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MAKING
Based on 20 years as a working artist and
a decade of work with artists locally and
nationally, Making Your Life as an Artist looks
at why artists’ lives are so punishing, and how
we can build balanced, sustainable lives. YOUR LIFE AS
This book is available as a free download AN ARTIST
(no strings attached) at artistsu.org
By Andrew Simonet
The role of the artist
Our skills
Planning
Mission
Money
Time
Principles
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Thank you
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Thank you for being an artist. Thank you for making your work.
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Thank you for choosing this life which It is incredibly important that you are doing it.
can be hard.
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Many people don’t understand what we do. The role artists play in culture is essential.
“Have you ever been (on the best seller What do artists do?
list, on TV, at the one museum I’ve
heard of)?”
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This is why, after 20 years of working as an
artist, my relatives still say things like:
In sports, you have a tiny sliver of “Are you getting in good shape?”
professionals – the ones you see on TV.
Professional basketball players are the real
basketball players. To them, dance is a hobby, not a profession.
It’s not work, it’s something you do after work.
Anyone else who plays basketball does it as Unless, of course, you get on TV.
a hobby. It’s something you do after work.
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I think of artists like scientists. Just like scientists, we begin with a question,
something we don’t know.
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Like scientists, at the end of our research, Just as in science, a negative result is as
we share the results with the public and with important as a positive result.
our peers.
Finding that a certain drug does not cure
Some research is “basic,” useful primarily to cancer is a crucial discovery. And an artistic
other researchers. Some is “applied,” relevant experiment that fails produces important
to everyday life. information.
Both are essential. And most artists do some When you are working beyond what is known,
of both, creating experimental work that when you are questioning assumptions that
pushes the form as well as work that is more haven’t been questioned, you generate a lot of
broadly relevant. useful failure.
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Though certain scientists win the Nobel Prize The scientific method and the artistic
and get famous, all scientists know they are process are the two most robust problem-
standing on the shoulders of thousands of solving methodologies ever developed. Take
researchers all over the world who have been either one away, and our world would be
asking questions. unrecognizable.
And while some artists will get the fancy Look around you: every object, every surface,
awards (and maybe even get on TV), we every technology was created, refined, and
know they are standing on the shoulders of designed using the scientific method and the
thousands of artists who have been doing artistic process.
artistic research for decades.
It always has.
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These two methods work on different things. We live in a time when we are inundated by
The scientific method works on material images: pictures, language, videos, stories,
questions. The artistic process works on music, bodies.
questions of culture, questions of thought.
99% of those images are made for one reason:
And today, especially in the “developed to get you to buy something. We artists are
world,” many of our toughest problems are responsible for that tiny sliver of images that
questions of thought and culture. can be made for every other possible reason:
cultural, spiritual, political, emotional.
Artists are the only people who contribute
new knowledge to the cultural realm. Others In an age of image overload, this is a sacred
can refine, popularize, or synthesize our responsibility.
research, but we discover new cultural
information.
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Sometimes I think of art like food. Similarly, the Entertainment Industrial
Complex has decided we should all consume
The Food Industry has decided that we the same limited, repetitive cultural diet.
should eat a tiny handful of plants and
animals over and over. Corn, famously, is Over and over, we see the same five stories.
found in a huge amount of American food.
Highly refined byproducts of corn are added The same three bodies.
to nearly everything, and the animals we eat
mostly live on corn. They are even breeding The same four kinds of relationships.
salmon who can eat corn.
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With food, there have long been seed savers Making art demands a faith beyond each
and farmers who reject the standardization of particular project. We don’t know exactly
our diet. They grow things that don’t fit with how the cultural DNA we are preserving and
industrial agriculture. They preserve the seeds recombining might be useful in the future.
for plants we may need someday.
But we do know that diverse ecosystems
This is what artists do culturally. We provide are more resilient, more able to respond to
the wide spectrum nutrition that the soul disturbance. The same is true of culture.
needs and the Entertainment Industry Diversity of thought and imagination makes
ignores. We save cultural seeds, the us more culturally resilient, more able to
DNA of ideas and ways of seeing that we thrive in times of great change.
may need tomorrow.
We live in a time of enormous and rapid
Or in 20 years. change, a time that needs the wild thinking
and making of artists.
Or 2,000 years.
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Many people (including artists) are confused
about the difference between art and
entertainment. The Entertainment Industrial
Complex wants to eliminate the distinction Art focuses it.
altogether.
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Entertainment is important, it allows us to pleasure ≠ distraction
check out, to give our attention a rest. I love
action movies. But I don’t want to watch them
all the time. Art is not cultural broccoli, something you hate
but should consume. Art offers pleasure, the
Like eating sweets, too much distraction can rich and deep sensations of laughter, change,
be toxic. and investment. Entertainment does not.
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One more thing: our role as artists is different An analogy: addiction programs in a mosque
from the effects we have on the world. or church or synagogue can be hugely
successful. But what we if funded these places
Artists have a lot of effects on the world: of worship based on their ability to treat
our work impacts education, citizenship, addiction? What if we resourced them based
multiculturalism, urban renewal. But those on the effect (addiction recovery) instead of
are effects of our role; they are not the role. the role (center of spiritual life)? First, you’d
get some pretty weird churches and mosques,
Our role is to ask rigorous and reckless bending over backwards to prove they were
cultural questions, do our research, and share curing addiction. And, eventually, they’d lose
the results. When we do our role well, all kinds effectiveness. The effect (addiction recovery)
of other things happen. We invigorate cities. would diminish as their role (place of worship)
We spark important, difficult conversations. was neglected.
We educate. We inspire other fields. But if you
evaluate (and fund) the arts based on those Effects are great.
effects, you quickly distort the sector.
