Easter 2015

The Forming Hearts Feelings
Where Two Hearts Become One

by
Author Christopher S. Vecchitto
A Complex Reform For,

LIFE
SPIRITS
WALL
FEEDS
HELPING OTHERS
PRIDE
LOVE
RESPECT
UNDERSTANDING
ACCEPTING
LOYALITY
This book is for a Easter wedding.
Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

Contents
Introduction..........................................3
About the author...........................................................54
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
1 |Better or Worst ...........................................56

2 |Birth of Miracles ..........................................68
3 |Treasured n Moments ...................................87
4 |Tender Loving Care ......................................94
5 |Heart Shattered From Hurt ..........................104
6 |Knowing I Can When & Where .......................112
7 |Takes My Breath Away.................................130
8 |If I'm Nothing to Misspoken...........................143
9 |Paths & Roads To Success..............................160
10 |Having The Action Plan................................179
11 |Not That Simple Nor Easy Task Ahead..............190
12 |The Out Cry of Heart & Feelings.....................218
13 |I'm In No Surprise.......................................226
14 |Leaning Towards No Denial...........................241
15 |Learning To Trust Each Other.........................255
16 |Reflections of Love.....................................282
17 |The Day I Will Make Love..............................296
18 |Better Part of Me........................................300
19 |The Ending...............................................310

Introduction
ve been in need of a plan my illness intuition of thoughts, of a

documents related to a proper research protocols that make due for
alignments to activities of a case set for research as information is given

with yearning out unsure responsibilities.
I render the fact of having a practical assurance of an obstacle that be
zero tolerance to accept a pleading of a case. To put one reason believing
in a court case is true he wants me arrested. Being true I could
research with obtained facts to help better utilize my time as I write a
story of indulgence of trial making due to freedom to obtain research.
The behaviours of liking each other was for a case of true love at stand a
story to submit to court. As a matter of fact offering a matter based on my
choices I intended to make Chris to plead no more trials and obtained
freedom from outer the limitations with presence wanting him arrested. I
had with my spirits of knowing it was he who cares so much about me.
For both student and I put judgement and caring acts first as what I know
little I render fact I seen him on roads and information came from his
Doctors with cost. I come with respects and an act put together anatomy
for deep words he describes my student that his research lead to story
creating in a world of desire and to control of attributes in crisis.

Life was of him learning more about honouring while worship myself
being a lover as goddess. That a proper research is everything put forth
seeing where truth comes as here I come tell I love him so much to this day.
I do love Chris he is with a student wanting myself, that works with a team
we call team of achievement success. Must it can come with varies of
projects big and small that brought sexy knowledge in context a creative
writer who can write and be author here by lover.
I could go far ahead of a time to control issues while using a control of
time, and it will begin to bring processing results of in a multitude potential
concerns about the student I brought forth admiration on his living years.
As I write I was in fright most years because his grandparents were older
the recent news his Grandpa died under days before my birthday. I brought
introduction of a reasoning that it was meant to be on birthday month to
see his Grandfather in February.
I was empty and filled with no cause to see him when his Papa dyeing last
year on Valentines Day. And Grandfather who died under my birthday was
the name he was named after. To my birthday day and it was late February
in the month near spring in-fact was March 1st.

To make myself a better person accessing records to search of myself will
better assure my student is within our life in a story. I could point out on
how I can can change his mind. For I told about himself in others nothing
would fear me therefore in which it has all started with actions of love.
I ask the court for a probe protocol at a need to close of trial that asks for
forgiveness to carry on wedding with reassurance of mortal courage to love
and acceptance.
Everyday I enjoy myself when I feel things are settling through out the day.
And settling especially down on a creation with thoughts made myself think
creativity is of a feeling yearning out that I am older. As I grew older I was
uncertain answer all the perceiving court questions and concerns.
I was eventually giving moments to be under the impression he would still
love me on my birthday over the hill age. I would date him where he has
250 or more pages for a book to write about how true the love is as gift.
To put forward a closed case this year I was brainwashed. I gave so very
much of my time to my student focusing on our life in story. And here comes
another version of his story which was a blast on my birthday deliberating
the good spirit knowing he has been there at times of troubles.
When and where I feel down I would create spam emails to Chris' account
especially with myself which it spoke with my esteem that it was he who I
spend time with who and when matters the most with our supportive

friends in time of difficulties.
It was he that determined wither it was real or not real my emails I would
send out. But he looked at the sent by sender realise it was spam mostly
court was trying get justice served for set forth love. Where we stood by
the case proving he was wither right or wrong standing by me with myself
eagerly wanting to know if he cheated with a new relationship.
I have the guilty pleasures of it has kind remarks Chris' love with unspoken
actions to lead on to whatever leading to my heart desires. It was all
shameful, regretfulness, self kindness with my remarks I put unsure effort
that asks to make better out of difficult situations.
We have each other and here tells the story introduction with along
chapters so be happy and enjoy while we are living the counting of blessings
of us being together empathized to be in wedding on Easter with family,
friendships and teachers.
The life he lived was based on this book you will understand where he looks
where there is no evil but good side with people influencing. The thoughts
as the come effect if he stands with undergoing corrections with obtained
wisdom of a footpath of attending my life as a diary needing a push with
legal law another to all talk? Which are reasons I did no wrong yet all
wanted was to be protected and safe.

I had no fear keep him saying honest facts and I to trust him when I found
out he only had sex few times with same lady Carrie it buzzed my life
where I would drink occasionally. His life with his connection, angels and a
Goddess which was me myself a teacher.
Kindness was a feeling far beyond a fresh start being safe in love as a
teacher. I am shy person a novelist where I experience something new with
writing or chain of thoughts all lead to worshipful speaking one way
expressing my love in a story. I will make known I am better as I wrote and
write my open minded thoughts down in a story.
Being of sure he is the one and it consisted of making of sure to treat life
sweet and kind. He with my open mindfulness extensiveness comes in a
story for Easter wedding and allowing me research more about love. And
for-most if Im in safe bond and protected with trust.
I have the daily routine to live well, which include full meals, especially
my one favourites on weekend breakfast. With life I put in my heart on
doing what I know best which everyday I live, laugh, and learn from
mistake.

I let issues flow for the better half of myself as I am on ground surface so
to speak the roof of all-good spirit around myself with foundation to live,
laugh and learn. Evilness brought determination of something new
everyday I couldn't resist I loved him very much to this day.
I know some say its easy others not but to accept his behaviour as I have
knowingly know what triggers his mind state that we have the
circumstances of somebody proving you wrong.
It was the lack of communication while the days spoke as was to live
thinking before I acted out in a hand to care love processing rule. The
spirit of the ground I give imaginary action wall, which is stability of what
is to come with the friends and family on ground surface.
My friends and family show fearless in a line of showing a shine of a great
strength of positive courage. I await in spirit spell I be with you. And I said
to Chris I have you, be with no worries in classroom across the room. Your
love will settle your heart which was said in school.
I learned he respected my wishes and he imagined in March 1st of today
ought to go right. Ive been thinking well talk on my birthday as special
romantic day this can be a true day for intimacy.
He made his first move by getting email and with my email address which
was in-completed information collided with knowledge of guessing my email
he had the smarts. It could go right I felt.

I was feeling I will be okay dealing with his blabbering mindfulness side of
life with regrets of loosing contact which I was able to pull forward the
forming thoughts proceeded in story. As he implemented us getting ahead
not behind. I use information for advantage to obtain a heart shape groovy
shaped love.
Talks are kept short and well about us, and for what made due as a stance
was ready for acceptance in all I do if we are together. Wherever the
location where we meet again the such loveable person will be on the day
of Easter. You will love my classroom with what I got to say on the first day
of school if we are not together and I hate to doubt myself to sleep.
The personality I share is with a sweet kind-hearted behaviour, and Chris

understood my feelings on the aftermath him leaving high school with
standing only with longing for my body. I was left him thinking, I was evil
on all my days after high school. Others noticed it too and I had many
opportunities to allow a different judgement at had its time be here soon
Easter.
It was the moment I could see him Day funeral of past and waken up
thought maybe it would bring comfort if we talk today. I always looked
fashionable and cute of the first day of school, while teaching first week it
brought a kind gentle touch of a hug. I kept my mind silent with Chris, he
heard my voice in his head throughout my classroom. I consider it, I kept
saying is this true.

And more and likely for he put his life at risk wanting to put desires into
effort into relationship and only I wanting be with him, here was us we
was the standing by his and my side of a story with corrections we
call success in pride, that smile it gets you especially of a book made
by teacher and student in relationship made possible.
Any amusements of the moments together brought forth a moment of
more to know about a student, he was lucky have me. He was in a class I
taught and I was liked by him very much to this day.
He understood whatever life gets you, it only gets better of another train
running a different track. It was voices he heard claiming it was me to
protected by trust and easy to explain.
But many times he was questioning and answering others saying how true
the relationship was or ought to be. He thought it be nice being on a
beach with all his life. It was the moment where I thought he never knew
that I wanted it too well. With being together, on a warm place on the
vineyard maybe eternally I kept saying in my head but now rental property
we ought consider.
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After all I saw in his life this could may not want but wanting more of life
then to give in another hands create a beautiful place for us in our
externalized love? Foremost he was saying I am wanting to be with you
now and eternally yes I replied be careful what you say.... It was in
hallway with his tutor.
I did not have a regretful emotional feeling but years later he chose
Robert for conformation name he would be mine forever even if I said no
to anything he does or says.
As my grandfather pops once said he who wanted me will direct ones life.
He was a true schismatic person who gave half the life he lived spent in a
good faithful treasure-able memories. As Chris said prayer I heard to
Grandfather I became with all positive to my book.
I need say true love exist when you spend daily acts of caring one another
loving the other say I worked in an insufficiently atmosphere and ego
where if he get amends to do far over 100% to my students in school which
I did not reject the offering of love to be part accept his love.
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And new days aroused making myself has come into his life as need. He
played as never any strike outs. Once twice three strikes and making him
understand a home run so be it be the story being over 250 pages as tag
team together as to get a book published with comments.
The taste of his skin lingered being a singer writer in life where the music
he enjoyed playing brought inspirational attitudes he played Down-Town
Train and Runaway Train and felt as he had to write resemblance of a life
not loosing track with thoughts proceeding not renewing case.
As he put much effort in writing and that effort he made ease to not look
back, which me realize he was entering my heart everyday as he has
gotten better as not demanding goods and actions get there.
His actions carrying being ruthless he felt was complicated to understand
my love has been complete. I was with knowing I had to my life spirits to
this day as it was close to Easter. I was always in that everything will work
out by the day before Easter and I was unsure with the reasons I go strong
but wrong. Others dislike me because of love and who I like. I dwell to
know he will not loose track this time around. Everything he does was all
life opportunities we connected all years in life mostly the Bazooka gums
told its story if you want honest truth.
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Producing my thoughts on paper rather then exposing delusional talk of

loosing track would consist of being him better parts of life areas of
resolutions. I understand he be without taking medications one day elderly
or being dishonest showing no acts of caring. But I never felt it was him
the problem child I felt he had be pampered to this day.
As the days passed I rule out hate and I find love as I find the heart for
others to see on whats has been true. I truly have a big heart with us that
trusts one another and for whoever I trust knows I give freedom to ones
who respects my wishes. I did not want be bothered so he reached to my
mother on social media of past.
The moment in time say if I date Chris would come into agreements and I
would like you the reader hear me out as for all he does I say his love is
truly touching.
I will make room for my positive thoughts of a student. As this time I
came to realise, I will bring into conversation with the little things in life
that matter.
I will give love a chance as soon court seeks judgement of kindness, which
I hope that the judge allows communication at this very moment. I will to
be allowing criticizing his action plan and efforts and all apologies brings
good judgement of faith leading no more to court and confusion.
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How I never want see him go to jail but knew which way to take that
question if there were a fork when or why I judge rule over love, how do
we love with feelings on ignoring each other could only bring context of
story to speak normalized behaviour?
To consider I would be fairy godmother that to and of his family be in no
end up with puzzle no denial of life with no end for troubled past but be
with with new challenges building the attention entrances of love.
Because of Chris was ready believe its true love. How love came knew it
was him how this all got started with what I offer was the facts he knew
would resemblance his life.
I want resolve this case somehow as put into agreements with what we
want in delusion as of connection and goddess in voices he heard. I have
the feelings I am okay with today writing and going to bridal expos all
throughout my life representing photography business with high quality
cameras with photograph processing lesson offerings.
I withstand my mood to write a story about proprietorial desires yearning

for Easter lead dance toward a life and where we are today.. and with
talking about the greatness of his spirited Easter wedding dreams to
others.
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The crisis life is ought to be safe now, as for he obeyed on what's been
said. I continued a romantic dinner planned on book of travel of his hometown. Now I have been with little to no fear. It has been said so long ago, I
will return in moments times after October as reading the first draft this
took place now of March 1st my birthday. And in October our moment to
celebrate the spirit of Halloween. Much before that will be an Easter
wedding I have faith will work out.
A long time from now I had silence it brought fear in my life, he started to
fear himself since I heard his voice in response, in-fact he is a true nice
person in my head always positive. I nourished his kindness over the years,
with the life I proceed was with positiveness spirits of it ought to work out
if you believe in a spirit as wwjd, What Would Jesus Do.
I was touched in likeness of who I was truthful too with in which some say
he was liked by me my student Chris, I was his formal teacher others
agreed. I never had chance say it was over to him. He figure the
relationship life ought to be strong and never doubt yourself in the
engagement of life.
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I was always mysterious with when in love with others. I gained an

information highway during hypnotizing people. It was himself I needed for
this year and it was supposedly condemning a marriage with facts to make
it feel realistic to the reality of being by his side in a story.
For my time I will go to plead truthfully with my life and be bold to serve
Chris. I will talk more about through the passing days in the introduction.
And with of a story along with my busy work schedule as I keep in mind
brought all to feelings I had to share. Most of life treated therapeutically
with his creativity on the poetry, and writing. The intimacy was
accommodating for our date today at earliest convenience.
I want marry him this time around to help serve when needed. And I hope
a during a try to call up trial of attorney and take action of a no hate, no
misconduct and no felony arrest when we can talk again. I just want fair
judgement with us allowing knowingly we still have feelings with one
another.
The facts that their will be no sentence and when, how, why and where he
comes in my life to love is questionable on day before Easter and my
birthdays and holidays I will not forsake him or make myself with a witty
between us. I personality like of saying the past coming forth bright
future.
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I do fully believe beyond potential I can say that I know that of all I will
build positive courage of strength for a student, and he who better
understand me come as time is present. I maybe a messenger deliver a
loyal side with family folks and or friends. To the thoughts at night, he will
be my husband standing by me every step of the way.
I was life of being the caring one, I was a flirt with warm heart feelings.
For love and happiness it was till moment of time of endless memories.
The moments and memories had a chance with strong feelings and desire
years later.
The school life where I worked which others read his sent messages to my
personal email and work email. He had no access to my account
information, he emailed a well written letter.
I caught myself going out of the mind state, of keeping hold of a life
saying the facts of a two thirds of my years lived he never did gave up. I
gave up a chance this coming up year, he would make due not allowing
himself in public or at house/apartment.
I ever so wanted to know why and left me curious if we actually talked at

younger age was made questionable. I was thinking about escaping an
illness for recovery in an institution.
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And with our time it brought pay but I was feeling a time that would bring
us closer. A day without pay will bring, a day saying my admirer I could
wait. Most of the time I had no worries paying bills.
I have a set goal-driven attitudes leading me on which behind with my
tears I was the sly devil as I will get in focus with what brings pain. I
feared he or she will hear my voice and here alone needing me is one I
have choose show sacristan mindful spirits in my writings to quotes I post.
I am the goddess of his life she who walks in our life will be our friend. I
began to wonder if he was treated for being alone at night by another
lover. In the meaningful of all spirits my student harassment was
dismissed of innocence of wouldn't offer any sex to another student nor
adult. He was mostly improving his quality experiences why people escape
crime to its foundation of facts.
Mostly I gave efforts to influence him make life being hopeful never live
with regrets into friendships, but wanted myself more than anything to
apply to occupational therapy. I started to think it was meant to be when
he agreed it just had allow smoking.... every time... he was eager to call
each time he got to the Social Club. He called twice and smoked a pack at
his stay.
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As time went a while now slow waiting till next court date he began a new
pill frolic acid and will be not contact high school students, while kept
same as he was alert never yelling about reality till day of death of
Grandpa of being on new pill but soon calmed keeping in a form of an
ideas of lesson planning. He learned values exists of a learned lesson.
He gained a hare personality because he was awaiting find out what next
awhile rethinking he ought see the trust bond what I expected him not
rush into love and take away from me the pride and ownership of my
good-works.
He had learned new science of forgiveness with power prayer sharing

prayers he finds cheering up ones spirit right through the heart sorrow
pain. He was burst full energy to indulge in whats come into my life
connecting saving to buy houses, trailer homes by renting so well have no
worries working but state you live once I had little to no worries to take
pills all at once since the love is strong.
I will ask myself the questions while not partying and drinking. I kept with
a minimal amounts, I could tolerate but alcoholic free classroom is what
aimed at, I expected everyone to follow my rules which he did not obey.
He disliked his own voice and he gave every opportunity in school please
me with consequences he always took.
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I was learning from mistaken lessons I will put in words my life within
aspects of the good fortune as between no bad remarks. I make us not fail
or fall apart. For the students affair we all wanted to know was the ordeal
between outsourcing clues if he ever liked me or see that spotted
attention that will always be a spot in my heart at United States.
He was observant and noticed to be put on respertdal at school nurse for
pain once lead 4 hour erection or as some say when craved see me more.
It was ever so long our love that came with insights of inspirational
aspects of caring for one another and being there at the moment for the
good times.
In school Chris and I had blushes on our faces. He ever so got me to care in
school with his sad emails, he got sent home for misbehaviour of the
computer which he had a started a network crash which he was only
candidate to fix.
With Chris and I all became a lesson was to fight for the facts for this
year. And for years to come as I wait for an Easter wedding. I never doubt
instincts but I had follow the rules and laws.
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While fighting and flirting I have no compassion at the time I was with a
self awareness of fantastic behaviour ending up true. He was smart to plan
the talk on my Easter now birthday be in the spot bring accordance of no
mistakes. I know for fact I will contact him for my life with him and only
wanting be with trust.
He was honest under his moms living book of law consider she worked at
police department. Everything in his life he shared to his mother and I was
with same company with sane thoughts days it will be Easter.
I was looking for young man to love for all my years as I lived. For awhile
making this year to go right, I had to give for this year as an open door
policy. It was ought be greatness knowing I met this student I love to this
day.
I speak to myself, without speaking to students on the status of the

relationships I live for and if he heard my voice, the one who I love the
student and so be sending spirits with full moon sharing thoughts no
matter what thoughts were on my mind.
It was close being March 5th the full moon is called book worm In the
thoughts which knew he had to respect our love and build trust and worm
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was ought to be blissful with transitions of forming computer arts and
science into our own replenishing spirit. He proved he lived on telling
everybody the truth he loved only the desperate being with a virgin when
he liked me.
I lost my mind all this time? What? I go on knowing he said truth but we
both know the life we share in this entire world is not to cheat he and not
made out with nobody with knowing he has not cheated.
As he organized thoughts into the file cabinets it was like how the
computer processed information the speed how react how to obtained by
originality of condole information with commands of acceptance.
As you provide the well indulge bring with proceedings. He did well in
school with obtained researching information and applying information at
trials after high-school.
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I gave a secret day a chance to put when I needed to talk out the source
of voices which I kept myself why because it was a word and I had angels,
connection, goddess of youth for him it was me, and sweet blessing from
wanting deliver to Jesus assented to god. I was like a cardinal but more
fluctuated start here comes a marriage with joy of a song.
I gave thanks if successful through my day. I justice being fearless soul he

organized who talks it was connection when it was he was needed help
support a band, or when its a good day to hang out with a friend.
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If you know what I mean when everything goes fine and you could meet
him in mystery of travels of spring time ought be ready to blossom into
romance.
For Chris put forth the angels come at night and the ones who died lead
dreams as travel proven guidance of miracles. From zero to birth he was
coherent with about his life he only aimed for 250 page as with both our
togetherness get there of reasons why it was meant be and was I having to
touch a spirit of going 99 bananas young ready to start.
Our relationship brought moments he wrote lyrics on his iPhone that

brought with feelings of all the time as a joy. The key essence of all evil
brought happiness with tears he brought memorable times in the life.
His two friends for life made this possible to be making music. In fact he
was learning so much after the hospital volunteer evaluation program. He
feels so much stress when the carbon fluoride hit him hard with a
psychosis.
For the few weeks in school he was late for class which made me have
broken hearted feelings he did not love me but rule cigarette before
entertaining.
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It was unusual for entraining and entwine in ones arm. While it spoke with
life in school, I had to wait for the right moment he was to be needy for
love and marriage.
As for before entering a life with relationship with student I would be of a

plan or circumstances on attitudes that take effect with proven knowledge
and facts. And for today I have not started the new open door policy.
Having him was a pleasurable feeling which was afterwards, I was told to
move on to find someone older. And in between classes he smoked after I
realized it was an addiction. He had learned from myself there are
supportive people who will melt stress away.
He liked myself so very dearly much to this day. I still was learning to
accept a stable mental illness condition in process of recovery with having
thoughts choosing him as if he was going to be open minded. I began to
think he could be the one gotten a plan make us together, as he writes I
read as he says in the book write write and more writing.
I had great food and spirit around me as a while sidetracked with a good
hang out with some few friends as I wrote experiencing my efforts to make
due for dead on perfect story. And being shut off with a voice was hard
task when all your thinking could he be the one.
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The life I live says I will gain communication at one of many moments. And
I am open for talks for these years. I hope gain multiple intercourse where
we have a path for success, a life as a where and prayers get answered
with walks of life, as soon a sweet baby will be born with Chris.
For the most part I will gain to talk with his thoughts. As I've been hoping
he been ready start something new and something bold and beautiful
while creating beautiful beast into a story.
Living with a nature of being better involves myself to step up as some say
baby steps as not jumping to conclusions. I been effortlessly in better
sharing a story and doing his footprints on what had been left behind with
his life.
I like working in computer field and he saw I work past food pantry. I was
to keep silent because I had picture leaked on there website of myself
working at food pantry. Sunday was when I had a catholic learning class. I
taught the spirit of being faithful and trust around us. It lead to good faith
with what is coming up next with guidance.
I have wondered why as for many reasons like myself, having no reason
why I find reasons to find out why a student walks into my life and made
myself to think differently.
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He made realize it was love. My student was a simply odd single man who
gave myself pregnant as I want say to my first child. He doesn't have an
idea it could be him the father of the baby.
I had no rights to make it a thought of conflict today. I will be out of

question to seek online with web and ask for what I deserve on the better
side of myself with my doctor. And if I was in a life long relationship, their
was no reserve no answer to talk about on who or when I deserve love and
attention.
I ask you play nice in all you do and focus what you want in life-calling
events. I was reserved for my student Chris. He knew starting an element
would create an exposure to capture my heart.
He wanted start a kcup website beverage sales and marketing he had the
right people make possible. And he knew all about benefits of white
kidney bean extract and powders. It was loose weight and having benefits
in a drink set forth in a gallon in a single cup would make due for healthy
fresh drinks cheaper. He said it wouldnt use the machine but be in similar
to kcup. While having it in cold bottles as well.
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Where would I be and who would I become if I have fear? He did not want
give name and wanted sell on Main St his beverages. For most part I kept
silent that was the essential key when I felt danger. I will be out of his life
never, I will I be heading out with tearful life.. as I wait for right moment
today.
I really would like know the facts of a case where when I challenged him
as his life changed since the break up. Why are we in terms of space
between Chris and I. For years ending rather so quick nothing will stop me
loving him everyday.
Thinking of theirs a way with no fearful life made it difficult to explain.

And future going with half flow road ahead. I lost most that motivated me
which I try live well throughout my days living on planet earth. But the sky
today showed bolts of thunder which brought with dark grey skies.
In a moment which might be going to clear up rather soon, I put smile on
my face and smile as clear precipitation took place with warmer weather.
And knew this was a moment I need to say comes rare to love a student in
a sign of a storm should that be the date made me wonder. I kept
confident the date we talk is on my birthday or Easter where we head Las
Vegas.
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I see the creation with the spirits lightish day and night dreams that makes
us fear at first couple years but for most part brings understanding what is
next, which requires you look in dream dictionary.
I will have clear understanding what is coming up next when he lays next
to me. He was bringing comfort in on seeing the unseen. How I can be the
one kept running in my head always going be my little young man Mr.
Vecchitto here stand now being called Mrs. Vecchitto.
My goal is well known how often I say why its hard to find a reasons
believe he the one of wonders to take control of my life. I understood in
time that I am shy not opened to many but open talk my feelings out to
Chris. And I would be surprised to hear a verdict without any-time of not
showing up as he spent the thousand on attorney.
The ideas travelled on a one way track of an idea of a partner Chris, which
that will lead on to an Easter wedding that are brought with formed ideas
which thoughts that would be cleared. For he was taking his medication,
all resulted in positiveness.
Being a clear minded individual led to years of a collaboration of this love.
He is kind and sweet that is truthful to mankind good-works made from
heart due to honour me always. To show senses of pride of in his creative
work required everyday work.
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Frankly I made most of a disabled child of a student in life to do all I can

with myself being the creative one. While crying at the nights I was
knowing I curse rarely, it was my guilt trip to curse.
When and where my guilty pleasures were being with young love, I really
intended to be treating myself with positive attitudes and safe to start
over-about when chances that any luck of an over-drive sudden change for
chance or moment to this day to love Chris physically with attraction.
I was not in mood to end this year with rough start a year to figure out the
mess with my conscience it lead few bad words and remarks on phone
calls from Brian, you said he was a dirty fucker.
Here come by the facts I have no bedtime, I told to be yet only making
due myself allow crying on misfortune alone. While birthdays lead to
daughter to cry on shoulder knowing it can be years without Chris. I wet
my pillow at night whole awake thinking and crying about holidays and a
formal student, Chris which soon Easter wedding no sign he is ready it was
my birthday.
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Therefore I had control of anything put forward in action or within my life

will bring proof of purpose for the most part it was a built respect
response act I created. If I show respect he will be respectful. After-time I
will trust him. For now I write as hope it explains why he only one for
myself to love who is lovable to the thoughts it produced of an Easter
wedding.
From I the moment I thought of why, I want to write a story to prove right
as I write. He spoke soft-spoken like, he really gave thoughts with a poem
as about having jolly good time based on candy jolly rancher. He gave
me that poem in classroom along with jolly ranchers.
This was about kind-hearted he was to write a kind a short poem that
touches my heart. I will better assure to be left behind to be the best of
my appreciation. In moments of time he will be thinking of me. Most of my
time I was rethinking I will be elderly age retired with so much to give.
I was not willingly to throw out and try put any effort of giving out anytime learning more about software to be hopeful yet show my true colours
in a package to present in 2015 which was around the corner make due for
positive change.
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I was in charge controlling his actions, I wanted him on medications and

evaluated frequently when he shows helpless behaviours as changes lead
hospital visits.
The most of my years with my mind was learning right to wrong, wrong to
right. This was a feeling sensations I felt which got me motivated. And
with working together as team together well there is achievable dream
with an awarding feeling with team efforts.
To show improvement being out some time and some days, I have labour
my child and I had handful working with a children. And I knew whenever
this was ought to be in place of my student shoes it would be wonderful
desires. I had high expectations with being the household mother to my
child and to my student, Chris which I say he done proving when off
medications.
Most of my time I was thinking it will be everlasting life together after

fact he graduated high school early be with me. As with a thought of
marriage could be true, while other thoughts my student who likes me
came knowing my life is hectic it will come to some day or some time soon
when I get elderly where I will give him I suppose life use of my house.
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While other times I hear voices with obeying as no real settled clues on
why I write but I do want marriage with Chris when he could be using me.
Later I found out he was not greedy with money, it was only when he was
wanting more friends he felt he had share while being so dearly close to
myself.
He was a student I can be with thoughts of much of nothing brought us

closer in spiritually only casting spells of declaimed on truthful voices. He
brought change making due in mistaking trials. having little make known
with my life feelings before Christmas and Easter.
This year was a story for my birthday, a gift I cannot say is true based on
court. Most part it has true love meaning I I do love Chris always in doubt
see clear mind ahead with connecting on websites advertising himself as a
story writer as I need him show no hurt.
My life was ought be hurtful which, I can bring hurt by love with
overwhelming feelings. I tend get emotional while I searched for
alternatives considering I have a loyal side while we made due hear out
each others wisdom from each other.
I was in which very much to give and offer a loyal personality with
leadership quotes with interviewing skills. My life was remain active and
learn and grow upon others by experiences on daily actions.
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Chris has really truly been their and he showed how get closer to a
positive feelings which got stronger in time. He made me feel important I
always keep him close but no cigar as much regrets not putting him on my
health care plan.
He owes a lot to the state but nothing should fear him, I've been trying to
make possible a relationship true and helpful while beneficial. His loving
acts of love was unique and made it seem like I was only one for him.
I was always believing I was playing the victim always yet to be told
wanted sex while our sex life was unspoken words come alive like meeting
in destiny of travels would inspire us to live on our own ways. I did see him
on the roads but I had rethink maybe Im ending a new beginning. I ended
up from his travels in opposite directions.
I had a business where he can get recertified for computer repair. I
wanted work beside him for months days and years. He was so very smart
with lower IQ from the carbon fluoride.
He adores everything in my life that I accomplished and succeeded to do

and I loved technology and being successively different. Which I spent
time teaching with helping of others a course of leadership and to be into
production of making DVDs for the classes I taught.
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I was experiencing editing software where I taught how to edit videos

while repairing of computers. I help his heart for most years in school
with my forming feelings towards words he made seem true to other
teachers and doctors. He thinks it will be everlasting into eternal life
comes road ahead. Where I live aim towards being together.
Oh the thoughts raised questions about myself are few to others which he
made everything seem so real on what he wanted, I felt very attached and
obsessed as he felt the same.
Doctors thought he has a delusion about life in general which allows him
see a future and without causing harm. Whenever it were the facts it
brought all good. It was good looking by him doing check-ups and taking
medications.
I loved him for taking medications once he noticed positive thought
patterns and behavioural patterns with behaviours he subsidized for
positive coping techniques like experiencing in writing on each holiday
with another draft.
The thoughts we shared render be the masterpiece of a conflict of interest

of a story reasons wanting get married sharing life together.
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Awhile now I been with no fear, when I have no fear I notice a change of a
heart that speaks, I be at ease but if it get things are getting out of hand,
I will consolidate the police. And his looks are better knowing he
constantly wants be with me, I was told that he liked me very dearly
much. I'm random but aimed professional looking and seeking to be
focused.
I brought forth the years ending up leaving stress and drama on its marry
way with others which was my negative down fall of no comfort zone,
which thankful for the thoughts it produced. When all I asked for is trust
and continuance of commitment he made in January of first year
teaching. Always in my heart he is placed not forgetting anything, he did
everything for love and acceptance of his life he lives, to love me.
He made very much sense with our senses which is a great pleasure when
around him, we will meet was language I spoke for wanting only Chris.
He left myself anonymous in story, as told him write but not say my name
but he had prove right of the innocence of behaviour of conducting
relationship. People reading the story understand with reading the ending
it will be my version which most are professionals reading with classmates.
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He tried study what feelings I get when I gaze at his picture or when he
got that special hug, I looked deep he said into distance where we are our
eyes see attraction. For it be years awaits time it will be kept confidential
our personal outlook I know now he is ready take fatherhood.
Living in the moment at the end of the day I feeling ready start up by
calming my high feeling, down feeling and low which is drama ending. And
a thought of living drama free with a life to share with some regards to
love a student.
Who I love all this time is Chris which reminds me say thank you, as for
love on social media sites. He showed everyday posts that resembled in
our relationship which brought us closer.
He did by chance saw I was in positive spirits of helping out, you couldn't
wait gosh now kept running on my mind he had no plead to insanity
judgement trial. I was ready for moments give a call that and which would
become knowledgeable on story and share to others.
I involve my time to help write while looking at his feelings that were
sharing his page pictures to my laptop computer basically I was in love. As
friends and I think we blocked one another and dwell it could be true we
did block each other in case of a fair judgement trial.
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Chris who brought ideas good and for his helping hand by sharing other
students how to create a social media network of town news and reports
with our RSS feeds.
I had thoughts we are everything together. Which the website for school is
now up and running with drop down menus that updates the reader for
most all updates. I made due eagerly get him back for all encouragement
of my pride after treated for an illness of delusions.
While projects were small drama knew he was with talent and uniqueness
he was worth one in a million from a teacher and to a student. I have
for supportive little to much encouragement of his passion to help out
with every aspect of his and my life.
The school radio programming was aired with his help, the students had
began seeking IRC channel rooms and well it saved the day, It was chat
room he said explore for school, gogloom.com was site for chat room
which lead support on computers and legal mp3 downloads.
He treated myself like a goddess. While the progress is being made and I
will absorb the understanding minimum factors of I will begin each of my
days rising up writing while being full of positive stress and energy.
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In with mercy, mercy saying enough, enough with the writing more to love
making a story creating a story effortlessly with lead on for wedding on
Easter.
In fact I feel safe to write instead of a rather post because with words you
have no limitation and with posts someone knows your password and they
disappear like so could happen.
I have a child nothing more then come-on you should not or nobody
should let my daughter knowing the good has come to be placed now. I
want to believe Chris is the one in place when we meet again, himself
knows spending time alone means world to me. He obtained freedom with
me doing self talks at night as I brought the comfort of his shiziohernia.
Some nights I thought it was his response.
I lay myself down to rest when I have a break down or time and place of a
dilemma of not knowing where to go with life. I want hear his heart beat
on his chest at bed time and when he lays or sits next to me. He was mine
and I was happy. Kissing before bed lead us explore a new direction and
was romantic.
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The dilemma from one body lies one spirit of having a truth, and not easily
treasured to oneself at difficult times. When I think about myself with a
kiss lead to ease the thoughts maybe old but told by a story, and it ought
to be told and where it seen a way unreal true love but staying true to this
day.
I controlled my behaviour actions to town police keep it real the case only
protected I DO sin based relationship of Chris my student. And I would
act up and saying keep chin up which I was told keep it real, with and
when a given opportunity comes to receive a kiss on forehead, I will
recharge my thoughts keep it or leaves it to real intimacy and sexuality
being straight.
Thoughts with Chris is I gave a feeling to him, badly in need of him, my
body needed him so we hug nothing extreme like I ask for with clues why I
like him in no denial. It began passing through in my mind he was special
and I was in a moment he called it specialized love, as rethinking love
specialized? It was a face-book alternative name on his workmanship
theme in the relationship.
He brought any opportunity will bring some kind of wonder, I will create
well-made story about how real as for is the relationship it has with
questions to the unanswered resemblance meanings with focused balance.
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I seek everyday being mindfulness of a spirit touched by Chris. I realize I

