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xt;nthUtUk;> mtutH ghzpapy; Gupe;J nfhz;l
fhuzj;jpdhYk;>
mjid kw;wtHfSf;F tpsf;fpf; fhl;Lk;
ghzpAk; tpj;jpahrg;gLfpwJ.
rpyH> rpy kfhd;fis> NkilNaw;wp itj;J
tpLtjhy;> mtHfSila fUj;Jf;fis> Ma;Tf;F
vLj;Jf; nfhs;s mQ;rp tpLfpd;wdH.
ngupatHfs; midtUf;Fk; rk me;j];J
nfhLg;gJk;> mtHfSila fUj;Jf;fspd; ajhhj;j
cz; i kia Ma; T f; F vLj; J f; nfhs; t jw; F
jaf;fk; fhl;lhkypUg;gJk;> mtHfs; vq;Nf> ehd;
v q ; N f > v d ; W j d ; i d j ; j u e ; j h o ; j ; j p f ;
nfhs; s hjpUg; g Jk; > kpfTk; Kf; f paj; J tk;
tha;ej ; jhf cs;sJ.
jpwe; j kdJld; Ma; T nra; g tHfSf; F
kl;LNk> ekJ mZFKiw nghUe;Jk;. kw;wtH
fisg; nghUj;jtiu> mtHfs; ek;ikAk;> ekJ
 p k 21

mZFKiwiaAk; nkhj;jkhfg; Gwf;fzpj;J tpl;L>

mtHfSf;Fg; gpbj;jkhd topapy; nrd;wpLtJjhd;
rup.
ukz kfup\p> Mde; j mDgtq; f Sf; F
Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLf;fhky;> me;j mDgtk;>
vtUf;F Vw;gLfpwJ vd;W Nfl;L>
mjidf; fle; J nry; y Ntz; L k; vd; W
$WfpwhH.
Mdhy; ,uhkfpU\; z guk k; r Uila
tho;fi
; f cgNjrq;fisg; ghHf;Fk; NghJ> mtH
Mde;j mDgtq;fisg; Nghw;wpf; nfhz;lhLfpwhH.
,tHfs; ,UtUila epiyg;ghl;by;> ehk;
vjid vLj;Jf; nfhs;tJ?
Md; k rhjfHfs; gyUk; > ,uhkfpU\; z
guk k; r Uila mZFKiaiaNa tpUk; G
fpd;wdH.
Md;kf P k; vd;why;> mq;F Mde;j mDgtq;fs;
fpilf;f Ntz;Lk;. ,y;yhtpl;lhy; mJ vd;d
Md; k P f k; ? ..... ,Jjhd; ngUk; g hNyhUila
mZFKiw. ukzH> vLj;jjw;nfy;yhk; ehd;
ahH? vd;w Nfs;tpiaf; Nfl;L> Md;k rhjfHfisg;
gaKWj;jp tpLfpwhH.
22 >D

ve;j gf;jH ve;j re;Njfj;ij vOg;gpdhYk;>

,e;j re;Njfk;> vtUf;F Vw;gl;Ls;sJ vd;W
ghH vd>
Nfs;tp Nfl;ltuplNk> mtH Nfs;tpiaj; jpUg;gp
tpLfpwhH.
mjdhy;> gf;jHfs; ngUk;ghYk; mtuplk; Nfs;tp
Nfl;gjw;Nf jaq;fp tpLfpwhHfs;. mg;gbf; Nfs;tp
Nfl;gtHfSq; $l> ukzuplk; xU epge;jidiaAk;
NrHj; J g; Nghl; L f; nfhz; N l> Nfs; t piaAk;
Nfl;fpwhHfs;.
vtUf;F ,e;j re;Njfk;? Nfs;tp Nfl;gJ
ahH? ehd; ahH? ..... vd;w gpuk;kh];jpuj;ij
cgNahfpf;ff; $lhJ vd;w epge;jidiag; Nghl;Lf;
nfhz;Nl jq;fSila re;Njfq;fisf; Nfl;fpwhHfs;.
Mdhy;> Mde;jk; vd;Dk; mk;rj;ijg; nghUj;j
mstpy; > ukz kfup\papd; mZFKiwjhd;
ajhHj;jkhfTk;> rupahfTk; cs;sJ.
 p k 23

g>D [m kD ?

mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; tpisTfNs. VNjh

rpy fhuzq; f shy; Vw; g Lk; jw; f hypfkhd
tpisTfNs mDgtq; f shFk; . mDgtq; f s;
vd; g it KOKjy; cz; i k my; y . mit
midj; J k; > jw; f hypfkhf te; J nry; y f;
$baitNa.
Mdhy;> ekJ mZFKiwfs; midj;Jk;>
cz;ikiag; Gwf;fzpg;gjhfNt mike;J tpl;ld.
mDgtq;fs; jhk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilaitahf
ekf;Fj; njupfpd;wd.
MfNt nka;gn ; ghUisf; $l> mDgtq;fspd;
tupirapy; ehk; Njb tpLfpNwhk;. mij> mDgtk;>
nka;g;nghUs; mDgtk;> Mj;khDgtk;>
Mde;jhDgtk; vd;W> midj;ijAk; mDgtk;
vd;Dk; tupirapy;> mLf;fp itj;J tpLfpNwhk;.
xUKiw mjpfkhff; fhw;wbj;jjhy;> Ky;yh
eRUjPd; tPlL
; nkhl;il khbapy;> xU $il kzy;
NrHe;J tpl;lJ.
24 >D

Ky;yh> me;j xU $il kziyAk; vLj;Jf;

nfhz;L te;J> njUtpy; Ftpj;J itj;J tpl;lhH.
kzy; Ftpay;> njUtpy; NghNthH>
tUNthHfSf; n fy; y hk; ,ilA+whf ,Ue; j J.
gf; f j; J tP l ; b dnuy; y hk; mtiuf; Fw; w k;
rhl;bdhHfs;.
Ky;yh xU kz;ntl;biaf; nfhz;L te;J>
me;j kzy; Ftpay; gf;fk; xU Fopia ntl;bdhH.
Ky;yh mtHfNs! vd;d nra;fpwPHfs; ?
vy;NyhUk; Nfl;lhHfs;.
me;j kzy; Ftpaiyg; Nghl;L %Ltjw;fhf
Fopntl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;fpNwd;. me;jf; Fopf;Fs;
kzy; Ftpaiyg; Nghl;L tpLNtd;!
rup> Fop ntl;bajhy; Gjpajhf xU> kzy;
Ftpay; te;J tpLNk ?
mijg; Nghl ,d; D nkhU Fop ntl; b
tpLNtd;!
,g;gb mDgtq;fspd; thapyhf midj;ijAk;
rhjpj;J tpl KbAk; vd;W KbT fl;b tpLfpNwhk;.
ehk; > xUtUf; n fhUtH vLj; J f; $Wk;
tiff;fhf kl;LNk>
 p k 25

ehd; mDgtpf;fpNwd; > vd;W $WfpNwhk;.

cz;ikapy;> mg;gb xU epiyNa fpilahJ.
ehd; vd;Wk; vJTk; fpilahJ@ mDgtk;
vd;Wk; vJTk; fpilahJ. Mdhy; mg;gb ,Ug;gjhf>
ekf;Fj; Njhd;Wfpd;wJ.
ehd; vd;w XH mk;rk; epue;jukhf ,Ug;gJ
NghyTk;>
me;j ehd; vd;Dk; mk;rj;Jf;F>
gw;gy mDgtq;fs; xt;nthd;whf te;J te;J
nry;tJ NghyTk;>
ehk; vz;zpf; nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;.
mg;gb xU epiy fpilahJ. mJ cz;ik
fpilahJ.
ehd; vd; W > jdpahd epiyapy; vJTk;
fpilahJ. jw;fhypfkhff; $l ehd; vd;W vJTk;
fpilahJ. Mdhy;> ehd; vd;W VNjhnthd;W
epue;jukhf ek;kplk; ,Ug;gJNghy;>
epjHrdkhfNt ekf;Fj; Njhd;WfpwJ.
mJNghy;> ehd; vd;Dk; mk;rk; fyf;fhj
epiyapy;> mDgtk; vd;Wk;> vJTk; fpilahJ.
mDgtq;fspy;> vt;tsT caHthd mDgtkhapDk;
26 >D

rup> kpfTk; jho;e;j mDgtkhapDk; rup> ehd;

vd;Dk; mk;rk; fyf;fhj epiyapy;>
jdpj;j mk;rkhf>
mDgtk; vd;W vJTNk fpilahJ.
xt;nthU mDgtKk;>
mJ rpwpajhapDk; rup>
ngupajhapDk; rup>
.... xt;nthU mDgtKk;> ,uz;L jd;ikfNshL
mike;jpUf;fpd;wd.
xt;nthU mDgtKk;>
mDgtpg;gtd; .... mDgtk; vd;Dk; ,uz;L
jd;ikfNshL mike;jpUf;fpd;wJ.
,g;gb>
,uz;L gFjpfs; ,y;yhj jd;ikapy;> ve;j
tpjkhd mDgtq;fSk; fpilahJ.
Mdhy; ehk; epidf;fpNwhk;:
ekf;F Nfhgk; Vw;gLfpwJ@
ekf;F kfpo;rr
; p Vw;gLfpwJ@
ekf;F Jf;fk; Vw;gLfpwJ> .... vd;W.
 p k 27

mDgtpg;gtd; .... mDgtk; vd;Dk; ,uz;L

gFjpfspy;> vJTk; Kjd;ikahdjd;W. me;j ,uz;L
gFjpfspy;> xd;W fhz;ghdhfTk;> kw;nwhd;W
fhzg;gLk; nghUshfTk; cs;sjd;W. xd;W subject
MfTk;> kw;nwhd;W object MfTk; cs;sjd;W.
mJ> mDgtpg;gtDk;> mDgtKk; NrHe;j
fyit md;W. mg;gb xU gpupT cz;ikapy;
fpilahJ. mg;gb ,Ug;gjhfj; Njhd;WtJ>
ntWk; Njhw;wk; kl;LNk.
cz; i kapy; > ,uz; L jd; i kapy; y hj XH
mDgtk; kl;LNk mq;Fs;sJ.
Mdhy; > ,uz; L jd; i kNahL ,Ug; g jhf
ekf;Fj; Njhd;WtJ ngha;ay;y. mJTk; xU
eilKiw cz;ikNa.
vy; y h mDgtq; f Sk; > vdf; F Vw; g Lk;
mDgtq;fs; vd;w epiyapNyNa> mwpag;gLfpd;wd.
ekf;F Vw;gLk; fdT> vg;gb Vw;gLfpwJ vd;gJ
ekf;Fj; njupAk;.
gfypy; ehk; tpopj;jpUf;Fk; NghJ> ekf;Fg;
gytpjkhd epidTfs; Vw;gLfpd;wd. mNj Nghd;w
epidTfs; > J}f; f j; j pd; NghJk; ekf; F rpy
Ntisfspy; Vw;gl;L tpLfpd;wd. mg;gb> J}f;fj;jpy;
28 >D

Vw;gLk; epidTfNs> fdTfshfj;

Njhw;wkspf;fpd;wd.
fdtpd;NghJ ehk; J}f;fj;jpy; ,Uf;fpNwhk;.
ek;ikr; Rw;wp elg;gJ vJTk;> ekf;Fj; njupahJ.
mg;gb ehk; fdT fz;L nfhz;bUf;Fk; NghJ>
ehk; ntspehl;by; cs;s> VNjh XH ,lj;jpy;>
gLj;Jj; J}q;fpf; nfhz;bUf;fyhk;. Mdhy;> ehk;
ekJ nrhe;j ehl;by;> nrhe;j tPlb
; y; ,Ug;gJNghy;>
fdT fz;L nfhz;bUf;fyhk;.
J}f; f j; j pd; NghJ Vw; g Lk; epidTfs; >
vtw; i wnay; y hk; fhl; L fpd; w dNth> mtw; i w
kl;LNk> ehk; mwpe;J nfhs;fpNwhk;. me;j epidTfs;
midj;Jk;> fdTr; rk;gtq;fshf tbntLj;J
tpLfpd;wd. cz;ikapy;> J}f;fj;jpd; NghJ> ehk;
vq;NfAk; NghapUf;ftpy;iy@ ve;jr; nray;fspYk;
<Lgl;bUf;ftpy;iy. cz;ikahd mDgtq;fNsh>
epfo;TfNsh ekf;F Vw;gl;bUf;ftpy;iy.
Mdhy;> mit mj;jidAk; Vw;gl;lJ Nghy;>
ekJ epidTfNs ekf;Ff; fhl;Lfpd;wd. ekJ
fdtpy; Vw;gLk;> mj;jid rk;gtq;fSk;> ehk;
fdtpy; re;jpf;Fk; mj;jid egHfSk;> ekf;F
Vw;gLk; mj;jid mDgtq;fSk;> ekJ epidT
kl;LNk. mit midj;Jk;> ekJ epidtpdhy;
kl;LNk Vw;gLj;jg;gLfpd;wd.
 p k 29

fdtpd; N ghJk; > ek; i k> ehd; vd; W fz; L

nfhs;SfpNwhk;. fdtpd;NghJk;> vdJ ,d;gk;>
vdJ gak; vd;W nrhy;yf; $ba tifapy;> ekf;F
mDgtk; Vw;gLfpwJ. mq;NfAk;> fhz;gtd; ....
fhzg;gLk; nghUs; vd;w mk;rKs;s mDgtk;
cs;sJ.
fdtw;W ehk; J}q;Fk; NghJ> mq;F ekf;F>
epidTfs; vitAk; fpilahJ. me;epiyapy;>
ekf;F mDgtKk; fpilahJ@ mDgtpg;gtDk;
fpilahJ. epidTfs; Vw;gLk;NghJjhd;>
mDgtpg;gtd; vd;Dk; ehd; vd;gJk; cs;sJ@
mDgtKk; cs;sJ.
edT epiyapYs;s> ekJ mDgtq;fs;> vg;gb
cs;sd?
gfypy; ehk; tpopj;jpUf;Fk;NghJ> ek;ikr; Rw;wp
vj; j idNah rk; g tq; f s; ajhHj; j khfTk; >
cz;ikahfTk; epfo;eJ ; nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.
ek; i kr; Rw; w p> vj; j idNah rk; g tq; f s; >
vj;jidNah epfo;Tfs;> ele;J nfhz;bUe;jhYk;>
ehk; xNu Neuj;jpy;> midj;ijAk; mwpe;J
nfhs;tJ rhj;jpakd;W. xNu Neuj;jpy; xd;Wf;F
Nkw;gl;lij mwpAk; jd;ik> ekJ kdJf;Ff;
fpilahJ. ekJ kdk; vjpy; nghUe;jpapUe;J> vjid
30 >D

mwpfpwNjh> mjid kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpe;J nfhs;s

KbAk;. ekJ epidT> vjNdhL nghUe;jpapUe;J>
vjid milahsk; fz;L nfhs;fpwNjh> mjid
kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpe;J nfhs;s KbAk;.
xNu Neuj; j py; gy gzpfspy; <LgLk;
m\;lhtjhdp> jrhtjhdp $l> ,jw;F tpjptpyf;F
fpilahJ. mtHfshy; $l> xNu Neuj;jpy; xd;iw
kl;LNk> mwpe;J nfhs;s KbAk;. mtHfshYq;
$l> xNu Neuj;jpy; gytw;iw mwpa KbahJ.
mtHfs; kpf tpiue;J> xt;nthd;whf khwp
khwp> mwpe;J nfhs;Sk; ty;yikia kl;LNk>
tsHj;Jf; nfhz;Ls;shHfs;. MfNt mtHfSk;
xNu Neuj;jpy;> xd;iw kl;LNk mwpfpwhHfs;.
,jdhy;>
mJ> fdthapDk; rup> my;yJ edthapDk;
rup>
ek; kdJ> vijf; fhl;LfpwNjh>
mij kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpaKbAk;.
MfNt> ekJ mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> ekJ
kdjpd; mk;rNk. ehk; vij mDgtpj;jhYk;> mjid
ekJ kdjpd; mk;rkhf;fpNa> mDgtpf;fpNwhk;.
 p k 31

ek; kNdh ,af; f k; vd; g Jk; > ekJ

epidTfspd; ,af;fkhfNt mike;Js;sJ. ekJ
epidTfs; midj; J k; > jw; f hypfkhf te; J
nry; y f; $ baitfNs. jw; f hypfkhf te; J
nry;yf;$ba epidTfshy; Vw;gl;l mDgtq;fs;
midj;Jk;> jw;fhypfkhditfNs.
MfNt> mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> Njhd;wp
kiwaf; $baitfNs. ve;j mDgtj;jpYk;> ehk;
epue;juj; jd;ikia vjpHghHj;jpl KbahJ.
mg;gbj; Njhd;wp kiwAk; mDgtq;fs;jhk;>
mDgtpg;gtd; ..... mDgtk; vd;Dk; ,ul;ilj;
jd;ikAld; mike;jpUf;fpwJ.
xt;nthU mDgtKk;> kNdh mDgtkhf
,Ug;gjhy;jhd;> ,j;jifa ,ul;ilj; jd;ikAld;
fhl;rpaspf;fpwJ.
xU ehzaj;ij vLj;Jf;nfhz;lhy;> mjw;F
,uz;L gf;fq;fs; cs;sd. mjdhy; mJ ,uz;L
ehzaq;fshfp tplhJ. xNu ehzaj;jpd; ,U tifj;
Njhw;wq;fNs mit.
MdhYq;$l> mDgtpg;gtd; NtW> mDgtk;
NtW vd;w> xU kaf;fk;> xt;nthUtUf;Fk; ,Ue;J
nfhz;Nl ,Uf;fpwJ.
32 >D

mDgtpg;gtd; vd;gtd; epue;jukhf ,Ug;gJ

NghyTk;>
me;j mDgtpg;gtDf;F>
mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> xd;wd; gpd; xd;whf>
te;J nfhz;bUg;gJ NghyTk;>
.... ehk; vz;zptpLfpNwhk;.
,jdhy; > ek; i kawpahkNyNa> ehk; rpy
mDgtq;fis Mjupf;fTk;> rpy mDgtq;fis
ntspNaw;wTk; jiyg;gl;L tpLfpNwhk;.
,d;gkhd mDgtq;fs;> ekf;F kfpo;rr ; piaj;
jUfpd; w d. Jd; g khd mDgtq; f s; > ekf; F
tUj;jkspf;fpd;wd.
MfNt> ,d;gkhd mDgtq;fis> ePlb ; j;Jf;
nfhs; t jpy; MHtk; fhl; L fpNwhk; . Jd; g khd
mDgtq; f is> mg; G wg; g Lj; J tjpy; jP t puk;
fhl;LfpNwhk;.
,tw;iwnay;yhk; nra;tJ ahH?
,tw;iwnay;yhk;> ekJ kdjpDs;> nra;tJ
vJ?
mDgtpg;gtd; vd;Dk; gFjpjhd;
,tw;iwnay;yhk; nra;Ak; nghWg;ig vLj;Jf;
 p k 33

nfhs;fpwJ. mg;gb xU nghWg;ig> mJ vLj;Jf;

nfhs;tjhy;> me;jg;gFjp gyk; ngw;W tpLfpwJ.
mg;gb mJ> ve;jg; nghWg;igAk; vLf;fhj epiyapy;>
me;jg; gFjpAk;> mDgtj;jpd; xU gFjpNa.
kNdh mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> te;J te;J
kiwAk; jd;ikf;F Vw;wthW>
mDgtpg;gtd; vd;w mk;rKk;> te;J te;J
kiwe;jpLk; XH mk;rNk.
rh iyapd; Xuj; j py; gyUk; mRj; j k;
nra;jpUe;jdH. me;j mRj;jq;fSf;Fk; kj;jpapy;
rpy ,lq;fspy;> rpy Gw;fs; tsHe;jpUe;jd.
thba tapw;iwAila xUtd;> rhg;gpl vJTk;
fpilf;fhky;> me;jg; Gw;fisNa gwpj;J> czthfr;
rhg;gpl;Lf; nfhz;bUe;jhd;.
mtidg; ghHj; J g; gupjhgg; g l; l hH xU
nry;te;jH. mtH jdJ glF Nghd;w fhiu epWj;jp
tpl;Lf; fPNo ,wq;fp te;J> mtuplk; Nfl;lhH.
,t;tsT mRj;jq;fisAk; nghUl;gLj;jhky;>
,e;jg; Gw;fisg; gpLq;fpr; rhg;gpLfpwhNa> eP vd;Dld;
tUfpwhah ?
mtDk; rk;kjk; njuptpf;fNt> mtH mtidf;
fhupd; gpd; gFjpapy; Vw;wpf; nfhz;L> jdJ
khspiff;F te;jhH.
34 >D

mtuJ khspifapd; Kd;G> ed;F

guhkupf;fg;gl;l Njhl;lKk;> Gy;ntspAk; ,Ue;jJ.
,e; j ,lk; kpfTk; RfhjukhdJ. ve; j
,lj;jpYk;> vtUk; mRj;jk; nra;jpUf;f khl;lhHfs;.
,uz;L ehl;fshfj; Njhl;lf;fhud; tutpy;iy. Gw;fs;
Njitf;F mjpfkhf tsHe;J tpl;ld. eP jhuhskhf
cdf;Fj; Njitahd Gw;fisg; gwpj;Jr; rhg;gpl;Lf;
nfhs;syhk;!
.... mtH kpfj; jhuhskhf mtDf;F mDkjp
nfhLj;jhH.
ehd; ,y;yhj epiy vd;W xd;W fpilahJ.
mg;gbf; nfhLf;fg;gLk; thf;FWjpfs; vy;yhk;
Nghypahdit@ ngha;ahdit.
ehd; vDk; czHTfs; ahTk;>
epidTfNshL te;J> epidTfNshL kiwe;J
tpLfpd;wd.
Mdhy; ehk;> ekJ mDgtj;ijr; rPuikf;Fk;
nghWg;ig Vw;Fk; NghJjhd;> mDgtpg;gtd; vd;w
,e;j egHj;jd;ik gyk; ngw Muk;gpf;fpd;wJ.
,g;NghJjhd; .....
mDgtpg;gtd; NtW> mDgtk; NtW vd;w
epiyik> cWjp nra;ag;gLfpwJ.
 p k 35

