Being conscious by Sam Halton, The Magma Group

Feel free to quote or use this information, intended for fictional purposes only.
This article, alongside the three or so others which I will have published, are the only work I shall
do on the allusive subject of spirituality. My theories and ideas come entirely from myself, from
words which have come into my head, thoughts, ideas and visions. Occasionally these have been
confirmed by the findings of others, for example, when two years ago I came across the work of
Eckart Tolle, who himself has done far more research and has a greater understanding of the
concept of 'now' than I do. So really, I'm not even a spiritualist. I spend time with spiritually
orientated people, most of my close friends from my city are 'spiritual', but generally speaking their
beliefs differ vastly from my own.
I began looking at spirituality as a way of finding my place within a rather confusing World. Unlike
many others, my spirituality was not initiated by any experience, I have not taken hallucinogenic
drugs, nor become an expert on reiki, chakra healing, or reading past lives. These things are
important to some people, but what gave me a sense of spirit, which is a far more apt term of phrase
than 'spirituality', was simply my awareness. Human awareness, which is to say, how we see and
perceive ourselves, and ultimately the World around us, is our most powerful tool. It's also the most
simple one. Religions such as Hinduism and the New Age focus on things such as reincarnation,
karma, as well as trying to connect deities to 'aliens' and such like, as if they are universal concepts.
When actually, they're not. The opposite is true. I once had an interest in these things, and took them
rather too seriously, particularly reincarnation and the Hinduism concepts of morality. But it didn't
feel right, and as I discovered, these things are very interesting, but ultimately quite irrelevant to
love, and self awareness.
We may look at theories about alien life, the stars, spirit animals, reincarnation, chakras, as tools.
They are nothing more than tools. My version of spirituality involves becoming 'aware', without
those tools. The form of self awareness I talk about here, is entirely about gaining self awareness. It
has nothing to do with culling your personality and negative traits, again, something unnecessary
usually. Nor does it have anything to do with understanding your past lives, which, whilst helpful
on some level, aren't going to make a person any more or less self aware.
Now, I apologize for the seeming randomness of this information. I'm not the best writer, and am
having to accumulate around three years worth of information into only a few articles. You may be
wondering, why this will be the last spiritual work I publish? This is mainly down to personal
reasons. Right now, I am moving away from spirituality for a while in order to focus on my job.
Additionally, this journey for me has become quite tiresome. I have suffered from depression, and
understanding myself was my way out of that. It did not cause my interest in spirituality, but
depression did mean that I spent far more time working on stuff in my head, meditating and
receiving messages and ideas, than I actually spent living my life. This is a sacrifice which I
consciously took, although it lost me three jobs, two relationships, and a relationship with my
family. Had I known what I was doing when starting this journey, these things likely would not
have happened. But it was a learning process for me.
Another reason comes down to my feeling of falseness within the spiritual community, and a
mindless, confused sense of fear. I don't really believe in conspiracy theories. I mean, maybe the
hold some water, but do they really matter? I find the whole subject of this paranoia and fearinducing belief system to actually cause more harm than good. There's so much bogus information
out there. Think of the 2012 prophecies for example, where one woman apparently ended her own
life after reading someone's theory about the World going to end; so I read somewhere anyway.
Similarly, people talk about detachment and becoming 'enlightened' as a healthy thing to do,

whereas actually most of us end up unable to function so well in reality. So anyway, I am writing
this finally, to get it out there, and then to move on from it. I have other areas of spirituality to focus
on, which I outline here, without having to spend years speaking to God and meditating. Don't get
me wrong, the experience was beautiful, but I have learned to communicate with God/Cosmos
nowadays without needing to use words. The complex solution becomes simple, as I shall outline.
In this article we're going to look at the following:
.Time. How time can be altered, and what we really mean when we say 'The Now'.
.Attachment
.Unnecessary complications in spirituality
.The subconscious mind
.dimensions, or not?
