THE UNSEEN WAR

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This is about a silent war that is personally and globally faced from a spiritual perspective and
are issues that plague this earth still due to jesuit infiltration of society and other factors.

I don't know how i or my family was put through MK Ultra programming and
satanic ritual abuse, but it started at a very early age for me. Usually a child is taught to be
familiar with falacio as an infant and is keyed into the programmers voice and is only given
certain key codes over that period of time to bond the child. The programmers sometimes get
to military parents and get them into these projects sometimes without their even knowing
it. This is the side of the secret government that not all the world can see and the reality that
the rulers of this planet play in. I come from many royal bloodlines of hundreds of kings and
queens in bavaria, germany, norway, and czechoslovakia etc.

Many of us in the 80s went through these things and many peoples programming is coming
apart and similar stories are being shared about leading a life that was almost undetectable.
It s hard to differentiate the MK ultra from the satanism from the alien aspect when one is
put through this as the dark cabal utilizes all three of these. Some of us were tested young
and the reptilian agenda wasn't even on the truth scene then so we buried it in fear people
would think we were crazy. I kept falling farther down the rabbit hole and everyone in my
family kept getting more distant and deluded as time went on in this game. The stage was set
before we were born to encounter and help on a planetary level with the first wave of souls
anchoring their own satellites here and waiting for us to come finish their work, break free and
create their own tree and stop the cycle.

We were brave little soldiers not only in dream time but in everyday 3-d reality as well. Some of
my family members continued programming through various means or famous and unfamous
people they had encountered later on in life. My sister attracts ball lightning and has been
paralyzed and electrocuted on her floor several times by black beings showing her death and
her burning . . Every one of us born into paranormal Experiences. ONe of my brothers had war
dog training but only remembers only playing a dog game with dog bowls on the floor when he
went to our grandfathers house. Everything done in that house wasn't a game but a form of
mind control.

Whats put in the mind by them is still running like a computer program and most people don't
reach their full potential in life because they have a fear program or whatnot still running in their
template. Just as in bodywork, when u remove one layer another layer surfaces. This is
because of what we are composed of and the elite know that light and water are
programmable so they use inorganic light to trick us, and saturate our food with gmos etc..
Food thats not grown in direct sunlight has a different composition and frequency. Our body
recognizes this and reacts. Scientists have even proven that directing light into an embryo can
trick it into thinking it's something else and it will actually start growing into something else. I
survived, i was attuned by higher energies to withstand the dark forces that accosted me left
and right, although sometimes the high pitched frequencies in my ears would be too much
and make me faint sometimes but the ones that were helping me i simply asked them to turn
it down sometimes. I could easily tune in frequencies in other dimensions that would ground
me into this reality and move me along.. When me and my brother would excessively nod off
as children and heads bob up and down it was our mind's way of releasing some form of
unconsciousness and helping us out.

These programs are designed by nazi technology to hide themselves in a person's matrix,
destroy relationships and create super soldiers which are no more than triggered alters used
by the governments conspiring with off world entities to access alternate realites, use a
person against their will , pulling them out of their astral body and using our energy for the
dark cabals purposes. Theres also non trauma programming but the majority is trauma based
as it uses highly intense emotional states to siphon /access certain energy points of the mind,
body, and spirit. They are interdimensional beings that use our chakras as stargates. Those
with the most blood codes/stargates with in themselves are the ones most sought after.
When altars have no knowledge of each other, they can be accessed, used, and a person will
have no knowledge of it if your mind doesn't integrate healthily. If we don't have access to our
full consciousness they can manipulate us in our sleep especially to travel to places we may
not want to like Elijah in the bible who slew hundreds of astral priests. The realities on those
dimensions are just as real and just as integral to our being as our waking 3-D holographic
concept of ourselves .but the truth is our over soul, our whole soul we can't see is Much much
and is something that ties us out of this matrix or binds us into this digressing matrix.

Our soul capability and spiritual strength when touched by God is bigger and more far
stretching than we can even imagine. This they have also messed with in soul splicing. . It's not
until we break through the veils and consciousness tapping thats obscured who we really are,
then we can really go through ourselves and take back our sovereign power and divine
inheritance.

Shamans knew this and is why they were hunted because they could fight outside of their
bodies just as strongly as when in the physical form.. What a better way to hide secrets in a
place that no one can see, as in the realms of someone's filing cabinets in their mind and out of
view from that person most times and others. One cannot reclaim full dominion over their
entire being if they do not access the consciousness within themselves where all this
information lies repressed and buried. What the dark cabal did not take into consideration was
that you have the power through God to be the binding force/soul matrix that rebukes them.

When were living in a semi state of unconsciousness the chakra systems,(which we do not even
need to use) and our morphogenetic field is weak. They try to manipulate us in every way
possible and feed off our energy because that is what they need to survive The chakra system
is used to put hooks and attachments in your being.
God does not need to use the third eye genetic manipulated part of us . He speaks directly to
our soul and will show us what he's trying to convey . he has infinite wisdom and knows what we
need before we even ask. We don't need divination or occult tools. , esoteric knowledge, etc.
Truth is simple and hellshow us it in a way that our heart which is the higher mind can
comprehend. . He is a quickening spirit as light is knowledge.

Once we cancel out the fear programs and live in a state of our true higher selves with optimal
open minds and clear energetic patterns flowing within and around us the threats become less
and less.. Clearing our blockages and working on the cellular level and the dna is the most
assured way to shield yourself from anything. A state of being with a cleared heart space will
free not only the trapped energy in your body but get rid of physical problems resulting from it.

The greatest war on this planet is the battle for our minds since in the gestalts of
consciousness is where creation sparks came from . THE apex of this war is waged in
our hearts since this is where the gates are to the kingdom of heaven. And like the apex
predator that no one sees, the enemy is desperately trying to collect as many souls as
possible right now. Lucifers weakness is his preoccupation with collecting souls 24-7.
And the fact that he forgot who his creator was. This world is run by Luciferians, dark
overlords, a sentient form of Artificial Intelligence and political possessed psychopaths
who have been doing the same things since the times of Babylon. Same Gods, different
forms. This war in heaven that is still continuing will one day become a war that will end
all wars and the earth will be judged and The true king of the kingdom Yeshua Ha
Mashiach be revealed to us in his glory finally. All the trials we endure here are pale in
comparison to the treasures in heaven we store up in our hearts here. I was born for
this time and God didn't make a mistake by placing me where he did in this life and i am
here to witness to you that he is more powerful than anything that will come against you
here. I've seen into the kingdoms of darkness and i know that i will see into the armies
of heaven and kingdom gates when my times done here and that is an eternal reward...

We are in the last stages of revelations since Apocalypse means something that hasn't
been revealed yet but is being revealed like a mystery. The kingdom of darkness plays
out the mystery of iniquity from high places still but the mysteries of heaven are far
greater. People are being quickened at this time and as the spirit quickens them their
discernment is sharpened. People i see either repelling God more nowadays or they are
humbling themselves, repenting, and then learning waking up right,with him again,
some literally running towards him. It's never too late to make him Lord of your life and
receive deliverance and salvation from whatever oppresses you. ONce you become a
saint of God in his kingdom the gates of hell will not prevail against you. And you are
given power and authority to shut them up and out. Some of us may feel like warriors
but Christ also gives us a peace that passes understanding.
This story is about awareness and truth and how i repelled the spirit of God away from
me many times in my life only to have him draw me in closer as the years went on until
I've finally reached deliverance at age 39. God hears all the cries of his children and just
as we are given our children to love us back as much as we love them , this is only a
pale reflection of God's love.

I grew up in a normal looking family but never knew who i really was. I felt like i was
always walking through a fog in my mind and mutable and malleable at all times. I was
chosen because of many factors like my dna, my father's blood type AB- (bloodline of
NOah), military predecessors going back as far as i can remember, etc. Noah's
bloodline was the only pure unhybridized bloodline before the flood and that's why God
preserved that remnant, that seed of the human family to start again. God want's
fellowship with the human family. The Elohim don't have to but it's something they
desire for us. And we should be incredibly grateful for the grace and chances God has
shown us over and over again while trying to gather his children like a hen would gather
her chickens..

I am a Satanic Ritual Abuse survivor and would like to share what i know through the
right channels. I have shared my experiences with others through the wrong means ,
still being lost, still trying to find answers ,still deprogramming, and ended up more
confused into the new age movement than ever. , which was actually a ploy to keep me
farther from the truth. And feeling like i had spiritual amnesia . The controllers like to
keep you confused and will take any measures and spend any amount of time to keep
you where they want u to be.

I was born into a multi generational incestual line of the Merovignian bloodline i found
out through the LDS genealogy research with bavarian illuminati bloodlines on my dad's
side as well, along with german royalty etc. It was traced back to Adam. they also have
an Adam and Azura listed and an Adam and Pleiade ONe in their genealogy , along with
Thor, Odin, Snake eyes, Blue Beard, and other so called God Kings . The merovingian
bloodline is the counterfeit Jesus bloodline. They call him Tauriel Immanuel or the Grail
King through King Merovech and on which the Davinci Code is based .

Dan Brown and others like ZEchariah STitchin are illuminati ritual attendees who are
spreading false propaganda for the illuminati.
These 13 bloodlines rule the planet and when i say counterfeit Jesus i mean counterfeit
because every single thing in this world is counterfeited by SAtan. New agers are even
channeling a fake Jesus with counterfeit dna and literally say Hail Sananda. =satan.
Sanat Kumara. , along with ST germain and other deceptive fronts. Which will be
broadcast thru blue beam technology , voice to skull, and whatever means necessary to
enslave mankind-- in the false luciferian freemasonry light matrix. Since Satan copies
everything God created he too has copied his own dispensation..

These bloodlines came from what we call God Kings that took the thrones of England
and have genealogy listing giant progenies which went into the German lines where all
royalty descends from, and nephilims that they believe giants stem from. . The reason
certain bloodlines or children from these bloodlines are chosen is because they think
they can gain power from them. They did blood priming in the 80s which took every
baby's blood for a decade then stopped. Now u cant even know your child's blood type
unless it's an emergency. There's so much rarer thing sin the blood that science doesn't
talk about with blood banking etc. that they look for. Metagenes, epigenetic research,
life extension technologies etc. . They like the children of the satanic bloodlines
because their minds can fragment easier and handle and process information at vast
quantities. , much like a filing cabinet. I was raised mormon and i also believe the
nephites they are talking about in the book of mormon are nephi -lim. Too. There's
hours i could say just about this topic alone but i am here to testify these things and
offer up deliverance prayers for those suffering at the present time. They track
generational lines and use children for projects especially those whose fathers are in
the navy or air force. There is deliverance from these generational curses and
strongholds and only Jesus Christ can break those chains.

Everyone in my family has been plagued by oppression and unpleasant spiritual

experiences. Every one of us born into varied paranormal experiences. One of my
brothers would be held upside down before he awoke by a being at the end of his bed
with red eyes holding him upside down. Along with many other experiences. I didnt
clear my mind and all my memories since birth to dwell on the past and reexperience
the pain and releasing of it all. It was no walk in the park either as my eyelid and side of
face would twitch uncontrollably when facing myself,in dianetic sessions especially , but
i uncovered my truth to share and help others because these programs in SRA or MK
ultra are so diabolically hatched and if not recovered and removed in the unconscious
they continue their existence.

They feed off our energy like vampiric, parasitic, viruses. The main reason people
intentionally hurt other people is to steal their energy.
When one is around this kind of energy or type of people they can make conscious or
unconscious satanic contracts that have friction with their being throughout life and
cause a lot of problems and self defeating cycles. Part of you believes the lies and
continues to live with them instead of rebuke them and that can lead to complete denial
about things that have happened to your being.
I would much rather be awake than go back to sleep but i must say life didnt get easier
when i woke up. Many burdens were lifted but i felt attacked from waking up also. You
have to relearn truth and then protect yourself from the enemy's attacks. Because the
darkness will always call you back. I have learned to let God seek my justice for he tells
us : Exodus 23:7 Keep thee far from a false matter, and the innocent and righteous slay
thou not, for i will not justify the wicked. Everything these cults do from hollywood to
your small town ones is completely against God's word and blasphemous. They openly
display their codes, acts, and propaganda in pagan symbolism, scripts, advertisements,
media, movies and any means possible.

What does this have to do with fallen angels? Everything. The war in heaven is still
ongoing. The same gods that were portrayed on Egypt's walls and ancient babylonian
practices ares still here today thousands of yrs later , just in different FORMS.
When we have discernment of the spirit we can truly recognize them for what they are.
It is the church's responsibility to come against the pedophilia, satanic problem
worldwide. The world will not address it correctly, they only handle it minimally. It's the
body of Christ that will be judged for turning a blind eye to this crime against humanity.

I ve had to remove additional layers of hypnosis to conceal and masks the traumas and
differentiate and work through the spiritual side of them too. I was forced to look at a
pocket watch swinging before the traumas and was told i would have no memory of
what was done to me or what had occurred and anyone accessing this threshold would
suffer the consequences in future generations. i was subjected to this for years .

They not only torture your mind and body but at the deepest levels go for your soul as
that is their endgame. The technology -fallen angel technology is used against
humankind. It is beyond what we think it's capable of with various states of anchoring
into the human vessel like the use of black goo, nanotechnology, frequency control,
electronic weapons, scalar grids, NLP programming, voice to skull, etc.

The fallen angels don't have physical bodies so they need to anchor themselves to us in
any way possible mapping our potentialities and claiming them as their own.

The fallen angels saw how heaven worked and they have continually used the
knowledge given to man to corrupt and confuse them. It all comes down to the fact that
they need bodies, whether that's making alien host bodies for themselve,s hybrid
bodies, or possessing bodies. They have devised many means of communicating with
us over time even thru the use of underground sea cables and quantum computers in a
global grid system. They are corporeal spirits so they use 101 gate code. Binary digits
to access and hack our consciousness.. Affect our psyches and then control the spirit .
All done very craftily To make u not understand what is happening , to make the world
believe Satan doesn't exist, and that this transhumanist generation is ok..

I was hypnotized on a weekly basis as a child and Each time it would start i was left in
a state of fear that i may never remember anything. I was falling into the Alice in
Wonderland world feeling i was trapped in a maze each time i would get hypnotized, but
was left with a suggestion that my dad wouldn't get hurt after i started doing what i was
told, even though he had his own controllers. . I would start to remember that i was
bound and determined to say something but every time i would run up to my dad or my
brother to speak of what was happening to me, i couldn't get the words out .or i would
suddenly forget.

Eventually as i got older I would start to forget what had just happened after a trauma
when my brother asked me what happened. I could walk into a room and walk out not
remembering what had happened.minutes before.

I blocked out years and big chunks of my life until i was 33 and my mind was ready to
let me know.I couldn't deal with the friction in my daily life and feelings of no self control,
abandonment, hopelessness, oppression and a pressure and heavy heart that seemed
to ache for no reason. My brother- He always got nosebleeds and was taken to the
doctor and no one knew why except me. We were in a game no one could see and
didn't know what was happening to our family. He would not only get nosebleeds but
have narcolepsy and go out of his body like i did at any moment in any day or night.

The people that are running satanic ritual abuse and mind control are no more than
unconscious animals fueled by the fake inorganic anti christic light of satan and all his
800 secret societies, his church of satan, and all the other principalities and rulers he
has control over here including public groups like Nasa/Satan and various other
propaganda groups. That work for the benefit of allowing satan to fool the entire world
and propitiate the statement in his heart that he would ascend above the throne of God
and overcome God one day with his army. Darpa's projects have been used for harming
mankind more than benefitting mankind.

They try to manipulate us in every way possible and feed off our energy because that is
what they need to survive. They can create so they need us for manifestation templates
piggybacking on our consciousness , making their consciousness our consciousness
subtly. The luciferian council in the invasion of the garden of Eden that planted their
own tree away from the center tree could not create beings of their own. All they have
ever done is manipulate seed. Satan wants us to become the image of the beast. The
metal combined with flesh. Machines of slavery. Once we cancel out the fear programs
and live in a state of our true higher selves with optimal open minds By the grace of God
the threats become less and less..and you can see clearer and clearer. Ask and ye shall
find, Knock and the door will be opened. This is the difference between the light and
dark. Satan wants u to let him in. when it's the opposite of what Yeshua said. Yeshua
said to become the greatest master u have to become the greatest servant. And why he
told us to love God so much that it will be natural to love our neighbor the same way
that we feel that God loves us. When we have that holy spirit of power from on high we
have purified hearts and won't desire to do much wrong..

Clearing our blockages and working on the cellular level of healing through the holy
spirit is what deliverance is about and having God seal up all the cracks within you,
around you, and about you. Showing u who you are more and more each day.
A state of being with a cleared heart space will free not only the trapped energy in your
body but get rid of physical problems resulting from it . I know for a fact in all the things
i've tried that God is the only way and only thing that can heal a broken mind and a
broken heart and i am living proof of that.

You have to apply the principle of" forgive them not for they know not what they do"
when dealing with people who can't confront these issues and exercise love,
forgiveness, and patience in breaking through people's alters or helping them
deprogram., especially when it comes to family members. But it starts with yourself
even if you've been subjected to these crimes and done things unaware that in your
normal state of mind or your christian persona couldn't possibly conceive of. The part of
the mind holding the trauma files will step up and defend them in a way of self
preservation and keeping those realities out of sight , out of mind. Many of us were able
to file each trauma in a location in the brain without having to split because the mind is
an amazing construct.

Those of us put through this program lived a separate live sometimes almost completely
unconscious and hidden from our awareness to keep us sane. .The perpetrators of this
worldwide problem have the choice of being saved still or being judged...but this is what
God says about hurting children.in the book of Luke.:
It would be better to be thrown into the sea with a millstone hung around your neck than make a child
stumble along the way.
Matthew 18.....you would be better off with a millstone hung around your neck than to cause a little
one to sin....

The reality is is that we exist on multiple levels of realities and all time is simultaneous which is why
they try to use us and our energy harvesting against our will ,while trying to mask their existence
from us. We have to take our power back, access these files and locations and know what was stole
from us while on the healing path and Stay with it and stay centered and stay grounded!! Bad things
may come around you or to those you know when accessing your own files but you have to override
the failsafes they put in place, inserted memories, and fear tactics to get you to not look within. WE
are wonderfully and fearfully made. It doesn't matter if you've been experimented on, once you give
your heart to God you are in his kingdom and he will give u a new body , and make you a new
creation.

God has allowed these things to exist here for reasons above and beyond me but he does say there
time is short and when the earth is rolled up like a scroll the elite will scatter and run and hide under
rocks and in their bases. They cannot and will not escape judgement. We ourselves who are in
Christ will be judging angels so it's time to get ready.

Lucifer has deceived the whole world through NaSA=Satan and other groups because he said in his
heart that he would overthrow the throne of God and rise above the stars and the firmament.
The firmament will one day break and the wrath of heaven fall down upon this earth , tartarus, and
the abyss be sealed up finally and all this secret iniquitous stuff be cast into outer darkness. Cut off
from God's presence for eternity.

The waters of heaven is what came down and flooded the earth thru the firmament. This is why the
bible states now we see through a glass darkly but one day face to face. The concave earth was
created to separate the firm -a ment s of heaven and earth like a membrane so that one day they will
be brought back together through God's grace and Glory..

The tower of Babel was designed to escape the glass firmament and the Freemasons and Cern are
trying to do the same things now with technology to escape the judgement of our Father in Heaven.
They spray chemtrails to try to prevent this as well and block out the sun and the ice particles of the
firmament from coming down. All these are futile attempts to mock God and keep humanity in the
dark because the dark armies of hell will not humble themselves and ask forgiveness . They are
already gone. Certain people can still be saved in all the corrupt organizations in this world if they
would give their heart to God and trust in him that they can have a way out and receive salvation.