,g;NghJjhd;> ,Uikj; jd;ik> cWjp

nra;ag;gLfpwJ.
,e;j ,Uikj; jd;ikjhd;> cz;ikapNyNa
,Uikj; jd;ikahFk;.
36 >D

4
c_ kD

mj;itjk;>
Jitjk;> tprp\;lhj;itjk; vd;W
vj;jidNah jj;Jtq;fs; cs;sd.
,iwtd;> Md;kh> gpuk;kk; vd;W vj;jidNah
jj;Jtq;fs; cs;sd. mit rk;ge;jkhfg; Ngrg;gLk;>
xUikj; jd;ik kw;Wk; ,Uikj; jd;ik rhHe;j
fUj;Jf;fs; ahTk;> ek;ik vq;NfNah jpir jpUg;gpf;
nfhz;L nry;yf; $bait@
ajhHj;j tho;Tf;F> mit midj;Jk;> ve;j
rk;ge;jKk; ,y;yhjit.
mtw; w pd; %ykhf> ehk; Gupe; J nfhs; s
Ntz; b a cz; i kfs; vitNaDk; > ,Uf; F k;
gl;rj;jpy;>
.... mJ ,e;j fhz;ghd; fhzg;gLk; nghUs;
rk;ge;jkhd mikg;G kl;LNk.
,e;j ,Uikj; jd;ik> Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ij
,of;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;>
 p k 37

me;epiyapy;jhd;>
mj;itjk;
.... ,uz;lw;w jd;ik> nray;gLfpd;wJ. ,J
rk;ge;jkhf> ,d;Dk; rpy tpguq;fis> ,e;E}ypd;
gpw;gFjpapy; ghHf;ftpUf;fpNwhk;.
jw;NghJ>
kPz;Lk; Mde;jk; vd;Dk;> mDgtk;
rk;ge;jg;gl;l tpguq;fSf;F tUNthk;.
Md;kfP rhjfHfspy; rpyH> rpy tpj;jpahrkhd
mDgtq;fis vjpH nfhs;fpd;wdH.
ngsjpf cz;ikfSld; mike;jpUf;Fk;> ekJ
clypDs; ,Uf;Fk; Ez; cly; .... #l;Rk ruPuk;>
rpyUf;F rpy Ntisfspy;> ];J}ykhd cliy
tpl;L> ntspNa te;J tpLfpd;wJ.
me;j #l;Rk clyhf mtHfs;> jq;fsJ
];J}y cliy tpl;L ntspNa tUk; NghJ>
jq;fsJ ];J}y cliy> NtW xUtuJ
cliyg; ghHg;gijg; Nghd;W> ghHf;f KbfpwJ.
mtHfshy;> jhq;fs; #l;Rk clypy; ,Ug;gijAk;>
Gupe;J nfhs;s KbfpwJ.
Mdhy;> cly; czHTfs; vitAk; ,y;yhj
epiyapy;> mtHfshy; ,d;g> Jd;g mDgtq;fs;
38 >D

vtw;iwAk; mDgtpf;f Kbtjpy;iy. mtHfsJ

#l;Rk cly;> kPzL
; k; ];J}y clYld; ,ize;j
gpwFjhd; > mtHfshy; kP z ; L k; > ,d; g Jd; g
czHTfis mwpa KbfpwJ.
ekJ czHTfSf;F> ek;Kila kd ,af;fk;>
xU Kf;fpakhd fhuzpahf ,Ue;jhYq; $l> ekJ
clypy; cs;s euk;G kz;lyq;fspy; Vw;gLk;>
,urhad khw;wq;fs;jhd;>
cz;ikapy;>
,d; g Jd; g czHTfshf czHe; j wpag;
gLfpd;wd.
Md;kf
P mD\;lhdq;fspd; NghJ> vj;jidNah
tpjkhd gutr epiyfs;> Md;krhjfHfSf;F
Vw;gLtJz;L.
Mdhy; mJ vt; t sT caHthd gutr
epiyahf ,Ue;jhYk; rup>
mjid ntWk; #l;Rk clyhy; mDgtpj;J
mwpaKbahJ.
ngsjpf clypy; Vw;gLk;> urhad khw;wq;fspd;
JizAlNdNa> mtw;iw czHe;J mwpa KbAk;.
];J}y clypd; cjtpapd;wp> gutr epiyfs;
Vw;gLk; rhj;jpaNk fpilahJ.
 p k 39

cly; rk;ge;jkhd ,d;gq;fspd; kPJ Mir

nfhz;L> rpy Mtp cly;fs;> NtW egHfspd;
clypy; GFe;J tpLtjhff; $lf; $WtJz;L.
mJ ekf;Fj; Njitapy;yhj xd;whf ,Ue;jhYk;>
njhlHGs;s nra;jpahf kl;Lk; vLj;Jf; nfhs;s
Ntz;baJs;sJ.
#l;Rk clypypUe;J ghHg;gJ vd;gJ> xyp
mk;rk; ,y;yhj rpdpkh glj;ijg; ghHg;gijg;
Nghd;wNj. Cikg; glj;ijg; ghHg;gijg; Nghd;wNj.
czHr;rpfs; vitAk; ,y;yhj> mwpT kl;Lk;
nray;glf; $ba XH mk;rkhfNt> mJ nray;gl;L
tUfpwJ.
clypd; njhlHG fpilj;j epiyapy;jhd;>
czHTG+Htkhd mDgtq;fs; fpilf;f
Muk;gpf;fpd;wd.
ekf;F Vw;gLk; mDgtq;fs;> cly; uPjpahd
mDgtq;fshf ,Uf;Fk;NghJ kl;LNk> mit
mDgtq;fshff; fUjg;gLfpd;wd.
ek; K ila mDgtq; f s; ahTk; cly;
mDgtq; f Ns. mit> caH epiy Md; k pf
mDgtq;fshapDk; rup> my;yJ mit fPohd
clypay; mDgtq;fshapDk; rup> ek;Kila
midj;J mDgtq;fSk; cly; mDgtq;fNs
vd;W>
40 >D

vdJ E}yhd Qhd tpLjiy vDk; E}ypy;

Fwpg;gpl;bUe;Njd;. mijg; gbj;j md;gH xUtH>
fbjk; vOjpapUe;jhH.
Md;kpfj;jpy; vdf;F> vj;jidNah tpjkhd
caH epiy mDgtq;fnsy;yhk; fpilj;jpUe;jd.
ez;gHfs; rpyUf;Fk; mg;gb ntt;NtW tpjkhd
mDgtq;fs; fpilj;jpUe;jd. ,itnay;yhk; ntWk;
cly; czHTfNs vd;W ePq;fs; vOjpaijg;
ghHj;jJk;> vdf;F cq;fs; kPJ fLikahd Nfhgk;
Vw; g l; L tpl; l J. gpwF nghWikahf mjidr;
Nrhjpj; J g; ghHj; j NghJ> eP q ; f s; $wpapUe; j J
KOikahd cz;ik vd;gJ njupe;jJ.
.... ,g;gb mtH $wpapUe;jhH.
cly; mk;rj;Jf;F> ehk; fPohd jFjpiaf;
nfhLj;jpUg;gjhy;> Md;kpf mDgtq;fs; ahTk>;
cly; fle; j mDgtq; f s; vd; w KbTf; F
te;JtpLfpNwhk;.
Kd;dk; cliy ,Of;nfd;wpUe;Njd;> vd;W
jpU%yH vd;Dk; rpj;jH $l> cliyj; jho;thf>
Kjypy; fUjpapUe;jjhff; $WfpwhH.
Md;kpfj;jpy;> vj;jidNah tpjkhd gutr
epiyfs; tptupf;fg;gLfpd;wd. mit vt;tsT
caHthdjhf ,Ue;jhYk;> clypd; cjtpapd;wp>
mtw;iw ek;khy; czHe;J mwpa KbahJ.
 p k 41

mit midj;Jk;> ekJ clypYs;s czHT-

euk;G kz;lyq;fspd; %ykhfNt czHe;J mwpag;
gLfpd;wd.
Md;kpf czHTfs; vd;w ngaupy;> cly;
czHTfisNa ehk; mDgtpj; J tUfpNwhk; .
Md;kpf ,d;gq;fs; vd;w ngaupy;> cly; rhHe;j
,d;gq;fisNa mDgtpj;J tUfpNwhk;.
me;j czHTfis mDgtk; nra;a> ekf;F
,e;jpupaq;fspd; cjtp Njitg; glhjjhy;>
ehk; mjid> cly; fle;j czHthf vz;zp>
kaq;fptpLfpNwhk;.
, e ; j p u p a R f q ; f s ; j h k ; j t w h d i t @
,e;jpupaq;fspd; thapyhf mDgtpf;fg; glhj>
,j; j ifa mDgtq; f s; ahTk; caHe; j it@
Md; k pfkhdit> vd; W ehk; mjw; F xU
Kj;jpiuiaf; Fj;jp tpLfpNwhk;.
cz;ikapy;>
fhuzq; f Sk; > topKiwfSk; kl; L e; j hd;
tpj;jpahrg; gLfpd;wd.
,uz; L tifahd mDgtq; f Sk; > xU
jd;ikahditNa@ cly; ,d;gq;fNs.
42 >D

mit ,e; j pupa Rfq; f shapDk; rup> my; y J

mjPe;jpupa Rfq;fshapDk; rup> ,uz;Lk; cly;
Rfq;fNs@ cly; ,d;gq;fNs.
,tw; W s; vJ caHe; j J vd; W ghHf; f j;
Njitapy;iy. ,uz;Lk; cly; mDgtq;fNs> vd;W
kl;Lk; njupe;J nfhz;lhy; NghJk;.
Vnddpy;> ,e;j ,U tif mDgtq;fspYNk>
ed;ikfSk; cs;sd@ jPikfSk; cs;sd.
cly; ,d;gq;fs; ahTk;> ek;ik xOf;fkw;w
tho;Tf;Ff; nfhz;L nry;Yk; mk;rKilait
vd;gJ ek; midtUf;Fk; njupAk;. ,dpg;G czTfs;
kpfTk; Ritahdit vd; W > mtw; i w ehk;
msTf;F kPwp vLj;Jf; nfhs;NthNkahdhy;> mit
ek; MNuhf;fpaj;ijf; Fiyj;J tpLk;.
MfNt ehk; ekJ cly; ,d;gq;fSf;Fg;
gpujhd mk;rk; nfhLf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;>
xOf; f f; N fLfSk; > td; K iwfSk; > Nghl; b
nghwhikfSk;> NkhrbfSk; ngUfp tpLk; #o;epiy
cUthfp tpLk;.
,e;jpupa Rfq;fspd; kPJs;s Nkhfj;jpdhy;jhd;>
,j;jid myq;Nfhyq;fSk; ngUfp tpl;ld.
 p k 43

,tw; w py; xU rkepiyia Vw; g Lj; J tJ>

jdpkdpjidg; nghUj;j tiuapYk;> rKjhaj;ijg;
nghUj;j tiuapYk;> kpfTk; mtrpakhdJ.
,jw;F> Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fs;> NgUjtp
Gupfpd; w d. xOf; f tho; i t Nkw; n fhs; t jw; F
Ntz;ba> MHtj;ijAk; #o;epiyiaAk;> Md;kf P
tho;Nt> Vw;gLj;jpf; nfhLf;fpd;wJ.
MfNt> Md;kf P mD\;lhdq;fSk;> mtw;wpy;
fpilf; F k; Mde; j mDgtq; f Sk; > jdpkdpj
Kf;fpaj;Jtk; kl;Lky;yhky;>
rKjha Kf; f paj; J tKk; cilajhfp
tpLfpd;wJ.
MfNt> Md;kf P mD\;lhdq;fSk;> Md;kf P
mDgtq;fSk;> mbg;gil Kf;fpaj;Jtk; kpFe;jit.
mitNa xU rKjhaj; j pd; KJnfYk; g hf
mike;Js;sd. MfNt> Md;kf P mD\;lhdq;fSk;>
mtw;wpy; ehk; fhl;Lk; <LghLfSk; kl;LNk> rKjha
tho; i tr; rP u ikf; F k; Kf; f pa fhuzpfshf
mike;Js;sd.
Md;kPf Kaw;rpfs; midj;Jk;>
tuNtw;Gf;Fupad. mtw;wpy; caHe;jJ> Fiwe;jJ
vd> juk; g pupf; f j; Njitapy; i y. midj; J k;
Njitahdit@ kpfTk; Njitahdit@
44 >D

ek;Kila Md;kf P caHTf;F Vw;w tifapy;>

ekJ mD\;lhdq;fspd; mk;rq;fspYk;>
caHthditfspd; kPJ ehk; <LghL fhl;lyhk;.
mJ ek; K ila tsHr; r piaAk; > jFjpiaAk;
nghUj;j mk;rk;. rpy mD\;lhdq;fs;> Md;kfP
tsHr;rpf;Fk; NjitahditNa.
mjw; f hf> ehk; kw; w tifahd Md; k P f
mD\;lhdq;fisf; Fiw nrhy;yNth> Fiwj;J
kjpg;gplNth Njitapy;iy. vy;yh tpjkhd Md;kfP
mD\;lhdq;fSNk> mtw;wpd; juj;Jf;F Vw;gTk;>
mtw;iw mD\;bg;gtHfspd; juj;Jf;F Vw;gTk;
ed;ikiaNa Gupfpd;wd.
Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fs; ahTk;> caHthd
mk;rq;fisf; nfhz;bUe;jhYk;> mit midj;Jk;>
XH vy;iyf;F cl;gl;litNa.
mit midj; i jAk; xU fUtpahfg;
gad;gLj;jp> ehk; Kd;Ndw;wk; fhz Ntz;LNk
jtpu> mtw;Wf;F ehk; mbikg;gl;L tplf; $lhJ.
Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSk;> Md;kPf
mD\;lhdq;fSf;fhf mikf;fg;gl;l kjq;fSk;>
ek;Kila rKjha Kd;Ndw;wj;jpw;F mbj;jskhf
mike;Js;sd vd;gJ cz;ikahf ,Ue;jhYq;$l>
gy re;jHg;gq;fspy;>
 p k 45

mit> jq;fSila vy;iyia kPwp nray;gl;L>

rpf;fyhd gpur;ridfisAk; Njhw;Wtpj;J
tpLfpd;wd.
mtw; i w> ek; K ila Kd; N dw; w j; J f; f hd
fUtpfshfg; gad;gLj;Jtij tpl;L tpl;L> me;jf;
fUtpfspd; Kd;Ndw;wj;Jf;fhf> ehk; gad;gl
Ntz;baJ Mfp tpLfpwJ.
ehk; midtUk;> mtw;wpd; gpbapy; rpf;fpa
gad;ghl;Lg; nghUl;fshf khwp tpLfpNwhk;.
Md; k P f j; j py; Vw; g Lk; > caHepiy gutr
mDgtq;fis vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhYq;$l>
mitAk;>
cly; czHTfspd; mk;rNk vd;W ghHj;Njhk;.
cly; czHTfs; midj;Jk;>
ekJ clypd; czHT euk;G kz;lyq;fspy;
Vw;gLk;> urhad khw;wNk vd;gijg; ghHj;Njhk;.
mit> msNthL Vw;gLk; tiu> mit ekJ
cly; kw;Wk; kd MNuhf;fpaj;Jf;Ff;$l> cjtpahf
mike;Js;sd.
ekJ cly; mikg; G midj; J k; > rpy
vy;iyf;Fs; ,Ue;J kl;LNk> nray;gLk; tifapy;
tbtikf;fg;gl;Ls;sJ.
46 >D

mjd; ,af;fk; midj;Jk; vy;iyf;Fl;gl;lNj.

vy;iy kPwpa nray; vJTk; mjw;Fr; rhj;jpakpy;iy.
,d;g czHthapDk; rup> Jd;g czHthapDk;
rup> vy;iy kPwp mDgtk; MFk;NghJ> mjdhy;
Vw;gLk; njhlH urhad khw;wj;ij ekJ clyhy;
jhq;fpf; nfhs;s Kbtjpy;iy.
mit ekJ cly; MNhf;fpaj;ijr; rpijj;J
tpLfpd;wd.
,d;g mDgtq;fNs>
vy;iy kPwpa epiyapy;> Jd;g mDgtq;fshfp
tpLfpd;wd.
MfNt ,d;gq;fisg; nghUj;j tiuapy;>
mit cyfpay; ,d;gkhapDk; rup>
my;yJ Md;kf
P ,d;gkhapDk; rup>
.... ehk; rw;W vr;rupf;ifahf ,Uf;f Ntz;LtJ
mtrpakhf cs;sJ.
OK. ( rup ... )
ekJ Mde; j mDgtq; f s; > ekJ cly;
rk;ge;jkhf> rpy gpur;rpidfisf; nfhz;L tUtij
ehk; mwpfpNwhk;.
 p k 47

,e;jr; nra;jp>
ekJ clNyhL kl;LNk njhlHGilajh?
Mde;j mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> ekJ Md;kf
P
caHTf;Fj; Njit ,y;iyah?
48 >D