But our role is more important.
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BUT
HERE’S At every level of success, too many artists
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I have spent the past decade looking at the Building a sustainable life isn’t simple.
suffering of artists (and the last twenty years But it’s not as hard as the things you are
building a life as a choreographer), and I am already doing.
happy to report:
Conceiving of, planning, creating, and
Most artist suffering is in our control. delivering an original work of art is hard.
That is a skill set very few people have.
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We can be as creative and brilliant in making Three Things That Will Stop You
our lives as we are in making our work.
Why are artists’ lives so punishing? There are
And we can stop bragging about our specific things I’ve seen again and again that
suffering, the “onedownsmanship” where make it hard.
we try to out-suffer each other.
1) Workaholism, and Its Mean Little Sibling,
“I worked 287 hours last week and I Perfectionism
only made $6.”
Artistic careers are largely self-generated,
“Well, I just got 23 rejections and I’m so we can get stuck working all the time. It
getting evicted from my studio and no is always possible to do more, even at 10 pm
one understands my brilliant work.” on a Sunday. Artists don’t know how to stop
working. And when we do stop, we feel guilty.
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I know this first hand. My wife (also an artist) Working all the time is not a virtue. It’s bad for
and I decided we had to set a limit. We needed our work and bad for our health.
to make a time in the day when we would
not work. No laptops, nothing. Here’s the No artists give themselves enough down time.
embarrassing thing: we chose 11:00 pm.
And we need more of it than most people.
And then, we failed. We couldn’t stop working Our work depends on regularly refilling
at 11:00. At 12:15, I’d be madly typing, saying, our well of inspiration, something that
“Yeah, I’m just sending this one last thing and only happens when we have wide-open,
then I’m really done.” unstructured time to follow our wildest
thoughts and curiosities.
And my wife, madly typing away herself,
wouldn’t respond. What is down time?
Good God. It’s hours in the day, days in the week, and
weeks in the year when you are not working.
(And email counts as working.)
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The way to get down time is: put it in Most artists say: “I’ll take time off when the
your calendar. work is done.”
“You won’t get a response from me after That’s like saying: “I’ll pay myself whatever’s
7:00 pm.” left over at the end of the project.” There’s
never any money left over at the end. So pay
“I don’t work on Saturdays or Thursdays.” yourself first. And schedule your time off now.
“I’m away the first two weeks in July.” By choice and by necessity, there are crazy
busy moments in most artists’ lives. Because
Even if you don’t know where you’re going we know those moments will come, it’s crucial
on your vacation, tell people about it, and it that our entire lives aren’t that way.
will happen.
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Another cause of workaholism: artists are A Word about Perfectionism
astonishingly capable. We can figure out (plus a side note about mentors)
how to do just about anything. But when that
ability meets our scarcity mentality, it leads I used to think of perfectionism as rigor: I’m
us to do everything. being tough on myself; I’m going to expect
the maximum. Now, I see perfectionism
“I’m a starving artist, so I have to fix my as vanity: the rules don’t apply to me; I’m
own car, do my own taxes, build my own not human like everyone else; I can do the
website, grow my own food.. .” impossible; I can be perfect.
Just because you can do everything doesn’t It is crucial that we have the highest standards
mean you should. for our art. (Even with art, I stay away from
the word “perfect.”) But we can’t have the
Get help, especially with things you aren’t highest standards about everything in our
good at or don’t like doing. lives. An email does not need to be perfect. It
needs to be Good Enough (or G.E.). Expecting
perfection in everything you do will stop you.
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Most of us have artistic mentors, people who 2) Competitiveness
inspired us and helped make us the artists
we are. In addition to the beautiful artistic Fellow artists are our most important
inheritance we get from them, we often inherit constituency, our peers and partners. All
some not-so-beautiful work and life habits. too often, we distance ourselves from them
because we feel competitive.
In dance, I call it Survival of the Bitterest.
The choreographers who stick around are Here’s a mantra:
often the ones most comfortable feeling
bitter and resentful. My artistic mentors The success of other artists is good for me.
were brilliant artists. But I do not want to
live the lives they led. I chant this because, first of all, it’s true.
If another contemporary dance artist gets
Distinguish between artistic brilliance and attention in the world, it creates opportunities
life brilliance. for me.
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Three Things That Will Sustain You If I said to you, “I want to make a performance
that involves two hot-air balloons, a children’s
Despite all of those challenges, many artists chorus, and some trained cats.” You would say,
thrive. Here are three things I’ve seen that “OK, let’s figure it out.” Because you are an
make a difference. artist and because you believe fundamentally
that things can be figured out, transformed,
1) Your Skills as an Artist adapted, and solved.
The best and most important news: You have experience making the impossible
happen.
You already have the skills you need to build a
beautiful, sustainable life. All too often, we don’t use those skills outside
the studio. When it’s time to make a budget
The secret of artists who make it work: they or do our taxes or have a meeting with a fancy
use the skills, resourcefulness, and creativity of funder, we say:
their art practice in all aspects of their lives.
“Oh, no I can’t do that. I’m an artist.”
Artists are over-skilled and work incredibly
hard. We see value where others do not. We
are brilliant problem-solvers and tool-users.
We have the meta-skill of learning new skills.
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2) Community (and a Bit about Saviors) Because too many artists are waiting to
be saved.
Artists are connected to intricate and resilient
webs of community. Our communities give us We have a saying:
resources to grow and stability to fall back on.
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No one No one is going to knock on your door and
turn you from the artist you are now into an
artist who has made it.
is
That doesn’t happen.
coming
And you already know a lot of them.