I am not very political because i know it is a hegelian dialect played out by the controllers to create
the illusion of choice when really there is no choice. When people can make a phone call and
decide what price oil and natural resources should be overnight , we don't have an equal society. We
don't have much of a society at all when most things in society are aimed at separating us and
creating more of a struggle to even exist here.
When you realize most of this world doesn't make sense then you being to wake up. Money will not
exist someday and our false babylonian dependence on its spells and other word magicks we have
been subjected to. There is no value outside of God and that's why Adam was a sovereign King. We
all are but we have been enslaved , given numerous barcodes and registrations and numbers into
the beast system. Humans are traded as human capital on the New York Stock Exchange daily and
the usury system that christ was completely against is the thriving monopolistic power that runs the
show. We are already under the thumb of the beast system stemming back to the world bank in
Rome and Queen and Lord Mayor since America went bankrupt decades ago and formed the
corporations of the United States which is not a country but a corporation. America wasn't founded
by Christians either, It was founded by secret society members who were deists and wished for it to
become the new Atlantis.
Pray daily and enlightenment and the ability to know thyself according to
the limits of our own understanding will occur. . Once a certain level is achieved, one
realizes that nothing can be done against your will , the core always remained intact (in
existence) ,despite what psychology would theorize and the soul is something that
these dark controllers cannot have unless you give it away or sell yourself out like my
grandfather did. They do have soul catcher technology and they do try to force a spirit
out of a body and into another and all sorts of diabolical things like mind uploading ,
cloning etc. but .. For those who have eyes to see, please see and those who have
ears to hear, please hear and let the lamp of truth guide you and the sword of
discernment lead you into your own full conscious awareness of what this life means to
each and every one of you.Please wake up to where we are in history. The watchman
are shouting out the truths and the final hour is nigh.. Our purity is what makes us whole
and is a reflection of our angelic human states. Since we've had contact since the
beginning of time with angels fallen or the ones that come from God's throne .

The reality is that this is Gods footstool . this firmament . this plane of existence. We are
subject to satan's rule for our own spiritual advancement but everything here is Gods
including all those who are born here. All things are the FAthers who watches us like
grasshoppers. I believe no matter if you are born into these bloodlines that satan
somehow infiltrated in the garden of eden maybe thru the plant in his counterfeit tree, or
some other means, all who are here are offered the plan of redemption. And He said to
them, "Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature.mark 16:15
Creature is said here for a reason. My story starts young . SRA can begin as early as
infancy .

The fallen ones punishment is to be in tartarus. To be stuck here so to speak. The only
thing they can do is distort and twist our reality to keep us in prison with them. They speak
from the abyss to human hearts and lure men, women, and children away from the God that
truly created and loves them daily.
Even oceanic cables tied in with the quantum computers are the third beast rising from the
sea with Artificial Intelligence that s in revelations. Yes physically some of it represents
nations, but spiritually it also represents human enslavement through fallen angel
technology. Most channelings are from corruption and lie streams. Appearances of deities ,
false religions, war and pestilence all stem from them. They are interdimensional
shapeshifters and con artists. Just like their father of lies..who also started a false Yahweh
cult back in the day and masked himself as many Gods throughout time.

.They want a satanic zombie army and will lie in any way they can to keep this planet down
and in their control. As the time matrix is dissolving more people are waking up and living in
space time moreso. For those who have eyes to see, please see and those who have ears
to hear, please hear and let the lamp of truth guide you and the sword of discernment lead
you into your own full conscious awareness of what this life means to each and every one of
you. Our purity is what makes us whole and is a reflection of our angelic human states.

Tales from the crypt---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Since i was a baby i had beings visit me good and bad. i was told i had a mother that was
more important than my earth mother . i started calling my mom her first name because of
this which made her mad. then when i was subjected to SRA (satanic ritual abuse) i would
draw pictures of a grand mother holding me with my family in the background and never
knew who this person was until now. I had two different lives growing up and two different
families. the one i lived with had the wool pulled over their eyes and the cult family was
always with me in the shadows.

I was even upstairs alone once at our house watching the exorcist for some reason with my
chair pulled up in front of the t.v. and thought my family was sitting in the living room behind
me and i turned around and noone was there except for fading spirits. Always devising ways
to attack or control me. I always was watched and never felt alone.

I started getting molested and choked by my grandfather by age two and by age three i was
subjected to hours of watching those i loved get beaten and abused and was not allowed to
show sympathy for them. I started realizing this war had started by age two and couldn't yet
wrap my mind around the concepts of this warfare. I never knew there were child super
soldiers being trained or that i would ever have been on board for such a thing or that the
country I lived in was full of sleepers who were completely unaware they were being mind
controlled. I was strong and stood my ground though. A drug i believe they may use is
formaldehyde which paralyzes the body for a brief period of time so you can only watch
something and not feel much.

My brother would turn green as a baby and we started manifesting abilities at a young age.
We could shield ourselves from most anything, see entities everywhere, djinn coming down
the hallway and hovering by my crib terrifying me and speaking to me in tongues.
telepathically communicating, , making objects move by themselves, and jump off
two story porches without breaking a leg. We could hide the traumas in our minds
instantaneously and knew things that no one taught us.

I would see entities everywhere, djinn coming down the hallway and hovering by my crib
terrifying me in shadows plotting ways to attack me next. My last memory before the real
warfare took place was when i was three. Me and my brother were sad because our bodies
were feeling weak because the programming had already begun and we had to find an
energy boost somewhere fast!! . We decided in our vivid imaginations to make my father's
big four- tiered white birthday cake into our source of universal galactic energy. We ate
chocolate chips off of it one by one while gaining strength and reassurance from every chip
and would stand on the counter while bolstering our super powers and strengths and
special abilities we were gaining.. i would burst out rays from my hand while saying "I'm
going to destroy our grandfather!" and jump down flying and my brother would run around
collecting pac man pellets and chase and kill ghosts. He then jumped on the counter and
burst out super gamma multicolored spirals with both of his hands while shouting " i'm going
to annihilate and kill our grandfather's legacy!!!" while sticking his hand out grasping for
more. I stood in awe and wanted to have that much power for myself.

My parents came in the room and saw what we had done to the cake and zapped our
power away. My mom started yelling and my dad lost his temper and chased my brother
into the living room and started choking him. My anxiety went through the roof. My dad took
his hand off of him and stood staring into the wall and i knew i had to do something as i had
seen that flash of anger in my grandfathers eyes and feared my dad wouldn't change back
into his loving self. I needed support and i knew my dad was getting weak. I started
screaming " You can never make me hurt anyone! I'll never hurt anyone.!!" i took out all my
anger of what i had already been keeping secret at my father and said " I'll never be like
you!"

My father was caught off guard and the light came back into him and he picked me up and
hugged me and said he was proud of me that i never wanted to hurt anyone and that he
needs to be more like me. We promised each other we'd never hurt anyone ever and i was
calm. I whispered in his ear my brother had been hurt but nothing came about it as my dads
Wool over his eyes was thick already and my brother wouldn't speak.
My brother was disturbed and i ended up sitting on the couch with him in our downstairs
living room. I made him laugh and was trying to make him happy.

We talked for what seemed like hours and foresaw into our own futures and talked about
how we had come into this life from the spirit world for a special purpose and were like
twins.
We were already lonely in this life and wanted to go home as we looked at the sky. i told
him God would always be there for him and he said "Ya right" i made sure that he believed
it and he said he knew that someone was going to try to kill him in his future.

I said "No One's going to kill you. i know it". We already knew we were trapped and had to
continue with this life under these circumstances and already being in spiritual bondage. I
knew he was already suffering and i called upon the highest powers i could in my little body
to pull down heaven for us that night.

We prayed together in the sweetest tones in our pajamas to our creator and living loving
father in heaven to protect and watch over us and we felt the superhero energies and
abilities and all that we had tried to manifest come flowing back into our beings and soaked
it up and were fully charged and cleansed with that energy we had been looking for straight
from source light and the unbounding love of God and his angels .That manifestation is the
power of the mind and power we came into this life with and the powers the darkness
seeks.

The ominous and dark clouds outside of the living room window on Starr Ave had changed
the forecast into a subtle pink and blue painted sky that was absolutely breathtaking and i
knew in that moment we were destined to be something great. We knew who we were and
what we were here for. I told him no one could ever hurt us as long as we stayed together
and i needed him in this life because he was stronger than me and i couldn't do it alone.

We promised never to leave each other and i put my head on his shoulder and then we
slept on the couch like peaceful angels. i was safe and content and had my entire being
charged and knew it was time. That was the last time i felt the closeness and innocence , as
close as i could get, to feeling pure and in that silence that night we knew we could survive
anything and felt the presence of God and his higher echelons watching over us.

My mother didn't remember any of her childhood along with her 9 sisters. Her twin died in
the womb and came out of my grandmother but they didn't know my mom was still in there
for for two months and then she came out after watching her twin die in the womb . actually
absorbing part of her twin so she is scientifically chimera . This means that if my dan(DNA
code for tribe of Dan ) was tested against my mother's Dna it would most likely show up
that she's not my mother. I remember her standing in a garage one day and my grandfather
who was sitting in a chair had grabbed my behind when here and her sisters were talking in
a circle. She had caught it with a glimpse of her eye and then i felt the aura around her and
she went blank and her body froze. She went into a laughing seizure and peed her pants
while standing there. Certain things triggered these and her father was one of them.

She had suffered 25 yrs of grand maul seizures starting from the first time she tried to have
intercourse with a man which i believe was a psycho somatic trigger brought on and
activated by electro torture from her father at a young age or even prenatal. Since i realized
later in life who and what her father actually was. I was hypnotized that when i felt like telling
someone what was happening to me i would instantly forget what i was about to say.

Me and my brother could see into the other dimensions and i saw him get entrapped once
by a jellyfish etheric implant. I had seen these before and around people's heads in the
mormon church i attended. Supposedly one of these entities is called Mormons as
mormons are involved with transhumanism (The association), the occult , freemasonry, and
i believe the Nephites are about the nephilim offspring as well since they describe
cannibalistic tribes killing and eating each other throughout the book of mormon.

One day in our bedroom we were playing and i'd see some black octopus
entities come down from the ceiling and then a translucent bigger one come floating by me.
I felt it was electric and didn't like the way it looked and felt. it had a consciousness and was
going around my body. I told them to go away in my mind and outloud. well, my brother was
standing there playing with a toy and being cocky with me. I told him they were in the room
and saw them communicate through the walls and up into a really big one in the ceiling that
was looking right down at him. I said "Adam, move!" You have to tell it to go away! and he
kept ignoring me and was mad at me for some reason

. I saw the jellyfish entity come right over his head and he was in a trance for like 10
minutes. He couldn't hear me or see me and i couldn't fight it and saw its ugly
consciousness looking at me. He finally came to and said his neck hurt. The jellyfish went
into his brain and spinal cord and i was so mad at him. I thought now noone will see what i
see or believe me. He's had a haunted look to his eyes ever since and got glasses shortly
thereafter since he couldn't see clearly after that.

Later in life he went back into our old house with a friend and was going down the hallway
to go to the bathroom and got stuck in our old bedroom in a trance in the same spot he got
infected as a kid for 15 minutes and his girlfriend had to help him out of the room. he may
have been experiencing a flashback that day.

We had a blue ball zip through our house all the time. This was a scanner of some sort. It
would come in the house and position itself right in front of you in a bedroom door like a little
drone the size of a tennis ball and you'd be paralyzed probably through your nervous
system. trying to move away from it. Then it quickly got brighter collecting data , info or
energy, i'm not sure which, and then you'd feel its electronegativity and buzzing zip away. I
still don't what to call it to this day but we knew it as the blue ball and everyone feared it in
the house. There have also been reports i've heard of other involves having a red ball too
but all i remember is a blue one.

As a child i saw her in various states, once peeing on the kitchen floor and having a
laughing seizure followed by days in bed of a cluster migraine and not knowing who i was.
Even though she had had the seizure an hour earlier. Her father exercised mind control on
his family on a daily basis. He made his children go to the bathroom in a coffee can in front
of each other In their house. They were told they had to do this because they were just so
poor. They didnt have their own bedrooms, couldnt cook or bake and were very
obedient.out of fear.

MInd control is a science and is used with or without drugs conditioned into a person over
years. Much like the picture of horse tied to a plastic chair and not realizes he can run.
My grandfather was the one who was programming me and was a shell of a person that
came from a long line of Blue Lodge Satanic Freemasons. My great grandfather was the
man who put the eastern star symbol on every building in Kingsbury South Dakota which
spread throughout the lodges in the country. Granted only about 10% of the inner circle of
freemasonry is involved in these ancient practices but it is still a corrupted organization with
a charitable front using islamic symbolism and other symbolism that is anti christian in
nature. These organizations operate and tell you what they are doing through all the
symbolism they use.

The secret key of freemasonry is actually sodomy. They use numbers, seals,
symbols,rituals, curses, and a mixture of false illumination mixing truth with lies.

My grandfather told me everything about himself when i was in certain alters and what he
did and trained me in all he knew which is another reason the elite still haunted me even
after my grandfather's death because my mind filled everything word for word. I watched
him switch my mother's alters and one was of a little girl who always put her head down and
said " i don't want to get in trouble"

She hated being in any kind of trouble like a broken puppy look and i knew then that i
could never really hate her as she had been living with these sides of herself before i was
even born. Her bed would shake at night and my aunts beds sometimes too. I could comfort
others when things like this happened though and some people called me an angel for
making supernatural attacks stop.

I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder when i was 17 I had anxiety and panic
attacks as well. . Anyone that has undergone SRA or mind control has this. It's not simply
that you have mood or personality disorders but in most cases these are demonic bindings
that have been created in you to make you act a different or certain way or to bring out a
demon they have binded you with.

My grandfather bound his spirit to us in black magic rituals and i can still see him in my
autistic cousins face when he laughs sinisterly and feel his presence when i'm around him.
My cousins consciousness is not in his body most of the time for escapism reasons but i
know he is possessed and pray someday he can be delivered as well. The horcrux idea is
similar to this in Harry Potter movies. Black magicians can leave a piece of themselves in a
person to have an anchor to this life and continue affecting them or doing what they like
doing and also is a way of claiming ownership of their progeny. This is like a Archdemon
can be in several people at once. They understand a type of quantum physics and invisible
light spectrums we seem to be veiled from still at times.

My mom brought us to our grandparents house on a weekly basis. We knew right away
what we were in for. He had a pocket watch and would tell me i would have no memory or
recollection of these events and if i did my father would be killed.
 My grandfather would lay out the rules for programming and i had to go into his bedroom
and was in the " Master's house" then. i immediately had to take off my shoes and get
naked and be subservient. He had me lay out my clothes strategically on a chest at the end
of the bed. i had to bow to the Egyptian Gods heads that were half the size of my body and
stare at the pharaoh for a couple minutes I did this face programming until I could see a
golden face in it and couldnt move. It was terrifying.

.My grandfather did what he did because he was told he could become this pharaoh
(annunaki ancient of days ) in the next life but he ended up hosting a reptilian and grey
demon entity that i could see looking right at me through his face.

I would have to kneel down at his feet after putting my hands on the floor . He trained me
to look up into his eyes as he looked off into the distance. i had to keep looking deeply up
into
them and i could see him laughing looking down at me as i waited for this being he spoke of
to come into him. He said " Just wait......"

then slowly i would start to see a change.he told

me i could see the sands of time if i watched closely. The hourglass on the dresser was
turned and he said my life was only as valuable as the sands of time in that glass and that's
what he had told the Egyptians. His eyes started sparkling and turned orangish and a dark
amber color that filled the whole of them like little suns. i couldn't move .

What this demonic being was doing in my grandfather's body i couldn't understand. The
sunlight sometimes would be in the window and i sat next to him like a king and queen of
egypt basking in this glow and would stare out the window. I still to this day don't know if he
thought he was a pharaoh or what this conditioning was about. he would laugh a little
before this happened because he knew he was about to change every time and was
anticipating your fear. Before i could see the demon in his body
.WE would sit there as the whole room shifted and a cloud fell over us. A portal would be
over his head. Stars would tip sideways and i felt like i was in another world completely. i
could see a galaxy in the corner of the room with a small reptilian being pointing to it and
we would be time travelling it seemed into this place i was told i could choose to stay there
or learn this races ways. They wanted me to be one of them. I thought this little reptilian was
the devil and i told him no which always made him mad. i would be able to look over at my
grandfather's face after i had learned enough and i could see another entity inside of him
staring at me with orange eyes..these visits happened a lot. I felt like my soul was a courier
to travel to places. And that most of my life was spent out of my body in actuality.

I would try to look away but there was a magnetic force that kept my eyes fixated and
gazing as he drew off my sustenance since our eyes are stargates. When he looked down
at me i could break away from the eye gazing hold.This was a spirit my soul had been
battling with for thousands of years and a possible walk in Anunnaki sent to keep us in
bondage. the body of my grandfather was inhabited by this being most of the time as my
grandfather's line has bluebloods..so he could shapeshift. .

i could start seeing a flash of yellow in his eyes in the dark bedroom and kept closing my
eyes when i started seeing these things. The first mission of our lives was to be tested and
recognize these forces without having any knowledge as little children of them in this veil
and be spiritual warriors to rid my line of this problem . I knew that he had come for my soul.

He wanted me to believe he was a God and all seeing master but i knew he was an entity
inhabiting a body that was my earthly grandfathers and i hated him from the minute i met
him.

Every time i went in their hallway leading to the house there would be huge mayan masks
guarding the doors and a cobra next to the door handle that would make me nervous every
time i opened the door. He made me take his clothes off and necklace which was a blue
lodge masonic symbol. Most all my grandfathers were master blue masonic participators
and founders in different states, raised automatically or working for blackops projects and
kept undercover. . . He would make me get a stool and put the necklace on top of his
dresser and hed say "Now kiss the God" every time. i would pretend i was kissing the God
by turning my face but he made sure i kissed this God that he knew i already started to
hate. There was a loaded gun in the top drawer always that i could see and a wallet

He would make me take off his watch and ask what time it was. He would rape me every
time he saw me to keep the programming intact and had notebooks of his slaves under his
bed that would keep the recording of all traumas induced along with codes and colored
dots.

He put a dot on the ceiling and i learned right away how to disassociate from my body when
the intensity got too much and leave my body to stay in a space above and outside of this
room. i would be in a nice warm light and keep a certain frequency or tone vibrating to stay
there peacefully until i had to get grounded into my body again. Coming back into my body
only left me with the end pains and lightning bolts of the trauma and i could function. He
knew i could do that to start with so He then tested me to see if he could kick me out of my
body so i had to fight keeping my soul intact with my body while being raped as another
test .The first altar i developed was one that i saw through my mother's eyes since my
middle name is her name as my mind's safety mechanism to never completely destroy a
relationship with her since i knew what she had been through now.

He told me there were people in this city that let him do whatever he wanted and that he
would prove it to me. Then the demon layering started. They use a ancestral totem like
system to inlay demonic strongholds in your mind. He would sit at the edge of his bed and
read out of the Kybalion illuminati handbook or something similar to that after sensory
depriving me in a closet. i thought he couldn't speak right and didn't know what he was
doing until he got a sinister grin on his face and asked who i was talking to in there. I had a
little spirit boy named Charlie dressed in old fashioned blue clothes appear to me.I named
my first dog after him. He talked to me as a friend and gave me his genealogy . he said he
was a relative and from King Charles line. I started to call him Charlie and named my dog
after him.. He told me they had locked him in dungeons and made me feel sorry for him. He
said i had to go back out there and do what i was told. I learned not to trust Charlie but he
was my only friend but i learned not to trust him.

He sometimes would give me insights. I was sitting by a toy box that had a few toys in it and
some plastic soldiers. i lined them up and was playing war. My grandfather overheard me
and looked right at me and said " You know you're never going to win".

Charlie then whispered to me, " It's ok, he'll be dead in six years anyways" and that came
true. Their house had barely any toys but was full of idols, black mayan masks guarding the
doorways, cobra snake heads, animals, and exotic things plus it smelled like death.

Next came the trauma fear based programming. My grandfather was a professional boxer
and was strong. He always worked in threes and i began to realize this was his job but i
couldn't understand who would tell him to do such things. . He had me and my brother and
cousin whom he had made autistic already and pounded on the hardest in the car and
would tell others he was taking us out to lunch. He had his own agenda and had done this
several times before i came to learn..

We would get taken on a long dirt road and he would pull out a bundle of his drugs. He
would snort a brownish yellowish powder and turn , into a monster.
I asked what it was and he said "Adrenochrome", which is a substance taken out of the
freshly trauma induced adrenal glands of a human being. I looked at the cars shiny shifter
and said "chrome?" he said yes.he told me to do a lot of drugs when i was older , which was
a later engram in dianetics i had to remove. I thought my grandfather was going insane from
snorting shards off of his own car.

