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Confessions and Autobiography
Stephen Spender
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Yet unless one is to oneself entirely public, it seems that the prob
lem of an autobiographer, when he considers the material of his
own past, is that he is confronted not by one life—which he sees
from the outside—but by two. One of these lives is himself as
others see him—his social or historic personality—the sum of his
achievements, his appearances, his personal relationships. All these
are real to him as, say, his own image in a mirror. But there is also
himself known only to himself, himself seen from the inside of his
own existence. This inside self has a history that may have no sig
nificance in any objective "history of his time." It is the history of
himself observing the observer, not the history of himself observed
by others.
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robust yet neighborly Mr. Henry Miller. Yet their books, although
contesting defiantly the historical view of oneself, by oneself or by
anyone else, have yet become a part of history—in Rousseau's case
even a revolutionary part.
The sum of such works certainly makes one suspect the truth—
even the historic truth—of official biography. If all men really have
a point of view that looks from inwards outwards, then the true
history of the world would be perhaps a sum of autobiographies,
and not a sum of those biographies that are written by a man look
ing at another man from the outside. This is not quite true, because
there is an objective life of society that in our public actions drives
us along, disregards our subjective nature, and makes a philoso
pher, a printer, a writer, where the autobiographer says "this
unique and unknown I." Yet Rousseau and the others make us sus
picious of historians who offer as explanations for the crimes called
history motives that are nearly always external, impersonal ones.
Explanations so familiar that when we stumble on personal
motives—such as Henry VIII's matrimonial reasons for precipitat
ing the Reformation—we are rather at a loss, because they seem by
their nature unhistoric. Perhaps they would seem less so if we knew
more about the personal motives of other men in Henry VIII's
time.
Restif de la Bretonne's Monsieur Nicholas is the autobiography of
a journeyman printer who was born in Burgundy in the year 1734.
His autobiography claims to be an entirely truthful account of more
than sixty years of his life. It is in great part an account of the sexual
exploits of a kind of plebeian Casanova. It purports to be written
with the motive of revealing the exact truth about one human
heart. Of course it has other motives: one is boasting; another is to
make out that Restif was, under all his looseness, a pious moralist
exhorting his readers to lead virtuous married lives. Yet despite his
nauseating hypocrisy, Restif's plodding determination to describe
the life he has known as seen from the very bottom of society and
in terms of his own lowest experiences, does give an amazingly
truthful picture of the eighteenth-century French lower classes.
Hundreds of people are seen living miserably and trying to wrest a
little forbidden pleasure out of life. Finally the effect is like seeing
the inside of something—the inside, say, of a sofa, or a lined coat or
a periwig. Restif's unctuous piety also serves a purpose—it is the
gilt on the gingerbread, the outside point of view to which
everyone pays lip service. Without it we would hardly recognize
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power of God to save him. Rousseau reveals not only his own
faults but also the pathetic fallacies of his belief that he is acquitted
from faults by sharing them with other human hearts.
When we look at modern literature, we see that it is swamped
with the material of confessional autobiography, though very few
intimate revelations are written. This material is diverted into
novels like Proust's or D. H. Lawrence's, or a book like Τ. E.
Lawrence's Seven Pillars of Wisdom , which is in part crypto-
confessional autobiography. When one considers the fashion for
psychoanalysis, and how intimate confessions of thousands of
people have flooded the statistics of sociologists like Dr. Kinsey,
one suspects that ours is an age where many people feel a need to
confess the tensions of their inner lives. Yet few autobiographies of
a man's two lives are written. Instead we get books like Siegfried
Sassoon's memoirs where a self-portrait verges on fiction, and
novels where fiction is really autobiography. Why is this? I think it
is because the inner life is regarded by most people as so dangerous
that it cannot be revealed openly and directly. An antidote that can
be applied at the very moment of revelation needs to be applied to
this material. The antidote was once the Church. Today it is the
vast machinery of psychological analysis and explanation.
So it is understandable that most people who write their au
tobiographies write the life of someone by himself and not the life
of someone by his two selves. There certainly should not be many
truthful self-revelations. All the same, when an Andre Gide or a
Henry Miller comes along and says "I am I, and not a hero of fic
tion. I have thought unspeakable thoughts and done unthinkable
things," he is measuring the capacity of human beings to tell the
truth about themselves, and indirectly, by virtue of what be re
veals, he is commenting on the values of the age in which he lives.
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