Easter Wedding Birthday Week Hope To Share

The Forming Hearts Feelings
Where Two Hearts Become One

by
Author Christopher S. Vecchitto
A Complex Reform For,

LIFE
SPIRITS
WALL
FEEDS
HELPING OTHERS
PRIDE
LOVE
RESPECT
UNDERSTANDING
ACCEPTING
LOYALITY
This book is for a Easter wedding.
Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

Contents
Introduction..........................................3
About the author...........................................................45
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
1 |Better or Worst ...........................................48

2 |Birth of Miracles ..........................................58
3 |Treasured n Moments ...................................75
4 |Tender Loving Care ......................................79
5 |Heart Shattered From Hurt ............................88
6 |Knowing I Can When & Where ........................95
7 |Takes My Breath Away.................................110
8 |If I'm Nothing to Misspoken...........................120
9 |Paths & Roads To Success..............................135
10 |Having The Action Plan................................153
11 |Not That Simple Nor Easy Task Ahead..............163
12 |The Out Cry of Heart & Feelings.....................190
13 |I'm In No Surprise.......................................197
14 |Leaning Towards No Denial...........................211
15 |Learning To Trust Each Other.........................224
16 |Reflections of Love.....................................249
17 |The Day I Will Make Love..............................263
18 |Better Part of Me........................................267
19 |The Ending...............................................276

Introduction
ve been in need of a plan my illness intuition of thoughts, of a

documents related to a proper research protocols that make due for
alignments to activities of a case.

I both render gotten facts of having a practical assurance an obstacle that
be zero tolerance pleading to put one reason believing in a court case.
The behaviours of liking each other was for a case of true love at stand a
story to submit to court. As a matter of fact offering a matter based on my
choices I intended to make Chris to plead no more trials and obtain a
freedom with my spirit of knowing he cares so much about me.
For both student and I put judgement and caring acts first. I come with
respects and an act put together anatomy for his research. That a proper
research is everything put forth seeing where truth comes.
I do love Chris he is with a student wanting myself, that works with a team
we call team achievement. Must it can come with varies of projects big
and small that brought sexy knowledge in context a creative writer who
can write and be author and lover.
I could go far ahead of a time to control issues while using a control of

time, and it will begin to bring processing results of in a multitude
potential concerns about the student I brought forth admiration on his
living years.
As I write I was in fright most years because his grandparents were older
the recent news his Grandpa died under days before my birthday. I brought
introduction of a reasoning that it was meant to be on birthday month to
see his Grandfather die in February filled with his Papa dyeing last year on
valentines day and grandfather who was the name he was named after
died on birthday day and February. To make myself a better person
accessing records to search of myself will better assure my student is
within our life in a story. I could point out on how I can can change his
mind. For I told about himself in others nothing would fear me therefore
in which it has all started with actions of love. I ask the court for a probe
protocol at a need of trial.
Everyday I enjoy myself when I feel things are settling through out the
day. And settling especially down on a creation with thoughts made myself
think creativity is of a feeling yearning out that I am older. As I grew older
I was uncertain answer all the perceiving court questions and concerns.
I was eventually giving moments to be under the impression he would still
love me on my birthday over the hill age. I would date him where he has
250 or more pages for a book to write about how true the love is as gift.
To put forward a closed case this year I was brainwashed. I gave so very

much of my time to my student focusing on our life in story. And here
comes another version of his story which was a blast on my birthday
deliberating the good spirit knowing he has been there at times of
troubles.
When and where I feel down I would create spam emails to Chris' account
especially with myself which it spoke with my esteem that who I spend
time with who and when matters the most with supportive friends in time
of difficulties.
It was he that determined wither it was real or not real my emails I would
send out. But he looked at the sent by sender realise it was spam mostly
court was trying get justice served for set forth love. Where we stood by
the case proving he was wither right or wrong standing by me with myself
eagerly wanting to know if he cheated with a new relationship.
I have the guilty pleasures of it has kind remarks Chris' love with unspoken
actions to lead on to whatever leading to my heart desires, it was all
shameful, regretfulness, self kindness with my remarks to make better out
of situations. We have each other and here tells the story introduction
with along chapters.
Based on this book you will understand he looks no evil but good side with
people influencing the thoughts as the come effect if he stands with
another reason to trust. His life with his connection, angels and a goddess
which was me myself a teacher.

Kindness was a feeling far beyond a fresh start being safe in love as a
teacher. I am shy person a novelist where I experience something new with
writing or chain of thoughts all lead to worshipful speaking one way
expressing my love in story. I will make known I am better as I wrote and
write my open minded thoughts down in a story.
Being of sure he is the one and it consisted of making of sure to treat life
sweet and kind. He with my open mindfulness extensiveness comes in a
story for Easter wedding and allowing me research more about love. And
for-most if Im in safe bond and protected with trust.
I have the daily routine to live well, which include full meals, especially
my one favourites on weekend breakfast. With life I put in my heart on
doing what I know best which everyday I live, laugh, and learn from
mistake. I let issues flow for the better half of myself as I am on ground
surface so to speak the roof of all-good spirit around myself with
foundation to live, laugh and learn. Evilness brought determination
something new everyday I couldn't resist I loved him very much to this day.
I know some say its easy others not but to accept his behaviour as I have
knowingly know what triggers his mind state that we have the
circumstances of somebody proving you wrong.
It was the lack of communication while the days spoke as was to live

thinking before I acted out in a hand to care love processing rule. The
spirit of the ground I give imaginary action wall, which is stability of what
is to come with the friends and family on ground surface.
My friends and family show fearless in a line of showing a shine of a great
strength of positive courage I await in spirit spell I be with you. And I said
to Chris I have you, be with no worries in classroom across the room. Your
love will settle your heart which was said in school.
I learned he respected my wishes and he imagined in March 1st today
ought to go right. Ive been thinking well talk on my birthday as special
romantic day this can be a true day for intimacy. He made his first move
by getting email and with my email address which was in-completed
information collided with knowledge of guessing my email he had the
smarts. It could go right.
I was feeling I will be okay dealing with his blabbering mindfulness side of
life with regrets of loosing contact which I was able to pull forward the
forming thoughts proceeded in story. As he implemented us getting ahead
not behind. I use information for advantage to obtain a heart shape groovy
shaped love.
Talks are and kept short and well about us, and for what made due if we
are together in or at the location where we meet again the such loveable
person will be on the day of my birthday. You will love my classroom with
what I got to say on the first day of school.

The personality I share is with a sweet kind-hearted behaviour, and Chris

understood my feelings on the aftermath him leaving high school. I was
left him thinking, I was evil on all my days after high school. Others
noticed it too and had many opportunities to allow a different judgement.
It was the moment I could see him Day feneral and wake and thought
maybe it would bring comfort. I always looked fashionable and cute of the
first day of school, while teaching first week it brought a kind gentle touch
of a hug. I kept my mind silent with Chris, he heard my voice in his head
throughout my classroom. I consider it, I kept saying is this true.
And likely for he put his life at risk wanting to put desires into effort into
relationship and only I wanting be with him was the standing by his and
my side of a story with corrections we call pride especially of a book
made by teacher and student.
Any amusements of the moments together brought forth a moment of
more to know about a student, he was lucky have me. He was in a class I
taught and I was liked by him very much to this day.
He understood whatever life gets you, it only gets better of another train
running a different track. It was voices he heard claiming it was me to
protected by trust and easy to explain. But many times he was questioning
and answering others saying how true the relationship was or ought to be.

He thought it be nice being on a beach all his life it was the moment
where I thought he never knew that I wanted it too well be together, on a
warm place on the vineyard maybe eternally I kept saying in my head but
now rental property we ought consider.
After all I saw in his life this could not be a dream guy wanting more life
then to give in another hands create a beautiful place for us in our
afterlife? Our love eternal? Foremost he was saying I am wanting to be
with you now and eternally yes I replied be careful what you say.... I did
not have a regretful emotional feeling but years later he chose Robert for
conformation name he would be mine forever even if I said no to anything
he does or says.
As my grandfather pops once said he who wanted me will direct ones life.
He was a true schismatic person who gave half the life he lived spent in a
good faithful treasure-able memories.
I need say true love exist when you spend daily acts of caring one another
loving the other say I worked in an insufficiently atmosphere and ego
where if he get amends to do far over 100% to my students in school which
I did not reject the offering of love to be part accept his love.
And new days aroused making myself has come into his life as need. He
played as never any strike outs. Once twice three strikes and making him
understand a home run so be it be the story being over 250 pages as tag

team together as to get a book published with comments.
The taste of his skin lingered being a singer writer in life where the music
he enjoyed playing brought inspirational attitudes he played Down-Town
Train and Runaway Train and felt as he had to write resemblance of a life
not loosing track with thoughts proceeding not renewing case.
As he put much effort in writing and that effort he made ease to not look
back, which me realize he was entering my heart everyday as he has
gotten better as not demanding his actions being ruthless he is my love
complete with to my life spirits to this day. I dwell to know he will not
loose track this time around.
Producing my thoughts on paper rather then exposing delusional talk of

loosing track would consist of being him better parts of life areas of
resolutions. I understand he be without taking medications one day elderly
or being dishonest showing no acts of caring. But I never felt it was him
the problem child I felt he had be pampered to this day.
As the days passed I rule out hate and I find love as I find the heart for
others to see on whats been true. I truly have a big heart with us that
trusts one another and for whoever I trust knows I give freedom to ones
who respects my wishes. I did not want be bothered so he reached to my
mother.
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The moment in time say if I date Chris would come into agreements and I
would like you the reader hear me out as for all he does I say his love is
truly touching.
I will make room for my positive thoughts of a student. As this time I
came to realise, I will bring into conversation with the little things in life
that matter.
I will give love a chance as soon court seeks judgement of kindness, which
I hope that the judge allows communication at this very moment. I will to
be allowing criticizing his action plan and efforts and all apologies brings
good judgement of faith leading no more to court and confusion.
I never knew which way to take that question if there were a fork when
or why I judge rule over love, how do we love with feelings on ignoring
each other could only bring context of story to speak normalized
behaviour?
To consider I would be fairy godmother that to and of his family be in no
denial because Chris was ready believe its true love. How this all got
started was the fact I want resolved as put into agreements with what we
want in delusion as goddess in voices he heard. I have the feelings I am
okay with today writing and going to bridal expos all throughout my life
representing photography business with high quality cameras.
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I withstand my mood to write a story about proprietorial desires yearning

for Easter lead dance toward a life and where we are today.. and with
talking about the greatness of his spirited Easter wedding dreams to
others.
The crisis life is ought to be safe now, as for he obeyed on what's been
said. I continued a romantic dinner planned on book of travel of his hometown. Now I have been with little to no fear. It has been said so long ago, I
will return in moments times after October as reading the first draft this
took place now of March 1st my birthday. And in October our moment to
celebrate the spirit of Halloween. Much before that will be an Easter
wedding I have faith will work out.
A long time from now I had silence it brought fear in my life, he started to
fear himself since I heard his voice in response, in-fact he is a true nice
person in my head always positive. I nourished his kindness over the years,
with the life I proceed was with positiveness spirits.
I was touched in likeness of who I was truthful too with in which some say
he was liked by me my student Chris, I was his formal teacher others
agreed. I never had chance say it was over to him. He figure life it ought
to be strong and never doubt yourself in engaged life when in love, it was
himself I needed for this year it was supposedly condemning a marriage
with facts to make it feel realistic to the reality of being by his side in a
story.
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For my time I will go to plead truthfully with my life and be bold to serve
Chris. I will talk more about through the passing days in the introduction.
And with of a story along with my busy work schedule as I keep in mind
brought feelings. Most of life treated therapeutically with his creativity
on the poetry, and writing. The intimacy was accommodating for our date
today at earliest convenience.
I want marry him this time around to help serve when needed. And I hope
a during a try to call up trial of attorney and take action of a no hate, no
misconduct and no felony arrest when we can talk again. I just want fair
judgement with allowing know I still have feelings.
The facts that their will be no sentence and when, how, why and where he
comes in my life to love is questionable on my birthday and I will not
forsake him or myself with a witty personality.
I do fully believe beyond potential I can say that I know that of all I will
build positive courage of strength for a student, and he who better
understand me come as a messenger deliver a loyal side with family folks
and friends. To the thoughts at night, he will be my husband standing by
me every step of the way.
I was life of being the caring one, I was a flirt with warm heart feelings.
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For love and happiness it was till moment of time of endless memories.
The moments and memories had a chance with strong feelings and desire
years later.
The school life where I worked which others read his sent messages to my
personal email and work email. He had no access to my account
information, he emailed a well written letter.
I caught myself going out of the mind state, of keeping hold of a life
saying the facts of a two thirds of my years lived he never did gave up. I
gave up a chance this coming up year, he would make due not allowing
himself in public or at house/apartment.
I ever so wanted to know why and left me curious if we actually talked at

younger age was made questionable. I was thinking about escaping an
illness for recovery in an institution.
And with our time it brought pay but I was feeling a time that would bring
us closer. A day without pay will bring, a day saying my admirer I could
wait. Most of the time I had no worries paying bills.
I have a set goal-driven attitudes leading me on which behind with my
tears I was the sly devil as I will get in focus with what brings pain. I
feared he or she will hear my voice and here alone needing me is one I
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have choose show sacristan mindful spirits in my writings to quotes I post.
I am the goddess of his life she who walks in our life will be our friend. I
began to wonder if he was treated for being alone at night by another
lover. In the mean of all spirits my student harassment was dismissed of
innocence of wouldn't offer any sex to another student nor adult. He was
mostly improving his quality experiences why people escape crime to its
foundation of facts.
Mostly I gave efforts to influence him make life being hopeful never live
with regrets into friendships, but wanted myself more than anything to
apply to occupational therapy. I started to think it was meant to be when
he agreed it just had allow smoking.... every time... he was eager to call
each time he got social club. He called twice and smoked a pack at his
stay.
As time went a while now slow waiting till next court date he began a new
pill frolic acid and will be not contact high school students, while kept
same as he was alert never yelling about reality till day of death of
Grandpa of being on new pill but soon calmed keeping in a form of an
ideas of lesson planning. He learned values exists of a learned lesson.
He gained a hare personality because he was awaiting find out what next
awhile rethinking he ought see the trust bond what I expected him not
rush into love and take away from me the pride and ownership of my
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good-works. He had learned new science of forgiveness with power prayer
sharing prayers he finds cheering up ones spirit right through the heart
sorrow pain.
He was burst full energy but state you live once take pills all at once.
I will ask myself the questions while not partying and drinking. I kept with
a minimal amounts, I could tolerate but alcoholic free classroom is what
aimed at, I expected everyone to follow my rules which he did not obey.
He disliked his own voice and he gave every opportunity in school please
me.
I was learning from mistaken lessons I will put in words my life within
aspects of the good fortune as between no bad remarks. I make us not fail
or fall apart. For the students affair we all wanted to know was the ordeal
between outsourcing clues if he ever liked me.
He was observant and noticed to be put on respertdal at school nurse for
pain once lead 4 hour erection or as some say when craved see me more.
It was ever so long our love that came with insights of inspirational
aspects of caring for one another and being there at the moment for the
good times.
In school Chris and I had blushes on our faces. He ever so got me to care in
school with his sad emails, he got sent home for misbehaviour of the
computer which he had a started a network crash which he was only
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candidate to fix.
It all became a lesson was to fight for the facts for this year. And for
years to come as I wait for an Easter wedding. I never doubt instincts but
I had follow the rules and laws.
While fighting and flirting I have no compassion at the time I was with a
self awareness of fantastic behaviour ending up true. He was smart to plan
the talk on my birthday. I know for fact I will contact him.
I was looking for young man to love for all my years as I lived. For awhile
making this year to go right, I had to give for this year as an open door
policy. It was ought be greatness knowing I met this student I love to this
day.
I speak to myself, without speaking to students on the status of the

relationships I live for and if he heard my voice, the one who I love the
student and so be sending spirits with full moon sharing thoughts no
matter what thoughts were on my mind.
It was close being March 5th the full moon is called book worm In the
thoughts which knew he had to respect our love and build trust and worm
was ought to be blissful with transitions of forming computer arts and
science into our own replenishing spirit. He proved he lived on telling
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everybody the truth he loved only the desperate being with a virgin when
he liked me.
I lost my mind all this time? What? I go on knowing he said truth but we
both know the life we share in this entire world is not to cheat he and not
made out with nobody with knowing he has not cheated.
As he organized thoughts into the file cabinets it was like how the
computer processed information the speed how react how to obtained by
originality of condole information with commands of acceptance. As you
provide the well indulge bring with proceedings. He did well in school
with obtained researching information and applying information at trials
after high-school.
I gave a secret day a chance to put when I needed to talk out the source
of voices which I kept myself why because it was a word and I had angels,
connection, goddess of youth for him it was me, and sweet blessing from
wanting deliver to Jesus assented to god I was like a cardinal but more
fluctuated start here comes a marriage with joy of a song.
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I gave thanks if successful through my day. I justice being fearless soul he

organized who talks it was connection when it was he was needed help
support a band, or when its a good day to hang out with a friend. If you
know what I mean when everything goes fine and you could meet him in
mystery of travels of spring time.
For Chris put forth the angels come at night and the ones who died lead
dreams as travel proven guidance of miracles. From zero to birth he was
coherent with about his life he only aimed for 250 page as with both our
togetherness get there of reasons why it was meant be and was I having to
touch a spirit of going 99 bananas young ready to start.
Our relationship brought moments he wrote lyrics on his iPhone that

brought with feelings of all the time as a joy. The key essence of all evil
brought happiness with tears he brought memorable times in the life. His
two friends for life made this possible to be making music. In fact he was
learning so much after the hospital volunteer evaluation program. He
feels so much stress when the carbon fluoride hit him hard with a
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psychosis.
For the few weeks in school he was late for class which made me have
broken hearted feelings he did not love me but rule cigarette before
entertaining. It was unusual for entraining and entwine in ones arm. While
it spoke with life in school, I had to wait for the right moment he was to
needy for love and marriage.
As for before entering a life with relationship with student I would be of a

plan or circumstances on attitudes that take effect with proven knowledge
and facts. And for today I have not started the new open door policy.
Having him was a pleasurable feeling which was afterwards, I was told to
move on to find someone older. And in between classes he smoked after I
realized it was an addiction. He had learned from myself there are
supportive people who will melt stress away.
He liked myself so very dearly much to this day. I still was learning to
accept a stable mental illness condition in process of recovery with having
thoughts choosing him as if he was going to be open minded. I began to
think he could be the one gotten a plan make us together, as he writes I
read as he says in the book write write and more writing.
I had great food and spirit around me as a while sidetracked with a good
hang out with some few friends as I wrote experiencing my efforts to make
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due for dead on perfect story. And being shut off with a voice was hard
task when all your thinking could he be the one.
The life I live says I will gain communication at one of many moments. And
I am open for talks for these years. I hope gain multiple intercourse where
we have a path for success, a life as a where and prayers get answered
with walks of life, as soon a sweet baby will be born with Chris.
For the most part I will gain to talk with his thoughts. As I've been hoping
he been ready start something new and something bold and beautiful
while creating beautiful beast into a story.
Living with a nature of being better involves myself to step up as some say
baby steps as not jumping to conclusions. I been effortlessly in better
sharing a story and doing his footprints on what had been left behind with
his life.
I like working in computer field and he saw I work past food pantry. I was
to keep silent because I had picture leaked on there website of myself
working at food pantry. Sunday was when I had a catholic learning class. I
taught the spirit of being faithful and trust around us. It lead to good faith
with what is coming up next with guidance.
I have wondered why as for many reasons like myself, having no reason
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why I find reasons to find out why a student walks into my life and made
myself to think differently.
He made realize it was love. My student was a simply odd single man who
gave myself pregnant as I want say to my first child. He doesn't have an
idea it could be him the father of the baby.
I had no rights to make it a thought of conflict today. I will be out of

question to seek online with web and ask for what I deserve on the better
side of myself with my doctor. And if I was in a life long relationship, their
was no reserve no answer to talk about on who or when I deserve love and
attention.
I ask you play nice in all you do and focus what you want in life-calling
events. I was reserved for my student Chris. He knew starting an element
would create an exposure to capture my heart.
He wanted start a kcup website beverage sales and marketing he had the
right people make possible. And he knew all about benefits of white
kidney bean extract and powders. It was loose weight and having benefits
in a drink set forth in a gallon in a single cup would make due for healthy
fresh drinks cheaper. He said it wouldnt use the machine but be in similar
cup.
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Where would I be and who would I become if I have fear? He did not want
give name and wanted sell on Main St his beverages. For most part I kept
silent that was the essential key when I felt danger. I will be out of his life
never, I will I be heading out with tearful life.. as I wait for right moment
today.
I really would like know the facts of a case where when I challenged him
as his life changed since the break up. Why are we in terms of space
between Chris and I. For years ending rather so quick nothing will stop me
loving him everyday.
Thinking of theirs a way with no fearful life made it difficult to explain.

And future going with half flow road ahead. I lost most that motivated me
which I try live well throughout my days living on planet earth. But the sky
today showed bolts of thunder which brought with dark grey skies.
In a moment which might be going to clear up rather soon, I put smile on
my face and smile as clear precipitation took place with warmer weather.
And knew this was a moment I need to say comes rare to love a student in
a sign of a storm should that be the date made me wonder. I kept
confident the date we talk is on my birthday.
I see the creation with the spirits lightish day and night dreams that makes
us fear at first couple years but for most part brings understanding what is
next, which requires you look in dream dictionary.
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I will have clear understanding what is coming up next when he lays next
to me. He was bringing comfort in on seeing the unseen. How I can be the
one kept running in my head always going be my little young man Mr.
Vecchitto here stand now being called Mrs. Vecchitto.
My goal is well known how often I say why its hard to find a reasons
believe he the one of wonders to take control of my life. I understood in
time that I am shy not opened to many but open talk my feelings out to
Chris. And I would be surprised to hear a verdict without any-time of not
showing up as he spent the thousand on attorney.
The ideas travelled on a one way track of an idea of a partner Chris, which
that will lead on to an Easter wedding that are brought with formed ideas
which thoughts that would be cleared. For he was taking his medication,
all resulted in positiveness.
Being a clear minded individual led to years of a collaboration of this love.
He is kind and sweet that is truthful to mankind good-works made from
heart due to honour me always. To show senses of pride of in his creative
work required everyday work.
Frankly I made most of a disabled child of a student in life to do all I can

with myself being the creative one. While crying at the nights I was
knowing I curse rarely, it was my guilt trip to curse.
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When and where my guilty pleasures were being with young love, I really
intended to be treating myself with positive attitudes and safe to start
over-about any luck of an over-drive sudden chance or moment to this day
to love Chris physically with attraction. I was not in mood to end this year
with rough start a year to figure out the mess with my conscience it lead
few bad words and remarks on phone calls from Brian, you said he was a
dirty fucker.
Here come by the facts I have no bedtime, I told to be yet only making
due myself allow crying on misfortune alone. While birthdays lead to
daughter to cry on shoulder knowing it can be years without Chris. I wet
my pillow at night whole awake thinking and crying about holidays and a
formal student, Chris which soon Easter wedding no sign he is ready it was
my birthday.
Therefore I had control of anything put forward in action or within my life

will bring proof of purpose for the most part it was a built respect
response act I created. If I show respect he will be respectful. After-time I
will trust him. For now I write as hope it explains why he only one for
myself to love who is lovable to the thoughts of Easter wedding.
From I the moment I thought of why, I want to write a story to prove right
as I write. He spoke soft-spoken like, he really gave thoughts with a story
about having jolly good time based on candy jolly rancher. He gave me
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that poem in classroom along with jolly ranchers.
This was about kind-hearted he was to write a kind a short poem that
touches my heart. I will better assure to be left behind to be the best of
my appreciation. In moments of time he will be thinking of me. Most of my
time I was rethinking I will be elderly age retired with so much to give.
I was not willingly to throw out and try put any effort of giving out anytime learning more about software to be hopeful yet show my true colours
in a package to present in 2015 which was around the corner make due for
positive change.
I was in charge controlling his actions, I wanted him on medications and

evaluated frequently when he shows helpless behaviours as changes lead
hospital visits.
The most of my years with my mind was learning right to wrong, wrong to
right. This was a feeling sensations I felt which got me motivated. And
with working together as team together well there is achievable dream
with an awarding feeling with team efforts.
To show improvement being out some time and some days, I have labour
my child and I had handful working with a children. And I knew whenever
this was ought to be in place of my student shoes. I had high expectations
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with being the household mother to my child and my student, Chris.
Most of my time I was thinking it will be everlasting life together after

fact he graduated high school early be with me. As with a thought of
marriage could be true, while other thoughts my student who likes me
came knowing my life is hectic it will come to some day or time when I get
elderly where I will give him I suppose life use of my house.
While other times I hear voices with obeying as no real settled clues on
why I write but I do want marriage with Chris when he could be using me.
Later I found out he was not greedy with money, it was only when he was
wanting more friends he felt he had share while being so dearly close to
myself.
He was a student I can be with thoughts of much of nothing brought us

closer in spiritually only casting spells of declaimed on truthful voices. He
brought change making due in mistaking trials. having little make known
with my life feelings before Christmas and Easter.
This year was a story for my birthday, a gift I cannot say is true based on
court. Most part it has true love meaning I I do love Chris always in doubt
see clear mind ahead with connecting on websites advertise I need him.
My life was ought be hurtful which, I can hurt by love with overwhelming
feelings. I searched for alternatives considering I have a loyal side while
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we made due hear out wisdom from each other. I was in which very much
to give and offer a loyal personality with leadership quotes with
interviewing skills.
Chris has really truly been their and he showed how get closer to a
positive feelings which got stronger in time. He made me feel important I
always keep him close but no cigar as much regrets not putting him on my
health care plan.
He owes a lot to the state but nothing should fear him, I've been trying to
make possible a relationship true and help. His loving acts of love was
unique and made seem like I was only one for him. I was always believing I
was playing the victim always yet wanted spoken words come alive like
meeting in destiny.
I had a business where he can get recertified for computer repair. I
wanted work beside him for months days and years. He was so very smart
with lower IQ from the carbon fluoride.
He adores everything in my life that I accomplished and succeeded to do

and I loved technology and being successively different. Which I spent
time teaching with helping of others a course of leadership and to be into
production of making DVDs for the classes I taught. I was experiencing
editing software where I taught how to edit videos while repairing of
computers.
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I help his heart for most years in school with my forming feelings towards
words he made seem true to other teachers and doctors. He thinks it will
be everlasting into eternal life comes road. Where I live aim towards
being together.
Oh the thoughts raised about myself are few to others which he made
everything seem so real on what he wanted, I felt very attached and
obsessed as he felt the same.
Doctors thought he has a delusion about life in general which allows him
see a future and without causing harm. Whenever it were the facts it
brought all good. It was good looking by him doing check-ups and taking
medications.
I loved him for taking medications once he noticed positive thought
patterns and behavioural patterns with behaviours he subsidized for
positive coping techniques like experiencing in writing on each holiday
with another draft.
The thoughts we shared render be the masterpiece of a conflict of interest

of a story reasons wanting get married sharing life together.
Awhile now I been with no fear, when I have no fear I notice a change of a
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heart that speaks, I be at ease but if it get things are getting out of hand,
I will consolidate the police. And his looks are better knowing he
constantly wants be with me, I was told that he liked me very dearly
much. I'm random but aimed professional looking and seeking to be
focused.
I brought forth the years ending up leaving stress and drama on its marry
way with others which was my negative down fall of no comfort zone,
which thankful for the thoughts it produced when all I asked for is trust
and continuance of commitment he made in January of first year
teaching. Always in my heart he is placed not forgetting anything, he did
everything for love and acceptance of his life he lives, to love me.
He made very much sense with our senses which is a great pleasure when
around him, we will meet was language I spoke for wanting only Chris.
He left myself anonymous in story, as told him write but not say my name
but he had prove right of the innocence of behaviour of conducting
relationship. People reading the story understand with reading the ending
it will be my version which most are professionals reading with classmates.
He tried study what feelings I get when I gaze at his picture or when he
got that special hug, I looked deep he said into distance where we are our
eyes see attraction. For it be years awaits time it will be kept confidential
our personal outlook I know now he is ready take fatherhood.
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Living in the moment at the end of the day I feeling ready start up by
calming my high feeling, down feeling and low which is drama ending. And
a thought of living drama free with a life to share with some regards to
love a student.
Who I love all this time is Chris which reminds me say thank you, as for
love on social media sites. He showed everyday posts that resembled in
our relationship which brought us closer.
He did by chance saw I was in positive spirits of helping out, you couldn't
wait gosh now kept running on my mind. I was ready for moments give a
call that and which would become knowledgeable on story and share.
It involves time to help write while looking at his feelings that were
sharing his page pictures to my laptop computer basically I was in love. As
friends and I think we blocked one another and dwell it could be true we
did block each other in case of a fair judgement trial.
Chris who brought ideas good and for his helping hand by sharing other
students how to create a social media network of town news and reports
with our RSS feeds.
I had thoughts we are everything together. Which the website for school is
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now up and running with drop down menus that updates the reader for
most all updates. I made due eagerly get him back for all encouragement
of my pride after treated for an illness of delusions.
While projects were small drama knew he was with talent and uniqueness
he was worth one in a million from a teacher and to a student. I have
for supportive little to much encouragement of his passion to help out
with every aspect of his and my life.
The school radio programming was aired with his help, the students had
began seeking IRC channel rooms and well it saved the day, It was chat
room he said explore for school, gogloom.com was site for chat room
which lead support on computers and mp3 downloads.
He treated myself like a goddess. While the progress is being made and I
will absorb the understanding minimum factors of I will begin each of my
days rising up writing while being full of positive stress and energy.
In with mercy, mercy saying enough, enough with the writing more to love
making a story creating a story effortlessly with lead on for wedding on
Easter.
In fact I feel safe to write instead of a rather post because with words you
have no limitation and with posts someone knows your password and they
disappear like so could happen.
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I have a child nothing more then come-on you should not or nobody
should let my daughter knowing the good has come to be placed now. I
want to believe Chris is the one in place when we meet again, himself
knows spending time alone means world to me. He obtained freedom with
me doing self talks at night. Some nights I thought it was his response.
I lay myself down to rest when I have a break down or time and place of a
dilemma of not knowing where to go with life. I want hear his heart beat
on his chest at bed time and when he lays or sits next to me. He was mine
and I was happy. Kissing before bed lead us explore a new direction and
was romantic.
The dilemma from one body lies one spirit of having a truth, and not easily
treasured to oneself at difficult times. When I think about myself with a
kiss lead to ease the thoughts maybe old but told by a story, and it ought
to be told and where it seen a way unreal true love but staying true to this
day.
I controlled my behaviour actions to town police keep it real the case only
protected I DO and I would act up and saying keep chin up which I was
told keep it real, with and when a given opportunity comes to receive a
kiss on forehead, I will recharge my thoughts keep it or leaves it to real
intimacy.
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Thoughts with Chris is I gave a feeling to him, badly in need of him, my

body needed him so we hug nothing extreme like I ask for with clues why I
like him. It began passing through in my mind he was special and I was in a
moment he called it specialized love, as rethinking love specialized? It
was a face-book alternative name on his workmanship theme in the
relationship.
He brought any opportunity will bring some kind of wonder, I will create
well-made story about how real as for is the relationship it has with
questions to the unanswered resemblance meanings with focused balance.
I seek everyday being mindfulness of a spirit touched by Chris. I realize I

solved a fair judgement trial with good and bad I must ask and submit
answers to the questions for the case at local court house.
Having answered questions made me feel better assure and alert on what
has been said about myself having Chris as an admirer. He was gaining
weight and up to me take him gym. It was little things others saw negative
that kept blabbering in my head. I did not believe them because he can
explain so much on what he knows what he wants and describes beautiful.
For the unkind he brought positive life in course of leadership on what is

a course beautifully spoken words when in good stable mood through
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medications. To come find out he has adverse effect knowing what it takes
love a lady, he made his love special. It was unkind for him not take
medications. He stood by me everyday by his love.
Where its comes from existence, Im going to head far out and come ready
with amount exile of knowing nothing should ever contain negativity in our
life.
I could go vitally go wrong with life without talking with my leading
actions with my attitudes represent my actions thirsty for more research.
To be followed or search for research takes a positive influence with a
target of the legit prescribed the effectiveness is the set income that
encouraged Chris to write.
I now served as oneself as a goal to me get him on my health care policy