.ghosts and past selves
.future 'selves'
.living it simply
Time
Time may not exist, in fact, I'm concluding it probably doesn't. Whilst I cannot prove this, again, I
have some ideas about how 'time' may come to exist to us. All humans contain DNA, of course,
every cell in our body. DNA has been shown to emit and receive photons, which presumably are
possibility waves before actually becoming photons. DNA is coiled in such a way to synchronize
with the correct information waves to create physical reality. DNA is also said to be crystalline,
allowing it to act like a superconductor of information. Crystals, or any transparent shape, also
metaphorically represent looking deep into oneself. Hence the Mayan crystal skulls, and those
snippets of channeled information which claim that a giant quartz crystal lies at the center of the
planet. I don't honestly know the answer to that, and it's not important.
Beyond us, nothing can be said to truly exist in any finite or constant form. So every possible
existence which any one of us could exist in, already exists. In fact, all of them exist simultaneously
at once in the 'World beyond', which is also inside of us. However, somehow, somewhere,
consciousness came to exist in humans, probably through natural evolution of how God, or Godlike beings were communicating with our DNA. When I say, God like beings, I don't mean aliens. I
am referring to advanced 'beings' or forms of God which might have passed pieces of themselves
into the evolution of animals and plants on Earth, which over time, became self aware, and began to
remember their cosmic roots, that's essentially what I think we are. The reason people see half lion
people whilst on Ayahuasca, is probably related to this. If in the 'World beyond', all information, and
realities already exist, and if DNA contains individual parts of this vast intergalactic tapestry of
eternal existence, then perhaps when DNA was first formed on Earth, it contained the seeds or
'blueprint' patterns of these other, inner Worlds. As animals and plants evolved, there was growing
opportunity for more of these 'other' realities to be experienced in our own. So when a person takes
Ayahuasca, the 'Universe' which the plant's DNA is rotating with, will jump to the DNA in our own
body (mainly via the pineal gland) and cause us to see, and experience that Universe, albeit from
our own perspective. What can be measured as 'photons' are largely what causes this, although that's
only when we collapse the waveforms into something we can understand. In reality, any particle of
light exists everywhere at once, hence why humans can be said to be holograms. It merely takes our
focus to bring a certain aspect of that hologram into our subconscious mind, which will eventually
reach our conscious mind. This is the process we call 'time'.
Therefore, time is not a constant. Time is created by us, by the degree to which information is being

received, interpreted and projected by our DNA. Time, change, and circular movements occur to all
human beings at once, because our DNA is essentially very similar. A sea animal, or a slug for
example, would likely have an entirely different perception of time to us. Their DNA far removes
them from our perception of time, thus our time cycles merely pass each other as we observe the
same World, but in very different ways.
So, is reality in any way structured, or is it just constant, random information?
I believe that both are true. Reality is random from our perspective, and the exchange of
information from inner, to outer reality, different for each person, seemingly random, but once we
understand these process, we de-randomize it. The purpose of de-randomization is to learn
something new, and to create something anew, where previously it had merely existed potentially,
and not in a form which could be observed by all people in the exact same way. Things therefore
have more potential to change, and alter reality in the physical World, because of their definiteness
and solidity. This is turn passes God consciousness into the moment, and creates memory in what
some term the 'Akashic records'. No such place really exists, but memory does, and memory, aka,
de-randomized quantum events, exist through a linked awareness of these things. God,
consciousness, grows, with memory and understanding. You could say that in many cases, our
memories, or the memories of the cosmos, are there to take us back to God, to help us find God in
those experiences which we can remember. Perhaps the DNA we all possess is passing 'memories'
from other so-called realities, into our reality? Thus we are already equipped with some of God's
memories. Or perhaps they represent merely his imagination, and we are making them actualized?
Perhaps the otherworldly beings which we can see, are both perceived and created by us at the same
time.