5
g>mz V_d

Md;kfP k; vd;whNy>
caHepiy Mde;j mDgtq;fspy;> epue;jukhf
tPw;wpUf;Fk; xU epiyahfNt> gyUk; fw;gid
nra;J itj;jpUf;fpd;wdH.
Qhdepiy vd;gJk;> Kf;jpepiy vd;gJk;>
xUtpjg; gutrepiy vd;Nw fUjp tUfpd;wdH.
Mdhy;> ek;Kila Mde;j mDgtq;fspy;
ehk; jq;fpapUf;fhJ> mtw;iwAk; ehk; fle;J
nrd;whf Ntz;Lk;.
,jdhy;jhd; ,ukz kfup\pAk;>
,e; j Mde; j mDgtq; f s; vtUf; F
Vw;gLfpd;wd? vd;W Nfl;L mjidAk; fle;J>
%yj;Jf;Fs; nry;y Ntz;Lk; vd;W $WfpwhH.
ukz kfup\p> jdJ mDgtq;fis>
rh];jpuq;fshYk;>
rh];jpuq;fis>
 p k 49

jdJ mDgtq;fshYk;>
.... Nrhjpj;J mwpe;jtH.
Mde;jj;ijg; nghUj;j tiuapYk;> mtuJ
mZFKiw E}W rjtPjk; rupahf cs;sJ.
Mdhy;?
Mde;j mDgtq;fisf; fle;J> ehk; vq;Nf
nry;tJ vd;gJjhd; mLj;j gpur;rpid.
kfup\papd; cjtpia ,j;Jld; epWj;jpf;
nfhz;L> NkNy njhlUNthk;.
Mde; j j; i jf; fle; J mg; g b vijj; j hd;
milag; NghfpNwhk;? %yk;> %yk; vd;W vijj;jhd;
Fwpg;gpLfpwhHfs;?
me;j %y epiyjhd; vd;d?
me; j %y epiyapd; ntspg; g hL vg; g b
,Uf;Fk;?
gpwtpf; FUld;> jpBnud xspiag; ngw;wJNghy;
,Uf;Fkh?
,Ushfj; njupe;jJ midj;Jk; xspahfj;
njupAkh?
kiwe;J fple;jitfs; midj;Jk;
ntspg;gilahfj; njupAkh?
50 >D

me; j %yepiyiag; gw; w p rh]; j puq; f s;

vd;djhd; $Wfpd;wd?
ngupatHfs; vd;djhd; $WfpwhHfs;?
mij tpsf;fNth> tptupf;fNth KbahJ vd;W
$wptpl;lhHfs;.
Mdhy;>
xUtd; vij mwpe; J nfhz; l hy; > NtW
vjidAk; mwpe;jplj; Njitapy;iyNah> vij
mile;J tpl;lhy;> NtW vjidAk; mile;jplj;
Njit ,y; i yNah>
... mJjhd; ,J vd;W $wp tpLfpwhHfs;.
mijg;gw;wp NtW vd;djhd; $WfpwhHfs;?
mJjhd; ek;Kila nrhe;jepiy@ mJjhd;
ek;Kila ,aw;ifahd ,Ug;Gepiy@ mJjhd;
Rak;gpufhr epiy@ jd;idj; jtpu NtW vjidAk;
mwpaj; Njitapy;yhj epiy.
.... ,g;gb mJgw;wpg; gythwhff; $WfpwhHfs;.
mjid xUtH ,d;DnkhUtUf;Ff; nfhLf;f
KbahJ@ xt;nthUtUk; jhNk mjidj; jdJ
%yj;Jf;Fs; nrd;W fz;L gpbj;Jf;nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;.
 p k 51

.... ,g;gb xU tpsf;fj;ijAk; NrHj;Jf; nfhLj;J

tpLfpwhHfs;.
mtHfs; $w; w py; cz; i k ,Ug; g JNghy;
Njhd; w pdhYk; > VNjh xU GjpupDs; khl; b f;
nfhz;lijg; Nghd;w gpuk;ikiaAk; Vw;gLj;jp
tpLfpwhHfs;@ VNjh xU tpNdhjkhd epiyia
vjpHghHf;f itj;J tpLfpwhHfs;.
Vnddpy;>
vy;yh tpsf;fq;fSk;> VNjh xU tpNdhjj;ijf;
fhl;Lk; Kaw;rpahfNt mike;J tpLfpd;wJ.
jw;nrayhf> XN\h> jdJ Qhd
mDgtq;fisg; gw;wp vOjpapUe;j gFjpiaf; fhz
NeHe;jJ.
Qhdkile;j epiyapy; mtUf;F Vw;gl;l
tprpj;jpukhd mDgtq;fisnay;yhk; tptupjj
; pUe;jhH.
,jdhy; mjidg; gbf; F k; md; g Hfs;
midtUk;> mj;jifa mDgtq;fisf;
nfhLg;gJjhd; Qhdepiy vd;W fUJk; tha;gG
;
te;J tpLfpwJ.
mJNghy; kfhd; mutpe; j Uila Fwpg; G
xd;iwAk; fhz NeHe;jJ. mtUk; jdJ Qhd
52 >D

epiyia> vj;jidNah tpj mw;Gjkhd

mDgtq;fNshL ,izj;Jg; NgrpapUe;jhH.
,e;epiyapYk;>
Qhd epiy vd;gJ> ,j;jifa mjprakhd
mDgtq;fisf; nfhLf;Fk; xd;whfNt>
fUj NeHe;J tpLfpwJ.
Qhd epiy vd;gJk;>
Kf;jp epiy vd;gJk;>
... VNjh XH mDgtk; rhHe;j epiy vd;w
vz;zj;ij tpijf;f>
ngupatHfNs fhuzkhfp tpLk; epiy Vw;gl;L
tpLfpwJ.
epfo;fhyj;jpy; ,Ug;gJ vd> xU gapw;rp
Kiw> jw;fhyj;jpy; gpugykhfg; Ngrg;gLfpwJ.
gapw;rpfspd; tpisthf> epr;rak; ey;y gy
mDgtq;fs; fpilf;Fk; vd;gjpy;> vtUf;Fk; khw;Wf;
fUj;Jf;fNs fpilahJ.
,q;F ehk; vLj;J tptupg;gjd; Nehf;fnkd;d?
vtiuahtJ tpkHrdk; nra;J ey;y ngaiur;
rk;ghjpf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;Dk; vz;zkh? vtiuahtJ
 p k 53

Fiw nrhy;yp> mtHfisg; gpd;gw;WgtHfSf;

nfy;yhk; Mj;jpu%l;l Ntz;Lnkd;w vz;zkh?
,it midj;Jk;> eLepiyapypUe;J nra;a
Ntz;ba> Ma;Tf;fhfNt $wg;gLfpwJ. ,jid>
Ma;T kdg;ghd;ikapy; vLj;Jf; nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;
vd;Dk; Nehf;fj;Jf;fhfNt $wg;gLfpwJ.
ekJ tpkHrdj;Jf;Fs;shFk; ngupatHfs;> ekJ
rKjhaj;Jf;F Mw;wpa gq;F mstpl KbahjJ.
Md;kf
P cyfk; jiy epkpHe;J epw;fpwnjd;why;>
,tHfs; midtUk; KJnfYk; g hf ,Ue; J
nray;gl;ljhy; kl;LNk.
vtiuAk;> ghuhl;Ltjw;fhfNth> tpkHrpg;gjw;
fhfNth ,e;j E}y; vOjg;gltpy;iy. ehk; vLj;Jf;
nfhz;l Ma;Tf;Fj; Njitahd fUj;Jf;fis
kl;LNk> ehk; tpsf;fj;Jf;fhf vLj;Jf;
nfhs;SfpNwhk;.
gukhHj;j FUitAk; mtuJ rPlHfisAk;
gw;wpa> fijfisf; Nfs;tpg; gl;bUg;gHP fs;.
ek;g Kbahj rk;gtq;fis> ,e;jf; fijfs;
$Wtjhf ,Ue;jhYk;> ehk; rpe;jpj;Jg; ghHg;gjw;Fk;>
rpy nra;jpfisf; nfhLg;gjw;Fk; mit
jtWtjpy;iy.
54 >D

xUKiw> gukhHj;j FU> jdJ rPlHfSld;

gpuahzk; nrd;W nfhz;bUe;jhH. xU tajhd
Fjpiu kPJ> me;j FU mkHe;jpUe;jhH. me;jf;
Fjpiu> elf;f Kbahky; jLkhwpagb Ngha;f;
nfhz;bUe;jJ. mg;gb mJ jLkhwpa NghJ> FUtpd;
jiyg; g hif> fod; W fP N o tpOe; J tpl; l J.
FjpiuAld; ele;J te;J nfhz;bUe;j rp\;aHfs;
mijg; ghHj;jhHfs;. Mdhy;> FU xd;Wk; $whjjhy;>
mij mtHfs; vLf;ftpy;iy.
rpwpJ J}uk; nrd; w Jk; > FU Nfl; l hH>
jiyg;ghif vq;Nf? vd;W.
jhq; f s; vLf; f hj tpguj; i jAk; > FU
cj;jutplhjjhy; mg;gb vLf;ftpy;iy vd;gijAk;>
jq;fSila jtWf;F> FU nrhy;yhj vijAk;
nra;af; $lhJ vd;w FU gf;jpjhd; fhuzk;
vd;gijAk; $wpdhHfs;.
FU mtHfsplk; Nfhgq;nfhz;L> mjidf;
fz;L gpbj;J vLj;J tUkhW $wpdhH.
rPlHfSk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;L te;jhHfs;. ,g;NghJ
FU mtHfSf;F cgNjrk; nra;jhH. ,g;NghJ
Nfl;Lf; nfhs;Sq;fs;! ,Jjhd; vdJ fl;lis!
,dp vJ FjpiuapypUe;J fPNo tpOe;jhYk; vLj;Jf;
nfhz;L tu Ntz;Lk;! njupe;jjh ?
 p k 55

rPlHfSk;> mg;gbNa FUNjth! vd;W> mjid

Vw;Wf; nfhz;lhHfs;.
gazk; njhlHe;jJ. Fjpiu jLkhwpajpy;
kPzL
; k; FUehjupd; jiyg;ghif fPNo tpOe;jJ.
rPlHfs; vd;d nra;fpwhHfs; ghHg;Nghk; vd;W>
mjidf; ftdpf;fhjtH Nghy;> FUTk; ele;J
nfhz;lhH.
rpwpJ J}uk; fle;J nrd;wJk;> FU ehjH
Fjpiuia epWj;jp rPlHfisf; Nfl;lhH. rPlHfNs!
ehd; nrhd;dJ Nghy; ele;J nfhz;BHfsh?
Mkhk; FUNt!
jiyg;ghifia vLj;jPHfsh?
Mkhk; FUNt@ vy;yhtw;iwAk; vLj;Jf;
nfhz;Nlhk; FUNt. jiyg;ghifAk; ,g;NghJ
fdkhfp tpl;lJ FUNt.
vy; y htw; i wAk; vLj; J f; nfhz; B Hfsh?
jiyg;ghif fdkhfp tpl;ljh? vd;d nrhy;fpwPHfs;?
.... FU Nfl;lhH.
rPlHfs;> mtHfs; vLj;jijnay;yhk; gzpTld;
$wpdhHfs;.
Kjypy; jiyg;ghif fPNo tpOe;jJ. gpwF
Fjpiu mt;tg;NghJ rhzk; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;L te;jJ.
56 >D

vy; y htw; i wAk; > jiyg; g hifapy; Nrfupj; J f;

nfhz;lhHfs;.
FU mtHfsplk; Nfhgq;nfhz;lhH. vd;Dila
jiyg;ghifAk;> Fjpiur; rhzKk; xd;wh? vij
vLf;f Ntz;Lk;> vij vLf;ff; $lhJ vd;w mwpT
Ntz;lhk; cq;fSf;F?
rPlHfs; kd;dpg;G NfhupdhHfs;.
FUNt> ehq;fs; cq;fs; msTf;F Gj;jprhypfs;
my;y. ePqf
; s;jhk; vq;fSf;F topfhl;l Ntz;Lk;.
vij vLf;f Ntz;Lk;> vij vLf;ff; $lhJ vd;w
mwpT> vq; f Sf; F ,y; y hky; Ngha; tpl; l J.
,dpahtJ vq;fSf;F top fhl;Lq;fs;.
FUTk; kdk; ,wq;fpdhH. mtHfSf;F xU
gl; b aiyNa Nghl; L f; nfhLj; J tpl; l hH.
FjpiuapypUe;J vitnay;yhk; tpOe;jhy; vLf;f
Ntz;Lk;> vitnay;yhk; tpOe;jhy; vLf;ff; $lhJ
vd;W.
fPNo tpOe;jhy; vLf;f Ntz;ba mapl;lq;fs;
jhk; mjpfkhf ,Ue;jd. FUehjUila
jiyg;ghif> mtH cgNahfpf;Fk; fhyzp> mtH
cgNahfpf;Fk; Nahf jz;lk;> mtH cgNahfpf;Fk;
fkz;lyk;> mtH cgNahfpf;Fk; Fjpiur; rTf;F>
.... ,g;gb xU ngupa gl;baNy ,Ue;jJ.
 p k 57

gazk; njhlHe;jJ. mtu;fs; Nghd ghij

rupahdjhf ,y;iy. xU fuLKulhd gFjpapy;>
me;jf; Fjpiu ,lwp> xU gs;sj;jpDs;> me;j
FUTld; NrHe;J tpOe;jJ. FUTf;F jiyapy;
gyj;j mb. mtH kaf;fkhfp tpl;lhH.
Fjpiu kl;Lk; jhdhf vOe;J nfhz;lJ.
,g;NghJ vd;d nra;tJ? rPlHfs; Nahrpj;jhHfs;.
gl;baypy; cs;sitfnsy;yhtw;iwAk; vLj;Jf;
nfhz;lhHfs;.
Mdhy;> me;jg; gl;baypy; FUTila ngaH
,y;iy. gpwF vg;gb mtiu vLf;f KbAk;? kPwp
vLj; j hy; > FUit mtkupahij nra; j jhFk; .
mtUila fl;lisia kPwp mtiu vLj;jhy;>
mtH ek;kJ P Nfhgq;nfhz;L tpLthH. mtiu ek;khy;
rkhjhdk; nra;jpl KbahJ.
.... ,e;j KbTf;F te;j rPlHfs;> FUit
tpl;Ltpl;L> kw;w nghUl;fis Fjpiuapy; Vw;wpf;
nfhz;L> gazj;ijj; njhlHe;jhHfs;.
,g;gb> ekf;F vJ nfhLf;fg;gLfpwNjh mij
kl; L Nk vLj; J f; nfhs; S k; ,ay; G ekf; F
,Uf;fpwJ.
Ra rpe;jidAk; ekf;F mtrpakhd xd;whFk;.
O.K. ( rup ... )
58 >D

,g;NghJ ekJ Nfs;tp vd;d ?

Mde; j mDgtq; f isnay; y hk; fle; j >
me;j %yepiy vd;gJ vd;d ?> vd;Dk; Ma;tpy;
cs;Nshk;.
,g;NghJ ehk;> ,d;DnkhU Nfs;tpiaAk; Nfl;f
Ntz;batHfshf ,Uf;fpNwhk;.
%yepiy> %yepiy vd;W $WfpNwhk;.
me;j %yepiyiaf; fz;L gpbg;gJ ahH ?
mjidf; fz;L gpbf;f Ntz;ba mtrpak;>
vtUf;F cs;sJ ?
me;j %yepiy vd;gJ>
ekf;F md;dpakhd> Gwg;nghUsh ?
me;j %yepiy vd;gNj> ek;Kila %y
epiyahfj;jhd; mike;Js;sJ. ek;Kila Ra
epiyahfj;jhd; Fwpg;gplg;gLfpwJ.
Mf>
ek; K ila %y epiyapy; > ehk; vg; g b
,Uf;fpNwhk; ?
... vd;gijf; fz;L gpbg;gJjhd;> ,e;j Ma;thf
mike;Js;sJ.
 p k 59

ek;Kila Raepiy vd;gJ vJ ?

ek;Kila %yepiy vd;gJ vJ ?
vy;yh mDgtq;fisAk; fle;J> ehk; nry;y
Ntz;ba ,lk; vJ?
mDgtq;fisAk; fle;j> me;j epiy vJ ?
Mde;jk; vd;why;> XH ,d;gkhd epiy vd;W>
ehk; gyUk; nghUs; nfhs;tJ> thbf;ifahf
cs;sJ vdg; ghHj;Njhk;.
Vd; mg;gb epfOfpd;wJ ?
cz;ikapy; Mde;jk; vd;why; vd;d ?
,d; g j; J f; F k; > Mde; j j; J f; F k; njhlHNg
fpilahjh ?
Mde;jk; vd;gJ> ,d;gQ; rhHe;jJ ,y;iyah?
gpwF Vd; ,d;gj;NjhL> mjidj; njhlHG
gLj;jpg; NgRfpNwhk; ?
,g;NghJ>
,d;gk; rk;ge;jg;gl;l NtW rpy nra;jpfisAk;
ehk; Ma;Tf;F vLj;Jf; nfhs;s Ntz;bAs;sJ.
,d;gk; vd;gjw;F vjpuhf cs;sijj; Jd;gk;
vd;W $WfpNwhk;.
60 >D

Mde;jj;ij ehk; xUNghJk;> Jd;gj;NjhL

,izj;Jg; ghHg;gjpy;iy. ,d;gj;NjhL kl;Le;jhd;>
Mde;jj;ij ,izj;Jg; ghHf;fpNwhk;.
Mde;jk; vd;gijg; gw;wpa> xU njspthd
fUj;Jf;F ehk; tuhtpl;lhYk;> ,d;gj;ijg; gw;wpa>
njspthd fUj;J ekf;F cs;sJ. Jd;gj;ijg;
gw;wpa njspthd fUj;J ekf;F cs;sJ.
,d;gj;ij ehk; tpUk;Gfpd;Nwhk;. Jd;gj;ij
ehk; ntWf;fpd;Nwhk;.
ekf;F Vw;gLk; rpy cly; mDgtq;fSk;>
kd mDgtq;fSk;> ehk; Vw;Wf; nfhs;Sk;gb
mike;Js;sd@ urpf;Fk;gbahf mike;Js;sd@
mtw;wpy; Njha;eJ
; > ehk; ek;ikNa kwe;J tpLk;
jd;ikapy; mit mike;Js;sd.
,jid ehk;> ,d;gk; vd;W $WfpNwhk;. me;j
,d;gk; cyfpay; mk;rk; cilajhf ,Uf;fyhk;@
my;yJ Md;kPfk; rhHe;jjhf ,Uf;fyhk;. ehk;
kdk; nghUe;jp urpf;Fk; gbahf mike;jpUf;Fk;
epfo;TfSk;> czHTfSk;>
... ,d;gk; vdf; $wg;gLfpd;wd.
Jd;gk; vd;why; vd;dntd;W> ekf;Fj; njupAk;.
mjNdhL ek;khy; miu nehb $lg; nghUe;jpapUf;f
KbahJ. mjid cjwp vwpaNth> my; y J
 p k 61

mjpypUe;J jg;gp XlNth ehk; Kaw;rp nra;J

tpLNthk;.
mJ $l ehkhf Kad; W nra; t jpy; i y.
,d;gj;NjhL nghUe;jpapUg;gJ vg;gb ek;ikawpahky;
epfOfpd;wNjh> mg;gb> Jd;gj;jpypUe;J jg;gp XLtJk;
ek;ikawpahky; epfOfpd;wJ.
,d;gj;jpypUe;J jg;gp Xb te;J tpl;Nld;>
vd;W vtUk; $Wtjpy;iy. Jd;gq;fspypUe;Jjhd;
jg;gp Xb tpLfpNwhk;.
,d;g mDgtq;fs; ekf;F Vw;gLk; NghJ ehk;
vd;d nra;fpNwhk;?
ehk; ek;ikawpahky; mjNdhL nghUe;jpg;Ngha;
tpLfpNwhk;. mij mg;gbNa Vw;Wf; nfhs;fpNwhk;.
vtuhtJ ekf;F ,d;gj;ijf; nfhLj;jhy;> Vd;
vdf;F ,d;gj;ijf; nfhLj;jha;? vd;W Fw;wk;
rhl;Ltjpy;iy.
vtuhtJ Jd;gk; nfhLj;jpLk; NghJjhd;> Vd;
vdf; F j; Jd; g q; nfhLj; j ha; ? vd mtUld;
rz; i lf; F g; NghfpNwhk; . Jd; g j; i j ntw; w p
nfhs;tNj> tho;fi ; fapd; ,yf;fhf mike;Js;sJ.
,d;gk; ,y;yhtpl;lhy; $l guthapy;iy@ Jd;gk;
,y;yhkypUe;jhy; NghJk; vd;W vz;ZgtHfs;jhk;>
ehk; midtUNk.
62 >D

