Depp and how was it the judgment fight?

Yonah my husband told me about the ring fight story, it

happened between the possessed and the possessor. It
was a fight that for long used to occur, the relation
changed when the ring switched hands. So one of them
came with a solution: that the ring was given to a third
person. If the ring was changed, if the ring was given by heart to this other one, the possessor had lost the
ring, and this would give the possessed the power of arguing the questions, the simple dilettantism that
possesses the love. Was what the possessor said to the possessed. But this one so argued: for all means,
the ring was not issued yet, for all means, it didnt happen, the ring is still in your hand. The possessed so
argued: the sexual contact is the lowest level of judgement, where one exhausts all possibilities. From
there forward, its the pleasure whos going to finish the question. And so the possessor argued: until it
happens, the ring will be in my hand. Only love knows the closure of this story.

Depp dont know if I could understand it all,

or nothing... youll marry me..?

Depp would you marry me?

Yonah is this an own-will, or you sir re involved with the

question, some kind of responsibility?

Depp own will

Yonah Id marry, yes..
Depp even you being married, mam?
Yonah Whats a marriage, an institution..?

Depp isnt it..?

Yonah no, its a two relation. Im not

referring to pair

Depp and what is this exactly..?

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 Yonah I love my husband.

Depp do you..?

Yonah yes, I do.

Depp but you are betraying him with me

Yonah no, in absolute, he knows Im here, is as

I told you on the letter.

Depp yes, Ive read it, and found it very

interesting, love was something that
always intrigued me. We could talk
about it for hours and would never reach
to any conclusion.

Yonah its true, but, maybe for the

questions that involves pleasure are not
so well understood. Ill explain to you my
loves thought.

Depp you say your husband?

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Yonah yeah, theyre the same thing The ring fight story, love and posse are always fighting

Depp Id like to understand the ring fight better

Yonah as it was said, sexual contact is the lowest

judgement level, its on it that one exhausts all
possibilities. If you feel, like someone, you will
never know until where it goes unless you exhaust all possibilities of fear. Perceive that what generates
possibilities its the fear, because desires already born possible. The question is if it will be exercised or
not .
Depp wish Manson was here to listen to this conversationhe would really like to listen to your
argumentsalias, I showed him your letter and your photo too..
Yonah you showed the letter and the photo too..? for him only, or for
someone more..?
Depp yes, yes, but, people of my
trust, you mind with this?

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Yonah yes, yes, buts no relevant for
me

Depp you said it was about a

pleasurable experience and I got even
more curious about you, that for so
things could happen, it would have to
be into the abrangence of pleasure, and
I got even more curiouswhats this,
limits..?

Yonah there are things we dont like, and the things we dont like its because theyre not pleasurables.
Pleasure for me is one and for you may be another, so thats why our pleasures will be adequated to what
we understand as a pleasure, something that our body is able to respond.
Depp so I can do everything with you, mrs..?

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Yonah everything that, for me, fits as a pleasure too.

Depp I like that, those things excites me, leave me more comfortable

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Yonah more comfortable, this that you refer Mr., its naturalness. Im going to tell you something that
my love told me: love is not a store of social increments where what one dresses is a common well, love is
undressed, if people loved one another, they would want one another. I dont have how to talk to you Mr.
and say that we were natural with one another if were not undressed.

Depp would be interesting society work this way,,

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Yonah sure, if people loved each other, it would work this way, they would want one another.

Depp let me see if I understood: Im married and, if I desire

another woman, I have the right to go there and realize my
desire, so it doesnt constitute into a future problem in the
relationship.

Yonah exactly,
so good you sir
understood

Depp indeed I
didnt
understood..

Yonah and what

didnt you
understand?

Depp if every man could do this

Yonah nononononothe law only applies to women.

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Depp what you mean, only women?
Yonah because man already has this capacity
of decision, who doesnt have it is the woman,
its something thats not in accordance with the
nature.

Depp you mean that now my wife can fuck

with her high school boyfriend, for a recently
acquired freedom?

Yonah its a good question, buts not exactly

freedom, senhor DeppIts about love.