solved a fair judgement trial with good and bad I must ask and submit
answers to the questions for the case at local court house.
Having answered questions made me feel better assure and alert on what
has been said about myself having Chris as an admirer. He was gaining
weight and up to me take him gym. It was little things others saw negative
that kept blabbering in my head. I did not believe credicts because he can
explain so much on what he knows what he wants and describes beautiful.
For the unkind he brought positive life in course of leadership on what is

a course beautifully spoken words when in good stable mood through
medications. To come find out he has adverse effect knowing what it takes
love a lady, he made his love special. It was unkind for him not take
medications. He stood by me everyday by his love.
Where its comes from existence, Im going to head far out and come ready
with amount exile of knowing nothing should ever contain negativity in our
life.
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I could go vitally go wrong with life without talking with my leading

actions with my attitudes represent my actions thirsty for more research.
To be followed or search for research takes a positive influence with a
target of the legit prescribed the effectiveness dosage of quality of life is
the set income that encourage to have Chris to write.
I now served as oneself as a goal to me get him on my health care policy

this year that is around the corner. It will the gathering of the heart when
he meets my family and friends.
To one I love brings a heart, where I expect to come to be treating life

kind with Chris and I expect the same in return he obey my rules and learn
manners.
I like being with a heart remembrance not being forgotten. But still up to
date with this digital life which began with my student having a helping
hand showing how real the relationship is, or was or ought to be.
Where life takes a toll or feels like a trick of ticking time bomb what
seems unreal stay in hospital sharing drama felt a feeling I could of
prevented the hospital volunteer program that was evaluation of life going
on like a dog on leash as while hoping we be sharing respectful wishes,
about being truthful, and honest on what we want from both sides now.
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I like him so much, I want to hold him tight and apologize for treating
him with no loyalty of fame of a marriage in his life.
For love has brought us here, I will try to find a way to love. My love life
seems be like an addictive drug which I cannot perform but (a reform
refuge with supporters) agree it can work out but may show bad example
with age.
My earlier years I was he consumed feelings which later consisted sharing

gibberish in rapid force mode it was like one day explains where life went
wrong with us being treated unreal relationship. He was my first period of
class which before I had him take resperdal for being safe later was
triggered by false behaviours thinking he was not in school and said he
would ditch the school spirit day to marry my ass as he spoke the truth.
I remained still and quiet with my nights alone with flashbacks I had my
daughter and kissed her on forehead Chris loves me a student. She replied
make a call when it was a holiday It was beginning be closer to an
intimacy of a twilight scene where a kiss on forehead of daughter of a full
moon light thinking, where or where could my Chris be in this period of
time in life as he thought he lived this life before of time.
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As time made due it went on and I caught my life heading right direction
and destiny will bring my paths of my dissemination of the tracts of trials
faith of having pleasure knowing we will be together and to take him with
the travels, I take and lead towards themes. Our song was Keeper Of The
Stars and video Splash with Tom Hanks
With the being in mindful with thoughts of this, I made my life complete
by a while with conveying my thoughts with where no time was to little.
No accident me finding you
His attitudes made room for a forming conscience of mentality behavioural

problems with had toll of issued an injection. He was very dearly obsessed
and to this day Ive been followed up on he been taking injections for my
comfort zone. As to this day I feel comfortable talking about us together.
One or more thanks to his mother he engaged to be the part of state

programs where food stamps were a miracle. It caused debt being on state
health care but helped my student being offered cash made him happy on
supplemental social security disability income. And I had no worries about
being short for food or health care benefits with his life.
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While being better to be thoughtful sorry rather than to be soon sorry, his
Papa died with a date of remembrance on Valentines day 2014. Supposedly
he wanted Papa help fight to be with me.
I thought about my student to better comprehend a fact with myself to
understand my problem comes with the price of anxiety. I was anxious
start relationship on days where we would meet I had that feeling of
simulation but no other aroused and made it change my thought it could
be true love.
Why does he love me? He gave everyday efforts and gave a boost to help
myself learn more about his life. Understanding Chris where I took love for
granted, I was more then a teacher. I broadcast schools on TV as a morning
news show. So yes I heard his voice with videos I created on YouTube and
voice-mail.
I will better serve with you believing in love with relationship with Chris.
In fact with what upsets me the most is the first steps of how to better
yourself up with patience approach. With while approaching someone with
learning disabilities it was a challenging and hard-work. How to maintain
composure of a life with little to know I can I can I can be who I love is my
family and one student Chris.
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While the school electronics and equipment made due for change, all
students were producing and making a possible a video of story of love. I
remained positive with creativity which brought ups and downs with my
net worth of knowing from money does grow on trees with proven
knowledge of respect likewise for mankind creations of a spirit.
Implementing dreams to ideas expanded on how much work of values
takes reach outer limit. In which are the life-calling events to make
fundamental learning with risks and success for reach for hobby spent with
myself working by Chris' side.
For years to not to talk leading on my feelings to positive closing remarks

that love can be filled with myself as high and lows that can be in case to I
never know he has a lost feeling of my love.
I will regret loosing him as I am making him better knowing av (audio
video) equipment which will be extra gain to make note for better
relationships to others with knowledge. In him making due for change a
cheerful thoughts on the emailing him videos ideas we create for school
functions.
And with the calls he sends out makes me feel importunity knowing what
is left for love with us talking more on day before Easter, or March 1st the
day he would never get out of his mind.
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Yet having a hold change of a grudge, where I gained network and gateway
of information that was learning on my own to explore myself the new
software media for studio editing and digital photography befitting my
career which Chris saw likeness which Chris aroused feelings if showing
myself more would do me in good favour to write. Usually I tried find
company software that offer free updates or little to no cost.
And with my time so much came through hours and days teaching with
struggles of not knowing how to be structured. Allowing myself learn new
digital software programs which remained a struggle learning. With a little
to no struggle I found Chris was a big help with his software alternatives.
Some new software titles I felt teaching was a hard challenge to fit in my
time. Most days I acted like fool because all throughout my day I was
sidetracked to write to my formal student or to read his book online.
For the most part I had that questions to ask, If I had a time that was
always running out of ideas, where would I be I lacked lesson planning and
we must had no free time to talk privately.
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We managed to talk often in school, it brought desires wanting him in a

lovely scene as he felt it was all a marriage all these years and years of
love with knowing about myself.
Yup 12 dozen roses sent on years after liking me for my dedication of

making his life have an inner soul goddess always as for I the teacher who
loved to far extreme secretly.
To be with it today and teaching with an open mind I taught young adults
about several types of media applications with software media
technologies while abreast creating respect. That I am a single woman
who been in years of love with my student as I hide mental illness and
focused on recovery reuniting to Chris. And keeping in mind that before a
physical crime or crisis I would intendedly call the police.
I thoughtfully making arrangements for him to help out for some period
after high school or with my business. It had been thoughts nothing
happens so quick a strike to be he realize I gave whenever he tries love
me, 3 strike limit while it spoke on last strike.
For awhile I had thoughts about him, and for today is what lies least
resistance is for a trial from whom he brought my life for the better days
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are ahead.
And while keeping court case I was with case with my student ready and
frankly the best groovy booty of existing prove this case be served
justice, I call kindness of love. It consisted of knowing how to kick butt
and show my fight for my rights ascending honourable behaviours.
I love him all throughout my life, never mind smart and intelligent student
he was I was going to talk on my birthdays and everyday especially when
today was days before Easter.
He was my honest young adult for most of the time after years practice
healing and where healing provided as in circulation of good faith. Making
a pull of energy of a factor from a wheel of facts to fiction of routine set
forth when to call. I had every ounce energy upright to the Lord taking his
pill over counter frolic acid and realize his love brought no denial which
caused separation of a blocked profiles of all males.
He was depressible as young child for positive talk getting on with
marriage in 8th grade but finding me earlier before I was his teacher I lead
was nothing but wait hush now see the glory I bring with innocence of past
still lingering in head.. Why can he owe respectful apologizes saying he
will try college if someone pay intuition but will move on to a phosphorus
future if sudden thoughts collide with synchronizing voices way for success
in schizophrenia at times of boredom.
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No weapon shall enter any girls life with gang activity get someone rape or
get on with doing something stupid. Insipidity he wanted positive talk left
with me reading most part left love with positive people with a drug of
happiness and comfy feelings which encourage positive talk. As I write
reading making a book with special note found years later saying kind
words about us in message as he would sign his name in book stores for no
costs.
Taking in from fact from fiction a wheel of his life routine brought a
climax of saying where it leads was good faith I surrender. He who Chris'
family which does know we landed on Plymouth rock through time period
on made him see obstacle will we ever visit with my daughter.
My family in four brief seconds is loving and to better assure life better
aptitude become a person when I began understand this is 100% true and
needed benefits unfailing remarks in kind-hood.
He that loves a formal teacher and unexpectedly when I show up but he
will buy me hard cover of his book and instantly I will fall in love as he was
gearing up to be model in throughout coherently by seeing his actions
being called Ashley.
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As she loved ( Chris) he yelled my name I wanted him more just because
he never liked his voice in any unfortunate events with family. He wasn't
on that sure he make whoopee only on day of wedding and it was one way
it was others interact differently besides social media and controlling his
behaviours as soon placed in heart.
He read scripts the website thoroughly see where experts given boost if
actions are for what touch of next behaviour or extinguishing the current
behaviour that one did for a valid sex marriage with I the teacher.
Foremost being discreet wanting know simplicity no question right to
obtain of lighting up his thoughts by getting a research I brought up to
study of schizophrenia.
From most facts of these years and times he and I was commendation of
voices and actions of love where convocations had led to excessively press
multiple charges of invading privacy on face-book, I called it harassment
when he wanted to go to paradise with me before my newborn child was
born.
If something like a stalk and a harassment to cause a behaviour to

conflict begin to root up the questions. Ask yourself nothing will happen
when you put no effort time is a worth while pleasure but so is treasure
being blessed from pleasure time to time of being happy while missing
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you with missing pleasures are yet to be told in chapters.
He was thinking about being novelist to court, where he had a similar

thoughts alike mine while he wrote while making of a positive verdict.
To be kind with myself as the imaginary consideration teacher year
award was to come the K who taught at Portland High School comes
loves me its only Chris I ever felt so completed with to this day.
I been married multiple occasions while time progressed and yet I really
feel in love with my student so much to this day. He has been obeying
with the ruling with no mistakes made to this day. I love see him changing
while more effort made to have disesteem while against love in others
and lack of drive for sex for others and less pictures posted. The esteem
brought this letter new findings for I to read and find out how true he is
to me and others to see what is true.
He never brought up he wanted sex, just a newborn with me baby we call

Leonardo. I couldn't understand how the mind works but I love him I
wanted be safe book published as I stated in school.
He listened being a good listener. He was at 8th grade, and it was blissful
with kiss online hehe then smileys. People thought we never met before
but we did. Just planned out with me teaching at Portland High School.
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He had not brought up the subject of love and what in store. I Knowing
he will change to be understandingly important, a major impact of my
life. If he was answer if the answer my question am I ready, I wouldn't
wait no further and question him, yet I felt ready start some real true
love.
I feel ready a little more confidence then usual. I have obliged my time
loving him. And seeing him progressed is to be discussed by a shown sense
if he caring where on his profile page that was on face-book, he seem to
be supportive of life together by finding pictures it symbolize our love
with what to expect for these months left.
I gave him credit for obeying court ruling for this year, a summer, small
duration coming next for its less then moments away to fall in love and a
winter is what more to come well love of course of all seasons as we love
each other so very much each day.
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Christopher Sebastian Vecchitto lived in Portland Connecticut 06480 all his
life but troubles of schizophrenia aroused he had treatment followed by a
true story.
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Chapter 1: Better or Worse?
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o my life rereading my introduction over and over again is what

makes mistakes of a true living story based on true facts and fiction.
To understand where each day of my life is important brought kindness

with a faithful soul wanting be by a story of truth living in no denial for me
to understand is true to believe.
To be sharing to the world about story, it could only be told by an
attraction from far beyond my control to better compare or better when
playing the songs in my heart, 70s and 80s.
To webbing around I know today was teaching with new life-calling
girlfriends with Chris. Yes it became sexual fantasy to make out but who
am I to blame it wont be once twice three times a lady.
The downfalls of a worse condition was making dead-on better version of a
story. I knew about laws and one law of contempt to produce a One-Day
Rapid Response Crisis Recovery Mode, which made due to help my student
a Contempt Of Court privilege to escape reality to put force daily efforts
in a story as he in process of recovering an illness.
The One-Day Rapid Response Crisis Recovery Mode happens where if Chris
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starts acting up, he well go upon my reach for a supportive visit. If when I
have a wild anger issue or pain against a human emotional feelings, I will
send him to admission of hospital where he to take consideration for
injection at a hospital.
Abreast to know more about my student which proven obtained knowledge
with research about illness made it feel bad on how I treated him. In
advance I live with routine to write a story and take medications.
I teach regularly most my life is teaching and I was aged to perfection with
knowing a regular visit to my business would be brought forth a
fundamental learning technique an elderly can publish and save do on own
unique daily tasks as my teaching is career life I use tricks that remain
with skill.
How I thank as the sunlight for a shine for a smile? Yet Chris was my
sunshine I love him endlessly, while keeping the facts into reality, I am still
alive and he will be a dream come true.
My dreams began to be calm, at his manic episodes of the past, present

and now brought good calm feelings of a bright future ahead. I held my
chin up with my head up and questioned about what I expect on a bad day.
I am likely take new medication on when I have struggle months. Yet I

kept it cool to myself to have a partner for stability is all I been wanting. I
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was the caring one loyal as loving moments as if they came for surprise. I
would want him to this moment forward to this day of life as for my
birthday, holidays and days to be shared. He stood by my side for the
longest time we made due keep a diary.
I could never put some of my problems in doubt of a mental disabled child

or adulthood at stand of a trial for court it was trials afterwards of
effectiveness behaviours. I was with supportive kind warm thoughts
because of he had injections the doctor pull out and a put replacement
forward to consider once every two weeks for an injection. He had no
choice calm our problems taking prescribed medications and over counter
pills prescribed.
The chemistry spoke the visiting nurse wanted him attend group. And for a
while doctors understood the pills he is on made some room for more pills.
For taking pills everyday it began stability on our chemistry of love. The
love all came down to we both had no worries about a manic episode or a
feeling of loosing one another.
He felt life wasnt where life begins and it comes easy it was on the date
the 27th his grandfather died but you take the present year 2015 minus 27
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is 1988 year Chris was born, For some and knew I struggled loving adults
my age. I mainly had some love feelings towards Chris but have better luck
waiting wanting for the right moment which would make it last our love
last.
Karma as it spoke foremost of all reinforced actions of conflict psychosis

that trigger when noted flashback karma scenario. What had been going
around in another booty with imitators brought us both into agreence you
cannot expect the best but on how approach you take it promise me you
won't take me for granted. I take his life in consideration because we
pass information on phone and with others understood it was his kindness
of spirits we had on phone. He did in school take great pictures and his
ideas were superb filled with greatness.
Once I knew he was better, I better prepared to start a life with myself
being expressed in a story with a truthful permissive actions of writing
doing the talking.
On who likes Chris is few mostly because I wanted him all to well, and most
all respected his mother wishes weather leave house or no common sense to
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show respectful attributes of not using him. There was a reason why others
ignore him because he was anxious to escape reality by always wanting see
my home of the stone of ark of love comes waiting perfect moment see it.
Yes there was finally no snow given everyday for awhile to make better I
put effort make a friendship beyond which forwarded the thoughts and
ideas made me realize several things will grab him by a voice with ways to
improve or correct the wrongs. I felt that all this time he hasn't been
cheating based on I talked his mental health program under the title ix
program.
I was a popular person who adds new friends daily on face-book and
knows he or she is confused by my downfall, which is being respectful
towards an illness which brought him to watch intervention on spare time.
I thought time was the essence of all evil, Chris and I knew talking would
of healed his thought pattern. And I must say he been doing better as he
writes daily wither on a computer or on mobile social networking site. And
with the story about us together with chapters that proves with valid
points it was meant to be, and I like him so truly much as today was about
celebration with family on my birthday.
As practically of being with patience he was wanting to end his high school
so fast. He had extensive knowledge and built strength to start something
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new as today was it I would make a remembrance moment on my birthday.
I said I will call and I plan too.
I was going talk about not rushing life retirement but focus on getting
answered prayer with a wish to be with you Chris.
As daily love seems to be a hard task for him without communication, I

was told to ignore his calls and given efforts to please in me to find love
in others.
All knew which he was successful story writer of a book which makes
better for sure a true love sentences. He which posted on the computer
internet true love sayings and had a friendship to his book all days on
medications. For sure I wouldn't be mistaken but he would write share his
feeling every minute of day at one period of his life.
The obstacle was informing if yes or no he is ready. I expected Chris make
enough power to look within paying cable all channels and internet. To
graduate a college with bachelors degree with teachers degree is what I
influenced him with years thinking it could happen.
Forever and always to be with me was all on my mindful spirits that spoke
to me. He still might regret with anger as whenever he does no attempt
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have a conflict dealing with truth as speaking truth I when he did it like
we loved one another as we talked and when we were younger in age as
kept with our talks were days of talking that lead to chances in High
School with aftermath destiny.
He felt the partnership with Italian ice place in chances derailing pf

destiny I show up at age of mostly thinking what strength I have was when
I was wrong because it was chance bring conflict to cousins in family and
to bring a new store considering it was 1 vs 8 was gang up upon made
shameful expense to spend get family back into business and to see him
work is all I wanted for now.
I grew up in Maryland and where he is in life, he have always that piece

of my heart.
As I feel he has been better side and apart of me reuniting intentionally

we aimed Easter wedding and assessment evilness for talk on birthday.
Luckly I saw changed of heart so prove I'm worthy of love in abundance to
this point forward.
Where I belong to think was delightful to be thinking positive and I was

thinking to turn the tables this year. I would do the contacting on my
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birthday and or near Easter this year 2015. It was Chris that had brilliant
ideas made us together today brought a smile on my face.
While he brought beauty in mirror everyday, each morning was a pleasant

surprise. And for most part most love came when he left me thinking. I
felt on what consist of true love is based on what he said about the beauty
of our life based on our good quality effort workmanship.
He shared a mania where for believing in sky with pictures. With pictures
he called my cellphone explaining he looking for answers and I did not
want feed in his illness as he saw colour in sky for first time in so long.
In one other psychosis he had Linux developers and Bill Gates in head
reading bible to allow software exasperating the movement the exposed
open source..... make due for all devices a tool allow community of
devices and applications connecting to one another which due to make
into effect.
It was he who travelled in voices settle as taking meds has a better
chance be with her as nurse said yes once to him as he was ready for trip
to France if out listen to him.
He had explained there fantasy art in clouds but doctors made it seem it
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was fake. After awhile he gave up when it was unreal explain why he doing
what hes doing and I knew I had reason step up this year.
To wake up with attitude towards Chris of being there for a special

moment my current spouse to love me. Chris thought if you take pictures
by milliseconds you'll see unusual art pictures in clouds zoomed in or fixed
ratio.
If I recall to think of a moment he must of looked back in life for answers.

He knew that his 7th grade teacher made students write about clouds. And
he planed to do all he can to see my life from the creator of the world.
The 7th grade teacher assigned to make a poem of your imagination with
clouds to tell its story.
Intentionally the love grew over the years and had better days for the
most part he heard voices and he was married to me in mania with each
other in mania saying I love you. We both knew the Easter wedding will
soon come.
I mean Easter wedding would be nice but is he ready as I took it by choice
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of being happy by chance I have today. I wouldn't ask much and taking a
look back that took few minutes that lead 11 hours 11minutes 11 seconds
before see where I stand now.
To make the decision when I set forth not calling but read later on he was
feeling it was he who dwell seeing more of offering legalization of teacher
relationships with students.
It dawn on me which was seeing positive verdict with a first step of
knowing justice being served by whom he feels likely to know brought
positive spirit and that spirit he would create a bond as called spell.
No matter of any judgement it was he was with faithful verdict as I am
acquaintance with no lack of trust he was a good witch casting spells.
For our life that renders for a built trust for God, we trust each other with
an appearing right hand to have an attorney that his fee that he pay the
bill of love, while being safe away from harm. I wouldnt dare renew the
case after knowing he spent thousand.
I trust but I plead I want him. For now I will get his attention and
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remained silent in contact. To share a story as title of chapter speaks for
itself as continuing an issue or question answered could be better or
worse.
You will have read see where our love brought specially that brought
despair when compare? I was driven for successful attitudes and
behaviours that finds a solution as our story unfolds. In this he will reread
and edit my thoughts which involved in our moods to lead a kindness path.
I hurt his heart while it only gets better or wrong about story with
unanswered questions made up as the solutions play a factor beyond
belief.
After all suffering it resulted in knowing as I live with the condition of
schizophrenia anything could go wrong from the facts of ourselves
observed by professionals aimed in story of true love to take Chris on date
soon, today... For apologises I wanted see boner in school the erections to
his life taking resperdal for together life I plead when was his life I
jeopardized it could only happen better or for worse.
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Chapter 2: A Birth of Miracles?
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o take learning from valid closing and remembrance of opening

closing remarks, after birth were miracles that I can have thoughts
to becoming a true kind woman with my desires and wishes. Maybe be the
life spoke was on a true ways, that lead to a life with grants and feelings.
On who I liked in a technology class was with a student. I urge to call him
up on days I celebrate loneliness from moments alone.
I thoughtfully felt writing up an asp-burgers book grant if possible, if there
was an offering of being author with Chris. It would allow to gain money
but offer thoughts of a group or mental health while having learning
techniques taught with a college course is to know. Why he warmly likes
me still I kept saying in my head.
Chris had feelings alike mine for the most part and when he had grant in
mind I was so willingly hear him out. He figured offer classes with grant
money. He would also teach businesses techniques for services and repair.
He would have unlimited and limited spaces available to teach but had
efforts that I wish I can help him proceed, with my behaviours and actions.
His grant letter wrote as....
Hello my name is Christopher, Christopher Vecchitto and I live in a

small town Portland. I would like to apply for this grant as an
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educational director or some man who offers classes for bushinesses
with training to start services. As in applying this grant so be it I
could get a chance to be obtain with new knowledge with learning
basics to advance with my certification classes I would teach. And
start a business with solutions that have the latest technologies of a
251 core processor that's Intel-based technologies. Thank you, Chris
Supposedly the differences between male and female are different wither
it was issues with his mental health mania. Why is he planning a need for a
life to be with me.
Most of all clues I taught became ruthless which I was shameful being
hurtful as when he read my body language in the room across the room.
And I had something possibly private part or life with openness.. in out
proceeding him with motivation movements of he's a keeper I will direct
him apathy for therapy and more writing.
The technology class is where I taught and instructed as a teacher. Chris

was the student I had thoughts about spending life together with a
marriage with as for this year on Easter. I was headed for challenge in
process of recovering from a serious incident where he and I got burned by
fire at two different times. Lucky he and I recovered without a complexion
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to be noticed.
And with my birth years of childhood from Chris' side story he was
knowingly important to factor time to see a concert but dwell to take me.
Where he had denial his loss of wages of a life making more money it
could be both years of where I put great tremendous spirit of going with
flow.
And had him work beside myself with starting sharing what takes start
business. And my life brought noticed behaviours our love have not faded
or gone to a viral state as he looked stunning on the websites of social
media.
If I brought good life today to press no charges It has been true with
feelings. He liked me still with my likeness of my spirit of being
supportive with set forth action being role model teacher that preached
forgiveness for harm I brought in ones life.
Which brought kindness as love comes to the rescue, from the life
savour once told by Chris to say to me. Thoughts aroused he brought the
videos to life with his resemblance of movie titles like Sixteen Candles,
Breakfast Club, Weird Science, Happy Gilmore, Anger Management and
many more. His favourite quote was Arnold Schwarzenegger I'll be back
from The Terminator.
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Staying true to myself I make a true love last effortlessly thinking ways
make weekends date night, to and from I require to make that I take life
kind that with as with my behaviours brought us to never be apart but set
forth a birth for it be miracle.
As I get thoughts of why love to see movies proceeded to get ready, more
violence was ahead of this change due to picking is to better serves myself
with goodness of a spirit he just sticks with cute movies love comedy or
American Girl DVDs. He was not about violent movies or thrillers.
I contradict was told deliberating on a one heart is from no difference

than exhilarating on my mixed emotion kayos could bring denial. He
chooses say and tell me kayos was his word he learned 7th grade. This was
the first time the other teacher Mr Fox told him as teacher told from the
word kayos.
The defenestration which I rather say you should not call this relationship
stupid nor anybody its the law under my book. When the kids recorded
him he said stupid is stupid does. By now I had trial and error I was to
amending a stand point to try to become all I can be.
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Mostly I was worrying resulting behaviours could kindly put ease today for
we had together made putting efforts leading Easter book wedding
dreams proposal in book and he asked in book now to marry me if I made
the right decisions I dwell in longevity understanding underneath this all
is a heart, I replied only when I dearly needing him.
It was easier said and done. After while I then take much my life at hand
as a footpath from acts of love with my thoughts and mind control.
He was a good listener of kindness on standing forwarded with his thoughts

that, if he loves me as far as I know he and I would act of a good fortune
to what's to come next in this outcome was headed for a relationship.
Where recovery was dwelling within me up me take chance and effort to
the fundamental teachings of Lord our God say I want this with all being
everything like hut together saying the grace of the Lord bringing all
goodness sakes to good shakes of interacting to one another help others in
one special room in my house.
I wouldn't mind taking a moment to make use of a dance floor on Easter.

On what I expect at Easter wedding from my daughter... I imagined the
best man dance moment, a dance from Chris' second cousin coherent
cousin that passed be there too taking over the role of wedding.
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It made both his hardship and sense, where it was hidden secret
difficulties making him happy. After all he was a student he awhile was the
time essence of key to all to live with no regrets on what happened with
not looking back when his stories got shared in the spouses husbands in my
life, they literally took his story used it for benefit.
Chris loss his cousin and his cousins father and mother made due live up
North with now knowing there connecting in faithful life... and I know
with being a Sunday school teacher, I can teach them the bible.
As summaries with the gospel lead good. Im sure that will go with
wellness of touching his family with my spirit of happiness. Nobody shall
regret this marriage on Easter.
I love drinking my chocolate milk with my teddy bear, my daughter would

say something so sweet and kind on days we were together as family soon
to be with blanket she brought home.
It was day of the end of innocence of young and old beholding moon and
day after the funeral and wake to his grandfather. I ought to go but know
he was the one incoherent waiting on eyebrow template when arrives to
groom them... but he lead on his grandfather what would he want him see
and his of course angels had part in this to who all dwell in happiness see
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the connection he had in grandfather.
I have not behave, no doubt about it my life was my life, and it was filled
with doctors helping. And I showed what remain a true story everyday with
tasks. It stardle me on how to handle my personal sex drive for I hit close
to over the hill age as Chris liked his cartoons like King of Hill and hearing
Thank You song by Dido with Boomer made everything like it was him. I
had dream about was Boomer Chris and I like that show and loved show a
Boomer personality.
I realize the connections were kept in heart with no puzzling of confusing
actions of realising he saw delusion on resperdal pill now acting he will see
again with growth down there meeting at distance if he really wants it
badly my kindness and sexuality.
From moments where I take kindness is here and foremost my hearing

voices became a two way route, good and evil. I brought forth-positive
smile which my sex drive leads on happiness and special feelings. My heart
works that it raised the questions, I lead on multiple answers but I been in
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love with Chris all this time.
All this time that I had no concerns but accept returns as reserve met. I
believe he led good but I felt it with goodness sake when you are
equivalent with facts to be supportive type. As he and I was ready for
intimacy and sexuality that renders behaviours into ecstasy dwelling on
the highs. If he is treated for I to put into effectiveness of taking
meditations on how real the sex drive would be every moment. He is like a
love bear all Im here any-things made possible to bring comfort.
To drop dead sexy one day of a week for suggestiveness of a spirit, as he

will be my night replacement teddy bear. Chris was all-good to make due
for comfortable attitudes towards me this time around.
I know that I will to try again, once, twice and many times in day to write
down from thoughts expanding on view of facts. I say views of a content
not very easy say but vows the view. He knows I was all about connecting
with one another as pleasing in others he felt hurt.
I mostly felt he had say he retired hearing my voice and allow the power
of prayer rule and so be it voice was a connection to sincere friend only to
talk for meet up on days I felt he needed friends to comfort.
He say I am coherent because I aimlessly head one route hoping we cross
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with our destiny which I follow court orders given to trials apathy
towards therapy to write more each day. As Patty, the director of Mental
Health program said to Chris writing therapeutically good for you. As for
himself with everything made possible show where great love shows how
one lives a spirit as representing a kind heart deed for being friends and
recognized.
I was the good listener with a secret disguise discreet delirious minded
soul wanting more from which came a love writing a story.. with our
destiny set to play and meet. I felt it would touch me as a life with a
baby with Chris I see will see the father every means on road with his
mother being kind this time around or case workers.
He treated me like a Goddess with much more to give and from part
my life I will give himself as needed love this time around by his kind
remarks.
A fact that yearns out that it has not been over but what has become over
is a time of being stable for an outburst. For most of my life that came to
those overstate love yous meant it was true love.
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From my control I developed a guidance or whats future ahead in my life.
I began each day with craving be successful with Chris as I felt ashamed
for years gone down the drain ever got wasted.
As if I had a chance I had to prove he was right in others. Here by as a

responsible individual teacher drinking the limit as I do love my tropical
drinks. I was to keep informed his mental health status by talking to his
case mangers about how he improving. And when in school I heard he not
enjoying work at store called Wal-Mart where he learned much about
popular hit songs and movies.
The life with stand trial of disagreements of settlements of knowing a

truth of this verdict due to positive obtained thoughts. You can take the
truth from statistical reference work while I hide the pain on my chest
and my life prepares for worst if I was in jeopardy, would I should talk
over but am I ready for the questions.
For here I have been known show kindness leading feelings that remained
through my head as thoughts to make clear, I love my students especially
one to this day as he the story behind this. Which he brought my illness to
be pleasurable and comfortable with the presence of speech at what I
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been recognized.. To become through court and proceedings while
allowing myself to show acceptance in all good.
Most of our life led to an unfaithful pledge and I bear judgement he is

the one that can change an unfaithful pledge to faithful pledge.
The life began to be fascination of a young adult with developing
emotional delusional disabilities as for strength I held a worthwhile life
keeping busy.
Time was birth with his mind under my control. While he wrote to take
only me while his heart it became to beat faster beats. I feared nobody
would love me then his glory may his love I cherish all condone positive
spirit that deserves memorable Easter year to remember that he who for
life greater then wedding and I ought bring roses that are pink colored?
I was loosing it maybe it ought be but a lucky man required to dwell on
looking like porn-star and one day that student who was working on
abomination of looking on implementing construe improvement on that
making due progress.
And improving quality of life with no sides of hate became so inspirational

having Chris was best feeling ever.
The lover who I preached in presence in when which I liked me dwell
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knowing as he well meant be well worth my time, had with little to no
conflict of taking place with an emotional moment of tears for fears. I
want last our days to be together with no regrets.
I could point out a relationship to be a conspiring to provide kindness with

life and consent of gene longevity where a demonstration of moral
courage would and took part of commitment at his young age made true
its true love is where he and I like write a story.
The whole resemblance of abstracting a heart and mind becoming true in

writing informing me as he gained in my heart and say what is new and on
your or my mind, I love you Chris very much to this day can he bring me a
smile now? Of course he can will be everlasting love.
If Chris and I talked I would bring up how Google product company making
a miracle pill. That exams the body. Which him being with his addictions
tobacco and love for teacher to extreme would be ideal diversity intuition
talk about as he had that idea in psychosis.
He showed a someday understanding an opportunity, brought and brings as

while desire be wealthy was his creations knowing future in his Lords of
ones of exiling his life who said they'll be there take all with his mind and
thinking as to speak what's up.
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I brought up in introduction that he helped the school with IRC channels,

room another word and brings chance by understanding attainment of
striving to learn young age the basics caring remarks I needed show by
acute is greatly indoors by his company and mine.
Bringing to a pattern I was young when I liked Chris 33 but maybe sooner
as he is with schizophrenics thinking we met on buddypic.com which I had
been under the impression thoughts he pressured with sent out letter
with hope to ease of troubles with my mother and family was hard while
finding answers and not true with false behaviours.
If others knew something was worth remembering only once he wrote I
brought forward while I gave my best love was with my family for he
understands, there is he more than an understanding student he is mine.
You will try understand I have joyful heart for and where there is trust and
knowledge of birth is heading the way it will come ease the troubles with
thoughts of you Chris.
I put a head up my ass, I ended of the nonsense behaviours and guided

when there is light it held much love. I thought of reasons and his
surroundings needed care for Chris I looked upon me to be here wanting a
writing editing his story of true love.
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We together Chris and I have been through heck the trails which spoke I
been obeying my duty for years yearning to meet and see him on day of
funeral of couple of days past his grandparents funeral and wake was
debate wither to go that say all nice things our way and due time marriage
ought to be.. on Easter where we eat ham and Kraft macaroni and cheese.
While showing supportive actions to most it was with different yet held
yellow and red wedding colours several kinds of endearment of love
dwelling on set forth-positive virtues of once friendship, yellow now
romance novel of love, red wife and husband.
But I remember thinking my moms was thinking my love is where the
enrichment towards an aimlessly 11 hour 11 minutes 11 seconds before
now calling that time ought be cheerful uplifting to do your best and most
endlessly focusing for good behaviour towards nothing but sharing ideas
with kindness from his words. It was killing me softly by his love and he
became major impact of my whole life.
I was thrilled to dress colourful each day with reasons he became reasons
to make me smile and love it my story writing. Okay maybe I was wrong,
to live you be creating good it keeps you going.
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I made known of increments of flow charts to recovery. I yearn to be

socially active that a show signs encouragement from both teacher and
student.
To fall better than normal is far from a professionally in love with a
students, teachers and Chris. And with active kindness far from normality
can lead me hospitals and further proceedings of love engagement if he
right for me to prepare me for better or worse.
This was reality test for exceeding for sex was unknown. I was discreet or
tried be discreet of answer to questions. I caused by a major impact of his
life, while leaving a day to get out and get forever thinking of a reason to
store his number into a contacts if that day will come true in written date
of baby or soon wedding on Easter 2015.
Everything happened by chance for improvement and I was advertised on

the school web-site with my number and while at heart was with
sometimes of shame and missing him.
I am ready see him and ready to be seen with a young adult student. I give
him a life of a new chapter of my life dwelling prosaic plan of story of our
life in the intimacy of being birth of new child.
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The idea new chapter was thinking about a big wedding as it began to
expand with his thoughts and writing with feelings aroused into fine
works with no sentencing of his troubles.
Being by his side by far with my student he grew up at home-town I taught

him wisdom comes within and to follow dreams. He was a local high school
student, which I had a daydreams later on in life and of say of marriage
dreams when taking drugs make him comfortable.
As while back he made a star took place out of a hospital he created with
glitter and he wish to be married for many years to one of many, myself.
And he and I had a click connection, I loved the student Chris so very
dearly much offer me his warm embrace kindness of spirit.
I am here say I love life and sharing my last summer vacation pictures on
internet but by far the good news is while serving from time sentenced to
no evilness and will never be known to Chris who brought no committed
crime with trials with court.
He really is true comprehensive person with helpful advice that comes far
beyond betrayal from myself where I brought voices in his life. And with a
normal mind bring a mind in which could go far from control of my hands.
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If he had no chance to talk he would call me not normal just hustle
conspiracy of peace teaching.
I softly remain calm, while I write. I will be keep calm and I know exactly
how turn him on I will look my sexiest in motions when endure my time
into the relationship, I will model my exchange a supreme-able model look
to behaviour leading more love.. and yes kindness was acute for change
yes expect me to call today reading. The versa effect was brought always
with his life going on pills once a day get and obtain effectiveness.
Saying I like you we are together accept it now write it and what can we
prove to say as you are reading he will be loveable person, and that is true
he will but be aware he may want three wives. I was ought to be better
treated with my illness with I love yous', I care about you, checking in say
hello never said but in other words Chris cheered me up along with of
family with the cards he kept for couple weeks after new years if together
on holiday Valintines Day.
I seek find the answers we made out in hospital visit attributes but with this
writing can you be mine on Easter married is no mistake I know answers will
be treasured.
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I will easily understand he brought love through writing and you will get
your brain knock out if you make a story about my love and desire. I get
hurt while fantasizing he maybe accommodating an occupied for more
feelings this time around.
These are the days where puzzles about that time was the birth with all
essentials of health concerns like abilities getting motivated, and delusions
have lead on effect to set on being myterious, which resolved on with him
taking medications.
The responses lead the act being birth of thought. Im driving towards
success with baby in mind with Chris. Lucky I knew better give it all for
one who enter being a creator relationship for one that plagiarized his
story startled me to be fr-actuated that could use therapy for motivation
out-looking an express route with Chris as set forth miracle if together.
I knew better from wrong and knew today ought be with good positive
talk keeping informed we might just get lucky settling through the lost
lonely feelings we shared together. In life was a memory of he were mine
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forever as he said I will always be here for better or worse and ought be
presented all means birth to prove he worth all my life proceedings are
apple to my eye lover Chris.
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Chapter 3: The Treasured Life

