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Dear Ms. E,
Earlier in the quarter I had mentioned that taking this seminar was a remarkable case of
synchronicity in my life. This holds true, perhaps with more clarity, now that the quarter has
approached its end. Before I begin to explain, I want to first mention that Ive often contemplated
held the conviction that there was always something more. SEARCHING PEOPLE
UNDERSTAND, AT MANY LEVELS, THAT THIS IS TRUE. Too often I encounter the
frustration of being unable to classify distinguishable, but unnamed feelings, thoughts and mental
As a result, articulating my thoughts and solidifying half-formed notions competently pose a day-
to-day challenge (so you can imagine my excitement when you brought up the concept of
synchronicity in discussion). When the general lexicon proves inadequate and words fall short,
how do we identify these abstract entities and define the incomprehensible? ONE OF MY
the enteric nervous system, or our second brain comes to mind. I conjecture the existence of
some concepts that are far too complex for the human mind to fully comprehend, and thus our
BEYOND OUR SENSES. In describing ineffability, or the very concept of the existence of ideas
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On the other hand, I also believe that our mental capacity is boundless. Again, I am constantly
caught in a series of paradoxes PARADOXES BELONG TO LEFT BRAIN, NOT RIGHT
BRAIN, THINKING
(e.g. perception, love, death, musical experience, etc.) that cannot possibly be expressed in spoken
"My life, the most truthful one, is unrecognizable, extremely interior, and there is no single word that
gives it meaning." Clarice Lispector MY SON IN LAW, A POET, GAVE ME HER STORIES FOR
CHRISTMAS
"One no longer loves one's insight enough when one communicates it." - Friedrich Nietzsche
(I find this one particularly interesting, maybe some things are ineffable for a purpose?) VERY
POSSIBLY SO, BUT I DISAGREE WITH NIETZSCHE.
"The results of philosophy are the uncovering...of bumps that the intellect has got by running its head up
against the limits of language." Ludwig Wittgenstein WONDERFUL
"Philosophical problems arise when language goes on a holiday" Ludwig Wittgenstein GOD, I
NEVER LET MY WORDS / THOUGHTS GO ON HOLIDAY
Now I return to the subject matter at hand: the synchronous link between your Spiritual
Dying seminar and this pivotal point in my collegiate career. It seemed only natural for me to have
chosen your seminar, being that Death is something I have contemplated repeatedly in my
introspections. Both the description and the list of films instantly piqued my interest, and I can say
with absolute confidence that I was not disappointed (in fact, the seminar exceeded all
expectations). I can write page after page elaborating on this particular synchronicity, but for the
sake of brevity, I will divulge only the imperative details. Namely, as is the case for most, adjusting
to a college environment coerced maturation and expedited the growth into adulthood; however,
overcoming some of the challenges in this transitional phase empowered me to gain as much as I
did from the films. WHEN THE STUDENT IS READY, THE TEACHER APPEARS IS
home environment rooted in traditional attitudes and Eastern values nurtured in me a detrimental
habit of internalizing everything. AND IT WAS MORE THAN THAT, YEON: IT WAS YOUR
NATURE. SOME PEOPLE ARE BORN AS SEARCHERS. It wasnt after I had started school
here in Davis, that I decided to seek help. In the tumultuous months that ensued, I wrestled with
depression and anxiety issues I was aware that countless others faced, but had made no difference
to me at the time. In a way, enduring this pain and suffering was a form of spiritual death in my
DONT LET YOUR SUFFERING GO TO WASTE. The assertion that I am not the same
person I was last year, nor the one I was a few months ago, is irrefutable. As you have mentioned
on multiple occasions, our perception of our environment is merely a projection of our biases and
experiences to the external world. Without having endured these personal hardships, I would not
have been able to identify so strongly with many of the topics the films dealt with: isolation,
identity, change, and redemption, to name a few. EXACTLY SO. More impactful was the way in
which these films portrayed the processes of transformation, metamorphosis and rebirth as intrinsic
to being human. INDEED BUT AS THE POET T S ELIOT WROTE, ALL TOO OFTEN
WE HAD THE EXPERIENCE BUT MISSED THE MEANING. During the more severe
relapses in the past, film and music became my only solace from paralyzing isolation and
loneliness, as it was the only agency I found for growth. I CANNOT CONVEY ADEQUATELY
THAT IT IS PRECISELY THESE EXPERIENCES THAT TILL THE SOIL FOR OUR
parallels to my own life from these films, I found comfort in knowing that my experiences and
suffering were not unique. WE TURN TO ART FOR TRUTH AND COMPANIONSHIP. This
individual. Regardless of the state of my mental or emotional wellbeing, the pedagogic (and often
instructive) nature of movies continues to enrich and expand my mind. This quarter, as well as the
past few years have been an epoch of personal growth and self-discovery, with the seminar being
Now that I have had ample time to reflect over the past ten weeks, Ive come to recognize
the invaluable assets Ive gained from taking this seminar. Notably, Ive become comfortable with
IMPORTANT THAN THIS. Ive shed the doubt that once suppressed the earnest questions Ive
wanted to ask. Each film and the discourse that followed offered spiritual enrichment, cultural
engagement2 and a communal experience an impressive repertory of rewards offered within such
a short period of time. Furthermore, I learned to refine the way in which I view the movie, by
paying scrupulous attention to small details, being patient and open-minded, taking upon multiple
viewings, and to view not what the film is, but what the film stands for and the messages it may
convey. JUST AS WE NEED TO RESPOND TO WHAT WE, AND OTHERS, SAY AND
DO. Our discussions were conducive to a constructive exchange of ideas and perspectives, which
provided not only critical insights, but helped to foster a holistic WONDERFUL WORD!! IM
and equal participation of everyone in the class, paving the path towards seeing the bigger picture
would not have been possible. While gaining confidence in my own convictions, partaking in the
debate among my peers allowed my skepticism to evolve into tolerance of differing viewpoints.