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Sometimes artists are like that obnoxious A partner thinks about what the person on
person at the party who’s talking to someone the other side of the table needs. A partner
but actually looking around for someone more asks for what she needs without apologizing.
important to talk to. A partner puts himself in the other person’s
shoes and works to create a partnership that’s
There are people close to you right now good for everyone involved.
who are ready to partner with you, and you
probably aren’t giving them the chance. A partner responds to emails and phone
calls, is honest and proactive when problems
Taking power as an artist means going (inevitably) arise, and looks to long-term
from beggar to partner. Artists who are relationships beyond the immediate project.
strong partners thrive. They find resources,
connections, and audiences. They don’t wait When you see yourself this way, you can
for opportunities; they create opportunities find partnerships beyond the Art World.
The world is full of potential partners who
Everyone we deal with is a partner (not a need the insight and creativity of an artist.
parent). Funders, presenters, museums, record And when you go outside the Art World,
labels, and critics are all partners. When we the money is often much better.
step up as responsive, responsible partners,
we can go anywhere.
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3) Your Mission When we lead with our mission, more people
connect with us.
Every artist has a mission, a purpose bigger
than yourself, a generosity. No one gets into And it makes us more powerful and more
this work for the money or status. Not for long, fulfilled.
anyway. Artists begin with something to give
to the world.
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CIVILIAN: “What do you do?” CIVILIAN: “What do you do?”
ARTIST: “I make postmodern dances for ARTIST: “I’m interested in what is happening
the stage.” to our bodies in this age of digital devices. Are
we connecting or disconnecting?”
[AWKWARD SILENCE]
CIVILIAN: “That’s so interesting because I
was just.. .”
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CIVILIAN: “What do you do?” CIVILIAN: “What do you do?”
ARTIST: “I make large-scale figurative ARTIST: “I’m looking at all of the stuff we own,
paintings and installations, often site-specific.” the things that fill up our homes. Where does
it all come from? Does it keep us safe? Does it
CIVILIAN: “.. .” overwhelm us?”
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Some artists begin as mission-driven but get I think of careers like scaffolding, those metal
tricked into being career-driven. The world and wood structures you put up when you are
of art-making doesn’t have an infinite supply building a house.
of money or opportunities, so it is easy to
start making our decisions based on status or The scaffolding is important. Pay attention to
resources, furthering a career instead of it. But it is not the house. If you focus all your
a mission. efforts on the scaffolding, you end up with a
lovely scaffolding and nowhere to live.
We worry: “How will I get the recognition
I deserve?” Your career is not your work; your career
supports your work.
Instead of: “How can I best connect with
people?”
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One way to discover your mission: look at Another way to say it:
the things that are important to you beyond
art-making.
Your mission can lead you to all sorts of work, It’s better for the
and for most artists it does. I know artists who
teach, who do body work, and who raise kids. world if you keep your
I know artists who are political activists,
journalists, health workers, community mission and change
organizers, coaches, fundraisers, personal
trainers. These people are all fulfilling their your tactics (become
mission, even when they aren’t making art.
an educator or a
Even a spreadsheet can be part of your
mission. I know an artist who is an accountant journalist) than if you
for artists; that’s one way she helps artists
thrive in her city. lose your mission and
keep making art.
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Our challenge: We are good at productive. Artists will stay
up all night to finish a project. We’ll go from
a teaching gig to a restaurant job, then home
to work in the studio.
artists that are Balanced means you have things in your life
other than working: friends, family, hobbies,
community. (If you can’t quickly think of
productive, and
sustainable.
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Making art will never be an entirely Sustainable means your life can work over the
reasonable, rational pursuit. Excess, long term.
immersion, wildness, and obsessiveness can
all fuel our work. But that doesn’t have to be A lot of artists’ lives are built for 23-year-old
the way we deal with all aspects of our lives. single, frenetic, healthy, childless workaholics.
That doesn’t last. Our lives change and our
Protect the wildness of your art practice. needs change.
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In dance (my field), there are this many This many in their thirties:
choreographers in their twenties:
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Nothing you do from here on out should be as I am going to say that again.
hard as what you have done to get here.
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There is no model. Define success for yourself.
Your work and your career won’t look like If you don’t, you’re in for a world of hurt.
anyone else’s. Forever. Because there will always be more
rejection than acceptance.
Instead of griping that your career has not
followed the trajectory of Basquiat-Bjork-Bill No gig or grant or review is a verdict on your
T. Jones-Cindy Sherman-your best friend work.
(and trust me, they also gripe about their own
careers), think about the balance that you want. Nothing is a verdict on your work.
Small, incremental changes in your time Here’s the one time (I promise) where I
and money equations (working one day less quote Bono:
a week at a day job, or making 20% more
money next year, or reserving two days a week “You can never get enough
exclusively for your art) are the difference of what you don’t really need.”
between suffering and sustaining.
Things you need (food, sleep, love, art) you
Any time spent comparing yourself with can get enough of. Things you don’t need
another artist is wasted time. (sugar, cocaine, possessions, good reviews,
adoration from random strangers) are
Comparisons are odious, as Oscar Wilde said. addictive. And you can chase them your
whole life.
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No one who creates feels adequately
recognized.
never feel I’ve seen artists deal with this in three ways:
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Artistic success, unlike other success, is usually Artistic success doesn’t bring balance.
an opportunity to do a lot of underpaid work.
At every level of success, artists feel the
Congratulations! You got the gig or same pressures, anxieties, and doubts.
commission or residency! Now work your butt Whatever level of success you are dreaming
off for six weeks for a tiny fee. of, I have met artists that successful who are
overwhelmed, panicked, and insecure.
Artists don’t use moments of success to
reward ourselves. If anything, we reward Now is the time to build a balanced life. If
ourselves when things get really bad. you wait until you’ve “made it,” you’ll be
waiting forever.