Moments
gave respect and for most I gave chances but as I have nothing
to commit. As of crimes of my relationships in past, the worth

while of a status of now bring no word having nothing, I say about
communication with my desire was filled with on arrival mystery of
my mercy thirsty for more.
Where we go where we been a day to have filling with love in being
the best acts of the best behave with positive behaviours.
And begin last week for month of February try new pill he once was
on before to make due for recovering with a day eases the mind
where is about joining group or sharing family and friends a verdict
to share a day that feelings are built upon the abstracting negativity.
Nouns and time well spent the routine of my day and was whom I
came out of the day impressing as heading towards abundance in
faith of wellness to recover and set forth being together.
Having set issues while we discuss the positive the additives was the
evilness who edited our story.
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While I have months time of planning about an individual of giving new

ideas and medication prescribed which can make me a better person,
intentionally I love him.
For I took two pills of medication on daily base I brought new aptitudes of
knowing we were in this life together. And a realistic goal for a
commitment to my student is remain drama free from day one of selfdestructing as he wanting be together in a field of remembrance.
Usually it was difficult times where he handles to live life well, but his
time and behaviour was my time and fault of cards that are worth
remembering. And with his behaviour especially for the judgement called
for corporation of mental health program which he obeyed.
I love going on with who I deserve and when kinda like Forest Gump was
told meaning of vacation. And I will for all ask him out Chris when looking
at his pictures of where love is, life is. Moments that captured memories
easily treasured not forgotten on vacation with abundance serenity
around us.. with soothing sayings and quotations.
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My thoughts remain about whats ahead of us and my days brought a

bucket-list in which brought up and consisted of having a baby with Chris
while improving my thought pattern was difficult. I yet to feel this was
moment I will treasure it will be year I have baby with Chris.
He decided play forth lucky numbers on fortune cookies as ones inspire
growth of money. One fortune cookie said Take the chance while you still
have the choice.
If a story about love will bring us fortunes then all butterflies in stomach
brought addicting feeling of good and wanting be wreathed in your arms
while feeling good energy as believe in power of a touch.
Truly I am yours I say to myself and what is to come is factor of what has to
come and better serve kind words of hanging on faithful pledge of hope,
where I come to agreement with this realizing fact from fiction there is no
ordinary decision with behaviour disorder writing a story.
From reality to hate no good or bad for better worse I will make room in
between for freedom see if evaluation is up for grabs unless we cry a tear
will show true feelings. And while I say nothing but quotations made an
outlook look positive. I will speak a little shy but do not cry or forgive
from my zero mistake tolerance arrangements that can build trust with a
smile and happiness.
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I made a story and on what life was with a hotshot student teacher
interaction with teacher resulting an adverse effect of the amount of
time spent with attorney reading would take hours for a response if
changes ought to be made.
As of jury is knowing and remembering all myself can become is all I want
as I made due to change my legalization rights to set forth abundance
owed to the giver of life made to show positive virtue of the innocence.
He had thoughts for awhile pleading what shall be placed or how reached
one another as wanting kind difficulties in hardship, he obstructed my life
like literally tormented it while I hope for best outcome where passion
romance thoughts occurred.
May it become romantic nights where we kiss foreplay-into play fourth
action to have and build memories for he was worth my time and money.
You may hate the facts he had been experiencing only when others were
jealous? It had some breakdowns but from a crime lead a true benevolent
transaction of a way of thinking. He caused mending a desire to read while
editing his story whiling I was ignoring the keys of love.
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Soon worthy of loving his story with a while talking gibberish on phone
with positive attitudes yes yes yes and there it was we were in love. It was
his first written document comment about going to Paradise. I thought
Paradise vacation planning so high with love being my drug of choice. It
felt Jeff Bates - One Day Closer the lyrics and sure why not share,
Why do bad things happen to good people?

I don't know, but they do
And why is this world full of so much ego
And so much pain? I wish I knew
When I see God I'm gonna ask Him
But I don't know when that'll be
But I'm one day closer to one day knowing

All the answers I've been searching for
My time on earth is getting shorter
And my list of questions keeps on growing
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Why is life down here such a struggle?
Trouble's all I've ever known
And when I die will I go to heaven?
And will it be like going home?
Will my lost loved ones be there waiting?
There's no way to know right now

How it feels to stand among the Angels

And why sometimes they don't intervene
Yeah, I'm one day closer to one day knowing

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And while Chris had nothing else closer it was near I said he was suffering
loss of touch of a glamorous beautiful lady or done right.
I tend to try to love I never called him I must be the answer to the
questions but been filled with benevolent efficient thoughts you should
have a space and write for months years whenever within oh glory to that
adult boy I loved.
It was him I love more each day love me Chris I speak of treasured in
moments.
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Chapter 4: Tender Loving Care
bout tender loving care brought moral courage. I had thought about
everyday effort while little sleep all I want. It was the rude
awaking. To sleep through a night with Chris with no worries, and say yes
to marriage at legal standpoints, and he was the one who provided a
commitment at young age and I show I care when I talked in his
schizophrenia when he needed me.
Where I been knowing he could be right, he obeyed the fact of liking me
which brought the feelings are going to be me providing freedom.
He knew I someday am going to provide freedom is way knowing when
your rights and laws are properly used.
Where mistakes you have carry on through mistakes but once you get a
hold of a grudge yet possibly of knowing he can bring a heart to
completeness thoughts meant to be so much if he specially challenged
through out thoughts that are special.
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For someone whom he knows I fall in love everyday, I praise each day like
it's a holiday I deed for no mistaken actions. I am the one for happy and
sad moments. And from that unique individual, I had been thoughtful
about a special moments of marriage a wedding that he will bring kindness
to everyday devotion vow that he will be an everlasting love and devotion
for memories are silent as I try make headway towards being in his life.
For the court pursuit a silent case this coming up year I really have much
hope to share life with my thoughts about being together and it was not a
life option for these couple of months to remain the same I need be
informed about what he has for positive good news.
By far with my formal student sharing instantaneously with words the

wisdom brought through social networking informed by scripts was kept
about being the best love story diary as he saw his expert guidance on
information given by blessing of fighting for what is right and married was
from within due to have no mistake.
He made little sense why he loved me. But I could see it in his eyes of the
apple to the coordinator I can give so much in so little time.
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What could he want and for-most what he lives to be hopeful for a
relationship with faith of my influence as I hope we talk everything over
with ourselves over a purpose of living with self pride. I made due
recognise he was there from start with now controlled behaviours in his
mood.
For who when he reinstituted his behaviours the most admirable
moments where why how make due profound miracles to make
relationship to last as tender loving care act.
I remained silent, while I making known to Chris I will be sharing the

feelings for one another in hopeful state for a positive verdict.
For no more year trials, yet I have been in love with myself and himself all
this time. I have a kind heart my love is where I picture life with Chris and
while from now I shown lots of respect, during hard times with proven
tenderness and caring sides with my heart with joyfulness to be shared.
The life I live is filled with my heart loving one my students and with my
heart it felt good to have abnormality for a moment student and teacher
being together but I was a fighter, while he showed acts of kindness with
my life in general assurance that yield out my wise soft side.
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And I only feared being arrested for a court to go viral.. while knowing he
will be on my side now and forever it was breathless may seem fast but
heck I may be set forth with uncontrollable devotion. It was his time
needing planning for a moment in time due show intimacy far to soon. But
be of sure a fact I will never forget how he made me feel foremost hist
tenderness soothing hug.
His name was Chris, and from most of all, he stood out to be one out of
the ordinary this student never gave up on exile of love and hope. I was
with a chance to give a life as breathe deep during need of sex.
While I had in mind of make his life mobile he had recommended therapist
and by now it was chance of being a major impact could save us if we both
agree to talk as communication plays huge part in a relationship.
With what do we want? Is the questions with my allowance of

communication which was kept minimum which court followed proceeding
no contacting any party. I always played the victim as seemed considering
I was a Pisces and felt ashamed for my virtue of faults its love all reading.
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I was striving for more income, and was I looking ways making money last.
I was a highly motivated young teacher who was goal oriented that treated
a life for what it is worth of values yet to grow with implementing a
planted ordeal or scenario yet to be in a story.
I felt he expected a young heart, with ways of all making himself to

expand on multiple ways to take of care his life on my insurance card
policy. When I was ready he will get off state insurance and where in love
comes right state mind to share aroused feelings during intimacy
appropriately excluding words like hate you or gosh darn it when
something during life fuck up happen.
One way to take care is by getting a grip, take control of amount you show
you care. I gave the most of caring courage when he left the school to be
taught at library on January, and couple months our anniversary he was
allowed back in school showing always cheerful smile with delightful spirit
as a tender loving care proposal of happiness dwelling on all good
behaviours without boundaries I felt was ahead.
While I figure out why it is not over the relationship had still presented he
made no contact to family and friends of mine which factors out no
problem because of no troubles. I really want make possible of all to set
up a date.
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Birthdays where he blew candles always to be with me which made me
blush for a moment whom knew I wanted him and he always had time to
listen where love as saved my wish accepted by truth having a wish I was
not cast only appearance of my wish was his command when he appeared.
To have come true to blow candles in front of him saying it came true as
we kissed in front of classroom door well he did which was blown from
several yards distance.
And time began to grow with truth which came through the feelings went
to a scene I remained blue. And ever so love me he loved me so very much
he showed how and what it feels to be loved with supportive
encouragement.
And I dig it when he comes out with positive attitude within the new pill
his heath provider prescribed. The downfall was to keep him aware of his
surroundings not hurt my feelings being on controlled medications.
He was more alert and awake during day it was over counter pill frolic
acid made writing apathy for bearing see research my health if I had him
in moment of keeping love true with him.
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He wrote the story mostly I was one who was in head writing words what
to say or be part of in his book where he showed love comes unexpectedly
unknown times acute to treat psychosis.
While we both showed sweet sides to admit the facts he was answer my
prayers to find healing with blessing count dealt with dealing a time to
cope while thinking and taking upon routine with thoughts about to learn
more throughout my day. I remained to grow with values willing to show or
point out.
Chris will be curious with a walking life in my shoes, my remarks is we

share benefit in knowing an effective learning tool is take medication and
are his ways of leaning from mistake or fault.
And the irresponsible had no say but good luck to be him in my honour
which call him My Girl in which I like that song as it went well beyond the
extraordinary to make note he was Ashley Hollywood on Facebook.com
I was about to take life all though of a smartness behaviour to make life
easier through technology. To some he was noted save time by helping by
making known to be through to make clear he bought love while
encouraging others take upon open source applications.
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I was a mother of one child I feel comfortable with prestige outlook. On
how my life is when I have thoughts about changing his attitude from
disrespect to respectful. And with court he proved he was right on the
money gained with my heart running through pain of ache with so much
respect was said notably and done by a bond here stand Mrs Vecchitto
getting married on Easter.
My thought of knowing a lot felt a little out of the ordinary but it

remained true that untrustworthy actions for him loose virginity of being
there twice?
And I to block one another on the web-site to males girls told me and now
myself I had hunt down him in public. While it felt right and questioned
myself am I ready for this New Year to start by talking to one another.
And unblocking knowing it can happen once again my thoughts giving

another chance to make a stance. While I prove righteous of this creation
of years collaboration as these were the days of tender loving care living
life choices.
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I been feeling I am ready, he seems to this day an ache in the heart that has
been in past cheerful but Im more than that woman working at Wall Street
Journal being a journalist with thoughts keep a mend that his time fit to
shame to know my schedule of before or after article on news media or web
which gave my contact information.
It feels like a true love story as a day go by with known facts goes with his
ways of leaving footprints and I expect to date soon enough from Chris for
this New Year had a dwelling spirit well defiantly talk as he was in my
tender heart whom I cared for in life.
I had everyday kayos schedule, I spent my time teaching all hours of day. I
really felt he could be trying out application grant programs during this
time being self employed and make things better while I use the
community of Open Source applications, which I learned existed with Chris
in psychosis.
I taught at businesses I owned with lessons being a better person while

managed a job at Portland High School. I very much missed him dearly in
my heart desire read on this well written story with a happy face.
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And life forever marriage with picking Chris to be the lucky one right here
beside my moves and set structure routine, began to dwell into actions
seeking denial of behaviours as he came all thoughts out say everything in
a story here to the kindness set us free.
That missing key to others, about with that life was with missing
components moments that come easy to copy, or you cut the verdict that
will find you in years later but fear not all dwell in spirit intentionally
aiming for loving Chris to fullest of life being to have a trust in everything
be all-night thriller to take night away writing pages of recovery.
He be that key will open the door and when you open the door, the key
has all power of the world to take inside and begin a start of a
resemblance of miracles.
In button of justice act Police have every right to help if vandalism

happens with a crime without a key meant to thoughtfully plead research
that would breach truth why it is important why he does like me far to the
extreme to love for years not leaving behind the shame I put on seeking
truth. I felt something up for realising he was leading obeying this verdict
if you gosh darn it was Under My Umbrella by Rhionna he liked and sang
behaviours been looking tight if offered by hand of trial as tender loving
care was like diamond in sky.
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Chapter 5: Heart Shattered From

Hurt
o find love, you need search daily human effort a great effort each
day while being positive yes some things happen at young age but its my
heart that wants Chris. To leave a positive relation aspects I want him
well and better with this note passed through hospital and land-line
phone. As if he realised he call mostly first on land-line number. And he
changed his cell phone number which loved his new digits undergo
numbers you dial. I knew well be family of five one day.
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Ive make these months to wish you well the best for I will give it my
offerings to comprehend all to make right gut instincts. All this time I will
give it my best, while being better through thoughts aboard you to
settlements to sail away with me to the Caribbean cruise ship a piece of
paradise when on honeymoon.
To make the best efforts everyday to say we are in love. To support his
dreams yet make relationship hold its side of tale thats a story about
truth and loyalty and now pronounce you as my husband.
I have a happy family which brought as such smiles for this year knowing
Im going on verdict with announcement I will allowing the case to contact
allowing that is the best months by far you can understand I had a given
chance be with him.
Nothing refused say he'd would of could of several times of myself to
showed me his profile. In which is not play so called games to make fool
for nothing but tool that makes him cool. Why me, why me, why me kept
running in my head repeatedly.
For I took day trip cape cod I felt enriched with delight he offered to take
a well-being needed space see how long urge guy make a nerve say yes but
no on my end to say yes marriage of a teacher student relationship.
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While making of a life with nothing at all is different then income where
he was making enough supporting an apartment and bills that went along
with that apartment nothing but water was included.
I felt he must be wild but with my thoughts and knowing income is
essence of serving growth in ecstasy.
I will be allowed at my house this year but when I of dwelling sentence
sending a form of recognition of making a young heart to smile on his face.
While I said he wanted more and more and more intimacy and love in life
with pictures with understanding he got a hidden discreet name which
most dressed with As Soon Love Everything-about You action as he wanted
me be him by stood cloned me.
Factoring out and aiming towards something that recharges instantly and
Chris be held accountable for understanding he was the one and about
knowing how to be with supportive with encouragement with my dreams
which lead to positive behavioural attitude. Weve could and would bring
of a great cheer or help fund the cause of Mental & Behavioural health to
go biz-erk like his father said what hell is happing or wrong.
Fairy wishes for next days arrivals gotten contradicting behaviours of it
can go on as me setting fair judgement in Ubuntu for definition is for
human beings.
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I was also impressed how long it had been since the 4 hours of the
erection lasted when he was treated by likeness of me.
Through thoughts along the way happen when he felt aspects of my areas
came to confusion. I really had no fear but fear that he knew me more and
more as time seeing progress but that wouldnt stop me to believe that I
became successful at what I do everyday which brought job markets and
creation.
And I have a business or couple not saying what but felt right share
knowledge about computers and now the baby boomers have it good.
When I love I feel all good. And with knowing technology so quick or so
fast with knowing how I said something of fright I made due to be in under
the impression well undergo both yellow works by touching a spirit under
going the path set to place and where that placement is in my students
arms but enough mistaken you can take you to a delirious acts leading to
more days forwards priding what I know best.
I am hope-in this I taught a privilege it was for mistakes to lead my
thoughts that served righteous that served justice dwelling in way to light
a pathway with his religion within my behaviour. About my act is of selfexamination driving and seeing the truth while out making due for
evaluation in mind as I had him for visiting nurses on weekdays.
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In which Chris brought thought about fun times way before my daughter
but nothing is stopping me now my daughter is the world to me. I put her
first shes my precious princess. Most of all I had little worries.
Yet the talk was minimum, I was understanding the first day of school Id
be there and now knowing Chris is by my side. I coherent a story aroused
through feelings that built full thrust of trust it be successful with judge
being kind in description of meaning word love or hate which both
currently I couldnt resist to show neither could he. I was miserable so be
it he was too Chris my student.
So the fun times raise the question about my life thinking can it be okay to
have kind thoughts leading a pathway towards and from love, and I do
enjoy every minute of sharing time while together in school?
I feel he was the answers to all I endured in life, a dream come true. As
within my student he gave a blessed days blowing kisses that it from
distance from a door to my door was sensations he'd say hello scrumptious.
I was young and attractive with orgasm and only wanting with to be with
my student Chris to the friendly days he talks positive.
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I had in past a relationship made known from bottom of my heart pleading

for the best under a pledge for whats best, and for this year I gained a
clever mind. Speaking about Chris, he was a young good-looking white
male student who had a pending case of harassment II from my end.
While I change of thought about the pending charge, I began to rethink

and know how much of this relationship is true. I began to be a super
naturally began to be rethinking about lasting love where I stood on a
birthday and being a lady of super natural characteristics.
I was the woman of being alone spouse of a warm woman wanting be with
him at a young age which brought questions how gain respect or express I
need time. I agreed with given time I can rethink through without
disturbance that says the negative to recharge positive.
I later then felt missed by himself with shared heart shattered feelings
all due my heart feels down when esteem spoke. In the opposing uprising
attempts he organized his thoughts. I first have to get rid of faults I made
and put forth-positive relationship towards my desire a student,
Christopher Vecchitto as heard him before bed praying for forgiveness of
troubles and I prepaid all attentions set forth his miracle of shoes being
with teacher.
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It was aroused years and ecstasy was drinking out coming home to more
stalking behaviours intact fixed income he was a gospel teacher.
The gospel teacher wasn't up all hours of day writing getting to over 250
pages by 250 pages brought the days Chris needed to fix run on sentences
which I helped and by Easter I was excited announce the wedding April 5th
2015.
I became through passing moments which from start was ought be safe to
the fact which now happily heading back to a student. Why brought what
if concerns about when it were the questions and solutions to questions is
processing on get far ahead to better. How would a teacher like myself be
that way supportive? I devoted my time to ownership of my heart.
Who I belong with is Chris and at glances brought where during a course
of apathy for therapy learning more about myself knowing fact to fiction
beyond belief which I took in a way of its troublesome behaviour.
When you come to knowledge from a stand I could go right or wrong but
dwelling into the student will result in positive spirits. I felt as he shows
the love I have will lead towards relationship but he was the last mistake
I take upon start a relationship.
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The heart shattered feelings to all angels of all aspects where leads up
down left right which he recalled he was told what goes up must go down
by a science teacher. He realized his thoughts will mend into a mold of
structure of ever lasting opposition of being good faith staying positive
words and who influenced me which struggled main composure as I
maintain life. I felt on my own level I had to be good fortune teller in
his life.
There wouldn't be signs of hurt no more no would be brought where not

being itched for truth is certainty enable my life listen more frequently
from where the source had trials to court and verdict. It was hurt from
court orders if negative and today was right moment seek forgiveness of
spirit of doubt whom was possibly the essences of heart shattered by
hurt.
As creating and deliberating the good who needs understand Im hear

listen if you live in regrets and make realise I been no mistake but one
mistake can make it or break it as shattered with broken heart I led my
heart and life.
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Chapter 6: Knowing I Can When &

Where
As I got carried through with myself loving the student so much love
dwell in the insights that I dressed with a fashionable styled hair and
fashionable clothes where everyday was a new day see my handsome
student Chris as I had flashbacks several times with thought of memory
process.
I gave extra time to smell and look beautiful for him awhile after on first
weeks of his schooling. He accepted my worthiness and began to become a
knowledgeable with learning a new word a day.
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Any heart young or older can speak nobody will ever replace Chris. I have
a positive attitude and I write down my thoughts as they come which are
repelling about simple acts of kindness, which brought out my worthiness
and where Chris had brought sexual feelings entering while feeling to my
life and from his attitude.
Chris and had his boner kept me going strong for these years as felt his
boner during hug. To feel him up is what I long and yearn for-most for... he
remembers other teachers writing a story.
He knows how I felt by his gentle touch of genital against my thighs. And
I'm just maybe not ready share whats next where. Who we are makes us
whole again from where we first started as feel wow this could soon end.
I thought about how much of potential with his personality reflects on

himself thinking so much which I seen his work of writing for first time. I
been told by his mother and special education, it was teachers helped
with all years and I gained his first words for what he wrote for first time
with homework he brought at school very rarely he did school work.
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An email with message was the first written love message I could only
wait for more. I could tell he been hurt for years but he never knew that
words would heal young mind reader. While existing he only knew happy
and sad that triggered mad behaviours with frustratingly for its well-being
to make amends to uplift his life to new heights.
In reality I was offered look on what stood us here. If others think

reality is bitch whos the bitch? I wanted equal love mostly all channels
on TV with cable internet paid by Chris.
No matter what the disabilities he face I seen him at worst ends I began to
have hope as if ready he understands I was going with some of the same
feelings at our age now him at age 26 which I see like he learn to accept
and to take medication everyday to make better and not to be any worry.
Will he make positive the acceptance of my love was the question I had to
find to cure togetherness on where feeling brought thoughtfulness.
Chris will spend rest of life with myself, and when being with Chris I can
make each day give peace giving a ruling with permissions due whats right
from both ends. The amount of time and effort balance is key, not to little
not to much I want to be what a happy couple cuddling together today.
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I thought take love where by next level it would take hell out of me to be
married with Chris with enjoyable sex drive young and going out with him
was running out reasons why through my mind I see understanding you do
not get your corn watching children of corn. Its more then love we wanted
and others played they wanted me and I had reasons going sane this year.
And so be it we are a couple not married, with my daughter saying
everything will be okay do what Chris taught us desires of heart of all
great music he produced.
Eventually I thought about how the relationship can offer more money if
married and I was trying to make attentively change considering negativity
was research I attended to make in quick due time change in his mind
about his dream for Easter wedding come true.
The life I choose was for truth after-all I was as well disabled adult acting
like a child towards Chris with abilities of obstructing obtain love as to
keep real with his mysterious ego empathise for better look inside depth
work out leisure activities then outcome to fully be in-charge he lead me
to carry a heart while obtain knowledge is this real true love.
I should quit worrying about life at my way of seeing it sad see people
supportive as Friday was funeral for his grandfather and wake next day.
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Ones should know a full understanding thoughts ought to be ready and
taught being respectful required respect in his times on arrival. I gained a
personality and gained space with Court and very thankful for a positive
court verdict for this year.
I was so anxious to see him and court was around the corner, couple
months away. I became excited which by all means with that being said, I
to be sharing and showing thoughts which make me think that with my
thoughts are the make of a single thought expandable to multiple levels
thoughts come with a verity of emotions which gained excitement.
I knew when accomplished a task it was hard comprehend the facts of

confusion. I will know for sure if he really likes me like he says so.. In
some kind of remembrance of reflections of yet to be told.
It was close April 5th Easter and 4th of July all running in my mind is Chris
and daughter as we can go Sail-Fest in New London to see fireworks at the
river front. The marina where I worked was opening up. I thought about
teaching another year how to sail like every other year but this year being
focused on saving money.
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To be thinking positive is a challenge, which makes me understand Chris
will be with one to capacitively had us as a couple days where the life is
throughout warmly his life abundance. With you understanding lets say he
whom enters and I mean together here by enjoyable sexual desire into a
consensual relationship as holding Chris in life not you reading.
For myself to make all passable for a relationship of knowing he has
evidence I want relationship was when I advertised my life diary and
published his book edited which was team effort to have completed by
Easter, that was day of Spring.
I will continue to love for this year plus more believing the highs and lows
will make due to becoming ready up for new and up coming changes. But
not to keep putting him or myself in dangerous crimes and to not due lack
courage but in because of the harm that can speak any form was to not
put in harm or put myself in life of no danger with loving Chris.
The connection may cause excitement to the extent that I only see life
spent with him, Yet the thoughts about having common thoughts alike
brought about life ahead. I was not out to be exposed on having common
sexual interests.
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He made myself look stunning as a model. He always had good comments.
I seemed shyness of him which he wanted it to be time on his side to make
everyday be a blessing count as marked him number one to pray.
I was not a model but I adore with life was fashionable which I had Chris
admiring me so dearly much, to this day he was very frauctionated and I
felt he is the one I will ask for chance to talk at his convenience.
His face-book was filled with everything that has everything captured my
heart. And we make due of both effective changing outlooks for the better
parts of us.
As while I wrote I had thoughts about life when and where, to be placed
from where I thought about how long it has been and now is a feeling
positive moment.
I researched which I can let the cookie crumble, easier said then done
that destroyed the good while we enjoying each other so much well least
of my care I so dearly much stalk you Chris if reading and everything about
you Chris I love.
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For I am ready waiting my queue to make the call though I wait to visit
him till I know now on how he sounds because his sweet caring voice is my
desire and easy pleasing may I make my heart talk repeatedly that was as
running on mind through me a spirit if we ought make up today on My
Birthday.
And foremost the relationship is like a married Newly-Wed game show of

unconditional love of knowing someone so much. And I like saying nice
comments of inspiration with possessiveness, which factors out to come
with my love for this New Year, I had thoughts about applying on show. I
would expect a kiss for all right questions.
He made known to cause direct informal interaction and detraction

because he was my dream balance of my stability of calmness and
reactions.
I will marrying student of teacher stands a relationship where student had

no contacting anyone or speaking my name to others. Sure enough he
obeyed as I am serious enough know wrong to right from right to wrong
only because he felt strong about love which derails fuel knowing it will be
sad to see go at young age which he prayed long years for friends who
accept him honour relationship and family including myself long years
lived.
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The student brainstormed with thoughts came about their unique values
that could be expressed by many but we get out of line, we if so try so
hard accomplish what love brought us here.
In most what raised questions which we put effort into reality to make
known we are on a team together forever in Chris life a mystery to be
solved if the love is true or fake. I remained happy and silent.
I whispered all my life to my daughter at young age saying Chris is real and
she was at age prove it I want a father that loves both a mother children
and family with offerings always being there wither from hurt to
happiness, sorrow to pain, and sufferings to completeness.
It was the life aiming at life consumptions make writing words prove he
was with it how long with me and whenever it was possible could I expect
a call?
As I reach for a night sky star and I raised the question and thought with a
relationship I am close by with so much to give and will I get questionable
people into my life? If there is questionable people so who will be my fear
with worth while thoughts Chris is okay? I lost many but well soon to be
known as Newly-weds, I promise Chris.
For a must we begin each day with kiss and say famous words like good
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morning us had that idea for heading to paradise, as we are well and
healthy married.
Where the thoughts became connections where I want Chris being ready
for me as I ought to know that I am placed to learn everyday challenges to
in search of some reason to live fully in a cougar life with Chris buying him
drinks on his chin was held up high and no peace but glory in the mighty to
high levels which own up life of a policy agreement you know any-things
possible.
You should not judge me but know about me how to take me as a teacher
when you have a hold of a case by on social media press of being on my
side. Youll be pertinence and obey court orders, know your rights and
police have every right to lie that can protect you and others in oral
agreements.
This brought questioning the last court date he was left withdraws of
friends. He made few new ones mostly in band where he created music
lyrics that was filled by his hurt and moods.
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I exist as by-standing through a connection with thoughts worth while to

be not with a negative life or any negative feelings of others company.
While thoughts about sharing and suggesting to control ones self with
positive talk by ones self behaviour like do not bring me down, I know you
far better then any obstacle.
I led promises he gain my talk when we did actually talk, and again when
hes better understanding its my choice to earn and accept his deed of
loyalty of chances that a pretzel franchise not that bad.
What came out of his mouth along with his psychical actions can seen as a
problem biblical. My way to express in life with a story, to make and
ground cured by hurt with words wisdom, let it be grow passionately as
possible conscience with relationship with Chris over the years. After all I
was getting older with a lot of learning of life was ahead how maintain a
beautiful glamorous outlook on life was what I intended to be sought.
While giving best I can of forgiveness to my worshipping and workmanship

moments of praise working besides him wanting pleading I want a
relationship with student was offered.
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And with all things are possible it made due for chapters of books content
of love theme where actions lead behaviours under my impressment of
long duration of conscience of enabling the truthful faithful student being
aware he has yet to write till day or days before Easter capture my heart..
Its not to far ahead where I could take this can be everlasting to easily be
treasured by delightful wedding on Easter. Was it the uproar of if he has a
family prove wrong they will allow this to go commendation of a good
positive spirit for wedding I'm sure.
I had little fear because I understood him and what counted he gad a
blessing of being touch to write write write and write word after word
exploring it was true love here to come rescue the unfortunate events.
While being part of this world makes the work of labour built memories. I
will soon labour of a child. I am going to get birth with Chris being the
Daddy in adulthood.
I will be the Goddess of the mightest say I praise the lord I have a deep
reliability due time check-point this time around on year of my birthday,
and to see if this goes well and going make it happen before the holidays
Easter our wedding. I was going back to be using my time on mobile facebook mobile while saving another draft of story I will edit.
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It was he that was if Chris can be a Dad. I felt he was that kind soul my
daughter can look upon he will always be a dad and together we know he
is loved and safe.
For I will delight my heart with hope and future make possible very shortly
after reading my actions of caring while talking to ones know him best. I
would make due to trust the upcoming newborn with Chris is the blood
related to be a father.
All I ever asked is for seeing a child grown up with another sibling with a
family life, and supporting one another life. While giving a helping-hand,
helping life proceeding with education which is all-important in my book
for the right people create job growth with knowledge and leadership.
I would like to talk out feelings but what I say is all a circle it lead back
wanting Chris more and more as time progressed.
I make life known a tone to tolerate in believing myself to love Chris all
throughout my life was until now today the marriage was open to talk
about. I still say he is the one. He seems to be never ending dream filled
with love and endless possibility of marriage saying yes let's get married
Easter in Spring time.
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And to end this day off right, I must keep the positive memories and how I
befitting his many times he wrote proving his love status by saying I love
you each day on social media.
There were never a downfall only when he recalled trauma in his life
where others did harm but it spoke he was with a blocked profile.
We talk over each other and by downfalls in emails as I think he forgot

about me. Kindly I will make a move to set place good judgement while
showing hurt lead to ruthless, troublesome, confusing, hard to explain, as
told by both sides from Easter Easter bunny come with me Chris shopping.
And I to professionals to jot down reasons why I love Chris that we would
be having life filled with miracles of treasured moments that put children
create a bright future push from outer limit.
And most part I admired myself the most giving others a chance learn
make money through software with efforts and with my supportive actions
of caring wanting realise there is love all who allows a positive outlook.
As to come exile of trusting one another once again rethinking it was no

fault but mine due what I like besides prospering Chris and his life
dwelling on all good spirits he brought forth to the table.
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While in no contact, keeping him in my heart as if I remember after time