6
\V] W

, d; g ...
Jd; g mDgtq; f Sf; F k; > rkhjp
mDgtj;Jf;Fk; vd;d rk;ge;jk;?
rkhjp vd;gJ>
Md;kfP cyfpy;> kpf caHthfg; Ngrg;gLfpwJ.
jpahdk; nra;gtHfs; midtUk;> rkhjp epiyia
miltijNa ,yf;fhff; nfhz;Ls;sdH.
me;j rkhjpiaAk; $l> jpahd rkhjp> Qhd
rkhjp vd;W ,U tifahfg; gpupj;Jg; ghHf;fpNwhk;.
jpahdj;jpy; <LgLgtHfs; miltJ> jpahd
rkhjp vd;Wk;> tprhu khHf;fj;jpd; %yk; Kay;gtHfs;
miltJ> Qhd rkhjp my;yJ rf[ rkhjp vd;Wk;
$WfpNwhk;.
mJ ve;jg; gpupthf ,Ue;jhYk;> nkhj;jj;jpy;
rkhjp vd;why; vd;d?
rkhjp vd;gJ> ekJ mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;
rkd;gl;l epiyiaf; Fwpf;fpwJ.
 p k 63

xt;nthUtUk;>
rkhjp epiyapd; NghJ> Mj;khit mwptjhff;
$WfpwhHfs;. rkhjp epiyapy; xt;nthUtUk;
jq;fSila ,aw;ifahd ];t&g Qhdj;jpy;
,Uf;fpwhHfs; vd;Wk; $wg;gLfpwJ.
ek;Kila ,aw;ifahd epiy vd;gJ vd;d?
ek;Kila ];t&g epiy vd;gJ vd;d? Mj;khit
mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; epiy vd;gJ vd;d?
nka;aDgt epiy vd;Wk; ,jidf;
Fwpg;gpLfpwhHfs;.
mjhtJ>
jd;id kl;Lk; mwpAk; epiy> nka;aDgt
epiy@ nka;awpT epiy.
cyfj;ij mwptJ vd;gJ> Gwj;ij mwpAk;
epiy. jd;Dila ,Ug;G epiyia kl;Lk; mwpe;J
nfhz;L> Gw cyfj;ij mwpahky; ,Ug;gijNa>
nka;awpT epiyahff; $wg;gLfpwJ.
rpyH jpahdj;jpy; %o;fpapUf;Fk; NghJ> jhd;
,Uf; f pNwhk; vd; w ,Ug; g zHT kl; L khf
,Ug;ghHfs;. mtHfSf;F ntsp cyf mDgtk;
vitAk; ,Uf;fhJ. ,jid nka;aDgt
epiyahfTk;> rkhjp epiyahfTk; $WfpNwhk;.
64 >D

Md;khtpd; epiyahfTk;>
,Jjhd; $wg;gLfpwJ.
jd;NdhL njhlHG nfhz;Ls;s gpwtw;iw
mwpahJ> jd;id kl;LNk> jhd; vd;W mwptijj;
jhd;> Md;k mDgtkhff; $wg;gLfpwJ.
,it midj;Jk;> rkhjp epiyapy;
mDgtkhtjhff; $wg;gLfpwJ.
me;j rkhjp vd;why; vd;d? mij ehk; vg;gb
tpsq;fpf; nfhs;tJ?
ekf;F mWRit czHTfisg; gw;wp njupAk;.
MW tpjkhd Rit czHTfisAk;> ehk; czHe;J
ghHj;Js;Nshk;. ,dpg;G> Gspg;G> frg;G> JtHg;G>
ctHg; G > fhuk; vd> MW tpjkhd Rit
czHTfisAk; ehk; ekJ ehf;fpdhy; kl;LNk>
czHe;J mwpfpNwhk;.
,g;gb MWtpjkhd Rit czHTfisAk;
ehk; czHe;J mwpfpNwhk;.
ehk; ve;j czitANk rhg;gplhj NghJ> ekJ
ehf;F vij mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk;?
ekJ ehf;Ff;F XH czUe;jd;ik ,Uf;fpwJ.
me;j czUe;jd;ikjhd;> VjhtJ Ritiaf;
fpufpj;J> Rit czHthf kyHtilfpd;wJ.
 p k 65

ehk; ve;jr; RitiaAk; mg;gbf; fpufpf;fhj

NghJ> ekJ ehf;F vj;jifa Rit czHNthL
,Uf;Fk;? mJ vij mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk;?
me;epiyapy; ....
ekJ ehf; F mikjp czHtpy; kl; L Nk
,Uf;Fk;. jd;DzHtpy; kl;LNk ,Uf;Fk;.
,g; g b ehk; Gw czHTfs; vtw; i wAk;
mwpahJ> jd;DzHthf kl;Lk; ,Ug;gNj>
.... rkhjp mDgt czHthFk;.
,g;gb>
jd;dpy; jhdhf kl;Lk; ,Ug;gJjhd;> rkhjp
mDgtkhFk;@ rkhjp czHthFk;.
,Jjhd; rkhjp epiy.
,e;j rkhjp epiyf;Fk;>
ek;Kila ,d;g Jd;g mDgtq;fSf;Fk;>
njhlHG VJk; cz;lh?
ek; K ila rkhjp epiyf; F k; > Mde; j
epiyf;Fk; njhlHNgJk; cz;lh?
ek;Kila ,d;g Jd;g mDgtq;fs; vd;why;
vd;d> vd;gij ehk; tpupthfNt ghHj;J tpl;Nlhk;.
66 >D

,d;gq;fs; midj;Jk;> Vw;Wf;nfhs;Sk; gbahf

mike;jpUf;fpd;wd. Jd;gq;fs; vitAk;> mg;gb
Vw;Wf; nfhs;Sk; gbahf mike;jpUf;ftpy;iy.
,d;gq;fs; Vw;gLk; NghJ>
ehk; xU Kuz; g hlw; w epiyf; F g; Ngha;
tpLfpNwhk;. Nghuhlj; Njitapy;yhj xU epiyf;Fg;
Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;. nray;glj; Njitapy;yhj xU
epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;. jd;id kwe;j xU
epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;.
Mdhy; Jd;gq;fs; Vw;gLk; NghJ> ehk; ,g;gb
,Ug;gjpy;iy.
mg;NghJ ehk;> ek;ik kwe;J ,Ug;gjpy;iy.
mjid mg;Gwg;gLj;Jk; Nghuhl;lj;jpy; jPtpukhf
,wq;fp tpLfpNwhk;.
,d;gq;fs; ahTk;>
Kaw;rpaw;w epiyf;F> ek;ikf; nfhz;L nrd;W
tpLfpd;wd.
jd;id kwe;j ,e;j epiyf;Fk;>
rkhjp epiyf;Fk;>
mbg; g ilahd mstpy; rpy xw; W ikfs;
cs;sd.
 p k 67

rkhjp epiyapYk; Kaw;rp ,y;iy@ NjLjy;

,y;iy@ Nghuhl;lk; ,y;iy@
,d;gj;NjhL ehk; kdk; nghUe;jpapUf;Fk;
Neuj;jpYk; ekf;F Nghuhl;lk; Kaw;rp> NjLjy;
vd;W vitAk; ,y;yhkypUf;fpd;wd.
rkhjp vd;gJ> mDgtk; vd;W Fwpg;gpl
Kbahj> XH mDgtkhf cs;sJ.
Mdhy;> ehk; ,d;gq;fNshL nghUe;jpapUg;gJ>
mDgtkhf cs; s J. ,d; g q; f s; midj; J k; >
mDgtq;fshf mDgtpf;fg; gLfpd;wd.
rkhjpapy;> ,Ug;GzHT kl;LNk cs;sjhy;>
mjid mDgtkhff; nfhs;s KbahJ.
ekJ ehf; F > ve; j r; RitAzHitAk;
mDgtpf;fhJ> Rk;kh ,Uf;Fk; NghJ> mjid XH
mDgtkhff; nfhs;s KbahJ.
,d;gk; vd;gij> XH mDgtkhff;
nfhz;lhYq;$l> mJ xU Nghuhl;lkw;w mDgtkhf
cs;sJ.
Jd; g k; vd; g J> Nghuhl; l q; f Sld; $ba
mDgtkhf cs;sJ.
,d;gj;ijAk;> Jd;gj;ijAk; kl;Lk; ehk;>
jdpahf vLj;Jg; ghHg;Nghkhapd;>
68 >D

,d;gk; vd;gJ xU rkd;gl;l mDgtkhfTk;>

Jd;gk; vd;gJ xU Kuz;gl;l mDgtkhfTk;
cs;sJ.
rkd;gl;l epiyapy;> rhe;jpAk;> rkhjhdKk;
cs; s J. Kuz; g l; l epiyapy; Nghuhl; l Kk;
mikjpapd;ikAk; cs;sJ.
rkd; g l; l epiyapy; > xUtpjkhd jd; i d
kwe;j epiy> ( Unconscious State ) Vw;gLfpwJ.
Kuz;gl;l epiyapy;> xU tpopg;gile;j Nghuhl;l
epiyjhd; cs;sJ. xU conscious epiyjhd;
gpujhdkhf cs;sJ. jd;id kwe;j epiy> mq;F
rhj;jpakpy;iy.
kdpjd; Vd; ,d;gj;ij ehLfpwhd; vd;why;>
,d; g e; j hd; ekJ ,ay; g hf cs; s J vd; W
$wg;gLfpwJ. ekJ ,ay;G epiyNa> Mde;jkhd
epiy vd;W $wg;gLfpwJ.
mjdhy; ,aw;ifahfNt ehk; ,d;gj;ij
ehLfpNwhk; vd;W $wg;gLfpwJ.
 p k 69

\V]

kdtpay; ty;YeHfs;> ek;Kila kd ,af;fk;

gw;wp Ma;T nra;Js;shHfs;.
ek;Kila kdjpd; gpujhkhd nray;ghl;il>
mtHfs; tupirg;gLj;Jk; NghJ>
ghJfhg;G czHit> Kf;fpakhff;
$WfpwhHfs;.
xt; n thUtUk; ghJfhg; g hf ,Ug; g ijNa
tpUk; G fpwhHfs; . Mgj; j py; y hky; > epk; k jpahf>
ghJfhg; g hf ,Ug; g ijNa tpUk; G fpwhHfs; .
ghJfhg;Gf;F Kjyplk; nfhLj;J> kw;wtw;iwg;
Gwf;fzpj;J tpLfpwhHfs;.
ek; K ila ghJfhg; G cWjp nra; a g; g l; l
epiyapy;> ehk; mLj;jjhf ehLtJjhd; ,d;g
mDgtq; f s; . ,d; g mDgtq; f sh> my; y J
ghJfhg; g h vd; W > ehk; vijahtJ xd; i wj;
NjHe;njLf;f Ntz;ba epiyapy; ,Uf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;>
70 >D

ehk; ghJfhg;igj;jhd; Kjypy; NjHe;njLg;Nghk;.

mLj;jjhfj;jhd; ,d;g mDgtq;fisj;
NjHe;njLg;Nghk;.
ek; K ila ghJfhg; G czHT vd; g J>
ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHit cWjp nra;tjhFk;. ehk;
,Ug; G zHNthL ,Ug; g J vd; g J> ek; K ila
,d;gq;fspYk; caHe;jjhf ek;khy;
fUjg; g LfpwJ.
ehkhf tpUk;gp> ,j;jifa NjHtpy;
<LgLtjpy;iy. ,J ek;ikawpahky; epfo;e;J
tpLfpwJ@ ek;ikawpahky; Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.
ek;Kila tpUg;gq;fspy; rpfukhdJ> ehkhf
,Ug;gNj. ehk;> ehkhf ,Ue;j gpwF> ehk; ,d;gkhd
mDgtq;fis tpUk;GfpNwhk;.
ehk; ,d;gkhd mDgtq;fNshL ,Uf;Fk;NghJ>
ekJ ghJfhg;G mk;rKk;> ek;ikawpahky; cWjp
nra;ag;gl;L tpLfpwJ.
ehk; ghJfhg;ghfTk;> ,d;gkhfTk; ,Uf;Fk;
NghJ> ehk; Kaw; r paw; W g; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk; @
Nghuhl;lkw;Wg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;. ek;ik kwe;j
epiyf;Fg; Ngha; tpLfpNwhk;.
ehk; Nghuhl;lj;NjhL ,Uf;Fk; Nghnjy;yhk;>
ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHTk;> ,d;g mDgtq;fSk;>
 p k 71

Nfs; t pf; F upaitfshf Mfp tpLfpd; w d. ehk;

ghjpg;gile;jtHfshff; fUjg;gl;L tpLfpNwhk;.
ek;ik kPzL ; k; epiyg;gLj;jpf; nfhs;s Ntz;ba
epHge;jj;Jf;F cs;shfp tpLfpNwhk;. ek;ik rkd;
nra;a Ntz;batHfshfp tpLfpd;Nwhk;.
ek; midtUf;Fk; ek;Kila cliyg; gw;wpj;
njupAk;. ehk; xt;nthUtUk;> ek;Kila clypd;
kP J mf; f iw nfhz; L > mjidg; guhkupj; J
tUfpNwhk;.
ekJ fhypy; mbgl;L> fhy; tpuy; xd;wpy;
fhak; Vw;gl;L tpl;ljhf itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;.
,g;NghJ vd;d Vw;gLfpwJ?
fhy; tpuypy; Vw;gl;l fhak; MWk; tiu>
mjpy; typAzHT ,Ue;J nfhz;Nl ,Uf;Fk;. mJ
Mw Mw> typAzHTk; Fiwe;J nfhz;Nl tUk;.
fhak; Mwpa epiyapy;> fhak; gl;l tpuy;
,Ug;gNj ekf;Fj; njupahJ.
,g;gb> ehk; cly; MNuhf;fpaj;Jld; ,Uf;Fk;
NghJ> ek; K ila cly; ,Ug; g Nj> ekJ
czHTf;Fs; tuhJ.
ekf;Fj; jpBnud;W fha;rr
; y; fz;L> cly;>
c\;zj;jhy; nfhjpj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;Fk; NghJ>
ek;Kila cly;> gpujhdkhfj; njupfpwJ.
72 >D

fha;rr
; y; Fzkhd epiyapy;> ek;Kila cly;>
,Ug;gJ $l ekf;Fj; njupahJ.
MNuhf;fpakhd cly;>
,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,aq;fpf; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.
mJ , Ug ; g J n j u p a hk y; , U f ; f pwJ>
vd;gjw;fhf mJ czHtw;Wg; Ngha; tpl;ljh vd;why;>
mg;gbAk; ,y;iy.
ekJ cly; > czHTld; j hd; ,Uf; f pwJ.
mikjpAld; ,aq;FfpwJ. mJ mg;gb
,aq; f pdhYk; > mJ ,aq; F tJ njupahky;
,aq;FfpwJ.
mJ czHNthL ,aq; f pdhYk; > czuj;
Njitapy; y hky; ,aq; F fpwJ. czHtw; W
,aq;FfpwJ. MNuhf;fpakhf ,aq;FfpwJ. ve;jf;
FiwAk; ,y; y hky; ,aq; F fpwJ. ,aq; F tJ
njupahky; ,aq;FfpwJ.
xU ey; y Nkhl; l hH thfdj; j py; > mjd;
cWg;ghd> ghfq;fs; midj;Jk; ey;y Kiwapy;
NrHj;J ,izf;fg;gl;bUe;jhy;>
me;j Nkhl;lhH thfdk; XLk; NghJ> rg;jNk
,Uf;fhJ. ,izg;Gfspy; VjhtJ gprpW ,Ue;jhNyh
my;yJ VjhtJ jtwhf ,izf;fg;gl;lhNyh>
 p k 73

Nkhl;lhH thfdk; XLk; NghJ> Njitaw;w rg;jq;fs;

Vw;gl;L tpLk;.
ek;Kila cly;> MNuhf;fpakhf ,Uf;Fk;
NghJ> mJ> czHNthL> czHtpy; y hky;
,aq;FfpwJ.
It is consciously unconscious .
v d ; D i l a c l y ; , U g ; g J v d f ; F j ;
njupatpy;iy> vd;W vtUk; $WtJ ,y;iy. ek;
cly; ,Ug;gJ ek; midtUf;Fk; njupfpwJ.
MdhYk;> mJ ,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,Uf;fpwJ@
,aq;FtJ njupahky; ,aq;FfpwJ.
mJ mg;gb ,aq;FtJjhd; rupahdJ@ mJjhd;
rupahdJ. mJ ntspg;gilahfj; jd;idf; fhl;bf;
nfhs;s Muk;gpj;jhy;> mq;F VNjh XH ,lj;jpy;>
gpur;rpid Muk;gpj;J tpl;lJ vd;W mHj;jk;. VNjh
XH ,lj;jpy;> NfhshW Vw;gl;L tpl;lJ vd;gJ
nghUs;. me;epiyapy; jhd;> ekJ cly;> jdJ
,Ug;igf; fhl;bf; nfhs;fpwJ.
cz;ikapy;>
MNuhf;fpaj;jpypUf;Fk; xt;nthUtuJ clYk;>
rf[ rkhjpapy; jhd; ,Uf;fpwJ.
ekJ cly;> ,aq;FtJ njupahky;
,aq;Ftjhy;> mJ czHtw;Wg; Ngha; tpLtjpy;iy.
74 >D

ekJ clypYs;s> nghwp Gyd;fSk; ,aq;fpf;

nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.
Ritahd czit urpj;Jr; rhg;gpLfpNwhk;.
mUtUg;ghd czitr; rhg;gpl;lhy; the;jp Vw;gl;L
tpLfpwJ.
ekJ cly; czHTfspYk; ,d;g mDgtq;fs;
kw;Wk; Jd;g mDgtq;fs; cs;sd.
,d;g mDgtq;fis Vw;w cly;> ,d;gj;ij
czHe;jpLfpd;wJ.
mJNghy;> Jd;g mDgtq;fis Vw;w cly;>
Jd;gj;ij czHe;jpLfpd;wJ.
fLikahd ntapy; fhyj;jpy;> FspHe;j fhw;W>
clYf;F ,d;gkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. FspH fhyj;jpy;>
FspH fhw;W> clYf;Fj; Jd;gj;ijf; nfhLf;fpwJ.
,d; g j; i jAk; > Jd; g j; i jAk; mDgtpj; j
clyhdJ>
mitnay;yhk; Kbe;j epiyapy;>
,ay;ghd rkepiyf;F tUfpwJ.
ekJ cly;> vjidAk; mDgtpf;ftpy;iy
vd;w epiyapy;> mq;F clNy ,y;iy vd;W> ehk;
$wptpLtjpy;iy.
 p k 75