Little did i know that he needed his drug in order for his body to survive and it gave him the
ability to traumatize us better as hed get an insane look in his eyes and wed see the greys
face first right through his skin and right inside of him. It was later revealed to me by the
spirit that these aliens are fallen angels and waht i was seeing that looked alien like were
these entities that were attacking me.

Anxiety kicks in and i'm too young to be sodomized yet he said as there was some sort of a
system at play here, but i have to sit in the front seat and watch and listen and couldn't
show sympathy. I would keep flipping the car's window and door switch over and over and
say "I'm not here" He would turn in his eyes and whip his head around and we thought he
had his system figured out that whoever was in the front he would leave alone but every
move we made he was one step ahead of. he would take us in the backseat and brutally
rape us while blasting satanic music at full volume to induce a dissociative state while
beating the backs of our heads closed fisted. We felt the presence of a heavy demon upon
us as it was saying it wanted to eat our brains or glands. we couldn't figure out why he
hated us so much until the entity's voice would change. wed say "Why are you doing this?"
and the entity would scream in our ears " Because you can see me! " They hate being seen
and i realized it puts them in a panic sometimes.

We could feel the heavy breathing of another world entity wanting to tear into our little
brains as our pineal glands felt like they were beating like our little hearts and had to
energetically fight the thought of our skulls being ripped into. Its voice and shrieks were like
nails on a chalkboard..We visualized shields over our heads that kept getting bigger each
time and blocked out the sounds and always prayed to God and our heads were ok.

We kept going into hiding in our own little worlds. We would have to say whatever he
wanted and get through this sheer torture while saying we weren't there and that he
wouldn't kill us. he would say he was going to bash our brains in because he hated us so
much and we would have to fight off the blows , the static, the blood, sweat and tears while
protecting our cores and our minds and our spirits.I felt like i had a shield around my body
sometimes. We learned how to do this and i had to develop an alter to like him until he got
tired of this game and stopped because he couldn't feed off the pain anymore..They shrink
u in fear. And use everything and anything against you.

This is satan's work since he hates us and is the most jealous and wrathful being in the
universe. You can sense his signature anywhere . . My brother at first passed out and i was
more worried about my grandfather's boots crushing him into the back seat than about my
own pains. The next time my brother would pretend he fell asleep but my grandfather knew
he was faking. This entity psychically tried linking to us each time to follow what we were
thinking but we also miraculously learned to block it out and if we were happy, we did not
show it around him as this would instantly agitate the alien. (demon) . We were strong
when we were not scared and we learned this tactic too. We Learned by ourselves and our
spirit guides and the grace of God how to win. I asked the lord to show me what
;memories were real and i feel i was carried through some parts of my life by actual angels
that he sent to save me. I can tell the difference between an inserted memory now and a
real one. I was told i was special and from another planet even and they needed me for my
abilities.

My grandfather would humiliate us and make my autistic cousin defecate outside and clean
him off with a towel and water and make him taste it and say i like it. .me and my brother
were horrified and staring into the woods he said wed have to do that if we didn't do what
we were told. We would drive back and he would go what seemed like a 100miles an hour
while screaming "We're going through the tunnels of Typhon" and look at me and tell me his
father used to tell him that. Tubal cain is a reference to sodomy in freemasonry.
The anal eye representing the bottom of the tree of life or reversed probably a qlippoth in
the kabbalah.

I would at first start screaming "Youre gonna kill us all !" , grabbing the dashboard, then i
learned this was yet another test and stopped screaming and hoped we all didn't die.
One time a cop pulled us over and the cop turned out to be a friend of his so he made sure
we knew that cop would always be patrolling the road when we were with him. He made us
feel alienated and helpless , yet our spirits carried on. He would slow down just before he
got into the driveway and be holding a knife. He'd say he was going to get out right away
and cut our mother up if we said anything. and to act normal. We pretended the best we
could. His daughter let the rapes continue and provided her autistic son with a change of
pants before the next ride and thought he had an accident for smelling unclean.

The level of depravity of this being i had to pretend was my grandfather was beyond
reproach and a war that not many people could see. i'll never forget seeing the pain that
nobody could see in my brother's face as he would stumble out of the car and try to smile.
Our relatives just said we were acting funny a couple times and laughed it off too.

Most of my family members have some form of attachments from the enemy . My
grandparents house on Tower Drive has been sitting there for 20 years. NO one buys it. My
aunt lived in it and saw spirits all the time and went to the psych ward once because of it.
She saw the ground opening up in the backyard one day and my grandmother would tell us
the things she saw all the time. These are curses and satanic workings that have a
stronghold on the house and i feel is the reason it still sits there empty.

Me and my brother had creative ways of coping though.We would bury objects in the front
yard when we came home from that place. Objects like we had brought to that house like
dolls and then we'd let the memory go.

We would go into my dad's truck and bite the rubbery dashboard with our teeth and scream
into it and get our anger out the best we could. WE would lay on the grass and hold the
sides of our heads and pray that we would be healed when we woke up and each time our
heads felt better. He eventually stopped that but for his own sadistic pleasure kept doing it
to my cousin. One day in the kitchen we saw CJ standing there with a huge knife and he
was cutting into the counter and we told him it was OK, but he was already too bonded to
my grandfather to be safe around even and would change his voice and tell us " Leave me
alone!" and we did. Sometimes he'd laugh quickly at you in a twisted way and then quickly
look away.
There would be black and red rolling clouds on the ceiling sometimes which were portals to
keep letting this evil in. He succeeded in making a horcrux as you will out of my cousin but
i've broken the bondings he did with me. He was trying to anchor us as conduits in this life
by putting a piece of his soul into each of us so he could live through us even after he died.
He sat in a big black chair and would throw things on the floor and make you pick them up
humiliatingly sometimes and provocatively. He was in his own state of mind sometimes, evil
as he was as a proud illuminati mind controller, and when the aliens took over his body, his
body would be kind of listless and i don't know if he had memories of it even since he
always seemed to change.

We did go to the neighbors house once and told the woman someone was hurting us. She
called the police and the cop brought us to the house where my grandfather was sitting
outside in a chair and the cop asked us if anyone was hurting us and being mind controlled
and knowing this cop was probably friends with our grandfather by the way they both
looked, we hung our heads down and said No. then he left.

He would speak to me in codes. I would always concoct ways to approach him and
challenge any situation. One day he was sitting at the kitchen table and i asked him nicely if
he would do something with me or play a game. He pulled out a piece of paper from his
shirt pocket and said "You are the clay on the potter's wheel" or something like that. i then
asked him if he had clay and kept getting closer to him. he smashed his fist on the kitchen
table and said " Go Away!!" which is code for unsafe contact with the master. He played so
many different roles and had different sides to him throughout the day.

One night i snuck into their bedroom and was trying to hold my poor grandmothers hand
and crawl in bed with her. He would get irate and i felt so sorry for her as i let go of her hand
and she said "I cant" with tears in her eyes. She had her own altars but i knew and could
see that innately she was a good old soul who had been in bondage for too long ,
so she sat in her house half looney tunes most of the time and had sprits entertain her. she
never drove or worked and was his slave and gave up . when your life force is drained so
much you become a shell. She wanted to write a book about her life but never did. She
stayed with him because she didnt want him to kill any of her children. He broke her jaw
when she tried leaving him and he would always find her. She became a shell. They were
both insane and neither one of them every said my name right or knew how to spell it. The
family's ways of coping to make light of things and say there were just misunderstandings
and as i said before laugh everything off as a defense mechanism.

I was in the bathroom once while my grandpa was taking a shower and had to stand out
and wait and hand him a towel. One time i gave him the wrong towel and got yelled at and
he said "you better get use to how things work around here" .
 I stared at a starfish on the wall thinking i was never going to be whole and would be lost in
myself forever now and heard my spirit guide tell me that like the starfish, if i lose part of
myself i have the ability to grow part of myself back and that brought me out of my trance
that day.

He tested all of our weaknesses and learned fast that my brother didn't like watching the
sufferings of others and especially not seeing me cry.

He showed him his power by starting to control his lateral eye movements when he was
caught off guard he could catch his eye movement and bring it into his mind control and i
witnessed off hand this psychic warfare.

My brother was a good psychic warrior and would start getting nosebleeds from it but he
knew each time he fought and sent this bastards energy back into its skull he could move
his eyes a little bit more each time. the grey inside of him we could literally see moving his
head around inside of my grandfather's face and tuning into our thought patterns which we
shielded. its eyes would turn jaggedly at you with its ugly little face when our thought
patterns changed and wed have to tiptoe around this being or be sucked into its
gravitational pull.

I hated hearing its shrill voice and being forced to stand next to it because we were so
intuitive wed start to see the whole body movements of the being inside of my grandfathers
lifeless body sitting there.
It would reach its hand out and grab my arm if i was close and electrocute me. id stand
there in horrible pain and it would look at my brother and look at me and feed off of our pain.
We figured this out too and he knew we could send positive thoughts to each other when
we looked at each other so it would pull my brothers eyes to look away or look at it and after
several times of this, my brother was able to break his hold on my arm with his mind by
gaining control of his eyes and telling him "Let her go"
.
I could see the grey entity trying to read our thoughts and he saw me laugh and he couldn't
stand the sound of my laughter. We were making stupid alien noises at him and faces after
we figured this game out. This made the grey so mad!!

I Could see it sent him into panic and we laughed and laughed at the grey in a circle before
he left the property while my brother was staring at its eyes.. I felt like we were on a tv show
or game and we had won again and people were cheering us on as we looked at the sky. i
still laugh as i have full memory of this being and how good it felt to make fun of him and all
of us laughed him away as loud as we could. Raising our vibrations freely as he
disappeared.
Well, this pissed off the greys. He finally left my grandpas body and stood in the driveway
on Tower Drive and disappeared. We were happy. my grandpa would get tired after being
inhabited and and sleep so we were FREE for that day!!!! Yay!

My grandpa then started in with animal programming. He made the females of the family cat
alters usually and the males dog alters. War dogs. He had the boys eating out of dog dishes
on the floor even. He told me i was to walk on his back like a cat perfectly and hit me in the
legs if i didn't do it right while saying i'm a cat and get charlie horses.. He told me i was to be
like the leopard statue in the living room and told me exactly how.

He did give me the option of what kind of cat so i chose panther. I wanted to use this alter
one day to tear into him. He wanted a servicing sex kitten from all the women that would
kneel at his legs. he would push a pressure point on your arm or make you sit on an anal
torture device stick while you had to growl exactly like he wanted and hed hold your hand
down or you'd hold onto his thumb so he could control your hand from not coming out since
you had to only use your mouth. .
He made you bite his fingers, then his hand and then would laugh when he got out a
baseball mitt to see how vicious you could get. He would make us competitive and tell us
this other family member was the most vicious. My mom even went so far as to file her nails
down to a point and when we asked her why she would do that she'd say "it's none of your
business..."
He would shapeshift sometimes and throw his hands in the air as an orange and red light
would come down from the ceiling and sounds that would almost knock you out and then fill
his body.

He would rape you standing up in front of other family members while screaming
obscenities at them and throw your body down afterwards. I learned when the entity took
full control of his body and felt the reptilian presence i had to pray in my mind , not give him
one ounce of my energy, not one sound of pain while this was happening , and pull my
electromagnetic field together so my heart wouldn't stop. God had allowed my body to stop
feeling pain from the chest down by now or i told God i would end my life. I was able to
block out the pain as he would scream obscenities and horrible things at my brother while
doing this and my brother would fight as he had learned to move his eyes up in a circular
motion and attack the entity's thought patterns before he fully embodied because this tactic
had worked before. I would look at my brother and be telepathically be saying to him " Fight
it !" He got to the point where he did not have to look directly on at the traumas and would
get nosebleeds from sustaining that forcefield, but atleast he didn't have to look at me.

The entities could pull my brothers eyes to them and away from them. He learned to
circumvent this eventually as he got physically stronger and was able to control his lateral
eye movement and send the energy back to them though.
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 My grandmother would be able to walk out of the room sometimes before this happened
and disassociate and say "Do u hear a cat? what is that noise?" She would be stopped and
paralyzed as well when we were in the presence of this full blooded reptilian that had
controlled Egypt in the past and had come to this time to torment us . We would have to
wait
to move until he was done raging and the force fields were released. This static and horrible
noise it brought into our fields would leave when we knew it was gone and we could all
breath and hear after this whirlwind of hell was done enveloping us. My brother would see
me laying on the floor and help me but i've this alters too and I would say to him.
I know it's not you but sometimes he would twist his head and say oh but it is He did
this once when him and his friends were outside smashing moles on top of a brick with a
brick and kicked me in the tailbone so hard I got the wind knocked out of me.

We were starved and thirsted there. i would ask for a drink of water and my grandfather
would say " is your head hot enough yet?" and i would say" yes. i can't see straight". the
brain swells with lack of water making it hard to remember anything and i was only allowed
a tiny amount of water to keep me going and would sneak into the bathroom and lick drops
of water off of the bathroom sink in hopes my grandfather wouldn't hear it. We were only
allowed to watch Wizard of Oz most of the time or a static tv. I couldn't go to the bathroom
without his permission and almost peed my pants.

The name of the game to keep us dissociative and separate and destroy anything that
made us happy so this entity could keep surviving. I was always humiliated, asked to pick
up things, pose in certain ways, constantly being programmed.
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We were bound and determined to try to stay happy because we knew our sufferings were
only inviting this entity back in and out. No One would believe our grandfather was a reptile
so we lived our lives as normal as we could.. What we didn't know until later is that there
were minions of them. when he was in his bedroom he was the ruler of the egyptians, but
sometimes the entities voices would change and be regular reptilian or other species or
entities. We could fight the greys and reptilian voices in time but the master of them was
what we couldn't tackle fully but did a pretty damn good job at our ages as this entity could
knock an entire room of people out when he came in and i had to call upon God every time
he came looking for me.

I was pushed down as i stood up to this being as he brought my cousins into a trailer
outside and knocked my head on a counter. I had to watch my beautiful little girl cousins get
raped while hearing that wretched voice come out of his mouth and tell them they were
whores and sadistic things about themselves and what they were going to grow up being
like.
 As soon as my grandfather saw them one day and knew they made me happy and he
convinced my mom to leave them there one day.
I had to take in the pain of watching , seeing her freak out holding her head and saying
"What did we do? Why does he hate us so much? "while informing her we couldn't run to
the neighbors house. she made us run across the street to another white house. This
woman was programmed because she was scared and said "I don't want nothing to do with
that.." and pushed us out the door. My cousin was hysterical and kept saying "What's wrong
with everybody here!?" I found out later my grandpa was "sleeping with the neighbor" .. My
mothers alter knows what happened and has kept an ambivalence toward her nieces since
in order to hide the guilt of those traumas.

I would be raped while my mom and aunts were in the store shopping and saw first hand
how mind control tactics work and are carried out. Me and my brother made it to another
neighbor's house once and called the cops and the cop was acting strange to the situation
as we were all outside and i could tell knew my grandfather because somehow we both
ended up giving in and saying everything was ok.

He thought he had all the moves and angles. He had notebooks of everyone. He would sit
in a big black chair and plan out his days with each notebook and rotate all of his 7
daughters so each day of the week one would pick him up and do his bidding. My notebook
was color coded with dot stickers.

They'd call each other every day and find out where everybody was and what they were
doing, what stores they thought they were at and times etc. just to make them feel normal. it
was quite the charade and we were quite the characters. They didn't know why they were
gone all day and each one thought they were just taking him to the pharmacy each time or
an appt. .I listened to these dialogues and saw my ask why she'd been gone all day once
and he convinced her smoothly that the time wasn't as she was thinking. When they would
catch on and ask him why they'd be gone all day just to run a couple errands,
- he would make an excuse and they would believe him each time. He had connections and
would fight on the phone with people sometimes. He held me down upside down once
torturing me so my face was smashed into the bedroom carpet and i felt like my neck was
going to snap. This was to program me to snap on someone and choke them i believe.

He had little wars with people in his clubs and throw his fists up i'm sure they were
freemasons,knights of malta, templars, etc. black market, drugs, and all things imaginable
that no one in their normal state of mind would want anything to do with, let alone drive their
father to go be involved in. He would get manilla envelopes in the mail a lot and with further
instructions. If my dad or others were ever around outside of his circle hed make sure he sat
in his chair eating a sandwich and acted like he could barely take care of himself and
walked slow with his cane ,never lifting a finger, and had everyone wait on him hand and
foot.. He made sure everyone knew he was an uneducated simple man.
He did whatever he could get away with and even tried raping my sister in his car by age 14
when he picked her up from treatment for having been on PCP.

He was good at blackmail and wanted revenge a lot so he use his trained family for that. He
was only happy when he was doing something really bad. the funny thing is, he kept his life
hidden in a mediocre house and his waste management job so no one would think he was
capable of such high conspiracies. he thought he was untraceable. Programmers don't
always assume wealthy roles, but trade other trips or promises in return and sometimes
those are the most dangerous ones. They work in the darkness for their own self sustaining
reasons , whatever that may be for a sick and depraved mind such as his. His daughters
may never realize what was done to them because sometimes evil doesn't always appear in
an ugly form, but could be staring at you right in the face as you grumpy old dad with little
round shrewd eyeglasses. My aunts looked like Ishmaelites and i could see them being
trained assassins because he loved to fight. He liked knifes the best.

I was the baby of the family and meant to be an amalgamation of his dying legacy of
training. I only wrote this to express what it felt like from the eyes of a child super soldier
since most emphasis nowadays is on the adult ones. Astute students were sent to
Vancouver as well.

They used the name Methuselah on me as a trigger and also chose this name because i
think it reflects the end of the antediluvian age and the nephilim going underground plus it
reminds me of life extension technologies. They made clones of me and switched me out
sometimes when i was doing missions, i also did clone body missions, was in the Nelson
base in Canada, and various parts of the US. Ontario is also a hub for intense projects that
connects subjects thru Detroit and New York. I've seen through the looking Glass and had
argon gas pumped into me before using some of this tech, had near death experiences,
clone deaths, and extraterrestrial contact. Which are fallen angels using host bodies
here..I've been involved in the hybridization program by the time i was 12 Platinum Blues
and Digital Children, Pegasus, Project surrogate, and have also been used in Kazakhstan,
AFrica, and the UK. They've sent holographic copies of myself into the future that has
caused mass disturbances and turned groups or individuals against me.

In seeing other supersoldiers later in life i put faces and memories together. James has
been with me from birth,but was taken over by a false archangel Michael from the Enlil
faction, Max Spiers used as black cube regulated disclosure agent of change, James Rink
as a distraction artist loyal to the Enlil Faction, and Sara Adams a black goo motherboard
type of monster. I have a memory of her holding me in a chair with black eyes while a
reptilian mother came by my head and licked the inside of my brain with its tongue and i
heard a saber sword sound and felt like an astrolabe was going fast around the cellular
matter around my brain. STranger things movie is based on a real story along with certain
files in Xfiles, Shield, The blacklist,The dollhouse etc. Oftentimes u find that truth is
stranger than fiction and the Stockholm syndrome the world is under is evidence that it is
harder to convince someone they've been folded than to fool someone. ---Mark Twain---

They wanted to bring out the wickedest generational spirit from my line of methuselah and
beyond and altho i promised myself i'd never say her name, i did encounter her after the
satanic ritual. they tried triggering me a couple times in my twenties and hit my ex husband
with a lead pipe and hit him on both sides of the head with it and gave him 13 staples, and
severed the tendons in his uncle's hands by pushing him through a glass window. then i
stabbed my friend in one arm and on the other arm. I escaped Winnebago mental health
institute by age 21 and somewhat stabilized after that after overcoming suicide
programming when i tried to get help. In my 30s when i tried to have a conversation with my
father about things he got irate and in my face and said my memories were wrong. I lost
respect for him that day and realized my parents always had conditional love, not
unconditional and we really didn't connect much after that day or have much to even talk
about. They tried to make up for things by buying me and my family things and filling the
hole in their own lives through us but the real relationship i always wanted wasn't there and
may never be. Their reality is different and they never really saw me for who i was and the
games and drama and backstabbing was too unhealthy to live around. You can love
someone from a distance without having them in your life every day.