Chris and I began to reconnect sharing memories of our childhood and
computers and family. And I became a positive influence with each other
and made it possible for small talk impacts from one another with each
moral courage.
In spite of saying I want to be a students wife so be it here stands a story

as Chris would make valid points?
I raised the questions why I loved him in some way uneasy to answer all
but most why being there all ways seemed a way to fit my time in his
hands. I focused aimed high because life is for resources from originality
which his ideas were greatness in all ahem he yearned that endured others
by choices of thoughts differently with actions no hate.
He hated mostly guys few guy friends he had and realising he only hated
sushi and other fish made it seem okay well try shrimp cocktail on date.
In-fact his voice was unique he did not want complain about it because I
accepted him way he was and I aimed to continue positive verdict.
He swallowed a paper clip at younger age and after removal he had

changed his voice to vocal box.
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The courage I speak of which roars out more and more is here with more is
with more, more is within or in with more positively seeing more positive
results I demanded him to keep with the contextual thoughts making a
bond for us in story and a life praying in faith of good harmony of songs of
nature comes the love.
Meeting and seeing with more positive remarks makes a positive likelihood
of Chris exists with so much to give with life and love to brought oath he
will have clean work area while made due say I can began to trust he will
be reaching out for job make money.
When and where within more healing lead to hurt and more feelings let
hurt never more then defined love by hurt shattered feelings of intimacy
lead to no not ready back off. I realised I gave efforts but zero of mistakes
was unlikely it was gee could use him now, Chris.
At nights alone trying be a woman a lady with love proven stand points to
set free with Chris came a relationship was taking its turn. And I was set
only love Chris that was the most exciting person to know more about on
what triggered aroused feelings towards me.
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He'd say what was filled with honour came my beauty and personality but
it kept thinking to myself with facts I love this is the student Chris he
heard my voice with my schizophrenia.
Yet-fully I was rethinking feelings all a blunt to built up anger because I

knew I was ageing looking different liking Chris still hopes he accepts the
life still which do favour to put forth a protected visitations.
I raised questioning if he ought to talk over feelings and talk over the
court verdict which all condone my experiences in 30's with being close in
the 50s. I look to raise to keep me in must needed indulges to take a reach
for all expense to make reason why I wanted relationship is it just for sex
raised the question and No and I just dearly love Chris.
He became an option now and make known to expose in a story. I need
him understand, I love him so very much usually on every day of the week
and weekend. His love is what indulge with arouse with writing down. I
took it upon myself have a night life with Chris with my daughter as she
grew up.
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It was living at life at fullest from moments of memories of the old and
new. I think about us together sharing a sensation now with forever till
new fresh answered prayer man to love me I am mid to a day older in age
and take it well looking shattering my careers of looking what Chris
wanted for I saw profits.
He kindly went way beyond ordinary to make due of aggression as we plan

not to deprive only with fortunate intimacy here is the celebration not
looking back as shattered hurt told by its chapter, which have thoughts of
travelling with Chris and my daughter to look and buy real estate for when
it ought be easy money maker and early retirement.
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Chapter 7: Takes My Breath Away
I frankly have been prepared for all parallel particular promise plan to
promote a communication reform or for a positive change chart
effectiveness and legit income target and where I had router of thoughts I
felt energy was drive force based on pill over counter frolic acid as it took
forces you have choices within dwell chances to write and make more
unaffectionate towards my behavioural movements with hands.
Where I lived I was with the life saying we together will not cheat and I
shared my affectionate side to only Chris who seemed the right one for me
as I was ready to meet in person in due time before Spring the effort be
with a teacher myself.
I raised a thought while up and running as a pair of singles rays running

through spit with Chris the might became as a beholder thats older living
life beside me in no conflict today.
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I was noted online for all collectivity of spirits I set as actions or
accomplish in life-calling Chris are you impressed?
If lemons were real what would it say stay away take another man by hour
deep conversation into desires loving the unloved now taste sweeter with
sugar. It was moments he learned making lemonade was with lemons sugar
and water. He saved the bill tab while he said in my life he pay the tab if
was given fifty dollars day job.
If when he was fish that loved me he was word brought others to take into
consideration but most part I was one so important cure his life with
simple pleasures of giving him a chance a the colour yellow which on days
lead to friendship. He might had be taking more then flush of minded
extensive proven truth that had recalled diary of thoughts on
Facebook.com profile.
It was everyday learning more about him as March was keeping his posts
and leading on Easter foods creations for wedding as posts came by others
that come on through to help. I keep him to extent abundance of endless
love acceptances who is more then breath of fresh air.
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I raised up relaxing on my back as I relaxed body my thought pattern as
today I felt that he will stay calm and cool. If he crossed my mind I would
give it my all this time around make up a day to say right.
He was respecting my wishes for love dwelling to be safe as we both

surrender of beholding when I deserved it for love, and he say love has no
time limit it was just I being on his side love at first sight. Was it love at
first sight made it seem unreal which I had moments sending him nurse
take the bad habit informing him he will see me further on in his life
which was said in school.
He was the one with restraints I remember told by me for behaviours

seeing pictures invisibility in slightish of little to no colour. If ever so ruled
this book as an extensive based story or some say book of leading a dance
with editing as for I had infrastructure to continue his education by him
writing each day using his time wisely and effectively..
The main frame would be parallel from start like the lemon scenario. To
the both parallels it would have year duration with endless with thoughts
computer processes limit it to hours knowing the share news to myself and
respect when knowing when and how I can be breathless I noticed it was
good favour that brought us here with or without purpose diligently
knowing it could be ever lasting love bringing forth good sake no mistakes.
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I need to be placed in his life today it was hours of relief find out he still
loved me so much to this day. Those who reads his thoughts left critics
saying I will attempt to make this due time that requires trust but get
guidance whatever happens happens requires two make dream come true.
Chris felt hurt so much he run empty yet kept running endlessly with a
story.
There for us was supportive friends he had in others who were all different
ages mostly older or shall say all who has hope with recovery sharing
pictures on Facebook.com social media profile. And I am holding a pending
court case and never doubt he say no to change as was set obstacle for
crisis team and family thought brought I say I Do. I was only but one of
many of his sensations he calls a router or hub of information with needed
research to be given improvement by his quality of time collapsed in life
from a parallel reform may bring task to task hand to hand command to
command as the results were the actions making me say Chris youll
understand if we love each other lets go shopping and forget about our
troubles or secret shopper.
While asking for queue as for quarantine as for in with months time
moving forward and what was going on was without trial from month to
month now over I could call the patrimony was set to nobody was with
judged behaviours only when he made him see true love will find its way
till this year meant to be shared.
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I was headed for time on arrival of to time is no little time he had
moments live forever young. A student and a well-known attorney were on
the stand trial or errors within of warmth of his warm embracing difficulty
of malfunctioning today was day that took my breath away.
With all he created in good spirits with in faith was all possible make
known today we will meet in caught up action plan ill call today if all I
read is supportive.
I learn not speak out of turn while my attitude expected the most a home
run for positive communication reforms. For each day to make sure he
brought good to one another. For I expect to love Chris this year plus
more, the thoughts would keep or kept me rethinking ill be running inside
outside a head. Easter will be the year we get married.
Most of my thoughts became true feelings remain true by and from a

produced body and played out rules the verdict to cause no
miscommunication and hard feelings.
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Yet with the effort he had, he had to control the believing is seeing. It
somehow with his boner in the class when he reached reality of delusion
which made him explode with sexual feelings.
He was part of class yearbook two weeks and by first three weeks my
student was the sensation of love of life that suppressed with smiling all
he did like advertise he was repairing computer guy who knew computer
repair and ready for job making by far a good income.
It feels like no other would take my love away when we met as years went
on saying he my need baby shake it off here comes I to take valid remarks
to make points it ought to be by breathless moments that take breath
away seeing he had over 250 pages.
The thoughts of situations were mostly with no communication and I had

unfortunate of moments of his soon to be Grandma near to be passing
away and it is not a shock, yet fear no more shared life moments with my
grandparents and when his Papa died and Grandpa and our family led old
age.
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To the fatalities of to be or not to be to life at old age can be pampered of
no hate or no evil ways putting someone in life with left with regrets. He
say recall a time when I represented the world to me a blessing to share
my love in a story. And I had wisdom to a student as far more love, for less
I worry about as him by My grandma said worth every minute to believe in
a social spirit of Godly people. I had saying that before passing away the
tissues as I was ready for this upcoming day to attend to next Funeral and
Wake see man who taught Chris to live life.
And for leading positive informational technology background I knew he

and I would bring this story as gift on birthday March 1st as issues of
kindness remarks if obeyed well here by welcome Chris to entering my
life.
And from obeying court ruling to be myself that says yes we going turn the
table from my end which directs us that we could talk after court. I
thought we could lead a happy life together with my family.
I would believe making possible the possible. As for a team of

professionals gather up I look up to the trial as I do share what I am told it
can work out while telling me it can work out by in which being made up
creation not feeding in his life with me having an outlook to dawn on not
putting effort on his misbehaviours.
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While it was my life was to ask Chris out on a date as I forgave him to
this day as of now today and birthday where on birthday he gave story.
In my eyes it will workout out which I could predicted future as days were
bright early morning with fossil fuels for energy where writing was to
benefit the relationship as toll of benefits he took right dosage to say
expense make valid points in form of expense of buying pills and accepting
required daily visits by nurse to influence to take medications without
doing harm to others.
Mostly vast majority then knew how that I came in his life began to get
answers I can strive get his attention. Which most part had by having
events taking part of high school and with writing so called story will I
take note Im not intendedly the pretender filled by hurt by our feelings
for one another.
And I write about the good with the exciting the please help solve why I
have so much to say. I hold been told that within my life that thoughts can
produce kind life notes wither notes in music or notes of life by taking
notes he was about living the years of the person I am here today that
knows a great deal about technology which fantasized being a girl.
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Times he missed me he dressed feminine. I knew exactly this is what I

wanted mostly because he wouldn't budge compare the despair because of
all attention he felt was under my terms to look great do great.
I am well-organized person with little temper, that spends life-calling

police if a student or Brian calls me names or psychotic symptoms that
occur. I ask nothing but question Chris or have concerning positive remarks
willing to ask if he can answer my righteousness of marriage on Easter a
wedding in Spring.
Where I stand today about letting out on what brought a story. My life
exciting and interesting while touch of inspirational thoughts that came
out through each day with thoughts knowingly I could be conscience of
adverage of about years it was becoming mates and partners for rest of
life from time to time ad made due was possible as reasons why I wrote a
love story I wanting be true. His love and body close to me is all I want
with my days alive and more.
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I was a highly motivated woman who loved one of my students who was
with judgemental aspects most knew Chris and never had bad news and it
felt one more year as for today will be with moments shared with looking
back and looking back have no worrying for the upcoming years and here is
months away for the final verdict if I am ready for Easter wedding starring
at his picture.
I had been feeling confident with complete story where I have not been
caused a problem. And had no problems, I've had been tormenting of a
questionnaire that we are aware of with standing while sharing positive
ideas for learning becoming a better writer was techniques for therapy
apathy for living to tell its story and forget the troubles.
I brought as forwarding thoughts I took notes put forward a wedding asking

to Chris to marry me at last it took my breath away he had over 250 pages
all in memory of a truest of all myself being the teacher saying kinds
words to Chris in book as teaching was from heart.
I kept in heart his life in being the conspiracy of dignity to thrust I know
put effort in making trust and forgiveness was something with known.
Thoughts come hand to hand with our accommodating assurance of
affectionate to intimacy.
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Most which who ask for answers it was that triggered required a story to
share in a way of recovery setting mind and brain as a child taking away
from sexual drive from exile of hearing from others not possible when
good works ought to placed with good fortunate behaviours once again.
I hate it when days that pleases others while informed with being offline
brought wonder of rendering to other students myself is organism to the
one love ad he must be searching for moment to prove right.
One denial I do wish exist with attributes of knowing mercy comes with
brother of family that son who we itch say never that bitch unless Chris
taking into consideration was ought to be with thoughts being model as I
dictated in direction I diction I put on ways his ways will promote trial to
good judgement or spiritual apathy seeking easy pleasing behaviour if
percentage work with effort needed.
To make possible the possible Ill be the trainer and educate you when
ready. Under the extraordinary rendering manifestness of knowing there
comes a wish I must command. If I want preserve this abundance joy see a
wedding on Easter.
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For it was he who saw good and will all knowing us his love came from a
righteous ways of connecting a soul he writes why oh my student you like
me no bot as a jot giving all notably with question could this be of
conscience of either wither he was going to get over and be my lover
tonight.
As I swift to come to ecstasy tonight baby we got tonight take my breath

away hug kiss be that thriller in way I see you do that night moves gone to
the riding into the fast lane of plan of travels with no misspoken action
doing with what he has been told.
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Chapter 8: Words Are

Nothing
I live with an understanding with life as for that who I love is true and
with remains a meaning that began with true love experience of Chris and
with my daughter. It meant to be with Chris and I starting dating in our
writing and adaptively speaking on sharing and obtruding source
information with a spirit to write to he was in love with me.
Then again I had evil image self-repellent attitude to accept this fancy
feast lets gather round to eat the Lords ham and Kraft products. For sure
he thought James in connection of his cousins ex in Florida could set
something up where the bottom-line look decorative where I come out say
I'm going use everything to bridal dresses I get Chris come shop around and
marry myself on Easter. And blurb out I was Greek from when I wanted no
contacting from family and friends with what I led myself at higher
ground.
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His Mom did a thoroughly check on her DNA as she was the one adopted by
his Papa Nuni, his grandparents. And boy you will first have to trust me
and respect me to earn my love I kept telling the police department where
his mother worked.
If you are wondering why I suffer from sensual indulgence came fear once
fear twice fear not here at 11:11 is book published in am because of life I
been a verbal abuser victim from time had from who was from the baby
father whom was Brian as victim I could not trust but mostly demanded
trial set forth who to blame for feelings true here is the book we yield to
desire to inspire.
If you he ever send out a threatening letter or cause symptoms of saying

hatred words of voices prizefight words that shares truth was rare with his
illness on medications otherwise he would be focused on getting a job that
paid $50.00 a day. I most likely see the battle he wanted a relationship
with being truest of all seeking truth. I rethink he hasn't cursed me Chris
but Brian called Chris a sick mother fucker.
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He made violent scenes with verbal abuse saying ruthless on how thoughts
proceed in videos. For Chris was in school he criticized and said he ditch
school spirits with undergoing through his actions which he knew about his
reflection with frustrations of 4 hour erection made him feel this way that
was no proven love to only others saying what or why it proceed the way it
proceeded to be true he wanted make up whenever possible with I.
I proceed to be carried in an otherwise true book of truth. I knew but

know everything with why I was of age with his age writing is when we
first started talking I want to say.
But asside myself I was heading for what has been made me a better than
my mood now in hate denial for disgrace and mood to say boy I want a
young genital now in my mouth and virginal organisms to make and give
boost for trust can live with thrust, thrill and excitement may it be ending
this roller coaster that he who gives all the best honour me as wife.
I fantasized with Chris as fantasy into rambling a humming a song of

ecstasy in a home listening my daughter read book to me and incidentally
had to call him or write email for-sure 250 pages was worth proven facts
he does see a positive outcome for all trauma I caused now leading vows
of marriage.
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I owe much ourself apology and needed sex. It was he who button down
on how learning was key to success he did the extra page make right that
changed to more as thought was going be 250.
While during intercourse as I say fuck me harder and scream for more
pleasure and it gives me a chance to love while asking I will be waiting for
more from a student Chris with aroused feeling obtained obstacle no guy
should think different of me and he who calls us a sick mother-fucker
will have no insight of guidance and condone sin as I truly felt resperdal in
his high school was all but no evil as from ecstasy home of free. And If you
dare to win you'll listen as I never understood why it felt today was
important he expressed feelings by words that proceed in a way of to like
him more each day.
In way of rethinking about the possibilities of one that can take birthday
granted with hopeless behaviour to proceed with findings he indulge in an
answer prayer but never knew there was a spirit of knowing research was
informative that protocol of stalk behaviours knowing where we stand
would condone in spirit.
So foolishly being in a rush in story get done 11:11pm was with posting on
Facebook.com his profile writing a story or a book brought a liking of
sourcing out replicative who and when it comes spirit he way my inner
outer joy of a delightful heart.
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It was hard understand it was he who I to trust and I to understand but I

so very much loved Chris, even I was indulging in behaviours of misspoken
action leading no words of ever so do in a cowedly ruthless very much
state to hate see go scenario and see our life shared together.
While my short instincts with my life, it settles down and for life became
things in past, I bring past to bring it filamentary ways to be at last reach
the cock and he reach my virginal organisms having baby to exoticism of
being together true meaningful book in the intimacy of travels as
serendipity had messages as he signed at book-stores.
I seen positive change thoughts and feelings as I live life as for better
days. I had the chance due whats right to be ahead with this year to
obtain composure. My thoughts about how to handle love and advice
showed if living together was option.
My thoughts well live together without saying no chance with yes no

chance regretful behaviour that makes dreamed filled life come true as
husband and wife.
For a young female as for mid to early 40s I had neglected lost of denial to
late to soon age with not knowing what was happening next without
looking mirror on how deal new look.
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All I knew is I have a bucket list still and truthfully can rely on one end
this year ahead with a season to feel great and alive with Chris in a
relationship to be obey and make possible.
I had no hard feelings with anyone else but enjoyed sharing my ideas with
a story and my thoughts are sensual thoughts craving for more. As a
teacher I will be thoughts of teacher and kept calm setting values free and
up for grabs to Chris.
A factor I am with illness, classes I taught were in a small town, and where
I mostly began in Connecticut where I live in shoreline to the state of
Connecticut. I came from a little town Essex and communicated with each
surrounded town professionals in schools sharing volume license software
but soon changed be free updates on new PCs that made due to high
school students and staff members and learning services on cloud
networks made due to positive work mainframe of ideas and saving
towards education or ways pay bills/earn money.
I thought a lot over and over while took good ear as to listen to Chris. And
he was all about free-ware and open-source/Linux. Ive had open source
applications installed because the school I worked for switched to android
operating system. It was a free application market place.
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It led to teach with common issues and common thoughts about helping
and sharing my time around the clock to be with towns and with schools
by surrounded areas of Portland.
I enjoy saving money for schools with positive investments of a newer

operating system Aneroid by Google will be installed on each computer for
this coming year.
While with resources withholding as spectator with who will install what
lagged of the information details was the questioner that came about
what is to come as I could learn hand or two with Chris new ways of
recovering if all failed.
I was standardising with that I was being both of helpful to mental health
field where thoughts motivated my luck proving effectiveness we need for
renew carrying on through the thoughts of praised virtue of truth and no
denial.
I had upgraded the computers and learned with accommodation of with a

thought of new technology was with a good life benefiting with my
students accepting new obstacle my classes were tricky and kept minimum
talk about Chris.
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And I wouldnt think he would ever hack new information of my profile or

school website nor nag his caseworker for ride at travel to Portland High
School on week of Spring.
He did trespassed school and prayed I heard at the High School him saying
This Lord is the place my teacher teaches blessed me in spirit as I ask

you soar my teacher for her to come in my arms and wreath of sin as
you alone are under my skin a wing of your mighty works towards this
day for love. For I hope be with her always, I will be here for you
alone are not alone. She is everything I want and ought to be with
here my soon to be wife the teacher I ask for wedding. Amen.
And while he spoke out of each class I teach I provide each class to lean
back and relax and learn to the create a design or two with a lesson or
take on a AV ( audio video ) course.
Chris was in yearbook class who had a thing for selfies vs taking pictures
advancing with skills cropping that shown object would be the ratio, for
background was left behind in some.
It raised question that some background cropping varied if important for
his pictures but he liked cropping out unimportant aspects of pictures
zoomed in when I smiled in nearly all fun pictures students took of me.
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And the picture of me being janitor was showing behaviours look at

myself taking place of your shoes Chris.
Beginning each morning I will begin to teach a positive route as well with a
rounded spirited with cheers and smiles, that begins a career pathway along
with chitchats and music he will be played at a baseline of instrumentality
of most his healing came within the effective dosage not target dosage.
I felt love when I met Chris. He did not complete a lesson with one of my
classes. I teach but I have no say but question why, a weather reporter
came about. And I aimed him drinking before aired he felt would bring
humour and romance.
And I love my soon to be student husband so much looking back I had a

giggle a joyful day thinking back what he did to impress me doing things
out of the ordinary. I should know when I slipped gone away with being on
same medications. And it makes me sad lonely, eventually I say got an
offering of an approach.
My emotions made me feel this way, sad and lonely when he was not all
around my aroused dosage to dare make right aimed teacher mandate
boner for cure which first known fact he was on mild dose on target
behaviour.
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I play hard to get with and after time knowing Chris he shows big creative
heart whom I treasured the Nobel prize award he received in writing how
inspirational teachers take in so deep is you hearing out, nothing but
words of touching our life in a story.
Here I stand that shares the tears with the fears the teacher preaching
for the storm to bring light snow see it is true. I stay clear and positive
with remarks of knowing what is right from what is wrong yet you can not
have a wrong without a right.
For life in most part I feel all-good about myself while questioning myself
with whom I love writing or being prophet but the love I share as it comes
and goes through the court system was hardship to understand what his
love brought good faith.
To be known that I sometimes yet felt always was helpful she who can
learn a life lesson while enjoying life without negative responses welcomes
a life kind-ship loyalty program.
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Of all what matter the most he joined a program at Middlesex hospital
called PHP and consider day program at IOL not the institution of which
supposedly will make him more calm and alert by getting better which
could only prove he would go crazy without iPhone which pushed him
forward.
I keep positive with no contraction while having usage of heavy ponder of

facts to live a better life with the truth that my student is best love I ever
met in my life. I was upset when people were on his page deleting posts.
If Chris gave up and spill the beans out being all through my life, as was
repelling he will know it, he will understand I will not tolerate a messy
house and to enter my life as a slob for these counting months will provide
us to talk more about expectations.
I dreamed to have my little baby sunshine, to meet Chris. Little baby

sunshine is my daughter. Chris thought he was father while confused
reaction to drugs in his pattern system where he wrote reminder ask
before task while taking medications not subscribed orally was ordeal
there would be questioning if he has been taking them which bothered
him.
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I need you so much Chris and your family to hold up to my highest

motivated life pondering of facts of our life as to keep chin up to be
followed with my tears and fears before being drop dead sexy especially
for knowing the factors on how we create a fact to fictional story.
My name was discreet and was teacher who I share business with success
as business owner and teacher that helped keep towns with community to
keep talk open say concerns with reliance of knowing it what he who
floated my boat with knowing he made due sharing the feeling sensations
into book.
I loved my friends in Massachusetts as partly as having a rough

understanding of a feeling of needed sex for two or more years of hard
labour.
I take upon my life to visualize with amount of kids I wanted two more I
felt but he felt 1. A romantic one the only one you see plus more one more
lucky one to student from a teacher relationship with nights of sex may
lead me pregnant as a way start it off right is asking him for a life
moments being there always.
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Where he pleasures me the most and travel destination, thats how much I
love him. A thought about having kids with Chris remains silent. I had some
troubled area explaining what love is about, yet theyre so much to give
throughout each day.
While troubles was in the positiveness of my behaviour in a story I scoped

some easier then said then done I were eager one to read on when I was
not listing to others I had no evil thoughts and made me feel important.
To sum up with my life I play it forward with going on knowing and

thinking about my feelings.
I will find Chris, who is hard to understanding the cautious with destiny.
To make clear and make known to do the best is the rest can try
understand why I love Chris. I will push away while staying clear about
drug free, alcohol free classroom. For the conscience of being with Chris I
felt was a Jesus offering that I was protected by oath well not cheat of
all made everything possible tonight before midnight.
Everybody should be at fact knowing my limitation to booze and being

with a dork my student should ought to know a time place a direction for
duration two to fall in love while being at risk of being as of concern.
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As we share smiles and laughter he and I knew we face truth but lead to
heart broken mind of saying totals of lost wages eating the profits but mind
us together well always be together.
A sad tragic scene if we both disobey the judge holding a verdict of our
innocence being right mostly in-favour learning experiences had virtues
of no contacting and tonight I was ready to make call.
I try to limit myself away from anger its hard for me get mad but if you
get to the point when I limit myself with few thoughts of you by taking it
to the scene of a limit was ideal gain its my love back. I put forward to be
successful. And this year was about endless love to keep real with a
student named Chris.
For this year plus more I will remain the same with fashionable style yet
called a hot style hair and with hot style clothes of many text and hex
colours for their meaning is all to head for cute style of code.
A positive attitude and effort to make my day go great is by giving life

being the safe one questioning if Chris is all right and okay. When you have
someone to love it is the greatest feeling in the world?
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In-fact a question I had kept inside for Chris to explore reasons to write,
held the questions inflicted this time around to easy going yah come my
darling. And I aroused to had feelings to crave of love obeying his likeness
of touch now calm he been through it be with me feeling me up and
others connecting with digitalization without purchase of a trial or
advertising application that was a utilization of wellness tool box.
What counts the most is the love gets stronger each day of my life when
Chris loves me you know something comes around he ahead of you
unexpectedly that watches over you like an angel.
He and I make known to write down ways make our relationship stronger
and think positive with our thoughts and patterns.
We think alike with freely writing, while I make sure to be okay with the
actions he may cause but little to no harm has brought to my attention
with his friends on the World Wide Web.
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It seem he rushed everything but even though I have no say to have the
right accepting award with him and to say if it is or be not what you
cannot do infinite of this friendship by the end reading as these are the
building blocks in accordance of events to I the teacher frankly must edit
with my soul lingering for more.
I speak about the awarded feelings we both share with the thought about
graduating early for my representation of seeing together forever.
I have a skill on what I know best and I been the best on doing what I know
best computers as it led to great deal of knowing a bundle of software and
knowing my rights I needed to obey weathering and going unconstitutional
explaining what aroused arrest its called when treated unfairly for
organism.
In social life words ought to be chess moves the silent kept like secret
disguised surrenders if appropriate for ones actions. Who wins is ought to
be the one who says love or hate pieces of hurt with worth while meetings
meet at last till the acceptance of move could only defeat the purpose
having its a mind game player which was ought to played till ready.
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I dwell the past he would say up for the challenge of devotion it played
and I began realize it ought to be true words can bring attention of no
spoken words are nothing you understanding of behaviours wonders if Ill
get ring for words of the unknown was nothing to exile truth he take
apology into consideration for marriage on Easter.
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Chapter 9: Paths & Roads To Success
My knowledge was key while trying push forward with little to no fear. I
lead all quiet all this time after his graduation, and I proved a date was
option to factor out he would be well and better.
And a problem to prove right, my love gave through that causes self-relief
that our case is the cause if who will listen to our concerns or whom with
a professional background stand up to the jury of justice.
We had some ups and downs with him handling renewals with a court case.
I plead the case with my positive attitude speaks, I am going to accept the
court to make best dissection for we both live to be or not to be in love
for each other with renewal questionable feelings with answers to further
grow in a faithful day of successes.
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I aim to be hopeful that it was not for this year I thought let the judge
handle it while we both dream and hoped for what is best for us, That a
marriage with him is all I want and I thought about it really hard on much
my life is owed to himself make due for what is right in writings which I
enjoyed his company and his friends made me consider he one not cheated
sexuality.
Here comes the bride, song kept running in my head and having a Ham
filled Italian Easter wedding with a luxurious wedding cake and married
happy is something I long for in lifetime of surprise my husband Chris. It
was life that I wish to share with my student here stood be my husband.
He was young at heart, he knew who to date for purpose of true love. And
when trouble spoke in which I say he admire make sure say sorry or thank
you and well his name was said he was Chris setting out be with me.
He knew the songs from my era I had limit my songs I liked but Do Ya Think
Im Sexy or Sailing kind song by Rod Stewart that lead words during court
to see he was sitting in corner touch of my bod thatd be what I wanted
but lead a pathway before to be emotionally attached with a whole part
with all aspects of being together with life today and forever giving the
best love.
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I kept a smile on face and ought make better place and looked away from
danger and it all took part in shape with first year teaching. He was worth
one and million with a creative mind.
I was soaring for this year make known fact from fiction that I am ready
set freedom rising a date with my student as I love him less hours away,
home free for I love him cheer for all. Chris was the student who I had in
class and his last name was popular in Middlesex Connecticut.
He was mostly kind and I felt a click and connection from body to soul of
the mind that kept me alive and driven to better days that ahead of me.
With everyone knowing patience was virtue to ask for I the teacher head
to an intervention. Though patience maybe questionable but cool finish be
well worth it especially while entering a delusional state of mind what
could happen has happened amazingly cool. Most likely a new pill will be
subscribed within wanting to share with myself and Chris.
The feelings for what I feel and do mean well play on play on mostly
because I will be taking part of a large amount of good. I kept very little
sly reaction as a sly devil at night stressing if he would write more each in
each memory in each person.
In memory brought insight of himself wanting to know if feelings worth
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sharing worth continuing on of how one thinks or acts.
I pull my goal of being better and realize together raised the questions
about how where I gain much supportive successes in a story. I felt no
shame as of now and ought to be true when indulging in writing story of
love with chapter of feelings reflecting on chapter with written thoughts.
It was a path of success writing with compressing a story of truth heading
to whats true in large amounts in extraordinary way.
I feel okay or not okay talking about my feelings that can relational of
okay with dealing with information stored on a sometime soon comment
making me put forward soon factor hit world I was Miss Universe Teacher
getting an award conscience of knowing I can think differently.
It was all I say and speak about how I say I earned it shows a will-fill
sorrow and be okay to love and protect myself from danger as I truthfully
walk by say I love you Chris we are not loss of marriage.
I made each day of life full of delightful feelings, to this day about how
appreciate myself with I made of others feel appreciated in this world.
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And I think Chris should know he is my sunshine and they say to much sun
is bad. How you can relate especially when he posts a diary online. And for
what I need in life is a coping skills to set me free with a life in hands of
one wish exposed that acceptance was a virtue informed to keep with
cautious behaviours.
As key enter the door once locked out. With kind words he and I can build
a trust for one another to set forth a fun play for positive remarks.
I took my personal growth life as it goes and it had some drawbacks it was
the lovely wisdom from the father who brought a marriage to who is with
a wife and husband.
And he whom was Chris was so special and kind young adult, where he my
soon to be husband brought thoughts to my kindness to accept his
existence with my roots of my flare to make up and make his gentiles look
pretty and comfortable.
I felt that would bring us closer to a career destiny. And I loved seeing him
smile while being so hard explain if it ought be true.
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He was my student from my behalf that made me feel opportunity was not
at fault. He was a pathway that will only make myself better, looking at
myself in mirror I say hope to take part of his future.
I make myself complete where I love to see end of this year to make
happen the behavioural health make known believing everything will work
out with a relationship with Chris.
Seeing believes that I take attraction as a sight, I believe in love at first

sight. For my life I tended show tender loving care for one another as for
caring one another with little concern was hard. While being well about
constructive as while having an organized pattern behaviour that was
based on story with Chris withstanding the well-being of being taught.
His treatment was to write and I realized I was the teacher liking student
far beyond safe in love. Usually to prove my love is real he knows his love
brought feelings but for whoever walks in my classroom I will provide a
team circle of support.
Where and when we all soon exchange mind full of our thoughts in class
about Chris made it seem so fantastic share story Monday. I really adore
his life and what he has to offer.
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And I stay late at school and with focusing I could never catch break.
Which I feel I could use the extra money on overtime of all next year as I
plan to have fun activities for students and I have hope that Chris can help
to watch my daughter as I work during all hours and areas of my busy
schedule life with trust he will be the father.
The route I take is time factors to appreciate the embrace moment to a

period of time for what most I love about life. I was of being kind and
showing up on vacation is when and where deserve sex it could happen
alone which make and factors out to being straight minded was for fools.
I have all the time in the world to make possible to date. It would and be
pleasurable and great kind preparing myself to cast out if all my time
came from a love perspective of true romance.
I thought about what I learned with my lesson planning and speak of words
could be not hurt but tell a story.
I hope to leave a positive remark to come true as the apple had to take a
season of change. The truth had came out and will be exposed to which no
bull shit was allowed with honest factors and beliefs his friends left him
with less focused thoughts were based on friendship of liking a teacher
which had its humour moments with cats and dogs..
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I say he learned successes were sidetracks of if you brake the oath you will
be left with evil actions and evil ruling.
Some days I feel contemplative withdraws of leaving Chris behind yet

confident about this years award was many reaching out for others most
low income people would read his story or news media.
I try to apply with understanding being a teacher are at no risk factors and
of any danger current action has obstacle and the answer yes or no with
explicating I was ready to treat recapitalization of editing his book.
The question of the why do the people take lie to sin or take life for sin as
it goes by as it could only get foremost better as for worse as saying
anything goes. I will be okay talking to Chris in end of this day about life. I
am at fault who making his life better with a life treasured to both
successful attitudes.
To be rebuilt in spirits all I ask in his prayer for Easter for-sure wedding to
be shared upon us have the abilities to make up the efforts. He is so
honest and caring young adult, he has a great support team. I reach a
point where with he had thought about hidden fear is forwarded by
underneath trouble but the lost time where he could go crazy at any given
time.
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He knows every one is part of my own support lusting and wanting
supportive visit.
It was he was team of tag support while I lacked apathy in way saying
recovery is about knowing I can be without your noticed profile on
Facebook.com, as I blocked profile. And he still yet to be better with his
ways get better was about my concerns and commitment I concealed.
He noted I should direct a better pathway, as many I talk over my rest of