this year that is around the corner. It will the gathering of the heart when
he meets my family and friends.
To one I love brings a heart, where I expect to come to be treating life

kind with Chris and I expect the same in return he obey my rules and learn
manners.
I like being with a heart remembrance not being forgotten. But still up to
date with this digital life which began with my student having a helping
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hand showing how real the relationship is, was or ought to be.
Where life takes a toll or feels like a trick of ticking time bomb what
seems unreal stay in hospital sharing drama felt a feeling I could of
prevented the hospital volunteer program that was evaluation of life going
on like a dog on leash as while hoping we be sharing respectful wishes,
about being truthful, and honest on what we want from both sides now.
I like him so much, I want to hold him tight and apologize for treating
him with no loyalty of fame of a marriage in his life.
For love has brought us here, I will try to find a way to love. My love life
seems be like an addictive drug which I cannot perform but (a reform
refuge with supporters) agree it can work out but may show bad example
with age. My earlier years I was he con-domed feelings which later
consisted sharing gibberish in rapid force mode it was like one day
explaining where life went wrong with us being treated unreal
relationship. He was my first period of class which before I had him take
resperdal for being safe later was triggered by false behaviours thinking he
was not in school and said he would ditch the school spirit day to marry
my ass.
I remained still and quiet with my nights alone with flashbacks I had my
daughter and kissed her on forehead Chris loves me a student. She replied
make a call when it was a holiday It was beginning be closer to an
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intimacy of a twilight scene where a kiss on forehead of daughter of a full
moon light thinking, where or where could my Chris be in this period of
time in life as he thought he lived this life before.
As time made due it went on and I caught my life heading right direction
and destiny will bring my paths of my dissemination of the tracts of trials
faith of having pleasure knowing we will be together and to take him with
the travels, I take and lead towards themes. Our song was Keeper Of The
Stars and video Splash with Tom Hanks
With the being in mindful with thoughts of this, I made my life complete
by a while with conveying my thoughts with where no time was to little.
No accident me finding you
His attitudes made room for a forming conscience of mentality behavioural

problems with had toll of issued an injection. He was very dearly obsessed
and to this day Ive been followed up on he been taking injections for my
comfort zone. As to this day I feel comfortable talking about us together.
One or more thanks to his mother he engaged to be the part of state

programs where food stamps were a miracle. It caused debt being on state
health care but helped my student being offered cash made him happy on
supplemental social security disability income. And I had no worries about
being short for food or health care benefits with his life.
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While being better to be thoughtful sorry rather than to be soon sorry, his
Papa died with a date of remembrance on Valentines day 2014. Supposedly
he wanted Papa help fight to be with me, I thought about my student to
better comprehend a fact with myself to understand my problem comes
with the price of anxiety. I was anxious start relationship days meeting I
had that feeling but no other aroused and made it change my thought it
could be true love.
Why does he love me? He gave everyday efforts and gave a boost to help
myself learn more about his life. Understanding Chris where I took love for
granted, I was more then a teacher. I broadcast schools on TV as a morning
news show. So yes I heard his voice with videos I created on YouTube and
voice-mail.
I will better serve with you believing in love with relationship with Chris.
In fact with what upsets me the most is the first steps of how to better
yourself up with patience approach. With while approaching someone with
learning disabilities it was a challenging and hard-work. How to maintain
composure of a life with little to know I can I can I can be who I love is my
family and one student Chris.
While the school electronics and equipment made due for change, all
students were producing and making a possible a video of story of love. I
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remained positive with creativity which brought ups and downs with my
net worth of knowing from money does grow on trees with proven
knowledge of respect likewise for mankind creations of a spirit.
Implementing dreams to ideas expanded on how much work of values
takes reach outer limit. In which are the life-calling events to make
fundamental learning with risks and success for reach for hobby spent with
myself working by Chris' side.
For years to not to talk leading on my feelings to positive closing remarks

that love can be filled with myself as high and lows that can be in case to I
never know he has a lost feeling of my love.
I will regret loosing him as I am making him better knowing AV (audio
video) equipment which will be extra gain to make note for better
relationships to others with knowledge in him making due for change a
cheerful thoughts on the emailing him videos we create for school. And
with the calls he sends out makes me feel importunity is left for love with
us talking more on my birthday today, March 1st the day he would never
get out of his mind.
Yet having a hold change of a grudge, where I gained network and gateway
of information that was learning on my own to explore myself the new
software media for studio editing and digital photography befitting my
career which Chris saw likeness which Chris aroused feelings if showing
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myself more would do me in good favour to write. Usually I tried find
company software that offer free updates or little to no cost.
And with my time so much came through hours and days teaching with
struggles of not knowing how to be structured. Allowing myself learn new
digital software programs which remained a struggle learning. With a little
to no struggle I found Chris was a big help with his software alternatives.
Some new software titles I felt teaching was a hard challenge to fit in my
time. Most days I acted like fool because all throughout my day I was
sidetracked to write to my formal student or to read his book online.
For the most part I had that questions to ask, If I had a time that was
always running out of ideas, where would I be I lacked lesson planning and
we must had no free time to talk privately.
We managed to talk often in school, it brought desires wanting him in a
lovely scene as he felt it was all a marriage and years of love with knowing
about myself. Yup 12 dozen roses sent on years after liking me for my
dedication of making his life have an inner soul goddess always as for I the
teacher who loved to far extreme secretly.
To be with it today and teaching with an open mind I taught young adults
about several types of media applications with software media
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technologies while abreast creating respect. That I am a single woman
who been in years of love with my student as I hide mental illness and
focused on recovery reuniting to Chris. But keeping in mind that before a
physical crime or crisis I would intendedly call the police.
I thoughtfully making arrangements for him to help out for some period
after high school or with my business. It had been thoughts nothing
happens so quick a strike to be he realize I gave whenever he tries love
me.
For awhile I had thoughts about him, and for today is what lies least
resistance is for a trial from whom he brought my life for the better days
are ahead.
And while keeping court case I was with case with my student ready and
frankly the best groovy booty of existing prove this case be served
justice, I call kind of love. It consisted of knowing how to kick butt and
show my fight for my rights ascending honourable behaviours.
I love him all throughout my life, never mind smart and intelligent student
he was I was going to talk on my birthday today.
He was my honest young adult for most of the time after years practice
healing and where healing provided as in circulation of good faith. Making
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a pull of energy of a factor from a wheel of facts to fiction of routine set
forth when to call. I had every ounce energy upright to the Lord taking his
pill over counter frolic acid and realize his love brought no denial which
caused separation of a blocked profiles of all males.
He was depressible as young child for positive talk getting on with
marriage in 8th grade but finding me earlier before I was his teacher I lead
was nothing but wait hush now see the glory I bring with innocence of past
still lingering in head.. Why can he owe respectful apologizes saying he
will try college if someone pay intuition but will move on to a phosphorus
future if sudden thoughts collide with synchronizing voices way for success
in schizophrenia at times of boredom.
No weapon shall enter any girls life with gang activity get someone rape or
get on with doing something stupid. Insipidity he wanted positive talk left
with me reading most part left love with positive people with a drug of
happiness and comfy feelings which encourage positive talk as I write
reading making a book with special note found years later saying kind
words about us in message as he would sign his name in book stores for no
costs.
Taking in from fact from fiction a wheel of his life routine brought a
climax of saying where it leads was good faith I surrender. He who Chris'
family which does know we landed on Plymouth rock through time period
on made him see obstacle will we ever visit with my daughter.
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My family in four brief seconds is loving and to better assure life better
aptitude become a person when I began understand this is 100% true and
needed benefits unfailing remarks in kind-hood.
He that loves a formal teacher and unexpectedly when I show up but he
will buy me hard cover of his book and instantly I will fall in love as he was
gearing up to be model in throughout coherently by seeing his actions
being called Ashley.
As she loved ( Chris) he yelled my name I wanted him more just because
he never liked his voice in any unfortunate events with family. He wasn't
on that it was one way it was others interact differently besides social
media and controlling was soon placed.
He read scripts the website thoroughly see where experts given boost if
actions are for what touch of next behaviour or extinguishing the current
behaviour that one did for a valid sex marriage with I the teacher. Formost being discreet wanting know simplicity no question right to obtain of
lighting up his thoughts by getting a research I brought up to study of
schizophrenia.
From most facts of these years and times he and I was commendation of
voices and actions of love where convocations had led to excessively press
multiple charges of invading privacy on face-book, I called it harassment
when he wanted to go to paradise with me before my newborn child was
born.
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If something like a stalk and a harassment to cause a behaviour to

conflict begin to root up the questions. Ask yourself nothing will happen
when you put no effort time is a worth while pleasure but so is treasure
being blessed from pleasure time to time of being happy while missing
you with missing pleasures are yet to be told in chapters.
He was thinking about being novelist to court, where he had a similar

thoughts alike mine while he wrote while making of a positive verdict.
To be kind with myself as the imaginary consideration teacher year
award was to come the K who taught at Portland High School comes
loves me its only Chris I ever felt so completed with.
I been married multiple occasions while time progressed and yet I really
feel in love with my student so much to this day. He has been obeying
with the ruling with no mistakes made to this day. I love see him changing
while more effort made to have disesteem while against love in others
and lack of drive for sex for others and less pictures posted. The esteem
brought this letter new findings for I to read and find out how true he is
to me and others to see what is true.
He never brought up he wanted sex, just a newborn with me baby we call

Leonardo. I couldn't understand how the mind works but I love him I
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wanted be safe book published as I stated in school.
He listened being a good listener. He was at 8th grade, and it was bliss
with kiss online hehe the smileys. People thought we never met before
but we did. Just planned out with me teaching at Portland High School.
He had not brought up the subject of love and what in store. I Knowing
he will change to be understandingly important, a major impact of my
life. If he was answer if the question am I ready, I wouldn't wait no
further and question him, yet I felt ready.
I feel ready a little more confidence then usual. I have obliged my time
loving him. And seeing him progressed is to be discussed by a shown sense
if he caring where on his profile page that was on face-book, he seem to
be supportive of life together by finding pictures it symbolize our love
with what to expect for these months left.
I gave him credit for obeying court ruling for this year, a summer, small
duration of a fall and a winter is what more to come well love of course of
all seasons as we love each other so very much each day.
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Chapter 1: Better or Worse?
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o my life rereading my introduction over and over again is what

makes mistakes of a true living story based on true facts and fiction.
To understand where each day of my life is important brought kindness

with a faithful soul.
To be sharing to the world about story, it could only be told by an
attraction from far beyond my control to better compare or better when
playing the songs in my heart, 70s and 80s.
To webbing around I know today was teaching with new life-calling
girlfriends with Chris. Yes it became sexual fantasy to make out but who
am I to blame it wont be once twice three times a lady.
The downfalls of a worse condition was making dead-on better version of a
story. I knew about laws and one law of contempt to produce a One-Day
Rapid Response Crisis Recovery Mode, which made due to help my student
a Contempt Of Court privilege to escape reality to put force daily efforts
in a story as he in process of recovering an illness.
The One-Day Rapid Response Crisis Recovery Mode happens where if Chris
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starts acting up, he well go upon my reach for a supportive visit. If when I
have a wild anger issue or pain against a human emotional feelings, I will
send him to admission of hospital where he to take consideration for
injection at a hospital.
Abreast to know more about my student which proven obtained knowledge
with research about illness made it feel bad on how I treated him. In
advance I live with routine to write a story and take medications.
I teach regularly most my life is teaching and I was aged to perfection with
knowing a regular visit to my business would be brought forth a
fundamental learning technique an elderly can publish and save do on own
as my teaching is career life use skills.
How I thank as the sunlight for a shine for a smile? Yet Chris was my
sunshine I love him endlessly, while keeping the facts into reality, I am still
alive and he will be a dream come true.
My dreams began to be calm, at his manic episodes of the past, present

and now brought good calm feelings of a bright future ahead. I held my
chin up with my head up and questioned about what I expect on a bad day.
I am likely take new medication on when I have struggle months. Yet I

kept it cool to myself to have a partner for stability is all I been wanting. I
was the caring one loyal as loving moments as if they came for surprise. I
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would want him to this moment forward to this day of life as for my
birthday, holidays and days to be shared. He stood by my side for the
longest time.
I could never put some of my problems in doubt of a mental disabled child

or adulthood at stand of a trial for court it was trials afterwards of
effectiveness behaviours. I was with supportive kind warm thoughts
because of he had injections the doctor pull out and a put replacement
forward to consider once every two weeks for an injection. He had no
problems taking prescribed medications and over counter pills prescribed.
The chemistry spoke the visiting nurse wanted him attend group. And for a
while doctors understood the pills he is on made some room for more pills.
For taking pills everyday it began stability on our chemistry of love. The
love all came down to we both had no worries about a manic episode or a
feeling of loosing one another.
He felt life wasnt where life begins and it comes easy for some and knew
I struggled loving adults my age. I mainly had some love feelings towards
Chris but have better luck waiting wanting for the right moment which
would make it last our love last.
Karma as it spoke foremost of all reinforced actions of conflict psychosis

that trigger when noted flashback karma scenario.
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What had been going around in another booty with imitators brought us
both into agreement you cannot expect the best but on how approach
you take it promise me you won't take me for granted. I take his life in
consideration because we pass information on phone and with others
understood it was his kindness of spirits we had on phone. He did in school
taken great pictures and his ideas were superb filled with greatness.
Once I knew he was better, I better prepared to start a life with myself
being expressed in a story with a truthful permissive actions of writing
doing the talking.
On who likes Chris is few mostly because I wanted him all to well, and
most all respected his mother wishes weather leave house or no common
sense to show respect. There was a reason why others ignore him because
he was anxious to escape reality by always wanting see my home the stone
of ark of love comes waiting perfect moment see it.
Given everyday to make better I put effort make a friend which forwarded
the thoughts and ideas made me realize several things. I felt that all this
time he hasn't been cheating based on I talked his mental health program
under the title ix program.
I was a popular person who adds new friends daily on face-book and
knows he or she is confused by my downfall, which is being respectful
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towards an illness which brought him watch intervention on spare time.
I thought time was the essence of all evil, Chris and I knew talking would
of healed his thought pattern. And I must say he been doing better as he
writes daily wither on a computer or on mobile social networking site. And
with the story about us together with chapters that proves with valid
points it was meant to be, and I like him so truly much as today was about
celebration with family on my birthday.
As practically of being with patience he was wanting to end his high school
so fast. He had extensive knowledge and built strength to start something
new as today was it I would make a remembrance moment on my birthday.
I said I will call and I plan too.
I was going talk about not rushing life retirement but focus on getting
answered prayer with a wish to be with you Chris.
As daily love seems to be a hard task for him without communication, I

was told to ignore his calls and given efforts to please in me to find love
in others.
All knew which he was successful story writer of a book which makes
better for sure a true love sentences. He which posted on the computer
internet true love sayings and had a friendship to his book all days on
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medications. For sure I wouldn't be mistaken but he would write share his
feeling every minute of day at one period of his life.
The obstacle was informing if yes or no he is ready. I expected Chris make
enough power to look within paying cable all channels and internet. To
graduate a college with bachelors degree with teachers degree is what I
influenced him with years thinking it could happen.
Forever and always to be with me was all on my mindful spirits. He still
might regret with anger as whenever he does no attempt have a conflict
redeclaring I talked when we were younger in age.
I grew up in Maryland and where he is in life he has piece my heart.
As I feel he has been better side and apart of me reuniting intentionally

we aimed Easter wedding and assessment evilness for talk on birthday.
Luckily I saw changed of heart so prove I'm worthy of love in abundance to
this point forward.
Where I belong to think was delightful to be thinking positive and I was
thinking to turn the tables this year. I would do the contacting on my
birthday this year 2015. It was Chris that had brilliant ideas us together
today brought a smile on my face.
While he brought beauty in mirror everyday, each morning was a pleasant
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surprise. And for most part most love came when he left me thinking. I
felt on what consist of true love is based on what he said about the beauty
of our life based on our good quality effort workmanship.
He shared a mania where for believing in sky with pictures. With pictures
he called my cellphone explaining he looking for answers and I did not
want feed in his illness as he saw colour in sky for first time in so long.
In one other psychosis he had Linux developers and bill gates in head
reading bible to allow software exasperating the movement the exposed
open source..... make due for all devices a tool allow community of
devices and applications connecting to one another.
It was he who travelled in voices settle as taking meds has a better
chance be with her as nurse said yes once to him as he was ready for trip
to France if out listen to him.
He had explained there fantasy art in clouds but doctors made it seem it
was fake. After awhile he gave up when it was unreal explain why he doing
what hes doing and I knew I had reason step up this year.
To wake up with attitude towards Chris of being there for a special

moment my current spouse to love me. Chris thought if you take pictures
by milliseconds you'll see unusual art pictures in clouds zoomed in or fixed
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ratio.
If I recall to think of a moment he must of looked back in life for answers.

He knew that his 7th grade teacher made students write about clouds. And
he planed to do all he can to see my life from the creator of the world.
The 7th grade teacher assigned to make a poem of your imagination with
clouds to tell its story.
Intentionally the love grew over the years and had better days for the
most part he heard voices and he was married to me in mania with each
other in mania saying I love you. We both knew the Easter wedding will
soon come.
I mean Easter wedding would be nice but is he ready as I took it by choice

of being happy by chance I have today. I wouldn't ask much and taking a
look back that took few minutes that lead 11 hours 11minutes 11 seconds
before see where I stand now.
To make the decision when I set forth not calling but read later on he was
feeling it was he who dwell seeing more of offering legalization of teacher
relationships with students.
It dawn on me which was seeing positive verdict with a first step of
knowing justice being served by whom he feels likely to know brought
positive spirit and that spirit he would create a bond as called spell.
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No matter of any judgement it was he was with faithful verdict as I am

acquaintance with no lack of trust he was a good witch casting spells.
For our life that renders for a built trust for God, we trust each other with
an appearing right hand to have an attorney that his fee that he pay the
bill of love, while being safe away from harm. I wouldnt dare renew the
case after knowing he spent thousand.
I trust but I plead I want him. For now I will get his attention and
remained silent in contact. To share a story as title of chapter speaks for
itself as continuing an issue or question answered could be better or
worse.
You will have read see where our love specially driven for successful
attitudes and behaviours that finds a solution as our story unfolds. In this
he will reread and edit my thoughts which involved in our moods to lead
kindness.
I hurt his heart while it only gets better or wrong about story with
unanswered questions made up as the solutions play a factor beyond
belief.
After all suffering resulted in knowing as I live with the condition of
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schizophrenia anything could go wrong from the facts of ourselves
observed by professionals aimed in story of true love to take Chris on date
soon, today... For apologises I wanted see boner in school the erections to
his life taking resperdal for together life I plead when was his life I
jeopardized it could only happen better or for worse.
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Chapter 2: A Birth of Miracles?
o take learning from valid closing and remembrance of opening

closing remarks, after birth were miracles that I can have thoughts
to becoming a true kind woman with my desires and wishes. Maybe be the
life spoke was on a true ways, that lead to a life with grants and feelings.
On who I liked in a technology class who was a with student. I urge to call
him up on days I celebrate loneliness from moments alone.
I thoughtfully felt writing up an asp-burgers book grant if possible, if there
was an offering of being author with Chris. It would allow to gain money
but offer thoughts of a group or mental health while having learning
techniques taught with a college course is to know. Why he warmly likes
me still I kept saying in my head.
Chris had feelings alike mine for the most part and when he had grant in
mind I was so willingly hear him out. He figured offer classes with grant
money. He would also teach businesses techniques for services and repair.
He would have unlimited and limited spaces available to teach but had
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efforts that I wish I can help him proceed, with my behaviours and actions.
His grant letter wrote as....
Hello my name is Christopher, Christopher Vecchitto and I live in a

small town Portland. I would like to apply for this grant as an
educational director or some man who offers classes for bushinesses
with training to start services. As in applying this grant so be it I
could
get a chance to be obtain with new knowledge with learning
basics to
advance with my certification classes I would teach. And start a
business with solutions that have the latest technologies of a 251

core processor that's Intel-based technologies. Thank you, Chris
Supposedly the differences between male and female are different wither
it was issues with his mental health mania. Why is he planning a need for a
life with me.
Most of all clues I taught became ruthless which I was shameful being
hurtful as when he read my body language in the room across the room.
And I had something possibly private part or life with openness.. in out
proceeding him with motivation movements of he's a keeper I will direct
him apathy for more therapy.
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The technology class is where I taught and instructed as a teacher. Chris
was the student I had thoughts about spending life together with a
marriage with as for this year on Easter. I was headed for challenge in
process of recovering from a serious incident where he and I got burned by
fire. Lucky he and I recovered without a complexion to be noticed.
And with my birth years of childhood from Chris' side story he was
knowingly important to factor time to see a concert but dwell to take me.
Where he had denial his loss of wages of a life making more money it
could be both years of where I put great tremendous spirit of going with
flow.
And had him work beside myself with starting sharing what takes start
business. And my life brought noticed behaviours our love have not faded
or gone to a viral state as he looked stunning on the websites of social
media.
If I brought good life today to press no charges It has been true with
feelings. He liked me still with my likeness of my spirit of being
supportive with set forth action being role model teacher that preached
forgiveness for harm I brought in ones life.
Which brought kindness as love comes to the rescue, from the life
savour once told by Chris to say to me as thoughts aroused he brought
the videos to life with his resemblance of movie titles like Sixteen
Candles, Breakfast Club, Weird Science, Happy Gilmore, Anger
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Management and many more. His favourite quote was Arnold
Schwarzenegger I'll be back from The Terminator.
Staying true to myself I make a true love last effortlessly thinking ways
make weekends date night, to and from I require to make that I take life
kind that with as with my behaviours brought us to never be apart but set
forth a birth for it be miracle.
As I get thoughts of why love to see movies proceeded to get ready more
violence was ahead of this change due to picking is to better serves myself
with goodness of a spirit he just sticks with cute movies love comedy or
American Girl DVDs. He was not about violent movies or thrillers.
I was told deliberating on a one heart is from no difference than

exhilarating on my mixed emotion kayos. He chooses say and tell me kayos
was his word he learned 7th grade. This was the first time the other
teacher Mr Fox told him as teacher a word kayos.
The defenestration which I rather say you should not call this relationship
stupid nor anybody its the law under my book. When the kids recorded
him he said stupid is stupid does. By now I had trial and error I was to
amending a try to become all I can be it is worrying resulting behaviours
could kindly put ease today for we had together made putting efforts
leading Easter book wedding dreams proposal in book and he asked in
book now to marry me if I made the right decisions I dwell in longevity
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understanding underneath this all is a heart yes I replied.
It was easier said and done. After while I then take much my life at hand
as a footpath from acts of love with my thoughts and mind control.
He was a good listener of kindness on standing forwarded with his thoughts

that, if he loves me as far as I know he and I would act of a good fortune
to what's to come next in this outcome was headed relationship where
recovery was dwelling within me up me take chance and effort to the
fundamental teachings of Lord our God say I want this with all being
everything like hut together saying the grace of the Lord bringing all
goodness sakes to good shakes of interacting to one another help others in
one special room in my house.
I wouldn't mind taking a moment to make use of a dance floor on Easter.

On what I expect at Easter wedding from my daughter... I imagined the
best man dance moment, a dance from Chris' second cousin coherent
cousin that passed be there too taking over the role of wedding.
It made both his hardship and sense, where it was hidden secret
difficulties making him happy. After all he was a student he awhile was the
time essence of key to all to live with no regrets on what happened with
not looking back when his stories got shared in the spouses husbands.
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Chris loss his cousin and his cousins father made due live up North with
now knowing there connecting in faithful life... and I know with being a
Sunday school teacher, I can teach them the bible.
As summaries with the gospel lead good. Im sure that will go with
wellness of touching his family with my spirit of happiness. Nobody shall
regret this marriage on Easter.
I love drinking my chocolate milk with my teddy bear, my daughter would

say something so sweet and kind on days we were together as family soon
to be with blanket she brought home.
It was day of the end of innocence of young and old beholding moon and
day after the funeral and wake to his grandfather. I ought to go but know
he was the one incoherent waiting on eyebrow template when arrives to
groom them... but he lead on his grandfather what would he want him see
and his of course angels had part in this to who all dwell in happiness see
the connection he had in grandfather.
I have not behave, no doubt about it my life was my life, and it was filled
with doctors helping. And I showed what remain a true story everyday with
tasks. It startle me on how to handle my personal sex drive for I hit close
to over the hill age as Chris liked his cartoons like King of Hill and hearing
Thank You song by Dido with Boomer made everything like it was him I had
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dream about was him and Chris likes that show.
I realize the connections were kept in heart with no puzzling of confusing
actions of realising he saw delusion on resperdal pill now acting he will see
again with growth down there meeting at distance if he really wants it
bad.
From moments where I take kindness is here and foremost my hearing

voices became a two way route, good and evil. I brought forth-positive a
smile which my sex drive leads on happiness and special feelings. My heart
works that it raised the questions, I lead on multiple answers but I been in
love with Chris all this time.
All this time that I had no concerns but accept returns as reserve met. I
believe he led good but I felt good when you are equivalent with facts to
be supportive type as he and I was ready for intimacy and sexuality that
renders behaviours into ecstasy dwelling on the highs he is treated for but
into effectiveness of taking meditations on how real the sex drive would
be every moment love bear all Im here any-things possible.
To drop dead sexy one day of a week for suggestiveness of a spirit, as he

will be my night replacement teddy bear. Chris was all-good to make due
for comfortable attitudes towards me this time around.
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I know that I will to try again, once, twice and many times in day to write
down from thoughts expanding on view of facts. I say views of a content
not very easy say but vows the view. He knows I was all about connecting
with one another as pleasing in others he felt hurt.
I mostly felt he had say he retired hearing my voice and allow the power
of prayer rule and so be it voice was a connection to sincere friend only to
talk for meet up on days I felt he needed friends to comfort.
He say I am coherent because I aimlessly head one route hoping we cross

with our destiny which I follow court orders yet give trials apathy therapy
to write. As Patty said to Chris writing therapeutically good for himself
with everything made possible show where great love shows how one lives
a spirit as representing a kind heart deed for being friends.
I was the good listener with a secret disguise discreet delirious minded
soul wanting more from which came a love writing a story.. with our
destiny set to play and meet. I felt it would touch me as a life with a
baby with Chris will see the father every means on road with his mother
or case worker.
He treated me like a Goddess with much more to give and from part
my life I will give himself as needed love this time around by his kind
remarks.
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A fact that yearns out that it has not been over but what has become over
is a time of being stable for an outburst. For most of my life that came to
those overstate love yous meant it was true love.
From my control I developed a guidance or whats future ahead in my life.

I began each day with craving be successful with Chris as I felt ashamed
for years gone down the drain ever got wasted.
As if I had a chance I had to prove he was right in others. Here by as a

responsible individual teacher to keep informed his mental health status
talking case mangers about how he improving. And when in school I heard
he not enjoying work at store called Wal-Mart where he learned much
about popular hit songs and movies.
The life with stand trial of disagreements of settlements of knowing a

truth of this verdict due to positive obtained thoughts. You can take the
truth from statistical reference work while I hide the pain on my chest
and my life prepares for worst if I was in jeopardy, would I should talk
over but am I ready for the questions.
For here I have been known show kindness leading feelings that remained
through my head as thoughts to make clear, I love my students especially
one to this day. He brought my illness to be pleasurable and comfortable
with the presence of speech at what I been recognized.. To become
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through court and proceedings while allowing myself to show acceptance
in all good.
Most of our life led to an unfaithful pledge and I bear judgement he is

the one that can change an unfaithful pledge to faithful pledge.
The life began to be fascination of a young adult with developing

emotional delusional disabilities as for strength I held a worthwhile life
keeping busy.
Time was birth with his mind under my control. While he wrote to take
only me while his heart it became to beat faster beats. I feared nobody
would love me then his glory may his love I cherish all condone positive
spirit deserves memorable Easter year to remember that he who for life
greater then wedding and I ought bring my dog?
I was loosing it maybe it ought be but a lucky man required to dwell on
looking like porn-star and one day that student who was working on
abomination of looking on implementing construe improvement on that
making due progress. And improving quality of life with no sides of hate
became so inspirational having Chris was best feeling ever.
The lover who I preached in presence in when which I liked me dwell
knowing as he well meant be well worth my time, had with little to no
conflict of taking place with an emotional moment of tears for fears. I
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want last our days to be together with no regrets.
I could point out a relationship to be a conspiring to provide kindness with

life and consent of gene longevity where a demonstration of moral
courage would and took part of commitment at his young age made true
its true love is where he and I like write a story.
The whole resemblance of abstracting a heart and mind becoming true in

writing informing me as he gained in my heart and say what is new and on
your or my mind, I love you Chris very much to this day can bring a smile.
If Chris and I talked I would bring up how Google product company making
a miracle pill. That exams the body. Which him being with his addictions
tobacco and love for teacher to extreme would be ideal diversity intuition
talk about as he had in psychosis.
He showed a someday understanding an opportunity, brought and brings as

while desire be wealthy was his creations knowing future in his Lords of
ones of exiling his life who said they'll be there take all with his mind and
thinking as to speak what's up.
I brought up in introduction that he helped the school with IRC channels,
room another word and brings chance by understanding attainment of
striving to learn young age the basics caring remarks I needed show by
acute is greatly indoors by his company and mine.
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Bringing to a pattern I was young when I liked Chris 33 but maybe sooner
as he is with schizophrenics thinking we met on buddypic.com which I had
been under the impression thoughts he pressured with sent out letter
with hope to ease of troubles with my mother and family was hard while
finding answers and not true with false behaviours.
If others knew something was worth remembering only once he wrote but
while I gave my best love was with my family for he understands, there is
he more than an understanding student he is mine I have joyful heart for
and where there is trust and knowledge.
I put a head up my ass, I ended of the nonsense behaviours and guided
when there is light many reasons and his surroundings needed care Chris
looked upon me to be here wanting a writing editing his story of true
love.
We together Chris and I have been through heck the trails which spoke I
been obeying my duty for years yearning to meet and see him on day of
funeral of couple of days past his grandparents funeral and wake was
debate wither to go that say all nice things our way and due time marriage
ought to be.. on Easter where we eat ham and Kraft macaroni and cheese.
While showing supportive actions to most it was with different yet held
yellow and red wedding colours several kinds of endearment of love
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dwelling on set forth-positive virtues.
But I remember thinking my moms was thinking my love is where the
enrichment towards an aimlessly 11 hour 11 minutes 11 seconds before
now calling that time ought be cheerful uplifting to do your best and most
endlessly focusing for good behaviour towards nothing but sharing ideas
with kindness from his words. It was killing me softly by his love and he
became major impact of my whole life.
I was thrilled to dress colourful each day with reasons he became reasons
to make me smile and love it my story writing. Okay maybe I was wrong,
to live you be creating good it keeps you going.
I made known of increments of flow charts to recovery. I yearn to be

socially active that a show signs encouragement from both teacher and
student.
To fall better than normal is far from a professionally in love with a
students, teachers and Chris. And with active kindness far from normality
can lead me hospitals and further proceedings of love engagement if he
right for me to prepare me for better or worse.
This was reality test for exceeding for sex was unknown. I was discreet or
tried be discreet of answer to questions. I caused by a major impact of his
life, while leaving a day to get out and get forever thinking of a reason to
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store his number into a contacts if that day will come true in written date
of baby or soon wedding on Easter 2015.
Everything happened by chance for improvement and I was advertised on

the school web-site with my number and while at heart was with
sometimes of shame and missing him.
I am ready see him and ready to be seen with a young adult student. I give
him a life of a new chapter of my life dwelling prosaic plan of story of our
life in the intimacy of being birth of new child.
The idea new chapter was thinking about a big wedding as it began to
expand with his thoughts and writing with feelings aroused into fine
works.
Being by his side by far with my student he grew up at home-town I taught

him wisdom comes within and to follow dreams. He was a local high school
student, which I had a daydreams later on in life and of say of marriage
dreams when taking drugs make him comfortable. W
while a star took place out of a hospital he created with glitter and he
wish to be married for many years to one of many, myself. And he and I
had a click connection, I loved the student Chris so very dearly much.
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I am here say I love life and sharing my last summer vacation pictures on
internet but by far the good news is while serving from time sentenced to
no evilness and will never be known to Chris who brought no committed
crime with trials with court.
He really is true comprehensive person with helpful advice that comes far
beyond betrayal from myself where I brought voices in his life. And with a
normal mind a mind could go far from control of my hands. If he had
chance to talk he would call me not normal just hustle conspiracy of
peace teaching.
I softly remain calm, while I write. I will be keep calm and I know exactly
how turn him on I will look my sexiest in motions when endure my time
into the relationship, I will model my exchange a supreme-able model look
to behaviour leading more love.. and yes kindness was acute for change
yes expect me to call today reading. The versa effect was brought always
with his life going on pills once a day get and obtain effectiveness.
Saying I like you we are together accept it now write it and what can we
prove to say as you are reading he was loveable person, and that is true. I
was ought to be better treated with my illness with I love yous', I care
about you, checking in say hello never said but in other words Chris
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cheered me up along with of family with the cards he kept for if together
on holidays.
I seek find the answers we made out in hospital but with this writing can
you be mine on Easter married is no mistake I know answers will be
treasured. I will easily understand he brought love through writing and you
will get your brain knock out if you make a story about my love and desire.
I get hurt while fantasizing he maybe accommodating an occupied for
more feelings this time around.
These are the days where puzzles about that with health concerns like
abilities getting motivated, and delusions have lead on effect to set on
mysteries, which resolved on with him taking medications.
The responses lead the act being birth of thought Im driving towards
success with baby in mind with Chris. Lucky I knew better give it all for
one who enter being a creator relationship for one that startled me to be
fr-actuated that could use therapy for motivation outlook.
I knew better from wrong and knew today ought be with good positive
talk keeping informed we might just get lucky settling through the lost
lonely feelings we shared together in memory of he mine forever as he
said I will always be here for better or worse and ought be presented all
means birth to prove he worth all my life proceedings are apple to my
eye lover Chris.
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Chapter 3: The Treasured Life