“Damn, I didn’t get that gig and my
website is down and I was late getting
the grant in. Screw it, I’m gonna go
out to dinner.”
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You already have the skills you need. In the for-profit world, that’s called being an
executive, or a project manager, and very few
There are people who don’t work hard. people do it well.
There are people who can’t handle complex
problems. There are people who don’t put It also means you already have real-world
in the time. experience with the most important tool.
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Most artists spend the vast majority of Planning patterns unconscious thought.
their time dealing with immediate problems.
The PR package that was supposed to go The vast majority of brain activity is
out two days ago. The grant that’s due Friday. not conscious thought. Left alone, these
The communications that stream in all day unconscious thoughts are scattered or
every day. negative.
Planning lets us spend a small amount of “What ever happened to that project
time on the big, long-term things that are I did four years ago?”
most important to us.
“Why hasn’t that curator called
And that means those big things will me back?”
actually happen.
“I suck I suck I suck.”
Planning shifts artists from reactive
to proactive. Planning helps you align these thoughts with
something meaningful.
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How to Make Your Plan
Planning is the opposite of hoping. You have to write about all three.
“I hope I make more money next year.” Personally means everything in your life that
(vague and passive) does not have to do with working or making art.
“I have a plan to increase my income Professionally means how your career unfolds,
by $5,000.” and how your work is delivered to the world.
(specific and active)
Artistically means your art practice and the
skills and collaborations that make it possible.
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Leave it alone for a week. A list is the opposite of a plan.
After a week, get out the list. You can add Many artists have long, scrolling lists of all the
new goals and cross off any that don’t feel things they want to or should do, everything
important anymore. Then sift through it for under the sun, a huge catalog of to-dos that
what feels most important. Choose your top will never be emptied.
three goals.
95% of your plan is the things you are
That means three goals total. And you don’t choosing not to do, the things you won’t
have to choose one from each category. devote attention to.
Choose three that will have the most positive
impact on your world. When you prioritize, you massively
concentrate your focus and energy on a few
This part is hard. Most artists aren’t good at things that will make the most difference.
prioritizing. We like to work on 27 different
things at once.
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Break your three priorities down into doable So what is a small first step for the goal:
steps, the smaller the better. “I want to present my work in New York”?
Breaking it down into steps is the other part Still too big. I can’t make a list if I don’t have
artists struggle with. An artist will have a goal information.
like: “I want to present my work in New York”
and break it down into steps. Talk with artists I know who have been
presented in New York.
Step one – get a gig in New York.
Getting there. Still too vague. Who are these
But that’s not a step, that’s the goal. “artists?’”
A step is a tiny action that you can put on Talk with Nancy, Charles, and Mikhail
your to-do list today and accomplish. One way about showing in New York.
to tell if a step is small enough: you look at it
and you have an urge to get it done. If a step Almost. How can I talk with all of them today?
makes you want to procrastinate, it’s too big.
Email Nancy to make a time to talk.
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A few more things about planning. Artists’ goals are often external and
qualitative.
Focusing on personal goals can be hard.
Many of us sacrifice our personal lives for An internal goal is something I can do myself.
our work. Be a little selfish. What would
make you feel balanced? I want to spend nine hours per week in
the studio.
Many artists struggle to distinguish artistic
goals from professional goals. Artistic goals That might be challenging, but no one can
are what you want for the work itself: your stop me from doing it. An external goal is one
process, your studio, collaborators, research, that requires the support or consent of others.
travel, new skills. What will deepen and
strengthen your art-making? Professional I want to show my work at the _______
goals focus on how the work gets out into the Festival.
world: funding, getting the work shown or
produced, building administrative structures. I can do a lot to make this goal happen, but in
Make sure you write down some purely the end, someone other than me has final say.
artistic goals.
If possible, make at least one of your goals
internal. And make your external goals as
broad as possible.
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A qualitative goal has no numbers in it. Battered by the challenges artists face, we
often make our dreams smaller to avoid
I want to perform more often. failing at them. But here’s the good news:
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More good news: When Amy Smith, David Brick, and I started
Headlong Dance Theater, we used to take
All you have to do is keep the ball moving. little getaways every year. We would head to
That’s what small steps do. a cabin in the woods, talk about the past year,
and think about what we wanted to do next.
You don’t have to make it all happen today We started writing down what we wanted on
or this week or even this year. Small, regular a piece of paper. The next year, we got out
steps toward your big goal will get you there. the paper and discovered that everything we
wrote down had happened.
No all-nighters needed.
We thought: this is a magical piece of paper.
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So we tested it, writing down unrealistic goals
that we thought could never happen. And
then those things happened too. We had
Make the
dream bigger,
stumbled on strategic planning.
to get there
smaller.
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Reluctant to plan? Most of us are. Here is a Get over yourself. And get to work.
preemptive list of reasons artists have given
for not wanting to plan:
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There is a fundamental generosity to making
art, a giving.
We do this work because we have something The markers of achievement for artists are
to give. scattered, few, and sometimes contradictory.
We have itches and visions and a drive to offer (My company won the biggest award in the
them up. dance world for a piece that the New York
Times called “the greatest disappointment
It’s what makes art-making different from of the evening.” Yup, contradictory.)
keeping a journal or singing in the shower.
Instead of defining success for ourselves,
artists obsess over these inconsistent and
ultimately not meaningful markers.
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We had enough external success as a dance We need to lead with our mission,
company to learn that it doesn’t save you. I our purpose.
can’t tell you how many times I thought:
We need to tell ourselves and others why we
“If we can just get _______________, do what we do, what we have to give, and the
we’ll have it made.” big generous questions that provoke us into
action.
