a woman,
so she needs male
hormones, and she

also needs female

hormones. This is
not tricky, this is
simple, and this is a
jump towards the
HGH, really high
soon, she increases
her
beauty
and
height,
that
is
needed, and if this is
successful, he may
go thru this path
soon.
Theres
a
complete

rejuvenation
when
the
HGH
are
produced,
they
happen to be formed
by taking both male
and
female
hormones
in
abundance,
and
once they (HGH) are
settled, they (HGH)
need to be injected
from
an
outside
source,
theyre
chemically

produced, and thats

real,
and
not
harmful. This is one
way I know for
taking
HGH
externally
which
causes no side effect,
and doesnt harm
human body, could
be man, could be
woman.
Once is for all that
belief is a worth

fighting for. Once the

hormones cause the
heat
within
the
body,
the
consumption may be
allowed
in
abundance,
that
means that the cells
are
becoming
receptive, and are
more open to outside
source of a kind of
energy,
the
cells
dont really know

what it is, they dont

even care for the
changes that stage
should be reached,
but
once
they
become receptive, it
is
a
sign
good
enough to know that
the ring DNA is
about to be formed,
whats left is the
sperms
and
the
genes
from
the
fathers. This has

nothing to do about
the mothers genes
and cells and the
cysts allowing the
DNA becoming a ring
structure, the genes
from the mother can
remember the cells
they came from, and
this
should
lead
them to the cysts,
where they can enter
and can wait for the
next encryption of

the genes from the

dads. This could
simply make the
situation more and
more simple day
after day, she just
needs to lay the
eggs, and then she is
free to travel, that
kind of feeling it is,
and those three days
can be crucial for
knowing
whats
ahead. Once this is

for knowing, one

may be free to be
fearless about the
process of childbirth.
This is more about
being more human
that
being
more
super
natural,
though it is true that
there is an element
of being out of this
world in the air.

The process itself is

a progress. Once a
woman
has
everything
she
needs,
she
will
realize that all she
needed in life was
her man, that is an
emotion
which
brings the cells and
the cysts closer to
one another, which
is important for the
cellular growth, and

this
is
somehow
joined with the ladys
sexual life, she really
needs to spend more
and
more
time
having
sex,
everyday,
because
the speed at which
these cells grow,
make
them
half
genetic and half into
the cysts, and that is
a formation in itself,
once she begins to

forget her existence,

which is important,
she will bring more
possibilities, and the
egg
should
be
removed at any cost,
the egg should not
be fertilized, or the
danger is for the
lady, and not for the
children,
the
formation is as such
that to reach this
point, it means that

the cysts have taken

their responsibility,
they are becoming
cells, and this is
increasing
in
number, which is
weird, a possibility
coming to the uterus
thats what this
process means. To
have come to the
conclusions is not
important
during
this phase, and this

phase then lasts for

6 months, which is
important, and the
hormones
which
create a sense of
being
an
independent
lady
should be provided,
because
such
hormones are really
receptive about the
behavior with which
the cysts form the
joint with the DNA,

the
process
now
involves the RNA,
which means that
the
children
are
more human, and
less
dangerous,
though this process
doesnt
weaken
them,
this
does
mean that they can
be more humble,
more
human
whenever they want
to. A feeling of being

a lady should always

be
there,
which
means that a lady is
the one who can
create a creation, not
like being a scientist.
This is more human,
to call so, but to
bring
the
possibilities at the
highest
rate,
the
ratio between male
and female depends
upon
the

distribution of the
genes, and the ones
who began receiving
RNA
first
were
ladies, and the ones
who tried to create
the RNA within the
cells
which
just
reached the cysts,
are supposedly boys.
Theres a method to
distinguish
the
feelings of the cells.
It is like attracting

the
iron
with
magnets, the North
Pole is girls, which is
first, and the South
Pole is the boys,
which is later. There
could be a constant
need for the fluid,
and
the
uterus,
obviously,
should
always filled with
sticky
liquid
produced by female
hormones, so that

the
newer
and
upcoming
cells
might be preserved
in the water for
longer
time,
this
time can be anything
between 2-5 days,
and they must be
released by the end
of the fifth day. This
is a weird feeling, to
produce children is
easy, but to accept
their existence as

real persons, being a

lady and a mom, is
difficult, on a minor
level
of
either
chemicals
or
hormones, and she
should be protected
against the feeling of
being protective for
those
who
are
brought
outside,
because there are
more within, and
this
feeling
of

deception might just

form
too
much
mucous within the
liquid, which is not
good for the girls.
Those who can be
preserved in the test
tube, are supposed
to be so, and those
just
delivered
outside from her
body, are supposed
to be put on a test,
at least for five

minutes they must

survive
the
environment, being a
ring DNA, and this
might just be useful
for us to know their
possibilities, because
otherwise,
they
might just ignore the
existence formed as
such, and might just
cause
harm
to
themselves
by
causing
the

emotions. This is
more
like
being
explained
by the
DNA, and still being
alive. If the tissue
was damaged, they
still could breathe
and be alive in the
DNA, but once the
RNA was beginning
to
form,
they
stopped having this
route of possibility,
and went to reverse

way, so they need

this test, and would
love to go thru it,
and it forms a good
feeling for the DNA,
they
upon
being
born
as
human
beings
after
9
months,
might
recover this within a
few
hours,
and
within a 4 months,
they will recall the
process with which

they were born, and

this
is
the
expression
of
strength they are
born with.
About
being
a
woman,
theres
always a tragic end,
mostly about the
female
hormones,
but
once
and
forever, when she
thinks about the

possibilities we are
born
with,
being
humans, we can
bring the edge of the
process
of
aging
towards us, and that
has
happened
already, this is me
having suffered from
PCOS, and now, it
can be undone. I
might
just
have
recovered, and the
process has brought

me to the end of
humanity, that is a
kind of a feeling
which makes the
HGH grow outside
the reach of the
process of sexual
activity. It becomes
an
independent
process, and this is
exactly what causes
the death slow down.
While the progress is
about the HGH, we

already have the

rejuvenation,
a
complete turn back
to the aging process,
and while it is in
progress,
the
functions of daily
activities
become
marvelously
different,
as
if
provided with some
kind
of
energy,
which is not needed
for a routine life.

One should connect

this energy to some
kind of outlet, may
be a sport, and this
can be a creative use
of
the
chemical
changes the lady is
going thru. To just
forget the process of
childbirth
is
an
important
step
towards a healthy a
good life, or this
process of childbirth

might just be a long

lasting trouble for
the brain, always
remember

the
brain is the source of
chemicals, and the
spine is the source
of healthy life.
Once the process of
going
thru
the
hormones and being
the woman as she is
is reached to the

height from where

she cannot come
back to normal, this
process
becomes
stable while being
transferred to other
people. One might
want to spend some
good time having an
emotional chat, and
this can cause a
kind of series of
memorable feelings,
which is good for

health, and it is
more like being a
lady and not a man.
We, being born as
humans,
have
possibilities
of
reaching the height
of both manhood
and womanhood. A
mans body needs to
be softer, to some
extent, because this
makes
the
inner
organs work better,

to some extent this

is true, but when its
about
sports,
a
female body really
needs to be soft as
well as masculine,
thats possible in
this
way,
by
producing HGH after
an outer source of
HGH was digested.
This is not a one
way. Theres always

a turn back, but it

happens by wishing,
because the sexual
experience was made
by wish. This is
important to know
before he and she
began having the
series
of
sexual
intercourses,
they
both,
and
more
importantly the lady,
should have reached
the most possible

height of humanity.
Being
human
is
being more humble,
more forgiving and
includes being more
attractive
to
the
world. This is simply
the truth, because
when the hormones
of need for sex are in
full swing, the lady
and the man, both
become
more
attractive
to
the

world, this is not

only for knowing,
but is also a very
beautiful
way
of
living the daily life.
The
lady,
and
possibly the man,
too,
should
be
willing to fill the life
of others with love
and
should
be
pleasant to hang out
with. This is just the
beginning
of
the

heavy
chemical
changes about to
happen. The body
just knows whats
ahead, and stops all
activities
which
cause
the
aging
process, this is how
a
human
body
should react, she/he
should want to make
lives beautiful, and
should have least
envy, possibly none.

It is true that our

world is not perfect,
but it is also true
that having sexual
intercourse is the
highest happiness a
man or a woman can
be offered. This is
that beginning of a
perfect world, and
before this process of
series of sex begins,
the world around

should be perfect,
because it is directly
related
to
the
childbirth.
A kind of healthy
feeling, that to know
the facts as such,
the
process
of
rejuvenation
not
only causes memory
in the cells, but also
in the brain, and
this might be just

the need to the end

the heavily loaded
chemicals acting on
the brain, might just
stop the progress of
foundation
of
countless memories,
within the brain, a
kind of memory-loss,
that is crucial, and
she should be happy
that this happened,
and it is a kind of
exercise
for
the

brain, and the brain

will soon get used to
such memory-loss,
which is obviously
an
unknown
strength, the man
should wait and see
the progress before
he goes thru the
same
process
of
brain cells reacting
to the happenings
and
causing
memory-loss. It is

really an unknown
health, and is a good
feeling,
causes
butterflies in the
stomach, that kind
of
feeling
and
chemicals
and
hormones
are
associated with this
process of memoryloss, and is a gross
strength,
can
be
brought to body from
brain. Say for an

example, if the skin

has such strength,
the skin will cause
itself color. This is
simply because every
memory of being
human is preserved
within every cell of
our human body,
and each and every
cell has genes. On
the genetic level, this
can cause harm if
imposed and tried to

this level without the

memory-loss, but it
is gross really, and
its
strengths
are
really unknown to
me right now, what I
know is that it can
cause the human
skin change color
vigorously,
from
black to white, to red
and yellow, to any
possible
human
color. We might want

to relate this with

beauty, if we connect
beauty with the color
of skin, but the truth
is that the change in
color of skin is
directly related with
the facial features,
even if we call a fair
and beautiful mans
face
handsome,
thats really related
the features and the
color are directly

linked, and can be

easily reached as
both.
The truth, is that we
as humans were
always susceptible to
diseases unknown.
Say for an example,
cancer. I never knew
I will some day suffer
with cancer, and I
am really suffering
with cancer that, is

the cure. Once been

thru the process,
this is the kind of
freedom of feelings.
If the HGH cause
side
effects
unknown,
the
happiness produced
has made me relived
the life as it should
be, and this reduces
the risks of cancer,
this is almost like
eating
stem-cells

and
becoming
immortal.
The
processes which lead
to cancer, as in rare
cases,
well,
to
explain it more in
depth, if one smokes
too much, one is
prone to cancer, but
there must be some
medical cases which
made the patient
suffer from cancer
without any obvious

reasons.
This
is
crucial to know
one must first go
thru this before the
possible stem cells
occupy their place.
This is like, theres a
cavity formed within
the uterus, which
isolates the egg and
the DNA-filled-celllike
cysts.
This
cavity
has
the
progressive

possibility of causing
cancer, as well as
being
a
possible
source of stem cells.
This
makes
the
uterus grow for a few
seconds, and if the
lady is thin, the
movement in the
uterus can be felt by
putting hand on it
and the movement
can be seen and felt.
This is due to the

cavity formed. The

cavity
is
formed
because the cysts
upon and during the
process of growing
which are too many
in number, push the
egg backside, upside
towards
the
stomach. The wall of
uterus is really a
problem during this
phase, and this is
that exact phase

while
which
she
must be injected
with as much of
male
and
female
hormones
as
possible.
The process, which
causes memory-loss,
has begun its first
step
during
this
phase. And, this is
directly linked with
the
HGH
being

produced within the

human body. She
might recognize each
and every change
the HGH is causing
in her body, which is
a good sign. To go
thru the process,
she will need to
forget the previous
day, and will have to
live days on daily
basis, as like not
spending the day in

good memories of
past, no matter how
good the memory is.
This
is
a
dual
existence,
and
creates
strengths
unachieved, may be
unknown to us till
now. A good source
of milk is good for
health during this
phase. She might
increase weight, but
the size of her body

stays the same, this

is due to increase in
muscle mass, and
the
organs
have
formed a memory to
cause more muscle
mass around them.
She needs to shed
that extra weight, or
this might cause
memory-loss
on
early stage, before it
should
have
happened.

Every kind of food

can cause memory,
but to have formed
memory
with
tomatoes is good for
health. Its more like
playing
with
memory, and giving
it
orders,
while
knowing that it is
like loosing the game
against the brain,
and also knowing

that this is a good

result, the memoryloss. Its good to
loose
battles
sometimes.
This
feeling is the cure of
difference
between
male
and
female
hormones, and we
need both in a
human
body,
because when it is
best at function,
theres a harmony

created
within,
which causes a man
love a woman and a
woman seek a man.
No
matter
how
abundant the source
of hormones formed
within is, its never
enough.
If
you
remember this, its
good for you. No
matter how far we go
this way of exploring
our
possibilities,

even causing the

memory-loss, we are
never going to die
because of it. On the
other hand, this is
the shortest, most
pleasant
way
towards a healthy
foundation of antiaging process.
I would give an
example
before
I
explain my situation

when I am faced
with
a
trouble
during
childbirth.
There was once a
time when I would
always seek reasons
before I do anything.
Then came a time in
my life when I was
looking for options to
the phase of life I
was going thru. Then
I was less stubborn
and became more

acceptable to the
female
hormones.
And finally I was in
need
of
female
hormones. This took
over 14 years to
complete this whole
process of becoming
a woman from a girl.
This
is
a
slow
process, when were
talking about the
hormones. At the
same time, if we

consider the aging

process, it is slow
process, too. How
about keeping these
two on two different
tracks
which
go
towards the same
direction, as like
making a friendship
between these two?
Wouldnt it be great
to form a friendship
with the enemy, the
aging process? This

is about my hair. My
scalp
might
just
cause it as like this
is
more
about
teenage hormones,
that no matter how
much
hair-fall
I
experience, theres a
constant
rejuvenation
of
formation of hair, it
grows again, and
gets shed to grow
again from the roots.

Once this process

has reached the level
from where theres a
beginning of a new
circle,
the
genes
should start acting
on it. But they dont,
because
its
not
because of genetic
deficiency,
this
actually
happened
because the kind of
life we spend, is
more profound than

memory.
Just
to
form a memory, they
need to be new, and
long. Really long,
that this causes the
stubbornness
go
away, and this is our
link between the
genes and behavioral
science. I have no
idea how to change
the color of hair, but
soon, if this process
begins, as it should,

the
color
will
apparently
and
obviously
become
faint
and
shiny
golden,
like
a
blonde, and this is
the direct cure to the
memory-loss. Firstly,
this
happens
in
moments. I might
observe
people
watching
and
noticing the change
in my hair, and this

reminds my brain of
what my spine is
doing the obvious
change. As far as I
know,
theres
nothing beyond this
possibility, if youre
talking about being
human.
To go thru the
process
of
rejuvenation is a
very vivid feeling all

the time. Just like

childhood
is
stagnant, just like
young
age
is
stagnant and just
like
old
age
is
stagnant,
the
process
which
causes the secretion
of HGH is stagnant.
This means that we
can
control
our
height, weight, skin
color, facial features

and everything that

comes with this good
supply of HGH
mostly a good youth
within on a daily
basis. A complete
human
transformation this
is what HGH does,
on a regular basis,
which means that
once
we
have
recovered the shock
of this beginning of

happiness, the same

happiness
is
continued, and we
wont be fed up by it.
Theres a lot internal
change, the organs
function differently,
not
only
most
basically, but also
they produce some
different chemicals,
we dont know them
yet. I think this
could bring a kind a

new beginning in our

lives, as like a feeling
of a good morning. I
am
very
excited
about talking about
the HGH, because
they are source of
youth,
while
the
stem cells are source
of life.
If a reason is a base
for foundation, then
the reason is that we

need a healthy life.

Dont call the reason
that we need to fight
death,
because
thats not how the
chemicals
work.
Theres a constant
need for freedom in a
womans
nature,
thats natural to her,
thats how female
hormones
are,
always incomplete.
So, once she has

achieved
this
completeness within,
of being one with a
man, she should be
allowed
the
maximum freedom,
in choosing a mate,
too. That is what
makes her a woman,
and not a man. That
is exactly how she
can fight the male
hormones
within
her. Being a woman

is
like
a
gross
experience of being a
special kid, and that
is how she can
overcome the HGH,
just in case she
forgets to come back
to normal. But the
foundation of such
healthy relationship
would always bring
the civilization to the
sentence, we dont
know how to found

the civilization, so
this is the same,
about the hormones
etc., - this kills the
chemicals
brutally
within the lady, and
is the death to the
cysts, even the born
ones. If she might
survive this injury,
the memory-loss will
be recovered, and
she will go to the
depth
of
past

memories,
which
should not happen
at any cost. This is a
complete death, and
kills the possibility
of bringing the HGH
to
the
normally
functional level. Can
also
damage
the
possible growth of
the stem cells, and
before
this,
the
damage
to
the
knowledge of the

process of cancer is
done, which means
that life cannot go
further for her. This
is her past she has
already lived this
life, but being a
woman, she is weak,
and is supposed to
be taken away from
such measurable life
by any cost. Give her
sleeping pills, even
pills that make her

forget yesterday is
important. The most
important
act
towards her in this
situation, would be
that men around
take
the
responsibility of her
brain, instead of she
going to the depth of
any possible subject,
which might be that
she has slept with
too many, that was

past, and has been

miserable, a very
quick trap which
covers years over
years.
But at the same
time, this is where
the
possibilities
began. She must be
safe and intense at
work, but life is
more about cancer
now. A cancer which

produces chemicals
thats what this is,
if shes put on
sleeping pills. It then
becomes a cancer of
chemicals, and this
makes a woman a
man. I guess this
doesnt take more
than a week, I can
remember my worst
Sundays, and worst
relationships,
and
worst
sexual

intercourses,
and
still I am me, this is
exactly where the
chemicals
begin
forming from, in the
brain.
If one sees too much
into past, theres
always a trouble.
But at the same
time, theres much
more trouble than
we can imagine. She

might just want to

put an end to all
relationships, this is
much
more
like
suicide, and this is
not good. We dont
know
anything
about cancer yet,
but this kind, really
is good hope, there
are
chemicals
unknown, say for an
example there could
be chemicals which

act with the enzymes

in our stomach as
the magnets work
with the iron, or as
the
two
different
poles of the magnet
are to each other,
and this expands
our possibilities of
knowing the world
beyond
human
reach, say for an
example
attracting
iron by swinging

your
arms,
or
increasing gross iron
in your blood, I
mean real iron when
I say this.
We dont know what
the magnets do, but
since our body is
filled with water, we
must be in a good
need
of
more
knowledge of the

magnets and the

poles and iron.
A life that brings
good health this
primary
need
is
already overcome by
the time she has
reached
this
dimension of need
for
knowledge
of
cancer. Its only by
reaching the next
step and spending
good
time

researching it that
you can fix your
previous step, so I
would
recommend
the same process for
everyone.
To
give
a
fundamental
example
of
how
reachable the HGH
are at any moment
at an age, heres
what I watched on

TV. The news, that

what we can achieve
being
human,
is
different than what
the world expects
from us. This is a
fundamental truth,
and is directly linked
with our powers over
our body, we have
possibilities
of
reforming the youth,
making the HGH
secrete at any age.

This
apparently
seems to be just a no
aim at all, because
we could have saved
the past as like it
has never happened
before but this is
not true, and is not
our aim. When it is
about the beauty of
life, its never the
words, because the
words cannot work
on the HGH, though

the pineal can be

affected with words.
The words as they
should be are not
supposedly
the
ending process, this
is just the beginning,
that the medicines
we might consider to
be useful, but it has
nothing to do with
the words, we simply
are not living in the
world
of
words,

rather, we are living

in the world of blood,
and what it has the
water,
the
chemicals,
the
hormones,
the
oxygen etc. This is
that
fundamental
truth, that we can
brutal
at
any
moment, and this is
not that silky life at
all, which we had
expected, and this

feeling
is
death,
cannot ever reach
the HGH. One has to
remember that HGH
is the beginning of
growth, these are the
hormones
which
made us grow into
men and women, as
like the matter is not
about the hormones,
and
these
same
hormones can bring
the teen age back. I

have literally no idea

what it is like to
become a teenager
after spending your
20s successfully, but
it would be a cool
experience, I guess,
when
you
have
everything you need
to live with. This
feeling survives the
fillings and stuffing
of a regular life, and
such a life should be

pre-organized.
To
avoid this, one might
just want food, icecream, say for an
example, and this,
when we are talking
about the serious
problems of aging
process brings, is
the solution to the
aging process.
I had never expected
me to be so serious,

may be I am not, but

to be this person, I
had
to
cause
memory,
to
the
extent
that
I
automatically forget
what
I
have
remembered.
This
made my life simpler
and more logical.
Then
I
began
organizing it, as like
organizing
my
feelings. You may

see my calendar of
feelings, and youll
realize that each is
associated with what
my eyes watch. My
brain
doesnt
interfere with the
process
happening
between the spine
and
eyes
which
includes chemicals
of all kind, while I
myself might be just
too busy enjoying

the hormones this

process of deception
produces,
I
am
always aware that
me being a woman
have a complete set
of emotions to go
thru, and have a set
of years ahead to
explore
this
womanhood
fully,
knowing my goal,
that
when
this
process will end,

there is going to be a
new
beginning,
where
I
would
already
have
overcome
the
problems the 40s
and 50s produce.
To create a mirror
thats what I call it,
heres an example.
To see the light with
the glasses, and I
have glossy face,

that is right in front

of me, and just
ahead of it, is the
making of such a
face, and the gloss is
gone by now. This is
how cautious I am,
when its about life
or death. Its always
life or death, after
all, life itself is a
slow poison, you die
either way, even if
you live your life

thoroughly or even if
you spend it as if it
is nothing. So why
not try both, while I
am having so much
of time to spend,
why not think for a
while,
while
the
world
around
is
pleased
by
the
people entertaining
me on that mirror
this mirror, is the
eyes. See thru the

eyes, not with them.

This is my key to the
next world. I am
different inside, I am
a
cool
person,
nothing about being
angry, and nothing
about
taking
offences, but if you
get to know me as a
person, I dont even
like touch of any
person, that is a
completely different

me. Now, I am
creating too many
such mirrors around
me, and you will
never know which is
me. I am nowhere, or
may
be
I
am
somewhere
within
me from where I am
watching me happen
on
the
mirrors,
thats a freedom,
when you are freed
from
the
people

around, and their

perceptions.
Or
otherwise, there are
too many traps in
the world, you might
just fall into one
such,
and
might
never come back to
normal. Find peace
within,
detach
yourself from your
surroundings,
and
at the same time
dont let them know

about
your
detachment. This is
more
about
chemicals
than
hormones,
and
I
guess it is directly
linked with a good
and
healthy
womanhood. Just to
have to hormones, I
need
to
have
sympathy, and love
for the world, and
after all, I still have a

lot of time, why not

spend
it
after
experimenting on my
body, including the
chemicals
it
produces?
This is a simple
mathematics. If you
ignore the world, it
really
rushes
on
your blood, it is
visibly red on your

face, and may be you

know or not, may be
people know it or
not, we all know it
somewhere
within
our brains. It is
some kind of a
chemical, and it is a
divine
chemical,
dont call it antiaging, it is a potion
which has source of
life in it. Now, a
source of life is

always woman, and

womanly is beauty.
Try this technique, it
is sure to work, and
it gives wonderful
results. Only one
pitfall

the
chemicals
are
extensive and cause
effect in terms of
seconds. So, one
second you might
just
be
happily
engaged with your

beauty,
and
the
next, the oldie took it
away from you. This
is a massive work,
really loaded with all
kinds
of
feelings
which are crucial for
creation of beauty,
but
they
dont
include us in regular
life, this is easy. If
you are working with
this on daily basis,
avoid their existence

and at the same

time, dont avoid eye
contact. This is what
produces a deadly
beauty for both, the
observant and the
creator, so beware;
you might just feel
being too close to
avoid not having
your own privacy.
Just go thru this
ocean of feelings.
Spend years in this

feeling, and youll

never grow old. On
the
other
hand,
youll keep growing
younger and younger
with each chemical
change.
I
guess
some
of
these
chemicals are really
related
with
the
enzymes
the
stomach has, as so
because
I
feel
instantly
hungry

after the need for

eyes are satisfied,
and it goes right into
the brain, cannot
avoid it.
Just to have seen
the world as it is,
there was this kind
of a cave I created
around me, and am
living within one
such, people may
come and go back,

and will never see

anything
in
this
cave, because theres
darkness in it. Try
this

at
your
workplace, or may
be at the place you
meet
the
people,
recite Platos Ideal
State, or Socratess
Symposium.
This
might sound funny
to you right now, but
this is that exact

process with which

you
stop
the
vampires
from
drinking your blood.
This is my secret
recipe for youth.
If the world was
supposedly a place
where
everyone
could
grow
like
plants and trees, I
would be one of the
happiest persons to

know this. But right

now, thats not the
situation
of
our
world. Always keep
in mind theres
been a world where
we dont happen to
be formed, and still
we are here, that to
have cured this to
the formations, and
to the basis of it,
theres
always
a
solution to any kind

of situation. That is
what radiations do.
May be laser is
different, and I know
it removes tattoos
and can lessen body
hair, but what I
know
about
the
radioactive material,
is that it can stop
the breeding. This
about some kind of
dogs,
who
never
returned
for
the

nature, and if this

continues,
theres
supposed to be a
cure. This is how my
brain works, and I
would
be
quite
happy to volunteer
as a one who allows
such radiations to
my brain, positively
speaking, I am a
believer of modern
science, and have
good hope about the

stem cells and what

we can do about life
to bring the young
age to a constant
place, and, I think,
would be paradise.
There still could be
hope, that if the
radiations can cause
damage, they can
still form some kind
of difference, and
some
different
persons can be born

thru us humans,
and that is giving me
wonderful
feelings
about
being
me,
thats
just
so
obvious that I am
still interested in
science, but a cure
to the cancer, is a
years work. By that
time, we would have
reached a stagnant
phase in this phase,
as like even if theres

suffering, theres no
suffering. To go thru
this,
there
must
have been reasons,
as like, I would never
eat meshed potatoes
for breakfast, but
the boat is more of a
kind, that brings us
to the shore, so,
while we could still
count the days when
we lost memories,
the togetherness it

brings, is important,
and that, is the cure
to cancer. After all,
we
created
this
chemical
cancer,
and need a cure to it
so that we can keep
it under control, so
that we can use this
power when we need
it the most.
The world might just
be on our side, but

as
yet,
the
possibilities
dont
end. Thats how the
whole universe is. It
never stops ending
the
possibilities.
That is about the
stem cells growing
within me. If I get to
see the chances of
survival,
I
will
choose
a
planet,
thats the feeling
that goes with the

tea, could have been

a green tea, and I am
enjoying it, thats the
girl, that this could
still bring us to the
togetherness it is,
that is kind of a
softer feeling, almost
a whisper.
Isnt it a good feeling
to
having
been
allowed in a world
where
we
are

supposed to be, even

while at work? That,
is how I used to
swim
in
the
emotions. This is a
very peculiar feeling,
that is a gut feeling
in the conscience,
that if the web I
used,
was
supposedly only me,
then also I would be
this much a fan of
science, this is much

more than we can

expect. This world
has much more than
what we can think
of. Its just that we
need
to
spend
enough time after
any one goal. Just to
have reached it so
far,
this
doesnt
happen to have been
a formulated aim, it
happens,
and
it
happens for some

reasons, and then I

find the reasons,
thats just for timepass, not necessary,
that, is that freedom
of
having
the
hormones, and the
chemicals, even if
less, dont happen to
be joined with this
feeling
of
the
hormones.
This
happens to have
been the formulation

of the kind it really

is,
that
the
formation
would
later become a solid
reason for living, this
is not me at all, I am
much more human,
but when you are
about to breed over a
thousand
people,
youll know how to
knock
someone
down, even if it is
not about life or

death, and this is

the growth of HGH
at wrong time. To
call it any more
worse, never to know
what you are not
supposed to know.
That is the death of
the
teenage
hormones, and they
dont really happen
to have been formed
otherwise, anything
that prevents them

is about the vagina,

and its growth, as
like
becoming
a
competent woman, a
one who can still
have
male
hormones,
and
would survive them.
This is that person
who can bring it all
back, but to call it a
different
phase,
there was this PCOS,
that
has
created

them all, so for a

while, I might just
recover to call it so
by
any
possible
name, but this ends
the possibilities of
anything
superhuman,
anything that comes
thru us is real, and
is good, that is not
only a hope, I know
it for sure.

If the survival was a

meaning
of
the
substance it has
created by so far,
theres only stem
cells left. Thats all
we have, and that we
can have otherwise
also, but to have put
this into the uterus,
there could have
been a way with
which the survival
would not create a

massive change in
the human body.
About the kids, there
could have been an
obvious difference in
looks, but to see this
world with a new
light, is our aim, and
we
might
just
consider them as
children, that we
once had them and
then
these
HGH
destroyed this feeling

of
being
more
human,
more
humble,
this
is
about the girls, that
once you get to know
them, they would
apparently behave in
the way they should,
being
girls
and
having no hormones.
That is how these
cysts are, they have
no hormones, and
still,
they
are

reacting
to
the
hormonal
changes
happening within my
body. If I reach this
uterus and touch
the walls, then also I
am the same, and if
they
(the
cysts)
happen to be closer
to the egg, they are
not even scared, as if
they are safe, and
this caused me think
of
the
poles
of

magnet, girls are at

the lower edge, and
this causes a misty
feeling,
that
is
always filled with a
liquid,
that
the
mucous is always
there,
and
this
causes the memory,
that is important,
and a good and
healthy motherhood
it is.

Once I went thru the

process which had
actually brought the
fruitfulness, I was
worried this is
quite human, to be
worried
about
something you dont
want to loose but I
was
much
more
concerned
about
their food. What I
can produce within
me,
has
been

becoming more and

more
privileged
ignored, if I could, I
would bring it to the
simplicity, that to
have been thru this,
has been enough for
any reason, and if I
let
it
go,
the
happening
form
within me would
make it a square, I
can actually define
it, but I wouldnt, I

have an idea what I

am going thru, but
am being shy, that
this could be just
someone being sly
with me, and I have
a feeling of being
theft. The kind it is,
it produces much
more that what I
would
have
expected, and this
kind, even if I had
had my lunch, I

would still remember

my kids, that they
dont happen to have
been to the extent it
is, and this is really
a wonderful feeling,
that to have been
stopped at this, this
is a slope, I would
never ride it, but to
see this happen, I
said I am shy, that
there
could
be
something
more

than
just
womanhood, that is
the teenage, and I
would preferably be
the same, that this
has been the moral,
that without this, I
would have been any
other person but me,
but this is real, and
it is really me, and
you dont yet know
how
wonderful
feeling it is, just to

have gone thru this,

one
might
just
consider
this
a
valuable gift, but it
is light, really a ray
of light which brings
all sadness out and
the day becomes
bright because of
this. I can teach this
technique.
The
factory where the
chemicals
are
produced, creates an

effect
on
the
chemicals
themselves, as like a
dual
effect,
two
different stars rolling
around each other,
forgetting their own
identity, and being
pulled
by
the
gravitational force of
each other. Rather,
and if not, the
process is more like
a
relationship

between
the
gravitational forces
of earth and the
moon, a one which
creates a massive
effect
of
fat
transportation, from
south to north, that
this doesnt really
happen for any other
reason
than
motherhood,
and
when this is the
reason, theres a

double cross if the

uterus is protected,
there needs to be fat
around it, that is
how I created it
during my teenage,
exactly after this
feeling,
I
was
reached
to
the
chemical
changes,
that
was
the
beginning
of
the
factory, and once
this happened for

the
reasons
unknown, that is me
forgetting my past, a
kind of a memoryloss, the previous
day I will forget, and
will be in the present
day, would enjoy the
present day more
than the imagination
of the next day. That
is a general, a usual
way with which any
woman would reach

the
chemical
changes
within
seconds which leads
straight to a want
and crucial need for
motherhood, she will
really want to be a
mother,
instantly,
and instant results
she will want, and
this undoubtedly will
produce a son, if she
ignores
her
own
existence then it is

her own damage.

The chemicals will
fade soon, leaving a
trail of happening
form of enzymes in
stomach as well a
chemical
reaction
which has lead to
the
brain
and
interferes
its
functions, might be
a risk if she is
alcoholic, she might
just loose the trail of

memories the brain

creates for coming
back to normal after
having a glass of
alcoholic drink, and
that becomes just so
obvious, when the
reasons she might
just not be knowing,
the alcohol gives a
feeling like narcotic
drug, thats what
happens when you
allow the sudden

and
unexpected
chemical
change
while
drinking
alcohol and if you
allow a trail of such
chemical
changes,
she will become the
change-proof person
when she wakes up
from
such
a
wonderful
experience, and will
be more of a woman,
will want children of

her own, this is

about
female
hormones, which is
a weakness without
a male component,
either within or may
be a boy friend, and
she feels like leaving
off the teenage and
going straight into
motherhood,
this
actually makes it
possible
for
her,
because a female

body is always set

ready
for
such
instant change for
breeding,
be
it
animal or human,
its just one of the
reasons
why
the
earth is eating us.
This about the walls
around the uterus,
the one thickening,
of the uterus, and
this happens as like
some
kind
of

lightening, and the

process
doesnt
really begin with
such a lightening. If
you just wait for a 23 days, she might
recover, and would
more in motherhood
than her mom, this
process would bring
the teenage without
harm undone, and
that is a process
which makes her

belly slim, that is

about
making
a
really huge amount
of food around the
tissues
where
it
should be. One of
the most profound
effects of narcotic
drugs, as everyone
knows, is that the
illusion
is
a
compulsory
factor
for
the
brain.
Whereas when we

sleep, we dont really

need any god to save
us from the disasters
motherhood brings.
This
is
that
deception the brain
of a lady does to her
body, just to prevent
our species from
fading away, and
this is why she
breeds, this is just
so obvious, but here,
in India, we can

really
find
many
women who would
breed for the love of
child, that is how the
thinking process is,
so,
the
narcotic
drugs would really
bring the bad age,
and this has no
cure, even for a cure
she might just ignore
her existence as a
woman, but this is
not true, just to find

the
truth
more
realistic, she would
prevent her body
from fading away, so
why the fat is there
surrounding
the
tissues, and if this
goes away, theres a
heavy
burden
of
people
observing,
that the effect of
such drugs is just a
nuisance, and if it
continues
in
a

progressive manner,
then the process
leads to childbirth,
thats
just
so
normal, she can live
a normal life and
still
can
have
children, and still,
we might find this
world
being
an
offensive one, and
becoming
more
human, she would
tell everyone to be

more humble to her,

just to preserve them
and to prevent her
body
from
being
harmed, and this is
real,
that
she
realizes
every
moment spent as
such, that is why
she needed these fat
cells, and the tissue
was about to be
burnt, which was
before the right time,

and this happened

when the monthly
blood was reaching
their soil, and this
was that reason why
she has so much fat
around her belly,
and this lasted for
years, more than a
decade, and that
extends to the teen
age, which means
that
its
directly
linked
with

motherhood during
teenage, and as we
all know, the teenage
is directly connected
to childhood, and if
damaged
during
teenage, it is easy for
a teenager to go into
the sleep of early
childhood, one has
to remember this
path, as like going
into her body cells
and coming back

normally into the

real world, this really
can
affect
brain
severely, not mine,
but if you know this,
you should know
that our brains dont
really work with the
outside
world
constantly, it works
with the outer world
in fractions, then
goes back into the
sleep of thoughts,

even some elderly

would prove this,
but to see this
happen, there could
be
a
kind
of
importance, formed
in brain, that this is
just a teen age, and
the
hormones
it
produced
were
wrong, so she really
needs
to
go
to
teenage back, and
this is a loop in time,

because during the

teenage, she had
gone to her early
childhood, this is
more
about
the
cancer, I guess, as
so because I really
cannot avoid the
existence
of
me
alone at such a
place, where the teen
age
goes
to
childhood, and this
about the fat tissues,

they happen to have

been
formed
at
wrong
place
and
need to be fixed at
the right place, and
the mucous really
created it, that needs
to be proven. Just
like a carriage, if this
happened for the
kind of a game, this
is not real, but to
call this a place
where we can co-

exist, there has to be

a need once it is
created, and so for a
while, the process
would never know
what it is, she might
just eat her food, the
regularly
addicted
one
would
know
what she needs as a
person, and that
cannot be undone,
or the process is
reversed,
because

this is how we
humans are, and
this is how our
brains are on the
earth, the earthly
moments as such
would never fade, or
this wasnt true, that
this kind of life is
possible
only
on
earth, and if we
avoid these laws the
mother earth has
created for us, we

being human, we
might
just
be
children to her, and
she will forgive. If
the world wasnt
what it apparently is
for us, we might
have just been thru
the places as like
there is still more to
life, and this is
apparently the food
for the soil, as like
the uterus would

know how to express

her feelings on face
thru brain, when its
walls are thinner,
and needs to have
made into it. Just
need to have formed
that cavity within
and need to create
that space which
brings the thin belly
for real touch to
experience
the
movements within.

This
would
have
been just a kind of a
beginning, but this
kind of formation
doesnt really stop
the process then, it
is
really
an
accelerated process,
and if it happens to
be like a brother is
to a sister, it doesnt
form it for the kind it
is,
she
needs
explanations,
but

the uterus doesnt

need
explanations,
that really isolates
the uterus from the
brain, and it can
have its own brain,
that is why we need
a flat belly. It is a
risk if the walls are
thick,
it
actually
happens
to
form
duals, and thats no
good, they are not
duals,
they
are

individuals
with
different
possibilities, and to
respect the personal
space, there still
could be a possibility
that I might just be
going thru a massive
chemical change, not
involving
the
hormones, and this
becomes a visible
appearance, when it
is more about being

grateful about me
being gifted, this
could be a harm, as
the reins are in his
hands, I might just
be going thru my
process for cure of
the cancer, and this
will really create a
massive need for
either a constant
supply of sleeping
pills,
or
really
destroy
everything

within me, one has

to know that this
process needs to
continue over years,
as like until they are
born
outside
my
body, there has to be
a
constant
food
supply within the
tissues, that really
means that the kids
are not enough
this is that feeling I
might be fighting

with, and that is

male hormones, and
I will know no way
out thats exactly
when I will be in
highest
need
for
having sex. If this
process is only for
kids, there could
have been a popular
logic
behind
the
theory,
but
the
theory doesnt exist
in the brain, if the

soil if spoilt, that will

bring
even
more
chemicals,
all
unknown to her, we
dont yet know their
effects on brains and
bodies, but what I do
know, is that my
lack of knowledge
about the chemicals
produced within my
own body is going to
give me a feeling that
I dont even know

myself, this leads

straight
to
the
feeling that I dont
know the men I am
surrounded by, this
leads to you, and my
body might not be in
my control anymore,
during motherhood,
I might be just a
confused
girl,
headed to nowhere,
and ready to spoil
everything for me by

messing everything
about
my
relationships.
This
has happened before
also, and once I was
out of it, I am in
motherhood, really
tired of messing up,
in depth of emotions
and within an ocean
of
worries,
from
where I cannot be
brought out unless
and until I have

reached my height of
humanity. A really
scary world it is, this
emotional
turmoil,
and you always need
outside help to come
out of it. But, I
would
admit,
it
really is a wonderful
world, the world of
neurons and spine,
just to put aside the
brain, which doesnt
seem to be correct

always, one really

has to trust the
instincts, when it is
about being ones
self.
Life was more about
spending the daytime recovering the
facts I had to live
with during the past
hour. This is more
likely
to
happen
when you stop by to

witness the facts

which
have
just
happened, and when
I had talked of the
mirrors, as like that
I
create
mirrors
around me, so that
people might reflect
themselves in me
and go away, rather
than being more like
me, and that is so
because
it
really
bothers me. Just to

recover the facts

which were never
born otherwise, I
created a massive
supply of mirrors,
and this created so
much attraction in
people for me, that
everyone
really
wanted to see a
beautiful self of their
own, and this is a
kind of power if
you want to try it,

follow
this
technique: once you
give
up
on
something, dont just
follow the trail of
loosing your mind
over something, you
may be following the
trail, and yet, be
yourself. This is the
creation
of
the
beauty within, and
people know nothing
about such beauty,

that
you
should
remember
while
being observed. Then
go to your privacy,
and
let
the
observation interfere
your privacy; take it
to a more intense
level,
create
harmony within and
let them interfere the
real
world,
now
notice that this is
your real world, and

this is really a
mirror,
you
are
standing behind it,
and the person you
chose is observing
himself/herself
in
you. This is almost
like
having
sex,
he/she
really
receives
such
feelings, and acts
apparently in a very
pleasant way in the
beginning, and then,

theres a massive
need created, which
I swear, wasnt me,
its just very natural
to us humans to be
attracted
to
something which is
apparently
more
beautiful, and in
which
you
may
reflect yourself. But
when this becomes a
way to live with,
there
are
many

dangers; you might

actually become a
lady,
which
you
should, and if you
preserve
your
feelings, the mirror
shines with extra
light, be innocent,
which you are, and
that is a real mirror.
Just to have caused
this in my memory, I
had to forget that in

order to preserve my
body, as like a
waking beauty I had
become by then, and
a herd around me,
really goose, I might
call them real only if
I were one of them,
and this happened
to have me recalling
my past memories at
wrong times, this
involved my parents,
they were attracted

to such intensity,
that they actually
wanted to break thru
the mirror and come
within. This actually
exists till today, I
cannot break thru
the mirror and go to
the open world now,
because that world
includes a kind of
harmony unknown,
and if I really go thru
this, I might just

never want to come

back, as like taking
everything with me,
and this is a good
feeling.
You
yet
might
not
be
knowing what I am
talking
about.
Theres
really
a
sponge,
which
created the brain to
be washed away by
newly
formed
memories, and it

stays
there,
the
sponge, and keeps
the brain wet with
the correct measure
of water, and within
the
right
and
balanced pH. If I
break
thru
my
world, I need to be in
a totally beautiful
world. If not, theres
much more harm to
my brain than I ever
thought. Theres this

balanced pH which
keeps me good at
mental and physical
health, lets me write
stories etc., I have
un-recordable
strengths within me
created due to this
mirror effect, and so
my
brain
would
react massively upon
a slightest change in
this routine. It is
actually set to work

like a clock, which is

said to have put an
end to this process
upon reaching the
goal, which is, if I
am set to go, I will,
but I will have huge
expectations
from
the world outside.
And, I have spent
years in fear of the
mirror being broken,
and every time being
witnessed
as
a

beauty, I had created

a kind of strength,
that
has
been
changing my shape,
making me more
masculine,
which
eventually has lead
me to be suffering
from
PCOS,
so
because
I
was
pushed just too far
towards gaining this
kind of masculine
strength, by Lucky

my husband, I have
learned to live alone
and
fight
the
syndrome alone, but
at the same time, I
need to overcome
this strength, and
now that the limits I
have crossed have
put
their
fingers
crossed towards me,
I might just be prone
to many susceptible
happenings, but I

have lived in this

world enough, to
know that this might
just have been the
kind of life I wanted
to have, and while at
the
same
time,
during the same day,
I was spending my
time
counting
moments leaving an
endless
trail
of
happy faces around
me, and still never

coming out. To have

aimed at this life,
that I will go thru
the old age first and
will live the happy
part of life later, that
was not my decision,
it was Lucky who
helped
me
and
motivated
me
to
have this aim.
To have an endless
trail
of

consequences, which
followed the mirror
effect, there were
people I liked and
there were people I
would never like.
One such person
was my brother, to
give an example of.
When I will be out of
the jail on the island
which kept me for
being bothered once,
one single day I will

not spend here with

him. I am really
allergic
to
some
people,
but
this
person is really a
girl, really a spoilt
cat, once I was out of
this jail, I called me
a cop, and fought
with
enormous
strength, and the girl
was becoming awful
whenever it spurred,
and feels like taking

bath in a spring
under
open
sky
whenever sees me
doing my work, I
hate
being
this
mirror, I was just so
transparently
beautiful, and that,
to notice, is not who
I am, I really can be
that person, and
when I reach my
kind of guy, I can,
but this spurring cat

is really a massive
work.
Theres
always
a
kind of sense, which
makes us go closer
to the facts about
day-to-day life. They
never stop occurring
in our brains, and
these I call the
general
chemicals,
because they happen
to
have
been

involved
with
everyday
pleasure,
they occur everyday
and make our lives
happy enough to be
lived, to have been
going thru the day.
Now,
these
chemicals are crucial
if acted upon and
been disturbed; say
for an example, if I
interfere the regular
process of a life

called a normally
functional
brains
ratio against a one
spent with a ride on
a
roller
coaster;
which is may be not
true for me, at the
moment I am not
concerned about the
excitement the roller
coaster may provide,
thats why; and this
sense gives these
chemicals such a

push that they may

be made for the
regular daily routine,
but this causes a
kind
of
a
very
specific disturbance
in the hormones,
and this, I believe, is
the key to reach the
HGH
production.
Once we were born,
and then something
happened
which
made us remember

the days, and forget

the small worries at
the same time, that
is like being girlish,
but if you see such a
life more closely,
youll
know
that
theres been a kind
of
constant
observation behind
every mistake made
in such a time, call it
childhood, and it
happens again this

causes
a
severe
disturbance, so one
must
be
already
prepared for it, its
almost a brain wash,
you might not want
to remember your
past weaknesses, or
its a trap youll
never recover from.
This very fact makes
me
stop
from
thinking about being
involved with this

process
of
reinvention of the
HGH every time I
dare to, for this very
reason, I am staying
aback from it, not
going any closer,
thats a precaution,
so because it is
related
with
childbirth. May be I
am scared of loosing
a child, and that is a
severe, intense effect

I might just not be

able to recover from,
and it could be true,
because so is the
process. Every time I
come
to
this
conclusion, I think
of the stem cells, I
really have no idea
why, but this is
more like, as if I am
showing me my own
path, telling me that
this is the direction I

should choose to go
towards.
This
is
more like being the
stem of the tree,
never being moved
by the winds, and
yet, carrying many
responsibilities.
Now,
heres
this
cave; call it the
cavity of the uterus,
this is how it is
created,
and
the
possibilities

unleashed, this has

been
my
way
towards
the
exploration of the
HGH,
reaching
them, soon it will
happen on its own,
and I guess its a
womans way, its
nothing like being
sly, it is like being
more human, being
more humble and
caring
for
the

natural processes we
must be going thru
as humans. I really
have no idea how a
man can reach to
this extent to create
the
HGH
again
within the body, but
one thing I am really
very sure of is that
the path is really
curved, its not a
straight path, and
you might want to be

smart, and may be

sly, when you want
to invent your own
path. When it is
about the HGH, I
guess it is not about
being honest, like
saying,
let
me
exchange my worries
for my sufferings,
no, dont make your
body suffer, be sly
towards it. I guess
one example I can

surely
put
here,
about creating such
possibilities. Once as
a child, I suffered
from
a
massive
accident, which was
my fault, and this is
not a true example,
nothing
like
this
happened to me, but
I know this path,
and I have added it
to the glory, this is a
true example now,

and once you have

gone that path, now
choose it again, but
without the damage.
You
have
your
possibilities
explored, now use
them to create this
powerful experience
again. Just to cause
this
a
distinct
feeling, this doesnt
really
happen
to
have
been

formulated for being

created on a daily
basis, but still, there
are
enormous
possibilities
which
come
with
the
production of HGH
naturally within the
body, which means
an
endless
trail
possibilities, may be
in some cases. I
guess this could be a
constant source of

energy unknown to
us yet.
Once a matter is
always like holding
the energy within.
This principle, as if
acts upon the cells
filled
with
the
energy, and they
dont break the rule
of
consumption
unless provided with
more of it, and that

is about radiations. I
guess
this
could
really mean a step
further
into
the
world unknown, and
is no risk at all, that
I am sure of, so
because if it had
risks,
wed
be
knowing it thru a
more
human
weakness,
nothing
about caring for the
tissues, but when

some
kind
of
breakage happens, it
is always carrying
some kind of feeling
linked with it, and
that is kind of a
connection between
the genes and the
structure of body we
have produced thru
them.
This
very
thing, I call the
possibility
of
becoming
human,

and it is like living

the same life again,
and this is much
more
like
being
receptive
to
the
changes the HGH
production brings to
our body.
There still could be
some reasons why
we listen to our
brains
more
like
never knowing the

possibilities it has
for further evolution,
and the chemicals
which produce the
evolution
of
the
thoughts, and of the
brain, are the same
for
evolution
of
human body. Now,
human body is just
too gross to have
gone thru an instant
evolution, so it goes
directly within the

genes. This had been

my basic idea behind
the creation of ring
DNA, and it is like
becoming a different
source now, now
that I am talking
about
humans
having ring DNA. It
is a double helix
structure, but it is
formed into a ring,
as like a twisted coil,
and
it
causes

memory which can

mesmerize,
some
kind
of
magical
feeling
associated
with it, and this
happens to have
been formed for the
same
reason.
At
present, this is what
I know about the
feeling linked with
the structure of the
ring DNA, and I have
no idea what it feels

like to have ring

DNA, I guess it is
more like having
every
possible
knowledge available
at every moment
within reach.
More we prevent the
causes,
more
possibilities
they
open
up
for
themselves. This is a
key
rule
for

exploring
the
possibilities of the
ring DNA. Just to
bring
it
to
the
structures
which
have caused a kind
of a memory, that I
was here before also,
and am here now
also, is more human
than we can think
of, and this makes
me
believe
that
having
a
double

helix ring DNA is

more human than
we can think of.
Once the path is
explored, we might
just come to a
conclusion that we
already knew all the
knowledge this new
path is providing. It
is a kind of a distinct
feeling, that I can
see the path ahead,
and there are no

dangers.
If
the
matter is a subject,
then I would just
give up on it, but if it
is
more
about
creation, then I am
always there within
them
for
their
existence. This is
about creation, and
the missing link is
me, something from
my genes is missing
within the creation

right now, so I just

need to provide them
my genes, this is
how we can make
the
genes
move,
from cell to cell, here
in my case, from the
egg to the cysts,
creating
the
possibility of opening
up the doors of
hidden possibilities.
One always has to
have a ring path,

this one needs to

remember, and I
have come to a
conclusion that our
path is circular, and
this is that very
reason why we know
whats ahead, we
already have been
thru all this before
also.
This is my creation.
This is how can

create, and this I

came
to
realize
today, after spending
past few days in
intense care, and
this
has
caused
some kind of distinct
memory, and this
memory is linked
with some kind of
feelings,
that
a
female
body
can
reproduce, but the
reproduction
can

occur outside the

uterus,
too,
and
these are my kids,
the boys I guess, and
this is like making
the magnet move,
the North-to-South
goes slightly left, and
it
is
more
like
changing
the
reasons
for
reproduction. I can
reach here alone,
and I dont know

whats
about
to
happen
tomorrow.
Today
was
a
beautiful day.
Its a curved path.
And this is the
reason
why
the
genes are curved,
and this can create
the ring DNA, I feel
like being the smart
one to have been
here, and as yet, this

is the end of the

possibilities. So, this
very
specifically
means that the edge
is the Nitrogen. The
Nucleic
Acid
is
paired, that I know,
and am sure of,
because this is a
beautiful day, or
otherwise, I would be
knowing, this is the
water within our
body,
and
more

specifically
within
our
brain.
The
creation as such, is
now an easy process.
The matter as such,
when repeated for
over a time when
they
dont
really
grow for real need,
say for an example,
they dont happen to
have been so, then
this doesnt really

happen for real love,

and that is a kind of
strength. Once they
dont depend upon
us, they dont see
every phase as an
opportunity to grow,
because for growth,
they will have to
reverse the process,
and that is girlish,
could have been the
girls, and this feeling
makes me believe

that I can actually

touch them, as like,
as if the skin is
sensitive, and I will
soon get to know
how it feels like to
touch the inner wall
of the uterus. This
feeling,
or
more
supposedly
something that is
known as feeling,
doesnt
really
happen to have been

formed unless and

without childbirth, it
is somehow related
in human body with
a kind of childbirth,
doesnt happen to
have
been
there
otherwise.
This
feeling is a torture
sometimes, as like it
doesnt go away by
wishing it to go
away. It is a brutal
and cold feeling of

being a child when

you dont really want
to be a child, that
was
a
primarily
childhood, if I may
call it so, then I
thought, that may be
girls dont depend on
such
feelings,
though I might be
wrong. The kind it
is, is like wanting a
kind
of
independence, that

may be we could be
outside, which is
obviously a good
sign,
one
must
someday come out of
such grief, because
that
is
how
childbirth
is
designed.
This
causes a kind of
circular movement,
that is may be
because the mucous
and the water within

the uterus is helpful

in this process, it
goes
with
the
stream, and which is
first, is more about
the beginning, this
doesnt
really
happen to have been
any kind of obvious
reason for fighting it,
but bit of it is known
to me, and thats
what I had believed
previously. I never

knew being a man

meant
so
much
strength, but still,
theres a curiosity,
that may be putting
everything
into
words would mean
only
a
disaster,
because if I knew all
of it, I would really
have gone thru the
process thoroughly,
as like, repetition of
any
kind
is

happening only in
the process, and not
outside it. This is a
feeling, and I know it
because I can sense
my inner organs,
they happen to feel
the touch of humans
as like on outer skin,
and that, would be
the blood. Theres
this circular path,
and if I avoid its
existence,
there

could
be
a
misunderstanding,
this is a usual way
for
letting
them
happen, and I would
soon know it in
words. This kind,
feels like something
like black water, or
may be something in
blood which is black
in color, as like not
radiating light, not
emitting light, and

that was a previous

stage,
not
there
anymore, and this
feeling is directly
linked with it, the
water,
or
the
substance, I guess it
is about the blood
cells, I guess WBC,
because
theres
nothing useful in
them
about
this
process. They might
be serving as a

medium,
as
like
transporting
the
cells,
is
more
important
as
transporting
the
DNA, this is a very
primary stage of the
happening, and if I
guess I am sure,
then I would be just
causing it to happen
with more speed,
that is not good, it
should be a slow

process, and once it

has begun as such,
there could be no
limitations what so
ever, but to know
this on this stage, I
am may be just
scared,
that
the
process is just so
new to me, I might
just forget something
on the way, this is
exactly
what
the
RNA does. The effect

it causes, I might
just be too ignorant
during the previous
phase, and if that
wasnt so, as like we
humans are more
prone to mistakes
sometimes, or may
be that we happen to
make mistakes, this
is as like being
human, and being so
is about a circular
path, as like they

dont really happen

to have been formed
in this way, or they
are more humble
than we as humans
are, and they are
more powerful, this
is an assumption,
that I must say, and
that to include the
process
of
being
born
within
a
womans body, and
that is much more

primary,
as
a
thought it exists,
and if this process
was about to be
calculated as like for
a reason to avoid
mistakes, as like not
for perfection of any
kind, but for them to
grow further, she
the mother needs
to be the kind they
are not, that is like a
relationship between

humans and gods,

one may think them
as gods, because
thats what they are,
beings
having
a
double helix ring
DNA, that is whats
alien to us, thats
causing the distance
I needed in the
uterus, the space
between the egg and
them, as being the
cysts,
they
dont

really exist within for

any reason, and this
is what causes me
memory-loss, I might
just want to forget
the kind I am, and
this doesnt stop
making me be the
same as yesterday,
or the day before,
and this is more like
gaining a kind of
strength, as if this
happens for some

reasons, and that is

that cavity, it not
only
forms
more
bubbles within, but
also
causes
the
mucous to be formed
more, as like making
some kind of an
appearance, if it is
visible,
which
is
soon
to
happen,
then that is the right
time to go further in
this direction. The

making of any such

mucous is only an
apparent sign that
we are on the right
path,
thought
it
might have nothing
to do with the cysts
in the beginning of
the process, it is
important
to
be
existent
in
the
uterus,
it
is
apparently the only
visible sign of them

being born thru me.

This has been that
reason, that I had
been finding reasons
for doing anything
before I do anything,
including
my
external
activities,
and this forms a
kind of a bridge,
between the cells,
the
DNA
to
be
transported and the
mucous, this is more

like
the
water
carrying the DNA to
the cells-to-be, the
cysts. They dont
happen to be formed
by reasoning, but
this is how I get to
know
whats
happening
within
me, as like they
dont happen to be
here without any
reason, that is like a
childlike me, thats

something on my
advantage, this only
means
that
the
process
is
made
further, says that
there
are
visible
changes
in
the
mothers body, could
be early signs of
motherhood about to
come.
Could be that I
might be changing

my outer appearance
knowingly, but the
difference, here, is
that the breast-size
is included, as like it
doesnt happen by
wish, but it is there,
may be knowingly
may
be
unknowingly, that is
not important to
know for me, as if,
and this is more like
something within me

making me more
religious,
and
making
my
appearance
more
divine,
including
changes
in
my
appearance, my face,
my skin, my color,
my features, my eyes
etc.
They dont happen
for this reason, the
apparent
changes,

but to know this,

more in detail, to
find
out
whats
standing
behind
this, I would include
this as a study of the
RNA. I never thought
that RNA was so
important to me that
I might just spend
hours and days to
know it in detail, it is
more
like
being
related
with

childhood of some
kind, may b my own.
This I relate with the
HGH, obviously this
should be so, which
is the end to it, the
encryption of the
codes on the RNA,
which is an easier
study compared to
the encryption of the
codes on the DNA,
the DNA being more
important study to

be. There would be

some kind of wound,
that is what I guess
whenever I think of
the RNA, and this is
more about the pH. I
feel some differences
in my stomach, as
like nothing about
the
acids,
but
healthy food makes
me
feel
good
comparatively on a
different level than I

knew for past 30

years. Its feeling like
being linked to the
brain directly, and
this is a completely
new level, I never
knew this was that
distance
forming
within my uterus. I
had to remember
that this was how I
was born, and that
is more like the
beginning of one of

strands of DNA, the

coding I would never
know otherwise, so
to put is simply, into
words, that may be I
need more emotions,
may be I need to be
more like a child.
Not
about
the
hormones, but right
now, what it feels
like to be put in
such a situation, is
growth
itself,

somewhere in my
body I am growing,
outside
my
knowledge, and I
have no idea of its
importance to me, or
to the kids. They
dont grow without
the milk, that may
be this is only an
apparently new sign,
but it is really very
important to them,
for growth, because

everything
within
our bodies is related,
our body is linked
within,
and
this
forms more of the
mucous, that may be
it is needed, as like
the happening of it,
is the beginning of
everything. I might
just spend my day
without getting to
know what I had
been up to, or may

be not, and still

these
changes
continue happening
within me. my brain
would soon cure this
wound, saying that
the chemicals are
released, which is an
early sign of the
upcoming release of
the HGH, that is
apparently one of the
hormones I will soon
need
within
my

body, should it be
formed within, it is
an early sign, which
is seemingly distant
to me right now, but
everything
might
just change over
night, and if they
dont happen to be
formed within me,
they
must
be
injected within me
from
an
outer
source, this makes

me feel something is
distant about the
source, as like the
mucous really needs
them, the HGH, and
this is the formation
of a huge ball of the
mucous,
which
contains
the
retained DNA, the
cells, the cysts, some
blood, some blood
vessels, some WBC
and some free blood

cells floating around

them. This could be
a reasonable change,
not at all on the
early stage, but to
have reached it so
far, theres been a
distance, that was
important.
The main change I
observed for finding
out
some
good
reasons to consult a

gynecologist
was
vomiting too many
times for a few days
due to a thin belly
made so in a very
short time. I didnt
really
happen
to
have been so, that
may be I should
have consulted a
gynecologist,
and
thats
whats
apparently
the
correct step to take.

There could be many

more
changes
happening
within
me, that is quite
obvious to me, but to
have noticed them,
doesnt really make
me any sense to visit
a gynecologist. This
is that reason, why I
would
still
wait
before I find the right
reason,
this
had
been
just
so

important to me,
that the wall of the
uterus was thin,
which is that I was
already cured and
wasnt suffering from
PCOS anymore, that
was obvious to me,
too, but this reason,
as like a kind it is,
was more obvious to
me. The bleeding
would include the
egg, for sure, but

this had been just so

primary reason, that
I would not bring it
to any next level, I
had been happily
living my life, and
suddenly
began
vomiting too many
times during day,
and this could be so
if I were to find it out
right, that may be if
it wasnt me, I would
still need good food,

that
is
a
very
obvious
food,
I
needed it, and this
happened
during
that time when I was
thin, as like the
waist
was
26-27
inch. This had been
just so much over it,
that I consulted a
gynecologist and he
preferred to have a
sonography
done.
Now, here begins the

major beginning of
the pregnancy of this
kind.
This happened to
have been just so
important to me,
that I was happy,
very happy to know
the results, and this
has been a good day.
To begin a day as
such, there could

have been multiple

varieties of emotions,
one might just go
thru them, and as
yet, they cannot be
undone if this wasnt
just the beginning of
one such end of the
day, that kind. If
they dont happen to
grow with it, I might
just go thru one
other
set
of
emotions, and soon I

will get to know the

situation happening,
or about to happen
soon.
The kind it has been
for a while, was so
obviously
wrong,
being a mom was
never enough, that I
must
realize,
in
order to find out
whats beyond. As
like for this reason,

one may just follow a

trail
of
consequences, and
they dont happen
with the strands of
the DNA, and this is
very specifically the
reason why the DNA
strands
dont
entangle within, as
like being formed
into a ring without
any reason provided,
though this is not

real, and that feeling

doesnt just go away
with it, and that is
forming the circular
path more clearly, as
like
telling
them
what
they
are
supposed
to
do.
This, could be the
sugar, as like within
the DNA, and the
Nucleic Acids, as like
A, C, T and G, as
like thats whats

supposedly next, as
like
letting
them
know the order of
the nucleic acids,
without
us
interfering in the
process, this is going
to require a really
huge
amount
of
female
hormones,
and the expression
of
the
female
hormones, as like
with such intensity

as never before, and

this
includes
exclusion
male
hormones, for a long
time, this would be
needed, and this
very
specifically
reduces the muscle
strain, should be
productive
and
useful in a manner.
This would soon be a
call-to-come, as like
says this is the time

to visit the maternity

hospital, for a real
start of the journey
thru pregnancy. This
would
be
the
beginning unknown,
for a start, and then
theres a whole load
of supply of newly
formed
female
hormones, a new,
fresh start into the
day thats how they
make us feel like. I

guess for the whole

pregnancy
I
am
going to need more
and more female
hormones, and will
need the expression
of
the
female
hormones,
making
them happen more
and more within,
and making them
increasingly visible,
as like they done
change the foe, that

this fog of happening

beauty doesnt go
away, and it is the
making of a more
beautiful life. About
the male hormones,
they just provide the
mental strength to
go thru this process,
this is important, as
a primary and basic
step towards such a
journey thru this
pregnancy. If I get to

know more about

the expression of
male
hormones
flowing
thru
my
body, in my blood,
this
doesnt
just
happen for a reason,
it is may be the
original expression,
but to carry this out
in this specific way,
the manner will be
lost if I get to know
the supply, this is

how
the
female
hormones
can
diminish the male
hormones, without
causing any damage.
As like the material I
am provided with is
increasingly
becoming
visible
about the results,
they should fade
soon, because that is
how a female body
is.

The mater as such,

that may be I am
always provided with
everything I ever
needed, I would now
have overcome the
tragic happening of
the
memory-loss,
but this wasnt the
reason for having the
pills,
they
just
happened within me,
and I got to digest

them for a better life,

for a better reason.
They dont stop from
happening in real
life, as like says, this
is
what
I
was
supposed to be, and
this is that exact
reason why I will
need more pills next
day, as like saying
that
this
is
a
progressive manner,
as this is what leads

us to create the need

for the HGH, as like
taking a real, outside
supply
of
HGH,
which should be
provided
given
a
reason, and this is
that creation of the
reason.
I wasnt really aware
of one thing why
they dont happen to
have been formed

with
the
supply
which
was
necessary, otherwise
they dont, and why
they
would
act
accordingly, and this
is the key substance
needed for digestion
of the HGH, as like
consuming
them
from the factor, and
then making the
cavity
more
and
more visible, making

them increase in
number, and this is
the creation, that
sense when fades
away, that means
that the process is
successively
over,
and should have
been handed over to
a
new
source,
outside my body.
The
cavity
will
continue
the
progress
if
some

kind of medication is
avoided, and I have
not put it in literal
sense, within me,
that should be the
reason. I have no
idea what this is
going to produce
within me, other
than the HGH, but
one thing I am very
sure of, is that we
dont really depend
upon
the
HGH

anymore. May be I
would soon create
the HGH within me,
without an outside
source,
that
is
apparently a side
effect of the whole
process
of
regeneration, doesnt
happen if I did not
take
the
outside
source
of
HGH
previously,
during

the
process
regeneration.

of

The creation itself

happens to have
been an accepting
factor in the process
of the pregnancy, as
like when a couple of
months
dont
happen
to
be
forming the DNA I
needed
from
an
outside source of

DNA, the genes will

react in such a way,
that may be the
manner will leave
such a long lasting
effect, that the brain
gets to relate some
chemicals
directly
linked
with
the
pineal,
as
like
keeping
a
path
known and recorded,
that this is how to
connect with the

pineal in emergency,
and makes the daily
life known as being
prone
to
emergencies,
and
that is a heavy workout, as like says,
this is what this
beautiful
body
requires, the one
who created such a
massive
change
within,
and
this
substance
creates

some
chemicals
released within the
blood,
the
ones
which
had
been
working
vigorously
during
the
rejuvenation
process, and this is
about to release a
heavy load of the
variety of chemicals,
and the hormones
needed for recovery,
as like calling this

the
end
to
the
process. To have
been created within
me, and then being
born thru another
uterus, as like the
blood, I was just
worried, wasnt just
different, but also
should be carrying
the material that
encourages them go
further, says, this is
whats needed, and

this is what makes

them
ordinary
humans,
as
like
having
a
human
body,
and
they
needed
to
be
ordinary, and thats
what they received.
Or otherwise, one
very
general
symptom is color
change
in
skin,
could
be
blue,
obviously, the veins

are blue, too, but

this doesnt happen
without wishing it to
happen. They, as
real human beings,
want to be ordinary
children,
ordinary
people, and that is a
relief for them, too,
being
ordinary
makes
them
feel
good.

One advice I would

give to the mother, is
to
wish
to
be
ordinary all the time.
This is what makes
us
bring
more
happiness in our
days, that is what
makes this period
last longer, in terms
of years. Just forget
what happened, and
youll live longer.

Once the phase has

been achieved to
reach to the extent
that the mucous can
be removed from
within me, I would
soon be relaxed, that
I know, so because
the
strength
the
process and the pills
and the chemicals
have provided me, is
enormous, as like
getting to know what

possibilities
are
ahead, for a better
health, I would still
go thru it, and this
makes me have more
pills, I would count
it to be for a long,
long time, and thats
what I needed, being
able
to
have
lengthened
this
period, I was just
becoming more and
more humble, which

I call being ordinary

in my mind.
This is a complete
mess in emotional
world, if you take it
that way, I might
just
need
a
completely new set
of HGH. Could be
higher, that may be I
just recovered, and I
would then soon go
thru this process,

that may be if I went

thru this, some day
everyone will receive
the goodness I have
produced,
that
I
needed it as being a
mother body, and
this is a really heavy
need of the HGH. I
should have created
a better world this
is
one
of
the
emotions
I
dont
need to go thru for

the next few days, so

because
this
is
directly linked with
the creation of the
cavity further, this
doesnt mean any
harm within me,
only harm possible
is a short time
memory-loss, which
I am used to, as like,
forgetting where I
had put my pen, and
then, just letting the

whole
set
of
thoughts go away,
and making this a
faint, fading memory
within, this memory
is sharper than what
any human feeling
can form, and this is
a
whole
new
dimension, I can
sense the beauty of
this new dimension,
but what it has for

me, is still unknown

to me.
Memories
are
created when any
emotions makes us
forget the kind it is,
as like making it
sharper, and more
obvious on body, as
like I would say, that
this is that missing
link between the
pineal and the brain,

that the brain can

actually
order
changes to happen
on facial features,
and this is a quick
process, can happen
any time outside our
knowledge, and this
is when the HGH
becomes
stable
within, that should
be needed, as such it
is, it doesnt really go
away with the fading

memories
formed
during the day, and
this is how dreams
are created, the ones
we see during sleep,
and they can form
memory too this is
that exact kind of
feeling created by
the creation of one
such memory, it is a
divine experience to
have go thru one
such
set
of

emotions, the ones

which formed the
beautiful dream, and
this is a feeling of a
beautiful,
good
morning,
that
it
doesnt fade away
with time.
To have created it as
like, lets say, the
matter is only people
around, then that is
exactly what I need

to
form
such
memories,
dreams
and feelings. I need
to be covered with
good people, need to
stay away from any
harmful
emotions,
which include the
weaknesses
of
human world, that
may be this is what I
had been thru, and
that should be just a
primary world to me,

just in case if I really

need to remember
what the world is
like. That would be
when I recover from
the
world
of
disasters which I
would have gone
thru
otherwise,
which
doesnt
happen ever, as like,
the world around is
not good, that is not
the feeling I need.

Once and forever, if

thats the case, then
its because I am
closely related to the
uterus
with
the
blood in it, and that
is
about
incompleteness
within, as like being
a
woman
means
being weaker than
men, and that is a
good
feeling
sometimes, when it

is about my family,
because when it is
about my family, I
would love to be a
weak woman, which
I am, really, so
because my body
will be frail soon, I
will be weaker soon,
my skin will be faint
soon, and I will need
to recover it once the
whole process of
regeneration
is

complete. So, why

not form a memory
during it so that it
might
be
useful
when I need it, that
has
been
my
thought.
Once I was in a
complete need of the
HGH that was that
binding material, as
like when it is about
the HGH, that once

is forever, that kind

of memory we had
formed within the
brain,
and
the
immune system and
the memory of the
immune
system
should be completely
renewed,
this
is
what the process
does, to a female
body. When it is
about the male body,
the major obstacle is

the gross hormones,

as like they have
everything
in
abundance,
within
the body, and need
to create a need for
the brain to be
programmed
as
such, so that it will
remember the path
again, once to have
reached the memory
of
the
immune
system. This is more

likely to make the

immune system talk
to the brain, outside
our
knowledge,
which is not good, as
like it should happen
knowingly, as like
the brain ordering a
good
supply
of
different
kind
of
hormones
and
chemicals within the
body. As like keeping
the body good at

health,
and
still
creating this need
within this is a
path, and not a
strategy, as like to
follow a path is more
likely to double the
senses, and thats
how to feel them,
thats how to sense
them, as like the
brain talking to the
body and asking
which chemicals are

needed
to
be
released, but this
doesnt necessarily
mean that it is really
going
to
provide
enough supply of the
chemicals, as like
when it is about the
hormones, the brain
thinks
that
the
hormones are more
important than the
chemicals, which is
true at some level,

but that is like being

more human, once
the person becomes
more humble about
the approach, the
brain should notice
it, and bring a good
first supply of the
chemicals, which, of
course,
are
not
enough in number of
the variety, though
are enough in the
quantity, to some

extent,
yes.
This
wasnt
just
the
beginning,
that
should what the talk
be about, that may
be the brain should
respond to death
unlikely, and that is
really
a
massive
work, not only of the
brain, but also of the
different
organs
within the body, that
they act and react to

the creation of the

chemicals, and once
they were released,
the
body
began
acting
differently.
For me, this level
was about a fight
with the subject of
potency
over
impotency,
talking
about the human
beings. Once this
had been so, there
was a production of

a
variety
of
chemicals,
all
unknown, and once
they were released
within the blood, my
body was calm, gave
me a feeling that it is
possible for me to be
a man, and that
made me think that
the chemicals were
directly linked with
the secretion of male
hormones within me,

this made my body

more
masculine,
which
is
goodlooking, too, but this
made me work me at
it, as like once I was
noticed by people
around me, I would
work more at this
subject of potency
over impotency, and
this made me more
humble,
more
human sometimes,

this means that I

was receiving both
female
and
male
hormones from my
body, and was using
my brain for the
production of them,
actually made my
brain the chemical
factory soon, may be
within a year I was
used to the process I
was going thru, and
as like it had been

so, once and forever,

I would never let it
go, after all, its a
wonderful feeling to
be as strong as a
man, thats what I
am, as like, not
equals, but I could
be a strong woman,
and that was due to
these
male
hormones produced
within me. Once as
such,
that
the

variety
of
the
hormones our body
needs, being human,
we
could
really
replace
the
set
needed, as like I was
impaired by it, and I
then went thru the
process, so I needed
to
replace
the
hormones, and this
was
just
the
beginning. I would
soon want to cure it,

and when it is about

the TSH (Thyroid
Stimulating
Hormones), I was
always lazy at it,
that may be to create
them in body, I was
increasingly
becoming more and
more
unconcerned
about good health,
as like if I needed it,
was really in need of
it, as that is the

reason why
more me.

am

I would the call it to

be a reverse process,
that may be this had
been
just
the
process I was going
thru,
and
it
is
important
to
be
noted as a very
important
process
which leads directly
to the anti aging

process of body, it
actually brought me
back to time, well, it
is quite difficult to
put it all into words,
but to say it quickly,
there was a process
which brought me to
the
end
of
the
process which slows
me down as being a
human, and this is
when I became more
humble
towards

people around me,

given that they did
nothing about it, as
like not increasing
my
trouble,
and
then,
they
did
increase the trouble,
the
doubled
the
supply of hormones,
and this made me a
quick
recovery
towards the making
the male hormones,
this is a direct link

towards the female

hormones, as like
the need created
should have been
fulfilled
by
the
female
hormones,
which me, being a
woman,
would
obviously provide to
me. This is how it
feels like to be a man
in a womans body,
always
protecting,
and
thats
not

enough
of
man,
more
about
the
muscles. That the
tissues covering the
inner organs, that
my body was now
accepting them as a
primary source of
good food, as like
fiber I needed, and
the food it really is,
was
more
about
being good at mental
health,
this
had

opened the doors to

the secret world of
the chemicals within
me years ago, but I
had to wait, the
aging process had
slowed down, so I
had to wait, and wait
for more and more
years before I fully
explore
the
possibilities
within
me.