Time does not exist, it is merely the passing, or re-transmission of information from an infinite,
constant and unspecified state, into a finite state. The purpose of which, is that when information is
in a finite state, it can be focused on, and God/we can learn. Light does have a speed, aka, how
immediate the effects of light transmission are in different densities of 'matter'. In the human, or
physical World, light becomes slowed down. Whilst our bodies are constantly communicating with
each other and the World by photons, the rate at which the information in these photons is converted
by our DNA into projected thoughts and images, is quite slow. This isn't actually a bad thing, it's a
great thing. If light did not slow down as it reached our bodies and minds, then we would have no
individual mind or body. At a soul level, this light rotates in circular motion around an inner core,
moving so fast that it doesn't move at all. This is our heart, and also the heart of the cosmos. In
order to have any sense of individuality or 'soul', light has to be slowed down into varying degrees
of complex pattern or 'geometry' as it interacts with what may be dark matter, the void, the place of
all possibility. For human existence, the ideal is of course in the center. This means increasing the
amount of light transmission in our body, by limiting ourselves in how many different forms our
inner light interacts. In other words, the less physical stuff, people, needs, wants desires, we have in
our life, the better the transmission of light. The light looses a lot of its potency when it we begin to
view too many physical activities as being important to us, for example, sexual, substance or egocentered addiction. Having too much 'stuff', means that our ego, or individuality, becomes hyper or
a reverse consciousness, also known as projected heart-mirage. It becomes so distracted by external
life, that the sheer complexity, sometimes the magic, and pain, of the World, mean that our minds
tend to detach from our hearts, and we view ourselves as a combination of those memories and
experiences, rather than as conscious human beings.
In the opposite direction, having too little, aka, having no other person, beautiful place, enjoyment,
food or water, means that our mind/body almost ceases to exist. This is essentially where we come
from originally, and is not something we have to achieve whilst being human. Being ultimately very
'spiritual' shouldn't mean detaching from the World to the extent where it can no-longer remind us

of its beauty. Having some attachment, and ego, is healthy, so long as these two things are an
extension, and not separation from love. Ultimately the path to spiritual enlightenment, aka,
detachment from physical reality, is perhaps the opposite of spiritual happiness and self awareness.
As soon as we draw the distinction between 'enlightened' versus 'unenlightened', we are creating a
non-existent line. By trying to avoid our ego, and reach a state of Oneness, we are actually falling
further into duality by misunderstanding the ego as something we are 'not'. And yet, if we were not
the ego to some degree, why would we be here, and be having this experience?
So called 5D reality?
The concepts of the 3rd and 5th dimensions are created by the New Age community, via
channelings and other forms of information. The idea of there being different 'dimensions' is
confusing enough in itself, because whilst so many spiritualists talk about dimensions, very, very
few of them, actually tell us what they are. They use rather vague terms, and describe for example,
certain alien beings (Pleiadians) as inhabiting the 5th dimension, whilst we reside in the third
dimension.
I don't believe that dimensions really exist. The concept of different dimensions is probably created
by us, as our DNA manages to pick up light from various other speeds within the DNA vortex.
Sometimes this is interpreted as a number, although numbers are infinite, so to say there are 9
dimensions or whatever, is based on no real evidence. Arguably, neither is the stuff I'm writing. But
always be skeptical! It could be because, as I said, when light interacts with the void, it follows
certain geometric expansion patterns as it moves from one possibility to the next. It could be that
the current human 'limit' for information levels is 9. But really, it is our chakras and DNA which
create the illusion of these dimensions being 'dimensions' in the first place. If there is alien life out
there, which there probably is somewhere, and if for example they inhabit what we call the 5th
dimension, then who's to say that to them, dimensions will necessarily even exist? It's simply a case
of information being interpreted, re-interpreted, then projected. Sometimes we project information
from another World within us, the place of no absolute existence and of all possibility, outside of
time and space, until we birth it into existence. There is no real evidence that these other dimensions
are physical, or have anything to do with our planet, or other places in the galaxy.