Depp love?
Yonah Exactly, love, how can love exist without
pleasure..?
Depp you mean sex..?
Yonah no, no, pleasure.., to like..
Depp but to like is necessarily sex..?
Yonah exactly, it isnt: but if theres no contact, therell
be no other way of knowing.
Depp Indeed, yes, but this would turn into unfeasible
any possibility of moral..

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Yonah thats the idea, I mean thats really the feeling, end up with the moral.
Depp you think that society is of those who love each other..? no,
you cant be serious! This is crazy!! Manson would love it!!!!

Yonah no he would not, just as you sir, one wants to analyze things by the
rational vein
Depp and is there another?

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Yonah the first vein is asking why someone looks for another one: the feeling, an uncontained desire,
not so well configured and not so well distributed, producing possibilities: think on how this would convert
into adornments, from the most brutal sex to an exacerbated Platonism, this without mentioning the
hours of temperamental absences for being thinking on the other person.

Depp I think that on love

those kinds of things wouldnt
exist, isnt it..?

Yonah why not?

Depp because love is two

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Yonah exactly, there are two here.but how is this your two sir Depp? Because this is the geometric
vision of love: it admits primarily the existence of two unities... And what is this, exactly? A fix base?

Depp explain it you, miss..

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Yonah to talk about unity, fatally, and this is the word, we would result in God. You sir believe in many
things, and disbelieve in another ones a system which works in the base of one out and one in and even
though, pleads a hundred percent of functioning, it treats about a fake half, a deficient entire. The unity,
in the condition of truth, is a joke that the human being created on Earths costs. Its in these conditions
that the marriage was raised: a relation with God, the such alliance between the possessed and the
possessor. You sir want to understand the stepping away, at the same time on which you accept God as
the angle between the man and the woman: God is a third one, God is a geometric position: And the
stepping away of God, as the death of love. Is
how the adultery is understood, the sex outside
of the marriage: the adultery as a normative act,
and at the same time, dis-explanative, of love.
However, has the terminative status of
sentence: the love is involved in a criminology of
the mind. Lets admit that we are dreaming, that
weve met each other in the dream: and now,
your tutored will is temporarily stepped away of
your institutional shield.
Depp and wheres your husband in this
moment?

Yonah dreaming too.

Depp but how? I cant see him....
Yonah yeah, I know...but, lets say that, without him,
you sir wouldnt have how to look at me, and neither
me to you, sir, that he is part of my body, and that you
wouldnt have how to pass through me without
passing through him

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 Depp but how is this
possible?

Yonah lets forget the possibilities and the usual concepts of body and spirit. And, what we call of body,
is not indeed a body: and what we call of spirit, its not indeed a spirit: just geometric definitions of an
angled definition of the nature: and that, in this sense, without passing through me, you sir wont have
how to pass through the structure of the earth, which the dreams are related to. And even without
comprehending my colocations, lets admit that God is convenient with this: I mean, he is participating as
well.
Depp why would God do this...?
Yonah lets say that God doesnt worries with the adultery, that he knows that the human being is an
adulterous.. the adultery is a human creation to angle the virtue on nature
Depp but, this would be to unsay him
Yonah you sir dont like possibilities?

Depp yes, but, this would be an impossible possibility

Yonah your affirmation annuls your result
Depp I dont know, its strange these your colocations
Yonah I also find it strange your results. To start by, why the betrayal would finish the love?
Depp yes, but, why would the love betray?
Yonah correct, why would the love betray?