Moments
gave respect and for most I gave chances but as I have nothing to
commit. As of crimes of my relationships in past, the worth while of a

status of now bring no word having nothing, I say about communication
with my desire was filled with on arrival mystery of my mercy thirsty for
more.
Where we go where we been a day to have filling with love in being the
best acts of the best behave with positive behaviours.
And begin last week for month of February try new pill he once was on
before to make due for recovering with a day eases the mind where is about
joining group or sharing family and friends a verdict to share a day that
feelings are built upon the abstracting negativity.
Nouns and time well spent the routine of my day and was whom I came out
of the day impressing as heading towards abundance in faith of wellness to
recover and set forth being together.
Having set issues while we discuss the positive the additives was the
evilness who edited our story.
While I have months time of planning about an individual of giving new
ideas and medication prescribed which can make me a better person,
intentionally I love him.
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For I took two pills of medication on daily base I brought new aptitudes of
knowing we were in this life together. And a realistic goal for a
commitment to my student is remain drama free from day one of being
together in a field of remembrance.
Usually it was difficult times where he handles life well, but his time and
behaviour was my time and fault with his behaviour especially for the
judgement called for corporation of mental health program which he
obeyed.
I love going on with who I deserve and when kinda like Forest Gump was
told meaning of vacation. And I will for all ask him out Chris when looking
at his pictures of where love is life is that captured moment on vacation
with abundance serenity around us.. with soothing sayings and quotations.
My thoughts remain about whats ahead of us and my days brought a
bucket-list in which brought up and consisted of having a baby with Chris
while improving my thought pattern was difficult yet I felt this was year I
have baby with Chris.
He decided play forth lucky numbers on fortune cookies as ones inspire
growth of money. One fortune cookie said Take the chance while you still
have the choice.
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If a story about love will bring is fortunate then all butterflies in stomach
brought addicting feeling of good and wanting be wreathed in your arms
while feeling good energy as believe in power of a touch.
Truly I am yours I say to myself and what is to come is factor of what has to
come and better serve kind words of hanging on faithful pledge of hope,
where I come to agreement with this realizing fact from fiction there is no
ordinary decision with behaviour disorder writing a story.
From reality to hate no good or bad for better worse I will make room in
between for freedom see if evaluation is up for grabs unless we cry a tear
will show true feelings and I say nothing but quotations made an outlook
look positive. I will speak a little shy but do not cry or forgive from my
zero mistake tolerance arrangements that can build trust with a smile and
happiness.
I made a story and on what life was with a hotshot student teacher
interaction with teacher resulting an adverse effect of the amount of
time spent with attorney reading would take hours for a response if
changes ought to be made.
As of jury is knowing and remembering all myself can become is all I want
as I made due to change my legalization rights to set forth abundance
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owed to the giver of life made to show positive virtue of the innocence.
He had thoughts for awhile pleading what shall be placed or how reached
one another as wanting kind difficulties in hardship, he obstructed my life
like literally tormented it while I hope for best outcome where passion
romance thoughts occurred.
May it become romantic nights where we kiss foreplay-into play fourth
action to have and build memories for he was worth my time and money.
You may hate the facts he had experience some breakdowns but from a
crime lead a true benevolent transaction of a way of thinking. He caused
mending a desire to read while editing his story whiling I was ignoring the
keys of love.
Soon worthy of loving his story with a while talking gibberish on phone
with positive attitudes yes yes yes and there it was we were in love. It was
his first written document comment about going to Paradise. I thought
Paradise vacation planning so high with love being my drug of choice.
Chris had nothing else said he was suffering loss of touch of a glamorous
beautiful lady or done right love I call I must be the answer but been filled
with benevolent efficient thoughts you should have a space and write for
months years whenever within oh glory to that adult boy I loved him more
each day love me Chris.
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Chapter 4: Tender Loving Care
bout moral courage I had thought about everyday effort while little
sleep all I want. To sleep through a night with Chris with no worries,
and say yes to marriage at legal standpoints, and he was the one who
provided a commitment where it knowing is right, he obeyed the fact of
liking me which brought the feelings are going provide freedom.
He knew I someday am going to provide freedom is way knowing when
your rights and laws are properly used.
Where mistakes you have carry on through mistakes but once you get a
hold of a grudge yet possibly of knowing he can bring a heart to
completeness thoughts meant so much if he specially challenged through
thoughts that are special.
For someone whom he knows I fall in love everyday, I praise each day like
it's a holiday I deed for no mistaken actions. I am the one for happy and
sad moments. And from that unique individual, I had been thoughtful
about a special moments of marriage a wedding that he will bring kindness
to everyday devotion vow that he will be an everlasting love and devotion
for memories are silent.
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For the court pursuit a silent case this coming up year I really have much
hope to share life with my thoughts about being together and it was not a
life option for these couple of months to remain the same I need be
informed about what he has for positive good news.
By far with my formal student sharing instantaneously with words the

wisdom brought through social networking informed by scripts was kept
about being the best love story diary as he saw his expert guidance on
information given by blessing of fighting for what is right and married was
from within due to have no mistake.
He made little sense why he loved me. But I could see it in his eyes of the
apple to the coordinator I can give so much in so little time.
What could he want and for-most what he lives to be hopeful for a

relationship with my influence as I hope we talk everything over with
ourselves over a purpose of living with self pride made due recognise he
was there from start.
For who when he reinstituted his behaviours the most admirable
moments where why how make due profound miracles to make
relationship to last as tender loving care act.
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I remained silent, while I making known to Chris I will be sharing the

feelings for one another in hopeful state for a positive verdict.
For no more year trials, yet I have been in love with myself and himself all
this time. I have a kind heart my love is where I picture life with Chris and
while from now I shown lots of respect, during hard times with proven
tenderness and caring sides with my heart with joyfulness to be shared.
The life I live is filled with my heart loving one my students and with my
heart it felt good to have abnormality for a moment student and teacher
being together but I was a fighter, while he showed acts of kindness with
my life in general assurance that yield out my wise soft side.
And I only feared being arrested for a court to go viral.. while knowing he
will be on my side now and forever it was breathless may seem fast but
heck I may be set forth with uncontrollable devotion his time needing
planning for a moment in time due show intimacy far to soon. But be of
sure a fact I will never forget how he made me feel foremost hist
tenderness soothing hug.
His name was Chris, and from most of all, he stood out to be one out of
the ordinary this student never gave up on exile of love and hope. I was
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with a chance to give a life as breathe deep during need of sex.
While I had in mind of make his life mobile he had recommended therapist
and by now it was chance of being a major impact could save us if we both
agree to talk as communication plays huge part in a relationship.
With what do we want is the questions with my allowance of

communication which was kept minimum which court followed proceeding
no contacting any party.
I was striving for more income, and was I looking ways making money last.
I was a highly motivated young teacher who was goal oriented that treated
a life for what it is worth of values.
I felt he expected a young heart, with ways of making himself to expand

on multiple ways to take of care his life on my insurance card. When I
ready he will get off state insurance and where in love comes right state
mind to share aroused feelings during intimacy appropriately excluding
words like hate you or gosh darn it when something during life fuck up
happen.
One way to take care is by getting a grip, take control of amount you show
you care. I gave the most of caring courage when he left the school to be
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taught at library on January, and couple months our anversity he was
allowed back in school showing always cheerful smile with delightful spirit
as a tender loving care proposal of happiness dwelling on all good
behaviours without boundaries I felt was ahead.
While I figure out why it is not over the relationship had still presented he
made no contact to family and friends of mine which factors out no
problem because of no troubles. I really want make possible of all to set
up a date.
Birthdays where he blew candles always to be with me which made me

blush for a moment whom knew I wanted him and he always had time to
listen where love as saved my wish accepted by truth having a wish I was
not cast only appearance of my wish was his command when he appeared.
To have come true to blow candles in front of him saying it came true as
we kissed in front of classroom door well he did which was blown.
And time began to grow with truth which came through the feelings went
to a scene I remained blue. And ever so love me he loved me so very much
he showed how and what it feels to be loved with supportive
encouragement.
And I dig it when he comes out with positive attitude within the new pill
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his heath provider prescribed. The downfall was to keep him aware of his
surroundings not hurt my feelings being on controlled medications.
He was more alert and awake during day it was over counter pill frolic
acid made writing apathy for bearing see research my health if I had him
in moment of keeping love true with him. He wrote the story mostly I was
one who was in head writing words what to say or be part of in his book
where he showed love comes unexpectedly unknown times acute to treat
psychosis.
While we both showed sweet sides to admit he was answer my prayers to

find healing with blessing count dealt with dealing a time to cope while
thinking and taking upon routine with thoughts about to learn more
throughout my day. I remained to grow with values willing to show or point
out.
Chris will be curious with a walking life in my shoes, my remarks is we

share benefit in knowing an effective learning tool is take medication and
are his ways of leaning from mistake or fault.
And the irresponsible had no say but good luck to be him in my honour
which call him My Girl in which I like that song as it went well beyond the
extraordinary to make note he was Ashley Hollywood on Facebook.com
I was about to take life all though of a smartness behaviour to make life
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easier through technology. To some he was noted save time by helping by
making known to be through to make clear he bought love while
encouraging others take upon open source applications.
I was a mother of one child I feel comfortable with how my life is when I
have thoughts about changing his attitude from disrespect to respectful.
And with court he proved he was right on the money gained with my heart
running through pain of ache with so much respect was said notably and
done by a bond here stand Mrs Vecchitto getting married on Easter.
My thought of knowing a lot felt a little out of the ordinary but it

remained true that untrustworthy actions for him loose virginity of being
there twice?
And I to block one another on the web-site to males girls told me and now
myself I had hunt down him in public. While it felt right and questioned
myself am I ready for this New Year to start by talking to one another and
unblocking knowing it can happen once again my thoughts giving another
chance to make and prove righteous of this creation of years
collaboration.
I been feeling I am ready, he seems to this day an ache in the heart that
has been in past cheerful but Im more than that woman working at Wall
Street Journal being a journalist with thoughts keep a mend that his time
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fit to shame to know my schedule of before or after article on news media
or web which gave my contact information.
It feels like a true love story as a day go by with known facts goes with his
ways of leaving footprints and I expect to date soon enough from Chris for
this New Year had a dwelling spirit well defiantly talk as he was in my
tender heart whom I cared for in life.
I had everyday kayos schedule, I spent my time teaching all hours of day. I
really felt he could be trying out application grant programs during this
time being self employed and make things better while I use the
community of Open Source applications, which I learned existed with Chris
in psychosis.
I taught at businesses I owned with lessons being a better person while

managed a job at Portland High School. I very much missed him dearly in
my heart desire read on this well written story with a happy face.
And life forever marriage with picking Chris to be the lucky one right here
beside my moves and set structure routine, began to dwell into actions
seeking denial of behaviours as he came all thoughts out say everything in
a story here to the kindness set us free.
That missing key to others, about with that life was with missing
components moments that come easy to copy, or you cut the verdict that
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will find you in years later but fear not all dwell in spirit intentionally
aiming for loving Chris to fullest of life being to have a trust in everything
be all-night thriller to take night away writing pages of recovery.
He be that key will open the door and when you open the door, the key
has all power of the world to take inside and begin a start of a
resemblance of miracles. In button of justice act Police have every right to
help if vandalism happens with a crime without a key meant to
thoughtfully plead research truth why it is important why he does like me
far to the extreme to love for years not leaving behind the shame I put on
seeking truth something up for realising he was leading obeying this
verdict if you gosh darn it was Under My Umbrella by Rhionna he liked and
sang behaviours been looking tight if offered by hand of trial.
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Chapter 5: Heart Shattered From

Hurt
o find love you need effort a great effort each day while being
positive yes some things happen at young age but its my heart that wants
Chris. To leave a positive relation aspects I want him well and better
with this note passed through hospital and land-line phone as he realised
he call mostly first on land-line number. And he changed his cell phone
number which loved his new digits undergo numbers you dial. I knew well
be family of five one day.
Ive make these months to wish you well the best for I will give it my
offerings to comprehend all to make right gut instincts. All this time I will
give it my best, while being better through thoughts aboard you to sail
away with me to the Caribbean cruise ship a piece of paradise.
To make the best efforts everyday to say we are in love. To support his
dreams yet make relationship hold its side of tale thats a story about
truth and loyalty and now pronounce you as my fiance wife.
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I have a happy family which brings and has such smiles for this year
knowing Im going on verdict with announcement I will allowing the case
to contact allowing that is the best months by far you can understand I
had a given chance be with him but refused say he'd could several times of
myself to showed me his profile which is not make fool for nothing but
tool that makes him cool. Why me, why me, why me kept running in my
head repeatedly.
For I took day trip cape cod I felt enriched with delight he offered to take
a well-being needed space see how long urge guy make a nerve say yes but
no on my end to say yes marriage teacher.
While making of a life with nothing at all is different then income where
he was making enough supporting an apartment and bills that went along
with that apartment nothing but water was included.
I felt he must be wild but with my thoughts and knowing income is
essence of serving growth in ecstasy.
I will be allowed at my house this year but when I of dwelling sentence
sending a form of recognition of making a young heart to smile on his face
said he wanted more and more and more intimacy and love in life with
pictures with understanding he got a hidden discreet name which most
dressed with As Soon Love Everything-about You action as he wanted me
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be him by stood cloned me.
Factoring out and aiming towards something that recharges instantly and
Chris understood he was the one and about knowing how to be with
supportive with encouragement with my dreams which lead to positive
behavioural attitude. Weve could and would bring of a great cheer or
help fund the cause of Mental & Behavioural health to go biz-erk like his
father said what hell is happing or wrong.
Fairy wishes for next days arrivals gotten contradicting behaviours of it
can go on as me setting fair judgement in Ubuntu for definition is for
human beings.
I was also impressed how long 4 hours of the erection lasted when he was
treated by likeness of me.
Through thoughts along the way happen when he felt aspects of my areas
came to confusion. I really had no fear but fear that he knew me more and
more as time seeing progress but that wouldnt stop me to believe that I
became successful at what I do everyday which brought job markets and
creation.
And I have a business or couple not saying what but felt right share
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knowledge about computers and now the baby boomers have it good.
When I love I feel all good. And with knowing technology so quick or so
fast with knowing how I said something of fright I made due to be in under
the impression well undergo both yellow works by touching a spirit under
going the path set to place and where that placement is in my students
arms but enough mistaken you can take you to a delirious acts leading to
more days forwards priding what I know best.
I am hope-ing this is taught a privilege it was for my thoughts that served
righteous that served justice dwelling in way to light a pathway with his
religion within my behaviour. About my act is of self-examination driving
and seeing the truth while out making due for evaluation in mind.
In which Chris brought thought about fun times way before my daughter
but nothing is stopping me now my daughter is the world to me. I put her
first shes my precious princess.
Yet the talk was minimum, I was understanding the first day of school Id
be there and now knowing Chris is by my side coherent a story aroused
through feelings that built full thrust of trust it be successful with judge
being kind in description.
So the fun times raise the question about my life thinking can it be okay to
have kind thoughts leading a pathway towards and from love, and I do
enjoy every minute of sharing time while together in school?
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I feel he was the answers to all I endured in life, a dream come true. As
within my student he gave a blessed days blowing kisses that it from
distance from a door to my door was sensations he'd say nice day
scrumptious. I was young and attractive with orgasm and only wanting
with to be with my student Chris.
I had in past a relationship made known from bottom of my heart pleading

for the best under a pledge for whats best, and for this year I gained a
clever mind. Speaking about Chris, he was a young good-looking white
male student who had a pending case of harassment II from my end.
While I change of thought about the pending charge, I began to rethink

and know how much of this relationship is true. I began to be a super
naturally began to be rethinking about lasting love where I stood on a
birthday and being a lady of super natural characteristics of a woman to
him at a young age brought questions how gain respect or express I need
time with given time think through without disturbance.
I later then felt missed by himself with shared heart shattered feelings
all due my heart feels down when esteem spoke. In the uprising attempts
he organized his thoughts. I first have to get rid of faults I made and put
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forth-positive relationship towards my desire a student, Christopher
Vecchitto as heard him before bed praying for forgiveness of troubles and
I prepaid all attentions set forth his miracle of shoes being with teacher.
It was aroused years and ecstasy was drinking out coming home to more
stalking behaviours intact fixed income he was a gospel teacher.
The gospel teacher wasn't up all hours of day writing getting to over 250
pages by 250 pages brought the days Chris needed to fix run on sentences
which I helped and by Easter I was excited announce the wedding April 5th
2015.
I became through passing moments which from start was ought be safe to
the fact which now happily heading back to a student. Why brought what
if concerns and questions. How would teacher be that way supportive?
Who I belong at where during a course of apathy for therapy learning
more about myself knowing fact to fiction beyond belief which I took in a
way of its behaviour.
When you come to knowledge from a stand I could go right or wrong but
dwelling into the student will result in positive spirits. I felt as he shows
the love I have will lead towards relationship but he was the last mistake
I take upon start a relationship.
The heart shattered feelings to all angels of aspect where leads up down
left right which he recalled he was told what goes up must go down by a
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science teacher. He realized his thoughts will mend into a mold of
structure of ever lasting opposition of being good faith staying positive
words and who influenced me which struggled main composure as I
maintain life. I felt on my own level I had to be good fortune teller in
his life.
There wouldn't be signs of hurt no more no would not but certainty

enable my life listen more frequently from where the source had trials to
court and verdict. It was hurt from court orders if negative and today was
right moment seek forgiveness of spirit of doubt.
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Chapter 6: Knowing I Can When &

Where
As I got carried through with myself loving the student so much love
dwell in the insights that I dressed with a fashionable styled hair and
fashionable clothes where everyday was a new day see my handsome
student Chris as I had flashbacks several times with thought of memory
process.
I gave extra time to smell and look beautiful for him awhile after on first
weeks of his schooling. He accepted my worthiness and began to become a
knowledgeable with learning a new word a day.
Any heart young or older can speak nobody will ever replace Chris. I have
a positive attitude and I write down my thoughts as they come which are
about simple acts of kindness, which brought out my worthiness and where
Chris had brought sexual feelings entering while feeling to my life and
from his attitude.
Chris and had his boner kept me going strong for these years as felt his
boner during hug. To feel him up is what I long and yearn for-most for... he
remembers other teachers writing a story.
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He knows how I felt by his gentle touch of genital against my thighs. And
I'm just maybe not ready share whats next where. Who we are makes us
whole.
I thought about how much of potential with his personality reflects on

himself thinking so much which I seen his work of writing for first time. I
been told by his mother and special education, it was teachers helped
with all years and I gained his first words for what he wrote for first time
homework.
An email with message was the first written love message I could only
wait for more. I could tell he been hurt for years but he never knew that
words would heal young mind reader. While existing he only knew happy
and sad triggered mad behaviours with frustratingly for its well-being to
make amends to uplift his life to new heights.
In reality I was offered look on what stood us here. If others think

reality is bitch whos the bitch? I wanted equal love mostly all channels
on TV with cable internet paid by Chris.
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No matter what the disabilities he face I seen him at worst ends I began to
have hope as if ready he understands I was going with some of the same
feelings at our age now him at age 26 which I see like he learn to accept
and to take medication everyday to make better and not to be any worry.
Will he make positive the acceptance of my love was the question I had to
find to cure togetherness.
Chris will spend rest of life with myself, and with being with Chris I can
make each day give peace giving a ruling with permissions due whats right
from both ends. The amount of time and effort balance is key, not to little
not to much I want to be what a happy couple cuddling together today.
I thought take love by next level which it takes to be married with Chris
with enjoyable sex drive young and going out with him was running
through my mind. And so be it we are a couple not married, with my
daughter saying everything will be okay do what Chris taught us desires
of heart of all great music he produced.
Eventually I thought about how the relationship can offer more money if
married and I was trying to make attentively change considering negativity
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was research to make due change in his mind about his dream for Easter
wedding come true after-all I was as well disabled adult acting like a child
towards Chris with abilities to obtain love.
I should quit worrying about life at my way of seeing it sad see people
supportive as Friday was funeral for his grandfather and wake next day.
Ones should know a full understanding thoughts ought to be ready and
taught respectful required respect in his times on arrival. I gained a
personality and gained space with Court and very thankful for a positive
court verdict for this year.
I was so anxious to see him and court was around the corner, couple
months away. I became excited which by all means with that being said, I
to be sharing and showing thoughts which make me think that with my
thoughts are the make of a single thought expandable to multiple levels
thoughts come with a verity of emotions which gained excitement when
accomplished a task. I will know for sure if he really likes me like he says
so..
It was close April 5th Easter and 4th of July all running in my mind is Chris
and daughter as we can go Sail-Fest in New London to see fireworks at the
river front. The marina where I worked was opening up. I thought about
teaching another year how to sail like every other year but this year being
focused on saving money.
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To be thinking positive is a challenge, which makes me understand Chris

will be with one to capacitively had us as a couple days where the life is
throughout warmly his life abundance. With you understanding lets say he
whom enters and I mean together here by enjoyable sexual desire into a
consensual relationship as holding Chris in life not you reading.
For myself to make all passable for a relationship of knowing he has
evidence I want relationship was when I advertised my life diary and
published his book edited which was team effort to have completed by
Easter, that was in Spring.
I will continue to love for this year plus more believing the highs and lows
will make due to becoming ready up for new and up coming changes. But
not to keep putting him or myself in dangerous crimes and to not due lack
courage but in because of the harm that can speak any form was to not
put in harm or put myself in life of no danger with loving Chris.
The connection may cause excitement to the extent that I only see life
spent with him, Yet the thoughts about having common thoughts alike
brought about life ahead. I was not out to be exposed on having common
sexual interests.
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He made myself look stunning as a model. He always had good comments.

I seemed shyness of him which he wanted it to be time on his side to make
everyday be a blessing count as marked him number one to pray.
I was not a model but adore life and fashion which I had Chris admiring me
so dearly much, to this day he was very fractionated and I felt he is the
one I will ask for chance to talk at his convenience.
His face-book was filled with everything that has everything captured my
heart. And we make due of both effective changing outlooks for the better
parts of us.
As while I wrote I had thoughts about life when and where, to be placed
from where I thought about how long it has been and now is a feeling
positive moment.
I researched which I can let the cookie crumble, easier said then done
that destroyed the good while we enjoying each other so much well least
of my care I so dearly much stalk you Chris if reading and everything about
you Chris I love.
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For I am ready waiting my queue to make the call though I wait to visit
him till I know now on how he sounds because his sweet caring voice is my
desire and easy pleasing may I make my heart talk repeatedly that was as
running on mind through me a spirit if we ought make up today on My
Birthday.
And foremost the relationship is like a married Newly-Wed game show of

unconditional love of knowing someone so much. And I like saying nice
comments of inspiration with possessiveness, which factors out to come
with my love for this New Year, I had thoughts about applying on show. I
would expect a kiss for all right questions.
He made known to cause direct informal interaction and detraction

because he was my dream balance of my stability of calmness and
reactions. I will marrying student of teacher relationship where student
had no contacting anyone or speaking my name to others. Sure enough he
obeyed as I am serious enough know right from wrong.
The student brainstormed with thoughts came about their unique values
that could be expressed by many but we get out of line, we if so try so
hard accomplish what love brought us here.
In most what raised questions which we put effort into reality to make
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known we are on a team together forever in Chris life a mystery to be
solved if the love is true. I remained happy and silent.
I whispered all my life to my daughter at young age saying Chris is real and
she was at age prove it I want a father that loves both a mother children
and family with offerings always being there wither from hurt to
happiness, sorrow to pain, and sufferings to completeness.
As I reach for a night sky star and I raised the question and thought with a
relationship I am close by with so much to give and will I get questionable
people into my life? If there is questionable people so who will be my fear
with worth while thoughts Chris is okay? I lost many but well soon to be
known as Newly-weds, I promise Chris.
For a must we begin each day with kiss and say famous words like good
morning us had that idea for heading to paradise, as we are well and
healthy married.
Where the thoughts became connections where I want Chris being ready
for me as I am learning everyday challenges to hold up and no peace but
glory in the mighty to high levels which own up life of a policy agreement.
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You should not judge me but about how to take me as a teacher when you
have a hold of a case on my side, youll be pertinence and obey court
orders, know your rights and police have every right to lie that can protect
you and others in oral agreements. This brought questioning the last court
date he was left withdraws of friends. He made few new ones mostly in
band where he created music lyrics that was filled by his hurt and moods.
I exist as by-standing through a connection with thoughts worth while to

be not with a negative life or any negative feelings of others company.
While thoughts about sharing and suggesting to control ones self with
positive talk by ones self behaviour like do not bring me down, I know you
far better then any obstacle.
I led promises he gain my talk when we did actually talk, and again when
hes better understanding its my choice to earn and accept his deed of
loyalty.
What come out his mouth along with his psychical actions can seen as a
problem biblical. My way to express in life with a story, to make and
ground cured by hurt with words wisdom, let it be grow passionately as
possible conscience with relationship with Chris over the years. After all I
was getting older with a lot of learning of life was ahead how maintain a
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beautiful glamorous outlook on life was what I intended to be sought.
While giving best I can of forgiveness to my worshipping and workmanship

moments of praise working besides him wanting pleading I want a
relationship with student was offered with all things are possible. It made
due for chapters of books content of love theme where actions lead
behaviours under my impressment of long duration of conscience of
enabling the truthful faithful student being aware.
Its not to far ahead where I could take this can be everlasting to easily be
treasured by delightful wedding on Easter. Was it the uproar of if he has a
family prove wrong they will allow this to go commendation of a good
positive spirit for wedding I'm sure.
I had little fear because I understood him and what counted he gad a
blessing of being touch to write write write and write word after word
exploring it was true love here to come rescue the unfortunate events.
While being part of this world makes the work of labour built memories. I
will soon labour of a child. I am going to get birth with Chris being the
daddy in adulthood.
I will be the goddess of godliness of might say praise the lord I have a
deep reliability due time check-point this time around on year of my
birthday, and to see if this goes well and going make it happen before the
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holidays Easter our wedding. I was going back to be using my time on
mobile face-book mobile while saving another draft of story I will edit.
If Chris can be a daddy that my daughter can look upon he will always be a
dad and together we know he is loved and safe. For I will delight my heart
with hope and future make possible very shortly after reading my actions
of caring while talking to ones know him best. I would make due to trust
the upcoming newborn with Chris is the blood related to be a father.
All I ever asked is for seeing a child grown up with another sibling with a
family life, and supporting one another life. While giving a helping-hand,
helping life proceeding with education which is all-important in my book
for the right people create job growth with knowledge and leadership.
I would like to talk out feelings but what I say is all a circle it lead back
wanting Chris more and more as time progressed.
I make life known a tone to tolerate in believing myself to love Chris all
throughout my life was until now today the marriage was open to talk
about. I still say he is the one. He seems to be never ending dream filled
with love and endless possibility of marriage saying yes let's get married
Easter in Spring time.
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And to end this day off right, I must keep the positive memories and how I
befitting his many times he wrote proving his love status by saying I love
you each day on social media.
There were never a downfall only when he recalled trauma in his life
where others did harm but it spoke he was with a blocked profile. We talk
over each other and by downfalls in emails as I think he forgot about me.
Kindly I will make a move to set place good judgement while showing hurt
lead to ruthless, troublesome, confusing, hard to explain, as told by both
sides from Chris and I to professionals to jot down reasons why I love
Chris.
And most part I admired myself the most giving others a chance learn
make money through software with efforts and with my supportive actions
of caring wanting realise there is love all who allows a positive outlook.
As to come exile of trusting one another once again rethinking it was no

fault but mine due what I like besides prospering Chris and his life
dwelling on all good spirits he brought forth to the table.
While in no contact, keeping him in my heart as if I remember after time