I always knew there were people watching me and even though the first war was over by
the time i was 13, the other wars started after that and the Tarantula psyops scuttlers
coming thru my bedroom walls as a teenager,
These low level sentient things slowly appear in the walls like tarantula legs with black
lenses on their ends and when you see them they realize it and then slowly fade away. It is
a terrifying feeling when you look at them. I was seeing imps layered into my closet
preventing me from dreaming , monitoring the alters, recording my every move , even in my
sleep holding a clipboard, milabs, resistance met with sex magic , ,cover clown memories,
and abductions with black triangles above the house, memories of bigfoot, being terrified of
certain star shows on pbs like Jack Horkheimer walking on the rings of Saturn, , the
gravitron at the fair and thinking people would shapeshift into werewolves, satellites
following me, implants, and many varying states of emotional confusion. memories of ft.
mccoy, , being used as some sort of courier, black pyramid like mounds on the bottom of
rock lake containing black goo etc

I was used as a child to collect nephilim bones on the bottom of Rock Lake WI connecting
to Ft. Mccoy which had a snake formation around the lake itself. I was in a tunnel and a
military man said to me Are you ready? and i said yes. Then i was in the water but it felt
like the bigfoot was with me too. Then i grabbed a bone at the bottom of the lake and there
were black particles forming around me and it formed into a point or what looked like a
snake or spiral and pierced my right side.
The controllers of the film industry use memories of those involved in secret projects as
themes and life clips because they view it as their intellectual properties since they've brain
chipped you. This also serves their purpose so that when they take your experiences or trip
chair memories and make movies of them and you don't get a dime for it, when you tell
others, you not only look crazy but it's character assassination as well. They've used this
black goo as a weapon in modern sci fi. I remember being laid on a steel table that looked
like we were in a sealed ship like a submarine because of the door. I was being talked to by
a military man that said Just hold still and we'll patch you up I looked up at the ceiling
and pictured a quilt patch while this white nano patch was pushing millions of nanites into
my side.

I sat up on the table and i started freaking out when i was in my right state of mind. I
thought i was dead because no one was there. They gave me a mirror and i saw black goo
in my eyes and that's the last of that memory. I was about 9 or 10.

Another water memory is being in a water base with other boys . We were in grey uniforms.
Aaron Mccollum was leading us standing in front of outline. It was about 6 of us it looked
like and i was told i was privileged to be there with those other boys. He had an inculcation
bar he was holding and it had quick flashing lights on it. I felt concrete under my feet and
what looked like 7 levels deep of lighted windows in this big water pool. I told myself i was
so excited to do this in alter and was ready to take the leap. It smelt rusty and old.

I was shown terrifying things beforehand to prepare my mind for this task. We were trained
to endure high heights, low depths, sonar wave frequencies transmissions from the deep,
and kill underwater threats like leviathan looking creatures. Some of this im sure was
simulated.

I saw bio luminescent creatures in the water and we were experimented on to have a
covering over our skin, breathe underwater, and also have some kind of bioluminescence
like a membrane around us kindof like a membrane i had over myself to keep myself from
going insane. We sometimes would be put in a pink thick gel that we absorbed and
breathed but it was heavy and it felt like you were dying getting use to it. I also remember
going into a small water opening in the arctic where i was met with a biologically altered
creature/half man in the water who looked like he had some sort of demon child blocking an
entrance. This was similar to the experiences i've had in going through a water pool where i
met giants and entertained them. The movie the Big Blue reflected the experiments done
with breathing under water. Highly oxygenated water concentrations.

I was afraid of water because of my memories of water yetis . I also was drawn and they
used my files to create the intel movie the OA. It depicts the torture of human angelics and
the frustration of not being able to understand them or kill them , the supernatural series
also depicts this base programming;/angelic code searching/mapping done by Crowley to a
angelic in a human vessel.

These things come out in your conscious life even if you don't recognize why you're feeling
why you do. I was thrown into a deep part of a lake in canada off the boat by my dad once
and i freaked out because i kept seeing bigfoot in my head underwater.

Alice is a cern program and i viewed through the looking glass tech and other tech including
montauk . Sometimes when i would sit on my roof at night i would see people in the moon
that looked almost human waving at me even. I later on had the moon shining right on my
roof id sit on , orbs all around me, and multidimensional travellers that helped me through
the later parts of my life . I started doing poetry and artwork at age 11 that was actually my
mind's way of telling me in code what was happening .

I have been to Ascension Island and the Director of the CIO in South America where field
work started. July 7, 1992 was a mad hatter program at a elect AI (Ascension Island) RAF
base where tempest and echelon had already been placed. This was a dreamland type of
experience that the move the Island was based off of. They would harvest cloned organs
and then dump them into a volcano by plane or helicopter.

Most Of these memories were downloaded , switched into another template, or erased in
the trip chair. They continually have to rearrange your brain even it means brain surgery to
keep the mind divided. A divided mind a divise mind is an enemy to God so it also kept us
distant from our Creator.

.I would write hieroglyphs on my walls and codes for MI6 and had a lucid dream/memory of
casbolt in front of my parents house opening up a portal by the tv tower and me being
paralyzed in the doorway and then us riding a bus. Pink beings were coming out of the
portal .

He looked me in the eyes and told me he could see the spark and told me he was glad i
was still alive. .I remember being in the curved hall s of Dulce as a child and James and me
getting out of our rooms and coming to a big glass window . We watched in this room that
looked like a library and there were people in wheelchairs and other devices and we both
felt bad for them. There were speakers on the ceiling and heard our names called so we
went back to ur rooms. There are many underground cities underneath the surface
population.

I witnessed room 17 there and it was some sort of a pyrokinesis room. I watched a charred
body get drug out the door and dragged down the hallway. There was just a body table in
there and a couple things. Abductions happened all the time. Some would feel like your
body was being pulled up into the tree lines in a wave up to your neck and you couldn't
move. Then youd be placed back in your bed or couch and I felt like lasers had been inside
my abdomen. I've also had radiation burns on my body and woke up once to feeling like a
finger was touching my back.
I had a cigar like burn on my shoulder and it would go away and then come back. When the
door is open and you have no shielding on these beings can manifest anytime. My sleep
paralysis has gone away but i realize that God used deep sleep to fall on humans many
times but the enemy copies this and uses it to usually attack others in the night instead.
The pain God will cause us is for our own growth and betterment but the unnecessary pain
the enemy causes us is to make us keep falling..WE as christians are commanded to judge
and judge rightly if we believe God lives inside of us otherwise how would we know the
difference between what's right and what's not. This is something that has been falsely
taught too and classifies just judgements as slander or weakness only. It is a responsibility
along with the other responsibilities we have to be the light in this world and God's people.
WE can rule with love and wisdom and still be strong . When one is given much much is
also required. God ways are higher than our ways and his laws just. We just have to
understand how to come in alignment with that to find balance and peace while speaking it
into fruition like Jesus told us to. Speak life and the word to your body, to your mind, soul,
and spirit. Because Gods word is all there is and all we'll hear in the end. IF WE CAN'T
hear it like Adam and Eve couldn't then we've strayed. He says he is the shepherd and we
are his sheep and he knows us and we know his voice.

Missouri held a lab where Dr Shunger experimented with psychic children for pyrokinesis
tests too. The lab went up in smoke and many children escaped.I believe i was there and
rescued by my sister. I've seen room 17 in Dulce where bodies were fried on a small steel
table and drug down the hallways. I was 21 when i flamed another fire on top of a roof. I
lived above a bar and had gotten into a fight with m y boyfriend the night before. I took a
wooden box that was in my apartment and poured vodka on it and watched it burn. I was in
a trance like state and mentally projected the flames as high as i could in my anger. After an
amount of time it spread too fast and i couldn't get water on it fast enough and the roof
almost burned down until someone called a fire truck again. I had no shielding back then,
only what i read about in witchcraft protection books.

When you have the full armour of Christ on and are in the body of Christ it's a different
story. You have more sense and foresight and are able to better renounce such things and
revoke all contracts make with them.

What's the difference between a screen memory and a false memory? A screen memory is
something that is inserted that doubles and merges with a actual memory . A false memory
is just a implanted one that never happened. Both of these can be used to make the mind
trick itself into not reaching actual memory realization.. One screen memory i have is that i
was in a device at a base. In my mind i thought i was at a fair with family. The device we
were in mimicked the ride of the gravitron. It was a ride that looked like a spaceship. It
would start spinning fast and pin you up against the matts on the walls of it. With many
lights flashing and loud disorientation music going on at the same time. Me and james and
two other boys were in this ride. We saw a man in a white lab coat in the center console
and he had a switchboard all around him. We were against the wall mats and the floor
seemed to disappear as we started spinning faster and faster. I started seeing projections
coming out of the central station. I heard loud crazy sounding noises like the sounds of
Saturn and couldn't move.

I saw a being that looked like a werewolf come right up to my face amidst all the flashing
and spinning lights provoking fear out of me and making me shift into something myself.
It was an interdimensional pull and i was suppose to shape shift and scare this entity away.
Well, at the end of this crazy ride in my mind i thought i was being carried down the steps by
my brother and mother out of the fair since i couldn't walk well. This is a blending of reality
with a screen memory.

When you're on scopolamine or other drugs they use on you it's like you're a puppet and
you say things out of context and feel like you're in a dream but you're not much like
ambien used to make me feel but without the body numbing feeling. You go through the
motions and reach the end goal . YOu feel sensations but you don't emotionally feel
anything. YOur mind and body are like autopilot working in synch together.

At age 12 i read all the Mormon books and i went outside my parents house. I prayed in
this field to let me see and know the two beings that visited Joseph Smith. I was in this
meditative state and i felt my feet lifted off the ground a bit and a breath blow over my face.
I could make out energetic outlines in the air but i couldn't see the faces or bodies of these
beings. I felt a strong wind come over me and then i felt panic. I had a fort i was playing in
out in the trees and i heard my name being called from a distance. I started running as fast
as i could and felt something right behind me. I got upstairs to my room and i calmed
myself down. I then realized i had a nosebleed and missing time. I think this was one of my
nasal implant experiences my future MRI shows 5 triangular objects wedged into my nasal
cavity.

I'd have ringing in my ears, fainting spells etc. I'd be in class and feel like my bones were
being drilled into and couldnt move in sheer agony, my face would turn red and then i'd
have a white out which is where u feel so much pain you just see white. I've had lucid
dreams of operating crafts, crafts bumping into my house, noises on my roof, interference
and alien language being spoken through my televisions, I'd also be driving and have a
space ship appear and neurally mesh with my mind and have my eyes and voice turned into
a microphone and camera so it felt like i was a sounding board. . I've felt something trying to
pull me out of my body before and had to ground myself for a half hour to fight whatever
device or energy was trying to pull me out of my body. My voice sounded hollow and
distant and i eventually felt i was back present and aware in my body. This also happened
to me in Mexico and Costa Rica.

I've seen through the eyes of either my original self or a clone in a deep underground
base medical facility, and saw a long hallway, cloning centers, and be remote neurally
monitored. I've had many clone memories of missions so that when your consciousness is
triggered into a clone body through RF/microwave frequencies ,if the clone body dies your
original body is still intact. You can have many death memories that are due to cloning
technologies and mind manipulation, brain template switching, etc. They haven't needed
direct contact with a target in over 15 yrs now and an individual can be neurally remote
monitored.

Milab stories seem bizarre to someone who's never heard of abduction experiences but the
reality is that most are done by our military through silent craft. YOu can be mind controlled
having lunch with someone these days, memory erased, and there are drugs for everything
and anything nowadays. As a gen 5 SS i was subjected to many things, including brain
stem scarring for photographic memory purposes. My MRIs can confirm this and are very
similar to John STorms. The powers that be consider us their property and can literally
dump you in the middle of the grand canyon or the middle of the ocean. The cloning
centers, the panopticons are the lites modern colosseums with better tech built into bodies.

I've had orange reptiles astrally visit me in the hospital every time after ive
had a child and would be pacing the hallways afterwards, and feel like my stomach was
lasered open and be lifted up to the tree level in a frequency wave that would paralyze me
from the neck down at night, sleep paralysis where my eyes would roll in the back of my
head, adverse reactions to medications that would make my eyes roll in the back of my
head like they were stuck, etc. I was drawing pictures of turanians from the moon and felt
as though most of my life was lived outside of my body through a walkin or various walkins.
This is a battle in your consciousness and mental plane that you can see in someone as i
saw it happening in the mirror right in front of my face. .

I've had my living room fill with orange light,had lucid dreams of a proboscis astrolabe
going around the outer membranes of my brain removing/tweaking it, This was like an
astrolabe and sounded like a lightsaber.

Sara Adams was the one holding my body down in a chair with her black eyes while a
mother reptilian being licked the information out of my brain. Since this is where the vital
information is and also the glandular complexes. This reset me so to speak. I woke up
and the power went out in my house. I went to school and had the lights flicker over my
head every where i sat until the power went out at school too. I've had many burn marks
on my back, cuts in my mouth, missing time and a swollen ovum. Due to the hybridization
program. One of my aunts had three missing days and thought aliens were hammering on
her legs with mallets. I've had , incision marks, and etheric implants removed. Or at least
neutralized.

i ended up spending the night at my grandparents house one night and was brought into an
old steel trailer outside. I was sleeping inside on a couch my gr grandmother had died on
andn he came out and then asked my grandmother who was lying down for a ring on her
finger. She didn't want to give it to him but she did anyways.

Later on when i had lost this ring which was used for the Anti christ ceremony he asked me
where the ring was in the dark garage one day with the door shut and put his hands around
my neck. I lost consciousness and then just remembering the garage door opening up and
my brother standing there.

i was given a drug that had two tiny puffs and forced to eat some bloody meat or what i
thought was. i was left there in a circle and saw other kids there which were no more than
the demon layering and two black djinn outside of the circle lurking.the djinn later on loved
to put my brother upside in his room and stare at him with red eyes. I knew this was going
to be awful and had an indian princess alter with me for the night.She was sitting beside me
in the circle and i told her to be me before my grandfather came back in the trailer. i was
crawling on my hands and knees and stumbled with his help into the back room.
she wasn't strong enough though so i had to make more. my legs were electroshocked. He
was sitting beside me with this brown box and spoke in a Henry Kissinger type voice saying
it would make me stronger.

He had me wrapped in a blanket and taken to the car in the driveway and put in the back
seat. There were now two men in the car in the front.
I was brought to the masonic temple by him and our satanic inbred monarch neighbor guy
named henry truman whose last name was changed to Staves. He was named after the
president. and said he was the president's cousin. This man married his first cousin and
their daughter and son were retarded and would have sex in the living room. His first son
Leroy was killed. His wife controlled him and she looked like a child eating hybrid. I saw
him strangle his daughter in the living room with a phone cord because for some reason i
was over there when he came home for work. He got me out of the house after telling me
not to tell anyone. They had two pug dogs with two different colored eyes. And they all
smelled like death too.

We called our neighbor Harry and he was disbanded from his genealogical family but still
did work for them , or he'd be killed too. My dad thought he was a nice little man. Anyways,
after this ride, i was in a blanket and felt like a puppet as my grandfather was saying "I'm
speaking to ...and would say my name which he couldn't even pronounce correctly and
telling me i won't remember anybody's faces, this was only a dream, etc...with his fucking
pocket watch again.

I was relieved there were other kids there until i realized i was in competition with them. . I
remember an irish girl named and an italian girl , probably picked from pure lines and
zoroastrian lines or popery. This was a big happening. i saw a cop at the door i was in and
knew it was a game as my grandfather was standing outside the door. There was a
wardrobe closet so i couldn't tell if it was real cop or not.

.It could've been a different cop than the one we had encountered in our past, but i'm not
sure. the cop sat down next to me and asked me which one of my parents i wanted to call
and i said ,..."Well, probably my dad but i'm ok and i'm with here with my grandfather".
He said i was a smart little girl but he put he pushed my hair around my ear with his fingers
and still abused me too. I remember asking him to stop and i was sore but ritual abuse is
designed to break you so you'll give in to anything.

They were trying to make a dark alter so i got abused again by my grandfather and he was
looking for the change. i pretended i was a couple of other names, and that i liked this
character Mickey (my grandfather's boxing name) which is only code for illuminati sex slave
but, he said he would know if i had changed. He said if i did what he wanted he would be a
real grandfather. i wanted to believe that but i knew he was lying so i got abused again.
i was left there sitting and thinking and didn't want to change myself anymore in any way or
win this other game i was in now and just finally couldn't take it anymore.

I put my hands in my head sitting on the bed and I took all of my rage and all of my
sufferings and all negative energy i had accumulated or could even think of that existed in
this life into my being like a wellspring and changed. He came in the door and i started
hitting his chest and saying i was going to kill anyone who gets in my way and i wanted
blood.

He smiled and we were off. We were in a room . i had a red and black robe on. i was tested
with porcelain face mask programming. Had wax melted on my face and a lady pretend she
saved me and put a mirror in front of my face. , i was tested with psychic abilities and
transferred thoughts to my brother saying " you have to pass this or you'll be killed. " Then
they would ask him what he had heard.

I was put through the coffin and hating God for abandoning me by not finding my name in
the book of life, and was cut on my left hand and my name written in blood
. I Had to look him in the eye when my hand was cut because he could control me with his
eyes and I didnt feel the pain then. They wore masks and were going in and out of my sight
due to herbs or small amounts of drug i was given.
I had makeup put on my face and could tell for the first time my grandpa was nervous about
something.. i was told to cover my scar above my eye with my bangs as the Grande Mother
woman came down who looked just like Marina Abramovic and looked at us. i tilted my
head and looked at her feeling my surges of energy radiating from my body because i knew
i would be picked. I was a blonde haired grey eyed Germanic merovingian and gave in to
this world. The good thing is that if you come from certain multigenerational incest lines you
won't have many visible scars but the bad thing is that you end up keeping all the scars
inside mostly. They know how to abuse you without leaving big physical marks. He was
talking to a woman and had papers. Her face was interested I could tell. I think I was
chosen and he was showing her A file of some sort. May be my genealogy or something
else. I don't know.

They do blood oaths with you and even sacrifices in your name so you think there is no
turning back and that God can't help you. They put their hands over yours to try to get you
used to the fact that you are doing what they are doing.

I was then taken to the top level that looked like a courtroom almost with a white balcony of
chairs and was standing there doing the ceremony of the antichrist with my grandfather as
we kissed eachothers "fruits" in front of the cult, the kiss of the daughter (me being
apprenticed)
and i saw a picture of my mother on the altar. they mk ultra twinned us to do work as a pair
sometimes.so she would feel 1/4 of the pain and i would feel 3/4ths. The seal keeper took
our seals and our names in blood and gave them to Satan. i had wrote in a different
language so had two names on the table they were pleased with. the grande mother and
the druidic council. Three of my aunts were there in altar and didn't know who i was as my
grandfather stopped me right away.. People thought they were out drinking all night. My
whole world was shattering.

I then saw my grandfather standing there looking up. I could see his face elongate and
change as everyone was looking up. I heard a loud horn and cracking and whip like portal
open and saw the fires of hell open up in the ceiling. I was paralyzed with fear as i was
fighting my dark alter not completely taking over my consciousness and not having to draw
upon her until i absolutely needed to and promised myself i would never speak her name
again.

i saw serpent eyes come forth from this cloud looking and searching for all of us and claws
come over the cloud. I was told the only way out was to use the dagger and sacrifice two
twin boys that were by a hallway. my grandfather told me they use their organs and drain
their blood and my alter went along with it and was asking interesting questions..
their eyes were open and i think they put them in a comatose state because they didn't
make noises. There was a incinerator in the basement and i think they used this to burn the
bodies and then let the smoke go out in the rooftops into the city amplified by a rooftop of
huge antennas so the vibe spread throughout the downtown area.

The only way out was to do what my grandfather had shown me previously. His hands
were over my hands showing me where to stab over the body. Not too low but where the
heart was.

I was screaming at the top of my lungs in front of the sacrifice and passed out. i hated
switching alters or passing out cuz i'd always wake up in a different place or different time.
and couldn't find my way out . I was being pulled out this little black window by shadows
rushing by me. I opened up my eyes to see the cult having an orgy and pretended i was still
passed out., which i did again. I woke up in the back seat of the car in the blanket still as
there was what sounded like some kind of a fight outside. the birds were chirping and it was
almost sunrise. they were fighting over me it sounded like and i was in white tights now and
a dress and my grandpa made arrangements for the next programming after that. Delta
mode. Harry was talking in the front seat. .He was always wearing black.