So, the different beings we may encounter in certain states of consciousness, could be real, and
they might not be. It appears that our DNA is picking up possibility waves from somewhere, which
best suit and are aligned to our current state of awareness and imagination. This information is then
projected into a form which we recognize. The experience may be enlightening, when really we are
speaking to different aspects of ourself. This explains why so many places on Earth have legends
about fairies and nature spirits. They all share things in common, and yet have different looks,
habits and mythologies behind them. Obviously there is some spirit in nature, but it is perhaps
inanimate, until we make them animate by allowing our mind to interpret them. God, after all, pure
consciousness, probably doesn't distinguish between one form or another. Therefore the way in
which consciousness expresses itself in a non-physical way, is limitless in its expression, just like a
dream or the depths of our imagination.
The soul is a individualized overlay of qualities upon a pathway of consciousness. In the earlier
stages of that evolution, the soul is actually entrapped by its experiences and runs in 'circular' time.
When awakened, the conscious part of the soul, with its memories intact, ascends to become a
higher self. This then guides that physical person's life, whilst also being a guide and source of
information for people on Earth.
A soul pattern, exists constantly. But a soul is born upon consciousness entering a human. Some
humans aren't that conscious even in adulthood, it's a question of how much that person is able to
accept love and Oneness as the ultimate reality. Before this stage, humans are subject to a high
degree of seemingly randomized cause and effect. Pathways, which are what create 'past lives'

evolve in multiple directions, linking with multiple individuals, places, themes and traumas. These
pathways, what determines our good or bad luck, are not randomized, but the result of individual,
temporary interactions between void and consciousness in the form of a human. These creates a
huge number of different experiences, held together as a form of that pathway hops from person to
person, or even from one person to several people. Past lives are not as linear as commonly
believed. Sometimes, it can simple be an idea, or a love for a certain subject, which passes from
person to person. Humans do not have a 'soul' which passes from body to body, rather they have a
huge number of memories, personality aspects and moments which are spread across the hologram
during, and after life, to then be re-born in the minds of others. Until consciousness binds these
ideas, we are not born as 'souls', although the moment we are created in the womb, it is as though a
burst of light has been pulled from within the heart and into the DNA molecules of the people
procreating. Sex itself is not a very loving act, but it can be a gateway to love, and certainly
involves a sudden alignment of DNA when done correctly. Even when not done correctly, this
process takes place at a cellular level, even if the two people involved aren't conscious enough to
experience the spiritual side of sex. The sex itself is not spiritual, but sex is a gateway to a link
between two different aspects of consciousness at a cellular level. The real beauty is at a cellular
level, but if two people link and become channels of love in that moment, it is highly beneficial for
them also, not to mention being beautiful. Arguably at a quantum level the same process is
happening constantly within our hearts, although this birthing of creation of new experiences and
possibilities is far more direct, instantaneous and natural than being sexual.
What are ghosts?
Ghosts are particularly potent personality aspects, broken off from the original hologram, often via
a traumatic experience, which exist as a part of a person's soul after death. When a ghost is
associated with a particular place, it is likely that the place in question is situated upon a ley line.
Ley lines are powerful 'powerlines' of light running across the planet, thus it is more likely for
different aspects of a person's soul, to express themselves via our DNA in that moment.
When a ghost is actively participating and communicating with a person, it is caused by an aspect
of the person's soul which remains isolated here, deliberately to guide us, becoming a part of our
awareness field/energy vortexes
Each pathway has a possible higher self. Our purpose is to take all of these experiences from our
own life and others back to consciousness.
Star signs:
Star signs, as part of the greater subject of Astrology, are essentially the concept of one's birth date,
and place of birth, having an effect on a person's personality and light experiences. The way in
which we measure these differences, from month to month or place to place, actually partially
create these changes. One culture measure Astrology better than another, so it's likely that to a
degree, this cultural perception helps to turn what I term 'potential astrology' into actual astrology.