Fill that in with whatever you want: a gig in
New York, a grant from X, touring support, And we need to say it in words, in what I call
a space. an artist mission statement.
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We need artist statements of different shapes But if the artist says:
and tones for different purposes: programs,
press releases, grant applications, websites.
Underlying all of these, we need an internal “Americans have bodies when they eat, have
artist statement, one that speaks honestly and sex, and exercise. In between those islands
passionately without worrying about who of excess, we are passengers in our bodies,
it’s for. burying sensation with distraction, drugs,
and vanity. My dances explore the 24-hour
If an artist says: body, recovering the things we have traded
for a cycle of numb appetites: our touch, our
“I make experimental dance theater, both mortality, our empathy.”
site-specific and for the stage.” Meg Foley
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The three questions to answer about your It’s hard to write about your own work. My
work in an artist statement (also in a grant friend Asimina said, “It’s like trying to see
application or press release) are: your own face.”
Why is it important to you, the artist? What is • When and how did you decide to be
your passionate connection to the work? an artist?
• Tell me about an early artistic
So what? That’s a cranky way of saying: why experience that inspired you.
does it matter in the world? Why does it • Are there any teachers or mentors who
matter beyond your interest? Why might other were formative for you? How?
people connect to it? This can be the hardest • Name three artists whose work you
one to answer, but also the most important. admire. What is it about their work and
process that you love?
• What is the most meaningful project
you’ve ever created?
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• What is the most meaningful connection The Writing
with an audience/public you’ve ever
had? Next, write a one-paragraph artist statement
• If the whole world saw your work, if in the first person (“I”). It’s easy to transcribe
it was everywhere and kids studied it into the third person (“she/he”) later as
in school and towns brought it to the needed. Use phrases or sentences from the
village green, how would the world be interview that you like. Use some of the ten
different? (This gets at the “so what” words from your list (but you don’t have to fit
question. If answers to this start to feel all of them in).
hokey – people would slow down, there
would be more empathy – you are on the Answer the what-why-so what questions with
right track.) juicy language and total honesty.
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Start with a clean slate. If you have an Give an example, especially if your work is
existing artist statement, put it out of your between genres or hard to pin down.
mind during this work.
Strategically simplify. A lot of artists tell
Even if language is not your medium, dive me, “Yeah, I do paintings but I also make
into the particular power of words. installation work and digital projects and
public art and I might record an album so
Your artist statement can speak in the DON’T PIN ME DOWN, MAN!” No writing
same voice as your work. If your work will ever capture the full complexity of who
includes collisions, humor, contradiction, or you are as an artist. So simplify. And bring
playfulness, your statement can, too. I know the reader close to your work.
too many artists whose work is wild and
quirky but whose artist statements are dry dry
dry.
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For your viewing pleasure, here are a few I lived in 21 different houses before I turned 18,
artist mission statements I particularly like: in the richest and second-poorest countries
in the Western Hemisphere. I have friends
I create puppets, masks, piñatas, parades, in Honduras who live twenty miles from the
pageants, clown acts, suitcase theaters, ocean but will never see it, and friends in the
magical lands and other spectacula, on my US who will never learn how to cook beans.
own, and in collaboration with other humans In Honduras, I saw the disparity of
of all ages, abilities, and persuasions. I use opportunities given to me and to my
cardboard, science, and the imagination Honduran friends. And in California, I saw
to explore sloths, symbiosis, gentrification, the emptiness of the material wealth
ATMs, Pterodactyls, pregnancy, disaster, Honduran villagers dreamed of.
and canoeing. I have performed in living When I see a boundary, I try to cross
rooms, parking lots, and on stages up and it. Groups that don’t speak to each other.
down the East Coast and been an artist- Histories that have been paved over. Literally.
in-residence at dozens of schools, senior I discovered train tracks outside a gallery in
centers, addiction recovery and mental Philadelphia, and built a train car, to resurrect
health programs. I believe in the power of bike for a night the erased industrial history of
helmets, cornstarch, tide pools, emancipatory North Philadelphia.
pedagogy, utopian performatives, and snacks. I provoke local rituals of remembering and
I fill suitcases with cardboard possibilities, delight, in a culture that has forgotten how to
perform words in wigs, and give guided tours mourn. You are not alone. You are not the first.
to places that don’t yet exist. To be hated or excluded. To hate or exclude.
Beth Nixon Artistic practice matters when it connects
us, when it makes us hesitant to kill each other.
Jeb Lewis
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Once you have a strong articulation of your
mission, lead with it. Let people know why
you do what you do, and more people will
connect and partner with you. You don’t have
I make feminist flamenco. Flamenco has to have a “social mission” to have an artistic
traditionally placed women as seductress, mission (that last artist statement you just
sexual object, love object, and always last in read is from an artist who makes abstract
the art form’s hierarchy. My work challenges experimental work).
these rules, uncovering the true heart of the
tradition—strong women. “But I want the work to speak for itself.”
Elba Hevia y Vaca
We owe it to the work to represent it
well in language. More people will see
Dancing is the anti-text message, a full-bore, representations of your work (writing,
360-degree telling that has little to do with images, work samples) than will see the
being productive and everything to do with work in person.
being alive.
My dances offer the unmediated body, “But I just make my work. I don’t know
a physicality that is present, accountable, why it’s important to me or the world.
and unplugged. In a culture that values I just do it.”
information over sensing, I quietly hoard the
body’s knowingness, the connectivity that has Bull. You are astonishingly competent, hard-
no wires. working, and focused. Like most artists, you
Michelle Stortz could probably do whatever you wanted to.
You chose to devote your life to creating art,
a choice that isn’t easy. There are reasons for
that. Write them, and tell the world.