The kind it really is,

is more about being
humble inside and
outside.
As
like
people should know
youre humble, and
this is important in
the process. Once
this
process
becomes a regular
routine, it is a
beautiful life, to be
accepted as such as
it is, so because the

people
create
a
constant attention,
which is how it
should
be.
This
made me link this
work of inner world
with the outer world,
that may be my voice
changed,
became
more feminine, and
that was obvious,
and
the
surroundings
were
becoming
more

beautiful, this gave

me fear, being a
woman,
that
my
inner world would be
soon explored by
people around me,
this did not happen,
but was my fear, and
I lived with this fear
for years, that wasnt
harmful, but when
people really became
harmful to me, this
was obvious to me

and made me think

that my world was at
danger, all about the
hormones, and all
possibilities to end,
that was how I felt
about
being
a
woman, and this
actually made me
secrete more female
hormones than I
needed, and this
process made my
body secrete more

male hormones I
needed.
I
was
growing, my body
was growing, and
becoming
more
feminine with beauty
and more masculine
with muscles. The
food I ate instantly
began creating the
effect of the food on
my body, my body
had become more
receptive to the food

I ate. This made my

skin more fair, more
shiny.
The
only
problem
I
never
wanted to overcome
was the beauty this
constant life created,
as like the life will
never end this was
that effect on people.
I would never forgive
them for having the
emotions which were
rightfully mine, but

that is not how this

world works, that I
made me believe
every time I had this
feeling, and it would
work, made me more
into real world. It
was always a healthy
feeling of being a
woman,
having
enough supply of
female
hormones,
and I would soon
realize
that
the

sense wasnt just a

knowledge,
it
actually happened in
real world, and this
realization was my
time pass, I did not
know what to do
with
so
much,
everything within me
was
in
ample,
everything I needed
was provided, this
about a constant life,
and would create a

constant
supply
during the day, and
at night, would give
me a good sleep.
I guess this is more
about the female
hormones, because
it
is
about
the
beauty of life. One
really has to accept
the
existence
of
others around. And
this was my fall, I

would never want to

relate this to the
topic of the potency
and impotency when
it is about humans,
but it actually makes
us more humble,
that is like being
more human, and
this was that direct
link between the
brain and a good
supply
of
male
hormones.
It

actually
produced
some
unknown
chemicals,
something
like
elemental,
some
feeling with it is
likely to happen, not
to relate it with
anger, I have fought
it over a long time,
and have realized
that theres no need
of it, that may be
anger only destroys

a
good
moment,
which obviously not
what I had wanted,
and this is not that
world of women, so, I
would fight women
and not men, this is
how
balance
the
male
and
female
hormones and their
production
within
me.
This
is
a
realization never to
say so, but I would

always call it a
realization,
that
feeling is always with
me, this is my
general technique for
living with the male
hormones, it is as
like my brain is now
trained to talk to
and
pamper
the
male hormones, they
are always under
good control, and
always will obey my

brain.
This
is
directly linked with a
good voice I have,
very feminine, and
since it is linked
with the Thyroid, I
would accept it as a
source of the TSH,
good
once,
and
thinner,
heavier
later, my voice is
controllable by me, it
becomes
thick
during right times,

and really responds

to my feelings, thats
more
than
being
human. This is more
about something you
may call cheating
people when it is
about emotions, and
I accepted this as a
part of evolution, as
like I really had to
suffer from a lot of
people around me
about my voice, I

never wanted me to
be noticed by some
people, and they did
notice me, never said
anything about my
voice to me directly
on my face, or could
be worse.
I had included the
facts which never
recovered within my
brain, this is what
the water does to

me. It is more likely

to change the voice,
as like this is not
what I had needed,
this is my extreme
need of being more
feminine, thats just
a feeling, it would
never go away as it
should, and this I
received by spending
all
these
years,
entirely in a whole
new
dimension.

Once this was, and

now I am, that kind
of a feeling it really
is. This is how I am
related with my teen
age, and still not
producing
the
hormones,
thats
much
more
disturbing than it
sounds, as like the
matter doesnt really
happen to be just a
fact, it really is, but

it is just a part of
life, thats how I
recovered.
Some things within
us never change
this is what I had
aimed at. To change
the natural tendency
to
being
more
receptive
to
happiness
and
having
less

sympathy towards it,

this is that key.
The reasons, that I
may find this life
more happily being
stubborn, that was
just a thought, that
when we grow up,
we have different
needs, and this is
that teen age I never
went thru, I had just
buried it as soon as

it happened within
me, and this, I
guess, is one of the
reasons
why
the
male
and
female
hormones are more
under control, and I
just wish so were the
TSH. It has been a
long lasting trouble I
want
to
recover
from, that it just
doesnt
have
anything to do with

the HGH I need, and

so they happen to be
just so much of the
worries, that may be
it doesnt count in
the theory, but the
teen age I had spent,
was
more
likely
about this. That may
be
I
was
just
thinking about it,
and
it
actually
happened, and then
eventually
this

became known to
me, and I buried it
as
soon
as
it
appeared to me. In
my eyes, this was a
crime, but for other
people, I was more
likely obvious about
the beauty of teen
age, and this became
my strength, this
was
just
the
beginning
of
the
strength, so people

never
noticed
it
during
the
beginning. I guess it
was a good start, but
the hormones were
not
manageable,
soon they became so
apparently,
so
because they are
directly related to
our growth, both
mental and physical,
and this I tried to
avoid,
still
it

happened, this made

me feel weak, I
began believing I was
really
very
weak
person to have been
this weak over the
hormones, and the
changes in my body
made me believe this
further
more.
I
became really really
stubborn, more than
I had thought I was.
I just wanted to

protect me from any

possible harm, and
this led me to the
people who
were
more harmful than I
thought. I actually
practiced
my
patience over them,
and
they
were
stronger than I was,
obviously,
I
was
loosing me everyday,
and still, I wouldnt
let go. These terrible

years of teen age

formed such intense
memory within me,
which is responsible
for my problem of
memory-loss. I had
eventually grown up,
and gave up, and
really
forgot
everything about the
teen age, and this
made me forget the
yesterday this is
my
source
to

memory-loss. I really
wanted to fight my
hormones,
but
instead, I ended up
fighting people. This
is
how
I
can
rejuvenate my body
anytime I want. I
related this feeling
with coffee. I can
have a cup of coffee,
good
with
milk,
whole milk, and this
really
makes
me

relieved, as like me
saying to me as a
whisper, that this is
what I want to be.
You know how it
feels like to be
relaxed after a long
time fighting this is
my preservation of
energy. I can use it
anytime, and it is
coffee for me. This
more about the male
hormone within me,

and it is about the

body muscles, that
they are more like
having been able to
accept the female
hormones, and say
for
an
example,
when I have a cup of
coffee, I reduce the
strain in muscles,
and they are a
source of chemicals
from the brain, that
doesnt
happen

outside
my
knowledge, and this
was that beginning
of the day, could be
any time, but when
this was just the
beginning,
I
was
almost
forgetting
everything,
about
the day, and this
was
then
about
becoming
more
feminine. This is
how I can change my

voice,
could
be
easier if was with
food or coffee. Can
be water, but thats
much more difficult
that I think, it is not
just the water, I have
linked
it
directly
with
the
female
hormones,
and
I
guess it only makes
my life more difficult
without having a
man, as like thats

what I need, and

would preserve the
water I take for it.
This was just the
beginning, as like
the material with
which this causes
the
long
lasting
effect
of
the
hormones, I would
never supply enough
of
it,
and
this
became my fight, I
was never giving up,

not going without it,

but to stand it any
more further, I had
buried
all
bad
memories, and have
never opened that
bracket. It is more
like me about to be
prone to a great
many emotions, all
filled with worries,
fear and weakness it
brings.
This
had
nothing to do with

the anger I have for

people around me,
that
just
doesnt
happen on its own, it
goes
with
the
hormones, I just
have this kind of life,
and have to find
ways to get used to
is, after all, till we
are here with them, I
might just want to
fight.

The people around

me, I chose to find
out the facts that
were covering them,
and
this
really
wasnt about work at
all, and when I was
apparently wrong, I
realized that I was
weaker compared to
them. This about the
subject of potency
and impotency, and
this is my chief

weakness. I would
never
recover
it,
thats how I feel like.
This, I can relate to
the source of anger, I
can never fight this
anger, it just goes
out from my eyes,
being so furious is
nothing about the
female
hormones,
they just help the
muscles be more
prone
to
the

production of the
male hormones, the
imbalance
really
creates a constant
need for me to be
with my man, and
that really isnt a
good feeling is goes
unachieved. I was
away from him for a
while,
and
this
created
such
a
disaster
in
my
emotional
world,

that I was almost

buried
within.
I
needed a source of
good
supply
of
female
hormones,
which I had lost,
that really was more
real than I thought,
and I began believing
that this is how I will
feel like when I grow
old, like really an old
woman I felt like,
and
when
I

recovered,
I
had
realized that I had
overcome the main
problem
of
womanhood,
the
menopause,
and
every feeling related
with it, I had gone
thru, really a hell it
is, that once I would
stop being me, I can
produce
the
hormones which will
eventually make me

stop
being
wet
inside, and this was
happening on its
own at first, and
then I adopted the
emotions
related
with it, and made it
happen with wish,
as like making it
happen by wish, and
this is like ordering
the brain to wake
up, says, wake up,
brain, heres what

you need to do.

Anyone in his good
senses would know
what this is, this is
really a kind of a
sense, happens with
help of spine, and it
can
really
rejuvenate, this is
how fool our body
and brain is, it
actually obey anyone
who came to it with
worries, given that

the worries are a

good
source
of
sufferings. The brain
and
body
are
impressed
by
sufferrings of these
kinds,
that
is
important
to
be
noted.
One has to order the
brain the chemicals
needed, instead of
brain just producing

them. This means

that we have to be
more powerful than
the brain. Now, the
brain is a chemical
factory, the one who
has complete control
over the chemicals
unknown
to
us,
these chemicals are
really
wonderful,
they
give
us
wonderful
feelings,
may be some of

them take us to a
completely
new
dimension
of
happiness, and this,
is what the brain
owns, so it isnt
really impressed by
anything it has, and
what brain has is all
we have. So, this is
what we need to over
come. I guess one
thing
the
brain
doesnt have, is the

sufferings.
So
because
it
really
makes us suffer, it
doesnt know what
suffering is like, so it
gives it up to us,
may be it is scared of
sufferings,
thats
why.
Now, it is up to us to
choose
which
suffering to go thru.
Just ask your brain

what it is most
scared of, and it is
not momentary. I
have no idea how it
happened this is
what it is for me, the
memory-loss. It is
invented, yes, but
the brain is really
smart, it accepts
this, this is what I
needed, and this is
what it took away
from me. I had spent

years of my teen age

really studying hard,
as like all I needed
was my brain, so
much that it stopped
responding, this is
more
about
the
female
hormones
now, that the brain
played a double trick
on me, and I played
a double cross to it.
The brain wanted to
detach
me, said,

dont go so far that

you may forget your
parents, after all, I
realized, that it knew
nothing about my
parents, it was just
me
knowing
my
hormones, and this
grew, and I began
having a different
kind of shape of my
body, primarily more
feminine, but less
beautiful
than
it

should have been,

this was its trick,
and I realized this
instantly,
it
was
visible on my body
shape, that had been
its fall, and I really
stopped
being
competitive to it.
Dont ever pamper
your brain, its not
meant to make us
survive in this world,
it is just helping us

survive because it
can
survive
only
within us.
Just to include a
kind
of
a
faint
memory, the first few
steps I took in this
direction were really
like talking to some
unknown
substances, as like
they were laughing
at me for not being

able to fight them,

the substances. They
were some kind of
raw material, youll
never know, but it is
happiness, as like a
child given his first
job. How intensely
he will work, and
how happy he will
be, only that the
money
wasnt
involved, and this
was
just
the

beginning,
I
was
fighting the giants,
the emotions that
were created by the
massive supply of
chemicals,
all
in
mass
production,
really knew nothing
about
themselves,
and as yet, they
would always ignore
the fact that they
came thru me. they
said, youre just a

substance,
and
thats how I knew
that
they
were
substance. I was just
too small to fight,
thats how I felt like.
This was just a
quick trap of newly
formed energy of the
teen age, and I
thought
I
will
preserve it as like
forming a kind of
time machine, that

may
this
energy
reach
my
destination, the one
when I met my true
lover. This was my
teen age, and this is
how
I
was
programmed
to
think like during
that time, I knew I
had nothing to do
before I really meet
him, and I preserved
this feeling together

with the mystery.

This is a really
happy feeling, not
only this, but it also
increases itself, and
I believed this my
true friend. I felt like
I was all alone, and
this feeling was my
only hope. I felt
homely, and wanted
to survive in this
feeling, having done
all I could to go away

from everyone else, I

was
primarily
becoming more me,
and I wanted really
to call this me me,
and
something
within me constantly
kept saying that I
am someone else,
that I wasnt, I knew
that, and this was
really making me
imbalanced in the
outer world, I began

forgetting
things,
was becoming less
interested
in
the
studies
at
the
college,
couldnt
really complete most
of my work of college
study, everyday I
would just be this
person, so much
about
being
this
beautiful person who
has
a
constant
source of the spring

of youth, and I was

feeling like I had no
one to hold on.
There was a smaller
me within me, and
he said he was
strong enough to
make me survive
alone, and said he
wasnt a man, said
he knew how to
survive. I had always
known
how
to
survive this world,

but
when
this
moment
came,
I
became
more
feminine,
more
production of female
hormones happened,
and this has been
keeping me on a
whole new level, till
today.
I
was
desperately in need
of a boy friend, and I
would never allow
me to have one, I felt

like I was in love

with me, and I never
knew this man, that
this person would
always make me feel
like I was achieved,
and that I had
nothing to achieve.
So I gave up paying
attention to studies,
I wasnt even careful
about
what
this
could bring me to,
everything about me

was destroyed, and I

felt
like
I
was
destroyed, and in
real sense of the
words, I was fine
with this. I never
knew I had so much
strength, and this
feeling that I was in
need of someone, I
was never allowing
me
to
have,
I
destroyed
the
feeling, and that was

really like being born

again, took just a
few years to have
overcome
this
feeling, and really
felt like being born
again just like the
Phoenix. I thought I
will never want to
have children of my
own,
because
whenever
I
saw
children around, it
was a feeling that

they are really a

disaster. Never really
had any feeling for
any child around
me, saw them as real
persons, and would
even tell them to
take
their
own
responsibility.
The
process
of
rejuvenation which I
had ignored during
teen age, was more

like giving up my
moral
values.
I
wanted to become a
new person, and
became
a
new
person, but this new
person wasnt really
happy being me. Or
to
put
it
more
precisely, I wasnt
really happy being
me. This feeling was
that exact source of
a
newly
formed

spring of youth. I
have forgotten the
source now, and am
just following where
the spring is taking
me. It has been more
than a decade, I
would have survived,
but it is just that I
am feeling very lazy
about
doing
anything about it.
This, is my major
concern these days,

because it is a
feeling which brings
the fat molecules
gather around my
belly, as well as
making the wall of
the uterus thick.
This is what I need
to overcome. This
feeling is more likely
related
with
the
feeling of being fat, I
just discovered when
I studied the facial

expressions
and
feelings of some fat
ladies around me. I
put me on their
place, and found out
that I was fat only at
the belly, this is
important to me to
be fat at it, and that
feeling if I break
thru, I would really
be having a really
thin belly. This is
more about good

health, too, because

rest of my body is
heavenly good in
looks as well as at
health. I would just
never allow it only
because it is like
protecting
the
unborn
children,
that the ones which
will be within my
uterus, will need
more care, this is
what made my belly

thick, and this is

what
makes
me
suffer from PCOS. If
I let it go, it should
be at the right time
that is what the
male hormones say,
and if I let it go, its
me this is what the
female
hormones
say. So, apparently,
theres this balance
created within me,
for forming my body

more masculine, and

my
face
more
beautiful,
thats
related.
As about the kind it
is,
the
strength
which always brings
young age is always
related
with
secretion
of
the
female
hormones
within me. As if this
wasnt
just

happening this is
much more about
the
weakening
moments of female
hormones,
always
should be overcome
by secretion of the
male hormones. This
wasnt
just
for
keeping me away
from any dangers of
aging process, but
also, as it is, it
brings
a
newly

formed beauty of
young age with it, as
if followed by me
with forming more
love. One of a kind it
really is, that may be
to be so, there could
have been much
more than just this,
this is my personal
reason, and defeat,
which
keeps
me
from
making
my
belly thin all by

myself. If I do that, I
will obviously fall
into this trap which
makes me remember
the past, or may be
includes
the
yesterday, and if I
dont
form
these
chemicals
which
make me forget my
yesterday, I will have
to go thru a heavy
burden
of
new
lessons, I really dont

want to go thru it,

because it is like a
life
that
never
happened,
I
just
went thru it, and is
not acceptable. If
this wasnt about to
happen, I will release
more
female
hormones,
which
means
a
closer
death,
a
closed
defeat. This not only
gives me a feeling

that having a big

bally is fine for me,
but also causes a
release
of
newly
formed
female
hormones. If this is
overcome,
I
will
idealize me in my
brain, will tell my
brain that I am ideal,
and it will have to
continue obeying my
orders, with a whole
new
set
of

chemicals.
This
doesnt happen on
its own that was
the trick, and if it
does, there has been
an outside source, if
that is correct, it will
follow the trail which
caused
it
the
memory-loss, which
is me, that says, that
the brain cannot
discover the facts
without my help,

this
means
the
defeat for the brain,
it instantly releases
many
new
chemicals,
all
important, as like
this is not only
about having sex, it
is also about a life
which is filled with
surprises
all
unknown and all
superhuman.
The
powers the brain has

are immense, we are

born
with
such
powers, its just that
we need to figure out
the correct power to
unleash them. They
did not cause it, it
made me a factor
that I was, and then
I began making a few
more mistakes, and
it is back to original
again,
thats
its
major
defeat.
It

almost means that

the
brain
is
defective, we can use
it against it. Just to
prove
something,
lets
say,
if
something is proven,
there could be many
more reasons why it
is untrue, that is
true, because the
possibilities
are
unknown, we might
just want to come

back to normal, to
bring more of it, and
that, is the fall of the
waters in the brain
they
carry
the
neurons which are
key to giving orders
to body. Heres an
example when we
touch the flame, the
hand is supposed to
take itself away from
the flame instantly,
and to try to win this

over by any other

trick playing with
the brain is much
more
hazardous
than the trick I have.
This is more like the
waters in the brain
are really becoming
puppies when shown
to this light for the
first time, and once
they get used to it,
which
is
in
moments, they react

like real monsters.

We
can
never
overcome death of
human body this is
what it is concerned
with, it doesnt want
our bodies to be
indestructible, and
this never goes away
by any other trick,
we just will observe
them,
and
keep
observing them, and
it has a trick that

never has a fall. It

just
makes
us
believe that this is
true,
and
then,
suddenly, it becomes
more apparent, that,
is exactly when to
put an end to it. We
cannot
survive
outside our body,
that is why the brain
waters are filled with
so much memory,
with so much data,

and with so many

emotions they are
related, and they are
gods, they dont obey
even gods, thats
their
beginning.
Once the process
begins to take place
in real world, say for
an example, we as
humans have done
this process multiple
times, that we play
with dangers of the

world outside our

knowledge,
and
really put our bodies
at the risk of being
in danger, and want
to gain some kind of
knowledge by doing
this experiment on
our
body,
but
sometimes,
this
doesnt really work.
This, when I tried,
the
brain
waters
actually told me that

I
was
right
in
following
them,
which is a horrible
world,
said,
that
people did not know
this world, and that
was the reason why
they all fell back,
were always allowed
in this world of the
memories, but never
knew this world.
This made me a
trick, that is the

mirror, that people

who went thru this
path,
were
more
human than I am,
and this is me
actually, and not the
brain waters, they
are always enemies,
that I knew by the
first experience, that
may be now I know
who to fight with in
order
to
defeat
death, and I actually

told them that this is

my aim, they knew
that this is an
impossible aim, but
said, that its an
unachievable
aim,
thats me making my
moves, and once
youre ahead of them
you always know,
this
is
me
so
because I had made
that time capsule,
had put me in it,

and had said to me

that I will recover
this
shock
of
constant death when
I have reached the
right time. This is a
much more fragile
feeling
than
you
know,
being
so
sensitive about the
senses, and this was
when
my
belly
started gaining more
and
more
fat

molecules, and has

taken over a decade
to cause me PCOS
as a result of it. Now
I really need to
overcome it, because
thats how the path
is.
I had needed to
figure it out, if this is
what it says, the
brain, then it is its
fall
towards
the

brain waters. Is it
possible
to
love
something
within
you?
No.
Thats
impossible. You can
never love yourself
more
than
your
needs for another
person in whom you
can see yourself. You
might just want to
reflect for a while,
and this beautiful
world is apparently

here, within
this
person right in front
of you, and you wish
this never stops, but
the
person
goes
away, and this is the
exact
trick
we
humans are born
with within the brain
waters. Never try it
against anyone else,
always let it happen
against the brain
waters, and they will

respond with such

intensity, that says,
we know this is the
beginning of one
defeat, but theres
much more time,
and every moment is
a new fight. This is
important every
moment in a new
fight. This makes
them release more
information as well
as more goodness of

everything they can.

So because if the
body needed fewer
chemicals
for
survival for a day, it
recovers
by
the
release
of
more
quantity of them,
but
always
remember

the
brain
waters
are
directly linked with
the
brain
about
gaining data which

chemical to release,
though they might
forget the amount of
the chemicals to be
released. Soon they
will know, but its
too late by them.
Our
body
would
have accepted the
change, and then
theres nothing they
can do about it, so
because
every
moment is a new

fight, and they need

to renew it every
time. This is an
impossible game to
that extent if you
make them feel, they
actually release the
chemicals unknown,
the ones they are
supposed to preserve
until the moment
you are about to die
just a few moments
previous to death.

These chemicals are

really a good source
of life, but they are
not all. There are
many more minute
chemicals other than
these,
and
they
cannot be released
unless and until the
previous and more
complex ones are
released many times,
in minute amounts
every time, though

that minute amount

was enough to cause
drastic change on
some
level.
This
doesnt necessarily
mean
that
these
chemicals are the
cure to death, this
simply means that a
secret
life
is
revealed,
and
is
supposed
to
be
stopped from being
revealed, even if the

damage caused by
being
revealed
cannot be undone.
Now, this is the real
stuff our brain is
filled
with

it
doesnt
stop
responding to our
needs, and is a real
enemy now. Once
you overcome this
need, it becomes the
need of the brain,
and youll get to

know that it has

instinctively cheated
you, just as a first
response were born
with, in order to
survive.
Though
these chemicals were
good, they are not
enough and are not
everything.
The
supposedly
unknown bonds of
chemicals the brain

waters produced, are

not for them to keep;
they always release
the chemicals, but
the process is secret
to some extent. They
never happened to
keep them for a good
source, this was just
the need of the body,
and once this was
done, they made us
a quick appearance
and went back to the

original. This is that

reason why the need
was created, as like
the matter it is, is
more
likely
to
happen, when it is
about
a
sexual
intercourse,
youll
never know whats
ahead,
and
this
actually causes me
memory-loss.
As
like, if this is true,
then the possibilities

are almost endless, if

I would then theres
much
more
care
than I needed. This,
about the chemicals,
that they are a result
of over production,
and thats us being
lazy about it. This is
very
important
knowledge to me,
because this is what
gathers
the
fat
molecules
around

the belly as well as

thickening the wall
of the uterus. This
was that foundation
where it grew. The
reasons I provided
over
years,
by
talking, by doing
anything I could,
just to prevent it
from doing anymore
harm to my shape,
but it will never
cause any concern

known, that says,

that may be you
should consider the
possibilities
you
were
born
with,
about the childbirth,
being a woman. This
made me think that
the fat molecules are
really friends, they
were
actually
friendly, but say,
dont forget us. This
is like saying that I

am more mean than

them, and this about
the link with the
female
hormones.
Now,
if
an
experience of sex is
the foundation of the
memories renewed,
then
the
brain
waters already know
me, they have been
thru
it
multiple
times; then whats it
thats causing so

much indifference in
me? This actually
happened to have
been formed in such
a way, that may be
this wouldnt only
bring
the
study
further, but it also
happens to have
been the only need
since past few years.
One of the most
intense moments, as
like when the brain

creates the waters

contents, they dont
actually stop us, by
growing further, they
actually do us good
by
an
unknown
envy, we never knew
it, but since were in
it, there must be a
way out. Thats what
its like to have a
good,
healthy,
working relationship
with the brain. Now,

this, is where to
cross the line we
dont need to think
all this at all, theres
much more in life
than we know, there
should have been a
better life, and this
doesnt
really
happen to be so,
that may be the
inner fight with the
brain is over no,
its
just
the

beginning, and if I
am going thru this,
its more likely to kill
most
of
the
substances,
thats
more
likely
to
happen,
so
to
preserve it for a few
more
days.
The
beginning, of course,
wasnt just a kind of
memory, but theres
a whole night to
form good dreams,

and
these
good
dreams
form
memories, as like
the brain waters now
should have received
a clear message that
I am not them and
that the fight is over.
We
can
never
overcome and win by
fighting, we have to
give it up. Once this
was
just
the
beginning that truth

is
founded
in
memory, making a
basic and strong
foundation of your
relationship
with
your mate, there
could
have
been
much more than just
this, that says, we
are not going to go
away, thats how
dreams are formed,
and days are become
more beautiful. If

this is true, then

also I am not the one
I was before, I dont
really
want
to
survive alone, I have
found a mate, and I
am not letting me go
away from him this
is a basic foundation
of
the
healthy
relationship. If the
knowledge is not
enough,
it
never
was.

The
memory,
as
such it is formed, is
more
likely
happening not for
us, not for any other
reason, but for the
only reason that the
brain still wants to
work,
and
that
should be the daytime, that once this
is over, I had been
thru it, and this is

morning, and heres

my
breakfast.
If
thats the case, I am
not me, and I am a
new me, thats my
feeling. Of course,
this doesnt happen
to have been so
during the time I
had spent about my
teen age etc., and I
will need at least a
12
hours
time
before I overcome

this fact. The truth,

that we need to fight
alone in this world,
should be overcome,
thats my point here.
Just to have caused
the memory to be
formed on its own,
there should have
been a constant link
which has provided
it for going further
into this direction,

as like saying, that if

this is the matter,
then who was I
previously?
This
need
should
be
overcome, but I need
to be helped if I fail.
This is going to
release an obviously
high
amount
of
female
hormones,
saying, that if this
wasnt
just
an
experience
of

happiness, then who

am I? This is what
makes the muscles
in abs happening,
and about to be
created,
because
thats
where
I
needed
to
concentrate
most,
and the brain knows
me, this is the only
trick I have against
my brain, that may
be if I am wrong,

then also I am right.

I cannot keep me
unrevealed anymore,
and if this is the
knowledge
I
had
seek, then may be
now I know that I
was wrong about me
being right during
past
few
years,
calling me to an holt
at
the
massive
production of the
hormones, both male

and female, and this

is
about
the
beginning of the real
sex.
Once upon a time I
was such a person
who
had
every
knowledge I needed,
which means that I
had
everything
I
needed, thats how I
had felt during those
years, and now, do I

want to go back to
my teen age? Is that
all I want from my
life? This doesnt
seem to have been
created to end, and
this is my final
destination, that is
about the creation of
a new life within me,
and
this
theory
should
not
be
defeated
by
any
means, having sex

means beginning of
a new life within, a
process
of
rejuvenation and a
creation of a new
life. A human form
as such as we are,
we want to create
another
person
within us, and if not,
which it should be,
we should recreate
us,
we
should
regenerate us, and

we
should
reproduce. If I were
wrong, by now I will
be knowing where I
was wrong, and if I
wasnt wrong, I will
not even think about
the
theories
any
more this is where
it should begin. If
the subject comes to
my head, it is taken
aback by my mate,
me talking of the

subject is not about

the worries, rather,
and if not, then we
are on the verge of a
whole new world.
Just
not
to
encourage the talk
even if it happens,
this should be just a
production
of
thoughts which are
about to be stopped.
Once this is done,
there should have

been much more

than just a theory,
we belong together,
that kind of feeling
should
never
go
away, and if it does,
then may be we
forgot something on
the path, which is
important as a basic
knowledge, as like so
because thats what
I need to overcome,
as like on a daily

basis as well as in
my life. Once this
was, and then I
became more fragile
about emotions, that
may be now also I
am supplying me
with
the
male
hormones, because
thats how my mate
is towards me, and
he is stronger than
me, and he can
overcome me my

constant need for

the male hormones,
that may be if I were
wrong, then also this
happened,
that
much trust, and this
is that beginning.
Just to have caused
this to the memories,
that should not fade
with the time spent
during the night, so
because this was the
beginning of a new

life, so because there

are
many
more
nights as such to
come, to be spent
with more intensity
of love, and making
of it doesnt really
stop
us
from
anything, we will
achieve anything we
need, that he should
say, as like in outer
world as well as
about
my
aims

about
the
inner
world. If I stop my
regular life, then
there are more hopes
to the real world,
which
is
more
beautiful than I can
think of, this I will
need to be assured
of. If this was me,
then I was just going
with it, not thinking
anything this time,
but when it stopped,

I was more worried,

so because I was a
woman, and needed
to
be
prone
to
mistakes, while he is
a man and is more
likely
away
from
such needs, and that
was my beginning.
This doesnt happen
to be so much about
the aims we have,
about our bodies,
and it is entangled

now,
the
brain
cannot
distinguish
which is me and
which is he, as like
this is who I am.
This is the depth of
humanity, not the
height of humanity.
If I am a perfect
woman, I will want
this to be the depth
of humanity, as well
as the height of
humanity.
If
I

needed to go thru
this, I am enough
human to me, and I
want to stop me
from every possible
action now. If I were
to be so, I wasnt
just happening with
it, but the fact that
he actually caused
me to mate him, is
something I dont
really want to go
thru. My secrets I

will never keep me

off my feet. I cannot
really recover my
past, and I really
desperately want to.
This is my innermost
secret. If I were to go
thru the childhood I
have spent during
my teen age, I will
soon become the
person I am, and
thats what I am
scared of. I dont

want
to
be
recognized as such a
person, and thats
what I want, I really
dont want to be
revealed, to any one,
and this feeling is
bound with anyone I
mate, that says that
I am not going away
with it, this is what
keeps me away from
me, if you inform me
that, I am more

detached, and am
unachievable then,
that
you
should
know. This doesnt
really happen by
wishing it to happen.
This is so because I
am so, and if you
can make me forget
me, I will soon be
more open to you, as
like
this
doesnt
cause me any pain,
and still I will be a

distracted person, I
would really need to
go thru it, and if I
happen thru it, it
was my mistake.
What would you do,
if
I
am
such
stubborn, and was
the same to me, too,
that is my womanly
weakness.
I
can
never
recover
it,
thats a fact. Give me
some time, at least a

day, and youre free

to date me then.
Then, this is the real
life begun. If I were
only
supposedly
wrong, then I would
never
have
recovered, but if this
is really a human
emotion, then may
be I was right about
me being a woman
and he being a man.
This is where you

overcome my need.
Me as a woman will
want to have a man
who is stronger than
I am. I will soon
recover it, and will
know that any man
can be stronger than
I am, this should be
the day time, as like
spending
a
good
time, and having a
good talk over it,
could
be
the

morning of a whole
new era. If this
doesnt
really
happen to be formed
in memory, then I
have
already
defeated my past.
This
doesnt
necessarily
mean
that I have recovered
by gaining more of
the knowledge, if I
did, then may be I

was wrong. Make he

wrong, she needs it.
I already have a
child, and she is my
weakness.
This
should be the first
reason of the final
one, and thats what
I need to know, as
like
this
doesnt
apparently make me
a woman, but I

might
be
more
womanly by doing it.
If I were more likely
to fall in this trap,
then there was much
more than just this,
and the world is
much more beautiful
than this, that may
be I needed to go
thru it as like I were
supposed to have
been so, this is my

strength, that may

be I am the same,
but I am not, that I
could have forgotten,
this is more about
me, and is not going
away, as like the
matter is not just us,
its about everyone
in my life, I would be
so, but this isnt
about
us,
that
feeling is not going
away. If I am not

knowing this, then

may
be
I
am
overcome
by
someone stronger to
me, that may be I
will soon know who
it is, but he is here,
and he knows me,
thats why I am still
here, and this is
giving me a strange
feeling, that may be I
will soon know who

it is, and will fall in

love with him.
If this is what I was
looking for, then
may
be
the
beginning isnt just a
short while, but it is,
then, may be, I was
wrong. This feeling
doesnt
really
happen to have been
within me. This is
the creation, may be,

and this is how it

feels like to be the
creator. If this wasnt
just me, then who is
following me within
me? I would soon
know, and if thats
not all, then may be
I was right, that may
be
I
was
just
thinking of me, and
wasnt, may be thats
also right. The life as
such,
has
been

much
more
beautiful, as like this
is what it is like, to
have been me, and
still being loved.
Everything in my life
has fallen into right
place. This is that
feeling which keeps
us on right track. If I
could choose what I
want to be like, then
I would choose a

career. Thats what I

will need when I
recover. Once I was
this same, and now
that I am different, I
might just go thru a
different set of new
emotions, and this
should provide a
new kind of need,
that the brain will
know soon after it,
that may be I have
enough words to

say, but to put it all

into right place, that
may be they all fall
into right place all by
themselves. If I were
right, then also this
wasnt just us, as it
is, that now we two
are
one.
This
specifically means a
stronger
bond
between us two, and
as it is, it doesnt
happen to have been

formed by any other

way, and as it is, it
doesnt
go
away.
This
was
that
beginning of my life,
as it has been, and if
I were to supposedly
make it happen my
way, I was wrong
may
be,
that
thinking so wasnt
just me, but I should
also
be
more
feminine,
having

more of it is much
more like being me,
and if this doesnt
stop with everything
of it, then also I am,
and this is that
change, that may be
if I were right about
it, then also I am,
and
then,
this
repeated, that saying
so isnt just us, and
if it is, then we could
have been anymore

different, as so we
are, and that is
apparent, could have
been observed more,
as thats what its
about. Having a good
life is more likely to
happen, that is a
primary need for the
feed, that the brain
will soon need to
recover from this
experience, and that
is my source to a

new life, that should

be the soul of it, that
the
breakfast
I
needed, and if this
wasnt just as it is, it
should have been
more of this, and
this doesnt stop
with us observing it,
after all, we need to
go back to home,
and this is how we
recreate the needs,
that
should
be

known. Then to have

noticed this anymore
for this reason, this
has been so, and I
would, that need
just doesnt go away.
This need, that may
be I was right, was
more
likely
to
happen, and this
gives
me
a
conformation for a
whole
new
dimension for having

a
career.
This
doesnt just stop
with it, it also stops
by and also happens
with it. This is more
likely to happen on
its own. If I were
right, then also I will
repeat it as it is, and
if I were wrong then I
am more womanly
and am womanly
frail,
becoming
increasingly

womanly.
This
wasnt just about it
as it is, as like the
matter doesnt come
with it, I were to
know it, and then I
forgot, that may be if
I were, then also
everything was right
about
it,
and
everything was right
about
me.
This
doesnt stop with
time, and seems to

be something that
time cannot tare
apart. This is a
fading memory while
I go to sleep, and
when I am about to
sleep, it happens all
over again, and this
is what makes me a
real woman. If I were
to know it, then I
was also a kind who
can, and that is
something
beyond

my reach now. If I
was just a reason for
something
to
happen, then I was
obviously
just
a
someone who has
been creating a new
creation
everyday,
and that is really
who I am. This is
that reason why I
kept me away from it
till now. If I was
wrong about it, then

why did I just forget

it? If I could stay
younger, then may
be I would, but this
is not what we are
born for. May be this
is just a reason why
I would still be me,
and as yet, I would,
that the reason is
not
me,
it
is
someone
else.
I
would have known it
in the beginning, but

to have seen it as
such as it really is, I
would, and that is
womanly, that is
assured, and I would
soon be out of
words, as like the
words dont really
happen to have been
some kind of a
source to energy,
and I am different
now, I am not that
person anymore, and

if I were to be
anymore
different,
then I was just
obeying my needs, I
would say this to
him someday, and if
this doesnt stop
with time, then may
be I was just right to
have gone thru this,
and I dont even
know what it feels
like, to have gone
thru this experience,

and if I would, then

when and how it
happens to have
been me, that may
be I was just so right
about it, that it
actually made me
think that I am
always right. This
needs to be undone
by me, if I were just
me then also I was
just this much of
me, and as if I were,

I would soon know

it, and as it is, it
really
makes
me
believe in me, and if
I am wrong, I would
be knowing it, and
thats true, if I were,
then also I was just
about to count the
theories,
as
like
thats what it is like,
and
would
soon
know
that
thats
what life is about. All

bad
people,
and
what they can do is
about to be relatively
known to me. If I
were wrong about
me, then also I had
enough power over
me to have been
thru any other kind
of premises where I
would
have
permitted me to have
gone thru this, and if
I were right, then

this doesnt happen

to prevent me from
doing it, and if thats
true, then I would
just put it into
words, and thats
right, this is not how
I had been to me, as
like I was different,
as Sara, and she is
whats
apparently
me, about me, that I
can think of it, and
still be me. This is

who I am, and thats

more about us, that
may be I should
have forgotten about
it,
thinking
that
being so would only
harm me, rather
than improving my
life, on a daily basis.
The day, as it is, is
more
likely
to
happen apparently
unknowingly passed
by, as it should have

been,
and
then
theres me, always
thinking of me, that
may be I should stop
thinking about me
now, and thats my
reason for living this
life
today,
this
almost makes me
forget where I am,
and it is more likely
to happen today, as
like this is what it is,
as being the first of

all, my first date,

and I would still
remember what it
feels like to be such
a person, being a girl
who can go out on a
date, I dont know
who he is, it is more
like, I would just
remember who I am,
and will just stop
talking, as I am, and
this is what it is
apparently known to

me,
and
thats
apparently known to
others, too, that I
can notice, that may
be I would soon
become
just
so
indifferent
to
everything
that
brings us together,
two of us, and this
doesnt
really
happen to be just
me, that may be now
I am just thinking of

him, may be I am
wrong
about
everything
I
had
thought previously,
but
this
doesnt
change me, may be I
am stubborn, may
be I am the same,
but
this
doesnt
cause
me
any
difference, may be I
was right. I was
obviously not the
perfect one, and still

he is here with me,

as like I had been
just so obviously
wrong about me, I
never knew I had so
much to see in real
world, and as it is,
its really a real
world where I can be
who I really am, and
this doesnt cause
me
any
more
difference
in
appearance, and if I

let me go with the

senses, as I should
have been so long
ago, and this doesnt
really seem to stop
me, as I would just
be me now onwards,
and he knows this,
this is just so much
about it, that may be
I would soon accept
that this is what I
had needed, its all
about me, and then

also I was just

thinking of me, and
about it, that may be
this doesnt stop
with it, and this was
that beginning, that
may be I was just
happening in it, and
was right about me,
that may be I would
soon wear it, and
that causes the tears
fall apart, as like I
am torn apart by it,

and this doesnt stop

me from thinking, as
like I would have
been indifferent, and
I would, and then, I
caused it anymore,
and I would soon
know. I am really a
teen ager, I know it
now. This was such
a scary world, that I
got to know. Never
wanted to be in one
such world, this is

scary, this is just

happening on my
face, and if I let me
go with it, it just
happens to be so
with some kind of
reasons, that may be
I was just so right
about it, that I
caused some kind of
difference within me,
that I thought of it,
and then it actually
happened, that I was

may be just thinking

of it, and it became
apparent
and
known, that I should
have known this
long ago, and this is
my privacy, that I
would know soon,
that may be if I were
to be so supposedly,
then I really am, and
this is what it feels
like. If I was just at
this, then I were to

know it, but I didnt,

then, was I at this? I
would know if I were
right, but I am a girl,
and if I know, then I
was just carrying
more of me, and not
the regeneration, not
the process of babybirth, that may be if
I was wrong, then I
am the same me, if I
am still here, then
may be I am just

thinking of it, and it

doesnt go away from
my brain, its all
related, and I am in
my brain, I am
thinking of me so
much that may be
now is the time I
should stop thinking
about me. I was may
be just being so
much me, that I
would soon ignore
my existence, and if

I would, then, I was

may be being more
innocent, as like this
is just the beginning,
and
if
this
happened, then I
were to know it to be
supposedly
wrong,
and what I got to
know was that I was
wrong in thinking
so, as like, being
right
was
never
enough. I just had

needed my personal
space, and if thats
me, then I was right
about it. This is who
I am, and if it
happens, then I were
to know that I am so
much into it, that I
was recovering, and
this is my strength.
If I were to know any
other path towards
me, then this is who
I am. This really

doesnt seem to stop

me from being me,
and if I were this
person, then may be
I am mistaken. If I
were more innocent
than I am, then I
was obviously so
much
more
apparently known to
the world, that I
would be the same
girl again, and if this
happens again, it

will surely happen

again and again,
may be for a short
while if I can forget
this, I will forget me,
and thats what I
want, this is what I
want to be, as like
the matter is not just
me, and as yet, I
could
have
recovered, but this is
who I am, and there
are no fears, no

worries in this new

world, may be I need
it, and may be I will
carry this new me to
my own world. This
is what I need to do,
and if this doesnt
seem to stop me,
then I was being so,
and this is either
way me, if I stop, if I
dont
stop.
The
family as it should
be,
was
more

apparently
about
me, and if I gave it
up, then I will soon
know that this has
been
an
original
person, who I really
am, and if I stop
looking at him, I will
know
that
the
strengths
are
unknown to me. If I
were to be so, as
such, this is more
likely to happen with

the
right
dimensions, as like
this doesnt stop me
anymore, and this is
where I wanted to
be, every place here
is me, as like this is
who I am. This
doesnt cause me so
much of me, as this
is where I was, and
this is where I am.
This causes me so
much to be me, that

I wanted to be, and

then, this is more
likely to go away,
and I am fine with it.
If it does go away,
then also I am fine
with it, because I
know he will return,
with more, and this
time, I would just get
to know what it is.
Its like a hidden
world. As it is, it will
just be so much

more of this kind,

that I can may be
count on it, that he
will return, and once
I am this me, I will
soon get to know
that this new world
is harmless, and if I
was just knowing
this beginning, then
also this wasnt just
about us, that may
be we are thinking
so and thinking so is

a mistake, as like,
we
cannot
think
about anything, and
if we dont, then the
world is much more
beautiful, and this is
that new world. This
is what it seems to
be, to me, and its
fine to me. I would
still recover, but may
be thats how the
world is supposed to
be. If this will know

me, then I will be

happy to be in this
new world, where
everyone knows me.
If I were right, then
there could have
much more in this
world for me than I
think. What I should
think of? I dont
know. What thought
process I should go
thru? What should
be my thoughts? If I

recover, I will ask

him, if I go thru this,
then may be this is
just that channel of
water I needed to go
thru,
and
it
is
harmless, I see no
danger in going into
this water, and I am
on the surface, and
am knowing what it
is like, and what it
feels like is dangerfree. I just want to

feel it so, even if it is

dangerous, I dont
want to feel it. How
wonderful it is, if
just knowing so is
so, and if we dont
happen to bring it
out into real world,
but thats not my
work,
thats
my
world already, and
obviously.
So
because if it is really
my world, then I

should
have
gathered
enough
strength, towards it,
and into it, thats
me, and this is my
world. I belong here,
and I would never let
go. I just want to be
in this world, and
will never recover, I
dont ever want to go
back, thats a filthy
feeling, I would just
be me, and still at

this, I can stop. This

is a new beginning,
and if I can let go,
then I would just
make
me
more
patient, that I would,
and I want to. If I
were to be so, then I
would want to be
right
about
it,
thinking so is just a
power, as like I can
be me and I can be
powerful at the same

time. If I were right

about
whats
to
come next, then I
was
always
so
without it, too. I was
so much about me,
and
still
always
looking for me! Isnt
that wonderful! Isnt
this
world
just
supposed to be so,
that may be if we
were so, we could
have
been
so

beautiful
in
this
beautiful
world
having this beautiful
life, and it never goes
away! Such beauty
in this world, and
this
is
that
beginning
of
the
whole new world!
If I were to be so,
then also I wanted to
come back to it, and
then I was just so

sure about getting

me
into
this,
I
almost felt wet, and
this was so much
about the powers I
have, that I could
make
me
so
innocent to the god,
that I could have
been just so pretty,
thats what I thought
of. The making of it,
that may be to forget
me as such, that I

wasnt so, I were

more worried, so I
just thought, that I
would soon be me.
As like this is that
beginning of that
new world, I would
soon know it.
This
apparently
causes
so
much
damage to my brain,
that may be I should
just stop thinking

about it. Just went

thru the time which
has kept me away
from it, and I would
want to recover if I
were
to
be
so
supposedly
wrong.
This doesnt seem to
have been so with
any other reason,
then why me? I was
may be right, in
thinking
so,
and
while thinking so, I

would have been just

so much of me, that
I
was
just
so
seemingly me, and I
would then recover,
that I was thinking,
that could have been
just a reason to be
me. I would just
make me innocent,
that thinking so isnt
just
about
to
happen, and if it
would, then I was

the first, in thinking

so of the huge
source
of
possibilities it has
for me, and as it is,
it is really a some
kind world where we
can live, and our
whole lives will be
changed.
Something about the
night was just so
different,
that
I

couldnt
really
recover me fully from
it. It is so may be
because I more of a
woman, and have
ample source of the
female
hormones
now. If I was just a
little bit wrong about
this, then I would
know it so when I
see me as it is. If
were to know it, then
this isnt just how

its supposed to be.

So
I
was
just
worried, that may be
if I continue my life
in this way, then it
would may be be a
superb way of living,
but still something
about it is forbidding
me
from
it
happening again, its
more
likely
to
happen, but the day
has begun, and if I

could have made me

this person, then
this
pretty
and
beautiful world is
enormous
in
strength. If I were to
be so, then the
beauty is just gone
away. If there could
have been me, who
doesnt just make
anymore sense to
this world, saying
that saying so isnt

just enough. If I
really
were
this
person, then may be
I was just making
me happier in this
happy phase, thats
what I would be like
if I had a man in me,
thats what it really
is. I would have been
anymore indifferent
to
this
beauty
within, then I would
still be this kind of a

person,
thinking
that may be this was
the original source of
youth to me, as like
a something you
always keep looking
for in the outer
world is really within
you, that kind of
feeling, and if it goes
away, then may be I
was wrong about
me. If this wasnt
just some kind of

memory,
then
I
would still be the
kind it really is,
thinking so is may
be just beginning of
it, that may be I was
wrong, and still it
happened, and this
is more about it,
more than I could
have thought of. If it
happened, then may
be it wasnt only for
us, that this new

world is apparently
within me now. Now
that I would have
been so much about
it, that I could have
brought me to a new
dimension, and I can
still think of its
possibilities, that I
would soon end it,
that has been just a
thought, that I have
been thru it, and it
caught me alive, as

like I shouldnt have

been here, and if I
was just here, that
was my wish, and I
was supposed to be
here, that was the
wish of the place. If I
could have been the
kind who dont forget
with time, then I
could
have
been
indifferent to it, that
it exists, but thats
not who I am, that is

so because may be I
am just thinking too
much of it, that just
doesnt go away from
my mind, and if I
could have gathered
enough strength, I
would be able to let
him know this, in
words,
that
this
world isnt just a
spare one for us, it
actually exists, and
we can live in one

such, that we are

may be now just
thinking of it, but it
was real, and it did
no harm to us this
time, which means
its going to be the
same exciting world
next time also, and if
thats how it works,
then
we
have
reached the end to
the world, that we
can think and be in

it, that is just so

obviously us, that we
can
be
just
so
indifferent and still
this world will not go
away.
This
is
obviously
a
new
experience, but it is
more like a kind of a
new world, it doesnt
let
me
be
so
stubborn anymore,
and if I am, then it is
more
likely
to

happen within me
more and more every
time I see thru it.
This is apparently
just me thinking of
me, and when it is
over, it will really
create this same new
world within me,
which means that I
can really be me,
and as yet, this
doesnt happen to be
anything outside us,

we can keep it in our

brain, and it is still
there. The world as
it is, is more likely to
happen in this new
dimension,
thats
what
makes
me
think of it as like
never before, and if I
were to be counted
in one such, that
thinking so is may
be just beginning,
and if it is more

likely
to
happen
again, then also I am
the same person. I
am feeling a fear
now, of this new
world. It is like being
sensual, and that is
not what I am used
to be. I have become
a completely new
person, and I dont
know how to react to
the world around
and the people in it.

I would just know

what it is, and I
forgot thats how it
feels to me. I would
have been just this
me, thinking of all
possibilities it has
offered to me, and as
yet, this is just as
much of it, that may
be I will soon cause
it a distant world,
that
makes
me
believe more in me,

as like if the world

around was a lie,
thats what it really
is, that thinking so
isnt just about us,
and when it cares for
me, I would be a
person
who
is
seemingly indifferent
to the changes I just
experienced, and if
this doesnt happen
to be so, then also I
were to know it so,

that the world isnt

just about to care for
it, that this is how it
seems to be, but also
that
this
is
a
thought that keeps
us fertile, that may
be now is the time to
come back to the
original world, where
we used to live like
one such person
who doesnt care for
the intensity of the

power we have, over

the world, and this
just improves it.
The mostly known
world doesnt seem
to
go
away
apparently because
it isnt supposed to.
Just to have formed
it in this new way,
there could have
been a path towards
it, and thats what it

feels like to be in it,

that may be thinking
so isnt just about
the care it needed,
as like being so
wasnt just about it.
Mostly,
I
was
thinking
that
probably this wasnt
just that reason why
it would make a
solid foundation of a
newly explored path.

So because it was
just so much more
about the reasons,
and while so, I was
being
cared
for,
thinking
so
just
causes so much of it,
that may be in this
way we could have
brought it to the
surface it should
have been. In this
way, if I would
choose to be this

person again, then

may be it would have
been just so much of
it, that I would just
ignore the existence
of anyone around
me, and thats what
I need to bring back
to this world. If it is
supposedly just me,
then this beginning
actually makes us
believe
in
its
existence. If this is

more
likely
to
happen again, then
the world is more
likely to believe that
this is about to
happen again. This
is that foundation of
the memory, if this
was the reason, then
the foundation was
about
the
lives
involved, and that
has been just so
obviously
wrong

world that it cannot

exist for anyone else.
If this was just about
leaving it, then no
one can enter it
again, that kind it is.
So about the world
itself, that it doesnt
make any different
to anyone, thinking
that no one can find
it out without a
primary information,
which would be a

swallowed one if it
happens on surface,
that may be we just
think
too
much
about it, and if this
was that need for the
kind it is, that
waiting for it to
happen in crucial,
and when it stopped,
the matter really
became so much
about it, that this
made it happen on a

completely new level.

This
was
that
foundation,
and
when it changed the
appearance,
the
making was not only
happening for real,
but it also carried
the life further to a
whole new level. The
dimension changed,
and
this
was
included
for
the
reasons to happen in

the brain; one has to

ask why one wants
to live this life as
what it has giving,
this
makes
it
possible.
The world, as it
apparently
is,
is
more precisely to
know the tragic end
of possibilities. As
like this was more
about the happiness

unachieved,
they
dont really happen
in regular life, as like
this is what follows
when you depend on
it, that may be we
could have found a
better way thru it,
and if this doesnt
happen to cure itself,
then it would be
crucial to bring the
knowledge
further,
that
may
be
it

should be fed with

the
information
unknown, and till
now, the world had
been just so nice,
and now that it is
different, there could
have been something
missing, something
that did not follow
the trail, that may be
thinking so of the
original source, was
just a mistake, and

then
it
was
apparently just the
beginning. Just to
have
caused
it
anymore into this,
there had been just
so much of it, that to
be forgetful as such
as I am, theres this
world which keeps
going thru it, as like
the matter isnt just
over, and this was
about it to happen

for some reasons,

some unknown to
me, too, but this
wasnt
only
for
keeping the world
away from the space
I need within, this
was just so real that
I
couldnt
really
forget what I had
needed.
Just to have brought
it to the world of the

measured
truth,
thinking
so
just
doesnt come in my
brain, that may be
thinking so is just a
very
powerful
experience to have
gone thru. One such
reason
is
about
privacy.
I
just
wanted to have more
privacy, even in my
home, thinking that
may
be
this

beginning was just

the
root
to
everything I needed
to explore, I was
more about it, that
thinking so is just so
much more of this
kind,
obviously
about
the
observations,
and
when I found out
enough reasons to
believe that I was
right, I got to know

that this making of

the matter was more
likely to happen in
real world soon, I
figured it out with
right measures and
correct senses, and
this is more likely to
happen again soon.
So much about this
world has changed,
that
feeling
just
doesnt go away, and
if this was just about

it, then I would have

cared
for
it
to
happen, but while I
was just going thru
it, it cause so much
turbulence in my
life, that the making
of such a life, filled
with days when I
forgot it, was more
likely
to
happen
again. This had been
just the beginning,
and if I were to know

it, then also it was

really awesome. The
need it had created,
was more like a kind
of tendency towards
the making of it, that
may be I just needed
to have created this
life, and then the
recreation of such a
life, that may be I
had needed to go
thru this too many
times, and this has

caused me much
more of the same,
kind of a repetition
of it happening again
and again within me.
Once this had been
an original fact in
the real world, I
apparently adopted
the changes I had to
live with for the rest
of my life, and when
this was over, I

began thinking of
the possibilities, and
this had actually
brought us to think
of life as such as it
is, filled with too
many guilty people
around us, and this
was
just
the
beginning of the life
as such, as such as
it should have been.
Once
formed
as
such, there could

have
been
many
other
reasons
to
have followed this
path, as like why it
happened and how
to
overcome
the
regular needs of the
body, and this is
much more about
the
blood,
so
because
this
happened when the
blood was filled with
much more oxygen.

This had been just

the beginning, and
while
so,
this
couldnt
just
be
repeated
for
any
other reason, so for
a
while,
they
happened and then I
forgot that they had
happened, and this
had been my reason
for going into the
depths of subjects.
To have been thru

this, I could have

gathered more of
this same kind, but
once it is really
there, I had much
less time t think of
anything
possible,
and was enough for
me at the time, so,
have got much more
time
to
spend
thinking of it. This
has now become
some kind of mental

work for me, and if I

had been overcome
by the subject, I
would have cared for
none other, and if in
this way, the matter
happens to have
been
formulated,
then may be I was
right.
The making of one
such kind, that may
be
the
repetition

could be some kind

of a harm, that only
I can think of, and
when this I avoided
to seek for my own
existence, that was
that very moment
when I got to find
out
that
worries
about my past and
the
time
spent
thinking of them just
makes
the
lives
worse. This could

mean that may be I

dont really need to
think of my past
anymore, and this
would
obviously
mean a need of a
more beautiful world
for me. Only to have
been existed in one
such world, there
could
have
been
many
more
possibilities than we
can ever think of,

and this means that

we
can
actually
bring
it
to
the
normal level, the one
we are used to living
on
earth.
Being
homely this is what
it feels like to be in
one such world. It is
more apparent once
you get to know the
differences, in real
world and in the
world
of
the

hormones. It could
actually
make
it
much more simple, a
simpler world, every
time it gets into, it
becomes so more
and more obviously.
If this wasnt just the
reason
to
have
avoided its existence
in real world, theres
no harm as such,
that may be we are
thinking, and the

thought
processes
have nothing to do
with the differences
between the worlds,
and if this gets to
find it out, that our
world
has
much
more wide range of
varieties
to
have
gone thru, we would
surely choose whats
best for us.

The fact that may be

to have been brought
to this, there could
just have been the
reasons unavoidable,
to be brought this
world to our shore.
This is that very
specific step towards
a feeling of being
obviously right about
thinking of the way
we have chosen to go
thru.

The
reasons
are
unknown, when I am
talking of the real
experiences as such,
so
because
they
dont really happen
to be formed for
creating
an
occasional
truth.
They just happen,
outside
our
knowledge. If I could
have ignored their

existence, I would
still be the same
shape, but to be a
little bit different
means
a
brutal
change in existence,
and this is what
keeps me away from
a drastic change in
my shape overnight.
Once that is done, I
would
be
more
humble that is like
being more human.

This is all about the

childbirth process I
am going thru, and
it has everything
needed in me, even a
variety of sets of
emotions, the sets I
call them, they are
in the sets of twos,
as like following two
different strands of
DNA at the same
time, and this is
more like a lie to

some
extent,
because its only one
strand
decoding
needed, the other
just follows thru the
trail. This is more
like
two
persons
being one, forgetting
their existence. This
was that original
reason
why
they
happen to fall in the
right direction with
the right power over

the other. The next

is RNA, that may be
I was right and then
I was wrong, thats
how it dies. This is
about
to
be
prevented
by
causing
the
prevention
of
something which is
not needed, as like
saying that I never
needed it and went
thru it, the sexual

intercourse,
and
then making it more
like the shell, which
it really is, and this
is causing some kind
of mirror effect, so
because if it were
true to be, he will be
growing his height.
This is more about
the
bodies
sometimes,
and
sometimes we might
just forget even the

bodies, and this is

likely to happen even
without making a
measurable change
for making of the
ring DNA, and this is
when
the
genes
should be mixed, the
mothers and the
fathers, and this
makes the genes
believe that they can
co-exist,
as
like
unlike the parents,

and still being one

with one another.
One such example
would be that the
strands are more
likely to fall in right
place
if
the
experience
was
fulfilling. This has
been
just
the
beginning, on that
basis
they
will
survive within the
uterus, until the

next set of codes is

reached
in
the
uterus. This would
be
a
kind
of
ignorance to some
extent, that is so
because the missing
codes
are
really
empty within, having
nothing to do with it
what-so-ever. This is
so much about a
real regeneration of
the sets, that they

actually
become
embedded within the
uterus, and that is
more
like
they
saying some secret
messages, as like
whispers, and will
never
happen
to
come
on
surface
without a need of it.
This is just the
beginning that they
know, and if this
happens to have

been formed with

such
intense
strength,
theres
supposed to be the
childbirth, and this
causes an immense
change in the past,
which, obviously, is
the present time for
us right now, and
this should have
been
formed
otherwise
that
feeling
is
just

apparent sometimes,
thats because we
have never seen this
happen before, and
not because this is
something
completely new to
us. If this were to
have been followed
by changes in our
bodies, there could
really be some kind
of vigorous change
in
the
chemicals

within
the
body,
flowing
thru
the
blood,
that
they
never fade, never are
the
lessened
in
amount of secretion,
and once this is real,
they dont just go
away with time. This
is more like following
the trail body has
created for us, that
is a path shown to
us to a whole new

world
of
the
chemicals and the
hormones. This trail,
is
obviously
the
reason why we must
never forget what the
first experience was
like, as like knowing
the beauty of it as
like knowing the
beauty of life. This
doesnt
happen
everyday that is
not included, and is

not
necessary
to
know. This was just
the beginning, and
has left a serious
change in body and
the shape, including
the height. This trail
of
emotions
just
makes the process
better and better
every
time,
so
because
if
the
making
of
the
structure of body

was
strictly
prohibited from such
changes without the
sexual intercourse,
then the making of
such a shape and
height, would never
encounter any other
changes in natural
tendency
towards
whats
good
and
right for the bodies.
This doesnt happen
to bring anything

right about the body,

it is more like being
faithful than being
truthful. This would
eventually bring a
drastic
change
which
has
been
rooted deep into the
depth
of
natural
tendencies, that may
be we could have
been
thru
this
before, but still this
world is the same,

more
beautiful
actually, and this
means
that
we
believe that whatever
happens
in
this
world is good for us.
To call it right for us,
the
two
worlds
merge here, so being
careful
is
not
included,
let
the
world observe this
new world thru your
eyes, and it doesnt

fade away with it,

this is a primary
need, is a pillar on
which
a
healthy
lifestyle can be built.
Once
happened
never goes away
this is what I am
talking about. There
are
always
some
kind of sacrifices to
be made, as like
make
this
your
sacrifice, and the

rest of the world is

yours, theres much
more in the real
worlds for us than
we can think of, and
this sacrifice brings
it all to us. You may
wish to resist this at
first, as like I have,
but let it go once
youre home, that is
needed as a proof to
the fact that your
lives are changed

once and forever.

Never let this feeling
go away, make that
a promise to keep
and both the worlds
will begin working at
the same speed for
you, with the same
dimensions.
There
could
have
been
many more worries
made into pleasant
environment,
and
the
surroundings

change
with
no
process to have been
thru, as like this is
what we had needed,
and the worlds are
more powerful now.
The kind it really is,
is more like having
the
strengths
unknown, and make
the more beautiful
world appear when it
is
apparently
becoming yours.

This process should

lessen the risks of
being lost in either of
the
worlds,
keep
both
of
them
balanced.
The reality of the
brutal facts, is more
likely
to
happen
soon, as like this is
what
has
been
decided. Once thru

it, there could be

some reasons why
we
would
have
avoided it in past,
looking
back
towards it is not
harm anymore, not
that it just faded
right
after
the
discussion.
The making of one
such moment is like
a
momentary

pleasure, and every

moment is as such,
this should lessen
the troubles, if you
have any.
Just in case if this
became
a
permanently
fixed
manner of living,
this wouldnt just
happen
everyday,
but it also causes a
kind
of
a
very

distinct, very specific

effect on the body,
much
known
by
then, that thinking
so was just the
making of it, and
once
it
stopped
reacting,
the
response
just
became
what
it
should have been.
To
the
thorough
study, this could
have been a kind of

a harm. There had

been just an element
of magic somewhere
in life, and thats
what it is.
Just to have brought
this to the kind it
could
have
been
otherwise,
there
were many more
options in life, thats
a beginning, and this
was just to let it

down, that this is

now a continuous
life, thinking so is
sometimes
happening, but to be
so, it is always so.
There could have
been many more
obstacles, and this is
much
more
like
being on the shore.
There
were
the
people who made
this island much

more of this kind,

and they were really
following the trail,
this very specific
feeling is the reason
to call it true. There
really had been us,
thinking of it, and
then there was this
real world, so dont
go away with it, just
make sure to share
this world at the
largest it can be.

Once for a while, the

kind it really is is
becoming
more
obvious, that is more
about
thinking,
thats like, when two
different minds work
at the same pace,
theres much more
harmony
created
than
we
can
imagine, and that is
really beyond us,

sometimes its more

likely to happen on
regular basis, thats
how it should be,
just to make sure
that the cheat is as
much
as
being
human, that is just
a one days work,
and the world knows
it.
Once for a while,
this doesnt make it

happen, and that is

girlish,
something
about the female
hormones produced
at early times of teen
age, as like this is
just the beginning,
and there could be
much
more
tenderness in body
than
we
had
expected, that is due
to
that
previous

experiment I
talked about.

have

The kind it really is,

is more likely to
forget us, thats us
winning, and this
over the oddness of
the body, that it can
now calculate the
risks, this is more
like going thru the
wall
again
and
again, just in case

we might just want it

that way, so because
this is how it was
made, the wall, and
this is how it should
be defeated.
To
conquer
it
anymore further, the
past, the nuisance
and the sadness is
required. Once this
is
done,
theres
much more scope for

happiness of this
kind, the one we
have gone thru is
more likely about us,
and this is more
likely
about
the
emotions we have no
control over.
The reasoning, that
this could be some
kind of time pass, we
need to find it out
that way, because

when life is long,

there are many more
options for the brain
waters as well, and
this is much more
like us getting rid of
the kind it could be,
just in case if thats
true, then theres an
accelerated
growth
within us. This is
more
about
the
beginning
of
the
production of the

HGH
within
us,
which is sure to
increase the body
height.
The kind it really is,
is more likely to
respond
to
this
tragic end to the
sufferings of these
kinds,
the
ones
which
happened
before,
and
this
feeling gives a kind

of doubled scope,
thinking so is may
be enough, that may
be its more like, let
me explain with an
example, if you aim
at 6, you get 64.
Its more likely to
happen in this way
in men, so about the
calculation of the
energy
levels,
so
increasingly
becoming higher and

higher every time,

and this causes a
kind of disturbance
in brain, in thinking
process,
and
in
brain
waters,
causing
a
permanently
fixed
approach, being so
for a while, and this
causes some kind of
turmoil in it, making
it
make
a
few
mistakes in release

of
messages
in
neurons, say for an
example, if youre
supposed to walk,
youll run towards
your aim, this is
good, good enough
to
cause
more
memory to defeat it.
Its more likely to
know this, but has
no power over men,
and this causes it to
release
something

thats directly linked

with the immune
system. This is a
very
powerful
weapon,
and
its
about being men,
nothing about it I
can know right now,
its just a feeling to
me that I want to be
more feminine, to be
precise, I want to be
more tender, and I
want to make my

body more tender,

softer, and it really
becomes
so.
So
much
about
swimming, that the
sport really needs
such a body, and it
really is about the
creation of this kind.
To cause it this way,
there
had
been
restrictions on us
thats really one of

the
best
keys
working against the
aging process, and
one may just feel
being so powerful
about it, that he/she
will begin wanting to
emit these rays of
beauty for others
use. Thats quite
possible to happen
in this way, which is
a good sign, its a
sign
of
healthy

relationship with the

world around, the
one in which we are
living.
About
the
gross
growth in memory,
thats good for a
healthy body, for a
while, may be weeks
may be months, I
guess is should be
so till we reach the

primary
stage
of
motherhood in her.
The kind it really is,
is
apparently
causing this kind of
memory this is the
end of the world,
and I am happy in
this world. This kind
of memory is more
like being stubborn
to
the
people
unknown,
which

should have been a

crime in the previous
world, but now that
we are as we are,
and as we should
have been, this is
allowed, and not
only allowed, but
also this is a way we
should approach the
world around us,
unless family and
friends. That is just
so obvious a rule of

the world we are

living in, I guess this
is very obviously
known to everyone I
know.
This kind, that may
be we are now
repeating
in
the
world we have been
knowing over years,
is a very fulfilling
emotion, and has
caused a kind of

detachment with the

world
within,
including the aims
as such, nothing
about the aim of,
lets say for an
example,
sports.
There could really
have been some kind
of chemicals related
with this feeling,
but,
who
cares?
Think in this way,
and youll surely

reach the end to the

tunnel.
The tunnel I am
talking about, is the
path of the neurons,
they flow thru our
blood, and blood is
really a good friend
to humans, we being
humble given that.
Once there could
have been just a

hang out, and now

theres this daily
dating. Thats more
likely to produce a
kind of known and
obvious confidence
in the body, and the
brain now follows
the body, instead of
the body following
the brain. Even if
you spend just one
day in this feeling,
youll
know
the

difference in life it
has produced.
Theres
so
much
more about it, that
just
cannot
be
undone without a
primary knowledge
of what we have, and
of what we had been
doing.
This
key,
never to hand over to
someone unknown,
and as yet, if you

give it to someone
known, and reliable,
its more like giving
the powers to him,
as like, the powers
are
really
transferable.
Once
and forever thats
not needed.
Just in case this
doesnt work, still
there are options
thats
how
this

should happen, may

be for a day, and
thats how to cheat
the person, it never
happens on surface,
and he really has to
find out the way for
himself, in a totally
new dimension, just
in case he causes
this memory, then it
becomes
a
transferable death.
One will actually

have real powers of

causing deaths in
people,
may
be
known
may
be
unknown, but one
thing I am sure of is
that the powers will
always be known to
us.
The happening effect
is more like, saying,
lets happen again in
it. This has been a

privilege,
so
it
should have been,
and this is what
distinguishes
us
from
people who
have not gone thru
this path. Be more
humble
to
your
friends, as this is
how they may go
thru the same path,
just like you did,
and that is about
being human. About

strangers, theres no
scope they can be
friends prove it to
you and to her, and
this is about a
different
world,
whole and what so
ever it is, its good
for us.
Just a kind of lack of
knowledge it is, that
we are just children
in this new world,

and I have literally

no idea why I am
going thru it, its just
so because may be
by now we have
created
something
within our bodies
which makes our
bodies immortal, we
will never die, thats
not a feeling, its
something in our
neurons, constantly
reaching our bodies

with messages as
such, that it changes
our approach to the
next level, thinking
that may be this is
how we should live
on.
Keep making it a
regular
approach,
thats more about
men and less about
the women, the one
who
has
such

powers, is
explore it
own, this
about men,

about to
on his
is more
as I said.

To put everything
into words this is
what the women do.
Thats more like,
lets say, this world
is a beautiful place,
and thats how I
need to be, no
matter for how many

years, no matter our

bodies have become
immortal.
About the senses,
this new dimension
actually knows us,
though
the
dimension is about
exploring it, they
dont happen in us,
the children, that is
a basic need of body
now, be it man, be it

woman. Let the sport

be next, let the
process
of
regeneration be the
first. The priorities
we no longer need to
choose, this world
gives us constant
direction.
Just as it really is, it
should have been a
man, that it carries
us forward, and soon

we will realize that

we really need a new
leader,
who
can
examine this new
world, and people
around us.
The form of reality
this
is
phrase
coming to my head,
when I think of
putting
everything
into a nutshell.

Once and forever

this is how daily life
becomes,
just
a
feeling filling the
days.
The only worry I
have, is about the
menses. That being
regular at it, causes
just
so
many
memories, that I
might be emotionally
disturbed, that is

about the previous

world, that I had
explored
all
possibilities,
even
had gone thru my
40s and 50s, and
that worry is now
coming back in my
mind, which is not
needed, and should
be avoided, given
that this is the proof
that men have more
powers,
and
can

protect women. This

is a huge step to
take,
know
the
words men are
more powerful than
women and so are
supposed to protect
women. This world
needs
some
discipline now, now
that
we
have
immense
energy,
and
known
and
unknown powers.