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Depp and whats happening is not a betrayal...?
Yonah how am I betraying, sir Depp, if my husband is present...?
Depp but Im not seeing him...
Yonah hes right here in front of you...
Depp you miss are not talking seriously....is this a joke? I am taking seriously
what you say
Yonah it is not a joke, but our seriousnesss are
different. But lets go forward with the
arguments: The alliance thats in my hand would
be yours in this moment? Did I stopped loving my husband because of
this?
Depp yes, but... why did you betrayed him?
Yonah were not in human conditions, sir Depp, we are dreaming... have you sir ever dreamed getting
laid with another woman, sometime? Or, your woman, you sir had so many, did any ever confidence
you the occurrence of the event? Its common to dream with another one? Is it common to remember
this as well? I mean, is it in the frames of normality[?], because those things are understood as dreams,
and that theyre little jokes that indeed dont exist are only part of the arsenal of fixation of human
ideas, of which the psychology has nothing on hands, except the synaptic-hormonal-remembrance-
reflection explanationsand that, for this, you sir cannot take seriously the result of a dream. But, in the
same mode, in such conditions, you sir couldnt, neither I, be judged: I say: to dream is a sin?
Depp I dont know, Im not strong in the scriptures, I mean, the own sin, for me is something
intangible Recently, I had a dream, that I was jailed, and I had been transformed into a lizard
Yonah Interesting and what happened?
Depp I dont know, I dont remember
Yonah exactly: we dont know why these things happens. But to deny them would be imbecility. Its the
such deficient integrity Think, if every night, you sir could dream with a different woman, and of her,
obtain a burning pleasure, a maddening pleasure and more yet, couldnt do nothing to block your mind

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Yonah ...and even more yet, you sir doesnt feel the slightest will of blocking it for this and, to win the
ten, God wouldnt do absolutely nothing, because indeed, nothing he can do it would be inherent to the
human creation.

Depp I think that God, understanding this as something malefic to the human being, would figure a way
of controlling the dreams

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Yonah and what would that be, to control the dreams?
Depp I think that the human will would become a hostage of something uncontrollable
Yonah but would God punish you for this? Would he understand this as an adultery? That, because of
this disease, this addiction, this weakness of which he himself had part in the Creation, could indeed
constitute itself into a crime, into a sin, and that, for this, you sir should be punished?
Depp I dont know answer

Yonah exactly: the will terminates itself in the

body, because the body closured it, at the same
time which, implicitly, there exists unknown
truths, which are treated as dead angles, because indeed, the knowledge is limited: more yet, broken. Can
it, in somewhere in the love, sir Depp, one exists and the other one dont? Because it was this way that
the universe was created. How can your truth exist and mine dont? how to argue that the understanding
of one terminates the question?

Depp indeed I dont have the understanding, but Id like to go back to the earthly conditions

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 Yonah of course, but the earthly conditions are not the human
conditions You sir questions yourself why one looked for the other
one, because the truth so presents itself. But the look for, in the
nature, is something that occurs naturally among the animals and
plants, for being about essentialities. The misunderstanding of
something leaded to the control of this same misunderstood thing.:
and the values were created. The virtue exists in function of the
adultery, the regulation of a mystery, and the society raised itself above this. The man and the woman are
confess-defendants of their weaknesses, the feeling is regulated by law.. I think that the human being
arrived too fast to the comprehension of his own nature. From there, the man became a terrified one with
his own results. The human God needs to explain
better the dreams, and dis-angle them as artefact of
the imagination: Because, it was through the dreams
that he spoke to the human beings: No human being
ever saw God. Because God is entitled as a spirit.
There is, yes, a relation with the dreams and the
desires, and this is what were talking about. In mode
that, lets step away the adultery, because we are
dreaming. God also already got laid with humans,
dreaming indeed, he didnt want to talk nothing
about this, as indeed he also didnt wanted to explain
why the dreams are prohibited
Depp I never knew this

Yonah yup, but they were: the

structure of the word is the
ultimate condition for that the
human being stop dreaming.
Would you sir like to stop
dreaming...?

Depp to tell you the truth, its

been long that I dont dream...
and indeed, I never understand
my dreams... theyre not so
realistics... I remember only
fragments..

Yonah half truths...timed, without that no feeling is indeed involved.. what I propose is that we step away
the adultery and the own look for on itself, as its being understood, so that we can keep dreaming: act as
an animal, follow your instinct, and step away any rational activity: and that the decision be understood
as something natural, that indeed, were still not under natural conditions.

