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By Sufi George
The key understanding that results from this experience of pure nothing is
that one is still alive even when everything is gone. One realizes that one's
existence does not depend on anything except awareness itself. One
realizes that awareness is the primal reality, the permanent core of
ourselves.
So the body, the mind, the physical universe as well as dream universes,
feelings, knowledge, are all non-essential to being alive. Fear and guilt
vanish because awareness is beyond harm and experience is not part of
one's being.
It is clear that all experience comes from outside of oneself, that experience
merely flows through awareness, and that one is not responsible for the
helpless act of experiencing one's experience.
In short, this state of freedom solves every problem by eliminating it, and
provides a completely unburdened peace. This is so attractive, so magnetic,
that it cannot be actually forgotten, only displaced by the usual contents and
concerns of life.
Before the enlightenment experience, one has no idea of life without
content. Rather, one's awareness is flooded with content, with all of its
concerns and hang-ups.
Yet, after the enlightenment experience, one has a yearning for the
remembered peace and freedom of the void. This yearning gradually
influences one to decrease the amount of experience in awareness so that
there is room in awareness for void. This becomes a balancing act between
being aware of void and being aware of experience. The less experience
one is aware of, the more void one is aware of, and the more free and
peaceful life becomes.
With too much void and too little experience, however, one becomes an idiot,
and so there is the need for learning to balance between void and
experience.
With enough void in the balance, there is nothing in life that can consume
one. Life is fluid and changeable. Life becomes more like a movie than a
trap. More accurately, life becomes a group dream.
Yearning for the void influences in the direction of keeping awareness empty
of experience. Balancing involves deliberate efforts to remember specific
things out of practical necessity. The more experiential content there is in
awareness, the less room there is for the void. The more void there is in
awareness, the less experience there is, and the less important or
consequential experience becomes.
Intuition is the next component. Despite its popular mystique, intuition has
only one function in the model. It focuses patterns of experience so that they
become vivid or real. Intuition can receive patterns from any direction.
Attention can be visualized as a ring around intuition, like a ring around the
planet Saturn. In the DMC, experience patterns pass through attention,
intuition and awareness, and that is how we get to enjoy experiences.
The important point to grasp at this stage is the basic difference between
who we are and what we experience. We are awareness. As awareness, we
know only two things: that we are aware, and that we are individual.
Everything else comes to us from the outside as experience.
Very much the same thing is happening in our consciousness system. The
frequency waves of experience patterns are tuned in to by our attention,
focused into a meaningful reality by our intuition, and experienced as real in
our awareness.
To illustrate this further, let's talk about the common experience of seeing
light. Physically, light rays (frequency waves) enter our eyes, but are stopped
by the retina at the back of the eyeball. From there, the waves are converted
into electrical and chemical signals, and travel through the brain in darkness.
Where is the light? Also, we see light in dreams. Where does this light come
from? These mysteries are explained by understanding that all experience
patterns are resolved or focused by intuition and are then experienced in
awareness.