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Jobs I Have Done for Money
Busboy Lifeguard
Tea shop manager
Caterer
High school
dance teacher Coat check at
Co-Director of a
Waiter a gay club
Editor dance company
Bartender
Choreographer
for a musical Babysitter
Garden store laborer Director of high
school dance program
Guest choreographer
Elementary school educator on at colleges
physical and sexual abuse and Stage manager
conflict resolution
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Here’s my income for 1999:
Other Art
Projects
Other Art
Projects Waiter
My income in 2007:
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Artists’ financial lives are non-linear (you don’t Let’s look at some things that are not true
get hired as assistant artist then promoted to about money, things a lot of artists believe.
managing artist and then executive artist) and
hybrid (more than one money-earning activity Artists are bad with money.
at a time).
This is the Big Myth.
Two things I have seen help sustain artists:
It started because artists, unlike much of
1) Incremental changes in the pie chart (e.g. the world, are not primarily motivated or
20% more income from my art or cutting down controlled by money. Artists are actually
on a stressful day job.) This is different from amazing with money, but we usually don’t
I-just-wanna-quit-my-day-job-and-make-art-all- have enough of it.
day. Small, strategic changes free up time and
attention for your work. In the for-profit world, someone gives you a
project and 100% of the budget necessary to
2) Over time, the pie gets bigger. My income complete it. If you deliver the project on time,
in 2007 was twice my income in 1994. you are a genius, a brilliant manager, and you
have a job for life.
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Someday I will make it, and I won’t have to I am lucky to be an artist, and I don’t
worry about money anymore. deserve to be paid well for my time.
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Everything will turn out better if I never Everyone has principles about money.
take an honest look at my finances. I don’t think principles are necessarily true
or untrue; rather, some principles support
No, it won’t. you and some don’t.
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Headlong’s Principles about Money So when we had a $9,000 annual budget,
(an example for thinking about principles) $5,000 went to the artists. Too many artists
say, “I’ll pay myself when there’s more money.”
We will make our work no matter what. And then when there is more money, they say
We didn’t wait for money to create our work. it again.
We set up our lives so that we could make
dances regardless of what happened We consider our whole lives as artists:
financially. We had our own studio where we taking time off, life changes, children,
could rehearse and even perform, and we had injury, illness. All of these changes played big
each other as dancers. Money would make roles in the company’s life. If you build your
bigger projects possible, but it would never time-money equations for your 23-year-old self,
prevent us from creating. it won’t last.
The financial priority of the company is to My friend Esther talks about the Three S’s:
pay the artists well for their work.
The reason we formed an organization and a Solvency: You can pay your bills.
nonprofit was to compensate artists. Everyone
who connected with us – board members, Stability: You can pay your bills, and you
employees, presenters – had to understand have an emergency fund: 3-6 months of
this. And no one ever disagreed. But people living expenses in your savings.
were surprised: “But you’re artists, and you’re
doing what you love.. .” Security: You have an emergency fund,
and you are building other long-term
Yes, and to continue doing what we love, we assets: home ownership, retirement
have to make the finances work. savings, saving for a child’s education, etc.
Actually, we spent a lot of time at two price 1) Get your credit report.
points: free and really expensive. Go to www.annualcreditreport.com. It’s free.
(Don’t google it; people try to make you pay.)
We always did free programming, things A credit report is a living document: mistakes
that were close to our mission and that we can be corrected, problems can be cleared up,
controlled. But if someone wanted to pay us to and positive steps can be taken to improve
perform or teach, we charged high rates, rates your credit score.
that didn’t just cover our costs, they put money
back into the company. We didn’t spend 2) Have a meeting with a realtor if you don’t
much time in the starvation, not-worth-it rates already own your home.
we often saw in the dance world. “My dance Just a meeting. Realtors make money when
company will perform for $300!” “My dance someone buys or sells a house, so they want
company will pay you to perform!” That’s a to meet with you. Ask artist friends for a
race to the bottom. recommendation.
When you ask for sustainable rates, you Owning real estate is not for everyone and
raise the bar for everyone who comes not for every moment in your life. But we miss
after you. Presenters offered us $300 for a out on huge financial advantages when we
week residency because some artist in the past say, “I’m an artist so I can’t own a home.”
accepted that fee. If that artist had demanded
$3,000, the presenter would have built that into
their budget and fundraised for it.
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3) Write down everything you spend for 4) Write down the annual income you need
one week. to live without financial panic.
Why 1500? If you work a “normal” job for a Suppose I decide I need to earn $45,000
year, you’ll work 2,000 hours (40 hours per per year to live without financial panic.
week for 50 weeks.) Artists don’t have 2,000
hours to earn our living. A lot of our work is 45,000 ÷ 1500 = $30/hour
piecemeal, a teaching gig here and a day job
there, with lots of prep, travel, and transition 30 x 8 = $240/day
time. And we need more down time than most
people to feed our imagination and vision. 240 x 5 = $1200/week
Artists who earn their living in 1,500 hours
find sustainability. These are internal numbers. You can ask for
more and you can work for less. But knowing
these numbers gives you a basis for pricing
your time and negotiating.
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The reason to know your time cost is: artists What is the most that people get paid to
have revenue problems. Think about your do what I do? In Headlong, we loved
revenue, all of it: day jobs, art money, money teaching. But people generally pay $10 or
you earn, money you don’t earn. $15 for a dance class, maybe $100 for a longer
workshop. Not a good revenue model. But
Where are your skills needed and valuable? people pay thousands for a college credit.
