The Most Epic Struggle

the battle waged for the soul

The following briefing is a collection of notes stemming from the times and major events and crossroads
occurring since the last written article on the Predatory Ecology and the framework within from the mentioned
crucial date of 4/18/2015. It includes multidimensional material imprinted along with encoding of a mission
objective. Its aim was achieved successfully.
First of all, I did deactivate social media outlets intentionally and of my own design after factoring in so many
facets of benefits or otherwise. To make a list of the reasons and how it was necessary and anything 'good' resulting
about the decision in my personal life would be feeding into one of the very things that added into my severing of
those toxic cords. While there are so many things that did factor in, there is no list that will be publicly accessible
since it recaps a part of the problems going on between us-at-large.
I'm sure there are going to be delusional parties wishing to step forward and claim credit for some action that
violated my parameters of executing under my own willpower and I was weakened then pushed in some form, and
that's no longer relevant to my position or the capacity I've relocated to working from. 'Let them have it' is the only
reply worthy of the situation, their need to use the moment to feel valuable, strong, or great compared to what seems
my 'diminishing'. Definitely not the case. It's their business and issues to deal in later on if they needed to celebrate a
feigned notion of conquering anything really beyond their scope of fathoming or reach. Moving on...
We now live in an age in which 'struggle', just the word is made to belittle, and made a thing
that the more newly redefined 'strong' don't do anymore..the newly redefined 'weak' do, and it is
labeled mislabeled, truly - embarrassing, to be swept under a rug. Even mocked and spat upon as
upsetting a delicate infrastructure, rather than cheered, encouraged.
"Do you need your medication? You seem flustered", prods the naturally 'blessed' for a time, or
the self proclaimed fittest in the revelry of their brilliant ideas of who they are in the midst of barely
getting by and without much effort more than keeping head above water, only so 'chosen' as
anywhere between a cracked window or a fortunate revolving door that will find its way back to them
eventually; even if only decades later or heading to final goodbyes. They mistake that they are strong
when the universe or their deities have allowed them paths of least resistance. How much greater that
ill-prepared and unexpected crash, though. See the beauty in the struggle? The one who is forced to
struggle, and more so the one who has chosen to struggle for the sake of others beyond their own
sphere?
Getting rid of every instance of the 'hostility' in and about life and the state of the
world..injustice to humanity and nature, is the ultimate state of cold, calculating hostility. It is born
in, obviously lethargy, but importantly is the source of, and that is a smog, a literal pollution of
energies very subtle to most, being allowed to flow.

Even when surrounded by the most gorgeous 'least resistance' treasury of seeming to be chosen
and diamond encrusted, that tiniest seed hidden deep within is developing the most potent explosion
of toxic hostile forces, deadlier in that it is dealt with by not ever being seen at its peaking, but the
answer is another starry layer of encrusted diamonds of the top to bury it deeper. Even so many of the
modern era self proclaimed shamans and healers are up to this. It brings us back into relying on
convenience over real courage. For a true soul and sound heart and mind, who values intelligence,
esteems themselves and relationship to anything and everything worth talking about, there is no
excuse. Courage is always to come first over Convenience.
Hostility is truly solidified and enters the roots when the ability to conduct life force is
tampered with; environmental pollution that creates blockages or clotting. Our modern addictions to
conveniences have already done a fine job on the fulfilling the burden of proof on that statement.
It is against the soul and the ways of the living and the nature from ancestral stars to the sacred
ground you walk upon.
Adversely, there are those who, the mind breaks down at the complications and intricacies and
the limitless depth and interconnections of sub-connections, and so they cut it into the polarity of a
fully controlled solution sphere that can only be proven by a wholly controlled problematic sphere.
So, the keepers of the answer light need to also be the keepers of the problem dark to feed it all.
Otherwise, it's really easy to see beyond a middle party's deceptive tactics with sanctuary in one hand
and hellfire in the other.
Everything comes from somewhere; whether talking to elders to get ideas from their feedback,
or archontic worship, service to anything higher, the bad advice of the inexperienced, going along
with peer pressure, or being engrossed in the media. My experience, engrossing myself in media
creation for the purposes of getting in touch with the first thing across the cosmos is the penultimate.
No doubt, if you have to get your inspiration from the traditionally designated 'outside source' and
since you can't proclaim you want an instant epiphany then get one just as soon as suggestion by
other is just a given among the clear minded who can think, the arts to contact the ancestor is
foundational for the sane and evolving.
There is a brutal schism of pure disconnect with those engrossed in much of today's media designed
to dull the senses and pull the heart from the mind and vice versa, and the generations before being
victimized to such traumatic levels that nature from ground up is becoming out of reach. Using a
canvas to star travel or music to open a gate to ancestral communion is becoming more of either a
novelty (being perceived erroneously as insubstantial) or a speculation in fascinations or romanticism
that a volume of books might help you cash in on with the proper angles worked and a nice juicy title
auto-indicating accomplished communal stature.
In arrogance, it has become something 'we did before we knew better'. Yet, it is an historical, linear,
illusory 'we' that is quickly fading. It is an assumption that who you were in your great, great, great,
great grandparents and their greats many times over before them has anything to do with your soul
and spirit and heart and mind anymore...and just because the DNA material was recycled is no
guarantee you are reserved a granted extension.