8
\V k[ Vz

ekJ kNdh mDgtq;fs;> vg;gb

,aq;Ffpd;wd? kNdh mDgtq;fspd; Nghf;F> vg;g
; b
cs;sJ?
ehk; ehis> ,uapypy; ntspA+Uf;Fr; nry;y>
KbT nra;tjhf itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;. gazj;Jf;F
Ntz;ba> midj;ijAk; ehk; jpl;lkpLfpNwhk;.
,uapy; gazj;Jf;F> vtw;iwnay;yhk; vLj;Jr;
nry;y Ntz;Lk; vd;gijAk;> jpl;lkpLfpNwhk;.
mg;gb ehk; gazk; nra;Ak; NghJ> ekf;F
vd;ndd;d rpe;jidfs; Vw;gl Ntz;Lk;> vd;ndd;d
czHTfs; Vw;gl Ntz;Lk; vd;W>
mtw;iw ek;khy; jpl;lkpl KbAkh?
epr;rakhfj; jpl;lkpl KbahJ.
ehk; gazk; nra; A k; NghJ> ,j; j ifa
rpe;jidfs;jhk; Vw;gl Ntz;Lnkd;Nwh> ,j;jifa
czHTfs;jhk; Vw;gl Ntz;Lk; vd;Nwh>
76 >D

ehk; jpl;lkpLNthkhapd;>
epr;rakhf> ek;khy; mjidr; nray;gLj;j
KbahJ.
ek; K ila rpe; j idfSk; > czHTfSk; >
mitNghf;fpy; epfo;eJ
; nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.
ek; xt;nthUtUf;Fk;> xt;nthU tpjkhd
,ay;G cs;sJ. ek;Kila ,ay;G $l> ekf;F
ntspg;gilahfj; njuptjpy;iy. ekJ ,ay;G>
ekf;Fs;NsNa kiwe;J fplf;fpwJ.
ehk; vjpH nfhs;Sk; #o;epiyfspd; NghJ>
ekJ ,ay;Gf;Nfw;w rpe;jidfSk;> czHTfSk;>
ek;ikawpahky; ntspg;gl;L tpLfpd;wd.
ekf;F Vw;gLk; czHTfSk;> epidTfSk;>
ek; k plk; mDkjp Nfl; L f; nfhz; L ntspNa
tUtjpy;iy. mitahTk;> mitNghf;fpy;> me;je;j
#o;epiyf;Nfw;g> ntspg;gl;L te;J tpLfpd;wd.
rpy mDgtq;fs;> ek;Kila vjpHghHg;Gf;
fisAk; kPwp> ntspg;gl;L tpLfpd;wd.
,g;gb xU fijiaf; $WthHfs;.
murH xUtH> jhd; vd;nwd;Wk; ,sikahf
,Uf;f tpUk;gpdhH. mjw;fhd kUe;J xd;iwj;
Njbf; nfhz;bUe;jhH.
 p k 77

muritf;F te;j Gjpa kUj;JtH xUtH>

tpNr\khd kUe;njhd;iwj; jahupj;J murUf;Ff;
nfhLj;jhH.
me;j kUe;ij> ehw;gJ ehl;fs;> jpdKk;
fhiyapy; kl;Lk; rhg;gpl Ntz;Lk; vd;W> nrhy;ypf;
nfhLj; j hH. filrpapy; xU epge; j idiaAk;
tpjpj;jhH.
mjhtJ> kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLk; NghJ> Fuq;if
epidf;ff; $lhJ. ,Jjhd; me;j epge;jid.
murH $wpdhH: vdf;F Mapuk; gpur;rpidfs;>
jiyf;F Nky; cs;sd. mtw;iwr; rup nra;aNt
vdf;F Neuk; NghjhJ. ,e;epiyapy;>
Fuq; i fnay; y hk; vjw; F > ehd; epidf; f g;
NghfpNwd;?
mtH mg;gbf; $wptpl;L> kUe;ij thq;fpf;
nfhz;lhH.
kWehs; fhiyapy; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl Ntz;Lk;.
murH kUe;ij vLj;jhH. Mdhy; mNjhL NrHe;J>
Fuq;fpd; epidTk; te;J tpl;lJ. md;W kUe;ijr;
rhg;gpl Kbatpy;iy.
kWehs; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl Kaw;rp nra;jhH.
md;Wk;> mNj fijjhd;. kUe;ij vLf;fTk;>
Fuq;fpd; epidT te;J tpl;lJ.
78 >D

kd; d Uf; F top njupatpy; i y. Fuq; i f

epidf;fhky; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLtJ vt;thW?
murH> midtuplKk; MNyhrid Nfl;lhH.
murUf;F cjt> ke;jpup xUtH Kd;te;jhH.
muNr! xU Neuj;jpy; xU rpe;jidjhd; Vw;gl
KbAk;. ePqf ; s; kUe;ij vLj;Jf; nfhs;Sk; NghJ>
Fuq; F f; F g; gjpyhf ahidia epidj; J f;
nfhs;Sq;fs;. ahidapd; epidT ,Uf;Fk; tiu>
Fuq;fpd; epidT tuhJ. mjw;Fs; ePqf ; s; kUe;ij
vLj;Jf; nfhz;L tplyhk;. .... ,g;gb me;j ke;jpup
MNyhrid toq;fpdhH.
ke;jpup nrhy;tJk; murUf;F epahakhfNt
gl;lJ. ,ijAe;jhd; Kaw;rp nra;J ghHg;NghNk>
vd;W KbT nra;jhH.
ahidia epidj;Jf; nfhz;Nl kUe;ij
neUq; f pdhH. Mdhy; kUe; i j neUq; f Tk; >
ahidahdJ> ahidasT ngupa Fuq;fhf khwp
tpl;lJ.
,g;gb> ekJ kdJ> mjd;Nghf;fpy; nray;gLk;
mk;rkhf cs;sJ. VNjh rpy rpe;jidfis ehkhf
tpUk;gp rpe;jpj;Jg; ghHg;gjd; %yk;> ekJ rpe;jid
mikg;G> ekf;F mlq;fpaJ vd;W> jtwhf KbT
nra;J tpLfpNwhk;.
 p k 79

ekJ rpe;jidfSk;> czHTfSk;> ekJ

tpUg;gq;fSf;Fk;> cj;juTfSf;Fk; fl;Lg;gl;lit
my; y . mitahTk; > mitNghf; f py; te; J
nfhz;bUf;fpd;wd.
mitahTk;> ekJ ,ay;gpypUe;J> ekJ kdjpd;
thapyhfNt Vw;gl;lhYk; $l>
mit ekf; F f; fl; L g; g l; l it my; y .
mitahTk;> mitNghf;fpy; ntsptUfpd;wd. mit>
ekJ ,ay;Gf;F Vw;gTk;> ehk; vjpH nfhs;Sk;
#o;epiyfSf;F Vw;gTk;> mitNghf;fpy;> jhkhf
ntsptUfpd;wd.
rup>
mit> ek;ikAk; kPwp> te;J tpl;ljhfNt
itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;.
mtw;iw mg;gbNa tpl;Ltpl Ntz;baJjhdh?
mg;gb tUk; rpe;jidfspYk;> czHTfspYk;>
ey;yitfSk; ,Uf;fyhk;@ gopf;fg;gl;l
ghjfkhditfSk; ,Uf;fyhk;.
ey;y nray;fSf;Ff; fhuzk;>
ey;y rpe;jidfSk;> ey;y czHTfSNk.
mJNghy;> jPa czHTfSk;> rpe;jidfSk;>
jPa nray;fis Vw;gLj;jp tpLfpd;wd.
80 >D

ey; y czHTfSk; > ey; y rpe; j idfSk;

Vw;gLk; NghJ> gpur;rpid vJTNk ,y;iy. mit
ey;y nray;fisNa Vw;gLj;jp tpLk;.
Mdhy; Nkhrkhd czHTfSk;> rpe;jidfSk;>
ek;ikawpahky; vw;gLk; gl;rj;jpy;>
mtw;iw mitNghf;fpy; tpl;Ltpl KbAkh?
XH cjhuzk;.
xUtH ek;kplk; jtwhf ele;J nfhs;fpwhH.
,jdhy; mtH kPJ> ekf;Ff; Nfhgk; Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.
ek;ikawpahky; Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.
mLj;J ehk; vd;d nra;fpNwhk;?
mg;gbj; jtwhf ele;J nfhz;ltH> ekf;Ff;
fPNo Ntiy nra;gtuhf ,Uf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;> ehk;
mtH kPJ gha;eJ; > mtiuj; jpl;b tpLfpNwhk;.
mg;gbj; jtwhf ele;J nfhz;ltH> ek;Kila
Nkyjpfhupahf ,Uf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;> ehk; vd;d
nra;Nthk;?
mtiu> ek;Kila kdjpw;Fs;jhd; jpl;bf;
nfhs;Nthk;. mtiu> ntspg;gilahf ... Neubahf>
ek;khy; jpl;l KbahJ.
 p k 81

ekf;F Vw;gLk; rpe;jidfSk;> czHTfSk;>

ek; iftrk; ,y;iy. mjdhy;jhd; mitNghf;fpy;
te;J tpl;ld.
Mdhy;> nray; vd;gJ> ek; iftrNk cs;sJ.
mjdhy;jhd;> ek;khy; rpyuplk;> ntspg;gilahff;
Nfhgj;ijf; fhl;l KbfpwJ@ rpyuplk;> ntspg;
gilahff; Nfhgj;ijf; fhl;lhkypUf;f KbfpwJ.
mJTk; ek; iftrk; ,y;yhj gl;rj;jpy;> vtUk;
,e;j cyiff; fhg;ghw;w KbahJ@ ek;ikAk;
ek;khy; fhg;ghw;w KbahJ.
vtUk; mwpTG+Htkhd nray;fspy; <Lgl
Kbahky; Ngha; tpLk;.
ek;ikawpahky; tUk; czHTfSk;>
rpe;jidfSk;> ek;Kila nray;fSf;Ff; fhuzkhf
mike; j hYq; $ l> mit> ekJ mwpTf; F f;
fl;Lg;gl;Nl nrayhf khWfpd;wd.
ekJ mwptpd; xg;Gjy; ngw;Nw> mit nrayhf
khWfpd;wd.
ek; mwptpd; mq;ff
P huj;ijg; ngwhj> ek;Kila
czHTfSk;> rpe;jidfSk;> jhkhf kiwe;J
tpLfpd;wd.
mit vg;gbj; jhkhf Vw;gl;lNjh> mg;gb
mit> jhkhf kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.
82 >D

ek;Kila czHTfSk;> epidTfSk;> XH

,irf; fUtpapypUe;J ntspg;gLk; ,iriag;
Nghd;wNj.
XH MHNkhdpag; ngl;bia vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhy;>
mjpy; ,iria vOg;Gk; gytpjkhd gl;ld;fs;
,Uf;Fk;.
xU gl;lid mOj;jpdhy;>
xUtpjkhd ,ir ntspNa tUk;.
me;j ,iria mg;Gwg;gLj;j> ehk; vd;d nra;a
Ntz;Lk;? ehk; vJTNk nra;aj; Njitapy;iy.
ntspg;gl;l me;j ,irapd; MAs;> ntWk;
miu tpdhbjhd;. mj;Jld; mJ> jhdhf kiwe;J
tpLk;.
mij mg;Gwg;gLj;j Ntz;Lk; vd;W epidj;J>
ehk; kPzL
; k; mNj gl;lid mOj;jp tpl;Nlhkhapd;>
me;j ,ir> kPzL
; k; GJg;gpf;fg;gl;L tpLk;.
,g;gb ekf;F Vw;gLk; rpe;jidfs; kw;Wk;
czHTfspd; MASk; ntWk; miu tpehb Neuk;
kl;LNk.
mit midj;Jk;> jhkhf Vw;gl;L>
jhkhf kiwe;J tpLk;.
 p k 83

mtw;iw mg;Gwg;gLj;j> ehk; vJTNk nra;aj;

Njitapy;iy.
Mdhy;>
ehk; mg;gb> mjid tpl;L tpLtjpy;iy.
mjid mg;Gwg;gLj;jg; Nghuhb tpLfpNwhk;.
mit ek;ik tpl;L tpl;Lg; Ngha; tpl Ntz;Lnkd;W>
Nghuhb tpLfpNwhk;.
,jdhy; ek;ikawpahky; Vw;gl;l
czHTfSf;Fk;> epidTfSf;Fk;> kPzL ; k; capH
nfhLj; J tpLfpNwhk; . mtw; i wg; GJg; g pj; J
tpLfpNwhk;.
,irf; fUtpapd; gl;lid> ,iria epWj;j
Ntz;Lk; vd tpUk;gp> kPzL ; k; mOj;jp tpLfpNwhk;.
,jdhy; ,iria kPzL ; k; GJg;gpj;J tpLfpNwhk;.
ehk; vJTNk nra;ahj epiyapy;> jhkhf
Vw; g l; l czHTfs; ahTk; > jhkhf kiwe; J
tpLfpd;wd.
84 >D

9
kom s|>

ehk; ekJ Nahf rhjidfspd; %yk;> rpy

Mde;j kakhd czHTfis cw;gj;jp nra;fpNwhk;.
me;j czHTfis> epue;jug; gLj;jyhk; vd ehk;
nra;Ak; mj;jid Kaw;rpfSk;> gydw;Wg; Ngha;
tpLfpd;wd.
mg;gbNa ehk;> ekJ Kaw;rpfspy; ntw;wp ngw;W>
rpy Mde;j czHTfis ek;NkhL jf;f itf;f
Kbe;jhy;>
mit> ekJ clypd; MNuhf; f paj; ijNa
rpijj;J tpLfpd;wd.
Md;kf
P cyfpy;>
Mde; j mDgtq; f is miltJjhd; >
Md; k P f j; j pd; caHe; j epiy vdf; fUJk;
kNdhghtk; ,Ue;J tUfpwJ.
me;j vz;zk; ,Uf;Fk; tiu>
 p k 85

mtHfSila Md;kPfg; gazk;> vj;jid

n[d;kq;fs; vLj;J Kad;whYk;> KbTf;F tuhJ.
Mde;jk; vd;why; vd;d> vd;gijj; jtwhfg;
Gupe;J nfhz;l fhuzj;jpdhNyNa>
,j;jifa ,Ogwpepiy> Vw;gLfpwJ.
mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; jw;fhypfkhdNj.
Vw;gl;l mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;> kiwe;Jjhdhf
Ntz;Lk;.
ekJ mDgtq; f NshL> ehk; Kuz; g l; L g;
NghuhLtjd; fhuzj;jpdhNyNa>
Njitaw; w mDgtq; f s; gy> ek; i kj;
njhlHe;J tUfpd;wd.
ehk; xU Fuq;Ff; fijiag; ghHj;Njhk;.
Fuq;if epidf;fhky; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLtJ vg;gb>
vd;w Nfs;tp me;jf; fijapy; vOg;gg;gl;bUe;jJ.
murH ke;jpupapd; nrhw;gb Fuq;Ff;Fg; gjpyhf>
ahidia epidj;Jf; nfhz;lhH. Mdhy; kUe;ij
neUq;Fk; NghJ> mtH epidtpy; te;j ahid>
Fuq;fhf khwp tpl;lJ.
,g;gb> ekJ mDgtq;fSk;> czHTfSk;>
epidTfSk; ek; i kawpahky; ekf; F Vw; g l; L
86 >D

tpLfpd;wd. ekJ tpUg;gj;ijAk;> Kaw;rpiaAk;

kPwp> Vw;gl;L tpLfpd;wd.
me;j muruhy; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl Kbatpy;iy.
me;epiyapy; mtUila muritf;F> Jwtp xUtH
te;jhH. mtuplKk; murH jdJ gpur;rpidiaf;
$wpdhH.
Fuq;if epidf;fhky;> kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLk;
Kiwiaf; fhl; b j; j Utjhf> me; j j; Jwtp>
nghWg;ig vLj;Jf; nfhs;fpwhH.
muritf;Nf kUe;ij vLj;J tur; nrhy;YfpwhH.
kUe;J nfhz;L tug; gLfpwJ. kUe;ij vLj;Jr;
rhg;gpLk;gb> Jwtp murdplk; $WfpwhH.
kUe;ijr; rhg;gpl> murd; Kd; tUk;NghJ>
tof;fk;Nghy; Fuq;fpd; epidT te;J tpLfpwJ.
Fuq;fpd; epidT tUfpwNj Rthkp? vd;W
murH KiwapLfpwhH.
Fuq;if ePahf epidj;jhah? my;yJ Fuq;fpd;
epidT> mJthf te;jjh? vd Jwtp tpdTfpwhH.
Fuq;if ehdhf epidf;ftpy;iy. Fuq;fpd;
epidT> mJthfj;jhd; te;Js;sJ. ... kd;dH
$WfpwhH.
 p k 87

gpwF eP vg;gbf; Fuq;if epidj;jjhFk;.

ePahfj;jhd; Fuq;if epidf;ff; $lhJ. mJthf
te;j epidTf;F eP Vd; nghWg;Ngw;Wf; nfhs;fpwha;?
mjdhy; kUe;ijr; rhg;gpLk; cupik cdf;F
cz;L> vd;W $wp> kd;diu> me;j kUe;ijr;
rhg;gpl itf;fpwhH.
,g;gb>
ekJ czHTfSk;> epidTfSk;>
mDgtq;fSk;> ek;ikawpahky;> mitNghf;fpy;>
jhkhf Vw;gLfpd;wd.
jhkhf te; j it midj; J k; > jhkhfTk;
kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.
Mdhy;> ehkhf mtw;iwf; nfhz;L te;J
tpl;lJ Nghy;> ehk; ele;J nfhs;fpNwhk;. mtw;NwhL
Kuz;ghL nfhs;fpNwhk;.
mit jhkhf epfo;fpd;wJ vd;gij> ehk; Gupe;J
nfhs; t jd; %yk; > ehk; ekJ Njitaw; w
nghWg;GfspypUe;J> ePqf
; p tpLfpNwhk;. Njitaw;w
Rikfis> ,wf;fp itj;J tpLfpNwhk;.
mfj;jstpy; ehk; nra;tjw;Nfh> miltjw;Nfh>
vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gijg; Gupe;J nfhs;tJjhd;>
cz;ikahd GupjyhFk;.
88 >D

mfj;jstpy; ehk; nra;tjw;F

vJTkpy;iynad;w> nghWg;gw;w jd;ikf;F> ehk;
te;J tpLk; NghJ> ek;Kila kNdh ,af;fk;
KOtJk;> ve;jg; Nghuhl;lKk;> ve;j Kuz;ghLk;
,y;yhky;> mJNghf;fpy; ,aq;fj; Jtq;FfpwJ.
mJNt mjd;Nghf;fpy; ,aq;fpf; nfhs;Sk;>
KOikahd Rje;jpuj;ij>
mJNt vLj;Jf; nfhs;fpwJ.
mjDila Rje;jpuj;ijf; fl;Lg;gLj;Jk;> ve;j
Kaw;rpapYk;> ehk; <Lglhky; ,Ue;J tpLfpNwhk;.
ek;Kila kd ,af;fj;jpd;> ve;jg; gFjpAk;>
me;j kd ,af;fj;ijr; rPuikf;Fk;> jdpg;gl;l
nghWg;ig> Vw;Wf; nfhs;Sk; jd;ikia> ,oe;J
tpLfpd;wJ.
me;epiyapy;> ekJ kd ,af;fk; KOtJk;>
jhkhf ,aq;Fk; Rje;jpuj;ijg; ngw;W tpLfpwJ.
,e;epiyapy;>
ekJ kd ,af;fj;jpy;> Kuz;ghLfs; vitAk;
,y;yhky; Ngha; tpLfpd;wd.
Kuz; g l; L g; NghuhLk; NghJjhd; > mJ
gpur;rpidf;Fupa epiyahfpwJ.
 p k 89