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Most of the films exposed us to non-western, non-American cultures, which I found to be
refreshing and necessary. Subsequently, I have been motivated to veer away from western
philosophy and thinking, and instead, explore Eastern philosophies such as Daoism and
Buddhism, as well as schools of thought that emphasize spirituality, balance and harmony.
THEY HAVE MUCH TO OFFER. I RECOMMEND WRITING BY STEPHEN BACHELOR, HIS
BOOKS L IVING WITH THE DEVIL AND C ONFESSIONS OF A BUDDHIST AGNOSTIC.
And lastly (but certainly not least), the aggregate of all this reinforced my love for film. All in all,
taking your seminar was integral to the development of my constantly evolving mentality, in
Every so often, I am fortunate enough to recognize, in the very moment of its occurrence
(an apt example being my connection with Harold and Maude), when a person, film, song, or
experience holds an inexplicable, but undeniable personal significance. I, TOO, KNOW THIS
it while I have the opportunity to. Oscar Wilde says Death is the mother of beauty. Only the
perishable can be beautiful, which is why we are unmoved by artificial flowers. WAIT TILL
YOU SEE MY GARDEN IN BLOOM. YOU CAN VISIT ME AGAIN LATER ON. I believe he
was trying to convey the idea that while Death conceals all traces of our intimate feelings, it also
inspires them. YES AND YOULL COME TO SEE OTHER LEVELS OF MEANING IN
THIS STATEMENT. Without Deaths impending presence, individuals would neither recognize
nor revel in the art and beauties of life. And so our own impermanence drives our will and desire
toward creation. Without this awareness, and if we believed we had all the time in the world, no
I want to express my infinite gratitude towards your faith in my spiritual journey and the
wisdom youve imparted to me. You have modeled for me such wonderful qualities that I strive
to adopt, particularly your authenticity, zeal, and undiminished spirit. Young people, especially
college students, are often unfairly awarded with the epithet nave and narcissistic, but with
tremendous sincerity, you have shown a remarkable confidence in the youth, which I find to be
uplifting and reassuring. LUCKILY, IVE ALWAYS BEEN DRAWN TO THE YOUNG.
FOR MYSELF NOW AND FOR MY YOUNGER, PAINFULLY LOST, SELF. The
enthusiasm and passion you radiantly exhibited every week has made attending these seminars
such a joy this quarter. Even more, your interest in pursuing dialogue with me has been an honor
and privilege. And from these riveting, penetrating conversations, youve given me the courage
to challenge undisputed claims, attempt to conceive the inconceivable, veer from the norm, and
venture into the unknown. Because isnt life but a great adventure? The only difference I see
now, after all that I gained form this seminar, is that death is just a secondary part, or an
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With your guidance Ive learned to direct my focus onto the important matters by seeking
TIMES, which in turn have instilled in me a more enlightened and sophisticated frame of mind.
The certitude in your ideologies and your teachings have encouraged me to define and apply my
own set of principles. I earnestly hope you that you see how extraordinary your impact in my life
has been. I BELIEVE I CAN SEE AND ACKNOWLEDGE THIS :) And most of all (if youll
pardon the clich) thank you for showing me the importance of being true to oneself.
Yeon
JUNG UNDERSTOOD THAT ALCHEMY HAD TWO LEVELS: THE OUTER ONE BASED
IN THE CONTEXT OF METALS, AND THE INNER ONE, WHEREIN THE
TRANSFORMATION OF BASER METALS INTO GOLD REFERRED TO
PSYCHOLOGICAL / SPIRITUAL TRANSFORMATION.
http://sbpa.org.br/portal/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/volume-12.pdf
ONE DAY, YOU WILL LOVE HIS AUTO BIO: MEMORIES, DREAMS AND REFLECTIONS
Dear Yeon - I was both emotionally moved and intellectually inspired to read this. Im going to
print it and put it in my files, to refer to during the times that self-doubt once again pierces me.
Love, Ms E