Chris and I began to reconnect sharing memories of our childhood and
computers and family. And I became a positive influence with each other
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and made it possible for small talk impacts from one another with each
moral courage.
In spite of saying I want to be a students wife here stands a story as Chris

would make valid points.
I raised the questions why I loved him in some way uneasy to answer all
but most why being there all ways seemed way to fit my time in his hands
because life is for resources from originality which his ideas were
greatness in all ahem he endured that others thought differently because
his voice was unique.
He swallowed a paper clip at younger age and after removal he had

changed voice.
The courage I speak of which roars out more and more is here with more is
with more, more is within or in with more positively seeing more positive
results I demanded him to keep with the contextual thoughts making a
bond for us in story and a life praying in faith of good harmony of songs of
nature comes the love.
Meeting and seeing with more positive remarks makes a positive likelihood
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of Chris exists with so much to give with life and love to brought oath he
will have clean work area while made due say I can began to trust he will
be reaching out for job make money.
When and where within more healing lead to hurt and more feelings let
hurt never more then defined love by hurt. I realised I gave efforts but
zero of mistakes was unlikely it was gee could use him now.
At nights alone trying be a woman a lady with love proven stand points to
set free with Chris came a relationship was taking its turn. And I was set
only love Chris that was the most exciting person to know more about on
what triggered aroused feelings towards me.
He'd say what was filled with honour came my beauty and personality but
it kept thinking to myself with facts I love this is the student Chris he
heard my voice with my schizophrenia. Yet-fully I was rethinking feelings
all a blunt to built up anger because I knew I was ageing looking different
liking Chris still hopes he accepts the life still which do favour to put forth
a protected visitations.
I raised questioning if he ought to talk over feelings and talk over the
court verdict which all condone my experiences in 30's with being in the
50s. I look to raise to keep me in must needed indulges to take a reach for
all expense to make reason why I wanted relationship is it just for sex
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raised the question and No and I just dearly love Chris.
He became an option now and make known to expose in a story. I need
him understand, I love him so very much usually on every day of the week
and weekend. His love is what indulge with arouse with writing down. I
took it upon myself have a night life with Chris with my daughter as she
grew up.
It was living at life at fullest from moments of memories of the old and
new. I think about us together sharing a sensation now with forever till
new fresh answered prayer man to love me I am mid to a day older in age
and take it well looking shattering my careers look what Chris wanted for I
saw profits.
He kindly went way beyond ordinary to make due of aggression as we plan

not to deprive only with fortunate intimacy here is the celebration not
looking back as shattered hurt told by its chapter, which have thoughts of
travelling with Chris and my daughter to look and buy real estate.
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Chapter 7: Takes My Breath Away
I frankly have been prepared for all parallel particular promise plan to
promote a communication reform or for a positive change chart
effectiveness and legit income target and where I had router of thoughts I
felt energy was drive force based on pill over counter frolic acid as it took
forces you have choices within dwell chances to write and make more
unaffectionate towards my behavioural movements with hands.
Where I lived I was with the life saying we together will not cheat and I
shared my affectionate side to only Chris who seemed the right one for me
as I was ready to meet in person in due time before Spring the effort be
with a teacher myself.
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I raised a thought while up and running as a pair of singles rays running
through spit with Chris the might became as a beholder thats older living
life beside me in no conflict today.
I was noted online for all collectivity of spirits I set as actions or

accomplish in life-calling Chris are you impressed?
If lemons were real what would it say stay away take another man by hour
deep conversation into desires loving the unloved now taste sweeter with
sugar. It was moments he learned making lemonade was with lemons sugar
and water. He saved the bill tab while he said in my life he pay the tab if
was given fifty dollars day job.
If when he was fish that loved me he was word brought others to take into
consideration but most part I was one so important cure his life with
simple pleasures of giving him a chance a the colour yellow which on days
lead to friendship. He had be taking more then flush of minded extensive
proven truth that had recalled diary of thoughts on Facebook.com profile
everyday learning more about keeping and leading as keep him to extent
abundance.
I raised up relaxing on my back as I relaxed body my thought pattern as

today I felt that he will stay calm and cool. If he crossed my mind I would
give it my all this time around.
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He was respecting my wishes for love dwelling to be safe as we both

surrender of beholding when I deserved it for love, and he say love has no
time limit it was just I being on his side love at first sight. Was it love at
first sight made it seem unreal which I had moments sending him nurse
take the bad habit informing him he will see me further on in his life
which was said in school.
He was the one with restraints I remember told by me for behaviours

seeing pictures invisibility in slightish of little to no colour. If ever so ruled
this book as an extensive based story or some say book of leading a dance
with editing as for I had infrastructure to continue his education by him
writing each day using his time wisely and effectively..
The main frame would be parallel from start like the lemon scenario. To
the both parallels it would have year duration with endless with thoughts
computer processes limit it to hours knowing the share news to myself and
respect when knowing when and how I can be breathless I noticed it was
good favour that brought us here with or without purpose diligently
knowing it could be ever lasting love bringing forth good sake no mistakes.
I need to be placed in his life today it was hours of relief find out he still
loved me so much to this day. Those who reads his thoughts left critics
saying I will attempt to make this due time that requires trust but get
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guidance whatever happens happens requires two make dream come true.
Chris felt hurt so much he run empty yet kept running endlessly with a
story.
There for us was supportive friends he had in others who were all different
ages mostly older or shall say all who has hope with recovery sharing
pictures on Facebook.com social media profile. And I am holding a pending
court case and never doubt he say no to change as was set obstacle for
crisis team and family thought brought I was only but one of many of his
sensations he calls a router or hub of information with needed research to
be given improvement by his quality of time collapsed in life from a
parallel reform may bring task to task hand to hand command to command
as the results were the actions making me say Chris youll understand if
we love each other lets go shopping and forget about our troubles.
While asking for queue as for quarantine as for in with months time
moving forward and what was going on was without trial from month to
month now over I could call the patrimony was set to nobody was with
judged behaviours only when he made him see true love will find its way
till this year.
I was headed for time on arrival of to time is no little time he had

moments live forever young. A student and a well-known attorney were on
the stand trial or errors within of warmth of his warm embracing difficulty
of malfunctioning today was day that took my breath away.
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With all he created in good spirits with in faith was all possible make
known today we will meet in caught up action plan ill call today if all I
read is supportive.
I learn not speak out of turn while my attitude expected the most a home
run for positive communication reforms. For each day to make sure he
brought good to one another. For I expect to love Chris this year plus
more, the thoughts would keep or kept me rethinking ill be running inside
outside a head. Easter will be the year we get married.
Most of my thoughts became true feelings remain true by and from a

produced body and played out rules the verdict to cause no
miscommunication and hard feelings.
Yet with the effort he had, he had to control the believing is seeing. It
somehow with his boner in the class when he reached reality of delusion.
He was part of class yearbook two weeks and by first three weeks my
student was the sensation of love of life that suppressed with smiling all
he did like advertise he was repairing computer guy who knew computer
repair and ready for job making by far a good income.
It feels like no other would take my love away when we met as years went
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on saying he my need baby shake it off here comes I to take valid remarks
to make points it ought to be by breathless moments that take breath
away seeing he had over 250 pages.
The thoughts of situations were mostly with no communication and I had

unfortunate of moments of his grandma passing away and it is not a shock,
yet fear no more shared life moments with my grandparents and his papa
and our family led old age to the fatales to life at old age.
He say recall a time when I represented the world to me a blessing to

share my love in a story and I had wisdom to a student as far more love,
for less I worry about as him by my grandma said worth every minute to
believe in a social spirit of Godly people. I had saying that before passing
away the tissues as I was ready for this upcoming day to attend a Funeral
and Wake see man who taught Chris to scoop.
And for leading positive informational technology background I knew he

and I would bring this story as gift on birthday March 1st as issues of
kindness remarks if obeyed well here by welcome Chris to entering my
life. And from obeying court ruling to be myself that says yes we going
turn the table from my end which directs us that we could talk after
court. I thought we could lead a happy life together with my family.
I would believe making possible the possible. As for a team of
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professionals gather up I look up to the trial as I share I am told it can
work out while telling me it can work out by being made up creation not
feeding in his life with me having an outlook to dawn on not putting effort
on his misbehaviours and my life was to ask Chris out on a date as I
forgave him to this day as of now today on birthday.
In my eyes it will workout out which I could predicted future as days were
bright early morning with fossil fuels for energy where writing was to
benefit the relationship as toll of benefits he took right dosage to say
expense make valid points in form of expense of buying pills and accepting
required daily visits by nurse to influence to take medications without
doing harm to others.
Mostly then or how that I came in his life began to get answers I can strive
get his attention. Which most part had by having events taking part of
high school and with writing so called story will I take note Im not
intendedly the pretender filled by hurt by our feelings for one another.
And I write about the good with the exciting the please help solve why I
have so much to say. I hold been told that within my life that thoughts can
produce kind life notes wither notes in music or notes of life by taking
notes he was about living the years of the person I am here today that
knows a great deal about technology which fantasized being a girl in times
he missed me.
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I am well-organized person with little temper, that spends life-calling

police if a student or Brian calls me names or psychotic symptoms that
occur. I ask nothing but question Chris or have concerning positive remarks
willing to ask if he can answer my righteousness of marriage on Easter a
wedding in Spring.
Where I stand today about letting out on what brought a story. My life
exciting and interesting while touch of inspirational thoughts that came
out through each day with thoughts knowingly I could be conscience of
average of about years it was becoming mates and partners for rest of life
from time to time ad made due was possible as reasons why I wrote a love
story I wanting be true. His love and body close to me is all I want with
my days alive.
I was a highly motivated woman who loved one of my students who was
with judgemental aspects most knew Chris and never had bad news and it
felt one more year as for today will be with moments shared with looking
back and looking back have no worrying for the upcoming years and here is
months away for the final verdict if I am ready for Easter wedding starring
at his picture.
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I had been feeling confident with complete story where I have not been
caused a problem. And had no problems, I've had been tormenting of a
questionnaire that we are aware of with standing while sharing positive
ideas for learning becoming a better writer was techniques for therapy
apathy for living to tell its story and forget the troubles.
I brought as forwarding thoughts I took notes put forward a wedding asking

to Chris to marry me at last it took my breath away he had over 250 pages
all in memory of a truest of all myself being the teacher saying kinds
words to Chris in book as teaching was from heart that I kept his life in
being the conspiracy of dignity to thrust I know put effort in making trust
and forgiveness was something with known. Thoughts come hand to hand
with our accommodating assurance of affectionate to intimacy.
Most which who ask for answers it was that triggered required a story to
share in a way of recovery setting mind and brain as a child taking away
from sexual drive from exile of hearing from others not possible when
good works ought to placed with good fortunate behaviours once again.
Hate it when days that please off your face to other students myself
organism to the one love.
One denial I do wish exist with attributes of knowing mercy comes with
brother of family that son who we itch say never that bitch unless Chris
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taking into consideration was ought to be with thoughts being model as I
dictated in direction I diction I put ways his ways will promote trial to
good judgement or spiritual apathy seeking easy pleasing behaviour if
percentage work.
To make possible the possible Ill be the trainer and educate you when
ready. Under the extraordinary rendering manifestness of knowing there
comes a wish I must command if I want preserve this abundance joy see a
wedding on Easter. For it was he who saw good and will all knowing us his
love came from a righteous ways of connecting a soul he writes why oh my
student you like me no bot as a jot giving all notably with question could
this be of conscience of either wither he was going to get over and be my
lover tonight as it swifts to come to ecstasy tonight baby we got tonight
take my breath away hug kiss be that thriller in way I see you do that moves
gone to the riding into the fast lane of plan of travels with no misspoken
action doing with what he has been told.
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Chapter 8: Words Are

Nothing
I live with an understanding with life as for that who I love is true and
with remains a meaning that began with true love experience of Chris and
with my daughter. It meant to be with Chris and I starting dating in our
writing and adaptively speaking on sharing and obtaining source
information with a spirit to write to he was in love with me.
Then again I had evil image self-repellent attitude to accept this fancy
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feast lets gather round to eat the Lords ham and Kraft products. For sure
he thought James in connection of his cousins ex in Florida could set
something up where the bottles look decorative where I come out say I'm
going use everything to bridal dresses I get Chris come shop around and
marry myself on Easter. And blurb out I was Greek from when I wanted no
contacting from family and friends with what I led myself at higher
ground.
His Mom did a thoroughly check on her DNA as she was the one adopted by
his Papa Nuni, his grandparents. And boy you will first have to trust me
and respect me to earn my love I kept telling the police department where
his mother worked.
If you are wondering why I suffer from sensual indulgence came fear once
fear twice fear not here at 11:11 is book published in am because of life I
been a verbal abuser victim from time had from who was from the baby
father whom was Brian as victim I could not trust but mostly demanded
trial set forth who to blame for feelings true here is the book we yield to
desire to inspire.
If you he ever send out a threatening letter or cause symptoms of saying

hatred words of voices prizefight words that shares truth was rare with his
illness on medications otherwise he would be focused on getting a job that
paid $50.00 a day I most likely see the battle he wanted a relationship
with being truest of all seeking truth. I rethink he hasn't cursed me Chris
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but Brian called Chris a sick mother fucker.
He made violent scenes with verbal abuse saying ruthless on how thoughts
processed in videos in school with undergoing through his actions and he
knew about his reflection with frustrations of 4 hour erection made him
feel this way that was no proven love only others saying what or why it
proceed the way it proceeded.
I proceed to be carried in an otherwise true book of truth. I knew but

know everything with why I was of age with his age writing is when we
first started talking I want to say.
But made me a better than my mood now in hate for disgrace and mood to
say boy I want a young genital now in my mouth and virginal organisms to
make and give boost for trust can live with thrust, thrill and excitement
may it be he who gives all the best honour me as wife.
I fantasized with Chris as fantasy into rumbling of humming of ecstasy in a

home listening my daughter read book to me and incidentally had to call
him or write email for-sure 250 pages was worth proven facts he does see
a positive outcome for all trauma I caused now leading marriage. I owe
much ourself apology and needed sex. It was he who button down on how
learning was key to success he did the extra page make right that
changed to more as thought was going be 250.
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While during intercourse as I say fuck me harder and scream for more
pleasure and it gives me a chance to love while asking I will be waiting for
more from a student Chris with aroused feeling obtained obstacle no guy
should think different of me and he who calls me a sick mother-fucker
will have no insight of guidance and condone sin as I truly felt resperdal in
his high school was all but no evil from ecstasy home of free if you dare to
win you'll listen as I never understood why it felt today was important he
expressed feelings by words that proceed in way of to like him more.
In way of rethinking about the possibilities of one that can take birthday
granted with hopeless behaviour to proceed with findings he indulge in an
answer prayer but never knew there was a spirit of knowing research was
informative that protocol of stalk behaviours knowing where we stand
would condone in spirit.
So being in a rush in story get done 11:11am was with posting on

Facebook.com his profile writing a story or a book brought a liking of
sourcing out replicative who and when it comes spirit he way my inner
outer joy of a delightful heart.
It was hard understand who to trust and understand but I so very much
loved Chris so very much and seen our life shared together.
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While my short instincts with my life, it settles down and for life become
things have in past, I bring past to bring it filamentary way to be last
reach the cock and he reach my virginal organisms having baby to
exoticism of being together true meaningful book in the intimacy of
travels as serendipity had messages as he signed at book-stores.
I seen positive change thoughts and feelings as I live life as for better
days. I had the chance due whats right to be ahead with this year to
obtain composure. My thoughts about how to handle love and advice
showed if living together was option.
My thoughts well live together without saying no chance with yes no

chance regretful behaviour that makes dreamed filled life come true as
husband and wife.
For a young female as for mid to early 40s I had neglected lost of denial to
late to soon age with not knowing what was happening next without
looking mirror on how deal new look.
All I knew is I have a bucket list still and truthfully can rely on one end
this year ahead with a season to feel great and alive with Chris in a
relationship to be obey and make possible.
I had no hard feelings with anyone else but enjoyed sharing my ideas with
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a story and my thoughts are my thoughts. As a teacher will be thoughts of
teacher kept calm setting values free and up for grabs to Chris.
A factor I am with illness, classes I taught were in a small town, and where
I mostly began in Connecticut where I live in shoreline to the state of
Connecticut. I came from a little town Essex and communicated with each
surrounded town professionals in schools sharing volume license software
but soon changed be free updates on new PCs that made due to high
school students and staff members and learning services on cloud
networks made due to positive work mainframe of ideas and saving.
I thought a lot over and over while took good ear as to listen to Chris. And
he was all about free-ware and open-source/Linux. Ive had open source
applications installed because the school I worked for switched to android
operating system. It was a free application market place.
I led to teach with common issues and common thoughts about helping
and sharing my time around the clock to be with towns and with schools
by surrounded areas of Portland.
I enjoy saving money for schools with positive investments of a newer

operating system Aneroid by Google will be installed on each computer for
this coming year.
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While with resources withholding as spectator with who will install what
lagged of the information details was the questioner that came about
what is to come as I could learn hand or two with Chris new ways of
recovering if all failed.
I was standardising with that I was being both of helpful to mental health
field where thoughts motivated my luck proving effectiveness we need for
renew charring thoughts of praised virtue.
I had upgraded the computers and learned with accommodation of with a

thought of new technology was with a good life benefiting with my
students accepting new obstacle my classes were tricky and kept minimum
talk about Chris.
And I wouldnt think he would ever hack new information of my profile or

school website nor nag his caseworker for ride at travel to Portland High
School on week of Spring.
He did trespassed school and prayed I heard at the High School him saying
This Lord is the place my teacher teaches blessed me in spirit as I ask
you soar my teacher for her to come in my arms and wreath of sins
you alone are under a wing of your mighty works towards this day for
love. For I hope be with her always, I will be here for you alone are
not alone. She is everything I want and ought to be with here my soon
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to be wife the teacher I ask for wedding. Amen.
Out of each class I teach I provide each class to lean back and relax and
learn to the create a design or two with a lesson or take on a AV ( audio
video ) course.
Chris was in yearbook class who had a thing for selfies vs taking pictures
advancing with skills cropping that shown object would be the ratio, for
background was left behind in some.
It raised question that some background cropping varied if important for
his pictures but he liked cropping out unimportant aspects of pictures
zoomed in when I smiled in nearly all fun pictures students took of me.
And the picture of me being janitor was showing behaviours look at
myself taking place of your shoes Chris.
Beginning each morning I will begin to teach a positive route as well with
a rounded spirited with cheers and smiles, that begins a career pathway
along with chitchats and music he will be played at a baseline of
instrumentality of most his healing came within the effective dosage not
target dosage.
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I felt love when I met Chris. He did not complete a lesson with one of my
classes. I teach but I have no say but question why, a weather reporter
came and aimed him drinking before aired. And I love my soon to be
student husband so much looking back I had a giggle a joyful day thinking
back what he did to impress me doing things out of the ordinary. I should
know when I gone away with being on same medications. And it makes me
sad lonely, eventually I say got an offering of an approach.
My emotions made me feel this way, sad and lonely when he was not all
around my aroused dosage to dare make right aimed teacher mandate
boner for cure which first known fact he was on mild dose on target
behaviour.
I play hard to get with and after time knowing Chris he shows big creative
heart whom I treasured the Nobel prize award he received in writing how
inspirational teachers take in so deep is you hearing out, nothing but
words of touching our life in a story.
Here I stand that shares the tears with the fears the teacher preaching
for the storm to bring light snow see it is true. I stay clear and positive
with remarks of knowing what is right from what is wrong yet you can not
have a wrong without a right.
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For life in most part I feel all-good about myself while questioning myself
with whom I love writing or being prophet but the love I share as it comes
and goes through the court system was hardship to understand what his
love brought good faith.
To be known that I sometimes he who can learn a life lesson while enjoying
life without negative responses welcomes a life kind-ship loyalty program.
Of what matter the most he joined a program at Middlesex hospital called
PHP and consider day program at IOL not the institution of getting better
which could only prove he would go crazy without iPhone.
I keep positive with no contraction while having usage of heavy ponder of

facts to live a better life with the truth that my student is best love I ever
met in my life. I was upset when people were on his page deleting posts.
If Chris gave up and spill the beans out being all through my life, as was
repelling he will know it, he will understand I will not tolerate a messy
house and to enter my life as a slob for these counting months will provide
us to talk more about expectations.
I dreamed to have my little baby sunshine, to meet Chris. Little baby

sunshine is my daughter. Chris thought he was father while confused
reaction to drugs in his pattern system he wrote reminder ask before task
while taking medications not subscribed orally was ordeal there would be
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questioning.
I need you so much Chris and your family to hold up to my highest

motivated life pondering of facts of our life as to keep chin up to be
followed with my tears and fears before being drop dead sexy especially
for knowing the factors on how we create a fact to fictional story.
My name was discreet and was teacher who I share business with success
as business owner and teacher that helped keep towns with community to
talk say concerns with reliance of knowing it what he who floated my boat
with knowing he made due sharing the feeling sensations into book.
I loved my friends in Massachusetts as partly as having a rough

understanding of a feeling of needed sex for two or more years of hard
labour.
I take upon my life to visualize with amount of kids I wanted two more I
felt but he felt 1. A romantic one the only one you see plus more one more
lucky one to student from a teacher relationship with nights of sex may
lead me pregnant way start it off right is asking him for a life moment.
Where he pleasures me the most and travel destination, thats how much I
love him. A thought about having kids with Chris remains silent. I had some
troubled area explaining what love is about, yet theyre so much to give
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throughout each day.
While troubles was in the positiveness of my behaviour in a story I scoped

some easier then said then done were eager to read on when I was others
had evil thoughts and made me feel important.
To sum up with my life I play it forward with going on knowing and

thinking about my feelings.
I will find Chris, who is hard to understanding destiny. To make clear and
make known to do the best is the rest can try understand why I love Chris.
I will push away while staying clear about drug free, alcohol free
classroom. For the conscience of being with Chris I felt was a Jesus
offering that I was protected by oath well not cheat of all made
everything possible tonight before midnight.
Everybody should be at fact knowing my limitation to booze and being

with a dork my student should ought to know a time place a direction for
duration two to fall in love while being at risk of being as of concern.
As we share smiles and laughter he and I knew we face truth but lead to
heart broken mind of saying totals of lost wages eating the profits but
mind us together well always be together.
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A sad tragic scene if we both disobey the judge holding a verdict of our
innocence being right mostly in-favour learning experiences had virtues
of no contacting and tonight I was ready to make call.
I try to limit myself away from anger its hard for me get mad but if you
get to the point when I limit myself with few thoughts of you by taking it
to the scene of a limit was ideal gain its my love back and forward to be
successful. And this year was about endless love to keep real with a
student named Chris.
For this year plus more I will remain the same with fashionable style yet
called a hot style hair and with hot style clothes of many text and hex
colours for their meaning is all to head for cute style of code.
A positive attitude and effort to make my day go great is by giving life

being the safe one questioning if Chris is all right and okay. When you have
someone to love it is the greatest feeling in the world?
In-fact a question I had kept inside for Chris to explore reasons to write,
but the questions inflicted and I aroused the had feelings to crave of love
obeying his likeness of touched now calm he been through it with me
feeling me up and others connecting with digitalization without purchase
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of a trial or advertising application that was a utility.
What counts the most is the love gets stronger each day of my life when
Chris loves me you know something comes around he ahead of you
unexpectedly that watches over you like an angel.
He and I make known to write down ways make our relationship stronger
and think positive with our thoughts and patterns.
We think alike with freely writing, while I make sure to be okay with the
actions he may cause but little to no harm has brought to my attention
with his friends on the World Wide Web.
It seem he rushed everything but even though I have no say to have the
right accepting award with him and to say if it is or be not what you
cannot do infantry of this friendship by the end reading I the teacher
frankly must edit with my soul lingering for more.
I speak about the awarded feelings we both share with the thought about
graduating early for my representation of seeing together forever.
I have a skill on what I know best and I been the best on doing what I know
best computers as it led to great deal of knowing a bundle of software and
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knowing my rights I needed to obey weathering and going unconstitutional
explaining what aroused arrest its called when treated unfairly for
organism.
In social life words ought to be chess moves the silent kept like secret
disguised surrenders if appropriate for ones actions. Who wins is ought to
be the one who says love or hate pieces of hurt with worth while meetings
meet at last till the acceptance of move could only defeat the purpose
having its a mind game player which was ought to played till ready.
I dwell the past he would say up for the challenge of devotion it played
and I began realize it ought to be true words can bring attention of no
spoken words are nothing you understanding of behaviours wonders if Ill
get ring for words of the unknown was nothing to exile truth he take
apology into consideration for marriage on Easter.
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Chapter 9: Paths & Roads To Success
My knowledge was key while trying push forward with little to no fear. I
lead all quiet all this time after his graduation, and I proved a date was
option to factor out he would be well and better.
And a problem to prove right, my love gave through that causes self-relief
that our case is the cause if who will listen to our concerns or whom with
a professional background stand up to the jury of justice.
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We had some ups and downs with him handling renewals with a court case.
I plead the case with my positive attitude speaks, I am going to accept the
court to make best dissection for we both live to be or not to be in love
for each other with renewal questionable feelings with answers to further
grow in a faithful day of successes.
I aim to be hopeful that it was not for this year I thought let the judge
handle it while we both dream and hoped for what is best for us, That a
marriage with him is all I want and I thought about it really hard on much
my life is owed to himself make due for what is right in writings which I
enjoyed his company and his friends made me consider he one not cheated
sexuality.
Here comes the bride, song kept running in my head and having a Ham
filled Italian Easter wedding with a luxurious wedding cake and married
happy is something I long for in lifetime of surprise my husband Chris. It
was life that I wish to share with my student here stood be my husband.
He was young at heart, he knew who to date for purpose of true love and
when trouble spoke in which I say he admire make sure say sorry or thank
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you and well his name was said he was Chris setting out be with me.
He knew the songs from my era I had limit my songs I liked but Do Ya Think
Im Sexy or Sailing kind song by Rod Stwert that lead words during court to
see he was sitting in corner touch of my bod thatd be what I wanted but
lead a pathway before to be emotionally attached with a whole part with
all aspects of being together with life today and forever giving the best
love.
I kept a smile and looked away from danger and it all took part in shape
with first year teaching. He was worth one and million with a creative
mind.
I was soaring for this year make known fact from fiction that I am ready
set freedom rising a date with my student as I love him less hours away,
home free for I love him cheer for all. Chris was the student who I had in
class and his last name was popular in Middlesex Connecticut.
He was mostly kind and I felt a click and connection from body to soul of
the mind that kept me alive and driven to better days that ahead of me.
With everyone knowing patience was virtue to ask for I the teacher head
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intervention. Though patience maybe questionable but cool finish be well
worth it especially while entering a delusional state of mind what could
happen has happened amazingly cool. Most likely a new pill will be
subscribed within wanting to share with myself and Chris.
The feelings for what I feel and do mean well mostly because I will be
taking part of a large amount of good. I kept very little sly reaction as a
sly devil at night stressing if he would write and each memory in each
person in memory brought insight of yourself wanting to know if feelings
worth sharing worth continuing on of how one thinks or acts.
I pull my goal of being better and realize together raised the questions
about how where I gain much supportive successes in a story ought to be
true when indulging in writing story of love with chapter of feelings.
I feel okay or not okay talking about my feelings that can relational of
okay with dealing with information stored on a sometime soon comment
making me put forward soon factor hit world I was Miss Universe Teacher
getting an award conscience of knowing I can think differently.
It was all I say and speak about how I say I earned it shows a will-fill
sorrow and be okay to love and protect myself from danger as I truthfully
walk by say I love you Chris we are not loss of marriage.
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I made each day of life full of delightful feelings, to this day about how
appreciate myself with I made of others feel appreciated in this world.
And think Chris should know he is my sunshine and they say to much sun is
bad. How you can relate especially when he posts a diary online. And for
what I need in life is a coping skills to set me free with a life in hands of
one wish exposed that acceptance was a virtue to keep as key enter the
door once knocked out. With kind words he and I can build a trust for one
another to set forth a fun play for positive remarks.
I took my personal growth life as it goes and it had some drawbacks it was
the lovely wisdom from the father who brought a marriage to who is with
a wife and husband. And he whom was Chris was so special and kind young
adult, where he my soon to be husband brought thoughts to my kindness
to accept his existence with my roots of my flare to make up and make his
gentiles look pretty and comfortable.
I felt that would bring us closer to a career destiny. And I loved seeing him
smile while being so hard explain if it ought be true.
He was my student from my behalf that made me feel opportunity was not
at fault. He was a pathway that will only make myself better, looking at
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myself in mirror I say hope to take part of his future.
I make myself complete where I love to see end of this year to make
happen the behavioural health make known believing everything will work
out with a relationship with Chris.
Seeing believes that I take attraction as a sight, I believe in love at first

sight for my life I tended show tender loving care for one another as for
caring one another with little concern was hard. While being well about
constructive while having an organized pattern behaviour that was based
on story with Chris withstanding the well-being of being taught treatment
was to write and I realized I was the teacher liking student far beyond safe
in love.
Usually to prove my love is real he knows his love brought feelings but for
whoever walks in my classroom I will provide a team circle of support.
Where and when we all soon exchange mind full of our thoughts in class
about Chris made it seem so fantastic share story Monday. I really adore
his life and what he has to offer.
And I stay late at school and which I feel I could use the extra money on
overtime of all next year as I plan to have fun activities for students and I
have hope that Chris can help to watch my daughter as I work during all
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hours and areas of my busy schedule life with trust he will be the father.
The route I take is time factors to appreciate the embrace moment to a

period of time for what most I love about life. I was of being kind and
showing up on vacation is when and where deserve sex it could happen
alone which make and factors out to being straight minded was for fools.
I have all the time in the world to make possible to date. It would and be
pleasurable and great kind preparing myself to cast out if all my time
came from a love perspective of true romance.
I thought about what I learned with my lesson planning and speak of words
could be not hurt but tell a story.
I hope to leave a positive remark to come true as the apple had to take a
season of change. The truth had came out and will be exposed to which no
bull shit was allowed with honest factors and beliefs his friends left him
with less focused thoughts were based on friendship of liking a teacher
which had its humour moments with cats and dogs..
I say he learned successes were sidetracks of if you brake the oath you will
be left with evil actions and evil ruling.
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Some days I feel contemplative withdraws of leaving Chris behind yet
confident about this years award was many reaching out for others most
low income people would read his story or news media.
I try to apply with understanding being a teacher are at no risk factors and
of any danger current action has obstacle and the answer yes or no with
explicating I was ready to treat recapitalization of editing his book.
The question of the why do the people take lie to sin or take life for sin as
it goes by as it could only get for better as for worse as saying anything
goes. I will be okay talking to Chris in end of this day about life. I am at
fault who making his life better with a life treasured to both successful
attitudes. To be rebuilt in spirits all I ask in his prayer for Easter for-sure
wedding to be shared upon us have the abilities to make up the efforts.
He is so honest and caring young adult, he has a great support team. I

reach a point where with he had thought about hidden fear is forwarded
by underneath trouble but the lost time where he could go crazy at any
given time.
He knows every one is part of my own support lusting and wanting

supportive visit.
It was he was team of tag support while I lacked apathy in way saying
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recovery is about knowing I can be without your noticed profile on
Facebook.com, as I blocked profile. And he still yet to be better with his
ways get better was about my concerns.
He noted I should direct a better pathway, as many I talk over my rest of

my shoulder I long for and feel like the guilty one is that wrong why me
remained him lost in love but knew I love him and he completed me so
very dearly much today.
Talking to the doctor about concerns before a big problem exists and the
teacher myself spoke as the coordinator as to speak as doctor order which
followed by the student as I wrote down his number I could reach him on
my cellphone.
It was first meeting in months time and I could choose to increase or

subscribe new pill and Chris would take it. He was very easy get along with
and I admired him very so much to this day.
Especially months February and March and October and was given for my
shame to press charges against my wildernesses by my ex Brian as was at
dangerous situation to press charges for letting me go without conscience
reasons he was not ready take Chris as my friend but lover after time.
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A nut-case have sense in directions where voices were a pathway to lead a

route to navigation of travels a lap we go on not remembering that danger
is a fiction to mind that he who jumps for fear now represents
misunderstanding and understanding if something should go right or
wrong.
And I am creating a lost time understanding on reality its now and then
that I bring forth-positive negative behaviour inward with my thoughts as
keep in mind its okay to be amazed about what in stores this end of year
by Chris still in love.
For the cents on what created your being wife and likely knowing the
knowledge to make a right sense is saying at least tell me why is it a fact
we are here. That put up what I was worth while why do not have negative
behavioural healthily living or mind without knowing the possibility's or
probable cause learn to appreciate my time and have fun time with my
classroom.
All made due to change and especially with the first year teaching with
the year book and I gave one student that caught my eye on suggestions of
titles he made possible and with class he helped me understand he is a
great person rending the factors with what colours we should have the
photos yet Sophia was an option years later.
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Remembering he was that student who suggested Sophia we should

applying Sophia as colourization for yearbook pictures he took. He
suggested use Sophia for colour blend and teaching myself ideas and
creating a yearbook on a computer was a very happy feeling year 2015 had
students learning how change the colour filter.
My life issues were insanely good, and with long learning skills and life
goals what I need to keep note that I told Chris get better so seeing myself
as promise up the fact and learning from mistakes were about a life in
recovery and new challenges aboard chapters was brought with thoughts
alike one another as a soul that continues to write to mate with me.
New software were ahead of my life tasks I put into force of learning
which was a good feeling. I felt smart learning new software and attending
teacher and community workshops.
I take life as it goes and with life as I see it is unexplainable. Which