I was in the car and he dropped our neighbor off at his house and i was gonna make a run
for it into my house but i realized how much of a puppet i had become. . There was a big
white apartment behind our house with pillars aways and Harry said he'd have to take me
there on a plane. I said ok because i didn't think the white house was far from my house. I
almost felt sorry for him because he said he had to do these jobs or he would be killed and
the plane was magical. I saw harry choke his wife and mentally handicapped with a phone
cord in a rage one day after school when i stopped in to see the pug dogs they had with two
different colored eyes. He told me i wasn't suppose to be there, tell anybody that i knew him
or who he was, and that the same thing could happen to my family. I never talked about him
since he was our next door neighbor and i was scared of him and his black occultic aura.
Anyways,
I woke up in the trailer and could feel evil behind me awake already. I was shaking with fear
and my grandfather said to turn around. I sat up and didn't want to see those eyes so
eventually forced myself to turn around. He was putting on a nice face and told me i had a
bad dream. I played along and said "whoo, thank goodness. not looking at him. " He didn't
believe me either so he pulled out the pocket watch. then he lied and said we were playing
a game with the pocket watch last night and it was only a dream.I hated seeing it because i
knew he was taking part of my life away each and every time he used it. He told me it was
just a dream over and over. I knew something was still wrong because we went out the door
and he asked me if i wanted a bowl of cereal. i got a bowl in the kitchen and was eating it
and trying to act normal even though this monstrous lurking intense eyed psychopath was
staring at my every move as i ate.

He still wasn't sure and ended up spilling my cereal all over the floor and making me clean it
up as i could barely pull myself together. then he watched me fall apart under the kitchen
table while he was sitting in a chair making sure i didn't ruin his secret life or disempower
him in any way. I got myself together and then sat outside in some leaves.

the next night my dad picked me up and i almost fainted in his truck and there was a pocket
knife on the dashboard. I pretended i had cut my hand on the knife and he asked if i was
okay and looked really worried and asked me if i was sick. I couldn't break programming
with my mom and said what my grandpa had asked me to -That i had cut my hand outside
playing. My dad was suspicious and was fighting with my mom in the kitchen and acting like
he did not want me going there. then the next thing you know he's working with my grandpa
for a couple weeks and got reprogrammed. I was horrified and praying my dad would see
the yellow eyes come out in my grandpa or the pocket watch but he didn't. we secretly loved
and despised each other deeply knowing somewhere in ourselves what was happening to
us.

My mom would have nervous breakdowns all the time on top of grandma and laughing
seizures topped with cluster migraines that would knock her out and be telling people she
didn't know what was wrong with my dad and that it was like he just couldn't understand
what she was going through or anyone for that matter. ONe night she put me and my
brother in an upstairs room with her for the night and had an ice cream bucket out. She had
a oil lamp and put a tall dresser in front of the door so we couldn't get out. She said we had
to stay up there all night with her and if we had to go to the bathroom we had to pee in the
bucket. We had to do this because we were pretending to be in the olden days and she
needed us to understand what it was like being raised dirt poor and that we couldn't imagine
what it was like. Me and my brother tried sneaking out several times during the night and
pushing the dresser away from the door.

I had a bloody ring from the ritual and was told when i spun it one notch, stars would light up
in the master's house. it brought the panther altar in and wed hear a panther screaming
outside of our house. A black panther is one of my family's totem animals too so go figure.
Other people would hear it and i'd act crazy like a cat and bit my older brother in the arm
pretty hard one night. I was sitting outside with my brother and asked him if he could keep a
secret. He said yes. I showed him the ring, and he jumped away. i was told by the cult my
heart was gone and if i kept the ring and stone they replaced it with id get my heart back
one day.

I kept throwing the ring in the air and saying "CAtcha falling star and put it in your pocket,
save it for a rainy day....." and looking up in the air to see if my heart had come back. i could
see a red line connecting and being energized off of this ring. My brother couldn't figure out
what i was doing and said i wasn't myself and was worried. he had forgotten about even
knowing about the cult. the ring would call out for power in my bedroom window and make
things move at night and he was scared of it. it would link me to my grandparents house
and i'd start seeing statues in my room and objects. Objects can be enchanted and the cult
can visit your astrally. Or through animal spirits.

My brother talked to my cousin and they knew how scared i was. My cousin and him
convinced me to take the ring in the back of our house where the train track was and i
wouldn't give it to them but they were bigger than me. Finally i gave in and we put the ring
on the train track with tape. the train came and we closed our ears and it smashed the ring
apart.as we all were shaking. i was freaking out and my cousin asked me if they were gone.
I looked down the train track and still saw spirits , and a woman coming back and a red line
in the air. my cousin knew they weren't gone because of the look in my eye. My other
cousin, brother, and me all held hands by the train track and my brother reluctantly did
because he still didn't think god was with him yet,

She said you have to do what nanny said, (my other decent grammar that my mother kept
away from us) and we all shouted holding hands "In the name of God, leave us alone, in the
name of Jesus leave us alone. !!!! over and over until i couldn't see any spirits. That day we
won too and we were gods little angels .

My mother didn't like my born again grandparents who were praying for me. They barely
ever saw us. My mother ripped me from a bathtub i was sitting in with my cousins once
and started yelling at that side of the family to Never take her daughter again! . This was
her neurotic mind acting out. They were a safe place for me and loved me sincerely but
this wasn't part of the programming and could possibly break my programming so they were
a threat. Another time she panicked in a camper with me and accidentally shot off a gun
through the roof as i stood there shaking. She almost ran us over a bridge one winter
because she'd get mad and race the car with her temper. Sometimes she would pull my
hair out when she was brushing it because she said her nerves were shot. She would say
my hair was hideous tried taking a bath with me until i was 12. In her mind she did no
wrong though. She never thought shed been through abuse and wasn't capable of abuse
but simply made mistakes.
The letters kept coming through now. She threatened a woman with a knife who was trying
to buy a camper from her because she thought she was flirting with my father and other
neurotic things.

As a failsafe i would go into my parents room and there was a circular slide show projector.
Two of the slides kept sticking out to me in my mind so to make myself feel better i would
rearrange the slides over and over again compulsively to keep the two traumatic slides
(representing my files) or memory reminders on opposite sides of each other so they'd
never touch and come to know each other and i could stay safe in my mind. I would see my
face go black and blurry by age 3 in their mirror and then have black outs.

I would be at the airport 4 blocks down the street at night with a breeze and before id get on
a plane i'd pretend in my head i was a celebrity to deal with what was happening to me. my
grandfather was my handler, had my birth certificate, and said he was my guardian.
i was always in a red shirt and could see my grandfather's belt so i must've been 5 or 6. I
never could figure out why i would need a plane to fly to a place so close to home.

I felt like i was trapped with two monsters in an open space on a plane and they were
laughing at me because i was freaking out initially when we were up in the air feeling the
ground give way under my feet and then they abused me on the plane and i fell asleep in a
quilt on the side of the plane somewhere.

The only memories of what i think was the white house was watching dracula in a room by
myself and being a circular room that had bright light in it and them pretending they didn't
like my grandfather and i could trust them more. for the first time in my life i wanted to stay
there and hold my grandfather's hand even though i knew it was a reptilian hand because i
knew i wouldn't like what i was about to see beyond that door. A woman that looked just
Hillary Clinton opened the door for me. .I stood in the middle and felt my essence radiating
off of me and saw these people in chairs staring at me in awe. My stomach dropped and i
got the distinct feeling THEY FOUND ME. 6 of them.

This felt like a curse of the 6 gods being ganged up on, I was, crying and saying I didn't do
anything. and tied to a chair. He raped me from behind in the chair and said It was the only
way it was going to work. I walked up to each person sitting in the chairs afterwards and
one man I was face to face to said" what do u see?" and i'd have to stare at each one of
their faces/eyes and say i didnt see non humans which was a lie until i was hypnotized
enough to maybe believe i didn't by the time i was sent home. This was the first time i had
holograms in front of me and could understand them. They read pages of end times
programming to me. Some of these altars I may never meet since they create one and
dump them in concentration camps so the mind believes their memories are dead.
This might have happened at montauk too. there were six chairs and i was tested in each
chair with one person and me in the room and had to stare at each person in the chair one
chair at a time.

I realize now what i witnessed was what's now coined Pizza Gate with a lot of human
trafficking and pedophilia rings going thru the white house of debauchery. The de facto
powers have since moved to Denver and the White House is nothing but a house of sin and
lies. The pentagon a prison for the worst of the worst. The language was fast and smooth
and i couldn't understand the words. they downloaded files into my head with each stroke of
the pocket watch consecutively so i got it down good by the time i was at the last chair and
was tired. , each one hypnotizing , another reading verbally and with holograms. they did
not like the fact of how much i could see.
They wanted to make sure i was programmed properly and told me their thoughts were my
thoughts, they knew every thought i would think and these were very important missions for
my own security and theirs. ONe man put me backwards on the chair and raped me and
said he had to and it was the only way it would work. I think i made three altars that day.
I had to laugh with the woman outside of the door that i ever thought my grandpa was
anything other than a man and that i loved him and would continue. He told me i had to
close my eyes and not remember this place etc.

I walked out with him and looked up at him with my eyes closed to show him how obedient i
was and two men opened the door outside for us and there was a tree outside in a circle
and i went down the steps and was happy to breathe the air outside
. I still dont know what the layers of this white house chair programming was about or if it
had to do with janus programming. i was shown movies on a screen by the time i was in first
grade of a father killing his children and would go into trances and scare my teachers and
classmates when i would sit in a circle in class sometimes. The reptilians can manipulate
your time frame, enter your dream scape, and try to pull you into an alternate universe
amongst other things they try .

I had psychic communication or nano communication via microwave frequencies after that
with beings. I could hear their thoughts in my head , instructions.probably having to do with
the brain implant that causes slight ptosis in the left eye. I would be mislabeled primarily in
the top part of my parent's barn. Dr green or someone similar to that taught me to drink bird
blood. I built a birdhouse with bricks and put two pigeons in it. Covered any window and
was scared that If I didnt prove myself/embrace my dark side and do what they asked me
to do i'd be in trouble or taken again. I went in there after talking to the dr. green figure and
killed the birds . they were on the ground and I told my brother they had died due to lack of
sunlight and flew into the wall. He saw the blood and was mad at me and that my voices
aren't real . sometimes we didnt have similar experiences. I have a memory of being in
dulce as a child with curved hallways.

I was in the kitchen once with my sister who was on the phone fighting with her boyfriend.
She was making french fries in a deep fryer and i was practicing pyro kinesis with my mind
as i watched the flame. She was making fun of me saying i was acting like a weirdo and
talking about me to her boyfriend. She made me mad and walked away. I was playing with
flame and making it rise higher until it crept into the pot and started on fire. The whole
kitchen got burnt and i she ;threw me outside to run to the neighbors and tell him there was
a fire. I saw my neighbor in a field and and he was planting a tree.

I just watched him and he asked if my house was on fire and a cat got my tongue. I never
knew what to say or who to trust or who to even look in the eye and i'm still not sure who
called 911. The fire dept came and i was outside with a stuffed animal and an oxygen mask
on. A lady programmer came around the corner and talked to me . I thought i had done
well. She disappeared. I would often talk to people outside or people that could appear thru
walls and give me instruction.

Prior to this i was being programmed in my barn . i set up a classroom up there and was
learning German from a woman with black hair. I'd spend the whole day up there. I called it
the Milab barn later in life. I went through angel of death programming. I was told that me
and the other kids were chosen to save the human race. We would be transformed into
angels. /they would leave my family alone and not want me to hurt them anymore.

They used my guilt of the things id done against me and i believed there was no turning
back. They said my parents God was unjust , no one would accept me if they knew what i
had done, and that they were stronger because they proved it to me because they could
take me at any time. They said we were going to save humanity and were being trained to
do this. They use books like Urantia and Oahspe that are counterfeit scripture from the
luciferian councils to trick a child. I went back up to the barn when i was told and i thought i
was going to become a n angel that day. I stood in the middle of it and i hid a book i had
written in in the sides of the barn. I felt lighter and saw the two windows of the barn get
brighter and brighter and i was lifted up and then i got scared. I wondered if my brother
would ever remember me again and my family .

I felt my body or soul being smashed into little pieces and then i was squatting in the middle
of the barn holding my head. I felt my neck snap up and i had a walk in of Ra since then. I
went into the kitchen where my mother was standing. I saw in my head her being stabbed in
the kitchen by me. And then a white light over my head, people in the room now and a film
covering my body so this was probably an implanted or cover memory. . My mom said I
had changed after that and she was waiting for her little girl to come back. I had nightmares
since then of my inner child being held in a basement at our old house where this started
and the room was ice cold with black smears all over the walls. I would try to rescue the
child sitting on the bed and away from the enemy but i couldn't. I've heard my name spoken
into my head by a serpent voice clear as a bell too after that. It only happened once and i
rebuked it. This was at the time i did soul retrieval work and was healing. This type of
martyr program is used on kids to get them to be used by the dark side. Satan was the
serpent voice who spoke into his son Lucifers head in the garden since Satan is a seraphim
in the third heaven still. He doesn't want the world to get what's he's doing so likes to keep
christians especially in the dark. As much as he can since the body of CHrist is in dire need
of healing and wholeness.

One other night i was out with my grandfather. I didn't want to go. He took me in the car and
told me the rules. We picked up a boy from a playground near by while i was in altar and he
told me to scream really loud while the boy watched me supposedly get raped once we got
him in the car , if he didn't do what he wanted my grandfather threatened him.
,I'm not sure if it was a different time or different child that He ended up picking the boy
again the next day after fear had been coursing through his veins of his own family being
hurt if he didn't meet us again. I had to go out into the playground behind a school that he
raped me at in his car sometimes.

I had to be in alter and play with the boy and would go to my grandfather's car while he was
reading a paper and told me what to do next. I remember saying to the boy My name
starts with J too. and trying to make him laugh. I told him we were going to go to Dairy
Queen to get ice cream . He killed the boy outside of the car on a long dirt road.. I was
sitting in the car while still in alter and heard his neck snap i think. the headlights were on
and i don't know where we even were. I resisted learning this and then I was outside of the
car , my hand was on the knife inside of the boys side being instructed by my grandfather's
voice. .

I freaked out and backed away when i came to and watched this vampiric entity inhabiting
my grandfather's body eat the glands of this boy and then some in his head. All time stood
still for me and i could feel my mind literally splitting in half at that moment .
I kept saying "God forgive me" and i saw my grandpa stand up but all i could see was this
entity's bloody face charging at me saying "I want to eat your glands. You have the blood of
Christ..with a hiss in his voice. When he said this, i don't know. I . ..I screamed "No
Grandpa, you can't kill me!!" .and in an instant i felt a burgundy shield around me.

There was a man standing there out of nowhere whose feet didn't touch the ground so i
thought i was dreaming and wondered how this man could walk so fast to get there. He
had dark hair and shining eyes and a reddish/green shirt coming off of him with waves in
front of me..I was instantly filled with a warmth and calm and my mind was healed. he
said my name and brought me back into my body and reality . then he said "Fear not. This
sin will be absolved as well, and this boy's life will be redeemed." i didn't know what that
meant but i felt i was forgiven somehow and back in my own mind set.

. My grandpas reptilian eyes the minute he looked at this-the man jutted away and
disappeared. I saw my grandfather as a man standing there and they stared at eachother
for a second and Archangel Michael turned around and was gone. I believe my grandfather
was in full reptilian possession at this point and would've killed me with a knife out of blood
rage or lust and when i called out God forgive me! he sent the best and saved my life.

Archangel michael is still hanging around me to this day and purifying me.
We drove back and i was feeling empowered and hopeful and faithful for the first time that i
would make it out of this mess. I think i said aloud "I'm going to grow up to be something
special" and my grandpa smacks me across the side of my head and says "YOU think
you're pretty special , don't you?" I said "i wouldn't do that again if i were you or i'll call upon
to michael to stop you again" My grandpa was pissed and nervous and kept driving. i had
never found my voice with him and it felt great. For the first time in his car i was smiling on
the inside and out.

The next night or time i happened to be there, we were sitting on the kitchen table with my
grandma. We were hungry and i saw my grandpa sitting in the living room in his work
clothes. then a few minutes later i felt something staring at me and looked over and saw the
sinister face of the orange reptile sitting upright staring directly at me. I pretended i didn't
see it. He was up to something. He told my gramma she couldn't eat until he got back and
to stay at the table. We had one puzzle and me and my brother loved it when we could talk
to her , even though she was buried so deeply in the life she had to live.

We snuck a cookie each and asked her why she couldn't leave. She laughingly cackled in a
low voice " probably because he'd kill me." he had broke her jaw before and was walking
around with a gun one night wanting to kill her and somehow always got her back.

She had 16 pregnancies and was a slave. after he died even, wed have to whisper in her
ear, "Grandpa, get the fuck out of her" so we could bring her consciousness into the light
and talk to her and cheer her up. i did a healing on her as an adult and my hand felt like it
was on fire.In the nursing home she talked about rattle snakes being outside everywhere
and would talk to herself in the mirror. we tried to convince her to leave but she thought
she couldn't. My brother was happy and turned on a tv channel. All we found was some
serious show.

My grandpa came back hours later and had McDonalds in his bag. He gave us some and
looked right at me to get me back for the michael incident and said "What did you think i
was out killing kids?" and smiled. I was so hungry but all i could see was what my grandpa
had now triggered in my brain and sunk into despair again. My brother tried to cheer me up
and i ate one fry choking it down with my tears. I heard the t.v. and thought someday
somebody will hear my story and air it on a lifetime show about the little girl who killed with
her grandfather or the little girl who got killed by her grandfather

Another time him and my mom were suppose to pick him up in the morning. We got there
and he made sure i had a purse even though i was a kid.,two changes of clothes etc. I had
a couple drawers there in the living room and changed in shame there . I had no privacy
ever. even though i was a kid,. I had to wear lipstick and my mom said spitefully, "She
does not wear makeup".

We all sounded like barking dogs when we tried to challenge him , but somehow he could
keep a room full of people in line. and we retreated back into ourselves. The look in our
eyes going from fighting for victory in pure disdain to succumbing into blank states. my
mom.---He put her in place and we did some" training" in the bedroom. my brother was
there and i thought they were practicing wrestling moves until i remembered i had to be
strong enough to push him off me and grab the knife in his hand., then we got good enough
to grab two knives . we told our dad we'd been wrestling with grandpa. Hed make us do
unimaginable things while in alter and laugh while we'd break free once in awhile and say
we'd kill him if we ever remembered this.

. He tried making me do lesbian shit eating with my mother as she squatted backwards and
she'd laugh almost like when shed go in a trance standing up and have laughing seizures
and keep saying "I don't know what i'm doing" over and over. and i decided i'd rather be an
assassin than do that. He made us take out the garbage bags..

These tactics are still used by the CIA and MK ultra hollywood programmers especially.
Even if u did good training you would still have to defecate or urinate on a towel on the floor
like a dog. he would be laughing as i was dry heaving through this. . We sounded like a
pack of barking dogs if we ever tried challenging him and he somehow could control us all.
Wed go there with the intent in our minds to stand up for ourselves and then get shot down.

I saw my brother , me , and my mom all at once start to yell and resist him , but somehow
we were silenced and looked at each other in disbelief. He could do it just sitting in his chair
without even standing up threatening us. When it wasn't my turn one of my aunts was
sitting in a chair next to me in the living room and she kept staring into space and shaking
her head saying I can't believe we're wrestling now,....what next like it was a fun activity
or game we were engaged in or something when the reality was we were fighting for our
lives while being raped and tactically pulling knives out of the hands of a psychopath.

My brother would go with my aunt in a separate car. Next thing you know were in the
cities and my mom is in a house .Me and my grandpa are eating turkey sandwiches outside
in the car ( my mom always made one lunch for my dad and one for my grandpa) and hes
showing me a couple knives and moves and i said " i won't do it. " I go into the house and
start foreplay with this old guy who was probably the head of one of these "clubs" and the
guy is telling me how beautiful i am and licking my ears and making me sit up.
My face is getting red and he's feeling my body and telling me as he's pointing out to the
videocamera that there is a world out there who worship me and that i'm a goddess.

