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My Story
I'm a Male, Indian. (60). Tamilian. Was born into a Catholic
Christian family.
Date of Birth: 17th September 1951, 12-18-30
p.m.(Noon), at Tiruchirappalli, Tamilnadu, India. Graduate in
B.A.Sociology. On 4-11-1970, 8-00 a.m. I entered into
Government of India service as Stenographer, with M/s Bharat
Heavy
Electricals
Limited,
Tiruchirappalli.
For two years after joining duty, I lived a normal young
man's life of music, movies and friends. In 1972, suddenly I found
life was not as it seemed to be. I became acutely aware of the
suffering of Humanity.
I first read the book, 'Thought Power' of Swami
Sivananda of Rishikesh, Himalayas, India. Then I had a meeting
with Fr. Bede Griffiths, of Shantivanam, Kulittalai, Tamilnadu,
India. His meeting promised me safety in spiritual life. In the mean
time, I devoured thousands of spiritual books available on this
earth. But I was growing more and more panic stricken.
And I found a great spiritual asylum in a magnificent
Guru Sri La Sri Pandrimalai Swamikal. He initiated me into a
powerful Mantra towards worshipping god Murugan, the Deity of
Tamilians.
It was a successful pursuit that benefited me with
material and spiritual benefits, along with rare siddhies, psychic
powers like telepathy, precognition, and healing powers. I was
happily married to my wife Bella. We were blessed with a rare and
highly gifted girl child, who is now a Dentist abroad.
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PREFACE
Universe is Free.
Everything in it is also always free.
Only the human species have the idea of bondage and freedom.
All other species are born free, live free and die free.
Some thinkers all along the history of human kind have created many
theories of bondage and freedom.
An ant, a rose flower, an elephant, a tea cup never thought of bondage
or freedom.
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INDEX
Contents
My Story
Preface
Book : I
Common Mans Way To Freedom
Book : II
My Way To Actual Freedom
Q&A
Book : III
Essence Of Actual Freedom
Reality
Time
Identity
Affective
Psychic
Ecstasy
Fact
Actual Freedom
Oblivion
E.O.A.F in Short
Practical Infinitude
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A Typical Day In My Life
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21) The third kind of Pacifist theories have also failed because,
they simply say, the Infinite is Pure, so all is Pure, ignoring
the fact that the whole world is in dirt and in chaos here.
22) Karma and rebirth are facts in Human Condition.
23) But from the Infinite Condition, they are not true or fact.
24) For many to succumb to the fact, either to any one of them as
the ULTIMATE fact, is a disaster.
25) For them both the views are to be embraced as equal facts,
because, the Infinite works that way.
26) Karma is a fact; as well as it is an illusion.
27) Karma is a fact, because, the person suffers or enjoys its
consequence.
28) Karma is NOT a fact, because Infinite has no Karma. It is
Utter Purity.
29) For them, a person who teaches Karma as the ultimate fact is
as wrong as the one who preaches that there is no such thing
as karma.
30) Many are able to accept both as facts, as follows.
31) For them those who preach God and gods as the ultimate fact
are as wrong as those who teach that there is no God or gods.
32) One who preaches rebirth is the only truth is as wrong as the
one who tells that there is no such thing as rebirth, or avoiding
rebirth concept is the only safe way to freedom.
33) One who preaches that Ancient Wisdom is the only Truth,
must be wrong as the one who denounces that wisdom, as the
root cause of all evils.
34) Ancient Wisdom has truth in Human Condition, and it has no
truth in the Infinite.
37) That way both will spoil the natural peace of humanity.
38) How the so called fall of Humanity happened, no one can say.
Only the Infinite might know it.
39) Apparently, there seems to be a fall from grace, harmony,
peace etc.
40) But in the Infinite, it may not be a problem at all.
41) There the Ancient Wisdom comes to help. But it is a fact that
it steeps humans in deep ignorance and laziness too.