MNuhf;fpakhd cly;>
,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,Uf;fpwJ@
czHtwpahky; ,Uf;fpwJ.
clypy; Vw;gLk; fhaNk gpur;rpidNa>
czHitf; nfhz;L tUfpwJ.
,g;gb>
ekJ kdjpy;> gpur;rpidfs; ,Uf;Fk; NghJjhd;>
ekJ kdjpy;> Nghuhl;lk; ,Uf;Fk; NghJjhd;> mJ>
czHitf; nfhz;L tUfpwJ.
ekJ kd mk;rq;fisr; rPuikf;f ehk; Nghuhlhj
epiyapy;> mJTk;> xUtif czHtwpah epiyf;Fg;
Ngha; tpLfpwJ.
vg;gb MNuhf;fpakhd cly;>
vy;yh cghijfspypUe;Jk;>
tpLgl;Ls;sNjh>
mg;gb>
ekJ kdKk; > vy; y htpjkhd cghij
fspypUe;Jk; tpLgl;Ls;sJ.
MNuhf;fpakhd cly; vg;gb>
rf[ rkhjpapypUf;fpwNjh>
90 >D

mg;gb> MNuhf;fpakhd kdJk;>

rf[ rkhjpapypUf;fpwJ.
me;epiyapy;>
ekJ kdjpd;> xt;nthU ,af;fKk; rkhjp
,af;fNk. ,q;F> ekJ kdJ> RaKuz;ghl;il
,oe;J tpLfpd;wJ.
Jaukhd mDgtq; f is> mg; G wg; g Lj; j
KidtJ kl;Lk; Kuz;ghly;y@
,d; g khd mDgtq; f isj; jf; f itf; f
Kay;tJk;> Kuz;ghLjhd;.
,j;jifa Kuz;ghLfs;jhk; .... ,j;jifa
Nghuhl;lq;fs;jhk;> czHT epiyiaf; nfhz;L
tUfpd;wd.
Kuz;glhj epiyapy;>
rkd;ghL kl;LNk> mq;Fs;sJ@
rkhjp kl;LNk> mq;Fs;sJ.
Mde;jk; vd;gJ>
cz;ikapy;> ,e;j rkhjpiaNa Fwpf;fpwJ.
jd;DzHT khj;jpukhf ,Uf;Fk;> MNuhf;fpakhd
epiyiaNa Fwpf;fpwJ.
 p k 91

,d; g q; f Sf; n fy; y hk; Mjhukhd> ,Ug;

GzHitNa mJ Fwpf;fpwJ.
me;j ,Ug;GzHT>
mJthf ,Uf;fpwJ.
mJ>
ek;khy; nfhz;L tug;gl;ljd;W.
,d;gj;ijf; nfhz;L tuyhk;> Jd;gj;ijf;
nfhz;L tuyhk;> Mdhy; ,Ug;GzHitf; nfhz;L
tu KbahJ.
mDgtq;fisf; nfhz;L tuyhk;@
Mdhy; ,Ug;GzHitf; nfhz;L tu KbahJ.
mJ> mJthf ,Uf;fpwJ.
mJ> mDgtkhf ,Uf;fpwJ@ mDgtj;ijf;
fle;J ,Uf;fpwJ.
mwpahky;> mwpe;J nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.
,Ug;gJ njupahky; ,Ue;J nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.
czHNthL czHtw;wpUf;fpwJ.
mJNt>
cz;ikapd; ,Ug;ghf cs;sJ.
92 >D

midj;Jf;Fk;>
Mjhukhf cs;sJ.
Ra Kuz;ghlw;w kdJ ....
Nghuhl;lkpy;yhj kdJ ....
mDgtq; f isr; rP u ikf; f g; Nghuhlhj
kdJ ....
,d;gq;fisj; jf;f itf;f Kaw;rpf;fhj
kdJ ....
Jd;gq;fis mg;Gwg;gLj;jg; Nghuhlhj kdJ>
.... rkhjp epiyapy; cs;sJ.
.... ,Ug;GzHtpy; cs;sJ.
.... MNuhf;fpa epiyapy; cs;sJ.
 p k 93

10
mD [

M d; k P f
cyfj; i jj; jLkhw itf; F k;
,d;DnkhU mk;rk;: midj;ijAk; xd;whff;
fhz;gJ.
midj;Jk; xd;Nw@ midj;Jk; ,uz;lw;wNj.
Q h d p v y ; y h t w ; i w A k ; j d ; d p l j ; j p Y k ; >
vy;yhtw;wpYk; jd;idAk; fhz;fpd;whd;.
Vfk; rj;
mj;Jitjk;
,g; g bg; gytpjkhd thrfq; f s; > Md; k P f
cyfj;ij tyk; te;J nfhz;L ,Uf;fpd;wd.
mJkl;Lkpy;yhky;>
ehk; kjpf;ff; $ba ngupatHfs; gyUk;> jq;fs;
mDgtj;ijf; $Wk; NghJ> jd;id vy;yhtw;wpYk;
fz;ljhfTk;> jhNd vy;yhkhf ,Ug;gjhfTk;
Vw;gl;l> mDgtq;fisf; $Wfpd;wdH.
ngupatHfSf;F Vw;gl;l mDgtq;fs; ahTk;>
kWf;fg;gl Kbahj> Mtzq;fshfp tpLfpd;wd.
94 >D

mNj mDgtk; > jdf; F k; Ntz; L nkd; w

vjpHghHg;G> xt;nthU Md;k rhjfDf;Fk; Vw;gl;L
tpLfpd;wJ.
,Ul;Lf;Fs; ,Ug;gjhf> xUtH jd;idf; fUJk;
NghJ> xsp nfhLf; f f; $ba ngupatHfspd;
thHj;ijia> gpukhzkhf Vw;Wf; nfhs;s Ntz;ba
epiyapy;> mtH ,Uf;fpwhH.
top njupahky; jtpf;Fk; xUtH> top fhl;LgtH
$Wtijj;jhNd Vw;Wf; nfhs;s KbAk;?
Nahf rhjidfspy;> caHepiy
mDgtq;fisg; ngw;w rpyH> jq;fis Qhdpfshf
mwptpj;Jf; nfhs;fpwhHfs;.
mjdhy; Md;kf
P cyfpy;>
mDgtq;fspd; jhf;fk;> kpfTk; mjpfkhf
cs;sJ.
midj; i jAk; > mDgtq; f shf vLj; J f;
nfhs;Sk; Nghf;F mike;J tpl;lJ.
,J jtwh?
jtwpy;iy.
Md;kf
P cyfpd; mbj;jsNk> Nahf rhjidfs;
jhk;. Md;kPfj;jpd; mw;Gj mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;
ngha;ahdit my;y.
 p k 95

mDgtq;fspy; rpwe;jit> Md;kf

P mDgtq;fNs.
Mdhy;> ehk; m];jpthuk; Nghl;L>
m];jpthuj;NjhL epd;W tplf; $lhJ. m];jpthuk;
vd; g J> fl; l lk; fl; L tjw; f hfg; Nghlg; g Lk;
mbj;jsk; kl;LNk.
m]; j pthuk; > xU fl; b lj; J f; F Kf; f pak;
vd;gjw;fhf> m];jpthuj;NjhL epd;W>
m];jpthuj;NjhL tho;eJ
; tplf; $lhJ.
m];jpthuk; vd;gJ> ehk; jq;fpqpUg;gjw;fhf
mikf;fg;gl;ljd;W. mjw;Fk; Nkyhff; fl;lg;gLk;
fl;blNk> ehk; jq;fpapUg;gjw;fhf mikf;fg;gLfpwJ.
Nahf rhjidfSk;> mDgtq;fSk; Muk;gNk.
mijAk; fle; j epiyapNyNa nka; Qhdk;
mike;Js;sJ.
mjidf;> fle;j epiy vd;W Fwpg;gpl;ljhy;>
nka;Qhd epiy vd;gJ>
Nahf rhjidfSf;F vjpuhd epiyad;W.
nka; Qhdepiy vd;gJ>
ve; j f; fl; L g; g hLfSf; F k; cl; g l; l jd; W .
mjdhy;> mJ vjw;Fk; rhjfkhd epiynad;Nwh>
vjw;Fk; vjpuhd epiynad;Nwh>
96 >D

mjidf; $wptpl KbahJ.

mjidr; rhjfkhd epiy vd> vLj; J f;
nfhz;lhYk; xU tifapy; rupjhd;.
mjidg; ghjfkhd epiy vd> vLj; J f;
nfhz;lhYk;> xUtifapy; rupjhd;.
mjid ntWk; m]; j pthukhf vLj; J f;
nfhz;lhy; mJ rupahdNj. mjid
m];jpthuj;NjhL Kbj;J> m];jpthuj;NjhL epd;W
nfhz;lhy; mJ ghjfkhdjhfp tpLfpwJ.
Oneness vd;W $wg;gLk;>
me;j xUikj;jd;ik vd;gJ vd;d?
mj;itjk; vd;W $wg;gLfpwJ. ,uz;lw;wJ
vdf; $wg;gLfpwJ.
,uz;L vd;w gpsTfs; ,y;yhj gl;rj;jpy;>
mJ xd;whfj;jhNd ,Uf;f KbAk;?
mj;itjk; vd;gJ> Ntjhe;j rpj;jhe;jq;fspy;
$wg;gLk; jiyaha cz;ikahfTk;> jj;JtkhfTk;
fUjg;gLfpwJ.
mtw;wpd; cz;ikj;jd;ik vt;thW cs;sJ>
vd;gij mwpa Md;k rhjfHfs; midtUNk
flikg; gl;ltHfshf ,Uf;fpwhHfs;.
 p k 97

,uz;ly;y vd;W $Wk; NghJ> mq;F ,uz;L

,Ug;git NghyTk;> gy ,Ug;git NghyTk; xU
Njhw;wk; ... nghUs;> Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.
,uz;lhfj; njupe;jhYk;> cz;ikapy; ,uz;L
fpilahJ@ cz;ikapy; ,Ug;gJ xd;Nw> vdf;
$WtJ Nghy;> me;jg; gjk; mike;Js;sJ.
mg;gb ,uz;lhf cs;sit> ... mg;gbg; gythf
cs;sit> vit? mit Vd; gpwF ,uz;lhfNth>
gythfNth Njhd;whky; Ngha; tpLfpd;wd?
NtWgl; L j; Njhd; W k; mit> Vd; gpwF
NtWglhky; Ngha; tpLfpd;wd?
ehk; epiyf; fz; z hbapd; Kd; epd; W >
jiythupf; nfhs;fpNwhk;.
epiyf; fz;zhbf;Fs;> ek;Kila cUtk;
mg;gbNa Njhd;Wfpd;wJ. ehk; nra;Ak; mj;jid
mirTfisAk;> me;j cUtKk; nra;J tpLfpwJ.
me;j cUtKk;> ehKk; NtWNtwh? me;j
cUtKk;> ehKk; xd;Wjhdh?
cz;ikapy; mq;Nf ,uz;L cs;sjh?
,uz;L ,Ug;gJNghy; Njhw;wk; Vw;gLfpwJ.
Mdhy;> cz;ikapy; mq;Nf ,uz;L fpilahJ.
mq;F ,Ug;gJ xd;Nw. Mdhy; ,uz;L Nghy;
Njhd;WfpwJ.
98 >D

Njhw;wk; NtW@ cz;ik NtW.

,g;gb> ,UikapYk; xUik fhz;gJjhd;>
mj;itjkh?
mLj;jjhf>
Vfk; rj; vd> Ntj thf;fpak; $WfpwJ.
cz;ik xd;Wjhd; vdf; $WfpwJ.
,q;F> gytw;iw gw;wpNah> ,uz;ilg; gw;wpNah>
Neubahf ve;jf; Fwpg;Gk; ,y;iy.
MdhYk;> xd;W vdf; $w Ntz;ba mtrpak;
Vd; Vw;gl;lJ vd;W ghHf;Fk; NghJ> xd;Wf;F
Nkw; g l; l mk; r k; VjhtJ ,Uf; F Nkh vd; w >
Iaj;ijj; Njhw;Wtpf;fpd;wJ.
, u z ; l y ; y vd;gJ> vjpHkiwahd
mZFKiw.
cz; i k xd; N w vd; g J> NeHkiwahd
mZFKiw.
,e;j ,Utiff; $w;WfSk;> $wtUk; nra;jp>
xd;whfNt mike;js;sJ.
,ijj;jhd; ,e;j nrhw;fspd; %yk; Gupe;J
nfhs;s KbfpwJ.
 p k 99

,itfs; ahTk;> ntWk; jj;Jtq;fsh> my;yJ

eilKiw cz;ikfsh?
eilKiwapy;>
,it vt;thW nray;gLfpd;wd?
100 >D

11
BV[ kD

Nahf
rhjidfspy; <Lgl;l ngupatHfs; gyH>
jq;fSila mDgtq;fisf; $Wfpd;wdH.
mit mtHfSila fUj;Jf;fs; my;y@ mit
ahTk;> mtHfs; Neubahf mDgtpj;Jg; ghHj;j
mDgtq;fs;.
mtHfs; epjHrdkhff; fz;l fhl;rpNa mJ.
mJ mtHfSila fw;gid my;y@ mtHfs;
fz;lJ fdT fpilahJ.
MfNt mtHfsJ mDgtj;ij> vtuhYk;
kWf;f KbahJ. mtHfSila mDgtq;fspy;>
eilKiw cz;ik vd;Dk; Kj;jpiu
Fj;jg;gl;Ls;sJ. epjHrdkhd cz;ik> vd;Dk;
Kj;jpiu Fj;jg;gl;Ls;sJ.
mtHfSila epiyg;ghL vd;d vd;gijAk;>
ehk; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;. rh];jpuq;fspd; $w;W
vd;dntd;gijAk>; ehk; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;.
 p k 101

Nahf rhjidahsHfspd; mDgtk;>

rh];jpuq;fSila $w;Wf;F kpfTk;
nghUj;jkhdjhf mike;Js;sJ.
,g;gb>
fUj;Jk;> mDgtKk; xd;W NrHe;j epiyapy;>
mJ xU ep&gpf;fg;gl;l cz;ikahfp tpl;lJ.
mjdhy; ekf;F> re;Njfk; Vw;gLk; tha;gN
; g
,y;yhky; Ngha; tpl;lJ.
fUj; i j> mDgtk; cWjpg; g Lj; J fpwJ.
mDgtj;ij> fUj;J mq;ff P upf;fpwJ. Mf> mJ
ntWk; fUj;jhf ,y;yhky;> mJ XH capUs;s
cz;ikahfp tpLfpd;wJ.
xd;iw mwptjpy;>
mDkhdj;ij tpl>
gpuj;al;r mDgtNk> ngUk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk;
cilajhf cs;sJ.
ehk; xd;iw gpuj;jpal;rkhf mwpAk; NghJ>
mij tplTk; > NtW Mjhuk; ekf; F vd; d
Ntz;bapUf;fpwJ?
ve;j cz;ikahf ,Ue;jhYq;$l>
gpuj;al;rkhf Neubahf> czHe;J mwpAk;
NghJ kl;LNk>
102 >D

mJ ajhHj;jkhfTk;>
cz;ikahfTk; cs;sJ.
,jdhy;> Nahf rhjidahsHfspd;
mDgtq; f s; ahTk; > ngUk; Kf; f paj; J tk;
ciladthf mike;J tpl;ld.
,it vy;yhtw;iwAk; fzf;fpy; vLj;Jf;
nfhz;Nl> ehk; xU KbTf;F tu Ntz;batHfshf
,Uf;fpNwhk;.
XH cjhuzk;.
ey;y ntapy; fhyk;. ntapypd; nfhLik jhq;f
Kbatpy;iy. ez;gfy; Neuk;. ehk; ,uapypy; gazk;
nra;J nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;. ehk; gazk; nra;tJ>
Fsp&l;lg;gl;l ngl;bapy;. ntapYf;F <L nfhLf;Fk;
tifapy;> Fsp&l;Lk; mikg;igAk; rw;W mjpfg;
gLj;jpapUf;fpwhHfs;. ,jdhy;> ngl;bapYs;s FspH>
rw;W mjpfkhfNt cs;sJ. NghHj;jpf; nfhs;syhkh
vd;W $lj; Njhd;Wfpd;wJ.
mjpff; Fspuhf ,Ug;gjhy;> me;jg;
ngl;bapypUe;J nfhQ;r Neuk; ntspNa te;J>
lha;nyl; miwf;Fg; NghtJ $l> FspUf;Fr; rw;W
,jkhf cs;sJ. eLf;fpf; nfhz;bUe;j FspupypUe;J>
rw;W tpLgl;l czHit Vw;gLj;JfpwJ.
FspupypUf;Fk; NghJ> fjfjg;ig ehbr; nrd;wijg;
NghypUf;fpwJ.
 p k 103

mg;gb ehk;> Fsp&l;lg;gl;l ngl;bapy; gazk;

nra;J nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;. tz;b Xbf;
nfhz;bUf;fpwJ. ehk; NghFk; tz;b> xU tay;
ntspapy; Xbf; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ. ,uapy; ghijapd;
,U GwKk; tay;fs;. tay;fspy; gyH Ntiy
nra;J nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;. mikjpahd epiyapy;>
mtutH Ntiyia> mtutH nra;J
nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;.
ehk; Fspupy; eLq;fpf; nfhz;bUf;fpNwhk;.
mtHfs; ntapypy; Ntiy nra;J
nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;.
,g;NghJ>
ekJ fz;Nzhl;lj;jpy;>
mtHfs; rpukg;gLtJ ekf;Fj; njupahJ.
ntapy; jhq;f Kbahky;> vtuhtJ Xbdhy;
kl;LNk> mJ ekf;F tpj;jpahrkhd czHit
Vw;gLj;Jk;. mg;gb ,y;yhky;> mtHfs; xNu ,lj;jpy;
,Ue;J nfhz;L> mikjpahf Ntiy ghHf;Fk;
NghJ>
mtHfs; ntapypd; nfhLikia
mDgtpf;fpwhHfs; vd> vz;zj; Njhd;whJ. mtHfs;
FspUf;F ,jkhf> ntapypy; epw;gJ Nghd;W $lj;
Njhd;Wk;. FspH gpuNjrq;fspy;> ntapypy; epw;gJ
104 >D

vg;gb> Rfkhd mDgtkhf ,Uf;FNkh> mg;gb

,Ug;gJ Nghd;W Njhd;Wk;.
mjw;Ff; fhuzk;>
ehk; Fspupy; eLq;fpf; nfhz;bUg;gJ kl;LNk
jhd;. ek;Kila mDgtk;> ,t;thW gpujpgypf;fpwJ.
ek;Kila nrhe;j mDgtj;jpd; jhf;fk;> ehk;
ghHf;Fk; nghUspy; gpujpgypj;J tpLfpwJ.
ehk; vtUila tuTf;fhfNth
fhj; j pUg; N ghkhdhy; > J}uj; j py; tUgtHfs;
midtUNk> ehk; vjpH ghHg;gtuhfNt
Njhd;WthHfs;.
ekJ kd mDgtj; j pd; jhf; f k; > ehk;
fhz;gtw;wpd; kPJk; gpujpgypj;J tpLfpwJ.
Xb xspe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; Fw;wthspapd;
fz;fSf;F> fhz;gtHfs; midtUk;> kg;bapy;
te;j fhtyHfNsh vd;Wjhd; Njhd;Wk;.
,it midj;Jk;> ek; kNdh mDgtj;jpd;
jhf;fNk.
,g;gb>
ek;Kila mf mDgtq;fs;>
ek;NkhL epd;W tplhky;>
 p k 105

ekf;F ntspNaAk; gpujpgypj;J tpLfpd;wd.

