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Christopher S.Vecchitto
Christopher.
medication he heard
himself during moments of early morning time.
factor. It was to be
brought fulfillment of an extravagantly of showing
a smile of showing all favor for all too say
thanks to all amount of excitements of knowing he
the student gave the best results to our love.
Being their at the moment made me think of our
life through for the years. And to me I felt
honored to be another year older.
As with where and what would I be doing in a month
is being in good company from Christopher. As for
The Wedding was a moment of a day as night that
drifted away, where I would be so very excited to
see our love with completeness.
I decided I would end the evil attitude of a
moment when I would saying nothing but a word to
others about Christopher. I do with other people
as if I was required obey. You can say I reserved
a relationship for the shy one in the school back
in 2006-2007.
As an outcome it rendered a masterpiece of saying
while proving came by layout with a lifted spirit
as jiff of effort of trial lead abundance of
deepest devotion of joyfulness with and when
Chris' came to life. I been their from day one he
created account pages which later you will hear
about.
When we meet again and I'll kiss you each day like
I really want you so badly more and more each day.
Even the dullest satisfactions says times were so
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Commentary Of Thanks,
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personnel enforcement
rate lock 100% said response low rate ratio ever
receiving.
The high rate ration was
believing all too well to
hand or some say foot for
heart aching people eager
information.
by victory, you
get the law in the heavy
true love everyday with
for more respect and
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due
zero
I was
with
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Foreseeing a moments
compression made room with a mistake of believing
I cannot recover past but more likely will take
the larger amount of skills to ake the therapist
know I do my homework and cope.
I should just wait our time a moment on birthday
or couple days after the sanctification of reading
this story.. I'm sure their will be moments where
disagreements are said.
She makes one undergo theory tests my waiting time
thats the instant connection. I am waiting to
call. And I should keep up with writing my way
through to love as you are my dearest love my
teacher. And I must be thankful for you always
sudden chance of makeup points of your life with
me. I placed you in my warm heart, which could be
voted best teacher in the entire world. I love you
always. I put in good decisions for a better us to
grow together, as in forever and always to
infinite years together.
Thank You.
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Thank You
For Finding Me.
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Introduction
As weed smoker I spent quality time wanting to
know a chance brought a choice. By a chance as in
some degree it was to be of choices. I was with my
attention doing good for all due to say I'm ready
to show no mistakes led for no trial. And for I
wanted Chris' life by my side with my presence of
being here longing for his kiss and touch.
I put forward to write a truthful yet honest story
about Our life as early commitment spoke he be by
my side.
And all he was doing was good as well from us
being together, it seemed impossible forget and
loose faith when it been inside of me.
As with the upcoming up days was with a happy
smile on both our faces which made everyone
question. Most people were amazed how love can be
so strong between our life. Chris' life was
exciting in some ways but we had our problems.
While staying drug free was hard to keep body
urine clean but Chris' life knew I had problems
with healing a bladder problem. We both had same
strange problem where we would have urinate a lot
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hiding it all my
activity and get on talking privately,
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cure psychosis if I
longer need medications.
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Chapter 1
Life At Fantasy
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school. As when I
drinking which knew was Chris was drinking.
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feelings on my
helpless.
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I had no fearing
made it easier said and done. It felt like he
mastered a hospital visit each time for he
accepted all meditations and dealt with issues of
hope. As he was hoping I come not secretly but
openly in arms of knowing his and my birthday. And
is here my birthday I will make sure I get reading
and feel like its been summer of 2016.
I put forward the good in the system of an ideal
network outlook, on how the processes worked.
Mainly why was he networked with so many people
looking over him for his protection.
Mostly it was my protocol of efficiency of
thinking and processing on how the mind control
works. He blocked all men or say guys on
facebook.com he feared they would attack him with
pictures considering he is my Girl Friend Chris.
As he likes woman and ladies clothes so very much.
He dressed so beautiful when I last saw him at
Shop Rite.
And how I love Chris brought mind works into
creation of spirit and within a justice into work
creation with court.
For the most part every little thing will soon
come I say maybe story on a birthday this year as
so far ought to come he repeated aimed for maybe
today comes hours of writing and it will be
alright.
He limited writing for weekends only or when felt
no attachment with myself as teacher but never
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mindful youngster
action to the good.
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intimated by his
his life in honest feelings as he shared as with
myself sharing the feelings.