Too many artists think only of the fine arts The exact same teaching is suddenly worth
world and the low-skilled service sector. You fifty times more because it’s accredited.
likely have skills as a project manager, So we got ourselves accredited, starting
planner, convener, teacher, etc. Those skills the Headlong Performance Institute in
are valuable in a lot of sectors beyond the arts. partnership with Bryn Mawr College. We
designed the curriculum and taught, and
This Venn diagram helped me: they awarded the credit.
The center is ideal. But most artists don’t Earning money from your work feels great,
consider the third circle enough: what people but it doesn’t make you a Real Artist.
pay a lot for.
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Nothing
Back to Headlong.
except your
mean haggling stingily over every last dollar.
It means finding agreements that help both
sides reach a common goal.
devotion to
I always lead with excitement about the
opportunity. “I’m really thrilled about this
residency.. .” and then I use one of my favorite
phrases:
OR
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Most of the people and organizations we Other things about negotiating:
negotiate with (museums, festivals, arts
organizations, presenters, schools) are 95% Make them name a number. If it’s higher
aligned with us. Their missions are truly in than what you need, then great, you’re done.
harmony with ours. But there is one crucial If it’s lower, you can negotiate up. People
place where our interests diverge. often ask artists to name the first number
These
because they know that artists will give a
number so laughably low that they would be
embarrassed to say it.
want to do
So if you name a number, make sure it’s
one that will support you. Some people add
40% to their best number so there’s room to
this much
negotiate down.
stuff
There is no such thing as a “going rate.” That
is a term used to underpay people. People get
and they have this much money. paid radically different amounts of money to
do the exact same work. Similarly, promises
And they want artists to make up the of “valuable exposure” are often used to
difference by working for unsustainable rates. justify inadequate fees.
We can say no to that while saying yes to the
shared mission. There IS more money. That was a mantra in
my dance company. People will say, “Sorry,
there’s no more money.” But there is.
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If you can’t negotiate on money, negotiate on There is a cost to saying no, the connections or
time. Once you know your rates you can say: opportunities that would come from doing the
gig. Economists call this the “opportunity cost.”
“For $500, I won’t be able to do a week- But there is also an opportunity cost to saying
long residency, but I could put together a yes, the things you can do if your time is not
great two-day residency.” taken up with an exhausting, underpaid gig.
And if it doesn’t work for you, say no. And again, when you say no to unsustainable
Generously. fees, you raise the bar for artists who come
after you.
“Financially, that won’t be possible.
But I really hope we’ll work together
in the future.”
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Here’s something that surprised me. I have to do everything myself perfectly
right now.
For artists, your relationship to getting
non-artistic work done (administrative work, This is the quiet mantra that drives artists into
structural work) determines your day-to-day constant low-level panic.
state of mind more than almost anything else.
Question every one of those qualifiers:
More than the growth of your artistic work.
everything
More than “success.” What is the priority and what can be left
undone?
Artists who learn to handle their finances find
sustainability. Artists who learn to handle time myself
find balance. How can I get help?
right now
What can be done later?
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If I punish myself, and keep an impossibly Three structures that help:
long to-do list, I will get more done.
Make a space.
The for-profit world has studied this Your admin space can be a room or a desk or
extensively. even part of a desk. Don’t put it in the room
where you make art. Put all of the admin
Punishing yourself makes you less productive. materials there and go there to do that work.
By making a space, you ensure that your
And procrastination is a rational response to administrative work isn’t everywhere. It’s not
an unrealistic to-do list. in your studio, at your kitchen table, or in
your bed.
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“But I just wanna be in the studio all the Here are some strategies I’ve seen artists use
time, man.” to great effect. You, of course, will know what’s
best for you.
Ah, yes. That refrain.
Track your time.
All mission-driven people (teachers, doctors, Write down everything you do for one week.
social workers, clergy, etc.) say the same thing: Be specific. So, rather than:
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Use your best working times to do the most Begin each week and each working session
important work. with a 10-minute meeting with yourself.
If you are a morning person, schedule studio The only rule for this meeting is: you can’t get
time and writing time for the morning. Do anything done. No emails, no work.
emails and finances at your low-blood-sugar
times. Most of us jump into reacting, answering
emails or responding to the crisis of the
moment. Use these 10 minutes to take a look at
Create timelines and to-do lists that begin what’s most crucial, and to set priorities. Given
with the time you have available. the amount of time you have to work, what are
Most artists start with the demand: the the most important things to focus on?
incredibly long list of things that are
supposed to get done.
Eliminate the time when you are “working”
Instead, start with the supply of time: but not getting anything done.
this week, I’m going to do X hours of My wife and I are big procrastinators. One
administrative work, what should I focus on? of her procrastination techniques was
particularly brilliant: she would go online
Make a to-do list that can be emptied each and order books about procrastination.
day. And when you empty it, leave the office So we accumulated a vast library of time
(or the desk or the part of the desk). management books, a beautiful monument
to hours not working.
You are done. Nice work.
Most of these books were crap. But there was
one idea that many people talk about that is
worth repeating.
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Most productive work happens in short Most artists don’t make time for the things
15-30 minute bursts surrounded by hours of that are essential for building a sustainable
preparation, procrastination, and avoidance. life: planning work, strategy, long-term
Cut out all those extra hours, and you can get thinking, and building partnerships. Instead,
a hell of a lot done in a short time. we are caught up in the endlessly squawking
mess of deadlines and people asking for stuff.
I have used this idea to write grants. I used You can say no to entire gigs (the teaching
to sit down and say, “I’m going to write residency that’s interesting but exhausting) or
this whole grant now.” Inevitably, that to aspects of gigs (I don’t have time to make a
overwhelming thought led to procrastination video preview of my show right now).
and online time-wasting. In Headlong, there were many things that
Dance Companies Must Do that we chose
Now, I say, “I’m going to work on the artist not to. Big fundraising events. Cultivating
statement of this grant for 20 minutes.” And a fancy board of directors. Performing at
after 20 minutes, I stop and take a break. booking conferences. And you know what?