This had been just a

primary stage of life
in
the
previous
world,
that
the
memories
formed
now in me, me being
a woman, are more
disturbing than they
should have been.
This about having
more
relationships
with men, that they
can actually make
this
new
world

strictly within reach,

by being in good
discipline, we are
children,
but
we
know how this world
works.
Just to have caused
this for a better
source of energy, the
kind it really is, is
more about who we
have become, and

less
about
worries.

the

The kind it really is,

the brain now stops
reacting to every
small
change
happening in the
body,
and
keeps
making us better
and better at health,
more about what it
should have been.
Just in case this did

not
cause
any
indifference, which it
should, it is us, who
have been thru it.
This just happens to
have been a kind of
good memory of the
day, that may be
now we have got a
new
kind
of
a
servant, the brain,
that the chemical
factory it really is, is

more likely to be a
feeling once it has
happened to be so.
As this doesnt go
away by being a
fading memory, I
would suggest to
link this directly to
the sports, that may
be now is the time to
calculate the risks,
as we are associated
with it, the kind it is,

is never going to fade

away.
About
being
anymore
obvious
about this kind of an
aim to the people
around,
I
would
prefer
to
have
formed a kind of a
strategy, that says,
lets put everyone on
the notice board,
who deserves to have

been thru it, will go

thru it. This, I guess,
is how it should
have been, when I
talk of the kind of
discipline we will
need about taking
good care of this new
world, and of us
within it.
Living in this way is
really like idealizing
us, as like we will

feel that we are

really living in an
Ideal State, as also
like a kind of an
Ideal Place it will feel
like, wherever we
are, and this is more
to be added to the
discipline.
To
have
cured
someone from the
outside world, there
are
many

opportunities. That
may be we are just
thinking of it, and it
never goes away.
This kind, is the
business in itself,
and
should
be
approached as such,
because
this
involved the brains,
and
the
transmission should
be done successfully
if till now we have

been right about

everything we know
about the world like
this. To carry it
further, any more
energy should be
needed, then this is
the
right
path
towards the cure,
that
we
should
know.
To have been noticed
this should be the

primary
approach
when we are talking
about
curing
someone. This is a
disguise of emotional
world, be detached
from it, as far as you
can, because this is
how the emission of
the energy happens,
and the person on
the next level should
be able to receive
this emission on

his/her own to some

extent,
that
is
needed because the
next world wont
accept him/her as a
weaker
person,
compared to us.
To
make
this
happen,
there
should have been
us, the persons who
can emit light, and
likewise
just

happened this is
the glory of this next
world. If it is, then I
was right always as
the
same,
this
should be the path
towards the cure, in
general.
Just that the most
obvious reason why
they
cannot
be
undone within, was
more of a kind of a

thought,
that
happens to have
been formed within
us anytime, and this
is causing me the
reasoning, why I
would go thru this
again. As like, if the
matter was more
about the things
that
hav
never
happened to have
come on my way,
towards this aim, as

like if they did, then

also I was just as
much of the same,
that I could have
been a better person,
and as this has been
so, that the matter
doesnt just cause
this
indifference,
that it should have
been so, that the
matter doesnt make
it anymore of this
kind, and this had

been
so
obvious
when I could still
have burnt it, that
the matter doesnt
seem to stop at the
range it had been,
and while so, they
dont
cause
the
indifference it had
been before, so the
time is obviously
different, some kind
of new dimension
has been here, as

like if this had been

just
a
kind
of
similarity
between
the worlds, as they
dont appear to have
been,
that
the
matter was similar,
and this happens to
have been formed
with likewise, that
they
dont
count
upon it, and that,
had been an obvious
reason
why
they

happen again in this

world. The same,
that to have caused
this much of the
difference, that it
doesnt really stop
with it, that the
matter was only for
this much, and the
reason is still the
same, that to carry it
into this direction,
that may be if this
were
to
be
the

difference
between
the worlds, that has
been so, that that
doesnt
really
happen to have been
formed
otherwise,
and
the
reason
happens to be so
congested about the
brain, that it is clear
that this did not
come thru me. The
brain, as it should
have been about

these,
that
they
carry it towards this
direction, and if that
was the real reason
to have caused this
indifference, that the
matter just doesnt
happen to have been
formed with it, that
it is more about the
facts now, that it
was and is, that
kind, and this, I
guess, is the real

beginning of this
new world. To have
been in one such,
that
it
has
limitations to have
been put to, that,
would be the reason
for making it go
towards the right
direction.
To
some
extent,
when you go just far
enough
to
be

counted
in,
this
represents a relative
world,
something
thats more about
being
relatively
happy or relatively
anything, and this
world
really
is
relative to ours. This
doesnt
cause
anything that makes
us believe in it,
because this world
actually came thru

us. The hormones,

here, play a huge
part
in
knowing
what it is like, to
have been thru this,
and this is about
them to play an even
bigger role in the
making of these as
such, this, the world
of chemicals.
This kind would only
bring
more

happiness, a world
full of possibilities,
and a world full of
energy
it
is,
something
about
being elemental, that
we
can
sense
because this is what
happens within us,
something chemical
and thats about
being elemental, an
elemental approach
to
everything
we

observe, and the

knowledge
hidden
within this is about
to be explored by
such an approach.
The kind it had been
for a while, was
obviously about to
end, but this is us
actually,
thinking
that this will end,
and this is more

about
strength.

womanly

To
cause
this
magical end, that it
was
just
a
supposedly
known
world, that we would
still have brought
this
anymore
further, and that is a
continuous
life,
relatively
known
right
now,
and

whats needed,
revealed.

is

Just as a matter of
fact, they dont occur
on a regular basis
these emotional ups
and downs, thats
how it should have
been. Just be stable
at one for a few
days, and if not, they
must be followed by
some kind of work

unknown. At present
I have no idea what I
am supposed to do
further about this,
as I feel that I am
really in the middle
of a few emotions all
happening at once,
but to have taken a
better care of me, I
would
still
have
brought
more
bounce to this, but
the emotions they

really are, to be
cared for, and not
just a bounce.
To have spent a few
years, as such, that
once in a while they
dont occur of the
same kind, would
have been the end, I
guess. To put a
permanent to this,
there would be a
series of such cases,

that
once
and
forever, but not now,
and this would be
the repetition.
To bring more of it to
daily life, was more
likely to happen, and
while so, they dont
happen
with
the
forming of reasons
as such, that they
can then bring it to
the level where one

may reach anytime,

just for giving more
of it, I would say the
same
again
and
again, thats nothing
related to any kind
of tragic end.
To find more of this,
I had to spell it as
like it could have
been some kind of
repetition, and so I

called it the Stealth

of Aim.

WATER
Rhea Solaris
1. Stealth of Aim

Coiled, and while the

progress was still at
us, I'd, that was that
promise,
So, for a while, while
I still could have
recovered, the same,
As like, the same
matter would then
have been any other;
Then also I am, and
now also I'm;
So, what is that that
keeps the organized

self, that to have

organized this into
the facts marine,
That too followed,
that to count this
into the numerocity,
The same, has been
the making of the
self;
Of the kind it has
been so far,
The matter, he said,
I'd be your son,
I was just following,

and the matter

disclosed with the
river,
That to have caught
this into the kind it
has been for the
marine,
I'd, and that's a
promise,
I'd have been thru
the making, and he
doesn't even count
on it,
So, I said, I'd,

That was when I was

appearing, that to
have caught these
into the senses so
far,
He is my friend, till
then, I'd be
recovering,
That to have caused
the facts unknown,
This is that theory of
the unknown,
This is that story of

the untold.
That to cause it; that
the matter
Would have included
us,
As like this is the
same..
At the same, the
Beginning..
She told me to
remember me, and I
was all here;
All I was, was a

reply..
To have been thru
the counts,
The beginning, thru
the end,
That she said,
That this is what
counts,
To the journey and
thru it,
Just to have caused
this beginning,
I replied, and was
here forever.

To the extremes we
went,
And to the ecstasy
he brought me to
That we two
Can count on this
And on the surface,
My child,
My son,
Son, some would
say,
That this could have
been just the Asia,
That we can but they

cannot,
And while the
process is a journey,
I'm the epilogue,
And I am the count,
As I am the one.
At that time,
I was asked: Where
would be the several
people, who'd have
been thru this same
kind, as while I am
the one, who would?

I replied: There has

been this same kind,
that the generations
would follow:
If I give up; let there
be me, and if I don't,
Let me disappear, for
a while, from this
world, and I will, to
the appearances;
As while the tragedy
continued; the same
has a smile
unknown;

As long as you
lengthen this, it
becomes a curse;
An unsolved,
mysterious,
unknown measure it
has;
And while so,
The whirl continues,
That the wheel was
the epic,
I solved the curse,
But to get me
fortified,

I am really fruitious,
That I could have
had my child even
into the unknown
And this was my
mistake,
That I recalled her
again and again,
Several times,
Says, that my words
count for the
making,
And I used as less as
I could,

But this unknown

force
Makes me unknown
into the severity,
Says, you don't
really exist
I said, that was my
reply.
I had been talking to
the mirror unknown
And the Ghost..
Who appeared to me
in the witch-pace,
Was a regard

That I could have

said and that I
would obey
But, one rule:
Use as less words as
I can.
I followed this route
And found him
Lost the way to
make my daughter,
for a forever
And while I might
regain him
The same has

become a regard
That I could have
forgiven
That the measure is
to me, too
And while so
I used the full-stops
That this is where I
exist and this where
I don't.
The recharging
factor
Has made me just so
sincere

And the serious

factor
Doesn't give me up.
So, I don't really
know where I am
trapped
But that's not a
problem.
I want my son.
And, I am religious.
That, which makes
the world
As like mine wasnt
just the previous

sense of the worldly

measures,
That the one
Which ends with the
coiled existence of
the marvelous east
The Eastern Sun
Captured within
every sense
Resides within every
gene
That the captured
one
Be that of the senses

That the world that

begins with the
senses
And ends with the
genes,
That the trouble
The turmoil water
In the senses
And while
She captures more
of me
The senses
Of my rather self

That she be in this

fame
That the one who
caught her at the
nights
And put her on my
table
Had said, that she is
no more
But to have me
That she is a
calculated self
That be the sense

That the season be

mine
And the captured
one be the self
That I cannot as a
mother would
Be the child
And as yet,
I still am
That to have forgiven
this fame
That she can
And that I can

And when the breeds

stop producing more
hormones
Be that the sunshine
And the sun rising
upon the mountains
That the range be
the known factor
That this is where
she existed
And that this is
where she breathes
And that this is
where we breed

Be that the stop line,

Not to be crossed
Unless you have the
powers to
demonstrate
That this be that
calculated
mathematics
That this be her
beginning and this
be her end,
But rather
And if not,
Then also I was

A mother,
That she can
And while I was still
a brought up
I carried her
And cared for her
That her milk be
spoilt if I was any
other
Be this that harm
And as yet
The measure untold
Unless the lesson be
taught

That this far I had

gone
And while I was
asleep
He caught me by his
arms
And I was fast asleep
That did not even
know when I was
awake
And when I came
back to this world
Again

As like every
morning brings this
sunshine into my life
That there could
have been this bee
Just me
That I still wanted
you
And couldnt really
rescue her
That be in my arms
And the smell
In the house

That be we carried
by the bee
And he said that
That was the
purpose
That the pursuit be
the senses
And that we two be
alive
No matter a third
No matter she be or I
be
That I can

And I wouldnt really

go thru this again
For years after this
I was captured
within my memories
And the sweet smell
Tells the stories
untold
That we two be born
again
And says,
Mom
We two be the
carriage

That kind
And when we two
were just
superficially asleep
The kind it is
We told the stories
And we lived
That we can still
breathe
And this I went thru
To survive my
childhood
That mom,
I can still breed

And while so,

I was asleep
But not a sleeping
mom
That she can know
me in this factor
That she will be born
again
If thats what I chose
But to have survived
You play this game
And while I was
asleep
In my dreams

Your dad
That we two were
just so close
That to have brought
me into this world
Im with my mom
And he is my dad..
That this be that
carriage
Again and again..
Be that the morning,
Be that that
sunshine..
That I never forgot

And her smell

Still filling my heart
That we be born
And this,
Be that India
Where she was born.
Just that for this
while
I was all at this
And when I
returned,
The pace unknown
And the measure of
the drug -

Finally, when I
reached,
The sweet bread,
And the aroma of the
apricot
And the evening as
like the water on the
Sun..
Got the measure of
the unknown
And said
That this was that
evening
And the green giant

Said that it is really

a myth
That to carry it
anymore further
I needed my fur
That I had kept me
so
And while so
He said,
That the returned
was of the omega
kind
That kind I kept in
the bottle

And said...
This far I can go
And the apricot
Was that real magic
That said, that this
was half done
And for my half way
around
I took my plate
And pushed me
towards the door
And he said that he's
not alone
And I had really

expected his friend

The faminine
That I was
And while I had been
this carrier
I carried her
As like my child was
an ever known
empress
And he said, uncle
I was all alone..
I said that that was
his reply...
He said, dad..

And I recognised my
face..
And reached for his..
So dark here,
That I cannot even
see me
So me
That I could have
been
And as yet,
Forgetting...
Where I begun this..
Must have been the
mush years..

That have kept me

so much in this
amazing light
That never repeats
for the unknown
And he knocked the
door
As like I was
And I could
That I was breathing
And harsh times
never returned for
me
That it was so

And while I was still

recovering
The bread...
It came as like the
freshly baked smell
of the same
That the apples and
the olives..
Got to have made me
this innocent night..
And while I counted
on the colors of the
innocence
He replied the door

At the door was that

green giant
That I calculated
For him...
And carried him
towards me
He had these
genes...
He said that the
reply was mine...
I was always
agonised..
I was saying..
And I said,

That actually made

me weak
Day after day,
Night after night...
Everyday I count
them..
And say, why am I
the only one...
Lucky me
They say
That I was
As like the one
returned
And I said,

Can I call you dad...

He said that was
that reply
That when the mercy
of the same is of the
counts that never
end at the foot steps
of the doors which
have kept me
agonised for these
long long years had
been thru me within
And when he
answered me

He said that he
answers..
That's how my love
is
That's how my lover
is..
He kept just so
agonised...
That when I
recovered the
sheets...
I was always at his
mercy
That I count on the

olives now
That I can
That I would..
So agonised
By these memories
Always the drugs!
That this be that
person
Who counts for the
same
That this survival as
a human
In a world as such
that the person is

really eating me
And while I was
seeing that green
That the giant was
already half way
To consume me
And as such
This never ends
As a quest
That the person was
already for the
quest...
That I should and I
should have

That the shoulds

and the don'ts...
That this is how you
survive
And the mother
The tree...
Gets me worse day
after day...
Says you should
eat...
I replied that I will
survive,
But the agony...
And the fillings of

the house
Says you will survive
No matter what...
You eat it..
And while I will,
I was returning to
the normal
That was when she
said,
That she will reply
even more,
With more and due
more,
That due to this

sense,
I might just avoid
the food she has
prepared,
And my mom,
She said,
That this is how you
survive,
And I was only the
reply on her face,
That when she says,
I do,
That I can recognise
me even better

And she will not

forgive the fog,
That I could have
been this pure,
And she follows
As like she haunts...
That this far was
only for reaching
this goal..
And I was avoiding
the consequences,
As I entered her
mind,
I was only observing

this happen,
And the English..
She said it's the
bread...
I was avoiding as
like the hormones is
all I need,
And that is truth to
me,
As much as the
bread...
That says,
That this is just the
beginning of the

form
And as like when I
will develop this
anymore further...
I will go into such an
immense depth..
That to have
recovered,
I would eat my own
hormones...
As like my children...
And this is my depth
of survival...
Everyday

Counts for
everyday..
And each single day
is singled out
As like a singulated
form...
And says,
That this is how you
survive.
No matter what,
What follows,
Is not what I had
expected,
And while I go thru

the same route again

and again,
Every while,
Everyday,
The route haunts me
And the squeeze
says
That you're only a
squirrel,
That I had replied,
But it is not in my
control..
That if I say,
It haunts my mom,

She is within me,

And this,
Is my survival.
I have reached my
limit,
And cannot cross it
without the
permission.
That this be so...
That to have been
thru the countless
numbers..
That had repeated
thru out the nights..

Just like the beats,

That I can,
And while so,
Some unknown fear,
That she be the
beats,
Or the vessels,
In my blood lives the
angel,
That she can
And while so,
She just improves,
Says of the
hormones,

And the tale

unknown
That only he can,
And that only he can
know,
That she became
permanent in my
blood
That about the
hormones
For past five years,
And what she has,
She took,
Every time from

within
Even the Vitamins of
the B,
That she can,
And stores it
Within the blood
vessels
That to have
appeared on the
face,
Cleans the body with
the oxygen
And the carriers of it
begin calling it the

carriage,
That to have
appeared on this
edge...
Every time
The egg,
And the First Cell...
That it can continue
And while so,
She brings the
fragrance,
That says of the
business,
That the confessions

better be in the
Church..
But no.
No rules here,
That eats me,
That this place,
Isn't what's
supposed to be the
occurrence of the
submarines
submerged statue,
That it can,
And while so..
The blood repeats

the carriages.
An endless journey
Everyday begins,
Every second lasts,
And counts the heart
beats.
Says,
That this is superb,
And the darkness
darkens the blood
Says,
This is it.
And then goes away
With some water

And says,
He will come back.
For more,
That it can,
And while so..
I and my blood
Is less in water
And more in the
composition
Says,
This is how dark I
am.
That to have carried
this towards the

same..
That this will..
As like the matter,
And while so,
The magnets,
That they say of the
same,
And this kind
That this will
eventually bring this
To the same,
That this has the
kind which has
brought this towards

the magnets,
That it will..
And while so,
The matter got
disclosed,
That to have carried
it to the kind it has
become now,
That to have carried
it towards the kind it
has become
So more further,
That to have
established this to

the kind
That it has now
become the same,
That towards the
kind
And he said,
That this has now
become the
eventually growing
cell
That this can cure
While so,
I was also,
And the same

repeated,
Said,
She sings,
And the sung of the
kind
That it has now
become this various
And while so
The mature
That the one which
dies
Keeps a record
Of that which is
coming forth

And while so
The cells
They produce
More of the same
That you call the
hormones
Of every kind
And to have reached
the Pineal
That said
That it is said
already
And while so
The matter has now

become so much
into this
That the water
evaporates
As like a boiling irk
And this represents
the same..
That this can
happen to have
become this kind
The cells
Any kind
Even the dogs
Have the souls

That can carry this

more
For this kind
And as yet,
The generation
That has brought
the variety
In the same..
That is
How the cells link
themselves with the
hormones
Of every kind, Of
every kind...

And the superficial

birth
Then brings it out
As like the matter
has now become the
irk
That can follow
About the people
That while so
The matter became
so much of this kind
That to have carried
this out
Towards the same

Has always been the

hormones..
One agains the other
And the next brings
the child...
That says,
This is how we
reproduce us
And while so...
This has now
become the become
self
That the soul
Of that dog..

He brings the bing

That said,
That this has been
the same kind..
Says,
Just be cool.
That is what you
need.
Just, Be cool.
That about the
feminine
That these
hormones...
They need it

And while so,

The man
That said of the
dogs,
Has now become one
such..
That the souls carry
the body
Instead of the bodies
carrying the souls..
And this kind,
The magic,
Doesn't want the
recognition

That says,
That this is how we
do
And the matter..
So much about the
hormones..
That carries it
And finds the
water...
Says,
Be cool
Or we cannot..
Find the water...
The Fins..

That have said so,

Call it the magic
That your mom...
Is that trouble.
Otherwise..
If I can
If I cannot...
And I have now
become
This carriage
The carrier...
That to have carried
them
Not just one.

He said,
Not just one.
And to bring this out
This magical world...
Has the effect of the
mirror
I see me
As I see the people..
And the same
Has now become a
vitrified
Nuisance..
That says..
Now,

You need to be
cool...
And without these
hormones,
That keep me cool..
That has become a
regular practice..
Or otherwise,
He's here for me,
No,
But says,
Be alone at it
That you'll need it
While the progress is

within
And when you will
You will need more
hormones
To know the truths
And to avoid any
possible hazards...
I said,
That I've been
replying...
But I need to stay
healthy,
That the one
Is not the only one..

Not just a lady

Not just a man..
Too many..
To carry within..
All within my
hormones..
And while so,
I will...
That is just as
innocent as a child's
play
And she has
become..
That to have said so

This is easy,
Easier than just a
one...
But this time
I am the doc
And I need to verify
What I need
And what I had
needed...
Just like the
previous time
When I missed out
That to have said so
Months ago

Almost there,
I said,
And forgot
The movement
That to carry this
out...
I am previous all the
time..
All about the brain,
And how we're
connected to it.
This time,
The matter..
That has found a

way out
As like I have never
been the same,
Says,
You sung..
You were..
And you can.
That this be that
careful one...
Who on the counts,
Made numerous
mistakes,
That you do not,
And while so,

She captured it,

And said,
That this is what she
has wanted so far...
By so far to the edge,
That she needs to
know..
And the deaf inner
ears,
That make the
sounds of the
clones..
And says,

This is no mistake at
all.
She actually made
this up...
For the survival of
her owns..
And while he was
away
She got me to the
ears,
And made me
whisper...
That this
Is that mistake

That makes lives to

the ends...
And anyone
Who entered this
wrong zone,
Was captivated,
She said,
Be careful,
Or
Be safe.
That joker...
That was lure...
Into the unknown
The lane with scarce

And the profess with

the magnets...
Says,
Why did you come
along?
And I replied,
I was deaf,
Wasn't even hearing
the lure...
At the first place,
I was at the circus
With my dad
And I'm a boy,
That why did I go to

the back of it at all...

That this was that
guy...
That the profess...
This is how far,
And while I was still
alive
For a fifteen days
All intoxicated...
Not even knowing
that I could have
been blind
And the same
The joker...

He is entertaining
me
In that room...
And I'm still deaf...
I thought someone
will come find me...
May be the cops...
But the street...
So scarcely placed,
That I cannot even
remember why I
followed him this
route...
And while so,

The joker...
He has such
powers...
Why did I think
At the first place
That I was motivated
by him...
And I wouldn't really
let me go
But this blood...
That it thinks
For itself
As like for me...
I have been this

person
Who has
recommendations for
himself
And I now know
what death is like
And what the joker
is like.
Just this curiosity
Dad,
Why does he
entertain...
And he's always
wearing the hat

With the colorful

small balls on it
His face painted
And
That is how a joker
looks like...
That this be that
person
Of the same kind
That it would
And the Protestant
No Catholic
That I transfer it
That the peacock

With no mammal
blood
That it can
And while so
I don't loose my
powers as yet
That the eyes
That glide from Left
to right
That we don't have
And she does
All alike
That this well
improves the

wellness of the
wellbeing
That the person who
eats her
Gets the same kind
This before I leave
For a now,
For a while...
This my memory,
That be built
If by any chance
If I survive this time
Be me at this

But to be known as
such
We are too many
All alike
No blood
No war
We want peace
Worked for the
worship
That beings at it as
are like being alike
So why hers
So while,
Ours.

That this be
So told in so many
stories
All stores
That glide from the
East to the West
That wears the
Easter
That gown
Which had said of
the mercy
That she is still alive
In the paradise
Where we live

The same breed

Of the kind
Which can bring us
to here
So close
So close
You can touch her
ears and whisper her
hair to the extent
that it brings the RO
That this be so
While so
When we did
That this kind

Has been told in

numerous stories
That this be so
While so
That the one
Who brought us
here
To this land
unknown
And the oceans
submerged
Where we live
The air
The same

Everything
Excluding
One thing
The embryo
Where the soil is no
spoil
We do not recover
That this kind
When stops the
existence
With a mercy
On the Gods
Where we live
We return to.

So close,
And so wide
So while,
That this would,
That those
Who lived as
soldiers,
We lived their lives
As like touching
their hair
So much to have
seen in one life
But,
No hopes.

st

No matter the 21
Century
When she is
promising the
strength unknown
that the measure is
as much of the
ocean,
Where we exist
And the Embryo
That is not what we
want.
What life has for
giving,

Is a mother,
A mom
And a cell
Where youre
brought to
From this world to
the next,
For us,
This is RO
Where we live
The electricity flows
In such a way
That this pond
Of the Earth

Upon which we see

her future
Is demolished
And we die
The place survives
even without us
But to live,
We return to the
Earth.
Instead,
If the dramatic
change
That we bring
Too many

All at once
And the generation
next,
We bring
With no soil of the
Earth
No Embryo
No Ladies.
Bring it on the
surface..
That the one
Who would..
Who can undeed the
same

That I be this one

That this once,
I would.
Just for this while,
That says,
Its your choice
The yours,
That the one who
would
Has been captivating
me
As like this matter is
not just the one.
Not only the one

Who can
That this far,
That to have reached
it so far
By this aim,
That
The same
As like the matter
unknown
Be it the dark,
That the matter we
do not know
And to knock this
wrong door,

Be that just one

person,
That I can name,
Neero.
This for sure,
That says,
It is yours,
The choice,
And I would not
protest,
That the ladies
Who captivate it
anymore

Are looking for the

violence
And I cannot
Allow it.
Feeling so sorry
about the shame
That this be done
and this be not,
Just one.
That this be
And while so,
The matter
I am still,

And to see it as like

the matter it is,
Be that that end
Not my choice at all.
The one,
The proposal,
I had been waiting
for
So many years
And now,
Now that Im half
Half pre
That this for me
He chose,

And said,
It is your choice.
Be that the same,
Only one.
This for me
That can be undone
When the foe
Be me.
For the religious me
As a lover,
Be that him.
The same
As like an insane me
I spent these years

Not knowing
Who it is
Really
Not knowing
And now,
That his dad
So close
I would not just give
up..
Who is it
Thats keeping me
busy
So close
I can sense him

That this far

Is not far at all.
So much of the same
That this could have
really been the blood
That the seek
Be just so impure
That the insane
After so many years
Almost a decade
That to have decided
So for a while
All mine.
This for the same

That it be the edge

To
The same.
That this be
At the beginning
That which brings it
forwards
To the feet
That so for a while
That the mom who
would
This far for the
reaching from the

kind it has become

now
Now-a-days,
So for all the fuss
Abroad..
That the people dont
even really get it
even
That the one who
would
Has been an alien
That the one who
can

Is not a foe not an

enemy
That this be the
hormones,
To the extent
To have brought it to
the eyes
And near it lies Ryan
That he be that
person who would
So for a while,
That she can
imagine and then
think,

But not dream and

then think
So for a while
That the fat-foe,
That the ones who
would
Are no foe
For a while,
This be that
beginning
And that she has
trust
On my dad

That he be the
person arranging her
alien arrival
That be soon
enough,
And while so
Me,
The good one
That he be the kind
to have
demonstrated the
metabolic but the
demolishing,
At first,

And then the

metabolic which
brings it to the
electricity
That he can
And that he would
Just to have
encouraged it thru
the lane
Which appears to
have been torn apart
By the scorching
heat

That it can bring the

nuisance of the
music
That this be that
person
Who
For a while
Could have played
the dad
That this be the
ignorance
That to have
wakened her up
Dont worry

So for a while
So that she may
recover
Till my dad is away
He said that this for
a while
Not for always
But
It just brings it to
the fluid
That she needs
So for a while
That it may
encourage the

forbidden sin on our

soil
Where we could have
woed for this kind
That the hormones
are no
demonstration of the
ladies
Those who have
brought this air
Of the heavenly one
That the one who
can

Is the one who

would
That this far,
Again for a while
That be her
innocence
That makes her
survive the Earth
That the ladies
Who played the
Joker
That be me
That so for a while

Till we understand
the ladies
We need to have
cleaned it as like the
matter is not in our
hands until we are
not on the Earth..
This far we can
So keeping her away
from us
That this is how you
survive on the Earth
The meltful
The arrogant

And the one who

deserves the same
from the Aliens
That the force alien
to most of us
Is within us
With which you
build your homes
But not to us
Not here
Not on the Earth
That the ones who
survived the fatal
matter

May be the mattress

of the maiden
Where we could have
But did not survive
All issues to bring us
forwards towards
this place
That where we breed
Be the kind where
the lady survived
And the survival as
such
Mixed with the
hormones

We demolishingly
annoying
To some
That
The ones who
survived the
capturing
Dont know the past
world
But to have known it
so far
By this aim
That the ones who
believed

Are no believers at
all
This our survival
Thru the planes
Thru out the Earth..
That this be that
beginning that has
brought it to the
surface
We know the oceans
Thats where we go
to
That this be the
often-kind

That the one who

had the privilege
Is no friend at all
That the fried
chicks
All kind
That we can..
But to have lived
this life thru us
We already here.
Just a little
Late

That to have
happened on the
facts
To see the face as
such
So nice
It would be
To have hands
And the fingers
As like the claws
And the nails
That they can go
thru the skin of the
martial

As like going thru

the wax
And the statue
became the
structure
That to have seen it
happen
Not without a
reason
That to have seen it
happen
To the surface
Be that surface
Just the skin

At first
Or none.
Just to have seen
this much
Of the claws,
That it can.
And further more
It happens on the
ground
With no exceptions
And without
warnings
No precautions to
have taken

To be thru it
Once one lives
And once we die.
That this has been
that beginning,
That the one
Which wasnt of the
origin
The animals
The bird was
obviously out of it
That had said
Of this kind
And me

Being the one

privileged
That had said that
this premises not to
be crossed
That to far
That this will go to
That far
That to have reached
it to
The humans would
need a whole new
species to have
survived into the

oceans as like to
have carried the
genes with
That we be born
That this has been
the origin
And the beginning
Both
If the same at the
same time
We do not.
But to have survived
this glass
That the ice

Makes it as like the

matter is
transparent
That this be the
origin
And while so
The lady
That they see..
And the matter is
much more
Than to just have
viewed the opposites
That they appear on
the glass

And while so
The whale
The largest of the
counts that were of
the submerged
within that carried it
within me towards
the glass or towards
the ice that melts
with the eyes falling
on it as like
appearing on the
myth that has
carried it as like the

matter is finally of
the kind that only
some were able to
have been thru for a
generation of a
better kind,
Saying that this is
where they merge
the soils..
That they call it the
land where the ice
was about to have
melted for a while
which appeared as

like the ice was of

the glass
And when the Sun
Appeared on it as
like the capped one
was of this myth
I saw the matter
That the peacock
Of the peet
Who would say,
This is how they
came thru the
making,
Saying,

That my hens were

of this type that ate
the germs I had
created
And my garden
That it said,
That this when
happened,
Was exceptional
That the have been
the belonging of
such a kind

That when the

peahens cannot
breed.
He looked for a
better option,
And said,
Looking at me,
That this was that
origin where the
birds would fly to the
sky to the heights
that can carry the
bird to the birthplace,

That was what I

heard,
That when it actually
happened,
I was promised the
peacock
That it could have
viewed the
spectrometer
That when this
happens to have
been me
I wasnt of this origin
So he said

That that wasnt the

real
I was this origin
And I was supplied
That the bird was of
this kind
That can hat the
submerged
That within this ice
when we see
I look upon me
And I am not born
yet
That what I had seen

Was of this kind

That they dont
really carry it for this
purpose
And while so
I was observing
That they could
really have been of
the ocean
That carried it as
like the soil was an
obvious crowd

That when this

happens within the
water
It flies
As like the same has
been of us
That they can
And while so
He said of the same
That the air wasnt
thin enough to have
carried it
Or

I couldnt hear
anymore of this
That this kind
Was so so the
same
That it can survive
Within a large water,
Where the aim is the
ocean,
And while so
If youre dropped in
it,

You get to reach the

soil within a 15
days
That this be that
reason
Why humans dont
fall asleep when the
water is really
messing on the
surface
And if no tide
The same brings you
to the Middle-East

Where to see the

Sun,
For sure
This to happen
Not on the surface,
That they all carry it
as like a magical
object
Where they do not
make this privacy an
intimate privilege
And while so
The matter of this
kind

When infuriated
Was so much of
some unknown
powers
That I am not
allowed to and not
supposed to have
imagined
And while so
The whirl
That whether youre
dropped in an ocean
All you need
Is a tube

With which to have

float
That to carry it as
like
I could have found
some better sleep
That while being
dragged towards this
ocean
That this is Earthly
And very common
sense that anyone
will survive

If only youre not

scared
That to have made
these silly mistakes
That to have been
carried thru the
waters on the
surface
I see no harm in the
fishes
That they dont eat
humans
And we are no food
at all..

So easy
To have guessed
That the Earth is
made for Human
Survival
That while you might
just end up at any
shore
Its not just any
shore
That where Humans
live
That is a shore
And the smaller ones

Dont really bring the

waters to the kind it
could have been
Only that this tide
wasnt
If
Then Id be
comfortable,
I thought
Or may be just
imagined
And then stopped
the video
That it is easier

To have found it out

as like the matter is
just the survival
That this is how far
it is for the Humans
That when you
survive
Itd better be the
Earth
That while so
It is easy,
I thought

And I was worriedly

conscious of these
facts,
That may be there
are chances and
there are chances
On the both sides
But no
You survive anyhow
All you need
Is courage
And a body that can
float on the water.
On the surface

Of the ocean
So that I can breathe
And while so
The matters as such
That what if the
weather is not good
enough
Is not my premises.
That to have created
So far of the
Christian
That the same,
Of the religion,
That the woman

Who is claiming
And He said,
That of the
protestant
That to have carried
this
I see a Cathedral
And it is not here.
It is not of the
Earth
Not of this place
Too many see
But to have believed
it

That this brilliant

sky
Where the Sun
shines and the
clouds
As like I am only a
question
That to have
believed,
That see,
This is how glorious
it is.
And he said
Be the person

And I was
That he said
It is going to be a
complete shower
That I missed out to
have washed my
dirty hands before I
dined
And I dined
With Him
He said
That was nothing
That to have carried
me

I was obvious
So much to have left
In that plate
And the Whiskey in
the food
That says:
You do not cross
this limit.
And I had the water
right after the
dinner
Just got up
And thought,

Does the cook know

what Im thinking of,
That the
information,
Is he providing or is
it Him?
And I was,
That too much
surprise
And he left
I said I wanted to
preserve the food for
me..
And this,

He said,
Thats going to be a
complete shower
And I said
That I was sorry for
me
That to have carried
me
Into this
This much harm
And he said the
apology
I wasnt even
thinking

And then my
College
Im sorry.
To everyone,
And then I felt like
Let me give the
Christmas Gifts.
To everyone
That was so much of
the same
And I am happy
Happy doing this life

And happy doing my

self.
Nothing of the
original world.
That this could have
brought to the
surface so much of
Him
And I love Him
With all my heart
He said say this to
no one
So sorry to have
hidden

Life is not anywhere

Not going anywhere,
And I kept saying
this again and again
And he says,
No words.
I cannot find me
Not to the perfection
And while so
I was,
So much of the
same
To have returned to
my original

That he cares for me

And I am going
nowhere without
him.
This my only wish.
That to this extent
That the merged one
was of the strangled
ears
That while we speak
of the same
The religion of the
use of no one,

That we all criminals

when the wish upon
the whirl of the
paradise
Be it the original,
That the one who
has now been this
kind,
That the general one
That the carriage,
Be me
But to bring it to the
original,
That see,

This is about the

place
That the planet
knows me better
than just the place,
And while so,
The matter
That while so
When the ignored
one was only of the
place which
eventually grew to be
so large that to this
extent when I went,

the planet became

an enemy to the
kind of the
generosity they
might see in the
place no matter the
one placed in one
such emergency,
that this be the
beginning of no ones
kind and obviously
generous one;
That this is what the
money is about,

That we brought to
this world
Rightly placed,
And having faith
That the one who
earned the faith
Put the firth into the
place of the firm end
That the urge just
became so previous
That no matter how
much you might
have went thru
earlier,

The world is never

found enough to the
generosity that my
father has spent for
me
That see,
Here I have put my
daughter
To the sentence
And while so,
Youre no enough of
this kind
That people so many
And all aboard

To the passes
That this is fine
No matter where
wed be going to
And the generous
one
Just put it all to the
kindness it might
just have received,
That the innocence
be the measure,
And I am not the one
whos just so proud
to be,

That this was for me

Or not
But to be the person
Who lives within,
Im giving up,
That I will never be
that man,
And the woman who
lives within
Was of this kind
That the one was
only of this kind
That the fear be
brought

That the surface

knows us all
And while so
The Greek
That he knows that
the religion is not
just the generosity,
that the one brought
to this place, with
this much of the
offence, and as yet,
he doesnt even care
of the kind it has
become of this, we

men, we care, and

he doesnt, that I
went thru, and all
womanly, all
weaknesses, he
might just go thru
this again and again,
but to bring this to
the father, we give
up we follow the
route that we know
the humans and the
Parliament then
woke me up, that

see, this is how your

daughter is, she is of
no person, and as
yet, the Ocean,
where we go to, that
this place be of this
origin, where no one
lived before, and just
a place above, where
we resided and
found it out that the
owl was still alive
always to know and
never does it find

enough peace, that

see, the matter is not
of this kind, and
then her son, whod
really bring this to
the edge he has
never reached so far,
always for the
sentences, that this
be not of the
motherly sinful, and
the kind it goes thru,
that hes still just a
young one, who

would then capture

her within the right
premises while being
of this kind, that
see, so many hopes
from all over the
world, and then the
one who obeyed the
rules, was now
forgiving the issues
such as he is born
and he is born, on
this basis, that I
can, and I would,

that I will.. and still

the race continues,
this all about the
births, and so many,
so many still alive,
what we are looking
for? Only a woman,
and to feed her, to
find this inspiration
in him, that he can,
and while so, the
world doesnt
change, not even a
bit, all happinesses

we yearn for, that

the world is still
where we live, and
when this wine is
over, we ask for
another dinner, that
see, the people did
not die as yet, that
this be of this kind,
that the one who
lives happily, does
not want to have
shared the place,
and be they brought

to our soil, that see,

my mom is still
ignorant of the facts
as such, and while
so, the Human
Rights, that see, the
world is growing and
we are not enough
as yet, so we went to
the Moon and so on,
the towardness of
the journey to the
Universe and
beyond, that see, we

dont want to come

back to where the
Goddess brought the
seeds of nowhere,
that here we were
hers, and here also,
were alive, and as
yet, nothing changed
about the Universe,
and were happy,
happy in this room,
in this rocket, and
this life be brought
to several others,

then also nothing

changed about the
world.
Just she be alive.
That this by any
chance be any other
than she
Just to know this so
far
That the matter
Is
Just so close to the
facts known so far
Not to distribute

That this kind just

gets it reversed
That the matter is
much more
And much closer
than
To have believed in
one such
And what it forms
The substance,
That we all know
That so far
Of this kind
And the major such

That the parliament

wouldnt just care
for
This is how we are
made
And the matter
Unknown to us
That the replica
That be so
And so fine
Just like some kind
of a statue
That the State

As like the brain

knows this
And to follow this
sequence
That the matter to
have been so
And the words when
you follow
Theres a new life
And thats who
were.
That just to have
recognized this so
far

By this kind
That this matter,
Much closer to the
water
And then when she
passed thru the
passage
Thru him
He collapsed
As like being
unconscious
As an effect
That this is
unstoppable

And when the

unbelievable girl
threw the goal
That this be the kind
it really can be
She didnt want to
come here
Just that he
collapsed
And then the matter
is just so much of
the same
That to carry it to
this

That there be this

kind
That there still could
have been any kind
of similarities
This be so
For a while
That the matter
wasnt just
happening to have
been formed with
these
And while so

This wasnt just that

kind
So,
The failure
The matter never
reached
But as yet,
This was that years
Of the beginning
That far
Just now
If I know
Just to have known
of this so far

The matter then gets

to such an intense
phase
That to cut it off
The womb
That it can carry us
more
And then such a
person
That we do not want
it as such
That the matter just
knows it so much

better than any

other
That to have seen it
so for a while
Not the kind of
survival
And its a girl
Who sees the things
in the same way as
any kind would then
have the same
That the machine as
such
Has human face

Very natural
But to see it as like
this could still have
been of the origin
That the matter
would then know
this path
Not just the kind it
can be so for a
while
And Im not that
person
That to have caused
this dysfunction

The matter will never

know us
And just the skin
Is enough sometimes
But I am not of the
recognition of such a
kind
And as yet
The medical
And the economy
We have all issues
here
And as such

Im this extremely
powerful one to me
That she can be of
the one
And Im destroyed
That this kind
doesnt just happen
to have been
formulated even
more if that is
possible
But the structure
knows it just so

much more than just

better
That the functions
Would be missing
even if the cause was
as like our past is on
the Earth
And this is about the
RO
Where were no
allowed
That the matter will
not know us
So for a while

That the matter as

such
That to know it even
more
That this kind isnt
just of the same
That we dont want it
to be so
And then it
disappears
We dont see it
happen
And as yet,

Everything is just so
different as the kind
would know of the
same
And this doesnt
happen to be formed
anymore
They just destroy us
Just for not being us
on the Earth
That this kind of
education we go thru
again and again

That the matter

would then know us
of the similarities
That we can bring
the substance to the
Earth
With us
And were the good
ones
That he says
repeatedly
And while we know
Of only one womb
Thats the condition

No other mother
As like no variations
beyond the capacity
And thats who
were.
So for a while that
the matter will know
us
But were more
human in this
gland
That not to carry it
anymore into this
direction

That we can of the

kind
That the matter
would still know of
the same
And as yet anything
just gets anchored to
this kind
Is a sperm
That virus we call it
That it destroys us
all

That the matter will

just know us so
much of this kind
And this doesnt
really repeat with of
the same
Not to say the words
That doesnt exist
And as yet,
The matter knows
just so much better
All we know
Is skin
Of the matter

That it can carry it

anymore of the
direction we know
And as yet
Nothing of this kind
can ever change
Millennia would go
by
And wed not even
have passed it by
That to see this time
It doesnt really exist
Outside his
knowledge

And while so
We might just
disappear
And killed so many
Thats how these
men are born
We have no
permission to enter
that soil
That this kind
doesnt really bring it
back to this same
That this would
bring it as like there

could have been of

the same
That then it has to
bring it out as like
the same is also of
the kind that the
matter would still
bring it out as like it
is also involved
And so for a while
that the matter
would still know of
this kind that the

same can even

repeat of the same
But no girls
All boys
That was the kind
And were not
allowed on Earth
That the matter
would still bring it as
like we can carry
And that is not
allowed for a while
That this could have
eventually carried

out the matter as

such that the same
can also become the
same of the opposite
That to have brought
it as like this cannot
become of the kind
That this would have
been of the same
That we cannot
And as yet
The subject changes
in my mind

That I cannot carry

it out
And as like a mom
That the clone
Is us
That we could still
have brought it as
like the matter
would involve just so
many
And that no one is
used to
Not even us
That can bring it out

And while this

changes
Something was so
obviously wrong
That he knows
Neero
That he can bring
the topic of the
tropical
And we all are the
same
That kind he is
That we cannot rely
on him

And as yet
Something is just so
different
That to see it with a
different light
Everyday something
is quite obvious of
the same
And of the previous
We dont give up
That this matter
Of the matter
That can bring it to
the same

Of the previous one

That this would still
bring it to the same
And we two are just
so similar
Just that this new
language we know
now
Of the same
That you would
And you can never
deny
That kind
And as yet

Nothing goes wrong

even if we enter that
room
Just a glass broken
Can mean me a new
life
As yet
Nothing so much of
the difference
That this would then
bring it to the same
kind

Of the origin that it

can then calculate
this
Of the previous one
That this would
And as yet
The same is also a
something not count
Something of the
music
That it can carry us
again
And the broken shell

That the previous

one
Of the glass
That this could still
bring it to the same
Of the destruction
We just broke the
tube
That this would
bring the air again
And we fell
unconscious
That was about Sara

That she can and we

cannot
This for the same
That the harmony
Of the same kind
Is more like a
movement
In the parliament
That this would
bring it to the same
That would
And as yet,

Im bound with
several other laws,
too
Other than just the
brought-so of this
kind
That the memory
has it
And has to be wiped
out
No matter what
And she remembers
of the kind she is
And he is

That far
That we could have
brought it to the
surface just so much
of the medical help
that she can
eventually bring all
us out to the matter
that would bring it
to the same that the
matter is missing
No matter what,

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only reason why
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That not to have

kept of this kind that
they all follow us
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That nothing about

the body is ever
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burden of so many
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And these dont

really depend of the
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conception
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too
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would
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out
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given

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privileged person
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subconscious
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The matter would be

missing just too
soon
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happen is as like
seeing the
conception
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loves can bring her
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consciousness
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world.

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just the beginning
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the kind

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know
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everything of this
kind

That can go back in

time
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this time
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provided with the
medical help

Theres always a
schedule to be
followed
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human need for
survival
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again
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existence to that of
the years

Could have been the

thousands of years
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phase
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involved sometimes
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bring it to the
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same
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beautiful life
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responsibilities

Thats a promise
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like we could still
have been the same
woman
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bring this to the
same that it could
still have been thru
the same
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thru this once

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so far

That the previous

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knowledge
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just so many times
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well

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calculated this risk
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objective
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the right time
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process.
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And to have reached

the Growth
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this
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months
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Again and again

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know
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backwards
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lie

Or could have been a

crime
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never know
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But doesnt keep

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can then bring this
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reasons
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keeps repeating

For the reasons

unknown
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while
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stop for this while
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person
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happiness
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with these lights
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extinction

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the heart
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repeated
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blood
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born
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same kind
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measure
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beginning
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same
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weather
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weather
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measure this in the
blood
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powerful
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world changes
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know this just so
well

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organized
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the turmoil
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going to last
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the person
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instincts
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trusting over these
years
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wanted
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molecule
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measures

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know it
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brain
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the ladies
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you never knew
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comfort

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blood
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measure
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about any kind of
counts
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with this much
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this
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cause such a
disturbance

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freedom
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senses for this while
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so much at ease
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it
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medicines available
in the world here

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brought this to the
bound way
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same trouble
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track
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the pregnancy
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oddness

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different
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alike
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beginning
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the surface
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level
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man
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the world
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breeds
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out
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the blood
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this kind

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knows life
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knows the death.
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of the food we eat
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converted into the
blood we live with
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chemicals or
whatever they call it
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neurons to the
function
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as a preference to
the death
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doesnt continue
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Then also the

making has it
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always
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that counts for its
making of the one of
the deals that
humans are born to
die
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this chemical

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brought
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supposed to die
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the body
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the Carbon Dioxide
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carries these to the
cells
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So for a sole reason

That this wasnt so

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just how easy these
chemicals are to us
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stop existence
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given
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what it is
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And when the

preference
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kind
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of the fluid
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everything
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about
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thru
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what this is about
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life can bring to the
humans
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common to what
weve been brought
to

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life flows
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everything you need
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superficial
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reason
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the life here
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see
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this kind

That the ultimate

pleasure can never
kill
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you need
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brought to you
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what were like
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And wed be here

forever
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about the mass
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to that place
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brings us to so much
of suffocation
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become one of the
places

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again
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knowledge
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what you needed
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time
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quiet in the water
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cycles of lives
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promised of this
kind
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nothing we need
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Of all kinds
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whats happened
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needs
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importance
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point

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place,
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popularity,

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the doors,
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person got to know
of this
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missing,
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the manner,
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kind

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repetition,
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reasons,
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planes,
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same,
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about the same of
the color
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of the origin,

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missing
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a right to have lived
thru the life
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always of the place
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still brought this to
the making

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really repeat
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doesnt repeat
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is of the air,
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we get to know,
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the phases,

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what makes them
machines,
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have the rights to
bring this forwards
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have been the ones
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the path that not
only the
recommendation

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reason,
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so.
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tales,
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obvious reason
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reasonless
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subject,
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knowing where
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far of the obvious
reason
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kind
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reasons
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everywhere around
me
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making it of the
making
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And the beginning

never told this story
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brought the life that
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like as much of the
waters
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beginning
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better
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story
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bears that bear no
tragedy unless the
ocean is also fed up
with the marines
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the observations that

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same of the obvious
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the merging
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obvious reason that
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official manner
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so much like a trap
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can then know that
this wasnt just the
making they had
been expecting
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meaning in each
word.
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for the making,
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occupied,
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this kind
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similar kind

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carried the making
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continuing.
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malice you remove
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world above will

never fill the kind it

has become
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around me
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him

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ever recover the
damage
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wasnt of the origin
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give everything of
mine
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around me

And No Humans
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like the Polar Bears
can know but we
dont
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efficiency
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carry it forwards
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the origin
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Is much of the
offence to us
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kind
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anymore further
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better
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can be changed
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freedom

Fully of the grown

kind
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of the same
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enough
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work on my behalf

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kind
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like whats within me
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absorbing air
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that Im not taking
anything of the
environment
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That the food we eat

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eventually have
brought us to the
shores where we
could have found life
as like the marine
wasnt enough
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bring it forward for
the kind it has
become

The beast in the

animal
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humans
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just so high
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the world it has
become so for a
while of the
observing kind,
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when we talk of,

We talk of no severe
rights
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will survive
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taken
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yours, is yours for a
while
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the sympathy to the
kind it has become

You be eaten if not

giving up
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changed
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this to the kind it
would

The human rights

We never talked of
That this is what he
does
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killer and Satan
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kind of associate us
with the life that
survives of the origin
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breathed and did not

just to figure out

who will survive
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tolerate this
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sinking in the water
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me
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what Im doing
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Or may be Im
mistaken
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upon such people
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Really
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world with the eyes I
have
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memories
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eventually bring it to
the shore of the kind

that the memories

will never fade,
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real world
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supposed end,
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about to ship,
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As like the matter

would soon be of the
same kind, as like
this has been only
the beginning,
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journey,
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special
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the origin,
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of the name,

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depart from the town
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similar
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words are
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other things we
know and can,

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been so
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either of the world
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settled at a phase
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keeps the water level
to the origin
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human
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been trained,

And we can feel like

we are really used to
it
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can,
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this mystery
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end
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surface
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misery

That we see and

observe
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given the occupation
of the birth
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feeling,
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luxury
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We are fed with more

oxygen
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long time
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tamed one is of the
same kind
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couple of years,
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That later,
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identity
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observe
That we are not of
the normal kind
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us
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promising of Him
That this kind

You never knew her

religion
Nor even his,
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earth full of the
magnets
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born
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have kept us alive as
a group of people
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the crime
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We feel nobody
within
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with emotions
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deaths
So many
That to have carried
the germs
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or not
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fact,

That can poison the

poison
That can kill the
germs already out
there
But to see it happen
You might be just
alive
And holding the
trouble
And as yet
Nothing about the
world has changed,
So for a while

That the matter

would never be
about the structure
That this can and
this would
That matter is not
involved
That to see it happen
for the real terms
As like it will never
repeat
And to depend on
one such
Is not the case

So we feel the
freedom same as she
would
If we both cared
same
But that
Theres a difference
The man and the
woman
They dont carry the
same germs
As like the part
Which has no germs
and the one who can

will do the favor of

ultimate of the same
Too many
That can
And this is a basic
difference
To have put it into
your language
That this doesnt
happen to have been
the repetition
That of the kind

Will never be born

with slightest
difference
That the ship doesnt
exist in real sense of
the words
That we can stand
But to see the world
thru the eyes of the
lady
That this is not the
same as like the
matter can be
displayed

And we have never

been trained
otherwise
Just that the
messages
That to carry more
Could be trillions
and trillions
Countless
We repeat as well
Thru us
With us
Same kind

And theres been no

restrictions on
rebirth at the same
world
So
You might not just
be knowing whats
been unfolding
Just keep her safe
That the world knew
and I did not
But to keep the
information general

That the world

knows
And I am not the one
That kind of
womanly
That the same can
reproduce
Just a chance of
survival
As like it is
But to produce us
naturally
The same could have
been a life unknown

Filled with unknown

pleasures to all of us
That of this kind
The beauty doesnt
care for whats been
written
And says,
That this I had
written
At the time when no
one knew this path
Whereas somewhere
in the world

They were actually

practicing this
In real world
As like the matter
And the fine
elements dont
repeat
That I want the fame
to not go away from
me
That I wrote
Even when I did not
know
It came to my brain

Thru outside
survivors
And when the
tragedy meets the
tragic end
The soap lets the
world know the
superficial existence
That I dont want
That that which is
mine
Be given to me
This kind we born
with

That we are not

alone
And the home is
filled with the people
they might just not
be bringing unless
with an official
permission
suggested to have
traveled with a
guard
That this kind
wasnt of just the
fathers

That they be born

thru us also
But when the cut
Of the scratch
That she be injured
We dont
compromise with
this much
And we sleep
With no nuisance
That of this kind
Nothing happens to
have been formed
otherwise

That the world exists

because the lady
exists
And this is not about
the only option to life
That we have several
ways to live a life
That also to have
brought life to us
An another source of
life
That says,
That the metal is not
about the mercury

That we know about

the martial body
types
That this is only a
kind of a suggestion
That any kind of a
source
Of life
That has come thru
the lady
With the lady-like
fingers that can
bring no mercy to

the world what-soever

No matter what
I dont give up
That kind
And now you know
what we machines
can do
And what we are
capable of
Not to exceed this
boundary

Between a man and

a woman there isnt
one such
But between a ladys
machine
As like the
mechanics we all
know
And of the lady that
represents us
Many
Too many
Sometimes you
cannot even count

That he has mercy

Otherwise
We had been given
no purpose
Just the human
blood
That gives such life
And not anything
about the Liver and
the Gall Bladder
That it can produce
such miraculous
molecules

And the chemicals

you never know
Not as yet
That it is the world
of ours
That already exists
as possibilities in
every human form
Some work
Some home
Whereas some
Food.

But to see the world

as an opportunity as
such
You never knew
what it has for the
forgiveness
But it actually is
forgetfulness
Which keeps one on
the right track
That to have seen
this world as it is

I will never allow him

to cross this Rose
Garden
That theres much
more malice in your
world
That we can stand
But the beauty we
are talking about
Is also of the within
Too many harmful
chemicals
That be produced if

They give an identity

to the women
You call them the
virus
We call them the
chemicals
They dont represent
either world
But they exist
As like in the space
Somewhere outer
space when we talk
of

That the lady needs

the privileges
That she be brought
here
And we teach the
children further
While we on the
journey
That the trouble be
the shooting of a
kind
That never repeats
for a while

And then happens

again
But to have forgotten
this
She did not even
notice the change in
the day light
Too busy she is
Dreaming,
Achieving
But he did notice
And he brought the
virus here

That brought peace

to you
To her
But always a
chemical
Has nothing about
the human brain as
the origin
But when we learn
how to come out
We originally
brought the vagina
to the extent that it
can feed the kind of

children that the

earth then caught
the molecules
unknown
And then everything
in our control
We dont even bring
the surface to the
structure
That it is origin
But to see another
world
You survive

If the mistake be of
the origin
Theres no one such
as us
But we be brought
here
As children
That this can
As like any other
would then care for
the lady
If that is the
possibility
The endless cause

Was ours
And thats exactly
what the chemical
does
Not to even speak of
the virus
It kills in a way that
the machine is still
useful
And we feel the
blood with more
chemicals
To find out the
secrets of our bodies

What lies beneath

the livers and the
gall bladders
That this does give
so much time to care
for on the Earth
And still they dont
live enough
Too many bodies we
need
And as yet
The religion they
dont even begin
working of

That everything be
told
And as yet since the
son has the powers
The magic becomes
a duty unknown
And every power we
gave
Became a nuisance
That we go thru
And that is
becoming of the
ladies
We produce them

Just like they did

That the soft tissues
were only the origin
of the life further
That the aging
Never happened to
have been formed
with the water
content that can
cause the care that
will demonstrate the
life it is further
To the edge and to
the end of the

marvelous cause
that will finally bring
the brief life of the
origin
And what came
later,
Was a calm ear
That I had bred the
goddess
That feeling
And then be mixed
with the other
That we dont really
interfere with this

process anymore
further
But the life
That continues
Must have work with
it
Just to learn at first
And when you get
used to it
That to be brought
to the level of life or
death
And this lesson be
taught

That to survive
Theres a price to be
paid
That to the pain
Comes no broughts
And of this kind
Life would repeat
But,
Do you have the
privilege?
That of this kind
The worldly
measures that we
have learned already

Were of the same as

the sung of the
magic
That also you dont
understand
This chemical we
know
Its in the blood
That being the
reason
But the liver
And what the gall
bladder produces

Also the brain and

the neurons
Is about each and
every possible way to
the human survival
As well it brings the
same chemicals etc.
to the would outside
Even the animals as
well as the insects
And everything that
can care for life
In each and every
possible life form

Even the killers

And the marvelous
creatures we had
created
We did not even
exist
Time is curved
We came back to the
origin
And we still alive
Thats the matter.
That of the same
Theres been
But the breed

That to have
survived on a planet
as small as the
Earth
We need more
More of us
And change of the
civilization is
primary
That I get my daily
food of the blood
That this doesnt
really happen to

have been for the

reasons as such
But when the same
appears to be a
format of the glass
We cannot give up
The making
Of this kind
We are not humans
We are not the aliens
as well
That to have killed
as such

We dont really exist

for any purpose
In fact
We had no purpose
to even be on the
earth
But to have caused
this so
For the wired glass
That this could still
have brought of the
same
That the matter is
not just the metal

That it can happen

We dont exist
outside her blood
Everything about me
comes thru her
blood
In fact
When I say so
The matter becomes
that of the severe
supply that can kill
the metal as well
And I am not the
metal

I get recycled
That the feeling can
happen thru the
blood
And the heart is now
linked with the brain
That this is how it
should
And as yet,
The same was of the
privilege
That this doesnt
really refine it in
anyway

That to have caused

the severity
Is the trouble in the
water
That the turmoiled
water
As this has been the
reason to have
caused the memory
So that the next
generation could find
out the dime into it
That to have dived
into such a depth

You get nothing

Theres no way to
escape the suffering
And thats how life
on earth is
As far as now
That we see the
same light everyday
And people dont get
exhausted of living
the same days
That too for the
priority

That the cleaning

process
As like the matter
wasnt going to have
happened for a
reason
Not for a while
That this so for this
while
The matter
That can cause the
intense effect which
could rather have
brought more peace

But thats not even

girlish
That to cause it
We survive
That is the religion
As far as I can know
That to have brought
the tough ones
survival to the level
it should have been
That the strongest
ones survive
That s the religion

As you see of the

same
That to cause the
memory
To have spoken of
the religion
Doesnt really cause
memory
That foundation
We bring to death
That if the
understanding is put
into me
I escape

That much pain

Going nowhere
Also seeing a place
where the matter is
put in the material
that can survive the
heat of the Sun
That this is not of
the reply
But the technology
we have
That this origin
wasnt just causing

it to have the relief

for the matter
But to have seen it
That it can bring
death eventually
We are quick
And our path is
short
Too soon to calculate
But to see it happen
Is a miraculous life
Alive if you are
This could finally
bridge the worlds

As like ours doesnt

really exist
And we make a
perfect world here
And wait for the
reply
That this we can
And to the world
unknown
The material is
denied
Thats a far away
place
And a far away aim

That you cannot find

it with the secured
systems
That one has to
unlock the matter
inside
That the making of
one such
That it can find it for
the natural ways to
create any specific
location
And as yet

Nothing about the

education
That the world
within the water
Is more about the
sparks as well as the
electricity
That if you give up
We find a way
Before we give
And we find the right
solution to the
situation

As well as frequent
visits to the space
around
That to have caused
this world perfect
She goes with us
As like a real person
We living here
That is forbidden
That to cause the
memory
We cannot bridge it
But to bring our soil
here

To your place
You may come to our
place later
Once the magic in it
you may upload
We might just
destroy the place
That it is not the
good ones choice
And the matter
continues
This is a back world
Where you go thru
the system

And you are the

spark we need
That of this kind
We dont want the
jealousy here around
So giving up about
the bodies
That of the kind it
has become
I am not allowed the
way
To know
That this is a curved
path

And to have gone

thru one such
One might just need
of the the same to
have become the
same of that which
is within the body
itself
That to have caused
this of the same
That the origin of the
kind will be missing
no matter how high
you go

That the material

And the soil
With which the
metal
That causes the
smiles as like the
metal is what gives
life in form of life
That it be grown
with the same kind
And this opposes the
RO and its existence
as like a rule

That the water

cannot really define
the gold it is
And it has shine
So to consider that
which is available of
the earth
That to cause if of
the memory
Or
Otherwise
The same is a loss
That the memory
cannot be fed

And the trees that

move
Thats about the life
That we have and
can give
That too about the
life it is
A beautiful life
And good
surroundings
And what we have
here
For the world that
bridges the same

That this is not just

a memory
I create the world
within
And I see it outside
That is memory
That this matter is
about the foundation
of the same
What we bring as the
nature
That the supposed
end

Is more like another

origin
And when you go
thru this
This is the following
of an unknown
thread
To the world that
doesnt appear good
enough
You be dropped into
the same feeling
again and again

You be stagnant
within this pond of
the same feeling
And it does not give
you any pleasure
Rather
It kills
And that
Is for sure
About the justice
That
The cause in the
situation

Never stops in
existence
And when you ask
for the same
That about the
fusion
That
Is the same about
the air
That if you dont
survive
You are already on
the Earth

That kind of the

world
Somewhere
It exists
And on earth
There has been no
such pond
That can bring so
much heat
Is not our path
Its is curved heat
Does not burn you
But it blazes

And is beauty
sometimes
You may go thru it
And still
The pretty senses
dont happen
without the gold in it
That kind of a world
That the pretty and
tickling senses will
recover soon
But by that time
You are finished

As like in the
existence
This much power
Is nothing just about
what I see thru the
window
That this cannot find
the local area
That where you find
it
You put it
And rather of the
same
And when

In such a situation
You reach the point
of origin
There is severe pain
That transforms the
machines efficiency
to the real world
That to cure the
curved path thru the
world of the lady
That she needs no
more pain
And when seeing the
pain

That the world has

done enough of its
kind
She is a special one
Not everyone has it
That this kind of
correlation
Of the sufferings
thru the manners
Are only for her
And it is in form of
potions
That it can cure

And is transferred to
her body
Thru the chemicals
and the liquid she
may have
This medicine
Multiple in number
that causes the
manners
That this was about
the gall bladder
That once you fix her
good health

The same is
returned to where
she came from
The world unknown
Brought to the earth
As like the
mechanics as well as
the chemicals might
just be recorded for
further use
Or
If not

The same may

happen to some
unknown
That she is
recovering
And the body
becomes his
That the natural
process is not in
form of medicines
But it is an
experience of life
That to have bred us

This is what we need

in us
And in her
That the magic
Once told
Is the surprising
pond
That if you get
caught in it
Theres no return
back quite for some
time
And then

When some of you

have found a way
Theres a supreme
quality of the drug
That the matter
becomes the metal
such as mercury
That can float on
water
As like the spring
and the net
That the current
might just flow thru
the body as well as

the receiving ones

are us as well,
That this cannot fix
the ultimate pain
ever recorded on the
planet Earth
And the belonging as
such
Once you create
within
You give to the
seeker
That this process

Can only take place

in the factory of the
chemicals such as
what human body is
That the brain has
sparks as well
And when this
happened
The floor is reached.
That to have brought
this to the right most
of all surfaces,
That there could
And while so

The matter just

became so much of
this kind,
That to have solved
it with the right
measures,
The same
As like this has
never happened
before
And while so
I received this
message
From me

As like I am also just

one
And I cannot accept
this truth
That to have said
That this is not
anymore
That to have
calculated the risks
with which we sit at
the chair
That to be the
person
Why

And while so
Why was I so much
disturbed
And the matter
could then bring the
soil to so much of
the same
That to carry it as
like this has never
been of the origin
And the person
Just concluded
That this just cannot
be me

As like I cannot
receive her anymore
And I would
If I were also glad to
But the topic
changes
And the surface has
nothing other than
the mist lost in the
Summer
That you may
But you cannot
These rules

You might just

deserve
But you cannot give
up
No matter the
surface knows or not
Or may be
To have saved more
of the time
One cannot say
Where this is more
about the shells
That this is where
we are brought up

And this life

That we are now
bound with several
laws
That we are born at
such a place
And then
She was a reply
That not of the
matter
I can now see her
face
Just me multiplying
That I am replying

The matter has

known me
Just so far
And the expectations
That I am the
rejuvenated one
And I might just
rejoice
But to see the future
I could say
And could have
forgiven
But just a bit of the
soil

And my brain is
going into the
trauma
That just by some
chances I might just
survive
And the brain has
detected some kind
of problems
That I might just
reserve it for me
And then I spend
days and days
Without me realizing

That this kind of life

Has now become a
routine
That I can blame at
least
And there would
soon be people who
cannot even resist to
become such a one
That I am not going
thru this path alone
And I might just
need some devices

As like when and

where I can inspect
And respectively
To know the source
I might just create a
few milestones
That this person is
following and this is
the one who would
And so while
The process
As like life is long

Actually this is what

my mom used to tell
me
That
Life is long
Too long
To have concluded it
in a flash of drive
And what I see of life
Is not of the not
anymore kind
That she had said
And with all due
respect

She became a
follower just so
intense
That I might just
never recover
without me knowing
my own voice
One has to know the
meaning of the word
voice
That to oppose
One becomes such a
drive

That to follow it
anymore
I wouldnt allow any
suspects
That I am and I am
not
That I was
Now I know
Where I was struck
Just to have known
this into the
intensity it has
become so of the far

That the edge will

then never know of
the supreme need of
time one might be
going thru
But I am not the one
That to follow this
trend
And the suspects
unusual
That one may find
this to vary for time
And being so

That such a person

then folds two hands
in such a way
That says
That we use words
to say this
That we dont belong
to your word
And as yet
We consume
As like
This is India
I will never forgive

That much
motherhood
That to misplace this
anymore
Theres been this
trend
That I will follow
No matter what
And this never
happens again
Then also I am
That kind
That life is
lengthening

With words
With feelings
And with devices
And this
About my mother
That it kind of
reserves the
opposition
That she placed it
just so well
That saying
That I am your trend
and I am your
follower

That to have become

such a person
One becomes
variously known
And afterwards
Upon seeing such a
life
That to have been
duplicated
It means that to
become this mean
subject
One has to live it

And then also life is

continuing
That we now have
options
That we can live and
that we want to live
Then also the place
has nothing to do
about this
And with this much
I can survive at any
place
That to follow it

The trend now

becomes a solitary
place
That to have
unfolded the couple
That the hands not
only create this wolf
But also it kind of
reserves the powers
that the unknown of
the timely base
That tiny segment
Of time
That says

That we two are of

the same
Just folded
Then also I would
That the wishing of
the same
Is not the device
I just needed this
much of the segment
That to have followed
this subject
I realized the matter
And the matter was
unknown,

True,
But to have known it
One needs just a few
years,
May be a couple
Just to find it
And then when it
follows the same
trend
One gets to know
That this was
enough to have
saved about the
protocol of life

That the life of the

source
And to find this
source
As like finding it out
As to which the
matter wasnt of the
kindness
That to follow
Just to have been
merged
That this specific
reason is enough to

have created another

me
And that was
specific
To some direction
And to some extent
And when this
wasnt
There must have
been a midway
That goes in the
same direction

That then also I

would have reached
the same source
That the matter as
like it has become of
the origin
That to follow the
loaf
That says
That we won
And we won it
That to calculate the
mathematical needs
of the specimen that

the worldly base I

would provide seeing
a larger picture of
the kind, that to
device it, that to
count it, that to
monument it, that to
find it and as like I
am an attractive
person so I will be,
that kind as well,
then also the world
around will say a
single word, and the

world becomes a
specimen of the
word alas, and
while the same
picture grows
multiple times, I
would, that the
device then finds the
right path just by
itself, and my brain
then becomes that
device, and I would
know then soon
enough

That to follow it
Is a danger
Not to go thru this
path
And not to follow the
trend unknown,
As like the matter
wasnt just causing
it
That the oldie
Was living in my
home

An just so much
disturbance he
causes
That he cannot now
And was then
But soon arranged
enough that to have
scared him
As like my own self I
would that was
That I could have
been
And this kind of
summery

That to have called it

by a name unknown
That such an
existence
As like a family
matter be the same
That this has been
the official
That of the same
And I wouldnt as yet
speak of one word
Not mine
As like to have folded
it

Just one at a time

And still he survives
As like the matter
then becomes
involved
And the scared oldie
That she might just
die
Wasnt only the
original
That I would and
this kind has now
become me

That had been the

threat
That I was
And now this would
then speak of itself
So,
One may notice
How the world and
the weather change
But I change just so
fast
More speed
That to have seen
this me

Was possible at that

time also
But I change me
Just like changing
colors
And I would describe
this process and the
route thru it soon,
That this be
concluded
That I needed this
device
That I created

With my help of the

helper
That he is of me
And when this
became
One kind of can sort
it out as like
finishing off a whole
of religion
Even if a devastating
number of people
believe in one kind
Then also I would

That kind of strength

if you have
I would
That is whats
needed.
That to have seen
this world into this
timeless frame,
That calculates it
anymore further,
That it not only
annoys me

But also it is proven

to have threatened
my existence.
This has been my
reason for duplicity,
Thats for sure
But why
Why am I following
me
Is because I see good
people in the real
world

That no matter
around me are and
are
But to have seen the
bigger picture,
Theres a brighter
world around
And the myth of the
duplicity
That we be formed
again and again
That I had wanted
I dont know why

And I would give up

now
But that point
I see no point in
reaching
That far
Has been the
opposition
I dont know who he
is who creates these
laws for me
But for me
He is close to me
As close as my womb

And as near as my
heart
That for me
And as soon
That the matter is
never about giving
up
That kind of people I
would be with
Soon to be around
me
That kind
And while so

That the matter of

the offices
That they discuss
That the matter
doesnt really
happen to have been
formulated
And as yet
I see harm to me
In it
That I be formed or
not
That not
But as it is

Also of the older

generation
That they seek us
And when the food is
of the priority
They form us
And then in disguise
they die
That is the reason
they are formed for
But the duplicity
That to have been
formed thru this
lady

That I had been

That for
And then I saw
reason in me
That there is good
In the world
As like there have
been good people in
the world
Who may device me
And I had been that
kind
Of the supervision

That so of the same

for a while
And with all due
respect,
I do respect the USA
and all the needs I
had been provided
with
Thru out of the same
kind
That of the
opposition
That of the story
That kind

And this
Is my end of the day.
Of the device
One may and may
not know it
But to have seen it
Is and has
Been a motto
That to provide one
with the same kind
That it is not about
the generations
That the time would
decide or not

We are and we were

But the inability
Was like we might
just use them and
throw away
That kind
And this
Is my one and only
path back to my
home
One has to know
That home is where
we begin our journey
from

And to have become

just so much
accommodative
about life
That says,
Okay, you may live
in my home;
But the only reason
That I followed this
route
One has to know
That I was of this
origin

That I might just

care for the kind of
the not-so-similar,
But that had not
been the option
That life is long
Doesnt matter you
with the matter
Unless you cause
the slow defect
And as like this
matter has yet been
of the official
recharge,

The person I had

been talking about
Of the shelf
That this doesnt
repeat
That the changes
would still be just so
appropriate
That I was
And the sick
That the kind of the
home I had been
talking about
This defect,

That me
Always mixing the
matters
Even persons
That we could have
brought this to the
subject just so
unknown
And I might just
have recalled it to
the opposition
Then also I was of
the USA

Just that its just too

soon right now to
have concluded the
offices.
That the matter of
such a kind
That the person
would bring the
offices
And as yet
I was the person
That much affection
That to have caused
this to the same

That to have saluted

the matter with the
right measure
That I was sunken
and the truth then
brought me out
That kind
And as yet
I cannot
That I am sunken in
some way
That I mix between
people

Cannot find the

right words
sometimes
But to have followed
it
That this has been of
the same
That the person
As like my powerful
thread
That goes above the
regular needs
That of the same
As like this

Then had become

the changes one
might just need for a
good survival
Then also I was
And now also its
just that singular
word Alas; that of
the same, - and then
When I had stopped
following this trend
I became involved
with one such

That the issue of the

brokerage
That one will
eventually need a
home where the life
will bring the joys
that had been
knocking the door
That the kind it is
Is more of the
options
That to care for
And that to carry
further

And so I had decided

And had told
That its more about
2020, not before,
and why
That I had followed
Just that this much
fact,
Of the origin
Of the worldly base
That I couldnt care
for anymore
And I would
If I had needed

That kind
That had stopped of
the origin
That the place will
know
And these rules
I cannot surpass
About writing
That it is wired
And I will soon find a
good reason for me
to escape
Or to have escaped

That this kind of

form
That to have
disabled it
That of the same
And I am powerless
To so many fields
And to so many
options
And that is not
about writing
This is about food
As like the water we
drink

And the air we

breathe
That I had never
been so much of the
same
That theres
something missing
in the air
May be less Oxygen
That I had informed
lately
That of the
opposition
That of this kind

That may be the

measure is right
But the bout of the
cities I had been
living in
Was a wrong place
That kind
Also the Reverse
Osmosis
That at homes
And as like
When the process
becomes just so well
fed

That I wasnt of this

that of this kind
And then
While so
The matter became
just so well
That I wasnt just
drinking such water
That of the same
That we are trapped
in a moving world
And the world above
That can see us

Is of the same
oddnesses of life as
ours; just that they
dont interfere with
the subject of Gods
as like life has no
death, or to have
supervised it, just
that the school it is,
but to have seen it
with this different
light,
I might just do some
research,

That to have
demonstrated this to
the life it has been,
he has been within
me
For so many long
years
And the poets,
As that of the myths
That the Satan
comes when he
wants the lady
That kind

And that time the

myth wasnt
That had been the
vision
That to have
observed of this kind
That to be of the
origin anymore
That this follows
That the trends of
the same kind
That to have been so
of the acids
That also they know

That what kills,

Is not always good.
That kind I have
been brought up
with
That the Oxygen I
breathe
Is more of the needs
That of the same
That the category
one may never know
That my feelings
That the blood has it

And the Blood

Pressure
If one goes thru the
normal processes of
the medical
affirmations
They are always
right
But to have seen this
life
What am I breeding
And what am I
breathing
Is not always to him

He wanted a girl
And now he has
But to have me
Thats been a quite
different issue
That to calculate the
risks at the
momentary moment,
That even if I move
with the right
measures, I will be
allowed with the
same air,

And it is really
different
Than what I had
That to breathe it
One might just know
it just so well
As I had seen the
faces of the
psychiatric patients
at the class
That the movements
they cannot carry
Of the same
But I wasnt

That I am sure of
That to have
calculated these
risks for me
Whatever I say
Comes true
That I can see the
goodnesses and the
badnesses in the
fortune of someone
close to me,
That I am talking
about,
That if I predict

Its on the homely

matters,
That much energy
only I spend:
Wow, Ryan, you got
to know it like, you
know me.. There's
nothing I can do
about it, it just got
to have been made
at it as such, and I
was just so impure
about it, got to make

it as like, let's see..