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in improving all
improving while keeping imformed well be sharing a
wedding nearly soon after a perfect moments along
with chapters tell its story.
With advocating to others how open the
relationship is made it seem a moment of time to
begin a trust. I proved I needed to talk or he
felt had to talk on the day of a crisis.
And everything to technology and loving my student
who made possible express love grows in spirits of
life with creation.
To announce our love it all began the life of
September 2004. In January 2005 was where my
student had held a case of a breakup with
intervening a mixed up thoughts about his past
life with myself, as his thoughts spoke to him at
night he few I denial on why he tried to make
friends besides with his paycheck smoking tobacco.
His classmates along with younger classmates
picked on him for smoking it caused a big scene
for the ones who did not favor smell the smell of
a cigarette.
As years went on I found those people smoking and
I began to think what if Chris' life is stressful
without communicating with me. I knew he needed
relief.
He was obsessed though I put family first to show
care and stability I was the quiet one this year
around knowing well be happy engaged once again.
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place in shoes of
relationship reading this story I said myself. It
was fantasy of going paradise while drinking our
favorite whiskey and sprite cocktails with much
endless love.
He the student was disabled with Schizophrenia &
Aspburger Syndrome wanting love in return. So time
went on as nothing in return but possible maybe it
be different people controlling under one
supervision to make possible the rightful
insolence experience he caused to talk about all
good that came from words he experienced when
writing a story that ruene a career.
So I began study how the mind works and always
wanted show I cared by keeping up with being in
news paper or online articles. I was differently
thinking I wanted to study how long true love
exist at younger age of meeting a soul mate as
truly felt that caused Chris to get erection for
built feelings from one another.
As I knew I wanted whats real as a magic world
with him keeping house smelling like smoke.. In
fact I wanted pick up smoking.
He felt it was for all early morning writing when
his dose of medications isn't fully up to par of
being medicated to write which made him write more
with revisions. As when it was there right dosage
like never its dosage was effectiveness as he
waited for nurses at his mothers house and later
take second dosage. He did that 2 years ago to
now.
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express in
story. The
happen the
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Chapter 2
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ordered and was trying get justice served for set forth
love truth. Where we stood by the case proving he was
wither right or wrong standing by me with myself eagerly
wanting to know if he cheated with a new relationship.
I have the guilty pleasures of it has kind remarks Chris'
love with unspoken actions to lead on to whatever leading
to my heart desires. It was all shameful, regret-fulness,
self kindness with my remarks. I put unsure effort that
asks to make better out of difficult situations.
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Chapter 3
being their for each other, which all came from school
and our memorable life as with me being the teacher for
Sunday school.
The thoughts as the come effect if he stands with
undergoing corrections with obtained wisdom with years
not talking.
He obtained wisdom and was of branch he called a footpath
of attending my life as a diary. I was needing a push
with legal law with one another. As to bring all talk
came freedom. Wither picture finding or making home made
lyrics to tell the story with a guiding light of herb to
delight and ease my mind. While I was to remain calm for
the mind was at ease it brought happiness. Which are
reasons I did no wrong in breaking law for smoking on
school grounds. Yet all wanted was to be protected and
safe in a home with my child.
I had no fear keep him saying honest factors and I was to
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Chapter 4
The Kindness Of Love
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together as a drug
for freedom and observe the law in hand that matter from
the other side of fence of grass we assume.
Wherever the location where we meet again well give
thanks as we believe crevice do all in passages of good
works i'll travel the path to his life knowing it was him
I wanted watch after all my best friend came to be midst
better knowing my silence.
As it all became my delight to say it was all a dreams of
us being for what I love. And believe to this day is
knowing it can be us sharing peaceful meaning in a day
with silence.
And I knew loved Chris knowing I suffered to much deal
with his family not liking me.. In such behaviors
believing we are loveable person ending life well being
on the day of Easter. I felt love when he shared his
dreams on Facebook.com.
You will love my classroom with what I got to say. The
first month on the first day of school. If you catch us
together and as we are together in writing I knew would
be breaking a law writing story of truth.
Well that is why I would rather speak of a nature if we
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I did gained the best titles for years books names and it
was really greatfrom Chris.
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Chapter 5
The Roar For More
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After all I saw in his life this could may not want but
wanting more of life then to give in another hands
create a beautiful place for us in our externalized
love? Foremost he was saying I am wanting to be with you
now and eternally yes I replied be careful what you say.