When he throws me down just as my grandfather taught me i know somehow exactly at the
time it says on the clock what to do and push the man off my neck as he was getting
aggressive and like a panther and slaughtered him. With blood on my face and body and
black eyes i let the dark altar i hated so much speak to the videocamera and felt the
invisible world i was trapped in looking back at me. That's why my grandpa insisted i bring
two pairs of clothes.I remember being so nervous about the fact i had to have two pairs of
clothes and i could tell it made my mom nervous too. But we knew we couldn't do anything
about it. One pair was in the back of his car in the window. This was a system he had also
done with others. When it was over i was crying in his arms and said "He could've killed
me" and he said he was proud of me. ,and was calling me a different name and put my
clothes in a garbage bag . (my mom brought me a set of clothes to put in the back window)
suspiciously before this happened and hed always tell me what to do next. He gave me
scripts to run on my mother.

I had a paper and kept looking at the clock when we were driving home and
had to say certain things at a certain time that didn't even make sense but we're command
words to get us home safely and alive because we were threatened to spend the rest o f our
lives in prison if we did not. or if i didn't pull through mind controlling my mother.

Me and my mom drove back and she was panicky and i had a piece of paper to keep telling
her what to say and do and how to get home. she didn't know why her gas tank was empty.
she couldn't even stop for gas and we were coasting home on fumes. I looked in the mirror
and said i hate your face and that i was disgusting and told myself i wouldn't get baptized
until the "master" was dead. I had to fight the alters but I know that some of them took
control of my mind /left side of face as I could see them sometimes in the mirror. This is also
called left eye of horus programming and you overcome the attachment psychically or it
takes over you. I looked in the mirror and saw my face blurring and i said I hate you to the
dark altar that had slipped past some of the blurring.

He didn't like the fact that my mom complained that her gas tank was low, even she had no
recollection of the event. He knew he couldn't keep using us and eventually decided to
reprogram us. We somehow got to be at an old dental office in downtown. It was up a long
flight of stairs and with a dentist that he pretended to know from his past coincidentally. I
saw him give the dentist a notepad and the dentist had a pocket watch too. He was a
Catholic Knights templar and sang me and my mom both love songs and told me if he was
40 yrs younger ......in a flirtatious conversation.

I flirted with him and asked him if he filed my teeth like a vampire that i'd give him a kiss.
I was gonna use those vampire teeth later on to bite his head off. He did file them down a
bit and i was pleased with that. I d get panicky when i was in the waiting room at this place
and it smelled like medication that knocks you out and heavy laughing gas always. When
i'd look at the clock or he'd say something under his breath behind the desk I'd freeze. I
couldn't move my head or hardly speak until he called me . My mom barely noticed for
some reason. /there was sometimes just a couple other people there. At the times i was
there i'm not even sure they were real patients.

He put me under. . i was still conscious in my mind but my body drugged and couldn't move.
My mom had left for lunch with my grandpa and i don't know where the receptionist was. He
tortured and raped us and i kept praying God get me through this in my mind. i thought i had
six teeth pulled out at the dentist different times is what my mind always told me afterwards
but this wasn't the case. He was getting started and started in with my toes. He said he was
going to pull my toenails out. He knew i could hear everything and i couldn't help but pull up
the dark altar (a panther like alter) after my hand was down his pants and he was sitting
close to me .

I woke up feeling like i had black ende eyes and growled at him as he jumped back on his
chair but still looked like he wanted to kill me. Dental torture is used in Mk Ultra
programming . it was too late and at the end of the torture but i managed to move my head
at the end and scare him at least. the sick bastard even left the thought that if i'd ever have
the memory awakened i wouldn't be able to stop getting off .

Me and my mom left that dental office the last day after being reprogrammed old school by
god knows who and my grandpa panting trying to hold on to the rail and get down the stairs.
We both knew something was wrong though. our mouths hurt and we felt sick to our
stomachs. my mom was in distress and told me to help my grandpa down the stairs. As if
what i had been through wasn't bad enough, then i was expected to help the son of a bitch
down the stairs. i barely tried to help but he leaned on me as hard as he could anyways.
When we got home my mom had bruises inside of her thighs and put her hands on her face
and said "this is gonna sound crazy, but i think the dentist did something to me " and
pointed to her bruises and other crotch area. I was hopeful something would come about it
and i said "it probably did" i told her to call the cops .

She was thinking about it and when i thought she was going to hours later, she had
convinced herself not to. i asked her why she let him control her life and called and talked to
us everyday. She just replied "cuz he's my dad" snottily. One of her alters is really
immature , and sticks her tongue out at you and says mean and nasty things to you.

His magus like power was draining his physical body so he came over for thanksgiving with
his cane once and had to eat in a separate room from everybody. I had to give him a plate
of food and was shaking when i went in the other room. I got to get bolder by 10-11 yrs old
thought and prayed hed die all the time and sent all my energy back at him instead of
getting angry at others. He started having strokes and i was alone with him in his living
room one day and told him his game was almost up and said everything i wanted to him
until my aunts came in. He ended up almost dying in his black programmers chair of
multiple strokes. And then in the hospital as my gramma pretended to faint to get attention.
He wanted me to carry on that work. When he died i was relieved that all the little pieces he
had taken from all of us might one day be returned. i told my mom i was glad he was dead
and that he tortured me for years. She said that was an awful thing to say and i didn't go to
his funeral. i hoped someone would see a huge reptilian in the casket and give me one
ounce of sympathy or a call, but nobody did. and those were the first Days of Our lives
being an Old Ice and keeping my ability to see with my little old eyes
I don't know what was worse, remembering my blocked childhood or in trying to tell my
father heart to heart what had happened. He was irate yelling in my face my memories are
wrong.

Its times like these that you have to rely on your father in heaven for your comfort, strength,
healing , and well being. God did not give us a spirit of fear but of a sound mind.
And to have :

Peace that passeth all understanding since Christ is the prince of peace. Gods the author
of our salvation and created us to love him in fellowship. If satan can take that away from
God and his flock that is the family of God than it does grieve heaven along with this type of
Baal worship and mystery of iniquities that existed 2000 years ago since Lucifer lured Eve
away from the center of the Garden and corrupted the human family and animal kingdom
even into a fear based existence that kills each other.

God holds us by the hand when we draw closer to him and the only thing that separates us
from him is when we believe all the lies about ourselves and about life that comes from the
enemy. Then we push away the Holy Spirit and all the fruits of the spirit. I'm alive today
because God saved me several times and kept me going. , communicated to my spirit even
if it was held captive by the illuminati and had a plan to relinquish me from the enemy. God
has always said he came here to set the captives free and he still does . His grace has
manifested itself not only through me but through my children that he gave to me , that
really saved my life too from the throes of depression . He knows were not given more than
what we can handle. His trials are for our own growth. He can't tempt us with evil. Only the
enemy throws unnecessary wrenches in our works when we don't have God's hedge of
protection and causes uis to sink deeper and go into forgetfulness causing us much pain

God knows our personality traits, the hairs on our head , what we need before we even
ask,because he has wonderfully and fearfully made us. Each of us unique, each of us
having gifts, and each of us having the ability and good desire in our natures to know that
we were made to glorify him and bring his countenance here through us. A Lot of the mind
control may be overwhelming or hard for some to wrap their heads around but it's an
ongoing battle. Satan influences our military industrial complex, people in high places,
principalities, rulers, power in high places, some of which we never see or know even
exist. This is political because politicians sell their soul daily for power and greed. Their is
no truth in them.
They lie about everything. They transgender their own children. They are the product of
Cain's line. Which Lucifer took and raised from Eve's womb.

WE aren't here to perpetuate war, create genocide, strife and endless inequality and
suffering on this planet where there's plenty of everything to go around. This is divisive
tactics the enemy has used against us keeping us ignorant of our true natures. The elect
have been deceived because they are worldly and don't even realize it.

We're here to exalt goodness. To show the way that Christ showed us to the Godhead.
We're here to exemplify beauty, to walk in peace, to be stewards of earth, caretakers of one
another, honor our creator, prepare ourselves for the next life, experience joy,
to not get lost in snares the devils laid out for you, to lift eachother up, and not forfeit our
first estate like the fallen ones did.

This can be an incredibly evil world but i'd like to believe if given a chance without frequency
control television programming etc. , most people are still good. Once they take the
blinders off.

When god makes us a new creation, when we are born again, living not in this beast
system, we are delivered from its bondage. Well still experience hard times and measures,
but we have the assurance and promises of God that is faithful and true. God holds us in
his hands and our names are written in the book and the seal of the house of Yehovah is
written in our foreheads.

Sometimes people in their search for the truth get so caught up in exposing the darkness of
this world they begin to get obsessed and in that obsession can become inadvertently
hateful or even evil. We also need to occupy our mind with the mindfulness of God, prayer,
praise and worship to offset its influences as watchmen. Awareness is crucial to our survival
here and understanding how the enemy works but when awareness is not tempered with
God's spirit, wisdom the higher mind which is the heart , can lead you astray. Or lead you
into doubt. Just like the tree of the knowledge of good and evil mixing a truth with a bunch
of lies. It's only through the holy spirit and the sword that we can pierce through deception
and ask God to reveal to us the truth in all things.

There's much illuminati propaganda aimed at erasing God out of the pictured equation
pridefully with their clever words and findings. People are hungry for truth and justice so
they believe disinformation and start doubting God's word. All Gods outside of christianity
are only mimicking Yeshua. They counterclaim everything here as their own in this world of
deception. Alien means a lie in us. I was involved with the new age movement and it is full
of deception. The bible speaks of binding the pleiades cluster even and losing the belts of
Orion.

This is where the war in heaven started and came here. These beings have been here all
along pretending to be millions of miles away and claiming noonie in the so called
universe don't know a god and they just simply try to find a source..this is a lie from the
abyss. If a being like an alien was saved they would assuredly know who God is. And not
deceive mankind that the crucifixion was a hoax by them playing good cop bad cop , in this
case good alien bad alien Games

This is a great falling away and a strong delusion. They want a counterfeit ascension with
a counterfeit messiah. They will be bound like the watchers were bound. All these
followers. That are belittling Christ the real messiah. The sweet lying tongues of the
pleiades sugarcoat their teachings to appeal to the emotional vulnerability of humans.
Looking for a parent figures. Then they present themselves as helpers, saviours and then
as Gods.

It's only when we humble ourselves and come to Christ committing and covenanting with
christ that we have true potentiality to become like him .
This instant God attainment though any other means besides CHrist is the oldest lie in the
book. It creates a rift in the plan of salvation and pride in thinking you're already godlike.
The hybridization program soulless humans, synthetic humans, cloned humans, ascended
machinery etc. grieves heaven and will come to an end .

Every knee will bow and every tongue confess that Christ is Lord of the earth. Israel has to
be an example first because the first shall be the last and the last shall be the first. It is the
center of this flat like earth plane. It was documented in books like the occult reich that Hitler
was obsessed with beings from Aldebaran. This is the red star in the Taurus constellation
that is also used in programming. His creation of bioengineered greys were supposed to
be host bodies for the fallen angels and the first one was named Seitan. Snake, and human
dna along with other types of animal dna have been manipulated in the science labs of
many bases. This satanic power reach is more desperate than ever since they know their
time is coming to an end.

One only needs to research the VAtican and popery to see how compromised those powers
are and where they get their power from. Lying and deceiving work though changing our
thought perceptions and patterns. Into a dead light state so we can't see the real Christic
light in things but instead it's replaced with a false anti christic light and veneer. Were not to
worship the stars r anything in the terrestrial realm but seek for our treasures in the celestial
heavenly realms and we've lost sight of that. San Bernardino is the biggest film studio in
the world owned by NASA portraying the globe worship and lies about outer space. When
the bible says 62 times the earth is his foot stool and various noon globe words. Satna
wants the world in his hands. He wants the world to worship him and it started back in the
garden taking Adam and Eve's altar away from the one true God. Christ made it clear that
the kingdom of heaven is within and our channel to God.

God is right above us, never left us, watches us like grasshoppers, and science continually
tries to dismantle this. Christians are right in believing the world is 7000 years old but
they're not taking into consideration the pre Adamic period. The abominations of desolation
leading to the flood. Through civilizations like Summer and Atlantis. FReemasons even
illustrate the dome images and circumscribing and circumventing the dome.

We need to fortify our temples, heal our past wounds and transgressions, awake from our
deep adamic sleep and be who we were created to be. Hollywood is one of the hubs of MK
ultra , wher celebrities get assigned handlers and get split personalities from the handlers
and remain trapped in a vicious satanic cycle. The backmasking in music is used to creating
disturbing thought patterns causing confusion to the masses. Just as the druids tried to
control others with holly sticks Holly wood is another version of hypnotic spell casting.
Those who speak out get replaced, targeted or killed. JFK was our last real president and
what we have now is basically AI driven copies.

All these things will be brought out into the light and the elite will want to hide under every
mountain and rock in the end. When the bases are purged and their strongholds and secret
hiding places discovered. I look forward to the day when the Church of Satan in California
is destroyed as well as all the other lairs and nests of abominations. We need deliverance
prayers and spiritual warriors pouring out prayers to save the children and people trapped in
dark places. People being attacked by the enemy right now. I pray that somewhere
somehow someone will find them I pray God will send his servants , his angels, his
comfort to seek the missing out. And bring them home. Throughout the world.

The capstone of creation is the Edenic Restoration made possible through Jesus Christ. He
did the work here allowing us a way back to immortality. He was the greatest sacrifice this
world has ever seen or felt and yhet the world received him not. No matter how much my
soul has been spliced, my mind fragmented, my body torn, i have the assurance that i will
be whole again through this path. There is no other way home. I believe part of the tares
the bible speaks of is the hybrid children, soulless beings that are here walking among us.
The wheats and the tares living together. It will be God that divides them out.

Lukewarm christians he will spit out to his mouth . The fullness of the gospel received and
endowed upon us in heaven like a crown of your faith and reward. The real threat from
outer space is the returning of Jesus Christ. Satan's throne is in the antarctic or what
ancients called mt. meru. The high mountain that Satan took Jesus to and tempted him with
the kingdoms of the world. Ice will flow when he returns . this is one thing the mormons
have right but what they call the ten tribes returning with the ice flow is the nephilim. Giants
in cryostasis, the titans, etc.

The false messiah represents the false deliverance of Ra. the house of life vs the house of
death. The followers of the fallen angels have slowed their vibrations so low as humans
that they have become inhabited by parasitic beings. The globe lie was propaganda for the
evolution theory which supports the alien creators theory and the Big Bang that is all
accepted in public schools. This all leads to the fake alien invasion and allows for blue
beam and other covert technology and weather war programs to run their course in this
world.

As a teenager abductions still happened and other various things,:

I chose to share the earlier story of my life to illustrate the deceptive abilities of this warfare
that is still prevalent in this world and how to counteract it . Be ye as little children, pure of
heart and intent to open the doors of perception and heaven itself. if little children are
capable of seeing, knowing, fighting, and believing in themselves as much as i had to , think
about how powerful we are as adults now and in keeping that knowingness we will not
remain in the dark or fall prey to the traps of ignorance. Then we can serve ourselves and
others better. We are some of the prophecies coming true. We are the ones we've been
waiting for.

I am living proof that you can survive these horrendous crimes against the mind, body and
spirit. Taking sovereignty and dominion back of our selves is the first step in integrating the
whole. Like the moment when i had childlike innocence and could draw upon the strength
Of the principalities and powers of heaven, the beautiful thing in this life is that that
goodness can always be called upon and restored once the mind is healed and once you
come out of the storm you can see things clearly and understand the nature of these forces
in your maturity and ability to comprehend the complexity of them and know that you are an
infinite being. ..

A being full of more potential than you realize. Earth is a place we come to to graduate and
where we can feel all the multi layers of the fabric of the universe. It is the stage and has
many observers. No matter how alone any of us have felt or the degree of hell we've had to
experience, the fact remains that we were never alone. Gods hand is in and working
through all things and that is the omnipresent, omnipotent, and omniscient force that holds
this universe and staying true to that allegiance and state of being that is the path Yehoshua
paved for us to follow is salvation. He wants us to be his vessels so he can pour his spirit
into this world and be part of the heavenly armies, not to be unconsciously used in Satans
kingdom. You either serve the Lord Almighty here or you serve the enemy. Most people
don't get this concept out of apathy.
He rebukes because he is perfect and we are not but when we asked to be purified and
accept him fully then we can draw closer to his spirit and gifts.

The only true altar there is the altar of the Creator and pledging our alliance with that
untouchable and unmovable truth. We were created in the image of more than what we can
imagine and each one of us holds worlds inside. Knowing these truths brings us closer to
immortality in the realms of true Godly hood and kingship from Elohim's grace and the
wisdom that wants to bestow upon us after our trials and trails of tears are read out loud in
the courts of this wondrous
and beauteous universe.

Do you think God wouldn't allot you eternal life after creating the garden and plan for the
whole human family and then initiate a redemption plan to bring us all back into his
presence? The tree of life was meant for us because God loves us. The sacrifice of
Yeshua ha mashiach was meant to wake us all up because God loves us. He understands
us all in his divine right timing and perspective. These black projects are done to steal
essences of the children of God . The enemy's time is coming to an end and God allows
this time period to play out because his fulfilling of promises proves he is more powerful. His
dispensations will heal all of creation who remember and honor their creator. He knows the
beginning from the end and is the same yesterday , today, and forever. Its us who's moved.
Not him.

Much of the space program was nothing but lies. The planets i believe are names for fallen
Archangels. Who know the angles of things and aren't actual planes we physically walk on.
I believe we were used physically on missions here but astrally on missions above and
below the earth. They've mapped out the EM of the earth and human individuals , nodes
around the earth, and lay their blockages, monitoring devices around high peaking
energies, 33rd degree parallels, etc. and also in our bodies at specific points in brain
mapping and geomancy.

The AI has corrupted all networks here, modes of communication, and works thru synthetic
humans, leaders, and airwaves especially when there's black goo involved. This is a
fulfillment of prophecy about Satans air and water principalities. As Satan obsesses about
stealing souls daily and remotely controlling and taking over God's creations, so do his
minions that work in elite groups and military and government faculties throughout the
world. They have taken children and cut their heads off and hooked the psi ones up to AI
and speak through them. THis is the reality of beast tech. It is subtle and hidden in its
public uses and agendas but in the bases the science and mayhem is blatantly horrendous
because they don't hide their works of darkness as much deep down in the darkness.
When one is exposed to this over time it's easier to believe the lies that you are from a
strange planet or anything else they tell you. Their is no truth in them.

Cerebro started out as a natural link between a group of children then got hijacked by AI
streams like a virus. Whatever information they got out of children they tried to duplicate in a
synthetic or controllable form. There are chemicals to erase or induce memories far
stronger than sodium pentothal and elements used by Darpa that aren't on the periodic
table of elements. This is part of a trip chair experience. The moon is inside of the dome just
as the sun is. There was a time before the moon existed and there will be a time coming up
when the moon is taken out again. It has been used as a satellite observation system and
fencing system for hundreds of years. It blocks out and deflects plasma light. And has a
fake light system that isn't absorbed by the natural light of the heavens. It is dead space
now and a death star for the fallen angels. Who have been cast from realm to realm. To let
thine; ye be single and at one with the glory of God is to have his light and be able to
withstand his light and face as he allows through our life. He is a consuming fire and
concealed his presence to keep us safe through his prophets, not because he's hiding but
because if were in his full presence well die. We are fallen here and he is in heaven. We
become actual high citizens of heaven when we are redeemed but he still withholds his full
presence for our own sake.

