Going Anonymous 2017

GOING ANONYMOUS
For the obvious Reasons

By
Anonymous Author
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Chapter 1: Preface

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Pretty weird title!

Some may think like that. A few already got into the mood of reading something
spicy. And there are some who almost left before even knowing what is inside.

One famous quote comes to my mind. Thanks to Facebook posts :) Not saying
its a FB content. Just that I saw these lines on an FB post lately.

Never judge a book by its cover

Before you jump to any conclusions, let me make it clear. Its not a sex story. So
dont you dare to expect steamy descriptions and tents in your pants or
whatever!

STATUTORY WARNINGS.

Further chapters can be annoying regarding the plot, so viewers discretion

advised. The story revolves around the relationship between same gender people.
But promising you that it wont be a porn story. And I keep my promises at least
to a certain limit. Language can be dirty. So if you are not comfortable you are
welcome to stop reading anytime.

Characters in this story are not fully fictional, so any resemblance is not
coincidental.

But as the title says it will be anonymous.

Its neither autobiographical nor biographical. Maybe something more like a mix
of drama and imagination along with some real life experiences or tales that I
heard of. If you are thinking whose experiences, thats up to you to decide. It can
be yours too. Who knows!!

For now, lets get into the content- What you say?

So here it goes.

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Chapter 2: The Change

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Life often takes dramatic turns. Especially when you get out of your little
eggshell of comfort, willingly or not. So did mine.

I was never an extrovert. But once get comfortable, people often said they need
to find space in between to open their mouth while Im blabbering. That proves
that Im neither an introvert too.

Great minds of the world said that

Everyone has three projections. One for the public, One for the family and friends,
and the actual YOU.

- Very true.

Anyway, from the most pampered, most spoiled and overly cared life in my
hometown, my job pulled me out and thrown into a busy hectic city well known
for the nightlife, parties, beauties and what else.

I needed to be more careful now. Have to take care of me all by myself. Life
literally turned upside down. No friends or family nearby. More of a kind of
mechanical living. Waking up, going to work, eating, sleeping, and waiting for
long holidays to go home.

What to do? How to escape from the solitude?

Whatsapp, Facebook and all the usual social media platforms..

I really got sick of liking silly posts and jokes regardless of what the HELL they
are. Nothing really made me happy. I wasnt even living. Just passing days.

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Chapter 3: Finding the Other Me

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An idle mans life is the workshop of devil. So, I thought why not try some
amusements, something strange, maybe creating a new me. And yes, thats what
I did. Well, I am talking about me trying out online dating platforms like
Planetromeo.com - a very famous online platform for guys who have interests in
other guys. That was an age for me for being extra curious, sexually charged and
taking risks (I must say stupid risks).

Slowly, dating platforms became routine in my life. After work I find relaxation
and time pass on them. Some naughty chatting, pleasuring myself (you know.).

Lets call the other me as Mr.TH. He only had an online existence. A very curious
guy about sex, but not a maniac. He wanted to explore the sex life. But only in
the virtual world - meeting people online, chatting with them-even horny chat
and, there ends. Once someone comes up with an idea of meeting or picture
sharing Mr. TH vanishes like Voldemort.

Tricky, right. ? Have the pleasure of exploring and knowing a new side of love,
lust and emotions anonymously. A dual life. I was able to find pleasure. No more
complaints about dragging time. I was really enjoying it.

Whether I was happy? Obviously thought so.

But the mind is like a mad horse that doesnt have a master. It keeps on crossing
lines. It cant be confined to boundaries.

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Chapter 4: Crossing Line

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Humans are social animals, they need to socialize. So I set out my life into new
direction, crossing the lines that I once set for me.

For Mr. TH, it was the time that he decided to end the online only avatar, get out
and to play some real game. But TH was really worried. What if something goes
wrong? What if met the wrong guy and end up destroying life??

Finally, he made up his mind. But he was not in a hurry and ready to wait for
the right guys.

At last, on a horniest moment when body took over the consciousness, Mr. TH
went out to have some fun, as a new avatar, Mr. R.

But unlike Mr. TH, where he enjoyed extreme fun in the virtual world, he kept
himself very choosy in the real one. Of course fear of getting into diseases and
spoiling the future was there always.

He set a huge set of rules. Like no picture sharing, no other chatting platforms.
And (I need to get little open here) established as TOP. Not into any romantic
kisses or smooches or oral fun. Also BIG NO to dirty stuff, CDs etc...

He had a few encounters. Some were too romantic. Some sex maniacs. Some of
them ended up in more than one meetings. Still, the count was less, very less.