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cousins where was I say with roar why me. I ought save
this mortified prettified behaviors as a notice he
wanted to know why could he not get the body but had
soul.
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Chapter 6
Please Dearest Love Me
I need say my dearest a true love exist when you
spend daily acts of caring one another. As loving the
other say I worked in an insufficiently atmosphere of
people with boiling stress points. And the energy was
negative ego knowing it was illegal still cannabis laws.
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consider moving. As
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renewing case.
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with no arrangements of
What we want in
as for he
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was to be treated
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or at house/apartment/condo/business/school of nature of
my own properties.
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I started to think it
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advocating as a teacher
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ought be greatness
this day.
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As he organized thoughts
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Chapter 7
Temptation Love Bond
For Chris put forth the Angels come at night and the
ones who died lead dreams as travel proven guidance of
miracles which were on way positively for the greatness
of knowing a positive life is between us.
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For the first few weeks in school he was late for class
which made me have broken heart feelings. He did not
love me but rule cigarette before entertaining.
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student I would be of a
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For the most part I will gain to talk with his thoughts.
As I've been hoping he been ready start something new
and something bold and beautiful while creating
beautiful beast into a story.
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I will be out of
I ask you play nice in all you do and focus what you
want in life-calling events in Catholic community. As he
stated on Facebook he and I could go if court allows
into fair judgment with credits of our workmanship to go
convention with monitored behavior.
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And I would be surprised to hear a verdict without anytime of not showing up as he spent the thousand on
attorney.
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ranchers.
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Chris has really truly been their and he showed how get
closer to a positive feelings which got stronger in
time. He made me feel important I always keep him close
but no cigar as much regrets not putting him on my
health care plan.
He owes a lot to the state but nothing should fear him,
I've been trying to make possible a relationship true
and helpful while beneficial. His loving acts of love
was unique and made it seem like I was only one for him.
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Chapter 8
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others.
Chris who brought ideas good and for his helping hand by
sharing other students how to create a social media
network of town news and reports with our RSS feeds.
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And fields of
It was I safe and sound was option and what option kept
everything cool is with new presumptions of opportunity
outcome. The outcome was on how to deliberate the good
in kindness of saying I proclaimed love. As now I get
love back and returned when I see love after love he
feels the warm blood boiling. As once again being with a
state of mind knowing I was there after the fact of
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consisted sharing
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flashbacks I had my
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Better or Worse
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and had
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come.
I wouldn't ask much and taking a look back that took few
minutes that lead 11 hours 11minutes 11 seconds before
see where I stand now.
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For our life that renders for a built trust for God, we
trust each other with an appearing right hand before him
to have an attorney that his fee that he pay the bill of
love, while being safe away from harm. I wouldnt dare
renew the case after knowing he spent thousand on
kilogram of marijuana.
I trust but I plead I want him. For now I will get his
attention and remained silent in contact. To share a
story as title of chapter speaks for itself as
continuing an issue or question answered could be better
or worse.
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Chapter 10
A Birth of Miracles
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Chris had feelings alike mine for the most part and when
he had grant in mind I was so willingly hear him out. He
figured offer classes with grant money. He would also
teach businesses techniques for services and repair.
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special room in my
Chris loss his cousin and his cousins father and mother
made due live up North with now knowing there connecting
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workers.
He who he loves for a day and get rejected after over 14
years I treated me like a nonsense nagging looney toon,
like a Goddess with much more to give and from part my
life I will give himself as needed love this time around
by his kind remarks.
A fact that yearns out that it has not been over but
what has become over is a time of being stable for an
outburst. For most of my life that came to those
overstate love yous meant it was true love.
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juices.
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deserves memorable
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Bringing to a pattern I
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in a lover.
And
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take naps with during day. His body was going change all
next year.
But I remember thinking my moms was thinking my love is
where the enrichment towards an aimlessly 11 hour 11
minutes 11 seconds before now calling that time ought be
cheerful uplifting to do your best and most endlessly
focusing for good behavior towards nothing but sharing
ideas with kindness from his words. It was killing me
softly by his love and he became major impact of my
whole life.
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This was reality test for exceeding for sex was unknown.
I was discreet or tried be discreet of answer to
questions.