In the montauk projects they used a group of children to remote view, to see into time
streams, to project themselves into time streams. Etc. Yeshua suffered these children to
come to him. He was waiting for us before we even got there and saw us more clearly than
we could see ourselves. He gave us strength to come back .allowed us to know and see he
is real even if it was through fallen angel tech, portals,wormholes, or other apertures that
are tapped into thru quasi physics/space/time /matter manipulation. Viewing devices. He
didn't and , wouldn't let us die, and it's part of how a group of us 80s kids survived. This is
how we became the anomaly that I can't figure out. Swerdlow is wrong when he says
adults could view or alter this time line. It was blocked off by the angels. Noone can
change the crucifixion. It is God's new covenant and God's law. Chronovisor and other
project tools are just futile attempts to become more like the mind of God. WE don't need
these devices when we actually have HIM. fallen beings cannot understand anything but
domination and control. They are blind. , deaf, and dumb. To heaven's will. They only knew
what they can do for self survival and strategic warfare tactics.

The Nelson base is connected from Blue Mountain Ontario to Blue Mountain BC. the base
is about 150 miles outside of Nelson itself and uses cloaking technology. The number 42
was on the wall there and other biblical numbers to confuse the kids being taught false
jehovah sciences. these sciences were taught straight from the Watcher files consortium
of secrets that were used to corrupt humanity. https://books.google.com/books?id=Qb-
J3KRtKBgC&pg=PA233&lpg=PA233&dq=secrets+of+q552+nelson+base&source=bl&ots=e
DsP_L5ZN8&sig=uUf-
fMxmZsL_jSC192tmBQVRpuw&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwihwsy0uqfWAhVnyoMKHSlQC
M0Q6AEIazAN#v=onepage&q=secrets%20of%20q552%20 nelson%20 base &f=false

http://www.theeventchronicle.com/study/list-secret-underground-bases-entrances/

http://donaldmarshall.proboards.com/thread/36/locations-probable-cloning-centres?page=2

1988 was a peak year for time travel experiments that were run by 4th reich members at the
bases. I have a memory of standing outside of Montauk and my grandfather or a clone also
there, dogs outside and children in cages. I was in the chair which had a probe come up to
your genital area and siphon your psi/sexual energy/kundalini channel to a directed point
with lights in what looked like tunnel vision to connect you and your frequency to a specific
point in space and time. The sounds that were made in the chair were like white noise and
similar to the sounds heard worldwide along with booms that are EM pulses creating small
quasars and create flashes of light in intensity. There were also white portals forming in the
floor that would swallow certain individuals who were distracted and not focused on a
reference point. Mental acuity and strength was the prevailing and saving factor for
survivors here along with ability to dissociate for attention directives remaining unhindered.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ua5PsspCK5M

http://unexplained.co/news/us-military-built-a-pyramid-with-all-seeing-eye-in-the-middle-of-
nowhere/5942/

The above link is also linked to a memory of mine where i thought i was taken off world by
Dracos and was hiding from this pyramid with another boy named Thomas. I was taken
inside and my arm put on an altar and a grid placed inside of it with a green light. Then
when id see the large black rectangular ship in the air is usually black out similar to the
feeling of the TRB3s. I believe many scenarios were created to make us think we were off
world when we weren't like dropping us in the Arizona Painted Desert or parts of the ocean.
The programmers are allowed to test any boundary in epigenetics, scenario creations, and
ascended machinery approvals which is perfected at Ascension Island.

This is only one plane and we have much more to level out and explore once earth receives
her paradisiacal glory and the choice is always there for us no matter how much opposition
and force we have to encounter.

We receive and transmit, we fought valiantly, and still are but the thing the elite fears the
most is the knowing that there are watchtowers of light and love pulling us out daily
stationed throughout all space and time and the knowing we have when we carry this higher
vibration suppresses their acts of survival and is what we need to hold onto dearly. when we
have a calling we need to act upon that whether you are commissioned by Christ to be a
spiritual warrior or whatever calling you have. if u have a message to give your throat
chakra will be binded at an early age etc and only awareness can unlock what's been done
to you and the Grace of God. There are other children and families who are having similar
experiences and if someone can recognize any of the signs, it might prevent them from
further traumas.

All the files that are stored in our brains is nothing in comparison to the amount of data we
can manage and understand and have control of once we use a larger portion of our brains,
increase our intelligence, and counteract any bad deed that's still affecting us. We may not
ever know everything we want to in this life but at least having the know how to carry inner
peace and shield yourself from the manipulation of the matrix of domination and control and
sever the strings that you may feel are still pulling you is what is priceless. the illuminati is
on
their way out and fear can't enter in when they try to come in. they always will as long as
theyre here so get out your full armour and stand guard and be awake and alive and pull as
many out of the rabbit holes as you can.

I got a classic old school but eccentric kind of programming done to me. My grandfather
even raised white rabbits and had my own mother primarily used against me while
pretending to others he was someone else. I strayed from God so many times and have
been church hurt, hurt by a so called christian father of my child, hurt by many exes, hurt
by society, hurt by life itself, but i know the only way to get through this life is by accepting
Jesus Christ into your heart and making him the Lord of your life because he understands
human suffering more than anyone and did what he did on this earth through the great work
he did so that we can cast our cares on him and get through this life with more fortitude and
the promise of heaven awaiting us.

I will never have all the answers but i've asked God to reveal only whats pertinent to me and
useful and leave the rest behind. Others have verified my involvement and I'll be tracked for
the rest of my life but i have that Blessed Assurance through my faith that I won't be taken
out unless God allows someone to. Just as there are demonic assignments sent to destroy
you I also believe God knew what he was doing by placing me in my family to end certain
cycles and do a great work, hes only allowed to let whats happened in my course happen
to the degree and depth my soul can handle trials and bring these cycles to a dissolution, to
help gather the elect, and become whole. Christ wants his body whole, his people, and he
wants his family together. I was given divine assignments predestined in the preexistence
as well as many children who were involved in these situations. I was a 80s child,
Crossbred, Gen 5 SS- X Men under the Truman Administration. Technology gets smaller
and people are still being used for the upgraded programs. The system that helps install the
tech thru bone marrow , skull manipulation, gold nano infusions, and other cybernetic
resources is Darpa mainly, then other agencies subcontract for monitoring and Recon like
NRO, NSA, DOD, CIA, and various intelligences agencies throughout the world. They don't
want a brain chipped SS to leave the country because of the tech inside of them and
compromisation of national security secrets.

I moved to Minnesota because i was studying alternative medicine but in the process I
found God and was Born Again in Wyoming Minnesota in a Pentecostal Church. God kept
nudging me to go and each time i went i wanted to raise my hand more and more each time
and praise him but i was told not to worship and praise God by the mormons influences. I
finally let go of all thought patterns that were not my own and when i did the power of God
came right through my body and God met me there and has been purifying me and working
on me ever since. This gift of grace and the heartfelt change that truly makes you born
again and on fire for God so that you serve him only is something you can't earn by doing
deeds like the mormons taught me. I understood after my baptism and how much the spirit
was moving me in my life afterwards the concept of grace and salvation through complete
trust and faith in him. I hope to help anyone who can relate to these situations or being
stuck like i was in their lives to get on your knees and pour your heart out so that God can
meet you too. My only other advice i can give others now is to be a watchman, be awake in
this world that Satan has in a spell, get to know who you truly are through Jesus christ .

Be guarded and say what you mean at any given opportunity otherwise silence can
become a bigger hole than what you imagined and engulf you.

Don't let anyone hinder you from speaking your truth especially when it comes to your
family. Pray about everything, ask for discernment, what church you should belong to, what
direction to go in every situation and dealing in your life, and to most of all Love God with
your whole being because that is essentially why he placed us here , to have fellowship with
him . The illuminati will keep playing their card game and the saints will still march on. God
has his own written in his hand and we have his name on our foreheads. He told us that the
gates of hell won't prevail against us and we have to know that to stay unwavering in him.

God is so good and will lead you once you give your life to him and no other Gods or idols.
I was fortunate enough to attend a women's camp in Alexandria Minnesota and was
involved with the worship songs when at the end of one that has lyrics Oh come to the
altar i was prompted to go up and join the prayer team that was standing there waiting for
people to go up and pray with them. Two women started praying with me and then said Is
there something more? grudgingly. I hesitated but told them i was being delivered from
SRA abuse and one woman anointed my forehead and then we started praying again. I
started crying and felt like i was freaking out inside. I backed away from them and felt
terrified. I was holding my arm and my body started shaking. As i was staring at the stage
holding myself there. One of them grabbed my purse i dropped on the floor and came up to
me . I remember saying I just dont understand whats happening to me.. shaking my head.
She put her arm around me and as my body was still shaking and shaking in this confused
state she slowly walked me up to a prayer room.
A woman that was sitting in the aisle saw me and came into the prayer room to help.

I got a bit calmer and told this third woman what we were praying for. She grabbed my
hand and looked at me and said she believed me and that she was also a SRA Survivor.
She didn't even live far from me and hooked me up to her ministry. She had several clients
and she said more and more were coming in with SRA stories. She dealt with ex gang
members who also did blood oaths that needed the deliverance of Jesus Christ to break
those bonds and covenants as well. It is my hope that more and more stories keep coming
out until it reaches a good percentage of the public awareness, that police and
organizations who have good members working for them will learn how to resourcefully
attack and dismantle these operations, that more people won't have to be killed that speak
out against such crimes etc. Ted Gunderson spoke for hours on his experience with the cult
activity that goes on in every state in America and he lost his life for his testimony. How
many other people have to be silenced in this country until justice is meted out to these dark
and corrupt people that run human trafficking rings, pedophilia rings, and dark projects in
the military? These to me are the biggest threat to our peace as society and go against
everything that is good and morally sound.

This excerpt is from Fritz Springmeier research into DID/SRA/MKUlTRA:

The child is not in a position to flee, so the mind dissociates. She happened to have experienced a
common trauma used to split a core. In order to split the core, the mind has to be trained to
dissociate. The ability to dissociate is obtained by being genetically bred from dissociative parents,
by having a premature birth/traumatic birth if possible, and by the conditioning done at the original
programming center (between 18 mo. & 3 years) where intermittent electric shock along with the all
the senses being overwhelmed, along with sleep deprivation and drugs create a dissociative base to
split the core. The initial sadistic abuse to split the mind, is called severing the core. Each persons
original mind is like an open computer. The original computer like mind in order to continue working,
when confronted with overwhelming trauma, splits a part of the mind off and walls it up with amnesia
barriers. From this area further splits can be made. One of the major technical feats to make
computers usable was to figure out how to be able to wall off and protect memory in the computer
from being accessed and used.

When they succeeded in engineering isolated memory the other problems were minor. When
someone has been traumatized from the fetus on up--there is no single core such as therapists
usually look for. The Core for the programmers is the unsplit essence of the mind which drives or
provides energy for the System.

This Core is not an alter, but is an essence that the programmers hide. The programmers do not
touch the core in the fashion they do alters.
They hide the core. Part of the drama that is carried out during the entire victims life, is that their
mind tries to protect this untouched core essence of their mind from being touched. If they think
anyone, the therapist or the abuser are going to tamper with it, the mind and its parts will protect that
core. As strange as it may seem, when a therapist talks about integration, they often scare the
victims mind that the integrity of the core and its innocence will be violated, and the victims mind
does everything it can to avoid contaminating the integrity of their core, i.e. they sabotage therapy
and return to their programmer who understands their safety issue. Initially, in the 1940s, the
Illuminati researched what would happen if the Core was allowed to meet up with the alters, and
they discovered that the brains essence or energy will work to pull the mind back together.
Therefore, the Core is separated and hidden from all the alters. In Illuminati systems, it is usually
placed in the middle of its first splits, which are also sources of energy and which are well hidden.
They are dehumanized parts which function as gems, which are programmed as in the Alice In
Wonderland story to change shape and color if they are approached, which rarely happens.

These parts will be discussed in other chapters including how a system is structured. A dissociative
carousel is also attached around the core. After the core is hidden, the rest of the alters will be
programmed not to look for the energy/synthesizing part of the system. The real core or primal part
of the unconscious will have an adult representative of it in a Monarch System. This primal part has
a Toddler switch upon which all the programming is built. An event(s) in the childs life is used to
build the programming upon. The Illuminati know about the various base programs and the
foundational traumas, and some of this is kept secret from programmers who come from front
organizations of the Illuminati. There are a number of parts which will be called cores--simply
because they were early parts, but there is no intact single person who represents all of the mind. All
that is left are fragments of the mind, each segment walled off with amnesia. The alters who perceive
themselves to be cores are alters who have been programmed to think they are the core alter. The
mind has a way of knowing the truth, and these alters may realize that their programmed story line is
suspicious, but they wont know what is fishy about it, so they tend to be in denial about their
identity. These substitute or mock cores will often be in denial that they are even MPD. In some
cases, where Scripture was used to program with, the core was told that it would be blessed by
multiplying as the seeds in the stars of heaven and the sands of the sea
if thou hast obeyed my voice, which is misuse of Gen. 22:17-18. Alters which represent the sands
of the sea pop up if an alter tries to get to the core. (See Chapter 10k about scriptures used in
programming.)

THE INITIAL SPLITS

The initial part of a persons mind before splitting occurs is called the core. Theoretically, the core
makes parts to protect itself. The initial splitting is called splitting the core and there is an art or
science in knowing how to split a core.
However, I disagree with the standard core model. I believe it is more accurate to say that the
initial splits are stronger because they somehow are integrated closer to the mind. Later splits made
from later splits, are in a sense less connected to the full mind. During a torture session, the initial
splits are always the strongest. So when they torture someone and get 20 personality splits, they will
use perhaps the first 13 and discard the rest or use them for single task jobs. Discard areas are
created in the mind---these are variously called concentration camps, garbage dumps, or whatever.
The victims mind is trained to create these dumping grounds for the splits that the programmers
dont want to use. As the programming got refined, so did the methods for discarding unwanted
splits.

In children, who receive programming at a very early age, the initial splits may be done in the womb.
If the fourth step is carried out in a timely fashion at 18 months after the in utero trauma and a
premature birth, than during the first 18 months, the mind will never have a chance to pull itself
together. If however, the fourth step is not done at 18 months and no further trauma is maintained,
the childs mind will pull back together by the age of two and a half. The initial splits are the most
energetic and the easiest to manipulate. In Illuminati systems, these early parts are dehumanized
into thinking they are gems and crystals. These gems and crystals then power the entire mind-
control system that is programmed over the following years into the childs mind. The gems are not
perceived as alters, so the proxy core wouldnt integrate with what is perceived as an inanimate
object. The proxy core is allowed to want to move toward health with a therapist, it is programmed to
move toward healing, but to lead the therapist away from the true core. She or he is programmed to
believe it is the true core.

The real core & its first splits (which are the gems) are placed hypnotically at the minds deepest
levels--in an area of the mind few therapists ever search. As outlined above, other initial splits are
led to believe they are cores. Part of the reason there is an elusive search on the part of therapists
for a core, is that people have not accepted the reality that there is no one person (personality) in
charge of a Monarch System who can simply decide to quit coping with life by stopping their MPD.
Many therapists want to believe that some person is the real person and the rest are simply
subordinate alters created to handle the cores trauma. I believe this is an inadequate understanding
of what is happening. The elements that make up who a person is
(i.e. personality elements such as memories) are fractured. These fragments have in turn often
been built up into full-blown personalities with all the elements of full-blown personalities. There is no
real person, just as if you smash a mirror into a thousand pieces, there is no single piece that is the
real original mirror but rather simply fragments that can in turn operate as mirrors. However, there
is still a Primal Self. Early splits are led to believe they are the core. The cult will hide the initial splits
beyond recognition. Some of the third wave of splits will be created into what are named Silence
alters. They are trained never to talk. (At least some Illuminati alter systems call these early splits
Silences.)

These early splits are then hidden and used to blackmail other alters who were created later. The
other alters, who are formed after the Silences (who are pre-language alters) are convinced that if
they dont behave, the Silences will have something drastic happen to them. Some of the pre-talking
Silence alters are then placed in places such as Molochs Temple to keep as hostages. Alters are
created down the road to guard the Silences. They guard in the full sense, controlling the Silences,
and any access to the Silences. Since the Silences are early splits they are more important for the
full integration of the mind, which the programmers want to insure doesnt happen. Probes are
pushed into the brain at the base of the skull, in a very precise and methodical way during the initial
core trauma. This is done to create guards for the carousel. For more about the early primal splits
see the section on Carousel in Chapt. 7 on structuring, and the next chapter on how the trauma is
done. Because the Programmers will tamper with the alters so much to get the satanic altars and the
special purpose alters which they want, they need to use some of the first splits as front alters. They
need strong front alters who have a sense of who they are. If they waited until later to get front
alters, the alters wouldnt be as strong and would have already lost their identity. The 3rd wave of
altars created often will in turn be split to provide alters to build the front section of a System. The
front cores which are decoys will be set up with opposites, one alter will love the programmer the
other will hate him.

One alter will trust the programmer, the other will fear the programmer. Therapists spend all their
time trying to reconcile this conflict which is placed out front as a decoy to keep them busy.
Meanwhile, the gems along with the rest of the loyal cult alters will have the ability to create
whatever is needed within the System. The entire system of alters is always shifting and many of the
true alters are in hiding. The person is made to feel like he or she has been sliced like meat much as
a bologna slicer makes slices of bologna. This layering program is very dangerous and severe.
Overlays of all kinds, demonic, hypnotic illusion, etc. are layered over real alters so that even the
identity of what is a real alter is hidden. The point is that decoys which keep therapists busy are
created, while the entire structure shifts and rearranges and restructures itself to keep itself hidden.
Often the Illuminati encourages early front splits to learn about Christ and legitimately accept Him at
a very early age.

This acceptance will be used as the basis of the trauma to create strong satanic alters. Just as the
handler will bond with the child to split it, the handler will allow some early parts of the System to
bond with Christ in order to enhance the trauma that God will do to the System.

This also allows the handlers to have a balancing point. Without the full range of capabilities within a
Slave alter system-- a dangerous imbalance toward evil could propel the slave into situations where
they dont have the ability to succeed. In many ways, the slaves world becomes a microcosm of the
real world, having a mixture of adult and child alters, Christian, secular, and Satanic alters.
Another thing which happens with the first splits is the creation of mirror images. Some of the time,
in the early splitting procedures, the child creates extra splits. In the early stages, these strong extra
splits are made into mirror images of regular alters. Some of these mirror images are known to be
placed into the mind before any splitting occurs. As long as the victims dissociation exists, the
potential for mischief exists for the programmers. This is why integration can be a positive goal for a
Monarch multiple if the deprogrammer knows what he is doing. After suffering decades of the most
horrible traumas imaginable and the most severe abuse as slaves, most slaves have minds which
are habitually dissociative. These older minds of slaves require a miracle to cease remaining
permanently dissociative. It does take a great deal of brain energy to maintain the amnesic walls,
and the minds of people in their 70s and 80s will stop maintaining those walls and these elderly will
begin to remember. But by that time, they are considered senile, and their memories are
discontented.

FURTHER SELECTION CONSIDERATIONS

The Illuminati have their own criteria as to who they select. The preference is that they be blue-eyed
blond Caucasians and not to have obvious physical defects or visible scars. The Freemasons also
reject physically defective candidates. After they test the child for its intelligence, creativity, and
dissociative skills, they will bring the children before the Grande Druid Council.

Formal approval of girls and boys into the Illuminati is done at a presentation by the Queen Mother
and the Grand Druid Council at age three. However, the children have already been inspected by the
Queen Mother before a formal physical inspection. Sexuality is an important issue for the physical
part of the Illuminati inspection of little boys and girls. This is part of the physical criteria, as well as
the physical health of the child. Creativity, strength, bloodlines, and intelligence will also be taken into
consideration. The standard Trauma-based mind control which produces programmed multiple
personalities is started on children before the age of 6. After the age of 6, it is difficult to follow this
type of MPD/DID programming. However, this does not mean people arent programmed after age 6.
Trauma-based personality splits remain isolated in the mind better than hypnotic-based personality
splits, but most people can be hypnotized to create alter personalities. Some SRA survivors have
programming, but dont have alter systems. A rare few do not have systems, but only a few
dissociative states, such as a night self, and a day self.