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Depp and what is this decision exactly?
Yonah its a step that happens
when the interest for
something.. something that
challenges the senses cannot
be denied, omitted, or deduced
by formulas. There would
always be imbued some value,
even if the explanation reaches
the supreme result of
explaining the heart, it wont be
able to completely silence it. Its
not a tentative of killing the
feeling or exhaust its forces, but
on the contrary, identify it as
source of pleasure.

Depp and the consequences?

Yonah the consequences will exist anyway, either you accept it or not, you can isolate yourself in a black
box and project your results, but youll never disengage of the judgement that submits you to such
condition.
Depp and what is this condition?

Yonah of challenging the pleasure

Depp and whats this?

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 Yonah moralizing the
behavior conditions,
conditions of posture and
judgement alignment, thing
that the whore knows very
well.

Depp assume its feelings,

thats what youre saying ?
sometimes we dont even
know what we feel..

Yonah lie, yes we do.

Depp you Ms., thinks that.., I mean, that

if this Law 66 passes..

Yonah it already passed.

Depp I mean, if we validate all its

content in the way as it was disposed,
wed have a favorable social form..?

Yonah social I dont know, but we would

have an unfavorable moral form.

Depp it would be a demoralization

Yonah correct, thats my understanding, the society possesses an unsolvable moral problem, it doesnt
love itself

Depp but this is a moral

problem..?

Yonah exactly, it isnt, love

shouldnt be a problem of moral.

Depp wish I had a recorder.. so

Manson could listen this story. He
thinks exactly like you.

Yonah no, no, he thinks way

different of me..

Depp how do you know?

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 Yonah by the lyrics of his songs, he never loved anyone.. theres
no sense on killing nor yourself nor another one for love just
because the persons trash and this includes himself. This is about
justice, and love doesnt judge. Justice was that which separated
from love.

Depp good that you touched on the issuedo you see

justice on this, maam?

Yonah none.

Depp arent our relations

governed by justice?

Yonah mine are by love.

Theres no justice in nature.
But for this is correct saying
that nature doesnt love,
that theres no love on
nature, because nature is
not fair?
Depp what is justice for
you, Ms.?

Yonah a virtue, a tentative of explaining love, more yet,

submit it.

Depp very interesting, and... I return into the case of the

ring, you said that youd marry me, and I ask you, lets say
that you Ms. fall in love with me and I fall in love with you,
and you find out that Im the man of your life and I find out
that youre the woman of mine, but that, for casualty of
destiny we didnt find one another and that you Ms. find
this out and no longer wish to return to him, do you think
this is fair? Because those are things that fatally could
happen if something was initialized, the satisfaction of
mutual desires

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Yonah mutual desires senhor Depp, present themselves anyway, independent of any excuse, they may
be experimented or adorned, independently of this being a social gain or not, even if it weights over moral
the responsibility of the act. And second, justice, no, no, theres no justice, what would be existing its
love, what would lead to an interpretative condition that, if such a thing were not made, it would never
be exercised, experienced, what makes the society of mutual desires more natural.

Depp and more

immoral..

Yonah yeah, if
moral is so
understood, more
immoral, but more
truly, no?

Depp maybe..

Yonah yeah, you

may understand this
as the risk of love. In
society, what more
exists is separation,
how many woman
did you had and how
many youll still have
and, from how many did you separated, and those women you had, how many men did they had and
from how many they separated..? and those men they had..?

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 Depp you understand what you
are doing as the risk of love?

Yonah no

Depp why not?

Yonah love is not a challenge

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Depp loves not a challenge..? I had never listened to this before.

Depp It means, so, that you can fall in love with me.

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 Yonah fall in love for you, senhor Depp?
You sir are a passionate man, your movie,
Don Juan de Marcos makes a pretty
interesting analysis, inclusive, your shrink
was also a very interesting man, Marlon
Brandon, and he was, for a long time, the
sexiest man in the world and much his of
image was planted and cultivated.
However, you, sir, in most of your movies,
deny your sex appeal, but exercise it in a
subtle way, and blames yourself and not
the script for such effects, in a way that is
not the theme, and Im not even treating as such, our meeting as an interview, because indeed, image is
a resultant factor.