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Chapter 11
The Treasured Life Moments
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forth being
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energy as believe in
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to be made possible a
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Chapter 12
Tender Loving Care
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I am the one for happy and sad moments. And from that
unique individual, I had been thoughtful about a special
moments of marriage a wedding that he will bring
kindness to everyday devotion vow that he will be an
everlasting love and devotion for memories are silent as
I try make headway towards caring and being throughout
his life a lover.
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joyfulness to be shared.
His name was Chris, and from most of all, he stood out
to be one out of the ordinary this student never gave up
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appearance of my wish
And time began to grow with truth which came through the
feelings went to a scene I remained blue. And ever so
love me he loved me so very much he showed how and what
it feels to be loved with supportive encouragement.
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Chapter 13
Heart Shattered From Hurt
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Chapter 14
Knowing I Can When & Where
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And with the movies spoke with writing the truth about
the itch behind him liking the movie Pumpkin maybe he saw
me as a teacher with excellence what did he want from me
as a collage grad or student before liking him.
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Spring.
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And foremost the relationship is like a married NewlyWed game show of unconditional love of knowing someone
so much. And I like saying nice comments of inspiration
with possessiveness, which factors out to come with my
love for this New Year, I had thoughts about applying on
show. I would expect a kiss for all right questions.
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happiness, sorrow to
For a must we begin each day with kiss and say famous
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And to end this day off right, I must keep the positive
memories and how I befitting his many times he wrote
proving his love status by saying I love you each day on
social media.
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Chris shopping.
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family.
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continue positive
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He'd say what was filled with honor came my beauty and
personality but it kept thinking to myself with facts I
love this is the student Chris he heard my voice with my
schizophrenia bipolar.
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to raise to keep me in
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Chapter 15
Takes My Breath Away
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was was the pleasure of knowing what was right what was
wrong about dealing with taking breath away.
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The thoughts of
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And I write about the good with the exciting the please
help solve why I have so much to say. I hold been told
that within my life that thoughts can produce kind life
notes wither notes in music or notes of life by taking
notes.
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For it was he who saw good and will all knowing us his
love came from a righteous ways of connecting a soul he
writes why oh my student you like me no bot as a jot
giving all notably with question could this be of
conscience of either wither he was going to get over and
be my lover tonight.
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Words Are Nothing
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His Mom did a thoroughly check on her DNA as she was the
one adopted by his Papa Nuni, his grandparents. And boy
you will first have to trust me and respect me to earn
my love I kept telling the police department where his
mother worked.
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symptoms of saying
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coming year.
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Spring.
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Here I stand that shares the tears with the fears the
teacher preaching for the storm to bring light snow see
it is true. I stay clear and positive with remarks of
knowing what is right from what is wrong yet you can not
have a wrong without a right.
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as to keep chin up to be
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Where he pleasures me
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Paths & Roads To Success
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I was soaring for this year make known fact from fiction
that I am ready set freedom rising a date with my
student as I love him less hours away, home free for I
love him cheer for all.
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Most likely a new law marijuana will take place and most
likely I will favor all good with knowing he not doing
harm and will not overdose will be subscribed within
wanting to share with myself and Chris.
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As key enter the door once locked out. With kind words
he and I can build a trust for one another to set forth
a fun play for positive remarks.
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bull shit was allowed with honest factors and beliefs his
friends left him with less focused thoughts were based on
friendship of liking a teacher which had its humor
moments with cats and dogs..
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Chris' life that was meant share years ago. That put up
for challenge what I was worth while why do not have
negative behavioral healthily living or mind without
knowing the possibility's or probable cause learn to
appreciate my time and have fun time with my classroom.
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What has gone bad has brought bad habits but no risk
factors had-en but forgotten with life had enough of was
it consumed he was that person who will go by
withstanding no trial appearance or some say withhold on
what I want or say I need a life with life make help a
sniff of fresh air as I was emotionally impaired in love
with Chris.
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As my daughter enters a
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The days spoke of knowing what was right and what was
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be the action of
but reading his book was tough with all mistakes with
run on sentences.
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based on feel and touch and taste the belly and organs
to work together called ++Group. It would be wireless
with no harm as a foundation of wireless technology
knowing how to teach and how to study the future and
knowing how treat an illness in hands of future to
adults and students,
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For tonight is the night where two make love, but for my
student it would be ideal to date the one I love very
much to this day. Forever more and set forth happen like
nothing happened but with truth is I cannot share
comments from others nor Facebook.com of his followers.
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deepest spot.