Regardless, the stars, and planets, all work (like the human body, and meridians in the planet) on an
invisible grid, which we can measure as geometry. The most simple and 'original' form of that grid
is a basic vortex between consciousness and void. Every solar system, or galaxy, rotates around one
of these vortexes. In the case of our solar system, the vortex has manifested itself as a 'downward'
vortex, which light/love is being transferred into our solar system via the Sun, which functions like
a gateway or window into a physical expression of God. The sun emits solar flares, a large number
of different types of light, including the photons which we can measure. These join with the void,
which physically evolves into our planet, providing potential 'matter' with intention/consciousness,
enabling infinite possibility to pass into living beings. The firstly manifested as plants, the physical
expression of which create oxygen via photosynthesis, allowing more conscious lifeforms to evolve.

This 'grid' which we measure as geometry, manifests as our minds (not hearts) become more aware
of the vast interconnectedness between things. Whilst we are already connected to all of reality, this
grid allows our ego/physical World conscious mind, to connect to different experiences and ideas.
You could call it an understood extension of Oneness. So for example, we are connected to every
place on the planet at a very deep, and pure level, but in order to realize that in our minds, we need
to go places, for example to ley lines, or to connect with this 'grid'.
Circular time, is not real. But Astrology is part of circular time. There is a greater reality beyond
circular time, because circular time and and awareness of any kind of difference, or connection to
an individual person, or place (falling in love), or planet (astronomy) is only in the mind. In the
heart, Astrology is irrelevant, but our mind only connects to parts of existence in this grid. So we
feel drawn to particular things, places or people, or are affected by particular planets of stars.
Whereas on a deep level, in the deepest part of our heart, there is no distinction whatsoever between
any of these things; because our heart understands everything to be an illusory projection of the
same consciousness. Astrology has a 'potential' influence upon us, which is likely activated only
when we allow it to, giving away part of our free will.
Astrology is a valid subject, for some of us anyway. Mysteriously, it seems to affect others less.
Being a cancer myself, I can see how this is in a way true for me. But supposedly we are
emotionally detached in many situations. Even having talked to many astrologers who have used
my place of birth, and exact hour, to give me more precise details; these details do not define who I
am. Remember always, that astrology is a study of the things in your life, potential things, which
are most likely to manifest in different behaviors. But astrology does not define your life. It doesn't
make you into you. We are not who we were born to be, we are not determined by anything. If you
are a Pisces, a cancer, a Taurus or whatever, it doesn't make any difference. You ARE the person
you want to be. If you are emotionally detached, or not committed, and you desire to be different,
then know that your desire for change and for a more loving, balanced life, is more powerful and
transforming than any potential personality features. We can learn to be whoever we want to be. We
are not the sum of information inputs, we are consciousness, we are love. The only limits we place
on our own ideas about ourself, are ones which we create.
Astrology, runs in cycles. Like the fabled Mayan calendar, this grid is constantly moving in a circle
between different ranges of possibility. Time is the same, events from the past become repeated in
the present due to our collective DNA 'rotating' into ranges of different forms of possibility. Whilst I
don't really believe in the so-called Golden Age or anything like that, I believe that things are going
to improve for humanity. Right now, our DNA, and thus our entire perception of the Universe and
the 'grid' which connects our minds to different, other expressions of the universe, is going through
a vast transformation. This isn't about us moving into a golden age, but rather that we as a people
are being forced to open our hearts more. This actually causes our perception of circular time to
'break up'. Whilst our DNA always means that, whilst we are human, time and space will exist; this
new age will bring about a human reality, but with more connection to consciousness through the
heart.
