: also btw am i the only one that gets the feeling that chase discussed all this

stuff with fin and ten beforehand

<20:07:31> "bents8121": lol yes... it's called voicing. lol Bascially with ins
truments, your oral cavity effects your sound and tonality.
<20:07:49> "bents8121": no, because he did, and me, and megan, and some others t
oo
<20:07:59> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": ._.
<20:08:01> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": thanks guys
<20:08:17> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": really 'preciate it
<20:09:58> "bents8121": I was only consulted about certain things, such as the g
ames
<20:10:41> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i don't know why the fuck we don't all talk a
bout this together as admins
<20:10:54> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i don't understand why we can't all do admin
type things
<20:11:00> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": rather than just megan, bed and chase
<20:11:54> "bents8121": I think with this, he's only talked about it with people
that have been on when he has been. But, naturally, i don't know. I also don'
t pry or ask to be involved.
<20:12:20> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i ask to be damn involved cause i'm not here
for no fucking reason
<20:12:30> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i'm an admin and i want to be fuckin treated
like one
<20:13:30> "bents8121": Then, that's something to take up with Chase.
<20:13:57> Chat partner has closed the conversation
<20:14:10> "bents8121": oh... okay then
<20:15:03> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i interpreted that as "don't talk to me about
it"
<20:15:09> "bents8121": oh, gosh, no
<20:15:16> "bents8121": i'm here for you if i can be.
<20:15:26> "bents8121": i'm just saying, i can't do anything to change it... :/
<20:15:28> "bents8121": i'm sorry
<20:15:51> "bents8121": if you want to be a "bigger better admin" then I want to
help you get to that
<20:16:18> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": no
<20:16:20> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": what i want
<20:16:26> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": is for there not to be tiers of admins
<20:16:31> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i want there to be mod powers
<20:16:34> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": and then admin powers
<20:16:47> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i don't want this bullshit of "you're an admi
n but you can't do that"
<20:21:03> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i just don't understand cause
<20:21:06> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": chase ia like
<20:21:10> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": is*
<20:21:24> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": "you're admin staff for a reason, i trust you
, blah blah blah"
<20:21:39> "bents8121": it's just like have different levels of supervisors
<20:21:53> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": there are supposed to be 3
<20:21:54> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": mod
<20:21:55> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": admin
<20:21:57> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": chase
<20:22:10> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i'm fucking tired of being treated like a mod
erator
<20:22:27> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i'm motherfucking sick and tired of it
<20:22:41> "bents8121": yeah, when we were a small server, but this large of a s
taff, we need multiple tiers.
<20:23:45> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": why
<20:24:33> "bents8121": because it's the exact reason we have this "do not overs
tep other staff members" there always have to be someone higher, it's a checks a
nd ballances system.

<20:24:52> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": also this department system is bullshit for m
e
<20:24:57> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i do literally nothing
<20:25:00> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": literally
<20:25:01> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": nothing
<20:25:16> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i have made myself reachable and i have dealt
with a situation ONCE
<20:26:47> "bents8121": that one's up to our members. I think after this meetin
g they will contact you more
<20:26:57> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": thanks for telling me this chase
<20:27:01> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": really FUCKING appreciate it
<20:27:35> "bents8121": do you ever ask him things?
<20:27:42> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": excuse me?
<20:29:02> "bents8121": like did you ever ask him about the position of HR, what
it entails, way of getting people to contact you.
<20:29:20> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": yes i did
<20:29:23> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i'm not an idiot
<20:31:55> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": so i'm a motherfucking lackey
<20:31:59> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": that's what
<20:32:06> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": what's what's being explained here
<20:32:25> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": thanks guys i'm glad i put so much time into
this server to become a lackey
<20:32:32> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i'd like to thank the academy
<20:32:58> "bents8121": you know... we all are, actually.
<20:33:34> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": you get to decide everything you do
<20:33:44> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": you work with chase about it
<20:33:51> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i just listen to things then relay them to hi
m
<20:34:22> "bents8121": not really. i have to go to other staff members because
chase is rarely available. also, the fact that you DON'T have to work him means
he trusts you to be able to handle things on your own
<20:35:03> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": are you serious
<20:35:09> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": he wants me to tell him everything i do\
<20:35:16> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": how does that relay trust
<20:36:59> "bents8121": because he's giving you the chance to do things on your
own. He needs to be informed of what's happening on the server and in staff. b
ut this is also going to show you CAN handle it, and with that, comes more trust
, more abilities
<20:37:45> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhm that's what eve
ryone told me months ago
<20:38:10> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": things around the staff have not been the sam
e since shane
<20:38:20> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i feel like somehow, everyone blames that on
me
<20:38:36> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i feel like i've never had the same abilities
and trust since then
<20:38:56> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i feel like chase doesn't trust me as much si
nce then
<20:39:01> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": and i don't know why
<20:39:05> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": i don't know what i did wrong
<20:39:07> "[ZURDUR] Momma Zelda": :(