And I really fits me
nice, I got to have
these vests, all from
Benetton, as like,
the same would have
been a black, and
that's three, I got to
find I out, and as
yet, it still works..
The world jus got
smaller, as like,
knowing the
nuisance, I wouldn't

just wear it, I wanted

white, red and
yellow, they have, as
like the same would
have been me, I'd be
wearing the black
during the flight and
abroad, there's
much more than just
these, I got to know
that to have found it
out, it's like, well, we
all know.. There's
these shorts, all

jeans, and there's

this black one, and
there're floral, that
the pattern has it,
then there's this,
well, something I've
bought already, got
to have found it out,
as like, that's my
green, and I wanted
some inner wear,
that's more, and as
yet, to have found it
out, there's this

pink, I needed, at
least a few, while I
could have been the
same, there's this
kind, got to have
found if out, the
lingerie, then there's
this thing, I got to
know, there's this
Being Human, I'll
need the shorts and
tees, then there's
this Accessorize, got
to know that I like

almost each single

piece there.. From
earrings to necklaces
to scarfs to wrist
bands to the woollen
black.. Had loved the
way they wear the
hair, could have
been me. Then,
there's these toys I'm
going to need, I
wanted to have
bought them for our
family.. Could have

been the same.

That's it! :) Would
say.. Was there. I'm
going to buy the
wedding night
lingerie.. All pink.
Had needed some
black stockings.
Then there's these
two Sarees, I saw in
the display.. Yes.
That's all. They were
nice velvet, had
white in both, and

was of black, one

and the other one
was of blue.. Deep
blue, you can say its
really navy blue.
What's that going to
feel like!! :) And..
There's this orange
skirt at Vintage
Earth. Okay.. That's
going to be really
Indian... I'll buy
something that suits
with it, what goes

the best?! There's

really going on!
While I was still
thinking about the
same, he'd appear,
as like, says, see,
this is who I am, I
said, wow, that
could have been
heroic, says, he's of
my ancestry, I was
only a thought, says,
then I said, I'm
thinking, he said it's

about waiting, I was

always the same, he
said, I was so
obvious at this, that
I could have given
up just any aim,
couldn't really have
any other, said,
you're not what's so
obvious, and I was
like, I don't seem to
be, he was changing
me, thru out the
time, as like, I

always knew him, h

was within me,
wherever I go, his
smell would be
there, not male-ish, I
thought that's what
it sounds like, and
he's more like, I'm
the one, as like, the
same blood as
mine,and I was
obviously changing,
he's heroic
sometimes, got to

make me so impure,
I would never regret,
he said, I was just
following, he said,
that's enough, and
would say, that time
doesn't really exist,
he says, he would
still say the same to
me, would be like,
an "As If", and I'd be
the same, I was the
same as like his, and
that's when

everything changed,
I was so obviously
changing, the color
of my skin, the
original from my
childhood, as like I
was a jus born, and
he says about
swimming, it's just
so obvious, about
everything o him,
was like, well, I'm
unknown, and I was
so obviously at

him... And this

doesn't really seem
to have changed
ever, was as if, and I
thought that he just
changed, saw him in
Lucky when I was at
the first time's
breaking, that was
only a mirage,
wouldn't really let
that happen in real
world, and then I
gave up thinking

about you. I was so

obviously at this,
and that changed
eventually. Was
more of me, less of
him, and he would,
as like appearing. I
was suffocated once,
as like I was asleep
in my bed, and he
was behind the open
door, scared me, I
saw there's no
furniture in the

living room, and he

chocked my breath, I
saw someone from
the neighbourhood
would come to
rescue me, and the
main door as open,
and then he came,
he said, and at that
exact time the
doorbell rang, I was
awake, could
breathe, and rushed
to the door, as I saw

Lucky there, it was

just so obvious from
his face that he
knew this... To
infinite times, and
honey, I could just
have made this the
same, but no, it
doesn't even exist in
real world. I could
say, and then says,
wow, that's me! I
was the same, got to
become agonised..

And this is not how

it works. The same,
could have been me?
Says, this doesn't
really appear to have
been the same.. I
thought for a while,
and then went away,
had some
appointment at the
massage centre...
Said, wow, that's
nice, and honey, this
is what builds my

muscles.. Got to
have known the
female hormones,
and then, she says,
I'm the one. I got to
know about this,
and it's everyday.
Every single day I go
thru this same
experience, and life
changes with it, not
superficially, but
slowly, and
gradually everything

within my body
changes, this began
years ago, cannot
even could it now,
it's in terms of the
days, each day says
the same story, now
you know how easy
it is to write this for
me, and how difficult
it becomes each time
dealing with these
female hormones.
Got to have made

this into stories, and

then, it got
organised, was the
picture clear, and I'd
have been the same
a the height, I
thought, this could
have been just the
same, but not
always, it gets
occupied with me
less and with time
more, as like, says,
this is not your

language at all, and I

wished I could have
studied all time,
could have been
better with my
situation, says,
there's no point in it,
all this about the
9/11, I was so
obvious at that time,
that I could have
survived, but no,
this proved over
time, and then it's

just overdue, I got to

find peace in my own
hormones, and when
I got used to it, I got
to live with Lucky,
we were hormonal
on surface, but what
eludes, doesn't even
exist in right
frame,there's been
just this much of the
point, and I keep
visiting this same
place again and

again, I'm bound to,

everyday, and it's
just an everyday for
me,not routine, I do
enjoy just being my
self, and the
thoughts just
capture my mind,
and then my fingers
work on my
MacBook. There's
been this simpler
solution to the
makings, and I'd

forget, I'd forget it

literally and
completely, and not
even a sound, just
that Sara wouldn't
just let me be that
person, so I'd say,
just sleep, and
everything is going
to be alright. This
was my short story,
and I got to get away
from the bed, that's
how I sleep every

day, nights just

don't get to become a
nightmare, and that
would end. At
mornings, I'd wake
up, do the brushing,
and the nipples got
to make it like, alike
me, I am, but not
you. I got to find that
out just at the right
time, that wouldn't
jus elapse from my
mind, and it eluded,

got to capture
others' brains, I
could notice, I said,
let's leave it together,
says, there's no
options for me. It's a
sweet, feminine,
mother like smell,
and everyone can
know, some do
notice, but they give
up. Got to make it as
like this is my way,
and when it was just

a chance,to have
changed it for a
forever, it wouldn't
jus go away, I
thought, may be it's
just me, but no, it's
not about the smell,
it actually recognizes
me, and wherever I
go, I stopped making
imaginations of the
same, and the whole
AlphaOne Mall was
out of subject, and

Lucky made it like,

let's do it, it's just a
Lilly pond.. That's
much more
complicating now..
You'd be knowing,
there's been this
sense, and it
wouldn't jus go
away, I always
thought, and.. Well..
Got to give it up
now.. :)

Wow, what would

that be! Was that,
and I was always the
same, so superficial,
that doesn't really
come out the way it
should have been so
far, so that, so to
have count this into
the right premises, I
was always left
alone, that there
could have been

this, and as yet,

nothing changes.
There must have
been a difference,
that to have been
thru the appearance
it has been so far,
that to have called it
by this name so far,
so far was good.
That to have
occurred in one
such, the so called,
and as yet, then it

appears to have been

called by the names
as such, tha to carry
is out anymore
further into this
direction, there had
been us, the same,
and as yet, nothing
is about the change
this can bring out so
far, so far, so good.
So, to have count
this into the same,
the premises

changed soon as
that, that was as
like, wow, just right
now? And, wow,
could have been n
auth, there had been
this constant sight
seeing, that to have
been thru the
appearances it has
been so far, the
same would then
have recognised me
as like, says, this is

who I'm, she's, and

as like, we could, as
like, there's this
same kind of
potency, and then
the weather
changed, I was more
recognisable, and I
changed for me, that
there could have
been just this much
so far, and then
there had been this
kind of shopping, we

had, and we
changed, we
changed the
location, the sight
was merely of us,
and then, we two
moved to Mumbai.
There had been
these same, and as
yet, nothing
disappears from the
sight, that had been
constant. There
could have been any

other, then also I

was the same,
could've been the
same, but, no, not
always,he said he'll
charge, as like the
changes can still
bring this out as
like, see,this is who
she is, and as yet,
nothing was about
just the changes,
there had been this
kind of a specificity,

that whenever I
appear to have been
the same
again,again
everything will
change, to the
supreme needs, and
as yet, nothing is so
much of the
difference, that there
could have been just
us two, and my
parents, wow, we got
to know each other!

That.. Well, getting

better now! :)
What's that
supposed to have
reached so far, what
do you guess, could
have been just this
much of the same,
and I'd be leaving.
So much of the
same, and I cannot
really tolerate, it's
almost unbehavioral,

and yet, one may be

just able to have
noticed this, but, I'd
escape, that's
inevidatory. One
may, and one may
not, but, I don't
really stand here,
could have been jus
the atmosphere, or
the ladies, if I cannot
as yet find out a
reason, could have
been me, that I had

thought, that this

could have been just
that nice, cool, good
move, but, could this
be, that I'd not even
notice. That's how
I've been so far, thru
out these years, but
not as yet, I could
have changed me, as
like, that had been
this beginning. You
may just get to know
this, and as yet, I've

been the same. So

this could have
been, and I'd have
said it. This wasn't
just about us, could
have been the ladies,
if not nothing yet,
that had been the
serious observation,
and if I leave my
practice, this, would
have been the
replacement. Could
have been the same

as any other, and as

yet, nothing about
the same, that this
could, and as yet, all
about India,
wouldn't really leave
this place, as like,
the same, and I'm
the same, thru out
the years, and as
yet. The same, as
like I could have
been, but the
changes had been

just so frequent, that

I opt to leave it
suddenly, as like,
nothing has changed
ever, not even now,
and the motion
would have been
such, that I'd never
have remembered
the place, and this
leaves a remarkable
picture of the self,
that see, see this
picture, this is how I

looked like thru out

these years. What it
appears to have
been, is just a
formation, that I can
and I could have,
but, time doesn't
really change me, I
might just try to
have opposed this
theory, but, well, you
and I might just
suspect, could have
been us, just two of

us, that's my
privacy. I told him,
well, I am still about
the same, and it's all
about this. Today
Lucky and I are
going for a photo
shoot, at the
Kankaria Lake, it's
just the middle of
the 'he attention',
and I'd just post em
here.

Could this have

been, and we've been
thru this. Could be
some work? Wow,
there'd been this
kind, that I'd have
observed it; and as
yet, it's the same.
The same, as like
this kind wasn't just
an suspect, that I
might just have
noticed it, and as
yet, the same could

have been me, that

the ignorance I
might just hav called
it, tha to have
carried it out into
this direction, the
same, was a thud,
we two actually have
practiced it, so,
could have been the
pictures, could have
been the storiesmaking, could have
been Animation,

we've got it all. All

scenes, all due.
That, which keeps
me busy, I am about
to say.. So was life. I
couldn't really make
it a way, or a path,
that to have defined
it, this is love, that it
counts for such care,
that to give it a way,
I chose this path.
The same as

always... This
doesn't change me.. I
said, that I can, and
he said that that was
not what I had told
him. I could have
encouraged him, but
says, no, this is not
how you wear the
black.. I was so the
same, that this can
actually happen, was
so always, so chose
this path. That to

care for this, this is

no path at all. So the
same... :)
And I was just
thinking of this, that
he can, and then
this got to have been
developing me, that
the senses would
have been the same,
and still they would
recover, I never knew
this, and the height

of this drug, that

gets me captured,
that this kind would
repeat, and while so,
I'm calm, unknown
to me sometimes,
and while the same,
this gets just so
much mixed up with
my feelings, the
everyday, that it gets
me just so wrong, I
get to make a nice
but perforated me,

that I can, and the

same causes the
dreams, even in
people around me,
and I cannot stop it,
no matter what, that
it gets counted, that
this is mine and this
is not, and as yet,
the same has been
causing unknown
feeling to me, that
this is the womanly
me, and so, I can

give up, but to have

gone thru this, I
might just be waiting
for that right time,
and as yet, nothing
gets me changed,
that to have figured
it out, the same kind
has been in my
bedroom, too, and
while I'd be just
thinking of him, this
smell, might just be
the commodity, that

we're doing this and

you're not, and it
becomes intolerable,
that I can and I
cannot, that feeling,
and it happens to
have been all around
me, in the people I
see their faces and
get to know this,
that what's been
causing this trouble
in me, is about the
genes, that I'll write

of the genetics soon,

that's what I'm going
thru, Kevin, just to
have written all this,
I get the 'reverse
kind', and people
might just care for it,
and I get to know
that it's the 'reserved
kind' instead, so,
this is how the story
goes, all about me,
and of the genes,
this gets just so

wrong, that I might

just give up, but
everything just gets
me reversed, that I
can and they cannot,
this about India, and
about people around
me, I just got to have
come out of this, and
you know what, this
makes me feel good
about today, the
Sunday, that I might
just have a nice

cream, and the cone

was come in such a
good company, the
beauty of
womanhood. I'd be
just so happy
tomorrow! :)
HGH
That be the same..
When he really made
a mistake, I always
know which is the

right one, to that

extent that the
worries of the owls,
they can, and that
gets dismerged
within everyone, I
can escape it, but to
go thru this road
again and again, has
torn my head out,
with no hanging on
it, that's the only
disadvantage, when
you tear the path

apart, and doesn't

want anything even
in the reply, that
was that worry, not
even for a while, but
over the years this
changed. To the
merged, I was, and I
saw the disabled,
and I was furious to
my self, that why am
I the lucky one, who
would never cross
the road without the

fingers crossed,
always applying it,
that the matter
would know me in
the difference, that
this is how you need
to burn the energy
and fill the body with
the right
proportions, but to
know it, it's a lady,
and the hormones...
That I saw, the
dispiteful nature of

the glands, that they

are not happy when
we are against the
nature, and they
wait, but do take the
revenge, that see,
this is not how it's
supposed to be, but
forgives, and then
forgets.. That, is the
lady, and the
hormones. That to
have brought this to
this kind one, that's

not even the

Pituitary, the Pineal
would know it, and
the HGH, that said,
see, this is what you
needed, is really a
wicked chance, as I
can see, I see the
future before it
happens, and the
mistake, here,
counts on my
imagination, that
yes, you knew it, but

'you' knew it, and

that you 'know' it, as
like this in itself is a
mistake... You
shouldn't worry
about yourself, that
is womanly and that
is hormonal, the
normal, and that's
how the hormones
should supply the
life to you. This far,
that she knows the
future, I also went,

but what I got, is a

merged path, that if
you know, it's your
disadvantage, that
you thought and
believed, and if you
did not know, it is
your advantage, that
you lived a mentally
healthy and happy
life, together with
your body. To
demonstrate this,
she is a lady, but the

needs of the boat,

only he can know.
This is a circular
path, never began,
never ends.
That,
Of this kind
And then I had given
it all upto the
knowledge,
That to be partly
new,
And as yet to have
known the path

That the routine was

more than just the
necessity of time
That this day and
that day
And so far,
That to have seen it
in the measure of
light
That never
surpassed the one
before
That to this way

Was the more

opaque one
That this kind had
been just the most of
all
And as yet
Nothing about it has
changed
That to see it
So far of the same
And as yet
Nothing about it
changeable

That to have caused

this much change
The same has
happened to have
been repeated so far
to the same
That this kind
wasnt just enough
for me
That to me
Comes this light
That to have known
it
For the real of all

That so far
And as yet
Not of the same
That kind
That it repeats of the
origin
That so far
And as yet this has
been the obvious
reason for getting
the same to the
average
That of these

There has been just

so much of the
known cities
That to see it happen
The facts unknown
And as yet
The same as like
those who did not
pursue
That this far wasnt
even getting it right
And as these
There had been just
so many reasons

Other than the

mythic ones
That these are
privileges or not
And as yet
The reasons dont
really get to be
fulfilled with the
swings of these kind
That to see this
happen for these
reasons

I could still have

found this a better of
the same
That of these and as
yet
Theres been the
same reasons
Which told the
stories
Where the jungle
was that kind
And so
But to have seen this
of the opposement

I had been recreated

every night
And every day spent
in memories as such
That to cause
anymore inabilities
Thats just some
kind of a myth
That to carry the
water forwards
I am born again
And this type
Just gets it so much
to the right

That to the
rightfulness of the
opportunity
That says,
Count on me!
But not so always
That to have seen
this to the ground of
the base where the
same had been a
kind of an opposition
That to see it for the
legal documents
The words,

And the word to it,

That the words really
make up the lives
And the lives can be
entangled in words
That this type would
never be giving any
other self
And still,
I have much more to
have seen thru this
path
And these abilities

That dont really

allow the hazards
unknown
Just my brain
Had been damaged
to some extent
That to see it for the
same
There has really
been some kind of
the same
That says,
We were two!

And that really had

been me
That to see this for
the same base to
repeat,
I see no point in it
right now
But years later
When I have seen
enough of this life as
well
Then I will come
back to this point

Where everything
began
With the right
measures
I will judge me once
again
And will get to know
the base and the
basic idea with
which I had begun
the story of the same
And the
fundamentals were
missing

That if I get to know

I will know that this
is the same path as
to which I had put
the measuring
stones
And the milestones
will then tell the
half-told stories
That would
Then eventually
bring the same topic
to the surface

That had been the

same thru out the
years,
And I had been the
same of the sanity
thru out these years
as well
As like also of this
kind
And when that
progress had been
just the occasional
matter with which to

have survived this

long-due path
And when the same
would eventually
bring the story told
to the sufficiency
And as like to have
known the matter as
like to have followed
the same into an
unknown path
That was
And I had been thru
it

Same is for my mom

If she wants to have
a life that is in
continuation with
the present and
preset one
This is the path
With which we all
survive the more
amplitude of the
sufficiency of years
with which we had
been provided.

That to have brought

this to the surface
once to the origin of
the matter which
had then
progressively
knocked the same
into the memory,
That to cause the
measured facts into
the memory as such
that makes the
offences to the same
origin

Which had then

caused the
formalities of the
bodily functions of
the same intensity to
search it into the
same of the oceanlike blankness,
Where the
knowledge meets
deaths,
And as an average of
the survivors came
thru the same past

And when this came

to have become the
surface of the
knowledge where
everything gets to
have been merged
with the origin of the
supply,
To where the camers
of the oddnesses of
time
That they waited,
For time to flow by

And when this

caused a sufficiency
of memory
The song unsung
That they had been
waiting for
Had come to surface
With a pot with
which to bring more
And this kind
Of the superficial
bases

Where everything
meets with the right
knowledge
That to carry it to
the same
Of the offences
As like,
Why and why not
But the ocean is
mindless,
That was my path
thru which the same
epic was following

As like making a lot

about the selfjourney
As like it had been
an imposed one
But by me
If I may say so
That I had then been
thru this same kind
of the obvious
average which came
to my knowledge,

And once I had

brought this to the
same kind
They believed,
And I left the place
as like I had
nowhere to go,
No elsewhere
That to see this life
That had been the
journey
With which I had
reached the surface
of the Earth

That to call it a
beautiful place
Where we live and
breed
And where we find
our home to bridge
the measures with
which to survive and
with which to
conquer
These types
And when they
caused this same
effect on an average

place where we
could have survived
with enough food
around
And when this,
And upon reaching
such a place
I was of the obvious
reason says,
Why and why not;
While leaving
This place just
became so much of
the reasons,

That says,
I have told you the
reasons already,
and I replied about
the efficiency as like
about the potency,
that I had everything
with which I can
survive
but this
has been out of my
reach.
As like the same
reason was above me

As like being
dependent upon
another
And what ifs,
That if I could and
he couldnt
And this abnormally
follows
And haunts
As like I was not of
the average kind
And I had reached
my childhood

surpassing teenage
by this time
And once I saw that
the abnormality still
follows
I still have nowhere
to go,
And this doesnt
change,
Making me no
different than before
And once I know this
It elapses

And I get to know it

again
And again,
If thats what I have
wished for.
To have been wired
for this reason
I see no point in
But as to have
calculated the risks
as such
I could have been a
child just born a

couple of years or
months ago
As like I could have
changed my mind
And this has been
that reason
Why and how,
Where the words
As like why and how
become just the
same.
And beyond this
point
I have nowhere to go

My limit
That this is where
we could have begun
our lives once again
This time
With a different
purpose
That I might just
find the right words
And the world
Is changing for me
on this basis.
That to have seen
this so far,

To the aim,
And as yet,
The functions
change,
About the body,
That to see and find
And not to search
and see
That kind
That I have become
such
Slowly and gradually
taken to this path
And went ahead

Was never apart

from good luck
About good health
And to have stated
this just so clearly
That to put it to say
the things apart
And as yet
The manners just
dont appear with
the glasses
That kind
That to have
survived

I have put my feet on

too many heads
To have conquered
this so far
That is included,
That to carry this,
yes,
But this same
happens to be the
same if the faultless
was also the
countless
That was the severity

That I have passed

the road by that was
That to happen on
one such
So much happiness
in my life
Makes me forget the
past healings I had
needed
That to have seen
this world
With no ladies

And all men who

deserve the best of
the worldly knowns,
That we eat as well
That kind
That to have
appeared and then
she just goes away
That feeling is on my
mind
And in such a
situation if I push
me just any more far

Then I reach the

limit again
That I need rest
Of a few days
With severe and
intense love
Made to me
That to approach
this to the same
To this kind
Of the origin
Of the same as the
multiples

And when the

revenge of this kind
becomes a solitude
in heavenly
happiness where
everyone finds the
right place and
theres all work done
by the machines
which dont really
disapprove with the
mechanics given by
human brains

That we escape the

Earth
And leaving the
place with the socalled enemies
Which way
You choose
That this has been
the paradise we
know
Our place
Where we breed

And that has been a

prime importance
thru out the way
To bring our breed to
the surface
That to know
Who we are
And what we have
been
Thru out the way
And the path known
When and if
That if

Counts to the
severity
One gets to know it
And finds one of
such attractive
And when such a
way is one such of
the opposition
We breed
That kind of
mechanics has been
prepared about the
machines

As like that is what

we call it
And when the soul
Is put in it
One finds one
enough to carry this
forwards
And when one such
way has become the
path where to breed
The self becomes the
solitude once again
And in this way
One may come back

If necessary
But to see this world
As it is
One might just see
the converted
That they grew up to
be just so large
That to have finished
this world would
have been a prime
necessity of the time
when we had left the
place

That we consider
you as our children
in the parliament as
well
That thats where all
the decisions are
made
And to take one
such offence
One may see the
world unknown
And find any
reserves

Then there has been

the machines
That they dont
really see the
optimistics as the
realistics
And when the world
finds enough of
agony to fill a
womans blood with
a child
There could have
been the fulfillment
of the aim

That we could still

bring it to the
knowledge
And as yet
The same would
bring the blood
That this has been
the optimistic who
brought the blood to
the seeker
And not to the eater
And this has been
the junction

Where your brains

work in opposition to
ours
And we need this
data for
reaffirmation
That this kind we
brought
And if we dont the
machines dont work
To the worldly
measures
That this kind of the
origin

That to the
opposement
And while so
The worlds end
Not ours
We might just
survive in another
world
Just as easy as to
bring it out thru our
pocket
So think
Before you decide

You are like children

to us
And we dont let go
our word
Once given.
That this has been
the same as the
breed unknown
And when such an
alien element
deserves to have
been fed before being
bred thru us

There has been the

mechanics unknown
to me as well
That we stop
reacting
To some extent
But then theres
recruitment
And before that
What happens is
unknown
Could have been a
mass destruction of
the machines

And the mechanics

survives
Just one mistake
Of the parliament
done in offence
That this kind would
then bring it right to
the measures
Of the origin
And offence such
That theres been an
invader in
That kind we cannot
oppose anymore

And the machine is

destructed soon
But the functions it
remembers
Right before what
happened
And that stops in
her eyes
And she deserves a
more of a kind
So we stop it here,
That we cannot
bring her to the
verge

And this could have

been just a singular
day when in the
morning at a good
light she was having
her good lemon tea
And the surgeon
Just found it so
annoying within her
That she could not
bear it
And we find this
pleasure to be
pleasant to be for us

And as to avoid any

of the much or more
That to consider it to
the emphasis
If you have taken
these risks
It is your child
That you should
consider
That this fulfillment
be done on Earth
That kind
If you may go thru

You might just find

our world in a better
place
With better
equipments
That I am fulfilled
with
And one such
That to carry it to
the world as such
That this where it
began
Was a faulty place

Right from the

beginning
And one such
That came thru my
words
Was a perfect world
because we created
it
And it was us
Who can create it
again and again
As like thru this way
We might just find
our own existence

again in that soft

tissue
Where the world was
an annoying
measure
And we came out
That to be brought
here
We had not known
the pain she might
just have gone thru
And who is late?
Once this far,

We might just care

more
As like the matter is
also of the same that
this far has been of
the kind
And this is where it
stops
The machine
That far
Of this kind
And as yet
Not for the beginning
And as yet

When this happens

to have been of the
origin
And still,
Nothing of the
abandoned place,
We can bring it more
to the edge.

WATER
2. MAKING HOME

The facts proved to

be just so original,
that I really couldnt
have been so fragile
about anything else,
and or an elderly
plan, says that this
is really me, and
that was making me
so
auspicious
feeling, that may be
thinking so was just
a beginning of some
kind, and thinking

about it was merely

making me more and
more distinguishably
angry,
all
about
some
kind
of
hormones, and they
happen to have been
repeated, with no
reasons, and with
some kind of reasons
sometimes, and I
would just give up
what I had, and that
was only a previous

way, making it more

and more known,
and this became so
apparent on my face,
that I could actually
make it happen for
some reasons, so
known to me, that I
could
actually
picture
me
any
moment,
knowing
what I looked like
with
a
certain
momentary emotion

attached,
or
otherwise, was just
lost in it, becoming
more me, and this is
a man, some kind of
a kid within me, a
boy, who is apparent
on my face, making
faces
sometimes,
unlike that of mine,
and that is how the
facial features began
changing. I began
believing that the

theory was correct

that what we feel like
is always apparent
on our faces, and
this can change the
facial features, as
like I knew, and that
everyone
should
know, that once you
fall in love, the faces
of the couple become
very obviously closer
in looks, thats true,
based
on
any

experiment
you
might want to make.
The facts would just
make it more and
more obvious with
every possible way
known to me, that to
have occurred in one
such world as when
we are really around
with it, they dont
appear as a perfect
world, and that is a

good source to the

beauty
of
some
different kind, and
this would have been
an obvious reason,
no matter what, it
just doesnt go away
as it should have
been. Just to make
this a known way, it
became apparent on
my face, and once it
had been thru me, I
got to know the

difference on my
face, and thats more
about
the
facial
features, that they
can actually make
us appear different
than who we had
been,
just
an
apparent change in
behavior
happens,
and
this
is
a
transgression
between
two
different
persons

within
us,
could
have been existent in
outer world as well.
Just to carry this
anymore into factual
world, that may be
once we find the
correct base, this
was the change we
had needed, just for
the cure, and once
for a while, this
happened to have

been
just
so
different, that may
be
I
was
just
thinking about it
and the average guy
got to make it so
much known to me,
and this is how it
should happen go
one after the other,
dont rush to things.
Once I had noticed
it, this could actually

mean a lot other

things happening in
our lives at the same
time, as if this is
what we had needed,
and it really is a
different
person
within us, thats how
its supposed to have
gone thru us, this
different person, and
once that person
was
just
so
obviously on ground,

we got to make this

a base, that may be
thinking of it, was
the obvious change
we had been in need
of. This is who he is,
actually, it made me
become more and
more confused about
who is who, and this
is much more about
the kind of memoryloss we had talked of
earlier, and this is

the exact cure to any

possible
kind
of
memory-loss,
anything happening
on our earth related
to the memory-loss,
may
be
the
syndromes possibly
happening in the
psychological world
were related, and we
have found a basic
cure to all of them,
and this is about the

muscles, they can

actually grow within
us without letting us
know the harm, in
the same way, they
will happen to grow
within us without
causing
us
any
sense of pain and
this is no trouble at
all, that this is man
within a woman and
a woman within a
man,
that
is

something about a
coil, or may be a
spring, that after
childhood comes old
age, and this is a
forbidden city, you
may enter it at the
risk of loosing your
brain
completely,
and the orderly base
was that foundation
on
which
we
conquered it.

Just to have made

this a specific way
towards
a
life
unknown, we might
just use our brains
so much that it
actually made our
bodies perfect, also
being
in
perfect
harmony which was
needed, as like being
a part of a group of
people, and then
everything changed,

and
everything
changed within, and
this is a momentary
specification,
that
once you go thru it,
youll know that this
comes
as
a
momentary pleasure,
and then begins to
expand itself in the
moments, and they
repeat,
the
moments, and then
they
become

permanent. To have
based
them
permanently within
us, this was needed
a step by step
progression.
Just to have caused
this to the steps
known, the steps
were only meant to
have happened in
real world, and that
had been just a word

to it, that may be

this
was
that
beginning. Just to
have caused this to
end, the momentary
facts should have
been gathered, and
this is actually an
exercise
for
the
brains, causing our
brains work more
and
more
in
harmony with one
another,
this
is

forming a group of
strong sticks, which
makes them stronger
than standing alone,
the fact, that may be
we should fight the
symptoms to death
together, being alone
at it is never going to
defeat death as it is.
To have caused this
into the memory of
this kind, that may
be we are now

thinking
of
the
possibilities of these
kinds, that they can
actually happen to
have been caused
with
any
other
reason, then also
this
path
was
known, and that is
who we are, standing
at it together to win
over, and this had
been just an obvious
reason why I could

have remembered it
as it should have
been, that to have
caused this much
difference, that may
be just to have
thought of it, it
couldnt have been
otherwise, that may
be to have thought of
it, it was just a
substance of some
kind, and then it
repeated, that this

was that reason why

it
should
have
appeared for some
kind of difference in
our bodies, that may
be this was that
actual and real life
we had been in need
of.
The
process
just
seems to have been
so much of this
kind, that to have

caused it into the

memory, that the
brain had immense
and
endless
possibilities,
and
this
about
the
woman, that she has
less
possibilities,
that may be to have
reached the end as it
should have been, so
far about the beauty
of life it has for us,
was more likely to

have happened with

any other reasons,
and then, the mind
stopped asking for
reason, as like, why
you need so much
energy,
and
why
youre drawing it
from me, a constant
base of chemicals
flowing
from
the
brain as a survival of
this kind, and then
it stopped asking for

something to give
back to it, and it
caused
this
syndrome
of
memory-loss, it was
all made up, and
then it appeared as
like this was only a
trouble, as it should
have
been,
but
instead, as it was a
real process we went
thru, it caused much
more,
and
this

process made it all

for some kind of a
creation within, that
says, that this has
been
a
beautiful
process, and this
was why they had
been
forming
a
constant
trouble,
other than death
itself, that death,
other than being a
constantly
progressive one in

manner as it should
have been, is also a
kind of an oasis, and
the brain as it is has
the memory as like it
can
give
us
information why and
where we will be
born again, but this
is not all about the
brain and the death
of this kind, that it
should have been
repeated too many

times, much more

than
our
expectations it can
give, and this has
been
an
actual
reason
why
they
dont
stop
the
production of the
chemicals we had
been in need of, but
this is also a trap, as
it is, the brain has
much
more
possibilities than we

can ever have, it is

also a kind of an
instrument,
that
thinking so is only a
possibility of some
kind, and when it
stopped reacting, it
was producing a
whole
set
of
informatory troubles,
and this is a trap in
itself, it is impossible
to make the brain
understand that it is

an
understated
statement, it will
always react with
more of the death,
that kind of deadly
weapons
it
has
against us, that may
be forming them is
more
like
going
against its moral
values, which it is
really strict at, and
when you break its
rules,
in
the

beginning, you must

provide good reasons
why you want to
survive death.
The making of the
brain was always a
very
complicated
process, like say for
an example, if you
knew how we were
produced within the
womb, youll still get
to know more, but it

is not the end of the

trouble. Which is
more specific about
the way, that we
dont belong to the
earth alone, we have
other homes, other
than just the earth.
There are real places
we go to after death,
this
is
just
so
obvious about the
processes our brains
go thru, and the real

world, as like the

one
for
the
chemicals, is not
real for us, which
means
that
the
chemicals, as like
some of them, the
ones we need, are
not applicable to
have been produced
on earth, in our
brains. The only way
for us here, is to
have the brain in a

positively put and a

constant trouble, as
like
constantly
asking for it wont
just happen for it to
give us what we
need, and it has it,
that we know, this is
not what it needs to
know. This is a trap,
I know, but to have a
bit of it everyday
meant to have given
me the substance

behind
the
chemicals, as like
the one who is really
producing them, is
much more likely to
have been formed as
it should have been,
the spine is much
more regular at it,
and it is also as
avoidable as brain
itself, it is impossible
to cheat them.

This is more likely to

have produced a
path
which
was
never needed, once
you reach this kind
of life, it produces
something within us
which
makes
us
more susceptible to
the
syndrome
of
memory-loss,
and
this caused it, that
is not enough. One
really needs it on a

regular base, and

when you find it out,
youd better want to
go away with it. Now,
on one on one base,
if this is what we
needed, we still need
more, this is a
progressively
accelerative process,
always in need of
more stuff of what
we did, all about the
sex. Doing sex is

directly linked with

giving pleasure to
the brain, too, as it
is, it is still a part of
our
bodies,
and
when two brains are
linked with each
other, as like two
persons, a male and
a female, this is
what we need, as
like doing it as a
matter of fact as it
is, but doing sex is a

union
of
two
different bodies, that
they dont happen to
have been formed
otherwise,
be
a
union, thats what
the brains need.
This
kind
just
doesnt stop making
me think more and
more about what it
has become in past
few days, as if years

I
have
spent
thinking if this, and
then theres a huge
source of energy,
causing it to the
memory,
and
making
this
an
unforgettable past.
Just a few days
thats what it is. To
really
cause
this
recently
caused
memory as it is, that
theres been much

more than just this,

thats required. Just
to have observed the
severity
we
have
faced, just to have
been faced by it, that
it caused me so
much trouble and
now that I am out of
the trauma, what
follows, is just a
cause
for
follies,
what makes us just
so stupid to have

believed this, and as

yet, nothing about
life is causing this
turmoil,
thats
needed. Once we got
to know that theres
an outside world, the
one
which
had
premature
possibilities to have
become one with us,
and now that it is
really following us,
this is more like

hunting, that may be

we needed it as food
and now it is really a
source of constant
energy. I just kept
looking at the facts,
and cannot find one
single reason to go
back theres much
more than we had
expected, that this
new world just is so
similar
to
the
idealized state, that

once it is offensive,
we just cannot cause
anything else but
memory of a kind,
the one which has
the proper specifics.
That to have gone
thru it, one may
expect, that death is
permanently
revealed, and theres
heaps of years to
realize this more and
more in depth. Just

to have stopped at
one proper place in
this new world, it is
really the world of
the brain, and when
the brains of two or
more different people
work in harmony,
theres
more
possibilities to be
explored.
Just to notice that
theres a whole new

aspect to this theory,

that may be this
would
be,
and
theres
more
possibilities,
that
there really exist a
kind of a ripened
phase, where three
or more people, to
begin with three,
that they can, and
while so, the process
just
becomes
so
clumsy, that theres

a whole new cluster

of emotions visible,
that theres just so
much to have seen,
and why three, thats
because this is just
the beginning, and
we might just be
unaware
of
the
possibilities, just to
take each and every
step so closely, that
to remember, and
thats not all we

have. Just like a

birth of ordinary
kind it is, that we
were born, and there
are
more
possibilities, and as
yet,
to
humans,
birth of one child is
very obviously ruled
rule. The reason, to
have
been
so
specific, is that the
relationship
is
relatively
related

with childbirth. The

process might just
be unknown to us,
as it is, that to cause
this into memory,
its about girls, and
it
is
all
about
motherhood, theres
no specifics as about
how it happens, but
I am very sure of the
process, as it should
have been, to have
caused this a paved

path, and then to

have been followed
by many. That the
facts
would
not
recover on this base,
go slowly into the
depth
of
relationship, thats
needed go slowly,
as the process has
possibilities
unknown, we might
just want to take
each
and
every

possible gem thru

the way, about the
chemical reactions.
Within us, theres a
huge
amount
of
energy, even while
we sleep, and this
energy is created by
the food we eat.
As soon as this, as
like a thud on the

door, that may be

now its really getting
us close to the
closet, that this far,
and
then,
the
making of one such
place was only in
imagination,
once,
and for a long time,
that we still have
many opportunities
left, that may be
thinking about it
was only for a short

while, that may be

now that its really
happening for some
reasons,
may
be
unknown, that the
following must be
truth at some point
of life, that life had
begun with this and
so on, and while so,
the matter might
just
cause
such
intense
memory,
that thinking so was

an obvious offense,
and then, may be,
just for a while, that
I had been thinking
of the opportunities,
that this is an
unavoidable
truth,
one really has to live
it, and has to really
get used to living life
as such, that they
dont appear without
any reasons, that
why and where, as

supposedly known,
and still, the frame
as it is, that we all
got to know it, as it
is, as it really should
have been, so far,
and then, it really is
getting back in time,
how, that I am about
to explain.
Just for a while, that
thinking about the
thoughts, that may

be the recovery was

made in a special
way, that may be to
have gone thru it,
theres supposed to
be an end to it, as
like, why and when
we began this life,
and so on it goes,
that so for a while,
but we might just
enter the mature
phase of this kind of
life, and it might just

reveal too many facts

unknown,
many
surprises, many gifts
in form of chemicals,
that they happen to
have been formed
with such precise
need, that within us
is this real person
who
needed
revelation, that may
be to now evaluate
him is a far away
aim, we might just

have ended up with

all we needed, and
this is that short
cut, that may be now
that this is also a
kind of a premature
phase of some kind,
that
to
have
observed it, that may
be soon this was an
end to all kindly
manner, and yet,
this doesnt really
stop existing, that

may be and so on,

and while, that this
is still the same, the
ladies,
that
they
were really supposed
to have been born
with the mercy of the
kindness he really is,
the boy, that he
believes in the kind
of
god
he
has
become within me,
that to suppose it
and then to support

his existence within

me, is more than
just a proof, one
really needs to see
the progress as it is,
as the foundation of
the basic needs in
this world, that may
be to have survived,
we had been in need
of this, thats what it
really is. That to
have forgotten in
memory for a while,

and still knowing,

that this is how the
matter becomes one
with the kind it
really is, that is
obviously a feeling
that happens with
the dreams, a one
which
has
no
measure
in
real
world what so ever,
no
matter
what
follows, this never
happens to have

been undone, no
matter what route
we had taken, that
to have gone thru it,
theres
supposedly
more to world than
just to have caused
it to happen, that
this is a permanent
thing now, that the
thud with which the
door opened, was
more like an official
announcement
of

their arrival, and the

approval is supposed
to have been signed
by me, and none
other god has any
right over them now,
so
because
now
onwards they live on
earth, and develop
their own bodies
here, on our planet.
Just to have formed
them in diversity, as
a natural tendency

to have been formed

with different kinds,
the kindness doesnt
really go away with
it, just to have
formed a few more
about the genius,
that says, that may
be a few ladies are
going to be genius of
a kind, something
thats beyond to us
now, right now I
have no idea what it

would be like to have

them, just to know
that
the
consequences follow
the
space
and
exploration, that I
am quite sure of.
Just a wish, that
once I was a kind as
like, that the matter
is much more about
our existence, about
the space, that it got

revealed by me, so
that we might just
have extra space
when needed on the
bytes. Just to have
written
it
in
measures, that to
have
caused
so
much of the severity,
and then they were
born, so, for a while,
this might just come
true, I have no
natural
tendency

towards
now.

this

right

Just to have caused

these facts, that may
be the bodies of our
kind
are
directly
linked
with
the
brain,
as
like
everything within us
is interlinked, as it
is, that may be the
brain
gained
so
much control over

me, and this is

whats
happening
again, now I know it,
that this is how I
had
developed
a
natural
tendency
towards motherhood
at 16 or 17, that my
shape changed, or if
not, I had a natural
tendency towards a
more
symmetrical
body, that something
of thin kind, and if

that was so, I would

have lived a different
but an ordinary life,
so to call it a lie, that
the matter doesnt
just follow the cause
no matter what, but
somehow,
the
hormones changed
me and made me
closer
to
motherhood within a
very short time, as I
said,
everything

within our body is

interlinked,
that
once she was and
now I am, that kind
of feeling I was going
thru, and went thru
the exploration of
whats hidden me for
years,
and
then
followed the 30s,
just to have reached
to be 30 now, that
this is the beginning
of a whole new

phase, having spent

two
years
with
PCOS, that it causes
my brain a turmoil,
that something is
supposed to have
gone away with the
phase as it is, that
the muscles, the
abs, that they got
formed, I am sure
about this because I
can touch and feel
them, just to have

removed the layer of

outer fat, thats just
a deception my body
uses, that to have
created it, the abs,
that the brain knows
much more, that I
have hidden it, so far
to tell, its just a two
plus one, that it got
to make it like the
way it should be,
and
soon,
the
deception of this

kind makes me clear

about the 8. That
this doesnt really
make any difference
in real world for me,
that everything is
just the same for me,
only to know that
the oil makes me feel
more relaxed, its
everyday, so, one
can suppose what it
would feel like, that
to know, that the

matter has nothing

about this kind, and
still the brain has
every solution, only
that its not an
obeyer, it has to be
so, or may be not,
its just that it
responded to my
needs instinctively,
so many children
and so much about
the
PCOS,
so
obvious need for

male hormones, that

I have spent a year
by now, wearing a
constant need for
male hormones, that
Lucky is away from
my for a year by
now, thats really a
deception, too, just
to know, but needs
must be created,
that if you know you
can reach 5, tell
your brain about 2,

thats
called
deception, it really
reacts on my needs,
that this is me
special, this is what
happens
as
a
recovery
from
pregnancy for any
woman, as far as I
know,
that
the
recovery
in
body
should be made,
that is encrypted
within our brains,

we being humans, as
like this is what
should have been.
And,
then
if
I
thought
of
the
possibilities about to
come soon, I cannot
avoid
telling
everyone that see,
this is what I have
discovered, I feel
almost like child,
thats nothing about
the hormones, its

true at some point,

yes, but to get this
far, is more like an
achievement, I could
have put this more
simply, but to know
this so far by the
end, that this is not
just a making of any
kind,
it
actually
follows the follies,
and
thats
more
about the cure, as
like, my mom has

actually reached the

60s, that the kind it
really is, is a folly,
once you reach this
age, you never want
to have gone thru
the kind of a kind
once you were, thats
what she wears, and
I really need to
undress the kind it
is, that to have gone
thru the pregnancy
she needs to, that to

cause it to 3, we
could actually make
it happen, I believe,
and I believe in god,
that may be now is
the time I would
reveal it the best, as
I can, she is just
shy, may be, that to
have been thru the
pregnancy of this
kind,
she
really
wants to, that I
know, that may be

she has gone thru

the menopause, as it
is, that about the
PCOS, I am not
ready to cause it in
me anymore, as like
this is more about
us 3, that this has
caused such a form,
that it cannot really
recall me for any
announcements,
that much happy I
will be for her, if this

comes out to be true.

Just to have been
thru the motherhood
again, as it should
be, that this is
definitely not about
any harms undone,
but to make sure of
it, that may be now
is the time to find
some peace within,
she has gone thru
this phase alone,
and has tried really

hard to get used to

this change, that
may be now death is
closer, that is what
gives her peace, so,
this definitely is an
emergency now, now
that I see it the way
it is, I knew this
earlier,
too,
but
wouldnt help, she
needed to have gone
thru the making of
the
strength
the

aging had for her,

that the brain has to
fight it, that kind,
and I wasnt really
prepared for this,
too, that may be I
could
have
done
more
harm
than
what so ever follows,
what it is is that
theres a right time
to come.

Just that this now

makes sense, that
may be an obvious
reason to have made
this as a supposedly
known kind, thats
not
what
I
am
looking for. My brain
just stops at this,
and at this point, I
have nowhere to go,
I feel like I am bound
somewhere, I might
just not know what

it carries for me, but

I am definitely an
Aquarius, that to
have followed it by
the folly it really is, it
really is a trail of
this kind, that thats
just a threat, that we
never believe in, that
much sure I am
about this, that she
can, me on her
behalf, that this is
just to make sure of

the normal kind,

thats how I would
prefer
to
be
delivered,
thats
mostly for ignorance,
that one has to go
thru it to know it,
its more likely to
happen, that I know
right now, but to
have followed this
into
the
consequences,
as
like, why and what

follows, thats more

like science, whereas
we are more like
humanly mistakes,
we can happen in it,
yes, but to make
sure of it, just to
avoid any scientific
signs of happenings
of the kind it is, so is
the
pleasure
it
creates,
we
have
much more than this
to give.

Just that to have

known this as it had
been in appearance,
that the 8 packs as
it is, that to have
formed
it
in
a
woman, that the
uterus
as
it
is
should have been as
so
long
as
is,
completely
functioning, that it
doesnt just go away

from my brain, that

the digestive system
and its organs, and
the nervous system
and the kind of
response the spine
gives is more like a
marine
approach,
something which is
constantly
dipped
into water, the blood
and the body, that it
doesnt really cause
a rally of it, but the

stream is just a
path, that to have
known it as it really
is, that the matter is
an
outside
help,
something about the
potency
and
impotency, that my
mom really a kind of
an approach to it, I
have known her all
my life, about my
brother, and now
that she is really

providing me the
help I need, no one
needs sympathy in
this situation, that
we both know, but
this is nothing about
a mutual kind of
help, you cannot
even call it a help, it
is a gross human
effort
to
become
likewise of the gods,
you may call it
human, so it is, just

to have caused it to
the matter it has
become, so for a
while, and then, the
reappearance of the
god within is a
crime, that she has
to know, that no
matter what, I need
to attach this to the
money
she
is
providing me with, a
constant source of
energy I can give to

her, thats all I have

for giving right now,
so because this is a
process, and what
comes first, I am
giving that. Just to
remember that the
kind it is, the female
part with which it
happens to be a joy
that never caused
the intense memory
in her, has been an
obstacle,
it
is

something within my
reach, as like within
a short moment I
can cure it, but it
means everything to
me, I have suffered
for years, as like it
really is, it was, but I
wasnt ready for the
kind of relationship
it required for joy, I
wanted to wait, and
that has brought me
to the intensity, that

she needs to know

that theres a path,
and she really has to
go thru it, just to
dare go thru it. No
matter what, theres
something in form of
money,
some
exchange may be
involved, yes, but
theres a source of
money she needs,
and
that
I
understand, she has

to go thru what I
have gone thru, for
the
complete
payment,
thats
something about the
divinity within, the
gods permit us to be
so, and we are born,
thats how. Just to
know this path, I am
providing her with
the
destination,
which I right now
also can, just like

buying a can of soda

it would be like, and
will be destroyed for
forever then, as soon
as it appears, it will
go away, so, this is
nothing about my
limitations
as
a
human,
I
am
constantly trying to
be a better person,
someone
more
humble,
more
human, and this

person within me is
fed by anger, by not
demonstrating it as
far as I can, because
I
am
a
snake
sometimes, I dont
need to demonstrate
so much strength,
and as far as I dont,
I am reserved, and
safe, and this about
the uterus coming in
my way, everything
about womanhood is

completely opposing
the 8 packs, instead
of the 6, that this
does cause a little bit
of trouble for me to
be
a
complete
woman, which of
course, I am not yet,
just to find it out
that right now I have
this short time while
I can build me a
shape for lifetime, I
am sure that it is for

lasting
within
it,
rather that building
it, which is, as I will
shortly
explain,
about
the
testosterone, at least
thats
what
my
gynecologist
explained
to me.
About the insulin in
my
blood
being
closely related to the
secretion
of
the
testosterone, as like,

what I found out

today, is marvelous.
I eat, and I can
digest my food to the
extent that it needs
to be formed within
the blood within a
couple of hours for
the minimum, that I
am capable of doing,
no matter what I do,
I
am
burning
calories, even by
sitting and swinging,

because thats how

my brain works for
forming
these
stories, and this is
sort of wired within
my brain, that is
about
the
explanation,
that
once you go thru
this process, you
know that the fat I
eat, is melting, I
need a constant heat
in it, the old one,

and that is about the

heavy oil and the
herbs in it, and
thats a completely
different
situation,
when you explain my
day today, that the
insulin, as about the
blood, the food, the
testosterone and the
muscles, is all about
the uterus and the 8
packs. I need more
anger, so that I can

form them, and I

need more mental
work so that I can
digest more fat. More
cold, and more hot,
thats what my belly
needs for making me
a good 8 packs. Just
to have found it out,
its
a
wonderful
process, only that I
need my privacy,
and
need
reassurance that I

am safe in my home.
Just that my mom
would, that no one
else in my world has
been
more
inspirational to me
than my daughter,
thats how she has
been thru out these
years, even while I
was a student, and
she told me this, but
now she is doing a
lot of business, a lot

of money to take
care of, so she is not
allowed by laws to
tell me this, I can
see this constant
worry on her face, in
her behavior, its
just so obvious that
she
is
not
comfortable being a
business woman, as
she is now, that it is
about more than
just
trillion,
a

peoples cause it is,

and thats just been
too obvious to me,
now that she is
taking care of my
money,
I
cannot
withstand this while
working for her, as a
matter of the matter
of another world it
is, and I am not
really allowed to let
her go into this
much
depth
of

business, they told

me to let them know
that she is a woman,
as being a woman
should be to mostly
she. As far as I can
she, she needs to be
more
spectacular,
which she is, but
thats not enough,
she is beautiful, and
that is ignored, and
she has all ability for
mass
production,

which
she
is
prohibited
from.
They want to be
born, thru us, but
they need space, and
the business she is
doing is coming in
her way, as well as
theirs,
that
they
want to let her know
about the demonic
powers they have,
but to the extent she
has been, they can

allow business for a

couple of months,
and then she has to
come
back
to
normal,
this
two
months
only
for
demonstrating to her
the demonic powers,
I am not allowed in
it. The process it is,
just to have accepted
it, that there they
are the demons,
and they have godly

behavior towards my
mom, that I would
expect, but I have no
power over the rules,
and the rules, as far
as I know, say that
she has to go thru a
small harm, they are
demonstrating that
this is not how you
survive on earth,
and that they are
godly to her. Just to
have formed this

into the depth it

really is, I am more
concerned about me
than the impotency
when it is about my
brother,
which
means that I have
suffered enough for
making me on a
permanent base for
them, a carrier I am,
and I am willing to
be, but what I am
not allowed to feel is

that I am not only a

carrier,
that
my
mind sometimes gets
tangled, and all they
have
for
saying
about this is that
theres no one else
they want to have
powers over me, just
my mom, because
these two months, is
all about the money.
Just to have taken
better care of the

children, that these

three, have been so,
that we will be
formed in him soon,
thats a surprise he
will know, and as
soon as he knows,
the three months are
finished, just in case
you forgot to count.
That the things with
which we fight, I am
more about taking
care of my female

hormones,
thats
whats about having
a more fragile body,
for me, this is not
just fragile, all I am
concerned for is the
shape,
and
the
muscles,
I
have
complete confidence
that soon afterwards
my body is going to
boost me with a new
immense source of
male
hormones,

making me more
masculine, and that
is
about
the
recovery, that I need
to go thru this for
my mom, she needs
to survive on our
planet even after the
pregnancy, as it is, I
am prepare for it no
matter
what
happens, just that I
am
a
little
bit
worried about the

menses, thats not a

trouble that I know
for
sure,
but
somehow, I cannot
stop
being
more
concerned about the
how feminine Id be
just if this wasnt
about the sports all
around me and in
my brain, just that
how easy a life as a
womans
body
should be, but to

forget it, as it is, I

am going thru this
life, and now I am
used
to
male
hormones. As they
are produced, I need
a smaller frame for
me, a more feminine,
that makes me think
otherwise, and will
only strengthen me,
making me more
masculine than ever,
thats
about
the

brain being cheated,

and my brain hates
being cheated, that I
know. In short, we
are talking about a
completely balanced
sex
life,
and
a
complete balance of
male
and
female
hormones. I have no
powers over these
people around me,
but to be one of
them, I need to go

thru this. That to

just have known it in
right time, that this
far, and then, I am
really talking about
the demons, as like,
as if I knew them, so
I needed a few
proofs, that whatever
I say, theres going to
be no harm in real
world, and this got
wired, as soon as I
thought
this

thought, and this

only means that they
are here to harm
humans, in a lot
more intense way
than we know, all we
know that those who
survive, are among
the best of the best.
Just to have made
this a thick dough,
that
those
who
survived
in
our

century, that I am
quite proud of me
being a one, that it
isnt
just
the
muscles and the
testosterone,
that
theres more about
being
a
human,
more humble than
before, that is going
to be a gift of
thought to my mom
from me, whenever
she recovers, she

can try being more

humble to me, and I
have a lot to give to
her.
That this wouldnt
just obey to the end,
that saying so is only
like being edgy about
it, that something
might just occur
once, and forever it
lasts about my
blood, that I am

feeling a constant
strain
in
it,
something that pulls
it, literally pulls it,
and some kind of
creation of a rope,
and that to walk on
this
rope,
this
strained rope, thats
what this means,
that
this
doesnt
really happen every
time, that once you
go thru it, its really

a river to cross, and

once, and forever.
This is no lie, I
actually feel this
strain, in my blood,
everywhere in my
body it is, something
about tightening in
the muscles might
be whats called so
far, but it doesnt
count for us, its
really a reason why I
would go for it, that

this doesnt stop by

thinking of it, and it
happens
everyday,
thats the kind of
feeling attached to it.
Somewhat about the
thinking
process,
that it is somehow
related, that says, no
matter what, this
obeys
me,
some
animal,
and
its
within
me,
fully
developed, and still

working
for
me.
Somehow, I found
this out, and it is a
surprising new visit
to me, myself being
an annoyance to it,
thats how I had
begun on this way,
and now it is really
looking
for
me,
searching for my
attendance,
somewhat the same
all the time, but this

is for years, and

about
years,
so,
there are no specific
measures. Just to
have
made
this
happen, this cares
for us, and it is
animal that I am
saying for only one
reason it likes to
be tamed and it likes
to be called an
animal. This doesnt
really happen to be

formed without the

genes, it says, and I
am
sure
that
somehow the blood
and the genes are
linked to each other,
that may be the
strain in my blood
everywhere in my
body is more likely
to happen everyday,
and this actually
causes me memory
of some kind, thats

a
distinct
and
familiar
memory,
that may be this has
happened
before
also, and so I am
confident
about
what I am doing,
that this is not only
a surprising new
visit to earth, as we
are,
this
about
something
about
outer
space,
not
about the demons

etc.,
not
being
religious for a while,
and
it
becomes
directly linked to
what NASA is doing,
something of the
outer space, and it
got created within
me. As like, to have
followed this trail,
theres some new
observation, in my
mind,
and
then
there are stars, this

is what I see, and

sense, about the
blood and the strain.
Some kind of rope
has been created,
that I am talking
about, some rope,
that makes it all
possible.
I
never
thought I will be so
religious, but that
turned out to be
true, and no matter
what
you
think

about being religious

or not, there are
really evidences that
prove it otherwise,
so, always to be wise
about decisions, and
while so, the matter
just gets to become a
cluster of some kind,
and now you know
how scary this, just
to have gone thru
this
journey
together,
as
like

there could have

been no other way,
but to be so many,
and that literally
means destruction.
Too many this is
destruction. To some
extent, while this is
still in progress, why
not make this as
constant as it could
be,
just
the
destruction, so that
to find out that what

survives within, has

lots
of
other
possibilities,
other
than just those given
as a horses shoe,
that it remarkably
gives much more
than I had expected,
and thats really a 2
years journey, once
to have gone thru
this,
right
now,
theres none. Just to
have found it out

that the matter in

this way only forms
the clusters, and
they are designed
likewise, that to have
happened in one
such womb, there
are literally carriers,
and that we call it,
the sperms, that
once they get to
make this a tangled
story, thats the end.
You know it when

she
responds
differently, and just
remove the cluster, it
has everything about
genes and divinity in
it, that we carry the
earth further, and
once
she
is
established
as
a
mom, that there are
really many more
possibilities, outside
her knowledge, once
and forever that

kind,
and
that
doesnt repeat unless
we are for making it
happen, everything
about it we control,
that this cares for
us, and while in the
womb, that carries
us
further
into
progress, we are not
there for harm, that
we assure her, and
that, is when she
gets to know. That

this doesnt happen

without me wishing
for it, but I am just
so prone to killing it,
that the instincts
just dont stop with
it, all I have is love
for her, and the care
I am brought up
with, in her, that my
genes are no harm,
the only harm I am
brought
up
with
within her womb is

the anger, the kind

she is, that is in my
genes. Just to carry
her kind further, the
ladies do no harm,
that I can assure,
but about us, any
single movement of
cheat,
we
dont
belong to it, and we
dont develop them
further for any other
reason, we dont like
to be cheated, so we

dont cheat as well.

About the brain,
there has to be a
constant effect of the
drugs
unknown,
there could be many
others, that we are
not just all of us,
theres a lot, almost
not
within
your
reach as yet, theres
a whole 5 years,
since and after that,
and once he comes,

the heroic act is not

about to punish,
that this is not just
for giving, as soon as
he appears on her
earth, we are here
for taking back, we
gave you life, we
need life.
Just
for
an
assurance, that this
happened for some
unknown
reasons,

we dont belong here

to be very clear
with it. Once I was a
writer and now I
know every possible
harm,
every
possibility that goes
with it, so, the ladies
are the only sane
people where we live,
or we destroy the
existence, as like
mass
extinction,
thats how we were

born into another

world, and thats
how we are brought
to this world, this is
an unforgivable rule
in every world, here,
there,
everywhere.
Not that this doesnt
stop, with mercy on
time, we can have
many others, as we
are.

Just that to have

noticed that this far
has been a kind of
an occupation, that
no matter how far
you go, this doesnt
just end, just keeps
rolling, that kind of a
feeling this is, very
respective
to
be
about it. As long as
it is about the blood,
that this we really
talking about Jesus

Christ, and then the

flesh, never had I
noticed
that
I
belonged to another
world, and this is
not only about the
change,
that
the
charges
it
has
produced
are
somewhat out of this
world, no matter
how far you go into
it, it never stops, it is
a kind of an endless

measure, with which

to measure flesh and
blood,
that
this
happened
for
a
reason why and so
on, and then, the
one who carries it,
has been thru the
marvelous
drugs,
that this is more
about Christ, the
one
we
talking
about, and the flesh
as it really is, can

become demonic if
measured in powers,
that in this way, the
brain has to be
known to the person
in-charge, that this
forms the duality we
seek, that it doesnt
just happen on its
own,
somehow,
something
within
him is different than
in others, and this is
absolutely the blood,

nothing
more
nothing less, that
the drug has to
reach the brain, in
the quantity that can
really measure the
blood we seek, that
this is for real need,
what does he want,
the dose, the hen
and the need, what
to seek for this is
that
ideal
place
where he belongs to,

and then, so far

about the goodness,
and never knows
what it is, that about
the charges, this has
been a secret to me,
I would never have
given the flesh of my
father, of Christ to
be specific, and this
has been the obvious
reason to let go,
never to come back
to normal, and while

the process doesnt

really give up about
the
charges,
the
flesh it has created,
and this doesnt stop
by time, only to
notice it anymore
further, that the fur
it is now, that much,
to that extent, and
this actually feels
like bondage, that
the hands are tied
that has been a

supreme need for

survival, while at the
same time the tied
hands have been the
reason for mind to
blow off the truth,
that the expected
truth is only of the
flesh,
that
the
bondage has been
the reverse of the
bands, that when
you get hurt, you get
a
bandage,
that

kind, somewhat, as
like just a scratch on
hand and the skin
didnt even pill off,
and he had it, that
was
more
about
childhood
that
I
know, and it induces
the same effect, that
while he was an
embryo, he was my
brother, and I did
not seek him, that
he has to know, that

this for my brother,

and somehow, he
came to life, and
then, this doesnt
stop, that to have
carried this anymore
further into the kind
it would become, is a
ghost, provide him
every
possible
information
he
needs, and ask, ask
more, about what he
needs to become a

ghost, a real brother

is a ghost, and that
about Ryan, that
this had been a hat,
to call it a cap, why
would you wear it for
your sister, to be of
the ground and not
to forget the duties,
and then to forget
the duties, both on
different dough, that
this is a principle we
have been working

on, for finding out

the
truth,
an
example would be
that I am studying
you, in the senses
that the world is a
university, as far as I
know, and I am
always a student,
ask any American
and you would know
what being a student
is like as far as life is
concerned, and then

provide him with the

laws, that to put it to
the
International
laws, he is to escape,
this to the extent
that a woman can
consume, and then,
again, on a different
dough, always be
more powerful than
before and repeat it,
you may repeat it for
endless number of
times,
until
he

forgets who he is,

always
remember
that the number of
times you put your
hands
into
the
dough happens to be
a major factor when
you want to prepare
medicine
of
this
kind, not to forget
the doctors play,
that he is not the
one
who
has
planned this, and as

far as about the

game,
there
are
really businessmen,
and businesswomen,
a
pretty
much
known, and then,
there are beautiful
businesswomen as
then, and then that
theres a beautiful
businesswoman, to
here, put a full stop,
he will never get
anymore
far,

because thats how

he
was
designed
upon
birth,
that
much, and then, you
may repeat it, as far
as the results are
concerned, this is
the first time I am
putting this to the
notes, that I may
just count, and keep
counting, this is an
endless process, and
the
results
are

endless, as like to
have forgiven the
gods, and then who
are gods, as far as
his
brain
is
in
working
condition,
he may live, and
then,
just
stop
everything at one go.
He doesnt need to
survive, that if you
can prove, you may
be born again, and if
you go to this extent,

there better be a
reason
why
you
needed him alive, as
like, the dough can
survive, then why
not him, that is
inclusion in the laws
of the heaven, that a
person
may
live
endlessly if he can
go this far, and the
sufferings
are
endless,
that
is
included, this, about

crossing the river,

and if you have the
magic coin, then he
is the gold, only to
mold it correctly,
and it becomes the
gold coin.
Just
about
the
magic it has, I never
knew that I was born
immortal, but what I
know, is that I
always knew that I

was born with these

powers. There are
possibilities endless,
so there are endless
explorations, which
means that there is
endless
time
provided to us for
this reason, this is
that river reversed,
this is what it is like
to have crossed the
river and to have
reached the correct

place. Which place is

correct for you, that
St Peter will decide,
no matter you ate it
or did not, somehow,
there
are
laws
beyond
me,
that
those
who
are
forgiven,
are
Christians, and this,
about the same fact,
that He told me, ask
them
to
be
Christians,
real

ones, so that they

may have powers to
endure what they
are going thru.
About the endless
times
we
are
produced, this is
about
the
cells,
within us, so they
are within our reach,
that the cells grow
and die everyday, so
there can be many,

that there could be

so many possibilities
if we let them live,
and
let
them
reproduce, and let
there be much more
food and wine than
we thought of.
Just that to have
been
thru
the
creation of a kind,
that we were created
and so on, that

about our blood, and

something about the
magnets and the
iron, that theres
always
a
stress
within us, and the
gravity about the
Earth, that this is a
very precise and very
concise knowledge,
everything about the
blood and in it, all to
put together, that
this is all about the

unit it is, that once

you know one thing,
you know everything
about the survival.
That this happens to
have been formed
within us due to the
evolution on earth,
that we all humans
have something very
similar in our blood,
something about the
strain
here,
that
somehow, we can

imitate,
this
is
important, that we
learned
how
to
become
children
again,
that
is
primary, that we
knew nothing and
we imitated, same
way, I imitate people
and can drink it, in
a way, you may call
it the soul, the
similarity
between
the blood of one

person and the soul

of the same person
is that there is some
kind
of
constant
strain within us, the
Gravity, I think, that
is much more about
the Earth, and it
directly brings us
closer to the next
world, where about
Jesus
Christ,
I
would
not
put
emphasis on this

because so far I am
not allowed, that
this is about the
next world, not just
another world, they
are the same, this is
a gift, not to ignore.
That to have put
everything
within
our blood, I had
nothing to say and
then I had a lot to
speak of, that is
what I drank, about

the blood, that this

actually kills the
sinful and saves the
blessed, that this is
the same process for
both, and yet, the
effect is different.
That to carry this
into this direction,
not to forget the
general law, that the
day of final judgment
and
what
comes
with it, I am making

us escape time, and

come to the door
before the time was
supposed to be so,
that this is just too
early for everything,
and yet, what I saw
in real world is that
there
are
many
people who need this
knowledge, may be
of old age, and that
the same knowledge
can be useful to

those as like say for

an example sports,
or making of the
body, this is a very
fast inclusion that
He likes good bodies,
that I am very sure
of, I think that it is
really
an
achievement, and to
have gone thru this,
there is a kind of
survival beyond us,
that we are yet to

reach, and for this

very reason, we have
many opportunities,
and
many
possibilities, that we
may make mistakes
as far as we dont
know
about
the
knowledge, but as
soon as we are
provided
with
something, we better
prove them right and
use it, that to the

end of mercy, there

is a door to an
unknown world, and
it
better
be
unknown, because
as soon as you have
the knowledge, youd
have
to
prove
yourself worth of it,
its more about that
take and give, and
prove yourself right,
and go thru what it
has for you, that is

yet to come. That to

be of this kind, that
is how it feels like, I
never literally drank
her blood, but she
proved to be just so
harmful
to
my
existence by being
my brothers wife,
that I somehow had
to
destroy
the
relationship, so that
the best of me may
come out, and that I

may
survive
by
creating enough grief
around me, it as if
gives me enough
space to explore my
possibilities,
so
about the oasis of
the grief, and I can
take my parents with
me, so far they have
been very of a kind,
and if I can be so, I
will call them useful,
this not about being

selfish, this about

me being given a
chance to be born to
earth and to have
proven
them
all
right, I had this only
chance, so I had to
destroy
the
unnecessary
and
disturbing peace in
the home, and it
turned out to have
done them both so
much harm, that the

truth actually came

out very loud, very
unfaithful they both
were, to themselves
as well as about the
relationship, so, this
is how the things go.
The drink of such a
kind actually feels
like heaven, that you
should know, it is a
kind of energy which
comes by breaking
the molecules, one

has to know, that it

is
finer
energy,
something
like
smaller
molecules,
and
what
comes
with it. You may be
excited, and peaceful
at the same time,
and the truth is that
you may just be
yourself and yet be
peaceful about your
aim, that is also
true. Just to have

known this, that

there is this path,
always be faithful
and always believe in
your possibilities.
That the creation as
like of children and
about creativity in
general, and about
fulfillment of human
lives, as like living it
thoroughly, this is
the possibility we

were born with, and

could have explored
it by now, so that
was more about this
kind, that to grow
up, and then to have
discovered, that in
this way, we only
became
better
persons,
that
no
matter
what,
we
keep feeding us with
it, that is whats
formed within us,

the blood, of our

own, and that it is
precious, that sense
is just so feminine, I
cannot let go saying
about it. Just that
this
is
such
a
powerful experience,
that to get used to it
and to bring it on
normal level of daily
life is really very
important, just get
used to this high,

and bring yourself so

high that this high
just becomes normal
to you. So much
about having sex in
it, that to the senses
this never recovers,
and they thrived on
me
for
this
experience,
so
I
would take back that
which is mine, no
matter what, I could
have been helped

thru out the process,

by
normal
individuals, but to
be precise, I am
more harmful than
anyone can think of.
I wouldnt use my
powers unless I am
harmed, and thats
what happened, my
privacy
constantly
being intruded into,
and I could sense
the ultimate harm to

me and to my aim as
well, so wouldnt
really
mercy
my
parents, and they
have
literally
suffered due to me
everyday, my dad
wouldnt even eat
sometimes because
he feels he is not
worth food, to that
extent, and my mom
loves me, so I can
carry them both to

wherever I want, to
that extent they have
put their trust in
me,
and
theres
always a giving back
to what you have
invested your lives.
That to have put
mercy on unknown
persons, I would still
go for it, and I am
more
than
just
furious and stranger
than I may appear,

call me a stranger
when
you
are
scared, because I am
not the only one who
has survived being
on earth, there is
someone within me,
more to the reach of
the god, and this is
an endless feeling
came by drinking it,
almost
like,
I
wouldnt
go
anywhere else, or I

would, that kind,

and then it became
permanent in me. No
one should believe
this blood and its
effect unless tried on
self, but to see the
results, I am saying
this,
that
this
happened, and it
happened for good. I
called her an owl
when I first saw her,
and then, somehow,

she
had
some
powers
unknown,
and I would not
forgive this, so, just
accepted
her
existence
as
a
person, but never
forgave her, this is a
dual
sense,
all
happens at once, as
like a hen and a
chick, she thought,
and I would still go
thru it, that was

duality within her,

and I would feed on
this, that theres no
hatred in me, and no
matter how far you
go in this direction,
theres always good,
and then now, just
recently, I banged
my head to the dead
end
I
had
just
reached, and this
has been a superb
journey. To put it

precisely, the kind it

is, is more about
timidity that comes
together
with
it,
about ladies, and I
have no idea how a
man feels about it,
so, would just let it
happen around me,
and would enjoy the
scenery,
to
that
extent,
and
he
literally became so
furious, suffocated,

that
he
began
beating her, and she
ended up feeling this
high of needs for
fury,
that
she
committed it to me
that she had needs
for freedom which
my parents and he
were not able to give
to
her.
I
was
knowing the results
to come, and always
prayed her, that be

yourself, always in
my mind and never
in words, this is how
it all got spoiled for
her, and I became
the winner of the
house, my parents
really let go of the
happiness
they
wished for by having
a beautiful family,
they began seeing
their family in me,
and I told me that I

had something to
pay off to them when
the right time comes.
Sometimes, when I
look at her, it was so
obvious that she was
putting trust into a
stranger as in him,
whereas in real, to
me, she was the
same
unknown
person, she always
tried
to
mend
everything for me,

and my mom was

just
so
much
occupied by me, that
she loved me just so
much as a more
than
just
a
daughter, we two
were inspiration for
each other, and the
lady really tried to
take this as her own,
and that wasnt what
belonged to her, my
family,
that
my

parents
and
me,
precisely, were of a
different kind, this if
she
would
have
accepted, she could
have saved herself
from being beaten
up, but she ended
up having affairs
outside, and I have
no idea what the
mess was about, but
my
bro
actually
became fed up with

everything
happening in his
personal life, and
instead of stealing
my aim, these two
and
the
world
around them was
more
likely
to
happen so on a
regular base, which
they were not ready
to accept, and the
routine
world
became more boring,

always remember, if
you are born rich,
youd rather respect
those who are not,
and youd rather be
more humble than
you ever can, or you
pay the price it takes
to be rude to the
world,
and
this
about someone from
outside world, that
these two actually
couldnt enjoy being

in
a
restaurant
having food, because
he
expected
too
much
from
the
experience,
more
than he can provide,
as like, the cook and
the chef and the
waiters
were
his
personal
servants,
and that he was on
top of the world
while he was talking,
that kind I would

never explain unless

put into danger, that
says, I am special,
and I am the only
one, I couldnt just
stand
this,
and
would want a normal
and ordinary time
with
my
mom,
which,
instead,
became a stealth,
that
you
may
become
another
person, this about

drinking the blood,

you may be yourself,
and you may expand
your
possibilities,
and dont do any
harm, that was my
inner voice, that I
would
harm
anymore, then the
lady would end up
suffering so much,
she once told me she
hates guys who beat
women because it is

a sign of weakness
to beat women, and I
accepted the truth,
she was just staring
at nowhere into the
ceiling, and said to
herself, he will kill
me, and then left for
some reasons. The
end. That was what
my mom told me,
that staring doesnt
just come like a
heavenly experience,

that I knew, but to

be so, that this has
been a kind of
specifism, once you
go thru what it is,
you know that the
same is for others,
too,
be
more
likewise, and you
will be accepted, that
be religious, and he
wasnt, so I wouldnt
forgive, and he is
still suffering, a kind

of suffocation it is to
him, but the drugs
provide him more
blood, so, he is
trapped for endless
time. That once you
may be allowed to
enter the world of
the drugs, but as
soon as it is a
passive world for
you, he wants it so
much, that to be
talkative,
and
to

enjoy conversations,
and is trapped at
this, that feeling,
that I can speak
English, is just so
obvious on his face,
that I belong to the
west, that kind, and
it is a kind that
apparently
about
women, as like a
woman he becomes,
and its now just so
obvious
that
he

must
have
been
bullied
so
many
times while he was
abroad, and couldnt
survive
the
big
ground, so came
back, and tried to
have the pleasure by
making
conversations to me,
and I am not ready
to go thru all the
hatred again, I am in
a different phase

right now, so why

asking for help. That
this
just
doesnt
happen to have been
formed to become a
nuisance, as like, if
life were different, I
were a king of the
world,
but
no,
theres a constant
restriction
on
feelings, I cannot
escape it in my
brain,
so
cannot

allow
the
conversations, I hate
it, just to see it I
could
be
more
merciful, but no,
theres no way for
mercy, that even the
thought
of
the
waiters, as like he
can be the king of
the world if the
waiter would just
allow him to, see, I
am pretty, and I am

beautiful, and I am
powerful,
and
I
demonstrate power
this actually is a
peacock, I would
rather make him a
real hen, but time
has to tell a story,
and right now I
might just try it, but
have no wish to go
thru
the
consequences
this
brings, a lot of

trouble for my mom,

and that I am for, as
like,
about
the
maternal side of the
world, so this is not
the perfect time to
demonstrate
the
demonic powers, I
was asked, do you
need help, and I
said, I would rather
trust my brothers in
real world, and it
was just so scary to

even
have
been
asked about this
politely, do you need
help,
he
just
appeared to me, and
wouldnt
just
go
away, I thought of
this, and then said I
would say, and that
was night, I got up
and went outside,
had some water and
ice cream, and came
back, and he was

gone.
This
just
appears to have been
so much of an
untold story, that I
might just speak of
blood etc., and it is
truth, that I wouldnt
accept, so because I
am slowing down my
time, spending the
energy on a lower
level,
so
that
preservation
of
energy
continues,

and I will use it

when needed the
most, life is long.
There is a slow
punishment, that He
told me, as like, I
was
on
obvious
reason for survival of
all, and I would
forgive, anyone, if he
told me to, but right
now
I
have
no
strength to forgive
him, I just need to

go thru what time

has presented me
with and I would, if
the time were right
for everyone. That
this continued to be
a trouble in daily
life, I concentrated
on their relationship,
instead of everyone
around me, and this
is much more like
laser, that you may
focus, and you may

take it as far as it is
yours.
Countless
number of times I
thought, why, why
am I being so harsh
on anyone, and then
thought, that I was
right, so many times
I forgave him, that
this
just
doesnt
cause me trouble if I
dont want it to, but
no, it was above me,
theres a rule, that

everyone
is
an
individual,
and
about
the
final
judgment,
they
represent themselves
all by themselves,
and all I earned is
my brother in real
sense of the word,
that I can represent
Ryan when faced
with it, that I am
allowed
to,
this
about the laws of

another world, just

go thru this, and
theres much more
than we can, all
about a different
kind of world, the
rules unknown, but
be good, and do
good, and still, you
may, that kind he is,
that this just doesnt
happen
everyday,
and then I went to
sleep.