42) Atheists who dont accept the Ancient Wisdom may be quick
in their decisions, and impose unnecessary hardships upon
humans. That way both the spiritualists and the atheists - work
for the cause of confusion and chaos.
43) On the contrary, the Naturalists, who are neither spiritualists
nor atheists can embrace all the facts of the Infinite, and keep
themselves serene and peaceful under all circumstances.
44) For common people, the way is simple. Embrace all the
people, the spiritualists and their Ancient Wisdom, the atheists
with their penchant for direct Purity of the Infinite, and the
Naturalists who dont care both of them, and are able to meet
life, as it comes to them.
45) One who synthesizes all these three, the spiritualist, the
atheist, and the Naturalist, seems to be a far better human
being, free from all fanaticism and radicalism.
46) The spiritualist ridicules and condemns the atheist, the atheist
laughs at the spiritualist, and the Naturalist abhors both.
47) But, a person who can accept all really lives in the Infinite,
with total acceptance and simple peace that a flower, an ant, a
cloud, an elephant or even a dinosaur enjoys.
50) The common man lives his ordinary life in whatever way it
comes.
51) He feels to be in line with the Infinitys (Natures) vibe.
52) The common man is not worried about God, or no-god.
53) He doesnt know about his instinctual passions.
54) Of course, all history is only about this common man.
55) The spiritualists, the atheists, the Naturalists, all lament about
lack of peace and happiness in the world. The common man
lives his life peacefully. He feels there is infinite sky and there
must be something more than us, say like Nature. And he lives
carefree and casual.
56) Common man does not know mysticism or its opposite, or
any other ism. For him life passes smoothly as it is for an
ant, or perhaps an angel, real or imaginary.
57) For him highlighting Love as the panacea for all the ills of
life, or talking about its opposite as the only way to peace is
cruel and insensible. He is ready to fight or kill if needed.
Speaking of dispassion and detachment is also a crooked
human invention. The other species have no such problems.
They obey the will of Nature and the Infinite. They neither
love hate nor try neutrality. This is only a bane on humanity,
self-invited by humans.
58) Common man knows that astrology mostly works for strange
reasons. But he has no time to bother much about it. Only the
pundits who are for or against astrology make a big fuss of it.
59) A Guru is a great support to a common man. But that
common man is not much bothered about it, as a spiritualist or
an atheist for or against.
60) An anti-guru person speaks and writes vehemently against it
as cultism. But the common man doesnt care about that at all.
Also he has no much investment to one proclaiming guruthought.
61) An ant never contemplates its death. But the spiritualists, their
opponents, and the naturalists give much significance to it.
62) Common man rejoices both in the gods are real and gods
are not real. Mostly it never bothers him. But the intellectuals
are making such a war over it.
63) Someone wants to make it known, he is against God/gods,
and another one wants to be known for no God/no gods.
64) The Naturalist just enjoys his time, delighting at the beauty
of Nature.
65) The common man has no time even to think over these things.
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81) These teachers are genuine people. Most of them dont want
to cheat people. But the power, purity and infinitude they
experience by the Infinite makes them get dazed, baffled, and
excited and each one of them claims that he is the chosen one,
long awaited one, etc., to save this earth.
82) Common man smiles. He has no time to listen to these craps.
Some have time to listen and spoil their lives, along with these
visionaries. Most others escape.
83) Invariably, all these teachers threaten humanity with some
statistics. They are clever in their arguments. Common man,
all along the history, has remained impervious to their logical
arguments. For him, it is the Infinite that takes care of, and not
these over-felt beings called prophets and anti-prophets.
84) Of course, it is all awful. The Infinitudes or the ways of
Nature are horrible. But the solution given by the teachers of
various schools of thought for peace are much more horrible.
Each one tells something as if it is the final insight. They all
claim themselves to be the son of god, messenger of god, or
the most awaited incarnation, as the only harbinger of Peace.
Centuries pass. Infinite keeps on smiling. It is not bothered.