There is a much larger 'we' sense that is alluding ppl to where going to the grandparents is
irrelevant because they did not have PS4, iphones, high gas prices and other steeped inflation
economy woes, can barely check their own email, etc. So, the notion of the cosmic elder is so
irrelevant to people by reflection. The ancestor who these things are twisted fractions of that our
earthly rulers use to keep us oppressed and dull have now, we not only don't associate them with our
advancement by, we willfully lost touch to make all that an age of superstitions antiquity and in the
illusory realm of 'the struggling'; now projected at as being mentally challenged in an age of
enlightenment by the self glorifying soul challenged who are driving us diamond encrusted so very
far from the truth, harmony, our foundations, genuine light and authentic life. Now, it's about how
efficient of a 'time filler' you are, meanwhile avoiding at all cost the consequence of pain and death
until you absolutely have to burn that bridge. Trust principles are great, but not when it means using
faith in the All as an excuse to remain ill prepared and in dull states of wandering and stumbling like
in the darkness.
The dark forced me to be my own light source for a while. To come back and struggle is the
soul, but to give up that time's gnosis or lesson set weaved into practical talents is to be arrogant in
luminosity and glorify the recycled DNA 'we' at cost of the cosmic ancestral; communion in nature.
...they aren't sure why they feel that way [however they do]. they just know they need to have some
sort of an opinion..it needs to stand out to be intellectual seeming, so will probably auto-contradict
you in leaning toward favour of the opposite of any stance you are taking, or somehow belittle your
value or experience to extol their virtues..oh yeah, and it needs to be visibly important declaration of
how they are developing to be distinctly so much more human than the day before and everyone
needs to read it because they are as of yet still a day behind in their humanity levels'..enter the social
medium experimentation. - Anonymous
For the most part, the 'experimenting parties' shaping certain events are disinterested by other
than the masses volume after the thresh hold of individuality, more concerned with using a vision of
the heartfelt granny you grew up with to get as big a civilly engineered manipulation of this
demographic more interested to buy these chocolate chip cookies ..you are a product unit who happens
to have a name. They acknowledge you and need you in the system, but as another byte of info that
can be converted to certain product loyalties.
Now, enter the 'specials', abomination mutants [a.k.a. real 'n actual free-thinkers] who are
somehow thriving, especially to spite the artifice [as opposed to natural] selections (or deletions) of
the systemic defense mechanisms. They are specifically singled out as a threat to the system; A) They
write stuff like this. B) They are not going to be buying the cookies, at the least, and as they keep
spinning to remind others they are not just consumers, but sparks of the divine fullness that might
recall themselves, making the fiscal quarter gets threatened. Seeing beyond the veil is strike one, and
having a voice is strike two. You are pushing strike three hard when you are an openly liberated clear
eye and voice who has a lot of talent. You crossing a line slightly will bring down a manipulative
hammer that sentences you way, way, way disproportionate to a crime, and it is not held to space or
time in the traditional senses.

'They' unleash you, because it helps if you are at a freak fringe spectrum polarity along the
social standing lines of ranting UFO abductees...at least the ones that go beyond relaying an account
to seeking a [dis]closure in visible forums and making the mistake of having no formal education and
the wrong end of class warfare. Along with any controlled problem, they let these rant for a while up
to when government intervention is craved and again a salve on the social burning itch.
These experimenting parties are intentionally making themselves vague, and seek to infect you
with the very vagueness that made it a machine of supply and demand and number crunching where
names were once associated to souls that thought clearly. They absolutely 100% need the electromagnetic smog directly and synonymous with convenience addictions to corrupt soul and
manipulate where willpower and clear thought was once readily determined and available. If you are
up to speed, you can easily make the connection with me how making the visionary artist into a
schizoid whose opinion is then nullified, to spite the emerging shaman and the spreading fire, is what
keeps the system's head above water and at the helm of every ship, oppressing the sanctioned control
of all resources.
If you have a warehouse stocked with tons of living supplies, and a hundred people will each get
a percentage, the 4 people who teamed up to split 80% of the warehouse among themselves and keep
the other 96 people under control in the 20% are telling you that you might get rewarded with 2% or
even up to 4%, an extra percent or three that would help others live, if you just agree that you'll let
them have that vast stockpile under the understanding their think tanking is superior to running
things than all our combined common sense, and as a result, it's just 'tough luck' and 'just the way the
cookie crumbles', if we can get freak mutant abominations to not even get half of what would have
been their one percent originally.
Not only is it no way to run a planet, it is the subtle flow environmental smog taking solid
shape in the body as an occurring event of a certain form. It's terrorism. We are electing terrorists to
office, and reelecting them. We are believing, 'there is no other way', other than this supply and
demand, that their think-tanking is superior to our common sense. Part of the reason is we also
bought into the perceived belief that they can push the big red button and own all military and police
forces. In the end, it's nearly worse; the military and police are the state and the real power behind
the nation, and will fight to defend any uprising against the finger that not pushes the big red
button votes laws into being, laws that will give 'sweeping powers' or again worse, small privilege
on top of subtle excused ill behaviour over time piling up they already can usurp denial of, but they
still currently need to maintain semblance of order. So, there are controlled incidents: most recently,
the President denying military gear to the police because, They will seem like an occupying force,
and this scares the public.
The real translation is that you guys are pushing the realm of the world we are screwing up being seen
for exactly what it is without the veil or buffer zone. Right now, any leadership is just damage control, not
meant to be a Great White Hope or bounce back the pre-Nixon American prosperity. Secondary is that the
veil is helping yours & my sanity to the fact the buffer zone is helping your social experimenters with
tons of timespace before those addicted to convenience ever start crafting the spine supporting the
clear mind and voice that might stand more than a percentile of generating uprising in this warehouse
of global resources.