One major barrier was he didnt have a profile pic and people were insisting on
the Golden Rule No Face pic, No reply. Somehow he managed by some semi-
nude pics.

He was not liking a sex only relation, even though he didnt admit that fact at
the beginning.
And one fine day, he met HIM. Obviously not the GOD, Almighty.
Want to know who?

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Chapter 5: The Guy

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It was a boring day. No good guys to chat or meet. Mr.TH aka Mr. R was really
waiting for some fun moments.

Hi - one message.
Mr. R got excited.
Hi sent a reply also checked his profile.
Wow!! Lightning strikes. A guy from the same state me belongs to. Also staying
close. Young, pictures are good and sexy. No face pics though. Seemed like a
good catch
Clocks ticking ... Time passed. No reply.
Maybe he read my profile and found that Im not going to share a pic.
Golden Rule. Huh.
Ok dude.
Not everyone is for you.
He was not worthy for me.
Slept Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzz zzz zzz
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Next day early morning by 6 30.
Hello, your pics? - Messaged at 1:30 AM
Oh shit man what timing. 1:30 AM?
Anyway, the reply was as usual.
I dont share pics. Sorry
By evening got back the reply
Oh

And I thought Golden rule again played the cruel

game. But to my surprise, it was not an end.
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Chapter 6: The Voice

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After few weeks of silence, messaging continued. Just dont remember who
started again. Maybe he forgot my no pic sharing line.

So to make sure I tried the same lines. But feel like our dude found Im also from
the same state from where he belongs and my hot pics might also have given
some feelings Ha Ha Ha.

A couple of days of intermittent chats happened. The funniest part is he was

working on night shift. So I will leave a couple of messages before I go to sleep
and will get replay next morning.

But I felt like he was more to a direct encounter or fun, which kept me in a loop
of confusion whether to ignore him or continue.

One day he asked for my number. Dont know why, but I gave mine which usually
doesnt happen. Maybe regionalism struck me and I was desperate to know a
guy from my place, talk in my own language.
Numbers were shared and we had our first contact over the phone.

His voice was captivating. (Not in any sexy way guys.) It had a catching tone,
something very friendly. To my surprise throughout our conversation not even a
single comment regarding sex came out of his mouth. It was a new experience
since I joined Planetromeo.com. It was like talking to a friend, not to a stranger
whom I met on an online fun platform a few days ago.
We continued our talk for half an hour and it was past midnight.

After call disconnection I was feeling relieved, relaxed. I dont how to express how
I felt. Some magic he has done with his voice; his words, which made me realize
I was wrong about him.

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Chapter 7: A Blind Coffee Date- Beginning

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Resembles Bahubali the Beginning?? I am a movie freak which explains the

title

Anyways, after a few calls, we decided to meet on some weekends. And as most
bachelor's plans, ended up in the fate of postponing at the very last moments.

Usually, it happens to be me who do this postponing stuff because I dont want

to meet the person or I am lazy. But here I am not the guy who was responsible.

He was BUSY.

One Saturday he suggested a casual meeting for Sunday evening. From my past
experience, I didnt give a damn about this. So Sunday afternoon, I went for a
movie alone. I like watching movies alone. I couldnt expect me to do such kind
of a thing before moving into this city. But, I didnt have a huge friend circle near
me so I adapted myself to my situations. It was the time movie Finding Dory
was released and I, being a fan of animated films who grown up watching the
prequel Finding Nemo, couldnt miss it.

The movie was of short duration and unfortunately was not as exciting to me as
was the prequel, which still thrills me even now if I watch. So, at interval time I
took my phone and texted

Am free by 7 o clock. Can we meet near XXX coffee shop?

No reply.

Ok, I continued with the movie.

While stepping out of the show I was merely checking my phone and there it was.

Yes, we can meet around 7:20

OMG, a positive reply!! Good

It was a blind date after 3 months chat on PR (planetromeo.com). We didnt

share any pictures we both didnt know how the other one looks.

In order to pass time till 7:20 I window-shopped on a mall nearby cinemas. And
around the fixed time, I reached the location and called him. He said just started
from home will reach in 5 to 10 minutes. Yeah the usual guys behavior, if you
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said to meet by 7:20 sure will come up by 7:50 only. I too fall into the same
category of time management, but since I was coming after the movie I reached
pretty on exact time. So I was waiting for this guy who I never met before.

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Chapter 8: A Blind Coffee Date 2

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I dont like waiting for anything. And I am standing out of this coffee shop to
meet someone whom I never met before. So out of frustration I called him again.
Hey, where are you

I am almost there. Since I am coming by walk it is taking time. And yeah. I just
reached
Where??