everyday I have good to say or replace evil to hate to the positive power
with my life. Mentally I have been positive living and counting and cutting
down on calories with positive food for thoughts while getting lean diet.
And I try to keep a controlled behaviour with myself taking medications.
In a story which has brought hate to make out with Chris. He who brought
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good brought good with what has brought kindness to the good and its a
router to fix whom I told whoever I was to obey life with a positive
behaviour. May his love go bye so quick, yet hold the grudge of by chance
this year will bring love.
What has gone bad has brought bad habits but no risk factors had-en but
forgotten with life had enough of was it he that will go by withstanding or
some say withhold on what I want or say I need a life with life make help a
sniff of fresh air as I was emotionally impaired in love with Chris.
Life ordered me to be placed in home base aiming for points with quick
microwave meals in where it goes by so quick with the little talk with
more positive days with no concerns that a couple days Im going to date
Chris not for he will cook but better myself up.
As my daughter enters a world she will see that her being a baby boomer
is part of an application with technology being part of a world. AKA app
world, where you sign up and buy direct thats signals you to a positive
pathway to find or follow with what flows through circuits. Seeing is
believing with life is a kind route if you treat it kind if not you will end up
in prisoner of love if you take these words and rewrite.
If you do not obey each one you know to be stranger with case if I want
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make possible and I knowing limit life with few mistakes and relieve
tension myself with the boundaries about how to maintain stigma, trust,
love and I was honesty with a route of no enigma or panics.
I feel concern about my life and made little sense. I made mistakes yet
hold a grace at dinner time where we eat mostly out but with Chris being
my husband.
It will change and more with high expectations. I will be taught at first
and bringing highly hope for positive sex he obey my rules more sex for I
accept suggestions but to understandably be loved by a baby boomer doing
chores with him. And it will be with work from me as I see him as no
pretender as of love where true came we are going about our dreams and
getting married on Easter.
He is a smart cookie with him will I bring good food home and mostly cool
habits of bringing fun nights of drinking on weekends but he aint bad
looking to eye of a professional who loves a teacher that this year the
judge may say cant have a negative with positive but who knows what it
will come out of his mouth next so far he behaving working on case.
I felt grateful with the award certificate I had for this years teacher of
year I was aiming high with positive attitude. And my eyes lit up to the
school as we love so much chief justice. I speak high authority wanting
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know more in speech with was with professionals and with a touch of
nervousness with all the people, knowing him was a regret I thought he
would cheat.
I had to do a speech in my successes with premiership of allowances of

dealing with advertising. But once a blue moon I was going to go insane
with thoughts about Chris as he represented myself as K which enabled
him write with my permission without exposing my name it was true
name I wanted in book.
By far because I ended with K in email while emailing K I thought all over
now sex and marriage soon by took into consideration as tears to figure
out today was day.
So began with my student all dressed up saying I love you for you to
intersect a valid key to keep me here I was at big a crowd audience, okay
maybe nervous but I was excited yet nervously belaboured hearing his
practice speech as was his Goddess.
And today was given a chance to speak in moral courage minds where we
stand for one another with a compile story that meant so much as here is
to you K I accept you to accept this awarding story of great honour.
I replied thank you for our kind words a warm thanks very dearly much I
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pat his back and prepared put into justice hands of being for times of loss
and family.
It felt I was worth a million I thank my student and it was so good

beautiful day honour myself which was all about with all accepting an
award. I was in front of many and it was the student teacher award
banquet.
As I grew up with growing up it consist about making friendship last. And it

was certainly not easy maintain friendship yet I fell for a student who I
really love to this very day.
Life for the most part brought the past of knowingly it kept me better for
a feeling a better day is ahead of my years in the silence ahead of time.
And most part with life in fast lane and brought life remembering it was
hard to maintain friendship after high school.
Most of my students kept my arms filled with projects, yet one remained
true and boy could use him now my student thats see whats going on and
up to date with knowing how make a relationship last.
And with the World Wide Web I reconnect to my past folks with family,
neighbours and people my age, staff and facility at high school as well
students and made due to become grown adults.
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With reconnecting it made my life special and heard. I felt needed when
their comes a difficulty in the computer as where fault as in software or
applications glitch I could be dependable on fixing problems. I can give
great advice for promotion a recommendation with open communication
on social media under networks of youth ordinance came sharing Chris
posts and pages on Facebook.com ought set cast out a memory.
With my classmates and family I find it hard to make-up a story untrue

that would be with placed in no harm way saying I live a happy truthful
life. I am on the go a lot where I am hardly stay home, but I changed when
I had thoughts about Chris as If we were a husband and wife. We will soon
to be married as with thoughts of pleasing one another as very much to
offer to say we are a sexy couple.
I have been surprise at what been up and burned alive with ashes with my
life school picture.
He was so obsessed he got talking age 20s till now, years in his head
apparently non stop. He was saying the tone was not heard in hearing of
sermons it was the censer of spirit and brain-works on what once said
recently to drawback of voice and guidance information you look upon for
answers if he ever loved me to give me passion of his body.
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I have brought much more calm feelings was ready for honeymoon
pathway for planning on days after my birthday sharing Chris and his
family my feelings about everything in general with all aspects to give
accordance to his followers Christ Jesus creations credit amends to yeast
the field with positive influences.
And it took years time make it loud and clear that I love him, my student
Chris. Which I feel okay to see what has been up to, and keeping the
seeking behaviour been found on waiting and writing that in how he has
been doing terrific.
For tonight is the night where two make love, but for my student it would
be ideal to date the one I love very much to this day. Forever more and set
forth happen like nothing happened but with truth is I cannot share
comments from others nor Facebook.com of his followers.
Yet my thoughts about two making out was if I am ready, is a pleasurable

state of sensations feelings of yeah, whatever, and Im the leader and got
it going with some kind thoughts with Chris in my heart at bottom the
deepest spot.
And today is where I will try harder to really lift myself high on level of
the ground to continue work. While hearing music being played purely in
my head, was I heard Don't Back Down song in my head. Thoroughly
reading his works and noted I was told he heard my voice in his head was
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my first day of teaching.
Hearing music in head made it hard to work and focus. And boy I wish the
best this year, where I can use make-up as I wakeup and be the very best
person to Chris whom a young mans heart whom I love very much and call
my dearest love of all time my one and only as apathy of successes of
recovery of no denial.
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Chapter 10: Having The Action
Plan
came research through life dealing with struggles brought triggers for
nonsense behaviours where to whom to love is my brother and sister my

family and I welcome my boyfriends of past to read this story.
I never really talked about Chris and he sent status updates on social
media saying words of delegating us in delightful spirits creating well
written diary. I raised questioning a truthful soul how soon will it be he
likes to fore-playing feelings.
He was in a psychosis of representational process of words of the Lord in

all sentences in paragraphs to chapters. Nothing wrong with us going to
church together on Sundays I had thoughts about giving in some remark.
With him sending threatening letter out to myself which made sense he
would never cause harm to anyone in my family and all throughout my life
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I say to myself to communicate all through out this year and next if all
goes well and to do my best to better understand his needs and meet
them, we both seek forgiveness and settled on respectful wishes with
energy and efforts. Where much stress happens, I find a relief as I live on
the borderline of knowing that if I am right to wrong with in between
comes, my actions and thoughts. With Chris, he remained the best out of
the rest. He makes all thoughts well positive to hear.
He remained silent and respectful yet had everyday with sharing warm
thoughts he shared about us which he published on social networking sites,
I could not believe when he had over 10k amounts of pictures.
I generally reflect my life by about challenges, put out on knowledge and

trust I am no one to blame, for fault or error. I seek a route, which the
route will lead hub to the action plan of a one way or another trust
remains silent and it will work out in a time where I need strength. I am
tough cookie well be sure of living under the button it undeniably will live
life at the promised land but I promise land make you the father of a child
I had in mind saying rejoice to seek Chris.
I will make headway for the better choices, once he marries me where we
go where we been or complete the life as I want somebody by my side till
now till eternal. I really ask for any sense of direction to keep calm and
quiet about travelling alone with my daughter for part of this year.
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Yet make known I live a good life. He is a delight to have and share a day
with Chris was what I brought for worth. I have known like Chris because
hes fills the heart too merry and be filled with joy he is so very cute he is
too much of sweetness of my life filled with faith and trust.
By a chance or two I can remember where I try handle stress is where my

bad habits consist of calling police. When it comes as far as it comes to
cope, police make me calm and relaxed when I release negativity with my
negative thoughts.
I had been a bad teacher for ta-a telling my daughter would say and I
agree I have been making mistakes.
But I must tell you if you know Chris and I have a click to procedurally will
come at the right time and must you know I keep everyday thoughts to be
known and to be shared.
I spend so little time on how his family life is but wasnt pleasing to know
he missed my Grammy awarding picture and to my side was others who
were in my family see success is path one must travel in routine of daily
aggrandized planning of day leaving gaps if chance to meet up.
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I took care of myself as I wait anxiously for a wonderful life shared while
being together. Most of which to begin a life forever together like years I
live. And for us talking everything over without verbal abuse. I will never
hesitate but wait for call.
For me I say love is enough get arms full and to get back in the days within
Avon Massachusetts where I worked as a substitute. I brought up in class
not to talk about my personal life and most of which can remember talking
on regular basis on AOL with Chris as I was on intern-ship teaching if not
misspoken.
Where tonight is the possibly where I remained true that he may convey
my reasoning my reasoning where is my reasoning to stay strong focusing
while sharing soothing sentimental feelings towards value love one
another.
I met Chris online and I know for sure way before he was mindful never
lack commitment as I was a teacher I am speechless with how student can
overcome difficulty which he serves better alternatives of hostile of great
achievement behaviours.
I am not in mood hear from no police personnel issues of signs he is filled

with hatred. He obeyed and now everyday we both hope for is a positive
verdict.
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I had to go on misconceive-able can receive no interpret knowledge of

wrong all the saints who died as doctrine of thinking feeling like a
butterfly in my stomach got to made me think everything over for 3 years
later where would I be. I was very nervous and running through my mind is
kisses all over and with his touch lingering all though I kept to myself that
I ever would want to partner myself to student a young adult in my life.
I feel sexy body to body that one day we both hope will deal out life how
we place in the heart. I began to think once that magic like comes in many
forms you cant lie but tell why take so long know I am ready which likes
and loves idea for Easter wedding in Italy, no lie I admire and like him very
much to this hour of the days.
To me it has been not a lot of hate. To debate I kept up to date the vibes
so silent a verse of a good obeying my rights which I am set with income
but to myself to be bright and bring home Chris in the house of the
beautiful thoughts shared each morning and night where brought calmness
that comes through day and night.
I been and seen as a beautiful person. He will be obeying my commands

and being okay to take medications till third amount his life will be
visiting our grave after I die everyday with knowing his inheritance is of
my car but okay with single flower once a month gave about true love that
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Chris said everything will be fine and I can feel his love coming to be
complete.
I wanted a relationship with a legit income where pay was hundred a day a
student knows he was smart to do that was eventually challenged him get
job changing being writer to inventor, As I met a student it was clear from
the first year of teaching with my first year of teaching with lessons of
love and acceptance.
I loved sharing my thoughts to him and he was my student who could bring
great in a lady and healing wombs of a womans heart and unborn baby.
With positive people I meet and I speak without shame or discomfort
which brings no shame just a teacher living life.
Chris was often had confused others by Ashley his name on Facebook.com
was however the computer internet was published to his specialized diary
of smart and savvy adult that which order togetherness insightful business
eminently of growth of growing up brought out word sexy out of me, he
really adore myself so much he kept known he was missed the first several
years.
And with my doctor Dr Price she said be smart and nobody nothing should
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ever hurt you to himself. I kept my chin up and head up. Exercise the
mind randomly but I love Chris and his smile..
I could be all about what he wants and I will be okay. I hope if better or
worse some things are shown up. I will make room to have and speak of
life lecturing I could spend life coaching all day with Chris.
He is easy going but never does he know I teach with passion, and hope for
best where I can accept tolerate illness and pain. Most of which I put
practicability in my work, I will make room for positive thoughts this year
and I really adore and admire Chris.
Might you know accepting evil is when 11:11 11 seconds appeared a posted
story on a good day or bring good bookworks to one had evilness one thing
is ought to be brought out at truth to surrender and take control and how
you handle situations.
What has been with me for years Chris way of pleasing and blaming now
for story completed was 11 hours before having story on computer waiting
to post.
Yesterday who knows me more is with what I love about my student, he

brought insightful of ideas that brought out the very best of me or set
challenges for me to do more research with assumptive way of pleasing as
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he get what life is brought self respect and insights I like him.. so much
which brought knowledge if he loves me.. where we had not spoke in
years and boy I am and still missing him.
It brings out my attitude and confidence thoughtlessness of haven a

chance for an action plan that was crazy thoughts he would drop naked to
the class then yummmm oh may you guessing why we had troubled
moment? I had to wait day after my birthday to read but I looked in the
eye of the tiger, raising up to the street as we talk all this year I really feel
it was not mistake for this year and time say need his comfort.
You will become a better person with chance pride of work and get
feelings of best of luck. I have someone who loves me back, my student
was everything a wish comes true.
So life began relevant that had a heart and a wish remained true, I
brought restless behaviours with respect I remained silent and overseen by
Chris. But was having life which or whether this year he has not had a life
of knowing what is right or wrong. But sense of knowing he will become a
major part of my life. Monday that song today hearing a student besides
play.
I had no sense of negative life for this year. I had to be strong yet I felt
wrong I was a positive woman, and love my student Chris.
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I thought what is best which was taken by advance in bringing days into
happy days. I felt that I can take the amount of courage that can
represent the better side of me.
When treated which was the targeted with tight thoughts about here and
where and how. When and what I came here by my positive thoughts about
life, I will obey the judge for the judge has the ruling for how to proceed a
communication reform for the harassment II.
I had more symptoms when I met Chris, he heard a voice when he enter
my room with desire to communicate more and open up and was
somewhat gave through giving up previous life boyfriends show Im
affectionately aware with life of play huge role to show affection like
patting on ones back.
But I let it slide when he caused trouble because I had so much desire to
have Chris touch which I long for and I took control with my mind as an
illness which I accepted and controlled the action plan belong with a crisis
plan as outline it was order of knowing I ought to be will be with time line
of behaviours that everything has carried through liking Chris.
It was all about what to plan but I was being faced with students each day
was no surprise for a professionals at heart allow communication was
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placed efficiently with myself having moments with very relaxing days
ahead knowing stigma takes being on being popular.
To start today I allowed what was right I felt being on becoming of

resource with efforts you recreate or create with creativity and generosity
with sweet positive action behaviour law.
In words like contempt would easily yearn out context of I speaking so

called truth he easily tricked danger amongst contempt on playing the
victim that had to focus what I think of Chris.
Awaiting trial is all that my life needs in regards being safe and learning
how survive. I lose it some days, and cannot take it but feel completed to
still go strong moments planning and pleading a case for an Easter
wedding.
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Chapter 11: Not That Simple, Nor Task

Ahead
was faced with normality like how become normal and function another
way, I was agreeable to the heart of love my student Chris.
I had been rethinking about the past I could only remember a little. But
can I be epic dream with remembrance of the first hospital admission in
for treatment for love.
Of new ideas for TV shows ideas flowed with some behavioural health
issues I had mood disorder where we both I were completely lost with
jumbled ideas it made us awkward with mental issues with being weird
and self awareness brought life with Its combined ideas was transitions.
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I had spending sprees I was labelled which leads myself to be at mall and
from a feeling towards a pending case. I came about to live by a motto
better to be today not tomorrow.
If tomorrow strikes gold where would I be place in life? But what you
ought to do what your gifted you rather say I asked Chris to never change.
I have in this world, and I give life in accordance of good faith should it be
broken promises? I cannot deliver like well talk when better is hard to
float when visit your boat with court battle and fear its a breach trust not
keeping my promises.
I was to be soon to be okay to date my student, but before court my

personality self esteem was at the edge of a turning point, It was of a life
where there was no return.
The climax of the story was I thought about building my life within a fewer
amount medications for my thoughts remain to create a life through pain
and for his kiss I long for; that happen through pills where he realized it
required energy and time.
I cannot refuse my medication and make known to better is to choose to

path as to live through heartache and pain to better myself my name is K I
felt he was the one my student who never gave up Chris for I was his
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teacher.
One glance and taking a look at his profile he was not there; and was
missing him as wanting tell him I am on schizophrenia medications.
To wait is to obey with so-called our faults leads towards pills with
reactions that cannot be explained through art in clouds picture you must
speak where he saw art in heaven.
I had anxiety, which sometimes feel unreliably taken life at granted

because most of my life was being busy all the time with my life and
where I do business and awhile having relations for better or worse where
a day without sleep ill regret.
I had a few relationships which I felt mistakes are most of what make up
my art of originality in life with writing which make fault lead on with life
could get better that if I could take it as it goes ill see yes or no
contacting and I will obey it.
Most of which I do bonus to take medications as prescribed and I wait for a

trail but so far four years he left saying no remark all throughout this year
in, which looked good to the court verdict going the path of least
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resistance while preventing today possible intervention..
So I brought myself exploring web and noticed we blocked each other. And
truthfully I see a positive verdict, I will gain as values with years time of
writing a story with positive growth to all to best with techniques through
a thought or two about truth and false beliefs.
Before I had chance I gave my daughter had on phone to talk to Chris. I

had nothing but shame and confessed on my love to Portland police. We
still had court and a continue through life no contacting and I thought
brought the holy goodness thoughts that were in best remark to be
courageous and daring.
I was organized and I had a way allowing myself be on TV on someday

hope Chris and I to be famous together. I had a broadcasting experience
with many but few made possible and I really enjoy my work and careers
around the clock.
I have thoughts of believing in this story I will become better with positive
thought pattern, and as a spirit is excitement of knowing how or when
each ordeal was a door buster better knowledge gives little to no
attention in favour of law?
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I gave a pull of force of values of how my student to explore. As he

learned easily was rather a mistake was a misbehave and he learned by
writing was okay scale thoughts would be a sign of hate for us you reading
It was hard get with what I wanted.
Once he made my birthday remembrance with years of music of all top

hit songs for each year.
Time and meetings of past dwell on well enjoy the factor to beliefs as we
are free or what is once done with a conflict. It has happen with a life
together we are what was handling conflict and resolutions.
If followed by trust but if followed will bring a positive change and

emotional out look but my by overall it was awarding feeling in long run. I
had an idea it will work out for achieving my network while showing best,
the mid to late 30s of my age were when we met Chris and under a state I
bold and beautiful person.
I recess my brain out make seek room for a student love and to now look
in the mirror and say I am a winner of a woman to love. I was over seen
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smiles and laughter thats quite the comedian but love love love love my
student very much, and stressed very much its been hard say goodbye.
I remained in grasp about the other teachers voted best. From my town I
remained silent which I worked around the clock. Where the towns in
Middlesex county epically love had Portland on mind and Chris' love if we
met today.
I was a country girl at heart for a cowboy love of Chris he was the ye to
my ah and I worked in the towns in Centerbrook and Portland which was a
great money maker when I found out how much fun times we will have on
vacations with house of no mortgage.
With an achievable award to residents and schools interacting as I was

wanting a positive goal. While of thought of being voted was best with
best in community functions and relations and while of due Chris had in
which made my heart crave more being helped and recognized my
goodness he sees in me.
To accept an award live today on TV was an option today as I was mother

with possibilities make more with a student. And I thought about what
should I wear as a women being honour with the award that has brought
my attention I will be awarding myself to drink or two with my student
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before ceremony happens.
I put life as a package and partly to understand where I lacked spirit would
leave a death of belief was worth a try again. I raised questions it was
truth when in a queue for activities that was headed for access of research
to write more.
Having an ordeal as myself the teacher editing the story with updated
feelings on my birthday belated by now 11:11 next day. I was rereading on
what has been said I realized 11:11 11seconds before that led to my
birthday.
He was late in having his procedurally being rational the book online or
not online the conscience of wither was written by true soul-mate
relationship I offered. but please help all means him better to not
embarrassment of me in my book to be published and thrown with
proceeding talks true. It was life that was a heart warming feeling to
make us together in bond come to good peace.
I being out of school would mean I am doing things be with Chris for health
and writing on my profile but his with a lot of pages I give him a lot of
credit.
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I will be planned for weekend for it happen during weekday I received

story online shared with other teachers and I would get upset to see
myself drink as I older age not between teen years. As I was preparing
today as I indulge with calling a couple friends from Vermont without
trouble or to leave a memorable scene.
As for today what is on my mind of now what to say at ceremony.
To life was embarrassing to act like a traumatic when opposing up with a

person student made it possible like enough strength to call a hit to a love
cycle through patterns.
Sometime I wonder if I will miss him if he could go on explaining the

moments as I feel on chest his hug but myself at first I witness will go far
through as each passing routine with a mile of positive thoughts as I
realize I need body examine time in my life.
As a student feels my body he Chris will take no challenge but I take no by
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far for minutes but in my speech, I will give others hope that with little
faith tomorrow will be a better day over a rainbow and my Sunshine is
smiling.
I set the achievement with awarding how thankful hungry heart I felt. But
if so I know that this is unbelievably, great the book as I will keep my cross
my fingers for life with and pinky promises I'll be a positive speech if
another year was with time spent with Chris can be comprehend
statement of course yes, I was here to talk in front of many to give a
positive speech at the ceremony.
I thought about giving the speech about my life but hard with racing
thoughts. When I get my hands on with technology I could produce and
expand a value or two and set my mind to freedom.
Usually its hard to produce love from a thought but one of two thoughts
about when and where comes there is hope for tomorrow and
implementing on improving myself in new heights and thoughts each day
that I am a powerful women with technology in my life.
I am witty awe so pretty for today and tomorrow of a life for better or
worse, he was getting ready worship moon. It was also day I planned
meeting after a day with being at family events wither sad or happy,
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I felt everyone should be upgrading to the app world and to my parents
never thinking they'll never own a computer or smart phone. Was
impossible to think of course made technology look easy which to many
was a pleasure teaching epicyclically my parents was with frustrations.
With my mother and brother and sister I come of finding out I am great
full of love to my student. And my family never met Chris and he knew
that I could become better person with life thoughts of a career pathway
of knowing more about computers and technology.
For one of the thoughts I make clear is that one day a computer processor
the brain of computer will be a thing of the past. Computers and Chris will
know that, a heart full of joy required to trigger the ordinary to
extraordinary had a millisecond going way beyond with courage of
determination if right or wrong.
It life which takes me with everyday life as mother and student Chris. Most
likely will be programmed robots if not together from years time. I doubt
that will happen yet felt was a difficult task to plan.
Who better to know what love has to offer when you love someone so
much? And know about when I know one day I will see all Chris photos
growing up and he will see me so into his life. If I ask to much I willingly
will accept Face-Book request today if he can find me.
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He was a person I can depend on for a cheerful moment and or could bring
cheer in my life. Chris lives at the moment brings out evil to new heights
with thoughts that I can take life as it goes. As I am feeling wore out. I can
count in minutes to hours with a mind going freely because I have the
values of free time, which creates job growth of counting me in to win
over many to receive an award of my mind.
I gave this year as an excellence in classes I teach to the classes. I offer

much but in which bring a great income to many about my suggestions.
And what makes it cool is my attitude with respectable times I talk about
construct the past with better know thoughts I will never hurt you but
leave you breathless explaining that I am a teacher who wants understand
Chris, he means world to me.
I can spare dime I'm sure with meteor or they say shooting star and of sure
spend why not a good lunch out. As I share my time like managing an
illness and I put most as I must say I have a baby with my student.
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Where my down fall I clicked with Chris and my life is as it goes mental
health awareness where he is what had made him Chris hear me first in
voice he was 18 when schizophrenic started in his young adult mind and
most part felt in men they intendedly were survived with being on
medications mostly because of constructions of having take accepting
came hand to hand but Chris was different he saw in my eyes a beholder
of love resentment which gave God his grace. The grace of disobedience
of trials. And good grace of everyday actions leading good life. For he And
I knew I should of said something but now writing a story everything will
be okay if he says love you on phone.
I felt semi confidant everything will be all right to know when I am in

doubt I find a solution, which brought out where and when better part of
me is knowing difference how talk when single or taken.
I am a woman with positive skills. I was yet to know how to take life, as a
teacher on days perceived with mixed emotions and moods which made
me think a new positive relationship pathway from when I hit 50s I will
becoming retaining ten years later.
I will accept all previous attempts as we live together married? I was with
whom my beloved student Chris in my life though could change my mind. I
easily had to choose wither or not to use my name on websites.
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The facts of knowing Chris will understands life without difficulty for a
fact I love him but he still needs to honour court verdict for this years
court date to prove he is better.
I want him to understand that I teach with a passion, where new

technology and computers is my target to young adults to elderly seniors.
Chris must love a dog and carry on teaching me for what I can bring
therapeutically soothing body relaxation in his life of what life can bring.
It was to my benefit me helping outburst is being through out no doubt of
fear. In fact that throughout the day I can teach myself something new on
my spare time Ideal effective of way of treating him as I treated him after
Godliness status update saying
I have almost completed book by 11:11pm Now 11:00 will be out to
cast a spell look at where a brewed spell. Is lying by her true what a
teacher expects? I am owing a Kiss on forehead Happy Birthday
teacher of desire 11:11 11secs before posting final draft as having
over 250pages for book I like to share foremost ask forgiveness in
failures making due to honour you today by you give my best
revision as you known possible is obstacle I've been there ox hugs
kisses.
I had a way thinking it through and made it reach over 250 pages. Yes it is
crazy good, being set forth-positive in good ways to have my life as in a
Loony Toon personality as Roadrunner and Taz as my student.
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He does drive uproar more like Flinestone of a book but for the body in
fact aint no body. I wish to be with Chris that Barney Ribble giving others
best years lived having best chances he'll learn and grow with our
relationship.
If you must know that it's important bringing home to fixed annual rate
income to have the most part to have calming and positive thoughts and
with my thoughts take me to my feelings about when going strong is a belief
we had probable cause no issues was no mistake it would be gift next month
to month it'll recreate the righteous.. to learn to save.
As for my student he is one for myself if so an attractiveness to achieve

daily insight as the helper of my husband for a truthful pledge or birthday
gift of a truth in a life birthday happy birthday? I was having behaviours he
was of knowing he is ready for change and here my change I want Chris to
move in my house as not that simple nor influential task ahead.
Being in just a good-work in mighty works prevalent for the believers of

Christ Jesus takes marriage as promise for Easter and redeemable date
this week to have birthday dinner of who you will be alone and not for you
to worry what happens.
I know how to win over a jury is with respect and obeying what's said.. it
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was not easy conscience wither after court trials well be together if
obeyed once or twice or all.
But in-spite of during bad behaviours he would save the love and get out
make recording of his songs with friends of lyrics to music he had feelings
he had to share. The awarded feelings were with a speech was defiantly
hard to achieve but not doubt to find others in lost spirits and nothing but
what was going on with the best life.
I maintain posture that was key to composure of life ahead time on days I
taught the software to create a mind reward help out with his family.
After a student left high-school he graduated from the school they have
put known knowledge into intervention to all his creation to put forth a
work going at ease, a flashback possibility was given time to realize myself
was with here a life teacher in Avon Massachusetts.
At giving moments he the student knowing at best my best efforts came
that teacher whom a time says we were in need for one another so much.
Mostly in because it was my intern-ship where we made due seen the

never the roots of negativity. he see likeness of my devotional spirit I was
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single not a teacher only helper learning at the time and his life moving to
Connecticut.
To students, those who I show everyday effort remains in my business

matter and school fact findings by students originated say in good-looks
you will know Chris better when there are days of doubt.
Along with doubt is giving Chris his best efforts, had to share a success
story and given talents writing about helping others succeed. And with my
technology background it made it a quick ease to keep him in my life.
The majority was a breeze and to help others was no challenge while
giving advice to each person who took my class was with no difficulty, It
had it's way at ease a way of learning to one another others under my
applications and assignments here stand I ready make due for love and
writing with minutes and hours away to publish on 11:11 11seconds next
day.
I could not understand how to receive is not the best of both worlds and
love and trial in the both worlds we face where the only clock we share in
same time-zone but embrace to show my helpfulness on weekends to
achieve my goal and get award.
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I loved teaching and I want to teach Chris all about how to treat a woman
for all coming up year and for the positive note I was a person who
understands life and my rights.
I have an image saying short but sweet items of my reflection of my life

were a stream full of thoughts vanished through my head. I lived to be a
fish others to see life at fullest with one love one heart and everything
will be all right ravishingly waiting for Easter wedding in Spring. Nothing
but a regret if he was one never influenced him to not write only when he
was ordered to take life on a path.
He was needing breaks of writing to much needed experience in a told of

talking about the good is order to be place right hand before the teacher
preventively of mistrials of not giving up that led him to look back efforts
he dwell to make better in event that eventually lead to kiss on my forhead but now will try remember all said or done more fun days are ahead.
It was a dream to find hope. For hope is a big heart for an achievement
that dreams lead the way to truth for it happens within your heart your
home as Connecticut a state where I teach and town Essex for this year
made due to work on side at food pantry with Chris I together working.
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I kept busy with my time but maybe hit back to explore me with new
opportunities within the down-town New Port, Road Island. Where I live is
in Connecticut, and Middlesex is the County I live.
I cause myself to drive on weekdays for road-trips but mainly hit up some
of my life with exploring new towns I want own real-estate and seeking
opportunities to make money.
I kept discreet my relationship status updates on the World Wide Web. And
with who ever when ever anyone can enter my life.
I know an idea could make head way of serious consequences but seriously
when have I not seen anyone it lead to no felony behaviour. Life began
become so sweeter and I can extend years thinking about possibilities in a
safe manner that lead would of could of should of done better.
It was hard task nor did I try to make make due of presentation of a diary
well he do whatever get my heart back in a reform behaviours set on
professionals making publishing bullet listed concealed triggers.
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I can not go on I am hurting myself each day by end of the day as if I

knowing other have read a book about our life and is not improving but
connecting relations with customers.
And well tonight I feel need to make up and create a story to become
better about myself with my thoughts and surrounding spirit of delayed
time reading almost evening over half way through his book.
I bring out Chris the most out of life with joy and laughter you know being
about the brightness of thoughts within thoughts could bring a foot
pathways within a heart to come back joyfully with what I picked up.
He was a funny guy that student Chris and I enjoyed our time together in
writing knowing more about us in a soul of teacher speaking as another
personalities to make due in school to obtain knowledge in school I was
ready get applauded for this book edited.
Yet having sadness of my heart crying in a tear I strived to be the

influencer of thinking how show I have something while quick response
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show in body language which he studied years later.
It was protection now leading years later wanting you knowingly you better
Monday was the day of love because it was you'll be my thirst of crime
wanting more being one I make to love to be with all creation of all aspects
of his life. He did publish the story today.
When I saw him cry and feel his pain which all noticed in school. He was
always put in words why can't I and on my mind for more than student a
lift to educate and the growth of with spirits.
I felt leading on with the feelings of knowing that a little about me goes
as far as what has a challenge behaviour, and if you unfold a personal
judged image that could only bringing attention.
And where I had thoughts about being in better mood, it got me no where
but a positive attitude. And a positive verdict that it will be renewed if I
actually called Chris. I know if anyone should know I love Chris I complain
but know a dog and daughter can cheer me up more then anyone in my
life.
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Someone who to better situated with understandings, knowing I am

blocked from the person who I love which brought stress to table. If
knowing what true, I remained positive. We talked about our feelings at
dinner table if we ought to be together.
Now for the most part I remained calm and cool but most importantly my
daughter was everything and graduated kindergarten this year on the
better note she was best of knowing the truth if Chris does love me, he
was my formal student I told her. She wanted me give it a try.
I had to say what comes positive is the verdict and I had no reason to
believe everything will be with no disappointments but positive image for
and from this love and for-most this year waiting and wanting a kiss on the
lips or forehead to make me feel loved and special.
For most part I brought up my bills up with thought fullness calculated

and found out it could work out. From that day forward I brought kindness
to the table and with anything but what has a so-called love brought
myself making a choice that was ahead of myself dating a student.
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That being profound saying being comfortable is with my surroundings will

be held with few busy weekend nights that I head out to my businesses to
my proprietary weekends with little time weekdays. If I become stressed I
will have an emotional moments.
Most likely I will be put to reconsider for his writing ordnance to with me
being editor. As if he should betray the life I live, he not well and ought in
a way should be getting better outcome of taking prescribed pills.
He should have that as our goals are getting better with health and accept
that true love was in the mind and spirit. I will take hold of my life within
days of making better of myself doing my best out of the rest while giving
myself enough sleep.
With myself loving Chris I felt he would become my shoulder I cry, my

crying shoulder.
While I started with this world showing being a sweet, kind-hearted and
mindful person for my actions. I became thought fulfilled and thought
receiving the cleaver mind achievement award.
It was about choices that head for true thoughts as long as possible
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thinking and rethinking if it was true misspoken words lead to no trace of
being right or wrong therefore who are we are you to judge.
Noticing him quiet kept others get ruthless they seemed to talk Chris more
then usual to read and share thoughts to say go ahead take these words as
devotion.
Nothing more then a dream of my life getting married on Easter. And when
you talk negative I will do some shame not to honour us on you to help and
let you understand not here to hurt you but tell you I will call you when
your better understanding my love for my student was true.
I will begin understand that my mind works and I go on pace loving Chris
each day. Imagine him in my bed sleeping next to me that has to be well
worth the wait.
I brought some thoughts about leading a good life with a student. Chris a
formal student came by late 20s of my age. My life became a fruit by its
tree. Each day we saw each other I felt I had touch him make me feel
loyal confinement it was true love.
A feeling of light and brightness was with my health and with a few couple
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changes for challenges with better on how thoughts of goodness, I will
become only remain positive to get in myself to bed on time.
I was in for a life entering a media of a course included software and