The New Moon was supposed to have some astrological correspondence to the facing of the
proverbial 'final level boss', in the form of the interior mental space. I got a confirmation based from a
later published synchronous article emailed to me called 'Eye of Medusa'. Part of it was via the Saturn
retrograde rolling back on the underworld of the shadows and barrens of Scorpio's occult mojo
warehouse. I had written earlier myself in the previous work on Pluto Rx and Saturn Rx as the clash of
the titans, to use any kind of metaphor. We've gone through so much since then. All you just read in
the 5 pages above was written in the time frame of the New Moon. What I faced was relevant beyond
my own self, having deactivated all social media and purifying by the fire and intentionally making
myself vague-to-nothingness to go into the belly of the beast. The power behind or in that it was my
decision to make all along. At world-soul lengths and implication, the deepest seated and well
manipulated, masterfully crafted fear at the heart of it all is the terror that we do not want the power
to the extent it is/was/will be our decision and our consequence.
Terrorism at the most surface level which is a force harnessed is that a bomb exploded in a
public venue, at the heart, terrorism is that we gave up on that we are empowered that it is our
decision because it is a controlled problem with a controlled solution, and rather than internal
awareness and interconnection with the cosmic elder and great ancestor, we instead take on the
current that pushes us outward to sanctuaries at the opposite polarity of hellfire, and intentionally
look down and away from the corrupted intermediary with the extremities' situations and resources
feeding either end from opposing hands. The blast radius might be harnessed in a way, but it is more
like the motto 'Ordo Ab Chao', by stepping out of the way and even willfully happy one occurred, the
harnessed principle is the backlash wave of human shell-shocked flesh and traumatized minds getting
desperate. Explosions all this horrific junk it all happens; death is as old as the scientific Big Bang.
Humanity, as an intelligent species, used to be both more stoic and more sensitive, which is hard to
understand but for one intuitively already in tune.
Human sacrifices were once intentionally carried out at the peak region of sacred geometry
power-points; the pyramids, natural magnetic formations on the planet, underground lairs, so on; and
the people, far more one with their gods as their very personal identities, felt that streaming crimson
life force. They were simultaneously unmoved by the things we panic at in society, because they did
not fear losing microwaves, iphones saved up for for 5 months, not being able to drive 15 miles or
more to work in heavy bumper-to-bumper traffic just to scrape by. It was, for these ancestors yet in
the remote human flesh and experience of this spectrum we inhabit, crops that might be lost, a death
swarm could take out your harvest, drought, wildfire, hostile neighboring tribes, the fight for life
itself in the most instinctual, rooted sense.
Human sacrifices are still carried out, but now in shady places the tribes are in the dark about
here anything from a neighborhood or city, to a state, a province, a country, soon to be a global tribe
and essentially already is aware of the inevitability of one, but holding to notions both fiscally
obsolete and xenophobia of other varieties too involved to begin bullet pointing, and the feebleness of
atrophy toward the luminous divine consciousness is capitulated through manipulation of fear,
because fear moves you toward voluntary powerlessness. You concede that you need stronger people
to do it for you, hopefully where your hesitant to admit fragile state does not even have to see the
threat entering the challenging place of your weakened constitution. Yet, we are strong. We have the
opportunity to seize such strength or glorify pacifism as the formula to enlightenment and then
recognize our decision was that being empowered for our own lives is somehow the path of the weak.
Since naturally, the gradual phase becomes all aggression means a threat and a problem along with
being overly expressive and creative/artistic.

The 'hallmark of ego' by that vision, lack thereof, and it is substituting this weakness as
solution projected over the peak regions as a dark cloud, where sacrifice once occurred out in the open,
in light of the afternoon peak sun, with everyone feeling everything pre-modern technology
distraction and senses and extrasensory array dulled by cattle or 'sheeple' conveniences.
We projected them those intermediary dual current handed spectral extremes social
experimenters outwardly as our gods while arrogantly and ignorantly proclaiming both that there is
no God or are no divine shapes in us that we become into, or even die with intention to sacrifice
beyond our own sphere as, for the benefit of the greater sphere of lives in need.

A fractal work of a timespace; one scenario among infinite variations.

It is a scenario rather than the scenario since infinitely, nothing occurs apart from.
This is everything, nothing, and anything might reflect it.
As grass absorbs every colour of the spectrum but green, green is reflected.
In creating this, I begin to absorb as my own being every other spacetime scenario,
except for this one which I am reflecting.
In visionary terms, how you relay yourself into the Infinite Ally is an evolution absorbing between the lines; for the sake
of any evolution, fractals are essential, aesthetic is essential, music and the spectrum.