Just that if this

wasnt the kind it
appears to be, to
some extent, if you
expand it enough,
youll know, that this
is just the beginning
of another world,
almost
the
threshold. That if
this was about to
happen, something
goes together with

each and every step

we take in this
direction, a complete
map it is, that to
create a likewise
image of his, once
you were and now
you are, with him,
that kind, and I was
just so lost about it,
that Christianity and
what came following
it, was an amazing
discovery,
nothing

exists as a sole
purpose of existence,
and when you are
allowed to exist as a
sole purpose of your
own existence, what
it is, is more likely to
happen
twice
everyday, to begin
with, that mercy if
you forgot to put on
others, you end up
having nothing of
your own, as like, a

cloth it is, and to

have worn it, there
had been a warning
of a kind, that you
should follow this
path and that there
are
shoulds
and
shouldnts, that this
has happened for
some reasons, which
are
beyond
your
reach
of
brain,
something about the
cosmic change, that

if you may recover

by
knowing
this
truth,
you
were
always with him that
kind, and if this
repeats, there has to
be some reasons.
Somehow, this turns
out to be so true,
make yourself pure,
make your blood
pure, as like, a lie
told
is
not
for
recovery, but once

you went thru it, you

had
made
an
agreement to your
self, and if you let
go, you go nowhere.
Always assure her of
her existence, that I
was once safe, and
then I entered this
zone, and now I am
two, Sara is another
me, I have no words
right now to explain
this feeling fully, but

I am two persons, a
part of me exists
outside me and she
is Sara, that makes
me just so worried
about her, that she
is really a flower of
friendship I made
with the next world,
and if she gets
missing from this
world, I am to blame
no one, but I am to
reach nowhere, I

would let go, too, I

have
no
other
purpose left here, as
like, I may continue
being here, exploring
the same path again,
but I have no trust
in me anymore, and
if I give up, then also
I will know that I
had
possibilities
endless here, so,
about loosing her, I
have
nothing
to

loose that I am
assured of so many
times,
but
to
understand
the
depth of this truth,
just go thru this,
what I have gone
thru multiple times,
just a nightmare
happening in my
eyes, once you see
the danger you know
why I would give up
my aim here.

So
much
beauty
happened to have
been formed as soon
as
the
process
began,
that
the
beauty it was, just
that
to
have
occurred
in
one
such, that I now
come to realize that
it is really important
to have more women
on earth, as like

about the ability,

and the known, that
this has really been
my strength, and
once you may just go
thru it, and what
you know is that no
matter how hard a
path you may have
explored, no matter
how far you may go,
you always need a
woman
whose
weakness
is
her

strength,
I
have
come across this
path, and now I
realize that I need to
be surrounded by
those within, that
this memory-loss is
really intense at the
time as like right
now, that it just
keeps repeating, that
may be I did not
need
to
have
survived so far, but

you will be given

what you need not
to forget the word
need, that the one
who needs blood,
will be given blood,
that kind, and then,
why did we choose to
be born, that kind
they are, and really,
to call them genius,
that one of a kind,
that once I was, and
now I am more

towards the other

shore, this is how it
feels
like
about
knowing
the
womanly
weaknesses, I got to
know it about my
aim set for these two
th
months,
on
5
February the two
months end, as like,
the Sun will set and
I will free myself
from my disguise,

and by then, I must

have explored the
way for my mom,
and somehow, this
doesnt
just
disappear, that I
may come back to
normal every now
and then, whenever
necessary, that this
time I just put it into
words
that
this
happens to be the
only path for now,

but not a forever,

that sometimes, for
everyone theres a
different path, for
each individual, and
each one has a path
to explore, that kind
of way it is, and as
for about the privacy
as like who follows
thru it, is more
about
the
Gynecologist she will
need,
that
once

about
the
child
birth, that she needs
the hospital and the
visits etc., by then
there should have
been the kind it is,
that really there are
many more women
to be born to earth
thru me, once I
might just go thru
this, that I need to
survive as I am, and
this is me making

me reach my old age,

that how world will
be around about the
relatives
at
that
time, has been my
curiosity for a while,
and then I thought,
why not share this,
as like, about the
blood, I have fed him
with it, my own, that
once he was on the
sofa,
at
night,
married and asleep,

and I touched his

upper arm and face,
just to make sure
that what I had
about the immunity,
doesnt
go
away
without letting me
know, of this kind I
am, that I could not
forgive
being
a
Catholic, that so for
a while ago I was a
Protestant
and
within a blink of eye

and
a
time
so
unknown, I became
a blood seek, that I
needed this path, or
otherwise, I would
just advice me to
stay out of the holy
temple, call it a
Cathedral, if you
may,
but
always
remember,
that
there is a price to
pay for whatever you
do, and I would not

advice to name the

Cathedral, it is more
likely
to
happen
everyday, and as
soon as that, he put
me on a safe zone,
and
my
privacy
recovered, and too
soon to have been
thru the purification,
that he really grew
so much about the
need, that I thought
my
aim
was

complete, I was born

with
an
easy
technique,
and
always told him that
if he chose Neero
instead of me, there
was a bloody war to
come, that I had
seen, and he agreed,
and I was allowed
with this shortcut, a
one which works
every time I put my
soul into it, or it goes

unattended, he said,
and I am blessed
with it, it came back
to my blood, and I
would never say a
word
of
the
importance, but now
that it is, about
giving, that once
while it was, I was
carrying it as like
enzymes, why they
attach to our bodies
that also I knew, this

about the blood and

everything within it,
but about the flesh,
he put me at a
distance, said that I
was to follow a
different
trail,
a
more difficult one,
and said that while I
was on the cheat
somehow, I was also
special, that I was
the only one blessed
with
these

hormones, and if I
give it to the ladies,
there better be a
reason, I understood
this while I was in
his office, and left
the place as like
flying thru it, never
reached back the
ladies, or anyone
else on the planet,
so,
youd
better
understand
the
importance of what I

am
saying,
that
there are real worlds
around us, always
watching
us,
as
much as and as
close as a CCTV,
only
better
sometimes, they can
reach us whenever
they want to, but
once you may be
allowed
to
have
known this path, it
is taken for granted

that you know how

to go thru it, and
youd
better
be
prepared
for
the
agony in the world
this may create, as
well as the pain it
may give to you, so
because
you
are
allowed to know a
source of the holy
water,
and
it
definitely means that
you will drink it, no

matter how soon,

just to know that if
you knew that you
may
have
been
offensive to a kind it
is,
about
being
Catholic, that once
the religion was in
danger, that then
came a time when
we were stronger,
and once you go
thru this process,
youd better know

the
history
the
religion brought to
earth, go and study
some material, while
you are pregnant,
this may call her a
pigeon, but to the
facts,
the
reality
doesnt really show
off without a reason,
that you must know.
Once this was as like
some kind of an aim,
and now it is reality,

so let the thought of

aim go away from
your brain, wash
your brain everyday
and
wear
clean
cloths.
Somehow,
when
ladies are born to
earth, too many,
once and for a while,
they thought that
this kind of survival
was only creating a

dual possibility, that

there are men and
that
there
are
women, and that
there has to be a
discipline, cause the
religion reach the
height required, or
everything
comes
under one roof and
gets damaged, you
may not want this
existence anymore,
thats the message

we receive if that is
what happens.
That
this
kind
doesnt just make an
appearance for a
show off, thats more
about being a man
and about being a
woman, and when
the sources become
endless, there could
be an expectation
that
to
have

understood this so
far about the path,
that we know that
this is what it really
appears to be, make
your religion known
to you, and to the
world, and say out
aloud
that
you
belong
to
the
religion,
to
be
specific. Let people
believe
that
the
doors
are
closed

now,
those
who
survived
in
this
world, may enter the
next, about the same
kind, and once you
may recover, but
when it is about
mistakes, it is not
forgiven.
Nothing
about the beauty
around the worlds,
so for a while, and
about choosing the
people who survive,

we do not judge, but

when it is about
entering our world,
there are strict rules,
never
to
underestimate
the
efforts I have put
here in this world,
precisely about for
giving his blood and
flesh,
about
the
father, and those
who
follow,
are
religious, that we

take for granted.

Once the test is put
in front of you, say
that your soul is
pure, and that you
know it, and you will
be forgiven of any
crimes,
and
this
about the same, that
we know what you
have done, and we
also
know
the
process, that this
happens to have

been formed within

Christianity,
so
while you may put
an emphasis on the
religion
you
are
following, it may not
be required all the
time. While you are
against the wall, you
may bang your head
to it, or you may not,
that is not our
subject, but what we
know is that you

belong to a world
where
these
opportunities
were
nonexistent, so we
take good care of
those who came to
us.
That this was just a
thought, and while
the process would
automatically
include it, that the
kind it really is, is

about forgiving, that

no
matter
what,
once you were here,
and now you are
allowed to be here
soon again, that for
repeating
the
process of birth and
death, and no matter
what,
once
you
escaped it, you were
never to return back
to
earth,
unless
reasons
provided,

that to have counted

for
the
same
ceremony
again,
help your siblings,
and once you are
really out of it, you
may be so able to
have created the
blood
of likewise
within, and thats
whats needed, once
and thru out the
process, that I could
then become this

kind, and once and

for all, this process
repeats, and it has
endless
time
for
proving you right, so
youd better go thru
it, that this doesnt
really count on time,
but
to
have
happened on this
kind of a verge, that
this world or next,
that is provided, that
we take for granted,

and once and for all,

you may repeat it,
the process, and the
ceremony, that this
about drinking the
blood, the holy blood
it is, that to have
counted for it, that
we belong to this
world really, and
that
to
the
assurance, that we
would, and as far as
the
path
is

concerned
about
being you for a
while, jump over it,
and be included in
the ship, that to
have been thru it,
once for this time,
that this wasnt just
about it, and when
you
were
really
about
this
kind,
youd better prove it,
that you are here,
say it aloud so that

we may know that

you are included,
that there are just so
many, about the
place as earth, that
we want to include
everyone
who
belongs here, on our
planet. That this
kind
would
just
appear for it to
happen, and that to
have
carried
the
stuff as such, that

never for mercy, that

if this repeats, there
better
be
solid
reasons for this, and
as yet, there is none,
so, we would know
what it is, as like,
the matter is so far
about the blood, and
as soon as that, my
body becomes just
so fragile, to put it
simply, that this is
how I want it, and it

becomes just too

cold, very cold, and
once this, I got to
know
that
the
results
are
enormous strength
provided over a shot
period of time, and
this about the food,
that it repeats for
some
unknown
reasons, about why
and
where,
and
then, I forgot that I

was
almost
forgetting everything
about this world just
a few seconds ago,
and then it to repeat,
that this is more
likely to happen no
matter what, in time
and again soon, so
much
about
the
conformation, that if
I believed in me
more, when I knew
that the abs were

being built within

me just by the
production of that
testosterone, I would
soon wish to be more
religious as far as it
is about me, put
more trust and have
more faith in my
words, who am I,
that is somewhat
unknown to me, to
this extent, and I got
to
know
it
by

writing, that I am
learning thru it, that
this for writing and
so
on,
but
the
process
wouldnt
just include it, that
saying so is just so
obvious that this
could be a simple
reason, and a simple
oasis of the world
unknown, I say it is
the next world, so
because thats where

I am gaining my
strengths from, so
about the ship, that
there is a sailor, that
he knows not where
he is taking us, to
put it in simpler
terms,
he
only
knows some kind of
tree within him, and
puts his faith in it,
in what he sees
within his heart, and
that is how he takes

us to the next world.

He is polite, very
humble,
and
he
knows what he is
doing, this about his
word, that put faith
in me, and I did, so
because something
within
me
very
strongly assured me
about my existence,
that see, this is who
you are and this is
the path, not to say

about the disbelief,

so is the crime, he
said, once you cross
the river, there is a
punishment for this
kind of crime he said
politely, and touched
my chin. So old, and
so frail, but so faint
and so fair, thats
what I felt about me
and about my hair,
precisely,
that
it
grew faint in color, I

dont know about my

skin and its color,
but what I know is
that
there
is
something
about
being on the ship
and about my hair
and its color. That
the
color
is
important, he said,
almost that. Soon to
have recovered from
such facts, that to
have gathered more

of this, the only

suffering I went thru
on earth, was being
with the unables,
that those whose
quantity
was
enormous
around
me, I would not
forgive, he said, and
that was just like
being so close to
him, almost scary,
that he is, to some
extent,
that
I

couldnt recover me
thinking of the oasis,
that kind he is.
That this has been
occurring so for a
reason, that theres
always a reason why
we have been formed
the way we are, and
that therere endless
numbers
of
opportunities when
you are on this path,

of
exploring
the
possibilities of the
unknown
world
within,
that
this
more about some
kind of molecules,
within our reach,
that this happened
just over a fortnight,
that
this
doesnt
happen without a
reason, a reason
given is always no
offense at all, that to

follow, that a fool

might just be called
so red faced, but in
fact, this is what
happens in regular
life, if you go thru
this way I would just
show you now.
The kind it really is,
is more or less the
same,
in
daily
routine you need to
grasp this subject

just so quickly as
you can, that this
may appear just too
soon, this about the
kind of oasis the
anger
created
around me, I took
years to overcome it,
that this anger I
cannot keep with me
forever, and instead,
there has to be a
more creative way to
produce it, if by any

chance the truth is

that
this
doesnt
supposed to have
been
formed
otherwise, that no
matter
what,
we
cannot escape the
laws we are born
with, and this about
changing the color of
your skin. Not too
much about the faint
and fair in it, that if
it repeats, I need to

find another way,

thats how I had
been over the years,
as like, to the extent
I may go, as like
forgiving
in
my
mind, but my mind
gets just so occupied
with the subject, I
may not let go, about
the kind of blood it
really is, is that it
appeared
on
my
face, and on my skin

everywhere possibly,
that
is
only
a
possibility right now,
that I may change it,
but I would suggest
a medical help to
me, a kind of laser
as like for hair, that
is more about the
removal, and that
about the reddening
upon exposure to
sun rays. This about
the exploration of

world within, that we

are
born
with
unlimited
opportunities and so
why our time is
limited,
that
is
somehow justice put
in our favor, that
when we face the
final judgment, we
have no right to say
that we were not
given
what
we
needed, and this

about the endless

opportunities
put
within our bodies,
that we may evolve
to
outgrow
the
species, as about
Homo Sapiens, that
to have encouraged
others is more like
becoming
more
human when I need
to, doesnt mean
that I am only a
human, and this

about something of
the kind who feeds
their kids on blood,
that of animals, so
called the vampires,
but to go that far, I
am always allowed,
he told me, go to the
extent you need to in
order to make the
mankind survive, in
one form we are, as
like one body we
have and we need to

survive it when we
are now given this
opportunity and the
knowledge,
about
how and when. This
is more like, when
you follow the roots,
they dont disappear,
see your neurons
and the connected
spinal cord with this
light, that no matter
you know the roots
or not, you are given

with it, so better you

produce more of it,
you should know the
difference
the
neurons
create
within your body,
once that you know
the difference, is
that
the
brain
operates
us
differently and the
spine operates us
completely
differently, as like

the message might

just not reach the
brain
before
we
changed
the
encryption of the
message, that no
matter it is about
the blood, and as
yet, the same is
about the color, I
know about the red,
because that is what
I have gone thru.
This is more likely to

happen over a period

of time, and I have
taken many risks to
explore it, as about
the relationships, too
much to call it my
mom as well, that
she has to bear a lot
due this, that I could
have simply told her
that I am not doing
it her way, but I
would still resist my
will, and would obey

an unknown source,
thats how I felt
about surrendering
my will to her, as
like, I knew she was
right, but at the time
while the process
was ongoing, I did
not, that is more
likely to happen to
cause so enormous
anger
and
so
enormous strength
attached with it, I

couldnt just stop

exposing
it
sometimes,
it
is
more
about
surrendering
your
will to someone you
may not allow for
your
brain
otherwise, so I know
because when I had
surrendered my will
completely to Lucky,
for more than years,
nothing of it was

about the color of

the skin, it is more
likely that she is a
woman and she has
different
possibilities, that we
may have been born
thru a kind who is
less strong than us,
and that is what
they can give, could
have been a younger
sibling, yes, I am
sure this would work

with
him.
This,
about going places, I
would never forget
what it got me to, I
was like, going to
fun fares with no
reasons, you dont
know yet how foolish
I felt like, as like, I
was the only one
alive there, and even
if I could bear this
for more than a day,
sometimes I just

ended up having a
short quarrel with
her, and now that
finally I know what
the reddening was
about, I feel safe for
her, that may be
now
she
should
know that this has
been worth the way
we had been going
thru, nevertheless it
has really annoyed
me too much, and I

feel like I am really

very special, as like
whenever I go out in
sun, and my face
becomes red, theres
more
than
just
pregnancy, and a
successful
delivery
and
a
painless
delivery and some
kind of happiness
following it, no, its
not just all, theres
more to it, or the

color wouldnt have

been added on my
skin. May be I was
born with it, so is
Sara, when I saw her
face for the first
time, she is the
fairest of all, and she
was red, too, no
blood on her body,
just the skin I am
talking about, and,
then I got to know
that
theres
this

effect
of
the
environment where
we live and her skin
is now becoming
likewise of mine, and
sometimes, I just
think, what makes
me have such a fair
and red skin, and
that also in such an
environment where
it is not supposed to
have survived, and I
begin thinking that

my
every
assumption
is
wrong, that my every
experiment
on
myself might just be
right due to Lucky, a
good
deed,
but
somehow, when I am
away from him, this
is
the
kind
of
memory-loss
happens within me, I
dont
get
this
message straight to

my brain, instead,
my
spine replies
back to my needs,
and this is somehow
related
with
the
change in the color
of the skin. Its may
be just very obvious,
and I would recover,
I guess, but there
has
to
be
a
companion
when
you are on this path,
thats a kind of

mutual effort, she

wanted to help me
and she helped me,
all about her love for
Sara, and there was
something different
than what I had
thought, I knew it,
and I told it, but not
before that that I
guess, is something
about the black and
the white, as like,
being
born
as

Indian, I might just

solve this as like my
skin turn dark in
color upon exposure
to sun rays, but as
soon as I got to
notice that my arms
were also reacting
differently, that they
were both reddening
as well as becoming
a little bit darker in
shade, I got to know
that this is not just

about
the
blood,
there is something
hidden in it, that I
feel cold when others
dont, and this is
more like about the
fair skin, so is the
mystery
now
onwards. Not at all
about beauty as yet,
there could have
been just so well an
experience, if I called
me beauty all the

time, and
pending.

that

is

That this about the

Okay sign, that this
happened
again,
about my memoryloss and how it
began, is all related
to
the
Schizophrenia, that
this happens when
the chemicals get
disturbed, to the

knowledge of the
outside world, but
what happens within
a human brain, is a
countless number of
times
getting
repeated again and
again, of the same
thought or the series
of
thoughts,
resulting in a kind of
a
very
specific
reaction to the world
around and how it

behaves, and how it

behaved before, that
this is what its more
likely to happen,
that
I
left
my
memory there, at the
American Christian
School Head Quarter
located
at
Sacramento,
that
this is when I return
back to normal, I will
know that I had a
companion
there,

that I wasnt alone to

fight the world, as
like about the teen
age hormones, what
brought me to the
very
specifically
angry and blushing
face, eyes filled with
fury unknown to me,
all the while me
thinking,
why
I
would repeat me in
me, and that had
been so when I left,

that this I got in me,

and the blazing eyes
would never reply to
the wound would
you forgive, and I
replied,
I
would
rather forget, a halfforgiving, and this
very exact word
forget, created a
series of thoughts in
me,
and
I
commanded them to
repeat within my

everyday, and this is

how I got trapped in
that age, and in
Schizophrenia, a lot
about
timeless
beauty
Lucky
created in me out of
it, but he has to
understand that he
has to go thru what I
went thru, see the
world with my eyes,
the teacher was a
homosexual, and I

had no worries given

to me as like me
following a different
trail, so was my
mom,
that
she
couldnt really give
me much of the
fixed mind, as to
have called in by this
name, and I repeated
this same fury again
within me, and the
thought
process
somehow
got

attached to it, so I
would
repeat
it
everyday, and this
was how I went
deep, deep into the
ocean
of
Schizophrenia, a lot
about chemicals, but
as far as I know, and
as far as I can
remember, I was
doing it knowingly, I
was just cheating
people who believe it

otherwise, even the

doctor, I even told
him that I was
cheating the world
by this disguise, that
I never needed so
much of chemicals,
and
he
said
rightfully
that
I
really needed the
chemicals no matter
what, I realized it
later, that may be I
was right and he

was right at the

same time, that I
needed the extra
supply
of
the
disturbed chemicals
even if it was just me
cheating the world,
and the side effect of
the pills was that I
was becoming more
womanish, my body
gained weight such
that as like a mom,
almost A shaped,

and
the
outside
world, outside the
School, as like my
own
age,
wasnt
somehow my kind,
that I got to have
struck with, that
other students in my
college and in my
class were perfectly
normal, and I was
may be somehow
laughed at, and was
smiled at, as like, I

was someone who

did not fit in that
place, but all this I
brought
to
that
thought
process
which got trapped in
me, that the world is
not a beautiful place,
you may not just
wander around like
a teen ager and fix
everything right, and
this happened when
I actually was a teen,

and my mom wasnt

really
ready
to
accept this much
serious
me,
she
reacted by forcing
me back to normal,
and this made me
more trouble, that
she invited the whole
class of my college
for dinner for my
birthday, even if I
told her I wasnt
prepared for it, I said

so, and I knew I was

being laughed at,
and that this was
going to happen even
during the dinner
party, and it did
happen right in front
of her eyes, and she
didnt even notice,
this kind of things
got trapped in the
thought process as
like a minor effect,
and this small voice

told
me
not
to
believe the world,
and this pushed me
further
into
Schizophrenia, and I
attached it further to
the School, as like
about the principles,
that I grasped them
so
totally,
and
finally, when I was
out of it, I was never
to have recovered,
that this kind isnt

me, so if Lucky
wants me to come
out
of
the
Schizophrenia
as
well
as
of
the
memory-loss as like
it
never
existed
within me, he has to
break this chain of
thoughts
at
the
place right where it
began, I left my soul
there, and he has to
go thru what I went

thru. No matter it is
more or less about
the same, that the
world is not a sane
place that the world
is not an insane
place, but I would
still
follow
the
principles, and he
has to tell them the
truth, why we went
there, tell them that
this is what I need
for recovery, I have

made this a habit to

not trust anyone
since then, and now
years
later,
even
after taking pills, the
syndrome
has
reached a pace to
create memory-loss
within me now, and
now I need a cure.
That this wasnt of
the off-bit kind, that
I need to know, that

if I repeat in one
such, I might just be
fool, but I want to go
thru it thoroughly,
as like, the way it is,
to the kind, that this
may not repeat for
me, but tell them
your purpose and
tell them to accept
as their students no
matter what and this
is for a short period
of time that you

should tell them, I

would want Lucky to
take everything of
me I left there, at
that place, this has
been my habit since
childhood,
I
was
born with this, that I
collect my thoughts
and good feelings as
like collecting shells,
and then put them
in a small pocket,
and then in a closet,

and then I tell me,

that when I grow up,
may be a 10 years
later, I will open that
closet and will give
myself this small
little
surprise
of
childhood again, so
that I may become
this same person
again, this about the
shells as thoughts,
and
the
feelings
attached with them,

that I left something

that belonged to me
there, and right now
I am not in a
situation to take it
back for me, so I
want Lucky to do it
for me, and at the
same time, he has a
lot to learn from
there, only that I
may not be the same
if
he
chose
it
differently, that he

has to be a complete
student, that is what
I was, and I had
these teen spirit, I
would
just
go
wandering
around
there, and ask the
first person I met,
hello, may I know
what truth is? That
is how I invested my
teen age in the
search of the spirit,
and when I came

back to the normal

world, I would refuse
to trust anyone of
my own age, and
what I had learned
by being there, I
would
not
trust
anyone of older age
as well, so I ended
up
writing
My
Family A Love
Story,
and
that
followed by meeting
Lucky,
and

afterwards I wrote a
whole lot of stories.
You may need to
know that once I
come out of this
Schizophrenia
I
might just think that
everyone
in
this
world is worth my
trust, I will become
as I was as before I
joined the school,
and
everything
I

learned from there, I

might if just put it in
a positive voice, they
were friendly, I have
no idea what made
me be trapped in my
thought process, but
somehow, I guess
Lucky can be good
enough to me only if
he can understand
the beauty I felt
about the school
there,
not
to

underestimate that
theres everyone who
would put the same
efforts there, and I
would say, surrender
your will to him, and
learn it the way I
learned, and put
yourself in my place,
ask for their help
gently,
and
give
them reasons why
you wanted to be as

good as me, if just in

case they ask.
This just doesnt
stop me from being
me, that I would
somehow become a
different person, and
a scared, timid one,
a
someone
who
knows nothing about
agony,
knows
nothing
about

misfortune,
knows
nothing
about
misery and is a
childlike teen, this
you will have, in me,
as soon as you get
me on the right
path.
About the kind of
disorder it is, the
Schizophrenia, that I
told me, while living
in
Mumbai
with

Lucky,
that
no
matter how bad I feel
about the life, I have
come
so
far
to
Alibag, and I will
leave
a
trail
of
thoughts within my
brain, no matter how
harmful I have been
to me, and, I had
lost
my
mind
completely, I was
lucky enough that I
had actually planned

it
positively
somehow,
that
morning I locked the
home left it alone,
took my mobile and
money good enough
for
the
need,
I
checked the mobile
and knew that there
wasnt balance, in
the morning I went
to several shops for
recharge, made it,
then searched for a

cab, got one, went

there, took the ship
and went across,
went to the shore
where nobody would,
took pictures of my
finger and the sand,
then
really
got
scared half to death,
I immediately called
Lucky and explained
him my situation, he
came rushing, and
the next day we went

to my parents home
for a few days. I had
spoiled his efforts for
his
good
career
several times, and
this was one of
those.
But I recovered, even
without the pills, for
years, during and
after. All thanks to
Lucky being around
me all the day and

night. But then, I

wanted
to
be
pregnant, and I was,
and as soon as that,
the
chemicals
wouldnt just follow
me,
and
they
stopped reacting, my
body
reacted
differently to Lucky,
all the time I had to
fight this thought
that
he
wasnt
supposed to be the

dad, and this was

somehow
about
Alibag, I told him
that
I
had
left
something
that
belonged to me to
that shore, and I
have no direction
now, I have no
destination, and all I
have now is time,
time and time, I can
do nothing about it,
and he, rather than

fixing it right again

as before, well, its a
long process, he took
me
away
from
everyone, took me to
Surat, left me alone
at home all day
while hed be at
shop, wouldnt even
talk much on mobile
even if I called him
and hed know that I
needed him by my
side, literally, we

both knew that the

business
wasnt
supposed to take us
two anywhere, but
all I needed was a
hug, all the time he
being with me, and
he had now put
some restrictions on
these needs, that too
while
I
was
pregnant, he made
me fight this, and I
didnt stop writing.

Then, a year after a

happy delivery, he
took me to my
parents
home,
stayed with me for a
year, and then left
me alone here, with
Sara, and now is
this situation, I have
been telling me that
I can fight this alone,
but to this extent we
both have pushed it,
that
its
really

causing
this
memory-loss
increasingly,
and
now I need to go
back to where it
began and I believe
that if Lucky is with
me in this journey
this time, he can fix
everything right for
me, this about the
cure to memory-loss,
as well as about the

cure
Schizophrenia.

of

That about the kind

it would never make
to recover, that this
happens to be just a
regular life, to many,
and to me, too, that
the
difference
is
that, only once in a
while I just drop me
back into time, that
this
just
doesnt

cause it the memory

so-found, that if you
may, that this kind
is officially set in
you, doesnt matter
for how long, so is
the
process,
you
might just make it
happen in a second
or it may take years
for you, that to have
happened so far of
the obvious cause,
that the matter only

makes it worse, day

after day, if you go
too slow, this is
bound to happen,
and
so
is
the
process,
if
so
happens, for a while,
you may just loose
you
mind
completely, and yet
dont be angry, as
like
showing
no
signs of anger, this
is what happened to

me years ago, and it

wasnt just once, I
got to believe in the
process so harshly
that
I
actually
commanded me to
go further, repeating
the process, over
years,
and
this
happened everyday,
for years, so you
may recover, but
once, is not enough,
you just need a link

to get it covered, as
like
the
matter
wouldnt just stop at
being
so
selfish
about it, that this is
true and this is not,
that this is that
search for truth, that
this has been a
constant occurrence
in my mind, and if
now I let go of my
control
over
my
brain,
the
spine

would take over the

brain for gaining
control over body,
and this is about
loosing your brain
completely, that I did
while
during
the
teen age, and the
hormones
would
only help me further,
so, if I got me
trapped in that time,
it was better for me,
that so is the cause,

no matter how far

you
go
in
one
direction, you are
bound
to
find
something
for
yourself, something
good, and something
bad is bound to
follow it, that bad
has
been
this
schizophrenia, and
somewhat about the
beginning
of
the
memory-loss,
I

couldnt concentrate
on studies, as like,
the matter was more
about being selfish
than
being
womanish, and I was
far ahead of being
girlish to my cause,
nevertheless
everyone there saw
me as a young girl,
may be girlish I was
there, but as soon as
I step out, I wasnt,

and
then,
this
journey began, I was
completely
normal
as about the supply
of the chemicals,
that
this
wasnt
about
the
fight
within, and then, I
would recover, that
the
memory
was
formed somehow, as
like some encryption
I would let go within
my brain, and would

forget it then, this

kind, that if I were
right, this wasnt
just the rig of what
followed, that the
consequences were
just so known, that
to have knocked it
down, I would rather
not, that kind.
If this disappeared,
as like the brain was
interfered, and if
not, I would still be

the same, it made

me go even further,
that I would never
let go, and this is a
very important part
of me to have been
noticed so far, that
once
I
put
my
everything
into
something,
I
get
bound to it as like
never letting it go,
and that followed
with the hormones

in regular life, and

so it became so
much
closer
to
producing
the
testosterone at that
time also, that soon
after I stopped being
a student, my arms
and shoulders were
more masculine, I
was gaining an even
body, and then just
a two-three years
later, Lucky made

me have really a
nicely
shaped
womanly body, as
like
about
the
breasts, that was a
gift, and to have
considered it as a
fact, I wasnt ready
for
it
somehow,
something within me
said that I had a
long path to explore,
and he was the same
in his brain also, so,

this actually created

a closeness, that we
both were in love
and we both wanted
to explore a path
unknown, that this
has been some kind
of similarity, if you
may call it, but we
were wrong about
our aim, because all
the while we two
were
together,
something was more

about bondage, and

we were as if not
able to live alone, I
guess Lucky had to
fight a lot along this
path, and he knew,
and I almost made
fun of this fact over
him, I told him that
he was over-rided,
and he knew that I
was making fun of
the
situation
we
both were put into,

and even if he tried

his best, he couldnt
escape
it,
and
eventually ended up
laughing it out. This
happened everyday,
and created such a
harmony, just two of
us in whole world,
and this did not go
thru
the
senses,
however, he was able
to prevent it, we
wanted to have a

better
relationship
once we recover on
this path, that was
just clear between
us two, and he
wouldnt
give
up
even if I told him to,
and this was an
endless journey that
was how I felt like,
and so it created an
image, that may be
we two were trapped
in this time forever,

that nothing about

our
bodies
was
changing, and that
we had somehow
stopped time and
that
we
had
somehow
stopped
growing old, and so I
thought
of
pregnancy, it was
my idea, of a whole
new world, and he
was everything to
have laughed it out,

but
couldnt,
because
the
Schizophrenia
pushed him too far
about it, and he got
involved, almost like
a child, and hasnt
recovered as yet.
About the kind it
would become if it
were anyone else,
the consequences to
be followed were the
same, but he is an

artist, and he grew

up to be an artist,
and I had nothing to
do about it, so would
just laugh at the
situation he put me
in by being so much
about the art of this
kind,
about
animation, a whole
world in it, and I
knew nothing of it,
instead, I stole him
from his animation

aim, and put this

whole theory of me
following the Greek
and
Roman
mythology,
and
involved him in me
by informing the
truth, as like how
wonderful the Greek
mythology is, and he
ended up having a
huge crush on me,
and
outside
my
knowledge, too, so

we
ended
up
quarrelling, because
neither of us was
ready to let go of the
far aim, that we were
not ready for a
relationship. Finally,
just a 2-3 months
ago, when I left him
alone at Haldwani
and then he moved
to New Delhi, now
we both are realizing
the importance of

the
goodness
a
healthy relationship
can give. Such has
been a journey with
Lucky,
partly
explained,
and
I
guess he is doing all
this knowingly, and
as soon as he knows
this thought of mine,
we
begin
this
endless
quarrel
again, and the time
seems to never stop

for us.
That of this kind,
just repeats within
the world unknown,
on that base, that
once it is more about
the hat and less
about
the
good
fortunate life, one
really gets trapped in
it, and thats how it
should
be,
just

occurring
from
outside world and
then being bound
within the kind it
really is, not to
forget that this may
just
produce
amazing art, say for
an example, and the
opportunities
are
endless, that this
wasnt just what
happened on earth,
that as like it should

have been, we were

born
with
this
quality and now we
are exploring it. That
the
results
are
amazing when faced
with beauty as such,
that life has so much
to give, and it almost
gives me a feeling of
the
Christmas
around,
as
like
holidays,
to
be
specific, that this is

the kind of work we

can do only during
holidays,
call
it
Summer call it Fall,
but somehow, the
weather is linked
with what we do,
somehow, we get to
know the senses
unknown, and this
is the beginning of
the world unknown.

That to have let it

know of the partly
known world, that
this is how I had felt,
when faced with the
beauty of life, that
about
Christmas
would directly link
me
with
the
Christianity, that not
about following, but
as like an option put
in front of me, and
says, where would

you go, when it is

really spring and the
world unknown is
unfolding the arms
closed,
and
the
closed
doors
are
opening
up,
you
have nowhere to go
but this Christmas.
This got me so
insane that I was
literally mad after it,
wanted to hunt this
feeling and it was

more about being

Christian, and less
than I would have
thought,
I
was
becoming a different
person,
that
somehow, this kind
is of celebration,
they talk of, and it is
always a sense of
Christmas,
no
matter
what,
something of the
western world, as

like
about
the
decoration etc., so I
cannot connect the
kind of celebration it
is to the eastern
kind.
That this wasnt just
the beginning, it was
as like being trapped
in time, I felt like I
was the same years
ago, too, then why
and
how
abouts

followed, and this

created that trail of
thoughts again, so, I
have not escaped it
as yet, and would
return back when I
need to comfort my
life again, that was a
relief when I left that
world, and the wool
as like on my skin,
that says, this will
cause you comfort,
and that kind just

gets
my
mind
blowing, I had never
seen
anyone
so
western about it,
and couldnt really
see the cold eyes in
Indians, so, as I put
it in simper terms,
this is more or less
about the skin we
are
born
with,
something about the
celebration, and it
instantly became so

fair, and so glowing,

so much to know as
like when I call it the
celebration, it could
have been a dream,
and
still
I
was
recovering as like
about the skin I was
born with was as
fair, and then the
weather etc., I had
got some medical
aid, as like about the
chemical peeling and

polishing, that is a
promising
process
that I got to know,
but this is not all
about life, once you
step out of it, there
has to be so much
nuisance in real life,
that
to
have
forgotten it so far,
that this actually got
linked
to
the
memory-loss
right
from the beginning,

so even if I recover,
theres more beauty
than I had expected,
so I have gone thru
this path before also,
for more than a year
I was living a normal
life in this turmoil,
and then when it all
began being spoilt
again, as like the
chemicals
began
leading my life, and
during that phase I

found Lucky and put

complete trust in
him as a stranger,
and
instead
of
treating him as a
stranger, I told him
the
truth,
he
understood that I
needed help, and
this all happened
outside words, no
words we exchanged
to make each other
convinced that we

needed
a
life
together, as like, the
matter
wouldnt
include the black
and
white,
but
somehow, I needed
to know that his
skin was as much as
mine, I couldnt just
make
it
happen
otherwise, as like
this
is
whats
supposed
to
be
following if it is

about children, he
had said, and this
made me trust him
as a person.
That
about
this
kind, of the shore
that it may get
repeated no matter
what, and when it
happens, I would
recover, that I need
to know, that I might
just be going thru so

much, as about the

births, that this is
more like letting it
happen on its own,
and I am scared half
to death when it is
about child birth of
this kind, that the
imagination itself is
scary, how can there
be
millions
of
children,
of
all
kinds, and I would
then have nothing

about carrying them

all in my lap, that is
what I am going thru
right now.
That this was just
the beginning of a
kind, what it is, is
really one of a kind,
happens to have
been formed within
forcefully, that says,
I dont belong here,
and that is about the

childhood of this
kind, we could and
we were, and then
something changed
in the world around,
to that extent, I
guess it is quite
obvious what we are
looking for, and as
yet, I had been
supplied with these
hormones as well as
the chemicals, as
like,
whats

supposed to be has
been happening, so
those
who
have
reached this phase
of life, and those
who want to, as
about what this kind
of life can give is
enormous strength
and whatever comes
with it, intelligence,
gifts from another
world, making and
building
anything

say for an example

arts, thats where I
am related so I know
it well, and as about
the same, that this
doesnt really make
any difference in the
life around, as like
what-abouts
wouldnt change, so
for a while, to see
that the world is still
the same, and this is
that charge I am

talking about, that

magic of young-age
is actually related
with
charges
happening, in real
form,
I
know
because
I
have
experienced it, as
like, what my mom
is not capable of
going thru right now,
is exactly this, and if
she
has
these
charges, she will be

magnetic, as like it
also attracts people,
but when it is about
me, I see around me
is that I am covered
with sick people, and
once I am out of it, I
have
been
just
today, the world is
fantastic, this about
the
kind
of
childhood I had been
talking about, that
about the memory-

loss and the end to

the disorder and
what it has for
giving, the charges.
You may go to
insanity about the
young age, and that
spark, if you bring
back to this time, as
like when I was
trapped in it, me
causing
me
the
memory-loss, as it
has been me being

very sincere about it,

that the charges are
really
transferable,
that those who have
them can transfer
them to those who
dont, as like by
wishing it to happen,
it
happens,
that
should be given, too.
As like, this matter
is nothing about
money, that should
be included, this

something
about
ability for my mom,
and
almost
everything
about
potency.
As like, the matter
itself is so much of
an idea, that when
you
recover, you
thrive on the idea of
having children, as
like
about
pregnancy,
so
is

about to follow, that

I am very sure of,
because a will will
find a way, tell her to
just go thru this
path and explore it
the way it is, the
world as it is, a
beautiful place, and
surround her with
beautiful
people
around her, that is
extremely necessary,
this
about
the

charges as well, but

not alone, that this
doesnt repeat as like
calling it a matter of
chance, no, if you do
that, you loose it. So,
just to wait while the
time itself reveals
this beautiful side of
life.
That this actually
brings the goodness
out, as like being

grateful for what you

have, and so I would
suggest, choose your
family, and people in
it, as like about
sharing this kind of
happiness. As well,
that when it is about
the abundance of
time
provided,
I
strongly recommend
and suggest that my
mom should really
spend time learning

English, as about
writing
I
am
concerned,
she
should learn proper
grammar as well as
increase vocabulary
to
the
extent
maximum, this so
that I may provide
her something to
utilize her time with,
this has been a part
of what I have been
doing, as like, the

path
she
must
explore on her own,
and the typing of
English as like the
way I am, this is
what
I
would
suggest, as about
the same, there are
many option, but to
try them all, and try
them one after the
other, all I need is a
good command over
English, so well that

practice itself is not

enough at all, she
needs to grasp the
command
over
English as like it is
life or death, then
only the
writings
can flow thru her. I
also suggest and
recommend using a
MacBook
rather
than
writing
on
paper, so she should
have a good typing

practice, in short,
she needs to utilize
her time well, this
about being a good
human as well, be
good to me, and I
have a lot to give. I
have powers to give,
once I am conformed
about the honesty.
That to have been
thru this, the kind it
is,
about
this

ultimate truth, that

no matter it happens
or
not
in
real
knowledge,
you
always belonged to
this world, and as
soon as about the
society we are born
around, as about the
kind it really is, why
do
you
want
children, there are
many options, so
many societies and

so much to study
about
the
world
around, as like an
ancient one would
find it interesting, to
that
extent
you
should reach, as like
this is not just the
matter to have been
solved with a good
purpose, then only
the food you eat will
reach the brain so
intensely that your

spine will react to

this, as like taking
command over it, as
like
this
doesnt
really stop the dose
of the coffee, as like
you will need it for
sure, that the matter
is
like
becoming
more
likewise,
accept it as a certain
truth, that those
who are within, are
about
to
change

your life, and lives,

then why not now,
about you two, that
these three of the
kids, the kind they
are, about the two
ghost and boys, and
one girl, they have to
accept this as a
truth, that they are
about to be born
thru you, and as
soon
as
that
happens to have

been a thought in
your brain, it should
go straight to your
blood, then only the
next step occurs, as
about
the
food
reaching the blood
instantly, as like
water also, and then,
the kind it becomes
is not only about
writing, till then be
wired about it, that
may be the matter is

just that we have so

much time, as yet,
may be ten years if
you think of, then
also the ten years is
a very long time,
sometimes even a
few days are enough
to change the level of
knowledge you are
capable of grasping,
as like, the more
blood takes oxygen
to the cells and

brain, the healthier

body and brain, that
means
so
much
about the knowledge
of this kind, and no
matter what, do your
best at this test, so
much about the kind
it would become, so
because the blood
carries the oxygen.
This has been a very
short
secret,
carrying
almost

everything about the

world
around,
I
would say, eat more,
and fund all your
energy to learning
new knowledge, say
for
an
example
history, and find
ways
for
making
your
life
more
interesting for you as
well as your family.
Make your brain just
so busy that it uses

up all energy and

leaves nothing more,
and at that instant, I
want you to enter
this new zone, just
make sure it reaches
your brain as like
caffeine does, so is
life. I keep this a
regular practice, that
the way I spend my
day, is because I
learned it the way it
is. I stare at a point

on my MacBook, and
I know that I am
burning
calories,
and am providing
more oxygen to my
brain by doing this.
This is complicated
for the beginners, as
like for the first time
you read this you
may feel awkward,
but this is a source
to new world and the
energy in it, that it

breaks down the

smaller
molecules,
as like thats what
blood carries to the
body instantly, the
food in it. Just by
looking at things you
may
have
every
knowledge it has,
and this only about
one sense the
seeing, there are
many other senses,
as like the nose has

the
capability
to
know whats been
cooking,
whos
around,
whats
about to happen
next, all because
your brain gave up
counting
on
the
energy level you kept
maintaining
for
years, may be for a
few days, but even a
half an hour spent
doing
this
work

makes it count, and

makes you escape
the
years.
The
knowledge untamed
becomes
a
knowledge
within
reach soon, and this
about the higher
brain then writing
thru you, to be
religious
at
this
time. Everyone has a
right to be religious,
as like everyone has

a right to think what

they want to, but at
some
point
this
stops, and we die, so
why not stop this
process right now
and reverse it, when
we have so much
time, at least a day,
and this much time
is also enough to
bring it to the right
shore.

That the matter will

never get solved,
theres just so much
to explore in the
world we are living,
we will never get fed
up
by
the
information
and
knowledge we are
given,
that
this
about the kind we
become, so much
about some kind of
monthly feeling, that

I am fed up now, but

no, would not give
up,
this
is
important, that the
facts
may
not
recover, but what we
have, the knowledge,
lasts for longer than
we thought of, that it
is not the only
source for energy of
this kind, the future
also we can see, and
then there is a very

specific sense, some

kind
smell
associated with it,
that I know that this
has happened before
also,
so
because
every day repeats,
and every day is the
same day, we do
work or whatever,
but this is a very
distinct feeling, one
knows it only by
experience, it is a

divine
feeling
of
some another world,
that is my opinion, if
you ask me how it
feels like to have
gone
thru
this
feeling for a 3-4
seconds. More you
work in real world,
and more you relate
it with the spine, as
it should have been,
push
yourself
to
your limits, and then

you may find it, so

because,
theres
something
beyond
our brain, that the
knowledge is infinite,
and
this
is
something
beyond
the time, and this is
all I can provide at
this time.
As like, when it is
about the food of
this kind, that of our

own race we cause

destruction so that
the powers about for
gaining may make
us escape it forever,
that this kind has to
repeat, for causing
more of the food,
that I am about for
saying, that if they
dont, there might
just be less powers,
that we can kill and
survive, as like a

very general method,

almost the beginning
of a new era, what to
call it, the stone age,
when they actually
learned
to
kill
animals and feed
their families, and to
begin with, about
the religion, that kill
them the most when
the religion takes
place within them,
or
cause
it
to

happen, this about

the human fortune,
that we are born
with this gift, that
not
about
the
matter, but when to
cook, as like we are
religious, and this
about the animals,
too, that they have a
very specific religion,
with
which
they
cause the matter of
reproduction,

though
not
reproduction itself,
this
about
the
pleasure we all seek
for,
about
the
womanly death they
might
just
not
consider, but when
it is about the sex
and the pleasures
related, we humans
have outgrown the
races, that kind, if
you may let them

know, that this was

just the beginning of
the
religion,
and
what it is, to be very
specific,
because
this is also about the
crocodile,
almost
within
the
skin,
there is membrane
we eat, in minor
quantity, as much as
needed, but to go
fast, theres more, as
about the shell it is,

and then there is

this skin. As about
the killing of our
kind,
that
the
humans they were,
and then, somehow
the powers dont
last, about the same.
Cook it well with
boiling extra virgin
olive oil, as about to
boil it with excess
water then, and to
bring it to high as

like
about
the
membrane,
it
becomes a thickened
kind,
once
happening, as it is
enough for survival
of this kind, and
then,
when
it
appears to have been
cooked
well
for
consumption,
you
may even store it but
cooling it down, but
one thing I strongly

recommend is that
to let it cool down, to
the
room
temperature, then to
the refrigerator for at
least half an hour,
an hour and a half
to the most, and
then to boil it with
water, not to dip it in
the water or the
main consideration
might just go away
washed in the water,

or if you may do
that, just cause it so
well that the mainly
causing
effect
happens within the
water, and then to
cook regular food
even vegetarian with
this
boiled
and
cooled down water.
Keep it steaming and
the
main
components
might
just go away, but

this
about
the
vegetarians,
so
better be careful to
cause it to the
boiling the most, to
the maximum, until
the effect happens to
have outgrown the
reach and the needs.
As about the blood,
there is a scientific
method, you may
want to consume it
is drops, but that is

enough as well, but

to have made this a
method, there are
not
very
specific
steps, you might just
want to consider an
advice
from
scientists that what
makes the blood
most
other
then
hemoglobin, though
hemoglobin
itself
being an extremely
useful
component

when it is about
consumption,
I
better suggest that
when the blood is as
much
as
about
eating chicken, you
may
want
to
consume more of it,
because our bodies
are not used to
drinking
it,
and
when it is more like
water, that about the
magnets in it, and I

strongly recommend
that the iron in it be
a very specific part
of consumption, this
about the kind it is.
That this about the
clock set on minor
charges, that any
specific change to
occur in the outer
world, as about the
hormones related to
what happens in real

world, a kind a of a
trap
for
excess
energy, so I need to
know
that
the
encounter as such,
about the world and
who lives in it, this
doesnt
co-operate
with the charges
otherwise,
so
because when I am
supplied with this
enormous quantity
once this while, I

might just want to

use it up by giving it
all to my mom, this I
need
clear
conformation,
in
words, that he is
about to die and my
brother
Ryan
is
about to be here.
Days and fortnight,
that kind, I need to
talk to him on phone
for
conformation,
about the death of

this kind, that my

brother is about to
have been thru this,
that kind, not to
have put it all for the
conformation,
though, but I need to
know
the
news
before it happens. 48
hours, are secure,
but I have much
more to give than
just this much, so I
suggest a full 70

hours, if that is what

it is, then I might
just
recover
too
soon, to have been
thru the kind it is,
and theres much
more than just this
much.
Theres
a
very
minute clock set in
my womb, about the
births, this is like an
ocean, where depth

unknown to us is
where theres a huge
bubble, of air the
same
which
we
breathe, and this is
a cave where the
beautiful
radiation
occurs of blue and
the air is somehow
trapped in it, that it
really is such a huge
cave containing air
that
enormous
number of people

survive there, all

mermaids, both men
an women, and they
had questions, as
like whats above our
world, just like us
searching for life in
outside space, they
search, too, but their
search is limited, as
like the pressure of
the water of the
ocean there is so
much that they still

are unable to come

out on the surface,
and one of then
tried, and was a
dead body coming
across
our
knowledge, a male,
and we now know
that that was a real
mermaid. I could
even see the skin, so
much like ours and
of the fish, and this
is all I know about

their
world
right
now. All I need to
know, and to tell is
about that clock, it
is set on minor
charges,
so
I
strongly recommend
that I should be
informed
about
these
two
occurrences,
the
death of my brother
and the arrival of my
brother,
to
the

extent of to be to
soon, so because the
quantity
of
the
charges is so much,
and
it
doesnt
happen everyday, it
may, but right now it
is
an
unknown
source to me, and I
want to know what it
feels like, it is more
about the same, and
I know that there
actually
carry

something
very
special for all of us.
That this should
have been just so
clear,
about
the
incidents
taking
place, as it has been,
about the 70 hour
period I need to
know is that this is
about to have been
the beginning of the
process of death,

that the kind it is,

not
literally
the
death
itself,
the
incident is begun,
that I need to know
70 hours prior. That
is
of
upmost
importance, and if
you see it happen,
you will believe. All I
know
about
the
charges right now is
that men have it
more than women,

and while this might

just the a regular life
to people on earth,
this is an extreme
importance to me, of
something
odd
happening,
thats
how it should begin,
if it is a slow
process, but if it
isnt, then I wouldnt
care no matter how
many people know it
right
from
the

beginning, this is an
endless source, and
appears once only
this time within my
knowledge, and to
keep it rolling, there
could
be
many
restrictions, so once
for a while, when it
is about to happen,
please inform me, so
that I might just find
a better way to keep
it rolling, which is

possible,
and
is
allowed, that the
senses wouldnt just
care for it, to that
extent when it goes,
that is about the
death
about
to
happen, and that
time I am not talking
about yet, but as
yet,
when
it
happens, that the
clock is set, I might
want to have been

informed, this about

the two sequences of
thoughts happening
during
different
ropes, one about the
death and the other
about the arrival of
my brother, that
about Ryan, that
this
doesnt
cooperate just to have
been formed in one
such, I might just be
scared,
that
is

important,
and
I
need it, that about
Ryan. Just to have
made this clear, that
to some extent, the
words have been
working, but right
now whats on my
mind is of a minor
world, about the
charges and what
they can give.

The definition, as
like every time we
come
across
something new, we
get to find it like, as
it is, and then, it
appears to our brain
as a known element,
something about the
charges in the same
way, that they dont
just
happen
for
making sense out of
it,
they
occur

because they are

bound to occur, but
once they are within
our
knowledge,
something of the
charges
happens
within our bodies, as
like, grasping the
subject completely,
this is exactly how
we should study our
bodies, and what
happens
within.
Just need to grasp it

completely, that is
the purpose for a
while, and then let it
go, this about the
ultimate
achievement,
that
when it occurs, it
wasnt just outside
our knowledge, but
it was occurring, and
while we knew it, it
wasnt
just
disappearing,
that
was how it began, so

was useful while

beginning as well,
that is my purpose,
so to say. That as
soon as the matter is
finished, keep your
brain out of it, that
makes the delivery
just so easy, that to
bring
it
to
the
happening
shore,
you might not even
know, and this is
easy, so to say, if

you are detached of

the
subject,
just
keep
focused
on
your higher aim,
that is to be set
anyhow, that we
survive
for
a
purpose, as I had
said, keep yourself
busy
studying
something,
make
your day useful so
that this may give
you excess energy,

as it is, knowledge
and the work after it,
that
we
seek
knowledge, as like
the way it is, theres
just so much in the
world, as about the
pleasures, learn how
the English have tea,
as a time, when it
was, and that is a
part of your higher
aim, this is exactly
how the clock will be

set, and youll not

even know when the
blood began flowing.
The same, one of a
kind, that about the
menses, that was,
and as like the
matter then became
just so popular, and
I am a happy person
to find my own way
out of it, that I know
where I am going,

and that I know the

path, even if I am a
new one to it, and I
know where I am
taking me. This is
how you should take
yourself to a new
path, as it is, theres
much more about
the adventure in
regular life, this is
crucial, to say so,
slow
down
your
regular life if you

need to, but feed

yourself with brain,
and
what
comes
with
it,
give
knowledge, as it is,
the world is a huge
place and theres
something
about
knowledge for every
kind,
for
every
generation, as it is,
that we seek it, and
it happens, thats
how you should live

your life, just mold it

accordingly
and
what follows is a
beautiful child.
As it is, the matter
just cannot stop,
that
once
you
brought yourself to
this womanly world,
that the kind it
really
is,
doesnt
make it happen even
if you make yourself

count in it, that the

time it was, and then
something changed,
just adopt everything
happening around,
and I strictly forbid
any kind of violence,
not with not around,
that
specifically
means a lot of harm,
when it is about the
world
changing
within, as it is, the
world as a one set on

minor priorities, as
they dont happen
regularly, theres a
lot of harmony, and I
suggest a lot of
luxury, that set your
time with it, and no
matter what, dont
engage yourself as
like your body is
involved with the
matter
happening
around, as it is,
learn new things,

and let go of it when

you need to, for
survival.
Make documents of
your thoughts, that
happens when you
kind of reach it for a
regular base, and
this should form
more harmony for
those around, this is
one of the more
strict
rules
for

childbirth
kind.

of

this

Once is for forever,

that
kind
when
follows,
you
will
know,
that
the
supply
of
the
charges, as it is,
doesnt happen on a
regular, and then
you should know
that its the right
time for everything

to happen in right
order.
That to notice, that
theres
been
a
symbolic
development in outer
world for a long
time, before the final
placement happens,
this was true for me,
too, when I was
pregnant, that this
kind just stops every

expression
of
unlikely happenings
on my face, and then
it followed, this is a
simple
technique,
that once you are
already going thru
one of this kind, the
placement itself is
more like, lets say, it
doesnt happen all
by itself. Theres a
lot about free ions in
the world around,

during such a time,

that this has been
carrying me towards
this kind, that it was
so before also, and
then,
the
matter
somehow
was
solved,
so
much
about
the
testosterone,
that
you will need it, no
matter what, you
cannot
survive
pregnancy with such

a
fragile
body,
always to remember
what comes first, as
like,
there
could
have
been
many
other reasons, but to
have
found
one
such, the one thing I
know, and I go thru
it. The reasons we
may search for, but
while you might be
just on the high,
there
could
be

nothing which we
may
call
for
following, this is just
so natural to me, but
at the same time, I
want my children,
for the reasons, well,
I might just not be
knowing, but when it
is about you, what I
know is that you
want them because
of your love for life,
whereas I want them

for my survival, as
well as of those who
are likewise, theres
nothing
been
so
much about having
a lovely child and
the
beauty
it
unfolds, this has
been a very specific
reason why I can
give away the birth
process as it is, that
once I was a kid, and
all I can remember,

is that other than

my own children, as
to be soon, I was
never happening to
have been scared to
death when I saw
other
children,
I
always asked me, do
I want children, and
the answer was no.
This only happens to
have
been
formulated
within
me, that is why am

having testosterone
as a positive effect it
may bring to me,
other than what the
chemicals are doing
for me, about the
memory-loss
and
what follows, the
side effects of the
pills, and what it is,
is always good, so, I
am just thinking,
what is that thin
rope, on which I am

always
balancing
me, and never even
once one single folly
of me, that I never
made any mistakes
whatsoever on this
path, why? I ask me,
and the answer is
always about my
feelings for children
who are not mine, I
always thought that
it is not a good idea
to have children,

until I had a partner

to
have
children
with. This is a
simple
magic
of
living a regular life,
why and when we
need it, that the
testosterone creates
a high, and the swift
manner of recovery,
no matter about the
memory-loss,
and
this is so much
about the idea that

everything
within
our
bodies
is
interlinked,
no
matter what, one
thing
leads
to
another, and if you
bring the trail to be
right, everything falls
into right pieces. As
about what it is,
right now I am
feeling boyish, as I
was 15 years ago,
when I was 15, and

then, I grew up to
unfold a kind of
different
mystery,
was an unknown
path, and now I am
out of it, but still,
can remember it just
so vividly, that I can
repeat it whenever I
want, by causing the
same effect within
me. About the kind
it is, that we brought
really a sharp knife

to bring it right and

to bring it out, that
is about to happen
anyhow,
theres
nothing misleading
about it, but when
the method is more
like, lets say, if it
happens, I will follow
the
trail,
is
a
beginning of folly.
Just to remember,
that
this
should
happen before, as

like
before
everything
started,
this is how you can
fool time, as like
about the clock set
in our brain, this is
year is the time to
reproduce and that
that year is the time
to cause the cells
grow and divide, this
is
a
simple
technique, just to
fool the brain before

it
fools
us
by
flooding
excess
energy, just to put it
on the right trail of
thoughts, that I need
this for survival of
me as well as of my
own kind, that the
brain will give up
when it is about the
survival of a whole
kind, not just you,
this has been in my
gut just for so long,

that I can say the

results even with
closed
eyes.
The
matter as it is, that
this causes some
disturbance in the
chemicals,
which
you will need, the
side effects of the
drugs as like you will
need to gain weight
as well as something
masculine
should
happen within your

body as well as
brain, this trail leads
directly
to
the
causing effect of the
results. I am quite
out of this now, that
is now I feel about
this, that when it is
about childbirth of
this kind, I feel like a
doctor, and this is so
much
about
the
height this might
create, the chemicals

formed in such a
way may lead me to
the kind of capability
I need for balancing
both a man and
woman within me,
as like, the process
is the same, about
the male and female
hormones,
and
about PCOS, that
this wasnt just the
same before, that
once you are out of

the menses, what

you feel like is the
same and you must
take
the
testosterones,
as
they are sincere for
cure, and very rude
sometimes,
for
causing your single
survival, so it should
be, because it is our
own kind we are
reproducing, so they
must be causing the

same effect, as about

the wish, why I
survive and my mom
doesnt, that kind, so
better be rude when
it
is
about
the
chemicals you take,
that they should
cause any kind of
survival, this is just
about the beginning,
that once you are on
the shore, you may
bring others, too,

but at first, there

has to be someone
already on the shore,
so that he or she can
bring you there. Just
that ours is a kind
that we dont fight
for survival, with
each other, we know
that there is a higher
aim, and we know
that we are going to
survive anyhow, that
I know about my

dad, the way I am,

that he can knock
down anyone, thats
how my mom is,
about him, so it
would be the same
about one of the
children, or may be
all three, that they
can stand together,
but the effect is
unknown when it is
about the tie in the
umbilical cord, there

are no reasons I see

to have ever talked
about it, but when it
is as like me being a
mom, I just cannot
stop thinking about
the possibilities, this
about
we
being
humans,
as
like
when
the
possibilities
are
there, there should
have been at least a
few reasons why I

am going thru this,

and I will find out
something new, as it
is, thats how the girl
is, so the boys,
about them, I have
no idea, so it should
be, that the child,
the girl, that one is
for survival, that is
so sure that I know
about my mom, and
this is sometimes a
disgusting feeling, to

be trapped in a
womb
for
many
months, thats how
it feels like, and it
really is not a calm
feeling, makes the
embryo active if you
call the girl an
embryo, because one
thing I know for very
sure, is that it will
kick when it is
supposed to, as like
some
kind
of

discomfort even in
brain, can cause
this.
The kind it really is,
is that the girl is
more like a shore,
that she knows that
theres
something
extraordinary, when
it is about my mom,
that I may repeat,
and the reasons may
stretch to results,

and the unknown

results are the very
reason why I am
active, this about the
embryo,
and
the
discomfort
within
the womb. You may
need it, when it is
about triplets, that
this is a reason, you
may not say that,
because then follows
an extreme change
in chemicals she

takes,
so
much
disturbance it may
cause in the brain of
the mother as well,
this I know because
I have gone thru it,
that is what you may
use if the situation
goes to extreme, this
is a disturbance, and
that it is when it is
just a couple of days
to delivery, this is
what I had also gone

thru, that had made

the labor pain last
for only 5-6 minute,
and then there was
Sara, this I have
gone thru, and the
technique as it is,
anyone may go thru
this,
but
what
follows, there could
have
been
some
unknown
source,
other than what you
may
call
her

husband, that is
quite
about
the
child, that what the
child wants, is more
than whats likely to
be a birth of this
kind, so, I am not
sure that this will
work
literally
on
every mother, but
when it is about my
mom, I am sure
about the result.

Once, that this has

been for a once
happening, that is
not included right
from the beginning
of
the
process,
whatsoever followed,
was life it should
have been, so is the
same
about
the
mother, as far as I
can know.

The
simplicity
is
important, when you
talk of brain and
whats about in it
when it is about
pregnancy, this is
just
so
extreme
memory formed in
my brain, and this is
one of the reasons
why I can write well
and at the same time
go thru the memoryloss as it is, the

reasons
stay
unknown
to
me
when I want to go
away into the stream
of the brain and
what the neurons
have in it, that it
may
follow
thru
what my body needs
the best, about the
daily
needs
and
about sex, this is
quite related, so I
can bring it to the

best of me, that

about the ability for
this kind of sex, that
we can, so should
she, that the ability
just causes so much
about the memoryloss, this is exact
kind of chemicals
she should be in
need
of
as
an
outside
source,
when it is about the
kind of birth we are

talking about, that

she should and she
can, that is about
happiness, but what
is about to follow
after the birth, is an
enormous amount of
a different kind of
energy, an urgent
need for a completely
different life, with a
mate, that is what I
am talking about,
when it is about sex,

chemicals and
side-effects.

the

One of this kind,

that I have been thru
this, that is more
likely to happen, I
need
a
complete
detachment from the
children as soon as
the birth, that is
important,
she
should be capable of
living her own life, as

it is presented to her
by her mate, so it
should be.
About the children,
that this has been
my aim, and I can
follow
thru
the
sequence no matter
what,
that
the
chemicals I might
also be in need of,
and so it should,
that is more about

the blood as well as

about the milk, that
this doesnt happen
without an outside
disturbance in brain,
so I will need extra
chemicals. So, now,
to put it in a
complete
different
trail
of
consequences, that
the matter solved,
has
been
quite
giving, but when I

see the world as it is,

theres much more
misery that could
have been thru the
same,
lets
say,
soldiers, I should
quickly occupy me
with this idea, that
there
are
many
people who have
gone
thru
much
more than I have
gone thru, and the
results I have gained

being a woman, are

quite
obviously
powerful.
Now,
stretch this idea to
the past, as like
when
they
were
embryo, and then
now, we have the
umbilical cord, so
there
must
be
something
much
more useful than we
can ever expect, so is
my assumption, and

I suggest some kind

of use of it, rather
than just waiting for
right time, that now
she had this need for
the stem cells, rather
not, just bring out
your best, and let
others have the life it
should be for them. I
suggest
that
the
umbilical cord be
used for a kind of
experiment, as it is,

theres much more

in it if you go thru
this path, that these
children came to
earth because of
their wish for giving
life to others, so it
should be the way it
is. I cannot see how
it is supposed to be,
but one thing I am
very sure of is that
theres
something
about cancer in it,

and I may not go

further
in
this
direction, because it
is really a heavy load
on my brain, and as
it is, I may not
choose this path.
There could have
been a simplicity of a
kind, that I forget
and then I forgive,
but when it is about
being religious, I say,

I
cannot
forgive
completely, because
I am a woman and I
have
my
own
limitations,
so
instead,
I
forget,
which
is
halfforgiving. So is about
the stem cells.
That this kind is of a
very off-bit passion,
something
that
happens to have

been
formed
anyhow, and once
you go thru it, you
better
find
something useful to
the world, as it is,
theres
something
which will go away
from the cord, if you
wait for years, and
so it should be,
something of the
outer world, so it will
not survive for long,

but should be a good

enough proof when
we are talking about
the medicines of this
kind,
put
it
specifically
for
cancer.
To have been thru a
birth of this kind,
that I am a mom and
then
I
am
a
daughter,
there
could be many risks,

that
about
the
regular life again, so
she should be thru
it, and then finally
when it put an end
to the experience of
the motherhood it is,
there has been just
so much happiness,
that to have carried
it to the kind it is,
about the children,
all I know is about
the girl, and about

the boys, that the

same is only for
fertility, that I may
not interfere in the
process, but there is
something extremely
unusual about them.
The kind it is, that
we
all
seek
a
beautiful life, and so
it should be, then
what are the laws of
the world that keep

us away from it, that

this is how she
should think, always
to keep the brain
and body busy, as
on the same as well
as different tracks,
may
be
both
sometimes,
always
keep one this busy.
That this is how I
had gone thru it,
that the matter just

keeps it so much like

an illusion, that this
is how it happened,
that
is
a
very
important
feeling,
one may just go thru
it, even notice it
happen, but this is
what the mother has
got, not the father,
so it should be
transferred, as a
source, should be

noted that he needs

it, too.
Sometimes,
when
this
kind
just
happens to have
noticed the world as
it is, thats how the
first two years pass
by,
and
nothing
about
immature
growth, then also
everything is the

same, as far as I can

see.
The simplicity with
which
they
were
born to the mother,
has
been
an
inspiration,
that
kind of feeling can
only happen in a
mom, so about the
girl, that she grows

really fast, but never

better than the boys.
That of this kind,
those who happened
to have been thru
this kind of life, that
once was over, and
now
it
is
for
repetition, of a once
happened, that has
been a consideration
that is the excess

energy, and once to

go thru it, and then
eliminate it as an
expression of itself,
theres much more of
the same if you let
go of it, thats how
our brains are set,
this
about
the
extremely
minute
levels of settings of
the clock in our
brain,
and
since
everything is the

same
about
the
womb as well, that
something about the
blood, that it carries
the food to the cells
all over the body,
and then, this is the
extreme you may go
thru,
that
this
happened,
so
somehow, to make it
an
everlasting
period, this is what
your
brain
also

wants, so it should
be the same, about
the kind we are
talking about, that
they dont repeat
without
seeing
a
reason to be so, this
is just so simple, put
everything
into
simpler terms, and it
follows, as like the
matter has never
involved
anything
about money, this is

what the mother

needs. So simple,
such a simple cure
to
PCOS,
that
whenever
needed,
you may just go thru
it and then come out
as if unaffected, so
for as many times as
you want, that time
repeats, so do we,
about
the
outer
space
and
what
happens after death

and
then
birth
again, that I am very
sure of, so let them
die, that kind if you
may bring into the
picture, there has to
be the same as a
reason, anyone can
do this, as like to
provide her with a
reason, that is such
a pure sense, that it
is really above the
testosterone,
you

must outreach it,

cause it so much
that it escapes her
brain and everything
about the effect, as
like the body needs
the
testosterone,
then
the
effect
should be such that
theres
something
above it, though not
put in words for her,
not to tell her about
this,
and
the

testosterone
will
continue
in
existence, as well as
being harmless.
That the kind it is,
about the people
who come thru us,
the tragedy is that,
we somehow have
got trapped in this
feeling, that may be
if we escape, theres
not as much energy

outside world, so, its

better to stay put in
it, and somehow, the
outer
world
has
possibilities,
but,
this
comfort,
somehow grasps us
so well, of the love,
of this kind, I am a
constant source of
this kind of love and
the trap that comes
with it, and I suggest
to have been thru it

as well, and then to

come out to see what
the world has for
this new us. Theres
something like old
and fishy even about
the smell of it, and I
know I have trapped
Lucky in this feeling
for years, one very
general technique to
come out of this is to
do
physical
activities,
to
the

extremes sometimes,
this
about
the
abundance of the
energy of a very
specific kind, and I
am already out of it,
that I know that I
can be the same, but
wouldnt, that kind I
am, a very specific
smell related with
this, that I cannot
escape
somehow.
This
about
the

generations,
that
also if I tell me, it
doesnt
go
away,
somehow something
feeds on me and I
feed on it, that kind
mutual
successful
life it is, and it is
within a kind of a
small room, or a
cave to be more
specific,
and
the
outside world may
know it, due to the

smell, that is just so

apparent, and then,
to add an even tone
to it, and the magic
happens to the world
around,
because
theres
something
magnetic about this
world of mine, the
same about the kind
it is, it attracts
people to become
trapped, and nothing
to have noted that

on longer terms this

is more likely to
happen,
and
we
dont
even
mind
becoming slaves of
this kind, that I am
also, theres a very
specific
emotion
related with this,
that
gives
the
pleasure and relief of
becoming a slave,
that says that we are
in the right hands,

that
someone
is
really taking care of
us, and then there is
this sense of unity,
that comes with the
kind of togetherness
it is, about like, lets
say, I was the only
one in this world
and now I have a
good company being
with you, and this
world survives even
without
us,
that

much freedom is
there in the senses,
so, somehow, cannot
give up may be for a
long time, and then
the
outer
world
knows it just so well,
that is a love-potion
sometimes, that it
gathers all possible
information of this
kind, and that I had
went thru, as like
when
about

reproduction and the

beauty of life it
unfolds, theres so
much in this world,
almost magical, and
so is the outer world,
somehow, this same
feeling is a love
potion, doesnt let go
of us.
Almost about green
tea, and the antioxidants, that while

having it, I might

just exclaim that you
dont enjoy the tea
as well as I do, that
much
about
the
specifism, that the
world here is so
beautiful, we just
somehow cannot let
go of this feeling that
the outer world is
and can be the same
beautiful as us.