applications with new technology media running Windows Xp and Linux
computer for video editing.
I looked Chris in the eye thinking; Chris could be the one nice guy on my
first day teaching to him that can change my world by early 30s. I felt if so
a struggle, yet was put forth an interest and shyness was apprehensive
learning tool to make better over years that developed him realise his
thoughts could become a book for thoughts were kept in head.
I was up for which was waiting the night before heading out to see him
with sky being its slightish snow relief it played victim was not so much
snow but challenge to go to abundance to stand ground an Easter wedding
is coming. I work if snowing outside having no worries a cute VW Rabbit
truck to plough the snow.
And of with this wildest relief brought no troublesome lacking of intimacy

of harassment when I feel I was ready he was not against my will-fill
thoughts bring with little thoughts one word can change an obstacle
wither yes or no if aroused the questions.
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I rasped as followers spoke the we date how soon rasp talk get on K the
students teacher marry Chris lead set trust for this week. To no insight. I
had butterflies in my stomach each time we met.
I defiantly could see the intransigence of troublesome love acts that cased
him spending time eating out with friends and family that brought
togetherness which doing onto himself as others pride and joy is to see
him happy as wisdom said live in with the ones you got as all ask he visit
my house soon or have supportive visit.
I saw it with his life with chemistry as effectiveness changed his daily life
in his eyes I felt warm to touch when we had a hug or two touching my
heart to his heart throughout the two months of teaching.
As years progressed my life went by came through a process during a time

for a schizophrenia recovery, as teacher by mid 20s was difficult be seen in
public. A process of my one of my task time duration brought capstone is
new way of action set for justice if put with daily routine of my life.
I was towards recovery as having in a way jury being beliefs, which was to
take medication on a daily base which impaired my abnormal thinking if
ever made longer then amount payee was back to re-incite knows I see
him as a book writer sharing experiences to correct his wrongs and use it
for my befitting for his life is to please only him.
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To plead to realise the you mother-fucker shall due see he is not mother
but had wombs on stomach as if he was born male now turning into girl
and fantasizing probably taking female hormones.
I thought about preparing my speech I had written down in past when I see
lemons I began to cry, here goes nothing with in love feelings I share.
I felt no shame while out of school and I was the one to blame for
faults and for a theme to set a boundary that Chris liked me. For
years, which he took place as a student to say last goodbye with a
feeling left we could work out a relationship but he had been with
regrets, and their would be nothing but saying supportive
encouraging comments on his Face-Book that made me think else
wise to be great everyday with dating nobody else. Thank You
I said my speech over and over seeing I used the word felt would stop
drama hearing sudden shifts of a likeness of us being togetherness of
sweet husbands came out of the ordinary under my oath to honour Chris
take Nobel of the price award with money of lifetime will come movie
maybe one day together.
It was not necessary important but I never used felt impersonate with
him or others hardly as rush get true feeling of sexuality indulges but felt
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Chris was the one.
Where I taught in Portland was an opportunity, I kept it a secret and I

wanted to meet one student and find that one special student that has my
heart asks for nothing more but showing love almost everyday on his
online account wither its AOL to Face-Book, I wanted a relationship with
Chris.
I had a daughter within year later to from this day to forward up to make
sure things have not been ending up with Chris knowing extra amount of
my bad side, and nothing more about me.
I was living life with purpose of believing in true love comes with a soul
having for long duration writing now being stand under my impression a
not day goes by being simple task was editing considering I was need him
for love once again.
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Chapter 12:
The Out Cry of Heart & Feelings
Chris is very instinctive of barriers took ways to ruthless crime doing

opposite. Having the smarts of staying safe to campaign to unsafe to said
unsaid hearing it went on like understanding where respect other wises for
government and my wishes as waited for that one wish of my childhood
was to see a Broadway show as family.
He said all he had to look in his book led me thinking this has been taking
by lack of infrastructure of a frustration but he has a quick mind witty of
his own.
His life brought him by a new mind with myself promising ideas promoting
and producing organized ideas by reality that keeps it real thats organize
pro say thoughts can produce an imaginary file cabinet with who discovers
more about us is the ones we love.. and I forever want be in Chris' arms of
love.
He will have Easter wedding within a females life giving nothing but hurt
to myself but I am strong enough being with him sooner or soon no later
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then year if okay with court have no more ruthless actions of touching or
messing around.
And with his new thought process came from where he was in my life
rarely, I ask myself does he mind his own business this year?
I know very little about Chris but sometimes try to understand him but fall
in love why I try not to make a less worry scene about him and how make
possible when everyday is another chance chase the dreams and get mad
and fight at drama mama, may we dance now Chris as everything with all
means everything was with one who directing the movements.
It was the slow change may get in your heart but who that I won't forget
is he was the one I depended going take control with thoughtful life being
of cheer to others. I knew I would be brainwashed hear its just love
brought us here.
I heard he been very talkative lately and learning source acceptance in

writing with mental health betraying on therapy I must edit story make it
with Chris' love lead what I want in life as sure well last lifetime end of
time and being so accommodating to feelings not fearing the mistakes and
faults he caused and no contacting which he did but had a conscience
grudge of illness abroad knowing where or when something went wrong or
hear that he has been texting as source of make-up or breakup obstacle
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going on same routine of writing.
But possibly not Chris has put me down because he had a lost phone and I
lost my cell phone too and I know better wait and kiss my student for
being there and make sure share electronic greeting card with him on our
first night out for a date this week I see the formative high school-er now
being responsible for actions mistakes to retakes make possible the
possible.
And he does take medications on a daily base to be mine. I believe he has

some symptoms of love sickness and has intellectual feelings with being in
love so dearly much which much is with a beautiful woman like myself.
Wherever he is never gave up, especially with on love for a woman like
myself especially for all-good I do for all memories we carry on with
strength and truth of love on a daily base.
The words from emails are spoken clear, especially when you could relate
to written complex was understocked unfailing love, he jumbled with
words making a positive choice to ask out on date today.
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For what's been said and what has been which touched my heart of
choosing to accept his life as myself, for a mother with spoken spark of
delight where I say can make you understand I am not forgetful but hurtful
that can show some evil of hate when comes to family without a grandma
to our daughters child.
I depended him to look his best and show love as exile of high route that
requires dignity to know what is right and what is wrong about giving
best appreciation with kind workmanship of low cost by all means all in
favour love say I.
I was a woman who had talent with a technology background by a living a

story true meaningful memory to play forward share a successful book to
class on every moment I had.
Being happy is one factor I please get with my thoughts. I better know
myself as a factor effort in which I speak of a given fact or two I will stand
by you for years if I think you are mine my husband Chris and Chris seeing
the book published I the reader reading him the story in book in movie.
Well from relationship stand up that pointed out it has work out he asked
Showtime if he can have the book into movie just apparently an
adjustment see how are you thats how it goes is I feel pain and being an
extrusive mood to describe as last name painful in dramatic pain of
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ordinance of a person. That he put to shame on how I treated Chris while
out cry said one thing is true about his love because Chris is special he will
be loved by myself due time as he writes now.
We both have sides of a story so true but most of my time is wrapped

closely to objectives that have list time and a date would help perceive
good mention in family love.
Using the list of objectives would relieve stresses of requirements for

wedding in Easter. I felt over protected I left it up to Chris, I wonder what
does it take ask Chris me for outing in Hartford.
What been said with phone conversations were nothing but hearing
positive behaviour. I struggle to move forward through the facts on what
has been said in past. And must we look forward say he did celebrate
outing support our health with company Gilead outside as picnic in
Hartford which brought questions as if in concern about realising he had
support now comes positive verdict I was the thimbleful to asking too hear
especially in spoken terms it was meant to be led to bye.
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To be of sure of speak truth of being part of offering mood in booty

acquaintance to goals helping help-strive onto information to proceed say
on to other the outrages are the results.
In having us in having conscience letting medications work. For now you

will see the girls get that hidden psychotic day moment hide well.
I will either become woman to the struggle for the fact if its true the love
Chris has to offer which can be the Scout activity application on iPhones.
For most can say I have to love or not to love which categories of areas of
nothing but confusion in my life.
As looking deep from inside thoroughly to keep in mind I have a daughter

who is my priority make sure she is fully happy. I was giving my best
behaviour, that my manners and who I date must make me feel loved.
But with a call everything will be true about how much love I gave was
nothing but limitless of behaviour. Usually with my behaviour that needs
expressed one another was important to you and for us know expressing
yourself with reasons and questions makes a stable if you write and do
acts of love.
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I will know a feeling when I hear the words I love you, I am learning by the
truth by a positive note a reaction of knowing he was always been by my
side with encouragement of knowing all is well with kindness acts to
share.
For I am for this year to receive an achievement award, I will head

towards the best feeling to be known as a positive teacher with very
supporting staff and facility.
We are likely known by now Chris would make a good speech about my life
as a husband hereby supporting my dreams and life ahead. But I here
withhold a stand with stigma to show it is not difficult to see prove there
is happiness with a life towards me.
And I have sweet sides of my time spent with my students. And usually it
was only on school premise the emailing and you could out rule summer
vacation emailing because I was here not please others. Later on
approximately June of 09 the school blocked his email account.
Why him, why him kept running in head. I was dreadful and felt terrible as
out cry of misfortune of heartache.
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Chapter 13:
I'm Here No Hidden Surprise
When of knowing I could be a heart less showing to a student love

sexually was never an option but like I with share values of admiration,
affectionate, compassionate and cheerfulness that can or could bring
equal rights for positive verdict well have some verbal communication.
Based on what that could bring us cheerful state as Chris says, cherish the
breath taking moments. For a powerful note that he or she leaves a
positive verdict understanding we are under authority to honour one
another with respect responses under authority.
Though I knew I would not disobey the ruling as the verdict is for
possessiveness to make us together and I was not to hurt but to be fair by
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far good judgement.
I have understood a smile could bring happiness to you or for uplifting to a

mind with in between your well-being and with happiness some time from
others will be curious.
The curiosity efforts with my students over time has learned about life
dependency that when he showed to help protect my young mind, body
and spirit I aroused with a shift of dark to light which I tried not bring up
Chris to the classroom with students.
We both addressed our concerns and we were sexy and sassy about life
situations. He and I come from learned lessons and the best love comes as
a daily kindness acts, where you give or gave it your all.
You'll know when the scenario is true and you give it the best and here by
a time I had been holding a feeling that I cannot fight for tonight night,
might inducing ones life that seem right face the facts find out if it is true
love.
I begin experience of a relationship while being sorry through thoughts as

creations, which this experience has brought my creations into thoughts
into feelings that made me feel better about myself.
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I feel alive with more positive energy with the flow of time. I felt sorry
for-most of my time for the troubles that brought us be.
Taken this life we are abstaining our privilege contacting my family and I
made us look like idiots allowing court to proceed that without
questioning.
I do not remember who we are in change that made mistakes. I just miss
you Chris very much to this day, I hope judge allowing a rule thumb we
could do the contacting on my birthday week.
Being a teacher professionally at a school is where I was believe I will be

given opportunity to be successful a technology teacher at Portland High
School; on High Street, Portland Connecticut.
With life it treats you with goodness you will be thinking of ways that can
make you understand you have a kind heart. All through out the year I
prove if treating my concerns and doctor orders would be helpful and boy I
felt each day is a gift to learn something new everyday.
Knowing with all or anything with creation are viewed differentially in this
world and a mighty power that my formal student creates us is lead
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another obstacle here in my work file of life.
And with work obstacle life calling ahead of me is life I was thinking about
opening up Italian ice place. Yet Chris wanted pretzel franchise or
flavoured water on Main St Middletown.
It could be business opportunity awaiting to happen with my help receive

support and earn extra cash from programs like grant letter writing.
Giving each day was hard live each day improving his health and poor
choices he made and but from between what made me think second
thoughts when all family wants whats best.
But you must know, though I learned hard way. He had beliefs acute with
my beliefs a life before time. He by 15 years of missing life while I been
messing with wrong people.
I would date now comes Chris to experience the female bodies of love
who I want feel up each one another to the body. For the most part I have
this manner of setting up a motivation process of solutions of life problems
most seize the cause, and time and conclusion were left to play.
In process of solutions you might want to create is a toolbox. And what you
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include inside of yourself is beyond the belief with values and growth
inclusive amounts of experiences.
Knowing little with our savour Lord beyond in real life our males are one
as I am woman in love. Where life will give you positive for ideas for
supporting one another from each day of thoughts of happiness.
I will support ideas to take effort to a route a time meet Chris. He is who
treats me right I'm so happy today was a once upon dream day I put into
viewing the facts to recreate into Chris how plan a purpose of genetic plan
with no surprises no secrets.
The only god I know is my mother who I call occasionally. Who my mother
lived with was her second husband and lives in Maryland with her. She
raised me up with a loss of accident my father and she understands I have
anxieties with frustrations with choices I make say truth make this book
true.
Proceeding with inside of toolbox a fact I know I need which hold a power
to influence in matter nothing about wellness idea but be kept verbal
contacting of my party I keep inside a moment where we were happy
married on Easter.
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Where I took life is a solo thing for my mind and spirit. He knew
everything from all to expressing love to ones he love. And he became shy
but opened up with myself. The serious side of Chris he never gave up, it
was in his nature to do everyday deeds to put everyday efforts end up
denial in to the relationship with God and to my students I've imagined
everything was possible with people who knew Chris.
The latest news you should know is Chris will be prescribed a Rx drug to
give him comfortable behaviours and moods to write.
But knowledge and memory who made us smile is a keeper of the light of
good old sake of talks are morning till noon. While the day proceeds a
daily action ritual is under the creation of a thought here by a
conversation masterpiece of having fun by sharing positive thoughts with a
pattern of new ideas. I felt he will be completed with me enjoying life by
his side and couldn't believe I can call him mine soon.
For some social events it leads us to not forget the process of learning
from mistakes. Who we are youngsters learning out on ones truth that can
put the trust on people we choose to build or to rebuild that raises up for
a can hope due lacking respect. If noticed it will pull away throttle.
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I will be brave to give a chance of given information to issue for right. The
kindness of my behaviour comes from information. From both sides for
good or bad etc. emotions.
Time was all around us is where we can put our thoughts into actions and
personality action into a value, I knew I'll be well Chris Understands for my
thoughts there are uplifting bringing out the best with he kind of life. For
the best life for us of knowing we could be a cute couple together if we
maintained feelings for one another.
And I will love him, he will have baby with me, and boy know I am a
healthy young woman showing life with understanding I will live life by
live, laugh and love.
Knowing each other is either love or hate when something does not go
right he would write. Little to know I have a daily action plan to be taken
each day by his and my heart.
My brightest days are the days I welcome back a way to comfort a

welcoming of the table to our talks to my family and friends that I enjoy
life blessing of someone giving me comfort as I depended on food while
you could enjoy food while having a dinner talk makes everything
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complete.
I would give award out for all people who could make my dreams come
true with a life of a daily action plan for innovation of wedding in Easter.
To put pride in the students and to the parents I will understand more
about the care plan. But I owe an apology to one of my students who
brought most out of my heart he was named Chris.
He made a hurtful heart with positive insight heart to follow through the
leadership skills as owe him my life. He is the fuel of the fire of my life
who rocked my world as it goes round in this moment in a pill recovery of
fuel being energy.
He did not know or keep known that he is my best all exclusive pleasure in
my life. And boy he had feelings like no other that showed I am a major
impact of this life he is living for students life with informed boundaries.
To pursue with positive research and a time to have love developed

through in and out my life. And for time is by the farthest giving life
chance to prove this ought to be true.
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I left in my eyes of being insane hearing voices brought that this is

experience that brought out being not welcomed with happiness. I brought
with the life of mine growth with health that had balance and diet.
Where I taught abreast with natures it will end while be taught with us in
many of ways it is possible as a teacher obtaining to getting married to a
student was reasons why I wanted him for his likeness of me first move
made by straining in email he was always going be there.
All by my self with myself everybody in my life was like a loony cartoon
and everybody else who knows Chris and I getting married for we will be
happy for Chris.
I understand where his memory comes see the facts with actual
understatement that I will be coming with research and time into eyes of
December in due time.
I was negative to Chris after he left high school in January of 07 and

vacation after that day he never came see me in person. And with his
heart hurting for years he started to have aches and pains throughout his
body. We both had each other and experienced many symptoms of the
criteria of a mental illness. That when late August of 07 his illness was gift
that he seemed mentally challenged to love me.
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The life I lived did not reflect my time and I always put Chris on top of my
chart to see more people like Chris. Where we both accept a date from
each other but I know him best and I am going to write make Chris
understand I love him so much.
To anyone I was one goddess for goodness sake where I brought attention
some goodness from a love of beyond accepting. That I have in mind of
one student loving me forever.
For love is rare but it was hard date and I felt sad ashamed and I needed
Chris. I kept it discreet of minimum amounts of moral courage I saw in
other males as one powerful woman as he said in a letter. That I was a
Goddess and I put myself into danger will be with unknown words he
assumed.. It all was biblical with encouraging words of Lord but knew he
was trying his best to approach without contact.
Most of all because I love myself the most. I appreciate my life and give
out thanks. When somebody loves me too, I felt more secured about my
discussions when my injections are better part of me. I had raised
questions if marriage is or our feelings I get more positive thoughts about
who I am teacher for teaching or teaching with stern attitude.
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Lately I had more then thoughts to make possible share anything whenever
to whoever is the eye of the tiger I ought love Chris today. I very much
enjoyed his mixes he made class and he was capture of my heart who I
very much love dearly.
I taught of being nice and sharing to new heights my complete life history
as a disability of acceptance. Where surrounded areas shared technology. I
brought the best out my career as I focused on perfectionism.
I understand that Chris makes myself feel warm and knowing his actions
and body I calls and makes me feel love is a sensation where nobody could
ever make me feel like he one to take grant for justice seriously because
he knows it was me who held verdict last resort wanting to see me more
aware and arrested if years or days months hours minutes seconds
clueless in pain hearing the news that was shameful like if I ever cheated.
It made me feel that like I felt important and shy to open up. He
expressed so much love without a word not said anything from my end yet
to hurt and cry away far away with burning up thoughts I had no
contacting experience for years with a pending case of harassment II, I so
regret to this day of not speaking for years. I know for the amount it worth
it was true love.
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With he she said he said all amounts of experience was a table experience
as this year goes along and I knew I plan not to show up for court. And
Chris filled up with my joy of my heart well meet happy time that time
Easter, well a have wedding in spring.
I could not pretend this is reality but know it is true I have a clue who can
be loved, I'm one in a million times better with fact of as one I will honour
as a husband comes a wife to be, and each day with counting thoughts
endless thoughts about facing two make one a whole heart together loved
in life and true love story.
He feels I was from my life as a teacher who could bring hurt to new
levels. Where by now my heart is making a way to learn and not a person
to fool with gain respect.
I felt with gain respect was about being a loyal, a lovable person at when
moments where we have a pending case. Both of understand by a verdict
this year we will be together.
He always knew how handle the issues of conflict because he left me with
time to think things throughout a movie well watch. I felt watching a
movie with my daughter and Chris will show happiness. He liked the movie
Mrs. Doubtfire.
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By doing well of doing good things we call deeds well settle with the
verdict of a deed. And by talking things out before acting in proper form I
live without the reason with concerns with good spirit. It will work out
within a year or less to set my mind to freedom as a gate to aim for
infidelity of negative people taking Chris' words.
Yet the concern with the life I live it probably not be a good idea to show
you under stance the ordeal with positive stress with my positive actions.
If you have any questions about us seeing each one of another about the
concerns it brought a treasured date where idea well have the best Easter
wedding is yet feelings share in person talk over about what has to come
and to whom that I feel comfortable its reason Chris is by my side. And
what has brought good from my end keeping a low profile.
As for Chris he makes known everyday he loves me I assume considering

he had been through emotions and writing for first times a story. He
experienced so much drive in my 30s and now hitting the little over 40s I
know he will excite me.
I realized I was trapped in my own tapestry act as cry out bursting feelings
of sensations of came questioning his friends with frying my briain led my
mind let go the feeling sending a spirit to save us.
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I must believe in all good today as I get ready to let life give the best love
for us as I give up the tissues and resolve my issues and Ill see you in no
surprise time Chris.
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Chapter 14: Leaning Towards No Denial
I like the good old days by his family he knows nothing about mine but
courtier responsive of behaviours of side of baby father, heritage that can
say oh yes many of times of week and weekends well meet if conscience
able make true statements of facts our destiny always counted us in for
surprises.
I trust he is always a pleasure to be around but with 7 years I know the

best and how to handle things and boy I really like us to know how we are
the best couple on earth.
We are the best coupled underneath of best feelings for another each day
sharing at court a conversation we both know we will be through it all
even giving by the judge and the verdict. And by now I dont see possible
to undertake a world with drama it was true love that I play as victim
and criminal comes a verdict.
And I was his fuel to his fire he creates in life thats huge commotion or he
say lets do the locomotion acted silly. I adore and remember so much of
the moments we shared. To know he puts me to drive to start of day and
night of day with kind words of joyful reading and kisses which puts my
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diligence to new heights of knowing he loves the world at one which
females are his glory.
His morning of early thoughts and actions trying to invite his friends over
but he has no friends and I feel his pain. And I honestly dont want him see
I do not know how to treat an unthoughtful hurt illness and being ill myself
is here to write out my thoughts as a female teacher who loves a student.
I love my student so much and it made better for years within court order
to not contact any party of my family. But this year was special I made
Chris feel proud and happy. I will follow court ruling for this year from my
end with no contacting his family. I felt he would be a gentle man with
honouring myself and yet to be verdict which I hope goes well for us to
gain communication, I honoured my mother this year and considering Chris
wrote an email and mother and sister made me hold a grudge with
pointing out he is a wonderful true dream guy.
The ruling of no contacting is for best of us taking it was slow change to

better assure and protect me from hearing issues that are hurtful from one
another.
Likewise ways for the best of I can see both of us are happy and sad for
cheerful thoughts to delightful thoughts thats light weighted with several
years of a verdict. Within nothing offer but child and home eventually I
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had been missing Chris this year was all wanted to have no denial for my
miscommunication I promised to be there after high school and will be
better. I am aiming high for wedding to be on Easter in Spring.
I plan on doing verdict once again which is not show up. I am generally a
tough cookie with loaded amounts of pain and thoughts about Chris and
boy it was a struggle make it from here at verge of exploding with
withdraws of his love.
It was very hard to cope days, and I have shared a blossom with Chris life.
I was a beautiful female who Chris thought gorgeous was a misbehave
should done better. He made me feel special and I made him special.
I could go free along with my strong feelings with Chris. And it is likely I
could never leave his side.
A part me knows I am proving my health is more important and to see him

when large amount courage he unfolds to make life prosper while being
safe.
Of myself, he says courageousness is to know how to see from a judges

point of view it is true love that needs understand it brought eye or will
bring growth with our young minds. I was here to maintain relationship
with a positive actions and behaviour. I was climbing for a drive for love
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and dirty fullness of a lust story of Christopher. I cared so much about him
in everyday and every hour of school hour.
I am wrong with some areas yet I want to continue to live life to the
highest potential. And with some people I felt I was the right in
corrections of areas of a students life.
I had daydreams about making it possible to pursue or question or create a

mind and spirit. Becoming a one love one heart lets get together be alright like Bob Marley song lyrics which songs meant world to me.
I would fall to quickly with the people I would meet wither administration
to students but one thing was true I especially love Chris, if when someone
captures my heart very much love less worry.
The chances of the wrongs, Chris went to the extreme and showed efforts
each day while without giving up no reason for break up. He thinks
positive with his behaviour. And Chris never gave up on the relationship
that did not exist but know well be together at some point in our life I felt
as he felt too.
One thing is true I will always love this student who I fall with in love most
of my days Chris. He who was Chris. I hope for better days with limited if
nothing but contacting, could both go well if obeying as redetermine we
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could not wait for a verdict and I will be clear I will follow court orders all
is well. When I let you see me around Chris know I have feelings for
Christopher. I admired his looks and he had admired mine so cute together
I felt when we were on his header as I am editor of story K K K.
On the first day I taught in high school I have been enduring the issues
from my family who left me with kind heart to share. I travel where
money is more of virtue of value and I spent summer vacations going
internationally.
Where I had thoughts about taking a vacation with a student and from
where I will be there for Chris, and he adored my town who visited with
out a doubt over two times or little bit more times.
It was a calm Sunday night and boy this day has brought slices of
vegetable, artichoke, broccoli, and garlic pizza in box. The pizza was for
our dinner. It was typical day with Sundays were all about delivery of
pizza. Eating it with my cute fingers with red dress. I did not live with a
student but felt he would make a difference in my life.
And I feel a breeze have a cold draft slight breeze to my feet and skin and
face. Moments and days I thought about Chris and daughter were true way
escape ecstasy reality in life.
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Feelings and I could not let go or say anything hurtful or negative I felt
enforcement of positive energy.
When we met the days I would be saying here for you, what hurt me now
by being your conservator and the most is giving up time in school to talk as
Chris, he wanted a relationship rather then him making an income with
grateful amount of cash.
I rather not say anything right now but school was ending I rather be with
no other then Chris. And thankful he posted the file online for a beta copy
of eBook. I just know our budget would have no fear we would make every
payment to our bills that required shop for bargain.
But something about Chris and I felt the time was this year was pushing us
in right direction and in a way I could remembering when the chances
brought to think of we were together for less then 3 days total as our
classes were 45 minutes each day of the week. And he felt he had spirit to
roar out new ides making us work in the sun on a nice sunny warm day.
It all began with well kind thoughts of nearly perfect dream home where
the grass was greener then average. Thoughts came in excessively
amounts of I love you-s and how profound in spirit we are together. I love
my home it was a dream come true.
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I could not wait it was almost winter over-about and this was the year of
spirit of giving way to say I think it will work out. And each day present
with court I learned where there is wise there is lies and Chris has my oath
Im responsible considering Im a mother and pledge to the allegiance
several times a day.
I thought everything with everything through and I carry on loving my

student for much of no regrets of live life with laughs and love.
Feeling to my body and legs their was a slight breeze coming from inside
the house. For the life of Today I have to be better tone when known to
share lonesome thoughts to local police. I thought I felt his grandfathers
presence was at my door bringing a feeling complete with Chris with
mysterious chills.
I yet to show what was at my door bringing us together. I have in past felt
remorse while yearning for my sexy beast Chris. I felt pain in high remark
through my mood stabilizer medication and made me want Chris to sooth
the pain. I felt upset when I couldnt regret but take in denial for being
brave for encouraging words and story that speaks of wedding Easter,
Most of all trying to keep better, I search for dorks who I can love from a
school. I travel from a car I was a woman with a child. As for myself at the
moment I enjoyed myself with being a teacher of year while keeping warm
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to a hug or two make ends meet. What questioned me the most is how
long the duration is good byes to a student.
Life changed through transitions of technology and economy with

computers programmed made by someone hired, and gave less jobs as the
computer does the malfunction of processed work.
Good buys caught my heart with arrangements of a great deal, for the
most I was bargain shopper with technology always being updated. And
part all is well beyond better for a market of technology and with nano
technology as you wait 2 years prices remain same but double
performance or heating cores improve and it is a tablet or PC.
I use a kindle a memorable time when Chris sent me a love of himself and
I together in a purple background on computer that was a picture.
Everything about Chris is soothing and he admired that everything was a

waiting yet not set forth life is not a game because he knows a game over
may failed or you retry but under the mastermind I will come Easter that
everything was a waiting yet not surprise say I want another baby with
Chris.
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How awful when he is crying in-front of me, when he is the one who can
make me happy and feel comfortable trying understand what happened
and make a life at a dance but not throwing and tossing actions of sex.
And where we stand maybe best thrown by his and your expressions with
paint and hate, but Im not that unusual suspect trying to bring home
peace when I could be the one who spent hours in bathroom come home
as a naughty teacher.
I refused say next but lately, We had no chance of hate. It was mild cold
weather of summer this year, it was the wind that made the cold weather.
And boy I wanted to know if he and I know with my thoughts, I will lead
myself feeling better about situations or my sex drive well improve over
time.
And he felt myself with who I am by writing out my life which was
optimized for relief of celerity a mental illness that once had enough
twice it will be better thirds your well now prove it.
I feel better each day and each day where and when I have to share a
peaceful matter to myself and the completion of yourself that are paying
forth your time to make up time for loss of a verdict. To prove innocence
you can back away any given time but I am going to show my responsibility
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with no remarks and to ought to be respectful.
Chris is one in one million whom for the one that can understand he is my
hopeful cheer state mind both presented at best with the mind full of
thoughts.
The mindful of thoughts that known my fullness a heart that is given love
a chance for this year plus more towards a formal teacher and student
relationship.
I make known to live through the night that I am sad without giving my
best of ability to not become but only Chris as any choice but be
better by chances.
From getting comfort from positive thoughts I write out, and from where I
belong is my comfort circle zone that defines all directions of life thoughts
in one direction from the start with no negative thoughts. This year was to
prove right about my love towards a student.
Yet I go out of place, at ease as I pace myself to be best of best like magic
magnetic charge or force. And I can become a positive role model to
students especially a student Chris he would consider I make an outline
and plan to a duration understand the power of a touch could be true as
we reunite at no certain destiny lies truth and indulgence of behaviours ill
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show. About what I am feeling and tonight and everyday it was meant to
be on Easter and hoping he goes and marries me would be like fairy tale..
come true.
I live here to know I am saved by many my life but do not consider me as a

freak when it comes to learning new software like scripting where are my
weakness of my self motivations, but I know together two heads make
better than one so I go on waiting on marriage on Easter.
I proceed a life throughout positive behaviours, and I began to processes

one particular positive thought preceding where I brought back community
programs.
Portland High school is where I taught. It is certainly not easy to please

the administration and staff faculty but make room for a chance or two to
benefit the school for I work weekdays and weekends teaching.
Given a situations I draw out only allowing many positive thoughts to enter
the extent a student I will write back knowingly I can take things to far so
better he or she writes back only when I reply orderly with thrust to win in
trust at right timings. Where the thoughts are positive people with domain
to no turning back of a turning point and I cannot read an evil thoughtless
mind.
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I make my daughter a better person and knowing Chris he will earn a

positive behaviour. I refastened matters in my own hand while leaning
towards no rejection to injections from anyone who knows him he took
schizophrenia bipolar injections has been treated for schizophrenia.
And he was well beyond recovered with minimal struggles with normal
tasks was a mixed concerns he to shame inside knowing he is not here but
not love sexuality lie beneath bearing around me at love at first sight.
With the life we live Chris kindly took life at moments expecting to meet
up towards an emotional guided support line of friends which was his
buddy from Middletown and family members.
I had concerns about informational fundamental learning risk factors am I

safe by far and how am I surviving through thoughts and techniques has
happen throughout my day and years I live I will give out positive support
of my family and to my friends. I held nothing responsible nor grudge for
the unfortunate events that made everything feel like we were not going
fear and find a way out of ecstasy.
I am goal driven and family ordinate ordained for Easter wedding. That did
not make me argue and be angry but happy we are living up the fantastic
marriage dream.
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What came out of our young minds was we live in a world filled with eager
moments to press charges only because of protecting my exiles of
marriage meaning of impress motivated to write read and edit. I do not
need dissatisfaction with coping skills.
I make note to focus of writing yes one cope to write. I felt the urge to let
go all and bring forth today to say nice things to Chris for it was the glory
days we remembering all good people who left move on more new faces
September leaning towards denial he was here at last.. my new body
partly was soon over with all who made story realising they took Chris'
book into writing.
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Chapter 15: Learning Trust Each

Other
As where I was brought up in Maryland as I achieved a high school

diploma, My parents knew I had all success. The success came through in
my hands, at a young age. But great times were in my hands with my
friends in fact.... If keep in touch with them on social networking sites
and through email address contacts.
The traits I lived were trying to improve myself and daughter with
fundamental improvements with manners and sensuality comes with our
body language confused yet open at this day we talked how in over and
make positive remark as I was affectionate towards the people I meet with
my daily life.
How it all began question many but the trust was in-fact a quarter was
being close on social networking sites. He dived his life into parts one was
sleep over was eat and like I said social networking write ups in diary
while hanging out left for room.
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The most sources of happiness are when I studied myself conscience with
trial and error in life being the bounty hunter and I gave therapy a try.
I put a value as in an oral form of family history in a chores household.