When you see this, you will often say, 'this is who the artist is on the inside, and by it, I have the godlike power to accept or reject them via compliment or insult or indifference of the work', yet the artist
is reflecting you, and transcendent along the fibers emergent of the Infinite Ally, the Sacred Creative
Source all beings must eventually cease incarnating to return to as absolute liberation...
It is just a matter of time, awareness, dedication, and who we create and destroy and recreate
ourselves as in absorbing and reflecting and the endless verbs between every static-angle or fixed
point and the vanishing point of ceaseless cyclical emanating at the core subtext.
The Heart of all Matters.
This entire concept the art and paragraph under brings back up something from earlier writing;
the Chaos concept 'There is no truth'. You really have to say concept, or else 'the Chaos #1 Truth Rule
is...', which brings so much chaos into the lives of chaos people who think they have reserved seats
warmed up in the front rows of watching Chaos do Her Thing.
If you get caught with your hand in a cookie jar, saying 'there was no cookie jar' isn't going to spare
you the consequences and realign the universe, you're still going to get that spanking.
That's not really what the statement means, but one of the downsides of certain 'left hand paths',
again, while I dislike that terminology, it helps people pick up on a vast series of lifestyles in
philosophies in three nicely fitting words, is that it means there are no consequences once you get
good enough at lying to others and yourself.
It really suggests that everything is in changing flux to the extent that no one is going to nor can they
even if they want, get you to where you need to be other than your own perceptions or mutability on
deeply engrained patterns, for the very reason that people distort the saying so they can look you straight in
the eye and lie so much without flinching.
So, you have that as a well defined split causing a duality from that statement;
those who are truly gnostic and those who truly abuse the hell out of it.
If we look at the center of our fractal again, we might envision orbs of light, and if the center is a
person's soul, then as the funnel broadens or the parabolic time-line arcs to increasing expansion, and
we might see other orbs of light that are varied in some ways you might guess at, with those orbs
bouncing up and down, riding waves of the parabolas 'in and out' as much or even more than 'backforth' or 'up-down', time travel's possibility is not the relevant question anymore, but instead 'who
exactly has the technology?' and 'how intense is the frequency of things accessing?'.
It so happens I have another fractal at the same time making this that is a brilliant aesthetic of the
light orb of the 'naked soul'.

Along the parabolas are intersections, and both are symbiont, the larger radial of the chakra or soul
and the concentrically-intersect light beings we can call 'familiars'.
Familiars have limited scope and can get 'lost' essentially.
They are always detached or should be in a healthy environment.
They should be detachable, reversible, invertible, flexible, as mutable as cardinal, and not segregated to a singular pure
element state of being locked in itself or current pressure, including temperature or temporal imprisonment.
The person, the center soul orb with the parabolas swooping in and out omnidirectional, being centrifuge is also anchor.
The term 'familiars' is ideal since on traverse, other people would be so foreign as to be a threat, grossly inhospitable, or
invisible or irrelevant to their definitions of a favourable environment.
Familiars here doesn't mean the modern day misconception of a black cat that belongs to a witch or sorcerer, it refers to
your specific cosmic ancestors, and how they live in spirit or pure essence, and you are the forms living in their residence,
and they wander in and out of you, but are yet so perfectly alien and so perfectly familiar of you and your work to contact
and maintain harmony in all these things or residencies.
If you don't know or believe, like if you don't know or believe watering a plant will help the plant grow, or putting your
clear quartz in the sunlight clears and charges, what do you think would happen with this relationship just the same?
I wrote way earlier in the library of 'perfect possession', and it means an unbroken 'becoming of the divinity' or liberation
of the divine inherent spark or a pure unbroken harmony at the flux of this trifecta relationship in repetition of incarnations.
Such a notion of absolute liberation infers that the clear light is absolute mind, the pure mind.

Absolute Anything = the Truth you are striving to at once create,

be aware of yourself in, transcend its limitations of in all the ways you cannot purely live up to it,
and set all imprisoned reflections free detached of its conditioning of statehood bound by perception of rightful
peak positioning over all other potential spacetime existences recreated as murky to maintain its own
temporary sentient sculpture over the Absolute Source and inevitable return to the Infinite.
To assist in dealing with the social experimenting parties that are able to grok what was
written, and going to engage in feeding into the Great Harm anyways and on purpose, the
concept takes rise by an illustration of a drop of water full of life. The vaster essence that the
familiars are hosted by is most like the drop itself and the familiars are the life inside. The
archontic parasite variant is an empty drop of water. Self aware to a limited scope like how
the familiar has a limited scope really though, the social experimenter is an 'I AM' reflection.
To make the absolutist I AM declaration, no matter how seemingly positive or benevolent by
intent, it keeps looking down and as a magnet, pushes anything else familiar further down and
out of its localized mind sphere self perceiving drop in polarizing bifurcations of controlled
problem-solution extremities. So, it is thinking that normal pattern weaving is to be rightful
control over the ins and outs, ups and downs, etc, of everything.
The authentic parasite doesn't call themselves gods intentionally. This is a major key and a
huge piece of the puzzle that is hugely overlooked. Yet, this is a form of feigning humility that is like
honey to the fly. They project the 'absolute anything' externally to make themselves a purist
internalized stage of being tiered servants, with opportunity to 'graduate' according to more
purified hardcore and/or humble dedicated willful slave attachments.
If you look everywhere and anywhere in modern Hollywood silver screen moving
picture film stories, again and again, heroes are being made indistinguishable from terrorists,
and in a masterful weaving that does not make the terrorist worthy of ticker tape parades to the
effective 'masses', but so we are being made to fear heroes.
Heroes - through definition tweaking over time no longer put us in touch with the
Nature and Foundation and solidify us in clear vision of fair resource sharing warehouses; they
'rock the boat' unto capsizing in the middle of storm weather that was engineered, are overopinionated and irresponsible overly-creatives, make you do brave stuff that includes losing
your modern conveniences, and make you rethink and change entire schisms and schemas of
status-quos long hold in place by think-tankers we agreed we needed to take on the
responsibilities of thought and execution for us. It is such skillfully woven propaganda, it is in
everything, yet slipping through your fingers like the sands of times as vague and troublesome
to identify and face directly as the effective manipulators desire to be themselves.
Heroes: yeah, they're a cool, hip, and neat-o vicarious virtual experience, but actually get
involved in that hot mess? I might lose my status, literally...