New Age people probably make the mistake into believing that our bodies are going to ascend,
when really this ascension is entirely internal. Our World isn't going to change into a new dimension
or anything like that. Rather, we are going to learn more love, which will collectively transform our
World into a healthier one. These 'beings' which people encounter in meditations, are metaphors
appearing as our hearts open to more love. They appear to be helping us. Again, I don't know just
how 'real' they are or not. Some say that we are moving into 5th dimensional consciousness, and
that our DNA is evolving and transforming. Maybe it is, and maybe other dimensions exist. But
these people ignore the fact that we are human, and we have a World to look after. Some seem to
believe that these changes will be an easy transition as we ascend, on a certain date, into a magical
new World, to basically leave the rest of the planet to suffer. This is not enlightened spirituality, it's
irresponsibility, exaggeration and visions of ego-centered grandeur. If a person believes that they

are evolved enough to ascend, then clearly they haven't learned to surpass duality. As I have said,
there is no ascended versus non-ascended, enlightened versus unenlightened. We are all equal. And
to believe otherwise is to not live out of love, and to live in duality.
Ley Lines:
Ley Lines represent channels of light information which are more concentrated than elsewhere. As I
mentioned earlier, ghostly experiences tend to happen more often on ley lines, as do all other kinds
of paranormal phenomena. Ancient road systems across all cultures were built on ley lines, and
vortex confluences, where several ley lines converge, often became burial sites. Churches were later
built on many of these to 'replace' the old religion, but also to tap into the power of the ley line.
Burials were often at vortex sites enabling the bodily spirit of a person or 'ghost' to make an easier
transition towards more vivid, and less inhibited realities which are accessible via the vortexes. The
soul has many 'parts'. Our true inner consciousness is always connected, but our bodily memories,
the part which 'reincarnates' partially or stays around, can get lost, or misplaced, particularly if a
certain amount of it remains in the body after death to be gradually 'dispersed' into the energy
fluctuations. Although this isn't necessary, as ley lines aren't important for spiritual growth.
Paranormal isn't the same as 'spiritual':
Probably the vast majority of people who classify themselves as 'spiritual' will associate paranormal
experiences with being more spiritual than everyday life. The truth is though that spirituality, and
the degree to which something is 'spiritual' has nothing to do with how vivid, or strange, an
experience is, it is entirely in accordance to our perception of our own life. Many will say that the
ability to speak to spirits, makes someone a spiritual person. But equally, all of reality was we
perceive it is an illusion in one form or another. So in a sense, ghosts, spirits and other so-called
entities aren't relevant to spirituality and can actually confuse, rather than 'enlighten'. These
experiences can be a curse, or a blessing, it really depends on the individual how to interpret them
and utilize them. For most people, they tend to confuse, and a lot of entities tend to give false
information as our mind creates blockages and interprets the data in new ways, when really these
entities can't provide us with much definite information anyway. Our actual perception of ourself,
determines which entities, or which parts of certain entities will communicate with us. The
understanding of metaphysics, is in my opinion, not incorrect, but just one window into a vastly
different, less quantifiable and less defined universe which most of us cannot grasp right now, nor
do we even need to.
I always find it interesting when a person actually uses the term ''spiritual''. It's one of those terms
which has gradually become more prolific, as more people use it, it becomes accepted as the norm,
by repeated use rather than because most people even try to define what it means. It's good to be
vague and abstract on occasion, but the danger in using a term like 'spiritual' is that it can confuse
people who don't have their own concepts of what 'spiritual' means.
Spiritualism is fabricated, essentially made up by accident. That doesn't mean that it, or the socalled New Age faith are devoid of any value; I do not suggest that at all. But too often, people
come across articles, or information in the spiritual community, about meditation, yoga, past lives,
karma etc, and take it at face value, because this information is presented in such a way, that it is
implied to be universal. My writing is really a personal attempt to stir up these boundaries in
peoples' minds, and to thus give people a little boost into an alternative. Perhaps it will be of help to
some people. I have the hopes for humanity at heart, and I think the best way for me to do my bit is
to add just a little to the construct of normal spiritual information out there, shatter it a little, in the
hope that it will open minds and hearts. Every concept, if rigid, such as those presented in
spiritualism and most religions, are temporary, strong only because of how rigid they are. But that
rigidity and strength makes them vulnerable to new information which will push them further
towards truth, I hope.