my life with therapist as I had a crying shoulder I long for his shoulder to
cry on and feel like the guilty one that is wrong why me remained him lost
in love but knew I love him and he completed me so very dearly much
today only because I had second thoughts it could end up right.
Talking to the doctor about concerns before a big problem exists and the
teacher myself spoke as the coordinator as to speak as doctor order which
followed by the student as I wrote down his number I could reach him on
my cellphone.
It was first meeting in months time and I could choose to increase or

subscribe new pill and Chris would take it. He was very easy get along with
and I admired him very so much to this day as he pay the price of love.
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Especially months February and March and October and was given for my
shame to press charges against my wildernesses by my ex Brian as was at
dangerous situation to press charges for letting me go without conscience
reasons he was not ready take Chris as my friend but lover after time.
A nut-case have sense in directions where voices were a pathway to lead a

route to navigation of travels a lap we go on not remembering that danger
is a fiction to mind that he who jumps for fear now represents
misunderstanding and understanding if something should go right or
wrong.
And I am creating a lost time understanding on reality its now and then
that I bring forth-positive negative behaviour inward with my thoughts as
keep in mind its okay to be amazed about what in stores this end of year
by Chris still in love.
For the cents on what created your being wife and likely knowing the
knowledge to make a right sense is saying at least tell me why is it a fact
we are here.
That put up what I was worth while why do not have negative behavioural
healthily living or mind without knowing the possibility's or probable cause
learn to appreciate my time and have fun time with my classroom.
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All made due to change and especially with the first year teaching with the
year book and I gave one student that caught my eye on suggestions of
titles he made possible and with class he helped me understand he is a
great person rendering the factors with what colours we should have the
photos yet Sophia was an option years later.
Remembering he was that student who suggested Sophia we should

applying Sophia as colourization for yearbook pictures he took. He
suggested use Sophia for colour blend and teaching myself ideas and
creating a yearbook on a computer was a very happy feeling year 2015 had
students learning how change the colour filter.
My life issues were insanely good, and with long learning skills and life
goals what I need to keep note that I told Chris get better so seeing myself
as promise up the fact and learning from mistakes were about a life in
recovery and new challenges aboard chapters was brought with thoughts
alike one another as a soul that continues to write to mate with me.
New software were ahead of my life tasks I put into force of learning
which was a good feeling. I felt smart learning new software and attending
teacher and community workshops.
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I take life as it goes and with life as I see it is unexplainable conclusions.
Which everyday I have good to say or replace evil to hate to the positive
power with my life. Mentally I have been positive living and counting and
cutting down on calories with positive food for thoughts while getting lean
diet. And I try to keep a controlled behaviour with myself taking
medications.
In a story which has brought hate to make out with Chris. He who brought
good brought good with what has brought kindness to the good and its a
router to fix whom I told whoever I was to obey life with a positive
behaviour. May his love go bye so quick, yet hold the grudge of by chance
this year will bring love.
What has gone bad has brought bad habits but no risk factors had-en but
forgotten with life had enough of was it consumed he was that person who
will go by withstanding no trial appearance or some say withhold on what I
want or say I need a life with life make help a sniff of fresh air as I was
emotionally impaired in love with Chris.
Life ordered me to be placed in home base aiming for points with quick
microwave meals in where it goes by so quick with the little talk with
more positive days with no concerns that a couple days Im going to date
Chris not for he will only cook but better myself up.
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As my daughter enters a world she will see that her being a baby boomer
is part of an application with technology being part of a world. AKA app
world, where you sign up and buy direct thats signals you to a positive
pathway to find or follow with what flows through circuits. Seeing is
believing with life is a kind route if you treat it kind if not you will end up
in prisoner of love if you take these words and rewrite.
If you do not obey each one you know to be stranger with case if I want
make possible and I knowing limit life with few mistakes and relieve
tension myself with the boundaries about how to maintain stigma, trust,
love and I was honesty with a route of no enigma or panics.
I feel concern about my life and it made little sense. I made mistakes yet
hold a grace at dinner time where we eat mostly out but with Chris being
my husband he accepted and supported my future.
It will change and more with high expectations. I will be taught at first
and bringing highly hope for positive sex he obey my rules more sex for I
accept suggestions but to understandably be loved by a baby boomer doing
chores with him. And it will be with work from me as I see him as no
pretender as of love where true came we are going about our dreams and
getting married on Easter.
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He is a smart cookie with him will I bring good food home and mostly cool
habits of success a path bringing fun nights of drinking on weekends but he
aint bad looking to eye of a professional who loves a teacher that this
year the judge may say cant have a negative with positive but who knows
what it will come out of his mouth next so far he behaving while working
on case to positive virtue of true feelings.
I felt grateful with the award certificate I had for this years teacher of
year award I was aiming in high route for path with positive attitude
sharing attributes to love a student. And my eyes lit up to the school as we
love so much as ought to be told chief justice will be served.
I speak high authority wanting know more in speech with was with
professionals and with a touch of nervousness with all the people, knowing
him was a regret I thought he would cheat.
I had to do a speech in my successes with premiership of allowances of

dealing with advertising. But once a blue moon I was going to go insane
with thoughts about Chris as he represented myself as K which enabled
him write with my permission without exposing my name it was true
name I wanted in book.
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By far because I ended with K in email while emailing K I thought all over
now sex and marriage soon by took into consideration as tears to figure
out today was the day I would put effort in this Easter holiday.
So began with my student all dressed up saying I love you for you to
intersect a valid key to keep me here I was at big a crowd of an audience,
okay maybe I was nervous but I was excited yet nervously belaboured
hearing his practice speech as was his Goddess.
And today was given a chance to speak in moral courage minds

where we stand for one another with a compile story that
meant so much as here is to you K I accept you to accept this
awarding story of great honour.
I replied thank you for our kind words a warm thanks very dearly much I
pat his back and prepared put into justice hands of being for times of loss
and family deaths as we remained connected.
It felt I was worth a million I thank my student and it was so good

beautiful day honour myself which was all about with all accepting an
award. I was in front of many and it was the student teacher award
banquet.
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As I grew up with growing up it consist about making friendship last. And it
was certainly not easy maintain friendship yet I fell for a student who I
really love to this very day.
Life for the most part brought the past of knowingly it kept me better for
a feeling a better day is ahead of my years in the silence ahead of time.
And most part with path of my life is in fast lane and brought life
remembering it was hard to maintain friendship after high school.
Most of my students kept my arms filled with projects, yet one remained
true and boy could use him now my student thats see whats going on and
up to date with knowing how make a relationship last.
And with the World Wide Web I reconnect to my past folks with family,
neighbours and people my age, staff and facility at high school as well
students and made due to become grown adults.
With reconnecting it made my life special and heard. I felt needed when
their comes a difficulty in the computer as where fault as in software or
applications glitch I could be dependable on fixing problems.
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I can give great advice for promotion a recommendation with open
communication on social media under networks of youth ordinance came
sharing Chris posts and pages on Facebook.com ought set cast out a
memory.
With my classmates and family I find it hard to make-up a story untrue

that would be with placed in no harm way saying I live a happy truthful
life. I am on the go a lot where I am hardly stay home, but I changed when
I had thoughts about Chris as If we were a husband and wife. We will soon
to be married as with thoughts of pleasing one another as very much to
offer to say we are a sexy couple.
I have been surprise at what been up and burned alive with ashes with my
life school picture that was 4 by 8.
He was so obsessed he got talking age 20s till now, years in his head
apparently non stop. He was saying the tone was not heard in hearing of
sermons it was the censer of spirit and brain-works on what once said
recently to drawback of voice and guidance information you look upon for
answers if he ever loved me to give me passion of his body.
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I have brought much more calm feelings was ready for honeymoon
pathway for planning on days after my birthday sharing Chris and his
family my feelings about everything in general with all aspects to give
accordance to his followers Christ Jesus creations credit amends to yeast
the field with positive influences.
And it took years time make it loud and clear that I love him, my student
Chris. Which I feel okay to see what has been up to, and keeping the
seeking behaviour been found on waiting and writing that in how he has
been doing terrific staying calm.
For tonight is the night where two make love, but for my student it would
be ideal to date the one I love very much to this day. Forever more and set
forth happen like nothing happened but with truth is I cannot share
comments from others nor Facebook.com of his followers.
Yet my thoughts about two making out was if I am ready, is a pleasurable

state of sensations feelings of yeah, whatever, and Im the leader and I got
it going with some kind thoughts with Chris in my heart at bottom the
deepest spot.
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And today is where I will try harder to really lift myself high on level of
the ground to continue work. While hearing music being played purely in
my head, was I heard Don't Back Down song in my head. Thoroughly
reading his works and noted I was told he heard my voice in his head was
my first day of teaching.
Hearing music in head made it hard to work and focus. And boy I wish the
best this year, where I can use make-up as I wakeup and be the very best
person to Chris whom a young man is my heart whom I love very much and
call my dearest love of all time my one and only as apathy of successes of
recovery of no denial.
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Chapter 10: Having The Action
Plan
came research through life dealing with struggles brought triggers for
nonsense behaviours where to whom to love is my brother and sister my

family and I welcome my boyfriends of past to read this story.
I never really talked about Chris and he sent status updates on social
media saying words of delegating us in delightful spirits creating well
written diary. I raised questioning a truthful soul how soon will it be he
likes to fore-playing feelings.
He was in a psychosis of representational process of words of the Lord in

all sentences in paragraphs to chapters. Nothing wrong with us going to
church together on Sundays I had thoughts about giving in some remark.
With him sending threatening letter out to myself which made sense he
would never cause harm to anyone in my family and all throughout my life
I say to myself to communicate all through out this year and next if all
goes well and to do my best to better understand his needs and are met.
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I meet the needs by which both seek forgiveness and settled on respectful
wishes with energy and efforts. Where much stress happens, I find a relief
as I live on the borderline of knowing that if I am right to wrong with in
between comes, my actions and thoughts. With Chris, he remained the
best out of the rest. He makes all thoughts well positive to hear.
He remained silent and respectful yet had everyday with sharing warm
thoughts he shared about us which he published on social networking sites,
I could not believe when he had over 10k amounts of pictures.
I generally reflect my life by about challenges, put out on knowledge and

trust I am no one to blame, for fault or error. I seek a route, which the
route will lead hub to the action plan of a one way or another trust
remains silent and it will work out in a time where I need strength.
I am tough cookie well be sure of living under the button it undeniably will
live life at the promised land but I promise land make you the father of a
child I had in mind saying rejoice to seek Chris.
I will make headway for the better choices, once he marries me where we
go where we been or complete the life as I want somebody by my side till
now till eternal life I will be waiting.
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I really ask for any sense of direction to keep calm and quiet about
travelling alone with my daughter for part of this year.
Yet make known I live a good life. He is a delight to have and share a day
with Chris was what I brought for what is worth giving a try. I have made
known to like Chris because hes fills the heart too merry and be filled
with joy he is so very cute he is too much of sweetness of my life filled
with faith and trust.
By a chance or two I can remember where I try handle stress is where my

bad habits consist of calling police. When it comes as far as it comes to
cope, police make me calm and relaxed when I release negativity with my
negative thoughts.
I had been a bad teacher for ta-a telling my daughter would say and I
agree I have been making mistakes.
But I must tell you if you know Chris and I have a click to procedurally will
come at the right time and must you know I keep everyday thoughts to be
known and to be shared.
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I spend so little time on how his family life is but wasnt pleasing to know
he missed my Grammy awarding picture and to my side was others who
were in my family see success is path one must travel in routine of daily
aggrandized planning of day leaving gaps if chance to meet up.
I took care of myself as I wait anxiously for a wonderful life shared while
being together. Most of which to begin a life forever together like years I
live brought exile of truth. And for us talking everything over without
verbal abuse. I will never hesitate but wait for call.
For me I say love is enough get arms full and to get back in the days within
Avon Massachusetts where I worked as a substitute. I brought up in class
not to talk about my personal life and most of all which I can remember
talking on regular basis on AOL with Chris as I was on intern-ship teaching
if not misspoken.
Where tonight is the possibly where I remained true that he may convey
my reasoning my reasoning where is my reasoning to stay strong focusing
while sharing soothing sentimental feelings towards value love one
another.
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I met Chris online and I know for sure way before he was mindful never
lack commitment as I was a teacher I am speechless with how student can
overcome difficulty which he serves better alternatives of hostile of great
achievement behaviours.
I am not in mood hear from no police personnel issues of signs he is filled

with hatred. He obeyed and now everyday we both hope for is a positive
verdict.
I had to go on misconceive-able can receive no interpret knowledge of

wrong all the saints who died as doctrine of thinking feeling like a
butterfly in my stomach got to made me think everything over for 3 years
later where would I be.
I was very nervous and running through my mind is kisses all over and with
his touch lingering all though I kept to myself that I ever would want to
seduce my partner a student at young age or as adult in my life.
I feel sexy body to body that one day we both hope will deal out life how
we place in the heart. I began to think once that magic like comes in many
forms you cant lie but tell why take so long know I am ready which likes
and loves idea for Easter wedding in Italy, no lie I admire and like him very
much to this hour of the days.
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To me it has been not a lot of hate. To debate I kept up to date the vibes
so silent a verse of a good obeying my rights which I am set with income
but to myself to be bright and bring home Chris in the house of the
beautiful thoughts shared each morning and night where brought calmness
that comes through day and night.
I been and seen as a beautiful person. He will be obeying my commands

and being okay to take medications till third amount his life will be
visiting our grave after I die everyday with knowing his inheritance is of
my car but okay with single flower once a month gave about true love that
Chris said everything will be fine and I can feel his love coming to be
complete.
I wanted a relationship with a legit income where pay was hundred a day a
student knows he was smart to do the impossible and it was eventually
challenged him get job changing being writer to inventor, As I met a
student it was clear from the first year of teaching with my first year of
teaching with lessons of love and acceptance.
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I loved sharing my thoughts to him and he was my student who could bring
great in a lady and healing wombs of a womans heart and feelings bring
upon us to have unborn baby. With positive people I meet and I speak
without shame or discomfort which brings no shame just a teacher living
life.
Chris was often had confused by others with name Ashley his name on
Facebook.com was however the computer internet was published to his
specialized diary of smart and savvy adult that which order togetherness
insightful business eminently of growth of growing up brought out word
sexy out of me, he really adore myself so much he kept known he was
missed the first several years.
And with my doctor Dr Price she said be smart and nobody nothing should
ever hurt you to her making himself understand important moments
depend on taking forth positive attitudes. I kept my chin up and head up.
Exercise the mind randomly but I love Chris and his smile..
I could be all about what he wants and I will be okay. I hope if better or
worse some things are shown up. I will make room to have and speak of
life lecturing I could spend life coaching all day with Chris.
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He is easy going but never does he know I teach with passion, and hope for
best where I can accept tolerate illness and pain. Most of which I remain
practical as ability in my work, I will make room for positive thoughts this
year and I really adore and admire Chris.
Might you know accepting evil is when 11:11 11 seconds appeared a posted
story on a good day or bring good bookworks to one had evilness one thing
is ought to be brought out at truth to surrender and take control and how
you handle situations.
What has been with me for years Chris way of pleasing and blaming now
for story completed was 11:11 11 hours before having story on computer
waiting to post.
Yesterday who knows me more is with what I love about my student, he

brought insightful of ideas that brought out the very best of me or set
challenges for me to do more research with assumptive way of pleasing as
he get what life is brought self respect and insights I like him.. so much
which brought knowledge if he loves me.. where we had not spoke in
years and boy I am and still missing him.
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It brings out my attitude and confidence thoughtlessness had of an action
plan that was crazy thoughts he would drop naked to the class then
yummmm oh may you guessing why we had troubled moment?
I had to wait a month a days after my birthday to read but I looked in the
eye of the tiger, rising up to the street as we could of happen to talk as all
this year I really feel it was not mistake for this year and time say need his
comfort.
You will become a better person with chance pride of work and get
feelings of best of luck. I have someone who loves me back, my student
was everything a wish comes true.
So life began relevant that had a heart and my wish remained true, I
brought restless behaviours with respect I remained silent and overseen by
Chris. But was having life true brought which or whether this year he has
not been with life of knowing what is right or wrong. But sense of knowing
he will become a major part of my life. Monday Monday that song today
hearing a student play besides me.
I had no sense of negative life for this year. I had to be strong yet I felt
wrong I was a positive woman, and love my student Chris.
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I thought what is best which was taken by advance in bringing days into
happy days. I felt that I can take the amount of courage that can
represent the better side of me.
When I treated which was the targeted with tight thoughts about here and
now brought where and how. When and what I came here by my positive
thoughts about life, I will obey the judge for the judge has the ruling for
how to proceed a communication reform for the harrsement II.
I had more symptoms when I met Chris, he heard a voice when he enter
my room with desire to communicate more and open up more. And I was
somewhat gave through giving up previous life boyfriends show Im
affectionately aware with life of play huge role to show affection like
patting on ones back.
But I let it slide when he caused trouble because I had so much desire to
have Chris touch which I long for and I took control with my mind as an
illness which I accepted and controlled the action plan belong with a crisis
plan as outline it was order of knowing I ought to be will be with time-line
of behaviours that everything has carried through liking Chris.
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It was all about what to plan but I was being faced with students each day
was no surprise for a professionals at heart allow communication was
placed efficiently with myself having moments with very relaxing days
ahead knowing stigma takes being on being popular.
To start today I allowed what was right I felt being on becoming of

resource with efforts you recreate or create with creativity and generosity
with sweet positive action behaviours brought laws of creation somehow
with creativity.
In words like contempt would easily yearn out context of I speaking so

called truth he easily tricked danger amongst contempt on playing the
victim that had to focus what I think of Chris.
Awaiting trial is all that my life needs in regards being safe and learning
how survive. I lose it some days, and cannot take it but feel completed to
still go strong moments planning and pleading a case for an Easter
wedding as set action to write for week ahead and read on Easter.
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Chapter 11: Not That Simple, Nor Task

Ahead
was faced with normality like how become normal and function another
way, I was agreeable to the heart of love my student Chris. I had been
rethinking about the past I could only remember a little. But can I be epic
dream with remembrance of the first hospital admission in for treatment
for love.
Of new ideas for TV shows ideas flowed with some behavioural health
issues I had mood disorder where we both I were completely lost with
jumbled ideas it made us awkward with mental issues with being weird
and self awareness brought life with Its combined ideas was transitions.
I had spending sprees I was labelled which leads myself to be at mall and
from a feeling towards a pending case. I came about to live by a motto
better to be today not tomorrow.
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If tomorrow strikes gold where would I be place in life? But what you
ought to do what your gifted you rather say I asked Chris to never change.
I have in this world, and I give life in accordance of good faith should it be
broken promises? I cannot deliver like well talk when better is hard to
come by when I have no control now and I float his boat when all he thinks
about is me. His boat with court battle and fear its a breach trust not
keeping my promises made it easy considering he would write.
I was to be soon to be okay to date my student, but before court my

personality self esteem was at the edge of a turning point, It was of a life
where there was no return.
The climax of the story was I thought about building my life within a fewer
amount medications for my thoughts remain to create a life through pain
and for his kiss I long for; that happen through pills where he realized it
required energy and time.
I cannot refuse my medication and make known to better is to choose to

path as to live through heartache and pain to better myself my name is K I
felt he was the one my student who never gave up Chris for I was his
teacher.
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One glance and taking a look at his profile he was not there; and was
missing him as wanting tell him I am on schizophrenia bipolar medications.
To wait is to obey with so-called our faults leads towards pills with
reactions that cannot be explained through art in clouds picture you must
speak where he saw art in heaven.
I had anxiety, which sometimes feel unreliably taken life at granted

because most of my life was being busy all the time with my life being
complicated relationships filled with honesty and where I do business. And
awhile having relations for better or worse where a day without sleep ill
regret and so be it missing dosage of medications ill regret.
I had a few relationships which I felt mistakes are most of what make up
my art of originality in life with writing which make fault lead on with life
could get better that if I could take it as it goes ill say yes or no contacting
and I will obey it.
Most of which I do bonus to take medications as prescribed and I wait for a

trail but so far four years he left saying no remark all throughout this year
in, which looked good to the court verdict going the path of least
resistance while preventing today possible intervention..
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So I brought myself exploring web and noticed we blocked each other. And
truthfully I see a positive verdict, I will gain as values with years time of
writing a story with positive growth to all to best with techniques through
a thought or two about truth and false beliefs. It was hard task put effort
and having resolved issues of concerning behaviours.
Before I had chance I gave my daughter had on phone to talk to Chris. I

had nothing but shame and confessed on my love to Portland police. We
still had court and a continue through life no contacting and I thought
brought the holy goodness thoughts that were in best remark to be
courageous and daring.
I was organized and I had a way allowing myself be on TV on someday

hope Chris and I to be famous together. I had a broadcasting experience
with many but few made possible and I really enjoy my work and careers
around the clock.
I have thoughts of believing in this story I will become better with positive
thought pattern, and as a spirit is excitement of knowing how or when
each ordeal was a door buster better knowledge gives little to no
attention in favour of law?
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I gave a pull of force of values of how my student to explore. As he

learned easily was rather a mistake if when was a misbehave of sin of
posting other wall feeds and he learned by writing was okay scale thoughts
would be a design of no hate for us as you reading. It was hard get with
what I wanted.
Once he made my birthday remembrance with years of music of all top

hit songs for each year I knew he bring forth more brilliance of continuing
for years to come.
Time and meetings of past dwell on well beyond enjoying the factors to
beliefs as we are free or what is once done with a conflict. It has happen
with a life together we are what was handling conflict and resolutions.
If followed by trust but if followed will bring a positive change and

emotional out look but my by overall it was awarding feeling in long run. I
had an idea it will work out for achieving my network while showing best,
the mid to late 30s of my age were when we met Chris and under a state I
bold and beautiful person.
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I recess my brain out make seek room for a student love and to now look
in the mirror and say I am a winner of a woman to love. I was over seen
smiles and laughter thats quite the comedian but love love love love my
student very much, and stressed very much its been hard say goodbye.
I remained in grasp about the other teachers voted best. From my town I
remained silent which I worked around the clock. Where the towns in
Middlesex county epically love had Portland on mind and Chris' love if we
met today.
I was a country girl at heart for a cowboy love of Chris he was the ye to
my ah and I worked in the towns in Centerbrook and Portland which was a
great money maker when I found out how much fun times we will have on
knowing more about each other is on vacations with house of no mortgage.
With an achievable award to residents and schools interacting as I was

wanting a positive goal. While of thought of being voted was best with
best in community functions and relations and while of due Chris had in
which made my heart crave more being helped and recognized my
goodness he sees in me.
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To accept an award live today on TV was an option today as I was mother
with possibilities make more with a student. And I thought about what
should I wear as a women being honour with the award that has brought
my attention I will be awarding myself to drink or two with my student
before ceremony happens.
I put life as a package and partly to understand where I lacked spirit would
leave a death of belief was worth a try again. I raised questions it was
truth when in a queue for activities that was headed for access of research
to write more.
Having an ordeal as myself the teacher editing the story with updated
feelings on my birthday belated by now 11:11 next day as previous story
took place. I was rereading on what has been said I realized 11:11
11seconds before that led to my birthday now Easter. I felt for-sure well
talk or have wedding?
He was late in having his procedurally being rational the book online or
not online the conscience of wither was written by true soul-mate
relationship I offered. But please help all means him better to not
embarrassment of me in my book to be published and thrown with
proceeding talks with true remarks.
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It was life that was a heart warming feeling to make us together in bond
come to good peace. I being out of school would mean I am doing things
be with Chris for health and writing on my profile but his with a lot of
pages I give him a lot of credit. Its sure difficult but well make it.
I will be planned for weekend for it happen during weekday I received

story online shared with other teachers and I would get upset to see
myself drink as I older age not between teen years. As I was preparing
today as I indulge with calling a couple friends from Vermont without
trouble or to leave a memorable scene.
As for today what is on my mind of now what to say at ceremony.
To life was embarrassing to act like a traumatic when opposing up with a

person student made it possible like enough strength to call a hit to a love
cycle through patterns.
Sometime I wonder if I will miss him if he could go on explaining the

moments as I feel on chest his hug but myself at first I witness will go far
through as each passing routine with a mile of positive thoughts as I
realize I need body examine time in my life.
As a student feels my body he Chris will take no challenge but I take no by

far for minutes but in my speech, I will give others hope that with little
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faith tomorrow will be a better day over a rainbow and my Sunshine is
smiling.
I set the achievement with awarding how thankful hungry heart I felt. But
if so I know that this is unbelievably, great the book as I will keep my cross
my fingers for life with and pinky promises it'll be a positive speech if
another year was with time spent with Chris can be comprehend
statement of course yes, I was here to talk in front of many to give a
positive speech at the ceremony.
I thought about giving the speech about my life but hard with racing
thoughts. When I get my hands on with technology I could produce and
expand a value or two and set my mind to freedom.
Usually its hard to produce love from a thought but one of two thoughts
about when and where comes there is hope for tomorrow and
implementing on improving myself in new heights and thoughts each day
that I am a powerful women with technology in my life.
I am witty awe so pretty for today and tomorrow of a life for better or
worse, he was getting ready worship moon. It was also day I planned
meeting after a day with being at family events wither sad or happy.
I felt everyone should be upgrading to the app world and to my parents
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never thinking they'll never own a computer or smart phone. Was
impossible to think of course made technology look easy which to many
was a pleasure teaching epicyclically my parents was with frustrations.
With my mother and brother and sister I come of finding out I am great
full of love to my student. And my family never met Chris and he knew
that I could become better person with life thoughts of a career pathway
of knowing more about computers and technology.
For one of the thoughts I make clear is that one day a computer processor
the brain of computer will be a thing of the past. Computers and Chris will
know that, a heart full of joy required to trigger the ordinary to
extraordinary had a millisecond going way beyond with courage of
determination if right or wrong.
It was life which takes me with everyday life as mother and student Chris.
Most likely will be programmed robots if not together from years time. I
doubt that will happen yet felt was a difficult task to plan.
Who better to know what love has to offer when you love someone so
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much? And know about when I know one day I will see all Chris photos
growing up and he will see me so into his life. If I ask to much I willingly
will accept Face-Book request today if he can find me.
He was a person I can depend on for a cheerful moment and or could bring
cheer in my life. Chris lives at the moment brings out evil to new heights
with thoughts that I can take life as it goes.
As I am feeling wore out. I can count in minutes to hours with a mind going
freely because I have the values of free time, which creates job growth of
counting me in to win over many to receive an award of my mind
experiences hearing his voice.
I gave this year as an excellence in classes I teach. To the classes I offer

much but in which bring a great income to many about my suggestions.
And what makes it cool is my attitude with respectable times I talk about
construct the past with better know thoughts I will never hurt you but
leave you breathless explaining that I am a teacher who wants understand
Chris, he means world to me.
I can spare dime I'm sure with meteor for parking he say or they say
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shooting star sure spend why not on a good lunch out. As I share my time
like managing an illness and I put most as I must say I have a baby with my
student.
Where my down fall I clicked with Chris and my life is as it goes mental
health awareness where he is what had made him Chris hear me first in
voice he was 18 when schizophrenic started in his young adult mind.
And for the most part I felt in men they intendedly were survived with
being on medications mostly because of constructions of having take
accepting came hand to hand but Chris was different. He saw in my eyes a
beholder of love resentment which gave God his grace.
The grace of disobedience of trials. And good grace of everyday actions

leading good life. For he And I knew I should of said something but now
writing a story everything will be okay if he says love you on phone.
I felt semi confidant everything will be all right to know when I am in

doubt I find a solution, which brought out where and when better part of
me is knowing difference how talk when single or taken.
I am a woman with positive skills. I was yet to know how to take life, as a
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teacher on days perceived with mixed emotions and moods which made
me think a new positive relationship pathway from when I hit 50s I will
becoming retaining ten years later.
I will accept all previous attempts as we live together married? I was with
whom my beloved student Chris in my life though all could change my
mind. I easily had to choose wither or not to use my name on websites.
The facts of knowing Chris will understands life without difficulty for a
fact I love him but he still needs to honour court verdict for this years
court date to prove he is better.
I want him to understand that I teach with a passion, where new

technology and computers is my target to young adults to elderly seniors.
Chris must love a dog and carry on teaching me for what I can bring
therapeutically soothing body relaxation in his life of what life can bring
to inspire one another.
It was to my benefit me helping outburst is being through out no doubt of

fear. In fact that throughout the day I can teach myself something new on
my spare time Ideal effective of way of treating him as I treated him after
Godliness status update saying
I have almost completed book by 11:11pm Now 11:00 will be out to
cast a spell look at where a brewed spell. Is lying by her true what a
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teacher expects? I am owing a Kiss on forehead Happy Birthday
teacher of desire 11:11 11secs before posting final draft as having
over 250pages for book I like to share foremost ask forgiveness in
failures making due to honour you today by you give my best
revision as you known possible is obstacle I've been there ox hugs
kisses.
I had a way thinking it through and made it reach over 250 pages. Yes it is
crazy good, being set forth-positive in good ways to have my life as in a
Loony Toon personality as Roadrunner and Taz as my student.
He does drive uproar more like Flinestone of a book but for the body in
fact aint no body the same. I wish to be with Chris that Barney Ribble
giving others best years lived having best chances he'll learn and grow with
our relationship.
If you must know that it's important bringing home to fixed annual rate
income to have the most part to have calming and positive thoughts and
with my thoughts take me to my feelings about when going strong is a belief
we had probable cause no issues was no mistake it would be gift next month
to month it'll recreate the righteous.. to learn to save.
As for my student he is one for myself if so an attractiveness to achieve
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daily insight as the helper of my husband for a truthful pledge or birthday
gift of a truth in a life birthday happy birthday? I was having behaviours he
was of knowing he is ready for change and here my change I want Chris to
move in my house as not that simple nor influential task ahead.
I just believed in good-works in mighty God creator to resolve cases works

prevalent for the believers of Christ Jesus takes marriage as promise for
Easter and redeemable date this week to have birthday dinner of who you
will be alone and not for you to worry what happens? Oh no thought dinner
eating on birthday will never happen.
I know how to win over a jury is with respect and obeying what's said.. it
was not easy conscience wither after court trials well be together if
obeyed once or twice or all.
But in-spite of during bad behaviours he would save the love and get out
make recording of his songs with friends of lyrics to music he had feelings
he had to share. The awarded feelings were with a speech was defiantly
hard to achieve but not doubt to find others in lost spirits and nothing but
what was going on with the best life.
I maintain posture that was key to composure of life ahead time on days I
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taught the software to create a mind reward help out with his family.
After a student left high-school he graduated from the school they have
put known knowledge into intervention to all his creation to put forth a
work going at ease, a flashback possibility was given time to realize myself
was with here a life teacher in Avon Massachusetts.
At giving moments he the student knowing at best my best efforts came
that teacher whom a time says we were in need for one another so much.
Mostly in because it was my intern-ship where we made due seen the

never the roots of negativity. he see likeness of my devotional spirit I was
single not a teacher only helper learning at the time and his life planning
to move to Connecticut.
To students, those who I show everyday effort remains in my business

matter and school fact findings by students originated say in good-looks
you will know Chris better when there are days of doubt.
Along with doubt is giving Chris his best efforts, had to share a success
story and given talents writing about helping others succeed. And with my
technology background it made it a quick ease to keep him in my life.
The majority was a breeze and to help others was no challenge while
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giving advice to each person who took my class was with no difficulty, It
had it's way at ease a way of learning was key to one another. It was
others under my applications and assignments here stand I ready make
due for advice and writing with minutes and hours away to publish on
11:11 11 seconds of next day.
I could not understand how to receive is not the best of both worlds and
love and trial in the both worlds we face where it were the only clock we
share in same time-zone but embrace to show my helpfulness on weekends
to achieve my goal and get awarding feeling for peaceful night sleep.
I loved teaching and I want to teach Chris all about how to treat a woman
for all coming up year and for the positive note I was a person who
understands life and my rights.
I have an image saying short but sweet items of my reflection of my life

were a stream full of thoughts vanished through my head. I lived to be a
fish others to see life at fullest with one love one heart and everything
will be all right ravishingly waiting for Easter wedding in Spring. Nothing
but a regret if he was one never influenced him to not write only when he
was ordered to take life on a pathway to whom was successful.
He was needing breaks of writing to much needed experience in a told of
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talking about the good is order to be place right hand before the teacher
preventively of mistrials of not giving up that led him to look back efforts
he dwell to make better in event that eventually lead to kiss on my forhead but now will try remember all said or done more fun days are ahead.
It was a dream to find hope. For hope is a big heart for an achievement
that dreams lead the way to truth for it happens within your heart your
home as Connecticut a state where I teach and town Essex for this year
made due to work on side at food pantry with Chris I together working.
I kept busy with my time but maybe hit back to explore me with new
opportunities within the down-town New Port, Road Island. Where I live is
in Connecticut, and Middlesex is the County I live.
I cause myself to drive on weekdays for road-trips but mainly hit up some
of my life with exploring new towns I want own real-estate and seeking
opportunities to make money.
I kept discreet my relationship status updates on the World Wide Web. And
with who ever when ever anyone can enter my life.
I know an idea could make head way of serious consequences but seriously
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when have I not seen anyone it lead to no felony behaviour. Life began
become so sweeter and I can extend years thinking about possibilities in a
safe manner that lead would of could of should of done better.
It was hard task nor did I try to make make due of presentation of a diary
well he do whatever get my heart back in a reform behaviours set on
professionals making publishing bullet listed concealed triggers.
I can not go on I am hurting myself each day by end of the day as if I

knowing other have read a book about our life and is not improving but
connecting relations with customers.
And well tonight I feel need to make up and create a story to become
better about myself with my thoughts and surrounding spirit of delayed
time reading almost evening over half way through his book.
I bring out Chris the most out of life with joy and laughter you know being
about the brightness of thoughts within thoughts could bring a foot
pathways within a heart to come back joyfully with what I picked up.
He was a funny guy that student Chris and I enjoyed our time together in
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writing knowing more about us in a soul of teacher speaking as another
personalities to make due in school to obtain knowledge in school I was
ready get applauded for this book edited.
Yet having sadness of my heart crying in a tear I strived to be the