This gives renewed impetus to each teacher and so called
prophet. Each one suffers megalomania that he/she is the only
chosen one. They self-choose themselves. But the common
man simply lives his life as it comes and dies in peace whether
happy or unhappy.
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105) Common man feels, Life knows how to lead him on and it
knows better than us.
106) Common man feels we are safe.
107) Common man knows INFINITE IS ALWAYS FREE.
108) Common man lives as ALL IS WELL!
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BOOK-II
Chapter-I
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Imaginary I.
Societal I.
Actual I.
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oneness.
A n s : Yes. All was old wine in new bottles. They are based on Spiritual
principles, that never take one to Actual Freedom.
They spoke against religions but ended in finding a
religion- sort-of-thing by themselves.
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Q 5 1 . Is there a god?
A n s : There can be no God. Only the boundless physical Universe eternally
exists.
Q 5 2 . Then what is there?
A n s : Physical Universe permutates in perpetuus mobilis. There cannot be
anyone outside the Universe. God is human imagination.
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A n s : I could never be. I have no missionary zeal. Actuality will take care
of it. I am not even an instrument of it. I simply rejoice in this
discovery and get delighted to share with other human beings.
Q 5 8 . Do you experience pain and anguish at the sight of
suffering humanity?
A n s : Certainly. But it is on the surface. Deeply there is no one, no entity
to identify with this universal suffering. I am not the son of god, or
a messiah, or a teacher, nothing. I am neither joy nor suffering. I am
blitheness, the neutral peace of this physical Infinitude, that is in
Perpetuus mobilis.
Q 5 9 . Why life on earth is dull and glum?
A n s : Due to the dull and glum people.
Q 6 0 . Why are they so?
A n s : Due to false identity and religious repressions and revenges. Animal
and plant kingdom are neither dull nor fiery.
Q 6 1 . Is nature dull or jubilant?
A n s : None. It is neutral Peace, felicity, gaiety.
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A n s : Free mind is the perfect neuronal activity of the brain, always here
now, freed of I/Me. It is joy to see that everything happens by itself,
in this moment.
Q 7 4 . What is Actual Freedom?
A n s : It is actual peace, innocence. No sin and guilt. Untouched by evil,
malice, or sorrow. And all this without effort.
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Once knowing this - you can relish the actual world, still more
intensely without I/Me, sustain a family, buy a home, get married,
have children, pursue a hobby, eat, drink and make merry yourself.
Q 8 2 . A boring daily life, you call wonderful?
A n s : Yes, Truly wonderful!
Q 8 3 . People are like weeds being born and dead. I am one of
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Freedom?
A n s : Freedom is that one wants like one has never wanted anything
before digging ones psyche, is a most mammoth challenge one
could ever take on, which would not appeal to the desultory dabbles.
Q 9 5 . What is virtual freedom?
A n s : Virtual means almost as good as or nearly the same as ACTUAL
FREEDOM.
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A n s : By allowing it to happen.
Q 1 0 0 . Why time seems to be fleeting one?
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world?
A n s : The suffering of the individuals, and the society as a whole is true.
In actuality, the entire universe is free of any kind of suffering.
Q 1 0 5 . There are earthquakes, floods, famines, epidemics besides
man-made wars etc. How do you say you are free from
anxiety and suffering?
A n s : Natural catastrophes are true. Nature is red in tooth and claw. But
the Universe is perpetually still and free of calamities. I am the
Universe, experiencing itself as a sensate human. Universe knows
more than me. I am in its moving/stillness. Compared to the
Calamities, Universe is serendipitous, benevolent, happy and
harmless.
Q 1 0 6 . I think you know the cruelties of one man doing to another.
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Chapter-1
EALITY
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Demise is as fictitious,
as my apparent presence.
I am always here,
as I always was.
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I will be forever.
I have only imagined
that I existed, and
it was emotional play.
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To be just sensations,
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Life is not a
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by a perception unassailable.
Whatever happens is appropriate,
to this moments circumstance.
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Chapter-2
I ME
is created by you,
through mantras and meditations,
or by any means.