Most spirituality is based on comparatively few sources from around the World. For modern
spiritualism and New Age spirituality to be 'truth', it would surely have to draw from the collective
perceptions of all cultures from around the World, but it doesn't. Modern spirituality is largely based
on Hinduism, Christianity, Buddhism, and the channelings and other information which people
believe they are receiving, not realizing that it is so highly influenced by Hinduism, Christianity and
Buddhism. The concept of karma and past lives come from a few eastern religions. In the original
texts as these religions, they weren't even the same concepts that we know today. Reincarnation in
Buddhism is often overlooked as being just how we view reincarnation, when in fact it is rather
different and speaks of different parts of ourselves being recycled. Many cultures, admittedly, have
concepts of reincarnation, but not the same concepts that we know too well.
Modern spiritualism is thus a fabrication, presented as truth, when in fact it is better described as
misinterpreted ideas from a few cultures, largely stripped of their deeper spiritual meaning. People
thus end up concentrating on things such as chakras, karma and Twin Flames, rather than seeing all
of these concepts as expressions of a larger, more fluid picture.
Simple is best:
When people connect, in different ways, for example: friendship groups, families, or love triangles,
they take on different energy blueprints of sacred geometry as consciousness flows between
different forms of awareness. However, what most of humanity doesn't realize is that most of these
processes aren't physical, and for sex certainly, two is best. For romance, two is best, and for close
friendships where attachment is likely, fewer is better.
Friends, and pets for example, offer us outlets for our inner spirituality. They are projections of
inner relationships we have with different aspects of ourselves. Some of us have many inner
'personalities' which seem to compete. In lucid dreams, we connect to multiple selves and can
experience the blueprint of this reality in a far less inhibited way, to enable us to have a large
number of experiences before deciding which we want to happen.
We don't need a lot of anything, and I know this, because the happiest I have ever been was when I
had the simplest of things, my family, a few friends, and a special relationship with a woman. I am
quite a sexual person by nature, but in my happiest moments, sex, material possession and where I
am physically do not matter in the slightest. I used to be polyamorous, until I met someone who
gave me more than everything I ever could want, just by being in my life. I have nothing against
polyamory, but for me certainly I know that it is an interesting experience where I can love in a lot
of different, and mind opening ways, but doesn't in any way compare to the kind of happiness I
have experienced with this one woman. It's not that our love could be expanded and become better
if more people were involved, it's simply that when knowing her I don't want anything else. Some
of the polyamory guru types will tell you that it is the way forward for everyone, that it's something
anyone can learn and which is more healthy, natural. This is true, but it's also more detached in a lot
of cases, and these gurus fail to realize that many of us don't actually need more than one person to
love. It's not that we haven't discovered the idea, it's just that we would rather give all of ourself to
one person and love them unconditionally, than we would love different people for different
'reasons' (loving anyone for a 'reason' makes that love automatically conditional).
Pets come into the same category, we all need different relationships in our lives, some of them
possible with some people, others not. But we don't need any more than one of each, because each
is just a projection of an inner relationship with that part of ourself. We may find ourselves close to
certain friends, and a few animals for example.
When two people couple and become 'Twin Flames', they simplify each others' lives to a huge
degree. We are linked intellectually, and emotionally to many people, across this grid of sacred
geometry I have been talking about. But as soon as we try to express those connections through sex,
or energy exchanges, we trap it. However, if we link with one person physically, emotionally, and
romantically, we automatically connect the grid within us to every aspect of the Universe as it beats

with our hearts. Having more of something in the physical, does not change the fact that we can
connect to everything on our own or with one other person, even more so. Having one other person
with us of the opposite gender polarity merely makes the aspects of God we are less familiar with,
more familiar and more conscious within us, as well as helping two people to build a loving life
together, and thus to help the rest of the World. When we link with one other person and experience
the whole universe, we are recreating the original moment of creation. It is important for us to do
this because it creates the original creative energy necessary for allowing our planet to grow, and
transform. Over complicating this in the physical slows down this energy, and the strain on time,
and space and focus means that the creative energy gets confused and trapped in the physical and
mental arenas and so looses its potency. In other words, having two people is enough to experience
everything, if those people are allowing themselves to be channels of love.