influencer of thinking how show I have something while quick response
show in body language which he studied years later.
It was protection now leading years later wanting you knowingly you better
Monday was the day of love because it was you'll be my thirst of crime
wanting more being one I make to love to be with all creation of all aspects
of his life. He did publish the story today.
When I saw him cry and feel his pain which all noticed in school. He was
always put in words why can't I and on my mind for more than student a
lift to educate and the growth of with spirits.
I felt leading on with the feelings of knowing that a little about me goes
as far as what has a challenge behaviour, and if you unfold a personal
judged image that could only bringing attention.
And where I had thoughts about being in better mood, it got me no denial
where put a positive attitude? And a positive verdict that it will be
renewed if I actually was to set placed if I called Chris. I know if anyone
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should know I love Chris I complain but know a dog and daughter can
cheer me up more then anyone in my life.
Someone who to better situated with understandings, knowing I am

blocked from the person who I love which brought stress to table. If
knowing what true, I remained positive. We talked about our feelings at
dinner table if we ought to be together.
Now for the most part I remained calm and cool but most importantly my
daughter was everything and graduated kindergarten this year on the
better note she was best of knowing the truth if Chris does love me, he
was my formal student I told her. She wanted me give it a try.
I had to say what comes positive is the verdict and I had no reason to
believe everything will be with no disappointments but positive image for
aid and from this love and for-most this year waiting and wanting a kiss on
the lips or forehead to make me feel loved and special.
For most part I brought up my bills up with thought fullness calculated
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and found out it could work out. From that day forward I brought kindness
to the table and with anything but what has a so-called love brought
myself making a choice that was ahead of myself dating a student.
That being profound saying being comfortable is with my surroundings will

be held with few busy weekend nights that I head out to my businesses to
my proprietary weekends with little time weekdays. If I become stressed I
will have an emotional moments.
Most likely I will be put to reconsider for his writing ordenance to with me
being editor. As if he should betray the life I live, he not well and ought in
a way should be getting better outcome of taking prescribed pills.
He should have that as our goals are getting better with health and accept
that true love was in the mind and spirit. I will take hold of my life within
days of making better of myself doing my best out of the rest while giving
myself enough sleep.
With myself loving Chris I felt he would become my shoulder I cry, my

crying shoulder.
While I started with this world showing being a sweet, kind-hearted and
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mindful person for my actions. I became thought fulfilled and thought
receiving the cleaver mind achievement award.
It was about choices that head for true thoughts as long as possible
thinking and rethinking if it was true misspoken words lead to no trace of
being right or wrong therefore who are we are you to judge.
Noticing him quiet kept to others he get ruthless they seemed to talk Chris
more then usual to read and share thoughts to say go ahead take these
words like as in devotion.
Nothing more then a dream of my life getting married on Easter. And when
you talk negative I will do no shame not to cause despair honouring ones
wishes on you to help and let you understand not here to hurt you but tell
you I will call you when your better understanding my love for my student
was true.
I will begin understand that my mind works and I go on pace loving Chris
each day. Imagine him in my bed sleeping next to me that has to be well
worth the wait.
I brought some thoughts about leading a good life with a student. Chris a
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formal student came by late 20s of my age. My life became a fruit by its
tree. Each day we saw each other I felt I had touch him make me feel
loyal confinement it was true love.
A feeling of light and brightness was with my health and with a few couple
changes for challenges with better on how thoughts of goodness, I will
become only remain positive to get in myself to bed on time.
I was in for a life entering a media of a course included software and

applications with new technology media running Windows Xp and Linux
computer for video editing.
I looked Chris in the eye thinking; Chris could be the one nice guy on my
first day teaching to him that can change my world by mid to late 30s. I
felt if so a struggle, yet was put forth an interest and shyness was
apprehensive learning tool to make better over years that developed him
realise his thoughts could become a book for thoughts were kept in head.
I was up for which was waiting the night before heading out to see him
with sky being its slightish snow relief it played victim was not so much
snow but challenge to go to abundance to stand ground a Easter wedding
is coming.
I work if snowing outside having no worries a cute VW Rabbit truck to
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plough the snow.
And of with this wildest relief brought no troublesome lacking of intimacy

of harassment when I feel I was ready he was not against my will-fill
thoughts bring with little thoughts one word can change an obstacle
wither yes or no if aroused the questions.
I grasped as followers spoke the date we date on how soon brought talking
get on K on the students teacher marry Chris lead set trust for this week.
To no insight. I had butterflies in my stomach each time we met.
I defiantly could see the intransigence of troublesome love acts that cast
out need of him spending time eating out with friends and family that
brought togetherness which doing onto himself as others pride and joy is
to see him happy as wisdom said live in with the ones you got as all ask he
visit my house soon or have supportive visit.
I saw it with his life with chemistry as effectiveness changed his daily life
in his eyes I felt warm to touch when we had a hug or two touching my
heart to his heart throughout the two months of teaching.
As years progressed my life went by came through a process during a time
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for a schizophrenia recovery, as teacher by mid 20s was difficult be seen in
public. A process of my one of my task time duration brought capstone is
new way of action set for justice researching help of laws if put with daily
routine of my life.
I was towards recovery as having in a way jury being beliefs, which was to
take medication on a daily base which impaired my abnormal thinking if
ever made longer then amount pay was back to re-incite knows I see him
as a book writer sharing experiences to correct his wrongs and use it for
my befitting for his life is to please only him.
To plead to realise the you mother-fucker shall due see he is not mother
but had wombs on stomach as if he was born male now turning into girl
and fantasizing probably taking female hormones.
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I thought about preparing my speech I had written down in past when I see
lemons I began to cry, here goes nothing with in love feelings I share.
I felt no shame while out of school and I was the one to blame for
faults. For bullying is a theme to set a boundary that Chris liked
me. For years, which he took place as a student to say last goodbye
with a feeling left we could work out a relationship but he had been
with a cry of regrets, and their would be nothing but saying
supportive encouraging comments on his Face-Book that made me
think else wise to be great everyday with dating nobody else.
Thank You for anti-bullying take place.
I said my speech over and over seeing I used the word felt would stop
drama hearing sudden shifts of a likeness of us being togetherness of
sweet husbands came out of the ordinary under my oath to honour Chris
take Nobel of the price award with money of lifetime will come movie
maybe one day together.
It was not necessary important but I never used felt impersonate with
him or others hardly as rush get true feeling of sexuality indulges but felt
Chris was the one.
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Where I taught in Portland was an opportunity, I kept it a secret and I
wanted to meet one student and find that one special student that has my
heart asks for nothing more but showing love almost everyday on his
online account wither its AOL to Face-Book, I wanted a relationship with
Chris.
I had a daughter within year later to from this day to forward up to make
sure things have not been ending up with Chris knowing extra amount of
my bad side, and nothing more about me.
I was living life with purpose of believing in true love comes with a soul
having for long duration writing now being stand under my impression a
not day goes by being simple task was editing considering I was need him
for love once again.
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Chris is very instinctive of barriers took ways to ruthless crime doing

opposite. Having the smarts of staying safe to campaign to unsafe to said
unsaid virtues of where and when he was hearing voices it went on like
understanding where respect other wises for government. And my wishes
as waited for that one wish of my childhood was to see a Broadway show
as family with him.
He said all he had to look in his book led me thinking this has been taking
by lack of infrastructure of a frustration but he has a quick mind witty of
his own.
His life brought him by a new mind with myself promising ideas promoting
and producing organized ideas by reality that keeps it real thats organize
and grow professionally while saying thoughts can produce an imaginary
file cabinet with he who discovers more about us is the ones we love.. and
I forever want be in Chris' arms of love to behold righteous behaviours.
He will have Easter wedding within a females life giving nothing but hurt
to myself but I am strong enough being with him sooner or soon no later
then year if okay with court have no more ruthless actions of touching or
messing around.
And with his new thought process came from where he was in my life
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rarely, I ask myself does he mind his own business this year?
I know very little about Chris but sometimes try to understand him but fall
in love why I try not to make a less worry scene about him and how make
possible when everyday is another chance chase the dreams. And do not
get mad and fight at drama mama, may we dance now Chris as everything
with all means everything was with one he who directing the movements.
It was the slow change may get in your heart but pull us apart? Who that I
won't forget is he was the one I depended going take control with
thoughtful life being of cheer to others. I knew I would be brainwashed
hear its just love brought us here.
I heard he been very talkative lately and learning source acceptance in

writing with mental health betraying on therapy.
I must edit story make it with Chris' love lead what I want in life as sure
well last lifetime end of time and being so accommodating to feelings not
fearing the mistakes and faults he caused and no contacting which he did
but had a conscience grudge of illness abroad knowing where or when
something went wrong or hear that he has been texting as source of makeup or breakup obstacle going on same routine of writing conclusive story
of the misery because he advertised he loved me others disliked that for
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the fact.
But possibly not Chris has put me down because he had a lost phone and I
lost my cell phone too and I know better wait and kiss my student for
being there and make sure share electronic greeting card with him on our
first night out for a date this week. I see the formative high school-er now
being responsible for actions mistakes to retakes make possible the
possible.
And he does take medications on a daily base to be mine. I believe he has

some symptoms of love sickness and has intellectual feelings with being in
love so dearly much which much is with a beautiful woman which is
myself.
Wherever he is never to give up, especially with on love for a woman like
myself especially for all-good I do for all memories we carry on with
strength and truth that he showed great praise of love on a daily base.
The words from emails are spoken clear, especially when you could relate
to written complex was understocked unfailing love, he jumbled with
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words making a positive choice to ask out on date today.
For what's been said and what has been which touched my heart of
choosing to accept his life as myself, for a mother with spoken spark of
delight where I say can make you understand I am not forgetful but hurtful
that can show some evil of hate when comes to family without a grandma
to our daughters child.
I depended him to look his best and show love as exile of high route that
requires dignity to know what is right and what is wrong about giving
best appreciation with kind workmanship of low cost by all means all in
favour love say I.
I was a woman who had talent with a technology background by a living a

story true meaningful memory to play forward share a successful book to
class on every moment I had.
Being happy is one factor I please get with my thoughts. I better know
myself as a factor effort in which I speak of a given fact or two I will stand
by you for years if I think you are mine my husband Chris and Chris seeing
the book published I the reader reading him the story in book in movie.
Well from relationship stand up that pointed out it has work out he asked
Showtime if he can have the book into movie just apparently an
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adjustment see how are you thats how it goes is I feel pain and being an
extrusive mood to describe as last name painful in dramatic pain of
ordinance of honour the verdict and myself. That he put to shame on how
I treated Chris while out cry said one thing is true about his love because
Chris is special he will be loved by myself due time as he writes now.
We both have sides of a story so true but most of my time is wrapped

closely to objectives that have list time and a date would help perceive
good mention in family love.
Using the list of objectives would relieve stresses of requirements for

wedding in Easter. I felt over protected I left it up to Chris, I wonder what
does it take ask Chris for outing in Hartford. What been said with phone
conversations were nothing but hearing positive behaviour.
I struggle to move forward through the facts on what has been said in
past. And must we look forward say he did celebrate outing support our
health with company Gilead outside as picnic in Hartford which brought
questions as if in concern about realising he had support now comes
positive verdict I was the thimbleful to asking too hear especially in
spoken terms it was meant to be led to bye.
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To be of sure of speak truth of being part of offering mood in booty

acquaintance to goals helping help-strive onto information to procedurally
say on to other the outrages are the results.
In having us in having conscience letting medications work. For now you

will see the girls get that hidden psychotic day moment hide well.
I will either become woman to the struggle for the fact if its true the love
Chris has to offer which can be the Scout activity application on iPhones.
For most can say I have to love or not to love which categories of areas of
nothing but confusion in my life.
As looking deep from inside thoroughly to keep in mind I have a daughter

who is my priority make sure she is fully happy. I was giving my best
behaviour, that my manners and who I date must make me feel loved.
But with a call everything will be true about how much love I gave was
nothing but limitless of behaviour. Usually with my behaviour that needs
expressed one another was important to you and for us know expressing
yourself with reasons and questions makes a stable if you write and do
acts of love.
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I will know a feeling when I hear the words I love you, I am learning by the
truth by a positive note a reaction of knowing he was always been by my
side with encouragement of knowing all is well with kindness acts to
share.
For I am for this year to receive an achievement award, I will head

towards the best feeling to be known as a positive teacher with very
supporting staff and facility.
We are likely known by now Chris would make a good speech about my life
as a husband hereby supporting my dreams and life ahead. But I here
withhold a stand with stigma to show it is not difficult to see prove there
is happiness with a life towards me.
And I have sweet sides of my time spent with my students. And usually it
was only on school premise the emailing and you could out rule summer
vacation emailing because I was here not please others. Later on
approximately June of 09 the school blocked his email account.
Why him, why him kept running in head. I was dreadful and felt terrible as
out cry of misfortune of heartache.
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Surprise
When of knowing I could be a heart less showing to a student love

sexually was never an option but likely I with share values of what
admiration, affectionate, compassionate and cheerfulness that showed
meaning of an action I worked towards. I can or could bring equal rights
for positive verdict well have some verbal communication.
Based on what that could bring us cheerful state as Chris says, cherish the
breath taking moments. For a powerful note that he or she leaves a
positive verdict understanding we are under authority to be honouring one
another with respect responses under authority.
Though I knew I would not disobey the ruling as the verdict is for
possessiveness to make us together and I was not to hurt but to be fair by
far good judgement.
I have understood a smile could bring happiness to you or for uplifting to a

mind with in between your well-being and with happiness some time from
others will be curious.
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The curiosity efforts with my students over time has learned about life
dependency that when he showed to help protect my young mind, body
and spirit I aroused with a shift of dark to light which I tried not bring up
Chris to the classroom with students.
We both addressed our concerns and we were sexy and sassy about life
situations. He and I come from learned lessons and the best love comes as
a daily kindness acts, where you give or gave it your all the best.
You'll know when the scenario is true and you give it the best when here
by stands a trial of time I had been holding a feeling that I cannot fight for
tonight night, might inducing ones life that seem right face the facts find
out if it is true love.
I begin experience of a relationship while being sorry through thoughts as

creations, which this experience has brought my creations into thoughts
into feelings that made me feel better about myself.
I feel alive with more positive energy with the flow of time. I felt sorry
for-most of my time for the troubles that brought us be.
Taken this life we are abstaining our privilege contacting my family and I
made us look like idiots allowing court to proceed that without
questioning.
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I do not remember who we are in change that made mistakes. I just miss
you Chris very much to this day, I hope judge allowing a rule thumb we
could do the contacting on my birthday week or Easter week.
Being a teacher professionally at a school is where I was believe I will be

given opportunity to be successful a technology teacher at Portland High
School; on High Street, Portland Connecticut.
With life it treats you with goodness you will be thinking of ways that can
make you understand you have a kind heart. All through out the year I
prove if treating my concerns and doctor orders would be helpful and boy I
felt each day is a gift to learn something new everyday.
Knowing with all or anything with creation are viewed differentially in this
world and a mighty power that my formal student creates us is leading
another obstacle here in my work history file of life.
And with work obstacle life calling ahead of me is life I was thinking about
opening up Italian ice place. Yet Chris wanted pretzel franchise or
flavoured water on Main St Middletown.
It could be business opportunity awaiting to happen with my help receive
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support and earn extra cash from programs like grant letter writing.
Giving each day was hard live each day improving his health and poor
choices he made and but from between what made me think second
thoughts when all family wants whats best.
But you must know, though I learned hard way. He had beliefs acute with
my beliefs a life before time. He by 15 years of missing life while I been
messing with wrong people.
I would date now comes Chris to experience the female bodies of love
who I want feel up each one another to the body. For the most part I have
this manner of setting up a motivation process of solutions of life problems
most seize the cause, and time and conclusion were left to play.
In process of solutions you might want to create is a toolbox. And what you
include inside of yourself is beyond the belief with values and growth
inclusive amounts of experiences.
Knowing little with our savour Lord beyond in real life our males are one
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as I am woman in love. Where life will give you positive for ideas for
supporting one another from each day of thoughts of happiness.
I will support ideas to take effort to a route a time meet Chris. He is who
treats me right I'm so happy today was a once upon dream day I put into
viewing the facts to recreate into Chris how plan a purpose of genetic plan
with no surprises no secrets.
The only Godess I know is my mother who I call occasionally. Who my

mother lived with was her second husband and lives in Maryland with her.
She raised me up with a loss of accident my father and she understands I
have anxieties with frustrations with choices I make say truth make this
book true.
Proceeding with inside of toolbox a fact I know I need which hold a power
to influence in matter nothing about wellness idea but be kept verbal
contacting of my party I keep inside a moment where we were happy
married on Easter.
Where I took life is a solo thing for my mind and spirit. He knew
everything from all to expressing love to ones he love. And he became shy
but opened up with myself.
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The serious side of Chris he never gave up, it was in his nature to do
everyday deeds to put everyday efforts end the denial in to the
relationship with God and to my students I've imagined everything was
possible with people who knew Chris.
The latest news you should know is Chris will be prescribed a Rx drug to
give him comfortable behaviours and moods to write.
But knowledge and memory who made us smile is a keeper of the light of
good old sake of talks are morning till noon. While the day proceeds a
daily action ritual is under the creation of a thought here by a
conversation masterpiece of having fun by sharing positive thoughts with a
pattern of new ideas. I felt he will be completed with me enjoying life by
his side and couldn't believe I can call him mine soon.
For some social events it leads us to not forget the process of learning from
mistakes. Who we are youngsters learning out on ones truth that can put
the trust on people we choose to build or to rebuild that raises up for a can
hope due lacking respect. If noticed it will pull away throttle.
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I will be brave to give a chance of given information to issue for right. The
kindness of my behaviour comes from information. From both sides for
good or bad was of emotions I had to share.
Time was all around us is where we can put our thoughts into actions and
personality action into a value, I knew I'll be well with Chris. He
understands for my thoughts there are uplifting bringing out the best with
he kind of life.
For the best life for us of knowing we could be a cute couple together if
we maintained feelings for one another. And I will love him, he will have
baby with me, and boy I know I am a healthy young woman showing life
with understanding I will live life by live, laugh and love.
Knowing each other is either love or hate when something does not go
right he would write. Little to know I have a daily action plan to be taken
each day by his hand and my heart spoke the truth.
My brightest days are the days I welcome back a way to comfort a

welcoming of the table to our talks to my family and friends that I enjoy
life blessing of someone giving me comfort as I depended on food while
you could enjoy food while having a dinner talk makes everything
complete.
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I would give award out for all people who could make my dreams come
true with a life of a daily action plan for innovations of inspired food
creations on wedding in Easter.
To put pride in the students and to the parents I will understand more
about the care plan. But I owe an apology to one of my students who
brought most out of my heart he was named Chris.
He made a hurtful heart with positive insight heart to follow through the
leadership skills as owe him my life. He is the fuel of the fire of my life
who rocked my world as it goes round in this moment in a pill recovery of
fuel being with energy and time.
He did not know or keep known that he is my best all exclusive pleasure in
my life. And boy he had feelings like no other that showed I am a major
impact of this life he is living for students life with informed boundaries.
To pursue with positive research and a time to have love developed

through in and out my life. And for time is by the farthest giving life
chance to prove this ought to be true.
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I left in my eyes of being insane hearing voices brought that this is
experience that brought out being not welcomed with happiness. I brought
with the life of mine growth with health that had balance and diet.
Where I taught abreast with natures it will end while be taught with us in
many of ways it is possible as a teacher obtaining to getting married to a
student was reasons why I wanted him for his likeness of me first move
made by straining in email he was always going be there.
All by myself with myself everybody in my life was like a loony cartoon
and everybody else who knows Chris and I getting married for we will be
happy for Chris.
I understand where his memory comes see the facts with actual
understatement that I will be coming with research and time into eyes of
due time?
I was negative to Chris after he left high school in January of 07 and

vacation after that day he never came see me in person. And with his
heart hurting for years he started to have aches and pains throughout his
body.
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We both had each other and experienced many symptoms of the criteria of
a mental illness. That when late August of 07 his illness was gift that he
seemed mentally challenged to love me.
The life I lived did not reflect my time and I always put Chris on top of my
chart to see more people like Chris. Where we both accept a date from
each other but I know him best and I am going to write make Chris
understand I love him so much.
To anyone I was one goddess for goodness not be confused with forsaken
mistrials or forgotten where I brought attention some goodness from a
love of beyond accepting his life. That I have in mind of one student loving
me forever.
For love is rare but it was hard date and I felt sad ashamed and I needed
Chris. I kept it discreet of minimum amounts of moral courage I saw in
other males as one powerful woman as he said in a letter.
That I was a Goddess and I put myself into danger will be with unknown
words he assumed.. It all was biblical with encouraging words of Lord but
knew he was trying his best to approach without contact.
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Most of all because I love myself the most. I appreciate my life with what I
give out thanks. When somebody loves me too, I felt more secured about
my discussions when my injections are better part of me. I had raised
questions if marriage is or our feelings I get more positive thoughts about
who I am teacher for teaching or teaching with stern attitude.
Lately I had more then thoughts to make possible share anything whenever
to whoever is the eye of the tiger I ought love Chris today. I very much
enjoyed his mixes he made class and he was capture of my heart who I
very much love dearly.
I taught of being nice and sharing to new heights my complete life history
as a disability of acceptance. Where surrounded areas shared technology. I
brought the best out my career as I focused on perfectionism.
I understand that Chris makes myself feel warm and knowing his actions
and somebody I can call my true love and makes me feel love is brought
with sensations where nobody could ever make me feel like he one to take
grant for justice seriously because he knows it was me who held verdict.
Had it been last resort wanting to see me more aware and arrested if
years or days months hours minutes seconds clueless in pain hearing the
news that was shameful like if I ever cheated.
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It made me feel that like I felt important and shy to open up. He
expressed so much love without a word not said anything from my end yet
to hurt and cry away far away with burning up thoughts. I had no
contacting experience for years with a pending case of harassment II, I so
regret to this day of not speaking for years. I know for the amount it worth
it was true love.
With he she said he said all amounts of experience was a table experience
as this year goes along and I knew I plan not to show up for court. And
Chris filled up with my joy of my heart well meet happy time that time
Easter, well a have wedding in spring.
I could not pretend this is reality speaking it ought be placed yet felt it
but know it is true I have a clue who I can be loved, I'm one in a million
times better with fact of as one I will honour as a husband comes a wife to
be, and each day with counting thoughts endless thoughts about facing
two make one a whole heart together loved in life and true love story.
He feels I was from my life as a teacher who could bring hurt to new
levels. Where by now my heart is making a way to learn and not a person
to fool with gain respect.
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I felt with gain respect was about being a loyal, a lovable person at when
moments where we have a pending case. Both of understand by a verdict
this year we will be together.
He always knew how handle the issues of conflict because he left me with
time to think things throughout a movie well watch. I felt watching a
movie with my daughter and Chris will show happiness. He liked the movie
Mrs. Doubtfire.
By doing well of doing good things we call deeds well settle with the
verdict of a deed. And by talking things out before acting in proper form I
live without the reason with concerns with good spirit. It will work out
within a year or less to set my mind to freedom as a gate to aim for
infidelity of negative people taking Chris' words.
Yet the concern with the life I live it probably not be a good idea to show
you understand a stance or the ordeal with positive stress lead with my
positive actions.
If you have any questions about us seeing each one of another about the
concerns it brought a treasured date where idea well have the best Easter
wedding is yet feelings share in person talk over about what has to come
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and to whom that I feel comfortable its reason Chris is by my side. And
what has brought good from my end keeping a low profile.
As for Chris he makes known everyday he loves me I assume considering

he had been through emotions and writing for first times a story. He
experienced so much drive in my 30s and now hitting the little over 40s I
know he will excite me.
I realized I was trapped in my own tapestry act as cry out bursting feelings
of sensations of came questioning his friends with frying my briain lead my
mind let go the feeling sending a spirit to save us.
I must believe in all good today as I get ready to let life give the best love
for us as I give up the tissues and resolve my issues and Ill see you in no
surprise time Chris.
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I like the good old days by his family he knows nothing about mine but
courtier responsive of behaviours of side of pampered father, heritage that
can say oh yes many of times of week and weekends well meet if
conscience able make true statements of facts our destiny always counted
us in for surprises.
I trust he is always a pleasure to be around but with 7 years I know the

best and how to handle things and boy I really like us to know how we are
the best couple on earth.
We are the best couple underneath of best feelings for another each day
sharing at court a conversations. We both know we will be through it all
even giving by the judge and the verdict. And by now I dont see possible
to undertake a world with drama it was true love that I play as victim
and criminal comes a verdict.
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And I was in no denial his fuel to his fire he creates in life thats huge
commotion or he say lets do the locomotion acted silly. I adore and
remember so much of the moments we shared. To know he puts me to
drive to start of day and night of day with kind words of joyful reading and
kisses which puts my diligence to new heights of knowing he loves the
world at one which females are his glory.
His morning of early thoughts and actions trying to invite his friends over
but he has no friends and I feel his pain. And I honestly dont want him see
I do not know how to treat an unthoughtful hurt illness. And being
mentally ill like myself is here to write out my thoughts as a female
teacher who loves a student.
I love my student so much and it made better for years within court order
to not contact any party of my family. But this year was special I made
Chris feel proud and happy.
I will follow court ruling for this year from my end with no contacting his
family. I felt he would be a gentle man with honouring myself and yet to
be verdict which I hope goes well for us to gain communication, I
honoured my mother this year and considering Chris wrote an email and
mother and sister made me hold a grudge with pointing out he is a
wonderful true dream guy.
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The ruling of no contacting is for best of us taking it was slow change to

better assure and protect me from hearing issues that are hurtful from one
another.
Likewise ways for the best of I can see both of us are happy and sad for
cheerful thoughts to delightful thoughts thats light weighted us in with
several years of a verdict. Within nothing offer but child and home
eventually I had been missing Chris this year was all wanted to have no
denial for my miscommunication.
I promised to be there after high school and being better state of mind is
all I wanted him to think. I am aiming high for wedding to be on Easter in
Spring.
I plan on doing verdict once again which is not show up. I am generally a
tough cookie with loaded amounts of pain and thoughts about Chris and
boy it was a struggle make it from here at verge of exploding with
withdraws of his love.
It was very hard to cope days, and I have shared a blossom with Chris life.
I was a beautiful female who Chris thought gorgeous was a misbehave
should done better. He made me feel special and I made him special.
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I could go free along with my strong feelings with Chris. And it is likely I
could never leave his side. A part me knows I am proving my health is
more important and to see him glad. When large amount courage he
unfolds to make life prosper while being safe for positive courage.
Of myself, he says courageousness is to know how to see from a judges

point of view it is true love that needs understand it brought eye or will
bring growth with our young minds. I was here to maintain relationship
with a positive actions and behaviour. I was climbing for a drive for love
and dirty fullness of a lust story of Christopher. I cared so much about him
in everyday and every hour of school hour.
I am wrong with some areas yet I want to continue to live life to the
highest potential. And with some people I felt I was the right in
corrections of areas of a students life.
I had daydreams about making it possible to pursue or question or create a

mind and spirit. Becoming a one love one heart lets get together be alright like Bob Marley song lyrics which songs meant world to me.
I would fall to quickly with the people I would meet wither administration
to students but one thing was true I especially love Chris, if when someone
captures my heart very much love less worry.
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The chances of the wrongs, Chris went to the extreme and showed efforts
each day while without giving up no reason for break up. He thinks
positive with his behaviour. And Chris never gave up on the relationship
that did not exist but know well be together at some point in our life I felt
as he felt too.
One thing is true I will always love this student who I fall with in love most
of my days Chris. He who was Chris. I hope for better days with limited if
nothing but contacting, could both go well if obeying as redetermine we
could not wait for a verdict and I will be clear for I will follow court orders
all is to understandability to know himself.
When I let you see me around Chris reading I know I have feelings for
Christopher. I admired his looks and he had admired mine so cute together
I felt when we were on his header as I am editor of story K K K.
On the first day I taught in high school I have been enduring the issues
from my family who left me with kind heart to share. I travel where
money is more of virtue of value and I spent summer vacations going
internationally.
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Where I had thoughts about taking a vacation with a student and from
where I will be there for Chris, and he adored mostly my town who visited
with out a doubt over two times or little bit more times.
It was a calm Sunday night and boy this day has brought slices of
vegetable, artichoke, broccoli, and garlic pizza in box was lunch before
heading out to Nevada, Las Vegas. The pizza was for our lunch/dinner.
It was typical day with Sundays were all about delivery of pizza. Eating it
with my cute fingers with red dress. I did not live with a student but felt
he would make a difference in my life.
And I feel a breeze have a cold draft slight breeze to my feet and skin and
face. Moments and days I thought about Chris and daughter were true way
escape ecstasy reality in life.
Feelings and I could not let go or say anything hurtful or negative I felt
enforcement of positive energy. When we met on the days I would be saying
I'll be here for you, what hurt me now by being your conservator? Wither
it was right or wrong and the most is giving up time in school to talk as
Chris, he wanted a relationship rather then him making an income with
grateful amount of cash spending on rent.
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I rather not say anything right now but knew school year was ending I rather
be with no other then Chris. And thankful he posted the file online for a
beta copy of ebook. I just know our budget would have no fear we would
make every payment to our bills that required shop for bargain.
But something about Chris and I felt the time was this year was pushing us
in right direction and in a way I could remembering when the chances
brought to think of we were together for less then 3 days total as our
classes were 45 minutes each day of the week. And he felt he had spirit to
roar out new ides making us work in the sun on a nice sunny warm day.
It all began with well kind thoughts of nearly perfect dream home where
the grass was greener then average. Thoughts came in excessively
amounts of I love you-s and how profound in spirit we are together. I love
my home it was a dream come true.
I could not wait it was almost spring over-about less then 90 days away
and this was the year of spirit of giving way to say I think it will work out.
And each day present with court I learned where there is wise there is lies
and Chris has my oath Im responsible considering Im a mother and pledge
to the allegiance several times a year.
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I thought everything with everything brought my thoughts to carry on

loving my student for much of no regrets of live life with laughs and love.
Feeling to my body and legs their was a slight breeze coming from inside
the house. For the life of Today I have to be better tone when known to
share lonesome thoughts to local police. I thought I felt his grandfathers
presence was at my door bringing a feeling complete with Chris with
mysterious chills.
I yet to show what was at my door bringing us together. I have in past felt
remorse while yearning for my sexy beast Chris. I felt pain in high remark
through my mood stabilizer medication and made me want Chris to sooth
the pain. I felt upset when I couldnt regret but take in denial for being
brave for encouraging words of speaking led to travels and story that
speaks of wedding Easter,
Most of all trying to keep better, I search for dorks who I can love from a
school. I travel from a car I was a woman with a child. As for myself at the
moment I enjoyed myself with being a teacher of year while keeping warm
to a hug or two make ends meet. What questioned me the most is how
long the duration is good byes to a student.
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Life changed through transitions of technology and economy with

computers programmed made by someone hired, and gave less jobs as the
computer does the malfunction of processed work.
Good buys caught my heart with arrangements of a great deal, for the
most I was bargain shopper with technology always being updated. And
part all is well beyond better for a market of technology and with nano
technology as you wait 2 years prices remain same but double
performance or heating cores improve and it is a tablet or PC.
I use a kindle a memorable time when Chris sent me a love of himself and
I together in a purple background on computer that was a picture.
Everything about Chris is soothing and he admired that everything was a

waiting yet not set forth life is not a game because he knows a game over
may failed or you retry but under the mastermind I will come Easter that
everything was a waiting yet not surprise say I want another baby with
Chris.
How awful when he is crying in-front of me, when he is the one who can
make me happy and feel comfortable trying understand what happened
and make a life at a dance but not throwing and tossing actions of sex.
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And where we stand maybe best thrown by his and your expressions with
paint and hate, but Im not that unusual suspect trying to bring home
peace when I could be the one who spent hours in bathroom come home
as a naughty teacher.
I refused say next but lately, We had no chance of hate. It was mild cold
weather of summer this year, it was the wind that made the cold weather.
And boy I wanted to know if he and I know with my thoughts, I will lead
myself feeling better about situations or my sex drive well improve over
time.
And he felt myself with who I am by writing out my life which was
optimized for relief of celerity a mental illness that once had enough
twice it will be better thirds your well now prove it.
I feel better each day and each day where and when I have to share a
peaceful matter to myself and the completion of yourself that are paying
forth your time to make up time for loss of a verdict. To prove innocence
you can back away any given time but I am going to show my responsibility
with no remarks and to ought to be respectful.
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Chris is one in one million whom for the one that can understand he is my
hopeful cheer state mind both presented at best with the mind full of
thoughts.
The mindful of thoughts that known my fullness a heart that is given love
a chance for this year plus more towards a formal teacher and student
relationship.
I make known to live through the night that I am sad without giving my
best of ability to not become but only Chris as any choice but be
better by chances.
From getting comfort from positive thoughts I write out, and from where I
belong is my comfort circle zone that defines all gravity of directions of
life thoughts in one direction from the start with no negative thoughts.
This year was to prove right about my love towards a student.
Yet I go out of place, at ease as I pace myself to be best of best like magic
magnetic charge or force. And I can become a positive role model to
students especially a student Chris he would consider I make an outline
and plan to a duration understand the power of a touch.
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It could be true as we reunite at no certain destiny lies truth and

indigence of behaviours ill show. About what I am feeling and tonight and
everyday it was meant to be on Easter and hoping he goes and marries me
would be like fairy tale.. come true.
I live here to know I am saved by many my life but do not consider me as a

freak when it comes to learning new software like scripting where are my
weakness of my self motivations, but I know together two heads make
better than one so I go on waiting on marriage on Easter.
I proceed a life throughout positive behaviours, and I began to processes

one particular positive thought preceding where I brought back community
programs.
Portland High school is where I taught. It is certainly not easy to please

the administration and staff faculty but make room for a chance or two to
benefit the school for I work weekdays and weekends teaching.
Given a situations I draw out only allowing many positive thoughts to enter
the extent a student I will write back knowingly I can take things to far so
he became better. He or she writes back only when I reply orderly with
thrust to win.
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As we in trust at right timings of invitation use thrust as must importance

to win over the judge. Where the thoughts are positive people with
domain to no turning back of a turning point and I cannot read an evil
thoughtless mind.
I make my daughter a better person and knowing Chris he will earn a

positive behaviour. I refastened what matters in my own hand while
leaning towards no rejection to injections from anyone who knows him he
took schizophrenia bipolar injections has been treated for schizophrenia
bipolar.
And he was well beyond recovered with minimal struggles with normal
tasks was a mixed concerns he to shame inside knowing he is not here but
not love sexuality lie beneath bearing around me at love at first sight.
With the life we live Chris kindly took life at moments expecting to meet
up towards an emotional guided support line of friends which was his
buddy from Middletown and family members.
I had concerns about informational fundamental learning risk factors am I

safe by far and how am I surviving through thoughts and techniques has
happen throughout my day and years.
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I live I will give out positive support of my family and to my friends. I held
nothing responsible nor grudge for the unfortunate events that made
everything feel like we were not going fear and find a way out of ecstasy.
I am goal driven and family ordinate obtained for Easter wedding. That did
not make me argue and be angry but happy we are living up the fantastic
marriage dream.
What came out of our young minds was we live in a world filled with eager
moments to press charges only because of protecting my exiles of
marriage meaning of impress motivated to write read and edit. I do not
need dissatisfaction with coping skills.
I make note to focus of writing yes one cope to write. I felt the urge to let
go all and bring forth today to say nice things to Chris for it was the glory
days we remembering all good people who left move on more new faces
September leaning towards denial he was here at last.. my new body
partly was soon over with all who made story realising they took Chris'
book into writing.
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Chapter 15: Learning Trust Each

Other
As where I was brought up in Maryland as I achieved a high school

diploma, My parents knew I had all success. The success came through in
my hands, at a young age. But great times were in my hands with my
friends in fact.... I would keep in touch with my friends on social
networking sites and through email address contacts.
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The traits I lived were trying to improve myself and daughter with
fundamental improvements with manners and sensuality comes with our
body language. I remained confused yet open at this day we talked. On
how it felt over and make positive remark as I was affectionate towards
the people I met with my daily life.
How it all began question many but the trust was in-fact a quarter was
being close on social networking sites. He divided his life into parts one
was sleep over was eat. And like I said social networking write ups in diary
while hanging out left for room.
The most sources of happiness are when I studied myself as conscience

brought with trial and error. In life being the bounty hunter and I gave
therapy a try.
I put a value as in an oral form of family history in a chores household.

