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:A PERSONA L TESTIMONY
BY P FIILIP
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ing too hard,'' etc. This view of the matter was urged by
church members. No one told me the simp,le truth; na.mely,
that I ne eded Christ and His salvation. 0, the innumerabJ,e
mi1lions who are stumbling through life , vaguely conscious of
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So that my estimate of my own attain1nen ts was altogether wrong; and the actual truth was that, in comparison
with the simplest of those who had knowledge oi Jesus Christ
as Savior and who confessed Him as Lord, I was but an
ignoramu s.
I do not rem ember how many ti1nes I went to these meet~
ings before I yielded to the Spirit's influence, and I do- not
remember that I was conscious of any benefit from attending
the meetings, which, from the ordinary standpoint, would
have been pronounced decidedly dull. The crisis in my life
came on the evening of May 24th, 1903, when, yielding to
an inward prompting which, gentle as it was, yet overpowered
all my natural reluctance and repugnance to such an act, I
went forward and knelt with a few others at the front of the
meeting roon1. I took the sinner's place, and confessed myself
in need of the grace of God. A Christian man ( the same who
at first asked me about n1y soul) kneeleq by me and called . on
the Lord Jesus to save me. Of course, the act of publicly
kneeling and calling on the natne of the Lord is not a necessary part of the process of conversion. There is no specified
place or manner in which the gift of eternal life is received.
What is necessary, however, is that one should believe God,
first as to the fact that ~e is a sinner and can do .nothing for
himsel_f; and second, that Jesus Christ, risen from the dead,
the Etern .al Son of God, is the Sin-Bearer for all who believe
on Hin1- "Who was delivered for our offenses, and raised
again for our justification" ( Rom. 4 :25).
I did not know the nature of what was happening, for I
did not believe in sudden conversions. I supposed that a
change of nature, if it occurred at all, qiust be very gradualan "evolution," in fact. But my ignorance of the process did
not stand in the way of the mighty power of God, acting
in grace, to quicken me into new life (Eph. 1 :19; 2:5). I
called upon the name of the Lord, with a deep conviction of
in in my heart ; and that was enough.
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this, that all my doubts, questionings, skepticism and crit icism concerning God the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, conthe
cerning the full insp irati on, accuracy and authority of ...._
Holy Scriptures as the incorruptible Word of God, concerning
the sufficiency of Chri st's atonement to settle the que~tion of
sin, and to provide a ground upon which God could, in perfect righteousness, forgi ve and justify a sinner, and concerning
an assured salvation and per fect acceptance in Christ, were
swept away completely. Fron1 that day to this I have nev er
been troubled by doubt s of God and His Word.
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ness'' (Rom. 10 :9). The natural 1nind is the conge11ialbreed ing place of doubts and questionings, and ( as it deems these
to be of g1eat importan ,ce) it sttpp,oses, that these m'U,st be dealt
vvith seriati1n. The natural man kn ,ows nothing about being
rtransformed by the renewing of tl1e n1ind'' (R .om. 12 :2),
a.11d he ''receives . not the thin .gs of tl1e. Spirit of God; , for th,ey
ar e fool ishness unto him; neither can he know them, because
they are spiritually discer~ed'' ( 1 Cor. 2: 14). But when the
heart , the cente,r of man's being, th ,at i11mo,st place to whicl1
God alone has acc,ess,, is persuaded, tl1,e whole n1an is chang ed,
a11d tl1e mind lil<:ewise re11ewed and purged of its pestilential
brood of doubts and reasonin .gs.
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1n,g the salva tion tl1at is freely offered tr1rough Cl1r,ist Jesus
was not tl1e brood of doubts and reasonings with which my
l1ead teemed., I .n S1uppo sing~ that th 1e clifficulty lay there I
was miser,ah1y d ece,ived, as are 111yriads of others ' 'in wl1,om
t.11e god of this world hath hlinded the minds of them tl1at
be:lieve not, le,st, the light of the Gospel of the glory of Chri.st,
who is the image of God, sl1,011ld dawn upon them'' (2 Cor.
4 :4, R. V.). God took no notice at all of the questionings
o f my puny mind, which s,eemed to me very formidable and
worthy of the most respe ,ctf u,l cons ideration.
He d1e,alt witl1
them according to His , O'Wn sovereign will and r,emoved them
in a moment. This was not difficult at a11!o H .im who ''taketl1
up the isles as a very little thin ,g_''
Hence the stupendous change, whereby one , dead in t1espasses and sins is quickened tog~ther with Christ ( Eph. 2 :5) ,
is not a,ccomplished through ,any process 0 reasoning, nor i,s
it the O'Utcome of any p ro cess 0f develop iment. It . is t&e
im1nediate and mighty worlc 0 God 'it he working of His
mighty pow er which He wrought i11 Christ when He raised
Him from the dead and s,et Him at His own rigl1t hand in
tl~e heaven t.Y places'' {Eph. 1 :19 20 and it is a wor,k which is
done instantly in tpem that believe on th e 'Lord Jest1s Chriist.
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A PeYisonal Te.stiwiony
{John 14 :3)
The L ord has also enabled us to look bey btid ''t 'his ptese11t
evil age," of Which Satan is the god., to the age that is soon
''IF I GO, 1 WILL COME AGAIN''
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But, n1ore than that, we have been led . to look, not for
ear thly happi ness or for bliss af ter death , but for th at event ,
which is nearer still, and which it is the privil ege of the
believer to expect at any mo1nent, when th e Lo rd I-Iimself shall'
call upon His own to meet H im in th e air ( 1 Th ess. 4 :16, 17;
1 Cor. 15 :51, 52) . And so th e grac e of God, which bring s
salvation, hath appea red, "teaching us that, denying ngod liness an d worldly lu sts, we should live so9erly, righteously ,
and godly in this pre sent wo rld; lookin g fo r that blessed hop e
and the glorio us app earing of ou r great God and Savior
Jesus Chr ist, who gave H imself for u s" (Titu s 2 :11-14).
T his is not the teaching of the wisdom of this age, nor of
the lead ers of thi s age ; nor is it the teaching of tho se professed
mini sters of Chr ist who have accepted the gospel of this agethe gospel of its pro gress and betterment; but it is the teach ing of "the grace of God" and of the Word of God, and we
have accepted and rej oice in it.
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"Y ea, and all that w oitld live godly in Christ Jesus shall
suffer persecution." It would not be a truthful represen tation
of the matt er to n1ake it appear that therP have been no
unpleasant experience s attending and re sulting from this
departur e from our old way s and ent ering upon "the one
true and living way. " There ha s been, of course, much
adverse comment, much irritation, much hostility aroused ,
we have heard many referenc es to "self-righteousnes s,''
"fa natici s1n," and th e like. To desert the ways of the world
is, of cour se, to cond e1nn tho se ways; and they who are walk ing in them cannot be expected to take it kindly. They turn
away exclaiming, " 'Are not Abana and Pharpar, rivers of
Damascu s, bett er than all the wa ters of Israel?' (2 King s
5 :12). Then why this narrow-mindedness and bigotry?"
And, as might also be expected, the greate st resentment of our
conduct ha s been arou sed in those who, while professing to
belong to Christ, are casting their lot indi scrimin ately with
th e1n who openly reject Him.
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