Yonah I understood the problem that surrounds love as something that I entitled The Black Box.
Derivative words are easily addressed, Romeo and Juliet may be an ultimate case, but if they didnt died,
would they love each other forever? Or that may be understood as a circumstantial obligation?

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 Yonah Every time that one tries to straighten feelings, there always
exists the rational point, and the question is quickly angled. And much
of what I came to do, and practically, everything I came to do, its
something that I already do naturally: Im involved with the
essentiality of something, the love. Theres a feeling, yes, but its transient in the same way thats a passant
as well. A temporalization may lead to an unstable concept of something that doesnt even attest its
existence. But its undeniable, as in the same way, perceptible, that the loves involved in a mental duel.
The word love possesses an own-meaning, inherited and acquired, much well contextualized. Perceive
how much weve talked and how much we diverge in our understanding, how many people already spoke,
how many movies were made, how many books were written about the issue, and the maximum that
love reaches is a deep liking, in such a way that I dont know whats your understanding about passion,
and my understanding is completely different. While we talked, we talked about many things, but all of
them seems to be related to the same thing: we talked about sex, talked about desires, talked about
pleasure: but always that those words are initialized, theyre dressed up with virtue, which stays on
standby to angle all the movements of the moral. Ora, sir Depp, you cannot live constantly saying to
yourself where are you Depp, why did you stepped away from me? Why arent you comfortable in my
presence...?...: this would be to admit that all your movements were already born possessed... its
something that I come affirming.. love seems to be tendentious to and unity, but, at the same time, when
we try to contextualize it, its easily framed, in such way that love seems to be a prompt thing, a result. In
a way that, I rather leave things like this, without a defined answer. But I advance you: such definitions
are not natural: and angle this questions is something that Id have immense pleasure on doing it, and,
extrapolate them on what rationality reaches. Love cannot be understood as an stationary state of mind,
something that involves the to-be. Perceive that you sir accepted something, and the memory of this
acceptation is hidden in the interior of mind.

Depp what is this stationary state of mind?

Yonah sometimes we look for an answer and it

doesnt exist, or we have difficulty on finding it. But
when it happens its because were inside a box.

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 Depp and what is this
black box, exactly..?
Yonah the fear
Depp the fear..? and
what is this exactly..?
Yonah the unknown
Depp you, Ms., thinks Ive fear?

Yonah not of falling in love, I mean, people usually fear being alone, of loneliness.

Depp and what would fear be, then?

Yonah on the issue of love, the naturalness:

And it somehow explains even why love
became a black box. And before you sir ask
me whats naturalness, I dont have how to
answer you that.
Depp and in name of this you came, but.. Ill
not deny, Im curious, the amplitude of your
sayings extrapolate my judgement in much, I
thought Id lived it all, and experienced and
experimented of all, and when I say of
everything, I really mean it, something that
Hollywood was not able to contextualize yet.

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Yonah understand it as an enigma of reason. That Im not who created it. That is about a human
creation. Understand that nature looked for you, without
there being bigger whys for this.
Depp nature?
Yonah yes

Yonah but you may understand it as a simple desire of a

woman

Depp I apologize for so many questions and

inquiries, but whats happening doesnt
seems to be in a framework of normality, and
indeed it was what.. awoke me. Its doesnt
seems normal to me anything of whats going
on..

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 Depp I look at you, Mrs., and I start to
imagine things, and thismakes me be
more cautious than Id.. normally be.. but
theres a worry about this, have you
thought on the possibility of return? Were
practicing a..uhm..a dangerous game. I
already had many complicated
relationships, obsessive things, risks of life,
things that indeed I never bothered..

Yonah future, senhor Depp?

Depp yes... but not just this..

Yonah you see, sir, Id say: I talk

about pleasure, you talk about
posse: pleasure separates from
posse for it is against the will. A
being that doesnt serves, cannot
be possessed.

Yonah you sir want to know

whats really going on..?

Depp not exactly..

Yonah my story seems strange for

you?

