Conium Cancer (Tubercular)

Plant

I have this problem thats killing me, but its a matter of principal
Caused by sexual suppression (the widower)
Extremely Principled people; Socrates (the perfect story)
The right road, is the road to death; Get out of here if you dont support me!
crushing down something very strong; Like the Sex Urge!
They are doing this for life; forever, I will never, ever (nuns, monks, priests)
Often a short case (due to emotional paralysis)
Gradual paralysis; Insidiousness (hard to see) Comes on slow
Emotional Paralysis; Disassociation; Monotone; Dont try to make me emotional about that
Into paralysisleave me alone, The family wants to get too intimate
Just dont feel good, not comfortable w/themselves or others
Much love disappointment, but at root, its about sex (This is embarrassing to them)
Squirts out in weird ways; A hysterical remedy;
years and years after original event; a Mania state; Often verbal, rude and inappropriate
Comes on Slow Cancer and Paralysis, slow growing tumors, gradual paralysis
Just Squirts Out discharges, high sex drive; premature ejaculation, problems in the glands
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Glandular and Neurological

Glands; Tumors or induration; may be itching in the gland
Hard, swollen cervical glands; Exophthalmic goiter (swollen upper eyes) with thyroid
Swelling and tenderness of the beast before menses; Itching of the breast
Prostate gland enlargement
Cancer; or history of breast cancer or other cancers
Malignancies, slow growing and painless (hard);
Of lip, of breast (hard w/lymph nodes); testes, ovaries, prostate; uterus
Injury to the breast
Progressive weakness even to the point of paralysis (Caust)
Ascending Paralysis Generally beginning in the thighs and legs; Difficulty rising from squatting;
Numbness
Paralysis of the bladder; Urination interrupted despite straining, then flows easily after he relaxes
Sexual
Disfunction; Premature ejaculation, during foreplay; Impotence; High sexual drive
Discharges; Prostatic discharge; Whitish, acrid or bloody leucorrhea
Vertigo, worse lying, worse turning in bed
Lacrimation with photophobia
Boring in the nose with finger
Cough, worse on first lying, compelled to sit up (not used acutely); from tickle or dryness in the larynx
Fears
About others intruding (not comfortable)
Being alone; Fears to be alone yet aversion to company
Of others approaching; Of people; Of robbers; Of touch
Of thunderstorms

Conium Mental State

Adhering to my principals
at any cost
Here I have this problem thats killing
me, but its a matter of principal
Socrates
A philosopher
Stand up for what he believes in
until death
Get out of here
if you dont support me!
No room for sadness,
No possible way I would ever consider changing what I think for an
emotional reason, in fact thats evil
for me
Its not about fame, or money
Its about my principles

People faced with an extremely hard choice

(from the outside) (not so much for them)
The right road, is the road to death
If you try to convince them that
they made the wrong choice,
you become their enemy
If they do express what is against their
principles, they will also get sick

Miasm: Cancer and Tubercular

Poison Hemlock

Socrates (the perfect story)

Often a short case

Caused by sexual suppression

(widow or widower)
You have to be crushing down in your
life something very strong
Like the Sex Urge!
Big for pedophile in churches, sexual
expression that is wrong in the culture
These are extremely principled people
Like in a priestvery trusted personso
morally principledand then does...
a certain belief system top to bottom
Sexual sphere
Have strong earth sex drive
(tho wont tell you that)

High sex drive, can get into masturbation, shameful feelings about it
(seem like a Staph as a kid)

Much love disappointment,

but at root, its probably about the sex

This is embarrassing to them (99%)

They dont want to admit that the reason they stuck with the person was sex

The Widower remedy

Case: man after divorce feels its wrong to
have sexual relations outside of marriage,
so they will spend the rest of their life w/
no sex to meet that inner responsibility

They are doing this for life

(not just for a year but forever)
I will never, ever
Very common in nuns and monks

Capable of a Spectrum

Unsympathetic
Unfeeling

So strong mentally, is cruel emotionally

Anger not expressed
More common to see depression
Most towards sadness
Capable of remorse
Dwell on past mistakes

Sentimental (seems like Nat-Mur)

Squirts out in weird ways

A hysteria remedy
So clamped down emotionally, I cant
even feel that Im sad at not having
sex for 25 years
More extreme pop out
Into a chronic state of hysteria
They cope up for 20 years, raise the kids
Case, 4 kids, Husband dies at 27
Raises kids beautifully, worked butt off, low pay, Then
gets breast cancer, Gets mastectomy, Then goes into a
mental breakdown
years and years after original event

Mania state

Sexual acting out, can be verbal

To seize hold of people and abuse them
you get embarrassed by them
Often verbal, rude and inappropriate

say something sexual inappropriate

Buy stuff for strangers
Brain softening states
Weak memory, stupefaction

Gradual paralysis

Starts unnoticed by patient, not noticed or felt they

cant tell you about it
Must be discerned by the practitioner
The paralysis ascends up
From feet up also from physical to
emotional and mental
Insidiousness
(what makes it hard to see a case)
Comes on slow
Onset, by time you realize you have a
problem, youre kind of late in the game