mjdhy; ekf;F ntspNa cs;sitAk;> ekJ
mDgtj;Jf;Fs; te;jitahfp tpLfpd;wd.
ekJ Md;kPf mD\;lhdq;fSs;>
jd; D zHit ftdk; nra; j y; vDk; gapw; r p
gyuhYk; Nkw;nfhs;sg; gLfpwJ.
jd;id mwpjy;> jd;DzHNthL ,Uj;jy;>
jd;idNa ftdpj;jy;> jhd; ..... jhdhf ,Uj;jy;>
czHit czHthy; mwpjy;> mwpit mwpthy;
mwpjy;>
.... vd;W gy ngaHfspy; ,J tptupf;fg;gLfpwJ.
ehk; vij mwpe;jhYk;> ekJ ftdj;ij mjd;
kPJ nrYj;jpj;jhd; mwpa KbAk;. ekJ ftdk;
rpjwp tpl;lhy;> ek;khy; vijAk; mwpa KbahJ.
ekJ ftdk; vijf; fhl;LfpwNjh mijj;jhd;
ek;khy; mwpa KbAk;.
xUtH NgRtij> ehk; Nfl;f Ntz;Lk; vd;why;>
ekJ ftdk;> mtuJ Ngr;rpd; kPJ gbe;jpUf;f
Ntz;Lk;. ,g;gb ekJ ftdk; xt;nthd;wpd; kPJk;
nghUe;jpapUf;Fk; epiyapy;jhd; mjid ehk;
mwpfpNwhk;.
me;j ftdj;ij vjd; kPJk; nghUj;jhky; ...
Gwg; nghUs; vjd; kPJk; nghUj;jhky;>
106 >D

me;j ftdj;ij> ftdj;jpd; kPNj

nghUj;JtJjhd;> czHit czHthy; mwpjyhFk;.
,J xU jpahdk;. ngUk;ghyhd ngupatHfs;>
,e;jj; jpahdj;ijNa typAWj;Jfpd;wdH.
ukz kfup\pia vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhy;>
ehd; vDk; czHT> vq;fpUe;J ];Gupj;Jf;
nfhz;L tUfpwNjh> mijNa ftdpj;J> mq;NfNa
jq;fpapU vd;W $WthH.
ehd; vd;gJjhd;>
ekJ jd;DzHT.
ek;Kila ftdj;ij> ehd; vDk; ,e;jj;
jd;DzHtpd; kPJ Ftpj;Jg; gofp tUk; NghJ>
ekJ ftdk; KOtJk;> ehd; vDk; jd;DzHT
kakhfp tpLk;. ehk; ve;jr; nraiyr; nra;jhYk;>
ekJ ftdk; ,e;jj; jd;DzHthfNt ,Ue;J tUk;.
,e;epiy njhlu Muk;gpf;Fk; NghJ> ehk;
vtiug; ghHj;jhYk;> ehk; vjidg; ghHj;jhYk;>
vy;yhNk>
,e;jj; jd;DzHtpd; gFjpahf ,Ug;gjhfNt
Njhd;Wk;.
 p k 107

ehNk cyfj;jpd; xt;nthU nghUshfTk;>

xt;nthU eguhfTk;> ,Ug;gjhfj; Njhd;Wk;. mJ
XH mDgtkhfj; Njhd;Wk;.
ekJ ftdk; KOtJk;>
ehd; vDk; czHtpNyNa ikak; nfhz;L
tpLtjhy;> ehk; ghHg;gnjy;yhk;> ehd; MfNt
Njhd;Wk;.
ekJ ftdk;>
,e;j ehd; vDk; czHtpy; ikaq;
nfhs;tjpypUe;J tpLgLk; NghJjhd;> vy;yhtw;iwAk;
ehd; Mfg; ghHf;Fk; mk;rj;jpd; jd;ikAk;>
Fiwe;J> kiwaj; Jtq;Fk;.
,J xU gpujpgypg;G mDgtNk.
,J ajhHj;jkhd cz;ikad;W.
,JNghy;>
ftdj;ij xUepiyg;gLj;jhky;> ftdj;ijg;
gutyhf;Fk; jpahdKiw xd;Wk; cz;L.
ehk; lhHr; tpsf;if mbj;jhy;> mjd; xsp>
VjhtJ XH ,lj;jpy; Ftpe;J> VjhtJ xU nghUis
kl;Lk; fhl;Lk;.
108 >D

VjhtJ xU nghUspd; kPJ kl;LNk> me;j

xsp gLtjhy;> mij kl;LNk ek;khy; mwpa KbAk;.
Mdhy; kpd; tpsf;F mg;gb md;W. mjw;F
xU nghUis kl;Lk; Fwp itj;J xspiag; gha;rR
; k;
mikg;G fpilahJ. MfNt mjd; xsp vy;yh
nghUspd; kPJk; gutyhfg; gLk;. #hpa xspiag;
Nghd;W vy;yhtw;wpd; kPJk; gutyhfg;gLk;.
,g;gb>
ehk; ekJ ftdj;ij VjhtJ xU nghUspd;
kPJ kl;Lk; Ftpf;fhJ> midj;Jg; nghUs; kPJk;
ekJ ftdj;ij> Vf fhyj;jpy; glu tpLtJ vd;gJ>
,t;tif jpahdKiw. xNu xU nghUis kl;Lk;
fhZtJ> ftdj;ij xUKfg; gLj;JtJ MFk;.
xNu Neuj;jpy; vy;yh nghUl;fisAk; fhZtJ
vd;gJ> ftdj;ijg; gd;Kfg; gLj;JtJ MFk;.
,e;epiyapy;> ekJ ftdk;>
Fwpg;ghf ve;j xU> jdpg;nghUspd; kPJk; ikak;
nfhs; s hky; > midj; i jAk; > xNu Neuj; j py;
ftdj;jpy; nfhs;SfpwJ.
xU Neuj;jpy; xNunahU rg;jj;ijf;
Nfl;gnjd;gJ> ftdj;ij> xU nghUspd; kPJ
Ftpg;gjhFk;.
 p k 109

xNu Neuj;jpy; midj;J rg;jq;fisAk; xU

Nruf; ftdpg;gnjd;gJ> ekJ ftdj;ij> midj;jpd;
kPJk; glu tpLtjhFk;.
,q;F> ftdk; kl;LNk Kf;fpakhfpwJ.
ftdpg;gtDk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWtjpy;iy@
ftdpf;fg;gLgitAk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWtjpy;iy@
mg;gb> mit Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWk; gl;rj;jpy;>
midj;JNk> rk msT Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWgitahf
cs;sd.
,j;jifa ftdKiw> ek;Kila gapw;rpfspd;
tpisthf> xU rf[ epiyf;F tUk; NghJ>
fhz;gtDk;> fhzg;gLk; nghUSk;> fhl;rp vd;Dk;
mDgtj;Jf;Fs; mlq;fpa xUikahd mDgtk;
fpilf;f Muk;gpf;Fk;.
vy;yhNk xd;whfTk;>
vy;yhNk ehd; MfTk;>
ehNd vy;yhkhfTk;>
... mike;jpUg;gJ Nghd;w>
XH mDgtKk; rf[khf Vw;gl Muk;gpf;Fk;.
,J> ekJ mD\;lhdj;jpd; tpisthf Vw;gLk;>
mDgtNk MFk;.
110 >D

ekJ kd mDgtj;jpd; ntspg;ghNl MFk;.

N[. fpU\;z%Hj;jp mtHfs;> NjHe;njLf;fhj
ftdepiy ( Choiceless awareness ) vd; W
,jidNa tptupf;fpwhH.
ekJ mD\;lhdq;fshy; Vw;gLk;> ,j;jifa
xUepiy mDgtq;fs; ahTk; jw;fhypfkhdNj.
mit midj;Jk;> Njhd;wp kiwgitNa.
Gjpjhf tUgit midj;Jk;> kiwtJjhd;
,aw;ifapd; epajp. Njhd;WtJ midj;Jk;> kiwe;J
tpLk; vd;gJjhd;> rh];jpuq;fspd; $w;whfTk;
cs;sJ.
,g;gb>
jw; f hypfkhf Vw; g Lk; > mDgtq; f isf;
Fwpj;Jjhd;>
ekJ rh];jpuq;fs;>
mj;itjk; ... ,uz;lw;wJ vd;Wk;>
Vfk; rj; ... xUikNa cz;ik vd;Wk;>
$Wfpd;wdth ?
 p k 111

12
x>_ c\

rh ]; j puq; f s;
xUNghJk; > jw; f hypfkhd
cz;ik gw;wpg; NgRtjpy;iy. mit vg;NghJk;
KOKjy; cz;ik gw;wpNa NgRfpd;wd.
MfNt>
rh]; j puq; f s; ntspg; g Lj; J k; cz; i k
Ntwhdit.
jw;fhypfkhd mDgtk; gw;wp> mit Ngr
tutpy;iy. epue;jukhd cz;ik gw;wpNa> mit
NgRfpd;wd.
mDgtq; f s; midj; J k; > jw; f hypfkh
ditfNs. KOKjy; cz;ikfs; midj;Jk;>
mDgtk; fle;j epiyapy; cs;sd.
mDgtq;fs; midj;Jf;Fk;> Njhw;wKk; KbTk;
cz;L.
mDgtq; f s; midj; J k; > tpisTfNs.
tpisTfs; midj;Jk;> jw;fhypfkhd Njhw;wq;fNs.
112 >D

jw;fhypfj; Njhw;wq;fs;>
cz;ikahfTk; ,Uf;fyhk;@
my;yJ>
fdT Nghd;w> Njhw;wkhfTk; ,Uf;fyhk;.
mDgtq;fs; xUNghJk;> KOKjy;
cz;ikahf KbahJ.
ekf;F Vw;gLk; mDgtq;fs;> cz;ikia
Mjhukhff; nfhz; b Ue; j hYq; $l> mit
KOKjy; cz;ikahfhJ.
mit> ntWk; tpisTfshf ,Ug;gjhy;> me;j
tpisTfs; ahTk; > rpy epge; j idfSf; F
c l ; g l ; l i t N a @ r p y Condition f S f ; F
cl;gl;litNa.
mj; j ifa tpisTfs; > rpy Fwpg; g pl; l
#o;epiyapy; kl;LNk Vw;gl KbAk;.
#o;epiyfs; khWk; NghJ>
tpisTfSk; khWk;@
mDgtq;fSk; khWk;.
epge;jidfSf;Fk;> fl;Lg;ghLfSf;Fk; cl;gl;l
mDgtq;fs; vitAk;> KOKjy; cz;ikahf
,Uf;f KbahJ.
 p k 113

mjdhy;>
mDgtq;fspy;> nka;ahd mDgtk;> ngha;ahd
mDgtk; vd;w gpupT fpilahJ.
nkhj;jkhff; fUJk; NghJ>
vy; y h mDgtq; f Sk; ngha; a hditNa@
ngha;ikia mbj;jskhff; nfhz;litNa@ te;J
te;J NghFk; jw;fhypfkhd tpisTfNs.
mg;gb te;J NghFk; czHTfs; midj;Jk;>
ngha;ahditNa. me;jg; ngha;ikahd
mDgtq;fspy;> Kuz;ghLfSk; ,Ug;gJ rf[k;.
ve;j mDgtq;fspy;> Kuz;ghLfs; mjpfkhf
cs; s d@ ve; j mDgtq; f spy; > Kuz; g hLfs;
Fiwthf cs;sd>
.... vd;gjpy;jhk;>
ehk; cz; i kahd mDgtk; > ngha; a hd
mDgtk; vdg; ghFgLj;jpf; nfhs;fpNwhk;.
nkhj; j khf vLj; J g; ghHj; N jhkhdhy; >
mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk; ngha;ahditNa.
ek;gfj; jd;ik ,y;yhjitNa.
mDgtq;fs; midj;ijAk;> mg;gbNa ek;GtJ
vd;gJ>
114 >D

ekJ Fog;gj;ij mjpfupg;gjhfNt mike;J

tpLk;.
,jdhy;jhd;>
fz;zhy; fhz;gJk; ngha;@ fhjhy; Nfl;gJk;
ngha;@ jPu tprhupg;gNj nka;> vd;w $w;W>
Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilajhf mike;J tpl;lJ.
xUikj; jd;ik Fwpj;J> ehk; ghHj;J te;Njhk;.
mjpYs;s cs;she;j cz;ikjhd; vd;d?
mj;itjk; vd;gjpYk;> Vfk; rj; vd;gjpYk;
cs;s> KOKjy; cz;ikjhd; vd;d?
rh];jpuq;fs; Rl;bf; fhl;l KaYk;> me;j
khngUk; cz;ikjhd; vd;d?
mJ Gjpuhdjh?
ruhrup kdpjNdhL njhlHG ,y;yhjjh?
mwpTj;jpwk; kpf;f Md;NwhHfshy; kl;Lk;jhd;
milaf; $bajh? ... mwpaf; $bajh?
me;j cz;ikjhd; vd;d?
Vfk; rj; vd;gJ>
ek;Kila ,Ug;G epiyiaf; Fwpf;fpwJ.
mJ ek;Kila mDgt epiyiaf; Fwpg;gjy;y.
 p k 115

ek;Kila mDgtq;fSf; nfy;yhk; Mjhukhd>

,Ug;G epiyiaf; Fwpf;fpwJ.
,Ug;G epiy vd;gJ> ,uz;lw;wJ.
mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;>; ,U
jd;ikAilaitNa. mDgtq;fSf;F cl;gl;lJ>
mDgtq;fSf;F cl;glhjJ vd> mit ,uz;L
tpjkhd mk;rkhf cs;sJ.
mDgtq; f shy; mwpe; j J midj; J k; >
mDgtq;fshy; mwpag;glhjtw;Wf;F> vjpuhfj;
jpUk;gp tpLfpd;wd.
,Ug;G epiy vd;gJ> XH mDgtky;y.
mJ> mDgtk; ,y;yhj XH mDgtk;.
MNuhf;fpakhd cly; vg;gb>
jhd; ,Ug;gJ njupahky;> ,Ue;J
nfhz;bUf;fpwNjh>
mg;gb>
ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHthdJ>
,Ug;gJ njupahky;> ,Ue;J nfhz;bUf;fpwJ.
,Ug;GzHTjhd; rj; mk;rk;.
116 >D

xUtDf;F rfy rpj;jpfisAk;> rf;jpfisAk;

ngw;w kfhidg; ghHj;J cgNjrk; ngw Ntz;Lk;
vd;W Mir. Mdhy; mtiu vq;Nf nrd;W vg;gb
re;jpg;gJ vd;W njupatpy;iy. topfhl;lTk; vtUk;
Kd;tutpy;iy.
MdhYk; mtd; gyiuAk; tprhupj; J f;
nfhz;bUe;jhd;.
mtDila MHtj;ijf; Nfs;tpg;gl;l Jwtp
xUtH> mtDf;F topfhl;l Kd; te;jhH.
eP Neuhf ,ka kiyf;Fr; nry;. gpuk;k jPHj;jk;
vq;Nf ,Uf;fpwJ vd;W tprhupj;Jf; nfhz;Nl nry;.
gpuk;k jPHj;jj;jpy; gyUk; ePuhbf; nfhz;bUg;ghHfs;.
ePAk; mjpy; ePuhL. ePuhb tpl;L> gpuk;k jPHj;jj;jpd;
fpof;F gf;fkhfr; nry;Yk; ghij topahfr; nry;.
me;jg; ghij topahf Ie;J fpNyh kPll ; H J}uk;
nrd;w gpwF me;jg;ghij ,uz;lhfg; gpupAk;.
mg; g b ,uz; l hfg; gpupAk; ghijapy; >
,lg;gf;fkhfr; nry;Yk; ghij topahfr; nry;Yk;
ghijapy; nry;. me;jg; ghijapy; xU fpNyh kPll
; H
ele;J nrd;why;> me;jg; ghijia kiwj;Jf;
nfhz;L> gpuk;khz;lkhd ghiw xd;W ,Uf;Fk;.
me;jg; ghiwNahL> ghijAk; Kbe;J tpLk;. me;jg;
ghiwf;F fw;G+uk; fhl;b %d;W tUlq;fs; topgl;L
 p k 117

te;jhy;> me;jg; ghiwf;Fs;spUf;Fk; rpj;jH> ntspNa

te;J cdf;F Ntz;ba cgNjrq;fisf; $WthH.
,g;gbf; $wpdhH> me;j topfhl;ba Jwtp.
topfhl;ba Jwtpapd;> top fhl;Ljypd; gb>
,tDk; ,kakiy nrd;whd;. gpuk;k jPHj;jj;ijf;
fz; L gpbj; J > eP u hbdhd; . topfhl; b a Jwtp>
$wpagbNa nrd;W me;jg; ghiwiaAk; fz;L
gpbj;jhd;.
me;jg; ghiwf;Fj; jpdKk; fw;G+uk; fhl;b>
me; jg; ghiwiaNa topgl;L te; j hd; . mjd;
gf;fj;jpNyNa rpwpa Fby; xd;iwAk; mikj;Jf;
nfhz;lhd;.
xUtopahf %d;W tUlq;fs; Kbe;J tpl;ld.
topfhl;ba Jwtpapd;> topfhl;lypd; gb> %d;W
tUlq;fs; nghWikahf me;jg; ghiwia tzq;fp
Kbj;J tpl;lhd;.
md;W ngsHzkp ehs;. KO epyT NknyOk;gp
te;jJ. mtd; MHtj;Jld; fhj;jpUe;jhd;. Mdhy;
mtd; vjpHghHj;j rk;gtk; elf;ftpy;iy.
ngsHzkp Ngha;> mkhthirAk; te;J tpl;lJ.
mtd; Mh;tKld; fhj;jpUe;jhd;.
118 >D

eL ,uT. jpBnud me;j kiyNa fpLfpL vd

MbaJ. mtd; topgl;L te;j caHe;j ghiw
mg;gbNa ntbj;J ,uz;lhfg; gpse;jJ.
me;jg; ghiwf;Fs;spUe;J xspg;gpok;G xd;W
ntspg;gl;lJ. me;j xspg;gpok;Gf;Fs;spUe;J me;j
rpj;jH ntspg;gl;lhH.
mtH NtW ahUky;y@ topfhl;ba me;jj;
JwtpNajhd;.
Rthkp> ePqf
; s;jhd; me;j rpj;juh? .... mtd;
mtiu tzq;fpagbf; Nfl;lhd;.
Mkhk;> Foe;jha;. KjypNyNa $wpdhy; eP
vd;id Vw;Wf; nfhs;s khl;lha;. eP Vw;Wf; nfhs;s
Ntz;Lk; vd;gjw;fhfj;jhd; ,g;gb tu Ntz;bajhfp
tpl;lJ.
.... ,g;gb>
cz;ik vd;w ngaupy;>
xU gpuk; k hz; l j; i j ehk; vjpH Nehf; f p
tpLfpNwhk;.
cz;ik vg;NghJk;> ntWk; ,Ug;GzHthf
kl;LNk ,Uf;fpwJ.
rj; mk;rj;jpy; ,Ug;GzHT kl;LNk cs;sJ.
 p k 119

mq;F ....
ehd; ,ij mwpfpNwd;@ mij mwpfpNwd; vd;w>
mDgtk; fpilahJ.
nka;g; nghUisg; gw;wp tpsf;Fk; NghJ> nka;g;
nghUshdJ>
rj;jhfTk;>
rpj;jhfTk;>
Mde;jkhfTk;>
... ,Ug;gjhff; $wg;gLfpwJ.
rj; vd;gJjhd; Mjhu epiy. mq;F ,ul;il
epiyNah> mDgtNkh fpilahJ.
MfNt rj; vd;gJ Vfk; vd;W
Fwpg;gplg;gLfpwJ.
ek;Kila mDgtq;fSf;nfy;yhk; fhuzk;>
nka;g; nghUspd; rpj; mk;rNk.
rpj; mk;rj;jpd; %ykhfNt> ekf;Fg; gytpjkhd
mDgtq;fs; Vw;gLfpd;wd.
mDgtq;fs; midj;Jk;>
vy;iyg;gLj;jp mwpe;J nfhs;Sk; XH ,af;fNk.
120 >D

vy;iyg; gLj;jhky;>
ehk; vjidAk; mwpe;J nfhs;s KbahJ@
Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;LkhapDk; rup> my;yJ XH
mDgtj;ijg; ngw Ntz;LkhapDk; rup>
vy;iyg; gLj;jhky; KbahJ.
gFj;jwpT vd;gNj>
gpupj; J g; ghHg; g Jjhd; @ tifg; g Lj; j pg;
ghHg;gJjhd;.
gFj;Jg; ghHg;gJk;>
gpupj;Jg; ghHg;gJk;>
... jtwhdjh?
mg;gb nra;af; $lhjh?
mit Fw;wKilaitah?
gpupj;Jg; ghHf;fhkYk;> gFj;Jg; ghHf;fhkYk;>
mDgtpj;Jg; ghHf;fhkYk;>
... ek;khy; vijAk; nra;a KbahJ.
ehk; vijahtJ nra;fpNwhnkd;why;>
mJ>
,tw;wpd; cjtpNahL kl;LNk.
 p k 121