Wherever I was taught by others or family, I shared with my daughter
everyday to remember Chris will meet her sometime soon.
And for my sex drive I was a year to live knowing I could stay single and
have respect to the one I love, which is Chris. To utilize the love I am
depending on myself to marry a formal student who is Chris.
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I made room for a chance with my student to reach positive thoughts and
remarks with having forwarded thoughts to reach new heights of new
possessiveness each day and yield a desire with a new yeast of thoughts
each day to rebuild the broken pieces left behind to mend to future saying
there are respectful student now marry me Chris on Easter in spring time.
Each thought is a mountain full of thoughts at the end of day. And I am

glad to have settled for techniques. Sometimes you know that I had to
climb up a thought pattern of terror and down is challenging and choices
are getting higher with positive thought actions. You have like stair case
building so why say someone who could change your world brings nothing
but guilty pleasure to talk about.
For the amount appearance in a story about love he was showed up as

difficult because I had business management talks and tasks I had to deal
with some annoyance with thoughts on what Chris has done on face-book
and for most part I was helping my thoughts to precede new ground felt
breaking free from ideas of my day of helping others succeed that knew
Chris' trust.
I would receive call and see how everything going but I was a worry freak,
as my student is least of my worries because he been trying relax me in by
encouraging the treasured moments to not show signs of worrying while
being on medications for years.
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And my company in Center-Brook Connecticut was a struggle and

technologies was getting easier and faster with thin line of computers and
nano technology was impacted and impressive to the touch.
Usually kids had tablets and iPhones and or Smart Phones and wanted to
be zoned on device outside or inside at relaxing place at home. It raised
questionable or relative house to know if once kissed I could be one of
least resistance.
Learning if he meant everything truthfully was a gateway of information of

applications is cure his ways of seeing a scanner and events could
rebalance of meeting into destiny as wanting see one another in time
travels. It was important to do updates too on his iPhone for meetup.com
to see if I would dare to attend a group meeting.
From a situation I brought updated software suggestions to the School

where I worked.
For administration from staff I had out dated computers all surrounded by
me, and it will become a prohibited life situations where you are stuck at
house using old software or familiar software for daily use.
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I learned new content of software and tools when I began to protect

myself away from denial as I wanted a relationship. Looking up new words
with police personnel books which brought forth reading Connecticut
School Book Of Law I became filled with knowledge.
Who what class is not easy said and done with older software but not easy
when you use older software. And projects we create make no room for
advancement and achievement. Successfulness at prospering the denial
having an intruder calls us myself a sly devil.
The schools systems I work currently had upgrade to new faster processor
the brain of computer with large amount of memory the root what loads a
program.
Aside realism the fact a judge reviewing court case will understand
possessiveness from the daily life deeds without contacting where my
student has everyday to make us together in some form of set forth
action. And I believe with a faithful thoughts could lead for his heart.
I felt he was one to try make a life understanding with was impaired
judgement of knowing we have a wellness toolbox listing the facts of what
makes us whole was love then rule out wages of having loss of virginity
with me to no cost but show I was a virgin at time of liking Chris.
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I have thoughts about what I recommend a formal student Chris which to

earn my love would be accepting life and knowing where you can do
nothing but go with flow of life.
Therefore saying accepting nothing will be the ground root to dismiss the
case. He did in-fact send 12 dozen flowers and huge bunny with lunch
pack. I received a movie as well The Notebook which symbolized our life.
His gifts were so cute.
I will enter my students life, and head to hospital to get treated for my
positive life and for relationship advice and treatment for relationship
patterns cast out to share in-groups. Which never had time for talks about
acceptance.
But note I will be in art looking at other creations of masterpieces

schizophrenics as to believe life one big painting and illustration with
hidden magnetic guidance.
Chris had and have make known to treat life with elevations knowing little
trust had him look past the imperfections and he was off to hospital once
in a while he kept a behavioural thoughtful sake was emotional for hours
but know he listens well and keeps high hopes up high with a new heights
come the positive thought pattern of what love means when its true.
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I feel learning he realized that the most no denial from love takes time of
a pending case but know you comes a victim in good hands with my family
and friends.
I speak in English words with here a story. But I had no say from judge it
will be okay to know the judge by attorney had no word and no worry
about an evaluation. It was not part of an ordeal and I am here writing
story with a touch of lived life with thoughts as a teacher point of view he
made of sure of know why I the teacher had you mad you to be glad..
I remain alive and take no stand with the keeping the same with no
contacting from any party and reaching as a calm positive person I can be
the one that reaches my comfort zone for this year, by keeping calm and
quite with low profile. It started create infused reaction when he said
always will he love me.
The court had all print outs with his profile and I can be open minded and
modified that stays in the relationship with Chris. And life made him put
effort after effort of trying and surpassing the life for both us to be held a
verdict by judge which was held by unknown time and no surprise the
story lead a trial for behaviours arousing but true meanings when someone
ever loved him back based on what has been said.
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I knew was I loved, and I enjoyed life. As I perceive to make room for
headway with all forms of responsible actions I put in a reform for the life
with a motivation toolbox that looks life with a positive outlook in any
given situation as thought process, which was helping others succeed.
I had to prove each day I gave my all-good not cheating attitude and put
in my first viewing of facts to court that I am responsible for my actions
in acts of love, as with no denial only eagerly waiting and wanting Chris.
Each day I consisted that I was taught my rights and lecturing on being an
honourable mother teaching with scriptures and with being well-being
mother and with my self-sustaining dark-side changing by a boy friend
which he made things confusing. He took the good outside my comfort
zone he was demanding and controlling yet lovely Bug his family called
him.
For Chris it was equal amount of love he wrote I edit and read. He
understood me I could so trust him to do right. I thought about making up
for long years as lovers stake control of positiveness of having proper
judgement that required learn from faults.
After all I was heading for trouble overly thinking made sense but I loved
my formal student Chris so much more.
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For he was a student and his efforts made for human actions that puts
forth-positive energy bond at rapidly for the prize awaiting and I had
thought free clear with food for thought lead action.
Besides it made food intake with energy could only explain why I set my
values to freedom knowing my actions became the reflections of
behaviours lead to listen Im the impersonator what I hear my command to
ask you for respect when we take turns speaking the truth to jury in my
classroom here comes love.
I make clear as Chris knows as I welcome of free of sharing that I would

like a great life to know if I would have the courage to review. I feel I will
be heard there are better days ahead with a deed I can follow as for a
value I can follow and help and trust.
And let it be known that ill improve his life aspects for better utilizing his
time or be known to days I will be remembering the ponderously of mind,
body and spirit brought good that has it say brought the good life.
Each one of us has some capacity to take on less and you can show a
cheerful smile after all weight was to obtain, life is one fantastic great
adventure with needed sex of Chris.
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Id be happy to explore life with my student and celebrate holidays with

Chris. I have chances of becoming better of know where I know when I do
right which brought for each moment is my gift, For I will have Chris he
wanted to be a tree of hope standing tall for taking my family pictures and
with life events.
Chris expected a lot for a teacher that he liked me to mess with him when
both love and fate whenever I realized now it would be legit to date him
and myself made be assure to do right trust with my life for it was
heading right direction.
As for now I meet new faces this year and rethinking about what with life
can bring togetherness as family? And more importantly was to know
within thoughts will bring or become good fortune being expressed with
one language of a smile.
I will become memorable with both face-book chance of luck that leads to
fault for broken hearts. I been shown troublesome battle to one, That one
I will be true to my love. And I will remain free as for today I might speak
out my thoughts in manner needs a boost for improvement.
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For next day ill be prepared replace to positive with my thoughts. Most
importantly I hope to be prepared to start relationship with Chris and
forget my troublesome behaviour towards others. I felt attached to Chris.
I will say and two show positive remarks, I will be smart and cheerful with
coherent abundance to luck. Being cozy with thoughts I feel all night to
talk to my family and say most of my love comes from my personality.
From most part I was a teacher and I really felt committed to Chris. A
formal student as very much attached he was obsessed with my
personality and inner beauty.
I teach software and design where you can learn on weekends as well. I
have been with interaction with technology all my life, for years life was
all about teaching with a classy sassy attitude.
You take for the future and gain success if you are win-over someone or
barriers. I had obstacle that the best times with Chris can welcome of
baby and being with my Chris he knows, I wait for that moment see us
outshining kisses before work he said ox to emails if sudden changes in
placement of choice. He put forward a chance he wakeup with hangover
with ruthless behaviours on days he drink his whiskey and Sprite soda.
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And knew I wouldn't allow excessive amounts considering he did have way
of keeping down, only low amounts and drinking steadying kept motivation
of whiskey and Sprite that he knew came rare. He had been safe driver.
And being together after months to years made us to have prove right I
did brighten up his life. This is a story about with ones new marriage of
beginning a new life story about trust.
With thoughts of knowing everyday will be with sense of do a put down

made of sure he may show long years living, I therefore get my life to
normality by speaking positiveness.
I felt my daughter will have tenderness of Christopher when I get old he

would be my age now if not older or younger, I really need him watch over
and do best all year and be my man.
To have a better life is saying I can get better and better with positive
attitudes of you knowing I will never be repressed a life battle to be
happy, I will handle issues over the police or if harm with a life to blame it
on truth but I need you Chris.
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I yearned for long years have him earn my love take on trips if he quit
smoking he assumed but I let that go. I was easy pleasing in my life.
When someone has deep down thoughts, I welcome to create a world wind
reaction which sometimes will burst your bubble but welcoming myself to
your comfort zone, I might take on choices and travels to aim high up on
cloud 9 my life with travels dwell in past to look at his Bush Garden photos
on web and wonder where his stuffed monkey went in his life.
It felt good to receive notice when in crisis team were informative while
learning whats going on in his life in writing that unfolds true story of
love.
I really feel I can create to a cure fact with fiction in a world where you
speak no harm and show positive remarks while showing positive actions
professionally to a student who has heart for knowing me.
To get my mind working, I create a day with an honourable value I set for a
days work. With a value of patience as I understand my characteristics are
part of growing up I most importantly will be around the clock to be home
with a fellow student all my life.
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I just need life to treat me kind by court understanding it is a true love

story as writing was the ground surface to do the conscience of all
speaking to fair trial.
Acting up at the freedom of speech I may make a way for positive future.
My house was at Essex Connecticut. Today was cold weather outside in
morning, and where I live had a half moon out tonight.
How I waited for moment feel fresh breeze with delight to fill one another
into a kiss who I expected this years winter as north pole sees a Easter
Bunny elf playing with money like the lottery as pretty wealthy and
worthy of giving me ring catalogue to choose.
He wouldnt use me for money while we almost hit on a date maybe

considering last day of school. But having fist full of faults of errors no
chance in adult years I feel I had been kept haven choices. I have been
told that I had a chance.
I will make it to who I love on Easter week after birthday. To get elf Chris
you must realize he brought family closure with no worries released. He
knew that I will make yourself himself worry less thinking about who faults
can become faults made by mistake to originatively of source of ideas look
back to correct but idea Chris to be honoured.
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For no shame he came home with winning lottery tickets he could save
money which he did use play numbers.
It was the last night of Memorial Day and boy I was excited start the
relationship. And I was a likeable teacher who had been in the past in the
mood to say with all my desire, I will remain calm and silent.
With a show of a smile, I remained calm and thought about what makes a
time and love come true is by turning and getting the right moment a
capsulized capture of bypass a pascal of organized of pleasing the arms for I
loved Chris. I must be in realization it was us that is on walls of status
updates the book published in hash-tags.
Where we are confused, I trust in others especially Chris. If where things

get out of hand and who I turn to ought to be forgotten it too would be
untrustworthy once he disobey my and court proceeding commands. Which
takes years build trust back.
Which I remain best I can become and make most of each day and give it
my best of all my might and power be accepted to this world set forth a
goal be better of fulfilments of a story about my student lover Chris.
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I had many days where I had thoughts about what becomes stress makes
positive room for a change. And had mood changes with my levels of my
tolerance and adjustment.
I have positive stress in a way my life is where they are are barrier be alright be filled by choices and be into reflections of all-good while are
made with my troublesome behaviour of life when I lacked by there is
know and knowing you'll be the one husband I marry Chris the formal
student I know that for a fact will say yes to our date.
I am calm and silent that speak of intently with what I write down, what
brought good but indeed shown respect, which my motto for today was
more talk less work.
The path I choose is one way with one behaviour. I indicate what has been
said I try not hurting ones feelings being abroad of knowledge this
relationship was meant to believe we will succeed and make myself having
a feeling like a beautiful women that deserves who I love when I love.
How I love being bright as quick fork of brighteners and a dark-side can he
or she understand I would make myself glow makes my student happy.
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To see besides me what makes a single thought of wedding driving in cab

saying take us New York City makes a judgement filled with a hand of love
with ones is going to make right. And makes me have a feeling ill be
alluring with my stand point points. We may just not get married in Italy
or LasVegas but I dream for what conscience learning it was Chris to
decide.
I may have some returns inside my stand point be at good favours I ask for
this is the year we become two that becomes one with huge heart for
being grandparents one day. Why so young well I just see us getting along
each day more and more.
All you can do hold Chris tight with a life and where to love is make out
which is with efforts you can put on the table. If trust is suffering being
laid then to who is trusted on and believing you can ask me and trust me
and it will work out.
More in likely I will put you on a well being more thinking about situations
about how of a fool you can be, to date me. Few capture my heart while I
can try make you cry yet have very much concern about you Chris reading
my version edited.
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Which made raise the questions, which cause me to be blunt, curious with
thoughts and why do I have these thoughts as a teacher mating up with
student.
Could our love story be true kept running in my head. I so was ready to
perceive a verdict with showing and proving we trust another for years
here comes a story about true love.
The memories brought a butterfly in stomach nervous feelings. And I cry

know where I belong in a students life, but one stood out and he was in
good hands.
I had thought with a care act we could see each other more while in good
hands under authority. One of my students Chris surprised me with large
amounts of possessiveness with what he offered help out on small
projects. I put my trust on him as a true love.
I have not being judged through my mental health and awareness, with
anything from anything with students. The amount of school work brings
each day assuming I will be enhance of being helped from others of
students and formal students that will get a chance to work on resume as
well.
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While I welcomed back students to classes I taught it felt good seeing his
Face-Book.com profile.
I had not held a grudge and everyday is a counted blessing. I feel blessed
that I can count on how many days till vacation or holiday. I showed with
known times I struggled at first but could achieve more if working
efficiently a way where I worked a full year supporting my daughters
dreams and to remain supportive in a student dreams who was Chris and I
were the reasons of writing the book.
Sometimes I want to show a quality improvement besides editing that a

successful person has to be under going an authority of power making
anything to retrain through in within thoughts happened during talks to
police.
He who got it on with what I write makes me manically hide recovery in

exile of knowing I did wrong and prove wrong to right.
And to be that student has no discrete time that I would say nothing with
no time. Usually in summer vacation I take my family to new heights for
thoughts and suggestions.
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And I would not make contact to email to call as you may assume it could
be obsessed behaviour. If you expect days go by quickly I say to me, I live
life for you and it only consist of one student which I call Chris. I favour
and fall for Chris but you understand I should have not held on a negative
behaviour.
But he was who I release the positive behaviours brought the readers
attention and it will make the negative too positive. I will understand I
will be so happy be with student all the time especially the one who had
no ambition to join school functions like pep-rally, prom, and school
dance.
For the most part I was happy that brought a cheerful heart, I was clever
as can be that anyone can believe with all my positive energy comes a
courage roaring. I had feelings that thoughts became the essence of that it
was meant to be relationship that being said it has no ends to tie down the
fields of thoughts.
I really thought about how secure the relationship and I thought a look
with our names on it an invitation for wedding would capturing years of
our love picture sayings he found in later be seen as later in years album
and DVD scrap booking.
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I felt it was time set forth this year with lock with names on it as well
and place it with others in Europe. eing a Super Cool Mom of one got me
on how I can become stronger and what has been stronger is unknown I
was reading wanting to call Chris to travel with me.
Each day was built strength and each day I become cherished moments
that captured my heart with a formal student which was on my mind.
I brought back memories when I found his picture he left but he has gone
what about knowing I am single, he had no idea. What I have in plan I will
try to give a boost a solution of travelling to understand if it was meant to
be. What has brought happiness is for what time can know a day we live
with forgetting a brought behaviours without consumed attentions.
What is know one enchained for my love is to myself to think to myself to

student harassment at his level true love makes sense to me to marry
him. You will owe nothing into buying my love but talking over coffee with
Chris would be nice in every aspect of my life.
But he who has stress will need Attorney, which he had one that told him
to write a letter which comes a story. I gave very little information about
myself but he knew it was a drive for love take place for the
misadventures of the funky ones he called dorks..
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I had thought hed become insane believing in all this craziness as much
over looked upon what and how much all I do, and all my heart knows
what is true. What has been true is life without rules just high
expeditions and love is expanding inside my heart, which we act and call
values contextualize to behaviours. To become better of all knowing your
rights as a sexual partner active we use to create common values.
I got scrambled with thoughts for this is the year plus more looking for
Mr. Right and everyone said best yet to come within my student loving
me. He very knew how treat myself with last email telling he is all right
and wants best for us.
He is improving quality of life and hatred actions moved to burning hell of

sins being forgiving as new medication dosage was choice he played yet
uncontrollably by injections soothed everything out once each other week.
I am impressed he felt inner happiness, my personality is what he loved

the most. Hed be a funny person if he wrote to my daughter seeing a gift
love can bring! Yeah he was cool, and I look beautiful meaning towards
him, he was probably disabled but he will endure yes or no for a great
night out with lights out.
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Day or night of a different recommendation of restaurant is hard I like my

favourites and yes they are pricey but will never refuse McDonalds. Or
should say differential between what have gave in good have gone bad is
based on life difficulties. I knew instantly he go bananas if he saw me
driving a VW yellow convertible along with plow VW yellow truck from 80s.
So confused but be with differences in thought pattern why I prolong the

experiences of not talk remained only for my safety of my life and will
aim for proper choices or make someone else to make the choice we
choose accept.
As we spoke with no disrespect which can be tricky to organize to the

brain feed of new but recommending not recommends an excessive
amount of brain food of thought, Before a time before bed, are waking up
factors with life of humans.
You become drawn filled with writing feeling and when you heard a silence
an instant inner joy and we have comfort of knowing our comfort zone
includes to be with make up.
For this Chris was including him to use Mac Simpson as us we had no lack
of trust I felt great to this day to talk openly about it in story.
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I am sleeping to the night alone because I would not mind sleeping with
Chris he is without much sleep it and it will make him delusional towards
others and self.
But having points knowing it flawless within writing unless you start as
saying all students, husband and wife is one Chris and well achieve same
goals it will be given us another chance fight the battle of being filled
with enough sleep and talk about a budget.
Everything was with free of budget and my thoughts in bed brought

marriage on Easter. I was thrilled it was less then years time away.
I set aside money for purchases over thousands but have hope for better
days. And I really love Chris. He got my mind working a mile a minute
worrying. And I know he is well and better on how to handle concerns and
issues. Which I know a great deal about relationships, where which this
special student relationship aren't when you set a pathway happen so
exclusively.
I could exist to many folks from his family and friends but I could not resist
to refrain my plan to workout because by working out required to be
writing, he was waiting for me always at celebrations and holidays.
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The more moments I call opportunity is to blame for it is true brought I

come yet has have been building trust to others. It got me to put my trust
on you as student I love and fought for years.
I had gotten a moment that gotten me going with a thoughts remaining of

possessiveness that brings inner joy, you set forth a positive action when
you leave a cool attitude towards me and it will be okay to like me. Well
Chris like both adore and love being with his needs and criteria of new
illness was for positive verdict.
While I admire it brought likeness of like I felt was our sly words are
apathy words big I encourage you alone are one another a path in which
take upon a therapy group or social situation will lead to friends for life if
you wish upon.
I want to tell what is a true story, why I remain with a clue and how
became true but read and write but fight it whom to Chris I love you. I
was lying down on coach thinking about you a student life Chris, a formal
student that had been graduated on year 2007. He was all I think about
during my whole day.
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I was watching the news at 11 while thinking with thoughts about my

psychological life. I had a mental disorder far beyond as for reaching out
for giving opportunity to work and I imagined working side by side with
Chris.
I lead each day with a cheerful smile with some areas of confusion and I
was happy about knowing one of my students is making a little over nine
hundred a month which included his electronic debit card issued by
government for food.
He was a student, who was indulgent, with my inner beauty. Too cute and
the student was Chris. And today was my last night sleep till a new school
year. I was all prepared start with new welcoming to the class, a new
family member my daughter to room across my room couple doors down.
The classes I taught were technology and computers which made me think
I can make more being Italian ice scooper.
I had so much to choose plus more, youll get a handful of cherishing to

the love with my student. And when I feel his positive touch that is only
change of love with my partner.
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On how with the touch of positive a marriage with student is a tasteful

from beauty to neck and to the touch. I found in you, now feel me which
loves myself with Chris licking me good nights I was thinking.
This was the year to prove what is right and tell to others I will make Mr.
Right think and rethink on how to get it on for good life that involves us
naked.
I have built trust, he will never prove me wrong for I am right? What do
the whole experience bring kept running in my head believe whats told as
this was a response of continuing book with trust factor out the bond was
the set freedom I had tell with no record it was story about trust.
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Chapter 16: Reflections Of Love
If a hug is arm reach, as for love thats amount courage bringing

reflections. Knowing youre in good hands that will prosper all day and all
night. For I walk with feeling on my chest from hug I received and asked
from Chris to bring in my life at a very special moment.
I really feel shame, I do not always make it a habit not always I am

pleasing to the touch, and knowing great deal what is to come ahead of
time. I am honest and I could see a relationship with Chris undergoing hard
times seeing both his Papa and Grandpa adding my Grandma passing away
with years worth talking about.
For myself on what keeps me going is everything with ones feelings that
cause me to think. I will replace each thought as a one action with a call
of shots on how deals with pain. Planing out the due time will show my
respect and become worry and pain free.
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It made me feel if so I have felt the need to be filled with encouragement

one way or another. For the most part I welcome back graduated students
and with a ceremony with achievements from community to the classes I
offer, and with what have been out of whack see him arrested, where I
taught leadership.
To achievements the class with a main question, would in long run would I
feel awarded should it be non-technology courses I should seek. And trust
you will do nothing but learn and advance yourself as you embrace a world
with social media and technology as for now wanting be set forth a cousin
to who worked in business and the brother can start path well respect
ones true personel information.
I had no verdict and yet I had no fear. I was lead to Chris, and he is whove
I want to share life with to make love too was learning faults had its
headway from tears to beers, and to cheering up his years with knowing
he has myself in his heart desires wanting me on Easter for wedding ought
make due in progress.
I will be here of telling and I will be with my dearest mighty power to

maintain a healthily eating habits and hugs to all my likeness with Chris.
From both sides we will live a mysterious family.
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He is Chris that understands he was all trying love myself so much I have
to say he was a monkey animal fellow of evilness when he lost him.
Yet still have no impressed talent, he but nervousness knows butterflies a

bit like computers with data about computers and how they work. I really
like Chris so much and since the questions of rights remain salient. I offer
no attempt to place a verdict this year. Let freedom ring and here I sing I
will marry Chris ought to be me to make due for this applying behaviour.
It began to become cold start of Spring with seasons to think about

celebrating a romantic Fall thoughts be warmer intertwine, I was very cold
outside this early morning sunrise was waits time of travel. And I have been
okay as safe as can be.
I had nothing but fear dreading down only snow and slippery road conditions
and I had some time to spare and I had thought about making a mix on my
iPod which he gave as present this morning with Bill Nye Cience Guy with
clip probability.
The years I had some curiosity and parts of each year I had off in us had
adverse effective and on knowing the medication is working, and is where
I had no work or chance say if no school functions.
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I had contentiously left with my child curious about Chris and he haven't
had thoughts about my life successful business of Center-Brook
Connecticut. And mostly was stressed at technology getting easier and
easier use on everyday use of life.
Where I live in past I had a lot of snow to plow as well my life never really
stopped. I had so much work with so little time. What if he lived with me
raised questions. I knew it would all work out.
Chris adores my chores in my little small town, Essex Connecticut. And lot
days went by and I could make him fall for some nastiness at joking we are
ones drinking no after 10 years of not seeing him. So I thought I could fill
of big wonder for a big smile on his face say take me to a bar with music
Easter week.
For love I will conquer and be with days forever months to years of joys
with action of spirit that on my mind, and that has brought joy. Where I
put joy is onto others as you know I want be treated for my thoughts.
As they may preconceive as forming thought is where we take our

thoughts will lead to the foundation, walls and roof like stable with my
thoughts in beginning of time precipice as God creates good dwelling on
evil of intervention of to good test a spirit received.
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In which hospitals put me on medications which I did not refuse and kept
quite its hard explain why love is endless words and amazes me your
reading nothing but true story with approval feelings two make one. Would
Ive conquered the feeling for thought true comes a story unfolded. He
understood me well for my well-being.
When we make up well have sex alone time as alone time time with
intimacy comes a time of yes bring me a coffee to work if having a job, I
kept saying myself it will get better.
And I say Im fulfilled of warmness with thoughts that was remaining

active that is to be come a goal driven woman with my likeness of a
student. With years with Chris, I know it is true he got the clue and I love
you but will tell you through my body and through my mind body and book
I love you so much.
The school functions and time management went well. It was my life to be
at every concert of my daughters, and with the formal student Chris. I
thought it felt that there are fundamentals of learning tools of living life. I
had some days he was in tears but with some insane nonsense showed
what was true likeness.
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And true love is set to be a winner with successes and of others like Chris
as reflection by editing his story.
When I had to control on how far on limiting myself to spend with my

others knew what is the deal. I been writing for months to years, days till
nights which pulled forward liking Chris. And Boundaries from the formal
student Christopher who I call Chris never set place but one that was not
going stop me from thinking we are in this court case together.
But not a desire we need to go and get off topic and being well let me
understand Chris tried everything in his might to understand I love him, as
he remains true to jury speak the truth did he after-all take away his
virginity over the clarity of us seeing each other on web at ages where he
was learning everything to being a grown adult.
Living in Connecticut for years has been known from not know for any
snow conditions in summer. The weather just has parts warm weather with
very few hurricanes. And we get a various mixed weather conditions. The
forecast today was all about a cold windy weather.
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About what should happen I have chest full thoughts of pain lead by
learning by technique of secret dequise till this time is the end of summer.
For the most part I had a somewhat mysterious past of fun filled
adventures of summer with my family and friends. And my daughter was
growing up to be cute with kindness genes she got from myself the Mom.
Of my daughters life she was my priority make things go right yet put Chris
every second with everybody else on queue for people are with my
thoughts remained of fashioned I was ought to be propellent reflections of
equality of him behaving wanting be girl of his dreams accepting him.
I tend to live for life and live it well. I could endless say what I really
love with my life with one formal student.
While each day I spent, everyday was with my daughter at school with a
room down the hall from my classroom. I thought about this life and
sometimes I had my thoughts with a little areas of confusion.
I was thinking and I should live it up at my age. And from Chris, I can
achieve my life with happiness and most of part is completed book for
years of love.
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I cherish close to my heart his story of true love. He was the eye to my
apple. And I understand I will live it up my life, after school hours though
summer to do whats right with understatement I will smile a lot more
inside. As I love you more than a bird needs a French fry as with a warm
heart sees a sunshine.
If I were a bird I would fly and you sing to you a song with that this year I
planed to have no verdict. I was clueless where and how I see myself
eating out all the time as calories goes up more we had burn and
exercising the brain was important as was energy he obtained with
carbohydrates.
By chance there will be change with whats happening could make simple
positive happiness reform where with bitter-sweet love but with weather
conditions of months time I will arrange and think about starting planning
a wedding.
And most likely fill with happiness with scent of my perfume as for my life
within having positive partner Chris come fragrance Pardise.
It was my thoughts about a formal student to bring forth-positive

behaviours of a wedding while giving a scent of goodness everybody will
smell good.
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But of what has left us to hate is the debate and controversy if I should
pursue and continue my student relationship. But I am here for a healthy
choice and a changed life experience with a special student. I say to
myself if someone should see my image of life I would get curious.
I would hate see my life messed up with bond. Yet I had thoughts about
Chris he makes me look positive in the inbox and outlook and be-filled
with my life as beautiful memory we share with messaging on the phone.
He is honest my formal student Chris and someone or natural gone

mortality wrong I will seek and look into my chance to improve or give in
when thinking everything will be okay.
I will be there comes an energy compound is source out of some force that
seeks to one body. To be creatively making known in writing I say a whole
picture was based on knowing what has the title of the world of woulda
coulda shoulda on who I choose to be madly in love with you who else can
write so much about us being together?.
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It was easy remember the shadows by far close in his eyes during times if
he can see me do sudden movement of cursor lead to food being place
there like crumb and moved mouse on his touch pad which can see us in
public together sharing tricks of trade.
My data plan on cell was with unlimited web for not right or wrong will be
placed as he respectably knew he could write picture messages or email
but felt I word press charges mostly everything was on Facebook.com.
I just wanted Chris from start, which made it feel I was only deepest
companionship I dont want loose touch with that everything is okay but to
like me I would have see you in deepest appealing to eyes of me beholding
you can I touch you.
You may run but cannot hide because youre the best Chris. How I must to
know what is right but wish he understand patience is around the corner
for a life to be my husband Chris. I think about calling him my Pooh bear.
As you transform yourself you so should note to have a sense to allow

yourself have a low dosage of pain and fear if you need may help and it is
in and off school hours I will call police.
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I had been hurt in the past with so much amounts of hurt with dealing
with hurt, you will end up heartbroken at first but later I live with fear
and pain I deeply fear of troubles between us now and then.
I am on medications because running thoughts of Chris made myself cause

delusions. That with experts in mobile crisis consentingly know myself in
hospital and I use senses that it could be good or bad throughout my life
and hospitality if I gotten readmitted for never feared to say I want it now
to bring it forth I will get admitted eventually.
I think its a mystery when getting a chance admit and getting not
yourself. You just don't know who will walk in as I always felt when
admitted hospital people were against me.
I made much success and I had not doubt mistakes of love as entitled
forever with Chris oasis. It was stumbling throughout lack of strength and
dosage. I was starting to feel a panic feel like it was feeling forever and he
loves myself so much till this day and is possible for welcoming somebody
in family.
All I really want to make it last with his encouragement for better years
are the passing of the days hours minutes.
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What the world offers you is a prize possession and where you cannot
judge because you'll feel down you loose karma if you set forth attempts
of the unexpected behaviours of what brought fear but aim to win. I just
give it away so quickly love and happiness as life one big raffle seems to
Chris.
But when you say something you want to say to someone when its text
with landlines saying clear CLS meaning blank screen black, clear screen.
You take it personally and away but for granted it was Chris with a peace
welcoming and offering a life spent with myself.
We both ought to live life well that will the way plead no verdict for all
respect he has given me. And it was getting closer and closer till the date
of the verdict from the judge has a say on when we can talk.
I would not be mistaken or taken for granted but here I am useful to

myself as an icon as for opportunity.
Well I have been clear minded for a year time and today writing a missing
you on my post it notes with story of this writing that was based on
creativity of truth of love acceptingly with true behaviours of no missed
trial.
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I looked over messages he wrote when he were high in spirit and being
famous. I dwell for you student Christopher. For Chris with my family
encourage each other to push endlessly to reach longevity hopes is a good
life being beside you.
Where I live life well spent with spending life together as a couple could
heal my heart away that maneater. Knowing a reflection of who left my
heart in time has now a kindness of my spirit.
And well for myself classes go well teaching and working together with
students. I would collide and could create a community that came or
could say that we are a group taking classes that will become easy for
some students. A granted target making clear statements that the careers
in the technology world is how much successful If when, I will statements
ought have been known with recovery classes he shared to set boundary.
Learning all you can, doing your best but who I handle others to learn
with peers and myself for last resort. It was my job to teach myself first
eye corroboration for my lover getting compTIA A+ certification which
caught my heart to warmth knowing he can get paid from 30- 50+ dollars
an hour. He wanted be my lover for life so badly.
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I enjoyed keeping warm under my sheets at home. In the forecast of this

season, we had a flood warning and it always has that feeling about having
raincoat on but I had a poncho and I was happy yet felt grateful that today
was morning with no rain.
I looked at the ground and realize, I need to reflect my self as abundance

of myself accepting this story written up as I edit make the changes for
the facts of our love and here save the thoughts unfold an Easter wedding
as to keep in reflection of in which memory vagabonds was honourable
through believing in chances of its love that brought reflections of our
chemistry to strive to learn and educate our relationship.
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Chapter 17: The Day I Make