We were fine.
Say no.
Don’t do it all. The fastest and most effective There is no ‘just.’
way to make yourself more productive is to My friend Matty told me this. Artists will say,
choose not to do things. “Okay, we’ll just get some costumes and figure
out the music and we’ll just find a good space
Another way to say this: every artist has a lot and tech the show and then just sell some
of work that she won’t get to. That’s a fact. If tickets.” But there is no ‘just.’ Each one of
you choose in advance what you won’t do, you those actions takes time and resources. Take
save yourself a lot of stress and you can be the word ‘just’ out of your thinking and get
strategic about what doesn’t get done. honest about the demands on your time.
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Schedule time for long-term thinking. they might not stick around for long. If you
Schedule planning time, strategic time, have a lot of easy-to-teach work, or a labor-
dreaming time and post-mortems (check- intensive event coming up, volunteer labor
ins after you complete a project, which is can be great.
planning after the fact.) Planning won’t
happen if you don’t schedule it, and it is Outsourcing
the single most effective tool for building You can outsource parts of your work
sustainable lives. to professionals who do it well: agents,
bookkeepers, publicists, production
managers, web designers, photographers, and
Get help. videographers. When I finally hired someone
Having other people do work for you is the to do my taxes, it eliminated a huge amount
only way to actually make more time. of stress and procrastination. (And she got me
a much bigger refund.)
Get as much help as you can with the things
that don’t have to be done specifically by you, We artists often have a scarcity mindset,
so you can focus on the thing that only you thinking we have to do everything ourselves.
can do: making your work. Artists who invest smartly and carefully in
their work by hiring professionals often see
Work less and work smarter. it pay off in better results and more time
to focus on the art.
There are different ways to get help.
Hourly employees
Interns and volunteers Many artists eventually need a general
They work for free. Nice. But they usually admin person, someone to help with
require a lot of training and oversight. They communications, production, fundraising,
are money-cheap and time-expensive. And and so on.
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Don’t hire yourself. Be comfortable with Good Enough.
You already have one of you. You need If something has to be Perfect, don’t bother
someone different, someone with skills and delegating it because you’ll end up doing
interests that are not yours. Delegating is hard it anyway.
for artists. We are control freaks. I had three
company managers teach (i.e. force) me to
delegate before I got good at it. These ideas Make a letter of agreement.
helped me delegate: Specify expectations, pay, hours, and
assessment times. After two months (and
every few months thereafter) have a meeting to
Delegate the things you most dislike. assess both ways how things are going.
Make a list of your least favorite things and
delegate those. Getting rid of something you
dread has an exponential impact on your
productivity and well-being.
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Create an advisory board. You might look for:
Making art can be isolating. An advisory
board can help an artist make decisions, plan • Someone from your art world:
for the future, and find resources. a presenter, gallerist, curator, etc.
• Someone from outside the art world
An advisory board is a small group of people • Someone with specific skills: a lawyer,
who get your work, and whose opinions and accountant, fundraiser, or just someone
thoughts you want to hear. Meet every few who’s great at Thinking Big
months for a couple of hours to talk about
what you are doing, what is coming up, and Having a team in your corner, people you can
what resources and connections would help check in with and bounce ideas off of, can
move you forward. ground your thinking about the future.
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You are I can tell you this: as hard as things might be
for you, as hopeless or confused as you might
feel, there are literally thousands of artists
feeling the same way.
not alone.
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So let’s change things. Let’s focus on our skills and what we have to
offer, instead of obsessing over our needs and
Let’s change the conversations we have with what we lack.
each other.
Let’s be realistic about the challenges of living
Let’s honor and reward each other’s successes as artists and acknowledge that our skills are
and our own. more than up to the task.
Let’s advocate for (and only accept) Let’s tell younger artists that balance and
sustainable compensation. sustainability are essential.
Let’s congratulate each other for taking time Let’s dignify the crucial role we play in our
off and saying no, instead of competing to be culture by talking about it and by embodying it.
the busiest and most stressed.
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Principles
Success will either happen to me or
it won’t.
I am building an artistic life, not an
artistic career, step by step, thinking
for Building
long-term and staying responsive to
changing circumstances.
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What I do is frivolous and I am lucky if I No one cares about art.
get paid for it. The world is hungry for noncommercial
We are highly trained professionals, experiences, for moments of focus,
and the work we do, collectively, is connection, and insight instead of the
essential in our culture. I expect to be profit-driven distraction provided by the
compensated fully and fairly. I have the entertainment industry.
freedom to do unpaid or low-paying
work that is rewarding in other ways. I wish I had the career that ___________
has.
I never have enough time or money to I define success for myself, and trust that
make my work perfect. impact does not correlate with fame.
With the time and resources I have for
each project, I will do the best I can.
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Andrew Simonet is a choreographer, writer, and gives talks and workshops nationally, and is an
founder of Artists U. He co-directed Headlong artist leader with the Creative Capital Professional
Dance Theater from 1993 to 2013. In Headlong Development Program. Andrew lives in West Philly
Andrew focused on immersive, intimate works: with his artist wife, Elizabeth, and their sons, Jesse
Pusher, in which they sold dances on the street Tiger and Nico Wolf. He can be found online at
like drugs, CELL, a performance journey for one artistsu.org.
audience member at a time guided by your cell
phone, and This Town Is a Mystery, performances
by and about Philadelphia households performed
in their homes and followed by a potluck dinner.
Andrew continues to be fascinated by what
happens when complicated, messy bodies meet
systems and each other.
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