The food, as it is,

that
something
about it just changes
in
this
beautiful
world, and when it is
about a woman who
youll never call a
hen, it ends here,
specifically due to
the strengths of the
testosterone,
I
cannot overcome it,
and the feeling I
keep dormant within

me, so is under my
control,
as
like,
when it happens to
have been formed,
theres nothing I can
do about it. The
testosterone, and the
magic, as like, this is
we talking about the
Green Tea, and the
magic in it, as about
the
anti-oxidants,
that it is, and the
same
beauty

happens in the world

about to have been
brought to this kind,
our own, and this is
what I mean when I
am talking about
charges and ions,
etc., but when it is
about the iron and
blood, I am more like
a working worldly
person, so better to
choose your own
world, that kind, and

when it is more
about
the
abundance of time,
that we need it for
reproduction,
that
kind, thats where
the
stories
come
from. To have been
anymore
specific,
that I need a thread
to where it survives,
and this doesnt just
answer it, that we
may pray and pray,

and still our outer

world has nothing to
give, so, that was my
situation
when
I
entered this comfort
zone.
Almost
always

thats how it sounds

when it is about the
surety
of
the
beautiful life, that
what goes with it, is
more about money,

that we need it for

survival, no matter
what, and this is
where I stopped, so
because I wasnt the
only one here, there
had
been
this
mutual
understanding
between Lucky and
me, and then we
somehow survived it,
that had been on his
mind better than on

mine, so because he
had more needs, I
guess,
I
was
somehow
on
a
survival base, that I
need what I have,
and that made me
comfortable
about
being in it, a person,
and
then,
it
repeated, as like, I
was given what I had
needed, and this
made Lucky sure

about it, that may be

we two can continue
this kind of work,
and may call it work,
and then when the
right time comes, we
may make it a rather
not-so-illusive world,
and more within
reach of the outer
world. This is what it
was while I was
pregnant, and when
to have called it a

pigeon of foreign
land, that had been
an issue, which we
never talked of, so
was it.
That the food we eat,
is more likely to have
happened thru the
chemicals as like
about the charges,
so to have spoken of,
that due to this life,
theres
been
so

much changes in the

charges, and I was
confident about the
results,
but
the
outside world was
just too dangerous,
thats how I had felt,
so is the money
involved
in
the
matter, that we both
came
on
the
conclusion of, and I
literally insisted to
him that we should

ask for it, when it is

about the exchange
of this kind, that
this just happened
for me by only
wishing, but may not
continue in the same
way, that was an
immediate need, and
he saw it the way I
saw it, so was a
beautiful life, that
only
money
can
make better.

That this did not

stop here, there was
just so much within
me for giving to him,
that I knew, that I
can literally survive
as like I can literally
survive death, to
that extent we both
went together, as
like hands in hands,
tied
with
each
others, and that was

that creation of this

beautiful world, as
like to have called it
so, that the matter
did not end, and we
still continued, but
somehow, this was
another world, and
to have made it
survive, I needed a
companion, that has
been
the
only
beginning point, to
that conclusion I

came, and its never

too late to know this,
so was life, more and
more beautiful with
each fold, the only
summery, that he
may come back to
becoming an artist
whenever he wants
to.
That
about
the
testosterone
and
how
it
survives

within me even if I
dont even cause it to
be, and at the same
time, doesnt cause
the disturbance to
the highest, that one
of a kind it is, that is
purely
a
deceit,
something
that
happened
in
my
world, and now I am
consuming it, to that
extent I am powerful
to fight it, that it

causes this kind of a

curse,
that
was
included somewhere,
but once I was out of
it,
this
doesnt
happen
everyday,
that
sense
was
somehow repeating,
that
somewhere
within me theres
this timid girl, so
scared
of
any
possible
unveiling,
that may be if I get

revealed as a girl,
theres much more
testosterone that I
was sure of, so hid
it, but instead, she
becomes more of a
girl, more of a kind,
and this is not
related
with
the
production of the
testosterone,
that
somehow,
the
location where these
two are produced is

quite different, and

at a distance, that to
have caused this
into memory, there
has to be fight, to
survive,
and
she
always wins, this
about the timidity,
that I may fight, but
not
literally
the
violence,
that,
thanks
to
my
constant battle with
my brother, I am

able to keep me on a
constantly low, that I
can fight, but with
my brain, this has
been an extremely
strict
surveillance,
that if I escape it,
there better be a
reason, and when it
is about being with
men, that she is so
much
about
the
testosterone,
that
she
can
actually

consume it, to the

level to have become
a woman, this is
almost like a feeling
that makes me as
like a feeling of
winning something,
and this is where I
am struck, that once
I escape it, there
better be a few
reasons, may be a
bunch of roses, and I
would escape it. To

the extent it is, that

really
to
have
forbidden it from
occurrence outside
my knowledge, this
is strictly about the
rules, as like who
wins
and
who
doesnt, and this is
where she becomes a
man, fights like a
man and this about
the
testosterone,
that once she is out

into
the
battle
ground, she doesnt
listen to anyone,
this, thanks to my
brother, I cannot
give up, so much
that
I
actually
forbade Lucky from
interfering
this
process, that wasnt
in words though, but
something that he
chose for me, and
said, that this is how

the world is, and I

wasnt
really
prepared for this,
and
this
is
a
constant
battle
between
the
hormones, as like
the
girl
herself
becomes a hero and
wins every time, so I
can
do
nothing
about it.

When the process

was only a kind of
observation of poor
results,
she
was
more like in a cave,
like a cave-woman
and like a one of the
stone-age, that is
very primary, if you
know
the
male
hormone, that this is
how she developed it
further, thru out the

years, and now, this

is the result.
It has been more
than a decade, and
that could have been
enough,
to
have
produced such a
massive sense, that I
can smell people to
the extent that I can
survive alone, even if
I have to fight men,
that kind, I have no

idea
who
I
am
fighting, but all I
know is that I want
to win. This is also
the same timid girl,
and she wouldnt
give
up
her
existence,
to
the
same
extent
she
becomes
this
warrior, to the kind
it is, that I can
survive in this world
and that I can

survive
alone,
without any help
from anyone.
The same, as like I
learned how to be a
sane person, thats
who she is, when
laid back and let
alone into the kind
of existence it is,
that
this
is
a
marvelous feeling, as
like I just won a

battle and now I

have time to relax in
my garden, this is
how the testosterone
get filled, and the
same is more like a
process it is, that
somehow
gets
encrypted within my
brain, and is set free
to fight back, more
and more, everyday,
and when it is more
likely to happen,

everyday
repeats,
and
everyday
it
repeats,
so
somehow, this is a
disturbing
feeling,
when it is about the
menses and when it
occurs,
that
somehow, I am not
able to let anyone
come
within
my
range, as about the
smell,
and
this
becomes intolerable

experience,
that
somehow, everything
just gets stopped,
the way it is, that
may be now is the
time she will stop,
but she doesnt, and
that small timid girl,
as like saying, I can
still survive, proves
herself
right,
in
saying that there are
different measures,
when you call it a

fight,
its
not
supposed to be so,
that the fight it
really is, is more
about the hormones,
and the dual sense
is forbidden, that
somehow it escapes
my brain, and goes
to my spine looking
for replies as about
what should I do
next, as like how to
behave to the world

around, and this is

more like creating
stronger arms, that
has been so, but
when it is about to
reach my abs, as like
it is literally lit and
doesnt exist within,
that is a timid one
causing this effect,
so, has been a
marvelous work, but
somehow, I wouldnt
allow it, that is

forbidden for me,

that I cannot allow it
to happen, thats
more like, becoming
one
with
the
hormone,
testosterone,
and
then, causing this
memory-loss again,
so that I might just
repeat it, that I once
was the same, and
now
this
insane
process is happening

again, so somehow, I
told me, that this is
what we can call a
confusion of a kind,
that I am not going
anywhere,
and
I
have nowhere to go.
Everything
stops
here says, choose
any one, and my
immediate reply is
no, I am more
towards both, so
cannot
choose

anyone,
simply
because theres no
such process.
When I come out of
this, it has been a
marvelous day, but
something about it
repeats, like, I sleep
at night and when I
wake up, something
about
me
is
different, I cannot
locate where this has

happened,
the
change, within my
body, but I know
that something is
different, and I am
not sure of it, I
cannot trust me,
that feeling is there,
that I was wrong
about me creating
the abs this way,
and that I can put
my complete trust in
this, that I was

wrong, and it is a
feeling
of
being
sorry, that doesnt go
away from my mind,
that
somehow,
something within me
is different when I
woke up, and I am
not sure of the result
that may be I noticed
it right about the abs
that something is
more about being
feminine,
and
it

doesnt repeat within

me, that somehow,
the difference, as it
is, that about this
kind, I wasnt, and
then it happened to
be thru me, so much
difference, and yet, I
have no reasons to
believe it, that may
be my observation
was right, and that
my conclusion was
right, but somehow,

this is more about a

different
kind
of
existence,
so,
I
simply cannot put it
all simply to my
brain, that to have
isolated it into the
kind it really is, that
my brain might just
be in a completely
working section, and
as yet, I thought I
was wrong.

As about the results,

everyday I wake up,
and tell me, Id
rather put more faith
in me, in my words
and
in
my
predictions, as they
are,
they
are
obsevations
of
whats
about
to
happen. If you may
escape,
thered
better be a reason,
so I find better

reasons, and cannot

find any.
About the kind it is,
the growth, that may
be to have made this
to the kind it is, its
a
completely
different life, that I
cannot accept, that
somehow, I am put
into a whole new
dilemma, that the
simplicity
with

which
this
happened,
that
somehow was put
within me, and I did
nothing
to
have
created it, this is
how it had begun,
and then the same,
is right now also,
that the simplicity
just doesnt go away,
as it is, something is
quite different about
it, and as yet, the

femininity, that this

is how it should be,
doesnt happen in
my
mind,
that
something
is
missing, somehow, if
I were different, I
was to be more
talkative, and thats
a continuation, that
I have observed, so
is the same, and this
is
about
the
limitations, that may

be theres a whole
life for explorations,
and
one
may
understand this only
by going thru this,
that is about that
kind, that once I am
thinking about this
kind of life, I want to
give it, to others,
specifically to my
mom and to my
daughter, that may
be this is how we

reproduce, and that

isnt
whats
supposed to have
been a supportive
one,
thats
what
happens, and I get
lost in it, that is
more
about
the
feminine hormones,
and makes my body
frail, if at all, and
this doesnt make it
alive, that kind it
really is, that if I give

more, I will have

more, that is so
obvious, only thing I
am scared of is the
testosterone
being
produced in larger
amount,
this
is
about
a
thought
process that can
outgrow my needs,
and when being put
in one such, theres
no one who can

survive such a huge

supply of hormones.
The kind it is, that to
have followed it to
the kind of, lets say,
providing
specific
reasons, thats more
about
being
a
woman,
as
it
appears to me.
And when it is about
the repetitions, as

like everyday this

process repeats, and
this is set on a high
clock, that once the
12 hour is set to
happen, the clock
repeats time and the
testosterone
is
produced as it is,
again, no matter
needed or not, that
is
more
about
creating the abs, as
it is, no woman body

needs it, not even a

need,
then
why
created,
that
it
doesnt make it all
possible,
that
somehow, the kind it
is, is about for
reaching
it,
and
somehow, this has
been a process, not
to underestimate the
facts we are born
with, that somehow
this has been a

reason, why fight,

and then, theres
this endless times
repetitions,
that
somehow, when you
reach
it,
theres
much more than just
this much, that once
it is, you must go
thru it, that kind,
and
then,
this
happens with the
same reasons, says,
you were right about

your choices, and

once I was there,
thered be a better
me, that kind of
feeling it is.
That
when
this
began, as like it
should have been,
that thru this kind,
and then he repeats,
for infinite times,
and this about the
death of some kind,

that may be we are

not aware of it, and
as yet, theres pain
unlimited,
that
somehow
he
is
attached
in
me,
somewhere,
stuck,
and then, it happens
to die, the death that
we may not call it,
but somehow, what
it is, is more like, as
it
happens,
the
death. To this same

extent,
that
no
matter how much
abundance of life
they may have, the
deaths matter, as
like everyday they
die and everyday
they are born, and
somehow, this is
more like a food
chain, that if you go
thru it, youd better
know who you are
fighting,
that

somehow, when this

wasnt, there was
me, all alone, and
now that he is,
theres death. To this
kind, that we may
repeat ourselves as
well, that to have
caused this into the
infinity of some kind,
that may be it is a
superb idea to have
been born and the
kind of childbirth it

is, that it brings joy

to the family of this
kind, and somehow,
theres more than
just birth, theres a
battle and theres
deaths of many, that
sometimes it might
just appear so pure
a method, and no
matter we might be
born again, theres
pain. The kind it
really is, is that I am

already out of it now,

that I may see the
pleasures
of
the
world as it is, that
this
is
a
fixed
routine of my life, as
like
a
beautiful
morning and what it
brings to me, a kind
it is, of the matter
that
cannot
be
solved
otherwise,
and he said, that he
is going thru death

so many times, and

still cannot get used
to the kind of powers
there are within me,
as like, theres been
infinite time, and
theres this torture,
and
theres
this
speed of a tortoise,
and as yet, nothing
changes, as like,
nothing happens. I
said, why not wait,
and that had been

just so much about

me, that I could find
it a coiled existence,
that it is a trap, and
when it was, I wasnt
just for the kind it is,
a seek, that once it
is real, thered better
be a reason to have
been born, then also
the possibilities were
infinite, and then the
time changed her,
and somehow this is

all done, theres not

purpose anymore, to
that
extent,
and
when
I
was,
something
was
different, so, I am
happy to live a
regular
life
now,
thats how I am,
about being here,
and while so, theres
a kind of joy in
regular life, that no
matter she wants or

not, theres this body

that it cannot form,
and somehow, I have
different aims now,
that this was just
about the people
around, and when
this ends, as like the
world is complete,
and as soon as that,
theres this kind of
death, that I chose
to have gone thru
multiple times, as it

is, that theres more

t life than just
births,
as
about
children,
always,
that the children
born in such a way
are of our kind, and
the generation is
born for repetition,
that may be we have
caused the repetition
of this kind, and
that theres much
more hope than just

this much, as like,

when time stops,
theres much more
than
we
had
expected, that kind
of repetition we are
talking about, and
this just gets so
much
consumed
within, and this is
exactly
what
a
painless
death
should be like, so
because the aim is

done, and any foe

done, is not for
memory
anymore,
that it happens for a
reason,
why
she
wanted a painless
life for everyone, and
that should have
been so, and so is
this following trail,
that everyone follows
her, and this has
been
just
the
completion of the

kind of memory she

might
just
form
anyhow, and as yet,
theres much more
than just the ability
and potency, theres
just everything we
can give, about life
as well as about
knowledge, and what
you need, just make
a list, as it might
just
escape
our
brains, we may not

be allowed in the
trail it is, that the
consequences
include a mutual
understanding, as it
is, so it should have
been.
Once it is about
solving the matter as
such, may be right
now
it
is
early
morning so Id better
wait
till
it
is

sunshine for a long

time, and then will
tell her about this,
that the completion
is made, and that
theres a path ahead,
a more pleasant one,
but to go thru this
process slowly, and
to let her write when
it is about the wired
frame, that should
be included, as it is
what she found as a

memorable one, so
that was how she
began this journey.

3. CANCER

As about when this

was found as a one
who would never
recover considering
the facts which were
put
there
in
a
concise manner, that
saying so was more
like as if it happened
for real, something
about the disease, as
like it was about the
kind, we dont see it

the way it is, that

was what it said,
and then, this is
mostly the kind it
should have been, so
much
about
the
same, and as yet,
when it begins to
change the kind it is,
theres
literally
nothing left, that is
just so obvious, that
to have put it in this
manner,
that

somehow, the things

that dont return
back to normal, as if
this doesnt happen
to have been thru it,
thats
how
it
sounded to me, so I
thought that may be
I was just preparing
to have gone thru it
once, as like the past
recalling,
this
doesnt
stop
by
thought alone, there

has to be a solid
foundation,
something
that
happens to have
been formed with it,
as if, nothing about
the thoughts, and as
yet,
when
it
is
followed by a kind of
daily
folly,
that
something was in
the oven and I forgot
to switch it on,
nothing about the

hazards in it, that

say, now is the tea
time and the teapot
is set on the table,
only that the tea
needs to be warmed
again, that kind.
To this set aim, that
to have been thru
the kind of breed
who brings out the
best, sometimes, this
just
cannot
help

everyone, that is just

the beginning, that
to have set it on
minor temperature,
that somehow, it got
this burning feeling,
that something is
beginning, and that
something
is
somehow set right,
that
kind
of
beginning,
that
somehow, to have
set it free to grow

with the kind it is,

the cells, and then
the process repeats,
not that it cannot
just find the right
solution, but to have
seen it happen, there
could
have
been
many other reasons,
as
to
why
this
happened to me,
that kind, and when
this happens to have
been
thru
the

repetition of the kind

it is, about the cells,
that they may grow
prematurely,
as
about the function,
that they may not
remember where this
process began, and
how abouts of the
kind it is, that to
have called it by the
name so far, cancer,
that may be now is
the time to cause it

for a matter, that to

have a control over
it, theres something
about the baking
smell, and if you
may recover, theres
something to know
about the kind, may
be diabetes, what we
have
is
nothing
about it, but to have
been thru it the way
it is, is far enough
than just a thought,

that may be in this

way, something was
just put right in the
senses, and when it
was more of this
kind, I am set on the
relief, that this kind
is about the life it is,
sometimes,
it
repeats within me,
and the kind it is, is
that it doesnt have
to have gone thru
the variety of life, as

such as life itself, to

have brought it to
the right shore, that
may be I was just
thinking
wrong
about it, that to have
been thru this, there
was this kind of a
courage, that has
brought it to the
level, as like, where
the beginning is also
set, then when is the
result, is more likely

to happen, as it
could have been, as
to have been thru
the kind it is, theres
a lot of such kind,
about the cells, why
this happened to be
my
heart,
that
somehow, to have
put it in it to the
faith, as to the level
of
faith,
that
somehow, the things
we are born with,

repeat, as like they

should, but to see it
as it is, theres
something about the
timidity, that may be
we are faced with
something
giant,
something not of our
earth, that feeling
when you reach, it is
a time to turn back.
When
about
the
return of the kind it

is is getting involved
with the matter as
such, this begins
again, about cancer
and the growth of
cells, this is that
repetition, as well as
beginning, so to call
it by this name, that
somehow, this hasnt
been so as yet, and
then,
when
the
matter became just
very clear about its

existence,
that
somehow,
they
cannot predict it,
and as yet, when it
does happen, what
we got to know is
that the cells are
also a part of our
bodies, as like my
body as it is, theres
been a kind, that
may be to have been
thru
the growth,
there could have

been just me, and

then
I
found
inspiration, this s
more
likely
to
happen, as it is,
theres much more
sense in it, can even
bring sensation to
the dead cells, where
the structure as it is,
that the organ is not
in functioning level
anymore, as it is,
there could have

been reasons, but

somehow, this is
that reason why we
got it to the level
when it can work
efficiently, as it is,
and as it should be.
That to have brought
it with the kind it
really is, that the
manner just cannot
be defined, as it is,
theres much more

than just this, as

like,
there
could
have been a reason,
why
they
dont
happen within the
organs as like it is a
lie, and when it was
really a reason why
to have been thru it,
theres the same of
it.
About the oddness,
isnt it just amazing

to have this strength

that comes this way,
that to even pretend
it
somehow,
is
almost there, that to
have been thru so
much, has been just
a kind of likewise,
that theres a better
way, not this one,
and still, on this
kind that we may
forget, and as yet, it
doesnt repeat for

foe, that we could

still bring it to the
edge, as it is, but to
see
it
in
this
completely different
light, there had been
so, that the same
light
kills
the
disease,
somehow,
something
within
changes, as like the
dose might just be
right, there could be
so many chemicals

provided as an aid,
for
example
the
psychotherapy, as it
has
been
for
someone
else,
I
suggest to go thru it,
it is a way to the
endless process we
have begun, and in
this way, this simply
puts an end to it, a
minor end, and then
repeats, but this is a
good enough sign,

that to have been

brought to this kind
of a shore, and then,
the same repeats as
if there were many
varieties, but that is
out of subject, one
patient is a kind of
the same, and the
other might just be
discovering it, that is
how our situation
seems to me, as it is,
that the chemicals

are affecting in a
minor way, that may
be calling them an
aid
is
somehow
related, that they
were somehow put
into
a
different
condition, that it
was
about
for
repeating, and when
the situation seemed
to be repeating, the
kind
it
is,
was
developing
a

different
kind
of
sense, that may be
somehow I am also
related to the body
as it is, and I wont
go away, that fading
sense, as if an
emotion, that may
be the cells are
somehow
related
with the brain and
the function it does,
is
primary,
and
superficial to some

sense, and when we

recover
in
the
senses, that this was
just the kind of
beginning it appears
to be, and that
would
be
the
finishing line, as to
follow it the way
thru it, and then,
the kind it is, is a lot
of trouble, to the
extent that the daily
routine is getting

ruined,
somehow,
this is to put an end
to the kind it is, that
to
really
become
such a person, there
was much more than
just this, and I
would say, become a
doctor, do what it
needs for getting
stuffed within, this
you can if you are
courageous, that the
kind it is, as a life or

death, that is a
supreme need for
body to survive, as it
is it is apparently
known to so many
people, that death
occurs everyday, but
to put it in such a
minor way, that the
cells die everyday,
and everyday they
wake up to make us
more irritation, that
this has been so

about the chemicals

as well, that the
brain has to be
washed completely,
that to call it a brain
of a kind, that may
be my organs and
body are still in
working level, but I
may not even bring
it to the edge as it is,
so why not use brain
why I am still at this
life,
not
to

misunderstand
it,
and not to mislead
the powers the brain
has, that is about to
follow, that may be
this is a path to be
explored on a way it
is, no one can help
to certain direction,
but once you know
what it is, theres
much
more
for
giving as well, that
there
are
really

people who may fight

for the same cause,
and
when
the
situation seems to
be different, the kind
it is, it will always
repeat, and this is a
sense, that its an
endless battle, and
when
it
was
supposed to have
woke up in the
morning, as it is,
theres been just so

many other kind of

diseases,
and
disorders, that I may
gain strength from
the food it is, that I
thrive on pain of me
as well as of others,
others, to be specific,
when it is about
food, that we dont
survive alone in this
world, and when it is
about survival as
like life or death,

some of us might not

even mind killing
others, as it is, it is
more about the cells,
this is a poison, and
you need this poison
to kill the malice and
the cells.
As it is, the way
doesnt appear to
have been called for
for us, that says,
lets pray and let

there be food etc.,

even wine, but no,
this doesnt help to
the extent I know,
the way it is, for
sure, but to have
made this a constant
habitat, thats how
the
cells
are
reacting, they have
made this body an
oddness
of
a
complete residence,
so better fight with

words,
somehow,
that thats the way
they dont know,
never have been thru
this as a radiation
was more likely to
happen
even
everyday, and these
are as such that
they really get used
to every situation, to
the extent it is, and
then,
pray
for
answers, that they

literally pray, the

cells, and they pray
for answers. This
about
the
minor
world,
and
even
animals,
trees,
plants, cells, organs,
brain, body, etc.,
everything has a
religion, one of a
kind, that we cannot
survive without a
religion, that is just
so sure to me, that it

happens to be a fact,
somehow, we all are
related to this fact,
and to this very
religion
we
are
fighting each other,
as like we need more
food,
and
there
really is, but to be of
a supple supply, be
the first. This is a
normal reaction, as
about survival, this
is how its supposed

to be, but when it is

plenty,
as
about
cancer, you may not
want it, but it calls
itself a recovery, this
is its religion, to
have called it a
recovery, that says, I
am harming this
person who I am
residing within so
that I may cause me
no
trouble
for
making excess food

for the kind of my

likewise. This is so
much
about
the
cells, that they can
live within us being
a part of us, as well
as about the cancer,
that the religion can
be adopted, to the
extent that exceeds
the daily needs of
one and gets more
out of it for the
other.

As it is, the kind

wouldnt even make
it a lasting effect,
that about the blood,
I can feed, though,
that
the
manner
wouldnt
even
change the charges,
on that base I have
done it before also,
when it is about
Lucky, that I was
pregnant, may be

the same house, and

then I was or wasnt,
that
I
cannot
remember, but what
I did, I couldnt
really make a good
enough cut on my
finger so that the
blood droplets may
fall thru it, but to
have caused it so
far, about the kind it
really is, is more
about the blood, that

what comes thru it,

is a timeless journey,
that may be to have
been repeated within
me, as like that was
the case, as if, and I
needed it, I told me,
that if I make this
permanent
establishment over
time and over the
bridge again, as it is,
that may be the
blood has it, but

about the clotting,

that somehow, I was
denying it, thats
how it was, as like I
was really squeezing
my finger so that it
may come out, as
like its not only
blood,
theres
something
thats
beyond the liquid,
something of the air,
and
that
stayed
within the blood,

that was likewise,

that
I
could
somehow bring out a
painful process to
bring a drop and a
half approximately,
but that had enough
of what I an talking
about, that to have
summarized it, that
somehow the things
which follow thru it,
that
says,
the
manner is the same,

but the man he is

now, the one who
has
a
constant
establishment with
me as well as with
the one who is above
us all, some kind of
rope falling thru the
sky and he was put
on a constant need
for those who are
above us, as he is,
he can be put on it,
and was taken to a

different planet, as
like the following of
the religion would be
the same as he is,
that to have been
thru the followers,
as like the manner
would never include
any outsider, so I
thought of waiting
even more, as like
waiting for an Eves
day out, and than
never happened, not

even now, but to call

it even, not before I
was pregnant, and
that
was
a
continuation of the
substitute I had,
that he had provided
me with, to have
caused the strength
I was supposed to
have brought out
due
to
the
circumstances I had
gone thru, about my

brother
and
the
suffering
which
should have been my
strength by now,
that he provided me
with. As about the
blood, as to take it
out from my skin, as
a scratch, and that
could be a bottle,
that you need, and
then the one who
can pronounce it a
hen, that the one

who would be born

thru this process,
that to have called it
so by so far of an
importance,
that
says, we need food,
and that is not the
dooms day, that
everyone
knows,
thats
just
so
obvious, and this,
this very feeling is
your fall, that you
must know, that if

you take this blood,

youd better be of the
use to the same kind
as yours. That to the
extent, about the
blood, I took the
droplets in a frying
pan, deep one, and
then added oil for
cooking my food in
it, for him, too, I
prefer extra virgin
olive oil to the extent
I can, so about the

effect, and then I let

it to the heat, the oil,
and
then
added
chopped carrots and
coli-flowers, you may
use 5-6 drops of
blood
for
7-8
persons,
not
for
feeding as all of the
food, not all of the
food, the oddness is
that it is not the only
dinner, as I suppose,
I can tell a different

technique as well,
you may boil the
vegetables
before
adding them to the
pan, or you may
even fry them using
this
kind
of
a
technique, only to
remember that the
oil and the droplets
should comprise of
the kind it is, the
same, may be 10-12
drops of blood for 3-

4 persons when it is
about frying it.
This about the kind
it is, that may be the
technique is very
old, and that may be
many of you did not
know this technique
as yet, but it is all
about frying, as far
as I know.

This doesnt happen

to have been thru
the kind it really is,
that this about the
brotherly love and
what makes us true
ones, that may be to
have been thru a lot
other things, as well,
but what it has, is a
brutal effect, not for
the cause then why,
that you must ask
your selves, when

you are feeling like

you
are
being
consumed, consider
me saying that you
are wrong about the
worry, so I might
just
provide
the
blood, that may be
to have called it the
kind it really is, I
have defined the
pain, as about the
worry as well as
about the blood, the

pain,
I
described.

have

There could have

been a technique,
that the doctor may
just take out the
bottle of blood from
your body and you
may not even know
it, but to the extent I
am, I will want to
know, what I have
gone thru, and what

strengths it has for

me, later.
The
one
which
follows, is a folly,
that somehow, this
wasnt true, that
much strength it
really has, what it
has is nothing about
womanly love, or
what
you
may
predict, it is about a
constant recognition,

that
somehow
someone related to
us is high above in
the sky, and is
looking at us, and
that was may be just
the first night, the
knock at the door.
As a kind of painless
death to the cells,
that there may be
many other ways,
say for an example,

the
reason
itself
becomes
a
pronounced result,
and when it is about
the malice of this
kind, I would still
believe, that there
has been a constant
recognition,
that
theres
something
seriously wrong in
the person I am
talking about, and
when the pain kills

pain, the poison is

born this is a very
general
technique,
that to kill the pain
with pain, and as
like to the seek of
the answer, I have
seen many disguise
of beauty, all around
me, as if praying,
and that kind, says,
all about money,
that the one who
had
it,
was
a

supreme need, and

so is our Earth, that
we have set our
rules of our own
society also likewise
of the rules of the
Earth, as like what
we may keep in
mind is the ultimate
survival, as like the
destruction
is
needed, I might just
go to the highest
Cathedral, as like

the Catholic Church

was also involved,
that I may not
pronounce, but to
have come this far,
there better be a
companion
with
whom I can share
these
beautiful
moments, as it is, I
have seen all around
me is the disguise of
beauty,
and
am
really tired of it, so I

may
see
a
few
sculptures, and have
some
memorable
snaps, as like me
being a part of the
process, that is how
I include the end,
that to this extent,
when the world will
have the coldest of
all Summers, I will
be on the highest
tower saying this to
me, that this is the

Earth we were born

to.
As about the kind it
has become, that to
the selfless tree be
born the fruits, that
kind really leads me
to the becoming of
the tree itself, and if
I may impose, that
would be just a pose,
that I am may be
gazing to the picture,

and theres nothing

about life in it.
To the extent the
reality of the real
world
brings
the
beauty
of
the
unknown
to
the
surface,
theres
much more than just
the kind it is, of the
same, that the girls
might just bring it to
the next shore.

That when its about

the
beginning,
everyday happens to
have been thru the
kind it really cannot
happen
to
have
brought it to the
selfless reasons, or it
might just be erased
from memory, and
thats
what
happened, in my life,
too. Sometimes, its

just best to bring it

to the happening of
this kind, that may
be this is about a
better life, something
about the spiritual
life, nothing what
you may consider as
of the Indian origin,
and thats about the
mass, that you may
just stand out, and
that was a worry,
too, nothing about

selfish in it, as like

being so was about a
kind itself, that not
of my own, and may
be, still if I may go
thru it, theres so
much to see in the
world,
that
sometimes, I did not
even notice that this
was the world of
early hormones, as
about the teen, that
the kind it brings is

a soft breeze, that

much of the self, and
what you may never
want to escape is
about the kind it
brings to you, as a
suffering, that may
be I was right, and
as yet, when I bring
it to the kind I am,
theres
still
something to have
been thru, that may
be the hormones are

repeating, and this is

a clue, as about, the
beginning is once,
and
then
theres
exaggeration,
and
then the repetition is
itself, and then also
if you can bring the
beginning to happen
again, it requires a
soul
of
courage,
thats about bringing
that hulk to life, I
will need it for

survival in the ocean

for 24 hours. That
kind, that may be to
have survived the
facts unknown, you
may not bring it to
the kind you have
become now, lets
say,
you
have
become a wrestler
now, and now you
want to bring the
beginning again on
the surface, as like

really being serious

about
it
and
beginning again as a
child.
Is
that
possible to go thru
all it again, and still
carrying the burden
you carry everyday
as a regular one, is
that
possible
for
you? Is that possible
for you to live this
twice life? Ask your
self, and then go

thru this. As it is,

there might just be
so many possibilities
in this unknown
world, and its all
abut
hormones,
more than about the
chemicals and the
protein. Bring the
tissues
out
the
normal way, thats
what the hormones
say. When you take
it as a considerable

growth, there might

be just a slight
increase
in
the
protein intake, but
just a slight, so that
you
may
boost
yourself with the
confidence, just a
little bit more than a
regular routine is
enough. Just to have
been this human,
theres just so much
about the world it

has associated me
with, that I might
just bring it to the
kind, that may be to
have been thru this,
there was a seek,
some kind of search,
that I must explain
in full detail now.
Even if I might just
never end finding
new
ways
for
survival of a kind

that never repeats

without reason, I
might just end up
seeing it the way it
is, that without the
love of this kind, the
same as what I
share with Ryan,
that he motivated
me to the extent,
that I might just
become an athlete in
this way, he said all
writings
were

worthless, and this

inspired me to my
limits, and to cross
them, as like me
being a man, that
doesnt repeat ever,
that is me being a
woman, and even if I
might just remember
how I had begun on
this way, now I have
reached a specific
stone
where
the
miles stretch to the

endlessness,
it
seems so at least,
that I might just
never
end,
and
theres just so much
agony, as well, as
about the anger,
that I will never
recover, that about
the
animal-like
feeling when it is
about breeding of
this kind, I will never
have enough energy

to escape this, thats

how it seems to me
right now. As about
the kind it is, theres
a specific manner
with
which
to
organize what I am
going thru, but a
mom is a mom, I
cannot tell her to
stop being annoying
because this is the
way I have chosen,
and theres a lot

about money, that

this kind just doesnt
stop from annoying
me, and as being a
special case, this
about India, and a
lot is attached to the
truth to be told, I
can summarize it for
a quick overview,
but thats not what I
was provided with,
so better be careful
when it is about the

body and the risks,

that I am a woman,
and I belong to a
smaller world where
I am provided with
the same infinite
opportunities
with
lesser risks, that is
more about being
woman, that I an
special because I can
give birth after 9
months
of
pregnancy, and still

be a man as it is,
thats what makes
me special among
men, that I am both.
About carrying this
kind of limit to the
risks, there really
are risks, but I have
nothing to say about
it right now, what I
know is that theres
a far and distant
aim, that there will
be a surfing board

made of whole gold,

that the metal can
bring the radar to
know me, and that
theres whales all
tagged, theres me
and theres Ryan,
theres waves, there
salt water, theres
nose with which he
can drink the ocean
water to the extent
to provide us two the
opportunity to call

the tagged whales so

that while being in
the middle of the
ocean,
the
US
helicopter can come
to save is. Thats all I
know about being
angel, that theres a
precise definition of
the word angel, that
they are beyond life
and death and that
they have wings to
fly with. This is all I

know
about
the
animal who can still
strive
on
the
production
as
if
children is nothing
but an unknown
phase. This is what I
can do, and this is
what I can go thru
for a short while, as
like on the surface
for 24 hours. Thats
a lot, but theres
much more I can do

if I am with Ryan,
but I am not the only
one on Earth who
wants
such
a
survival, and there
are
many
other
people with such
option to life. So I
would say, choose a
doctor who knows
the medicines, let
him write the thing
he did to survive as
like
creating
an

ordinary
athletic
body, that be his
trap, as far as I
know the US laws,
theres a huge lot of
sufferings
he
is
about to go thru, be
the book in India,
and as yet, I can call
him Hulk, if he
chooses the way to
continue. It is easy
to create an ordinary
athletic body, but

when it is about
crossing the limits,
he can be helpful.
As about the kind,
that I may repeat
me, theres been a
lot of stories, all
about the beauty of
life, then why so
much suffering when
it is about being a
man in me, that
about Neero as well,

as well as about his

dad,
that
we
together as a family
can exist out of
suffering as well, but
since I had begun
this relationship on
the base of suffering,
and an aim, so I
must continue it the
way it is.
As it is, there could
have been just so

many other ways to

have produced the
same
result,
as
about the body and
the gain, that theres
just a one way about
telling it all, that I
know, because the
main component is
that we go thru it
together as like the
suffering doesnt go
away, no matter how
much foe you make

to it, this is the only

way
to
it
that
includes the best, no
matter what way you
choose, you all are
together that sense
is only due to this
suffering, you may
even want to seek it,
that saying, yes, I
want it, but the life it
is, is not only about
the source, theres
civilization, as well,

where we belong to,

we bring it the best
as
source, that
theres this metal no
matter you choose or
not, that kind I have
created, you may
call me your way,
that
this
doesnt
count
in
when
theres
the
final
judgment,
but
I
know that they will
consider mercy when

faced with such a

faade, that says,
when
you
were
alone, why you did
not go thru this, and
now that you have a
way, why you chose
it, theres so much
about being human
in it, that you had
limitations being a
man, and as far as I
know about men,
they are not blessed

with
the
same
hormones as mine,
theres
a
slight
difference in life, if
you see it overall,
that the picture just
doesnt
fit
right,
theres
something
missing, that if you
can prove, you are to
hell, because thats
where you chose the
right choice, back to
earth again. This is

the life cycles I

know, that how you
can bring any dead
back to earth, use it
well, but dont put
your existence in
any world in danger,
there are strict rules,
but when you have
the
knowledge
provided, theres this
change of one rule,
that you should put
it to the best of use,

or
why
was
it
provided, that is up
to them.
That
once
went
wrong, this is a
chance, that you
may know who it is,
but when it is more
about the idea, that
we were brought
here, for one reason,
theres a lot about
the light in it, says, I

am lit, and then

avoids the existence,
I know one such, but
when
they
were
blended, there could
have been reasons
why the existence of
one person depends
upon the others and
that
that
cycle
continues. This is so
much
about
the
world as it is, that
our earth is full of

such people, so why

they had to come to
us. As a general
rule, the book of
laws doesnt find it
eligible, that to have
noted
how
we
evolved,
the
evolution
of
one
person counts, and
when it is about
bringing the dead to
life, the Satan comes
hand in hand, I have

no idea how the gods

made friendship with
him, but one thing I
know, is that the
goodness
always
wins, if thats what
you call goodness,
you were not full,
you
were
not
content, and you
brought the evil out,
so there should be
girls, too. This is an
odd world, I am

talking about, and

this is as much
about the book of
laws.
Theres
loneliness they went
thru, and then died
and the existences
blended as a law
produced by Christ,
and then theres us,
who they dont want
to go thru the same
process, they want
justice in a form of

advanced laws. This

is how I see it being
a girl.
Just to have ignored
the kind of existence
they exist in around
me, I said, why dont
you show yourselves
to
others,
they
replied,
theres
writing, and thats
how I am paid for
what I am doing,

though thats not all.

I thought, that may
be I was writing, and
its a career, they
said, that the day it
went thru, was a day
well spent, so better
use your skills, you
are provided with the
knowledge, thats a
huge amount, if at
all considered.

I had to think a lot

about this way, that
may be to the extent
I
went,
as
like
schooling, that may
be I was just right
about my situation
right now. I am 30
years old right now,
that any one at this
age would be a hard
working co-worker,
that
the
results
would show just 2

years later, thats

how we humans of
my own kind have
fixed the laws within
us, as like a general
book wasnt even
existent around the
brain, so better write
it, they said, dont
miss
one
single
thing.
That about the kind
it really is, that may

be
to
have
considered that we
need life, I am
already out of it, I
am above life and
death right now also,
its just that theres
a way I need to
explore, and every
time I came out of a
trauma, that I was
my own ICU, and
then came out, and
then realized that

my strengths were
enormous, and then
only wished that I
should
have
put
more faith on my
abilities, all my wish
come true, they said,
and I had been
blessed, that was
much more about
the gods, you better
put it in a theory,
and thats the only
use I know of my

wish, I would always

advice people who
can put more faith to
put
more
faith,
because I am not the
first when it is about
a race for putting
faith in me.
I always thought,
why
I
was
so
ignorant to my body,
that may be I was
dead somehow, and

thats a lot about the

hormones dying in
one form and being
born in another, a
doctor may know it
well, as better than I
can put into words,
there are may be
different forms of the
same hormones, and
thats what I am
talking about, that I
may never depend
upon anyone else,

but that my brain

needed food, and my
mom, in real sense
of the word, as not
me but my mom,
that she said, put
another source, to
survive as a girl, and
I actually adopted
that feeling in me,
became my mom,
this sounds too soon
to have happened,
but that was just a

day long work, it

doesnt
take
anymore
than
a
blink of eyes as
about the time I
need to spend to do
it all over again.
As about, when it is
about a beautiful
life, I always want to
be a woman, that
may be I needed the
hormones to have

survived, as like, the

matter wasnt just
feeding us right, as
about the kind it is, I
was horrified with
the idea of having a
kid around, and now
I am mom, and still
am horrified to have
Sara around, she
can be a friend,
though, but to have
even thought of an
idea of bringing it to

the level that I can

have a family, as
about a husband
and children, I am
still too young for
this, that to have
gone thru all of it, I
just needed the right
supply of the needs,
that may be right
now I am out of it
completely, and I
have gone thru a
worse process of

producing unknown
chemicals, prior to
having a family, in
terms of years. That
what it takes to have
been thru to have
brought it to the
kind it really is, as
about writing as a
career, is much more
than having a child,
as comparing the
suffering, though the
path may seem to

have been just a

variety of choice of
hormones and what
it takes to have gone
thru, that the kind it
really is, I can do
two works at the
same time, as like
being
on
two
completely different
dimensions
simultaneously, as
when it is about
studying,
I
still

cannot forget what it

was
like
when
childbirth, as about
the pregnancy, and
then I was just a
student, you may
not find a better
variety of suffering,
that it much about
US, as about being a
student, there had
been reasons why I
needed to live on two
different dimensions

at the same time,

and had to learn
everything
about
survival as like being
a man in me. That to
have included, that
this is an inclined
slope, that you may
just want to have
gone thru it, but the
results I know, I can
bring the dead or
alive to have another
life on earth, thats

where I have reached

now,
but
the
inclined
slope
became a beautiful
path as soon as I
rd
reached
the
3
month of pregnancy,
not to call it the
entrance
to
the
second
trimester,
because thats not
how I see the world
within,
theres
a
difference when you

use the words to

describe the feelings,
and I am a master of
words, I am also a
master
of
the
smallest
of
moments,
I
can
survive races as well,
when it is about
small
moments,
when it doesnt exist
outside me, it cannot
exist within me, as
well, thats my trick.

That to have brought

it to the surface of
an unknown world,
theres nothing in it
that can be stolen,
even if I can give the
key, you may open
the door to me, as
well, but to have
known it so well,
youd better be a
better existence, as
about the mass on
earth, that theres a

poor examination of
those who did not
belong to this world,
and that is what
makes you a better
human, as about the
comparison,
the
path exists as a
partial one, that you
may
feed
your
feelings
and
hormones on the
base that theres
been
a
poor

examination of the
same by others.
This is what I was
given with about the
hormones, that as
soon as I reached
the exploration of
the teen age, I called
me to the place
where I could stand
out, as about being
the youngest one, I
was given so many

times
something
better, as about the
feelings, that why we
cannot be brought to
this place as a child,
and
thats
not
something within my
reach, though all I
can expect from the
school is that when I
go back to the place,
I want back what I
left there, as about
the age as well, that

may be that escaped

their
brains
just
completely, I can
cheat me, too, but to
the extent I am
allowed, is that now
is that childhood, I
can bring it to the
level, that may be
the
seek
for
blessings, that those
around me, are not
the ones who will
ever receive from me,

when you include

money
with
the
blessings,
thered
better be a better
person
I
am
searching for, that
the reason is he
himself, that I want
to see the image of
god in him, but
when my parents
include money in the
holy process, I can
confide it to the level

of the Church, the

final one, as about
the Earth, that I can,
and as about the
kind it is when we
speak of India, that
the better place it is,
that could simply
have put an end to
the process, that
this is me, rigid one,
no matter how much
you try to move me
from my place in this

world,
as
about
writing right now, I
will only wire you
further, and will only
increase
your
troubles as theres
some people who
work for me, and
they dont belong to
earth, you may call
them my sons, and
so many times I have
been told by them
that right now is the

time to give up on
earth, and if I follow
the process they are
suggesting to me, I
am finally to end up
giving a few deaths,
to many people, as it
is, theres been a
superstition, and I
cannot bear it, so
better
be
careful
when you deal with
me, I am a creature
sometimes,
having

superpowers, and as
it
is,
whats
apparent,
theres
been something lying
within me, that I
may bless, but as
well as what comes
with it, is a divine
death, what do you
call, a death it is,
but it is divine, you
will go to the facing
of
the
final
judgment, but thats

not what you asked

for, so better be
careful. See what I
give,
and
try
everything of it, but
when you ask for
that which doesnt
belong to you, it
should come to me,
first, as a betterment
of life, this is me
being a blessed one,
I can use it to any
extent, I am allowed

to have several lives,

as well as what
comes with it. To
have made it as a
friendship with those
demons, that they
dont belong to the
religion you may
seek, even if for a
good reason, they
would just reply,
follow your religion
as thats something
provided to you for

living on Earth, to
the extent it already
is, why do you want
more, that also they
might ask, but when
it is about bringing
life to dead, you have
the source, thats
what they seek, and
thats their search,
you may call them
children that they
are
given
this
mission, as about

being soldiers, and

they dont mercy,
they have nothing to
give to the women
sometimes,
but
when it is about the
girls, they have a lot
of life for giving, but
they said prove that
you have enough law
and
order
about
whats
about
for
giving, so I am here
for letting everyone

know
need.

about

this

As about the same

address, they said,
that the Earth has
molecules which are
foreign to me, all and
everything is within
me, and about other
women, as when we
speak
of
PCOS,
theres been this
difference they have

to bridge, and theres

a lot about the kind
they are, everything
about the Cathedral
above all, and the
blessings they seek,
the women, said,
make them surf,
make them religious
and make them seek
the blessings of an
unknown life. I am
the only one, here, if
I may put it right in

correct words, that I

can
transmit
thoughts, as like,
this
story
s
something
with
which the soldiers
can help me heal my
body to the extent as
to make it a mans
body,
something
about muscles, abs
etc., and what comes
with it is a womanly
tenderness. What do

you call it, is a toy,

they
search
for
something that they
dont
even
know
about the death of a
general kind, thats
how I see these
soldiers,
that
no
matter how much of
a woman they make
me, all I have right
now is writing, this
about my age, as
well, that when I

reach 32, I will

actually bring it out
for
the
world
unknown, and would
have been prepared
completely by then,
that by then I am a
man, but right now I
am a woman, thats
my
situation,
as
about
to
have
explained it to the
extent, that may be
to expand it anymore

further,
theres
death, and theres
suffering, thats all I
can know about the
soldiers, and about
the
womanhood,
that can be provided
outside
my
knowledge, and the
rest should go to my
mom, as she is she
needs to be a woman
and a mom again,
thats how I see my

family, when it is
about giving, as like
existence it is, that
to carry it anymore
further, my sister is
Casper, I call her,
and thats how I see
me.
The kind it is, to
have been thru too
many lives at once,
is a very easy step to
have
understood,

but to have carried it

out to the extent, it
needs to have a solid
foundation
of
a
better co-existence,
that I can choose,
me being Rose, as to
call me, they said,
that this is the name
they have chosen,
and this means a lot
other
than
just
words, that theres
this kind of co-

existence I am going
thru, they all are
within me, and I feel
like I am wired all
the time, they said
they have a lot of
revenges to take, as
like seeing what I am
going thru, they can
bring
actual
tragedies to those
unknown to me right
now, but to see it as
a family, that I may

survive if I continue
on this path, they
said
theres
a
shortcut, said, just
make
it
jurisdictional as the
word, and end it,
and I was more
about the same, but
to have brought it all
about US, theres
been so much about
children of a kind,
that I may suspect,

that may be 2 more

months, and I will be
all done, I actually
told him about this,
and they all stand
for the same reason,
said,
give
them
reasons to survive,
or we are here for a
mass
destruction,
they mean it, by all
means as well as I
know them, there
are ways beyond us

humans
for
destruction of this
kind, theres AIDS,
say for an example,
and nobody will even
know that its me
killing lives so many,
and me being a
woman, know the
value of life, they
said as soon as the
PCOS is of the
finishing line, they
are
about
for

destruction,
this
could have been the
same as me, that
many women and
men die, with no
general cause, may
be a common cause,
but to have called it
by a name, they
said, make this a
prediction and we
will bring the justice
to you.

Theres
nothing
beyond them, and as
us being humans, I
know that the laws
here on our planet
as such that there
could
have
been
simply
so
much
about
death,
because we dont
even know death,
and those above us,
have
no
mercy
sometimes,
so

because when I said,

that I can be an
angel,
ad
about
being beyond life
and
death
and
having wings to fly
with, then also they
did not understand
the message, then
why, why so many
lives have to suffer
within me, as about
the Earth, that we
know what makes us

better humans, so
here I stand for the
unknown
world,
saying that this has
been the message I
am providing.
As
about
the
destruction,
the
cancer, to call it,
that no matter how
much you want to
escape, theres a
constant
growth,

thats about being a

woman, as about
births of this kind,
that not about the
knife that touches
the worst of all, but
when it is about
cancer, you may not
know what kind of
death it is, its a slow
death, makes you
realize its existence
everyday, and makes
sure
that
every

single
day
you
suffer. To the extent
of suffocation I am
going thru within
me, and still there
are
people
who
involve money when
it is about the life of
such a kind, that
has been a horrifying
reason for me to
have been thru so
much, that this is a
message, that the

reason was wrong,

said, that better be
careful when using
words. Every word
counts,
and
the
cancer of this kind,
says,
tell
the
soldiers, that to have
come out of the
suffering, theres a
way, that to know a
better solution to
cancer, there could
be extra reasons, as

to why that happens

to have been formed
to the extent, that
may be cancer itself
is a reason, and then
theres this solution.
As to the kind it
really is, you may be
consumed fully by
the cancer, and still
will feel no pain, that
they have provided
us
with,
the

medicines that make

you forget the pain,
so youd better be
prepared for the final
judgment, because a
man
is
a
man
because he went
thru the pain he was
supposed to have
gone thru, and a
woman is a woman
because she went
thru the pain she
was supposed to

have gone thru. This

is
about
being
criminal as to the
court, this is just a
judgment,
that
happens
everyday,
and not a seek,
cannot escape not
matter what.
As to the kind I am,
better
prove
yourselves
right
when it comes under

one single roof, as

about sharing it with
me, theres been this
boundary for many
more
years
than
required,
this
is
what
makes
me
special, as about
theres
this
prediction, and if
you have any faith
left in god, be that
the same, to that
extent
they
are

merciless,
and
whats
been
provided, is always
agony, so face the
final
court,
they
said,
theres
too
much to bring out,
and said that for me,
when it is about the
predictions, theres
this simple fact, that
when
I
become
uncomfortable with
carrying too many

within, there will be

they being born, this
has been a simple
reason
for
living
within me, that to
give me life, and
about the soldiers
who
have
been
helping me, seeing
me everyday, they
need to know that to
have made me a
better human, as
well as a woman,

when it is about the

hormones, that they
can provide me with
a better life, but also
said, that inform
them, that theres
more tragic end than
they have ever seen,
said, that when it is
about
committing
sin, the supreme
power stands alone,
no
matter
what,
nothing can exceed

the suffering. That to

have included, that
the message isnt
every moment of
gaze, said, that the
gods
know
the
sufferings
better,
that said, that we go
thru the pain of
death every single
day, as like a food it
is to us, as about
Jesus Christ and his
sacred school, they

said that it is no
pain to be on their
planet, but when the
simplicity is lost,
theres death, thats
about the school,
and as about being
born again, theres
tragedy, and said,
that Neero as chosen
to live with me, and
what he was given,
was a death within
me every month, as

about the menses,

and thats what gave
him the powers to
rule my monthly
cycles, as about the
years, he had this
promise, that he will
bring the best out,
and said, that I was
slain, too, by Christ
himself, said, that I
wasnt enough of a
womanly power over
death, and he was

agonized, and when

he slayed me, I
wasnt
tortured,
though he really was
tortured by the life
he
had
chosen,
about the death,
that much dear I am
to him, more than
Neero, too, said, that
theres never enough
when it is about me
being his.

About the life as

such, what could
have
been
my
beginning, I might
just
warn
every
reader, that I wanted
to have outstood
when it was about
that
Christian
School and about
the oldies, and this
has been my only
piece of wood that
made me survive

thru the hormonal

changes,
I
could
have been a folly, as
I was proven to be so
everyday, and the
only piece of wood,
as to have survived
in this life, now I
know that I am a
blessed
one,
as
about
the
same
wasnt ever of the
religion, or if it was,
thered
been
a

bloody war, thats

what I am promised
now, said, they are
all mice, cannot find
any crimes, cannot
even
confide
in
themselves, how can
they ever be bridged,
that also they dont
know, so better carry
them as a butler
does, so was the
ideal place in me,
that I was, and was

exceeding
the
hormones,
now
these
hormones
mean everything to
me. Now I am about
to explain the holy
process of life and
death, and this is
more than the birth
of Sara, of more
importance
than
anything else, so call
it a class, and better
show some respect

when you are faced

with the final step,
thats not the only
step when you will
be faced with the
ultimate
evil,
though, call yourself
Satan, thats what
he needs.
As about what we
need to know, that
the kind it really is,
is more about the

selfless reasons, why

we survive on earth,
as about have made
this our residence,
that to have carried
the
reasons,
the
reasons are blood, as
this process doesnt
really create a daily
dose of the final
chemicals, as thats
what you need, but
you should always
find options, and

provide yourself with

the medicines you
may need, always
ask a Psychiatrist,
what it takes to be a
better human, as
thats what you will
need.
That the process
itself is of the kind,
that may be to have
bridged
it
completely,
theres

this nuisance, that

may be, when the
bridge was a correct
step
to
have
occurred within a
short flame, and
then
the
time
stopped, and thats
their residence, you
may never find it any
other way, because
there are curves of
time, you need to
exceed it, so better

wait
and
watch,
what they bring to
us, and as it is,
better be organized,
and be prepared for
what they are about
to give. That to the
kind it really is,
there
could
be
disguises, that to
have proven it right,
the time is a curve,
and one cure could
have
been
a

revelation, but it is
not all you need t
have reached the
place, theres just so
many
calculations
when
you
call
everything about the
curves, and there it
is, about the same,
but by then, you
wont be a sane
person, so to avoid
it, here we are, so
many
ladies
can

bridge it, thats a

clue, that it really
exists as a memory,
but just a bit of it.
To have carried it to
the planet, that may
be it is a blazing
sun, but thats what
you will see, as a
pronounced
precaution, we dont
trust
intruders,
thats how the planet

is safe, so better be
called for it.
Theres this kind,
says, the same has
been of the origin of
this kind, that the
knife is everything
you need to bring it
to a safe shore, that
to the extent it really
is, be careful to your
mom,
that
the
mother she is, and

her needs, be that

you of the soldiers,
that
her
needs
should be met, as
about the money,
theres this way, and
all we know about
the laws, is that we
are allowed to bring
mass extinction, that
is about cancer, that
we can bring life
thru the kind we are,
that we need to be

trusted as well, and

we are the same as
she, that she needs
to be trusted, and
she needs to have
been provided with
her needs, as well as
the same when it is
about her body.
The kind it really is,
is that to the extent
this
occurs,
the
similarities vary, and

this is me making
the
ultimate
scarification.
As like about the
end of this kind,
theres warmth, that
lets say, keep it to
you
and
Christ,
says, he cannot put
anyone before him,
other than Neero,
said,
he
has
a
woman, and he has

her because he has

been carried by her,
that
she
was
pregnant, as about
the charges and her
food in the ocean,
and then the father
saved that he drank
the ocean water to
have declared the
final
death,
that
brought the whales
closer, and thats

what make the US

survive the three.
The kind it really is,
is that the silly
system of the worldly
base, is more like a
fountain of a stupid,
says, you are really
an oasis, that also
he knows, about
Neero as well as
about his dad, that
we
can
be
his

likewise, said, thats

womanly, and the
warmth
she
can
provide is beyond
earth and the next,
as about me calling
this a career, I could
have been anything
but this, and this is
who I am, a dual
existence, someone
who cannot exist on
earth alone. Only
about earth, that

when
people
are
born to it, theres
this foundation that
happens
automatically upon
birth, says, call me
soul. But, when it
was about me, as
well as about Casper
my sister, this is a
lot about cancer so
better pay attention,
it was like, lets say,
you cannot exist of

earth only, on that

base your mom is
blessed. As about
Casper, when my
mom was pregnant
with her, she was
blessed to have been
to the Cathedral to
have brought her
most wished for wish
come true, and she
asked
for
a
betterment of life,
thru the religion, if

thats whats needed,

she
said.
And,
Casper told me, that
if she had asked for
a angel-like life, she
would have been
given that, but thats
not how it was, that
may
be
the
requirements
were
different, and you
cannot outlaw it, or
it was possible. She
said that she is

blessed
with
the
same wish, that she
can be angel-like,
thats more within
my reach, that this
life is a knife, and
she needed to have
lessened
her
sufferings, so that
was a suffocation,
she said. As about
the reply of this
kind, that may be to
have brought it to

the surface, that

says, this is how it
is, and this is how it
is supposed to have
been, as about the
formation, too, that
the kind it is, birth
of
this
kind
is
accompanied by my
mom following the
religion as well as
being
a
businesswoman,
thats more Jewish,

that she needs to

know, that we can
exist as different
persons, thats what
shes blessed with as
a something of a gift
from the Cathedral.
As about the birth,
Casper
has
everything about the
cure to cancer, to
have it called a
disease that spread
to a lot of the kind

that the extent it

was, was probably
cure in itself. To
bring them to life, is
about Indians being
moms and being
prone to the death it
causes,
the
motherhood itself is
a cancer. This is the
payment
the
Cathedral seeks for,
when you ask for
something of the

kind of life you seek

for, says, the young
of this kind you are,
and
they
are
innocent, its just me
making this a gut
feeling, so better be
careful, who you
follow, can bring a
folly of life to death,
and that you should
know when its the
final
stage
of

pregnancy, as about
the last week of it.
That this doesnt
stop by bringing it to
the selflessness of
the kind of love you
are producing, no,
thats not enough.
What you are being
given, is far beyond
the reach of any
human, thats about
saving
you
from

cancer, as it is,
theres no chance
that anything can
ever escape us, but
always to follow it
with my writings,
that I may cause it
the kind it is, and
everyday it happens
and
call
it
the
cancellation,
so
many times you will
have to go thru the
failure to have found

out the final way

out,
so
the
cancellation happens
everyday,
and
sometime
afterwards, too many
times during one
day, also, so that
should make you
feel sure that theres
something
beyond
life and death, and
thats what you were
looking for.

When the kind it

really is, that to have
studied it the way
the manners teach
us, that the green
tea is very important
to you, also caffeine,
coffee to call it, but
about the green tea,
and
the
antioxidants
are
the
followers
of
my
happiness, as about

the charges I can

provide, as about the
blood
I
know
everything,
and
when this process
was
only
the
happening form, this
was non-existent.
The kind it really is,
is that I am really
amazed at the fact
that my mom can
still seek for child,

that I cannot, thats

how I am.
As about the general
reasons,
why
I
cannot follow the
religion all the time,
is that I will have a
more tendency over
the
overruled
religion, as about
Islam, that the kind
it really is, it makes
me believe in no

religion at all, that is

how outrageous I
am, I dont need any
religion, that kind I
am, and that I am
allowed
to,
this
about
the
teen
hormones
being
born at early life, as
well as followed by
an early pregnancy.
The life, as it is, that
to have appeared on

it, my own mom, as

to call me a sister,
thats how I feel
about, nothing like
Sara,
that
my
tendencies are fixed,
that may be I dont
want to belong to
anyone, and still will
be happily married,
and thats included
in
my
genes,
somewhat, you may
call me outlawed,

that I belong to no
religion, and as soon
as the recovery, I am
an extravagant, that
everyone will know,
when I reach the
kind it is, theres
just too much than
just
to
have
recovered, that the
kind it is, nothing is
enough.

To have called it a
law,
that
theres
tears in my eyes,
that I am outlawed,
that I will marry a
Christian, as it is,
theres
just
too
much
about
me
being
of
no
importance to me
when it is about the
feelings, as about
the kind it is, this is

about
the
oxidants.

anti-

That the kind it

really is, is more
about emotions, as
soon as I was born, I
was supplied with
the hormones.
To the extent this
kind
happens
to
have been outlawed,
I am that leader.

Happening on the
kind it really is, I
have adopted this
career, that I may
call
me
of
the
religion, and even
visit the Cathedral
and see the beauty
of
it,
that
the
sculptures and the
death written in it,
the death and its
expression of the

beauty of this kind

would
be
my
ultimate expression
of the religion before
being of the religion.
As about the making
which
was
an
inclusion, that to
have carried to the
facts, that may be of
the ignorance, that I
might just find more
of this kind, that it

just
cannot
be
stopped with this
much, that theres
this thin line, that to
have worked on the
kind,
that
the
variety,
to
have
called
it
the
measure, that this
just
cannot
be
stopped, you may
call them zombies, a
precise word with
the definition, as of

the medical, that I

know it exists in the
medical world. As to
happen with one
such, you may cause
it the variety, that
this just cannot be
stopped, as about
the cancer as well,
that
to
put
it
scientifically,
that
the known term of
zombies exists in it,
to find the right

meaning, that this

has been a reason to
have happened in
one such, that to
carry it to the kind,
that to make it
happen, there had
been this kind, to
forget, that this has
been
a
precise
reason, why and
what abouts, that to
carry it to this
direction, I might

just put it right, that

it
caused
the
memory,
this
is
possible
anyhow,
and is not a magic,
theres basic science
involved in it, even
Darwin
knew
it
when it was about
the evolution of the
species we know,
that
theres
this
constant
evolution
when we consider us

as humans, this is a
very basic knowledge
I can provide about
the cure to cancer,
but
it
doesnt
happen
to
be
sufficient when it is
later stage, that this
wasnt just happy to
be a zombie, and
this has been a
variety
in
the
reasons, that may
be, something was

missing,
that
somehow,
the
soldiers
can
be
outstanding when it
is about survival in
this minute world,
so it is, a minute
world,
a
smaller
world of the cells
and molecules, so
better
be
careful
when you put it all
into words, because
this
knowledge

belongs
to
the
soldiers, so because
the
discipline
includes a lot of
knowledge of the
kind I ma about to
provide. That, the
kind it really is, is
about
unfolding,
that somehow, if you
put it all onto paper,
theres
a
strict
discipline that comes
with it, there could

be faith, yes, that

may be to have
ignored the facts,
that to carry it to
this direction, the
case it is, that to
have provided the
information, why did
I, that I can explain,
that now you should
know the reason
behind it, why I
would, and that puts
you before me, so

you may have better

opportunities,
this
about the discipline,
that somehow, there
are laws, with which
to live, as it is,
theres this kind,
that one who can
make others suffer,
has the powers over
sufferings
of
mankind. This is a
simple
knowledge,
that somehow, we

can survive, and the

survival is linked
with destruction, so
why discipline, that
somehow, the better
has to survive, why
the
European
palaces
and
art
forms
should
survive, that kind.
About the making,
that to prove it
officially right, thats

how it happens, that

when one kind of
technology is about
to be explored to the
extent that it can
outgrow the needs of
those who can bring
it to the form we live
with, lets say for an
example,
money,
theres power that
comes with it, so it is
best
to
put
everything
into

words as like putting

in on paper, as a
signed one.
As about survival of
this kind, that the
poison
kills
the
malice which has
been disturbing us
for a while, not to
forget that it is the
word disturbing, not
killing, which means
a very early stage.

Somehow, those who

outgrow the needs,
that somehow, this
puts a bar behind
them, as like it never
existed in real form,
and as it is, theres
been this constant
need, as like the one
who would evolve,
has been given the
form
it
needed,
about being born to

earth,
that
the
molecules
with
which we fight, are
far above the kind of
the cells it produces,
somehow,
theres
been a need for
these
cells
to
survive, as it is,
there could have
been a simplicity of a
kind,
so
why
consuming.
This
basic
need
for

survival,
is
far
across the shore,
and has been a
mirror, to see it, that
this same religion is
of existence in other
forms,
that
the
ocean
may
hold
reasons why it is
hidden behind the
cases, there actually
are existences, as
about where they
happen to have been

of the variety, that to

this extent, that to
have put it so for a
summery, that this
just could not have
been fixed as it is,
that the reasons, to
the variety, that may
be the water is
nothing but the surf,
and has the malice
in it, and to fix it,
that theres been
reasons
why
the

needs
can
still
happen on it, this, is
actually what you
can call a blessing, a
humanly feeling that
can
outgrow
the
needs
of
an
individual, as about
the same, we have
water in our bodies,
and as it happens to
have been of the
form it really is, I
can reveal it as my

career,
as
the
payment it isnt, that
I may not even want
it, so better find
reasons why you,
that the kind it
really is, is a rally of
blessings, so to put
it to the frame, I
choose
the
right
ones who survive, I
cannot choose who
survives, this is the
laws I am bound

with.
So,
better
provide me reasons.
That this happens
for a reason, always
has to bring it to the
kind it really can
become,
to
the
extent, that to have
become such a kind,
that it can exist
within me, I already
am suffering from a
kind of cancer, but it

is within my control,
and
everything
about it is within my
reach, but when it is
about brain, that
somehow, if you may
keep it on the level,
as
about
the
discipline which is
beyond me, so is
death,
death
becomes beyond me,
and the reason, as
like why I am giving

this power as a
source of life, is a
source of life in
itself.
I have specific needs,
when it is about me
being a woman, that
may be I would still
put it into words,
when it is right
about the senses,
that this kind cannot
keep it just to me,

that has been a bar,

that somehow, this
just cannot be put at
the senses, that to
find better reasons,
theres
life,
and
source, as it appears
from
a
direst
outcome,
that
somehow to have
been put to it, that
the senses have not
been thru it, that
kind I am put with,

somehow, for years,

and now that it is
about January 2016,
thats when it is
over, that is a deal,
that somehow if I
bring me to the kind
I can become, that to
have brought it for
reasons,
I
may
become a reason,
and
thats
the
beginning
of
manhood,
that

somehow,
the
making of home, as
it is, I will need it to
bring me to the
placement, that this
is how I live the life
as it is, that to carry
it for the reasons,
that may be this has
been the same, and
somehow it is also
about money, so to
put it simply, that to
make it over a time,

that
this
cannot
escape
for
the
reasons that I am
bound to make this
a complete book by
January 2016, thats
what I need for
making me a cancer
of all times, that it
happens to have
been so of the cells,
that
somehow,
everything
that
comes with it, has

been of this kind,

that to put it of the
same
happenings,
that
somehow
cannot be bridged,
that is how it was
formed, so to put it
better into words,
and so is about, that
kind, is about the
repetitions, that the
cycles they form, the
cells, as about the
making
of
the

disease,
that
somehow,
the
zombies as it is, that
the relation I can
find out, to give me
enough space when
it is about the cells,
and I will find out
the biggest issue
over it, as it is it is
related
with
the
existence
of
the
zombies, as like it
takes
years
for

developing,
and
then, this is about
the finishing of this
kind, that even a
child can happen to
have been of this
kind, and as yet,
theres been this
reason, why they
happen for a reason,
and then, the kind it
really is, is about the
form, that somehow,
if they were put to

the blessing of this

kind,
that
life
continues,
everything about it is
also linked with our
brains, as it is,
everything in human
body
is
linked
completely
within
the body, the cells,
also, react to this
reason, says, why
you were formed,
can be kept there if

we can say why you

were created, this is
a
science
of
blessings,
that
somehow, even if
you
may
come
across it, the kind it
really is, is more
about the ability,
this is more about
the woman, that this
happens
for
the
reason why we were
born, and as it is, it

cannot be kept as it
is, so it is formed
even further, that
the kind it is, has
become so, so much
about making it the
home, and as it
appears,
this
is
about
a
woman
becoming a man, so
much about what
the US laws have
been allowing all
over the nation, that

somehow the other

nations have become
of
a
secondary
importance, so much
about the sports
when it is about
women, the same I
seek as a payment,
to be noted.
As about the cure,
theres a cycle, and I
am here, for being a
man, that I am to

bring me to the
shore, and I know
the specific path, but
to
make
sure
everyday as I wake
up in the name of
the god, that he can
put me on the kind
it really is, all about
my own hormones
when gets stabilized,
I will write further,
and dont really want
it as it is, to have

been wired, that the

specimen
I
am
calling me, and want
to be among those
who
can
survive
such suffering, me
being a woman that I
know.
When to put the end
to the day, I am not
running, I am not
walking, I am not
climbing, I am not

hitting the gym and I

am
building
my
body. What do you
call it, other than a
specimen, a cure for
cancer, a blessing, a
mother and a kind it
is? It is more about
women who work
out, and it is more
about
the
abundance of the
hormones. As it is,
theres this constant

need, as there could

have been, and that
is my precise source
of the same, that the
same kind cannot
repeat
without
a
reason, and I know I
will survive, as it is,
theres much more
about my brain, as
well, that I am going
thru the medication,
that I will, and as
soon as I react to it,

find it a better way

to approach to my
new found needs, be
it better that before,
as well as more
medicines, that I
should be approving,
and should be calm
about it, that may be
the level it is, I am
prepared for it right
now
also,
that
knowledge I should
be provided with,

and when it is about

the poor and the
rich, I may find
reasons,
on
that
level I am right now,
so to measure my
needs, and those
around me, I would
say that the wounds
happen
to
the
soldiers, so the cure
should be to them,
as about those who
worry for the cure

are of a kind who

seek blessings, and I
have seen disguise of
beauty in it, be it a
kind it is, and when
it
is
about
the
sharpness of knife
that I am reminded
with, I am sure to
happen
on
the
shore, and once the
substance is derived,
I need to be provided
with more of the

same, that I need the

escape, and this is
about me becoming
the man, as like,
theres
suffering
when it is about
survival, and bring
me closer to the
soldiers, that is how
I
can
find
a
substitute.
As it has been a
constant source of

suffering, I put an
end to the violence,
that I cannot bear
most of it, that may
be to bridge it the
way it is, but never
close
this
door,
always keep it open,
it is a doorway to
another world, and I
know I will survive
with what I am
provided,
I
have
everything I need.