What I was taught by family, I shared with my daughter everyday to
remember Chris will meet her sometime soon.
And for my sex drive I was a year to live knowing I could stay single and
have respect to the one I love, which is Chris. To utilize the love I am
depending on myself to marry a formal student who is Chris.
I made room for a chance with my student to reach positive thoughts and
remarks to reach new heights of possessiveness each day and yield a
desire with a new yeast of thoughts each day to rebuild the broken pieces
left behind to mend to future saying there respectful the students now
marry me Chris on Easter in spring time.
Each thought is a mountain full of thoughts at the end of day. And I am

glad to have settled for techniques. Sometimes you know that I had to
climb up a thought pattern of terror and down is challenging and choices
are getting higher with positive thought actions you have like stair case
building so why say someone who could change your world brings nothing
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but guilty pleasure to talk about.
For the amount appearance in a story about love was showed up was
difficult because I had business management talks and tasks I had to deal
with some annoyance with thoughts on what Chris has done on face-book
and for most part I was helping my thoughts to precede new ground felt
breaking free from ideas of my day was helping others succeed.
I would receive call and see how everything going but I was a worry freak,
as my student is least of my worries because he been trying relax me in by
encouraging the treasured moments to not show signs of worrying while
being on medications for years.
And my company in Center Brook Connecticut was a struggle and

technologies was getting easier and faster with thin line of computers and
nano technology was impacted and impressive to the touch.
Usually kids had tablets and iPhones and or Smart Phones and wanted to
be zoned on device outside or inside at relaxing place at home. It raised
questionable or relative house to know if once kissed could one resist.
Learning if he meant everything truthfully was a gateway of information of

applications is cure his ways of seeing a scanner and events could
rebalance of meeting into destiny as wanting see one another in time
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travels. It was important to do updates too on his iPhone for meetup.com.
From a situation I brought updated software suggestions to the School

where I worked.
For administration from staff I had out dated computers all surrounded by
me, and it will become a prohibited life situations where you are stuck at
house using old software or familiar software for daily use.
I learned new content of software and tools when I began to protect

myself as I wanted a relationship. Looking up new words with police
personnel books which brought forth reading Connecticut School Book Of
Law.
Who what class is not easy said and done with older software but not easy
when you use older software and projects we create make no room for
advancement and achievement successfulness at proper intruder calls us a
sly devil.
The schools systems I work currently had upgrade to new faster processor
the brain of computer with large amount of memory the root what loads a
program.
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Aside realism the fact a judge reviewing court case will understand
possessiveness from the daily life deeds without contacting where my
student has everyday to make us together in some form and I believe with
a faithful thoughts could lead for his heart.
I felt he was one to try make a life understanding with was impaired
judgement of knowing we have a wellness toolbox listing the facts of what
makes us whole was love then rule out wages of having loss of virginity
with me to no cost but show I was a virgin at time of liking Chris.
I have thoughts about what I recommend a formal student Chris which to

earn my love would be accepting life and knowing where you can do
nothing but go with flow of life.
Therefore saying accepting nothing will be the ground root to dismiss the
case. He did in-fact send 12 dozen flowers and huge bunny with lunch
pack. I received a movie as well The Notebook which symbolized our life.
His gifts were so cute.
I will enter my students life, and head to hospital to get treated for my
positive life and for relationship advice and treatment for relationship
patterns cast out to share in-groups. Which never had time for talks about
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acceptance.
But note I will be in art looking at other creations of masterpieces

schizophrenics as I believe life one big painting and illustration with
magnetic guidance.
Chris had and have make known to treat life with elevations knowing little
trust had him look past the imperfections and he was off to hospital once
in a while he kept a behavioural thoughtful sake was emotional for hours
but know he listens well and keeps high hopes up high with a new heights
come the positive thought pattern of what love means when its true.
I feel learning he realized that the most from love takes time of a pending
case but know you comes a victim in good hands with my family and
friends.
I speak in English words with here a story. But I had no say from judge it
will be okay to know the judge by attorney had no word and no worry
about an evaluation was not part of an ordeal and I am here writing story
with a touch of lived life with thoughts as a teacher point of view he made
of sure of know why I the teacher had you mad you to be glad..
I remain alive and take no stand with the keeping the same with no
contacting from any party and reaching as a calm positive person I can be
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the one that reaches my comfort zone for this year, by keeping calm and
quite with low profile. It started create infused reaction when he said
always will he love me.
The court had all print outs with his profile and I can be open minded and
modified that says the relationship in Chris life made him put effort after
effort of trying and surpassing the life for both us to be held a verdict by
judge which was held by unknown time and no surprise the story lead a
trial for behaviours arousing but true meanings when someone ever loved
him back based on what has been said.
I knew was I loved, and I enjoyed life. As I perceive to make room for
headway with all forms of responsible actions I put in a reform for the life
with a motivation toolbox that looks life with a positive outlook in any
given situation as thought process, which was helping others succeed.
I had to prove each day I gave my all-good not cheating attitude and put
in my first fact that I am responsible for my actions in acts of love.
Each day I consisted that I was taught my rights and lecturing on being an
honourable mother teaching with scriptures and with being well-being
mother and with my self-sustaining dark-side changing by a boy friend he
made things confusing he took the good outside my comfort zone he was
demanding and controlling yet lovely Bug his family called him.
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For Chris it was equal amount of love he wrote I edit and read. He
understood me I could so trust him to do right. I thought about making up
for long years as lovers stake control of positiveness of having proper
judgement that required learn from faults.
After all I was heading for trouble overly thinking made sense but I loved
my formal student Chris so much more.
For he was a student and his efforts made for human actions that puts
forth-positive energy bond at rapidly for the prize awaiting and I had
thought free clear with food for thought lead action.
Besides it made food intake with energy could only explain why I set my
values to freedom knowing my actions became the reflections of
behaviours lead to listen Im the impersonator what I hear my command to
ask you for respect when we take turns speaking the truth to jury in my
classroom here comes love.
I make clear as Chris knows as I welcome of free of sharing that I would

like a great life to know if I would have the courage to review. I feel I will
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be heard there are better days ahead with a deed I can follow as for a
value I can follow and help and trust.
And let it be known that ill improve his life aspects for better utilizing his
time or be known to days I will be remembering the ponderously body
brought good that has brought the good life.
Each one of us has some capacity to take on less and you can show a
cheerful smile after all weight was to obtain, life is one fantastic great
adventure with needed sex of Chris.
Id be happy to explore life with my student and celebrate holidays with

Chris. I have chances of becoming better of know where I know when I do
right which brought for each moment is my gift, Fir I will have Chris he
wanted to be a tree of hope standing tall for taking my family pictures and
with life events.
Chris expected a lot for a teacher that he liked me to mess with him when
both love and fate whenever I realized now it would be legit to date him
and myself made be assure to do right trust with my life for it was
heading right direction.
As for now I meet new faces this year and rethinking about what with life
can bring together as family and importantly know within thoughts will
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bring or become good fortune being expressed with one language a smile.
I will become memorable with both face-book chance of luck that leads to
fault for broken hearts. I been shown troublesome battle to one, That one
I will be true to my love. And I will remain free as for today I might speak
out my thoughts in manner needs a boost for improvement.
For next day ill be prepared replace to positive with my thoughts. Most
importantly I hope to be prepared to start relationship with Chris and
forget my troublesome behaviour towards others. I felt attached to Chris.
I will say and two show positive remarks, I will be smart and cheerful with
coherent abundance to luck. Being cozy with thoughts I feel all night to
talk to my family and say most of my love comes from my personality.
From most part I was a teacher and I really felt committed to Chris. A
formal student as very much attached he was obsessed with my
personality and inner beauty.
I teach software and design where you can learn on weekends as well. I
have been with interaction with technology all my life, for years life was
all about teaching with a classy sassy attitude.
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You take for the future and gain success if you are win-over someone or
barriers. I had obstacle that the best times with Chris can welcome of
baby and being with my Chris he knows, I wait for that moment see us
outshining kisses before work he said ox to emails if sudden changes in
placement of choice. He put forward a chance he wakeup with hangover
with ruthless behaviours.
And knew I wouldn't allow excessive amounts considering he did have way
of keeping down, only low amounts and drinking steadying kept motivation
of whiskey and sprite.
And being together after months to years made us to have prove right I
did brighten up his life. This is a story about with ones new marriage of
beginning a new life story about trust.
With thoughts of knowing everyday will be with sense of do a put down

made of sure he may show long years living, I therefore get my life to
normality by speaking positiveness.
I felt my daughter will have tenderness of Christopher when I get old he
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would be my age now if not older or younger, I really need him watch over
and do best all year and be my man.
To have a better life is saying I can get better and better with positive
attitudes of you knowing I will never be repressed a life battle to be
happy, I will handle issues over the police or if harm with a life to blame it
on truth but I need you Chris.
I yearned for long years have him earn my love take on trips if he quit
smoking he assumed but I let that go. I was easy pleasing in my life.
When someone has deep down thoughts, I welcome to create a world wind
reaction which sometimes will burst your bubble but welcoming myself to
your comfort zone, I might take on choices and travels to aim high up on
cloud 9 my life with travels dwell in past to look at his Bush Garden photos
on web and wonder where his stuffed monkey went in his life.
It felt good to receive notice when in crisis team were informative while
learning whats going on in his life in writing that unfolds true story of
love.
I really feel I can create to a cure fact with fiction in a world where you
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speak no harm and show positive remarks while showing positive actions
professionally to a student who has heart for knowing me.
To get my mind working, I create a day with an honourable value I set for
a days work. With a value of patience as I understand my characteristics
are part of growing up I most importantly will be around the clock to be
home with a fellow student all my life.
I just need life to treat me kind by court understanding it is a true love

story as writing was the ground surface to do the conscience of all
speaking to fair trial.
Acting up at the freedom of speech I may make a way for positive future.
My house was at Essex Connecticut. Today was cold weather outside in
morning, and where I live had a half moon out tonight.
How I waited for moment feel fresh breeze with delight to fill one another
into a kiss who I expected this years winter as north pole sees an Easter
Bunny elf playing with money like the lottery as pretty wealthy and
worthy of giving me ring catalogue to choose.
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He wouldnt use me for money while we almost hit on a date maybe
considering last day of school. But having fist full of faults of errors in
adult years I feel I kept haven choices that had a chance I will make it to
who I love day after birthday. To get elf Chris you must realize he brought
family closure with no worries released. He knew that I will make yourself
himself worry less thinking about who faults can become faults made by
mistake to originatively of source of ideas look back to correct but idea
Chris to be honoured for no shame he came home with winning lottery
tickets he could save money which he did use play numbers.
It was the last night of Memorial Day and boy I was excited start the
relationship. And I was a likeable teacher who had been in the past in the
mood to say with all my desire, I will remain calm and silent.
With a show of a smile, I remained calm and thought about what makes a
time and love come true is by turning and getting the right moment a
capsulized capture of bypass a pascal of organized of pleasing the arms for I
loved Chris must he realize it was us that is on walls of status updates the
book published in hash-tags.
Where we are confused. I trust in others especially Chris if where things

get out of hand and who I turn to ought-en forgotten it too would be
untrustworthy once he disobey my and court proceeding commands. Which
takes years build trust back.
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Which I remain best I can become and make most of each day and give it
my best of all my might and power be accepted to this world set forth a
goal be better of fulfilments of a story about my student lover Chris.
I had many days where I had thoughts about what becomes stress makes
positive room for a change. And had mood changes with my levels of my
tolerance and adjustment.
I have positive stress in a way my life is where they are are barrier be alright be filled by choices and be into reflections of all-good while are
made with my troublesome behaviour of life when I lacked by there is
know and knowing you'll be the one husband I marry Chris the formal
student I know that for a fact will say yes to our date.
I am calm and silent that speak of intently with what I write down, what
brought good but indeed shown respect, which my motto for today was
more talk less work.
The path I choose is one way with one behaviour. I indicate what has been
said I try not hurting ones feelings being abroad of knowledge this
relationship was meant to believe we will succeed and make myself having
a feeling like a beautiful women that deserves who I love when I love.
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How I love being bright as quick fork of brighteners and a dark-side can he
or she understand I would make myself glow makes my student happy.
To see besides me what makes a single thought of wedding driving in cab

saying take us New York City makes a judgement filled with a hand of love
with ones is going to make right and makes me have a feeling ill be
alluring with my stand point points. We may just not get married in Italy
but I dream for what conscience learning it was Chris to decide.
I may have some returns inside my stand point be at good favours I ask for
this is the year we become two that becomes one with huge heart for
being grandparents one day. Why so young well I just see us getting along
each day more and more.
All you can do hold Chris tight with a life and where to love is make out
which is with efforts you can put on the table. If trust is suffering being
laid then to who is trusted on and believing you can ask me and trust me
and it will work out.
More in likely I will put you on a well being more thinking about situations
about how of a fool you can be, to date me. Few capture my heart while I
can try make you cry yet have very much concern about you Chris reading
my version edited. Which made raise the questions, which cause me to be
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blunt, curious with thoughts and why do I have these thoughts as a teacher
mating up with student.
Could our love story be true kept running in my head. I so was ready to
perceive a verdict with showing and proving we trust another for years
here comes a story about true love.
The memories brought a butterfly in stomach nervous feelings. And I cry

know where I belong in a students life, but one stood out and he was in
good hands.
I had thought with a care act we could see each other more while in good
hands under authority. One of my students Chris surprised me with large
amounts of possessiveness with what he offered help out on small
projects. I put my trust on him as a true love.
I have not being judged through my mental health and awareness, with
anything from anything with students. The amount of school work brings
each day assuming I will be enhance of being helped from others of
students and formal students that will get a chance to work on resume as
well.
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While I welcomed back students to classes I taught it felt good seeing his
Face-Book.com profile.
I had not held a grudge and everyday is a counted blessing. I feel blessed
that I can count on how many days till vacation or holiday. I showed with
known times I struggled at first but could achieve more if working
efficiently a way where I worked a full year supporting my daughters
dreams and to remain supportive in a student dreams who was Chris and I
writing book.
Sometimes I want to show a quality improvement besides editing that a

successful person has to be under going an authority of power making
anything to retrain through in within thoughts happened during talks to
police.
He who got it on with what I write makes me manically hide recovery in

exile of knowing I did wrong and prove wrong to right.
And to be that student has no discrete time that I would say nothing with
no time. Usually in summer vacation I take my family to new heights for
thoughts and suggestions.
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And I would not make contact to email to call as you may assume it could
be obsessed behaviour. If you expect days go by quickly I say me live life
for you and it only consist of one student which I call Chris. I favour and
fall for Chris but you understand I should have not held on a negative
behaviour. But he was who I release the positive behaviours and it will
make the negative too positive. I will understand I will be so happy be
with student all the time especially the one who had no ambition to join
school functions like pep-rally, prom, and school dance.
For the most part I was happy that brought a cheerful heart, I was clever
as can be that anyone can believe with all my positive energy comes a
courage roaring. I had feelings that thoughts became the essence of that it
was meant to be relationship that being said it has no ends to tie down the
fields of thoughts.
I really thought about how secure the relationship and I thought a look
with our names on it an invitation for wedding would capturing years of
our love picture sayings he found in later be seen as later in years album
and DVD scrap booking.
I felt it was time set forth this year with lock with names on it as well
and place it with others in Europe.
Being a Super Cool Mom of one got me on how I can become stronger and
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what has been stronger is unknown I was reading wanting to call Chris.
Each day was built strength and each day I become cherished moments
that captured my heart with a formal student which was on my mind.
I brought back memories when I found his picture he left but he has gone
what about knowing I am single, he had no idea. What I have in plan I will
try to give a boost a solution of travelling to understand if it was meant to
be. What has brought happiness is for what time can know a day we live
with forgetting a brought behaviours without consumed attentions.
What is know one enchained for my love is to myself to think to myself to

student harassment at his level true love makes sense to me to marry
him. You will owe nothing into buying my love but talking over coffee with
Chris would be nice.
But he who has stress will need Attorney, which he had one that told him
to write a letter which comes a story. I gave very little information about
myself but he knew it was a drive for love take place for the
misadventures of the funky ones he called dorks..
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I had thought hed become insane believing in all this craziness as much
over looked upon what and how much all I do, and all my heart knows
what is true. What is true is life without rules just high expeditions and
love is expanding inside my heart, which we act and call values
contextualize to behaviours. To become better of all knowing your rights
as a sexual partner active we use to create common values.
I got scrambled with thoughts for this is the year plus more looking for
Mr. Right and everyone said best yet to come within my student loving
me. He very knew how treat myself with last email telling he is all right
and wants best for us.
He is improving quality of life and hatred actions moved to burning hell of

sins being forgiving as new medication dosage was choice he played yet
uncontrollably by injections soothed everything out once each other week.
I am impressed he felt inner happiness, my personality is what he loved

the most. Hed be a funny person if he wrote to my daughter seeing a gift
love can bring! Yeah he was cool, and I look beautiful towards him, he was
probably disabled but he will endure yes or no for a great night out with
lights out.
Day or night of a different recommendation of restaurant is hard I like my

favourites and yes they are pricey but will never refuse McDonalds. Or
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should say differential between what have gave in good have gone bad is
based on life difficulties. I knew instantly he go bananas if he saw me
driving a VW yellow convertible along with plough VW yellow truck from
80s.
So confused but with differences in thought pattern will all aim for
proper choices or make someone else to make the choice we choose
accept.
As we spoke with no disrespect which can be tricky to organize to the

brain feed of new but recommending not recommends an excessive
amount of brain food of thought, Before a time before bed, are waking up
factors with life of humans.
You become drawn filled with writing feeling and when you heard a silence
an instant inner joy and we have comfort of knowing our comfort zone
includes to be with make up. For this Chris was including him to use Mac
Simpson as us we had no lack of trust I felt great to this day to talk openly
about it in story.
I am sleeping to the night alone because I would not mind sleeping with
Chris he is without much sleep it and it will make him delusional towards
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others and self.
But having points knowing it flawless within writing unless you start as
saying all students, husband and wife is one Chris and well achieve same
goals it will be given us another chance fight the battle of being filled
with enough sleep and talk about a budget. Everything with free of
budget and my thoughts in bed brought marriage on Easter. I was thrilled
it was less then years time away.
I set aside money for purchases over thousands but have hope for better
days. And I really love Chris. He got my mind working a mile a minute
worrying. And I know he is well and better. Which I know a great deal
about relationships, where which this special student relationship aren't
when you set a pathway happen so exclusively.
I could exist to many folks from his family and friends but I could not resist
to refrain my plan to workout because by writing, he was waiting for me
always at celebrations and holidays.
The more moments I call opportunity is to blame for it is true brought I

come yet has have been building trust to others. It got me to put my trust
on you as student I love and fought for years.
I had gotten a moment that gotten me going with a thought of
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possessiveness that brings joy, you set forth a positive action when you
leave a cool attitude towards me and it will be okay to like me. Well Chris
like both adore and love.
While I admire is likeness of like I felt was our sly words are apathy words
big I encourage you alone are one another a path in which take upon a
therapy group or social situation will lead to friends for life if you wish
upon.
I want to tell what is a true story, why I remain with a clue and how
became true but read and write but fight it I love you. I was lying down on
coach thinking about you a student life Chris, a formal student that had
been graduated on year 2007. He was all I think about during my whole
day.
I was watching the news at 11 while thinking with thoughts about my

psychological life. I had a mental disorder far beyond as for reaching out
for giving opportunity to work and I imagined working side by side with
Chris.
I lead each day with a cheerful smile with some areas of confusion and I
was happy about knowing one of my students is making a little over nine
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hundred a month which included his electronic debit card issued by
government for food.
He was a student, who was indulgent, with my inner beauty. Too cute and
the student was Chris. And today was my last night sleep till a new school
year. I was all prepared start with new welcoming to the class, a new K
family member my daughter. The classes I taught were technology and
computers which made me think I can make more being ice scooper.
I had so much to choose plus more, youll get a handful of cherishing to

the love with my student. And when I feel his positive touch that is only
change of love with my partner.
On how with the touch of positive a marriage with student is a tasteful

from beauty to neck and to the touch. I found in you, now feel me which
loves myself with Chris licking me good nights I was thinking.
This was the year to prove what is right and tell to others I will make Mr.
Right think and rethink on how to get it on for good life that involves us
naked.
I have built trust, he will never prove me wrong for I am right? What do
the whole experience bring kept running in my head believe whats told as
this was a response of continuing book with trust factor out the bond was
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the set freedom I had tell with no record it was story about trust.
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Chapter 16: Reflections Of Love
If a hug is arm reach, as for love thats amount courage bringing

reflections. Knowing youre in good hands that will prosper all day and all
night. For I walk with feeling on my chest from hug I received and asked
from Chris.
I really feel shame, I do not always make it a habit not always I am

pleasing to the touch, and knowing great deal what is to come ahead of
time. I am honest and I could see a relationship with Chris undergoing hard
times seeing both his papa and grandpa adding my grandma passing away
with years worth talking about.
For myself on what keeps me going is everything with ones feelings that
cause me to think. I will replace each thought as a one action with a call
of shots on how deals with pain. Planing out the due time will show my
respect and become worry and pain free.
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It made me feel if so I have felt the need to be filled with encouragement

one way or another. For the most part I welcome back graduated students
and with a ceremony with achievements from community to the classes I
offer, and with what have been out of whack see him arrested, where I
taught leadership.
To achievements the class with a main question, should it be nontechnology courses I should seek. And trust you will do nothing but learn
and advance yourself as you embrace a world with social media and
technology as for now wanting be set forth a cousin to who worked in
business and the brother can start path well respect ones personal
information.
I had no verdict and yet I had no fear. I was lead to Chris, and he is whove
I want to share life with to make love too and headway from tears to
beers, and to cheering up his years with knowing he has myself in his heart
desires wanting me on Easter for wedding ought make due in progress.
I will be here of telling and I will be with my dearest mighty power to

maintain a healthily eating habits and hugs to all my likeness with Chris.
From both sides we will live a mysterious family.
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He Chris understands he was all trying love myself so much I have to say
he was a monkey animal fellow of evilness when lost him.
Yet still have no impressed talent, he but nervousness knows butterflies a

bit like computers with data about computers and how they work. I really
like Chris so much and since the questions of rights remain salient I offer
no attempt to place a verdict this year. Let freedom ring and here I sing I
will marry Chris ought to be me to make due for this applying behaviour.
It began to become cold March with seasons to think about celebrating a

romantic Fall thoughts be warmer intertwine, I was very cold outside the
early morning sunrise was waits time of travel. And I have been okay as safe
as can be.
I had nothing but fear dreading down only snow and slippery road conditions
and I had some time to spare and I had thought about making a mix on my
iPod which he gave as present this morning with Bill Nye Science Guy with
clip probability.
The years I had some curiosity and parts of each year I had off in us had
adverse effective and on knowing the medication is working, and is where
I had no work or chance say if no school functions.
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I had contentiously left with my child curious about Chris and he haven't
had thoughts about my business of Centerbrooks Connecticut. And was
stressed at technology getting easier and easier use on everyday use of
life.
Where I live in past I had a lot of snow to plough as well my life never
really stopped I had so much work with so little time. What if he lived
with me raised questions. I knew it would all work out.
Chris adores my chores in my little small town, Essex Connecticut. And lot
days went by and I could make him fall for some nastiness at joking we are
ones drinking no after 10 years of not seeing him. So I thought I could fill
of big wonder for a big smile on his face say take me to a bar with music.
For love I will conquer and be with days forever months to years of joys
with action of spirit that on my mind, and that has brought joy. Where I
put joy is onto others as you know I want be treated for my thoughts.
As they may preconceive as forming thought is where we take our

thoughts will lead to the foundation, walls and roof like stable with my
thoughts in beginning of time precipice as God creates good dwelling on
evil of intervention of to good test a spirit received.
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In which hospitals put me on medications which I did not refuse and kept
quite its hard explain why love is endless words and amazes me your
reading nothing but true story with approval feelings two make one. Would
Ive conquered the feeling for thought true comes a story unfolded. He
understood me well for my well-being.
When we make up well have sex alone time as alone time time with
intimacy comes a time of yes bring me a coffee to work if having a job, I
kept saying myself it will get better.
And I say Im fulfilled of warmness with thoughts that was remaining

active that is to be come a goal driven woman with my likeness of a
student. With years with Chris, I know it is true he got the clue and I love
you but will tell you through my body and through my mind body and book
I love you so much.
The school functions and time management went well. It was my life to be
at every concert of my daughters, and with the formal student Chris. I
thought it felt that there are fundamentals of tools of living life. I had
some days he was in tears but with some insane nonsense showed what
was true likeness.
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And true love is set to be a winner with successes and of others like Chris
as reflection by editing his story.
When I had to control on how far on limiting myself to spend with my

others knew what is the deal. I been writing for months to years, days till
nights which pulled forward liking Chris. Boundaries from the formal
student Christopher who I call Chris never set place but one that was not
going stop me from thinking we are in this court case together.
But not a desire we need to go and get off topic and being well let me
understand Chris tried everything in his might to understand I love him, as
he remains true to jury speak the truth did he after-all take away his
virginity over the clarity of us seeing each other on web at ages where he
was learning everything to being a grown adult.
Living in Connecticut for years has been known from not know for any
snow conditions in summer. The weather just has parts warm weather with
very few hurricanes. And we get a various mixed weather conditions. The
forecast today was all about a cold windy weather.
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About what should happen I have chest full thoughts of pain lead by
learning by technique of secret disguised till this time is the end of
summer.
For the most part I had a somewhat mysterious past of fun filled
adventures of summer with my family and friends. And my daughter was
growing up to be cute with kindness genes she got from myself the
mommy.
Of my daughters life she was my priority make things go right yet put Chris
every second with everybody else on queue for people are with my
thoughts fashioned was ought to be propellent reflections of equality of
him behaving wanting be girl.
I tend to live for life and live it well. I could endless say what I really
love with my life with one formal student.
While each day I spent, everyday was with my daughter at school with a
room down the hall from my classroom. I thought about this life and
sometimes I had my thoughts with a little areas of confusion.
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I was thinking and I should live it up at my age. And from Chris, I can
achieve my life with happiness and most of part is completed book for
years of love. I cherish close to my heart his story of true love. He was the
eye to my apple.
And I understand I will live it up my life, after school hours though summer
to do whats right with understatement I will smile a lot more inside, as I
love you more than a bird needs a French fry as with a warm heart sees a
sunshine.
If I were a bird I would fly and you sing to you a song with that this year I
planed to have no verdict. I was clueless where and how I see myself
eating out all the time as calories goes up more we had burn and
exercising the brain was important as was energy he obtained with
carbohydrates.
By chance there will be change with whats happening could make simple
positive happiness reform where with bitter-sweet love but with weather
conditions of months time I will arrange and think about starting planning
a wedding.
And most likely fill with happiness with scent of my perfume as for my life
within having positive partner Chris come fragrance Paradise.
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It was my thoughts about a formal student to bring forth-positive

behaviours of a wedding while giving a scent of goodness everybody will
smell good.
But of what has left us to hate is the debate and controversy if I should
pursue and continue my student relationship. But I am here for a healthy
choice and a changed life experience with a special student. I say to
myself if someone should see my image of life I would get curious.
I would hate see my life messed up with bond. Yet I had thoughts about
Chris he makes me look positive in the inbox and outlook and be-filled
with my life as beautiful memory we share with messaging on the phone.
He is honest my formal student Chris and someone or natural gone

mortality wrong I will seek and look into my chance to improve or give in
when thinking everything will be okay.
I will be there comes an energy compound is source out of some force that
seeks to one body. To creatively write or say a whole picture was based on
knowing what has the title of the world of woulda coulda shoulda on who I
choose to be madly in love with you.
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It was easy remember the shadows by far close in his eyes during times if
he can see me do sudden movement of cursor lead to food being place
there like crumb and moved mouse on his touch pad which can see us in
public together sharing my data plan with unlimited web for not right or
wrong will be placed as he respectably sad.
I just wanted you from start, which made it feel I was only deepest
companionship I dont want loose touch with that everything is okay but to
like me I would have see you in deepest appealing to eyes of me beholding
you can I touch you.
You may run but cannot hide because youre the best Chris. How I must to
know what is right but wish he understand patience is around the corner
for a life to be my husband Chris. I think about calling him my Boo.
As you transform yourself you so should note to have a sense to allow

yourself have a low dosage of pain and fear if you need may help and it is
in and off school hours I will call police.
I had been hurt in the past with so much amounts of hurt with dealing
with hurt, you will end up heartbroken at first but later I live with fear
and pain I deeply fear of troubles between us now and then.
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I am on medications because running thoughts of Chris made myself cause

delusions. That with experts in mobile crisis consentingly know myself in
hospital and I use senses that it could be good or bad throughout my life
and hospitality if I gotten readmitted for never feared to say I want it now
bring it.
I think its a mystery when getting a chance admit and getting not
yourself. You just don't know who will walk in as I always felt when
admitted hospital people where against me.
I made much success and I had not doubt mistakes of love as entitled
forever with Chris oasis. It was stumbling throughout lack of strength and
dosage I was starting to feel a panic feel like it was feeling forever and he
loves myself so much till this day and is possible for welcoming somebody
in family. All I really want to make it last with his encouragement for
better years are the passing of the days hours minutes.
What the world offers you is a prize possession and where you cannot
judge because you'll feel down you loose I just give it away so quickly love
and happiness as life one big raffle seems to Chris.
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But when you say something you want to say to someone when its text
with landlines saying clear CLS meaning blank screen black, clear screen.
You take it personally and away but for granted it was Chris with a peace
welcoming and offering a life spent with myself.
We both ought to live life well that will the way plead no verdict for all
respect he has given me. And it was getting closer and closer till the date
of the verdict from the judge has a say on when we can talk.
I would not be mistaken or taken for granted but here I am useful to

myself as an icon as for opportunity. Well I have been clear minded for a
year time and today writing a missing you on my desk with story of this
writing that was based on creativity of truth of love acceptingly with true
behaviours of no missed trial.
I looked over messages he wrote when he were high in spirit and being
famous. I dwell for you student Christopher. For Chris with my family
encourage each other to push endlessly to reach longevity hopes is a good
life being beside you.
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Where I live life well spent with spending life together as a couple could
heal my heart away that man-eater. Knowing a reflection of who left my
heart in time has now a kindness of my spirit.
And well for myself classes go well teaching and working together with
students. I would collide and could create a community that came or
could say that we are a group taking classes that will become easy for
some students. A granted target making clear statements that the careers
in the technology world is how much successful I statements.
Learning all you can, doing your best but who I handle others to learn
with peers and myself for last resort. It was my job to teach myself first
eye corroboration for my lover getting compTIA A+ certification which
caught my heart to warmth knowing he can get paid from 30- 50+ dollars
an hour. He wanted be my lover for life so badly.
I enjoyed keeping warm under my sheets at home. In the forecast of this

season, we had a flood warning and it always has that feeling about having
raincoat on but I had a poncho and I was happy yet felt grateful that today
was morning with no rain.
I looked at the ground and realize, I need to reflect my self as abundance

of myself accepting this story written up as I edit make the changes for
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the facts of our love and here save the thoughts unfold an Easter wedding
as to keep in reflection of in which memory vagabonds was honourable
through believing in chances.
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Chapter 17: The Day I Make