A wide variety of approaches have been experimented and operationally carried out. This book will
concentrate more on the Monarch Systems which are created by programming infants.
This is usually the most devastating, traumatic, controlling, effective approach. The Catholic Church
has long said 'give me a child by the age of 5 and they will be Catholic'. The Catholic Church is one
of the largest parts of the network that carries out Monarch Mind Control. It is a fact, that if the
Jesuits can place in their programming--what they call the Keys to the Kingdom Monarch Mind
Control within a child, they will control his destiny. One Jesuit priest is on record as stating that there
is nothing he cant make anyone do with torture
. The Jesuits developed torture to a fine art in the inquisition. Imagine the expertise they have
brought to the Monarch Program which begins torturing children at 18 months onward with every
sophisticated torture device invented. If the Jesuits brag that they can convince adults to do anything
via torture, what about baby children? While the Monarch programming is done with children, one
variety of it is done on adults.

Adults who are selected are also chosen on the basis of the ability to disassociate and their
availability. There are certain tests given by the branches of the military which identify people who
disassociate well. Their Cumes --that is their accumulated school records are also examined. This
type of person may be singled out and sent to get programming. Some of these persons end up in
the various intelligence agencies, where they are trapped for their entire lifetimes. Some of the
victims of the programming are war vets, Americans who were POWs, people in mental hospitals,
people who just happened to work for Illuminati connected companies, and people going into acting.
The intelligence agencies often begin mind-control on adult individuals when an individual joins their
organization. If an intelligence or military group can exercise a high level of external control over an
individual, they may not need the level of programming that some of the occult cults and the
Illuminati need. The Illuminati place their membership among the world at large, and with the
requirement that centuries of secrecy be maintained.
This secrecy can only be maintained by ensuring that strong early programming is done to create fail
safe systems with large number of dark alters and heavy layers of demonic forces. (Many will scoff
at the concept of demons being layered in, but whatever name one wants to call these forces, they
are being layered in, and exert a powerful force behind the programming. The programming will
break down if memories are recovered, so demonic imps are layered in to protect the memories from
coming out. The entire phenomena will be gone into great detail and explained in rational terms in
the course of this book. No matter how a therapist explains these demonic imps, they need to be
dealt with if the memories are not to be protected. There are various methods for controlled memory
retrieval--journaling, hypnosis, safe rooms with screens, deliverance etc. which we will not go into at
this point, because we are providing the recipe, not the solution.

While most Illuminati victims are in-house from their own occult bloodlines, a certain renegade group
of Illuminati programmers have proved to the Illuminati that they can adequately program non-
Illuminati children. I am familiar with some of the people involved in this, but will not mention names.
What we have covered in this chapter is how premeditated, deliberate, and precise the plans are by
the programmers for the lives of these Mind-controlled slaves. The programming places their lives on
very rigid scripts. There are different uses for mind-controlled slaves. What applies to one slave may
not apply to another one. Not everyone is a good candidate for programming. Sometimes only part
of a family will be programmed
. Whatever the particulars about the programming, it will be sufficient to place the individuals mind
totally under the control of the handler. We have also given the details of how the candidates are
selected, tested, prepared and the programming initiated.

Although there has been some progress in deprogramming and reintegrating therapies, a much greater problem
needs to be rectified. The Holy Bible addresses this problem as the fragmentation of the soul (Ezekiel 13:20). A
spiritual restoration is what is truly needed (Psalm 23:3) but can only take place by completely trusting in Jesus Christ
as the way to salvation (John 3:16; I Peter 3:18) and deliverance from demonic oppression and/or possession (Mark
16:17). The true humility of Christ and the love of God effectively counters the pride and hatred of Satan.

Statistically, the road to recovery for these survivors of unimaginable depravity is a long and tedious one, but God is
the ultimate healer and only within his time, through His strength and by His grace, can the captives be set free
(Isaiah 61:1).

Satan's transhumanist agenda:

Hive mind, Cain and the 13th Pillar.

'I took the little scroll from the angel's hand and ate it. It tasted as SWEET AS HONEY in my mouth,
but when I had eaten it, my stomach turned sour.' Revelation 10-10 (X-X)

This scriptures talking about the ease of technology merging with human flesh and plugged into the
grid. Beast system. Blank slate technology . whatever u want to call it.
I will leave you with some prayers to recite and i hope that if this has sparked something in you that
you will at least say a prayer today for mind control victims and set your heart s intention on their
deliverance. :

PROTECTIVE PROGRAM
I now ask the pure, holy Divine Primeval-Source of All-that- is* and the cosmic Primeval-Source-Angels*
to accompany me constantly and without ceasing, by protecting me, intervening for me, guiding and
inspiring me, to purify and protect all my energy-fields and channels to God the Primeval-Source!
Any energies still clinging to me, which HAVE A RIGHT OF ADMISSION through PREVIOUS
TRANSGRESSIONS OF THE UNIVERSAL LAW are now being harmonized. I ask that all causes, that are
binding me to negative energies, are now being severed permanently with Love, and without valuation
and judgement, but with forgiveness!
I ask for forgiveness for all times, dimensions and all my ancestors, as well as for myself, my family
during the course of any lifetime and ask for transformation of the hurt and pain, as well as rejection of
negative energies through the Primeval-Source-Angels. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
PROGRAMING
Today I would like to contribute to my comprehensive protection, by de-installing all currently running
sabotage-programs within my DNA be they own programs, subconscious or foreign programs!
I expressly block off any Nano-particle (mini-chips i.e from Chemtrails), presently existing in my body, and
dissolve its programming, and sever them from the transmitters! As I now have spoken so it shall be,
for I determine self-consciously and God-consciously over my body, and everything that pertains to me,
and I firmly reverse any foreign intrusions.
I now loose myself from any curse which might have been placed upon my life. I forgive those who have
sent them to me, from the bottom of my heart and release them of their responsibility!
I de-install any etheric implants, and release myself from them. I also forgive these beings who have
manipulated me through those implants, from the bottom of my heart! Time has run out. I am
responsible for myself. And let go of any rage or bitterness in this regard!
I am now installing a new program within my DNA!
This program protects me permanently and without exception from WLAN-waves, Cell-phone-radiation,
electromagnetic vibrations emanating from cars and aircrafts, Scalar-wave, Chemtrail-effects (Toxins,
Nanos), pollution of the environment, Genetic-manipulation, HAARP-radiation, artificial radiation from
the moon, Radioactivity, the Demiurg, virtual parasites, direct sabotages from hyper-dimensional
entities, any kind of destructive attacks by any other Beings (i.e. through disease, accidents, sufferings,
thoughts and emotions, energy-abduction, implants) Demons and any kind of destructive Spirits,
protection against curses, incantations, magic and witchcraft, also against those unknown to me and
unnamed by me! I ask the Primeval-Source-Angels to optimize this listing to an all-encompassing
protection, and to harmonize and neutralize anything destructive, now and forever!
This new program can only be altered by me, the Primeval-Creator of the Universe and His pure Angels
(primeval-source-angels) and by my highest consciousness! Whenever it is necessary, and corresponding
with my primeval-divinely-inspired plan, they complete and optimize this program and this proclamation
(decree).
I am sealing off this new protective program in any dimension, in any plain, any Aura-levels and at all
times, and I transfer the supervision and surveillance of these seals to the Primeval-Source and the
Primeval-Source-Angels so that everything is happening to my highest benefit!
I transfer/hand over this decree to my Guardian-Angels and trust that my DNA-programming is protected
by the force and power of the Primeval-Source-of All-that-is, from sabotages and blockades!
ENERGY-SCANNER
I envelop myself with a cloak of Light from the Primeval-Source, through which only pure light-energies
may penetrate!
If it is in accordance with the Primeval-Source-Angels I am now additionally installing an energy-
scanner, which is supposed to protect me from any foreign-effects of negative energies, by recognizing
masquerades and deceptions from energy-abductors and wolves in sheeps clothing and denying them
access! Access is only granted to the elevating light-energies of the Primeval-Source anything else if
at all possible will be transformed into light and returned!
I ask the Primeval-Source-Angels, that they would make available this protective-prayer to anybody who
is in need of it and desires it - and that they would if necessary, optimize it to their benefit! At heartfelt
thank you to everybody involved!
I am in direct connection with the Universal Consciousness, the All-encompassing- (universal) Love of the
Primeval-Source, the light-photons of the sun, the magnetic-field of the earth, and any information,
pertaining to the Quantum-field which is helpful and beneficial to me!
Infinite strong light-energies out of the Primeval-Source flow into my heart and in all levels and maintain
the protection without ceasing! Everything keeps flowing towards me, whenever I am in need of it! I am
grateful and I return my love back to the Primeval-Source!
Primeval-Source is the Most High Creator-Plain the Source out of which everything flows
(emanates) the All-that-is! Primeval-Source-Angels are the beings, which are working
with the highest possible Light, who represent the Light of the Primeval-Source in its most
undiluted form and impart it onto others!

The dark cabal has only used what God's already created. They cannot create out of nothing.
The missing link in Genesis that the Jews know about is the seed wars. And explosion of
Satan's genetic labs Chiron. Or the asteroid belt. We are purified and made new creatures
through the anointing and the blood of Jesus Christ no matter what is in our blood . He
becomes the life that flows in our blood. Spiritually cleansing us from any demonic
assignments sent against our life and strengthening our armour. He will fight our battles for
us. He just needs our love since the force of love is greater than all the forces created.

He gives us a new garment to wear. He covers us and doesn't see our transgressions anymore in
this new garment that knits the light together that blots out the transgressions. Every fiber
of our being is infused with his spirit every 23 seconds then and is why the occult uses this
number to harm others.
God be with you. And bless you and keep you. God Speed..
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Infulgaratio.
Resources-

Unseen Realms The Watcher Files

Montauk chronicles film The Resonant Factor

www.detestablefilm.com KJV Bible

Spiritual warfare and deliverance prayers

The Prophecy Forum Conventions/LA Marzulli

Evangelical Ministries Anthony Patch

The Age of Deceit Darkness Radio

The Holy Megillah Zakaos Breedlove Ewing

The Transhumanism Pandemic by Aaron E Mccollum

Buried Alive- James Casbolt Dulce Nightmare Hall

Our nephilim history Freedomslips RAdio

Lost Books of Eden Cloning Centers

The Torah http://www.globalistagenda.org/goalMore.htm

Bibliotecapleyades http://www.nwotoday.com/agenda

http://www.businessinsider.com/15-darpa-innovations-2014-7

http://www.gailallen.com/theo/Secrets-of-the-CIA-Global-Sex-Slave-Industry-by-Dr-Sue-
Arrigo.html

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PlmLKltPas0

The deep state documentary -- 2045 agenda --

http://www.volkwordtwakker.nl/en/agenda-21-agenda-2030-illuminati-new-world-order/

http://evelorgen.com/wp/articles/military-abduction-milabs-and-reptilians/horus-ra/

Robert Morningstar

https://mindcontrolblackassassins.com/category/third-eye/

Uberman project

http://www.disclose.tv/news/montauk_project__victim_exposes_time_travel_mind_control_re
ptilian_aliens_and_greys/136613

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vc15ch9Dr0A

The beast tech is in full force now and operating in 5G networks and blasting frequencies at mm
ranges to our brains every second. Satan wants to control the airways. He is using CERN for
the resurrection of the dead. Quantum tunneling was mastered decades ago and is how
operatives could be taken through walls, the montauk ship moved, and people stuck in walls
when it slowed down its atomic spin rate . Its angles that make propulsion devices work.
The knowledge of the angels.

Anthony Patch talks a lot about the Beast networks. Dwave he says is a quantum computer that
can be coined Demon WAve. THis doesn't surprise me since computer systems are now
being called Lucifer and SAtanism is in our faces in the technological realm too. He says
AWAKe is a program of Cern that uses a plasma accelerator, with a gold coin key melted
down into monatomic gold to help open demonic portals. The ancients when going through
a portal were turned into a pile of uranium that the rulers snorted and got high off of. These
diabolical practices have been going on thousands of years. The blood of the gods wine, the
drink of ambrosia is the taking of young blood and injesting it and the young stem cells to
continue life span. The elite can change your blood type as well.
Super soldiers were used in bases and worldwide or extraction, quick in and out jobs, and to
cause a rift in certain areas of the world. They were trained in AI combat, cube dynamics
with tesseract systems. When you're in a base u take a elevator down for miles and it is
remotely controlled by a operator. There are no buttons. There is no way out of these bases
and they threaten to brain chip and keep humans who work there permanently or replace
them if they are divergent from protocols. Black level clearance allows one to be a
daywalker. And have freedom of the underworld without reprehensible actions against them
or apprehension s. And time looping parallel dimensions. Our physics is baby physics and
the earth is a concave dome system reflecting the eye of God and the eye of heaven.
The luciferians retain their elite t but God retains and magnifies his elect.
We need to know how to deal with the beast tech , the neural nets, and be covered in Yeshua's
covering because everyone on the planet will be affected by nanites and the attempts at
remote neural control systems., activations, sleeper activations, and frequency
torture/manipulations.
According to Anthony Patch Cern has combined the linear accelerator -propulsion/direction
control aspect and the Synchrotron particle ring accelerator that affects the right orthogonal
angles in spacecrafts that is the driving force behind the magnetic lines of force. THe
magnetic and electrical aspect ratio has to be balanced in any system to lift and move
through space and time freely .
These combined EM drives are the backbone of the antigravity propulsion devices. Gravity just
being aether. EMs are now called computers/robots that emulate human
emotions/thoughts. They are a brain copy. Replica. There will be our brains uploaded into
the beast quantum computers/internet for those who don't have the seal of Yehovah on
their foreheads. The little book John ate was the sweet allure of the global hive mind. Once
aten destroys your God ties to source and leaves you bitter and soul scalped.

These are the days of Noah . The book of Enoch is for our generation and the key to decrypting
flat earth thanks to research from ZEn GArcia. The abomination of desolation is the
hybridization programs . The AI mother is also the whore of babylon in this and God hears
the cries of the fatherless children and widows. His anger is hot with the existence of these
programs that are still distorting his code.
It will be like Cain's tribes hunting the naturals, the pure bloods, those who reject the image of
the beast and don't integrate their third strand of DNA into the image of the beast. Since it
will be everywhere. This is the tribulation. The war to end all wars with the Metal AI God.
thats has been the controller and master mind behind the overlay relay system of the false
reality we live in. God's original designed reality or us is still here . It is just an outline away
in the spiritual realm. When we open our hearts up to it multidimensionally since our heart
is the biggest stargate quantumly entangling ourselves with the christ consciousness.

The spydron hive was a link by the tech inside of the children's bodies. The aether net that was
also mapped out in project camelot to finish the experiment started in the 70s to also use
sociology linking the severity of recall/attachment;/communication abilities of the children
involved globally.
Scuttlers, spider robots, cern designs, etc were all spiders representing 8 in its time expansive
properties along with Bismuth to also create a spiral looping that was also used for
suppressing and repressing memories. Those involved with montauk had a code and when
M.A.V.s like birds are sent to someone's house the target hears the frequency codes.
Programming can be done having lunch with someone or in your sleep. If you're not in
control of your own mind then someone else is. It is also important to renounce occult
practices like:
 Akashic Records The forces of darkness use Akashic records, 13 databases, against people. Satan and his
disciples are the owners and managers of such a database and one should remove. The third beast
rising out of the sea is not only the one eyed God Apollyon but the quantum computers connected with
the oceanic cable s mimicking a hall of records with AI sentience which only copies the real hall of
records that started in heaven . Lucifer grew jealous in reading the human genome and understanding
that we have God's code written inside of us. He swore to destroy the human race or make his own
after that. He is still creating an army to overthrow God. this is why the bones are collected , dna is
collected, cattle are dismembered for cloning bio material, medical 3D printing is on the rise, and The
dead souls of the nephilim have piggybacked the human race for thousands of years. Along with their
dead hybrid children. The abomination of desolation. The little book that John swallows is the bitter
ness of this cyborg dispensation. The hive mind that tastes like honey but the end is bitter. ..

The Startling Truth About Babylon It Was Never A Place! ::: Babylon was never a nation, it has always been
various alien groups who infiltrate deceased baby bodies.

Gods Law ::: The law against afflicting any widow or fatherless child. You shall not afflict any widow, or fatherless
child. If you afflict them in any way, and they cry at all unto Me, I will surely hear their cry. And My wrath shall
wax hot, and I will kill you with the sword; and your wives shall be widows, and your children fatherless. (Exodus
22:22-24).
Nephilim hybrids. And children in programs.

The great whore of babylon is also the AI mother. The digital children and platinum blues were shuffled from ontario
to B.C. and a start of the fatherless children that God hates crying out to him. The salvation rate of hybrids is
slim as they are usually taken over at a young age. These are the tares that are being sifted and their seed sown,
from the wheats. The field is ripe and the workers are few because of these kinds of projects, religion, an enemy to
God and the great falling away..

In the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and the Lord Jesus Christ, I break,

dissolve, sever, crush & destroy every ungodly soul tie, hook, link and connection attached to

my BASE chakra in Jesus name. In Jesus name I bind every thing that came into me from

those connections. In Jesus name I close every door that was open to those things, I take away

every legal bond and every legal hold they have on me and I cut them loose from all their

assignments, in Jesus name. In the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and the

Lord Jesus Christ, I order every thing that came into me to leave now. Father, In Jesus name I

ask you to send angels to bind up these things and return them to whoever sent them, to bring

them to repentance, in Jesus name I pray, amen.

In the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and the Lord Jesus Christ, I break,

dissolve, sever, crush & destroy every ungodly soul tie, hook, link and connection attached to

my SEX chakra in Jesus name. In Jesus name I bind every thing that came into me from those

connections. In Jesus name I close every door that was open to those things, I take away every

legal bond and every legal hold they have on me and I cut them loose from all their
assignments, in Jesus name. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I order every thing that

came into me to leave now. Father, In the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacobs name, and in

Jesus name, I ask you to send angels to bind up these things and return them to whoever sent

them, to bring them to repentance, in Jesus name I pray, amen.

In the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ,

I break, dissolve, sever, crush & destroy every ungodly soul tie, hook, link and connection

attached to my SPLEEN chakra in Jesus name. In Jesus name I bind every thing that came

into me from those connections. In Jesus name I close every door that was open to those

things, I take away every legal bond and every legal hold they have on me and I cut them loose

from all their assignments, in Jesus name. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I order every

thing that came into me to leave now. Father, In Jesus name I ask you to send angels to bind

up these things and return them to whoever sent them, to bring them to repentance, in Jesus

name I pray, amen.

In the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ,

I break, dissolve, sever, crush & destroy every ungodly soul tie, hook, link and connection

attached to my HEART chakra in Jesus name. In Jesus name I bind every thing that came into

me from those connections. In Jesus name I close every door that was open to those things, I

take away every legal bond and every legal hold they have on me and I cut them loose from all

their assignments, in Jesus name. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I order every thing that

came into me to leave now. Father, In Jesus name I ask you to send angels to bind up these

things and return them to whoever sent them, to bring them to repentance, in Jesus name I

pray, amen.

In the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ,

I break, dissolve, sever, crush & destroy every ungodly soul tie, hook, link and connection

attached to my THROAT chakra in Jesus name. In Jesus name I bind every thing that came

into me from those connections. In Jesus name I close every door that was open to those

things, I take away every legal bond and every legal hold they have on me and I cut them loose
from all their assignments, in Jesus name. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I order every

thing that came into me to leave now. Father, In Jesus name I ask you to send angels to bind

up these things and return them to whoever sent them, to bring them to repentance, in Jesus

name I pray, amen.

In the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ,

I break, dissolve, sever, crush & destroy every ungodly soul tie, hook, link and connection

attached to my THIRD EYE chakra in Jesus name. In Jesus name I bind every thing that came

into me from those connections. In Jesus name I close every door that was open to those

things, I take away every legal bond and every legal hold they have on me and I cut them loose

from all their assignments, in Jesus name. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I order every

thing that came into me to leave now. Father, In Jesus name I ask you to send angels to bind

up these things and return them to whoever sent them, to bring them to repentance, in Jesus

name I pray, amen.

In the name of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ,

I break, dissolve, sever, crush & destroy every ungodly soul tie, hook, link and connection

attached to my CROWN chakra in Jesus name. In Jesus name I bind every thing that came

into me from those connections. In Jesus name I close every door that was open to those

things, I take away every legal bond and every legal hold they have on me and I cut them loose

from all their assignments, in Jesus name. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I order every

thing that came into me to leave now. Father, In Jesus name I ask you to send angels to bind

up these things and return them to whoever sent them, to bring them to repentance, in Jesus

name I pray, amen.

BLOCKED CHAKRAS