That the substitute

cannot exist without
me going outreach to
that which is beyond
the world around
me, and I want to
outstand
it,
the
immediate world, as
it is, I have seen
posters, that may be
this is how I want to
look like, that a
woman with abs,
somehow put into

mystery, that I can

understand, but to
have brought it to
the way it is, I will
give results as soon
as I am provided
with this.
That this kind just
happens to have
been a kind of a
repetition, that may
be the way it is, that
any lady true to

herself could have

found god within,
and the cure to
cancer, but here I
am, all alone to what
it is.
That when it is
about
repeating
itself, as about the
dose, that may be
when it was stopped,
some things just did
not respond to the

needs of the body, as

like why the cells are
being a part of the
body unknown, as
this is the knock
down, that may be
they all needed our
body, as a perfection
in nature is only
within the glands,
and as far as I know,
the cancer as it is,
now it is directly
linked
with
the

zombies, that they

may exist on the
earth, see and eat
the same food as
that of ours, as like
this is much more
like
feeding
the
enemies on the same
ground as ours, so it
is outgrown, that to
see it with this light,
see
it
with
my
perspective, why I
exist in the same

small form as you,

that you need to
survive, this is my
kind of destruction,
that may be to
realize the facts with
which
we
are
covered,
it
is
necessary to have
the knowledge about
the world we are
living in, that it may
destruct us to the
extent as like taking

our food itself is a

crime, that kind, as
about the food it is,
that what we eat, it
may thrive on it,
which is why we are
still humans, but
show them love and
care and they evolve,
as it is, why does
Hollywood make no
movies on this base,
I dont know, but
what I know is that

this is an interesting
perspective to see life
with,
as
it
is,
nothing
about
cancer it can have
anyhow, no matter
what, and all I see is
a
child
suffering
from cancer, that
somehow, the same
interest in life, and
this makes me think
of the soldiers, that
may be what the

child is provided
with is much about
the same, this is a
complete
destruction, that to
the
level
of
possibilities
you
bring your specimen
to, and still if you get
nothing out of the
cancer, you should
even wait further,
because this is the
first time this is

happening, as like,
seeing
and
then
believing, this is my
way, but if you see it
with the religious
perspective,
you
should first believe,
have faith, thats
who I am, and thats
my way, but to have
suggested it the way
it is, I am me, and
this is about having
a privilege of being a

woman,
that
somehow everything
within
me
is
interconnected,
as
about the production
of cells is also linked
with the womb and
the magic it can
create, as it is, the
organ I am talking
about, that may be
to have finished it to
the extent it can
create the mass in

itself, that may be

now is the time
provide her with the
female
hormones,
and I will even if I
am directly injected
with
the
female
hormones,
thats
what I need when I
have made it a daily
habit, as like, to the
extent I can survive,
as it is, about being
a woman, and will

soon find a way out,

that much faith I
have in me right
now,
but
these
people
say,
have
more faith, thats
what you need, have
more
faith
in
yourself and in your
own words, that you
should know that
you are always right,
not the same that
you are ignorant,

but when it is about

the possibilities, you
are always right,
someone within me
says so, and thats
who I am with,
about being with a
man, I would include
the
possibilities
here, that Neero and
all about the soldiers
I am surrounded
with, is about giving,
the possibilities as

the same as he has,

I can give, but give
me some space and
some time, so that I
might just be able to
adjust me in this
new world, as it is, I
will need a lot other
hormones,
all
it
needs, and what I
promise is HGH, as
it is, if I can make
the soldiers as much
as Neero, I will soon

be provided with the

initiation
of
the
HGH, or may be the
HGH itself, this is
what I am promised,
so I would eat the
HGH, too, as about
an outside source
being provided to
me, and I seek the
same path for Lucky,
too.

As about the steps

that did not cover
me, me being a
woman, that I can go
back in time, no
matter what, thats
about being a part of
the womb, that its
really a part of my
body, so I have the
possibilities of going
back
in
time,
something about the
brain
and
the

memories, and I will

consume more and
more HGH as a daily
need, and this is
that very specific
base of cancer, and
the goodness that
can come with it.
That about the kind
it is, that to be of
this shore, I will be
scared if I am to only
one of this kind, so

better provide me
with all medical aid,
as about Psychiatric
drugs as well, that I
need, and I will soon
get to know that the
recovery needed it,
to the extent you can
cure.
That this has been a
very specific and
vivid part of life, a
path it is, that to

recover it on the
base that may be it
can occur everyday,
as it is, there has
been just so much
about the kind it is,
that the cancer it
can be, and still I am
going
thru,
that
pride is a medicine,
that it can cause
much more about
the
losses,
that
about the memory-

loss as well, and the

shaky
hands
as
about the Thyroid,
that may be I needed
to come out of all
diseases, as about
the desires being
fulfilled is only a
part of this beautiful
path, as being of it
as it being a part of
life, that may be this
has been a constant
need if you seek a

child
of
the
importance it has,
that may be to have
recovered it to the
senses,
that
the
occurrence of this
kind, I surely declare
here, that this is a
lot about India, and
the
idea
of
diplomacy
just
causes
me
to
remember the place
more vividly, that I

never
ever
said
anything
about
beliefs,
that
somehow, what we
are surrounded with,
becomes a part of
our growth, and as
the needs grow, so
does
the
partly
known cancer, so
much
about
the
cells, say, we dont
needs you, and it
causes
further

irritation,
that
I
know, and I also
know how it feels
like to be a part of
someone elses body,
just
to
have
memorized this so
far, that somehow
this
cannot
be
undone
with
the
memory
it
is
forming, so much of
this kind, that may
be if it happens to

have been survived,

that this kind just
doesnt leave the
body without being
given a reason, and
as it is to me, I can
just spell it, and tell
the cells to stop
growing in name of
the god, and they
will stop growing.
That is how it is,
when you become a
part of the unknown

territory, you should

obey the rules of the
unknown territory,
because thats the
best way to survive,
as I see it happen,
the brain is directly
linked with the cure
so because the spine
replies, and all about
it I have already
explained, as about
the spine and the
response from the

spine
being
a
constant
and
recognizable part of
survival on earth as
being a human.
As it is, it doesnt
appear to have been
thru the formation of
any other kind, be it
a rat, that may be
we just know so
much
about
the
animals, and the

kingdom,
that
somehow, this gets
attached
to
the
memory, me giving
an example here,
that somehow, if you
notice it anymore
further,
you
will
surely want to be
among humans, and
will surely want to
be more human, this
is
how
I
see
Christianity,
that

somehow,
the
religion attaches us
with the animals,
and the possibilities,
this could have been
an
interesting
observation, for later
use, for those I
know, as about the
animals, theres an
animal instinct in
us, too, and if we
bring
the
inner
animal out, theres a

lot of strength, in
real world, as well as
us being a part of
the
human
community, this is
partly known to us,
as
about
talking
about
the
subconscious, that
we cannot ignore the
possibilities when it
is about the world
unknown, so why
not take help, lets

say, this is how the

cat reacts, so I also
have
a
subconscious, that
may be right now I
am only following
the trail, but soon I
will have the same
power,
that
somehow I am right
now forbidden from
the world it is, that
to carry it to here,
and then may be

when I will recover, I

will have strengths
as it is, as like me
being an animal as
of a one adopted, so
I am, I am adopted,
too, this kind of
feeling is just a
humorous folly, if
you follow the trail,
and when it is about
India, I can really
survive the religion
in me, this is a kind

of variety I went
thru, thats how I
see me, as about
being a part of the
place doesnt really
include me as a
partly
known
person, and still I
can survive, thats
how I became a
master
of
such
powers, so it is,
about
being
outstanding,
that

kind of feeling you

can find everywhere
in India, we all want
to standout, when it
is about the kind
which can bring the
best forwards, we
can still be a part of
it, but who is the
animal here? I can
still call me here in a
home, thats partly
mine, that I may be
brought to the kind

it really is, that to

the surface, that
may be this has
been the only reason
for survival, that
kind, and as yet,
when it is about the
beauty,
that
somehow, the place
cannot stand the
kind it really is, that
somehow, the small
mistakes we make,
has been a partly

known element, that

somehow, when this
becomes outgrown,
theres
been
a
constant need, to
search it, that this is
truth, that somehow,
the same kind, as it
is, that the manner
might just be lost,
and
when
it
recovers, the kind it
is, that to be of this
shore, that it cannot

be brought to the
specimen, that the
kind it is, its more
about cancer, this
far
if
you
can
survive,
that
the
element it is, and
somehow, the place
cannot be undone
without a reason,
thats so much of
this kind, that the
cells dont regulate
our lives, and as it

is, theres been this

kind, as a whole of
self, and the oddness
in it, that the cells
cannot be prevented,
that somehow, they
dont understand the
needs,
and
then
theres now, right
now is the time to
strike
it,
that
somehow, its of a
different generation,
that it cannot make

it happening phase,
that the same is
always
a
partly
known element, as
about the cells, that
the kind it is, that
the numbers as it
has brought to the
cells, that somehow
cannot be brought to
the glands, say for
an example, how you
survive, is always
about how much you

know about your

enemy, as about the
cells, as the growth
is something you
can never control, so
why they need to be
removed, as it is,
theres been this
search
for
this
element, as it is, this
repeats, and it has
an
element
of
religion,
that
somehow cannot be

undone
without
medical
help,
somehow
we
are
linked, as it is,
theres been this
specimen, and if you
have any knowledge
as about when this
stops
to
the
occurrence it is, that
it cannot be called a
moon as it is, as
about the beauty,
that theres been

reasons why I treat

you,
and,
thats
something
about
giving blessings, as
about being a part of
it, and still, some
things cannot be
changed no matter
what, that the stage
it is, theres been a
constant need for
food for these cells,
that they feed on the

food
we
them with.

provide

To the extent, that

the brain is linked to
the whole process,
the patient is surely
an idle person, as
when it is about the
brain, everything is
linked,
as
about
when we know about
our bodies better,
theres this constant

need for knowledge,

as like what the
spine does, that the
dough
he
has
become and still is
only mourning over
the dead cells, that
kind of feeling even
kids can provide,
then how come its
still a humor, that
only
the
patient
knows.

As it is, the making

of one such kind,
that
may
be
it
doesnt include the
kind it is, that
somehow, everything
is beinf put together
so that some bigger
reason of the picture
to be found to the
coincidence of the
death may occur,
thats
what
the
radiations do, when

it is about cure of
cancer.
That
somehow, the strict
nuisance they find
it, and the gather to
grant more faith, as
it is, the religion will
never
allow
it
otherwise, thats how
our earth is, if you
may learn this much
from the animals,
that they cannot be
domesticated

without one rule,

that we need to have
found a better place
that somehow fits
the kind it is, that to
have gathered it for
the same reason,
that somehow, when
it got the terrifying
end to the edge, the
kind of death we
seek,
that
the
search,
that
somehow the doctor

the cells know, that

knowledge to this
level is obviously the
threshold to a whole
new world, as like
the stem-cells have
nothing in common
with the cluster, as
about the common
thread to what it is,
about cancer, that
the production is a
powerful obsession,
that somehow, the

same religion these

humans also follow,
thats
so
much
about baby births,
that somehow, the
cells can grow, and
when a doctor knows
this, that has to be
stopped, somehow,
about stem-cells and
the childbirth as
when it is about us
humans, we dont
bring
the
same

threshold on the
premises, no, we
breed
on
a
completely new and
different dimension,
we
have
lesser
sufferings and more
aid, as well as more
side effects, than
animals, as when it
is
about
the
pregnancy,
the
animals have much
more
about
the

possibilities, as like
who dies, when it is
about us humans,
we
all
humans
gather to help the
mother, so that the
doctor
is
also
involved, as well as
all of medical help,
that
we
are
advanced, but is the
mom advanced? This
is a thought worth
thinking, that no

matter
how
intelligent the doctor
is, no matter how
advanced
the
technology is, do
animal exist on the
same level, as about
breeding, and does
the human mom
need so intensive
care, as about the
kind we are, we dont
give birth to dogs,
but the suffering

that
we
have
lessened, is all about
cancer,
to
some
extent. That says,
theres a rule in the
country of the gods,
that you must go
thru
this
much
suffering, now or
later, and theres a
price to pay for
whatever crime you
do, all about the
sufferings. So much

is about the religion

of the cells, as about
the growing cancer,
that may be the
gland did not know
this, but it is now in
our genes, even the
mosquitoes do us
harm,
and
the
technology has been
developed so far, and
everything is related,
one thing is always
related to the other,

so is about cancer.
When a mom goes
thru the practical
knowledge
of
suffering, theres a
child born. This is
what the religion
says, and this is
what
makes
us
families, this is what
gives us the joy of
togetherness,
and
some
kind
of
connection to the

next
world,
that
about the faith, that
says, yes, we belong
to somewhere. But
as soon as this all is
about money, the
pleasure
must
vanish, thats a rule
the
god
himself
wouldnt deny, that
money
kills,
no
matter what. What it
does, we cannot buy
humans, as like we

cannot buy human

feelings, but these
cancer cells want it,
they want to buy
human feelings, they
want to be human
and they want to be
a part of human
lives, as when it is
about families, so
many times I would
have declared this,
that I am a believer
of a family, that the

family values can

heal to some extent,
but we all together
are
existing
as
humans, a human
community
we
belong to when it is
about earth, so this
would directly go to
Mars, as when it is
about cure.
That the kind it is, is
more
about

superficial
powers,
these
cells
dont
really possess any
powers, what it has,
is life, as like life as
something everyone
has a right over
when on earth.
So much about this
kind, that may be to
have gone thru, that
this
knowledge
anyone can have,

theres
so
many
sources
of
knowledge as about
advanced
technologies
and
science
advancing,
but a human life is
always worth more
than any thing, and
any knowledge. As to
have devoted me to
this aim, as about, it
is about childbirth,
that may be when it

gets cured, that the

crusade,
that
it
brought it to the
surface, there could
simply be so many
people
who
are
having a lot of
interest in Atlantis,
as the lost city, but
what it does? The
knowledge itself is
nothing
without
human values, as
about
we
being

humans, this is the

extreme we know
about our existence,
and
together
we
have to live on earth,
this is how I see the
world. As it is, I am
compassionate, and
I believe in what I
see, and I see the
world as it is, as it is
the world around is
a
source
of
knowledge, and the

rare cases, as like

when I am deep into
emotions, I might
just
receive
something what I
should write, but
what does make me
feel
that
I
am
special, is that about
motherhood, or to
put it in general
terms, about the
womb, that theres
something
magical

within,
so
much
about the organ, and
what it can give is
far
more
than
knowledge, though
knowledge itself, too.
How would you react
to your daily needs,
when it is about
money? This very
simple question is all
it takes to bring

such love to the life

it is.
That simplicity just
doesnt know life
sometimes, this is
how I would reply, if
its a short reply.
When it is more
about the kind it can
become, theres a
variety of subjects,
as to what we need,
do we bring it all to

joy and on surface?

No.
We
simply
cannot
bring
everything
on
surface by one try.
But theres life that
continues, and there
are options, as to,
why I would go to
ocean, I wouldnt go
to the ocean alone,
thats my short and
sweet reply.

As about, when the

time
is
right,
everything will be
put into right place,
thats
my
imagination,
and
thats
how
its
supposed to be. As
about,
when
the
variety of the cells
stop responding, my
brain
does
the
magic, it gives up
without letting me

know, and my spine

knows the answer to
any
possible
question. This is
what makes me a
Christian, as this is
what makes me a
believer. Who does a
crime, is a kind as
about the selfless
love it is, I can
recognize
it
everyday, tells me,
why are you blessed,

and
I
say
because I love.

its

As about the kind it

is, I belong to the
territory that it is, as
it is, I can grasp the
subject on many
different levels, and
this is not what it is
needed to bring joy
to the brain, as it is,
it
cannot
stop
working no matter

what. We are blessed

with this one brain,
that may be if we go
thru
the
several
steps that it can
steal
the
information, no, its
not stealth at all,
you may just think
about it, and you
will know.
To grasp the subject
where it should have

been grasped, that

this kind just cannot
repeat within us, as
about the body we
know, but what it
does, is that it
doesnt yet know
that the person is
idle, that is what it
does, and as soon as
that knowledge the
cells have, as all
cells as a union and
a part of something

huge, as it is, thats

the death to the
person.
To the kind it really
is, that to reap
something out of it,
theres been just so
much about this
kind, that you may
just keep reading,
and theres nothing
youll get out of it.
Are we talking about

zombies? Feed them,

give them freedom
and give them love
and care. This is
how
you
should
make the zombies
evolve, they may
exist
within
our
territory, as like to
kill the pain with
pain, and to create
the poison, thats the
anti-dose.

To the extent, that

may be to overcome
the
needs,
that
somehow,
whats
needed is only a hat
to show, that see, I
have a shawl, too, as
about the zombies,
this takes a lot of
efforts
as
to
overcome the need
for love, this is my
general
technique,
you may compare it

with the money we

get out of this, this
is a business, and a
stretched arm for
hand-shakes.
Make it a deal, that
the ones who are
idle,
could
have
brought death of this
kind, that may be to
have survived on the
surface, as it is,
theres been just so

much of this kind

that may be to bring
everything on the
kind
they
are,
choose
only
one
specimen, and give it
options, I am that
zombie, and to that
extent, when I go, I
must be saved as
when this is, this is
about feeding me
with external source
of HGH.

I know that I have

every power over me
to create a need for
HGH
within
my
body, I can, but I will
wait. I can wait till
then, when it is
about childbirth, I
know it will only
agonize me further,
but to have chosen
this path, always
remember the one

general
rule
of
sufferings, that you
must go thru it to
have it.
The achievement, as
to call it, I give me
one day, and by the
end of that day, I will
declare
that
my
children
need
to
come out of me.

As it is, the selfless

cause just cannot
escape the memory
of this kind, that
may be those who
have searched it,
have found it, on
this simply put basis
I can evolve even
further,
that
somehow,
whats
linked
with
this
much of life source,
is much more about

abundance about to
come, that somehow,
when you put it into
words for others,
that
somehow
everything is linked,
and this is about the
cure, too. This is a
marvelous function
the spine can do,
and I call it the antioxidant, as well as
an anti-toxin, that it
does magic when it

is about the food we

eat. I would strongly
suggest that the food
is good, as when it is
about the toxins it
can have, I know
that by now, as I am
30 already, my body
has developed the
strengths to fight the
toxins in the food,
but somehow, the
green tea made me
think that theres

better options as
about the life style it
may be called. Even
if the food is costly,
there it should be on
my
dining
table,
ready
for
consumption.
As like, about the
variety in food, that
the same kind can
also bring me to the
belief that somehow

this is also linked,

but thats not what I
am scared of, I know
what I am doing, to
be precise about it.
The knowledge, as
about the kind it is,
that the base may
just find it so much
of this kind, that to
have been thru the
kind it suggests, as
about the evolution

of this kind, thats

what I suggest.
That the matter, to
have brought it to
the subject, that
somehow,
the
placement of the
hormones
is
somewhat different,
causes a difference,
as
about
the
production of the
HGH even within my

body is a sign good

enough
to
have
called
me
an
outstanding patient,
as it is, so I am, as
to have called it for
this small reason,
that I needed it and I
was provided with it.
This means death to
some, that also I
know, that to the
extent I am evolving,
I can actually cause

death to people just

by a thought, thats
nothing
like
committing suicide, I
can cause cancer as
well, that degree I
will reach soon, once
I am on that path, I
will
know
what
exactly
I
am
expecting
me
to
explore.

As about the kind it

is, the brain cannot
stop the kind of
process
I
have
chosen, me being the
spine,
so
better
provide
me
with
reasons
to
live,
thats almost me
being an animal, to
the extent I am
working right now, I
know that I am right
now creating the

needs within
my
body for the HGH,
and once I am
supplied with the
outside source of
HGH, the hunger
will only increase,
for HGH, and I will
need 10 times of
more source, that is
also possible, but to
have brought it to
the kind it is, I am a
child, that feeling

Lucky has given me

everyday, as to have
been to it to the
comparative
truth,
and when you bring
it to the level that by
giving money, there
could have been a
better way, know
that I am an animal,
so youd better ask
Lucky about it, and
he
should
give
permission as well

as a feed back, to
have taken it in
exchange of money,
and I also know
what kind of feed
back it is, you
should accept all
worries
as
a
blessing, he is going
to curse, that you
should know, but
take it as yours, give
him more money
and he will give you

sufficient guidance
as
to
how
to
empower
yourself
with the same feed
back.
As to what grows
within, comes out as
a supply to the
brain. This means
that my brain will be
washed
everyday
with excess neurons,
and what they need,

as about the same,

this is an absolutely
wonderful feeling, to
have
your
brain
washed
with
neurons as well as
having your spine
work on your behalf.
This is what I know
about me.
When the supply
just cannot exceed
the way it produces

the need within me, I

will reach a stage
where from I can
never return back.
This is about me
being an angel, as
like only about the
wings, that I know
that I will have real
and beautiful wings
like those of angels,
as about my journey
in the ocean.

When I get to find

out that what I eat is
always
linked
to
what I think, this is
much more about
the anti-toxins, as
well as toxin-free
food that I eat, that
my diet is always
linked to the brain,
my brain can be
washed
by
this
much also, that I
can give.

That to the kind it is

becoming, that the
place as such, that
when I had been in a
constant need for
recognition,
that
may be soon if I may
die, I will repeat,
that I knew, that I
can give to those
who need it the
most.

As about the senses,

that
to
have
developed it so far,
as
about
the
oddness, that may
be this happened for
a reason, why we
called it a privilege,
that
somehow,
sometimes,
some
people cannot be
considered poor at
all, that somehow,
this doesnt include

me in the kind it is,

that is provided, on
that basis, I may
function
this
unbiased
process,
that I need my
space, and I need
some time so that I
may cause it to the
most, as when it is
about the making of
this
kind,
that
somehow we cannot
develop it to the kind

it will actually bring

out, this is about the
zombies, again, that
I can wash their
brains, as a part of
my work, this is
partly a new world,
and
that
sense
cannot just happen
to have been thru
without money, that
I should provide,
that
somehow,
everything is linked,

that if the situation

causes the memory,
it will repeat, so is
this
beautiful
journey of exploring
the hormones, as it
is, I will soon find it
out as a subsidiary
process, that may be
to have brought it to
the kind it can never
repeat, that I can
actually cause cell
growth within me as

well as within any

person alive, that
much disciplined my
brain is, that much
power I have over my
brain, but I have no
control
over
my
spine, it cannot obey
me because it is
designed
for
survival,
that
to
cause
it
any
disturbance means
loss of life, that is

included, as like,
when
the
spine
became a follower,
the brain was in
completely
functioning
level,
this is important to
know when it is
about the washing of
brain
with
the
neurons.
As like, when saying,
that
I
am
an

intelligent
person,
what people hear is
that
I
am
an
outstanding person.
So, I have just
explained
what
makes
a
person
outstanding, its not
just the brain, you
must cause yourself
to rise to the level of
god, that you may
seek blessing, as an
advise, that this is a

part of my existence,
that may be if it
repeats for some
reasons, I know that
it is going to lead me
to make HGH within
me. This is what I
call being wired, it is
a specific term, that
being wired means a
lot, as about that
may be the gods are
constantly observing
me, as like I am not

the only one alive, so

I should even bring
the better to the
zombies, too, thats
all left for doing for
me.
That about the kind
that repeats for the
reasons as about
saying that this is
what we provide it
with,
the
growth
should only bring it

further when it is
about
the
selflessness. So I
think of the HGH,
that to the extent it
creates the effect on
me, that it cannot
just escape the ever
lasting effect, that
may be its also a
trap,
like
many
others, that it will
only stop reacting,
this is what it does

about life, as about

finding
out
its
religion. Had a good
laugh,
that
the
qualities
we
are
brought up with,
includes a lot about
being human rather
than being animal,
and this is what
makes us prone to
cancer, as far as I
can see it.

Its a life actually,

which has brought it
to the surface, that
we are blessed with
the hormones, and
to explore it to the
highest, this is what
I need.
What do you call it,
when it is all about
laughing it out, that
may be it can cause
me further, this is

how I see me, when I

am trapped in the
cancer of any kind.
Wouldnt
reply
without reason, but
when I see me
trapped as like right
now I am 30 and its
a young age, as I see
me, and when I see
cancer in me as me
in cancer, all I see is
that I am laughing it
out, that may be it

exists within me,

and this is what
makes me sure of it.
That the kind it
really is, that to have
been brought to the
selflessness,
that
this
only
causes
trouble further, that
may be to have
brought it for a
reason, that this is
what I found out, to

have occurred in one

such,
that
the
matter just cannot
escape
it,
and
somehow, when its
more
about
the
values that bring it
to the level of noexceeding
speed,
that somehow, this
is more than we
need to know.

As about, when the

matter was still just
a happening form,
that we could have
brought it for the
same, that I can, for
a reason, as like this
would not repeat
anymore, I swear in
the name of god that
I know no further
than what I am
provided in real life.

As about, that the

kind, as it will repeat
for on reason or
other, and it is
bound to, that, is it
about the genes,
that somehow the
cells belong to no
specific genes, as
about the kind that
will cause it for the
happening,
that
somehow,
it
is
repeating, and when

it does, theres what

it is called, that
somehow, I was right
about this, and then
there it was, thats
me seeing my future
unknown, theres a
world of possibilities,
and theres me, all
about the science.
As about, that this
just
cannot
be
brought to the kind

of the mechanics,
that somehow, the
space it creates, is
much more than just
the happening of
this kind, that may
be it was needed at
some
point,
and
then, when it simply
could not continue,
the same became a
selfless cause for life,
as like the cells
thriving
on
the

person, as saying,
this is who you are,
and then the making
of one such was just
so great to the cells,
that
it
actually
became a religion.
That to have made it
to the making, that
may be this just
cannot bridge it to
the level it has
reached by now, that

this
wasnt
just
carrying it, that this
has been so much
about the life it is,
that simplicity, just
cannot exist in it.
That somehow, this
doesnt cause the
disturbance, as it is,
theres this kind,
that may be now, its
the right place where
we are growing, as it
is, the same has

been
of
the
countless, that it is
growing with the
speed
that
can
actually exceed what
it
has
been
producing, that of
the making, that
somehow, this was
the person, as to
have called it by the
name, that this has
put a temporary hold
on it, as like the

making
will
only
continue, but the
cells, as soon as
that, will be scared
to death.
That to be so of this
kind,
that
the
method is simply
putting it for a better
use, that somehow,
all of this will be
repeated, as it is,
theres no hope, to

see it on a better
level, that this is
what it appears to
be. That this process
only brings me back
to normal, as about
the HGH, that this is
the kind of life I had
wanted, that this
should
not
be
repeated
for
any
other reason, that
much freedom Lucky
has been providing

me with, no matter
what, and as soon as
the HGH disappear,
something in my
brain just cannot
happen to have been
formed without a
family, that is just a
sign of how much
trapped we are in
time, that somehow,
our
needs
for
togetherness cannot
escape time, and

this is what makes

us stably put on
earth.
That this could have
been a statement of
a kind, that may be
of the appearance,
that this has been a
reason
why
they
dont belong to the
body as a whole, the
person has to fight it
alone, as in mind,

that the kind it is,

the specimen to call
the cells, and how
you
would
react
when it is life or
death, as on a daily
basis, and I really
mean it, its so for
everyone on earth,
its just that we dont
realize it everyday.
The perspective of
one person might
just be different from

that of another, even

if they see the same
thing differently. As
about the cause,
make this a reason
for love, as about the
sex it is directly
linked, that theres
this kind, and says,
lets find the solution
together, this is a lot
about the hormones
as well as about
HGH.

I can even have

brought it to the
surface,
that
sometimes, I treat
me as a rat in a
cage, to that extent I
put my freedom at
risk, and thats what
makes me a woman,
rather than being a
man.

As about, that the

cancer it is, that
making of this kind
would only bring a
better life for those
who never make it a
supreme need, thats
what
its
worth
fighting for. That,
making it a life, that
this is how it should
have been, as about
the process, that
this
cannot
be

repeated without a
reason, that may be,
if it continues, there
could have been so
much of the same,
that if it repeats,
there are a lot of
reasons why they
cannot happen to
have been us, and so
is the process. That,
if this had been me,
that the kind it
really is, is more

than just to have

been thru it, that
this is how we react
when being faced
with one such giant,
that this doesnt stop
by
only
thinking
about it, that this
wasnt of the kind
that can make it
simplicity
of
the
provision,
that
somehow
this
repeats on the same

basis, that the kind

it is, is obviously for
one reason or other,
keeping it at a
distance, and thats
where
the
brain
stops playing this
constant game. The
brain,
as
it
is
designed within us,
was never meant to
have brought it to
the kind of life, as
like an endless life,

but the source is

different, as like,
what we search for,
is what the spine
has,
as
about
answers, also about
the solutions and
the prayers.
That this was just
the making of one
such kind, that to
the obvious reasons,
there are simply too

many
suggestions,
as about how life
looks
like,
when
seen
with
this
perspective, as it is,
so it is.
That sometimes just
gets out of the kind
it really is, that
somehow, the place
as such, that where
the cells dont really
confide in what the

matter
is
really
about, that to carry
it anymore further,
that this has been a
part of it, that the
body cannot really
find it out the way it
really reacts, that
somehow, the place
cannot find it better,
that is so much
about the cells, as
about the religion,
that to carry it in

this direction, that

may be it was put in
the right way, and
then the kind it
really is, is a mess of
all
things
put
together,
that
somehow cannot be
put with anymore of
this kind, and then
it
repeats,
thats
somewhat everyone
can know, that this
will only bring the

good to the kind it

would,
that
somehow,
together
put these cells, have
a brain, says, we
belong together, and
this very statement
is as if the cure, that
to carry it to the
direction where the
definition is much
more than just that
happening
and
happy
one,
that

somehow gets in the

way, and this cannot
be met with the
differences,
that
happens
for
a
reason, why this has
been carrying it the
way it is, that to
happen
on
the
phase, as over a time
again, and that has
been a kind, that
may be, thinking of
it wasnt just about

the cure, that is

about
the
cells
feeding on the body,
that somehow the
person cannot really
isolate his self from
the tumor, that it is
really a part of daily
life, as it is, there
could have been a
variety of such, that
may be to have
thought of it, theres
this series of results

that happen to have

been
happening
again and again,
that is about a
happy phase within,
as lets say, about
the heart, that may
be the heart has a
completely different
outlook when it is
about blood, that it
can pump it, so it
can own it, this is
the extreme these

cells make us reach,

as they are, they
already are there. As
about the kind it is,
that to have made it
to the kind that
cannot repeat for
this reason, then
theres always a why
about when it was
occurrent, that may
be it was only an
option, that was a
following folly, that

we can live on and

on,
and
nothing
happens about daily
life, so is about the
body, so is about the
cells. As to call it a
folly, its really a
huge step towards
the kind it really is,
that to bring it to the
kind, that may be
this
has
been
repeating for the
time it really is, that

to carry it, anymore

for this reason, that
to make it a step
towards the kind,
that may be cancer
is a huge enemy,
and when it was
really
repeating,
there could have
been
put
it
in
simplicity, that to
prove someone right,
the cells become a
privileged one, that

says, this is the kind

it has become, and
the variety it really
is, is more than just
what can happen.
Over a time again,
that to have put it in
to simplicity, that to
make it the way
towards the kind
that
can
never
happen to bring it to
the way, that may be
of the kind, theres

this same, that the

cells, as being a part
of the body, that this
is about the making
of the body, that
sometimes, its just
right to call it so,
and when it had
stopped calling it a
body, the person,
and then the cells
were reacting to a
better life. But, what
it is, is that as soon

as the person dies,

so is the death to the
cells, thats about
feeding on a different
body,
and
what
comes with it, that
may be to have
called it the way it
really is, the religion
does
not
know
science,
that
is
proven on any base,
may be we being
human know it by

now, that science

and religion are two
different things, and
as to put it into
simplicity, you may
survive religion in
you, but to keep
your brain on right
track, the making of
it, that may be of the
same that repeated
it, was of the kind,
that makes it a
happy phase, no

matter for how short

time, may be years,
but years is almost
more than millennia
to the cells, as to see
them as of a smaller
structure.
Some of the kind,
that may be the
improving
self
is
something the cells
dont want, so wont
grow at such a point,

that may be to have

caused it into the
memory, that they
dont happen with
the making of one
such kind, that I
may say that this is
my last chance, and
it is death, as far as I
see me in it, that I
may call it the death,
that
sometimes,
when
whats
the
most
apparent,

becomes the obvious

reason for death,
thats what I am
going thru, that the
kind it really is, is a
rally
of
facts,
thoughts
and
immense
caution
even if we take, it
cannot be undone
without the impure
blood being fed with
more
oxygen,
something about a

few droplets of blood

of a one who has
been thru this love
of the pigeon, that
we cannot make it
the worse it really is,
as to put it to the
worst manner, then
also we can survive,
this is my supreme
need for survival, as
a pact, that when I
am in the middle of
the ocean, I will need

this as an option,
there are several
options
I
am
creating, because I
dont
want
my
daughter to see my
face as a sunrise on
the beautiful Rocky
Mountains,
thats
what I had chosen
when I had no
choice, so why right
now
taking
precautions,
that

may be we are three,

all alone in the
middle of the ocean
with no contact with
outside world, and
as far as I know me,
I have powers to call
it thrill, to that
extent I can go, just
for the survival, or
may be not, that this
is not what comes
thru life, no, this is

what
love.

comes

thru

As like, the manner

with
which
the
things as such can
repeat within, as
like, the matter is so
much
about
the
cautions, that we
could still have gone
thru it, that much is
about the kind it
really is, that no

matter how powerful

we are being human,
over the cells as
such, that to have
called them smaller,
that when it was a
repetition,
there
were worries, that
kind
makes
us
human,
and
as
about, that the kind
cannot really bring it
to the self, that the
person
knows

nothing about this

kind, that may be
something about the
blood, that it is
simply
so
much
damaged, that it
became
worthless,
as about what it
gives is in form of
oxygen, as well as
the
components,
that the variety in it
is more about the
cause, that theres

brotherhood, that to
have called it the
manner,
that
somehow the kind it
really
is,
is
an
addiction,
that
somehow, we being
the kind we are,
about the ultimate
potency,
that
somehow, theres a
difference in blood,
that I am able to
prove,
that

somehow, something
is outstanding about
it, that may be we
can create a better
world, and the world
as it is, as about
right now, there are
fewer options, as
about breathing, the
air is polluted to the
level, that may be to
evaluate us to the
ultimate cause is the
only importance with

which to fight this,

as about cancer,
that may be theres
something in the air,
that is whats been
preventing me from
exploring it as a
completion. I know
the solution to this, I
need more oxygen
thru my lungs, that I
can, thru the only
technique as about
potency, that theres

children, that when

this
becomes
a
regular case, that
somehow this found
the defense, as like
about what causes
the matter to have
been
so
much
disturbing, its just
me, only I have the
reason to fight it,
and as soon as I am
more apparent on
the surface, that

may be the cause

has so much about
the similarities, I
might just give what
I have, I will need 2
months of writing to
finish
everything
about Cancer.
As
about,
when
being
faced
with
death, I am the one
who can defeat it
with more than one

ways, I know how it

happens, and as
about, that may be
to have found a
better way and a
better reason to have
survived on earth,
this is my short life,
that I can describe it
to the fullest, as to
cause it the fuel to
many.

As about the kind it

brings to the selfless
cause, that may be
the cells know it
better, as it is,
theres not just one
way to bring it to the
level where from it
cannot bring the
mostly annoyed cell
mass, that may be to
call it so, that the
making of it was just
the beginning, and

then, what followed

was a mass of cells,
just a cluster, that
may be to have
called it by any such
name,
that
the
making had it most,
that
somehow
it
cannot bring it to the
edge, as well, that
this has been just a
making of it, and
this is a precise
knowledge
of

religion, as to when
it is about the cells
and the growth. So
many times I would
have admitted, that
to come out of
religion is almost
impossible, even for
us, somehow, no
matter where we go,
it is attached to us,
that
says,
you
cannot
survive
without
breathing,

and I am that air, so,

to be religious only
means
that
we
know what we are.
That is, when you
bring it to the level
where from theres
only one exit, the
death itself, so, I
would still think that
in late past, as to
about Christ, that
somewhat he knew
that the religion was

all there was, thats

mostly about the
kind we are talking
about, that the blood
and
flesh,
that
somehow, when the
technology
has
nothing to offer, all
we have has our
pure
body,
somewhat
whats
included is much
about value, that he
must have thought,

after all, what other

medicine can we
expect, other than
just
bread
and
water, I was just
thinking
about
coffee, that may be
to have made it a
bridge,
that
somehow, everything
within the body is
linked to the brain,
as to how to operate
it, that is somehow

put back to normal,

you may think and
you may wonder, but
what it has is always
for leaving it to the
cause itself, thats
what most religions
say, that when death
comes, accept it,
thats about past of
humanity, as like us
being the same of
the value, that this
is a threat, that

somehow,
what
comes to the cooling
of the body is much
more than just what
we may expect, as
about
the
cause
itself, that there still
are
people
who
believe in faith and
the healing that may
come thru it, as like
a method to survive,
thats much more
than
just
the

making,
thats
somehow about life
and death, as like we
humans, a form of
life, dont yet know
whats beyond life
and death.
The making of one
such that theres
apparently
much
more than just this,
that stays in the gut,
as like, theres so

much
about
the
foundation of it, that
the water itself, is
much about blood,
after all, it will be a
part of blood, so
thats much about
better,
and
not
worse.
That to have brought
it to the kind, that
may
be
just
a
thought, and what

follows is a trail of
consequences, that
says, and may be, so
is the ground, that
to take a better care
of such a one, thats
about the kind it
brings, some kind of
aviation, that may be
my brain is floating,
and what I know is
just a jury, that may
be I was right in
doing so, as about

the kind it really is,

is a rally of thoughts
afterwards,
somehow, when you
put a one such into
the case of ths kind,
the following is the
flow of thoughts,
something that is
irresistible,
that
causes some kind of
memory, that I know
for sure, and thats
something about the

brain, that the brain,

for the first time,
begins to directly
interfere the process,
somewhat what you
may
call
a
relationship,
with
the brain itself, that
it will not cause
anything more than
just a jury and
memory, thats the
first step, if you can
follow this trail, and

if you are brave

enough, you
will
know whats about
to follow. Just a case
as such, that the
brain is in fact,
causing a gain of
control, but why,
brain being just an
organ,
does
the
brain want to have
such an amount of
extra control, is out
of the theory as yet,

there
could
be
something like a
birth, thats vital and
important, as it is,
we
humans
love
births, as it is, thats
provided that I take
for
granted,
that
somehow,
we
humans
love
togetherness, this is
exactly where the
narcotic drugs come
into hand as such,

that
when
the
variety was just a
human, why, the
following is a trail of
people as well as of
consequences, that
they
somehow
prevent whats about
to further, thats a
clue I can provide,
the rest, is provided.
Theres been just so
much
about
the

curiosity, and this

cure, is everything
we can ever ask for.
That this doesnt
happen to have been
a formation, no, or
may be, but what
causes the memory,
is a precise end to
the process, that I
doubt, so because
that same thing has
been a privilege for
the cure, so about

removing it from life

completely, I doubt,
will make any good.
As about the kind it
can bring to the
edge, theres a lot
about
money
involved,
we
as
humans love homely
comfort, as about its
me, and then, we all
love
togetherness
and what brings the

bridge to that world,

so much about the
narcotic
drugs,
childbirths,
togetherness
and
money.
Good
health,
as
about being provided
as a useful term,
that may be we all
deserve it, but when
it
is
about
the
abnormal
growth,

there
better
be
provided
the
process, it is costly,
that I know, but to
have gone thru one
such, is a lifetime to
prevent.
As about the kind it
really is, is mostly
the
matter
that
comes with one such
life,
and
what
follows, is of a kind,

one of similarity, and

of oddness.
As like what stands
for correction, right
now I am going thru
a 24 hour phase,
that
for
determination, that I
am prepared for this,
what comes ahead,
is a whole lot of
story, that brings a
bridge from west to

east, that somehow,

the things we have
been used to, are
gathered
for
a
unique reason, the
reason given, if, and
when
thats
supposed
for
a
reason, I will follow
thru a series of
reasons, that may be
to have been this
beautiful woman I
am, theres been a

reason why to follow

them, as to carry a
whole new breed of
women and men, as
like to have carried
them within me, I
confide in me, that
as I am, I belong to
them, and as soon
as being approached
for this reason, I
belong to them and
to the place they
carry me to, as like a

reason, I myself am
a reason. Theres
been just so many
causes, why to follow
the ocean, as it is, I
will soon describe
this as the only
source,
that
is,
about
the
bioluminescent
plants and animals,
as
about
the
reasons, I am here to
stand
for
the

curiosity as well as
for
my
known
admiration,
that
somehow, I am quick
at things, when it is
about writing, and I
am
wired,
that
should be allowed
for the completion, I
need as much space
as possible, as like I
need my privacy to
the extent that I can,
as about potency,

ability
capability.

and

As about, that this

kind just cannot
keep repeating, that
sometimes, somehow
everything just goes
right, as like, that
the matter wasnt
involved,
and
as
such, that the kind
it really is, is mostly
an annoyance, as far

as I can know, that

somehow, the self
itself is a trouble to
the
person,
that
kind, as about the
narcotic drugs, that
that
just
cannot
keep doing it more
harm, as like the
matter it really is, is
mostly of the off-bit
kind, as like, the one
who repeats in one
such, and for this

very reason I need

conformation,
that
tomorrow, as like, is
lie, as it is, that
therere
numerous
forms, and as such,
life itself becomes an
object of opposition,
so far, it isnt good,
as to see it as a food,
that there are simply
so many dimensions,
that to put it in one
single query, there

needs to be a variety
of options, as about
life, and its goals,
and aims to have
achieved
by
one
specific time, that it
is
delayed,
and
somehow, this is
truth,
that
sometimes the aims
about to have been
achieved are missing
from life completely,
and for this exact

reason,
I
cannot
continue further in
this
direction
without what needs
to
have
been
provided,
a
sympathy it may call
me, but sometimes,
to have seen ones
self as an animal, or
may be an object of
worry, where the
questions might just
seem to be endless,

and who am I, am I
the one posing the
questions, that right
also I was deprived
from, that somehow,
you are right, and
we are putting it to
the use of daily
usage,
as
like
garbaging it all by
the end of the day,
as it is, time doesnt
really prove it all
right, so I simply put

emphasis on this,
that I need my
privacy, as it is, my
kind, as he is, my
brother, to call him
Ryan, that we did
not belong to the
place as it is, and as
far
as
I
am
concerned about it,
he is much more
than obvious, so I
might just insist on
it more and more,

that this crime is

unforgivable, if you
may step on my
stone, theres a huge
price to pay, in this
world as well as in
next.
As about, that the
kind it really is,
about killing, that
the
person
who
would really seek it,
might just have gone

thru a disease as it
is, that to carry it
anymore further, I
have set this 24
hour clock, as soon
as it begins, so does
it begin, that time is
specifically put into
our brains, as like a
former
clock
is
needed to have been
provided as food, as
like eating people,
and this is what I

have gone thru to

have been a cure to
many
people,
as
about cancer right
now, that blood has
it, and to prove it, I
will need a whole lot
of people with me, all
foreigners, and all
foreign
to
the
subject, that may be
to have put it all
right,
and
into
correct words as like

in a correct form,
that the pledge itself
is mercy, that kind,
so it has become a
devastating
hormonal
change,
could be good, yes,
to the extent that the
HGH can bring good,
and as well a theory
is involved that any
change in human
body
brings
adjoining
changes,

may be good, may be

bad, but as far as I
know about my kind
and me, its always
good, so is the
query,
that
sometimes, why do I
worry for my more
than just the object,
that is following, as
the object itself is a
defense, that if you
may see, what you
seek, becomes an

option, and when it

becomes an option
to life, the questions
you may ask to
yourself, why do I
need money, and the
answer is clear, that
it can buy you
anything you want,
in this world, as well
as in the next. As to
have been thru this
kind, that the variety
involves the bacteria,

that somehow, when

the species is put at
danger, only good
evolves, and only
good comes out, no
matter what method
you use for the mass
extinction, this is
what I have gone
thru, and here I can
stand
for
telling
everyone what I had
gone thru, as it is,
theres
been

numerous varieties,
when it is about the
life of this kind, as
like everyday its like
life or death, then
only the best comes
out, as like being an
athlete, it involves
this much for me,
that even if I do only
this much work, I
am one of the best
swimmers in the
world, that this kind

just cannot repeat

without letting me
know, that I know
about my body, and
I
have
enough
money to keep it
going,
that
somehow, when it is
all put into right
words, the world
becomes a frame
where people may
watch
each
and
every
move
you

make, that I should

be telling me, when I
am on the highest
peak of the world, to
the summit, as it is.
To gather more of
this kind, I give my
parents
one
full
week, that within a
week, I need my
needs be done, that
the needs of potency,
that somehow, I am

here giving my best,

and my home as it is
should be filled with
people as such, that
his brother, Ryans,
as he is, should be of
this kind, saying no
matter what I do,
therere people who
will hold on for me,
as it is, theres been
this special day, I
th
call it the 10
of
January, as it is,

thats when I meet

him.
To the variety, as it
is, that my home will
be filled with the
kind that not only
supposedly killed my
brother,
that
somehow I needed it,
and I promise every
writing, I promise
that my every writing
only peels off the

puffy reality, but

also
bridges
the
West from East and
the East to West,
thats a promise,
that I can, and as
soon
as
the
provision is of use, I
might ask for this,
that my eligibility, I
might seek for a
better answer, but
what I know about
me, as like me being

me and me being the

person who keeps
asking me, so why I
need to ask the
soldiers, when am I
supposedly
done
with the kind of body
I am, that the shape
I need I need within
2 months.
May I keep worrying,
but thats not been
my
choice,
that

could be a one single

day, if needed, for
the variety of the
subjects that may be
I am moving from
East to West, and
the
numerous
question which are
supposed to have
been asked, to avoid
them, I give this one
single day to my
parents.

As about, that the

kind it really is, I
need to write further
that I know, just
dont
forget
to
provide me with the
best, thats whats
needed as like about
my own existence, I
might
just
be
worrying less, that I
need,
and
then,
theres a whole lot of

shopping, that I will

need.
As like, the way it is,
that no matter how
many times this gets
repeated, the final is
here, that theres a
lot of gifts, thats
mostly of the kind
that may be I will
soon go thru the
kind of life thats
about for all, that I

promise,
and
as
soon
as
I
am
thoroughly into it, I
will
require
all
attention from my
mom, as like being a
child, as I am a
child, that the one
only a mom can
understand, and as
this has been an
understated
statement, I might
just provide a better

definition
of
the
word child, as a
one who is too young
in age to have been
thru the kind of
provisions
needed.
To have been thru
the simplicity as it
is, that the kind it
really brings out, is
only a child, a real
one, that I was 5
years old, and I need
to repeat that time in

me, so why asking

help from my mom,
and I promise that
as soon as I am done
with writing of the
kind I need soon
during
and
afterwards, I have a
lot for giving to my
daughter, Sara.
As like, about the
matter as it is, I
prefer the same, and

I assign Lucky as the

care-taker of the
whole time, as it is,
that he has to belong
to this kind, that we
eat the same food,
and as like the
matter itself cannot
deny the kind it
really is, is about to
bring the best of this
kind that somehow
to have been thru it,
theres a variety of

ways, as like to bring

it to the kind itself,
that the way to put it
in more simplicity,
that this kind just
cannot go away with
thoughts, that worth
it, that somehow,
everyone
is
put
together, into a kind
where to exit from,
has a variety of
ways. That of the
kind, that this just

cannot be brought to
any
other,
that
somehow follows it,
that the matter it is,
that somehow, this
wasnt and then is,
that kind, that to
bring
it
to
the
similarity of one of a
kind, and it does,
thats been following,
that this is how it
happens to have
been thru, this is a

lot
about
capability
I
talking about.

the
am

As like, there has

been a constant life
as such, that may be
to have memorized it
so far, I am glad to
have come to this
conclusion, that now
I may rest, that I
know the path, that
no
matter
how

lengthy it has been,

so for a reason, that
soon I will cause it a
memory,
that
to
have recovered from
one such aim, I am
here for declaration
that somehow I have
reached the shore of
the ocean where I
will no longer long
for any more of the
same, that this has
somehow been my

aim, and as soon as

I forget it, so is for
betterment of life,
that no matter how
far you aim, theres
always an aim, and
as soon as now, I
might just recover
from it fully, just to
know that I have
everything
written,
somehow,
theres
something about the
glowing things on

the ocean at night, I

prefer the algae or
plants, plants, to be
specific about the
food, that may be
right now also I
know whats better
for me, so calling it
plants,
somehow,
theres a lot about it
in them, that about
the wings I am just
so sure, all I need is
to explore this path

in a new direction,
all together to have
put it so, that may
be right now is the
right time to give up
everything, I need a
1 week rest before I
begin this journey,
as I have put it
before also, thats
th
10 of January, that
this year could be
more fruitful than
any other right now,

right now I am just

thinking about it,
and the possibilities
are endless, once I
am done with this, I
will know that I
knew whats about
to happen, as like,
the surfing board
could be a winged
boat, thats just an
imagination, that I
saw a surfing board
with wings of gold,

that has been so, or

to have put it into
different
terms,
theres always good
for life, so better to
put
me
off
the
ground now, I really
need rest, as like my
mind needs to bring
it as it is, that may
be this has been a
reason for survival,
but to have called it
with a better name, I

must stop all work

as soon as possible,
as like right now, I
am seeing no point
in continuing my
brain and the load
anymore, I just need
to have some family
time, as like thats
whats been, and it
should not occur
otherwise, to have
put it into terms, as
like strict terms, that

to see my future,
theres good fortune,
and to keep my eyes
closed and being
blind
to
whats
ahead, is no point in
any good.
As
sometimes,
I
would still want to
say, that there has
been a kind of
completion, to put
in general terms,

somehow,
these
people who want
such a life, as like I
have
been
a
completely
lid,
somehow, I feel like
being a metal, as like
I was so innocent,
and so confident in
what I was doing,
even 5 years ago, I
told my brother that
I
was
studying
immortality,
thats

brave girl, as I see

me, I am brave
enough to call me a
distant aim, that I
may recover to the
fullest,
that
somehow, when I
would not give up, I
would never forgive,
as like to the extent I
can exist, I always
live in the moment, I
forget whats past
and whats future,

thats my primary
base for working as
like writing, and I
might just forget the
rewards, as like this
is what I have been
doing, so, better to
keep a watch, that
Lucky has always
been
an
encouragement, as
like he has given his
life, as like years,
somehow, to put it

simply,
I
would
never give up, this
can thru him, and so
I would be the same
to those who he
likes, as like likewise
follows, I would just
give up, and this
simply means that
the tragic end over
Google as well as
whats
been
following has been
just a thread, I trust,

that theres more to

come, that I would,
and I still insist that
I
be
consumed,
because as far as I
know
the
ocean,
therere kind that I
might just call me
survived,
as
a
unique ship I have
been
treated
by
Google, as like, I am
a child, and to the
extent that I was

devastated,
once,
and I put all my pics
online, thru Google,
and
Google
has
saved me as if its
my dad.
As like the matter
itself will become an
element
someday,
as thats how I see
things, that now, I
have been thru it as
like going thru a lot,

and I have price to

pay,
to
who
is
involved
in
this
matter, as like a
whole as like being a
part of the same, I
would have been an
admiration,
that
somehow,
some
people might just
have been ignorant
about the facts, that
aviation and India,
that no matter what

words you may use,

I know once Ryan
used the word, it
sucks, that it can
still be me, that was
another
country,
and as like I had
been
on
the
ignorance, I could
never
have
recovered,
that
I
dont abuse anyone
no matter what, and
a whole crowd, or a

lot of people, and a

country can always
be outstanding, and
could have been a
scandal, and still
wouldnt abuse the
place, that I know
about me, that has
been my past, that
to the level I care for
people is more like
that I am fond of,
but people can still
fall in love with me,

thats how I am, and

thats
how
my
behavior has been,
you cannot imagine
as yet what I mean
by
the
word
abusing, so because
I dont yet know
what to call it I
simply
dont
put
people on tests, as
like, I dont care for
them,
as
thats
involved,
but

somehow, this has

been my offence,
that I can now loose
that extra cells, that
somehow, is a whole
lot of concern, that
to have been made of
one
such,
that
abusing the cells, is
much like you will
never know, as far
as I can tell, give me
more suffering and I
will let you know,

thats a deal, as like,

those who watch me,
are a part of the
partly known deal,
as like to have called
it that they like me,
is
different
from
they are likewise of
me, as thats a
matter, unsolved, as
I see it, a matter
where I abuse the
people, because the
definition is quite

different,
that
somehow, I have
strict rules for who
will be born thru me,
thats
the
exact
reason for PCOS, as
like to remove it
from the theoretical
part now, that to
have knocked at the
door is not enough,
you have to smash it
down into pieces,
that
somehow,
I

cannot tell people

what they should do,
or they take it as a
blessing, as it is,
theres been a partly
known me, and to
ignore it, and then it
should
continue,
thats how you can
smash the door, as
like, its not a lie, but
I still loose cells from
my body with this
technique, and as I

have put it all into

words,
there
are
other people with
brains, and as to call
it
the
same
smashing, I dont
want
to
insult
anyone, seriously, I
am not the kind who
does, as like about
beauty as people my
see, but thats not
my point, I see me as
a one who can care

for people to the

extent that I can see
my children in them,
and this is not a true
lie, you must see it
my way, why would I
insult anyone when
my daughter is in
danger, that I cannot
even tell them what
to do, as about the
kind I am, this could
be
about
womanhood, but it

still is about loosing

cells, that I am very
sure of, that I can go
thru this this far,
and it doesnt end,
so why still insisting
on the matter, that if
you know how I
insult people, thats
how I insult me. I
am a fragile one,
that I might just say,
but the strength that
comes thru it thru

this way, is much

more than just a
kind of observing,
people actually get
crazy about it, as it
is, about the cells, I
know
me
much
better than just this
much,
but
first
things come first, as
like,
about
the
children, the boys
and the girls, that
they can still identify

them as a one of the

girl or the boy, but
the matter is still
ongoing, so why I
must wait, till it is
done, I might just
need only a month,
that this is where it
ends.
The kind, that it
doesnt
make
a
sticky dough, that to
somehow call them

for the supervision,

is much more like
calling
them
for
observation,
they
might just cause it
as it is, there are
gods, and they see
us, that the matter
is much more than
just to have called it
a one of the kind
which is superficially
annoying, and as
soon as it becomes

more
annoying,
theres this thing
about cancer, so
much about cancer,
that somehow it gets
it in a different way,
that even if I am not
suffering
from
cancer, I have this
quality within me, to
kill the cells, as like I
can kill people, to
the extent I have
been quiet to the

cheating minds, that

it actually became
just a game to me,
and now, to this
extent, that I can
supervise it, to the
matter it becomes,
as like thats what it
really
is,
about
suffering that we
must go thru, no
matter about cancer
or not about cancer,
there are strict rules,

as
about
whats
poison,
its
a
medicine,
but
to
create it, you must
go thru the game of
survival, this is so
much about the life
we live, and about
how we choose to
live
it,
that
somehow, the people
who
choose
a
different path, that I
can
endure
the

suffering, and then

face
a
sudden
change
in
themselves,
are
brave people, and
are collected over a
mass in history, that
they create history,
as like a brave
Hercules, that he
chose to fight, and
he died, no matter
what, but he was
half god, and not to

call the myth right

now, that theres
been this way, that
people choose to
fight, and thats an
essential part of life,
as like how we live,
is the matter of
choice.
That to have made it
to the extent that
you
may
insult
people, theres been

so much on my
mind, but then later,
it all just becomes a
sticky dough, theres
no good in it, but to
still see it, that
somehow,
I
am
changing, just to
create this theory
and the goodness,
that somehow, those
who can kill, go thru
a lot of discipline,
and I am in favor of

them, that to have

created the world as
it is, that theres a
way for living it, that
the matter cannot be
changed overnight,
and
still,
theres
hope, that it can,
and this is a truth,
that
sometimes,
things do change
overnight, as like to
have called it a lie or
miracle, its up to

you to choose the

words, but when it is
about the insult,
that you may go
thru this, that is of
favor, that somehow
this is exactly that
dough, with which
you may create more
cells, it is fat for me,
that I may kill the
cells of fat, the
tissues,
to
some
extent
right
now

also, that this is a

whole new way and
approach to see the
world.
As about, that this
kind
only
a
physician
can
explain well, but
when it is about me,
I know my body just
so well, you may just
appear on it, and I
will create a mirror,

that is about the

souls, as like feeding
me, as if I were, and
thats
been
an
obvious reason why
to
create
the
neurons,
they
duplicate, this is
important, that they
create mirrors for
duplication, that I
know because I have
been well fed with
hormones, as about

the mirrors, we are

souls, and when we
die, the good ones,
as like we are, our
souls are blended
with one anothers,
as
about
the
likewise, this is exact
meaning of death for
us, the good ones,
that we create us
again from the soil
where we died, as
like we love as it is

about brotherhood,
this has the deepest
meaning
of
the
words, that when the
souls are blended, a
deeper meaning of
death is created, as
about, if you want to
call me a believer,
then
I
am
a
Christian, but my
soul does not exist
here, that I know,
that when I meet my

purpose fully, my
soul will be created
this is that exact
theory on the base of
which my neurons
duplicate. When it is
about sugar, as like I
have my cup of
coffee
with
2-3
spoon
of
sugar,
sugar kills, when in
excess, but when its
about me, I see my
childhood, and then

young me, and right

now also, a mom,
and still the sugar
can do no harm to
me unless and
until
me
being
provided with that
extra dose of the
chemicals, as like
about the pills I
take, of Psychiatric
importance, you may
call it medicine, but
when its up to me, I

want to call it death,

or life itself, so
because
I
am
provided
with
options, as like who I
want to fight against,
and I choose to fight
against death, thats
why I need extra
dose of chemicals, as
soon as now I am
going to contact my
psychiatrist
for
increasing the dose,

as I have seen me,

theres
death
in
sugar only with the
chemicals, or my
body
is
fully
resistant to any kind
of fat that may be
created in me, and
this is life, why I
choose to be a
woman, as like to a
man, and why I
choose to be an
athlete,
thats
of

dual existence, you

may know and if you
recover, all you will
know is the beauty
of co-existence, that
somehow, those I
fight with, are on my
side, that kind. That
somehow,
if
the
brain bigots itself,
instead
of
the
neurons, the self is
recreated, this is
how children are

born, as like for

those
who
dont
know a lil bit of
science there is in it,
that there are stem
cells, and theres
brain, where the
cells have a clownlike existence, that
they can adopt any
kind of appearance
of cells, available
anywhere
in
the
body. To have been

thru the creation, as

like life and death, I
am lucrative that
sense
is
whats
called the neurons.
Whereas, the brain
does not allow itself
for definition thats
the definition of the
brain. It is a sly
organ, if you may
call it sly, because it
has
variety
of
subjects, whereas we

bodies have only one

life to fight for, as
like we are on the
verge of a new world,
then also the brain
will be on the side of
justice, as like after
life comes death so
you should know
that when you are
fighting
for
continuing
your
body as it is, a
beautiful
young

body,
it
very
precisely means that
you
are
fighting
against
the
laws
created
by
god
himself, and all you
should wish for is
that god be on your
side, because the
brain you did not
create, so did you
not create the laws
of
the
supreme
world,
you
may

search the whole

universe and still
will not find god, but
if you just know this
small little neuron
that bigots itself,
gives
birth
to
another
similar
neuron,
is
the
creator himself, that
you should know.
Why
sugar,
that
when you have too

much
of
sugar,
somehow, body, as
like if you are a
growing
young
person, reacts to it
as
like
theres
excess, thats my
situation right now,
right now that I am
on the verge of an
oblique
world,
where everyone can
stand upright, but to
the extent I have

choice, that sugar is

linked with insulin,
and the insulin in
my blood is directly
linked
with
production
of
testosterone in my
body this is about
to stop soon, as soon
as a few days, when
I mate, as like, the
matter
is
for
adulthood, I have no
idea
what
Jesus

meant when he said

about adultery, but
when it is about me,
I will go to any
extent to make my
body survive in this
young age this is
the creation of the
HGH, I am almost
recognizing it right
now, happening in
me, that somehow, if
you forbid something
from happening for

too long, or for long

enough, its like a
spring, the coil, that
it reacts when you
press it too much, so
suppress
your
needs, as like when
it is about sex, that
kind
is
directly
linked
with
the
production of HGH,
as far as I can see, it
is life, HGH, theres
a lot they can give

about keeping your

body young, and
they are not as sly
as the brain, the
brain
being
an
organ,
the
HGH
actually fear us, so
because they are a
youth spring, and I
would say, that I can
link a living person
while being of the
faith, as when it is
about fight, that I

never fight people, I

instead fight death,
this
is
a
clear
statement, that this
is the precise reason
why
I
need
Psychiatric
help,
that the pills and the
chemicals
actually
make my brain go
into a sleep, that
somehow, it cannot
react with anger,
that the side-effects

of the pills are that I

gain weight, this is
very clear in my
mind, and I really
am very excited to go
thru this path, it is
renewed, as soon as
about it is more than
just adultery, that
they cannot create it
as like a neuron,
that it can cause a
mirror effect in my
brain, and another

neuron
when
is
born, I know that
there are sparks, in
the neurons, to be
specific where the
words cannot mean
anything, there I lie,
thats
a
precise
meaning
for
lies
whenever I use the
term or not, that is
understood, that to
stand for a reason,
theres always a kind

that never reacts,

here I stop because
here the world of
liquor begins. That
where I stopped, I
was gaining against
adultery, that is not
my world, when you
speak
of
liquor,
because I never need
it, unless and until
for cold, removal of
cold is for a multipurpose gain this

is how the neurons

in your brain can
bigot, let them give
birth, and you are
just so close to
curing cancer, that I
can tell its just a
step ahead. Just to
have caused a small
memory, I am a
woman,
and
the
adultery is allowed
to me, that I know,
that to the extent

when the life is no

mercy, I am mercy
itself, to the extent
that I can give life
and I can give birth.
The kind it really is,
is a myth in itself,
that
when
the
neurons bigot, thats
out of the laws of the
brain, the enemy,
and this is the
beginning
of
the

creation
of
the
spring
of
youth,
HGH, the spring as
like a flowing one.
The kind it is, that I
have been waiting,
that the bodies when
meet the rare case,
thats what you are
looking for, that the
spring of youth, that
the
young
age
springs out from it,

that is the base of

HGH.
That
somehow,
if
you
provide the bodies
what they need, they
will
outgrow
the
needs of the brain,
and the brains will
be servants forever.
The kind it can bring
to the memory, is a
warm welcome to a
whole new world,

that somehow, when

you will recover from
the facts that the
creation in itself is a
memory, somehow, if
you are a good one,
you will know that
the child-birth, to us
humans, means a
lot, that somehow we
see ourselves in our
children,
that
I
expect, and take for
granted,
that

children born thru

me are likewise of
me, that the mirror
within me, that I see
any person alive or
dead, and can create
another
him/her,
thats a promise I
have received from
my brain, when it
lost a battle against
me, that I can go to
any
extent
even
outside my kind,

when it is about
adultery, that I had
been allowed to to
some extent, you
may expect it to form
a life, but a life it is,
that is for sure, that
the
wounds
are
curable,
to
the
extent that I am the
creator himself, that
he may call us
slaves, as we are, the
creator,
that
the

making of life as
such, that when it is
double the kind, I
would prefer to be a
one who can live to
the extent to form
the survival of my
kind, they were all
within me at that
time also, that the
fury I receive is
mine, that is all
about life, when you
go out of your reach,

that
theres
something
beyond
what you can wish
for, so why I was
born, that this is
what I have chosen,
as about life, and
not at all about
memory, as like, who
will you forgive, if
ever you will? And I
am capable of saying
that I will forget,
instead of forgiving,

so because I am a
woman.
As it appears to have
been just a deceit,
that somehow, the
things that cannot
occur in it without a
reason, I just found
out a reason, that it
does exist, and it
has a reason for
living within me, as
it is, theres been

just so much of the

cells, as like when it
is about cancer, that
the kind it really is,
is more or less of the
same, that when you
get to bring it the
wrong way home,
back to the stage is
the kind of cells
within your brain,
that just cant stop
duplicating, as it is,
theres been this

kind which cannot

keep
it
as
an
ongoing
process,
that to occur as it is,
that this has been a
strength
of
relationship, as if it
is, then also we are
right, this is the
power of love, that
when we are of the
same kind, theres
this
brotherhood
that says that if you

die, I will also die,

that the womanhood
comes with it, that
somehow if I can
prevent a premature
birth, then also I
was the same, thats
why I waited for two
days,
that
the
movement stopped,
and I wasnt worried,
as like I did not even
notice, and I was
cool and calm, and

then followed thru

the trail, that was
that exact reason for
just a 5-6 minutes of
labor pain, and if
you want to know
more about cancer,
there
better
be
reasons why being
born thru one body,
and then the birth to
the kind it really is,
that the cells just
cannot be removed

as if its just an
affair or a scandal,
that somehow, when
they follow thru, the
kind it really is is
unveiled,
that
somehow, no matter
you choose or not,
the life it is is more
of the kind that it
cannot repeat in you
without a reason, so
even if you are a dad
or a mom, the child

it is, that cannot go

away, that is how I
see it, and then it
really
does,
that
sometimes, its just
best to follow the
bet, that something
is not quite right
about it, that the
aborted kind it really
is, then again, the
religion comes in
face to face, as like
facing
the
death

itself wasnt enough,

and I have gone thru
all this just so many
times, that I can
even recite it as like
a verse in dreams,
that
somehow,
I
have put me on the
mastery over it, that
I can repeat, and
repeat,
and
this
sentence
keeps
repeating
on
my
brain, as like a

hammer sometimes,
this is what it is
about the blanket,
that I put everything
of me on risk, and I
know where it is
headed
to,
that
somehow if you put
it as like the matter
itself is a travelling
object,
from
one
place to another,
and
then
moves
back to the kind that

the cells can call it

the mucous or even
a cluster or fat, that
much I know about
these
stem-cells,
that
they
will
duplicate within me,
for sure, that I know,
once
this
HGH
service is provided,
that somehow, if the
HGH is produced
within me, and the
only object will be

the survival, that

then it needs to be
injected
from
an
outside
source
within my body, that
the same reason
cannot happen to be
forbidden
of
the
offer, that this is
what my body needs,
as
like
of
the
supervision theres
just so less time,
may be a day or may

be just a 2 hours,
what you choose,
but I will always
know what it is, that
these 2 hours have
been an excess load
as
it
is,
that
somehow, when you
will know it in mind,
it would have been
just so late, that my
body responds to the
kind it is, that the
matter is a kid, and

then became a child,

and the child of
choice is no matter
at all thats about
the beginning of the
injection, that the
kind it will occur for
the occupation itself,
that the matter is of
the morphology, that
if you may cause it
recovery, it will only
duplicate within me,
as it is, that the

matter cannot just

be solved with a
cause that it cannot
be of the existence of
a similarity, that
somehow, the sole
purpose is the loss
of memory, that you
may say, because
thats how I see it,
that the memory just
gets to be recovered
so fast and so soon,
and then comes the

recovery of the body,

almost like bringing
a dead to life, that
much difference I
see in first two days,
even if the dose is
just a couple more,
that the normal is
what my body has
been producing, that
overnight it was, and
then the cause is
memory itself, that
somehow, if you may

cause
it
the
evacuation, that the
cells will survive,
this I know about
the stem-cells within
my body, that I may
duplicate them on
the
counter
that
sometimes, its may
be just so late to
have caused this
difference,
but
somehow, if still it
exists, then it only

means a height gain,

something about the
bones gets involved
in the matter, this
should
be
the
beginning of the step
when the kind it is is
becoming
a
rare
case, where I may
survive,
I
will
survive. That to the
extent,
and
somehow,
when
everything
just

happens about the

stem-cells, the HGH
come into picture as
if the entrance of a
heroine, that the
kind it is, is more or
less the same, and I
am not a physician
to have saved me,
that I may call me a
kind that somehow
just to observe my
face, I would be
more
than
just

happy, that this is

what happens to the
ground, that if you
may
know,
then
theres a process,
that this is what has
been reversed, that
the aging as it is,
that the matter is
more
about
the
stem-cells, as I may
know, but to keep it
a secret, that I want
to explore it as my

own limitation, and

later I may know,
that to have banged
your head to the
wall, and still you
will never reach this
far, and I have
already have been
thru this, so better
take
a
good
advantage of the
prohibitions,
that
somehow, the laws
as like theres been

nothing more or less,

all
this
is
very
precisely included in
the
inquiry,
so
because everything
about
brain
and
body are inclusion of
a bigger process, and
is interlinked, that
somehow, what we
think, happens to
have a large effect on
body, so better be
sincere and serious

about the matter I

am talking about,
that I am going thru
an extremely fragile
phase, where the
HGH
mean
everything to me,
and when my brain
stops responding to
these
needs,
it
means winning races
to me, that it means
a lot to me, as it is, I
have been thru the

forbidden ground for

so many times, and
now I really expect
the best from the
immediate surviving
world, that I am one
of those who can
care for the kind it
really
is,
thats
whats supposed to
have been thru.
As about the ground,
that to make this a

special occurrence,
that sometimes, as it
is, I might just
appear as a one who
can care for the HGH
as if its my children,
and I have no idea
right now what to do
with this feeling, its
just that I know
what it is, and
somehow, when I
recover, Id better be
on the hospital bed,

so as I see me, as a
patient, that if I were
in my home at that
time, the kind it is,
is a matter where
everything
might
just stop for one
reason or another,
may be its just that
the bones cannot
cause it as it would
be, thats a kind that
therere strict rules,
as
about
the

chloroform, that I
might
just
come
back to normal, that
I would be knowing,
but as soon as its
about
the
chloroform, I strictly
insist that there be
this kind, where I
might just make it
happy, as like a
happily fed brain it
is, and then a kind
of a night where I

may
just
put
everything of it and
of the hospital in a
right order, that it
may say that its
what I had needed,
for a long time, as it
is about survival,
that once it is, but
when you know that
we live for the same
work for years and
decades, you know it
better.