Love is not sexual, sexuality is just a form of love. This is another thing moved forward by New
Age groups, and often by those who talk about the divine feminine. Having felt moments of
unconditional love, there is a huge difference between that and sex. This is another thing I would
like to briefly talk about, the illusion of the feminine being more divine. There isn't really such thing
as masculine as opposed to feminine. What we are really talking about is intension versus the void.
Two symbols which metaphorically appear throughout symbolism in the Universe, and in our own
daily lives. There is nothing sacred about the feminine, nor the masculine. Our planet doesn't have
issues because the feminine isn't powerful enough. Our planet has issues because people don't know
how to love.
The truth in Christianity: Christianity has been used as a disguise for a whole number of atrocious
things over the past two thousand years. Few people realize though, that Christianity does have an
important teaching. Our higher self, sometimes referred to as our future self, is one of many
potential future-selves which all exist. However our current pathway dictates which higher self we
listen to, and which guides us. The 'soul' as I have already explained, is like a pathway of potential,
evolving information which becomes activated when we become conscious. We only become a
'soul' when we become our higher self. And that is not about different lives, it's about what we
choose in the here and now. Bits of our energy 'reincarnate' so to speak, but what we call the soul, is
not something which reincarnates, because it is not human, or individual, it is a face of God.
So when Jesus talks about humans ascending to heaven through him, he is saying, that only
through our higher self, through an individual realization or face of God, do we ascend into the
kingdom of God. If we think back to Hinduism and its so called Ascended Masters, these masters
are the personalities of people who have stopped being merely pathways, and have become a
recognized characteristic of God.
What is heaven? Heaven is God, Oneness, and yet it is a oneness where an individual face of God,
an individual personality of God, can interact with other personalities. Time does not exist here,
only when beings from heaven interact with characters in space-time do they become a part of our
World. Archangels were probably never human, but were always aspects of God. The fact that they
appear in a light spectrum, showing different colors when they contact people, reminds me of the
Rainbow Serpent in Australian mythology. Each light of the spectrum represents a different face of
God. When a being ascends, they become a living higher self who can interact with people on
Earth, and give us wisdom, act as a guide. It is my belief that two people ascending as Twin Flames
can do the same thing. Perhaps our most famous romance stories, of Romeo and Juliette and others,
are examples. A person falls in love many times throughout their life, it's almost as though different
parts of that person's soul, or pathway, want to go in different directions. Other people have more
blessed, simpler lives. I, for example, have a lot of interests, surfing, painting, football, music,
animals. I would likely be happier if I could love all of these things, but only interact with a few of
them on a regular basis. Like the people in our lives, the interests we have, we eventually have to let
other bits of ourselves experience stuff in dream realities, parallel realities, the same thing some

people call 'quantum jumping'. Quantum jumping is the process of choosing your higher self and
potential, and allowing your free will to make decisions about which pathway you want to take. I
think that every time we see something beautiful, or fall in love, it is a sign of us being near to
another possible form of us. We are in contact with all of reality, and thus all forms of us. When we
fall in love with someone, that love and connection exists beyond physical reality, but it doesn't
become a 'higher self'. However, I believe that an intense love affair which is somehow remembered
as being something beyond romance, does become a higher self, and two parts of each person's soul
ascend together. However, if that part is not released, the two people will always be looking for
each other in the physical, and never be satisfied until they are together.
Jesus, and the cross, are two recreations of much older symbolism. Jesus can be said to be the
higher self of all humanity. So when it is written that by following him, we reach the kingdom of
God, what is meant is that following our collective higher self, which Jesus came down to represent,
brings us to heaven on earth.