Throwing themselves in the water,

thinking they are a goose

Youll see expression

Before paralysis

No inflexion in their voice

Monotone (Emotional Paralysis)
You know she has feelings, she doesnt express them fully
Disassociation (appear to be) but really is
this paralysis
Dont try to make me emotional
about that
Often will be in relationship that is doing
nothing for the person
We were together for the kid
The family wants to get too intimate
Into paralysisleave me alone
Yet they dont want to be alone
Typical, quiet, morose and introverted
They will spend time alone, but them need
to be around people
Hard to really feel comfortable
They wont feel good

Get to where they dont like people at all

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Eric

uterus
Whitish, acrid or bloody leucorrhea

General
Glandular and Neurological
General aggravation from suppression of sexual
desire
Tumors or induration of glands, there may be itching in the gland
Malignancies, slow growing and painless (hard)
or history of breast cancer or other cancers

Fears
At night *
Being alone
Fears to be alone yet aversion to company
During convulsions *
During menses *
Of others approaching *
Of death *
On waking *
Of people
Of robbers
Of touch
Of thunderstorms
Of work
Cannot be persuaded to work

Head
Vertigo, worse lying, worse turning in bed
Lacrimation with photophobia
Boring in the nose with finger
Cancer of the lip
Chest
Cancer of the breast, hard and often with auxiliary
lymph nodes
History of breast cancer
Swelling and tenderness of the beast before menses
Itching of the breast
Cough, worse on first lying and compelled to sit up
(not used acutely)
Cough, from tickle or dryness in the larynx
Hard, swollen cervical glands
Exophthalmic goiter (swollen upper eyes) with thyroid

Case Conium
1988 Woman
Mammary lesion
Small rounded well defined
Looking cancerous
Regular menses, but many symptoms
Migraines on right
Re and post menses
Cramps w/flow
Depression pre-menstrual
Depression lasts 1-2 weeks, no energy, sadness and
state of futility
Feels better w/flow
Extremities
Progressive weakness even to the point of paralysis Hardest time in afternoon, gets confused (con. Mental
paralysis)
(Caust) generally beginning in the thighs and legs
Doesnt know how to use time, irritable is rushed or
Ataxia (paralysis in legs)
pressured
Difficulty rising from squatting
Works too much
Numbness
Travels a lot
3 years in rocky lesbian relationship, may have to end
Genitals/Urinary
it, but reluctant to change
Premature ejaculation, even during foreplay
Im sexually interested but unfulfilled (Con. just inter Impotence
ested in the sex.)
High sexual drive
As person more reserved more inward
Prostatic enlargement or cancer, weight of heavi- Low self esteem
Slighted easily
ness felt in the perineum (Chim, Sep)
Feel like outsider w/sense of separation
Prostatic discharge
Not easy to participate w/people
Paralysis of the bladder
Desires sweet, fear of heights, and chilly
Urination interrupted despite straining, then flows ****
easily after he relaxes
Cancer or tumors of the testes, prostate, ovaries,
Case Conium

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4 children
Husband dies at age 27
Raises kids beautifully, worked but off, low pay
Then gets breast cancer
Gets mastectomy
Then goes into a mental breakdown
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Case, Conium
31 male
1993 pain in lower back, going on for 8 years
Has to ejaculate 5 times a week to feel better
Prostate swells up
Chronic prostitis
Tells him, masterbate
He doesnt feel good about it
If he doesnt do it, pain increases
Like Im sitting on a tennis ball
Worse sitting, driving
Elbow problem
From work, typing a lot
I was in college, girlfriend in Milwaukee, symptoms
started then
We were pretty serious
She wanted to live in different city
Better ejaculating
Went to pastor, he didnt like that he was doing this
She was first long time girlfriend
It feels like its tightening
No trouble urinating
Social life is nil
Works all day feels like crap
Lives w/sister and brother in law
Off 16 months with tendonitis
Accountant, couldnt sit more than 1 hour
Had to quit, work in parents business
Can no longer be what went to college for
Lives w/siblings and works for parents
No new girlfriend
Been sick since 23
Now 31
Put lot into CPA
But hard to go get a relationship, when feels sick
Cant go out and date
His dad is success driven
Says he is low key, close w/family
Mom is sensitive
Hard to relax
Capable of working fast
Cleans kitchen as fast as you can
Gets irritated if give someone something to do and
takes long time to do it

I internalize stuff
Legs are stiff
They kill him if walk on concrete
Stiff tense and tight
Keys
Prostate
Worse when stops with girlfriends
Not a lot of conversation about it
Hes being responsible (family business)
They are grown up, prematurely old
Take the road to death
Dutifully taking the road he didnt like
Didnt go out and get a girl friend just for
sex
Working for the parents

LM
First follow up
Somewhat better
Second follow up
Much better
Has a girlfriend