And I saw someone talking on the phone, looking at me and walking in a black
shirt. And what a coincidence I am also wearing the same color. Black is my
favorite color.

Hey dude, Nice to meet you, sorry for coming late. I started late only.
Coffee...?

All of a sudden, he made me feel that I am actually meeting a friend. No starting

troubles. Awesome smile. Something you wont except on your first meeting with
a complete stranger that too from a platform like Planetromeo.com.

I had a couple of meeting with people before but no one had ever made me so
comfortable. Because in most of the previous meetings with others, I ended up
with awkward silence and sudden weird sex related questions with strangers.
I was finding myself out of words. I just had a smile. Thats it.
We entered the coffee shop.
Do you want one?
No, I just had something from outside

Even though I hadnt. But I didnt want to trouble anyone else even it was for a
coffee. And you dont know who the other one really is, right?
Ok. I want one

He was ordering coffee. And I was observing him lightly, after the sudden shock
of warm welcome where I almost forgot to check out the guy I am meeting.
Before describing anymore let me share something.
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I already said I had met few. But rarely did they turn out to be above average
look. Not being racist but beauty admirer. Even the guys who met here who
belongs to my place were also not so cool looking. I had a stupid conclusion from
these experiences that, the guys who look for other guys for fun are most likely
not good looking, at least in my country. And because of that only they are more
attracted to men. Since they are not able to impress girls to have fun with them.
I am here referring to Bi guys mostly. People, I know it is the most absurd
thought. It was my immature mind. I no longer believe in it. I am extremely sorry
if anyone found it offensive or insulting.

Coming back to the story, the guy looked good, compared to others I met he was
hero looking. (Dont expect Tom cruise looks. I meant decent looks) Fair athletic-
built.

Looks do matter. But his personality was more overpowering. The way he treats
people, how charmingly he speaks and the voice; yeah he just shattered my
impression of a guy who I was expecting to meet.
So wazzup?

Nothing much dude. I just came from movies. It was almost sure for me that
like all plans we had before, this will also get canceled.
Smiled in a witty way and said,
Yeah it had been very long since we are chatting and planning to meet, right?
The conversation went on like that covering our personal life basics like where
are we from, where are we working, etc...
After the coffee got finished we left the shop.

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Chapter 9: A Walk
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After the coffee, our date was still not over. We decided to have a walk. Started
walking towards his home direction. Dont get any ideas. We were talking so it
was weird standing in a place and talking and too much crowd was passing
through the pavement. We both felt having a walk and talk will be better.

During the walk, we explored each others tastes and personal life. Still, I gave
him a fake name. SORRY!!

We kept on talking almost for an hour, but never run out of topic. I never felt
tiring. We were so involved in talking that we walked till his home and came back
to the same point where we met.

Except for some personal stuff I almost honestly expressed my feelings,

ambitions, living style and much more. He also did the same.

I was wondering that I am talking all this to a person whom I met on a sex dating
site. But full credits goes to him. You open up when you are in your comfort
circle. And I never felt so comfortable with anyone like that for a very long time.

And once again he surprised me to the core by talking not even a single word or
even mentioning about sex. Seriously I expected he will come up with those ideas
because my previous experiences were like that.

As a departing note, he said we will talk about other things later

He just broke every concept that I had about people I am meeting on PR.

People mention they are looking for friendship and true partner but when comes
to real meet what they want is mostly to get onto the bed as soon as possible.

But he truly left a benchmark for how a person should be.

A TRUE FRIEND.

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Chapter 10: Roommate Nightmare

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Now is the time to introduce a new character, a supporting cast. I got a new
roommate for my PG two sharing room and he was not from my hometown.

For first few days no issues were there. Less spoken, jobless, quite, non-smoker.
I didnt need to bear his language programs on TV, since he was not interested
in watching it.

But as the frustration of not having a job and regular fight with his would-be
increased day by day, he started drinking in our room. At first, it was like having
a few pegs alone Then his friend started joining him. And this guy was a disaster.

I ignored for few days. Then the pegs started increasing to big big bottles, also
the duration of the boozing parties got extended. Early morning till 3AM these
two morons will drink, making a lot of noises and loud music even more guys
also. My daily life became hell.

Every day and every second I stay in that room, I was worrying whether that
rascal friend (sorry for the language) will come and make my night horrible. It
started affecting my health. But since I didnt have any friends near me, I had
no choice of changing room or PG. I didnt want to leave the PG since it was a
good one.