That's why the slave put in check absolutely says; that idea was just meant for you, you
are really just talking aloud to yourself and then dropping the weight of your own basket with
me as if we work at the same factory. Even where we are all perfectly one in undiluted form,
that's still just a quick cop-out to not have to take on your own advancement.
I have experienced a Reality where there definitely are The True, in being form, too.
Not just breaking out of. Even coming back, too.
Some of us both more stoic and sensitized, the way we were, carriers of the Memory.
Getting to the place you are no longer affected doesn't make you cool and far out,
it makes you weak as it gets, and a perfect target of your assigned social experimenters.
The offending entity seems to just get instantly into your thoughts somehow, just one
thing led to another for many, and maybe it was the result of the cheesy 'stinkin' thinkin''
clich of not being positive enough. Hopefully, you've tried the rest of the library out before
settling on this conclusion. They always infect the subtext first of all, before the thought-form,
and they tend to 'soak up' the archetype or prime, and take over by this lower circuitry of
pushing up into your thought sphere from underneath, the very deepest recesses of all your
dimensions of being.
No one ever buys and installs a boxed malware virus from a computer software shop.
And, thinking that the parasite just kind of invades your thought forms somehow from
out there airborne in the vacuum of outer space is a ridiculous notion, it has a start, a goal, a
larger residence to return to, and a series of tactical motions to get what resources it needs.
Archons are not the forms of the primes themselves, so only a very dull but intentional
disinfo agent would portray the certain subject as a certain objective fractal entity repeating;
that doesn't help, as that is just a facet of uncontrolled and indeterminate, ever unpredictable
chaos, where the archon cannot thrive anyway and seeks to transform into its sanctioned flow
'under-souled' facet, as there is no anchor-point host soul to dig into and feast upon. What
happens over light years to us is a change of season or clothing to some other being and vice
versa. The Old Testament depicts the Head Archon doing this very thing from Chaos.
'Chaos isn't working right. It needs me to observe a universe that can reflect my glories
over the form by priorities given to the specific vibrational words
that are ideally absorbing my thoughts of superiority in handling the nothingness
that came before me...[my over organized confusion of abundance].
'Balance your crown!', they so often stress. The 'initiate' so generic that they don't see
they are infected to the 9's and spreading the ignoramus...
Your thoughts are getting uncomfortable to the rest of the room
full of those seeking the ideal escapism!
We are going right even lower than the root, to the depths.
Where your soles touch the sacred ground...

This is an older fractal I managed to hang onto when I was working directly in the
Memphis-Mizraim masonic initiation of 97 [plus more in return] degrees.
It is known the degrees are also called The Angles, or the Hot Points, or the Point Chauds,
a.k.a. the cause adapted/adopted 'pwen cho' of the Vodoun animistic system.
Clearly, a female familiar in a larger feminine divine prime sentient structure absorbed/reflected
by the soul.
These aspects in harmony are the equivalent of getting/giving, otherwise ascertaining
a 'pwen' attachment...a Point.
This is not a hot point, since the sentient housing of the familiar or ancestor/spirit communion is of
the Rada.
The Petro nachon are the hot spirits while the Rada are cool nachon.
Just stating where the work comes from, not laying out a cosmology framework...
all this is ancient stuff, anyways.
Especially note the overall 'sitting' on what seems a comfy solar powered recliner.
The three blue fractal flames were the focal regions for self applied points conferred.
The two at either side were the feet, and in between was what looks like the 'root'
but is in fact the earth-star, as I've seen it called.
I applied these to myself as they were considered minor or less relevant by my reckoning.
The priorities were more along the spine and thorax, facial regions, head, throat,
the hands here and there, and so many just wanted anywhere there might be a Point
to get blessed, touched, lit and implanted.

It might send off alarms, shivers and red flags to some involved who would think of it as
derogatory of shaking up a fear, but I have no issues also saying these are astral-to-ethereal
sentient implants, any other details added to that is up to whoever experiences other details
worth listing. Given what I just said, these are not 'archon forms' in and of themselves, but can
be used to just about any inter-dimensional goal including invading other personal spaces to
the degree distance is perceived more for what it is, any kind of a space that is a separated zone
instance illusion of personal time. That makes them static gates that are fixed to corporeal
regions as much as dynamic extensions of life riding soul current time parabolic arcs between
initiates, to potentially affect or infect non-initiates to the ends of achieving the adept's desires.
For the most part, after a while, the 'adept host' must also funnel back resources and
answer to a collectivist start, goal, series of tactical motions to procure the intended resources,
and are being bifurcated under the will of a greater empty drop of rain magnetically forcing the
life once within down split by division to serve as sub-host retainer and continue this cyclically
as long and indefinitely as possible, as the established illustration posits it.
Anyone who can fool themselves into believing that because they never got involved
with a single 'Point initiation' or knows almost anything at all about what a freemason is has
an excuse this is not irrelevant and they are not involved has really just wasted both our times;
the Points are everywhere for better or worse just like people, animals, plants, rocks, stars,
insects, and belief systems. The God of the Old testament is a 'Point' or the greater sentient
structural Prime of Cause with His own archontic series of 'humble' hardcore servant-slavers
who are too unaware on purpose and want the ambiguity to stay brilliant in their shadow
manipulations to call themselves gods. In your unity with them, and if you harmonize your
soul with them as your decision of familiarity, then the prime structure archetype form you are
drawing down into your magnetic substratum brings you closer to god-awareness, should they
openly behave as self proclaimed gods in agreement under a Head-Archon.
Therefore, they remain fiery, destructive, serpentine messengers merely enacting the
externalized and projected celestially leavened Will-supreme of the unquestionable, jealous sky
god among a bunch of other cowardly gods...who certainly could not be they!
Lest a 'demon' somewhere out there should convince you of yourself...
Anyway, moving on: this image was to show you that anybody has access to the Points, as
much as Ancestor Power is in us all and all around; not just the bishops and other starry-eyed
clandestine priesthoods of the light of some secret fire. I did this successfully before the falling
out occurred and I think it changed the course of investigation into what I, they, we, you
and everyone else has been dealing in and subject to. It brought about something that
otherwise I believe would not have been seen, felt, or accessed that had to do with the truth at
the Heart of the Matter. I was not 'allowed' to do this on their watch or under their permission
prerequisites. When I revealed what I had done, it went not only downplayed, but really just
swept under the table. That lit another sort of fire, when it came to the tactics of churches and
priestly institutions and how they operate to separate, manage, and screw us all over.

