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teens, but felt something was missing. Then at the ripe age of 21
I found via my interest in computers and science, Chaos Magic,
online. I read all the popular books on Chaos Magic, and studied
material which was online. During this time, I was a traditional,
Chaote, or follower of Chaos. To this day I use a lot of the
techniques and theory of Chaos Magic, but still believe in the
fundamental teachings I learned in Chaos Magic and so am a
Chaote, or Chaos Magician, and more or less a follower of
Chaos. Though only in a loose sense, as the ultimate reality isn't
actually chaos as it transcends chaos and order, and all opposites.
Still the first manifestations from it are very chaotic, with the fact
that the limitless can't be fathomed as it has no limits, things, or
parts, by which to identify it, and so the high energy and pseudo-
matter which first surround are chaos, and so this aether is all we
can know it by. Thus at heart I'm an aspiring non-dualist or
transcendentalist, but since this can not be known by the mind
which is a thing and so limited, and only by the kia, chi, pneuma,
or personal spirit or the essence of consciousness, I follow and
work my magick according to the first reality, or Chaos, as the
Greeks, Romans, Egyptians, Babylonians, Sumerians, Chinese,
and other cultures understood was the first reality to come into
existence.
find the greatest of magic and freedom comes from not the divine
or deity or deities, the creator(s), who wish to rule and keep order
over something which ultimately is very chaotic, changing, and
unlasting, but the primal power or energies and the worlds and
beings which make up of them.
aspects of kia, are seen to exist at the soul level and so any being
no matter how far down in creation it exists, has it's roots of
consciousness within the innermost planes. Thus all the gods
exist before any physical location, psychologically within us.
Invocation takes this metaphysical truth and realizes the magical
implications. If all beings, including the most powerful or
primordial (first), exist within each other, before existing as
separate consciousnesses outside of each other, then the greatest
amounts of wisdom and power come from the magician who calls
these beings to possess at least partially the psyche of himself.
Gods being pure forces are the safest to invoke, but theoretically
literally anything can be evoked. Possession isn't as scary as the
word may sound, and doesn't have to mean total surrender of the
body to another will, but usually more fruitfully means only a
degree of possession. It is soon learned that what one fills one's
thoughts with, what one upholds himself to, and desires after, is
the gods one worships and allows to be a part of himself. Thus
evocation can give one magical powers of a god as well as the
intelligence and wisdom, at least temporarily, but can also serve
as a tool of enlightenment of what one's real masters are, and why.
and years behind it, shall deliver him unto the promised land of
non-duality, the force which created all, and so what religion calls
God himself (or the divine essence of all gods, never the less the
monad, the totality of all).
The white path isn't exactly the path of the many, even
though the light is the largest element in duality, as it comprises of
simplistic forces which create and somewhat destroy through very
simple impulses, and explains why the light allows so much to
happen to sentient beings, which see things very complex, and are
embodies of fair complexity themselves. Still some beings can
and do reside within it, but the far majority of complex
organisms, including sentient beings, dwell somewhere in the
middle of reality, where the simple light and dark, combine in
countless ways to create so many different things.
The light are usually the young beings, as the longer one
dwells within duality, the harder the heart and head become. Still
many think themselves of the light, in what they would like to see
themselves as. Far more, the majority of humanity, dead and
alive, exists with the middle worlds though, from the limited
physical universe, to the semi-spiritual ethereal planes of the
astral or the traditional heavens, hells, and purgatories of
religions.
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Still the Air plane or layer of the Cosmos like Fire (light)
and Water (dark), are more subtle in essence, than the physical
dimension of Earth that living humanity lives within. The
accepting of these other dimensions which alchemically are made
into four parts, light, light/dark, dark/light, and dark, to express
not just the dualistic basic axom of opposing forces but also that
they blur into each other, nor a model of a basic three, upper,
middle, lower, (similar to past, present, future in the notion of
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in the areas it has not been deliberately built upon and altered by
sentient non-corporeal beings. In fact it was this sensational
beauty of these places which made the first sentient beings of the
astral create their religious paradises, as they believed this world
was the eternal Eden, or perfect Nature.
working. The next colors come from the rainbow, although I have
slightly rearranged the order, as was previously described of the
phenomena of the Earth element being half negative and so
backwards following and half positive or forwards flowing and so
the phenomena of physical light being illogical in following a
logical order of hot to cool colors.
The first color is yellow, and represents the Sun, it's Tarot
card being the same. The day being Sunday. It's magic is the
magic of light, warmth, vitality, men and prosperity. It's location
on the Chaostar is the first arm clockwise after the uppermost.
Solar magic is life giving and anti-dark magic, similar to the
pursuits of white magic. Healing, exorcisms, banishing, warding,
etc. Also can be used for money magic, good fortune, and wealth
and longevity in general. Alternate colors which slightly alter the
focus of the energy channeled is gold, orange, and yellow. In fact
any color, mixed with white, or white itself can be used to harness
the power of the stars themselves, as the Sun is a star. Star magic
relates to fortune, destiny, the cosmic weave or
interconnectedness, and the soul (as does the Sun itself, but more
as in the solar ego or incarnate self, verses the oversoul or cosmic
self).