MfNt ehk; nray;gl Ntz;Lnkd;why;> ehk;

mtw;iwf; Fiwahf vLj;Jf; nfhs;s KbahJ.
gpupj;Jg; ghHj;jiyAk;> mDgtj;ijAk; xJf;fp
tpl KbahJ.
122 >D

13
E>V>D

ek;Kila tho;T vd;gJ>

KOf;f> KOf;f>
ek; K ila mDgtq; f shy; Mf; f g; g l; l J.
mDgtq; f is miltJk; > mDgtq; f is
tifg;gLj;JtJk;> mtw;iwg; gpupj;Jg; ghHg;gJk>;
jtpHf;f KbahjJ.
me;epiyapNyNa>
ek;Kila tho;tpy;> ehk; gq;F ngw KbAk;.
rpj; mk; r k; j hd; ek; K ila tho; t hf
mike;Js;sJ.
rpj; mk;rk; KOtJk;>
mwpTk;>
mDgtKkhf mike;Js;sJ.
Mdhy; ,it midj;Jk;>
 p k 123

jw;fhypfkhditNa@ Njitf;F Vw;g> te;J

Nghff; $baitfNs.
ek;Kila mDgtq;fspy;> ehk; xU epue;juj;
jd;ikia Vw;gLj;j epidf;Fe; NjhWk;> ekJ
mDgtq; f spYs; s ,ul; i lj; jd; i k> cWjp
nra;ag;gl;L tpLfpwJ.
VjhtJ XH mDgtj;ijj; jf;f itf;fNth>
VjhtJ XH mDgtj;ij tutplhky; ghHj;Jf;
nfhs;sNth>
... ehk; KaYk; NghJ>
ekJ kNdh mDgtj;jpy;>
ehk; xU epue;juj; jd;ikf;fhfg; Nghuhb
tpLfpNwhk;.
,e;epiyapy;>
ek;Kila kd mk;rNk .... ek;Kila> rpj;
mk;rNk>
jdf;Fs; ,U gpupthf ,Ue;J>
jd;idr; rPuikf;fg; Nghuhb tpLfpwJ.
jdf; F j; jhNd> ,U gpupthf ,Ue; J >
Kuz;gl;Lf; nfhs;fpwJ.
124 >D

ek; K ila mDgtj; i j> xOq; F gLj; j

Ntz;ba mtrpak; vJTk; ,y;yhj gl;rj;jpy;>
ek;Kila mDgtq;fs;>
jhkhf te;J> jhkhf kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd.
mtw;iwr; rPuikf;f Ntz;ba mtrpaNk>
mq;F Vw;gLtjpy;iy> mit jhkhfNt jk;ikr;
rPuikj;Jf; nfhs;fpd;wd.
rPuikg;gJ vd;gJ>
ey; y mDgtq; f isg; gpbj; J itj; J f;
nfhs;tJ vd;gjy;y.
Njhd;Wk; mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;> jhkhf te;J>
jhkhf kiwe;J tpLtJ vd;gNj>
... mDgtq;fisr; rPuikg;gjhFk;.
Kuz; g lhky; ,Ug; g Jjhd; > cz; i kahd
rPuikg;ghFk;.
Kuz;ghLfs;jhk; ,Uikiaj;
Njhw;Wtpf;fpd;wd. ,Uikjhd; Kuz;ghLfshf
mike;jpUf;fpwJ.
Kuz;glhj epiyapy;>
,UikAk; kiwe;J tpLfpwJ.
 p k 125

me;epiyapy;>
ekJ mDgtq;fshYk;> mwpthYk;
Vw;gLj;jg;gl;l vy;iyfSk;> KbTfSk;> gykpoe;J
tpLfpd;wd.
me;epiyapy;>
,Uik ,Ue;Jk;> mit gykw;wpUf;fpd;wd.
gd;ik ,Ue;Jk;> mit gpuptpd;wp ,Uf;fpd;wd.
Jitjk; ,Ue;Jk;>
mJ Jitjkhf ,y;iy.
mJNt mj;itjk;.
,e;j xUik> ehk; Vw;gLj;jpa xUik my;y.
,Uikfnsy;yhk; Gwf;fzpf;fg;gl;ljhy;>
jhkhf mike;jpUf;Fk; xUik ,J.
,UikAk;> gd;ikAe;jhd;>
... Vw;gLj;jg;gLgitfshf ,Uf;fpd;wd.
ehk; Vw;gLj;jpa ,UikfSk;> gd;ikfSk;
gykpoe;j epiyapy;jhd;> ,aw;ifahd xUikg;ghL
Gydhfpd;wJ.
,e;j xUikg;ghL vd;gJ>
126 >D

ehk; czHe;J mwpAk;> XH mDgtky;y>

Kuz;ghLfs; midj;Jk;> kiwe;j epiyNa
mJ.
ehk; ekJ mDgtq; f NshL Kuz; g Lk;
epiyapy;> ek;ik mDgtpg;gtdhfTk;> ekf;F
mDgtk; Vw;gl;ljhfTk; fUjpf; nfhs;fpNwhk;.
mDgtpg;gtd; vd;Dk; xU gFjp>
mDgtk; vd;Dk; mLj;j gFjpAld;
Kuz;gLfpd;wJ.
,e;epiyapy;>
ek;Kila mDgtj;jpd; xU gFjpNa>
jd;id>
mDgtpg;gtdhff; fUjpf; nfhs;fpwJ.
me;epiyapy;jhd;>
Kuz;ghLk; rhj;jpakhfpwJ.
Kuz;ghL vd;gNj>
mDgtpg;gtd; ... mDgtk; vd;w ,ul;il
epiyjhd;.
mit gykpoe;j epiyapy;>
 p k 127

,aw;ifahf cs;sJjhd; mj;itjepiy.

xU fUk;gyifapy;> rpwpjhf xU tl;lk;
tiue;jpLtjhf itj;Jf; nfhs;Nthk;.
,g;NghJ>
tl; l k; xU gFjpahfTk; > tl; l j; J f; F
ntspNaAs; s J xU gFjpahfTk; > mike; J
tpLfpd;wJ.
,e;j ,uz;ilAk; ,izg;gJ vt;thW?
tl;lj;Jf;F ntspNaAs;sij>
tl;jJ
; f;Fs; nfhz;L tu KbAkh?
tl;lk; vd;gJ> ehkhf tiue;J nfhz;lJ.
tl;lk; tYtpoe;J tpl;lhy;>
mq;F ,Ug;gJjhd; xUikj; jd;ik.
tl;lk; vd;gJ mDgtj;ijf; Fwpf;fpwJ.
xUikj; jd;ikia> ehk; mDgtpj;J mwpa
Ntz;Lk; vd;gJ> nkhj;jf; fUk;gyifiaAk;> me;jr;
rpwpa tl;lj;Jf;Fs;> nfhz;L tu tpUk;GtNjahFk;.
cz;ikapy;>
ngupa fUk;gyifia> rpwpa tl;lj;Jf;Fs;
nfhz;L tUtnjd;gJ>
128 >D

tl;lj;jpd; vy;iyia cilj;J tpLtNj@

tl;lj;jpd; vy;iyia tpupj;J tpLtNj@ tl;lNk
,y;yhky; Ngha; tpLtNj.
mDgtq;fSk;> mwpTk; ,y;yhky;> tho;T
vd;gNj fpilahJ.
Md;kf
P k; vd;gJ>
ek;Kila tho;Tf;F tpNuhjkhdjh?
Md;kf
P k; vd;gJ>
mDgtq;fSf;Fk;> gpupj;J mwpAk; mwpTf;Fk;
tpNuhjkhdjh?
Md;kfP k; vd;gJ> vjw;Fk; tpNuhjkhdJ my;y.
mJ vy;yhtw;iwAk; Vw;Wf; nfhs;Sk;> mbg;gilj;
jskhf mike;Js;sJ. mJ vy;yhtw;Wf;Fk;
,lkspf;Fk; tpupe;j Mfhakhf cs;sJ.
Kuz;ghLfs; midj;Jk;>; ekJ
mDgtq;fSf;Fs;Nsjhd; Vw;gLfpd;wd. Kuz;ghL
vd;gJ> mDgtj;Jf;Fk;> mDgtj;ijf; fle;jjw;Fk;
,ilNa Vw;gLtJ my;y.
Kuz;ghLfs; midj;Jk;> Ra Kuz;ghLfNs.
Kuz;ghLfs; midj;Jk;> mDgtq;fSf;Fs;NsNa
Vw;gLk; Ra Kuz;ghLfNs.
 p k 129

Ra Kuz; g hlw; w mDgtq; f Sk; > Ra

Kuz;ghlw;w tho;Tk;> Md;kPf mDgtq;fshfp
tpLfpd;wd.
Md;kf
P tho;thfp tpLfpd;wd.
mDgtKk;> gpupj;jwpAk; mwpTk;>
gaDilajhfTk;> kyHtile;J tpLfpd;wd.
Kuz;ghlw;w mDgtq;fSk;> mwpTk;>
nja; t P f khfp tpLfpd; w d@ Md; k P f khf
,Uf;fpd;wd.
Ra Kuz;ghlw;w mDgtq;fs;jhk; Md;kf
P k;.
Ra Kuz;ghlw;w mwpTjhd; Md;kf
P k;.
Kuz;ghlw;w tho;Tjhd; Md;kf
P k;.
ajhHj;j tho;Tjhd; Md;kf
P k;.
mj;itj mDgtNk Md;kf
P k;.
Mf>
ek;Kila rj; mk;rkhd ,Ug;G epiyjhd;>
nka;gn
; ghUs; epiyahf cs;sJ.
,Jjhd; gpuk; k k; vd; W rh]; j puq; f s;
tptupf;fpd;wd.
130 >D

n r a Y f ; F t U k ; r p j ; m k ; r k ; j h d ; >
mDgtq;fshf cs;sJ. ekJ tho;thf cs;sJ.
rpj; mk;re;jhd; Md;khthf cs;sJ. rj;Jk;
rpj;Jk; fye;j epiyjhd;> Md;khthf cs;sJ.
rpjhde;j epiyahf cs;sJ.
rj;Jld;> rpj; fye;j epiyjhd;> G+uz tho;thf
mike;Js;sJ.
Md;kf
P tho;thf mike;Js;sJ.
 p k 131

14

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rj;; vd;Dk; ... ,Uf;fpNwd; vd;w ,Ug;Gepiy>

Vd; tpNrlkhfg; Ngrg;gLfpwJ?
mg;gb mq;F vd;djhd; tpNrlk; cs;sJ?
ehk; ekJ ehf;fpd; cjtpAld; vj;jidNah
RitAs;s czTfisr; rhg;gpl;L kfpo;tilfpNwhk;.
Rit czHTfs; j hk; kfpo; r ; r paspg; g jhf
cs;sJ. ehf;fpDila ,aw;ifahd epiy vd;gJ>
ve;jr; RitAk; ,y;yhky;> jd;DzHthf khj;jpuk;
,Ug;gJjhd;.
me;jj; jd;DzHtpy;>
mg;gbnad;d tpNrlk;?
me; j j; jd; D zHT vd; g J> kw; w Rit
czHTfspy; ,y;yhj tifapy;>
tpNrlkhdnjhU ,d;g czHth?
132 >D

Ritaw;w epiy vd;W fUJk; NghJ> mij

XH cg; G r; rg; g w; w epiyahfj; j hNd fUj
Ntz;bAs;sJ? cgNahfkw;w xd;whfj;jhNd fUj
Ntz;bAs;sJ?
ve;j mDgtKk; ,y;yhj mJ> vg;gbj;jhd;
Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilajhf cs;sJ?
xU kz; l gj; j py; > fiy epfo; r ; r pfs; gy
elf; f pd; w d. mj; j id epfo; r ; r pfSk; > me; j
kz; l gj; j pDs; elg; g jhy; > me; j kz; l gk;
Kf;fpaj;Jtk; tha;ej ; jhf cs;sjh?
vy;yh epfo;TfSf;Fk; Mjhukhf ,Ug;gjhy;
kl;Lk;> me;j ,Ug;GzHT Kf;fpaj;Jtk; tha;ej
; jhf
cs;sjh?
kw;wgb>
ehk; Neubahf> mDgtpj;J> czHe;jwpaf;
$ b a m s t p y ; > e k ; K i l a r j ; v d ; D k ;
,Ug;GzHTf;F> Kf;fpaj;Jtk; vJTk; ,y;iyah?
ehk; mDgtpf;Fk;> Mde;jkhd mDgtq;fs;
gy cs;sd. me;j Mde;jkhd mDgtq;fistpl>
,e;j ,Ug;GzHT vg;gb tpNrlj; jd;ikiag;
ngw KbAk;?
me; j Mde; j mDgtq; f isAk; tpl>
tpNrlkhd> mjPj Mde;j mDgtkh mJ?
 p k 133

K y; y heRUjP d ; xUKiw> khbapYs; s

ghy;fdpapy; epd;W> njUitg; ghHj;Jf;
nfhz;bUe;jhH.
mtH tPlL ; thrYf;F> ngupatH xUtH te;J>
miog; G kzpia mbj; j hH. ghy; f dpapypUe; j
Ky;yhthy;> mtiug; ghHf;f Kbe;jJ. vd;d
Ntz;Lk; ? vd;W Nfl;lhH.
fPNo thUq;fs; nrhy;fpNwd;> vd me;jg;
ngupatH $wpdhH.
Ky;yhTk;> khbapypUe;J fPNo ,wq;fp> fjitj;
jpwe;J nfhz;L> thrYf;F ntspNa te;J> kPzL ; k;
vd;d Ntz;Lk; vd;W> me;jg; ngupatiuf; Nfl;lhH.
me;jg; ngupatH> jdf;Fg; gpr;ir Nghl Ntz;Lk;
vd;W Nfl;Lf; nfhz;lhH.
Ky;yhTk;> kfpo;rr
; pAld; mtiu cs;Ns $l;br;
nrd;whH. $lj;ijf; fle;J> khbg; gbf;fl;by; Vw;wp>
khbg;gbapYs;s miwiaAk; fle;J> mtH Kjypy;
epd;W nfhz;bUe;j ghy;fdpf;Ff; $l;br; nrd;whH.
mq;Nf $l;br; nrd;wJk;> Ky;yh> kpfTk;
gzpTld;> ngupatNu> cq;fSf;Fg; gpr;irapl
; s; Ngha; thUq;fs;!
vd;dplk; vJTk; ,y;iy. ePqf
vd;W $wpdhH.
134 >D

me;jg; ngupatUf;Ff; Nfhgk; te;J tpl;lJ.

,ij ePqf; s; KjypNyNa nrhy;ypapUf;fyhNk?
vd;W rz;ilf;F te;jhH.
ePqf
; Sk; KjypNyNa Nfl;bUe;jhy;> ehDk;
KjypNyNa nrhy;ypapUg;Ngd;!
,g;gb>
ekJ mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;>
ekf;F vijNah epue;jukhfj; je;J
tpLtJNghy;> ek;ik Vkhw;wp> cs;Ns $l;br; nrd;W>
gpwF> jd;dhy; vJTk; Kbahnjd;W> ifia tpupj;J
tpLfpd;wd.
ehk; mDgtq;fspd; tupirapNyNa>
Mde;jq;fle;j mDgtq;fisnay;yhk; vjpH Nehf;fp
tp;LfpNwhk;.
ehk; Vw;nfdNt ghHj;Njhk;>
... Mde;j mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;>
jw;fhypfkhdit vd;W. mtw;iwj; jf;f itf;fg;
NghuhLtJjhd;> gpur;rpid vd;W ghHj;Njhk;.
Mde;j mDgtq;fnsy;yhk;> fle;J nrd;W
tpl Ntz;Lk; vd;W ghHj;Njhk;.
my;yJ>
 p k 135

me;j Mde;j mDgtq;fs; ahTk;> jhkhf

te;J tpl;L> jhkhfg; Ngha; tpl mDkjpg;gJ jhd;>
rup vd;W ghHj;Njhk;.
,jdhy; ek;Kila ,Ug;GzHT> Kf;fpaj;Jtk;
ngWfpwJ vd;Wk; ghHj;Njhk;.
,Ug;GzHT Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngWtjhy;> mg;gb
vd;d ,yhgk; cs;sJ?
,Ug;GzHT $l>
jhd; ,Ug; g J njupahky; ,Ug; g jhfg;
ghHj;Njhk;. mjpy; ekf;F vd;d ,yhgk;?
Nfhkh epiyapy; ,Ug;gJ Nghd;W jhNd
cs;sJ?
mjpy; mg;gb vd;d rpwg;G cs;sJ?
mDgtq;fspy; rpwg;G ,Uf;fpwnjd;why;> mJ>
mwpTf;Fg; nghUj;jkhf cs;sJ.
Mdhy;>
mDgtq; f s; vJTkw; w epiyjhd; rpwg; G
vd;why;> mjpy; mg;gb vd;d rpwg;G cs;sJ?
Rw;Wyhg; gazk; vd;why; vd;d vd;gJ> ek;
midtUf;Fk; njupAk;.
136 >D

gy ,lq;fSf;Fk; Rw;Wyhthfr; nry;YNthk;.

mjprakhd gy fhl;rpfisg; ghHg;Nghk;. vj;jidNah
tpjkhd capupdq; f s; > vj; j idNah tpjkhd
fiyg;nghUl;fs;> vj;jidNah tpjkhd ,aw;iff;
fhl;rpfs;> vj;jidNah tpjkhd czT tiffs;>
vj;jidNah tpjkhd Nfspf;if tpisahl;Lf;fs;>
... ,g;gb ekJ Rw;Wyh KbAk; tiu> vj;jidNah
tpjkhd mDgtq;fs;.
ek;Kila Neuk; KOtJk;> ,g;gbg; gytpjkhd
mDgtq;fspy; nryT nra;ag;gLfpwJ.
,e;j Rw;Wyhg; gazk; vt;tsT ehl;fs;
ePbf;Fk;? vt;tsT ehl;fs;> ,g;gb tpjtpjkhd
Nfspf;if mk;rq;fspy; <Lgl KbAk; ?
me;epiyapy;>
ehk; tPL jpUk;GtJjhd; epk;kjp> vd;W Njhd;wp
tpLk;.
ekJ tPlb
; y; tpjtpjkhd czTfs; fpilahJ@
vspikahd czTjhd; ,Uf;Fk;.
ekJ tP l ; b y; > tpjtpjkhd Nfspf; i ffs;
fpilahJ@ rhjhuzkhfj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk;.
Mdhy;>
 p k 137

ekJ tPlb; ypUf;Fk; NghJ> ehk; Rje;jpukhf

,Ug;Nghk;>
epk;kjpahf ,Ug;Nghk;.
Homely Mf ,Ug;Nghk;.
,jdhy;jhd; ek;Kila Kf;jp epiyia ....
tpLjiyia> tPLNgW vd;W Fwpg;gpLfpwhHfs;.
rj; epiyapy; jhd;>
ehk;> ehkhf ,Uf;fpNwhk;.
epk;kjpahf ,Uf;fpNwhk;.
tPlb
; y; ,Uf;fpNwhk;.
Rje;jpukhf ,Uf;fpNwhk;.

Rgk;