Without 'proper grade designations' playing by rules which the priesthoods all make on
the fly according to latest Pontiff and Magistrate elections anyway, likely more fixed than any
other campaign, as the main secret of the secret fire is how efficiently and sadistically it is all
fixed, power goes to the people. After what I just said about the might of military over the
elected officials their fingers to sign on laws in their pockets both soldier/police and the
politician are bound to another parameter law, that of the Almighty Holy Cause passed down
through the ages.
Anyone does anything in legislature and more gritty battlefields where an agreement
about a threatened sacred text or god belief is at the center of it all. There suddenly is no age
limit on the heads to be dashed against the rocks, not only does it preserve your seat here, but
god blesses you and adds more mansions to your seat reserved in eternity...
No Head Archon can provide a mansion or a lake of fire for you, but has access to the
extra sensory illusions that convince such is the case so as to not lose their current food source
soul warehouse...
This world's institutions are modeled after by absorbing their energies and deeply
ingrained patterns of playing all cosmic fields they can invade...
There are endless different influences-intergalactic that are not held to polar good lies to
save us from a polar evil deceptive projection, but infinite possibility only takes one agreeing
blockade white washing effort to box off and ruin all that, where the only inhabitants presiding
over from above are empty drops in vicious cycle mitosis that are oppressing all life out and
pushing into further density and restriction and endless more laws like the keepers,
maintainers, and experimenters have. Part of why they are called experimenters is that they
crave gaining info off you that might benefit them to greater motion capabilities springboarding off you in a place where you could use that info too, but sharing it means dividing a
warehouse with equal percentages, because by the time you hold so many shares, the company
is yours, even in spite of what other drawn up documents might suggest, and that again implies
not strength in mass or numbers, but names, faces, experiences, memories, and stories.

Clear Light Mind is equally in all wave lengths and not held to any particular one of them in more of
a preference for sustainability. Clear Light doesn't have to search for an environment less hostile or
more favourable toward its ability to work through the subtext of suffering mental projections.

The 'White Suck' as mentioned earlier in Predatory Ecology, is pushing out or exuding a
raw toxicity that is extremely uncomfortable to reintegrate and keep on having to transform in
endless repetition, it incurs a need to realize Self Gnosis of personal responsibility over
substance free, endless group validation and priestly holy status gains accrued disguised thinly
as 'merits'. It is severed as we looked at in Ecology, but operates of a powers of aers/aetheric
court battles based in collective subconscious rather than Nature/World-Sol/Star.
Hence, so many New Agers love Old testament style angels to weird obsessive levels
that aren't healthy possessions at all.
Now, this is not the same as the old druidic orders' white robes representing the refined
internalizing which is the absorbed black of the Earth Power-point, Remember, what I speak of
loathes Earth, is hostile toward Nature, flagellates the Body, and hates taking responsibility for
any of it. That needs to be clear. It isn't that 'We are not the body, but pure consciousness' as
that creates another schismatic rift they'll just take advantage of. It is more like; See the Body
beyond the spectrum manipulations that we are beings of light. When those journeying with
strong earth medicine say, Oh my god, the earth is so very much alive for me for the first
time in ways I never thought possible, they did not just kill the body to save the consciousness
in its pure truth, for what is mind?
Anything, but a universe until the moment it experiences a temporary declaration of
truth and resulting limitations to die by to break through, yet again.
They redeemed both in the harmonious clarity of the entrance of the ability to see and
think and intuitively know being and becoming as a genuine soul. For those reason, the long
time procurers of the entheogenic earth medicines have stressed Soul Recovery over the
academic institutions attitudes utilizing these medicines with traps of very limited scope. If
we are just not the Body, a cut yet occurs on the conscious experience where the Face, too, can
be made less relevant...all that puking for hopes at chance at a clear cosmic vantage point and
this error on return sends you right back into a murky perception instantly.
You go right back into full consciousness retrograde states.
This is why they use the now extremely commonly confirmed subliminal advertisement
and to greater extremes 'lesser magick', as it's been called, of media induced lethargy hypnosis,
commandeering your voluntary 'blank slate' agreement to hand over consciousness power.
The world turns by potent gnosis of the shamanic variety, and the one way the Severed
Anchor wielding Life&Nature-Haters can combat such potency is by critical mass of the blank
slate agreement that a thing needs to come to pass to get to the reward, Pavlovian dogs style.
The Source of all shamanic power is as plain and obvious as the sacred ground you walk
upon and the trees you breathe oxygen by and are fortunate to yet be surrounded with.