Love
It was nearly spring season with very little rain for month is now. This
weather forecast and fall season was a season to remember with my life. I
could tell a fall season can make me have unknown behaviour.
It made lead on back with regrets on my track for not contacting Chris.
I've made sure we made love through good times that was unpredictable
and unmeasured moments that had moments no signs of hatred thoughts.
For I have new thoughts and processes on way to perceive being on track
in circular motion and from what is outside of his circle of trust are the
circular tracks motion going forward. I led on ruling and to be forth not
backwards I reconsider the facts. And my thoughts perceived for these
years were a shame but who am I to blame for the life I live seeing
attractions in magnets from others
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.
It was my 10 years teaching without representing myself to court verdict

that awaits trial. It was nice soon to be a season to remember with climbing
new mountains as for myself as I thought I had a chance with Chris. I will
be a safe driver and I have positive virtue of thoughts about making myself
stay safe with positive actions.
As for my life to the road ahead connecting successfully I gave away my
heart leaving trial filled with positive actions thoughts has that this year to
prove right and to remember, I will make myself feel special and proud on
the day we make love.
I will be sure to point out my life in hands in future for all this year thinking
about Chris recalling never to soon to fall in love with him. I forever loved
his knowledge but he calmed down a lot. Togetherness I feel a forever and
always to grow and that grows impact with perfection of beauty came wellbeing from the beauty of being a girl and with all respect sex behind with
way beyond warm love to be profound and easily treasure when he had
working attitudes of past.
My earlier days made myself soar, new thoughts to new heights with new
areas in my life. I come realize that I can explain in for myself for thoughts
with ordinary fashion with areas of female malefaction that I am fool
desperate for love. With this year to prove right that I am a powerful
trusting teacher as for-who has highs and lows, accept my behaviour move
on all relationships and let true love find it's way on book shelf and bookstores.
I taught all about manners and equal respect, which became a duty to
remain active to equal amounts of possessiveness sent with abreast of free
opportunity for another day of sharing my attentions and directions that
followed to possessiveness pathway of love I found in Chris. Leadership
quotes got me thinking positive. Most of which the love true became that
positive actions which came my thought process.
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And everyday it seemed the same without overwhelming positively thoughts

I had with students, I cared for some but few of my students made myself
act like jack all trades ill take care of their needs but their love especially
one caught my eye to my apple. The court ruling is set to the same no
contacting for any party of my family and friends.
I rather think about myself as if I showed I am ready. If my student and I
taught as a couple with this year plus more for this year plus be more be
more prepared with a thought as if I had a behavioural influential lesson of
love. It was true a true love always doubting himself. And yes he showed he
cared. I would adore him teaching beside me.
I will be a comfortable as a pillow that needs a rest but hold on for better
days of my life come to a peaceful rest knowing he keeps a prayer journal.
Everyday seemed the same but filled with extra possessiveness about what
cried came out of each class and day. With my student behaviours, I
noticed students he helped one each other out a day. And it felt nice
complete feeling of my life had so much possessiveness and if Chris was
around to help. I would look amazing and do my best on sharing and caring
on what I know best is showing kindness and being polite.
For this year comes a crowd and all I do to say myself I have this day plus
more not to worry. I become perceivable when I follow ones footprints and
moments to survey my story something worth reading.
I share my time but devote my time as if all you think about what has been
true, and what that pussy cat he be girl who I had true feeling for and
wanting know more on what gone by and becomes a love and with
possibilities.
With togetherness we will grow but I still love you, I feel comfortable with
talking things over with a thought about goodness sake to love you Chris do
you understand its true love.
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There was always excitement and he paid prove right for years he yearned
a story and remained quiet about it. Today was a great night for a drink but
In been good for months and years without drinking. We will both drink
shortly I hope see you soon Chris and I very much like see us together
making whoop-y on today reading his book almost at end of book to make
pleasurable love to one another after wedding.
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Chapter 18: Better Part of Me
I suck on a jolly rancher as a thought about Chris with all due and respect
that was given me a long time ago. Therefore about whatever was possible I
became what becomes better take on one positive change new approach
route of a root. I long to keep life too. In a positive note I believe in with
one direction comes ones footprints that I am loved shown I love one male
Chris.
For the most part footprints are kept to show trials of positive feedback
when one leaves, and inside meaningful life I shared one clue on why I like
my formal student. What led left behind was using his wellness toolbox
which to coherently had a tool for life creativity and growing with value on
creativity in court and computer thats intakes the efforts required and
purchase or make use of time processing information of the misconstructed
orders.
I miss some of my students especially one on my mind. Chris fell in love
with me and keeps the love going stronger each day. I long take him on
vacation, and treat him with all good each and every night, And days well
be sharing the exciting news by end of year. And by end of year he should
be better for this year to make right. I had not pleaded a renewal stand for
this year.
I make learning fun it gets a positive life to see a young adult succeed and
have a motor skills to be important with ones wellness and motivation
toolbox. I feel important when I learn from mistakes and get and become
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lesson when I know my rights interested from others comes with positive
feedback.
I spent a lot of my time towards my students devoting my time after and
before school hours.
With my life knowing to you I was labelled, it does make it hard to

comprehend everything. But the learning from valid experience we talk
about and how I perceive life that is which was hard to explain while
worshipping moon all I got to know I will publish on full moon from my side
edited version.
With life long longevities and direction of our destiny of writing could
undertake the spirit of man creation to hit the market with invention. Take
on my partner as responsibility if something should go wrong how to take it.
But I like to feel safe to extent everything will be all right. I see a positive
life together.
Being a young teacher it was hard living with budget if wanting plan a trip.
There was a lot on my mind, and how make class understand the tools in
the class that are expanding on everyday actions of oneself. To be partly
with bad remarks got to me. I really had profits I improved my life with
quality of work. I had business and never thought about changing my laws
of attraction and flaws becoming better about purpose of life.
My family is personally are exciting and I yearning on my weekend time to
talk about life and visit friends.
I like expressing on how I want perceive a relationship and I will give the
word love a try to one student who everyday puts efforts on relationship he
knows to blame is to bring forth is what became what I desirable to be with
warmth of with thoughts in reality came the bitch through the awaking of
strength and incredible amount of love which brought pleasure of better
parts of mind, health and spirit.
As love is a story living is impressively neutral with a likeness turns a life
around where is pretty am amazing people reach out for support to help
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you.
With what was yielding my desire that is ought to be placed, its more like
thoughts about staying single can be beneficial saying a life is filled with all
possibilities from whom is a goal driven person crazy who will take care of
your needs. And I knows about personal growth difference between like and
love. After knowingly asking for forgiveness I asked for others to respect my
wishes for today I would be only one editing the book of love here in writing
brought a time some say love existed.
I have always showed a sweet side but feel butterflies in stomach when
very moment has arrived but wearing something sexy with Chris all I wanted
for tonight. I want to thrill his world and put that this is his teacher, where
his life in jeopardy though if he contacts.
Putting that commands of respect youll know and better learn so you will
make it or break it with my life. I have high expectations for things to do
and not to do.
The thoughts about life it will become possible with a clear attitude that
happens when you use manners.
Toward a criminal record or a life with record and made it hard because
with one of the students I had a pending case. With all my desire I will be
not be hurtful but be here as if I became here as super hero acting upon to
be in a students life. And boy I love his love when we gave through touch of
body to body through computer to body with hug and our code say Im K,
end to the love best of any given trial.
I feel you now here present with that hug as hoped for longest years to be
true or clue I really want this to work with you and be worked on.. But who
knows a grown fact, he were single and boy I want you still this day, just
dont say I am not going into your business for this year.
I am guessing he probably will act really smart and I remembering the last
kiss will be a kiss over my body all over with his touch. While thoughts
about cuddling preconceived with one another at night hasnt worked in
past thats not so great to know he stays up at normal time. I will not rush
myself going beyond my control of knowing myself needed his love with me
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holding back the truth it was meant to be.
For whom I love is headway process with formal student on my mind who
had a superman default picture on face-book, It is really important in my
life about making better decisions and students called my kindness divine.
Superman comic was my hero with lots of Face-Book sharing Superman
picture as he love play as Superhero.
He was in love with my family visits on Facebook.
I live life knowing I am brave child of my life with much but little fear. My
daughter taught me fear is little when you owe yourself chancing correct
the wrongs in life which he chased out-casting on how-time around the
clock made due for gone fishing fun making wrong serialise numbers
heading to my right scenario.
That was all-good is the caused by attachment with no boundary set and his
determination between what have been gone good had gone bad in past
behaviours.
I say I read very little and earn thoughts by reacquisition to determining the
facts from fate of facts to fiction alike. And I do not like being earned
justice. I served justice and that being said I will not hurt any ones feelings
only a like or reply get a boost through pain a student suffers is going to
make him know Im here to make boost righteous behaviours.
I let you know I am supportive awaits trial for common thoughts of response
for safe relationship to maintain life and motor skills for no contacting with
family and myself which my family and I love seasonal rich beer.
But I recall have sources of remembering I wish him well and get
better and well talk motto skills, which can produce values to endless
amounts of joy and happiness.
I have lots of words of encouraging thoughts and produces by strength and
what been full insight on what has been perceived courage on what is
excising or not really understood.
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And reality all about complaining and having abilities expressed short life
we live was hard. And I let freedom ring you know my flaws in which brings
and thought fullness to a key factors of persistence is key.
When you think about it to be filled with arms of honour I am not
responsible about the plea for court verdict because with no boundaries and
set discussion. I favour he will be restful this year and know next year will
become areas of hitting at right spot if you know what I mean.
But I know a story well do me in well most part editing each day for a good
moment is a moment to endure life at it will remember what the good and
gone bad he fell in love on 21st birthday with his past age 16 hooker.
I will be okay and for the judge has a final verdict says and speaks in never
the less troublesome. I been thinking over and over again I will make my
hands to uncross my legs say I am ready make ready the possible.
And with my thoughts I remained thoughtfully speaking about rejuvenating
my thoughts to positive outcomes with my actions, to brainstorming ideas
on paper and about a story to make right and to be known. I am a young
teacher wanting relationship with student who loves me more then
anything. He awaits trial with pending case which I felt is going end well
for positive no renewal hoping case ends.
My family lives in a beautiful state Maryland.
For the town I rarely let everyday life to be a problem but a self-learning
technique based on my defensive trials and tracks to offer myself as
publicity and advertising to promote a business.
But I have short business goals which I do not advertise a yearbook ad for
companies and businesses I own. Chris wanted advertise my business it was
cute hear that he asked he wanted it be used to gain write up. I refused in
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the entitlements with being short with money.
From the moment I feel the love that started by successful life sharing
others ways as what you have or what has to offer with dealing with fear
brought of in others the comment cards on Face-Book. Yes is an expense use
conscience to the originality of why but you are what you owe to life
brought quality of daily tasks will bring positive outcome.
You bring enrichment quantities carry on to have fun with the proud and joy
spirit.
Thinking about booze or lack leadership which can bring a partner gives no
attention or have a chance with final verdict which on how you have to earn
my respect that you will let a celebrate the good with all to due the
creativeness that came that I was yearning out to earn trust and respect our
wishes to not be in contact.
I have the thoughts of saying some kind warm thoughts and actions, which
promote job growth. And I am aspbergers, not having manners to know how
to act togetherness with a kind heart set values daily with kind sharing and
receiving actions and adjectives for my actions of caring for another was
kept minimum in females in males like Chris it had adverse effect. He gave
large amounts of care and supportive attitudes.
What is up for the challenge is being of a proud child with us wither of
being parents or for student who undertakes it is at fault when found
failure you realize the love I see is through Chris with a positive note it
meant to be shared as a memory as to youngster to love Chris sharing the
positive attrabutes.
But I will not talk negative but nor have positive goals as in the classes I
create to students and community. I was the little town flirt, which only
Chris can speak of great cheer with holiday old cheer.
I say what becomes safe becomes safe with values about choices with my
life with who I lived with my family.
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My neighbours are great people and I who are American originally from
Europe. For myself I am half German and Greek, I think of ways possible
work out a relationship, unlimited ways of thinking staying positive writing
and editing the true of feelings which is a daily of task of thoughts and
actions I share to the class as the sources are ways possible to be or in with
becoming successful.
At Christmas is a time where my emotions run free with a desire to be filled
with joyfulness comes a peaceful spirits followed by rules of my values
which is be kindness and be okay about situations. I usually play my Neil
Diamond on a compact disc early to mid December.
I do not like it when someone looks for love in memory but my town and
wrong places I give others a clue, I like making profit as to Chris was to
maintain composure and happiness.
You will be in a better state of my mind if you hold your chin up with a
smile when you ought see us in public married.
I dont raise to appreciate bad habits that is of smoking and taken a heart
for guaranteed that followed and I brought my affectionate side with ones I
can help and later in life I plan on talking to Chris today. If he cannot quit
smoking well make sure well compromise to a positive attribute.
From side to side my body was not my weapon. It the comfort zone saying
courage will save the best for the rest to defeat from others harm with a
circle but with no harm enter-lap. Though l live up life to remain true be
the best you can be all will create is a debate.
To ones I love I remained singled with so much thoughts of better days were
ahead. With knowing I will be honoured and ask myself to sink into marrying
Chris, my student who I have an orgasm with feeling he is the one who is a
little sly ma-goo devil.
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This is a time I await final trial verdict if he is talking it serious enough earn
my qualities. I really felt Chris was the one. The first two years of teaching
reflect personalities of one song or two. I cannot make up my mind, but I
have reflection of Blonde Tide Is High song and the songs from Neil Diamond
to sooth my emotion out with happiness and smiles from good holiday
cheer.
But if somebody gives me a mix I point out what the class likes and they
love the Eye of the Tiger in a play-list mix by which my student made.
With long-term learning skills playing music can produce a network of
students while working together could boost moods and emotions as
mentality being of source led excellence.
I began remember I was ought of finding to be of divine courage of learning
techniques to sooth a hearing voice or gain opportunity. With learning I can
run the show I can run wild and free with music and songs of a mix on a
compact disc which a student made me couple years back.
He was student who students called him hot sauce it was his nickname.
Yeah he was Chris, I had blurb it out.
I know my with knowing rights could go right aboard. My thoughts and for
my actions, to set sail which I say, there are positive actions ahead of
time. Where I been here is of an action planning of caring for one another
especially to be hearing out ones feelings, I built a trust on a student in my
classroom. And some despite that what I wish for a life filled with kisses and
sex from that special student Chris.
I have some troubles it was some thinking how do I make me feel like a
loveable person which could hit Chris up on phone and making me feel
naughty was how I felt but never came true from my end I had to keep safe.
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When love hits with troublesome behaviours aroused during trial of error I
worried and hit rock bottom as for why despite everything was what was
ahead of getting there was a struggle on my socialism on reflection of my
image of my life to that represents himself to become to be kept worry free
and drama free.
I was in the year teaching technology with teacher of high class who lived
with was without rules. I ask you just dont be cruel and obey the rules.
And I dressed as a reflection of my life with my personality and love each
day more and more. And I have feelings towards a student.
I thought I would accept him but remain silent he heard my voice and it
was an illness and let the judge hold a verdict. Yearning for years of
creativeness express he to know be respectful is earned my love.
I have given up on the case but I know well-hit rock bottom from the heart I
know why deserve it love and attention. I never said it but I love my
student Chris so much I learned he rested when he was tired. He posted on
Easter a version of his story for I consider it was meant to be.
About my life I can say I became filled with areas knowledge happy
thoughts which makes me think I will be ideal as a counsellor but with drive
to explore software made me think I could teach how use it. I was the
technology teacher for an intermediate school as well.
Knowledge and happy thoughts make myself feel important and much of
being very happy was feeling comfortable about making me express feelings
about treatment. I reconsider options where are solution and a try enforce
for a negative action on borderline yet hurtful thoughts on who makes me
important less spoke with actual actions.
I am major impact on a child life about how I acted with students and life
meaning I tended be jealous of his life which remained editorial edit of a
book with revision heading towards reader being part of this my Easter
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wedding week with sweetness came book.
My colleagues will say I should enforce a conduct a police officer to make
me decide better worse about situations if I feel safe about life with
thoughts about what has been said, but for now and then I feel less
paranoid. Asbergers is arts of options, during any given time when two
collide, its true love that required effort.
And every second, minute, hour, day, week, and month we have chance to
hope to defend our love with court orders make all things possible. Put
aside I let the student suffer during a crisis happens I let him or her
become better with thought pattern not assume anything and wish well and
leave with footprints of behaviours of wow you need accept a relationship
with no eagerness of trials.
He is realized he has followed a trial find my love as each trial was a
verdict.
Its coming to end the end and trial closing with no budge and remarks led
with life sentenced no contacting but considering the court did verdict with
due previous years. He has attorney and we are in trial pending case of
harassment II.
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Chapter 19: The Ending
r. Fish is my pet fish who is gazing at the classroom. On my work desk
he sits a beta fish giving to me from Chris with the flashback I had. I was
thinking about making candles with my daughter and formal student Chris.
He was the love of my life that loved yellow. That I hug care and support
for my long years lives in his trust I feel comfortable with him now to this
day its okay to talk about an obsessional so called true love.
Each day is a dream after dream that can be chased with negative to
positive attitudes. And I find it hard to teach, all I do is worry about
formal students when if something or someone could go wrong or right
about how to achieve life goals, brought my life to become him making
and feeling whole again when it was he I met and could not forget.
I fill every slot with efforts make me better person writing a story about
my life teaching is by far a chance you will be amazed.
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On the flip-side how a young minds take and pick up life that takes
encouragement to wake up, I rather autocratically cause no correction of a
love so deep that put into work brought into a kind up-roaring spirit of
sweet behaviour about obsession. My student who loved my personality was
obsessed over me.
For many I told many I was interest but only my student knows whats up.
Yes I like 80s 70s music and today was thinking about beholding a LP vinyl of
a Blonde record.
What happens at any giving moment and having from granted feelings ought
to be place life in kindness spirits. I see without knowing. How a hurtful
some students are to other students without courage shows it they lack
courage with me teaching.
A kindness retreat you will succeed to show support, a pyramid of my
student reflections of what it takes marry someone single made today feel
awesome and loved that nothing could go wrong.
A daily action route I take, I always teach with good intentions of warm
feelings. About feeling happy abreast my motivation skills are not always
followed through with knowing my rights.
He faced stress on symptoms of a roller coaster. He well played in my head
that is music symbolized our love while we all work through period to
period to understand it could have meaning some of songs I liked.
I have nice flaw weeks distractions of students who fall in love with me. I
make life better today better tomorrow better week, better month better
year. I got you inside my heart tucked in but know nobody will put you
down. I live with simplicity. With no hard way out from trouble, I was
locked up rather then looked upon in my bottom of my heart for I love
myself for student Chris.
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Golden rule is life was with loaded transactions you send annually as action
brought kindness you want live for treatment on ways you want to live life
profound ways to take the good in and let go aide to you reading by fly by
with word of wisdom at standpoints leaving life leaving a trial of positive
remarks.
And solutions are ideal everyday seeing students fall in love with myself,
and I get nothing but infatuated thoughts with unlimited true facts it was
real. But I worried and fear that something will happen though out my life
where full of beauty and charm are caring for one another. I held against
me marry Chris he was always on my mind.
I felt pretty bad on how I treated Chris and I am about how I want to pick
closing remarks of choosing what the action destination put on track before
headstock of behaviours to being in bitch-craft saying what's true.. I want
see a grown up man that understand how I feel I am loved, with remarks we
understanding I need a source of warm people to collide and get cast out
with positive remarks.
I must find out if the single thought process works, but more likely I will
chill I hold a grudge to deal with smelly under-age drinking smell and of
smoke insightfully speak by pass of behaviours breaking of the classrooms
rules and was debate to hold a date because I did not really know he could
change.
Everyday somehow with routine and for guiding my circle requires track
boundaries. If once brought wrong will bring wrong with inner thoughts left
behind days, being with warmth of going wrong to many will make room to
make it worthwhile feelings of a warm embrace of his words and thoughts
as brought light and human feeling knowing I can achieve more with being
together being inspired brought 4 years of curiosity.
I rarely say that life teaching for over 20 years has a key but is uplifting to
life treated like a key out of turn but replacement and was not clear but
key to function with sexuality that would be eventually with no denial. If
same student as note was close say he has been there for better or worse in
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writing with truth.
With positive note my behaviour is controlled, on all due to respect. While I
put awhile all due respect I set aside getting there is difficulty that time
and takes practice and that targeted person makes the world go boom to
bloom. With a beautiful soul I take as a mate you make best of love Chris.
The court will be judge ruled in court with some verdict is a positive note I
will be safe or undergo I is safe route. I am a teacher a person living a life
that has replaced. With me I will be thinking about possibilities sincere
desires for Easter wedding with Chris at Circus hotel in LasVagas or Italy.
About the details and emails know I am loved and cared towards people I
meet in public and school. I have some areas of confusion about my wild
card capabilities that turn into conversation but to shows it hard to live.
Through monitoring behaviour that about a write up is not over but enjoy
all that was easy on a positive note I been giving information through course
of life with difficulties and I have a positive attitude on my outlook on life
toward researching family history.
When you are on top of your chart presented clearly about what you want
and what could go wrong was not said informally. What can be on a positive
note card of needs with life which can be handy and gift of receiving and
giving in was giving a chance that meant I will show up if thousands reasons
why our love needed his work.
And people who take one drug happiness in love could gain a natural high
make you advocate with years of possessiveness from benefit from the one
drug or medication.
My mental status is about what makes me silly but it takes several amounts
of possessiveness that he can put shattered my raising questionnaires of
challenges in hand to hand of saying here is courage roaring without
knowing much about difficulties brought us here.
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I had a helping feeling I thought a lot about my formal student and so

much thoughts and questions I could ask myself for most if I was ready
tonight reading past 11:11:11 intact was 1 hour 11 minutes 11 seconds I
made on this page which I was steady reader reading on this page.
Each and every day can share my thoughts and share a smile with
milestone one to due respect with child with life I faced frustrating as
seems. I had thoughts about Chris and I was patiently being happy with him
it was hard to communicate with him within time held-down to say I loved
him all this time.
And to be about true feeling you need work for money and you dont spill
all out and I put a restraining order against you. I felt I was ready while not
pleading this time around gave very little information out about my life.
I want to understand for which we look upon making myself self worrying
less about better figure out situations to lead a trial of faith. But I leave
positive verdict in story before for a weekday is over, without kindness of
thoughts and lost causes with nobody answer was frustration.
Therefore a lot of my time was about using positive feedback making
yourself control the goodness for goodness sake. I can become the fool but I
know who I love and ones love of courage from inside to try again and
again.
But who am I to blame Im cold and under my sheets. But for my
personification from a starting become day time dreamer is a target with no
control guide with my oh my goodness how can one to blame, when you
think when you see a knife in dream world take it as needing buy one.
It means he looking at my profile or of interest with me being baffled to
end interesting feelings completed of by-standing truth if the day was
interesting brought feelings towards Wedding comes glancing at each other
for this week made possible join his life this week.
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What actions must I take knowing yourself to know but he who ones try
correct my wrongs had you been through a thriller of thoughts of not trying
becoming stressful but give significance enough lead you on to find one but
to many as bitch-craft at stand points. As it was my beliefs being a good
witch and cure to be with Chris my life was being motivated by Chris here
standing my sex was within him.
Which I will make you smile when puzzled why I love him which is one
language, a smile and story about us. We know a smile means happiness in
moment. Receiving smiles was ways we express and better present
ourselves.
Life in general brings withdraws understands amends of treatment and
making myself speak about my life at ease with no difficulties it undergo a
life with proving right to myself write as a life with teaching with going far
beyond a potential understand love is true when you realise it was him the
lovable one.
At legal claims the Malefaction, is when you trigger positive behaviour. In
fact most behaviours that would become a push off for couple of days I will
get back to you nothing came across and let judge rule with ignorance, but
soon enough made someone could go crazy as he waited for trial.
Like I that got hint smile everything will be okay I could make us in a story
about true love and hidden pleasant smiles without a language problem,
with a special or super static moment of charge with care which had
stability.
Where I go your motto comes in self-wisdom but not getting the attention
theirs nothing but arms worthiness of coolness with my reality I shared with
my formal student. When you have positive thoughts, and where no return
for hostile life of a lost life. I was disobeying and being cruel in a case
knowing whats been said without having been heard about whats wrong
baffled to be my thoughts in constructive ways?
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How can you help or hide when all you can he or she does for you, knowing
what is right and what is wrong without being said or something has gone
funky with positive attitudes, has brought fear.
Fear has no worries as I feel numbness throughout my body I was outside
making with family of friends that were older and retired. And have a pet
dog. He admired hearing about and seeing pictures on Facebook I posted
brought my love to the web.
I was here with life with smiles my foundation my motto for a world so
kind. Welcoming the class To Care Share Club. As classmates and staff
members I share technology.
When I doubt myself I show if you know what mean if not a formal student
chooses to help another succeed, I become healthy and with appreciated
my life social skills. Laughter and humour was important with my life and
makes you see life with ones you reach to a positive unknown trust factors.
So you will get an incline of people concerning you or be in a pissed off
mood if misconduct takes place.
As client with health providers I lost without some a boost of sexuality a day
where I hunt in what reaches for Chris, and I still deserved best and with
healthy choices and socialize with knowledge of my life being safe about
showing true colours of beauty.
If you get hurt most inside most realized was better held with professionals
calling in before set planned behaviours when if rebellious of which you are
up with put forth stigma youre on top of power of a mighty individual you
make of yourself and bizarre thoughts may happen, its okay feel down and
lost.
When some of us think over and over again and again a delusion manifest
of individual life. Chris under the pressure took those challenges, he takes
consequences as for a trail knows it will be okay to this day together.
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If you have to wait show great honour then wait he felt. But I had no fear
just being patient while hearing and waiting for a love to come. And I
would like to take part as husband and wife. I previously took cruel new
pathways and in a rude awaking from past but for my 10th year teaching was
to have no worries. I remain to be happy its almost here my love in arms at
night.
During days to call my home ready to get life understanding a trial aroused
is love here comes Chris with other supportive friends. I thought it was my
best of ability accept Vecchitto as a gone to make known to be the male to
best fit him with standing in public the good-works that it represents myself
with kindness as I welcome him to my house my student Chris.
Hate is a powerful word rather feeling upset to explain. I become a failure
in having beliefs to renewal to no achievement but get award of writing. I
had my fair say that included a verdict or some reason writing book makes
us get us all better as within writing.
And eventually happens defiantly being famous, and obeying others with
some acts of caring with actions as in years leaded for keeping in mind
spring is where flowers bloomed and we had chance of a wedding on Easter.
I can go by where I keep on what has been said to inside heart mind and for
all I have spirit inside that will guide me to you reading Chris for an Easter
wedding is the choice I make a write up say yes I am going marry Chris. I
will only send you a positive note but will produce of a motor skill of talking
to people.
People will see how a day going on his FaceBook.com profile status update
and what is the plan for dinner. Its always a pleasure speaking to people
see how their day going. It is always a pleasure know a student can learn
ways possible go with knowing about a technology is filled study to educate
and grow.
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And I can tend not to show who ones to doubt and be blameless being one
unless it hurt you say we need to upgrade which can make flow of class
faster and easier and the no cost business and school to hurt for money
when we do not work efficiently of mischief in actions and behaviours.
My life found my reasons, I started taking my reasons as to format the
reasons to consider why Chris is still the one with daily promises of being
their often said to Chris from police personnel.
I often feel a gentle touch but most saw many of life goals are with a soft
touch but Chris was hard to handle, I lived to be spoken for life about with
modern life experiences, and nobody can take him nor me away.
I try to prove myself wrong but to do what is right in a manner that has way
to produce my thoughts to not knowing whats right and why people do
obey rules but undergo a verdict for another year through judge.
I am here blessed because I earn each day which I can learn and grow while
a study on how I feel with the likeness that exist. The mid year 2015
around the corner and I to live with someone special, I am crazy about
Chris. I will not let the world judge me and I know I am been crazy thinking
about him over and over again.
And maybe so help as a professional authority figure brought out his
feelings but take it extreme and say paradise here we comes the fragrance,
Beyond Paradise.
I was the one having life with the personal skills we live brought about
others receiving and giving a skill at use there would a time where you
might once say its was a little stressful, youre stressing over-about with my
life.
it comes down to a misunderstandings and understanding far too much
facts are supposedly bring us home? About money, you will have that target
of where you want to work and person you need care for life effectiveness
was the past years to this day.
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I focus and strive subscribed one drug that will be your behaviour stop
cybernetic life with warm thoughts with mind that not intake negative
thoughts. I say that because really you need calm soothing side of comfort
in life then you feel stern and mighty with no race you will say is race
regulating to the finish line.
The mightiness with reason and then knowledge takes learning whole new
level. I had all next year with Chris by my side. Ilet courage roar out motor
skills with out privileges that we hate like addition problems to some folks
of drug abuse.
Abusing on drugs or some area in life will leave you with some life problems
something maybe we pleasure teasing risk you reading your behaviour over
with annually submitting life areas of confusion. Importantly, I know its not
always good to over think about on ways to how avoid out of a situation and
read or watch others do the yelling for you as a support line of people you
can trust to give positive improvement of statements and sentencing.
I am all about a concern before an action is placed having days awake say
awake now reading past my bed time was going to have a relaxing day
tomorrow.
Life becomes positive with positive stress in everyday in every-way to build
in life protocol of understand all I want Chris be easy not pushy. You are
what you make of life and felt if he had pictures in story I can recreate
them into something better or keep informed I loved him very much with
his efforts.
I make myself a small imagination about a kindness act, a hug arm reach
amount possessiveness of a day with support and a good deed will make me
smile.
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To reach happy is making my co-workers and students understand. The dark

side is when I feel I am on happy falling for smiles truth made myself
became insane when you picture out dreams that we under go with insane
amounts of courage and be filled with needs in some likeness of becoming
buddies. For what I really wanted was a wedding happy ever after that last
our life to eternity abundance to share with past family members I missed.
Distraction of a daily task I act to get edge off for positive talk to a step
forward command an image of how you see life. Life is all about great
adventures and pleasures which came about the life getting better is for our
motivations.
Headaches are common ground questions raised when you have something
you try avoid, Life is about giving advice to some and a must you know it
will end up leaving us hurt if forgetting my birthday was of sure knowing
something it had been delivered.
More or less you turn around a thought that becomes the better side of life
route you take not the right route but uplifting what was to write knowing
how sure you are with a brain food for thoughts.
I want to explain as you can take courage to new heights comes with
dwelling a new pathway of a height but having a monitor behaviour could
change the life where he stood wanting more intimacy. Smoking is no
different then a capacity we choose as normality to abnormality for me to
marry a smoker I felt guilt considering I may end up being a smoker.
Sometimes having a pathway well make you say I will get well better out
the ordinary to get away but this is that right better part of me from better
or worse. I am young getting well better with feelings I can share.
Stating earlier I am label says you will walk away. But keep at it as is work
in progress of a profound love kid, as I build up my motor skills with more
life responsibility making myself with state income with therapy of
pyramids of what to eat, and under go strengths in process and correcting
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right from wrongs with a stimulate get on with new medications.
And I manage my health in ways possible with actions of courage to be part
of parts tracks to tracks get out with possessiveness you will have a day off
and I do not wear myself out with enjoyment I get from each day I live
successfully with no regrets.
Some good of courage days speak of seek God for help of troubled and try
again tomorrow. Maybe if things work out on what could happen is a happy
face I can bring you be sent that cast out your positive energy out but only
be you are responsible one sharing as you please about us with facts in
words.
For being yourself and responsible for my actions can only see
possessiveness on route ending of a book.
If something or someone finds love let the wild cards play I rule of thumb
love the warm thoughts being throughout knowledges and circumstances. I
could of been repeatedly say he is the best suited for myself in which
should I take on to places and events with him but know I dont get mad
and I do not get along and involved with his family and friends.
Running is cheaper than therapy and I therapeutically understand how you
have a world that is helpful and thankful.
Some other peoples thought and what trigger good it has brought us here
and a bad esteem, saying he was a student must we know we have uplift
ourselves set the take on something that triggers positive action with
adjective saying what could I due to make or fake a diysfunction of get
better with conscience is for reasoning is for a circumstance to drive my
ending to heads for true trust you defyingly say is true.
Allowing myself as relationship to be in community and students. I share
thoughts and improve functions of objects. I leave others curious with
thoughts behind and process to be with invocations of a better tomorrow
and rethinking life is brighter then most lights.
I can say food is a comfort for our bodies. Though we honour our food as
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praise that says go ahead lets eat and grab bite eat sharing thanks to be my
lover and become wife with Chris on Easter.
We all have life goals become some superstar thats a hot shot who was
called Smiley and happy he was for all that happened on week of birthday.
Awhile there is no clue when something should happen and when I put all
remarkable thoughts with effort someone will realize ones emotion side as
Chris still does love me.
For my emotions and attitudes with behaviours always was a hidden danger
with new medications. You are free to date Chris is all keep running through
my head but was not true but I made that change I was free to date Chris.
It was passed by last Christmas and I was feeling blue. This year I have a
concealed thought that is wrapped by a naughty act in the Easter bunny
workshop.
Will you get a clue I love you and now I thank you your one in a million who
earns my life and body?
I never really understood but sending a sexy letter on his 682 number that
made me think about Chris and here as if a person gave me life and
encouragement. I lead to go what is right to go on heart at Valentines Day
when he proved right, I was worth a lot with dozens of flowers and thought
fullness accepting my true love for him.
He became positive with my thoughts as a positive thought pattern
appeared and I thank each day when he likes my attitude for this year is
headed for endearment of spirit of joy to the world coming groom and bride
happily married on Easter.
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It doesn't matter who you are, where you come from. The
ability to triumph begins with you. Always. Oprah Winfrey
(born 1954) American Television Host, Publisher
ages show acts true love with a limited income can become a
miracle to be married! I enjoyed writing young and here stand by
a story.
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Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

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Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

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Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

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Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

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Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

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Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

Feelings Are Forming Thoughts