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event A happens is
the exact same moment
in which event B happens.
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A sparkling intimacy.
A fairy-tale like quality.
A paradisiacal environment.
Yet leaves one free.
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No I/Me here.
No encumbrance of feelings.
Its not mine or yours.
Available for anyones asking.
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Passage of Time is
a localised phenomenon.
Only this moment in
Eternal Time exists here.
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We locate ourselves,
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Chapter-3
DENTITY
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is the stuff of
the Universe. No need
of separate I identity.
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Identifying myself as I
am That, I am
God is sheer madness.
No dirt enters Pristine Actuality.
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I am not in
any samadhi state stuff.
I have no identity.
Only a constant delight.
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As my very selfhood,
Im perversity itself.
No purification method can
succeed to improve things.
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eludes purification. It is
a delight to share,
what I have found.
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I is beliefs, feelings.
Ending fear is essential.
Any emotion is fear.
All emotions are pain.
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To feel terrible is
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Be accepting is wrong.
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FFECTIVE
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If I draw a cow,
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I am not a feeling
being, to feel others.
Im not a psychic, to
know other peoples thoughts.
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I have no emotions.
But Im not a zombie.
I am felicitous, friendly,
very peaceful, and caring.
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Feeling is by affective
faculty. No feeling is
not barren and sterile.
Cease being is the message.
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I do everything without
affective feeling, and a
mind freed of feelings,
is a great pleasure.
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SYCHIC
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Infinitude is an Actuality.
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Actual is a perfection
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Universe is so enormous.
Infinity is as big
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It cant be bad.
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If you wish to
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If I can remain
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Chapter-6
CSTASY
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Bliss is of entity.
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I am aware of it.
Breath, see, hear, taste,
Smell, touch, all time.
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To be the senses,
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Love of a god,
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yet it is praised,
as cure-all for ills,
for century upon century.
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The I is forever
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irregardless of my words.
Not the past, but delete
the entity and humanity.
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Nature is Red in
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Chapter-8
CTUAL
REEDOM
In Actual Freedom,
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To go deep in
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I do not need
anything to do here,
to get a thrill.
Its a non-stop excitement.
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to be of pits, and so
I abandoned Humanity and
its bickering, and whining.
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An after-death perfection,
is available just here.
The joy of Parinirvana,
is available just now.
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No burden to oneself,
and to others too.
It is all truly wonderful,
light, tender, easy, sweet.
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My mission is achieved.
I am sitting back,
and enjoying the show.
It is a pleasure.
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I do not know,
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Delicious to be freed,
from all family ties,
and just to meet
them as other humans.
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It is not selfishness.
Moving to the Pristine Actuality,
is not surely selfishness.
Living illusion is selfishness.
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Chapter-9
BLIVION
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Ceasing to exist is
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I am dedicated to
this moments Universe here.
With my demise, the
ever-fresh Perfection remains.
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An egoless soul is
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I am just this
flesh and blood body only.
I am mortal.
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I will die in
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Extinction of Me is
total dissolution of fear.
No fear in Actual
world where I live.
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Oblivion is no-consciousness.
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I am the Universe,
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REALITY
1) Real World though Real, is not Actual.
2) Spiritual world of sages is delusion.
3) Actual exists forever as Actual.
IME
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IDENTITY
1) I/Me identity induces stress and anxiety.
2) Any identity as man or god is delusion.
3) Karma, rebirth are insanity.
AFFECTIVE
1) Actual Freedom is sensuous, not affective bliss
state.
2) Affective imagines past and future as Real.
3) Affective though Real is not Actual.
4) Silence too is only a pure feeling.
5) Actual Silence has no 'me'.
PSYCHIC
1) We are all connected by Psychic Web.
2) Catalyst is the psychic programme.
3) Love psychically connects.
GURUS
1) Spiritual Gurus are deluded people.
2) Gurus don't reveal fact and the Actual.
3) They are full of lust for POWER.
4) Bloodshed and hatred follow any Guru.