I was seriously in need of someone to share my suffering and let my anger out. I
being a quite person didnt want to create a scene with my roommate also.

So one of such frustrated day, I called the hero guy whom I never met after the
coffee date. I was trying to gather some peace and distraction from the boozing
party which was going on in my small room. It just started as a normal chat. We
were talking about random stuff and in a moment when I was really not able to
bear any more, I discussed my issue. He suddenly offered that I can come to his
place. But I dont want to be a problem for him. Hence, rejected the offer.

We talked for about half an hour and that half an hour gave me such a relief
which only a best friend could provide.

I started calling him whenever this alcohol party used to happen. I dont know
whether I was disturbing him, but I needed someone to talk. And these calls
made two of us closer to each other.

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Chapter 11: An Emotional Test

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Now, I started chatting with him every single day. Because I felt that I found
someone, a good friend, a person whom I could count on.

But after few days I kind of started feeling that he is not as interested as I am.
Very short replies, seeing online but no response to chat, no response even for
calls. Am I becoming a nuisance? I dont like people disturbing me and I dont
want to become a pain for someone else also. I was in dilemma. I didnt want to
lose a good friend whom I got after a long time of solitude.

We were not having any kind of contacts for some days. And one day he comes
up with a sorry message for not replying. We again started chatting but not as
the previous time. So I decided to play a mental game. If success I could be sure
that he is interested in or I could lose him forever.

Hey dude, it had been so long since we had a good conversation. Nowadays I
feel like you are not much interested in keeping the bond with me. So be frank,
if you are not interested we can stop everything. I dont want to be a problem for
you
I posted a message like this to him. It was an emotional attack.

For two days there was no reply. He was not online on PR. No messages. No calls.
Almost made up my mind to accept that I lost him. I almost believed that he left
PR because of me.

Sorry dear, I was really busy with work. But it was so cruel of you to post
something like that to me. If I was not interested I wouldnt have chatted to you
like on a daily basis. A reply came like that.

I was so happy. My emotional test is a success, he does care about me. But then
again long gaps of silence was there. At last on a free day, I tried to reach him
via phone. I was not expecting he would pick the call.
Hey dude, what sup?
Hmm yeah Im good
I was so upset after you asked about if I lost interest to talk and all stuff
Aahaan. - I was not giving any proper answer. Just mumbling some sounds.

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I was busy in
It is ok man. I just need to make sure of that I am not being a trouble to you

So my plan of emotional test thus worked to check if he really thinks me as his

good buddy or not.

That call continued for half an hour or so. As always it was so nice to have a
conversation with him.

We wont discuss more on the not responding and canceling plans. I think
when we meet personally, face to face, that would be the perfect time and
situation to discuss it. In phone, it is not good
Yes, I agree
How about this Sunday? Shall we meet for dinner and maybe more?
I was always ready. You were only canceling it, right?
Ok, then this Sunday evening by 7?
Deal
May I come to your PG?

My roommate will be here. Anyway will just meet in restaurant and take it from
there
Ok Bye Dear
Bye

But as always this plan also got postponed to Monday saying -

Sorry man, some personal stuff is there. What about we meet on Monday
evening?
As you wish
I heard from him neither on Monday nor on Tuesday.!!

I was angry but was not able to leave him as he got such a sweet spot in my
mind. It was because of one message which I got from him on starting days when
I asked him when we will meet -

Hey dude, by meeting what you mean? Casual one or you know Because

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from our first meet, I thought you are so innocent and straight forward. I dont
want to spoil your life by making you fall into this kind of life, I mean world of
homosexuality

Now tell me, how could I not like a guy who cares about others life when people
in PR mostly looking to get into others bed and take the clothes off without even
knowing what the other guy feels.??

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Chapter 12: An Investigation

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It had been almost 4 months since I met him for the first time at the coffee shop.
After that, we planned a few times for meeting but it never happened.

So one day when I was sitting without anything to do, I was going through the
PR profiles and obviously I checked our heros profile too. Suddenly one thought
came to my mind that I am not able to recollect his face. Yeah seriously. I spent
almost one and half hours with this guy, talking and walking, but I was not able
to get his face recollected from my memories. I was wondering what to do. I
couldn't ask him either as I didnt share my pics.

And technology gave me a solution. Not only to find a picture but also to run a
background check too. I just opened up truecaller.com, a web application to
search for unknown numbers, and typed our guys phone number.
BINGO.

There come full name and location match record. The first name was same as he
said. So he was honest about his primary details.
Now since I got a more detailed name, next search was on the famous
facebook.com.
BINGO AGAIN.
Found the profile and a bunch of photos. Seemed like he is not much active on
Facebook. The last post was years ago.