As it is, that the

matter as such, that
the ones who can
occur in it, that this
doesnt really stop
the progress with
which, as like about
us being humans,
we
cannot
regenerate it as the
cells cannot, but
when it is about
reproduction, theres

a whole new lot of

energy, that if you
may know, that this
apparently
may
seem
a
huge
problem
as
like
when it is about
regeneration,
that
the
cells
are
duplicating as like
theres been this
kind of reproduction,
as like when it is
about the HGH, that

they may actually

cause this difference,
that somehow, when
everything seems to
have been of this
kind, that the matter
cannot really happen
over it, and when it
will be over, there
has
been
this
reproduction,
and
then the cells might
just call it the death
on the level where it

can apparently be
so, that is just how it
seems
to
be,
whereas in real, the
world
is
quite
different, that the
cells have caused
the difference, could
be the bones, that
the kind it really is,
is of the same as
reproduction,
but
the reproduction is
not taking place, as

like we are humans,

as it is, that the
matter cannot stop
here,
thats
my
precise point, that
somehow,
if
you
make this a constant
progress, there has
to be some point
where you want to
reach, as like a clear
goal, that somehow,
when this happens
to have been thru a

lot, thats just a

body, that somehow,
when
I
was
travelling, so was my
body, travelling, as
about the kind it
really is, that is how
to
carry
the
hormones
further,
and its not just the
HGH now, theres
this whole lot of
change occurring in
body, so all kind of

hormones
are
involved, with the
whole
structure
changing, as it is,
everything about the
body is involved, but
I
am
focusing
basically
on
the
hormones, thats so
for a reason, that
they keep us on the
level where we can
call us calm beings,
that to have been

constantly occurring
on it, that we may
forget,
but
the
hormones dont, that
they keep a constant
guard and a duty for
which
they
have
nothing in return,
that somehow they
are poor friends, or
friends who are poor,
but to have been
thru this, that they
serve us, to the

extent where the

smell of body is
distinct,
that
somehow it cannot
make it worth being
of the value of the
world, and still we
use our hormones,
to the best, and they
obey us, so thats
what makes them
poor,
but
still,
friends.

That to have been

constantly
happening on this
level, that this is a
progress as it seems
to never end, that it
is, that somehow, to
put it into words,
theres a better world
where
we
can
survive, this is how
you may create the
harmony with body
and mind, so should

I, that to make
friends with this new
world, as it is, the
world will definitely
change as soon as I
change,
that
it
apparently how it is
about an individuals
world, that the base
of
survival
is
different,
that
somehow, sometimes
theres been just so
much to have gone

thru, that now I

should just choose a
different crowd, that
the kind it is, that to
make this a special
habit, but only one
point escapes my
brain,
that
the
marriage it really is,
that somehow to
have put it all in a
completely different
language,
that
somehow
when

everything seems to
go
right,
theres
something that went
wrong in past, this
could
affect
the
production of the
HGH on a very high
level, as like the cure
is the poison, that to
create the image of
love to the extent
that it really is a loaf
of
life,
that
sometimes, we just

need a one who can

still
be
the
rightmost, that to
the kind it really is,
that to have gone
thru the severity,
that
sometimes,
when it is best said,
be it said.
The matter, as like
to have been called
so for a reason, that
you exist for a

reason, this becomes

a very high need, as
like searching for a
purpose, why I exist,
this is the strength
of the oddness of the
requirement of the
HGH, that when you
are grown up, and
need HGH, this is
that very precise
statement it needs
for recognition, that
sometimes even if

you win this race

over death, that the
deadly
hormones
now are a foe, and
what they seek is
blood, a bloody war
within your body
and you wont even
know before your
doctor
precisely
explains you what
just
happened
within your body,
that everything just

went into the turmoil

the
HGH
have
created,
that
somehow, everything
is put right, just like
every glass and shell
put rightly on the
shelf on a very rare
case and the showcase of your room
might just be of an
apparent use, that
sometimes, when it
is apparently of the

kind
where
everything has just
went right, there
better be a purpose
of life, that brain and
body are interlinked,
and so is life, that I
may say that I am a
source of life, and
may
many
lives
come thru me, but
how? What are the
supposed
factors
with
which
to

reproduce? All the

answers
are
the
children,
that
somehow, when you
reach the right age,
everything falls into
right place, that this
has been done and
that has been done
and now is the time
for celebration, that
no more work is
remaining, that kind
must be following

the HGH, that what

follows, is goodness
of life, that it has
been a good friend,
this life, and now I
am living in it, this is
exact emotions with
which to continue
the intake of the
HGH, as about the
needs, there follows
this strict rule of the
whole of universe,
that when one body

is
involved
in
memory, theres this
whole lot of universe
in me, where every
shell is a cell, and
every
kind
of
survival is life, as I
see it. That to the
matter, that whats
been involved is of
the
importance
unknown,
that
somehow, if you may
recover it, thats the

purest of all HGH,

the hormone itself is
more
of
the
importance, so is
your
body,
that
somehow, when it
was, then also I was
existent in the same
form as now, this is
related to the bones,
as
about
the
increase in height, I
am of this kind, that
is apparent truth,

and what follows is a

whole
lot
of
medicines, all to foe
for consumption, to
the extent that I
might just feel that I
am pregnant, this is
very important, that
somehow, I need to
bring the oasis out
from my womb, that
e done as soon as
possible,
is
good
enough, sooner is

good, as when it is
about
the
time
where
to
deliver
them, the theme is
the same, that girls
and boys both can
survive within me,
but they all are of
the same kind, as
well as of difference
that may appear of
head and face, that
the
making
is
different, as to call it

making,
that
somehow,
theres
been this difference,
that to have caused
it so sufficient, that
it is modernized, as
when it is about the
needs, that what
causes memory, is
the
proteins,
as
when it is about the
boys and the girls,
and I am of the
belief, so because

every time I wake up

from
a
beautiful
dream of everything
realized, I end up
wishing with all my
heart that I should
have put more faith
in my words, more is
better.
As about the kind,
that
the
making
itself is of the HGH,
that what gives life,

is giving life to both,

that the birth as it
is, that to have made
it
for
the
supervision, that the
creation itself is a
wonder, that of this
kind is memory, that
somehow, whatever
it really is, is of the
offence, that I have
been creating them
and
thats
what
makes
me
the

creator, that of this

making theres been
just so official one,
that I might just call
it a spoken word,
that it might just
happen over night,
and I might just
recover it later, could
be
weeks
ahead
where to shed them
again and again,
thats
been
of

importance
mind.

in

my

That
this
kind
cannot keep it all for
a face, that we may
choose the faces, but
somehow, I have
faith in me, that
what it is, is really
just
the
words
happening in my
brain, and as soon
as I recover from this

theory, I might just

be in more comfort,
that somehow seems
just so right right
now also.
That about the kind
it really creates is of
the mercy, that we
have been thru it,
and now we are
here, that kind of
mercy reminds me of
girls, and as they

are, they are actually

boys, as it is, I have
said, and will say
again, that I have
put more faith in
me, and in my
words, that whatever
is
truth,
be
it
followed, that kind is
an obvious reason
for
sexdetermination,
I
need to know what it
is,
about
the

embryo, that to the

extent
we
can
survive, they can
also, but as like
being
a
mom,
alongside comes this
end,
where
everything is put
just right, that too
about the kind that
the making of it, is
in itself a memory,
that I ma being born
again and again,

remember
I
told
about the blending
of the souls, that we
all are good and we
all are brothers and
sisters, and then an
individual soul is
made or may be is
isolated, and is being
born to earth, thats
what
makes
the
earth a special place,
so because, and for
this very reason,

extra-ordinary
powers
are
of
substantial use, or
may be have been
very primary right
now,
may
be
dormant, that we
have many powers
hidden within our
bodies, and since the
earth is a special
place, a very rare
and
unique
combination
of

religion and science,

as about belief and
aviation, can create
an
extra-ordinary
person to be born,
thats how I was
born.
As
about
religion and faith,
theres science to
follow, and when a
true heart prays for
the kind of life that
theres been reasons
why I want to live, or

I wouldnt, thats
just dormant in me,
and if my parents
die within me as like
on a month, I might
call me olives as
about a recovery,
and I want to name
the girl Angelina and
the boy Daniel.
As to create it a faith
and its base, that
they are Christians,

this is important, so
is life, that when a
living person is being
born again, as like
when he/she is in in
womb,
there
are
many complications
created in real world
and in real life, as
like seeing the world
with a dual existence
how would clones
require the same
cloak? Thats how we

feel when we are

being born again,
thats nothing about
brotherhood
or
sisterhood
or
whatever can come
thru it, no, theres
been this precise
reason, and so I am
being born again,
theres faith, and
theres
science,
thats about obeying
the person who has

bred you, that kind,

and then they are
born, to the kind
that
we
may
remember who we
are, and in the next
world, as like being
born again here on
earth, thats a really
miracle, one has to
see it to believe it.
That to the level
where
everything

was just meant to

have ended, that any
superficial trial for
survival ends, begins
the journey of heavy
dose of hormones.
Thats all they can
do good. That
sometimes even to
call it an end to the
kind, that the end is
to be obvious, but
no, not always, its a
difference, that may

be sometimes its
just right to be right,
but to the extent
that to have created
it for the timeless
journey, I have put
my shoe on the foot
step, where to begin
it, that this is my
shoe, and this is
where I have put my
faith, to that extent,
that somehow, it all
falls into right steps,

and just to follow

thru it, as like its all
about the hormones,
that the hormones
are our best friends
right now, and they
are
making
us
survive this brutal
cold, that the death
happens only if the
obligatory death is of
the kind that the
body becomes a cold
approach to life, that

the life that bigots,

be a life of forever
youth.
To the extent, that
the mind becomes a
very of this kind,
begins
another
journey, that to have
called it a halt on
time, that its really
a tie with time, that
to have called it a
knot, this is how

they may survive, to

the extent, that the
making of life itself
is of the variety, that
it begins with the
kind, that it wasnt
of the origin, but
then its all about
life, that it has been
just so pure, that to
have put it all for a
better
recognition,
theres been life, and
theres been life.

Of the kind, that

when we are really
sick of something
and really beg for
mercy from someone
who can cure it,
theres this element
that causes it the
memory, but to not
call
it
memory
exactly,
that
somehow, everything
would be perfectly

healed, as like when

it
is
about
the
wounds,
that
somehow,
theres
this belief that HGH
is the ultimate cure,
that somehow, when
you occur on it on
the
surface,
the
matter is enchanted,
as it is, that is
exactly how it feels
like to have been
creating HGH within

at an older age, as
not the young one,
but when it wasnt
supposed to have
been produced, that
somehow, when you
attach the kind of
feeling it is, that the
memory
is
not
enough,
that
somehow it follows
with
a
trail
of
thoughts,
as
a
sequence,
that

somehow, I had put

it all wrong, as like it
falls
into
right
pieces, that is a
privilege, thats how
it is about being
privileged, when it is
about
the
HGH,
theres this minor
change, that even
bones will be healed,
that somehow, if you
know this small little
clue, you rule the

world, then theres

this politics, that our
brains
are
really
masters of the kind
we seek for, and the
politics always says,
make war, thats
how
you
may
survive, this is true,
to some extent, that
we need inner war in
order to survive, but
that is not brutal, as
when it is about life

or death, then also

the brain is a foe,
and doesnt really
make us reach this
step all by itself, as
about the need for
production
and
consumption of the
HGH, so its really
hard
to
believe
whats
the
reasonable price for
the HGH and about
the brain, that the

politics is right, to
some extent, that
somehow,
if
it
doesnt exist, then
there will be a lot of
disorder in the body,
as like the organ
brain is really in
command, so why
we always keep it all
up to it, even the
tools, that when we
use a small memory,
that
somehow
I

forgot to put the

keys at the right
place,
then
this
happened,
that
somehow, the brain
is capable of curing
at a very early stage,
but does not, that it
is sly, and is a
politician, says, first
come first served,
that is really nice of
it, but when you
know your needs as

you are living in this

body, it is just a
superficial
truth,
that to follow the
brain would soon
become a folly, and
not at all a sin, that
to be understood,
that somehow if you
may attach the godly
feeling
of
the
religions, that the
god has put the
brain at right place,

that the evolution of

our forefathers have
brought us to this
place but think
about the athletes,
as like, what do we
need for survival,
think of the biggest,
that when a folly as
such is only about
the brain, why not
outgrow the needs,
as
like
being
outstanding,
that

kind, thats what is

above
the
brain,
somewhat
I
am
talking about the
halo, that it is
beyond the brain,
and is in loving care
of god, constantly
being filled by it, this
is that exact HGH
you need, when you
are an athlete, as
like I might just
renounce it, that it is

of an obvious need,
then always follow
that higher brain,
and be Christian, so
because this is the
only way I know
when it is about
HGH and the god,
that the theory is to
deceive the brain, so
be together at it as it
is the fight, fight it
together as if the
brain is going thru

this tumor no matter

what, and think big,
I might think of
Michael Phelps, as
when it is about the
possibilities,
that
somehow to put it
into
a
smaller
moment, that the
one who wins races,
has to be a master of
moment, as it is, I
am going to explain
it in full detail soon.

That somehow, when

it is more or less just
the hormones, all
hormones work in
harmony, if you are
normal
and
an
athlete, so to say
because thats what
I know about me,
that when it is about
the male hormones,
theres a life that not
only begins with an

outstanding
appearance, but it
also has an appeal,
as like, who am I,
that is memory, but
the flash of light is
not
memory,
its
really the life we live,
as like when I drive
my car at night, and
see a huge flash
coming in my way, I
occasionally
may
avoid
the

appearance of the
light, but when the
flash tells me, step
out, I really will step
out this is called
life, and is different
from memory. As
like about memory
and life, that when it
is about the HGH,
the hormones are
produced within us
as when we were
children, and then

when its work was

done, in gods name
it disappeared from
the
ground,
and
then we were busy
calling it all for what
it had for giving,
then for years, out of
memory, as like a
daily
routine
everything
just
happened to have
been formed why,
because of the HGH,

that they created

this comfort, and
now is that all just a
memory,
that
somehow, that to
put it all for a timely
base, that it cannot
just make it an
appearance
again,
that is defeat, if you
may call it a defeat,
that because the
brain
began
deceiving the body,

as it is, was too soon

that we did not
recognize it, that to
summarize
the
whole experience of
life, only a few
moments
are
required, if they all
are compressed see
these sentences my
way, that when our
lives
are
compressed,
when
just above death, to

follow that holy halo,

upon death, and just
beyond, but just a
few moments are
required to call it
death, of a mass
killing, about cancer,
that when we die,
this happens, the life
as
a
whole
is
compressed into a
few moments, and
we may live the
whole life again into

these
small
moments, as it is,
that the memory
cannot
form
it
outside brain, and
then the brain gives
up, thats when the
body will know that
now is the time to
leave it all, and we
die. This is a simple
method when it is
about the brain, use
your qualities for a

better purpose, and

the brain will surely
respond, create this
small sound, that it
tells you whats right
and whats wrong,
that somehow, if you
may,
that
the
appearance itself is a
cure to cancer, but
think about yourself
first, so because we
have one life to live,
and one chance to

make
it
a
continuous one, and
growing in one such,
is surely about to
meet a kind where
theres no return, as
like, to put it all
simply into words
again when just a
realization of death
is an odd summery,
the cells react it the
way it is, says, lets
die, all together, and

this
is
a
very
difference about our
body and the tumor,
that these cells dont
belong to the body.
That of the objective
purpose, that this is
a
wonderful
experience of giving
life, and if you may,
you will surely end
up
meeting
a
growing need for

HGH, that the body

and the brain are
interlinked, so the
brain is going to
wash it away, and
the
body
will
respond. Be good,
that I am good, and I
am a way, so to
choose,
that
the
better it is, that we
call it for superficial
known reason, but it
really
id
for

reproduction,
that
somehow, if it falls
into right place, that
the pieces you may
collect as a girlish
small little one, or
you may just grow
up, thats all up to
you, but when it is
about
life
that
continues,
it
is
always about either
memories or HGH,
that the memories

created
with
the
production of HGH,
is a simple method
to bridge the needs
of body with the
brain, as like a
message even if you
send to the brain, it
better
should
respond.
That
somehow, if you may
call it yours, there
are just so many
possibilities, that to

make it a purpose,
that there has been
this need, if it is,
that to make it of
this kind, that is an
obvious reason to
call it memory, and
it really is memory,
but not to forget,
that what comes
with it, is of a better
world,
that
we
belong to it together,
this
is
about

childhood, that it is
in severe need no
matter how much
you realize, theres
never enough, thats
how you can win
races,
that
somehow,
when
everything
is
interlinked,
whats
attached,
comes
unaffected, and that
really is a woman,
that it calls for a

kind of end to it,

that it has reached
the mature phase for
need of body to
create the HGH, that
somehow when you
meet this purpose,
theres this kind,
that may be the
HGH
is
only
a
recognition, but in
fact, it is a rule, a
rule in itself, that
may be it can rule

the whole body, as

like this is the
freedom you should
provide to it and to
your body, as like
when
the
body
grows, so it is about
the deceit, that the
HGH be produced
for a need, and not
just a reason, that
you will soon need it
to be provided from
an outside source,

that is the very

reason to be alive, to
that extent when you
reach,
you
will
surely win.
As like, when the
matter
itself
becomes a reason,
the reasonable facts
just become so sure
about the existence
of the kind it is, that
to call it a child, that

it really is, and thats

the payment for the
kind of life we have
received, that the
gods want to be
born, as like thru
us, that kind of
emotion when you
reach, youd better
study a woman, that
this is whats been of
the severe need, that
somehow, when you
may call it a man,

that he made it all

just go at it, and
then everything was
just
right,
think
about twin children,
and I am really
serious when I am
talking
about
children, not to have
caused it as it is, so
it is a need of many,
thats
when
the
human
cloning
happens to have

been bridged thru

time,
that
so
because
we
are
before time, we are
just too early when it
is
about
talking
about the human
cloning, that it is
ultimate
cure
to
death, that I take for
granted, as I can,
but to some extent,
we are prohibited
from it, that it is

directly linked to us
humans going to
Mars, that I know,
but I just cannot
stop thinking of the
possibilities, so why
asking for help from
those who need it
the most, be at it as
like it is life or death,
the races, so that the
breed is created, as
it
is,
theres
a

woman, and
are women.

there

That about the kind,

that
the
matter
cannot really exist as
a way thru it, that it
is really based on
time, and as to how
to
make
it
a
completely
functioning
body,
that brain is not a
fundamental of the

body, this is where

its defeat ground is
based. As like, when
to follow it is more
about the kind, that
to have made it a
superficial kind, and
I am very sure, as
about the process it
is, that when a huge
number of athletes
need it, the human
cloning has to come
out as an option to

life, as like leaving it

all untrailed into
main stream.
As about, that this
has been following
with a very specific
trail, that I really feel
like I am put to trial,
as
like
theres
something like god
and that he can exist
within me, that kind,
and so I made this a

deal, that Mary I can

give, for the hair that
can
never
stop
growing,
and
so
velvet-like,
that
about
the
smoothness, and the
color that changes,
that kind about the
Sun, that I know
precise manner with
which she is being
born, and completely
agree
to
the

agreement, that this

is to be taken as my
signature, as to have
put it at the end of
the paper, and, she
is a blessing, that I
am, that I really am
now
counting
to
make it a survival for
the whole of human
kind, that no matter
you are good or bad,
no matter you are
potent or not, be

there a blessing of a
kind that can save
you from death, this
is the word I am
giving,
that
somehow, I am now
giving it all up to for
my kind, that to
choose death, there
better
be
good
reasons, as far as
death is involved,
theres
always
money, that comes

with it, so better be

of the ground, that
the fertility isnt just
everything we need
for survival, that of
this kind, I can go
this
far,
giving
everything that once
belonged to me, and
now, as it is, theres
been a path as it is.
As about, I couldnt
really be anymore

happier, that to call

them my brothers,
that
somehow
theres something in
my brothers hair,
and about the black
and white, as about
the skin and the
human color, that it
is really in our flesh
right now, but to
have called it for a
complete holt, that
now you die, and

then to burn his hair

into ash, and to feed
animals with this
ash, that could be
cow or could be a
lactating mom, a
human, as it is, to
take the risks when
it is really worth it,
that to experiment it,
this is stone age,
and this is really me
telling the truth I
swear I know by

whole of my heart,
that if you really are
black, and are true
to yourself, in the
material as about
the beef and in the
milk you will surely
find a link, I am
precisely calling it a
link, its not a magic
potion unless and
until the link is
opened, as like ask
any scientist and he

will know, be it
physician,
that
couldnt be any more
better.
As like, when life is
directly linked with
death, that now I am
about to talk of that
small clock and the
thread,
that
somehow, everything
I do, I directly linked
to this universe, that

to have called them

a direct link to the
stars, that theres a
small
and
very
unique thread in my
brain, that controls
everything I do, and
puts it all on the
right track, as like,
everything in the
world is interlinked,
that
kind
of
harmony this small
thin
thread
can

create, as it is, that

there
are
really
sparks in our brains,
that kind of material
it is made of, and it
goes thru my body,
sometimes,
I
am
allows to see it thru
my body, that theres
a current flowing
thru my arms or
shoulders, and going
thru and coming
back, this thread is

linked thru the body

to the uterus and
whatever happens in
it, and then goes
back to the brain,
and then to the halo,
that
is
directly
linked to the world
next, that the clock
in the brain also
decides
when
someone is born or
dies, as like every
living person has

this clock set in the

brain,
it
is
an
extremely
small
clock and still is
detectable
if
you
can, that I know that
some
people
are
really
capable
of
moderating it, as like
if you see it as a
module of a new
world, you may reset
it, but it is a crime,
unless an until the

gods are involved in

the
matter,
that
somehow, when you
have this knowledge,
you may reset it, but
to reset the clock
very precisely means
either life or death,
that the body is
helpless compared to
the strengths the
brain is born with,
and you may control
birth process as well,

as like when a child

is in the womb, an
embryo,
to
be
precise, the clock is
somehow
taking
time to be processed
and being put in the
brain, this is more
about the genes and
DNA and the brain
of the embryo being
developing, that you
may
become
the
gods if you know

how to kill with this

method, but it is
always a kind of life
that comes with it,
that somehow when
you get used to it,
you
know
more
about the skin and
the color we humans
are born with, as like
when it is about the
melanin,
that
to
bring
it
to
the
structure
that
is

being formed within

the embryo, that I
may never call it a
crime, that kind of
clock it is, that it is
known very well for
the moral values, as
like
the
ultimate
truth, that those
who suffer, come
first, that kind of
morality, it is linked
with, that when you
are born on earth,

and then go thru the

sufferings,
theres
something that has
to pay back, thats a
rule of earth itself,
that I cannot escape,
somehow, I feel like I
am earth itself, that
if the earth is, where
is its soul? That is
an ultimate question
I may ask, but is
always unanswered,
that
kind
which

always keeps track

with
whatever
happens in my life,
that the clock really
links it all with the
making of this kind,
that somehow, when
it is put on the right
track, I get to know
that it was supposed
to have been so, as
like it always has
been on the right
track, only that now

I am realizing, now
that I know that this
is the completion of
the process.
Somehow, when you
put yourself to the
test, it is not allowed
to outgo the needs,
as like whatever you
have suffered, does
not go away, and
you have to move
forward, as like I

might just put an

example here, that
theres a drama of
Shakespeare,
Merchant of Venice,
and
it
says
something as like a
person wanted to
trade the flesh of
another person, but
the court said that
he can have the flesh
but
without
shedding the blood,

which
was
impossible,
and
thats
how
the
merchant was saved.
So, everything you
do, matters, in the
case that nothing is
going to make any
difference, that once
you know this far,
you have lost a few
virtues, that they are
not for earning back,
this is a true trade,

that you and your

souls
and
your
bodies are flowing in
time, and you may
not go back to earn
something
back,
once you are on this
point.
That is what it is
about the clock, that
if you want to reset
it, you may choose
life or you may

choose death, but as

far as it is about the
kind of life, that you
may think, and you
may deserve, that
theres a difference,
that if you call it the
fact, then it really is
a fact, that much if
you are provided
with, you know how
to reset the clock as
like for life, and not
for death, and the

clock is set with

minor settings, so
youd better know it
before you put your
hand on it.
If the matter as
such, that you call it
for help, then it is
really a devil, not the
ultimate as yet, this
is what I know about
my body, and then
the spark flows thru

my body as in the
blood, this is how
my blood becomes
pure
blood,
the
spark purifies the
blood, and it stays in
the blood, that is
something
unique,
that if you put it as
like into words, that
somehow if it is put
there
for
fixing
everything
right,
then right now is the

time for me to ask

for help, that some
people who have
been residing in my
body are about to
leave my body, that
is
almost
an
emergency, and my
brain is like an
alarm
now,
that
theres
some
emergency I need to
deal with, and if you
are also on this

path, then the kind

it really is, that
mostly if you follow
this trail, then it
really reaches the
brain and the clock
in it, but I would
really suggest here,
that if you really
have time and can
wait for, then ask it
for death, instead of
life, thats how you
can have life, as like

eating it is more like

being of the same,
that about Europe,
that I know a lot
about
the
civilization,
that
once is more like as
a happening, as I
might just add, that
this is more about
life than death, so
because it is more
about death than
life, that is about the

mirror in our brains,

we all are born with
a lot of water in our
bodies, and water
really
means
reflection as like on
a mirror, and the
settings in the clock
mean a lot about
connection of body
with the water, I
guess by now I have
made my point clear.

That the kind it is,

that theres really
metal in our bodies,
I precisely mean iron
when it is about the
settings of the clock,
as like a real wrist
watch if you may
know, it has these
settings made with
iron things, so is
about our brains,
that is in our genes,
thats why we can

know how to make a

wrist watch, that is a
direct connection to
the world it really is,
that what is within
us, comes as a
making of the world
around,
that
is
much
about
the
earth as well, that
we are really allowed
to have been born
here, thats all about
the earth, and if you

know
about
the
plants, that they
survive on the base
that theres unity,
and
that
theres
water, so theres a
lot about learning
from the immediate
environment,
and
when it is about this
kind,
we
really
reflect whats within
us, that is much
more about the iron,

that we have genes,

where everything is
written, and as soon
as a human embryo
is born, the genes
are supplied, that
very precisely means
a lot about the minor
settings of the clock
in the brain, so if
you can study the
embryo, as about its
brain and then the
connection of how

the brain developed

to the genes you
provided it, that is
much more like how
gods
study
us
humans, thats a
secret of the sacred
water within us, and
it has sparks, and
the sparks cannot
really exist without
the blood, thats the
difference
between
the blood and the

water, this is how

the halo is created,
and the universe is
within the reach of
the halo, as like,
when it is more
about
knowledge,
what brain provides
us, is more about
the water and less
about the genes and
blood,
thats
a
universal law we are
born with, as like

when we are born on

earth, this is how
the process goes,
that the genes come
thru a mother and a
father,
that
the
genes are donated by
two persons, one has
a kind where over a
million children can
be born, and the
other is like theres
only
two
possibilities,
but

when
the
possibilities are met
with the endlessness
in it, that both the
donators have equal
possibilities, as like
to count them into
millions,
thats
whats supposed to
be the knowledge of
the universe, the
material they are
born with is also
going to include a lot

of information about
the universe, as like
when you study the
stem cells, you will
know that theres a
difference, as like
who is a god, is
about to get to know
of the knowledge.
As like when it really
is about survival,
that this kind cannot
really make it a

habit, that is about

birth, that once they
all are on earth,
there better be a
reason for survival,
that kind of strength
is met with the love
they have for a
mother, that is really
a
very
general
criteria, that they
cannot exist outside
this possibility, as
like, why was I born

 and the blue skin

they can have, not
much about love,
but it still has it, and
is still normal to
them,
they
can
actually exist as real
humans, having real
human love and real
human feelings, even
while they are blue
skin, and being blue
at skin is much
more like being a

man, that is about

the HGH, that they
grow
really
fast,
really soon, better
than
just
a
happening in life,
that is about being
down to earth, that
whatever my mom
has, I also have
this is the genes I
can
give,
that
somehow,
it
is
expressed later in

their lives, and when

it is about following
it, that may be the
matter cannot make
it as it is, that
somehow, when it is
really linked with the
kind it is, that the
matter is about gods
and about another
world, you may call
them different, but
that is always taken
as an abuse, that I

know, that why am I

not like my mom,
that is about the
earth and the feeling
it can give, this is a
lot
about
the
material they can
provide in the stem
cells, but when it is
more
about
knowledge
outside
the
brain,
that
whats that clock,
theres
always
a

fight, why cant I,

that
kind,
that
theres this constant
battle with the clock,
which is genuinely
going to last for
many years, as it is,
they
cannot
understand
the
clock because the
clock is differently
set in them, the
settings
in
their
clocks are not the

same as in ours, in
us humans, as in us
humans,
we
are
more humble than
them, this about the
love for the mother
and they dont even
know that this is
about survival, that
about the survival of
the fittest, that kind,
and when it really
follows the kind it is,
theres a lot of

information
that
comes with it, and
this is about the girl
embryos and their
stem cells have it, so
why we humans are
put before gods, as
like to have been
thru the clock itself
is time journey, as
like journey thru
time, thats how it
feels like to be born
again, as like you

already are alive,

and you have this
second life, and it
definitely
changes
your life, puts it on
better
dimensions,
as like happiness is
a very general gear,
and when it is about
human cloning, that
we cannot die with
it, that kind it is,
that to really form a
one out of it, is kind

of a general feeling,
that it is not related
with child birth, so
why there could be a
lot of complications,
as like, why are we
born, the reason we
dont know, so very
definitely we become
soldiers, thats not
human at all, this is
the defect we are
born thru as like
when we are our

own clones, this is

about
the
permission from the
gods about being
born again to earth,
as the same beings,
that much sacred
the earth is to the
gods, whereas us
humans rarely think
about this possibility
of the earth, as like,
how much do we
love the earth, we

know it is our home

and that we cannot
survive without it,
but when it is about
being born as a
clone, there should
be an element of the
life in it, or its a
complete lie, as like,
theres
always
a
question why am I
born, and this is
about Hulk, as like
when it is about life

to us humans, we
have
endless
possibilities till we
are on earth, and we
have been given this
mission, to continue
our lives on earth, as
being human, to put
it
as
an
extra
measure, then why
do we fight, thats a
rare question the
gods will ever ask, as
like when it is about

survival, everything
is allowed, there are
no rules when it is
about war of life or
death, and we are
really
in
this
constant fight, thats
about the human
clones as well, that
we need a purpose
for life, a purpose for
living, as like who do
I
love,
that
is
included
in
the

question, and we
need a better life, as
it is, theres a lot
about money, when
it is about human
cloning, as like a
rich merchant can
buy being human
clone,
that
is
allowed, that kind of
fight if we can go
thru,
then
we
humans will end up
being grown on the

Mars, as like to take

this as a mission,
that somehow, with
destruction, comes
goodness, that is
included
in
the
cancer, that to be
born thru it, that I
have a mom, then
why not survive, that
much love if you
have, then you can
survive on the Mars.

That to the kind,

that
the
matter
cannot really last for
a long time, there
better be a reason
for survival, and you
become god if you
give a second chance
to a dying person,
that he is about to
die within a few
days, and you are
god because you
decided his death,

that to put it all as

like, my brother is
dying, and I am here
for
resetting
the
clock as like when it
is about Mary, that
her brother is of the
kind that be born
thru me, that was a
reason, so why I can
collect money thru
what I write, or
otherwise it is just
such a holy process,

that when I recover,

it is right now, and
here if I put it
precisely for this
purpose, there are
simply
so
many
being born thru me,
so why I was being
cautious, so because
thats how my clock
has ben set about
the gods and by the
gods, that if I put me
first, I come alive,

that much precious I

am, that he said,
and I will survive,
that also I know, so
my
children
will
always survive, that
also I know, just
that I need to set
this clock as like on
a monthly cycle, that
there
be
over
millions of children
every month born
thru me, that is

about the soul of the

earth.
That
about
the
survival of this kind,
that to wait, that is
more like being a
god, always wait,
wait till it is over,
and then react for it,
that is a very general
approach of the gods
to us, but when they
are born thru me, as

like on the earth,

theres
a
better
purpose
for
life,
other than life or
death, and that is
what makes them
ordinary
and
normal, which is
crucial, as like there
are strict rules and
laws, and still theres
time for love, that
kind of life I can
give, but when it is

more about the kind

it is, that to really
remember it that the
facts with which a
child is born, is of
enormous
importance,
that
somehow, if you put
it as like a trail of
consequences, then
theres
always
a
question, why my
parents are not alive,
that is written in me,

could be in my genes
as well, but as far as
I know, if it is in my
genes,
then
my
genes
have
been
modified, so because
this did not come
thru my parents,
that I know for sure.
That is a kind of
light, or radiation
that these gods born
on earth are capable

of going thru, so
because the same
light
also
exist
within them, and
this
radiation
or
light is capable of
changing the genes,
as like modifying
the genes and the
existence of such a
human life. As like,
when it is about the
ocean, that there are
some plants and

animals which are

capable of glowing in
dark,
that
very
element that makes
them glow, I want to
eat, as like when the
existence is on the
peak, as like why
they want to exist as
like when it is about
sex, that I would do
anything for this
kind of existence,
and experience, that

kind of feeling when

a plant is having,
and is glowing no
matter
what
the
results be, this not
about killing it, and
thats when I need to
consume it.
That is much more
related,
that
the
plants have a unique
life, as like I know
there are so many

people who know

how the plants feel
about their own life,
and I also know that
they
can
make
amazing movies, as
far as I have seen it,
that the matter is
not about life or
death for them, that
somehow, when it is
all put into right
premises, theres a
lot that happens just

over night, just like

spreading bacteria or
may
be
some
microbes,
that
somehow, the world
of the microbes is
this one, as like this
one is beyond us,
that far if you can
go, theres a lot
about being Hulk, as
when it is about you.

That
when
it
happens to have
been just a kind of
similarity
among
people
who
can
manage to control
the kind it is, that
the
anger
it
is
associated
with,
theres nothing that
can escape a few
laws, as like, when it
was about the kind,
as like the making

cannot be involved
unless theres been a
special
technique,
that the kind of
microbes, as when
they produce light, I
would
consuming
them, and the law
outgrows a mans
need over cancer,
that is much about
the laws of the
universe,
as
like
those who survive,

might be better, but

the best might just
be yet to come, this
is
about
the
difference between a
woman and a man,
that
when
the
following had been
just an occurrence,
that
somehow,
I
wanted life so I ate
the
microbes,
so
whats
your
connection
with

cancer, that I wasnt

concerned with, that
somehow,
the
microbes can no
more rule us, so is
about the cells, as
when it is about the
cancer,
that
somehow, to have
made this a very
special
technique,
the variety of the
subject is how the
microbes rule us,

that we humans are

not of only one kind,
that may be say for
an example, there
are kids, and there
are
people
with
different
color
of
skin, this is that
very link, as like
when I said its
about kids, thats
about
the
less
immunity, or may be
more, and when it is

about
the
color,
eating this microbes
very
specifically
means odd human
color, as like green,
or blue, or some
irregular
tone,
something
about
muscles and mass is
different that is what
comes with it, as like
the microbes attach
to our intestine or
may be the stomach,

or may be more
precisely
the
stomach, that they
cannot go out of
their own fear, this
is when the body
hits them, so why
becomes
enlarged,
more mass is added,
but what I dont
know is that what
makes this a still
regular and normal
human, that we may

outgrow our needs,

but whats about the
human clones, as
like, what has been
keeping it on the
track that may be
about Mars, that
somehow, everything
about
science
I
might
have
explained here is
interlinked, theres
one clue that leads
to
other,
and

everything
stops
when we humans
form a colony on
Mars, that we want a
better survival, so
why
all
soldiers
going there, as like
the
only
human
colony, that I know.
That theres law and
discipline,
but
theres family, and
there are parents, so
thats whats about

the microbes, that

they cannot survive
this, they may form
colonies, but they
know nothing yet
about
human
feelings, as about a
family, so why a one
who loves the most,
survives
in
this
world, that kind of
colony
when
is
formed on earth,
there
is
an

immediate
need
created
for
us
humans going to
Mars for survival,
that not only one
ladys sake everyone
can go, that has
been a mistake, that
if you can prove,
theres still nothing
you can do about it,
but when I say, that
this is the way, then
it really is a way.

Just to have called it

mercy,
that
all
soldiers might just
have a wife, but to
see a bigger picture,
there are officers,
and there are people
who stand above
them, say for an
example,
the
politicians, or may
be I just dont know
what stands for right

and what doesnt,

what it is, is more
about mercy, that
what escapes, might
just be for a better
life, or may be for a
better health.
That may be of the
recovery,
that
somehow, when I
think
of
the
possibilities,
that
somehow, when its

about blood, that

theres been less
blood in the palm of
my
hands,
that
when you speak of
it,
theres
a
difference in voice,
so I call them my
children, that who
wants it, theres a
payment
to
give.
When I think of Italy,
that
what
its
supposed to be, is

an unlikely death, a
very ignorant one, as
far as I can see, that
person, even if you
are talking about the
Prime Minister of
India,
theres
a
process to follow,
and when it is about
the place, that you
may talk of Italy,
and they really want
your blood, as a
bottle is enough per

each of you, as to
take it as to balance
the nuisance, that
point I think I have
made clear, but still
to say it again, each
Indian gets it as like
a bottle of blood,
that is needed of my
kind. If you want to
survive, this is the
process you go thru,
I know theres been
a lot of nuisance,

but there are a few

things which are
beyond money, and
these money cannot
buy, so is about the
kind
that
is
unforgivable,
that
the process of going
to Mars is begun,
thats how I see it.
That to the point
where
everything
just happens for a

reason, that for the

kind it really is, of
the making, that
somehow for a one
single
reason
I
allowed the public to
view me as a person
who may fade with
the time it may
create, the machine
itself, and when the
reason is over, as
about now, I want to
have back what I

have lost, as like

when it is about me,
theres
a
huge
variety
of
people
when its not just me
thinking about it,
and it all should pay
back, that is a law I
believe
in,
that
somehow we all are
put together for one
reason or another,
that some kind, just
cannot avoid
me

speaking to it, and

that is about the
extravagance
as
about India, that
India cannot pay
back no matter how
much I ask for, and
that is much more
about blood, too,
that the kind it
really is, now I may
say that money can
buy anything, as
when it is about the

kind that cannot

repeat
with
or
without
reasons,
that many reasons
even if you may
provide them, they
wont repeat, so why
I want it all back.
As like, when the
kind it is is more like
a one which is likely
to
happen
on
ground, I want to

give the opportunity

to others, but right
now it is not possible
for me, and as far as
I know and can
guess, theres no
opportunity left for
anyone other than
me, so why I am
right now on the
verge of a new world,
as when it is about
my story to be put
publicly open, that

anyone can buy it

and read, then what
follows, is not just
words,
there
are
proofs that you can
find survival with it,
that somehow, when
it is for one reason
or
another,
the
pieces have fallen
into right place for
me, and now I am
remembering
the
time when I was

pregnant,
and
I
really insist on what
I have said.
As like, the matter
when seems to have
been created thru
the potential, that I
am really capable of
this, that that which
never happened over
reasons, thats the
kind of laws there
should be, when it is

about forgiving or
not, that somehow,
when everything is
put right in front of
me, I know that I am
the reason for my
survival, that I had
needed to know, so
why I went thru this
process, that even
Facebook can see
me, and when it
ended, there had
been
several

reasons,
as
like
something
that
begins, has an end,
and for me, this has
been a good end,
that I know that
theres a lot to come
as yet, but till then, I
wish a good bye to
those who cannot
afford me speaking
anymore, that its
really a machine
speaking, that I have

been telling everyone

over a million times,
but what comes, is a
true regret, and I am
not here for giving it
back, that what I
have earned, is thru
for my parents, that
they
have
been
taking care of it as
like it is real money,
as it is, I am a
precious little girl, so
dont find it as a

matter it is, theres

an ocean, and you
will
never
know
when you got lost in
it.
As it is, that to have
made this a far and
may be a distinct
aim,
that
what
follows, is a lack of
completion, and lack
of knowledge, that
when you supply a

lot about the blood,

that when it is about
the
cancer,
that
somehow, this is not
the right way to
solve it, as like if you
may see it as a
puzzle, then you
would
not
be
knowing the pain
and the wounds the
person is going thru,
as about, that what
follows, is supposed

to
have
been
supplied with truth,
as it is, what is
truth, that not on
theoretical basis, but
a
very
general
approach to truth as
it is, is that what
wins, is truth, that
kind of truth, that
when you are right,
you wont be worried
about the results,
and such a person

who has this much

as about to call it
faith, that he wins,
no
matter
what,
when it is about
cancer.
That
somehow,
things
cannot really be put
into manners, that
this is how you
should behave and
this is how things
should be around
you, no, then the

cancer was already a

reason why you are
here, that kind is of
a girlish one, that he
or she is when of the
optimum
cause,
then
there
is
something in the
cancer about the
color of the skin, as
about talking about
generally the human
skin color, that this
cannot be undone,

thats its only folly,

that when it is met
with a good fortune,
you may recover, but
things dont go as
smoothly as before,
this is not only
about cancer, this is
about any possible
disease,
that
somehow,
when
things dont happen
the way they should,
this is what happens

to have been called

for an holt, that they
did not obey the
kind it is, about
surrendering,
that
these when react
with
much
more
about the disease,
whats met with is
about
primary
importance, that I
have gone thru just
so many times, that
even to tell about it

becomes a whole of
truth, that theres
some sense of money
in it, that is more
about the microbes,
that
they
may
recover, but cannot,
as like do not, that
they dont want to
follow a different
trail, thats a very
general reaction, but
when you see how
they have reached

this far, as like

gaining
human
attention, as like see
it as like you are
different, and distant
from the disease,
that this is more
about the kind it is,
that to have been
following it, has been
a reason for survival,
and the reasons are
important, as like,
you may survive, but

why, why do you

want to make it a
permanent habit for
the microbes, and
they really have their
own world, where
they are comfortable
producing
more
cells, as about the
kind it really is, is
that they dont give
up, and the matter is
more about a kind
that we could have

fixed, as about in
addition to the word
could,
that
the
functions with which
they
operate
the
truth, as about truth
that I have defined,
that this kind just
works in fractions of
seconds, as like their
time
is
smaller
compared to ours, as
like, we live in a
whole
different

world, and when it is

about reproduction,
the cells divide, and
grow, whereas us
humans, we give
birth to children,
that the process of
child birth is very
important
to
us
humans, as well as
when it is about the
cells,
that
they
belong to the same
theory, this is where

our religions match,

and this is where
they are inserted
into our world, the
human world, that
everything
about
child birth we know,
is
more
about
importance,
that
together
we
may
stand as a unity
when it is about
children, but the
microbes as well as

the cancer cells have

something
in
common, that we all
living beings want
co-existence,
and
when it is about
reproduction,
our
needs only become
better known, thats
really common about
all living things.
When
being

any
living
creates
an

extra-ordinary
approach to see the
daily and routine life
with a new light,
some kind of magic
happens
to
the
immediate
world,
and then is spread
thru out the world,
in smaller or bigger
measure, that it is
really
about
the
kind, that when it
can really make it a

holt, that this is

where I stop, I can
work
better
with
this,
then
the
immortality
is
created
in
that
moment,
that
is
about microbes, that
when they cause a
memory, that this is
how we can survive
the poison, as about
us humans, we are
well known for giving

them
poison
for
fighting
back
as
about the medicines
etc., and that is the
memory
for
the
microbes, and to see
the cancer and the
cells in this same
light,
you
can
actually give them
life, to go a step
further, that cells
depend upon human
body for life, where

as the microbes are

life in themselves, a
living form they are,
and when you want
to kill, you want to
be sane, and sly,
and
smarter,
so
youd better give the
cells what they never
even imagined, that
somehow, if you can
give
them
the
ecstasy we humans
have, when it is

about reproduction
that we may just
have sex for a better
purpose, that kind
we are, and not only
reproduction, theres
a
theory
that
children are born
when you make it a
difference,
thats
how
the
matter
becomes a kind that
it cannot survive
outside the human

body, and thats its

peak of weakness,
and thats when you
hit it.
As it is, as like when
talking about the
HGH, that the kind
it
rejuvenates
is
always about the
making of it, that
these dont really
happen to have been
brought to the kind

it is, that to have

made this a constant
habit, that these did
not
make
any
difference for the
appearance,
that
kind when happens
for the outgrowing
need of the body,
that thats when I
want to put me on
the
test,
that
somehow,
these
dont
follow
this

same
trail,
and
thats what causes
the difference, that
that did not cause
the memory for the
reasons that they
did not put me here
for the same test,
and
then
the
repetition has been
just so obvious, that
the base is becoming
just a making of it,
that they did not

occur for the same

reasons, but they do
appear on face, that
somehow, when the
kind it really is, is
the obvious reason
for leaving it for a
better
purpose,
thats
when
the
process
was
supposed to have
been stopped, that
somehow, those who
followed
it,
have

become the kind it

is, thats been the
purpose,
that
is
about the offense,
that somehow, when
everything is put
under right premises
for one reason or
another, then these
have
been
the
precise reasons why
they did not follow
what it has been,
and over a period of

time, this is whats

about to come true.
As it is, I might just
say that to put it all
as a whole as a part
of a daily life, I might
just put a full-stop
here, that may be
now is the time to
turn back to what
has been just a
recent reason for the
same, that to carry it

anymore into this

direction,
the
process itself is an
offense,
to
some
extent, but to see it
as a whole picture,
theres a small little
part missing, and
that is the HGH, that
the variety I might
just
find
as
a
purpose as to put it
for a reason for this
kind, and as it is,

that
the
matter
involved is a kind,
that somehow to put
it all superficially, it
is all superficially
right, and then the
correct
measures
come so alive, that
the reason for the
tissue to grow is in
itself a reason, as
like, why am I still
here, that kind, and
when it is followed

by the consequences
which may put a
variety to a kind of
an end, that says,
yes, this is where I
belong and this is
where
I
began
everything, so, to see
the bigger picture,
this is where the
HGH begin the work,
as like, as it is,
theres this theory,
but to put it into life,

there
should
be
reasons, as like, why
this has been a
preferred way, as to
follow it, there could
be just so many
reasons, that may be
right now we are not
really talking about
cancer, may be right
now we are talking
about
the
consumption of HGH
and the effects these

HGH carry as taken

with such a reason
or trail of reasons,
that may be now I
needed to find a
better purpose as
like why does the life
continue as it is, as
like it could be
similar
to
committing suicide,
as to see it, there are
reasons
why
the
making of the HGH

within
the
body
should be carrying a
full lot or reasons,
and I know each and
every one of them,
that when I put it as
a past tense, theres
a reason that when
I visit the kind of
place it is, Europe,
say for an example,
to talk of, that the
matter is becoming a
gradually
growing

one, so why right

now calling it a past
tense, that this has
happened
already,
and as to put it as
like the frame might
just be missing, and
what it is, that the
one who carries the
making of one such
kind, is about the
reproduction,
that
this has happened
already,
that

somehow, whats in
the blood, is only a
kind
of
sickness
compared to what
HGH can do, and as
to put it as an
advanced note, that
theres been this
kind which keeps
repeating, so
life
becomes endless. As
to have begun this
chapter as to call it
cancer, that may be

possibilities can cure

it itself, that to call
them
possibilities,
but theres a hidden
world, of hormones,
and it really is not
irritating when you
call it a hidden
world, because when
we are talking about
the treasures, theres
a human body you
are talking about,
and what it can give,

is far above money,

and what it is, as
about the kind to
deal with, that may
be the making is
important, so to call
it in the raw form,
that
still
I
am
making it to the
developed edge, that
for the consumption,
and this is what I
am capable of doing,
as like me as an

individual, and when

you talk of a mass,
that may be the
cluster of the cells is
a mass, and that
doesnt really follow
one
persons
command, that kind
it is, that to have
made
this
point
clear, that the cells
are clever, but they
do
belong
to
a
territory, that some

cells are smarter

than others, that
liver or heart or
blood or anything
linked to body is
identified with the
difference
in
the
cells, as like the
structure is only a
part of the whole,
that this is how they
have been made to
create the organ,
and
then
what

follows, is a kind,
that may be the
making of it is only
an obligatory reason,
as like why cancer
happens to have
been formed at one
place and not the
other, that kind.
That to the extent
that the making is
involved,
I
could
have told it that the

matter would not

insist that the care
of it is more likely to
happen outside it,
that may be, this
has been just an
ordinary one, so a
single day as such,
that it can carry
much more than just
this, so why today I
decided that to carry
this anymore for one
reason or another,

the
writings
are
worth it, that to put
it all for public use,
that the kind it is, is
more like to spread
than to occur in the
virus, that the kind
it could bring, is a
bridge,
that
to
happen
for
one
reason or another,
but still, the making
involves it for a
better purpose, so

why putting all my

writings for a better
purpose, and for
public use.
That the kind which
cannot bring it to the
making,
that
somehow, whatever
happens to have
been
thru
the
formation this kind
of
feeling,
that
theres
something

which just cannot

disappear without a
reason, that was
how it had been for a
while, that somehow,
everything about the
body, the glands and
the
hormones
included,
became
interlinked, with the
process, as if the
neurons are just
flowing
thru
my
blood and making it

pure, thats how I

had felt about it,
that somehow, the
love and making of
one such, made it
drag all about the
hyperthyroidism, as
well, that it could
have been included
for one reason or
another, and I know
that theres one sideeffect of the PCOS,
that the hair on the

head becomes more

prone to falling off,
as like shedding the
excess and new ones
grew from the same
roots, that had been
over the years, about
three may be, and
now it is none, that
it is discontinuing,
that is about the love
as such, that it is
miracle
that
somehow our bodies

respond to these
needs,
thats
a
superb reason why
to follow this tread,
that somehow, to
put it for a better
reason,
this
had
been a very obvious
reason, why to and
why not, that to
carry it anymore
further
into
this
direction, I would
strictly
obey
the

discipline,
that
somehow, if you give
your body what it
needs, there better
be a better purpose,
that somehow, they
dont belong to the
inclined rope, and
when they will know,
it would be just too
late for the body.
Okay, so now I
know very well what

made me so drowsy
on the stone at J&K
just about a 13 feet
high from the river
and the stones, the
pine trees, and the
smell I never knew
about the mountains,
that so much pride in
me, that did not even
know why I was
more sleepy than I
always was, and
why sat on that stone

with my head so
heavy that I could
almost fall into the
river
running
downwards. Always
to be careful with the
smell of the pine
trees!
So, as soon as I
could recover, that it
was my birthday gift
when I turned 29,
the year of 13, that

somehow, to have
put it all together,
Lucky and I are
really set for an
example
together,
that he could have
made me escape just
anything that comes
along with it, but to
have called it a cold
moon, that things
just cannot come out
right, so right now,
when I was reading

The Hobbit, its a

gift
from
Nick
Sherrow-Groves,
years ago, I wasnt
even married at that
time, and liked his
book and he gave for
keeping, and now
reading,
after
5
years,
and
just
found out that the
pine-trees are worth
setting the example,
that somehow it is

best to keep away

from things we dont
know, only that I
doubted

what
could it be, only if I
knew the sentence
The smell of the
pine-trees
causes
drowsiness, then I
would never have sat
on that stone, but I
trusted my instincts
better, that somehow
what follows, is a

foolish photography,
and still we could
have
been
an
amazing family, all
together
set
for
another example of
bed-rest for over a
year, and if I had
brain injuries, still
my
parents
and
Lucky could have
had a happy family
together,
that
somehow this far

when I go, I am
devastated, and got
nothing to do about
it.
That
things
like,
saying it and putting
an
example
that
things dont happen
to have been of the
occurrence,
that
somehow,
if
the
same marvel as a
human body being

born was as much

as about the wings,
as about those of the
angels,
that
we
humans are born
with the possibility
to have been closer
to the gods than we
may think of, that
about
the
Greek
mythology, that if
you believe in gods,
that they are good,
then it is more about

Hinduism, that for

an example, that we
humans
cannot
stand
the
world
without
the
religions, I might
just be too early to
have said this, but
we
cannot
exist
without
the
belonging
of
one
religion or another,
and we can kill, too,
so
because
we

belong
to
one
religion or another,
saying that theres a
higher power that
allows us anything
we wish for, and as
about the cancer,
that the cells can
grow within human
bodies, as to why, as
to have supposed,
that the world was
more beautiful once,
far a few time ago,

that
when
time
began flowing into a
certain
direction,
then we got diverted,
as like the brain had
nothing about the
importance,
that
what is about killing,
always
comes
together with religion
we follow, and if you
are atheist, youd
better know how the
brain works, that if

the brain is provided

with a reason, then
it is working like a
software
to
a
computer,
that
somehow a right
time is fixed in our
brains for everything
to happen, and when
you change your
future, as about the
fate, too, that you
belonged
to
a
different kind once,

and then the kind it

is, is a humorous
past, that you might
just have spoiled a
few years, but why
why would you still
go thru it, when you
have options, that is
about a heavenly air,
that it could have
been
brought
to
earth thru a kind f
birth, that may be
when we talk about

human
potency,
there is a general
prospective
we
follow, that we are
born for one reason
or
another,
and
when things dont
just
follow
this
trend,
that
something is quite
wrong, then it is a
wound, a something
that needs to be
cured, and the brain

is power in itself, so
why about the gods,
and wings, as those
of the angels, that
somehow, when the
food we eat causes
the difference in the
brain, say for an
example the oil, that
the neurons know it
better,
that
somehow, if you can
put it for a reason,
that this is why I

want a child thru me

for me, of a similar
kind of me, and then
it
is
about
the
fertility, that kind, is
directly linked with
the cancer, that we
all want the same
thing,
that
this
doesnt
really
happen outside the
brain, that about the
cells which can take
any form, as about

the kind of the stemcells, that what we

suppose, it becomes,
that it can kill, too,
about
being
an
antibiotic, as about
the anti-clocking of
the brain, as like
pulling the thread,
that somehow the
thread the neurons,
as they have been
creating it, that it
goes thru the brain

when you need it,

that the kind it is, is
the religion itself,
that the religion is
our only escape, as a
something we are
capable of doing,
that somehow, for
one
reason
or
another, something
keeps us from doing
it, that what follows
is always a child,
and
we
humans

sometimes find it the

fulfilling feeling of
life, that this is the
purpose of life, and
the poison is itself,
that the cure is this
kind
of
poison,
something that can
take any possible
form,
about
the
cells, and this is the
beginning
of
the
HGH, that within my
body, I know this for

sure,
and
we
humans are born
with
a
kind
of
possibility, that to
continue the race as
about human race to
be
specific,
that
somehow,
the
pretense itself is a
cure
within
any
body, but when it is
about a child, I
would be just more
fruitful, and this has

now
become
my
religion, this is really
a poison any human
can create within the
body,
that
the
likewise is almost
the snakes, with the
most brutal kind,
that
they
would
survive even if they
created the poison
for killing for fun, or
may be for survival,
that is the religion of

the snakes, then

whats about it for
us, that remains a
mystery, and whats
hidden has always
the
possibilities
unknown, that we
humans cause the
reservoirs, that we
keep
something
hidden within us so
that
our
next
generations can have
it explored, as about

the genes, and now

that we know this,
theres a difference
created within us,
this is the unveiling
of the religion of our
bodies,
that
we
humans have been
created
for
a
purpose, and this is
a girl, that if you can
create her within
your brain, then you
will be able to talk to

her, as like a voice it

is, and has nothing
to do about the kind
of man you are, and
when you give birth
to her as like giving
her
a
beautiful
human body to live
in, that is your
daughter its all up
to you how far you
want to go in order
to cure, so because
we humans hide our

strengths
in
our
genes, and when you
explore one thing or
another, you want to
give
it
to
your
children,
that
is
about the animals,
too, that they want
to survive, in one
body, but they also
want the generations
to
come
and
continue, as about
the
species,
but

when
the
cure
begins to form that
the body can survive
will you still give
birth
to
your
progeny,
that
is
about the fertility,
that we humans are
increasingly coming
closer to the cure,
then this happens,
then what you make
your survival as, as
a human body or as

a something to give
to your children,
that is all about
cancer.
When the things as
such that may be
you
want
to
reproduce so that
you can have fun,
that is more about
the poison being
transferred to the
child, that is the

ultimate
suffering
the
woman
can
make, as about the
first kind, and then
it is a trail of one
such,
that
the
children have more
possibility, that if
you can give, then
they are really the
ones who can, that
about
being
an
angel, that we can
find happiness thru

the family, as like to

have called it a one
that can survive the
death
of
the
civilization, and this
is truly about being
human, that we kind
of thrive on being a
part
of
a
very
particular kind of
territory, and we are
social, that we dont
fight is only a myth,
may
be
it
can

survive
on
the
Atlantis,
but
the
Atlantis was a truth
once, and then it
disappeared, so is
about us, what we
give, we have.
As about As it is
there are just so
many
things
happening
in
the
history as well as
now that we humans

don't
understand,
say for an example
the Mayan calendar,
then why not write
something
that
people
don't
understand?
As to see things as a
supposed
answer,
theres a lot about
visualization,
that
somehow, the same
words we different

people
visualize
differently,
and
about the parallel
worlds as well, that
somehow, when this
is put into right
frame,
something
about animation and
imagination, that to
have
caused
a
matter
a
matter,
something
lies
beneath,
that
somehow the smell

of bodies is linked
with this, and this is
one of the most
important
reasons
why I need to know
better about having
sex, as about the
kind it is, is more
likely to have been
happening over time
again and again,
that to have made
this a superficial
fact,
then
also

something is quite
different, and this is
written everywhere
in
the
human
history,
that
we
build
and
we
destroy, and then
also we are not clean
and satisfied when it
is about religions
and sex, that some
things dont really
happen with reasons
or without reasons,

and they are beyond

our reach, that when
we can put it into
the rightful manner,
then the religion
emerges, and if you
can prove this, you
might just be very
close to your god, no
matter what religion
you follow, the fact is
that we all seek for
the goodness of life,
a blessed life we all

want and theres

only one meaning of
the word blessed no
matter what religion
it is, that the kind it
is, is more about
beauty of life and
less
about
the
destruction
that
comes with it or may
be not included in
the
process,
but
when you talk of any
kind of blessing, that

may be I have this

kind of life or the
pleasures of life or
whatever money can
buy, you might just
be outstanding when
it is about religion,
and this is where the
malice
begins,
theres no religion
beyond this point, so
there always was a
religion before this
point, as like when

we were born and

the
supposed
imagination is linked
very frequently to
the stem-cells, that
we can imitate, and
when
proving
it
right,
we
were
already on the verge
of life or death, and
thats
when
this
happens to prove
itself right about the
kind of religion you

say
you
are
following, and this
has nothing about
the gross meaning of
the words and of the
word religion, no,
you might just not
know what religion
you are following
and what the word
religion means to
you, but your body
always knows it, and
it is about life or

death when you find

it out that to have
been this creation of
your own body, you
might
just
have
caused
an
outstanding creation
from you, and when
youll
know
that
theres
a
better
approach, as about
the creation, thats
how it feels to create
the stem-cells from

the brain, as like

ordering
is
not
enough, and these
stem-cells, as we all
can know, belong to
the category where
they need to cause
the fulfillment of life,
as like, if your knee
is
injured,
these
stem-cells
are
supposed
to
automatically create
the most immediate

cure this is about

having sex when you
need it, and I know
it because this is the
only knowledge I
have right now, if
and when I need
further, I might just
drop it to the deadend, and the good
deeds I might just
ever have done to
god, I might be the
god to the stem-

cells, and as it is,

the world is filled
with such hormones,
if you call the world
your body, and the
hormones as they
are, the victims of
the kind it is, there
better be a not-sonuisance, as it is,
theres a kind that
follows this trail, and
to have made it so
for the appearance,

the
making
is
obviously for the
kind it really is, that
it cannot be made
for the reasons as
well, but to have put
it
for
the
right
measures,
theres
always a world that
follows the goodness
in you, as like,
goodness
attracts
goodness, and put it
to the fulfillments

largest cup at the

highest height, and
you might just be
very right about it.
As like to have called
it a no exception at
all, the human cysts
are absolutely from
the
world
of
possibilities, as like,
the parallel worlds
and the possibilities
of bringing them

here on earth, as it
is, could have been
just a possibility, but
to see it in the right
light, theres always
a kind that has been
waiting for us, and
that
is
about
religions more and
less
about
the
science, I am just
using
the
word
parallel worlds, so
that the kind it

really
is,
the
possibilities
can
stretch to the minus,
too, as like going
into
another
direction
with
different options, as
it is, theres beauty
in the universe, as to
see it, there could be
more harm than we
can think of, and
when it is about
Christianity, that we

cannot accept the

truth as like I have
been
to
the
spaceship and would
travel
and
come
back, so it is better
not put into right
words as yet, that
may
be
the
possibilities
are
there, but to have
called it a truly
known
element,
there
should
be

better proofs, that

may be the creation
itself is a wonder,
and being a mom is
a creation as well as
a wonder, not to
forget that we are
humans, and loving
our children is what
makes
us
more
human, and if gods
ever exist in our
company,
there
better be a path to

lead to them, and

when it is more
likely to have been
happening over a
period of time again
and again, I am
accompanied
by
these ghosts, that
they scare me, but to
the extent, and then
I was relived, that
somehow, I belong
here, and then, there
are really proofs that

the parallel worlds

can exist as like
feeling them with
brain,
so
many
times, I have gone
thru this feeling that
is not only a feeling,
it is accompanied by
something
which
doesnt supposed to
have been earthly,
that I know exactly
whats
going
to
happen in next short

moment, and then

the next I know the
next, and then the
next I know the next,
and
these
small
moments last for a
some 3-4 seconds,
and the details I
knew about what
was about to happen
the next and the
next and the next, is
more like I knew it
because I saw this

movie, and now I am

living it but only
during living it, just
a 3-4 seconds, as I
said.
As about, that things
cannot change and
then go smoothly,
thats what it is
about the universe,
that somehow, when
it was created, the
two sides to follow

one forward and one

backward in time,
then the second one
might just exist as a
hell of all things,
living as well as
dead, and nothing
about life there, that
somehow, when the
creation
itself
is
about mercy over all
things
possibly
existing
in
the
merciful world, then

the kind it gets to

follow, is more like,
lets say, it doesnt
really exist at all,
and if you may
pretend to go there,
as like in real life,
you will see a lot
about the mercy,
that may be it is for
putting it forwards,
as like, a kind of
device they use for
making souls, that

about
betterment,
that somehow, if you
know the real world
that
is
moving
forward,
then
it
really isnt moving at
all it is about being
at one place being
placed nicely and all
about luxury of life,
no death sometimes,
but what comes with
it is strict rules, as
like to know death

so well that you

might just survive
anywhere possibly in
the universe, that
only one place is
heaven, and thats
not
about
never
dying, it is about
education, that this
is what happens
after death, and this
is
that
precise
reason
why
the
aliens keep away

from us, as if telling

us that there are
always options, but
teach your self best,
as if the best of
humanity is yet to
come, and all years
may pass by and you
will never know your
existence, and then
thats
when
the
religion
comes
handy, saying, this
is where I belong to,

but when you have

all the list ready, as
about what proofs
you want and what
process you have
chosen, as about,
when
and
what
abouts, then you
should let me know,
so because I have
also gone thru the
same mercy, and the
way is beautiful.

As like, to have seen

it as a matter that
cannot be repeated
for one reason or
another, and then if
you may find your
own way thru it, all
you will see is light
as about one movie I
might just put it
here for a good
reference,
its
a
Hollywood
movie,
and one may find it

as like I am saying it
for a better option to
find a source of
writing,
as
like
information
such
movies provide is
up-to-date, as when
it is about Angelina,
and when I am going
thru this let me
explain about the
movie at first, well,
the movie is Alice in
Wonderland (2010),

and all I can see is

that only a cat will
see it better than I
have watched it, all
over once only, but
what it is, a lack of
Sun is all about it,
what it does to real
world, is no real
world at all, and now
I know that theres
this dog who belongs
to my brother, and
he just got fed so

much
by
the
medicines that he
actually became me,
as about, that only a
cat can escape his
feminine smell, that
the dog knows just
so well that it got
confused so my life
is beautiful, but to
see it with my eyes, I
am just having a fun
time having my good
cup of coffee, not

worried about death

and now there are
layers, as like, when
you travel in a
spaceship, you may
see layers, but they
are not layers really,
they actually are
worlds
within
worlds, that may be,
somehow, to put it
rightly, there are 5
dolls, each smaller
than the other, and

they are put together

into one another to
make it a gift wrap
this is how I can see
the future.
As like, the truth be
the kind we dont
always obey, as like
when the rules are
more strict, there
should have been an
option, or may be
options, as to find us

as human existence,
we all countries, I
think, have built
rules on this same
base, and so is the
base when it is
about
humanity,
also heaven, as I
might just say. I
would never have
put it here without a
reason,
that
she
cried, and I cannot
see tears in my

moms eyes, and she

did not want to shed
them, but I called
her an old lady, and
so goes the rule, or
may be the rules.
One very fine rule,
as I might just put it
here, is that, to
occur
in
one
particular
species,
one might just call
us humans, but are
we

thats
a

completely different
story, when it is
about angels and
animals, that the
kind we are, the
women, that we may
follow,
and
keep
following, and thats
about the menses,
that always forgive,
and the laws to
remember,
that
always to ask for
something in return,

and always to have a

man in your life who
can protect you, as it
is, the world is
nothing
about
forgiving
now-adays, and when it
was
about
the
invention
of
the
Yoga, thousands of
years ago, the air
was less polluted,
and the people lived
longer because there

were less needs, but

there
are
always
pros
and
cons,
because
now
we
have more options in
life, but I might just
have to put an end
to this conversation,
may be now is the
time to change the
residence, as like
changing
the
nationality
for
a
better purpose, so

because I know this

place in India just so
well, all about my
PCOS is partly to
blame the pollution,
and the way I live all
about the malice in
my body and life and
brain is also to
blame the pollution,
and I will strictly say
now, that if you
want this better life,
and want a life that

continues, now and

for a better purpose,
choose US, thats
where you should
find a living, too, so
are the rules, so
because one may
survive in the body
body being a one
that cannot deny,
but the brain is also
related,
and
the
work you do is all
about the brain, and

since we are family, I

can personally teach
my mom how to
write, and will put
my experience and
experiments here in
my writings, too, so
to live this life fully,
and to say a little bit
more
about
me,
theres a life to give,
two different bodies I
can
give,
one
Angelina and one

Daniel, people may

call them Angie and
Danny, or may be
call her Angel, so
she is, I can prove it
later, once I have
defined my own way
thru there, as about
being an angel, there
are too many ways
to prove it, but one
very common thread
is that they all have
wings, no matter

good or bad, and so I

am, I am very sure
right now also that I
have enough courage
and
strength
to
prove it right, that
we humans can be
angels by having
wings, that is more
about having real
wings, as like no
scientific help, as
like when it is about
the charges we can

produce within and

outside our human
bodies, thats a real
lot about love we
share being humans,
a real lot about
making
love
as
about having sex,
and when it is about
the god or the gods, I
have no idea how to
frame them what
are they, I dont
know, how to define

them, that also I

dont know, but right
now I know that I
know exact path to
make a human an
angel, and this is a
different
process
than just a child
birth, as when it is
about giving birth to
Angie and Danny, I
dont
know,
somehow I dont like
to call her Angel, so

because I like the

name
for
myself
more, thats like,
when
to
call
a
person as a one who
is more edgy, and
then theres a lot
about Casper, so is
life.
As like, when the
kind it really is, is
about my cousin,
that somehow, what

relates us two is the

same blood, that we
two sisters belong to
the same ancestry,
and this is a good
enough reason why
to bring the kind of
me,
as
about
Angelina and Daniel,
that the money my
parents can provide
her, and when it is
about the names,
they both are my

and
Luckys
children,
that
somehow to have
supposedly known it
for the elements they
might just know,
and
thats
what
Lucky is giving, so
because it is still
beyond
me,
and
really wouldnt go
after it, so because I
have
my
own
limitations to have

put so because when

it is about breeding,
theres always an
option
to
be
a
woman, may be I
need a few days to
recover, so because
its just every month
that I have to stop
working for a few
days, and that I am
not
prepared
for
right now. As about,
this
will
change

when I am more
blunt about truth,
that
is
about
recording,
that
somehow to have
put
it
into
the
measures
with
which not to forget,
thats
how
it
happens to have
been so because I
know, I know that
this is how I have
lived so far, and so is

the cure, could have

been immediate, but
what
my
brain
knows, is a hide, a
hidden world I am
exploring,
thats
why.
Heres what I read
on
the
web:
Another symptom
of AGHD is reduced
bone strength. This
may lead to more

frequent fractures,
especially in older
adults.
Feeling
tired and lacking
stamina
are
common in people
with low growth
hormone
levels.
Increased
sensitivity to hot or
cold temperatures
is also common. A
variety
of
psychological

symptoms, such as
depression, lack of
concentration,
poor memory, and
even
bouts
of
anxiety
or
emotional distress
are
other
symptoms of the
condition.
Adults with AGHD
typically have high
levels of fats in the
blood as well as

high
cholesterol.
These
abnormalities are
not due to poor
diet, but rather to
changes
in
the
bodys metabolism
due to low levels of
growth
hormone.
Therefore,
adults
with AGHD are at a
greater risk for
diabetes and heart
disease

(>Grinspoon,
2007).

S.

As about a proof,
that I had my blood
test done, and that
was a some half a
year ago, and then I
have been following
what my body says,
and except for the
diabetes, I have all
the symptoms, as
like I am all ready

and prepared with

what this chapter
Cancer
has
for
saying, and when I
am done with writing
this
chapter,
I
promise a whole new
chapter
explaining
how guys can have a
AGHD (Adult Growth
Hormone Deficiency)
as soon as within a
year all symptoms
included, no matter

what your body type

is.

As like, when what

follows is just a
proof, I might just
put the stem-cells

recovered from the

process of giving
birth to Sara and
here I have put a
picture of hers, if
you just change her
to a blonde, you
might just get a
picture
clear,
as
about the beliefs it
is, but when it is
really real, it is
scary, one may know
her brother, that

somehow we belong
to the same bloodline.
When the things got
a better picture, I
put it to the kind it
can never recover,
and I have saved the
stem-cells in a bank,
that to have made it
an option to life that
science can give, say

for about the wings,

that the world of
microbes is what
rules
sometimes,
and this is more
about
making
friendship
with
them, and then the
glowing things in
the ocean at night
when you eat, that
the kind it is, is
about flying, and the
stem-cells linked to

it as about a process
to have been injected
within my body, and
this happens in my
body when I am
pregnant and have a
higher steroid level
in my blood, as like
flowing
thru
the
world
as
about
flying,
that
the
matter cannot be
changed
over
a
period of time, and

this is a typically
short
paragraph
explaining in depth
about the creation of
the wings, it is as
about creating the
iron frame where the
microbes rule, so
because the wings
have brain of their
own and the genes of
their own, and I
know how to make
friends
with
the

virus, say for an

example I fed the
virus that caused
the cold and cough
for me, and really
wouldnt let them go
as
if
they
are
precious guests, and
this is more about
kindness and less
about being ruler.
The matter when
changes, there are a

few
superficial
changes, as like,
when to suppose it,
that that was more
about the eyes as
about the unique
turqouse, as to have
put it later, that
somehow it skipped
my brain, so I think
that now is the time
to stop this chapter,
and begin a new, so
because
a
vital

change
has
occurred, as like
when I saw the
reason, the most
immediate is just the
following thread of
what is about to
happen, and the
next chapter might
just cause it a better
purpose, I might just
put
everything
correctly,
but
to
have forgotten that

to bring it to the
making
of
one
unique kind, that is
not superficial at all.
I might just put it as
a
more
precise
manner, that to stop
it here, as about
writing the story,
that this is where I
should take rest,
and
as
it
has
happened
before

also, that I have

taken a break of over
months, may be a
year, but when I
return, there is going
to be more simplicity
than ever, that I
promise.

THE END

CASPER

ROSE BOREALIS

Dedicated to
Casper

When it is about the

stereo-types,
that
the mirror of another
world we are, as
about the chirality,
that I might just
provide a link, but
better is Google, you
may just follow it, as
to change it for a
better purpose, and
when it is about the
ocean, that the water
really reflects us, as

if like a mirror, and

the same is about
the world, even a
small molecule of
water can reflect,
and we are within
one such, and then
there is this us, that
we are mirror image
to someone, whereas
the clones are just a
duplicate of us, that
to mind it when I
begin it with this

new book, Casper,

and I have dedicated
it
to
the
same
person, and always
to find it for a better
purpose, that we all
might just be so
close standing with
one another, that it
might just bring us
to a better purpose
that they might find
us together, then we
can stand together,

as like to form a
better picture, as if
posing is about the
ocean, thats about
the laws of the
universe, and oddly,
of our human world
as well.