5) Evil still exists in Spirituality.
6) 'We are One', 'I am That' are Solipsism.
7) Actually, there is no separation at all.
8) No self-absorbed narcissism in Actual.
9) Spiritual Gurus make people believe non-sense.
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ENLIGHTENMENT
1) Spiritual Enlightenment is a nightmare.
2) It is delusion born of illusion.
3) It blinds one to Fact and Actual.
4) It drains energy.
5) Egoless soul too is still an identity.
6) Normal Reality = Known. 9 billion people live it.
7) Spiritual Reality = Unknown. 1200 enlightened
people had it.
8) Actual Reality = Unknowable.
9) Actual Reality is next step in evolution.
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ECSTACY
1) Ecstasy is emotional distraction.
2) Love, beauty, bliss are baubles.
3) Calenture, emotions bring disasters.
4) All vibes are unpleasant.
5) No vibes in Actual World.
6) Ecstasy is affective deep feeling.
7) That is self-aggrandizement of delusion.
8) Vibes are emotional atmosphere.
9) Actual Freedom is sensate blitheness.
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FACT
1) 'TRUTH' is human invention; 'what' is Actual.
2) Rebirth, gods are imaginary.
3) Real obscures the Actual.
4) Infinitude experiences itself as me and you.
5) Alcohol shows a deep urge for oblivion
6) Urge of 'me' to disappear forever.
7) Abandoning Humanity is Peace.
8) Actual World is Nectar.
9) To vanish without a trace is the Fact.
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ACTUAL FREEDOM
1) Actual Freedom is dew drop Perfection.
2) For me, no 'others' of past, present or future.
3) Infinitude is as actual as a tooth-ache.
4) Apperception is non-feeling Actual.
5) Universe is stunningly aware of its infinitude.
6) Oneness is restless metaphysical space.
7)Actual Infinitude is utter stillness.
8) Inexhaustible PURITY stems endlessly.
9) I am fresh - each moment again and again.
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EXTINCTION
1) In A.F. software of self is deleted.
2) It is as if it was never installed.
3) My demise is as fictitious as my appearance.
4) There is nowhere to arrive at.
5) Intense aspiration automatically opens it.
6) Extinction is blitheness and benignity
7) Altruism opens Actual Freedom.
8) No imaginations possible after extinction.
9) The 'I' ceases to exist permanently.
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OBLIVION
1) Sleep and death are total oblivion.
2) Nobody wants just to be the body.
3) Because oblivion is mortality.
4) But death is the end.
5) No after-death continuity.
6) Identity can end in one fell sweep.
7) No dragon on the way to stop you.
8) Just one short step, and poof!
9) It's all over, done, in this body!
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INFINITUDE
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5) Before going to sleep forget about A.F. Have little drink, music,
anything pleasant and be in abandon. Learn to sleep like a log of wood
deliberately forgetting everything at least for 6 to 8 hours. The
process that went on whole day will now be settling into your subconscious sharply as laser beam and the next morning you will find
that your realisation growing faster and faster and very very easy.
6) Always inwardly keep on repeating any three or four syllable
words whatever you do.
As a sample, 'All is Well'. I follow 'Actual has no vibes'.
The Originator of A.F. recommends 'How am I experiencing this
moment of being alive?' Anything you like. You can invent your own
meaning. This is electric route to A.F.
7) Learn to ignore other people's opinion about you, be image-free, as
much as possible. Just be yourself, almost adamantly. Niceties,
compromises, adjustments are blocks to realisation and actualisation.
8) Avoid arguments of any kind. Never try to justify A.F. is the
ultimate fact with any one. They will rob you even your little
confidence born out of your realisation of Perfection.
Always keep in mind the falsity of all kinds of relationships, except
Actual Intimacy.
9) Always keep in your person some sentences, written by your own
hand, words that dramatically influenced you from Actual Freedom
readings, preferably, not more than 9 points. Because brain has
limited retention power. A short prayer penetrates the heaven. With
limited words clarity blooms faster.
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