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Having The Action Plan
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published on social
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have and share a day with Chris was what I brought for
what is worth giving a try.
But I must tell you if you know Chris and I have a click
to procedurally coming in his life for goodness sake to
back fire the will come at the right time and must you
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shared.
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I feel sexy body to body that one day we both hope will
deal out life how we place in the heart. I began to
think once that magic moment like comes in many forms
you cant lie but tell why take so long know I am ready
which likes and loves idea for Easter wedding in Italy,
yet the wedding at Brooks was cheaper and we had a
sample of there food before his birthday which came from
imported from California no lie I admire and like him
very much to this hour of the days.
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respect.
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with time-line of
It was all about what to plan but I was being faced with
students each day was no surprise for a professionals at
heart allow communication was placed efficiently with
myself having moments with very relaxing days ahead
knowing stigma takes being on being popular.
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Chapter 19
Not That Simple, Nor Task Ahead
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of a turning point, It
return.
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my love to Portland
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student.
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courage of determination
Who better to know what love has to offer when you love
someone so much? And know about when humble know one day
I will see all Chris prospective of life as h proceeded
it by his writing do we apply is the question. As photos
growing up and he will see me so into his life. If I ask
to much I willingly will accept Face-Book request today
if he can find me.
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I can spare dime I'm sure with meteor for parking he say
or they say shooting star sure spend why not on a good
lunch out. As I share my time like managing an illness
and I put most as I must say I have a baby with my
student.
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I bring out Chris the most out of life with joy and
laughter you know being about the brightness of thoughts
within thoughts could bring a foot pathways within a
heart to come back joyfully with what I picked up into
content a story about true love.
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When I saw him cry and feel his pain which all noticed
in school. He was always put in words why can't I and go
on my mind for more than student a lift to educate a
growth of with spirits.
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We talked
Now for the most part I remained calm and cool but most
importantly my daughter was everything and graduated
second this last year on the better note she was best of
knowing the truth if Chris does love me, he was my
formal student I told her. She wanted me give it a try
proceeding into third grade even though she feared I
would be conflict of interest.
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I felt no shame while out of school and I was the one to blame for
faults. For bullying is a theme to set a boundary that Chris liked me.
For years, which he took place as a student to say last goodbye with a
feeling left we could work out a relationship but he had been with a cry
of regrets, and their would be nothing but saying supportive encouraging
comments on his Face-Book that made me think else wise to be great
everyday with dating nobody else. Thank You, as anti-bullying took place.
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Chapter 15
The Out Cry of Heart & Feelings
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And with his new thought process came from where he was
in my life rarely, I ask myself does if he mind his own
business this year?
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It was the slow change may get in your heart but pull
us apart? Who that I won't forget is he was the one I
depended going take control with thoughtful life being
of cheer to others. I knew I would be brainwashed hear
its just love brought us here.
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For what's been said and what has been which touched my
heart of choosing to accept his life as myself, for a
mother with spoken spark of delight where I say can make
you understand I am not forgetful but hurtful that can
show some evil of hate when comes to family without
negative remarks to being a grandparents to our daughter
child in adult years.
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attend or allow as
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Third party
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Chapter 21
I'm Here No Hidden Surprise
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differentially in this
Giving each day was hard live each day improving his
health and poor choices he made and but from between
what made me think second thoughts when all family wants
whats best.
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I would give award out for all people who could make my
dreams come true with a life of a daily action plan for
innovations of inspired food creations on wedding in
Easter.
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For love is rare but it was hard date and I felt sad
ashamed and I needed Chris. I kept it discreet of
minimum amounts of moral courage I saw in other males as
one powerful woman as he said in a letter.
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contact.
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I was yet to hurt and cry away far away with burning up
thoughts. I had no contacting experience for years with
a pending case of harassment II, I so regret to this day
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we will be together.
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Chapter 22
Leaning Towards No Denial
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Within nothing offer but his child with money and house
I felt home eventually I had been missing Chris this
year was all wanted to have no denial for my misscommunication.
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Becoming a one
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It was a calm Sunday night and boy this day has brought
slices of vegetable, artichoke, broccoli, and garlic
pizza in box was lunch before heading out to Nevada, Las
Vegas. The pizza was for our lunch/dinner.
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I rather not say anything right now but knew school year
was ending I rather be with no other then Chris. And
thankful he posted the file online for a beta copy of
ebook. I just know our budget would have no fear we would
make every payment to our bills that required shop for
bargain.