If you think you have never witnessed a spirit of any sort, naked trees as they stand are
familiars in the truest sense, which is why little animal souls and insects have made them into
their hosts by nature's grand spiritually interconnected design.
If you have a problem in being artistic, writing your own music or painting or working
with fractals, and crystals either are abrasive to you or you feel nothing no matter the scenario,
go to the trees. Walk the paths, sit at the roots, make sure you aren't in a tick infested forest
when you do. Meditate; if you want to get good at those other traits, this will help and anyone
can do this, and if you just want the pure meditative effects, that's your decision.
One thing to be careful of is so many do not when they are called to and think they are
stronger for not feeling a need in order to feel fine in life, and those people are really
making excuses that being dulled has brought them to a zen state of mind where floating is the
ultimate and if they just are indifferent to the mental muck that it is a truth they have
conquered it and are a white (or blue) lotus, which is a crock also highly sponsored by the New
Age movement being tricked by Old Testament entity 'channeling'.

Familiars, cosmic ancestors, star people, devas, loas, points/pwen hot, cool or otherwise
familial... all their accompanying motherships, primes, archetypes, avatars, tattvas, 'drops' of
medium aetheric and full of life or pushing down to density in bifurcations...
We in the corporeal experience are interpreting vibrations as best we can into our
culturally attached linguistics. We are making cosmic vibrations into our native tongues and
learning word strains both familiar, foreign, poetic abstraction and glossolalia to ride on
parabolic arcs of time based in octaves-space configurations; sounds of the spheres...
Why EM smog is such a majorly impacting issue on the course of planet able to develop
in and alongside the human evolution of soul development; heart-mind attached to that
centrifugal axis vortex.
Just think, if nothing is new under the sun, and the specific word [solar/logos principles] is
so very important to delineate of the bifurcations between eternal damnation and salvation.
Main example, saying Mithra or the Force leads you to hell eternal and saying Christ/Yeshua
leads you to salvation eternal, that is a forced problem-solution extremity control scenario
enacted at the expense of the pure vibration or interpreted consciousness in harmony with
elevated, mutating DNA. Placing priority to the letter is a detainment methodology to spite
sharing the energetic warehouse properly. When they say that as they are forced to admit
being yet corporeal as well they themselves are predestined under this same rule by deity or
proclaiming rule of fates, then who do you think it is important for them to control?

Who is putting brittle dead texts over free energy intuitively received helping in the long run?

People are basically using science to 'prove' what is more or less their individual magic/priestly tastes
and using what is basically magic/priestly to prove what is more or less their individual science tastes.
There was a time I used to laugh at images like this as I'm sure many of you do.
It is one of the co-opted and adapted truths that is slaved to other dogmas.
Then, I began knowing correctly which stone of same weight and cut I was touching in my
black medicine bag based on which of these vortexes I felt the energies resonating in.
The particular one is of course, the World-Sol Vortex at bottom.
It is synonymous with the kalachakra or chakana or so many Native and ancient
Mesoamerican concentric circular, spiral, European ancient triskelian, valknut, and celtic knot
wheel, the clockwise squared Tibetan Swastika, and endlessly more designs, including the
DNA double helix twin serpents of Hermes/Mercury uplifting by.

Interestingly, the stones meant to watch over the soul in the afterlife or at crossover are also the
ones associated to warriors. Especially Amazonite and Carnelian..also some jaspers, particularly red,
and turquoise, a stone of possibilities and endless open skies. So often we see, if they were known to
protect the transiting soul, they were known to go into battle with [provided hard enough for
insetting on equipment]. Some were highly valued to shamanic and mystical societies prizing
substances known to make you 'berserk' or possessed and awful before your opposition.

So, if you think sacred stones are a gay, mystical, pussy new age unicorn rainbow thing for
princesses in halloween tea party cosplay in their pink bedroom, you are not reading enough, learning
enough for yourself, experiencing enough and are trapped on a tiny single wavelength box in a
smaller spectrum in the visible spectrum, and are not looking so hot right now. Improper use of not
knowing how to work with powerful stones can get you 'lost' in your subtle body extensions, exposed
to a plethora of these experimenters who you don't know how to deal with, imploding your own soul
or someone else' or that list goes on. However, these are sentient gifts of Gaia and so don't just throw
you under a bus, it is usually an issue that might arise by being fool hardy, which happens to every
explorer beyond church walls and priestly designated assigned abilities fencing you in with written
laws and permissions.
Direct cosmic ancestral contact...
Finally, stones if for no other reason than that EMF info should be as commonly discussed
open and often as politics, religion, sports, or any of your other distractions you glorify over the Heart
of the Matter...
Amazonite, again, hugely important to appliances like computers and the whole EMF thing, as
is Sodalite, Malachite, Lepidolite, Obsidian, Tourmaline, Smoky Quartz, and elestials are enormously
important to the World Soul Vortex connection, I even put an SQ elestial with nice sacred geo shape
right between my two feet as I work with other crystals in astral-aetheric business.
As a general rule for those with little stone knowledge that want to start up:
When under psionic attack, go for Blue and Black.
Either one, but I intentionally have them together. Indigo Gabbro was just about made for Blue
Kyanite to work together [also lapis lazuli, sodalite, labradorite, amethyst].
Run these stone names through your search engines.
People often understand whether to 'get into' a stone they never touched by astro signs
depicting their energies, which is convenient for me to not write tons more info; IG has a vibration of
Pisces, Libra, Aquarius, Scorpio, and even Gemini.
Very quickly, the reasons are Pisces is the everything-station and so purely psychic/mystical.
This stone is also called Mystic Merlinite by some. Libra as it is conjoining and bridging polar
opposites in a beautiful blend of aesthetic potentialities, Aquarius as it is thought to be linked to
invoking genius of the mystic arts and life forces of those elder artists, also it has a traditional Saturn
aspect that is not as concentrate of pure form in the Capricorn essence of, with the Uranian
innovative and inventive. Scorpio as it is a quintessential shadow workers stone, both making that
achievable and shielding from any guilt or inadequacy of having a dark side to your mind or heart and
working in those unimpeded or taxed for being human, and Gemini because it is a quick or sharp
effervescent stone with a lot of activity and a dual cosmic function array relating to the shamanic
descent and the celestially transcendental.
If a stone is in your hand and up to your chest or in your subtle body field, it is just in your
body period, and becoming more and more acquainted to stones in your body and exchanging your
essential self that is mind with these Earth power sentient houses/structures is what helps you be
both reconciled and detached and passionate in creative harmony again between dimensions,
corporeal, ethereal, astral, and so on.