Red is the 3rd color and rightfully has the red planet mars
as it's celestial body, It's day is Tuesday from which an Anglo-
Saxon deity was named which had the planetary association of
mars. Red is the color of blood, deserts, rust, as well as more
nature friendly things like many flowers and a color within fire
and lava. Metallic colors like rust, iron, and goldish or silverish
metals are heavily associated with the red planet. As is war,
battles, deserts, and bloodshed. The use of blood with mars
associated rituals can not be stressed enough. Often this is taken
from a drop or two of the practitioner, as the bygone ages of
slaying humans and animals for the war god, is long gone, and
seen as a waste, similar to the human sacrifice to the ancient sun
gods, and many forms of animal sacrifice to many different gods.
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7th day of the week, which is Saturday. He declaired the day the
holiest, and Jews to this day obey his orders. No one should work
or work to hard, on Saturday. The lifeforce is at it's lowest, and
we should all just relax and rest. Rejuvinate for the next cycle,
where end becomes beginning in the infinite circle of cycles.
Anything considering rest or the elderly can be done magically on
this day. Purple is the primary color of Saturn. Black and the
metalic color of lead, are also used. The 5 first days set up the
initial forces of creation, and Friday is the beginning and Saturday
the end of the great flux of duality which is a cycle of movement.
5 for the element of reality, and 2 for the condition. 7 is a holy
number, and 777, that is three (which is the number of magic),
sevens is the sacred number of the infinite or God.
Chaos druids, witches, and shamans, all are titles and specific
forms of practice a middle pather of chaos might take upon
themselves. Or they may be just a sorcerer. The titles
Necromancer, Mage or Magus (plural Magi), etc, are more
extreme practices of magic. The priest can be of nature though,
and many ancient pagans had natural as well as metaphysical
gods and supernatural beings they used in magic and religion.
Witches and Wizards are good earth magic terms, although they
have their white and black forms as well. These are words that
simply mean a wise man or woman though in root. Magician is
such a all encompasing term, it's best left for those who dabble in
all schools and walk the path of the adept, which may sound like a
middle but really is all paths, extremes and middles, as it is the
way of the Spirit, Tao, or All.
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they are aware on the purist level of being. Can everyone even be
an adept, is a question as mysterious and unknown as ultimately
the true nature of anything. The adepts formed the mystery
traditions, and everything about them is thus, a mystery.
Ultimately even if adepthood can be lost, a true adept doesn't
even care, as they know the cycle always returns to what it is an
unmoving circle. One might wonder if one by reading this is now
an adept and or whether the author is an adept. Those who suceed
at this adept thing, can only not care at the true answers to any of
these questions, as they like everything to an adept is a mystery.
But enough of the masters of magic, who practice all paths. This
is about the black. Black magic uses virtually every form of
magic previously discussed, in a perverted, costly way. Speaking
of cost, most black magicians are in complete denial they will
ever have to pay for what they gain, or simply have convinced
themselves they don't care. The Black path is the most ignorant
path, and such attititudes are common with even those who
become the dark lords of the abyss, the void, the underworld, and
the hells. Yes even demons and devils, masters of darkness
embodied in sentientness, are ultimately ignorant slaves. The
path of the black is fate, and how to cheat and use it, till the grim
reaper appears and your essence or whatever is left of you is
turned to ash. The cost is high for those who devote themselves
purely to black magic, but the reward is so effective and sweet
while it lasts, it draws in more than one would rationally
calculate.
The art of lying and fear are the primal practices of black
magicians though. Power darkness holds is not nessisarily the
light it can separate and claim ownership over, but it's inate power
of loss, deception, confusion, pain, numbness, and fear and hate.
Invisibility is a common skill of black magicians as is
concealment and deception.
As you can see the computer model deals with the same old
timeless mystical questions and teachings. It helps modern
people, especially with a technical bent, really fathom the world
though, and gives them the ability to use their skills in the real
world not just on their desktops. Thus many Chaotes are hackers,
on PC's as well as reality itself. Hacking is altering a computer
system to do something which ordinarily is in conflict with the
official or accepted rules of the system. Magicians are rebels,
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You may find we all have many many desires and wills,
but the one's which you find yourself coming to again and again,
your needs as a soul incarnate, verses all your fleeting wants,
leads to discovering who you really are, and so your true will.
You may even find your will is like a step ladder, with
your highest desire on the very top and lesser and lesser desires,
what you can accept and what you can't, what you truly need to
be well and at least moderately happy, and what doesn't really
matter, manifesting from the core of your being outward.
Raven and Coyote, are chaos and trickster gods of the Native
Americans. Loki, is a trickster and chaotic dark god of the Norse
or Viking peoples.
She grew tired of her children though and their petty little
lives and their wants and needs, and sought to destroy them all.
One of the gods, Marduk, was not going to let this happen
and killed her, splitting her corpse open and creating creation out
of it.
Good and evil, the primate brain with it's higher functions
and the lizard brain with it's lower functions.
But only when we are all ready, there are many who are
asleep. The serpent cycle took billions of years, man's will take
probably just as long, taking an honest look at the world.