But something about Chris and I felt the time was this
year was pushing us in right direction and in a way I
could remembering when the chances brought to think of
we were together for less then three days total as our
classes were 45 minutes each day of the week. And he
felt he had spirit to roar out new ideas making us work
in the sun on a nice sunny warm day.
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I feel better each day and each day where and when I
have to share a peaceful matter to myself and the
completion of yourself that are paying forth your time
to make up time for loss of a verdict.
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To prove innocence you can back away any given time but
I am going to show my responsibility with no remarks and
to ought to be respectful.
Chris is one in one million whom for the one that can
understand he is my hopeful cheer state mind both
presented at best with the mind full of thoughts as he
would write as was better understanding about what we
expected of the Hippa so put charge of low cost no
hospital visits.
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Learning Trust Each Other
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daughter with
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You have like stair case building so why say someone who
could change your world brings nothing but guilty
pleasure to talk about.
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Who what class is not easy said and done with older
software but not easy when you use older software. And
projects we create make no room for advancement and
achievement. Success-fulness at prospering the rarity of
denial is having an intruder calls us myself a sly
devil.
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Chris had keep busy and have make known to treat life
with elevations knowing little trust had him look past
the imperfections and he was off to hospital once in a
while he kept a behavioral thoughtful goodness sake he
was emotional for hours once but know he listens well
and keeps high hopes up high with a new heights come the
positive thought pattern of what love means when its
true.
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The court had all print outs with his profile and I can
be open minded and modified that stays in the
relationship with Chris. And life made him put effort
after effort of trying and surpassing the life for both
us to be held a verdict by judge. In which was held by
unknown time and no surprise the story lead a trial for
behaviors arousing by true meanings when someone ever
loved him back based on what has been said.
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You take for the future and gain success if you are winover someone or barriers. I had obstacle that the best
times with Chris can welcome of baby and being with my
Chris he knows, I wait for that moment see us outshining
kisses before work he said xoxo
or oxox to emails if
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With the rainbows there be hope see life after life and
do whatever to smoke all times of his life and of
pleasing and being patient drinking his Mountain Dew
Voltage of pleasing body good with liquids.
The arms showed weakness his body was doing harm taking
pills but he said he needed them doctors disagreed
because he gained more energy and more from writing when
was all a trial of knowing nothing to hide. It was
medication built in your system all through childhood.
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All you can do hold Chris tight with a life and where to
love is make out which is with efforts you can put on
the table. If trust is suffering being laid then to who
is trusted on and believing you can ask me and trust me
and it will work out.
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I felt it was time set forth this year with lock with
names on it as well and place it with others in Europe.
Being a Super Cool Mom of one got me on how I can become
stronger and what has been stronger is unknown I was
reading wanting to call Chris to travel with me.
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The bond was the set freedom I had tell with no record
it was story about trust. He thought by owning third
share of single father brother in last partnership was
third share. So third of profits his father thought not
nine divided parts working twice as hard or more pay
would bring new ideas to flow with ideas starting own
business one day.
His father felt that what comes it would not be harm and
doing what third of cousin Joe and Joesph and Guy for
challenge but show sign of taking from business with his
son being grateful for power of dollar made of works.
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Reflections Of Love
If a hug is arm reach, as for love thats amount
courageous bringing reflections. Knowing youre in good
hands that will prosper all day and all night. For I walk
with feeling on my chest from hug I received and asked
from Chris to bring in my life at a very special moment.
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medication is working,
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I tend to live for life and live it well but easily got
sidetracked with fulfillment of knowing he has the truth
when drinking who are his friends. I could endless say
what I really love with my life with one formal special
student.
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clueless where and how I see myself eating out all the
time as calories goes up more we had burn and exercising
the brain was important as was energy he obtained with
carbohydrates.
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Yet I
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You may run but cannot hide because youre the best
Chris. How I must to know what is right but wish he
understand patience is around the corner for a life to
be my husband Chris. I think about calling him my Pooh
Bear.
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Learning all you can, doing your best but who I handle
others to learn with peers and myself for last resort.
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The Day I Make Love
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Better Part of Me
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The Ending
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How can you help or hide when all you can see
he or she does for you, knowing what is right
and what is wrong without being said or
something has gone funky with positive attitudes,
has brought fear.to say he been coping for
PSTD.
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writing story..
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verdict.
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