If you feel like you can't get comfortable to sit and focus starting work, something...someone is
absorbing that drive force that should be at least an equal share of yours of ability, confidence, and
willpower. It can be anything from simple prayer on their end, or rituals designed to get their
familiars stronger and convince other familiar strains to their field of productive residence, or
meditation to/for their own becoming or toward any group of deities, or because of the erroneous
possession where they are unaware they are being fed upon by these social experimenter offending
parties mentioned throughout this work.
So, it is a spiritual issue and struggle for the soul, whether you like it or not or don't believe or
believe you are transcendent already by not believing like a little piggy happy in his sty and oblivious
to the current feels and pangs that the Gaiasphere is undergoing.
Effort is paramount, and there is a preparation effort that precedes the practical engagement of
the activity effort. I'm a big Mars person, with Saturn directly in opposition of...
yet and from, I know most of all that there is a vantage point that requires a stopping or self
imposed temporary limitation to be more effectively transcendent and charged up on going again.
Some call it Dharma, some call it duty, some call it common sense.
So, what effort do you make before the effort in its subtext to build it up to something with
clear thought and far reaching vision that has lasting impact and positive yet grounded and in-touch
change that can be shared?
When I started this, a bigger part of me than usual was dragging, this time because simply,
after deactivating and closing out social experimentation accounts, where I was certainly a regularly
targeted 'special'; I just wanted a clean cut. There are stones for that, too! Botswana Agate is one great
for cord-cutting. Included is an album I had worked on during and one of the main tenets leading into
and starting the subject matter you are reading.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZF-g9zClIQ

Probably few of you reading this will say, Oh wow! That's my fav kind of music!.
Not the point of including it.
It is a strong, intentional, spiritual warrior energy dealing in all of what we are talking about here in a
literal inner-space arena that extends to pragmatic consequence and the fight for Life ultimate across
variations of spacetime potentials coming into shape, that of the struggle for the Soul. Not only my
individual instance of one, but the World-Sol Vortex.
It is deeply shamanic, as are each and all of my Electronic Dance Music missions. As red/orange
lengths are prevalent in the cover aesthetics, it speaks of longest wavelengths and the synths are contorted or
variously entropy induced distortions are intentionally utilized and elongated with low frequencies that are
both harmonious and sporadic or melodic while jarring, and the sounds - every sound art whether trance,
house, hardcore, glitch or industrialized or downtempo such as ambient/psybient/chill all of it is absorbing
rays of spectrum even invisible and made visible and other extrasensory interacted with, as well as reflecting
a specificity in range of an existing story of integration and overcoming conflict and so again, whether
agreed with or believed or disbelieved, it is all language and celestial and an energy variant that is
weaponized/canonized against something else, including the parasites attached, including our own ignorance
and willful displacing our spiritual and essential residency from power zones of enabled being and vast
consciousness expansion and rightful interaction and freedom of range of cosmic motion, along with integral
Gaian/earth resonance being deep rooted to our centralized human experience cores.
Parting thought: To a true gnostic not falling in line with any other plan than inner-knowing, there is
no, sometimes you just know a thing for no reason, without the intimate knowledge of the source
emanating the signals to give rise to the 'hunch', which otherwise would be exact opposite of soul and
inuition, not a neat phantasmagorical function thereof, with no real basis in reality internal or externally
anchored in experience. So, it's even detrimental to the case of claiming a guardian spirit planting a seed.
In the case of having little to no direct conscientious involvement over specific ingredients to why you
decided to formulate a feeling about external reality motives, and excusing yourself anyway, that would most
often be a hallmark of archons to the real gnostic, even in the case a social event was manipulated by
experimenters to get that thing to occur, the occurring or lack is not the motive, rather the questionable
source of the information that is fine with letting you be careless in your own preferences or desire to 'call it
so'...
The reason so many parties victim to my own experimentation targeting that I was exploited through
are extremely hostile is because they proclaimed in collective oaths that they were going to do all I am
naturally while sitting on their thumbs and enjoying statuses with special perks; things I picked up the slack
in myself as natural instinct. Naturally, they were held accountable by the comparison of action of pure self
motivated desire to offer better to inaction of that sort. That's what has pissed them off to the motivation of
being my personal attempted blockade wall against through being unaware victims enacting the very social
experimentation I was raised and engineered in from a young age.
No; I do carry on under my own volition, it would have taken such strength of mind and vision
to see it all coming and respond as a true spiritual warrior would...
and deal with it all intelligently as gracefully.
That is something I have naturally, too.
Without benefit of recognition, collective backing, status perks, or a network of readily available
equally codependent alibis reflective of similar addictions, attachments, and vain ambitions...

End Point
Von Kotterhausen