Depp in a certain
way, yesbut one
thing I understood
in life is that,
coming from a
woman everything
is strange..
Yonah woman is a
construction

Depp youre not a

woman..?

Yonah I am not..
Depp but what
am I seeing?

Yonah the image

of a woman

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Depp and what are you seeing?

Yonah the image of a man

Depp and what is it wrong in these images?

Yonah theyre not natural.

Depp and does it changes anything?

Yonah no.. it doesnt change nothing, thats the problem these are Unitarist concepts, and the
background is the family, the status quo of something that human race intends to defend. And then the
worries on the question which involves the permanence: the consequences are always involved in this
essential atom: man and woman: because whats at stake is the separation: mean it: the separation is
angle because it is putted forward: but whats this, other than prophesize?

Depp you disregard its defects, its results, its conquers..?

Yonah not at all, but I ask you: does Family exists on

nature? Is family something natural? Does the family have
the power to finish the love or overwrite it? I think that the
question gains an amplitude very quickly, without the
details being so well clarified, its possible that we initialize
democratic questions, sovereignty, acquired rights,
freedom, equality, justice, in the same way thats known
that no one respects nor believe nor practices anything of
this. Its the primordially of knowing, it losses itself on
explanations, that falsifies human nature.

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Yonah Besides the packaging of the being, the social conditions, the concept of humanity, its
embarrassing for the human being explain its own behavior. These questions may seem unsolvable and
to the philosophys eyes, this is a matter of hard access. In the same way thats know that such proposals,
accompanied of substantialism or not, are highly unstable, and thats exactly why theyre treated inside a
black box. I think that the object may not be so easily mangled or reconfigured in the unique and generous
intuit of providing acceptations, this cannot even be said as a result. Theres a seek for and an intended
result, due the belief that this is the better, because the result by itself its already a guarantee, butif we
think a little, we have that safety and guarantees are things that dont exist too, are adorns, the feeling of
accommodation: and this doesnt seem natural to me, because nature its dynamic, its expansive. I think
that, in determined moment we get tired and this may be understood as a result, but if we put this in a
linearity, its easy to perceive that the things that move us were another. And in this point, theres clear
indicium of separation. But not so distant of comprehension is that is something that operates in the
individual plain: signor Depp and the world. And the feeling of frustration, or even, realization, may or not
manifest: and a court of mind may or not be initialized. What I tell to signor is that theres an intelligence
that makes us act this way, the stability of judgement, the declaration of the existence of something,
something that guarantees the departure and the arrival, the permanence and the mental state.. but I tell
you that all this is a death concept, the certainty its the death. You, signor, may understand that kill or
die is a natural condition, and I tell you that it isnt, there is no separation on love: the death is a human
creation, is not something natural: but that in the plain of the conscience, works as the stepping away of
God: for being God a stationary condition of mind, a permanence, a position, a prison.

Depp lets say that I wanted that you passed more time...?

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Yonah I came without time..theres no time in the dreams
Depp would you spend one year here..?
Yonah it doesnt exist time,
sir Depp, time is a
greatness, theres no
greatness on nature, the
time cannot be understood as the passage of the feeling..for
it would be conditioning it to an end do you know quantify how much you will like someone?
Depp no..
Depp could you send me a copy of this manual..? seems like someone thought on everything..!
Yonah you sir think my answer is articulated..?
with pre-conceived results just like the ones of
the religious books you read?

Depp you think I read this things?

Yonah think, no, Im sure.

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Depp impressive..! Ive never seen this. Im really curious you seem to have a knowledgethat was
hidden from the human beingsand I feel
really tempted to see where this history is
gonna give, I mean, where this dream is
gointo give..I feel, anyway, responsible
with anything that may happen here..even
because you are enchanter and I hope that
your passage here be the most pleasurable
possible.

Yonah me too..

Depp great, then, I love this sunset, its one of the

prettiest Ive ever seen.

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Depp there are somethings Id like to show you do you accompany me?
Yonah sure

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The Human Clock stopped dreaming. The human nature was absorbed. Remaining only the time of its
death: the life that God gave you.
[66]

..Continues on Part II..

Rose66.

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