Facebook opened to me more about his life and tastes. The one I got attached
to was found to be extra ordinarily talented singer, quizzer, professional and
what not

Note:

Once during our chat I called him his full name and his astonishment was the
best recognition I could ever get for all this effort

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Chapter 13: The Prank

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We again started chatting on daily basis without fail. And soon it became so
boring. Everyday asking - how was the day? Had dinner? Kind of lucid QAs. Once
even he told that - We sound like a boring married couple.

Getting bored is the first sign that a relation is nearing its death. If you dont
take preventive measures, it could be deadly. So I thought of playing a prank on
him. I was not confident that it would work so thought of many dialogues and
finally one day I played the card.
We were chatting and he asked the clich question.
Hi dude how was your day
It was ok

What is your long weekend plan? - Yeah, the coming weekend was long due to
some regional festival.
Im going home dude
Oh great. Any special events?
Yeah I am going to get married. I decided to tie knot with my all-time Bestie
SILENCE!!!

I was rolling out many ideas in my mind about what more details I must say
further to make him believe it. But the reply shocked me.

Oh really. Good for you dude. Alright then, remove your profile in PR. It will only
do well for you
Huh.!! Thats it?? He fell for it without any more effort. I was in confusion
whether to go forward a little more like this. But finally felt sorry for him and
opened up the prank.

Dude, you believed it? I was just joking. You seriously feel I am going to get
married at this age. I want to enjoy my young bachelor life man
*!!##**^^$!*!#!!####$ - Yeah his frustration.
I really thought it is true and I was thinking what is left to chat anymore
Unfortunately, I couldnt see his face at that wonderful moment.

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Chapter 14: The Truth

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Pappa.., wake up. Pappa..

Hey my angel, what are you doing here. Arent you supposed to be in your home?
How did you get in? -

Happy friendship day my dear friend. I couldnt get anyone as good as you as
my friend than my old man, who made me who I am now
Oh dear. Enough of buttering. How did you get in?
You forgot to lock the front door
That was my daughter, came checking whether her old man is Ok.

How much more messy this room can ever be. What Papa, all your dusted old
diaries are spread across this room. Searching something?
Oh, that.

By the way, doctor has said you to keep away from dust and all,right? Still
you

When your mother was here she used to be so strict on cleanliness. Now she is
no more so not feeling to keep it clean. Taking revenge on her for leaving me and
going soo soon near God

Pappa, dont get emotional. Its a wonderful day. You get ready we are going for
an evening walk near beach, after a long time
As she was arranging my room I was feeling her moms presence in her.
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The evening was quite. So I went out for a walk nearby beach. Beach was almost
deserted because most people are enjoying friendship day evenings at parties
and get-togethers.
It was friendship day.

In my life, very few friends existed. One among them was this guy whom I met
on this weird platform which I happened to join because of my curiousness and
josh of youth. In young age, people try to find out of the box enjoyments. I never
expected for a friendship from there. It was more purely a platform of sexually
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hungry guys who want to have some fun over the flesh of other guys.

Life takes interesting turns when you least expect, whether they are good or bad, we
as humans are supposed to accept them and move on as early as possible.

Similar was my experience. Out of thousands of guys I met him. And unlike
others, he captured my mind by his personality, words, smile and voice than the
flesh. We only met once, that too for a casual meet. We continued our chat with
some glitches in between.

And, He left without saying a word. Yeah, I waited for some weeks checking on
his profile, sending messages, trying to call. But then I realized there is no point
in further trials.
I was angry but not anymore. Ages passed. So do my anger.

Anger was due to the young age. But at that time too I was not angry because I
lost a potential sex partner. I was missing a friend who helped me to get rid of
my loneliness and made my life positive and interesting.
Anyway, life changed.
Career.
Marriage.
Family
Some losses.

Wherever you are now dude, wish you all luck. And thanks a lot for being a part
of my life when I needed a friend and support so badly.
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY

Sun in beautiful reddish orange was about to dive into the sea.
Grandpa. Here

I turned and I could see my little one running towards me leaving his mothers
hand.

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Chapter 15: Departing Note from Author

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The story ends here; without any name any specific location. Because whatever
written is all human emotions, not a history. So these details doesnt matter.
Hence the name Going Anonymous.

It doesnt matter whether you are Straight, Bi, Lesbian or whatever. Every human
being has emotions. And beyond these boundaries which were created on basis
of sexual orientation, what I care is a good friendship. And I guess, you should
too.

And hope everyone finds good friends

Yours
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