Love
It was nearly spring season with very little rain for month is now. This
weather forecast and fall season was a season to remember with my life. I
could tell a fall season can make me have unknown behaviour.
It made lead on back with regrets on my track for not contacting Chris.
I've made sure we made love through good times that was unpredictable
and unmeasured moments that had moments no signs of hatred thoughts.
For I have new thoughts and processes on way to perceive being on track
in circular motion and from what is outside of his circle of trust are the
circular tracks motion going forward will lead a ruling and be forth not
backwards. And my thoughts perceived for these years were a shame but
who am I to blame for the life I live seeing attractions in magnets.
It was my 10 years teaching without representing myself to court verdict
that awaits trial.
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It was nice soon to a spring season with climbing new mountains as for
myself as I thought I had a chance with Chris. I will be a safe driver and I
have positive virtue of thoughts about making myself stay safe with positive
actions.
As for my life to the road ahead connecting successfully I gave away my
heart leaving trial filled with positive actions thoughts has that this year to
prove right to remember, and I will make myself feel special and proud on
the day we make love.
I will be sure to point out my life in hands in future for all this year thinking
about Chris recalling never to soon to fall in love with him. I forever loved
his knowledge but he calmed down a lot. Togetherness I feel a forever and
always to grow and that grows impact with perfection of beauty came wellbeing from the beauty of being a girl and with all respect sex behind with
way beyond warm love to be profound and treasured.
My earlier days made myself soar, new thoughts to new heights with new
areas in my life. I come realize that I can explain in for myself for thoughts
with ordinary fashion with areas of female malefaction that I am fool
desperate for love. With this year to prove right that I am a powerful
trusting teacher as for-who has highs and lows, accept my behaviour move
on all relationships and let true love find it's way on book shelf and bookstores.
I taught all about manners and equal respect, which became a duty to
remain active to equal amounts of possessiveness sent with abreast of free
opportunity for another day of sharing my attentions and directions that
followed to possessiveness pathway of love I found in Chris. Leadership
quotes got me thinking positive. Most of which the love true became that
positive actions which came my thought process.
And everyday it seemed the same without overwhelming positively thoughts
I had with students, I cared for some but few of my students made myself
act like jack all trades ill take care of their needs but their love especially
one caught my eye to my apple. The court ruling is set to the same no
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contacting for any party of my family and friends.
I rather think about myself as if I showed I am ready. If my student and I
taught as a couple with this year plus more for this year plus be more be
more prepared with a thought is as and behavioural influential lesson love is
a true love always doubting himself. And yes he showed he cared. I would
adore him teaching beside me.
I will be a comfortable as a pillow that needs a rest but hold on for better
days of my life come to a peaceful rest knowing he keeps a prayer journal.
Everyday seemed the same but filled with extra possessiveness about what
cried came out of each class and day. With my student behaviours, I noticed
students helped one each other out a day. And it felt nice complete feeling
of my life had so much possessiveness and if Chris was around to help. I
would look amazing and do my best on sharing and caring on what I know
best is showing kindness and being polite.
For this year comes a crowd and all I do to say myself I have this day plus
more not to worry. I become perceivable when I follow ones footprints and
moments to survey my story something worth reading.
I share my time but devote my time as if all you think about what has been
true, and what that pussy cat he be girl who I had true feeling for and
wanting know more on what gone by and becomes a love and with
possibilities.
With togetherness we will grow but I still love you, I feel comfortable with
talking things over with a thought about goodness sake to love you Chris do
you understand its true love.
There was always excitement and he paid prove right for years he yearned
a story and remained quiet about it. Today was a great night for a drink but
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I been good for months and years without drinking. We will both drink
shortly I hope see you soon Chris and I very much like see us together
making whoop-y on today reading his book almost at end of chapter.
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Chapter 18: Better Part of Me
I suck on a jolly rancher as a thought about Chris with all due and respect
that was held a long time ago in my desk. Therefore about whatever was is,
and what becomes better take on one positive change new approach route
of a root. I long to keep life too. In a positive note I believe in with one
direction comes ones footprints that I am loved shown I love one male
Chris.
For the most part footprints are kept to show trials of positive feedback
when one leaves, and inside meaningful life I shared one clue on why I like
my formal student. What led left behind was using his wellness toolbox
which to inchoate he has a tool for life creativity and growing with value on
creativity in court and computer thats intakes the efforts required and
purchase or make use of time processing information.
I miss some of my students especially one on my mind. Chris fell in love
with me and keeps the love going stronger each day. I long take him on
vacation, and treat him with all good each and every night, And days well
be sharing the exciting news by end of year. And by end of year he should
be better for this year to make right. I had not pleaded a renewal stand for
this year.
I make learning fun it gets a positive life to see a young adult succeed and
have a motor skills to be important with ones wellness and motivation
toolbox. I feel important when I learn from mistakes and get and become
lesson when I know my rights interested from others comes with positive
feedback.
I spent a lot of my time towards my students devoting my time after and
before school hours.
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With my knowing to you I was labelled, it does make it hard to comprehend

everything. But the learning from valid experience we talk about and how I
perceive life that is which was hard to explain while worshipping moon all I
got to know I will publish on full moon from my side edited version.
With life long longevities and direction of our destiny of writing could
undertake the spirit of man creation to hit the market with invention. Take
on my partner as responsibility if something should go wrong how to take it.
But I like to feel safe to extent everything will be all right. I see a positive
life together.
Being a young teacher it was hard living with budget if wanting plan a trip.
There was a lot on my mind, and how make class understand the tools in
the class that are expanding on everyday actions of oneself. To be with bad
remarks got me really farm I improved my life with quality of work. I had
business and never thought about changing my laws of attraction and flaws
becoming better about purpose of life.
My family is personally are exciting and I yearning on my weekend time to
talk about life and visit friends.
I like expressing on how I want perceive a relationship and I will give the
word love a try to one student who everyday puts efforts on relationship he
knows to blame is to bring forth is what became what I desirable to be with
warmth of with thoughts in reality came the bitch through the awaking of
strength and incredible amount of love which brought pleasure of better
parts of mind, health and spirit.
As love is a story living is impressively neutral with a likeness turns a life
around where is pretty am amazing people reach out for support to help
you.
With yielding my desire that is ought to be placed, its more like thoughts
about staying single can be beneficial saying a life is filled with all
possibilities from whom is a goal driven person crazy who will take care of
your needs and knows about personal growth difference between like and
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love. After knowingly asking for forgiveness I asked for others to respect my
wishes for today I would be only one editing the book of love here in writing
brought a time some say love existed.
I have always showed a sweet side but feel butterflies in stomach when
very moment has arrived but wearing something sexy with Chris all I wanted
for tonight. I want to thrill his world and put that this is his teacher, where
his life in jeopardy though he contacts.
Putting that commands of respect youll know and better learn so you will
make it or break it with my life. I have high expectations for things to do
and not to do.
The thoughts about life it will become possible with a clear attitude that
happens when you use manners.
Toward a criminal record or a life with record and made it hard because
with one of the students I had a pending case. With all my desire I will be
not be hurtful but be here as if I became here as super hero act in a
students life. And boy I love his love when we gave through touch of body
to body through computer to body with hug and our code say Im K.
I feel you now here present with that hug as hoped for longest years to be
true or clue I really want this to work with you and be worked on.. But who
knows a grown fact, he were single and boy I want you still this day, just
dont say I am not going into your business for this year.
I am guessing he probably will act really smart and I remember the last kiss
will be a kiss over my body all over with his touch. While thoughts about
cuddling preconceived with one another at night hasnt worked in past
thats not so great to know he stays up at normal time. I will not rush
myself going beyond my control of knowing myself needed his love with me
holding back the truth it was meant to be.
For whom I love is headway process with formal student on my mind who
had a superman default picture on face-book, It is really important in my
life about making better decisions and students called my kindness divine.
Superman comic was my hero with lots of Face-Book sharing Superman
picture as he love play as Superhero.
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He was in love with my family visits on Facebook.

I live life knowing I am brave child of my life with much but little fear. My
daughter taught me fear is little when you owe yourself chancing correct
the wrongs in life which he chased out-casting on how-time around the
clock made due for gone fishing fun making wrong serialise numbers
heading to my right scenario.
That was all-good is the caused by attachment with no boundary set and his
determination between what have been gone good had gone bad in past
behaviours.
I say I read very little and earn thoughts by reacquisition determining the
facts from fate of facts to fiction. I do not like being earned justice. I
served justice and that being said I will not hurt any ones feelings only a
like or reply get a boost through pain a student suffers is going to make him
know Im here to make boost righteous behaviours.
I let you know I am supportive awaits trial for common thoughts of response
for safe relationship to maintain life and motor skills for no contacting with
family and myself which my family and I love seasonal rich beer.
But I recall have sources of remembering I wish you well and get better and
well talk motto skills, which can produce values to endless amounts of joy
and happiness.
I have lots of words of encouraging thoughts and produces by strength and
what been full insight on what has been perceived courage on what is
excising or not really understood.
And reality all about complaining and having abilities expressed short life
we live was hard. And I let freedom ring you know my flaws in which brings
and thought fullness to a key factors of persistence is key.
When you think about it to be filled with arms of honour I am not
responsible about the plea for court because with no boundaries and set
discussion. I favour he will be restful this year and know next year will
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become areas of hitting at right spot if you know what I mean.
But I know a story well do me in well most part editing each day for a good
moment is a moment to endure life at it will remember what the good and
gone bad he fell in love on 21st birthday with his past age 16 hooker.
I will be okay and for the judge has a final verdict says and speaks in never
the less troublesome. I been thinking over and over again I will make my
hands to uncross my legs say I am ready make ready the possible.
And with my thoughts I remained thoughtfully speaking about rejuvenating
my thoughts to positive outcomes with my actions, to brainstorming ideas
on paper and about a story to make right I am a young teacher wanting
relationship with student who loves me more then anything. He awaits trial
with pending case which I felt is going end well for positive no renewal
hoping case ends.
My family lives in a beautiful state Maryland.
For the town I rarely let everyday life to be a problem but a self-learning
technique based on my defensive trials and tracks to offer myself as
publicity and advertising to promote a business.
But I have short business goals which I do not advertise a yearbook ad for
companies and businesses I own. Chris wanted advertise my business it was
cute hear that he asked he wanted it be used to gain write up. I refused in
the entitlements with being short with money.
From the moment I feel the love that started by successful life sharing
others ways as what you have or what has to offer with dealing with fear
brought of in others the comment cards on Face-Book. Yes is an expense use
conscience to the originality of why but you are what you owe to life.
You bring enrichment quantities carry on to have fun with the proud and joy
spirit.
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Thinking about booze or lack leadership which can bring a partner gives no
attention or have a chance with final verdict which on how you have to earn
my respect that you will let a celebrate the good with all to due the
creativeness that came that I was yearning out to earn trust and respect.
I have the thoughts of saying some kind warm thoughts and actions, which
promote job growth. And I am aspbergers, not having manners to know how
to act togetherness with a kind heart set values daily with kind sharing and
receiving actions and adjectives for my actions of caring for another.
What is up for the challenge is being of a proud child with us wither of
being parents or for student who undertakes it is at fault when you realize
the love I see is through Chris with a positive note it meant to be shared as
a memory as to youngster to love Chris.
But I will not talk negative but nor have positive goals the classes I create
to students and community. I was the little town flirt, which only Chris can
speak of great cheer with holiday old cheer.
I say what becomes safe becomes safe with values about choices with my
life with who I lived with my family.
My neighbours are great people and I who are American originally from
Europe. For myself I am half German and Greek, I think of ways possible
work out a relationship, unlimited ways of thinking staying positive writing
and editing the true of feelings which is a daily of task of thoughts and
actions I share to the class as the sources are ways possible to be or in with
becoming successful.
At Christmas is a time where my emotions run free with a desire to be filled
with joyfulness comes a peaceful spirits followed by rules of my values
which is be kindness and be okay about situations. I usually play my Neil
Diamond on a compact disc early to mid December.
I do not like it when someone looks for love in memory but my town and
wrong places I give others a clue I like making profit as to Chris was to
maintain composure and happiness.
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You will be in a better state of my mind if you hold your chin up with a
smile.
I dont raise to appreciate bad habits that is of smoking and taken a heart
for guaranteed that followed and I brought my affectionate side with ones I
can help and later in life I plan on talking to Chris today. If he cannot quit
smoking well make sure to be well compromising.
From side to side my body was not my weapon it the comfort zone saying
courage will save the best for the rest to defeat from others harm with a
circle but with no harm enter-lap. Though l live up life to remain true be
the best you can be all will create is a debate.
To ones I love I remained singled with so much thoughts of better days were
ahead. With knowing I will be honoured and ask myself to sink into marrying
Chris, my student who I have an orgasm with feeling he is the one who is a
little ma-goo devil.
This is time I await final trial verdict if he is talking it serious enough earn
my qualities. I really felt Chris was the one. The first two years of teaching
reflect personalities of one song or two. I cannot make up my mind, but I
have reflection of Blonde Tide Is High song and the songs from Neil Diamond
to sooth my emotion out with happiness and smiles from good holiday
cheer.
But if somebody gives me a mix I point out what the class likes and they
love the Eye of the Tiger in a play-list mix by which my student made.
With long-term learning skills playing music can produce a network of
students while working together could boost moods and emotions as
mentality being of source led excellence.
I began remember I was ought of finding to be of divine courage of learning
techniques to sooth a hearing voice or gain opportunity. With learning I can
run the show I can run wild and free with music and songs of a mix on a
compact disc which a student made me couple years back.
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He was student who students called him hot sauce it was his nickname.
Yeah he was Chris, I had blurb it out.
I know my with knowing rights could go right aboard. My thoughts and for
my actions, which say, there are positive actions ahead of time. Where I
been here is of an action planning of caring for one another especially to be
hearing out ones feelings, I built a trust on a student in my classroom. And
some despite that what I wish for a life filled with kisses and sex from that
special student Chris.
I have some troubles it was some thinking how do I make me feel like a
loveable person which could hit Chris up on phone and making me feel
naughty was how I felt but never came true from my end I had to keep safe.
When love hits with troublesome behaviours aroused during trial of error I
worried and hit rock bottom as for why despite everything was what was
ahead of getting there was a struggle on my socialism on reflection of my
image of my life to that represents himself to become to be kept worry free
and drama free.
I was in the year teaching technology with teacher of high class who lived
with was without rules. I ask you just dont be cruel and obey the rules.
And I dressed as a reflection of my life with my personality and love each
day more and more. And I have feelings towards a student.
I thought I would accept him but remain silent he heard my voice and it
was an illness and let the judge hold a verdict. Yearning for years of
creativeness express he to know be respectful is earned my love.
I have given up on the case but I know well-hit rock bottom from the heart I
know why deserve it love and attention. I never said it but I love my
student Chris so much I learned he rested when was tired.
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About my life I can say I became filled with areas knowledge happy
thoughts which makes me think I will be ideal as a counsellor but with drive
to explore software made me think I could teach how use it. I was the
technology teacher for an intermediate school as well.
Knowledge and happy thoughts make myself feel important and much of
being very happy was feeling comfortable about making me express feelings
about treatment. I consider options where are solution and a try enforce for
a negative action on borderline yet hurtful thoughts on who makes me
important less spoke with actual actions.
I am major impact on a child life about how I acted with students and life
meaning I tended be jealous of his life which remained editorial edit of a
book with revision heading towards reader being part of this my birthday
week with sweetness came book.
My colleagues will say I should enforce a conduct a police officer to make
me decide better worse about situations if I feel safe about life with
thoughts about what has been said, but for now and then I feel less
paranoid. Asbergers is arts of options, during any given time when two
collide, its true love that required effort.
And every second, minute, hour, day, week, and month we have chance to
hope to defend our love with court orders make all things possible. Put
aside I let the student suffer during a crisis happens I let him or her
become better with thought pattern not assume anything and wish well and
leave with footprints of behaviours of wow you need accept a relationship
with no eagerness of trials.
He is realized he has followed a trial find my love as each trial was a
verdict.
Its coming to end the end and trial closing with no budge and remarks led
with life sentenced no contacting but considering the court did verdict with
due previous years. He has attorney and we are in trial pending case of
harassment II.
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Chapter 19: The Ending
r. Fish is my pet fish who is gazing at the classroom. On my work desk
he sits a beta fish giving to me from Chris wash the flashback I had. I was
thinking about making candles with my daughter and formal student Chris.
He was the love of my life that loved yellow. That I hug care and support for
my long years lives in his trust I feel comfortable with him now to this day
its okay to talk about an obsessional so called true love.
Each day is a dream after dream that can be chased with negative to
positive attitudes. And I find it hard to teach, all I do is worry about formal
students when if something or someone could go wrong or right about how
to achieve life goals, brought my life to become him making and feeling
whole again when it was he I met and could not forget.
I fill every slot with efforts make me better person writing a story about
my life teaching is by far a chance you will be amazed. On the flip-side how
young minds take and pick up life that takes encouragement to wake up, I
rather autocratically cause no correction of a love so deep that put into
work brought into a kind up-roaring spirit of sweet behaviour about
obsession. My student who loved my personality was obsessed over me.
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For many I told many I was interest but only my student knows whats up.
Yes I like 80s 70s music and today was thinking about beholding a LP vinyl of
a Blonde record.
What happens at any giving moment and having from life is kindness. I see
without knowing. How a hurtful some students are to other students
without courage shows it they lack courage with me teaching.
A kindness retreat you will succeed to show support, a pyramid of my
student reflections of what it takes marry someone single made today feel
awesome and loved.
A daily action route I take, I always teach with good intentions of warm
feelings. About feeling happy abreast my motivation skills are not always
followed through with knowing my rights.
He faced stress on symptoms of a roller coaster. He well played in my head
that is music symbolize our love while we all work through period to period.
I have nice flaw weeks distractions of students who fall in love with me. I
make life better today better tomorrow better week, better month better
year.
I got you inside my heart tucked in but know nobody will put you down. I
live with simplicity. With no hard way out from trouble, I was locked up
rather then looked upon in my bottom of my heart for I love myself for
student Chris.
Golden rule is life was with loaded transactions you send annually as action
brought kindness you want live for treatment on ways you want to live life
profound ways to take the good in and let go aide to you reading by fly by
with word of wisdom at standpoints leaving life leaving a trial of positive
remarks.
And solutions are ideal everyday seeing students fall in love with myself,
and I get nothing but infatuated. But worried and fear that something will
happen though out my life where full of beauty and charm are caring for
one another. I held against me marry Chris he was always on my mind.
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I felt pretty bad on how I treated Chris and I am about how I want to pick
closing remarks of choosing what the action destination put on track before
headstock of behaviours to being in bitch-craft saying what's true.. I want
see a grown up man that understand how I feel I am loved, with remarks we
understanding I need a source of warm people to collide and get cast out
with positive remarks.
I must find out if the single thought process works, but more likely I will
chill I hold a grudge to deal with smelly under-age drinking smell and of
smoke insightfully speak by pass of behaviours of the classrooms rules and
was debate to hold a date because I did not really know he could change.
Everyday somehow with routine and for guiding my circle requires track
boundaries. If once brought wrong will bring wrong with inner thoughts left
behind days, being with warmth of going wrong to many will make room to
make it worthwhile feelings of a warm embrace of his words and thoughts
as brought light and human feeling knowing I can achieve more with being
together being inspired brought 4 years of curiosity.
I rarely say that life teaching for over 20 years has a key but is uplifting to
life treated like a key out of turn but replacement is not clear but key to do
functionality and sexuality eventually if same student as noted was close
say he has been there for better or worse in writing.
With positive note my behaviour is controlled, on all due to respect. While I
put awhile all due respect I set aside getting there is difficulty that time
and takes practice and that targeted person makes the world go boom to
bloom. With a beautiful soul I take as a mate you make best of love Chris.
The court will be judge ruled in court with some verdict is a positive note I
will be safe or undergo I is safe route.
I am a teacher a person living a life that has replaced. With me I will be
thinking about possibilities sincere desires for Easter wedding.
About the details and emails know I am loved and cared towards people I
meet in public and school.
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I have some areas of confusion about my wild card capabilities that turn
into conversation but to shows it hard to live. stability.
Through monitoring behaviour that about a write up is not over but enjoy
all that was easy on a positive note I been giving information through course
of life with difficulties and I have a positive attitude on my outlook on life
toward researching family history.
When you are on top of your chart presented clearly about what you want
and what could go wrong. What can be on a positive note card of needs
with life in which can be handy and gift of receiving and giving in was giving
a chance that meant I will show up.
And people who take one drug happiness in love could gain a natural high
make you advocate with years of possessiveness from benefit from the one
drug or medication.
My mental status is about what makes me silly but it takes several amounts
of possessiveness that he can put shattered my raising questionnaires of
challenges in hand to hand of saying here is courage roaring without
knowing much about difficulties brought us here.
I had a helping feeling I thought a lot about my formal student and so
much thoughts and questions I could ask myself for most if I was ready
tonight reading past 11:11:11 intact was 1 hour 11 minutes 11 seconds I
made on this page which I was steady reader reading on this page.
Each and every day can share my thoughts and share a smile with
milestone one to due respect with child with life I faced frustrating as
seems. I had thoughts about Chris and I was patiently being happy with him
it was hard to communicate with him within time held-down to say I loved
him all this time.
And to be about true feeling you need work for money and you dont spill
all out and I put a restraining order against you. I felt I was ready while not
pleading this time around gave very little information out about my life.
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I want to understand for which we look upon making myself self worrying
less. But leave positive verdict in story before for a weekday is over,
without kindness of thoughts and lost causes with nobody answer is
frustration.
Its a lot about using positive feedback making yourself control the goodness
for goodness sake. I can become the fool but I know who I love and ones
love of courage from inside to try again and again.
But who am I to blame Im cold and under my sheets. But for my
personification from a starting become day dreamer is a target with no
control guide with my oh my goodness how can one to blame, when you
think when you see a knife in dream world take it as needing buy one.
It means he looking at my profile or of interest with me being baffled to
end interesting feelings completed of by-standing truth if the day was
interesting brought feelings towards Wedding comes glancing at each other
for this week made possible join his life this week.
What actions must I take knowing yourself to know but he who ones try
correct my wrongs had you been through a thriller of thoughts of not trying
becoming stressful but give significance enough lead you on to find one but
to many as bitch-craft as a cure my life was being motivated by Chris here
standing my sex was within him. Which I will make you smile when puzzled
why I love him which is one language, a smile. We know a smile means
happiness in moment. Receiving smiles was ways we express and better
present ourselves.
Life in general brings withdraws understands amends of treatment and
making myself speak about my life at ease with no difficulties it undergo a
life with proving right to myself write as a life with teaching with going far
beyond my potential.
At legal claims the Malefaction, is when you trigger positive behaviour. that
would become a push off for couple of days I will get back to you nothing
came across and let judge rule with ignorance, but soon enough made
someone could go crazy as he waited for trial.
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Like I that got hint smile everything will be okay I could make us in a story
about true love and hidden pleasant smiles without a language problem,
with a special or super static moment of charge with care which had
stablitiy.
Where I go your motto comes in self-wisdom but not getting the attention
theirs nothing but arms worthiness of coolness with my reality I shared with
my formal student.
When you have positive thoughts, and where no return for hostile life of a
lost life. I was disobeying and being cruel in a case knowing whats been
said without having been heard about whats wrong.
How can you help or hide when all you can he or she does for you, knowing
what is right and what is wrong without being said or something has gone
funky with positive attitudes, has brought fear.
Fear has no worries as I feel numbness throughout my body I was outside
making with family of friends that were older and retired. And have a pet
dog. He admired hearing about and seeing pictures on Facebook I posted
brought my love to the web.
I was here with life with smiles my foundation my motto for a world so
kind. Welcoming the class To Care Share Club. As classmates and staff
members I share technology.
When I doubt myself I show if you know what mean if not a formal student
chooses to help another succeed, I become healthy and with appreciated
my life social skills.
Laughter and humour was important with my life and makes you see life
with ones you reach to a positive unknown trust factors. So you will get an
incline of people concerning you or be in a pissed off mood if misconduct
takes place.
As client with health providers I lost without some a boost of sexuality a day
hunt in what reaches with Chris, and still deserve best and with healthy
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choices and socialize with knowledge of my life being safe about showing
true colours of beauty.
If you get hurt most inside most realized was better held with professionals
calling in before set planned behaviours when if rebellious of which you are
up with put forth stigma youre on top of power of a mighty individual you
make of yourself and bizarre thoughts may happen, its okay feel down and
lost.
When some of us think over and over again and again a delusion manifest
of individual life. Chris under took those challenges, he takes consequences
as for a trail knows it will be okay to this day if you have to wait. But I had
no fear just being patient while hearing and waiting for a love to come.
And I would like to take part as husband and wife.
I previously took cruel new pathways and in a rude awaking from past but
for my 7th year teaching was to have no worries. I remain to be happy its
almost here my love in arms at night.
During days to call my home ready to get life understanding a trial aroused
is love here comes Chris with other supportive friends. I thought it was my
best of ability accept Vecchitto as a gone to male known make to best fit
him with standing in public the good-works that it represents myself with
kindness as I welcome him to my house my student Chris.
Hate is a powerful word rather feeling upset to explain. I become a failure
in having beliefs to renewal to no achievement but get award of writing. I
had my fair say that included a verdict or some reason writing book makes
us get us all better as within writing.
And eventually happens defiantly being famous, and obeying others with
some acts of caring with actions as in years leaded for keeping in mind
spring is where flowers bloomed and we had chance of a wedding on Easter.
I can go by where I keep on what has been said to inside heart mind and for
all I have spirit inside that will guide me to you reading Chris for an Easter
wedding is the choice I make a write up say yes I am going marry Chris.
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I will only send you a positive note but will produce of a motor skill of
talking to people.
People will see how a day going on his FaceBook.com profile status update
and what is the plan for dinner. Its always a pleasure speaking to people
see how their day going. It is always a pleasure know a student can learn
ways possible go with knowing about a technology is filled study.
And I can tend not to show who ones to doubt and be blameless unless it
hurt you say we need to upgrade which can make flow of class faster and
easier and the no cost business and school to hurt for money when we do
not work efficiently of mischief in actions and behaviours.
My life found my reasons, I started taking my reasons as to format the
reasons to consider why Chris is still the one with daily promises of being
their often said to Chris from police personnel.
I often feel a gentle touch but most saw many of life goals are with a soft
touch but Chris was hard to handle, I lived to be spoken for life about with
modern life experiences, and nobody can take him nor me away.
I try to prove myself wrong but to do what is right in a manner that has way
to produce my thoughts to not knowing whats right and why people do
obey rules but undergo a verdict for another year through judge.
I am here blessed because I earn each day which I can learn and grow while
a study on how I feel with the likeness that exist. The year 2015 around
the corner and I to live with someone special, I am crazy about Chris. I will
not let the world judge me and I know I am been crazy thinking about him
over and over again.
And maybe so help as a professional authority figure brought out his
feelings but take it extreme and say paradise here we comes the fragrance.
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But having life with the personal skills we live brought about others
receiving and giving a skill at use there would a time where you might once
say its was a little stressful, youre stressing over-about with my life it
comes down too much. About money, you will have that target of person
you need care for life effectiveness was the past year.
I focus and strive subscribed one drug that will be your behaviour stop
cybernetic life with warm thoughts with mind that not intake negative
thoughts. I say that because really you need calm soothing side of comfort
in life then you feel stern and mighty with no race you will say is race
regulating to the finish line.
The mightiness with reason and then knowledge takes learning whole new
level. I had all next year with Chris by my side. Let courage roar out motor
skills with out privileges that we hate like addition problems to some folks
of drug abuse.
Abusing on drugs or some area in life will leave you with some life problems
something maybe we pleasure teasing risk you reading your behaviour over
with annually submitting life areas of confusion. Importantly, I know its not
always good to over think about on ways to how avoid out of a situation and
read or watch others do the yelling for you as a support line of people you
can trust to give positive improvement of statements and sentencing.
I am all about a concern before an action is placed having days awake say
awake now reading past my bed time was going to have a relaxing day
tomorrow.
Life becomes positive with positive stress in everyday in every-way to build
in life protocol understand all I want Chris be easy not pushy. You are what
you make of life and felt if he had pictures in story I can recreate them into
something better or keep but I loved him very much with his efforts.
I make myself a small imagination about a kindness act, a hug arm reach
amount possessiveness of a day with support and a good deed will make me
smile.
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To reach happy is making my co-workers and students understand. The dark

side is when I feel I am on happy falling for smiles truth made myself
became insane when you picture out dreams that we under go with insane
amounts of courage and be filled with needs in some likeness of becoming
buddies. For what I really wanted was a wedding happy ever after that last
our life to eternity.
Distraction of a daily task I act to get edge off for positive talk to a step
forward command an image of how you see life. Life is all about great
adventures and pleasures which came about the life getting better is for our
motivations.
Headaches are common when you have something you try avoid, Life is
about giving advice to some and a must you know it will end up leaving us
hurt if forgetting my birthday was of sure knowing something should be
delivered.
More or less you turn around a thought that becomes the better side of life
route you take not the right route but uplifting what was to write knowing
how sure you are with a brain food for thoughts.
I want to explain as you can take courage to new heights comes with
dwelling a new pathway of a height but having a monitor behaviour could
change the life where he stood wanting more intimacy. Smoking is no
different then a capacity we choose as normality to abnormality for me to
marry a smoker.
Sometimes having a pathway well make you say I will get well better out
the ordinary to get away but this is that right better part of me from better
or worse. I am young getting well better with feelings I can share.
Stating earlier I am label says you will walk away. But keep at it as is work
in progress of a profound love kid, as I build up my motor skills with more
life responsibility making myself with state income with therapy of
pyramids, and under go strengths in process and correcting right from
wrongs with a stimulate get on with new medications.
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And I manage my health in ways possible with actions of courage to be part

of parts tracks to tracks get out with possessiveness you will have a day off
and I do not wear myself out with enjoyment I get from each day I live
successfully with no regrets.
Some good of courage days speak of seek God for help of troubled and try
again tomorrow. Maybe if things work out on what could happen is a happy
face I can bring you be sent that cast out your positive energy out but only
be you are responsible one sharing as you please about us with facts in
words.
For being yourself and responsible for my actions can only see
possessiveness on route ending of a book.
If something or someone finds love let the wild cards play I rule of thumb
love the warm thoughts being throughout knowledges and circumstances. I
been repeatedly say he is the best suited for myself and should I take on to
places and events with him but know dont get mad and I do not get along
and involved with his family and friends.
Running is cheaper than therapy and I therapeutically understand how you
have a world that is helpful and thankful.
Some other peoples thought and triggers were good it has brought us here
and a bad esteem, saying a he was a teacher must we know we have uplift
ourselves set the take on something that triggers positive action with
adjective saying what could I do to make or fake a disjunction of get better
with conscience is for reasoning is for a circumstance to drive my ending to
heads for true trust you defyingly say is true.
Allowing myself as relationship to be in community and students. I share
thoughts and improve functions of objects. I leave others curious with
thoughts behind and process to be with invocations of a better tomorrow
and rethinking life is brighter then most lights.
I can say food is a comfort for our bodies. Though we honour our food as
praise that says go ahead lets eat and grab bite eat sharing thanks to be my
lover and become wife with Chris on Easter.
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We all have life goals become some superstar thats a hot shot who was
called Smiley and happy he was for all that happened on week of birthday.
Awhile there is no clue when something should happen and when I put all
remarkable thoughts with effort someone will realize ones emotion side as
Chris still does love me.
For my emotions and attitudes with behaviours always was a hidden danger
with new medications. You are free to date Chris is all keep running through
my head was true but I made that change I was free to date Chris.
It was passed by last Christmas and I was feeling blue. This year I have a
concealed thought that is wrapped by a naughty act in Santas workshop.
Will you get a clue I love you and now I thank you your one in a million who
earns my life and body?
I never really understood but sending a sexy letter on his 682 number that
made me think about Chris and here as if a person gave me life and
encouragement. I lead to go what is right to go on heart at valentines day
when he proved right, I was worth a lot with dozens of flowers and thought
fullness accepting my true love for him.
He became positive with my thoughts as a positive thought pattern
appeared and I thank each day when he likes my attitude for this year is
headed for endearment of spirit of joy to the world coming groom and bride
happily married on Easter.
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It doesn't matter who you are, where you come from. The
ability to triumph begins with you. Always. Oprah Winfrey
(born 1954) American Television Host, Publisher
ages show acts true love with a limited income can become a
miracle to be married! I enjoyed writing young and here stand by
a story.
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